:#' PRINCETON, N. J. % '^. '/? -y /cy ay&(:^.c^ij2^C ^-^^-^-t^ ^ 0c^Ccr7^7A. ^c/ A-e^^-^^^ V "7 JAN 2^n918 '&i A ^5/CAL %\\^ Edwin Octavius Tregelles Cibil Engineer mtb piniskr of tbc C^osptl. EDITED BY HIS DAUGHTER SARAH E. FOX. ITonboit : HODDER AND STOUGHTON, 27, PATERNOSTER ROW. MDCCCXCII. EUTLER & TaNNUR, The Selwood Printing WoKKa, FlIOUE, AND J^OKDOW. INTEODUCTION. The following record of one whose experiences and circumstances are not very different from the lives of many who will read this volume, is now published, with the hope that some of these may find encourage- ment from the narrative of his fruitful faith and consecrated life, resulting in a service for his Lord and Saviour of over fifty years. To young men his early life speaks of the blessing of true conversion from sin to righteousness through faith in Jesus Christ, followed by a confession of his loving Saviour, and consecration of time and strength to His service. With all the temptations peculiar to young men, in the workshop, in the great city, as a traveller, and afterwards as a professional engineer, and as an employer of labour, both as farmer and coal owner, the history of his life's experiences will come home to many hearts. iv INTRODUCTION. He was very sensible of his own sliortcomings, and liis diary does not conceal tliem. As far as possible the narrative is in his own words, which have been extracted from his papers and diaries. Whilst the last sheets of this volume were yet in the press, the sudden death of my dear wife has left on me the responsibility of completing the work which we had together so nearly brought to a close. J. HINGSTOX FOX. Fourth Month 2Qt7i, 1892. CONTENTS. CHAPTER I. FALMOUTH. PACE Birth — Family Records — Childhood's Reminiscences — Mother's Death — Removal to Ashfield — Marriage of eldest Brother — Leaves Home for Neath Abbey — Enters Carpenters' Shop at Iron Works — Visit of Nathan Hunt and Peter Bedford — Bevington Gibbins — First Return Home — His Brother Na- thaniel joins him — Camborne — Awakening to Spiritual Life at Barnstaple — Testifies for Christ in Swansea Meeting , . 1 CHAPTER IL NEATH ABBEY. Commencement of Journal— Twenty-second Birthday — Visit to London — His brother Samuel's Decease — Dr. Bevan — At Hay Meeting testifies for Christ — London Yearly Meeting — Isaac Crewdson's Ministry at Tottenham — J. J. Gurney — Business Journeys to Brighton, Worthing, and Ireland — Waterford Quarterly Meeting — Edward Alexander — His Father's Illness and Death — Riots and Strikes in South Wales — He addresses Men at Neath Abbey Works — No Strike — Marriage Engage- ment — Leaves Neath Abbej' rather than prepare Machinery for Brewery— Commences as a Civil Engineer — Lights Brid- port and Taunton with Gas — Accident— Cholera Epidemic — British and Foreign Temperance Society Meeting — Yearly Meeting — Stephen Grellet — Neath Abbey — Marriage . . 10 CHAPTER III. BRIDPORT. With his Wife visits Neath — Bridport — William Forster's Minis- try — Sherborne — Anna Price — Quarterly Meeting at Poole — CONTENTS. PAGE Newton Tracey Meeting House — Yeovil — Barnstaple lighted by Gas — Journey to Cornwall — Birth of a Daughter — Yeovil lighted by Gas — Upwey — Maiden Castle — Wellington — At- tended Long Sutton Meeting alone — Yearly Meeting, 1834 — Bideford — The blind Ostler at Barrington — British and Foreign Bible Society Meeting — Bridport — Eailway Meeting — Dorchester— Joins his Wife in Ireland and visits Killarney Lakes — Slavery ceases in West India Islands — Takes a House at Neath — Wellington lighted with Gas — Bridgewater Meet- ing — Teignmouth — Dorchester — Swansea — Birth of a Son — Bridgewater lighted with Gas ....... 26 CHAPTER IV. NEATH. Christian Faithfulness — Neath — T. Williams — Barnstaple with Sisters — Cloveli^' — Honiton lighted with Gas — General Meet- ing at Brecon — Death of Bevington Gibbins — Genei'al Meeting in Hereford new Meeting House — Milford — Thoughts on Business — Gracechurch Street Meeting, London — House of Commons — William Allen and John Barclay at Stoke New- ington — W. D. Crevvdson and Thomas Shillitoe at Tottenham Meeting — Engineer of Railway, Southampton to Salisbury — A busy Week — Stanlej^ Pumphrey's Experiences when Com- mercial Traveller — Death of Edward Alexander — Exeter- Birth of a Daughter — Serious Illness of his Wife — General Meeting at Worcester — Fii-e at Exeter — Yearly Meeting — J. J. Gurney going to America — Peter Bedford — With Edward Ash visits Women's Meeting— Death of King William IV.— Joins his Wife at Youghal — Exeter — Edward and John Pease 43 CHAPTER V. TORQUAY. Commencement of Indisposition — Thomas Tregelles — Torquaj- — Letter to his Sister, R. B. Gibbins — Falmouth — Visits Charles and Sarah Fox at Perran — Apprenticeship of Negroes in West Indies ceases — Scilly Islands — Quarterly Meeting at St. Austell — Unites with Friends in visiting Families — Public Meetings at Falmouth — Goes on Board Vessels and speaks to Sailors — Torquay — William Rouse CB CONTENTS. vii CHAPTER VI. FALMOUTH. PAGE Plymouth Meeting— Snow at Falmouth— The Cottage — Visits Ire- land with Certificate — Large Public Meeting at Youghal — Visits Vessels in Cork Harbour — Bandon— Newtown School — Brookfield Agricultural School — Lisburn School — Public Meetings at Dublin, and with Miners near Waters-meet — Journey through Wales — Priscilla Hannah Gurney's Memoirs — Meetings at Milford and Neath Abbey— Sidcot School — Interview with Lord Ebrington, Viceroy of Ireland — John and M. Candler go to West Indies— Truro and St. Austell lighted by Gas — Penny Post — ■•Marriage of Queen Victoria — Obtains Certificate to visit Schools connected with the Society of Friends — Croydon, Ackworth and Sidcot Schools — Visits sixty Schools as per List 76 CHAPTER VII. FALMOUTH. Yearly Meeting— Sarah Grubb's Testimony — Essex — Brighton — Lindfield School and William Allen — Interviews with Lord John Russell and Daniel O'Connell — Scotland — Meetings with Factory Workers — First Sense of Call to Service Abroad — Liverpool — Wales — Banbury — Pl3'mouth — Meetings at Ilfra- combe, Barnstaple and Clove! ly — Family Visits at Plymouth and Kingsbridge — John Elliott's Message to his Friends . \)V> CHAPTER VIII. FALMOUTH. Monthly Meeting grants Certificate for Service in West Indies — Letter from Jonathan Backhouse — Message from Anna Price — Meetings with Sailors — Quarterly Meeting declines to en- dorse his Certificate — Professional Duties at Bristol — W. Ja^-, of Bath — Accompanies his W^ife in a Trip to Tintagel — John Allen — Come-to-Good Meeting House — Lo7-d Beresforcl, Steamer, Trial Trip and Storm ; Meeting on Board — Quarterly Meeting grants Certificate for Service in West Indies — Yearly Meeting, 1842, liberates for the Service — Waits for a Com- panion—Goes to Coverack with his Wife for her Health — Earthquake, Hayti — Bristol — Bradnich, Judith Templeman — James Jesup offers as Companion — Family Visit from Ben- jamin Seebohm — Kingsbridge — Yearly Meeting, 1843 — Wil- liam Forster at Gracechvirch Street — With Maria Fox holds Meetings near Falmouth — Letter from Hannah C. Backhouse 106 viii CONTENTS. CHAPTEE IX. WEST INDIES. pagk Departure for West Indies — Voyage and Fellow-Passengers — Meetings with Passengers and Crew — Barbadoes — First Im- pressions of Coloured People — Letter to his Childi-en — Large Meeting in Wesleyan Chapel — Visits Prison at Bridgetown — Moravian Missions at Mount Tabor and Sharon — Byde Mill — Meeting with Upper Class at Bridgetown — Tobago — Pelicans — J. Eenkevitz — Progress of Freed Negroes — James Bickford — Wesleyan Missions — Scarborough — Grenada — Call on Governoi" — Bad Roads — ^Extinct Volcano— Intercourse with Planters — Meeting in Court House at Mount Alexander — Meeting at George Town— Trinidad — J. M. Phillippo — Port Espano — Yellow Fever at Petit Bourg — Josiah Brown — Convalescence — Dr. Philip — Letters from Josiah Forster — Grenada — Conference of Wesleyan Ministers .... 134 CHAPTER X. WEST INDIES. St. Vincent— Letter to his Wife — Calls on Governor and Macdowall Grant — First Meeting after Illness — Prayers' House— Souf- friere Volcano — Death of his Wife — Attends Meeting at Calliaqua — Caribs — Extracts from Journal of James Bickford — Lucia — Letters of Sympathj^ from Josiah Forster, John Pease and Mahlon Day 164 CHAPTER XI. WEST INDIES. Lucia — Meeting in Court House, Castries — Mico Schools — River Doree — Voyage in Canoe — Tousmassie — Nautilus — Visit to Gaol — Dominica — Call on President — Coasting Voyage — Meetings in Wesleyan Chapels— Mount Wallis — Canoe Build- ing — Visit to Caribs — Mary Dalrymplc — Antigua — Earth- qviake, 1843 — Call on Governor Sir C. Fitzroy — Archdeacon Holberton — Meeting in Scotch Kirk — The Moravian Missions — Wesleyan Sunday Schools — F. W. Hougk — Meetings in Wesleyan and Moravian Chapels 183 CONTENTS. ix CHAPTER XII. WEST INDIES. PAGE Barbuda — Occupations of Inhabitants — Meeting at Governor's House — School — W. Tanner, the Shepherd — Solomon Deazle, Woodman — Antigua — Meetings ia Moravian and Wesleyan School-lEtooms — Montserrat — Meetings — Poverty — Visits to Gaol — Nevis — Half the Population Wesleyan — Call on Chief Justice Webb — St. Christopher's — Basseterre — Meetings at Wesleyan and Moravian Chapels — Colonial Secretary — R. and A. Inglis and Children — Schools — Gaol — ^ Jesse Pilcher — Grenada — Meetings at Duquesne — Jamaica — John Daughtry — Earl of Elgin and Lady Charlotte Bruce — Scenery at Bel- cour — Bible Readings with Servants and Neighbours — The Day's Occupations — James Haig — Captain Robert Bruce — Suggests Employment for Prisoners in Kingston Gaol — Draws Plans for a Prison Wall — Humming Bird — Call on Governor — Meeting with Haitien Refugees — Meeting at Wesleyan Chapel, Botanic Gardens — Abraham Hyams— James Ritchie . 201 CHAPTER XIII. WEST INDIES. Letter to Joseph T. Price about Annivei'sary of Liberation of Slaves — Belcour — Shortwood — Cottage Meetings — Stay at Stoneyhill — Obei'lin — Low Condition of Education — J. A. Preston — Elliot Station — Meeting at Mount Charles — Tropical Rain — Maroons — Grateful Hill — Myalism and Obeeism — Meeting at Pleasant Hill — School at Mount Fletcher — Richmond Pen — Meeting at Kingston, 2,000 present — Spanish Town — Sligoville — Homes of Freed Slaves — Baptist Chapel, Passage Fort — Meeting at Jericho — Missing Mule — Annatto Bay — Call on two Friends — Mount Hermon — Ascent of Mount Diabola — Phoenix Park — Jonathan Edmundson — Wesleyan School — Waterfall — David Day — BarilFe Hall - Ora Cabessa — William Jamieson — Large Meetings at Beecham- ville — Ocho Rios — St. Ann's Bay — Beautiful Scenery — Brown's Town — John Clark— Meetings and Schools — Sturge Town — Sunday School Teachers, Brown's Town — James Finlayson and Martial Law in 1832 — Dry Harbour — Calabar — J. Timson — Kettering — William Knibb's House, built by grateful liberated Slaves — Meeting with Teachers — Large Meeting at Falmouth — Earthquake — Prison — Montego Bay — J. L. Lewin, a Converted Jew — Cornwall— H. M. Waddell — X CONTEXTS. PAGE George Blyth— Meeting at Goodwill Temperance Village — Moravian Settlement, Irwin Hill— Salter's Hill — Large Meet- ing, Mount Carey — Thomas Burchall — Lucea — W. H. Hann, Wesleyan Missionary — Savannah-la-mar — Aaron de Leon — Laars Kielson — New Beaufort 218 CHAPTEE XIV. WEST INDIES. Jamaica — H. G. Pfeiffer and Martial Law — Meeting at New Bethlehem — Schools at Fairfield — Work of Moravians — Meet- ing with Maroons — Mandeville — Visits Prison — School — Rest at Mount Providence — Old Harbour — Spanish Town — Inter- view with Earl of Elgin and John Daughtry respecting Prisons — Meeting in Baptist Chapel — Penitentiary — Kingston — Silk-cotton Tree — Morant Bay — Climate — Beauty of Bath — Belle Castle — Port Antonio — Moore Town — Maroons— Fording Rio Grande — Golden Grove — Surrey Gaol — Meeting at Port Eoyal — Hayti — Arrival at Jacmel with J. T. Hartwell — Climate and Appearance of Town — Call on General GefFrard — Journey to Port Republicaine — Mules — Citrounier — Delmay's Hut a Bethel — Leogane — Port Republicaine — Reminiscences of S. Grellet — Meeting with American Wesleyans— Fabius Day — Prison — Lacahaye — Thomas Williams— Alexis Dupuj^ — St. Marc — President Guerrier — Desert — Gonaives — James Osier— Coffee Sales 249 CHAPTER XV. WEST INDIES. Hayti — River forded Thirty Times — Escalier— Plaisance— Limbe — View of Cape Haitien — Miseries from Earthquake — Visits to Lycee and Ecole Nationale — Prison — Meeting with Europeans and Americans — Plaisance — Gonaives — School — St. Marc — Meeting at Lacahaye —Port Republicaine — Meetings — Inci- dents on Journey — Haitian Costumes — Miragoane — Aquin — General Lelievre — Aux Cayes — Meeting — Prison — Andre Telemaque— St. Louis — Baynet — One of the Horses dies — Jacmel^Voyage to St. Thomas — Santa Cruz — Governor- Visits to Moravian Mission Stations — Schools for the " Uu- free " — Fredericksted — Christiansted — Prison — Meetings at St. Thomas — Return Voyage — Bermuda — Storm — Meeting with Passengers— Southampton — Arrival at Falmouth . . 275 CONTENTS. xi CHAPTER XVI. FALMOUTH. PAGE Yearly Meeting, 1845— Falmouth— Eedruth Monthly Meeting — Goes with Sister and Children to Youghal — Death of Jnnia Price — Elizabeth Fry — Prospect of Service in Norwaj^ — Pro- fessional Engagements — Dartmoor — Yearly Meeting — Fare- well Gathering at Samuel Fox's — Benjamin Seebohm . . 294 CHAPTER XVII. NORWAY. Sets off for Norway with John Budge and Isaac Sharp — Bible Reading on Board Caledonian — Hamburg — Emily Sieveking — Copenhagen — Tracts — Crossing the Sound at Midnight — Gothenburg — Meeting on Board the Tees, Captain George Brown — Christiansand— Stavanger — Elias E. Tasted — Dussi- vigan— Two Months' Meeting — Yearly Meeting— Visits to Friends — One who gave up the Trade in Strong Drink — Hand Vaag Island — Crowded Meeting at Stavanger— Stran- sund — Conference with Elders and Overseers— Letter from E. E. Tasted — First-Da j^ Meeting— Leaves Stavanger — Stag- land — Farewells — Meeting at Olen — Bargen — F. A. Putter — Tracts — Letter from Peter Boyesen — Christiania — Gothen- burg 302 CHAPTER XVIII. FALMOUTH. Return from Norway — Croydon — Prince Town — Meeting on Dart- moor — Anna Price — Distress in Ireland — Dr. Philip — Death of Joseph John Gurney — John Hodgkin — Cornwall Railwa.y — Mai-riage of his Brother Nathaniel — Samuel Capper and Joseph Eaton hold Tent Meetings at Falmouth — Accident at Railway Works — Depression in Trade — Influenza Epidemic — ■ Meeting with Sailors — Visits Prison 321 CHAPTER XIX. FALMOUTH. Meeting with Sailors at Falmouth — Call on Captain B. — French Revolution — Public Meeting in Manor Rooms, Stoke New- ington — Funeral of Mary Howitt's Mother — Yearly Meeting CONTENTS. PAGE — J. and M. Yeardley's Proposed Sarvice in Germanj^ Russia, and Austria — Disturbances in Paris — J. Lavin — Visits to Vessels in Falmouth Harbour— Neath, J. Eees, C. A. Price — Banbury — Ipswich — Croydon School, Petdr Bedford — South Wales Railway— Holds Meeting with Navvies at Neath Abbey — Letter from A. E. Tregelles — Funeral of Elizabeth Fox of Bank House, Falmouth — Conversation with Captain B. — Banbury — Adderbui-y— Removes to Frenchay — Caroline Fry — Sibford and Sidcot Schools — Barnstaple Meeting^James Veale — Interview with a Swiss — Eliza Allen's Address at Liskeard Meeting — Removes to Derwent Hill, Shotlej' Bridge — Tin Works — Marriage to Elizabeth Richardson . . . 330 CHAPTER XX. SHOTLEY BRIDGE. Derwent Hill — Darlington Quarterly Meeting — London— Scotland on Business — Plants Trees on Wedding Anniversary— New- castle Quarterly Meeting — Burning of Amazon Steamer- Visit from Isaac Sharp— E. O. and Elizabeth Tregelles ride to Winnow's Hill on Horseback — Yearly Meeting — Eli and Sybil Jones — Visits Scotland with Minute — Aberdeen — Lydia A. Barclay — Glasgow — Meetings at Hayden Bridge — Business Thoughts — Address from Jonathan Priestman — John Hodg- kin's Address — Endre and Maria Dahl at Derwent Hill — Eli and Sybil Jones — Cholera at New^castle — Business Changes — Goes with his Wife to Bristol — Mary Ann Schimmelpennick — Falmouth — Illness of his Sister, Anna P. Fox — Camborne —John Dunstan — Visit to his Nephew, S. P. Tregelles, at Plj-mouth — Famil3^ Visits from Ann Eliza Dale and Eliza Barclay — Death of William Forster — Meetings in Cumberland — Harvest Rejoicings — Loss of MahlonDaj- — Death of Joseph T. Price — Newcastle Quarterly Meeting — Prospect of Peace witli Russia — Death of Emperor Nicolas— Visits the Hebrides with Certificate — Mestings in North Uist, Mull, Skye, and Oban— Capture of Sebastopol — Death of Stephen Grellet — Visits Families with J. Priestman— Colliery Strike — Meeting at Darlington with Young People — Oswald Baynes — George Richardson — Narrative of Preservation from Shipwreck of Dr. R. H. Thomas — Susan Howland and Lydia Congden— Financial Panic — Failure of Bank — Visit of S.irah Squire and Sarah Tatham 347 CONTENTS. xiii CHAPTER XXI. SHOTLEY BRIDGE. PAGE Letters from Oswald Baj^nes and Caroline Fox — Wet Harvest Weather — Death of Joseph Sturge — Visit of John and E. Clark from Jamaica — Gracechurch Street Meeting — York Meeting and School — Cottage Meeting — Three Colliers killed— Visits Cumberland and Northumberland — Wigton School — Attends Brewster Sessions to oppose Licenses — Marriage of Daughter — Distress from Depression of Trade — Russian Serfs liberated — Commencement of American War — Isaac Sharp goes to Ice- land and Greenland — E. 0. and E. Tregelles attend Yearly Meeting — With Charles Wilson visits Cumberland and Scot- land — FrancisEedford — Meetings at Dumfries — PortPatrick — Hebrides — Letter from James Eeedof Portree — Wigton School — Exhibition — Extract from Hetty Bowman — Illness of his Sister Elizabeth — Visit of John L. Eddy — Death of Rebecca Gibbins — Letter from Mary Samuel Lloyd . . . . 373 CHAPTER XXII. SHOTLEY BRIDGE. Visits at Newcastle Gaol a condemned Murderer — Capital Punish- ment — Matamoros — Answer to Prayer — William Tanner — Yearly Meeting's Committee — Illness of his Wife — Death of his Sister Elizabeth — Goes with his Wife to Scotland — Holds Meetings at Perth and Inverness — Isabella L. Bird — Meeting at Oban — Derwent Hill Harvest Home — Meeting with Navvies — Rebecca Collins — Ann Eliza Dale — Loss of The London Steamer — Escape of Sailors from Shipwreck — Sympathy for Sufferers by Financial Failures — Death of W. Tanner— John Henry Douglas and Robert Alsop — David Hunt — Severe Winter — Death of Albert Fox — Yearly Meeting — Slave Chil- dren in Brazil set free— Marriage of Son— Sybil Jones relates Experience in the War — Falmouth — Death of John Peasa — • Amos and Edith Griffith — Accident at Abergele— Meeting at Blackball Mill 390 CHAPTER XXIII. SHOTLEY BRIDGE. Yearljr Meeting — Conference at Newcastle — Attends United King- dom Alliance Meeting at Manchestei- — Yearly Meeting, Dublin — James Owen — Death of Sarah Richardson — Visits Scotland xiv CONTENTS. PAGE — Neath — Public Meeting, Cardiff— War declared between France and Prussia — Appeal for the War Victims— Letter from Robert Alsop — Manchester Meeting — Decease of Abraham Fisher — Marriage of Daughter — Liskeard — Mirfield — Prayer for Recovery of Prince of Wales — Death of Thomas and Jonathan Richardson — Yearly Meeting— Surbiton — Esher — Alabama Arbitration— Visits Northumberland, Cumberland and Westmorland — Attends Aberdeen General Meeting — Inverness, Oban, Tobermory — Joel and Hannah Bean visit Derwent Hill — Yearly Meeting — Neal Dow and Dr. F. R, Lees at Shotley — Meeting at Nenthead — Death of his Sister Dorothy Tregelles — Joins Yearly Meeting's Committee in Oxfordshire — Conference in London on the State of the Society of Friends — Speaks on Temperance at Monthly Meeting, Newcastle — Decease of his Sister Rachel — Proposition on Temperance in Y''early Meeting — William C. Westlake — Deborah Thomas and Isinvy Haines — Joins Yearly Meeting's Committee in Visits to Ackworth School and Yorkshire — E. 0. and E. Tregelles go to Neath, Plymouth, and Penzance— Meetings at Marazion and Mousehole 40G CHAPTER XXIV. SHOTLEY BRIDGE. Snow-storm, five Trains blocked — Isaac Sharp goes to Norway, Denmark, and Minden — Death of Dr. Tregelles — Yearly Meet- ing — Alteration of Queries — Care of Religious Instruction of Youth — Constitution of Meetings of Ministers and Elders — Family Gathering at Surbiton — Ira D. Sankey— At York visits Elizabeth and Sarah Backhouse — Allen Jay — Sedbergh General Meeting — Thomas Handley — Commences First-da3' Afternoon Cottage Meetings at Templar Terrace — Women Friends' Address to the Queen on Temperance — Kinsey and Caroline E. Talbot hold large Gospel and Temperance Meet- ings each Night in the Derwent Valley — Yearly Meeting — Rufus P. King, Edwai'd Scull, and Dr. Richard H. Thomas, jun., at Surbiton — Remarkable Dream — Holds Meetings amongst the Northumbrian Colliers — Friends' Temperance Conference at Leeds — Rufus P. King — At Temjieranco Confer- ence, London, read Paper, " Temperance the Allj^ of Christi- anity " — Death of Jane Fisher — Strike amongst his Colliers — Friends' Temperance Union — John Bright on Temperance — Isaac Sharp, Theodore Harris and Langley Kitching depart for South Africa 424 CONTENTS. CHAPTEE XXV. SHOTLEY BRIDGE. PAGE Origin of E. 0. Tregelles' zeal for Temperance — Letter to Alliance News on Local Option — Kars taken by Russians — Dr. Temple, Bishop of Exeter — Business Trials — "William Hoyle — Sudden Death of his Wife — Leaves Derwent Hill — Resides at Fal- mouth and Banbui'y — Letter of Isaac Sharp from Kuruman —Cornish Sunday Closing Bill 436 CHAPTER XXVI. FALMOUTH AND BANBURY. Spends Winter in South of France — Justine Dalencourt — Nimes — Congenies— Lydie Majolier — Quarterly Meeting — Protes- tants — L. Majolier's Illness — Aigues Mortes and Tower of Constance — Fontanes — Samuel and Clement Brun — Le Vigan — Congenies, Nimes — Returns to England — Resides at Fal- mouth with his Sister — Temperance Tract Distribution — Encouraged by Temperance Work at Medomsley — Death of Samuel Bowly — Isaac Sharp returns — Removes to Banbury — Dr. Gabriel S. Dobrashian — Meets old Friends fi'om Trinidad — Journal ends — Two Years of Weakness — Letters to his Grandson and Sister — Death— Recollections by Elizabeth N. Capper 443 \o CHAPTER I. FALMOUTH. Birth — Family Records — CMldhood's Reminiscences — Mother's Death — Removal to Ashfield — Marriage of eldest Brother — Leaves Home for Neath Abbey — Enters Carpenters' Shop at Iron Works — Visit of Nathan Hunt and Peter Bedford — Bevington Gibbins — First return Home — His brother Nathaniel joins him — Camborne — Awakening to SjDiritual Life at Barnstaple — Testifies for Christ in Swansea Meeting. Edwin Octavius Teegelles, the youngest of the seven- teen children of Samuel and Rebecca Tregelles, of Falmouth, was born on the 19th of Tenth Month, 1806. He says : — My grandfather, Joseph Tregelles, was descended from Nicholas Jose of Sennen, Land's End, who spent a con- siderable time in Launceston Castle for conscience sake. My grandmother, Sarah Tregelles, was the daughter of Andrew Kingston, of Penryn. My dear mother was the youngest daughter of Thomas Smith, a banker of London. One of the first occurrences in my life that I remember with sufficient clearness to fix the date was my third birth- day. In order to commemorate the day I was taken out in my father's carriage, with my mother and grandmother, when, in returning, the horses were frightened by a boy L.T. 1 2 ASHFIELD. [1811. driving a lioop with pieces of tin on it, making a tinkling ; and tlie consequence was that the coachman was thrown from the box and hurt his shoulder. In 1811 the health of my valued mother began to fail. In order to keep the house quiet, Henrj', Rachel and I were sent to the houses of our relations. I have very lively recollections of our enjoyment whilst staying with them. Much of our time at Grove Hill was spent in a sort of work- shop, where we had all we wanted in glue-pot, wood, hammer and nails. One day, while at Uncle Thomas AVere Fox's, our nurse, Maria Thomas, took us to walk " down to Bar." On the bank, just above the lime-kilns, was a white horse grazing, whom I pelted with stones; but, going too near his heels, he felled me to the ground and nearly killed me. I was sense- less immediately, and when I recovered, I was in the miller's house three furlongs off. My mother was devotedly attached to me, and felt most acutely the prospect of leaving me so j^oung. She died in the autumn of 1811. Her deep interest in our eternal well- being was wonderfully supplied by my eldest sister Sarah, then about twenty-five years of age, who endeavoured by example and precept, and by the most watchful care, to lead us in the right path. In 1815 my brother Robert died. We had gone into the country on his account to Tregenver, a farm near Falmouth, where we children had great enjoyment, spending most of our days in the open air plaiting rushes and straw. The taste we had all contracted for a country life induced my dear father, in 181G, to remove to Ashfield. Joel Lean had carried on a school at this place for many years, but on our going there he removed to Fishponds, near Bristol. All lent a willing hand in laying out the shrubbery near the house, and in the garden my father worked very hard, and soon the ground which had been trodden by schoolboys' feet wore a green and lovely garb. My sisters planted with 13] HE LEAVES HOME. 8 their own hands most of the shrubs and small trees which adorned that sweet spot. My brother John becoming ill in 1815, whilst an appren- tice to AVilliam Prideanx, a chemist, at Wellington, a long voyage to a warmer climate was recommended. Accom- panied by his brother Joseph, he sailed for the AVest ladies in the Dnhe of Welllnr/fon. The captain (Williams) was a friend of our father. They had not long sailed before they had cause to regret the step they had taken, which was confirmed by the vessel running aground at the Bermudas. After spending a few months at the Bermudas and Jamaica they returned on one of the Falmouth packets. Though benefited by the voyage, his weakness returned ; and in the Ninth Month, 1816, his spirit was released from the earthl}- tabernacle. This was the first deathbed scene I had ever witnessed, and it made a deep and durable impression on my young mind. I was not then ten years old. My eldest and favourite brother, Samuel, married early in 1811, Dorothy Prideaux, of Kingsbridge, and great was my joy, at five years of age, when my niece Anna Rebecca Tregelles was born. In 1819 Uncle and Aunt Price (she was our father's eldest sister) came into Cornwall, and kindly proposed to take me to live with them at Neath Abbey. Arrangements were soon concluded, and on Second Month 16th, 1820, I set out from home with my brother Samuel and two of my sisters to attend the Monthly Meeting at Redruth, in case we should, when at Redruth, learn that there was a vessel ready to sail from Portreath. In the evening my brother Samuel walked part of the way towards Portreath with me, and, after bending over me in what I believe was silent prayer, he parted from me with the words, " God be gracious to thee, my son ! " I pursued my way alone, with childish timidity and simplicity (being only thirteen and a half years of age), unconscious of all that was before me. Of one thing I am now certain, that 4 ILFRACOMBE. [1820. the Lord has watched over me, He has encompassed my path, He has preserved my going out and my coming in. On reaching Portreath I was kindly received by AVilliam James. The vessel by which I was to proceed was the Joseph, Capt. Rees. The wind was not fair the following morning, and learning she could not sail until the evening, I set out to walk to Redruth, feeling very home-sick, and desirous of meeting again some of my friends. In this I was disappointed, and proceeded to Camborne to see my dear nurse. She walked with me a little way towards Portreath, which place I reached just in time to get on board the Joseph before she was wafted out of the port by a fine breeze, whilst a glowing sunset shed brilliancy around. On the 18th we made slow progress towards the Welsh coast, and on that night it came on to blow so heavily that the captain was glad to reach Ilfracombe in safety. My funds being low, I was obliged for the sake of economy to stay in a public room of the White Hart Inn, where I was annoyed with very disagreeable company. I felt very desolate, and as it was First-day I sought a place where I could spend some time in reading my Bible and in worship. This I found on some fine rocks on Hillsborough, and there I passed a blessed season. Several young men spent the evening in drinking and smoking in the room where I was. One of them be- came intoxicated. I abstained entirely from beer, partly because I did not like it, and this tended greatly to ni}'' preservation. As the Joseph was beneaped, the captain, who was kind to me, recommended me to go on by packet to Swansea. On arriving there I went with letters of introduction from my sister Sarah to Robert and Jane Eaton, who at that time lived on the Strand. It was a dismal snowy evening, and I was by no means favourably impressed by the appearance of the town. The following day I remained at Swansea, and with cousin Joseph Tregelles Price attended a peace meeting in the small room at the Friends' Meeting House. 14.] LIFE AT NEATH ABBEY. 5 He sent over to Neath Abbey for a pony for me, and on Second Month 24th we rode there together. Joseph Tregelles Price and his sisters Junia and Christiana were the son and daughters of Peter and Anna Price, who had invited Edwin Tregelles to come and reside with them, and learn eno-ineerins; at the Neath Abbey Iron Works. He says : — Cousins Junia and Christiana were absent at Congenies. They returned soon after the yearly meeting. The practice of Christiana A. Price in retiring for meditation during a portion of the evening impressed me with its importance. In the Ninth Month I went to work in the carpenters' shop in connection with the foundry at Neath Abbe}'. Here I lost ground as a Christian, being exposed to the rehearsal of vice, though there was not much open sin. True it is that evil communications corrupt good manners ; yes, and lay waste the serious impressions of youth. I soon deviated from my habits of piety, but was preserved from descending to the depths of iniquity. In the spring of 1821 Nathan Hunt, from America, visited Neath. He was accompanied by Peter Bedford. On the evening of their arrival at Neath, cousin J. T. Price and I called on them ; and here commenced an acquaintance with my valued friend Peter Bedford, which soon became an intimacy, and a friendship of lasting benefit to me. Nathan Hunt had several meetings, in which he was powerfully engaged as a minister in upholding the cause of truth to my profit, my mind being then in a tender, susceptible state. Several times I rode with Peter Bedford, and before they departed he addressed me in a manner that penetrated my heart. He pressed on me attention and obedience to the swift witness in the soul, reproving for evil and encouraging that which was good. And now as I write, sixteen years G NEATH. [1821. afterwards, the recollection is precious to both of lis ; as my dear friend often now recurs to those early days of our friendship, which I have cause to rank as amongst my highest privileges. After their visit I endeavoured to retire every evening to wait upon the Lord and read the Bible, which I had much neglected. The happiness which followed was of no common kind, and continued until I relaxed my vigilance, and the tempter again succeeded in making the things of time appear preferable to those of eternity. Bevington Gibbins and Jonathan Rees accompanied Nathan Hunt and his companion to the half year's meeting at Hay on their way to Dublin, and were much impressed and benefited thereby. It was at a meeting at Dolgelly that dear Bevington Glibbins first knelt in public to offer up praise. And at Swansea monthly meeting, soon after his return, I first heard him as a minister quote the words, " The blessing of the Lord it maketh rich, and He addeth no sorrow therewith." Doubtless the dedication of tliis young companion must have been very clieering to Edwin 0. Tregelles, and especially interesting Avhen in after years he became his brother-in-law by marrying Rebecca Tregelles. E. 0. T. writes :— In the summer I was allowed to visit my home at Ash- field, and a joyful return it was to me. It was my privilege to attend on my dear brother Hemy, then very ill. He had returned from his situation at Colchester. I was permitted to remain with him till he died. My stay at home A\'as much marred by my weakness and deviations. On Ninth Month 15th I again left my father and sisters, and embarked on board the Calf'^('ce)if/i Monilt \xt. — I was tauglit a useful lesson yesterday in ascending a ladder at the Gas AVorks. AVhilst I kept my e^'e on objects above me my liead was not dizzy, but tlie instant I looked doA\n anfl saw the height to whicli I had attained I felt in danger. May I long remember this feeling when I am read}'- to think that I have attained to a point above my fellows. 14^//. — Attended this evening a meeting of the British and Foreign Bible Society, and had to take an active part in it, at which I rejoice, although the effort to me was con- siderable. 1 cannot but feel that m}'- dear father would have encouraged my labours. Dorchester, 11th. — This day was the first raihvaj^ meeting here, and now at midnight I proceed to Bridjjort on my way rid Liverpool to meet my dear wife in Ireland. Limericl-, 27th^ First Pa//. — I Avas taken very poorl}' after breakfast at the house of my uncle, Edward Alexander, and was unable to attend the meeting in the morning ; but was- favoured in the afternoon meeting with ability to stand as on the Lord's side. Killaruei/, 28th. — Have had a pleasant day in riding to- this place with dear Jenepher, and have felt some drawings of Divine love. May I be kept near this power. 2Wh. — AVe have been engaged to-day in visiting the- A-arious spots of interest in this delightful neighbourhood,, and I have felt a care, whilst we have enjoyed this fine- scenery, that we might endeavour to do all the good in our power in our intercourse with our fellows. Spriug/iehf (Vouf/hal^^ Eighth Month \.st. — This da}' the West Indian slaves are to be set free ! Oh, how delightful it is to live at such a time ; when the cruel shackles are- broken which have been imposed on an unoffending set of beings, by nations jn-ofessing Christianity. Those who ma}' come after us will scarcely credit the stories which may be- handed down, of the enormities that have been practised in the wars encouraged by Europeans in Africa for the- 27.] TAKES A HOUSE AT NEATH. 3J) capture of slaves. Chained together they were driven to the shore, and stowed closely in small vessels, to con- vey them to the sugar plantations, where the}'' suffered corporal punishment at the caprice of their fellow-men ; some of these by no means their superiors, but claiming -authority because of the difference in the colour of the skin. And oh ! now that they are thus liberated from their bonds, may they also be freed from their spiritual fetters, and partake of the glorious liberty of the sons of God. Bridpoiij 2Wi. — A day of much conflict. Sat both meet- ings with very little comfort. In the morning my heart was engaged to petition for the blessing of the Lord to descend on my dear child and her precious mother. The remembrance of my obligations on their account seemed to draw my heart to renew my covenant of allegiance. Bridgeicafer^ 27fJi. — A busy day has passed satisfactoril}-. How greatly do I desire not only to appear as a Christian, but to be one, Mehjncrjjtliau^ Neafli^ Ninth Month Isf. — This day we enter on our new abode, and commence housekeeping for ourselves. Truly pleasant is the prospect. May it be our chief concern to serve the Lord. 9fh. — I have this morning, in mercy, been led to see that I have not enough of the fear of God before my eyes. The language of my heart has in sincerity been : Teach me Thj' wa}^, Lord, that I may walk in Thy path ; strengthen me in the way of holiness, and unite my heart to fear Thy name. Oh, purify me inwardly and outwardl}". Create in me a clean heart, and renew a right spirit within me. Sanctify me wholly by Thy truth, that I may be purged and made meet for Thy use. Tenth Month IMh. — Attended an appointed meeting this evening, where was William Gundry, who rose with the language, " Li quietness and in confidence shall be your strength," which impressed me much. I have derived 40 \FATJI. [1834. comfort, and I trust some spiritual strength, from tlie labours of our dear friend. 19/^. — This day I have reached the end of ni}^ twenty- eighth year, and the impression on my mind has been of a more serious cast than on any former anniversary that I can remember. It has appeared to me to be indeed high time to be in earnest about eternal things, seeing that it is prob- able that more than half of my life is past. Greath' do I desire to allow Christ Jesus my Lord to reign and rule in my heart. WeUlngfon, 2'2nd. — Fully occupied to-day preparing for lighting the town, which has been accomplished this evening to my satisfaction. MeJyncnjthan^ Eleventh Mouth \st. — Had this evening an agreeable visit from my cousins Robert W, Fox and his daughter Anna Maria, also cousins Joseph and Junia Price. Feel calm and quiet at the close of one of ni}- busy weeks, and greatly desire that though the world may smile on me, I may ever prefer Jerusalem al)ove my chief jo}^ (Psalm cxxxvii. 6). Bridgetcater, bth. — AVas at meeting here to-daj-, and felt better for the time of waiting, wherein I was enabled to lay my all at the feet of my Lord, and was comforted b}^ the remembrance of the passage, " Gather My saints together, those that have made a covenant with Me by sacrifice." Teignmouth^ 1th. — This day has passed with some care, in consequence of my peevishness, the result of rising late this morning. Whilst dressing I saw a small vessel in distress, which tried twice to enter the port, and then bore away to leeward towards Exmouth. I felt much for the sailors. I was behindhand with an appointment that I had made, and in consequence was led to reflect on the vast impor- tance of being prepared for the summons of m}"- righteous Lord. Dorchester. 14///. — Arrived here at three o'clock this morn- ing per Jlei'ohl coach, having left Exeter j'esterda}' evening ■2S.] SOCIAL LIFE. 11 at five. The night was very cold, and my heart was grieved by the sad conduct of a drunken man on the coach. TicelftJi Month 11th. — Monthly meeting at Swansea, which I attended with my dear wife. It is the anniversary of the ■day when I pubUcly avowed myself to be on the Lord's side, ■seven years since. My heart was then made to rejoice, and to-day I have felt bowed in thankfulness for the mercy afforded me in having been kept hitherto, I trust in degree steadfast in the faith. Xeath, 11th. — Through unmerited mercy I have been per- mitted to pass another peaceful day. Oh, that my soul may grow deep in the garden of the Lord during this season of His visitation and watering. l^th. — Some of our cousins took tea with us this evening, and I have been exercised with a fear lest I have used light- ness to the injury of, what shall 1 say, the truth, or my character ? 2oth. — When I rose this morning I was favoured to come near to the fountain of holiness, to draw water as from the wells of salvation. As I Avalked towards our meeting, being ITifth-day, my mind was led into silent exercise, and after we were gathered the visitation was renewed, constraining me to offer a petition on behalf of those assembled, which I again ■crave may meet with acceptance at the Lord's holy altar. Cardiff', First Month 10th, 1835.— Am now kindly enter- tained in this place by our friend Thomas Lloyd, whose wife has joined in profession with us. In the prospect of spend- ing to-morrow with them, I feel concerned lest I may injure the growth of the pure seed in those who are led to adopt the views of our Society. 11th. — Still at Cardift". I trust that the Sabbath has not been spent unprofitably. Much exercise has been my por- tion throughout the day, and now at the close of it I am led to petition for my dear wife and child and self, that we may be rich partakers of the salvation which is freely offered us of God, through faith in His beloved Son. 42 X EAT II. fl83r,. l(jth. — Have read this evening with chastened, yet thank- ful feelings, the memovandnm I made when about to leave the Neatli Abbey AVorks. and have to adore the power and help which have been aiforded me. May all I possess be- laid at the feet of the (liver of every good and perfect gift. 25^//.— This morning Jenepher gave birth to a boy, to my great joy. May I dedicate him to his Maker, placing him m the hands of Him who gave us this additional treasure^ with the heartfelt praj^er that he ma}' find favour with God and man. 'lijth. — Had this evening an interesting visit from ni}' dear brother Xathaniel. He mentioned a narrow escape he had from a piece of casting flying off from under the balL Surely this is a great mercy. The piece of iron, of twenty pounds weight, flew by him with the force of a cannon shot, and broke some east iron behind him. Let this teach us- that we are still under the kind and merciful protection of a Providence infinite in wisdom as in power, 3U^/i. — Felt disposed to be angry to-da}*, but through the- aid of the Holy Spirit, the remembrance of the absolute nothingness of all worldly things compared with the awful realities of eternity served as a check. In reading the Memoirs of John Fletcher I have met with a passage that has appeared peculiarly instructive. " Abso- lute resignation to the Divine will baffles a thousand tempta- tions, and confidence in our Saviour carries us sweetl}' through a thousand trials.*' Bridgeicdfer, Second Month 'dnf. — I have had much satisfac- tion in hearing persons speak approvingly of the gas in the town, which was lighted last Seventh-day. CHAPTER IV. NEATH. Christian Faithfulness — Xeath— T. "Williams — Barnstaple with Sister.s- — Clovelly — Honiton lighted with Gas — General Meeting at Brecon — Deatli of Bevington Gibbins — General Meeting in Hereford new Meeting Honse — ]\rilford — Thoughts on Business — Grace- chnrch Street Meeting, London — Honse of Commons — Willianj Allen and John Barclay at Stoke Newington — W. D. Crewdson and Thomas Shillitoe at Tottenham Meeting — Engineer of Railwaj-, Southampton to Salisbury — A busj' Week — Stanley- Pumphrey"s Experiences when Commercial Traveller — Death of Edward Alexander — Exeter— Birth of a Daughter— Serious Illness of Ills Wife — General Meeting at Worcester — Fire at Exeter — Yearly Meeting — J.J. Giumey going to America— Peter Bedford — Witli Edward Ash visits Women's Meeting— Death of King- William IV. — Joins his Wife at Youghal — Exeter — Edward and John Pease. Falmouth, Second ilfoufh IGth. 1835. — This day fifteen years I left my dear home for Wales, and lodged at Port- reath, whither I walked from Redruth lonely and desolate. Oh, hoAv much have I passed through since ! May no child of mine ever be exposed to the trials I have had to encoun- ter ; and yet I can acknowledge " out of them all the Lord has delivered me."' Ejceter^ 2'2ud, First Daij. — Have been much pained to-day by seeing a young man in the coffee-room en- gaged in painting some sketches. After deep searching^ of heart I took up my candle, believing that it was not required of me to express my feelings, but unexpectedly it seemed laid on me to express my regret at seeing him thus employed, which I endeavoured to do in a christian-like kind -44 y EAT 11. [1835. spirit, and the hint was woU roceived, though he sought to vindicate his conduct. '• In the morning sow thy seed, and in the evening withhold not thine hand : for thou K-nowest not whether shall prosper, either this or that, or whether the}^ both shall be alike good." Neafli, Third Month Ixf. — I read this evening in John Fletcher, '• No religion will in the end do us and our people any good, but that which works by love, humble, childlike, •obedient love. ^lay that religion fill our souls, and inliuence all our tempers, words, and actions.'' 22iid. — Have been blessed to-day with greater desires after an increase of holiness than for some time past. Both ]neetings, though silent, were profitable seasons. Maj^ m}^ soul be clearly engaged in attention to the leadings of my spiritual Guide. Jferthijr, Fourth Month 12f/i.— Called this morning on Thomas Williams, who seems to be sinking f;ist into his everlasting rest. May his sun set peacefully, and may his soul partake of the unseen glories which are to be revealed to those who love Grod. Had a precious season with him after reading the eleventh and twelfth chapters of Isaiah. Both in going to his cottage, and in returning, my mind was overflowing with peace and joy, which still continues, blessed be the Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort. He lay in his bed in a small upstairs chamber, with his head bound up with a blue handkerchief. His mind in a sweet state, only waiting for the message to go forth, '• It is enough, gather My saints together, those that have made a covenant with Me." Jiri.sfoJ^ 17 fh (The day called Good Friday). Ma}' I ever be deeply impressed with the benefit I have derived from the coming and the sacrifice of my Redeemer; and bj' the remembrance that, as an Intercessor with the Father, He is my all-suilicient Surety. As my Comforter, He cheers the otherwise at times sorrowful path ; as my Guide, He by His Spirit leads me. 28.J IIOXITOX LIGHTED WITH GAS. 4r,. Fifth JfonfJi 9th. — At Bideford met my dear sisters Eliza- beth, Lydia, and Rachel, and accompanied them to Barn- staple. lOfh. — I was mnch pleased to see an increase in the nnmbers at meeting, both in the morning and evening. I feel peace in the retrospect of my engagement there this- morning. 11^//. — We visited Clovellj^ A sweet spot, where I shonld like to take my dear wife and spend a week. The people appear to be in a very simple, open state. The gronnds of Clovelly Court, the seat of Sir James Hamlyn Williams, are very beautiful. The cliffs are grand. My sisters were also much gratified bj' the school supported by Lady Williams. Wellington, 12th. — Left my sisters at Barnstaple. Called at Castle Hill, driving through the beautiful grounds. I had Lord Ebrington's compan}^ in the coach from Tiverton very agreeably. Honiton, Idth.- — Spent this evening with William AVriglit, the Independent minister, who, in his prayer before supper, pleaded on my behalf, that I might experience the Cod of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob to be mj^ God, and that I might be permitted to return to my family in peace. loth. — Favoured to reach Bridport in safety, though we came with great speed over the hilly road between Honiton and this place ; twenty-one miles in two hours and twenty- five minutes ; a sad rate for the poor horses. Kith. — Thankfulness covers my mind for the preserva- tion witnessed this day in keeping me from evil. Though I have to lament my wandering of mind in both meetings, I had intervals wherein I was able to relinquish myself and all I have into the hands of Him Avho orders all things well. 22nd. — This evening the town of Honiton was lighted to my satisfaction. Xeath, Six Month ord. — I heard this evening of the pros- pect of work at Bath, and desire that all my movements may be in accordance with truth, that I may fulfil in all 4G XEATIL [1835. things the A\-ill of my heavenly Fatliev, and of Him I crave help, ability, and preservation, to run in the way of His commandments. Ofh. — Spent the day very pleasantly in visiting the water- falls of the valley, and much enjoyed the lovely scener3^ Thirteen years had elapsed since my former visit with Robert and Kachel Howard. 23fh, First Ikiij. — -I was led this morning, whilst dressing, to crave that I might be permitted to abide patiently in the watch-tower throughout the day, and greatly have I Ijeen favoured in this respect. Brecon, ^centli Month loth. — This day the general meet- ing has been held here. It has proved to be a time of re- newed favour. We have had the company of John Barclay, who was engaged to declare the way of self-denial, the way of holiness, the way of truth, with clearness, and boldness, and great simplicity. I was made thankful that the spirit of prophecy was afresh poured forth, and that judges were raised up as at the first, and counsellors as at the beginning. Bridgeicater, Eighth Month ''2nd. — I have been tried of late by apprehensions as to the continuance of supplies of the needful for the support of my dear wife and famil}'. May i\\\ things tend to draw me nearer to my heavenly Father, depending on His mercy and goodness ; and may I, in seasons of more hopefulness, not forgot the impressions of the day of carefulness, but be L^d to receive all my bless- ings with a thankful heart, and be at all times able truly to sympathise with the depressed. It has felt to me far better to know a temporal poverty, wherein the heart is inclined to seek after God, rather than to have abundance, iind forget God. \fJi. — Keceived to-day the mournful tidings of the decease of my precious brother Bevington Gibbins, which has plunged me into greater mental distress than I ever remem- ber to have experienced, partly in consequence of the sud- denness, and partly because of the intimate intercoui'se we ■2S.] BEVIXGTOX G IBB INS. 17 liave recently had. But in the midst of my distress I can r.'joice on his behalf, that ho is removed beyond thf reach of trial, and has entered, I firmly believe, on the joys pre- pared for tlios:^ who love their Lord. Xeathj 13tJi. — Monthly Meeting at Swansea. When the burial note ibr the remains of our dear brother was read, many tears were shed. William Moyse testified his belief that he was partaking of the blessing of " that servant Avhom his Lord, when He cometli, shall find watching." Oousin Joseph T. Price also bore testimony to him. Surely the remembrance of his having so recently- been amongst us, as to have been on an appointment at the last monthly meeting, was enongh to impress the minds of many. nth. — I had a refreshing visit from my dear Aunt Fox to my soul's comfort. After reminding me of the text, '• I will never leave thee nor forsake thee," she took mj' hand at parting, and repeated the promise, " Fear not, I am with thee." How I cling to her ! I crave her help by prayer, though I have an ever present and omnipotent Helper, Mediator, and Intercessor A\-ith the Father, V,)th. — Returned from Merthyr in five hours, with Nim- rod and the four-wheeled gig ; roads very stony and bad. Found my dear mother-in-law here to my satisfaction. I feel thankful for the peace which has been my portion. May I remember a remark of John Newton, that " Satan is like a foot-pad who does not rob a man when going to a bank, but when returning with full pockets." 20th. — Felt a fear lest I had omitted to declare the mess- age that ran in my heart in meeting this morning ; but I believe I was not required to stand forward. Oh, when shall we be willing each one to be taught of the Lord, to know Him for ourselves, and to be instructed by Him ? How far better than any instrumental ministry ! 2Sth. — We had a pleasant visit from my brother Thomas. He was the means of saving our precious little girl from being run over by a horse which passed our gate, where 48 NEATH. [1885. she had been standing before lier nncle caught her out of the way. Xiiith J[o)ffJi 12fJi. — Have completed the perusal of my brother Bevington Gibbins' memoranda, which are instruc- tive and interesting. How blessed is his state ! I am impressed with the beauty and joy there is in having everything consecrated to the service of the Most High, who knoweth our frame, and remembereth that we are- dust. llmlpoii., Tenth Month ord. — May I remember that my heart is like tinder, ready to kindle and consume away with the least spark of flattery ; of which I had lamentable proof twelve years ago, when I sadly retrograded after I had over- heard some prai.-e bestowed on me. Ma}' my heart be as ready to kindle with the ra3'S of Divine love, and blaze until all is consumed that is contra r}- to the Divine will. Hereford^ Sth.—This day, for the first time in the new meeting-house, was held our general meeting: only Jona- than Rees, Robert Eaton and myself in the men's meeting from our part. After Ann Dickenson had made allusion ta casting the net on the right side, I was strengthened to pray for a renewing of the covenants made by young, middle- aged, and those in the decline of life ; for which S(^rvice peace is my portion. Hiricdin, 1-itlt. — Left MerthjT late this evening with a cheerful heart, having passed through a severe ordeal with the Gas Committee, in consequence of a letter having been written to them informing them of 1113^ inefficiency. Ma}' I be truly thankful for the kindness which has been shown me in being yet more firmly placed in their esteem. May I conduct myself to all as becomes one professing godliness, VMh. — Yesterday I spent most pleasantly at Milford, whither I walked after breakfast, just in time for meeting, which was to me a season of comfort, in the feeling that those who were met with me preferred Jerusalem above their chief joj^ This I felt ability to express, to my own 29.] BUSINESS AT TEIGNMOUTH. 49 comfort. I dined and spent the aftsrnoon at Gayer Star- buck's, where I also slept, and much enjoyed my visit. Melyncnjthan^ 21th. — This morning while sitting in my chamber at Merthyr, earnestly desiring to be redeemed from the corruptions of the world, I was impressed with the language as if spoken by the Lord to my soul: "I will crucify every lust, if thou wilt love and serve Me ; not only the lust of the flesh, but also the lust of the world, and the pride of life." 28^7i. — It is a high privilege to be dealt with as the Lord is now dealing with me, filling my cup with blessings to overflowing, my heart with gratitude, and my lips with the praises due to His high and holy name. Eleventh Month Mh. — How peaceful and thankful are my feelings this evening on the receipt of a letter from Teign- mouth desiring me to proceed with my engagement there. Truly I feel more than I can express of gratitude for this fresh proof of my heavenly Father's providential care. May it engage me to a closer walk with Him, and to a watchful obedience to all His commands. lOtJi. — A day with scarcely a cloud inwardly or out- wardly. May my soul praise the Lord for His great good- ness to me, and may He still preserve me by the manifest extension of His holy hand. Oh, how do I desire at times complete dedication to His will of all I have or may have. May the increase of wealth not induce increase of expensive habits, but rather tend to liberate me the sooner from the engagements of business to attend more exclusively to other pursuits. Plymouth., 2oth. — I rejoice that I was made willing to bear my testimony at cousin William Collier's to the love and mercy of our heavenly Father, often revealed under the sem- blance of affliction. I have a comfortable letter from my dear Jenepher. May the Lord carry forward His work in her soul. Neath^ Twelfth Month 31st.— Oh. for ability and steadfast- L.T. 4 50 NEATH. [iSbiJ. ness in serving the Lord more closely than I have ever yet done. AVhilst I write, the prattle of my babes, restless though at midnight, reminds me of my ties, of my blessings, of my obligations. And greatly do I desire to perform my part to them and their dear mother as may be acceptable in the sight of my heavenly Father. Keep us, Lord, all as under the shadow of Thy wing. First Month drd, 1836. — This has been a trulj'- pleasant day, except that I rose very late this morning, and had hard work to get to meeting in time. Exeter, 8th. — I had a very narrow escape of a serious accident in Bridgewater, in consequence of standing on the wheel, which on moving caused me to fall with violence on the ground. It is well I did not fall before the wheel. Very serious for me would be any accident that prevented me from earning my daily bread. Neath, 24th. — My desires this morning were that I might this day praise the Lord by my actions. And great have been my seekings after the arising of His good presence in the meetings to-day. On closing the Bible at the family reading my mind was sweetly clothed with the feeling : " Thou hast given me my heart's desire, and hast not with- holden the request of my lips." In a deep sense of my own blindness I may say. Not as I will, but as Thou, Lord, seest meet for us. 2dth. — This day my precious boy is one year old. How do I crave for him preservation in the path of life. I have been very busy to-day, yet able to look towards the object of my hopes, my ultimate aim, the Lord of peace and never-ending joy. May I ever regard this life as merely a passage, and deal with the things of time, as the circumstances amongst which I have to pass, but- amongst which I must not take up my rest. Second Month 7th. — We had a precious time in the morn- ing meeting, which cousin Junia Price was constrained to acknowledge, in the language, "It is good to be here I" 29.] HOUSE OF COMMONS. 51 On sitting down in meeting, I felt it to be an especial favour, and a sound trutli, that in worship we were not dependent one on another, but each for himSfelf had ability- granted to obtain access to the Father through the way He had sanctified and appointed. ISth. — -This morning, whilst sitting in meeting, I was led to crave that I might keep singly in view the object of my life ; that it is not for amassing this world's goods, but to fulfil the will of my heavenly Father. May I be careful that the riches which He bestows are all appropriated as seemeth good in His sight. London^ 2bth. — Yesterday attended meeting at Grace- church Street to my comfort, although we had little in the way of ministry to cheer. But it seemed as though I could sit and derive comfort from thus waiting to partake of the blessing which, in His own time, the Master of our assem- blies may bestow, ^Qth. — Visited the House of Commons this evening. Amidst the pleasure I had, there was a mixture of pain, in a sense of the very perverted judgment of most present. The war in Spain was the subject. Third Month bth. — Attended this day the interment of our valued friend, Mary Stacey, of Tottenham. The assembly was very large. Thomas Shillitoe's voice was heard at the grave. On entering the Meeting House I felt that the language of thanksgiving might go forth, and I was constrained to acknowledge my feelings in a few words. After meeting I walked to Stoke Newington, and dined with AVilliam Allen and his two nieces, and afterwards called on John Barclay. Neathj 23rd. — Melted this night into tears of tenderness whilst leaning over my precious little girl in sweet sleep, and poured out my soul in prayer on her behalf. Lord, keep those whom Thou hast given me, as in the hollow of Thy holy hand. Neath, Fifth Month 8th. — Comforted in meeting this 52 XEATII. [1835. morning by the renewed visitations of tlie Dayspring from on high, and in the ability given, I was enabled to enlarge on the words, "" The dead shall hear the voice of the Son of God, and the}?- that hear shall live." Cousin Junia Price followed in a most forcible and convincing manner, on the words, " Satan hath desired to have you, that he may sift you as wheat," and commented powerfully on the errors into which some of our members are now falling, who are resting in the outward belief of what has been effected for them by the sacrifice of our Saviour. " The devils also believe and tremble," they believe and know that Jesus died on the cross to save sinners. This outward belief will avail nothing, unless there be a corresponding obedience. Tottenham^ loth, First Day. — Saw the eclipse of the sun in the afternoon through "William Allen's telescope. Took tea at William Ball's. In the evening: meeting William D. Crewdson alluded to the glad tidings of the gospel, and to the unsearchable riches of Christ, which was known only by a belief in Him. Soon after he sat down, Thomas Shil- litoe said that we must not stop short with a belief in Christ our Lord and Saviour as our Redeemer, but that we must know Him to rule in our hearts, and to operate with us. Whilst writing the foregoing I have heard the nightingale singing most sweetly. Southampton., lOth. — AVent yesterday to Romsej" to sleep, and again this morning walked to Salisbury over the line of railway for which I was this day officially appointed the engineer. Bristol, 22nd. — Attended botli meetings, to my comfort. Very soon after we sat down the language arose in my heart, " Unto you first God, having raised up His Son Jesus, sent Him to bless 3'ou, in turning away every one of you from his iniquities : " but dwelling under a state of waiting to knoAV the will of my heavenly Father, the expression of it did not appear to be required, nor yet in the evening. 29.] ACCIDENT TO HIS CHILD. 53 when it again came before me. Very tender have been the dealings of my God, whilst I have this day been seeking to renew my covenants for an increase of holiness. Oh, that I may keep them, and in the day of prosperity remem- ber those of adversity. " Lord ! increase my love for Tliee, Let me not wander from Thy way, Strengthen me to Thy cross to flee, And give me bread from day to da3' ! " Neath, 23)'d. — My mind has often turned towards my precious little girl. She has had a narrow escape from sudden death, owing to being thrown out of the carriage ; her head fell between the wheels on the off side. The horse stopped instantly, or her head would probably have been crushed. Dear child ! I desire to hold her as the gift of One in whose hand is the breath of every living thing. " Oh, give thanks unto the Lord, for He is good, for His mercy endureth for ever." SOth. — I have been very hasty in my spirit to-day, which T desire may not occur again. Poor and frail indeed I am. Lord, help Thou Thy poor weak unworthy servant. Sixth Mouth iWi. — I have been able to enjoy this stanza : " To Thy saints while here below, With new years new mercies come ; But the happiest year they know, Is their last, which leads them horns ! " Exeter, Seventh Month Qth. — I stopped at Bridgewater to settle the accounts there, and was gratified by being ap- pointed by the disagreeing parties to settle the matter for them, which I believe I accomplished to the satisfaction of all concerned. Thus has the promise made to me two nights ago been confirmed, " I will make darkness light before thee, and crooked things straight." I close a busy week, having travelled in three nights a distance of 320 54 NEATH. [1836. miles, attended to several matters of importance at home, as well as four committees at Haverfordwest, and one at Bridgewater, a Bible meeting at Haverfordwest, and my own meeting at Neath. 14fA. — Prevented to-day from attending the mid-week meeting by another ^Dressing engagement, which I much regret. It is the first time that I have thus acted since I have been engaged as an engineer. I trust I may not repeat the practice. I feel that there is great danger of allowing the smallest inroad on good practices. No man falls into open sin at once. Haver fovdicest^ 21.st. — General meeting at Swansea. George Jones pointed out in a very clear manner what it was to live the life of the righteous, enforcing the necessity of yielding obedience to the manifested will of the Lord, through the operation of the Spirit of our Lord Jesus Christ in our hearts. Ann Jones beautifully set forth the state of a redeemed soul, liberated from the shackles of mortalitj^, and after receiving the sentence, " Well done, good and faithful servant ! " being clothed in white, and singing high praises to his Deliverer. Exeter^ Etglith Month 7fh, First Day. — Spent chiefly in the company of my valued friend Stanley Pumphrey. He related to us a circumstance that occurred to him in early life on the first day he started as a commercial traveller. A steady respectable traveller saw that he was young and inexperienced, and called him to the window, and addressed him thus : " I see that you are a young traveller ; allow me, as an old traveller, to advise you to stick to your principles as a Friend. Many inconsiderate persons will jeer you at first, but the respectable part of the community, whose opinion you should value, will respect you the more." And surely, in Stanley Pumphrey's case, the plan completel}^ answered. Teignmouth^ 8th. — I have passed a cheerful day ; well in body and mind, free from condemnation, joyful in the ability to commune with my heavenly Father in secret, 30.] HEREFORD GENERAL MEETING. 55 animated by His mercies shown me on behalf of my clear wife and familj^, whom I crave the Almighty to guide by His counsel. Hereford., Tenth Month 13th. — This day attended the general meeting at this place, which has been a day of rejoicing, a feast of fat things, of wines on the lees well refined. My soul has been made glad in the Lord. Not- withstanding the heavy rain and inclement weather, the attendance was large. "We had very acceptably the com- pany of Ann Tweedy, cousin Maria Fox, and Lucretia Crouch, with certificates. My dear cousin Junia was liberated to pay a religious visit to Friends in Ireland, much unity having been expressed. Keath^ loth. — Had this evening the painful intelligence of the decease of our uncle, Edward Alexander, of Limerick, who died after a short illness. Thus are we deprived of a dear relation, and our Society of a zealous and highl}^ ap- proved labourer, who is now gone to reap the reward of well-doing. Southampton, Eleventh Mojith 6th. — This day I heard Alfred Mordaunt's voice in meeting for the first time. He addressed us, reviving the language, there is a " Foun- tain opened for sin and for uncleanness " ; and again in the afternoon, on the parable of Dives and Lazarus. My tears fell whilst I remembered the sweet feeling that was my portion on the day of my first dedication. Exeter became for a while tlie home in lodQ^ino^s of Edwin 0. Tregelles and his family. Li connec- tion with his profession as engineer he was often called to Southampton and other places. Exeter, Eleventh Month loth. — Arrived here this morning from Salisbury. I rode with a most agreeable gentleman. Captain Hawker, of Plymouth, a captain of a man-of-war. He is an advanced Christian, I believe, though not yet 56 EXETER. [1837. convinced of the unlawfulness of war for a Christian. May the Lord open his eyes that he may see, and Avhen sight is granted, may he, like blind Bartimeus, rise up and follow his Redeemer whithersoever He leads. Romsey^ 31.vf. — Half-past four in the morning. Closely engaged all of 3'esterday, as well as three preceding days, about railway plans, and have been busy at it all night. In the midst of this, my thoughts have been turned towards the Source of all good, with desires that the blessing of the Lord may rest upon me. Exeter^ ^Ist. — Read this evening the 13th chapter of Genesis, containing an account of the separation of Lot from Abram. A sweet example of the benefit of forbear- ance, and the exercise of the principles of peace. Second Month^ 1st, 1837. — Though much occupied by my concerns, which have to-day required me to walk with 23eculiar circumspection, I have felt a sweet calm. In all the arrangements I have made for my employers, I have with mttch care studiously observed their interests, and have sought to act uprightly towards those whom they employ. I crave the aid of Him whom I seek to serve, to enable me to walk as a Christian in the world. 2nd. — I was impressed this morning, on rising, with the recollection of my covenants of dedication, on this wise — " My life, if Thou preserv'st my life, A sacrifice shall be, And death, if death now bo my doom, Shall join my soul with Thee." 18th. — This day my dear wife gave birth to a little girl, and mercy being again shown us I desire to be duly thank- ful for the favour. The journal contains details of the very severe illness of Jenepher Tregelles, of which he writes : — Ihird Month Aih. — I have made no note since the 18th of 30.] SERIOUS ILLNESS OF HIS WIFE. 57 Second Moiitli, Deep indeed have beon tlie trials I have had to pass^ through, and bitter the cup which was handed me to taste. Words fail me to describe what my feelings have been. 12th. — To-day I sat both meetings in silence, and had refreshment therein. In the evening I read a letter I had received from my cousin Christina A. Price, from Neath, which to my surprise I found contained an account of the proceedings of the last monthly meeting, when she felt bound to propose to the consideration of Friends that I should be acknowledged a minister, with which the meet- ing united, and she was desired to apprise me thereof. On reading it, my soul felt bowed in thanksgiving for the mercy which has hitherto upheld my feet from falling, and desires were raised that I might walk worthy of my high and holy calling, esteeming the work of the Lord as my chief delight. l^th. — This day my father and mother-in-law left us, and sweet was our feeling of thankfulness for the mercy which has been shown us. My heart seems overflowing, and able publicly to acknowledge, " Thou, Lord, doest all things well ! " 19f/i, First Day. — In the evening meeting I expressed my belief that nearly all present had heard the language, " Son, give me thine heart," and set forth the benefit of entering into unconditional covenant with the Lord on His own terms. I also expressed a hope that none would be found kicking against the pricks, nor crucifying the Sou of God afresh, but that we should turn unto the liOrd, from whom we have deeply revolted ; turn unto the Lord that He might have mercy upon us, and to our God, for He would abundantly pardon. Worcester^ Fourth Month Idth. — The general meeting was held to-day, and has proved to be a memorable time to me. I came empty, and return empty, yet rich with favour, and full of the blessing of the Lord. The meeting closed under 58 EXETEIt. [1837. a solemn feeling. During the second meeting my mind was under much exercise whilst the Queries were answered, on account of the deficiencies which were acknowledged. I reminded Friends of the lanofuao-e of Holv AVrit : " All th}^ children shall be taught of the Lord ; and great shall be the peace of thy children " ; desiring that we might in- dividually seek to be led by the Spirit of the Lord, and then we should attend to the language, " I am the Lord thy God, which teacheth thee to profit, which leadeth thee b}^ the way that thou shouldst go." " Open thy mouth wide, and I will fill it," Exeter^ Fifth Month lS)th. — I was preparing to retire to rest at ten o'clock when I smelt fire. On opening the back door the smoke entered, and assured us that an extensive fire was near. Li ten minutes I heard the crash of a falling building, and awful indeed was our situation. The thatch at the back of our house caught fire several times, but was quickly extinguished. The roof of our dwelling was in a flame for a few minutes. The fire raged for several hours, and at length was stayed, so that at two we retired to rest, London^ 21.9f. — Arrived here this morning with dear sister Lydia from Bristol, where I left Jenepher and the children on board the Express steamer for Cork. Although I had travelled two nights successively I felt sufficiently fresh to go to Gracechurch Street meeting this morning, where we had the company of George Richardson and Jacob Green. 23rf/. — At the adjourned meeting of ministers and elders Joseph John Gurney laid his concern before Friends for visiting the continent of North America, some parts beyond the limits of any yearly meeting, and also some of the West Indian Islands on his return. The matter was spread before the meeting by J. J. Gurney in a very weighty manner. He commenced by saying, " In the fear and dread of Almighty God I venture to lay before you, my friends, a concern which has rested on my mind for many years past. 30.] PETER BEDFORD. 