\t \ -«# im ^^ Sk^r y^^^ IX w U ■•:. V 3Fr0m tl|F ICtbrarg of litt{mtit^th hg l|!m to tl|F SItbrartf of J^rtnrrtott StjMlngtral ^^mtttar^ BV 4501 ,H25 1899 Hallock, G. B. F. 1856-1953 Upward steps Upward Steps upward Steps BY / GERARD B. F. HALLOCK, D.D. Author of " The Psalm of Shepherdly Love,'' «' A Square Man,'' •* Church Homelessness,'' etc., etc. " Heaven is not reached by a single bound; We build the ladder by which we rise From the lowly earth to the vaulted skies: And we mount to the summit round by round. THE WESTMINSTER PRESS PHILADELPHIA, PA. 1899 Copyright, 1899, by The Trustees of the Presbyterian Board of Publi- cation AND Sabbath-School Work. Contents PAOB I Upward Steps 9 II Practicing the Presence of God 19 III Things that Keep Us from God 33 IV Love the Master Passion 43 V The Life More Abundant 53 VI Our Divine Friend 61 VII In His Footprints 73 VIII The Discipline of Difficulties 81 IX Grace Abounding 89 X The Making of Character 97 XI Chorusing Our Graces 109 XII Going the Second INIiLE 119 5 Contents PAGE XIII The Seriousness of Working for God 127 XIV Daily Strength for Daily Duty 135 XV Presenting Jesus to Others 145 XVI The Faith Measure 153 XVII Following a Vision 163 XVIII Influence 179 XIX The Chamber of Communion 197 XX The Prayer that Teaches to Pray 203 XXI A Closed Door and a Waiting Saviour 213 XXII Heaven in the Heart 221 Introduction Brooklyn, Oct. 29, 1897 Dear Bro. Hallock : I am right glad that you propose to put into a more permanent form your truly admirable and deeply spiritual articles. You are one of the few men who know how to present vital truths in such a way that people will read them. God bless .you and your forthcoming book ! As ever, yours lovingly, Theo. L. Cuyler. I Upward Steps Upward Steps Upward Steps To be saved is to be safe, and that is the thing of infinite importance to every soul. '* BeHeve on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved." But there is an attainment possible and very desirable to Christians beyond the fact of being safe through Christ. It is that of knowing that we are safe. A Northern soldior inside the Southern picket lines was safe ; but he did not know it, for he had not heard that the war was over. It is a Christian's privi- lege both to be, safe and to feel safe. Many get no further than to a state wherein they think they may be safe, or hope that they are ; but the Bible says, '* He that beheveth on the Son hath eternal life." Con- scious that we have fixed our trust on Christ alone for salvation, it is our privilege to know that we have eternal life dwelling within us, to come to Christian assurance, to arrive at spiritual certainty. One cannot be either strong or happy while in uncertainty. If you do not feel safe, do not know that you are a Christian, you are likely to be both unhappy and weak. Imagine the feelings of the father and mother of one of our boys who went to the Cuban war. Their only and greatly loved son II Upward Steps sails away with his regiment. There is terrible fighting at Siboney, San Juan Hill and Santiago. The parents hear all about this. There are many killed, many more wounded, and more yet dying of exposure and disease. The parents know this. Who can tell the anguish of those parents' hearts until the time when upon rehable authority they are assured that their boy is safe? '^ Thinks" and " hopes " and " maybes " do not satisfy them con- cerning their son's welfare. Will '< thinks" and ''hopes" and "maybes" satisfy you, then, in the matter of your soul's eternal good ? No, you must continue comparatively weak and unhappy until you can arrive at certainty about it. The fact is that Christian assurance is an attainment of a great deal more importance than people usually think. The matter of our safety as Christians is quite independent of our thoughts or feelings about safety. The Northern soldier was safe inside the Southern lines, however fearful and cautious he felt. The one who believes on the Lord Jesus Christ is saved whether he feels saved or not. Safety does not depend on feeling, but on the sav- ing work of Christ. As the Rev. F. B. Meyer says : "The order is not feeling, fact, faith; or feeling, faith, fact ; but it is, first, God's facts, which are laid as a foundation of adamant ; then our faith, which apprehends God's facts and rests upon them ; finally feelings come when we fulfill the conditions upon which they depend." But safety is independ- 12 Upward Steps ent of feeling. One Israelitish family, the night of the first passover, may have been in great dread ; another may have been peaceful and confident. But which was safer ? The fact is that the firstborn of both were safe alike, the blood being sprinkled on the doorposts, no matter what were the feelings of the families. All the Old Testament offerings for sin brought safety to the offerer in the same way. The substitute died and the sinner went free. Our safety is in Christ — his finished work. When we accept him as our Redeemer our safety is secured by his sacrifice and constant intercession for us. It does not depend on fluctuating feelings, but upon his atoning work. But it is the privilege of Christians to go on to the higher attainment — that of knowing we are safe, of having certainty. Both Israelitish families we have referred to were safe. But the family that was both safe and certain, that was both safe and felt safe, was the one that rested upon God's un- failing word of promise. Certainty does not de- pend on feeling. How is the Christian to know that he has eternal Hfe ? There is a definite answer in God's word : '' These things have I written unto you that believe on the name of the Son of God ; that ye may know that ye have eter- nal life." I John v. 13. I have written ! It de- pends, then, upon our resting in something God has said. Our safety depends upon a work of God, a provision he has made for us ; but our certainty de- 13 Upward Steps pends upon our believing his word. We get safety when we believe on the Lord Jesus Christ ; we get certainty when we wholly rely upon God's word. The sprinkled blood makes us safe; the spoken word makes us sure. " Verily, verily, I say unto you. He that believeth on me hath everlasting life." That settles it; no 'Mfs " or ''ands" or "perhapses" about it. If you would be sure of your own blessing, then listen not to the unstable testimony of inward emotions, but to the infallible witness of the word of God. «' Once it was the blessing, Now it is the Lord ; Once it was the feeling, Now it is his word." '^But if I am saved," says one, '' how is it that I have such a fluctuating experience, so often losing all my joy and comfort, and becoming almost as wretched and downcast as I was before my conversion ? " This brings up the matter of the still further at- tainment we may reach, that of Christian joy. The sustained enjoyments of salvation, how are these attained ? We will find by a careful study of the Scriptures that while we are saved by Christ's work, and assured by God's word, we are main- tained in comfort and joy by the Holy Spirit, the source of spiritual life and light. Our spiritual joy will be in proportion to the spiritual character of 14 Upward Steps our walk and conversation. If we abide in Christ our joy will be full. When we are walking worthy of the Lord the Holy Spirit will be producing in our souls his blessed fruits, — ''love, joy, peace." When we are walking in a carnal, worldly way the Spirit is grieved, and these fruits are wanting in greater or less measure. Our safety hangs upon Christ's work for us ; our assurance upon God's word to us ; our enjoyment upon our not grieving the Holy Spirit in us. Your child disobeys you. Only a few moments before you were strolling together in affectionate conversation. In other words, he was in com- munion with you ; his feelings and sympathies were in accord with yours. But now all is changed, and as a naughty, disobedient child he stands off at a distance, the very picture of misery. Where is the joy of a few moments ago ? All gone. Why ? Because communion between you and him has been interrupted. Remember that it is communion which is interrupted, not relationship. He is your son still. You are his father still. Relationship depends upon birth; communion upon behavior. By and by the boy comes out of the corner, rushes into your arms and confesses his fault. Communion is restored. When David sinned so greatly in the matter of Uriah's wife, he did not say, ''Restore unto me thy salvation," but, " Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation." The father would save his boy out 15 upward Steps of a burning building just as surely and as quickly while out of communion as if all were well between them. The love of relationship is one thing, the joy of communion is quite another. If we want spiritual joy we must confess and watch against and fight and pray against our sins, and cultivate in every possible way the grace of fellowship with Christ. "Abide in me, that your joy may be full." We all want Christian joy. We long for it; we pray for it. Yet it is possible to become all the more miserable trying to get joy. For joy does not come that way, — by trying. Joy is an effect. Ful- fill the cause and you will have the effect without trying. We get joy by fulfilling its condition, which is abiding in Christ. Struggling after Chris- tian joy without fulfilling its condition is like agon- izing with God in prayer for a crop on your field without fulfilling the conditions of plowing, sowing and cultivating. Fulfill the condition and you will have Christian joy; and the condition is abiding in the vine, the maintaining of communion with Christ through faith and loving obedience. Grieve not the Holy Spirit of God with willful sin. Cultivate the grace of communion. Abide in ^Christ that your joy may be full. The nearer we live to him the more joy we shall have. Trust Christ's work for your safety. Trust his word for your certainty. Walk in the