[ExcK, in tne 86tn year or ms age.
leral, Saturday at eleven o'clocJ:, at the
sburg Presbyterian Churcli.
NCk.— On Dec. 2nd, Sakah, wife of Mr
iel 11. Schenck,of Jameaburg, aged 75 yea
(nths.
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THE
EVENING OF LIFE.
EVENING OF LIFE;
LIGHT AND COMPORT
AMIDST TH]
SHADOWS OF DECLINING YEARS
B e
REV. JEREMIAH CHAPLIN, D.D.
THE HOART BEAD IS A CROWN OF GLORT, IF IT BE FOITHD IN THE
WAT OF RIGHTEO0SNESS. — PrOV. XVI. 31.
A NEW EDITION,
BEVISED AND MUCH ENLARG
^RV OF PRI«Cf^
APR 11 2001
BOSTON: X^W 06 !C AL SElA^*^
GOULD AND LINCOLN
59 WASHINOTOK STREET.
NEW YORK: SHELDON AND COMPANY.
CINCINNATI : GEORGE S. BLANCHARD.
1867.
MOTHEK'S WAY.
Oft within our little cottage
As the ehadowB gently fall,
While the eunrght lightly touches
One Bweet face nprtn the wall -
Do we gather close tog« ther.
And in hashed and tender tone
Ask each o her's fnll f or^jivenees
For the wrong that each has done.
Should you wonder why this custom
A.t the ending of the day.
Bye and voice would quickly answer,
•'It was once our mother's way."
If our h:>m be bright and cheery.
If it hold* a welcome true,
Opening wide its door of greeting
To the many— not the few;
If we share our father s bounty ,
With the needy day by day,
'Tis because our hearts remember
This was ever mother's way.
Sometimes when our hands grow weary,
Or our taekt» seem very long ;
When our burdens lo k too heavy,
And we deem the right all wrong-
Then we ga'n anew fresh courage, ' g^^gg^ in the year 1858, by
And we rise to proudly say : r t ^ r o T, N
-Let us do our duty bravely; LINCOL^,
This was our dear mother's way." -t for the District of Massachusetts.
Thus we keep her memorylpreciouB.
While we never cease to pray
That at last, when letgtheniDg shadows
Mark the evening of our day,
They may find us waiiii g calmly
To go home our mothers way.
-» • »■
THIS SLIGHT OFFERING OF AFFECTIOP!
TS INSCRIBED,
WITH THE FERVENT PRATER THAT THE
EVENING OF HER LIFE
• JTA7 BE AS HAPPY AS ITS DAV
HAS BEEN USEFUI*
LITTLE LORD JESUS.
Away in a manger, no crib for a
bed,
The little Lord Jesus laid down his
sweet head. .
The stars In the bright sky looked
down where he lay.
The little Lord Jesus asleep on the
bay.
The cattle are lowing, the baby
awakes,
But little Lord Jesus, no crying he
makes.
I love thee. Lord Jesus. Look down
from the sky
|> And stay by my cradle till morning
is high.
—Martin Luther.
OE.
This unprefending volume is designed to meet what
is believed to be an actual deficiency. While nume-
rous voices are speaking through the press to the
young and the middle-aged of either sex, those who
have passed the meridian of life are, with rare excep-
tions, left unnoticed — one proof, at least, that among
the virtues of this age is not to be numbered a due
honoring of the hoary head.
But if the young need counsel, the aged need
consolation. With them the day of life is far spent,
and the evening shadows have begun to fall, or are
deepening into night.
We have, ther '' e, deemed it a pious office as well
as pleasing, to entei', as far as our experience and
observation would enable us, within that world of
thought and feeling, joys and sorrows, hopes and fears,
where the aged dwell, and, in the light of divirie
revelation, to look out from their own point of view
upon the Past and Future, that from both we might
gather incentives to the exercise of gratitude and
praise, confidence and hope. And that our offering of
love might be more worthy of their regard, we have
interwoven with our own humble thoughts and affec-
tionate sympathies, the reflections of the wise and
VIII PREFACE.
good of the present and other times ; in many cases,
the fruit of a long life's experience.
While, in our attempts thus to cheer the evening of
life, we have not overlooked such sources of innocent
happiness as our gracious Father has opened for the
aged as well as for the young, in the present world, it
has been our chief delight to break for them that pre-
cious box which is fragrant with the name of Jesus,
and whose sweet perfume is so reviving to the soul.
The hope that this humble volume might be wel-
comed by those who are approaching or have reached
the autumn and winter of their days, and by others
for their sakes, has made the task of preparation a
pleasant one ; and if it shall bring light and comfort
to a single dwelling, or shall lead one impenitent
sinner, even at the eleventh hour, to apply his heart
unto wisdom, it will not have gone forth on its errand
of love in vain.
It may be proper to add, that this volume has been
so prepared that it may be hailed as a friend in the
family of any Christian denomination.
And while it is specially designed for the benefit of
the aged, it may form an appropriate gift from a sod
or daughter to parents who have but just passed the
noon of life, as it shows how that evening season,
within whose shades they must soon enter, may be
made bright and peaceful.
To the favor of Him, whose Word so often speaks
the language of tender sympathy for the aged, is this
our labor of love commended, with the prayer that His
blessing may go with it, and cause it to brighten their
pathway to his immediate presence.
PREPACE
TO THE
NEW, ENLARGED EDITION.
In now committing this work — truly a work
of love — to the Publishers whose well-known
names appear upon the title-page, I would anew
bespeak for it a kind welcome in the households
of the land. I may say, without boasting, that
it has been to me a great joy to learn numerous
cases where this unpretending volume has come
as a messenger of peace. With gratitude to
God for his blessing upon it in the past, and in
the hope that it may please Him to make it the
means of cheering and strengthening yet othei
hearts, I would now again, and in a form some-
what improved and much enlarged, send it fortl
on its mission of love. , ^
J. \j.
Boston, Dec. 6, 1858.
1*
CONTENTS.
PROSE.
The Hoary Head a Crown of Glory Bishop Hall, 1
The Old Man's Soliloquy at the different Seasons of the
Year Original, 3
Prayer for Usefulness in Old Age Hill, 14
Zachariah and Elizabeth, or the Aged Pair Original, 16
The Wife's Death Lamartine, 23
Light in Darkness Vinet, 24
The Present and the Future Fenelon, 27
The Cross of Christ Rutherford, 27
Christ and His Cross Rutherford, 29
Salvation by Christ Hill, 29
Rowland Hill In his Old Age Life of H. More, 30
DyingtoSelf Berridge, 32
Vanity of Life Thomas a Kempis, 33
Meditations on Death Thomas a Kempis, 34
Warning to the Afflicted Cecil, 34
Christ a Living Saviour Edwards, 35
Benefit of Affliction Edwards, 35
True and False Religion Newton, 35
The Bible Romaine, 37
Trials H. More, 37
Salmasius Pike, 37
Blessedness of Heaven Thomas a Kempis, 38
Elliot in his Old Age 39
Prayer Jeremy Taylor, 40
Cloudy Days Lucas, 41
The Christian on Earth and in Heaven Bunyan, 42
Death of Robert Bruce Whitecross, 43
The Evening of Life 44
God's Mercy Jeremy Taylor 45
The Goodness of God the Solace of the Aged Leigh ton, 46
The Whole Family in Heaven ana Eartn Bunyan, 46
Things to Remember Bunyan, 48
Sanctification Madame Guyon, 49
Dying Words of Payson Life of Payson, 51
The Afflicted Believer Cecil, 52
Benefit of Affliction Oberlin, 52
Peace of Mind Frajicke, 54
True Wealth Carlvie, 5"^
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Effeots of Grace Cecil, 55
Anecdote of Dr. Cogswell 56
Trust in God Romaine, 57
Sayings of John Newton Whitecross, 58
The Christian Pilgrimage Cecil, " 59
The Land of Beulah Payson, 60
The Bruised Reed Davies, 61
Saints of Different Degrees Bogatzky, 63
Study of the Bible Hopkins, 64
Consolation for Sufferers Rutherford, 66
Affliction the Portion of the Saints Rutherford, 66
Loss of Children Rutherford, 69
Hope amid Trials Rutherford, 69
The BeUever's Death Gill, 70
Prayer Gurnall, 71
Naomi— the Widow Comforted Original, 71
Live by the Day , Newton, 79
Christ an Almighty Saviour. Newton, 81
Dependence on Christ Rutherford, 81
Sketch of Mrs. B. of B Original, 81
The Death of Believers ^ Edmondson, 90
The Bible VV. R. Williams, 93
The Bible Newton, 93
The Christian's Prospect. Newton, 94
The Believer Awaiting the Coming of Christ Rutherford, 95
The Love of Christ in the Sufferings of his Children.. Original, 95
The Two Wonders Pearce, 98
To an Afflicted Lady Rutherford, 98
Thoughts of Heaven Bishop Hall, 99
Infancy, Youth, and Age Bishop Hall, 102
The Happiness of the Christian Bishop Hall, 104
Lesson of Contentment W. R. WilUama 104
The Aged Saint a Witness for God Original, 108
Testimony of an Aged Christian Mrs. Graham, 113
The Aged and Experienced Christian Cecil, 114
'F'he Cross of Christ McLaurin, 115
The Beauty of HoUness Original, ] 15
Barzillai , Bible, 1 19
Peace in Old Age Original, 124
Duties and Events Rutherford, 128
The Love of Christ Newton, 129
God's Faithfulness Rutherford, 131
Dread of Death Martin, 131
Importance of Exercise Original, 131
Experience of an Aged Believer Newton, 138
John Newton in his Old Age Cecil, 139
The Aged Serving God M. Henry, 143
Do Something Bishop Hall, 144
Right Use of Wealth Bishop Hall, 145
*«efit of Affliction Mrs. Ilawkes, 145
fit of Affliction Newton, 4*
CONTENTS. XTIT
Page
The Devout Man Bishop Hall, 147
Human Frailty Old Humphrey, 148
The Glory of Heaven Owen, 148
Relief for Wandering Thoughts Owen, 149
Which is the Happiest Season 1 Adams, 153
Christ the Mediator M.Henry, 153
Thoughts of God M.Henry, 154
Father and his Son W.Scott, 157
Value of Religion H.Davy, 157
Christ's Love to his People Bogatzky, 158
Dissuasives against a Murmuring Spirit Mrs. Hawkea, 159
The Disconsolate Encouraged Mrs. Hawkes, 160
The Peasant on the Welsh Mountains Fry, 162
The Bible Krummacher, i63
A Lesson of Faith 165
Baynham, the Martyr Lye, 166
My Father's Grave D. E. Ford, 166
Baxter's Dying Words Baxter, 168
Benefit of Affliction Newton, 170
The Hospital and Palace Adam, 170
Nearer Home Newton, 170
The Good Man's Consolation M'Kerrow, 171
Christ a Refiner's Fire Adam, 172
Submission to the.Will of God Rutherford, 173
Comfort in Affliction Arrowsmith, 174
The Happy Old Man 177
Friends in Heaven .* Baxter, 178
The Worldling and the Christian 179
The Last Days of Dr. Watts and Mr. Hervey 180
The Christian's Prospect Nalton, 182
Jesus Lives Mrs. Steele, 183
Am I a Christian? Original, 183
Letter to an Aged Friend Rutherford, 191
The Experience of Newton Newton, 194
The Trembling Christian M.Henry, 194
The Aged Minister 196
The Aged Believer's Experience and Prospects Newton, 196
The Aged and the Young Christian Mrs. Hawkes, 199
The Death of Christ Bunyan, 200
Happiness of Heaven Payson, 201
Wonders of Providence Rutherford, 205
Cheerfulness Jeremy Taylor, 207
Spiritual Affections Owen, 209
Progress of Grace in the Soul •. Islay Bums, 211
Christian Experience Islay Burns, 213
Death a Blessing to the Aged Saint Bishop Hall, 214
FrailtyofAge ^. Blair, 2ie
Death a Sleep T. Bishop HaU, 216
Benefit of Trials i Newton, 219
The Christian's Hope Newton, 220
Complete in Christ * Rutherford, 22*
XIV
CONTENTS.
Fear of Death Bishop Hall,
Death a Blessing to the Christian Bishop Hall
Death Vanquished p^ygon, '
The Hope of the Christian Bishop HaU,
Death Of Banyan Biography of Bunyan,
Death of "Standfast" Bunyan,
^'^'^ H.W.Beecher,
i^^^"°^«« Original,
The Vale Of Tears gp
ChristaGuest gp^^,^^^
Christian's Thoughts of Death H W Beecher
Faith ' * ■ * '
Solitude i-ii, . , -r
^ Chambers' Journal,
Excellency of Christ Spurgeon,
Not the Only Mourner Spurgeon,
A Beautiful Old Age Original,
^'^^fl'^ N.P.Willis,
tr ^ .^t '■^' Newark Advertiser,
How to be Happier
The Christian a Stranger
^^°!7f^^ *•^^^;;*;;"'^ ■;;;**; Chambers' Journal,
Christ the Foundation H.W.Beecher,
Every Man's Life a Plan of God BushnelL
TheHumanHeart p
Two in Heaven
Recognition in Heaven Baxter
TheOtherSide Tifo /t • u.
T. . . ^, . Life of Leighton,
DymgmChrist ,j.^
Heaven's Revelations H.W.Beecher,
Ji^^^""« Carlyle,
Worldly Old Man Tholuck,
Aged Sinners Tholuck,
O^'i^g^ Tholuck
That Dear Old Soul Original
The Fruitful Christian's End .\" Tholuck'
Suffering with Christ ' Tholuck'
The Sympathy of Jesus ;.*;;;; KrummLher,
aVTT't: Rural New Yorker,
A Word to the Unmarried Chambers' Joui-nal
^<'^y^^^^^r H.W.Beecher,
Heaven ttttttj v
„ -, - - H. W. Beecher,
God's Mercy pi^^.
^^''°God Lejgj^^^^^
f^^^'^^OOd jj^gj^j^^
God's Infinity ^^^^^^
Christ Everywhere
The Sinner's Saviour []"[ Spurgeon,
Members One of Another Ruskin
The Beautiful in the Good .'.**.,"" Ruskin'
SDirituai Beauty ;;;;;_'; ji '
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CONTENTS. XV
Page
Vanity of Life Walter Scott, 274
Ueath of John Foster Bayne, 275
Vged Believers Spurgeon, 276
Death of Samuel Budgett Bayne, 277
A Parting Word Original, 280
POETR Y.
Sonnet on his Blindness Milton, 3
The Return of Youth Bryant, 15
The Aged Marguerite St. Leon Loud 23
Faith Andros, 28
Charity Talfourd, 29
Consolation Crabbe, 3J
Glory of Prayer Cowper, 36
The Patriarch Tupper, 36
Live in View of Death Bryant, 40
Adieu, my Youth From the Italian, 42
Song of Life Longfellow, 47
Prayer of the Aged • Barton, 54
The Aged Comforter Sigourney, 56
The Flight of Time Knickerbocker 57
The Shore of Time H.F.Gould, 62
The Father's Death Stebbing, 64
Trust in God Wordsworth, 65
The Angel of Patience Whittier, 68
Emblem of a Departing Saint Songs for the Sabbath, 89
Let me go, for the Day Breaketh Christian Herald, 91
Trust in God Young, 93
Looking Heavenward 101
Days Gone By. Tupper, 102
The Hotir of Sorrow Hemans, 106
Old Age. Barton, 114
The Cypress of Ceylon Whittier, 121
Love Morris, 152
The Song of Seventy Tupper, 155
Old Age Caroline Gilman, 159
Passing under the Rod Mrs. Dana, 162
The Old Man's Funeral Bryant, 168
A Thought of the Past Sargent, 173
Calm, Peace, and Light , 175
Footsteps of Angels Longfellow, 175
The Christian's Grave Rogers, 177
Affliction Sanctified Southey, 179
The Death of a Friend Wills, 200
YouthandAge Waller, 207
Pleasures of Song Bethune, 208
Christ's Spirit of Forgiveness 216
Song of Death Household Words, 225
XVI CONTENTS.
Page
Blessed are they that Mourn Bryant, 234
I 'm Growing Old Anonymous, 237
Peace in God Harriet Beecher Stowe, 244
The Death of Moses Watts, 251
Humility Montgomery, 269
Evening-Time Montgomery, 271
Song of the Aged Grant, 274
A Broken Vessel Steele, 276
The Border-Land 278
TH E
EVENING OF LIFE.
THE HOARY HEAD A CROWN OF GLORY.
While we call old age the winter of our life,
we must beware lest we derogate from the bounty
of our Maker, and disparage those blessings
which He accounts precious ; amongst which
old age is none of the meanest.
Had He not put that value upon it, would He
have honored it with His own style, calling
himself the "Ancient of Days?" Would He
have set out this mercy as a reward of obedience
to himself, " I will fulfil the number of thy days Y*
and of obedience to our parents, "To five long
in the land ?" Would He have promised it as a
marvelous savor to restored Jerusalem, now
become a city of Truth, that "there shall yet old
men and old women dwell in the streets of
Jerusalem, and every man with his staff in his
2 THE EVENING OF LIFE.
hand for very age?" Would He else have
denounced it as a judgment to over-indulgent
Eli, "There shall not be an old man in thy
house for ever V Far be it from us to despise
that which God doth honor ; and to turn His
blessing into a curse.
Yea, the same God who knows best the price
of His own favors, as He makes no small estima-
tion of age Himself, so He hath thought fit to
call for a high respect to be given to it, out of a
holy awe to himself: " Thou shalt rise up before
the hoary head, and honor the face of the old
man, and fear thy God : I am the Lord."
Hence it is that He hath pleased to put together
the " ancient" and the " honorable," and has told
us that a " hoary head is a crown of glory, if it
be found in the way of righteousness ;" and lastly,
makes it an argument of the deplored estate of
Jerusalem that " they favored not the elders." —
Bishop Hall,
Even to your old age I am He; and even to
hoar hairs will I carry you : I have made and T
will bear. — Isaiah xlvi. 4.
THE EVENING OF LIFE. 3
SONNET ON HIS BLINDNESS.
When r consider how my hfe is spent
Ere half my days, in this dark world and wide,
And that one talent which is death to hide,
Lodged with me useless, though my soul more bent
To serve therewith my Maker, and present
My true account, lest he returning chide ;
" Doth God exact day-labor, light denied V*
I fondly ask : But Patience, to prevent
That murmur, soon replies, " God doth not need
Either man's work, or His own gifts ; who best
Bear his mild yoke, they serve him best ; His state
Is kingly ; thousands at his bidding speed.
And post o'er land and ocean without rest ;
They also serve who only stand and wait:'— Milton.
THE OLD MAN'S SOLILOQUY AT THE DIFFERENT
SEASONS OF THE YEAR.
SPRING.
The winter is over, and I am glad to feel the
warm sun once more, and the soft south wind
that breathes such a balmy fragrance. As it floats
over the land, it whispers gladness and hope to
man. The birds follow its course, warbling their
wild-wood notes, and seeking their deserted nests.
How^ sweet the music of the brook that glides
noisily down the hill-side, rejoicing to be free
4 THE EVENING OF LIFE.
again. The children, gay and happy, are run-
ning to find the earUest flowers, and manhood,
catching the inspiration of the season, seems to
resume the freshness of youth. All is life and
But here am I, an old man, in the winter of
my days, leaning upon my staff and bending
under a load of infirmity. My steps are slow
and trembhng. Yet I was young once. The
memory of those early days is as fresh as ever,
and it warms my heart to think of them. Then
my spirits were wild and joyous. How changed
now ! But I would not be young again, noi
would I murmur at my decay. A better youth is
before me, free from the folly that has stained the
past. And somehow I feel now the glow of
spring within my heart. Old age has not laid
his frosty hand on that. There sings a free,
gladsome spirit — there blooms the flower of hope.
As the south wind now blows softly upon my
cheek, so my heart feels the warm breathings
that come from the land of everlasting spring,
There I shall dwell, and be young again. This
poor, frail body shall know the vigor and elasticity
of youth, fashioned like unto the glorious body
THE EVENING OF LIFE. 5
of my Saviour. Powerful as a seraph, I shall
then rove amid the beauties of that heavenly
Paradise. I shall walk with white-robed saints
and angels on the banks of the river that flows
from the throne, taste the fruit of the tree of life
that grows there, and converse upon the high
themes of providence and redemption ; or else
sweep through space to do the will of my Re-
deemer. No scorching summer shall be there,
nor chilling winter, but an eternal spring ; ever
unfolding new beauty, new fragrance, new mel-
ody. No night shall be there, for the Lamb
shall be the light thereof The soft splendor of
his glory shall be reflected from every face and
every object.
Blessed Spring ! I would that thy breeze were
now fanning me. But I bow before my
Creator's will, cheerfully waiting for my change
to come. A few more days in the desert, and
then farewell earth, welcome heaven !
SUMMER.
The high sun sends down his hot rays upon
the earth. The buds of spring have burst into
flowers and fruit, and are fast ripening amid sijp-
6 THE EVENING OFLIFE.
shine and shower. The heart of the husband-
man rejoices over his luxuriant fields, the promise
of a golden harvest.
And yet I linger here — a plant, 1 trust, m the
garden of the Lord. The season leads me to
turn my thoughts inward. The spring-time of
my religious life has long since passed — the sea-
son of my first love to Jesus. A long summer of
privileges and means of spiritual growth has
followed. The sunshine and dew of heavenly
grace have fallen upon me, and with sharp provi-
dences the Husbandman has pruned me, that I
might bear fruit. How favored among the saints
have I been ! What pi;ecious seasons of com-
munion with my God and Redeemer have I
enjoyed ! How kindly has he chastened me for
my good I What nourishment and comfort have
I drawn from the doctrines and promises of the
gospel I How sweet has been the communion
^f the saints ! How precious the ordinances of
God's house ! And my summer is not yet over.
I have not, indeed, all the outward means of
grace I once enjoyed — infirmity confines me
often to my chamber, when my spirit longs for
house of the Lord. But the closet and the
tl^hc
THE EVENING OF LIFE. 7
Word, oh ! they are still as the summer's sun and
shower. There do I find that river, whose
streams make glad the city of God ; there do 1
find my Saviour, and sometimes he condescends
to smile upon me, and then my poor heart is full
to overflowing. I feel the influence of his blessed
intercessions, and the sweet breathings of the
Spirit. And now and then T have strength to.
visit the sanctuary, and there I am revived and
nourished. Sometimes, too, the Saviour sends
one of his dear disciples to cheer me in my
solitude, and, oh ! what a feast do we enjoy
while we talk of Jesus and heaven. Truly the
Lord has not been a wilderness unto me. » My
sky has not indeed been all sunshine. Some-
times it has been night about me ; but then the
dew lay upon my roots, and I did not perish. I
can remember, too, storms of temptation thai
swept over me, and threatened my destruction.
It seemed then as though all were gone, that I
should be uprooted and laid prostrate. Oh ! how
have my lofty boughs been shaken and broken —
how have I been stripped of my pride and
beauty, and made to bend before the blast ! But
He who rides upon the wings of the wind, ^ad§
8 THE EVENING OF LIFE.
directs the storm, caused the tempest to pass oy.
The prince of the power of the air was driven
l)ack, and again all was calm and bright. These
fierce temptations, fearful to remember, served,
lirough grace, to fasten my roots more firmly in
lie earth, and give me new strength for future
assaults. 1 hey taught me my weakness, and
where alone lay my strength and hope. Thus,
even these have been among my means of spi-
ritual growth. And oh, what distressing discove-
ries have I had o^ the hidden corruption of my
nature. Surely, thought I, I cannot belong to
the Lord's garden — I am a cumberer of the
ground — it must be said of me, Cut it down.
But all this has driven me closer to my Savioui,
and revealed to me new glories in his grace. I
must reckon these also among my summer privi-
leges. I can bless God for trials and crosses. I
would adore the grace that has sanctified them
to me. Thanks for the summer that has been
granted, with all its clouds, and storms, and dark-
ness. Better than all sunshine. And may it be
summer still with my soul, till I die. Let the
sun of righteousness still rise upon me, and the
of heavenly grace fall gently upon me, or I
ng there, and have never quitted us. These
THE EVENING OF LIFE. 25
invisible angels are faith, hope, and love, if we
have detained .them beside us by contemplation
prayer, and good works ; or rather he whom we
have detained beside us is God himself; God,
whose spirit, as he himself has said, " is in distress
in all our distresses." " Though we walk through
the valley of the shadow of death, we will feai
no evil, for God is with us, his rod and his staff
comfort us." Yes, in this very darkness, the
blackest of all darkness, in the approaches of
death, thou, thyself, O Lord ! wilt come to com-
fort thy poor creatures ; thou wilt defend our
couch from those visions of terror which ominous
appearances and the remembrance of our sins
gather around us. Did it seem good to thy
wisdom to leave us alone, and without immedi-
ate consolation, to perform part of the journey in
the darkness of the cavern, it would be on its
issue to give a purer and more briUiant hght to
the sacred day of redemption. The radiant face
of our Saviour will enlighten this darkness ; we
shall not be long in discerning his mild and
beneficent countenance ; and from that inouient,
assured and enraptured, we shall feel a sublime
joy rise and expand in our soul over our fears,
26 THE EVENING OF LIFE.
our regrets, and it inaj be, our remorse. Beside
him what can we fear ; what can we want 1
Shall w^e not be well wherever he is? Can we
be perfectly satisfied wherever he is not ? Was
not the hope which supplied the place of happi-
ness here below, the hope of possessing him ?
And if it was sweet in this place of exile to suffer
with him, what will it be in heaven to reign with
him 1 O revelations, glory, marvels of a Chris-
tian death, how great you are and ravishing!
Will it ever be possible for us to pay too dearly
for them t Is it to pay too much for the death
of the righteous to die beforehand, and die daily
to ourselves, and hide our life with Christ in the
bosom of God 1 O Lord, teach us this death, in
order that we may be capable of the other ! O
Lord, disrobe us of ourselves, and clothe us wdth
tbyself ! Make us poor in order that we may be
rich ! Be our only treasure ! Be our only lighi
in the days of happiness, so that thou inayest
also be our light in days of mourning, and at the
bour of final departure ! — Vinet.