59 almost from the earliest period when I believed mj'self called to tliQ ministry, to pay a visit to Friends in America." 26^/l — The yearly meeting this afternoon was attended with more exciting circumstances than any former sitting ; but truth prevailed, to my humble admiration, and I desire to confide yet more and more in Him who is the Leader and Commander of His people. Croydon., 27th. — Came here this evening to visit Peter Bedford. We have both been able to rejoice in the retro- spect of the day when we met sixteen years ago. I regard it as amongst the special mercies of the Most High that I became acquainted with this dear servant of my Master. 28th. — This has been a precious day spent at Croydon. The Lord manifested Himself by the breaking of bread amongst us in a marvellous way, enabling Thomas Frank- land to bear noble testimony to the truth. SOth. — During the sitting of the yearly meeting this morning I felt constrained to yield to an impression that had rested on my mind, that it would be required of me to go and visit the AVomen's Meeting. I felt great peace in leaving the matter to the decision of my friends. Edward Ash, of Norwich, had been liberated previously, and we went together, accompanied by Edward Pease and Joseph Marriage. Whilst Edward Ash was delivering his testimony I was waiting for instruction, which was granted, to my thankful and humble admiration. 31st. — Attended Devonshire House meeting this morning. William Forster ministered very powerfully, in a way not very pleasing to those who believe themselves to be righteous, and despise others. Sixth Month Mh. — Breakfasted with William Allen, and went to Stoke Newington meeting, where I had to speak on true worship, and to call off from dependence on man. Joseph John Gurney had a parting meeting with young Friends in Devonshire House this evening. Exeter, ItJi. — Left London this morning at a quarter past 60 EXETER. [1837. five, and came here 175 miles in 17 j hours by tlie Tele- graph four-horse coach, which we now think is very fast, though in a few j-ears it may be deemed slow. Thankfulness covered my mind, as I returned to the scene where I had experienced so much mercy, at the recollection of the favour shown in preserving my going out and my coming in. 18^A, First Day. — Oh, how deep are my desires to be wholl}^ given to the Lord ! Strengthen me. Lord, for all the baptisms Thou mayest see needful. Give me patience to endure, and give, oh, give to my dear wife and children, hearts to love and serve Thee. 2Qth. — Closely and pleasantly occupied all day. I heard this evening by the guard of the Telegraph coach, that King William IV. died last night at Windsor. 2Ath. — The proclamation of Queen Victoria took place to-day. It was a gaudy pageant. I have no wish to see another. 2bth. — This has bsen a blessed day to me. A Sabbath of rest and instruction. We had the company of George Richardson, of Newcastle, who is travelling with a certificate, accompanied by Thomas Robson. John Dymond broke the silence of the meeting : soon after which I was led to express my belief, that the Lord Himself was at work in the hearts of many present, who were querying, " What wilt Thou liave me to do ? " I desired that we might follow the Lamb, the Lord Jesus Christ our Saviour, whithersoever He leads. Seventh Month 19th. — Was much disturbed last evening, anticipating an unpleasant interview with my employers to-day. But on retiring to rest this language gave me comfort, " All things work together for good to them that love God." I rose this morning refreshed, and earnestly desired that my feet might be upheld from falling. To my surprise to-day, my employers seemed quite altered in their bearing, and disposed still to place confidence in me. 2'6rcl. — Sat meeting this morning in a condition of 30.] BUSiyESS CARES. 61 wandering ; was assailed by business thoughts and appre- hensions that I should be involved in a chancery suit, for doing my duty conscientiously. I was encouraged after meeting by the recollection of the passage of Scripture, " The Lord that delivered me out of the paw of the lion, and out of the paw of the bear, Ho will deliver me out of the hand of this Philistine." I trust I may rely alone on the Lord, and be led on step by step in His wa,y. Bideford, 28fh. — Have passed a pleasant day, endeavouring as opportunity was afforded to plead the cause of the poor apprenticed negro in our colonies. Exeter, Slsf. — Rose this morning with the intention of remaining at Barnstaple, and returning vid Ilfracombe to Swansea, but on considering the matter, and desiring best direction, I was permitted to see that my safe course was to return here. I am thankful that I came, as many thiilgs had occurred that required my attention. Bristol, Eighth Month 11th. — I read this evening an in- structive valuable letter of counsel I received from Peter Bedford, dated 16th of Eleventh Month, 1827, about four weeks before I yielded to the necessity laid on me to stand as an advocate on the Lord's side. Exeter, 30th. — The desire of my heart on rising this morning was, that I might be so kept by the power of the Holy Spirit during the day, as that I might retire to rest with feelings as peaceful as those I had when I rose. This has been fulfilled to my admiration ; for, although I have had to pass through a somewhat severe ordeal to-day in the way of my business, I must acknowledge with thank- fulness that the Lord sustained me. Ninth Month bth. — Attended this evening the monthly meeting of ministers and elders, held at Sarah Wilkie's, Heavitree, A time of renewed and unmerited favour to me. ^th. — This evening closes peacefully a busy week. May the blessing of the Lord rest on my labours to serve Him ; and on my labours to procure food and raiment. 62 • EXETER. [1S37. 10th. — Took leave of our dear little babe to-day witli no small degree of interest, not knowing whether I shall again see my precious child, who is left in charge of a nurse at Heavitree. Thou, Lord, who knowest me and lovest me, con- descend to love, watch, care for, and preserve my child. SpringfieU^ Yoiighal^ 14f/L — Favoured to reach this place in safety, and to find my dear Jenepher and the children well. On my voyage I was accompanied by Charles Fox ; we experienced very rough weather, and were fort}^ hours in going from Bristol to Cork. Exeter, Tenth Month 1st, First Day.— We had the com- pany of our friends Edward and John Pease at our meeting this morning, to the edification of many, I trust. During this sitting I felt that John Pease would be led to appoint a public meeting in the evening, which he mentioned at the close, and it was acceded to. It was largely at- tended. Before I went I read to the children when they were in bed, and afterwards bent the knee by the bed- side, and supplicated the Lord on their behalf, that He would be pleased to take them into His especial keeping. At the conclusion said, " Papa must not sa}'' that airain," fearino:, I believe, that I had asked the Lord to take them away. But I renew my petition that Thou, Lord, wilt be pleased to preserve them and me by keeping all of us under Thy peculiar care. 8th. — Dined at Henry Sparkes', where my interest on behalf of the oppressed negroes was renewed, and I con- sented to become an advocate for them. Ashhurton, 10th. — I deemed it desirable to come to this place to endeavour to establish gas works, and though I do not succeed, I am not disappointed. If it were the Lord's will that I should be engaged here, He would make way for me. All I desire in such cases is to be found every day doing that which is acceptable in the Lord's holy sight. Guide me, Lord, by Thy counsel, and afterwards receive me to glory. CHAPTER V. TORQUAY. Commencement of Indisposition — Thomas Tregelles — Torquay — Letter to his Sister, E. B. Gibbins — Falmouth — Visits Charles and Sarah Fox at Perran — Apprenticeship of Negroes in West Indies ceases — Scilly Islands — Quarterly Meeting at St. Austell — Unites with Friends in visiting Families — Public Meetings at Falmouth — Goes on board Vessels and speaks to Sailors — Torquay — William Rouse. In the spring of 1836 Edwin 0. Tregelles cauglit a cold, from tlie effects of which he suffered for some years. The death of Thomas Tregelles, the last sur- vivor but one of his seven brothers, which took place after a severe illness, was to him a touching sorrow. He had the inexpressible comfort of being able to minister to the peace of his brother's soul as he lay on his bed of suffering. Doubtless the experience he passed through at this time had something to do with his own increased feebleness. He spent the following two winters at Torquay. Falmouth, Tenth Month 2Sth, 1837.— For several days I have been nursing on account of my cold, which I believe is not thought seriously of by those around me ; but I have been engaged to consider the probability of my life being 64 TORQUAY. [1837. drawn to a close, and a future state has occupied much of my attention. Exete}\ Eleventh JfontJi 8fJi. — Since I made the last memo- randum my weakness has increased, and all my friends unite in proposing that I should proceed immediately to the south of France. This morning, before I dressed, my cough was troublesome, and there were other signs of the serious- ness of my illness ; but this did not appal, for I knew that He in whom I believe has power to slay and make alive ; that He sees the end from the beginning ; He knows what is best for me, His way has always been found by me to be better than my own way, and I crave ability to keep so close to His light, to His word written in my heart, as that my feet shall not slide. IGth. — My dear cousin Joseph T. Price, and brother Nathaniel arrived here on the 11th. After seeing the medical man, they came to the conclusion that it was best for me to remain in this neighbourhood. My sister Lydia and brother Nathaniel being unable to procure lodgings here, proceeded to Torquay', and having secured a house, we go there to-morrow. Torquay, lltJi. — In the prospect of continuing here through the winter, my heart craves that the blessing of the Lord may rest on us. Idth, First Day. — Have passed a truly pleasant day, in frequent communion with my God and Redeemer. My thoughts turned to the consideration of a visit to the Scilly Islands, in case I should recover. " Cause me to know the way wherein I should walk ; for I lift up my soul unto Thee." 27tli. — I trust that in this seclusion I may improve every way, to the glory of Him with whom I have entered into a covenant of allegiance. 31.] LETTER TO HIS SISTER. 65 To Rebecca B. Gibbins. 2, Lower Terrace^ Torquay., Eleventh Month 29th, 1837. My dear Sister, — . . . Thy kind notice of me in my present unex- pscted situation is particularly precious to me. I have had to pass through deep waters, but should this be a subject for lamentation ? Let me rather speak of the mercy that upheld, of the power that was near to support, and kept my head from sinking beneath the waves. . . . How is it that we speak of being "willing to die'"? If we had at- tained that state which we all should strive for and press after, we should regard the change as an entering into a safe port to go no more out, after having encountered storms and perils. It was not that the future — that eternity — appeared dark to me, but there was a degree of uncertainty that made me crave for a lengthening of the time of preparation, that I might know my peace to be really made, and myself pre- pared for an entrance to the regions of spotless purity. . . . I am thy much attached brother, E. 0. T. He continues his diary as follows : — 30^/i. — I have had sweet communion this evening in my closet, and been engaged to lay all I possess of estate of strength of body and intellect at the feet of my Lord, that He may dispose of me as He sees meet, Tivelfth Month 20th. — Impressed to-day with the recol- lection of Elizabeth Dudley's address to me, at Glenvelyn Cottage, six years ago. " Abide in Me : as the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, except it abide in the vine, no more can ye, except ye abide in Me." Oh, may it be my care to dwell low at the root of the Vine. 22nd. — This day I am privileged to have my darling youngest child with us. I desire, if it be the Lord's will, L. T. 5 66 TOIiQUAY. [1838. that she may be blessed with health, and may long con- tinue to cheer us. 2Qth. — Last evening I was led to consider intently my present critical position, balanced as it were bstween an extension of my mortal life and the speedy commencement of an eternity. My only resource was to seek for ability to commit my all, whether for life or for death, to the care of ni}^ unslumbering Shepherd, to Him with whom I made a covenant for preservation during life, and who will not forsake me in the hour of trial. First Month Ist^ 1838. — Thus am I permitted to see the commencement of another year, and to enter on it with joy. How it may be with me in the termination is known only to the Search 3r of hearts, the great Disposer of events, who sees the end from the beginning. Second Month btli. — Have this day been again employed in my profession, which feels strange to me after my long seclusion. Fully did I anticipate being admitted within the pearl gates of the glorious Kingdom to go no more out, instead of which I again return to the busy scenes of this life, to the pursuit of temporal things. This evening I was surprised by receiving a letter from Falmouth, informing me of further employment there, for which I feel thankful. Vlth. — I have again been laid low, and have had to regard the prospect of the near approach of death, which was not attended with anything like alarm. I do believe that the Lord is watching very closely over me, and moulding me to more conformity to His will. 2&li. — Favoured, through unmerited mercy and goodness, with the refreshing influences of the Lord's Holy Spirit, especially in our little meeting this evening, for which my soul renders thanksgiving and praise. Third Month 20th. — To-day my dear father, Abraham Fisher, arrived from London, and brings me interesting tidings of many of my dear friends there ; also a letter from Hannah Bevan, in which she addresses me with : 31.] VISIT FROM SARAH SQUIRE. 67 " Happy cliristian brother ! thus early to hear the sound of release from the field of battle. Thy glorious Captain hath done great things for thee. He made thee willing in the day of His power, subdued thy foes for thee, and opened thy mouth to tell of His wondrous acts, and to declare what He hath done for thy soul, that so others might be invited to come, taste, and see how good He is." This cheers me, whether the rest of my days be few or many. 29th. — This night, probably at this hour, the House of Commons is discussing the slavery question. Oh that Thou, Lord, would deign to interfere, and direct their councils ; give to those who have to decide, ability to see the right path, and make their hearts willing to render to the slave the justice so long delayed. Thou, Lord, canst do it. Make bare Thy holy arm, and give to the negro's friends wisdom to direct them in those things which will fulfil Thy counsels. Fahnouth, Fifth Month 7th. — This day has been delight- fully warm and summer-like. "We went on the water round the Black Rock, and enjoyed it much. My cough is lessened to-day, and I feel stronger. Cheered this evening by a visit from Aunt Fox. 16th. — Sarah Squire has visited me nearly every day. On First-day evening she addressed dear Jenepher and me with the language of Holy Writ : " I will never leave thee nor forsake thee," which had occurred frequently to m}^ mind during the morning, being a promise on which I had firmly relied since the spring of 1833, when we were at Barnstaple, and it has often supported me in trials since. Sixth Month 3rd. — My strength continues so to increase as to give me at times cause to expect that health may yet return to me. bth. — My mind feels the weight of the prospect of having a religious interview to-morrow afternoon with some of Lovell Squire's pupils. I feel the matter very serious, seeing I take upon me to speak on behalf of Jehovah. 68 FALMOUTH. [1838. Stli. — Finished to-day the perusal of my dear sister Sarah's journal, which has interested me deeply. I did not know before how closely she was exercised, and how large was her experience. My belief is strengthened that she was indeed quahfied to take of the things of God, and hand them to others, of which in her life I had many times abundant evidence, for her service was blessed to me, especially when I left my home in 1826. That was a memorable evening, when she craved on my behalf that I might eventually give thanks on the banks of deliver- ance. Falmouth.^ UtJi, First Day. — I went to meeting this morn- ing, desiring simply my own refreshment, but soon after I took my seat a state of conflict was my portion, feeling en- gaged to express a few words, but restrained by the fear of being injured in health. Soon, however, it was given me to feel that I was safe in the Lord's hand, and trusting in this, I stood up for the first time in a meeting for seven months, and revived the promise of our Lord, " Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness, for they shall be filled.'' Perran., 30fh. — To-day we received accounts of Queen Victoria having been crowned on the 2Sth. I have enjoyed exceedingly a stroll in some of the older shrubberies which I assisted cousin Charles Fox to thin out about fourteen years ago. In cousin Sarah's garden I sat awhile enjoying the beautiful flowers and the lovely scenery, improved by the water being full in the river ; but sweet and attractive as was the scene, I was led to prefer the glories of the unknown world, believing that if permitted to enter that state of bliss, it will far exceed in delight every earthly ;joy, although my comforts and enjoy- ments in this life are very abundant. IGth. — Have felt to-day overcome by the kindness of my friends, loading me with benefits, and j'et we receive the daily gifts, the daily blessings of the Lord, often without SI.] WEST IXDIAS- SLAVES FREED. 69 a thought of the mercy which is shown us : they are repeated daily, and we receive them as things of course, not as mercies renewed every morning. 19f/i. — Instead of repining at my allotment, I am ready to rejoice at the Lord's dealings with me. I bslieve that my illness has been blessed to me, and that it will be still further blessed if I am preserved from frustrating, by my own willings and runnings, the Lord's gracious designs respecting me. Eighth Mouth 1st. — "Whilst I write the sun is just rising on the hundreds of thousands of poor West Indian slaves, who are to be this day liberated from the galling bondage of the apprenticeship system. Thus have the labours of their friends been crowned with success : but the language in my heart this morning is, "Not unto us, Lord, not unto us, but unto Thy name give glory." We give Thee thanks for directing our steps and our labours in such a manner as to have accomplished Thy will. lOfh. — This da}^ twelve years I spent the da^^ at Plymouth, and was so impressed by the earnest call of dear Hannah Abbott to forsake my foibles, and turn with full purpose of heart to the Lord, that I became in earnest for the salvation of my soul, and rejoice that I Avas thus made willing to submit to the guidance and teaching of God's Holy Spirit. 11th. — Nathaniel arrived this evening, bringing with him a certificate from the monthly meeting at Swansea, liberat- ing me to visit the Scilly Islands. The prospect feels mountainous, but I desire to be solely under the guidance of the good Shepherd of the sheep, as expressed in the document. Truly I have no strength of my own. 20th. — This evening my dear brother Nathaniel has taken leave of me, after having been kindly engaged in investigat- ing my affairs, and arranging them. Marvellous, indeed, it is to me to find that the Lord in whom I have trusted has not suffered the barrel of meal to fail ; but that it is even 70 SCILLY ISLANDS. [1S38. considerably- increased since this time last year, wlien I was working vigorously. What a lesson is this ! May it increase m}- faith and love, and cause me to acknowledge the Lord 3'et more fully in all my waj's, craving and trusting that He will direct my paths. St. Mavjfx Island, Sc'tUy^ SOfJt. — Arrived here last evening, having had a fine passage of eleven hours and twenty-five minutes from Falmouth, the little cutter, the Itose-hud of Plymouth, being a very good sailer. Among our party were cousins Robert W. and Charles Fox, Jenepher, and sister Lydia. The sun set with peculiar beauty in the ocean just as we tacked to enter the Sound to come in here. This morning, being again fine, it seemed best to take one of the most distant islands first. We arranged to go to St. Agnes, and dined amongst the fine rocks on the south- west side. The meeting at half-past four was tolerably well attended. Help was granted me to relieve my mind, and I left the island, feeling clear, and thankful that I had been thus helped to set forth the gospel message. Hugh Toicn^ 31sf. — At eleven o'clock we proceeded to St. Martin's, rather more than three miles distant, and were met as we walked towards the village, by Catherine Harris, a Br^'anite, who kindly received us, and asked if we were going to have a meeting there. Our intention being made known, she took measures to inform her acquaintances. The meeting was held at half-past four, and again I was helped to deliver the message, which I believed I had received to convey. Ninth Month l.sf. — Left our quarters at ten o'clock this morning, proposing to have meetings at Sampson and Brj^ers ; but on our way we met with the inhabitants of Sampson coming hither to market. We concluded, there- fore, it might be better to give notice at Tresco for a meet- ing to-morrow afternoon; and at the two former islands at ten in the morning. Whilst some of our party were giving notice, we spent 31.] AUGUSTUS SMITH. 71 the time in cruising on tlie calm and lovely sea, dining on a small rocky island between Tresco and Bryers. On this island were a number of very large spiders, and a beautiful vein of agate on the south-west side. 2«c^, First Day. — Cheered this morning by the return of lovely weather. Soon after nine we started for Bryers Island, and extremely interesting it was to see the strings of persons moving from various directions to the simple School-house which served us for our meeting. It was fully attended, and I left this island with peaceful and thankful feelings. We crossed to Tresco to dine, and were kindly accommo- dated at the house of a Methodist named Ellis. The meeting was held in the Methodist Chapel, which though large, was crowded, and many stood at the door. I had to lie very low and broken before the Lord in order to discern what He would have me do ; but thanks be to His name, He manifested His will, and gave me ability to deliver v/hat appeared to be given me to hand to others. bth. — The day before yesterday, accompanied by my cousins R. W. Fox and Charles Fox, I called on Augustus Smith at Tresco. I feel a hope that the care which he as Proprietor extends may be blessed, though his conduct now appears harsh.^ After tea at Francis Banfield's we went to the Methodist Meeting-house at Hugh Town, where a considerable number were gathered, and it was a very satisfactory time. After the meeting I seemed like one set free. Yesterday we went on board the sailing packet, AVhen becalmed off ' As the Islands could only support a limited number of inhabitants, all above a certain number in each family were expected to leave, and get a living elsewhere. Twenty years later, a visitor to the Islands says, " When the present proprietor first came, he found his tenantry living miserably and ignorantly. He has succoured, reformed, and taught them, and there is probably no place in England where the direr hardships of poverty are so little known as in the Scilly Islands." 72 FALMOUTH. [1S3S. the Islands I examined myself to see if it were desirable to return for further service, but I felt clear, and great peace was my portion. St. AusfeJl, I'lth. — Quarterly meeting. A committee was appointed to visit the families of Friends in this county. After the reading of my certificate in the men's meeting, I expressed a wish to unite with this committee, which was approved of. Treioirgie^ Bednifh, 'z.lih. — Had a delightful walk with Charles Fox towards Carnbrae. We shall both long re- member it. Our subjects of conversation were varied and interesting. The weather delightful. Falmouth., 2dth. — Went yesterday to Barncoos?, where, in carrying out our quarterly meeting appointment, we had an interesting sitting ; we then proceeded to Trewirgie and Camborne, sat with John Budge and family, and slept last night at Camborne. The language of my soul as I la}' in bed was, Sing praises unto God, sing praises ; sing praises unto God, sing praises ! Falmouth^ Teyitli Month 6th. — Impressed this morning, very unexpectedly, with the requirement to have a meeting with the inhabitants of Falmouth to-morrow evening, which I have laid before my cousin R. W. Fox, who gives me encouragement to take measures for its accomplishment. 7th. — Strengthened to attend the meeting, which was ap- pointed for this evening, and there to deliver the message which seemed then to be committed to my charge. All the work is Thine, God, and to Thee do I render thanksgiving and praise. 19/^. — Another of my years has passed, bringing me to the age of thirty-two. I may truly say, AVith new years new mercies come. The Lord has dealt very bountifully with me during the past year, and I can trust Him for that which is to come. Lord, into Thy hands I commit my all : lead me and guide me by Thy counsel, and aitcrwards re- ceive me to glor3^ 32.] WOUK AMONG SAILORS. 73 21st. — We had a meeting for sailors in tlie Sailors' Room, Avliich was well attended, and I believe that the Spirit of the Lord was amongst us. The meeting was addressed by William Hoskins, cousin Maria Fox, and me. Praise and prayer were offered in conclusion. Gratitude and thank- fulness and peace is my portion, in that the Lord helped me to deliver His messages. 28'7i. — On entering the meeting this morning, my mind was impressed with the words, " Keep thy foot when thou goest to the house of God, and be more ready to hear than to give the sacrifice of fools." Hear what? To hear the still small voice of the Lord ; which I sought to wait for, and very soon felt commissioned to revive the ancient pro- mise, " They that seek Me early shall find Me." A blessed meeting we had, concluding in prayer and praise. It was at this time that Edwin 0. Tregelles, accom- panied by Robert Were Fox, and others, visited some of the vessels whicli made Falmouth their port of call, and held meetings with the sailors, espe- cially on First-day afternoons. The crews generally assembled in the captain's cabin, and in some cases were disorderly at first, but they often had good times with them, so that the captains thanked them for their efforts to benefit and reach the sailors, who were then a much neglected class. The Journal continues : — Eleventh Month 9th. — For some time past I have been dis- tressed by a fear of falling, of becoming as the apostle Paul says, a castaway ; but to-day it was shown to me that we must not fancy ourselves safe. AVe must throw ourselves altogether into the arms of Jesus, and rely on the power of our Emmanuel. Then shall we know what it is to be born 71 TORQUAY. [1839. of God, and to bo free from sin, according to tlie doctrine set forth 1 John iii. 6-9. l^th. — Now I seem longing to return to my winter abode at Torquay that I may be sheltered from outward storms, and strengthened, if bidden of the Lord, again to go forward next spring. It seems to me now that I must visit some of the schools in this country, and afterwards proceed to Ireland. At this time there was no Friends' Meeting at Torquay, but E. 0. Tregelles assembled his family, and any friends Avho chose to join with them, for worship on First-days in his parlour, as they valued the privilege and liberty of gathering in the name of Christ, to realize His promised presence, whether words were spoken or not. Torquay^ 23rf?. — Our little meeting this morning was held in silence. It was a season in some degree owned by a lifting up of the light of the Lord's countenance upon me. Secret prayer was offered on behalf of my wife and children, as well as for myself. Feeling that I was brought very low, I was ready to derive comfort from the belief, almost amount- ing to assurance, that the Lord would guide me continually. First Month dth, 1839. — I have been led to compare my present condition with my state this time last year, and certain it is that I am not so strong in health as I was then. What the design of my great Master may be, I desire not to know before He chooses to reveal it. May I rather seek daily to perform His will, as revealed in the secret of my soul. ^Second Month 28th. — Finished reading Daniel. I never enjoyed my Bible so much as in the present perusal. Fourth Month 1th. — I experience that it is more diffi- cult to bear the trials that come from the creature, than 32 ] WILLIAM BOUSE. 75 those which have been sent more immediately by the Divine hand. May all tend to my further refinement. 13fh. — Oh, that the Spirit of Jesus, lowliness, meekness, and humility were more the covering of my spirit. I fear that I am too hasty with my dear children, and other mem- bers of our household. Lord, make me what Thou wouldst have me to be, I had a pleasant call from William Rouse, of Torre, who seems to be a sincere Christian, desirous of doing good in any form that may present. He acts as minister to the In- dependent Chapel. I rejoiced to observe his sentiments as to war, oaths, and a paid ministry. He is not paid. Fifth Monih l.s-^. — Called before meeting on Dr. P., and felt my mind led to speak to him of his practice of visiting the public News Room on First-day ; and to allude to the uncertainty of his life, which might be taken in a moment. He expressed himself much obliged for the visit. ^rd. — We had this afternoon another call from William Rouse. After sitting some time engaged in serious conver- sation he became silent, and then expressed a desire to engage in vocal prayer. After a short pause he knelt in prayer, asking for blessings to be poured forth upon us, and for a lengthening of my life, and that the children might walk in the fear of the Lord. After he had concluded I felt engaged to address him, encouraging him to follow the manifestations of the Spirit of truth, not querying where it leads, and not to go forward groping in the dark, but to wait for the light of the Lord's countenance, and thereby he would go fi'om strength to strength. 8//?. — AVe had again an interesting visit from our friend, W. R., who acknowledged that a tract I had given him had convinced him of the unlawfulness of paying tithes and other ecclesiastical demands, and that he saw it to be his duty to refuse and suffer. He also stated that he could not swear, or be the occasion of another person taking an oath. CHAPTER VI. FALMOUTH. Plymouth Meeting— Snow at Falmouth— The Cottage— Visits Ireland Avith Certificate — Large Public Meeting at Youghal — Visits Vessels in Cork Harbour— Bandon— Newtown School — Brookfield Agricultural School — Lisburn School — Public Meetings at Dublin, and with Miners near Water's-meet — Journey through Wales — Priscilla Hannah Gurney's Memoirs — Meetings at Milfoi'd and Neath Abbey— Sidcot School — Interview with Lord Ebringtou, Viceroy of Ireland— John and M. Candler go to West Indies — Truro and St. Austell lighted by Gas— Penny Post— Marriage of Queen Victoria — Obtains Certificate to visit Schools connected with the Society of Friends — Croydon, Ackworch and Sidcot Schools — Visits sixty Schools as i^er List. Plymouth^ Fifth Mouth 12th, 1839.— I entered with joy the Friends' Meeting House, from which I had been cut off for six months : but as to any service required of me, I felt as empty as ever I did in my Hfe. After a time the spirit of prayer seemed raised in my soul, and I 3'ielded to apprehended duty. Catherine P. Abbott followed ; after she sat down, I felt it rigjit for me to allude to the words of the Apostle, " This is a faithful saying, and worth}^ of all acceptation, that Jesus Christ came into the world to save sinners." Aunt Abbott set her seal with the lancruao-e, " Thanks be to God, which giveth us the victor}^, through our Lord Jesus Christ." Falmouth, loth. — It commenced snowing at eight this morning, and continued for three hours, so that the fields and trees in full leaf were white with snow. At Torquay I saw a field of hay cut on the 8th. IGth. — Engaged this afternoon in seeking for a house. 32.] TAKES A HOUSE. 77 Sincerely do I desire that we may get into our right house, and not into one where we should be out of the place designed by our heavenly Father for us to fill. 11th. — My mind has been a good deal impressed to-day with a sense of my situation, which, since my late inter- views with Dr. Kingston, at Plymouth, I am convinced is very critical. ^Qtli. — Retired to rest last night with very comfortable feelings, being led to query, Will the Lord forsake me now, seeing He hath led me hitherto ? Immediately I had the peaceful answer — " He who has helped me hitherto, Will help me all the journey through," and I felt encouraged to confide in the oft-remembered promise, " I will never leave thee nor forsake thee." May I carefully refrain from resting on this promise, as though the Lord required on my part no co-operation with His holy will as manifested in my soul. Sixth Month 13#/«.— To-day I engaged to take "The Cottage," recently occupied by the late John Carne. loth. — x^nother day has passed, claiming my heartfelt acknowledgment for the favours shown, both as to spirituals and temporals. I received to-day a supply of the latter in the way of payment on account of my services in this place. This renewal of business engagements seems strange to me, as I imagined last year that I should scarcely en- gage in business again. Let me ever feel that my times are in Thy hand, Lord ! Impressed this evening with the pernsal of the passage in the Epistle to the Hebrews referring to Jesus as He who tasted death for every man. This being the ground of my hope of eternal life, what a call it is for gratitude. Seventh Mouth Snl. — Attended the quarterly meeting at Liskeard, and was strengthened to lay my concern to visit Ireland and other places before Friends, who very 78 FALMOUTH. [1839. feelingly united with it, and a minute was added to the certificate granted me at the monthly meeting at Truro. Falmouth., 8th. — This day we have had some of our furniture removed to our new abode, " The Cottage," which is intended to be my sheltered residence for the ensuing winter, and in which home our sisters join us. Ofh. — Our dear children are better, and were removed to-day to " The Cottage " in a sedan. Dear Jenepher and sisters are lodged there to-night. l^fh. — I felt grateful for the mercy shown me in enabling us to obtain such a sheltered nook. Enjoyed sowing some seeds with the children this afternoon in the initials of their names. We also gave them a small spot for their gardens. Cheerfulness and enjo3'ment marked the da}'', and thanks to Thee are raised in my heart, God, in that Thou hast led me about and instructed me, and made me willing in the day of Thy power. Corl'j IGth. — Through the continuance of unmerited mercy I reached Cork comfortably this evening in company with my sister Lydia and cousin Robert Were Fox. 17/^. — I was led to apprehend that it was my place to see Captain S., who is in permanent confinement in the lunatic asylum for murdering his crew some years since, when under the influence of monomania. Way was kindly made by Thomas Beale, who is one of the governors. We had an interview which has quite relieved my mind, and I trust may be helpful to a poor fellow-mortal who is justly and patiently enduring a sentence which he regards as mild. He had to me no appearance whatever of being insane. Before we parted I handed to him a few tracts, memoirs of John Woolman, AVilliam Edmundson and others. These he gratefully received, and exj^rossed himself obliged for the visit. YotigJiaJ., 24//?. — A meeting Avas held here which was largely attended. I was told afterwards that many Roman Catholics were present. At first I found it hard work, and 32.] VISIT TO VESSELS AT COVE. 79 it seemed as though I should be obliged to go away bur- dened, but seeking after ability to give myself up entirely to the Lord as His messenger, I was enabled to declare with freedom the whole counsel committed to me ; and for this I was humbly thankful under a sense of my great un- worthiness. 27 fh. — Called at Passage on the way to Cove [now Queens- town] to see William and Sarah Lecky, an aged couple bowed down with grief, as their daughter Mary was lying at the point of death. She was taken ill with consumptive S3anptoms about four weeks since. R. W. Fox and I visited her. On entering the room the language arose in my heart, Now " thanks be to God which giveth us the victory, through our Lord Jesus Christ," to which I felt bound to give utterance. We learn that she died this morning. When we reached Cove we called to see the wife of Captain S., who seemed obliged for the visit, and expressed her willingness to allow her children to read the tracts we gave her, though she is a Roman Catholic. At seven we went to a meeting held in the Columbine Assembly Rooms, Cork, where a ball had been held the previous evening. The meeting was largely attended, and after a time of deep wading, proved relieving to me. Next day, with cousin R. W. Fox, my father-in-law, and brother Joseph Fisher, I proceeded to visit two vessels in port. Our first visit was to the Hindoo, bound for New York from Cardigan. The crew and passengers were invited below, and we had an agreeable time. On our suggesting to the captain that he should to-morrow commence the practice of reading the Holy Scriptures to his crew, he intimated that he should do so. The cook on the other vessel asked us for a Prayer-book, but our views on this were explained, and a Bible promised instead, which was sent off, Joseph giving up his own, as none could be pro- cured in the whole of Cove. 80 lUELAXD. [1839. Bandou, 2df]i. — The meeting at seven o'clock in tlie AVes- leyan School-house was exceedingly crowded, and not so quiet as that at Kinsale ; but both felt to me to be precious seasons, favoured with the presence of the Lord. According to the ability granted I laboured in my work, and it is sweet to feel free from condemnation. We had a fine ride in this place, most of the road being near the river Bandon, which is beautifully wooded, in many parts reminding me alternately of the Blackwater, the "Wye, and Neath Valle}-. Mayfield^ Eighth Mouthy ^)th. — Parted from my dear father- in-law and brother. I desire long to remember and profit by my father's parting words : " MajJ-est thou be pre- served every way.*" Oh for an increase of humility that the Lord's name may be exalted and self laid low in the dust ! Called at Anner Mills, and on Barclay Clibborn and family. 10th. — Accompanied by Eliza Malcomson we reached Waterford at twelve o'clock. After dinner at Richard Allen's we went to Newtown School, and had religious inter- views with the boys and their teachers in five companies. 11th. — I went to meeting this morning in a depressed state, seeking after ability to do my Master's will. The language, " Listruct and strengthen me " seemed the breath- ing of my soul. Soon after we were gathered I felt en- gaged to supplicate that bread might be broken amongst us (which was granted in no ordinary degree), and that our hearts might be softened and laid open to receive the Holy Spirit, which was also experienced, for it seemed to me as though incense ascended from very many hearts — more than half of the large company. A^eic lioss^ ISth. — I met the members of the Waterford meeting of ministers and elders at Joseph Strangman's, together with the overseers, and a truly precious time it was. Kobert AVere Fox handed counsel and encouragement to those Friends who have been closely tried. 32.] BROOKFIELD SCHOOL. 81 We called on Samuel Ely ; he is above eighty years of age, and is j)robably the first person who signed the temperance pledge in Europe — the first Society having been formed here, and he signed first. Ninth Month 4th. — Went to meeting at Lurgan, where Sarah White was engaged in testimony, and I also. I did not quite feel clear on leaving the meeting; and concluded to communicate what rested on my mind to the individual for whom I believed it was intended. I rose up quickly and followed him to the grave-yard, whither he went that he might weep. I found him in deep distress. On giving him my hand he said, " I am the poor prodigal," and smote his breast in an agony. I communicated what impressed me for him, and called the attention of Thomas Christy Wakefield to him, as he wished to see him. I trust ho will be restored and preserved. He has been a great sinner. William Edmundson settled first at Lurgan, and the meeting-house bears the date 1696. Lisburn, 6th. — Left Moy alien accompanied by Samuel Haughton as our guide. Reached E, in good time for meeting ; but what a meeting ! Three members of that place came, besides J. and A, Malcomson from Liverpool. The house was wretchedly out of repair. On sitting down I felt ability sweetly to confide in my Redeemer : a greater evidence of His love and approval I think I never remem- ber; and I needed it, for it was heavy work to labour for the souls of those who are reckless about the work for themselves. ISth. — Went with John and Harriet Richardson to Brook- field Agricultural School, which pleased me much. The boys work on the farm and garden; by this means they are supported and educated at £5 per annum. I had a sitting with the boys to my comfort. 14:th. — This afternoon I went with John Richardson to visit the Provincial School, and sat with the boys and girls separately : afterwards with William and Anna Bellows and M. A. Ken way, the present caretakers. L.T. 6 S2 IRELA:SD. [1839. Diiblhi, 22nd. — Attended meeting to-day at ten and two o'clock. I felt the Lord's power near to support, and His Spirit to instruct me to do His work, wliich I endeavoured to do, and left the meeting this evening poor yet peaceful. 23rd. — After breakfast went with my sister L^^dia to the " Shelter " for females liberated from prison. We met Mary J. Knott there, and had a satisfactory meeting with about forty young persons. Made some calls, and dined with Dr. Harvey. The public meeting which followed was not very numerously attended ; after a season of deep pros- tration of soul I felt ability to declare the glad tidings of the gospel ; to God be ascribed the praise. Gladly would I spend and be spent in His service. Avoca, 2bth. — A meeting was appointed here at seven o'clock, to which were invited the men from the mines near Avoca. We assembled in the schoolroom, which was quite full, and perfect silence soon prevailed. After I had been speaking about five minutes, a number of young men, who I presume were Papists, left the room shouting and trying to disturb the others, who however kept their seats, and listened with fixed attention whilst I continued speaking, and after I sat down profound silence prevailed. Dublin, Tenth Month 2nd. — AVent to Monkstown meeting this morning. Henry Perry kindly conducted me on board the Crescent, bound for Australia. The crew, nearly thirty, met between decks, and were very orderly and well con- ducted. I found comfort in the visit. 3rd. — Went to Claremont to dine with Joseph and Mary Humphries, and saw the Deaf and Dumb Institution with 120 children. Felt very calm and peaceful at the prospect of leaving this land to-morrow evening. Aberystwyth, Wi. — It was my privilege to have the perusal of the memoirs of Priscilla Hannah Gurney. It seemed as though she being dead yet spake to me ; but more than this, I had most precious intercourse with Christ as my Redeemer and Deliverer from the power of Satan, who was assaulting 33.] LORD EBBING TON. 83 me, and I entered into a fresh covenant of allegiance to my Lord and my God, who granted me an evidence that He would never leave nor forsake me, if I did but cleave closely to Him. The joy and peace which is my portion this evening, seems like a new birth; and I can say, " the life which I now live in the flesh, I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave Himself for me." Mllford^ 13th, First Day. — Attended meeting this morn- ing, and had a truly satisfactory and comforting sitting with the few of our Society living here. At six this evening we had a meeting in the Wesleyan Chapel. It was large and satisfactory, much liberty being given me to declare the free mercy of God, through our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. Glenvelyn, 18th. — I attended a public meeting with the Neath Abbey workmen this evening, in the Chapel at -the Abbey, and was enabled to relieve my mind of the load I have been bearing for them for months past. Help was near. I entered the meeting under much exercise, and was helped to express all that was laid on me. Sldcot, 27th. — I have had much comfort in spending this day in this interesting school. In the morning meeting William Tanner was engaged sweetly in prayer. I spent some time this afternoon with the children, whilst they were questioned in Scripture, and in the evening, whilst the Bible and the memoirs of E. F. Brady were read. 28th. — We had a pleasant ride to Exeter, arriving about three o'clock. I had been much exercised on the way, querying whether I should be able to meet Lord Ebrington (Viceroy of Ireland), who was to be in Exeter to-day, but intended leaving soon after receiving a deputation in the city. John Dymond met us at the coach. I inquired whether I could by any means see Lord Ebrington, and learned that his carriage was ordered out for his departure, and that he was taking refreshment with other noblemen. We ascended the stairs of the New London Inn, and sent in the waiter to inform him that John Dymond wished to 84 FALMOUTH. [1839. see Lim in a private room, ^vllere he soon joined us, sa^'ing as lie entered, that he was much limited for time. John Dymond introduced me as a minister of the Societ}^ of Friends who had recently travelled through Ireland. Lord Ebrington stood by the fire, and listened attentively and kindl}', whilst I laid before him the importance of ruling over men in the fear of the Lord ; of acting on sound Christian principles, rather than those of expediency ; of encouraging morality at his court as a means of checking inconsistencies in other ranks ; and of seeking to secure for himself the crown of glory laid up in store for those who love and serve the Lord. He thanked me, giving me his hand at parting. Thanks be to the great Preserver of His little ones, I feel at liberty to return to my home, which I do, with the full reward of peace. FaJmoiith, dOth. — This evening John and Maria Candler arrived, prior to their departure for Jamaica. Eleventh Month Srd, First Day. — Yesterday Barnard and Samuel Dickenson arrived here, the latter being on his way to Jamaica on business. John and Maria Candler and Samuel Dickenson left us this morning at nine, intending to embark on board the Magnet packet for Jamaica ; but on reaching the Meeting House we found them, and sat with them in precious union of spirit as worshippers. Cousin Maria Fox knelt in prayer for those who were about to make a sacrifice of their home comforts for the sake of spreading a knowledge of the Truth. We parted hastily after meeting, and my sisters Elizabeth and Lydia saw them into the boat. 'TnirOj 12th. — Pleasantly engaged in my business pursuits, and able to have my thoughts often turned towards the bettor country. Falmouth, I'dth. — AYas refreshed by the time of waiting on the Lord in meeting this morning : towards the close I felt engaged to bow the knee with thanks for the bread and the water that had been dispensed to the refreshment of hungry 33.] BUSINESS ENGAGEMENTS. 85 and thirsty souls. Lncretia Croiicli and Maria Fox both spoke on the subject of Mary going to the sepulchre to seek our Lord. My heart now seems full to overflowing, as though my cup of happiness was full. Rest and peace have taken possession of my soul. Truro., Idfh. — I have been more than commonly engaged to-day, and very painfully so, in dismissing the men at the Gas Works for improper conduct. Sad indeed was the lament made by the wife of one of them. I could wish that all who do wrong could see the consequence of sin, entailing as it does, misery on all around. Twelfth Month 13th. — Came to St. Austell to-day, and have been closely engaged in attending to gas business. Met my partner, Francis Fox, who went to Charlestown. Have enjoyed being with cousins William and C. T. Browne. Truro, 18th. — Attended quarterly meeting here. It was a highly favoured meeting, the Lord's power being evidently over all ; and to Him be ascribed the praise. 31,st. — How different are my prospects now from the be- ginning of the year, when I had no expectation of living to the end. Surely in Thy hand, Lord, is the breath of every living thing ! Many of my friends who seem girt round with strength for many days, have been cut down, and my frail tabernacle has been strengthened and renewed. May every remaining day be more and more dedicated to Thy service. Falmouth, First Month lOth, 1840. — I am impressed this evening with the importance of redeeming the time, and spending each day as though it were my last, as if the man- date were to go forth, " This night thy soul shall be required of thee." To-day the penny postage system commences. 12th, First Day. — Owing to the state of my health I remained at home, having my sister Rachel's company, as Avell as that of the dear children. We had a season of wor- 86 . FALMOUTH. [1840. ship together, for I believe the Lord was amongst us in our little gathering, I hope that this clay has been spent profit- ably; my care has been that it should be so. >^eco)id Month dth, First Day. — Stayed at home again to- day. Sought for a season of retirement this morning ; but little being poorly, she was obliged to be in the parlour with me, and in some degree interfered with my quiet ; but it brought mj'' mind into sympathy with those who are much encumbered with a family, and with the cares of life, and perhaps limited to two rooms. How little opportunity can they have for secret retirement before the Lord : but doubt- less " the soul's sincere desire, uttered or unexpressed," is accepted as sweet incense at the throne of grace. 10//?. — This day Queen Victoria has, I suppose, been married to Prince Albert of Saxe Coburg. I have had an unusually busy day : surprising it is to myself that I am able to do so much. 2G//?. — Lieutenant Symmons called; he is the agent of the Naval and Military Bible Society, which was estab- lished fourteen years before the British and Foreign Bible Society. 27//?. — Lieutenant Symmons took breakfast with us, and gave me an authority whereby I may be able to supply gratuitously, any vessels I may visit, with Bibles and Testa- ments. This I esteem a privilege. Jhlrd Month 12th. — I trust that He to whom I have com- mitted myself is carrying forward the work of grace in my soul, though there is but little evidence of it. May I be preserved from admitting, or in any way countenancing the idea, that outward sacrifices of my time and talents in the service of the Lord — that running to and fro as His messenger — will be accepted instead of personal holiness. 2(Jth. — Barclay Fox called this evening, to take leave of us prior to his departure to Neath. My heart 3'earns over him, with desires for his preservation. Lord, keep him as in the hollow of Thy holy hand, from ever}' snare. 33.] VISITS SCHOOLS. ' 87 Falmouth^ Fourth Month 7th. — Attended monthly meeting here. Early in the meeting Philippa Williams rose with the language, " I am Thy shield, and Thy exceeding great reward." Soon after which I expressed what had previously presented, " Them that honour Me I will honour, and they that despise Me shall be lightly esteemed." At the close of the meeting I felt strengthened to lay before Friends my prospect of visiting the schools connected with the Society and some other service, which was most feelingly'" united with, and a committee appointed to bring a certificate to the next meeting. Much excellent counsel and encourage- ment was handed, and Philippa AVilliams knelt in prayer for my preservation. 8^^. — Attended the quarterly meeting. I felt strengthened at the close of the second meeting, to relieve my mind of what it has long felt against the practice of Friends requir- ing others to take oaths on their behalf. 16th. — I attended a meeting gathered at the request of Samuel and Sarah Rundell, who, with Ann Tweedy, were well engaged in preaching the gospel : " Christ in you the hope of glory." My place seemed to be to sit still, and wrestle for a blessing on the word preached ; that the con- demnation of those present might not be increased, seeing that their responsibility was greater by having the privilege of hearing such gospel truths. The followino; memoranda of E. 0. Treg^elles' visits to Croydon, Ackworth and Sidcofc will be read with interest by those who still remember his earnest words of exhortation and prayer for them. Sixth Month 13//?, 1840. — I attended Croydon meeting. In the afternoon, accompanied by John Finch Marsh, I sat with the children and the various officers of Croydon School whilst they read the Memoirs of John Pemberton ; I after- S8 CROYDON. [1840. wards addressed tliem, and had a separate interview with the boys of the first class, 14f/j.— I went again to the school and sat with the re- mainder of the boys, in four companies, and with the girls, in three companies. I took tea with John Sharp; and after- wards sat with the teachers of the girls. I was mercifully helped, and felt that the work was not mine but my Master's, and that He is all-sufficient for His own work. loth. — We had an interview with the boys' teachers, and a searching time it was. 25f7?. — At the close of the monthly meeting for biisiness, I felt that it was my place to ask that the school children .should withdraw, and the "women Friends rejoin us, when I was led to express a desire that each member of the meet- ing might feel a religious concern for the well-being of the dear children of the school. 27^/?. — Though feeling unwell, I thought it best to con- tinue my engagements at the school. We had the orphans collected together, and on coming into the room found manj'' of them in tears ; it was a profitable season which I desire ever to remember. Peter Bedford, John F. Marsh and I afterwards saw the teachers all together, and then the whole establishment of superintendents, teachers and scholars. Aclvworth School, Seventh ]\fonth 24:th. — I attended the educational meeting, which was extremely interesting. 27th. — Soon after breakfast I commenced my sittings with the girls of the school, dividing them into four companies, beginning with the youngest. This occupied the day until tea-time ; since which we have been with them at their Bible reading. 28th. — I was engaged this morning in sitting with the female teachers and the governess, Hannah Richardson, of North Shields. It was a memorable season. Most of our party of twelve wore in tears. 2[Hh. — Yesterday I attended the boys' evening reading, and to-day sat with the two upper classes of boys. 34.] ACKWORTH AND SIDCOT SCHOOLS. 89 SOfJi. — I am called upon to commemorate the extension of the Lord's goodness to me this day, directing and aiding my movements. Eighth Month 1st. — This morning I was presented with several gifts of their own handiwork, from the dear girls of Ackworth School, with a sweet note, and a copy of the hymn, " The Time for Prayer," which they had repeated, and to which I had alluded when addressing them. This was a tendering preparation for sitting with the orphans, ninety of whom were collected, and a most touching time it was. Gratitude was the covering of my spirit in the remem- brance of the mercy and lovingkindness and condescension of my Lord during the visit to Ackworth. AVater, preserve, and render fruitful the seed which Thou, Lord, hast sown ; and give me to see that in myself dwelleth no good thing. SMcotj Tenth Month 2bth. — I sat Avith the children of the school after breakfast. In the afternoon I met the orphans in the school — about thirty — -a deeply affecting time. 1 joined the children and family at their evening reading. Thus has closed my present engagement in visiting schools. I may thankfully acknowledge I have been helped on my way from day to day, in a manner I little expected when, in much weakness in every way, I commenced my work at Tottenham. THE TIME FOR PRAYER. When is the time for prayer ? With the first beams that light the morning sky, Ere for the toils of day thou dost prepare, Lift up thy thoughts on high ; Commend the loved ones to His watchful care : Morn is the time for praj'er ! And in the noontide hour, If worn by toil, or by sad cares opprest, Then unto God thy spirit's sorrows pour, And He will give thee rest ; Thy voice shall reach Him through the fields of air ; Noon is the time for prayer ! 90 ACKWORTII. [1840. When the bright sun has set, Whilst yet eve's glowinj; colours deck the skies, "When with the loved at home again thou'st met, Then let the prayer arise For those who in thj' joys and sorrows share : Kce is the time for pra^'er ! And when the stars come forth, — "When to the trusting heart sweet hopes are given, And the deep stillness of the hour gives hii'th To pure bright dreams of heaven, — Kneel to thy God — ask strength life's ills to bear : Xight is the time for jjrayer ! When is the time for prayer ? In every hour while life is spared to thee; In crowds or solitude — in joy or care, Thy thoughts should heavenward flee. At home, at noon, and eve, with loved ones there. Bend thou the knee in prayer ! Georgixa Bennett. Schools Visited. Thomas Binns, Grove House School, Tottenham. Sarah Sweetapple, Girls' School, Stoke Newington. Richard Abbatt, Boys' School, Stoke Newington. Thomas Uzman, Boys' School, Croydon. John Sharp, Friends' School, Croydon. S. and M. Palmer, Girls' School, Croydon. vSarah Cudforth, Girls' School, Berkhampstead. Anne Keckwich, Girls' School, Maidenhead. Sarah Day, Little Boys' School, Epping. Isaac Pain, Boys' School, Epping. Isaac Brown, Boys' School, Hitchin. Ann Knight and Sisters, Girls' School, Woodbridge. Ann Lockwood, Infants' School, Woodbridge. Edmund W. Watt, Boys' School, Colchester. Mary Gopsill, Girls' School, Chelmsford. C. E. and E. Dix, Girls' School, Haverhill. Anne and Eliza Rickman, Girls' School, Rochester. 34.] LIST OF SCHOOLS VISITED. 91 Benjamin Abbott, Boj's' School, Lewes. Thomas Pumphrey, Friends' School, Ackworth. Martha Cooper, Girls' School, Pontefract. Friends' First-day School, Highflats. W. Rothway, Friends' School, Rawden. Samuel Marshall, Boys' School, Kendal. Jane King, Girls' School, Kendal. James Hunter, Boys' School, Ulverstone. John Ford, Friends' School, York. Hannah Brady, Friends' School, York. Lucy Waterfall, Girls' School, Leeds. Louisa Cooper, Girls' School, Leeds. Jane Thurnham, Girls' School, Leeds. Jane Procter and Sisters, Girls' School, Selby. Martha and Hannah Wragg, Girls' School, Selby. Sarah Harrison, Girls' School, Doncaster. H. and R, Brady, Girls' School, Sheffield. Sarah Bleckley, Girls' School, Manchester. Lydia Graves, Girls' School, Manchester. Charles Cumber, Boys' School, Manchester, J. Barret Young, Boys' School, Manchester. Friends' School, Penketh. Martha and Jane Bellis, Girls' School, Nantwich. Maria and Eliza Peacock, Girls' School, Chester. J. Jackson, Boys' School, Warrington. E. and M. Sanders, Girls' School, Warrington. Hannah Puplett, Girls' School, Layer Breton. Priscilla Coare, Girls' School, Tottenham. Joseph Sefton, Boys' and Girls' School, Liverpool. Abraham Isherwood, Boys' School, Liverpool. Richard Batt, Boys' School, Preston. Joshua Kelsell, Boys' School, Wyersdale. Tabitha Eveleigh, Girls' School, Southport. Elizabeth Alderson, Girls' School, Blackburn. J. Harrison Smith, Boys' School, Preston. Mary and Esther Stickney, Girls' School, Preston. 92 FALMOUTH. [l&JO. George Edmondson, Boys' School, Blackburn. Camp Hill School, Worcester, Lucy Marshall, Girls' School, Worcester. William Palmer, Boys' School, Charlbury. Eliza Grey, Girls' School, Charlbury. John Frank, Boj^s' School, Thornbury. Harriet Hoare, Girls' School, Bath. Mary Ann Dymond, Girls' School, Bristol. Thomas Ferris, Boys' School, Sidcot. Friends' School, Sidcot. Friends' School, Wigton, Friends' First-day School, Newcastle. Friends' First-day School, Shields. Deborah Smith, Girls' School, Sunderland. Lucy Marshall, Girls' School, Birmingham. Letitia Impey, Girls' School, Worcester. CHAPTER yiT. FALMOUTH. Yearly Meeting— Sarah Grubb's Testimony— Essex — Brighton — Lind- field School and "William Allen — Interviews with Lord John Russell and Daniel O'Connell — Scotland — Meetings with Factory Workers — First Sense of Call to Service Abroad — Liverpool— Wales — Banbury— Plymouth— Meetings at Ilfracombe, Barnstaple and Clovelly — Family Visits at Plymouth and Kingsbridge — John Elliott's Message to his Friends. Between the intervals of visiting the schools, E. 0. Tregelles attended London yearly meeting and tra- velled through Scotland, holding public meetings. The following extracts refer to these engagements. Stoke Xewingfon, Fifth Month 2Ut, 1840.— Left Croydon yesterday morning and attended the opening sitting of the year]}' meeting, the commencement of which felt to me a low season until we were visited by Sarah Grubb and Pris- cilla Green. The latter cautioned us to wait on the Lord for counsel and wisdom to direct the proceedings aright. Sarah Grubb's testimony was clear, searching, and long ; several states were addressed, amongst them those who though they may now occupy the foremost rank among us, will be laid low if there be not a digging deep for the rock on which to build ; that unless this be the case, they will not stand when the storms arise. This came very close home to me, and I have been led to examine whether my heart is most set on the service of the Lord or of Mammon ; 94 LOSDON. [IS JO. whether I do not love the praise of men more than the praise of God. 2^rd. — Josiah Forster proposed the appointment of a com- mittee to visit schools. This proposal had much approval, but it seemed best to postpone the matter. To me the ex- pression of sentiment from many friends was very interesting and encouraging. 2Gf/i. — Cousin Mary Sylvanus Fox and Hannah C. Back- house came into the men's yearly meeting. The former addressed us very acceptably, quoting the words of Jesus : " If 3'e believe not that I am He, je shall die in 3'our sins : whither I go ye cannot come." 28f/i. — With the help of the Lord, which was mercifully afforded, I laid my prospect of visiting the women's yearly meeting before my brethren. George Crosfield and Josepli T. Price accompanied me. I went under a sense of deep poverty and inability to do any good thing, but I have cause to believe that my great and good Shepherd went before and supported me. Sl.s'f. — Yesterday I attended the yearly meeting of min- isters and elders, which was a very interesting season. William Allen and Elizabeth Fry gave interesting accounts of their visit to Holland, Prussia and Belgium, encouraging faithfulness in others, saying, that they had found the door open and had left it open. Sixth Month bth. — Attended the monthly meeting at Sud- bury. I quoted the text, " Great is the Lord, and greatly to be praised." Sarah Grubb was sweetly engaged in sup- plication, manifestly on my belialf, that my eye might be kept singly fixed on my great Master. \)th. — At the quarterly meeting at Chelmsford, met AVilliam and Ann Tweedy, Lucretia Crouch, Margaret Richardson, Katherine Backhouse, George and Ann Jones, John and Philippa Williams, and Stanley Pumphrey. Ann Tweedy broke the silence with the language, "Give unto the Lord, ye mighty, give unto the Lord glory and strength." We 33.] LIN D FIELD SCHOOL. 95 had not mucli silence. The call went forth to many of the strong and willing-hearted. A young man named Isaac Sharp also spoke, to my comfort. 1 expected to maintain silence, but very soon felt bound to express the language, " "Woe unto them that are at ease in Zion." I never had such a sense of riches being possessed, both spiritual and temporal, of which there was so little occupation. 19^^. — Went to Brighton to meeting, feeling poor, yet confiding. I knelt to implore that the Spirit of the Lord might descend on those present who had not called upon His name. John Finch Marsh and Maria Fox spoke, and I had, to my surprise, to allude to those who were laying up trea- sure for themselves and are not rich toward God. Lindfieldj 20th. — Accompanied by Daniel Pryor Hack, I had a lovely ride, and sweet converse with a brother beloved in the Truth. After dining at William Allen's cottage, we went to the school, where we found about nineteen boys, boarders, who were addressed by William Allen, John Finch Marsh, and myself. We also saw the master and mistress. Besides these boys a large number of day scholars receive instruction. '2,1st. — To my surprise this morning cousin Joseph T. Price came from London to spend the day with us, travel- ling through the night. At meeting I revived the language, " Children, have ye any meat ? " I felt peace in the appre- hension that I had been preserved close to my Guide. This was also my favoured experience after the afternoon meeting, which was largely attended, and in which I was led to pray that the Spirit of the Lord might be poured forth upon us. Now, whilst I write, I feel earnest prayer arise from vay soul on behalf of those who may have been visited by the Spirit of the Lord this day, desiring that they may patiently abide the complete operation of Divine grace. Croydon^ 2^rd. — We left Lindfield yesterday morning, and proceeded to Worthing for a meeting at six o'clock held in the Assembly Rooms, Steyne Hotel. The Lord was 06 LOXDOX. [1840. pleased to bless us, and enabled Daniel P. Hack, John F. Marsli and me to give full and free expression of gospel truths. The room was quite full of the class of persons I wished to meet. A sweet feeling came over me before we went into the meeting, to which I gave vent in prayer at the tea-table. At the meeting the subjects adverted to were, man's condition in the unregenerate state, and the means and necessity for his redemption by the alone Way. Tottenham^ 2Sth. — George Stacey and John Hodgkin called, and the latter sweetly addressed me, expressing his belief that my service in seeking to instruct dear children in the way of truth would lead me to confide my own to the care of the Church when I was taken from them. 30fh. — iittended the quarterly meeting of London. Wil- liam Forster queried of me whether any service rested on me yet to perform in London, and I avowed that I felt required to visit Lord John Russell. John Kitching, Peter Bedford and himself, all encouraged me to proceed. It was doubtless to relate some of the experience gained by liis visit to Ireland, and to plead for peace- ful measures, that E. 0. Tregelles had interviews with Lord John Russell and Daniel O'Connell, as previously with Lord Ebrington, "Viceroy of Ireland. He writes : — Seventh Month, 3yd. — Went with AVilliam Allen to the Meeting for Sufferings at ten, and in half an hour we left, to go to Lord John Russell's house, Wilton Crescent. He soon joined us, and after calmly offering us his hand, sat quietly down and gave me a full opportunity to relieve mj'' mind. He seemed to pay attention to the subjects brought before my view to communicate. It was to me a deeply interesting time, and I feel thankful for the opportunity. After this, William Allen and I called with the same object on Daniel O'Connell, who also received us very kindly. 33.] SWAIiTiniOEE MEETING HOUSE. 97 AVlien I had expressed all I had to communicate, he ad- dressed us at some length, giving full expression of thanks for the visit. He invited us both to visit him at his Seat in Ireland. bth. — This evening I was at a meeting at Devonshire House, appointed at my request, chiefly for j'oung persons. It was very well attended. I felt required to commence with the words, " The Lord upholdeth all that fall, and raiseth up all those that be bowed down." Cornelius Han- bury, William Allen, and Sylvanus Fox followed. At the close I felt constrained to supplicate specially for the chil- dren of our ministers. A solemn meeting it proved. Edwin 0. Tregelles had received a certificate for service in Scotland from his monthly meeting. He was accompanied by his cousin, Charles Fox, of Fal- mouth, and his sister Eacliel Tregelles. He describes the journey as follows : — Eighth Month 6th. — AVe went this evening to Swarthmore Hall and Meeting House. In the latter place, after walking in the graveyard, I asked my companions to assemble in the House, where I felt constrained to supplicate the Father of mercies. It was a solemn season, Edinburgh., l^th. — My feelings on coming into Scotland were of a very peaceful kind, and I trust it may be given me to see what to do and say, and what to leave undone. Aberdeen, 14:th. — A fine smooth voyage of twelve hours brought us safely to this granite built city, where we are kindly entertained by Anthony and Mary AVigham. IGfh. — AVent to the General Meeting under a sense of great poverty of spirit, and thus I sat for some time wait- ing on the Lord, After Jonathan Backhouse was engaged in prayer, my soul seemed set at liberty to declare the glad tidings of the gospel freely. L. T. 7 08 SCOTLAND. [1840. 17/^. — In the business meeting I asked for an evening meeting to be held. I had to speak on the words, " There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit." The meeting ended well. To the Lord may praise be ascribed. KiiiniKck, 19fh. — Had a crowded meeting. The heat and crowd was so great that one young woman fell down fain*". We are staying at the house of John and Elizabeth Cruick- shank, who occupy a Well-cultivated farm. Jonathan Back- house and his daughter Jane are with us. Aberdeen, 20t/}. — We had a very full meeting for the spin- ners and others of the labouring class ; ability was given for declaring the truths of the gospel. Edinburgh, '22nd. — ^The meeting at Stonehaven was held to my comfort. Jonathan Backhouse and Anthony AVig- ham were enabled to minister with power ; and it was granted to me also to have the privilege of preaching Christ crucified. Parted from the Backhouses to-day, after having much enjoyed their society. A7m>'0*-.s', 2bth. — Attended a meeting here this evening in a small schoolroom. It was crowded, many standing : I suppose loO persons were present. 27th. — Yesterday we left Kinross for Perth, and met there Joseph Mclntyre who had walked seventeen miles to be with as. In the afternoon we had a call from M. G., of Perth, a young woman who was led to follow her Redeemer much in the same track as that in which Friends walk. She attended some of Hannah Backhouse's meetings, and encounters much opposition from her mother. William Gray, who was our companion, conveyed a parcel of books to M. G.'s home, and was told by her mother that she wished Friends and their books were burned. She was prevented by her mother from being at the meeting we had last evening, but her two brothers were there ; they came to seek their sister. 