NVEILE HI f^A ^^^'^jI^^ ^1 m^mm mm ■i ^^^^^^^^^1 ■™w'^W< >>^ ii/ ?fc. ^^ ^R %■ X, vrwswflttfe. LO^)^ - (7 Division sec Section ^'^^ I MORMONISM UNVEILED; INCLIDING THE KEMAKKABLE LIFE AiXD CONFESSIONS OF THE LATE MUUMUN BISHOP, JOHN D. LEE;/ * iirritten by himself.) \ MAY 2. r 1919 AND COMPLETE LIFE OF BRIGHA:Nr YOUXG, EMBKACING A HISTORY OF MOKWONIMSI FROM ITS I>"CEPTION DOWX TO THE PRESENT TIME, WITH AX EXPOSITION OF THE SECRET HISTORY, SIGNS, SYMBOLS, XSD CRIMES OF THE MORMON CHURCH. ALSO THE TRUE HISTOIJV OF THE HORRIBLE BUTCHERY KNOWN AS THE MOUIS^TAIN MEADOW."^ MA^SAOEE. libtstrated icith Wood Engravuigs and Colored Piates. ST. LOUIS: Sun Publishing CoaiPANY. C. C. WICK A CO., CLEVELAND, O. 1882. Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 18S2, by SUN PUBLISHING CO., In the Office of the Librarian of Congress, at Washington, D. C. PUBLISHERS' PREFACE. "TOHN D. LEE'S prominent connection with the Mormon ^ Church, and the almost universal desire on the part of the public to know the secrets that he could tell, gave a pecuhar interest to the life and doings of this man, and led to a general inquiry for his Autobiography and Confessions. This has caused the publication of several pretended "Lives and Confessions of John D. Lee," the materials for which were collected from fragmentary' newspaper reports, and advertised by certain un- scrupulous publishers as genuine. We therefore deem it but simple justice to those who may read this book, to state how we oi)tained the true and only Life and Cokfessions of John D. Lee. It was stated at the time of Lee'i execution that he had left the manuscripts of his Life and Confessions with his confiden- tial attorney for publication. We at once wrote to Col. Wm. Nelson, U. S. Marshal of Utah Territory, requesting him to give us the address of Lee's attorney. He replied promptly, slating that Mr. W. W. Bishop, of Pioche, Nevada, was the man. We immediately entered into correspondence with Mr. Bishop, and made a contract with him for the publication of the work. In proof of the fact that this is the genuine and only genuine Life and Confessions of John D. Lee, we refer to Col. Wm. Nelson, U. S. Marshal Utah Territory; Hon. Wm. Stokes, Deputy U. S. Marshal, U. T. ; Hon. Sumner Howard, U. 3. Attorney, U. T. ; the editor of the Salt Lake Tribune; Col. Geo. M. Sabin, Pioche, Nevada; Mr. Wm. W. Bishop, of the vi PUBLISHERS' PREFACE. same place, and to John D. Lee's letter to Mr. Bishop, on page 84 of this book. Lee wrote his Life and Confessions in prison, after his sen- tence to death, and subsequent to his execution his manuscripts were copied and prepared for publication by Mr. Bishop. They were at no time out of his possession or from under his imme- diate control, until they were dehvered to the express company on the 17th day of May, 1877, to be forwarded to us. The Mormon leaders were so greatly alarmed at the prospect of the publication of Lee's writings, and the consequent reve- lation of their secrets and crimes, that they sent their "Blood Atoners" to threaten the life of Mr. Bishop, and, if possible, compel him to give up the manuscripts. The danger was so great that he was compelled to have his ofHce guarded while en- gaged in copying the papers ; and when they were ready to be forwarded to the publishers, the "Wells, Fargo & Co. Express refused to receive them until they were furnished with an armed gnard to protect them until they were beyond the reach of the Mormons. The fears of the Mormon dignitaries were well founded, for Lee's revelations of crimes committed by them are of the most startling character. Tee Publishess. P li E F A C E . I WAS requested by John Doyle Lee, after he had been Ben- tenced to be shot for the part he took in the commission vl the Mountain Meadows Massacre, to publish an account of his life and confessions, in order to inform the world how it was that he had acted as he had, and why he was made a scape-goat by the Mormon Church. I accepted the trust, and, in giving publicity to the facts now, for the first time fully brought to light, I am only performing what I believe to be a duty — to him, and to the public. The Mountain Meadows Massacre stands without a parallel amongst the crimes that stain the pages of American history. It was a crime committed without cause or justification of any kind to relieve it of its fearful character. Over one hundred and twenty men, women and children were surrounded by In- dians, and more cruel whites, and kept under constant fire, from hundreds of unerring rifles, for five days and nights, dur- ing all of which time, the emigrants were famishing for water. When nearly exhausted from fatigue and thirst, they were ap- proached by white men, with a flag of truce, and induced to surrender their arms, under the most solemn promises of pro- tection. They were then murdered in cold blood, and left nude and mangled upon the plain. All this was done by a band of fanatics, who had no cause of complaint against the emigrants, except that the authorities of the Mormon Church had decided that all the emigrants who were old enough to talk, should die — revenge for alleged insults to Brigham Young, and the booty of the {)lundered train being the inciting causes of the massacre. John D. Lee was one, and only one of fifty-eight Mormons, who there carried out the orders of the Mormon Priesthood.' He has died for his crimes — shall the others escape? The entire history of this atrocious crime is given in the con- fession. How it was done, and why it was the wish of the Mor- viii PRE FACE. mons that it should be done, all is fully stated. As one of the altorneys for John D. Lee, I did all that I could to save his life. My associates were, and are able men and fine lawyers, but fact and fate united to turn the verdict against us. The history of the first and second trials is familiar to most of the American people ; therefore, I will not describe them here, any more than to say, Mormonism prevented conviction at the first trial, and at the second trial Mormonism insured conviction. After Brigham Young and his worshipers had deserted Lee, and marked him as the victim that should suffer to save the Church from destruction, on account of the crimes it had or- dered ; after all chances of escape had vanished, and death was certain as the result of the life-long service he had rendered the Church, the better nature of Lee overcame his superstition and fanaticism, and he gave to me the history of his life, and his con- fession of the facts connected with the massacre, and wished me to have the same published. Why he refused to confess at au earlier day, and save his own life by placing the guilt where it of right belonged, is a question which is answered by the state- ment, that he was still a slave to his Endowment and Danite oaths, and trusted until too late to the promises of protection made to him by Brigham Young. John D. Lee was a fanatic, and as such, believed in the Mormon Church, and aided in car- rying out the orders of that Church. I believe it is my duty to publish this work, to show mankind the fruits resulting from obedience to Mormon leaders, and to show that Mormonism was as certainly the cause of the Mountain Meadows Massacre, as it is that fanaticism has been the mother of crime in all ages of the world. I also wish the American people to read the facts, as they are told by a mistaken and fanatical follower of the Mor- mon doctrines, yet, one who was a brave man, and, according to his ideas and teaching, a good man ; who did not believe he was doing wrong when obeying the commands of the Mormon Priesthood. I wish the American people to read this work, and then say, if they can, what should be the fate of those who caused the crime to be committed. The following pages contain simply true copies of material, furnished me by John D. Lee, for the purpose of being published ; all of which was written by him while in prison, and after the jury had returned its verdict of guilty. I have no excuses to offer for publishing the work iust a« it PREFACE. ix 13. It is what it purports to be, a full history of the Mountain Meadows Massacre, and also a sketch of the life of John D. Lee, embracing a revelation of the secret history of Mormonism, from its inception down to the death of Lee ; with a correct copy of his confession as given to me for publication. If any feel in- jured by the facts, I cannot help it. If this publication shall, in any degree, aid in securing the much-needed legislation, de- manded by the American citizens of Utah, from the National Government, so that Church criminals, as well as Gentiles, can be convicted in Utah, I shall feel that I have been paid well for all the vexations I have endured in the land of the Saints, where they murder men, women and children for the glory of God, and the upl)uilding of His kingdom. I also believe this publication will be an advantage to the large number of naturally good and honest people, who inhabit Utah, who joined the Church, and moved to Utah, believing it their Christian duty to do so. To that class of people I am indebted for many favors, and wish them future prosperity. AVm. W. Bishop, Confidential Att'y of John D. Lee. PiocHE, Nevada, May 17, 1877. COXTEiSTTS. Publisher's Preface 5 iNTRODUCTOItV 15 CHAPTER I. A STOIi.MY 15EGIXKIXG. Early Life of Lee — Death of his Mother — Hardships and Trials — Become* a Mail Carrier in the "U'ilds of Missouri at an Early Age — Is a St;ige Driver — Abandons the business — Keflections upon the condition of the Country C6 CHAPTER II. THE INDCSTKIOUS YOUXG MAN. Remains on his Uncle's Farm — Volunteers in the Black Hawk War— Goes to St. Louis —Engages as Fireman on a Steamer — Cholera Ex)ierience — Finds a Friend — Goes to Galena and enters a Store as Clerk — Adventures with the Miners — Anecdote of Ulysses Grant — Lee Marries Agathe Ann Woolsey 43 CHAPTER III. LEE BECOMES A MORMON. In 1836 Lee first hears the Mormon Doctrine Preached — Embraces the Doc- trine of Mormonism — Sells out and Removes his Family to Far West, Ml). — Is Baptized and Joins the Church — Fight at Gallatin, at the Polls — The People Consecrate their I^operty to God 50 CHAPTER IV. THE SAINTS ARE BESET WITH TROUBLES. The Saints Decline to give np their Property to the Church — Troubles Be- tween the Saints and Gentiles — Companies of Armed Men are formed for Driving Out the Mormons — A Providential Warning — Conflicts between the Saints and Gentiles 64 r CHAPTER V. THE MOR.MON AV.VK IN MISSOURI. Death of Capt. Patton — Rebuke of the Prophet — Description of the Prophet — Continued Troubles with the Gentiles — Massacre at Haughn's Mill — Jlirnculous Cure of Isaac Laney, in Answer to Prayer — Cowardice of Col. Hinklc — Surrender of Josejih Smith, the Prophet — The Saints Surrender and are Disarmed — Terms of the Surrender 74 CONTENTS. xi CII.Vl'TLi; VI. LEE LOCATES TUE O.VKDEN OF EDEN. Account of the Surrender Continued — Lee refui^es to Abandon his Faith — Keturns to his Home — Finds lii. House Burned and rrojierty Destroyed — Temple IJloek — Garden of E.leii — Site of the Altar Built by Adam — Suf- fering during the "Winter — Lee is ordaiued to the Priesthood — Holy Patriarchal Blessing 85 CHAPTEU VII. THE SAINTS il.VTHER AT NAUVOO. Lfie returns to Illinois — Goes on a Mission to Preach — Lively Experiences by the way— Is Strengthened of God and Resists Temptation — False Doc- trines taught by Brighum Young, ainl their Degrading Tendencies — Preaches in Tennessee — Beholds a Vision which is realized — Mission is Successful — OrgHnizes Branch Churches — Keturns to Illinois 96 CHAPTER VIII. LEE CONTINUES HIS MISSIONARY WORK. Spends the Winter at Home — Foundation of the Temi)lc laid at Nauvoo — Teachings of the Prophet — Lee builds a Home in Nauvoo — Goes on a Mission in isil — Resumes his Labors in Tennessee — Makes many Con- verts — Holds a Series of Discussions 109 CHAPTER IX. MORMONISM — ITS DOCTRINES AND HOW IT ORIGINATED. Lee holds a Discussion with Parson Hall — Identity of the Ten Tribes of Israel with the American Indians shown — Divine Origin of tlie Book of Mormon — Lee holds another and final Discussion with Rev. Cantrell — Many Converts are Baptized and added to the Church 118 CIIAPTKR X. LEE CASTS OCT DEVILS AND DOES OTHER WONDERFUL WORKS. He goes to Jackson County and holds a public Discussion — Wonderful Mani- festation of Divine Power — Lee rebukes Evil Spirits and they are still — Casts out Devils from Mark Young — Returns to Nauvoo — Visits Friends — Condition of 'Lion — Dcuuuciatiou uf Brigham Young 126 CmVPTER XI. A TENKESSEE PLANTER ilAKES IT HOT FOR I'ARSON LEE. Lee returns to Tennessee to Preach — Is kindly received — Goes to Xash- ville — Preaches in the Country — Is assailed by a Mob — Baptizes the Wife of Col. Tucker — The Colonel Hunts him with a Loaded Rifle — Escapes from the County to avoid arrest— Returns to Nauvoo 133 CHAPTER XII. MATTERS OF PECULIAR INTEREST AT NAUVOO. Affairs at Nauvoo — The Nauvoo Legion organized — Building of the Hall of the Seventies- The Devil Enraged- The Doctrine of Plural or Celesn.d xii CONTENTS. Marriage first taught — Domestic Troubles among the Saints — Joseph ">unih becomes a (.'aiuiiilate for the Presidency of the U. S. — Lee goes to Kentucky on an Electioneering Tour — The Assassination of the Pro!)het causes his return to Nau voo 1 44 CHAPTER XIII. DEATU OF JOSEPH SMITH — SOME OF BRIGHAM YOUNG'S CRIMES. Assassination of Joseph Smith and liis Brother Hyrum — Causes of the Assassination — Successor of the Prophet — Brigham Young Chosen— He steals the Inheritance of Young Joseph — Lee is appointed to various Offices of Trust and Honor — Assassination of Erwin by orders of Brigham Young — Secret Murders and Robberies by the Saints —Teachings of the "Church — Arrogance and Oppressions of Brigham Young 152 CmVPTEU XIV. IXSIDE VIEW OF POLYGAMY AXD THE DOCTRIXE OF SEALING. Celestial Marriage taught and practiced — Lee embraces the Doctrine and takes a number of Wives — Troubles with the Gentiles — The Saints pre- pare to Emigi-ate — Baptisms, ^Yashiugs and Anointings in the Temple. . . 165 CHAPTER X\'. THE SAINT'S MOVE WESTWARD. lleminiscences of the Prophet Joseph — His Fourth of July Toast — Lee re- moves his Family from Nauvoo — Great-siacriflces of Property by the Saints to get away — Brigham Young blesses Lee — The .^aints move through Iowa — Lee restores a Blind Man to sight ! — Settlements established at Garden Grove and Pisgah — Arrival at Council Blutf s — The Missoiu'i River Crossed 1 73 CHAPTERyXn. LEE GOES ON AN EXPEDITION TO SANTA FE. The Saints prepare to go into 'Winter Quarters— Lee is sent to the Mormon Battalion at Santa Fe to bring back the Soldiers' pay — A Long and Dan- gerous Journey and safe Return- Follows an Invisible Guide — Miracu- lous Deliverance from Indians — Safe Arrival — Finds his family suffering. 182 CH^VPTER XVII. LEE IS TREATED BADLY BY THE " BRETHREN." Incamp — Angry words with Brigham Young — Gives an account of his Trip and Pays over the Money — Contrast, \6i', and 1S77 — Oi)ens a Store at Win- ter Quarters— Is Sealed to a number of Wives — Summer Quarters laid out — Life on the Border — Bravery of Lee's Wives— Jealousy of the Brethren — Murmurings of the Saints against Lee — Ingratitude and Ueartlessness of Brigham Young 196 CILVPTER XVIII. LAST CONFESSION AND STATEMENT OF JOHN D. LEE. Closing events of Lee's Life — Startling Revelations of Crimes and Church Secrets, implicating Brigham Young and the Mormon Loaders — The Mountain Meadows Massacre, and all the particulars thereof 213 CONTENTS. xiU CHAPTER XIX. CONFESSION' COXTINTJED AND CONCLUDED, MAUCH 16, 1877, SEVEN DATS PRIOR TO HIS EXECUTION. More Startling Revelations — Going " Over the Rim of the Basin" — Brighani "goes to Goil"with his crimes, and is strengthened in a"Vision" — A "bully" Warrior — A model Indian Agent — Brigham jjreaches a " Red- hot" Sermon— The "Old Boss" on his travels — Brigham betrays Lee — Tricks of "Dirty Fingered Jake Hamblin " — Some "Blood Atone- ments " — Some " Holy " men and their deeds — Exploits of the " Destroy- ing Angels " — Shocking Barbarities — End of Confession 249 CHAl'TEU XX. ARREST OF JOHN I). LEE I5Y WM. STOKES, DEPUTY U. S. M.UtSILVL. Brigham imagines he is going to be Assassinated — Lively Adventures of the Deputy .^L■lrshal — Hunting Leo in his Stronghold — Etforts of his sons to prevent his AiTest — Lee is found concealed in a pen, and is AiTested — A pungent Toast by one of his Daughters — The journey to Beaver City 293 CHAl'TEU XXI. TRIAL OF LEE AT BEAVER CITY, UTAH TERRITORY", SEPTEMBER, 1S7<'>. Depositions of Brigham Young, George A.Smith, etc. — Witnesses Manufac- tured to .order — Startling Developments — Determination of the Mormon Leaders to convict Lee 302 CHAPTER XXII. TRIAL OF LEE CONTINUED. Testimony of Witnesses — Getting at the Bottom facts by a circuitous route — Model Witnesses 317 CHAPTER XXIII. TRIAL OF LEE CONCLUDED. Conclusion of the Evidence — Conviction and Sentence of Lee — Additional facts 360 CHAPTEIt XXIV. NA.MES AND I'RESENT RESIDENCES. Of the Mountain Meadows Assassips, as given by Lee 379 CILVPTER XXV. Execution of .lohn I). Lee 388 .VPPENDIX. Life of Brigham Young 39 1 A KEMAHKAIU.i: I.ETTKi: — :MoKMON WIVES TAUGHT THAT ONLY' THEIR HUSBANDS CAN RESURRECT THE.M. Lecherous Bisho|>8 wlio marry whole families — Mormons living as husbands to mothers and daughters, ancl having children by all 407 LIST OF en^giiayi:n"gs. Emblematic Frontispiece. Colored 1 Present Appearance of Mountain Meadows 34 John 1). Lee 36 Fight at Gallatin, Mo 58 Charge of the Danites. Colored 67 Joseph Smith .' 76 Lee Wintering in 111. Colored 109 Taking Steamer for St. Louis. Colored 149 Death of Joe Smith 152 Disposing of a Corpse 159 A Blood-Atoned "Victim 160 Mormons Leaving Nauvoo. 176 The Bishop's Family at 2. A. .M 184 Mormon Family at Arizona 184 Indian War Dance. Colored 203 Geo. A. Smith - 224 ^Mountain Meadow Massacre 240 Indians in Ambush. Colored 269 Lee's Favorite Wives 276 William Stokes, Deputy U. S. Marshal 294 Lee Surrenders. Colored 299 Daniel 11. Wells 318 Lee Shooting Emigrants. Colored 336 Execution of Lee 384 President Taylor Brigham's Successor 406 INTRODUCTORY. ONE hundred and twenty men, women, and children were murdered by Mormons and Indians, at the Mountain Meadows, on Frida\', September 16, 1857, or thereabouts. The victims were members of a train under command of Captain Fancher, and are generally known as the Arkansas Emigrant Compan}'. At that time Brigham Young was Governor of Utah Territory, and also the head of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. Acting as Governor of the Territory, he and his followers had, for a series of j'ears, violated the laws of the United States, with insulting impunit3% and then were stand- ing in hostile attitude towards the government. Brigham Young had the audacity to declare Utah under martial law, and call out his legions of fanatics to oppose the forces of the United States which had been ordered to Utah to enforce obedience to the Government. As leader and head of the Mormon Church, he had taught his followers to believe that he was an inspired man, and as such, receiving orders and revelations direct from the God of Heaven ; that the time had arrived when Christ was to come to earth and reign a thousand years, and that all who did not accept the Book of Mormon, and the teachings of Brigham Young, as God's holy religion, were to suffer death, and the wealth of the unbelievers to become the property of the so-called Saints. He had also taught the doctrine that all who opposed his orders or refused obedience to his commands should die, and if they had been members of the Mormon Church their blood was to be shed in order to save their souls. At that time Brigham Young had-theso?e control of everything in Utah; his word was law ; his orders were given under the pretense that they emanated from God, and to disobey his orders was treason to the Church and punishable by death. The Mormon people were willing followers of their designing leader. They believed in polygamy, blood atonement, and the inspiration of the priest- le INTB OD UCTOR T. hood. Their intelligence made their fanaticism the more danger- OU8. No crime was so great that it ^ould not be ordered by Brigham Young, if he believed it would benefit Mormonism, and no order could be given by him but what his deluded followers considered it their bounden duty to unquestioningly obey. The oaths taken by the Mormons in their various ceremonies bound them under fearful penalties to lay aside all individuality, and become the willing tools of a cruel and treasonable priest- hood. Blind obedience to Brigham Young was the test of Christian excellence. Salvation and celestial glory were oflfered by the Church leaders, and confidently expected by the brethren, as the reward to be received for the most fearful crimes. Brigham Young held the keys of Heaven, so it was said, and 80 his followers believed, and certain it was he held the life of every man in the Territory of Utah in his hand. Law and jus- tice were unheard of, or at least unknown. The so-called refor- mation was then at its height. The members of the Church were confessing their sins to each other in public and being rebaptized under promise of certain salvation. Superstition, fanaticism, and satanic influences of every character had changed the dwellers in Utah from American citizens, with reasoning faculties, into blind zealots, anxious to do any act that their so- called Prophet commanded. It was while this condition of affairs existed in Utah that Captain Fancher attempted to cross the Territory, on the way to the pleasant valleys of the Golden State, where the company intended to settle and build homes for themselves and their children. In support of the charge that Brigham Young favored the shedding of blood as an atonement for sin, I quote the following compilation of extracts which were kindly furnished me by the Salt Lake Tribune, and as they speak for themselves, comment is useless : EXTRACTS FROM BRIGHAM TOUNO'S SERMONS. " I could refer you to plenty of instances where men have been righteously slain in order to atone for their sins." " But now I say, in the name of the Lord, that if this people will sin no more, but faithfully live their religion, their sins will be forgiven them without taking life." " Now, when you hear my brethren telling about cutting peo- ple off from the earth, that you consider is strong doctrine ; but it is to save them, not to destroy them." "All mankind love themselves; and let these principles be INTB on UCTOB Y. 17 known by an individual, and he would be glad to have his blood shed. That would be loving themselves even unto eternal exal- tation." " This is loving our neighbor as ourselves ; if he needs help, help him; if he wishes salvation, and it is necessary to spill bia blood upon the ground in order that he be saved, spill it." " Any of you who understand the principles of eternity, if you have sinned a sin requiring the shedding of blood, except the sin unto death, would not be satisfied or rest until your blood should be spilled, that you might gain the salvation you desire. This is the way to love mankind." " It is true the blood of the Son of God was shed for sins through the fall and those committed by men, yet ye men can commit sins which it can never remit. As it was in the ancient days, so it is in our day ; and though the principles are taught publicly from this stand, still the people do not understand them ; yet the law is precisely the same." " I have known a great many men who have left this Church, for whom there is no chance whatever of exaltation ; but if their blood had been spilled, it would have been better for them. The wickedness and ignorance of the nations forbid this principle being in full force, but the time will come when the law of God will be in full force." " Will you love 3'our brothers and sisters likewise, when they have committed a sin that cannot be atoned for without the shedding of their blood? Will you love that man or woman well enough to shed their blood ? That is what Jesus Christ meant. He never told a man or woman to love their enemies in their wickedness. He never intended any such thing. " "I have known scores and hundreds of people for whom there would have been a chance in the last resurrection if their lives had been taken and their blood spilled upon the ground as a smoking incense to the Almighty, but who are now angels to the devil, until our elder brother, Jesus Christ, raises them up, conquers death, hell, and the grave." "There are sins that can be atoned for by an offering upon an altar, as in ancient days ; and there are sins that the blood of a lamb, of a calf, or of turtle doves cannot remit, but the}' must be atoned for by the blood of the man. That is the rea- son why men talk to you as they do from this stand ; they un- derstand the doctrine, and throw out a few words about it. You have been taught that doctrine, but you do not under- stand it." "Now, take a person in this congregation, who has a knowl- edge of being saved in the kingdom of our God and our Father, and being an exalted one, — who knows and understands the principles of at many do so, and strive to justify themselves in it; but the} are not justified in God. • • • • • " • The principle of plurality of wives never will be done away, although some sisters have had revelations that when this time pas^ s away, and they go through the vale, every woman will havi a husband to herself. I wish more of our young men would take Lo themselves wives of the daughters of Zion, and not wait for us old men to take them all. Go ahead upon the right prin- ciple, young gentlemen, and God bless you for ever and ever, and make you fruitful, that we may fill the mountains and then the earth, with righteous inhabitants.' " April 2, 1854, President Heber C. Kimball said in the Taber- nacle (see Deseret Netvs, volume 4, No. 20) : '* ' There are some ladies who are not happy in their present situation ; but that woman who cannot be happy with one man cannot be happy with two. You know all women are good, or ought to be. They are made for angelic beings, and I would like lo see them act more angelic in their behavior. You were made more angelic, and a little weaker than man. Man is made of rougher material — to open the way, cut down bushes and kUl the snakes — that women may walk along through life, and not soil and tear their skirts. When you see a woman with ragged skirts you may know she wears the unmentionables, for she is doing the man's business, and has not time to cut off the rags hanging about her. From this time henceforth you may know what woman wears her husband's pants. May the Lord bless you. Amen.' '•President Heber C. Kimball, in a lengthened discourse, de- livered in the Tabernacle on the 4th day of April, 1857, took oc- casion to say: " ' I would not be afraid to promise a man who is sixty years of age, if he will take the counsel of Brother Brigham and his brethren, he will renew his age. I have noticed that a man who has but one wife, and is inclined to that docirine, soon begins to wither and dry up, while a man who goes into plurality looks fresh, young and sprightly. Why is this ? Because God loves that man, and because he honors his work and word. Some of you may not believe this ; but I not only t)elieve it, but I also know it. For a man of God to be confined to one woman is a small business, for it is as much as INTE on UCTOBY. 