^^^k 3^H in Slut, . frm. ^C_S4!0Q? Advertisement, A S the following Papers were publifhed at *** Glafgow, about I 2 Years ago, very uncorrecl:- ly, on a bad paper and a bad type, and as they are now prefented to the publick in a better drefs, and contain many excellent advices from a parent to his children, it is hoped there will be no offence taken at their being again reprinted.— They appear to be of general ufe, and writ in fuch a way as cannot fail of edifying thole who will read them with care and attention. The Character of the Worthy Gentleman, who left thefe papers as his laft will to his children, is well known to many, efpecially in the South of Scotland, where his eftate lies : — He is to this day remembred with honour and efteem, as among the cloud of witnefTes in the years, 1662, 1663, &c. who fuffered even to the fpoiling of his goods, knowing that he had in heaven a better and an en- during Jubilance. — He is now in that happy world, enjoying an eternal reft, and the accomplifliment of the promife, If we shall suffer with HIM, WE SHALL ALSO REIGN WITH HIM, MEMOIRS O F WALTER PRINGLE GREEN KNOW. Written by Himself. The SECOND EDITION. EDINBURGH: Printed for William Hamilton Bookfcilcr. MDGGLI. Digitized by the Internet Archive ' in 2011 with funding from Princeton Theological Seminary Library http://www.archive.org/details/memoirsofwalterpOOprin MEMOIRS, &c. Some few of the free Mercies of God to me, who am mod unworthy, and my Will to my Children j left to them under mine own Hand. At Greenknow, on Saturday August 2d, 1662, being a private Fail-day to me. SECT. I. S1 1 N C E my God gave me children, it hath been ) much upon my mind to record, for their ufe, the wonderful Goodnefs of God to me; which I have delayed to do for fome Years : So that now, unlefs preventing Mercy help, I mail not get it fo performed, as once I might, when the word- ings of God were frefher upon my fpirit than at this prefent time. Yet I will not limit my Holy One, who can, and, in due time, will fend the Comforter to bring to my remembrance what is needful ; then fhall I declare the riches of his free Grace to me, the chief of finners. However I will labour as the Lord (without whom I can do no good) (hall give it me, to ftir up and exhort my children, to flee from the wrath which is coming upon a loft world, and to lay hold on the offered falvation j but know- ing mine own weaknefs, I would not offer to do any thing of this kind, were it not to my children: A who 2 Memoirs of who I hope will bear with mine infirmities, and, if any thing efcape me, will do as Shem and Japheth did to their father. But, if there be any mockers among my children, I truft this fhall not come into their hands ; that is a curfed child indeed, who dare mock, at the words of a fnher, tho' but minting at truth, efpecially, when he is dead. For I do not inteed, that this fnall come unto any of you, until I be gone out of this 4ife : So Miope mywordemay then have fome weight with you. Oh ! to have you all to enter in, with your mother and me, to thefe rnanfions, which our blefTed Lord hath pre- pared for all them that love him. Will any of you be {o mad, as to feparate yourfelves from that joy- ful and glorious company ? I believe that thole of you who die in your childhood fliall be faved, through the riches of the free Grace of God in Jesus Christ. But if any of you perifli, being .come to age, your deftruclicm will be of yourfelves : For you muft look to receive according to your faith, and works ; by faith we are faved ; and where faith is, there will be works alfo : If any man love our Lord, he will keep his commandments. O how all the truths of God are linked together ! It is not in the power of enemies to break that chain, though it hath been their endeavour fmce the be- ginning, and -will "be unto the end. " Yet heaven 4< and earth mall pjfs away, but one jot, or one a title of the word of God fliall in no ways fall c< to the ground*" My children, read the Scrip- tures diligently, and pray for die Spirit of Truth, that you may underhand them : for altho' they are plain arid eaiy unto fuch as are taught of God, iho' the* were but babes, yet are they hid from the . r.r.J prudent of this world. Oh ! they are not Walter Pri-nglf, 3' not happy, whom the world doth efteem to be Co : For what is the honour, and what are the riches and pleafures of this world, but as a bulked hook, which many times doth draw the poor foul to dreadful de~ ftruclion? This is the broad way, wherein many are "walking; but drive ye to walk in the ftarrow way, which leadeth unto life : Then (hall it be better with you than the tongues of angels and men can exprefs. This truth my foul doth believe: and I leave it unto you lubfcribed with the hand of youc father. Sic fubferibitur, WAL. PRINGLK, BlefTed be my God, who hath helped me to begin tliis work, and who I truit will perfect it. SECT. II. August- 27, 1662, SOme have wifdom, and others have learning^ which doth help them to bring forth that which may be efteemed of, either for the matter, or ior the language : but as for me, I can neither fpeak nor write lenfe, if God help me not ; alfb I am of a lazy difpofition, and cannot pray, nor meditate, nor write, except my Holy One ftir me up to it ; I have therefore caufe to blefs him, whenever lam helped to any religious exercife. I will now offer to mention fomewhat of the Lord's way with me. In my childhood, tho' I was much indulged by my parents, and greatly given to playing, yet now and then I had fome far off looks towards God, beginning to pray unto him : once efpecially, I re- member at the north eaft-end of Stitchhill-hall (be- fore there were any new building or a garden there) A 3 my l\iemcirs of my heart was, for a fhort time, very much drawn forth toward God, funding fellowship with him Tweet- er then all things elfe, which could not be attained without the pardon of (in ; fo I was led to defire that, and did alio beg grace to watch over my heart, that fuch a frame might not depart from me ; and for iome time I did watch as carefully over my thoughts and wjards as ever I did fince. Perhaps I could not, at that time, exprefs thefe things fo diftinelly, but fure I am I felt them more lively, and fully, than now I can declare; BlefTed for ever be he who looked upon me in my low Jtate. I was often led alfo to acknowledge God, in my childiih concernments, fuch as, the getting of my ieflbn, or being freed from reproofs; frequently praying to efcnpe correction, when I expected it. It is now my wonder, that I mould then have fo acknowledged a power above man's, . ruling the iinalleft of his actions, and far more the greater!:. "When now I believe this, what mould trouble or move me ? It is my wife and mighty God, my gracious and loving Father in Christ, thatruleth heaven and earth, and all the children of men, and without him a hair of mine head, or of the heads of any of his people, cannot fall to the ground ; that which is or mall be, both is, and mall be accord- ing to his will : This is my reft, and herewith am i fatisfied. Let me, and all his chofen ones, ever be fo. What will become of all you, who have no intereft in this alone Governour ? If you have a fliadow of profperity, it will but laft for a mo- ment, and not fo much, if it be compared with eternity; for a moment, \\h?n it is fo compared, is not a moment ; and then, when your not a moment is pair, what will you do ? Oh ! they have got a great Walter Pringle, 5 great length, who believe there is fuch a thing as heaven, and hell, and do fit down to ponder thefe truths ferioufly : many fay, and imagine, that they believe them, but do it not ; for if they did, they would either be under ' the terror of the one, or joy of the other ; yea, the full perfuafion there- of would diitracl: thofe who are under wrath, and ravifh the heirs of glory. My children, ponder thefe things, foiy however I utter them, verily of ihenifelves ■ they are moil weighty, SECT. III. September 6th. 1662. fm JT Hu s was I kept under convictions, from (a y -*■ I remember) the time I was feven or eight years of age, until I was I 2, or I 3, the love and fear of God ruling my heart in fonie meafure ; about the end of which time, when I was about II years of age, my precious brother went wife me to Stirling, where I was a year or two taught by that eminent and pious miniiter Mr. James Lockie, who at that time could get no entrance into i< church, becaufe he would not conform to thebifnops. He was removed by death about the time of the covenant. As long as I was his fcholar, I diii proht very well in learning, for it was pleafant unto me, he had fuch a good method of teaching ; as alfo he had very much of my heart ; but mod of all it was his work to inflruct us in the ways of God, keeping a good order in his family, in which I Wfcf, with 13, or 14, others. . He ufed to caufe us get many of the pfalms by heart, defiring us to repeat them to ourfelves, after we went to bed. I remem- ber my reft was never fo fweet to jne ; as when I A3 6 Memoirs of had repeated them, and ufed fome other devotion ; 1 have many times then refted, as under the fhadow of the loving-kindnefs of God j blefTed be he for ever, who fo fhin'd upon me. SECT. IV. November ift. 1662. Was not a little fenfible of- the death of that worthy man whom the Lord took up to mount Pifgah, as it were, to fee the land, (viz. the work of reformation) afar off; after the firft news whereof,* he was taken into his reft. After that I made no progrefs in learning, neither was I fo kept in the v-:ivs of God ; tho' fometimes good thoughts were horn in upon rne, and I was kept in the love of powerful preaching. Often I have been rcfrefhed, by hearing Mr. Thomas Wilkie minifter of Liflie, \yhofe feholar I was in the year 1638, who did frequently fhed tears, while he was preaching ; at that time 9 or I o of us did formally bind ourfelves together, in a bond of brother-hood and love ; in which, we alio engaged ourfelves to the national covenant. I mention thefe things, becaufe I love not to forget, or to break thefe ties which we came tm^ier, even when we were but children, fince the thing in itfelf was lawful, altho' may be, it was raftily gone about by us at that time. In the year 1 639, I was at Leith fchool : then did youthful tufts and corruptions begin to prevail over me, be- ing fironger in me than the grace of God. I will not mention my particular abominations ; for what Gem hath hid and covered, I will not reveal : only to mine own (name, and to his praife, -who fpared and had mercy upon me, J confefs that for ten years "Walter Prixgle. y rears together, I was the chief of finners ; yet was I never without conviction, knowing that I was not then in the way of peace, and life, and that if I fhould have died in fuch a cafe, at that time, dam- nation would have been ray lot. Often in this per- fuafion have I gone on in hazards, in the wars and otherwife, and thus have I ftept about the brink of the bottomlefs % pit, out of which there is no return- ing for them who once fall into it : but bleiTed for ever be my Goq, who had then a merciful eye upon me, and thoughts of love unto me. Thefe years of darknefs, deadnefs, and finfulnefs, one of them was fpent, or rather loft, in Leith, two at Edin- burgh college, five at home and in the wars (being a. volunteer) and two in France. Seldom all this time^ had I the confidence to pray unto God, or to wor^ (hip him ? alas ! that I fhould have lived fo long without him in the world ! O ! that I may now be fo much the more diligent, in redeeming my time*. SECT. V. November 19th. 1662. A Ll this time of my fearful going aftray, I had •*•-*■ a love to the godly, and a high efteem of my worthy brother, whofe memory is fweet tome. He joften fpoke edifyingly to me, and fometimes I had freedom to open my cafe to him : I cannot forget his loving parting with me, when I went to France ; where I had not ftayed a year, until I was ftrickert with the news of his deceafe, which made me go alone in the fields a whole day, having none to fhare with me in my grief (altho' I had much love of the French, and there were none there but French) for none knew the great lofs which I fuilained. I thm & Memrirs of then thought, that the death of no friend would ever afterwards move me;, and in fome meafure I have found it fo ; for when any of my friends are removed, ordinarly my nrft thoughts are, my dear brother is gone :- but why mould this trouble me? for I fhall foon go to him, and (which is mod of all) to his God, and my God ; I am fure it is not the worfe for me, that he is gone before me, altho' I cannot fay, it is to prepare a place for me, blefTed.