m QJ^^ J^L *A * * S """*" *" ® PRINCETON, N. J. *S Presented by Mr Samuel Agnew of Philadelphia, Pa. Agnciv Coll. on Baptism, No. ISO'S tcwt i * * I GBSHR1RA& KB3KFA£»**^ ' ^ J he author of the following essays has no preten- sions to the advantages some suppose themselves to possess; by which, through the vanity of their own minds, and the fulsome adulations of their unthinking admirers, are often inflated with pride and egotism. But while he makes this concession, he does not think it needful, nor does he feel at all disposed, to make any disgusting apology for thus appearing he- fore the public. — He feels it to be his unalienable pri- vilege, even in a plain way, to say with Elihu, in the book of Job, **I also will show mine opinion." Yet he hopes that, whatever defects there may be in style, in composition, or even grammar, that they are not of that description as to obscure the sense, much less to "darken counsel by worH c _wi«»out knowledge," and thereby p^puse a good cause (by defective plead- ing) to the scorn of scorners, and contempt of the contemptuous. I have not the vanity, nor am I so ignorant of mankind, as to suppose that the men of this world, or the wisdom of this world, will approbate what I have written; but as there are some men of plain, as well as others of refined understandings, most of whom can relish nothing but the polish of the schools, and the charms of elegant composition; while the former, if godly, have a true taste for spiritual wisdom, and can readily excuse rudeness in speech, so that the speaker, or writer, is not rude in knowledge, or a novice in divine tilings. — For the benefit of such, espe- cially, I have written; — plain men need, and plain men love plain truth. IV PREFACE. Therefore, with that measure of talent God has be- stowed, and that acquaintance with the oracles of God which "the spirit of wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of Christ," has in a long and much varied train of experience given me, I have taken the field, and 1 may say, that in the first and last essay, it is the polemic field. Some, no doubt, will think and say, that my polemic arm is weak, too weak, for the conflict, and that I am not armed aright, because In plainness of speech, "in words easy to be under- stood," I have endeavoured to state, to elucidate, to advocate and defend, in my first essay, one of the most important doctrines revealed in the word of God, namely, the true divinity of the Lord Jesus Christ. A doctrine on which the hopes of the truly godly, in every age, have rested, or rather on him of whom the doctrine makes such an honorable and in- teresting report, and there only a good hope can rest In the investigation and defence of this truth, I have chiefly contented myself with what God has been pleased to make known to us on the subject, judging that he is infinitely best acquainted with the modus of his own existence. — 1 have, therefore, not much rAgarHpfi the depths of Satan, which some men speak, who are opponents to this all important and fundamental truth. It will be eashy oo©« that my object, in the prosecution of this subject, has been not only to bring to view a few of the express testi- monies of scripture, which clearly prove "the Word was God" and that "there are three that bear re- cord in heaven, the Father 9 the Word, and the Spirit." But in addition to this, I have endeavored to shew, from divine authority, that Christ our Immanuel, possesses those incommunicable perfections, and per- forms those stupendous works, that at once declare his eternal power and Godhead. — And in such lofty views of the author and finisher of our faith, it be- comes the humble followers of tiie Lamb, who have renounced their own wisdom and "become fools that PREFACE. V they might be wise;" it becomes such, I say, to "sanctity the Lord of Hosts himself, and let him (saitb the prophet) be your fear, and let him he your dread: And He (even the Lord of Hosts himself) shall be for a sanctuary, (to the humble and sensibly lost sinner;") but (to the self-righteous, to the proud, to those who in their own eyes, are wise above what is written) "for a stone of stumbling, and rock of of- fence." Isa. viii. 13, 14. In this essay, although I have wrote principally for the benefit of the humble disciple, yet what is wrote is designed to bear on the leviathans and behe- moths of the day, with a view to shew them that "they greatly err, not knowing the scriptures, nor the power of God," our Saviour, in that display thereof winch makes his people willing. Ps. ex. 3. And I should utterly despair of doing them any good, seeing "the sword of him that layeth at them cannot hold," only that I read that "He who made them can cause his sword to approach unto them." That sword, in the present case, is the sword which I have chosen, and it is none other than his word, the sword of the Spirit. Should that sword pierce between the joints of their harness, it will make them, as Milton says of Satan, "writhe to and fro convolved." And should that sword be used in merry by God, it will subdue Mem to the obedience of the faith, "and to the acknowledgment of the mystery of God, of the Fa- ther, and of Christ, in whom f men." It behooves all such, I say, under such circumstances, to endeavour to guard the fold of Christ against every innovation, every thing calculated to beguile the unwary, and sap the foundation of a poor sinner's hope. — To accomplish such desirable ends, the following essays were pen- ned; and it is hoped that it will appear, on a fair and prayerful perusal, that the object aimed at, in the last essay in particular, is not to unchristian, but to confute; not to reproach, but to convince; not toinflame with party zeal, but to instruct, to encourage and to establish. As l am one of those who are unknown, yet well known, I have, contrary to my original intention, prefixed to these essays a very brief account of the way in which the Lord my God has led me. We are commanded to call it to mind, and if so, we may PREFACE. IX surely record it without just offence. The narrative must speak for itself, I will only say, it is as correct as my recollection will serve, so far as it goes. — I will, therefore, leave it and the dedication that ac- companies it, with the essays and myself, the unwor- thy author, in the hands of Him in whom I live, who hath said, "Acknowledge me in all thy ways, and I will direct thy paths." THOMAS LOUD. God's Dealings with the Author of the following Essays, The following brief narrative, or rather epitome, of God's dealings with my soul, is with considerable reluctance submitted to the press, (among other rea- sons,) least I should be thought to obtrude that on my readers, in which they might judge themselves so re- motely, if at all, interested; and, also, least some might be disposed to charge me with egotism. To the last surmise, if such should exist, I will only observe, that what follows is not a statement of any thing done by me, but of what God has done for me; and there- fore the charge of egotism or self-praise must fall to the ground: and, as to my obtruding on my readers what they may, perad venture, judge of so little worth, I will only say, I shall be sorry **If the turning of a sinner from the error of his ways, and saving a soul from death," should be of so small account in the eyes of any of my readers. However, should the apathy and indifference of the mass of professors be such as to preclude any pleasure or thankfulness, on leading such recitals of God's sovereign mercy, we know that the angels in heaven, who can best appreciate the im- portance of such things, rejoice; and surely the most simple, happy and fruitful of God's believing family, who are most solicitous for the spread of the .Redeem- er's kingdom, and the salvation of perishing sinners, will rejoice also — and while such narratives afford matter of thankfulness to those who have obtained (as the gift of God) like precious faith, in the righteous- IS ness of God our Saviour, it may also be owned of God to some readers, to shew ti.em that their religion is vain; that they have only a name to live, while, in truth, they are dead; and, farther, it may please a gra- cious God, by it to encourage some one patiently to wait, and quietly to hope for the salvation of God. We have, my readers, much superficial religion, and much superficial preaching, that has nothing in it which says to the awakened sinner, "this is the way, walk ye in it;" nothing to comfort those that mourn, to "succour the tempted, to lift up the hands that hang down, to confirm the feeble knees, to say to them that are of a fearful heart, be strong, thy God will come, and he will save .thee. " And permit me here to add, that my fear is, that we shall have no small increase of such preaching, seeing churches, even Baptist churches, seem much disposed to set up schools, and look to schools for pastors, instead of looking directly to, and depending on the head of the church, the Lord of the harvest, who has promised pastors after his own heart. But, no; that would not comport with the spirit of the times — a man must now be an elo- quent man, and an orator, a "master of plausible speech:'" though very many, yea, almost all school- bred preachers are (with all their acquirements and self-importance) mere babes, to say the best, in spir- itual knowledge, and apparently almost total stran- gers to experimental theology; while the sciibe, well instructed into the kingdom of God, is slighted, and though (professedly) highly esteemed as a brother, not allowed the use of a pulpit. These things ought not thus to be; it is contrary to the genius of the gos- pel, dishonorable to the Redeemer, and detrimental to the household of faith: and, before I return from this digression, which was altogether unintentional, I must be permitted to add, that the practice above al- luded to, involves in it the prostitution, in some cases, of the finest talents, and much waste of valuable time, that ought to be devoted to the more immediate service 13 of the sanctuary; and in addition to that, much trea- sure is wa^t, d in stipends, and too frequently in the support of idle boys, (railed pious youths,) that might much better be employed in erecting neat and com- modious places of worship, and frugally supporting those whom God has called, and will yet call into the ministry, making his own selection, as lie sees good, from among the learned and the unlearned, without the aid of colleges. Let it not be supposed that 1 ad- vo ate ignorance — I detest it in a pulpit; but many un- learned men are wise in the things of God; much more so than some of their learned rivals — Nor let it be sup- posed, that I would cast a slight on acquired know- ledge — I admire it in its place; but what I mean this philippic to bear on. and what 1 mean to censure, is the trade of parson making, and what is closely allied to it, the trade of preaching; and were I to indulge my own feelings, 1 should not stop here, for much more might he said on the subject, even by me; for I have seen much, heard much, and observed much, very cen- surable in the practice now inveighed against — but I must return to that which is more immediately before me. I have already supposed some instances of use- fulness to result from the narrative to follow these pre- liminary r marks; such as thankfulness to God, warn- ing to the superficial professor, and encouragement to the honest seeker, 'who is enquiring the way to Zion with his facq thitherward " I will now add, that, peradvent:;?*e, it may dispose some to say, "Why per- serut we him, seeing the root of the matter is found in him." it will not he denied, but that many of the children of God. have left their experiem e on record* not for their own praise, (for in truth it has often been to their dispraise,) but for the honor of God, and the benefit of men; but it may be objected, that tliey wer< icn of eminence, and occupied conspicuous sta- tions in the church, and that the reverse is my ease; (this is only true in part.) Whatever V,\ y w ere, it was by the grace of God, that they were what they were; B 14 they had nothing hut what they had received. In whatever, therefore, they may have differed from me, they had nothing to boast of, (though too many have boasted, and do boast,) for a man can receive nothing, worth his having, except it he given him from heaven, and God giveth his gifts to every man, severally as he will, so that "lie who gathereth much hath nothing over, and he that gathereth little hath no lack." Should any be disposed to despise, or even reproach, I hope I shall not be greatly moved — but, on the other hand, should it be rendered useful, through the bless- ing of God, for any of the objects I have before stat- ed, I hope I shall be thankful, and that God. who re- membered me in my low estate, and who doth still remember me, will be honored. Having premised thus much, I shall proceed, in the language of the Psalmist, to say, "Com*? hifher all ye that fear God, and I will tell you what he hath done for my soul." After the lapse of near forty years, I find it to be somewhat difficult to ascertain and state with correct- ness, the precise time ivhtn^ and the particular cir- cumstance by which my attention was first excited to the all-important concerns of the soul; by what it was and when it was, that I was first stirred up to regard the things that make for peace. I need hardly say that my former life was "according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that now worketh in the hearts of the children of disobedience.-' Being left very young destitute of parental restraint, and grossly neglected in my apprenticeship, I pursu- ed the corrupt inclination of a depraved heart, and fell under the influence of wicked example, to the full extent that means and years permitted. But God, who watched over me for good, and preserved me in Christ, from destruction, while I was avowedly his enemy, was pleased to make me feel something of the fruit of my doings, by suffering me to be entangled, I 15 w ill not say by the trammels of justice, but by those of ii'jiisth e. I mean the Impress laws of Great Britain; through which I became an inhabitant of an English man of war, which, to say the least of, is an awful school of vice; (though I believe that the public snipe of some nations are, if possible, much worse, where crimes of the worst character are almost licensed, that would be punished with death in an English or American ship of war.) But, to return: after suffer- ing much in circumstances so dissimilar to my former habits, I became a prisoner of war, in the town of Trenton, New-Jersey, in the year 1782, where I had some very serious convictions of sin, occasioned by visits paid to two poor men in the same prison under sentence of death, (who were mercifully reprieved un- der the gallows.) Ifelt myself to be far more misera- ble than they appeared to be, and had it been possible, would gladly have stood in their place, as they appear- ed to cherish a lively and happy hope, that their sins were forgiven, and an expectation of being received in- to everlasting rest, while I was the subject of a fearful looking for of judgment: but, though I can hardly think that my convictions were of a spiritual nature, or such as constitute the beginnings of a good work of grace — yet I did not entirely lose them, in the midst of much wickedness, in myself and my compan- ions in captivity; and when I was exchanged, and re- stored to my native country, (which took place in the spring of 1783,) I was induced, from what I had been led to discover of my sins, to frequent the church much more than is usual with men in such circumstances. The love of sin strove successfully to lead me to the com- mission of much evil, and the fear of wrath dragged me to pay some occasional attention to the form of godliness, though only the form, without the power, both in myself and those among whom I generally met. But that God who worketh all things after the counsel of his own will, and brings about lis designs of mer- cy by what means and circumstances he pleases, was 1(5 pleased so to order it, that, being in company with some fellow workmen who were professors of religion, in the latter end of 1783, I heard them conversing about a Mr. Romaine, who they spoke so highly of, that (under my then exercises,^ I was induced to make an appointment to g > and hear him on the next Lord's day; and I found him to he as they described him, and, to speak in their language, "a wonderful man;" for even then, blind as I was, I discovered something in his preaching suited to my case; for I had been led to discover enough, as I have already premised, to con- vince me that I was in many, very many things, a foul sinner — though as to the depravity of my nature, I had no just conception of it, ^any more than I had of the way of life;) the fountain of the great deep, (so to speak) was not broken up — I knew not the plague of my heart, and thought reformation was in my own power, and vainly judged that was sufficient, though I could make no progress in breaking off my sins by righteousness, though I strove, and strove hard, to accomplish it. But headstrong lusts are not thus to be tamed; inveterate disease is not thus to be cured; a deep seated leprosy is not thus to be eradicated; "For the more I strove against their power, I sinn'd and stumbled but the mere." But now under