fTHEOLOGICAL SEMINARY, | I Princeton, N. J. f Si^:Sk'^ -«*5^«e<^ From the PUBLISHER. BV 4935 .H68 P57 1847 Pitcairn, David, d.l870. Perfect peace PERFECT PEACE LETTERS-MEMORIAL OF THE LATE JOHN WARREN HOWELL, ESQ, OF BATH, M.B.C.S. BY y^ THE REV. DAVID PITCAIRN; MINISTER OF EVIE AND KENDALL. W^\X^ an JfTttr^lruction, BY THE REV. JOHN STEVENSON, Author of " Christ oa the Cross." FHOM THE NINTH LONDON EDITION. NEW-YORK : ROBERT CARTER, 58 CANAL-STREET. PITTSBURG : 56 MARKET-STREET. 1847. ADVERTISEMENT TOTHE FIFTH EDITION It was only in April last year that this little volume first appeared. Already eight thousand copies have been sold. Many most interesting proofs of its use- fulness have reached the ears, and gladdened the heart, of the author. And although the price is so small, the great extent of the sale has secured a considerable pecuniary benefit to Mrs. Howell and her children. The objects for which the publication was underta- ken have thus, by the blessing of God, been accom- plished with a rapidity, and to an amount of success, far surpassing the most sanguine anticipations. In issuing a new edition, the author feels himself under a strong and pleasing obligation, to express his deep gratitude, not only to the many kind friends in different parts of the country who have interested themselves in promoting the circulation of the book, but especially to Him who overrules all events for His own glory, and who has so strikingly, in this case, IV ADVERTISEMENT. given testimony to the faithfulness of His word : " The Lord preservetii the stranger ; He relieveth the fa- therless and widow." (Psalm cxlvi. 9.) Attempts are at present being made to select and arrange such portions of the valuable documents Mr. Howell left behind him, as may seem best adapted for general reading. And it is hoped that many of those who have perused with pleasure or profit the " Letters- Memorial" of his premature but peaceful death, will gladly hail the announcement of a volume of his lite- rary and scientific remains. Torquay, April, 1845. INTRODUCTION REV. J. STEVENSON Every living man is interested in the ex- perience of the dying. It is the last school of wisdom to which the children of men can be advanced. Some, indeed, may question what concern they have with every sable narrative, and it is true they may not now feel that they are affected by it. Neverthe- less here lies their interest : Are they not travellers upon the sa,me road ? Is not the velocity of time hurrying them onward to the same terminus ? And shall we shut our eyes upon the experience of others, and bar the inlet of wisdom till we be ourselves de- stroyed ? The reckless navigator may deem his own sagacity a safer guide than all the charts of older mariners, and with unfurled 1* 6 INTRODUCTION sail he may explore the half-known coasts of distant lands, but it may only be to make a first and last discovery of his own folly upon the rock which they would have taught him to avoid. "Nil humanum a me alienum puto," was the noble sentiment of a heathen philoso- pher. The lover of wisdom puts nothing from him that concerns his kind. He feels himself linked to every form of man by the tie of a common nature, and he treasures up the lessons of their experience as sources of instruction to direct his own. This is but common prudence. We all act upon it for life, and why not also for death ? It is wis- dom for a man's self Who is there that does not practise it in his own department ? The Merchant fails not to inquire in what quarter of the globe men make their great- est gains, nor is he slow to mark that spe- cies of merchandise which has proved most lucrative. The Lawyer studies every case that bears analogy to that of his client, and makes himself familiar with the long list of precedents. The evidence which they fur- nish he will canvass, and avail himself of the successful pleas which they have urged. So likewise the Physician, the Statesman, the Leaders of armies or of navies, are all wise in their generation. They allow no BY THE REV. J. STEVENSON. 7 thing to pass unnoticed which can contrihute to their private good or the general benefit. It would be their folly if they did. The temple of wisdom is supported by the pillars of experience. Every discovery in science, every new specimen of art, every fresh ad- vance in knowledge, is of importance to the inhabitants of the globe. Of all the objects of interest which this attractive world presents, none can equal that of a peaceful death-bed. xin echpse of the solar orb attracts the attention of all who are dependent on its light. The birth of an mfant awakens emotions in the breast of every one that is connected with its family. But — the departure of a man — the eclipse of a fellow-mortal — the labour of his birth into eternity, should exceed them all in its thrilling interest to his fellows. No man ought to be insensible to its appeal. We know that we must follow him. We see ourselves, as it were, represented in him. His very sickness may be ours. The pain he feels, or the comforts he enjoys, may be ours also. We long, therefore, to know what are the feelings which his situation awakens. If calm and peaceful, we wish to ascertain by what means they became so ; and we see it to be our wisdom, our duty, and our happiness, so to adopt the same means. 8 INTRODUCTION that when we reach the same verge we may- enjoy the same consolation. To meet this wish is the design of the ex- cellent author of the following letters. To prepare the living for death, by these details of the experience of the dying, is the object of their publication. It is a spiritual study which is here set before us. The rise and progress of a soul heavenward is here de- scribed. In the brief space of a few weeks, a "pilgrim's progress" from the city of destruction to the Zion of God is strikingly delineated. An experienced minister of Christ is here perceived guiding an immor- tal spirit on the way to everlasting happi- ness. It is a deeply interesting sight. The spiritual physician is called in to administer the medicine of eternal health. Stretched on his dying bed, lies a healer of the body : himself past healing ; and the only inquiry that bursts from his lips is this, "What shall I do to be saved?" Of all death-beds, that of the medical man is one of the most painfully interesting. He who has grappled with the king of terrors to rescue his fellow-men, he who has been used by Providence to deliver others, is now seized himself His very profession teaches him at once to recognise the grasp of Death. He knows the ten thousand turnings of dis- BY THE REV. J. STEVENSON. 9 case. He feels not only what it is, but what it Avill be. He can foresee its course, the stages of its progress, and the symptoms of its advance. He can calculate the various vibrations of the pulse, and fix his eye on the diseased mechanism within. The ul- cerated lung, the ossifying heart, the inter- nal cancer, are all as palpably before his mental vision as are the bleeding wound and the fractured limb to the eye of the com- mon observer. He understands alike the power and the impotence of medicines. Surely, if a case could be where ignorance were bliss, it must be to know nothing of anatomy on a sick-bed, and to be then un- read in the great pharmacopoeia of unavail- able medicines. To have long prescribed for others, and at last to find nothing to pre- scribe for one's self, is a position of pecuUar trial, demanding the strongest sympathy. Such was the situation of the subject of the ensuing memorial. Mr. Howell was a rising man in the medical profession, — a profession requiring no little share of native talent, and of laborious research. In each of these he excelled. He is described by competent judges as a man of no ordinary stamp. His intellectual powers were of the highest order, and he had long been distin- guished for the most patient, persevering 10 INTRODUCTION. study. These studies and powers had heeii directed to a profession which required him to be scrupulously exact in every thing that affected the well-being of man. He Avas accustomed to deal with realities. He could discriminate between the real and the appa- rent properties of things ; and was not like- ly, therefore, to be easily deceived, or misled by false premises or specious arguments. The quality of his mind was "reflective, not demonstrative;" we maybe therefore sure that every statement made to him, every truth propounded, would be maturely weighed and fully tested, ere utterance would be given to his accordance with it. Besides, Mr. Howell is declared to be a man of such integrity and truthfulness, that the fullest confidence might be reposed in the sincerity of every statement which he made. The truth of this abundantly ap- pears in the following Memorial. The contemplation, then, of the spiritual experience of such a character is highly sa- tisfactory ; and, were it at all needful, a sim- ilar testimony might be borne to the Chris- tian fidelity of the narrator, by whom, we know, that the exactest shade and colouring would be given to every interview which words are capable of imparting. In the opening letter, Mr. Howell is pre- BY THE REV. J. STEVENSON. 11 sen ted before us as "peculiarly standing in need of spiritual counsel and encourage- ment." But what occasion was there? His age and prospects fair, his wife and family presented strong arguments, indeed, for love to life. But it was not to love life that he sought encouragement, — it was express- ly to meet with death. And why a man, so free from vice, so virtuous and amiable, who had spent his time so honourably to himself and so usefully to others, should shrink more than our nature doth at the approach of death, the world can see no reason ! Were he wanting in common fortitude, or did some secret sin against a fellow-creature lie heavy on his conscience, the fact would be explained. But these existed not. So far as man can judge, Mr. Howell possessed in- vincible fortitude, and a reputation unblem- ished and unimpeachable. What, then, occasioned his depression 7 It was this : — Mr. Howell had begun to reckon, that though he had not sinned in the sight of men, he had sinned before God. He felt that he had neither loved nor served his Maker as he ought; and therefore the pros- pect of soon being ushered into his holy pre- sence filled him with dismay. Like most other men, Mr. Howell, in the days of health, had chiefly looked to one side 12 INTRODUCTION of his account, and was "well satisfied witn himself" when he thought he had discnarg- ed the duties which he owed to his feliow- men. But what does it avail the prisoner, when tried on two indictments, to plead al- ways his innocency as to the second, and pay no regard to the accus tion of the first? Now man is such a prisoner, against whom a double indictment is made out ; and, either in this world or in the next, he must give in his pleading to them both. "Thou hast sinned against thy God," and "Thou hast sinned against thy neighbour," is the two- fold charge which the Scriptures record against every human being. To the due consideration of the first charge, men seldom or never apply themselves. In general, it is deemed quite enough to show that they have not flagrantly violated the second. How awfully startled, then, must such persons be when death approaches, when conscience awakens, when the guilt of having forgotten God flashes upon their minds, and when the voice of the unerring Judge seems already to condemn them. Happy, thrice happy, surely, are those who are taught by the Spirit of God to con- sider the charge in its twofold character, and to seek for an advocate before it be too late. Of this class was Mr. Howell. He was no BY THE REV. J. STEVENSON. 13 longer deceiving himself. He had begun honestly to consider the twofold charge which lay Eigainst him: he felt that he was guilty, and he knew not how to escape. To a man in such circumstances, how joy- ful is the message of .the minister of Christ ! — ''An advocate is already appointed for you. Trust in him, and he will bring your case to a favourable termination." "But what," may the desponding prisoner answer, — "what can he do for me? what can he say on my behalf, for I am indeed guilty?" •'This advocate," the messenger of God can reply, "has shed his blood to take away your guilt, and he has lived a perfectly righteous life towards God and man. Of this blood and of this righteousness he can plead, as your surety, that you may enjoy the benefit. Do you, then, place yourself in his hands?" "Who is he that I may do so?" "He is Jesus Christ the righteous, whose name is Immanuel, God with us. He is the fellow of the Most High God, and yet he is your brother, having assumed your nature, and become bone of your bone. Love to man brought him from the realms of glory, and now he is ascended up on high to plead for every one that believe th in him." Imagine such a communication on un- doubted authority to be made to a prisoner 2 14 INTRODUCTION on the eve of trial. Is it not enough to trans- port him with joy? Such was the effect of the Gospel, simply and energetically stated, upon Mr. Howell. The glad tidings swal- lowed up every other feeling. "Grace and peace were multiplied unto him through the knowledge of God and of Jesus Christ his Lord." (2 Pet. i. 2.) And so long as his at- tention remained fixed on the love of God in Christ towards him. he continued to experi- ence the same exuberant joy. But, after- wards, when time for thought elapsed, this very natural consideration arose within his mind, "But I am altogether unworthy of such a friend as this, and of such a happi- ness as I now enjoy." We say this was a natural reflection, because, as we estimate men and things by their intrinsic value, we naturally conclude that God judges by the same rule. Though we rejoice, therefore, when we consider the free and blessed de- clarations of the Gospel of Christ, yet, when we begin to contemplate our own un worthi- ness, our joy is turned into mourning. This arises from three causes. First, imagining that God will estimate us by our own inhe- rent value; second, hoping to acquire that value in his sight ; and third, inadequately ap- prehending the nature of that Gospel which has made us glad. To remedy these errors, BY THE REV. J. STEVENSON. 15 we need to be convinced by the Word and Spirit of God, that he does not, and will not, estimate man by his personal value, or wor- thiness, because he has already pronounced that he possesses none. This judgment of God must be so inwrought into our judg- ment as to destroy the hope of our ever being able to possess any merit in his sight, and then, from this utter prostration of our hopes and of our own righteousness, we must flee to Him, whom God has graciously provided to be the Saviour of our souls. We must see that when God could not accept us in our own name, or for our own sake, he will re- ceive us, and pardon us, and sanctify us, in the name and for the sake of his own Son. We must be brought to believe that the blood of Jesus expiates our sins before God, which even our own blood could not have done; and also to believe that the righteousness of Christ is as freely offered to us and is as fully available for us, as if we ourselves had lived his righteous life. Such glad tidings, however, as the Gospel brings, appear at times to be too good to be true. We feel as though we could not be- lieve them for joy ! "Can such a creature as I am hope for heaven? Is the love of God so great and so gratuitous that it can reach to me ? Is it really true that the Son 16 INTRODUCTION of the Most High God died upon a cross to save my soul from hell?" Such are the thoughts that rise upon the mind. They are the natural cogitations of the heart. It does not surprise us, then, to hear a similar senti- ment from the mouth of Mr. Howell. On the contrary, we regard it as another evi- dence of that scrupulous sincerity Avith which he watched over each successive step of his spiritual progress. There v/-as no eager, un- scrutinising, haste; not a single point was ever taken for granted. At one interview we observe that the bliss of heaven formed the captivating subject of conversation. The heart of the instructor was enraptured by it. An enthusiastic hearer would have appeared to reciprocate the feeling of exultation ; but not so the subject of this narrative. "Mr. Howell looked grave. At last he remarked that he admitted the truth of all that had been advanced, but added, after some hesi- tation, 'It is indeed delightful to hear about the bliss of heaven ; and my own reflections suggested by this tract, and by your conver- sations, have been most soothing and eleva- ting. At the same time, I cannot subdue a continually rising idea that it is premature in a person like me to entertain the hope of this bliss. All my former pursuits have been so exclusively of a worldly character, and BY THE REV. J.* STEVENSON. 17 my whole life has been marked by such for- getfulness of God, and indifference to the salvation which is by our Lord Jesus Christ, that I wish for your opinion whether I am not deceiving myself in this matter.' " Whence did this new feeling originate'? Mr. Howell informs us. '-I thought," he added, "that your theory of salvation was too simple. It seems too easy a way of get- ting to heaven. He thought the Gospel too good to be true. Its very freeness tempted him to disbelieve it. The frankness and the generosity of the love of God, exhibited in Christ, are so beyond the thoughts and ways of man (Is. Iv. 8.) that even after our minds have received the idea, we find it difficult to retain it. Our sins appear to be too great to be so easily passed by. Oh, unworthy- thought ! Easily passed by ! Look to Cal- ^vary ! See the beloved Son of /3od, bleed- ing, dying on the cross ! Say, hadst thou been nailed there for thine own sins, wouldest thou still believe that they were easily passed by 7 Ah, no ! And if a friend will give his body to be pierced instead of thine, are thy sins easily passed by? Yea, if God himself come down, and suffer in thy room, wilt thou still say that thy sins are easily passed by? Nay, rather let us more exquisitely feel for the sufferings of our Friend than we would do 2=M= 18 INTRODUCTION for our own. And let his wounds indelibly impress two grand ideas upon our hearts — the greatness of our guilt and the vastness of his love. To keep these two continually in mind- is the duty of every Christian. Yet we cannot, without an eifort, keep them botlr equally before us. Like Peter, who had looked simply to his Lord, and thus had walked firmly upon the water, the Christian, after a time, looks to himself and to the bil- lows that surround him, and he begins to sink. In thinking of himself and of his own weakness, Peter forgot his Master, and his mighty power. So did Mr. Howell in the Qase before us ; and so do all Christians in the days of their despondency. They think of sin till they lose sight of that atonement which has been made for it. They think of their own unrighteousness till they forget that Christ is of God made righteousness ■unto them (1 Cor. i. 30.) The true position of every disciple is this, so to see the deep that is beneath him as to lose all confidence in himself and so to see the Saviour that is near him as to lose all terror of the billows. Christ Jesus has freely made himself our great deliverer. And shall we complain that his work is too gratuitous, and that his deli- verance is too complete '? What should we feel to hear the soldiers of Prussia say, in re- BY THE REV. J. STEVENSON. 19 ference to Waterloo, "It was too easy a vic- tory?" Would we not indignantly reply, "So, indeed, it was to you! Our generai bore the heat and burden of the day. He gained a hard-fought victory, and gave you a retreating and conquered enemy to pur- sue?" This reply presents us with anil- lustration of the Christian's position. Jesus, the Captain of our salvation, has conquered sin, and death, and Satan. He triumphed over them on his cross (Col. ii. 15,) and calls upon us to pursue the conquered foe. The duty of Christians is to follow in the wake of victory. The whole hosts of hell are on the retreat. But never let us forget that, though vanquished, they are not yet destroyed. The retreating enemy, in a revengeful spi- rit, will turn on every opportunity, and take quick advantage of the incautious zeal or weak timidity of their pursuers. The fear- ful they will assail ; before the bold and the courageous they will retire. "Resist the devil, and he will flee from you." (James, iv. 7.) He flees, not simply because we re- sist, but because he feels he has been already conquered by our Lord. To say, then, that our way to heaven is too easy, is to speak with selfish reference to ourselves, overlook- ing the travail, and the agony, and the blood of Him who made it easy for us. 20 INTRODUCTION Yet we ought not to forget that this wrong conchision originated in Mr. Howell from a right feehng. He was a man of an honour- able mind. He knew that he had wronged his Maker, and he felt that he ought to make satisfaction, — nay more, he wished to make it. He could not allow himself to be happy till this was accomplished. This is a most important point. Many honourable men of the world feel utterly at a loss how to solve this difficulty. They find it to be an effec- tual barrier to their progress; they feel as though it would not be honourable to accept such a free invitation to heaven, until they have made a full reparation. Now here the Gospel meets them. It declares, "You can- not make this reparation yourselves; but Christ has put himself in your place, and has made it for you. He has made full satisfac- tion to God for your offences: yea, he has 'magnified the law,' which you have dis- honoured, and 'made it honourable' (Isaiah, xlii. 21.) Your invitation, to heaven, then, is made to you on the very ground on which you desire to accept it. 