- for ever be my Lord, who hath taken upon him- felf that work. O how much doth his love fur- pafs all created love ! my God, lift upL my foul above all creatures unto thyfelf, that I may love thee,, and adore thee ; I know this mall be my pleafanb work for evermore. Oh ! my children tafte and fee how pleafant a thing it is to know, and enjoy Gor> in Jesus Christ. I am as one got into a good habitation, and would foin have you with me. Oh !. how fweet is the life o{ a Chriftian, even while in this world ! while I am now in the body, I earneftly defire to perfuade you of thefe truths, for 1 fhall not come back out of heaven, that I may declare unto you the joys which are there for ever: Gcd hath not appointed that way, but hath given unto you the words of Mofes and the prophets, and the words which our Lord fpake when he was in the fiefh, and the words of his apofHes ; and if you will not believe thefe, " Verily neither will ye believe " though one mould rife from the dead." You can- not glorify God more, than by believing, and what if I fay, that they glorify him mod, who upon leait f round (to exprefs it fo) truft him : " Bleiled are " they that have not feen, and yet have believed". For which of thefe think ye honoureth a king mod? hie. that truiteth his iimple word, or he that will have his "Walter Pringle. 9 his word, oa\h and writ for it : the thoufand part of a word, from the Holy One, who cannot lie, is more fure, than all thofe from man. But, Wetted be God, who doth fo condefcend to our weaknefs, as not only to give us his word, but his oath alfo, " That by two immutable things, in which it was 11 impoflible for him to lie, we might have ftrong " confolation, who have fled for refuge, to lay hold " upon the hope fet before us ?" O ! dear children, haften, yea haften to fly from wrath into that hope ; left the other oath pafs forth, viz. " Left he fwear u in his wrath, that ye fhall not enter into his reft." O depart not from the living God ! this I exhort you unto, while it is called to day. SECT. VL November 24th. 1 662, T N June I 648 I came home from France, and -*- was much prefTed by my loving father to marry ; feverals were fpoken of to me, but I could not in- cline fo much as to go and fee any, until the good providence of my God led me to fee my wife, at her brother in-law Whitebank, his houfe of Black- haugh, where I went ta ftay a night with my old and intimate acquaintance, without the Ieaft pur- pofe of feeing her, or any other \ and, altho' I had been often in her brother's houfe, yet had not feen her: neither did I think that he had a daughter for marriage, tho' I loved the family ; but I found it otherways, and from this time my afFedtion was to her. But that this was only from the Lord, may appear by the accidentalnefs of my going there : For I had been in Edinburgh with my father, who, hearing of his brother ftewhall's ficknefs, fent me out lo- memoir's of out to fee him, and Whitebank came to Newhall to me, and took me home with him that night. Blef- fed be my God, who thus guided me in this, which Is of moil concernment of any thing within time;, yea it may be faid, it is of eternal concernment to you our children : for me not only is inftant in in- truding you in the fear, knowledge, ! and love of God, when you are come to be in any meafureca- pable, (as yourfelves are witneifes) but alfo fhe putteth up many prayers for you, yea often before you came forth of her belly. Likewife by her holy walking, before you, fhe fheweth forth in her own conver- iation, that whereunto (he doth-fc-much exhort you. "What will become of you, if ye flight all this ? feeing your mother is fpeaking to you the words of the kingdom, while fhe is yet alive with you. And- I (after I am gone) by this, flill pre/ling you to come out from a world, and from your natural ftate, and to enter into, and come thro ? - the new-birth ; without which you cannot enter into the kingdom of God. It is true God worketh in us both to will and to do ; but it is your part to wait at wifdom's gates, and to lay hold on his ftrength, that you may make peace with him, and to go unto him that you may have life. Bleifed be he who willeth not the death of a finner, but faith unto you, " why will ye die!" hear his voice, and obey it, then mall you live for ever ; fo be it; SECT. VII. December lit. 1 662. f I ' His mine afTe^ion I kept fecret within mine A own breaft, fearing that my father, becaufe- of the ihialnefs of the portion^ would not give his con feat. Walter Princle.' h confent, without which I was refolved never to marry : But atlaft my father, finding me averfe from any he mentioned to me, began to fufpect, that my mind was that way ; and when he pofed me upon it, I confefTed it unto him : and fo great was his tender- nefs unto me, that he confented and gave me way to propofe it, which I did to herfelf and her friends, having never fpoken of it to them before, and ap- pointed a meeting with them at Edinburgh for that effedr, for which and other bufinefs my father went in ; but the next day, before he had met with any of her friends, he was feized upon by ficknefs ; and, within 14 days in the beginning of May 1649, he was very peaceably removed from a troublefome world, I trail into life eternal. Thus I was left, being 24 years of age, and having little experience in the affairs of the world, with the overiight of eight of my dear brother's children, and a fitter's fon : my care was to difcharge a faithful duty to them, tho' the lad of thefe hath other thoughts at this time, and is prejudg'd againft me: I beg forgivenefs to him, from God, who is my witnefs that 1 never wronged him in a farthing, to my knowledge; yea, I had rather quite all that I have in the world, then bear fuch a fting in my conference, and defile my foul with that which is evil. BlelTed be my God, I'm free from any fuch thing : Some there are, who know the truth of my innocency, and that a juft accompt was given of his eftate. The pro- feiTion I have walked in thefe 14 years obligsth me to fay this much, as alfo the delire I have, that you my children fhculd live righteoufly in this pre- fent world, maketh me clear up to you, what may (cera to be other wife in xnyfeif j yea, my ftudy is, 10 12 Memoirs of to have always a " confcience void of offence to- 4i ward God, and toward men." And dear chil- dren, what will it profit any of you, tho' you could *' gain the whole world, if you lofe your own fouls V- O ! but a holy and upright walk with God and men, will bring you unexpreflible peace of mind, which will be unto you a continual feafl. This is that which maketh a man bold as a lion ; for when the x world doth challenge, and condemn, God doth abfolve. And what if our righteoufnefs mould not, as it will in a great meafure, be cleared up, until the great day of judgment come ? may we not reft fatisfied till then ? Oh, my children fo live, as with joy of heart, you may wait for, and expect that day-; and never judge it well with you, until you win to fuch a frame ; for every good and faith- ful fervant joyfully waiteth for his mailer's coming. Ponder thefe things. SECT. VIII. December 2d. 1662. f" Must mention here, that immediately after I had **■ written what is above faid, in our family exer- cife, yeflerday morning, the firft word read by my worthy friend, the meflenger of the Lord, Mr. Luke Ogle, who is here for the time, was Ifa. xxvi. 7. " The way of the juft is uprightnefs: Thou moft u upright, doft weigh the path of the jufl;" And is not this mofl fuitable to that, which I have been faying, by way of vindication ? Five months pad, after my father's deceafe, e're I proceeded in my marriage ; in which time, I had good days at a com- munion in Lauder, which was the Iaft which that precious fervant of God Mr. James Guthrie, whom I Walter Pringle. 13 I may call my father in the gofpel, if any man may be fo called, had in that place. And altlio my wife now was there at that time, yet I remember, I had fcarce one thought of her all thefe three days, tho' I had very much of that which is called love. After that time I was led into a more clofe way of ■walking with my God than formerly. Sometime feeing Mr. Guthrie, to whom I made known my purpofe of marriage, afking his advice, he defired to understand if I knew any thing of a work of grace in her heart, which he faid was mod: neceflan-, and that her having a good woman to her mother was not enough to me : But I was engaged before this, and have nothing to afcribe to mine own pru- dence or forefight, but very much, yea more than can be expreffed, to the goodnefs of my God, who not only gave me a good wife, but alfo made it ap- pear to me that me was fo before our marriage ; for, after we were contracted, by a wonderful paffage of his providence, carting her unto flcknefs, which lire herfelf, and we alfo thought might have proved deadly, Ihe then fpake freely of her foul's concernments; whereby the Lord's working upon her fpirit did fully appear to me, and my fcrupb I had was then removed. When I remember this, I mult glorify the name of my God; praife be to him for evermore. My children, I advife you, when you read what I write in this book, to read no more than one days writing at one time, which you fee is but very little : For I defire to be very ferious in this that I do, and intreat, that you may be fo in reading. I commit all unto God, who can work upon you by means, and without me.ms. 33 EGT, 14 Memoirs of SECT. IX. December 22d. 1662. T N November 1649 we were married at Stow, by •*■ that renowned Mr. James Guthrie. My wife •remained in Torwood'ie about fix months, and -thereafter came home to Stitchill, where we flayed five years with my mother; and with us, there were five of my brother's children (for Elizabeth itay'd always with her mother, and- the two youngeft ions were removed by death) my fitter's fon, and my dear friend Mr. James Aird. During this time, we had a very loving, fweet, and peaceable fociety : My wife did grow in grace, and in the knowledge -of God, of which fhe is more able to give an ac- count than I am. If before that time (he was laft, yet I'm Hire fmce me is firft, and far more able to declare the wonderful riches of the goodnefs of God than. 1 am : yet it is not my part to be lilent in this matter ; for blefled be he, who is ever willing and ready to let forth abundantly -unto me : But oh ! my narrownefs and fiacknefs in receiving from him. Yet I fhall glory in mine infirmities, if he be exalted, who was, is, and fliall be for ever glorious in him- felf, and nothing elfe is fo ; for all the creatures are more or lefs glorious, according as they enjoy of, ?,nd give glory unto him. The angels and faints in glory delight in nothing more, than in declaring that all they have is from him : His infinite wifdom, power and goodnefs brought them and u-s, who are here below, out of nothing, that we may for ever be happy in him. O for an enlarged heart to praife 4iim ! Should 1 not blefs mine own lips, when they are opened to mew forth his praifes, and the hand lihjch doth write them down ? Q that I may never love Walter Pr ingle, ij love myfelf, but that he may be exalted in me, ami by me, that is to love him only ! -O fweet raviihment, to be ravifhed with his love ! My children, I allure you, that other lovers will not, neither can fatisfy you ; for they are vain and finite s But begin ye fin- cerely to love God, and upon my lire [this great word Iexprefs, to hold forth the certainty of. this truth] the more you love him, the more you (hall deiire to love and enjoy him : Then Ihall you fet to your feal, that God is true, and that his word is fo alio : Then fhall you fay, " Now we believe, not becaufe u of thy faying : for we have heard him ourfelves, " and know that this is Christ the Saviour of " the world." SECT. X. December 25th. 1662, TNtil the Englifh army came into Scotland, I ^-^ was much taken up with fuits of lav/ for my pupils, being always a defender ; but now and then I had fweet moments, even while I was attending at great mens doors. It was no (mall affliction to me, that I got fo feldom Hayed at home, where I had fo much ground of outward contentment, and in- ward advantage to my own fpirit, but this I endea- voured to bear as my crofs. When the Engl if h came in, I went to our army, and had my mother, my wife, and the children in Edinburgh, until we were defeat at Dunbar, after which I brought them home to Stitchill; and my wife being big with child, I flayed with her until fhe was delivered of our daughter Katharine, upon the loth day of No- vember 1 650. The next day a party of the En- glifh came in, and took up all this country ; where- B 2 upon 1 6 Memoirs of upon I vent and flayed eight clays in and about Torwoodlie; then being accompanied with my bro- ther Torwoodlie, I came in the night time to fee my wife ; and as we were returning back, it was my lot to rencounter one of the Englifli upon horfe- back, whom I killed, knowing that I could not get a prifoner carried to our army, for we had difficul- ty to get to it ourfclves. And that which cleared me the more in this was, that he never afked quar- ters : But what of raflmefs was herein, I believe aiFuredly, that the Lord my God hath pardoned it ; and that it is done away in and thro' Jesus C&rirt my Saviour, who hath faved me from many grievous tranfgrefllons and fins, which can- not be numbred, to whom I defire daily to run, as unto a ipring of living waters, " A fountain *■' opened for fn and for uncleannefs," and one who hath " the words of eternal life:" In him I defire always " to be found, not having mine own righte- ** oufnefs, but that which is by faith in him:" This is that new ancf living way. " BlefTed for **' ever be the Father of my Lord Jesus Christ," who drew me into him, and will now a guide me u by his counfel, and afterwards receive me into * ; glory." The building of the temple was denyed to David, becaufe he had been a man of war, and hr.d flied blood ; it is good to be tender of the lives of the lhialleft living creatures, but much more of man's life, not thrufiing out the immortal foul, vhicjj rcturneth not again within time; for the befl of men may fay, " Spare me a little, that I may 44 recover itrength, before I go hence, and be no 14 more.