33.] MEETIXGS AT PEIiTII AXD STIR LI XG. 90 We liacl a precious time of worship with Joseph Mclutyre and M. G. ^^esterday afternoon, such as I trust I may long remember. We also saw at Perth, Andrew Fenwick and his family. His son James accompanied us to Crieff. May these and many others be watered as by heavenly dew. The meeting at Perth was large and comforting; about 70U present. Favoured with a precious time this evening at a meeting with a large company in the Mason's Lodge at Crieff. Many were readj^ recipients of the doctrine that was declared, and knew, I believe, what it is to feel the strivings of the Lord's Holy Spirit. I was greatly distressed before I went to meeting, sinking low indeed, so as to bring tears of anguish ; but I was brought low, and then the Lord com- forted me. '2Sf/«. — On reaching Stirling at noon to-day, I found that no place could readily be obtained for a meeting. But on going with David Howison, we scon procured the upper part < f the Guildhall, where we had a good meeting this evening. The company was not so quiet as at Crieff, but many were, I believe, very attentive to the word inwardly, as well as outwardly spoken. Thankful do I feel for the help which has been afforded me for the work of this week. Glasgow, 29th. — Received a letter from Henry Tuke, in- forming me that Jonathan Backhouse had been seized with paralysis, as he was retiring to rest after a public meeting at Montrose. 3L§f. — Yesterday I received the following note from Edward Richardson, dictated by Jonathan Backhouse, en- couraging me to faithfulness : — " Montrose, Eighth Month 2R'h. " My uncle, Jonathan Backhouse, requests me to answer thine to him. Thou called your band a 'youthful one.' Can our youth or strength be better or more honourably employed than in the cause of our dear Redeemer ? or are we more fitted for it at any period of our lives than when 100 GLASCOW. [ISia there is abilitj- of miiir] or body for the performance of the work ? Some of iis find that feebleness of both Yery soon ensues. . . . How important is the call to work wliile it is day ! I am laid np from infirmit\-." On this letter E. 0. Tregelles comments as follows : — Truly I needed all the aid I could obtain, both outwardly and inwardh' ; but the arm of the Lord is the best support ; and it did strengthen me to rise above the many things that oppressed me. It is good to be depressed, that we may know how to comfort the mourners. AVe had a meeting in the Secession Chapel, Cowcaddens, with the persons engaged in factories: about 400 were pre- sent, and it was held to my comfort. Ability was given me to declare some gospel truths. Ninth Month \^t. — At Paisley we had a large meeting at the Trades' Hall ; about GOO persons were present, and a peaceful blessed meeting it was; such a calming influence seemed to spread over the whole company. At first I was somewhat disturbed by seeing a man by my side taking notes; but I was raised above everything of this sort. 2nd. — We went to Kilmarnock, where lives J. Mathie, a weaver, now too infirm to earn his livelihood in that waj' ; he can only wind thread for the weavers. He is a bright example of patient suffering. Cousin Charles Fox and I were interested by our visit to liim. He spoke with much pleasure of the works of Isaac Pennington, which had often solaced him. This poor man, almost a ciipple, rode to the gate of the Meeting House, and was carried in on a man's back. Ic was a favoured meeting, crowded, but very quiet ; between G(JO and 700 people were present, and many went away for want of room. Oldsf/ofc^ Afh. — We returned here yesterday, and at ended a meeting where about 8(K) persons were assembled. ALiLty m.] CALL TO SEEVICE ABROAD. 101 was renewed to me to preach the gospel. The company was remarkably quiet, and left with seriousness. I retired to rest with peaceful feelings, relieved of the weight of exercise wdiich for months past had rested on me respect- ing the working class of Glasgow. This morning, whilst I was dressing, I felt impressed with the apprehension that I must visit America. No rebellious feeUngs arose, though my spirit sank within me. Ma}^ I be instructed by my testimony in Glasgow meeting yesterday morning. " thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?" " I will make darkness light before them, and crooked things straight." " Trust in the Lord with all thine heart, and lean not unto thine own under- standing. In all thy ways acknowledge Him, and He sha^ direct thy paths." bill. — We had a meeting at Lanark lasb evening. It was long in gathering, and consequently unsettled. I trust the message delivered was fruitful. It was not until after we had left the meeting that I was reminded that infidelity abounds. Dunfermlbie, 7fh. — Came here this afternoon to attend a meeting, where I was helped to hand some of the things of the kingdom to some inquirers for the road to Zion. I was much impressed, as we entered the town and sa^^^ the remains of ancient grandeur, with a sense of the misery and ruin which were consequent on the vices and enor- mities of the Court in former days. Kelso, 10th. — Yesterday morning we sat with Friends at Hawick, which was a close searching time, when I had hard things to say. The evening meeting was large. I was very unwell throughout the day, and glad to retire to rest. This morning I was engaged in distributing books which had been forwarded by the Meeting for Suiferings for several of the persons we had met with. We had a delightful ride to Kelso, where a large and quiet .meeting has been held in the Town Hall. May it b:; to the 102 YOUK. [1810. praise of my great Master, whose voice I Lave sought to hear and obey in my movements. Now I believe the work designed for me in this visit is finished. Stocl-ton, 14//*.— Had this evening the privilege of sitting in the meeting of ministers and elders, which was to me a saason of unusual favour. I felt that I was indeed amongst my brothers and sisters in the gospel. Ability was given me to recommend others to length^'U their cords and strengthen their stakes, and I desire to know this to be my own practice, liaving entered into a covenant of uncondi- t'.onal allegiance not to limit the Ho^y One of Israel. YorJx', IGfh. — Last night my mind was turned with parental fondness towards my dear children, for whom and for my dear wife my prayers ascended that they may be saved with an everlasting salvation, and rejoice in the presence of their Rede:^mer. 17^//. — Cousin Charles Fox left us to-da}^, after a season of deep interest in travel together. Before he left, Thomas Pum})hrey came to engage in the work. Sweet is the unity of f^pirit with this dear friend. Liverpool^ 2Gf/i.— We are kindly received at the house of Isaac and Tabitha Hadwen. 21th. — Went to meeting much depressed, but the Lord sustained me, and helped me to do what seemed to be His will. After meeting we saw the teachers of the First-day school ; they seem to me vigorous young men. The public meeting this evening was a large one, in which I trust ability was given to make known the will of the Lord. In the retrospect of the da}' I thank my God and take courage. Jlindicell, Herefordshire, Tenth Month 10th. — This da}' has been spent quietly in this sweet spot, which derives its name from the hinds coming to drink at the large pool. It abounds with coots, dab-chick, and moor-hens, as well as ducks and swans. Jihajjader^ 11th, First Duij. — Accompanied by Edward P. 34.] HETUBXS to business. 103 Southall I attended Pales meeting at eleven, and liad another at three, to which the neighbours were invited. Calm and delightful have been my feelings this evening. I may say my soul is joyful in the Lord, and my spirit re- joices in God my Saviour. Baiibury, Idfh. — This day I am thirty-four years of age. May increase of days bring an increase of dedication. Let everything be made subservient to Him, whose are the cattle upon a thousand hills : then all care will be taken from my mind, except that of seeking to know His will, and fearing to offend against His law. Found a kind welcome from our dear friends Joseph Ashby and Martha Gillett, Our kind friend, J, A, Gillett, went with us to Chipping Norton, He was very acceptabl}'' engaged to minister, Bristol J 23rf/.— Dr. Ash offered prayer at meeting this morning. At the conclusion I asked permission to have a meeting with the men Friends alone. It was fully at- t3nded, and help given in the needful time, so that I now feel clear. Called on Joshua and Sarah AVheeler at Clifton. Pliimouth^ 27th. — How different is my state of health from what it was when last here, eighteen months ago ! Oh, that all my strength and every energy may be dedi- cated to the Lord's service, 28th. — Called on James Gent, who engaged our services about a slip for vessels. It seems as though the Lord was indeed regarding me, thus to provide employment for me in summer and winter ; to proclaim His unsearchable riches during the season favourable to my being absent from home, and to work for my support during the cold months, Ilfracombe, Eleventh Month 3rd. — Notice was given by Charles Fox, who arrived this morning, and by James Wadham, for a meeting in the Wesleyan Chapel, which was crowded, and a good meeting it was, I know not that T ever felt the Spirit of the Lord nearer. To Him be all the praise, and to the Lamb for ever. 104 FALMOUTH. [ISJO. Barnstaple, 4///.— Busily engaged after meeting licre this morning, in giving notice of a meeting in the Wesleyan Chapel, which was attended by 600 persons, who were at- tentive to what I liad given me to communicate. 6f/;._Went to Clovelly yesterday, and had a meeting at two o'clock with the fishermen and their wives. Many came, and one poor man seemed sensible of deep trans- gressions. At Bnde we arranged for a meeting, which was largely attended. AVe took tea at the house of John New- ton Coffin, who welcomed us, as did Samuel Brown, after he learnt that we were not Papists, of which he had at first been suspicious, expecting a Eomish priest to come there to advocate teetotal principles. Wadehridge, Sfh. — AVent to Padstow to have a meeting in the Wesleyan Chapel, Avhich was crowded, and a blessed time it was. And now the service for which I left my home being ac- complished, I return with a heart grateful for the help afforded me by the Lord, and for the kindness shown me by friends. Rejoicing as I do in this blessed work, I feel ready to lie again held, or still retained, in the bonds of the gospel. Not unto us, but unto Thy name give glory ! Falmouth, 18th. — Attended monthly meeting at Redruth, where Ann Tweedy spoke on the language, " Cleanse thou me from secret faults." making an impression on my mind which I hope will be durable. Cousin Maria Fox and I returned our certificates. 2ist. — Thankfully performing my business duties, and surprised to find on making up my accounts this evening, that my propert}^ has increased considerably during the past ten months, although I have been away for six months attempting to do my Master's bidding. I'lijmouth, Fir.st Month bth, 1841. — This evening we completed our visits to the Friends, and attenders of meet- ings; having sat with about forty families and individuals. 1 trust I have profited by the counsel of Richard B.irrett, 34.] FAMJLY VISITS. 105 my companion, I feel thankful for the help afFordecl, and that the Lord made me willing. May all the praise be ascribed to Him. 8/^. — Dined pleasantly at Aunt Kingston's, and conversed with her and her daughter, Susan Anna, on religious topics, Kingsbridge^ 10th ^ First Day. — In the morning meeting both Elizabeth Sarah Prideaux and I had vocal service. In the afternoon meeting I had to bear my testimony again to the importance of following Christ, and knowing Him to cleanse and purify the heart. Our kind cousins Greorge and Rachel Fox hospitably receive us. Falmouth, 19th. — May I be able to discern the pointings of my good Shepherd, and follow Him nothing doubting. I called at Liskeard to see John Eliott, who seems to be very near his journey's end. He gave me a message, which I delivered to Friends at Plymouth monthly meeting, to this effect: "Give my dear love to the Friends of that monthly meeting. I love my friends much. I love all man- kind. I have had of late many conflicts, but now not a cloud is in the way, all is peace. Had I been more faithful I should have done more good, but I believe these omis- sions are forgiven." 21st. — A meeting was held this evening, which from the state of my health I felt excused from attending. I was afterwards told that Richard Barrett spoke on the words, " Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us, looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith." It is remarkable that whilst they were at meeting, I wrote this text in the Bible of my dear son for his instruction in after years. I wish that he and my other children ma}^ have these important subjects constantly before them when my eyes may be beholding Him whom not having seen 1 love. CHAPTER VIII. FALMOUTH. M^nthlj- Meating grants Certificate for Service iu "West Indies — Letter from Jonathan Backhouse — ^Message from Anna Price— Meetings with Sailors — Quarterly Maetiug declines to endorse his Certificate --Professional Duties at Bristol — W. Jay, of Bath— Accompan-es his Wife in a Trip to Tintagel — John Allen — Come-to-Good Meeting House — Lord Beresford , Steamer, Trial Trip and Storm ; Meeting on board — Quarterly Meeting grants Certificate for Service in "West Indies — Yearly Me3ting, 1842, libsrates for the Service — Waits for a Companion— Goes to Coverack with his Wife for her Health — Earthquake, Hayti — Bristol — Bradnich, Judith Templeman — James Jesup offers as Companion — Family Visit from Benjamin Seebohm — Kingsbridge — Yearly Me3ting, 1843 — William Forster at Gracechurch Street— With Maria Fox holds Meetings near Falmouth— L:!tt3r from Hannah C. Backhouse. Falmouth^ First Month 22nd, 1811.— I was strengthened to- da}' to communicate to my aunt Elizabeth Fox my belief that it would be required of me to go to the West Indian Islands and America. She encouraged a patient abiding under the exercise, seeking after a state of simple submis- sion to the Divine will, that that will, and not mine, ma}' be done. To this state I desire to attain, and believe that it will be my portion, if I seek the aid of our great High Priest, who is touched with the feeling of our infirmities, and who ever liveth to make intercession for us. 2C)th. — Howeas}' it is for us to praise our pilot's skill, when sailing with a fliir and pleasant breeze ; but how apt we are to doubt His power when angry s'ornis arise. May my pre- set dispensation prepare me, under the hand of the great Master, to compassionate those who now may be in suffering 34.] CHANGE IX THE CARRIAGE OF THE MAILS. 107 conseqn3nt on the alteration in tli3 post office arrangement 5 to-day made known, which will be likelj^ to involve many in this place in deep distress. The mails had been carried by swift sailing packets which made Falmouth their port of arrival and depar- ture. Henceforth they were to be carried by steamers, which, from facility of railway communication, were despatched, for the most part from Southampton. His journal continues : — 27th. — The meeting this morning was held in silence lo my refreshment. It is very important for each member to keep his place, and not to suppose that because on former occasions a revelation of the Lord's will has been our portion, which we may have been required to communicate to others, that therefore such would be continued. Sl.sf. — After meeting, whilst walking with cousin Charles Fox in the rope walk, I communicated to him my prospect of going to the West Indies and to America, Lord, confirm it, if it be Thy will and Thy work; disannul it, if it be the work of the enemy. Second Month bth.— Read with much interest the experi- ence of George Fox in the year 1G57 ; his full recognition of Christ as his Redeemer. 8th. — Yesterday was First-day, but I was precluded by the stormy weather from venturing to meeting. It blew a gale from the east, and such was the violence of the storm, that a large brig on the roads drove from her cables. She would have gone ashore and been wrecked, but for a cutter which afforded assistance. Plymouth, Third Month 2nd. — I am impressed with a sense of the great amount of interested prejudice that there is to be overcome in the matter of war and ecclesiastical estab- lishments. So many well-informed and well-intentioned 1C8 FALMOUTH. [ISJl. persons without consideration become involved in the sup- port of these things, which are I beheve both, though no: equally, opposing the spread of true Christianity. Falmouth^ 17th. — I attended the monthly meeting at Eed- ruth, when I was strengthened to la^- before Friends my views as it regards visiting the West Indian Islands and Xorth America, in which many sweetly concurred, and a committee was appointed to prej^are a certificate. Edward Richardson of Sunderland returned v/ith us to bs our guest. 21.s'^ — Alfred Burlingham arrived from Penzance last night to commence his visit. He brought me from Edward Richardson a present of a beautiful Bible as a travelling companion. I know not when I have had a more valued gif r-. Jonathan Backhou^^e to E. 0. T. Polam inn, T)aiUm/fou, TJiinI Month 21sf, 1841. My dear Fkiexd. — The intimation conveyed in a letter from Falmouth to- day, of thy intention of crossing the Atlantic, seems to call for the expression of my unity with thy concern, which I am prepared to give from having had thc-e so much in my mind for many weeks past. . . . I have often reflected with satisfaction on the willing- heartedness manifested in thy letters, that it was not only th}'- meat and drink, but thy delight to do the Divine will. A wise choice I may truly say, for in contemplating my cousin James Backhouse, and other servants, after their long and arduous ti'avels and preservations in a wilderness land, I am constrained to acknowledge, " How are Thy .servants blest, Lord ! " and the disciple 3'et knows it to be true that no man is sent on a warfare at his own charges, but he is abuuflantly accoutred for whatever service he is called into, and enabled thai dc fully to acknowledge when the query is put forth. Lacked thou anything ? — Nothing, Lord. And though at times there nniy be fasting and 34.] WOI^K AT BRISTOL. 109 poverty, yet liow richly is the servant made to partake at, times of the dainties of His table, even the feast of fat things. My heart is with the williiig in Israel, and would say, " Go, and the Lord be with thee." I hope thy dear wife will cheerfully give thee up, and be made a rich partaker of the blessing. My love to her, and thy sister Rachel and thyself, in which all my family unite, who are much inter- ested in thy prospect. Thy very affectionate friend, Jonathan Backhouse. The journal continues : — 29^/i. — In recounting the mercy of this day I may say, "I was bf-ought low, and He helped me. Return unto thy rest, my soul, for the Lord hath dealt bountifully with thee." This morning I received a summons from my kind friend Richard Fry to go to Bristol on professional business, which I am disposed to regard as an answer to prayer, and I trust I may now be able to lay by a little for the expenses of my family in my contemplated absence. During the past few days I have more than ever felt that all I have — talents of every kind — and all my worldly estate, are dedicated to the Lord. Fourth AlonfJi dfh. — A few days since I received from my Aunt Price (now eighty-two years of age) an interesting message, which is as follows : — " I am pleased to find that Edwin will not be likely to go to the West Indies till towards winter, when I hope that that climate will be more genial than injurious to his constitution ; but however that may be, these lines of Addi- son can be appropriated by him, which have frequently- occurred to my mind when thinking of him, as respects his present prospects : 110 BlilSWL. 1841. ■ ^^y life, if Thou pres-erv'st my life, Thy sacrifice shall be, And death, if death should be my lot, Shall join my soul to Thee.' •• And as I lay awake one night, ruminating on his re- ligious prospects, in adition to the above, these few lines of dear Sarah R. Grubb revived : — ' Thus through the few succeeTing st'^ps Appointed me to run ; Thy honour may be all in all, Th}' praise alone be sung.' '■ I also thought of dear old William Rickman's prophetic testimony m the yearly meeting (I believe the last he at- tended; respecting the liberation of the poor slaves, that it would be done, and also that messengers would be sent among them who should preach the gospel of Christ. I was led to desire that these people, as they advance in civiliza- tion, may not live to themselves, but to Him who died for- them and rose again. May they understand the nature of the cross of Christ, and, taught by the Holy Spirit, guard against indulging a spirit of resentment towards those who have been their oppressors. '•I wish my dear love given to dear Edwin, and a copy of the above as a proof of my interest in the welfare of the African race. May they prove their gratitude to the Lord who has wrought marvellously for them, and, by abiding in the Heavenly Vine, be enabled to bring fortli much fruit." E. (). T. writes in his journal : — ■ 11///, First Jhtij. — During the past week I have been led to consider the disadvantages attending long vocal prayers, often wearying to some, who, if they cannot unite heartily in the cngagemert, become disgusted, and injury to the progress of religion in their soul is the result. In all our movements we should seek to know and follow the mind of Christ, From remarks recently made to me, I fear that too many allow the seed of the kingtiom to be choked by the 31.] CHRIST THE GREAT INTERCESSOR. Ill cares of this world, indulging in the unlawful pursuit of lawful things. The end and object of their existence here seems to be the gathering together of outward substance, things that perish with the using. Falmouth^ IWi. — At the quarterly meeting, a joint meet- ing of men and women Friends, I laid my prospect of service before them. The subject was deliberated on for some time, and finally concluded to be postponed to next quarterly meeting. The language of my heart was, " What Tliy wisdom sees most fit Must be surely best for me." 24^/i. — One of my children ran to me in my office to show me some shells. I felt that she interrupted me, and dis- couraged her. I was led afterwards to reflect that we may at all times approach the throne of our heavenly Father witli our joys and sorrows without being repulsed, and that our great High Priest ever liveth to make intercession for us. Fifth Month 2nd.- — As I went to the afternoon meeting I said to cousin Charles Fox in reference to the scattered members of Christ's fold in Scotland, " Let us bear them in remembrance." Thinking over these words after I was seated, I remembered how favoured the condition of poor sinful man is, in being borne in remembrance as on the breastplate of the great High Priest, who ever liveth to make intercession for us : " who His own self bare our sins in His own body on the tree, that we being dead to sins should live unto righteousness." Exeter, 8*h. — In the afternoon meeting I asked the Lord that I might be enabled to commit myself and my cause into His hands. It was a season of renewed favour, and I felt called to say a few words on the text : " Behold, I stand at the door and knock ; if any man hear My voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with Me." 112 FALMOUTr. [1841. /;^^s^'o/, 13///.— Unworthy as I feel, the Lord condescends to bless me by accepting my offerings of silent homage m my seasons of retirement, and at intervals of my busy day, when my soul turns to its best Beloved. Neiqjorf, Is'e of Wicjht, 15f7i.— Enjoyed my ride and voyage^ to this sweet retired spot. I had a precious season in the coach, taking a retrospect of the past, and glancing at the future. I felt calm in the assurance that I might leave all in the hands of Him wdio hath hitherto wrought for me marvellously'. Falmouth, Sixth Moutli 12f//.— Another day of unallo3'ed peace. I went to all the vessels in the harbour, to give notice of a meeting to be held at the request of Catherine P. Abbott. Met with a pleasing reception in every vesse\ and some tracts which I gave were apparently very accept- able. 13^/;._At our meeting this morning Maria Fox was sweetly and powerfully engaged in prayer on behalf of the boys of Lovell Squire's school. The meeting at six o'clock, by appointment of Catherine P. Abbot, was crowded, and proved a solemn season. Soufhampfon, 10th.— Met Joseph John Gurney, Samuel Gurney, Josiah Forster, Eachel Fowler and Hannah Gurney unexpectedly to-day, on their way from Paris, where they have been to advocate at the French Court the cause of the oppressed negro in the French colonies. 20th. — Rose this morning impressed with a desire to be kept on the watch throughout the day, that I may be found amongst those willing and qualified to seive. Towards the close of the morning meeting I had to allude to the benefit of silent w^orship ; to the need for true brotherly love as a preparation for and an accompaniment to worship ; to obedi- i-nce to our Good Shepherd ; to the call that is still going forth as to laying aside every weight. Li.^l-eard, Seventh Month 7f/i.— Attended the quarterly meeting to-day, at which was considered the subject of my 31.] DECISIOX OF QUARTERLY MEETING. 113 visit to tli3 West Indies and America. After mature deliberation, friends concluded that they could not liberate me for the service. On this occasion I felt constrained to go more into the definition of the line of service in prospect, and although it was not in any way beyond the limits granted in the certificate of the monthly meeting, yet it was again referred to me, and removed from the books of the meeting. Although I feel bound to submit to the judgment of the Church, and gladly do so, yet I am ready to question the propriety of requiring too much exactitude in describing the prospect of service, and that it is not in the spirit of gospel liberty. If I have erred in my steppings in any way, I desire to see my mistake and to avoid it in my future course. Whilst I regard it as my duty to submit to the judgment of the Church, I crave I may be preserved from turning away from the service of Him whose right it is to reign, to the pursuit of the world and its fading fasci- nations. Falmouth^ 12th. — A day of special trial and conflict. Pained by my own deviations, and the transgressions also ot some of my children, for whom I feel sympathy, inasmuch as they with myself yield to the tempter. 14th. — Felt cheered by the belief that the Lord Jesus Christ would take possession of and fill my heart, if I would yield it to Him. If this were the case, I should have nothing to glory in, or to be proud of, any more than I should merit commendation for accepting an invitation to a scene of great enjoyment. Lord, strengthen my faith in Thee, and my desires to follow Thee. 18^^. — I was impressed before I went to meeting, with the language, " Thou art weighed in the balances and found wanting." This presented again and again in meeting, as also the fulness of the remedy that is to be found in Christ. But fearing lest it was the working of imagination only, I let in discouragement, and kept silence. William Ball was L.T. 8 114 BEISJOL. [1^1. engaged in prayer in a striking manner, making reference to Jesus as our Redeemer. Since the conclusion of the meeting I haVe learnt that a stranger, a decided Unitarian, was present ; and I feel colidemned for having allowed the reasoner to haVe the ascendancy in my heart. May I profit by the lesson, and learn humble obedience. Bristol^ 2lst. — On my journe}^ here I maintained a care to adorn the doctrine of the gospel, and had sweet communion with my Lord by the way. I trust I have renewed my covenant of Unconditional allegiance. When I felt that His finger pointed to continued service, and renewedly to the AVestern World, the answer of my inmost soul was, "Be it unto me according to Thy word." Eighth Month Ist. — As soon as I took my seat in meet- ing the language arose, " Oh give thanks unto the Lord, for He is good ; for His mercy endureth for ever. Who can utter the mighty acts of the Lord ? who can show forth all His praise ? " to which I gave utterance, after Dr. Ash had sweetly poured forth his soul in praise and prayer. It has been a day of renewed favour, and I feel thankful for the help afforded both to worship and to minister. Received from Henrietta J. Fry some lines much in unison with my feelings, on the words, " The Lord will guide thee continually" (Isa. Iviii. 11). " Thou faithful follower ! whosoe'er tliou be, Thou who art true to Him who died for tliee ; Oh ! let the words of sacred promise dwell Deep in thy heart with joy ineffable. Thou like a watered garden shalt be found ; "Within thy borders all is holy ground. Jesus the source, the centre, and the spring From which the saints their living Avaters bring ; There they may drink, and find a large supply Of faith and love, and joy and charity. From that blest fount the Christian graces flow, Which cheer and fertilise this vale below. 31 J WILLIAM JAY. 115 Mark the believer/ let the Saviour's worJ, Afresh, a soul-sustaining strength afford. And oh ! to us may His salvation be A tide of bliss to all eternity I " Bristol, Mnth Month 9/A.— Left Falmouth on tlie 7th by the Beresford steamer, and had a nice cruise to Southampton. In continuing my journey I had for my companion WiUiam Jay, a minister at Bath. He spoke of John Newton of Ohiey, with whom he was well acquainted. lltJi. — Arnee Frank addressed lis this morning, alluding to the Query, "Is there among you any growth in the Truth?" After which ability was given me to express a few words on holiness, and on the importance of fighting the good fight of faith. The day has been very peaceful and enjoj^able, thanks be to the Father of mercies, and God of all consolation. 22)1(1. — A*: tended the quarterly meeting, at which we had the company of Sarah Grrubb, who was engaged at much length. She alluded to the sifting which had taken place, and which would yet take place, but that not one grain of solid wheat would be lost. Lucy Aggs was engaged powerfully and sweetly in supplication this morning, also in testimony on the words, " Except the Lord build the house, they labour in vain that build it." This helped me to wrestle for the victory, and induced me to seek to commit my whole self to the keeping of Israel's Shepherd. Tenth Month 'dth.—YLxwe been comforted during my worldly duties by sweet incomes of Divine favour, so that I can say, " In the multitude of my thoughts within me, Thy comforts delight my soul." 11th. — Felt much annoyed by a letter which I received to-day, and whilst I was engaged in preparing a reply that should return a large portion of the odium on the writer, I felt uncomfortable ; and though I could have written so as to condemn the party, yet I felt most easy to pen a simple ' John vii. 37, 38. 116 FALMOUTH. [1S41. moderate reply ; and thankful am I that the enemy did not succeed in this quarter. I greatly pity those who take pleasure in backbiting, and who, as it were, feed on the mistakes and frailties of their fellows. It would be well for us all to adopt Lavater's suggestion, and place ourselves in the picture when we begin to criticize. Better still to obey the injunction of our Redeemer, " Judge not, that ye be not judged." 24///. — Went to meeting under a sense that the Lord was at work in my heart, fitting me for His service, to which I yielded, and much peace has since been my portion. I now feel clear of Bristol meeting, and thankful that I was made willing and strengthened in the day of the Lord's power. Falmouth J Eleventh Month 8th. — Returned home this even- ing in much comfort, after a very nice trip with dear Jenepher to Tintagel, Boscastle and Delabole, lodging at Gouvena, where we spent yesterday with our bereaved cousins, who feel much stripped b}' the removal of their mother, Mary Fox. When at Tintagel we went to see King Arthur's castle, a very interesting ruin, indicating the ravages of time, for it had evidently once been an extensive building, 28//i, First Day. — Went to meeting under much exercise of spirit, and had strength and ability given me to hand to others the message that rested on my mind. Oh that some then present would bring their gold, their myrrh and frankincense, and lay them all at their Redeemer's feet ; then would He restore to them again the full measure of abundant blessings to the satisfying of their souls. Lucretia Crouch had spoken on the handwriting on the wall that was seen by the sinning monarch. After she sat down I felt engaged to remind my friends that He who blotted out the handwriting of ordinances was the Lord Jesus Christ. Maria Fox prayed that all might avail them- selves of this redemption. Twelfth Month 'dnl. — Received some verses from Henri- 85.] JOHN ALLEN. Ill etta J. Fry, on the words " Trust and follow," having allusion to a circumstance that occurred to me many years ago in London, when I was much cast down. As I walked along the street I glanced at a baker's man carrying a basket with the letters T and F marked on it. The words, " Trust and Follow " passed through my mind, and I went cheerfully on my wa3^ Trust and follow ! cheering word ! To the Christian fitly spoken : ye servants of j-our Lord, Be your faith in HiiTi unbroken! Weak and wavering, faint and few Though the prayers j'our hearts are sending, Oh may grace j^our souls renew ! Grace with streams of mercy blending. Trust and follow ! Christians, go "Where your gracious Loi'd is leading ; There His own disciples know Him for sinners interceding. 11//l— Returned home yesterday from Plymouth with aunt Fox and cousin Charlotte. We had a truly pleasant ride. On reaching home I received a letter from John Allen, which proved as water to a thirsty soul. I could desire that he might participate in the rich feeling of calm peace which has been my portion since the receipt of that letter ; an evidence to my own mind of the rectitude of the prospect before me. But, oh, at times it feels fearfully important, and almost overwhelms me. May I keep my eye steadily fixed on Him who, I believe, calls for my dedi- cation to leave all and follow Him, although the professional prospects before me are more glittering and promising than I ever remember them before. 2oih. — I have been led to consider to-day by what means the largest portion of happiness is to be obtained in this life ; and it has felt to me that, concurrent with the Divine 118 FALMOUTH. [1842. approbation, we derive the truest and greatest pleasure by seeking to increase the enjoyments of others. How many are retiring to rest this night, at the close of a day of ease and leisure, surprised that they have not bsen able to feel so happy as they had fondly expected. Fahyiotith, Fiist Month 8th^ 1842. — Retin'iied this evening from St. Austell, where I had a satisfactory and busy time. My ride alone from Truro was very enjoyable, as ni}- heart seemed attuned to praise. I saw many persons walking towards Tregothnan, to attend the funeral of Lord Fal- mouth. In my walk from Restronguet two days ago I called at Kea Meeting House. As I looked at the neat interior through the open window, my mind was turned to the subject of the sweet seasons which I doubt not valued Friends have had there ; some of whom have gone to their rest, others are yet on their pilgrimage, not yet sum- moned to partake of the joys of their Lord, and to sleep with Jesus. A belief prevailed in my heart that that meeting-house will again be regularly occupied by a body of faithful disciples of the Lamb, who will worship there, and thereby grow in grace. ^ BrisioJ., 23rd. — I desire to record for the instruction of my dear children, that many a time I have been brought low, and have had cause to acknowledge that the Lord, and the Lord alone, hath helped me. Often has He supplied my temporal wants, enabling me to iji'ovide for the necessities of ni}' family in a manner surprising to myself, so that I have been ready to say, This is the Lord's doing, and it is marvellous in my eyes. I have sought by insuring my life, and by a careful investment of the payments I receive for my exertions in business, to lay by a suitable provision for my family. This has cost me much toil and some anxiety at times ; but I 'A meeting is held in tlii.s anciont moeting-liousc at Conic- to-Good, four times in the year, wliicli is largel}- attended by the surrounding residents. 35.] TRIAL TRIP ''LORD BERESFORD'' STEAMER. 119 have acted from a sincere desire to do, right, and uofc from the love of accumulation, Falmouth., Third Month Gih. — Heard to-day of the decease of Robert Barclay, juu., who was married about six months ago to John Backhouse's daughter. When we last met at Croydon in 184Q, he was vigorous, and I an invalid ! I be- lieve he is taken in mercy, and that in the same mercy my life is lengthened, though trials of my faith are permitted. 10th. — Returned this evening from Restronguet, where, during the past four days, I have had the most arduous service I was ever engaged in as to engineering duties, in attending to the Lord Bere.sford steamer. 16^7*. — Went to-day to Redruth monthly meeting, where my mind was sweetly comforted by the renewed favour of the Lord, which seemed as an earnest of the approval of my heavenly Father in the step I felt engaged to take, of in- forming my friends of my continuing to feel bound to visit some of the West Indian Islands. Charleston^ 22nd. — On the IStli I went to Plymouth in the Beresford steamer for a trial trip, and left Plymouth on Seventh-day for Falmouth ; but it blew so tempestuously that we could not get beyond four miles west of the Rame Head. The sea was awfully grand, and I felt thankful when we were safe in Cawsand Bay, where we anchored, and remained until First-day at twelve o'clock, when we again proceeded towards Falmouth, and reached comfortably that evening. I had on First-day morning, whilst lying in bed, felt that it would be my duty to ask the captain to collect the crew and passengers in the cabin, to which he readily assented. At about half-past ten o'clock we collected to- gether, when I read to them the eleventh and twelfth chap- ters of John, also the fifty-hrst Psalm, after which I was led to say a few words on the nature of true worship, regenera- tion, redemption by Christ, and freedom from sin. Almost immediately after we separated, the captain came to tell me that the weather was moderate, and he should start. I 120 CHARLESTON. [I&i2. expected it would be so, and felt thankful that I had yielded to a sense of duty. " Great peace have they which love Thy law, and nothing shall offend them." 23;*rf. — May I long remember the awful sense I had of a speedy prospect of death last Seventh-day off the E-ame Head, when two tremendous waves seemed following to engulf us, and I thought that in less than five minutes we might be in eternity. For myself, 1 may sa}'' that I had no ground on which to trust but the Rock of Ages, Christ Jesus ; that every work comparable to a work of righteous- ness was but an evidence of cliscipleship, not a warrant of redemption. 2oth. — Took a pleasant walk on the cliffs with Alfred Burlingham and Silvanus W. Jenkin, and was led to con- sider a little on the many ways in which professing Chris- tians spend this day (Good Friday), regarded as the anni- versary of our Saviour's propitiatory sacrifice. May a sense of the mercy shown, b}'- what He has done and suffered for us, and what He would do in us if we allowed Him to do His own work, ever remain prominent in my view. Fourth Month 3rd. — Snow fell about nine o'clock, render- ing it difficult for dear Jenepher and me to get from Charleston to meeting at St. Austell. This brought me into sympathy with some who live at a distance from their ordinary place of worship, and on the days of assem- bling may find it difficult either to convey or to leave their young families. I could not but regard the belief of our Society as peculiarly well suited for such persons, seeing that worship may be as well performed at home, and in small companies, with the presence of the great High Priest, as in large gatherings at a distance. It is however best to meet with our follow professors at regular and stated seasons. Falmouth, V2fh. — The monthlj^ meeting concluded to liberate mo by certificate to visit the West Indies. At the quarterly meeting of ministers and elders this evening Samuel Rundell was engaged to counsel us to be very 35.] QUAETEIiLY MEETING GRANTS CERTIFICATE. I'Jl watchful in the present state of declension. John Allen lianded encouragement to those who felt poor and feeble, possessors of only one talent ; calling attention to the fields white already to harvest. 13//l — To-day the quarterly meeting was held. I was enabled to lay before it my prospect of going to the West Indies. My friends united without the expression of any dissent, and now I am liberated by my monthly and quar- terly meetings. Oh, I do sincerely desire that if this mea- sure be not of God, and according to His will and time, it may come to nought, and that I may be restrained from pursuing any matter of my own contriving. But, on the other hand, if it be of the Lord, as I now believe is the case, may nothing turn me aside ; but may I go as with my life in my hand, and be made cheerfully willing to leave my dear family and friends with the probability of not seeing them again in time. Oh, may the language of my heart constantly be, I am Thine ; save, counsel, and direct me. London^ Fifth Month 27th. — Had the privilege of attending the last two sittings of the yearly meeting, and listening to the excellent epistles which have been prepared for America, Ireland, and Great Britain. The meeting closed under sweet feelings, shortly after we had had a precious address to fathers, young men and children, from Jacob Green. 28^/?. — On waking early this morning I Avas led again to prove the fleece as to whether it was right for me to bring my concern before the meeting of ministers and elders ; desiring earnestly that the Lord would make His will clear before my view. After which I felt most easy to proceed, whilst the prayer of my heart earnestly was, " Hold up my goings in Thy paths, that my footsteps slip not." Under this feeling I went to meeting, and in a remarkable manner felt that the Spirit of the Lord was around me, making way before me amongst my friends, enabling me to give expression to my feelings, and causing their hearts to sym- pathise and unite with me fully on the occasion. For all 122 FALMOUTIJ. [I&i2. which I reverently desire to magnify the Lord. May I long remember the varied counsel extended to me, and be en- gaged to keep very close to the Guide of my youth. To have received the approval of Friends in that to which he felt called was doubtless a great comfort to Edwin 0. Tregelles, but it was long before he was able to commence the work for which he was liberated, as no suitable companion offered to accom- pany him ; and although his wife cheerfully gave him u{) for the service, the state of her health was such that it was difficult to feel it rio'ht to leave her. Thus he missed the season when it would be safe to go to the West Indies, and waited till the autumn of the following year before setting off. CoveracJx, Cormcall^ Sixth JSIonth Ath. — Came here to try change of air for dear Jenepher. She spoke to me of the dear children, saying she feared she had been too earnest to make them understand every part of the Holy Scriptures, and feared it might lead to scepticism if they were taught to expect to understand before they believe. 10th. — At Kynance Cove, where we much enjoyed three hours amongst the magnificent rocks in that extraordinary place, dear Jenepher requested me to write in my pocket- book some lines that had impressed her when she looked at me whilst I was sketching: — '• Thn Lord can change the tlavkest skies, Can give us(la\- for night, Make drops of sacred sorrow rise To rivers of delight." Falnionth, 20th. — During the past few days a report has prevailed, that a serious earthquake has occurred at Hayti, 35.] PORPOISES. 123 whicli has destroyed the greater part of the town of Cape Haj'-tien, with many thousand inhabitants. I have been greatly impressed with this calamity, and I feel thankful that my steps have been guided as they have been during the past fifteen months ; that I did not withhold offering to go there last year, and therefore that I am by no means, I trust, chargeable with the blood of those who may have perished, nor can I be unconscious of the mercy of having been preserved from being among the sufferers in that awful calamity. Seventh Mouth IWi. — Took a pleasant walk with my sister Lydia and the children to Swanpool. We saw a large shoal of porpoises taking a westerly direction, and keeping within half a mile of the shore. In their gambols they leaped completely out of the water, rising about four or five feet above it, and entering about twelve or fifteen feet from the place where they emerged. AVe heard the sound of their blowing very plainly. Bristol, 22rd. — I am now pleasantly quartered at Richard Fry's. As I walked to his house on this lovely evening, I was led to consider that my joy in the restoration of my dear Jenepher may in some slight degree compare with the hallowed pleasure that was the portion of Abraham, when he returned with his precious son Isaac from Mount Moriah. Falmouth, Eighth Month 2Ut, First Day.—This has been a day of peculiar conflict. I know not when I have been helped to endure such a fight of affliction as has been my portion. The effect was to drive me to the stronghold of the tribulated ones. Truly I can say, " Thou hast con- sidered my trouble ; Thou hast known my soul in adver- sities." I believe I should this day have fallen if the Lord had not made bare His holy arm for my defence. When my heart was overwhelmed. His Spirit led me to the Rock that is higher than I, giving me to believe that His grace is sufficient for me, and that His strength will be made perfect in my weakness. I was cheered by the invitation, 1-4 BRISTOL. [1842. '• Come unto Me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you res^." Xinth Month 27/^.— Last First-day I spent at Plymouth, where I had a sweet season of religious communion with my dear aunt Abbott and cousin Elizabeth Abbott. The former addressed me with the language, " In all thy ways acknowledge the Lord, and He shall direct thy paths." The latter encouraged me with the words, " As poor, yet making many rich;" adding, ''Why art thou cast down, my soul ? " And now I am able to believe that the many causes of trial \\hich are permitted to attend me, are in mercy to my soul, to humble and instruct me, and to qualify me in some degree to comfort others. Spiceland, Tenth Month Sfh. — Have enjo^-ed a sunset ramble amidst lovely scenery, and been sweetly reminded of a walk I took about five ^^ears ago in this district, when my dear Jenepher was in Ireland. How much has passed since ! much of trial, more of joy, and that too, of a kind wherewith the stranger cannot intermeddle. There is no strength given for anticipation, but there is permission to pray, " Hold Thou me up, and I shall be safe." Into Thine hand I commit my spirit, and all I have is surren- dered to Thee for Thy keeping : enable me to serve Thee faithfully. Bristol^ 13f/i.— Have been very kindly cared for by my friends Francis and Matilda Fry. I find business matters here working smoothly, which is a favour, whilst at other places they seem unusually pressing and painful. May all I am passing through tend really to humble me, and draw me from taking delight in the perishing things of time. I desire really to pray for the present and eternal happiness of all those who cause me distress of mind. 11 th. — Yesterday was a day of spiritual refreshment. At the morning meeting Elizabeth Dudley was engaged in a .striking manner, on the words, " I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." 86.] SAMUEL TURK 125 Bradnich^ Eleventh Month 3i'd. — During the past few days I have been staying at this place under much outward trial and inward peace. Cheered yesterday morning on waking, with the language, " Oh, how great is Thy goodness, which Thou hast laid up for them that fear Thee, which Thou hast wrought for them that trust in Thee before the sons of men ! " This and other texts cheered me through the day, and helped me to bear many trials of patience. In the afternoon I called to see Judith Templeman. Her sympathy seemed overflowing, and she poured out much encouragement, so that I felt refreshed by the widow's cruse, and went on my way rejoicing, the better prepared to encounter a dispensation in a matter of business wherein I was nearer at my wits' end than I ever before remember ; but out of all I was helped, and now the language of my heart is, " Return unto thy rest, my soul, for the Lord hath dealt bountifully with thee." Falmouth, Qth. — Pleasantly surprised on entering the meeting to see Samuel Tuke there. He was engag-ed to minister to us on the unity of the flock of Christ, on following the voice of the true Shepherd to the neglect of the stranger, and on the necessity of honestly following this Leader, and taking up our cross to the world and the flesh, which are at enmity with God, and are not subject to the law of God. 2bth. — Engaged to-day in the deliglitful employment of distributing Testaments to the foreigners now in port. Many of them are here from stress of weather. 28th. — A tranquil day. Able to look upward for help to maintain the warfare. Twelfth Month 10th. — Through much tribulation we shall enter the kingdom, if ever such a privilege be ours ; and, if it be, it will be only by our availing ourselves of the mercy of God through Christ Jesus, who suffered for us, for me, the Just suffering for the unjust, that He may bring us, the unjust, to God. Oh to be brought c^ose to Him, 126 FALMOUTH. [1843. to know Him to be encompassing our path, our lying down and our uprising. ?)Oth. — Received this evening, very unexpectedly, a letter from an unknown Friend, James Jesup, offering himself as my companion for the West Indies, which looks to me very pleasant, and the desire of my heart is, that if right in the sight of the Lord, it may be owned b}^ Him, and promoted by our friends. Firiit Month Gfh, 1843. — Went to-day to the prison, and there saw the prisoners, all of whom would fain represent their condition as blameless, except having been indiscreet, but none of them admit being xery guilty. Such is the proneness of the human mind to extenuate its own miscon- duct. Presented a Spanish prisoner, who is charged with smuggling, with a Spanish Testament. 19th. — Benjamin Seebohm paid us a family visit, to my comfort. Our several states were, I believe, addressed very correctly, and it was sweet to me to observe the genuine tenderness of the dear children. Oh, how earnest do I feel that they may be the Lord's, and be acknowledged worth}^, through the blood of the Lamb, to partake of the jo^^s of eternity. Ejceter, Second Month 19th. — I went with some difficulty through the snow to meeting. The day has been greatly blessed to me, not only in ni}'- seasons of worship with others, but alone in my lodgings. I have read, to my profit, Isaiah li,, every verse of which is replete with counsel. With gratitude I feel able to receive the language of the last two verses as a token of good, and desire to dedicate my all to the service and disposal of Him, whose are the cattle upon a thousand hills, who can open rivers in high places and fountains as in the midst of the valleys. King.shrldge^ Fourth Jllonth Ls-f. — I arrived here yesterday, having attended, to my comfort, the meeting at Modburj- on the way; and thus I have been enabled to attend all the meetings in Devon and Cornwall, east of Falmouth, 38.] MAIiY S. LLOYD. 127 whilst on this business journey. In all I have believed myself called on to serve as a minister. The Lord has been my gracious Helper ; to Him be all the praise. 2;?c/, Firsf Day. — Had a precious season in the arbour in cousin George Fox's garden this morning before breakfast, when I was led to remember the time spent at Bridport ten years ago, when I used to sit and read Henry Martyn's Memoirs bsfore breakfast in the garden. The remembrance of the mercy and goodness which has since followed me, flowed sweetly through my mind, and the word of the Lord arose freshly, " Call upon Me in the day of trouble ; I will deliver thee, and thou shalt glorify Me." Clapton^ London^ Fifth Month 27th. — -During the past few days I have been a quiet listener to the proceedings of the yearly meeting. I was instructed by remembering that the nautilus spreads his sail when the sea is calm and un- troubled, but when winds and storms arise, he draws in his sail, takes in ballast, and sinks into deep water. May I also so sink into the ocean of Divine love when trials and storms arise. 28^^, First Day. — In the family reading this morning words to the following import were expressed in prayer by Mary S. Lloyd : " Seeing Thou hast promised to grant the prayer of faith, we venture to ask that our joy may be full. Be pleased, therefore, to grant unto the heads of this family Thy wisdom, which is profitable to direct, so that they may occupy with Thy talents and gifts to their own increase in wisdom, and their own enlargement. And seeing that Thou hast granted unto us the spirit of supplication, we would entreat Thee, on behalf of a dear brother, bound by the ties of the gospel to serve in a foreign land ; grant that his feet may be directed in Thy paths, and that the angel of Thy presence may encompass him about." Sixth Month 2nd. — The yearly meeting closed this day. Most of the sittings have been to me seasons of favour. The pause at the close was accompanied with such a sweet 128 FALMOUTH. [lSi3. sense of spiritual communion with the Father of lights as I have rarely experienced. My mind has often been closely exercised, but in dwelling under it, I have found that ex- pression has been given verbatim to my feelings by Friends of deeper experience. London^ 17th. — Attended Gracechurch Street meeting on Fourth-day. Was silent there, and sweetly refreshed by the language poured into my soul : " Who His own self bare our sins in His own body on the tree, that we being dead to sins should live unto righteousness." William Forster addressed us, to my comfort. I felt as though I could have wished that all who passed by in Lombard Street could have heard it. IStJi, — This evening a large meeting of young Friends was held at Devonshire House. Never did I feel greater inability of myself to preach the gospel, than when I rose with the words, " If any man think that he knoweth anything, he knoweth nothing yet as he ought to know." For the help afforded I desire to give thanks. FaJjiionth, 2Gfh. — Went with dear Jenepher to Penzance, and yesterday attended the funeral of William Dymond, at Marazion. On our return we were informed of the serious illness of John Hodgkin. I feel that this sickness is not unto death, but for the glory of God. 'dOth. — AVhilst dressing this morning my heart was sweetly turned towards the God of my life ; and His Spirit brought to my remembrance the many mercies which He has granted me, and the belief was given that all that has happened to me, according to the will of God, is really for my good, though I may not at all times be sensible of it. Seventh Month 1st. — My heart is often clothed with grati- tude for the prolongation of the life of John Hodgkin. May I pray for his preservation, and that the residue of his days may be given up to his Lord, whom he has already served to the blessing of others. Spiceland, IG///.— William Fry, in meeting to-day, said 36.] HOLDING MEETINGS NEAR FALMOUTH. 129 the desire of his heart for the friend on his right, just about to go to distant lands, was, that the Lord may go with him, be around and about him, and bring him back again to his friends in peace. My heart was before satisfied with favour and full with the blessing of the Lord, so that it then over- flowed, and the language passed through my mind, " Thou anointest my head with oil ; my cup runneth over." Falmouth., Eighth Month Idth. — At the monthly meeting on Fourth-day cousin Maria Fox and 1 were liberated to hold some meetings in the neighbourhood of Falmouth. This service was commenced yesterday at Mylor Bridge. For the people residing there I have felt a lively interest since I passed through this place so repeatedly in my visits to Restronguet about the Beresforcl steamer. The attend- ance was large, and the meeting very comforting to my mind. Cousin Maria spoke of the praise that was due for the rich harvest. 20^^. — This evening I attended a meeting at Budock with Maria Fox and James Jesup. The former spoke on par- taking of the living bread, and on following Christ the Good Shepherd ; also on silent worship. James Jesup spoke on obedience to the manifested will of God. I arose with the words, " I will bless the Lord, who hath given me counsel." 23/'c?. — Went to Glendurgan yesterday, where Maria Fox, James Jesup, and I had a meeting in the chapel to my comfort. M. Fox alluded to the perils of the deep, and the importance of preparation for the uncertain call to stand before the Judge of quick and dead. Ninth Month bth. — On First-day we had a meeting at Coverack in the Independent Chapel, and a precious season it proved : the house was crowded. The company were invited to another meeting in the Wesleyan Chapel in the evening. This house was larger, and still more crowded. Again gospel truth was communicated freely and effectually by my dear cousin Maria Fox. L. T. 9 130 ST. AUSTELL. [1843. Yesterday we went to Mawnan ; where the gospel was freely preached to my comfort. Lodged at Trebah, and walked home. Plymouth^ 10/7?.— Whilst dwelling under a sense of the things that hinder my way, I have been ready to say, " All these things are against me," just as W. Batkin, the poor soldier whom I saw at AVilliam Matthews', might have said, when he had to wait eighteen days in suspense, in the East Indies for the signature of his commanding officer for his discharge. The Conqueror sailed without him, and he had to wait for another vessel, in which he safely reached England ; but the Conqueror was lost, and nearly all on board drowned. How does this teach, " Commit thy way unto the Lord."' St. Austell, 12//j. — The meeting of ministers and elders was one of refreshment. Just at its close John Allen called the attention of Friends to the probability that one of our number would soon be departing from our shores. He expressed a hope that m}'' speech and my preaching might not be in the wisdom of men, to gratify itching ears, but in the demonstration of the Spirit and of power. Joel Lean said he hoped that my eye would be singly kept to the object before me. He instanced the example of Daniel Wheeler in this respect. Cousin Maria Fox said, " If Th}- presence go not with me, carry us not up hence ; "' she believed the Lord would appear to me as He did to Moses. Alfred Jenkin revived the language, " He led him about, He instructed him, He kept him as the apple of His eye." Philippa Williams said. It was only as little children we could know the Lord's will, adding, " I thank thee, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because Thou hast hid these things from the wise and prudent, and hast revealed them unto babes. Even so, Father, for so it seemed good in Thy sight." Aunt Fox desired I might be kept dependent on the Lord day by day. John Foster knelt in praj^er for m}^ preservation, and that the Lord would be pleased to 36.] LETTJd. per week from each child, and I believe he has an allowance from some society in England. He and his wife are Caribs. On asking how many scholars he had, he said, " Not many "' ; and at last I screwed out that he had about twelve. Not more than ' hree or four could be collected at first. I heard one of these, a nice little girl of eight years old, read in the New Testament ; and then opened my treasures of work- bags, thimbles, pictures and tracts for her to choose from, to her delight. This gave an uncommon impulse to the scene. Sukey and Jack and many others were called, and the shell again blown lustily, and soon we were sur- rounded by old and young. Only three could read in the New Testament, and other children could manage to read words of one syllable. The Carib children are really beauti- ful, with a lovely expression, such as I have not seen in any other children since I left England. We had a comforting meeting in the schoolroom with about thirty adults, to whom gospel truths were preached. 170 ST. VINCENT. [1844. and prayer was offered for the increase of joy and peace in believing and obeying that gospel. "We should pro- bably have called on some of them in their huts, which are scattered numerously amongst plantains and palms and bread-fruit and cocoanut trees, on the sides of precipitous slopes and rich ravines, but rain fell copiously while we were there, and rendered it unfit to go amongst so much foliage and " bush," as the low scrub is called, which is very wetting even when passing through it on horseback. Our companion in this visit was Samuel Crichlow, manager of Orange Hill estate, and coroner of the district. "We were introduced to him, and being unable to proceed with us when we called, he followed, and overtook us when within about a furlong of the place where we needed his guidance. He was educated by Benjamin G-ilkes at Nails- worth, and spoke of him with lively interest. In the afternoon we met an interesting company in the " prayers' house " at Lot 14 estate. This erection was similar to the one we used the day before, only larger, and situated in a thicket of palm and bread-fruit trees. The meeting was crowded, many outside standing ; we had the company of some of the managers and overseers. Help was again afforded to take of the things of God and to hand them toothers; we left Avitli grateful and humble feelings, which were renewed in our sitting together this morning, when an Ebenezer was afresh raised, where we could ac- knowledge that " hitherto hath the Lord helped us," and that we had lacked nothing. The eruption of the Souffriere, which took place in 1812, was attended with serious consequences to this island, as well as to Barbadoes, which, though eighty miles to the east- ward, was on that occasion covered for four or five inches deep with the ashes of this volcano. This is the more remark- able, seeing that Barbadoes is to the windward. Though thus deluged with dust the island will be ultimately bene- fited, as it has proved an enricher of that exhausted soil. 37.] SOUFFRIERE. 171 Many estates in this island were injured by having their fertile lowland destroyed by the streams of lava and scoria which overwhelmed vast tracts. AVe passed, in going from George Town to the Carib country, the dry beds of five or six occasional streams, down which water used almost con- stantly to flow ; but now some of them are full, nearly level with the banks, of black stones, gravel and fine sand. One of these is about 150 yards wide, and another about eighty yards ; they have a remarkable appearance. Thirty years have passed away, and yet not a blade of any green thing varies the blackened plains. We were told that the river pursues its way under the surface on which we rode. The trembling of the earth was so evident during a portion of the days that the mountain was pouring out its treasures of darkness, that many persons believed, or apprehended, that the whole island would sink or be swallowed up in the ocean. This island affords us a deeply interesting field for labour. "We prefer it to any we have yet visited. A large propor- tion of the people avow their fondness for religious instruc- tion, but of course many of these are professors only. I feel disposed to complete my letter by my signature now, leaving space for addition if opportunity admit, and remaining with much love to the dear circle and friends around. Thy very affectionate husband, E. 0. Tregelles. The Journal continues : — George Town, 18th. — We had a large meeting at eleven o'clock in the Wesleyan Chapel, when much liberty was felt in preaching the gospel ; the need of repenting of sin and forsaking it, and of belief in and obedience to our Lord and Saviour was much dwelt on. We had another meeting at four, which was attended by the inhabitants of the town, but not many negroes. 172 ST. VINCENT. [1&14. Daring this day ray mind was often occupied in tlie sweet remembrance of the mercies showered upon us seven years since, when my heart was sorely tried by the serious illness of my precious Jenepher. In remembering these things I can say, "Surely goodness and mercy are still following us, and may we dwell in the house of the Lord for ever ! " Kingston, 2Sfh. — As soon as I had penned the foregoing, many pressing duties prevented me from proceeding with the narrative of our engagements, and at five o'clock on the afternoon of the 2Gth inst. a packet of letters arrived for me, which contained the afflictive intelligence that my ever-precious Jenepher had been taken from me, having, I firmly believe, fallen asleep in Jesus on the morning of First Month 16th ; and thus have my prayers for her, and hers for herself, that she might be kept from falling, and be of the number of the redeemed, been answered. It cheers and animates me in my pilgrimage, especially in the work now before me in this portion of our Redeemer's heritage, that her heart was strongly bound to it, and I now rejoice that she so much promoted my entering on this field of labour. A fresh sense was also given me, more than I have ever felt before, of the mercy of God in Christ Jesus in providing for her and all mankind a means of reconciliation with God and admission to the glorious condition of the redeemed, which I doubt not is now her happy portion. Already have I heard the whisperings of her sweet earnest spirit, " My Edwin, if thou continuest to love me, feed my lambs which I left in thy charge." Renewedly do I bless the Lord for these treasures, and I crave that T may be instrumental in leading them forward in the paths of peace, and effectually showing them the Lamb of God who taketh away the sin of the world, according to the desire and endeavours of their blessed mother. In reference to my union with my precious wife, whom the Lord has seen meet to withdraw from me, I can in 37.) MEETING AT CALLIAQUA. 173 sincerity express my belief that the Lord gave, and for this I bless His holy name ; and seeing that He has also taken, I crave ability so to abide in the dwelling-place of the Lord as that I may see His mercy in this also, and eventually join her to celebrate the praises of the Lord God and the Lamb in her pure and joyous dwelling-place for ever. In one of her last letters she says, " I feel interested in everything thou writes. I have not written half what I want to, but it would not be good for me to write much more. May the consoling language be spoken to me, ' Let her alone ; she hath done what she could.' " The morning of the 27th was occupied in reperusing the last notes I had received from my darling Jenepher, and those of my dear sisters. I had a kind sympathetic call from James Nibbs Brown, who engaged in prayer on my behalf. AVe went in the afternoon to Calliaqua to attend a meeting which we had appointed before we received the letters ; 700 persons were present. May the blessing of the Lord rest on our endeavours. Before I concluded to proceed with that engagement I waited for best counsel, and believed it was the will of the Lord that we should pursue our object. 29^7l — AVe attended a meeting in the AVesleyan Chapel, where we met 1,700 persons. Much of the labour devolved on James Jesup, as at Calliaqua. He spoke of the object we had in view in coming amongst them. I addressed them on the importance of each knowing his heart to be changed. Reference was also made to John the Baptist, who came as the forerunner of our Lord to prepare His way, baptizing with water, which was to give way to the baptism of the Holy Ghost and of fire. That John made Jesus known to his own followers as the Lamb of God that taketh away the sin of the world. That all present had felt the strivings of the Lord's grace in their hearts. He had given warning too, and that recently, for when He made their mountains to tremble, had He shaken them a little more, none would 17 J ST. VIXCEyT. [1&44. have escaped to tell the tcale. They were pleaded with not to delay for another visitation, but to give up their hearts to the Lord, and know Him to rule in them and to become their Redeemer, seeing that " other foundation can no man lay than that is laid, which is Jesus Christ." Prayer was offered that we might become the temples of the Lord, and that laying aside our own righteousness as filthy rags, we might be clothed with the pure robe of Christ's righteousness, and thus stand at the awful tribunal with acceptance. When allusion was made to the earthquake, as a proof of the Lord's power to prove His cause, a thrill of assent, " Yes, yes ! " passed through the vast assembl}^, which was preserved in much solemnity the whole time. Bm'onallie^ Third Month, 2nd. — Yesterday rode twelve miles to thisplace, where Ave had a meeting in theWesleyan School Chapel ; 400 were collected, I had to speak on the language, " He that cometh to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of them that diligently seek Him." Chdteau-belair, Srd. — Arrived here yesterday and met with a truly kind reception from our friends James and Fanny Bickford, whom we had previously met at Tobago. I have felt low and much tried to-day, feeling my state of strippedness more than I have before realized. At times panting to be going forward with our work, that I may the more quickly join my precious children and sisters, but have felt restrained from this, lest I should do the work of the Lord deceitfully. BaronaJlie, Ath. — Our meeting at Chateau-belair last even- ing was largely attended. Many of the upper classes of that district were present, to some of whom the doctrine of the cross and the consequence of sin was very unpalatable, so as to induce a few to behave badly ; but this did not prevent honesty and faithfulness on our part. After breakfast this morning James Bickford, J. Jesup 37.] JAMES BICKFORD. 