'A full, perfect, and sufficient sacrifice, oblation and satisfaction,' has been made for sin; so that God may be just, and yet the justifier of him who be- lieves." (Rom. iii. 36.) Here, then, is some thing to lay hold of. BY THE REV. J. STEVENSON. 21 The justice of God is satisfied. We feel that we now tread on soUd ground. We see that the Gospel is no superficial thing, but a sub- stantial realit3^ We learn that our case has been fully dealt with. We no longer hesi- tate. We accept the work of our Surety, and we rejoice. This became Mr. Howell's feeling; he understood the Gospel. ''I see, then," he said, "that in order to be justi- fied, our faith must embrace the blood of Christ for the pardon of our innumerable of- fences, and the perfect righteousness of Christ as a substitute for our want of righteousness." From this moment his peace and his pro- gress were like a noble river in its flow. The spirit of wisdom and of revelation in the knowledge of Christ had been given to him (Eph. i. 17.) the eyes of his understanding were enlightened, he now knew that the hope of his calling was based on a solid and im- movable foundation; and the affections of his heart became captivated by the love of Christ. The immediate effect was an ardent desire after holiness. It is deeply interest- ing to observe this. How delightful, how instructive is it to watch the progress of a soul ! The love of Christ, like fire, con- sumes our dross, and assimilates us to him- self No sooner did Mr. Howell understand the love of a crucified Saviour than he in- 22 INTRODUCTION quired, ''But is there not provision in the Gospel scheme for our deUverance from the power of sin? God's people surely should be holy. They for whom the Son of God died should themselves die unto sin!" The soul has attained an elevated position when it can utter this sentiment. It pants after holiness. The noblest ambition that can inspire a created being has now taken possession of the Christian's breast — he longs to be restored to the image of God ! His at- tention, therefore, is again directed to the Gospel, and he finds it to be pre-eminently a provision for holiness. He finds therein not only a willing Saviour, but also a sanctify- ing Spirit. He learns that it was by the se- cret drawings of this Spirit that his thoughts and desires were first turned to the truths of God's word. He perceives that his under- standing was enlightened, his conscience awakened, and his afllsctions captivated, by the operation of this Spirit. He now knows that the outward voice of the minister is but the instrument, and that the inward voice of the Spirit is the power that worketh in him; and he feels that, under the quickening of this Spirit, his love to prayer is strengthen- ing, that his delight in God's word is increas- ing, and that his hatred to sin, and his de- BY THE REV. J. STEVENSON. 23 sires after purity in every thought and feel- ing, are burning with an intenser glow. Thus the dying Christian is made meet for the inheritance of the saints in light. He does not now estimate himself only by the external act, but by the inward motive. He is no longer well satisfied with himself. He no longer flatters himself that he has dis- charged his duties to his neighbours. He feels that he owed to their soul a debt of love, and of sympathy, and of spiritual kind- ness, which he had never taken account of. He weeps at the thought of his previous bhndness and self-righteousness; and, while he casts all the past upon the atoning blood of his Redeemer, he will be enabled, in all honesty, to say, by the sanctifying grace of the Holy Spirit, ' ' Henceforth it is my whole delight to love the Lord my God, with all my heart, and with all my soul, and with all my strength, and with all my mind : and, I do desire to love my neighbour as I love myself!" What a change has here taken place ! The twofold law of condemnation has given way to the twofold law of love ! The man has grown up into Christ. (Eph. iv. 1.5.) Such was at last the case with Mr. Howell. He had put on the new man which after God is created in righteousness and true holiness 2A INTRODUCTION (Eph. iv. 24.) And so sincerely and fully had he put off the old man with his deeds (Col. iii. 9,) that even the reflection of sin in a dream of the night filled him with self-ab- horrence ! Behold the workmanship of God ! ' ' Who can bring a clean thing out of an unclean?" The Lord alone ! Behold, then, and admire the power of God ! Go forward, reader, to the perusal of these letters. May these ex- cellent instructions, by which Mr. Howell was conducted from darkness to light, from perplexity to peace, be equally blessed to thee ! Learn, that no natural amiability of heart, no gigantic powers of intellect, noth- ing but the Gospel of Christ, can secure peace to a troubled conscience. See how former worldliness, and forgetfulness of God, and indifferency to Christ's religion, come back with a lieavy weight upon the soul : what thorns to the dying pillow, what hin- derers of spiritual progress, those things be- come, of which in health, but small account is made. Pray then, earnestly, for thine own soul, that the Spirit of the hving God may make thee wise unto salvation. From the sublime and solemn spectacle of a fellow- creature calmly composing himself to his last sleep, retire with this resolution indeli- bly imprinted on thy heart, "To me to BY THE REV. J. STEVENSON. 25 live" shall be ''Chrisf' (Phil. i. 21.) Thou shall thus experieuce the same marvellous transformation with the subject of this in- teresting narrative. The medicine of the Gospel will produce in thee also the true symptoms of everlasting health. In the ten- derness of his love the Great Physician will watch over the progress of thy soul's conva- lescence. B)^ the greatness of his skill he will insure the restoration of thy moral strength. In the fulness of his power he will raise up the new man within thee in the holy bloom of spiritual health, and, no longer re- quiring to detain thee in the sick chamber of this world, he will bid thee also to go to that genial chme, where no danger of a relapse can reach thee, where the noxious vapours of sin and of temptation cannot enter, and where, amongst the spirits of the just, thou shall be made perfect in holiness for ever. J. S. Cury Vicarage, Helston, Coi-nwall, 27th January, 1844. MEMORIALS, &C. &C. BIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH. In the Bath and Cheltenham Gazette^ of Ja- nuary 10th, 1844, there appeared the following obituary : — " At Torquay, on the 4th instant, aged 33, John Warren Howell, Esq., Surgeon, of Axford Buildings, in this city. " We have a melancholy duty in recording the death of our esteemed friend, the late John War- ren Howell, M.R.C.S., late Honorary Secretary of the Bath Royal Literary and Scientific Insti- tution, and Corresponding Member of the Lon- don Botanical, and other learned societies. His professional Hfe was marked by firmness, ability, and humanity. Of a powerful, energetic, and original mind, his whole life was devoted to the acquisition of knowledge, and promoting the in- tellectual attainments of mankind. As a lecturer he was eminently distinguished. Many of the articles on botany, astronomy, &c., which have 30 BIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH appeared in this journal, and which have been honoured by the learned with public eulogiums, were communicated by Mr. Howell. During a long period of suffering from pulmonary consump- tion, the mind of Mr. Howell was exclusively de- voted to the truths of revelation — a subject, the deep importance of which he had contemplated from his earliest youth, but the full enjoyment of which he never realized, until, by conversation with Christian friends at Torquay, and a prayerful searching of the Scriptures, his faith became steadfast. His confidence in the all-sufiiciency of his Redeemer's ransom was to the last moment of his life spoken of with humility, gratitude, and joy. Beloved by all who had the felicity of his confidence, for his unselfish character, his since- rity, and his unblemished virtue, his memory will be long cherished, and his example reverenced. He has left a widow and three infant children to deplore his loss; for whom, during his short ca- reer as a general practitioner in this city, and sub- sequent long declining state, it was impossible for him to make any provision." The information contained in the foregoing.ex- tract produces the conviction, that, in point of ta- lent and attainment, Mr. Howell was elevated far above the average of mankind, and awakens a desire to know something more concerning his active life, and his peaceful death. A Memoir of his literary and scientific life would be acceptable to his personal friends, and of advantage to the interests of science. But unhappily the present HIS LITERARY REMAINS. 31 hinderances to ihe accomplishment of this desira- ble object appear to be insurmountable. Besides a large collection of most beautiful drawings on animal and vejietable anatomy, and very numerous diagrams, illustrative of an im- mense variety of topics in the different depart- ments of natural history, Mr. Howell has left a multiplicity of notes and memoranda which would have assisted himself in prosecuting a work he contemplated on "• The Unity of Nature." But these materials are considered to be too dis- connected and fragmental for publication, unless they were worked into shape and form by some person of a similar turn of mind, and who was thoroughly acquainted with Mr. Howell's parti- cular views and opinions: and such a person can- not be found. One of his literary friends in Bath writes to me : — " For the last ten years I have seen Mr. Howell almost daily, and, having his entire confidence, perfectly understood his beau- tiful character. Of his attainments and mental powers I dare not trust myself to write, and feel conscious — sadly conscious, that, amongst those who loved him, and delighted in his company, there is not one who can do justice to his memo- ry. He soared high above us all — above all I ever knew ; but it is impossible to make this evi- dent to the world." In the absence of a Memoir, the reader will be better prepared for understanding and appreci- ating the nature of that peace, into the enjoyment 33 BIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH. of which Mr. Howell was so mercifully brought in his latter days, by a of his professional career, of his scientific and literary occupations, and of his general character and dispositions. John Warren Howell was born in Bath, on the 21st day of December, 1810. In that city he received his rudimental education, which was defective rather than liberal, so that in after-life he was wont to speak with regret of what he called " the waste of his early years." To a great ex- tent, it may be said that he was self-taught. The innate vigour of his intellect, and his insatiable thirst for knowledge, in no small degree compen- sated for the disadvantages under which he la- boured ; and, while yet a youth, it was remark- ed, that his attainments were beyond his years. At the age of fifteen he was articled to a me- dical practitioner in Bath ; and, during the five years of his apprenticeship, he not only applied himself with all diligence to the more immediate studies of his profession, but eagerly seized on all opportunities of acquiring information on every subject, and especially on subjects connected with natural history, for which he manifested an early predilection. When his apprenticeship expired in the year PROFESSIONAL COMMENCEMENT. 33 1830, he was received as a dresser into the Bath Casualty Hospital, where he passed twelve months and then matriculated as medical student in Trin- ity College, Dublin. There he enjoyed the pub- lic instructions of the late Dr. Macartney, and other eminent professional men, with whom he had also occasionally the benefit of holding pri- vate intercourse. As a student he gained consi- derable distinction; and, even at this period, his proticiency in science enabled him, in 1832, to deliver a course of lectures on Medical Botany, in the theatre of the King William Street School of Medicine, which were recognized by the Royal College of Surgeons, and by the Apothecaries* Company, London. This was certainly a very gratifying compliment to so young a man. Having completed his curriculum of medical education, he returned to England in 1833, bring- ing with him an increased and ardent love for the profession he had chosen, a large accumulation of professional and general knowledge, and the highest testimonials of industry, ability, and cha- racter. Mr. Howell lost no time in offering himself to the Royal College of Surgeons, London, as a candidate for a diploma. He has himself pre- served an interesting memorandum of his exami- nations. In answering the first question pro- pounded to him, he had entered so readily, so fully, and so intelligently, into an explanation of the subject, that he was dismissed in ten minutes. He expected a leugthened detention, and, as he 34 BIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH. walked towards the door, uncertain as to the cause of his speedy dismissal, it is probable that his expressive countenance betrayed his inward feel- ings ; for one of the examinators recalled him, and said, " You are accepted, sir ; and we thank you for the gratification and pleasure you have afforded us." The porter, surprised at the can- didate's premature return, concluded he must have been rejected, and addressed him in a kind and doleful tone, " I'm sorry for you, young man.". But Mr. Howell's bright smile, as he ut- tered, " All 's right," changed his condolence in- to congratulation. In July of the same year, he commenced prac- tice in his native city, and soon felt the want of that congenial society he had enjoyed during the prosecution of his studies in Dublin. There, be- sides the kindred spirits among the students with whom he associated, he had been favoured with occasional interviews with men of the highest consideration for talent and acquirements — men from whose matured experience he gathered use- ful information, which acted both as a stimulus, and as a guide to his own inquiries. In Bath there were also many eminent literary and pro- fessional men. But it was not the privilege of Mr. Howell to have gained access to their socie- ty. He was young, and unknown, and, as yet, moving in a sphere of comparative obscurity. He endeavoured, however, to remedy this misfor- tune by cultivating the acquaintance of young men who gave indication of genius and of enter- SCIENTIFIC PURSUITS. 35 'prise : and, as a point of concentration, as well as a means of mutual improvement, at the sug- gestion of Mr. Howell, and chieflj through his instrumentality, the Bath Literary and Scientific Association was organized in 1837. Mr. How- ell was nominated to the office of honorary secre- tary. In connexion with this Society he first. ap- peared before the Bath public as a lecturer. The subject announced was, " The Unity of Nature." A copy of the programme of this lecture now lies before me, and decidedly proves how compre- hensive were his views of this sublime subject at that early stage of his professional life. Mr. Howell's public lectures were well attend- ed; and, among other beneficial effects, they in- creased the number of the members of the Asso- ciation, — many of whom, now pursuing with suc- cess the path of industry and of knowledge, into which their zealous founder directed them, will remember with grateful pleasure the able and beautiful papers which Mr. Howell read at their weekly meetings, on Astronomy, Optics, Chem- istry, Botany, Geology, Mineralogy, &c. But this Association had a short-lived existence. In fact, its prosperity, in a great measure, depended on Mr. Howell's resources and exertions, and drew more largely on his time than was conve- nient. For this, and other reasons, which need not be detailed, its dissolution became inevitable. Subsequently, Mr. Howell delivered pubhc lec- tures, and courses of lectures, on a variety of scientific subjects. And in January 1842 he at- 36 BIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH. tempted to exhibit, in ten lectures, " The propri- ety and usefuhiess of Anatomy and Physiology as a branch of general education." These lectures were delivered in the Hall of the Bath Royal Literary and Scientific Institution, of which Mr. Howell had, some time previously, and in a very gratifying- manner, been appointed the honorary secretary. They attracted crowd- ed audiences, and were illustrated by anatomical preparations, and by numerous large drawings executed by Mrs. Howell, under the superin- tendence of her husband. In the spring of the following year, a corre- spondence took place with the Liverpool Me- chanics' Institution, which resulted in the con- sent of Mr. Howell to give a course of lectures in Liverpool " On the Brain and Nervous Sys- tem." But his preparations for this undertaking were checked by the progress of the disease, which ultimately proved fatal. All Mr. Howell's lectures displayed a deep and accurate knowledge of the many different topics of which they treated. They were specimens of the versatility of his genius, as well as of the ex- tent of his researches. They were distinguished by great originality of thought, and by profound logical acumen. And, from his command of matter, they were generally prolonged to double the length of time that is usual ; but the atten- tion of his audiences was sustained throughout by the continual flow of new and interesting ideas, and by his elegant and engaging manner of de- SCIENTIFIC PURSUITS. 