Ctbrarp of the 'theological ^eminarjp PRINCETON • NEW JERSEY PRESENTED BY Jolm Stuart Conning, D.D. BV 2623 .A2 A37 1923 Abrams, Julius H. Out of the house of Judah Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2019 with funding from Princeton Theological Seminary Library https://archive.org/details/outofhouseofjudaOOabra Commandant JULIUS H. ABRAMS #v Out of the House of Judah: A Story of Conversion to Christianity By y COMMANDANT JULIUS H. ABRAMS of the Salvation Army Introduction by BISHOP JOHN W. HAMILTON Methodist Episcopal Church New York Chicago Fleming H. Revell Company London and Edinburgh Copyright, 1923, by FLEMING H. REVELL COMPANY New York: 158 Fifth Avenue Chicago: 17 North Wabash Ave. London: 21 Paternoster Square Edinburgh: 75 Princes Street “ Why was I made to hear His voice , To see His Heavenly face t While darkness like a mantle Enshrouds God's chosen race ? 'T was the same love that spread the feast That sweetly forced me in; *T was the same power that made the worlds That cancelled all my sin.” INTRODUCTION I HA YE read this story of the author’s con¬ version and ministry with the deepest feel¬ ing and with far more than “ compensatory interest ” for the time given to it. Like Terence, “ I am a man,” and whatever is human compels my sympathy. If our Hebrew friends and Christian people would read this simple story taken from the annals of the poor in real life, as I read it, there would be less room for the troublesome gulf between the Old Testament and the New, between the Jews and the Gentiles. “ Sympathy,” as Wilberforce said, “ rules the world.” Here is a man whose life is among the lowly, but who is sent as a prophet of the Most High God to bring good tidings of great joy to his neighbours. He bothers nothing about the “ Historic Christ,” but preaches to the heavy heart a personal Saviour. Once He is accepted, His history is so much a fact that even prejudice falls down to worship Him. We have given the Jews a refuge from all their foreign foes in the wide welcome thrown open to them in America. They come with grateful hearts to this Christian country and are thus prejudiced in favour of so much that is Christian in their wel- 6 6 INTRODUCTION come. Now, if the Christian people will forget their prejudice against these newcomers, and throw open their hearts and their homes, as the country has done, love their neighbours as themselves, Jesus, who is both Jew and Christian, will come unto all the Hebrew people in America and make His abode with them. John W. Hamilton, Bishop of the Methodist Episcopal Church. Washington, D. C. PREFACE I AVING been urged by many to write the story of my conversion from Judaism to Christianity, I deem it a great privilege to set forth the following account of my Christian experience, from the time of my conversion to the present,—a duration of twenty years. I am un¬ dertaking this task with the earnest prayer that this narrative may not simply gratify the over- curious, but that it may accomplish the mission and purpose for which it is intended, and bring forth the much desired fruits of righteousness and praise unto our God through His Son, Jesus Christ; to whom be all the glory! I venture to tell these experiences in the sincere hope that by confessing my own weaknesses and difficulties the power of God may be exalted, and thereby inspire other burdened converts to Chris¬ tianity to run with patience the race set before them and at the same time, perhaps, show kind- hearted Christians how best to help those whom they long to benefit. I would it were possible my confession of the truth could abolish forever from the minds of my dear people, the Jews, the utterly erroneous im¬ pression that Jewish converts to Christianity are 7 8 preface: bought and paid for by the Christian Church, show¬ ing in a measure, at least, those who read this sketch what it still costs all who venture to become real followers of Christ; proving also that centuries of time, enlightenment, education, culture and civilization have by no means been able to alter the declaration Jesus made: “ Whosoever he be of you that forsaketh not all that he hath, he cannot be my disciple.” “ Yea, and all that will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution.” Yours in the Master’s Name, Julius H. Abrams. East Liverpool, O. Contents » I. Birth and Early Life . • • 11 II. Arrival in New York . • • 21 III. Pastures New . • • 29 IV. Removal to California . • • 33 V. Conversion .... • • 39 VI. Searching the Scriptures • • 47 VII. Enduring Persecution . • • 60 VIII. Storekeeping in the Mojave Desert 75 IX. Meeting the Salvation Army • • 84 X. Trials and Difficulties • • 94 XI. Soul-Winning Experiences . • • 102 XII. Joining the Salvation Army • • 113 XIII. First Appointments as Officer • • 119 XIV. Divine Healing * • 130 XV. Home Ties Broken—Cast Off by Parents. 143 10 CONTENTS XVI. Appeal to the Church XVII. Appeal to Israel Appendix . I BIRTH AND EARLY LIFE I N relating the story of God’s gracious work upon my soul, I suppose it would be fitting to give the reader some account of my pedi¬ gree and bringing up. This, I believe, will advance and magnify tbe bounty and goodness of God. It will also furnish proof of God’s unfailing faithful¬ ness to His word, that “ He raiseth up the poor of the dust, and lifteth up the beggar from the dung¬ hill, to set them among princes, and make them inherit the throne of glory.” To my descent, then, I have nothing to boast of on this score. My father’s house was of that nation and people commonly known as Jews, a race still despised by all other nations. Beside coming out of this stock, my people were all poor. Jews gen¬ erally are accused of being rich, but of this accusation my ancestry were not guilty. All things considered, I believe my pedigree will rather tend to magnify the heavenly Majesty since He saw fit to bring me by this door into the world, to partake of the grace and the life that is in Christ by the Gospel. ll 12 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH For eighteen years my parents lived in a small country place called Gross Neudorf, situated near the city of Bromberg, in the Province of Posen, Germany. Through diligence, thrift and strict economy, my parents succeeded in acquiring some land which they worked themselves, and in addi¬ tion, they also had a country store. By this means they were enabled to support themselves and their family of eight children. My father and mother were strictly orthodox in their religion, in all their mode of living adhering zealously to the traditions of the teachings of the rabbis. All food used in our home had to he strictly Kosher —clean. Every fowl used at our table had to he taken to the city twenty miles distant for killing, as there was no one in the vicinity where we lived ordained to perform this duty in accord¬ ance with Jewish custom. Neither parents nor children would eat any food not prepared hy Jews. When going on a journey, my father would take his own lunch with him, else he would go hungry rather than eat food cooked by Gentiles. To my knowledge, my father never in all his life ate his breakfast without first performing his regular morning worship in connection with his phylacteries. The Sabbath day was always strictly observed at home. All food used on the Sabbath was always prepared the day before. BIRTH AND EARLY LIFE 13 As far back as I can remember, we always bad a Gentile girl coming to the bouse on the Sabbath morning to kindle the fire, as none of us were ever allowed to touch it. My mother was a great mother. I did not real¬ ize this in my youth, but now as I observe the con¬ duct and behaviour of girls and boys in the world and see the lack of respect for either their parents or for one another, and the utter disregard of their moral conduct, I thank God for my mother. She watched carefully over her brood like a hen watches her little chicks. She took as much care and precaution in regard to the morals of her boys as she did in regard to those of her girls. As to my education, this, through unavoidable circumstances, had to be neglected. When I be¬ came old enough to attend public school my parents felt that, first of all, I ought to learn Hebrew so that I should be able to read the allotted prayers and the Bible. To this end I was sent to one of the near-by cities, as there was no rabbi or teacher in our neighbourhood. My instructor in this city was a rabbi with white hair and yellow beard. I’ll never forget him, he made such a deep impression on me (that is, with his stick). He was a cross old fellow, always out of humour. I feared him more than I did a kicking mule. My eyes troubled me a great deal, having been affected from childhood, and objects looked “ double ” and blurred before me. This was a great hindrance to me in my 14 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH studies. I complained to the rabbi about it, and the consolation I received was that be would cure them for me with his stick. I complained to my father and mother, and they looked at my eyes but could see nothing wrong with them. Children did not wear glasses in those days, only old people being privileged in this respect, so there was noth¬ ing I could do but endure my trouble patiently until I got older. I was helpless, being only a little over seven years old at the time. One day my patience gave way. It was on a Jewish holiday. In the Synagogue, I sat beside an old man with a long white beard who used eye¬ glasses, for reading only. I was very curious to know just what those glasses were like. I watched for a chance to try them, and the opportunity soon came. During a recess in the service, which lasted all day, the old man went out of the Synagogue for a breath of fresh air and left his dirty, brass- rimmed glasses behind him on the seat. Here was my chance. I tried them on and found the effect to be most wonderful. They magnified everything to double its natural size. I could not only see every letter plainly, but it seemed to me I could almost feel them, they looked so large. Here was what I needed—a perfect fit. I at once hid them away carefully under some seats and then I, also, went out for an airing. When he returned to the Synagogue, the old man discovered that he had lost his glasses. After searching for them without sue- BIRTH AND EARLY LIFE 15 cess, lie decided that he must have lost them while outside. This greatly relieved me. In the joy of my gain, I was not much con¬ cerned about the old man’s loss. I was very happy in the thought that now I would no more have to rub my eyes and blink trying to read, and, best of all, with the aid of these glasses I would more often escape the rabbi’s stick. The next day I went to school with my glasses in my pocket, thinking happily how well I would now be able to see. I was in my seat that morn¬ ing a little earlier than usual, and I immediately put on my glasses to give them a good trial. I found them a little large, but this deficiency was more than made up by their wonderful magnifying quality. I tried reading with them and they an¬ swered my purpose splendidly. By and by, the rabbi came in. I was naturally a little uneasy and anxious to know as to what would transpire within the next few hours. I had my glasses on when he came in. I was afraid to look at him through them for, so far as I was concerned, he was big enough without them, so I looked over them. “ Where did you get those glasses?” he thundered. For a moment, my heart failed me, nay, I think it left me. I was speech¬ less. “ Those are my brother’s glasses,” he con¬ tinued, “ he lost them yesterday in the Synagogue.” With this my heart returned, I began to breathe again. I saw the way open for my escape; so I 16 OUT QU THE HOUSE OF JUDAH immediately answered, “ I found them/’ and with¬ out another word handed the glasses over to the rabbi with a great sigh of relief. Ever since, I have felt very thankful for my narrow escape. Somehow circumstances were favourable to me and I did not stay long at this school. The sani¬ tary conditions in the town were bad beyond de¬ scription. I was used to fresh air, and the odour of new-mown hay, instead of the foul air and foul smells I was subjected to here. I became very ill, and after some weeks of sickness, I remember that my parents came to take me home. They had the wagon all fixed up with feather beds, and had to drive very slow and carefully, for I was so weak. It was a long, tedious journey for me. I felt, how¬ ever, during that journey that Fd much rather be sick and be at home, inhaling the pure atmosphere of the country, than be well and live in that bad¬ smelling city with the cross old rabbi. After recovery from my sickness, the question again came up of my attending a Hebrew school. I strongly remonstrated with my parents against going back to my former school. My parents finally decided I should go to another city where my married sister then resided. Here the school was better, but the sanitary conditions, if anything, were worse. The city being built on salt, all the water used for cooking, or drinking purposes, was brought to the city by teams in large water tanks and sold to the consumers at so much a pail. Every BIRTH AND EARLY LIFE IT family had a storage tank, or barrel, and the driv¬ ers of the water wagons kept these vessels supplied. How often these barrels were cleaned I would not dare to vouch for. At any rate, after being here about a year I again became very ill, and again I was hauled home in a wagon on feather beds. After my recovery, this time, my father decided to give me the necessary Hebrew instruction himself. How began my public school career, and with it, my real trouble. I had always been aware of the fact that I was born of Hebrew parentage, but in the school my brothers and sisters and myself were the only Jewish children. The Christian children soon discovered the fact that we were Jews, and they evidently feared we might forget it, so they continued to remind us. We became the target for their abuse, and on our way to and from school we were kept in torment. At recess, when other children enjoyed their play, we were obliged to keep to ourselves, or else take chances of being beaten. Complaining to the teacher or the parents of the children did no good. That only made things worse for us, so we stopped complaining and endured it as best we could. On Sundays, when we were alone at home, we had a good time together all by ourselves, and thoroughly enjoyed it. When the church bells tolled in the morning and the people began going to church, my mother would always call us in the house until after the services began. If we were found outside, playing, when 18 OUT Oi; THE HOUSE OF JUDAH the Christian children passed by, they would throw stones and call ns all manner of pet names, not very complimentary to Jews. When the time came for me to quit school and to go to work at something in order to support myself, I hailed the good news with great joy. At the age of thirteen I was contracted out to a mer¬ chant in the city for three years, to learn the mer¬ cantile business. Here I had to rise at six o’clock in the morning, and from that time until ten, and often eleven, at night, I was kept going like a steam shovel. And no pay, mind you, for three years! The fourth year, so the contract read, if I remained with the firm, I would receive the stipu¬ lated sum of eighty-five dollars. After the Franco-Prussian War, in which my brother and a brother-in-law served, my mother vowed that as long as she lived, none of her boys should ever again serve in another war, for what she had suffered during this one. Acting on this resolve, my mother and father decided that before I became eligible for service in the army, I had better leave the country. It was agreed, therefore, that as soon as my time expired with this business firm that I go to that wonderful home of the free, and the brave—America. Having already many relatives there, this seemed to be the proper land to which I should emigrate. This decision of my parents pleased me greatly for many reasons. First, because I would have a BIRTH AND EARLY LIFE 19 chance of seeing the big ocean I had heard so much about. Then the idea of actually traveling on one of those monster steamers was quite inviting. Best of all, however, was the thought of going to a strange country where no one would know I was a Jew. Thus (so I imagined) I would forever escape the insults and persecutions endured at home from rude German boys, and my expectations for this new venture rose very high. This journey to America, undertaken in the company of one of my elder sisters, turned out to be rather tedious after all, because there were no trees to climb, or squirrels to chase. After four¬ teen days, under trying conditions of fog, wind and waves, we arrived safely at our destination. Our relatives in New Y r ork received us kindly, and did all they could in helping us to get settled in our new surroundings, for which I am still grateful. After being in New York ten days (and, of course, not being familiar with the English lan¬ guage) my cousin, one day, sent me on an errand. As I passed a group of boys dancing about the street corner, I noticed them looking at me rather suspiciously. Then, in a loud voice, they called out, “ Rubenstein! ” I wondered at this, and when I returned to my cousin I told him of my experi¬ ence and asked for an explanation. To my sur¬ prise he informed me that there was a Jew in the Tombs Prison in New l r ork condemned for mur- 20 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH der. His name was Rubenstein, and because of tbis every Jew in New York was being called Rubenstein. I was horrified at this, for I had al¬ ways heard that Americans were all Christians and not like the Germans. I now realized, to my utter disgust, that so far as my escaping persecution was concerned, my coming to America had profited me nothing. II ARRIVAL IN NEW YORK M Y sister and I became more attached to one another since coming to America than we had ever been before. Here we were in a strange land, alone, severed from home and loved ones by more than three thousand miles. Home had been such a dear place to us, all our childhood being spent together around our own fireside, and all our family united together in a sweet bond of love. On account of our race, inter¬ course with strangers was limited. We were not allowed to mingle freely with Gentiles. And so our home was all in all to us. Now, however, we had no home. Our cousin with whom we stayed was kind to us, but still it wasn’t home. There were no prayers ever said in the house, and no Bible. The children were rude and dis¬ obedient to their parents, so contrary to our old home life. Theatres, dancing and other forms of pleasure absorbed all their life. This almost broke our hearts. When my sister and I were alone, she would often say with tears in her eyes: “ They live like Goijim ” —Gentiles. We felt uncomfort¬ able and unhappy. We would take long walks together frequently 21 22 OUT OP THE HOUSE OF JUDAH and talk over our new conditions in life. In our lonely hours we would try and comfort one another as best we could. Being a hoy, I soon became familiar with the streets of the city, and the places of interest and was able to take my sister about, all of which was new and interesting to her. This gave me great pleasure, because it made her happy. At the dinner table at the home of my cousin one day, I asked what the word “ paint ” meant in the German language, and they told me. Then they asked me why I wanted to know, and I said every time I go out with Johanna, my sister, I hear the boys standing about the street talking about “ paint.” At this, the children about the table with one ac¬ cord all burst into loud laughter. This made me more curious than ever. Then they told me, that because of my sister’s rosy cheeks, the boys believed she was painting her face. I thought that was horrid. The poor girl never saw either paint or powder such as women use, and besides, we were told at home that only bad women used paint and powder for their faces. My sister did not have to resort to artificial adornment. Nature had endowed her with a beauty all her own. Her colour was natural. Her rosy cheeks had de¬ veloped like the blush on the apple in the tree. Plenty of fresh air, hard work, and the simplest diet were the sources of our healthy condition and robust constitutions. ARRIVAL IN NEW YORK 23 My sister’s rosy cheeks developed in walking be¬ hind the plow, planting potatoes, raking hay, har¬ vesting the rye and barley in their season. Every one of my five sisters worked in the field like the men. They milked the cows, churned the butter, fixed the beds for the stock at night and got up at five o’clock in the morning, and everyone of them had cheeks like roses. I never remember any of them being sick or complaining. What surprised us when landing in New York was the delicate, white, sickly-looking girls we saw. We thought that they had either just come out of hospital or else were on their way there. How¬ ever, that word “ paint ” stuck to me and had a bad effect. I became ashamed of my sister, and for some weeks failed to take her out anywhere, and she soon realized it. She had heard about Coney Island and its wonderful attractions and was anxious to see the place. One day she came to me dressed all ready to go out, with a heavy veil over her face, saying: “ I want you to go to Coney Island with me. But you need not be ashamed of me now; I have my face covered.” Of course, I went with her. The question of our support became a serious problem. The little money we had dwindled. My cousin, though very kind, could ill afford to keep us, as he was a poor man and had a family of five children to support. My sister, however, soon ob¬ tained a very pleasant position with a Jewish lady 24 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH who had two grown sons in business away from home, and she, being alone, wanted a companion. This just suited my sister. Here she stayed until she got married, which was two years later. With me, however, things did not fare so well. Ho place could be found where I could fit in. My greatest trouble was a lack of knowledge of the language. After trying, looking and feeling in every direction for suitable employment without definite results, I heard there were thousands of young people in Hew York supporting themselves by making cigarettes, and that for this business an acquaintance with the English language was not re¬ quired. I was told that for the sum of fifteen dol¬ lars I could learn the business in two weeks, and that in six weeks’ time I could earn fifteen to eigh¬ teen dollars weekly. Here was my opportunity. I started at once, with results following such as had been told me. This business answered two good purposes. For one thing it was a good school for me in which to learn English, such as it was, and, secondly, it enabled me to become self-supporting. But there was also a bad side to it. Becoming separated from my sister wasn’t good for me, and the new associations I was thrown into weren’t good for me either. I was soon earning more money than was neces¬ sary for my support, and not being used to handling money, it became a snare to me. I soon became a target for all kinds of temptation. It wasn’t long ARRIVAL IN NEW YORK 25 before I, likewise, laid aside my sacred phylacteries, the accustomed daily prayers, together with all the other Jewish forms and ceremonies, and fell in line with the life of other American Jews. Leaving God out of the reckoning entirely, I gave myself up to the stream of worldly pleasure-seekers, and was soon caught in the whirl of excitement and carried along with the multitude. Goijim —Gentile—associations, which before were repulsive and offensive to me were now sought after, and enjoyed. I found Gentiles were more liberal, freer and easier in sport and frolic than were the Jews. Soon, my associates, both boys and girls, were mostly all Gentiles. Our life flowed together in one channel, I hardly ever realized there was any difference between us. Before long the very thought of religion became irksome to me; I could neither endure it myself, nor desired any other person should. On Jewish feast-days, when our people assemble in their Synagogues or other places to observe the accus¬ tomed holidays, I avoided even passing such places of worship. On ihe day of Yom Kippur —the Day of Atonement—the most sacred of all days to every Jew, I gave myself up to do the most sacrilegious acts imaginable. I soon learned to speak English, and also to read and write it. And, oh, yes, I was now old enough to have eye-glasses, properly fitted by an optician, and they have been a great comfort to me ever since. 26 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH I had a great love for reading—there was so much I didn’t know. The library was full of the best books and of all kinds of information. I read some good books, and could have laid up in store the very best of truth and knowledge, had my mind been directed in the right channel. Instead, how¬ ever, I became interested in infidelity and the most of my reading tended in this direction. Bob In- gersoll, Tom Paine, Voltaire, and the like became my heroes. In addition to this, I sank deeper and deeper into sin and folly. As I became older, the theatre, music and song failed to fill the bill; they did not satisfy. I was told by more experienced young men that to complete the life of pleasure, one must know how to dance, and how to dance well. With that accomplishment as stock-in-trade, nothing was impossible. I at once looked up the best and most prominent dancing school in Hew York and began operations. I learned to dance, and to dance well. This be¬ came so fascinating and enticing that it kept me going almost day and night, hut positively every night. I soon became very proficient and had pupils of my own. A dancing school, by the way, is the devil’s ele¬ mentary grade for the ruination of young women. Hot that all girls who dance go to the devil, but many thousands of girls would not have gone to the devil had they stayed away from this tempta- ARRIVAL IN NEW YORK 27 tion. One who knows has said: “ Can a man take fire in his bosom, and his clothes not he burned ? ” Myself and two other young men once vowed that we would dance until we dropped on the floor. Both of these boys died of hasty consumption, con¬ tracted from dancing, and passed away within a few days of each other. I escaped, only by heed¬ ing the warning of a sensible physician. As for my own natural life, during the time that I was without God in the world, it was indeed “ ac¬ cording to the course of this world, and the spirit that now worketh in the children of disobedience.” It was my delight to he “ taken captive by the devil at his will,” being filled with all unrighteousness, wickedness and sin. I prospered at the cigarette business, my wages increased, and my pleasures increased in propor¬ tion. After being with my firm about three years, the proprietors surprised me one day by informing me that I had been chosen to he assistant foreman with an increase of salary. But earning more money only meant more to spend. One day my cup was full—I had been meditating upon my life, reflecting upon my career, I saw it was nothing hut a soap bubble. To remain in New York meant gradual suicide. Without a word to anyone I be¬ came missing. I had fully decided to go to some place where no one knew me, and where in turn I knew no one. On the map I found Akron, Ohio. I knew noth- 28 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH ing about Akron, but somehow the name appealed to me. I went to the depot and bought my ticket for that city. The journey to Akron was really longer than I had expected. I was glad, however, for the oppor¬ tunity of being alone and quiet. My life in New York had been one continuous whirl of excitement, out of one thing into another. I had hardly time to eat, and never took time to sleep. It was not unusual to come home from a dance at an early morning hour, wash, change clothes, eat breakfast, work during the day and then at night go to another dance without sleeping. I remember coming home one Saturday morning at six o’clock and after eating a light breakfast I went to bed; when I woke up it was dark. I natu¬ rally thought that it was Saturday night, but to my great surprise I found that it was Sunday, eight o’clock in the evening. I could hardly realize that I had actually slept 38 hours without waking. Don’t you think it was time I had come to my¬ self ? While on the train I reflected on my sin and folly with shame. Ill PASTURES NEW O N my arrival at Akron, I picked up a local paper and in the want ads noticed that the Hotel Sumner wanted a night-clerk. I immediately called on the proprietor, told him my story, showed him my credentials, and secured the position. This was the turning point in my life, the switch at which the entire course of my future was changed. When I left the Hotel Sumner I engaged with a clothing firm as salesman, and in this business I remained for many years. When I had been in Akron about three years, I became possessed by a great desire to see other parts of the country. I was living in a new world and here I intended to make my future home, and I wanted to get better acquainted with the country and its people. On learning my intentions, and knowing the difficulties a stranger would be likely to encounter, my friends were anxious that I be supplied with proper credentials, and they very kindly secured for me a letter of identification from Mr. W. H. Miller, the mayor of the city, and also from Mr. W. B. Gamble, the postmaster. These letters, with 29 30 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH those secured from my employers, served me well. I had no trouble whatever in securing employment, anywhere. I enjoyed traveling, and the novelty of shifting scenes and changing places. Besides, the coming in contact with all manner of people under differ¬ ent conditions of life proved a great means of edu¬ cation to me. My school was practical experience and in it I learned many valuable lessons. I soon discovered, however, that no matter how far away I traveled from Akron, my heart re¬ mained there. The reason for this was “ a little girl.” During my stay there, I formed the ac¬ quaintance of a young girl, then but sixteen years of age. During my absence a correspondence began between us, which continued for seven years. Dur¬ ing this time we became thoroughly acquainted and I might add, much attached to one another. When marriage was suggested it did not in the least surprise either of us, but it was not until that point had been reached that I fully realized that this young lady was a Gentile, and knowing the feeling of opposition on the part of my people in the matter, I hesitated for some time to act. I saw, however, that waiting did not change the attitude of my people, nor did the lapse of time alter my affection for the girl, so there was no alternative but to marry. After a happy union of two years, my wife one day came to me with the astonishing news that she PASTURES NEW 31 desired to embrace the Hebrew religion, giving as her reason that she did not expect to live on eartb forever, and that as long as she lived, sbe desired the satisfaction of knowing that sbe worshipped my God; in so doing she hoped, also, to be with me in tbe after life. Being moreover at this time expecting shortly to become a mother, she added that she desired likewise that our children should be reared in the Jewish faith. This greatly surprised me, as I did not know of any God I really worshipped, nor of any place I would be after this life was over. I tried my best to discourage my wife taking this step, for it seemed to me unnecessary and entirely uncalled for, as at that time I was wholly indifferent toward religion and had no hope beyond the grave. She, however, was determined to carry out her inten¬ tion, and in order to gratify her wishes, I consulted Dr. Wasserman, the Jewish rabbi, and he informed me that while the Jewish people do not seek prose¬ lytes, yet if one of another faith is desirous of professing their faith, he is accepted on the sole conditions that he become thoroughly conversant with the ancient law and customs of the race. I arranged with him at once to give my wife the necessary instruction, and after three months’ training, the rabbi found her qualified. It was found also necessary that we conform with Jewish rites in our marriage, and, accordingly, were re¬ married by the rabbi in the Temple at Akron, 32 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH Ohio, where we then resided. When our boy was bom, we arranged for the ordinance of circum¬ cision in accordance with the Jewish law and cus¬ toms. When eight days old the child was circum¬ cised. True to my wife’s newly acquired obligations as a Jewess, she tried her best to fulfill all that was required. She most faithfully attended the ser¬ vices of the Synagogue. She bought from Jewish butchers only, assuring herself beforehand that the meat was duly marked by the seal of the rabbi as “ Kosher,” and in accordance with the Hebrew custom she soaked and salted all meats before cooking them. She was most conscientious in ob¬ serving all our various Fasts and Festivals; and rigidly kept the feast of the Passover, using throughout the week only unleavened bread. “ Yom Kippur,” that great day of Atonement, in which the Hebrews confess their sins openly be¬ fore God in the Synagogue, was carefully observed by her. We fasted during the day, reading the prayers allotted to it in the Jewish ritual, and it was the same with “Posh Hashana,” which of all days in the Jewish calendar, is to every Jew the dearest, being as it is, the Jewish Yew Year. IV REMOVAL TO CALIFORNIA A ETER two years, owing to my wife’s ill health, a physician strongly advised our going to a warmer climate. Being anx¬ ious to bring about a speedy recovery, I resigned my position at once and we went to San Francisco, where our second boy was born. Unfortunately we arrived during the rainy season, and, much to our discomfort, we were compelled to go further south, moving about from place to place, eventually set¬ tling in San Bernardino. I was now in my thirty-fifth year, and up to this time had mercifully escaped any serious loss either of fortune or kindred; but now all was to be changed. I had formed almost an idolatrous affection for my youngest boy, a lovely, bright little child of four, who up to that time had enjoyed excellent