Spirit for your joy. Do not mistrust God if your joy ceases ; but confess and forsake your sins, which interrupted i6 Upward Steps communion, and begin anew to serve him. ^' Prac- tice the presence of God." Live the hfe of priv- ilege, and your days will be filled with joy and peace in believing. The upward steps are from safety to certainty and from certainty to enjoyment. " Covet the best gifts." Filled with the Spirit ! oh, marvelous gift ! Filled with the Spirit ! oh, blessed uplift ! Filled with his presence, my Saviour I see, See him as never before seen by me. Precious Redeemer ! O Jesus my all, Gladly I give thee my life at thy call ! Free from all envy and free from all strife. Filled with the Spirit, how sweet is my life ! Trials may come ; nay, they do come to me, Come like the waves of a tempest-rocked sea ; Wounded I s-m, yet I'm kept sweet and calm, Finding in Jesus a precious, sure balm. Claiming the promise in Jesus' dear name. Emptied of self, and with love all aflame, Filled with the Spirit, I walk with my I>ord, Kept by his power in sweetest accord ; Safe in his presence, secure from all ill, Weak though I am, I can do my Lord's will. Filled with the power of the blessed Holy Ghost, Given through grace alone, lest I should boast. Though I speak not with miraculous tongue, Jesus is in every song that is sung ; Strengthened with might by the Spirit within, Precious lost souls for my Lord I can win. 17 Upward Steps Filled with the Spirit ! oh, glorious feast, Promised to all ; aye, even to the least ! Brought to his banqueting house by the King, Rapturous joy to the soul he doth bring ; Glad hallelujahs and p?eans of praise Rise unto him, when we walk in his ways." i3 II Practicing the Presence of God Practicing the Presence of God That in these busy, hurrying times we need to be stirred afresh to the exercise of fellowship with God, few Christians will deny. That fellowship with God is a blessed exercise, all who know anything at all about Christian experience will agree. '< It is good for me to draw near to God," is a common sentiment of Christians ; but the drawing near and the living near are not nearly so common as attain- ments. The fact that we can draw near to God implies the fact also that it is possible to live at a distance from God, which too many among even professed Christians do. God is always near us. He is not an absentee needing to be brought down from the heavens or up from the deep. But we too much fail to realize his presence. We often pass hours, days, and even weeks, almost without thought of God. How different is this failure to realize the pres- ence of God from the experience of his nearness realized by some ! Brother Lawrence, the simple- minded cook, tells us that for more than sixty years he never lost the sense of the presence of God, but was as conscious of it while performing the duties 21 Upward Steps of his humble office, as when partaking of the Holy Supper. It is said to have been the humbly-confessed ex- perience of Mr. Spurgeon that he never passed fifteen minutes of his waking life without the con- sciousness of God and his nearness. If only such an experience of the nearness of God were always ours, enwrapping us as the air or light ; if only we could feel, as the great apostle put it on Mars' Hill, that God is not far away, that '' in him we live, and move, and have our being," then we should know what David meant when he spoke of our ** dwell- ing in the secret place of the most high," or of our " abiding under the shadow of the Almighty." Then, too, we should acquire the blessed secret of the Spirit-filled life, the life of privilege, the overcom- ing life. Let none of us get the impression that this kind of living is something vague and visionary and be- yond our reach. It does not require that we should hide away from the world as monks or nuns in con- vent or monastery. It is something both desirable and available and also intensely practical, and not in the least incompatible with the duties of do- mestic, social and business life. Indeed it is some- thing to be maintained in the midst of all these. The practicing of the presence of God is never a hindrance to the best sort of daily, secular living ; but, on the contrary, it is a great help toward ac- complishing the same most calmly, most comfort- 22 Practicing the Presence of God ably and also most successfully. It is simply the life of which so busy a man as St. Paul speaks when he says: "Nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me." To live this interior life is to have an abiding sense of God's presence. It implies the maintenance of an unbroken conscious- ness of our union with him. ''Just what is involved," it may be asked, '*in this practicing of the presence of God ? " As a first step, it involves the yielding of ourselves cor- dially and fully to God. It is not enough for us to give time, talents, energy and money. *' Yield ye yourselves unto God, as those that are alive from the dead." Many will gladly give anything lather than themselves. But what God wants is not ours, but us. At least he wants us first of all. His call is, " My son, my daughter, give me thine heart." There must 'be, first, a full surrender of ourselves unto God before any abounding blessedness can come. The one is the result of the other, — the blessedness of the yielding. This yielding of ourselves to God should be also a definite response to recognized duty. We belong to God. It is for us, then, to recognize his owner- ship, — to say with Paul, "Whose I am," as well as, "Whom I serve." We are first of all to be God's, given up to his ownership, yielding over to his possession, set apart to his name. Abstracting ourselves from all other claims of ownership, not belonging to the world, not belonging to Satan, not 23 Upward Steps belonging to ourselves, but recognizing God's en- tire right in us, we are to honor that right exclu- sively and yield ourselves heartily, fully and forever to his control. This yielding, too, must be a definite and deci- sive act of the will. The reason so many fail in attaining the Spirit-filled life is, not that they do not desire it, but that there are certain points of mental reserve on which they hold back from God, preferring to have their own way and will rather than his. It is one essential step in practicing the presence of God that we yield our will entirely to him. Not only so, but this yielding should be an irrevocable act of faith. It should be a deliberate, intentional, once-for-all going over to God, will- ingly, gladly, trustingly, and without mental reserve or any set conditions. Whether with a sense of his acceptance or without it ; whether with a rush of feeling or without such an experience, it should be such a casting of ourselves upon God with such a manifestation of faith marking the act that we will believe that God has accepted us, and go forward in that belief. We will not wait to feel that God has accepted our self-dedication, but we will be- lieve that he has, reckoning upon his faithfulness to his word. When we draw near it must be with '* a true heart in full assurance of faith." The practicing of the presence of God involves, furthermore, the absolute putting away of every 24 Practicing the Presence of God known sin and a determinate decision to resist every assault of evil. We cannot expect to have God's special manifestations of favor unless we bring our life under the full light of his countenance and let him show us everything that is wrong in us. Whatever he sees there that is wrong, or makes known to us as wrong, we are to make it our first business to do the work of rooting out. Letting in the light may reveal much dust in the corners of a room. So letting in the light of God's gaze may discover much that is evil in our life. But never- theless we are to welcome the light, whatever it may reveal, and then set ourselves at once to the clearing away of the debris. Does God discover to you some evil practice or habit you have been indulging ? Is there some secret sin that has been gnawing at the vitals of your spirituality? Have you permitted your affections to roam unrestricted after forbidden objects? Do you cherish resent- ment or hate toward some one and refuse to be re- conciled? Is there some injustice you refuse to forgive, some charge you refuse to pay, some wrong you refuse to confess? Alas, in the case of the most of us it needs but little searching; for we know the besetting sin, the favorite idol, which keeps God out. Too often we lack the desire or the will to cast it out of our heart. But we must do it ; otherwise we can never enter into the de- sired experience of this inner life. We cannot prac- tice the presence of God while cherished sin is 25 Upward Steps there. Mark, I do not say sin, for we all sin and come short of the glory of God ; but I say we cannot practice the presence of God while cherished sin, permitted sin, sin unwatched-against, sin un- fought-against, sin unprayed -against is there. If we would draw near to God it must be with true hearts as well as with full assurance of faith. This practicing the presence of God involves, furthermore, the diligent cultivation of every spiritual grace. For one thing, we must think of God. That is to say we must strive constantly to realize his presence, rejoicingly desiring him near as the Friend from whom we would never be separated, in work, in prayer, in recreation, in re- pose. For the practice of the presence of God you must to some worthy degree realize that wondrous truth revealed by John, that man dwells in God and God in man. You must try to realize the presence of God with you and within you. Say to yourself over and over again every day, and many times in the day : " God is here." '' God is with me." *' God is within me." " God is my Father." '* I am God's child." <' I am in my Father's pres- ence." ''God is love, and God loves me." Abide in him. Let his words and will abide in you. Cultivate this habit