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THE PR.. SENT AND THE FUTURE.
It is strange that the experience Oi" so many
ages should not make us judge more sohdlj of
the present and of tiie future, so as to take
proper measures in the one for the other. We
doat upon this world as if it were never to have
an end, and we neglect the next, as if it were
never to have a beginning. — Fenelon,
Build your nest on no tree here ; for you see
God hath sold the forest to death, and every tree
upon which we would rest is ready to be cut
down, to the end that we may flee and mount ud
and build upon the rock. — Rutherford.
The Cross of Chrisf. — Christ's cross is the
sweetest burden that ever I bore : it is such a
burden as wdngs are to a bird, or sails to a ship,
to carry me forward to my harbor. — Rutherford.
Children's children are the crown of old men ;
and the glory of children are their fathers. —
Frov. xvii. 6
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FAITH.
A SWALLOW, in the spring,
Came to our granary, and 'neath the eaves
Essayed to make a nest, and there did bring
Wet earth, and straw, and leaves.
Day after day she toiled.
With patient art, but ere her work was crowned,
Some sad mishap the tiny fabric spoiled,
And dashed it to the ground.
She found the ruin wrought ;
Yet not cast down, forth from the place she flew,
And with her mate fresh earth and grasses brought.
And built her nest anew.
But scarcely had she placed
The last soft 'feather on its ample floor,
When wicked hand, or chance, again laid waste
And wrought the ruin o'er.
But still her heart she kept.
And toiled again ; — and, last night hearing calls,
I looked, and lo ! three little swallows slept
Within the earth-made walls.
What truth is here, man !
Hath Hope been smitten in its early dawn ?
Have clouds o'ercast thy purpose, trust or plan ?
Have Faith, and struggle on !
R. S. S. Andros.
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Christ and His Cross. — Hold fast Christ,
but take his cross and hmiself cheerfully ; Christ
and his cross are not separable in this life, how-
ever they part at heaven's door, for there is no
room for crosses in heaven ; crosses are but the
marks of our Lord Jesus, down in this stormy
country, or this side death; sorrow and the
saints are not married together; or, suppose it
were so, heaven will make a divorce. — Ruther-
ford.
CHARITY.
'Tis a little thing
To give a cup of water ; yet its draught
Of cool refreshment, drained by fevered hps,
May give a shock of pleasure to the frame
More exquisite than when nectarean juice
Renews the Ufe of joy in happiest hours.
It is a little thing to speak a phrase
Of common comfort which by daily use
Has almost lost its sense ; yet on the ear
Of him who thought to die unmourned 'twill faJi
Like choicest music. — Talfourd.
Salvation by Christ. — People talk about
looking back on a well-spent life. I look up to
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liim who spent his Hfe gloriously to redeem the
life of my precious soul ; and there alone I dare
to look. I thank God who has kept me from
the grosser sins of the world; but there is not a
prayer more suitable to my dying hps than that
of the publican, — " God be merciful to me a
sinner." — Rowland Hill.
ROWLAND HILL IN HIS OLD AGE.
When Rowland Hill was far advanced in hfe,
he made a visit to Mrs. Hannah More. In
answer to a question from that lady, he informed
her that he had vaccinated with his own hand
nearly eight thousand persons. One who was
present at the interview says : " We talked of
everybody, from John Bunyan, to John Locke,
and he really showed an excellent discrimination
and tact in character. But the most beautiful
feature of all was the spirit of love and charity
which was eminently conspicuous in this Chris-
tian veteran. I cannot express to you how
interesting a spectacle it was to see these two
already half-beatified servants of their common
Lord greeting one another for the first, and
probably the last time on this side Jordan, pre-
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paratory to the consummation of a unio^ and
friendship wliich will last for ever in the region of
eternal felicity. I do suppose thai no tw^o per-
sons in their own generation have done more in
their respective w^ays than Hannah More and
Rowland Hill. Both have exceeded fourscore ;
both retain health and vigor of intellect ; both
are on the extreme verge of eternity, w^aiting for
the glorious summons, ' Come, ye blessed of my
Father.' " He concluded this interesting visit with
a fine prayer, which was poured forth in an
excellent voice and manner. — Hannah Move's
Life,
CONSOLATION.
Pilgrim burdened with thy sin,
Come the way to Zion's gate.
There, till mercy let thee in.
Knock, and weep, and watch, and wait.
Knock ! He knows the sinner's cry ;
Weep ! He loves the mourner's tears ;
Watch ! for saving grace is nigh ;
Wait — till heavenly light appears.
Hark ! it is the bridegroom's voice :
Welcome, pilgrim, to thy rest ;
Now within the gate rejoice,
Safe, and sealed, and bought, and blest.
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Safe — from all the lures of vice,
Sealed — by signs the chosen know,
Bought — by love, and life the price.
Blest — the mighty debt to owe.
Holy pilgrim ! what for thee
In a world like this remain ?
From thy guarded breast shall flee
Fear, and shame, and doubt, and pain.
Fear — the hope of heaven shall fly,
Shame — from glory's view retire,
Doubt — in certain rapture die,
Pain — in endless bUss expire. — Crahhe,
DYING TO SELF.
The pious Mr. Berridge says in a letter to
Mrs. Wilberforce, when she was in dying circuni-
staaces: "Live as near to Jesus as you possibly
can, but die, die to self. 'Tis a daily work — 'tis
a hard work. I find myself to be Hke an
insurmountable mountain, or a perpendicular
rock that must be overcome ! I've not got over
it, not half way over ! This, this is my greatest
trial ! Self is hke a mountain ; Jesus is a sun
that shines on the other side of the mountain ;
and now and then a sunbeam shines over the
top : we get a glimpse, a sort of twilight appre-
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liension of the brightness of, the sun ; but self
must be much more subdued in me before I can
bask in the sunbeams of the ever blessed Jesus, or
say in everything * Thy w^ill be done !'
VANITY OF LIFE.
What availeth it to hve long, w^hen the im-
provement of hfe is so inconsiderable 1 Length of
days, instead of making us better, often increaseth
the weight of sin. Would to God that we could
live well, only for one day ! Many reckon years
from the time of their conversion ; but the account
of their attainments in holiness is exceedingly
small. Therefore, though death be terrible, yet a
longer life may be dangerous. Blessed is the
man who continually anticipates the hour of his
death, and keeps himself in continual preparation
for its approach ! — Thomas a Ke?npis,
The glory of young men is their strength ;
and the beautj of old men is the gray head.— —
Prov. XX. 29.
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MEDITATIONS ON DEATH.
If thou hast ever seen another die, let not the
impression of that most interesting sight be effaced
from thy heart ; but remember, that through the
same vale of darkness thou also must pass from
this state of existence to the next. When it is
morning, think that thou may est not live till the
evening ; and, in the evening, presume not to
promise thyself another morning. Be, therefore,
always ready, and so live, that death may not
find thee confounded at its summons. Many die
suddenly and unexpectedly: "for in such an
hour as ye think not, the Son of man cometh."
And v^hen that last hour is come to thee, thou
wilt begin to think differently of thy past life, and
be inexpressibly grieved for thy remissness and
inconsideration. — Thomas a Keinpis.
Warning to the Afflicted. — Affliction has
a tendency, especially if long continued, to gene-
rate a kind of despondency and ill temper; and
spiritual incapacity is closely connected with pain
and sickness. The spirit of prayer does not
necessarily come with affliction. If this be not
poured out upon the man, he will, hke a wounded
beast, skulk to his den and growl there. — Cecil.
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Christ a Living Saviour. — Christ is not in
the heart of a saint, as in a sepulchre, or as a
dead Saviour, that does nothing, but as in his
temple, and as one that is alive from the dead. —
Pres. Edwards.
BENEFIT OF AFFLICTION.
The surest way to know our gold is to look
upon it and examine it in God's furnace, where
he tries it for that end, that we may see what it
is. If we have a mind to know whether a
building stands strong or no, we must look upon
it when the wind blows. If we would know
whether that which appears in the form of wheat
has the real substance of wheat, or be only chaff,
we must observe it, when it is winnowed. If we
would know whether a staff be strong, or a rot-
ten, broken reed, we must observe it when it is
leaned on, and weight is borne upon it. If we
would weigh ourselves justly, we must weigh
ourselves in God's scales, that he makes use of to
weigh us. — Fres. Edwards.
True and False Religion. — The religion of
some people is constrained ; they are like people
who use the cold bath — not for pleasure, but
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necessity and their health ; they go in with
rehictance, and are glad when they get out. Bui
religion to a true heliever is hke water to a fish ;
it is his element, he lives in it, and he could not
live out of it. — John Newton.
GLORY OF PRAYER.
When one that holds communion with the skies,
Has filled his urn where these pure waters rise, ■
And once more mingles with us, meaner things,
'Tis e'en as if an angel shook his wings ;
Immortal fragrance fills the circuit wide.
That tells us whence the treasure is supplied. — Cowper.
THE PATRIARCH.
Behold a patriarch of years, who leaneth on the staflP o^
religion ;
His heart is fresh, quick to feel, a bursting fount of generosity ;
lie, playful in his wisdom, is gladdened in his children's glad-
ness.
He, pure in his experience, loveth in his son's first love :
Lofty aspirations, deep affections, holy hopes are his delight ;
His abhorrence is to strip from life its charitable garment of
ideal.
The shrewd world laughed at him for honesty, the vain world
mouthed at him for honor.
The false world hated him for truth, the cold world despised
him for affection.
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Still, he kept his treasure, the warm and noble heart,
And in that happy old man survive the child and lover.
Tapper,
The Bible. — I will answer for it, the longer
you read the Bible, the more you will like it ; it
will grow sweeter and sweeter ; and the more
you get into the spirit of it, the more you will get
into the spirit of Christ. — Romalne,
Trials. — Outward attacks and troubles rather
fix than unsettle the Christian, as tempests from
without only serve to root the oak faster ; whilst
an inward canker wiU gradually rot and decay
it— if. More,
. SALMASIUS.
Salmasius was a man of most extraordinary
abilities, his name resounded through Europe, and
his presence was earnestly sought in different
nations. When he arrived at the evening of
life, he acknowledged that he had too much, and
too earnestly engaged in literary pursuits. " O !''
said he, " I have lost an immense portion of time ;
time, that most precious thing in the world i
Had I but one year more, it should be spent in
studying David's Psalms and Paul's Epistles.
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Oh ! sirs," said he to those about him, " mind
the world less, and God more. ' The fear of the
Lord, that is wisdom; and to depart from evil,
that is understanding.' " — Fike,
BLESSEDNESS OF HEAVEN.
On a certain day known only to the Lord, the
reign of the Prince of Peace will commence ;
when instead of the vicissitudes of day and night,
joy and sorrow, that are now known, there shall
be uninterrupted light, infinite splendor, unchange-
able peace, and everlasting rest. Then thou
wilt no longer say, " Who shall deliver me from
the body of this death f nor exclaim, " Woe is
me that my pilgrimage is prolonged !" for " death
shall be swallowed up in victory," and " the
corruptible will have put on incorruption." Then
" all tears shall be wiped from thy eyes," and all
sorrow taken from thy heart; and thou shalt
enjoy perpetual delight in the lovely society of
angels, and the " spirits of the just made perfect."
- Thomas a Keinpis.
O WAS it possible for thee to behold the un-
fading brightness of those crowns which the
blessed wear in heaven : and w ith w hat trium-
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pliant glory they, whom the world once despised,
and thought unworthy of life itself, are now
invested ; verily, thou wouldst humble thyself to
the dust, and rather choose to be inferior to all
men, than superior even to one ; instead of sigh-
ing for the perpetual enjoyment of the pleasures
of this life, thou wouldst rejoice in suffering all its
afflictions for the sake of God ; and wouldst count
it great gain to be despised and rejected as noth-
ing among men. — Thomas a Keiiipis.
ELLIOT IN HIS OLD AGE.
On the day of his death, in his eightieth year,
EUiot, " the apostle of the Indians," was found
teaching the alphabet to an Indian child at his
bed-side. " Why not rest from your labors now 1"
said a friend. " Because," said the venerable
man, " I have prayed to God to render me useful
in my sphere ; and he has heard my prayers ; for
now that 1 can no longer preach, he leaves me
strength enough to teach this poor child his
alphabet."
The best prayers have often more groans than
words. — Bunyan.
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LIVE m VIEW OF DEATH.
So live, that when thy summons comes to join
The innumerable caravan, that moves
To the pale realms of shade, where each shall take
His chamber in the silent halls of death,
Thou go not, like the quarry slave at night,
Scourged to his dungeon ; but, sustained and soothed
By an unfaltering trust, approach thy grave
Like one who wraps the drapery of his couch
About him, and lies down to pleasant dreams. — Bryant.
PRAYER.
I HAVE seen a lark rising from his bed of grass
and soaring upwards, singing as he rises, in hopes
to get to heaven and cHmb above the clouds ;
but the poor bird w^as beaten back w^ith the loud
sighing of an eastern wind, and his motion made
irregular and inconstant, descending more at every
breath of the tempest than all the vil)rations of
his wings served to exalt him, till the little
creature was forced to sit down and pant, and
stay till the storm was overpast; and then it
made a prosperous flight; for then it did rise and
sing as if it had learned music and motion from
some angel as he passed some time through the
air. So is the prayer of the good man when
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agitated by any passion. He fain would speak
to God, and his words are of the earth, earthy ;
he would look to his Maker, but he could not
help seeing also that which distracted him, and a
tempest was raised and the man overruled ; his
prayer was broken and his thoughts were troubled,
and his words ascended to the clouds, and the
wandering of his imagination recalled them, and
in all the fluctuating varieties of passion they are
never hke to reach God at all. But he sits him
down and sighs over his infirmity, and fixes his
thoughts upon things above, and forgets all the
little vain passages of this life, and his spirit is
becalmed, and his soul is even and still, and then
it softly and sweetly ascends to heaven on the
wings of the Holy Dove, and dwells with God,
till it returns, hke the useful bee, loaded with a
blessing and the dew of heaven. — Jeremy Taylo?
CLOUDY DAYS.
A BLACK cloud makes the traveUer mend his
pace, and mind his home; whereas a fair day
and a pleasant way waste his time, and that
stealeth away his affections in the prospect of the
country. However others may think of it, vet
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I take it as a mercy, that now and then some
clouds come between me and my sun, and ma^xj
times some troubles do conceal my comforts ; for
I perceive, if T should find too much friendship
in my inn, in my pilgrimage, I should soon forget
my father's house and my heritage. — Lucas.
THE CHRISTIAN ON EARTH AND IN HEAVEN.
Sometimes I look upon myself, and say,
" Where am I now ?" and do quickly return
answer to myself again, " Why, I am in an evil
world, a great way from heaven, in a sinful
world, among devils and wicked men ; some-
times benighted, sometimes beguiled, sometimes
fearing, sometimes hoping, sometimes breath-
ing, sometimes dying." But then I turn the
tables, and say, " But where shall I be shortly 1
Where shall I see myself anon after a few times
more have passed' over me ?" and when I can
but answer this question thus : " I shall see my-
self with Jesus Christ;" this yields glory, even
glory to one's spirit now. — Bunyan.
SONNET, "ADIEU, MY YOUTH I"
[from the ITALIAN.]
Adieu, my youth ! without one sigh adieu !
Deceits, enchantments, struggles, longings, dreams.
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Delusions, follies — (no light load meseems !) —
Take all ! Cast to the winds thy retinue.
The mind swollen out with mists which hide from view
A host of daring thoughts that scorn the wise —
And wandering love, fresh arrows, as he flies,
Infixing stilj^ — and hatreds fierce, though few !
An eve serene and still, my soul, sore tried
With earthly warfare, courts. My youth, adieu !
But not adieu forever. Yet again,
I trust to meet — to dwell in thee — not vain.
And frail, and fallen, as now, but born anew.
Stainless, redeemed, immortal, glorified !
DEATH OF ROBERT BRUCE.
Mr. Robert Bruce, the morning before he
died, being at breakfast, having, as he used, taken
an egg, said to his daughter, " I think I am jet
hungry ; you may bring me another egg." But
having mused awhile, he said, " Hold, daughter
hold, my Master calls me'.' With these words his
sight failed him ; on which he called for the
Bible, and said, " Turn to the eighth chapter of
he Romans, and set my finger on the words, —
I am persuaded that neither death, nor hfe, &c.,
shall be able to separate me from the love of
God, which is in Christ Jesus my Lord.'"
When this was done, he said, " Now is my fin-
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ger upon them V Being told that it was, he
added, " Now, God be with you, my dear chil-
dren : I have breakfasted with you, and shall
sup with my Lord Jesus Christ this night ;" and
then he expired. — Whitecrosss Anmiotes.
THE EVENING OF LIFE.
There is a heahng in the bitter cup. God
takes away or removes from us those we love, as
hostages of our faith (if I may so express it) ;
and to those who look forward to a re-union in
another world, where there will be no separation
and no mutability, except that which arises h*om
perpetual progressiveness, the evening of life
becomes more delightful than the morning, and
the sunset offers brighter and lovelier visions than
those which we build in the morning clouds, and
which appear before the strength of the day.
And faith is that precious alchemy which trans-
nutes grief into joy ; or, rather, it is the pure and
heavenly euphrasy, which clears away the film
from our mortal sight, and makes affliction appear
what it really is, a dispensation of mercy.
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GOD'S MERCY.
The mercy of God is a huge ocean ; from eter-
nal ages it dwelt round about the throne of God,
and it filled all that infinite distance and space that
hath no measures but the will of God ; until God,
desiring to communicate that excellency, created
angek, that he might have persons capable of huge
gifts ; and man, who he knew would need forgive-
ness. For so the angels, our elder brothers, dwelt
for ever in the house of their Father, and never
broke his commandments ; but we, the younger,
like prodigals, forsook our Father's house, and
went into a strange country, and followed stranger
courses, and spent the portion of our nature, and
forfeited all our title to the family, and came to
need another portion. For, ever since the fall of
Adam, who, like an unfortunate man, spent all
that a wretched man could need, or a happy man
could have, our life is repentance, and forgiveness
is all our portion ; and though angels were
objects of God's bounty, yet man only is, in pro-
per speaking, the object of his mercy; and the
mercy that dwelt in an infinite circle became
confined to a httle ring, and dwelt here below;
and here shall dwell below, till it hath carried all
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God's portion up to heaven, where it shall reign
in glory upon our crowned heads for ever and
ever ! — Jeremy Taylor,
THE GOODNESS OF GOD THE SOLACE OF THE AGED.
See how old age spoils the relish of outward
dehghts, in the example of Barzillai, 2 Sam. xix.
35 ; but it makes not this (the graciousness of
God) distasteful. Therefore the Psalmist prays,
that when other comforts forsake him and wear
out, when they ebb from him, and leave him on
the sand, this may not : that still he may feed on
the goodness of God. " Cast me not off in old
age, forsake me not when my strength faileth."
It is the continual influence of his graciousness
that makes them grow like "cedars of Lebanon,"
tliat makes them " bring forth fruit in old age, and
to be still fat and flourishing ; to show that the
Lord is upright," as it is there added, that he is
(as the w^ord imports) still like himself^ and his
goodness ever the same. — Leighton.
THE WHOLE FAMILY IN HEAVEN AND EARTH.
" The whole family in heaven and earth."
The difference betwixt us and them is, not that
we are really tw^o, but one body in Christ, in
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divers places. True, we are below stairs, and
the J above ; tliej in their holiday, and we in
oar working-day clothes ; they in harbor, but we
in the storm; they at rest, but we in the wildei-
ness ; they singing, as crowned with joy, we
crying, as crowned with thorns. But we are »11
of one house, one family, and are all children of
one Father. — Bunyan,
PSALM OF LIFE.
Tell me not in mournful numbers,
Life is but an empty dream !
For the soul is dead that slumbers.
And things are not what they seem.
Life is real ! Life is earnest !
And the grave is not its goal ;
" Dust thou art, to dust returnest,"
Wiis not spoken to the soul.
Not enjoyment, and not sorrow,
Is our destined end or way ;
But to act, that each to-morrow
Find us farther than to-day.
Art is long, and Time is fleeting.
And our hearts, though stout and brave.
Still, like muffled drums, are beating
Funeral marches to the ojrave.
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In the world's broad field of battle,
In the bivouac of Life,
Be not like dumb, driven cattle I
Be a hero in the strife !
Trust no Future, howe'er pleasant !
Let the dead Past bury its dead !
Act ; — act in the living Present !
Heart within, and God o'erhead !
Lives of great men all remind us
We can make our lives subHme,
And, departing, leave behind us ^
Footprints on the sands of time.
Footprints, that perhaps another,
Sailing o'er Ufe's solemn main,
A forlorn and shipwrecked brother.
Seeing, shall take heart again.
Let us, then, be up and doing,
With a heart for any fate ;
Still achieving, still pursuing,
Learn to labor and to wait. Longfellow.
Things to remember.— Be often remembering
what a blessed thing it is to be saved, to go to
heaven, to be made Hke angels, and to dwell with
Crod and Christ to all eternity. — Bunyan,
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SANCTIFICATION.
In the sanctified heart, " every mountain is
brought low, and every valley is filled." Every-
thing within us which exalts itself in the pride
and love of nature, is cast out or abased.
And again, in the sanctified soul " every valley
is filled," by being occupied with God and with
Jesus Christ only It is a great truth, that God
does not and cannot fill the soul with himself,
until he first empties it of everything which is
not himself The mountain, which may be
regarded as another name for the exaltation of
nature, must first be brought low, and must be
cast out. And into this void or valley, where a
man may be said to possess himself without him-
self, God enters and fills it up. Truth takes the
place of error. Holy dispositions take the place
of unholy dispositions ; and God, who embodies
in himself all truth and all holiness, and who
always creates that immortal image which bears
his own likeness, can never be absent where true
and holy dispositions exist. In such dispositions,
of which he is the true fight and life, he not only
is, but 7nust be. Without God in them, they
cannot exist. Thev are God's [lor.io.
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The subjection of human selfishness by holy
love, and the subjection of the human wdll by
union with the divine will ; — it is these which
constitute a truly renovated nature, and which,
because they thus constitute the same nature
with Christ's nature, may be said to make Christ
within us. Christ, in some future years, will
come visibly in the clouds of heaven. Oh ! let
us labor for his present coming ; not for a Christ
in the clouds, but for a Christ in the affections ;
not for a Christ seen, but for a Christ fek; not
for a Christ outwardly represented, but for a
Christ inwardly reahsed. — Madame Guy on,
PRAYER FOR SANCTIFICATION.
O Holy Spirit, a Spirit of love ! let me ever
be subjected to thy will ; and as a leaf is moved
before the wind, so let my soul be influenced and
moved by the breath of thy wisdom. And as the
mpetuous wind breaks down all that resists it,
even the tow^ering cedars which stand in opposi-
tion; so may the Holy Ghost, operating within
me, smite and break down everything which
opposes him. — Madame Guyon,
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DYING WORDS OF PAYSON.
Dr. Payson in his last illness once said : " 1
have suffered twenty times, — yes, to speak within
bounds, twenty times as much as I could in being
burnt at the stake, while my joy in God so
abounded, as to render my sufferings not only
tolerable, but welcome. The sufferings of this
present time are not worthy to be compared with
the glory that shall be revealed. God is my all
in all. While he is present with me, no event
can in the least diminish my happiness; and
were the whole world at my feet, trying to min-
ister to my comfort, they could not add one drop
to the cup." On another occasion he said,
" Death comes every night and stands at my bed-
side in the form of terrible convulsions, every one
of which threatens to separate the soul from the
body. These continue to grow worse and worse,
until every bone is almost dislocated with pain,
leaving me with the certainty that I shall have it
all to endure again the next night. Yet while
my body is thus tortured, the soul is perfectly
happy, perfectly happy and peaceful, more happy
than I can possibly express to you. I lie here,
and feel these convulsions extending higher and
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higher, but my soul is filled with joy unspeakable.
I seem to swim in a flood of glory, wliich God
pours down upon me." — Paysons Life.
THE AFFLICTED BELIEVER.
We may compare an afflicted beUever to a
Qian that lias an orchard laden with fruit, who,
because the wind has blown off the leaves, sits
down and weeps. If one asks, " What do you
weep for 1" " Why, my apple leaves are gone."
" But have you not your apples left 1" " Yes."
" Very well, then do not grieve for a few leaves
which could only hinder the ripening of your
fruit." — Cecil,
BENEFIT OF AFFLICTION'.
I HAVE before me two stones, which are an imi-
tation of precious stones. They are both perfectly
aliKe in color ; they are of the same water, clear,
pure, and clean ; yet there is a marked difference
between them as to their lustre and brilliancy.
One has 'a dazzhng-brightness, while the other
is dull, so that the eye passes over it, and derives
no pleasure from the sight. What can be the
reason of the difference 1 It is this : the one is
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cut in but a few faQets ; the other has ten times
as many. These facets are produced by a very
violent operation. It is requisite to cut, to
smooth, and poUsh. Had these stones been
indued with hfe, so as to have been capable of
feehng what they underwent, the one which has
received eighty fagets, would have thought itself
very unhappy, and would have envied the fate erf
the other, which, having received but eight, had
undergone but a tenth part of its sufferings.
Nevertheless, the operation being over, it is done
for ever ; the difference between the two stones
always remains strongly marked ; that which has
suffered but little, is entirely echpsed by the other,
which alone is held in estimation and attracts
attention. May not this serve to explain the
saying of our Saviour, whose words have
reference to eternity 1 " Blessed are those who
mourn, for they shall be comforted," — blessed,
whether we contemplate them apart, or in com-
parison with those who have not passed through
so many trials. Oh ! that we were always able
to cast ourselves into his arms, like little children ;
to dravv near to him, like young lambs, and ever
to ask of him, patience, resignation, an entire
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surrender to his will, faith, trust, and heartfelt
obedience to the commands which he gives to
those who are wiUing to be his disciples. " The
Lord wdll wipe away tears from off all faces."