the gospel, as preached by Mr. Ro- maine, God was pleased to make known to me what before I was a stranger to; and, strange to tell, though I felt as if I were tormented before my time, yet I was constrained to go again, and again, though I felt things to get worse and worse with me: so that with increasing pain, I was made to feel, as well as see, that all I did, or said, or thought, was sinful, exceeding sinful, and that the heart, the fountain, the spring of all action, was corrupt, deceitful abo\e all things, and desperately wicked. Resolutions, vows, oaths, and efforts of every description were vain. I have, under this confusion of mind and distress of souk even partook of the memorials of Hie Lord's (loath; thinking, that, surely that would he an effectual preventive of sin. But no — all was as weak, as a rope of sand, and under these, feelings of depravity and accumulated guilt, I hecame a Missihab, a terror round about, a terror to myself. The glory and great- ness of God as displayed in the visible heavens, has oft appalled my heart, and made it sink, as lead in the mighty waters. And though I did not say in the morning, would God it were night, (fori dreaded the night.) yet I truly said at night, would God it were morning, for I dreaded to close my eyes in sleep, lest the pit of hell should shut its mouth upon me, and oft- en when I awoke I have been surprised to a degree I cannot now express, that I was out of hell; and so horribly keen were the forebodings of misery, that I have, if it be possible, wished to know the worst, thinking either that hell was not so intolerable as F apprehended, or that I should be strong to suffer, as to do, (as Milton has it) and in this state of mind, while ail refuge failed me, no eye seemed to pity, nor hand appeared to help me, friends and acquaint- ance stood aloof from my sore indeed. These dis- tressing exercises, more or less fearful and appalling, under the heaviness of which my heart stooped, were continued somewhere about two years, and though my soul was most earnestly hungering and thirsting after righteousness, and exceedingly diligent, from a dis- tressing sense of need, in seeking by all means for a way of escape from the stormy wind and tempest, and although that way was clearly pourtrayed be- fore me in a very able and luminous gospel ministry, yet it was in a great degree hid from my eyes, The power of grievous temptations, the prevalence of strong corruptions, and the blind legality of my mind, together with the baneful infl lence of legal preaching and legal reading, (for I resorted to every thing and ran every where for help;) artd among the many things I then read was a book intitled Mien's B2 18 Marm 9 and another called Baxter's Call to the Un- converted. These works, as I then felt, and do now ve- rily believe, are more calculated to drive a sinner to desperation and suicide, than to lead the soul to Christ, which certainly they never did as means ac- complish, any more than the Whole Duty of Man, Thomas A. Kempis's Imitation of Christ, falsely so called, or the Alcoran of Mahomed; these things, connected with the great disadvantage of having no one to converse with who seemed to know any thing of the way in which I was led, made me of necessity "sit alone and keep silence, and put my mouth in the dust, if so be there might be hope." I saw and felt, what I doubt but few feel, namely, an end to ali per- fection in myself, and I also saw and felt that the commands of God were exceeding broad; but in the midst of all this distress and confusion of mind, de- pravity of heart, and temptations of Satan, I had now and then a ray of light under the word break in upon my mind that gave such views of the way of peace, as for the moment made my heart glad and leap for joy: but these favoured times were short and confused; they were the joys of a budding hope rather than pos- session — discoveries of the possibility of being saved* rather than a belief that I should be saved. But that God who was leading a blind sinner in a way that be did not know, and who was making me come after him in chains, was pleased, by slow degrees, to make darkness light before me, and crooked things straight; but hope deferred did in verv deed make my heart sick. The lacking anxiety — the tormenting apprehensions — the corroding doubts and fears that are endured under such exercises, no tongue can tell, no heart conceive, but the heart of those who are exer- cised therewith; but T am happy to have to relate, that several times about this period God was in mercy pleas- ed under the ministry of a Mr. Johnson, a Church of England clergyman, but a man of truth, to s;[\e me to see some of the marks and evidences of the new birthj a subject on which he long dwelt, but they were iy but glimmerings of light that soon vanished, and were succeeded by doubts and fears of the most dis- tressing character, so that I often resolved that I would not hear him any more on the subject; but when Lord's day returned my resolves gave way, and I was, as it were, led by an invisible hand to hear him again. The preaching also of a Mr. Foster, another Episcopal gospel minister, was very much blessed to me, by keeping alive my desires and encouraging my hopes, particularly under a discourse from these Words: "Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness, for they shall he filled." The characteristics described 1 believed I was the subject o£, and I had a flattering hope that the promise would b? fulfilled in me; but even yet hopes were very tran- sient and feeble, and fears strong and almost per- minent; and while I was passing through these trou- bled waters, i think in the spring of 1786, I had a dream of rather a singular nature, and as it was not without effect on my mind, I shall make free to relate it, although I am fully aware that many are disposed to treat such things and the relators of them, with something like contempt. But when I consider that some of the best and wisest of men have not scrupled to record some particular dreams, John Buuyan not the least among them, and especially when I read in the book of Job, that **God speaketh once, yea twice to man, in a dream, when deep sleep falleth upon men, in slumbering on their beds, then he openeth their ears and sealeth their instruction:" When I consider these things, and also the many instances recorded in scripture, where ordinary men have had dreams of singular import, and sometimes had them inter- preted by the servants of God, I feel fully justified in the relation of mine, which, as near as I can now re- collect, was as follows. I dreamed that I was sitting with the woman I kept company with, close by a long lake of water that extended beyond view along the foot of a very steep hill, rising from the horizon at least at the an- 20 §16 of forty-five degrees, on the top of this hill stood a man inviting me up, and his invitation excited in me an ardent desire to ascend; hut I greatly feared the attempt, for if 1 should slip destruction appeared in- evitable, as I must of necessity roll into and perish in the lake at the bottom, and I much wished that I had long spikes in my shoes, to prevent the much dreaded accident; but while these were the cogitations of my mind, I thought that the "power of God would not suffer me to fall;" this thought so encouraged me that I immediately made the attempt, taking great care every step, to insert my foot firmly in the earth, and the path on which 1 had to ascend, went in an oblique direction, by which the difficulty of ascent was greatly lessened; and with this precaution and advan- tage, 1 arrived safely, and much sooner than I ex- pected, on the summit of the hill: along which' ran a level margin of a few yards width. The man whom 1 had seen from the bottom, and who invited me up, stood here, and two others, and waving his right hand, he says, "hehold the beauty of the promised land;*' and looking, I saw before me a large quantity of fresh plowed land, thrown up into small hills of considera- ble elevation; between which ran beautiful streams of water, intersecting with each other, which the man told me were to water the land, that it might bring forth its fruit plentifully. Before us was a kind of boundary wall, and, I think, a small ditch, over which he handed me into the promised land. On the inside of the wall, close by where we entered, was a deep and dark cavern, the descent into which was almost perpendicular — the man, my guide, charged me to beware of it; for, he said, it was the devil's pit; and when he saw me alarmed, (for 1 stood, as it were on its crumbling verge,) he encouraged me not to be afraid, for that the devil would be destroyed soon. After I had been some time with my guide, and the other two, surveying the promised land, the woman, who I had left at the bottom of the hill, on the verge 21 of the lake, appeared an the summit and chided me for my stay. I then attempted to come out. but my guide prevented, and brought me a book, in which I was to write my name among very many others. I did so, and when I wrote it, it struck me as very sin- gular, that instead of being wrote with ?"./:, it was wrote with blood. Against every name a very small sum of money was set, which I understood to be the perquisites of those who shewed the place. I then put as large a sum as any t saw, to my name, and paid the cash, and then made the second attempt to egress, but was again stopped by my attentive guide, who* said he would give me something to keep in remem- brance of the place: so saying, he fetched me a large bough of evergreen, myrtle, or box, apparently, which he called Isthmus. I asked him if it was the lstnmus recorded in scripture — he replied it was. I then again attempted, and was permitted to come out; and I gave the bough of evergreen into the hand of the woman who was waiting tor me, and immediately about half of the bough drooped exceedingly — we then, in com- pany, walked about a large field, in which we then appeared to be, and at different places we saw several traps, made of oak, for catching game; and what struck me in my dream, was the singular circumstance that none of them had the fall, or tumbler, which is intend- ed to seen pc the prey. After this I had lost the woman, and found myself in company with two men, walking along a road which had high banks on its sides. After travelling some time, we came to a rather singular appearance in the bank, somewhat analogous to what foxes make. One of the men said, that was the devil's house; and direct- ly opposite was, as it were, the remains of a fortifica- tion, or breast work, which appeared to be beaten down to two or three feet high. One of the men exclaimed, "that is the devil's buttery." I immediately asked, who would first storm the fort — and one of the men instantly leaped the wall, and I next followed: and 22 when we had entered this supposed fort, there stood a considerable number in a row of the same kind of traps I had seen before, and they were Lri the same incom- plete and inefficient state; that is, they had no tum- blers; consequently, incapable of holding the prey. On seeing such a number, I exclaimed, with some- emotion, "Surely, this is a trap manufactory" — and after some more observations in this place, which es- caped my memory, we appeared to walk into the ad- joining lands, which were very woody: and I awoke, and so much was ray mind impressed with this dream, that I directly jumped out of bed and wrote it down, but the copy has been many years lost — yet the sub- stance, I believe, will never be erased from my mind. I shall make no observations on it; but leave my read- ers to make their own reflections, and proceed with my narrative, by observing, that some parts of the works of Mr. John Bunyan, (the venerable and well taught author of the Pilgrim's Progress,) were made of special service to me; and particularly his treatise entitled, "The Doctrines of Law and Grace unfold- ed," and his tract called, "Grace abounding to the Chief of Sinners," the mere titje of which made my heart bound with hope, and its contents, which are a relation of his own experience, gave me much instruc- tion and great encouragement: but, though I received much benefit from the sources I have named, 1 believe the preaching of Mr. Romaine, (a master in Israel and a scribe well instructed,) was more owned of God than all other means. in his ministry, the ruined state of sinners, the fulness and sufficiency of the Saviour, as Lord of all by whom he preached peace, and the sovereign fine- ness of divine grace, together with the indispensable and irresistible agency of the holy spirit, and the ex- ercises ot the poor sinner in passing from death to life, were constantly and ably set forth; and God blessed his labors to many, very many, and, I trust, to me also, though I am nothing, and worse than nothing, 23 the chief of sinners: and as his labors were frequent- lv blessed to ni< , so as to cause a lively hope, (1 trust a good hope, through grace,) to spring up in my heart. He seldom preached, in season or out of sea- son, but I was glad to embrace the opportunity to hear him; and on Good Friday morning, 1786, I w as more sensibly favored than ever before, under a dis- course on the crucifixion of Christ, whose nam? had now become to me as ointment poured forth, and I loved him with my whole heart, and ran about the streets of London in the afternoon, to find some preaching, thinking that the bare mention of his name, would increase my joy in the Lord. But I had not the happiness of hearing another sermon until night, when Mr. Foster (before named.) spoke frr>m the words of the Psalmist, "The redemption of the soul is precious, it ceascth forever" — under which dis- course I was much instructed on the important subject of redemption: but not so happy as in the morning: nor was I for several weeks after, though 1 followed hard after him who was powerfully drawing me "with tin- cords of ]ove, as with the bands of a man." But on the Thursday week before Whitsunday, I was most happily visited with the plenitude of divine compas- sion, under a rich gospel discourse, preached by Mr. Romaine, from those sweet and all -interesting words in John — "I ascend to my Father, and to your Father; to ??.■?/ God, and to your God.' 9 Under that never to be forgotten sermon, the spirit of God, in mercy, so applied the truth preached, that I was brought fully into the liberty of the gospel. Faith, as the gift of God, came by hearing, even faith in him of whom I heard, so that my sins were removed, and my interest in a precious Almighty Saviour, who saved me to the uttermost, (from the uttermost guilt and wretched- ness,) and my relationship to my heavenly Father, was happily made known, believed, and rejoiced in, for that continuance, and in that degree, which before I was a stranger to. 1 seemed now to have nothing £4 to ask for, (comparatively speaking:) — my cup of joy- ran over — ail was peace, joy, thanksgiving and praise. Before this, the thing I hoped for being deferred, made my heart sick, and I had long and often poured out my complaints with groanings, that could not be uttered, and had often been driven from my knees by the forte of inward terror, and an awful apprehension and conception of diabolical presence. But now, what I had long and ardently desired, was com\ and it was, in truth, a tree of life; for my sou' did indeed magnify the Lord, and my spirit rejoiced in God, my Saviour; and, as before, the glory of the visible heavens did appal my soul, so now, more than once, in a certain indescribable happy reveiy, I have anxiously watch- ed for the opening of the heavens, and the second ap- pearing of my Lore!, who was dearer to me than life. Indeed, in a certain sense, life had lost its value, and I often regretted that I was a young man, and was ready to envy those who, either by old age or invet- erate disease, seemed tottering on the grave, and, as it were, ready to launch away to that land where the great, glorious and precious Saviour of the lost is se^n as he is, and the emanations of infinite felicity f ; -■> m his fulness, and the beatific contemplation of his uncreated glory, enjoyed without alloy — without a cloud, an;! without a period. And although, after this, I had short intervals of misgivings, and even sometimes my life hung in doubt before me, on account of i'ue striving and working of corruptions, which I expected had been all dead, to l no 'pore. Yet, nevertheless, general!