*' Thefe and other confiderations move mr to advife you, my fons, to embrace any other lawful employment, rather than to be foldiers : But I Walter Priscle, 37 I will not wholly lay this bond upon yon, fince I don't efteem it to be unlawful ; for if it had been fo, our blefled Lord's forerunner, John the Bap- tift, would have faid more to thefe foldiers, who enquired at him what they mould do, than com- mand them to be content with their wages, &c, In our time we have feen pious men in that em- ployment ; and I believe, that there is a time com- ing, wherein " Hoiinefs mall be written upon the " horfes bridles ;* and far more (hall it be written upon the riders. Only, my fons, if ever, in any part of the world, you engage in this employment, be fure you have on your fide, the LORD GOD of HOSTS, that whether you live or die, it may be unto him. SECT. XI. December 31ft 1662,- 'TTHis preceeding account is one of the mod con-- -** fiderable pafiages of my life, and upon it de~ pendeth much of my Chriftian walk, as may after- wards appear ; and therefore I have mentioned it. After this, I fpake with my worthy friend Col. Gil- bert Ker, at Glafgow, to whom I prcpofed to re- turn, when once I had been at St, Johnfton. At Stirling I advifed with my dear friend Mr. James Guthrie, anent mine own and my brother's children (to whom that faithful man had ever a mod tender, refpect) their concernment?, then I went to St* Johnfton, where I had not flayed eight days, until the news came of the total defeat of Colonel Kcr's forces at Hamilton. I remained at St. Johnfton till the caftle of Edinburgh was to be rendered to B. 3 the l8 Memoirs of the Englifti ; and my own and my pupils writs being there, I took occafion to come over to Edinburgh, upon our chancellor's pafs, and from thence 1 came home to Stitchili, where I was not many days, till the Englim got knowledge of me, and of that which I had done ; whereof, and of their purpofe to apprehend me, I was advertifed, tho' I had not the lead inclination to go from home, yet being prefTed by my friends, I went to Northumberland, and flayed fome few days in my coufin Major Pringle's houfe; after which, I retur- ned home, and expected every day to have been taken, if notworfe; for I was informed that the man who was killed had friends, who made many *. ows to be avenged : but nothing could move me in the frame of fpirit wherein I was, yea, many -si time I then thought, that I could as willingly have opened the buttons of my" bread, to receive death's flroke, as ever I did to go to bed. At length a party of horfe came and took me, and kept me prifoner that night at Dornick ; where ( v. ill never forget) it wa my ordinary to read the ioo pfalm, which I did with very much joy and peace, altho', as to the outward, it was the darken hour of trouble I have had in my life : I was alone with them all that night, for thele of the hoiife I knew not. The next morn- ing my mother in law came to fee me: and that day I was carried to Selkirk, and examined by Ma- jor Robcrtfon, of whole regiment the man had been : I denied nothing, but pleaded, that 1 was i fbldjer (landing upon defence of my country from ?he invalion. afterwards I was let go, upon my in law and Whitebank their bond of 2000 L Sterling penalty that I fhould compear again. All AValte-r Pringle. ic* All this time, my true friend, Mr. James Aird, was molt diligent and careful, in foliciting the chief officers at Edinburgh for me, and rode many miles for that bufinefs ; which love of his I and mine fhould ever remember, and therefore I thus mention it ; he did what was done, yet little aflurance could be had from men, of my life ; for when I went fe- cretly to Edinburgh and laid the bufinefs, as it ftood^ -before my worthy Lord YVarilton, he advifed me not to compear, and fo did others ; but I could never agree to that, but gave up my felf into the hands of my God, without whom I knew a hair of my head could not fall, and who ruled over them who fought my life. The reft ef this I mult leave till the next occafion, which may be to-mor- row, if Gon give it, and fpare me; unto his holy will I ever defire to {libmit* SECT. XII. January lit 1665. A T laft, the chief officers were content to refer ■*• the matter to the captain of whofe troop the man had been, to whom my mother very fpeedily pay'd 150 1. fterling, for the life of the man's friends, as they pretended. In all this, I was wholly paffive ; for all was done by Mr. Aird ; only my mother pay'd the money at Torwoodlie^ where the captain had his quarters. I had never a fweeter time in my life than this was, being fully aifured, that whatever way it went, it Tnould be well, for I fought nothing, but to have God to be my God : And bleifed for ever be he, who gave himfelf to me, and gave me full fubmiflion to his will : yet I was not without fome fubmiffive deflres, that 20 Memoirs of that he would free me out of that' trouble ; for' t thought if I mould come to lofe my life, it would not be a clear fuffering for the name of Jesus Christ, efpecially feeing fome made it then their trade, to kill them for their purfes \ but that \va3 not my cafe, for I would touch nothing of his but his- arms, O! what a happinefs I thought it was for one to lay down their life for Christ. Thefe confiderations mov'd me to think, that if God would deliver me and lengthen my days, I mould be wholly his, and at his difpofal : Many a time have I vowed lb to be, both then and fmce> and here I do renew my vows, fetting it*down under my hand, That God (without whom I can perform nothing) ibrengthning me, I {hall forlake houfest, lands, po Heltons, country, friends, wife, children, life, and all for him, to whom oftner than once or twice I have given all that feemeth to be mine, which now I profefs I enjoy as lent by him to me, whofe voice I hear fay to me, " occupy "'till 1 come." Lord and Matter help me fo to do. And now not only thefe outward things do\I give unto thee my God, bur, which is far more than all thefe, even the eternal life of my foul, as a token of my love to thee, and I truft in thee, who will make all to work together for my good, both here and hereafter. So that, in this my re- ligning up of my life unto thee, I (hall be no lofer ; for it is to one that will keep it better than I can ; but I will not fpend my care upon that only : I pray, Father, keep me from firming againft thee, and keep me in thy love always ; and when I think that I Hand, help me to take heed left I fall, and help me always to mind the good of thy peo- ple; praying for the peace of thy Jerufalerrs My children, Walter Fringle. 21 children, whom for a while I've forgotten, oh I ftrive to enter within the walls of this Jerufalem ; for peace lhall only be there, and profperity within her palaces. SECT. XIII. January 31ft. 1663. TN the year 165 1 I became a conftant hearer of "*• that lively man Mr. John Livingftone, going' every fabbath-day from Stitchill to Ancrum. By the way I have had many a fweet hour, and I ever heard him with great delight and profit to my iou\ t always efteeming the word fpoken by him not to be his, but God's. Beyond any that ever I knew, he hath brought his wifdom, learning and parts (whereof he hath a very large (hare) molt in fubjeclion to God ; So that not by thefe, but by the movings of the fpi- rit of truth, did he fpeak out of the abundance that was in his heart ; therefore, thro' the goodnefs Ol GOD, JliS wCiuS wlu i'vaCii iiitG tile licaitS Or 0" thers ; but, in a word, he hath feen the glory of God, and doth fpeak what he hath feen and heard. I am a debitor more than I can exprefs to this worthy man ; for, befide the hearing of him preach, I have had fweet fellowship with him, ever delight- ing in his company : and once when I was lying in one bed with him at Eglingham, about the middle of the Night, I awaked with mofl fweet breathings upon my fpirit, which caufed me to flied tears with much joy, upon my pillow : this I revealed not to him, and here I mention it without any obferva- tion, left I mould feem to be pofitive in that which is not yet underftood. Now this precious man is banilhed out of thefe lands by the lords of council ; as 2Z M embus of as a child from a father did I part with him at* JLeith, upon -die 14th day of this prefent month : Yet nothing cf this doth trouble me, but the fear I have of what the Lord God may be minding, by banifhing fuch mining lights out of the land : If it be his will to remove his glory out of this, and our neighbouring lands, that he may plant it among fome others of the nations of the earth, I willingly fubmit to his Sovereignty; only I pray, that my poor children, and the children of the faithful in thir lands, whom I'm bound to remember, may be taken away to refide in the place where the name of our God mail be. And if it be his holy will, that our carcafes mould fall in the wildernefs, we not feeing any more of thefe good days which we have feen, nor of the glorious days which are com- ing, fo be it. Yet, oh ! Lord God caufe the po- fterity enter in, and let them not be rebellious as we have been.- Yet do I not know how foon his wonderful mercies may prevent us : Oh to believe ! we mould then fee all things to be poiuble, O ! for a fpirit of prayer to be poured out upon his peo- ple in thefe lands, that we may take hold of him ; Kot letting him depart, for there is room enough (lb to fpeak) m our Father's houfe, for thefe and' other nations of the earth alfo. • SECT. XIV. February 28th. 1663. T Ca-me from Stkchill, to remain at Grecnknow, "** in March 1 655. After which I was no more a conftant hearer of Mr. ■ John Livingftone, being taken up with worldly bufinefs througli the week, my ddire was to reft on the fabbatb, that is, to bring I Walter Prixgle. 23 bring in my mind from off all things elfe, to think on my God, fo driving to be ftill, " that I might " know that he alone is God/' Pfal. xlvi. 10. which once was a rich place to me, and whereupon I have often fed; for thefe feveral years paft, I had never any doubt, which did not prefently evanifh, when cnce I believed that truth of all truths, that God is; then did I believe the whole truths that are contained in the Scriptures, and then was I •quickned and (Irengthned for every duty ; but often in one day would this truth be with me, and from me : not that ever I fell into that height of atheifm, as fully to deny God, but often have 1 wanted the prefent full perfuafion of his Being, whereof I have been more fully allured, than of mine own, and that not becaufe I have been brought up with the hearing others fay {o y but, blefled for ever be he, who hath often made every pyle of grafs, and every moving creature, yea, whatever I did fee with my eye, or touch with my hand, to preach forth unto ■me his infinite Power, Wifdom, Goodnefs and Glory. My foul rejoiceth in the faith, and full af- furance of this, that He is and that he is a " re- il warder of all them that diligently feek him.'