health. One morning, however, he appeared to be very ill and immediately I sent for a physician. No improvement in the child’s condition being effected in several weeks, I became seriously alarmed, and calling in another physician for con¬ sultation, I learned to my horror and grief that 33 34 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH owing to an error in diagnosis, a fatal mastoid ab¬ scess at the root of the brain bad been allowed to go unchecked, and, in consequence, my precious child could not possibly live longer than twenty- four hours. I was utterly distracted and never left him until, in a few hours, he passed away in my arms. The shock proved almost fatal. I was beside myself with grief. I vainly appealed to the Almighty to take me also, and for weeks remained in a state of comparative apathy, doing my work half con¬ sciously and mechanically. Through this period of sorrow and grief my stony heart became softened and I earnestly sought relief in prayer. How true it is that “ God moves in a mysterious way, His wonders to perform! ” In this particular instance, a simple washerwoman became the instrument of leading my wife to a knowledge of Christ, and eventually through her I, myself, became a Christian. Our conversion came about in the following manner: This good woman knowing our lost condition without Christ, took advantage of every opportunity to drop the good seed. Her zealous efforts for our conversion became so aggravating to my wife that she said to me one day: “ We shall have to forbid this woman coming to the house.” I said, “ Why ? ”—for she was an excellent worker and most kind. u Oh,” replied my wife angrily, “ she never comes near me now without bringing in her Christ and His re- REMOVAL TO CALIFORNIA 35 ligion, and I am heartily sick of the whole busi¬ ness.” This, of course, appeared to be most officious, and unwarranted, and, seeing how seriously my wife took the matter, I tried to console her, with¬ out having to lose the woman. I therefore sug¬ gested that in future we treat her with indifference, letting her plainly understand that we were Jews, and did not care to know anything about her Christ or His religion. The next day my wife tried the experiment, but this kind woman, already meek and gentle, became only more so. After several weeks had elapsed my wife said to me one day: “ Do you know, dear, I did this woman a great injustice in treating her unkindly? She is the most beautiful Christian character I ever met. This woman knows God.” The changed attitude of my wife rather surprised me. For some time past I had noticed that the Jewish form of religion did not supply the comfort she had ex¬ pected it to supply. At times she appeared rather depressed, although she never complained. Now, however, she appeared restful, satisfied, and happy. In some way I felt, intuitively, that there was something on her mind which she longed to tell me, and waiting a favourable opportunity, I ques¬ tioned her as to what it was. She immediately opened her heart, and to my astonishment told me that through the life and testimony of this woman she had found Christ as her personal Saviour, 36 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH adding that if she could only unite with a church, her happiness would he complete. As I cared only for her happiness, I told her by all means to do so. Yet her face remained troubled and sad, and with tear-filled eyes, and a tremor in her voice, she said. “ But that is not all I wanted to say.’ 7 “ Well,” I said, “ what is the rest? ” “ Oh,” she replied, “ I do so want you to join the church with me.” “ What,” I answered, “ I join a Christian church? Never! I was born and raised a Jew, and Ull die one.” “ I do not care to join a church alone,” my wife returned; “your God is my God, and my Christ ought to be your Christ, and then when we die we shall be where He is, for there is also our home. I want you to be where I am, and you cannot un¬ less we both believe in Christ.” “ These eight years we have lived happily to¬ gether without our religious views conflicting, so do not let us permit our peace to be disturbed now,” was my answer. “No, our peace shall not be disturbed,” she replied calmly, “ but I shall con¬ tinue to pray earnestly for your conversion until God hears my prayer.” No more was said about this matter for some weeks, but it did not end there. The impossibility of my ever becoming a Christian seemed to grow upon me every day. At this juncture, also, there came before me many REMOVAL TO CALIFORNIA 37 things I had suffered in childhood on account of my being born of Jewish parents. This had never entirely left my memory. I saw myself again as a little hoy in far-off Germany, going to school with my little sister by my side. At this school we were the only Jewish children, and on that ac¬ count became subject to attack and ridicule by the supposedly Christian children. Often on our way to and from school they howled all manner of in¬ famy at us, frequently beating us and sending us home crying, for no other reason or offense than that we were Jews. When the question of becom¬ ing a Christian agitated my mind, another occur¬ rence, which had made a deep impression on me in my youth, came before me like a frightful night¬ mare. My parents, at this time, kept a country store beside a public highway. One night while my father was getting things ready to leave home early the next morning to go to the city where there was a Synagogue, in order to observe the Jewish new year, there came suddenly a loud rap at the door, with a demand to open. On my father refusing to comply with the request, the door was broken in and six men under the influence of drink, entered, and while some began helping themselves with what merchandise was nearest, the others began beating my father with their fists and heavy canes, crying, “ Kill the Jew!” My mother’s screams for help aroused the whole household, and soon five of us little ones were down 38 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH from our sleeping apartments in our night cloth¬ ing, terribly frightened, trembling and screaming, while these murderous men were unmercifully beating my father, who was entirely helpless in their grasp, his body and face being covered with blood. Not until they had fully satisfied their bloodthirsty appetites, did they leave off beating him. Then they departed, whistling as they went. My parents knew these men, brought suit against them, and they were tried before a justice of the peace. At the trial, however, they produced ample witnesses, proving their good moral, Christian characters before the court, and thus cleared them¬ selves of their guilt and scored another victory over the Jew. Experiences of this character may not appear as very important to people who are not Jews. But to the people of this ancient race, they form almost insurmountable obstacles to their be¬ coming Christians, and my case was no exception to the rule. The more I reflected upon the matter, the more it seemed to me impossible ever to become a Chris¬ tian. I felt then, as every Jew, in all the so-called Christian lands, at least, feels, that every one who is not a Jew is a Christian—irrespective of whether he goes to church, or without thought as to what church he may attend. Y COHVEBSIOH T HE great struggle—the awful conflict—I passed through in my own mind at this time, is indescribable. Again and again, the question arose before me, “ How can I ignore my Jewish birth; forsake parents, brothers, sisters, and all my Jewish friends and acquaintances and affiliate with a people who, as I supposed, were the enemies of our race % ” The idea appalled me. One night I said indignantly to my wife: “ How could you ever dream of asking me to become a Christian? ” “I am still praying for you, dear,” she calmly answered, “ and if it is God’s will, Ho will make it all plain to you.” My wife was ill at this time, and, after waiting on her, I left her bedside about three o’clock one morning, returning to my bed saying resentfully to myself: “ You may pray all you like, it will never do you any good, so far as I am concerned. I was born and raised a Jew and I shall die one.” Suddenly (sleeping or waking, I cannot say) it seemed to me I sat in front of a table upon which lay an open Bible with an unusually bright light shining upon its pages. I read this one verse: 39 40 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH “ So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them.” After carefully reading this verse over several times, I closed the Bible, and gave myself to earnest meditation and reflection, attempting, if possible, to solve the problem before me, going over it in my mind line by line. “ So God created man ”—these first few words seemed to knock the props from under my preconceived notion that Jews were a sort of superior creation. I saw, for the first time, God created “ man ”; not “ Jews,” that before God I was no better than anyone else. “ He created man ” and He “ created him in his own image ”—“ Then,” thought I, “ ac¬ cording to His intended purpose my life ought to reflect God in the attributes consistent with His divine nature, such as love, mercy, truth, holiness, long suffering and gentleness.” Taking a retrospective view of my own life in comparison, I saw how utterly depraved I was. As the beauties of a life consistent with God’s divine nature arose before me, an intense craving seized me for such a life. In my distress I cried out, “ Oh, how could I live that kind of a life in this wicked world ? ” And the answer came, audible, clear and strong, “ Live the life of Christ! ” At the sound of the voice I looked up, and to my surprise it appeared as though Christ stood before me in spotless white. I stretched out my hands in an attempt to detain Him, as He seemed to CONVERSION 41 move from me, but His robe was as vapour and passed through my fingers. When the vision left me I gradually came to and found myself in bed with my hands still outstretched and with an in¬ tense, unsatisfied hunger in my soul for the life of Christ. As soon as I was sufficiently aroused, I went to the bedside of my wife and told her that henceforth I would be a Christian and that I would join the church on the following Sunday. With an expression of joy and wonder, she asked: “My dear, why have you changed your mind so sud¬ denly when only last night you said that it was im¬ possible for you ever to be a Christian ? ” My recent experience seemed too sacred to rehearse. I simply said that a vital change had taken place in my feelings since the night before. The next morning I went to the store as usual, attended to my duties in business, but the world appeared to me in a new light. A great change had taken place, an unsatisfied hunger possessed me to learn more of the life of Christ. During the day, whatever I did, or in whatever direction I looked, I seemed to see Christ. When I got home in the evening, the first thing I looked for was the New Testament which I had formerly despised, and wishing now to know all about the life of Christ, I eagerly devoured page after page, as a hungry man devours food, every page giving me new hope, and new joy. When Sunday came I called on Mr. Taylor, the 42 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH minister of the Presbyterian Church which my wife had previously joined, and requested to be taken in as a member, which request was duly granted, after an examination by the Session. Having united with the Church, I tried my best to live a Christian life and, as far as I understood Christianity, thought I was doing well, knowing only what I had seen casually of those about me who claimed to be Christians, I attended the church services regularly; this, I thought, was my whole duty. My conscience, however, troubled me, as my life during the week sadly lacked in measur¬ ing up to the Christ life, as revealed in the Hew Testament. I tried to excuse my weaknesses and console myself with the imperfections I saw in others. Yet the voice I heard in that night crying, “ Live the life of Christ,” continually rang in my ears, and impressing upon my soul the cry of that night more and yet more forcibly, I read in my Testament: “ He that saith he abideth in him [Christ] ought himself also so to walk, even as he walked.” “ He that saith, I know him and keepeth not his commandments is a liar and the truth is not in him.” This made me feel very miserable indeed, as I saw how far short of the life of Christ my life came. In my struggle for victory over sin I often ex¬ claimed in the language of the Apostle Paul, “ O, wretched man that I am!” Yet, in the face of temptation, I seemed perfectly helpless. CONVERSION 43 I neither had courage nor power to resist it. Again and again I found myself sadly defeated. Having struggled on in this unsatisfactory condi¬ tion for about three months, thank God, victory and deliverance finally came, and came in a very unexpected way. Returning home one day from town, I noticed my boy playing in the road, and, as had been my custom, I attracted his attention. He was soon in my arms, and when I kissed him he drew back his little head and, looking at me in amazement, said: “ Papa, you have been smoking, and you promised mamma you would not smoke any more, and you’ve told a lie. I am going right in the house to tell mamma.” And he did. This accusation of my child was true and it struck into my heart like a sword. I never felt so guilty or so despicable ! When I entered the house, I avoided my wife and going to my room, I shut the door, and falling prostrate before God, heart-broken, cried for mercy. It was not the smoking or my lying to my dear wife that now confronted me; these, as it were, were only the matches which set the whole city on fire. All my sins from my youth up came before me like a pano¬ rama. I stood face to face before God, my Judge —a condemned soul. Never until now did I realize what a miserable sinner I was, and I felt guilty before God. But the merciful words of Jesus unto the woman, in the Gospel: “ Neither do I condemn thee; go and sin no more,” thank 44 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH God, occurred to me also at this time, and com¬ forted my heart. This relieved my soul from its burden, immediately a flood of joy and peace entered. How for the first time I realized the meaning of the Atonement of Christ f and experienced the efficacy of His death on the Cross where “ He was wounded for our transgressions, bruised for our iniquities; where the chastisement of our peace was laid upon Him, and with His stripes we are healed.” Thank God, this proved my cure . I was healed. I was saved! Hallelujah! With this experience a wonderful change took place. I say wonderful, because this seems the only fitting word to express my feeling. A new spirit possessed me—a spirit of love—a desire to please God. Habits formed from childhood became dis¬ tasteful and were dropped. Customs familiar from boyhood were given up. Worldly pleasures and amusements lost their charm, and an intense crav¬ ing seized me to love and please God. My whole being seemed flooded with the love of God. I longed for prayer—a desire entirely new to me. Often I walked miles in the darkness of night, in order to talk with God uninterrupted. My spirit was tender; and when alone with God tears brought me great relief. Many nights my pillow was bathed with tears. The Christian life was all so new to me, having come to me so very suddenly, and there were natu- CONVERSION 45 rally many things I did not understand. My Jewish heart having been, pregnated from child¬ hood with deep-rooted prejudices against Christ and His followers, these prejudices could not he obliterated from my mind at once. By degrees, however, through prayer and the reading of the Word of God, the darkness gradually vanished, and the light came in. The great mysteries of God’s heavenly repository opened. To me it was won¬ derful ! Treasures I never knew existed came to light. As a rosebud unfolds its petals and brings to light its hidden beauty in the rays of the sum¬ mer sun, so the mysteries of God’s wonderful sal¬ vation unfolded in the light of the Holy Ghost. I could now understand why David prayed, “ Open Thou mine eyes, that I may behold wondrous things out of thy law.” The hunger in my soul for God’s divine truth was very keen. I could hardly await the end of my day’s labour to be alone with my precious Bible. Often until the early hours of the morning my famished soul would feed on the heavenly manna, and drink of the waters of life until overwhelmed with God’s blessing and power, and unable to go on. Again and again, I stood amazed at its wondrous revelation. Something which surprised me above all else, was the love which possessed me for all human kind whether they were Jews or Gentiles. For¬ merly my love had reached no further than my home, and my kindred in the flesh. “ The powers 46 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH of the world to come ” became real to me. I saw that every one I met was destined to destruction unless quickened by tbe Spirit. I felt my re¬ sponsibility to warn bim to flee from tbe wratb to come. In tbe neighbourhood where I lived was an unused schoolhouse. I obtained permission from those in charge to hold services here. After cleaning the place I secured seats enough for 40 people, then I had bills printed, at my own expense, and adver¬ tised that services would be held here Sunday af¬ ternoon at 3 o’clock. Some Christian friends bor¬ rowed song-books from a church near by and the first Sunday service was attended by ten persons. At the close of the service three of these accepted Christ. The following Sunday every seat was oc¬ cupied and every service thereafter was well at¬ tended with the best interest manifested. As long as I was able to hold these services, the results were very satisfactory, and before I left I turned the work over to the minister of a near-by church. VI SEARCHING THE SCRIPTURES HROUGH the reading of the Scriptures, I discovered that the great incorruptible inheritance which is reserved in heaven for us, is acquirable only through a life of “ holi¬ ness x without which no man shall see the Lord.” I determined, by the grace of God, to conform my life to this condition in order to make my claim to the inheritance sure in the end. The many denominations, and their different doctrines, puzzled me. I could not understand how they could all he right in the sight of God, and yet differ so widely one from the other in their teach¬ ing. It became my earnest desire to find out for myself what were the real essentials of salvation. Eor this purpose I searched the Scripture, both of the Old and New Testament. Here I discovered that the foundation is laid in “ repentance toward God and faith in our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ.” These conditions I had already complied with. I also saw, as Christians we are all under the New Covenant, which God had promised to make with the House of Israel, “ after those days,”—that is, after the first Covenant which God had made formerly with our fathers when He 47 48 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH brought them out of the land of Egypt should have become invalid. The invalidity of the Old Cove¬ nant I clearly saw became effected, when the Jews rejected and condemned Christ. The destruction of Jerusalem which followed, completely and per¬ manently annulled the Old Covenant. Since that time, the keeping of the Jewish forms and ordinances have been made impossible to the J ews. First. Because their Temple and the altar with all its Mosaic belongings were destroyed. Second. The Levitical priesthood as ordained of God to intercede between God and the people has since likewise vanished. Third. With the destruction of Jerusalem, the Jews themselves became dispersed among the na¬ tions of the world. Under these conditions, we can clearly see how utterly impossible it would be for them to-day to carry out the prescribed forms of worship in accordance with the first covenant. Again: Since the destruction of Jerusalem the very books of genealogy, the only means by which the Jews could prove their lineage, are gone. The priests in accordance with the law must all be Levites of the family of Aaron, to make them eligible to the office. This identity now, cannot be established with any degree of certainty, in the ab¬ sence of the ancient records. Thus the ruined and desolate condition of the Jews is revealed, with the Old Covenant broken and abolished. SEARCHING THE SCRIPTURES 49 Can we wonder that Jesus wept, when He fore¬ saw their utter ruin and desolation which awaited them when they rejected Him, their only hope of salvation? Can we wonder that He cried, when He beheld the city, “ Oh, Jerusalem, Jerusalem, thou that killest the prophets and. stonest them which are sent unto thee, how often would I have gathered thy children together, even as a hen gath- ereth her chickens under her wing, and ye would not! Behold, your house is left unto you desolate, For I say unto you, ye shall not see me henceforth till ye shall say, Blessed is he that cometh in the name of the Lord.” Matt. 23: 38, 39. It is pitiful indeed, to see these poor blinded souls in their present form of worship, trying to still cling to their old forms without the means of the prescribed sacrifice offering of the blood for their sins in accordance with the Old Covenant. It reminds one of a poor broken-hearted mother, who at the death of her child, will not be persuaded that her child is dead, and in her sorrow and anguish is blindly hugging to her bosom the cold, lifeless form of her offspring. This is the attitude of the Jews in their present form of worship. You will ask then, if the Hebrews, to-day, have no priest, nor sacrifice, nor altar. How do they answer to God for their sins? For He requires the shedding of blood as an Atonement for our sins now as He did in the past. Well, their rabbis have kindly accommodated them with a substitute. On 50 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH the Passover night when the shedding of the blood of a lamb is required, they offer unto God a dry roasted shank bone, this the rabbi declares is all God now requires since the destruction of Jeru¬ salem. The Christians through the Atonement of Jesus Christ are offering unto God the blood of the Lamb God has provided as an Atonement for our sins. “ The blood of Jesus Christ His Son cleanseth us from all sin ” and all there is left for the Jews to offer to God is a dry roasted shank bone. The New Covenant became established at the cross of Calvary, and is entered into by everyone who comes to God through repentance and faith in Jesus Christ. This includes the Jews with all other people, civilized and uncivilized. “ Whoso¬ ever will, may come.” This New Covenant I concluded, must now be as obligatory to all Christians as was formerly the Old Covenant to all Jews. And if we fail to live up to the principles involved in this New Cove¬ nant we shall, as did the Jews likewise, fail to in¬ herit all God has promised to us. I realized fully my danger and the importance of walking in all the light of the gospel. I deter¬ mined to profit by the failure of my fathers and gain in my Christian experience by faith, what they lost through unbelief. Faithfulness to God, I saw was the essential requisite to gain our heavenly SEARCHING THE SCRIPTURES 51 reward in Christ. “ Be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life / 7 In evidence of my acceptance with God, I had received the Holy Spirit, the promise of God—“ I will put my Spirit within you, and cause you to walk in my statutes, and ye shall keep my judg¬ ments, and do them . 77 Through the Holy Spirit I had now also received power as a Christian to carry out the principles involved in this New Covenant. This our fathers. lacked under the law. As a re¬ sult of this experience, I realized there must also follow a thorough separation from the world. The outward evidence of this inner experience is mani¬ fest in this—“ if any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him . 77 Nonconformity to the world, became to me a natural leading of the Spirit, since I had already conformed my life to this rule. I was troubled, however, when reading “ Be not unequally yoked together with unbelievers for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteous¬ ness? and what communion hath light with dark¬ ness? and what concord hath Christ with Belial? or what part hath he that helieveth with an infidel ? —for ye are the temple of the living God; as God hath said, I will dwell in them, and walk in them; and I will be their God, and they shall he my peo¬ ple. Wherefore come out from among them, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you, and will be a Father unto you, and ye shall be my 52 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH sons and daughters, saith the Lord Almighty.’’ II Cor. 6: 14-18. Before my conversion I had become affiliated with three different organizations, the members of which were far from being Christians. Our relationship was closely cemented by the strongest oaths and obligations, and our fellowship of the most cordial nature. Beside the social bond there were material and financial benefits to be derived, yet here I saw my duty as a Christian. To decide this question in accordance with the will of God meant that I should have to “ come out from among them ” and sever my connections with them. Be assured this was no easy task. I realized how such a step would be misconstrued by my friends and associates, and would probably create for me new and additional enemies. This I wished to avoid. After much prayer and patient waiting on the Lord, however, my duty became plain. I did not want the experi¬ ence Esau had, “ who, for one morsel of bread, sold his birthright. Afterwards' when he would have inherited the blessing, he was rejected; for he found no place of repentance, though he sought it carefully with tears.” I realized I could not af¬ ford to take such chances with my inheritance. Ac¬ cordingly, I decided to obey God and my own con¬ victions. I came out from among them. After these wonderful experiences through faith in Christ I was naturally much interested to know SEARCHING THE SCRIPTURES 53 just what the Old Testament had to say of the Messiah. From the Jewish point of view, my knowledge of Christ had not been of a very helpful character. It consisted of fabricated superstitions—fables only—that had no foundation in history; nor were there facts of any kind to establish their claim to authenticity. My salvation I saw was based on the revelation of the Bible; this, I concluded, must also he the source of my information concerning Christ. I therefore earnestly searched the Scrip¬ tures of the Old Testament and was well compen¬ sated for my trouble. In the fifty-third chapter of Isaiah I saw such a vivid likeness to the sufferings of Christ that I marvelled. Here I saw a shadow cast seven hun¬ dred years before the real object became visible. I read this chapter over many times, shedding tears every time, and thought to myself, “ How can any Jewish man or woman read this chapter and not see Christ? Or how can anyone else read it with¬ out a broken heart and a contrite spirit ? ” The whole chapter deals with one man without a name. In every verse of the chapter reference is made to him. At first it seemed to me rather complicated. I could not see very clearly whether the prophet speaks of himself or of someone else. In order to clarify my vision, I rewrote the whole chapter, setting forth every reference to Him, He and His in capital letters at the beginning of every 54 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH line without changing a single word or syllable. To me the result was wonderful. When I counted all the references made to Him I found to my amazement that they numbered forty-nine—just seven times seven. I thought this could not he an accident for there are no accidents with God. I could see no other reason for this coincidence except as it might have reference to the seven times seven curses God had pronounced upon the children of Israel in the Scripture if they failed to obey and do all the commandments God had given them. These forty-nine references in this chapter I thought must mean that “ He ” (this man) made atonement for all the forty-nine curses when “ He was wounded for our transgressions and bruised for our iniquities.” “ The Lord hath laid on Him the iniquity of us all.” That is—“ He was made a curse for us all.” The fifty-third chapter of Isaiah follows: Who hath believed our report ? and to whom is the arm of the Lord revealed ? 1. For he shall grow up before him as a tender plant and as a root out of dry ground. 2. he hath no form nor comeliness; and when we shall see 3. him there is no beauty that we shall desire 4. HIM 5. he is despised and rejected of men; a SEARCHING THE SCRIPTURES 55 man of sorrows and acquainted with grief and we hid as it were our faces from 6. HIM 7. he was despised, and we esteemed 8. him not, surely 9. he hath borne our grief and carried our sorrows; yet we did esteem 10. him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted. But 11. HE WAS WOUNDED FOR OUR TRANSGRES¬ SIONS 12. HE WAS BRUISED FOR OUR INIQUITIES *. THE CHASTISEMENT OF OUR PEACE WAS UPON 13. HIM AND WITH 14. HIS STRIPES WE ARE HEALED. All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way and the Lord hath laid on 15. HIM THE INIQUITY OF US ALL. 16. he was oppressed, and 17. he was afflicted, yet 18. he opened not 19. his mouth. 