} speaking, I was I ippy in Christ, believing that I should not die I e, and the good spirit of God was pleased, g to establish me in the faith, and open my urn ling, to comprehend the way of life, and to fcnoA a degree of clearness, that truth, by which I bad ■•; en nade free, though my knowledge of it when I was made free b v it, was rude and circumscribed: but this growing in knowledge, or progressive illumina- 25 tion, wa9 a slow work — I felt much, but knew but lit- tle; yet the leaven of grace and truth worked — the grain of mustard seed grew in a diligent and happy use of the means of grace, until my christian friends, who were then numerous and intelligent, became cla- morous in urging me, and perseveringly solicitous to introduce me into public and useful life. What were the exercises of my mind, and what was the result of seven years earnest and continued importunity, I do not feel myself called on, nor disposed, at present, to delineate. But, perhaps, some may think, (if it was so,) their partial preference was ill judged, and did but flatter my vanity. Permit me to say, as to the last particular, I know the reverse — but be it so; that I was then flattered, I have had enough of late years to mortify my vanity, (if I am the subject of it) in being as a lamp despised in the thoughts of those that are at ease. I am content, or, at least, I desire so to be; for why should a livitig man complain — a man for the punishment of his sins; and, I hope, I have not quite forgotten the proverb that speaketh unto mourn- ers as to children: "My son, despise not thou the chastening of the Lord, nor faint when thou art re- buked of him, for whom the Lord loveth he chasten - ctli, and scourgeth every son whom he receiveth." But here I am constrained to take up a lamentation, and say, would to God those happy, lively, humble and useful days, which were enjoyed for more than twenty years, had lasted even till now. But no, alas! that has not been my happiness. I have too just oc- casion to lament my unfruitfuliiess, and with one of old to say, my leanness, my leanness, woe unto me. ♦♦The heart, however, knoweth its own bitterness, (in declensions) and a stranger doth not intermeddle with its joys" when grace reigns; often had I to use the lan- guage of the apostle, and say, ♦♦O! wretched man that I am, who shall deliver me;" and I trust it has also often been my privilege to add, even in deep waters, ♦♦I thank God, through Jesus Christ my Lord;" so C 26 that I trust "I shall not die, but live." But, oh! the unfeeling scorning of those that are at ease! — the wicked triumph of the Philistines, who shout loud enough to be heard, "aha. aha, so would we have it. An evil disease cleavetli fast to him, and now that he is down he shall rise no more. But they know not the thoughts of the Lord — neither understand they his counsel — for he lifteth up those that fall. The Lord looseth the prisoners!" Yes, and taketh delight to shew himself rich in mercy to all that call upon him, because he delighteth in mercy, and knoweth thereof we are made, and remembereth tliat we are but dust, so that however tried we are not forsak- en, often cast down but never destroyed, so that, though I am constrained to take tip Mr. Hart's lan- guage and say, "from sinner and from saint I meet with many a blow;" and although "my own bad heart creates me smart, which none but ' od doth know," or can know; yet "remembering the wormwood and the gall, my soul hath them still in remembrance, and is humbled in me, therefore have I hope— and I trust it is my privilege to add with David, "this is my com- fort in my affliction, for thy word hath quickened me;" and having the same spirit of faith, I will farther add with the Psalmist, "let them curse, but bless thou." For surely God hath, in my case, as well as in many thousands, "chosen the base things of the world, and things that are not," (of any value in the eyes of the world,) ••'hath God chosen to bring to nought things that are," (in high esteem with men,) for this gracious and all important end; an end that God never loses sight of in any of his gracious dispensations, namely, "that no flesh should glory in his presence." And however men (whether wicked men or mistak- en good men) may be disposed to despise, I know from the divine testimony and from happy experience, that "a broken and contrite spirit Gbd will not des- pise" — "for he hath not despised nor abhorred the affliction of the afflicted;" nor will he ever do it, though • 2r • be might justly do so. us all affliction is, in some way or oilier, the fruit of evil doing: but, instead of deal- ing with deserved severity, "when the afflicted crietli he liearcth him;" and in a thousand instances, as well as in my case, says, *•! have seen his ways and will heal him; I will lead him also, and restore comfort to him, and to his mour.seks" — not his accusers — not his mockers; but his .mourners. Such as can, and do sympathise with, and pray for, and "treat not as an enemy, hut admonish as a brother," the tempted and fallen. Such God will make participators in the com- forts of the restored. These are a part of his ways, "who delighteth to multiply, to pardon, and to pass by the transgressions of the remnant of his heritage;" and who is he that will dare to "say to the Almighty, what dost thou" — "he that repliest against God, let him answer it." But I will subjoin (as I oft have done) the Psalmist's petition, and say, "restore to me (more fully) the joys of thy salvation" — and, I trust, I feel equally disposed to add, "uphold me with thy free spirit" — and I must be permitted yet farther to add, in his language, and, I trust, with equal propriety, "then will I, (when thou hast enlarged my heart, and healed the bones thou hast broken,) then will I teach transgressors thy ways, and sinners shall be convert- ed unto thee." Amen, and amen; and let not the proud and the self-righteous chafe, while I add, So be it. — The Lord God of king Darid, the God of Israel, say amen, too. Now Lord, to thee, my Sai iour and my God. Myself, and all 1 have, I dedicate. Oh, take me as 1 am, though weak and vile, And fashion me beneath thy forming hand, (If thou see guod,; to favour and promote, As heretofore I've done, thy righteous cause, To spread thy holy truth and wondrous fame But, oh! forbid that ever I should shun Thy truth to speak, and counsel to declare. 26 As mauydo, to please poor dying men, And keep back that which would their pride offend, And shew, thereby, they seek not them, but tkeirs. But, oh! my Lord, do thou thy dust instruct,, To warn the wicked of thy wrath to come, And point the guilty to thy cleansing blood: To preach forgiveness in thy saving name, And shew that in thy righteousness divine, Believing souls are freely justified, From all the things thy righteous law conden u . And thereby gather in as own'd of thee, Thy chosen seed, to serve thee as their king. To feed thy sheep and lambs beloved of thee, And strengthen feeble knees, and lift the hands That, in desponding fear, hang feebly down. To succour instrumentally the souls Whom Satan tempts, to sin or to despair. To say to such as seem disposed to turn To the right hand, or to the left — Behold The good old way; the footsteps of the flock, And walk therein — beside the shepherds tents — So shall your weary souls find rest in God! To seek the wand'rers from thy fold, and strive As under-shepherd in thy hand, to bring Them back to thee to taste forgiving love, And dwell beneath the shadow of thy wings. So shall thy name, my Lord, be magnified, And sinners lost, be to the utmost sa\ed! Oh! open thou a door, which none can shut, And say, "My servant enter in and occupy Until I come, and faithful do my work — The work of an Evangelist; and ghe Full proof to all thy min'stry is from meP ■ So speak, my Saviour God, thy servant hears — And prays for grace and strength to do thy will, And wisdom from above, his way to guiile: And while thy cause before thy foes he pleads, From srourse of tongues unha'.iowM him defend. 29 Thy word, as iire in his bones, thou knowest Is often felt, and fain he'd pour it out abroad; But patient wait my soul, and watch his leading hand Yet, while with warm solicitude I wait To know thy will, I cannot help but pray. Let not my lamp in dark obscurity go out, Nor let my talents (be they what they may,) Lie useless by, as in a napkin hid. From thee, my gracious Lord, and not from men They came — and to thy praise I'd them devote. So shall the savor of thy name be spread, And my last days, my God, shall be my best! 32 Sf* wmm sin wEWiwfsww i©m© JESTS ck. Then, and therefore, Je- sus Christ ("the brightness of the Father's glory") "is our God," "over all, God blessed throughout all ages. Jlmen." Even so; "and blessed be his Holy Name" for ever and ever. Amen and Amen. This is the God the Christian's heart adores, In whom he trusts, to whom his prayer he pours; Whose strength in weakness felt is perfect made, Whose grace in straits affords sufficient aid, Whose love preserv'd him e'er he did him call, Whose arms uphold him when he else would fall. From darkness into light his soul he brought, And with an hand that's strong he hath him taught To know himself as lost — and Christ, his God, Who guides and feeds him by and with his rod— /That rod (his word) which is from Zion sent, Through which, when own'd of God, lost men repent, On the Divinity of Christ. 53 And then by faith, (which doth by hearing come,) They leave (through sense of need) their native home, And flee to Christ, their rock and hiding place, And taste his dying love and saving grace. Such gladly own him as the "Lord of all," And like the saints of old upon him call, As, on a. "potent " "wise" and "present" friend, "Eternally the same" — he knows no end. E i4H IB8S41? ON THE \IXAIiTE'IkA.1II''& liOYE OT GOB, AS ILLUSTRATED IN BEARING WITH, FEELING FOR, AND HEALING BABKSMIDIBIBSa Tet lam the Lord thy God, from the Land of Egypt, and thou shalt knotv no God but me, for there is no Saviour beside me. — Hosea xiii. 4. ^Vhoever is taught of God to know himself as a lost sinner, totally depraved and without strength, and to know also Christ crucified as the all sufficient Saviour of them who are (sensibly) ready to perish, and who studies the sacred scriptures under the teach- ing of the Spirit of Christ, the Spirit of Truth, such a one will be led to discover, to his great comfort, many very gracious and interesting displays of tri- umphant grace and sovereign compassion, not only towards the chief of sinners in th^ir first conversion, in plucking them as brands from the everlasting burn- ings; but, if possible, more eminently triumphant and sovereign, in the healing of the worst and uost perverse of backsliders, and in ail the gracious steps 56 On the Unalterable Lore of God. tending to that happy, God honoring, and soul sav- ing issue, by which the Lord God, merciful and gra- cious, is so supereminently distinguished from, and exalted infinite heights above man! **I will not re- turn to destroy Ephraim;/or I am God and not man!" llosea xi. 9. In the preceding part of the chapter from whence I have selected my motto, (as in very many parts of God's gracious word) we have a painful narrative of the great, persevering and increasing wickedness, of the professed people of God of that day,* they had forsaken the fountain of living waters, they had join- ed themselves to Idols, and in that they sinned more and more! and though God in fatherly displeasure chastised them with the rod of men, visiting their sins with the rod, and their iniquities with stripes, Psa. lix. 32. though he made them as the morning cloud and early dew, as the chaff driven with the whirlwind, and as smoke out of the chimney; yet his unalterable loving kindness never failed! he knew in- fallibly what was best calculated to secure the honor of his own government, and commend most illustrious- ly the riches of his unsearchable love in Christ! He would not therefore give the offenders up to that judg- ment they so richly deserved, and of which his enemies had so often been made the monuments. Hear his own most gracious soliloquy on the subject. "How shall I give thee up Ephraim? How shall I deliver thee Israel? How shall I make thee as Admah? How shall I set thee as Zeboam? Mine heart is turned within me, my repentings are kindled together!" Read Ho- sea xi. from the 7th verse to the end, and it will evi- dently appear, that these and other most gracious words are spoken with reference to a people bent to backslide, none of whom would exalt the Most High, but compassed him about with lies and deceit; yet the Lord our God is Jehovah and changeth not! and therefore his refractory and offending family are not consumed as they deserve! the riches of divine &Ti the Unalterable Love of God, 57 grace, forbearance and mercy! It is true, that for peace the froward have great bitterness, for in very faithfulness doth he afflict; but still in love to their souls, in Christ, and for his sake, he casts all their sins behind his back into the depths of the sea. The back- slider in heart is indeed filled with his own ways, to his grief, wounding and shame; but though he has shamefully forgotten God, yet that God of patience, against whom he hath so foully and ungratefully sin- ned, and by whom he hath set so light, "doth earnest- ly remember him still;" and although the Lord speaks against him and acts against him, (for "with the froward God will shew himself froward,") "yet he will surely have mercy upon him," when he has suit- ably chastised and humbled him. He hath said it, whose word stands firmer than heaven and earth, one jot or tittle of which can never fall to the ground! "What shall we then say to these things?" Nothing better can be said than what the apostle of the Gen- tiles was instructed to say, namely: "If God be for us, who can be against us?" — and that God is for (or on the side of) poor mourners in Zion, who, through grace, have believed on his Son, cannot be doubted; to plead their cause, fight their battles, "deliver them from him that is stranger than they, and make them more than conquerors, through him that hath loved them!" The captain of our salvation (as Pharoah said) "fighteth for Israel against the Egyptians." Yet still worse foes than the ancient Egyptians are against us. Yes, verily, the world, the flesh and the devil are in battle array against the household of faith, the flock of Christ, and especially against the unhappy wan- derers from his fold; but still the good shepherd's care ceaseth not, for as sure as David slew a lion and a bear which committed depredations on his flock which was his charge, so sure, and more effertually, will the good shepherd Christ Jf'sus, go into the wilder- ness and seek "that lost sheep that is driven away, 58 On the Unalterable Lore of God. until he find it;" nor will he set dogs to worry it; but as he knows how to "have compassion on the ig- norant and those who are out of the way, he will lay it on his shoulders, or in his bosom, and bring it back!" If it is diseased *»he will heal that which is sick," as well as **restore that which was driven away!" And although the restored wanderer should be so disfigured by disease, and its fleecy robe (which should be always white) so defiled with the filth, and torn by the brambles of the wilderness, yea, though some of its bones should be so broken by falls into pits, (for indeed "it is aland of pits and snares,"; al- though, I say, all these evils should have combined so to disfigure the poor culprit, that the sheep who had been safely kept, and well fed, and clean clothed, should hardly be able to know, and proudly disdain to own (as one of them) a creature so disfigured and defiled, yet Christ, the chief shepherd, seeth not as the sheep see; they look upon the outward appear- ance, he looketh upon the heart — the heart which himself hath prepared! He heareth the wanderer be- moaning himself, which is no other than the answer or echo of the tongue, corresponding with the prepar- ed state of the heart, made soft, humble and contrite, and he whose ear is never heavy, well understandeth the sighing of the needy! Perhaps the sheep may but ill understand the bleating of the wounded and dis- eased, which in the ear of a gracious God, and at the footstool of his mercy, is poured out thus: "I have no rest in my bones because of my foolishness; my wounds stink and are corrupt; my loins are filled with a loathsome disease; my sore runneth in the night and ceaseth not; I abhor myself in dust and ashes. Against thee only have I sinned and done this evil in thy sight." 4< heal my backslid ings, for- give my sins, that the bones which thou hast broken may rejoice!" The favoured and preserved sheep of the flock, I have said, and I know I have said truly, do but ill On the Unalterable Love of God. 59 understand, and I may add, they less credit the sin- cecity of sucli self loathini;- lamentations; and though the poor unhappy subject of them "wets his. couch with tears," yet they suspect they are hut crocodile tears: so that it sometimes happens (and it is, and ever will remain for a lamentation; that the despised and shunned subject, who would gladly lie down in the f«>ld and partake of their rich pastures and still waters, is again driven to herd with the goats and the swine; and though he cannot be satisfied with their husks nor with their society, and is driven to say "w r o is me, for I dwell in Meshek;" yet it rarely happens that he can find an eye that will pity him, or any who are desirous to "strengthen that which re- mains, by even saying, "brother, be of good cheer!