37 5ivery. Mr. Howell was pre-eminent as a lec- turer; and it is much to be reffretted that none of his very instructive lectures were fully written out. He was gifted with an uncommon fiicility of expressing his sentiments in the most perspi- cuous and appropriate lano;uafre ; and, on this account, he was in the habit of speaking from short notes. Sometimes, indeed, he spoke with the greatest fluency for two hours, and altogether extempore* * Since this sketch was completed I have seen letters from two of Mr. Howell's scientific companions. One of them who is at present resident in Bath, says, in refer- ence to the year l842 and the early part of 1843, — "A •week seldom passed durii-c: which 1 had not, on different days, spent much of my lime in* his company. During ray intimacy with him, which was the intimacy of brothers, I could not fail being struck with his originality of thought, with his acuteness in analysis, and with his patient perse- verance in research. And I may say that scientific in- quiries, to be at all worthy of regard, require no small de- gree of these qualifications." "His mode of lecturing was clear and decisive, generally quiet, although the in- terest of the subject not unfrequently led the lecturer to continue speaking much beyond the u.sual time allotted, and 'thus to exert liimself beyond his strength. It was the opinion that there was matter esough in one lecture to have made two \ery good ones." The other gentleman, resident in London, thus writes respecting Mr. Howell, — " As a philosopher, he was dili- gent in the pursuit of science, treading her mazy and dif- ficult paths with confidence, perseverance, and succe^s." •<' His reasoning was generally characterised by original- ity of thought, and his ideas expressed in language ap- propriate, firm, and unequivocal." "His genius soared 4 38 BIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH. On the subject of botany, however, which was one of Mr. Howell's principal favourites, two separate series of articles were inserted in the Bath and Cheltenham Gazette^ to which allu- sion is made in the obituary. These articles were entitled, " Walks in the Botanic Garden," and amounted in number to no less than forty. Other articles of a scientific nature, from the same fruit- ful pen, appeared at different times in the same respectable journal. One of them, " On the Structure of the Capsule of PAPAVERACEiE," and " On the Nature of the Stigmata of Crucifer^,'* was afterwards inserted in No. Qo of the Annals and Magazine of Natural History. It arrested the attention of scientific men, and a continuance of Mr. Howell's communications was requested for that very able periodical. Perhaps it may be deemed advisable to g-ather into a small volume all the articles on botany^ astronomy, and other scientific topics, which Mr. Howell himself had thought worthy of submitting to the public, and which, in their detached forms, into heaven, and told the stars ; descended into the sea, and explored the deep ; expanded over the earth, and comprehended the three kingdoms in its ^rasp," " Al- though universality of acquirements is generally acknow- ledged to be incompatible with the deep, reflective mind, ^'et there are go many instances on record of men whose intellects were so strong as to enable them to pierce the very penetralia of wisdom, that I do not hesitate to ap])ly the epithet universal genius to Howell, or to class him among their number. His acquirements were as sterling as his talents were varied. PAPERS ON BOTANY, ETC. 39 have already been marked by the approval of competent judges. Although they are only iso- lated parts, or small fragments, of large and com- prehensive subjects, still they bear upon them the stamp of an original and reflective mind ; for, however much Mr. Howell consulted the works of authors of established reputation, he subjected the truth of all their statements to the test of strict investigation, or of analytical experimenL He made observations for himself, and exercised care- ful and profound reflection on every subject that engaged his attention. He tied himself down to no systems. He called no man master. Truth, wherever he could find it, and from whomsoever he could learn it, was the grand object of which he never lost sight. As an intelhgent, and un- prejudiced, and persevering student of the arcana of Nature, it is known to his intimate friends that he was continually making discoveries in some one or other of the departments of science; and had he lived to prosecute and arrange, and pub- hsli his valuable researches, there is good ground for believing that he would have earned for him- self a high and deserved rank amongst the dis- tinguished few whose learning and whose labours have rendered their names illustrious in the an- nals of philosophy and science. Of Mr. Howell's general character and dispo- sitions it would be presumptuous in me, on so short an acquaintance, to attempt a full and regu- lar delineation. But I feel justified in mention 40 BIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH. ing some points tliat prominently appeared in the intercourse Avitli liim which I was privileged to enjoy during the latter part of his life. The first thing that struck me as unusual was the entire exclusion from his conversation of al mere commonplace remarlzs. As a stranger in the place, as an invalid whose comfortable sen- sations were very dependent on heat and sun- shine, and as an intelligent and social member of society, interested in the welfare of his country and of mankind, it would have been allowable — it would have been natural, to have asked of a visitor what w^as the news of the day, who had arrived and who departed, or what was the state of the weather. I do not, however, recollect of Mr. Howell ever saying one word to me on either of these never-ending topics of talk with ordinary people. On every occasion of my visit- ing him, he had scarcely answered my inquiri-es about his health, when he plunged at once into some subject of importance. He did this the very first day 1 sat at his bedside ; and he did so constantly. In connexion with this extraordinary absence of trifling remarks, I must notice the uncommon activity of his mind, which never was overcome, excepting by the power of opiates, or by occasion- al fits of exhaustion. Even whilst lying on bed so long, notwithstanding the general debility to which he was reduced, and his incapacity for continuous reading, he was never found in a listless or dreamy mood. His mind was not CENETIAL CHAKACTER AND DISPOSITION. 41 only actively cmploypcl, but his Avhole mental energies were intently fixed on some one particu- lar subject. This great power of abstraction, or concentrativeness, tbrced itself on my attention as a peculiarity. In his circumstances, it might have been expected that the activity of his mind would have manifested itself in restlessness, — in the untTovernable roving of his thoufrhts amidst the immensity of subjects with which he was familiar, and affecting even his bodily frame with continual tossings to and fro. But the very reverse of this was manifested. His thouohts were under complete control. They ran all in the direction of some one truth that had been submitted to his consideration ; and they never were diverted from it till he had sifted it to his satisfaction. In calhng on him any day, I found him still occupied with what had been the theme of the former conversation. And then there was a calmness and composure of demeanour such as are rarely met with. In the midst of much bodily uneasiness, I have fre» quently seen him remain still as a rock for the whole period of my visit. The body was as quiescent as the mind was active. Religion, no doubt, latterly exercised a mighty and a blissful influence over him, in the patience, and resigna- tion, and peace which it supplied ; but, inde- pendent of all that was superinduced by religious principle, there was evidently a magnanimity in his constitutional temperament, which raised h.im superior to the pains and the annoyances 4* 42 BIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH. which would have caused irritation to most men. And, besides, I believe that he had tutored him- self into a kind of philosophic dignity of conduct, which was equally removed from sinful pride, and from stoical indifference. His judgment always -maintaiix^d the mastery over his feelings. He endured what he could not remove. He knew the folly of making worse what was be- yond his power to mend. He, therefore, endea- voured to make the best of things as they were.* Another characteristic feature that attracted my notice was a combination of opposite quali- ties, acting like antagonist forces, and imparting to his mind a pecuhar and beautiful equipoise. Confidence in his own capabilities, — in his re- sources, and motives, and intentions, — was min gled with diffidence in subjecting himself to the * The following anecdote is a striking instance of his self-command and composure under circumstances of trial : — One day, when a lecture " On the Eye and Vision " had been advertised, before he went out in the morning, he gave directions about the proper placing on the wall of the room of a number of diagrams, which were necessary for illustration. He did not return from seeing his patients till the company had assembled. But, on entering the room, he discovered, on a glance, that the diagrams were entirely misplaced. To have put them risht would have caused both delay and confusion. Mr. Howell betrayed neither displeasure nor disappointment. He commenced a lecture on an entirely different subject; and, at the conclusion, he explained to the audience what had hnppened, and intimated the day on which he would deliver the lecture he had prepared. Not one man in a thousand could have acted as he did. MORAL EXCELLENCIES. 43 judgment of other persons, and witli great mo- desty in stating his own opinions. Candour and sincerity in acknowledging ignorance or error, were accompaiiitd with a kind of reservation, as if lie were afraid of couunitting himself too far. An apparent frankness* and suavity of manners was hlended with an indescribahle sometliing that forbade familiarity. And, with a very re- markable talent for communicating instruction to others, he himself was largely possessed of the spirit of docility, and was ever ready and eager to be taught. As the result of all these conflict- ing sentiments and feelings, his character was adorned by constant watchfulness over himself, and by much prudence and discretion in his dealings with mankind. He was a cautious man. The mind of Mr. Howell had, indeed, been cast in a noble mould. He was richly endowed with those high mental qualifications which constitute the true philosopher. But, in addition to so much that was purely intellectual, there was about him a moral loveliness that greatly elevates our conceptions of his general character. His conduct was very blameless in the sight of man. He did not degrade himself, as many do, by sensual and vicious indulgences. The pru- dence and self-respect which guided him in other things exerted their benign influence to uphold him in the path of virtue. The refinement of his mind, too, and his extreme delicacy of feeling, made vice odious to him. Thus he avoided many of the evil practices into which young men are 44 BIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH. often so easily ensnared. And, by the con- current teslimony of those who knew him best, he was a highly honourable, upright, and aniia* ble man. But tliis must not be mistaken for scriptural and spiritual religion. He certain- ly had at heart an abiding theoretic reverence for the Divine Being; and he conscientiously professed belief in Divine Revelation. He con- stantly and openly repudiated the sceptical opi- nions so prevalent in the French schools of me- dicine and of science. In his own study of the manifold works of God, he took pleasure in dis- covering the wonderful traces of divine wisdom, and of almiglity power, whether in the magnifi- cence of the starry heavens, or in the anatomy of the minutest plants. And in his public lec- tures he appears to have delighted in exhibiting and explaining to his fellow-creatures, and espe- cially to the young, whatever was calculated to exalt their conceptions of the great Creator. The Divine Being whom lie so habitually revered was the God of Nature. But it is, nevertheless, a painful truth, which must not be concealed, that, in the midst of all his studies, Mr. Hovv'ell practicaUij forgot the God who is revealed to us only in the Holy Scriptures ; and forgot his obli- gations to obey those Scriptures, whose divine inspiration he acknowledged. The fear of God was not before his eyes; the love of God was not in his heart ; the glory of God Avas not the object he had in viev/, nor the end at which he aimed ; the day of holy rest which God has set INSUFFICIENCY OF HUMAN KNOWLEDGE. 45 apart for his own special service, was desecrated by secular occupations ; the pubhc worship of God was seldom attended, and family worship was not thought of; the welfare of his immor- tal soul was overlooked ; the great concerns of the eternal world were neglected. This is no ex agi>e ration. It is the substance of his own heartfelt regrets, — of his own tearful confessions, on a dying bed. It is willingly admitted that the pursuits in which Mr. Howell had employed his noble ta- lents, and spent his time, often by night, as well as by day, and prematurely wasted his strength, were not in themselves sinful, and that they had yielded him a large amount of intellectual and rational gratification. So likewise, it is no more than justice to record how kind and dutiful he was in all the varied relations of life. He was decidedly a social and domestic man. So long as he remained under the parental roof, he was far from despising parental authority. And when he married he gave to the object of his choice that faithful devoted ness of affection which he claimed and received in return. The endear- ments of wedded life made him indifferent to the pleasures of public amusements and of private parties. With his wife and children, and with the quiet companionship of a few scientific friends, he found a perpetual source of social and domestic happiness. But he was brought to see and acknowledge that he had sinned in giving to creature objects that ardent regard and exclusive 46 BIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH. affection to wliich they were not entitled. And he was made to feel that God himself, as recon- ciled to us in Jesus Christ, is the only source of pure, and satisfying, and lasting enjoyment. When divine grace taught him that he was a sinner standing in need of salvation, and that he was a dying man unprepared for the eternity to which he was approaching, then he experienced the utter inefficiency of all his former pursuits, and of all his acquired knowledge, and of all his moral excellencies, and of all his social and do- mestic enjoyments, to quiet his fears, or to in- spire a cheering hope. And so soon as his heart was opened to receive " the grace, mercy, and peace," which are multiplied towards us through the knowledge and faith of our God and Saviour Jesus Christ, then he would have said to his learned and scientific associates as he did actu- ally say to his wife, " We have indeed lived very happily together, but we have missed much hap- piness; we have been strangers to true happi- ness ; and, were we to live our lives over again, we should be infinitely more happy in loving and serving God than ever we have been before." Mr. Howell did not rank himself amongst the pious and the devout, nor was he in the habit of associating with them. He was too honest to profess what he did not sincerely feel and con- scientiously practise. In fact, the inconsisten- cies which he observed in persons who did make high religious professions had been a stumbling- block to him from his youth upwai'ds. At the INSUFFICIENCY OF HUMAN KNOWLEDGE. 47 same time, it would be a perversion of truth to sav, or to give reason to suppose, that he ever •was re":arc]less of re!i<>ioii. He was as far re- moved as possible froni scepticism, and the frame of his mind was too serious to allow him to scoff at what was sacred. His desire to obtain know- ledge of all kinds prompted him to make a study of wiiat is called natural theology. He also carefully examined the evidences of the inspira- tion of the Bible, and he spoke to me of his fondness for controversial divinity. Such sub- jects afforded scope for intellectual prowess, — for reflection, and for argument Besides, his constitutional love of truth, — his love of finding out where truth lay, — worked together with Iws natural inquisitiveness in renewing his religious inquiries from time to time. Neither was he speculatively ignorant of the peculiar and essen- tial doctrines of Christianity. These, as well as less important and more curious matters, receiv- ed a share of his all-grasping consideration. With his professional friend, Dr. Morgan, he used to cnnverse freely on religious topics. From this gentleman he obtained much information on the errors of Popery, and likewise on the Unita- rian heresy. And latterly, when the appearance of consumptive symptoms led him to think of their probable termination, he was thankful for " the words in season" whicli the doctor occa- sionally dropped while in professional attend- ance upon Mr. Howell previous to his leaving Bath. 48 BIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH. Having thus briefly sketched the character of Mr. Howell, and adverted to his literary and scientific attainments, the duty which now de- volves on me is to furnish the reader with ^ Narrative of the gracious dealings of God with this highly gifted man, and particularly of what fell under my own observation during the latter part of his fatal illness. This duty is as free from difficulty as it is full of delight. In the arrangements of Providence, it not un- frequently happens that the loss of bodily health and temporal advantages is made subservient to the acquisition of spiritual and eternal life. It was so with Mr. Howell. His illness set a limit to the extent of his exertions ; it interrupted the constancy of his persevering application ; it checked the ardour of his pursuit after increas- ing knowledge ; it put the stamp of " van- ity and vexation of spirit" on his ambitious de- sires to gain some notoriety in the world of let- ters ; and thus a new direction was given to his thoughts and his inquiries. In fact, it constituted the commencement of a new era in his history, for from this time he began to regard religion as something practical and personal ; and yet the change was slow and gentle, rather than sudden and decided. When first he came to Torquay, in May last year, his disease had not made great progress, FIRST ILLNESS. 40 and he was alone. His wife and family were left beliind, as his ^nay was not intended to be for any length of time. His physical strength was not as yet so much impaired as to incapaci- tate him for out-of-doors exercise and enjoyment ; and to him it was a real and a great enjoyment to saunter in the Devonshire lanes, where the luxuriant hedges afforded him the richest fields for botanising. Still more peculiar and enthu- siastic was his delight in strolling along the shores of Torbay, and in examininjr the varie- ties of marine plants and animals with which the locality abounds ; for he had been in the habit, now and then, of having a box of the nett-refuse sent to him at Bath from the very place where he now resided. It was quite a pleasure to find himself at the sea-side ; and here he had the additional pleasure of meeting with different individuals of similar tastes with himself, with whom he could converse on his favourite topics, and who were qualified to appreciate his attain- ments. It was on the occasion of his first visit to Tor- quay that he made the acquaintance of Dr. Tet- ley, who soon became his attached friend as well as his skilful physician. He was a daily visitor at the house of the Rev. S. F. Statham ; and by degrees his friends and acquaintances increased, all of whom, as far as I have heard, were led to feel an unusual interest in Mr. Howell ; and some of them, under the constraining influence of Christian love, yearned over him as a hopeful S 50 BIOGUAPHICAL SKETCH. young man who was not far from the kingdom of heaven. He was frequentlj drawn into im- portant conversation on the fundamental truths of the Gospel by individuals who longed to see him partaking of those consolations which nothing earthly can administer to the sick and dying, and of that hope which is full of immortality. A young clergyman from Suffolk, who was also at Torquay as an invalid, took a peculiar interest in Mr. Howell. He frequently accompanied him in his botanising excursions, and was sedulous in his endeavours to bring him to the simple faith of the Lord Jesus Christ. But God's time of mer- cy was not yet come. Mr. Howell listened with patient attention to every statement of divine truth that was submitted to him, and where there was room for it he entered eagerly into the argument. But, as he afterwards acknowledged, it was no- thing more than the play of the understanding. In the letters which he every day wrote home, there were continual and interesting notices of the places he had visited, and of the natural ob- jects he had examined, and of the benefit which his health was deriving from the genial climate ; but he said little on that one subject which he af- terwards felt to be the " one thing needful." He did not write as a man who had been convinced of his guilt and danger. His letters breathed no anxious concern about spiritual health, no urgent desires after everlasting salvation : the compara- tively unimportant researches into the beautiful and wonderful mechanism and properties of the works FIRST RESIDENCE AT TORQUAY. 