— Oherlin.
PEACE OF MIND.
A FRIEND once asked Prof Francke, who
founded the Orphan- house at Halle, how he main-
tained so constant a peace of mind ; the benevo-
lent and good man replied, — " By stirring up my
mind a hundred times a day. Wherever I am,
whatever I do, I say, — ' Blessed Jesus, have I
truly a share in thy redemption ? Are my sins
forgiven ? Am I guided by thy spirit ? Thine
1 am — w^ash me again and again.' By this
(Xjnstant converse with Jesus I have enjoyed
serenity of mind, and a settled peace in my soul."
PRAYER OF THE AGED.
But while from one extreme thy power may keep
My erring frailty, 0, preserve me still
From dullness, nor let cold indifference steep
My senses in oblivion : if the thrill
Of earihly bliss must sober, as it wiU
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And should, when earthly things to heavenly yield.
T would have feelings left time cannot chill ;
That while I yet can walk through grove or field,
1 may be conscious there of charms by thee revealed.
And when I shall, as soon or late I must.
Become infirm, in age if I grow old.
Or sooner, if my strength should fail its trust,
, When I relinquish haunts where I have strolled
At morn or eve, and can no more behold
Thy glorious works, forbid me to repine ;
Let memory still their loveliness unfold
Before my mental eye, and let them shine
With borrowed hght from thee — for they are thine.
Barton,
True Wealth. — The wealth of a man is the
number of things which he loves and blesses
which he is loved and blessed by. — Carlyle,
Effects of Grace. — The dispensation of
grace is to some little more than a continual
combat with corruptions ; so that, instead of
advancing, a man seems to be just able to pre-
erve himself from sinking. A boat, with the full
tide against it, does well if it can keep from driv-
ing back, and must have strong force indeed to
get forward. We must estimate grace by the
opposition it meets with. — Cecil.
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THE AGED COMFORTER.
Tis true that more tlian fourscore years have bowed thy beauty
low,
And mingled with thy cup of life full many a dreg of woe ;
But yet thou hast a better charm than bloom of youth hath
found —
A balm within thy chastened heart to heal another's wound.
Sigourney.
ANECDOTE OF DR. COGSWELL.
An affecting anecdote is related of Dr. Cogs-
well, a faithful minister in Hartford, Conn., who
died at the age of eight j-nine. It shows " the
ruling passion strong in death." During his last
illness he forgot his dearest friends, and even his
own name. When asked if he remembered his
son (wdth whom he lived, and to whom he was
much attached), he replied, " I do not recollect
that ever I had a son;" but when asked if he
remembered the Lord Jesus Christ, he revived at
once, exclaiming, " Oh ! yes, I do remember him ,
he is my God and my Redeemer !"
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THE FLIGHT OF TIME.
The dial-plate warns you that minutes are fleeting,
Each pulse but wears out the heart that is beating ;
Each tick of the clock is ever repeating —
" Up and be doing ! for Night draweth on !"
Knickerbocker {Mag)
TRUST IN GOD.
Examples of the loving-kindness of God to his
aged servants have been recorded in his word for
our learning ; that believers, if God by his provi-
dence should bring them to old age, might be
encouraged to trust in the God of Abraham,
Isaac, and Jacob, with such a confidence of their
hearts as not to doubt of the divine truth or of
the divine power. Whatever he was to them,
he is the same to us — our God as well as theirs
— our covenant God, engaged to glorify both
body and soul : on whom we are commanded to
cast all our cares and concerns in extreme old
age. If what is of nature be failing, what is of
grace cannot. If the life of sense be dying, the
life of faith should flourish the more. It is a Hfe
that cannot die; for tie branches thrive and
bring forth huit in their old age, not of them-
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seK*es, but because they are ingrafted into the
heavenly vine, in which they hve for ever. " I
am the vine (says Jesus), ye are the branches ;
he that abideth in me, and I in him, the same
bringeth forth much fruit : for without me ye can
do nothing." But through his spirit strengthen-
ing you, he will make you bud and flourish, and
fill the face of the world with fruit. He will so
fill you with the fruits of righteousness, which
are through Christ Jesus, to the glory and praise
of God, that your last days will be your best
days. — Ro7naine.
SAYINGS OF JOHN NEWTON.
Two or three years before the excellent John
Newton's death, when his sight was become so
dim, that he was no longer able to read, an aged
friend and brother in the ministry called on bim,
to breakfast. Family prayer succeeding, the por-
tion of Scripture for the day was read to him.
It was taken from Bogatzky's Golden Treasury:
"By the grace of God I am what I am." It
was the pious man's custom, on these occasions,
to make a short familiar exposition of the pass-
age read. After the reading' of this text, he
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paused for some moments, and then uttered the
following aifecthig sohloquy : — " I am not what I
ought to be. Ah ! how imperfect and deficient.
I am not what I wish to be. I abhor what is
evil, and I would cleave to what is good. I am
not what I hope to be: soon, soon I shall put off
mortahty, and with mortality all sin and imper-
fection Yet though I am not what I ought to
be, nor what I ivish to be, nor what I hoiie to be,
I can truly say I am not what I once was, — a
slave to sin and Satan ; and I can heartily join
with the apostle, and acknowledge, ' By the
grace of God I am what I am.' Let us pray." —
Whitecross A necdotes,
THE CHRISTIAN PILGRIMAGE.
The Christian's fellowship with 'God is rather
a habit than a rapture. He is a pilgrim who has
the habit of looking forward to the light before
him ; he has the habit of not looking back ; he
has the habit of walking steadily in the way
whatever be the weather, and whatever the road.
These are his habits, and the Lord of tbe way
is his Guide Protector, Friend, and Felicity. —
Cecil.
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THE LAND OF BEULAH
Were I to adopt the figurative language of
Bunjan, T might date this letter from the land
of Beulah, of which I have been for some weeks
a happy inhabitant. The celestial city is full in
my view. Its glories beam upon me, its breezes
fan me, its odors are wafted to me, its sounds
•strike upon my ears, and its spirit is breathed
into my heart. Nothing separates me from it
but the river of death, which now appears but an
insignificant rill, that may be crossed at a single
step, whenever God shall give permission. The
sun of righteousness has been gradually drawing
nearer and nearer, appearing larger and brighter
as he approached, and now he fills the whole
hemisphere, pouring forth a flood of glory, in
which I seem to float like an insect in the beams
of the sun ; exulting, yet almost trembling while
I gaze on this excessive brightness, and wonder-
ing, with unutterable wonder, why God should
deign thus to shine upon a sinful worm. A sin-
gle heart and a single tongue seem altogether
inadequate to my wants : I want a whole heart
for every separate emotion, and a whole tongue
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to express that emotion. — Paijson, {Letter to a
sister.)
Let not your heart be troubled : ye beHeve
in God, beUeve also in me. In my Father's
house are many mansions : if it were not so, I
would have told you. T go to prepare a place
for you. And if I go to prepare a place for you,
I will come again and receive you unto myself;
that where I am, there ye may be also. — John
xiv. 1, 2, 3.
THE BRUISED REED.
" A BRUISED reed will he not break." Perhaps
the imagery may be derived from the practice of
the ancient shepherds, who were wont to amuse
themselves with the music of a pipe of reed or
straw ; and when it was bruised they broke it,
or threw it away as useless. But the bruised
reed shall not be broken by this divine shepherd
of souls. The music of broken sighs and groans
is indeed all that the broken reed can afford him :
the notes are but low, melancholy, and jarring ;
and yet he will not break the instrument, but he
wiU repair and tune it, till it is fit to join in the
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concert of angels on high; and even now is
humble strains are pleasing to his ears. — Pres
Davies,
THE SEIORE OF TIME.
Alone I walked the ocean strand ;
A pearly shell was in ray hand :
I stooped and wrote upon the sand
My name — the year — the day.
As onward from the spot I passed
One hngering look behind I cast :
A wave came rolling high and fast,
And washed my hnes away.
And so, raethought, 'twill shortly be
With every mark on earth from me ;
A wave of dark oblivion's sea
Will sweep aci-oss the place,
Where I have trod the sandy shore
Of time, and been to be no more ;
Of me — my day — the name I bore,
Nor leave nor track, nor trace.
And yet, with Him who counts the sands,
And holds the waters in his hands,
1 know a lasting record stands
Inscribed against my name.
Of all this mortal part has wroufrht ;
Of all this sinking soul has thouo-ht;
And from these fleeting moiiK^nts caught
For glory, or for ?\n\mish for love in
a friend, he has shown love unspeakable; he left
his glory, assumed our nature, aiul suhniitred to
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shame, poverty, and death, even the death of the
cross, that he might save us from sin and misery,
and open the kingdom of heaven to us vviio
were once his enemies. For he saw and pitied
us when we knew not how to pity ourselves.
If we need a powerful friend, Jesus is ahnighty ;
our help is in him who made heaven and earth,
who raises the dead, and hushes the tempest's
raging waves into a cahn with a word. If we
need a present friend, a help at hand in the hour
of trouble, Jesus is always near, about our path
by day, and our bed [)y night; nearer than the
light by which we see, or the air we breathe ;
nearer than we are to ourselves ; so that not a
thought, a sigh, or a tear, escapes his notice.
Since then his love and wisdom are infinite, and
he has already done so much for us, shall we not
trust him to the end 1 His mercies are countless
as the sands, and hereafter we shall see cause to
count our trials among our chief mercies. He
sees there is a need -be for them, or we should
not have them, and he has promised to make all
things work together for our final good. — John
Newton, {when seventy-six years old?)
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GOD'S FAITHFULNESS
There are many Christians like young sailors,
who think the shore and the whole land do move,
when the ship and they themselves are moved ,
just so, not a few imagine that God moveth, and
i'aileth, and changeth places, because their godly
souls are subject to alteration ; but the foundation
of the Lord abideth sure. — llutherford.
1 HAVE been young, and now am old ; yet
have I not seen the righteous forsaken, nor his
seed begging bread. — Psalm xxxvii. 25.
Thou art my hope, O Lord God : thou art
my trust from my youth. — Fsahn Ixxi. 5.
The dread and dislike of death by no means
prove that a person is not a child of God. Even
a strong behever may be afraid to die. We are
not fond of handling a serpent, even though its
sting is drawn. — Martin.
IMPORTANCE OF EXERCISE.
Old age is called the winter of life, and with
it are associated pain, infirmity, and sorrow.
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The aged have lost the elasticitj and freshness of
earher days. They are gradually sinking be-
neath the inevitable law that dooms man to the
dust. Their sun is setting ; the night draweth
on.
Under these circumstances, they are sometimes
disposed to withdraw enth'ely from active pursuits^
and give themselves up to an indolent repose.
They feel the need of rest and quiet in the evening
of hfe ; and surely they, if any, should enjoy this
blessing. But they should never forget that the
due exercise of mind and body is indispensable
to happiness. Age brings no necessary exemp-
tion from this benevolent law. Said John New- ^
ton, in his seventieth year, " We must ivork
while it is day, for the night cometh." And he
was himself an example of the happy influence
upon the health and happiness, of his own pre-
cept.
We would not here recommend severe and
protracted toil, but only regular and moderate
exercise, in connexion with some pleasing and^
useful employment. This accords with the laws
of our being, whether in youth or age. It affords
a healthful invigoration and refreshment. It
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tends most happily to draw the mind away from
that melancholy brooding over real or fancied
ills, which dries up the fountain of life and joy
within the soul, and in which the unemployed,
especially in advanced years, are prone to
mdulge.
It is common to hear men talk of retiring from
business, to enjoy at their leisure the fruits of pre-
vious toil. But such an expectation generally
ends in disappointment. The pleasure so fondly
anticipated in a freedom from toil and care,
comes not at the bidding. A feeling of uncom-
fortable lassitude and impatience ensues. The
elegant home, with its pleasant arrangements, its
shady walks, its cool retreats, whatever taste and
wealth can furnish for embellishment and com-
fort, is irksome to its possessor, and he almost
sighs for the bustle and bondage he has left.
And there is nothing strange in this. Tt is the
natural result of a violent transition, and of the
%'ansgression of that law which makes* us happy
only as our powers are duly exercised.
It would be better far that, instead of a sudden
withdrawal, as age approaches, from the accus-
tomed routine of labor, whether on the farm, in
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the shop, the family, the pulpit, or wliatever call-
ing, there should be still such a continuance of
effort as is proportioned to the gradually dechn-
ing strength. And we may remark, by the way,
that such a course would not only greatly con-
duce to happiness, but to Christian usefulness.
It is by no means true that a moderate attention
even to worldly business, of necessity interferes
with spiritual enjoyment and devotedness. We
may be diligent in business, and j^et fervent in
spirit, serving the Lord. And activity tends to
avert that lassitude and dulness, that spiritual
depression and decay of mind and body, which
are such powerful hindrances to usefulness.
If advanced years bring increased leisure, how
well for the aged, as well honoring to God,
that it be employed in his direct service. What
a delightful field of activity is here opened before
the Christian in the evening of life ! How pleas-
ing to see him, as he gradually retires from
worldly pursuits, turning with increased affection
to the church, which has had his earlier love I
Here his mind may be exercised according to
the measure of its ability, and in the way most
favorable to that calm and holy repose so desir-
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able for the aged. In the exercises of devotion,
in spiritual conversation, in ministering the sweet
charities of the gospel to the poor, and sick, and
needy of the flock, and in other v^ays seeking the
interests of the church and the religious welfare
of the community, as he has opportunity or
ability, the aged saint would renew his strength ;
though old he would still be young. Many such
we can recall to mind, whose labors of love have
made them the glory of oiir churches. They
bear fruit in old age. They are fair and flourish-
ing. Their hoary head, found thus in the ways
of righteousness, is a crown of glory. And while
they honor God, he honors and blesses them.
From not a few of the evils incident to age are
they, in a measure or wholly, preserved.
Even when the saint, through extreme infir-
mity, is a " prisoner of the Lord " at home, he
may exercise his mind, and brighten his decli-
ning days, by nurturing the "hidden life " of piety,
by continual prayers for the church, and by
devout conversation. Such an earnest devotion
to God, so long as the abiUty is granted, will
prove a refreshing cordial to the soul. And that
cheerfulness which is connected with the spirit
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of benevolence, is one of the sources of a vigor-
ous old age.
Familiar converse with the writings of the
good and gifted will afford a pleasing exercise to
the mind amid growing infirmities. Here, while
thegitrength fails, the mind may be renewed daj
by day. Beside the fountains of holy thought
and feeling, which God has opened in the works
of those whom he has endowed to become
teachers and comforters to their race, may the
aged pilgrim sit and be refreshed. Here, by his
fireside, what a noble company he may gather
round him ! with what glorious thoughts hold
communion !
I have now in mind an aged saint, bent
beneath the burden of more than fourscore years,
a plain uneducated woman, moving in a liumble
sphere, but favored with an excellent understand-
ing, to whom a book, and especially the " bock
of books," was an unfailing companion. By this
habitual communion with the pure and great,
her mind, through the blessing of God, retained
to the last almost the sprightUness of youth, even
when the frail body was bowed and ready to
fail. Well do I remember how her eye would
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kindle when she was presented with a new
rehgious book ; and the subUme views she would
express of the majesty of God, the preciousness
of the Saviour, and the glory of heaven, were a
pleasing proof of the happy influence of the
practice we recommend ; — for who can d^bt
that a premature decay of mental vigor would
have resuhed from the opposite course 1 Exer-
cise, with the divine blessing, enabled her to
maintain a vigorous life even to the borders of
eternity.
When the sight at last grows dim, then highly
favored is the aged Christian, to whom some
loving voice conveys those thoughts which his
eyes can no longer trace upon the printed page.
And the aged should, if possible, enjoy this daily
privilege. Without it, we have known them to
spend their last days in sadness, and suffer a
premature decay.
If at length the mind of the aged saint becomes
too weak to follow even the reading of a book,
let him fix his thoughts on Jesus. The contem-
plation of his love will warm the heart, and
enkindle the mind, even when enfrosted by
extreme old age.
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But heart and flesh at last must fail, the earth-
ly tabernacle be dissolved. Then will the saint
leave behind for ever the weakness of earth, and
in a glorious and perpetual youth serve the
" Lord who bought him." In that blessed world
above, there is continual service. The lofty
powers of saints and angels are ever exercised in
loving, praising, and doing the will of, their
Creator.
EXPERIENCE OF AN AGED IJELIEVER.
Though 1 am at present in good health, the
question of Pharaoh to Jacob ought to be much
in my thoughts, " How old art thou f ' Indeed,
I am old enough to be wiser and better than I
am. Now I am turned of threescore, I have no
right to expect that my abihties either for preach-
ing or writing will continue very long. The
shadows of evening cannot be very distant from
me. It is therefore probable that the " Messiah "
will be my last book from the press, and if so, I
take leave of the public with a noble subject.
Surely I am bound to wish that while my lips or
my fingers can move. His name and His grace
should employ my thoughts, my words, and my
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pen ; and especially my last words, whether in
the pulpit, in the parlor, or in my bed, and so
from the press. What do I live for, but to bear
a frequent public testimony to Him, and to com-
mend him to my fellow-creatures 1
I long to attain a habit of living with the Lord
by the day ; to depend no more upon to-morrow
than yesterday ; to hold myself in constant
readiness; to be willing to go at a minute's
warning, and leave all behind me in His hands,
or (if such were his appointment) to be willing
to stay and see those whom I love go before me.
To be thus united to His will, and to rejoice in
Him under any possible change, would be an
attainment indeed ! Perhaps none of us can
fully reach it till we arrive at the threshold of
glory. However, we may approach nearer and
nearer to such a frame of mind, and every step
towards it is preferable to thousands of gold and
silver. — John Newton. {AgedPilgrirris Triumph.)
JOHN NEWTON IN HIS OLD AGE.
It was with a mixture of delight and surprise
that the friends and hearers of this eminent ser-
vant of God beheld him bringing forth such a
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measure of fruit in extreme old age. Tliougli
then almost eighty years old, his sight nearly
gone, and incapable, through deafness, of joniing
in conversation ; yet his public ministry was
regularly continued, and maintained with a
considerable degree of his former animation. His
memory indeed w^as observed to fail, but his
judgment in divine things still remained • and
though some depression of spirits was observed,
which he used to account for from his advanced
age, yet his perception, taste, and zeal for the
truth which he had long received and taught,
were evident. Like Simeon, having seen the
salvation of the Lord, he now only waited and
prayed to depart in peace.
After Mr. Newton was turned of eighty, some
of his friends feared he might continue his public
ministrations too long. Thej^ marked not only
his infirmities in the pulpit, but felt much on
account of the decrease of his strength, and of
his occasional depressions. Conversing with
him in January, 1806, on the latter, he observed'
that he had experienced nothing which in the
least affected the principles he had felt and
taught; that his depressions were the natural
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result of fourscore years, and that, at anj age, we
can only enjoy that comfort from om* principles
\^ hich God is pleased to send. " But," repUed I,
" in the article of public preaching, might it not
be best to consider your work as done, and stop
before you evidently discover you can speak no
longer T " 1 cannot stop," said he, raising his
voice, — -" What ! shall the old African blasphemer
stop while he can speak f '
In every future visit, T perceived old age
making rapid strides. Ax length his friends found
some difficulty in making themselves known to
him ; his sight, his hearing, and his recollection
exceedingly failed ; but being mercifully kept
from pain, he generally appeared easy and cheer-
ful. Whatever he uttered was perfectly consistent
with the principles which he had so long and so
honorably maintained. Calling to see him a few
days before he died, with one of his most intimate
friends, we could not make him recollect either
of us ; but seeing him afterwards when sitting up
in his chair, I found so much intellect remaining,
as produced a short and affectionate reply, though
he was utterly incapable of conversation.
Mr. Newton declined in this very gradual way,
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till at length it was painful to ask him a question,
or to attempt to rouse faculties almost gone;
still his friends were anxious to get a word from
him to learn the state of his mind in his latest
hours.
About a month before his death, Mr. Smith's
niece was sitting by him, to whom he said, " It is
a great thing to die ; and when heart and flesh
fail, to have God for the strength of our heart, and
our portion for ever. I know whom I have
believed, and he is able to keep that which 1 have
committed unto him against that great day.
Henceforth there is laid up for me a crown of
righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous
Judge, shall give me at that day."
When Mrs. Smith came into the room, he
said, " I have been meditating on a subject : ' Come
and hear, all ye that fear God, and I will declare
what he hath done for my soul.' "
At another time he said, "More light, more
love, more liberty. Hereafter I hope, when I
shut my eyes on the things of time, I shall open
them in a better world. What a thing it is to
live under the shadow of the wings of the
Almighty ! I am going the way of all flesh."
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A.nd when one replied, " The Lord is gracious/'
he answered, " If it were not so, how could 1
dare to stand before him ?"
The Wednesday before he died, when asked
if his mind was comfortable, he replied, 'I am
satisfied with the Lord's will." He seemed sen-
sible to his last hour, but expressed nothing
remarkable after these words. He departed
December 31sr, 1807, in the 83d year of his age.
— Memow of Rev. John Newton, by Rev. Richard
Cecil.
THE AGED SERVING GOD.
May the old servants of God be dismissed from
waiting on him ? No ; their attendance is still
required, and shall be still accepted ; they shall
not be cast off by their master in time of old age.
Therefore, let not them desert his service. When,
through the infirmities of age, they can no longer
be working servants in God's family, yet they
may be waiting servants. Those that, hke Bar-
zillai, are unfit for the entertainments of the courts
of earthly princes, may yet relish the pleasures of
God's courts as much as ever.
The Levites, when they were past the age of
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fifty, and were -discharged from the toilsome part
of their ministrations, yet still must wait on God,
must be quietly waiting to give honor to him,
and to receive comfort from him. Those that
have done the will of God, and their well-doing
is at an end, have ueed of patience to enable
theui to wait till they inherit the promise ; and
the nearer the happiness is which they are wait-
ing for, the dearer should the God be they are
waiting on, and hope shortly to be with eter-
nally. — Matthew Henry.
DO SOMETHING.
There is nothing more troublesome to a good
mind than to do nothing. For besides the fur-
therance of our estate, the mind doth both delight
and better itself with exercise. There is but this
difference then betwixt labor and idleness, that
labor is a profitable and pleasant trouble ; idle-
ness, a trouble both unprofitable and comfortless.
I will be ever doing souiething ; that either God
when he cometh or Satan when he tempteth,
may find me busied. And yet, since — as the old
proverb is — better it is to be idle than effect no-
thing, I will not more hate doing nothing, than
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doing something to no purpose. 1 shall do good
but a while ; let me strive to do it while I may.
— Bishop Hall.
Right Use of Wealth. — The world teacheth
me that it is madness to leave behind me those
goods that I may carry with me; Christianity
teacheth me that what I charitably give ahve I
carry witli me dead : and experience teacheth
me that what ! leave behind I lose. I will carry
that treasure with me, by giving it, which the
worldling loseth, by keeping it: so, while his
corpse shall carry nothing but a winding-sheet to
his grave, I shall be richer under the earth than I
was above it. — Bishop Hall.
BENEFIT OF AFFLICTION.
Am I afflicted ? It is a Father's correcting
land. Am I in want ? He knoweth it, and
ays, " The world is mine and the fulness
i hereof." Am I in the valley of humihation ?
There grows the lily of the valley ; and there,
blessed be the God of all grace, have I found that
Hly, and derive thence such invigorating sweet-
ness as none but myself can know. Would 1
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exchange mj pain, my restless nights, nay, even,
sometimes, heart-sinkings, with the alternative
of losing these heavenly bestowments ? No !
not to be made empress of the world. These
are but means of pulling down the walls of the
prison house, from whence the captive spirit shall
soon wing its way to those realms of bliss, which
it is now exploring with feeble faith and strong
desire. — 31rs. Haivkes.
If I cannot take 2jkasure in irifirinities, 1 can
sometimes feel the profit of them. 1 can con-
ceive a king to pardon a rebel, and take him into
his family, and then say, " I appoint you, for a
season, to wear a fetter. At a certain season, I
will send a messenger to knock it off. ^n the
meantime, this fetter will serve to remind you of
your state : it may humble you, and restrain you
from rambling." — Newton.
Cast me not off in the time of old age ;
forsake me not when my strength faileth. —
Psalm Ixxi. 9.
O God, thou hast taught me from my youth :
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and hitherto have I declared thy wondrous
w^orks. Now also when I am old and grey-
headed, O God, forsake me not; until I have
showed thy strength unto this generation, and
thy power to every one that is to come. —
Psahri Ixxi. 17, 18.
THE DEVOUT MAN.
A DEVOUT man is he that ever sees the Invisi-
ble, and ever trembleth before that God he sees ;
that walks even here on earth with the God of
heaven, and still adores that majesty wdth whom
he converses ; that confers hourly with the God
of spirits in his own language, yet so as no
famiharity can abate of his aw^e, nor fear abatd
aught of his love : to whom the gates of heaven
are ever open, that he may go in at pleasure to
the throne of grace, and none of the angelical
spirits can offer to challenge him of too much
boldness ; whose eyes are well acquainted with
those heavenly guardians, the presence of whom
he doth as truly acknowledge as if they were his
sensible companions. He is w^ell known of the
King of Glory for a daily suitor in the court of
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heaven ; and none so welcome there as he —
Bishoj) Hall,
Human Frailty. — Our frail bodies are totter-
ing habitations ; every beat of the heart is a rap
at the door, to tell us of our danger. — Old Hum-
phrey,
GLORY OF HEAVEN.
The glory of the heaven which the gospel
prepares us for, which faith leads us to, which
the souls of behevers long after, as that wliich
shall give us full rest, satisfaction, and compla-
cency, is the full, open, perfect manifestation of
the glory, of the wisdom, goodness, and love of
God in Christ, in his person and mediation, with
the revelation of all his counsels concerning
them, and the communication of their effects to
us.