* so that it appears as if "no man cared for his souU* Such is the prevalence of self righteousness; but though men, even good men, act thus reprehensibly, disdainful and negligent, for the want of more sell knowledge and more brotherly love, which would teach them to "mourn with those who mourn, and groan being burdened. ' While men act thus, the ways of a sin-forgiving God transcend them in wisdom and compassion, as the heavens are higher than the earth! for if we attentively consider the tender language and dealings of God towards his backsliding children, we must be constrained to exclaim — "His ways are not as our ways, nor are his thoughts as our thoughts!"' No, verily, the unchangeable love of his heart, and the ever-abiding relation between himself and his people, enriches and emblazons the sacred page, so that he who runs may read — Thus he speaks in unchange- able love: "Yet I am the Lord thy God, from the land cf Egypt, and thou shalt know no God but me, for there is no Saviour beside me." most gracious, encouraging and supporting words, to him who is stung with self-reproach, the frowns of men, and scorning of those who are at ease! The relationship is indissoluble. " ••Vet I am the 60 On the Unalterable Love of God, Lord thy God," notwithstanding thy many provoca- tions;" "yet" though thou hast forsaken me times without number, though thou hast played the harlot with many lovers; "yet," notwithstanding all this and much more, still " ! am the Lord thy God!" This great and glorious truth writ as with a sun-beam, and writ in blood, and with blood, even the blood of God's dear Son; this great truth, I say, was most mercifully and happily illustrated in the experience of David — a man who had been most signally favour- ed of God, and had every thing bestowed on him that heart or flesh could covet; yet he sinned with a high hand and a hardened heart, a "heart hardened through the deceitfulness of sin;" for while his va- liant and faithful worthy Uriah, was jeopardizing his life in the high places of the field, and lighting his battles, he i David) conspired against his peace, and stole his wife! — and when his craft and stratagem proved ineffectual to hide his shame, he conspired against his life, "and murdered him with the sword of the children of Amnion!" Base outrage of every principle of honor as a soldier, as well as of justice as a man, his iniquity was great — not only adultery, but blood guiltiness was on his head — but base and aggravated as was the matter of Uriah and Bathshe- ba, it was not unpardonable! — but being interested iu "that better covenant which is established on better promises, which covenant is well ordered in all things, and sure to all the seed." A prophet was in God's good time, sent to rebuke him for his iniquity, and to be instrumental in the hand of tiie Spirit, to bring him to a sense of his sin, and to repentance not to be repented of; and this was done by a judicious and ap- propriate parable, dictated to the prophet no doubt by infinite wisdom; so that the guilty monarch pass- ed judgment on himself, saying, "The man that hath done this shall surely die. : ' The man that could be base and selfish enough to violate every law of God and man, by taking his neighbour's "only lamb which On the Unalterable Love of God. 61 lay in his bosom, and was unto him as a daughter," to feed a traveller when he had a large flock of his own. Such a man, saith he, that could do this, shall 6iirely die! it is not fit that such a monster of base- ness should live! And had this royal delinquent been informed that this neighbour thus robbed of his all, was a good, a faithful, a devoted friend, and actual- ly serving his robber, at the hazard of his life; while this ingrate, like a prowling wolf, was breaking into his unguarded fold and robbing him of his most es- teemed earthly blessing! had, I say, this transgres- sor been informed of these facts, we may fairly pre- sume that his indignation would have increased se- ven fold; lie would have been ready to have used a form of speech at that time common — "God do so to me and more also, if such a man shall live to seethe morning light!" But 0! how insensible to the horrid turpitude of his own crimes, infinitely worse than the letter of the parable, of which he supposed some other man to be the transgressor: alas! how ready are ma- ny to cast a stone at an offender when not convict- ed in their own consciences; but let it be observed, a forwardness to condemn others is no proof of inno- cence, but rather of insensibility and hard-hearted- ness! It was the case in the accusers of the woman taken in adultery, who appears to have found mercy at the hand of Christ, and it was evidently the case in David! but how must he have felt ashamed and confounded before God and man, when the honest prophet shewed him the application of the parable to his case, thus — "Thou art the. man!" Thou who hast been so ready to devote to death the unfeeling de- predator, thou art the man that hast done all that my parable contains and intends. O! how must the mat- ter of Uriah and Bathsheba have rushed upon his mind, with all the aggravating circumstances, the attendant evils of his two capital crimes — adultery and murder! — however insensible before, he was now made to feel a truth afterwards uttered bv his son So- F 6S On the Unutterable Lore of God. lomon: "A wounded spirit who can bear." But all conquering grace softened his heart, preserved him from maltreating, and bowed his soul to the severe rebukes of his faithful monitor the prophet, who not only told him he was <*the man," the guilty rich man, who had cruelly robbed the poor man — but, to en- hance his crimes in his own view, he reminds him of all the Lord had done for him in anointing him king over Israel — delivering him from Saul — giving him his house and his wives into his bosom — and then ex- postulates faithfully with him on ti.e enormity of his crimes — in despising the commandment of the Lord — murdering his faithful servant and soldier Uriah, and defiling his wife. If any crimes could have stopped the current of unchangeable love towards a foul back- slider, one might have supposed that these would: their character was extremely heinous, of the highest and foulest turpitude. The circumstances under which they were committed were peculiarly aggra- vating, and quite destitute of any extenuating ingre- dients. But, deep dyed as were his crimes, and they were certainly very deep, of a crimson, of a bloody hue, yet love divine, all love excelling, love that is stronger than death, that love of the Father that did not spare his Son, that love of the Son that impelled him to give up himself and pour out his soul unto death, to be numbered with transgressors, and to bear the sin of many — such love is not to be arrested in its operations, in its emanations and out-goings to- wards the guilty — It must not be! — it cannot be! — where sin did so grossly abound, to the injury of men and the dishonour of God, by giving his enemies so «reat occasion to blaspheme, there did grace much more abound to the humbling and restoring the of- fender—for. let it be observed, that when the prophet had proceeded to shew David the great evils he had committed, the heavy and severe chastisements he had procured to himself, and when the guilty doer, from a heart-felt sense of his extreme vilcness, was On the Unalterable Lore of God. 63 brought humbly and honestly to confess the evil of his doings thus: »•! have sinned against the Lord. " Immediately the prophet delivers his consoling mes- sage from that God against whom David had so great- ly sinned, even that God who "delights to multiply to pardon, and to pass by the transgressions of the rem- nant of his heritage," thus: "The Lord hath also put away thy sin, thou shall not die." 2 Sam. xii. 13. O what astonishing and gracious words! full of grace, free, rich, triumphant grace, such "soft words break the bone," and sweetly dissolve the heart of stone! — The proud Pharisee may gnash his teeth, hut "grace will reign through righteousness unto eternal life, by Jesus Christ our Lord," "who was made sin for us, who knew no sin, that we might be made the righte- ousness of God in him." Thus did the Lord in rich mercy say to David, and he hath said it to thousands, and will say it to thou- sands more. "Yet I am the Lord thy God." Though thou hast done evir as thou could, for which I have visited, and will yet visit with a severe rod; *'yct I change not — the thoughts of my heart stand fast for a thousand generations — I know 7 the thoughts that ) think towards you — thoughts of peace and not of evil;" for "yet (after all) I am the Lord thy God, thou shalt know no God but me" — "I will purge you from your dross and your tin." Neither pleasures, nor honors, I nor riches shall be your God. J will bring you to say from the heart — "What have I any more to do with idols." "Thou shnlt know no God but me," for this most gracious and all important reason: "There is no Saviour beside rac." What glorious gospel! what soul saving and God honoring truth! That a believ- ing man should say what have I any more to do with idols— or, in the language of Peter, "To whom (else) Lord shall we go, thou hast Hie. words of eternal fife." This, I say. is in some sense natural, because the sin- ner has his interest in it; but for the ever blessed God to resolve, that an unworthy, ungrateful creature, a 64 On the Unalterable Love of God. creature bent to backslide, should know no God but himself, that he would chasten him out of every refuge of lies, and not suffer him to settle on his lees final- ly, because nothing can do him real good, no one save him from real evil but himself; -there is no Sa- viour beside me." 0! this is matchless grace! And while we contemplate this most astonishing, grand, and interesting display and triumph of free, sovereign, immutable and all-conquering grace, and unbounded mercy in Christ to eternal life, towards a man so highly favoured and greatly honored, to be a prophet and a king, and who had so foully and inexcusably transgressed; while, I say, we contem- plate this illustration of unchangeable love, it is no unimportant circumstance to consider that the perpe- trator of such heinous crimes, contrasted with the possession of such superlative favours, was not in his future life (after brought to repentance) degraded isora his high, honorable and important office, either that of king, or more especially thnt of a prophet: in which as the sweet singer of Israel, he was till his dying day, usefully employed of God, and his labours >H11 continue to be abundantly owned of God, to com- fort all that mourn, until the end of time! witness that invaluable poem the 51st psalm, which appears to have been wrote immediately after God had brok- en his heart for sin, (see the title) in which psalm we have the most earnest pleadings for mercy and all-subduing grace! the most candid and ingenuous confessions of sin and depravity, entreaties for the abiding and renewing influence of the holy Spirit; and in the 12th verse he pi ads cogently with his gracious God to restore to him the joys of his salva- tion, which he had deservedly and painfully lost; but not only did he pray for the renewed enjoyment of such heavenly and inexpressible pleasures, but to shew how much he felt his weakness, and how much he desired to be kept in his future life from ever} presumptuous sin and from secret faults, he humbly* On the Vnalterahle Love of God. 65 but earnestly, entreats to be kept in the way in which he should go; hence he adds to the former petition this most important and equally needful one: "And uphold me with thy free Spirit!" and then observe what he proposes as the result of God's answering these petitions, "Then will I teaoh transgressors thy ways." O how would the proud Pharisee chafe at this, and how would the leaven of pharisaism in good men ferment at a similar declaration and in- tention now, — You teach! they would be ready to ex- c\ai n 9 you 9 who have done so much to dishonor God, grieve the godly, and cause the ungodly to triumph; you presume to exhort men to walk circumspectly, who have walked so loosely yourself; you enforce it on men to deny ungodliness and worldly lust, when you have done so much evil to gratify your own lusts; yes, says the restored penitent, I will teach, I who have done all you accuse me of and much more, I will take shame to myself who am but a dead dog, see- ing my life is hid with Christ in God, who "hath put away my sin" and said that "I shall not die." I, even I, will teach transgressors his ways, even the ways of an infinitely gracious God, in chastening, and restoring backsliding transgressors; and who more fit (I ask) if God see good? I am converted, or reconverted may such a one say, why should not I try to strengthen my brethren, as an instrument in his hands, who "strengthened the spoiled against the strong, and taketh the prey from the mighty!" I also will teach transgressors who are yet in their sins, the way of life; I will preach Christ the way, the truth, and the life, in all the dignity and suita- bility of his person, the perfection and efficacy of his work, — in living obediently — in dying patiently — m rising victoriously, and in ascending triumphantly, "leading captivity captive, and receiving gifts for men* even for the rebellious, that the Lord God might dwell amongst us." This says the man who hath obtained health and cure! This I will do, e:race enabling me; F2 b6 On the Unalterable Love of God, and though many may despise, and some oppose, it shall in the issue be evident, that God hath chosen the base things of the world, and things which are des- pised hath God chosen, with this important object in view — that no flesh should glory in his presence— «-but that the excellence and the power may evidently ap- pear to be of God, and not of men! — and these things (namely, the foul deeds of God's own, and the extension of mercy to them, in restoring and employ- ing them for others good,) are written for our in- struction, on whom the ends of the world are come, that we may learn not to be high minded but fear, not to despise but pity, not repulsively to say stand by thyself, but receive them for Christ's sake, as God hath received them. But, before I dismiss this grand illustration and proof of the unalterable love of God, towards the objects of his choice in Christ, I must notice the confidence that this foul offender, but god- ly mourner, expresses, that his future efforts will be owned of God for great usefulness. Then, when God is pleased to restore to me the joys of his salva- tion, and will graciously deign to uphold me with his free spirit — "Then will I teach transgressors his ways, and sinners shall be converted unto him!" This some would judge to be the very climax of arrogance, that a man who had so basely despised the command- ment of the Lord, should dare to hope for. and con- fidently anticipate, such an honorable employ and ex- tensive usefulness, when so many who are so h.oly and so good, at least in their own eyes, are unemploy- ed, or, if employed, totally useless. God will have it so, that the first may be last, and the last first — the one "is as a cloud that drops down fatness, " his heart being enriched with mercy and truth, while the ether "is as a cloud without rain" — and who art thou, O man, that repliest against God, who seeth not as men see, whose ways are unsearchable," and infinite- ly transcend the ways of men, or David would never have been so usefully employed after he had so base- On the Unalterable Love of God. CT ] y played the traitor, nor would Peter either, after he had so falsely, so profanely, so ungratefully, so wick- edly denied his Lord, ever been employed "to teach and preach Jesus and his unsearchable riches, to comfort the mourners, to strengthen his brethren, to warn the unruly, and comfort the feeble minded" — never, I say, would this have been witnessed, had not God's ways been infinitely above ours, and had he not been determined "to stain the pride of men, and commend the riches of his own sovereign grace, by shewing forth a pattern of all long suffering," — not in David only, but also in Peter, in whom we see an astonishing proof of the unalterable love of God, which is the subject, the pleasing and profitable subject of this essay' Peter's conduct appears, to the view of men, but little short in criminality to that of Judas, who went hardened to his own place, while Peter was melted into contrition by a look, of divine compassion, and must tenderly dealt with by the merciful High Priest of our profession, who looketh on the heart and exer- ciseth compassion on those who are (turned by temp- tation) out of the way. And the man who knows "the plague of his heart," and the baneful influence of Sa- tan's devices, and the snares of the world, will say with gratitude — "Such a High Priest became us" — was indispensably needful for us — everlasting shame and confusion would have been the consequence if we had not had such a High Priest — "a great High Priest — higher than the heavens, who ever liveth to make intercession," consecrated to his priestly office by the oath of God, even that oath which made the Son a Priest forevermore, according to the power of an endless life. This Son, who is king, judge and lawgiver, over his own house the church, not only par- doned his offending servant Peter, but commanded him "to feed his sheep, and his lambs, and strengthen his brethren," as a fruit and proof of his love towards his Lord. John xxi. 15, 16, 17. — and we do not find 68 On the Unalterable Love of God. that this profusion of unchanging love and divine compassion was ever abused by Peter or his friends; nor does it appear that either friends or foes made his former failings matter of reproach against him, neither does it appear to have been any hinderance to his usefulness, though his labors were principally among the circumcision, a people to w horn the nature of his conduct was well known — but it seems that a dog was not suffered to move his tongue against him; so that we have not only another notable instance in the case of