* Oh ! ray dear children, drive to be of that happy and bleiTed number, whofe reward is not yet known ; 4i for now are we the fons of God, but it doth not "*' yet appear what we mail be." Take God for your guide, and he will lead you fafely into his giory. Others may point at the way ; but who can carry a foul through the many difficulties of this life, and far lefs through the valley and fhadow of death, but God alone ; who can clear up every doubt, turn- ing darknefs into light, weaknefs into ftrength, and death unto life, giving a being unto things wh'ch. are £4 Memoirs of are not ? My children, know him, adore him, and believe in him, that ye may have it to fay, " Now " we' believe," not becaufe of . our father, and others their fay ings, but having " heard him, our- felves," we know indeed that he is the " Saviour " of the world." Need you not this falvation ? If you can fay, that you are happy without God, then do not feek after him : but Oh ! none can have fuch a fearful thought in their heart, and the con- fcience, which is God's witnefs, not accuiing them of their 'abominable lying. And now, feeing there is no happinefs, true joy, nor peace, but in God, arife and feek it in him thro' Jesus Christ, forfak- ing all other lords, and mailers, for you cannot ferve two. SECT. XV. March 1 6th. 1663. "O Lessed be my God, who upon Tuefday lafl gave unto me another child, to whom I may leave fome words in record ; feeing I know not if I fhall live till he come to underftanding, altho' I may fay, that prayers were put up for thee, before thou cam'ft into this world, yet I will mention what was done at the time of thy coming into it. I was in the inner garden, praying to my God, in the time of my wife's travelling, when the news of thy birth came unto me, and before I came up to fee my wife, or had feen thy face, I bow'd down upon my knees to worfliip, and give thanks unto God, to whom I gave thee fully up in a folemn manner, praying that thou mightft be wholly his, and that he might care for thee ; for, what is my care, or the care of the wifeit, or greateft of men, with- "Walter. Prin-cle. 25 V/Wtout God"s bleffing ? This I did at the plumb tree, on the north fide of the garden door ; 1 men- tion the place, that, if thou come to years, it may put thee in mind, after I am gone, of that which was done for thee in the firft moment of thy coming into the world. It will be a terrible thing for thee, when thou com'ft to have knowledge of good and evil, to deny or to neglect to give thyfelf unto God, contradicting, by thy words or deeds, what I have done, and fo ftriving to recal my word, which thou can 'it not recal : For if thou receive not the truth, h iii.ill be a witnefs againft thee in the day of judg- ment, and mall add 'to thy condemnation; yea, and mine eye fliall not pity thee, tho' now thorn art near my heart, as alfo are all the reft of my children. But I hope for better things of thee, arid that, if thou come to age, thou wilt heartily confers to that "which thy father hath promifed, and will feal it with thy holy life ; and then may'ft thou lay hold On this for thine encouragement, when thou doflr ferve the God of thy father. O ! a rich reward mail be given unto thee, and more than heaven and earth mall be thy portion. With ail thy might and (peed leek for life eternal : for fo foori as thou didft enter into this life, thou cried 'ft, mortality. AnA yefterday, being the day whereon thou waft received into the vifible church, and baptized, orir faithful minifter, Mr. John Hardie preached upon thefe words. 'P'fal. cii. 23. " He fhortned my days;" which was very pertinent doctrine for a young pilgrim * for thy name Waiter, is high Dutch, and doth fignify, pilgrim or wood-man : Oh ! that thou and 1 may- live as pilgrims in this earth, abftaining from fiefti- ly lufts and pleafures, and travelling towards a city which hath foundations. Since I hnderftood the C meaning 2(5 . Memoirs of meaning of my own name, it hath been of fonie ufe to me > I pray that it may be fo alfo to thee. SECT. XVI. May 29th. 1663. t T comes to my remembrance, to mention a paf~ -*■ fage, concerning my eldeft fon Robert, how that upon Saturday the 23d of April, I 653, be- ing the day whereon I came home to Stitchill from London, I heard at Wooller, that he was dange- roufly lick, and, as was thought, could not be liv- ing till I got home. And when I came, I found him at the very point of death ; upon which I went alone to pray for thee my fon, who was then about fixteen months -old, and got very much affurance, that it mould be well with thy foul if thou mould 'ft fee removed, and did fully fubmit to the will of my God, giving thee freely up unto him, yea defiring, that my gracious God would rather be pleafed to take thee, then in thy innocent days, unto himfelf, than to continue thee to live in the world a ftranger and enemy to him. Thefe thoughts were then more upon my fpirit, than now I can exprefs them. Only, my dear fon, with thy whole might feek grace from God, that thoumay'il fulfil the defires of thy father, in living unto God ; in fo doing alone thou (halt be happy. I know not if I can leave thee what I prefently poffefs of the things of this world, altho' I think I mall rather add to them, than take from them ; yet I know not but God, who gave them unto me, may take them from me, or call me to for- fake them for Ins truth's fake, as fome in thefe days are call'd, and honoured to do. Wilt thou be offended at me, if I quite the things of this life, which Walter Pringle. £7 -ftrfclch lafteth but for a moment, for that life in glory wli.c'i (hall have no end. Oh ! my fon, be thou fo fai from condemning me, if I receive grace to make this wife choice, as to make it thyfelf : then fhalt thou be a wife merchant, when, with the fale of all, thou buyeft that ineftimable jewel, the favour and peace of God; ihen fhalt thou find that there, is, " a hundred fold even in this life (with per- fecution) and life eternal:" O! who knowcth the worth, or glory of that life ? have any come back to tell us what thefe manflons are ? or if they had, would we hear or underfland their relation i it is our bed to believe, that " now we are the fons of 4i God ; and that it doth not yet appear what we " fhall be." Dear fon, think on thefe things, until thy heart be ravifhed with tove to God, who fent his Son Jesus Christ to purchafe this Great Salvati- on. What I fay to one, I fay to all of you, " Love ** God, keep his commandments," which are not grievous. Thus have I fpent this morning, and (God affifling me) fhall not fpend the afternoon in conforming to the world, in ranting, and rioting, and drunkennefs. God pardon this perverfe gene- ration, and warn them to flee from the wrath to come. SECT. XVII. August nth. 1663. V[/ t Hen firft I came to dwell here, it was much * * upon my fpirit, to intreat my God, who doth appoint the bounds of every one's habitation, as Acts xvii. 26. gracioufly to mine upon us in this houfe, and (as then I was led to mention in a letter to my worthy brother Whitebank) that as the C 2 name q£ Memoirs of name of tins place is Green, fo he might pray the Lord to make it green and flourifliing. Many a prayer was put up to God in this houfe, before I taffle here ; and O ! that the name of God may be made mention of in truth here when I'm gone, yea, ong as fun and moon endureth : This is a great requclt for me to alk, but it is a finail tiling for my God to give, for he is a Gejat King. When 1 came hither, I did more than before, I look upon this as mine own family, having from God received the charge of it, with my wife, who, in the iervice of God, is truly a helper unto me ; for the family worfhip hath been often better performed by her in my abfence, than by me when prefent ; only it was much upon my heart, that we mould ail together in the love and fear of God, flrength- aing and helping to build up one another. I could then have wii'hed never to change one fervant : but when I found that could not be, I was ltd to think and hope there might be a good pro- vidence in often changing (l being paiilve) feeing, that thereby many might hear, and fome of thefe might get a word caft in ; which, though it fhould ly long hid, as feed under the ground, yet, thro* the Cccdncfs of God, might fpring up before the hour of their death. However his word never re- turneth empty, for it is either the favour of life or death, in both which God is glorified; and feeing it is fo, his under-labourers fhould reft abundantly fafisfied, when in fincerity they have done his work : "But, Oh ! heartily do I defire to find in heaven monuments, thro' the riches of God's free grace, and infinite power, of my poor weak endeavours in the family, or in this, which I leave to you my children. I fhould thiilk myfelf far, yea far more happy, Walter Pringle, 29 kappy, i£. I can be an inftrument of gaining one poor foul unto God, than if I mould conquer th< whole earth ; for a man's happinefs doth not con- fift in thefe things, which do laft but for a time, ar.i do often wear out before time be at an end : for where are thefe monuments, (tatties, and pillars of brafs, and marble, which great men of old rear'd up for a memory of their names ? And tho' thefe were all (landing, and their memories, which they fo much efteemed, were yet frefli in this world, what could all that profit thefe famous mighty men, if their fouls be not in heaven ? there are Jail- ing and during things, which time cannot wear away, yea time cometh not there. My dear chil- dren, O that you and I may fo obey God, while we are here in time, as that he may, of his free mercy, receive us into that blefTed habitation with fcdmfelf for ever! SECT. XVIII. August 24th. 1663. "DEcause of that which is faid in the 9th and icth pages, I will here mention, that upon Wcdneiday laft my lifter's fon Graden, came hither, and acknowledged, that he had been in the wrong to me, in alledging my mifmanagement o£ his affairs, and in obedience to my Lord's command, I was ready very^ freely and heartily to forgive him, which J (hall teftify, when ever I can be ferviceable to him. Bleifed be my God, who hath cleared up mine in- nocency, in this which I *fet down here, only to vindicate the profeffion of religion I am under ; if again he mould change, it will have no weight, but will be imputed to his inconftancy. The men of G 3 this- 3-0 Memoirs of this world efteem their good name very dear to them ; but how much more fliould ChrifKans, whole dialled miibehaviours get the name of God blaf- phemed ? but by whofe good works the name of their heavenly Father, is glorified ? Some princes fervants will hazard their lives, and all that, they have, for the credit of their worm-mafter : Oh 1 how much more mould we, the fervants of the Al- mighty, and infinitely glorious God i which if we lufflciently knew, we would cry out, Who is fuf- ficient for thefe things ; and would certainty take good heed to our goings always, driving " to keep *' our conferences void* of offence toward God, " and toward man." For if one poor foul minting after God (hall leave off its duty, falling upon the Humbling block of a Chriftian's offence, it had been better for that Chrillian to have been caflen into the depth of the fea. As he is happy who. is tnilrumental in converting .a foul unto God, how miferable is he, who turneth away a foul ? my God,. pardon v. herein ever I have offended any of the generation of the juft, or have given juft caufe to others to fpeak againfl the way of truth, and help rue in time to come, to watch and be fohep. And O Lof.d wipe away the offences of thy people, which have too much abounded, in thefe days, thro 5 their covetous and felfiih ends, and want of love one to another; and for thy name's fake, bring Them out of the furnace (for tiiey are now in it) as gold purified ; and fit and prepare a people for ehy feif in- the earth, that thy will -may be done here, as in heaven, and that it may appear unto the chil* shea of men, that thou haft not forfaken the earth, but haft yet many gracious promifes to accomplish, and ;;:.,rc Glorious appearances to Hiew forth, than we or \TaLTER PpvIrfGLE, ji or mxr fathers have yet feen. O that I and my children may be of the number of thofe who wait for thy falvation, and, thro' thy mercy and power, may be able to difcern thy coming, and may dravz in to thee our blelTed Lord, as the eagles are by natural inftinet led from far to their food ! for many, who think that they are friends to thy truths, will be found refifters of that power wherein thou wilt come, and thy glorious appearance (hall fo dazle the light of many, that their fhew of light mail be turned into darknefs. There was- never a people more called to watchfulnefs, than in thefe latter days are : " The Spirit and tile Bride have been faying u come," Oh! to have oil in our lamps; for our staffed Lord will now foon come. " Let him that u heareth, and him that is athirlt fay, come ;" and let my foul always fay, " Even lb come. Lord " Jesus." SECT. XIX. September 3d. 1663, T am very defirous to haften thro' what is part ; "*- therefore I only incline to mention fhortly mine imprisonment in the caftle of Edinburgh, upon the 26th of September 1 660, with Sir Andrew Ker of Green-head, with whom I had very fweet fellow- (hip for 15 days, which was the time we were in prifon, and one of the fweeteft times I have yet had ; for both of us were led forth to rejoice in the crois of our Lord Jesus Christ, and were mod: wil* ling, through his grace and ftrength, to forfake all for him ; the Lord our God keep us ever in the fame mind. Sii.