27 we can do to keep under the burdens we have to carry, and do not kuow what we should do if we only had one woman apiece.' "President Heber C. Kimball used the following language in a discourse, instructing a band of missionaries about to start on their mission: " ' 1 say to those who are elected to go on missions, go, if you never return, and commit what you have into the hands of God — your wives, your children, your brethren and your property. Let truth and rigliteousness be your motto, and don't gu into the world fur anything else but to preach the Gospel, build up the kingdom of God, and gather the sheep into the fold. You are sent out as shepherds to gather the sheep together ; and re- member that they are not your sheep ; they belong to him that sends you ; then don't make a choice of any of those sheep, don't make selections before they are brought home and put into the fold. You understand that! Amen.' " iSuch, then, is Mormonism in regard to all that beautifies life in the conjugal relation; such are their sentiments and com- mands pronounced under the assumed authority of God upon the female sex. When President Kimball calls his numerous wives his ' cows, ' he but reflects the Mormon idea of woman in the social scale. "The view is sickening. I turn with loathing and disgust from their legalized status of systematic debauchery and lust. Belore it the entire nature recoils, ^'o wonder that it requires the whole enginery of the Mormon Church, threats and intimida- tions to compel the women to submit to it. I pity that man or •woman who can for one moment look upon this organized, sys- tematic, enforced degradation and prostitution with an\' other feeling than that of abhorrence and disgust. In matters of aflection woman is a monopolist — she wants the whole heart, or she wants none. But in Utah she is compelled to take part onl}' of the smallest of hearts — a Mormon's heart — little atten- tion and no devotion. " The church government established by the Mormons to carry into operation the teachings from which I have so copiously extracted, is one of the must complete despotisms on the luce of the earth. The mind of one man permeates through the whole mass of the people, and subjects to its unrelenting tyranny the souls and bodies of all. It reigns supreme in Church and State, in morals, and even in the minutest domestic and social arrange- ments. Brigham's house is at once tabernacle, capital and harem; and Brigham himself is king, priest, lawgiver, and chief polygamist. Is treason hatched in Utah? — Brigham is the head traitor. Is a law enacted? — Brigham's advice deter- mines it. Is an offending 'Gentile' or an Apostate Mor- 28 INTRODUCTORY. ■ mon to be assassinated? — the order emanates from Brig- bam. In addition to all this, he heals the afflicted by the laying on of hands, and comforts the widow by becoming her Ims- band. It may be aske(i, does he do this witboui compensa- tion? No, his pay is both hiojh and certain. He taxes hia deluded followers to the extent of all surplus property upoa their arrival in the Territory. He subsequently taxes tiiem to the extent of one-tenth of their annual productions and labor, and if reluctant to pay, he mercilessly snatches all they have. He has through the Legislature unrestricted license to tax mer- chants. By legislation, all estrays in tiie Territory are imi)ound- ed and sold, and the proceeds paid over to him. By like author- ity he seizes upon the great highway between our Atlantic and Pacific possessions, grants exclusive rights to erect bridges and ferries across all the streams in the Territory, and fixes the toll at enormous rates, ranging from five to ten dollars for a team, expressly providing in the law that a portion of the receipts shall be paid over to liimself, by which means, whether willing or unwilling, the emigrant to the Pacific coast is forced to build up the Church, and furnish money to emigrate pious sisters to Zion to replenish the harems of the hoary-headed leaders of the Church ; and as if to consummate the matter of pay, all escheats in the Territory are to him; the property of the emigrant, and even the habiliments of the deceased may be sold, and the pro- ceeds paid over to him. He selects for himself the choicest spots of land in the Territory, and they yield him their produc- tions, none daring to interfere. "The timber in the mountains for a great distance from Salt Lake City belongs to him, and it is only by delivering eaeh third load, as he shall order, tliat the gales are opened and the citizen allowed to pass up Citj' Creek canyon to obtain it. Having ap- propriated all that he desires for his own use, he has quite ex- tensive tracts of country furnished him by the Federal Govern- ment as capital for his Church. He sends his agents, denomi- nating them missionaries, to Europe, who represent Utfih as a paradise, and go into the market offering each proselyte who will come to Zion, a homestead of a quarter of a sectitou of land — being in return compensated by the addition of females to fill the harems, and the tithing which will in tlie future accTue to him. The cattle on a thousand hills exhibit his brand. He fixes his pay — pays himself. His pampered but plebeian body reposes in a palace, and scores of bright-eyed women call him hushand. His deluded followers yield him implicit obedience and a Church organization known as ' Danites * or ' Destroying An- gels,' stands ready to protect his person, or avenge his wrongs, and to execute his pleasure. INTB OD UC TOR T. 29 *'The legislators of the Territory are Mormons. The endow- ment oaths bind them to yield an implicit obedience to Brigham, as the head of the Church, and political head of the Territory. His mandates are superior to all law. The Mormons are fanat- ics ; they will keep their oath to obey him. Did not their relig- ion induce, their fears would compel obedience, for the ven- geance of Brigliam, tliough silent, is swift, and fearful as the horrors of death can make it. I\Iormon punishment for Mor- mon apostasy is like the old curse of former Popes, it extends from the soles of the feet to tlie hairs of the head. It sep- arates the husband from the wife ; it reaches from the confiscation of property to the severance of the windpipe. Armed with such power over the hearts and lives of the people, Brigham defiantly drives the barbaric chariot of Mormon rob- bery, murder, polygamy and incest over all law, in defiance of all Federal otliciais in the Territory. Brigham not only con- trols the legislation, l)ut he controls the courts. He uses the one to aid in accomplishing the other. " As one of the Associate Justices of the Territory of Utah, in the month of April, 1859, I commenced and held a term of the District Court for the Second Judicial District, in the city of Provo, about sixty miles south of Salt Lake City. General A. S. Johnston, in command of the Military Department, fur- nished a sm:ill military force for the purpose of protecting the Court. A Grand Jury was impaneled, and their attention was pointedly and specifically called to the great number of crimes that had been committed in the immediate vicinity, cases of public notoriety both as to the offense and the persons who had perpetrated the same ; for none of these things had ' been done in a corner.' Their perpetrators had scorned alike conceal- ment or apology before the arrival of the American forces. The Jury, thus instructed, though kept in session two weeks, utterly refused to do anything, and were finally discharged as an evi- dently useless appendage to a court of justice. But the Court was determined to try a last resource to bring to light and to. punish those guilty of the atrocious crimes which had been committed in the Territory, and the session continued. Bench warrants, based upon sworn information, were issued against the alleged criminals, ami United States Marshal Dotson, a most excellent and reliable officer, aided by a military posse, procured on his own request, had succeeded in making a few arrests. A general stampede immediately' took place among the Mormons ; and what I wish to call your attention to as particularly notice- able, is the fact that this occurred more especially among the Church otfieiuls and civil oUicers. Why were these classes so peculiarly urgent and hasty in flight? The law of evidence, based on the experience of ages, has but one answer. It was 80 I^TR OD UC TOR Y. the consciousness of guilt which drove them to seek a refuge from the avenging arm of the law, armed at last, as they sup- posed, with power to vindicate its injured majesty. It is a well known fact that many of the bishops and presidents of 'Stakes' remained secreted in the mountains until the news was confirmed be^'ond doubt, which announced the retrograde course of the administration at Washington. • ♦ • • • * • • Sitting as a committing magistrate, com- plaint after complaint was made before me of murders and rob- beries. Among these I ma}- mention as peculiarly and shock- ingly prominent, the murder of Forbes, the assassination of the Parishes and Potter, of Jones and his mother, of the Aiken, party, of which there were six in all ; and worst and darkest in this appalling catalogue of blood, the cowardly, cold-blooded butchery and robl)ery at the Mountain Meadows. At that time there still lay, all ghastly under the sun of Utah, the unburied skeletons of one hundred and nineteen men, women and chil- dren, the hapless, hopeless victims of the Mormon creed." Judge Cradlebaugh then gives a full history of his visit to the scene of the massacre and of his utter failure to procure the arrest of one of the guilty parties ; and also gives the reason* why the Courts were powerless to bring offenders to justice. After giving the history of many of the crimes committed by the priestly crew, the speech closes with the following eloquent sen- tences : "There can be no doubt that the mass of the Mormon com- munity are misled in their errors bj' a set of heartless, fanati- cal leaders. Their success may be much attributed to their isolation. That isolation the fast filling up of the Great Basin, because of its vast mineral" deposits, will soon do away with. Nevada now has a population equal to Utah. Thriving towna and cities are springing up on the Humboldt river — and in near proximity to the Mormons. Brigham sees this, and he knows and feels that he must place himself in a position to prevent the consequences to his system which will grow out of this con- tiguity of settlement. He feels that he cannot keep his women where they have a chance to get awaj', unless he can protect himself by legislation further than he is able to do while his community remains under the general jurisdiction of the Gov- ernment. It is on that account that he manifests so great a desire to become an independent State, I say he desires to become a State, for under his tyrannical sway, and with the system that is now prevalent, Brigham would be the State and the State would be Brigham. "The people of Utah have nothing but ill will towards our government. The great mass know nothing of our institu- INTB OD UC TOR Y. 31 tions; they came to Zion, not to America, They are hurried through the settled portions of our country without being ;i; ow- ed to become acquainted with our people or institutions. I pon arriving in Utah they hear nothing but abuse of our people , the whole fountain of patriotism is polluted, and they an; t.-mght that they owe neither allegiance nor love to our governmt-nt. Treason and insubordination are openly taught. God forbid that this people should be admitted into the Union as an inde- pendent State; I protest against it in the name of hiim.'inity, which it would violate by the admission ; I protest against it on behalf of my constituents, who have a deep interest in the in- stitutions that are to prevail in the great American B:isin ; 1 protest against it in the name and on behalf of the murdered victims of the cruel Mormon faith, whose mouldering hont^s are bleaching in almost every valley in the Territory; I protest against it on behalf of the downtrodden and undone women of Utah, wlio, with their female posterity, in all time to come, will bless those that would not aid in keeping them in bondage." The foregoing is, in my judgment, sufficient to show what Mormonism was, and the influences that were brought to hear upon the citizens of Utah AX the time o^the commission of the massacre. The Territory was practically without courts of justice from 1857 until after the passage of the " Poland Bill," since which time the Federal officers in Utah have made great and praise- worthy exertions to enforce the laws in the Territory. OUGANIZATION OF THE COURT AT BEAVER CITT. The Second District Court convened in Beaver City, Utah Territory, on the seventh day of September, A. D. 1874. A grand jury was summoned for the 7th of September, but the panel was not completed until tiie 9th of September. This was the first grand jury under the Poland Bill. This was tha first term of this court at which a Federal or Gentile officer had charge of the grand jury. This grand jury consisted of fifteen men, ten Gentiles, four Mormons, and one Apostate. Wm. Stokes and B. L. Duncan rendered efficient service in procuring witnesses to go before this grand jury. This grand jury was in session from the 9th to the 25th day of September, 1874. The indictment against John D. Lee and others, charging them with the crime of murder at the Moun- tain Meadows, was returned into court on the 24th day of 82 INTRODUCTOBT. September, 1874. Twenty-eight indictments for various crimes were found and returned by tliia jury. D. P. Whedon, Esq., acted as deputy United States Attorney, and drew all the in- dictments presented at that term of court. Great credit is due to Judge Whedon for the able manner in which he discharged his duty while acting as deputy United States Attorney in Utah. Hon. Jacob S. Boreman was the Presiding Judge during all of the time since 1874, in that district. General George R. Maxwell, the United States Marshal for Utah, was an efficient officer. He resigned his position after the first trial of Lee, and was succeeded by Colonel William Nelson, the present United States Marshal for Utah. James R. Wilkins, the clerk of the court, is an aflfable, edu- cated gentleman, in every way qualified for his position. Hon. William Carey, United Slates Attorney, who prosecuted at the first trial, was succeeded by Hon. Sumner Howard, who secured a conviction of Lee, by beating the Mormons at their own game of trickery. At the first trial, a jury was swern to try the case on the 24th day of July, 1875. * The prosecution was conducted by William Carey, United States Attorney for Utah, D. P. Whedon, deputy United States Attornej', R. N. Boskin, Presley Denney, Charles H. Swift and C. M. Hawley. The defendant was represented by J. G. Sutherland, E. D. Hoge, Wells Spicer, John McFarland and Wm. W. Bishop. After several days of legal strife, the case was given to the jury, and failing to agree (nine being for Not Guilty, and three being for Guilty), the jury were discharged and the case con- tinued. At the succeeding May term of the Court, the prosecution being without money to carry on the case, or procure witnesses, and the defendant insisting upon a trial, the court admitted him to bail in the sum of ten thousand dollars, which bail was at once given, and Lee was then discharged from custody, and remain- ed at liberty until a few days before the commencement of the second trial, at which time he was surrendered to the court by his Mormon bondsmen, they having been ordered by the Church authorities to withdraw all assistance and sympathy from John D. Lee, as he had been selected as a victim to shoulder the sins of the people of the Mormon Church. Daniel H. Wells was pres- INTB OD UC TOR T. 88 ent in person at Beaver, to see that the treachery of the Mor- mon leaders was completely carried out. September 14, 1876, a jury wms empaneled to try the case the second time. Twelve jurymen were found who were con- sidered safe by the Church authorities, and all other parties concerned, and the trial commenced. The atlorne3's for the defendant had been furnished a list of the jurymen, and the list was examined by a committee of IMormons, who marked those who would convict with a dash ( — ), those who would rather not convict with a star (*), and those who were certain to acquit John D. Lee, under all circumstances, with two stars (*•). It is sufficient on that subject to simply say, all the jury- men accepted were marked with the two stars in the list, and they acted as the Cliurch directed — they convicted 1 Asa matter of explanation, I may be pardoned for saying that the Mormons, who gave us the list so marked, had shown it to How- ard before they gave it to us, and informed him that he had nothing to fear! The law and evidence, and also Brigham Young and the Mormon Church, were then all against Lee, hence his conviction was a foregone conclusion. The evidence is given in full in the body of this work, and speaks for itself. The jury brought in a verdict of guilty of murder in the first degree, and the Court passed sentence of death upon Lee. The case was appealed to the Supreme Court of Utah Territory, and the judgment of the District Court affirmed. Lee was again taken to Beaver and sentenced to be shot. The sentence wai carried into effect on the 23d day of March, A. D. 1877. At the last trial the prosecution was conducted by Sumner Howard, U. S. Attorney for Utah, and Presley Denney, Deputy U. S. Attorney. The defendant was represented by Wells Spicer, J. C. Foster and W. W. Bishop. After John D. Lee had been convicted, he consented to make a full confession of all that he knew concerning the Mountain Meadows Massacre, and at his request I assisted him in writing up the confession. lie then made an assignment of all hii writings to me, and requested me to publish the same. I have over one thousand pages of his manuscripts and writings, in hii own handwriting. I have corrected tlie same as I have seen fit, by correcting the spelling and punctuation ; otherwise I give th« writings and confessions in the exact language of John D. Lee. 84 INTB OD UCTOB T. Several persons having made claim to the possession of the true confession of Lee, I can only say that what I have published was given to me by him for the purpose of publication, and that he insisted up to the moment of his execution his statements were true. As my authority for publishing his life and confessions, I give the following letter, which he wrote to me, and which, with others that I have since received from him, and still retain, give me the sole right to publish his writings. The letter reads as follows : " Beavee City, Utah Territory, Sept. 30, 1876. "W. W. Bishop: " Dear Sir — Having acted for me as one of my Attorneys, and having in all respects done your utmost for my acquittal and interest generally ; now that I am awaiting sentence of death on the charge of having aided in the Mountain Meadows Massa- cre, in case of my death, or final imprisonment, I wish you to Btill continue my counsel and friend, and as such to publish to the world the history of my life and of my connection with the affair for which I have been tried. You are familar with the facts, and have my statements, which are true. My journals and private papers will be furnished you by my family, the same to be re- turned when examined. In justice to myself, and to my famil}', I wish you to publish the true history of my life. After the expenses are paid for the publication, I expect you to divide the profits arising therefrom with my family. Charging you with this sacred trust, and by reason of my own inability to pub- lish my life, by reason of imprisonment, I urge you to carry out this my request. "Your true friend and no mistake, The Mountain Meadows are situated in Washington County, Utah Territory, and between the seventh and eight parallels of south latitude, from Salt Lake meridian. If the government survey was extended over that portion of Utah Territory, then the particular portion of the Meadows where the massacre was committed, would be within the limits of township thirty-seven, south of range twelve west. The monument, erected at the place of the massacre, is three hundred and twenty miles south-west from Salt Lake City, by road measure, as the road ran in 1857. A line extended two hundred miles due south, from Salt Lake City, and then run, at right angles, seventy-five miles due li lliirL - / mmm (I INTB OD UC TOB Y. 35 west, would terminate at the monument. The Meadows are thirty-six miles south-west of Cedar City, where the massacre was finally planned by Haight, Higby, Klingensmith and the Mormon authorities then in council. At the time of the massacre, if the evidence of the vampires who acted as Church slaves to secure the conviction of Lee are to be believed, the Meadows were covered with an abundance of rank, nutritious grasses, and was a beautiful, smiling spot of earth, inviting the beholder to rest and repose. Now it is an arid waste, with but little vegetation upon its plains. The springs, once furnishing a bounteous supply of wa- ter, are now comparatively dry and wasted away. The Mead- ows are such only in name ; all that gave them beauty has long since faded and gone. They lie there as one of the cursed spots of earth ; surrounded by desolation so intense that a fanatic, seeking death in order to escape from the troubles of this sin- cursed earth ; seeking death in order to obtain the Cei.estiaj, re- ward offered by some self-styled apostle, anxious to give up life at once, and try the realities of the hereafter, would forego his promised jovs and dwell in this land of sorrow, for a season, rather than iKy down the body that he was so anxious to sepa- rate from, and leave it to moulder upon the unsightly spot where 80 much of wrong has been done in the name of religion. Mor- mon tradition informs us that the ghosts of the slaughtered emi- grants meet nightly at the springs, and with phantom-like still- ness, but with perfectncss of detail, act over in pantomime the crudities and horrors connected with the massacre. I acknowledge myself greatly indebted to D. P. "Whedon, Esq., Hon. Wm. Nelson, Wm. Stokes, Esq., John Ward Chris- tian, Esq., General George R. Maxwell, Hon. Sumner Howard, A. S. Patterson, Esq., and the Salt Lake Tribune Publishing Company for many favors extended to me by them, in furnish- ing me with valuable documents for use in the work of compil- ing this manuscript for publication. I also acknowledge myself under many obligations to Col. Geo. M. Sabin, of Pioche, Nevada, for his valuable services, rendered me in the preparation of this work for the press. I have now kept faith with my unfortunate client, and feeli that I have also performed a duty that I owed to myself audi the country. Wm. W. Bishop. Pioche, Nevada, May 17th, 1877. LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. CHAPTER I. ▲ STOKMT BEGIN^TNG. IN JUSTICE to myself, my numerous family, and the public in general, I consider it my duty to write a history of my life. I shall content myself with giving facts, and let the readers draw their own conclusion therefrom. By the world at large, I am called a vile criminal, and have been sentenced to be shot for deeds committed by myself and others, nearly twenty years ago. I never willingly committed a crime. I have acted my religion, nothing more. I have obeyed the orders of the Church. I have acted as I was commanded to do by my superiors, and if I have committed acts that justify my execution, I ask my readers to say what should be the fate of the leaders in the Church who taught me to believe that I could not and would not commit sin while obeying orders of the priesthood? My sins, if any, are the result of doing what I was commanded to do by those who were my superiors in authority in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. I will now give the facta which relate to my own history, and leave it to others to say how I should have acted — how they would have acted if situa- .ted as I was. I was born on the 6th day of September, A. D. 1812, in the :town of Kaskaskia, Randolph County, Illinois. My father, Ralph Lee, was born in the State of Virginia. He was of the familj' of Lees of Revolutionary fame, and was a relative of General ^Robert E. Lee, of the late war; he served his time as an ap- iprentice and learned the carpenter's trade in the city of Balti- more. My mother was born in Nashville, Tennessee. She waa the daughter of John Doyle, who for many years held the posi- tion of Indian Agent over the roving tribes of Indians in south- eastern Illinois. He served in the war of the Revolution, and was wounded in one of the many battles in which he took part with the Sons of Liberty against the English oppressors. About 'ZZIZH^f^-^'^^-^^ f^ tsU^tL^ LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 37 the year 1796, he was appointed Indian Agent, and moved to Kaskaskia, Illinois. My mother was first married in 1799, to Oliver Reed, and lived with him until he was assassinated by a man named Jones, who entered the house when the family were asleep, and striking Reed with a seat of a loom, knocked his brains out, at the same time severely wounding my half-sister, Eliza Virginia, then six mouths old. The blow and the screams of the child awakened my mother, who sprang from the bed, and recognizing the assassin, said, " For God's sake, Jones, spare