51 of God Still maintained a disproportionate share of his mental energies. He was not yet brought to fed that the greatest and most important of all studies is, the knowledge of God liimself as he is revealed to his sinful creatures in the Holy Scrip tures. Mr. Howell improved in health and strength very steadily ; and in the beginning of July he left Torquay, under the impression that every un favourable symptom had been subdued, and tJiat he was able to resume his usual occupations at Bath. In this, however, he was sadly mistaken. The warninghe had had of consumptive tendencies was unhappily and unaccountably lost upon him. Misled by the delusive character of the disease, and flushed with the speedy renovation of his health, he devoted himself with too much enger- iiess to his professional practice, and to his scien- tific pursuits. In a few wrecks he became worse than ever. A consultation was held, and his medical advisers judged it necessary that he should instantly again leave Bath. They were also of opinion, that the only probability of his ultimate recovery depended on a residence for a term of years in a soft and genial climate. Mr. Howell was therefore obliged, in a hurried manner, to break up his establishment, and abandon his prac- tice ; and he resolved on returning to the jilace where he had formerly been benefitted. But he was thrown into a state of great alarm by the decidedly unfavourable view which had been taken of his case, and by the subsequent ar- 52 BIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH. raiigements ; and, when he came the second time into Devonshire, early in August, there was a very manifest alteration on him in respect both of body and of mind. His strength was prostrated. His nervous system had sustained a dreadful shock. He was depressed in spirits, and greatly agitated. A lodging had been taken for him in the village of Torre, adjoining to Torquay ; and, on his ar- rival, although he had spent a night on the road, he suffered under such extreme exhaustion, that the people of the house feared he might have died. It was deemed advisable, not only that Mr. Howell should leave Bath without delay, but that he should avoid the bustle and disagreeableness of a family movement under such trying circum- stances. Matters of indispensable business were devolved on Mrs. Howell, who was detained for several days ; and, when she arrived at Torre, she found her husband in a state of great uneasi- ness, from the apprehension that his death was certain, and that it might be sudden. That evening, after his wife had read a por- tion of Scripture to soothe and comfort him, he asked her to pray with him. This request took her by surprise,- it was something quite new. She was unaccustomed to pray aloud, and felt obliged to dechne. " Then I must do it myself," said Howell ; and he did pray with her, which he had never done before. He was in distress, and felt that God was his only refuge. He felt that prayer was more than a duty — it was a pri- SEEKS CONSOLATION IN RELIGION. hS vilege ; and from tliis time they bad always pray- er together, morning .and evening, althougli a book of prayers was commonly used. On Sunday morning, Mrs. Howell went to Torre Churclv At tlie commencement of the Litany, it startled her to hear tlie name of her husband read out as a sick person desiring the prayers of the Church; and, on inquiry after- ward?:, she found this had been done at his own solicitation. He had written a note to the Rev. J. Blackmore, the officiating curate, in which he requested to be publicly prayed for, and, at the same time, hoped Mr. Blackmore would visit him. Every thing now indicated that Mr. Howell was in earnest. He read the Bible diligently, with a wish to understand it. His correspond- ence with his friends at Bath ,did not entirely omit the mention of literary and scientific sub- jects ; but it was characterised by this new fea- ture, that he intimated, without disguise or re- serve, the dangerous condition to which he was reduced, and his desire to seek for consolation in religion. As he himself confessed on a dying bed, the first chastisement laid upon him by his heavenly Father was not. severe enough. He was not sufficiently humbled ; nor had he been brought to any real and permanent contrition. But now he was sorely chastened ; and it was the chasten- ing of a loving Father, who designed to bless, and not to curse — to pardon, and not to punish ; and who, by means of chastisement, was about to 5* 54 BIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH. impart to this wanderer the spirit of adoption, and to prepare him for enjoying the privileges of the heavenly family. Whilst God laid him low under the rod of disease, he seemed to be address- ing him in the very words of remonstrance, which of old he put into the mouth of his pro- phet, " Wherefore do ye spend money for that which is not bread 1 and your labour for that which satisfieth not"? Hearken diligently unto me, and eat ye that which is good, and let your soul dehght itself in fatness. Inchne your ear, and come unto me : hear, and your soul shall live." God had purposes of mercy towards him, and was softening his heart under this remon- strance, and openinoj his ear to welcome the gra- cious invitation, " Ho, every one that thirsteth, come ye to the waters ; and he that hath no mo- ney, come ye, buy and eat ; yea, come, buy wine and milk, without money, and without price." Isaiah, Iv. 1, 2. Dr. Tetley renewed his professional attendance on Mr. Howell. He found that the insidious dis- ease which preyed on him had made rapid pro- gress ; but, on the other hand, there was a cheer- ing earnestness for instruction in divine things, and for the experience of their power on his own heart, such as had not been manifested at any period of his former visit to Torquay. The doc- tor saw him daily, and was encouraged by his subdued and teachable spirit, to hope that a time of blessing was at hand. Mr. Blackmore also visited hira frequently ; and he has told me he PROGRESS OF DISEASE. 55 took great pleasure in conversing with Mr. How- ell. Although his spiritual progress was not as yet very marked, still he always found in him a singularly interesting and hopeful inquirer after the way of life which the Gospel reveals. The subjects on which they chiefly conversed were the amazing love of God to sinners, displayed in the gift of his Son for our salvation, and the atonement for sin which was effected by the Sa- viour's humiliation and death on our account. These were the grand consoling truths that now supremely engaged his thoughts, and the contem- plation of which tended to tranquillise his agitated mind. But as yet he had not obtained a spiri- tual discernment of them, nor had his faith so embraced them as to give him a peaceful and sa- tisfying hope of his own forgiveness and accept- ance with God. After a few weeks he considerably recovered in health and in spirits. He got out in a bath- chair to enjoy the open air, and the lovely land- scapes that met the eye at every turn. He even gained strength sufficient to walk short distances; and he greatly rejoiced in being able to go to Torre Church, where he gave public thanks to God for what he had experienced of his goodness. But, as the season advanced, he again relapsed. After his removal to Torquay for the winter, he only once attended divine service, although his residence was close to Trinity Church. He now declined rapidly ; and he was entirely confined to 56 BIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH. bed towards the end of November, when my ac- quaintance with him commenced. At this important crisis, the loss of the strength which he had recently regained, and the appear- ance of fresh symptoms which marked tlie pro- gress his disease was making, again disappointed his hopes of recovery, and deprived him of the comparative tranquillity he had been enjoying. His inward distress became great; and so did his anxiety for relief. All human refuges were una- vailing. But he was looking to God, and crying for mercy ; and he neither looked nor cried in vain. As a minister of the Gospel of Christ, I was asked to visit Mr. Howell, in consequence of the absence of other clergymen who were wont to see him ; and I was urged to go, because he was a dying man who truly needed, and who greatly desired, spiritual consolation. Although I had not hitherto happened to meet Mr. Howell, nor ever heard one word of his splendid talents and high acquirements, the first sight of him convinced me that he was a supe- rior man ; and, in our first conversation, there was something so unusually interesting as to make me resolve to keep some record of his case; In the following LETTERS RESPECTING HIM. 57 Series Of Hetters, there is preserved a simple and faithfid statement of those divine truths which were successively submitted to his consideration, and likewise of the impressions which their reception made upon his mind; of his deliverance out of spiritual dark- ness and distress, and of his entrance into the en- joyment of that " peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ," which is the accompaniment of a heaven-taught faith. It ought to be mentioned that the letters are genuine^ and thjit they were not originally intend- ed for publication ; but, to the much-valued friend and brother to whom they were addressed, the work of grace in Mr. Howell aj)peared so pecu- liarly instructive, that he hoped it might prove a blessing to many. And I could not gainsay the assertion, that the unconstrained communications of one friend to another concerning any recent event, have a freshness and naturalness about them that never can be imparted to a more for- mal narrative drawn up at a subsequent period. For this reason I have consented to the insertion of the letters in this place, although it may sub- ject me to the charge of bringing myself too pro- minently into view. And it is my earnest request that the reader may fix his mind on the dying man, and on the great truths which were the sub- ject of conversation, without giving a thought of any kind to the writer of the letters. LETTER I. To the Rev. John Stevenson, Cury Vicarage. Torquay, November 28th, 1843. My beloved Friend You are not unacquainted with the peculi- arities of this place. The natural beauties of the locality have feasted your taste for fine scenery; the kindness of Christian friends has oft refreshed your spirit; and the poor invalids, who make up so large a portion of its winter inhabitants, have called forth your warmest sympathies. Durins^ your own occasional sojournings here you heard of many cases of most affecting inte- rest, and not a few passed under your immediate personal observation. In the midst of your own suspension from active duty, I am well av/are how much of a painful pleasure you felt in visit- ing the chambers of sickness and of death, and in administering the consolations of the Gospel of Christ to your fellow-sufferers ; and you know that, during those welcome respites from severe INTRODUCTORY REFLECTIONS. 59 illness with which God is pleased to favour my- self, I, also, accordinjr to my ability, willingly take a part in the work of comforting the sick, the dying, and the bereaved. Since 1 first came to Torquay, there have oc- curred many events which produced a very deep and solemn interest, but of which I now regret having preserved no record. Memory is often treacherous ; and, by permitting such occur- rences to sink into the grave of obhvion, we de- prive ourselves and others of tlie profitable les- sons they are calculated to imparl. It is good not only to notice at the time, but afterwards to meditate upon, the wonderful v/orkings of Pro- vidence. The Psalmist says, " Whoso is wise, and will observe these things, even they shall understand the loving-kindness of the Lord." (Psalm cvii. v. 43 j. And oh, how blessed it is to possess this understanding! — to understand that there is lovivg -kindness in all the doings of the Lord, and especially in His affiictive dispen- sations ! And this blessedness comes from a 7cise observation of passing events. I have been led to these reflections in conse- quence of being called to the bedside of a gentle- man on whose constitution pulmonary disease has already made great encroachments; and whose case, so far as it is yet developed, appears to me to merit something more particular and more permanent than a tew ephemeral expres- sions of hope or of thankfulness. And I write to you on the subject, because the love which 60 FIRST LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. d^yells in your heart to the souls of poor sinner?!, and to their Saviour, gives me the assurance of awakening your Christian sympathies in behalf of Mr. Howell, and of securing your prayers, that God may more and more prosper our inter- course. Mr. Howell has been at Torre with his family since the autumn. It is only within the last few weeks that he removed down to Torquay for greater warmth, and he took the house called Beulah, next to Trinity Church, in the hope of Mrs. Howell getting some pupils. I had heard a good deal said among my friends about this family, as their circumstances excited commise- ration ; but I had not met with them, nor had I intended calling, as my circle of acquaintance is already sufficiently large. Our excellent friend Dr. Tetley, however, came in to see me one evening last week, and made so earnest a re- quest, that I could not refuse promising to visit Mr. Howell. The doctor said his patient was now confined to his bed, and he feared was rapidly sinking. Mr. Blackmore had seen him fre- quently, so long as he remained at Torre ; and Mr. Fayle has called several times since he came to Beulah. But now Mr. Fayle's time and attention were absorbed in the dangerous illness of his wife, and Mr. Blackmore was from home on business. This was a plea for my try- ing to supply their place. Moreover, the doctor represented the sick man's state of mind as pe- KEASONS FOR VISITING IIIM. 61 culialy standing in need of spiritual counsel and eiicojjragement.* He knew tlie dangerous nature of his malady ; and lie was alive to the impor- tance of salvation. But he did not seem to have an experimental knowledge of that one way of a sinner's acceptance with God whicli the Gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ reveals. The clergymen who had visited him faithfully directed him tothe Saviour, and urged him to rest his hopes on Christ alone. This he complained he could not do. He confessed it was what was right, and what, indeed, he desired; but he could not believe, and he felt himself without comfort, be- cause he was without hope. It was manifest, however, that he was an earnest and anxious in- quirer after Gospel truth, from many circum- stances, and, amongst others, from the effect produced upon him by the doctor's repeating some little remark he had heard from my lips, on one occasion last winter, in a time of serious illness. This was the connecting link between Mr. Howell and me. His desire was to see me, and now my desire was to see him. I had called at the door both on Friday and Saturday; but on Sunday, after the morning service, I was for the first time admitted. Mr. Howell was in bed. I had never happened to see him until now, and assuredly the first im- pression made upon me will not soon be effaced. There was the stamp of superior intelligence on his countenance ; there was more than that ; — there was dignity of character, combined with 6 62 FIRST LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. great benignity: whilst his hazel eyes, and long dark eyelashes ; — his capacious *brow, crowned with a profusion of jet black locks ; and the scarlet scarf that was loosely twisted round his neck, gave me the idea of what is generally de- signated genius. I had been told he was a clever and very accomplished man, and now I could not doubt it ; and the miniature picture I have sketched will help your conception of his appear- ance, and perhaps increase your interest in him. We entered at once into important conversa- tion ; and I spent at his bedside as interesting an hour as you and I once did with a poor man in the garden of Cury Vicarage. We seemed to know each other, and this inspired that kind of mutual confidence which is requisite for free and profitable intercourse. He showed no taste for idle words. The public worship of God, in which I had been privileged to engage, and from which he had been detained, furnished a natural topic to begin with. The sermon I had heard preached brought us more directly to his own views and prospects ; and we were now eagerly occupied with the fundamental truths of the Gospel. Howell spoke with great kindness of the Christian friends who had so assiduously visited and instructed him. He confessed that his understanding went along with their state- ments, but that his heart remained untouched. There was something very touching to me in this confession, and I felt that it lay with the Holy Spirit to work upon his heart. At the PRIMARY CONVERSATION. G3 same time, as the Spirit works by means of the revealed word, tlie duty which devolved on me was, with the utmost simplicity, to unfold to him *' the truth as it is in Jesus," secretly praying that the Spirit of Truth might take of the tilings of Jesus, and apply them with power to the heart of this earnest incpiirer. Now, my dear brother, I must mention it as a singular coincidence, that in the prosecution of my work on Doubts, I had been meditating much for the previous fortnight on imperfect and inaccurate views of the Person of Christ, as one of the causes out of which doubts arise, and had just completed a letter on the subject. My mind was strongly impressed with the conviction, that many people who are anxious for salvation are kept in a state of anxiety, without experiencing peace or joy in believing, because they look to the work which Christ has accomplished, with- out duly considering the peculiar and wonderful constitution of His Person as Emmanuel, "God with us," which alone fitted him for the work which he undertook as our Deliverer from sin, and death, and hell. And, therefore by way of laying a good and solid foundation, I deemed it advisable fully to explain the doctrine of the in- carnation of the Son of God. You can imagfine the ground over which Ave travelled together, and the various texts of Scrip- ture to which reference was made.* It would * Mrs. Howell has informed me that her husband con- stantly referred to this conversation on the humanity of 64 FIRST LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. fill several pages, were I to attempt an outline of what passed. But it was extremely gratifying to observe how completely the subject arrested his attention, and with what quickness he seized on the true humanity of our Lord, as connecting him v.'ith us, and securing his sympathy, and altogether qualifying him to act as our surety. The fifty-third chapter of Isaiah satisfied him that the sufferings of the Saviour were both sacri- ficial and substitutionary. Jehovah laid the ini- quity of us all on his righteous servant ; and on that account he was wounded, and bruised, and poured out his soul unto death. And now Mr. Howell saw, in a light he had never done before, how this wonderful punishment of sin in the person of Christ depended on his taking upon him our nature; and, again, that our deliverance from the punishment to which, as sinners, we are exposed, depends upon what the incarnate Son of God has done in our stead. Of course we conversed about the divinity of our Lord also, our Saviour with peculiar satisfaction. He always said it was the opening up of this subject that led him, by- God's blessing, to a distinct knowledge of the Gospel. She has expressed a wish that the conversation had been more fully preserved in the letter. A clerical friend, also, to whom the MS. was shown, and whose judgment is en- titled to the highest respect, thought it might have been useful to others had the subject been expanded, and some of the principal texts submitted to the consideration of the reader. For these reasons a few additional particulars will be found in an Appendix, as they are too long for a note. CHRIST MADE PRECIOUS. bo and the union of the two distinct natures in liis one person, without which he could not have been tlie Mediator between God and man, nor could the shedding of his blood have been ef- fectual for the remission of sins. But on the divinity of the Saviour I found him well establish- ed. The reality, and the importance, and the necessity of his humanity, had burst upon him with all the power and freshness of a new subject. He said it had never before been so fully and plainly opened up to him ; and the satisfaction it afforded him was still more manifestly dif^played in the expression of his countenance than in the language he employed. It was truly delightful to mark the avidity with which he drank in the truth, as I was enabled to state it, and how the truth commended itself to his conscience. His teachableness struck me very particularly. There was no disposition to start objections, nor any of that captiousness which one has so often to encoun- ter in dealing with men of talent ; on the con- trary, he rejoiced at God's word " as one that findeth great spoil." It is a sure step in advance towards the attain- ment of Christian peace, hope, and joy, when a person, under the consciousness of guilt, and with enlightened views of the holiness of the divine character and df the Gospel scheme of sal- vation, makes the discovery how sin is effectually punished, and yet the sinner himself is eternally saved. It removes difficulties which appear to him to have been insurmouirtable, and imparts a G* (jQ FIRST LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. satisfying blessedness to his soul, when he beholds how "God is just," and at the same time the"justi- fierof him whoheheveth in Jesus." And I thank- fully cherished the persuasion, that these were the circumstances into which Howell was brought. *' The wind blowelh where it listeth ;" and the Spirit of God v/orketh when, and where, and how he pleaseth. Our conversation had ranged over a variety of topics; all of them aided in pointing out in v/hat the Gospel salvation consisted, and how it has been freely procured for us, and the means by which its inestimable blessings become ours. But the one centre from whence all these topics emanated, and into which they all again converg- ed, was " God manifested in the flesh.'''