~e that time of our coming out of prifon, I have had very much outward peace and cmietneiS. 32 Memoirs of quietnefs, having no trouble upon me, or my fafciiy, except only the afflictions of the people of God, With whom I ever defire to fympathize, forrowing with thofe of them that forrow, and being in bonds with them which are bound. My plenty is often a burden to me, when I remember their wants ; and now I know not what this peace and plenty may mean, unlefs that I mould be laying up in ftore grace to help me in the time of my need, when my trial cometh, and- when the waters mail rife and rwell agarnft me : O that then I may ftand faft in the Lord, and may evermore, even to the end ! for the crown is only to fuch ; and they are not worth}*, to be his difciples, who will not endure all, deny all for him, >~ow, I know not what is before me, nor what this or any one day may bring forth ; neither dein-e I to know, but to truft all to the infinite Wifdom, and Goodnefs of my God, who hitherto hath help- ed me, and who, I hope, will never leave me to my foolifh wifdom, and weak ftrength. O to know mine infuinciency, that I may the more know the Ail-faniciency of my God ! BlefTed be my God, whofe promife I have, that he will guide me,by his counfel, whrle I am here ' f if this were not, I would cry out, O carry me not hence» ? but feeing thou ar* with me, tho' I be but a worm, yet I will not fear, but will go on confidently, though I know not whither. O what a dangerous journey are the wifeft of the children of men going, who have not God for their £uide ! they may tremble every moment, and if they fully knew their own condition, they would be as in the torments of hell, until they, had an 4nterel't in God. O how is this blind worlcf rufhing onto tkeir own ruin ! My dear children, haften, haften, hJten to leave them ; and their way, which leadcth to "Walter Pr>xgle. g3 to death, and look not behind you ; " Remember " Lot's wife : ; ' yea, look not to the beft of men in all' their actions, for thefe are not perfect patterns, but have God always before you, driving to do that which is right in his fight, and putting your trull: in him only : and then when he calleth, you may walk on the waters, and not be afraid, and you may go into a den of lions, or to a burning furnace ; yea, you may go thro' death and judg- ment, and not be affrighted. If thefe things were believed, what would we not do, or fuffer, in our journey I and if we. knew him, who is the Lord of Glory, what would we not undergo, for his blefled Name's fake ? Gh ! my children, feek a difcovery of him in mercy, and follow on to know him : then (hall ye be happy, and mail with delight confefs, that fuch a knowledge of him is too wonderful for you, and that you cannot fully attain unto it, for he is Infinite* O that you may all be his redeemed one3 ! On the laft Sabbath at Weftruther, it was joy to my foul to fee one of you, I mean my daughter Katharine, fit down at the table of the Lord de- Crous to eat, and to drink in remembrance of him % The Lord God bring thefe deflres in thee on to a perfect flame of love to him ; and grant, that as thou art entered into the communion of faints here, fo thou may 'ft be with them in heaven for ever and ever ! SECT. XX. October 5th 1663-. \A Y children, fince the laft day I wrote herr, you have an aunt gone to heaven, the Lady Haining,. who paft from this world, on the 28 th 34 Memoirs cf of September iaft. Many of your kindred, (l truft) are walking in the way which leadeth to glory ; I know none cf your uncles or aunts of your mother's fide and mine, who have corae to age, and have not broken off the way of the world, which leaded] t pea ion: yea, all of them are or have been proleflbrs of truth and holinefs ; 1 fay have been, for fbnie oft] hn, v.Lo ftiihed in their genercuien, are now in perfection mining before their and our Cgj. O that we may run after them, tha; are gone into glory before us, with all our might ! for the wrath which we flee from is terrible,, and the prize which is fet before us, is great and glorious, and lafteth for ever. BleiTed for ever be my God, who of his rich free Grace, hath fo Jhin'd upon the families of Torwoodlie and StitchilL V that you who come after may tafte of the fame goodnefs : u You are compaffed about with a great * cloud of witnelTes," as thefe which are mentioned, Heb. xi. and throughout the Scriptures, and all thefe martyrs and faints which have lived fince. M O let us lay afide every weight and fin, and run * with patience the race which is fet before us ; " looking" (which is the beft look) " unto Jesus, "'the author and finifher of our faith." We may- exceed in our thoughts of angels, or faints, as the man did, who offer'd to worfhip the angel ; but we can never think enough of God; for who can reach the end of infinite glory ? O I when we have wearied ourfelves with adoring him, then let us be- gin to adore; and worfhip him : and when flrength faileth us, let us pray, that he may renew our ftrength. O happy are they who conftantly move in this circle ? My children, when you have once sailed and known the fweetnefs of tjiis way, you will never Walter Prikole\ 35 never deCre to move one ftep out of it, unlefs igno- rance come in the place of your knowledge ; there- fore " work out your own falvation with fear and " trembling; and let the joy of the Lord be your u ftrength." This circle is not a prifon, but per- fect liberty, all who move not in this way of fer- ving God, and adoring him, are and mall be fhut up in utter darknefs 1 but they that walk in this circle, tho' they were fhut up, and bound with chains, and their feet faft in (locks, yet are they in a large place. The mind and foul enemies cannot fhut up in prifon. My children, I may lay out many motives before you to perfwade you to walk in the way of life ; but you will find all thele to be but fmall, when once you get a broad look of God himfelf. It is not angels, or faints, or created glory, that is our heaven ; but God alone is our Heaven, our Happiness, and our All. When, at any time, our fouls are raifed up to think on what's above, where Blessed He is; let us again .come down with delight, to do his will here in the world, patiently waiting for his good pleafure, without which nothing can befal us. O then ! why mould we be moved, to fear what can come ? O to be freed from fin I I have now no more time to write. SECT. XXL December 3d 1663. T TPon Saturday gone eight days, my children, a- ^' nother of your aunts palled away from this life; viz. my lifter Craigie ; fhe exprelTed unt© me her alTurance of mercy and falvation, thro' Je- sus Christ; fo that we have one friend more in heaven. I am not troubled at the death of my relations %$ Memoirs cf relations that die in the Lord; yea, I efteem it more worthy to me, to have them in heaven, than hi this world; for that is the place, where we mould u lay up treafures for our felves, where moth and u ruft do not enter:" But when we think of our treafures in heaven, we mould again think, " whom u have we there, but God ; or whom mould we i( delire on earth befide him ?" He that faid this, found no need of faints in heaven to interceed for him. '" We have an advocate with the Father, ** Jesus Christ the Righteous," who telle th be- hevers that the Father himfelf loveth them, from whom we may aik in his name ; and to allure us the more, he faith, " And I fay unto yen, that I " will pray the Father for you." They know not the Father's k>ve and jeaioufy, who make" wfe of the intercefflon of angels, or faints. My children, feek God in earneft, and you fhall knev/ ibis, and all needful truths. G how neceilary is this knowledge in thefe days i when many are fay- ing, Lo here is Christ, and l-o there: be the more diligent, and fear, becaufe " ftrait is the way il which leadeth unto life, and few there be that u find it." Yet "fuch a way it is, as that the wayfaring ones, tho' fools, err not in it : for fure is the covenant, which is made with believers; that they have the word and oath of him, who is truth, itfelf. Reft not until you get this to lean unto. Oh ! I cannot be fo ufeful unto you, my dear children, as to prefs you to this, and when my God doth lieln me ib to do, either by this mean, or by praying for you, then have I a good meafure of peace in mine own mind. This maketh me think alFuredly, that God doth allow me in this fmall work, of leaving this under mine "hand unto Waiter Prixgle. 37 unto yoti ; for when I have done any part of it, tho' never fo weakly, yet I have joy and reft in my heart ; which is the more heightned, when I win to hope, that all or fbme of you, may come to profit by it. Another encouragement to this way is, when I think how many precious ones, upon their death-beds, get few or no words fpoken to their children, or to thofe about them, for pain said other hindrances. So that it is good to work, u while it is to-day, for the night cometb, wherein " none can work;'' Yea, that night may come before we go out of this world, fometimes by di- ftempers upon our bodies, or fpirits. Thus defire I to make ready, for what the will, the good wil! of mv God (hall be towards me; that when the hour of death cometh, I may have nothing to do but die. I defire to lay very little ftrefs upon that laft moment : how ignorant was that man, who de- fired to die the death of the righteous ? my chil- dren, live this holy life, and you fhall afluredly be led thro' the valley and ihadow of death. SECT. XXII. December 25th 1663. CInce what I laft faii, I met with another en- **■* couragement to this duty of writing to 'you, my children, viz. An honeil friend (hewed me a very chriftian letter written by her hufband, now deceas'd, to her, which me doth intend to keep for their fon, and only child, who is not as yet three months old, thinking that he may lay to heart the father's words, whom he did never fee in the face : and how much more, my children, mould you mind what I fay, feeing it is exjprefiy to you, that I am D led 33 • /Memoirs of led, I trull by the Spirit of my Gor>, to Write, tho' in great weaknefs upon my part. But blefled be my God, who perfecteth ftrength in weaknefs ; fo that, in a manner, it is ail one, whether a man be weak or ftrong in himfelf, feeing God can, and often doth make the weak words of a weak man, to be more powerful than thofe of the wife and prudent, tho' honed as well as the other; for cJod, who freely giveth, doth beftow the blefTing •.ecording to the meafure of faith. That is our Lord's commendation, l( O woman, great is thy *' faith ;" and the anfwer is, " Be it unto thee " even as thou wilt." But ftrong Peter, when he began to doubt, began to fink. The promife is, ** That whatfoever we a(k believing, we mall receive " it." And now, O that my faith were increafed not only for my feif and for the work and people of God (which is now low in mens account) but alfo for you my children ! that I were oftner pray- ing, and believing for you ! It is true, you mufl fay for yourfelves, I believe in God ; that is, every one of you mud be fayed by your own faith : Yet it is my duty to be laying up a ftock of prayers for you, and when I afk, it ought to be in faith, *'■ not wavering," and fo much the more earneft fhould I be in your behalf, as I know not to what darknefs of ignorance I may leave you : for oh ! where will this backfliding generation flop, who are now returning to thefe abominations which they formerly vomited up ? as witnefs, their keeping (or rather prophaning) of this Chriftmas-day, againft which obfervation of holy days, as they call them, much is written and faid by able and pious men, and I haye enough to fatisfy myfelf : but (hall fay nothing here but this, that any who will obferve (hall Walter Pringle. 