To have the eternal glory of God in Christ,
with all the fruits of his wisdom and love, whilst
we are ourselves under the full participation of
the effects of them, immediately, directly revealed
to us in a divine and glorious light, our souls
being furnished with a capacity to behold and
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perfectly comprehend them ; this is the heaven
which, according to God's promise, we look for.
It is true, that there are sundry other things in
particular that belong to this state of glory ; but
what we have mentioned is the fountain of them
all.
The v^^hole of the glory of the state above is
expressed by being ever with the Lord ; where
he is, to behold his glory. For in and through
him is the beautiful manifestation of God and his
glory mad*e for evermore : and through him are
all inward communications of glory to us. There-
fore, if we are spiritually minded, we should fix
our thoughts on Christ above, as the centre of
all heavenly glory. — Owen on Spiritual-Minded-
ness.
RELIEF FOR WANDERING THOUGHTS.
Some will say that there is not anything in all
llieir duty towards God, wherein they are more
at a loss than they are in this one, gf fixing or
exercising their thoughts on things heavenly or
spiritual. They acknowledge it a duty : they see
an excellency in it with inexpressible usefulness
But though they often attempt it, they cannot
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attain to anything but what makes them ashamed
both of it and themselves. Their minds, they
find, are unsteady, apt to rove and wander, or
give entertainment to other things, and not to
abide on the object which they design their
meditation towards. On these considerations,
ofttimes they are discouraged to enter on the
duty, ofttimes give it over so soon as it is begun,
and are glad if they come off without being
losers by their endeavors, which often befalls
them.
When you find yourselves perplexed and en-
tangled, not able comfortably to persist in spiritual
thoughts to your refreshment, take these two
directions for your rehef.
1. Cry and sigh to God for help and relief.
Bewail the darkness, weakness, and instability of
your minds, so as to groan within yourselves for
dehverance. And if your designed meditations
do issue only in a renewed gracious sense of
your own weakness and insufficiency, whh ap-
plication to God for supplies of strength, they are
by no means lost as unto a spiritual account.
The thoughts of Hezekiah, in his meditations,
did not seem to have any great order or consis-
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tency, when he so expressed ihem ; "Like a
crane or a swallow, so did I chatter : I did mourn
as a dove : mine eyes failed w ith looking up-
wards ; O Lord, I am oppressed, undertake for
me." When the soul labors sincerely for com-
munion with God, but sinks into broken and
confused thoughts under the weight of its own
weakness, yet if he looks to God for relief, his
chattering and mourning will be accepted with
God, and profitable to himself.
2. Supply the brokenness of your thoughts
with ejaculatory prayers. So was it with Heze-
kiah ; when his meditations were weak and
broken, he cried out in the midst of them, " O
Lord, I am oppressed, undertake for me."
Lastly, Be not discouraged with an apprehen-
sion that all you can attain to in the discharge
of this duty, is so little, so contemptible, as that
it is to no purpose to persist in it. Nor be
wearied with the difficulties you meet with in its
performance. You have to do with him only in
this matter, who will not break the bruised reed,
nor quench the smoking flax ; whose wall is that
none should despise the day of small things.
And if there be in this duty a ready mind, it is
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accepted, according to what a man hath, and not
according to what he hath not. He that can
bring into this treasury only the mites of broken
desires and ejaculatory prayers, so they be Lis
best, shall not come behind them who cast into it
out of their great abundance of abihty and skill
— Owen on Spiritual- Mindedness.
LOVE.
* * * * •
• The autumn of love
Is the season of cheer —
Life's mild Indian summer,
The smile of the year ;
Which comes when the golden,
Ripe harvest is stored ;
And yields its own blessings —
Repose and reward.
The winter of love
Is the beam that we win,
While the storm scowls without,
From the sunshine within.
Love's reign is eternal.
The heart is his throne,
And he has all seasons
Of life for his own. — Morns,
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WHICH IS THE HAPPIEST SEASON?
At a festal party of old and young, the ques-
tion was asked, which season of hfe was the
most happy? After being freely discussed by
the guests, it was referred for answer to the host,
upon whom was the burden of fourscore years.
He asked if they had noticed a grove of trees
before the dwelling, and said, " When the spring
comes, and in the soft air the buds are breaking
on the trees, and they are covered with blossoms^
I think. How heautiful is Spring ! And when
the summer comes, and covers the trees with its
heavy fohage, and singing birds are all among the
branches, I think, Hoiv heautiful is Bummer I
When autumn loads them with golden fruit, and
their leaves bear the gorgeous tint of frost, I think,
How heautiful is Autumn ! And when it is sere
winter, and there is neither fohage nor fruit, then
I look up, and through the leafless branches, as 1
could never until now, I see the stars shine
through." — Dr, Ada?ns.
CHRIST THE MEDIATOR.
Live by faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. We
cannot with any confidence wait (1|H)5i (lod but
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in and through a Mediator, for it is by his Son
that God speaks to us, and hears from us ; all
that passes between a just God and poor sinners
must pass through the hands of that blessed
*' Daysman who has laid his hand upon them
both ;" every prayer passes from us to God, and
every mercy from God to us, by that hand It is
in the face of the anohited that God looks upon '
us; and in the face of Jesus Christ that we be-
hold the glory and grace of God shining. It is by
Christ that we have access to God, and success
with him in prayer, and therefore must make
mention of his righteousness, even of his only.
And in that habitual attendance we must be all
the day living upon God ; we must have an
habitual dependence on him, who always appears
in the presence of God for us, always gives
attendance to be ready to introduce us.—M.
Henrv,
THOUGHTS OF GOD
Death will bring us all to God, to be judged
by him; it will bring all the saints to him, to the
vision and fruition of him ; and one we are
hastening to, and hope to be for ever with we are
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concerned to wait upon, and to cultivate an
acquaintance with. Did we think more of death
we should converse more with God. Our dying
daily is a good reason for our worshipping daily ;
and therefore, wherever we are, we are con-
cerned to keep near to God, because we know
not w4iere death will meet us. !f we continue
w^aiting on God and all the day long, we shall
grow more experienced and expert in the great
mystery of communion with God ; and thus our
last days will become our best days, our last
works our best works, and our last comforts our
sweetest comforts. — M. Henry.
THE SONG OF SEVENTY.
I AM not old — I cannot be old,
Though threescore years and ten
Have wasted away, like a tale that is told,
The lives of other men.
I am not old ; though friends and foes
Alike have gone to their graves,
And left me alone to my joys or my woes,
As a rock in the midst of the waves.
I am not old — I cannot be old,
Though tottering, wrinkled, and grey )
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Though my eyes are dim, and my marrow is cold
Call me not old to-day.
For early memories round me throng,
Old times, and manners, and men,
As I look behind on my journey so long
Of threescore miles and ten.
I look behind, and am once more young,
Buoyant, and brave, and bold.
And my heart can sing, as of yore it sung.
Before they called me old.
I do not see her — the old wife there-
Shrivelled, and haggard, and grey.
But I look on her blooming, and soft, and fair.
As she was on her wedding-day.
I do not see you, daughters and sons.
In the likeness of women and men.
But I kiss you now as I kissed you once.
My fond little children then.
And, as my own grandson rides on my knee,
Or plays with his hoop or kite,
I can well recollect I was merry as he —
The bright-eyed little wight.
'Tis not long since, it cannot be long.
My years so soon were spent,
Since I was a boy, both straight and stroDg,
Yet now am I feeble and bent.
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A dream, a dream, — it is all a dream,
A strange, sad dream, good sooth ,
lor old as I am, and old as I seem,
My heart is full of youth.
Eye hath not seen, tongue hath not told,
And ear hath not heard it sung.
How buoyant and bold, though it seems to grow old,
Is the heart, for ever young ; —
For ever young, — though life's old age
Hath every nerve unstrung :
The heart, the heart, is a heritage
That keeps the old man young ! — Tupper.
P\ther and Son. — How pleasant it is for a
father to sit at his child's board ! It is like the
aged man recHning under the shadow of the oak
whicli he has planted. — Wa/le?- Scott,
VALUE OF RELIGION.
1 ENVY no quahty of the mind or intellect in
others, — not genius, power, wit, or fancy ; but if I
could choose what would be most delightful, and
I believe most useful to me, I should prefer a
firm religious belief to every other blessing, for it
makes life a discipline of goodness, creates new
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hopes when all earthly hopes vanish, and throws
over the decay, the destruction of existence, the
most gorgeous of all lights : awakens life even in
death, and from corruption and decay calls up
beauty and divinity; makes an instrument of
torture and of shame the ladder of ascent to
paradise ; and far above all combinations of
earthly hopes, calls up the most delightful visions
of palms and amaranths, the gardens of the
blessed, the security of everlasting joys, where
the sensualist and the sceptic view only gloom,
decay, and annihilation. — H, Davy.
CHRIST'S LOVE TO HIS PEOPLE.
Observe, O my soul, though thy celestial
Bridegroom finds not in thee any merit,. worthi-
ness, or beauty, he will wash thee himself with
his blood; he will adorn thee, and make thee
truly amiable to himself and to his Father.
O sweet and eternal truth ! " He has loved us,
and washed us from our sins in his own blood."
Being clothed with his righteousness, we have
more than angelical beauty. If we l^ave received
the spirit of adoption, let us cleave to Christ
alone, love him above all things, and walk in his
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commandments. This is not only onr duty, but
a needful evidence of our sonship — Bogatzky.
OLD AGE.
Why should old age escape unnoticed here,
That sacred era to reflection dear ?
That peaceful shore where passion dies away,
Like the last wave that ripples o'er the bay ?
Oh ! if old age were cancelled from our lot.
Full soon would man deplore the* unhallowed blot?
Life's busy day would want its tranquil even,
And earth would lose its stepping-stone to heaven.
Caroline Gilman.
DISSUASIVES AGAINST A MURMURING SPIRIT.
CoMPLAiNEST thou, Qij soul, of thy long impri-
sonment, of thy long continued disappointment
of escape from thy narrow, irksome cage ?
Faintest thou because thy labor is not over, nor
the battle vs^on ? Rather humble thyself, and put.
thy mouth in the dust, that with all that has
been done for thee, thou hast done so little thy
self towards obtaining a meetness for thy heavenly
inheritance. Were the corn fully ripe, it would
be gathered into the garner. Thou art not
ripened yet. Eesides, were there no other rea-
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sons why thou shouldst wait patiently, it is
enough that it is the wdll and good pleasure of
thy Heavenly Father. Hast thou no obligations
to him (whose thou art by creation, redemption,
adoption, preservation), for mercies temporal and
spiritual, through a whole life 1 Gird up the
loins of thy mind, and say, "What shall I render
unto the Lord for all his benefits ? " Nothing
canst thou render in a way of merit ; but every-
thing in doing and suffering according to his will.
— Mrs. Hatches.
THE DISCONSOLATE SATNT ENCOURAGED.
" Why art thou cast down, O my soul ?" when
the speedy return of every birth-day should make
thee glad that thou art one year nearer to the
haven of rest, where thou hast so long desired to
be. Has any new thing happened unto thee \
anything that is not common to old age — com-
mon for an afflicted pilgrim, with a vile body of
sin and death, to encounter and endure ? Art
thou not content to bear the breakings up of
uature, with the drying up of its springs ; and to
walk through the valley of the shadow of death
as those with whom, in former times, thou hast
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had sweet society, even when health and vigor
were decayed, and when, with tottering steps
and many a groan, they waited for that dehver-
ance which they have now obtained 1 Dost thou
expect that a new way is to be made for thee,
instead of the royal way ordained for all pil-
grims to the holy city 1 Look at thy dear rela-
tives, — mother, brother, sisters, and others, — and
again say, "Why art thou cast down, O my soul,
and why art thou disquieted within me? Hope
thou in God, for I shall yet praise him, who is the
health of my countenance and my God." — Mrs,
Hawkes,
THE PEASANT ON THE WELSH MOUNTAINS.
It is told of a poor peasant on the Welsh
mountains, that month after month, year after
year, through a long period of declining life, he
was used every morning, as soon as he awoke, (o
open his casement window towards the east, and
look out to see if Jesus Christ was comine:. He
was no calculator, or he need not have looked so
long ; he was a student of prophecy, or he would
not have looked at all; he was ready, or he
would not have been in so much haste ; he was
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willing, or he would rather have looked another
waj ; he loved, or it would not have heen the
first thought of the morning. His master did not
come, but a messenger did, to fetch the ready one
home ; the same preparation sufficed for both, the
longing soul was satisfied w^ith either.
Often, when in the morning the child of God
awakes, wearily, and encumbered with the flesh;
perhaps from troubled dreams ; perhaps with
troubled thoughts, his Father's secret comes
presently across him; he looks up, if not out, to
feel if not to see the glories of that last morning
when the trumpet shall sound, and the dead
shall arise indestructible : no weary limbs to bear
the spirit down ; no feverish dreams to haunt the
visions ; no dark forecasting of the day's events,
or returning memory of the griefs of yesterday. —
Fry.
PASSING UNDER THE ROD.
I SAW when a father and mother had leaned
On the arms of a dear cherished son,
And the star in tlie future grew bright in their gaze,
As they saw the proud place he had won ;
And the fast coming evening of life promised fair
And its pathway grew smooth to their feet,
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And the star-light of Love glimmered bright at the end,
And the whispers of Fancy were sweet ; —
But I saw when they stood bending low o'er the grave
Where their hearts' dearest hope had been laid,
And the -star had gone down in the darkness of night,
And joy from their bosoms had fled.
But the Healer was there, and his arms were around.
And he led them with tenderest care.
And he showed them a star in the bright upper world —
'Twas their star shining brilliantly there !
They had each heard a voice — 'twas the voice of their God,
" I love thee, I love thee — ^pass under the rod !"
M. S.B.Dana.
THE BIBLE.
O THOU Bible ! holj book of wonders ! whai
more can we need, when He who bears " the key
of David " opens to us thj treasures 1 Where is
the darkness which thj hght will not dispel 1
where the emptiness which thy tree of life will
not satisfy 1 where the thirst which thy living
streams will not quench 1 where the mountains
which cannot be ascended, when we have with
us thy rod and staff I O Word of God ! sent
from heaven, who can estimate the fulness of that
service of love which thou hast wrought for us ?
We seek after God — thou unveilest to us his face
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We desire to know his will — tliou disco verest to
us his law, with its thunders and lightnings.
Terrified by the voice from Sinai, we inquire
into the state of our hearts — thou disclosest to us
their most secret depths. We sink under the
heavy load of our sins — thou showest to us the
sentence of condemnation torn asunder, and nailed
to the Saviour's cross. We tremble to find that
we are naked in the presence of a holy God —
thou tellest us of the spotless righteousness of
Immanuel, and sajest gently, " Go in peace."
We fear lest we should not walk worthy ©f our
calling — thou say est to us, " Take courage ; for
Christ is made of God unto you wisdom, and
righteousness, and sanctification, and redemp-
tion." We tremble before the enemy who would
fain swallow us up — again thou raisest our heads :
" The Lion of the tribe of Judah hath conquered ;
take courage, take courage." Trouble surrounds
us — thou liftest us out of the abyss : see, it was
the chastisement of love. We are left alone —
thou directest us to a friendly bosom, where all
rears are wiped away. The path of our pilgrim-
age is dark and gloomy — thou givest us the wings
of hope, so that we fly away over this w orld's
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mountains. The day of our life is coming lo a
close, the evening is drawing nigh — thou openest
to us a window that looketh to the east, and
behold, we see in the distance the glorious lights
of our own eternal, and oh, what a house I O
Word of Life ! treasure of salvation ! without
equal ; which makes our poverty rich, our weak-
ness strong, gilding with heavenly light the shades
of our earthly pilgrimage ! let us kiss thee with
kisses of love — let us cover thee with tears of joy.
— F. W. Krwninacher,
"E'en down to old age all ray people shall prove
My sovereign, eternal, unchangeable love ;
And when hoary hairs shall their temples adorn,
Like lambs in my bosom they still shall be borne."
A Lesson of Faith. — Wouldst thou know, O
parent, what is that faith which unlocks heaven ?
Go not to wrangling polemics, but drajv to thy
bosom thy little one, and read hi that clear, trust-
ing eye the lessons of eternal hfe. Be only to
thy God as thy child is to thee, and all is done !
Blessed shah thou be, indeed — " a little child shall
lead thee I"
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Baynham, the blessed martyr, when at the
stake, said, " O ye Papists, you talk of miracles ;
behold here a true one : these flames are to me a
bed of roses.'' — Li/e.
An aged man's voice has its beauties, though it
is weak and low. — Cicero,
MY FATHER'S GRAVE.
It is well for the Christian that the arrange-
ment of his. lot is in better hands than his own.
All that relates to life or death he may gratefully
leave to him who holds the keys of both. But,
were it lawful to express a choice, the position of
the veteran, who, having fought the good fight,
finishes his course in the possession of his facul-
ties, and in the enjoyment of a hope full of
immortality, would seem the happier portion.
To have Uved to some valuable purpose, and to
have served their generation according to the
will of God, may prove a source of holy satisfac-
tion and delight to the servants of Christ, even
when they rest from their labors and their works
follow them.
" Then your lease is out," said one, as a vene-
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rable minister remarked that his days had ex-
ceeded threescore years and ten. " I never had
a lease," that minister rephed ; " I was always a
tenant at will, and I have often had warning to
quit."
The final notice to that effect was delivered
about two years afterwards, when, one morning,
indications not easily mistaken assured him that
the time of his departure was at hand. Perfectly
calm and collected, he sent his sexton round the
village to invite his httle flock to come and see
their pastor die. The last four hours of his life
he spent in separately commending them " to
God, and to the word of his grace ;" and then, in
the act of turning to find an easier posture, he
fell asleep in Jesus.
Among some papers, the seal of which was not
to be broken till his decease, was found a letter
to his children, which, after alluding to some
matters in relation to his will, closed with these
words : " Press on : follow me to glory. Your
FATHER BIDS YOU FAREWELL."
In the sanctuary where for two and forty
years belabored for the glory of God and the sal-
vation of men, his remains aAvait the resurrection
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of the just. And there has the writer, while
weeping over the long flat stone which records
his name, recalled the exclamation of t lisha :
" My father ! my father ! the chariots of Israel,
and the horsemen thereof!" — D. E. Fo?'d.
Baxter's Dying Words. — The Rev. Richard
Baxter, when near the close of his course, ex-
claimed, " I have pains — there is no arguing
against sense ; but T have peace, I have peace.'*
" You are now drawing near yoin* long desired
home," said one. " I believe, I l)elieve," was his
reply. When asked, " How are you V he
promptly answered, "Almost well !"
THE OLD MAN'S FUNERAL.
I SAW an aged raan upon his bier ^
His hair was tliin and white, and on his brow
A record of the cares of many a year ; —
Cares that were ended and forfrotten now.
And there was sadness round, and faces bowed,
And woman's tears fell fast, and children wailed aloud.
Then rose another hoary man, and said.
In faltering accents, to that weeping train,
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** Why mourn ye that our aged friend is dead ?
Ye are not sad to see the gathered grain,
Nor when their mellow fruit the orchards cast,
Nor when the yellow woods shake down the ripened masl.
Ye sigh not when the sun, his course fulfilled,
His glorious course, rejoicing earth and sky.
En the soft evening, when the winds are stilled.
Sinks where his islands of refreshment lie.
And leaves the smile of his departure, spread
O'er the warin-colored heaven and ruddy mountain head.
Why weep ye, then, for him, who, having won
The bound of man's appointed years, at last.
Life's blessings all enjoyed, life's labors done.
Serenely to his final rest has passed :
While the soft memory of his virtues, yet
Lingers Hke twilight hues, when the bright sun is set ?"
Bryant.
BENEFITS OF AFFLICTION.
When we pray for increase of faith and grace,
and that we may have stronger proofs of our own
sincerity, and of the Lord's faithfuhiess and care,
we do but, in other words, pray for affliction.
He is the best known and noticed in the time of
trouble, as a present and all-sufficient help.
How grand and magnificent is the arch over our
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heads in a starry night ! But if it were always
day, the stars could not be seen. The firmament
of Scripture, if I may so speak, is spangled with
exceeding great and precious promises, as the
sky is with stars, but the value and beauty of
many of them are only perceptible to us in the
night of affliction. — John Newton,
THE HOSPITAL AND THE PALACE.
God's house is a hospital at one end, and a
palace at the other. In the hospital end are
Christ's members upon earth, conflicting with
various diseases, and confined to a strict regimen
of his appointing. What sort of a patient must
he be, who would be sorry to be told that the
hour is come for his dismission from the hospital,
and to see the doors thrown wide open for his
admission into the presence ! — Adam.
NEARER HOME. .
We are travelling in the coach of time ; every
day and hour brings us nearer home, and the
coach-wheels whirl round apace when we are
upon the road ; we seldom think the carriage
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goes too fast ; we are pleased to pass the mile-
stones : 1 call new-year's day, or my birth-day, a
mile-stone.
I have now almost reached my seventy-third
yearly mile-stone ; what dangers have I escaped
or been brought through ! If my heart would
jump to be within three miles of you, why does
it not jump from morning till night, to think that
1 am probably within three years of seeing the
Lamb upon the throne, and joining in the praises
of the blessed spirits of the redeemed, who behold
him without a veil or a cloud, and are filled wdth
his glory and love ! — John J^ewton,
THE GOOD MAN'S CONSOLATION.
How numerous and how powerful are the con-
solations of a good man in the season of adversity !
External reverses cannot rob him of that internal
peace which he enjoys. From a state of opu-
lence he may be. reduced to a state of indigence,
From a state of health he may be reduced to a
state of bodily distress. His children may
descend, one by one, before him into the tomb
The friends of his bosom, with whom he had
spent many a happy hour, may drop around him
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in the arms of death, hke the withered leaves of
a tree scattered on the ground by the aaturnnal
blast. He himself may be doomed to drag out
the scanty remains of a worn-out existence,
bereft of comforts which he once enjoyed, and
burdened with the infirmities of age. Bat has he
no friend left to speak kindly to him 1 Has he
none to soothe and to support him 1 Yes : he
has One above, "that sticketh closer than a
brother." He has a hving Redeemer, and there-
fore does he sing in the seas{)n of adversity,
*' The Lord is my light and my salvation ; whom
shall I fear ? The Lord is the strength of my
life ; of whom shall I be afraid 1 Li the time
of trouble he shall hide me in his pavihon ; in
the secret of his tabernacle shall he hide me : he
shall set me upon a rock." — M' Kerroiv.
Christ is a refiner's fire. We would like
well enough to come and w^arm ourselves at this
fire ; but the business depends upon being thrown
into it. — Adci?n.
And when Abraham was ninety years old and
fline, the I^ord appeared to Abraham, and said
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unto him, I am the Ahnighty God : walk before
me, and be thou perfect. — Genesis xvii. 1.
A THOUGHT OF THE PAST.
I WOKE from slumber at the dead of night,
Stirred by a dream which was too sweet to last —
A dream of boyhood's season of delight ;
It flashed along the dim shapes of the past !
And, as I mused upon its strange appeal.
Thrilling my heart with feelings undefined,
Old memories, bursting from Time's icy seal,
Hushed, like sun-stricken fountains, on my mind
Scenes, among which was cast my early home.
My favorite haunts, the shores, the ancient woods,
Where, with my schoolmates, I was wont to roam,
Green, sloping lawns, majestic solitudes —
All rose to view, more lovely than of yore;
They faded — and I wept — a child indeed once more !
Sargent
SUBMISSION TO THE WILL OF GOD.
O WHAT wisdom is it to believe and not to
dispute ; to submit our thoughts to God's court,
and not to repine at any act of his justice ! It
is impossible to be submissive, if we stay our
thoughts down among the confused rollings and
wheels of second causes, as — " O the place ! O
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the time ! if this had been, this had not fol-
lowed ! O the linking of this accident with this
time and place !" — Look up to the master motion
and the first wheel ; see and read the decree of
heaven and the Creator of men. "How un-
searchable are his judgments, and his ways past
finding out ! " — Rutherford,
COMFORT IN AFFLICTION.
Even when a believer sees no light, he may
feel some hope ; when he cannot close with a
promise, he may lay hold on an attribute, and
say : Though both my flesh and my heart fail,
yet divine faithfulness and divine compassion fail
not. Though 1 can hardly discern at present
either sun, moon, or stars, yet will I cast anchor
in the dark, and ride it out, until the day break
and the shadows flee away. — Arroivsmith.
Believer, go on ; your last step will be on
the head of the old serpent ; but crush it, and
spring from it into glory. — Mason.
God hangs the greatest weights upon the
smallest wires. — Bacon,
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CALM, PEACE, AND LIGHT.
There is a Calm the poor in spirit know,
That softens sorrow and that sweetens woe ;
There is a Peace that dwells within the breast,
When all without is stormy and distressed ;
There is a Light that gilds the darkest hour,
When dangers thicken, and when tempests lower.
That Calm to faith, and love, and hope is given —
That Peace remains when all beside is riven —
That Liofht shines down to man direct from heaven I
FOOTSTEPS OF ANGELS.
When the hours of day are numbered,
And the voices of the night
Wake the better soul that slumbered,
To a holy, calm dehght :
Ere the evening lamps are lighted,
And, like phantoms grim and tall,
Shadows from the fitful firelight
Dance upon the parlor wall ;
Then the forms of the departed
Enter at the open door.
The beloved ones, the true-hearted,
Come to visit me once more ;
He, the young and strong, who cherished
Noble longings for the strife,
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Bj the road-side fell and perished,
Weary with the march of life !
They, the holy ones and weakly,
Who the cross of suffering bore,
Folded their pale hands so meekly.
Spoke with us on earth no more .
And with them the being beauteous,
Who unto my youth was given,
More than all things else to love me,
And is now a saint in heaven.
With a slow and noiseless footstep
Comes that messenger divine.
Takes the vacant chair beside me,
Lays her gentle hand in mine.
And she sits and gazes at me
With those deep and tender eyes.
Like the stars, so still and saintlike.