* This is declared by the inspired apostle to be " the great mystery of godhness," because it explains how infinitely God hates sin, and how marvellously he has loved his sinful creatures. And it seemed to me that Howell understood this mystery, and believed it, and felt its life-giving power. You Vv^ill not accuse me either of presumption or enthusiasm when I express my conviction, that the Holy Spu'it had equally guided me in speaking and him in hearing, and that there was and would be a blessing. We did not separate without kneeling at the footstool of the throne of grace, and asking from the God of all grace, in the name of our glorified High-Priest, that measure of blessing which should redound to his own glory. DEEP DISTRESS OF MIND. G7 I did not find it convenient to call yesterday, nor did it seem to be necessary; but in the even- ing, about nine o'clock, just as I bad concluded family worsbip witb tbe friends wbo lod\' all you have advanced ; there must be bliss in heaven, and it is delightful to hear about it. I see, also, that there is neither heaven nor bliss for us without Christ ; and my own reflections, suggested by this little tract, and by your con- versations, have been most soothing, and, at times, most elevating to me. But, admitting all this, I cannot subdue a continually rising idea, that it is premature in a person like me to enter- tain the hope of this bliss. All my former pur- suits have been so exclusively of a worldly cha- racter, and my whole life has been marked by such forgetfulness of God, and indifference to the salvation which is by our Lord Jesus Christ, that I wish for your opinion whether I am not de- ceiving myself in this matter." To this humble and conscientious statement I listened with the deepest interest. It was evident- ly uttered with reluctance, and yet the uttering of it was a relief to him. You will regard it as a fine example of that honesty and truthful- ness, of which there is so large a preponder- ance in his natural character, and which affords such excellent materials for " the Spirit of truth" to work withal. I looked at him with earnestness, and, instead of entering upon any discussion, simply put the question, " Do you, as a poor, perishing sinner, really, from the heart, believe in the Lord Jesus Christ?" " Oh, yes !" 92 THIRD LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. he replied, and looked somewhat surprised at my putting such a question to him. " Are you sure you are not deceiving yourself in this 1 Have you the consciousness of believing in him, and trusting on him, as the Son of God, and the Saviour of sinners V " I am perfectly conscious of doing so. / am as conscious of believing in Christ as I am of being alive.'''' " Well, then, my dear friend, it is your faith in Christ, which the grace of God enables you to exercise, that gives you a relish for the bliss of heaven ; and this relish is a preparation for it. You never could prepare yourself, even by a long life of re- pentance and prayer, and such other services as are in your power to render. It is of importance to keep full in view that Christ is your Saviour, and not your helper. Your admission into heavenly bliss depends not on a joint work to be performed by him and by you. Remember the words of St. Paul, — 'By grace are ye saved through faith and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God : not of works, lest any man should boast,' (Eph. ii. 8, 9.j Salvation is wholly of God's own free grace. It is all his gift ; even the faith in us, through which we come to the enjoyment of it. Whenever he gives us grace to believe, it cannot be premature to hope for what is promised and provided. And there must be a turning point in the history of every man, who is brought out of the darkness of his natural con- dition into the marvellous light of the Gospel. I beheve i/ou have passed that point.''^ Here he FEARS TO INDULGE A FALSE HOPE. 93 interrupted me, and said with eagerness, "I see it, I see it. I am sensible that the whole state of my views and fcehngs, in regard to religion, has un- dergone a great change ; but I only feared I might be indulging a false hope." To find him maintaining such a watchfulness over himself filled me with secret joy, and made me the more anxious clearly to explain his war- rant to participate in all the blessings of the Gos- pel salvation at once, and without delay. I quoted the words of our Lord, — " He that believeth on the Son hath everlasting life^ and he that believ- eth not the Son shall not see life, but the wrath of God abideth on him :" also, " He that heareth my word, and believeth on him that sent me, hath everlasting life, and shall not come into con- demnation, but is passed from death unto life"*^ (St. John, iii. 36 ; v. 24.) These precious say- ings set the whole Gospel before him, under the one term, life ; and it was deserving of special notice, that this life is enjoyed in immediate and present connexion with faith. He that believeth hath life ; the life which is everlasting begins now ; it begins the moment we believe in Christ ; this life is in him, and received from him ; he him- self is our life. " A nd you," I added, " who late- ly were ' dead in trespasses and sins,' as you read in the Epistle to the Ephesians, have been quick- ened together with Christ, and raised up to 'new- ness of life.' The work is done ; your very faith, of which you are conscious, is a proof of it. It is, in fact, the effect of this new and everlasting 94 THIRD LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. life having been imparted to you. Your faith, therefore, ought to keep you in possession of hfe, and to give you the enjoyment of it ; and I would not have you, on any account, to doubt the reaU- ty of the work which God has been so graciously carrying on." " No," he answered, " I ought not to doubt, — and, indeed, I cannot doubt it ; but, if you will forgive me using the expression, I thought that your theory of salvation was too sim- ple — it seems too easy a way of getting to hea- ven."*^ Thus we got upon new ground, and I was drawn into a new discourse. I spoke of the sim- plicity which distinguishes all the works of God, as contrasted with the complexity of human con- trivances, and, as an eminent naturalist, he caught the spirit of this remark, and felt its weight. On every principle of analogy, the simplicity of the Gospel plan of salvation, so far from constituting an objection against it, is an evidence in favour of its divine origin. What creature ever could have contrived it ? " Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved." What work so great, so difficult, as the salvation of sinners, and yet what inimitable simplicity in the means of at- taining it ! But then we must not think only of the simple faith which is required of us : we must think who is the person on whom we believe. We must think on an incarnate God, — and, oh ! what a thought is that ! We must think on all that the Lord Jesus Christ has done and suf- fered to procure the remission of our sins, and the THE THEORY OF SALVATION. 95 sanctification of our hearts, and, in one word, the enjoyment of what the Bible so emphatically calls LIFE. Such thoughts teach us that the effect pro- duced, however great it is, has an adequate cause. And, besides, I urged him never to forget, that our salvation is not in our faith, but in the Sa- viour in whom we believe. Simple faith on our part is what God has prescribed as the one means or medium through which we come to enjoy the freely provided salvation. This is fitted to hum- ble our proud and self-righteous hearts : it conti- nually reminds us that we have done, and can do, nothing to deliver our own souls from the guilt we have contracted, and from the punish- ment we deserve : it keeps us sensible of our infi- nite obligations to sovereign mercy, and gives all the glory to God, &c. &c. " Thus you see," I continued, *' that there is no defect in what you designate * the theory of salvation.' It bears up- on all its parts the impress of divine skill, as well as of divine love. And may I not refer to your- self as an illustration of its practical working ? You tell me every day how peaceful and com- posed your mind is. You feel relieved from the load of anxiety, respecting the pardon of sin, which pressed so heavily on your spirits ; and you acknowledge that, of late, you have experienced a happiness to which you had all your life before been a stranger." " True, very true," he ex- claimed. " All this," I resumed, " is the natu- ral result of that faith in the Saviour which you are conscious of exercising. It is the actings of 96 THIRD LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. the new life which has been bestowed on you ; ii is the commencings of that salvation which is to be eternaV "Yes," he replied, " I see what you mean ; and, certainly, I do feel as if I were just beginning to live" Some of Mr. Howell's admirable little sayings I have recorded verbatim. I know you will ap- preciate their power. And the substance of what passed between us, at this interview, has been sketched with sufficient minuteness to enable you to fill up the details in your own mind. The sub- jects handled were very important ; but I should not omit to mention that I adopted the method of confirming every doctrinal assertion by Scripture examples. Thus, for instance, in obviating his mistaken conceptions of the simplicity of the Gos- pel salvation, I referred him to the case of Naa- man, the Syrian, who came to Elisha to be healed of his leprosy. That diseased heathen expected some mighty and extraordinary work to be per- formed by the prophet : and when merely ordered to go and wash seven times in the river Jordan, he was staggered and oftended by the very sim- plicity of the means proposed for his recovery. But he was brought to know that the heahng vir tue lay not in the waters of Jordan, or in any waters, but in the power of the God of Israel, and in obedience to what he prescribed by the mouth of his servant. So, likewise, in removing the idea of prematurity in a newly converted man's en- joying Gospel happiness, or indulging the hope of heaven, I quoted the cases of the gaoler at SCRIPTURE ILLUSTRATIONS OF FAITH. 97 Philippi, and of tlie Ethiopian eunuch, botli of whom rejoiced in the experience of Gospel bless- ings, from the very moment of their believing the truths that were preached to them. We find it written that the same thing happened at Samaria on a large scale. Very many people believed in Christ through the preaching of Philip ; and we read that " there icas much joy in that city.''^ — And it was manifest that these references to pri- mitive Christianity brought home the conviction to his own mind, that he was himself experien- cing nothing more than other men had experi- enced under similar circumstances. You, my dear brother, speak of Howell as " a fresh jewel added to the Redeemer's crown ;" and, from what I have written at this time, you will judge that he shines with an increasing bril- liancy. Notwithstanding his high talents, and great proficiency in professional and scientific knowledge, he talks with me in a most childlike manner on the things that concern his peace ; in- deed, he evinces as humble and teachable a spi- rit as I have ever met with. This, combined with his extreme desire for information, and his remarkable acuteness and penetration, invests with uncommon interest the intercourse I am pri- Wleged to hold with him. His mind is always occupied with something of importance — he never trifles; nor does he now show any desire for con- troversy or disputation. His aim is to acquire the knowledge of those truths on which his pre- sent peace and everlasting safety are suspended. 9 yS THIRD LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. He wants not only knowledge to satisfy the crav- ings of his intellect, but, above all, he wants food for his immortal soul. And you can easily sup- pose how much pleasure there is in dispensing to him the " Bread of Life," — expounding the truths of *' the glorious Gospel of the blessed God," according to the ability given to me. I cannot withhold from you some account of a subsequent conversation I have had with Howell, which still farther developes the state of his mind. You may, therefore, expect to hear again from me soon. LETTER IV. To the Rev. J. Stevenson. Torquay, December 25, 1843. My very dear Friend, My letter of the 15th and 16th contained a pretty full account of a conversation I had with Mr. Howell some days before. I thought it suf- ficiently interesting to communicate to you ; and on the second day afterwards our conversation was no less interesting. So soon as he had re- plied to my inquiries respecting his health, he said, " I recollect your once saying something about the power of sin being removed, and that this was one of the blessings which the Gospel of our Lord and Saviour brings to us. I should like to hear something more on this subject.'* It instantly occurred to me that this request in- dicated a peculiar state of mind. The topics which he had started at the previous interview, and the ways in which he expressed himself, led me to think that he was beginning to look in- 100 FOURTH LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. wards, and that the discovery of much that was sinful in his own heart had made him fearful of entertaining the hope of heaven. The informa- tion which he now requested intimated, although he did not say so, that some "root of bitterness" was already springing up within him which he had not expected, and which caused him disap- pointment, and perhaps some measure of doubt, also, as to the sincerity or stabihty of his faith ; at all events, this was the impression made on my own mind, and it influenced the particular turn that was given to our conversation. I stated, generally, that the salvation which is by the faith of Jesus Christ is of a threefold cha- racter : we are delivered from the guilt of sin, from the power of sin, and from the punishment which sin deserves. This opened the way for a discourse on justification and on sanctification, — on the distinction between the one and the other, and on their connexion the one with the other. I explained how it was necessary, from the holiness of God's character, and for the honour of his holy law, that the pardon of sin should be accompa- nied with a declaration of righteousness. In or- der to our acceptance with God and restoration to his favour, we must stand acquitted of the guilt with which we were charged. A simple pardon would never meet the necessities of our case, and hence the value and the meaning of those nume- rous passages which speak of the righteousness of Christ as the ground of our justification in the sight of God. " He hath made him to be sin for JUSTIFICATION BY FAITH. 101 US who knew no sin, that we might be made the righteousness of God in him," ("2 Cor. v. 21. See also, Rom. iii. 21-26, and Philip, iii. 8, 9.) As there is nothing in us to merit the forgiveness which we need, so it is only through the righteous- ness of Jesus Christ, the righteous One, imputed to us, that we appear as righteous before God. This is what is called our justification. It is on the part of God a sovereign act, which, once passed, is neither to be recalled nor repeated ; and, on our part, the active and passive obedience of the Saviour, — that is, his life of perfect holi- ness, and his sacrificial death, are accounted ours when the Holy Spirit works faith in us. " And, therefore, being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ." I was anxious to fix his mind on the finished and accepted work of the Lord our righteousness, and plainly to point out how that wondrous work was all undertaken and accomplished for us men, and for our salvation ; and to urge him to the ex- ercise of a continued faith in the Saviour, and in what he has done for us, as the only method by which the delightful peace he had been enjoying could remain undisturbed. He was profoundly attentive, and never once interrupted me. " I see," he then said, " that in order to be justified, our faith must embrace the blood of Christ for the pardon of our innumerable oflEences, and the per- fect righteousness of Christ as a substitute for our want of righteousness." "Yes," I answered: " were it not so we could not be saved at all. 9* 102 FOURTH LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. And it is from overlooking this grand truth, which you have so well expressed, that many Christian people are deprived of the peace and joy which ought to be their possession. They fancy, that whilst they look to the Saviour for pardon, they ought to look to themselves for righteousness." "Ah!" said Howell, "that is important, very important. But is there not pro- vision in the Gospel scheme for a deliverance from the power of sin 1 God's people, surely, should be holy: they for whom the Son of God died should themselves die unto sin." This ob- servation led me to speak of Gospel holiness. I mentioned the operative nature of faith. What- ever we beheve has an effect upon us ; and that effect is regulated by what we believe, and by the liveliness of our belief. To this he cordially as- sented. "Now, then," I continued, "whenever a convinced sinner believes that Jesus Christ died for him on the accursed tree, and that nothing short of the blood of God's incarnate Son could wash away his guilt, and deliver him from the wrath to come, he is at once constrained to hate sin as his greatest enemy, and to love his Saviour as his best friend. Here is provision for his sub- sequent holiness. He is sanctified by the belief of the truth as it is in Jesus, and also by the in- dwelling of the Spirit of Jesus, which is promised to believers." I asked if he had not often no- ticed, in his intercourse with mankind, that a cer- tain class of people are much freer than others from the follies and immoralities that every where MEANS OP SANCTIFICATION. 103 abound. This he acknowledojed. " And do you not feel in yourself," I added, " that now you ftave a delight in thinking of God, and a desire to serve him, which you never felt before V " Bless- ed be God!" he "^replied; "blessed be God! I can say that is true." " Well, then, my dear friend, how is it so? Is it ftot your faith in Christ as your Saviour that fills your heart with the love of God, and holy love prompts you to all holy obedience 1 But it is as a sinner you believe in Christ. Were you not a sinner you would not need a Saviour ; and, were he not a complete Sa- viour, you could not confide in him, nor rejoice in his work." He admitted the justice of all this. " 1 therefore expect you will perceive that justification and sanctification are two distinct things which must not be confounded. The Gos- pel, which provides for our deliverance from the guilt we have already contracted, provides, also, that from the moment of our believing in the Lord Jesus Christ, we shall follow after holiness, with- out which no man can see the Lord. But the work of Christ for us, and which alone is effec- tual for our justification, is quite different from the work of Christ in us, by which we are sanc- tified. The work of Christ, in our nature, and in our stead, is complete; and, therefore, St. Paul says of believers, ' Ye are complete in him.'* In ourselves the principle of faith is seldom strong, and often is not in exercise at all. We do not reahse Christ's presence with us and in us; we do not sufficiently feel the intensity of our obliga- 104 FOURTH LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. tions to his love, and hence the imperfection of our holiness. Our holiness, besides its incom- pleteness, at the best fluctuates; it ebbs and flows like the tide, although not with the same fre- quency or regularity. But I mention this merely to warn you against the danger of resting on your own attainments for peace of mind, or for hope towards God. Christ must be your confidence from first to last: and every feeling of remaining sinfulness about you ought to make you cling to him with greater thankfuhiess, rather than to drive you away from him into the dark and cloudy re- gions of doubt." This is the substance of my remarks; and, in conclusion, I earnestly urged upon him the ne- cessity of abandoning all self-righteous depend- ence, if he really desired either personal holiness or spiritual comfort. " The more steadfastly we rely," I said, "on the Lord Jesus Christ for jus- tifying righteousness, the more successfully shall we resist the enticements of sin and the tempta- tions of Satan ; the more constantly we look to the Saviour, and lean on him alone for every spi- ritual blessing, the more uniform and satisfying will be our experience of the joys of his salvation." Whilst I continued speaking, Howell gazed on me with an eager eye, and appeared to be si- lently scrutinising the import of every sentiment and sentence I uttered. I asked whether what had been said satisfied him that the Gospel scheme of salvation had a direct tendency to sub- due the power of sin 1 With great decision and A PRESENT SALVATION. 