39 fhall find, that they who are mod earned in obfer- ving thefe things, for which they have no exprefs command from God, are leaft careful in keeping what is commanded. My children, the darker the time be wherein you live, the more diligently feek in unto him, " who is the light of the world ; *' he is the life and light of men." If you come unto him, he will in noways put you away, butwiM love and receive you more tenderly than I, or all the fathers and mothers in this world, can do : The greateft pleafure you can do him, is to go unto him, and to put all your wants over upon him, yea even fin alfo. Happy is he cr me, who lay their fins upon Christ Jesus, and take his crois tipon them ! They fhall foon come up *{ from the '" wildernefs leaning upon their beloved." He bare his crofs alone, but fo cannot we, for he knoweth our weaknefs, and is ever with us, yea even when he feemeth to hide his face. O ! who can exprefs the love of Christ ? We may tafte of it, and the more we tafte, the more fweetnefs fhall we find : and know, that angels and men cannot exprefs the riches of that love, which fhall be admired to ail eternity, oh ! what is the world doing ? or rather, what are they whom Gob calleth out of the world doing ? and what am I, who am writing this, do- ing ? that I am not with all my might feeking to have my heart fUPd with this love. Now Goo r who hath given to you my children, and tome, hearts as fo many vefTels, firft empty them of all vanities, and then fill them with his love. D 2 SECT, 40 Memoirs of SECT. XXIII. January 30th 1664. \T/Hen ever I begin, I'm in pain what to fay, until I commit my mind and pen unto God, the Father of fpirits, who giveth fubtilty to the fimple, and to the young man knowledge and " difcretion :" but as ftraitned in the beginning, I am fometimes fo enlarged before I end, that I know not how to end ; and how can it be otherwife, fince it is my work to fpeak of God, of whom the more I think (and thoughts ore far vafter than words) the more matter find I of thinking? my children, foon may you come to the end of all treated things, if you fit down and think : your thoughts may eaiily pafs thro' the habited and anhabited parts of the earth, and thro' the feas, and up thro' the firmament, and whole created heavens ; alfo you may think on all that move with- in thefe, but at lail the vail mind mull flop when it thinketh on him who is infinite. When in our thoughts we come to the wttermoft circle of the creation, can we then put out the finger, or can tell what is without ? O ! it becometh the inofl learned, and the wiieft of men to profefs their ignorance, and, with Mofes, make hafte to worfhip. As alfo we may trace up time to the beginning, and we may think that before that, there were neither angels nor men, nor a created world ; but only that bieffed Being, which gave being to all things, who only is without beginning ; in that con- ilderation, can our thoughts reach unto him ? They who have any ftamp of the infinite God upon their minds will find no need of images to help them to worfliip him, who hath form'd our minds te I "Walter Pringle, 41 to have an other kind of idea of him, than the ivorks of men's hands can reprefent : Our minds can go farther, than either tongue, or hands, or any of the reft of" our members. The way to worfhip him, " is to worlnip him in fpirit and truth," as he hath commanded ! What folly is it to go beyond his command ? my children, beware of any fuch things ; do what is commanded, and you (hall find no need of more ; fpend much of your time in thinking on God : the more you do fo, the more fhall you d'efire fo to do ; and that which at firft will be a little painful, (hall at length become more pleafant unto you than ccm be expref- fed. I afTure you this is true, blefied be my God, I have felt it many a time ; ^nd yet fo foolifli am J, as often to wander from my reft and happinefs. My children, will you not be certain of thefe truths, when you come to poffefs them ? O f tafte and know that God is good : There is no other way for me to advife you to be happy, and oh, hov/ fain would I have you happy i Let your valt thoughts run thro' all, and you mall never find true joy and peace until you come to God, in and thro' Jesus Christ: prefs thro ? the many hindrances, which are in your way, and delay not a moment's time ; for when once you have got near God, if then you can lament, it fhall be foe the moments you have fpent without him. O ! what (hall I render to ray God, for mewing me thefe things in any meafure ? I will even praife his name for ever and ever, and cite all cf you fo to do, and all that is in heaven above, and in this earth below, and in the feas, to fing forth his praifes for evermore, for that he is only truly D 3 goods 4- Memoirs of good, I leave it to you, my children, fubfcribei by your father. Sic fubfcrib. Walter Pringle, SEC T. XXIV. March 19th 1664. " JPon Monday gone eight days, at three in the 7"^ afternoon, at this place, my truly worthy filler of Eccles pafTed from her earthly dwelling to her place, which our bleffed Lord went long fince to prepare in heaven. She took her ilcknefs upon die 1 5th day of March I 663, (the day my fon Walter was baptized) and was very near a year under ficknefs and extreme pain ; which, to tire admiration of allabout her, lhe endured molt patient- ly, often, in the time of her molt violent pain, praying her God and Father net to take off her the leaft grain-weight of what was his will to lay on. More chrjilian exprefiions I never heard from any, than from her : In the whole time of her ilck- nefs, all which time, except fome exercife upon her mind for one day or two in the beginning, /he had never the lealt doubt of her intereft in God ; but exprelTed her full alfurance of his mercy and love ro her, through Jesus Christ. 1 hefe feveral years pad, fhe hath hVd a flranger in this earth, feparated from this world/ and the things in it. S' e had a great love to her ion Alexander ; the only reafon, I know, was the ailiirance which (lie had of his dying in the Lord. In her iicknefs me took l>er fon John's engagement, to feck to become the Lord's; telling him, that unlefs, he were His, he {houid be none of her 's. I know none, who had idle true love to the people of God than lhe had : "Walter Prijtgle.' 4J and now faith and hope are ceafed, but that re» maineth perfected. O ! that excellent grace of love to God ; where it- is, it mud defcend to thofe whom he begetteth ; verily this is all we have to feek, for all other graces follow it as fo many wheels moving fwiftly and pleafantly. " They that love him will u keep his commandments ;" and they will not find them grievous, but as their meat and their drinks Hath not this love made many of his ling irLthc fires, and in the greateft torments, which cruel enemies could Invent \ Oh ! it is not in the power of devils or men, to make that foul, which hath this precious treafure, unhappy but for one moment of time. We ma)', by fuffering it to ly as dead under alhes, be ilrangers to our own h'appinefs : but when God is pleafed to med it abroad in the heart, O how pleafant is that flame I There Is wearying in all things elfe ; but the foul that find- eth itfelf filled with, and within the Love of God, will afTuredly defire to abide there for ever and ever, knowing that therein alone is their happinefs". My dear children, what way mail I prove to you the truth of this ? but I intreat you to, enquire of thefe who in themfelves have felt it ; and if any o{ you be fo blinded, as to think, that they fpeak from in- tereft, then go to dying men and women, When they are flepping, into eternity, and enquire of them, if they think any happy, but thefe who are with- in the loving kindnefs of God. Every one that hath lived at a diflance from God, doth change his thoughts when he fees death near him. But, Oh I my children, put not off till that time come upon you, left you fuffer for your folly for ever and ever.. But if thefe two witneffes prove not this excellent truth ro you ; can there be a furer way ; than for you to try- 44' Memoirs of it yourfelv^ ; as when a private man hath news brought him, that a people hath chofen him to be their king, is he not certain of the truth thereof, when he goeth, and fltteth down upon his throne by the hearty confent of all the people ? more certain mall you be, when in yourfelves you prove this truths SECT. XXV. October 3d 1664.. T Was fummon'd to compear before the high com- -*- miflion court, the 19 th day of July laft, for declaring that I could not own Mr. James Stratoa for my minifter, nor could join in prayers read by the reader, nor in finging the conclufion, which is now brought in : My reafons, I need not here in- fert. I made my compearance before that court upon the 2 1 ft, of July laft, and got their fentence, as I have it under the clerk's hand, cf the fame date. I went unto the bifnop of Edinburgh, upon the 8th of September laft, but could not take the oath, as he tender'd it, viz. without any expla- nation, but the words as they ftand : This much he exprefTed to me, that flipremacy and allegiance ihouid always go together. And when I alledged the parliament their explanation of that oath, he anfwered, that there was no fuch thing in record, and that the biihops were not then fitting in parlia- ment. Alfo at the high commi/fion, it was (aid to me, by the primate, who did prefide, that it was true, that Christ is head of the church, but it could not be expecled, that he mould exercife that office here in the world ; and to whom did it (o properly belong to do it, as to the king ? this oath is to be found in ill and 1 1 th acts of the firft par- liament Walter Pringle. 45 liament of King Charles the II. Here I am interrupted. SECT. XXVI. October 4th 1664. A Fter I got my fummons, and before com-. •^ pearance (having left the company I was with > upon the windleftraw law) for a quarter of an hour, I was earned with God in prayer, that he would fo guide me, a worm in the bufinefs, as that his Name might be glorified, his people edified, and mine own foul better 'd. After prayer I refolved to take the verfe in my Bible, which by providence caft firft up to me, which is a way I rarely ufe to take, and bleifed be my God, who fo favoured me, as to fend me that word, I John v. I 5. " And if " we know, that he hear us, whatfoever we ajk, u we know that we have the petitions, that we de- ? fired of him :" by this I was much ftrengthned to put my truft in him, who never leaveth his in. the time of need, and who I know, will encreafe my ftrength, if troubles (hall be increafed ; fo that it is all one whether the waters be ebb or deep, feeing the head is ever born up. O ! everlafting arms are underneath all thofe that fuffer for him : He never fendeth any a way-faring upon their own charges, of which number I am now bold to reckon myfelf, tho' mo ft unworthy. I fhall not here infert the rea- fons againft that oath, fince the moft part of the Lord's people, in this land, are fo clear againft it ; yea, many have already grounded their fufFerings upon the refufing of it, who yet are moft free to give allegiance to the king : but the oath as it ftands, I know fhall appear every day more and more on* juffj 4-6 Memoirs of juft, and againfl: the prerogatives of our Lord and" King, whole fkirt of his robe, I blefs God, 1 have not put forth my hand to cut off, now when any who pleafeth may do it : but it will not always be fo, for he will come forth conquering, and to con- quer, O how fhall his enemies be then afhamed, when in their hands (hall be found (with reverence may i fay it) pieces of Christ's Glory ! O that patience may have its perfect work in all the faints \ 3S T ow for myfelf, altho' I am a fufferer, and may be a lofer for the time, for the laft high commiinon day, I was order'd^ to be fummon'd upon I 5 days, to pay the fine, yet I know all the Arithmeticians in the world fhall not be able to number my gains t. the fk.il! reacheth but the finite things ; the wifdom of this world, judgeth that m this, I am not fo careful of you, my children, as I mould ; God is my witnefs, how dearly I love you, and how care- ful I have been to provide for you, even the things of this world, far lefs v foolifhly to put away what jny father left unto me, which is now by God's bielnng better'd : I need not here infert how much, fince I judge it belt to quite it, when|my Lord ca.