Looking downward from the skies
Uttered not, yet comprehended,
Is the spirit's voiceless prayer,
Soft rebukes in blessings ended.
Breathing from her lips of air.
Oh ! though oft depressed and lonely,
All my fears are laid aside.
If I but remember only
, Such as these have lived and died. — Longfellow,
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It is one of the melancholy pleasures of an old
man to recollect the kindness of friends, whose
kindness he shall experience no more. — Dr.
Johnson.
THE HAPPY OLD MAN.
One stormy winter day, the Rev. Mr. Young,
of Jedburgh, was visiting one of his people, an old
man, who lived in great poverty in a lonely
cottage. He found him sitting with the Bible
open on his knees, but in outward circumstances
of great discomfort — the snow drifting through
the roof, and under the door, and scarce any fire
on the hearth. " What are you about to-day,
John?" was his question on entering. "Ah, sir,"
said the happy saint, " Im sitting under His
shadow with great delight!" — Christian Treasu-
ry.
THE CHRISTIAN'S GRAVE.
When by a good man's grave I muse alone,
Methinks an angel sits upon the stone.
Like those of old, on that thrice hallowed night,
Who sate and watched in raiment heavenly bright ;
And, with a voice inspiring joy, not fear,
Says, pointing upward, that he is not here,
That he is risen. — Rogers.
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We may sing even in our winter storm, in the
expectation of a summer sun at the turn of the
year. — Rutlierford,
FRIENDS IN HEAVEN.
The expectation of loving my friends in
heaven, principally kindles my love to them on
earth. If I thought I should never know them,
and consequently never love them, after this life
is ended, I should number them with temporal
things, and only love them as such. But I now
delightfully converse with my godly friends, in a
firm persuasion that I shall converse with them
for ever; and I take comfort in those that are
dead or absent, as believing I shall shortly meet
them in heaven ; and I love them with an
heavenly love, as the heirs of heaven, even with
a love that shall there be perfected, and for ever
exercised. — Baxter,
God hath many sharp-cutting instruments and
rough files for the polishing of his jewels; and
those he especially esteem^, and means to make
the most resplendent, he hath oftenest his tools
upon. — Leighton
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AFFLICTION SANCTIFIED.
Methinks if ye would know
How visitations of calamity
Affect the pious soul, 'tis shown you here :
Look yonder at that cloud, which, through the sky
Saihng along, doth cross in her career
The rolHng moon. I watched it as it came.
And deemed the deep opaque would blot her beams ;
But melting like a wreath of snow, it hangs
In folds of wavy silver round, and clothes
The orb with richer beauties than her own ;
Then passing, leaves her in her light serene. — Southey.
The journey through Hfe is as Peter's walking
on the water; and if Christ does not reach out
his hand, we are every moment in danger of
sinking. — Ada?n.
THE WORLDLING AND THE CHRISTIAN.
A GENTLEMAN ouce took a friend to the roof
of his house, to show him the extent of his
possessions. Waving his hand about, " There,"
said he, " is my estate." Pointing to a great
distance on one side, " Do you see that farm 1
Well, that is mine." Pointing again to the other
side, " Do you see that house 1 That also
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belongs to me." In turn, his friend asked, " Do
you see that little village out yonder? Well,
there Uves a poor woman within that village who
can say more than all this." " Ah ! what can
she say V " Why, she can say, Christ is
MINE !" Indeed she was the richer of the two.
THE LAST DAYS OF DR. WATTS AND MR.
HERVEY.
When Dr. Watts was almost worn out and
broken down by his infirmities, he observed, in
conversation with a friend : " I remember an
aged minister to say, that the most learned and
knowing Christians, when they come to die, have
only the same plain promises of the gospel for
their support as the common and unlearned ; and
so," said he, " I find it. It is the plain promises
of the gospel that are my support ; and I bless
God they are plain promises, that do not require
much labor and pains to understand them ; for I
can do nothing now but look into my Bible for
some promise to support me ; I live upon that."
This was likewise the case with the pious and
excellent Mr. Hervey, He writes, about two
months before his death, ' I now spend almost
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my whole time in reading and praying over the
Bible." And again, to another friend, near the
same time : " I am now reduced to a state of
infant weakness, and given over by my physician.
My grand consolation is to meditate on Christ ;
and I am hourly repeating those heart-reviving
lines of Dr. Young : —
This — only this — subdues the fear of death.
And what is this? Survey the wondrous cure,
And at each step let higher wonder rise !
Pardon for infinite offence ! And pardon
Through means that speak its value infinite !
A pardon bought with blood ! With blood divine,
With blood divine of Him I made my foe !
Persisted to provoke 1 Though woo'd and awed,
Bless'd and chastis'd, a flagrant rebel still !
A rebel 'midst the thunders of his throne.
Nor I alone ! A rebel universe !
My species up in arras ! Not one exempt !
Yet for the foulest of the foul He dies !
Most joy'd for the redeem'd from deepest gulf !
As if our race were held of highest rank.
And Godhead dearer, as more kind to man.
I TRIED to make crooked things straight, till I
have made these knuckles sore, and now I must
leave it to the I^ord. — John Neicton,
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THE CHRISTIAN'S PROSPECT.
As when the weary traveller gains
The height of some o'erlooking hill,
His heart revives, if 'cross the plains
He eyes his home, though distant still.
A traveller, after a long journey, when he is
weary and faint, and sits down, if he see the town
before him, it puts life into him, and he plucks
up his feet, and resolves not to be weary till he
be at his journey's end. O look at the crown
and white robe set before you, and faint if you
can ; get on the top of Mount Nebo — look on
the land of promise — those good things set before
you : taste the grapes of Canaan before you
come to Canaan. — Nalton,
If an angel were sent to find the most perfect
man, he would probably not find him composing
a body of divinity, but perhaps* a cripple in the
poor-house, whom the parish wish dead, but
humbled before God by far lower thoughts of
himself than others think of him. — John Neivton.
Live not upon the comforts of God, but upon
the God of comforts. — Mason.
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JESUS LIVES.
At death, earthly friendships are dissolved;
with the friend our comforts die, and the satis-
faction we enjoyed in their society leaves only a
painful remembrance of the pleasures we have
lost. But Jesus hves for ever ! Uves to make
intercession for his friends above; to communi-
cate constant supplies of grace to them below ;
to guide them through all the scenes of mortal
life ; to crown them with victory over the last
enemy ; and to bring them safe to his glorious
presence to live with him for ever and ever!
Happy, happy souls ! who have an interest in
this all-sufficient, this everlasting Friend ! Bless-
ed Jesus! teach me to know thee and to love
thee more ; let me hear the voice of thy sacred
Spirit whispering to my heart that thou art mine ;
assure me of my interest in thy almighty, thy
unchangeable love ! then I shall be blest indeed
—Mrs. Steele.
AM I A CHRISTIAN? ^^
"Examine yourselves whether ye be in the
faith," says an inspired apostle. This duty, so
important for all the professed disciples of Christ,
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is specially so for such of them as are advanced
in years. A few more days, and the validity of
their hopes for eternity must be tested in the
immediate presence of the Searcher of hearts.
Before him must they soon appear, — the Ancient
of Days — ^whose " eyes are as a flame of fire,"
and whose decisions will be infallible and final.
These thoughts, says an aged professor, have
often occupied my mind, while contemplating
my swift approach to eternity, and again and
again have I asked myself. Am I Christ's, or am
I not 1 Soon I must go hence, — am I prepared
to depart in peace ?
With all affection, aged friend, we come to
proflfer our aid in this solemn examination.
Let us confer together upon this all-important
matter.
You have professed to be a child of God, and
an heir of glory, — are you such, in truth 1
The Scriptures affirm, that except a man be
born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God,
and that he who believeth in Jesus shall be
saved. i{ you, dear friend, have experienced
that regeneration, and exercised that faith, they
will have made that deep impression upon your
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heart, and character, and Hfe, which will itself
be a satisfactory witness. They are God's own
work, and they bring with them their own testi-
mony. The changes they effect are radical and
permanent and holy. Permit us to inquire, then,
Have you ever observed any essential change in
your views and feelings upon the great themes
of religion, or are they substantially the same
that they ever were ? Without asking you to
refer to any particular day, or hour, or spot, we
would ask. Were you ever disturbed by a sense
of personal sinfulness and guilt, and of lying
under the curse of God ? Were you ever con-
scious of heartfelt sorrow, and of a feeling of
deserved condemnation, for having sinned against
a holy, good, and sovereign God 1 Did you ever
commit your soul into the hands of Jesus, to be
washed in his blood, and justified freely by his
righteousness 1 Has a change been experienced
so great, that you can say. Whereas I was blind,
now I see — dead, but now I Hve 1 May it be
compared to a new birth, a new creation in
Christ? Can you ascribe it to a power no less
than that of God 1
And what have been its fruits ? Have you
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discovered in jour heart a love to God and
holiness, to which it was once a stranger? — a
new \o^ e to the word of truth, to secret prayer,
the communion of the saints, the worship of tlie
sanctuary, and the precepts of Jesus Christ ?
Have the inward workings of sin occasioned
deep contrition and self-loathing ] and has like-
ness to Christ appeared in your eyes the most
desirable of all things 1 Have you been
accustomed to pray for the Holy Spirit to sancti-
fy you wholly l Have you hungered and thirsted
after righteousness 1 Have you mourned because
your love to Christ and heavenly things was no
more ardent ? Have you felt a new love to all
mankind, a spirit of forgiveness under injuries,
and a pecuHar affection for the disciples of
Christ ?
When tried, disappointed, bereaved, has your
heart quietly submitted to the divine wall, or if
murmurs against providence then arose, have
godly sorrow succeeded, and earnest prayer for a
spirit of patient waiting upon God ? Have you
known the sweetness of resting upon the ! ord
and trusting his promises 1 Have the thoughts
of heaven cheered your pilgrimage ? Has God
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at times appeared eminently glorious? the
Saviour superlatively precious, and worthy of all
acceptation 1 Has your whole experience led to
a growing confidence in God's wisdom and love "^
Has it led to a deeper conviction of the exceeding
sinfulness of your nature, of the deceitf illness of
your heart, and of your constant dependence on
the grace of God 1 Has it given double assurance
to your belief in the alone possibility of salvation
through the atoning sacrifice of the Son of God 1
And in contemplating your attainments in piety,
do you say from the heart, By the grace of God
I am what I am, and if I am ever saved, I
shall be a sinner saved by grace.
If, aged friend, you can, with humble grati-
tude to God, give an affirmative answer to these
inquiries, we encourage you to believe that you
are a disciple of Christ, ind that he will own you
as such in the great day. Yes, he who has
begun a good work in you, will carry it on until
the day of Jesus Christ. He will not forsake
your grey hairs. He will guide you by his
counsel, and afterwards receive you to glory.
With an aged saint now at rest, you may say,
There is laid up for me a crown of righteousness,
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which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will give
uie. May the Lord grant you the full assurance
of hope unto the end.
But here is another aged pilgrim who speaks
a different language. His feelings are those of
mingled confidence and distrust. He hopes and
fears, rejoices and desponds by turns. He is so
painfully conscious of siu and huperfection in all
his feehngs and services, that self-examination
rather perplexes and discourages, than assures
and comforts him. Oh, aged friend, thus writing
bitter things against yourself, and almost ready to
exclude yourself from any part in Christ's redeem-
ing work, we would fain address to you a word
of consolation. Be assured that there may be
discerned in your exercises clear traces of the
operation of divine grace. This tender con-
science, this trembling solicitude, reveal, even
amid the mists of unbelief, a heart that has
mourned for sin, and that longs for freedom from
its chains. The mere worldling is not conscious
of such emotions. And yet you should deplore
your deficiency of faith. Here probably Hes the
secret of your fears. You look too exclusively at
your sinful heart, and forget the blessed, all-sufiti-
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cient Saviour. It is from him that peace mast
come — from his wounds, his groans, his obedi-
ence, his death, his intercession. Behold him as
having borne the burden of jour guilt, and let
jour soul find rest. Consider that he, as jour
substitute and suretj, has effected and guaranteed
jour salvation. To make the number and
greatness of jour sins a reason for despair, is to
limit the infinite fulness of his merits. He can
save unto the uttermost. Bj believing, jou
glorifj the Son of God. He invites jou. to
believe. You are authorized, trembling one, on
the word of God himself, to cast jourself as jou
are, immediatelj and whollj, upon the atonement
of Christ, and to rejoice in hope of glorj.
But oh, if these pages should meet the eye of
one aged reader, to whom all that we have said
is but a strange language, we would with all
tenderness and plainness saj to jou, Dear friend,
it is high time jou had made jour peace with
God. Time presses on, death will soon be at
the loor, jour hoarj head and trembling steps
are warnings not to be mistaken that jour
account must soon be rendered. Are jou
prepared to meet God in judgment ? Have jou
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good reason to believe that your sIds are forgiven
through the merits of Christ, so that death would
be gain? /las, if you hope to enter heaven
except through Him vs^ho is the " w^ay," your
hope' will fail. And if you are trusting in him
without having mourned for sin, without having
felt that you were lost unless he should pardon
and accept you, your trust will prove delusive.
It is the penitent, broken-hearted sinner, to whom
Jesus says, Thy sins are forgiven thee. Such he
invites to come to him, even at the eleventh hour.
Such he will in no wise cast out. His merits are
infinite. He can save unto the uttermost. His
blood cleanseth from all sin. Oh, aged traveller,
your sun soon will set. Shall it go down in
gloom I Shall your feet stumble upon the dark
mountains ? Think of your long hfe, of its
numberless mercies from helpless infancy to old
age. These were all God's gifts. Have they
been thankfully received 1 Have they led you
to repentance 1 Sad account ! A whole life of
sin to answer for! God forgotten, the world
loved, self regarded, Christ rejected ! Aged
sinner ! your life may have been stained with no
crime, but to forget God, to disobey God; this is
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a criminal offence in the sight of heaven.
Quickly repent. To-daj harden not jour heart.
Now is the day of salvation. To-morrow may
be too late.
LETTER TO AN AGED PERSON.
[to an aged friend.]
Much honored sir : — Grace, mercy, and peace
be to you. I beseech you, sir, by the salvation
of your precious soul, and the mercies of God,
make good and sure work of your salvation, and
try upon what ground-stone you have builded.
Worthy and dear sir, if ye be upon sinking sand,
a storm of death and a blast will loose Christ and
you, and wash you off the rock ! O for the
T^ord's sake, look narrowly to the work. Read
over your Hfe with the light of God's daylight
and sun. It is good to look to your compass,
and all you have need of, ere you take shipping ;
for no wind can blow you back again. Remem-
ber, when the race is ended, and the flag either
won or lost, and you are in the utmost circle and
l)ordei of time, and put your foot within the
march of eternity, all your good things of this
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short night-dream shall seem to you like the
ashes of a blaze of thorns or straw, and jour
poor soul shall be crying, Lodging, lodging, for
God's sake ! Then shall your soul be more glad
at one of your Lord's lovely smiles, than if you
had the charters of three worlds for all eternity.
Let pleasures and gain, will and desires of this
world, be put over m God's hands, as arrested
goods, that you cannot claim. Now when you
are drinking the grounds of your cup, and are
upon the utmost ends of the last link of time,
and old age, like death's long shadow, is casting
a covering upon your days, it is no time to court
this vain life, and to set love and heart upon it :
it is near after supper ; seek rest and ease for
your soul, in God through Christ Come in,
come in to Christ, and see what you want, and
find it ill him : he is the short cut, as we used to
say, and the nearest way to an out-gate of all
your burdens. I dare avouch, you shall be
dearly welcome to him. Angels' pens, angels"
tongues, nay, as many worlds of angels as there
are drops of water in all the seas and fountains
and rivers of the earth, cannot paint him out to
you. I think his sweetness, since I was a pn-
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soner, has swelled upon me to the greatness of
two heavens. O for a soul as wide as the
utmost circle of the highest heaven that contain-
eth all, to contain his love ! — Rutherford,
THE EXPERIENCE OF JOHN NEWTON.
You kindly inquire after my health : myself
and family are, through the divine favor, perfectly
well ; yet, healthy as 1 am, I labor under a
growing disorder, for which there is no cure ; I
mean old age. I am not sorry it is a mortal dis-
ease, from which no one recovers : for who
would Uve always in such a world as this, who
has a Scriptural hope of an inheritance in the
world of light 1 I am now in my seventy-second
year, and seem to have lived long enough for
myself I have known something of the evil of
life, and have had a large share of the good. 1
know what the world can do, and what it cannot
do ; it can neither give nor take away that peace
of God tvhich passeth all understanding ; it can-
not soothe a w^ounded conscience, nor enable us
to meet death with comfort. . . . The Gospel
IS a catholicon adapted to all our wants and all
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our feeilings, and a suitable help when even
other fails. — John Newton.
He who sends the storm steers the vessel. —
Adain.
Know ye are as near heaven as ye are far
from yourself, and far from the love of a bewitch-
ing wox\A,— Rutherford,
Faith is the better of the free air, and of the
sharp winter storm in its face. — Rutherford.
THE TREMBLING CHRISTIAN.
It is the duty of good people to labor after a
holy security and serenity of mind, and to use the
means appointed for the obtaining it. Give not
way to the disquieting suggestions of Satan, and
to those tormenting doubts and fears that arise in
your own souls. Study to be quiet, chide your-
self for your distrusts, charge yourselves to believe
and to hope in God, that you may yet praise
him. You are in the dark concerning your-
selves ; do as Paul's mariners did, cast anchor
and wish for the day.
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Poor, trembling Christian ! thou art tossed
with tempests, and not comforted ; try to lay
thee down in peace and sleep ; compose thyself
into a sedate and even frame. In the name of
Him whom winds and seas obey, command down
thy tumultuous thoughts, and say, " Peace, be
still." Lay that aching, trembhng head of thine
where the beloved disciple laid his, in the bosom
of the Lord Jesus; or, if thou hast not yet
attained such boldness of access to him, lay that
aching, trembhng head of thine at the feet of the
Lord Jesus, by an entire submission to him, say-
mg, " If I perish, T will perish here :" put it into
his hand by an entire confidence in him ; submit
it to his disposal, who knows how to speak to
the heart. And if thou art not yet entered into
this present rest that remaineth for the people of
God, yet look upon it t«> be a land of promise,
and, therefore, though it tarry, wait for it, for the
vision is for an appointed time, and at the end it
shall speak and shall not lie. " Light is sown
for the righteous," and what is sown shall come
up again at last in harvest of joy. — M. Henry,
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The Aged Minister. — " Well, father ,'
was once said to a servant of Christ when past
fourscore years, " on the whole, do you think you
shall go to heaven when you die f — His instant
reply was, " Why, \^ here else should I go ?" as if
the question surprised liiin. So in harmony was
his soul with God, and purity, and heaven, that
he seemed instinctively to look upward for his
eternal home.
THE AGED BELIEVER'S EXPERIENCE AND
PROSPECTS.
[from a letter to a friend.]
Let it not be long before you inform me how
you and all your family are. 1 hope the young
ones grow and thrive like ohve plants, and that
the elder branches of the family are planted and
planting in the Lord's vineyard, and promise to
be trees of righteousness, and to bear fruit in their
old age.
We are all much as we were, when we last
saw you, only about a year and a month older :
that is, so much the nearer to that gate which
death will ere long open to introduce us to an
eternal state. It is a solemn thought. How
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new and untried the passage ! How inconceiv-
able the prospect beyond it ! Formerly \ have
supposed that if I Uved beyond the age of sixty,
the nearness and importance of that ihange
which I might then reasonably expect could not
be far off, would be continually upon my mind.
But now that I am near sixty-three, I find my-
self httle more affected by it than I was thirty
years ago. I may now be sure, that if grace
does not weaken my attachment to the things of
time, an advance in years will not do it. I am
an inconsistent creature, and should be condemn-
ed out of my own mouth by what I preach to
others, if the Lord were strict to mark what is
amiss. But I trust I am not under the law, but
under grace. He knows my frame, that it is
altogether shattered and defiled, and that I have
no plea to offer in my own behalf; and therefore
he has mercifully provided one for me, on which
my soul desires wholly to rely. T have sinned,
but Christ has died, has risen, and is exaked a
Prince and a Saviour, and upon the warrant of
his own word, I venture my all upon him. I
could complain much of myself, but you cannot
help me; therefore I forbear. 1 would rather
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invite jou to join with me in praise. " Come,
magnify the Lord with me, and let us exalt his
holy naQie together." He found us when we
sought him not ; then we began to seek him, and
then he was pleased to be found by us. He has
guided us by his eye, guarded us by the way,
restored us when wandering, revived us when
fainting, healed us when wounded. He has
known our souls in adversity, helped us in all
our difficulties, comforted and supported us
under all our sorrows. If we look around us,
how are we distinguished by the mercies of his
providence; our wants supphed, our wishes
almost prevented, comforts and friends on every
side, and the green pastures of his ordinances
near and frequent, to the refreshment of our
souls. If we look forward, what unspeakably
greater blessings ! We cannot conceive a thou-
sandth part of what is signified by the white
robes, the golden harp, the balm of hfe, the rivers
of pleasure, which are prepared for the faithful
followers of the Lamb ! Can anything enhance
the value of these blessings and these hopes, or
heighten our obligations for them 1 Yes, the
consideration of the way in which they become
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ours. The smallest and greatest of them are all
the price of blood. — John Newton.
THE AGED AND THE YOUNG CHRISTIAN.
The old Christian, who has by grace reached
a somewhat moro elevated ground than one
beginning the spiritual journey, should remember
the toils, conflicts, weakness, darkness, tempta-
tions, and so forth, that made him groan and
oftentimes ready to faint, in ascending to that
point, that he may deal tenderly and gently with
such as are yet laboring over the same ground.
So desirous is the advanced Christian that others
may have the same joy, that he is apt to forget
there must first be the fight and the race. He
calls on all to rejoice as he does ; to be dead to
the world as he is ; to bathe in the sweet ocean
of redeeming love, and to breathe freely in the
pure element of holy communion. It is natural
he should so speak; but this meat should be
reserved for riper years ; and the milk of younger
experience should be given to babes. In this
thing I have erred, and now would correct my
mistake — Mrs, Haivkes,
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THE DEATfl OF A FRIEND.
FRIEND, I stood beside thee at thy tomb,
Filled with a thousand bleeding memories ;
Thine image rose upon my thoughts, and filled
My spirit with sad love. I thought, dear friend,
That in the strife of thy long suffering
1 had not mourned enough for one so loved.
I then, wept inly. But a thought returned.
As though an angel clothed in shining raiment
Stood by the opening tomb, and said, Weep not,
For she is not in dust, but far away,
Even with the deathless, where no pain can come —
Beyond the reach of sorrows. Then I looked
On those who stood with solemn aspect round,
And knew we were the dead in sin, not thou !
Thou art not of the dead : or if so named,
The tomb grows holy when we think of thee
No more the cavern of decay from which
The bosom shrinks appalled — but holy — holy —
The sacred portal of the realm beyond
Where they who follow thee are found with God.
Janies Wills,
The Death of Christ. — Christ by his death
slew for us our infernal foes ; by it he abolished
death; by death he destroyed him that had the
power of death ; by death he took away the
sting of death ; by death he made death a pleasant
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sleep to saints, and the grave for a while an easy
house and home for the body. — Bunyan,
I.ET dissolution come when it will, it can do
the. Christian no harm, for it will be but a passage
out of a prison into a palace : out of a sea of
troubles into a haven of rest; out of a crowd of
enemies to an innumerable company of true,
loving, and faithful friends; out of shame,
reproach, and contempt, into exceeding great and
eternal glorj. — Bunyan.
HAPPINESS OF HEAVEN.
Only to be permitted to contemplate such a
being as Jehovah, to see goodness, holiness,
justice, mercy, long-suffering and sovereignty
personified and condensed ; to see them united
with eternity, infinite power, unerring wisdom,
omnipresence, and all-sufficiency; to see all these
natural and moral perfections indissolubly united
and blended in sweet harmony in a pure, spiritual
being, and that being placed on the throne of the
universe ; I say, to see this, would be happiness
enough to fill the mind of any creature in
existence. But in addition to this, to have this
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ineffable being for our God, our portion, our all ;
to be permitted to say. This God is our God
for ever and ever ; to have his resplendent coun-
tenance smile upon us ; to be encircled in his
everlasting arms of power, and faithfulness, and
love ; to heat his voice saying to us, I am yours
and you are mine ; nothing shall ever pluck you
from my hands, or separate you from my love,
but you shall be with me where I am, behold my
glory, and live to reign with me for ever and
ever, this is too much ; it is honor, it is glory, it
is happiness too overwhelming, too transporting for
mortal minds to conceive, or for mortal frames to
support. O then, in all circumstances, under all
inward and outward afflictions, let the children
of Zion be joyful in their king.
You have, doubtless, often observed that when
your minds have been intently and pleasingly
occupied, you have become almost unconscious
of the flight of time ; minutes and hours have
flown away with apparently unusual swiftness^
and the setting or rising sun has surprised ycu,
long before you expected its approach. But in
heaven, the saints will be entirely lost and
swallowed up in God ; and their minds will be so
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completely absorbed in the contemplation of his
ineffable, infinite, uncreated glories, that they will
be totally unconscious how time, or gather, how
eternity passes ; and not only years, but miUions
of ages, such as we ^call ages, will be flown ere
they are aware. Thus, a thousand years will
seem to them but as one day, and yet so great, so
ecstatic will be their happiness, that one day will
be as a thousand years. And as there will be
nothing to interrupt them, no bodily wants to
call off their attention, no weariness to compel
them to rest, no vicissitude of seasons, or of -day
and night, to disturb their contemplations : it is
more than possible that innumerable ages may
pass away, before they think of asking how long
they have been in heaven, or even before they
are conscious that a single hour has elapsed.