105 emphasis he replied, " Your statements are irre- sistible ; they are unanswerable." Of course I was delighted that he expressed his satisfaction so strongly. I then requested him to observe that it was a very common mistake to speak of salvation Sis future, — as somethino^ which awaits believers in the eternal world. But he would understand that the faith of Christ puts us in possession of a present salvation, although the fulness of it will not be enjoyed until the body is redeemed from the grave; yet even now every believer is really a redeemed man, redeemed from the cruel bond- age of sin and Satan, and brought into the glo- rious liberty of the children of God. " Ah ! yes," he hastily exclaimed ; " I see it, — I feel it !'* ♦' Then, my friend, let us not close our eyes on the bright and certain prospects of a glory which is yet to be revealed in us, — of a resurrection life when we shall be with Christ, and when we shall be like him. But let us ever with adoring grati- tude remember, that by divine grace we are even now the sons of God^ He took my hand and thanked me most affectionately. On prayer being proposed, he desired me to pray " that he miijht have still more ligrht, and an abidino^ com- fort in his Saviour." I saw him on the following afternoon : the visit was short. He was labouring under much ex- haustion, and I had a headach ; neither of us was disposed or fit for a lengthened conversation. But I felt anxious to ascertain how he was affect- ed by the truths which had been so fully submit- 106 FOURTH LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. ted to his consideration at the two preceding in- terviews. He said he was enjoying great peace, although his mind was somewhat confused by opiates. I also thought proper to mention what had been my suspicions in regard to the causes of those states of feeling which had induced him to introduce the particular subjects on which we conversed ; and he frankly owned that I was quite correct in supposing that, after the joyful sur- prise and delight occasioned by the first gush of so much divine light into his previously darkened understanding had somewhat subsided, he had been tempted to harbour the question, whether all this wonderful change that had passed upon him were a delusion or a reality. This was the origin of his doubt whether a person like him was warranted to entertain the hope of heavenly bliss. He confessed farther, that when looking into him- self, and examining the state of his heart, he still found many evil thoughts spontaneously arising which he considered to be inconsistent with the holiness of a true Christian ; and this made him anxious to know how the power of sin was to be removed. All this was exceedingly natural ; and to me it was interesting in a high degree, as con- firmatory of much that you have read in my MS. letters on the subject of Doubts. It was truly pleasing to hear Mr. Howell say, his own short experience taught him that his hours of purest happiness were those which had been spent in the contemplation of Christ. This reminded me of THE ABHORRENCE OP SIN. 107 his own beautiful saying, " to be with Christ is Heaven.'''' On Tuesday last I found him very weak. He spoke in a whisper. In answer to inquiries he told me that his mind was very composed, and he had had a heavenly night. " My dreams," he said, " were full of religion ; my mind was occu- pied with God, and I had a sweet night. It was heavenly; but," he continued, "the night before it was quite otherwise with me ; my dreams, were full of sin." As he thus spoke, he became agi- tated ; his countenance assumed an expression of indignant distress and repulsion ; he withdrew one of his hands from under the bed clothes, and moving it rapidly backwards and forwards, as if driving from him some hated object, he added, '* My dreams were of things that are utterly ab- horrent lo my waking desires." Then, calming himself, he said, " I wish you to tell me if I am responsible for these dreams ; if I am to be con- sidered as the perpetrator of such wickedness." Of course, I had no hesitation in relieving his anxiety on this point. At the same time, I could not avoid stating how inveterate is the sinfulness of our nature ; and how exceedingly thankful we should be for " the great salvation " which the Gospel reveals ; and how thankful he himself es- pecially should be, that now sin, even in a mid- night dream, appeared to him so very sinful as to excite his utmost dread and detestation of it. This view of the subject had not occurred to him. It Ccdled forth expressions of devout and lively 108 FOURTH LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. gratitude to the God of all grace ; and he re- quested me to pray " that this blessed grace might he continued and increased." I called at Beulah next nmorning, and was in- formed that Mr. Howell was a little revived again. I did not go up stairs to see him. Thursday, the 21st, was his birth-day. He entered on his thirty-fourth year. I intended giv- ing him a long visit in the afternoon ; but in the early part of the day I heard through a friend, that Dr. Tetley thought him fast sinking. I call- ed about my usual hour ; Mrs. Howell was at home — she had got a holiday. In general, she goes to Torre in the afternoon, to teach Mr. Black- more's children. She accompanied me to the chamber where her dear, dying husband lay. He looked very languid and emaciated : it was evi- dently an effort for him to speak, even in a sub- dued whisper. As we shook hands, I expressed a hope that, in the midst of so much bodily frailty, he had peace of mind. He answered, '* Perfect peace," and, after breathing, he repeated with emphasis, *'j9er/ec^ peace." His motionless pos- ture, and the placidity of his countenance, were to me like two witnesses attesting the truth of his declaration ; and truly, under such circumstan- ces, such a testimony was invaluable. He was experiencing in his own soul, and manifesting unto others, the fulfilment of what is written by the prophet Isaiah, " Thou wilt keep him in per- fect peace whose mind is stayed on thee because he trusteth in thee," (chap. xxvi. 3.) I quoted PERFECT PEACE. 109 tliistext, and he made some remarks on the con- nexion between our exercise of trust in God and our enjoyment of inward peace. Mrs. Howell went out of the room to fetch some refreshment that was being made ready for her enfeebled husband. As soon as we were left alone, he muttered, with great composure, *' The flesh is fading." This little unlooked-for speech produced a conflict of feelings in my own bosom : it was the plainest, and the first direct intimation he had ever given me that he thought himself dying ; and death is always a sad and solemn thing when it is brought near lo us. My mourning was, nevertheless, mingled with joy, on this occasion. I was really glad to find the dying man sensible of his situation, and still more so to see that his " perfect peace" was nowise disturbed or diminished by the supposed near- ness of " the king of terrors." I looked at him, and listened to him in silence. He presently- added, *' I feel myself sinking, and I only wish that God may grant me the use of my faculties unto the end, that I may enjoy the consolations of prayer." I said, " God will do what is best Is your dependence still on Christ ?" He shook his head, and he tried to smile as he replied, *' Oh, yes, on him alone.'''' Mrs. Howell returned. It was obvious he had desired to spare her feelings ; and, therefore, no allusion was made to her of what had passed during her absence. Howell partook of a little gruel. I begged permission to hold the cup to 10 110 FOURTH LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. his head, and was happy of the opportunity fo render him that little service, which might pro- bably be the last ever afforded me. I spoke of *' the better country," which is our destination, and of the glory that awaits us at the coming of our Lord, when we shall be " clothed upon with our house which is from heaven." I described this hope — this glorious hope, not as a thing un- certain and precarious, but as " sure and stead- fast" — a living reality. As such, I urged him to hold it fast; for, just as he fixedly believed in the Saviour, he would have " Christ in him, the hope of glory." He distinctly said, " God had promised it" — meaning to express his own con- viction of the firmness of the foundation on which the Christian's hope is based ; and here our con- versation abruptly terminated. It was necessary for me to leave the room ; and as he was so vreak, and, at the same time, so free from men- tal disquietude, I judged it wisest not to return. On Friday, immediately after breakfast, I went to the house, fully prepared to hear that Howell was dead. Inside the garden gate I met the two eldest of his infant children playing; and this dissipated my doleful forebodings. At the door, the servant told me that her master was rather better ; and, on being ushered into his apartment, I had the unexpected pleasure to observe an appearance of liveliness about his eye, that told how much he had revived from the preceding afternoon. He was all alone. Mrs. Howell was engajred THE FOrNDATION OF CHRISTIAN HOPE. Ill with her pupils. There lay on his hed a pocket Bible, and a copy of " James's Anxious In- quirer," of which he had just been reading a chapter. He observed that he had met in it with views of justification and sanctification very similar to those I had already explained to him a few days before. This little volume had been given to him on his leavin*^ Bath, by a pious lady, who was one of his patients. He valued it on her account, and often had it beside him, ahhough he had never yet read the whole of it. In fact, he was able for very little reading, and latterly he spent what strength he had almost wholly on the Bible. But he felt that he now understood this excellent little treatise better than he had done formerly. I could not help re- marking, that the time was when he himself had been an inquirer after salvation, as well as after other branches of knowledge, without his having any anxiety on the subject. The time too was^ and that not long since, when he felt the impor- tance of personal salvation so deeply as to make him a very anxious inquirer how he might be saved. But, by the grace of God, and through the teachings of his Holy Spirit, he had now found Him, of whom Moses and the prophets wrote, even Jesus, the Christ. Instead of being merely ari inquirer after it, he was a par- taker of salvation ; and his anxiety had given place to gratitude and praise. A holy smile played on his wasted face as he said, " Yes, in- deed, but still I have much to learn." 112 FOURTH LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. He told me that his peace of mind continued, and he spoke more freely as a dying man than he did the day before. I thought he was quite inclined for conversation, had not the tendentess of his throat prevented him ; at all eveiits, he was intent on something that might prove to edification. He put the Bible into my hand, and requested me to expound. I read some verses in the beginning of the first chapter of 1 Peter. The subject is very animating and pe- culiarly calculated to support the tried, and to cheer the dying Christian. My own soul had a benefit in dwelling on *' the resurrection of our Lord from the dead ;" and on the " lively hope" with which his resurrection inspires his believing people, that they too shall rise ; and, on " the inheritance" which is reserved for them ; and on the power of God, by which " they are kept through faith" until they are put into possession of their glorious and complete salvation " in the last time." These truths greatly comforted the dear dying man. We spoke, too, of the mighty power of Gospel faith and hope to bear us up under present and even under " manifold tempta- tions ;" and of that unquenchable love to an un- seen Saviour, which has carried many delicate females, as well as healthy men, to the gibbet and to the stake ; and of that insatiable desire, and holy assurance, of seeing Him whom our souls love, which gives rise to a "joy that is un- speakable and full of glory." In such converse we mutually enjoyed a sweet and solemn season TOPICS OF CONSOLATION. 113 of spiritual refreshment. He asked me to pray, and renewed his request of the former afternoon. He particularly wished, if it pleased God, that his mental faculties might not be impaired, and that he mijTht be able to enjoy the advantages of prayer unto the end. This led to some interest- ing talk about a variety of otlier blessings, which it would be our privilege to implore, as pecu- liarly needed at the time ; and it was suggested that we ought also to offer up special thanksgiv- ing for blessings already so freely conferred on him. With this previous arrangement, we ap- proached the throne of grace, and poured out our hearts before the Hearer and Answerer of prayer. It was, indeed, an affecting service — necessarily embracing the past, the present, and the future ; and comprehending not only the case of dear Howell individually, and our recent intercourse, and our anticipated separation ; but, on such an occasion, we could not omit the case of his wife and children, so soon to become a widow and fatherless. All this was very trying to the fading flesh ; but when the prayer was concluded with his own audible " Amen, and Amen," I found the dying man neither bathed in tears, nor manifesting any agitation whatever. His " perfect peace" had not forsaken him. He rested firmly and securely on the Rock of Ages. There was no shrinking from an encounter with the last enemy ; there were no regrets at the prospect of leaving the world ; no repinings at the overthrow of all his plans and projects for 10* i]4 FOURTH LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. the attainment of professional distinction ; no murmiirings against Providence for cutting iiira down in the very prime of life, and thus early breaking asunder the conjugal and parental ties, to which his amiable dispositions imparted both strength and tenderness. Neither was there any approach to excitement: his composure was something quite remarkable. I am sure that God was the strength of his heart. I am equally sure that great was his inward happiness ; but it was chastened and kept under subjection, from a continued fear of prematurity or presumption. And by this time he had been brought to those enlarged views of the Divine character, and to that simple reliance on His word, which enabled him to cast upon God the burden of his cares ; and meekly, and patiently, and contentedly, to resign himself, and all that was dearest to him on earth, to the disposal of Unerring Wisdom and Love. I have never attended a death-bed where there was so little of gloom : I never beheld a nobler exliibition of Christian calmness under trouble, and of that heavenly serenity, amidst the length- ening shadows of this life's closing hours, which remind one of the softness and stillness of a sum- mer evening, when the noise and the toils of human labours have ceased — Avhen the \ery ele- ments of nature appear to be indulging in twilight repose ; and when the anticipations of midnight blackness are brightened with the assurance, that the sun which has set beneath the horizon will HEAVENLY SERENITY OP MIND. 115 rise again in the morning, to cheer man onward in the path of hfe, and to clotlie the earth with a fresh mantle of gladness and of glory. It was not without reluctance that we parted. Neither of us dare say so ; but both of us evident- ly had the impression that we should not meet again in this world. Our hands remained locked in each other's for a considerable length of time. I cannot repeat the words of kindness with which he expressed his sense of obligation for my visit; nor need I repeat ray own expressions of grateful delight, in having been privileged to act as a minister of Christ, in explaining to him the Sa- viour's character and work, and to spend so many pleasant hours with him in mutual Chris- tian fellowship, and in united communion with God. At last we did exchange farewells ; but neither of us was aware of what awaited us. Howell, I doubt not, was in the expectation of a speedy release from his diseased and wasted body, and that his immortal spirit would soon depart from this scene of sin, and suffering, and sorrow, to be for ever with the Lord. — And I, although far from being well at the time, certainly did not entertain any apprehen- sion of being laid by. But, in the wise provi- dence of God, it has been so ordered that the dying man still lingers on, hanging by a slender thread, whilst I have been confined to the house ever since I saw him on Friday morning. I can- not think of asking his afflicted and much-occu- pied wife to take the trouble of writing to me, and 116 FOURTH LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. verbal messages furnish me with no particulars about her husband. I learn only in a general way that he is very ill, and at the same time very composed. Should I afterwards hear any thing interesting respecting either his life or his death, I shall not fail to apprise you. In the meantime, this letter has swelled out to an immoderate length. It is concluded and dated on Christmas-day, but in reality it has been written at intervals during the past week. It has been the pleasant occupation of my leisure hours from day to day. Let me hear it reaches you in safety, as also whether you received its predecessor. * ^ * * * * Wishing you many returns of the season, with much of the presence and blessing of Him who at this season came in the name of the Lord to save us, T remain, Your very affectionate friend and brother in Christ Jesus, D. P. LETTER V. To the Rev. John Stevenson. Torquay, January 13, 1844. My very Dear Friend, Since Christmas-day, the date of my last long letter, a variety of circumstances has hindered me from continuing the narrative of Mr. Howell's dying experience ; but from my short notes to your wife, and also to your curate at different times, you have already learned that he is both dead and buried. " Blessed are the dead that die in the Lord," and this is his blessedness. The spirit has return- ed to God who gave it. It has gone to Christ who redeemed it, and now mingles with the glo- rious company of " the spirits of the just made perfect." Now he knows in reality that to be present with his Lord and Saviour is heaven. On earth he saw, through the measure of light tltat was imparted to him, that in the incarnate God all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge are 118 FOURTH LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. hid ; but he had little time to search into these treasures. What surprising discoveries he would make in entering upon the world of spirits ! and how must he now, with ineffable wonder and de- light, contemplate his narrow escape from perdi- tion, and his safe entrance into that abode where Satan cannot follow him, and where he shall never feel the power of sin ! It is indeed a bless- edness beyond our utmost conception to be for ever separated from sin, and to be for ever with the Lord. And of this celestial blessedness I feel assured that our dear brother Howell is now a partaker. Asa man he is dead : it is only his spirit that lives and is blessed. But the mortal body which has been committed to the grave in corruption and dishonour, to mingle with its kindred dust, shall also, ere long, participate in the blessedness. It shall be raised in honour, in incorruption, and in immortality : it only waits the " voice of the archangel and the trump of God," which are to announce the descent of the Lord himself from heaven with a shout, when, " the dead in Christ shall rise first, and when all the living saints on earth shall be changed. I often marvel that our thoughts are so seldom and so feebly directed to the subject of the resurrection. Oh ! what a day of joy, of glory, of astonishment, that will be, when the whole church of the first-born, gathered into one, out of all tribes and kindreds of man- kind, and from all climes and countries on the face of this globe, — adorned with their spiritual BLESSEDESS OF DYING IN CHRIST. 