of mind, this grace of inter- course with God, and by and by you will arrive at the state of an unbroken and delightful conscious- ness of God's nearness to you, his presence with you. 26 Practicing the Presence of God Dear fellow-disciples of Christ, let us not fail to understand that all this is infinitely more than worth our while. No one can overstate the de- lights there are in a Christ-filled life. The happiest days you have ever known were the days when you were living nearest to Christ and most conscious of his nearness to you. Think what joy it would be to get into a sustained and stable Christian expe- rience like the best you have known, walking with God all the day and every day. There is one thing we must not overlook which is almost essential to such a life — it is the being frequently alone with God. We can have him with us in life's activities in any full degree only when we give ourselves suitable pause in which to think of God, to commune with him, and let him come in and iill our souls. The time need not be long, but it should be habitual ; preferably in the early part of the day when our minds are fresh and our hearts unburdened. Every soul of us needs this intercourse with God, and when we get it the effect is like when one looks at the sun. You gaze a moment at the sun, and then look about you on the earth, and everywhere you see the sun. Up the street, in yonder doorway, among the hurrying people ; you seem to have brought the sun down by your look and now you see it all about you. This same thing is what happens too, disciple of Christ, when you recognize the religious value of a quiet hour and give yourself pause to look into the 27 Upward Steps face of God. By so doing you bring him down into your immediate surroundings. In the midst of the thronging people who press upon your daily life, when you enter the doorway of your office, store or shop, or duties pursue you in the home, everywhere you see God, are conscious of his pres- ence, and walk with his light irradiating the whole horizon of your activities. We break the law of spiritual growth and fail to learn one of the lessons of the life of Christ if we fail to take such hours. No Christian has a right to undertake so much and to be so busy that he cannot, at least occasionally, take them. They give spiritual refreshment, and a firmer, steadier hand and a warmer heart for every task. But we must not only think about God, and some- times be alone with him : we must listen to his voice. He is not a silent God. He speaks to us, — through his works, through his word, through his Spirit. If we would practice the presence of God we must listen to him when he speaks. We must be attentive to his counsels. We must heed his commands. We must answer his invitations. We must enter into communion with him. Some- times when we talk with him by the way he tarries to make one with us and to open to us the Scrip- tures. Let us listen to him then, for he will cause our hearts to burn within us with holy joy. Take time to listen to him. Have set times to meet him. Prize every opportunity for intercourse with him. 28 Practicing the Presence of God Let your attitude be always, '' Speak, Lord; for thy servant heareth." Be sure of this, that God has much to say to all those who will attentively listen to his voice. It is well to listen, but you should also speak to God. Express your love for him; bring your de- sires to him ; make known your gratitude for the gifts of his love. Hold converse with him in the hours of morning meditation, in the set times for prayer and the study of his word, in the quick, ejaculatory petitions of the busiest moments of the day. Tell him of your failures, confess to him your sins, ask him for his help. Talk with him thus ; do it often, taking to him all your purposes and your plans, your duties and your desires, and make of him your most intimate companion and friend. Then, love' God. Be devoted to him, and to him supremely. Have no affections apart from him. All lawful loves, — your wife, your children, your kindred, your friends, — love them in God, not them and God. Serve God, but see that you serve him out of love, — not because you must, but because you will. Wait upon him in prayer, in the study of his word, in his sanctuary, in the ordinan- ces of his house and in the ways of active service, not out of mere custom, but because through these all you grow in the knowledge of God, into inti- macy with God, and into all the manifold experi- ences of his grace. 29 Upward Steps There are some blessed secrets connected with such a life as this, — a life spent in the practice of the pres- ence of God. We can recount such secrets only in the briefest possible way ; but it is worth our while to know that this practice of the presence of God is the secret of peace. One cannot be greatly dis- turbed with God so near. It is the secret of con- tentment. Having God, we have all. It is the secret of power. In touch with God, we .are con- nected with the great dynamic source of all power. It is the secret of a life of highest happiness and joy. It is the secret of living a life of love and of highest usefulness to others. Guidance mid life's perplexities, wisdom for life's decisions, cheer for life's sorrows and help over life's hard places, all come with it. Both for the sake of the present and the future good it is worth the while of every Chris- tian to set about the deliberate, sensible, love- prompted and persistent practicing of the presence of God. Each one who thus drawing near to God shall " abide under the shadow of the Almighty," can say with some such sense of blessedness as was felt by Ellen Lakshmi Goreh, of India, that de- vout convert from heathenism, when she penned the beautiful words and thoughts of that remarkably sweet and spiritual poem, *'In the Secret of His Presence ' ' : " In the secret of his presence how my soul delights to hide ! Oh, how precious are the lessons which I learn at Jesus' side! 30 Practicing the Presence of God Earthly cares can never vex me, neither trials lay me low; For when Satan comes to tempt me, to the secret place I go. «• When my soul is faint and thirsty, 'neath the shadow of his wing There is cool and pleasant shelter, and a fresh and crystal spring ;■ And my Saviour rests beside me, as we hold communion sweet : If I tried, I could not utter what he says when thus we meet. " Only this I know : I tell him all my doubts, my griefs, and fears ; Oh, how patiently he listens ! and my drooping soul he cheers : Do you think he ne'er reproves me ? what a false friend he would be, If he never, never told me of the sins which he must see. " Would you like to know the sweetness of the secret of the Lord? Go and hide beneath his shadow : this shall then be your reward ; And when e'er you leave the silence of that happy meet- ing place, You must mind and bear the image of the Master in your face." 31 Ill Things That Keep Us From God Things That Keep Us From God Few Christians there are who are not regretfully aware of living at far too great a distance from God. Most of us are sensible of a sad lack of vital religion, of depth of Christian experience, and of loving and intimate communion with our heavenly Father. We would like to live near to him, and to experience the joy of fellowship ; but we do not seem to succeed. To be sure, we do not make much effort in this direction. Our attitude is rather that of ijidefinite longing than of making any downright effort to attain. In fact, either con- sciously or unconsciously, we continue to do, or to permit, the very things that increase the barriers between us and God. If any of us are mourning the coldness of our Christian living, it is well for us to face the fact that there are many easily enumerated things, pos- sibly common in our life, that are sure to main- tain a sense of distance between our souls and our Saviour. It may prove a real help toward their avoidance if we will definitely recall what some of them are. One of these things is simply the rush and hurry 35 Upward Steps of our modern life. Many of us are in danger of being jostled out of our spirituality. We scarcely take time to think. There is a hymn we sometimes hear sung : " Take time to be holy." It takes time to be holy. We need time for meditation and prayer. Meditation kindles thought, and thought kindles love. Someone has said that meditation is a lost art. If so, then communion with God is in danger of becoming a lost art. " Come ye your- selves apart into a desert place, and rest a while." Let us not fail to take seasons for thought and com- munion with God, and for the cultivation of spir- itual life. The rush and hurry of our days are sure to stand between us and true living unless we are very careful to live in the Spirit and walk in the Spirit, and to allow ourselves time in which to cultivate the grace of communion with God. Irregularity of spiritual nourishment is another thing that may stand between us and attainment in grace. Some of us may take time for religion, but it is only occasionally, or at long intervals. We read God's word only at irregular periods. We pray only occasionally. We attend God's house too seldom. Instead, we ought to seek spiritual nourishment at frequent and stated times. We need communion with God as much as we need our daily bread, and as regularly, too. There is almost limitless resource in the way of holding us to duty and of making us strong in all Christian attainments in the mere fact of observing stated 36 Things That Keep Us From God and regular seasons for spiritual meditation and prayer and nourishment ; while the opposite of this keeps us far from God, makes us weak and sickly in soul and lacking in Christian joy and usefulness. Another barrier between us and God is found in the attractions of worldliness. This is a beautiful world. God wants us to be happy in it. We are to live in the world, but we are not to have the world live in us. We are to use the world as