Peter, of the unalterable love of God, ex- em plified in the bearing with, feeling for, and Stealing of a backslider, but in addition to that we have an- other striking instance of wonderful condescension in employing a man who had committed such serious offences as an instrument to promote his glory, by spreading his truth and his fame in the world, call- ing in his elect from the four winds of heaven, and feeding and strengthening the household of faith! O, sirs, look and wonder at this stupendous grace, and be assured, as a matter of great encouragement, that this is not a solitary instance, "for many such things are w ith him" — and what ought to be the sentiment and language of the godly, while with grateful amaze- ment they are led to contemplate, and admire such brilliant displays of unfathomable compassion and divine sovereignty, either, in ancieut or modern times? but this — "Even so Father, for so it seemed good in thy sight.'" Thy will be doner 9 True it is, that the man who is a mouth for God, should be of good report; but this cannot be under- stood as to bear on the whole of his past life, even since he has professed himself a friend of Christ, a lover of truth and of good men. If it were so to be understood, it would have imposed eternal silence on David- on Solomon, on Peter, and on many of the most nseful in the church of Christ in modern times. The man who hateth instruction (to speak in the lan- guage of scripture) is a wicked man, and ought not On the Unalterable Love of God. 6& to declare God's statues, or take bis covenant in his mouth, but (to set an extreme case) the broken heart- ed sinner who fell by sin yesterday, and is restored by grace to-day, may teach transgressors God's ways to-morrow, in hope of the conversion of sinners with- out any infraction of any law of God! His fall may by others, and will by the subject himself, be deep- ly and long regretted and lamented, and all the god- ly ought from tie heart to join in this request to God and man — Tell it not in Gath, publish it not in the streets of Askelon, lest the Philistines triumph, lest the daughters of the uneircumcised rejoice! yet the writer of this feels fully satisfied that the sentiment above stated is, and the practice would be, perfectly correct, notwithstanding the advocates of the doctrine of expediency might suggest a different line of con- duct* being guided by their own misconception, ra- ther than the word of God! But to return from this digression to the professed subject of this essay, namely, "The unalterable love of God, as illustrated in his bearing with, feeling for, and healing of back- sliders;" a doctrine not cot fine I to a few individual in solated cases, but graciously diffused through, and blended with, nay more, constituting a material and necessary part of "the glorious gospel of the blessed God!" We have a most beautiful exemplification of this doctrine, in all its interesting particulars, in Jer. xxxi. 18, 19, 20. — "1 have surely heard Ephraim bemoaning himself thus: Thou hast chastised me, and I was chastised as a bullock unaccustomed to the yoke. Turn thou me, and I shall be turned, for thou art the Lord my God. Surely after that I was turn- ed, I repented; and after that I was instructed, I smote upon my thigh: I was ashamed, yea, even con- founded, because 1 did bear the reproach of my youth! Is Ephraim my dear son? Is he a pleasant child? — for since I spake against him, I do earnestly remem- ber him still — therefore my bowels are troubled for him; I will surely have mercy on him, saith the Lord'" 70 On the Unalterable Love of God. The character about whom tins gracious language is employed, had foully offended as a backsliding heifer, drawing back from the yoke — but God "saw his ways, and was graciously determined to heal him; but he first chastised him as bullocks are chastised when they refuse to bow the neck to the yoke; and God so accompanied the strokes he inflicted with humbling grace, that self-loathing and bemoaning himself en- sued — but had not God given more grace to soften the heart, he would have gone on frowardly in the way of his heart; but when grace operated, the stubborn and disobedient heart became contrite, and God kind- ly notices the fruit of his own grace — "I have surely heard Ephraim bemoaning himself!" As the seed de- posited by the careful seedsman beneath the earth, when it has received the fertilizing shower and genial influence of the sun, swells, vegetates and bursts the incumbent clod, and as leaven hid by the assiduous housewife in the meal, ferments and transfuseth its in- fluence through the whole mass, so grace, while it operates, subdues refractoriness, and kindly produces every humble, contrite and suitable disposition of the heart, that the subject justifies God and takes shame to himself; so did Peter, so did David, so did Ephra- im; men might have questioned the sincerity of his penitential tears, but God acknowledges them, as the fruit of his own grace, thus: "I, who cannot err, I have surely heard Ephraim bemoaning himself thus;" and this self loathing was accompanied with a deep sense of his helplessness, hence he pleads thus with God: "Turn thou me and I shall be turned, for thou art the Lord my God." From this petition we may learn, that without God we can do nothing. A heart to loath ourselves and bemoan our condition, and pow- er to turn to him who sniteth us, is from God. and the sensible sinner is made to feel it, both in his first awakenings and in all his after-delinquencies. "Turn thou me and I shall be turned," says the poor back- slider: and when faith is in exercise he enn add: "For On the Unalterable Love of God. 71 thou art the Lord my God" — thus supporting his plea from the consideration of that blessed, gracious and indissoluble relationship, subsisting between God and himself, or, as the Psalmist words his plea: *»I am thine, save me" — a plea that is never finally urg- ed in vain. In the case of Ephraim now under con- sideration, we find this noble plea was available. God granted hisn the humble and urgent request of his soul, hence we find, in relating his after experience, he say. 1 :, "Surely* after that i was turned, I repent- ed;" so did Peter, and wept bitterly too. But when did he thus weep? when the Lord his God looked up- on him, and when Peter looked on him whom he had pierced, then he mourned; b it no man can mourn after a godly sort; no man can evangellically repent, until divine all-conquering grace has broken and turned his heart; so that every converted sinner, and every restored backslider, will say, "Surely after that I was turned I repented;" and when b % v all these wonderful dealings and teachings of God, he had learned much of his own vilencss, and the exceeding sinfulness of sin, of his sin, and also much of the su- peraboundings of divine compassion, in restoring him from the error of his ways, we find him in a parox- ysm of godly surprise and astonishment at his own baseness, and God's great goodness, smiting on his thigh, as though he would say, what a wretch to sin against so much goodness! what a God in Christ, to pardon so much iniquity, trangression and sin! "Af- ter I was instructed I smote upon my thigh;" but not till he was instructed, he saw nothing, and felt no- thing amiss before; but when God had "opened his car for discipline, and sealed his instruction," then, says he, "I was ashamed, yea, even confounded, be- cause I did bear the reproach of my youth." Thus is the saved sinner and the restored wanderer overwhelmed with surprise, shame, confusion and self reproach, and sometimes with the reproach of others; but to him who is afflicted, pity should be shewed by 72 On the Unalterable Love of God. his friends, who ought not to speak to the grief of those whom God has wounded. The world indeed will do it, not because they disapprovals, much less la- ment his evil deeds, but because he is delivered from them, and says that God is his Father, in Christ They look upon him as a kind of double deserter; first from God to them, and now from them to God; and this his last act is, in their estimation, the worst of- fence — not knowing or considering that "this turning about is from the Lord*' — they will therefore reproach him, for "the tender mercies of the wicked are cruel." But the godly should not reproach the repenting pro- digal, because their God and Saviour doth not. **He giveth (and forgiveth) liberally, and upbraideth not." And now, having contemplated the exercise of the restored wanderer, under all those operations which flow from the unalterable love of God, it is highly im- portant to observe, how a gracious, sin-forgiving, covenant God describes his own feelings on the sub- ject: *IsEphraimmydearson? Is he a pleasant child? For since I spake against him, I do earnestly remem- ber him still — therefore my bowels are trouble for him — I will surely have mercy upon him, saith the Lord." Be astonished, O heavens, and wonder, O earth, at this developement of the fulness of divine compassion! This copious emanation of the unalter- able love of God in Christ! This is indeed "love di- vine, all love excelling." The subject contemplated is a foul backslider — God rebuking him — speaking against him, and chastising him severely for his frowardness; and yet, all the while, feeling that sym- pathy, that commiseration, that working of compas- sion towards him, that indicated a special relationship existing. Hence the Lord stoops to our infirmities, and condescendingly enquires — "Is Ephraim my dear son? Is he a pleasant child? The answer to these gracious interrogatories must be in the affirmative; and that will account for all the working of divine benevolence and pity. Chosen in Christ before the On the Unalterable Love of God. 73 foundation of the world and made a joint heir with him; and God having loved the chosen vessel of mer- cy with an everlasting love, he therefore with loving kindness drew him, and because lie was thus made a Son. he in regeneration and effectual calling, sent forth the Spirit of his Son into Tits heart, crying Abba, Fa- ther! Hence the subject under the influence of the same Spirit in his restoration, is enabled to say: "Thou art the Lord my God!" Here then we have a full display and proof of unalterable love, in all the feelings of divine pity, and all the exercises produced by the Spirit of Grace and supplication, in the heart of the poor unworthy offender, who is thus restored and healed! Be astonished, O heaven, and wonder, O earth, break forth into singing forest, and every tree therein, for the Lord hath redeemed Jacob and glorified himself in Israel! he hath remembered the forgotten! pitied the unpitied! brought back the out- cast! and healed the diseased, whom no man cared for! And lest the poor smitten deer, the wounded and diseased culprit, standing before the Lord in filthy garments, should be discouraged above measure, the good Lord, to shew "how great is his goodness," has most kindly instructed him how to conduct his suit at a throne of grace! "Take with you words and turn unto the Lord; say to him, take away allixiiquity and receive us graciously, so will we render the calves of our lips" — and of all such who have unhappily fal- len by their iniquities, but who are mercifully brought thus to plead with God, to renounce their idols, their unhallowed attachments of whatever kind, and look for the exercise of sovereign mercy, from a covenant God, flowing through the blood of Christ, the blood -of sprinkling, of all such God hath in mercy said: "I will heal their backslidings; 1 will love them free- ly, for mine anger is turned away from them." Read Hosea xiv. 1, 2, S. 4. And let it be remembered, that the word of that God who thus spake by the prophet, stands firmer than heaven and earth. "Hath he G T4 On the Unalterable Love of Odd. spoken, and shall he not do it? is the word gone out of his mouth in righteousness, and shall it return void? Is the strength of Israel a man, that he should lie? or the Son of Man, that he should repent?" Far be it from him who is "a God of truth and without iniquity; whose gifts and callings are without repen- tance; who is of one mind, and none can turn him; the thoughts of whose heart stand fast for a thou- sand generations; whose honor is engaged to save the meanest of his saints." He will chastise for folly for sin — but it is with a special view to our profit, that we may be partakers of his holiness. The fruit of his rod is to take away sin. It becomes us then to kiss the rod, to be in subjection to the Father of spi- rits; and to be everlastingly thankful, that, through the peace speaking blood of the atonement, all the dealings of the divine Majesty with mourners in Zion, are in mercy, and not in wrath; and that, while they fully express his abhorrence of sin, and completely vindicate the rectitude of his character and govern- ment, they amply shew that "he is mindful of the covenant, and work together for the good of those who love him, who are the called according to his purpose;" and shew his love as firm as free; as unal- terable as his throne, without variableness or shadow of turning; and in nothing more strikingly conspicuous, more illustriously displayed and unfolded, than in the subject of this essay, namely, bearing ivith, feeling for, and healing poor unhappy backsliders, who are often despised and rejected of men, even good men, as well as bad. "From sinner and from saint they meet with many a blow-— Their own bad heart creates them smart, which none but God doth know." But, though thus treated by men, they are pitied by him who is emphatically, "The good Shepherd," and careth for his own!" who can, and doth have compassion "on those who are out of the way!" The current language of whose word is "return unto me ye backsliding chil- dren, for I am married unto you;" yes, married in On the Unalterable Love of God. 75 •'•a perpetual covenant that cannot be broken." a co- venant that is well ordered in all things and sure!" I have been disposed to treat on this subject, from a conviction of its real importance; from the too well known fact, that not a few of the frail and sin depra- ved family of God, are in circumstances so unhappy as to need it; and also from a painful conviction that many, very many preachers cannot in a proper and judicious manner treat on it, that many others will not (being \qvv desirous to be thought much better than they really are) and that all are far too remiss and use but very sparing efforts to "bring back that which is driven away, to heal that which is sick, and Strengthen that which remains," but our compassion- ate High Priest, our unchangeable God, the great and good physician of souls, brings to such m. timed and diseased patients, "health and cure, and cures them;" and now what shall I say more: doth not the view here taken, however brief and imperfect, give the most endearing and sin killing representation of divine compassion — of forbearance infinite — of pity unheard of — of love unchangeable! — And does it not afford the most heart relieving encouragement to a wounded spirit; most happily calculated, when bless- ed of God, to induce and encourage the sell re- proaching mourner, patiently to wait, and quietly to hope, for the safvation of God; even that God who never did, nor never will, "despise nor abhor the af- flictions of tiie afflicted; but when he cries he hears: even the sighing of the needy, and delivers him, and sets him in safety from him thatpuffeth at him," and even sometimes enables the poor soul who is cast down wounded, to anticipate deliverance with confi- dence. '•Rejoice not against me, O mine enemy, though I fall I shall arise, though 1 sit in darkness, the Lord shall be a light unto me!" Let then the poor soul who is sighing and groaning for deliver- ance, who, like Ephraim, is ashamed of his base in- gratitude, yea even confounded with self reproach; T6 On the Unalterable Love of God. let such a one mourn sore like a dove: let him put his mouth in the dust, if so be there may be hope; let him lament w ith David the loathsome disease that cleaves to him, and let him weep bitterly with Peter; but while he thus mourns his wretchedness, and pleads for emancipation, let him not Borrow as without hope; but rather be encouraged to stand still and see the salvation of God: for he that shall come will come, and will not tarry! Even so come Lord Jesus, come quickly! Thus love unchanging, free and rich, Meets and relieves the sinking wretch, Who well deserv'd to die! Forbears with patience infinite, The daring rebel's soul to smite, Nor lets his arrows fly! In mercy visits with the rod, To bwng the war.d?rer back t? God, With broken heart and bones; But while he smites remembers still His Son, who died on Calvary's hill, Whose blood for sin atones! That blood doth cleanse where'er appli'd, The heart with crimson crimes deep dy'd, And brings it health and cure! Then doth the culprit pass from death, And praise employs his grateful breath, Because salvation's sure! Not praise alone, but deep complaints And ardent prayer he pours. And softly creeps among the saints, And prostrate — Grace adores! He's black, he knows, as Kedar's tents. By sin throughout defil'd; But through rich grace his heart relents, That sin hath him beguiled. He pleads that hence the crooked path Of folly he may shun. By love constraint! and led by faith. In ways of truth to run 1 On the Unalterable Love of God. 77 So shall he never be ashamed, Though shame to him belong, Shame and dismay for crimes unnam'd, For passions base and strong! O! let the humble hear thereof, The humble when they're sad, 'Twill them support when scorners scoff, And make their spirits glad. Do thou, Great King, whose potent arm, Can Satan, world and flesh disarm, Thy strength in weakness shew. Deliverance work — break ev'ry snare, And bless us ahvaijs with thy fear, And prove thy promise true! Salvation's joys, dear Lord, restore, And let thy spirit evermore Our erring souls uphold. Then to transgressors vile and base, Shall all thy ways, thou God of grace, With zeal and love be told! G2 OX THE OP T^IAEVmiS BAPTISE. A NUMBER OF P^DOBAPTISTS OBJECTIONS ANSWERED, And their Fallacious Reasonings Exploded. Should not the multitude of words be answered.