119 bodies, fashioned like unto the glorified body of their Lord, — shall live and reign with him, and enjoy the completeness of the great redemption ! But I must leave you to pursue this train of animating thoughts at your own leisure. You desire to hear something more of Howell, and *' trust that such a testimony may be given in the last moments as may redound to the glory of God." I think it is in my power to gratify your desire, and to put fresh songs of praise into your lips for the abundance of grace vouchsafed to the dying man. You will recollect that when I left him on the morning of the 22d of December, after a very affecting interview, we took a kind of formal fare- well. Each of us had the impression that we should not meet again, and so it has happened, although in a way very opposite toour calculations. I con- sidered Howell was on the very brink of the eter- nal world, and from his conversation that day he evidently thought so himself; whereas the flick- ering lamp of life did not expire till the 4th of January. But it never entered into my thoughts that the slight indisposition under which I was then labouring might probably increase. Yet this was what Providence had appointed. I re- turned home from this visit, and was not able again to leave the house till the day he died. Dr. Madden had been at Beulah early that morning along with Dr. Battersby. He gave me permis- sion to go out, and said if I wished to see my friend once more I must go immediately. I was 120 FIFTH LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. too late. I saw only a breathless corpse ; but still it was beautiful, — so beautiful that it might have served any sculptor as a model for a repre- sentation of mental peace and corporeal tranquil- lity. After the few first days of my confinement, I could not be satisfied with verbal messages. I ventured to intrude on Mrs. Howell with little notes of inquiry and of comfort, and in her replies the uniform assurance was given me that her hus- band enjoyed " perfect peace." Whatever were the changes and fluctuations in the symptoms of his disease, or in his sensations of bodily comfort or discomfort, his spiritual experience at this so- lemn crisis underwent so little variation, that the name of Howell has, in my mind, become asso- ciated with these sweet words — " perfect peace." The association is so pleasing and so warranta- ble, that should your proposal of giving his reli- gious experience to the public be carried out, I cannot think of any title so appropriate as that of Perfect Peace, exemplified in the dying days of John Warren Howell. Mrs. Howell has favoured me with some re- miniscences of his last days. She says : — " It was his frequent request that I should pray with him, and I often made the effort ; but, be- ing ill, and unused to oral prayer, I found much difficulty. He encouraged me with great tender- ness, and expressed an almost celestial satisfac- tion when he found that I had prayed by his side while he slept. His daily request was that I MR. HOWELL S PERFECT PEACE. 121 should make earnest petitions for the preserva- tion of his intellect, thut he might depart with the voice of prayer in his ear. " A new symptom appearing, he said, — *' 'Ah ! my love, these are so many steps to- wards the last hourn.' " I replied, ' You do not fear 1 ' " ' No,' he answered ; ' blessed be God, all dread is taken away : I rely wholly on the merits of my Saviour.' " ' Can you say mi/ Saviour ? ' " ' Yes ; jni/ Saviour.' " Every new pain he called a gracious token sent to warn him that death, and not restoration, was God's intention towards him. Sometimes, indeed, our wishes would get the better of our judgment, and we would lay too much stress on any little amendment. 'Notwithstanding my present uneasiness,' he would say, ' I am certain- ly better ; many of the most urgent symptoms are giving way.' Alas ! he did not discern God's gracious mercy in thus gently preparing him for the last hour, but took it for an earnest that his life was to be prolonged. " When I congratulated him on the opening of the new year, he said, ' It will be a happy new year if begun in glory.' On the evening of that day he asked me to come and read the Bible, and talk with him. I read the first two chapters of the Epistle to the Hebrews. He called them ' noble chapters,' and said they were a complete refutation of the Unitarian doctrine. 11 122 FIFTH LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. I asked him that night if he felt himself accept- ed 1 He said, ' I am afraid to speak so decided- ly. I have no doubts, no fears ; and, perhaps, my natural temperament interferes to modify both my feehngs and expressions. You know, love, that I am reflective, not demonstrative. 1 am afraid Mr. Pitcairn is not satisfied with me on that point, but you must explain to him my peculiar character." And this remark of the dying man affords me a fitting opportunity to say how pleased I felt with his modest diffidence all along. When the truth of the Gospel scheme first broke in upon his mind, and he was made to know experi- mentally that Christ crucified is the power of God, and the wisdom of God unto salvation, joy was the ruling emotion of his heart. Then it was he regretted his inabihty to sing: and had he not felt and expressed this joy, there would have been no proof either to himself or to others, of his having believed the glad tidings of salva- tion. But his joy, even when at its height, was still of a most subdued description. In this his natural temperament was manifested, and very soon the calmer emotion of peace entirely sup- planted joi/. From the moment that he began to reflect on his past manner of life, and to watch the state of his heart, he ceased to be joyful. This loss of joy was the less to be regretted, so long as he kept fi-ee from spiritual distress ; and there was the greatest cause for satisfaction, when his LOVE FOR THE HOLY SCRIPTURES. 123 abiding peace was not marred by any tendency to despond. I did urge upon liim to resist the intrusion of doubts, and to rest on the truth of God's word with a steadfast faitli ; but on the subject of his personal assurance I never remem- ber to have questioned him. Nor did I think it at all necessary, inasmuch as he was so sweetly enjoying and exemplifying the holy fruits of faith. Mrs. Howell says, " The last Scriptural sub- ject on which we conversed was that of the Roman centurion. He had forgotten the exact words of the narrative, and he asked me how the centurion's refusal to permit the Saviour to come into his house could be accounted for. While I was speaking of this true believer's faith and humility, Dr. Tetley came in, and my dear husband was much pleased and satisfied that the doctor should give the same explanation as I had done. I afterwards read to him St. Matthew's account of that instructive and inter- esting narrative." (See chap. viii. 5-13). His love for the Holy Scriptures became great : their sublime truths absorbed his attention, to the exclusion of chemistry and botany, which were very favourite subjects of experiment and investigation. But his mind was too active ever to be without a subject. A small Bible latterly was his constant companion on the bed. He could read very little at a time ; a very few verses, how- ever, supplied materials for deep and long-conti- nued reflection. I remember his once saying to 124 FIFTH LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. me that he wished to reserve all his strength for the pure Word of God. The only other book he liked to have beside him was " The Anxious Inquirer," where he found much precious truth in a small space, and much that was particular- ly suited to his own circumstances. But were his life spared, he said, he would give himself up to the study of the Bible ; and as it was only small portions of it he could at present read, he asked me to recommend what might be most profitable to him. Here it is proper to mention that, on the second Sunday after I began to visit him, a hymn had been sung in Trinity Church, which I thought calculated to speak comfort to his heart ; so 1 put the hymn-book into my pocket, and went to see him after service. You have a copy of the same collection. The hymn I read is the 175th, beginning, — *' My God, my Father, blissful name ! Oh, may I call thee mine ! May I, with sweet assurance, claim A portion so divine !" He was delighted with these sentiments, and this hymn continued to be one of three favourites which his wife was often requested to read, and occasionally to sing, in his hearing. Another is the 248th :— " Stricken, smitten, and afflicted, See him dying: on the tree ! 'Tis the Christ by man rejected ; Yes, my soul, 'tis he, 'tis he !" i COMMUNINGS WITH IIIS WIFE. 125 And the last that he hstened to was the 140th :— " Jesus, thv blood and righteousness My beauty are, my glorious dress ; Midst flaming worlds, in these array'd, With joy shall I lift uji my head." These hymns having been chosen in prefer- ence to many others, ii'we a pleat^ing- indication of the current of Mr. Howell's thoughts, and of the frame of his own mind. Christ, his blood and righteousness, was all his dependence, all his hope, all his salvation; and in recognising God's fatiierly care and love, he no doubt had respect to his wife and children, as well as to himself. His affections were very tender, — his sensitiveness was extreme, and, therefore, the bare idea of separation from the beloved wife of his bosom, who had never heard an angry word from his lips, nor seen a frown on his face, and from their three helpless babes, must have cost him many a pang. But these overwhelming sorrows he obviously kept as secret as he could : he did not wish to distress others with them. To me he rarely broached the subject, and never in presence of Mrs. Howell. To herself, she tells me, he spoke unreservedly, and with as- tonishing self possession. He talked over freely with her the state of his worldly affairs, which are the very reverse of being prosperous; and he gave iier a number of directions how she ought to act, so as not to involve herself in unnecessary 11* 126 FIFTH LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. troubles. He spoke also of his funeral, and or- dered it to be conducted in the plainest and least expensive manner. He expressed his confidence that God would provide for the widow and the fatherless. Amidst these most painful and na- turaliv aoitatino- communino;s with her whom he was about to leave a "widow and desolate," he maintained the utmost composure. His faith upheld him. Even whilst he was undergoing these trials, Mrs. Howell could write to me, that her husband continued in " perfect peace." The Christian understands how this should be ; the man of the world must wonder. On Wednesday the 3d instant, he sunk into stupor : he could scarcely articulate, and was al- most insensible. His wife tried to converse with him, but he could not attend to her; she offered to read the Bible, but he was incapable of listen- intr : he complained that he had not been able to think of God. In the course of the evening-, Dr. Battersby and Dr. Madden were both with liim, and saw that he could not long survive. Dr. Madden asked him how all was within. Howell did not understand him at first ; he seemed to imagine that the question was professional, and referred to the state of his body ; but when Mad- den explained that he was inquiring about the state of his mind, he replied in a whisper so faint as only to be heard by the application of the ear to his face, " Oh ! there has been a wonderful change ! — wonderful — wonderful !" and as if lost in the contemplation of what he was experiencing, UPHELD BY FAITH IN CHRIST. 127 and of what he was expecting of God's love to him, lie went on repeating the word " wonderful" for ahout the space of a minute. He attempted to say something more. Dr. Madden thinks he caught the word "j^eace;" but he could not be sure, as the voice was so feeble. lie never spoke again ! Thus, with his latest breath, he testified, in the most solemn and emphatic manner, to the wonderful work which the power of divine grace had wrought upon him. I know of no dying •words that could have been more appropriate or more impressive. He passed the night in great tranquillity : he slept almost without interruption. Early on Thursday morning warm cloths were applied to his limbs; but it would appear he was himself conscious that the coldness of death was creep- ing over him. Of his own accord he turned round from the side on which he had been lying, and, placing himself flat on his back, he first stretched out his limbs, he then closed his own eyes, and compressed his mouth, and folded his left hand across his breast. The right hand he placed just outside the bedclothes, as if for a part- ing shake with those around him; and, in this attitude, the last breath gently escaped from the chest at ten o'clock, without one feature of the face being distorted, or one muscle of his body convulsed. Dr. Battersby had kindly been in attendance from an early hour, and remained until Dr. Tct- ley's arrival, about half-past nine o'clock. His 128 FIFTH LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. presence at this solemn moment was an unspeak- able comfort to Mrs. Howell, and painfully gra- tifying to himself. He once more prayed with and for his dying friend, and Mrs. Howell writes, *' Notwithstanding the dimness of his failing senses, I think sufficient consciousness appeared to render it probable that he recognised the words of hfe poured out at his bedside by Dr. Tetley, whom he loved as a brother ;" and she adds, " I feel assured that all was peace, and hope, and joy with him. It was seen in the expression of his closing eyes, and in that calm and holy ' fall- ing asleep,' which those who witnessed it never can forget. Here is my consolation, nay my re- joicing. I have given him back to the Lord, blessing and praising His holy name, that he gave me such an example, companion, and friend, though only for so short a time." And now, my dear friend and brother, after perusing this simple and faithful record of the closing scene, surely you will acknowledge that dear Howell in his last moments, did give forth a testimony which hath redounded, and will yet redound, to the glory of God. The funeral did not take place till the 11th. The delay, in some measure, arose from an ex- pectation that Mr. Empson of Bath might come to Torquay, and assist in the last sad service; and, as he has acted the part of an attached and most devoted friend to Howell for a long period, Mrs. Howell naturally desired his presence ; but WONDERFUL COMPOSURE IN DEATH, 129 I observed from the first that she liad set her heart on that particular day, because it was the seventh anniversary of her first meeting with him, to whom she was mjirried about two years after- wards, and whose premature loss she now so justly and deeply mourns. He died in a place where he was a stranger, and he was attended to the grave by persons whose acquaintance had been made only within the last few weeks or months. But still they were his true friends, — they were loving brothers in the Lord, — and this must have been a sweet solace to the poor widow amidst the desolateness of her situation and her circumstances. The whole of this interesting case is now be- fore you. I shall be anxious to hear your candid opinion of it. Death-bed repentances, in gene- ral, are not very satisfactory. We are naturally suspicious of them : and all the more so, as we see many instances of people making great pro- fessions of amendment in the time of sickness, who, with returning health, return to the ways of folly and of sin. But, with regard to Howell, there was such earnestness and ingenuousness about him, that a suspicion ot his sincerity never once crossed my mind. I have since heard that his general character was pre-eminently distin- guished by honesty and truthfulness. For my- self, I am constrained to say, that during upwards of thirty years of Christian observation and expe- 130 FIFTH LETTER TO REV. J. STEVENSON. rience, I have never met with clearer and more decisive evidences of a work of God's Spirit on any of the sons of men. And Dr. Tetley tells me he has been present at many deaths, peaceful and happy deaths, but any thing resembling the dig- nified composure with which Howell died he never before had witnessed. I consider it quite a privilege to have made his acquaintance, and to have enjoyed his society, even in his dying hours. During one month I saw him almost daily. Our lengthened inter- views, our interesting conversations, are now past and gone ; but they have left a sweet fragrance behind them, — they can never be forgotten while my memory retains its power. And I trust the re(!ollection of his anxious search after truth, — his diligent and persevering use of means, — his humble and teachable spirit, notwithstanding his great literary and scientific attainments, — and his astonishing progress heavenwards, after he re- ceived grace to believe in Christ to the saving of his soul, — may ever stimulate myself to " press towards the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus," (Philip, iii. 14;) and prompt me to " give thanks unto the Father, who hath made us meet to be partakers of the in- heritance of the saints in light; and who hath de- livered us from the power of darkness, and who hath translated us into the kingdom of his dear son," (Col. i. 12, 13.) The salvation of sinners is God's own work. May we not say, it is his greatest work 1 It is THANKS FOR GRACE RECEIVED. 131 that in which he will be chiefly glorified through- out the endless ages of eternity. Let us give him glory now, for what he has graciously done in plucking dear Howell " as a brand from the burning." And let us ever glorify him for the measure of grace he has bestowed upon our- selves ! It is altogether of his own free and sav- ing grace that our cold hearts have been warmed with the love of God, and with love to each other, and with love to the souls of our perishinij fellow- creatures. May God grant a continuance and an increase of grace, that our faith in Christ Jesus may be strengthened, and that our love may abound more and more ! Believe me to "remain. Your affectionate friend and brother in the bonds of the Gospel, D.P. SUPPLEMENTARY TESTIMONIES. The beloved friend to whom the foregoing- let- lers were addressed had an unhesitating reliance on the accuracy of all my statements respecting Mr. Howell. It would be unreasonable, how- ever, to expect that other persons to whom I am unknown should rest with the same degree of confidence on my solitary testimony ; and yet, it is highly desirable to inspire universal confidence : for, if any reader should question the truth of the narrative which is presented to him in these let- ters, he is placed in a most unfavourable position for receiving; that edification which is desiorned and desired by the publication of this little volume. I feel, therefore, a peculiar satisfaction in being able to bring forward two very competent witness- es, whose declarations cannot fail to remove doubts and suspicions where they may exist, and to es- tablish every one in the conviction that Mr. How- ell was the subject of a great and decided work 134 SUPPLEMENTARY TESTIMONIES. of the Holy Spirit before he died ; and that the " Perfect peace," which he enjoyed and exempH- fied in his dying days, was the legitimate result of those views of Scripture truths, and of that stead- fast faith in the Saviour of sinners, to which through grace he had attained. Mrs. Howell is the most important witness. She was quite ignorant of my correspondence with Mr. Stevenson about her husband, until she was a widow. But, so soon as she did know of it, her desire to see the letters was not more strong than it was natural. They were accordingly written for : and after she had perused them she sent me the following note : — Dear Sir, I return your letters, — those precious me- morials of my beloved husband ! Surely it was a gracious thing that the Lord should have put it into your mind to preserve these memoranda. They are balm to me, and I trust may be conducive to the spiritual instruc- tion and comfort of others. I recognize the subjects of these conversations which took place, even when I was absent, — al- most to the very words ; for it was my dear hus- band's custom to recapitulate these conversations in the evening, as I sat by his bedside ; and often with a minuteness, energy, and animation, that made me weep for my own inability to follow him. I must take the liberty of adding, that the sim- NOTE FROM MRS. HOWELL. 