not abusing it. We are told that while in the world we are not to be of it. A writer suggests that it is all right for the boat to be in the water, but when the water gets into the boat, the boat sinks. So when money-getting and pleasure getting fih us, our spiritual life is submerged. Let us watch against reserving the best of our time and the best of our talents for self. Nothing more certainly than selfishness will separate between us and God. Grieving the Holy Spirit is another common barrier that comes between the Christian and his Lord. We too commonly think of this as a sin only of those who are not Christians ; but we are wrong. To us who are Christ's the good Mes- senger comes over and over again, and we do not receive him. He points out a duty and we do not do it. He calls us to a higher life, and we do not aspire, or try to climb. We turn him aside. We drown his voice in the confusion of earthly things. We go on heedless of his love and his call. In so doing we certainly grieve him, and cut 37 Upward Steps ourselves away from the grace and blessing of God. *' Grieve not the Holy Spirit of God." Furthermore, we often display a lack in the mat- ter of frank, full and immediate confession of our sins. We cover and excuse and make allowances for the wrong things we do. We permit too much time to elapse between sin and the seeking of par- don. Both of these things separate between us and God. '' If I regard iniquity in my heart, the Lord will not hear me." '' He that covereth his sin shall not prosper." Let us be careful not to cover, or excuse, or apologize for our sins, nor delay re- pentance or the seeking of pardon if we would not experience a growing sense of distance between us and God. It needs scarcely to be added that deliberate dis- obedience is sure to drive us away from God, and turn his face away from us. " Your sins have separated between you and your God." This is always the result of sin. Sinful thoughts, sinful imaginations, sinful deeds build a high barrier be- tween us and our Lord. Of all sins those com- monly spoken of as secret sins are liable to be most harmful. Henry M. Stanley tells us that when he was passing through the forests of darkest Africa, the most formidable foes he encountered, those that caused the greatest loss of life to his caravan, and came near defeating his expedition, were the Wam- butti dwarfs. These diminutive men had only little bows and arrows for weapons, so small that 38 Things That Keep Us From God they looked like children's playthings; but upon the tip of each tiny arrow was a drop of poison which would kill an elephant or a man as surely and as quickly as a rifle. Their defense was by means of poison and traps. They would steal through the dense forest, and, waiting in ambush, let fly their arrows before they could be discovered. They dug ditches and carefully covered them with sticks and leaves. They fixed spikes in the ground and tipped them with poison. Into these ditches and on these spikes man and beast would fall or step to their death. One of the strangest things about it was that their poison was made of honey. It is thus that Satan wages his destructive war- fare against God's people. Stealthily, under cover of darkness, by treachery, with weapons seemingly harmless, through the sweets of life, he comes clothed as ''an angel of light." Yet how deadly are the little honey-coated sins which he adminis- ters, how sure the destruction of him who is de- ceived into wandering from the straight and nar- row way ! What are some of these sins usually thought of as little sins ? There are sins which by comparison with great sins men call little. Ill temper in family, commercial and church relations ; a light and frivolous spirit ; remissness in religious duties ; so- cial whispering, slandering and backbiting ; vanity and folly in dress ; indulgence in hurtful amuse- ments ; careless and impure conversation ; pride, 39 Upward Steps etc. There is a host of these might easily find. What is the harm they do ? They injure our consciences by hardening them ; they relax our de- votion to and prevent our communion with God ; they hinder the presence of Christ with us ; they grieve the Holy Spirit ; and especially, they make way for greater sins. There is an Indian story of a morsel of a dwarf who asked a king to give him all the ground he could cover with three strides. The king, seeing him so small, said, <' Certainly " ; whereupon the dwarf suddenly shot up into a tremendous giant, covering all the land with the first stride, and all the water with the second, and with the third knocked the king down and took his throne. It is said that a man one day strolling along in the country happened to see a magnificent golden eagle flying bravely upward toward the sky. He watched it with delight and admiration as it so strongly mounted upward ; but presently he saw that something was wrong with it. It seemed un- able to go any higher. Soon it began to fall, and presently it lay at his feet a lifeless mass. What could be the matter ? No human hand had harmed it. No sportsman's shot had reached it. He went and examined the bird ; and what did he find ? It had carried up with it a little weasel in its talons, and as it had drawn its talons near to its body, for flight, the little creature had wormed itself partly 40 Things That Keep Us From God out of them and had drunk the lifeblood from the eagle's breast. How hke this is it with sin ! It may appear a very Uttle thing one is at first tempted to do, but presently it fastens upon the soul and works death and destruction^ How must little sins be dealt with ? Not ten- derly ; not connivingly ; but they must be taken. We must take them or they will take us. We must down with them or they will down with us. We must watch against and pray against and fight against even the smallest of sins, or by and by we shall be overcome of sin and fall into utter spiritual ruin. Look out for the little foxes that spoil the vines ! Make no place in your life for so-called minor evils. They are very dangerous, and even if we are not actually slain by them, they are sure to separate between our souls and any growth in grace and enjoyment of communion with God. Let us guard against the things that separate be- tween our souls and God. Let us cling to the things that promote nearness to God. The nearer the stronger. The nearer the more useful. The nearer the happier. •'* Jesus keep me near the cross, Bring its scenes before me ; Help me walk from day to day, With its shadow o'er me." 41 IV Love the Master Passion Love the Master Passion There is certainly no more sweet or efficient con- straint than that of love. The best way for a parent to teach a child to be good is by appealing to its love rather than to its fear. The child that is frightened all the time is pretty sure to be ruined. It is the drawing of the mother's affection, the re- peated appeal of the father's love, that creates and fosters good character. For the forming of high character and for the accomplishing of successful work for Christ, what we all need is to come more under the power of his constraining love. In a chaste, elegant little chapel, called the ''Chapel of the Sacred Heart of Jesus," in a Roman cathedral, the principal object is a crimson lamp in the shape of a heart. It is formed of glass and partly filled with oil on which floats a tiny flame illumining the crimson glass, so that the heart seems on fire, — a burning heart, its flame ascending before the altar by day and night ! In a small box at the side of the chapel candles are sold for twopence each. When a candle has been procured the ministering acolyte lights it at the flame of the sacred heart, and hands it to the 45 Upward Steps worshiper, who then proceeds, with the lighted can- dle, to pray before a series of historical pictures, following the various stages of the Saviour's toil and suffering to his sacrifice on the cross. Deeply as we may mourn the idolatry of Rome's many altars and images, the scene may be full of suggestion to us. What is it that many orthodox churches and evangelical Christians most need ? What but the reality (not the representation) of the principle rudely indicated in the Chapel of the Sacred Heart ? Let our feeble, dim intelligences, and our poor, cold hearts come into contact with the sacred heart of Jesus, and, through the power of the Holy Spirit, be illumined and kindled by the fellowship ; then shall we understand the apostle Paul's experience and echo his testimony, when, inspired with a quenchless enthusiasm of devotion and consecration, he exclaimed, ''Whether we are beside ourselves, it is unto God ; or whether we are of sober mind, it is unto you. For the love of Christ constraineth us." This is the impelling motive we need as Christians, the constraining love of Christ. In order to appreciate more fully how great the love of Christ is, let us think of some of the ways in which his love has been displayed. It was displayed in his coming to earth. He came from heaven with all its glory down to earth with all its lowly suffering. " The Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us. ' ' He humbled himself. 