20. HE IS BROUGHT AS A LAMB TO THE slaughter and as a sheep before her shearers is dumb, so 21. he opened not 22. ins mouth 56 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH 23. he was taken from prison and from judg¬ ment and who shall declare 24. his generation ? For 25. HE WAS CUT OFF OUT OF THE LAND OF the living, for the Transgression OF MY PEOPLE WAS 26. HE stricken. And 27. he made 28. his grave with the wicked and with the rich in 29. his death, because 30. he had no violence, neither was any de¬ ceit in 31. his mouth, Yet it pleased the Lord to bruise 32. him he hath put 33. him to grief. WHEN THOU SHALT MAKE 34. his soul an offering for sin. 35. HE SHALL SEE 36. HIS SEED 37. he shall prolong 38. his days, and the pleasure of the Lord shall prosper in 39. his hand, 40. he shall see the travail of 41. his soul and be satisfied by 42. ms knowledge shall my righteous servant justify many; For 43. HE SHALL BEAR THEIR INIQUITIES. SEARCHING THE SCRIPTURES 57 Therefor© will I divide 44. him a portion with the great, and 45. he shall divide the spoil with the strong; because 46. he hath poured out 47. his soul unto death; and 48. he was numbered with the transgressors; and 49. he bake the sin of many and made in¬ tercession for the TRANSGRESSORS. To me it was indeed wonderful to find in the Old Testament the narrative of Christ’s birth, Christ’s works, Christ’s suffering, ClirisCs death and His glorious resurrection of which I had read so recently in the New Testament, so strongly foreshadowed and confirmed by prophecy. It did indeed arouse my surprise and wonder that this Saviour of mankind, having all divine knowledge and power at His command, should have chosen to be born a Jew, of a people which, even at that time, were hated and despised among all other nations. I now also saw, very clearly, the reason my dear people cannot recognize in this humble person their own promised Messiah. First, because “ the god of this world hath blinded the minds of them which believe not;” second, their preconceived prejudice against Christ prevents their coming unto Him in true repentance and faith to have unbelief, the cause of their blind¬ ness, removed; third, because His new name being 58 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH Jesus they cannot understand how this carpenter’s son can he the son of David, at the same time also the Son of God. Since this name is not mentioned in the Old Testament although it is declared: “ Thou shalt be called by a new name.” Under this cloud I saw the Messiah, was hidden from their view, and the very name given of God to be a name of joy and a crown of blessing has become unto poor, blinded Jews, a stumbling-block and a rock of offence. Since, “ there is none other name under Heaven given among men whereby we must be saved,” the cloud remains upon our dark¬ ened hearts until the heart turns to God in true repentance and faith in His name. Then, and not until then, does the cloud vanish. The Messiah which was hidden then emerges and comes to view, as the bright rising sun of the morn¬ ing dispels the darkness of the night and ushers in the dawning of the day, even so Christ becomes clearer and plainer to those who obey Him, until, finally, we behold Him in all His majestic glory and splendour, like the bright shining sun at meridian height. This revelation stirred my soul to the utmost, I saw now no reason why I should be ashamed of the Gospel of Christ or be afraid openly to ac¬ knowledge my precious Redeemer. The realization of how closely our Lord became related to us by having been bom of the flesh, and how much closer still we become related to Him SEARCHING THE SCRIPTURES 59 when conforming to His Holy will and being born again of the Holy Spirit, created a strong desire in me to spread the good tidings, in order that others also might he induced to seek from the same divine source, the consolation that I myself had found. VII ENDURING PERSECUTION A T this time, I stood well in the estima¬ tion of both Jews and Gentiles. That favonrahle opinion I valued greatly, and I must own to the severe struggle through which I passed before I resolved to make open confession of my conversion, and to do it without further delay. For three years I had been in the employ of a Jewish firm, for which I was then working, and our mutual relations up to this period had been of the most cordial and even confidential nature. My wife and I were invited to the homes of the heads of the house, and on Jewish festivals and holidays we met together in the same Synagogue. But, alas! we were not only united in business and socially, but also in racial rancour against Christ and his followers. This animosity had been specially aroused by some members of a Christian Mission, who had persistently held their open-air meetings in front of our store, and this had an¬ noyed ns so much that we had combined in revil¬ ing Christ and His followers, and I had often closed co ENDURING PERSECUTION 61 our door in order that we might not hear the name of Jesus mentioned. All this came to my mind in my struggle for victory, and I dreaded greatly to make my con¬ version known to my employers. How could I con¬ fess to them that this Christ, of whom I had spoken recently with such hatred and contempt, was now my acknowledged Lord and Master. I plainly foresaw the scorn, the ridicule, the con¬ tempt, such open confession of my sincere belief in Jesus would arouse against me. I knew that I would be forsaken by my kindred, and become an outcast and stranger to all my old friends and acquaintances. I could not expect much help from the Church of which I had so recently become a member, and one could hardly hope for sympathy from the out¬ side world. For weeks I struggled to overcome the powers of darkness. It seemed to me like a real fight with the devil; the Lord, however, stood by me, revealing to my inward consciousness the fact that “ The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want.” The spirit of the Lord burned in my soul like a fire wanting vent. I felt constrained by an un¬ seen power to confess Christ. Not being able to endure the pressure any longer in silence, I sought relief at a prayer meeting, but before I could stand before the congregation it seemed as if all the fiends of hell were present to oppose me. A voice seemed to whisper, “ What use is it for you to tell these 62 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH people that you are a Christian? They all know yon to be a Jew, and they will never believe your testimony.” When at last I summoned courage to try and speak, I trembled like a leaf, my knees fairly knocked together, my lips quivered. At last I com¬ pelled myself to stand, and with broken voice and tears I testified before this congregation how Christ had revealed Himself to me in the night, and that I had accepted Him as my Saviour and my Lord. My testimony struck like a thunderbolt, and brought a hush upon that Christian congregation. Instead of their not believing, as the devil had pre¬ viously suggested, every eye was in tears for the love of Christ constrained them. This news of my Christian experience quickly spread among the Jews. It ran through the town like a prairie fire, and ere long I felt the returns coming in; in a day or two after this eventful evening, the members of my firm failed to bid me the usual “ good morn¬ ing,” and not long afterwards Jewish friends failed to see me when passing. At last I was informed by the head of the firm that the business of late had become so poor that it did not justify them in keeping me in their em¬ ploy any longer, and I was paid off. Having been discharged, I failed to secure em¬ ployment in the town, as my Jewish friends had it reported that I was beside myself. Ho sane man, they said, would declare as I had done, that ENDURING PERSECUTION 63 he had seen Christ, seeing that this man was cruci¬ fied and buried nineteen hundred years ago. Nor could I find in my heart to blame my people for feeling thus against me. Having lived for thirty-six years in compliance with their present manners and customs, and having always behaved myself as becometh one of our race, it must indeed have been a great shock and surprise to them, to see me suddenly stop in my accustomed course of life and refuse to go on. Not being able to secure employment in the town, we left San Bernardino for Los Angeles. Here I secured a position with the same firm that I had been with some years before. This was also a Jewish firm, but they had not as yet heard of my conversion. In a few weeks, however, the news reached them, and not long thereafter I was told that the business of late had fallen off and therefore it did not justify them in keeping me in their employ any longer, and I was paid off again. The following week I obtained another position in a large clothing firm, but also composed of Jews. By this time I was fully convinced of my fate as a Christian, and therefore determined that this firm should not find out that I was a believer in Christ if I could possibly prevent it. I was get¬ ting on beautifully, and I was congratulating my¬ self on my success when one Saturday evening all the salesmen were notified to report for duty at 64 OUT OF, THE HOUSE OF JUDAH eight-thirty Sunday morning for the purpose of getting the stock in shape for a special sale which was to begin Monday morning. I had resolved since becoming a Christian, not to desecrate the Sabbath day if I could by any means avoid it. Here came the test, and the question was, whether to keep my word with God and confess Christ be¬ fore these people, or else break my word and deny my Lord? Just about this time I had been read¬ ing about Joseph and Daniel, Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego, and I saw when these men pur¬ posed in their hearts that they would not defile themselves but serve God and acknowledge Him, God was with them and prospered them. I saw plainly there was only one thing for me to do, and that was to be faithful to God. With this in my mind, I informed the manager of my faith in Christ and my desire to be excused from working Sunday in order that I might ob¬ serve the Sabbath. He expressed great surprise at my confession and told me that before he could give a decided answer he would first have to con¬ sult the head of the firm. He did so, and shortly afterward informed me that my request was granted, which greatly surprised me at the time, but as soon as the special sale was over, my posi¬ tion was over, as well, and I was paid off again. I could ill afford to be out of employment, so I immediately looked for another position. Failing to secure one with the better grade clothing firms, ENDURING PERSECUTION 65 I overcame my pride in my need, and engaged with a cheaper concern. This firm had known me when I was employed with the largest business house in the city, and naturally felt proud of their bargain and thought that they had captured a prize when they secured my services. They treated me most kindly, wondering, of course, at my come-down. Their curiosity, however, did not last long. The second week I was with them I saw by their changed attitude toward me that the secret of my faith in Christ must have leaked out. Their warm, kindly feeling toward me became chilled, the tem¬ perature falling, during the week, to a very low degree. By Saturday night, the mercury was down to zero. About closing time Saturday night, the proprie¬ tor called me into his private office, and asking me to he seated, took a seat beside me and engaged me in a very social sort of conversation. He seemed much interested in my family, and when he heard about the sickness of my wife, he expressed great sympathy. He inquired carefully about my chil¬ dren, as to their ages and health. He wanted to know how long I had been married, where I had lived in the east before coming to California, and all sorts of other questions. Had I been a single man I would have been suspicious under these cir¬ cumstances, that perhaps he had a marriageable daughter to dispose of, or that he was getting too old to manage his own business affairs and that he 66 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH had in mind to deed his business over to me. For it did seem from the trend of his conversation as though he was aiming at some great proposal. However, all this wildfire finally burned out, and the conversation calmed down to this: “ You know,” he said, “ we are not a concern like the London Clothing Company, or like Jacoby Brothers, and we can hardly afford to pay you the wages you really are deserving. Our business is small in comparison to those others and we cannot very well afford to keep you.” He handed me my pay and hoped I would soon secure a position worthy of my service. Thus we parted the best of friends. The next morning I scanned over the want ads in the Los Angeles Times, and there I saw that a clothing firm wanted a salesman exactly of my experience, the name of the firm not being given. The application was to be made in person, and the address given was at a private residence. This did not appear strange, as frequently merchantmen from near-by country towns would come to the city to engage their help on Sunday and at the same time visit friends in the city and thus save hotel expenses. I immediately cut out the ad. and called at the given address, rang the bell, and to my utter amaze¬ ment, when the door opened, I stood face to face with the gentleman who had so very ceremoniously paid me off on the previous Saturday night. ENDURING PERSECUTION 67 Ho was a very short and stout man with bald head and smooth, clean-shaven face and rather fair complexion, hut the moment he cast his eyes on me you may conjecture what complexion he had—■ he turned scarlet. His whole face and round bald head presented the most perfect likeness of a full moon in all its glory. No artist could have given expression to this picture and have done it justice. This time he did not treat me with the kind con¬ sideration and tender feeling he had on Saturday night. As soon as he recognized me he slammed the door in my face with a terrific hang, telling me at the same time to go to -. I obtained several other positions, hut alas, alas! with the same result. As soon as my employers discovered that I believed in Christ, immediately “ the business became poor ” and I was paid off. I had eight such experiences in one year. By this time I was well known to every Jewish firm in the city, and every door was barred against me. I was now left without position or friend, with a very sick wife and child to provide for. Bailing to get employment, I invested what little money I had in a small stock of groceries in the suburbs of the city. By this means we got along fairly well financially, but very poorly spiritually. The persecutions and insults received from the Jewish people were almost more than we could endure. It was at this time that a lady with very pleas- 68 OUT OU THE HOUSE OF JUDAH ing manners and beautiful countenance brought the news to us that Christians need not be sick, if they would learn to deny the existence of sin. “ Sin and sickness/’ she said, “ are all one, and the rea¬ son men are sick is because they think so.” My wife had been ill with tuberculosis for seven years, and every physician we consulted had pro¬ nounced her incurable. This lady, however, vowed she could cure her if we would give ourselves over to her method of treatment. As we had already tried every new consumption cure on the market, we thought it would be wrong not to avail our¬ selves of this one. After a few more talks with the pleasant lady, we inquired what we would have to do to become that kind of Christian? She said we would have to buy certain books written and authorized by a Mrs. Eddy, who was the author of this type of Christianity. After purchasing the books, she would give my wife the required treat¬ ments. The price of the books, a complete outfit, was $3.50. Thinking this a much cheaper price for Christianity than I had paid for mine, I or¬ dered the books at once, and told her to begin her treatment. During the treatment she sat quietly with folded arms and closed eyes, saying in a low tone of voice, “ There is no sin nor sickness; there is no sin nor sickness,” repeating the same for at least an hour, possibly longer, the patient at the same time doing likewise. Her regular fee for each treatment was ENDURING PERSECUTION 69 three dollars, but as we were poor people, she re¬ duced the charges to two dollars and fifty cents. She gave my wife two such treatments a week for some weeks, without effecting the slightest improve¬ ment. No doubt you will think it strange that we should have fallen a prey to this theory so easily, but when you consider that my wife had been a sufferer for seven years and growing weaker and weaker all the time, you will not be surprised at our accepting any hope held out to us. A drown¬ ing man, they say, will grasp at a straw. Besides, we were both new and weak in the Christian faith. But when you think of the thousands who are strong, physically, and old enough to know better, who fall down at this shrine you naturally won¬ der! I am told there are to-day no fewer than 500,000 people, or even a far greater number in this country alone who follow this teaching. The influence of this woman’s books over the minds of some people is really remarkable. I be¬ lieve it has been the means of misleading thousands from the right way of salvation in this Christian land. Its victims, strange to say, are not the poor and ignorant, as one might suppose. It captures the rich, refined and the educated classes. Among its adherents you will find doctors, lawyers and professors; it gives them, nay, promises them, a cheap salvation. It is to them, however, a salva¬ tion without a crucified Christ; it promises them life without the shedding of blood. Yet God says: 70 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH “ The blood is the life,” u and without the shed¬ ding of blood, there is no remission” [of sin]. By denying the existence of sin, they have nothing to repent of; not being sinners, they need no atone¬ ment. Christ died for sinners only, and these He redeemed with His own Blood. And the word of God most emphatically declares that “ all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God.” “ That there is none righteous, no not one.” “ If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to for¬ give us our sins, and to cleanse us from all un¬ righteousness.” “ If we say that we have not sinned, we ?nahe Him a Liar, and His Word is not in us.” “ If we say we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us.” “ Whoso¬ ever will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross and follow me.” They, however, claim to be followers of Christ without denying themselves in any wise but denying instead the Sacrificial Atonement of Christ. The Bible with¬ out the Atonement of Christ is nothing but an empty fairy tale. Yet Mrs. Eddy for some reason called her invention u Christian Science ;” while all the theory promulgated in her teaching is entirely contrary to sound Christian doctrine. The Lord, however, saw our danger, and came to our deliverance. Two women we had met at some of the church meetings, were visiting a sick lady in our neighbourhood, and called also upon us. We told them of our experience with Chris- ENDURING PERSECUTION 71 tian Science. Both of these dear sisters,—for such they proved to he,—were horror-stricken, and tearfully entreated us to forsake this so-called “ new ” religion, assuring us that, in reality, it was nothing but the devil’s work. They pleaded with us to call upon the Name of the Lord, and then opened the Word of God to us—and as they did, the Lord opened our eyes. We all got down on our knees before God in earnest prayer, and, bless God! He heard our cries of repentance, and in His mercy returned unto us the joy of His salvation. Once more the devil was defeated. We burned his books, paid off his agent in full, bade her adieu, and she returned no more. Then, as the children of Israel moved on when the cloud over the Taber¬ nacle led the way in the wilderness, so the glory of God appeared in our hearts and we moved on in our Christian experience. During the time of which I am now writing, it pleased God, to my intense grief, to take unto Himself my dear helpmate who for years had suf¬ fered patiently, and who endured uncomplainingly unto the end. I am fully persuaded that she went home to receive her crown of life, which the Lord promises to all them who love Llim and are found faithful unto death. Shortly before passing away, she suddenly opened her eyes, and with a gaze fixed steadfastly toward Heaven, and a peculiar expres¬ sion of radiant happiness overspreading her counte¬ nance, she exclaimed in a tone of joy, “ Oh, I see 72 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH Jesus! ” With this, her last testimony, she closed her eyes and left our darling boy and myself until we shall meet again on the bright and cloudless morning when all the dead in Christ shall rise and meet to part no more. After the death of my wife, one of my neigh¬ bours kindly asked me to make my home with him until I could decide what I intended to do next. This kind offer I gratefully accepted. The family with which I went to reside consisted of father, mother, and five children; they also pro¬ fessed to be Christians. I shall never forget our first meal at this home. It being supper-time, we all took seats about the table. The plates were soon filled and each in turn began to eat without further ceremony. This procedure at the table was contrary to my habits as a Christian, as it also was to our Jewish customs in my father’s home, for we never partook of any food until my father had first thanked God for it, in prayer. In accordance with my custom, I asked permission to say grace. The request being granted, my little boy and I bowed our heads in prayer. This seemed quite an amus¬ ing feature to the children of the house. After having been there a week, I spent my evenings in the family circle, reading to the children stories out of the Bible, emphasizing and explaining them in such a way as to make them plain and easy to be understood. The entire family would follow ENDURING PERSECUTION 73 each narrative with the utmost attention. Instead of going to my room to pray, as I had done in the beginning, we would all kneel in prayer in the sit¬ ting-room with the deepest reverence of my audi¬ ence. The Lord graciously rewarded me for my testi¬ mony and in this home He gave me the first soul for His Kingdom. While I had been dealing with many before, yet this one was the first who really and definitely surrendered to God. One morning, as I was about to leave my room, there came a knock at my door. On opening the door I found my hostess in tears. “ I want you to pray with me,” she said, “ I have been going to church all my life, but I never realized until now that I have never been really converted. I want to know Christ as my Saviour as you do.” Right there we knelt in prayer, and as best she knew, she called on God to save her, and He heard her prayer and gave her the victory. Oh, how she rejoiced when the revelation came to her from God, that her sins were all forgiven! She immediately prayed for her husband and her children. She said grace, herself, at the table, and prayed with her children at night. The joy I ex¬ perienced in winning this one soul for Christ, more than repaid me for all I had lost through accepting Christ. Much as I enjoyed the winning of souls I could 74 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH not devote all my time to this work, as I had my¬ self and child to support, so I sold what goods I had, paid off what obligations were upon me, then looked for a business position, and the way soon opened. VIII STOREKEEPING IN THE MOJAVE DESERT A MERCHANT in Los Angeles who al¬ ready had several stores, wanted to open another. A new mining town on the Mojave desert seemed a promising venture. This man wanted me to take charge of the business for him. After talking the matter over, we agreed on the terms, then got ready to buy the stock. The agreement being made, it dawned upon me on my way home that this gentleman was also a Jew, and that he evidently did not know that I was a Chris¬ tian, as I had not told him. Remembering well my former experiences, I felt it would he more honourable to let him know all about myself be¬ fore the stock was bought, for I thought that per¬ haps when he knew that I believed in Christ, he might not want to trust me with seven or eight thousand dollars worth of goods. This is because converted Jews are looked upon by their uncon¬ verted brethren as nothing but the lowest kind of hypocrites, and rogues. Therefore, I went back and told him about my faith in Christ. He was rather touched with my frankness, but told me it made no difference what- 75 76 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH ever to him what God I worshipped; he knew I was honest, and would attend to the business, which was his only concern! The next day we secured the store that had been spoken for and started to do the necessary buying. A relative of my employer, a man about forty years of age, who had just come West, was going with me as my assistant. All matters finally being arranged, we started for the gold fields with our new enterprise, reaching our destination on a Saturday night. As the stage-coach, drawn by six horses, ascended the top of the last hill, what seemed already a good-sized town, suddenly came to view, street lamps, brightly-lighted shops of various kinds, and saloons, being visible every¬ where. We stopped in front of the post-office, with everything pretty well shaken out of us, over this rough road, except our appetites. In front of the post-office we found quite a crowd assembled, awaiting the arrival of the stage. A shout went up from the crowd, such as you hear in the city during election time around the bulletin boards when the returns come in. My companion, who had just come from Chicago, pushed his hat back from his forehead, then wiping the perspiration from his face, remarked: “ This is the kind of place I’ve been looking for.” We arrived at the hotel just in time to secure the last room with hut one bed in it. However, we were thankful for that, for many found neither STOREKEEPING IN MOJAVE DESERT 77 room nor bed that night. After getting something to eat, we prepared for a good night’s rest. It had been my habit to kneel in prayer before retiring, yet in the face of my companion I halted. He was a very worldly man and very profane. I had not the grace in his presence to perform my duty as had been my custom. Instead, I resolved to pray in bed, silently. I failed, however, in this as well; my heart seemed cold and hard as stone, and I could not pray. In this state I finally fell asleep. In the morning I awoke feeling very much condemned, with a strong conviction that I ought to have knelt in prayer and should not have per¬ mitted the presence of this man to hinder me in acknowledging my Lord. However, instead of con¬ fessing my wrong unto God and walking henceforth in the light, I was thinking of going to church, hoping the service might soothe my troubled con¬ science. Breakfast being over, my companion lit his cigar, then invited me to walk up the road with him. I begged to be excused, saying I would rather stay at home and read. This, however, was not true; I was ashamed now to acknowledge to this man that I intended going to church. I am relating these facts to show how cunningly the devil works to deceive one who is trying to serve God, hoping my experience may help other young converts to overcome where I was defeated. After my assistant had gone, I went out to look 78 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH for a church. There appeared only one steeple in the whole place and the bell was tolling at the time. I went in. The place was still empty. I took my seat, thinking that either I was too early for the service or else the people here were so wicked they did not go to church at all, for it was a very rough place. In a few minutes, however, a lady and a little girl came in, making three in all, and we made up the congregation. In a short time a hell rang and a door opened in the rear and the minister entered. Dressed in a peculiar black garment, he came forward to the pulpit, bowed, went back and bowed again, then turning to the sides he did likewise; stepping to the pulpit, he read something in a foreign language I did not understand, then he read a Psalm in En¬ glish. This kind of service was all new to me, and from what I could judge of the other two it seemed as new to them. This church service brought me no comfort or consolation, but to the contrary left me in a worse state than I had been before. At the end of a very miserable day, I heard there was another church, and had no trouble in finding it. Long before reaching the place at eight o’clock that evening I heard the singing of a very familiar hymn, and, oh, how good it sounded. It was to me truly like a spring of refreshing water to a weary traveler in STOREKEEPING IN MOJAVE DESERT 79 a dry and thirsty land. When I came near enough, I could hear the words of the last verse and chorus: “And drops of grief can ne’er repay The debt of love I owe; Dear Lord, I give myself away, ’Tis all that I can do. At the Cross, at the Cross where I first saw the light, And the burden of my heart rolled away, It was there by faith I received my sight, And now I am happy all the day.” This song not only reached my ear, but my heart as well, it brought the Cross with all its scenes be- fore me; I saw my Lord again, dying in agony for my sins, and I cried in anguish, “ How could I ever deny Him ? ” By this time I was at the door of the church. It was a rough, wooden building of the crudest sort, hut the glory of God that pervaded it made it most beautiful. It would accommodate comfortably perhaps two hundred people, yet there must have been two hun¬ dred and fifty crowded inside, besides a goodly number on the outside. I could get no further than the door. The minister, an old man with white hair and beard, said, “ Let us pray.” The words had hardly left his lips when three or four began to pray at the same time, while others shouted, “ Praise the Lord! ” “ Hallelujah! ” and I said, as did my companion, when we reached the post-office, “ This is the place I ? ve been looking for.” Here I had a chance to pour out my heart before God 80 OUT OE THE HOUSE OF JUDAH in prayer. When the prayer service was over, sev¬ eral more hymns were sung. The children sang with their mothers; the fathers, most of them strong, robust miners, joined in with their strong, bass voices. It seemed to me I never heard sweeter singing. My soul was blessed, my spirit revived in this service. The minister, an old man, and lame, leaning upon his heavy cane, read from the twenty-sixth chapter of Matthew: “ Peter said unto him, Though I should die with thee, yet will I not deny thee. Likewise also said all the disciples.” From the beginning of his sermon to the end, this dear, old man seemed to relate my own experi¬ ences. How strange, I thought, that he should take that text! When he told how Jesus looked at Peter when passing and how Peter’s heart was broken, I felt Jesus looking at me, and, like poor Peter, my heart was broken, and I wept. I slept very little that night. The next morn¬ ing, instead of going to my breakfast, I called on this minister, introduced' myself to him and told him of my peculiar experience. The kindly old man listened to me very attentively, and then read a portion out of the Bible, made a few remarks on the portion of Scripture he had read, and asked me to pray and told me to confess my shortcomings to God. I did so and the Lord heard my prayer because the joy and peace I had lost returned to my soul. I immediately went back to the hotel, STOREKEEPING IN MOJAVE DESERT 81 told my Jewish friend how I believed in the Lord Jesus. This more than surprised him, but our re¬ lations from that moment became changed. The devil was defeated, and I had the victory. I had the liberty to pray before him, read the Bible, sing hymns, or do anything else in the name of the Lord. My new attitude had a wonderful effect on him. To my utter surprise, he stopped his profanity in my presence, and he became very inquisitive, want¬ ing to know all about my conversion. This offered me splendid opportunities. We soon arranged our stock, and in a few days opened our doors for business. Although very different from the city, we soon accustomed our¬ selves to the ways of the place. There were neither law nor order here, though provision had been made for both; drunkenness, revelry, screams of “ mur¬ der/’ fights, and so forth, became very common and ordinary; so much so that in a little while we would scarcely look out of the window at the report of pistol shots, or heed the screams of women. To say the least, it was a rough life. Eor in¬ stance, the constable of the place was also the pro¬ prietor of two saloons, and the principal stock¬ holder of two others. When you wanted this cus¬ todian of the peace, you had to hunt for him in the saloons, with slim chances of finding him, for he was a very busy man. The judge, or the gentle¬ man filling this office, also filled another important position, namely, that of “ faro dealer ” in a gam- 82 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH bling den; when not on duty on the bench in court, he could always be found at his post in the back part of a saloon, dealing out cards. Neither was this state of corruption confined to the town officials of law and justice, but a certain head official of a church under the guise of min¬ ister was wallowing with them in the mire. This gentleman boarded at a French restaurant and at meal-times could always be found with a bottle of wine beside his plate. If you wanted to find him between meals, you would have to look for him in the saloons. It was not hard, however, to locate him, on account of his corpulent figure, black clothes and high collar. Then, too, a big dog was his constant companion. In conversation, one day, this minister gave me his reason for spending so much of his time in the saloons. u I have to visit the members of my flock/’ he said; “ since I cannot find them at their homes, I feel it is my duty to call on them where I can find them; by having a social glass with them, they are encouraged to keep in good faith! ” Whatever he meant by this “ good faith ” I can¬ not tell, and I doubt whether he knew. My experience in this mining camp gave me a little foretaste of what this world will be like when the Christian spirit is taken out of it and the devil allowed to have full sway without restriction. Our business increased right along, and the weekly reports to my employer showed up splen- STOREKEEPING IN MOJAVE DESERT S3 didly, giving him the utmost satisfaction. Ilis let¬ ters to me were always of a pleasing, satisfactory character. As I was working on salary and com¬ mission, it was therefore to my interest, as well as to his, that the business increased. In the meantime I continued to attend the ser¬ vices at the Church where the Lord had so wonder¬ fully blessed me the first night. We met together on Thursday and Sunday nights only. There was a service Sunday mornings as well, hut only few attended, as on that day everything here was wide open, stores, saloons, and some of the mines were running. Indeed, this was often the best day financially. IX MEETING THE SALVATION ARMY A FTER we had been there six or seven months a Salvation Army Band, directed by Major George Wood, came and held tent meetings. I had heard a good deal about these people, had sometimes noticed them in the streets of the cities, but until now had never come in touch with them personally. They pitched their tent in a field behind our store and “ opened fire,” as they called it. Each person was a musician, a singer, and a preacher. They marched through the camp, and I thought that everybody who could walk, followed them, for they had quite a long pro¬ cession. When I saw our dear old minister, with his white head and beard, taking up the rear of the march, limping along leaning on his heavy cane, I thought that even those that couldn’t walk were following. Finally they halted before the notorious dance-hall right next to our store. Here they had an open-air service, with song, testimonies and music. As I saw gamblers, harlots, saloon-keepers, and some real devil-possessed people standing around this open-air ring listening attentively, and some whose hearts were touched at the testi- 84 MEETING THE SALVATION ARMY 85 monies they had heard wiping the tears off their cheeks, I said, “ Praise God! If the Salvationists never do any more than hold this one meeting, surely the Lord will amply reward them.” I became intensely interested, and attended their meetings in the tent. During their stay they were frequently at our store, as I had given them per¬ mission to leave their instruments with us. They had heard my testimony at their meetings and knew that I was a Christian; hence they wondered at my handling tobacco and keeping the store open on Sundays, though they said very little about it, only this—Robert Griffith, first cornetist, leaning over the counter one morning, said to me, in a low tone of voice: “ Brother Abrams, how do you feel about handling tobacco and keeping your business open on Sunday ? ” Yet that little was enough. The seed had fallen into good ground, the Lord watered it, and before long it began to spring up. My interest and my conviction increased. My course had been contrary to my own conscience all the time; I knew it was wrong. I had compro¬ mised because everybody else did so here: now, however, I began to close my store Sundays and went to church. After three weeks of closing our business on Sundays I received a letter from my employer stat¬ ing that it had been reported to him that I closed the store on Sundays, was neglecting my business, and had become a church preacher. I wrote and 86 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH explained my position to him, told him that while it was true that I closed the store on Sundays, he had, nevertheless, been misinformed as to my neglecting the business; my receipts proved to the contrary. After receiving this letter, in a few days he came to see me, to talk the matter over. He tried his best to convince me that if I would give up my “ church business/’ as he termed it, and instead of attending the church, mingle freely with the saloon-keepers, gamblers and fast women, he was sure the business would double in a short time, and before long I would have a business of my own and be independent of anybody. Of course we could not agree. I remembered how the devil tempted Jesus in the wilderness on the same line when “ he showed him all the kingdoms of the world and the glory of them; and said unto him, all these things will I give thee, if thou wilt fall down and worship me.” I saw only one thing, and that was: “Fear God and keep his commandments, this is the whole duty of man.” On this rock, I built my hopes, and now after twenty years’ experience, I must say that my attitude toward God has not changed in the least, nor have I in any w*ay been disap¬ pointed. My employer left me in an unsettled state, since we were unable to come to an understanding. In a few days, I received