135 plicity and truthfulness of your narrative are pe- culiarly satisfactory to me, as being in harmony with the character, and with the love of truth, which distinguished, in so remarkable a manner, the dear saint whom it concerns. Continue to remember me in your prayers ; and believe me, With deep feelings of gratitude, Yours, Augusta Howell. Beulah, Saturday Evening, Jan. 26, 1844. The other witness is the physician who was in regular attendance on Mr. Howell. With Dr. Tetley I am in habits of Christian intimacy, and it was through him that my ac- quaintance with Howell first commenced. I often longed to meet with him, that we might talk to- gether, and compare notes as to the progress of the good work that was going on in the heart of the dying man. But the Doctor was particular- ly busy about that time, and often called into the country ; besides, his visits to Howell were al- ways in the morning ; mine were in the after- noon. And thus, from one cause and another, I had seen Dr. Tedey only once, and on that occa- sion only for a few minutes, fi-om the evening when he called, and requested me to visit his pa- tient, until after Howell's death. His testimony, then, may be received as distinct from mine, and independent of it. Even now the Doctor has not read one of my 130 SUPPLEMENTARY TESTIMONIES. letters to Mr. Stevenson ; but, at ray request, he has committed to paper his own observations and impressions in regard to Mr. Howell's state of mind. And I do think every impartial reader must admit, that what the Doctor states briefly, and in the general, corresponds exactly with what I have narrated at greater length and with more of detail. To the Rev. David Pitcairn. Torre, Jan. 26, 1844. My dear Friend, In attempting to give you an outline of my intercourse with Mr. Howell, I feel the want of memoranda, which, had they been made at the time, would have afforded many interesting indi- cations of his spiritual progress. I hope, how- ever, I may be enabled to give a faithful transcript of the impression left on my mind, desiring to write in prayerful dependence on His help, who can, even by the feeblest instrumentality, accom- phsh " the good pleasure of His will." Mr. Howell consulted me soon after his arrival in Torquay, in the early part of last year; and from that time till the time of his death we had free and frequent communication with each other. He evidently possessed talents and acquirements of a superior order; and I do not remember to have spent an hour with him without advantage. His information on all subjects was profound and LETTER FROM DR. TETLEY. 137 accurate, and his facility of communicating it ex- traordinary. The subject of rehgion was soon introduced, and 1 was delighted to find that he took it up with much interest. He appeared, however, to have studied this all-important and first business of life much in the same way as he had studied the sciences, bringing religion to reason ; and consequently his mind was beset with difliculties, proving that the world by wisdom knows not God. Still there was about him a straightforward since- rity and seriousness which gave promise of the approach of a better state. After a few weeks he left Torquay, improved in health, and fully expecting to renew his pro- fessional occupations. I felt some degree of dis- appointment, as we had never got beyond a certain point ; and he appeared to guard so cau- tiously against every attempt to draw the afi'ec- tions of the heart, as well as the powers of the understanding, into exercise, in contemplating *' the Gospel of the glory of the blessed God." • In a short time he returned to Torre. His health was much broken, and every hope of re- suming the practice of his profession altogether abandoned. He had a correct estimate of his state and prospects, and sometimes spoke of death as not far distant. There was now a humble spirit, and a growing desire to appre- hend the truth as it is in Jesus. He felt that if there was any thing valuable in religion, it was samething beyond what he had as yet attained : 12* 138 SUPPLEMENTARY TESTIMONIES. and, in the spirit of one conscious of ig-norance and insufficiency, he now sought Jirst the king- dom of God and his righteousness, exhibiting the disposition of a httle child, without which there is no entrance into the kingdom of Heaven. He continued to study rehgion as he had studied the various sciences, in which he had made such remarkable proficiency ; but every effort of the understanding, and every obstacle to the recep- tion of its sacred truths, were now lost in the all- absorbing desire to know what he must do to be saved. He began to feel the importance of prayer, and frequently asked me to join him in seeking mercy. At length his earnest longing for rest in Christ could only be described in the words of our Saviour's command, " Agonise to enter into the strait gate." And his deepen- ing humility and growing earnestness gave no uncertain indication that the darkness would soon pass away, and the Son of Righteousness arise with healing in his wings. At this time he had frequent interviews with Mr. Blackmore, and often mentioned most grate- fully his deep obligation to him for the pains he took in meeting his difficulties, and instructing his ignorance. Soon afterwards he removed to Beulah House, and his loss of strength became daily more apparent. I was sitting by his bed- side one evening, endeavouring to set before him the suitableness and sufficiency of the Gospel of Christ ; and with the view of encouraging him to cast his burden altogether on the Lord, I LETTER FROM DR. TETLEY. 139 mentioned your experience in a time of severe illness ; when, unable even to retain a few words of Scripture in the mind for a moment, you were kept in perfect peace, because you feJt you were on " the Rock.'''' On hearing this, he clasped his emaciated hands, and, lifting up his eyes to heaven, exclaimed, " God grant that this may be my lot !" I went from his room to yours, and asked your prayerful interest and assistance. Like Peter going to Cornelius, you did well that you went without delay ; for he was prepared to hear all things that were commanded you of God. The power of the Holy Spirit appeared to attend your message from your first interview. Peace and joy in believing took possession of his soul, and with only occasional interruptions, con- tinued and mcreased to the last. I remember he told me that Mrs. Howell had sent for you one evening in consequence of his being for a time in a state of almost " black des- pair ;" as if the enemy here determined to do his worst, knowing that his time was short. I saw him early the following morning. The tempta- tion had passed away, and tranquillity was fully restored. His disease now made rapid progress, and he was conscious that the closing scene could not be far distant, although with a characteristic fluctuation of feeling he occasionally spoke of rallying again. But the peace of God rose supe- rior to every other feeling of nature ; and, while 140 SUPPLEMENTARY TESTIMONIES. he could only refer to himself with distrust and dissatisfaction, he spoke of the Saviour with evi- dent delight, and was ever ready to hear of his character and work. Thus did he " look to Him and was lightened, and his face was not ashamed." At length the appointed hour of departure ar- rived, and it was a scene never to be forgotten. He knew that he was dying, and had deliberate- ly laid himself on his back, and carefully adjust- ed the bed-clothes. Every feature spoke compo- sure, and every limb repose. Thus did this child of God fall asleep, resting securely on the bosom of everlasting Love, without a struggle, a sigh,, or a groan. We knelt around his bed, and committed his passing spirit to " the Shep- herd of Israel," who had already given such cheering evidence of his saving power and gra- cious presence. Nothing I ever witnessed has made me more sensible of the completeness of the salvation of Christ. The suffering and worn- out body was now at rest; and the calm, con- templative countenance and attitude of repose reminded rae of Dr. Watts' beautiful lines : — *' By strict experience I have known Thy sovereign power to save ; At thy command I venture down Securely to the grave.' ** Thanks be to God who giveth us the victory, through Jesus Christ our Lord." Nothing could LETTER FROM DR. TETLE^. 141 be plainer than that in this case death was a con- quered enemy. But who conquered him ? Cer- tainly not that wreck of his iormer self who lay before us. Mind and memory had fled ; and had there been no " stronger man" there, the departino: spirit would have been an easy prey to the adversary, who had already ^iven an earnest of what he would do, if permitted to take his own unrestrained course. But He was there of whom it is written, " Forasmuch, then, as the children are partakers of flesh and blood. He also, himself, likewise took part of the same ; that through death He might destroy him that had the power of death, that is the devil ; and deliver them who, through fear of death, were all their lifetime subject to bondage." Thus was the enemy of souls defeated with his own wea- pon — death ; and the happy spirit entered into the presence of that friend, who, when on earth, was so wont to say, " It is I ; be not afraid." Ever, my dear friend, Yours aff'ectionately, James Tetlet. P. S. I find I have omitted to mention two circumstances forming important features m Mr. Howell's history. 1 never heard any thing ap- proaching to a murmur, from first to last. And I observed, after his return to Torre, a growing love for the study of the Scriptures. I ought also to have said that he expressed the deepest obhga- 142 SUPPLEMENTARY TESTIMONIES. tions to you for the kind interest you had taken in his spiritual welfare, and spoke of a MS. you had lent him, as affording much relief and com- fort to his agitated mind. CONCLUSION. The word of God declares, ** It is appointed unto men once to die, and after this the judg- ment," (Heb. ix. 27.) Sooner or later this is the doom of every man ; and surely it is unwise in any one to neglect preparation for that solemn event, from which he cannot escape, and the nearness or remoteness of which he can neither calculate nor control. To a large class of persons, who find their plea- sure exclusively in the business or in the amuse- ments of this world, the subject of death is always unwelcome, and they adopt all expedients to ba- nish it, not only from their conversation, but from their thoughts. This is a common and a fearful specimen of that infatuation and insensibility which sin engenders. To those inconsiderate in- dividuals who thus shrink even from the contem- plation of death, and who, nevertheless, know that some day or other die they must, there is the truest kindness in submitting a question, which 144 CONCLUSION. Hannah More has clothed in very forcible lan- guage, "If you cannot face the image, how will you encounter the reality T' We could wish an answer to this question. The image of death may be shunned and avoided ; but death is a re- ality, and it must be met. How 1 and what is to follow? Reader, pause, and consider. Mr. Howell had tried every way. For years he lived as entirely engrossed with the concerns of this present world as if he were never to die. He was of a peculiarly reflective habit : he thought much, and his thoughts ranged over a vast variety of objects; but he thought not about death, nor of that eternal world into which death is the door of entrance ; although what he was daily witnessing, as a medical practitioner, was well fitted to force this grave and important sub- ject on his attention. In this respect he was im- wise, notwithstanding his high character for what passes among men under the nanie of wisdom. But the loss of health reminded him of his folly, and the progress of disease warned him of the approach of death. In these circumstances he acted like a. wise man. Finding that he could not face the image of this terrible enemy without having all his fears awakened, he felt it was full time to consider in what way he should be able, without fear, to encounter the reality. He ceased to shut his eyes on the danger of his situation, and now he applied himself with all diligence to seek for the removal of sin which gives to death its condemning sting. He sought relief in the CONCLUSION. 145 Gospel of the grace of God ; and in the ftiith of Him " who liatli abohslied death," the terrors of conscious giiik were subdued ; — in tlie faith of Him who is " the resurrection and the Hfe," his liopes of immortahty became bright. TIjus, as his appointed time drew near, he could think of death without dismay, — lie could talk of death with cahii dehght: and at last, in the hour of dis- solution, lie neither shrunk from the contest, nor dreaded the consequences ; but, witli the most as- tonishing moral courage, he arranged the very posture of his own body; and when the spirit fled, the lifeless countenance still retained the expres- sion of that heavenly peace and placidity which death itself had not disturbed. Who can read of his unruffled composure, and of his perfect peace, without the secret prayer, or the expressed desire, *' Let me die the death of the righteous, and let my last end be like his !" Ignorant as we are of the plans and purposes of God, it appears to us a dark and unaccount- able dispensation that a man like Mr. Howell should be taken out of the world just at the time when he had become most fitted for usefulness amongst his fellow-creatures, and when he had been prepared and disposed for dedicating all his talents, and all his attainments, to the advance- xment of the glory of God. We have, indeed, many philosophers and men of science ; but we have few Christian philosophers: we have ^ew examples of eminence in human knowledge com- 13 146 CONCLUSION. billed with devotedness to the service of God. We have not many men of distinguished ahility and learning, who consider " the knowledge of the glory of God, as it shines in the face of Jesus Christ," as the summit of all knowledge. We have not many, excepting among professed theo- logians, who examine the word of God with that minute and intense application which they give to the works of God, and who study the character of God the Saviour with a deeper and holier in- terest than that wherewith they contemplate the wondrous attributes of the great Creator. After his mind had been enlightened in the knowledge of salvation by Jesus Christ our Lord, Mr. Howell himself remarked, that " he felt as if he were only beginning to live." This ^vas a memorable saying ; and its meaning is definite and intelhgible. He felt that his past life had been misspent — he felt, that now he was in pos- session of new principles of action ; and that in prosecuting even the same pursuits as formerly, he would be influenced by new motives. And had he been permitted to resume his elaborate researches into the numerous departments of na- tural science, and to transfuse into all of them the true spirit of Christianity, he might have shone before men as a Christian philosopher with a bright and attracting lustre, and, according to our judgment, been the honoured instrument of leading many up "from nature, and from nature's God," to the still more sublime and precious, and CONCLUSION. 147 satisfying knowledge of redemption, and of the great Redeemer. But it sometimes happens in the spiritual, as it does in the natural world, that the commencement and the close of earthly existence are almost sim- ultaneous. In the inscrutable arrangements of Providence, it is not unfrequently the case that children are born only to die. Their connexion with this material world has just been recognised, when it is again dissolv ed. They have scarcely breathed the breath of life, and opened their eyes on visible objects, when death terminates their brief sojourn in the land of living men, and hur- ries them into the world of spirits. It need not, therefore, be a matter of surprise, that, among those who are born again — who are born of the Spirit, and become new creatures in Christ Jesus, some should be taken away in the very infancy of their spiritual existence. No doubt it is true that most of those who experience the new birth are spared to pass onwards, from being at first mere babes in Christ, to reach the vigour of youth, or the prime of manhood, or the maturity of old age; and, were it not so, the Church of Christ on earth would become extinct, just as the human race would soon disappear were all children to die in infancy. But it is possible that the number of those who are removed from earth to heaven, in the earlier stages of their new and better being, is far larger than generally sup- posed or allowed. Nothing like encouragement must be held out to postpone the great concerns 148 CONCLUSION. of salvation till a time of sickness and danger ; nor dare we flatter any with the assurance of a death-bed repentance. Still it is a blessed truth that tlie mercy of God is rich towards all who call on him with sincerity and earnestness, even at the eleventh hour. And it is pleasing to hope, that, in the exercise of sovereign grace, not a few who have wasted life and health in the neg- lect of the Saviour are, in their dying hours, con- strained to seek, and privileged to find, a refuge from the wrath to come in his meritorious right- eousness and all-atoning blood. Let it be admitted, however, that the number is not great, we may affirm with certainty that there are, at least, some who have barely begun to " live by the faith of the Son of God," and to behold with enlightened eyes the wondrous truths which his Gospel unfolds, when death mars our anticipations of delightful intercourse and fel- lowship with them as Christian friends and brethren. But when we are called to mourn for their departure from the church below, we ought to rejoice, on account of their speedy admission to the church above. Let such be our feelings in regard to Mr. Howell. We are not forbidden to mourn over his removal from a world where we think his sanctified talents and activities pro- mised fair to have been a blessing to other pro- fessional and literary men ; but we bow submis- sive to the will and to the wisdom of God, who is never at a loss for instruments to accomplish his own designs, and we may rest assured, that CONCLUSION. 149 had the services of Mr. Howell been needed here, tliey would have been secured. God has called liim hence, and for his own sake we ought to rejoice and give thanks. If his Christian pil- grimage was of short duration, it was distinctly marked by divine guidance, and by divine sup- port. If the bud began at length to open which had been slowly forming during the several pre- vious months, its rapid expansion into a flower of the loveliest hues and fragrance explicitly be- spoke its heavenly culture. In his case there was no dubiety. We could not err in estimating the origin and the character of that change which his w^hole inner man underwent. It was none other than the Spirit of the living and the holy God who raised him up from the death of trespasses and sins unto newness of life. No other agency could have effected such deep con- viction of guilt; such comprehensive knowledge of salvation; such humble, holy, and loving re- liance on the Saviour of sinners; such patience, and resignation, and fortitude under bodily dis- tress ; and such mellowed ripeness for "the inheritance of the saints in light." On his ac- count it would be wrong not to rejoice. Even the angels in heaven rejoice ovef every sinner who is brought to repentance, because his deli- verance from sin and from Satan adds a fresh jewel to the Redeemer's crown, and opens up a new and everlasting source of glory to the God of all grace. Surely then, we, who are men upon earth, ought with still greater alacrity and 13* 150 CONCLUSION. ardour to swell the anthem of praise to redeem- ing love, and to rejoice over this our brother, who was lost and is found, who was dead and is alive ; and who, though so soon removed from us, after having " passed from death unto life," has only left the imperfections of earth to enter into the joys of heaven. Blessed be God ! cases of conversion are not rare things. Under the preaching of the Gospel, they are continual)}^ occurring in our own coun- try and in other lands, among all ranks and conditions of people, — chiefly, however, among the poorer classes,' — comparatively seldom among the rich and the noble. And, beyond the circle of his own immediate friends and acquaintances, no notice would have been taken of the case of Mr. Howell, had there not appeared something unusual both in his ovj^n character, and in the gracious dealings of God with him. It must have struck every reader of this little volume that before Mr. Howell arrived at that state of peace, in the enjoyment of which his earthly existence so gloriously terminated, he had previously undergone a diligent, and anx- ious, and even distressful inquiry after rest for his soul. From the beginning of August, when he left Bath, up to the latter end of November, a period of nearly four months, the principal occu- pation of his acute, and thoughtful, and logical mind, was to discover in the religion of Christ that solid foundation of truth on which, as a siu' CONCLUSION. 151 fill and immortal creature, he might build a sure and certain hope of pardon and of life everlast- ing. Nothing short of certainty on a point of such momentous importance could satisfy a mind like his. And as he laboured hard, and waited long ere he attained the object of his fervent de- sire, it may prove useful to others to examine the causes in which his mental anxieties origin- ated, and the purposes of God in permitting their lengthened continuance. In the first place, then, it may be observed, that from the time the physicians pronounced a hopeless opinion of Mr. Howell's disease, the idea of dying, and of entering into an untried and never-ending state of existence, produced in him great agitation and alarm. So long as health permitted the undisturbed ardour of his professional and literary pursuits, he found therein a never-failing source of present satisfaction : so lonoc as he srave no thou