my husband's life!" Jones said, "You know me, G — d — n youl you shall tell no tales." With this, he caught up a sugar trough and struck my mother on the head with it. The blow rendered her senseless. Jones, believing he had completed his work of death, then left the house. My mother soon revived, called upon the neighbors for assistance, and told who had committed the murder. Jones was arrested, convicted and afterwards huug for the crime. The injuries received by my mother, from the blow struck by Jones, affected her all the rest of her life. After the death of Reed, my mother went back to Kaskaskia and lived in her father's family until she married my father in the year 1808. My mother had two children by my father — that is, William Oliver and myself. My brother, William Oliver, died when about two years old. At the time of my birth my father was considered one of the leading men of that section of country ; he was a master workman, sober and attentive to business, prompt and punctual to his engagements. He contracted largely and carried on a heavy business ; he erected a magnificent man- sion, for that age and country, on his land adjoining the town of Kaskaskia. This tract of land was the property of my mother when she married my father. My grandfather Doyle was a wealthy man. He died in 1809 at Kaskaskia, Illinois, and left his whole fortune to my mother and her sister Charlotte, by will. They being his only children, he divided the property equally between them. My father and mother were both Catholics, were raised in that faith; I was christened in that Cliurch. William Morrison and Louise Phillips stood as my representative god-father and god- mother. It is from that Church record tliat I could alone obtain the facts and date that referred to my birth. When about one year old, my mother being sick, I was sent 38 MOliMONISM UNVEILED. to a French nurse, a negro woman. At this time my sister Eliza was eleven 5'ears old, but young as she was she bad to care for mj' mother and do all the work of the household. To add to the misfortune, my father began to drink heavily and was soon very dissipated; drinking and gambling was his daily occupation. The interest and care of his family was no longer a duty with him ; his presence was seldom seen to cheer and comfort his lonely, afflicted wife. The house was one mile from town, and we had no neighbors nearer than that. The neglect and indif- ference on the part of my father towards my afflicted mother, sei'ved to increase her anguish and sorrow, until death came to her relief. My mother's death left us miserable indeed; we were (my sister and I) thrown upon the wide world, helpless, and I might say, without father or mother. My father when free from the effects of intoxicating drink, was a kind-hearted, generous, noble man, but from that time forward he was a slave to drink — seldom sober. My aunt Charlotte was a regular spit-fire ; she was married to a man by the name of James Conner, a Kentuckian by birth. They lived ten miles north of us. My sister went to live with iher aunt, but the treatment she received was so brutal that the •citizens complained to the county commissioners, and she was taken away from her aunt and bound out to Dr. Fisher, with whose family she lived until she became of age. In the mean- time the Doctor moved to the city of Vandalia, Illinois. I re- mained with my nurse until I was eight years of age, when I was taken to my aunt Charlotte's, to be educated. I had been in a family which talked French so long that I had nearly lost all knowledge of my mother tongue. The children at school called me Gumbo, and teased me so much that I became disgusted with the French language and tried to forget it — which has been a disadvantage to me since that time. My aunt was rich in her own right. My uncle Conner was poor ; he drank and gambled and wasted her fortune ; she in re- turn gave him thunder and blixen all the time. The more she scolded, the worse he acted, until they would fight like cats and dogs. Between them I was treated worse than an African slave. [ lived in the family eight years, and can safely say I got % whipping every day I was there. My life was one of misery and wretchedness; and if it had not been for my strong religious convictions, I certainly would have committed suicide, to hav» LIFE OF JOUN D. LEE. 39 escaped from the miserable condition I was in. I then believed, as 1 do still, tbat for the crime of suicide there was no forgive- ness in this world, or that which is to come. My aunt was more like a savage than a civilized woman. In her anger she gener- ally took her revenge upon those around her who were the least to blame. She would strike with anything she could obtain, with which to work an injury. I have been knocked down and beaten b}-^ her until I was senseless, scores of times, and I yet carry many Bears on my person, the result of my harsh usage by her. My experience in childhood made a lasting impression up:>n me ; the horrors of a contentious family have haunted me through life. I then resolved in my mind that I would never subject my- self to sorrow and misery as my uncle had done. I would marry for love, and not for riches. I also formed the resolution that I would never gamble after I was married, and I have kept that resolution since I was a married man. Aunt Charlotte had five children, four girls and one boy ; i. e., Minerva C, Amanda, Eliza, Maria and John Edgar. They, as well as myself, were strangers to the affections of a mother, and the pleasures of a home. When I was sixteen years old, I concluded to leave my aunt's house — I cannot call it home ; my friends advised me to do so. I walked one night to Kaskaskia; went to Robert Morrison and told him my story. He was a mail contractor. He clothed me comfortably, and sent me over the IMississippi river into Missouri, to carry the mail from St. Genevieve to Pinckney, on the north side of the Missouri River, via Potosi, a distance of one hundred and twenty-seven miles. It was a weekly mail. I was to receive seven dollars a month for my services. This was in December, 1828. It was a severe winter ; snow unusually deep, and roads bad. I was often until two o'clock at night in reaching my sta- tions. In the following Spring I came near losing my life on several occasions when swimming the streams, which were then generally over their banks. The Meramec was the worse stream I had to cross, but I escaped danger, and gave satisfac- tion to HI}' employer. At my request, I was changed, in the Spring of 1829, to the route from Kaskaskia to Vandalia, Illinois, the then capital of the Slate ; the route went by Covington and Carlisle. This was also a weekly route ; the distance was about one hundred miles, and I had eighteen hours in which to make 40 MOliMONISM UNVEILED. the trip. While I was carrying the mail in Missouri, 1 got a let- ter from my sister, informing me of her marriage to Josiah Nichols, a nephew of Barker Berry, the sheriff of Fayette coun- ty, Illinois, and inviting me to visit them. Nichols was a wealthy man, and lived sixteen miles north of Vandalia. I had not met my sister for many years, so I concluded to visit her. This was one reason why I wished to be put on the Vandalia route. One day, when I arrived at Vandalia, I did not find the post-master in the post-office. I could not find him, so I left the mail at the post-office door, and rode up to my brother-in- law's house. I had a pleasant visit there, and returned the next morning to carry the mail back to Kaskaskia. The post-master, not knowing where I was, had sent another person with the mail, at my expense. It cost me $ 15.00 — a little over my wages for two months. I returned to Kaskaskia, where my employer re- ceived me kindly, and laughed at my mishap. I agreed to pay all damages if he would change me to another route, for I could not consent to return again to the scene of my failure. My em- ployer kindly gave me the place as stage driver from Kaskaskia to Shawneetown, on the Ohio river. The route ran by Pinkney- ville and Gallatin ; and it was one hundred and twenty miles in length, through a thinly settled countr3^ I drove on that Hue about one month, when I commenced driving stage from Kas- kaskia to Belleville. In traveling this route, I passed by my aunt Charlotte Conner's place. Uncle Conner had then gone to the lead mines at Galena. When my aunt and cousins saw me, they all begged me to return and live with them. They made great promises of kindness, and I was finally persuaded to agree to return, and live in the family. I soon quit the stage-driving business and returned to my aunt's. All I know of my father, after I was eight years of age, is, that he went to Texas in the year 1820, and I have never heard of him since. What his fate was I never knew. When my mother died, my uncle and aunt Conner took all the property — a large tract of land, several slaves, household and kitchen furniture, and all ; and, as I had no guardian, I never received any portion of the property ; in fact I was robbed of all. The slaves were set free by an act of the Legislature ; the land was sold for taxes, and was hardly worth redeeming when I came of age ; so I sold my interest in all the land that had be- longed to my mother, and made a quit-claim deed to it to Sidney LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 41 Breeze, a lawyer of Kaskaskia, in consideration of $200. My Bister, by tlie kindness of Dr. Fisher, her guardian, received a much greater price for her interest in the land than I did. I was born on the point of land lying between and above the mouth of the Okaw or Kaskaskia river and the Mississippi river, in what is known as tlie Great American Bottom — the particular point I refer to was then called Zeal-no-waw, the Island of Nuts. It was nineteen miles from the point of the bluffs to the mouth of the Okaw river; ten miles wide up at the bluffs and tapering to a point wliere the rivers united. Large bands of wild horses, French ponies called "punt" horses, were to be found any day feeding on the evergreen and nutritious grasses and vegetation. Cattle and hogs were also running wild in great numbers ; every kind of game, large and small, could be had with little exertion. The streams were full of fish ; the forests contained many varieties of timber ; nuts, berries, and wild fruits of every de- scription, found in the temperate zone, could be had in their season. This point of laud is one of the finest on the globe ; there I spent my early years ; there I had pleasures and sorrows ; there I met the maiden that first taught me love's young dream. Near by was the Kaskaskia Reservation of the Kaskaskia Indians, Louis DuQuoin wasChief of the tribe. He had a frame house painted in bright colors, but he never would farm any, game being so plentiful he had no need to labor. Nearly all the settlers were French, and not very anxious for education or im- provement of any kind. I was quite a lad before I ever saw a wagon, carriage, set of harness, or a ring, a staple or set of bows to an ox 3'oke. The first wagon I ever saw was brought into that county by a Yankee peddler ; his outfit created as great an excitement in the settlement as the first locomotive did in Utah ; the people flocked in from every quarter to see the Yankee wagon. Every thing in use in that country was of the most simple and primitive construction. There were no saw mills or grist mills in that region ; sawed lumber was not iu the country. The wagons were two-wheeled carts made entirely of wood — not a particle of iron about them — the hubs were of white elm, spokes of white oak or hickory, the felloes of black walnut, as it was soft and would bear rounding. The felloes were made six inches thick, and were strongly dowelled together with seasoned hardwood pins; the linch pin was of hickory or ash ; the thills were wood ; iu fact all of it was wood. The harness 42 MORMONISM UNVEILED. consisted of a corn husk collar, hames cut from an ash tree root, or from an oak ; tugs were raw hide ; the lines also were raw hide ; a hackamere or halter was used in place of a bridle ; one horse was lashed between the thills by raw hide straps and pins in the thills for a hold back ; when two horses were used, the second horse was fastened ahead of the first by straps fastened on to the thills of the cart. Oxen were yoked as follows: A square stick of timber of suf- ficient length was taken and hollowed out at the ends to fit on the neck of the ox, close up to the horns, and this was fastened by raw hide straps to the horns. All other implements were made in an equally primitive manner. The people were of ne- cessity self-sustaining, for they were forced to depend upon their own resources for everything they used. Clothing was made of home manufactured cloth or the skins of wild animals. Im- ported articles were procured at heavy cost, and but few found their way to our settlements. Steamboats and railroads were then unthought of, by us at least, and the navigation of the Mis- sissippi was carried on in small boats, that could be drawn up along the river bank by means of oars, spikes, poles and hooks. The articles most in demand in the settlements were axes, hoes, cotton cards, hatchels for cleaning flax, hemp and cotton, spin- ning wheels, knives and ammunition, guns and bar shears for plows. In exchange for such goods the people traded beef, hides, furs, tallow, beeswax, honey, etc. Money was not needed or used by any one — everything was trade and barter. The people were generous and brave. Their pleasures and pastimes were those usual in frontier settlements. They were hard}', and well versed in woodcraft. They aided each other, and were all in all a noble class of people, possessing many vir- tues and few faults. The girls were educated by their mothers to work, and had to work. It was then a disgrace for a young woman not to know how to take the raw material — the flax and cotton — and, unaided, manufacture her own clothing. It ui a lamentable fact that such is no longer the case. CHAPTER n. THE INDUSTRIOUS YOUNG MAH. AFTER I settled up with my emplo^'er and drew my wages I had but little money left. But I had learned one good lesson: that men who will lead j'ou into trouble will seldom stand by you to get you out of it. I then knew that a soft answer turned away wrath, and I also found out that a man should never spend money that he had not earned. So I de- termined to live within my income from that time forward, to be prompt and punctual to all my engagements ; making my word my honor and my bond. These rules I incorporated into my creed and tried hard to reduce them to practice. I formed a liking for Emily Conner, the daughter of Henry Conner, when we were quite young. Her father was Marshal of the State of Illinois, under Ninian Edwards, the Governor of the State. Emily was an orphan, and lived for about four years at my aunt Charlotte's after her mother died, and until her father married again. She had a consoling word for me at all times when I was in trouble. From being friends, we became lovers and were engaged to be married, when my circumstances would permit. The year after I quit driving stage, I raised a large crop of grain on my aunt's farm, but she did not think I was entitled to any pay for it. This, after her fine promises, was rather disheartening, but I bore it without complaining. My uncle Conner returned home that Fall, and was much pleased to see me back on the farm again, and b}' his influence I was well treated the remainder of the Fall and Winter. That Winter I went to a school for three months. Early in the Spring the Indian war, known as the Black Hawk war, broke out, and vol- unteers were called for. I enrolled myself at the first call, in the company of Captain Jacob Feaman, of Kaskaskia. My uncle Conner was First Lieutenant in the same company. The company was ordered to rendezvous at Fort Armstrong, Rock Island, where the troops were reorganized, and Capt. Feaman 44 MOB MONISM UN VEILED. was promoted to Colonel, and James Conner became Captain ot the company. I served until the end of the war, and was en- gaged in many skirmishes, and lastly was at the battle of Bad Axe, which I think took place on the 4th day of August, A. D. 1831, but am not certain as to the date. The soldiers were allowed to go home about the first of Sep- tember, 1831. Our company got to Kaskaskia, and were dis- charged, I think, on the first of September, 1831. I got back to my uncle's with a broken-down horse and worn-out clothing, and without money. During that month I concluded to seek a more genial clime, one where I could more rapidly better my financial condition. I went to see and talk with Emily, the friend of my childhood, and the girl that taught me first to love. I informed her of my intentions. We pledged mutual and last- ing fidelity to each other, and I bid farewell to the old farm, and went to St. Louis to seek employment. When I landed on the wharf at St. Louis, I met a negro by the name of Barton, who had formerly been a slave to my mother. He informed me that he was a fireman on the steamboat Warrior, running the Upper Mississippi, between St. Louis, Mo., and Galena, Illinois. I told him I wanted work. He said be could get me a berth on the Warrior as fireman, at $25.00 a month; but he considered the work more than I could endure, as it was a hard, hot boat to fire on. I insisted on making the effort, and was employed as fireman on the Warrior, at $25.00 per month. I found the work was very hard. The first two or three times that I was on watch, I feared I would be forced to give it up ; but my proud spirit bore me up, and I managed to do my work until we reached the lower rapids near Keokuk. At this place the War- rior transferred its freight, in light boats, over the rapids to the Henry Clay, a steamer belonging to the same line. The Henry Clay then lay at Commerce, now know.a as Nauvoo. I was detailed with two others to take a skiff with four passen- gers over the rapids. The passengers were Mrs. Bogges and her mother, and a lady whose name I have forgotten, and Mi. Bogges. The distance to the Henry Clay from where the War- rior lay, was twelve miles. A large portion of the cargo of the Warrior belonged to the firm of Bogges & Co. When we had gone nearly half-way over the rapids my two assistants got drunk and could no longer assist me ; they lay down in the skiff and went to sleep. Night was fast approaching, and there was no LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 45 chance for sleep or refreshment, until we could reach Com- merce or the Ilunry Clay. The whole labor fell on me, to take that skiff and its load of passengers to the steamer. Mr. Boggea aided me when he could do so, but much of the distance I had to wade in the water and push the skiff as was most convenient. I had on a pair of new calf-skin boots when we started, but they were cut out by the rocks in the river long before we reached the end of the journey. After a great deal of hardship I succeeded in getting my pas- sengers to the steamer just as it became dark. 1 was wet, cold, hungry and nearly exhausted. I had strained every nerve to accomplish my task, and save those ladies from a night of suffering in an open skiff on the river. Yet when we boarded the boat I was forgotten ; no one paid any attention to me. I was among strangers. I expected that the passengers that I had so faithluUy served would see to my wants, but in this I was mistaken ; no one paid any attention to me. I sat down by the engine in my wet clothing and soon fell asleep, without bedding or food. I slept from exhaustion until near midnight, when I was seized with fearful crampings, accompanied by a cold and deathlike numbness. I tried to rise up, but could not. Every time I made an effort to rise, the pains increased. I thought my time had come, and that I would perish without aid or assistance. When all hope had left me, I heard a foot- step approaching, and a man came and bent over me and asked if I was ill. I recognized the voice as that of Mr. Bogges. I said I was in the agonies of death, and a stranger without a friend on the boat. He felt my pulse, and haste ned away, say- ing as he left me, ''Do not despair, young man, you are not without friends, I will return at once." He soon came to me bringing a lantern and a bottle of cholera medicine, and gave me a large dose of the medicine, then he brought the Captain and others to me. I was soon comfortably placed in bed, and from that time I had every attention paid me, and all the medi- cal care that was necessary. Mr. Bogges sat by me a long time and rubbed my hands and limbs until the cramping gave way. He told me by way of apology for his seeming neglect, that he had supposed I was one of the regular crew of the Henry Clay, and was among friends. That his wife and mother- in-law had noticed that I appeared to be a stranger, and they had seen me when I sat down by the engine alone ; that after they 46 MOBMONISM UNVEILED. retired, his wife was restless and insisted on his getting: up and finding me ; this was the occasion of his assistance coming as it did. He then asked me why I was there and for a history of my former career. I gave him a brief history of my life, which seemed to interest him very much. He told me he had formed a slight acquaintance with my uncle Conner, at Galena, the year before, and considered him rather a hard case. So the conver- sation dropped for that night. I recovered rapidly, and by noon next day was up, and reported myself to the Captain for duty, informing him why I was there, and what I came for. I was set to work loading the steamer. In the meantime, Mr. Bogges had contracted for freighting his goods to Galena, where he resided ; and had provided for the passage of himself, wife and mother-in- law. They would go by land from Commerce, as he dreaded the passage of the upper rapids in time of low water, as it then was. After finishing the loading of the steamer, I again began to fire up to get ready for a start. While so engaged, Mr. Bogges came to me, and talked to me for some time. He said steam- boating was a hard life at best, that I would be constantly wet, cold, and broken of my rest, and would soon drift into bad hab- its ; that he considered me an honorable young man, and felt an interest in me like a father should feel for a son ; that he admired my grit and courage, and said I had manly principles, which was more than the average, that his wife was interested in my welfare, and that, at the suggestion of her and her mother, and of his own wish, he now offered to employ me, and wished me to go to Galena with him, and act as his clerk that winter ; that he was doing business as a provision and groceryman, that in the Spring he would furnish me with tools, and every thing I needed, and I could go to mining, if I wished to do so, and he would then give me the half that we could make. He asked me then what wages I was getting. I told him $25. ,"I will give you $50," said he. I said, "You are very kind, indeed, sir. I should not charge you more than I am getting here, ex- cept my expenses from Galena to Saint Louis, as I may have that to pay, for I may not suit you ; for I have had very little expe- rience in selling goods, though I have traded and trafficked con- siderably with the people where I have lived. And the services that I rendered you, as we came up the river, was simply my duty. It was what I had been employed to do, and I did it and no more." He said, " I know what ycu have done, and if you will LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 47 only go with me, I will pay you double what you are getting here, and perhaps three times as much." "But," said I, "you know I am already employed, and have no right to break my contract, and leave my employer." lie said he would arrange that with the Captain, if I would go with him. I consented, and after settling with the Captain of the Henry Clay, who bid me good bye and good luck, I started for Galena, Illinois, with Mr. Bogges and his family, to take charge of a business then almost new to me. We reached Galena in safety, and good health. Now a new era in my life commenced. Mr. William Boggea introduced me to John D. Mulligan, his partner. I at once commenced my duties as salesman and bar-tender at the store, and general out- side man for jMr. Wm. Bogges ; who placed me in charge of every thing in which he was interested. The business was such that I found it more than play. Many a time I did not gee rest or sleep for forly-eight hours at a time. I have frequently taken in $100 in twenty-four hours for drinks, at five cents a drink. The receipts, for provisions sold, would average $1000 a day. During the winter, Mr. Mulli- gan was taken sick, and I had the whole business to attend to for three weeks. I found out that the clerks in stores have as hard work to do, and put in more hours during the day and night than the farm hand has to labor. I paid strict attention to business, making the interest of my emploj^ers my interest. On account of my faithful services, I was permitted to prepare hot lunches during the night, to sell to gamblers. What I made was my own. In this way I made from $50 to $100 a month extra. One day while I was absent from the store, looking after the farming interests of Mr. Bogges, a French half-breed, by the name of Shaunce, got on a drunken spree and cleared out the store, and saloon, too; he broke considerable furniture, glass- ware, and made himself generally troublesome. When I re- turned at night, Mr. Bogges told me of all the troubles that Shaunce had occasioned, and said if he repeated it, I must give him a good drubbing. I said I would rather have nothing to do with him. Things were quiet for a few days, then the miners got on a spree, and a large number of them came to where I was working. Shaunce was in the crowd. I was then out at dinner. They attacked Mulligan, beat him up badly, and ran him out of the building ; then the drunken crowd set things up generally. 