175 and I set out for Morne Ronde, the Carib settlement near the foot of the Soufifriere. We were accompanied by two men on foot, and were met near WalKboo by John Lewis, the captain of the Caribs, who came to aid us in passing a perilous portion of our road, where the sea washed up close to the cliff, and rendered it dangerous to pass, the waves being unusually high. We were favoured to get along safely, though not without much alarm. We left our horses about half a mile from the settlement, and walked over the rocks and masses of basalt that covered the shore, and up a beautiful, well-cultivated ravine. AVe found an interesting group of fifteen children at the school, five of whom could read in the New Testament. About fifty adults sat down with us, and a precious meeting we had ; a more solemn silence I never felt, and ability was given to speak of the work of regeneration as essential to redemption. It was interesting to meet thus with the intelligent rem- nant of a race who have been cruelly oppressed by our an- cestors ; but now they and we, by obedience to the law of the Lord, have come into the condition of fellowship. The black Caribs raise great quantities of provisions and fruit for sale, build canoes, make baskets, and catch fish. It is a rare occurrence for a Carib to be brought before the magistrates. The following extracts from the " Autobiography of James Bickford " refer to the intercourse he had with Edwin 0. Tregelles and James Jesup. " It was our happiness once more to entertain Messrs. Tregelles and Jesup in our humble home at Chateau-belair. They visited the plantations that they might see for them- selves the condition of the field labourers. I accompanied these worthy men to the black Carib settlement along the 176 ST. ^I^X'EXT. [ISU. sea-coast, about seven miles from Chateau-belair. We passed through Fitzhugher, Richmond, and two other plantations on our way thither, that our friends might watch the process of cutting, carting, and crushing the sugar canes at the mills. The crop season is one of a cheerful character to Avhites and blacks alike. Extempore songs in the cane fields, and will- ing co-operation at the works, mark the recurrence of every day's engagements. At that time so well did the planters and labourers understand each other, that a large return was a mutual satisfaction, ' Plenty of sugar good for Buckra and nigger too,' was the expressed belief of emplo^^ers and employed equally. "Arriving at the fort Morne Ronde, the head man, John Lewis, met us and conducted us up along the rocky steeps to the solitary and mountainous home of these sons of the forest. The shell was blown, and the people came to the house of prayer, Mr, Tregelles conducted the service. Every word he uttered was full of dignified courtesy, whilst his references to the terrible struggles of their forefathers with those Europeans, who had reduced their once powerful tribe to a mere remnant, were cautious and pathetic. The prayers offered by these christian Englishmen before part- ing were such as could only be uttered by men accustomed to ponder over the misfortunes of aboriginal races with tear- ful regrets and burning shame." After this visit to the Carib Settlement E. 0. T. and J. J. returned to Kingston, from whence he wrote : — Kingston^ lOth^ First Day. — Whilst at breakfast we had a call from four women of the Wesleyan Society, who wished for a little talk with us. They seemed to be aware of the importance of a change of heart. They told us that if any Quakers came again to this island they should not want accommodation. As soon as this party left, we went to the gaol, accompanied by John le Gall, the Governor's aide-de- :^1.] TIMES OF llEFRESHhSG. 177 camp. Our interview with tlie prisoners and their keepers felt relieving and comforting to me. Wo retired to my chamber, where I had to keep silence before the Lord, desiring that my aye. might be kept single to Him in all my movements, that I may really be able to teach transgressors His ways, and that sinners may be con- verted unto Him. In the afternoon we were, at a meeting in the Wesleyan Chapel at Layou, where both of us received help to minister to those assembled. And now we feel at liberty to leave this island. I am thankful for the mercies shown me. I have had deeper plunges than I ever before experienced. I came here in great bodily and spiritual weakness, and have been refreshed in body, and strengthened in spirit for the Lord's service. Castries^ Lucia, 14:th. — We left Kingston on the l'2tli by the Thames steamer ; on which I was accosted by a boy, who called me by my name, and I found that he was James •Gillingham, who had been a scholar at the British and Foreign School, Falmouth. I was also spoken to by a Spaniard whom I had supplied with a Testament in Fal- mouth gaol. AVe landed at eleven o'clock at night. On going to the first house we were promptly told that we could not be received. I was taken to another; there also the hostess said " No," but I pleaded, " Canst thou not make up beds for us on sofas?" Then she relented, and prepared a bed on the floor. We preferred arranging our luggage in front of a sofa, so as to raise the mattress i'rom the ground, and thus had six hours of refreshing sleep. In our time of waiting on the Lord after breakfast, James Jesup was engaged to give thanks for past favours, and to pray for a continuance of Divine regard, even if it might be to the humbling of the creature. In silence I was com- forted by the language, "My God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus," on which I desire to lay hold, and to have my faith strengthened by L. T. •' - 178 LUCIA. [1844. the Lord's power, knowing His grace to be made perfect in m3'' weakness and strippedness. The letters I received j'esterday from home had the eflfect of probing my recent wound very deeply, though the cordial was attempted to be administered, but how vain in such cases is the help of man. I seemed destitute of that sustain- ing power which had before been granted for my support in my extremity, perhaps because I did not sufficiently seek it, trusting too much to past experience, and in degree depend- ing on myself, so that I proved that " he that trusteth to his own heart is a fool,'' and the result was that I had more of conflict than I have known for a long time past. JOSIAH FOKSTEK TO E. O. Tj^KGELLES. Folkestone, Third Month 2U^//, l^U. My dear Feiend,- — It has been a great favour that th}' mind has been kept so calm and so trustful during the time thou wast on a bed of sickness, and that thou wast in the way of good medical advice and kind helpful friends. May the Lord be pleased during the remainder of jonv journey, and to the end of j^our- pilgi'imagc, to supi)ly all your needs through the riches of His mercy in Christ Jesus, Before this reaches thee I apprehend thou wilt have- heard of thy heavy loss in the death of thy dearest earthly friend. . . . Whilst I doubt not thou felt the peculiar uncertainty of your meeting again here on earth, the in- telligence will have very acutely awakened the tenderest emotions. . . . It is a remarkable cdincidence that thou and thy dear cousin Samuel Fox were deprived of those- most dear to you just ab(jut the same period of time. He has been amongst us a striking example of Christian sub- mission. We feel our loss not a small one, but we ought to rejoi<;e with thankfulness in thinking of th<' gospel laboiu's,. the bright example, and the pleasant, instructive society 37.] LETTERS OF SYMPATHY. n\) which lias been ours in having Maria Fox amongst us the List few years. . . . The devoteduess of our dear friend John Hodgkin, jun., is striking. He has been pursuing his rehgious engagements in Suffolk, Peter Bedford is gone with him. . . , I write this, expecting in two or three hours to go across to Boulogne in company with Joseph John (xurney and his wife, who, after spending a little time in Paris, are proposing to travel southward as far as Bordeaux and Toulouse. J. J, Gurney goes out to complete the visit which he had in pros- pect when abroad last summer. . , . I should be glad of those observations which thou art kindly intending to send, on the general working of the free- dom of the slaves in those islands which you have visited. May the Lord be graciously pleased to l>less your labours of love, and to keep you in safety, humility, and trust, be- fore Him, replenishing your hearts from day to day with a sense of His goodness and providential care, and giving you to feel the sweet incomes of His love, and the guidance of His blessed Spirit. Thy sincere friend, josiah foester. John Pease to Edwin 0. Tregelles. Halem, Ohio, Eighth Month 2Gth, 1844. My beloved Friend,- — . . . My heart turned towards thee with much emo- tion as, from one source or another, I learnt the great be- reavement, and I apprehend the consequent trial of thj'' faith pennitted by the All-wise Disposer of events ; it now appears that in His own time He hath condescended to prove to thee that He wounds to heal. He alone knows how much is requisite for the purpose of teaching the full mean- ing of the truth, that the trial of your faith is much more precious than of gold that perisheth. He alone can tell how 180 LUCIA. [18d4. much either flesh or spirit can bear when such reduction of self is going forAvard. . . . During my four or five weeks' sojourn in Virginia and Carolina, I had some opportunities of seeing what slavery is. Together with a solid concern amongst Friends here for its extinction, there is a measure of that indifference, by a yielding to the assumed difficulties attending its extinction, which is the natural result of living more or less in contact with the evil. I love to have the opportunity of informing them of your visiting coloured people, thy being attended b}' physicians of that class, and the results of emancipation generall}'. On this account, and for my own comfort, may I hope to hear from thee soon again. I salute thee and thy dear companion in the love of the everlasting gospel, desiring that the presence of Him through whom its blessings are brought to light may be largely with 3'ou, 3'our wisdom, strength, and joy ; that your labours may be abundantly blessed, and your peace flow. Thy brother in the tribulations, consolations, and hope of the Gospel, John Pease. P.S.— I have met Avith uniform kindness, I think I may say openness, ever^^ where. Mahlon Day to Edwin 0. Teegelles. Xew Yorl; Xinth Month bth, 1844. Esteemed Friend, — The enclosed letter from our beloved friend, John Pease, I forward with much pleasure, and I wish to add that I feel a good deal of sympathy with thee and thy dear companion in the visit you are now performing in the West Indies, having been over much of the ground myself with my be- loved friend, Joseph John Gurney. There was much that enlisted our feelings in our progress : nothing more than the readiness of all classes, more particularly the coloured 37.] POETIiY BY HIS SFSTEIt. 18J population, to receive our visit, and the order and solemnity of the people in the vast assemblies v.diich upon short notice convened. May your labours of love be blessed to many, and you receive the blessed reward of the faithful labourers in the Lord's vineyard. I trust you will be preserved every way in your travels and exercises among the West Indian Islands, and I cordially invite both of you, if 3'ou should think best to return to England b}' way of the States, to accept of our house, No. 52, Henry Street, as a resting place while in New York. With feelings of sympathy and love, I am, th}'' assured friend, Marlon Day. THE WANDEEER AND THE SWALLOWS. Bright birds of summer, liave 3-e seen My liome, ray native land ? Oh, could ye tell, 3-0 would I ween. News of that distant strand. The dear ones, are they grouping- still, Around the evening fire, With hearts that fond affections fill , For me, their absent sire ? Are all still there ? the unbroken chain — The mother witli her three V Or must we never meet again Till in Eternity ? Stranger ! if all thy .joys were flown, All in their youthful bloom. Still must thou say, '"His will be done," Who gave and may resume. Oh, stranger! by the distant hearth, Thy stricken children weeji For that dear form which gave them birth. Now couched iu dreandess sleep. 182 LUCIA. [1841. Fond words foi- tliee the last she stvnng, For thee the pra\er at ni.tcht. Ahiiost thy name upon her tongue, !She took her painless tlight. Stranger, farewell ! an unseen Hand Hath led us from thine isle, Tlie same restore thee to thy land, And to thy children's smile. Anna P. Fox. CHAPTER XI. WEST INDIES. Lucia — Meeting iu Court House, Castries — Mico Schools — River Doree — Voyage in Canoe — Tousmassie — Nautilus — Visit to Gaol — Dominica — Call on President — Coasting Voyage — Meetings in Wesleyan Chapels— Mount Wallis — Canoe Building — Visit to Caribs — Marj' Dalrymple — Antigua — Earthquake, 1843 — Call on Governor Sir C. Fitzroy — Archdeacon Holberton — Meeting in Scotch Kirk — The Moravian Missions — "VVesleyan Sunday Schools — F. W. Hougk — greetings in Wesleyan and Moravian Chapels. LuciA^ Third Month 17th, 1844. — A meetiug with the in- habitants of Castries was held in the Court House. This was probably the first ever held bj^ Friends in Liicia. In much weakness I went to the meeting, which was fully -attended, many of the wealthy class being present. Ability was given to preach .Jesus as the Sanctifier, Redeemer, High Priest and Intercessor. I have seldom known the increase 'of the Lord's power spreading over all as on that occasion. Many were talking, and almost jesting, when we com- menced ; all were calmed down before the close, and I be- lieve some left with the intention of thinking on these -things. The Governor and his daughter were present, and ■he renewed his invitation for us to visit him on our return from the southern part of this island. Eker Doree, Wth. — Yesterday we left Castries for this ■place, accompanied by James N. Gordon, agent for the Mico Schools. These schools (so called from the lady who en- dowed them) were established for the coloured people. We Siired a pirogue, a large canoe, to convey us twenty-five 184 LUCIA. [1844- miles to Souffriere for forty-eight dollars. We sailed gaily out till we reached the open sea. and then our hearts quailed with apparent danger of an upset, so that we agreed with the men to take down the sail and row us with five paddles on being paid two dollars more. They were satisfied, and worked well. AVe quite enjo^'ed our cruise, passing many small bays which are the mouths of deep ravines and valley's.. The cliffs also were beautiful, showing sections of volcanic debris; sand, basalt and boulders lying in strata in some places, and in others, large masses of basalt were exhibited in a fine variety of its conchoidal fracture. We reached Souffriere in four hours, and were met on the beach liy the Episcopalian minister of this district, who, hearing of our approach, came to greet us kindly, and to conduct us to the special magistrate, Johnston, who had pre- pared horses for us at the request of the Governor, and sent forward our luggage under charge of a j)olicoman. Such is- the reception given to Quakers now-a-da3's ! We are no^^' staying at the residence of some ladies,, named Alexander, who are owners and occupiers of two sugar estates, on one of which, the Eiver Doree, they live,. Their labourers are chiefly Protestants, and these sisters use continued efforts to check Popery and spread their own opinions. At their family worship twice a day many of their people attend, besides some of the children of the Mico- School. After dinner, at six, we met a large compan\- in their- dining-hall. At the close of their usual service I gave ex- pression to my feelings freely, jiartly in French. Prayer was also offered for the growth of the good seed, for the sanctificatioii of those present, and for the spread of the- gospel in this land by their means. This morning we visited the Mico School ; fifty-six on. tiK^ list, forty-two averages attendance. The labour of the- estate was lessened to set a larger number at liberty to meet us than otherwise would have come. Our kind friends gave- '67.] CANOE VOYAGE. 18r»- US breakfast at six, at tlie close of which I read the 118th Psahii, and addressed the sisters and their schoohnaster. It was a uniting season, and a satisfactory^ close of a visit of no common character. We left them at seven, and proceeded a quarter of a mile to the mouth of the River Doree, where a canoe was waiting' for us. We took our seats in the canoe whilst it was a- ground, and were launched by the men into the water. Thej skilfully managed to avoid the billows that rolled in,, and, watching their opportunity, pushed off. Our friends assure us that these canoes are safe, for if they do upset, you only lose your luggage ; the canoe always floats, and by laying hold of it, all the passengers are supported. The negroes soon bale out the water, and in half an hour are ready to encounter further dangers. Casfviesj 23nL — Our visit to the south has been accom- plished to our comfort. At Canelle we bad a meeting with many of the labourers on the estate. The manager sat b}' us, and interpreted sentence by sentence what we expressed. He is a Roman Catholic, but performed his part with fair- ness, I believe, though many things he expressed were at variance with the doctrines of his Church. We heard after- wards that the people were well satisfied with the meeting. I believe it would not be difficult to induce manj^ of these negroes to renounce Poper}'' for a spiritual religion, though it may not be easy to induce them to relinquish one set of forms for another set of forms. Next morning we proceeded to Tousmassi, which, as well as Canelle, belongs to W. Muter, who has possessed himself by purchase of many estates at prices far below their real value, as the climate and political condition of the island is repulsive to Englishmen. At Tousmassi we called together a few persons who were disposed to meet us. They were Protestants, mostly Scotch, We felt sj^mpathy with them as sheep having no shepherd, never visited by their own pastors. We directed their at- 186 • LUCIA. I18i4. tention to our great High Priest, whom they would prove Avoiild be all-sufficient for them. From Tousmassi we returned on horseback to ^'ieux Fort, where we lodged in the simple wooden dwelling of the Mico schoolmaster, who hindly gave up his bed and home to us. Vieux Fort is under Komish influence. On a hill near the town a lai'ge cross has been erected, bearing an imag«.^ of our Lord. Such is the superstition and idolatry of these people •that on most headlands which we passed along the coast, Avliich are the points of danger in canoe navigation, they have erected small sentry boxes of stone, containing images •of Mar}', the mother of our Lord, to whom they make their cross in passing, in token of their dedication. Anything but the real thing. Yesterday morning we embarked in a pirogue for Castries, accompanied liy J. N. Gordon and several of his Mico teachers, who meet in town to discuss their matters. We passed a nautilus with his gay sail set, fringed with purple. When storms and dangers arise, this wise creature draws in •its sail, and finds safety in sinking deep. So would I do. 24:th. — Yesterday we went to Vielle Ville to breakfast with John Reddie, the Chief Justice, and his wife. We had in- teresting conversation, and they were addressed on the importance of being disciples of Christ in heart as well as in name. 2'^fh.- — Yesterday being First-da}', we went at ten o'clock to the gaol. We saw all the prisoners in their cells. Some small cells had five prisoners in each, and very close, smell- ing like the den of wild beasts. We remonstrated, and were told that they could not give more space. Afterwards the prisoners were assembled in a long open gallery', where they were addressed on the concerns of their never-dying souls. The Friend of sinners was pointed to as their refuge at all times, especially in times of trouble. The Inspector kindly interpreted. One poor woman had been a prisoner more (than thirty years, having been convicted in 18113, under 37.] VISIT TO PRISON. 187 Frencli law, of poisoning a child. She. showed me her rosary of black beads and little silver cross. I assured her that such things are ineffectual in procuring salvation ; that if she truly repented of her sins, God would forgive her and love her freely for the sake of Jesus. I called again to give her a pair of the spectacles kindly supplied by cousin E. W. Fox. On our return from the gaol we had our time for worship, when J. Jesup prayed for the blessing of the Lord on the seed sown through our efforts to serve Him in this island. We afterwards visited the hospital, where about twenty persons diseased in body and mind are cared for at the ex- pense of the colony. Thence I went to the Sabbath school, where twenty children were assembled. Then to the gaol again, where I found men at work, which I took measures to prevent, and they ceased, for the time at least. At the close of an interesting day we read a portion of Samuel Eothergill's Memoirs. De Bernard, the prison inspector, called on us. On giving liim some tracts, he avowed himself to be a Catholic, and •expressed regret at the errors and bad practices of their priests, believing it to be an error that payment should be made for gosjDcl labour. On leaving, I urged him to read his Bible to himself daily, and to begin this day with the Psalms. 26f/i. — My health has greatly improved, and we have en- dured a bronzing heat. In our late journey southward we have given away large numbers of French and English tracts. Mon Itepos^i Dominica, SOfJi. — At twelve o'clock at night of the 2Gth we embarked in boats for the Acteon steamer. A stiff' breeze caused a tumble, out of which we were glad to get safely on board. We reached Roseau on the 27th, and called on Maria Dalrymple with a letter of introduction from Joseph John Gurney. She could not receive us, but pro- vided lodgings at the house of a worthy AVesleyan, named 188 JJOMINICA. fl844, Elizabeth Jones. When I heard her familiar name, I could not but revert to the mercies that attended me nineteen 3'ears ago, when cared for at Neath by another Elizabeth Jones, sharing her simple apartments with my brother^ when we were yonng men. Though AvealJ and weary, abilit}' was given me to rejoice in meeting with the Weslej^ans assembled in regular course that evening. I reminded them of their first love, and of the need of watching unto prayer, that they might grow in grace. On the 2«tli we called on the President, Dugald Stewart Laidlaw, who is acting for the (lovernor i]i his absence. He received us kindl}', inquired what our plans were, and fur- nished us with letters for his managers on several estates, to afford us facilities by horses. On the 29th we left Roseau in a canoe for the north of the island, attended by J. Horsford and C, Fillan, a man of colour. We were rowed by four able negroes, using proper oars, and a coxswain steering with a paddle, with which he urged forward as well as guided the canoe. We had in- teresting converse with our companions on leading points of doctrine. We enjoyed our row exceedingly, and were in- terested by the fine scenery along the coast. AVe met a number of canoes heavily laden, going to Roseau with plan- tains and other vegetables. On reaching Portsmouth Joseph Phillips soon called with two horses, which he placed at our disposal to convey us to his house, and to be at our service when we proceed. Having been associated much with Friends when he was an active agent of the Anti-Slavery Society, his reception of us has- been most cordial. Cdstle Brttce, Fourth Month ^th. — We had two good meet- ings last First-day, in the Wesleyan Chapel at Mount Wallis. The hearts of the people were opened in a remarkable degreo to receive the message we had to deliver, directing them to the Lamb of (iod who takes away the sins of those who ST.] MOUNT WALL IS. 189 Are willing to receive Him as their Light, Gtiide, High Priest, Sacrifice and Intercessor. On rettirning from our morning meeting I extended my ride for the sake of exercise, and had agreeably the company •of a manager who had been at the meeting. He is young, .and bids fair to choose the right path, if not already walking therein. Next morning we took leave of Joseph Phillips, after a season of precious access at the throne of grace. I was cheered by his brief testimony that he believed the Lord had sent us among them, and that His ways are inscrtitable. He is a Moravian, but commonly attends the Wesleyan •Chapel. I must not pass away from Mount AVallis without giving A brief sketch of its origin. Many years ago a planter died, leaving considerable property to a trustworthy woman-ser- vant named Wallis, an African of the Foulah tribe. She •could neither read nor write, but her heart was open to receive the gospel, and she became a seriotis Methodist, after which she gave liberty to all her slaves, though they remained on her property and worked for her as before. She reqtiired all to speak English, promoted religion among them ; and at her death gave some land to the Wesleyans for a chapel, which they have called after her own name. I wish there were more of such Lydias. Leaving Mon Eepos we had a beautiful ride (amidst scenery which in many respects reminds me of the coast of North Wales) on two long-tailed, sure-footed ponies, excellent mountaineers, that scrambled safely up and down extra- ordinarily rocky roads, with their reins as slack as we could hold them. We reached the Hampstead estate, and had a precious meet- ing in the negroes' prayers' house, situated in the midst of a plantain grove. It was a season of renewed favour, and I trust will tend to comfort and cheer the faith of some veteran servants of the Lord, who are become grey in His service. 190 DOMLYICA. [1844, In one of the many beautiful, woody, rocky and foaming bays which we passed, we saw the process of canoe making. The tree had been he\N'n, and shaped and hollowed as near to the size as it would admit of, and then, in order to make- the canoe wider, a fire was lighted at each side, so as to heat and expand the wood : Avhilst a quantity of stones were placed in the interior to force out the sides. At La Soye we met with T. M. Chambers, the Wesleyan minister. We had a meeting in the Wesleyan Chapel, with the labourers of the neighbouring estates. It was interesting afterwards to hear T. M. C.'s impression respecting silent worship. It was the first meeting held by Friends he had ever attended ; he was much impressed by the silent part of it, and felt that in a condition of true silence the soul could draw nigh unto God. Accompanied by J. L. Walsh we went to the Londonderry estate, where by some means the people had heard of our approach. The manager had reduced their work that day. On our arrival the shell was blown heartily, and in a very short time an interesting company Avas assembled in their prayers' house. Leaving Londonderry for Melville Hall we there met with the same reception, Alexander Black, the manager, had the estate bell rung ; and very soon we had a large gather- ing in their pra3"ers' house, when such a solemn silence pre- vailed as is rarely met with in such meetings ; not a sound was to be heard, and I felt it to be a serious engagement to disturb that solemnity by any vocal exercise. In the even- ing I had all the young persons collected, and proved their powers in reading Matthew ii., making small presents to each. Next morning we started for Hatton Garden on two mules lent by Alexander Black. We had a meeting with the people before breakfast, to their comfort and ours, for Wit have our full reward as we pass along, and much enjoyment. 37.] CAR IB COUNTRY. 191 We left Hatton Garden at eleven o'clock, and proceeded through a district called the Carib country, by an Indian path. We had heard of the difficulties, and had been advised to avoid them ; but those who knew the district well, said we were safe in proceeding. We gained the summit of the first ascent by a steep zig- zag path, a great exertion to our mules. We had to descend down paths beset with large loose stones, or tangled and bare roots of trees, and to find a way across mountain torrents whose beds were strewn with large masses of rock. Our mules were unshod, and seemed as sure-footed as goats ; in this unshod state they are well adapted for such scrambling work over paths sometimes grass or clay, or rough stones or greasy clay- rock. My mule was delightfully easy ; it was like riding in a sedan. Our path during the past few days has been near the coast, and often have I looked over my left knee on the foaming waves which have dashed at the foot of the clifi;" some hundreds of feet beneath me, and felt such security in the safety of my mule, and comfort in the belief of being in my right allotment, that I have feared no evil ; though sometimes, when my beast has been proposing a serious move downward, his ears have seemed a long way off. Our path was repeatedly obstructed by fallen trees, both living and dead. The weather was peculiarly favourable. In passing through the Carib country we saw a few of their huts, and called at one. The man was out hunting in the forest, the woman was seated at the door, sewing a blue check shirt. Several children were about, and the younger ones ran cr3dng to their mother. The eldest girl was pre- paring castor oil from the seeds which grow plentifully. I gave the woman a thimble and bodkin ; she was reserved.. They have little or no religious profession, and no school. A large population in the northern part of this island is lamentably deficient in schools. If I were free from strong ties at home, and understood medicine, I believe I 192 DOMINICA. [1844. could 1)0 made williiif^; to settle down in this quarter, and .iict tlie double part of doctor and schoolmaster. Both are much wanted, and the people interest me more than any we hav(^ seen in these islands. Their hearty thanks and bless- ings when leaving our several meetings have caused my heart to overflow. At the table of W. Davis we have partaken of crapeaux in soup and in hash. The crapeau is a large f rog. I thought th(5 soup" excellent, and praised it, ignorant of what it was made, until I discovered the minute and beautiful vertibrai •of the animal. Lizards, I believe, we have not yet eaten, nor am I ambitious to do so. They and the cra])eaux kee]> up a brisk concert every evening, the lizards whistling like. l)artridges at sunset, and the crapeaux croaking gaily. Buckingham ., 8th. — It was the day called " Good Friday "' that we left Rosalie, and the priest had come there to attend to his ilock on that day. Amongst other privileges, he granted them small phials of water which he saifl he had made holy, and sold them to the credulous at a dollar each. I felt it right to speak to a few who gathered around us, and .assured them of the folly of depending on such hopes for 'eternal bliss. Our road to Roseau took us through fine mountain scenery, consisting chiefly of a zigzag of nine miles to the summit level, wdiere lies a beautiful lake, sur- rounded by the wooded peaks of many mountains. This lake is fully 3,000 feet above the sea, and it supplies a few of the rivers which empty thfnnselves on either side of the island. We accomplished our mountain ride of eighteen miles to Roseau in fi^•e hours, thankful for the favours extended to us (luring the whole of this journey of thirty miles by canoe, and seventy miles by horses and mules without accident. The meeting in the Wesleyan Chapel at Roseau on First- day evening proved to be an occasion for thankfuhiess for i,hG fresh ability given to take of the things of God and hand them to others; declaring some of the unsearchable :37.] VISITS PRISON. 193 Tiches of Christ. We had been in the morning to the gaol, and visited the prisoners in their respective cells, and after- wards saw them collectively. They were addressed by both ■of us, the gaoler standing by to interpret into patois^ most -of them being French. The gospel truths seemed to find •entrance to their hearts. We found one man engaged in making a net, notwithstanding the day. This we spoke against, and it was given up. In order that the poor man might have the void rightly supplied, I took him some books in the afternoon. Amongst them was one of the little .spelling books with which my dear Aunt Fox kindly •supplied me. I spent a little time with him, going over A, B, C, D ; and discovered a fellow prisoner who could in- struct him. I heard the women from the hospital, seventy yards off, -calling for English tracts. The only one I had was that precious one, " The Stone Breaker," the last of two given mie by my sister Elizabeth on leaving. I felt I could not spare it, as I wanted to read it to Mary Dalrymple. After reading it to her I said I could spare it to her on one con- dition only, and that was that she should read it to the prisoners, and translate it into French as she proceeded. This she promised, and that promise she fulfilled yesterday, going with a young Methodist — Frances Hazel. They had the prisoners assembled, and after reading it and talking to them, proceeded to do the same at the hospital, a place of refuge for the old and infirm. I hope their visits will be continued. The prisoners hitherto have had no outward religious instruction. lioseau, lOfh. — Yesterday we saw a Mico school at Souffriere. After school I asked a cluster of boys, whom I had heard read Luke vii., whether they all had Testaments. I found six had not. I had with me only one of the Testa- ments sent by the Falmouth boys, and therefore told the children they must cast lots for it. The lot fell on a fine black youth, named William Gabriel. As I wrote his name L. T. 13 191 ANTIGUA. [lSi4,. in it, I reminded liim that Gabriel was an angel, and I hope he would become a good angel also. He said he wished to be. This scene took place on the sands of SoufFriere Baj', just as we were about to embark in a canoe w^hicli brought us back to Roseau. St. John'.^. Antigua, l^th. — "We left Roseau on the 11th by the JMeclwaij steamer. John Horsford and C. Fillan ac- companied us to the ship. In passing Guadaloupe we saw marks of the earthquake of 1843. The damage in that island amounted to more than £1,000,000, besides a fearful loss of life. The effects of that shock are to be seen in every quarter of Antigua, so that as I rode along from English Harbour to St. John's I was repeatedly reminded of the language, " Come, behold the works of the Lord, what desolations He hath made in the earth."' J. Millar, whom we had met at Grenada, heard of our arrival, and invited us the first morning to breakfast. At his house we met a largo gathering of the Mico teachers, assembled at their quarterly meeting. We listened to their remarks on the various subjects brought forward by J, Millar. A Psalm was read, after which we addressed them. This is a class for whom I feel much interest, believing as I do, that the welfare of thousands depends in a large degree on the zeal, faithfulness, and dedication of the hearts of these young labourers in the Lord's work. We called on the governor, Sir Charles Fitzroy, who was courteous and kind in his reception. He expressed his readiness to serve us in any waj'' we might point out. We also called on Archdeacon Robert Holberton, pastor to a numerous and much attached flock. His wife is a pleasing Creole, educated in England. They both bear the impress of devotedness of heart to the best of services. Ho took us to see the daily meal institution, where a number of destitute persons are well cared for in food, clothes, and lodging, and much attention is paid to their religious in- S7.j SAMUEL, THE BLIND NEGRO. 195 strnction. We saw a new ward which had been recently erected, consequent on a gift of £50 from Joseph John Gurney. Some shipwrecked EngUsh sailors were inmates. IStli. — AVe had a call from the Polytechnic deputation, who informed us that we were elected honorary members of that institution, and asked me to give them a lecture ; I declined because I deem it inexpedient to devote any talent I may have entrusted to my care for speaking in public, to any other than religious or moral purposes. We had a meeting in the Moravian Chapel of Five Islands. Deep conflict was my portion chiring the day, and truly I might say that I cried unto God with my voice, and wept before Him ; when I was cheered by the remembrance of the sufferings of our great High Priest and Sacrifice, He who is touched with a feeling of our infirmities. And laying my cause on Him I was comforted, and ability was given at the meeting to speak on the language, " I will bless the Lord, who hath given me counsel." After the meeting, an aged and almost blind negro, named Samuel, came to us, and taking us both by the hand, said, " Dear brothers, Christ has sent you here to feed His sheep ; I feel thank- ful for what I have heard this night, and believe I shall know more of the Lord's will." We were accompanied to St. John's by James Heath, a Moravian, who has the care of several schools. AVe visited one with about fifty boys and girls, fairly taught by a young coloured woman. We heard them question each other on Scripture history. All the children except one sat in the gallery, and that one stood on the floor of the room to be questioned by any child, who must lift up the hand as a token of the wish to speak. If the child cannot give the answer, it is supplied by the questioner, who then changes places and is questioned in turn. One bo}", who was sharp, bid fair to maintain his ground amid a host of little examiners, who sent their darts thick and fast upon him. At last he was brought to a stand by a little black li)6 ANTIGUA. (1844. girl, who asked, " What did Reuben say when he came to the pit and found Joseph gone ?" 20th. — We called on Bennett Harvey, at Spring Gardens, Avho showed me at the Moravian station their chapel, which was built in 1769, chiefly by the labour of the negroes on First-da^'s. They used to bring a large stone on their heads when coming to their " praise " on that day ; and after " praise " they would set to work diligently and labour. This chapel was afterwards enlarged, and now forms about one fourth of their present building, holding 1,200 people. 21.S?, First Day. — We went to Parham, through an open country like Dorsetshire. We were kindly welcomed by William Waymouth ; and at eleven, met a large company of nearly 1,000 persons in the Wesleyan Chapel. Under ii fresh call I knelt in prayer that our hearts might be humbled, broken, healed, and raised up by the Lord. At four o'clock we went to the Scotch Kirk at St. John's, where we met about 150, chiefly of the wealthy classes. To these I had to speak on the need of receiving Christ in the heart as our Redeemer from sin. Instructor in righteousness, Sanctifier and Sacrifice. J. Jesup quoted the words of our Lord, " Blessed are the poor in spirit; for theirs is the king- dom of heaven." 22nfZ. — We spent the morning pleasantly at Buxton Grove, a Normal school for training teachers. A young black man was exercising his powers of teaching by giving a lecture on wading birds to an intelligent class of boys. In the afternoon we went to Lebanon, a Moravian station. After visiting their school we had a good evening meeting with about 700 persons. I set forth the ability all have to be saved, if they are willing to submit to the terms of becoming a disciple of the lowly Jesus. 2^rcl. — We passed on to Gracefield, a Moravian station occupied by Brother and Sister Baum, to see their school. A meeting of over 400 people in the evening. Pastor Baum expressed much comfort at our visit, which he said was 37.] MOE AVIAN MISSIOXS. 791 providential. He seems to liave a sweet spirit, to wliicli I found myself much bound in tlie love of the gospel. 24:th. — Proceeded to Zion Hill. Visited the Wesleyan day-schools, and attended a very crowded meeting in the Wesleyan Chapel ; 100 outside, and 700 inside. My heart was cheered with the language which I quoted: "My soul doth magnify the Lord, and my spirit hath rejoiced in God my Saviour." Neicfield, 2bth. — This evening we were present at a crowded meeting at the Moravian Chapel. For myself it Avas not a very lively time, though I was helped to en- courage some present to a growth in grace. I enjoyed the rest and refreshment in being here. The Moravian Mission was commenced in 1750 by Samuel Isles. In 1788 their numbers were 6,000, They now num- ber more than 10,000. 27th. — Yesterday W. Byam Herbert took me in a gig to Freetown, where we had a crowded meeting. The com- mencement was disturbed by dogs. I spoke to the people on the impropriety of bringing dogs with them when they come to worship. Afterwards the meeting proved to be a favoured one, a desire being expressed that the word of the Lord might have free course, and that His grace might not be received in vain. Towards the close I felt that many present were with mo as in a flowing river of love, of which Christ was the fountain. After the meeting we came to Bridgetown, a Wesleyan station on Willoughby Bay. A good stone chapel was destroyed here by the earthquake last year. I have much enjoyed the quiet of this retired spot, and spent the after- noon in reading. The exertions of the negroes in clearing ground for their settlements, and promptly repairing the damage done by the earthquake, go far to prove that they are not that idle, indolent people which it was said they would be unless they were flogged to their labour. On the day that the Lord l'J8 AXTIGUA. [1844. sliook these liills and convulsed these plains, more than fifty of the windmills and boiling-houses and chimney's fell. By the free compensated labour of the negro nearly all have been rebuilt, besides numberless houses. The masons and carpenters have had a busy, profitable harvest. I believe all the Episcopal places of worship sufifered ; many I have seen prostrate, not touched since they fell, whereas the Dis- senting i:)lacos have all been repaired, or rebuilt by means of the voluntary principle. Gracehill^ 2dth. — We left Bridgetown, accompanied by L. Railton, of Barnard Castle, Durham, for Bethesda, where Ave met a crowded assembly. The simplicit}', obedience, and early dedication of the youthful Samuel was the subject of my comments. The same results would be experienced by the youth of the present day, if like Samuel they would listen to the voice of God in their hearts. From Bethesda we went to English Harbour and dined with George Black and his wife. He is 'a magistrate and a local preacher. In the afternoon I met about sixty chil- dren at their Sunday School. The parents were there also to express their wishes, whether their children should con- tinue in that school, or be led off, by renewed vigorous efforts of a 3'outhful curate, to attend his school and services. Several serious black women calmly arose and without effort said, " All the good that has come to my soul was given me by the blessing of the Lord in coming to this school, and I do wish for my children " (some said grandchildren) " to continue to attend here." The meeting at English Harbour was fully attended by about 400 persons. Hilton Cheeseborough, the superinten- dent of the Antigua Weslcyan Circuit, in giving notice in the morning of our meeting, had mentioned our practice of silent worshi}) ; that they must not suppose themselves at liberty to gaze about whilst we sat in silence, as worship had commenced, and they should rather seek to approach unto God in prayer. He had read Daniel Wheeler's Journal, :37.J: NEGRO BOYS. 19f) wliicli he mncli enjoyed, and lie saw that the drift of our mission was to lead people- to a more spiritual view of re- ligion, and from a dependence on man in religious matters. I felt comforted in this, for truly I do desire to direct all with whom I meet to the Lamb of God, who taketli away the sin of the world. There is a capital school at the Moravian station of Grace- hill. The boys were questioning each other. A jet black of thirteen asked, " How many inches long was Noah's ark ? " This was too hard for the other. I was surprised with what spirit and feeling they asked and answered such questions as " What text begins with B?" "Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity!" "What with R ? " "Remember now thy -Creator in the days of thy youth.*' As we went down the romantic Fig-tree hill, a happy group of scholars, all black, were overtaken by us. As we passed them they sang, and made the woods merrily ring with the greeting, " We make our obeisance to you, sirs, as <;hildren ought to do." The effect was sweet and thrilling. We enjoyed seeing them and their happy comrades soon .after in their school, Grace Bay, and gave them fifty little books, such being the number out of one hundred who could read Luke xiii. and xiv. F. W. Hougk and his wife welcomed us kindly. He was ■ educated as a Unitarian in affluence at Leipzig, but when the name of Christ became precious to him as his Deliverer, he was obliged to leave his home. He went to Sarepta, a .Moravian colony on the Volga, and thence came to Antigua. Our visit to Grace Bay was more than commonly inter- ^esting. Its situation, aspect, character, and the impression made on my mind well accord with its name. The meeting was crowded : GOO present. We had a precious season, as comforting to me as any on the island, though there have been not a few when it was evident ihat the presence of the great Master was felt amongst us. 200 ANTIGUA. [1844. After the meeting several of the labourers came to speak to us ; they were evidently amongst the number who have been taught of the Lord, and who have profited by the teaching. They said, "When will you come again?"" " We do not expect to come here again, but I hope that some other Friends will visit you before long." " Hope so too.'" "But we desire you may go to the Fountain for refreshment. Who is the Fountain ? You know who." " Yes," one replied, "Jesus Christ." " Oh, Christ, He is the fountain. The deep sweet well of love ! The streams on earth I've tasted, More deep I'll drink above." Such comfort and joy was my portion when meeting that company that I could willingly go there again, if right, but the language seems to be, " Go rather to the lost sheep." St. Jolin\^^ Fifth Month \d. — We proceeded by gig over a bad road along the coast, skirting beautiful amphitheatres of" hills and savannahs, to Cedar Hall, a Moravian station, occu- pied by Brother and Sister Coates froniBrighouse, Yorkshire. I was deeply interested, whilst speaking in the large evening meeting, by hearing several children near me re- peating text after text that I used, in a low tone, simul- taneously with me, proving at any rate that they do not come to school for nothing. I felt that the seed was falling on well prepared ground — ground on which the gTeat Hus- bandman had been at work. 2nd. — In the afternoon we started on horseback to find our way to Sawcolts without a guide. The road is intricate, but, by studying a good map, there was no difficulty. There, again, we met a croAvded company in the Wesleyan Chapel. We Avere thankful that we had made the sacrifice. We rode homo at a walking pace \yy the light of a full moon, Avith a chorus of lizards. On arriving at our lodg- ings we learned that some one had called to say that the vessel would be ready for Barbuda the next morning. CHAPTER XII. WEST INDIES. Earbuda— Occupations of Inliabitants— Meeting at Governor's House- —School— W. Tanner, the Shepherd— Solomon Deazle, Woodman — Antigua — Meetings in Moravian and Weslej-an School-Rooms — Montserrat — Meetings — Poverty— Visits to Gaol — Nevis — Half the Population Wesleyan — Call on Chief Justice Webb — St, Christopher's — Basseterre^Meetiugs at Wesleyan and Moravian Chapels— Colonial Secretary— Pt. and A. Inglis and Children- Schools— Gaol — Jesse Pilcher— Grenada — Meetings at Duquesne — Jamaica — John Daughtry — Earl of Elgin and Lady Charlotte Bruce — Scenery at Belcour — Bible Eeadings with Servants and Neighbours — The Day's Occupations — James Haig — Captain Robert Bruce — Suggests Employment for Prisoners in Kingston Gaol — Draws Plans for a Prison Wall — Humming Bird — Call on Governor— Meeting with Haitien Refugees — Meeting at Wes- leyan Chapel, Botanic Gardens — Abraham Hyams — James Ritchie. Barbuda^ F'lftli Month 4th, 1844.— We left Antigua yesterday mormng per Spray, a scliooner of about 110 tons, sent pur- posely for us. The captain and crew were very civil. The wind was barely fair for 'us, so that we made the island far to leeward of it, and had to beat against Avind and current, until we cast anchor at 9.20 p.m., too late to land. At seven o'clock next morning we were cheered by tidings of a boat coming to us across the lagoon. We landed on the narrow bank of sand, and were met by J. W. H. Gore, the agent for the island, who conveyed us across the lagoon in his boat. This lagoon is ten miles long, and a mile and a half wide ; separated from the ocean by a narrow bank of sand about a hundred yards wide and three to four feet hiffh. ■202 BARBUDA. [I&IJ. AVe Avere soon seated at the breakfast table of J. Gore, and partook heartily of tea, 3'ams, toast, and venison chops. After breakfast we Avalked -with him over his somewhat ■extensive premises for doing- a little at tanning; the hides of the wild animals thoy take in hunting, and saw the -carpenters' and smiths' shops for the estates. Neither sugar, nor coffee, nor cotton is grown here. Five hundred persons ' exist by the chase, raising provisions, burning charcoal and ■coral-lime, and cutting firewood to snppl}' Antigua. Before we quitted Antigua, and whilst on the passage, I was engaged in close searching of heart, feeling it to be JO, serious, and if wrong, a dangerous undertaking, to come to this low island, so difficult to find, and so beset ^^dth sunken reefs, reminding me that in this, as in other things, ^' danger may be at an hour when all seemeth securest to thee." Whilst waiting before the Lord in secret prayer my cry was, " Leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation."' He spake peace in the words of His ancient •covenant, "I will never leave thee nor forsake thee.*' hth. — At an early hour we saw Samuel Dcazle, the school- master and clerical teacher, an intelligent, lame, black man. He queried whether we had any authority from the Arch- ■^deacon on coming here, without which he could not grant the use of the chai)e]. J. Gore said that the chapel was not under tlie control of the bishop, but under the proprietor of the island, Sir William Codrington. However, we felt best satisfied that we shotild have a meeting in the hall of the mansion. This was readily agreed to, and J, Gore and his overseers promptly prepared the room after dinner. At five o'clock the large hall was filled, as well as the spacious porch and a platform at the back door and Avindows, with about 150 adults. Our mes- sage seemed to fall on prepared hearts, like water on thirsty ground, and after the meeting there was a full ami free •expression of gratitude fin- the visit. Samuel Dcazle sat by -James Jcsup ; by my side sat a venerable yet athletic stock- .-37.] • WILLIAM TANNEB, THE ^IIEPIIEED. 203 keeper, wlio seemed as if lie had in the course of his life checked the course of many a wild '• bullock unaccustomed to the yoke."' Near him sat Robert Teague, a vigorous young man, black as jet, with a refined aspect. His greet- ing to me was, " God bless you indeed, sir." Q>th. — We found about 120 in the school ; twent}' of these read in the Testament fairly. To those who had not a Testament I gave one, believing that mj'- young friends at the British and Foreign School, Falmouth, would approve of their gifts being thus bestowed. I gave them an earnest ■exhortation to read in them daily, and spoke of the blessing which would, I believe, rest on those who did so. In the afternoon we had interesting conversation with young and old. Some vigorous men expressed their Avish that we would stay with them. They are remarkably healthy and long-lived ; we saw several above eighty. Fre- quent wrecks on the coast innure them to danger. Cousin E. "W", Fox's present of spectacles came into requisition very acceptably. They have no shops, therefore no rum is sold. Their houses are wattled and plaistered, and covered with sedge-grass. Some of the women are so fleet and vigorous that they will run down and catch a Avdld sheep. "We took a strolling ride on horseback for an hour or two amongst the herds of tame cattle and sheep, getting glimpses of the wild bullocks and horses as they galloped away and hid themselves in the brushwood that abounds over the island. We met with William Tanner, a fine young shepherd, having the care of 520 sheep. His greeting on the previous evening after the meeting had been, '• Well, if Ave never meet again in this world, I trust we may meet above ! " We had also some conversation with Solomon Deazle, a wood- man. It was precious to listen to the outpouring of his heart, bearing witness with my spirit as to the rectitude of going amongst them, preaching peace by Jesus Christ. " I could have listened till sun down to the blessed truths ; 204 MONTSERRAT. [1&44_ without one Look ; all true; your blessed headpiece; may God in heaven bless you, send 3'ou safe home. I wish you stay with me.*" aS7. John's, Antigua, 8th. — Yesterday morning we crossed to- Parham, Antigua, and were kindly welcomed, and brought to this city by Charles Thwaites in his gig. 10th. — About DOG were present at a meeting in the Moravian Chapel, Spring Gardens. James Jesup alluded to the joy felt by one of the elders of Israel at the birth of our Lord as his Deliverer. AVhilst J. J. was speaking, it was laid on mo to follow with a comparison of the stages in the dispensations of Jehovah. Adam, Noah, Abraham, Moses, and lastly the accomplishment of full and free deliverance from sin, by the coming and due reception of Jesus as the well beloved Son of God, whose language was^ " Come unto Me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." 12th. — We held our last meeting in the Wesleyan School- room. It was attended by 1,200 persons. We had had seventeen meetings in this interesting island, and were " ready to depart on the morrow " ; when to our surprise a person called to say that his little schooner Avas going to Montserrat, and that to-morrow. At seven we were on board the Ocean Bride, once a yacht of thirty tons. riy mouth., 2fonffte)'i'at, 11th. — AYe had a rough passage to this island, rendered disagreeable and dangerous by the crew being the Avorse for liquor, anil quite unfit to have the care of life and propertj''. Through the continued mercj' of the Lord we were permitted to reach in safety this small town. Our reception has been kind and cheering. We had a letter for Henry Loving, who took us to the house of a widow Chalmers, where we arc accommodated very comfort- ably. James Harris, an active stipendiary magistrate, spent an hour with us and invited us to his house to dine. Henry Loving is a Wesleyan, once the editor of a leading paper iu 57.] A MAGISTRATE BORN A SLAVE. 205 Antigua. He visited England as a delegate for tlie people of colour some years ago, was unexpectedly selected a chief of the police, and is now Colonial Secretary for this island for life, also a magistrate. He was born a slave ! Yesterday evening we mot a full gathering in the "Wesleyan Chapel at Cavalla Hill. It was attended by some who seemed able to receive the truths that were handed to them, and we felt at the close of the day that although we had nothing to glory in, we had not come hither in vain. This morning the funeral service took place for a young- woman who died suddenly. As I was dressing at six I heard the sound of hymn-singing. After the burial service was concluded it seemed right for me to address the by- standers. This is a beautiful island, but it has more the appearance of poverty and abandonment than any we have before visited. It is greatly injured by the departure of the labourers to other more flourishing islands. The whole population of this little spot is doubtless below 10,000 5 those that remain seem inert and listless. Most of the inhabitants of Plymouth were present at a large meeting in the Wesleyan Chapel this evening. '20tTi. — The wind was so boisterous as to delay our de- parture. Yesterday we breakfasted with Christopher Skerritt, a young coloured local preacher, at Bethel ; we met a large company who seemed more strangers to the work and fruits of righteousness than many whom I have recently seen. I do indeed pity those who are taught to depend on a perishing fellow-creature for the breaking of the spiritual bread, which is dispensed freely by the great High Priest of our profession. The more I see of other sections of the Christian Church, the more do I value the truths which I was taught. We visited the gaol, and I read Psalm li. to the five prisoners, and also repeated the words, " Seek ye the Lord while He may be found ; call ye upon Him while He is near. 20G NEVIS. [18 1 J.. Let the wicked forsake his Avay, and the unrighteous man his thoughts ; and let him return unto the Lord, and He Avill liavc mercy upon him ; and to our God, for He will abundantly pardon.'" Had a pleasant call this morning from James Delvin, who- seems to see the need of increased spirituality amongst the Wesleyans. Our conversation has been cheering and in- teresting. His father was a slave, but valued education for his son, and placed him at school, where he remained till he could read words of two syllables. At twenty years of age he felt strong convictions for his sinful life, and before he was thirty he joined the Wesleyans. He was made a leader, afterwards a teacher in the Sabbath School, and fourteen years ago he was appointed a local preacher. He is one of the most intelligent of the deeply-coloured class I have met with. On leaving Montserrat, Thomas Dyett, a fisherman, con- veyed us and our luggage in his boat to the vessel, and refused compensation. He is a hearty, kind man, very black. His house stands near the shore, and when he took us to it he said, " See, Massa, the place my Father provide for me.*' His grateful heart often acknowledges the good- ness and mercy which have followed him. Charlestoicn, Xevis, 21st. — We left Montserrat by the Tiuhi.sfn/^ a small sloop of twenty-seven tons. I esteem it no small favour to have reached this island in safety, not- withstanding the raging sea wo have this day passed over,. of which I had much fear. 22)id. — -Wo called this morning on Jesse Pilcher, anil looked over his interesting little garden of choice plants and shrubs. We also examined the new handsome chapel, now erecting, to hold 1,400 persons. The WesleA'an hearers- number G,000 out of a population of 12,000. After breakfast we visited their school, where 250 boys and girls are daily taught. The master had been a slave., and was very intelligent and very black. 37.] DANGEROUS NAVIGATIOX. 207 Our meeting in tlie old Wesleyan Chapel was attended by 700 persons. James Jesup spoke on true spiritual worsliip, and I had to quote the words, " Let My people go, that they may serve Me.'' The children of Israel knew not what they must sacrifice unto the Lord, until they had reached the place in the wilderness. I turned the attention of the people to ask themselves what they thought of Christ. Some children of Belial tried to interrupt our meeting by noise outside ; but truth had the dominion, as- it ever will ; whilst the servants of Satan will have an awful recompense. 24f7<, — Yesterday we called on the Chief Justice ; he is- a son of the late George Webb, of Flushing, near Falmouth. I encouraged him to persevere in well-doing, using the- language, "Fear ye not the reproach of men, neither be ye afraid of their revilings." We had a meeting at noon in the Chapel Schoolroom, at Clifton, when the presence of the Great Master was felt, and abilit}'' given to declare some of His counsel, encourag- ing those gathered to yield their hearts now to do His will. From Clifton we proceeded four miles to Newcastle. I spent a few hours in much depression of spirit, feeling no- ability to do the work of the Lord ; but on going to the Wesleyan Chapel, I Avas enabled to labour amongst the people to the relief of my mind. AYe enjoyed our ride home by moonlight. Jjasseterre, Sf. Christopher^ 25?/?.— We came from Nevis in a small sloop, the Ebenezer, a well found craft of twenty tons. The channel between the islands is very little wider than the entrance of Falmouth Harbour. It also has its black rock, called Boobie Island : it is used by boobies and pelicans as a resting and probably a nesting-place. Although the channel between these islands is so narrow, yet it is- more dangerous than most other parts of these seas, owing to the puffs off the mountains. Our captain and crew,' who^ Avere all black, had to stand by and promptly shorten sail 208 ST. CURISTOPHEB. [1844. as the squalls came. The distance, by the course we took, was fifteen miles ; and the view, as we came across, was beautiful of the sugar-loaf, slope lands, and low lands of Nevis ; the rugged outline of St. Christopher's, Avith its lofty and cloud-capped Mount Misery, forming a magnificent ba3^ Both islands appear to be in high sugar cultivation. The sides of the mountains are brilliantly green, from the •extensive patches of cane. Monkey Hill is prominent and conspicuous behind Basseterre. We asked our boatmen whether monkeys were plentiful, " Plenty in the mountains, hut not much caught now." "Why not?" "People got something better to do now than catch monkeys." 27f/i. — Yesterday evening we attended a meeting in the Wesleyan Chapel, at Basseterre ; about 1,000 persons pre- sent. The meeting was rendered somewhat uncomfortable towards the close by the haste of the collectors handing round the boxes for contributions. We explained fully that tliis collection was not for our benefit, believing as we do that the gospel should be freely given. Before breakfast we walked to the Moravian settlement, .and arranged for two meetings ; which, with those arranged for in the Wesleyan Chapels, will be all that "udll, I believe, be required of us ere we turn towards Grenada and Jamaica. Before I had yielded full submission to the appointment of these meetings I had much conflict, since then, peace in the midst of poverty of spirit. 2Qtli. — We had an interesting call from Robert Murray Rumsey, the Colonial Secretary, who conversed freely on the leading doctrines of Christianity, on which we agree, and also on the points on which we differ. We presented him with our last copy of Dymond's Essays. There was a meeting of about GOO persons last evening at Old Road. A deep feeling of spiritual poverty and bodily infirmity was my experience before we entered the chapel; but as the people gathered, strength was granted to give utterance to the words which arose in my heart for .1^7.] ROBERT IXGLIS' CHILDREN. 209 tliem. I found it riglit to call their attention to the silence of all fleshly and creaturely feelings, every thought being brought into subjection to the obedience of Christ, in order that true worship may be known. The youthful wanderers, who have strayed from the path of peace, were exhorted to turn away from the deceiver of their souls, and to give their hearts to the Lord Jesus, that they may be created anew by Him. This evening we went to Cayenne, and had a meeting in the Moravian Chapel at Bethesda, 500 present ; with whom I laboured as ability was given, but it proved to me a low season, and very heavy. The cause is yet hidden from me. 29f^. — James Jesup and I had our meeting together, a season of renewed dedication, when a sense prevailed that if we were faithful, neither heights nor depths would be permitted to separate us from the love of God which is in •Christ Jesus. We went along the coast through gardens of " tous-les- mois," bearing their brilliant scarlet flowers. The roots are .ground as arrowroot, only it is a much more delicate food. It is sold here at twopence per pound. We reached Sandy- point in good time for a four o'clock dinner, on fish, kid, and .guava tart, at the house of E-obert and Anne Inglis. They have four children. I enjoyed a morning stroll with the dear little trio, after my mind had been relieved by a large and satisfactory meeting of about 1,000 in the Wesley an Chapel. 30/^. — We left Sandypoint after breakfast, and continued our drive round the northern part of the island. Whilst rounding the farthest point I could mentally enjoy that hymn : — " How are Thy servants blest, O Lord ! How sure is their defence ; Etei-nal wisdom is their guide, Their help omnipotence." ^Isi. — We visited the capital school of 280 boys and girls under the care of the Moravians at Basseterre. In the L. T. 14 210 GBEXADA. [I&i4. evening we had a meeting in their chapel, attended by 1,200 persons. Sixth Month 2ncL — We visited the gaol, a poor i^lace, very full. Seven soldiers were there, besides twenty-four of the- usual class ; a large number in a population of 20,000. We had a profitable interview Avith the seven soldiers ; they acknowledged their guilt, and declared that rum had been their ruin. After a time of worship in our room, when feelings of thankfulness arose in our hearts, we embarked for Grenada. The little Acteon steamer laboured heavil}-, but when under the lee of the islands we had very smooth and delightful cruising ; and thus we had thirty or forty miles of rough and smooth alternately. At Nevis we were joined by J. Mortier. He handed us a cordial letter from his colleague, Jesse Pilcher. I felt whilst with him, and others of kindred spirit, that it was pleasant, thus as it were, to shake hands with fellow pil- grims at the low places of the fences which distinguish our paths ; for I do esteem it a privilege to be able to discover good in others, whilst I believe the path in which Friends profess to walk is a more excellent way. A recently in- creased experience of the ways of many others tends to confirm me in this opinion. I felt thankful for our preservation as we glided safely into the sweet little harbour of George Town, Grenada, after an absence of four months. Duqiiesne, 7//i.— We left George Town yesterday, and had a squally sail and row in a large canoe, reaching Goyave, where horses awaited us, sent by H. F. Fairclough. AVe rode most of the way in the dark by a dangerous road ; much of it on a precipice over the sea, or under precipices on the sea-shore, where large stones impeded our path. At seven this evening we attended a small meeting at Duquesne ; and had conversation with several persons living, in sin, who promised amendment. 37.] ' EX-PRESIDEXT BOYER. 211 9^^. — Still at George Town. I had a pleasant stroll this morning in my favourite walk round tlie Fort. Read in Waring's Melodies, " Moonlight and Sunshine." Faith was sweetly given me to believe that if I am faithful to ni}^ covenant with a covenant-keeping God, that I shall ex- perience my path to " bloom as it ne'er bloomed before.'^ Under these feelings I remembered the sweet language I heard in my soul when ill at Naparima, " I will make thy way perfect." My thoughts turned sweetly towards my dear children, who were then probably at meeting, and my prayer arose on their behalf, that they might be truly engaged in worship. Kingston, Jamaica^ Sixth Month Ibth. — "We arrived here 3'esterday, per Forth steamer, having had a safe and pleasant passage from Grenada of five days. I had much satisfactory intercourse with several of the passengers. Amongst these was ex-president Boyer of Hayti. He declared that the present unhappy condition of that island was the result of the absence of religion amongst the people. When abreast of that low dangerous ground called Morant Point, and seven miles off, a black pilot came off in a canoe, made out of a single tree. It seemed an absurdity for this uncultivated 3"0uth to supersede the authority of our Com- mander Chapman, but the insurance laws require this regu- lation. As we threaded the coral rocks and banks that guard the harbour of Port Royal, it was evident that local knowledge was important, if not essential. We were soon cheered by the sight of John Daughtry, who conducted us to the lodgings kept by Grace Blundell. 16th. — On awaking .this morning I remembered that it was this day five months that the spirit of my darling Jenepher left its earthly tabernacle for one of those build- ings of God, an house not made with hands, eternal in the heavens. Whilst I mourn my bereavement, I can un- feignedly give thanks unto Him, who I believe redeemed her soul, and gave her the victory over death, hell, and the grave. -'12 JAMAICA. [1844. In our morning meeting J, Jesup quoted, " Whatsoever He saitli unto 3'ou, do it." I was forcilJy reminded of the words, "He brought me into the banqueting house, and His banner over me was love."' It was a precious season. In consideration of his recent ilhiess and bereave- ment, Edwin 0. Tregelles was advised to rest for awhile during the hot season. They had engaged for this purpose a house called Belcour, about nine miles from Kingston, before John Daughtry made the kind offer recorded in the following entry. 20/^. — John Daughtry called, and invited us to his house at Richmond Pen. So at sunset we went thither. He goes to New York next week to examine the result of prison dis- cipline in America, and has most handsomely offered us the use of his dwelling-house, and ample accommodation during his three months' absence. We had a time of worship to- gether, when John Daughtry 's family were collected, and John i. was read, after which I spoke on the character and importance of true worship, and on the blessings we enjoy in having the revelation of the Divine will. 21sf. — I went to Craighton to breakfast with the Earl of Elgin. My reception was kind and cordial from him, and his brother Robert Bruce, and sister Lady Charlotte Bruce. He is a widower, having been bereaved of a lovol}^ superior wife, a few months ago. She left a sweet little girl, now two years old. After breakfast I proposed our having a chapter in the Bible read, which was most cheerfully com- plied with ; and eight or ten servants assembled with the family in the drawing-room. I read Psalm ciii., and after- wards addressed them on the necessity of walking as children of the light; that we may know the blood of Jesus Christ to cleanse from all sin. 23rrf. — I have of late, from various causes, been led to 37. J BELCOUR LODGE. 213 dwell on the jo3's and blessedness of heaven. The happi- ness of the redeemed is complete ; they have no ungratified desire, and every joy is hallowed, according to the language, " They hunger no more, neither thirst any more." I am ready to believe that one source of their continuous bliss is the unceasing addition of other redeemed spirits, that swell and increase the ranks of those whose harps are tuned to the praise of their Redeemer. 