46 Love the Master Passion He took the form of a servant. He placed himself beside us. We are told that when Mrs. Booth, the ''Mother of the Salvation Army" was a young girl, she saw a prisoner being dragged to jail, and his forlorn and lonely lot so appealed to her that she ran to his side and walked with him on his sor- roAvful way. This is what Christ did by his advent. He took his place at our side, identified himself with us in our need, and in this very act manifested a wonderful love for us. See, too, how it was displayed in his life while on earth. ''He went about doing good." "He came not to be ministered unto, but to minister. ' ' How wonderfully he manifested love wherever he went ! He did it by pardoning the sinner, by heal- ing the diseased, by comforting the sorrowing, by being a friend to the friendless, a helper to the weak, the teadher of the ignorant, and by showing the greatest of kindness to those seemingly most unworthy of it all. His miracles were love- prompted. So were all the gracious words that proceeded out of his mouth. His life was indeed a life of love. Above all he showed his love through his death. Behold him in Gethsemane ! Follow him to Gol- gotha ! View him on the cross ! " See, from his head, his hands, his feet Sorrow and love flow mingled down ! " Was there ever sorrow like that sorrow ? So, was 47 Upward Steps there ever love like that love ? Can we compre- hend these mysteries, the baptism of blood, the last mysterious agony, the complaint of being forsaken of God ? We feel we cannot. They transcend all thought. The love which made him stoop to them is therefore love ^' which passeth knowledge." In- finite love is displayed here, by the death of Christ on the cross. Our recognition of his great love is increased when we realize the fact also that this dying was not for the worthy, but for the unworthy, — for sinners. *'Perad venture for a good man some would even dare to die. But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us." There was not a favorable trait in our characters to commend us. We were rebellious and repulsive and sin-laden ; and yet Christ loved us and died for us ! Unparalleled love ! A Damon may offer himself to die for Pyth- ias. David may wish that he had died for his son Absalom ; but who would die for a criminal or an enemy ? Such love as this, such wonderful love was it Christ displayed. Who can fathom the depth of such love as that ? Such love, love so wonderful as we see Christ's to be, may well prompt us to thoughts as to its con- straining influence. To constrain means to urge, successfully to persuade, to bear away, to transport, to impel forward. The love of Christ certainly possesses a mighty moving power. It is, indeed, 48 Love the Master Passion the great instrument to all high and holy attain- ment. It is the true Christian motive. By it we are moved to enter the Christian life. Christ said, <' I, if I be lifted up, will draw all men unto me." No one can stand before the cross, realizing that Christ died for him, and not be moved with an impulse to yield the heart to him and accept him as his personal Redeemer. ''We love him because he first loved us." By it we are prompted to confess ourselves his disciples, unite with his people and make open ac- knowledgment of our devotement to him and his cause. A soldier on the Williamsburg battlefield had the artery of his arm severed by the fragment of a shell, and was fast bleeding to death. A physician an- swered his call, came to him, bound up his arm and saved his life. As the surgeon was passing on the man exclaimed : '* Doctor, what is your name? " **0h, no matter," said the physician. "But, doctor, I want to tell my wife and chil- dren who it was that saved me ! " So when Christ comes to us, binding up our broken hearts, healing our wounded spirits and sav- ing our dying souls, is it any wonder that there comes to us at once a longing desire to tell others what he has done for us and to show our gratitude by an open acknowledgment of him who is our Saviour ? '' The love of Christ constraineth us." 49 Upward Steps By it we are impelled to battle against sin. A devoted love makes it easy for a wife to be true to her husband or a husband to his wife. There is a wonderful purifying power in love. Love has mighty transforming influence. There is a story of a young girl whose growth in Christian character was very marked. No one seemed to understand the secret of it. It was no- ticed by a very intimate friend that she wore a golden locket which she seemed to prize very highly. Once this friend was sitting with her by the seaside, on a beautiful summer day, and they were in most delightful and affectionate conversation, when the friend suddenly turned and asked if she might look into the locket she had always kept so closely. Being urged the girl consented. The friend opened it to find within these words : '' Whom having not seen I love." Here was the secret of her beautiful life. She had come under the transforming power of the love of Christ. She had a Friend. There was One who loved her. There was One she loved. Love had impelled her to struggle against sin, resist the wrong and cultivate all that was pure and good, all that could be pleasing to her unseen Friend. By love we are led also to make sacrifices for Christ. Love is the impelling motive back of all self-sacrifice and labor for him. The heart-enlisted Christian does not give up sinful indulgences be- cause he must, but because he loves Christ and de- lights to do what will please him. The love of 50 Love the Master Passion Christ constraining, he is glad to deny himself for Christ's sake. Self-sacrifice becomes actual pleas- ure, and work for Christ highest joy. The love- constrained Christian realizes Christ's desire for souls, and therefore tries to win them to him. He knows Christ's longing for the extension of his kingdom, and he therefore gladly gives according to his ability for the spread of the gospel. Christ's in- terests become his interests, Christ's glory his glory, Christ's cause his cause, under the sweet impelling constraint of love. The lack we too commonly see of readiness to confess Christ, of holy living, of sacrifice-making, and of soul-saving effort is due to lack of love. Have we this motive ? Is love for Christ the master passion with us ? This pointy out a remedy for all our slackness. To bring Christ's love before our minds, to press the thought of its exceeding greatness home upon our hearts, this we should do in order to quicken and kindle to a ruddy glow our own affections. Only so can we set ourselves forward in the Chris- tian life and become successful in Christ's service. As a help in this direction let us also bear in mind the fact that highest happiness comes in heart- enlisted service. Duty becomes a delight when the heart is in it. Love-constrained service is a glad and joyous service. In a mother's devotion to her child she scarcely hears the stern demand of duty. Her warm heart beats to the sweet melodies of a 51 Upward Steps quenchless affection, and she never thinks of duty while yet she is discharging it. So it is in regard to obedience to God by the heart-enlisted. They tell us that in the oil regions there are many wells which must be laboriously pumped to get even a little oil each day. But there are other wells that flow of themselves. So there are some people Avho have hard work forcing themselves to do duty, to serve Christ, to accomplish his will. But it is not so with those who are constrained by love. Duty becomes a delight because the heart is enlisted. Let us do all we can to bring before our minds, and press upon our own attention the fact of Christ's love in order that we may be led to live a life constrained by that love. Christ's love is certainly a sweet constraint ; let us strive increasingly to live under its delightful sway. 52 V The Life More Abundant The Life More Abundant The student of biology becomes acquainted with a large number of organisms that manifest only a very low degree of vitality. This lack of vitality discovers itself by the limited powers of motion, little sensibility to pain and pleasure, and compara- tive absence of intelligence. A sponge, a jellyfish, a mollusk, has life, but it is the very opposite of life abundantly. This same distinction applies also in human life. Men and women differ very much in the amount of life they possess. With many who are sickly and delicate, the difficulty is nothing but low physical vitality — little life. In the matter of mental life the same difference is seen. Of course, in many cases it is nothing but difference in culture or education ; but among people who have enjoyed equal advantages the variations of mental life are sometimes very marked. You hear persons spoken of as slow of understanding, cold of heart, feeble of will, and you know at once that what is meant is that with them life is scanty. On the other hand, you know men and women of quick perception, keen wit, warm feelings, filled with energy and ardor, and you say that these are the 55 Upward Steps signs of abundant life. So we see at once that life is a matter of degrees. Some have life, but it flickers like a dying candle. Others have life at its full, like the fire on the blacksmith's forge when the bellows are blown at full blast. Life abounding, life abundantly, is what we all like and covet. We want to live while we live, life at its full, life at its best, life abundantly. There are those who will have it that personal piety narrows the soul and contracts the life. They say that religion's pleasures are few, its prohibitions innumerable and fixed, with nothing to do but to repeat in each sensitive ear its " Thou shalt," or '' Thou shalt not," with the discord of a perpetual command. Even good people are sometimes mis- led into the thought that life is in some way nar- rowed down and circumscribed by religion ; while many who are not Christians are deterred from ever becoming such by this same misunderstand- ing. But the system of faith and practice which Christ came to proclaim admits of no such morose- ness, severity or gloomy views; but, instead, it proposes to bring in as its own free gift a new and increased experience of every kind that renders life valuable, worthy and worth living. So it is that when we urge rehgion upon any one and the spoken or unspoken excuse is, '* Oh, but I want to see more of life first," the gospel, as if anticipating the objection, or rebuking the one who utters it, answers, ' * Very well, but you are making a great 56 The Life More Abundant mistake, for the Redeemer came that you might have life, and that you might have it yet more abundantly." In other words, this is the doctrine of the New Testament, that the devoted Christian life