— Job xi. 2. "Tfliat saith the Scripture?" "Believe and be Baptized." "And if it be not so now who will make me a liar, and make my speech nothing worth." — Job xxiv. 25. The general practice of Psedobaptists in searching after information from Jewish rites and ceremonies, to discover the true nature and proper subjects of an ordi- nance confessedly a christian one, seems strongly to intimate the weakness of that cause which needs such support; and no doubt a conviction that the New Tes- tament will not avail them, leads men into a long train of analogical reasonings to produce far fetched inferences, inductions, and results, that are vague and uncertain, yea worse, they are evidently falla- cious. These are expedients to which the Baptist 80 Btlievers Baptism. never has occasion to resort. Observe once for all: Gospel institutions differ very materially from gospel truths, in this respect especially. Gospel truths are dispersed through the whole scriptures, and are to be sought for from Genesis to Revelation; not so gos- pel ordinances, they are positive institutions, appoint- ed by the great head of the church, and altogether un- known before the christian era; their appointment and practice exclusively appertaining to the kingdom of our Lord Jesus Chrtet. The ceremonial law was indeed a shadow of many good and great things to come, but the body or sub- stance of those shadows is of Christ. But it cannot be admitted, because it cannot be proved, that any of the old ceremonies, either Abrahamic or Levitical, were types of New Testament positive institutions. Circumcision was no more a type of baptism than was the pascal lamb of the Lord's Supper. The first was a figure of the circumcision of the heart, or re- generation by the Spirit. The last was a beautiful type of the crucifixion of Christ, and the benefits that flow from it to the election of grace, the true Is- rael of God; on the other hand, baptism and the Lord's Supper are not types of any thing. They have nothing in their primary nature prospective, but are purely retrospective, not looking or pointing to what will be, but referring to what has been. The Lord's Supper doubtless refers to the sufferings of the Lord, when his body was broken and his blood shed for sin, and is a most gracious memorial of that all interesting transaction, in the administration and participation of which, his people have their confi- dence in him strengthened, their love to, and fellow- ship with him and one another promoted. "Do this as oft as ye do it in remembrance of me." And bap- tism as evidently refers to, and is a striking repre- sentation of, the death, burial, and resurrection of Christ. The faith of the person baptized in those all important realities, and of his own spiritual death Believers Baptism. 81 to sin, burial to the world, and resurrection to new- ness of life. On these points the following scriptures are most explicit, Rom. vi. 3,4, 5. ''Know you not, that so many of you as were baptized into Jesus Christ, were baptized into his death. Therefore ye are buried with him by baptism into death, that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life." In this portion of the word we have a re- presentation of a burial by baptism: "buried with Christ by baptism." How clear, how emphatic. We have also a representation of a resurrection. "That like as Christ (in like manner) as Christ was raised from the dead;" .l 9 which 1 wish to be particularly noticed, for it is plain from hence that its being said that Lydia's household were baptized, and the jailor's house, proves nothing in favor of infant baptism, even although it could be proved that, like Abraham, they had children. Observe the terms of distinction: ••His children, and \ris household;" &\\(\ further, it cannot well be conceived, when we have such frequent mention of men and women being baptized, but that if there had been any children, it would have been named. We should have heard, as we do in the Old Testament, of their little ones, of their children, 6cc. — but no; nothing of the kind once occurs, for this plain i eason: Every thing under the gospel is personal and nothing federative. Personal conversion only, constitutes t he christian. Mere descent from Abraham and circum- cision constituted an Israelite, and conferred nation- al, .and even religious privileges, in which the uncir- cumcised Gentile could not participate. But now the middle wall is broken down and descent is nothing. It is now of no avail to say, "We have Abraham for our father. « Circumcision is nothing, uncircumci- sion is nothing; but a new creature, whether he be bond or free, near or far off, even as many as the Lord our Gad shall call, to the fellowship of his Son," and no more. "The Lord knoweth them that are his, and whom he foreknew them he also called, and w horn he called, them he justified, and whom he justified, them he glorified.*' And this prescience, this fore- knowledge, and foreordi nation of God, is the seal of his foundation: that is, they render valid and irrevo- cable that foundation which he has laid. ( *The foun- dation of God standeth sure, having this seal, the Lord knoweth them that are his, and let e\Q\y one (adds the apostle) that nameth the name of Christ depart from iniquity." The Psedo baptists are ex- tremely fond of searching for other seals. Sometimes they represent the partaking of the Lnt-d's Supper as Believers Baptism. 95 scaling covenant with God; sometimes they consider baptism as a seal, and the same is said of the old rite of circumcision; but the scripture certainly knows nothing of these things. I have just shewn that the foun.iati.ni of Uor the want of something better,) their profound calculations to per- plex us, it becomes necessary to rebut them, because the unwary, the indolent, and the weak, are beguiled. Before 1 dismiss this interesting piece of New Tes- tament history, namely, the conversion and baptism of three thousand souls, and their addition to the church of Christ, I must be permitted to ask our opponents this question: If children were baptized in the apos- tles days, how came it to pass, that of all this mighty number that were baptized in the name of Jesus Christ, not one of them appears to have brought a single infant for baptism? The reverse indeed appears clear and decisive, from trie passage connected with the account of their baptism — Acts ii. 42. — "They (that is, those who were baptized) continued stedfast- ly in the apostles doctrine, and fellowship, and in breaking of bread, and in prayer." These arc acts that can only be performed, by living and believing members of Christ and his church, "infants eannot l@e Believers Baptism. perform them. There can be then no infants in this goodly ami highly favored company. How vain then for .PsedobaptfstS to talk of their infant members, made so (say they) by baptism, when they know they are utterly incapable of the fore-named acts. Infants can know nothing of ••the apostles doctrine," much less can thc^y shew "stedfastncss in it." They can- not know any thing of "fellowship with the saints." They v that is infants) arc not permitted to "break bread" hi Christ's name; and if they were, they could not "discern the Lord's body," and do it in a believ- ing remembrance of him, nor are they capable, as in- fants, of "continuing in prayer," or of once offering the prayer of faith. Among* all the objections brought against immer- sion and in favor of sprinkling, it is not usual to find any brought from the meaning of the word "baptize," or any of its derivatives, as baptism, baptizing, bap- tist, &c. That ground has been generally ceded to the Baptists by men of the first information. That is, they have admitted what none can with truth deny, that the primary meaning of the Greek word rendered baptize, is to dip, as a dyer dips his cloth to tinge it, to plunge, so as to immerse, to overwhelm whatever, or whoever is baptized. Such candid men on the Pse- dobaptists side, have only contended that its secondary meaning is to wash; and that to dip or immerse, is only in order to wash, and as washing can be done without immersion, it is not expedient so to do. But while Psedobaptists have in general, very many of them, made such concessions, some few have ventur- ed in their zeal to affirm that the word xciy rarely, if ever, is used to express immersion. This certainly is bold, and not calculated to impress a very high opin- ion of their candor or correctness; for if men of learn- ing. Baptists and Psedobaptists, lexicographers and critics, are capable of knowing the meaning of the word, and worthy of being credited, it is not true; and unfortunately for such champions of error, they Believers Baptism . 101 do not, nor cannot produce a single passage, in which the word was used to express the act of Sprinkling; not one! — and in those passages where it is rendered wash, it is evidently a result Mowing from immersion. They know well that the Jews, when they went to eat, and when they had, or supposed they had, contracted any uncleanness, they plunged, or immersed their hands in water. They did not sprinkle a few drops on them, or even pour a small quantity on them out of a vessel — no; they plunged them in the vess I: and those who are well acquainted with the Rabin teal writings say, that in proportion to the degree of pol- lution they had contracted, so they dippped their hands, more or less deep, to the wrist, or to the el- bow, or still deeper; thus it appears, that in order to wash they plunged, and not sprinkled. What argu- ment then does this practice (called washing) furnish against the legitimate meaning of the word, or the scriptural practice of immersion, still maintained hy the Baptists, and for more than thirteen centuries practised by all Christendom, as it yet is by the Greek church. The learned Dr. Whitby informs us, that "Immersion was religiously observed by all christians for thirteen centuries, and was approved by the church of England, " of which he was a cler- gyman; and even Dr. Wall, in his history of infant baptism, declares "that all the countries in the world which never regarded the usurped authority of the Pope, still use dipping in a font/' Thus have two eminent Predobaptists admitted, that immersion is the scriptural and long practised mode, till the Pope's influence, seconded by the assembly of divines (as they are called) at Westminster, almost blotted it out of use, except as retained and practised by a despi- sed people,, who hold it their duty and their honor "to keep the ordinances of the Lord, as they were delivered unto them." I would now solemnly ask Pa^dobaptists of every name this interesting question: "JVas Jesus Christ's 14 102 Believers Baptism. baptism sprinkling, or immersion?" that baptism about which he thus speaks, **I have a baptism to be bap- tized with, and how am I straitened until it he ac- complished." I think no friend of Christ's will say that his sufferings were mere drops or gentle pour- ings; no, sirs, "his baptism (as Mr. Hart says) was a baptism deep indeed, o'er hands, and feet, and face, and head." — He was immersed, overwhelmed, not sprinkled with, but plunged into, a sea of suffering, so as to make him cry "all thy billows and thy wares are gone over me." He endured all that the floods of ungodly men could inflict in their hour! — He bore all that the old dragon Satan, (who poured a flood out against the church) could afflict him with in his hour, the power of darkness! and what was far more dreadful, he bore the floods of divine dis- pleasure when "the pains of hell got hold upon him,*' when in the bitterness of his soul he exclaimed, "Let not the pit shut her mouth upon me!" Here surely, baptism means nothing less than to he plunged into unutterable sufferings, overwhelming anguish and misery. — "Of his sufferings s> intense, angels have no perfect sense; 'tis to God, and God alone, that their weight is fully known." Thus much for the baptism of suffering, which it appears was Ufct sprink- ling but immersion. I will now draw the attention of my readers to the baptism of the spirit, and here we shall find nothing about sprinkling, but before I proceed permit me to observe, that the baptism of the Holy Ghost, is not his converting and regenerating influence, but his miraculous presence and operation, such as no mai< is now the partaker of. When men therefore now, talk of being baptized with the Holy Ghost, they know not what they say, nor whereof they affirm: and I wish this fact to be attentively observed and remem- bered, for many mistakes may arise out of this mis- take. But to come to the proof, let the instances on record where men appear to be baptized with the Believers Baptism. 103. Holy Ghost, be carefully considered, and it will evi- dently appear, that it was not at, or to effect their conversion, but after their conversion, and miracu- lous influence immediately manifested itself. "'They spake with tongues," &c. Acts x. 48. That Cornelius was a converted man (though but ill informed) needs no better proof than this, that, "he feared God and wrought righteousness;" and he, on the preaching of Peter was baptized with the Holy Ghost, "he fell on all that heard the word, and they spake With tongues and magnified God." Acts x. 46. The Corinthian disciples also, mentioned Actsxix. 1 to 6, were converted, were believers, and Mere baptized, and tlien they received the Holy Ghost; they were enveloped and filled with his miraculous pre- sense and influence, "and they spake with tongues, and prophesied." B ! it the most striking instance is in the apostles themselves. In Arts i. 5. we have this promise of Christ to them. — "Ye shall be baptized with the Ho- ly Ghost not many days hence.'* When was this promise accomplished? doubtless on the day of Pen- tecost, when they were all with one accord in one place. Acts ii. 1, 2, 3. 4. when "a rushing mighty wind filled all the house where they were sitting," and then this rushing mighty wind assumed, or was suc- ceeded by the appearance of "cloven tongues, as of five, which sat (or rested) on each of them, and they were all filled with tiie Holy Ghost." We are surely to understand by this rushing mighty wind the mi- raculous presence and operation of the Spirit of God, with which according to the promise — Acts i. 5. — they were baptized; not sprinkled, but immersed, en- veloped, for observe, it "filled them, and filled all the house, where they were sitting:" consequently im- mersed them — this Peter calls the pouring out of the Spirit, promised in Joel's prophesy. Acts ii. 17, 18. Not a sparing sprinkling, but a copious effusion; such a pouring out as did completely baptize the subjects. 104 Believers Baptism. This was indeed "pouring water upon the thirsty, exenjioods upon the dry ground" — not drops, observe, but^oods. These and similar instances of the mi- raculous presence and operation of the Holy Ghost, appear to be what is meant by the baptism of the Spirit, and such instances were common in the apos- tolic age, but are now totally unknown. Let not christians then talk at random of being baptized with the Spirit; but content themselves if they possess evidence, that they are ♦♦born again of the Spirit, regenerated by the Spirtt, taught by the Spirit, and led by the Spirit," for such are "heirs of promise and children of God — such are Christ's, and their life is hid with Christ in God; and when Christ, who is their life, shall appear, they also shall appear with him in glory, and so shall they ever be with the Lord." So says the Spirit of truth, and on this foun- dation the apostles advice is, «• Comfort one another with these words." Let not the opponents of believ- ers baptism by immersion, the advocates of infant sprinkling, think to find any analogy (that will help them out) between the Spirit's baptism, and the sprinkling a few, very few drops of water on the face of a child, for it has been clearly shewn, that to be baptized with the Spirit, is to be a partaker of a plenitude of his miraculous presence and influence. Once more: — It is sometimes made a matter of triumph by Psedobaptists, that there is mention made by Paul — i Cor. x. 1, 2. — of a baptism, in which they suppose it evident that children were baptized, though this by no means appears from the passage; for although there was women and children, and a large mixed multitude that followed the camp of Is- rael, yet no mention is made of either the one or the other. Paul only says, that "all our fathers were under the cloud, and all passed through the sea. and were all baptized unto Moses, in the sea, and in the cloud." It seems an unwarrantable stretch of words, to include women and children, male and female, and Believers Baptism. 