48 MORMONISM UNVEILED. Hearing the disturbance, I ran to the store. I entered by the back door, and went behind the counter. As I did so Sbaunce ran to the counter and grabbed up a large number of tumblers, and threw them over the house, breaking them all. I said, *' Mr. Shaunce, you must either behave, or go out of the house." As I said so, he jumped over the counter, caught me by the throat, and shoved me back against the counter, saying, "You d — d little pup, how dare you insult mel " There was no time to swap knives. I must either receive a severe beating, or do something to prevent it. I remembered the advice that my uncle Conner had given me about fighting. He said, "John, if you ever get in a fight with a man that over-matches you, take one of his hands in both of yours, and let him strike as he may, but get one of his fingers in your mouth and then bite it, and hold on until he gives up." Acting on this advice, I succeeded in getting one of his thumbs in my mouth. I held to it until I dislocated the thumb joint, when he yelled, "Take him off ! " This little affair made a quiet man of Shaunce, and my employ- ers were more pleased with me than ever before. They made me a present of $50 for what I had done. I formed a slight acquaintance with the father of General Grant while in Galena. He was a steady, orderly man. U. S. Grant was then about seventeen years of age. I remember a story that was told at that time about the Grant family by John L. Dickerson, who resided near Galena. Diekerson had a horse that he wanted to sell, and young Grant took a fancy to it and insisted that his father should buy it for him. The father sent young Grant to buy the horse, but directed him to give no more than S60, and said, "You offer him $50, and if he refuses that, offer $55 ; if he still refuses, you can give $60, but that is as much as I will pay, for he has offered it for that price." Young Grant went to Dickerson and commenced to talk about buying the horse. Dickerson said, "Tell me just what your father said about your trading with me." This made Grant think a few minutes, when he said, " Mr. Dickerson, I expect it is best to tell the truth." Then he informed him what his father had said. Dickerson was so pleased at it that he let Grant have the horse for $55, saying he deducted $5 on account of the lad being so honest. I made money while with Bogges & Co., and was saving of what I earned. I did not gamble. I took good care of myself, LIFE OF JOHN D LEE. 49 and, having the respect of every person, I admit I was quite ▼ain and proud. I was accused by the gamblers of being stingy with my money. So I thought I would do as others did, and commenced to give money to others as a staki' to gamble with on shares. Soon I began to play. I won and lost, but did not play to any great extent. Mr. Bogges took me to task for gambling, gave me good advice, and showed me how utterly impossible it was for me to be a successful business man if I gaml)led. He also showed me many of the tricks of the gam- blers, and I promised him to quit the practice as soon as I got married, and also not to gamble any more while in his employ. I kept these promises. In the early part of 1832 I received an affectionate letter from >my Emily, desiring me to return to her, and settle down before I had acquired a desire for a rambling life. I then had S500 in money and two suits of broad-cloth clothing, i was anxious to see Emily, sol settled up with Bogges & Co., and started for home. Emily was then living at her sister's house in Prairie de Roache ; her brother-in-law, Thos. Blay, kept the tavern there. I boarded with them about two weeks, during which time I pla}'- ed cards with the Frenchmen there, and dealt fa/(iuue, or twenty- one, for them to bet at. I was luckj', but I lived fast, and spent my money freely, and soon found that half of it was gone. I soon discovered that Emily was dissatisfied with my con- duct. I i)roposed immediate marriage; Emily proposed to wait until the next fall, during which time we were to prepare for housekeepiug. Her suggestions were well intended, and she wished to see if I would not reform, for she had serious doubts about the propriety of marrying a gambler. She asked me to -quit gambling, and if I had made that promise all would have been well, but I was stubborn and proud and refused to make any promise ; I thought it was beneath my dignity. I really in- tended to never gaml»Ic after my wedding, but I would not tell her BO ; my vanity overruled my judgment. I said to her that if she had not confidence enough in me to take me as 1 was, with- out requiring me to give such a promise, I would never see her again until 1 came to ask her to my wedding. This was cruel, and deeply wounded her; she burst into tears and turned from me. I never saw her again until I went to ask her to attend my wedding. I went up into the country and stopped with my cousins; while there I met the bride of my youth; she was the i 50 MORMONISM UNVEILED. daughter of Joseph Woolsey and Abigail his wife ; they had four daughters, all grown. I attended church, went to parties, pic- nics, etc., with the girls, and fell in love with Agathe Ann, the eldest girl. The old folks were opposed to my marrying their daughter, but after suffering the tortures and overcoming the obstacles usual in such cases, I obtained the consent of the girl's parents, and was married to Agathe Ann "Woolsey on the 24th day of July, A. D. 1833. The expenses of the wedding ended all my money, and I was ready to start the world new and fresh. I had about $50 to procure things to keep house on, but it was soon gone ; yet it procured about all we then thought we needed. I commenced housekeeping near my wife's father's, and had good success in all that I undertook. I made money, or rather I obtained considerable property, and was soon com- fortably fixed. I followed trading everything, and for every- thing that was in the country. My wife was born Januaiy 18, 1814; our first child was born on the 3rd day of July, 1834 ; we named him William Oliver. In October, 1834, I moved to Fayette county, Illinois, and settled north of Vandalia, near my sister's, and lived there some two years ; during that time our oldest child died. I next pur- chased a farm on Luck Creek, in Fayette county, Illinois, and lived on it until I went to Missouri to join the Mormon Church. CHAPTER in. LEE BECOMES A MORMON. rr 1836 my second child, Elizabeth Adaline, was born. After I moved to Luck Creek I was a fortunate man and accumu- lated property very fast. I look back to those days with pleas- ure. I was blest with everything that an honest heart could wish. I had a large house and I gave permission to all sorts of peo- ple to come there and preach. Methodists, Baptists, Campbell- ites and Mormons all preached there when they desired to do so. In 1887 a man by the name of King, from Indiana, passed by, or came to my place, on his way to Missouri, to join the Mor- LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 51 mons. He had bcon a Now TJght, or Campbollite preacher. I invited him to stay at ray place until the next Spring. I gave him provisions for his fiimil}', and he consented to and did stay with me some time. Soou after that there was a Methodist meeting at ray house. After the iMethodist services were through I invited King to spenlt. He talked about half an hour on the first principles of the gospel as taught b}' Christ and his apostles, denouncing all other doctrines as spurious. This put an end to all other denominations preaching in my house. That was the first sermon I ever heard concerning Mormonisra. The Winter before two elders, Durphy and Peter Dustan, stayed a few days with Hanford Stewart, a cousin of Levi Stewart, the bishop of Kanab. They preached in the neigliborhood, but I did not at- tend or hear them preach. My wife and her mother went to hear them, and were much pleased with their doctrine. I was not a member of any church, and considered the religion of the day as merely the opinions of men who preached for hire and worldly gain. I believed in God and in Christ, but I did not see any denomination that taught the apostolic doctrine as set forth in the New Testament. I read in the New Testament where the apostle Paul recom- mended his people to prove all things, then hold fast to that which is good ; also that he taught that though an angel from heaven should preach any other gospel than this which ye have received, let him be accursed. This forbid me believing any doctrine that differed from that taught by Christ and his apos- tles. I wanted to belong to the true Church or none. When King began to preach at m}' house I noticed that every other denomination opposed him. I was surprised at this. I could not see how he could injure them if they were right. I had been brought up as a strict Catholic. I was taught to look upon all sects, except the Catholic, with disfavor, and my opin- ion was that the Mormons and all others were apostates from the true Church ; that the Mormon Church was made up of thv ofTscourings of hell, or of apostates from tlie true Church. I then had not the most distant idea that the Mormons believed in the Old and New Testaments. I was astonished to hear King prove his religion from the Scriptures. I reflected. I deter- mined, as every honest man should do, to fairly investigate his doctrines, and to do so with a prayerful heart. The more I studied the "Question, the more interested I became. I talked 52 MOBMONISM UNVEILED. of the doctrine to nearly every man I met. The excitement soon became general, and King was invited to preach in many places. In the meantime, Levi Stewart, one of my near neighbors, be- came interested in this religion, and went to Far West, Missouri, to investigate the question of Mormonism at head-quarters. He joined the Church there, and when he returned he brought with him the "Book of Mormon" and a monthly periodical called the Elder's Journal. By this time my anxiety' was very great, and I determined to fathom the question to the bottom. My frequent conversations with Elder King served to carry me on to a conviction, at least, that the dispensation of the fullness of time would soon uslier in upon the world. If such was the case I wished to know it, for the salvation of my never- dying soul was of far more importance to me than all other earthly considerations. I regarded the hcavenlj^ boon of eternal life as a treasure of great price. I left off my frivolity and com- menced to lead a more moral life. I then began trying to lay up treasure in Heaven, in m}' Father's rich store-house, and wished to become an heir of righteousness, to inherit in common with the faithful children the rich legacy of our Father's King- dom. A third child had been born to us, a daughter ; we called her Sarah Jane. During that year our second child, Elizabeth Adaline, died of scarlet fever. The niglit she lay a corpse I finished reading the Book of Mormon. I never closed my ej'es in sleep from tlie time I commenced until I finished the book. I read it after asking God to give me knowledge to know if it was genuine and of Divine authority. By careful examination I found that it was in strict accord with the Bible and the gospel therein contained. That it purported to have been given to another people, who then lived on this continent, as the Old and New Testaments had been given to the Israelites in Asia. I also found many passages in the Bible in support of the forthcoming of such a work, preparatory to the gathering of the remnant of the House of Israel, and the opening glory of the Latter Day Work, and the setting up of the Kingdom of God upon the earth for the reception of the Son of Man, the millennial reign of Christ upon the earth a thousand years, etc. ; all of which, to me, was of great moment. My whole soul was absorbed in these things. My neighbor Stewart, who had just returned from Missouri, LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 53 brought the most cheering and thrilling accounts of the power and manifestations of the Holy Spirit working with that people. That the spiritual gifts of the true believers in Christ, were enjoyed by all who lived faithfully and sought them. That there was no deception about it; that every one had a testimony for himself, and was not dependent upon another. That they had the gift of tongues, and the interpretation of those tongues. The power of healing the sick by the laying on of hands; prophesying, casting out devils and evil spirits, etc. All of which he declared, with words of soberness, to be true. Stewart had been my playmate and my companion in former years. His word was considered good by all, and it had great influence oa me, and strengthened my conviction that the Book of Moi-raon was true — that it was a star opening the dispensation of the fullness of time. I believed the Book of Mormon was true, and if so, every- thing but my soul's salvation was a matter of secondary consid- eration to me. I had a small fortune, a nice home, kind neigh- bors, and numerous friends, but nothing could shake the deter- mination I then formed, to break up, sell out, and leave Illinois and go to the Saints at Far West, Missouri. My friends used every known argument to change my determination, but these words came into my mind, " First seek the rigliteousness of the king- dom of God, then all things necessary will be added unto you ; " and again, "What would it profit a man to gain the whole world and lose his own soul?" or, what could a man give in ex- change for his soul? I was here brought to the test, and my action was to decide on which I placed the most value — my earthly possessions and enjoyments, or my reward in future, the salvation of my never-dying soul. I took up my cross and chose the latter. I sold out and moved to Far West. I took leave of my friends and made my way to where the Saints had gathered in Zion. Our journey was one full of events interesting to us, but not of sufficient importance to relate to the public. While on the journey I sold most of my cattle on time to an old man, a friend of Stewart's — took his notes, and let him keep them, whicli, as the sequel shows, was fortunate for me. We arrived at Far West, the then headquarters of the Mor- mon Church, about the fourth day of June, 1838. The country around there for some fifteen or twenty miles, each wu}-, wa« settled by Mormons. I do not think any others lived within that 54 MOB MONISM UNVEILED distance. The Mormons who had been driven from Jackson, Ray and Clay counties, in 1833, settled in Caldwell and Daviess counties. The night after our arrival at Far "West, there was a meeting to be held there. Stewart said to me, " Let us go up and hear them apeak with new tongues and interpret the same, and enjoy the gifts of the gospel generally, for this is to be a prayer and testimony meeting." My reply was, " I want no signs; I be- lieve the gospel they preach on principle and reason, not upon signs — its consistency is all I ask. All I want are natural, logi- cal and reasonable arguments, to make up my mind from." Feeling in this way, I did not go to the meeting. The Sunday after, I attended church in Far West Hall. The hall was crowded with people, so much so that I, with others, could not gain admittance to the building. I obtained standing room in one of the windows. I saw a man enter the house without uncovering his head. The prophet ordered the Brother of Gideon to put that man out, for his presumption in daring to enter and stand in the house of God without uncovering his head. This looked to me like drawing the lines pretty snug and close ; however, I knew but little of the etiquette of high life, and much less about that of the kingdom of heaven. I looked upon Joseph Smith as a prophet of God — as one who held the keys of this last dispensation, and I hardly knew what to think about the rash manner in which the man was treated who had entered the house of God without taking his hat off. But this did not lessen my faith ; it served to confirm it. I was fearful that I might in some way unintentionally offend the great and good man who stood as God's prophet on the earth to point out the way of sal- vation. We remained at the house of elder Joseph Hunt, in Far West, several days. He was then a strong Mormon, and was after- wards first captain in the Mormon Battalion. He, as an elder in the Church, was a preacher of the gospel; all of his family were firm in the faith. Elder Hunt preached to me the necessity of humility and a strict obedience to the gospel requirements through the servants of God. He informed me that tlie apostles and elders were our true teachers, and it was our duty to heary learn and obey ; that the spirit of God was very fine and deli- cate, and was easily grieved anil driven from us; that the more humble we were, the more of the Holy Spirit we would enjoy. LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 55 After staying in Far "West about a week, we moved about twenty miles, and settled on a stream called IMarrowbone, at a place called afterwards Ambrosia. Sunday, June 17, 1838, I attended meeting. Samuel H. Smith, a brother of the prophet, and elder Daniel Cathcart preached. After meeting, I and my wife were baptized by elder Cathcart, in Ambrosia, on Shady Grove creek, in Daviess county, Missouri. I was now a mem- ber of the Church, and expected to live in strict obedience to the requirements of the holy priesthood that ruled, governed and controlled it. I must do this in order to advance in the scale of intelligence unto thrones, kingdoms, principalities and powers, and through faithfulness and fidelity to the cause, receive eter- nal increase in the mansions that would be prepared for me in my Father's kingdom. My neighbor, Stewart, and myself each selected a place on the same stream, and near where his three brothers, Riley, Jack- eon and Urban, lived. Urban Stewart is now Treasurer of Beav- er county, Utah. On my location there was a splendid spring of pure, cold water ; also a small lake fed by springs. This lake was full of fish, such as perch, bass, pickerel, mullet and cat- fish. It was surrounded by a grove of heavy timber, mostly hickory and oak, in nearl}' all their varieties. "We could have fish sufficient for use every day in the year, if we desired. My home on Ambrosia creek reminded me much of the one I had left on Luck creek, Illinois ; but it was on more rolling land, and much healthier than the Illinois home had proven to us. I knew I could soon replace, by labor, all the comfort I had abandoned when I started to seek my salvation. I felt that I had greatly benefitted my condition by seeking first the king- dom of Heaven and its righteousness ; all else, I felt, would be added unto me. But still I knew I must be frugal, industripus, and use much care. I improved my farm as rapidly as I could, and was soon so fixed that we were comfortable. Meetings were held three times a week ; also prayer and testimony meetings, at the latter sacrament, was administered. In these meetings, as well as in everything I was called upon to do, I tried hard to give satisfaction. I was a devout follower from the first. What- ever duly was assigned me, I tried to discharge with a will- ing heart and ready hand. This disposition, on my part, cou- pled with my views of duty, my promptness and punctuality, soon brought me to the notice of the letuling men of the Church. 56 MORMONISM UNVEILED. The motives of the people who composed my neighborhood, were pure ; they were all sincere in their devotions, and tried to square their actions through life by the golden rule — "Do unto others as you would they should do unto you." The word of a Mormon was then good for all it was pledged to or for. I waa proud to be an associate with such an honorable people. Twenty miles north-east of my home was the settlement of Adam-on-Diamond. It was on the east bank of Grand river, near the Three Jjprks. Lyman White, one of the twelve apos- tles, was president of that Stake of Zion. In July, 1838, Levi Stewart and myself concluded to visit the settlement of Adam- on-Diamond. We remained over night at the house of Judge Mourning. He was a Democrat. He told us that, at the ap- proaching election, the Whigs were going to cast their votes, at the outside precints, early in the day, and then rush in force ta the town of Gallatin, the county-seat of Daviess count}', and pre- vent the Mormons from voting. The Judge requested us to in- form our people of the facts in the case, and for us to see that the Mormons went to the polls in force, and prepared to resist and overcome all violence that might be offered. He said the Whigs had no right to deprive the Mormons of their right of suffrage, that they had a right to cast their votes as free and independent Americans. I knew that the two political parties were about equally divided in Daviess county, and that the Mor- mons held the balance of power, and would turn the scale which ever way they desired. I had heard of Judge Mourning as a sharp political worker, and I then thought he was trying to get up and carry out an electioneering job for his party; therefore I paid but little atten- tion to what he said. We visited our friends at Adam-on-Diamond, and returned home. While on this trip I formed the acquaintance of Solomon McBrier, and purchased some cattle from him. He wished to sell me quite a number, but as I did not wish to be involved in debt, I refused to take them, for I had a perfect horror of being in debt, for I knew that when a man was in debt be was in nearly every respect a slave, and that if I got in debt it vvould worry me and keep my mind from that quiet repose so nect-^sary for comtemplating the principal beauties of nature, anil com- muning with tlie Spirit regarding holy subjects. On iNIondav, the 6th day of August, 1838, the greater portion LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 57 of our people in the settlements near me, went to Gallatin to attend the electiou. In justice to truth I must state, thai just before the general election of August, 1838, a general notice was given for all the brethren of Duviess county to meet at A(hun-on- Diumond. Every man obeyed the call. At that meeting all the males over eighteen years of age, were organized into a military body, according to the law of the priesthood, and called "The Host of Israel." The first rank was a captain with ten men under him ; next was a captain of fifty, that is he had five com- panies of ten ; next, the captain of a hundred, or of ten ca^jtaina and companies of ten. The entire membership of the IMormon Church was then organized in the same way. This, as I was then informed, was the first organization of the military force of the Church. It was so organized at that time by command of God, as revealed through the Lord's Prophet, Joseph Smith. God commanded Joseph Smith to place the Host of Israel in a situation for defense against the enemies of God and the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. At the same Conference another organization was perfected, or then first formed — it was called the "Dauites." The members of this order were placed under the most sacred obligations that language could invent. They were sworn to stand by and sus- tain each other. Sustain, protect., defend, and obey the leaders of the Church, under any and all circumstances unto death; and to disobey the orders of the leaders of the Church, or divulge the name of a Danite to an outsider, or to make public any of the secrets of the order of Danites, was to be punished with death. And I can say of a truth, many have paid the penalty for failing to keep their covenants. They had signs and tokens for use and protection. The token of recognition was such that it could be readily understood, and it served as a token of dis- tress by which they could know each other from their enemies, although they were entire strangers to ea;'h other. When the sign was given it must be responded to and obeyed, even at the risk or certainty of death. The Danite that would refuse to respect the token, and comply with all its requiremiiils, was stamped with dishonor, infain^', shame, disgrace, and his fate for cowardice and treachery was death. Tiiis s\j,Q or token of distress is made by placing the right hand on the right side of the face, with the points of the fingers 5B M0RM0NI8M UNVEILED. upwards, shoving the hand upwards until the ear Is snug up be- tween the thumb and fore-finger. I here pause, and ask myself the question, "Am I justified in making the above statement? I ask those who think I am not fully justified in telling all I know, to wait until they read the whole story ; how I have been ordered, how I have obeyed orders, and how treacherously I have been used and deserted by the Church and its leaders. It is my purpose and intention, for such is my certain duty, to free vixy mind, and bring to light some of the secret workings, some of the deeds of darkness, that have lieen the result of the evil teachings of aspiring men, who have tried to couple their vile acts with the Gospel of Truth ; and endeavored, alas! too successfully, to palm it oflT on the credulous and weaker-minded brethren, as a religious duty they owed to God, to unquestioningly obey every order of the Priest- hood. To return to the election at Gallatin : — The brethren all at- tended the election. All things seemed to pass off quietly, un- til some of the Mormons went up to the polls to vote. I was then lying on the grass with* McBrier and a number of others. As the Mormons went to the polls, a drunken brute by the name of Richard Weldon, stepped up to a little Mormon preacher, by the name of Brown, and said : *' Are you a Mormon preacher, sir?" "Yes, sir, I am." "Do you Mormons believe in healing the sick by laying on of hands, speaking in tongues, and casting out devils?" "We do," said Brown. Weldon then said, "You are ad — d liar. Joseph Smith is a d — d impostor." With this, he attacked Brown, and beat him severely. Brown did not resent it, but tried to reason with him ; but without effect. At this time a Mormon, by the name of H3'rum Nelson, attempted to pull Weldon off of Brown, when he was struck by half a dozen men on the head, shoulders and face. He was soon forced to the ground. Just then, Riley Stewart struck Weldon across the back of the head with a billet of oak lumber, and broke his skull. Weldon fell nearly on me, and appeared life- less. The blood flowed freely from the wound. Immediately the fight became general. c. H C o tz! en > LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 59 Gallatin was a new town, with about ten houses, three of which were saloons. The town was on the bank of Grand riv- «r and heav}' timber came near the town, which stood in a little arm of the prnirie. Close to the polls, there was a lot of oak timber, which Lad been brought there to be riven into shakes or shingles, leaviug the heart, taken from each shingle-block, ly- ing there on the ground. These hearts were three square, four feet long, weiglied about seven pounds, and made a very dangerous, yet handy weapon; and when used by an euraged man they were truly a class of instrument to be dreaded. When Stewart fell, tlie Mormons sprang to the pile of oak hearts, and each man, taking one for use, rushed into the crowd. The Mormons were yelling, "Save him!" and the settlers 3'elled, "Kill him; d — n him!" The sign of distress was given by the Danites, and all rushed forward, determined to save Stewart, or die with him. One of the mob stabbed Stewart in the shoulder. He rose and ran, trying to escape, but was again surrounded and attacked by a large number of foes. The Danite sign of distress was again given by John L. Butler, one of the captains of the Host of Israel. Butler was a brave, true man, and a lead- er that it was a pleasure to follow where dut}' called. Seeing the sign^ I sprang to my feet and armed myself with one of the oak sticks. I did this because I was a Danite, and m}' oaths that I had taken required immediate action on my part, in sup- port of the one giving the sign. I ran into the crowd. As I reached it, I saw Nelson down on the ground fighting for life. He was surrounded by a large number, who were seeking to murder him, but he had a loaded whip, the lash wrapped around his hand, and using the handle, which was loaded with several pounds of lead, as a weapon of defense. He was using it with effect, for he had men piled around him in all shapes. As I ap- proached, a man sprang to his feet. He had just been knocked down by Nelson. As the man was rising. Nelson gave him a blow across the loins with the handle ol his whip, which had the effect of straitening out the villain on the grass, and rendered him an inolfensive spectator during the remainder of the play. Captain Butler was then a stranger to me, and until I saw him give the Danite sign of distress, 1 had believed him to be one of the Missouri ruffians, who were our eneuuos. In this contest I came near committing a serious mistake. I had raised my club to strike a man, when a Missoiirian rushed at him, and struck CO MOlt MONISM UNVEILED. him with a loaded whip, and called him a d — d Mormon. The man then gave the sign, and I knew how to act. Capt. Butler was attacked frum all sides, but, being a power- ful man, he used his oak club with effect and knocked a man down at each blow that he struck, and each man that felt the weight of his weapon was out of the fight for that day at least. IMaiiy of those that he came in contact with had to be carried from the field for surgical aid. In the battle, which was spir- ited, but short in duration, nine men had their skulls broken, and many others were seriously injured in other ways. The severe treatment of the mob by the Danites, soon ended the battle. Three hundred men were present at this difficulty, only thirty of whom were Mormons, and only eight Mormons took part in the fight. 