quite a lengthy letter in which he went over the ground again, winding up MEETING THE SALVATION ARMY 87 by saying that if I could not come to bis terms he should then be obliged to make a change of man¬ agers. As I could by no means comply with his wishes, my resignation followed. After two weeks he came down with a gentle¬ man whom he introduced to me as my successor. We took inventory, settled up, and I turned the keys over to him. Once more the devil was de¬ feated and I had the victory. “ Eor what shall it profit a man if he gain the whole world and lose his own soul, or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul ? ” I started back for Los Angeles. On my way there I stopped off at San Bernardino, the place of my conversion, where, also, I had laid to rest my dear wife and my precious little boy. Arriving there at six o’clock in the morning, I at once made my way to the cemetery. In my effort to locate the burial plot I seemed rather confused as to which were my graves. I could hardly believe those before me all decorated with flowers were mine, until convinced by the headboards bearing their names. But who could have been so kind in my long absence as to have placed here such beau¬ tiful, fresh flowers? To me it surely proved a most kindly token of love. As- I knelt there in prayer my heart fairly overflowed with gratitude and praise to God for all His mercies, and I espe¬ cially asked His blessing upon the tender heart and gentle hands who in kindness and love had re- 88 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH membered my dear ones. On my return from the cemetery I made my way down a narrow lane into an alley; there among a lot of small wooden cot¬ tages I located the poor washerwoman who was the means of my conversion. Here we had a good season of prayer and the Lord blessed our souls. Here, also, I discovered that she was the one who for a year or more had not ceased putting fresh flowers on the graves of my departed wife and little boy. True to the spirit of her Master, who “ having loved his own which were in the world he loved them unto the end.” I in turn felt toward this woman for her kindly deed as did the Lord toward the woman who had poured upon Him the box of very precious ointment, saying: “ Wher¬ ever this gospel shall be preached in the whole world, there shall also this, that this woman hath done, be told for a memorial of her.” On my return to Los Angeles there followed a long season of trials, hardships, misunderstandings and humiliations. At times it did seem as though the furnace had truly been heated “ seven times hotter than it had ever been heated before.” In my distress I often felt like saying with David, “ Hath God forgotten to be gracious ? Hath he in anger shut up his tender mercies ? ” Yet through this experience I learned in a prac¬ tical way that -our going through the fire is, after all, good for the soul. It refines it and brings the dross to the surface. MEETING THE SALVATION ARMY 89 This, I saw, is God’s purifying process through which even the Lord Himself had to pass, “ Though he were a son yet learned he obedience by the things he suffered.” “And through suffer¬ ing was the captain of our Salvation made per¬ fect.” Of this suffering, we are told, all the sons of God are partakers. “ For whom the Lord loveth he chasteneth, and scourgeth every son whom he reeeiveth.” I therefore resigned myself submis¬ sively, .and in the language of the poet I said: “ So wash me, Thou, without, within, Or purge with fire, if that must be. No matter how, if only sin, Die out in me, die out in me/’ God is shaping our lives, moulding our charac¬ ters, and making us Christlike, and ofttimes it is better for us that the stress should not be lessened, and the burden not be lightened, and that the storm should be allowed to blow and the struggle go on. In gloomy days and dark hours, I often won¬ dered if Christ really loved me, and why He did not come to my relief? But now, as I look back I can see plainly that in this very delay He mani¬ fested His great love for me. And the reason why He did not answer me when I cried was the same as why God did not answer Him when in His dark hour He cried: “ My God, My God, why hast thou forsaken me ? ” We are likewise to be crucified in the flesh to the things of the world, and it is hard for the natural man to die. He struggles 90 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH against the thorns, the cross, and the nails. Oh! how difficult it really is to attain unto that meek and gentle spirit He manifested when “ He was led as a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep be¬ fore her shearers is dumb, so he opened not his mouth.” After I had been six months away from the busi¬ ness I had left in the mining camp, I heard news that did not at all surprise me. The young man who had succeeded me as manager of the store turned out to be the exact sort of man my employer wanted me to he. He had freely mingled with saloon-keepers, gamblers, and such like, and in con¬ sequence after six months there was not much left of the stock or of the business. This young man had spent his time in saloons and gambling dens, and his money, or rather his employer’s, in fast living. The owner went down, discharged the young man, sold what goods he could, packed up the balance, and locked the door, being the loser of a considerable sum. In this time of perplexity, a friend heard of my difficulty and came to offer me his assistance. I had formed his acquaintance some years before, when he, himself, was in great trouble, and really helpless. I was, fortunately, at that time in posi¬ tion to render him the assistance he sorely needed. He was now in a prosperous business at a summer resort, not far from Los Angeles, and he came to MEETING THE SALVATION ARMY 91 the city to look me up. He told me that he had not forgotten my kindness to him in the past, and was only waiting for a proper opportunity when he could show his appreciation in a practical man¬ ner. He insisted upon my going with him to his home to rest awhile, for he saw that I was in need of it for mind and body. I accepted the invitation gladly. Both he and his wife, although not pro¬ fessed Christians, did all they possibly could in love and kindness, to make my stay with them com¬ fortable and' pleasant. He talked with me freely over the various de¬ tails of his business, showed me his books, and then made the splendid proposal that I come in with him as partner, offering me half interest in the business without a cent of investment on my part. I thought surely no man could treat another more generously than that. I could see at once the help I could be to him, and the alluring possibilities that there were before us both for the future in this business. I did not, however, give my consent at once, as I wished first to consult the Lord in prayer before deciding. When my friend showed me the various details of the business, we came to the ice-cream parlour. “ Here,” said lie, “ is the place where the money is made.” This had originally been a large hall, but was now divided by means of partitions into small apartments, each apartment being entirely private, where, however, not only ice cream but 92 OUT OU THE HOUSE OF JUDAH also beer, wine, or any other kind of strong drinks could be indulged in. These beverages were being supplied from the saloon next door by means of a hole in the wall, so cunningly arranged with a slide door that, when shut, it was invisible. When I went before God in prayer that night, all the busi¬ ness seemed to vanish except the hole in the wall and the ice-cream parlour. This last remained be¬ fore me and assumed an importance greater than all the rest of the business combined. This fact alone, however, would not have been sufficient at this time of great need to restrain me from entering into this temptation, as there ap¬ peared to me various, and, from a worldly point of view, excellent reasons for taking advantage of this promising opportunity. First there was the perse¬ cution of my own people, the Jews. Next there were the ridicule and scorn of unconverted Gen¬ tiles, and last, but not least, there was the support of myself and child. Here before me I saw the op¬ portunity of being relieved of all my troubles at one stroke. Indeed, was it not God’s answer to my prayers? For I had prayed earnestly 'to be deliv¬ ered out of my financial difficulties, and what could have been more reasonable than to suppose that this friend’s kindly offer, just at this time, had really come in answer to my prayer ? The night before, however, God had, in a dream, graciously revealed to me this very temptation, and my great danger. I did not, however, understand MEETING THE SALVATION ARMY 93 my dream, although. I was deeply impressed with it, and had reflected much upon it during the day, —hut when I went before God that night in prayer, I saw my dream of the previous night clearly, and it required no Daniel to interpret it, for the inter¬ pretation lay in this alluring business oppor¬ tunity. Realizing, unmistakably, how God had foreseen my danger and had warned me against it, I was fairly overcome with His wonderful love and could do nothing but praise Him. I was, however, “through” with this business opportunity; I had the victory and the devil again was defeated. I was sorry to disappoint my friend, but I told him that under no condition could I accept his offer, kind and promising though it was. Both he and his wife regretted my action very much and felt greatly disappointed at my rejecting their offer, and still held out before me the alluring pos¬ sibilities that were in store for us both. The grace of God, however, was sufficient. He gave me the power to resist temptation. It was some time before I was able to secure any position in Los Angeles, as by this time the doors were not only barred against me by the Jews, but the Gentile business firms, seeing I did not hold a position long, became suspicious of me also. X TEIALS AHD DIFFICULTIES F OE me, these were very trying times. I kept my heart right with God, however, and waited patiently on the Lord for His guidance. I saw that to he a Christian, this was my only course to pursue, no matter what the con¬ sequences. I had no trade I could take up, and for manual labour I was physically unfit. Often I wished I were a tentmaker, or had some other profession I could follow, enabling me to go about preaching the gospel, supporting myself by my own handiwork, as did the Apostle Paul. In the mean¬ time I attended every revival meeting which came to my notice. Here I had the opportunity of in¬ vesting what spiritual values I possessed where it could bring forth returns for the Kingdom of God. Helping others into the Christian life, greatly helped me in my own soul and strengthened my own faith in God; by its exercise I became stronger in the Lord. A very interesting experience came to me during this trying time. Dr. Brazee, of the Hazarene Church in Los Angeles, was holding a ten-day re¬ vival campaign in his church; conducted by the Eev. W. Morrison. These meetings I attended 94 TRIALS AND DIFFICULTIES 95 regularly. On Saturday morning of that week, I invested the last five cents, all my capital, at a bakery for buns. One of these I ate that morning, reserving the remaining ones for some future time, hiding them as the squirrel does his little nuts. The following day, Sunday, I spent all day at theso revival services. Souls came forward in all the meetings to accept Christ. I had been kept busy and interested in dealing with others, and had for¬ gotten all about myself. At night, however, on my way home from the meeting I realized that I was hungry. On discovering this, I increased my pace in order to get home the more quickly, remember¬ ing the buns which awaited me. As I went along, the devil overtook me; he seemed to walk beside me, almost in human form; he seemed much interested in me. He was very anxious to advise me as to my best welfare for the future. At first he sympathized with me for being weak and hungry; then he began to accuse Chris¬ tians for their indifference and lack of interest in me. He intimated that if all those people who had given such glowing testimonies in those church ser¬ vices all day were really Christians, I should not be going home hungry. “ Don’t you see ? ” he said, “ that they are all hypocrites; there is nothing real at all in this thing, and with all the rest of them you are deceived.” This, however, was no news to me at all. I had always heard from childhood that Christ was a de- 96 OUT OF, THE HOUSE OF JUDAH ceiver and an impostor, and that the poor Gentiles who were not familiar with the law of Moses, be¬ came an easy prey to this deception; the Jews, he said, were the only people who were right in their religious views for they always had the law and the prophets to guide them. For a moment it stunned me, it looked plausible and seemed like a temptation to me. I was weak and hungry. That certainly was true. Suddenly, however, recovering as if from a dream, I realized the truth. I saw the devil was a liar. He had overstepped his mark. There was not a single soul among all those Christians in that vast congregation that knew anything about my cir¬ cumstances, while there were many with whom I was well acquainted, yet not one of them knew any¬ thing about my true condition. I always dressed neat and clean while my clothes lasted, and to all appearances there was no reason for anyone to have even suspected my being in such dire need. In fact, it was my earnest desire to prevent anyone finding it out. Had my true condition been known, there were scores of people who would most gladly have done anything in their power to help me. I had heard it said how some Christians had been deceived and disappointed in Jews who had claimed to be converted to Christianity. “ This,” I said, “ shall never be said of this converted Jew.” I actually feared some might discover my need and would want to aid me. I was still too proud in TRIALS AND DIFFICULTIES 07 heart to accept any help. God evidently had seen my foolish pride and my need of humiliation and had permitted this very experience to come to me to teach me some lessons. Again the devil seemed to say: “ You don’t have to be tortured like this, going hungry. God never intended anyone to go hungry for His sake. You still have your facul¬ ties. Throw up the whole business of your Chris¬ tian profession; go back to your Jewish friends; tell them the awful mistake you have made. They will be glad to take you back, and you will soon again have a respectable position, earn your own bread and butter and be independent of anyone; don’t be a fool.” This was too much for me. I stopped in the road, turned on my adversary, the devil, and said audibly: “ You miserable devil! That is the way you deceived poor Judas, who sold his Lord for thirty pieces of silver, then went and hanged himself.” At this juncture I again saw my Lord as I had seen Him in the vision of that first night. I continued my journey home, heart-broken. I remembered how my Lord had suffered for the re¬ demption of my soul. How He again and again had gone hungry, and had no place where to lay His head, often spending whole nights alone in the mountains. I said: u Lord, forgive me! ” Some¬ how the devil left me and I had the victory. On reaching my room I immediately dropped on my knees beside my bed in prayer, before even light- 98 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH ing the lamp. God wonderfully came to me and •blessed my soul; I bad tbe victory. I remember closing my prayer, saying: “ Lord, if I can better glorify Tbee by starvation, Tby will be done.” Arising from my knees I lit my lamp. To my utter amazement and wonder I saw before me on tbe dresser a plate of fruit and a plate of nice sandwiches. This appeared to me to be a miracle, as though an angel from heaven bad brought them. I could hardly believe my eyes, and actually felt tbe fruit to find out if it were real. I could not understand bow these things could have come there. Such a thing bad never happened before. The next morning the mystery was solved. I roomed with an old couple, an ex-minister and his wife; they were most devoted Christians, most kind and considerate, and very much interested in my welfare. Yet even they did not know my real need, as I had never told them. The next morning, however, Mrs. Hallowell insisted that I have break¬ fast with them. Breakfast, and the usual morning worship being over, Mrs. Hallowell took me to task and pressed me to ted her how long I had been without food. I was shocked at her question, yet I did not desire to be untruthful. She had always shown the keenest interest in me and I respected her very highly. I tried very hard to evade telling her the real truth. Finally I said to her: “ Why do you ask me this question ? ” TRIALS AND DIFFICULTIES 99 u Well,” she said, u I’ll tell you, my dear boy, why I ask. Last night as I prepared for bed a voice seemed to whisper, ‘Abrams is going hun¬ gry.’ I could not believe it for a time, but the whisper came again and again, and still I put it from me. I finally retired for the night, feeling assured that this could not be true. I could not go to sleep, however, for the voice continued to whisper, ‘Abrams is going hungry.’ “ After tossing about for some time in bed, I finally got up, saying, ‘ All right, Lord, if the boy is hungry, I’ll see to it that he has something to eat.’ I partly dressed, went to the cupboard, fixed some sandwiches and a little fruit and took it to your room. Did you get it ? ” My heart was full, but I managed to answer: “ Yes, Mrs. ITallowell, thank you, I did.” On my return to Los Angeles I finally gave up all hope of securing any position as salesman. I therefore made up my mind to take any kind of work my hands might find to do, and to do it with all my might, as unto the Lord. I soon obtained a position at a hotel at Echo Mountain, 3,000 feet above sea level. This elevation, however, was no hindrance to God’s power and presence, as we shall see. A family had volunteered to take charge of my child until I attained to better circumstances, for which, of course, I was very thankful. Filling this position at the hotel for a few weeks, I dreamed 100 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH one night I was in the spirit. My wife, who had been dead some time, was also in the spirit, and we were beside three little boys, one of which was our own, and another belonging to the family where he was staying at the time; the third was a neighbour’s boy. These three little fellows were on their way to Kindergarten, accompanied by my wife on one side and myself on the other. We did not walk, but I cannot say by what power we traveled. My wife and I seemed to know that the boys could not see us, but we saw them and heard their conversation, and heard them as plainly as if we had walked beside them in the flesh. They were all using very profane language, and to hear our child entering into such conversation was a severe shock to us both. His mother looked very sad and disappointedly at me. I woke up at this point very much troubled, I realized it was the voice of God showing me, in the presence of my wife, the dangerous position in which our child 1 was. I had no rest, much as I needed the work and much as I wanted to keep my position. I tried to make arrangements to have my child with me, but failed in the effort. After a ten-days’ struggle I resigned my position, unable to endure the anguish any longer, and went down the incline, from the mountain, but up in Christ and love to God. Beaching the house where my little boy was staying, I saw him playing in the yard. At the TRIALS AND DIFFICULTIES 101 sound of my whistle he looked up and was soon in my arms. After greeting him I hinted at the con¬ versation I had heard in my dream, without dis¬ closing all of it. He looked at me in great sur¬ prise, and with the expression of guilt stamped upon his features. I recalled to him the day and the time when, in my dream, this incident took place, describing to him the clothes he and the other hoys were wearing at the time. Then I asked him to repeat the conversation exactly. Faltering, and with great embarrassment, he gave me word for word, the awful language. Every word was as I had heard it that night. I realized that God, our Heavenly Father, had loved me sufficiently to actually reveal to me my child’s real condition and danger. Needless to say, I looked for other quar¬ ters for my child. Yes; God still lives to guide His people. At this time a Christian lady, who was com¬ fortably situated, came to my aid. She had heard of my desire to leave Los Angeles. This was true. I felt I had been there long enough and was anx¬ ious for a change. This lady offered to take charge of my child, saying she was all alone, and that she would be glad to take the responsibility and give him the best of care. I consented to this kindly offer, and went to San Francisco. XI SOUL-WINNING EXPERIENCES A CHRISTIAN friend in Los Angeles liad given me a letter of introduction to a prominent business man in San Eran- cisco wbo was a Christian. The meeting with this gentleman appeared to me providential. He will perhaps never know what his kindness meant to me at this time. I had left Los Angeles feeling like a fugitive fleeing from justice, full of fear and trouble, hav¬ ing been hounded by persecution until I had no rest for the soles of my feet. Yet the only crime charged against me was a belief in Christ. The very words of greeting extended to me by this man acted like a balm to my troubled soul. He spoke to me kindly, with a tenderness in his voice like a father soothing his troubled child. This surprised me, as I was unaccustomed to such kind treatment. After inquiring as to my plans for the future, he extended an invitation to me to go home with him. This invitation was very acceptable. His was a Christian home in the truest sense. His dear wife received me kindly, and made me feel, at once, th$t I was a welcome guest. And the J0£ SOUL-WINNING EXPERIENCES 103 dear children! Of these there were no fewer than forty or fifty, yet only one their own, the rest being orphans for whom they cared. But you could not discern this one from the rest—all being treated alike. They were all so beautiful, so rosy, so happy. A dozen or more of these little ones climbed all over my host as soon as we entered the place. Two fair-haired little girls were in his arms at once. One succeeded in getting on his shoul¬ ders, and the rest were trying to get up there. As I watched this happy group, I wished for the artist’s talent and brush that I might preserve a memento of this beautiful scene before me. But I also thought how kind it was of God to provide for those fatherless ones such a loving father, and such a beautiful home. The inmates of the home, even to the servants, all moved about in a quiet gentle manner. The very atmosphere about the place seemed specially adapted to such surroundings. The air was balmy, soothing and refreshing. The books I found in my bedroom were of the best type of Christian literature, and during my stay I just feasted on them. The pictures on the wall and the mottoes all spoke of God. The next morning, after breakfast, I joined in family prayer. Then I took my Bible and started out for a stroll among the beautiful hills, and for a little season of being alone with God. The scenes about the place were superb. As I gazed 104 OUT OF, THE HOUSE OF JUDAH over the vast fields all covered with the loveliest golden coloured poppies, I felt as though the very ground were sacred. Then I remembered that the place was called “Beulah” (espoused). I spent a very delightful week at this home, and I often look hack to it with most pleasant memo¬ ries. Shortly after leaving I secured a position with a Christian firm in San Francisco, where I remained for over three years. As soon as I was properly located I sent at once to Los Angeles for my hoy. Although not quite nine years old, he made the trip to San Francisco, a distance of five hundred miles, all alone. The greater part of the trip he traveled on the engine. After being a few hours on the road he found his way to the engine and made the acquaintance of the engineer. This man, seeing that the child was traveling alone, in his kindness, asked him to ride on the engine with him. Of course, a hoy doesn’t need a second invitation to such an experience. This was the greatest time of his life. Weeks, nay, months afterwards, he never tired telling me of the wonders of that en¬ gine, and the kindness of the engineer and fire¬ man. Oh, the wonderful kindness of the Lord! I can never repay Him for His great love. I want to love Him more, live holier, and serve Him more faithfully! I had come to San Francisco a stranger, hardly SOUL-WINNING EXPERIENCES 105 knowing which way to turn. But the Lord, bless His dear name, just opened the right door for me, into the best kind of Christian home, where I could have my boy with me, and every comfort to make us happy. This was much appreciated by us both, after our former disappointments and separation. I realized something of what Peter must have felt when after fishing all night and catching nothing, toward morning, when cold, hungry and discouraged, he saw a bright fire on the shore and a kind voice saying, “ Come and dine! ” On land¬ ing, he found it was the Lord I And He is the same Lord still! As stated above, I was now in the employ of a Christian firm. The management of this firm al¬ ways aimed, as far as possible, to secure Christian help. Often this was impossible and they were obliged to hire others. Some made profession of being Christians just to obtain employment here, because of the fair and just treatment given to the employees, and also because the place closed on Sundays, while others of like character kept open. A splendid opportunity offered itself here to me to use my Christian influence in behalf of my fel¬ low work-mates, who were still unconverted, and God graciously blessed these efforts to the salvation of quite a few. Indeed, this became my spiritual academy. I have great reason always to remember it. Con¬ siderations of space, however, do not permit my 106 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH telling all that the Lord taught me, and how gra¬ ciously He used me here. Until this time I had been worshipping God under trying circumstances, having had continually to fear of being discovered by my employers of being a Christian, which meant persecution and loss of position, which I could ill afford. Now, however, being employed by a Christian firm I was released from this restraint, the chains of bondage were broken, I was set at liberty, I could worship God at will, without restriction, which was to me a great privilege. I was hungry in my soul for God, and wanted to devote my innermost affection to my Lord, to sit at Ilis feet and receive from. Him all the in¬ structions I could obtain through His Word. I craved to be saved from every wrong temper and disposition, from every tendency in life which was contrary to God’s holy will; I longed to be grafted into the mind and spirit of Christ, to be conformed to the likeness of God in whose image I was now created through faith in Christ. Here, in the employ of this Christian firm, my soul expanded like a tree that is planted by a river. I could have my little New Testament at my work, and at noon while refreshing my body, I could also refresh my soul. Thus my soul became truly u like a watered garden, and like a spring of water, whose waters fail not.” My spiritual experience increased, and with it the love of God abounded SOUL-WINNING EXPERIENCES 10T more and more. Here at my work, I found a lit¬ tle room which served me well as a “ power house.” This became to me, “ the secret place of the Most High.” Here I fled for refuge in every time of need, many battles were fought and won in this room on my knees. It was a secluded spot, away from the noise and confusion, very fitting and suit¬ able for my purpose. While I cannot possibly record all the Lord did for me and others during my stay with this Chris¬ tian firm, yet I want to record the following inci¬ dent to show God’s guiding hand in the affairs of man. One of the bakers employed here was a source of great annoyance and trial to me. He was one of those jolly, happy-go-lucky kind of chaps. To him nothing seemed really serious; whether of life or death, all was a joke with him. He was full of fun and laughter, nothing really troubled him, and a wedding or a funeral was all the same to him. If he heard of a man being run over by a train, he would say, jestingly, “ What a fool he must have been to think he could stop a train.” He had a comical song to accompany every jest, and this greatly amused the young men and the young girls about the place. His many funny stories, generally of double meaning, drew the young people around him like bees around the honeycomb. What made, it sorrowful to me was that he claimed to be a Christian, and boasted of the fact that he was bet- 108 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH ter than those Christians who profess great piety and reverence. for God. Thus, he was setting up a wrong standard and a poor example before these young people. To me this man was a great of¬ fence, and I believe an offence to God, for he not only played the fool, but was a hypocrite and a stumbling-block in the way of sinners. I realized that as long as this man had the in¬ fluence over these people he had, it was impossible to reach them with the gospel of Christ and bring them to think seriously of their soul’s salvation. Yet how to remedy the condition without doing any injury to either the baker or the young people was a problem. I needed grace, power and wis¬ dom, and these I realized God alone could supply. So I gave myself up to Him and communed often with my Lord. At this period my “ power house ” served me well. I had to exercise faith, patience and long-suffer¬ ing until God’s fullness of time had come. Finally it came, but in an entirely different way from what I had either planned or expected. After four or five weeks of patient waiting on the Lord, and won¬ dering all the while how to approach the matter, the time came when God opened the way. One day at noon, while the baker and his help¬ ers were eating their lunch in their room, I was likewise eating my lunch in my room with only a thin partition between us. As usual, I could hear the baker’s tongue rattling along at a great rate, SOUL-WINNING EXPERIENCES 109 jesting and sporting with religious matters, caus¬ ing peals of laughter to go up, which seemed to me like the smoke of the burning incense by Korah, Dathan and Abiram, who offered strange lire be¬ fore God and were swallowed up by the earth for their folly. I marvelled they were not afraid to commit such sacrilege. While I thought about these things, the Holy Spirit brought to my remembrance a verse of Scripture, and the Spirit said, “ Use it.” I at once looked it up in my little Testament and read it over carefully and found it most suitable for the occasion. I immediately acted as the Lord di¬ rected. I wrote the chapter and verse on a piece of paper and took it in to where the men were still jesting and having a good time. I laid the piece of scrap paper before the baker. “ The Lord has given me this for you, my brother,” I said, quietly. “ When you go home, kindly look it up in your Bible, read it carefully until you know it by heart, and when you have learned the lesson, come and tell me about it.” With this, I left the room. The next morning when I came to my work I met the baker, and as usual said “ good morning,” but instead of giving me his usual friendly reply, he made no response. He passed me several times during the day, but seemed not to notice me, and again at night he left without bidding me the usual “good night.” Not a sound came out of the bake- shop all the next day. Several people inquired as 110 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH to what was the matter with -, but no one seemed to know. Three times that day I ran into my “ power house ” to praise God, for I saw the leaven put into the meal was working and I was asking the Lord not to let up, but to keep the fire burning. I promised the Lord that I would do my part in supplying the fuel. Three weeks passed without any greeting being passed between myself and the baker, and with three weeks of silence in the bakeshop. It seemed as though lockjaw had seized Mr. -, and everyone wondered at the sudden change which had come over him. They could not understand what had happened. One day while eating my lunch, the door of my room opened gradually, I looked up and there stood my baker, looking rather timid and shy. a Brother A.,” he said, a may I come in ? ” “ Cer¬ tainly, come in,” I responded. He did, and as ho approached me his chin quivered and his eyes filled with tears. Without a word he knelt down beside my little table. I knelt down beside him, putting my arm about him. He began to sob; then stam¬ meringly he muttered, “ Oh, pray for me.” I did, and finally he prayed for himself. Yes, with all his heart, he cried like a child, and told the Lord all about it. When relief came to his soul he told me what he had suffered through those w T eeks. “ Brother A.,” he said, “ I have read the verse of 'Scripture you gave me and I have learned its les- SOUL-WINNING EXPERIENCES 111 son, but oli, the price it cost me! ” Again he burst into tears. He asked me to forgive him for his unkindly treatment. And, of course, I did so very gladly. He became a wonderfully changed man, and a very sweet, tender-hearted follower of the the Lamb of God. The verse of Scripture I gave him was James 1 : 26 : “ If any man among you seem to be religious, and bridleth not his tongue, but deceiveth his own heart, this man’s religion is vain.” I opened my heart to him and told him of my anxious desire for the salvation of those about us. I engaged him to unite with me in prayer for them. Often we went together before the Lord in our little “ power house,” and, ere long, the showers began to come down and souls were converted to God. The first one to come to God was this baker’s helper, a young man about eighteen years of age, raised in a good Christian home but now running wild with a lot of other young men much older than himself. The next was a young man who had served in the American army during the Spanish-American War. When he was discharged from the service he came to San