\kth for it, untold; in thefe cafes, the left hand mould not know what the right doth. I can't reckon how oft I have held up my hand before God, and promifed to be always ready to forfake all for him : fomewhat of this you may find pages 1 5th and 20th. When you know w r hat a worthy one he is, which cannot be known, then fhall you find this to be true wifdom, and that lofing of the life for him is gain- ing of it. My children, fufpend your thoughts of me in this bufmefs, until you be enlightned from above, or elfe till death come ; then I know, I fhall be approven of you. Men's Walter Prikgle^ 47 Men's approbation is tome a very fmall bufinefe, only I fain would have you confenting to every parcel of truth, the leaft of which is worth a thoufand worlds, which pafs away ; but truth re- jnaineth for ever. BlefTed are they who fell their all to buy it : many times it hath been my prayer, that whenever I fnould fuffer, for now I have been long without a crofs, it might be for righteoufnefs fake ; BlefTed be my God, who hath heard me ; for tho' as yet I can fcarce give my confinement, or what is yet upon me, the name of fuffering ; yet I know that in his account, it is a filling up of whet is behind of the afflictions of Christ in my flefh : O ! I rejoice that I have flefh to do this. And now, O blc/Ted God ; who makeft thy ftrength p^- fe& in weaknefs, and who hitherto ha^i helped me, carry me through even to tbf* ®"d ; ar *d as the fur- nace groweth hotter, ftrengthen me to endure it ; and never leave me, nor forfake me in it, nor yet in profperity. I look to be left of my deareft friends, yea even, it may be, of thy people, and of the wife in my bofom. In all this I heartily fubmit unto thee, holy Father ; but blefTed be thou who called me, not to fubmit to be left of thee : I look not always to have the fenfe and feeling of thy prefence with me, come and go as pleafeth thee ; only caufe me to believe, when I fee not, and when my finger is not in the print of the nails, nor my hand in thy blefTed fide ; by my unbelief, I cannot glorify thee, but by faith I can. O I blefs and praife thy in- finite wifdom, and goodnefs, for thus ordering it. SEC T, 4$ Memoirs cf SECT. XXVII. December 5th 1664. TPon Thurfday, the 24th of "November lafl, ^•^ I was taken from this place, by three of the life-guard, the fourth had fallen fick at Whitburn, and a meffenger of arms, that night to G ingle-Kirk, and upon the morrow into the Tolbooth of Edin- burgh, where I thought to have ftay'd fome time, and to have written to you, my children, while there a prifoner of Jesus Christ; but 1 had no opportunity of doing this, the little time I was there, being fo throng'd with vifits* Upon the Tuefday -thereafter, this fecond high commiffion (without any application from me to them, or appearance be- fore them) pall fcntence upon me to find bond to enter to the magiftrates of Elgin in Murray upon or before the firft of January next, and to abide with- in the burgh, and bounds of the faid town, during the Icing's pieafure ; and if the fine impos'd by the firft high commiffion be not paid at Candlemafs next, I am then to enter within the tolbooth of the faid burgh. I "know not if this new commiffion could, without new citation, meddle with the affairs of the laft, whole commiffion is worn out. I had more friends this time then before ; but the bifhops carry all in that court, as they pleafe ; yet my heavenly Father giveth me the cup, therefore defire I mod chearfully to drink It 3 bieffed for evermore be my Lord Jesus, who d-ank another fort of a cup for me : nr r greateft deiire in this world is, that he may be glorified by my bonds and fufFerings, and that his people may be ftrengthned, and that fome here, and in the place I go to, who are vet far off, may be Waiter Pringle7 49 "be brought near to God. BlefTed be he, who can make any mean effectual : I am confident, thro' the goodnefs of my God, that not only myfelf, but others alfo, lhall be much better'd by my fuf- ferlngs ; thus fhall the defign of enemies be fru- strate. O ! he is wife, who ruleth heaven and earth, and maketh all things to work for his own glory, and the good of his people : Praife, prai/e be to him, who hath twitted thefe two together, lb as devils and men cannot feparate them. Enemies (in a manner) would come better fpeed if they Cat idle, than by working. I lhall only mention a re- markable pafTage, which God in his providence try- fted me with, during my confinement here at home : upon Saturday the 2 2d of October laft, I was in the fields from 3 in the afternoon till 6, but got little, until coming home in the quiet of the evening, thinking what might become of my wife and chil- dren } 1 was led to this comparifon of a king fend- ing one of his fervants into a hazardous piece of fervice ; and if the king mould fay to that fervant, be not troubled for your wife and children, for I will take thefe into my care, then that fervant needed not be anxious for them ; and far lefs mould I, the fervant of the King of kings, the God of truth, who can and will perform his word. Upon this I was made to give up my wife and children unto God, with full affurance that he would care for them. It had been my duty never to have doubted of this p tho' no other confirmation had been given me : but blefled be he, who knowing my very great weaknefs, fent his fervant Mr. Edward Jamiefon upon the Tuefday thereafter, who in his exhortation to the family, had the very fame comparifon to the full ; although I had not then made it known to any in £ this 5» Memoirs tf this world. And now what need I fear the lofs or my two fines, or of all I have in this world, fince upper room, which I may retire to, br.t cannot write. I entered inhere upon the loth day cf this month, my prayers is, that I may not go out, until my God carry me out without fin. O thsr he may keep me faithful unto death : and, as my ordinary is this morning, Gen. xvii. to the 9th verfe, '* May be my God and the God of my feed- " after me;" even fo be it. SECT. XXX. Elgin, July 5th 1665," T^Lessed be my God, whom I defire to ferva "*^ with my outward and inner man, who,, in a cleanly way, brought me out of the toibooth. fooner than I expected ; and that in the very nick of a little piece of extremity ; for, upon the 6th of April a prifonerwas put in Befide me, whom the magiftrates refolve to keep very ftriclly^ therefore we were clofed within the room, where we did fy all that night : although I knew not how long I might be in that condition ; yet I blefs God, 1 had never more peace in my mind ; for even in the night time, when I could not lleep, b'ecaufe af noi— fome fmell, I was refrefhed in my fpirit, with re- mem brance ? that it was for His kame's- sake, E 3 Vjpoa-. 54 Memoirs if Upon the morrow the town council met, and with* out any defire from me, paft an acl, that I fhould be removed to a chamber of the houfe, out of which I had my diet ; and accordingly the provoft and bailies came and brought me alongft. Thus did my Lord give me favour in the eyes of thofe among ■whom I am caft in the tolbooth, I could not ' worfhip, except in the Spirit only, which I know is moll acceptable to God, when further liberty is denied ; but in my new prifon I might be alone^ when I pleafed ; my only difadvantage was, that it was not fo well air'd, as the former ; which I think, occafioned very fore eyes to me, fo that I was wholly disabled from reading and writing, and had fometimes thoughts that I might come wholly to lofe my bodily light, which had been but little to lofe in his fervice, who is my Lord and Matter the King of kings. I made it my prayer, with fubmhTion to his holy will, that he would continue to me that rich temporal mercy of fight : after which time (blefTed be God, the hearer of prayers) mine eyes became daily better, only yet they grew worfe when . I read or writ much, which is the give diligence to make your calling and election fure. If you afk me what you mould do, " that you may ** inherit eternal life." I defire you to go to the Lord Jesus Christ; but oh! come not from him forrowful, when he telleth you to quite your vain flnful pFeamres, and momentary delights.; 3f you be his, you mull crucify thefe. O f forfake :Ji for him, and then go on with hlm y in your com-- Walter Pringlb. $f company rejoicing, as the Ethiopian, Acts viii. 39,. I your father, and to ufe the apoftle's words, " prifoner of the Lord," befeech you to lay hold on' what is freely offered to you in the gofpel ; no- thing lefs than Jesus Christ, and with him all things. This would be my defire to you, if thefe were my laft words, as I know not but they may, Truly I find mod peace in my mind, when I an* fully content, if fo the will of God be to lay down my body in the grave here, tho* feparate from all my relations." Whom had Mofes with him when his life went from his body . ? yet I had never more freedom than now, to defire with fubmimon, a while's lengthning of my days ; for 1 know, that mail be for my good, the longer Ibear the crofs of my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. For me now to feek to enter into my reft, when the Lord Jesus is in the camp, with his little troop, againfi: his many enemies, is, as if afoldier" mould feek a pafs to go to his own peaceable ha- bitation, and leave his king and general in the fields, in the heat of war. When at night I iy down" in my folitary bed, it is refrefhing to me to think, I am in my Lord's league e. But I dare not boaft, for I have not yet put off mine armour ; and tho' I mould endure,, as a. good foldier, even to the end, yet I mould have no caufe of glorying, ex- cept in the Lord, by whofe ftrength only I fhall be abl j to find, and overcome to the end. If I were not allured of his prefence with me,. 1 would' even give over, and fay, O let me not go one ftep hence, unlefs thou go with me :. my weak- nefs is fuch, and the difficulties in the way fo many, that angels are not fufEcient guides for me ; the holy Spirit of truth,, w Inch leadeth unto all truth, i* 5 S Memoirs of is the guide I defire to walk with and follow. O that you, my children,- may be led by this bleflfed Spirit ! then mall we arrive at one and the fame- glorious habitation. SECT. XXXII. July 31ft 1605. TV/f Y children, it would be one of the greateft pleafures temporary, for me to enjoy your company; to live with you and your mother, tho* it were in the meaneft condition, it would certainly be my choice. If I had not given away my will un- to God, denrous never to make any choice for my- felf, knowing that it is raoft unfafe fo to do ; for. the wifeft of men, thinking to eftablifli themfelves, have made choice of that which hath proven their ruin; and -on the contrary, the poor and fimple, who have been careful for nothing, , but have made their neceffities known unto God by prayer,: with thankfgiving, O ! how well thofe have been helped, againft all their enemies, and fccurely led thro' all the difficulties of a world ? they have the word of a King, even of the Go d of truth who cannot lie, engaging his In fin TE WISDOM, power, and goodnefs to be with them and for them : " bleflfed is ** the people, and the perfon, whofe God is the " Loud." O ! it is better to be even in the hotted: furnace of affliction, when he is prefent, than to be fitting upon the moft flourishing throne in this earth, when he is abfent. BlefTed be my God, who often raifeth me up to that true knowledge of things, as that I would not change my crofs with a crown ; no not the prefent fweetnefs of the crofs, with the prefent delights of a crown, which hath not fo much as Walter Pringle. 5$ as a true being ; for none of the fenfes are fully fatisfied by it; and, tho' they were, yet were it but for a moment, but this crofs is a feed which bring- eth forth an exceeding and eternal weight of glory. My dear children, fow not to the flefh, but to the Spirit, that Gf the Spirit you may reap life ever- laftmg. Be not fo madiy foolifh, as to think you may pais away your youth-hood, in following the vain lufts and pleafures of the flefh, and thereafter turn unto God. It is true he hath been pleafed to accept of fome after the wanderings of their youth, and I may acknowledge myfelf to be one of thefe, to the praife of his rich free grace : but for any, becanfe of this, to be encouraged to go on in their wicked ways, is, as if one would com- mit thefe crimes which deferve death, and fo be brought to the place of execution, not fearing, be- caufe fome being caft over, have broken the cord, and then have gotten the king's mercy. But no comparifon can hold forth the lofs, and hazard of thefe, who lofe theif immortal fouls ; this may be better thought on, than can be exprefs'd. My chil- dren, the confideration of your own hazard may be a. mean to make you fly into a Saviour : but OJ when you come to know him, who is the chief of all the thoufands in heaven and earth, fhen yon would not quite his fervice, even tho' there were not a reward for the righteous. To (land as a" fervant before him in this lower world, and to go through the hardeft pieces of fervice for '.him, is in it- felf, a very rich reward. This teftimony of him and of his ways, I defire to leave in record to vou, my children ; with this confefTion, that I cannot ex- prefs the thoufand part of that worth, which is in him,/" who is altogether lovely." how gladiy would $o Memoirs of -would I have yon all happy in him ! I know aflur- cdlyj that you can be fo no where elfe : this your felves may know, if you will be at leafure to fearch it out. O ! "be ftill and know that he' is Mi God" and the only fountain of all good : go nnto him, and abide with Him; I allure you, he will never put you away. You know not what evils may be in your time, O J make fure your intereft