1 was an entire stranger to all who were engaged in the affray, except Stewart, but I had seen the .s/[/m, and, like Sampson, when leaning against the pillar, I felt the power of God nerve my arm for the fray. It helps a man a great deal in a fight to know tl)at God is on his side. After the violence had ceased. Captain Bntler called the Mormons to him, and as he stood on a pile of building timber, he made a speech to the brethren. He said that his ancestors had served in the war of the Revolution to establish a free and inde[)en(lent government — one in which all men had equal rights and privileges ; that he professed to be half white and free born, and claimed a right to enjoy his con- stitutional privileges, and would have his rights as a citizen, if he had to fight for them ; that as to his religion, it was a matter between his God and himself, and was no man's business; that he would vote, and would die before he would be driven from the polls. Several of the Gentile leaders then requested us to lay down our clubs and go and vote. This Captain Butler re- fused, saying, "We will not molest any one who lets us alone, but we will not risk ourselves again in that crowd without our clubs." The result was, the Munnons all voted. It is surpris- ing what a few resolute men can do when united. After voting, the Mormons returned home, fearing additional violence if they remained. It may be well for purposes of explanation to refer back to the celebration of the Declaration of Independence on the 4th of July, 1838, at Far West. That day Joseph Smith maile known to the people the substuuce of a revelation he had before receiv- LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 61 ed from God. It was to the effect that all the Saints throughout the land were required to sell their possessions, gather all their money together, and send an agent to buy up all the land in the region round about Far West, and get a patent for the land from the Government, then deed it over to the Church ; then every man should come up' there to the land of their promised inheri- tance and consecrate what they had to the Lord. In return the Prophet would set apart a tract of land for each Saint — the amount to correspond with the number of the Saint's family — and this land should be for each Saint an everlasLing inheritance. In this way the people could, in time, redeem Zion (Jaclison County) without the shedding of blood. It was also revealed that unless this was done, in accordance with God's demand, as required by Him in the Revelation then given to the people through his Prophet, Joseph Smith, the Saints would be driven from Slate to Slate, from city to city, from one abiding place to another, until the members would die and waste away, leaving but a remnant of the Saints to return and receive their inheri- tance in Zion (Jackson County) in the Last Days. Sidney Rigdon was then the mouth-piece of Joseph Smith, as Aaron was of Moses in olden time. Rigdon told the Saints that day that if they did not come up as true Saints and consecrate their prop- erty to the Lord, by la3'ing it down at the feet of the apostles, they would in a short time be compelled to consecrate and yield it up to the Gentiles. That if the Saints would be united as one man, in this consecration of their entire wealth to the God of Heaven, by giving it up to the control of the Apostolic Priest- hood, then there would be no further danger to the Saints; they would no dore be driven from their homes on account of their faith and holy works, for the Lord had revealed to Joseph Smith that He would then fight the battles of His children, and save them from all their enemies. That the Mormon people would never be accepted as the children of God unless they were united as one man, in temporal as well as spiritual affairs, for Jesus had said unless ye are one, ye are not mine ; that oneness must exist to make the Saints the accepted children of God. Thai if the Saints would yield obedience to the commands of the Lord all would be well, for the Lord had confirmed these promises by a revelation which He had given to Joseph Smith, in which it was said: "I, the Lord, will fight the battles of my people, and if your enemies shall come up against you, spare 62 MORMONISM UNVEILED. them, and if they shall come up against you again, then shall ye spare them also; even unto the third- time shall ye spare them; but if they come up against you the fourth time, I, the Lord, will deliver them into your hands, to do with them as seemeth good unto you ; hut if j'ou will then spare them it shall be ac- counted unto 5'ou for righteousness." The words of the apostle, and the promises of God, as then revealed to me, made a deep impression on my mind, as it did upon all who heard the same. We that had given up all else for the sake of the gospel, felt willing to do anything on earth that it was possible to do, to obtain the protection of God, and have and receive His smile of approbation. Those who, like me, had full faith in the teachings of God, as revealed by Joseph Smith, His Prophet, were willing to comply with every order, and to obey every wish of the priesthood. The majority of the people felt like Ananias and Sapphira, they dare not trust all to God and His Prophet. They felt that their money was as safe in their own possession as it was when held by the Church authorities. A vote of the people was then had to determine the question whether they would consecrate their wealth to the Church or not. The vote was taken and was unanimous for the consecra- tion. I soon found out that the people had voted as I have often known them to do in Mormon meetings since then, they vote to please the priesthood, then act to suit themselves. I never thought that was right or honest ; men should vote their senti- ments, but they do not at all times do so. I have been the vic- tim of such hyprocrites, as the sequel will show. The vote, as I said, was taken. It was done by a show of hands, but not a show of hearts. By the readiness' with which all hands went up in favor of consecration, it was declared that the people were of a truth God's children, and as such, would be protected by him. The Prophet and all his priesthood were ju- bilant, and could hardly contain themselves ; they were so hap- py to see the people such dutiful Saints. Sidney Rigdon, on that day, delivered an oration, in which he said the Mormons were, as a people, loyal to the government, and obedient to the laws, and as such, they were entitled to the protection of the government, in common with all other denom- inanations, and were justified in claiming as full protection, in their religious matters, as the people of any other sect. That the Mormons had long suflFered from mob rule and violence, but LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 63 would no longer submit to the mob or unjust treatment that had so long followed them. Now and forever more would they meet force with force. " We have been driven from Kirkland, Ohio, from Jackson County, the true Zion, and now we will maintain our riifhts, defend our homes, our wives and children, and our pnjperty from mob rule and violence. If the Saints are again allacked, we will carry on a war of extermination against our enemies, eren to their homes and firesides ; until we despoil those who have despoiled us, and give no quarter un- til our enemies are wasted away. We will unfurl to the breeze the flag of our nation, and under that banner of freedom we will maintain our rights, or die in the attempt." At the end of each sentence Rigdou was loudly cheered ; and when he closed his oration, I believed the Mormons could successfully resist the world. But this feeling of confidence faded away as soon as a second thought entered my mind. I then feared that the days of liberty for our people had been numbered. First, I feared the people would not give up all their worldly possessions, to be disposed of by and at the will and pleasure of three men. In the second place, I doubted the people being so fully regenerated as to entitle them to the full and unconditional support and fav- or of God, that had been promised through the Revelation to Joseph Smith, in favor of the Latter Day Saints. I knew that God was able and willing to do all He had promised, but I feared that the people still loved worldly pleasures so well that God'a mercy would be rejected by them, and all would be lost. About three days after the proclamation of Rigdon had been made, there was a storm of rain, during which the thunder and lightnings were constant and terrible. The liberty pole in the town was struck by lightning, and shivered to atoms. This evidence from the God of nature also convinced me that the Mormon people's liberties, in that section of the country, were not to be of long duration. CHAPTER IV. THK SAINTS ARE BESET WITH TR0UBLB8. THE Saints did not consecrate their possessions as they had so recently voted they would do; they began to reflect, and the final determination was that they could manage their worldly eflects better than any one of the apostles ; in fact better than the Prophet and the priesthood combined. Individual Saints entered large tracts of land in their own names, and thereby se- cured all of the most desirable land round about Far West. These lauded proprietors became the worst kind of extortionists, and forced the poor Saints to pay them large advances for every acre of land that was settled, and nothing could be called free from the control of the money power of the rich and head-strong Mormons who had defied the revelations and wishes of God. So things went from bad to worse, until the August election at Gallatin. The difficulty on that day had brought the Church and Saints to a stand-still ; business was paralyzed ; alarm seized the stoutest hearts, and dismaj^ was visible in every countenance. The prophet soon issued an order to gather all the people at Far West and Adam-on-Diamond, under the leadership of Col. Ly- man White, for the purpose of protecting the people from mob \aolence, and to save the property from lawless thieves who were roaming the country in armed bands. The Gentiles and Mormons hastened to the executive of the State. The Gentiles asked for a military force to protect the settlers from Mormon violence. The Mormons requested an in- vestigating committee to inquire into the whole subject and sug- gest means necessary for future safety to each party. Also they demanded military protection from the mobs and outlaws that infested the country. The Governor sent som- troops to keep order. They were stationed about midway Do- tween Far West and Adaiu-ou-Diamoud. A committee was also appointed and sent Lo Gallatin to inquire into the rece;*' disturbances. This commiilce had full power to send for wi*- LIFE Ot JOHN D. LEE. 65 oesses, make arrests of persona accused of crime, and generally to do all things necessary for a full and complete investigation of the entire atlair. Many arrests were made at the request of the comtnmiltee. Tlie persons so arrested were taken before Justice Black, of Daviess County, and examined ; witnesses were examined for both parties, and much hard and false swearing was done on both sides. After a long and fruitless examination the committee adjourned, leaving the military to look after mat- ters until something would turn up to change the feeling of dan- ger then existing. It was thought by the committee that all would soon become quiet and that peace would soon be re- stored. The Gentiles of the country were dissatisfied with the action of the committee, and were in no way disposed to accept peace on any terms ; they determined that, come what would, the Mormons should be driven from the State of Missouri. Let- ters were written by the Gentiles around Far West to all parts of the State, and elsewhere, giving the most fearful accounts of Mormon atrocities. Some of the vrriters said it was useless to send less than three or four men for each Mormon, because the Mormons felt sure of Heaven if they fell fighting, hence they did not fear death; that they fought with the desperation of devils. Such reports spread like wild-fire throughoui Northern Missouri, and thence all over the States of the Mississippi Val- le)', and resulted in creating a feeling of the most intense hatred in the breasts of all the Gentiles against the Mormons. Com- panies of volunteers were raised and armed in every town through Northern Missouri, and commenced concentrating in the vicinity of the Mormon settlements. The troops seat by the Governor to guard the settlers and presei-ve order soon took part with the mob, and all show for legal protection was gone, so far as Mormons were concerned. I had built a cabin in the valley of Adara-on-Diamond, at the point where the Prophet saitl Adam blessed his posterity after being driven from the Garden of Eden. Tlie condition of the country being such that we could not labor on our farms, I concluded to go and hunt for wild honey. Several of my neighbors agreed to join me in my bee hunt, and we started with our teams, and traveled northeasterly until we reached the heavy tinilx-r at the three forks of Grand River. We camped on the middle fork of Grand River, and had fine success in securing honey. We had been out ai camp only two or three days when wo dia- 5 66 MORilONISM UNVEILED. covered signs of armed men rushing througli the country. Oa the 3rd of October, 1838, we saw a large number of men that we knew were enemies to the Mormons, and on their way, as we supposed, to attack our people at the settlements. I concluded to go and meet them, and find out for certain what they were really intending to do. I was forced to act with caution, for, If they discovered that we were Mormons, our li res would be taken by the desperate men composing the mob who called themselves State volunteers. I took my gun and carried a bucket on my arm and started out to meet the people, to learn their intentions. I met them soon after they had broken camp on Sunday morning. As soon as I saw theia I was certain they were out bunting fur Moriu(jiis. I concluded to pass myself off as an outsider, the better ta learn their history. My plan worked admirably. I stood my ground until a company of eighteen men rode up to me, and said: " You move early." " Not 80 d — d early, gentlemen ; I am not moving any sooner than you are. What are you all doing in this part of the coun- try, armed to the teeth as you are? Are you hunting for In- dians?" " No," said they, *' but we wish to know where you are from, and what you are doing." "I am from Illinois; there are four of us who have come out here to look up a good location to settle. We stopped on Mar- rowbone, and did think of staying there, until the settlers and Mormons got into a rovr at Gallatin, on election day. After that we concluded to strike out and see what this country looked like. I am now going to cut a bee tree that I found yesterday evening, and I brought my gun along so that if I met an old buck I could secure some venison, to eat with my honey- comb." As I got through my statement, they all huddled around me, and commenced to relate the horrors of Mor monism. They advised me to have nothing to do with the Mormons, for said they, "As old Joe Smith votes, so will every Mormon in the country vote, and when they get into a fight, they are just the same way, they stick together; when you attack one of the crew you bring every one of them after you like a nest of hornets." o to Ui K z < Q Ul r u. o u o QC < X o LIFE OF JO UN D. LEE. 67 I sairl I had heard a little of the fuss at Gallatin, but did not suppose I had got the right of the story, and would be glad if they would tell me just how it was. I should like to learn the facts from an eye witness. Several of the men spoke up and said they were there and saw it all. They then told the story, and did the Mormons more justice than I expected from them. They said, among other things, that there was a large raw- boned man there, who spoke in tgngues, and that when tlie fight commenced he said, "Charge Danites," and if ever you saw men pitch in like devils, they did it there. Our men fell thick as hail wherever those Danites charged with their clubs. They then said the ^lormons must leave the country, and if we do not make thorn do so now, they will be so strong tiiat we cannot compel them to go, unless we force them away; they will be so strong in a few years that they will rule the country as they please. That another hand of men would come along soon, and they would then go through the Mormon settlements, and burn up every house, and lynch every d — d Mormon they could find. That tiie militia had been sent to keep order in Daviess County, but would soon be gone, and the work of destroy- ing the Mormons in general would begin. Isaid, "Give them h — 1, and if they have done as you say they have, pay them in their own coin." Tlie company then passed on, and I returned with a heavy heart to my friends. I advised taking an immediate start for home, and in a few minutes we were on our way. While com- ing up from home we had found four bee trees, that we left standing, intending to cut them down and got the honey as we went back. When we got on tlie prairie, which was about eight miles across, the men with me wanted to go and get the honey. I was fearful that the people I had met in the morning would attack the settlements, and I wanted to go directly home and let trees and honey alone. While we were talking the matter over, a single black bird came to us apparently in great distress. It flew around each one of us, anil would aliglit on the head of each one of our horses, and especially on my horses' lieads, and it even came and alighted on my hat, and would squeak like it was in pain, and turn it* feathers up, and acted like it wished to warn us of danger. Then it flew off towards the settlements where I wished to go. All admitted that they were strange actions for a bird, but 68 MOEMONISM UNVEILED. tbey still insisted on going to cut the bee trees. I was per- suaded to go with them. "We had gone a quarter of a mile fur- ther, when the black bird returned to us and went through the same performances as before, and again flew off toward the set- tlement. This was to me a warning to go home at once, that there was danger there to my family. I then proposed that we all join in prayer. "We did so, and I prayed to the Author <3f our existence, and asked that if it was his will for us to go home at once, and if the black bird had been sent as a warning mes- senger, to let' it return again, and I would follow it. "We then traveled on some two miles, when the messenger returned the third time and appeared, if possible, more determined than be- fore to turn us towards home. I turned my team and started, as straight as I could go, for Adam-on-Diamond. As we passed over the prairie we saw the smoke rising from many farms and houses in the vicinity of where we had left our bee trees. This smoke showed us that our enemies were at work, and that had we kept on in the course we were first intending to travel we would have fallen into the hands of the lawless mob and lost our lives. Before we reached home the news of the attack upon the settlements had, reached there. It was also reported, and we afterwards learned that the report was true, that many of the Mormon settlers had been tied to trees and fearfully whip- ped with hickor}' withes, some of them being horribl3^ mangled by the mob. This conduct on the part of the Gentiles roused every Mormon to action, and the excitement was very great. Joseph Smith, the Prophet, was sent for. In the meantime Col. "White called together every man and boy that could carry arms. When the forces were assembled Col. "White made a war speech. As he spoke he stood by his fine brown horse. There was a bear skin on his saddle. He had a red handkerchief around his head, regular Indian fashion, with the knot in front ; bare headed, in his shirt sleeves, with collar open, showing his naked breast. He held a large cutlass in his right hand. His manner of address struck terror to his enemies, while it charged his brethren with enthusiastic zeal and forced them to believe they were invinci- ble and bullet proof. "We were about three hundred and sev- enty-five strong. I stood near Col. White while he was speak- ing, and I judge of its effect upon others by the way it affected" lue. While our Colonel was in the midst of his speech the aid-de- LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 69 camp of the militia Colonel was sent with a dispatch to Col. "While, to the elFoct that the militia had become mutinous and could no longer be controlled, but were going to join the mob ; that the Colonel would disband his forces, and he would then go and report to the Governor the true condition of the country ; that Col. "White must take and make use of all the means in his power to protect the people from the mob, for the government officers were powerless to aid him. The aid did not deliver his message, for as he rode up close to where Col. While was stand- ing speaking to his men, he stopped and listened a short time ; then wheeled his horse and rode back to the militia camp and reported that Col. White had 15,000 men under arms, in battle arra}', and would be upon their camp in less than two hours; that he was then making a speech to the array, and that it was the most exciting speech he hud ever listened to in his life ; that he meant war and that of the most fearful kind ; and that the only safety for their forces was in instant retreat. The soldiers broke camp and left in haste. I cannot say that the Colonel commanding the militia was alarmed, or that he fled through fear of being overcome, but it suited him to leave there, for he was anxious to prevent a collision between his troops and the men under Col. White. Tlie Prophet, Joseph Smith, when informed of the danger of the settlers from mob violence, sent Maj. Sej'mour Brunson, of Far We^^t, with fifty men, to protect the settlers wiio lived on the two forks of the Grand River. Col. White kept his men in readiness for action. A strong guard was posted round the Betllement; a point was agreed upon, to which place all were to hasten in case of alarm. This point of meeting was east of the town, under the bkifT?