How often. Christians, have your hearts been
made to burn with love, and gratitude, and admi-
ration, and joy, whilst Christ has opened to you
the scriptures, and caused you to know a httle
of that love whicn passeth knowledge ! Ho-w
often has one transient glimpse of the light of
Gold's countenance turned your night into day,
banished your sorrows, supported you under
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heavy afflictions, and caused jou to rejoice w^ith
joy unspeakable and full of glory ! Oh, then,
what must it be to escape for ever from error,
ignorance, and darkness, and sin, into the region
of bright, unclouded, eternal day ; to see }our God
and Redeemer face to face ; continually to con-
template, with immortal strength, glories so
dazzUngly bright, that one moment's view of
them would now, like a stream of Hghtning, turn
your frail bodies into dust ; to see the eternal
volume of the divine counsels, the mighty map
of the divine mind, unfolded to jour eager,
piercing gaze ; to explore the heights and depths,
the lengths and breadths of the Redeemer's love,
and still to see new wonders, glories, and
beauties, pouring upon your minds, in constant,
endless succession, calUng forth new songs of
praise ; — songs in which you will unite, not, as
now, with mortal companions and mortal voices,
but with the innumerable choir of angels, with
the countless myriads of the redeemed, all shouting
with a voice hke the voice of many waters, Alle-
luia, for the Lord God omnipotent reigneth ! —
Payson.
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Those visions that the saved in heaven shall
have of the love of Christ will far transcend our
utmost knov^ledge here, even as far as the hght
of the sun at noon goes beyond the light of a
bUnking candle at midnight. — Bunyan.
WONDERS OF PROVIDENCE.
I HAVE no knowledge to take up the Lord
in all his strange ways and passages of deep
and unsearchable providences: for the Lord is
before me, and I am so bemisted, that I cannot
follow him; he is behind me, and I am not
aware of him ; he is above me, but his glory so
dazzles my twilight of knowledge, that I cannot
look up to him ; he is upon my right hand, and I
see him not ; he is upon my left hand, and within
me, and goeth and cometh, and his going and
coming are a dream to me ; he is round about
me, and compasseth all my goings, and still I
have him to seek. He is every way higher, and
deeper, and broader, than the shallow and ebb
baud-bieadth of my short and dim light can take
up; and therefore I would my heart could be
silent, and sit down in the learnedly-ignorant
wondering at that Lord, whom men and angels
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cannot comprehend. I know the highest angels
who see him face to face, see not the borders of
his infiniteness. And therefore it is my happi-
ness to look afar off, and to hght my dark caudle
at his brightness, and to have leave to sit and
content myself with a traveller's light, without
the clear vision of an enjoyer. — Ruthei'ford.
It is iiard work to believe, when the course
of providence goeth cross-ways to our faith, and
when misted souls in a dark night cannot know
east by west, and our sea-compass seemeth to
fail us. Every man is a behever in daylight : a
fair day seemeth to be made all of faith and
hop e. — Rutherford.
Persecutions are beneficial to the righteous.
They are a hail of precious stones, which, it is
true, rob the vine of her leaves, but give her pos-
sessor a more precious treasure instead. — Gossner,
/\w
If ever I reach heaven, I expect to find three
onders there : first, to meet some I had not
thought to see there ; second, to meet some
whom I had expected to miss there ; but third,
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the greatest wonder of all will be, to find myself
there ! — Dr. Watts.
YOUTH AND AGE.
The seas are quiet when the winds are o^er ; —
So calm are we when passions are no more !
For then we know how vain it was to boast
Of fleeting things, so certain to be lost.
Clouds of afiection from our younger eyes
Conceal that emptiness which age descries ;
The soul's dark cottage, battered and decayed,
Lets in new light through chinks that time has made.
Stronger by weakness, wiser, men become,
As they draw near to their celestial home ;
Leaving the old, both worlds at once they view
That stand upon the threshold of the new. — Waller,
CHEERFULNESS.
Cheerfulness and a festival spirit fill the soul
full of harmony ; it composes music for churches
and hearts ; it makes and publishes glorifications
of God ; it produces thankfulness, and serves the
end of charity ; and when the oil of gladness
runs over, it makes bright and tall emissions of
light and holy fires, reaching up to a cloud, and
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making joy round about : and, therefore, since it
is so innocent, and may be so pious and full of
holy advantage, whatsoever can innocently minis-
ter to this holy joy, does set forw^ard the work of
religion and charity. — Jeremy Taylor,
PLEASURES OF SONG.
I LOVE to sing when I am glad, —
Song is the echo of my gladness :
I long to sing when I am sad.
Till song makes sweet my very sadness :
'Tis pleasant time when voices chime
To some sweet rhyme in concert only ;
And song to me is company.
Good company, when I am lonely.
Whene'er I greet the morning light,
My song goes forth in thankful numbers ;
And, 'mid the shadows of the night,
I sing me to my welcome slumbers :
My heart is stirred by each glad bird,
Whose notes are heard in summer's bowem ;
And song gives birth to friendly mirth,
Around the hearth in wintry hours.
Man first learned song in Paradise,
From the bright angels o'er him singing ;
And in our home above the skies.
Glad anthems are for ever ringing :
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God lends his ear, well pleased to hear
The songs that cheer his children's sorrow ;
Till day shall break, and we shall wake
Where love will make unfading morrow.
Then let me sing, while yet I may,
Like him God loved, the sweet-toned Psalmist,
Who found in harp and holy lay
The charm that keeps the spirit calmest :
For sadly here I need the cheer.
While sinful fear with promise bleudeth ;
Oh ! how I long to join the throng,
Who sing the song that never endeth ! — Bethune.
Beholding God. — As, to a man who looks
for a long time at the sun, the sun impresses
itself upon everything ; so is it with the man
who looks much at God. — Tauler.
SPIRITUAL AFFECTIONS.
Where affections are spiritually renewed, the
person of Christ is the centre of them. He is the
spring, by his Spirit, that gives them life, light, and
being ; and he is the ocean that receives all their
streams. God, even the Father, presents not
himself in his beauty and amiableness as the
object of our affections but as he is in Christ,
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acting his love in him. And as to all othoi
spiritual things, renewed affections cleave to
them according as tliej derive from Christ and
lead to him ; for he is to them all and in all. It
is he whom the souls of his saints love for him-
self, for his ow^n sake, and all other things in
religion in and for him.
The air is pleasant and useful, that without
wdiicli we cannot live or breathe ; but if the sun
did not enlighten it, and warm it with his beams :
if it were always one perpetual night and cold,
what refreshment could' be received by it]
Christ is the sun of righteousness, and it his
beams did not quicken, animate, and enlighten
the best, the most necessary duties of religion,
nothing desirable would remain in them. This
IS the most certain character of affectrons
spiritually renewed. They can rest in nothing
but in Christ ; they fix on nothing but what is
amiable by a participation of his beauty ; and in
whatever he is, therein they find complacency. —
Dr. Owen.
Aged Sinner. — If we see a man in his old
age grow more in love with the things of this
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WO I Id, and less in love with the things of Gcd, it
is not through the weakness of nature, but through
the strength of sin. — Vr. Owen.
THE PROGRESS OF GRACE IN THE SOUL.
The believer's feelings and experience in the
different stages of the divine life are essentially
and necessarily different. There is a dawning
brightness, a vernal glow of freshness about the
early days of grace, which must pass away, and
can never be recalled again. This is not to be
confounded with backshding or declension in
grace. The blade of spring, indeed, gradually
loses its freshness, and its verdant loveUness
passes away ; but it is ripening, not withering ;
and lovely as the budding verdure of spring is,
the mellow glow of autumn is loveUer. So it is
with ripening as compared with early grace.
Its impressions are less vivid, but they are more
deep and abiding. Its feeUngs are less ardent,
but they are calmer and holier. Its peace may
not so overflow, but it ploughs a deeper channel.
It is not so exulting and sanguine, but it is more
solemn, more chastened, more lowly. There is
less of the flesh, more of the spirit — less excite-
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ment, more grace. John, when now la(}en
with years and labors he was carried into the
congregation, and could only look round and smile,
and say, " Little children, love one another," must
have been much changed in feeling from what he
was, when in the fire of his first love, he obtained
the name of a "son of thunder ;" and yet he was
far liker Jesus, and far nearer glory. Therefore,
beloved, be not cast down. Though feelings
change, though comforts decline, though there be
ups and downs, clouds and storms, as you travel
on, still be of good courage, and hold on your
way. Rather rejoice, and bless the Lord that he
that began the good work is carrying it on, — that
the long year of grace is gradually running its
course ; that the spring is already over, that the
summer is pressing on, and that amid changing
suns and showers, storms and calms, you are
ripening for the eternal harvest. Only seek to
be holier, daily nearer the Lord, daily more like
Jesus, and then all is well. Soon shall time give
place to eternity. Soon shall sin, and sorrow,
and change, end for ever. Soon shall the day
break, and the shadows flee away. — May Burns,
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CHRISTIAN EXPERIENCE.
At first, in the early days of fresh experience
and warm first love, the believer shoots up like
the palm-tree, and in a little time seems almost
ripe for glory. His joyful steps, " like hinds' feet,'*
carry him swiftly on, and before he has almost
entered on the heavenly pilgrimage, he seems
already on the very confines of Canaan. He
breathes after heaven. He longs to be with
Jesus. Heaven, though still future, seems already
begun within him. His peace is as a river, his
joy unspeakable and full of glory. The fountain
of life eternal gushes up within his heart. It is
a very Beulah of holy peace, and love, and glad-
ness, and the breezes of heaven are around him.
He is already almost in glory ! Then he fondly
dreams — but, alas ! it is but a dream. He is yet
far from home. He is not " meet for the inherit-
ance of the saints in light." His experience,
joyful and blessed as it. is, is yet superficial, in
many points deceitful and unreal. His faith,
though ardent and sanguine, is as yet little tried.
His joy, so exulting and so full, is yet sadly mixed
up with presumption and vain fleshly feehng.
His love, though warm, is selfish — joying in the
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Lord for his gifts, rather than for himself. The
old man is jet strong within him. There are
unfathomed depths of corruption within, of which
he knows nothing. Self, that oldest and foulest
idol, still lurks within, and has scarce as yet got
one deadly wound. He has thus much to learn,
much to suffer, and much to do, before he can
overcome and be crowned. Hence he must go
back to the wilderness again, and, like the
redeemed flock in every age, pass " through great
tribulations " — that, being refined by the furnace,
and moulded and fashioned under Jehovah's
hand as a vessel of mercy, he may be found at
last unto praise, and honor, and glory, at the
appearing of Jesus Christ. — Islay Burns,
DEATH A BLESSING TO THE AGED SAINT.
The chief benefit of our age is, our near
approach to our journey's end ; for the end of
all motion is rest : which when we have once
attained, there is nothing but fruition.
Now our age brings us, after a weary race,
within some breathings of our goal : for if young
men may die, old men must ; a condition which
a mere carnal heart bewails, envying the oaks
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which many generations of men must leave
standing and growing.
No , marvel : for the worldling thinks himself
here at home, and looks upon death as a banish-
ment: he hath placed his heaven here below,
and can see nothing in his remove, but either
annihilation or torment.
But for us Christians, who know that while
we are present in the body we are absent from
the Lord, and account ourselves foreigners, our
life a pilgrimage, heaven our home, how can we
but rejoice, that after a tedious and painful
travel, we now draw near to the threshold of our
Father's house, wherein we know there are
many mansions, and all glorious ? I could blush
to hear a heathen say, " If God would offer me
the choice of renewing my age, and returning to
my first childhood, I should heartily refuse it;
for I should be loth, after I have passed so much
of my race, to be called back from the goal to
the bars of my first setting out ;" and to hear a
Christian whining at the thought of his dissolu-
tion ! Where is our faith of a heaven, if, having
been so long sea-beaten, we are loth to think of
putting into the safe and blessed harbor of im-
mortality ? — BisJuyp HalL
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Frailty of Age. — It is as natural for old age
to be frail, as for the stalk to bend under the
ripened ear, or for the autumnal leaf to change
its hue. — Blair,
CHRIST'S SPIRIT OF FORGIVENESS.
When on the fragrant sandal-tree
The woodman's axe descends,
And she, who bloomed so beauteously,
Beneath the keen stroke bends,
E'en on the edge that wrought her death,
Dying she breathes her sweetest breath,
As if betokening in her fall
Peace to her foes and love to all.
How hardly man this lesson learns,
To smile, and bless the hand that spurns ;
To see the blow, to feel the pain,
But render only love again !
This spirit not to earth is given ;
One had it, but He came from heaven.
Reviled, rejected, and betrayed,
No curse he breathed, no plaint he made ;
But when in death's deep pang he sighed,
Prayed for his murderers, and died. — Anon.
DEATH A SLEEP.
Thou art afraid of death : — when thou art
wearj of thy day's labor, art thou afraid of rest ?
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Hear what thy Saviour, who is the Lord of
life, esteems of death : — " Our friend Lazarus
sleepeth."
So, the philosophers of old were wont to call
sleep the brother of death : but God says, death
is no other than sleep itself: a sleep both sure
and sweet. When thou liest down at night to
thy repose, thou canst not be so certain to awake
again in the morning, as, when thou layest thy-
self down in death, thou art sure to awake in the
morning of the resurrection. Out of this bodily
sleep thou mayest be startled with fearful dreams,
with tumults, or alarms of war ; but here, thou
shalt rest quietly in the place of silence, free
from all inward and outward disturbances : while,
in the meantime, thy soul shall see none but
visions of joy and blessedness.
But, oh the sweet and heavenly expression of
our last rest, and the issue of our happy resusci-
tation ! " For if we believe that Jesus died and
rose again, even so them also which sleep in
Jesus, will God bring with him." So, our belief
is antidote enough against the worst of death.
And why are we troubled with death, w^hen we
believe that Jesus died 1 and what a triumph is
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this over death, that the same Jesus who died
rose again ! and what a comfort it is, that the
same Jesus who arose skall both come again, and
bring all his with him in glory ! and, lastly, what
a strong cordial is this to all good hearts, that all
those who die well do sleep in Jesus ! Thou
thoughtest, perhaps, of sleeping in the bed of the
grave, and there, indeed, is rest ; but he tells thee
of sleeping in the bosom of Jesus, and there is
immortality and blessedness. — Bishop Hall.
BENEFIT OF TRIALS.
If the Lord is pleased to sanctify the infirmi-
ties to wliich our present mortal frame is subject,
we shall have cause to praise him at last, no
less for the bitter than 'the sweet. I am con-
vinced in my judgment, that a cross or a pinch
somewhere or other, is so necessary to us, that
we cannot go on w^ell for a considerable time
without one. We live on an enchanted ground,
are surrounded with snares, and if not quickened
by trials, are very prone to sink into formaUty or
carelessness. It is a shame it should be so, but
so it is, that a long course of prosperity always
makes us drowsy. Trials, therefore, are medi-
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cines, which our gracious and wise physician
prescribes because we need them ; and he pro-
portions the frequency and weight of them to
what the case requires. Many of his people are
sharply exercised by poverty, which is a con-
linual trial every day, and all the year round.
Others have trials in their families. They who
have comfortable firesides, and a competence for
this world, often suffer by sickness, either in their
own persons, or in the persons of those they love
But any or all of these crosses are mercies, if
the Lord works by them to prevent us from
cleaving to the world, from backsKding in heart
or life, and to keep us nearer to himself Let us
trust our Physician and he will surely do us
good. . And let us thank him for all his pre-
scriptions, for without them our soul-sickness
would quickly grow upon us. — John Newton.
If we saw our Father's house, and that great
and fair city, the New Jerusalem, which is up
above sun and moon, we would cry to be over
the water, and to be carried in Christ's arms out
of this borrowed prison. — Rutherford.
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The Christian's Hope. — Time flies apace,
and past troubles will return no more : everj^
pulse we feel beats a sharp moment of the pain
awaj, and the last stroke will come. Then
sorrow and sighing shall flee aw^aj, and joy and
gladness shall come forth to conduct us home. —
John Newton,
COMPLETE IN CHRIST.
O HOW sweet to be wholly Christ's, and
wholly in Christ ! to be out of the creature's
owning, and made complete in Christ, to live by
faith in Christ ; and to be once for all clothed
with the created majesty and glory of the Son of
God, w^herein he makes all his friends and follow-
ers sharers ! to dwell in Immanuel's high and
blessed land, and live in that sweetest air, where
no wind bloweth, but the breathings of the Holy
Ghost : no seas nor floods flow, but the pure
waters of life, that proceed from under the throne,
and from the Lamb : no planting, but the tree of
life that yieldeth twelve manner of fruit every
month ! What do we here but sin and sufler ?
O when shall the nights be gone, the shadow^s
flee away, and the morning of that long, long
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day, without cloud or night, dawn ! The Spirh
and the bride saj. Come; O when shall the
Lamb's wife be ready, and the Bridegroom say,
Come ! — Rutherford,
FEAR OF DEATH.
Thof fearest death : thou wert not a man, if
thou didst not so : the hohest, the wisest, the
strongest, that ever were, have done no less.
He is the king of fear, and therefore may and
must command it. Thou mayest hear the man
after God's own heart say, " The sorrows of death
compassed me ; my soul is full of troubles, my
life draweth nigh to the grave." Thou mayest
hear great and good Hezekiah, upon the message
of his death, chattering like a crane or a swallow,
and mourning as a dove.
Thou fearest as a man : I cannot blame thee :
but thou must overcome thy fear, as a Christian ,
which thou shalt do, if, from the terrible asptc!
of the messenger, thou shalt cast thine eyes upon
the gracious and amiable face of the God that
sends him. " Lo, our God is the God of salva-
tion ; and unto God the Lord belong the issues
of death." Make him thy friend, and death shall
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be no other than advantage. Precious in the
sight of the Lord is the death of his saints. —
Bishop Hall.
DEATH A BLESSING TO THE CHRISTIAN.
" Better is the day of death than the day oi
one's birth." Better, every way. Our birth
begins our miseries ; our death ends them : our
birth enters the best of men into a wretched
world ; our death enters the good into a w orld of
glory. Certainly, were it not for our unbelief,
as we came crying into the world, so we should
go singing out of it. And if some have solem-
nized their birth-day with feasting and triumph,
the church of old hath bestowed that name and
cost upon the death's day of her martyrs and
saints. — Bishop Hall.
DEATH VANQUISHED.
The power of death, the last enemy, is
destroyed, as it respects all who believe in Christ
Instead of being the jailor of hell and the grave,
he is now, as it respects Christ's people, the porter
of Paradise. All he can now do is to cause
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them lo sleep in Jesus, release their immortal
spirits from the fetters which bind them to earth,
and deposit their weary bodies in the tomb as a
place of rest, till Christ comes at the last day, to
raise tliem incorruptible, glorious, and immortal^
and re-unite them to their souls in a state of
perfect, never-ending felicity. — Fay son.
THE HOPE OF THE CHRISTIAN.
When the heathen Socratej was to die for his
religion, he comforted himself with this, that he
should go to the place where he should see
Orpheus, Homer, Musaeus, and the worthies of
the former ag^es. Poor man ! could he have
come to have known God manifested in the
flesh, and received up into glory, and there, in that
glorified flesh, sitting at the right hand of Majesty;
could he have attained to know the blessed order
of the cherubim and seraphim, angels, archangels,
principalities, and powers, and the rest of the
most glorious hierarchy of heaven ; could he have
been acquainted with that celestial choir of the
spirits of just men uiade perfect ; could he have
reached to know the God and Father of spirits,
the infinitely and incomprehensibly glorious
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Deity, whose presence transfuses everlasting
blessedness into all those citizens of glory; and
could he have known that he should have an
undoubted interest instantly upon his dissolution,
in that infinite bliss ; how much more gladly
would he have taken off his hemlock, and how
much more joyfully would he have passed into
that happier world ! — Bishop Hall.
DEATH OF JOHN BUNYAN.
He comforted those that wept about him,
exhorting them to trust in God, and pray to him
for mercy and forgiveness of their sins, telung
them what a glorious exchange it would be to
leave their troubles and cares of a wretched
mortality to live with Christ/ for ever, with peace
crjd joy inexpressible ; expounding to them the
comfortable scriptures by which they were to
bone and assuredly come unto a blessed resur-
rection in the last day. He desired some to
pray with him, and he joined with them in
prayer, and his last words, after he had struggled
with a languishing disease, were these, " Weep
not for me, but for yourselves : T go to the Father
of .our Lord Jesus Christ, who will, through the
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mediation of his blessed Son, receive me though
a sinner, where I hope we ere long shall meet to
sing the new^ song," and remain everlastingly
happy, world without end." — From the earliest
Biography of Bunyan,
SONG OF DEATH.
Shrink not, O Human Spirit,
The Everlasting arm is strong to save !
Look up, look up, frail Nature, put thy trust
In Him who went down mourning to the dust,
And overcame the grave !
Quickly goes down the sun ;
Life's work is almost done ;
Fruitless endeavor, hope deferred, and strife !
One httle struggle more.
One pang, and then is o'er
All the long, mournful weariness of life.
Kind friends, 'tis almost past.
Come now and look your last !
Sweet children, gather near,
And his last blessing hear,
See how he loved you who departeth now !
And with thy trembling step and pallid brow
0, most beloved one,
Whose breast he leaned upon,
^ome, faithful unto death,
^Receive his parting breath.
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The fluttering spirit panteth to be free,
Hold him not back who speeds to victory ;
The bonds are riven, the struggling soul is free I
Hail, hail, enfranchised spirit !
Thou that the wine-press of the field hast trod !
On, blest immortal, on, through boundless space,
And stand with thy Redeemer face to face ;
And stand before thy God !
Life's weary work is o'er.
Thou art of earth no more :
No more art trammelled by the oppressive clay,
But tread'st with winged ease
The high acclivities
Of truths sublime, up Heaven's crystalline way.
"*■ Here no bootless guest ;
The city's name is Rest ;
Here shall no fear appal ;
Here love is all in all ;
Here shalt thou win thy ardent soul's desire ;
Here clothe thee in tliy beautiful attire.
Lift, lift thy wondering eyes !
Yonder is Paradise,
And this fair, shining band
Are spirits of thy land !
And these that throng to meet thee are thy kin,
Who have awaited thee, redeemed from sin !
The city's gates unfold^-enter, oh ! enter in !
HouupJiold Words,
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DEATH ^F STANDFAST.
When Mr. Standfast had thus set things in
order, and the time being come for him to haste
him away, he went down to the river. Now there
was a great cahri at that time in the river ;
wherefore Mr. Standfast, when he w^as about
half way in, stood a while and talked to his
companions that had waited upon him thither;
and he said, " This river has been a terror to
many : yea, the thoughts of it also have often
frightened me! now, methinks, I stand easy;
my foot is fixed upon that on which the feet of
the priests that bore the ark of the covenant
stood, while Israel went over this Jordan. The
waters indeed are to the palate bitter, and to the
stomach cold ; yet the thoughts of what I am
going to, and of the convoy that waits for me on
the other side, do lie as a glowing coal at my
heart. I see myself now at the end of my
journey ; my toilsome days are ended. I am
going to see that head that was crowned with
thorns, and that face that was spit upon for me.
I have formerly lived by hearsay and faith, but
now I go where I shall hve by sight, and shall be
with him in whose company I delight myself. T
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have loved to hear my Lord spoken of; and
wherever I have seen the print of his shoe in the
earth, there I have coveted to set my foot too.
His name has been to me as a civet-box, yea
sweeter than all perfumes. His voice to me has
been most sweet, and his countenance I have
more desired than they that have most desired
the light of the sun. His words I did use to
gather for my food, and for antidotes against my
faintings. He hath held me, and hath kept me
from mine iniquities ; yea, my steps have been
strengthened in his way."
Now while he w^as thus in discourse, his coun-
tenance changed, his " strong man bowed under
him," and after he had said, " Take me, for I am
come unto Thee," he ceased to be seen of them.
But glorious it was to see how the open region
v\ as filled with horses and chariots, with trumpet-
ers and pipers, with singers and players on
stringed instruments, to welcome the pilgrims as
they went up and followed one another in at
the beautiful gate of the city — Bunyan.
Death is the dropping of the flower, that the
fruit may swell. — H. W. Beecher.
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LONELINESS.
In the hearts of the aged a feeling of loneli-
ness is apt to dwell, — often as an invited and
cherished guest. They seem to stand alone, hav-
ing few interests or sympathies in common with
those around them. Their day, they think, is
over; their labor past, their influence gone, it
only remains that they await, as patiently as may
be, the day of their death. While the young have
their congenial circle, and manhood its thronged
sphere of activity, they, the aged, must dwell
apart and alone, already neglected and for-
gotten, save that here and there lingers yet o
solitary companion, like themselves, strangers in
the earth. They live in the memory of departed
scenes, snatching a brief pleasure from the retro-
spect, oftener a lengthened sorrow. They re-
visit the fountains where their childhood had
drank many a cup of pleasure ; but, as they
linger, the fountains cease to flow — they turn
away to weep. And those who there had quaffed
with them the exhilarating draught, where are
they ? Long ago the silver cord was loosed, and
the golden bowl broken at the cistern. What is
there now to live for?
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Into this hidden sanctuary of grief we would
not intrude with words of harsh reproof. It is
not without cause that the aged often yield to
melancholy broodings. They have seen one and
another of their companions fall around them,
until few remain. They are conscious of gather-
ing infirmities ; they cannot mingle as once in
the gay or the rough scenes of life. The gal-
lant ship, which had rode out many a storm, and
carried many a precious freight, is now drawn up
into the harbor, to engage no more in the strifes
of the elements.
But may not this feeling of isolation be in no
small degree morbid and mistaken ? Often the
aged have more and warmer friends than they
are willing to believe. Often their opinions are
respected where they imagine themselves alto-
gether without influence. Often they have a
mission to perform, less active, it may be, but no
less real and blessed, than when their energies
were at the full. Would they only place them-
selves in closer sympathy with the younger gen-
eration, -and bring forth the ripened fruits of
their long experience, they w^ould find them-
selves welcomed where they now feel that they
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are a burden. When wisdom falls kindly from
aged lips, it makes its way to the heart.