21th. — "We have succeeded in securing a suitable carriage and horses. The carriage is light, with a head to the back seat. We have a pair of grey ponies that run well in har- ness, and carry us well on saddles, which is a needful arrange- ment where good level roads prevail in the large savannahs ; and then among the mountains the roads suddenly change to bridle paths. We cannot approach our new residence, Belcour Lodge, with any carriage, and goods must be con- veyed on men's heads or mule back, a mile by a steep narrow path. Belcour Lodge^ 30th. — We came yesterday to our snug, peaceful retreat. The valley in which our house stands is so tortuous, and the sides so steep, as to limit our view in front, though at the back we can see the tops of many hills, two miles off and 2,000 feet high. We dwell in the midst of a coffee plantation, and in a thicket of shaddocks, for- bidden fruit, oranges, lemons, guavas, mangoes ; and at the back the hill is planted with pines. Any of these fruits that are ripe we ma}^ have on our table daily without charge. The profusion of mangoes surprises me ; the tree grows as large as an ash. There are 1,000 mango trees loaded with clusters of fruit which yields a delicious odour, but tastes of turpentine. This flavour is dissipated by heat, and it is excellent baked or stewed. Quadrupeds, birds and insects feed on it abundantly. At half past ten this morning we met for worship, having the company of our house-keeper Sophia Nicholson, her little protegee Elizabeth, and our man James Harris. I 214 JAMAICA. [1844. spoke on tlie words, " Where two or three are gathered to- gether in My name, there am I in the midst of them." James Jesup knelt in prayer. We had previously collected our servants and neighbours together at our Bible reading after breakfast, when Hebrews i. was read. I alluded to the value of such a testimony to the divinity of our Lord, and the importance of avoiding the error into which the Jews fell, of rejecting our Redeemer because He came not with the pomp and ceremonies they expected ; that it is needful for us to receive the Spirit of Jesus into our hearts, as the Guide into all truth, which, if followed, will lead from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan unto God. Sefenth Month 17 fJi. — I enjoy our snug retreat, and hope I may profit by the retirement ; every hour seems fullj^ occu- pied. I rise at half past six. After an early cup of coffee and an American cracker, we have an hour's walk, unless we prefer using our ponies ; we return to breakfast, after which our housekeeper, and servants and some of the people re- siding near come to our usual reading. Writing occupies much of the morning. About noon I give a writing lesson to two little girls, and hear them repeat hymns. A lunch of fruit refreshes us, writing again until four o'clock, when we dine. After this we read together. A walk about sun- set. A lesson in writing and reading to our man Harris, and Ritchie, a boy worth cultivating, from a neighbouring cottage. About seven we all are collected again for the family Bible reading. A few days ago I was led to the shop of a shoemaker in Kingston, named James Haig. He knew John Candler, and valued some books received from him when they met at Port au Prince. He is a total abstainer, having formerly our crossing. We therefore returned again to this pleasant home. Moore Town^ 18th. — We rode through a beautiful country, hoping to have a meeting with the Maroons, 700 of whom reside here in a fine healthy situation, climate temperate though moist, I am now writing at the house of one of them, Duncan McFarlane, an intelligent negro, a Wesleyan and a decided Christian. His wife and daughter-in-law soon provided us with a good breakfast, of coffee grown on iiheir own ground and parched after we arrived here, rips plantain roasted, toast and eggs. At four o'clock we made our way to the snug sheltered abode of Mitchell Lowe Harris, an aged Maroon. A number of persons assembled, with whom we had a good meeting. A precious silence attended us on sitting down, and I called their attention to the working of their Lord in their hearts, " One Lord, one faith, one baptism, one God and Father of all, who is above all, and through all, and in you all." We retired to rest about seven o'clock in a small bed under a leaky roof, from the wet of which we were protected by leaves of the cabbage palm laid on the tester. IdtJi. — The night proved restful and refreshing, and though the rain continues to fall, I bless the Lord for the light of His countenance, which pierces the outward clouds, and is better than any other gift, proving the truth of the language, " The entrance of Thy words giveth light." Golden Grove, 20th. — The rain continued to fall after leaving Moore Town. I was well protected by the green plaid given me by William Forster, which I always carry with me, in a leather before the saddle, when riding. Our course ♦2eO JAMAICA. [1&14.. for two hours lay along the banks of the Rio Grande, which we had once to cross, and once was enough. My grain of" faith was needed and availed of, when we came to the ford and saw how wide it was ; but our kind Maroon took the lead, and guided us through safel3\ AVe found pleasant quarters at a lodging-house at Bath, where I should like to stay a week; and all who come to Jamaica should spend several days there, and make excursions to districts yet more beautiful. We saw some of the survivors of the twenty-one Scotch emigrant families that were injudiciously located at Alta- mont, in beautiful scenery, it is true, surpassing their loved native mountains ; but every man has died excepting the one we saw at the door of his house. We talked to him and his interesting wife of the things that belong to their peace, and sent them some tracts that may point them to the balm yet found in Gilead. I felt engaged to give thanks this evening for the preser- vation we had experienced. My horse fell with me ascend- ing a steep clay bank, and again he tripped when passing along a narrow path, with a bank one hundred feet deep at my right. Kingston, 21s-f. — Our meeting in the schoolliouse at Golden Grove was well attended by about 340 labourers, most of them recently imported Africans. 22nd. — We went with J. Daughtry to Surrey'- gaol, and addressed the prisoners. One stout black man who was- overcome with grief for his backsliding, rushed from the rank in which they stootl. We afterwards had separate interviews with five men charged with murder. One of these was an Irish Roman Catholic, a soldier. J. Daughtry asked him if he felt any objection to listening to me. He replied, " Not the least," and seemed glad to hear me read the tract, "Guilty or not guilty," and the fiftj'-first Psalm. I afterwards saw him alone, when he told nic that it was all owing to the accursed drink. ;38.] WATCH STOLEX. 231 27th. — AVe camo this morning from Kingston to hold a meeting at Port Royal in the evening. We preferred cross- ing the lagoon harbour before the sea-breeze rose, and had vE peaceful and delightful sail. About 300 attended the .meeting. 28th. — "Went to the Penitentiary, where we had an inter- view with about 450 persons as they sat in rows partaking •of their breakfast of gruel and bread. I addressed them on the love of Jesus, the need and benefit of yielding to His jgrace in the heart, that it was by degrees they fell from .grace, and by obedience to it they would be restored to the condition of believing disciples. 2dth. — We attended a large meeting in the Wesley Chapel. I had to bear testimony to the need of having the heart broken and bowed before the Lord, so that true worship jniglit be experienced. Richmond Pen., 31.§f. — Came to this pleasant spot yester- bit of cruel power, and almost every saddle has pistol holsters. Most men ride girt with a sword. All this looks preposterous when the horse is rarely larger than a Welsh pon}'. These, though small, are good, with rapid and easy paces. The horse I ride cost £13 10*., and is- regarded as a gros cheval^ though by no means large in our eyes. We came without swords from Jacmel. I made up my m.ind not to proceed if I could not obtain guides who would go unarmed. I bcdieve that gospel messengers do not need the point of sword or bayonet to make or clear the way for the Prince of Peace. A few miles Ijefore we arrived we passed the late country seat of Boyer standing well at the foot of a range of hills,, having a beautiful view of Port E-epublicaine. and an amphitheatre of hills and mountains behind. The first view of Port Republieaine, a place I had for seven jT-ears desired to visit, was to mo more than usually interesting. I should have liked it quite as well without having in sight six large vessels of war, one of them an American, and the rest French. If however I was pained by the ships of war, I was equally pleased with the crowd of merchant vessels lying closer to the town. Probably forty or fifty schooners, brigs, and shi])S were receiving their cargoes of cofiee from numeroits well-built stone stores.- 38.] STEPHEN GHELLET. 267 mil. — Accompanied by Mark B. Bird we called on the Secretaries for justice, education and religion, for commerce, and f(jr war and foreign relations. By each we were pleasantly received and welcomed. IRV^— At half-past six I started for a ride on the north road through a plain covered with logwood. As I passed out at the Barrier two soldiers were overhauling the market people coming in with their loaded beasts, a continuous stream for a mile and a half. Donkeys, horses and mules bore loads of grass, forage, charcoal, logwood for firewood, plantains and other vegetables. A merchant named Doran from Jacmel has apartments under the same roof with us. Stephen Grellet stayed a week at his house. He says, " If that man had stopped here he would have regenerated the country by this time." S. Grellet knew better, I expect, but it is indeed sweet to hear the many testimonies borne respecting his visit here. AVe have had pleasant visits to a saddler, named John Charles Pressoir. The first sound of the gospel which he heard was when Stephen Grellet addressed Petion's army from the steps of the palace. He came there a careless listener, a soldier with folded arms, leaning with indiffer- ence against the wall, but being directed to the love of God in his heart, he had no rest until the arrival of two Wesleyan missionaries. He is now a valuable member of the Wesleyan body. 19^/i, First Day. — James Jesup proposed that we should ask the domestics and others of the house to join us in our reading of the Scriptures after breakfast : seven came. He read in French, Psalm i., the Ten Commandments, and John i., and added a few words. We afterwards had our usual meeting together, in which ability was given to draw water out of the wells of salva- tion. We had arranged to be at a meeting of the American Wesleyans at three o'clock. Half an hour before this we !268 HAYTI. [1845. called upon Fabius Day, a man of colour, Lorn at Pernam- buco. He visited Lisbon as a servant to the Ambassador, became a shoemaker at Philadelphia, and came here a few years ago, a stranger to the covenant of promise. In this land Ids eyes became opened, and his heart enlarged to receive the gospel of good tidings. Ho has had a desire to meet with the people of God since he was nine years old, when he picked up in the street at Lisbon the leaf of a Bible relating to Peter and John healing the sick ; a boy read it for him, and this simple fact smouldered in his breast till fanned into a flame by the American Wesleyans settled here. The meeting proved to me one of deep in- terest, and worth all the fatigue and care of riding from -Jacmel. J. Jesup spoke on the rest enjoyed by the people of God. I followed, on the nature of true worship ; and the close searching of heart needful for the Christian. We had an interesting call from Henry Allen. Our con- versation turned on religious doctrine, worship, and gospel ministry. He seemed pleased to hear of our practice in labouring as ministers of the gospel without payment. He is a wheelwright and blacksmith, and works industriously for his support, though engaged as the minister of the American Wesleyans. 22ncl. — We had a call from ]\Iorineo Valcour and Thenesil Brechon. The former had read with mucli pleasure, in French, the tracts, " On Divine Worship," and "On War.'' We conversed on spiritual work in the heart, and read many portions of the Testament, the words of our Lord .and His apostles. '24^/i. — We visited the prison, which is in a deplorable condition ; about 140 persons waiting for trial. The Pre- .sident of the Tribunal attended us, and we were escorted or guarded through the three courts which contain the unhappy men by two soldiers with fixed bayonets, a lieutenant with drawn sword, and two turnkeys with stout .clubs. They want a John Daughtry to enjoin silence and 38.] PORT REPUBLICAIXE. 269" to practise quiet, gentle control. Two prisoners were under sentence of deatli. One case took sucli hold of my mind that I deemed it right to lay the matter before the Secretary for Justice, who said it was probable that a petition would be forwarded to the President. 2blh.—l called on Dr. Smith, at whose pleasant villa I planted a cocoa-nut tree for my dear A., who is this day ten years old. May the Lord grant him of His gifts, and grace to enjoy every blessing as the gift of God. 96f7t._We had so many callers that we found it difficult to obtain time for our own meeting. Amongst other visitors' was Henry Allen, who returned " Tuke's Principles of Friends," and offered to buy it, he liked it so much. He never read any work he liked better. It was so fully in accordance with the Bible. He had risen at midnight to read it. We gave it to him with the understanding he should lend it to others. He wished to see our " Eules of Discipline," and if we objected to receive persons of colour as members ; on this w^e set him right. A meeting in the Wesleyan Chapel was well attended by Haitians, English, and Americans. Mark B. Bird very suitably assisted as interpreter, repeating sentence by sen- tence. I set forth the origin and power of the Redeemer ;. the reception He had from those to whom He was sent, His exaltation and office as our Mediator. That the dis- belief of these things did not change their truth. That receiving Jesus as our spiritual King would give us power over Satan. That when we are His followers, violence will no more be heard in the land, and that these can say, " I will trust and not be afraid." The meeting concluded well^ and I felt relieved of a load of exercise. May the savour of my feeling of joy of heart long be remembered with grati- tude to the Giver of every good and perfect gift, 2Sth.—We rose at three o'clock, but it was nearly six when we passed out of the town. We were accompanied by Fabius Day. The air was so cold that we were glad to- :270 IIAYTI. [1845. proceed at a rapid pace for many miles. Our horses were in high condition for work, the road level, smooth, soft, wide and good, shaded by fine mimosa trees, forty feet high. At ■eight the sun was warm, and we were glad to rest at a cottage by the road side, and partake of the provisions we brought with us. After breakfast Ave read some of the Psalms, and then followed discourse which seemed to in- terest four or five women, who listened with deep attention 4.1S they sat around us. The sound of the gospel seemed new to them, and is by some gladly received. Doubtless some of the ground will prove stony and thorny, but some seed will fall into good ground. At one o'clock we again proceeded, our hostess declining to accept any remuneration for her coffee and accommodation. The road now lay for some time near the sea-coast, on which A\-as a large quantity of the net-work coral. The beautifully smooth sandy beach took me in thought to my children, as I knew that dear S, E. at least would like to engrave her name on the chang- ing tablet. At half-past four we reached the cottage of Thomas Williams at Lacahaye. He is one of a number of American emigrants, and ministers amongst them in their simple meeting-house. Ho had profited much by the religious care bestowed upon him whilst in the service of James Yearsley, a Friend in Maryland. AYe wished to have a meeting with them, and thirty or forty assembled with all the decorum of a Friends' Meeting, and the power of the Lord was felt to be among them. Our certificates were read, as they could appreciate our object, and many had been in the service of Friends in America. The time of worship with these people was one of much refreshment to me. Thomas Williams told me that after a course of vanity and sin, he was, at the ago of twenty-five, impressed with .serious things, and began to learn to read. This he found difficult, but being in earnest, ho struggled on. A few months ago he felt a concern to visit his fellow emigrants .38.] ALEXIS DVPUY. 271 in the soutlieni promontory near Jeremie. He laid it before tlieir little church. It was approved of, and Henry Allen joined in the service. 2'dth. — We left before four o'clock, and had been on horse- back more than an hour before the planet Venus arose above the horizon to add her brilliant light to the soft rays ■of a nearly half moon. We met a company of life-guards escorting Alexis Dupuy. Though unknown to each other we were not long- in discovering our respective names, AVe were bearers of despatches to him. I had an interesting talk with him, part ■of which would furnish him with subject for reflection as he rode onward. He hoped to return so as to receive us when we came back, and giving us advice as to a stopping place on the road, he passed on with his troopers. Our road lay along the sea-shore, the island of Gonave in sight. On the right was a range of abrupt hills, from which we heard the distant cry of the hunters pursuing the wild hog. We reached Mourins at half-past nine, and stopped at the house of Joachin, a farmer. Here we concluded to rest after our six hours' ride. A great quantity of cotton is grown hero ; and our host had one hundred or more stocks of bees, each occupying an American flour barrel laid on its side. The Vs^ife gave us some honey in the comb, and delicious it was, extracted from the choicest flowers. A negro, incapacitated for work, was acting as school- master, teaching three little girls amid a grove of plantains. I afterwards found him and J. Jesup seated together, dis- coursing on points of Romish doctrine. In this settlement of peasantry we distributed sixty or seventy tracts. All seemed to value them, and opportunity was afforded for conversing with many of the people, I hope to profit ; at any rate I felt well satisfied that we had tarried here, although deprived of some of the comforts which have usually been our portion. The furniture of our room con- sisted of a mat to lay on the floor, three muskets and a 272 HAYTI. [1845. sword. On this mat we spread our cloaks, and covered our- selves with my plaid and a blanket we carry with us. I could have slept well, being very weary, but the ants attacked me and bit me most sharply, waking me at least twenty times. St. JIarc, 30th. — We are quartered at the house of L'Administrateur Verna, to whom Dupuy had recommended us. Here we were received with much hospitality. The master was at his plantation, but his son did his part very kindly. "We visited the Ecole Nationale, where thirty-three boys- were present. We heard seven of them read John iv., their spelling was good, and writing fair, considering that the school is not yet a year old. Amongst the scholars was a son of the President, and one of a General who commands- the arondissement. We called on the General and found him much gratified by the circumstance of our having given to his son a '• Discours de notre divin Sauveur," a British and Foreign School writing book, and a lead pencil. The President's son being in a lower class, had only received one of Josiah Forster's " Scripture Selections." The Presi- dent Guerrier is now at St. Marc, making the place very busy with military doings. ^l.st. — At three o'clock this morning, soon after moonrise,. we were on our way. On reaching the big door which forms- the Barrier we were told by the guard that we could not pass, that he would say " No " to the President. Then Cheri our guide began, " My brother, they are two ministers of the good God, who are going to preach the gospel." He then advanced to the door, unlocked the bolt, and in silence received our thanks. In two hours we reached the rapid and deep river Arti- l)onite, and crossed it by a floating Inidge. Soon we saw the sun rise, and I believe I never saw it look more beautiful. By eight we reached another river, and crossed by a wooden bridge at D'Esterre. Here we halted, gave the horses a. 38.] JAMES MOBEAU, A TBADEB. 273 good feed of jnicy maize stalks, and partook of coffee at a nice cottage. It was well we stopped, for we were two hours in crossing a plain of sand. We followed tlie track of naked feet in the sand, which seemed, as far as eye could reach, like a desert. Clumps of mimosa, aloes and cactus were scattered about, but not a vestige of civilization. Our good horses did their work well, though weary, and were so thirsty as to be glad to drink some black water we found by the wayside. By noon we entered Gonaives, and received from James Osier a welcome worthy of a Cornishman. The country through which we have passed for 123 miles during four days is remarkably bare of population, and for hours we saw nO' house or vestige of cultivation, and have met very few persons on the road. Though solitary, we have both pos- sessed a large flow of satisfying peace. Second Month 2nd., First Dai/.—We had a good meeting with about fifty persons at the new "Wesleyan schoolroom. The captains, and some of the crews of the vessels in port, the British Consul, and other residents were present, and more than all, we had, I believe, amongst us the spiritual presence of Him who giveth strength unto His people, and who blesseth them with peace. Although there appears but little to be done, yet it will be enough if we can hear the language, "He hath done what he could." Accompanied by Samuel Osier we made some calls in the afternoon. Amongst these was one on James Moreau, a respectable trader. He is called in this country a " specu- lator," corresponding with the English broker. The Haitian law prohibits foreign merchants from buying direct from the peasantry, and therefore the merchants advance a few hundred dollars each week to the speculator, who buys coffee, cotton, and other produce. 3rd. — There was a busy scene in J. Osier's yard — two carts heavily laden with coffee, so as to require seven donkeys to each cart, all harnessed abreast. It is really cheering to L. T. 18 274 IIAYTI. [1845. see the evidence of commerce in the logs of malioganj' Ijang in thousands on the shore, ready for shipment for England. The first impression on entering Gonaives is not favour- able. It stands on a sandy plain, with houses low and scattered. The earthquake of 1842, and the fire more de- structive still which followed, destroyed more than a quarter of the tov/n. It now contains about 4,000 inhabitants, and is badly supplied with water. CHAPTER XV. WEST INDIES. Haytl — Eiver forded thirty Times — Escalier — Plaisance— Limbe— View of Cape Haitien— Miseries from Earthquake— Visits to Lycee and Ecole Nationale— Prison— Meeting with Europeans and Americans — Plaisance — Gonaives — School— St. Marc — Meeting at Lacahaye — Port Eepublicaine— Meetings — Incidents on Journey — Haitian Costumes — Miragoane— Aquin — General Lelievre — Aux Cayes— Meeting — Prison — Andre Telemaque— St. Louis — Baynet — One of the Horses dies— Jacmel — A^oyage to St. Thomas — Santa Cruz — Governor— Visits to Moravian Mission Stations— Schools for the " Unfree " — Fredericksted — Christiansted — Prison— Meet- ings at St. Thomas' — Eeturn Voyage — Bermuda — Storm — Meeting with Passengers — Southampton — Arrival at Falmouth. Second Month 4:th^ 18-4:5. — AVe left Gonaives, our horses fresli, and ourselves in good spirits. For two hours our road lay over a country nearly level ; it was a broad, straight, and soft road, shaded by logwood, mimosa, or cassia ; then we entered a defile, through which runs a river, which we forded thirty times. We stopped to breakfast at the cottage of Jean Pierre Banania, where we could obtain forage ibr our horses and coffee for ourselves. After breakfast we read to the cottagers. Continuing half an hour through the defile we reached the foot of the dreaded Escalier, a steep ascent. The road is well laid out by skilful engineers, and was once paved. It is now partly broken up. The pass is 2,000 feet high, and on each side the mountains rise very abruptly to a height of about 3,000 feet. At three o'clock we reached the pleasant village of Plais- 270 JIAYTI. [1845. auce, on an undulating plain that occupied an hour in cross- ing. Again we ascended and descended a mountain path, and at length, weary enough, reached Camp Cog at five o'clock. Grass was obtained for our horses, a chicken was. slaughtered, cooked, and placed on a neat table in about an hour and a half. Our host was an intelligent man, an officer in the ami}' ; he read French fluentl}', and conversed a little in English. Here we distributed a few tracts, and read the Scriptures to many listeners. Cape Ila'diei)^ bth. — This morning our wa}^ lay for many miles by the side of a broad and rapid stream, which we had to cross twice. The road was green turf, and very beautiful, shaded with magnificent trees, and adorned Avitli rich flowers. The appearance of the people in the village of Limbe pleased us. The women, in black gowns with white turban handkerchiefs, were just leaving their chapel, as it was Ash Wednesday. At eleven o'clock we reached the summit of the chain of hills, whence we had a view of Cape Haitien, its surrounding plain, distant headlands and the ocean, forming one of the grandest pictures I had seen. I cannot attempt to describe the scene of misery' and wretchedness and desolation that greeted us on reaching Cape Haitien. No idea that I had formed of the horrors of an eartli- (j^uake equals the realit}- of Fifth Month 7tli, 1842. Three- fourths of the houses must have been prostrated ; half of the streets are yet blocked up with rubbish, in which un- numbered bodies remain undiscovered. The President Guerrier has just given a thousand dollars to assist in clearing the rubbish from the streets, and many workmen arc now thus occupied. We failed to secure lodgings until we sought counsel of our friend James Blain, to whom we had letters of introduction. He told us he would givt> us the key of the house of the British Consul ; and within an hour of our entering the city we were admiring the clock of the consul, which has- on it the motto, " There's no place like home." ,38.] MFjETING in LYCEE. '277 During the past few days I have felt very earnest to know the will of the Lord as to our movements here. I believe there is very little for us to do. May we be faithful in that little. 7f/j._\Ve visited the Lycee, and the Ecolo Nationale, where more than two hundred boys receive a fair education, and had much intercourse with the directors or masters. On application to the authorities they readily granted us the Lycee for a meeting to-morrow. The boys of the Lycee, who write very well, prepared a good supply of notices. These we sent about the place. 9^/;. — I passed much of to-day under discouragement at ^tlie prospect before us, yet felt at times ability to cast my burden on the Lord. AVe went to the Lycee, and foimd none .arrived. After a time of waiting about twenty came, to -whom the religion of Jesus Christ was in some degree set forth, feeling myself the need of the help of Him who is mighty to save. 10^/^_This morning we visited the prison, which is al- most in ruins ; sixty men were stowed in one yard with •cells on each side ; some of these men were heavily ironed. We had a meeting with English and Americans. Marie Josephe Pequions lent her room, which was crowded, and it proved a good time. I have rarely felt more Christian liberty than whilst making known to others the glad tidings •of the gospel of peace by Jesus Christ. Some of the trad- ing class, who rarely enter a place of worship, felt I believe the power of the Lord to be over them, constraining not a few to bow at the name of Jesus. Our hearts rejoiced ■to feel at liberty after this meeting really to turn home- wards. rialmnce, IWi.—The rain which had fallen every day during our stay at Cape Haiticn rendered the road worse on ■our return. The river was much deeper, but our horses [kept their feet. Bamboos grow in ground much of which is similar to 278 IIAYTl. [1845, decomposed granite. No sugar is made in tlie French part of Hayti. The syni}) is converted into tafia, a liquor hke rum. Drunkenness pervades man}- classes, and I believe this iTiinous ^'ice contributes largely to the extreme i)Overty, misery and degradation of so many of these unhappy people. We are comfortably accommodated at Plaisance at the- house of widow Vaste}-. With her son Antenor we had very interesting converse. He read to us John iv. before we retired to rest in our chamber, where a lamp was kept burning all night before a picture of Marj', which, with a. crucifix, occupied a corner of the room, screened by a pretty- little canopy. Gonakes, 13//;.— We have to-day paid a visit to the school of eighty boys at this place. Many of them read to us very pleasantly ; and a large number were made glad by the prizes, which, through the kindness of my generous friends- in England, we have been able to carry into more than 150 schools amongst the various islands, strengthening in no trifling degree the bond of union between the children of these islands and their friends at home. 11/^. — We left our pleasant home at Gonaives earl}', and crossed again that sandy desert. We met the peasantry, armed with swords, going to market with large bags of cotton. At the house of Etienne Roberts, at Pont D'Esterre, after breakfast we had an interesting reading of Matthew v.,. leading to lively conversation. At St. Marc we called on Alexis Dupuy and conversed with him on schools, religion and war, to our satisfaction. Ibth. — We proceeded to Lacnha^-e, and had a kind wel- come from Thomas Williams. IGth, First Daij. — James Jesup and I had our meeting under the trees by a brook that runs at the bottom of the garden, and sweet was the spiritual refreshment of which I then i)artook in silence. At half- past two wo had a meeting with the Americans who usually meet together. 38.] PORT liEPUBLICAINE. 279 I spoke on the commission Moses received at the Lord's liand wlien He appeared in the burning bush, and the im- portant result of liis obedience. We dined by invitation with George Shea, and truly I was surprised at the handsome repast of roasted turkey and kid, Avith a great variety of excellent vegetables, which was spread for us on a well-arranged table in a very simple dwelling ; after which we had a nice time together, in read- ing the Bible, and other religious service. "We left Lacahaye at half-past twelve by the light of a moon which set at two, and passed many groups of travel- lers asleep by the roadside, a blazing fire warming their feet. We watched the ascension and descension of the Southern Cross. Proceeding steadily at a Avalking pace we reached Port Eepublicaine on the morning of the 17th, glad enough to pass under the triumphal arch erected in honour of President Guerrier, which stands at the northern entrance to the town, and thankful for the guiding and upholding mercies which have been granted us during the journey of 360 miles. On telling our old serving woman that we had had a good journey, she replied, "I am glad ; I prayed for you every day." We have moved faster than the slow- paced couriers who carry the letters. These, as they inarch along, shod with sandals, and their burdens strapped firmly to their shoulders, remind me of Bunyan's pilgrim. 23;y/. — AVe had a meeting at the Wesleyan Chapel, of which notice had been given in English. It was well attended by a large number of the more wealthy classes, whom we much wished to see. Third Month^ 2nd. — We had a meeting in the American Baptist Chapel this morning, when J. Jesup spoke on the text, " Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness, for they shall be filled." Prayer was offered that the Lord would create clean hearts. Amongst a great deal that we must deplore in this city as being at variance with the gospel there is yet cause for 280 JIAYTJ. [1845. encouragement, and at times I cherish the hope that brighter days will soon dawn on Hayti. In one of my morning rides I visited the cemeterj', which occupies a Avell-wooded and retired spot south of the cit}'. Attaching my horse to the branch of a tree near the bridge which crosses the fosse at the gateway, I jiassed quietl}^ and without notice amongst the loiterers. Numerous deA'Otees appear to visit daily the gra\'es of their dej)arted, where they light one or more candles, and keep them continually burning. I have felt much interest for some sick French sailors who have lodgings in this street. I handed them two French Testaments. One man rejected it scornfull}-, but his shipmates were grateful for it. One of the sailors clasped the book earnestly with both hands, as though it was his greatest treasure, and seemed surprised when he found it was a gift. This poor fellow had passed nine days and nights without sleep. We have paid some little attention to the First-day schools. They are small at present, but will exercise a beneficial influence against First-day marketing, and in favour of w^orship and Christian practice. ^rd. — We had a jjleasant ride to Leoganc. AVe went at once to the house of our acquaintance Jean Pierre Banania. He was out, but his servant made us welcome. Her master and mistress returned in the evening from their little plantation. Our time was pleasantly spent in making some calls, and presenting tracts and books. One interesting aged black woman sat at her door busily engaged at needlework without spectacles. She had evidently a superior mind, and was delighted with "No Cross, no Crown.'' On inquiry I learned that she had borne an excellent character for a long time. She refrains from working on First-daj's, and is an example to many around her. I shall long remember our friend Fleurisaux,' who is setting her face steadfastly to- wards Zion. Our host had much valued '' Penn's Maxims," 38.J HAITIAN COSTUMES. 281 which I had given him. He carried it in his pocket to read in his intervals of leisure, I now gave him a New Testa- ment, and Penn's " No Cross, no Crown.*' bth. — Leaving Petit Goave early we saw several poor women on their knees in the street, worshipping an image •oi our Saviour on a cross. We enjo3''ed our ride along the sea-shore for a few miles. As we proceeded to Miragoane we had for our companions part of the way a Haitian couple mounted on their livel}'' ponies. The woman was of Mulatto complexion, with long car-rings, a broad brimmed black beaver hat, broad figured band, fastened with a richly embossed gold-like buckle, a lilac cotton shawl with deep border of white flowers, printed cotton gown, white cotton stockings, green shoes of delicate material, sandals of green ribbon, and the left heel furnished with a brass spur of noble dimensions. Before her rode her boy with a large straw liat and blue shirt, carrying her w^ardrobe, and shouting to his ass, "hoo-e," the universal cry in encouraging these animals. Her spouse was attired in black hat and coat, and blue trousers, with a sword, and holsters to his saddle. The descent by a rocky, rugged road to the little seaport -of Miragoane reminded me of some of our little fishing coves in Cornwall, and our reception here from Charles ■Geltson and George Reed was as cordial as if they had been ■Cornishmen. They are American merchants. C. Geltson is coloured. Both appear decidedly serious ; perhaps the result of a miraculous escape from shipwreck, when their vessel was capsized in a squall off Turk's Island. All sank but these two, who reached the boat, in which they remained Avithout food for two days and a half. They were picked up by a French vessel, and landed at New York. They entertained us hospitably, and most readily gave up their ware-room for a meeting in the evening, which was well attended. Gth. — AYe left Mirajxoane at 5 a.m. When we were 282 IIAYTl. [l&r>, about four or five leagues on our way, we were hailed by a voice from the wood, inviting us to partake of coffee. It was the Magistrate of tlie Commune, who had been at the meeting the previous evening, and having preceded us, he had prepared some excellent coffee grown on his own estate of 1,50() acres, A few bundles of grass refreshed our horses^ and some raw eggs with the coffee ourselves. Our route Avas over a savannah, a league in width, between ranges of hills for many leagues. This elevated plain ter- minates by an abrupt descent of 1,500 feet. From the brow of the hill we had an extensive and beautiful view of the southern coast towards Aux Cayes, studded with islands,, wooded hills of varied outline, and an extensive plain, which we had to traverse for ten miles before we reached Aquin. Perhaps the most interesting sight of the day was^ the sea, of which I did not expect again to lose sight for a day, before wo should be floating towards my cherished home. During much of this journc}' my mind was preservetl in sweet peace, reflecting often on the language, " He that dwelletli in the secret place of the Most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almigllt3^" Although weary with our journey of nearly forty miles- we had to traverse Aquin before we found a resting-place, and then it was at the house of General Lelievre, whom we saw seated under his verandah at the door, cleaning a beautiful double-barrelled fowling-piece. His aide-de-camp and guard were seated near him. After he had heard our letter of introduction read, he invited us to lodge and par- take of their dinner of fried eggs, fried egg plant, chicken ragout, shrimps and bananas. A long bare-legged boy poured water on our hands before the meal, having a towel on his left arm. After I lay down and reflected on the wa}' wi> were surrounded l)y armed soldiers on duty all night, I felt less secure than when sleeping in a cottage without doors, as at 38.] AUX ClFii/X 283^ Mourins. Strange it seemed to express without reserve or fear our sentiments on Peace to the black general who sat surrounded by his officers, guards, and other less military- listeners. TtJi. — We proceeded by a road still beautiful, mountainous and varied, to Cavaillon, where we had a very cordial recep- tion from Andre Telemaque, the Commandant, whoso heart seemed remarkably opened. Aux Cayes^ 8th. — It was pleasant to be kindly greeted by Colquhoun Smith, whom I had seen at Falmouth. Wo boarded at his tabic with an agreeable circle of young men; of good education connected with C. Smith's establish- ment. As we passed through the count ly we saw and heard much of the ravages of war, from which they have suffered since 1842. Revolution upon revolution has unsettled the minds of the people, a condition that is always productive of discontent and trouble. 12f]i. — We went to the public school, where we found more than a hundred boys, nineteen of them reading in the New Testament. • As we lodge in a spacious house our circumstances ara such as to admit of many persons having free access to uS' at our quarters. AVo borrowed chairs and benches to seat our large sitting-room, and this evening 200 assembled,, many standing in the hall, to whom counsel flowed freely. Prayer also was offered for the extension of the Redeemer's- kingdom in the hearts of this people, and for the spread of love which shall prevent war, so that peace may prevail. 13th. — We visited the prison, which is not apparently so bad as some we have seen. After this we had a very plea- sant call from Joseph Castel, a merchant from Cuba. His mind seems alive to his eternal interests, and on behalf of the people of his country also. He is earnest to have a girls' school established. 15^^. — We lefc Aux Cayes accompanied by Colquhoun ^vj ■281 HAYTI. [lHi5. Smith, liis lu'othiT Charles, four other young Enghshmen, and last Init not least, Andre Telemaque, the Commandant of Cavaillon, who was dressed in his regimentals as a colonel, and was preceded by a mounted soldier to clear his way. I had very agreeable conversation with A. Telemaquo, Ho had attended the meeting at Aux Cayes, and seemed satisfied that religion does not consist in external observances, but in the dedication of the soul and all its powers to the Lord. After riding four miles, two of our companions left us, the remainder took leave of us at one o'clock. I felt reluctant to part, when the time came for them to turn their faces home- wards. Til!? horse which we purchased at Jacmel, and which I named Carib, carried me safely and delightfully from Jacmel to Cape Haitien, and thence to Aux Cayes, but his back be- -coming sore with my saddle, I exchanged him for another of our horses, which from his crooked legs, the shape of his head, easy gait, and being a beast of burden, we called •Camel. Carib then bore our panniers with luggage, and when within a few miles of St. Louis, the cord which bound the luggage slipped, so as to cause him to kick, and to start off at full gallop. He cast some of the luggage on the ground, Avhich I had to watch, whilst J. Jesup and Cheri, our guide, went in pursuit of Carib, who had turned aside into a thicket of logwood, so dense as to cause us to lose sight or trace of him, except where our carpet bags were dropped. I soon gave him up for lost, and was the more surprisetl when the shouts of my companions announced his capture. No sooner was Carib secured, than Camel showed symp- toms of spasms, and I had to mount him and ride at full speed to save his life. AVe certainly felt in doubtful plight, for " Haitien" (J. J.'s steed) was biting his off fore foot, as much as to say, ''I can't go much further.*' But Camel was restored by his four mile heat, and Haitien relieved as soon as we reached St. Louis by being bled in the foot. The town of St, Louis is of a striking character. The 38.] JOUIiXEY TllliOUail THE F QUEST. 285' streets are at riglit angles, thickly covered with short green grass, looking very neat and pretty. It is backed closely by high mountains; these form the amphitheatre for a calm bay,, which for size and aspect reminded me of Plymouth Sound, the breakwater and Drake's Island having their counter- parts in fiat green islands. Instead of gulls there were magnificent pelicans. IG//?. — We were kindly received by Pierre Nicolas Salien,. and were well satisfied to spend First-day here. We had a meeting with some of the inhabitants at the house of our host. His gratitude for services rendered to the negro race prevented his receiving any payment for his good accommo- dation. llth. — -We reached Aquin to breakfast at the house of C. A. Rospide, a merchant. ISth. — -We left Aquin at four o'clock, on a road destitute of water, and for ten leagues destitute of habitations. We deemed it best to hire a mule in case our beasts should fail ; its rider served as our guide. Wo proceeded through the dark by an intricate road. Three times fallen trees inter- cepted our way, but by dismounting, and having on one occasion a passage cut round the tree by the guide, who, as one of the c/ens-d'annes^ carried his sword, we succeeded in passing. The remainder of our road was tolerably smooth and level, through a dense forest of log-wood, lignum vitse,. and cacti. We often heard and occasionally saw the sea,. and arrived very unexpectedly at a hamlet of fishing cottages. At one of these, beautifully neat and whitewashed, we made an excellent breakfast, helped out by nice sardines- caught there in great abundance in nets made by the men from cotton grown and made by themselves. We were glad of a few hours' repose, and at two o'clock started for Cote de fer, where we lodged in a select chamber. Sometimes we think that an average of our accommodations would be just agreeable ; we must take things as we find them, and may well be thankful for our lot. :286 IIAYTl. [1845. Our Scripture reading in the evening was attended l)y a large company, and it proved a season for imparting religious counsel that was well received. Vdth. — Setting off at six o'clock we pursued a rough, and occasionally beautiful, sea-side road for five hours, when we were glad to seek rest in the shade of some fine trees that grew near a clear stream, supplying us with fresh water for our chocolate, which we boiled on a fire kindled with leaves and dry sticks. Some women came with their children, and ■sat by us whilst \ve ate our breakfast, and had our usual reading. One of them had given Cheri a bunch of plantains, our bread being short. She thought herself overpaid by the gift for one of her children of one of the little garments my Aunt Fox gave me. We reached Baynet, a small town with about one hundred houses. Jean Dominique, a trader, received us handsomely, refusing payment for the service. On the square before his Y?, — This is the anniversary of my deliverance from death, when my horse ran away with me at Belcour, and threw me on my neck. May the sense of this mercy cause me to hope, although some of the events now passing are not such as we should contrive if we had the power. The railway bill for Plymouth and Falmouth has been thwarted, to the disappointment of many besides myself ; but I hope that this is amongst the all things that will work together for good. llohhs Pointy Eighth Mouth 2Srd. — On the 7th sister Lydia and my three dear children left home with me for Youghal, by the way of Plymouth and Cork. They proceeded with Abraham Fisher, jun., to Youghal, and I went with my my dear father-in-law to Limerick to attend the interment of his sister Anne Fisher. I had much satisfaction in revisiting haunts very dear and interesting to mo, and associating with kind relations. I have been obliged to part from them somewhat abruptly, in consequence of a summons to attend to business. I feel very thankful to my heavenly Father, who, I believe, has hitherto watched over and cared for me ; and not only so, but He has also helped me to keep hold of faith in His care and power, which is no small merc3\ And now that He has seen meet to continue to guard and protect and provide for me, inclining the hearts of my friends to employ me, I desire to renew my covenant with Him, to be nn- feignedly His on His own terms. m.] JiAILWAY BUSIXESS. 2'.)7 12fJi. — On the 2it:1 my dear cousin Junia Prieo passed from time to eternity, being dismissed in her peaceful sleep, 17 fh. — Again have the ranks of our Church been thinned by the removal of Elizabeth Fry. Her memory is truly precious to me, for I have cause to rise up and call her blessed. FahnoufJi, Eleventh Jfoiifh 9fJi. — During the past few weeks my time has been very fully occupied, so much as to pre- clude my giving attention to anything except positive duties. But although thus closely occupied in railway business, I trust I have not been unmindful of the renewed daily mercies of the Most High. The ruling desire of my heart is, that I may consecrate my gain unto the Lord of the whole earth. jMay I be preserved so fully from the din of worldly cares as to keep my spiritual ear open and atten- tive to know my Father's will ; and when known, I hope I may faithfully obey. 16tJi. — I have been very closely occupied in worldly matters, and have been often ready to query, Is it right for me to be thus engrossed ? The answer occurs to my mind, •'Not slothful in business; fervent in spirit; serving the Lord," and I trust that this may be my case, using and not abusing, the gifts by which in mercy I am surrounded. I hope and believe that if I ever again hear the call to leave home for religious service, that I shall be as willing as heretofore to be thus engaged in spreading a knowledge of the truth. "Ilnf. — In my retirement this evening my heart has been lifted up with thankfulness that my railway duties, which for the present closed to-day, have been accomplished without the compromise of principle, the result of sustaining grace. Yesterday John Scoble and Thomas Spencer held an anti-slavery meeting here. J, Scoble lodged with us, and before we went to rest, prayer was offered for the entire fulfilment of the Lord's purposes over all the earth. 208 FALMOUTH. [1845. Twelfth Month 28th. — One of the important matters that now occupies much of my attention is further service in the £>;ospel, if I am not mistaken in the apprehension of duty. I now seek to enter afresh into covenant with the Lord, to commit all my future to His wise government and guidance, being His on His own terms. First Month Ath, 1846. — During the past twentj^-four hours 1 have partaken more fully and richly of peace than I have known for a long time, and I seem to have been feeding spiritually on Christ, Such are the wages of those who seek the Lord, according to the language of Psalm xxxii., " Thou art my hiding-place ; Thou shalt preserve me from trouble ; Thou shalt compass me about \\'ith songs of deliverance." llfh. — Went this afternoon with Lovell Squire on board the Grace Darling, to see Robert and Sarah Spence, of North Shields, who are now in the harbour waiting a fair wind for Madeira, whither they are going, on account of the health of R. Spence. We stayed one hour with them, and had a season of refreshment as from the presence of the Lord. I believe this proving dispensation will be greatly blessed to them. Second Month IGth. — Yesterday morning in meeting I was constrained to share my crumbs with others. Some- times I am afraid I give to others what is intended only for myself, and yet I trust it is done in good degree with a single eye to the glory of God, and with the honest desire of spreading abroad the truth. If I do not starve in the act, and become a castaway, I do not mind. nth. — I attended the monthly meeting at Retlruth, and under a sense of much disqualification ventured to tell my dear friends of my call for gospel service to Stavanger, Norway. This was approved by Friends, who liberated me accordingly. 21.s'^ — Very precious was the sense given me this morning, whilst silently waiting on the Lord in meeting, that Jesus 39.] DARTMOOIi. 299 was indeed my High Priest, who was presenting me before the throne of His Father as one who had afresh entered into covenant of servitude. Great was my peace as in the child- like state I rejoiced in the overshadowing of Divine regard, and the language flowed through my soul, "Because he hath set his love upon Me, therefore will I deliver him,'' and an assurance was granted me, that the Spirit of the Lord should go with me in the service I am desirous of perform- ing in His name. Fourth Month 9th. — Yesterday the quarterly meeting was held here. The meetings for worship on both days were favoured seasons to me, in which my great Master was pleased to commune with me ; and I believe enabled me to move in His power, declaring His will. My friends liberated me to proceed with the engagement in Norway, to which I feel bound, and my dear friend John Budge also received the consent of the meeting to accompany me. 11th. — Whilst dressing yesterday morning I was engaged in considering what is the condition needful for the Christian minister. The language, "Be it unto me according to Thy word," seemed to describe the state at which we should aim ; Grod working in us to will and to do according to His own good pleasure. Then our acts would all be in Divine ordering, and His gracious purposes be accomplished. 20th. — My only safety seems to be to cleave very closely to my dear Redeemer, who has prayed for me that m}^ faith fail not ; and Avhen strengthened may I seek to strengthen my brethren. " My God, how perfect ara Thy ways I But mine perverted are ; Sin twines itself about my praise, And slides into my prayer." Fifth Month 3rd. — Since I penned the last I have spent a week on Dartmoor, very closely occupied. Whilst there I was cheered in a season of waiting and worship by the 300 LONDON. [1845. language, " Thou art my hiding-place ; Thou shalt preserve me from trouble ; Thou shalt compass me about with songs of deliverance." I'li/ijioufh, loth. — Was at Dartmoor yesterday, in much conflict of mind as to my course in matters of business, and whilst walking over the moors near the prison, thinking intently on the best mode of procedure, the language came before me, " Commit thy way unto the Lord," in which I readily acquiesced, and soon found peace in pursuing what appeared to be the safest course. As I sat down to my simple dinner an intimation was given me that a song of praise would be put into my mouth. Before night, on coming here, I saw some persons very satisfactorily, so as to remove the load of care that had rested on me lest I should be hindered from proceeding to Norway. London, 19M. — Was enabled this day to lay before the Yearly Meeting of ministers and elders the burden that has rested on my mind relative to Stavanger, and received its concurrence to proceed. May all my movements be in accordance with the Lord's holy will. 2bth. — Attended meeting at Stoke Newington yesterday morning, and was led to minister on the subject of worshij), and of yielding obedience to the will of God in order that we may be disciples of Christ, and be saved by Him. Towards the close of the meeting, in which Lucy Maw, Anthony Wigham and others had spoken, L. Maw briefly alluded to the sense given us of the overshadowing of good. I ventured to pi-escnt prayer at the throne of grace on behalf of those who have not yet relinquished the gratifica- tions of the world ; and that our sons may be as plants grown up in their youth, plants of the Lord's right hand planting, and our daughters as corner-stones polished after the similitude of a palace, whilst our garners are filled according to the Lord's holy will. It was a densely crowded meeting, csjK'cially with the 3''oung, for whom my interest lieels lively. 39.] SAMUEL FOX. 301 Edward Anson Crouch and I walked to Tottenham to- gether, and met a large company at Samuel Fox's ; Benjamin and Esther Seebohm, John and Eliza Allen and daughters, Anna and Rebecca Fox, William Matravers, Daniel and Sarah AVheeler, my sisters Rebecca B. Gibbons and Rachel, and Nathaniel, and many others ; two dining-rooms full. After dinner cousin John Allen spoke of the cause there was for gratitude to Him who cared for those on land and ocean, Hannah Thomas addressed those who were in gospel bonds, as well as him who had returned from service. This made way for me to express my feelings for Benjamin Seebohm. Cousin Samuel Fox knelt in prayer for us, that the crooked might be made straight, and the rough places plain. B. Seebohm then handed the language of strong en- couragement to me, which I gladly receive as a token of the continued loving-kindness of the Lord. Truly the season felt to me like " a feast of fat things ... of wines on. the lees well refined." CHAPTER XVII. NORWAY. Sets off for Norway witli Jolin Budge and Isaac Sliarp — Bible Heading on Board Caledonian — Hamburg — Emily Sieveking — Copen- hagen—Tracts — Crossing the Sound at Midnight— Gothenburg — Meeting on Board the Tees, Captain George Brown — Christian- sand — Stavanger — Elias E. Tasted — Dussivigan — Two Months' Meeting— Yearly Meeting — Visits to Friends — One who gave up the Trade in Strong Drink — Hund Vaag Island— Crowded Meeting at Stavanger — Stransund — Conference with Elders and Overseers — Letter from E. E. Tasted — First-Day Meeting — Leaves Stavanger — Stagland — Farewells — Meeting at Olen — Bergen — F. A. Putter — Tracts — Letter from Peter Boyesen — Christiania — Gothenburg. Cheered by the encouragement of their friends, Edwin 0. Tregelles and John Budge, w4th Isaac Sharp as their companion, prepared immediately after the Yearly Meeting to set off for Norway. Sixth Month Cjth, 1846.— John Budge, Isaac Sharp and I are on board the Caledonian steamer on our way to Ham- burg. The voyage is as calm and peaceful in all respects as any voyaf2;e could be. 7th, First Day. — We applied to Captain Gibbs to know if he would allow of our reading a portion of the Bible to the company assembled in the cabin ; to this he most readily assented. I read Isaiah Iv. and part of Ivi., and commenced the first Epistle of John, which was finished by Isaac Sharp. After which John Budge addressed us, and I revived the words of our Lord, "I thank Thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because Thou hast hid these things from 302 89.] EMILY SI EV EKING. 303 the wise and prudent, and hast revealed them unto babes." It felt to me that it was a time of favour, and very peaceful were my feelings afterwards. Wi. — Our steamer came to at Hamburg within the range of wooden piles which are driven into the bed of the river to protect the extensive range of shipping that lies within this shelter, from the masses of floating ice that must come down during the winter season. Such is the intensity of the cold here at times that this mighty river is frozen so rapidly as to admit of a person walking across it on the second day after the frost commenced. "We called this morning on Emily Sieveking, a superior woman in easy circumstances, who devotes herself to charity and good works. She is engaged every day in the educa- tion of twelve girls, for which she receives no pay. She keeps them in her school from nine to fourteen years of age, when they are dismissed, and their places filled by others of the same age. Her influence is great with the wealthy merchants, who cheerfully aid her in benevolent objects. One of these is the Kinder Hospital, an establish- ment where forty-eight families are lodged at a very small expense, if not gratuitously, provided they claim care from the circumstance of having a sick child, or some other afHiction. I am not sure that this is not more of benevo- lence than wisdom. We called to see this, and also the Eauhe-House, for the reception of young offenders, or those likely to become such. "VVe saw also the extensive public hospital, where 1,700 patients may be well accommodated. lOtli. — We left Hamburg this morning, arriving at Kiel in three hours. 11th. — We reached Copenhagen after a smooth voyage of nineteen hours from Kiel. We put up at the Hotel d'Angle- terre, and found it a comfortable house. After breakfast we had a precious time of spiritual refreshment together, when we felt braced to go steadily forward as way might open. We left Copenhagen in a four-wheel barouche drawn by mi XOBU'AY. [I8i:). a pair of good horses, driven by a very civil man. The Danes now appear to be a gentle people, and the}' or we mnst have greatl}' changed for them to have been able to subdue our forefathers. The fortification of Copenhagen towards the land is very strong ; we passed two or three fosses with their respective drawbridges and barriers. The road to Elsinore kept a straight course without regard to hills or valleys. About six English miles on the road we stopped for a few minutes, and walked up an avenue of trees to the king's country house, a handsome old-fashioned building, though small. A few miles further on our coachman drove us without cere- mony into a barn, a large door at one end being open ; and after baiting the horses for fifteen minutes without un- harnessing, the door at the other end was opened, and we drove out and on, enjoying our drive through a pleasant, not to say beautiful country. We supplied very many persons as we passed along the road, much to their surprise, with Danish tracts. "We were glad to have this means of diffusing truth amongst the people. The tracts were, " The Waj'" of Salvation through Jesus Christ," " Extracts from Thomas Chalklej-'s Journal," "T, Clialkley's Comments on Christ's Sermon on the Mount,"' and others. The flock struck ten in two minutes after we had passed through Elsinore and had reached the quay, where we were to embark to cross the Sound. Five minutes later we should have been too late, as the gates would have been closed. At 10.30 p.m. we were seated, luggage and all, in a capital launch. We had about two tons of ballast on board, and three well-trained sailors. Though at midnight we crossed the Sound in an open boat I felt no fear, but calm confi- dence, as we glided along, a gentle breeze filling our sails. so as to waft us across to Helsingborg in half an hour. 12fli. — At eight o'clock we proceeded in a nice compact four-wheel carriage, drawn by a pair of lively ponies, which 39.] JOURNEY TO GOTHENBURG. 305 were cliangecl every seven miles, the harness being detached from the horses, and fresh animals brought to their places, to have the rope and leather trappings put about them. I pity the poor beasts ; they have no portion of harness, as in England, for keeping back in going down hill, but a simple strap passed round the neck is attached to the pole, and they must get out of the way of splinter-bar and wheels as fast as they can, and consequently the speed down the hills is beyond what some nervous persons would like. Our driver was wonderfully expert ; he would just bring the point of the pole to strike the centre bar of some of the many gates across our road, and throwing them open with a bound, would pass through before they had time to close again on us ; and this he did by night as well as by day. The towns we passed through were Engelholm, Halmstad, Falkenberg, Warberg, and Kongsbacka. The latter is in ruins from one of those devastating fires so prevalent in these parts. A spark from the cigar of a drunkard caused the fire. We travelled without fear of any kind through the lonely woods and forests by night, being earnest to reach Gothen- burg as promptly as possible. During the journey I have enjoyed unusual peace, whilst the prayer often rose, " With- hold not Thou Thy tender mercies from me, Lord ! " and this has been granted largely, I might almost say to the full. Gothenburg^ 13th.— On. our arrival here Isaac Sharp and I made inquiry about a vessel by which to proceed to Norway. On turning a corner of the street we very unexpectedly met with George Brown, commander of the Tees, of Stockton. He quickly proposed having a meeting on board his vessel on the morrow. We gave no definite reply, but when we learnt that we could not proceed on our way, the weight of this duty came, and with it the language, " Lord, truly I am Thy servant," attended by such a sense of recognition from the Holy One as to subdue all questioning, and cause more than a resignation to do His will. 20 306 NOnWAY. [1846. Christlansand^ lOtJi. — On tlie evening before we left Gothenburg we had a deeply interesting meeting on board the JVe.s', captain, George Brown. The crews of three English vessels were present, one from Stockton, one from Hull, and the other from Manningtree. Solemn silence prevailed over all for some time, when Isaac Sharp was engaged to minister amongst us. Then F. E. Kleinschmidt spoke, after which I said a few words, to my own relief, on the nature of true worship, on the need of reconciliation, and on the gospel means essential to salvation. Thus closed a long and impressive meeting, which I trust may be blessed. Several persons had come from the city, amongst them Frederick Neilson, a deeply interesting character, a Swede, who is engaged in distributing the Scriptures, and has suffered imprisonment on account of his religious opinions. He was very earnest to possess a copy of George Fox's Memoirs. He had had a Danish copy of the small edition, prepared by Edward Backhouse, jun., given him by the master of a sloop from Stavanger, and this made him desirous of knowing more about the man and his principles. Of course we gladly supplied him. We arrived here yesterday, having voyaged on board the steamer Cliristlania as far as Sandusand, and thence per Prince Consort, a smaller vessel, better adapted to thread the intricate mazes of the thousands of isles amongst which we passed. The steamers were crowded ; and, as this was a coasting voyage, calling at nearly every village to exchange passengers and letter-bags, an opportunity was afforded to diffuse tracts and books amongst many persons whom we could hardly have met otherwise. One of our companions was Peter Boyesen, of Porsgrund, a member of the Stor- thing. He told me that the address of the Meeting for Sufferings had been useful in obtaining religious liberty, not only for our Friends of Stavanger, but for all Nor- way, Stavanger, 22ncl. — Through continued mercy we were 39.] STAVANGEE. 307 favoured to reach this place last evening (First-day), and met with a kind welcome from Endre Dahl, who with three companions came off to the side of the steamer in a boat, and conve3^ed us ashore, where we were met by Elias Eliason Tasted, and many other warm-hearted friends. We proceeded to Endre Dahl's house and partook of a nice tea. E. E. Tasted joined us at our evening meal, and amused us by his honest and simple remarks. After querying about John Budge and myself, he turned with thorough good temper to Isaac Sharp, and said, " Thee, the little boy? " I soon set the matter right, by making known that I was the junior of the party. E. E. Tasted often pitied the poor French prisoners marching off to the desolate Dartmoor, when he was a Danish prisoner at Plymouth. He is a choice Friend, in very poor health, the result of hardships, and finds his school duties somewhat trying. "We saw his school, twenty boys and seven girls, some of whom were gladdened by cousin Charlotte Fox's kind presents. Precious was the visitation of the Lord on my spirit, sealing the evidence of His approval in my coming to this place, and causing me to rejoice in the bountiful wages He grants to His poor unworthy servant. After tea I felt bound to render praise to the Lord for mercy granted us on the way, and to crave His blessing on our visit to this place. Oh that it may be to His glory, and to my abasement in my own eyes ! 2?>rd. — Stavanger is the most singularly built place I have ever visited. It stands on seven hills. Warehouses are built along the margin of several creeks of this extensive fiord. The whole place indicates moderate prosperity with- out wealth. Very few of the houses are of a superior kind, and all of wood. Fires, however, are rare, owing in part to the care taken in prevention. Fire ladders and hooks are to be seen in many streets. A watchman sits in a tower at night, overlooking all the town, or perambulates the streets, uttering a long and somewhat harmonious cry, and bearing 308 NOHWAY. [1B46. a staff with a large knob at the top, capable of giving an unmistakable rap at the door of a house in clanger. The chief source of income is from the herring fisherj\ About 200,000 barrels are sold annually. Of late years the herrings have frequented this fiord in great numbers. We have this evening attended the week-day meeting of Friends, at which about a hundred were present, being many beyond the usual number. John Budge expressed his gratitude that a people had been raised up in this portion of the Lord's heritage to bear testimony to the spirituality of the gospel dispensation, after which I revived the language, " The Lord direct your hearts into the love of God, and into the patient waiting for Christ," alluding to the worship of the Lord in spirit, the rejoicing in Christ Jesus, and having no confidence in the flesh, the need that there is for having Christ as our Instructor, our Intercessor and Sacrifice, and the terms on which this is experienced. John Budge spoke on the subject of worship, quoting a passage of Scripture from Ecclesiastes v. 1. Isaac Sharp knelt in prayer, to the comfort of those who understood the language, and influencing the spirits of many others. I felt thankful in the belief, on leaving the meeting, that we had been helped to perform the duties of the day. 24:th. — This morning we proceeded to Dussevigan in a capital boat, steered by our active friend, Knud Kaisen. We were accompanied by several Friends, and on our arrival at the place we found a crowd of persons at Endre Dahl's new house, which he had arranged for this meeting because the usual house was too small. About a hundred persons were assembled, and sat down apparently gathered individually to a deep exercise of true worship. I went in great poverty of spirit, and in this state I sought to draw nigh unto God by His dear Son ; after which I felt commissioned with the language, " Blessed is the people that know the joyful sound : they shall walk, Lord, in the light of Thy countenance." In the ability afresh bestowed I ventured 39. TWO MONTHS' MEETING. 30!) to bring this passage of Holy Writ before tlie interesting company, having also to speak on the blessedness of being disciples of Christ, and the awful consequences of denying Him. Soon after I sat down John Budge rose with the words of Peter, " Ye were as sheep going astray ; but are now returned unto the Shepherd and Bishop of your souls." Isaac Sharp spoke acceptably. Then I quoted the words of our Lord, " I am the Light of the world : he that followeth Me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life," and, " I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life ; " " I am the Door of the sheep-fold." A man spoke a few words solidly and pleasantly in Danish, to the effect that a message had this day been handed them, and they must give heed to it. 25f/i._The meeting for worship was held prior to the two months' meeting; it was attended by about 150 persons, much crowded in the house which was built by E. E. Tasted at an expense of about £100. At this meeting John Budge and I had some service, and two men spoke approving of what had been expressed ; neither of these were members. It was attended by a solemnizing influence. Fifteen men and fifteen women were present at the two months' meeting. E. E. Tasted acted as clerk, read our certificate in Danish, then their minutes, two of which had reference to applications for membership. The Friends ap- pointed gave verbal reports in a very solid manner. A note was handed to the clerk from a man once a Moravian elder, now applying for membership amongst Friends. One of the minutes referred to an application from S. S., requesting to be acknowledged as a minister. He had been received about a year ago, and had spoken occasionally during six months, I believe, to the satisfaction of Friends. This was left for the consideration of the yearly meeting. The Queries were read over, but not answered in writing, only verbally. The Advices were also read. The book they use is one that was prepared by Stephen Grellet and William Allen in 1818. ;^10 NORWAY. [1846. At foiTr o'clock the Yearly Meeting commenced. Some of the minutes of each two months' meeting were read. The subjects before the meeting were, whether Friends could allow the Lutheran schoolmaster to be quartered at their houses for the purpose of keeping the rotation schools, whether they should memorialize the king for relief in the matter, and whether S. S. should be acknowledged as a minister. In this latter case the judgment of the meeting inclined to the mode of proceeding in England so far as can be practised. The other cases were referred to a committee of five men, who met us at our quarters. We concluded to recommend Friends to be faithful in refusing to have the schoolmasters (many of whom are of objectionable char- acter), although they may offer to omit the Catechism during the time the school would be held in the houses of Friends. Also, that it is not desirable to memorialize King Oscar at present, but rather to bear for a season, with a Christian spirit, the trial which may result. To these recommenda- tions the meeting assented when we again met. After a solemn pause we encouraged them faithfully to endure persecution in a Christian spirit. John Budge knelt in prayer, and the concluding minute was read. Thus closed this memorable day, for the mercies of which we felt grateful. 27fh. — "VVe paid fourteen visits to-da}' of varied kinds, amongst a very poor people, which proved deeply interest- ing. One was to a worthy man who was in a good business, part of which consisted in the sale of strong drink. He became uneasy with this trade, and believed it right to give up that part, after which his customers left him, and his business declined so as to reduce him to poverty. He now labours with his hands. 28^/i, First Day. — Another day of favour. We went at ten o'clock to meeting, very punctually to a minute. Found the house so crowded that it was difficult to pass to our seats, and yet more came in afterwards, so that nearly 200 39.] IIUXD VAAG ISLAXD. 311 must have been crowded togetlier. John Budge, after a time of silence, quoted the words, we " seek not yowxs, but you," we " have coveted no man's silver or gold," and ex- pressed the desire only to direct them to Christ, who died for them. " Ye are not your own. Ye are bought with a price." After which I gave expression to what had rested on my mind from the commencement, " Ho ! every one that thirsteth," ''If any man thirst, let him come." Again we met at half-past two, with the bouse crowded. At the close we gave notice of a meeting in the Lutheran schoolroom for Third-day evening. We called on Knud Kaisen. The visit to him and his wife was of a deeply interesting character ; all seemed broken before the Lord under a sense of His goodness. They were exhorted to apply to the service of the Lord the many talents which He had committed to their trust. I believe that there are good things in store for them ; and very useful will they be, if faithful, for they have vigorous minds in vigorous bodies. Thus closed a day of peace and renewed favour. 