is a fuller life, a freer life, a brighter, more welcome, more joyous, more abounding life than any other life whatsoever. Why, some people live as much in ten years as others would in fifty. Under certain conditions life is wonderfully en- riched. '' Better fifty years of Europe than a cycle of Cathay." Christ gives us an added capacity for life, an added talent for life, an added amount of life ; so that a Christian actually lives more in the same length of time than one who is not a Christian. Christ's blessing for his people is not that they may have simply life, but that they may have it more abundantly. But just here an honest questioner might exclaim ; '' Yes, this sounds well; it makes the Christian life seem very desirable, but I do not see how this larger life is brought about ; how is it done ? ' ' We an- swer ; *' In no way more markedly than by enlarg- ing the capacity of the soul." Not long ago we made the acquaintance of a young girl who is nearsighted. Until she was nearly ten years of age neither she nor her parents realized her lack. But finding that she had diffi- culty in studying at school they took her to an ocu- list who furnished her with suitable glasses. When she put them on and looked about she ex- 57 Upward Steps claimed : " Why, mamma, I can see the grass, that it has separate blades, and the trees, that they have separate leaves. I could never see so before, for they always appeared like one mass of green." We know the secret. She could see more and she could see better simply because her capacity for seeing was enlarged. Just so it is with religion in the soul; it enlarges its capacity. Before, the eyes of the understanding were darkened, and there was blindness in the heart. Now, the whole being is brought ''out of darkness into God's marvelous light." There are beauties the unregenerate heart can never see. There are joys it can never know. "And Elisha prayed, and said. Lord, I pray thee, open his eyes, that he may see. And the Lord opened the eyes of the young man ; and he saw : and, behold, the mountain was full of horses and chariots of fire round about Elisha." Just so with us is the opening of our spiritual vision but a superadded capacity to see. To the renewed soul it becomes actually true that the whole landscape of life, its mountains and its valleys are filled with the horses and chariots of God's hitherto unseen power and protecting care and manifestations of love. In innumerable ways the Christian has the advantage over one who is not a Christian. His field of vision is wider and more far-reaching, because it takes in things spiritual and therefore eternal. His cup of bliss is not only fuller, but it holds more. While others may have real earthly 58 The Life More Abundant joys, Christ's follower has these and the joys of the Christian added. Not only can he say, '< My cup runneth over," but he can add, '< My heart hast thou enlarged." While the pint cup may be full, the quart cup holds more. There is another fact that ought to be noticed, namely : that the Christian's capacity for joy is one that is to go on ever increasing, while the very op- posite is the tendency for all who are self-seeking and worldly. With all such there is a constant contraction of life going on from the beginning to the end. It is said that one of the tortures of the tyrant kings was that of a cell which at the prisoner's first entrance presented an air of comfort and ease, so that it was not until he had been a few days con- fined that he noticed the dimensions of his chamber beginning to contract. But the fact became more appalling every day. Slowly the sides drew closer ; and the unhappy victim was at last crushed to death. The selfish and worldly life is nothing less than such a death chamber. Tyrant-like it imprisons, and torture-like it crushes, until the lines of a slowly contracting existence destroy the soul in the catas- trophe of sin. Ordinarily rivers run small at the beginning, grow broader and broader as they proceed, and be- come widest and deepest at the point where they enter the" sea. It is just such a river the Christian 59 Upward Steps life is like. The life of the worldly is like those other rivers, in Southern Africa, which, proceeding from mountain freshets, are broad and deep at the beginning, but grow narrower and more shallow as they advance, until they waste themselves away by soaking into the sands. At last they pass from sight entirely. The farther they run the less there is of them. But the very opposite of this is the life Christ gives. Let us not forget that there is a capacity for full and abounding life which every man or woman must lack until the heart is yielded cordially and lovingly to God. Only then does joy abound at its full. *'I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly j ' ' and one of the ways he gives it is by increasing the capacity of the soul. Christ came to be a mighty fountain of life to every one who will receive him. 60 VI Our Divine Friend Our Divine Friend " Give me a friend," says one ; *' I am not my- self till I have a friend." Every one needs a friend. Christ is the Friend we need. We need other friends, but we need no others so much as we need him. Some we would have as our friends may be indifferent to us. Christ is never indifferent to any, but is wiUing to be the friend of all, even the most lowly. The Lord Christ is a friend for every one. He calls us friends without regard to our race or na- tionality, our condition of wealth or of poverty, our learning or lack of learning, without regard to the religious sect or social set to which we belong, the family connections or social acquaintances we have made, or the peculiar infirmities of tempera- ment and temper we manifest. Here is the miracle of miracles, that Christ can manifest himself the Friend of every one. Explain this miracle and we explain the most wonderful of all miracles. Look out on broad humanity and you find it broken. It is broken into nationalities, broken into tribes, broken into sets of every sort. It is further broken into circles of acquaintances, into families, into in- timacies of two or more within families, into vary- 63 Upward Steps ing temperaments. Nation does not altogether coalesce with nation, set with set, family with family. But here is the wonder, that Jesus, be- longing to the most sectarian of nations, spending his youth in the little provincial town of Nazareth, never passing outside the bounds of Palestine, trained in the exclusive Jewish system, should yet possess a heart so grand and so great as to be in fundamental kinship with every man of every na- ture in every nation the broad earth over, and that all these various souls should turn to him and find in him exact adjustment with themselves, — this is the miracle of miracles and the one which above all others pronounces our Saviour divine. It is the moral miracle of friendship — of divine friendship, that to the infinite variety of human hearts the one Christ so accurately mates himself as Friend. Every one needs a friend, and Christ is the one Friend every one needs. The love of friends is an active passion, and de- lights in rendering service and bestowing benefits. If Christ is our Friend he will treat us accordingly, and we may expect from him whatever the most perfect friendship can insure. For one thing, he will honor us with his confi- dence. This is the very thing he mentions in a recorded conversation with the disciples. '* Hence- forth I call you not servants; for the servant knoweth not what his Lord doeth : but I have called you friends ; for all things I have heard of 64 Our Divine Friend my Father I have made known unto you." A servant is intrusted not with secrets, but with orders. But << the secret of the Lord is with them that fear him ; and he will show them his covenant." The unreserved confidence is for friends. There is nothing concealed between them. Abraham was called the friend of God, and God said, ** Shall I hide from Abraham that thing which I do?" How constantly Christ unbosomed himself to his disciples, saying, "To you it is given to know the mysteries of the kingdom of heaven," when he was alone with them ''expounding all things unto them," manifesting himself to them as not unto the world. So Christ is now ready to honor us with his confidence, take us into this intimacy of rela- tion and to tell us secrets which those v/ho will not abide " in the secret of his presence " cannot hear. Have we sought his confidence, admitted him to our lives, kept our hearts open toward him and listened as we should when he has spoken ? If Christ is our Friend he will give us freedom of access to himself. Distance and ceremonies may be necessary to regulate the approach of others ; but they are all laid aside for a friend. The heart, the arms, the house are all open to him. And does our divine Friend desire to keep us at a distance ? On the contrary all his language is that of invita- tion — " Come." He allows us to " come even to his seat," to enter ''the secret of his pavilion," permits us to tell him all, even to our most minute 65 Upward Steps affairs, allows us to live in his house, sit at his table, walk at his side, lean on his bosom. Such honor have all his saints. But we may well question ourselves : Have we accepted his invitations ? Have we availed our- selves of the offered privileges ? Have we shown ourselves at all suitably appreciative of all his many offered opportunities for intimacy ? If Christ is our Friend he will counsel us. He is the "Counselor." He gives us the benefit of his wisdom. '' The meek will he guide in judg- ment : and the meek will he teach his way." The counsel of a wise and true friend, how good it is ! We are encouraged to bring to him all our plans, all our doubts, all our fears. Are we in the dark ? He will be to us light. Have we doubts ? He will be the dissolver of doubts. Are we perplexed regarding the way to take ? He will be our guide. The trouble with