But, at the worst as to earthly society, the true
disciples of Christ have in him a friend ever at
hand, who sticketh closer than a brother ; whose
love knows no change, no abatement. Faith,
which he most earnestly invites them to exercise,
can surround them with his perpetual presence.
They cannot be alone. He is more than sons and
daughters, more than all the loved ones that are
gone. He was of old even from everlasting, yet
upon him rests the dew of youth. He ever
liveth a personal Friend. He is touched with
the feeling of your infirmities, aged believers.
Others may desert, but he remains true ; others
may die, but he lives. And, besides, your aged
friends who have slept in Jesus are stiU in him.
You and they are in him. The sacred bond is
unbroken. Absent in body, they are still with
you in him. Earth and heaven are blended.
On this ladder which Jacob saw, they who are
gone may still come down to be with you. Soon
you shall mount up, and then you shall see them
face to face.
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THE VALE OF TEARS.
0, CHILD of grief, remember the vale of tears
is much frequented ; thou art not alone in thy
distress. Sorrow has a numerous family. Say
not I am the man that hath seen affliction, for
there be others in the furnace with thee. Rp-
member, moreover, the King of kings once went
through this valley, and here he obtained his
name, ' ' the man of sorrows ; " for it was while
passing through it he became " acquainted with
^rief. ' ' — Spurgeon.
CHRIST A GUEST.
If thou desirest Christ for a perpetual guest,
give him all the keys of thine heart ; let not
one cabinet be locked up from him ; give him
the range of every room, and the key of every
chamber ; thus you will constrain him to remain.
— Spurgeon,
THE CHRISTIAN'S THOUGHTS OF DEATH.
As I grow older and come nearer to death, I
look upon it more and more with complacent joy ;
and out of every longing I hear God say, " 0,
thirsting, hungering one, come to me ! What the
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other life will bring I know not, only that I shall
awake in God's likeness,' and see him as he is.
Beat on, then, heart, and yearn for dying !
I have drank at many a fountain, but thirst came
again ; I have fed at many a bounteous table,
but hunger returned ; I have seen many bright
and lovely things, but while I gazed their lustre
faded. There is nothing here that can give me
rest ; but when I behold thee, God, I shall be
satisfied. — K W. Beecher.
FAITH.
Alas ! it is the slowest and most painful les-
son that Faith has to learn,— Faith, not Indiffer-
ence, — to do steadfastly and patiently all that
lies to her hand, and there leave it, believing
that the Almighty is able to govern his own
world.
SOLITUDE.
There is a solitude which old age feels to be
as natural and satisfying as that rest which
seems such an irksomeness to youth, but which
gradually grows into the best blessing of our
lives. And there is another solitude so full of
IP
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peace and hope that it is like Jacob's sleep
in the wilderness, at the foot of the laddei
of angels. — Chamber si Journal.
BLESSED ARE THEY THAT MOURN.
0, DEEM not they are blest alone,
Whose lives a peaceful tenor keep ;
For God, who pities man, has shown
A blessing for the eyes that weep.
The light of smiles shall till again
The lids that overflow with tears ;
And weary hours of woe and pain
Are promises of happier years.
There is a day of sunny rest
For every dark and troubled night ;
And grief may bide an evening guest,
But joy shall come with early light.
Nor let the good man's trust depart.
Though life its common gifts deny ;
Though, with a pierced and broken heart,
And spurned of men, he goes to die.
For God has marked each sorrowing day,
And numbered every secret tear.
And heaven's long age of bliss shall pay
For all his children suffer here.
Bryant.
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EXCELLENCY OF CHRIST.
Christ is a flower, but he fadeth not ; he is a
river, but he is never dry ; he is a sun, but he
knoweth no eclipse ; he is all in all, but he is
something more than all. — Spurgeon.
NOT THE ONLY MOURNER.
0, MOURNER, say not that thou art a target for
all the arrows of the Almighty ; take not to thy-
self the preeminence of woe : for thy fellows
have trodden the valley too, and upon them are
the scars of the thorns and briers of the dreary
pathway . — Spurgeon.
A BEAUTIFUL OLD AGE.
Beautiful to behold is the old man whose
heart still beats in warm sympathy with the gen-
eration from which he is passing away. His
setting sun casts its mild radiance over the world
that he is leaving. He would not wrap him-
self in clouds, as if in haste to withdraw his
light, but would still shine on in gladness, as
long as he lingers above the horizon. When he
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departs, he still lives on earth in the soft twi-
light of his blessed memory.
He is an old man ; he has passed through
many trials, he has experienced the treachery
of false friends ; but his heart is more tender
than in his youth, his sympathies are deeper and
broader. He does not withdraw within the nar-
row circle of self, to brood over real or fancied
slights ; he does not perpetually disparage the
present in contrast with the past ; he does not
turn scornfully away from everything new, as
necessarily evil. He has turned his knowledge
of the world to better account. Without the
enthusiasm of his younger days, he is still hope-
ful, but with a wise sobriety gained in a long
and varied experience, wherein he has learned
to distinguish between the seeming and the real,
the ephemeral and the permanent. Thus he is
fitted to be a wise counsellor, speaking the truth
in love. Even his reproofs, so kindly uttered,
are received with a feeling deeper than respect.
The children flee not at his approach, for they
know he has a pleasant word for them ; and
when he changes his tone from gay to grave,
and points to a loving Saviour, or to brighter
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worlds, they linger gladly in his presence. He
is welcome everywhere. His hoary head is a
crown of glory. Blessed old man, he has been
with Jesus. The love of Christ constrains him.
He shall not die unwept.
I'M aROWING OLD.
I 'm growing old — 't is surely so ;
And yet how short it seems
Since I was but a sportive child,
Enjoying childish dreams !
I cannot see the change that comes
With such an even pace ;
I mark not when the wrinkles fall
Upon my fading face.
I know I 'm old ; and yet my heart
Is just as young and gay
As e'er it was before my locks
Of bright brown turned to gray.
I know these eyes to other eyes
Look not so bright and glad
As once they looked ; and yet 't is not
Because my heart 's more sad.
I never watched with purer joy
The floating clouds and glowing skies,
While glistening tears of rapture fill
These old and fading eyes.
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And when I mark the cheek where once
The bright rose used to glow,
It grieves me not to see instead
The almond crown my brow.
I 've seen the flower grow old and pale,
And withered more than I ;
I 've seen it lose its every charm,
Then droop away and die.
And then I 've seen it rise again,
Bright as the beaming sky,
And young and pure and beautiftd —
And felt that so shall I.
Then what if I am growing old ? —
My heart is changeless still,
. And Grod has given me enough
This loving heart to fill.
I love to see the sun go down,
And lengthening shadows throw
Along the ground, while o'er my head
The clouds in crimson glow.
I see, beyond those gorgeous clouds,
A country bright and fair.
Which needs no sun : God and the Lamb
Its light and beauty are.
I seem to hear the wondrous song
^Redeemed sinners sing ;
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And my heart leaps to join the throng
To praise the Heavenly King.
I seem to see three cherub boys,
As hand in hand they go,
With golden curls and snowy wings,
Whose eyes, with rapture glow.
When I was young I called them mine —
Now Heaven's sweet ones are they ;
But I shall claim my own again,
Wheu I am called away.
Perhaps, when heaven's bright gate I 've passed,
They '11 know from every other
The one who gave them back to God,
And haste to call me mother.
! I am glad I 'm growing old !
For every day I spend
Shall bring me one day nearer that
Bright day that has no end.
OLD AGE.
The neglected portion of the great American
family is old age — we are sorry to say. Not
that we, as a nation, are disrespectful to the old,
or that they are denied or grudged anything.
We perform the negative duty to them, by avoid
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ing all which shall occasion to them offence or
deprivation ; but we do not perforin the positive
duty of assiduously seeing that they occupy,
always and only, the places of honor and promi-
nence ; nor more particularly do we study to
contrive, untiringly and affectionately, how to
comfort, strengthen, cheer, and recuperate them.
The old man in one house may have his chair in
the drawing-room, and his place at the table,
and be listened to when he speaks, and obeyed
when he commands. But in another house he
will have his easy-chair cushioned and pillowed,
and his arm-chair at the table, and the cook will
be busied most with what will newly nourish or
refresh his more delicate appetite ; while all lis-
ten first for his words, and address conversation
to him as a centre, and eagerly seek for his com-
mands as an authority. This (we assure the
reader, from our own well-weighed observation
in both countries) is a fair picture of the differ-
ence between old age in America and old age
in England.
It is an unconscious fault in our country —
an oversight of our life too busy, our attention
too overtasked, and our plans of home and
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241
pleasure too unsettled and immature ; but the
feeling for better things is in us, and time will
bring this feeling into action.— iV. P. Willis.
The best and most polished nations of an-
tiquity held the aged in high honor. Those of
the same character among the moderns will find
their highest good, as well as purest pleasure,
in imitating their example. A tender sapling
of the forest is doubtless an object of interest to
every man of heart or taste ; but the oak that
has braved a century of years cannot be passed
by any being, but a savage, without strong emo-
tion and profound venersition.— Newark Daily
Advertiser.
HOW TO BE HAPPIER.
Said a venerable farmer, some eighty years
of age, to a relative who visited him, " I
have lived on this farm for more than half a
century. I have no desire to change my resi-
dence as long as I live on earth. I have no
desire to be richer than I now am. I have wor-
shipped the God of my fathers with the same
people for more than forty years. During that
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period I have been rarely absent from the sanc-
tuary on the Sabbath, and have never lost but
one communion season. I have never been con-
fined to my bed by sickness a single day. The
blessings of life have been richly spread around
me, and I made up my mind, long ago, that if I
wished to become happier, / must have more
religion.''
Here thou art but a stranger, travelling to
thy country, where the glories of a kingdom are
prepared for thee ; it is, therefore, a huge folly
to be much afldicted because thou hast a less
convenient inn to lodge in by the way.
GROWma OLD.
To "grow old gracefully,'' is a good and
beautiful thing ; to grow old worthily, a better.
And the first effort to that end is not only
to recognize, but to become personally reconciled
to, the fact of youth's departure ; to see, or, if
not seeing, to have faith in, the wisdom of
that which we call change, yet which is in truth
progression ; to follow, openly and fearlessly,
in ourselves and our owii life, the same law
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which makes spring pass into summer, summer
into autumn, autumn into winter, preserving an
especial beauty and fitness in each of the four.
Yes, if women could only believe it, theie is a
wonderful beauty even in growing old. The
charm of expression arising from softened tem-
per or ripened intellect often amply atones for
the loss of form and coloring ; and, conse-
quently, to those who never could boast either
of these latter, years give much more than they
take away. Many a one, who was absolutely
plain in youth, thus grows pleasant and well-
looking in declining years. — Chambers' Journal.
CHRIST THE FOUNDATION.
Men who build on any other foundation than
the rock Christ Jesus are like birds that build
in trees by the side of rivers. The bird sings in
the branches, and the river sings below, but all
the while the waters are undermining the soil
about the roots, till, in some unsuspected hour,
the tree falls with a crash into the stream ; and
then its nest is sunk, its home is gone, and the
bird is a wanderer. But birds that hide their
young in the clefts of the rock are undisturbed,
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and, after every winter, coming again, they find
their nests awaiting them, and all their life long
brood the summer in the same places, impreg-
nable to time or storm. — H. W. Beecher,
PEACE IN GOD.
*'Let my soul calm itself in Thee ; I say, let the great sea of my
soul, that swelleth with waves, calm itself in Thee." — St. Augustine.
Life's mystery — deep, restless as the ocean —
Hath surged and wailed for ages to and fro ;
Earth's generations watch in ceaseless motion,
As in and out its hollow moanings flow ;
Shivering and yearning by that unknown sea,
Let my soul calm itself, Christ, in thee !
Life's sorrows, with inexorable power,
Sweep desolation o'er this mortal plain ;
And human loves and hopes fly as the chafiP
Borne by the whirlwind from the ripened grain.
Ah, when before that blast my hopes all flee,
Let my soul calm itself, Christ, in thee !
Between the mysteries of death and life
Thou standest, loving, guiding — not explaining ;
We ask, and thou art silent — yet we gaze,
And our charmed hearts forget their drear complaining !
No crushing fate, no stony destiny!
Thou Lamb that hast been slain, we rest in thee ! -
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The many waves of thought, the mighty tides,
The ground-swell that rolls up from other lands,
From far-off worlds, from dim eternal shores,
Whose echo dashes on life's wave-worn strands, —
This vague, dark tumult of the inner sea
Grows calm, grows bright, risen Lord, in thee!
Thy pierced hand guides the mysterious wheels ;
Thy thorn-crowned brow now wears the crown of power ;
And when the dark enigma presseth sore,
Thy patient voice saith, " Watch with me one hour! "
As sinks the moaning river in the sea
In silver peace, so sinks my soul in thee !
H. B. Stowe.
EVERY MAN'S LIFE A PLAN OF GOD.
Every human soul lias a complete and perfect
plan cherished for it in the heart of God— a
divine biography marked out, which it enters
into life, to live. This life, rightfully unfolded,
will be a complete and beautiful whole ; an
experience led on by God, and unfolded by the
secret nurture of the world ; a drama cast in the
mould of a perfect art, with no part wanting ;
a divine study for the man himself, and for
others ; a study that shall forever unfold, in
wondrous beauty, the love and faithfulness of
God ; great in its conception, great in the
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divine skill by which it is shaped ; above all,
great in the momentous and glorious issues it
prepares. What a thought is this for every
human soul to cherish ! What dignity does it
add to life ! What support does it bring to the
trials of life ! What instigation does it add to
send us on in everything that constitutes our
excellence ! We live in the divine thought.
We fill a place in the great everlasting plan of
God's intelligence. We never sink below his
care, never drop out of his counsel. — Dr. Bush-
nell.
Lord, take my heart, for t cannot give it ;
and when thou hast it, keep it, for I cannot
keep it for thee ; and save me in spite of
myself, for Jesus Christ's sake. — Fenelon,
Kind words are the brightest flowers of
earth's existence ; they make a very paradise
of the humblest home the world can show. Use
them, especially around the fireside circle. They
are jewels beyond price, and more precious to
heal the wounded heart, and make the weighed-
down spirit glad, than all other blessings the
earth can give.
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TWO IN HEAYEN.
"You have two children," said I.
"I have four/' was the reply; ''two on
earth, two in heaven."
There spoke the mother ! Still hers, only-
gone before ! Still remembered, loved, and cher-
ished, by the hearth and at the board ; their
places not yet filled, even though their suc-
cessors draw life from the same faithful breast
where their dying heads were pillowed.
'' Two in heaven ! "
Safely housed from storm and tempest. No
sickness there, nor drooping head, nor fading
eyes, nor weary feet. By the green pastures,
tended by the Good Shepherd, linger the little
lambs of the heavenly fold.
" Two in heaven ! "
Earth less attractive ; eternity nearer ; invis-
ible cords drawing the maternal soul upwards.
'' Still, small voices " ever whisper " Come ! "
to the world-weary spirit.
'* Two in heaven ! "
Mother of angels, walk softly ! Holy eyes
watch thy footsteps ; — cherub forms bend to
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listen ! Keep thy spirit free from earth-tain*- ;
so shalt thou go to them, though they may not
return to thee.
RECOGNITION IN HEAVEN.
I MUST confess, as the experience of my own
soul, that the expectation of lovimg my friends
in heaven principally kindles my love to them
while on earth. If I thought I should never
know them, and consequently never love them,
after this life is ended, I should number them
with temporal things, and love them as, such ;
but I nr^w converse with my pious friends in a
firm persuasion that I shall converse with them
forever ; and I take comfort in those that are
dead or absent, believing that I shall shortly
meet them in heaven, and' love them with a
heavenly love. — Baxter.
THE OTHER SIDE.
Once, on the Thames, the boat in which
Archbishop Leighton was with others came
near going to the bottom. The rest were pale
with terror, but he was perfectly calm. To
some who expressed astonishment at his serenity
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and self-possession, he replied, '^ Why, what
harm would it have been, if we had been safely
landed on the other side ? ' '
DYING IN CHRIST.
The graves are no longer silent, since the
grave of Jesus is open. The tombstores upon
which the cross stands press not heavily. In
every burial-ground I hear the words, " I live,
and ye shall live also.'' — Tholuck,
The true Christian is always young. — t^chleier-
macher.
HEAVEN'S REVELATIONS.
The entering into heaven will revea^ many
things unknown on earth. Some whom the
world thought saint-like w^ill barely gain admit-
tance there ; and others, who went all their lives
in doubt and dread, will have angelic welcome,
and an abundant entrance into the heavenly
kingdom. '' The first shall be last, and the last
shall be first."— ^. W, Beecher.
MAN'S LIFE.
The life of every man is as the well-spring
ol a stream, whose small beginnings are indeed
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plain to all, but whose ulterior course and desti-
nation, as it winds through the expanses of
infinite years, only the Omniscient can discern.
— CarlyU,
A WORLDLY OLD MAN.
There is not a more repulsive spectacle than
an old man who will not forsake the world, which
has already forsaken him. — Tholuck,
AGED SINNERS.
Like the worm clinging to the withered leaf,
they feed upon the faded memories of departed
days, which shall never return. — Tholuck.
OLD AGE.
Old age, says the proverb, is a courtier ; he
knocks again and again at the window and at
the door, and makes us everywhere conscious of
his presence. Woe to the man who becomes
old without becoming wise ; woe to him if this
world shuts the door without the future having
opened its portals to him. — Tholuck,
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THE DEATH OF MOSES.
Sweet was the journey to the sky
The wondrous prophet tried ; —
•* Climb up the mount," said God, " and die ! "
The prophet climbed and died.
Softly his fainting head he lay
Upon his Maker's breast ;
His Maker kissed his soul away,
And laid his flesh to rest.
In God's own arms he left the breath
That God's own Spirit gave ;
His was the noblest road to death,
And his the sweetest grave. — Watts.
V
THAT DEAR OLD SOUL. A
" That dear old soul ! " The very words
bring up vividly to the mind's eye one long since
gone to her rest, to whose name they were for
years a sweet appendage. When first we saw
her, her hair was blanched by many winters and
many sorrows ; but each of those winters had
been suc^ceeded by a balmy spring, each sorrow
by a sanctified joy. Never till then did age
seem beautiful. I had regarded one advanced in
years like a tree in autumn, stripped of its
leaves, robbed of its fruit, and standing only for
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the mad winds and the wild storms to whistle
through and beat against. But in '' Mother
Allen " I saw the leaves only nipt and faded, —
the tree stood firm and strong, with its boughs
still bending beneath their weight of golden
fruit.
Her abundant hair was soft and silvery white,
daubed with no vile dye, and hidden beneath no
tress stolen from the brow of youth. It was
combed plainly over that calm, pure brow, which
even time had not the power to wrinkle. Beau-
tiful she could never have been even in sunny
girlhood, for her features were large and irregu-
lar ; but lovely she was, even to the eyes of
strangers, who had yet to learn her worth. Hei
eyes were deeply set, giving an earnest, thought-
ful expression to her face, while the calm smile
on her lips told of the perfect peace which dwelt
in her bosom. In her face one might have found
a fulfilment of the promise, ''He shall have
perfect peace whose mind is stayed on Thee.''
Mother Allen was no lady of leisure, with
nothing to disturb her mind or interfere with her
tranquillity. In early life, while her children
were with her, she was called to drink the cup
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of poverty and unrequited love, to the very dregs.
Many an hour of anguish did she pass in com-
paring the happy days of her maidenhood with
her then present cruel desolation. Many a night,
while the tempest roared among the trees whicli
surrounded her comfortless home, while he who
had sworn to protect her was a wanderer in the
haunts of vice, did she kneel beside her sleeping
babes, and plead with her mother's God that He
would shield the defenceless stranger and her
darling little ones. How often, in solemn mid-
night, did her plaintive voice mingle with the
murmuring of the pin^s, while she pleaded with
Him who '' heareth the young ravens when they
cry," that He would send bread in the desert to
those who were of more value than they ! In her
agony for her husband, she would sometimes
almost forget the temporal wants of her family,
and cry unto Him who came to seek the lost that
He would restore the beloved, deluded wanderer,
back to purity, to home, and to duty. And she
brought her case before the throne as if she ex-
pected an answer of mercy. When the morning
broke upon her sleepless eyes, she would gaze ■
from the door of her unfinished dwelling on all
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the beauties God had spread out to cheer the
heart of the weary. And for these she offered
heartfelt praise. Some persons, when in anguish
of spirit, almost reproach nature for its calm,
joyous course. They feel as if it heightened
their sorrow to see all things gay around them ;
they feel that nature should cast off her mantle
of green, and robe herself in sackcloth ; that the
flowers should wither, the stars fade, the sun
hide its face, and the -birds change their warbles
into wailing dirges, all because one soul is in
heaviness. But not so was it with the pure-
hearted, the refined Rutl^ Allen. She thanked
Heaven that when all was darkness and desola-
tion within, she could look abroad upon a world
of light and beauty ; that when earthly love had
deceived her, she could cast herself still on the
bosom of One whose love and compassion are in-
finite. She saw the lily that, without care or
labor, was so richly clothed ; the wanton birds
who were so tenderly sheltered and sustained ; the
lowing herds trampling down their abundant pro-
vision in field and meadow ; and she raised her
earnest eyes to heaven, whispering, in childlike
faith, " Father, wilt thou not much more care for
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me and mine ? " And think you that the young
wife and mother pleaded in vain ? Never. ' * K
ye, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto
your children, how much more shall your Father
which is in heaven give good things unto them
that ask him ? ' '
While Ruth Allen was yet speaking, her
prayer was answered. A solemn providence,
which deprived an evil associate of life in a
moment, roused the sleeping conscience of her
husband. God spoke, and he was reclaimed.
As a humble penitent he sought mercy of
Heaven, and forgiveness of her whose young
hopes he had so cruelly blighted. Old things
with him were passed away, and all things be-
come new. God smiled abundantly on the labor
of their hands. The showers fell freely, and
the sun lay long upon their meadows ; their
flocks multiplied in the pasture, and their cattle
in the stall. They now had bread enough and to
spare ; and she whose eyes had faded by stitch-
ing wearily over the dull midnight lamp, patch-
ing the rags of her children, had now the joy of
seeing them comfortably and decently clothed.
Her grateful heart was full to overflowing. God
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Lad given her more of temporal good than
her humble spirit had ever craved. He alone
knoweth how much of this earthly good was
given in approbation of her affectionate trust in
Hi ill.
" But shall a man receive good at the hand of
the Lord, and not evil V No ; for " the day of
prosperity and the day of adversity are set one
over against the other." While the long-deserted
home was beginning to bud and blossom like a
rose, the angel of death sped thither and over-
shadowed their dwelling with his dark wing. The
first-born, who had been his mother's stay, who
had sympathized in her anguish, kissed away her
tears, and whispered, " Wait a while, mother; in
thirteen short years I '11 be a man, and then you
shall never suffer any more;" — he, the child of
her love and her sorrow, was taken away, and
his place left vacant in the little bed, at the
board, and at the hearthstone. She had then no
time for tears — her care was all for the other two,
who, while their brother slept in peace, w^ere
tossing in burning fevers on their bed of pain.
The second, and then the third, in one short
week, wTrc laid beside him in the little grave-
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yard of the new settlement ; and the home of Kuth
Allen, which so lately had rung with the merry
laughter of three noble boys, was left unto her
desolate. How desolate, bereaved mothers only
can know. Did she not wrap herself in deep
gloom, and weep as one who would not be com-
forted, when this great calamity befell her ?
No ; she gave her sons to God — they were not
torn from her. So far from charging God fool-
ishly, she even thanked him that, while many
wretched mothers were weeping over ruined sons,
she had the assurance that her whole family were
folded forever in the bosom of Infinite Love, — se-
cure from hunger, neglect, temptation, and pain.
Then, when this free-will offering had been made
to Heaven, did she, with a chastened mien,
go abroad among the poor and vicious, seeking
for children to fill the places thus made vacant.
During the ten years that followed, four name-
less little ones were received into her family and
her heart. What had once been a forest settle-
ment was fast changing into the metropolis of a
growing State. Wealth flowed in upon farmer
Allen, by the sale of his rich lands. Servants
and laborers filled their house and grounds, and
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to all of them his wife was as a mother. She
addressed each dependent as " child," and they
were constrained to believe that in all her deal-
ings she had their welfare at heart. Then she
began to be called "our misthress, dear sowl,"
and then the neighbors and friends, and finally
everybody, called her " Mother Allen, dear soul. "
A rude emigrant, all unused to such gentle tones
as hers, exclaimed, after being a week or two
beneath her roof, "Sure, I thought afoor I coom
to this hoose that Protestants were all like wild
bastes. I was taught by my moother — rest her
sowl ! — that not a fut of thim hiritics could iver
inter hiven, unless they first coom into the hooly
moother choorch. But if that same is thrue, it's
meself would rather be after living forever with
the likes of my misthress, dear sowl, than in
hiven itself, among my own coonthry folk ; for
it 's drinking and fighting they be foriver, when
there be so many of thims togither, and not a
Protestant at all there to separate thim and make
pace. Och, och, but there 's hivin in her eyes —
my misthress, dear sowl ! " /
Mother Allen had her trials among the many
working people her husband employed. Her
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confidence was often abused, and her disinter-
ested love repaid with black ingratitude. But
through all she remained the same. No ear ever
heard her taunt these rude children of oppression
with their foreign birth, their early poverty,
their false religion. She reasoned with them as
human beings, she entreated them /or their own
sakes, and wooed them back to duty by her pa-
tient efforts. Many a lady, reared in a home of
elegance, might have learned lessons of dignity
and propriety from Mother Allen, in her inter-
(jourse with and management of her servants.
In no way is the true lady more readily distin-
guished from the counterfeit than in her deport-
ment towards these humble members of her
family.
The love of this dear woman began at home,
but it did not end there. The sufferer every-
where found in her a friend, the erring and fallen
a mother and an encouraging counsellor. In
her closet, at her fireside, over her work, among
her neighbors, in the church of God, everywhere,
it was evident that she lived not unto herself.