in Him ; then (hall you fafely ride cut the greateft ftorm that can arife, then your anchor is within the vaH. This is the only thing I prefs you with, fince nothing befide this is neceflary, JSTow, I will go pray for you, and for the work and people of my God, for which I defire to fpend this e given you ; and this is even my laft will, which I leave to you, which is the one half of this book's tittle. O ! know that it is no burdenfome nor grievous command, but it is your life, my dear children. O ! follow and obey the will of the dead : For fo this will be, e're it come to your hands. I have fuch earneftnefs of heart, and benfil of foul for you, in this your fo great concernment, that you need not think it (Irange, if I make repetitions ; and fo much the rather this may be, that I very feldom read what I have formerly written. The firfl part of the tittle, is God's free mercies to me, which I know mall be recorded in heaven amongit the everlafting monuments of his goodnefs. Eut I defire to fet down here under mine own hand, "Walter Prtngle. Zi to you my children, fome few of thefe his mercies, ■which I cannor number : that you nmy praife him, on my behalf on earth, when I fhall be praifing him above after a more full manner, than now I can : As alfo, that you may be encouraged to ferve the God of your father. To every one of you that endeavoureth to do; this, I heartily leave you my blessing. /But, if any of you fhall be fo mad, as not to feek after God, to fuch I have no ble/Iing at all to leave ; for how can I blefs thefe, whom God doth not blefs ? For tho' you fhould have the fatnefs of this earth, yet I count that no bleffing, unlefs the favour of God be with it ; which doth make poverty, afflictions, crofTes,. and even all things Wettings. BlefTed be He, who is the fountain of all mercies, for ever. SECT. XLII. January 6th 1666, T TPon Tuefday lad, betwixt II and 1 2 of the ^■^ night, when I was lying down, but not fallen afleep, I was fuddenly raifed with a cry of fire, which in a very fhort time burnt a houfe over againft this, where now I am, and have been fince, the 22d. of September laft. A little before the lire, the wind arofe very ftrong, and continued (6 all the time, and blowing ftraight upon the houfe, did endanger it more than any other, efpecially my chamber, upon which the fire did fometimes fo take, that it was a fort of wonder it was preferved ; which token of the goodnefs of my God, I de- fire to keep recorded in my heart, and to infert here. This family, by taking in my fellow prifoner and me, did get the ill will of fome ; by which, flu£; 81 Memoirs cf fince my entry in to it, I did think myfelf the more concerned to pray that their labour of love might be rewarded ; and not only fo, but I alfo judge it to be my duty, to feek the good and well- fare of this city, and country, the land of my captivity, both while I am detain'd amongft them, "which 1 know not how long it may be, as alfo if I were removed from them. It were my part to wifh them well, who have mown fo much love to me a banifh'd ftranger ; tho' I count it the goodnefs of God, that giveth me favour in the fight of thofe, among whom I am call: : This hath been his ufual way, and I fet to my witnefs and feal to this truth, that he changeth not. He hath been, is now, and to the end of time will be, with all his, in the fur- nace of affiiclion. If any enquire, when is God nearefl: to his people, or to any one of them in particular? It may be anfwered, even then, when they are molt in trouble ; when waves and billows are going over them, he will not let them link ; he can preferve alive under the waters. If the mod intelligent of men had {&en Jonah call over- board, into the midft of the tempelluous feas, with- in lefs than an hour thereafter, they could not but have concluded him dead. O ! it is fafe and true wifdom, not only to let much time pafs over, but even the end of time come, before we have any harm thoughts of his dealings ; for in the clofe of his perfect work, we fhall acknowledge that all his ways " have been mercy and truth, to them that love u and fear him ;" and that nothing of all that hath been done, might have been wanted, for he doth nothing in vain, and " without him a hair can- u not fall from the heads of any of his fervants." This is aot above our faith : for when ever we know Walter Prinsle. 63 know his infinite power, and goodnefs, we "will then acknowledge, that his gracious providence doth r : to the fmalleft of our concernments; and if to the [inalfefr', then certainly to the greateft ; t tore fhouid we " be careful for nothing, but i% in every thing make o^r nee Ti ties known to him "by prayer, wkh ihariklgiving," O that I and you, my children, may fo do ! I muft return to what 1 would further fay of our delivery from the fire, upon Tuefday's night laft ; This houfe was gone in the efleem of all the beholders ; and tho' I did fee no outward appearance of its fafety, yet 1 had all the time, fcarce any fear, but did truft in God, that he would be gracioufly pleafed to de- liver it ; for which I did fend up fhort and hafty prayers to him, like thefe who cried to the Lord, 2 Chron. xiii. 14. which have been fent up in hafte, and, as 'tis like, with fome confuilon. This was the firft fcripture, which I providentially read, af- ter the fire. As the Lord heard them ; fo he did poor unworthy me, and granted the broken, confufed, and hafty fuits, which I did put up to him ; for all the time I was bufy in ufing the means ; yet it was not thefe, but his free grace and mercy that preferved this houfe, which I efteem more of,' than ten times the worth of the houfe, for many refpects, which I will not here infert : there was alfo fome thing obfervable in the houfe that was burnt, which is not fit for me to fet down in writing, only I infert this much, becaufe I am ready, oh too ready ! to forget his mercies, and likewife to mow that ■ he is the hearer of prayers, and doth u love them that love him ;" and not only fo, but alfo doth good to thefe who fhew any favour to his people, when they are low in the efteem of the worlds $4 Memoirs of world ; he will not let " a cup of cold water, given t& " a difciple in the name of a difciple, pafs unreward* il ed." O ! how many encouragements are there for to ferve him ? Glory, glory to him for ever more. O \ let all the angels, and the faints above, and in this lower world fay, Amen, SECT. XLIIL January 31ft 1666. I Find that a confcientious remembring of one mercy maketh way fcr the receiving of another ; for, fince my laft writing here, I received a letter from my dearly beloved wife, mewing that (he trufteth there is a good work begun in our foil Robert. This is amongft the gladeft news that could have come to me. In comparifon of this, what a fmall thing is it to be raifed up to rule over a nation, or kingdom in the earth ? Where are they who did once ftile themfelves kings of kings ? could their duft be now known, from the duft of the pooreft that lived in the world with them ? Some of them would be efteemed gods when they were gone, and for this end did caufe hide their bodies, when dead, that the people might think they were gone up into heaven : they had good caufe fo to do ; for, if their dead corps had been feen, it would have well appeared, what filthy idols they were. Vanity of vanities, is written upon all momentary things : But a work of grace in the heart, a grain of the feed of life caft in by the hand of God, this is of ineftimable worth, a glorious work begun, that (hail never have an end. I believe, that it is thus with my fon ; and, I truft thtt he who haih begun that good work will per- "Walter Pringle. 85 fe£l it. The little that I hear, I am bound to take as the anfwer of the many prayers, which I have put up : many times do I, when alone, name all your feven names before God, begging the fal- vation of your fouls, and that your days upon the earth may not be fpent in following vanities, but in ferving the Lord ; tho' I mould not within time get the anfwer of my delires, yet I think it my duty to go down to my grave in the hope of this, that -God, of his rich free grace, will do you, my children, good. BlefTed be he, who, knowing my weaknefs, doth think fit to give me in part the anfwer of my prayers, to encourage me to aflc more,- and that in faith, when I find him giving : and likewife to comfort me now, when under the crofs, he beftoweth on me the hundredth fold, which is promifed with perfecution, and with the forfaking of any thing for him. O ! how abundantly will my fhort feparation from you, my fon, be made up, if I get you to be with me in everlafting joys; into which we mall enter, if we endure to the end, within a few years at mofl. I dare not now, when fufFering for my Lord and Mailer, think my time long, left I mould weary of his crofs. I verily believe, that if I were taken up to fee the King in his beauty, and the happy e/late of the faints above, if then it were allied at me, Whether wilt thou prefently enter into thefe pleafures, or go down to the earth, and do thy Lord fervice, in filling up what is remaining of his afflictions in thy fiefh yea, I am perfwaded, that I would deny myfelf, and anf,ver, I will go and bear his crofs, tho' it were for a thoufand years ; for O ! what will they not endure, u who fee him that is " inviUble ?" But Oh my leaimefs ; and barrennefs ! H efpecially $6 Memoirs of efpecially my fhort-comings in praifing him, and edifying others by my walk and difcourfe, as oo cafion ferves, and in reproving evil doers for their unfruitful works of darknefs ! when I think on the(e my many and great failings, I mall then fay, O to- be gone to that place, where no fin is i I have nothing to uphold me under the fenfe of mine in- firmities, but the thoughts of this, that the free grace of my God mail mine fo much the more thro' all eternity. O ! I defire to be well content to be nothing, that he may be all. My fon, I have thus inferted God's goodnefs to you, and to ine,, that you may be encouraged to hold on your way, which is the way of life : and if at any time you fall (lack, or thro' weaknefs, and the power of temptations be turned afide, O then remember your firft love, and haft-en to do your firft work. This 1 fay to you, and to all the reft of my children, " Love God, and keep his commandments, which " are not grievous ;" fo mall you fulfil my joy. O that fo it may be. SECT. XLIV. February 5th 1666. /""^ OD hath been glorified by the fufFerings of fome ^-^ of his, who have been fhut up in prifons, and cut off as martyrs, they not being known to be fo, by any in the world, as that any one foul hath been better'd by them, or by their fufFerings ; vet mail thefe mine with them of the firft rank in glory. And certainly Paul would have chearfully endured all the afflictions which he fufTered for the truth, altho' he mould not have fcen the furthe- rance of the gofpel, and any brethren ftrengthed by Walter Prikgle. $7 by his bonds, as is mentioned Philip, ift chap. God, of his goodnefs, doth give his fufFering fer- vants to fee fome of the fruit of their labour, to encourage them the more under the crofs ; as alio he maketh t. c perfecuting of his people tend to the furthering of his work, for to difappoint his enemies, whom he doth take in their own fnares, and con- founding their wifdom, bringeth the contrary good out of their wicked devices, fo that all their plotting?, and actings, tend to the glory of his great name, the advantage of his work, and to the good^of his people, efpecially to the joy and comfort of thefe whom he honoureth, and upon whom he .doth bc- flow the gift, " to fuffer for his fake." If the Spirit of truth had not told us, that our King is graciou.fr 4y pieafed to allow our poor empty fuiTering to be for his fake, we could never have believed it to be fo. I find it is feeming humility, but true pride, not to take ail his allowances freely : he is the Lord of all, and great gifts do very well become his Greatness to give, and our emptinefs to re- ceive. I defire hereafter never to refufe what he freely ofFereth, yea I can no way glorify him fo much, as in taking from him, and believing his word, and receiving his promifes, tho' conveyed by never fo weak an inftrument ; as, upon Friday laft, one whom I was labouring to ftrengthen in the faith, was made inftrumental to ftrengthen me under my furTerings, by telling me, that when they were earneftly minding my condition before the Lord, it was given them, as the anfwer, be not troubled for him, for he is one of thefe, of v. horn it mall be faid, " Thefe are they, which came out " of great tribulation, and have warned their u robes, and made them white in the Blood of the* H 2 '* Lame." 8& Memoirs of " Lamb." The tempter is ready to obje