}, on the main road leading from Mill Port to Adam-on-Diamond. This road ran between the fields and bluff. We expected to be attacked every hour. A few nights after- wards the alarm was given, and every man rushed to the field. "W^hen I reached the command, I found everything in confusion. Tlie ollicer in command tried to throw two companies across the road, but the firing was heavy and constant from the opjjosing forces, wlio had selected a strong point for the purpose of attack and defence. The flash (tf lii • rifles, and the ringing reports that echoed through the hills ai each discharge of the gunSj added to the confusion, and soon forced the Mormons to lake up their 70 MOIiMONISM UNVEILED, position in the fence corners and elsewhere, so they could be in a measure protected from the bullets of the enemy. Soon there was order in our ranks, and we were prepared to dislodge our opponents or die in the attempt, when two men came at the full speed of their horses, shouting, "Peace, peace, cease firing, it is our friends," etc. Chapman Duncan, the Adjutant of Col. White, was the one who shouted peace, etc. We were then in- formed that the men we had taken for a part of the Gentile mob were no other than the command of Maj. Brunson, who had been out on the Three Forks of Grand River, to defend the settlers, and that he had been ordered back to the main body, or any of the Hosts of Israel ; that they had intended to stop at Mill Port, but finding it deserted, they concluded to alarm the troops at Adam-on-Diamond, so as to learn whether they would fight or not. I admit that I was much pleased to learn that danger was over, and that we were facing friends and not enemies ; yet I was mad to think any men would impose upon us in that way. The experiment was a dangerous one, and likely to be very serious in its consequences. The other men with me were equally mad at the insult ofiered by those who had been so foolish as to question our bravery. By the efforts of our officers all was soon explained, and amid peals of laughter we returned to our homes. The withdrawal of the State militia was the signal for the Gentiles and Mormons to give vent to the worst of their inclina- tions. The Mormons, at command of the Prophet, at once aban- doned their homes, taking what could be carried with them, and hastened to either Far West or Adam-on-Diamond for protec- tion and safety. Some few refused to obey orders, and they afterwards paid the penalty for disobedience by giving up their lives to the savage Gentiles who attacked and well nigh exter- minated them. Armed men roamed in bands all over Caldwell, Carroll, and Daviess Counties ; both Mormons and Gentiles were under arms, and doing injury to each other when occasion offer- ed. The burning of houses, farms, and stacks of grain waa generally indulged in bj' each party. Lawlessness prevailed, and pillage was the rule. The Prophet, Joseph Smith, said it was a civil war ; that by the rules of war each party was justified in spoiling his enemy. This opened the door lo the evil disposed, and men of former quiet became perfect demons in their efforts to spoil and waste LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 71 sway the enemies of the Clmrch. I then found that men are creatures of circumstancos, and that the occasion calls forth the men needed for each enterprise. I also soon saw that it was the natural inclination of men to steal, and convert to their own use that which others possessed. What perplexed me most was to Bee that religion had not the power to subdue that passion in man, but that at the first moment when the restrictions of the Church were withdrawn, the most devout men in our community •cted like they had served a lifetime in evil, and were natural- born thieves. But the men who stole then were not really honest, for I spotted every man that I knew to steal during the troubles in Missouri and Illinois, and I have found that they were never really converted, were never true Saints, but they used their pretence of religion as a cloak to cover tlieir evil deeds. I have watched their rise and fall in the Church, and I know from their fate that honesty is the only true policy. Being young, stout, and having plenty of property, I fitted myself out in first-class stj'le. I had good horses and plenty of the best of arms. I joined in the general patrol dut}', and took part in daily raids made under either Major Brunson or Capt. Alexander McRay, now Bishop of a Ward in Salt Lake City. I saw much of what was being done by both parties. 1 also made several raids under Captain Jonathan Dunham, alias Black Hawk. I remember one incident that was amusing at the time, as it enaVilcd us to determine what part of our forces would fight on the field and face the enemy, and also those who preferred to fight with their mouths. Early in the morning, while Maj. Brunson's men were march- ing along, shivering in the cold — for it was a dark, cloudy morning, late in October, 1838 — we saw a company of horsemen some three miles awa}'. We concluded they were Missourians, and made for them at full speed. They halted and appeared willing to fight us when our command got within three hundred yards of them. Many oi o\xt pulpit braves found out all at once that they must stop and dismount, to fix their sad- dles or for some other reason. The remainder of us rode on until witliin one hundred and fifty yards of the other force, and were drawn up in line of battle. Maj. Brunson rode forward and tiaih'il them, saying, " Who are you r" " Capt. McRay," was the reply. " Who are you ?" 72 MOB MONISM UNVEILED. " MaJ. Brunson." They met and shook hands. Seeing this the pulpit brave* rushed up in great haste and took their places in the ranks, and lamented because we did not have an enemy to overcome. So it is through life — a coward is generally a liar; those men were cowards, and lied when they pretended they would like ta fight. All cowards are liars, but many liars are brave men. While I was engaged with the Mormon troops in ranging over the country, the men that I was with took a large amount of loose property, but did not while I was with them burn any houses or murder any men. Yet we took what property we could find, especially provisions, fat cattle and arms and tunmu- nition. But still many houses were burned and much damage was done by the Mormons, and they captured a howitzer and many guns from the Gentiles. Frequent attacks were tnade upon the Mormon settlements. The Mormons made an attack on Gallatin one night, and carried off much plunder. I was not there with them, but I talked often with them and learned all the facts about it. The town was burnt down, and everything of value, including the goods in two stores, was carried off by the Mormons. I often escaped being present with the troops on their thieving expeditions, by loaning my horses and arms to others who liked that kind of work better than I did. Unless I had adopted that course I could never have escaped from being present with the Hosts of Israel in all their lawless acts, for I was one of the regular Host, and I could not escape going when ordered, unless I furnished a substitute, which sometimes was accepted, but not always. A company went from Adam-on-Dia- mond and burned the house and buildings belonging to my friend McBrier. Every article of moveable property was taken by the troops; he was utterly ruined. This man had been a friend to me and many others of the brethren ; he was an hon- orable man, but his good character and former acts of kindness had no effect on those who were working, as they pretended, to build up the Kingdom of God. The Mormons brought in every article that could he used, and much that was of no use or value was hauled to Adam-on-Diamond. Men stole simplj' for the love of stealing. Such inexcusable acts of lawlessness had the effect to arouse every Gentile in the tnree Counties of Caldwell, Carroll and Daviess, as well as to bring swarms of armed Gen- tiles from other localities. LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 73 Lyman White, with three liundred men, was called to dofend Far West. I went with his command. The niglit White reached Far West, the battle of Crooked River was fought. Captain David Patton, alias Fear Not, ©ne of the tivelve apos- tles, was sent out by the prophet with fifty men, to attack a bod}' of Missourians, who were camping on the Crooked River. Captain Patton's men were nearly all, if not ever}' one of them, Danites. The attack was made just before daylight in the morning. Captain Fear Not wore a white blanket overcoat, and ed the attacking party. He was a brave, impulsive man. He rushed into the thiokcstof the fight, regardless of danger — reallj' seeking it to show his men that God would shield him from all harm. But he counted, without just reason, upon being in\'inci- ble, for a ball soon entered his hotly, passing through his hips, and cutting his bladder. The wound was fatal ; but he kept on his feet, and led his men some time before yielding to the etiects of the wound. The Gentiles said afterwards that Captain Pat- ton told his men to charge in the name of Lazarus, " Charge, Daniies, charge! " and that as soon as he uttered the command, which distinguished him, they gave the Danite Captain a com- mission with powder and ball, and sent him on a mission to preach to the spirits that were in prison. In this battle several men were killed and wounded on both sides. I do not remem- ber all of the names of the Danites that were killed, but I do re- member that a man by the name of Banion was killed, and one by the name of Jas. Ilolbrook was wounded. I knew a man by the name of Tarwater, on the Gentile side, that was cut up fearfully. He was taken prisoner. Ihe Danites routed the Gentiles, who fled in every direction. The night being dark, Jas. Holbrook and another Danite met, and had a hand-to-hand fight, in which they cut each other fearfully with their swords before they dis- covered that the}' were friends. After the Gentiles retreated, the INlormons started for Far West, taking Tarwater along as a prisoner. After traveling several miles, they halted in a grove of timber, and released Tarwater, telling him he was fret- to go home. He started off, and when he was some forty yards Irom the Mormons, Parley P. Pratt, tiien one of the Twelve Apostles, stepped up to a tree, laid his gun up by the side of the tree, took deliberate aim, and shot Tarwater. He fell and Iiiy still. Tlie Mormons, believing he was dead, went on and left him ly- ing where he fell. Tarwater came U). and reached home, \vher« 74 MOBMONISM UNVEILED. lie was taken care bf, and soon recovered from his wounds. He afterwards testified in court against the Mormons that he knew, and upou his evidence Parley P. Pratt was imprisoned in the Richmond jail, in 1839. I must remind the reader that I am writing in prison, and am not allowed to have a book of reference, and as most of my private writings and journals have been heretofore delivered to the agents of Brigham Young, and all have been destroyed, or at least kept from me, I am forced to rely on my memory for names and dates, and if I make mistakes in either, this must be my excuse. CHAPTER V. THB MORMON WAR IN MISSOURI. AFTER 1844, it was my habit to keep a journal, in which I wrote at length all that I considered worthy of remember- ing. Most of my journals, written up to 1860, were called for by Brigham Young, under the plea that he wished the Church historian to write up the Church history, and wished my jour- nal to aid him in making the history perfect. As these jour- nals contained many things not intended for the public eye, and especially very much concerning the crimes of Mormon leaders in Southern Utah and elsewhere, and all I knew of the Moun- tain Meadows Massacre, and what led to it, they were never returned to me. I suppose they were put out of the way, per- haps burned, for these journals gave an account of many dark deeds. I was at Far West when the Danites returned. They brought Captain Patton with them. He died that night, and his death spread a mantle of gloom over the entire community. It robbed many of their fond hope that they were invincible. If Fear Not could be killed, who could claim immunity from the missiles of death, hurled by Gentile weapons? I admit up to this time I firmly believed what the Prophet and bis apostles had said on that subject. I had considered that I LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 75 was bullet ])roof, that no Gentile ball could ever barm me, or any Saint, and I had believed that a Dauite could not be killed by Gentile hands. I thought that one Danite could chase a thou- sand Gentiles, and two could put ten thousand to flisiht. Alas! my dream of security was over. One of our mighty men had fallen, and that by Gentile hands. My amazement at the fact was equal to my sorrow for the death of the great warrior apos- tle. I had considered that all the battles between Danites and Gentiles would end like the election fight at Gallatin, and that the only ones to be injured would be the Gentiles. "We had been promised and tau^lit by the Prophet and his priesthood that henceforth God would fight our battles, and I looked as a con- sequence for a bloodless victory on the side of the Lord, and that nothing but disobedience to the teachings of the priesthood •could render a Mormon subject to injury from Gentile forces. I believed as our leaders taught us, that all our sufferings and persecutions, were brought upon us by the all-wise God of Heaven, as chastisement to bring us together in unity of faith and strict obedience to the requirements of the Gospel ; and the feeling was general, that all our sufferings were the result of in- dividual sin, and not the fault of our leaders and spiritual guides. We, as members of the Church, had no right to ques- tion any act of our superiors ; to do so wounded the Spirit of God, and lead to our own loss and confusion. I was thunderstruck to hear Joseph Smith, the apostle, say at the funeral of Capt. Patton that the Mormons fell by the missiles of death the same as other men. He also said that the Lord was angry with the people, for they had been unbelieving and faith- less ; they had denied the Lord the use of their earthly treas- ures, and placed their affections upon worldly things more than they had upon heavenly things ; that to expect God's favor we must blindly trust him ; that if the Mormons would wholly trust in God the windows of heaven would be opened and a shower of blessings sent upon the people ; that all the people could contain of blessings would be given as a reward for obedience to the will of God as made known to mankind through the Prophet of the ever-living God ; that the Mormons, if faitWul, oljedient and true followers of the advice of their leaders, would soon enjoy all tlie wealth of the earth ; that God would consecrate the riches of the GentUes to the Saints. Tliis and much more he said to induce the pt-ople to ol)ey the \Yill of the priesthood. I believed 76 MOEMONISM UNVEILED. all be said, for he snpportefl it by quotations from Scripture, and if I believed the Bil)!e, as I did most implicitly, I could not help believing in Joseph Smith, the Prophet of God in these last days. Joseph Smith declared that he was called of God and given power and authorit}' from lieaven to do God's will ; that he had received the keys of the holy priesthood from the apostles Peter, James and John, and had been dec\icated, set apart and anointed as the pro[)het, seer and revelator ; sent to open the dispensation of the fullness of time, according to the words of the apostles; that he was charged with the restoration of tlie house of Israel, and to gather the Saints from the four corners of the earth to the land of promise, Zion, the Holy Land (Jackson County), and set- ting up the kingdom of God preparatory to the second coming of Christ in the last days. Every Mormon, if true to his faith, believed as fully in Joseph Smith and his holy character as they did that God existed. Jo'seph Smith was a most extraordinary man; he was rather large in stature, some six feet two inches in height, well built, though a little stoop-shouldered, prominent and well-developed features, a Roman nose, light chestnut hair, upper lip full and rather protruding, chin broad and square, an eagle eye, and on the whole there was something in his manner and appearance that was bewitching and winning; his countenance was that of a plain, honest man, full of benevolence and philanthropy and void of deceit or hypocrisy. He was resolute and firm of pur- pose, strong as most men in physical power, and all who saw were forced to admire him, as he then looked and existed. In the sports of the day, such as wrestling, etc., he was over an average. Very few of the Saints had the strength needed to throw the Prophet in a fair tussel ; in every gathering he was a welcome guest, and alwa^'s added to the amusement of the peo- ple, instead of dampening their ardor. During the time that we were camping at Adam-on-Diamond, waiting to see what would be the result of the quarrel between our Church and the Gentiles, one Sunday morning (it had rained heavily the night before and the air was cold) ihe men were shivering over a few fire-brands, feeling out of sorts and quite cast down. The Prophet came up while the brethren were moping around, and caught first one and then another and shook them up, and said, *'Gel out of here, and wrestle, jump, run, do anything but mope aro unci ; warm yoiirdclves up; this inactivity will not do JOSEPH SMITH. (The Founder anil first rrophct of the Mormon Church.) LIFE OF JOBN D. LEE. 77 for soldiers. " The words of tb Prophet put life and energy into the men. A ring was soon formed, according to the cus- tom of the people. The Prophet stepped into the ring, ready for a tussel with any comer. Several went into the ring to try their strength, but each one was thrown by the Prophet, until he had thrown several of the stoutest of the men present. Then he stepped out of the ring and took a man by the arm and led him in to take his place, and so it continued — the men who were thrown retiring in favor of the successful one. A man would keep the ring so long as he throw his adversary. The style of wrestling varied with the desires of the parties. The Eastern men, or Yankees, used square hold, or collar and elbow ; those from the Middle States side hold, and the South- ern and Western men used breeches hold and old Indian hug or back hold. If a man was hurt he stood it without a murmur; it was considered cowardly and childish to whine when thrown down or hurt in the fall. Wliile the sport was at its height Sidney Kigdon, the mouth- piece of the Prophet, rushed into the ring, sword in hand, and said that he would not sufl'er a lot of men to break the Sabbath day in that manner. For a moment all were silent, then one of the brethren, with more presence of mind than the others, said to the Prophet, " Bi'other Joseph, we want you to clear us from blame, for we formed the ring by your request. You told us to wrestle, and now Brother Rigdon is bringing us to account for it." The Prophet walked into the ring and said, as he made a motion with his hand: " Brother Sidney, you had better go out of here and let the boys alone ; they are amusing themselves ac- cording to my orders. You are an old man. You go and get ready for meeting and let the boys alone." Just then catching Rigdon off his guard, as quick as a flash he knocked the sword from Rigdon's hand, then caught him by the shoulder, and said: "Now, old man, you must go out, or I will throw you down." Rigdon was as large a man as the Propliet, but not so tail. The prospect of a tussel between the Prophet and the mouthpiece of the Prophet, was fun for all but Rigdon, who pulled back like a craw-fi>h, but the resistance was useless, the Prophet dragged him from the ring, bareheaded, and tore Rigdon's fine pulpit coat from the collar to the waist; then he turned to the men and said: " Go in, boys, and have your fun. 78 MOUMOXISM UNVEILED. You shall never have it to say that I got you into any trouble that I did not get you out of." Rigdon complained about the loss of his hat and the tearing of his coat. Tbe Prophet said to him: " You were out of your place. Always keep your place and you will not suffer; but you got a little out of your place and you have suflFered for it. You have no one to blame but yourself." After that Rigdon never countermanded the orders of the Prophet, to my knowl- edge — he knew who was boss. An order had been issued by the Church authorities com- manding all of the members of the Mormon Church to leave their farms, and to take such property as they could remove, and go to one of the two fortified camps — that is Far West or Adam-on-Diamond. A large majority of the settlers obeyed, and the two camps were soon full of people who had deserted home again for the sake of the gospel. There was a settlement on Log Creek, between three and five miles east from Far West. It was quite a rich settlement. A man named Haughn had just completed a good flouring mill on the creek. The morning after the battle of Crooked River, Haughn came to Far West to consult with the Prophet concerning the policy of the removal of the settlers on Log Creek to the fortified camps. Col. White and myself were standing by when the Prophet said to him: "Move in, by all means, if you wish to save 3'our lives." Haughn replied that if tlie settlers left their homes all of their property would be lost, and the Gentiles would burn their houses and other buildings. The Prophet said : " You had much better lose your property than your lives, one can be replaced, the other cannot be restored ; but there is no need of your losing either if you will only do as you are commanded." Hauglin said that he considered the best plan was for all of the settlers to move into and around the mill, and use the blacksmith's shop and other buildings as a fort in case of attack ; in this way he thought they would be perfect- ly safe. " You are at liberty to do so if you think best," said the Prophet. Haughn then departed, well satisfied that he had carried his point. Tlie Prophet turned to Col. White and said: "That man did not come for counsel, but to induce me to tell him to do as he pleased; which I did. Had I conunanded them to move in here and leave their property, tho}' would have called me a tyrant. LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 79 I wish they were here for their own safety. I am confidt^nt that we will soon learn tliat they have been butchered in a fearful manner." At this time the IMissonrians had determined to exterminate the whole of the Mormon people. Governor Lilburn W. Boggs issued orders to that effect. I think General Clark was the officer in command of all the Gentile forces. Gen. Atchison and Gen. Doniphan each commanded a division of from three to eight thousand men, and they soon besieged Far West. Tlie Mor- mons fortilied the town as well as they could, and took special care to fortify and build shields and breastworks, to prevent the cavalry from charging into the town. The Gentile forces were mostly camped on Log Creek, between the town of Far West and Haughn's Mill, and about a mile from Far West, and about half a mile south of our outer breastworks. Our scout«i and picket guards were driven in, and forced to join the main ranks for safety. The Mormon troops were placed in position by the offi- cers, so as to guard every point. Each man had a large supply of bullets, with the patching sewed on the balls to facilitate the loading of our guns, which were all muzzle loaders. The Mor- mon force was about eight hundred strong, poorly armed ; many of the men had no guns ; some had single-barrel pistols, and a few had home-made swords. These were all of our implements of war. So situated, we were still anxious to meet the enemy, and demanded to be led out against our foes. Our men were confident that God was going to deliver the enemy into our hands, and so we had no fears. I was one of the advance force, and as I lay behind some timber, with my cap-box open, and bul- lets lying on the ground by my side, I never had a doubt of being able to defeat the Gentile army. The troops lay and watched each other two days, then the Gentiles made two efforts to force their way into the town by stratagem; but seeing our forces in order, they did not come within range of our guns. The Mormons stood in the ranks, and prayed for the chiuice of getting a shot ; but all to no effect. The same evening we learned of the massacre at Haughn's Mill. The description of this mas- sacre was such as to freeze the blood of each Saint, and force them to swear revenge should come some day. haughn's mill massacub was reported about as follows to us at Far West. When the 60 MOBMONISM UNVEILED. Gentile mob attacked the Mormons at the mill the Mor- mons took shelter in the blacksmith shop and other buildings. The mob took advantage of the banks of the creek and tlie tim- ber, and ver}' nearly surrounded the shop, which was built of logs, and served as a slaughter-house instead of a shelter or protection. The mob, while protected as they were, shot down the Mormons at their leisure. They killed eighteen and wound- ed as many more ; in fact they killed and wounded every one who did not run away during the fight and take refuge in the woods. After shooting down all that could be seen, the mob en- tered the blacksmith shop and there found a young lad who had secreted himself under the bellows. One of the men said, *' Don't shoot ; it is but a small boy." The reply was, " Nits will make lice ; it is best to save them when we can." Thus saying, they shot the little fellow where he lay. There was an old man in the settlement by the name of Mc-.Bride, who had been a sol- dier in the Revolutionary war ; he was killed by being hacked to pieces with a corn-cutter while begging for his life. The dead and wounded were thrown into a well all together. Several of the wounded were afterwards taken out of the well by the force that went from Far West, and recovered from their wounds. So great was the hatred of the mob that they saved none, but killed all who fell into their hands at that time. I received my information of the massacre from David Lewis, Tarleton Lewis, William Laney and Isaac Laney ; they were Kentuckians, and were also in the fight, but escaped death. Isaac Laney was shot seven times, leaving thirteen ball holes in his person ; five of the shots were nearly in the centre of the chest; one entered under the right arm, passed through the body and came out under the left arm ; yet, strange as it ap- pears, he kept his feet, so he informed me, and ran some three hundred yards to a cabin, where a woman raised a loose plank of the cabin floor, and he laj- down and she replaced the boards. The mob left, and in about two hours Laney was taken from under the cabin floor nearl}' lifeless. He was then washed, anointed with oil, the elders praying for his recovery, according to the order of the Holy Priesthood, and he was promised, through prayer and faiih in God, speedy restoration. Tlie pain at once left him, and for two weeks he felt no pain at all. He then took cold, and the wound in his hips pained him for some two hours, when the elders repeated their prayers and again LIFE OF JOHN D. LEB. 81 anointed him, which had the effect desired. The pain left him, and never retuincd. I heard Laney declare this to be a fact, and he bore his testimon}- in the presence of many of the Saints. I saw him four weeks after the massacre and examined his per- son. I saw the wounds, then healed. I felt of them with my own hands, and I saw the shirt and examined