Francisco with two other young men who were also discharged soldiers. They each had from five hundred to seven hundred dollars, and wanted to see the town; and they surely did—• in one night! The next morning they woke up in 112 OUT OF, THE HOUSE OF JUDAH a strange place. They could not remember bow they bad ever got there, and to their surprise found that, between the three of them, they had not money enough left to buy one breakfast! One of the three boys obtained work in our place as a dish-washer, with the result that here he found Christ as his Saviour and became a beautiful Christian. And so the work went on, souls coming to God, one by one. / XII JOIXIXG THE SALVATION ARMY I HAVE already described bow I first met with tbe Salvation Army while in business in a mining town on the Mojave desert. In San Francisco I came in touch with them again, and this time through a Jewish Christian. This young man was the son of a Hebrew rabbi in Hun¬ gary, who had come to this country in his youth. Not having a proper guardian, he formed the ac¬ quaintance of wrong associates. Ere long he be¬ came a professional gambler; he also acquired every other evil habit common to men who follow that profession. This young man was formerly employed by a so- called fashionable restaurant in Los Angeles, not of the best moral character. One Sunday, while walking down the street he was attracted by the music of the Salvation Army, holding an open-air meeting. He stopped, listened, and soon became much interested in the testimonies he heard given. When the Salvationists left their open-air stand and marched to their hall, he followed them. Here, again, the band played, the soldiers sang, and testimonies were delivered, some of which appealed 113 114 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH to His conscience. Here before him were men whose former lives, in many respects, resembled bis own. These men told how, through faith in Christ, their lives had become changed for the better. During this meeting he became convicted of his own sinful habits; he felt certain that if God had done so much for these people, he could see no rea¬ son why the same could not be possible in his own case. When an invitation was given at the end of the service, to those desiring to accept Christ to step forward, he, with others, obeyed; and sure enough, the miracle which had been performed in others became also vividly real in his own life. The change in him was truly remarkable. All his former evil habits and evil companions were dropped at once. He immediately went back to the place where he was employed and gave up a lucra¬ tive position. When the manager asked the reason he frankly told him that he had given himself to God and joined the Salvation Army, and could not serve God and liquor at the same time. He at once became a soldier in the Army ranks. When I met him again in San Francisco, I found him a most faithful attendant at the Salvation Army services,—a man clean and pure in charac¬ ter, devoted to God and Christ, and as humble as a child. This one-time dissipated Hebrew gambler, with¬ out stability of character, who could neither be trusted and without strength to trust himself, has JOINING THE SALVATION ARMY 115 for years been filling a most responsible position of trust, with credit and honour, enjoying the ut¬ most confidence of all associated with him. His conversion is no mere speculative theory, but an experimental fact, a living, practical reality. Thus he is another witness of the truth that “ the gospel of Jesus Christ is the power of God unto salvation to every one that believeth,” and that Jews are no exception to this rule. Through this young man I became a regular at¬ tendant at the Salvation Army meetings. The Officers of the Corps became acquainted with me and gave me many privileges. In their company I visited the prisons and hospitals, and also fre¬ quently accompanied them when visiting the poor and needy in the slums of the city. Here I saw scenes of poverty and destitution such as I never knew existed in this land of plenty. When we entered some of these homes (if such they could be called) and saw the misery of the needy ones dwelling there, a cry went up in my heart, “ Oh for men and women to do the work of Christ! ” What particularly impressed me in these visita¬ tions was the thoroughness with which they were carried out. Every tenant in the building was called upon. The non-sectarian spirit manifested by the Officers in dealing with the people made this possible. And this expressed exactly my idea of Christianity. I felt that if Christ died for the salvation of all, then we, His followers, ought to 116 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH live for the salvation of all. This I saw, was also the doctrine of Christ. “ He died for all, that they which live should not henceforth live unto them¬ selves, hut unto him, which died for them, and rose again.” II Cor. 5: 15. In these house-to-house visitations, we met peo¬ ple of every nationality and of every form of re¬ ligion, yet they were all treated alike and all re¬ ceived like attention. Where no objections were made they were prayed with. Where it was pos¬ sible and convenient those who acknowledged to not being converted were urged to surrender to God and to accept Christ as their Saviour. Many pre¬ cious souls responded to the invitation and gave their hearts to God. Great indeed were our privi¬ leges and opportunities. When I saw the appreciation and gratitude manifested by those we were able to relieve mate¬ rially, or help spiritually, the secret became clear to me why the multitudes followed the Lord Jesus three days’ journey into the desert, without even eating, and why the common people heard Him gladly. I became more and more interested in this work, and after mingling with these people three years, I decided to throw in my lot with them. I became a soldier and later an Officer in their ranks. Here also a new experience awaited me. I had lived a widower seven years and had fully deter- JOINING THE SALVATION ARMY 117 mined to spend the remainder of my days in that condition of life. However, the Lord’s ways are not always open to us beforehand—at any rate I changed my mind. Ensign Charlotte Matthis, an experienced and devoted Salvation Army Officer, had just returned from the Hawaiian Islands, where she had spent three years in most self-sacrificing service for the Master. In San Francisco we frequently met at the public services, where our co-operation in faith and prayers was most signally owned and blessed of God. To us it became plain that our meeting was providential. We became attached to each other and after a year’s engagement, we were mar¬ ried. My precious boy needed a mother. For seven years I had done my best to be both father and mother to him, but I fear my efforts in this double capacity were hardly up to the mark. There are things needful in a child’s life which only a mother can supply. God was very kind, to raise up such a mother for my boy, with her keen knowledge and experience of the moral and spir¬ itual, as well as the physical, needs of the child. Much is due to her influence that our dear boy is, to-day, an Officer in the Salvation Army, preach¬ ing the gospel. To this, God graciously added another blessing to our union, giving us a little daughter, which by His help we are trying to raise to the same end. 118 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH The fact that my dear wife is an experienced Chris¬ tian, and devoted to her work for God, greatly added to our usefulness in our labours for the Master. Many souls have been added to the Church of God through our ministry. XIII FIRST APPOINTMENTS AS OFFICER A T my first appointment as Salvation Army Officer I learned the real meaning of the words of the prophet, “ The just shall live by faith.” The Corps to which I was sent had once been prosperous, with perhaps forty or more soldiers, but through the unwise conduct of one Officer, the influence of the Salvation Army in the community had become ruined, and the work greatly hindered. My predecessor had been in charge for two years under very trying circumstances; he was a devoted worker, but physically unable to go on with the task. The Army owned the hall property. When the hall was first built the location was good, but dur¬ ing the lapse of time the business portion developed its main interests in another direction so that bv the time I went there our hall was deserted, al¬ most outside the town proper. There were no sidewalks on the street leading to it, and in rainy weather it was difficult of access. Nor were there any lights in this section of the town. 119 120 OUT OF, THE HOUSE OF JUDAH The Salvation Army was looked upon with scorn, its motives were not understood by the better classes, and as a consequence the financial support was far from good. As a Captain of the Salvation Army I was en¬ titled to $8.00 a week as salary, providing, how¬ ever, all other expenses in connection with the Corps had first been met. The first few weeks of my stay here my salary averaged from $1.63 to $2.75 a week, and there were days when I wished for a corn field to pluck the ears of corn, but found none. Then, again, there were days when the Lord would wonderfully surprise me. Eising one morn¬ ing to prepare my breakfast I found my cupboard was empty. The owner of the nearest grocery store was not very friendly toward the Salvation Army, and had always treated me as though I had no right to live on the same earth with him. I had never asked him for any favours and was rather reluctant to ask him for any now, but in my need I decided I would do so. On opening my front door to go to him, I dis¬ covered a nice new package of breakfast food stuck in between the screen and the door. This, with what milk I had left over from the night before, made me a nice meal. As I ate my heaven-sent breakfast that morning, I thought of the words of the Master to His disciples: “ Therefore I say unto you, take no thought for your life, what ye FIRST APPOINTMENTS AS OFFICER 121 shall eat, or what ye shall drink; nor yet for your body, what ye shall put on. Is not life more than meat, and the body than raiment ? Behold the fowls of the air: for they sow not, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns; yet your Heavenly Father feedeth them.” That morning after my sumptuous meal I called on one of my most faithful soldiers, a dear Chris¬ tian man who had lost a leg and was then in the County Hospital. I spent a very profitable time with him, and then visited the inmates of this in¬ stitution with a result that two souls sought God. On my way back, walking along the railroad track for about three miles in the burning hot sun, I wondered how I would get provisions sufficient to carry me over Sunday. Praying and singing, I went on my way, praising God for the salvation of those two souls at the hospital. Arriving at my quarters I opened the doors and windows in order to get a good circulation of air, as it was a very hot day. On trying to open the back door I found it opened rather hard, as if something were in the way. Looking around the comer for the cause, I discovered that in my ab¬ sence some kind man had left a box of eatables on my back porch with everything in it that my cup¬ board needed—a bountiful supply. What could I do but fall at my Saviour’s feet and praise Him ? Not having anyone to go with me to the open- / 122 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH air meetings, I went out faithfully every night, alone, with a bass drum as my companion. The open-air attendance was always good. In this little town of perhaps 8,000 inhabitants we had twenty-nine saloons. They were well patronized at night, my open-air audience was made up largely of this patronage. Being alone, the work was naturally very hard on my voice, and what with the winter months and the rainy season coming on, the devil had a good chance of attack in trying to discourage me. One night while alone in my quar¬ ters he took occasion to pay me a friendly visit, suggesting to me that if I continued in this work during the rainy season I would soon wear myself out and then I would have to retire from the work, defeated. u Besides,” he continued, “ your audi¬ ence consists mostly of foreigners, Mexicans, Portu¬ guese and Japanese, and what is the use of preach¬ ing to these ? ” I saw that the devil was really interested in my welfare and that he was dealing with me wisely, like a father cautioning his son, and I agreed with him readily and saw that he was right. It was a foggy night anyhow, and my room was really more comfortable than the street corner, so I stayed in. This was the first time I had ever failed to go out into the open air. How, what do you think happened? That same night I dreamed that I was in a large auditorium, not as a preacher, but as a spectator. There was a preacher on the platform and he FIRST APPOINTMENTS AS OFFICER 123 preached a very effective sermon to an attentive and interested crowd, although I could not tell what he said. But by the manner in which his sermon affected the people, I felt his talk was bring¬ ing forth good results. The audience was made up mostly of foreigners. They were all bowed down with grief and weep¬ ing. Upon waking, with the scene still real before me, I knelt before God in deep repentance. I then understood Peter’s vision of a “ sheet let down from heaven by four corners, filled with all manner of four-footed beasts and creeping things,” and I said: “ Yes, Lord, I will go doubting nothing.” I went out as usual that night to the open air, stopping first at the hall to pray, and get my drum. While kneeling in prayer beside my drum, the door opened and a man stepped in. Seeing me in the attitude of prayer he came and knelt beside me and then in broken English, but in the Spirit, prayed himself. On opening my eyes I looked into the face of the ugliest looking Mexican I had ever seen. He seemed so pleased to meet me and related the story of his conversion in Los Angeles on the Plaza (the Mexican quarter) ten years before. He was now a Salvation Army soldier. I took him with me to the open air and as soon as he began to speak I felt the power of the Holy Ghost. He spoke in the Mexican language, and although I did not understand a word he said, I was deeply 124 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH affected. I saw that the people standing on the sidewalk were all in tears. When my Mexican brother was through speak¬ ing, I asked him to invite the people to come to our service. Five Mexicans came with us, and at the close of the indoor meeting all five accepted Christ as their personal Saviour. USTot having many soldiers to look after, I spent a good deal of my time in visiting and praying with the sick. Eot being able to get the people to attend the services in the hall, I organized cottage prayer-meetings. God graciously blessed this ef¬ fort. Souls became converted in these services and the interest increased. Before long, the Methodists, Baptists, and the Presbyterians, all held cottage prayer-meetings. Previous to this time, there had not been a prayer-meeting held in the town for three years. So the Salvation Army did some good, at least in awakening an interest in the salvation of souls. The influence of these meetings spread, not only in town, but to the outskirts as well. Calls came from different parts—a wealthy lady living in the country, a beautiful Christian character, became keenly interested in the salvation of her neigh¬ bours who lived on ranches scattered over a large area, without either a church or Sunday School near. She built a church at her own expense, and even paid the minister’s salary. This lady invited me to help her in the services, FIRST APPOINTMENTS AS OFFICER 125 with the result that in three nights fifteen souls came to God. A peculiar incident occurred to me while on my way to this place. I was to get off at a flag station and walk down the road to a certain farmhouse and get further instructions. When I got off at the flag station named, it was so foggy that I could not see anybody of whom I might enquire. I took chances walking down the road. In about fifteen minutes I came to a farmhouse, and in answer to my inquiry the lady directed me. I expressed my appreciation for her kindness, and before leaving I told her of my errand and invited her to attend the services at the church. In reply she told me with sorrowful expression that she was not a Christian. This gave me the opportunity to deal with her concerning her souls salvation, re¬ sulting in her accepting Christ. She also prayed for her unconverted husband. I continued on my journey, crossing the fresh ploughed field as I had been told, but not reaching the little stream I was told to cross in order to reach the place, I became uneasy, for this seemed a large field, and it was rather difficult to walk. The fog was still on, so I could not see any dis¬ tance. Hearing someone talking to horses, I started in the direction of the voice. Reaching the place I saw the man, who was using most profane language to his horses. The man was plowing with a gang plow and twenty-four horses. I saluted him in a friendly way; as he stopped I asked to 126 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH be directed to the place. This he did very gladly. In conversation I told him of my errand and asked him if he would attend the services at the church. He laughed heartily and then informed me that there were already so many hypocrites about there that he did not care to increase the number. I told him God would surely love him for his sincere intention and that because of the many hypocrites in the world Jesus died and shed His blood that they might be saved from their hypocrisy and re¬ ceive power to live godly lives in sincerity and in truth, and that it was these same kind of hypocrites who put Jesus to death. I told him that after He arose from the dead 3,000 of these hypocrites re¬ pented of their sins and became converted, and that came about through the life and testimony of one man who was a real Christian. “ How do you know,” I said, “ but that God may use you as a witness to save these hypocrites around about here ? ” I told him of my own Christian experiences, and before long we were both in tears kneeling beside the gang-plow in the fresh-plowed field, and this dear man accepted Christ as his Saviour. When I reached my destination I was still in tears; the lady met me at the gate and looking into my face asked the reason of my peculiar joy. When I told her my experience, she informed me that this man was the worst blackguard in that part FIRST APPOINTMENTS AS OFFICER 127 of the country, and that the woman I had prayed with first was his wife. That night, at the first service in the church, both the man and his wife were present and gave their sincere testimony for Christ. In Santa Rosa, California, one Saturday, while War Cry selling in the business part of the city, I entered a saloon and asked the bartender if I could sell him a War Cry. He very gruffly answered, “ No! ” I thanked him and was about to go when a well-dressed gentleman who had just emptied his glass called to me, “ Here, Captain, I’ll take a War Cry! ” I handed him one and in return he gave me two bits and would take no change. He beckoned me to go with him to the rear of the saloon. I followed him. When we were out of hearing distance of the bartender he placed his hands on my shoulders and looking me straight in the face said: u Tell me, Captain, is there any truth in this thing you preach about on the street corner ? ” I assured him that there was, proving the same with my own testimony. With tears in his eyes he said: “ My boy, you’re the right man for me.” He then handed me his card, saying: “ Will you please call on me Monday evening at seven-thirty ? ” I assured him that I would, and left him. In the evening meeting at the Citadel I inci¬ dentally alluded to a tall, handsome man wearing a green sweater whom 1 had met in a saloon. I 128 OUT OF, THE HOUSE OF JUDAH asked the comrades of the Corps to pray that God might touch his heart and save him. Immediately I had finished speaking I noticed that a lady sit¬ ting in the audience bowed her head and cried. At the close of the service this lady came to me and said: “ That man you spoke of is my hus¬ band; he has been on a spree for six weeks, and please/’ she begged, “ won’t you come to see him to-night ? ” I was easily persuaded, and my wife and I ac¬ companied her home. Arriving there we found her husband sitting in front of the fireplace trying to broil a large steak. Turning his face he looked at me in surprise and said quickly: “ Didn’t we agree to-day to meet Monday evening ? ” I acknowledged that that was true. I at once took up the trend of the morning con¬ versation, dealing with him kindly but faithfully. In a few minutes we were on our knees in prayer, with the result that this dear man gave his heart to God. When he realized that his sins were really for¬ given, through faith in Jesus Christ, and that it was a reality, the joy of the Lord came upon him and embracing his wife he cried like a child. From his hip pocket he drew a 42 calibre re¬ volver, and opening up the center he threw out its contents and gave them to me. Closing it up again, he said in tears: “ This would have sent FIRST APPOINTMENTS AS OFFICER 129 'both myself and wife into eternity tbis night, bad you not come here.” He bad held a very prominent position with the Metropolitan Insurance Company for many years, but on account of bis many periodical sprees the firm bad been obliged to dismiss him. After a few months I was enabled by the grace of God to have tbis man returned to bis former position. Both be and bis wife became beautiful Chris¬ tians. They united with a church in Oakland, Cal., where they settled down. XIV DIVINE HEALING S INCE my conversion I liave enjoyed God’s favour and power, and when the proper oc¬ casion offered I have unhesitatingly exer¬ cised my faith in praying for the sick with en¬ couraging results. I have never considered it a special gift or particular work, hut have looked upon it as part of God’s merciful endowment in Christ our Saviour. The healing of our bodily ail¬ ments seem to be incorporated in the agreement as the following Scripture would indicate: a Is any among ye afflicted ? Let him pray. Is any merry ? Let him sing psalms. Is any sick among you? Let him call on the elders of the church; and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord; and the prayer of faith shall save the sick, and the Lord shall raise him up; and if he have committed sins they shall be forgiven him.” James 5:13-16. The following few cases of God’s divine mani¬ festations may prove a help and blessing: Physicians Baffled In the Corps where I became a soldier, we had .a little girl ten years of age, who was gradually 130 DIVINE HEALING 131 wasting away with consumption. Several eminent physicians in San Francisco had tried their skill for the recovery of this child, hut alas! their efforts failed. The case was finally given up as incurable. The mother came to me one day, broken-hearted and in tears, telling me of her great sorrow. She told me how this little girl came to her as an in¬ fant, full of health and beauty, and was the joy and gladness of their home until the terrible dis¬ ease began its dreadful work. She told me how she had tried every available means, but all in vain, and that in spite of all her efforts she found the little pillow on which the child rested at night al¬ most every morning covered with blood. I asked her if she had tried the Lord. She re¬ plied, “ No.” Then I said: “ Let us pray and fast to-morrow, and to-morrow night I will come and anoint her with oil, in accordance with the Word of God, which declares, ‘ the prayer of faith shall save the sick, and the Lord shall raise him up.’ ” Accordingly, I called the next evening at the ap¬ pointed time. We prayed, and anointed her with oil, and the Lord was faithful to His word—He raised her up. Surprise Picture Four years later, while stationed as a Salvation Army Officer in Santa Hosa, California, I received the following letter from this little girl, enclosing also her photo, which I would like to reproduce, for 132 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH she certainly does not show in her picture that she had ever been a victim of consumption. Her letter follows: “ Napa City, Cal., “ April 15, 1905. “ Dear Captain :—I thought I would drop you a few lines to let you know that I am still in God’s work. I feel it’s my place. I have not had a hemorrhage of the lung since you anointed me with oil. Surely God had a work for me to do. “ I go to the jail meetings every Sunday morn¬ ing with Captain Miron. I sing, and pray, and testify. I try to get men saved. Mamma is now working here. I send one of my pictures with Captain Miron’s baby sitting on my lap. “ Your little sister in Christ, “ Myrene Bickford.” May I speak of another case, the wife of a Methodist minister? Pie and his wife had been missionaries in Africa, but were obliged to give up their work and come home on account of the wife’s nervous breakdown. This minister, at the time, had charge of a small church in a village not far from where I was stationed. I held several meetings in this village with most satisfactory results. I was entertained at the min¬ ister’s home. The wife up to this time had not attended any kind of public service for eight DIVINE HEALING 133 months. She told me one day how much she would like to attend one of my meetings, as she had never before met a converted Jew, nor had she ever heard one preach. I told her to come, and assured her that this converted Jew was perfectly harmless. She came, and I asked her to sing, and she sang a solo very effectively. She went home that night with no ill effect following her exertion. The next day both her husband and I prayed and anointed her with oil in the name of the Lord. The follow¬ ing Sunday, while in the morning service, the realization came to her from God that she was healed, and there was great joy in the camp, I as¬ sure you. She has remained healed ever since. Given Up to Die The case of another woman who was given up by her physician to die might be of interest. A comrade and myself came to this house (if the place where we found this woman lying on a cot could be called a house). When we entered the scene was touching in the extreme. In a little room, almost bare, lay this woman. Beside her cot stood her three little girls, aged five, seven and ten years, weeping as though their little hearts would break. With them stood two neighbour women, also weeping yet trying their best to comfort the broken-hearted children. After praying with them, and singing “ Jesus, Lover of My Soul,” we left the room, unable to 134 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH endure the sight any longer. My comrade, who was an ex-pugilist, said to me, when we came on the outside, that the tears of those little ones had knocked him out more completely than the strong¬ est opponent he had ever met in the ring. In the evening meeting, that same day, a lady informed me that the woman we visited in the morning had been sitting up in bed that afternoon and taking nourishment. Three days later this same sup¬ posedly dying woman stood with us in the open air, and in the presence of perhaps two hundred people, told of her experience as to how the Lord had saved her while we were praying and singing at her bedside, and how the Lord had raised her up. Converted From Judaism I want to add another experience, and this one is especially interesting to me, and I pray it may likewise bless all others who may chance to read it. At the time of my conversion from Judaism to Christianity I lived in southern California, while my eldest brother lived in Oakland. During our separation we corresponded regularly; neverthe¬ less, I withheld from him the news of my con¬ version to Christianity, hoping to retain his brotherly love and friendship until such a time as God would open the way for mo to disclose this truth. Having been a Christian about four years, I DIVINE HEALING 135 finally went to San Erancisco to live. Erom there I frequently called on my brother, as Oakland is hut a half-hour’s ride across San Erancisco Bay. During these visits I gradually unfolded my Chris¬ tian experiences to him. This, of course, greatly surprised him, yet, seeing the change in my life, he was obliged to acknowledge that something un¬ usual had happened, though he could not under¬ stand what it was. One night I dreamed of being in a sick chamber, where a young girl was lying in a dying condition. A voice seemed to say: “ Pray in the name of Jesus, and the Lord will raise her up.” At this I awoke, wondering at my dream, for it all seemed very real. The furniture in the room, the pic¬ tures on the wall, the white enamelled bed, the frail, beautiful, pale-faced girl with her eyes closed, the mother standing beside the bed, weeping most bitterly, covering her face with her hands, was all before me in vivid reality rather than like a dream. During the day following I tried my best to un¬ ravel the meaning of this dream. I tried to iden¬ tify the place and the parties concerned in it, but failed. The following Sunday I visited my brother in Oakland as usual. In response to my knock, my sister-in-law came to the door. The Meaning of the Dream I scarcely recognized her. Her face was swollen, 136 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH her eyes bloodshot, and she could speak only with great difficulty. In amazement I said: “ Why, Eva, what is the matter ? ” With quivering lips, hardly above a whisper, she answered: “ Our dear Elsie is dying.” This was my niece, my brother’s eldest child, a handsome girl of sixteen. Two emi¬ nent physicians had given her up as hopeless that night. With this reply, she led the way into the sick room. There before me lay the sick girl, merely breathing, her eyes closed. The mother was standing at the foot of the bed, broken-hearted and in tears, with her face buried in her hands. I need not tell you that here before me was the interpretation of my dream. I said to my sister- in-law: “ Don’t cry; this sickness is not unto death, in spite of the doctor’s decision. I will pray. God is able to raise her up.” To this she answered: “ Are you going to pray in the name of Jesus?” I said, “ Yes. It is the only way I can pray to be heard by God.” To this she replied: “ You cannot pray in this house in that Uame.” I answered : a Very well. I will leave this house, but I will pray in the ISTame of Jesus.” United Prayer Leaving her, I walked down Broadway, where the Christian and Missionary Alliance people were holding a meeting. I requested them kindly to unite in prayer with me for this child, which they gladly did. DIVINE HEALING 137 My sister-in-law had promised to let me know how Elsie was. Accordingly on Tuesday I re¬ ceived a postal card informing me that Elsie was better. I called there that evening, and (to the glory of God I am bearing this witness) I found Elsie sitting up in bed and her mother administer¬ ing nourishment to her. I said to my sister-in-law: “ This is the evidence that God heard my prayer for Elsie in the Name of Jesus.” To this she replied: “ If Elsie recov¬ ers, I will make a nice party and invite all our relatives and friends from San Francisco, and I will prepare a nice dinner, and you must come with Gus [my little boy], and we will all have a real good time together.” I said to her: “ No! God forbid you should do anything like that. When Elsie is well again you must get down on your knees before God and thank Him, for it is He who raised up your child. Un¬ less you do this, your child’s illness may come back again. A thanksgiving service to God is the only kind of feast I will have anything to do with.” Elsie recovered from her sickness. Contrary to the advice given her mother, a party was arranged for. Friends and relatives were invited, and they had a good time, with music and dancing. I, of course, did not attend. Shortly after this feast Elsie again took to her bed, from which she never again arose, 138 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH Dying Giri/s Secret During her illness I visited her frequently. She was much interested in the Old Testament Scrip; tures, having studied Hebrew under a Jewish rabbi, and knowing how I also was interested in the Scriptures, she talked freely with me on the subject. We discussed many passages of Scripture, which her instructor, the rabbi, had told her to omit reading, explaining to her that these passages were not intended to be understood by us. The Lord, however, helped me to understand them and I, in turn, imparted what light I had to her. This brought great joy and satisfaction to her. Almost all of these forbidden passages alluded to Christ. On one of these visits she confided to me, with her face beaming with joy, “ Oh, uncle! ” she said, “ I now see that this Jesus is truly the Messiah. Isn’t it wonderful! ” Then she added, “ But please don’t let mamma or papa know what I said.” This, however, proved to be the last opportunity I had of seeing her in this world, for shortly after I received a note from my brother containing but one line, and that was, “ Don’t you ever dare to cross my threshold.” I never have. I crossed the Bay with my little boy every week, taking a bou¬ quet of the choicest flowers I could find. These I would send to the house of my brother for Elsie by my little son, nine years old, while I remained two blocks away from the house. DIVINE HEALING 139 This continued for some months, until one morn¬ ing early my little hoy said to me: “ Papa, I saw Elsie in my dream. I seemed to he playing in our front yard, when suddenly I heard some one calling, 6 Gussie, Gussie! 7 I looked around, and by the gate stood Elsie, dressed in pure white; she looked so beautiful and happy. She waved her hand to me, saying, ( By-by, Gussie. I must re¬ turn whence I came, 7 and off she skipped across the street laughing, and I woke up. 77 Parents' Anguish We crossed the Bay that day as usual with a nice bouquet of flowers. I waited on the corner while my little hoy went to the house. This time he re¬ turned with the sad message: “ Uncle Isidor is walking the floor with his hands clasped behind. Aunt Elva took the flowers and told me that Elsie was buried last Wednesday. They were all crying. 