29f/«. — Went to Hund Vaag Island in this fiord, separated by a channel about half a mile wide from the mainland. Here we visited several Friends ; some rich in faith and heirs of the kingdom, although poor as to this world's goods. Our first visit was to Thore and Anna Olsen, labouring people living in a simple cottage with three small rooms, yet able to contribute to the aid of their poorer fellow-members, and that cheerfully. A fisherman on whom we called showed us four or five live tusk fish, about two feet long, which he had swimming about in a well five feet cube, formed at the end of his stone pier ; here they are fed daily, and fattened for sale. His wife is in membership with Friends, and a very pleasing woman of striking expression, and if faithful to the con- victions of duty, will, I believe, be blessed to many. From this island we took a boat to go to an islet where 312 XORWAY. [1846. lived some attenders of Friends' meetings struggling for a subsistence in fishing and farming. Mucb. of our time was spent at the dwelling of the Huseseboes, where three families of this name live. Ole Huseseboe is a fine, promising young man. "We had a meeting in their house, which was largely attended ; about a hundred persons being present. We re- crossed the narrow channel, rowed very heartily by four of the men who had been at the meeting. 30th. — In the evening attended an appointed meeting for worship in the schoolroom belonging to the Lutherans. It was crowded with about 500 persons of various classes. So great was the earnestness to be present that some men took a plank and placed it near a window, hoping thereby to effect an entrance. Isaac Sharp was engaged in prayer that the words of our mouths and the meditations of our hearts might be ac- ceptable. These were the words that had been on my mind throughout the day, and which I was helped to express with some addition after John Budge had spoken on silent wor- ship, and the efficacy of Divine grace. The gospel was freely, and I trust with some degree of fulness, preached to a very interesting audience, and I know not that I ever ex- perienced a deeper sense of the power of the Lord being over every heart present than for five minutes of that meet- ing. At the close many queried when we should have another meeting ; one man came to us at our lodgings, several having spoken to us before we left the schoolroom. The Friends had chiefly remained out of meeting so as to give place to others, and when they found that they could not enter, they withdrew to their own meeting-house and sat down there. Seventh Month 1st. — We had a call from Helge Ericson Hagene. He is about twenty-nine years of age, and has travelled in many parts of the country, preaching. He supports himself in part by making chains as he walks along. 39.] STBAXSUXD. 313 We arranged to proceed to Stransund, distant about ten miles. The weather was boisterous in the morning, gusty with heavy showers from the south. Our course was north, and as our dear kind friend Endre Dahl said it was con- sidered " beautiful weather," we concluded to go. At four o'clock we were seated in a capital boat, manned by five nice fellows, all " Friends " ; and under a close, double-reefed main sail, with plenty of ballast and good hope, we slipped across one of the arms of this grand fiord. It was a much enjoyed cruise, though part of the way the sea ran high. We landed near the mouth of a river, where it falls by a cascade of eighty feet down to the sea. We had a full mile and a half to walk to our simple lodgings by the seaside, near the parish church. Before we settled for the night we read Psalm xci., having our crew assembled with us, after which Isaac Sharp addressed them on the first verse, which had been presented to his mind before I commenced reading. 2nd. — We had a beautiful cruise of nearly two miles on a freshwater lake ; then we ascended a steep mountain path. But our hour of toil was well repaid by an interesting meet- ing with a hundred persons in a barn belonging to Thore Thorge ; some of these had come ten miles. It was nearly four o'clock when we began our descent to the lake, and we reached Stavanger by eight, having a fair wind again, though our rudder broke when we were about half-way over the fiord, and we were obliged to steer with an oar. AVe are thankful for the mercies of this day, and I have cause to bless His name who gave me during that visit to Stransund repeated evidence of continued loving- kindness. 4:fh. — This morning we had a call from Lars Larsen, of Bergen, a student in the Missionary Iiistitute here. He was desirous of information on the subject of baptism. We gave him a copy of "Barclay's Apology," and had much interest- ing conversation with him. 314 NOItWAY. [1846. We had a conference with E. Erasmusen, Endre Dahl, and Ole Huseseboe on the subject of elders ; afterwards with them and E. E. Tasted on overseers. After a visit to E. E. Tasted he placed in my hands a letter, from which the following is extracted : — " Dear Feiends, E. 0. Teegelles, John Budge and Isaac Shaep, — " Your dear and tender visit to us in the love of the gospel I believe has been a singular and living encourage- ment to our Friends in this place, as well as to many with- out. It will be a powerful remembrance to each of us as long as we live. Although it may be to your sensibility as bread cast upon the waters, I believe it will at the right time be found and gathered of many. Oh that we may be willing to suffer in our time of humiliation, that the true humbling may be known in us, so that the name of the Lord may be honoured in and by us. . . . " Our love is more to you than we can express in words, and also to our dear and beloved Friends in England. They have made themselves worthy of our love in many respects for above thirty years. May this lead us to gratitude before God. "Your sincere friend, "EliasE. Tasted." Such testimony is cheering under a sense of much weak- ness, Stavajiger, bth, First Daij. — In the afternoon meeting ability was given to express what I believed was the message for the large company then assembled, on the subject of the voice of the Lord being heard in the silence of all flesh. Under a solemn sense of renewed mercy the meeting sepa- rated, when we requested the members and attenders still to sit with us. I found it right to quote the words, " I have learned, in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content," 39. 1 STAGLAXD. 315 enjoining close dependence on the Lord in lieiglits and in depths, reminding them that fishermen were called of the Lord to uphold His truth, and telling them that I believed that some present, fishermen and labourers, would be em- ployed in His service, but that all such must remember to be subject one to another in love. John Budge took leave of them affectionately, and Isaac Sharp knelt in prayer and thanksgiving. Standing near the door we shook hands with them, some sobbing aloud, and nearly all much broken in spirit. Several Friends and attenders called this evening once more to greet us. And thus closed a deeply interesting two weeks at Stavanger. • SfagJand, 6th. — AVhen we left Stavanger this morning many Friends were assembled on the quay to bid us fare- well, among them dear E. E. Tasted. Our boat is a capital one, belonging to Endre Dahl, nicely fitted up with an awning. E. Dahl is with us, and Ole Huseseboe, Thore Olsen, Jacob Jacobsen and Andrias Jacob- sen. AVe had light winds for about sixteen miles across the fiord, when the wind shifted and blew strongly from the S.S.W., wafting us rapidly with a heavy sea to the branch of the fiord on which this place stands. For one hour the storm seemed alarming, and Ole, our able helmsman, kept one eye to windward ; but we reached in safety, and landed in the beautiful grounds of Ander Anderson, of Stodvig. After staying three hours at Stodvig we proceeded to the house of Soren Ericson, who kindly met us at the water- side, four miles from his home at Stagland, with three nice ponies, on which we rode over exceedingly rough ground, not to say road, for in some parts there was none. Our ponies passed safely over the sloping surfaces of granite and slate rocks. Ander Anderson (the son-in-law of Soren Ericson) is the possessor of many hundred acres of beautiful land — wooded, fertile, and rocky, besides a fine luxuriant isle of forty or fifty acres. 316 XOnWAY. [1846. Soren Ericson lives on his own extensive farm. He has suffered much for refusing to pay baptismal fees, for which nine of his cows were taken at once, leaving only one calf ; but with all this he has prospered. I felt much peace on entering his very simple dwelling, where we sat in a nice neat garret, ten feet square, which they have fitted up for a meeting, which is regularly kept up in this house. We had a precious time there. A blessing manifestly rests on the prayers and labours of these parents on behalf of themselves and their children. We afterwards attended a meeting we had appointed in a new house built on the farm. It was crowded with about seventy persons. The district is very thinly peopled. 01 en, lOfh. — Soon after breakfast on the 7th we embarked in our boat, taking leave of our friends from Stavanger, eight of wdiom had followed us in a small boat. These, and seven or eight others, shook hands with us as we stood on the rock, and again we bid each other farewell with a few words, commending them to live in the unity of the Spirit and in the bond of peace. The meeting here was attended by about seventy persons — working people and a few soldiers. It was a good meet- ing. Isaac Sharp, although he had been very poorly, was strengthened to speak with authority amongst us on the need of cleansing and reconciliation. Hngleoe, 12fh. — We left Olen yesterday morning. Our men had hard work to row across the fiord, and we concluded to stop at this island. This morning we met together for worship with our crew, and the members of the household. John Budge spoke on the subject of silent worship, and suggested that they might meet together in such a way to their profit. After the meeting Endro Dahl and I were rowed across the channel, three miles wide, to call on Chatrina Hend- ricksen, a serious woman who had believed it right to forsake the Lutheran mode of worship. We paid her an interesting 39.] BESGEN. 317 visit, when she was reminded of the language, " It is good for me to draw near to Grod : I have put my trust in the Lord God, that I may declare all Thy works," and that the blessmg was promised to those who hunger and thirst after righteousness. Her husband and she cheerfully set out to give notice of a meeting to be held here this afternoon. 13^/i. — The meeting was well attended. I felt more open- ness to speak of spiritual things than for some time past, to my comfort and relief. Chatrina Hendricksen came to our room after the meeting, when we encouraged her to in- creased dedication of heart to the Lord's service, that so she may help others. We presented her with a large Danish Bible. Bergen., 14:th. — We had a very calm cruise amongst the innumerable islands of the several fiords we crossed on our way to Burgholm, where we lodged last night in quarters that appeared to us delightful after the rough and dirty accommodation we have had in some places since we left Stavanger. Whilst passing calmly along yesterday, I thought much on the prosj)ect of a peaceful return, and of the last retreat when the everlasting doors will be opened, I trust, for me " to go no more out." Delightful as rest appears to me, I remember my covenant of unconditional allegiance, — " My life, if Thou preserv'st my life, Thy sacrifice shall be," and sweet peace followed even the desire after true re- signation to the unfoldings of the Divine will concerning me. Oh that I may be enabled to obtain and maintain a patient, quiet spirit, leaving my every care in the hands of Him who has done all things well. 17th. — Meeting in the evening in Harmony Hall, which was crowded with about 700 persons. We were favoured with grateful hearts for the mercies shown. Before we left the room many came to shake hands with us. Amongst 318 XOMWAY. [184G. these was a venerable old man, who handed ns a slip of paper, on which was written in Danish as follows : "In the year 1822, in July, about twenty-four years since, was in my house that dear Thomas Shillitoe of Hitchin, Hertford- shire ; at that time I had joy in being instructed how a true Christian should follow after. — F. A. Putter." At tea we had the company of four or five who had been at the meet- ing, all of whom seemed more or less inclined to embrace the principles of our Society. After tea they were en- couraged to faithfulness to apprehended duty in small things as well as great, and told that if they followed their Guide closely, with a single eye to the glory of God, they would be enabled clearly to discover the path cast up for them to walk in. A hope was expressed that they may meet to- gether for Divine worship, in simple faith on Christ as their great Minister. 18th. — A closely occupied day. Very many persons called for tracts, which were distributed freely in small parcels. Not less than a hundred persons came, so as quite to prevent regular occupation. We had a very interesting call from F. A. Putter, who spoke with much interest of Thomas Shillitoe, whose last words to him were, " If we do not meet again on earth, I believe we shall in heaven." F. A. P. queried of me respecting the baptism of the Holy Ghost as the spiritual baptism that was alone efficacious ; he queried whether our Lord had not commissioned His dis- ciples to baptize. I turned to the latter part of Luke, where the commission is recorded, and reminded him that the baptism of John and of Christ were different ; that the disciples of John did well to practise his baptism, but that the disciples of Christ must regard the baptism of Christ, the baptism of the Holy Ghost and of lire, as the dispensa- tion they were instructed to set forth ; and also to teach all men to observe all things that Christ hath commanded, which things were too much neglected by professors of the Christian name. 39.] PETER BOYESEN. 319 Peter Boyesen, of Porsgrimd, called, with whom I had interesting conversation, remarking that no man felt trne peace unless he were reconciled to God ; and when this was the case, he had peace with himself and all mankind ; and that such persons were far more easy to govern and control, than those who have no fear of God before their eyes ; to all which he honestly assented. When he left us I followed him out of the room and said I believed he had now seen enouorh of Friends to convince him that Government had nothing to fear as the result of having granted them re- ligious liberty. To this he fervently replied, "lam glad we have met ; I love you all ; may God bless you." He called again soon, and spent a short time with Isaac Sharp, who was poorly upstairs. With him he left the following letter : — " Bergen, July 18th, 1846. " To MY Honoured Friends op England, — " I hope 3^ou will not misjudge my addressing you these, the view of which is to testify the great satisfaction it has afforded me to meet with persons of your enlightened under- standing and amiable character, the first time I became acquainted with any of your confession. In matter we agree, in forms we may differ, but with God there is no difference. He will gather around Him all His children, who earnestly though faultfully seek Him, when the trial is finished. " Each sect has its peculiar preference, so yours has the predominating doctrine of peace. I shall ever grave on my soul the Divine truths you uttered at your departure, " Let us have peace with God, and we will have peace with all the world." . . . " Before concluding I remark, what I observed to your sick friend, that in my neighbourhood most of the poor families want a New Testament, and that their being provided with one certainly would be an act of blessed 820 NOBWAT. [1846. benevolence, and I take tlie liberty to remind him of his kind promise to exercise his best interest iu behalf of this matter with the British Bible Society. " And now I take a tender leave of you all, and pray God to guide and guard you wherever you are, assuring you that the words we have exchanged, and the moments we have spent together, will never be extinguished from my remembrance. " Yours with regard and friendship, " Peter Boyesen, of Porsgrund." Christiania^ 24ith. — We left Bergen on the 19th, in the Prins Carl steamer, and reached Christiania yesterday. A meeting was held in the Freemasons' Hall, and well attended by about 300 persons, chiefly of the middle and upper classes. This being the first occasion of a public announcement of a meeting for worship differing from the established form, since the law was passed that granted religious liberty, it felt to me and to all of us a very serious prospect. As the conflict is severe, so is the rejoicing the greater, when the song of praise is put into the mouth. We dined with Hans Ericksen, at whose house we met with many persons before unknown to us. Amongst these was the Norwegian Chancellor of the Exchequer, who came to the meeting with his son, and afterwards took tea with us, when we had very interesting conversation on serious subjects. Gothenburg^ 2Qth. — We had a good meeting together at the Hotel here, in which prayer was offered for the land we had left, for the king, the rulers and the people, especially for those who by us had heard the sound of the gospel. The acknowledgment was raised, " We are nothing, Christ is all," " To us belongs blushing and confusion of face, but to the Lord God and the Lamb everlasting praise ! " CHAPTER XVIir. FALMOUTH. Pteturn from Norway — Croydon — Prince Town — Meeting on Dartmoor — Anna Price — Distress in Ireland — Dr. Philip— Death of Joseph John Gurnej^ — John Hodgkin — Cornwall Eailway — Marriage of his Brother Nathaniel — Samuel Capper and Joseph Eaton hold Tent Meetings at Falmouth — Accident at Railway Works — De- pression in Trade — Influenza Epidemic — Meeting with Sailors — Visits Prison. Croydon, Seventh Mouth 31.9f, 1846. — We were favoured to reach London safely from Hamburg tliis morning. In the evening I came to Croydon, and have much enjoyed a few hours with my dear friend Peter Bedford, whose welcome and counsel and encouragement were cheering. Prince Town, Dartniooi', Eighth Month bfh. — I arrived here yesterday. The coach nearly upset at Teignmouth, but amongst some less conspicuous mercies, and many unseen, is the sense given me of my unworthiness without undue discouragement. This is in answer to my earnest prayer that the Lord would be pleased to give me humble, correct views of myself, ascribing all the praise to His power .and grace. The language freshly arises, "Return unto thy rest, my soul ; for the Lord hath dealt bountifully with thee." Falmouth, Xinth Month 16th. — The monthly meeting at Redruth liberated me to have some meetings ^at Prince- town. Tenth Month 18th. — We are now located in a new dwell- ing, Grove Place, where I crave that we may be sustained .and cheered by the good presence of the Lord, who thus L. T. 321 21 322 FALMOUTH. [18iG. gives lis richly all things to enjoy. May I, when 3'ielcling to calls of duty, and in so doing making sacrifices, remember that it is of His own that I thus give. About two weeks since a meeting was held in the hospital of the war prison on Dartmoor, when more than 200 persons were assembled. The nature of true worship^ the omnipresence of God, the consequence of sin and means of restoration were dwelt on. Xeath, 2bth. — To-day I attended meeting here to my com- fort, and again felt commissioned to take of the things of God to hand unto others. This evening has been spent in the company of my dear Aunt Price, who is in a very feeble state. Her quotations from the sayings of Catherine Philips, were very interesting : '• Resignation is heaven begun on earth;" also "I always feel careful not to interfere with the work which the Lord commences in the hearts of any of His children." On parting, my dear aunt said, " Farewell ; may the Lord bless and preserve thee in heights and in depths, that thou mayest be kept in His fear." (This, proved to be the last interview.) Falmouth, Eleventh Month loth. — In meeting I encouraged my friends to present their gold, frankincense and myrrh^ and not to hide what they may regard as the one talent. None know but those who have proved it, what the poor minister feels when speaking under an apprehension of duty. He may fail in delivering the whole counsel of God, or,. under creaturely weakness, may substitute words or matter of his own, which is not of the Lord. What a mercy that for him, as for others, the Advocate is ever at hand. 25^/*. — William and Ann Tweed}', and Elizabeth and Caroline Tweedy drank toa with us very pleasantly. Our attention was much occupied b}'" the grievous distress in Ireland in consequence of the crop of potatoes having failed. Subscriptions are being raised to supply soup and meal to the sufferers. J'rince Toicn, Ticelfth Month Wi.—l feel thankful for the 40.] DEATH OF J. J. GURNEY. 323 employment here, aiding in the support of my dear family, and above all thankful for the spiritual support granted me during a season of deep mental conflict. Surely it is not by any power of my own that the peace is obtained which is granted and enjoyed. I may well say, " Being kept by the power of God ;'' for it is wonderful to me how the promises of the gospel are brought to my remembrance, and applied for my comfort and for the increase of my faith, so that I can trust and not be afraid, and can commit all my cares and desires to the disposal of the Almighty One. Wi. — Went to Teignmouth, and saw Dr. Philip of Trini- dad, and his daughters at the house of Captain Reed. We had pleasant converse together. lQ)th. — Cheered last evening in reading Luke iii,, by ob- serving that after our Lord was baptized He prayed, and then the heavens were opened. Surely there is instruction for us in this, that when we experience a baptizing influ- ence of the Lord's Spirit, then is the time to praj^, and prayer will open to us all needful heavenly treasure. Falmouth, First Month 7th. 1847. — I was informed this morning of the decease of Joseph John Gurney, after a very short illness. Thus has it pleased the Almighty to deprive us of one who was commissioned by Him to declare His gospel. Oh, may He be pleased to raise up others who may be faithful standard-bearers in the cause. 20th. — It is my firm present conviction that the principles held by our Society are the most perfect of any with which I am acquainted, and the mode of worship most in accord- ance with the Divine will. It appears to me highly im- portant that the ministry should never be mistaken for worship. They are conditions separate and distinct. That ministry only can be true which leads the mind of the audience off from the creature to the Creator. 12th. — Completed this evening the perusal of the Old Testament of " Kitto's Pictorial Bible," which I commenced ten years ago at Exeter. The perusal of these volumes has 824 FALMOUTH. [1847. been slow, because of my frequent absence from home. The notes please me much. lAili. — I was cheered by hearing that dear John Hodgkin is likely to visit Ireland with a certificate. Tlie joy I feel at this is to me a strong evidence of my love to him and my dear friends in Ireland. 2Stli. — AVent after meeting with sister Elizabeth to the workhouse. She read, " Sudden Death, sudden Glory," a narrative of T. Rogers, by Mary S. Lloyd. I read Psalm xxxi., and afterwards encouraged some to return to the Lord. Third Month 1th. — An interesting letter from Endre Dahl was forwarded to me by Isaac Sharp, who enclosed a notice of a meeting with the railway men at New Shildon, at six this evening, just at the hour I received this letter. My first impulse was to retire to my room, and there pour out my soul in prayer for my dear friend, in the language, *' Grant unto Thy servant that with all boldness he may preach Thy word, and that many signs and wonders may be done by the name of Thy holy child Jesus." And oh, may he and I be kept in our right places, walking daily in the path cast up for us. 24^^. — The contract for the Cornwall Railway was taken by S. M. Peto yesterday. Cousin Maria Fox has had a meeting this evening with the inhabitants of the neighbour- hood of our meeting-house, chiefly poor people. William Tanner, Eliza Allen and I took ])art in the service. I be- lieve it will be blessed to some. Sixth Month 'dth. — I returned this evening from Prince Town, having experienced there in no common degree the Lord's protecting mercy, for whilst standing under the eave of the hospital, a bar of iron slij)ped down the roof. The noise attracted my attention, and I moved away just in time to escape being struck by the bar, which fell on the ground where I had been standing. VJth. — This evening I have received tidino-s of the decease 40.] SAMUEL CAPPEE. 325 of my dear sister, Susanna Fisher, at Cork, wliither she had gone on a visit prior to her proposed marriage next month. About four weeks ago she became ill with fever, which has proved fatal. Thus are we again tauglit the uncertainty of all earthly things. 25//?. — Yesterday it was my privilege to attend the happy marriage of my brother Nathaniel, to Frances Allen, at Liskeard. On waking in the morning I was impressed and quieted by the language, "Be still, and know that I am God." At the conclusion of breakfast, when John Allen read in the Bible, my spirit was quickened into a state of prayer, under a sense of which I petitioned that the Lord would give strength unto His people, and bless them with peace. Soon after we were in meeting, Eliza Allen prayed that the Lord would be pleased to own our assembly by His spiritual presence. AVhen dear Nathaniel and Fanny had nicely made their solemn declaration, I petitioned on their behalf the Lord who had recorded their covenant vow. Samuel Capper followed, alluding to the ability to perform these rites without human intervention. Seventh Month Gth. — Samuel Capper and Joseph Eaton have had two meetings under their tent, which was pitched in the Bowling Green, Falmouth. They were well at- tended, and owned of the Lord, who enabled me to convey a message to the many hundreds assembled. Another meeting was held last evening at Penryn. llfh. — Cousin Samuel Fox came to us last Sixth-day. He cheers us by his presence, and animates me by his example. He went with us to the workhouse after meeting, and commented feelingly on Romans xii. : " Abhor that which is evil ; cleave to that which is good." 27th. — Honora and Julia Philip, daughters of Dr. Philip of Naparima, in Trinidad, have been spending a few days with lis. Dr. Philip was my kind attendant in fever, when I was ill there. Ninth Month 8fh. — Through condescending mercy we 326 FALMOUTH. [1S46. have been favoured with renewed heavenly visitation at our quarterly meeting; at St. Austell. Philippa AVilliams broke the silence : " Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, do it with thy might." John Budge followed, on silent wor- ship. Then I gave utterance to what I felt required of me : " Create in me a clean heart, God, and renew a right spirit within me." Maria Fox, Ann Tweed}^, and Eliza Allen also spoke. I bless the Lord, who hath given me counsel, and inclined my heart to follow His will. May I seek increasingly to obey the leadings of His providence. I trust that I shall be made more than conqueror through Him who hath loved me, and laid down His life for me. Some years previous to this, Edwin 0. Tregelles, whilst engaged at Restronguet, supervising the repairs of the machinery of a steamer, felt his interest called out for the people amongst wdiom his daily occupation led him. With the concurrence of his friends he held, some meetings in that neighbourhood. Again we find him applying for their approval of his holding meet- ings in the district between Truro and Falmouth, wdiere much of his time had been spent while survey- ing for the Cornw^all railway. 22nd. — I returned the minute granted me for the meet- mgs on Dartmoor, and then mentioned my prospect as it regards the district between Falmouth and Truro, which was united in by John Budge as a coadjutor, and cordially approved by the monthly meeting, for which I feel thankful. I heard yesterday with a grateful heart that some important steps towards liberating the peasantry of the Danish West Indian Islands have recently been taken. Tenth Month 7th.— I went with William P. Dymoud to 41.] FIXAXCIAL DISTRESS. 327 see the proceedings of tlie railway at Back's Head, and whilst we were arranging to descend one of the shafts, a man who was moving the plank of a platform fell through. Deeply painful were my feelings as I watched his body falling down the deep pit, at the bottom of which he lay for XI few seconds like a lifeless corpse. We hastened to him after his companions had descended to his aid, and very thankful I was to hear him speak, after a deep groan of -distress, and in a few minutes he was able to walk about. 9th. — I was agreeably surprised by the arrival of James Nibbs Brown, of George Town, Grenada. 10th. — Thomas Pumphrey was engaged instructively in ministry this morning. The transgressions of Adam and of David, with their convictions for sin, and the means of return for the sinner by Jesus, the new and living way, formed the subject of a touching address. In the afternoon meeting I felt constrained to pray for all present that we might really bow at the name of Jesus, who was set for the fall and rising again of many in Israel. Sweet peace has been my portion this evening, the result of a well-grounded hope that all my future is safe under the guidance of our good Shepherd if I be but faithful. 16th. — Many are the trials that are now dispensed among the princely merchants of England. Some who have been brought up luxuriously are reduced very low. I believe that these things are in mercy permitted, if not appointed, to wean us from the glory of the world, which is as sure to pass away as ever it had any existence. It is difficult to trace the cause of this distress. Some regard it as the result of the loss of the potato crop during the past few years, but I cannot see it so. I believe the cause must be deeper and more extensive. I saw the swallows assembling to-day at Trelerswell, prior to their departure. QOth. — Attended a meeting at Frogpool, which was large, Hannah C. Backhouse, Philippa Williams and John Budge 328 FALMOUTH. [1847, were there, and they and I were employed as ambassadors for Christ. Eleventh Afoufh 8fh. — I went to Roscrow this morning, and accompanied H. C. Backhouse and Jane Barclay Fox to call on Sir Charles Lemon, with whom the former had a reli- gious opportunity, much to her comfort, and, I trust, to the benefit of the visited. Ticelfth Month 19th. — I heard to-day of the death of George Crosfield, of influenza, which is now carr3'ing off many, like the fatal visitation of the cholera in a new form. More than 2,600 persons died of various complaints in London during one week recently, being 1,600 more than died in the corre- sponding week of last year. 2bth. — For some time past my attention has been turned to the condition of sailors. Notice was given at every vessel in the port j^esterday for a meeting in the Sailors' Room this afternoon. A few came ; perhaps twelve besides the Friends. It was closely exercising to my faith, yet in the retrospect as much peace prevails as has been the case after meetings attended by as many hundreds. Reconciliation with God by Jesus Christ was the purport of my communication ; that yielding obedience to the convictions of God's Holy Spirit is essential to the disciple, who will then experience deliver- ance from the thraldom of Satan, and partake of the bless- ing derived by the sacrifice of our Lord Jesus on Calvary. 2Gfh, Fimt Day. — At meeting ability was given me to rise and revive the petition, " Let the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my heart, be acceptable in Th}'' sight, Lord, my Strength and my Redeemer." I went on to speak on the privilege those enjoy who have Christ as their High Priest, being fed with the bread and the water of life ; such are satisfied with favour and full with the blessing of the Lord. I called with Thomas Christy Wakefield, jun., at the town prison, and saw two men who are confined for smuggling. "We sought to direct them to apply by faith in Christ to the 41.] HEADIXG BIBLE TO PEISONERS. 329 Lord Jehovah, not depending on their fellow men for any- thing they can do for them. Whilst the Bible was being read to them, the Romish priest came to see some Italians who are there for smuggling. He was very noisy, and in- terrupted us very unsuitably, of which we took no notice. CHAPTER XIX. FALMOUTH. Meeting with Sailors at Falmoutli — Call on Captain B. — French Revolution — Public Meeting in Manor Rooms, Stoke Newington — Funeral of Mary Howitt's Mother — Yearly Meeting — J. and M. Yearclley's proposed Service in Germany, Russia, and Austria — Disturbances in Paris — J. Lavin — Visits to Vessels in Falmouth Harbour — Neath, J. Rees, C, A. Price — Banbury — Ipswich — Croj'- * don School, Peter Bedford— South Wales Railway — Holds Meeting Avith Navvies at Neath Abbey — Letter from A. R. Tregelles — Funeral of Elizabeth Fox of Bank House, Falmouth — Conversa- tion with Captain B. — Banbury — Adderbury — Removes to Frenchay — Caroline Fiy — Sibford and Sidcot Schools— Barnstaple Meeting— James Veale — Interview with a Swiss — Eliza Allen's Address at Liskeard Meeting— Removes to Derwent Hill, Shotley Bridge — Tin Works — Marriage to Elizabeth Richardson. Falmouth, First Month 1st, 1848. — I finislierl to-day the perusal of William Allen's very interesting Life and Corre- spondence. The same grace which led him safely will be granted to me in the measure which I need. May I be found daily occupying with the talent committed to my trust. IGt/t. — This day four years the spirit of my dear Jenepher entered on that sweet rest which is the privilege of those who sleep in Jesus. By unmerited grace and mercy have I been upheld in my path, which has been far more pleasant than I had dared to anticipate. May I be encouraged to go on step by step, in faith that the staff of my Slie])lierd will be granted for my support, though His rod may correct. I was this evening at a meeting for sailors, which was well attended. Rising witli the words, " This is life eternal, that 3o0 44.J FRENCH REVOLUTION. 331 they might know Thee the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom Thou hast sent," ability was given to unfold the con- sequences of the believing and the unbelieving state. 20//i. — I attended a meeting in our meeting-house for the promotion of permanent and universal peace. James B. Cox was in the chair. Edmund Fry, as a deputation from the London Peace Society, ably stated the case, and Barclay Fox and I followed. It was agreed, to petition the House of Commons, and to address the people of Brest, France. Second Month ^th. — Under an apprehension of duty I be- lieved it right to call on Captain B. to-day, and pay him a visit of sympathy, in consequence of the decease of his son Edward, at Agra. I felt supported under a clear sense of duty until just as I entered the gate, but I ventured on- wards. "When the servant returned, saying I could see him, I felt that way was made for me. Very soon he joined me in the drawing-room, and we entered into pleasant converse. Touching on the subject of his loss, a full opportunity was afforded me for setting before him all that was laid upon me. Whilst I enlarged upon the blessedness of serving the Lord, he leaned forward towards me, eager to gather all that was expressed, and very heartily did he thank me for the visit. It was truly a season of bowedness before the Lord ; we wept together as we praised God for the mercy of sending His Son to be the ransom for those who obey and follow Him. 2Qtli. — Tidings have reached us to-day that Louis Philippe has abdicated the throne of France. A strange, and mar- vellous, and unexpected fall from uncommon popularity and power. May the Father of mercies overrule these events lor good. A Reform banquet was to have been held. The Government forbade it, and took measures to prevent the meeting. The people became incensed, and a bloody revo- lution has been the fearful result. Oh that all men were taught and trained to regard human life as sacred ! Then would all wars come to an end. 332 FALMOUTH. [1848. Third Month 30th. — I received to-day a very interesting letter from Isaac Sharp, in which he hands me sweet en- couragement to do the Lord's work, as though he had a sense of a requirement of which I do not feel conscious. Bat it is remarkable that before I opened the letter I was led to consider the wondrous mercy in my recovery from fever in the AVest Indies, and the language passed through my mind, '" Lord, truly I am Thy servant ; I am Thy servant, and the son of Thine handmaid ; Thou hast loosed my bonds," with desires after continued and increased dedication. Fourth Month bth. — For some days past I have felt drawn to visit the passengers about to leave these shores in the RosUjn Castle as emigrants to New York. Arrangements were made for a meeting this afternoon. It was difficult to obtain any quiet settlement, but at length we gathered round the capstan, and were refreshed with the " Bread which came down from heaven." Words flowed freely and fully, commencing with, " If God be for us, who can be against us ? " Of/?. — I have felt much impressed with the state of in- subordination manifested by nearly all classes in Europe. 11th. — Information has reached us to-day that the appre- hended disturbance in London yesterday was averted by the crowd of malcontents having been advised by their leader to disperse. Idth. — Read with interest in the Memoir of Elizabeth J. Fry of her first appearance in the ministry. The words she used were the same as those I first uttered in meeting at Swansea in 1827. It is strange to think that more than twenty years since I was enabled thus to avow my alle- giance, and yet, instead of feeling a proficient in the Lord's service, I am but as an infant still. 2'drd. — To-day I went with Thomas Christy Wakefield, jun., to the prison, where we saw a youth under punishment for a week. He was humble and contrite, in a hopeful con- 41.J YEABLY MEETIXG. 333 dition. He had been a Sabbath school teacher until lately, when he gave way to temptation. Stoke Xewingfon, Fifth Month 8th. — At meeting yesterday morning I prayed that we might so receive the grace of God into our hearts as to become true disciples of our Redeemer, and partake of the benefits designed by His sacrifice. After this I was enabled to address the large company, and to urge on the attention of the young the importance of being reconciled to God by Jesus Christ. 11th. — I was at the funeral of Ann Botham, the mother of Mary Howitt, who, with her husband, attended the inter- ment. At the grave- 1 felt the spirit of supplication come over me. To this I gave way, craving that in this solemn hour, when we could acknowledge that Jehovah was God over all, blessed for ever, we might so receive His Son by His Spirit in our hearts, as to be engaged to count all things but loss, so that we may win Christ, and be found in Him. I have since learned what I did not remember at the time, that William and Mary Howitt are in the practice of attend- ing the Unitarian Chapel. IQth. — Intelligence has reached us to-day that the mob had attacked and dispersed the Chamber of Deputies assem- bled in Paris. What the result may be is known only to Him who sitteth on the circle of the heavens, and sees the end from the beginning. 23rd. — At the Yearly Meeting of ministers and elders, John and Martha Yeardley laid their prospect before us of religious service in South Russia, Prussia, Bohemia, Austria, Germany, Switzerland, France and Belgium. Just before the close of the Yearly Meeting I attended a large and deeply interesting meeting at Devonshire House for young persons, invited at the request of Cousin Sylvanus Fox, who addressed us very powerfully, commencing with the words, " I am not ashamed of my hope." Falmouth, Sixth Month 11th.— 1 spent half an hour at Bristol with dear Daniel AVheeler, jun., who was very ill, 331 FALMOUTH. [I&IS. and to whom I sought to liand some consolation ; but frail and impotent is man for this work. May the Lord in the riches of His mercy be pleased to carry on His own work. 27//l — Tidings have reached us to-day from Paris, that a dreadful carnage took place there a few days ago. Another revolution, in which it is said 1,500 of the National Guard and some thousands besides fell in the contest. Thus grievous are the effects of war. The carnage and confusion were increased by a contest between two bodies of the regular troops. 30f/i. — Last evening's post brought me a letter, announc- ing the peaceful release of dear Daniel "Wheeler on the 2-ith, at Clevedon. This rapid sinking is far more speedy than I had expected. I feel thankful that I went to see him on my wa}^ home from London. >>ei'entli Month 11th. — I called to see John Lavin at Perranwell, who is ill in consumption. He told me that if the Lord had sent an angel round to his neighbours to tell them what he wanted, he could not have been better sup- plied. " I must tell you," said he, " that I feel great peace. For many months past the Lord has granted me an evidence of His pardoning mercy. I used to touch my hat to you when I met you on the road, because I believed you were a traveller Zionward, and I believe I shall meet you among the 'hundred and forty and four thousand,' I have sought to serve the Lord for thirty-five years, but I have nothing to trust to but the atonement of Christ," I repeated to him, " They have a strong consolation who have fled for refuge to lay hold upon the hope set before us, which hope we have as an anchor of the soul, both sure and steadfast, and which entereth into that within the veil : whither the forerunner is for us entered, even Jesus"; in which he very heartily united. His aniens were emphatic when prayer and praise were offered on his behalf. 30^/i. — Yesterday evening I went off with a supply of German books and tracts for the vessels now detained in our 41.] JOHN LAV IX. 335 harbour in consequence of the war between Prussia and Denmark. I heard lately that the Roger Sherman, an emigrant vessel which sailed from this port, has reached America safely, but that a quarrel had occurred amongst the passengers, and that the steward's wife had jumped over- board and was drowned. Deep is now my regret that I yielded to discouragement, and refrained from visiting this vessel before they left. Eighth Month Mh. — I received this morning a very inter- esting letter from George Richardson, with tidings from Asbjorn Kloster, from Stavanger, respecting some 3'onng men professing the peaceable principles of Friends, who are suffering imprisonment, with fear of further punishment, because they refuse to bear arms. I have written to Josiah Forster on the subject, hoping that the Meeting for Suffer- ings will move in the case. I called on John Lavin to-day. He said, " I have been travelling sixty years through this world, and nothing can I bring as an acceptable offering from anything I have done to secure my acceptance with Jehovah, but I can depend on the one offering of the Lamb, the blood of Jesus. I feel sure I shall be safe in His keeping. Yes, so sure as your name is Mr. Tregelles, I shall be saved by Him ! " " Yes," I said ; "if thou art faithful unto death, thou wilt have the crown of life." "Oh ! " said he, " I have had a dreadful struggle this morning ; the enemy is still busy, but he can't prevail. He tried to persuade me that I shouldn't get home, and I had a fearful struggle, ready to give all up, but the grace of God prevailed. No passage of Scripture could afford me comfort but this, ' I am He that liveth, and was dead ; and, behold, I am alive for evermore, and have the keys of hell and of death.' ' I shut and no man can open, and I open and no man can shut ! ' After this, for a quarter of an hour such sweet passages of Scripture flowed through my mind." Ninth Mo7ith 24:th. — Sweet and precious has been the sense 333 FALMOUTH. [1848. given me this evening tliat my soul is in the keeping of Jehovah, and that if I live and move in His holy fear, I may be persuaded that neither height nor depth, things present nor to come, will ever be able to separate me from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus. 'ioth. — I went this morning to the prison, and had some interesting conversation with a man who had delivered him- self up as a deserter from the 80th Eegiment in the north of Ireland. He told me he had had a J03^fnl night, and was feeling full of the blessing of the Lord. I asked him if I could do anything for him. He replied, " I thank you, sir. I have need of nothing. I left my brother's house at Kent- bury, a few weeks ago, believing myself called to preach repentance, and this I have done in several towns. I had a little money when I left Iventbury, and when that was ex- pended, I lay down one day by the road side, engaged in prayer for temporal aid, when two ladies came along in a little carriage. They stopped and asked me if I was the person who had been preaching in the street lately. I said ' Yes,' and they gave me 2.s'., as they said, in the name of my Master." I asked him how he expected to be supported. He replied, his life was one of faith, although he expected to have a pension of nine-pence a day from the East India Company. On taking my leave of him he said, " I thank you for your kindness; it will turn to your account at the last day. Be watchful ; for your adversary the devil goeth about as a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour, whom resist steadfast in the faith.'' XeatJi, Tenth Month l.st. — I took tea with Jonathan Eees. 'We sat in his drawing-room, where I had taken tea on the evening after I first spoke as a minister. The language then addressed to me by Elizabeth J. Rees came before me to my comfort, " In quietness and in confidence shall be thy strength ; " and the prayer arose that I might know this to be my case during the coming week in an especial manner, 42.] PETER BEDFORD. 337 ackiiowleclging the Lord in all my ways, and trusting that He will direct my paths. In the evening meeting cousin C. A. Price rose with the language, " ' He that goeth forth and weepeth, bearing precious seed, shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing his sheaves with him ' ; for whom the good Shepherd putteth forth, not only does He guide, but He goeth before them." Great comfort flowed in my heart at this message. BanJmry, loth. — I came to Joseph A. Gillett's yesterday. At meeting to-day, after a season of close watching, I had to rise with the words, " Without faith it is impossible to please God." Falmouth, Eleventh Month 2nd. — Leaving Banbury on the 16th of last month, I went to Ipswich, where I visited dear Nathaniel and Fanny pleasantly. On the 19th I returned to London,.and spent First-day at Peter Bedford's, at Croydon, The day was one of much favour. In the evening I visited the school. After John Sharp had read the history of Elijah, I spoke of the beginning and the course of wisdom, being centred in the fear of the Lord, leading step by step to true faith in the Son and Sent of the Father, who, though the Shepherd, condescended to lay down His life for the sheep. The next day Peter Bedford and I called at Newgate, to see R. W., who is sentenced to seven years' transportation for forging a cheque for £10. He had been a "Friend." "We had an interesting time with him. Peter Bedford gave him good counsel, and presented him with a Testament. I met John Yeardley at Gracechurch Street meeting, on his return from Belgium, The construction of the South Wales Railway brought to Neath a large concourse of navvies, for whose moral and religious benefit E, 0. Tregelles' niece, Anna Rebecca Tregelles, had for some time been L. T. 22 338 FALMOUTH. [latS. laboui'ino' cheerfully and siiccessfullv. Tier letters descriptive of these labours were published in a little book entitled " The Ways of the Line." Bsing at Neath on business for my sister, Rebecca B. Gibbins, I went with my niece, Anna Rebecca, on the line, to invite the railway men to a meeting on the following day. It was well attended. I rejoiced in having such a gospel to hand to such men. Rarel}^ have I felt more en- largement of heart than on this occasion. After the meet- ing, letters were handed me from Falmouth, conveying tidings of the serious illness of dear Aunt Fox. I left Neath for London, and after arranging sister Gibbins' matters very satisfactorily, I started for Falmouth with the expectation of being too late to see my precious aunt alive. This was sadly true, as I found when I reached Truro. The loss to me is no common one. From Anna Rebecca Tregelles. Dearest Uncle E. 0. T., — Much as thy mind must be occupied with the exceeding, the unrealizable loss that our circle has sustained, I do not like to refrain from offering thee the comfort of knowing how thy mission was received by my men friends. In the first place, more than eighty were present, which is a greater number than any of them ever remember to have seen in one place of worship before. They say they understood every word, ... it was all exactly the same as they read in the Bible. My first business on Second-day morning was to go and see the poor fellow who has broken his leg. He told me that his brother and the lodgers had come ' after the chapel ' and spent the evening before with him, and tho}^ told hira all thoy could that had been said, and they each read in the Testament in turn, and two or three tracts ,- and the}- said 42.] MEETIXa WITH XAVVIES. 339 tliey would for the future manage their horses so on Sunday to be able to go to some place; and then the}' all said they had never spent such a comfortable evening before. And these were the ' tip-drivers,' the very pariahs of the line. ' And see/ the poor fellow said, ' I can bend my knee a little now, so I think when the gentleman comes again I'll be able to get upon crutches to hear him.' They petition for a meeting on some working-day evening, because then they won't mind their clothes ; so many have no change except of shirt. One said, ' I'm sure I'll be able to rise a pair of trousers, and then Harry will lend me a clean slop, so I iflU go next time.' Thou oughtest to sing the Te Deum, dear Uncle E., for often have I heard some contract described as a ' terrible place for the bother of them parson chaps,' who were doubtless well-meaning men, but who, instead of seek- ing for and working on the spark of good latent in the hearts of their ignorant audience, have attacked the evil with a sweeping condemnation, repulsive of sympathy, and almost of hope. Now it is all ' more, more.' . . . With dearest love, I am, in great haste, thy ever affec- tionate A. E,. T. Falmouth, Eleventh Month bth. — A large number of friends and relations assembled at the graveyard on the occasion of the funeral of my aunt, Elizabeth Fox, where the voice of cousin Sylvanus Fox was heard in supplication. After the coffin was lowered I too felt constrained to bend the knee, and pour forth my soul in prayer. The meeting, though densel}^ crowded, was solemn, and this impression conveyed in the silence seemed confirmed b}" a sweet address from cousin Eliza Allen. Philippa Williams, AVilliain Ball, John Budge, and Sylvanus Fox also addressed tlie meeting. When walking home we observed before us a frail old man, who seemed lingering to speak with us, and soon found it was Captain B., who b?gan, " Oh, Mr. Tregelles, I am so glad to see you. I intended to have called on you long 340 FALMOUTH. [1848. since to tliaiik 3'0ii for 3'our visit. I have been at the meet- ing and in the grave-3'ard. Dear Mrs. Fox ! AVell, we had a blessed time of it." '• How art thon getting on, Captain B, ? " I said, " Oh, not as well as I ought to, but I hope I shall." I reminded him of some words that had been much Avith me in meeting, " Come now, and let ns reason to- gether, saith the Lord : though 3'our sins be as scarlet, the}' shall be as white as snov.- : though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool. If ye be Avilling and obedient, 3'e shall eat the good of the land : but if ye refuse and rebel, ye shall be devoured with the sword : for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it." He replied, " Oh, that's what parson Hitchins used to say." Thus did he give an interesting proof that these words, which fell more than thirty 3-ears ago upon a heart as careless and reckless as an^- of his buoyant class, did not fall in vain. Bdiihury, I'Sth. — I arrived here on the 0th, and have been closely and pleasantly occupied in my business engagements. Ma}'- the Lord in His mercy direct my way, and make it prosperous. The last message that I had from my dear Aunt Fox was as follows : " She trusts that thy sole depend- ence will be on that Power which can preserve in heights and in depths." 19^/i. — I walked to Adderbur}' meeting to-day with James Cadburj'-, and had much comfort in that pleasant season for worship, when I believe many were refreshed by Divine consolations. Joshua Lamb said a fevv^ words: "Be still, and know that I am God." I encouraged mothers to bring their children to their Redeemer. Falmouth, Ticelfth Mntili Vth. — I sjjent a week at Neath, where I had two meetings with the railway men to my comfort, and I hope to their ])rofit. I enjo3'ed the perusal of John Newton's letters to J. Coffin. He sa3's : '• I have learnt from what I have written m3'self not to judge of others by what they write ; saying or writing and doing are two things." 42.] TAKES HOUSE AT FRENCH AY. 341 2Wi. — I read yesterday tlie dying words of a Christian in America. " You will not, I am sure, lie down upon your bed and weep when I am gone. Yuu will not mourn for me, when God has been so good to nie. And when you visit the spot where I lie, do not choose a sad and mournful time. Do not go in the shade of the evening, or in the night. These are not times to visit the grave of a Christian ; but go in the morning, in the bright sunshine, and when birds are singing." First Month 7fh, 1819.— I wrote to Francis Tuckett yesterday, agreeing to take the house at Frenchay. This step has cost me much thoughtfulness and prayer for right direction. It matters not by what means we are brought to the mercy seat, provided we really have acc3ss there. I trust this step may have the Divine approval ; the language of my soul has been, " Cause me to hear Thy loving kind- ness in the morning, for in Thee do I trust : cause me to know the way wherein I should walk : for I lift up my soul unto Thee." Earnest have been my petitions : " If Thy presence go not with me, carry us not up hence." This morning I was cheered by the text for the day in " Daily Food," " In all thy waj's acknowledge Him, and He shall direct thy paths." " Each future scene to Thee I leave, Sufficient 'tis to know Thou canst from ev'ry evil save, And every good bestow." 13/7*. — I have read this evening with much comfort the remarks of Caroline Fry on Matthew xxi. 21, " I am per- suaded there is no limit to v/hat wo might have, to what we might be enabled to do, of things holy, good and de- sirable in themselves, if we had so much confidence in God as would enable us to expect them. But we have not ! We do not ask till driven to extremity. Then we ask with very little expectation of receiving, and go away with no 312 FALMOrriL [1849. more calmness of mind upon the matter than we came. We do not see how our mountains can be removed ; we have calculated their weight and size ; we perceive all the difficulty ; and God's word, His unlimited, unconditional, uncalculating promise goes with us for nothing. " There are not wanting evidences of what God has done in answer to prayer, but no man perhaps has ever yet proved the extent of what He would do if our faith were adequate to our demand. Let us think of this ; for our Father delights in a trusting, asking, expectant spirit. He likes that we set no limit to His power or His love. Let those particularly who have some mountain of spiritual or temporal evil in their way make trial of the truth and meaning of the text. It was Jesus Himself who spoke it." 15//^. — This has been a day of deep feeling in recurring to the events of this day five j^ears, the last day that my precious Jenepher spent on earth, and on which she wrote me her last letter, which I have again perused. Whilst I deeply feel my bereavement, I can trust in the continued mercy and providence of Him who has hitherto upheld and guided marvellously, and who, I trust, will teach me strict obedience to His holj' will, and give me faith in His power and love. Keathj Third Month 9th. — I attended the monthly meeting yesterday. It was that day twelve years that my friends recorded me as a minister. The recollection of the many mercies since received stimulates me to increased diligence in the service o'f my Master, whom to know and to serve is life eternal. Fourth Month 2nd. — On the 31st of last month I was at Banbury, and in the evening went over to Sibford, where, on the following day, I attended their meeting. And in the afternoon had a religious interview with the children of the school. After going to Falmouth and attending the monthly and quarterly meetings there, I had again a meet- ing in the evening of First-day, the IHth, at Sibford, which 42.] BARNSTAPLE MEETING. 343 was well attended, and proved a season of renewed favour. The house was packed closely, and the power of the Lord seemed to reign for a time over the hearts of all present. I left Banbury on the 16th and went to Sidcot School, to see the children there in accordance with the certificate granted me, and ability was given to call the attention of these children, as at Sibford, to regard the fear of the Lord as the beginning of wisdom, Frencliay, Fifth Month 20f/i.— This morning I was led to consider the importance to the Christian of having firm reliance, firm faith on the promises of God. Not merely to remember them, but to act as though we believed in their truth. Barnstaple, Xlnth 2IonfJi 9th.— I left Frenchay yesterday, and had a very pleasant vo^^age along the north coast of Devon. At meeting this morning, after close searching of heart, I felt ability to speak to the few assembled, on the im- portance of vital experimental Christianity, and on the only means by which it can be experienced, quoting the words of our Saviour, "I am the way, the truth, and the life; no man cometh unto the Father but by Me." A letter to-day mentions the decease of Elizabeth Dudley and William Cash by cholera. Lisl-eanl, 23rd. — Much peace was my portion yesterday, when at work through the streets of this town, as the thought passed through my mind, " I will walk, Lord, in the light of Thy countenance," which seems to be the secret and key of all true happiness. Barnstaple, 30^/?.— I called this evening with James Veale to see a person named Aebli, a native of Switzerland, who resided some time in Stuttgard, where he was a teacher at a college for educating young men for the ministry. Here his mind became alive to the inconsistency of Church and State arrangements, which he mentioned to the heads of the college, who dismit;sed him after a fruitless attempt to 3J1 FBENCJIAY. [1849. alter liis opinions. In German}- a person who renonnces Church preferment renonnces his means of living ; and Aebli, was obliged to seek an asylnm elsewhere. Like Abraham he went forth, scarce knowing whither he went, but he believed it right, though he knew not a word of the language, to visit England, where he has found abundance of peace in fellowship with some whose eyes have been spiritually anointed. And marvellously was he led, proving the truth of that promise, " I will make darkness light before them, and crooked things straight." He has much enjoyed the perusal of Elizabeth Fry's Memoirs ; and with great simplicity said this evening, " I think if I am privileged to enter the pearl gate where Mrs. Fry is, I shall thank her for having the pleasure of reading such memoirs ; I shall say to her how much they were blessed to my soul ! " IMheard^ Eleventh Month 8th. — I arrived just in time for a meeting which was one of no small favour. Access was granted to the Father of spirits. Towards the close Eliza Allen rose with these words : " The apostle, in alluding to the sacred writings, said they ' were written for our learn- ing, that we through patience and comfort of the Scriptures might have hope,' and may we not be instructed by the language of the Psalmist, ' I waited patiently for the Lord ; and He inclined unto me and heard my cr3^ He brought me up also out of an horrible pit, out of the miry cla}^, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my goings : and He hath put a new song in my mouth, even praise unto our God ' ? And yet we find the same Psalmist saying, ' Hath God forgotten to be gracious ? hath He in anger shun up His tender mercies?' Oh no, those who trust in the Lord shall want no good thing. "With holy confidence they can say, 'The Lord is my Shepherd: I shall not want. Thou preparest a tabic before me in the presence of my enemies. Thou anointest my head with oil ; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow mo 43.] MAIililAGE. 3J5 all tlie days of my life : and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.' " To all which I could reverently say, Amen. And cheered and refreshed, I felt that we had had angels' food, that Grod had sent us bread from heaven to eat. Frenchay, TiceJfth JSIonth dth. — I attended monthly meet- ing at Olveston last Third-day, when our certificates of re- moval were read. To-day John Gayner and Philip D. Tuckett have visited me thereon. May the blessing of the Lord, in the truest, fullest sense, rest upon my tarriance here, and on my efforts to provide things honest in the sight of all men. Barnstaple^ First Month 18th, 1850.— On Fourth-day at meeting I sat down alone with James Veale, and felt a sense of heavenly love immediately as we took our seats. J. Veale spoke on the words, " Truly our fellowship is with the Father, and with His Son Jesus Christ." After which I alluded to the prophecy respecting our Lord, " His name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, The Mighty God, The Everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace. Of the in- crease of His government and peace there shall be no end." Second Month ord. — I enjoyed a call on Philip and Anna Tuckett this evening, when they conversed on a subject of deep interest to me. This subject was the approaching marriage between Edwin 0. Tregelles and Elizabeth Richardson, daughter of the late Thomas and Elizabeth Richardson, of Sun- derland. Shotley Bridge, Fifth Month 13th. — I went to Darlington to attend the interment of my dear friend Hannah Chapman Backhouse. Sixth Mimth 26th. — I took possession of our new home Derwent Hill, which through mercy has been provided for me. 31G SHOT LEY BlilDGE. [1850. Tenth Month 1st. — In the quarterly meeting at Darling- ton Jonathan Priestman knelt in prayer, and almost imme- diately I felt required to give expression to the message laid on me. Rachel Priestman followed, and John Dodshon, also John Pease in prayer. The watchword of the day seems to be, " The work of righteousness shall be peace ; and the effect of righteousness quietness and assurance for ever." Derwent Hillj TiceJfth Month ISth. — Since I last penned any memorandum one of the most important events of my life has occurred. On the 4th of this month I entered, b}' the good providence of God, into marriage covenant with my precious Elizabeth. l-ith. — I went to Newcastle to meet my dear children, who arrived from Frenchay. The evening was wet and storm}-, and rejoiced we were to have them safe in their new home. ibth. — AVe had a favoured meeting this morning, and spent the evening at Snows Green. On our return to our pleasant home I read to the famil}^, the servants being jDresent, Matthew xi. and Psalm iv., also the hymn, " How sweet the name of Jesus sottnds." Snows Green was the home from which Elizabeth Richardson had married, and where resided her brother and sister, Thomas and Sarah Richardson. CHAPTER XX. SHOTLEY BEIDGE. Derwent Hill — Darliagton Quarterly Meeting-— London — Scotland on Business — Plants Trees on Wedding Anniversary — Newcastle Quarterly Meeting — Burning of Amazon Steamer — Visit from Isaac Sharp— E. 0. and Elizabeth Tregelles ride to Winnow's Hill on Horseback — Yearly Meeting — Eli and Sybil Jones — Visits Scotland with Minute — Aberdeen — Lydia A. Barclay — Glasgow — Meetings at Harden Bridge — Business Thoughts — Address from Jonathan Priestman — John Hodgkin's Address — Endre and Maria Dahl at Derwent Hill — Eli and Sybil Jones — Cholera at Newcastle — Business Changes — Goes with his Wife to Bristol — Mary Ann Schimmelpennick — Falmouth — Illness of his Sister, Anna P. Fox — Camborne— John Dunstan — Visit to his Nephew, S. P. Tregelles, at Plymouth — Family Visits from Ann Eliza Dale and Eliza Bar- clay — Death of William Forster — Meetings in Cumberland — Har- vest Rejoicings — Loss of Mahlon Day — Death of Joseph T. Price — Newcastle Quarterly Meeting — Prospect of Peace with Russia — ■ Death of Emperor Nicolas — Visits the Hebrides with Certificate — Meetings in North Uist, Mull, Skj-e, and Oban — Capture of Sebastopol — Death of Stephen Grellet — Visits Families with J. Priestman — Collierj- Strike — :Meeting at Darlington with Young- People — Oswald Baynes — George Richardson — Narrative of Pre- servation from Shipwreck of Dr. R. H. Thomas — Susan Howland and Lydia Congden — Financial Panic — Faikxre of Bank — Visit of Sarah Squire and Sarah Tatham. Derwent Hill, Shotley Bridge^ First Month 1st, 1S51. — Another year has opened upon me under circumstances far different from what I have known. May I daily number my many blessings, and whilst I rejoice in them, receive all as unmerited gifts from Him who sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust. Let me never forget the wormwood and the gall, of which I have had to partake largely, and look unto 317 31S SIIOTLEY BlilDGE. [1851. the rock from whence I have been hewn, to the hole of the pit whence I was digged. Third ^font^l IGfJi. — Mncli tried of late by manj^ things, but chiefly by the evils of my own heart. I was instructed yesterday in a low season b}^ a sense that my " Father is at the helm," and I have felt as though in the midst of the heavy storm through which I m^j be passing, or may have to pass, that I am safe in being near Him, where I crave I may ever be. Fourth Month 13//i. — AVe attended the quarterly meeting at Darlington, wdiere we met the Committee of the Yearly Meeting, Josiah Forster, Robert Jowitt, Samuel Capper, Barnard Dickenson, William Miller and Joseph Thorp. Sixth Month ISth. — Sometimes a fear attends me lest I have not been careful in bringing m}' dear children before the mercy seat in prayer. I crave forgiveness for this, and that I ma 3^ dailj' beg of my God, thi'ough Jesus Christ, that the}^ n^a-y be sanctified wholly, and I with them given up, body, soul, and spirit, to His will. XintJi Mo)rih, 2dth. — This da^^ two wrecks dear Elizabeth and I went to London for ten daj^'s, kindly welcomed by Nathaniel and Fanny at Tottenham. Before I went I felt bound to crave the blessing of the Lord, to whose care I sought to commit ourselves and our home circle. A sense of His preserving care was manifest Avlien I escaped being run over just as I was leaving Charles Gilpin's shop — perhaps the narrowest escape of that kind that I have ever known. 'We arrived home in a storm in which six vessels went ashore near Redcar, Eh'centh 3fonth IMi. — I have visited Glasgow and Edin- burgh on business. I had a proving time of temptation at (jlasgow, being tried for an hour with some of the miseries of unbelief, which I was ready to regard as designed to enable me to enter into sympathy with some of the many thousands of that place, who I fear are strangers to peace. Through mercy the temptation passed away, and I was 45.] PLAXT TREES, DEUWEXT HILL. 349 enabled in answer to prayer to say, " Lord, I believe ; lielp Thou mine unbelief." Twelfth Month 1th. — During tlie past few days Paris lias been in a disturbed state, causing expectation of another revolution. I crave that the horrors of war, and its desolat- ing consequences, may be averted by Him who has the hearts of all men in His hand. The fact of my sisters Lydia and Rachel being at Nice, to companionise our invalid cousin B. Middleton Fox, makes me think more of any dis- turbance in France. 12th. — This day twelvemonth we took possession of our pleasant liome on our return from our Scotch tour. A year of much joy and unutterable mercy it has been. I long that my dedication may keep pace with my privileges, which are very great. We have commenced this day b}' planting about a thousand trees in our grounds. Though thus pleasantly occupied, we have not been unmindful of the future period when we must leave this sweet spot, and whenever it may be, I trust it will be to exchange tem- poral and chequered joys for those that are unalloyed and eternal. First Month 2nl, 1852. — " In the day when I cried. Thou answeredst me, and strengthenedst me with strength in my soul." It is marvellous, and the Lord's doing, that He has wrought deliverance for me from the depression which I endured yesterday and for some time past. To the Lord be ascribed the glory now and for ever, bth. — I went to Newcastle to an interesting meeting of ministers and elders, John Pease spoke on the words, " Ye have not chosen Me, but I have chosen you ; " encouraging to a right occupation of our gifts. 7th. — Remaining at Newcastle yesterday I attended our quarterly meeting, when John Dodshon spoke on the words, "The cup which My Father hath given Me, shall I not drink it?" After dining at Benwell I drove home, and Vv'ent in early 3-jO shot ley BrdDGE. [1S5-2. tliis morning to attend the montlil}- meeting, feeling \evy low and quiet, as tiioiigli no public service was required of me. But ere we were long seated I felt the call to speak to the unconverted to arise, and after aunt Katherine Backhouse, John Chipchase, Jonathan Priestman and others had spoken, I quoted the words, '• AYho maketh thee to differ from another? and what hast thou that thou didst not receive? "" and enlarged on the need of being not " almost a Christian,'' but " a soldier of the Lamb's army," that we maj'" know the blessedness of hearing the language, '• I have blotted out as a thick cloud thj' transgressions, and as a cloud thy sins." 8//^. — I saw in The Times to-day an account of the burning of the Amazon West Indian steamer, 120 miles off Scilly. The passengers and crew were mostl}'- lost, and Captain Symmons with them. It was with him that we crossed from the Bermudas when we had such a fearful gale, and I well remember the care of the captain, going all through the vessel every day with a lanteru in the dark places, to see that all was safe. Second Month Ofh. — On Seventh-day Isaac Sharp came to us rather unexpectedl}^, and paid us a truly acceptable visit ; so that I feel my responsibilities are increased with my privi- le<^es. He addressed us 3-esterday morning on the words, " Come unto Me, all 3'e that labour and are heavy laden." And in the afternoon meeting he was strikingly engaged in prayer for all classes of our company. Thankful did I feel in having him under our roof. This day has been one of comfort. I crave that in this season of peace my soul may grow in grace. I2th. — The trials of my heart, and the tendenc}'- to be encumbered with the cares of this life, are known only to the great Searcher of hearts. Ardently do I long for deliverance from undue care about things that perish with the using. loth. — Yesterday I received a letter from John Dymond, informing mc of the decease of Judith Templeman, and asking me to prepare a sketch of her history, which I shall 45.J JUDITH TEMPLEMAX. 351 try to accomplisli from tlie narrative of lier life wliicli she related to me. In accordance with the above request E. 0. Tro- p^elles wrote the tract, " Judith Templeman, or Village Piety." 