it, that he had on when he was shot, and it was cut in shreds. Many balls had cut his clothing, that had not touched his person. The massacre at Haughn's Mill was the result of the breth- ren's refusal to obey the wishes of the Prophet. All the breth- ren so considered it. It made a deep and lusting impression on ^y mind, for I had heard the Prophet give the counsel to tho brethren to come into the town. They had refused, and the re- sult was a lesson to all that there was no safety except in obey- ing the Prophet. Col. George M. Hinkle had command of the troops at Far West, under Joseph Smith. He was from Kentucky, an 1 was considered a fair weather Saint. When danger cam*.' he was certain to be on the strong side. He was a fine speaker, and had great influence with the Saints. Previous to the attack on Far West, Col. Hinkle had come to an understanding with the Gentile commanders that in case the danger grew great, they could depend on him as a friend and one through whom they could negotiate and learn the situa- tion of atfiiirs in the camp of the Saints. When our scouts were first driven in Col. Hinkle was out with them, and when they were closely pursued he turned his coat wrong side out and wore it so. This was a peculiar move, but at the time it did not cause much comment among his men, but the}' reported it to the Prophet, and he at once became suspicious of the Colonel. The Prophet, being a man of thouglit and cool reflection, kept this information within a small circle, as that was a bad time to ventilate an act of that kind. The Prophet concluded to make use of the knowledge he had gained of Hinkle's charac- ter, and use him to negotiate between the two parties. I do not believe that Joseph Smitli had the least idea that he, with his little hnixlful of men, could stand off that army that had come up against liim. I know that now, but at that time I was full of religious zeal and felt that the Mormon Hosts of Israel were invincible. Joseph wished to use Hinkle to learn the destiny of the Gentiles, so that he cuuld prej)are for the worst. Col. 6 82 MOBMONISM UNVEILED. Hinkle was sent out by Joseph to have an Interview with the Gentiles. The Colonel returned and reported to Joseph Smith the terms proposed by the Gentile officers. The terms offered were as follows: Joseph Smith and the leading men of the Church, Rig- don, Lyman White, P. P. Pratt, Phelps and others, were to give themselves up without dclaj', the balance of the men to surrender themselves and their arms by ten o'clock the following day, the understanding being that all would be tried for treason against the Government, and for other offences. The Prophet took advantage of this information, and had every man that was in imminent danger, leave the camp for a place of safety. The most of those in danger went to Illinois. They left at once, and were safe from all pursuit before the surrender took place, as they traveled north and avoided all settlements. When the brethren had left for Illinois, as just stated, Joseph Smith called all of his remaining troops together, and told them they were a good lot of fellows, but they were not perfect enough to withstand so large an army as the one now before them, that they had stood by him, and were willing to die for and with him, for the sake of the Kingdom of Heaven, that he wished them to be comforted, for God had accepted their offer- ing, that he intended to, and was going to offer himself up as a sacrifice, to save their lives and to save the Church. He wished them all to be of good cheer, and pray for him, and to pray that he and the brethren that went with him might be de- livered from their enemies. He then blessed his people in the name of the Lord. After this, he and the leading men, six in num- ber went with him direct to the camp of the enemy. They were led by a Judas, Col. G. M. Hinkle. I stood upon the breast- works and watched them go into the camp of the enemy. I heard the yells of triumph of the troops, as Joseph Smith and his companions entered. It was with great difficulty that the officers could restrain the mob from shooting them down as they entered. A strong guard was then placed over them to protect them from mob violence. The next morning a court martial was held, at which Joseph Smith and his six companions that had surrendered with him, were sentenced to be shot. The execution was to take place at eight o'clock the next morning. When the sentence of the court martial was announced to them, Col. Lyman White said LIFE OF JO UN D. LEE. 83 ** Shoot and be d — d." General Atchison and Col. Doniphan arrived with their divisions the same day, soon after the court martial had been held. Col. Doniphan, in particular, remonstrated against the decision. He said it was nothing more or loss tlian cold blooded murder, and that every name signed to the decision was bigiicd in blood, and he would with- draw his troops and have nothing to do in the matter, if the men were to be shot. General Atchison sustained Col. Doni- phan, and said the wiser policy would be, in as much as they had surrendered tliemsclvcs as prisoners, to place tliem in the Richmond jail, and let them take the due course of the law; let them be tried by the civil authorities of the land. In this way justice could be reached and parties could be punished accord- ing to law, and thus save the honor of the troops and the nation. This timely interposition and wise course on the part of Col. Doniphan and General Atchison, changed the course and pre- vented the hasty action of an infuriated mob, calling itself a court, men who were all the bitter enemies of Joseph Smith and his followers. The next day a writing desk was prepared, with two secreta- ries or clerks ; it was placed in the middle of the hollow square formed by the troops. The Mormons were marched in double file across the centre of the square, where the officers and men who had remained in Far "West surrendered themselves and their arms to General Clark, Couiraander-in-Chief of the Missouri Militia, then in arms against the Saints at Far West. I was among the number that then surrendered. I laid down a good Kentucky rifle, two good horse pistols and a sword. After stacking our arms we were marched in single file, between a double file of the militia, who stood in a line from the secre- tary's desk, extending nearly across the square, ready to re- ceive us, with fixed ba3'onet3. As each man came up to the stand, he stepped to the desk and signed his name to an instru- ment recapitulating the conditions of the treaty, which were sub- stantially as follows: We were to give a deed to all of our real estate, and to give a bill of sale of all our personal property, to pay the expenses of the war that had been inaugurated against us; that a committee of twelve should be appointed, one for Far West and one for Adam-on-Diamond, who were to be the sole judges of what would be necessary to remove each family out of the State, and all of the Mormons were to leave Missouri 84 MOBMOMISM UNVEILED. by the first of April, A. D. 1839, and all the rest of the prop- erty of the Mormons was to be taken by the Missouri troops to pa}' the expenses of the war. When the committee had exam- ined into affairs and made the assignment of property that the Mormons were to retain, a pass would be given bj' the commit- tee to each person as an evidence that he had gone through an investigation both as to his conduct and property. The prison- ers at Far West were to be retained and not allowed to return home until the committee had reported and given the certificate that all charges had been met and satisfied. I remained a pris- oner for nine days, awaiting the action of the committee. While such prisoner I witnessed many scenes of inhumanity, even more degrading than brutality itself. The mob of the militia was mostly composed of men who had been neighbors of the Mor- mons. This mob rifled the city, took what they wished, and committed many cruel and shameful deeds. These barbarous acts were done because they said the Mormons had stolen their goods and chattels, and while they pretended to search for stolen property they ravished women and committed other crimes at will. One day, while standing by a log fire, trying to keep warm, a man came up and recognized Riley Stewart, and said, "I saw you knock Dick Weldon down at Gallatin." With this he sprang and caught at an ax that had been stuck in a log ; while trying to get the ax out, as it stuck fast in the log, Stewart ran ; the man succeeded in getting the ax looee ; he then threw it with all his force at Stewart ; fortunately the ax struck him a glancing blow on the head, not kiUing him, but giving him a se- vere wound. When one of the mob saw a saddle, or bridle, or any article they liked, they took it and kept it, and the Mor- mon prisoners dared not say a word about it. The night after he was wounded, Stewart broke through the guard, and escaped to his wife's people in Carroll Count}', fifty miles south of Far West. As soon as the citizens heard that Stewart had arrived, they notified his wife's brothers and father that an armed mob inten ded to take him out and whip him se- verely, and then tar and feather him. His friends notified him of the fact, and he attempted to make his escape, but the mob was on the watch. They caught him, and, holding two pistols at bis head, forced him to take ofi" his coat, !;neel down, and receive fifty lashes. These were given him with such force that they cut through his linen shirt. After this whipping, he re- LIFE OF JO UN D. LEE. 85 turned to Far West, and took his chances with the rest of us. One day a soldier of the mob walked up to a house near where I was standing. The house was occupied by an old widow woman. The soldier noticed a cow in the little shed, near the house. He said he thought that was a Danite cow; that he wanted to have the honor of killing a Danite, or something tliat belonged to a Danite. The old widow came to the door of her cabin, and begged him to spare her cow, saying it was her only dependence for milk, that she had no meat, and if her cow was killed, she must suffer. " Well, then," said he, "you can eat the cow for a change." He then shot the cow dead, and stood there and tantalized the old woman when she cried over her loss. "While we were standing in line, waiting our turns to sign the treaty, a large company of men, painted like Indians, rode up and surrounded us. They were a part of the men who were in the fight at the town of Gallatin, on the day of election. They tantalized us and abused us in every way they could with words. This treatment was hard to bear, but we were powerless to protect ourselves in any way. CHAPTER VI. LEE LOCATES TUE GARDEN OF EDEH. I HAD a fine gray mare that attracted the attention of many of tlie mob. I was allowed to take her to water, while closely guanled hy armed men. One day as I took her to water I was spoken to by several men, who said they were sorry for a man like me, who npppired to bo honest and peaceablv disposed ; that they knew that I and many honest men were deluded by Joseph Smith, tlie impostor. But ttiey thanked God he would delude no more people ; that he would certainly be shot ; that I had bet- ter quit my delusion and settle down by the officer in command, who was then talking to me, in Carroll County, and make a liome for my family ; that I would never have peace or quiet while I remained with the IMormons. I heard him thronixh. Then I said: " Xo man has deceived me. I am not deceived by Joseph 86 MOliMONISM UNVEILED. Smith, or any other man. If I am deceived it is thfe Bible that has deceived me. I believe that Joseph Smith is a prophet of God, and I have the Bible as my authority in part for this belief. And I do not believe that Joseph Smith will be shot, as you seem to think. He has not finished his work yet." As I finished my remarks the officer became fearfully enraged, and said, "That is the way with all you d — d Mormons. You might as well try to move a mountain as to turn a Mormon from his delusion. Blow the brains out of this fool ! " In an instant several guns were leveled on me. I imagined I already felt the bullets piercing my body. The soldiers would certainlj' have shot me down if the officer had not immediately countermanded his order, by saying, " Hold on, boys, he is not worth five charges of ammunition." I said, "Gents, I am your prisoner, unarmed and helpless, and I demand your protection. But if you consider there is any honor in treating a man, an American prisoner, in this way, you can do it." As we returned to camp the man said, " We will make it hot for the Mormons yet before we are done with them, and if you have not got enough of them now, you will have before you are done with them ; and you will remember my words when it is too late to serve j'ou." "I may," said I; "when I do I will own up like a little man. But until I am so convinced I will never turn my coat." "Well," said he, "you are not so bad after all. I like a firm man, if he only has reason on his side." The Mormons were forted, or barricaded, in the public school houses, and kept without any rations being issued to them. The grain fields and gardens that belonged to the Mormons were thrown open to the stock and wasted. Our cattle and other stock were shot down for sport and left for the wolves and birds of prey to devour. AVe were closel}^ guarded, and not allowed to go from our quarters without a guard. We were nearly starved for several days, until I obtained permission to go out and bring in some of the cattle that the soldiers had killed for sport. The weather was cold and the snow deep, so the meat was good. I also got permission to gather in some vegetables, and from that time, while we remained prisoners, the men had plenty to eat, j'et often it was of a poor quality. Wbile a pris- oner I soon learned that the loud and self-conceited men were of little account when danger stared them in the face. LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 87 Arrangements had been made to carry the treaty iuto effect. It was found necessary to send General Wilson with five hun- dred men to Adam-on-Diamond to compel the surrei.der, and Bigning of the treaty, as had been done at Far "West, and the people of that place were to be treated just as we had been. I was recommended to General Wilson by the officer who had ordered his men to blow my brains out, as a suitable man for a guide to Adam-on-Dianiond. He said that I was as stubborn as a mule, but still there was something about me he respected. That he believed that I was honest, and certainly no coward. General Wilson said: "Young man, do yoti live at Adam-on- Diamond?" I said : "I cannot say that I do, but I did once, and I have a wife and child there that I would like to see; but as to a home I have none left." He said, " Where did you live before you came here?" "In Illinois," I answered. "You shall soon see j'ourwife and child. I will start in the morning with my division for Adam-on-Diamond. You are at liberty to select two of your comrades and go with me as guides, to pilot us there. Be ready for an early start and report to my Adju- tant." " Thank you, sir, I will do as 3'ou request," said I. I selected two good men, I think Levi S'tewart was one, but I have really forgotten who the other man was. In the morning I was on hand in time. The day was cold and stormy, a hard north wind blowing, and the snow falling rapidly. It was an open country for thirteen miles, with eighteen inches of snow on the ground. We kept our horses in the lope until we reached Shady Grove timber, thirteen miles from Far West. There we camped for the night by the side of Waldo Littlefield's farm. The fence was burned for camp-fires, and his fields of grain were fed to the horses, or rather the animals were turned loose in the fields. After camp was struck I went to General Wilson and said, " General, I have come to beg a favor of you. I ask you in the name of lunnanity to let me go on to Adam-on-Dia- mond to-day. I have a wife and helpless babe there. I am informed our house has been burned, and she is likely out in this storm without a shelter. You are half-way there ; the snow is deep, and you can follow our trail (it hail then slackened up, or was snowing but little) in the morning; there is but one road to the settlement." He looked at me for a moment, and then said, " Young man, 3'our request shall be granted, I admire your resolution." He then turned to his Aid, who stood tremb- 88 MOBMONISM UNVEILED. ling in the snow, and said, "Write Mr. Lee and his two com- rades a pass, saying that they have gone through an examina- tion at Far West, and have been found innocent," etc. The Adjutant drew out his portfolio and wrote as follows: "I per- mit John D. Lee to remove from Daviess to Caldwell County, and to pass out of the State, as he has undergone an examina- tion at Far West and was fully acquitted. Marrowbone En- campment, Caldwell County, Mo., Nov. 15, 1839. " R. Wilson, Brigadier Gen. "R. F. CocKET, Aid-de-Camp." After receiving my pass I thanked the General for his humane act, and with my friends made the journey, through the snow, to Adam-on-Diamond. As we neared home the sun shone out brightly. When I got in sight of where my house had been, I saw my wife sitting by a log fire in the open air, with her babe in her arms. Some soldiers had cut a large hickory tree for fire- wood for her, and had built her a shelter with some boards I had dressed to weather-board a house, so she was in a measure comfortable. She had been weeping, as she had been informed that I was a prisoner at Far West, and would be shot, and that she need not look for me, for she would never see me again. When I rode up she was nearly frantic with delight, and as soon as I reached her side she threw herself into my arms and then her self-possession gave way and she wept bitterly ; but she soon recovered herself and gave me an account of her troubles during my absence. The next evening. General Wilson and his command arrived and camped near my little shanty. I starte d at once to report to General Wilson. On my way to him I passed my friend McBrier, who had trusted me for some cattle. I still owed him for them. I told him why I had been unable to pay him, and wished him to take the cattle back, as I still had all of them ex- cept one cow that had died of the murrain ; that it was an hon- est debt, and I wished to pay it. I asked him to go to my shanty with me, and said he could take what cattle were left, and a black mare that was worth $75, and an eight-day clock that was worth $25, for my note. " I have not got your note," said he. "Who has it?" I asked him. "I do not know, I supposed you had it." " I never saw it since I gave it to you." "Weil," said he, "my house was burned, and all my property either burned or taken from me, and your note was in the house LIFE OF JO UN D. LEE. 89 when it was burned." "Well," said I, *'it matters not with me, if you will take the property and give me a receipt ao;ainst the note, so that it cannot be collected the second time, I will settle the debt." He then said, "Itliought you had been in the party that burned the house, and had taken your note, but I am now satisfied to the contrary, and that you are an innocent man. All I ask is for 3'ou to renew the note. The property of the Mormons will be held to i)ay their debts, and the expenses of the war, and I will get my pay in that way. You just renew the note, and that will settle all between us." I then renewed the note, after which he went with me to General "Wilson. IMcBrier introdced me to a number of the soldiers as an honest Mormon. This worked well in my favor, and pleased me much, for it sat- isfied me more than ever that honesty was the best policy. I had done nothing that I considered wrong; there was no stolen property around my house. I did not have to run and hide, or screen any act of mine from the public gaze. !My wife had been treated well personally, during my absence; no insults had been offered to her, and I was well pleased at that. I was treated with respect by Gen. Wilson and his men. True, I was associa- ted with the people that had incurred the displeasure of the au- thorities, and my neighbors, who had committed crimes and lar- cenies, were then receiving fearful punishment for all the}^ had done. The punishment, however, was in a great part owing to the fault of the people. When the Gentiles found any of their property that had been stolen, they became very abusive. Every house in Adam-on-Diamond was searched by the troops for stolen property. They succeeded in finding very much of the Gentile property that had been captured l»y the Saints in the various raids they made through the country. Bedding of every kind and in large quantities was found and reclaimed by the owners. Even spinning wheels, soap barrels and other articles were recovered. Each liouse where stolen property was found was certain to receive a Missouri blessing from the troops. The men who had been most active in gathering plunder had lied to Illinois, to escape the vengeance of the people, leaving their families to sutler for the sins of the bleeding Saints. By the terms of the treaty all the Mormons were to leave Daviess County within fifteen days, but they were allowed to stay throuLjh the winter in Caldwell County ; but all had to depart from Missouri before the first day of the next A[)ril. There were but 90 MORMONISM Ui^ VEILED. few families that met with the kind treatment that mine did. The majority of the people were censured and persecuted as much as they were able to stand and live. In justice to Joseph Smith I cannot say that I ever heard him teach or even encourage men to pilfer or steal little things. He told the people that in an open war the contending factions were justifled in taking spoil to subsist upon during the war; but he did despise this little, petty stealing. He told the peo- ple to wait until the proper time came to take back their rights, *'Then," said he, "take the whole State of Missouri like men." When the people at Adam-on-Diamond had signed the treaty, and complied with the stipulations, the committee of twelve commenced their duties. When it came my turn to take the property necessary to take me out of the State, I was told to fit myself out comfortably. I told them that I had a wife and one child, that I had two good wagons, one a heavy one-horse wagon, with fills, and that I had a large mare that was equal to a common span, that the mare and wagon would do me, that I wanted some bedding and our clothing, and some other traps of little value ; that I had a good milk cow that I wished to give to a friend who had lost all his cattle, and his wife had died a short time before, leaving a little babe that must have milk. I told them they could take tlie rest of my property and do with it as they did with that of the brethren. I was worth then in property, at a fair valuation, $4,000. The officers were aston- ished at me and said the}'^ did not wish to oppress a man who acted fairly. They told me to take my large wagon and two of my best horses, and all the outfit that I wanted. I thanked them for their kindness. I was permitted to give the cow to my friend and I had the privilege of taking such articles as I wished. I fitted up with just what would take me to Illinois, and left the remainder as a spoil for the enemies of the Church. I did not regret the loss of my property ; I gave it up as the price of my religious freedom ; but I did feel cast down to think and know that I was associated with so mauj'' petty thieves, whose ambition never rose higher than the smoke of their corn- cob pipes. I was sorrowful to find that the perfection I had thought the people possessed, was not, in fact, a part of their natures. I had long desired to associate myself with an honest people, whose motto should be promptness, puucluality, honesty — a LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 91 people that feared God and worked righteousness, dealt justl}^ loved murcy and walked uprigliLl}' with each other before their God ; where my property, uiy life, my reputation would be held sacred b}' them all, the same us if it was their own. For the society of such a people I was willing to forsake all earthl}^ sub- stance, and even to have my name cast out as evil and trodden under foot, if I could be found worthy to serve with such a blessed people, and thus earn the boon of eternal life. But I had found another class of people ; they fell far short of the requisites that I had believed they possessed. When I found fault with having such characters in the Church I was told of the parable where Christ likened the kingdom of heaven to a net that was cast into the sea, which, when drawn to the shore, had in it all kinds of fish ; the servants picked out the good and kept them for the Master's use, and the bad v\'ere cast back into the sea; that we could not expect anything dilferent with the kingdom on earth ; that it was a trick of the evil one to cause such persons to rush into the gospel net to harrass and torment the Saints with their evil doings, but the time would come when forbearance would cease to be a virtue, then all those who worked iniquity or gave offense in the kingdom would be cut off and destroyed ; that we must bear with them until the time came to correct the evil. Before I speak of other things I will say a few words of the country we were then in. Adam-on-Diamond was at the point where Adam came and settled and bk'st his posterity after being driven from the Garden of Eden. Tliis was revealed to the peo- ple through Joseph Smilh, the Prophet. The Temple Block in Jackson Count}', Missouri, stands on the identical spot where once stood the Garden of Eden. When Adam and Eve were driven from the Garden they traveled in a northwesterly course until they came to a valley on the east side of Grand River. There they tarried for several years, and engaged in tilling the soil. On the east of the valley there is a low range of hills. Standing on the summit of ilie bluff's a person has a full view of the beautiful valley that lies below, dotted here and there with elegant groves of timber. On the top of this range of hills Adam erected an altar of stone, on which he offered sacrifice unto the Lord. There was at that time (in 1838) a pile of stone there, wliich the Prophet said was a portion of the altar on which Adam "ffered bucrifu-e. Althouiih these stones had been ex- 92 MOBMONISM UNVEILED. posed