105 a mixed multitude, under the appellation of "our fa- thers." It seems far more natural and congenial to truth, to suppose that the -words include only the grown up men of Israel, (or perhaps only the heads of houses) who were in truth the fathers of the Jew- ish nation. But whoever they were, we are inform- ed, that "With many of them God was not well pleas- ed," for *»he overthrew them in the wilderness.'* Even many of those who were haptized, appear to be such as "coveted after evil things, were idolaters, and committed fornication, and fell in one day three and twenty thousand." 1 Cor. x. 5, 6, 7, 8. Such characters could not be the children of the men of Israel. They were not capable of such crimes, nor were they overthrown in the wilderness, but were preserved, and finally brought into the goodly land promised to their fathers, who "entered not in be- cause of unbelief." But if it were necessary to un- derstand the expression "all our fathers ," as includ- ing the children, yet what (I ask) would be gained to the cause of infant sprinkling? Verily nothing. For under the gospel we have nothing national, nor have we any thing federative; but all is personal,, while under the law there was much of both — mere descent conferred on the children the privilege per- taining to the parent. Further: as to the mode practised by Psedobaptists, there appears nothing in the circumstances here re- corded, to favor in the least the practice of sprinkling; for they are said to be baptized "in the cloud and in the sea," not from the sea or cloud, as though a small spray from the sea, or a few drops of rain from the cloud, had fallen on them — no, not so — but words are used which evidently denote immersion — Cor. x. 2. "They were all baptized unto Moses in the cloud and in the sea." That is, I conceive, they were all buri- ed, as it were, in the channel of the sea, and under tiie covering of a circumambient cloud; buried to all expectation from and connexion with Egypt, or any 106 Believers Baptism. of its good things, (all of which were emblematic of this evil world and a carnal state,) and after being so buried, they experienced a figurative resurrection; they rose from out of the sea, and from under the cloud, to Moses. That is, subject to his government as king in Jeshurun, and Go i's vicegerent, at least, they were professedly subject. And although I did not think myself bound to answer thus, the objection raised from this occurrence, inasmuch as it was no ordi- nance, or religious institution of any dispensation, but an extraordinary occurrence, from which I think no argument ought to be brought, to determine either the subject, or mode of an ordinance, that had no ex- istence until the christian era, yet nevertheless, as our opponents are wont to make a handle of it, I have considered it, and combated their argu- ments, and 1 verily believe, that it would puzzle the ingenuity of the most acute, to make these circum- stances look like any thing short of immersion. It appears to be extremely ridiculous to contend, as our opponents do, that the mere application of wa- ter to the subject, constitutes the essence of baptism; every thing that baptism is made (in scripture) to represent, forbids such an absurd idea, such as a bu- rial, and resurrection in particular. Who among all the analogical reasoners has ingenuity enough, to trace any likeness, between the sprinkling of a few drops of water on the face of an infant, and the buri- al and resurrection of a human body. I expect no one will undertake so impracticable a task; and fur- ther I would ask, when afflictions and intense suffer- ings are compared to, and called a baptism? Is water in any small quantity alluded to, or an overwhelming quantity? Surely a small quantity is always salutary, and desirable, and water can never be made the em- blem of suffering and death, except when a consider- able quantity is alluded to, not drops, to sprinkle; but floods, billows, waves, to immerse, to overwhelm, then indeed, and only then, it is a very apt emblem of suffering:. Believers Baptism. 107 Was Christ's sufferings (which I have already treat- ed on) the mere application of suffering, just touching him as it were? >r wore they overwhelming suffer- ings? doubtless they were of the latter character; hut be it remembered, Ch list's sufferings are called a baptism; to baptize then, is to immerse, and not to sprinkle, and to be a fit subject for baptism, is to he a partaker of repentance towards God, and faith in our Lord Jesus Christ, to whom be glory. Amen. Thus truth must prevail, And error must fail, If scripture's aliow'd to decide: Though foes may contend, Stiil Jesus our friend, Defenders of truth, will provide. They blow the ram's horn, Which enemies scorn, But Jerico's walls will fall down. The gospel they preach, With plainness of speech, And Jesus their efforts will own. To further his praise, In these gospel days, And sinners from darkness to turn. From darkness to light, By his Spirit's might, Which makes their cold bosoms to bum. With love to his will, They long to fulfil, "Whate'er is enjoin'd or advis'd. Themselves they deny, With truth they comply, And then in his name are baptiz'd. 108 Believers Baptism. "One faith" they possess, "One Lord" they confess, By immersion "one baptism' 5 own: One gospel they love, One law they approve. And one — Lord of all gladly crown- <®®i©2Stjyk i>2m©m THE PLAGUE OF THE HEART. Tfie heart knoweth his own bitterness. — Prov. xiv. 1C My present theme, with grief and shame I sing, The mournful truth to tell, jet dare not hide. That man is guilty, and throughout defil'd, I feel too sad a proof, alas! within. Through all my powers a vile contagion runs, That taints each thought, and every action spoils, My head is wholly sick, my heart is feint, No part in me is sound — unclean I cry, And view with shame my leprous spots deep stain'd. With a disease that loathsome is, my loins Are fill'd, and in the night my sore doth run, Nor doth it cease by day, oozing corruption out. Thus from my reins instruction I receive, And learn that in my flesh there dwells no good, The fountain's foul! the streams are all impure! Through grace I hate,, but cannot cease from sin, Myself I loathe, and from myself would fly, But can't escape, and being burden'd groan, And for deliv'rance sigh. — With tears I wet My sleepless couch; but still, alas! I'm bound, Or moral death is bound to me; and hope Of victory's weak: — "O wretched man," I cry, And from my wounded aching heart, bursts forth, In mournful accents deep, "Who shall deliver me' K 110 Then look with longing eyes, and watch and wait For days, and weeks, and months, and years, almost In vain, for no complete deliv ? rance comes. (And you, my reader, if yourself you know, To what I here have wrote, must needs subscribe.) >Tis true, the snare is often broke (through grace,) And I escape the net: but soon, alas! Another web the artful fowler weaves, My heedless feet to catch, and wound my soul, Me piercing through, with sorrows deep infixt "To witt 9 " what to my Lord well pleasing is, "I present find;" but to perform the thing That's truly good, W pow'r I cannot find, Except to will and do he kindly works. (Say, tried believer, is 't not thus with your) I would indeed do good, and hate the ill I do, But when that good to do I strive, I find Sin present there, and all my efforts fail. The thing I would not, I too often do, And what I would, too often leave undone, And to the law consent, that 6 *it is good." may 1 add, without offence to God, Or to the godly, whom T truly love, «'Tis no more J" that do the thing I hate, But sin that in me dwells, and wars against The grace of God, implanted in the soul. 1 with the inward man, in God's good law Delight, and with my mind that law I serve; But in my members feel the law of sin, A' id with my fiesh too oft that law I serve, Against my will, and to my constant grief. Ill With broken heart, and self abhorrence too, I feel the pest, the plague of my own heart, And, "wretched man,'* again I cry, and ask . Who shall deliverance bring complete, and when, From this base load, so strongly bound to me? My foe so often Mounds, and casts me down, In this continued war with flesh and blood, And principalities, and powers base, E'en those who rule the darkness of this world. And in the sons of disobedience work; That 'tis with trembling hope and feeble faith, I say, "thank God through Christ ," my gracious Lord. I by the archers have been hurt — At me They shot — and in a vital part they pierced, With poison'd shafts, the victim of their rage: And in the place of dragons I've been broke, And o'er me oft the exulting foe hath stood, And cried "Ae's down, and he shall rise no more.'* (And this, the lot of many is I know. But, 0, amazing! — Love and pow'r divine. Oft from the dunghill of corruption foul, And dust of self abasement, where I laid, My beggar'd, begging soul hath lifted up. To him therefore, the friend of friendless man. Who me remember'd in my low estate, My pray'r I will direct, and still look up: In safety set my soul, shall be my plea, From him who at me pufts, and plead/ my cause 'Gainst every foe, that 'gainst me may arise, Of earth or hell, within me or without. And will not God a prisoner's groans attend. Who night and day pours out his soul in tears 2 112 He will! (though long his hand forbear) avenge The needy soul, who for salvation sighs! Yea, though he oft may fall, he still shall rise, And though in darkness he may sit, tiie Lord Shall be his light, his sun and shield. Then O my weary soul, wit'i every ill beset, Be not cast down, though weak and friendless too, Hope thou in God, he thy salvation is, And thou shalt live (his word of grace is past.) Through endless days, his saving grace to praise! And now, my reader, whomsoe'er thou art, A home-bred ploughman, or a school -bred priest, A man of sober sense, or pedant proud, An humble Mary, or censorious prude, Whate'eryou are (my reader) rich or poor, Or young or old, or bound by men, or free, Or rude, or polish'd, or sedate, or gay, It matters not in this, one thing is clear, No human being e'er knew God or tru r h, That did not know himself a sinner vile, Deprav'd throughout, from head to foot denTd, And from the heart confess'd— '"'Behold I'm vile." I know full well, the wise 5 in self conceit, And pure in their own eyes, will censure me, And blindly judge my language far too strong, And say stand by, at humble distance keep. But those whom God hath taught to know themselves. Judse more correct — Thev feel within ranch more Than I've advanced, and know the likeness just. Be not discourag'd, friend, "//*// heart's prepared" To thy blest L»>r 1. salvation to ascribe, And that alone's the blissful song of heaven— ♦ US Sung by the happy millions there, who lay Themselves and crowns, low at their Saviour's feet. While thus the believer is tried, With the law of corruption within, Foes press him on every side, Against his dear Saviour to sin. He thus his heart's bitterness knows, As no one that's dead ever can, But faith in the furnace best grows, From that of a babe to a man. Yet, though he in bitterness mourn, O'er the plague of his own depraved heart He has joys (that infidels scorn, In which they, alas, have no part,) Which spring from the fountain of love, And flow through a channel of blood — E'en his who came down from above, Whom once he so basely withstood — W T ho for him a righteousness wrought, And died his lost soul to redeem, (Who, with a rich price being bought, Th' good ways of his Lord doth esteem;) AVho vanquish'd and spoil'd his grand foe, And o'er him triumph'd on the cross — Then sunk to the sepulchre lew, And rose to declare who he was, E'en Jesus — God's coequal Son, With power to quicken and save. Those for whom he victory won, O'er Satan, and Death, and the Grave? K2 114 JOB'S AFFLICTIONS. AND THE END OF THE XORD. Great was the man I sing, for wealth renown'd, But more for patience, piety and faith, And heav'nly wisdom in an age so dark. This man, so great, great sorrows did endure, Though God he fear'd, and ev'ry evil shunn'd— . The most upright of men — God being judge. But, oh! my soul, stand still and low adore, What human reason cannot comprehend. Satan, the arrant foe of God and man, By God allow'd to plague the man he lov'd, — To slay his servants and destroy his wealth — Oxen and asses — rude Sabeans stole, And slew their faithful keepers with the sword. By fire mysterious, kindled by the foe, The sheep and watchful shepherds all were burnt. But one, who 'scap'd to tell the doleful news. The cruel Chaldeans next, his camels steal, Their keepers kill, and bear their plunder off, And only one escapes, the man of God to tell. But heav'er tidings yet astound his ear! — The dread tornado's rais'd! — the whirlwind fierce, Which in its forceful, whirling motion, smote The house of mirth, the dwelling of his sons, And threw the fabric down — crushing to death, Beneath the ruin'd pile, th' unhappy guests, Servants and sons, in one promiscuous heap! Heart rending ills! — none but a parent's heart Can truly feel, what Job must then have felt. Oh! how a father's heart must yearn, to see 115 The mangled bodies of his seven sons, Cut off while feasting high, (perhaps in sin!] But oli! my soul, God's special grace admire, In all this weight of woe Job sinned not, Nor, fool like, with injustice charg'd his God. But his integrity held fast, and Satan foil'd, Altho' his wife, (the worst of snares when bad,) Reproach'd and tempted him to curse his God and die, And Satan charg'd with mercenary views, And sought permission to afflict the man, And pledg'd himself he'd curse his God to's face! He's in thy hands, the Sov'reign Ruler said, But, at thy peril, touch his precious life. Forth went the foe of man, with malice fraught, And smote the saint of God with burning biles — Painful (in the extreme) to be endured, And loathsome to himself and all his house; Nor maids, or men, his voice obey'd when called. In ashes vile the afflicted man sat down, And with a potsherd scraped his fester'd skin, To ease the anguish of the fi'ry pest. For seven long days in silence deep he sat, And by him sat, his three professed friends, Then in stupendous grief, his natal day he cursed. Thus Job, the good and upright man of Uz, Was, by permission of his gracious God, Through Satan's agency, severely tried. His friends, mistaken, him revil'd and scorn'd, (A work which friends at ease, can well perform,) If friends they might be call'd, who shook their heads At one so sore beset with grief intense, And spoke not what was right of him, or God. 116 God's sovereign acts they little understood, And misconstrued his dealings with their friend: Presuming, sorrows so exceeding great, Bespoke foul crimes as great, in secret done. Beneath such gross mistakes they Iabour'd hard To prove the saint a hypocrite disgnisM, And bitter words in scorn unon him heap'd. But God his servant knew, (and he knew God) And to his upright, patient dealings bore A good report, which slander ne'er could shake, And he in turn, spake noble things of God. God lov'd the man, therefore the man lov'd God, (As in his Son he had himself reteal'd,} And each through love in commendation spake. Whate'er of good the man possessM, 'twas God That good bestow'd, and owh'd the work was his. God in himself is good, supremely good, And from him emanates, through Christ the Lord, All earthly and eternal good to men. How great that goodness is no tongue can tell, Or what his beauty is no heart conceive, For God, the great I AM, the three in one, Eternal and unchangeably the same, The just and holy Lord, and Saviour of The lost, is dimly seen e'en in his word, His radiance is so bright, his glory so immense. And we by nature blind, by grace in part, And only part, and that but small, we know. But if like Job. our record is on high, We soon shall know, e'en as we now are known. Mistaken friends may scorn and say standby, You're so impure I fear you'll me disgrace; But such had need beware, lest se//and pride* The basis of such conduct should be found! li r To him who is distressed kind pity should be shewn. Our wo'ds should grief assuage, and strength convey, And wine and oil into the spirit pour Of the contrite, by sin or sorrow 'nrest. So did not Job's three friends, their words were like Drawn swords, and on his troubled spirit wrought, Like vinegar on nitre, freely pour'd. But he, (though much appear'd amiss 'tis true) Knew well by faith his great Redeemer liv'd, (Who from all evil would his soul redeem,) And that on earth his God in flesh he'd see, Though worms should skin and flesh consume: His Lord reprov'd, and purg'd him from his sins, "Whom now he saw in purity supreme, Behold I'm vile, he said, and stopt his mouth. And then (0 wondrous grace!) it pleas'd the Lord, His long and sore captivity to turn, When for his three offending friends he pray'd, "Who spake not what was right, as Job had done, Whom now the God of wisdom own'd, and said, My servant Job, for you I will accept. His horn was once defil'd in dust, but now, Above his foes his head is lifted up; Princes again shall listen to his speech, And silence keep, while he the truth unfolds, Nobles, and men of every grade give ear, The youth with modesty retire, while men Of