24:fJi. — Last week I was at Hull, Sheffield, Manchester and L?eds on business, passing very near the scene of the calamity at Holmfirth, where many lives were lost by the bursting of a reservoir, and property destroyed equal to £600,000. 27fh. — During the past few weeks I have felt more freed from mundane cares than for a long time past ; the result, I trust, of having really committed my cares to the keeping of the Shepherd of Israel, with whom I felt sweet union this evening, when the language arose, — " Cover my defenceless head With the shadow of Th^' wing " — and then I felt that I was safe in temporals as Vv-ell as spirituals. Again would I pray, " Give me neither poverty nor riches, feed me with food convenient for me ; " give me a competency without harassing care, so that I ma}^ feel libert}^ to aid my fellows and to seek their good, and also without that lavish excess that would lift up my heart to forgetfulness of the great Giver. Fourth Month 11th. — We went to Durham to visit John Church Backhouse and Eliza Barclay. It was a much enjoj^ed season of refreshment, as from the presence of the Lord. "We attended meeting at Durham, and passed on to the quarterly meeting at Darlington. James Backhouse of York was there, and spoke on faith, briefly but excellently ; John Pease on seeking for heavenly riches. AVe returned home next da}', since which I have been very closel}^ occu- pied in mundane affairs. 3J-2 SHOTLEY BRILGE. [1S52. 7///. — After meeting this morning "William Barkas in- formed me that a funeral was to take place at an old bur^'ing- ground belonging to Friends at Winnows Hill. In the after- noon dear Elizabeth and I rode there on horseback. After a very smart ride of nine miles, having missed our wa}^, we arrived just in time to see the coffin conveyed to the ground. We had a very solemn season. I felt engaged to address the company on the importance of making and keeping covenant with the Lord, seeing that assuredly the dust must return to the dust, and the spirit to God who gave it. We rode home just in time for our evening meeting at six, which felt like a season of favour. Stamford IliU^ Fifth Monili ijOth. — AYe came here two weeks since. At Tottenham we found our sisters Elizabeth, L^'dia and Rachel, and heard many interesting particulars of their recent experience in attending the sick bed of dear Middleton Fox. We had the privilege of meeting with Eli and Sybil Jones of New England, whose ministry was very accept- able. Their exercise seemed to be strong on behalf of the ministers, that they might be faithful to their Master, especially during the Yearly Meeting, In the meeting of ministers and elders John Yeardley was liberated to visit Pyrmont, Minden and Norwaj'' ; and Robert Lindsay for South Africa, Australia, Yan Dieman's Land and New Zealand. Among the many subjects of interest before the Yearl}^ Meeting the most prominent were, the importance of attend- ing our week-day meetings ; the state of Guernsey and Jersey meetings, for which a committee was appointed ; a change in the size and boundaries of our quarterly meet- ings ; schools for young children before they are eligible for our public schools, proposed by William Forster ; the report of the Yearly Meeting's committee for visiting the counties. The meeting was visited on several occasions by women Friends ; amongst them Isabel Casson, Sybil Jones and Sophia 45.] VISIT TO SCOTLAND. 353 Alexander, whose communications were, I trust, blessed to us. Eli Jones, Jacob Green, and John Pease visited the women's meeting. Derwent Hill^ Sixth Month 9fh. — At the monthly meeting at North Shields I laid before the meeting a prospect of visiting friends in Scotland, which was feelingly united with, and a minute granted, liberating me for the service. Edinburgh, Eighth Month 13th. — I was very kindly wel- comed by John Wigham, who took me to his house. The next morning we set out for Aberdeen, where I was kindly received by Lydia A. Barclay, at whose simple and comfort- able dwelling I lodged during the General Meeting. I was feeling very low, and this continued until after the meeting next morning, when help seemed laid on One that is mighty, and peace was the reward of simple obedience. After the evening meeting on First-day I had an interview with James Forbes, of Stonehaven, who had come to Aber- deen to attend these meetings. I felt much interested for him as we stood on Union Bridge and looked towards the setting sun, and spoke of eternal things. I had a pleasant time at Glasgow, two favoured meetings, and saw many Friends in their own homes. Derwent Hill, Ninth Month 18th. — On the 12th we went to Haydon Bridge and had a very comforting meeting in the Wesleyan Chapel, well attended by earnest souls. At this place we met unexpectedly with John and Mary Mason, of Penrith, who heard of the meeting, and came from Gils- land that day. Tenth Month 10th. — " The fear of the Lord is the begin- ning of wisdom ; " so it is His fear that first operates in our hearts to produce the first semblance of an3^thing heavenly. Lord, carry on this work in our hearts, and fulfil the peti- tion raised in my soul in my quiet waiting before Thee this morning. Oh, visit me with Thy salvation ! Visit me ; visit my family. 22nd. — On my return home I found a letter waiting for L. T. 23 354 SHOTLEY BRIDGE. [1852. me from James Forbes, of Stonehaven, to whom I wrote last Seventh-day. He craves my prayers. I need more earnest- ness for myself, but my mind was turned towards him whilst listening this evening to reading the thirty-second Psalm. I was interested in hearing of the persecution in Tuscany of persons who are drawn off from Romanism by reading the Holy Scriptures. Surely we should value our privileges more than we do. 28/7*. — Whilst enjoying a season of retirement at the Works this morning before I commenced business, I was cheered by a sense that the influence of the Lord's Spirit was felt, and powerfully too, though the soul framed no language in which to express its desires. This is the condi- tion that seems to constitute true worship. 31.s^. — Yesterday I wrote to my West Indian friends Dr. Philip and John Daughtry. Sometimes I am ready to fear I give up too much time to correspondence, but when I take into account how little time I have ever devoted to what the world calls " pleasure," I may feel at liberty to take some recreation in this sort of social intercourse with distant friends to whom I am largely indebted. We have had to-day two blessed meetings, in which I was favoured to feel the spirit of true worship, attended with the sweet belief that many present were partaking in silence of the same spiritual Bread ; in this I did and will rejoice. Twelfth Month IQth. — In our monthly meeting at New- castle yesterday Jonathan Priestman addressed us at some length on the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit. And now in my sweet home I feel that the language of thanks- giving is due for the blessing of a quiet spirit, which through favour is granted me. May I remember the watchword, " What time I am afraid, I will trust in Thee." 31.9^ — The last day of an eventful year. I will now bless the Lord who hath given me counsel, and held up my goings in His paths that my steps slipped not. All the 46.] JOHN HODGKIN. 355 praise may well be ascribed to His directing and preserving grace. To Him who has been the guide of my youth, and' my stay in riper years, I desire to commend my soul, body, and estate for the future. Lord, if Thou wilt. Thou canst make me clean and holy. Let me feel Thy unction, and hear Thy voice, " I will ; be thou clean." Derwent Hill, First Month Wi, 1853. — In the quarterly meeting I was appointed as one of a committee to visit Darlington monthly meeting, which I durst not refuse, though outwardly it may be very difficult to go. Tottenham, 9th. — At meeting here John Hodgkin arose with the words, " What is truth? " and expressed his belief that indifference had more effect in keeping many at a dis- tance from God than unbelief. In the afternoon meeting John Hodgkin said the further he advanced in life the greater was his sympathy with those who suffered from wandering thoughts. Derwent Hill, Second Month 13fh. — This Sabbath has been a season of close searching of heart and some conflict. I was helped this evening to cast my care on the Lord. This was promoted by listening to the account of the Madiai, as de- tailed in " The Prisoners of Hope " by S. Prideaux Tregelles. Their sufferings and constancy may well stimulate us to fight the good fight of faith and to lay hold on eternal life. 23rd. — I went to Newcastle on business, and to attend the monthly meeting. It was a season of profit under a sense of my poverty and nothingness, much like midwinter, cor- responding with the outward season, which is now very cold and stormy, the snow lying thick on the ground. "Whilst I sat in meeting I was cheered by the belief that this wintry season as to my spiritual condition would be blessed to me. 24:th. — Endre and Maria Dahl, of Stavanger, arrived here this evening, also Louis Philip, son of my kind friend Dr. Philip, of Trinidad. Thus the north and south seem united in one small locality. 356 SHOTLEY BRIDGE. [1853. Fourth Month 'ilth. — Last week we attended the Darling- ton quarterly meeting, where we found Eli and Sybil Jones. The former spoke of the blocks of marble that were used in the temple, that they did not form, fashion, and polish themselves; and that the cedars of Lebanon were felled in the forest, and despoiled of their foliage and beauty before they were fitted for the place designed, and when hewed, planed, and polished, they were occup3dng a far more im- portant position than when they were flourishing on the sides of Lebanon. Ibfh. — Yesterday evening a meeting was held at New- castle for the youth of the monthly meeting at the request of Eli Jones, and I went to it. Eli Jones alluded to the im- portance of the little word " now," causing immediate at- tention to the Divine call, instead of delaying the surrender of the heart to the Lord ; that the enemy of our soul could not induce us to give up our title to everlasting blessedness by any open, undisguised suggestion, but he adopts the system of delay, so as to beguile us from the path of self- denial and rob us of our peace. Fifth Month '2,6th. — I have been much cheered by the words, " Thou hast beset me behind and before, and laid Thine hand upon me," which feels as much like Divine care, guidance, and protection as can possibly be experienced, prevented from going too fast, or lagging too much behind, similar to being encompassed, or the angel of the Lord en- camping round about them that fear Him, and delivering them. Eighth Month 21*/. — More of a Sabbath than for some time past. I rose early and walked in our fruit garden, reading Gurney's hymns ; felt sweet union with God by Jesus Christ, and though much assailed by irksome business thoughts, yet did I seek to go to Christ as one of the heavy laden, and found the promised rest. Ninth Month Ibth. — We were somewhat appalled in pass- ing through Newcastle to-day to see the evidence of mor- 47.] M. A. SCHIMMELPENNICK. 357 tality ill the funereal symptoms. Very awful is the visita- tion of cholera in that town. Tenth Mojith 7th. — This awful scourge has swept New- castle and Gateshead fearfully. Since I penned the above more than 1,700 persons have fallen victims. We have had little intercourse with these towns during this period, and trade was very much paralysed. 23)'d. — I awoke this morning with a sense of serious trial awaiting me, but on seeking after best help my mind was stayed by the words, " Fear not, I am with thee ; be not dismayed, I am thy God." The perusal by dearest Eliza- beth, before we went to meeting, of the little book " Earthly Care a Heavenly Discipline " helped to brijig sweet acqui- escence with the will of my heavenly Father. The trial which awaited E. 0. Tregelles was his withdrawal from the business with which he had been connected since his marriage ; on being liberated from this, he and his wife went to visit their friends in the South of England. Frenchay^ Twelfth Month 4:th. — Yesterday we made several calls in Bristol ; no one gave us a more hearty greeting than Mary Anne Schimmelpennick. On reaching her house the servant told us that her mistress was just going out for a drive. I gave her my card, and sent a message to say that one of her old friends would be glad to see her if for a minute only. We were shown into the dining-room, where we found portraits of Joseph John Gurney, Elizabeth Fry, William Allen, and the King of Prussia, also Penn's treaty with the Indians, with the inscription, " Blessed are the peacemakers." We were soon asked upstairs, and found Mary Anne Schimmelpennick in her ample sitting-room. Conversation turned on the sanitary condition of the country, and she appealed to me, — 358 SHOTLEY BRIDGE. [1853. " Don't you think that great good would be done if some of your Friends would go about giving lectures on the laws affecting health ? The working class seems so to need in- formation on this point." We replied that much was done, and that the longevity of our race was now much greater than formerly. " But do you think," she said, " that the nervous energy is prolonged in proportion to the length of days ? " She was reminded of what Sir James Mcintosh said of "William Allen, that a man's life was not to be measured by length of days, but by what he had achieved. She asked when 's memoir was likely to be published, and whether it»was likely to be well done, that it should be the work of one mind, and not spoiled by being patched and dissected. She said, " I think he was an excellent Christian, but it always appeared to me that his sermons were the result of much reflection, and that he gave an impress of his feelings." My reply was, " Probably he felt at liberty to bring out of his treasury things new and old." " But don't you think AVilliam Forster was different ? His communications seemed to rise spontaneously at the time. I consider rendered great service to the Society of Friends, and the world at large, by exalting the Saviour in His various offices ; but I hope there may be always a wholesome variety among your ministers, on the principle of antagonistic muscles to keep the body straight." Falmouth, llth. — We called to see our dear sister Anna P. Fox, whose calm aspect bespoke a peace which the world cannot give. She said she was trying to discover if there was any condemnation, but she could not discover a single spot in her prospect that was not covered with mercy. Penzance, Ibfh. — We left Truro by train ; the first time I have tried this West Cornwall railway. It was very inter- esting to travel in this way over a country with which I was so familiar, some j-ears ago, when engaged in surveying it. 47.] AXNA P. FOX. 359 IQth. — We went to Camborne to lodge at John Budge's, and called on John Dunstan. He spoke to us very sweetly, saying, " I have for forty years known something of the Lord's goodness, and I find my all in Him. If ever I feel any straitness it is in myself, not in Him. My eyesight is gone, but I am not like one in darkness ; I have a light within, which is far better than any outward light. I have also the holy Scriptures without, with the Holy Spirit to guide me within. I do mean from the very depths of my heart to do the Lord's will ; if this be the case I shall find myself on a rock that can never fail. Oh, the Lord is full of mercy and goodness and love. 2bih. — A blessed day ! Soon after the meeting was gathered dear Cousin Maria Fox spoke on the words, " God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believe th in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life." "We called on my sister, Anna P, Fox. She had enjoyed listening to her daughter Rebecca reading in the eleventh and forty- third chapters of Isaiah, of the full and free salvation there offered. I said, " Thou art re- joicing in it on behalf of thyself and family ?" " I do desire for my family that they may avail themselves of it," she replied ; " but as regards myself I cannot speak much of rejoicing. I feel it no small favour to be free from con- demnation, and believe the time of rejoicing will come." First Month 2ndj 1854. — I took leave this evening of my dear sister Anna. It was a deeply proving time to me, parting without any prospect of meeting her again. She said, " Blessings on thee ! I have valued your visits much, and felt cheered when I heard you were coming. Thou hast sought to comfort me by pointing to the one great Offering. Kingsbridge, 8th. — "We left Falmouth for Truro- Vean, ex- periencing there much kindness, as in former days. We had a hearty welcome from our cousins Alien at Liskeard. At Plymouth we spent a very pleasant evening, at S. Prid- 360 SHOTLEY BRIDGE. [1854. eaux Tregelles', where we enjoyed looking at some of his many MSS, of the Greek and Hebrew Scriptures. Dericent Hill, 237'd. — Through the lovingkindness of the Lord we were favoured to reach home and find our dear chiklren well. 27f7/. — Ann Eliza Dale and Eliza Barclay, who are paying visits to the families in this meeting, sat with us. The former quoted the words, " Why art thou cast down, my soul ? " She expressed her sympathy with us in our varied exercises, and desired our encouragement. She exhorted our dear children to a steadfast walking in the fear of the Lord. Second Month 24th. — William Forster has sunk under his illness in America, falling in the field of service after having diligently followed in the footsteps of His Master for more than forty years. " Whose faith follow, consider- ing the end of his conversation, Jesus Christ, the same yesterday, to-day and for ever." 27th. — Our dear sister Anna passed from time to eternity on the 24th, the anniversary of her marriage day thirty-five years ago. Fourth Month 13th. — I mentioned to my friends at the North Shields monthly meeting that I believed myself required to visit the meetings in the eastern part of Cum- berland and the General Meeting at Edinburgh. This was united in very fully, and a minute prepared. And now I am oppressed with a sense of total unfitness and unworthi- ness. But as I wrote the word " oppressed " I was cheered by remembering the text, " They looked unto Him and were lightened, and their faces were not ashamed." Allendale., 23rd. — I much enjoyed my ride to this place, feeling very peaceful. I had a kind reception from William Wilson, who had had no tidings of my prospect of visiting the meetings in this neighbourhood. We called on Isaac Hall in the evening, and went to see tha gravestone of Thomas W. Williamson, who suffered ten years' imprison- ment for non-payment of tithes. 47.] HARVEST THANKSGIVIXO. 361 The public meeting at Alston was very small. I doubt proper notice having been given. However, I believe there was one there for whom my message was designed, and I bless the Lord that I was not turned aside. Denvent Hill., Seventh Month 19th. — Detained at home from meeting by a pain in my neck and shoulder, which causes me to feel how dependent I am on the Most High for health and vigour. Whilst seeking to profit by this hour of retirement and worship, I have desired that others might realize the truth of the language, " They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength." Eighth Month 1st. — " Oh that men would praise the Lord for His goodness, and for His wonderful works to the chil- dren of men ! " This was the text on which I commented ten j^ears ago at Spanish Town, in Philippo's chapel. I could wish that this anniversary might have been marked by some special effort on behalf of the enslaved millions of America. At times I feel encouraged to believe that the day of their deliverance draws nigh. Lord, hasten the day when Thy fear may so possess the hearts of the oppressors that they may at once and for ever liberate from awful bondage those whom Thou hast created for purposes of Thy glory. Tenth Month 1st. — A very bountiful harvest, gathered under unusually auspicious weather, has spread a widely diffused feeling of gratitude over this country. By govern- ment authority public thanksgiving was to be made by clergymen to-day. It would be a matter of increased re- joicing if these expressions arose with sincerity from the assembled congregations. For my own part, I have been sensible that the fulness of basket and of store which has been granted me from our farm this year is a great and unexpected blessing for which I desire to be thankful. I had much exercise this morning with reference to an apprehended call to minister, but feared to venture without increased evidence of being divinely required, and I feel peaceful now in having kept silence. 362 SHOTLEY BHIDGE. [1854. lQ>th. — Ten days ago an awful calamity occurred at Gates- head and Newcastle. A fire broke out at midnight at a worsted mill at Gateshead, which extended to a bonded store. Then a devastating explosion took place, which spread the fearful calamity to the Newcastle side of the river. Yesterday we were informed that Mahlon Day and his wife and daughter were lost in the Arctic steamer whilst crossing from Liverpool to America. She was run down by a French steamer, the Vest a ^ in a fog at noon, fifty miles off Newfoundland. The Vesta is of iron, and having water- tight compartments, reached Newfoundland in safety, though her bow was completely stove in. Eleventh Month 2nd. — I heard an interesting letter from Asbjorn Kloster to Peter Bedford, mentioning that Mathias Mathiason had been sentenced to thirty days' solitary con- finement for refusing to bear arms. bth. — I was impressed whilst reading the account of "W. B. Kimber in "Youthful Pilgrims," with the need that there is for prayer if we desire that the Lord may bless our efforts in temporals or spirituals. I prayed earnestly that, if con- sistent with the Divine will, success may be granted me in my daily avocations, and that I may keep my mind in a state of childlike dependence on the great Giver of every good and perfect gift. Twelfth Month 6th. — At meeting to-day much troubled by wandering thoughts. It seems as though the enemy of my soul took occasion to storm with increased energy at these seasons when I seek to draw nigh unto God. 2C)fh. — Isaac B,obson and William Rasche arrived on the 2Irth as our guests. On First-day morning Isaac Robson addressed us forcibly on the text, " He that believeth, and is l)aptized, shall be saved." He alluded to the results of be- lief, that we must not lower our standard to our practice, but bring our practice up to the true standard, 28/^. — Yesterday tidings reached me of the decease of my much valued cousin Joseph Tregelles Price, of bronchitis. 48.] DEATH OF THE EMPEROR OF RUSSIA. 363 Thus unexpectedly has closed tlie life of one who for many years acted towards me the part of a kind parental coun- sellor in matters commercial, domestic and religious. Newcastle^ First Month 27id, 1855, — Soon after we sat down in the quarterly meeting the burden of the ministry seemed to rest on me. I felt ability given to labour for the en- couragement of those who felt the love of Christ to be precious. When the query was put, " Lovest thou Me?" then we could reply, " Thou knowest all things ; Thou knowest that I love Thee." Perhaps on no former occasion in this district have I felt greater liberty in preaching the gospel, and greater evidence of the Lord Jesus being near to help. Derwent Hill, Second Month Kith. — This is the anniversary of my leaving Falmouth for Neath, thirty-five years ago. In the retrospect I may reverently acknowledge that good- ness and mercy have followed me all my days. The cold was very great last night. At eight o'clock this morning our thermometer was at 6°, followed by a lovely day of crystal beauty. Third Month 1st. — It is cause for thankfulness that our government has concluded to depute Lord John Russell to go to Vienna to try to arrange peace with Russia. My heart has been lifted up in prayer to God for His blessing on this effort. May all men believe the truth and act on it, that what is morally wrong cannot be politically right. 1th. — Tidings have reached us that the Emperor of Russia died on the 2nd. Rumours have followed, announcing that his son Alexander has had the honours of emperor paid to him. This son is said to be inclined to peace, and therefore a hope is cherished that peace may be soon obtained, and thus shorten the woes of our troops that are now investing Sebastopol. ^Ist. — I went to Middlesbro' to visit dear Isaac Sharp, and spend First-day there. Our conversation turned chiefly on the distressed condition of the people in the Hebrides. 364 SHOTLEY BRIDGE. [1855. After the morning family Bible reading I felt constrained to bow the knee in intercessory prayer for these people, and to crave that our wills might be subjected to the Lord's will, that we may be willing to proceed on His errands. Soon after this visit to Middlesbro', Edwin 0. Tregelles received a minute from his monthly meetiiig setting him at liberty for religious service in the Hebrides. He went there, accompanied by John Richardson Proctor. On Fourth Month 20th they started from Glasgow for Ardrishaig, a.nd drove, via Oban, eighty miles to Fort William. Spending First-day and holding a meeting there, they travelled the next day forty miles through a beautiful country to Arisaig. Part of their service in going to the Hebrides was to obtain information on the fishery question, and to investigate the success of the attempt to supply these poor people with boats and nets. Edwin 0. Tregelles remarks on the great simplicity in which the people of these islands live. At Loch Maddy they had a meeting in the Court House, lent by the Sheriff of North Uist. After visiting numerous places they returned to Portree, and had a meeting in the Free Church. Of this Edwin 0. Tregelles writes, — " It felt like a direct act of faith to appoint this meeting whilst waiting in hourly expectation of the arrival of the steamer by which we were to proceed onward. We were helped mercifully, and I felt thankful that my faith had not failed. Often during this visit have I cried, ' So will wc not 48.] VISIT TO THE HEBRIDES. 365 go back from Thee ; quicken us, and we will call upon Thy name.' Early next morning the Islay steamer arrived, and we were on board at six o'clock ; a very cold morning, with snow," At Tobermory, the capital of Mull, ai. meeting was held in a schoolroom, of which he says, " It was well attended, and I felt more than usual gospel liberty to declare some of the unsearchable riches of Christ. I rejoiced to have such a message as was given me to proclaim, peace with God through Jesus Christ." After a stormy voyage in a boat of twenty tons, they were glad to reach the shelter of Kerrera Island, and to anchor in front of the sweet little town of Oban. Here a meeting was arranged for the next day. Of this E. 0. Tregelles writes : — I felt required to press on their attention the need of the new birth, and of submitting to the guidance and rule of a meek and crucified Redeemer, whose command was, " Swear not at all," and " Love your enemies." Derwent Hill, 11th. — Sustained by the Lord's power we were enabled to pursue our route in safety, and reached home in peace. Eighth Month 20th. — Last Second-day was the Bible meet- ing, and the following day we had Samuel Bowly acceptably as our guest, lecturing in the evening. Te7ith Month ?>rd.—0\\ the 9th of Ninth Month the citadel of Sebastopol was abandoned by the Russians, and the allied troops took possession on a First-day. Grievous and terrible has been the conflict, and our ^' holy men try to give Scrip- ture for the deed." A day of retribution is, I fear, impending over England ; it may not come as the result of hostile attack, but poverty and distress of nations, the effect of 366 SHOTLEY BRIDGE. [1855. misapplied resources, which have been turned to curses instead of blessings. Lord, in all seasons grant me a hiding and a dwelling place with Thee, that I may abide under the shadow of the Almighty. 20/7?. — I have felt impressed with the seriousness of having lived nearl}'' half a century, and seem to have accomplished nothing. If guilty of duties neglected, may past transgres- sions be pardoned for the sake of Him who died for me, and may I be stimulated to increased diligence for the future. 30f/L — On the 23rd I was at the Scripture reading of the girls' school at York, with sister Rachel, and reminded them of the importance of quer^'ing, " What is the object of my life ? " I attended York meeting, and had to minister on the first great commandment, and the second like unto it. Ticelfth Month llfJi. — I left my dear home to-day and rode in the coach, with the ground covered deep with snow to Newcastle, where I met Jonathan Priestman by appoint- ment, to commence our work of visiting friends from house to house. I heard of the death of Stephen Grellet : thus is he gathered to the company that surrounds the throne, after having faithfully served in the work of winning souls to Christ. Leeds, 20th. — I called on Mary "Wright, who is wanting only the few remaining days of this yesir to be one hundred years of age. She repeated with much force and feeling some lines written by Sarah Grubb. She knew our dear mother when a young, tall, slight woman, several years younger than herself. Newcastle, dOth. — I have had an interesting day. A large and blessed meeting, in which I had to minister, " The foundation of God standeth sure, luiving this seal, The Lord knoweth them that are His," then the marks of discipleship, " Let every one that nameth the name of Christ depart from iniquity." JJerwent Hill, Second Month 11th, 1856. — This has been at 49.] COLLIERY STRIKE. 367 blessed day. I rose tolerably early ; my mind was trustful and stayed on holy things. Before we went to meeting, and again very soon after we sat down there, I was reminded of the words, — " Sought me wandering, set me right, Turned my darkness into light." Two strangers came into meeting, and I felt engaged to quote the above, after I had alluded to the words of an apostle, " Here have we no continuing city, but we seek one to come." I have since been informed that one of the men who came to meeting is a recently reformed drunkard, who has suffered grievously by his intemperance, and now is earnestl}^ inquiring after the things that belong to his ever- lasting peace. 2btli. — On going to the colliery I found the men all stand- ing out. I felt annoyed at their folly, and apprehended some trouble, but remembered the language I used at Newcastle monthly meeting, " that if we have the best Pilot on board, we may navigate the most intricate waters." I was therefore desirous of being kept in the hollow of the Lord's hand. I feel thankful for the help afforded. The colliery here alluded to was one which Edwin 0. Tregelles worked, at Medomsley, near his home. Sixth Month 3rcZ. — "When at Harrogate, three weeks ago, we saw William Murray, a blind man who sits by the way- side, making cabbage nets. He has been blind twenty-five years, and a teetotaler seventeen years. With gratitude he spoke of his many blessings, and told me that the spiritual enjoyment he now often had could not be described in words. Nhith Month ISth. — I went to meeting this morning anticipating comfort from sitting as at the feet of Jesus, and this was realized beyond my expectation. 3G8 SHOTLEY BRIDGE. [1856. Tenth Month 9th. — At the quarterly meeting at Darlington I felt it my duty to have a meeting for young people in the evening, which proposition met with cordial approval. It proved to be a good meeting, when I had abilit}^ given me to call on the young to surrender their hearts to the Lord, in doing which they would obtain bright hopes of an en- during substance. Thomas Pumphrey, Oswald Baynes and John Pease ministered very acceptably, and prayer was oftered at the close. Tivelfth 3Io)ith SOf/j.— Oswald Baynes came to us yesterday. We had a blessed meeting, when he spoke impressively on the words, " Oh thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?" "Said I not unto thee, that if thou wouldest believe, thou shouldest see the glory of God ? " After our Bible reading in the evening, Oswald Baynes addressed me in the language of encouragement. That having laboured abundantly in the morning, I might also not withhold the evening sacrifice. " In the morning sow thy seed, and in the evening withhold not thine hand ; for thou knowest not whether shall prosper, either this or that, or whether they both shall be alike good." To my dear children he spoke sweetly, " The path of the just is as the shining light, that shineth more and more unto the perfect day." Second Month 8th, 1857. — A few days ago I received a pleasant note from Endre Dahl, with a good account of the spreading of the truth in Norway, for which I feel thank- ful. Fourth Month 24:th. — We attended the quarterly meeting at Darlington, when the minute of our monthly meeting respecting a proposition on the subject of Intemperance was agreed to be sent to the approaching Yearly Meeting. At Blackwell we had a deeply interesting interview with Eliza Barclay and the two dear boys committed to her care. May the dew which descended on the mountains of Zion rest on them, and bless their spirits each day of their earthly travel. ®0-l GEORGE lilCHAEDSOX. 360 Seventh Month lO^A.— On our way home from Sunderland monthly meeting we took tea with George Eichardson at ^Newcastle. He alluded to the privileges of his early life. When assisting in a shop at North Shields he filled up his leisure in business hours by reading the writings of Friends. The aged invalid here referred to felt a great con- cern that the Society of Friends should take some part in foreign missions, and from his couch of sufferino- Avrote letters to the Yearly Meeting, which awoke such an interest, that the Friends' Foreign Mission Associa- tion was formed. George Richardson spoke of the humility of George Fox in not being carried away by popularity, or by perceiving the influence he gained over others. He thought the fall of James Naylor had been blessed to many of his fellows, who were in danger of spiritual pride. In speaking of the change as regards the opening of the meetings of the British and Foreign Bible Society with prayer, he said that no portion of the Bible seemed more •distorted than the beautiful words used by our Lord, who, in addressing His disciples, said, " After this manner j^ray ye," and cautioned them against vain repetitions. Now the "Lord's Prayer" is repeated in a manner almost mono- tonous. Eighth Month 17^A.— This day week we had the company of Dr. Richard H. Thomas, of Baltimore, at a pubhc meet- ing, when to my comfort he addressed us powerfully on Titus iii. 3-5. He lodged with us, and gave us an interest- ing account of his father, who was a slave-holder, and who married a daughter of a slave-holder, so that the interest of his parents was great in the system. But they were favoured with ability to follow out their convictions of duty, and liberated all their slaves, contrary to the strong remon- L.T. 24 •670 SHOTLEY BlilDaE. [1857. strances of their connexions. This step materially lessened their wealth, but a blessing lias rested on their obedience. The deliverance of Dr. Thomas, when coming to England two 3'-ears ago, was \ery remarkable. He came in a sailing vessel bound for Liverpool. During the voyage lie had a meeting for worship with tlie captain, crew, and passengers, at which time he prayed for a safe landing at their port of destination, and he believed the prayer would be granted. When near the English sliore the captain used the pre- caution of keeping a man on tlie look-out all day, expecting to discover Holyhead about 4 j^.m., buj he omitted to take soundings. At 3 p.m. the man in the forecastle called out '• Breakers ahead ! " and the captain gave orders to put the ship about, so as to clear the rocks and high land which seemed just over their heads. As the ship went about they were almost close to half sunken rocks. No sooner was the course altered, than the man again cried out, '• Breakers ahead!" The captain had the vessel pub 3'et once more about, and in a moment she struck, and the captain called out, " We are lost ! " Dr. Tliomas Avas standing thought- fully b}'- his sida, and lifted up his heart in jn'iiyer for deliverance. He thought of his son, who urged him not to take the voyage; he thought of the evidence given in answer to prayer for safe landing, and then he believed deliverance would be granted. At this moment a gentle breeze off the land filled the sails, and quietly carried the vessel into deep and smooth water. The captain said emphatically, "Nothing but Divine interposition could have saved us." They found that the vessel had sprung a leak, but they worked the pumps all the way from Holyhead to Liverpool. On reaching tho dock it was found that a piece of rock was stopping up most of the hole which was made when the vessel struck. Tenth Monih 27)^//.— During the past few days Susan Howland and her sister Lydia Congdcn (ministers from America) have been our very pleasant guests, diligently, 51.] COMMERCIAL DISTItESS. 371 and I believe very acceptably, occupied in visiting the families of Friends and attenders in this meeting. They left us this morning after a precious season, when Susan Howland addressed us, encouraging me to hold fast my confi- dence in Him who had remarkably been my stay in seasons of deeply proving trial ; my dear Elizabeth as a helpmate who must not hesitate to follow closely in the path of appre- hended duty. She encouraged our dear children to be decided in their choice, and bold in avowing their disciple- ship, letting their light shine before men. After the usual Bible reading with the family, our servants were addressed on their privileges and cheered in their duties. 28^/l— Tidings have arrived of the fall of Delhi after a fear- ful assault, lasting six days. The loss of life has been great. It is thought that the mutiny in India will soon be quelled. New York is in a fearful condition in mercantile matters. Overtrading seems the cause. Many banks have stopped payment. Eleventh Month 8th. — The commercial world has been much disturbed of late, and I have felt it a great favour to have been preserved in such calmness as has been my lot, but not without a sense of the perplexity which besets the path of many. 17fh. — The events which have occurred since the last memorandum have been very distressing. Many who have been brought up in luxury are now laid low by commercial failures widespread and fearful. Such a time as I never knew before. It appears to have commenced by the loss of the Central America steamer, which contained a large quantity of gold going to New York. Glasgow and Liver- pool soon felt the effects. Then some merchants in Man- chester, London and Leeds, who have suspended payment for a large amount. The resources of the Bank of England were nearly exhausted, when our rulers allowed the Bank Charter to be altered under certain conditions, and thus apparently has been averted an overwhelming crisis. 372 SHOTLEY BliWGE. [1857. Amono; the failures was that of Northumberland and Durham District Bank, which brought, through family connexions, the suffering from this commercial storm very closely home to E. 0. Tregelles. Just at this time the visit and ministry of Sarah Squire and Sarah Tatham, who were not told of the special anxiety, were very acceptable. Of this E. 0. T. writes : — At our monthly meeting at Newcastle, Sarah Squire and Sarah Tatham were present; the latter was strikingly engaged in the ministry. The passage of the Israelites through the Red Sea, " Stand still and see the salvation of of God," and then the song of triumph when deliverance was granted. 29f/«. — This has, I believe, been a blessed Sabbath to many. Soon after we settled in our small meeting, Sarah Tatham rose with the text, " Be still, and know that I am God ; I will be exalted among the heathen, I will be exalted in the earth. The Lord of hosts is with us ; the God of Jacob is our refuge," and commented on the subject very sweetly. Afterwards Sarah Squire quoted the words, " Trust in the Lord, and do good ; so shalt thou dwell in the land, and verily thou shalt be fed," Twelfth Month 20th. — A few days ago I received a precious note of sympathy from my dear sister Rebecca Gib bins, in which was the following : — " Oh, it is easy in life's tranquil day, When all around is jieacc, to kneel and pray Father, ' Thy will be done ' ; but when that will Calls us to suffer and be patient still, When God's mysterious waj-s are ail unknown, When clouds and darkness veil His awful throne, Oh, liow we need His all-supportinj; hand, To bow submissive to the high command ! " G. W. FriAiiiou. CHAPTER XXL SHOTLEY BRIDC4E. Letters from Oswald Baynes and Caroline Fox— Wet Harvest Weather — Death of Joseph Sturge— Visit of John and E. Clark from Jamaica — Gracechurch Street Meeting — York Meeting and School — Cottage Meeting— Three Colliers killed — Visits Cumberland and Northumberland — Wigton School — Attends Brewster Sessions to oppose Licenses — Marriage of Daughter— Distress from Depres- sion of Trade — Eussian Serfs liberated — Commencement of American War — Isaac Sharp goes to Iceland and Greenland — E. 0. and E. Tregelles attend Yearly Meeting— With Charles Wilson visits Cumberland and Scotland — Francis Eedford — Meetings at Dumfries — Port Patrick— Hebrides — Letter from James Reed of Portree — Wigton School — Exhibition — Extract from Hetty Bowman — Illness of his Sister Elizabeth — Visit of John L. Eddy — Death of Eebecca Gibbins — Letter from Mary Samuel Lloyd. First Month 18fh^ 1858. — Anna Rebecca Tregelles tells me of the decease of our aunt Kingston, the last member of that generation of the Tregelles family. Her kindness to me was great and uniform, and I believe she has heard the blessed language, " Well done, good and faithful servant . . . enter thou into the joy of thy Lord." Second Month 14f/h — I received a kind cheering letter from Oswald Baynes, in which he says, — " The heart knoweth its own bitterness," There are seasons when it is given us to realize this in our own ex- perience ; sometimes it may be when suffering from close and sore bereavement in the loss of those most near and dear to us, and at other times, when outward trials and dis- appointments overtake us ; but what cause for thankfulness 374 SIIOTLEY BRIDGE. [1858. if at the same time we are jDermitted to possess a measure of that joy with which the stranger cannot intermeddle. Be not dismayed, my dear, brother ; remember, that with that peace which our blessed Lord left as a legacy to His followers, there was to be tribulation in this world. Faith and patience may bs closely exercised by those tribulations and trials, but if rightly borne, they are not the things which separate from the love of Christ ; far otherwise, they deepen the Christian in that experimental knowledge of Him and of the Father, which is life eternal. Caroline Fox to E. 0. Teegelles. Penjeyrick^ Seventh Month 17th, 1858. My dear Cousin, — When looking in my beloved mother's desk for something this morning, I discovered the enclosed beginning of a letter to thee, written I think on the morning of Second-day, Fifth Month 31st (Maria Fox died Sixth Month 4th). It is exactly in keeping with every other characteristic of those beautiful, ever-memorable, ever-precious last earthly days. It is as follows : — " Thy letter, my dear Edwin, awakened so many tender recollections in my very susceptible heart, of present, past and future, that I was obliged to put it aside till some ability was afforded (for of myself I can do nothing), and patiently abide under that which my dear Master knows is best for me, and when faith enables us, like Peter, to plunge into the water to meet Jesus from the love we feel to Him, it must be a total surrender of our will, or we shall hear, 'Oh, thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?' His own promise is, ' Lo, I am with you alwa}', even to, the end of the world.' " How perfectly that promise which she last quotes was fulfilled to her a few days later, thou wilt have heard long since, and I ought in gratitude to add that the same mercy 52.] CAJROLINE FOX. 875 has been wonderfully continued to us all, in a way which ought to deepen our faith and love for the rest of our days. "With much love from our party to yours, Thine affectionately, Cai^oline Fox. Eighth Month 22nd. — For some days pasf: our faith has heen called into exercise by continued rain hindering our harvest, and causing serious apprehension of considerable loss. This subject has pressed on me much to-daj'' in both meetings, where the cares of the world are sadly too apt to intrude. It is well, however, when they are converted into blessings, like wings lifting us to heaven, rather than as weights depressing us to earth. I was much cheered by the thought that the Lord Jehovah had had the key of my granarj'- for many years, and I did not wish to withdraw it or m^'Self from His keeping. Ninth Month Vdth. — A fine comet has been visible for ton nights just below the pointers of the Great Bear. Eleventh Month bth. — Whilst watching the sowing of wheat yesterday I was impressed with the undivided atten- tion the husbandman bestowed on his work, keeping his eyes intent on the ground before him, and I was instructed in comparing it with the care the spiritual husbandman should bestow whilst sowing the gospel seed. Dencent Hill, First Month 2iid., 1859. — Yesterday was passed very peacefull}^, kept in the fear of the Lord. A happy commencement of a new year. Attended a large and excellent temperance meeting in the bo3"s' schoolroom. Black Hill. Second Jlonth iHh. — My sister Elizabeth came to us from York. To-day she ministered to us in meeting, "The name of the Lord is a strong tower : the righteous runneth into it and is safe.'' 2bth. — My dear friend Joseph Sturge has been gathered to the just of all generations. After labouring abundantly 376 SHOTLEY DniDCE. [1859. for the relief of others' woes, he lias been called as at a moment to cease from all his labours. Eighth Month 19f/?.— My dear brother Nathaniel's birth- day. Sweetly have we been united for man}' years. He has been a kind and helpful adviser. 23>y/. — For several days Ave have had the company of John and Eliza Clark, of Browns Town, Jamaica, also that of James Jesup. This morning, after breakfast, John Clark knelt in pra3'er on our behalf, craving that the Lord's blessing might rest upon us, and that we might " finish our course with joy," which petition took deep hold of my mind ; and earnest are my desires that neither heights, nor depths, things present nor to come, may be able to separate ns from the love of God through Jesus Christ. 24f7?. — Yesterday was the anniversary of dear Henry's decease, thirty-eight years ago. I thought much of the loss Nathaniel and I have sustained by losing him, and of the strength that might have existed in the threefold cord. But I do not question the wisdom and mercy of our un- slumbering Shepherd. Dear Henry was taken in youth with a heart set on heavenly things, and we have had to war a constant warfare. 'di)th. — On First-day John Clark and his wife accompanied us to meeting. He addressed us on the love of God manifest in creation, and visible in the outward world, and on the love manifested by sending His Son to be a propitiation for all mankind. James Jesup alluded to the sacrifice of a broken spirit being acceptable to God. I spoke on the nature of the gospel, its freeness and blessedness ; alter which praj'er and praise were offered, and a blessing craved on our beloved Queen and Councillors. Ninth Month Gth. — I feel sure that I miss much by not availing myseK' of the privilege of the Christian b^' praying much, in confidence that the promise will be fulfilled, "Ask, and ye shall receive." htt!>.- -I heard yesterday of the decease of J. K. Brunei, 53.] GHACECHUECH MEETIXG. ST? at tlie age of fifty- four. He had been a kind friend to me,, and I sincerely regret his death. Unnatural exertions, and an overwrought mind have contributed to his somewhat premature deciij. He had just completed the Great Eastern steamship, and was taken from this vessel to his bed. Tenth Month bth. — We returned from Darlington to-day,, where I called with AVilliam Scarnel Lean to see S. B., who is a great sufferer. It was an instructive visit to me,, for I saw how he was sustained by grace to bear his trial with cheerful patience and resignation, saying, as he- stretched himself on his couch, " I call this my happy home." I had to encourage him to aid his brethren by intercessory prayer, reminding him of the case of Moses. on the mount praying for the success of Israel against Amalek. 23nl. — Much interested in the perusal of John Yeardley's Memoirs, and I am cheered by seeing that our young people like it. Eleventh Month 11th. — On the 8th I went to London. After completing my business with Thomas Hawkesley^ I went to Gracechurch Street meeting, where we had a very favoured time, and I felt empowered to speak to my dear young friends : " Stand fast, therefore^ in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with tho yoke of bondage." Cousin Samuel Fox and Joseph Bevan Braithwaite were also present. I felt thank- ful in being there to worship with them. On my return home in peace, gratitude is due to the Lord who has pre- served me, and given me to partake of His blessing. At York I saw my dear sister Rachel. After breakfast I addressed the girls on the charge of Joshua, " As I was with Moses, so will I be with thee ; I will not fail thee, nor forsake thee. Be strong, and of good courage." 18th. — On reading this morning Ephesians v. 2, I was much impressed with the blessed thought that Christ hath given Himself for me. On this I would desire to build all 378 SIIOTLEY BBIDGE. [1860. my hopes. Lord, keep me in Thy fear, and help me to walk in humility and all lowliness before Thee. 20f/<. — As I entered our chamber for my evening reading, the words of fervent prayer passed sweetly through ni}^ mind, " Hear me when I call, God of my righteousness ; Thou hast enlarged me when I was in distress ; have mercy "upon me, and hear my prayer,"' and as I surrendered myself to Divine influence, I thought of the blessedness of setting the Lord alwa^'s before me, and knowing that because He is at my right hand, I shall not be moved. Second Month oth, 1860. — Last Third-day we had a very nice meeting at Dervvent Cottages. The schoolroom was crowded, and thirsty souls were there, to whom the gospel ilowed freely. The hearts of many were prepared by the recent sad bereavements, when three lives were lost in Medomsley Pit, about three weeks ago. The wire rope broke, and they fell forty feet, causing speedy death. I had to speak on the words, " Oh that they were wise, that they understood this, that they would consider their latter end ! " I alluded also to sudden death being sudden glory, when the soul was prepared for the change, but not else. It was a blessed meeting. The power of the Lord was over all. Fourth Month 12th. — Yesterday we went to North Shields monthly meeting. It was an interesting time. Several spoke from the body of the meeting, tending to solemnize and benefit us ; these were followed by Henry Binns and Edward Backhouse, jun. At the end of the second meet- ing, C. S. W. knelt iu pra^'cr, his first offering of vocal ministry in public. t^ixth Moiith (jth. — At meeting this evening I v,-as led very unexpectedly to reflect on the case of Henry Bath, who used to live at Portreath, and was a clerk to my i'ather and partners. During a storm he was swept off the pier. He was an excellent swimmer, and sui)ported himself until a rope was thrown to him, which he grasped, and by which he was hauled up the piei'. When he reached the top, it. 53.] VISITS CUMBERLAND. 379 was found that tlie rope had nearly shpped througdi his hand, jnst enough to hold by, and not an inch to spare. Herein I saw how mercifully I too have been dealt with, marvellously preserved from a vortex, with nothing to spare. Sixth Month dth. — Our uncle, Edward Backhouse, died two days ago. He is the last of our uncles, and we are almost insensibly sliding into the class of the elderly, though ver}^ conscious of wanting the judgment, stability, and use- fulness of many who have gone before us. 14ith. — Yesterday I attended the monthly meeting at Shields, and was liberated to visit the meetings of Cumber- land and Northumberland, under which prospect I feel peaceful, though seeing no way for accomplishing it easily. Wigton, Eighth Month llfh. — I came here yesterday evening, and have enjoyed being at the house of my kind young friends William and Sarah Dodshon. To-day we attended the interment of Alexander Derkin, after which I went to AVigton school, and had an interview with the children, and also with the family. At Allonby meeting I alluded to the importance of reading the Scriptures in retirement, as a means of helping a growth in grace. Dencent Hill., Sl.sf. — I went to Lanchester yesterday to memorialize the bench of magistrates at the Brewster Sessions on the prevention of licenses for publicans. I saw one of the magistrates to-day, who told me they had not increased the number of licenses. I had a pleasant walk in the fields yesterday, and a season of devout prayer in the shed of the far-field, when the language came with sweetness, " Have faith and struggle on." Ninth Month 8th. — Continued cloudy moist weather causes considerable apprehension respecting the safety of the crops. Although at times I feel ready to tremble for the ingather- ing, yet do I desire to have my mind stayed on the love as well as the ffcodness and wisdom of Him of whom it is 380 SHOTLEY BRIDGE. [18G1. written, " As for God, His way is perfect ; the word of the Lord is tried. He is a buckler to all those that put their trust in Him." Ticelfth Month 13th. — M3' dear Gertrude was united in marriage with Charles Gillett. The meeting was one which may be classed as a time of precious solemnit}^, for which we may well be reverently thankful. A large company assembled at tea. At about nine my sisters Rebecca Gib- bins and Rachel projDOsed that Psalm xci. should be read. Our young guests cheerfully joined us, and the season felt to many as one of solemn worship, when ability was given to bow the knee in praise and prayer. '• Hallowed be Thy great and ever excellent name ! " Derwent Hill, First Month 18th, 18G1.— For nearly five weeks we have suffered from frost, at times very intense. Now it seems thawing. Great distress prevails in conse- quence of the number of persons out of work. Corn is scarce and dear. Every trade is depressed. Much appre- hension is entertained respecting America, where the Slave and Free States are threatening each other with war. Third Month drd. — I was informed b}^ my brother, Jonathan Richardson, that the serfs in Russia were to be liberated this day. A merciful deliverance, for which many good men have laboured with the Czars for more than twentj^-five years. Now that they are free from earthly fetters, may they also become spiritually free. These are eventful times. The Bill for the Abolition of the Church Rates was read a second time in the House of Commons last week, and to-morrow is the day on which the separation of the Southern from the Northern States of America will probably take place. This is one step towards the liberation of the Southern slaves in all pro- bability, although the leaders of the movement do not expect such a result. Fourth Month 4th. — At a conference of men and women Friends at Darlington quarterly meeting, Isaac Sharp men- o4.J UEXRY BIXNS. 381 tionecl his prospect of visiting Iceland, Greenland, and the Faroe Islands. The meeting heartily united in approval of the concern. 22nd. — Isaac Sharp and Henry Binns left us this morning. Yesterday, after breakfast, we had a time of worship to- gether, when Isaac Sharp addressed us individually in a memorable manner. Henry Binns quoted with reference to me, " Joseph is a fruitful bough by a well, whose branches run over the wall ; the archers have sorely grieved him, and^ shot at him, and hated him ; but his bow abode in strength, and the arms of his hands were made strong b}' the hands of the mighty God of Jacob." TottenJiam, Fifth ILontli Idfh. — ^When at York, we were speaking of the sudden death of Thomas Harvey, of Yonghal, whilst attending Dublin Yearly Meeting. My dear Eliza- beth and sister Lydia agreed in the exceeding blessedness of such a transition ; it may be that such a lot will be theirs. Derwent Hill., Sixth Month 12th. — The Yearly Meeting closed on Seventh-day evening, the 1st of Sixth Month. Many Friends spoke of the comfort they had had in attending the meeting ; in this I could heartily unite. I went to London with a heart sadly too fearful and unbelieving, but the nourishment granted to my almost famished soul was more than I expected. At our monthly meeting a minute was framed liberating me to go to the Hebrides and part of Cumberland. There was much expression of cordial approval. Secenth Month Ath. — We had a good meeting yesterday evening. I was late in arriving, and a precious evidence was granted as I entered the house that true worship was being offered, and I felt engaged to tell the company so. The committee of the Shotley Bible Association was after- wards held. In the service described in the following^ memoranda 382 SUOTLF.Y BlilDGE. [1S61. E. 0. Trcgelles was accompanied by liis friend Charles Wilson. "We had a good meeting at Kirklington on the 21st. I felt much helped in commenting on the words, '"Almost persuaded to be a Christian."' The Lord's power broke some strong hearts ; may the contrite feelings be enduring. Carlisle^ 22nd. — Charles Wilson and I Aasited the Boys' E-eformatory School under the care of George Head. Of the forty-three boys several are learning to be shoemakers, some to be tailors. Six shillings per week is paid by the magistrates on committal. The evening was wet. We went to Moorhouse, where about sixt}' met us. I had peace in proclaiming the gospel message. 23>'fZ. — In the afternoon Francis Redford called, and we enjoyed exchanging thoughts on Trinidad, Jamaica, and Hayti, for which places he had given James Jesup and me letters of introduction. F. Redford had kindly arranged for our meeting, though as a clergyman he did not feel at liberty to lend his school- house. The meeting was largely attended and the quer^' went forth, " What thinkest thou of Christ ? " Silloth, 24:f/z.— Charles Wilson and I went to breakfast with Francis Redford and his wife at the Vicaraire. Ere we left, I aUuded to the passage, " One Lord, one faith, one baptism, one God and Father of all, who is above all, and through all, and in 3'ou all ; " to which F. Redford re- sponded very feelingly, and knelt in prayer for a blessing on our labours, that we might have seals to our ministry and souls for our hire. His excellent wife begged that we would bear her and her children on our hearts before the Lord in prayer. Diunfriesj 2GtJi. — I felt exceedingly low and depressed be- fore the meeting, but I found that " help was laid 0)i One that is mighty," and ability was given to take of the things 54.] SCO TLA Xn. 3SB of Grod and hand them to others. The doubting of Tliomas was alluded to, and I am ready to hope that an arrow shot at a venturo, shot in faith, pierced between the points of the armour of one present, Sfranraey, 27fJi. — We left Castle Douglas by a line of railway opened about four months ago. It passes through a varied country, in which part of the way is wooded, well watered and fertile, and part rocky and barren, with wild moors very thinly inhabited. It is difficult to imagine that enough trafiic can be found to support the cost of the line. 237?, First Day. — Charles AVilsoii and I sat down together in my chamber, and a precious season of Christian fellow- ship we had. Prayer was offered that the blessing of the Lord might descend on us, and that those who tarried at home might divide the spoil. 2dth. — After an early breakfast we drove to Port Patrick, and called on Andrew Urquhart, the Free Church minister^ who at first was cautious, but soon expanded, and made ar- rangements for us to have a meeting that evening in their school-house, which was well filled. Psa,lm cxxxix. 23 was brought prominently forward, and the need for personal holiness, with the benefit to the world if all who named the name of Christ would depart from iniquity. At the close of the meeting Andrew Urquhart came to me and softly said, " ' One Lord, one faith, one baptism.' I have rejoiced that you have brought before their minds the need of individual piety." Under very precious feelings of unity we parted, never perhaps to meet again. '2Gth. — Often during the day my spirit has had communion with my Lord. I believe we should tliank our heavenlj' Father for the privilege of this spiritual communion ; thus the precious intercourse would be prolonged, and, I believe, oftener renewed, until at last it would be almost constant, and thus heaven would begin on earth. On Ninth Month 5th, Edwin 0. Tregelles and Charles 384 SHOTLEY BlilDGE. [1861. Wilson again left home for a series of meetings in Scotland and the Hebrides, going over much the same ground as in the visit he paid in 1855. They held meetings at Fort William in the Free Church, at Broad- ford and Snizort. AVriting of a meeting in the Free Church at Portree, when GOO were present, he says : — Several tourists were there. To this class I had refer- ence in selecting the season for our visit, and the places for our meetings on First-days. Ninth Month 11th. — We embarked on the Clansman, and lodged at Tobermory. James Reid (the minister at Portree) was on board the steamer, and we parted most lovingly, he giving me a letter as follows : — F. C. Manse, Portree, September IGth, ISGl. My deau Sik, — I have much pleasure in stating to 3'ou that your visit, and simple and loving addresses to our people have been much appreciated, and will, I trust, bear fruit. It was very gratifying to hear from 3'our lips so distinctly the fundamental truths of our religion. Man's ruin is of him- self, his salvation of the Lord. In other words, ruin through the fall, redemption by Christ ; spiritual life and holiness through the effectual operation of the almighty and blessed Spirit of all grace. May you see the desire of your heart fulfilled in Christ reigning in the hearts of many sinners, for His own glory and their everlasting salvation ; and may you be carried in safety, in good time, to the bosom of your family, and be more and more blessed and made a blessing to the Church of God in the earth. I am, yours sincerely, James Reip. Ninth Month 24//*. — We left Carlisle by railway for Kirk- 55.] MEETIXG AT KIRKBRIDE. 385 bride, a meeting having been appointed in one of our un- used meeting-b.ouses. We were kindly cared for by the station-master, and were met by a young friend from Wig- ton school. The meeting-house was crowded ; our young friend was engaged in supplication, Charles Wilson said a few words, and afterwards I spoke on the text, " As many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God." The people were deeply attentive, and it proved a season of true worship. At the close I observed a person sitting wrapped up in a large blue cloak ; he came to me and said, " I thank you for the excellent address you have given to my people." It was the clergyman of the parish, who was there with his wife and sister. Eleventh Months 2bth. — A very boisterous day. I met Robert Marshall, of AVhitton Hall, the county surveyors of Northumberland and Durham, and several others, about a bridge across the Derwent at Ebchester. I received from Joseph Pease by post a choice little book, " Breathings of the Soul," by P. B. Power. I have much enjoyed the beginning, which reminds me of two lines of Samuel Miller Waring : — "How sweet shall ba the iocense of my prayer, Since He who bids me gives the power to pray." Twelfth Mouthy IWi. — At the close of this week thoughts came over me as to the close of life. It is a comfort to be able to leave all my future for time and eternity in the hands of One who promised me at Barnstaple, nearly thirty years ago, " I will never leave thee nor forsake thee." iMst. — Brought in peace to the end of thei year 1861. For the mercies of the past year, and indeed all the years of my deeply proved and richly blessed life, I desire to bless the Lord. " We'll praise Thee for Thy mercies past, And humbly hope for more." First Month llth^ 1862. — My heart has been full of praise L. T. 25 38G SHOTLEY BRIDGE. [1862. for the continuance of peace "with America. Mason and SHdell, who were taken out of the Trent by the »b'a» Jacinto., American frigate, are to be given up by the Federals. Second Month 7th. — I was much depressed to-day. Pass- ing through (if I may venture to write of making any pro- gress) a kind of winter of the soul. What the end of this dispensation may be the Lord alone knoweth. My praj'er is, " Keep me, and I shall be kept ! " dth. — The depression of which I wrote above has been mercifully removed, and I think I have known something of the meaning of those words, " being filled with the Spirit." Fourth Month 4:th. — John L. Edd}^, from Ohio, was present at our quarterly meeting at Darlington with certificate, also James Backhouse, who spoke on the words, "Have you re- ceived the Holy Ghost since ye believed ? " J. L. Eddy spoke on the parable of the virgins. And he addressed a state of dangerous unbelief. Fifth Month 1st. — This is the day for the opening of the International Exhibition, A mournful day to many from the absence of Prince Albert, taken from works to rewards. The country mourns his loss. I was much pleased with the following remarks in " The Christian Daily Life," by Hetty Bowman : " You feel j^our disease, and you come to the Good Physician, acknowledg- ing that 3'our comparative insensibility to it is perhaps its worst feature ; j'et not wanting to have that insensibility removed before you come to Him, but coming to Him in order that it may be removed, ' Do not think,' says Dr, Chalmers, ' that it is j^our office to heal up one part of the disease, and Christ can heal up the remainder. I come to Him with my heart such as it is, and I pray that the opera- tion of His Spirit and the power of His sanctifying grace may make it such as it should be.' Come to the Saviour just as you are. Let your hand of faith take the gift which He offers, while you ask not so much, ' What must I do to So.] PRESERVING GRACE. 387 lie saved ? ' as ' Say unto my soul, I am thy salvation.' " For several years past I have rejoiced in holding and pro- claiming this doctrine. Sixth Month bth. — The meeting at Sfcaindrop was a time ■of close exercise to me ; on waking in the morning the language rested on my mind, " First cast out the beam out •of thine own eye, and then shalt thou see clearly to cast out the mote out of thy brother's eye," which I trust was a profitable watchword for myself, whilst I sought to en- ■courage my friends to avail themselves of the great remedy for sin and transgression. I reminded them that " all we Jike sheep have gone astray ; we have turned every one to his own way ; and the Lord hath laid on Him the iniquity -of us all." " Who His own self bare our sins in His own body on the tree, that we being dead to sins should live unto righteousness." Eighth Month, 12th. — My thoughts have been turned to- day to the consideration of the gift of directing and pre- serving grace, distinguished as it is from saving grace — redeeming grace purchased for us by the blood of Christ. For many years past I have desired much to have correct .scriptural views of this subject, and I wish to give my heart more and more to be taught of the Lord. 2Gth. — I have been happy throughout most of this day in recurring frequently to the pardoning love of Jesus. I have dwelt much on the blessings we may derive from His media- torial offering as a substitute for poor man. This blessed condition I regard as an answer to prayer, which I have ol late often presented, that I might have a deeper, clearer, more abiding and practical sense of my obligations to Jesus, because of His atoning sacrifice. 16th. — My dear sister Elizabeth has had a very alarming .attack of illness at York, where she was visiting Rachel ; I have had several very precious interviews with her. When conversing of former years she told me that her first serious impressions appeared to be made by reading Law's " Serious 388 SHOT LEY BUI DUE. [18()2. Call," when slie was nine 3'ears old, to lier great uncle Samuel Tregelles, who died in 1805. Tenth Mouth Of/?.— The Lord hath been mindful of us, giving us beautiful weather for harvesting our oats, and though late in the season, we are favoured beyond our ex- pectation or desert. 31sf. — In the morning meeting John L. Eddy said that it was a well-known principle of the Society of Friends that the ministry was not premeditated ; and that he came feel- ing remarkabl}'' void of any preparation for vocal labour. He then went on to speak of our Lord's language to Peter, " Satan hath desired to have you, that he might sift you as wheat." The more we were devoted, to the Lord's service, the more vigorous would Satan be in sifting us, '' but I have prayed for thee, that thy faith fail not ; and when thou art converted, strengthen thy brethren." J. L. Eddy rose a second time, and spoke of the need of possessing rather than professing the Truth, that birthright membership would of itself avail us nothing, and impressed on us the need of personal holiness. Twelfth Month 11th. — Tidings have reached us that my dear sister Rebecca Gibbins was released from her state of suffering yesterday. Deeply do I feel this bereavement of one who watched over and cared for me tended}^ from in- fancy. But sweet is the thought of her reunion with her precious husband. Mary S. Lloyd to Edwin 0. Tregelles. Woodgreen, Twelfth Month, 1862. My dear FniEXD, — . . . Wc are ill prepared to part with those we have loved so long. Wo cling to them, because we can have- none to succeed them in our heart's affections. It is pleasant, yea, delightful to know of so man}' coming. .^6.] MAJRY S. LLOYD. 380 up, we may hope and trust, in the renewings of heavenly light and grace to their position in the church. Neverthe- less there is a void, which must be felt to be understood, that can never be supplied at my time of life. There is .also this rich consolation, it cannot be, in the course of nature, for a long period we have to struggle on in the fight of faith. My dear friend, long accustomed to think of thee as my younger brother, I was truly pleased to find I held that place in thy affectionate remembrances that led thee to recall the early seasons of our intercourse at Glenvelyn. . . . So many have been gathered home lately that we are become familiar with the messenger of death. When he comes as a herald to open the gate of life and glory, we ought surely to strive to be unselfish. Jesus wept for the sorrow that fell on his. friends Martha and Mary, and we too may weep whilst we may take the comfort He ad- ministered to them, " Thy brother shall rise again." . . . Mayst thou be strengthened by the Spirit to hold on thy way, and finally to adopt, in humble hope, the apostle's testimony when he saw the crown of glory ready for him. Farewell, beloved Edwin, from thy aged sister in the truth, Mary S. Lloyd. CHAPTER XXII. SHOTLEY BRIDGE. "Visits at Newcastle Gaol a condemned Murderer — Capital Punish- ment — Matamoros — Answer to Prayer — William Tanner — Yearl3^ Meetings Committee — Illness of his Wife — Death of his Sister Elizaheth— Goes with his Wife to Scotland — Holds Meetings at Perth and Inverness — Isabella L. Bird — Meeting at Oban — Der- went Hill Harvest Home — Meeting with Navvies — Eebecca Collins — Ann Eliza Dale — Loss of The London Steamer — Escape of Sailors fi'om Shipwreck — Sympathy for Sufferers by Financial Failures — Death of W. Tanner — John Henry Douglas and Eobert Alsop — David Hunt — Severe Winter — Death of Albert Fox — Yearlj' Meeting — Slave Children in Brazil set free — Mar- riage of Son — Syhil Jones relates Experience in the War— Fal- mouth — Death of John Pease — Amos and Edith Griffith —Accident at Abergele — Meeting at Blackball Mill. Derwent J[ill, Third Mouth 12th, 1SG3. In consequence- of knowing that a poor felon ^vho had been convicted of murder was under sentence of death in Newcastle gaol, I ventured to bring before Friends, at the close of the monthly meeting at Sunderland, the subject of capital punishment,, and trust vigorous measures will bo taken to have the law altered. After meeting I consulted Joseph Procter, John Mounsey, and Daniel Oliver, about having an interview with the convict, of Avhich they approved. D. Oliver kindly under- took to arrange it. He obtained the requisite order froni Sir John Fife, a visiting magistrate, who said he wished to smooth the passage of the poor creature to the other world,, and also expressed a desire that a longer interval should bo granted between conviction and execution. 