most of us is altogether this, that we do not seek his counsel as we should. Were we to do so, he would lead us in wisdom's ways, which are pleasantness, and into her paths, which are peace. If Christ is our Friend he will reprove us. Gentle reproof is one of the proofs and privileges of a friend. " Do you think he ne'er reproves me ? What a false friend he would be, If he never, never told me Of the sins which he must see." 66 Our Divine Friend "Faithful are the wounds of a friend." ''Let the righteous smite me; it shall be a kindness." Our divine Friend is faithful to us, and so he re- proves when we go wrong, to the end that we may learn to do better. ' ' As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten." With both counsel and reproof he has been ready ; but have we been always glad to hear the good counsel or to heed the faith- ful reproof? If Christ is our Friend he will sympathize with us. There is no true friendship unless we make the pleasures and pains of the chosen ones our own, rejoicing when they rejoice and weeping when they weep. This is the sort of a friend Christ is to us. It was to this end he came to earth and assumed our nature. He became a man to be a friend. He became a man in order that he might be ' ' tempted in all points like as we are. ' ' He became a man in order that he might be "touched with a feeling of our infirmities." "For in that he him- self hath suffered being tempted, he is able to succor them that are tempted." In all our afflic- tions he is afflicted. There is nothing concerns us that does not concern him. He sympathizes with us in all the events of our human existence. Do we permit him to enter into them all with us as we might ? If we lack consciousness of his sympathy in either joy or sorrow, it is not his fault but ours. If Christ is our Friend he will afford us assistance and succor. He will not stand by and see us need. 67 Upward Steps '* A friend loveth at all times, and a brother is born for adversity." He is a very present help in every time of need. We might have friends who in a time of need would love us and sympathize with us, but sorrowfully find themselves without power to aid us. But not so with Christ as our Friend. '' Noth- ing is too hard for the Lord." He is both able and willing to give us aid, and prove himself the very friend we need. And this he will do all our life through and in death will not forsake us. "I have called you friends." Meaningful message ! En- dearing title ! To us what a blessed privilege thus to be called by Christ ! If Christ is our Friend and we profess to be his, what has he therefore a right to expect from us? How will our love for Christ make itself manifest ? There are self-tests we may wisely apply in seeking to know our real relationship toward Christ. If we love Christ we will love to think about him. It is a characteristic of love that it delights to dwell in thought upon the object of its regard. If love to Christ is true it will be carried about continually in the Christian's mind and heart, an ever-present reality. There is an old story that when a surgeon was probing the breast of one of Napoleon's sol- diers to extract a bullet, the wounded man sighed as he felt the thrust : "A little deeper and you will find the emperor ! " Do we love Christ like that? so that he may be found there always, in the heart ? It is a good test of our friendship toward him for 68 Our Divine Friend us to put to ourselves this question as to just how much we keep him in mind and dwell upon him in thought. If we love Christ we will delight to hear about him. We always like to hear about those we love. '* How sweet the name of Jesus sounds in a be- liever's ear ! " Is your friendship such as to make his name sound sweet to your ear ? Do you find joy in hearing him spoken of, the beauties of his character mentioned, his gracious words repeated, and his loving works and ways recalled ? Such is the way one true friend feels in hearing about another. If you love Christ you will love his friends. This is a well-known trait of all true love. We love our friends* friends. It will be one of the best proofs of the sincerity of our friendship toward Christ if we love air those he loves. "This is my com- mandment, That ye love one another. So shall ye be my disciples." If we love Christ we will be careful of his good name and honor. As a true friend we will care- fully guard both him and his cause from any stigma or dishonor, and especially from any that might re- sult from the least lack of loyalty or faithfulness on our part. We will also take his part against any who would strive to take away from the honor of his names, titles, attributes, ordinances, word, or works. If we love him we will love to be with him. It is 69 Upward Steps this love that leads Christ's friends to go to places where he is especially sure to be found, places where he promises to meet them. The hour of prayer, the place of prayer, the house of prayer, and all the ordinances of religion are as sweet as when a lover tarries with the loved one, all because they carry us into the very presence of Christ, our Friend. This also is the reason why Christians look forward with so much delight toward their residence in heaven. " They shall see his face." *' God himself shall be with them, and be their God." **We shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is." Let us test ourselves. Let us strive to know the real quahty of our friendship. Christ was the friend of Peter and John and James, of Martha and Mary and Lazarus, in Palestine long ago. They knew him, walked with him, talked with him, and found highest delight in him then. Why may not I, by faith, do the same now ? There are those who do. They walk with him, talk with him, and *' practice his presence" every day. They meet him every morning when they awake ; he is with them in the street and at their work ; they tell to him their secrets and appeal to him in every time of need; they know him better than any other friend. I need such a friend, and I know that he is willing to be such to me. I resolve to accept his love anew, to cherish it afresh, to value it more, to grieve it less, and to strive to live under the 70 Our Divine Friend consciousness of it and its transforming influence every day. "0 Holy Saviour! Friend unseen, Since on thine arm thou bid'st me lean, Help me throughout life's changing scene, By faith to cling to thee ! " 71 VII In His Footprints In His Footprints John Bunyan, in The Pilgrim's Progress, puts, into the mouth of Mr. Standfast these beautiful words : *' I have loved to hear my Lord spoken of, and wherever I have seen the print of his shoes in the earth, there I have coveted to set my foot." Applied to the question as to how a Christian should walk these words accord exactly with the matured judgment of the apostle John, for in one of the last, if not the very last, of his writings he says: "He that saith he abideth in him ought himself also to' walk, even as he walked." How did Christ walk ? Well we know that he walked holily. " Who did no sin, neither was guile found in his mouth." He never walked in any wrong path, and therefore those who put their feet in his steps are sure to go right. It is a good test for us to put always to ourselves, if we doubt as to any course of action, "What would Jesus do ? " A close study of his life is the very best guide to a holy walk. There is no possible perplexity in which we may not find a solution by studying the life of Christ upon earth. It is said that the disciples of Plato carried their 75 Upward Steps imitation of their master to such a length that their very gait was like his. Of a great minister of a generation ago, in one of our leading denomina- tions, it was said that "the young preachers in his district carried their heads on one side, to be like Dr. Bangs." When we copy a model we are more apt to follow its defects than its excellences ; but fol- lowing Christ we are sure of a perfect pattern. Even Paul found it needful to warn people to follow him only as he followed Christ. Let us try to solve all our difficulties as to duty by asking ourselves what Christ would do if he were in our place, or whether we could take him with us into the things we wish to do. William Wye Smith gives a striking illustration which may fix this thought more firmly in mind. " I once spoke to an old farmer," said he, "about his drinking — a man who was pious on Sunday, and who would have been vexed to be considered anything else than a Christian. He said he had a long distance to haul his crop of wheat for sale in winter, and found it absolutely necessary to call at a half-way tavern and drink something. I said to him that Christ went about from place to place preaching, when he was upon earth, and was very kind and familiar, and talked to people on the way. Now, if he should overtake Jesus on the road, and he was going to the same market town, what would he do with him ? Why, he would ask him to ride, and give him a good seat on his sleigh, on his bags 76 In His Footprints of wheat. But what would he do when he came to his half-way house ? Would he leave Jesus sitting on the load of wheat in the wintry wind, while he himself went into the barroom for his whiskey ? or would he take him into the bar with him ? He in- terrupted me at this point, and said he < didn't think it was right to talk about our Lord in that way.' But he would not answer my question. Dear fellow-disciples, we need to find Christ's tracks every day in the week. We want to have him with us everywhere and at all times. And if it would degrade Christ to be with us and to do as we do, then we are degrading ourselves by going where Christ would not go and doing what Christ would not do. Now that is one very good way of finding ' the prints of Christ's shoes in the earth.' And the habit of thinking, ' What would Christ do if he were in my place ? ' or * What would Christ say if he were here ? ' — this habit will soon become