years stand up, and all due deference pay. TV accusers now turn supplicants and pray Their slander'd friend to act for them as Priest' The cruel tongue of defamation's mute, And Job, the friend of God, to honor rais'd. Then God restor'd more than his foes had stole, With seven stout sons, and lovely daughters three, Th'unrival'd beauties of the land of Uz. 118 This rich man now, had many friends, who scorn'd In deep adversity, his soul to know: Such friends as these are numerous and cheap, Who slander when they ought to sympathize; My soul into their secret never come, Nor be my honor with them ever joiird. Such are the fickle ways of men; but God, Howe'er he may chastise, and hide his face, Is of one mind, and doth at all times love, And to his own, sticks closer than a brother doth. Then trust not thy own heart, thou feeble saint, Nor yet thy fellow man, whose help is vain, But trust with all thy heart, in Job's Almighty friend, Who ne'er forsook his servant in distress. Whose great affliction we have seen with pain, And view'd with pleasure God's most gracious end. Then let his holy Name be magnified, By all on earth, and all the glorified. THE HEIRS OF LIFE. If children, then heirs. Sfc. — Rom. viii. 17. The heirs of life are now my chosen theme, O may I trace their lineaments correct, As guided by a monitor divine, Nor aught distort, nor aught through fear conceal, But all their comely parts display to view, And their uncomely ones with grief confess. But e'er I do proceed I fain would ask, Dost thou, in truth, my reader, long to know, If thou an heir of life art made? Then read, 119 With pray'r, what for thy good I here present In this, my feeble, unembelhsh'd song. And be it known to thee, truth being judge, The heirs of life are those whom God ordain'd. To life eternal e'er the world began. Gave to Ins Son, and ga\e them life in him — Those whom the Son received, to union with Himself, the living and life giving head. "Whom to redeem, of woman he was made, And liv'd obedient, and obedient died, The precept thus fulfilling, and the curse In ev'rv form endured, as cfod's pure Lamb— From the beginning slain, in purpose and in type, For whom the holy Jesus sin was made, (Though hard to be believ'd) sin to atone— For whom the blest Redeemer on the cross, The prince of hell, (who had the pow ? r of death) In single combat fought, and overthrew. For these (with him joint heirs) the Saviour rose. And in the majesty of God went up, The grand designs of love to carry on, And bring th' heirs home unto their Father, God, That with their elder Brother they might dwell. But some, perhaps, may say — It may be so — The heirs of life maybe the ones you draw — For whom such great and glorious things were done. And still are doing — But still, the record None e'er saw. If it exists, 'tis hidden deep From mortal eyes— for secret things to God belong. That is a point I readily concede. But must we hence infer that things so deep, 120 And only known to God, are ne'er reveal'd? (For if reveal'd, they then belong to us.) God doubtless doth make known what eye ne'er saw. What ear hath never heard, nor heart conceive. From wise and prudent men, who scorn to learn Of him who lowly was, God much conceals; But to his own the secrets of his heart unfolds, And shews their souls the cov'nant of his love. 'Tis true, the sacred page of holy writ Dot)) never name the men whom God ordain'd Heirs of endless life, and gave his equal Son; And whom the Son in mercy did accept — For whom he liv'd — and died — and rose again— And for whom still as intercessor lives. Yet, is a work of grace so fair impressed Upon the souls of men, by God, that he "Who runs may read, (if he has eyes to see,) Upon the forehead writ, of those renew'd, These are the heirs of life — the heirs of God! The image and the superscription's plain. Has God ordain'd to life some certain men, The fruit of everlasting love in Christ? With pow'r divine, (which cannot be o'ercome) And loving kindness, them he therefore draws — Out of his righteous law, their souls are taught. And sore chastis'd for sin, now seen and felt: Then having heard, and of the Farher learn'd That they are vile, and he is just and good, They come to Christ his Son, as by the Spirit led; For 'tis the Spirit's work, men to convince of sin And blinded souls to lead in wavs unknown. 121 To make gross darkness light, that sinners lost May know themselves, and Christ the rock embrace, And shelter find in him from wrath to come, And Jesus follow in that hallow'd way, Which he as Lord in his own house prescribed. Such are the heirs of life. — By God belov'd, By the great Son redeem'd from endless woe, And by the Spirit call'd and born again; "Who by his gracious aid, can Abba, Father, say, And live a life the carnal cannot live, A life of faith unfeign'd, and humble pray'r, That sin may be subdu'd and self deny "d, And Christ be honour'd as their rightful Lord, Whom though they have not seen, they dearly love, And feel him precious in their heart's esteem, And trust his promise to hold on their way, (Though Satan, world, and flesh combine to tempt, Corruptions rise, and for the mast'ry strive, And faith is weak, and hope almost expires; But faith can't die, nor can their hope be sham'd, For Christ's their author, object, and their end.) Such love his follow'rs too, as fellow heirs of The grace of life, and brethren in the faith, The faith of God's elect, more precious far Than gold, or aught on earth that can be nam'd. These are the heirs of life, and ne'er can die, So spoke the Son of God: ^The man that lives And in me doth believe, shall never die." (O gracious words from Jesus' faithful lips,) Conjointly heirs they ate, with Christ their Lord. K > 122 In whom their life is hid and safely kept; And when he comes they with him shall be seen! These blessed truths, the theme of this rude son*, In characters of gold, are worthy to be writ, For the high honors of a triune God, Ynd safety of believing souls, are there Deeply involv'd, and gloriously displayed, And court the grateful wonder of mankind. Such know and love, the truths that made them free. And wisdom's ways are pleasantness to them, Who love the saints, and with them cast their lot. With their hearts plague, such well acquainted are, And loathe themselves in dust, and sin abhor, Yet sin bemoan'd remains, and struggles hard to rule, But grace shall reign, the God of grace hath said. Those therefore who are weak, may say they're strong. Strong in their Lord, and in his pow'rful might, And strong in grace — the grace that is in Christ, And through rich grace, shall more than conq'rers be! Whoe'er thou art that reads, I thee entreat, With deep attention, and with pray'r too, These outlines well to weigh.— *Art thou the man, lla>t thou by God been taught, to know thyself? And do ? stthou trust in him, who died to save? Do'st thou him love, his people and his ways, (Though he and his are both despis'd by men. And his good ways, by many quite forsook.) Do'st thou thyself (more than all men) abhor/ (Mark that, my friend, 'tis worthy your regard, Some who their neighbours loathe, themselves admire! A?'d say stand by, presume not to approach, 12S Lest you my holy garments should defile, Their hearts with pride, and self complaisance swoln; But what saith God? The proud I do abhor, And their proud deeds in anger will reward; But look with favour on the broken heart, And dwell with him in love, who is contrite, Ilia spirit to revive, and broken heart to bind.) But to return, — one question more I ask, Say, dost thou strive through grace to follow Christ, Through evil fame, and good report, and pour Thy humble pray'r to him for help against Thyself, the worst of all thy foes? if so, Thou art an heir of life. Thy title's clear. For heirs of wrath, (the dead in sin J can't move, Nor feel, nor fear, nor love, nor strive 'gainst sin, Nor know the Shepherd's voice, nor follow him, No more than corpses from their graves can rise, Or stop the progress of corruption foul, No more than man, beneath the foaming flood can live. Or beasts, with the aspiring eagle soar; No more, than can the rampant lion fierce, Be with the spider's slender web enchain'd, Or rocks of adamant, of bulk immense, Be with a flexile feather cleft in twain; No more than tones divinely sweet, can charm (Though wisely sung.) the adder's deafen'd ear, Or A fries sable sons their colour change, And leopards wild, their native spots expunge. Then fear ye not, ye that in Zion mourn, Your lamentation shall to joy be turn'd, Though each himself despise. God hails you blest ds of immortal life, the rightful heirs! 124 But O! my reader, if thou a stranger art, To this good work of grace upon thy soul, Thou art, as all, alas! by nature are, An heir of wrath, the just desert of sin. May 2Z unjust; But thanks unfeign'd, and praise to God is due, All are not thus; there are, and not a few, Whose bosoms with compassion burn, to those Whom grace immense, recalls from ways of sin, Such honor God, and not disgrace themselves! Once more with me entreat, ye friends of truth, That Zion's King, w ould own my last essay, That humble subjects of his grace may learn, (From him who taught, as none beside e'er did) To see his will, in his appointments wise, And be baptiz'd, as those who have believ'd, And tasted that the Lord is good indeed! 136 One Lord, one Faith, and one Baptism thus. Through grace receivM, they love, possess, and own, And like their Lord, all righteousness fulfil^ And as he strength affords him glorify, To put to silence those who evil speak, of his good ways, the ways of truth and grace. Thus own'd of God, my efforts can't be vain, Nor labour lost, in Jesus' righteous cause. Tho' some with high disdain, incds'd in steel And adamant, my feeble strokes may scorn, And in their rampant pride, snuff up the wind Of pestilential errors poisonous breath, And set their mouths 'gainst heav'ns eternal Kin-! 1 ill he, or in his mercy, or his wrath, Their rebel souls subdue beneath his feet. All knees to him must bow — all tongues confess, That he is Lord of all his hands have made, To his high glory, who hath thus decreed, And set him King of kings, on Zion's hill! Ye sons of men be wise and kiss the Son, Lest haply ye his kindled wrath should (eel, And perish from his ways, beneath his rod. Thrice bless'd are they, by grace, who in him trust. And on him live, devoted to his will. O may the author of these broken thoughts, And all who read the same, or love the truths Therein contain'd, be guided in his strength. (Through evil fame, and good report,) unto Kis holy habitation in the skies, His blissful face in righteousness to see, And bear his likeness, fully satisfied, And God, through endless days, be all in all! To those who have read the preceding page.' Pkrmtit me, my reader, at the close of this little, but, I hope, not unimportant work, inasmuch ns it treats of things relating to, and inseparably connect- ed with the never dying soul: and what shall it profit a man if he gain the world and lose it? verily nothing: per (it me then, I say, respectfully and affectionately to ask you, what have been your feelings and reflec- tions on the perusal of the foregoing pages? Have they been of that nature, as to make self and sin more loathsome, and Christ Jesus, the Lamb of God, who died the just, for the unjust, and in whom all the pro- mises of God are yea and Amen, more precious, or at least, more desirable? The judgment of my readers will be very various, no doubt. Some, it is feared, will treat what has been advanced with scorn, as, in all probability, they do the word of God itself, from whence my various matter is drawn. The plainness of its dress — the want of those fascinating embellish- ments, that the wisdom of this world furnishes, offends what they vainly consider their refined, but which is, in truth, their vitiated taste. A precious Saviour has always been disallowed of men, though chosen of God, and precious to him that believes, and the ti;uth of God, and the ordinances of God, and the people of God, and every thing that does, in truth, belong to the spiritual kingdom of Christ Jesus, has always been lightly esteemed by men dead in sin, but whatever, under a shew of religion, is of man's device, is palat- able to men. And such would do well to consider, that he who scorns the truth, as it is in Jesus, must bear his burden. If such, like Pilate, should say, 138 W hat is truth? I will answer in the language of the inimitable Cowper — "What's that which brings contempt upon a book And him who writes it? Tell me — and 1 will tell thee what is truth. Others of my readers, whose minds are blinded with error and prejudice, by the agency of Satan, "the God of this world" — 2 Cor. iv.4. — shut their eyes against the light, like the moles and the bats, when involun- tarily brought before the splendor of the meridian sun, and the shafts of truth, (though drawn from the quiver of God,) being thrown by such a feeble hand, rebound from their adamantine hearts, as the blunted spear from the impenetrable shield of Achilles, or scales of leviathan — but whoever hates and shuns the light, is in imminent danger of stumbling on the dark mountains — Jer. xiii. 16. — and whoever mocks at God and truth, is in danger of having his bonds made strong — Isa. xxvi. 2£. But I would fain hope, that he who opens the eyes of the blind, and breaks the obdurate heart, may in some happy instances bring down the proud looks of the scorner, and cause the blind, (who grope for the wall at noon day — Isa. lix. 10.) to see out of obscurity and out of darkness, and whenever such see a little, though only men (as it were) as trees walking, they will covet more, and pray: O Lord, open thou mine eyes, that I may behold the wonders of thy word — happy men, who from the heart so pray^-they will not abide in darkness, for the Lord leadeth the blind by away that they know- not, and makes darkness light before them — Isa. xlii. 16. — and to accomplish such glorious ends, I feel happily persuaded, that no instrument or n cans can be weak in His hands, who ordaineth strength (even) in the mouth of bahes, to perfect praise, and still the enemy and the avenger. — Ps. viii. 9. 139 At any rate, I hope, that through an unction from the Holy One, poor sinners, under the awakening in- fluence of the Spirit of God, will find something in these pages, that will say to them (as an index point- ing to him who died without the gate) this is the way, walk ye in it — and which may encourage them to "Stand still and see the salvation of God." "Stand still, says one, that's easy sure, ' Tis what 1 always do: Mistaken soul, be notdeceiv'd, This is not meant for yuu. "Not driv'n by fear, nor drawn by love. Nor yet by duty led, Lie still you do, and never move, For who can move that's dead. "But for a living soul to stand, By thousand dangers scar'd, And fell destruction close at hand, that indeed is hard." Hart. And while I would cherish a hope, that such cha- racters as I have already named, may be benefited by what they are here presented with, I would also hope, that such as have tasted that the Lord is gracious, who may condescend to peruse my treatment of the foregoing subjects, whatever may be their exercises, or present state of mind, whether on Pisgah's mount, or in the valley of humiliation, or if so unhappy as to be in the ditch, where their own clothes abhor them, I hope I say, that they may find good. I am fully persuaded, that however feeble the execution of this little work, there is something that is suited to most cases, that each may have their portion in sea= son, through the good will of him, whose blessing maketh rich, and addeth no sorrow therewith. I hope therefore that these efforts of my pen (though feeble) will not be in vain; but that hereby a dear and almigh- 14'J I ty Redeemer may appear with new charms, as "the chiefest often thousand and altog< ther Imply, Gain has never been my object; but to do s*ood by the pro- mulgation oi' divine truth. And al{ho' the diction of this little production may not to some be the most pleasing, being homely, yet it may be I he most pronto- able; "words easy to he understood, ace certainly the best words to convey religious truths in, For "to the noor the gospel is preached," and for them aiso it is wrote. No pretensions are here urged to any thing beyond theological correctness, at least, that approximation to correctness which, while it solicits a friendly correc- tion, challengeth a hostile refutation,. As to the poetic pieces, (if they will bear such an appellation) 1 will only say the same as of the prose, that they contain scriptural ideas, gospel truths, and sound experience, anil like the prose, have afforded me both pleasure and profit in the composition, and my hope is. that my readers may reap the same ad- vantage; and in that hope I will close, with a few lines of the truly excellent and well instructed Mr. Hart, of whom his biographer has truly said, "He preached Evangelical truths practically, and practi- cal truths Evangelically." "And now the work is done, "Without much pains or cost, The authors merit none. And therefore none his boast; He only claims vvhate'ers amiss* Alas! how great a share is his. "Some time it took to beat, And hunt for tinkling sound, But th* rich savory meet Was very quickly found: For ev'ry truly christian thought, Was by the God of Jacob brought." Even so, Jimen^ FINIS. *1-