390 5G.] VISIT TO A MURDERER. 391 Dauiel Oliver accompanied me to the prison. The chaplain and governor went with us into the condemned cell, where we found the poor man standing by the fire, guarded by a warder. The chaplain explained the object of our visit, and urged him to be earnest in making his peace with God by the alone means. When the chaplain left we all sat down. Very solemn was the silence for several minutes, when I addressed him with the language, " If any man sin, we have an advocate with the Father," and urged him to lose no time in fleeing for help to Him who came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance. Much more was said, but all seemed received with a stolid indifference, such as I have rarely if ever witnessed. Before we left, prayer was offered that his heart may be softened to receive the im- pressions of the Holy Spirit, become changed and fitted for a kingdom of purity. I crave for the poor condemned man that he may know his peace made with God through Jesus before he comes to the scaffold to-morrow. Fourth Month 1th. — I was at Middlesbro' and heard from Isaac Sharp details about Iceland and his prospects of further service in that island, Greenland, and Labrador. I would profit by the remark of a Friend who spoke of a case where a wealthy man was about to die, and said, " It is true I am about to die, and I leave much property : this I cannot take with me, but how I gained it, and how I spent it, I take with me.'' Fifth Month 20f/^— To-day the Yearly Meeting com- mences. My thoughts have been much with those assem- bled there. As I stood leaning against an oak tree in the Copse- field my heart was lifted up in prayer for the gathered assembly, that they might be found waiting for the Bread which cometh down from heaven, and realize the fulfilment of the promise, " I will be as the dew unto Israel." 22«rf. — Matamoros, the Spanish Protestant who has been imprisoned for reading the Bible, is now to be banished from Spain, the sentence of imprisonment having been 392 SHOTLEY BRIDGE. [1S63. commuted on the presentation of a memorial from the Meeting for Sufferings. Sixth Month 12th. — This morning I read the interesting book " Remarkable Answers to Prayer." It has helped me through the day, when considering how I could meet some heavy claims. Whilst walking in the Far-field I felt led to pray for help, and to my surprise the means were supplied by persons bringing me the needful funds. Surel}' we do not avail ourselves as we might of the blessing and the power of prayer. Eighth Month 22nd. — Yesterday the railway between Falmouth and Truro was to be opened, a great event for that locality. It is now eighteen ^-ears since I commenced my engagement as a civil engineer on that line. Tenth Month 21.^t. — At the quarterlj^ meeting William Tanner quoted the words, " Make to yourselves friends of the mammon of unrighteousness, that when ye fail, they may receive j'ou into everlasting habitations ; " showing how utterly at variance with the way cast up for the re- deemed to walk in, are the v/cljs which man pleases himself by contriving for himself. " Ye cannot serve God and mammon." All the gifts and talents must be consecrated — not the tenth only — but all held subservient to the great Giver. Twelfth Month 11///. — On the Stli wo went to Newcastle to attend the meeting of ministers and elders ; Josiah Forster, Charles Fox, Isaac Brown, J. Bevan Braithwaite, Samuel Bowly, and Thomas Pierce were present as part of the Yearly Meeting's committee. Much excellent counsel was given as to the care of young ministers. We do not chide our little children because they trip when they attempt to walk. At a very interesting and profitable social meeting some account was given of the First-day School by Henry Clapham and George Kicliardson. In speaking on reading the Scrip- tures, Charles Fox dwelt on the solemnity of their being read in any family for the last time. He told us of a ship tie.) ILLNESS OF HIS WIFE. 393 ibmidering with the captain, whose Avife and child were rescued, and how the widow dehghted in re-periising the chapter thej^ had read together a short time before the ship went down. I'ith. — Letters from my sisters at Fahnontli give us cause to beHeve that our dear sister EUzabeth is very near her end, and her gentle spirit sustained, though in great feeble- ness, by a sense of Jesus being near. l^otli. — The state of my dear wife's health has for some weeks been very frail. I read to my comfort this evening, '' The God of all grace, who hath called us unto His eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered awhile, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you." ' In the winter of 1863-4 Elizabeth Edwin Tregelles w^as very ill. This great trial is alluded to in the •diary v^^ritten on Fourth Month 1st, 1864. It would not be possible to describe the depths of anguish •endured, and the strength of the support granted in our extremity by One mighty to save, and able to deliver to the very uttermost. My dear sister Elizabeth was very ill at the time my darling wife was so near the verge of eternity, Sister Elizabeth lingered until the 19th of Third Month, 18G4. The OTadual return of streng^th of Elizabeth Edwin Tregelles Avas accelerated by change of air and scene to the homes of her cousin Lucy Mounsey, at Hendon Hill, Sunderland, and her friend Lydia Proctor, at Low Lights, North Shields. She was able to accompany her husband in a journey to Scotland in the Eighth Month. Ohan, Eifjhth Month 2nd.— On the 28tli of Seventh Month we had a meetino: in the evenin": at Perth with James 394 SJIOTLEY BRIDGE. [1864. Feiiwick and famil}^ At Inverness we called on Donald Frazer at the Manse, who kindly arranged for a meeting in the Free Church, which was attended by 400 persons in great stillness. The Lord gave me ability to comment on the language, " There is none other name under heaven given amongst men whereby we must be saved." Dencent Hill, Eighth Month 15f7L— This day week we left Oban, where we had almost unmixed enjoyment. Dearest Elizabeth delighted in being in a boat, cruising on the water along the lovely coast. Our pleasure was much enhanced by meeting Dora Bird, and her daughters Isabella and Henrietta. Isabella L. Bird is the lady so well known for her interesting travels in unfrequented places, and (as Mrs, Bishop) for her journey in 1890 through Persia, and other Eastern countries in the interest of Medical Missions. For many years Edwin 0. Tregelles had been a co-worker with her in assisting to supply the poor fishermen in the Hebrides with boats and nets. On First-day we had a good meeting in the Independent Chapel, kindly lent by the minister, who being absent w as- glad to have it thus occupied. Our friends, I. L. and H. Bird kindly promoted this meeting, and aided in giving the notice. Wo called on them after meeting to take leave. It was a solemn season, when thanksgiving arose for the privileges we had enjo^'^ed of precious fellowship. Prayer ascended that the widow and the fatherless might be comforted. I'enth Month 22nd. — We have had a very interesting gathering of about twenty of our work-people at a harvest home tea. I read the '• Autobiograph}' of a Thief ; What I was. What I am, and How I Became so ; " also the remarks made on temperance, at York, by the Rector of Stilton^ 58.] HARVEST HOME. 39^ and finislied with Psalm Ixv. James Edwards (the hind) spoke very nicely on harvest homes, and on the relation of master and servant, and prayed earnestly for a blessing^ on all. A sweet hymn was snng, — " We talk of the realms of the blest, But what must it be to be there ? " Eleventh Month 30th. — I have been this evening to a meeting with the navvies now engaged in constructing the railway. I began by reading Psalm Ixiii. May the Lord bless the few words spoken. Twelfth Month 28th. — I have attended the reading for the navvies this evening, at the Wesleyan Chapel, Ebchester, and read in " The Light on the Line ; a Memoir of T. Ward," by Catherine Marsh. More of the navvies wera present this evening than on the two former occasions. A good feeling was manifest. My neighbour, John Hunter, engaged in prayer. First Month bfh^ 1865. — A letter from my friend James- Jesup informs me of his being very infirm with paralysis, which grieves me. Eighth Month Ibth. — A long time has occurred without a note, embracing very varied experience ; joy, peace, and comfort have abounded, but now we seem passing through a dispensation of a very proving kind. I pray that the purposes designed by my heavenly Father may be accom- plished. 21.9^. — Tidings have reached us of the arrival of the Great Eastern steamer, after a fruitless attempt to lay the cable- for the telegraph, which broke about 1,100 miles from Valencia. Eleventh Month 10th. — I called to-day at Westwood Farm to see Dorothy Currie, who is sinking rapidly in consump- tion. She is fully aware of her critical state. I read tO' her the hymn in the Olney hymn-book commencing, " Come, my soul, thy suit prepare." I pointed her to Jesus, the 396 SJIOTLEY BItlDGE. [1865. ■sinner's FrienJ, and found much liberty in praying that her soul might be accepted for His sake who died for her, the Just for the unjust. OQth. — Yesterda}^ my dear Elizabeth felt very low and yZ.— When at the new cottages I am now building, " Templar Terrace," I was standing by a wall on which the men were engaged, when a thick piece of iron fell from a. 57.] DEATH OF RACHEL TREGELLES. 419 height, and struck the ground heavily by my side. If I had been nine inches nearer the wall it might have struck my head. This is the second escape of the kind I have had. First Month Ibth^ 1874. — There was a conference on mis- sion work at the quarterly meeting. This made way for me to bring forward the proposition on temperance, which, with a little faint opposition, was well received, and a committee appointed to prepare a draft of a proposition for our next Yearly Meeting. Third Month 1st. — Last Third-day evening. Second Month 24th, our much-loved sister Rachel exchanged her bed of languishing for an inheritance incorruptible and that fadeth not away. Just before her death she uttered the name of .her precious twin brother Henry three times, as though the vista of the celestial glory was breaking on her sight ; thus in her dying moments revealing a sacred, life-long affection, for this much-loved brother, who died in 1821. For our dear sister Lydia we keenly feel. We had sup- posed that she was the feeble one, needing the kind nursino* of her sister, who has been unremitting in her tender care of her for more than seven years of weakness ; but now dear- Rachel is taken and she is left. tiixth Month IGth. — This day month dear Elizabeth and I left home for London. We esteem it a great privilege ta have been able to attend and enjoy the Yearly Meeting. The burden on my spirit throughout much of the time was the temperance question, for it fell to my lot to have to say a little in support of the Durham proposition ; and the fear of saying too much led me to fall short in explaining, as I de- sired, the measure which is so deeply important. The sub- ject was well taken up by the meeting, a petition agreed on for Parliament, and an appeal to our members. The Yearly Meeting's epistle also contains a paragraph on this deeply important subject. On First-day we were at Stoke Newington meeting, which was much crowded. I felt engaged to speak on the 420 SHOTLEY BBIDGE. [1874. words, " We have found Him, of whom Moses in the law and the prophets did write, Jesus of Nazareth." AVe have found ; not we expect to find, or hope to find, but we have found. Well for us if we can say this. It was a good meet- ing. Hannah Whitall Smith was there, also the Duchess of Sutherland, and Thos. B. Smithies. AVe dined at Stafford Allen's with a very interesting com- pany. Amongst the party who met on the lawn under sheltering trees were Theophilus Waldemier, of Beyrout; Sarah Street and Elizabeth Valentine, from America; Charles Thompson, and many others. On reaching home we found our little dog Mora had died. She has had a happy ten years of life, beloved by all who knew her — so gentle, intelligent, and highly affectionate. She lies under the weeping ash near the arbour, by the side of her former happy playfellow, Piff, and poor Carlo. Seventh Month Ibth.—We went to the quarterly meeting of ministers and elders at Newcastle. In the public meeting in the evening Richard Ball Rutter, soon after we collected, quoted the hymn, " Jesus of Nazareth passeth by," and sat down. Elizabeth L. Comstock spoke earnestly on the same words ; how He not only healed the blind man, but restored the leper, quelled the storm on the lake, and was able now to help us, and willing also. Eiglith Month 9th, Fivf^t Day.— We had a large meeting this morning. William C. Westlake offered fervent prayer for the assembled company, for other companies of wor- shippers after our manner, and for all worshippers believing in Christ ; also for the Lord's blessing on the recent First- day School Conference at Darlington. After this I spoke of one of the early copies of the English Bible calling our Lord Jesus "the Healing One," desiring that the striken ones might prove Him to be the Healing One. Then W. C. Westlake spoke on the passage in the Revelation, how " some would call on the mountains to hide them from the wrath of the Lamb, from Him who had followed them with looks of 67.] ACKWORTH SCHOOL. 421 love, but now turned into wratli, altliougli He had offered to be the HeaKng One." IQtli. — Deborah Thomas and Mary Haines had a meeting with us. D. Thomas spoke on the text, " AVait on the Lord ; be of good courage, and He shall strengthen thine heart ; wait, I say, on the Lord." Hidl^ Xinth Month 13th. — I left home for Ackworth on the "ith, and met there the Yearly Meeting's committee ; present, Stafford Allen, William Ball, J. B. Braithwaite, James Clark, Samuel Elliott, Thomas Hodgkin, and Joseph Jesper. The evening reading with the children was a precious season. After William Ball had spoken at some length, I referred to Moses floating on the Nile, watched by his elder sister, wdio was not then aware of the importance of her duties in caring for one who was to be king in Jeshurun. On the 8th we met the Ackworth teachers, and afterwards the superintendent and students of the Flounder's Institute, amongst whom was a youth from Madagascar, E-asoami- aramanana by name. In the evening the party from the Flounders came to the school, also Friends from Pontefract, and we had a social gathering of 117, a deeply interesting and instructive time. J. P. Braithwaite spoke on the authority' of Holy Scripture, and the evidences of revealed religion in opposition to science falsely so called, illustrated by allusion to the mechanism of a watch. I rejoiced that the students were there to hear the address. Very much was said, and well said. William Ball asked me to speak. I said that I felt I must practise self- denial ; but I quoted the stanza : — ■ " My God, Thy sarvice well demands The remnant of my days ; "Why was this feeble breath renewed, But to renew Thy praise?" At a good social gathering at Wakefield J. B. Braithwaite 422 SHOTLEY BRIDGE. [1874. spoke on the importance of giving our energies to our special duties ; and thougli we may feel pleasure at the success of Christian effort among other professors, j-et, as a Church, we have our own line of service. The recorded experience of Thomas Shillitoe, "William Allen, Stephen Grellet and "William Forster showed how way was made for the Lord's sei-vants. Woodhoui^e^ Ninth Month 20th. — Went with Joseph Jesper to Woodhouse meeting, a small but interesting gathering, to whom the gospel message flowed freely. At the close of the meeting Dr. Le Tall, by whose side I sat, said to me, " AVhy cannot this gospel message be made known to those outside our borders ? " " By all means," I replied ; " we should like multitudes to hear the message." So the neighbours were invited to an afternoon meeting. The place was full on our arrival ; and a blessed time it was. At Woodhouse Daniel Wheeler first attended a Friends' meeting. He then came in his regimentals. His sister Barbara lived there. Sheffield, Ninth Month 22nd. — At a social meeting on the school premises James H. Barber gave us a brief, interesting outline of the origin of First-day Schools. A Friend was walking one day on the sands at Scarborough with Sarah AVheeler, when she said she would willingly give £5 to pro- mote a First-day School at Sheffield. This was the nucleus ; many others aided in the work. Yoi-lx, Ninth Month 28th. — We attended a social gathering in the meeting-house, at which my cousin, Alfred Lloyd Fox, was present. It was a season of renewed favour. At the close I left, and reached home at 7 a.m. next morning, with a heart full of thanksgiving for the undeserved and multiplied mercies. Neath, Tenth Month ISth. — After paying a ver}'' enjoyable visit to our cousins, Elizabeth and Sarah Backhouse at Holgatc York, Elizabeth and I reached The Craig, Neath. Having a minute from my monthly meeting for any service that opened on the journey, I was glad to appoint a public 68.] PENZANCE. 423 meeting liere. I visited cousin Christiana A. Price at Glen- velyn. I saw lier alone, and a deeply interesting time it was. Before we separated, praise and prayer were offered to tlie Father of mercies. Cousin C. A. Price addressed me in cheering language, animating my heart for dedication. Plymouth^ Tenth Month 21st. — We were at the Fourth-day morning meeting. "Sweet is the sleep of those who rest in Jesus," was the language that arose in my heart, and to which I soon gave utterance, followed by dear cousin Rachel C. Fox and by Helen Balk will in prayer. Penzance, Tenth Month 26th. — Oar quarters here are at Mount's Bay House, by the sea, which is beating heavily against the sea-wall, and throwing up showers of spray. Lawrence Candler and Margaret Trembath accompanied us to Marazion, where we had a public meeting in the Primi- tive Methodist Chapel. 27th. — We went to Mousehole for a meeting in the Wes- leyan Chapel, which was well owned, I believe, of the Lord. Our ride there was lovely. We could see the line of coast from the Lizard. Many vessels were passing, and fishing- boats going out. CHAPTER XXIV. SHOTLEY BRIDGE. Snow-storm, Five Trains Llockad — Isaac Sharp goes to Xorwaj', Denmark, and Minden — Death of Dr. Tregelles— Yearl3' Meeting — Alteration of Queries — -Care of Religious Instruction of Youth — Constitution of Meetings of Ministers and Elders — Family Gathering at Surbiton — Ira D. Sankey — At York visits Elizabeth and Sarah Backhouse — Allen Jay — Sedbergh General Meeting- Thomas Handley — Commences First-day Afternoon Cottage Meetings at Templar Terrace — Women Friends' Address to the Queen on Temperance — Kinsey and Caroline E. Talbot hold large Gospel and Temperance Meetings each Night in the Derwent Valley — Yearly Meeting — Rufus P. King, Edward Scull, and Dr. Richard H. Thomas, jun., at Surbiton — Remarkable Dream — Holds Meetings amongst the Northumbrian Colliers — Friends* Temperance Conference at Leeds — Rufus P. King — At Temperance- Conference, London, read Paper, " Temperance the Allj- of Christianity " — Death of Jane Fisher — Strike amongst his Col- liers — Friends' Temperance Union — John Bright on Temperance — Isaac Sharp, Theodore Harris and Langley Kitching depart for South Africa. DEmvENT Hill, Shotley Bridge, First Month 3rd, 1875. — As we heard tlie last stroke of the clock, tollino- of the past year being closed, the bells of Shotley were dimly heard through the storm which raged, and which rendered nearly inaudible the " buzzer " of the Consett Iron Works, telling of the birth of another year. The gale from the south-east was terrific — the thermometer 18°. The storm continued through New Year's Day, so as to keep us all close at home. It increased and caused deep drifts of snow. On retiring to rest that night we heard a strange noise 69.J BNOW-DIilFT. 425 like some one calling earnestly for help, and soon after tlie sliort, powerful whistle of a locomotive. This call was re- sponded to by another engine ; apparently they were near each other, and seemed asking earnestly for help. AVe con- cluded they wanted aid to clear a snow-drift, but we were powerless to assist. I had been unwell all day, and even if I were well it is doubtful whether I could have reached the spot. Again next morning we heard the same earnest calls and responses, and Ave learnt that two trains had stuck in a snowdrift in a deep cutting. The passengers had gathered into the first and second class carriages to pass the night, and proceeded to Newcastle next morning. Five trains were thus stuck fast between Newcastle and Consett. Fourth Month 2bth.—A. conference was held at the close of the quarterly meeting at Darlington last Fifth-day, when Isaac Sharp was liberated for service in Norway, Denmark and Minden, with prayer and much cordial expression of encouragement. In the same conference a testimony for John Dodshon was read. It was a very interesting sketch of a good man's life. Fifth Month 2nd. — Our niece, Anna E. Tregelles, informs us that her brother, Dr. S. Prideaux Tregelles, sank to rest on the 2Ith of Fourth Month, after several days of uncon- sciousness following many weeks of suffering, and ten years. of feebleness from paralysis. And now we may well believe that " he rests before God with the angels in light," in companionship with his Lord, whose presence he longed to behold. Seventh AFonth 11th. — Since the last date Elizabeth and I have been to the Yearly Meeting, which was the most agreeable I have ever attended. Such a blessed, heavenly feeling prevalent from sitting to sitting. Allen Jay, of North Carolina, was with us acceptably. Caroline Talbot and Deborah Thomas, from America, visited our meeting. The alterations of the Queries occupied much time, and were 42G SHOTLEY BRIDGE. [1875. passed to my comfort. The other subjects of the Yearly Meeting were peculiarly important and interesting. In- creased care in the education of our younger members in religious matters. The report from the committee appointed in 1873 for visiting the counties. Arrangements for holding general meetings, also the question of the constitution of the meeting of ministers and elders. I was desirous of bringing before the meeting the condition of the poor slaves in various parts of the world, but a verj'' brief portion of time was allowed — too brief to do justice to a matter of such serious moment. After the Yearly Meeting Ave went to Surbiton, joining there our sister L3-dia, and Nathaniel and Fanny. It felt to mo a final family gathering. On Second-day we went to T. H. B.'s to tea, where were also Ann Gardner and E. Sarah Chalk, Ira D. Sankey and wife, and other visitors. AVe had tea in the garden. Afterwards we met in the drawing-room and I. D. Sankey sang the hymns, " The ninety and nine " and " Oh, think of the home over there," which seemed to solemnise us and bring us to the place of true prayer. I. D. Sankey followed me in a vocal prayer, after which Ann Gardner and E. S. Chalk ministered to us. Our very precious gathering was finished by a prayer from T. H. B., in which he quoted, " What is a man profited if he shall gain the whole world and lose his own soul ? *' At York we had a kind reception from our cousins Elizabeth and Sarah Backhouse. Soon after we were gathered in the meeting I knelt in prayer, " Hallowed be Thy name ; Thy kingdom come," and then spoke from the words, " Ye must be born again." Eighth Month 11th. — AVe had Allen Jay's company and that of Helen Balkwill at the monthly meeting at Sunder- land. It was ii favoured time. A. Jay spoke of the im- potent man at Bcthesda's pool — his unquestioning faith. \Vc had a conference with women Friends to consider the 69.] SEDBERGH GENERAL MEETING. 427 course to be taken in giving instruction in the sound prin- ciples of Friends to our children when young. Dear Elizabeth and I were liberated to attend the general meeting at Sedbergh, and to hold other meetings where drawn. t^edbergli^ Xinth Month ?>rd. — The general meeting was small. Isaac Brown of Kendal, Isaac Brown of Leeds, Joseph Jesper, George Satterthwaite, and Hudson Scott were present. In the evening meeting I was cheered by the dedication of dear Elizabeth, who reminded us that two hundred years had passed since that house was built, and queried, Where shall we all be ere another two hundred years have passed ? This had a very solemnising effect. On the 7th we went to Narthwaite. Dear old Thomas Handley ministered to us ; both he and I are much changed since we met there thirty-five years ago. Amhleskle^ 12th. — I was alone at Colthouse meeting, and spoke on " cross-bearing disciples of a crucified Lord." IQfh. — We went to Kendal, and were met by Charles Lloyd Braithwaite. Kinsey and Caroline E. Talbot were at the quarterly meeting. IStk.—'We left Kendal for AVhinfell Hall, where we had a hearty welcome from W^ilson and Elizabeth Robinson and their children. 21st. — On First-day I was at Pardshaw meeting, walking there and back, with John AVilson Robinson, in our shirt sleeves, because it was a very hob day. We saw lightning in the evening, and found there had been a fearful storm at Manchester and Liverpool. A church was struck at Birkenhead, and two persons killed. At Beckfoot we had a good meeting, and experienced much kindness from Mary Bigland. I walked with dear Elizabeth on the sands, and after an early dinner was driven by one of M. Biglancl's daughters to Allonby, where we had quarters with Ann Fearon. We met Caroline E. Talbot and others at Sarah B. Satterthwaite's. A meeting in the 428 . SHOTLEY BRIDGE. [1875. Public Room was crowded, and a capital time it was. I have rarely attended such a meeting. Dericent Hill, Tenth Mouth 30th. — There was a large gathering at our meeting-house, when the gospel was preached and earnest prayer offered on our behalf by our visitors, Jane Gurney Pease, Isaac Sharp, Lucy E. Mounsey, Thomas AVillis and E. Robson. Eleventh Month 7th. — Our afternoon meetings are discon- tinued to-day for four months, because of the smallness of our numbers. I believed it my duty to go at 3 p.m. to No. 1, Templar Terrace, where, in James Armstrong's house, I met about thirty of our colliery people, to whom I read John i., also some tracts and the hymns, " Jesus of Nazareth passeth by " and " Safe in the arms of Jesus." I feel thank- ful for the blessing apparent on the occasion. 14th. — The monthly meeting at Sunderland last week was very interesting. In the conference with women Friends a proposal was brought forward to present an address on Temperance to our Queen from women Friends of North Durham, which was cordially united with. At the con- clusion of this conference I knelt in prayer, pleading for the removal of intemperance from our land, and asking the Lord to bless our beloved Queen, that the glitter of royalty may not dim her vision, or hinder her from laying- aside every weight, and running with patience the race set before her, looking unto Jesus, and that her family may be saved with an everlasting salvation. 21st. — Though our meeting was small this morning, it was one of much comfort. Soon after we gathered I felt en- gaged to thank the Lord for the mercies of the past week and the unnumbered mercies of our lives. I went to No. 3, Templar Terrace this afternoon, and met an interesting company there, to my comfort. May it prove a blessing to some present. First Month 9th, 187G. — A week filled with mercy and goodness has passed ; Kinsey and Caroline E. Talbot being CO.] CAROLINE E. TALBOT. 429 with US. The meeting for worship in the Town Hall, Shotiey Bridge, was a blessed season. Carohne E. Talbot was much favoured, and the message went home to the hearts of man}^ amongst the 700 who were present. At the close the people begged earnestly for another meeting. Next day the gospel was again preached with simplicity and power at the Templar Hall, Medomsley, we may trust to the converting of many hearts. On the 4th there was a crowded, overflowing meeting at Ebchester Wesleyan Chapel. On the 5th the temperance meeting in the Town Hall at Shotley Bridge was crowded and very impressive ; sixty-three signed the pledge. C. E. Talbot seems to look back with comfort to her visit to this valley, and said that her stay under this roof " had been as a little heaven on earth " to her. On leaving she said to dear EUzabeth, " The Lord bless thee ; I know He will." 12fh. — I was encouraged to apply to our monthly meeting for a minute for holding public meetings in Northumberland, which was granted me. Just at this time Elizabeth E. Tres^elles had a sliirlit attack of paralysis. Meekly and sweetly she bore the intimation of the doctor as to the nature of the at- tack, and she regarded it as a decided warning of the uncertainty of life. Fourth Month IGth. — We had a blessed meeting. The first time dear Elizabeth had been present for thirteen weeks. She knelt in thanksgiving and prayer, giving praise for the mercy shown her. Sixth Month 10th. — Various engagements have hindered any notes being made for many weeks, during which we attended the Yearly Meeting. It was to me a season of peculiar interest. Some important changes of our constitu- 430 SHOTLF.Y BUI DOE. [1S7G. tioii were arranged. We may hope that good will result. The subject of slavery clairaed much attention, consequent on a proposition from Western Quarterly Meeting, and that resulting from a few words in the Epistle of 1875 ; so the day of small things must not be despised. For the first First-day in the Yearly Meeting we went to Surbiton, and much enjoyed our visit to dear H. and S. E. Here we met Rufus P. King and Edward Scull, also Dr. Richard Henry Thomas, who were at the evening meeting at Kingston. The next First-day we spent at Stoke Newington, dining with Christine Alsop, who kindly interested herself about the address to our Queen on temperance. Dencent Hill, IWi. — I woke this morning after a delightful dream, when I seemed pleasantly occupied with Eufus King and Edward Scull in arranging for meetings ; before I awoke I was repeating the hymn, — " Plenteous grace with Thee is fonucT, Grace to pardon all my sin ; Let the healing streams aboiiml, Make and keep me pure within." When I was walking to the colliery two days ago, and communing on heavenly things, I had such a clear view of Jesus as my Sin-bearer ; the Lord having laid on Him the iniquity of us all. " Shall we continue in sin, that grace may abound?" By no means. I desire ever to remember the time and place. It was just as I turned the corner of Watling Street and Medomsley Road. JEhcenth Month dfh. — For many months I have been much hindered from making any entry in this journal. In the Eighth Month I was engaged in holding meetings for worship amongst the collieries of Northumberland. These engagements were, I believe, blessed to my own s(,ul^ and I trust to the souls of others. The corner stones of a Temperance Hall at Shotley Bridge 70.] TEMPERANCE CONFERENCE, LEEDS. 431 were laid by Arthur Pease, Thomas Carrick, and George Charlton. All pleaded with true eloquence for the libera- tion from the bondage of drink of the enthralled sons and daughters of Britain. Lord, hasten the day ! Leeds., 12th. — The Temperance Conference commenced by a devotional meeting. On First-day we had two good meetings for worship. Samuel Bowly engaged in prayer in the morning. In the evening I alluded to the call of Moses, '' I have seen, I have seen the affliction of My people in Egypt, and I have come down to deliver them.'' During the three sittings of the conference great harmony and earnest- ness prevailed. A committee of sixty Friends of the northern counties was nominated to assist in promoting Temperance. A minute was passed encouraging support of the Irish Sun- day Closing Bill, another to check the sale of liquors by grocers, another to promote the local option principles in checking the liquor traffic. Twelfth Month 3)'d. — The Turkish question is engrossing many minds now that the Conference of Plenipotentiaries is about to meet at Constantinople. This morning, in our little meeting I felt constrained to pray that the hearts of the councillors at the Conference may be so influenced by the Prince of Peace, that strife may be averted by Him who is God over all, blessed for ever, and that the Lord in His mercy may repair the woes of Bulgaria caused by ruthless invaders. 10th. — Very beautiful weather. The barometer has been lower than for twentj^-four years. Fearful storms have occurred, causing great loss of ships and life. 31s;. — At our meeting this morning dear Elizabeth called our attention to the Avay in which we had been helped in many trials " to keep hold of the Rock which never moves," and desired " that remembrance of past mercies may encour- age us to hope for all our future." First Month 22nd, 1877. — Rufus P. King came to an even- ing meeting here. The silence was broken by his companion, 432 SHOTLEY BlilDGE. [1S77. James Terrell, in prayer, followed soon by R. P. King on his knees, saying, " We would linger yet a little longer near Thy mercy-seat." After an earnest prayer he spoke in a way that must have impressed most hearts. Surhiton^ ^>econcl Month 18fh. — I came here in order to attend the Temperance Conference in London. I met Samuel and Louisa Bowl}' at the Institute, and read to them the paper, " Temperance the Ally of Christianit}^ " I had prepared, which they approved. The Conference showed a great advance in the minds of Friends on the important subject of Temperance. I attended the week-day meeting at Kingston — a good season according to my feelings. I felt impressed with the importance of abiding in Christ, asking what we desire, and having our prayers granted. At Exeter Hall in the evening — a large and important meeting on Moderate Drinking ; excellent speeches from Dr. B. W. Richardson, Canon Farrar, and Edward Baines. Derwent HIU^ Third Month 2bfh. — Much interested in reading in the report of the Meeting for Sufferings, William Jones' letter respecting his visit to Bulgaria. Such pacific Avork is a great contrast to war. Fourth Month 8th. — Another blessed and refreshing Sabbath, in which my soul has been fed and refreshed, of which it seemed to be m great need from perplexities with the colliers. I was engaged this morning to quote the text, ^' That we might have a strong consolation, who have fled for refuge to lay hold on the hope set before us, which hope Ave have as an anchor of the soul, both sure and steadfast, and which entereth into that within the veil ; whither the forerunner is for us entered." I have remembered the lines : — " From every stormy wiiul tli.it blows, From every swclliiis' tide of woes, Tlicrc is a calm, a sure retreat ; 'Tis found beneath tlic mercy scat ! " 70.] FRIENDS' TEMPERANCE UNION. 433 16/7^ — A note came from dear Isaac Sharp informing us that the monthly meeting of DarUngton had liberated him for a visit to Cape Town, South Africa, Madagascar, Australia, New Zealand, Tasmania, California, and other parts of America. 2dfh. — At the quarterly meeting at Darlington Dougan Clark spoke effectively on Jesus being the daysman, able to lay hold of God and man, and who addresses the Father in prayer, saying, '' I will that they also whom Thou hast given Me be with Me where I am," At the conference after the meeting for worship Isaac Sharp Avas cordially liberated for his extensive service. On our return home we found a telegram announcing that my dear mother, Jane Fisher, had died. She passed quietly to her eternal and glorious home. Russia has declared war against Turkey. Yesterday we were comforted in learning that our Government has decided to be neutral, being friendly with both powers. Fifth Month 13//?.— The Irish Sunday Closing Bill has passed the select committee of the House of Commons, at which we are rejoiced. I have been much perplexed by my colliers striking for higher wages, and have found it needful to move very circumspectly. I have sought to cast my cares altogether on the Lord, and can say, " As for God, His way is perfect . . . He is a buckler to all those who trust in Him." LondoHj 21st. — I attended the Temperance Conference, when it was agreed to blend the four Conferences of Friends in one, entitled, " Friends' Temperance Union." Derwent Hlll^ Sixth Month bth. — Each meeting during the Yearly Meeting proved to me a season of blessing, whether it were on Society matters, in committees, or the meetings for worship in Peel, Westminster, Kingston, or Stoke Newington. Eighth Month bth. — AVe had a meeting in the Primitive L. T. 28 431 SHOTLEY BRIDGE. [1S77. Methodist Chapel at Cullercoats, largely attended. A very full message of glad tidings was extended. A sweet praj^er from Ransome Wallis concluded the meeting. Qtli. — A meeting at Shankhouse in the Weslej'an Chapel thinly attended. Thomas Pumphrey also engaged in minis- try and prayer. 1th. — A meeting was held at Seaton-Delavel. Richard B. Rutter accompanied John R. Procter and me. It was to my comfort, and I hope to the edification of several present. DarUngton, Tenth Month 17th. — At the last sitting of the quarterly meeting dear Isaac Sharp bid us affectionately farewell. On parting I handed him a packet, not to be opened until he reaches 48^ N. latitude. It contains a refer- ence to some of the many providences that were shown me in my travels in the West Indies, which ma^' tend to cheer his heart. I now feel as though I have parted for ever, as to this life, with a dear friend by whom I have regularly sat for thirty years in the meetings we have attended together. In the meeting for worship dear Elizabeth quoted the words of our Lord, " Watch ye therefore, for ye know not when the master of the house cometh ; at even, or at midnight, or at the cock-crowing, or in the morning ; lest coming sutldenl}^, He find 3'ou sleeping. And what I say unto you, I say unto all. Watch." The few words were blessed to the meeting. Dericent Hill, Eleventh Month 14fh. — I attended the anni- versary of the United Kingdom Alliance at Manchester. It was very enthusiastic. Every one seemed cheered by the progress of Temperance principles during the 3'ear. On my way through Leeds I called on Langley Kitching, who was busy preparing to leave for London to join Isaac Sharp and Theodore Harris. They embarked at Dartmouth on the 2nd in the Diinrohin CmtJe steamer for the Cape of Good Hope. A few days before these dear Friends sailed I sent them a copy of the hymn extracted from the " Book of Praise." DEPARTrRE OF I. SHARP FOR AFRICA. 435 " Spsed Thy servants, Saviour, speed them ! Thou art Lord of winds and waves : They were bound, but Thou hast freed them ; Now they go to free the slaves : Be Thou with them ! 'Tis Thine arm alone that saves. Speed them through the mighty ocean In the dark and stormy day, When the waves in wild commotion Fill all others with dismay : Be Thou with them ! Drive their terrors far away. When they reach the land of strangers, And the prospect dark appears. Nothing seen but toils and dangers. Nothing felt but doubts and fears, Be Thou with them ! 'Hear their sighs and count their tears. In the midst of opposition. Let them trust, Lord, in Thee : When success attends their mission, Let Thy servants humbler be : Never leave them, Till Thy face in heaven they see ! There to raap in joy for ever Fruit that grows from seed here sown ; There to be with Him who never Ceases to preserve His own, And with triumph Sing a Saviour's grace alone ! Thoma.s Kelly. CHAPTER XXY. SHOTLEY BRIDGE. Origin of E. 0. Tregelles' Zeal for Temperance — Letter to Alliance News on Local Option — Kars taken by Russians — Dr. Temple, Bishop of Exeter — Business Trials — "William Hoyle — Sudden Death of his Wife — Leaves Derwent Hill — Eesides at Falmouth and Banbury — Letter of Isaac Sharp from Kuruman —Cornish Sunday Closing Bill. Edwix 0. Tregelles first became alive to tlie evils of the drinking customs of the country when a young- man in Ireland. He afterwards passed through a time of suffering in the change of his business prospects, rather than in any way promote the drink traffic. In later life he became increasingly earnest to encourage others, as well as to work himself, in the Temperance reformation. He joined nine different organizations, including the Good Templars and a Ministers' Associa- tion, and entered heartily into the movement for the legal suppression of the traffic by means of local option. To THE Editor of the Alliance News. Shofley Bridge, Eleventh Month Wi, 1877. Dear Friend, — The present season is rife with political addresses. It is interesting to mark the utterances of the leaders of pubhc thought when they touch on great social and economic 71.] LETTER ON LOCAL OPTION. 437 questions, especially tlie all-absorbing Drink question. It is not a new subject, and some persons who feel constrained to say something respecting it, seem appalled by its magnitude, and the interested opposition to anything having the sem- blance of compulsory legislation ; hence the importance that the legislation should be permissive, and not compul- sory. When gas lighting became popular in Glreat Britain, Ireland was long debarred from the advantage, because of the expense of procuring local Acts for each town ; but relief was granted by an Act passed, 9th George IV., empowering ratepayers, by a majority in any town in Ireland, to adopt the Act, and levy rates to cover the expense of constructing the works and supplying gas- light. This was not compulsion, not oppression, but a boon, and a happy condition of " local option." AVhere lies the difference between a permissive or empowering Gas Act for Ireland, and a permissive or empowering Liquor Act for the British Isles ? There is this difference : the one involved the outlay of an expenditure year by year, proving very beneficial to the public ; in the other case leading to a saving in the annual expenditure, besides promoting the elevation, order, and happiness of the people. The passing of that Lighting Act for Ireland was a kind, judicious, beneficial, and appreciated measure. It did not infringe on liberty ; each town was free to choose, without compulsion, between darkness and light. The adoption was very gradual ; one town after another elected to profit by the Act. Here we have the epitome of the Permissive Bill, which is not compulsory ; the ratepayers are free to choose between darkness and light, between bondage with poverty, and freedom with prosperity. Does any one doubt that England is sorely distressed by the losses occasioned by drink ? Canon Wilberforce, in his admirable address in the Sheldonian Hall, Oxford, said, 438 SHOTLEY BRIDGE. [187 a England was in jeopardy, and no country can receive the blessing that gained revenues from the drink traffic, and forced opium on China, and colonized with the Bible in one hand and the brandy bottle in the other ! I believe all this is true, and that we cannot break any of the laws of God without suffering the consequences. Thy sincere friend, E. 0. Tregelles. Dencent Hill, Eleventh Month 2bth. — Kars was taken from the Turks by assault of the Russians on the 18th. Easily written of, but full of woe to the sufferers. " Oh, when will those glad tidings Of mercj^, love, and peace, Cause man to spare his brothei*, And deadly feuds to cease?" This morning, at meeting, Elizabeth spoke of the visit of Nicodemus to our Lord by night, listening to His counsel, but ashamed to confess full belief, and yet bringing spices to anoint the body that had been " lifted up," of which He had spoken to Nicodemus, and then she quoted a stanza : — " Ashamed of Jesus ? just as soon, Let midnight be ashamed of noon ; 'Tis midnight with my soul till He, Bright morning star, bids darkness flee." ''l^th. — I have been reading an extract from a letter describing an address of Dr. Temple, Bishop of Exeter, to the Free School, Plymouth ; nothing could be more earnest. He never says what he does not feel, and he speaks often of the doubts he has had, and as if these were all removed by giving himself to the Lord ; and he says others will find their difficulties removed in the same way. His discourse was on " the consistency of the Christian life." He told his crowded audience, who call themselves Christians, that if they would be real, those who belong to Christ must depart 71.] ANSWEIi TO PRAYER. 439 from iniquity. And if they did not show this sign by their lives, they certainly could not belong to Him. Twelfth Month 2^nl. — When our friend, Barnabas C. Hobbs, in crossing from America, was near Liverpool, his steamer cut another vessel in two, which sank in two minutes. The crew was saved with difficulty in the dark. The cry of a cat was heard in the distance, and on seeking, it was found that a cat was perched on the head of a poor fellow who was floating on the water, but insensible. The man was rescued and restored to animation. During the past week I have had a sore mental conflict connected with a business arrangement. In my distress I bowed on my knees in my office before the Lord, and prayed that He would keep me safe from yielding to temptation. To my comfort this prayer was answered, and since theni I seem to have been kept by the power of God, relying on the promise, " Be careful for nothing ; but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known unto God ; and the peace of God which passeth all understanding shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus." First Month 13f/i, 1878. — An armistice between the Turks and Russians has been proposed by the Turks, which we hope may lead to an early peace after fearful conflict and misery. 21th. — -William Hoyle of Tollington came to us last week. A few met him at Shotley Park to discuss the merits of the Permissive Bill ; the consequences of the profuse waste of wealth by the drinking customs of Great Britain ; and the part which these customs have in the deep and wide-spread distress now existing. The Russians have been advancing towards Constanti- nople, after taking possession of Adrianople, and the balance of this country seems vibrating oftener than the day between peace and war. Second Month 2Atli. — The fears reirardino: a war in the 440 SHOTLEY BRIDGE. [1878. East have very much passed away, and arrangements are making for a Conference at Baden-Baden. On the 20th Jonathan Priestman and I went to Bishop Auckland to attend the marriage of Edward Backhouse Mounsey to Rachel A. Fryer, of Smelt House, where a large and pleasant company assembled ; an occasion I much enjoyed. It seemed right for me to minister, " As ye have therefore received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk ye in Him." This is the Last entry in Edwin 0. Tregelles' journal previous to the removal of his much-loved wife. At the quarterly meeting at Darlington Elizabeth Tregelles quoted the words, " Work while it is day ; the nio^ht cometh when no man can work." The address, though short, made a deep impression, and a dear intimate friend says that " she seemed ripening for heaven." On the night of Third Month 2nd, 1878, she retired to rest, apparently in usual health, and at half -past twelve conversed with her husband, who, on awaking an hour after, found her by his side, speechless and insensible. She continued in this state for twelve hours, wdien her spirit passed aw^ay to be for ever ■with her Lord whom from childhood she had. loved. The sudden death of his Avife was a sore trial to Edwin 0. Tregelles, and w^as followed by a severe illness. But there was still work to do for his Master, and he was restored to health, but never recovered his former vigour. The home at DerAvent Hill, which he had so much 71.] DEATH OF HIS WIFE. 441 enjoyed, was given up, mainly on account of the feeble state of his health. From this time he resided at Falmouth with his sister Lydia Tregelles, and at Wood Grreen, Banbury, the home of his eldest dauo;hter. From Isaac Sharp. Knruman^ South Africa. Fifth Month IGth, 1878. My beloved Friexd, — Many words need not be penned to express my tenderly awakened sympathy on hearing of thy sore bereavement, but surely the gain should be reckoned with the loss. I have long felt we scarcely do justice to our loved ones on the other side, if we fail to joy in their joy, even while pensively stricken with grief. Last night I was dreaming of thee as stripped and peeled, stripped and peeled, yet not overwhelmed. It may be that the Lord has thus prepared the way for thy early entrance on the unseen and eternal. . . . Earth's little while here short, then for a glorious duration untold and inex- pressible. . . Trace from the sea upwards on the 24th degree east longi- tude, till Ivurum.an is reached, the scene of the early labours of Livingstone, and most of half a century the home of Robert Moffat, that veteran of the mission field. I write these lines in the room which was his study, now for a little space my domicile. A kindly cordial welcome has awaited us here as elsewhere. The Lord is good and gracious, and the labour in this part of His vineyard is sweet, for a sense of the near- ness of the good Shepherd is, in unmerited mercy, richly with us to His praise. My love largely to thee, from thy old and Ever affectionate friend, Isaac Sharp. 442 FALMOUTH. [1881. During some months of liis residence at Falmouth, in 1881, Edwin 0. Tregelles was very diligently devoted to the cause of the Sunday closing of Public Houses in Cornwall. He attended meetings in various towns, kept up a large correspondence, and. prepared a large number of petitions, as well as coming to London, in order to support the cause. All this work told severely on his feeble frame, and it seemed best for him to retire for rest to the south of France. CHAPTER XXVI. FALMOUTH AND BANBURY. Spends "Winter iu South of France — Justine Dalencourt — Nimes — Congenies — Lydie Majolier — First Quarterly Meeting — Protes- tants — L. Majolier's Illness — Aigues Mortes and Tower of Con- stance — Fontanes — Samuel and Clement Brun — Le Vigan — Congenies, Nimes — Returns to England — Eesides at Falmouth with his Sister — Temperance Tract Distribution — Encouraged bj^ Temperance Work at Medomsley — Death of Samuel Bowly — Isaac Sharp returns — Removes to Banbury- — Dr. Gabriel S. Dobrashian — Meets old Friends from Trinidad — Journal ends — Two Yeai's of Weakness — Letters to his Grandson and Sister — Death — Recollections by Elizabeth N. Capper. "MY HOME IS NOT HEKE." " When I gaze on the light of yon beautiful sky, And the curtains of azure unfolded on high, Their glory and splendour recall to my thought The blissful inheritance Jesus has bought. I fancy the portals of heaven appear, And I feel at this moment, my Home is not here. When I see all around me those flowers so bright, Which God hath implanted to ravish my sight, I hail them as pledges of heavenly love, And think of the bright ones now blooming above ; Their fragrance reminds me of hopes that are dear, And I love to remember my Home is not here ! As I list to the song of the lark as she flies. Still warbling her notes as she mounts to the skies, I think of the time when my heavenward flight Will, like hers, be directed to regions of light. I shall sing, as I leave every trouble and fear, My home is in heaven, my Home is not here ! 443 444 xImES. [1882. Oh, land of enjoyment ! Oh, home of my heart I What blessed delights can thj- image impart. In the midst of affliction, of sorrow and grief, One thought of thy glory brings instant relief, And quickly the darkening clouds disappear. As the feeling steals o'er me, my Home is not here I " Ximes, Eleventh Month 2Qth, 1882. — The above was copied by my precious Elizabeth in S. E."s MS. book, Fifth Month, 1855, and seems to foi'm a suitable preface for the renewal of my own memoranda here in the house of Jules Paradon. May I be watchfitl, faithful, and obedient, especially in doing the Lord's work in a land to which, in His providence, my feet have been guided. Earnestly do I pray that my every thought, action, and word may have reference to the spread of the kingdom of Christ in this land. ^Yhen at Surbiton a few weeks ago, and contemplating a visit to France, I was somewhat alarmed at the tidings that reached us of the disturbances near Lyons, consequent on the scarcity of work. In this condition I was strengthened by the promise, '• Fear thou not, for I am with thee ; be not dismayed, for I am thy God ; I will strengthen thee, j'ea, I will help thee ; jea., I will uphold thee with the right hand of My righteousness."' "While ignorant of these feelings of apprehension and cheer, dear S. E. repeated to me these verses of a hymn, so appropriate to my case : — " ' I will uphold thee ' ! Redeemed one, the greeting Is thine from thy Father to strengthen, to cheer; And soft chimes of promise thy list'ning heart meeting, Re-echo His word who with blessing draws near ; ' For the cross and the glory My love hath enrolled thee, I will help, I will strengthen, yea, I will uphold thee.' Oh, pilgrim, thy path through the valley maj- steepen, But strong is the arm of thy God and thy Guide. Oh, mourner, though sliadows and solitude deepen, Thou art not alone — thou hast Him by thy side ; 76.] LYBIE MAJOLIEE. 445 ' I am thine ! thou art Mine ! ' there is no separation, Thine the 'joy of thy Lord,' through the ' much tribulation.' " I left the house of my dear friend J. B. Braitliwaite, Eleventh Month 15th, accompanied by my grandson, C. E. Gillett. Our route was Folkestone, Boulogne, Paris, Lyons and Avignon. At ''Hotel Normandy," Paris, we had a call of deep interest from Justine Dalencourt, who is engaged in very useful Christian work in that city, and whose labours are abundantly blessed, not only in Paris, but in other parts of France. Twelfth Month 24:th. — Very thankful do I feel that I came to Nimes five weeks ago. The weather has been ver}^ severe in England, but here generally fair. 31.s'^. — Through the mercy of the Lord brought in safety and in peace, great peace, to the close of another year. Congenies, First Month 3i'd, 18S3. — I came here yesterday bj'' invitation from Lydie Majolier, at whose house I have been very kindly accommodated. The quarterly meeting was held at the close of the meet- ing for worship this morning, which was a blessed time. Mary Brown ministered, interpreted for by Marie Bernard. Jules Paradon interpreted for me. In the second meeting my certificates were read, and some minutes relative to the affairs of the Society of Friends in the South of France. The meeting was large ; all the scholars from the Nimes school were there, and many of the Cougenies people. May the blessing of the Lord rest on this effort to extend the kingdom of Christ. A large proportion of the inhabitants are Protestants, this village being near the Cevennes moun- tains, which in the days of persecution were their stronghold. 7th. — Lydie Majolier has been so unwell with a cold and cough that we have been quite anxious about her. More than a week ago a little boy came to her house selling matches. She pitied the poor child, and gave him some food in her kitchen, leaving him there for a minute or two. When she returned, her gold watch, that was hanging on the wall, was 446 COXGEXIES. [1883. gone, and the boy also. He was pursued and captured, and confessed where he had hidden the watch, which was restored. This circumstance has preyed on her mind, and doubtless has something to do with her being unwell. This morning she told me that she wished me to know that during the night she had felt it was uncertain how the illness might terminate, but that she was " cheered by the belief that there was no condemnation." 28^/?, Fii'fit Day. — The past week has been one of no common blessing to my soul, why or how, I scarcely know, unless it be that I have sought and found more frequent communion with our heavenly Father, through the media- tion of His ever blessed Son. Second Month lith. — On the 5tli Jean and Marie Bernard and their daughter Blanche, with Edith and Jane Eichard- fon of Moyallen, and I went to Aigues Mortes and saw the Tower of Constance, where many Protestants in former and evil days suffered cruel imprisonment and death, "We also went to the end of the canal, and dipped our hands in the waters of the Mediterranean. Fontanes^ 2C)fh. — I was met at the station by Clement Brun. Anna Vally arrived a few hours after. She in- terpreted nicely for me yesterday. The woman of Samaria was the subject on which I spoke. It is one of great impor- tance, for it was on that occasion, and almost the only time, that our blessed Lord avowed Himself to be the Messiah. Third Month 4th. — Yesterday was the anniversary of the day when my earthly joys were so much blighted, but, through mercy, there is still much happiness left in seeking to know and do my heavenly Father's will. On Second-Day a party went by railway to Le Vigan. We visited a silk mill, and saw a large number of women and girls winding the silk off from cocoons. Augustin Verdier, the superinten- dent, seems to be a serious, intelligent Christian. We had a brief season of worship together, refreshing though un- expected. 76.] FOXTANKS. 447 Congenies, Jhird Month IStli. — The record of the past week may be, " Mercies abound ! " Day by day the manna has fallen, body and soul being refreshed by heavenly food, because the sustenance for the body is, as well as the spiri- tual food, the gift from heaven. Fourth Month l.s^. — Still at Congenies, which appears to be the allotment of my heavenly Father. Earnest have been my desires that I may seek hourly to know and do His holy will. In my waking hours my frequent query, mentally, is, " "What can I do for Jesus ? " There seems to be much that wants mending, but the way appears hedged up ; so many of the educated class in these localities are more or less connected with the wine trade. When seeking to know my duty, the answer seems to be, " Be thou an example to the believers." In our meeting this morning the message I had to deliver was, " Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness ; for they shall be filled." Lydie Majolier followed, confirming the word. Fontanes^ 16th. — AVhilst indisposed I have been most kindly nursed by Clement Brun, his wife, and daughter. Their attentions were judicious and successful. Nhnes, 2dth. — Surely goodness and mercy have followed me all the days of my life, and may I dwell in the Lord's tabernacle for ever. I left Congenies four days ago by diligence. It felt serious work to leave a place where so much needs to be done, and where I could do so little ; but my prayers were frequent that the Lord would reveal His will as to His work, and that I might do it in simplicity and with godly sincerity. We have had a good meeting this morning. I quoted Matthew v. 23, 24 ; that in the evening was a refreshing season of renewed favour. Mary Brown concluded the meeting by a precious prayer, in which reference was made to my rejoicing in glory, which I trust may be realized. At a later date lie writes : — 448 FALMOUTH, [1883. Oar journey from Nimes to London was pleasantly and safely accomplished. The stay at Avignon was specially en- joyed. Jane Gr. Richardson was my companion; we were going home, the scenery fine, the weather delightful, and the views of the river, bridge, and the castle very im- posing. After attending the Yearly Meeting, and staying awhile at Banbury and Surbiton, Edwin 0. Tregelles visited his brothers and sisters, Edward and Gulielma Richardson, at Torquay, and Nathaniel and Frances Tregelles at Liskeard, reaching Falmouth on the 6th of the Eleventh Month, 1883. When there, his home was with his sister Lydia. For some time he was an invalid, so much so that he had to postpone intended visits amongst his relations. He Avas, however, much cheered when his children and grandchildren came to see him. "When well enough he found opportunities for Temperance work, especially in the preparation and circulation of tracts. Falmouth, Eleventh Month ISth.- — The meeting this morn- ing was largely attended, and seemed like a season of worship to many. It gathered punctually. The comfort of a meeting is much influenced by coming together at one time, and in one place, 2bth. — I received this week an interesting note from Ralph B. Robson, once a poor boy who worked for me in my colliery at Medomsley, and now a curate at Norton Kingsley ; mostly self-educated, TiceJfth JMonth, dfh. — Soon after the meeting assembled this morning I quoted the words of our Lord, " Where two or three are gathered together in My name, there am I in 77.] TEMPERANCE TRACTS. 449 the midst of them '' : if this be our case, we shall know that in His presence there is fulness of joy, and at His right hand pleasures for evermore. Peace, and a good meeting followed. IQth. — I have enjoyed, this morning, the perusal of " Pil- grim's Progress," the view of the Delectable Mountains, and also the mention of Christian's ascending to bliss. Thankful do I feel for the glimpses of glory granted to me in my recent illness, and thankful and restful I am, in the renova- tion of health. 23 >y/.— Another week passed, with many mercies granted; the greatest of these being daily companionship with Jesus — the same blessed Jesus who said, " Lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world." We have had a favoured meeting this morning, several offerings in prayer and testimony. The prayer at the close by was very real. The Advices were read. I felt at the end, intimate dependence on Jesus. It is not by works of righteousness that we have done, but of His mercy He saveth us, by the washing of regeneration and renewing of the Holy Ghost. 30^^. — Yesterday a note came from John Weddle, of Medomsley, informing me that the Temperance Society there had been revived. I had previously prepared some parcels of religious and temperance tracts as New Year's gifts, so I posted him one in time for the New Year's greet- ing. It is delightful to think of this movement among a people for whom I have been interested about thirty years. May the Lord strengthen and bless their efforts. Second Month lOth^ 1884. — Another year of mercy has been granted me. Conflict has been my portion, the flesh want- ing to look into the pages of the unrevealed future, the spirit at times desiring to leave all my future in the hands of a covenant-keeping Grod, who long since promised,""! will never leave thee, nor forsake thee." '' Behold, I have graven thee upon the palms of my hands." L. T. 29 450 BANBURY. [1884. TTiird Month 2bfh. — The death of my dear friend Samuel Bowly took place on the 22nd, his eighty-second birthday. In 1826 he and his wife Jane [nee Shipley i visited us at Neath Abbey, when Sister Rebecca, Nathaniel, and I lived together. They were travelling in a gig, and I accompanied them up Neath Valley to Merthyr, and on next day to Pont- y-pool and Raglan Castle. A delightful time we had, com- mencing a friendship that strengthened with time, and was cemented by our mutual earnestness in the Temperance cause. 30fh. — Isaac Sharp arrived in Liverpool two days ago, and to-day there has been forwarded to me from Banbury, I. S.'s telegram as follows : "Please forward to Tregelles ; just landed, peaceful and well. Oh, magnify the Lord with me. No equinoctial storm." What a mercy that this dear friend has returned home, after an absence of six and a half years. Fourth Month 6th. — After our Bible reading this evening my heart and voice were engaged in prayer specially for Falmouth, that the work of the Lord might go forward in every soul, and a great blessing rest on all the people. Soon after we had finished, a young man called, asking for tracts to distribute ; which felt like the budding of the answer to my prayer. Banbury, Fifth Motith, loth. — I arrived at Wood Green yesterday week, having found the journey very trying, and more wearying than I had expected. Yesterday, to my great delight, Isaac Sharp came from London to spend four hours. Our interviews were deeply interesting and affect- ing ; the last was while I was in bed, when dear Isaac prayed beside me. Sixth Month Sth.—Qince the 3rd of Third Month, 1.S78, when my precious Elizabeth was so suddenly taken from me, I have not known one day of former vigour. And now my desire is that each day I may live under a sense of my dependence for every blessing on the Lord, whose wisdom and goodness I would trust to the end. Much do I crave 77.] LAST WORDS OF JOURNAL. -451 sucli meek submission that I may not be elated or depressed by fluctuations. 15^//. — Tiie question of salvation has been often present, and pressing ; and while considering the important subject this evening, the hymn "Just as I am, without one plea," seems appropriate. I desire to have every thought brought into subjection to the Spirit of Christ. Dr. Gabriel S. Dobrashian, of Constantinople, has been here for a week. I trust that he may be kept by the power of God, and made instrumental in spreading the knowledge of Christ in that dark land. Seventh Month 6^7?.— David and Emma Horsford, of Trinidad, came to tea. We showed them the picture of Petit Bourg, where I was taken ill of yellow fever. We spoke of Dr. Johnson, and of Dr. Louis Philip. My heart overflows when I think of the Lord's dealings with me. My dear companion James Jesup lived an exemplary life, and was safely gathered to his heavenly home many years ago. Lord, keep me walking in Thy fear, and in the comfort of the Holy Ghost ! Have not been at meeting to-day, not feeling strong enough. These are the last words of the journal commenced fifty-five years previously, when in the warmth of his early love the same desire was uppermost, to be kept walking in the fear of God, and the comfort of the Holy Ghost. On the 12th of Seventh Month Edwin 0. Tregelles was taken seriously ill with cramp and sickness, and was much prostrated for several weeks. After this he was frequently subject to attacks of indisposition which gradually reduced his strength. He attended meetings only a few times, and that mostly on the week-day mornings. In a memorandum dated Eighth ^2 B AX BURY. [1885. Month oth, 1885, lie writes, " Had a time of favour this morning while others were at meeting." The following twelve months he continued in much weakness, often engaged in numbering his blessings, and seeking patiently to Avait until the summons should come. A friend who freciuently saw him when he was in this feeble state, writes as follows, of con- versations she had with him : — Banbury, Ninth Mouth 18th, 1884.— Something was said about several of his grandchildren returning next week to school. He remarked, " I do not expect ever to see them again." I said, " There is a land where there will be no more parting." He said, " Yes, and a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory. What should I do now without the consolations of the gospel ? I have not followed a cunningly devised fable, but a great reality. ' God was in Christ, reconciling the world unto Himself.' " Seventh Month 14th, 1885.— Called to see dear E. 0. Tregelles. He alluded to his increasing weakness, and how different it was in old age to the time of 3^outh, but said he did not wish to have his life to live over again, that he felt thankful for the mercies of the present. I said, '' It is a comforting thought that we are nearing the Haven," He said, " Yes ; and with the good Pilot on board, as I believe I have. He knows all the hidden dangers. He is almighty to save. Him first, Him last, Him midst and without end." The following note to his grandson, Edwin H. Tre- gelles, refers to a visit paid by the latter to the grave of Elizabeth Tregelles. 79.] LAST LETTERS AND DEATH. 453 \st of Eighth Month, 1886. " . . . Thy mention of thy visit to Consett is interest- ing. " Not to the gi'ave, in}' soul, descend to contemplate, The spirit is not there." Interesting as it is, and should be, to visit the resting place of those we loved who are gone before, I often think of those lines in reference to the deeply interesting subject — a subject which I have to contemplate with fixedness, but without fear ; trusting in the mercy of God through Christ Jesus, who said, " I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life. . . . E. 0. T. To Lydia Tkegelles. Banbury, 31st of Eighth Month, 1886. My dear Sistek, — For several days I have been meditating on taking up the pen and acknowledging thy welcome note, but I do not find it easy to write at the right time, and indeed at no time is it easy, for my writing powers have become very frail and defective. ... I like to think of thee enjoying the pri- vilege of good companionship on thy Homeward way. The angel of the Lord encampeth about them that fear Him, now and for ever. That this may be thy blessed portion, is the prayer of " Thy affectionate brother, "Edwin 0. Tregelles." On the 16th of Ninth Month, 1886, in one of his attacks of sickness, with its attendant weakness, he passed away to his home above ; unconscious, it is believed, that the time had come for the great and glorious change, though he had lived for years in ex- pectation of it. A few days before his death he had 454 SECOLLECTIOX.^ BY E. X. CAPPEB. [1886 alluded to it in the words, " I am goins: home, to a bright and glorious home ; it is a going home which has no fears foi* me, but T look forward to it with joy." It may not be out of place here to insert a few re- collections penned by Elizabeth TV. Capper. 2'2n:/ of Xhith Month, 1886. My first recollection of Edwin 0. Tregelles was, I think. in the year 1831 ; I am not quite sure whether it was not a year later. He and Jeuepher Tregelles came, very soon after their marriage, and stayed a few days at our house. I do not remember much about her, except her very sweet and attractive appearance ; but I never lost the reverence which impressed me for him, and which now seems to me wonderful for so young a man to inspire. It was, perhaps, seven or eight years later that he came to Bristol, I think only for the purpose of having a meeting for the young men, about which I heard something, enough to make me feel much admiration for the devotedness and single-ej^'ed faithfulness which must have been his for such a service. He evidentby felt it very deeply, as he did not remain in Bristol for any ordinary meeting. Doubtless a rich blessing rested on this faithfulness, and thus he was made a blessing all his life long. I longed that all the dear young people present (at the funeral) could have seen, as it were, that long life of dedica- tion spread out. If they could see it even in the small degree that I see it, they would feel animated with a fresh sense of the blessedness of an early and full surrender. Butler i Tanner, Tlie -tnlwuijil Priming « ork» '^ Princeton Theotoqicat Semmary-Speer Ltbrary 1 1012 01045 3373 '^