so strong and fixed that even in dangers and diffi- culties suddenly arising, the mind will decide at once : * If Christ were in my place he would do so and so ' ; or, ' If Christ were here he would speak thus.' " Christ's was also an humble w^alk. We are not walking as he walked if we ever indulge in a proud or haughty spirit or think of ourselves more highly than we ought to think. '' Let this mind be in you, which was also in Christ Jesus : who, being in the form of God, thought it not robbery to be equal 77 Upward Steps with God : but made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men : and being found in fashion as a man, he humbled himself, and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross." Again, let us not forget that Christ's walk was a serviceable walk. <' He went about doing good." He came *' not to be ministered unto, but to min- ister." He even ''gave his life a ransom for many." It will not be walking in his steps unless we make our lives serviceable lives. '' Ye are the light of the world." Ye are leaven. Ye are salt. Then let your light shine. Let the truth you have pass on to permeate other souls. Let your saving qualities come in contact with those needing their application. Be a personal, individual worker. Do not copy others, but ask the Lord what he would have done by you. Say, ''Lord what will thou have me to do ? " Do not depend on committees or societies, however good, but work as if all de- pended on individuals. You will have to give to God a personal account. See that you have a per- sonal work to show and a personal reward to re- ceive. Walk as Christ walked in the way of per- sonal and loving service. Do not fail to recognize the fact also that his was a walk of close fellowship and communion with his Father. If we would walk as he walked we must "practice the presence of God." He spent much time apart from the hurried throngs in prayer 78 In His Footprints and deep communings with God. So should we do. If we would walk as Christ walked we must take time to think of God, to realize his presence, to commune with him. We must take time to listen to God. He is not a silent Father, but speaks to us. If we would practice his presence we must listen to him when he speaks. We must be atten- tive to his counsels, heed his commands, answer his invitations, enter into sympathy with him and his plans. We must speak to him, express our love, bring our desires, tell our gratitude for his gifts, and be in close touch with him and his thoughts. Let us not forget that there is but one perfect life, and that is the life of Jesus Christ. Let us strive continually to walk as he walked. All other good lives are but imperfect imitations of this perfect one. A young woman with some ambition as a painter submitted specimens of her skill to a successful artist. ''Don't copy copies," said he. ''You have copied this landscape from a picture that was itself an imperfect copy, with the result that all its errors are reproduced and magnified. Go out into nature and paint directly from your own landscape. Or, if you must copy, copy a masterpiece. Any- thing else is not worth while." So, in attempting to live right, men and women will do well to look above human examples and strive to copy the great Masterpiece, Jesus himself. He is the perfect model. Copy him. Walk as he walked. Put your feet in the marks of his footprints. 79 VIII The Discipline of Difficulties The Discipline of Difficulties No man ever worked his way spiritually in a dead calm. We all need some retarding winds to help us forward, some testing times to put force and fiber into our souls. Take it, for instance, in the matter of temptation. Do you ever think of your tempta- tions as blessings ? And yet they are. At least they may become blessings. It is an inspired apostle who writes: ''Count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations." Do you count it so? Again: ''Blessed is the man that endureth temptation.". Do you esteem temptations as a part of your blessedness ? And yet what kind of a moral invertebrate would you be without temp- tations? Men talk about the mystery of God's ever having permitted evil to enter the world. It is a mystery. And yet may not its presence re- sult in blessing, after all ? Valueless is the char- acter that knows no testing, and insipid is the hap- piness that has in it nothing of the joy of over- coming. The question in life is not so much how to escape temptation as how to pass through it so as not to be harmed by it. There is even a way of so meeting temptations as really to get benefit and blessing from them. Rightly meeting and victo- 83 Upward Steps riously resisting ever puts new fiber into the soul. The Indians have a saying that when a warrior slays a foe the spirit of the vanquished enemy enters the victor's heart and adds new strength for every coming contest. This becomes a literal fact in the spiritual warfare. We grow stronger through our struggles and our victories. Every time we overcome a temptation we are made stronger to overcome the next one, and then the next, and so on. "My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations ; knowing this, that the try- ing of your faith worketh patience." "Blessed is the man that endureth temptation : for when he is tried, he shall receive the crown of life, which the Lord hath promised to them that love him." Thus we see the discipline there is in difficulties, the help there is in hindrances, the strength there is in things that take our strength. The same principle holds good in regard to all the responsibilities we must bear. We learn to walk by walking ; we learn to write by writing ; we learn to work by working, and we learn to bear re- sponsibilities by bearing responsibility. No devout Christian worker ever began any service for God feeling strong and self-reliant and self-sufficient. He always faces the effort in conscious weakness and fear and much trembling. But it is as he goes on to do his duty that God's grace and cheer come to him, and he becomes strong and capable and successful as a worker. 84 The Discipline of Difficulties Trial and affliction work their good results in the same way. Many of the sweetest joys of Christian hearts are songs which they have learned in the bitterness of trial. A story is told of a little bird that would never learn to sing the song the master would have him sing while his cage was full of light. There was so much to take his attention. He would listen to the many voices. He would learn a snatch of one song, a trill of another, a polyglot of all the songs in the grove, but never a separate and entire melody of his own. But the master at last covered the cage he was in, and made it dark all about him, and then he listened and listened to the one song he was to sing, and tried and tried, and tried again, until at last his heart was full of it. Then, when he had caught the melody, his cage was uncovered, and he went on singing it sweetly ever after in the light. It is often with our hearts as with that bird. "She sings well," said a great musician of a promising, but emotionless vocalist, *' but she wants something, and in that something everything. If I were single I would court her ; I would marry her ; I would break her heart ; and in six months she would be the greatest singer in Europe." The re- mark was a detestable one, but the thing the man meant is true. On the other hand, God is our heavenly Father; he loves us with a Father's love, strong and tender, and he has the same right to educate us that any earthly father has to send his 85 Upward Steps children to school ; and none of us could estimate how much our lives might lack in the qualities of sweetness and sympathy and power to bless, were it not for the discipline of difficulty God sends. " The good are better made by ill, As odors crushed are sweeter still." '• Now, no chastening for the present seemeth to be joyous, but grievous: nevertheless afterward" — we all need to have regard to the afterward of trial — ''afterward it yieldeth the peaceable fruit of righteousness unto them which are exercised thereby." Like the photographer with his picture, God brings out in many a life its loveliest beauties while the curtain is drawn and the light of day shut out. The darkness does not tell of displeasure; it is only the shadow of the wing of divine love folded down over us for a little, while the Master adds some new touch of loveliness to the picture he is bringing out in our soul. This is a lesson we all need to learn from the disciplines of life. They are intended not to hinder, but to help us ; not to cast us down, but to lift us up. "I never saw until I was blind," ex- claimed a man who had neglected spiritual things until this affliction came upon him. Many a man never found himself until he lost his all. Adver- sity stripped him only to discover him. He was impoverished only to be made rich. Many a man has been ruined into salvation. The lightning 86 The Discipline of Difficulties which smote his dearest hopes opened up a new rift in his dark life, revealing in his nature possi- bilities of patience and endurance and hope and trust he had never dreamed before that he possessed. It is a solemn prayer, and yet one we should be ready to offer, " Nearer, my God, to thee. Nearer to thee ! E'en though it be a cross That raiseth me." It is in this cheerful way we ought to regard all the duties and difficulties and responsibihties God in his wise providence puts upon us. They are in- tended as helps, not hindrances ; not to weaken but to strengthen. The very things we think would hold us down are the things that lift us up ; just as a kite flies up because the string holds it down. The whole thought may be emphasized in a brief but suggestive parable. It is about the wingless birds. There is a myth about the birds, that when they were first created they had no wings. The story is that God made the wings, put them down before the birds, and said: *