77 Other similar cases might be given, but these will suffice as a testimony to substantiate the truth that the Lord is faithful to His promise: “ Lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world, 77 and that He is faithful to His disciples now, as in the past, “ working with them with signs and wonders following. 77 “ Comfort one another with these words—that ye sorrow not, even as others which have no hope.— For if we believe that Jesus died and rose again, 140 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH even so them also which sleep in Jesus will God bring with him.” Before closing let me add just one more experience. This is done with the prayer that this message may reach some hearts in need of comfort as was my own when the Lord sent it. I have before alluded to my boy, four years old, whom the Lord saw fit to take to Himself, whose death occurred shortly before my conversion. I loved this child very dearly, not only because I was his parent, but because he was of such a sweet, an¬ gelic disposition. This loss to me seemed irrepa¬ rable. Although I had now been converted and my hope and trust were in God, yet I could not be reconciled. My heart was broken, and a loneliness and desire for this child would steal over me at times that seemed quite unbearable. At the end of one very sad day of this kind, the Lord gave me a very glorious night. Truly, “ Weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning.” In my sleep I saw the sky cut in half, the right side of which was rolled away, the left side remaining a very clear blue. The space where the sky had been was filled with the most beautiful light; not glaring or painful to the eyes, as excessive light generally is, but mellow, soft and inviting. While I was interested in this beautiful light, I suddenly observed human beings coming from be¬ hind the blue part of the sky into the light, and then downward toward the earth on an angle of DIVINE HEALING 141 perhaps forty-five degrees. They came two and three abreast, a sort of procession. They were of different sizes, very much as one ordinarily sees in a public gathering. Among the grown people were also a goodly mixture of children, dressed alike in pure white robes, but such white as I have never seen in this world. Their faces and hair were still whiter; snow in its purest state could not compare with it. They did not walk, they glided along gently. There was no sound of any kind but per¬ fect stillness prevailed. None of them were known to me, but they all looked happy, contented and perfectly free from care. While I was most in¬ tensely interested and enraptured with the sight, a voice said: a The first one is Jesus! ” I quickly looked down the line and caught a glimpse of Him, and just as quickly after I awoke surprised and dis¬ appointed to find myself in bed. I tried to shut my eyes and see it all again, but the curtain had dropped, the scene was past, but not forgotten—it never can be. Some to whom I told this experience wanted to know what Jesus looked like, and perhaps you would like to know. Well, He looked like all the others, or rather, they looked like Him. I would not have known Him from the rest, except for the voice which said: “ The first one is Jesus.” In the morning I could only weep for joy and praise the Lord. From that moment all my grief and sorrow for my child left me, and to this hour I have 142 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH had no anxiety for him, knowing that he is in a better world than this, and in better company. Hot until I had this experience did I fully com¬ prehend the meaning of the words of the Lord: “ He came to comfort all that mourn, to give the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness.” XV HOME TIES BROKEN-CAST OFF BY PARENTS E that loveth father or mother more than me is not worthy of me.” From the beginning of my Christian experi¬ ence I longed to tell my dear old father who was then living with my sisters in New York the news of my wonderful salvation, hut I could not bear the thought of the results I knew must follow. It nearly broke my heart even to think of the conse¬ quences, so I put it off from time to time, until two years had elapsed. During this interval I had often died in my heart and mind, so the message from my loved ones bearing the news that I was dead and buried to them should not have been any surprise to me. I finally wrote, telling them that I had found Christ really to be the Messiah. The result was as ex¬ pected. I received a letter in which the sentiment of the whole family was summed up. They set forth what seemed to them my folly and delusion, then they tried to show me their right way. Winding up their letter hoping to hear at once that I had recovered my senses, and that I would 143 144 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH hold to the belief of my fathers. If, however, I did not retrace my steps, and give up my belief in Christ, they would then be obliged to separate themselves from me forever. In reply to this letter I showed them plainly from the Jewish Bible that this Christ whom I worshipped was the real Messiah, promised unto us by God in the Old Testament and reve&led to our forefathers in due time in the person of Jesus Christ. I proved to them that He is the substance of things hoped for, in the form of the Jewish re¬ ligion, and that Moses and the prophets were only the guiding stars that lead to Him. I assured them that in Him I had something tangible to lay hold on which is not possible in the form of the Jewish religion. While it would he very hard for me to sacrifice my own flesh and blood, which was so dear to me, yet in the face of what I now knew, through the experience I enjoyed I could by no means give up my faith in Christ, the Kingdom of God, and eternal life. After this letter I received another, which was the last. This contained the final sentence of death, stating that henceforth they should all con¬ sider me dead and buried, and should sit in mourn¬ ing for me according to the Jewish custom. Although there had been two years in which to prepare for this ordeal, yet when the final blow came it struck the tenderest chords of affection in my soul, and the pain was great. HOME TIES BROKEN—CAST OFF 145 There were memories of childhood, And of mother’s gentle care; There was the home and its fireside, And my father’s daily prayer; There was love, and there was sorrow, In which our hearts as one would share. And this and more rose before me. On the other hand, I again saw Jesus hanging on the Cross in agony and pain with His precious blood flowing for my sins. Afresh I saw that “ He was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our in¬ iquities, the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.” Finally, I realized that he who would follow Him must also take up his cross daily. At this time and by these circumstances, the Lord, Who was always so gentle and kind, drew me much closer to Himself. He supplied the neces¬ sary grace to bear the cross, and I bore it patiently, praising Him for the privilege of sharing His suf¬ ferings, “ For if we suffer with him we shall also reign with him ”; thus by actual experience I learned the meaning of the words of the Apostle Paul: “ Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecu¬ tion, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? —Hay, in all these things, we are more than con¬ querors through him that loved us.” Having spent about five happy and, I believe, useful years in the Salvation Army work on the 146 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH Pacific 'Coast, we received orders one day to fare¬ well and proceed at once for Boston, Mass. Colonel William Evans, who formerly had charge of the Pacific Coast and the Hawaiian Islands, was now in command of the Hew England Province with Headquarters at Boston. It was through his kindly solicitation our transfer was ef¬ fected. We spent three very blessed years in various capacities during his command in this Province, having charge of Prison work, Free Em¬ ployment Bureau, Fresh Air Home, Special Ef¬ forts, and various other responsible duties of trust, beside preaching every week end at the different Corps. When seven years ago Colonel Evans farewelled from here for other parts, Colonel and Mrs. Gifford took command. This change in administrators did not, however, in any way affect our appointment or labours. We continued right on in our regulai* course of duties. Neither did this change in any way affect our faithfulness to God, or our loyalty to the principles of the Salvation Army. Under the able leadership of Colonel and Mrs. Gifford, we have now spent twelve very gratifying years of practical service for God in the Hew Eng¬ land Province, and I am glad to say, that during all this time our relations and Christian fellowship under all circumstances have always been of the sweetest and most cordial nature. A year ago Colonel Gifford decided to relieve me HOME TIES BROKEN—CAST OFF 147 from office duties entirely and change my work to that of “ Spiritual Special / 7 henceforth my work was to be that of holding revival meetings through¬ out the New England Province, while Mrs. Abrams was still to continue the work at our office. This change of work naturally involved new obligations and more sacrifice on the part of both of us. But how can we either think or speak of any sacrifices on our part, when we are “ looking unto Jesus, the author and the finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him en¬ dured the cross, despising the shame / 7 that He, through His suffering, might bring us unto God. Both Mrs. Abrams and myself accepted this change of appointment with its additional privileges and opportunities most joyfully with thankfulness to God, that we were found worthy of Him and the Salvation Army for this new field of usefulness. Thus in my new sphere as the “ Hebrew Evan¬ gelist 77 I have been going about from place to place, holding special campaigns, resulting, we hope, in much good. I pray my labours for the Master in the preaching of the gospel may con¬ tinue for many more years to come. There is no work under heaven to be compared to that of winning souls for God. Neither is there anything dearer or more precious to me. “ I am Thine, O Lord, I have heard Thy Voice, And it told Thy love to me; But I long to rise in the arms of faith, 148 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH And be closer drawn to Thee. Draw me nearer, nearer, nearer, blessed Lord, To the cross where Thou hast died! Draw me nearer, nearer, nearer, blessed Lord, To Thy precious bleeding side.” Not having seen one of my sisters for twenty years, I was, naturally, very desirous of doing so. Despite the fact that she with my other relatives had written me that henceforth, since becoming a Christian, I would be considered dead and buried, I thought I would venture calling on her. I ob¬ tained relief from duty to go to New York for this purpose. With the aid of the city directory I had no trouble in finding her. In the directory I saw she was in business in the Bronx. I made my way there. Arriving on the designated street corner, I saw the name of the firm—a Notion Store. I wanted first to get a gen¬ eral survey of the situation before making my presence known. I went into the store, walked up to the gents furnishing counter, and asked my brother-in-law, who I saw stepped forward to wait on me, to show me some handkerchiefs. He at once laid out a quantity of different quality to select from. I was purposely hard to please, but finally decided and made my purchase. I had noticed him casting looks of suspicion at me, but I pretended not to see it. Before leaving, I turned and asked for the privilege of writing a postal card; this request was courteously granted, HOME TIES BROKEN—CAST OFF 149 and a pen and ink-well were handed me for that purpose. While writing my brother-in-law stepped to the rear part of the store and called upstairs for my sister to come down quickly; shortly both were standing in the rear part of the store talking in the German language. He was saying to her: “ That man writing there looks just like your brother.” She replied: “No; that cannot be, for he is in California.” But her husband insisted, saying: “ You watch his face when he turns.” Just then I was through writing and turned to return the ink-well and thank him for the use of it. My brother-in-law looked me in the face, and with quivering voice said: “ Pardon me, but you very much resemble my brother-in-law who years ago went to California.” “ Is that so ? ” I said, “ I have been in Cali¬ fornia, and have only lately returned.” His face lit up as he asked for my name. I told him and he seemed very happily surprised and greeted me kindly. My sister, however, was not so easily convinced. She said: “No, this is not my brother.” I con¬ vinced her before long, however, that I was. After greeting me she said: “ Is it true that you are a Christian ? ” I said: “ Yes, my dear, I am a Christian.” “ Oh,” she exclaimed, “ how can you be a Chris¬ tian, when the Christians murdered your brother ? ” 150 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH I had not known that my brother in Germany was dead. This was a great shock and surprise to me. I was not in correspondence with my people and therefore did not know that my brother had died. Amid sobs and tears my sister related to me the story of his death: When the Poles, she said, in the Province of Posen arose in rebellion against Germany, seeking their independence, they immediately raised a pogrom against the Jews. Bands, numbering from twenty-five to hundreds, traveled through the country from town to town equipped with all manner of weapons. They en¬ tered every home suspected of being inhabited by Jews. They first ransacked the house for valu¬ ables, then they unmercifully cut, slashed and most cruelly murdered men ? women and children; they outraged women and maids of tender age. My sis¬ ter wept most bitterly as she related some of the most ghastly incidents of cruelty. “ Oh,” she said, “ if they had only killed them outright as a butcher kills pigs it would have been a mercy.” But in their brutality they first tortured them in the most cruel and heartless manner. They seemed to enjoy hearing the awful screams of frightful horror and distress, and the heartrending agonies of these poor, helpless victims. “ Your brother,” she said, “ was tortured to HOME TIES BROKEN—CAST OFF 151 death by these Christian wretches. How can you be a Christian ? 77 “ My dear sister / 7 I said, “ these people who are guilty of such outrageous crimes were not Chris¬ tians, they were brutes . 77 “ But , 77 said she, “ they carried crosses to prove that they were Christians, and by these crosses dis¬ played in the homes of Christians, these mobs dis¬ tinguished the Jewish homes from those of Chris¬ tians . 77 I tried my best to show her what constitutes a Christian, by showing her first the beautiful char¬ acter of Christ, that He was “ Holy, harmless, un¬ defiled and separate from sinners , 77 and told her that Christians are Christlike in their character, for we are partakers of His divine nature and can¬ not do evil, and especially would Christians not harm Jews for they love the Jews above any other people, but, poor soul, she could not understand me. She maintained I had joined this murderous gang of cutthroats and with her head bowed on my breast, she sobbed most bitterly. Again I thought, “ Oh, if our people could only more frequently come in contact with real Chris¬ tians, what a difference it would make if they could learn to distinguish between the unconverted Gen¬ tiles and those who really are converted through faith in Jesus Christ. How much easier it would be for my dear people to accept Christ as their own Saviour . 77 XVI AX APPEAL TO THE CHUECH E VEE since I first came into the light of the Gospel, and realized fully what the Lord Jesus Christ, through His atonement, had done for me and what He is able and willing to do for all who will come unto Him, a great desire sprang up in my heart to publish this wonderful news of salvation to my dear people. In the lan¬ guage of the poet, I felt: “ Oh! that the world would taste and see The riches of His grace, The arms of Love that compass me, Would all mankind embrace.” In San Francisco this long-cherished hope was realized. I found a Mission here to the Jews. This Mission I visited regularly and did all in my power to help. My labours were not in vain. Sev¬ eral Jewish brethren came into the light through this effort,—some who are now, in turn, preach¬ ing the Gospel to others. There was, however, much lacking to make this work the success it might have been. First, it was without adequate financial support, and, secondly, the Christian people of the community failed to 152 APPEAL TO THE CHURCH 153 give it the moral support it deserved. Christians of all denominations were supposed to have an equal share of interest in its financial obligations and general success. But, alas! only a few re¬ sponded. The heavier responsibility was left to a Mr. Chester, himself a converted Jew, and a few faithful friends interested in the cause. This neglect resulted, finally, in the work being closed. This lack of interest in the salvation of my people became a great burden and sorrow to me. I saw them perishing all about me, without any knowledge or hope of salvation, and no effort being put forth to save them. I spent months in prayer, and nights in tears, over the matter. !Not seeing a door open where I could invest what little talent I possessed in helping toward their salvation, I planned how best I could open one for myself. By the grace of God I did not want to be that unprofit¬ able servant, who, because he only had received one talent went and hid it in the earth, and unto whom the Lord said: “ Thou wicked and slothful servant —take, therefore, the talent from him,—and cast ye the unprofitable servant into outer darkness; there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.” After much prayer and meditation on the sub¬ ject, a project gradually unfolded in my mind, but it was of such a rare and contrary character, humanly considered, that it cost me a great strug¬ gle before undertaking it. Often I wished I could give it up. I saw the only way for me to reach 154 OUT OF, THE HOUSE OF JUDAH my people single-handed and alone, was the street comer, How the question arose, how to get their ear ?—how to attract their attention ? I had no music, not being able to play an instrument myself, nor had I the means to procure such assistance, supporting myself and child as I did by washing dishes in a restaurant. Finally, I had a coat made for myself and one for my little boy, then ten years of age, of black cloth, with fire-red breasts, on which I had embroidered, with rich coloured silk, in large, attractive letters: “ Holiness unto the Lord . 77 This more than answered the desired purpose. Dressed in these novel garments, my boy and I took our stand on the street corner. By this means we had no trouble whatever in getting a crowd. In the eyes of the world we must have appeared like simpletons, but with the help of God I accomplished the desired end. In a few minutes we had a fair-sized audience. On mounting a lit¬ tle folding platform I carried for the purpose, I looked into the eyes of a most anxious and ex¬ pectant audience, often holding the attention of from two to three hundred people for two hours and sometimes longer, until too weak and exhausted to go on. Having an ordinary street crowd con¬ sisting of a mixed congregation, afforded me greater liberty and advantage to address the Jews, it had the effect of bridling their inward indigna¬ tion and holding their wrath within limit. It did provoke some to great anger to hear one of their APPEAL TO THE CHURCH 155 own people preaching unto them Christ, as their only hope of salvation. Some of the more ignorant, rude fellows seemed to fairly foam at the mouth for madness. They gnashed their teeth, they cursed and swore at me in Yiddish and in Russian or Polish so that the Gentiles present would not be able to understand what they said. But the fear of the law and the populace kept them within limit, and thus, in spite of themselves, they heard the Gospel and my testi¬ mony, and by this light they shall he judged on that “ Great Hay of the Lord.” Thank God for this Christian country, and for the Yame of Jesus Christ who purchased this lib¬ erty for us on the cross of Calvary with TIis own precious blood, making us worthy to bear testimony in His name before this wicked world. Many thousands heard the Gospel preached in this way, as I kept these meetings up for about a year, preaching every Sunday afternoon, weather permitting. Hor did the Jews alone hear the Gospel by this means, but many others as well. Some of my street experiences were most touching and pathetic. I took up no collections, nor did I accept money from anyone, but often, after closing the meeting, men came to me with tears, offering me money for which I thanked them heartily, but told them I was well provided for and had no lack of anything. (Of course these people were not Jews.) 156 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH On several occasions I had men follow me, say¬ ing they wanted to find the Christ and the experi¬ ences they had heard me talk about. Having no other place, I took them into a hallway or some other accessible place of retirement and there knelt with them in prayer. The most insulting infamies were often hurled at me in those public gatherings by coarse, ignorant Jews, who called out in loud voices that some church had hired me for a large sum of money to do this work. Again, others said I had married a rich Christian woman, who was supporting me; still others declared that I was beside myself and I had just come out of prison after serving a term of years for robbing a Jewish banker. But none of these false accusations moved me in any way, as by this time I was dead to persecu¬ tion. I had faced it on my knees before God long before I ever dared to step out on the street cor¬ ner—and so had died to it all by that time. What I needed, now, was the grace of God; and this He most wonderfully supplied. Never once in all my experience did the Lord ever fail me or let me be confounded before my audience. Often most awk¬ ward and difficult questions were put to me, but the Lord never failed in providing a proper answer. On the other hand, I had some very pleasant and interesting opportunities among some of the better, more intelligent Jewish people. These would call on me in my leisure hours, bringing their own APPEAL TO THE CHURCH 157 Bibles with them. I would go over the Scriptures with them, searching out and proving to them the things they had heard me preach in the street. Among these inquiries I found many earnest, hun¬ gry souls. I prayed with quite a few who accepted Christ. What results really followed all these meetings, only eternity will disclose. I became thoroughly convinced, since God in His mercy had so graciously saved me from my sins, and brought my darkened sin-bound soul into the marvelous light and liberty of the sons of God, that He is abundantly able to do the same for all the rest of my people. I read in my Bible: “ Be¬ hold! the Lord’s hand is not shortened that it can¬ not save; neither his ear heavy, that it cannot hear.” The hindrance to their salvation, I saw very clearly, is not with God, nor with the Jews themselves, because they are blind and helpless, but with those who hold the key to their salvation. That key is the Gospel of Jesus Christ. “ It is the power of God unto salvation to everyone that be- lieveth.” But how shall they believe in Him, of whom they have not heard, and how shall they hear without a preacher? “ For faith cometh by hear¬ ing and hearing by the word of God.” I became thoroughly convinced if, in addition to preaching the Gospel, our Christian friends would only more carefully exemplify the teachings of Christ unto their Jewish neighbours in a practical way by their daily life and conduct, proving unto 158 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH them their faith in God by their works, “ Love their neighbours as themselves/ 7 Jews would soon come to recognize in the life of Christians the faith and character of their own fathers and become con¬ vinced that Christ must, in very deed, be that seed of Abraham in whom all the nations of the earth are to be blessed. As a result, Jewish Christians would “ spring up as among the grass, as willows by the water-courses. 77 Isaiah 44:4. The Chris¬ tian Church, on the other hand, would become con¬ vinced that Jews to-day do not particularly have to go to Palestine to become converted, as the opinion of many seems to be. Thank God, we are living in the day of grace, and Christ is to be found in every place, and by everyone who will seek for Him with all the heart. What Is Heeded: One of the most important things at all times, and especially just now, when the hearts and minds of our people are being stirred as never before in all history, is the proper presentation of the truths of salvation. What is necessary in this respect, is, first, to live the life of Christ by the professed followers of Christ so that the Jews may see the practical side of Christianity. Hext, the ardent proclamation of the eternal truth that they may hear it. Then constant and urgent following up of liv¬ ing, and by co-operation with the Holy Ghost in APPEAL TO THE CHURCH 159 the work of personally persuading men and women to accept Christ, thus by seeing and hearing they may be led to definite decision. Too often, I fear, do those who are indifferent to salvation, altogether, base their non-regard for it upon the attitude of some professors. This is true of Tews as well as Gentiles. Unfortunately, the only difference which can be discerned between some professing Christians and the ordinary respectable worldling is the verbal ac¬ ceptance of a creed, the performance of some rites. Salvation as a genial warmth, a fervour, a trans¬ forming fire, changing them into new creatures, they have never known. Showing up the faults of the Tews will not save them, neither will it help them to God to exploit their virtues. The saying that “ people who live in glass houses ought not to throw stones,” may be well applied here. We are all bad enough by nature. “ There is none good, no not one.” “ It is of the Lord’s mercies that w r e are not [all] con¬ sumed, because his compassions fail not.” I verily believe if the Gospel which, in the be¬ ginning of Christianity, brought salvation to the thousands of Tews in Terusalem and in Tudaea were preached again to the Tews in the same man¬ ner in these latter days, the same results would again follow. “ To as many as received him them gave he power to become the sons of God,” and to as many as receive Him now, thank God, there 160 OUT OU THE HOUSE OF JUDAH is given the same power. Of this I—with thou¬ sands of other converted Jews—am a living witness —to the Church, to the Jews, and to the world. But some will say, “ the Jews don’t want Christ.” That is quite true, hut that is likewise true of all other people wdio are not Jews. As a preacher of the Gospel for the past eighteen years unto the Gentiles, my experience has been that the uncon¬ verted present in every evangelistic service, as a rule, don’t want Christ. It is through the preach¬ ing of the Gospel we try to persuade men to accept Christ. To this end we pray, entreat, encourage, and by Holy Scripture, and personal experience, strive to convince them of their great need. In our anxious endeavour to win them for Christ, we deal with them lovingly and kindly, and like a mother weeping over her erring children, so we often plead with them in tears before they sur¬ render and accept Christ as their Saviour. Whatever souls God has enabled me to win for His Kingdom have been won through the Spirit, which worketh by love. My experience has taught me that the means which can reach the heart of the Gentile, can also reach the heart of the Jew. For we read: “ He fashioneth their hearts alike.” My experience you will find is the testimony of every true-hearted evangelist. The excuse, therefore, that “ Jews don’t want Christ,” is in my estima¬ tion no reason at all as to why the Gospel should not be preached to them just as it is being preached APPEAL TO THE CHURCH 161 to all others who, equally with them, don’t want Christ. These poor souls being blinded to the truth through the deceitfulness of sin, cannot see their danger and do not realize their perilous con¬ dition without Christ, no more than does a child playing on a brink of a dangerous precipice, or a blind man standing on a track in front of an on- rushing train. Jesus knew their danger, and while in life He constantly warned them, and by every means in His power tried to save them. I am confident He did not like their ways, and I am sure He did not approve of their conduct, but He loved them. When after three years of ceaseless effort and toil, they as a nation finally rejected Him, even then He did not give them up, but in mercy still prayed for them, even on the Cross, saying, “ Father, for¬ give them for they know not what they do.” Then out of devotion and love to their never dying souls, He laid down His life to save them. The Jewish people having for centuries suffered the most unjust and cruel treatment at the hands of both those professing to be Christians and those who make no profession of religion at all, have, as a result, no confidence in either. Hot knowing how to distinguish one from the other, they look upon all Gentiles alike with suspicion. Only when some Gentiles prove their Christian character by exhibit¬ ing the spirit of love towards their neighbours, and their sincere devotion to God, will Jews know how 1G2 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH to distinguish Christians from those who are still unconverted Gentiles. Neither is it reasonable to expect others to believe in Christ unless we demon¬ strate to them that the Christian life is superior to the A own form of living. Christ proved His doc¬ trine by the manner of His life. He practised what He preached. His life testified of His pro¬ fession, it was of that character that He could face the people among whom He lived and say unto them, “ Which of you convinceth me of sin ? ” Strange as it may appear, while “ salvation is of the Jews,” they are to-day wholly unacquainted with the true meaning of salvation. To them, it means no more than a mere change of opinion. In¬ stead of attending services at their own orthodox Synagogue, and following the teachings of their orthodox rabbis, they may if they will, change their mind and attend instead the services at a Re¬ formed temple, where the Reformed rabbis ignore the “ Thus saith the Lord ” of the Bible entirely, and from their pulpits discourse mainly social re¬ form, modern science, ethical culture or some other new thought or theory. Such of the Christian Churches as deny the sacrificial atonement of Christ are patronized also by Reformed Jews. The atonement of Christ is the offense; this being re¬ moved, in these churches the offense ceases, and Jew and Gentile again become one. It was on this same ground Herod, the king of the Jews, and Pilate, the Roman governor, made friends, who APPEAL TO THE CHURCH 163 formerly were at enmity. The reason Jews ex¬ change their Synagogue for such churches, is not, as is commonly supposed by many, that they have become Christians. Far from it, but rather be¬ cause the members of these churches have departed from the faith of the Son of God, and have fallen to the level of the unbelieving Jews substituting culture, education and refinement for the salvation of God which comes through faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. In other words, they try to save themselves by the wisdom of men, instead of being saved through faith in the death of Christ. The Apostle Paul declared long ago: “ After that in the wisdom of God the world by wisdom knew not God, it pleased God by the foolishness of preach¬ ing to save them that believe. For the Jews re¬ quire a sign, and the Gentiles seek after wisdom [education]. But we preach Christ crucified, unto the Jews a stumblingblock, and unto the Gentiles foolishness; but unto both of them which believe, Christ the power of God and the wisdom of God.” To the Jews this reformation means salva¬ tion. We know, however, that exchanging rabbin¬ ical orthodoxy for modern ideas, does by no means change the human sinful heart from a state of de¬ pravity and death, to a state of purity and life, as is implied in the salvation which is of God, in accordance to the Scriptures of the Old Testament, and in accordance also with the teachings of the Hew. 164 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH While the opinion of the mind may become new through education, and to all appearances, a man may become refined and polished on the outside, yet his heart remains the same sinful heart, sin is sure to break out in some form or other. Neither can a permanent change in the heart be effected until the spirit of Christ comes in. “ For this purpose the Son of God was manifested, that he might destroy the works of the devil.” Christ destroys inbred sin in the heart—the work of the devil—and creates within a clean heart, and renews within a right spirit. This is salvation. “ In this the children of God are mani¬ fested, and the children of the devil.” u Whoso¬ ever is born of God doth not commit sin.” “ He that committeth sin is of the devil.” This the Jews ought to be made acquainted with. We must compel them to see by our consistent Christian character that to-day we, who are Chris¬ tians indeed, and not they, are the people of God. They must see that by rejecting Christ, they have forfeited the claims to the privileges their fathers were destined to enjoy. We must make them feel that every one of them will have to stand before the Great White Throne, and unless their sins are pardoned here through faith in our Lord Jesus Christ, the only mediator between God and man, they will certainly be pun¬ ished with all other unbelievers. We must show them that God is full of compassion for them; that APPEAL TO THE CHURCH 165 He had given His Soil to die for them; that He is quite willing to forgive and blot out all their past, and take them into His favour, providing they comply with the condition required for their recon¬ ciliation with God, when they have realized the ex¬ perience of salvation, then will they, as did Simeon, testify