The most hardened scoffer was forced to admit
that she was a bright and shining light, a
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beautiful example for the wives and mothers
around her. The law of kindness was ever
on her tongue, and the gentlest and tender-
est rebuke ready on her lip. Many a youth,
who had scorned a father's counsel and despised
a mother's entreaties, won by the affectionate
interest and sweet tones of Mother Allen, has
listened respectfully to her earnest warning, and
been drawn by her efforts to forsake the seat of
the scorner and to seek God's house.
But the place where this good woman's influ-
ence was the most deeply felt — and it was a
place she coveted — was at the bed of pain. The
young, who, having been often reproved, had
hardened their hearts, would call for her in
the hour of their souls' extremity. "0," cried
one such, "I cannot look upon my afflicted
father, I cannot see the pastor, — his face would
jnly remind me of the many warnings I have
received unheeded from his lips. But bring
Mother Allen to me. I can almost see 'hope'
now in the memory of her dear face. Let her
come and teach me^let her come, and^ with her
faith ^ pray for me."
But the frosts of age fell upon her ; its infirm-
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ities bound her fast, so that she could no longer
go about doing good. But when she could not
go out to her work, the work came in to her.
The winter of her life had no long, dark days, no
listless melancholy, no fretful murmurings. She
mo\^ed around her house in a wheel-chair, de-
manding little care, but receiving much, — the
object of a thousand little acts of delicate love,
which money could never purchase. A domestic,
being asked if she were not weary, replied, '' No ;
I 'm never weary in waiting upon her, for her
patience would shame me, if I were." ^
Mother Allen had learned that most beautiful
lesson for woman, how to '' grow old grace-
fully." She was not only borne with, but she
was really admired for her age, and the charms
that clustered around it. Life's sun, which had
been so often concealed by clouds, had its setting
in a calm, bright sky. We may almost say of
her that she never died, her going was so like
sinking into a quiet sleep. It was one cold,
bright day in winter that she entered into her
rest. Her chair had been drawn to the western
window, that she might use the last of daylight
in finishing one of several little, garments for a
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suffering family. The last stitch was set, the last
button sewed on, her thimble was placed on the
window-seat, and the spectacles lay in her hand.
She was noticed gazing at the gorgeous sunset,
whose splendor was reflected upon snow and ice-
clothed trees, making the whole scene like a world
of diamonds. The cheerful bell rang for tea ;
her aged companion and her attendant came to
draw her chair into the dining-room Each took
an arm of it, when her husband said, '' She is
asleep, dear soul \" It was the sleep that knows
no waking. She was not, for God had taken her.
— /. D. C.
THE FRUITFUL CHRISTIAN'S END.
When in the evening, after a hot day, one
returns to his home laden with fruit, all the
dwellers rejoice. Thus I see thee, thou pure,
blessed spirit, enter into thy Father's home, and
the dwellers in heaven rejoice. — Tholuck,
SUFFERING WITH CHRIST.
Shall I not be ashamed of the roses around
my brow, when I see Him, and all the princes
of his kingdom, with the crown of thorns ? — Tho-
luck.
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THE SYMPATHY OF JESUS.
When two persons meet who are able to re-
count similar necessities, and the same bufFet-
ings of Satan, 0, what mutual disclosures take
place ! what trustful communicativeness, what
tender sympathy, is then manifest ! Then one
soul gushes out and flows over into the other,
and time steals rapidly on. But, on the other
hand, toward one who knows not our needs by
experience, we are dumb, reserved, and take no
pleasure in communicating, because we fear that
he will be able neither to understand nor sympa-
thize with us.
So, indeed, would we have "kept further away
from our heavenly Friend, had he not become
our companion in tribulation. But now the
thought is exceedingly refreshing, that he him-
self was tempted in all points like as we are,
and knows the bitterest anguish of our soul from
his own experience. Now, even though no fel-
low-man understands us^ah! still we know there
is yet one Friend at hand, to whom we need but
lisp a word of our affairs and concerns, and he
at once comprehends all we feel. His experi-
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ence reaches down into the thickest nights of the
soul — into the most frightful depths of inward
sufferings or conflicts.
Under no juniper-tree canst thou sit, which
has not overshadowed him ; no thorn can wound
thee, from which his heart has not bled ; no
fiery dart can hit thee, which has not been shot
at his sacred head. He can indeed have com-
passion. Yes, only believe it, dear soul ; as
often as thou liest in the furnace, over thee the
eyes of the watchful Kefiner melt in tears, and
a great, holy mother-heart bleeds for thee in
sympathy from heaven. — Krummacher,
MY GRANDMOTHEK.
What tender recollections cluster round thy
name, cherished friend of our childhood days !
How quickly the name of grandmother reaches
our ears, leaxling us far back into the half- for-
gotten past, when we all, light-hearted and free,
sat at her feet. 0, blissful hours they were —
all too bright, too gladsome, to be lasting ! Yes,
the hours spent at grandma's home shed a
bright halo over the present. Her home was
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not one to attract a stranger ; there were no
costly displays of architecture, no vine-festooned
bowers, but simply a little farm-house, that ever
created emotions of beauty in my young heart.
Methinks I see it now, as when I last visited it
before she was called to her last, long sleep, —
with the old well-sweep that seemed to vie with
the towering elm at its side, the brook that
flowed gently o'er its pebbly bed, on, on, down
to the rustic old mill, whose ''rafters have all
tumbled in,*' and the orchard that reached far
along the hillside — even to the silent city of the
dead. Oft had I wandered there alone among
the mounds, with thoughtful heart ; and now —
tread lightly, speak softly, for do ye not see
that "short and narrow bed," newly made, and
will ye not ask Heaven's blessing upon the
household band that have been made desolate ?
Ah, well do I remember the beautiful smile
that lighted up my grandma's brow, as she wel-
comed me, as oft before, to her humble home !
I thought the wrinkles had deepened upon her
brow, the light faded from her eye, — but still
reflecting more of heaven than when she last
gave me a parting blessing. . She seemed more
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thoughtful, as she sat there, in the " old arm-
chair," with the family Bible upon the stand by
her side, than I had seen her before ; and oft-
ener spoke of heaven and its joys, oftener wished
me to read to her from her most precious earthly
treasure, the Bible.
Tell me not of '' duties to the aged," but
rather of the peaceful pleasure one receives in
performing acts of kindness to them. Ah, speak
kindly, lovingly, to them, for
Enough of sorrow this cold world hath,
Enough of care in its later path.
Then see that ye add not a furrow to the sil-
vered brow of the feeble and aged one. Yes,
" Speak gently to age !
A weary way is the rough and toilsome road of life,
As one by one its joys decay.
And its hopes go out 'mid its lengthened strife."
Never have I regretted one kind word spoken
to my dear grandmother ; but a sigh oft swells
my bosom, and tears moisten my eye, because I
so poorly smoothed her rough and toilsome path.
Death claimed our loved one when the lamp of
life was almost extinguished. She is now lying
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under those brown autumn leaA^es, with the sad
winds blowing across her grave, and her pure
spirit has gone to that land where age dims not
the eye. Death to her was but the commence-
ment of life — a passport to a brighter world,
where dwell many who have gone on before,
and await her in their eternal home. May we
all be gathered, at last, to join her in singing
praises to Him who sitteth upon the throne ! —
Rural New Yorker,
I HAVE gained the victory, and Christ is hold-
ing out both hands to embrace me. — Rutherford .
A WORD FOR THE UNMARRIED.
A FINISHED life — a life which has made the
best of all the materials granted to it, and
through which, be its web dark or bright, its
pattern clear or clouded, can now be traced
plainly the hand of the Great Designer — surely
this is worth living for ! And, though at its
end it may be somewhat lonely ; though a ser-
vant, and not a daughter's arm may guide the
failing step ; though most likely it will be
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strangers only who come about the dying bed,
close the eyes that no husband ever kissed, and
ilraw the shroud kindly over the poor, withered
breast, where no child's head has ever lain ; still
such a life is not to be pitied, for it is a com-
plete life. It has fulfilled its appointed course,
and returns to the Giver of all breath. Nor w^ill
He forget it when He counteth up his jewels. —
Chambers' Journal.
HEAVEN NEAR.
One should go to sleep at night as homesick
passengers do, saying. Perhaps in the morning
we shall see the shore. To us who are Chris-
tians, it is not a solemn, but a delightful thought,
that perhaps nothing but the opaque bodily eye
prevents us from beholding the gate which is
open just before us, and nothing but the dull
ear prevents us from hearing the ringing of
those bells of joy which welcome us to the heav-
enly land. — H. W. Beecher,
HEAVEN.
As, though the sky is not steadfastly clear,
but often is covered with clouds, yet through
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the folds there shine at intervals the everlasting
stars, so through the darkness of our hearts
there steals at times the celestial glory, and we
rejoice that there is a heaven above the world.
—H W. Beecher.
HUMILITY.
The bird that soars on highest wing
Builds on the ground her lowlj nest ;
And she that doth most sweetly sing
Sings in the shade when all things rest ;
In lark and nightingale we see
What honor hath humility.
When Mary chose the " better part,"
She meekly sat at Jesus' feet ;
And Lydia's gently-opened heart
Was made for God's own temple meet ;
Fairest and best adorned is she
Whose clothing is humility.
The saint that wears heaven's brightest crown'
In deepest adoration bends ;
The weight of glory bows him down
Then most when most his soul ascends ;
Nearest the throne itself must be
The footstool of humility.
James Montgomery.
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GOD'S MERCY.
No mercy hath been more endeared than what
hath broken out of the thickest cloud, or more
full and sweet than what hath come after much
patience and continued wrestlings. — Fleming.
TRUST IN GOD.
Nothing does so much establish the mind,
amidst the rolling and turbulence of present
things, as both a look above them, and a look
beyond them : above them, to the steady and
good Hand by which they are ruled ; and beyond
them, to the sweet and beautiful end to which,
by that Hand, they shall be brought. — Leighton.
CHILDHOOD.
Childhood often holds a truth, with its feeble
fingers, which the grasp of manhood cannot re-
tain, which it is the pride of utmost age to
recover. — Ruskin,
GOD'S INFINITY.
The infinity of God is not mysterious, it is
only unfathomable ; not concealed, but incom-
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prehensible. It is a clear infinity, the darkness
of the pure, unsearchable sea. — Ruskin,
CHRIST EVERYWHERE.
When a native female Christian of India was
interrogated as to the state of her mind, she re-
plied, "Happy! happy! I have Christ here,''
laying her hand on her Bengali Bible ; ''and
Christ here,'' pressing it to her heart; ''and
Christ there," pointing toward heaven.
EVENINa-TIME.
ZECH. XIV. 7.
At evening-time let there be light : —
Life's little day draws near its close ;
Around me fall the shades of night, —
The night of death, the grave's repose.
To crown my joys, to end my woes,
At evening-time let there be light.
At evening-time let there be light : —
Stormy and dark hath been my day;
Yet rose the morn oenignly bright,
Dews, birds, and flowers, cheered all the way.
0, for one sweet, one parting ray !
At evening-time let there be light.
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At evening-time there shall be light,
For Grod hath said, " So let it be."
Fear, doubt, and anguish, take their flight, —
His glory now is risen on me !
Mine eyes shall his salvation see ; —
'T is evening-time, and there is light.
James Montgomery.
THE SINNER'S SAVIOUR.
Kneeling by the bed of an apparently dying
saint, I said, " Well, sister, He has been
precious to you ; you can rejoice in his cov-
enant mercies, and his past loving-kindnesses."
She put out her hand, and said, ''Ah, sir, do
not talk about them now ; I want the sinner's
Saviour as much now as ever. It is not a
saint's Saviour I want ; it is still a sinner's
Saviour that I am in need of, for I am a sinner
still. ' ' — Spurgeon.
MEMBERS ONE OF ANOTHER.
The individuals of each race of lower animals,
being not intended to hold among each other
those relations of charity which are the privi-
lege of humanity, are not adapted to each
other's assistance, admiration, or support, by
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differences of power and function. But the love
of the human race is increased by their indi-
vidual differences, and the unity of the creature
made perfect by each having something to
bestow and to receive ; bound to the rest by a
thousand various necessities and various grati-
tudes, humility in each rejoicing to admire in his
fellow that which he finds not in himself, and
each being in some respect the complement of
his race. — Ruskin.
THE BEAUTIFUL IN THE GOOD.
There is not any virtue the exercise of which,
even momentarily, will not impress a new fair-
ness on the features. — Ruskin.
SPIRITUAL BEAUTY.
There is a certain period of the soul-culture
when it begins to interfere with some of the
characters of typical beauty belonging to the
bodily frame, the stirring of the intellect wear-
ing down the flesh, and the moral enthusiasm
burning its way out to heaven, through the
emaciation of the earthen vessel ; and there is,
in this indication of subduing the mortal by the
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immortal part, an ideal glory of perhaps a purer
and higher range than that of the more perfect
material form. We conceive, I think, more
nobly of the weak presence of Paul, than of the
fair and ruddy countenance of David. — Ruskin.
VANITY OF LIFE.
I HAVE seen all that society can show, and
enjoyed all that wealth can give me, and I am
satisfied that much is vanity, if not vexation of
spirit. — Walter Scott,
SONG OF THE AGED.
** Now, also, when I am old and gray-headed, God, forsake me
not ; until I have showed thy strength unto this generation, and thy
power to every one that is to come." — Ps. Ixxi. 18.
With years oppressed, with sorrows worn.
Dejected, harassed, sick, forlorn,
To thee, Grod, I pray ;
To thee my withered hands arise ;
To thee I lift my failing eyes ;
O, cast me not away !
Thy mercy heard my infant prayer ;
Thy love, with all a mother's care,
Sustained my childish days ;
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Thy goodness watched my ripening youth,
And formed my heart to love thy truth,
And filled my lips with praise.
0, Saviour ! has thy grace declined ?
Can years affect the Eternal mind,
Or time its love decay ?
A thousand ages pass thy sight,
And all their long and weary flight
Is gone like yesterday.
Then, even in age and grief, thy name
Shall still my languid heart inflame.
And bow my faltering knee ;
O, yet this bosom feels the fire ;
This trembling hand and drooping lyre
Have yet a strain for thee.
Yes, broken, tuneless, still, Lord,
This voice, transported, shall record
Thy goodness, tried so long.
Till, sinking slow, with calm decay,
Its feeble murmurs melt away
Into a seraph's song. — Grant.
DEATH OP JOHN FOSTER.
The substantial peace which he had attained
did not desert him in his dying hours. As he
felt his strength gradually stealing away, he
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remarked on his increasing weakness, and added,
' But I can pray, and that is a glorious thing/'
Truly a glorious thing, to look up to an Omnip-
otent Father \ to speak to him — to love him — to
stretch upward as a babe from the cradle, that
he may lift his child in his everlasting arms to
the resting-place of his own bosom. This is the
portion of the dying Christian. He was over-
heard thus speaking with himself : " ' death,
where is thy sting ? grave, where is thy vic-
tory? Thanks be to God, who giveth us the
victory, through our Lord Jesus Christ.' "
— Bayne.
I AM LIKE A BROKEN VESSEL.
PS. XXXI. 12.
Cast as a broken vessel by,
Thy will I can no longer do ;
Yet, while a daily death I die,
Thy power I may in weakness show ;
My patience may thy glory raise,
My speechless woe proclaim thy praise.
Mrs. Steele,
AGED BELIEVERS.
AaED and mellow saints have so sweet a savor
of Christ in them, that their conversation is like
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streams from Lebanon, sweetly refreshing to him
who delights to hear of the glories of redeeming
love. They have tried the anchor in the hour
of storm, they have tested the armor in the
day of battle, they have proved the shadow of
the great rock in the burning noontide in the
weary land ; therefore do they talk of those
things, and of Him who is all these unto them,
with an unction and a relish which we who have
but just put on our harness can enjoy, although
we cannot attain unto it at present. We must
dive into the same waters, if we would bring up
the same pearls. — Sptcrgeon.
THE DEATH OF A CHRISTIAN MERCHANT,
SAMUEL BUDOETT.
I LIKE to hear of the beauties of heaven, but
I do not dwell upon them. No, what I rejoice
in is, that Christ will be there. Where He is,
there shall I be also. I know that He is in me,
and I in Him. I shall see Him as He is. I
delight in knowing that.
I have sunk into the arms of Omnipotent
love. I am going the way of all flesh ; but,
bless God, I'm ready. I trust in the merits of
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my Redeemer. I care not when, or where, oi
how ; glory be to God ! — Bayne.
THE BORDER-LAND.
Father, into thy loving hands
My feeble spirit I commit,
While wandering in these Border-lands,
Until thy voice shall summon it.
Father, I would not dare to choose
A longer life, an earlier death ;
I know not what my soul might lose
By shortened or protracted breath.
These Border-lands are calm and still,
And solemn are their silent shades ;
And my heart welcomes them, until
The light of life's long evening fades.
I heard them spoken of with dread,
As fearful and unquiet places ;
Shades where the living and the dead
Look sadly in each other's faces ;
But since thy hand hath led me here,
And I have seen the Border-land, —
Seen the dark river flowing near,
Stood on its brink, as now I stand, —
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There has been nothing to alarm
Mj trembling soul ; how could I fear
While thus encircled with thine arm? —
I never felt thee half so near !
What should appall me in a place
That brings me hourly nearer thee ?
Where I may almost see thy face, —
Surely 'tis here my soul would be!
They say thy waves are dark and deep, —
That Faith hath perished in the river ;
They speak of death with fear, and weep ;
Shall my soul perish ? — Never, never !
I know that thou wilt never leave
The soul that trembles while it clings
To thee ; I know thou wilt achieve
Its passage on thine outstretched wings
I cannot see the golden gate
Unfolding yet to welcome me ;
I cannot yet anticipate
The joy of heaven's jubilee ;
But I will calmly watch and pray,
Until I hear my Saviour's voice
Calling my happy soul away.
To see his glory, and rejoice.
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A PARTING WORD.
" The Eternal God is thy refuge, and underneath are the Everlast-
ing arms."
What more can you desire, afflicted believer?
No frail and crumbling tabernacle, no mere
human friend, is declared to be thy refuge. It
is none other than the Eternal God, who is from
everlasting to everlasting, the same yesterday,
to-day, and fbrever. It is He who invites you
to run into his arms, and be forever safe.
But do you say, I am so feeble, so utterly
without strength, that I cannot run to him, or
make any movement toward him ? Then see,
further, how h^ has provided for you. '' Under-
neath you are the everlasting arms." All you
need to do is just to yield yourself up to be sus-
tained by those arms. Sink into them ; they
are already beneath you — they even now sup-
port you. Let childlike faith banish your fears ;
rest you in the arms of the Eternal God. Lie
there as a child, in your Father's loving, all-
encompassing embrace. Those *' arms'' cannot
be palsied or too heavily burdened, and so let
go their hold; they are "everlasting." They
bear up the universe ; surely, they can sustain
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you. Millions have there found a blessed, an
unfailing refuge and rest. Believe their testi-
mony — rather, believe God's own word of
promise. There you are, tried believer !
those everlasting arms are underneath you,
though sometimes you see them not. There we
leave you. — Farewell !
Tommy's Prayer,
ifj^ UmXG the years I was at work in
mJ the slums of southeast London, writes
Philip I. Roberts, the following example
of a simple faith came to my knowledge:
A poor little slum child of about eleve:i
developed a malady which demanded ivi
Instant operation. He was taken to Guy s
Hospital, where the great doctor who ex-
amined him had to tell him that there wa.^
ju a fighting chance for his life.
The seats of the operating theatre, ris-
ing tier above tier like the gallery of a
church, were filled with long rows of stu-
dents who had come to witness the great-
est surgeon of his time use the knife. The
little patient was brought in and, durii'^c
some preliminaries, placed in a cushionsd
chair. Looking around at the great throng
of men, he said timidly to one of the as-
sistant doctors: "Please, sir, I should u-^
very glad if one of you gentlemen would
say just a little prayer for me."
There was a profound silence. Nobody
moved, so the little slum child knelt down
and said : "Dear Jesus, I'm only a poor,
weak, little lad, but, please, I'd like to
live. So, dear Jesus, please help this kind
gentleman, so that he shall do his wovU'
right. Amen." Having said that, the boy
climbed on the table and lay back with
a smile lighting up his face.
The great surgeon stood at the head oi
the table, fully aware that he was about
to perform an operation that would test
his skill to the utmost. For a moment
or so he was visibly agitated. The stu-
dents exchanged glances. Never had they
seen their chief unnerved before, and this
condition now augured but ill for the lif3
of the waif. Yet as he looked on the still
moving lips of the prostrate boy, a greai:
calm sto-le over the doctor. He commenced
to o])erate, and immediately realized that
the slum child's prayer was being answered.
Coolness of head, steadiness of hand and
delicacy of touch all came as they were
needed. The boy's life hung on a meca
thread, but the skillful surgeon did njt
snap it.
Aext morninj? the surgeon stood in the
ward by the bedside of his little patient
Taking his hand he said: "Well, Tommv,
Jesus heard your prayer yesterday." \\
confident smile lit up the boy's face as
he answered: "I knew He would." Then
his features cloudeil over, and he said:
"You were very good to me, too, doctor!
And I have nothing to give— nothing at
all." Then a happy thought came to him
and his face lit up again, and he whis-
pered : "But I can keep on praying to Jesus
for you, can't I?" A great lump came in/o
the doctor's throat. "That you can," n.--
answered huskily, "and that will be better
than any sort of money, for God knows
I need the prayers of one like you !"—
Presbyterian Banner.
I think that is true in so far as the love
deepens and enriches our spiritual life. In
regard to unanswered prayer a beautiful
thought is expressed in a favorite hymn of
mine :
Unanswered yet? The prayer your lips have
In agony of heart these many years''
Does faith begin to fail .' is hope departing- *>
And thiul< you all in vain those falling fears *>
Ray not the Father hath not heard your prayer •
You shall have your desire some tlnie, somewhere.
Unanswered yet ? tho' when vou first presented
This one petition at the Father's throne
It seemed you could not wait the time of asking
So urgent was your heart to make it known •
Tho' years have passed since then, do not despair
Ihe Lord will answer you sometime, somewhere.
Unanswered yet? Faith cannot be unanswered •
Her feet are firmly planted on the Rock.
Amid the wildest storms she stands undaunted
Nor quails before the loudest thunder-shock.
She knows Omnipotence ffis heard her prayer
And criet
It shall be dfne " sometime, somewhere.
HOPEFUL.
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GOD b:^ with you.
God be with you till we meet
again,
By his counsels guide, uphold
you,
With his sheep securely fold
you,
God be with you till we meet
again .
CHORUS.
Till we meet, till we meet.
Till we meet at Jesus' feet ;
Till we meet, till we meet,
God be with you till we meet
again.
God be with you till we meet
again, ^
'Neath his wings securely hide
you ;
Daily manna still provide you,
God be with you till we meet
again.
God be with you till we m^eet
again,
When life's perils thick con-
found you ;
Put his loving around you,
God be with you till we meet
again.
God be with you till we meet
again,
Keep love's banner floating
o'er you,
Smite death s threat 'ning wave
before vou,
God be with you till we meet
again.
Copyright from Living Hymns, by permission.
At the Thanksgiving Fire.
We are all here !
Father, mother,
Sister, brother,
All who hold each other dear ;
Each chair is filled, we're all at home.
To-night let no dissension come ;
It is not often thus around
Our old familiar hearth we're found.
Bless, then, the meeting and the spot ;
For once be every care forgot ;
Let gentle peace assert her power,
And kind affection rule the hour.
We're all, all here !
-CHARLES SPRAGUE.
'^
last words to her :
"Keep the memory sacred ot her prayer
for you, and read her Book ;" and thus ihe
prayer was answered.
"Uplands/' the beautiful home became
more beautiful— consecrated to the service
of the Lord Jesus Christ. There, many
weary ones found rest; wanderers were re-
claimed; and sinners learned of Him who
'taketh away the sin of the world." Ger-
trude Burleigh never forgot that evening
after the storm, when, seized with fear, her
father recalled a gracious memory which
revealed a Saviour through the world of
God, according to her mother's words and
prayer.
Unanswered yet, the prayer youi- lips have
pleaded,
In agony of heart these many years?
Does faith begin to fail ; is hope departing,
And think you all in vain those falling
tears?
Say not the Father had not heard your
prayer ;
You shall have your desire some time, some-
where.
— London Christian,
The Value of Kind Words
To THE Home Circle: Kind words will
live in our minds while life shall last. How
sweet is the memory of the kind words
spoken by friends now far from us. They
help cheer us on life's way. If we are rich
or poor we can speak kind words to make
the road onward brighter. I never have
known any good to come from unkind words.
Then let us all speak kind words — the old
and the young. In that way we will ac-
complish much good, and help the world
to grow better.
Kind words and thoughts that come from
the heart are sweeter than music to one,
and I am sure they are to others.
We have the opportunity almost every
day to speak a kind word to someone.
Our next door neighbor may need a kind
word of cheer. The student may need a
word of encouragement or help. It is a
great thought for young people to start
out in life with a determination to live a
useful life. - They will succeed if they
have a pleasant face and a kind word for
everyone. Mrs. Lucy M. Mellen.
Testimony and Petition
Deab Praying Ones: I wish to ask the
brothers and sisters of the iiux j Circle to
pray earnestly that I may receive health
and strength, both spiritually and physical-
ly. Also that another thing which
bothers me greatly may never come to pass.
Please pray that the Lord will guide and
The liiifht.
"They looked unto Him and were lighted,"—
Psalms 34: 5,
A child that's groping in the night,
Nor knows the way
But yearning, longing, f o^ the light
To bring the day—
So gropes my life, dear Lord, for thine own place;
So longs my soul to see the shining of thy face
Lead me, O Father, merciful and kind,
In thine own way.
I am thy child, and tho' my eyes are blind,
Be ITiou the Ray,
Lighting me onward from Earth's night of gloom
To the full glory of thy heavenly home.
r. B. D.
"Rock of Ages, Cleft for Me.'*
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