in the Temple of Jerusalem, when the child Jesus was brought in, saying: “ Now lettest thou thy servant depart in peace, according to thy word; for mine eyes have seen thy salvation.” When coming to our shores, the Jews’ misun¬ derstanding arising from the persecutions of false Christianity, should arouse a sense of responsibility in our hearts to set them right as to the real re¬ ligion of Jesus Christ. To them this country is a real haven of rest, a ISTew Jerusalem. Indeed, many call it their Promised Land. Here, they find a field in which they again breathe the clear atmosphere of freedom and liberty. Here their long pent-up energies again relax and 1 expand; their peculiar traits of character unfold; their in¬ exhaustible fountain of ingenuity, thrift and en¬ terprise open up like flood-gates, and their influ¬ ence flows out abroad in the land and is felt every¬ where as a result; our cities have become veritable beehives of enterprise, energy and thrift. Greater ISTew York is now the largest Jewish city in the world. It contains 1,750,000 Hebrews. Every fourth person is a Jew. The American Jew, as previously stated, is not following the 166 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH orthodoxy of his fathers. He is a free-thinker. That means, he has no religion at all. Jews are neglecting the light they have, and becoming athe¬ ists by the thousands; they are also being impreg¬ nated with socialistic ideas. Immorality and crime, formerly so rare, is spreading among them like a plague. This is largely the result of the fact that in this land of liberty all restraint of Jewish law by which the Jews were protected in the old countries in their Ghettos, has been removed and the new generation is left without necessary moral and spiritual sup¬ port. Is it, then, not clear what the only possible remedy is, and what our Christian duty is ? “ Salvation ” is their only hope. Jesus Christ re¬ stores the soul to its original state of purity and holiness, and empowers poor, weak humanity against the mighty influence of the evil there is in the world. This experience restores the Jew to his noble, ancient past, and makes him a son of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob,—an Israelite, indeed. The Hebrews finding themselves as they do among the Gentiles in an embarrassing position to-day, stripped of all their former independence and na¬ tional glory, feel their abasement and weakened condition very keenly. Having, for centuries, un¬ dergone the constant strain of oppression and humiliation among the Gentile nations, has natu¬ rally made them timid and very sensitive. The least trace of suspicion manifested in one’s attitude APPEAL TO THE CHURCH 167 toward them will drive them away. To get near them with the Gospel is like getting near the wild, hounded deer of the forest; great care and precau¬ tion have to be exercised. The Lord surely made no mistake when He com¬ manded the one Gospel to be preached to every creature. But it rests entirely with the preacher to adapt himself and his message to the kind of creature to whom he is preaching. The Apostle Paul, telling the Corinthians of how he won them for Christ, says: “ Being crafty, I caught you with guile/’ Paul evidently was a good fisherman, for he not only carried with him a good supply of bait, but a great variety as well. He says: “ I am made all things to all men/’ “For though I be free from all men, yet I made myself servant unto all, that I might gain the more, and unto the Jews I become as a Jew, that I might gain them that are under the law; to them that are without law, as without law (being not without law to God, but under the law of Christ), that I might gain them that are without law. I am made all things to all men, that I might by all means save some.” If we fish for Jews, we shall catch Jews—and they are not at all a bad catch either. I have heard it said: “ Jews only hold out as Christians, so long as there is money in it.” But I have proven by my twenty years’ experience, as a fol¬ lower of Christ, that the devil is still a liar. When 168 OUT OF_ THE HOUSE OF JUDAH converted to true Christianity, Jews hold out as Christians, identically the same as do converts of any other race. Their perseverance, you must re¬ member, is in the face of the most hitter and cruel persecutions,—first of their own people; second, at the hands of unconverted Gentiles. Yet in spite of this hindrance in the way of their progress, they remain loyal, faithful Christians to the end. The prophets of the Old Testament are evidence that the fidelity of the Jews can be relied upon. At any rate, God wonderfully trusted them. For we read: “ Surely the Lord God will do nothing, hut he revealeth his secret unto his servants and prophets.” Again, in the Yew Testament, we see the Lord Jesus wonderfully trusted Jews. Unto them He revealeth all the hidden mysteries of God, kept secret from the creation of the world. From among all the great and wise nations of the earth in His day, the Lord chose Jews as His apostles. Them He made the foundation stones of the Church. Them He entrusted with the tremendous responsibility of spreading His salvation among the Gentiles. Judging by the results seen among the Jews in the world, to-day, the early Jewish con¬ verts to Christianity must have been very faithful to their charge and liberal in the extreme, for they seem to have given all the spiritual light and life they possessed to the Gentiles and have left nothing in reserve for the Jews. “ For His name’s sake they went forth preach- APPEAL TO THE CHURCH 169 ing the gospel, taking nothing of the Gentiles.” “ But as we were allowed of God to he put in trust with the gospel, even so we speak; not as pleasing men, but God which trieth out hearts. We were gentle among you, even as a nurse cherisheth her children. So being affectionately desirous of you, we were willing to have imparted unto you not the gospel of God only, but also our own souls, because ye were dear unto us.” Why so Neglected? Is it not more than strange that the people who so faithfully preached the Gospel to the Gentiles in the past should so sadly be neglected by them in the present? This people, who at the sacrifice of their own lives rolled the stone from the well’s mouth to open the channel for the waters of life to flow out unto all men, for the salvation of all nations, are, to-day, sitting at this very fountain thirsty, with few or none to help them. The well is deep and they have nothing where¬ with to draw up the life-giving draught. Many conflicting doctrines are promulgated to-day concerning the Jews. In some of these theories it is claimed that the time for the salva¬ tion of the Jews has not come. We are told that this is the time of the Gentiles, and that when this dispensation closes, the Lord will come, and will first reveal Himself to the Jews of Palestine and at this epoch all Jews will be saved as a nation. 170 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH This idea they try to support with Scripture— especially this one: “ They shall look on me whom they have pierced/ 7 Yet John declares this Scrip¬ ture was fulfilled when the Homan soldier pierced the side of Jesus. John 19:34-37. The news that many of the persecuted Jews are actually re¬ turning to Palestine, is by them interpreted as con¬ firming their own theory. They add also the Zion¬ ist movement. This project being Jewish, seems altogether to be the climax of their expectation. Thus, if these theories were true that Christ will save all Jews in Palestine as a nation, there would be no need of doing anything for them now, nor would there be anything left for Christians to do. This doctrine that Christ is to reveal Himself to the Jews in Palestine, is not new, but is the same the rabbis preached to the Jews in the time of Christ, which at that time, was a means of blind¬ ing their eyes to the truths of the Scriptures. Con¬ sequently they failed to recognize in the humble Hazarene their own Messiah. They had been led to look for the coming of their Messiah in pomp and splendour, with great power and glory, and set up again their kingdom in Palestine, inde¬ pendent of the Homans, with Himself on the Throne. As such, they were willing to accept Him. Because of this, many of the Jews, which be¬ lieved in Jesus, were anxious to make Him King. “ When Jesus, therefore, perceived that they would APPEAL TO THE CHURCH 171 come and take him by force to make him a King, he departed again into a mountain by himself, alone. 7 ’ John 6:15. Jesus proved to he a great disappointment to them by Ilis preaching the Kingdom of God and not the Kingdom of the Jews. He discouraged their Jewish prospects of being saved as a nation entirely. It does seem strange that this old doctrine, which Christ in His day condemned, should be preached in this day. Ko wonder the Jews are confused as to the right standard of Christianity. The wolf, finding the shepherd sleeping, carries off these Christless souls, as trophies of his victories. Yet, while these theories are making their round, the Lord is graciously saving Jews through every means available, while the Church is wondering where all these converted Jews come from. Like¬ wise God, in the beginning of Christianity, sur¬ prised the first Jewish Christians by converting some of the Gentiles. The Jews, then, did not be¬ lieve that it was the time for the Gentiles to be saved. For this reason the Christian Jews of Jeru¬ salem threatened to kill Paul, because they heard that he had preached the Gospel to the Gentiles and had brought a Gentile into the temple. The con¬ version of Jews began to take on new life, perhaps fifty years ago, and since then has been growing until now converted Jews number thousands, and are to be found in all lands. Thank God, there are those in the Church to-day 172 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH who not only pray earnestly for the immediate salvation of the Jews, but also employ every means to bring Jews to Christ. May God abundantly bless and sustain them in their faithful labour of love, and may the Lord speedily increase their number. “ For the harvest truly is great, but the labourers are few .” Many professors of Christianity do still insist that Jews are a separate people, though “ All have sinned and come short of the glory of God.” They comfort themselves with the thought that in the end all Jews will be saved in Jerusalem. But Christ is the J Resurrection and the Life, and His doctrine is very plain. “No man cometh unto the Father, but by me.” The Lord commanded His Disciples to preach the Gospel to every creature, and there is no record that Jews are to be saved in any other manner than that provided for all. At His coming we are told: “ He shall send his angels with a great sound of a trumpet, and they shall gather his elect from the four winds, from one end of heaven to the other.” Matt. 24:31. Having gathered these, the door shall be shut, and great tribulation shall come upon the earth, to punish all them who have either neglected or rejected God’s offered mercy of salvation, while the door was open. This destruction shall come upon all alike, Jews as well as Gentiles. However, despite the indifference manifested on the part of many toward the salvation of the Jews, APPEAL TO THE CHURCH 173 and the strong aversion of the Jews against Chris¬ tianity, a “ remnant ” of them shall be saved. Paul believed the word of God in the face of the Jewish unbelief. He believed through the preach¬ ing of the Gospel, the “ remnant ” would return according to the election of grace. Because of this, he did all he could to pave the way for their com- ing, by breaking down the prejudices in the minds of his Gentile converts. Paul realized that the Gentile people did not have the same advantage of knowing the Scriptures, as had the Jews, and he took special care to enlighten them, proving to them by the Scripture that Christ had become our peace. He also proved to them how through the atonement, God’s love is extended impartially toward all people alike, saying: “ As concerning the gospel, they (the Jews) are enemies for your sake; but as touching the election, they are beloved for the father’s sake.” Rom. 11: 28. “ For as ye (Gentiles) in times past have not believed God, yet have now obtained mercy through their (the Jews) unbelief; even so have these (the Jews) also now not believed, that through your mercy they also may obtain mercy. For God hath concluded them all (Jews as well as Gentiles) in unbelief that he might have mercy upon all ” Rom. 11:30, 31-32. He further instructed them, how through the death of Christ the Gentiles had become adopted, into the family of the Israel (of God), hoping thereby to safeguard them in the future against 174 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH any spirit of boastfulness or pride against their Jewish brethren. u How, therefore, ye are no more strangers and foreigners, but fellow citizens with the saints, and of the household of God.” Eph. 2:11, 12, 19. With these words the apostle closes his lengthy argument in which he shows that Israel, under the dispensation of grace, is not the same Israel that was formerly under the old dispensation, but that the “ All Israel ” spoken of now embraces all peo¬ ple of every nation under heaven who have come to God through repentance and faith in Jesus Christ. Thus, the apostles’ wise climax was, “ And so,” through these means, a all Israel shall be saved.” Horn. 11: 28. We can see God never intended that His act of grace extended to the Gentiles, should have become a means of shutting the door against the Jews, as would appear from the teachings we receive to-day from some Christian teachers. God throughout the Old Testament continually pleads with His people to be reconciled to Him, saying: “ Return, 0 back-sliding children, for I am married unto you, only acknowledge thine iniquity, that thou hast transgressed against the Lord thy God.” Jer. 3:13-14. The only thing which separates Jews from God is sin, the same that separates all others from God. “ Your iniq¬ uities have separated between you and your God, APPEAL TO THE CHURCH 175 and jour sins have hid his face from you, that he will not hear.” To the Church God has entrusted this special min¬ istry of reconciliation, “ To wit: that God was in Christ, reconciling the world unto Himself 9 not im¬ puting their trespasses unto them.” II Cor. 5:18, 19. If all others in the world are included in this favour, then surely the Jews must be, first, because of the sacred marriage relation existing between them and God; secondly, because out of this sacred relation sprang our precious Redeemer, the Lord Jesus Christ. The Virgin Mary, who of the Holy Ghost con¬ ceived and brought forth the child Jesus, was of God chosen of the House of Israel. The Angel Gabriel was sent from God unto a city of Galilee, named Hazareth, to a virgin espoused to a man whose name was Joseph, of the house of David, and the virgin’s name was Mary. The Angel came unto her, and said: “ Hail thou that art highly favoured, the Lord is with thee; blessed art thou among women; the Holy Ghost shall come upon thee, and the power of the Highest shall overshadow thee; therefore also that Holy Thing which shall be born of thee shall be called the Son of God Luke 1:26-35. At this Jewish bosom was this child nourished, the milk which supplied the body of the world’s Redeemer with its blood, was drawn from a Jewish breast. Yes, Jewish hands rocked the cradle of the Author and Giver of our eternal 176 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH life, and the blood shed for the remission of the sins of the world was Jewish. Here was the foundation laid of our present and our eternal hap¬ piness and glory, and upon this foundation is built the entire House of God. Will God forget this? He says, no. “ Behold, I have graven thee upon the palms of my hands.” Ought not we, who through faith in the Blood of Christ attained eter¬ nal life, ever to remember this? While we are drinking of the well of life, ought we not to have compassion upon them who opened this well for us? The Church is God’s only com¬ missioned agency through whom the message of salvation is to be proclaimed. If Jews are to be converted at all, they must become converted through the Church preaching the Gospel unto them, as it is being preached to all others. My contention is that it is our duty to lead the Jews to Christ and not to Palestine. What will the Church do with this responsibility ? What excuse has the Church to offer for neglecting it? I pray the Church may truly discern the signs of the time, and realize that the day is far spent, and that the night is coming. The morning will soon break forth and all shadows flee away. “ My beloved spoke, and said unto me, Eise up, my love, my fair one, and come away. For lo, the winter is past, the rain is over and gone; the flow¬ ers appear upon the earth, the time of the singing of the birds is come, and the voice of the turtle is APPEAL TO THE CHURCH 177 heard in our land. The fig tree putteth forth her green figs, and the vines with their tender grapes give a good smell. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.” Solomon’s Song 2:10, 13. XVII AN APPEAL TO ISRAEL T O MY Brethren and Kinsmen in the Flesh: I fully realize with you that we are living to-day in an age essentially of in¬ quiry, and every man must think for himself, un¬ trammeled by any traditions of the past, in order to keep pace with the present rapid advance in intellectual development or else be left behind in the race. You have evidently recognized the need of this in your own experience, and for this reason have already departed from the somewhat antiquated forms of Judaism, and have adopted instead the more prevalent and liberal forms, in harmony with the spirit of the times. However, in going over the record of our fore¬ fathers, whose past experiences we cannot alto¬ gether ignore, for, to us, this must ever remain a guide to govern our future, we find that it is not sufficient to simply throw off the empty forms of Judaism, unless we are prepared to practice with additional zeal those fundamental principles which are the basis of our Hebrew religion, namely, “ Judgment, Mercy and Faith.” Our forefathers in the past experimented with 178 APPEAL TO ISRAEL 179 this matter of departing from their orthodox forms in exchange for those of their heathen neighbours again and again; as a result, they were always de¬ feated, made shipwreck of their faith, and brought misery and disaster upon themselves in the end. If we take a retrospective view of Jonah’s ex¬ perience whilst sailing to Tarshish, we shall note that everything on the ship had been thrown over¬ board in the attempt to calm the troubled sea; yet all those efforts failed to restore rest to the sea or peace to Jonah. Not until the Hebrew himself was thrown over, did the sea cease raging, the ship right herself and made for port. Jonah’s experience is but an allegory of the Jew¬ ish nation. We, like Jonah, are sailing through troubled seas. Simply throwing off the empty forms of Judaism can by no means bring peace to us nor will this in itself ever calm the troubled nations through whom we are sailing in our course of life, while, like Jonah of old, we are journeying in a course out of harmony with the will of God. Having reached the place in your journey where many roads meet, and realizing you must decide for yourself as to which, in the sight of God, is the right one, why not stop and read as indicated in the Word of God? “ Stand ye in the ways, and see, and ask for the old paths, where is the good way, and walk therein, and ye shall find rest for your souls.” Jeremiah 6 : 16 . 180 OUT OF, THE HOUSE OF JUDAH Instead of forsaking your own Jewish forms of religion and conforming your life to that of the irreligious multitudes about you, thus becoming Gentilized, neither Jews nor Christians, why not at once throw the Jew himself overboard, accept Christ, your own Messiah, and King, and become real Christians? The Scripture declares: “ This man shall he the peace.” Micah 5:5. We have also this promise: “ When a man’s ways please the Lord, he maketh even his enemies to he at peace with him.” This has been so truly verified in my own Christian ex¬ perience, and you will find this to he the testimony of every real Hebrew Christian. Since I have ac¬ cepted Christ as my personal Saviour, I am at peace with God and with all nations. The Christian life is a beautiful life; it is a life of peace and rest; a life from sin set free, and therefore a happy life. It is that manner of life of which the prophet speaks when he says: “ The work of righteousness shall he peace, and the effect of righteousness, quietness and assurance for¬ ever.” When once the evidence is received in the heart through the Holy Spirit of being pardoned, that all our sins are forgiven us, that we are recon¬ ciled to God, it brings with it a solace and a con¬ solation which is truly wonderful; it is a joy un¬ speakable and full of glory. I find absolutely nothing in the Christian life APPEAL TO ISRAEL 181 to which, any of onr Jewish brethren could possibly object. Hay, rather, this is the life to which every man and woman that is a Hebrew should aspire, since it is that manner of life which God in the law of Moses requires every man to live. Through the law God reveals the fact to us that we should he pure and holy. “ Be ye holy, for I, the Lord your God, am holy.” It is through the law we discover our weakness ; for when we come to comply with the demands of the law, we discover, to our sorrow, that there is another law working in us, a law which is stronger than we; that is, the law of sin. This law is war¬ ring against the law of God, and is conquering us; keeping us like slaves in subjection to sin. Thus, in our own strength, we never could comply with the demands of the law; for when we would do good, the evil which is in us hinders us from car¬ rying out our good intentions. This surely has been amply demonstrated to us Jews again and again on every “ Yom Kippur ” (Day of Atonement). When, after we had fasted and prayed with hitter tears of remorse on account of our sins, year by year we found to our great sorrow and disappointment when the Day of Atone¬ ment was over and the stars again appeared on the horizon, that our sins likewise appeared, awaiting only another Day of Atonement, with but alas! the same result. God, however, foresaw this gap in our nature, 182 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH and He made provision for onr soul’s escape out of this bondage of sin, as formerly He made a way through the Red Sea, to bring our forefathers out of the bondage of the Egyptians. Therefore, what we were unable to do for ourselves on account of our weakness in the flesh, and what the law was powerless to do on account of the strength of the law of sin in the flesh, God sending His own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh, and for sin, con¬ demned and executed sin in the flesh by the sacri¬ fice of Himself on the Cross, “ that by the grace of God he should taste death for every man ” so that in His flesh was summed up the sin of all human flesh. The flesh being dead, the law of sin has lost its power. u Likewise,” the Apostle says, “ reckon ye also yourselves to be dead indeed unto sin.” “ Let not sin reign in your mortal bodies that ye should obey it in the lust thereof.” Romans 6: 11-12. In evidence of His victory over the law of sin, Christ arose from the dead the third day, and bodily ascended on high in the presence of many witnesses, where he entered in behind the veil into the Holy of Holies to appear before God as our High Priest forever. “ Wherefore he is able also to save them to the uttermost that come unto God by him, seeing he ever liveth to make intercession for them.” Heb. 7 : 25. How, if we confess our sins unto God in His Name, we find “ He is faithful and just to for¬ give us our sins ; and to cleanse us from all un- Appeal to Israel 183 righteousness.” In evidence of this kind of “ Yom Kippur ” such a Day of Atonement, we now re¬ ceive the Holy Ghost as a witness, an evidence by which we know that His promise unto ns has been fulfilled. “ They shall all know me, from the least of them unto the greatest of them, saith the Lord; for I will forgive their iniquity, and I will remem¬ ber their sins no more A Jeremiah 31: 34. Through the Holy Spirit, we now also receive power henceforth to overcome our enemy, the law of sin . Hallelujah ! This power our fathers lacked under the law. How, with the aid of the Holy Spirit in us, we are enabled to keep the law and serve Him without fear, in holiness and righteous¬ ness all the days of our life. Luke 74: 75. Finally, having overcome the world, the flesh, and the devil by the blood of the Lamb and the word of our testimony, we, in the spirit, likewise also ascend on high into heaven itself where Christ, the forerunner and High Priest, has for us entered. This is Christianity; and this is the rest, the Sab¬ bath of which the Seventh Day in the Law is the pattern. Surely, no pious Jew, no real Jew, could pos¬ sibly object to such an experience, since the attain¬ ing to this “ Scholum ”—this heavenly rest, has been the constant hope and prayer of our people ever since they became a nation. This experience also is the refreshing God had promised our fathers should receive, if they would comply with His will 184 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH to keep His cominandments. “ To whom he said; this is the rest wherewith ye may cause the weary to rest; and this is the refreshing; yet they would not hear.” Isaiah 28:12. And because they re¬ fused to comply with the will of God and finally also rejected their Messiah, Israel as a nation of their own will forfeited all claim to all the precious promises of God and disinherited themselves. “ As many as received him, to them gave he power to become the Sons of God.” The rest, being blinded, fell from their estate to the level of all unbelieving souls, and there, I am sorry to say, they remain unto this day. For a Jew to become reinstated to the family of God and become an Israelite indeed, he needs the same kind of Day of Atonement as do all others. A time when he really and truly repents of his sins and believes in the “ Atonement of Christ ” as his substitute. This act reconciles him to the favour of God and he enters into rest. Hav¬ ing had this kind of Atonement, “ we receive the end of our faith, even the salvation of our soul.” I Peter 1:19. When our allotted time on earth is expired, we enter into the “ Hiding Place ” Christ has gone to prepare for us, there we await the time when all the Israel of God shall have been safely gathered and sheltered, and God shall have taken vengeance upon all those in the earth who spumed His love and mercy, in rejecting Christ. Then shall Christ, APPEAL TO ISRAEL 185 our Leader and Guide, bring us forth from our hiding place and lead us safely into our God- appointed destination—the promised land. In like manner did God bring forth Noah with all who were with him in the Ark ? after He had brought the flood upon the ungodly. “ And God spake unto Noah, saying, Go forth of the Ark, thou and thy wife and thy sons and thy sons’ wives with thee.” This also is in accordance with His word, “ Come my people, enter thou into thy chambers, and shut thy doors about thee; hide thyself as it were for a little moment, until the indignation be overpast. For behold, the Lord cometh out of his place to punish the inhabitants of the earth for their iniquity; the earth also shall disclose her blood and shall no more cover her slain.” Isa. 26: 2021. The Promised Land Therefore, let us not be alarmed nor stagger at the promise of God through unbelief, as did our fathers in the past, questioning the wisdom and the power of God as to whether He shall ever bring us into possession of our land because the time is long, or because of the people who are in possession of it now. Neither let us be confounded because of the bloody World War through which we have passed as though it could change the promise of God, nor let us be driven from our hope by seeing the Turks 186 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH driven out and the Allies in turn coming; neither confuse “ Zionism ” with God’s promises, for the Lord says: “ I will have mercy upon the house of Judah and will save them by the Lord their God, and will not save them by bow nor by the sword, nor by battle, nor by horsemen.” Hosea 1 : 7. Not through any wars, nor through influences of kindly statesmen, nor through the kindness of any nation, or the nations combined, will the people of God come into possession of their divinely prom¬ ised land, but through faith in our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ only. “ He that sitteth in the heavens shall laugh ” (evidently at the foolishness of mankind, attempt¬ ing to realize by means of human power what God intended should be acquired spiritually), “ the Lord shall have them in derision. Then shall he speak unto them in his wrath and vex them in his sore displeasure. Yet have I set my king upon my holy hill of Zion, I will declare the decree; the Lord hath said unto me, Thou art my son;—thou shalt break them with a rod of iron; thou shalt dash them in pieces like a potter’s vessel.” Psalm 2:4-9. Neither let us be perplexed by any geographical or other changes, this or any other war is likely to make in the land of promise, or changes that may be made through other great national, social or economic upheavals; they will all surely come, but none of these disturbances, however great and im- APPEAL TO ISRAEL 187 portant they may be, will in anywise disturb tbe purposes of God. “ Tbe foundation of God stand- etb sure.” These changes are all but parts of His great plan; shifting scenes in the great world drama, until the final act upon the stage of time has passed, and the curtain has been rung down for the last time. We have been foretold by the Lord as to what we are to expect in the world in the latter days, and we ought not in the least to be surprised when we see these changes coming into fulfillment. “ Nation shall rise up against nation, and king¬ dom against kingdom, and great earthquakes shall be in divers places, and famines and pestilences and fearful sights, and great signs shall there be from heaven ”—“ and upon the earth distress of nations, with perplexity,—men’s hearts failing them for fear, and for looking after those things which are coming on the earth—and when we see these things begin to come to pass,” we are told to “ look up, and lift up your heads for your re¬ demption draweth nigh.” Luke 21. Wars were to be the beginning of sorrows, the prelude to the still greater tribulations which are to follow before the Lord comes. The world, we are told, would be perplexed by these eruptions coming upon the earth, but unto us, who are saved and believe the words of the Lord, these changing conditions were to be the signal that the coming of the Lord draw¬ eth nigh, and that therefore we ought to be pre- 188 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH pared and ready, for our redemption draweth nigh as well. We are told to look up, when we see these signs. Wherefore, let us not worry about the peo¬ ple in possession of our land, either past, present or those who may yet take possession of the land at any future time. Be they Turks, Mohamme¬ dans, Arabs, English, Russians, Jews, or whoever they may be who come into possession of the land, they are all but our servants, coming into the land to work for our interests. They are preparing the land for our habitation, while at the same time, God, through His servants the Christian people in the preaching of the Gospel, is preparing a people for the land. If God, in His love and mercy, is exercising such wonderful patience and long-suf¬ fering toward poor humanity that they might be saved, surely we ought to he patient with God dur¬ ing His time of maturing His purposes and until the fullness of His time has come. Deliverance is sure to come in the end. For the Lord says: “ Shall I bring to the birth, and not cause to bring forth ? saith the Lord: shall I cause to bring forth, and shut the womb? saith thy God.” Isaiah 66: 9. The people in possession of our land are not idle during this time of waiting, they are making wonderful progress in developing and improving the land. They are building railroads, digging canals, establishing irrigation, fertilizing and en¬ riching the soil, cultivating and preparing the ground, planting vineyards and orchards; building APPEAL TO ISRAEL m schools and colleges; they are making the desert to blossom as the rose, and are causing the streams to flow in the wilderness. The following clipping will show with what won¬ derful rapidity the promised land is being pre¬ pared. The matter seems to be very urgent: (Official Report of Palestine Development Council, New York; Julian W. Mack, Chairman.) A corporation with a capital of $5,000,000 to finance the project of Pinhas Rutenberg, the well- known Russian engineer, to harness the water-falls of the Jordan River for the purpose of generating and distributing electric light and power in Pales¬ tine, is to be organized in England. The Palestine Development Council, of which United States Su¬ preme Court Justice Brandeis is honorary chair¬ man and Judge Julian W. Mack chairman, is tak¬ ing immediate steps to aid in the financing of this great undertaking. This project, based on concessions to Mr. Ruten¬ berg by the British Government, the mandatory power in Palestine, for the utilization of the waters of the Auja, the Jordan and the Yarmuk rivers and their affluents, even outside the present boundaries of Palestine, has been described in the British House of Lords by the Government spokes¬ man, the Duke of Sutherland, as the most prac¬ tical, substantial contribution so far made by Juda¬ ism to the restoration of prosperity in Palestine. The concession, which includes Trans-Jordania as well as Palestine as at present constituted, cov¬ ers a period of seventy years, includes the exclu¬ sive right to build the generating stations, trans- 190 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH mission and distribution lines, electric tramways, railroads, telegraph and telephone systems. Under the terms of the concession no other electrical in¬ stallments will be permitted and no similar con¬ cessions granted in Palestine during that time. The first undertaking of the corporation will be to build dams and generating stations to utilize the falls of the Jordan between Lake Tiberias and Jisr-el-Mujamyah, a distance of eight miles in which there is a fall of forty metres. Generating stations and power-houses are to be erected at Jaffa, Haifa and Jerusalem. It is estimated that seventy million kilowatt hours can be made avail¬ able by the initial project, or three times more than the present needs of the country. The first phase, alone, of the Eutenberg plan, which has been checked up and endorsed by leading engineers of four countries and has been approved by the British and Palestine governments, will give direct employment to 3,000 men, and indirect em¬ ployment to many thousands more. It will make possible the carrying out of many industrial under¬ takings, for many of which capital has already been subscribed in private corporations, or contem¬ plated by private individuals, which could not be carried out because of Palestine’s lack of fuel. It will materially solve the problem in Palestine caused by the influx of thousands of “ Chalutzim,” and will help toward lowering the immigration bar¬ riers set up by the Government because of prevail¬ ing lack of employment. Putenberg’s plans have been checked up by Dr. L. C. Lowenstein, consulting engineer of the Gen¬ eral Electric Company of Schenectady, N. Y., and other engineers on the staff of that company; by APPEAL TO ISRAEL 191 the Electricity Commission of the British Govern¬ ment; by Dr. L. W. Majerczik, consulting engineer of the German Electric Company, known through¬ out the world as “ Die Allgemeine,” who made his investigations in Palestine, and by the experts of Baron Edmond de Rothschild, of Paris. When they shall have finished their good work, the Lord has promised to drive them all out from before us. As He formerly first drove out the heathen nations before He brought in our fore¬ fathers. The land having been rid of them and having been cleansed from its defilement through the shed¬ ding of their own blood upon it, then shall we, who have been cleansed from our sins through faith in the blood of Christ, come down with our Lord and take possession of the land promised to our Father Abraham and to his seed, “ and if ye be Christ’s, then are ye Abraham’s seed, and heirs according to the promise.” Galatians 3: 29. Then shall we enjoy the fruits of their labour a thousand years, Halleluj ah! “For the Lord will have mercy on Jacob and will yet choose Israel, and set them in their own land; and the strangers shall be joined with them, and they shall cleave to the house of Jacob. And they shall take them captives, whose captives they were; and they shall rule over their oppressors.” Isaiah 14: 12. “ Cometh this blessedness then upon the circum- 192 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH cision only or upon the uncircumcision also ? For we say that faith was reckoned to Abraham for righteousness. How was it then reckoned? When he was in circumcision or in uncircumcision? Not in circumcision but in uncircumcision. And he received the sign of circumcision, a seal of right¬ eousness of the faith which he had yet being uncir¬ cumcised, that he might he the father of all them that believe, though they be not circumcised, that righteousness might be imputed unto them also; and the father of circumcision to them who are not of the circumcision only, but who also walk in the steps of that faith of our father Abraham, which he had being yet uncircumcised. For the promise, that he should be the heir of the world was not to Abraham, or to his seed, through the law, but through the righteousness of faith . For if they which are of the law be heirs, faith is made void and the promise made of none effect. Therefore it is of faith, that it might be by grace, to the end the promise might be sure to all the seed, not to that only which is of the law, but to that also which is of the faith of Abraham, who is the father of us all.” Homans 4: 9-17. Isaiah, the prophet, who, 700 years before Christ foresaw His crucifixion and ascension, foresaw also His descent with all those who are His; at the sight of which he exclaimed: u Who are these that fly as a cloud, and as doves to their windows ? ” Isaiah 60: 8. The answer to this question evi- APPEAL TO ISRAEL 193 dently is that which John, the Revelator, records: “ These are they who have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb.” Rev. 7:4. Those, evidently, who have lived and died in the faith of Christ and who went np to be with Him, these same the prophet Isaiah saw com¬ ing down to take possession of the land promised to Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. “ For the Lord himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the arch¬ angel, and with the trump of God: and the dead in Christ shall rise first: then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the Air.” I Thess. 4:16-17, There we shall remain with the Lord until He has finished His work upon the earth. “ Because a short work will the Lord make upon the earth.” Then will be fulfilled this much abused and often misused Scripture: “Who hath heard such a thing? Who hath seen such things? Shall the earth he made to bring forth in one day f Or shall a nation he horn at once ? For as soon as Zion travailed, she brought forth her children” Isaiah 66:8. The earth will be in pain like a woman in travail at the time when the children of God are brought forth. Through the atonement of the blood of Christ, the seals of the Old Testament are now broken and the Testament is open to every legal heir, and 194 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH every one can read for himself and see just what the Father has bequeathed to him in His will. Concerning the land of promise, we read as fol¬ lows : “ Thus saith the Lord, Son of man, they that inhabit these wastes of the land of Israel speak, saying, Abraham was one, and he inherited the land; hut we are many, the land is given us for inheritance. 77 Ezk. 33 : 24. Here the prophet foresaw that the people who would come into possession of this land would lay claim to it on the ground that God had promised it to Abraham and his seed, and his seed was to be the stars of the firmament for multitude. Thus they reasoned: “ Abraham was one and we are many/ 7 and because they were many they concluded they must be the rightful heirs, not knowing that by the promise the heirs with faithful Abraham not only will be many in number, but will likewise also have to be of the same faith and character as faithful Abraham. The True Characters of the Heirs Such, namely, “ Who have purified their souls in obeying the truth through the Spirit unto un¬ feigned love of the brethren; who love one another with a pure heart fervently; being bom again, not of corruptible seed, but of incorruptible, by the word of God which livetli and abideth forever. 77 I Peter 1: 23. APPEAL TO ISRAEL 195 The Character of the Illegal Heirs and Their Fate Disclosed u Wherefore, say unto them, Thus saith the Lord Jehovah, Ye eat with the blood, and lift your eyes towards your idols, and shed blood, and shall ye possess the land? Ye stand upon your swords, ye work abomination, and ye defile everyone his neighbour’s wife and shall ye possess the land? Say thou thus unto them, Thus saith the Lord Je¬ hovah: As I live, surely they that are in the wastes) shall fall by the sword and him that is in the open field will I give to the beast to be de¬ voured and they that be in the forest and in the caves shall die, of the pestilence. For I will lay the land most desolate, and the pomp of her strength shall cease; and the mountains of Israel shall be desolate that none shall pass through.” Ezek. 33: 24-39. Concerning the Mountains and Valleys “ Thus saith the Lord Jehovah; because the enemy hath said against you, Aha, even the ancient high places are ours in possession; prophesy there¬ fore concerning the land of Israel, and say unto the mountains, and to the hills, to the rivers, and to the valleys; Thus saith the Lord Jehovah, Be¬ hold, I have spoken in my jealousy and in my fury, because ye have borne the shame of the heathen, therefore, thus saith the Lord Jehovah; I have lifted up mine hand. Surely, the heathen that are 196 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH about you, they shall bear their shame. But ye, O mountains of Israel, ye shall shoot forth your branches, and yield your fruit to my people of Israel for they are at hand to come.” Ezek. 36:2-8. Thus the Lord has most clearly set forth in His Testament the disposition of the inheritance and the disposition also of them who have illegally ap¬ propriated the inheritance; in like manner, also, He has designated the manner and character of the rightful heirs with faithful Abraham. If our un¬ derstanding has been opened by the Lord to the truths of His word, the devil cannot cheat us out of our God appointed portion; neither will anyone be able to deceive God in claiming for his own that to which he has no right. God Himself holds the records of everyone born into His Kingdom; He knows the heirs everyone by name and every man’s genealogy will be traced. As could the Israelites under the law trace their lineage back to the very tribe out of which they originally sprang, so, also, do we read, shall it be said of Zion: “ This and that man was born in her, and the highest him¬ self shall establish her and the Lord Jehovah shall count, when he writeth up the people, that this man was bora there.” Psalms 87: 5-6. You see how very important it is to be bora again and why Jesus said: “ Except a man be bom again, he cannot see the Kingdom of God.” This is necessary in order that our name might be re- APPEAL TO ISRAEL 197 corded in the “ Book of Life ” and thus make our calling and election sure. For the same reason, also, He said unto His disciples when they returned rejoicing because demons were subject unto them, saying: u In this rejoice not, that the spirits are subject unto you; but rather rejoice, because your names are written in heaven.” Luke 10: 20. Showing that to have our names recorded in heaven is the most important of all. This record, evidently, also is the book in which Moses had his name recorded, which he offered to God as a sacrifice for the sins of his people, since he could offer nothing greater, saying: “ Yet now, if thou wilt forgive their sin: and if not, blot me, I pray thee, out of thy book which thou hast writ¬ ten.” Exodus 32: 32. Is your name recorded there? Thank God, it can be. This is the day and now is the time when God is fulfilling that good thing promised unto us Jews: “ I will take you one of a city, and two of a family, and will bring you to Zion.” Jer. 3:14. This is that Mount Zion which is above; “ the city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem, and general assembly and church of the first born, which are written in heaven.” Heb. 12: 22-23. Those that enter there in the Spirit of Christ are the same who will come down with Him in their redeemed bodies and take possession of the land promised to our father, Abraham, and his seed 198 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH forever. Abraham believed God, and in that faith he died; “ He being full persuaded that what God had promised, he was able also to perform.” Homans 4: 21. The Promise “ Thus saith the Lord Jehovah: behold, O my people, I will open your graves, and cause you to come up out of your graves, and bring you into the land of Israel. And ye shall know that I am the Jehovah when I have opened your graves, O my people, and brought you up out of your graves, and shall put my spirit in you, and ye shall live, and I shall place you in your own land; then shall ye know that I, the Jehovah, have spoken it and performed it, saith the Jehovah.” Ezek. 37:12-14. The Fulfillment Of this resurrection of our bodies and our re¬ uniting again with our spirits, God has given us positive assurance by the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead. Thereby also He has as¬ sured to us our inheritance in the promised land. Thus: “ Christ is become the first fruits of them that slept; afterwards, they that are Christ’s at his coming.” I Cor. 15:23. “ For the Jehovah, my God, shall come and all the saints with thee.” Zech. 14: 5. It was for the joy that was set be¬ fore Him (Christ) of accomplishing this resurrec¬ tion for us which caused Him to “ endure the APPEAL TO ISRAEL 199 cross, despising the shame.” Heh. 12:2. The corn of wheat was willing to fall into the ground and die, that it might bring forth the harvest. By faith He already saw the ten thousand times ten thousand and thousands of thousands standing before the throne of God and the Lamb singing the new song, saying: “ Thou art worthy to take the book, and to open the seals thereof; for thou wast slain, and hast redeemed us to God by thy blood out of every kindred, and tongue and people and nation; and hast made us unto our God kings and priests; and we shall reign on the earth” Rev. 5: 9, 10-11. It is the hope of attaining unto this glorious resurrection through Him which makes us willing to forsake all and take up our cross to fol¬ low Him. This resurrection is the fulfilled promise of God to our fathers in the Old Testament: “ Thy dead men shall live; together with my dead body shall they arise. Awake and sing, ye that dwell in the dust of the earth; for thy dew is as the dew of herbs, and the earth shall cast out the dead.” Isaiah 25:19. A Cloud of Witnesses To be partakers in the resurrection of the just was the constant joy and expectation of all the apostles and prophets, and in all their trials and conflicts, in all their persecutions and sufferings, 200 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH the hope of attaining unto the resurrection of the dead proved their chief comfort and consolation. It was the earnest expectation to attain unto this resurrection, which spurred on the Apostle Paul in his untiring endeavours for Christ. And in the midst of all manner of fiery trials, persecutions, hunger, nakedness and in the face of death itself, we hear the voice of Paul resounding like echoes of pealing thunders: “Hone of these things move me, neither count I my life dear unto myself, so that I might finish my course with joy, and the ministry which I have received of the Lord Jesus, to testify of the gospel of the grace of God.” Acts 20:24. “ I have suffered the loss of all things,” he adds, “ and do count them but dung that I may win Christ—that I may know him and the power of his resurrection, and the fellowship of his sufferings—if by any means I might attain unto the resurrection of the dead.” Phil. 3:10, 11. “ In the hope of this resurrection, Abraham, when he was called to go out into a place which he should after receive for an inheritance , obeyed; and he went out, not knowing whither he went. By faith he sojourned in the land of promise as in a strange country, dwelling in tabernacles with Isaac and Jacob, the heirs with him of the same promise.” Heb. 11: 8-9. In this faith they all died, not having received the promise but believing God was able to raise them up from the dead to APPEAL TO ISRAEL 201 fulfill His promise and give them their inheri¬ tance. In the hope of this resurrection, “ Moses when he was come to years refused to he called the son of Pharaoh’s daughter, choosing rather to suffer affliction with the people of God, than to enjoy the pleasures of sin for a season; esteeming the reproach of Christ greater riches than the treasures of Egypt, for he had respect unto the recompense of the reward . Job, in his day, foresaw this resurrection and testified concerning it in life and in this faith he died, saying: “I know that my redeemer liveth, and that he shall stand at the latter day upon the earth; and though after my skin worms destroy this body, yet in my flesh shall I see God: whom I shall see for myself, and mine eyes shall behold, and not another.” Job 19:25-26. David also lived in this faith, and died in the firm assurance of this glorious resurrection, leav¬ ing his testimony on record for our consolation, saying: “As for me, I will behold thy face in righteousness: I shall he satisfied, when I awake with thy likeness.” Psalms 17: 15. In the hope of this resurrection Jacob also, when he was dying, blessed the sons of Joseph under the sign of the cross, believing that through the death of Christ all His children will he gathered to¬ gether into the bond of peace. “ Others had trials of cruel mockings and scourgings, yea, moreover of 202 OUT OP THE HOUSE OP JUDAH bonds and imprisonment. They were stoned, they were sawn asunder, were tempted, were slain with the sword; they wandered about in sheepskins and goatskins; being destitute, afflicted, tormented; they wandered in deserts and in mountains and in dens and caves of the earth.” Heb. 11: 36-39. These all died in faith, not having received tbe promises, but having seen them afar off, they were persuaded of them and embraced them, and through their faith confessed that they were strangers and pilgrims on the earth “ and died in hope of this resurrection.” u Others were tortured, not accept¬ ing deliverance that they might obtain a better resurrection.” It was the revelation of Israel in her new resur¬ rected state which caused Balaam, the heathen prophet, to exclaim: “ Who can count the dust of Jacob, and number the fourth part of Israel ? Let me die the death of the righteous and let my last end be like his! ” Numbers 23: 10. Not only is this bodily resurrection the hope of all believers in Christ now living, but this bodily resurrection likewise is the earnest expectation of all the redeemed souls already in heaven. John, the Bevelator, declares: “ They sung a new song, saying, Thou art worthy to take the book, and to open the seals thereof; for thou wast slain, and hast redeemed us to God by thy blood out of every kindred, and tongue, and people, and nation; and APPEAL TO ISRAEL 203 Last made us unto our God kings and priests, and we shall reign on the earth” Rev. 5: 9-10. The Apostle Paul says: “ For we know that the whole creation groaneth and travaileth in pain to¬ gether until now and not only they, but ourselves also, which have the first fruits of the Spirit, even we ourselves groan within ourselves waiting for the adoption, to-wit: the redemption of our body.” Romans 8:23. And again, “ Blessed and holy is he that hath part in the first resurrection; on such the second death hath no power; but they shall be priests of God and of Christ, and shall reign with him a thousand years ” Rev. 20: 6. “ Behold, I will gather them out of all countries whither I have driven them in mine anger, and in my fury, and in great wrath; and I will bring them again unto this place and I will cause them to dwell safely.” “ Yea, I will rejoice over them to do them good, and I will plant them in this land assuredly, with my whole heart and with my whole soul. For thus saith the Lord, like as I have brought all this great evil upon this people, so will I bring upon them all the good that I have prom¬ ised them.” Jer. 32:27-42. “ They shall no more be a prey to the heathen, neither shall the beast of the land devour them, but they shall dwell safely, and none shall make them afraid, they shall dwell safely in the wilderness and sleep in the woods.” Ezek. 34: 25-28. With the fulfillment of this bodily resurrection 204 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH will be fulfilled tbe accusation Pilate wrote on a placard in Hebrew, Greek and Latin and nailed to the cross of Christ: “ This is Jesus of Nazareth, the King of the Jews.” For then, “ the Lord of Hosts shall reign in Mount Zion, and in Jerusalem, and before his ancients gloriously.” Isaiah 24: 23. “ And should one say unto him, What are these wounds in thine hands ? Then he shall answer, those with which I was wounded in the house of my friends.” Zech. 13:6. His enemies will then be clothed with shame, but upon Himself shall His crown flourish. Then, also, will our long looked for expectations have been realized. “ They shall sit every man under his own vine and under his fig tree; and none shall make them afraid, for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it.” Micah 4: 4. Peace—Our Expected End Realized The question the disciples asked Jesus after He was risen from the dead, “ Lord, wilt thou at this time restore again the kingdom to Israel ? ” will be answered at that time. The prayer of ages, “ Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done in earth as in heaven,” will have been answered at this time. Peace, the desire of all nations, will be enjoyed by all them who accepted the “ Prince of Peace.” Now, also, will be fulfilled tbe prophecy, “ They shall beat their swords into plowshares, and their spears into pruning hooks; nation shall not lift up APPEAL TO ISRAEL 205 sword against nation, neither shall they learn war any more ”—for the space of a thousand years, at least. At that same time also, “ There was silence in heaven,” the cry of the saints, “ How long, 0 Lord, holy and true, dost thou not judge and avenge our blood on them that dwell on the earth ? ” will have been answered for the time of tribulation will then have passed and their cry for vengeance will have ceased. Palestine, the land of promise, the land of rest, the land of joy and gladness, is now safely in¬ habited as towns without walls, having neither bars nor gates. Jerusalem is now called the City of Righteousness, the City of Truth, the City of the Lord, the Zion of the Holy One of Israel. “ The inhabitant shall not say, I am sick, the peo¬ ple that dwell therein shall be forgiven their iniquity.” “ There shall no more be an infant of days, nor an old man that hath not filled his days.” “ In that day shall there be upon the bells of the horses, Holiness to the Lord” “ He shall have dominion also from sea to sea, and from the river unto the ends of the earth.” “ Blessed and holy is he that hath part in the first resurrection; on such the second death hath no power, but they shall be priests of God and of Christ, and shall reign with him a thousand years.” Rev. 20:6. Hallelujah. 206 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH Then will be fulfilled the words of Jesus to His disciples on the night of the last Passover: “ Verily I say unto you, I will drink no more of the fruit of the vine, until that day that I drink it new in the kingdom of God.” St. Mark 4: 25. Then shall we, who are resurrected with Him, also understand the answer Jesus made to Pilate to the question, “ Art thou a king then ? ” “ Thou sayest that I am a king. To this end was I born and for this cause came I into the world that I should bear witness unto the truth.” And should one say to Him (in that day), “What are these wounds in Thine hands ? ” then He shall answer, “ Those with which I was wounded in the house of my friends.” “ His enemies will then be clothed with shame, but upon Himself shall His crown flourish.” Christ the Only Means of Restoration “ See ye refuse not him that speaketh.” For this may be the last time you may hear His voice, and your last chance of entering into the promised land. Yes, “ Strive to enter in at the strait gate (Christ is the door); for many, I say unto you, shall seek to enter in and shall not be able.” Luke 13: 24. Do not wait any longer for the Messiah to come for your waiting is vain, the Messiah has come and He is now waiting for your coming to Him, and I fear your time is short. Jesus is the APPEAL TO ISRAEL 207 Christ—the Messiah. He will come to you when you meet the required conditions. The Lord, foreseeing our rejecting Him when He was here, spoke of it before through the mouth of the prophet, “ I will go and return to my place/’ then adding when we shall see Him again, “ Till they acknowledge their offence and seek my face.” Hot in Palestine at some future time, hut through repentance toward God, and faith in the Lord Jesus Christ will you find Him. Heither has the Lord given us any reason to sup¬ pose that Jews will be saved in any other way, or by any other means than those provided commonly for the salvation of the whole world, “ whosoever believeth in him shall be saved,” and “ Behold now is the accepted time, behold now is the day of salvation.” “ To-day, if ye will hear his voice, harden not your heart.” “ Ye shall seek me and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart, and I> will be found of you.” “ For there is no differ¬ ence between the Jews and the Greeks (Gentiles), for the same Lord over all is rich unto all that call upon him.” “ Whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.” These, and these only, are God's conditions of peace and salvation, and the only means provided for our restoration to the promised land. My dear brethren, let no man deceive you in any wise with any vain and unscriptural hopes, for 208 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH we read “ the god of this world hath blinded the minds of many.” We are also warned “ not to believe every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God.” The apostle also exhorts us u not to be carried about with every wind of doc¬ trine,” since there are divers and strange doctrines in the world. If we take into consideration the many doctrines that are being taught and compare them with the “ one doctrine ” of Christ, it would truly seem as if the false doctrines had almost crowded truth out of the world. “ Yea, truth faileth; and he that departed from evil maketh himself a prey.” Be- cause of the false teaching our forefathers in the past became blinded to the truth and failed to recognize Him, who is “ the way, the truth and the life” sad to say, they missed their soul’s salva¬ tion, the kingdom of God and eternal life. Wherefore, seeing how very dangerous it is for us to trust this all-important question, the salva¬ tion of our souls to others, let us be wiser to-day tiian were our fathers in the past, let us believe God rather than men, and do His will; for “ if any man will do his will, he shall know of the doc¬ trine whether it be of God or whether I speak of myself.” Wherefore, my brethren, after having accepted Christ, the Son of the Living God by faith, do not rest nor be content until you receive the revelation from God through the Holy Spirit and can with APPEAL TO ISRAEL 209 Simon Peter exclaim “ Thou art the Christ, the Son of the Living God.” Christ has promised to reveal Himself unto each individual soul that ear¬ nestly seeks Him. “ He that hath my commandments, and keepeth them, he it is that loveth me; and he that loveth me shall be loved of my Father, and I will love him, and will manifest myself to him.” John 14:21. “ Soon as my all I ventured on the atoning hlood The Holy Spirit entered, and I was born to God; My sins are all forgiven, I feel His blood applied, And I shall go to heaven, if I in Christ abide.” In conclusion, I would suggest to every one of my Jewish brethren to lay aside all preconceived, inbred, Jewish prejudice against the name of Jesus Christ, then carefully and prayerfully read the fifty-third chapter of Isaiah. This chapter is alto¬ gether Jewish, and can therefore in no wise con¬ taminate your pure Jewish mind. Here you will clearly see that atonement was made by One who was wounded for our transgres¬ sions and bruised for our iniquities, that through His stripes we are healed, to Whom the Prophet Isaiah makes allusion forty-nine times in this one chapter. In connection with this chapter, I suggest you carefully read with unbiased mind the record of the death and resurrection of Christ in the Hew Testament. Then intelligently compare the two. 210 OUT OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH Will you give this case the same earnest and honest consideration and impartial decision that you would to any case in court, if called on to serve as a juror? That is, try the case entirely on its own merits. If, after close examination, you find that the Christ spoken of in the New Testament did not possess the attributes accorded Him and spoken of in the fifty-third chapter of Isaiah, and also that the death of the Christ spoken of in the New Testa¬ ment does not accord with the description given in the fifty-third chapter of Isaiah, then of course it is your duty as a fair-minded and rational man to publish the true evidence which will condemn the Christ of the New Testament, and brand Him as the greatest fraud and impostor in all history. On the other hand, if after close examination and careful consideration of the evidence given on both sides, you find that the Christ in the New Testament possessed all the attributes described in the fifty-third chapter of Isaiah, certainly accords with the death scene of the Christ in the New Testament, then I am sure you will be honest and fair to your own judgment and acknowledge the truth, and in compliance with your reason, fall down before God and confess the mistake of your life and accept the Christ of the New Testament as your atonement. Whatever your previous opinion might have been of Christ, I would caution you to be very careful as to how you decide in this matter. For He that APPEAL TO ISRAEL 211 is spoken of being our Christ, our Saviour, is also spoken of being our Judge. If we err in judgment, and condemn the Christ, that “ was wounded for our transgressions and bruised for our iniquities,” then are we in peril of being condemned by Him, when brought before Him for judgment. “ Although thou sayest thou shalt not see him, yet judgment is before him, therefore trust thou in him.” “ For at the name of Jesus every knee shall bow, of things in heaven, and things in earth, and things under the earth, and every tongue shall confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.” APPENDIX Prom Bev. W. M. Tufts, D. D., Pastor of the First Presbyterian Church, Boston, Mass.: Dear Adjutant Abrams: I have read with the deepest interest the account of your experience, and I can truly say that no manuscript has ever come into my hands which moved me as this autobiography of yours has done. You and your wife passed through everything to be faithful to the Mes¬ siah, and you followed the star even to a manger of humiliation and amazement. You found no easy way, and the joy and the power you have to-day is due in no small measure, we must believe, to the fierce and searching test you endured at the hands of men who hated you and hated your Master. May God bless you and greatly enrich you in the experi¬ ence of the grace of Christ and in the work you have undertaken for Him. From Col. Samuel L. Brengle, D. D., Interna¬ tional Evangelist of the Salvation Army, to Adju¬ tant Abrams: I have read your manuscript with deep in¬ terest. It is a wonderful story and strangely warmed and moved my heart. I hope you may have it published, for I am sure it will 212 APPENDIX 213 do much good. If it does not reach the Jew directly, it will reach him indirectly by stir¬ ring up Christians to love him, and to pray, and work, and sacrifice for his salvation. From the late Dr. Daniel Steele, Milton, Mass.: The manuscript Adjutant Abrams has pre¬ pared has been read to me by its author, and I wish to commend it to both Jews and Gentiles. Especially will it be of profit to Christian people who desire the salvation of the Jews now coming to our shores in such large numbers. Every Christian should be acquainted with the religious conditions of their Jewish neigh¬ bours and the best way of preaching Christ to them. This Adjutant Abrams does by show¬ ing from the Old Testament Scriptures how Christ is foretold and revealed in various types and prophecies. His own conversion demonstrates how much it costs a Jew to ac¬ cept Christ. It meant the loss of all his kindred, even his father, brothers and sisters, regarding him as dead and holding a funeral service in con¬ formity with Jewish rites. All of this is detailed in very vivid and affecting manner, the hearing of which was a means of grace to me, with thanksgiving to God that I was bom of Christian parents. Let everybody read this book. I predict for it a large circulation, resulting in much good. I most heartily commend this article to all 214 APPENDIX who desire to hasten the time when the Jews shall accept Christ as their Messiah King. From Kev. O. P. Gifford, Brookline, Mass.: I have read the spiritual autobiography of Adjutant Abrams. It stirred my soul. I wish it might be put in permanent form. I am sure it will do much good. From Mrs. Staff-Captain Wm. Palmer, formerly Major Agnes L. Page, Secretary to Commander Evangeline Booth: I read your book with great interest. It is clearly and convincingly written, and the story that it conveys of your experience of the won¬ derful salvation of God is likely to prove of real and rich blessing to the hearts of every reader. From Dr. A. Z. Conrad, Park Street Church, Boston, Mass.: I have read the clear statements of experi¬ ence and the earnest appeal of Adjutant Abrams. It is a revelation of the power of Christ in a human soul. It reveals what Truth will do in a life when it has a fair chance. It attests to the great realities and verities of religious experience and Inspired Revelation. The appeal in behalf of the Hebrew is well grounded, intense and logical. It is abundantly worthy of publication and will certainly have a wide reading and will exercise a powerful influence for good. From Dr. Charles J. Fowler, Editor of The APPENDIX 215 Christian Witness and President of the National Holiness Association, Boston, Mass.: I have read with interest and profit tho matter Adjutant Abrams has prepared, and which I hope may be put in book form for the public. It is thrilling. It shows what it still costs to turn to Christ and follow Him, especially what it costs a Jew. This should be in the hands of the Church, and should encourage all to see that what has been done in this case can be again and often. This matter should get into the hands of the Jew, here is a preacher, and by it the Jew can “ hear ” and “ believe.” From Bev. Prof. Luther T. Townsend, D. D., LL. D., Brookline, Mass.: We have read the story of Mr. Abrams’ conversion from Judaism to Christianity, and have found it full of pathetic interest. His trials, his abiding loyalty to his convic¬ tions, his triumphs and joys in adversity through his faith in Christ are such as will arrest the serious attention of Jews and be very helpful to Christians who may read the story. For the good it would be sure to do, we hope it may find a publisher. Printed in the United States of America - DATE DUE rn}r « HIGHSMITH 5230 Printed In USA