to the elements for many generations of time, still the traces remained to show the dimensions and design of the altar. After Adam had offered his sacrifice he went up the valley some two miles, where he blessed his posterity and called the place the Valley of Adam-on-Diamond, which, in the reformed Egyp- tian language, signifies Adam's Consecrated Land. It is said to be sevent3'-five miles, in a direct course, from the Garden of Eden to Adam-on-Diamond. Those supposed ancient relics and sacred spots of earth are held sacred by the greater portion of the Latter Day Saints. To a casual observer it appears tliat this people are all the time chasing a phantom of some sort, which onl}' exists in the brain of the fanatical followers. These things, and much more concerning the early days, were revealed to Joseph Smith. On the 20th day of November, 1838, I took leave of my home, and the spot I considered sacred ground, on Adam-on-Diamond, and started as a banished person to seek a home in Illinois. We went to my farm on Shady Grove Creek, and staid over night. We found everything as we had left it, nothing had been interfered with. I killed a large hog and dressed it to carry with us to eat on the journey. The snow was fully twenty inches deep, weather very cold, and taken all in all, it was a disagreeable and unpleasant trip. We went to the settlement on Log Creek, and stopped with the family of Robert Bidwell. He had plenty of property. This man had good teams, and had reaped where he had not sown, and gathered where he had not strewn. He was engaged in removing families of his help- less brethren to Quincy, Illinois, who had not teams to move themselves, but who had a little money that he was after, and he got all they had. For some reason unexplained to me, he had been permitted to keep all of his property ; none of it was taken by the troops. While at Bidwell's I bought a crib of corn, about two hundred bushels, for a pocket-knife. I built a stable for my mare, and a crib for the corn, and hauled wood enough to do the whole family for the rest of the winter. I also attended to Bidwell's stock and worked all the time for him. They had five children, which made considerable work for the women folks; my wife worked for them all the time. During this time we had nothing but corn to eat. The hog I killed at my farm was diseased, and I had to throw the meat awa}-. Not- withstanding our constant work for Bidwell's family, they never LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 98 gave us a drop of milk or a meal of victuals while we remained there. Mrs. Bidwell fed six gallons of milk to their hogs each day. I oifered to feed the hogs corn for milk, so we could have milk to eat with our boiled corn, but she refused the otfer, say- ing thuy had all they needed. They did have provisions of every kind in abundance, but not a particle of food could we obtain from them. Prayer meetings were frequently held at their house. They had plenty of tallow, but Mrs. Bidwell w6uld not allow a candle to be burned in the house unless some other person furnished it. One night at prayer meeting I chanced to speak upon the subject of covetuousness, and quoted the twelfth chapter of Paul to the Corinthians, where he speaks of mem- bers of the Church of Christ being united. I was feeling badly to see so much of the covetuousness of the world in some of the members of the Church, and I talked quite plainly upon the subject. The next morning Mrs. Bidwell came into our room and said that my remarks at the meeting the evening before were directed at her, and she wanted me to understand that if I did not like my treatment there, she wanted us to go where we would fare better. This inhuman and unwelcome language did not set well on an empty stomach, and was more than I could bear. I burst into tears. Yet I pitied the ungrateful woman. As soon as I could control my feelings I said, " Sister Bidwell, I will take you at your word. I will leave your house as soon as I can get my things into my wagon, but before I leave you, I wish to say a few words for you to ponder on when we are gone. In the first place, you and I profess to be mem- bers of the same Church ; for the sake of our faith my family has been broken up and driven from a comfortable home, ia this inclement season of the year. "We came here seeking shel- ter from the stormy blasts of winter, until the severity of the weather was past, when we intended to leave this State. You have been more fortunate than your brethren and sisters who lived in Daviess County. You are allowed to live in your own house, but we are homeless wanderers. Now you drive us from the shelter of your roof, for a trivial offense, if olfense it was. But I assure you that you are only angry because my words were the truth. Woe unto you who are angry and offended at the truth. As you do unto others, so will your Heavenly Father do unto you. In as much as you have done this unnatural act, 94 MORMONISM UNVEILED. you will yet be houseless and homeless — you will be one day de- pendent upon those that you now drive from your door." At first she mocked me, but soon her tune changed and she commenced to cry. She then begged me not to get angry with what a woman said. I told her I could not undo what I had said — tliat I sliould start at once for Quincy, Illinois. We left the house of the stingy and selfish family, intending to go direct to Illinois. "We traveled until we arrived at the house of a man by the name of Morris; they had a much smaller house than Bid- well's, but they would not listen to our continuing our journey during the severe cold weather. We accepted their invitation, and stayed there about two weeks. This family possessed the true Christian spirit, and treated us while there as kindly as if we had been their own children. While staying with Brother Morris I attended several meetings at Far West. Old Father Smith, the father of the Prophet, lead the meetings. He also directed the exodus of the Saints from Missouri to Illinois. Thomas B. Marsh was at that time President of the Twelve Apostles, and I think Brigham Young was second and Orson Hyde the third on the roll. The great opposition to our people and Church caused the two pillars, Marsh and Hyde, to become weak-kneed and turn over to the enemy. Col. G. M. Hinkle, Dr. Averard, Judge W. W. Phelps, and others of the tall men of the Church followed suit. I remember going with Levi Stewart to some of those fallen angels (in the days of our pros- perity they had looked like angels to me) to enquire what to do and what was to be the future conduct of our people. G. M. Hinkle said that it was his opinion our leaders, Joseph Smith and those with him in prison, would be either hung or imprisoned for life — that the members of the Church would scatter to the four winds, and never gather again in this dispensation. We then went to Joseph's father and asked him for counsel. He told us that the Saints would gather again in Illinois. We asked him at what point. He said, " I do not know yet, but the farther north we go the less poisonous serpents we will find." He then advised us to attend private meetings and be set apart to the ministry. Public meetings could not be held by the terms of the treaty. We did attend private meetings, and I was or- dained in the Quorum of Seventies, under the hands of Joseph Young and Levi Hancock. Stewart was ordained to the lesser priesthood, which gave him authority to preach and baptize, but LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 95 not to confirm. The office that I held gave me authority to preach, baptize and confirrn by the laying on of hands, for the rect'i)tion of the Holy Ghost, and to ordain and set apart Elders, Priests, Teachers and Deacons, and to ordain a Seventy or High Priest, as tlie office of a Seventy belongs to the Melchisedek Priesthood ; yet a Seventy or High Priest is generally ordained and set apart by the presidents of the several quorums. After we were ordained we attended a private feast and blessing meet- ing, at which my wife and I got our Patriarchal Blessing, under the hands of Isaac Morley, Patriarch. This office properly be- longs to those that are ordained and set apart to that calling, to bless the fatherless and the widow especially, but he can bless others who ask it and pay one dollar for the blessing. Olten the widow and the poor are blessed free, but this is at the option of the Patriarch. My Patriarchal Blessing was in the following form: "Patri- archal Blessing of John D. Lee. By Isaac Morley, Patriarch. Caldwell County, Missouri, Dec. — , 1838. Brother John D. Lee : In the name of Jesus of Nazareth, and by virtue and au- thorit}' of the Holy Priesthood, in me vested, I lay m}' hands upon thy head, and confer upon thee a Patriarchal or Father's Blessing. Thou art of Ephiaim, through the loins of Joseph, that was sold in Egypt. And inasmuch as thou hast obeyed the requirements of the gospel of salvation, thy sins are forgiven thee. Tliy name is written in the Lamb's Book of Life, never more to be blotted out. Thou art a lawful heir to all the bless- ings of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob in the new and everlasting covenant. Thou shalt travel until thou art satisfied with see- ing. Thousands shall hear the everlasting gospel proclaimed from th\' lips. Kings and princes shall acknowledge thee to be their father in the new and everlasting covenant. Thou shalt have a numerous posterity, who shall rise up and bless thee. Tliou shalt have houses and habitations, flocks, fields and herds. Tliy table shall be strewed with the rich luxuries of the earth, to feed thy numerous family and friends who shall come unto thee. Thou shalt be a counselor in Isr.ael, and many sliall come unto thee for instruction. Tiiou shalt have power over tiiine ene- mies. They that oi)posc thee shall yet come bending unto thee. Thou shalt sit under thine own vine and fig tree, where none shall molester make thee afraid. Thou shalt be a blessing to thy family and to the Churcli of Jesus Cliiist of Latter Day Saints. 96 MORMOmSM UNVEILED. Thou shalt understanfl the hidden things of the kingdom of heaven. The spirit of inspiration shall be a light in thy path and a guide to thy mind. Thou shalt come forth in the morn- ing of the first resurrection, and no power shall hinder, except the shedding of innocent blood, or consenting thereto. 1 seal thee up to eternal life. In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghobt, Amen, and Amen." To a true believer in the faith of the Latter Day Saints a blessing of this kind, from under the hand of a Patriarch, was then, and is now, considered next to a boon of eternal life. We were taught to look upon a Patriarch as a man highly favored of God, and that he possessed the gift of discerning of spirits and could read the present and future destiny of men. Of all this I then had no doubt. Patriarchal blessings are intended to strengthen, stimulate and encourage true Saints, and induce them to press on to per- fection while passing through this world of sorrows, cares and disappointments. Having been ordained and blessed, my next step was to arm myself with the Armor of Righteousness, and in my weakness pray for strength to face a frowning world. I had put my hands to the plow and I was determined that, with God's help, I would never turn back to the sinful elements of the world, the flesh and the devil. CHAPTER VU. THE SAINTS GATHER AT NAUVOO. ABOUT the middle of February, 1839, I started back for Fayette County, Illinois, with uiy family, in company with Levi Stewart and Riley Helm, two of my old Illinois neighbors. While traveling through Missouri we were kindly treated by most of the people ; many of them requested us to stop and set- tle down by them. I refused to do so, for I knew there was no safety for a true Saint in that State, at that time. When we crossed the Mississippi River at Quincy, and touched Illinois soil, I felt like a new man, and a free American citizen again. LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 97 At this place I found many of the Saints who had preceded us, camped along the river. Some had obtained emphiyment, all appeared happy in the faith and strong in the determination to build up the Kingdom. Here I parted witli Riley Helm, his team had given out, and he could go no farther. I gave him twent3'-five cents in money, all that I had in the world, and twelve pounds ofniiils, to buy food with until he could find aid from some other quarter. I had laid in enough provisions at Brother Morris' to last me until I could reach my old home again. I started from Quincy by way of Mr, Vanleven's, the man I sold my cattle to wheu going to join the Saints. Without meet- iug with any remarkable adventures, I arrived at Vanleven's house and was kiudl3' received by him. He had the money ready for me, and paid me in full all he owed on the cattle. I now saw that some honesty yet remained in the world. I took $200 and left the rest of it with m}' friend and banker, so that it would be safe in case I met another storm of oppression. I then went to Vandalia, Illinois, and put up with my wife's sister's husband, Hickerson. He was in good circumstances. I left my wife with her sister, after laying iu a supply of provis- ions for her and our child. I then commenced preparing for a mission. I did not know where I was to go, but I felt it my duty to go forth and give my testimony to the truth of the Gospel as revealed by Joseph Smith, the Prophet of the everlasting God. Stewart was to go with me ; he had made arrangements for the comfort of his family during his absence. 1 started on my first mission about the 1st of April, 1839. I bade adieu to my little family and started forth, an illiterate, inexperienced person, without purse or scrip. I could hardly quoiu a passage of Scripture, yet I went forth to say to the world that I was a minister of the gospel, bearing a message from on high, with the authority to call upon all men to repent, be bap- tized for the remission of their sins, and receive the Holy Spirit by the laying on of hands. I had never attempted to preach a discour.se iu my life. I expected trials, and I had them to un- dergo many times. Brother Stewart and myself started forth on foot, with our va- lises on our backs. "We walked about thirty miles the first day, and as night was approaching, we called at a house for lodging. They had been having a log rolling there that day, and quite a 7 98 MOBMONISM UNVEILED. number of people were around the house. We asked for lodging and refreshments. Our request was carried back to the supper- room to the man of the house, and we stood at the gate awaiting the reply. Presently the man came out and said that no d — d Mormon preacher could stay in his house ; and if we wished to save our scalps, we had better be making tracks lively. Brother Stewart took him at his word, and started off at a double quick. I followed, but more slowly. "We made no reply to that man's remarks. A mile further on we again called for lodging. The man could not keep us, as he was poor, and his family was sick ; but he directed us to a house half a mile from the traveled road, where he said a man lived that was an infidel, but he would not turn a hungry man fi'om his door. "^Ve went to the house, and asked for entertainment. The man said he never turned a man from his door hungry, but he had as soon entertain horse-thieves as Mormon preachers ; that he looked upon all Mormons as thieves, robbers and scoundrels. There was determination in his voice as he addressed us in this manner. He held his rifle in his hand while speaking. Then he said, "Walk in, gentle- men. I never turn the hungry away." He then addressed his wife, a very pretty, unassuming lady, and said, "Get these men some supper, for I suppose they feel pretty lank." A good supper was soon on the table ; but I could not eat. Stewart ate his supper, and soon was enjoying himself talking to the family. He was a great talker ; liked to hear himself talk. They requested me to eat, but I thanked them, and said rest would do me more good than eating. I soon retired, but did not sleep. I was humiliated ; my proud spirit was broken and humbled ; the rough words used toward me had stricken me to the heart. At daylight we were on our way again. About ten o'clock we arrived at a little town, and went to the pump to get a drink. While there a woman came to the pump, and asked us if we were Mormon preachers. We told her we were out on that business, but had never preached yet. She invited us to her house, saying she owned the hotel; that she was a widow ; she would inform the people of the town that we were there, and as it was the Sabbath, we could preach in her house ; for she wished to hear the strange doctrine. We consented to remain, and went home with her and had some- thing to eat. At eleven oclock, A. M., I made my debut to LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 99 quite an attentive audience. I bolh quoted and nr-de Scrip- ture. I h.id been fastiiii; and praying until Iliad hue j no as humble as a child. My whole mind and soul were swallowed up in the Gospel. My most earnest desire was to be able to im- part to others that knowledge that I had of the truths of J,he Gospel. When I began to speak I felt an elcclvic thrill through my whole system. I hardly knew what I said, and the people said I spoke from inspiration ; and none of the audience noticed my mistakes in quoting Scripture. After dinner ray companion, Stewart, proposed to travel on, and I agreeing with him, we left the town, altliough the people wished us to stay and preach again. I had but little confidence in myself, and concluded to preach but seldom, until I got over my timidity or man-fearing feeling that most new begin- ners are subject to. But I have now been a public speaker for thirty-five years, and I have not yet entirely gotten over that feeling. We started for Cincinnati, and traveled two da3'3 and a half witliout food. My boots hurt my feet and our progress was quite slow. The third night we applied to a tavern keeper for lodging and food. He said we were welcome to stay in his house free, but he must have pay for what we eat. We sat in the hall all night, for we were much reduced by hunger and fatigue. That was a miserable night indeed. I reflected the matter over and over again, scrutinized it up one side and down the other. I could not see why a servant of God should receive such treat- ment — that if I was in the right faith, doing the will of God, that He would open up the way before me, and not allow me to perish under the sore trials then surrounding me. I had seri- ously considered the propriety of walking back to where the kind landlady had given us our last meal, but was soon comfort- ed, for these words came into my mind, " He that putteth his hands to the plow, and then looketh back, is not fit for the King- dom of Heaven;" "If ye were of the world, then tlie world would love its own, but because I have chosen you out of the world, the world persecuteth you ;" " Ye, and all who live God- ly in Christ Jesus, shall suffer persecution, while evil men and seducers shall wax worse and worse, deceiving and being do- ceivcil ;" timt the Son of God himself, when he entered upon the duties of Hi a mission, was led into the wilderness, where He was tempted forty days and nights, and when he was hungry and 100 MOEMOmSM UNVEILED. asked for bread, he was told, substantially, that if his mission was of God, that God would feed him, that if huugry he could turn the stones to bread and eat. I remembered that similar sayings had been thrown into our teeth. These thoughts passed thiiough my frame like electricity, or to use the language of one of the old prophets, it was like fire shut up in my bones ; I felt renewed and refreshed from head to foot, and determined to trust in that Arm that could not be broken, to conquer and sub- due the passions of my nature, and by the help of God to try and bring them in subjection to the will of the Spirit, and not of the flesh, which is carnal, sensual and devilish. I determined that there should be no lack on my part. Daylight came at last, and we renewed our journey. I put a double guard over my evil passions that were sown thicklj^ in my sinful nature. The passion most dreaded by me was the lust of the flesh ; that I knew to be the worst enemy to my salvation, and I determined to master it. I have walked along in silence for hours, with my heart lifted up to God in prayer, pleading with Him to give me power over my passions and sinful desires, that I might conquer and drive from my mind those besetting sins that were continually warring with the Spirit, which, if cherished or sufl"ered to remain, would wound and grieve the Spirit and drive it away. It is written, "My Spirit will not dwell in an unholy temple." Jesus said to his followers that they were the Temple of the Living God ; that if they who had charge of those temples, or bodies, allowed them to become unholy, that he would destroy that body ; but those who guarded their temples, and kept them pure and hoi}', that he and his Father would*come and take up their abode and dwell with them as a constant companion forever, even unto the end ; and would guide them in all truth and show them things past, present and to come. From day to day I have kept m}- mind in a constant strain upon this subject. Notwithstanding this the tempter was ever on the alert, and contested every inch of ground with me. Often, while I was in the most solemn reflections, the tempter would place before me some lovely female, possessing all the al- lurements of her sex, to draw my mind from the contemplation of holy things- For a moment humanity would claim the victory, bul quick as thought I would banish the vision from my mind, and plead with God for strength and power to resist the tempta- tions that were besetting me, and to enable me to cast aside the LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 101 love of sinful pleasures. The words of the Apostle Paul wore appropriate for me at that and in future time, when he de- clared that he died daily to crucify the deeds of the flesh ; so it was with me. I was soon convinced that I could not serve two masters, God and Mammon. When I tried to please tlie one I was certain to displease the other. I found that I must give myself up wholly to God and His ministry, and conduct myself as a man of God, if I would be worthy of the name of a mes- senger of salvation. I must have the Spirit of God to accompa- ny' my words, and carry conviction to the honest in heart. In this way I grew in grace from day to day, and I have never seen the day that I regretted taking up my cross and giving up all other things to follow and obey Christ, my Redeemer and Friend. But I do moat sincerely regret that I have ever suffered my- self to be captivated by the wiles of the devil, contrary to my better judgment. I regret that I have ever Hstened, or given the least credence, to the many monstrous absurdities that Brigham Young has introduced into the Mormon creed, and claimed, as the successor of Joseph Smith, to have coupled with the gospel of Jesus Christ. Brigham Young has introduced many things that have no affinity with the gos[>el whatever; but these new doctrines are contrary, in spirit and substance, to the gospel. They are at war with the doctrines of the Church, and antagonistic to the peace, safet}', and hap})inoss of the people known as Latter Day Saints. The whole study, aim, and desi'^n of Brigham Young is to disrobe the Saints of every vestige of their remaining constitutional rights, and take from them all liberty of thought or conscience. He claims, and has claimed, since he became the head of the Church, that the will and acts of the people must all be dictated by him. The people have no right to exercise any will of their own. In a word, he makes himself out to be as infallible as the God of the universe, and delights in hearing the apostles and elders declare to the people that he, Brigham Young, is God. He claims that the people are answerable to him as to their God. That they must obey his ever}^ beck and call. It matters not what he commands or re- quest,s the people to do, it is their duty to hear and obey. To disobt^y the will of Brigham Young is, in his mind, a sin against the Holy Ghost, and is an unpardonable sin to be wiped out only by blood atonement. The followers of Brigham Young 102 MORMONISM UNVEILED. are serfs, slaves, and willing instruments to carry out the selfish designs of the man that disgraces the seat once occupied by God's chosen Prophet, Joseph Smith. I must now resume my narrative, but I will hereafter speak of Brigham Young more at length. "We left the Fasting Hotel ^ as I called it, and traveled to Hamilton, Ohio, then a neat little town. As we arrived in the center of the town, I felt impressed to call at a restaurant, kept by a foreigner. It was then noon. This was the first house we had called at since morning. As we entered, the pro- prietor requested us to unstrap our valises and sit down and rest, saying we looked very tired. He asked where we were from, and where we were going. We answered all his questions. He then offered us refreshments ; we informed him that we had no money, and had eaten nothing for three days. He said it made no difference to him, that if we had no money we were more welcome than if we had plenty of it. "We then eat a hearty meal, and he gave us a drink of cider. He then filled our knap- sacks with buns, cheese, sausages, and other things, after which he bid us God speed. We traveled on with hearts full of grati- tude to God, the bountiful Giver, who had opened the heart of the stranger who had just supplied our wants, and we felt grate- ful to and blessed the man for his generous actions. While passing through Cincinnati we were offered refreshments by a lady that kept an inn. We crossed the Ohio river at Cincinnati, and stopped over night at a hotel on the Kentucky side of the river. We then traveled through Kentucky and into Overton and Jackson Counties, Tennessee. I nojv bear testimony, though many years have passed since then, that from the moment that I renewed my covenant to deny myself of all unrighteousness, and decided to live the life of a man devoted to God's work on earth, I have never felt that I was alone, or without a Friend powerful to aid, direct and shield me at all times and during all troubles. I stopped with my friend Levi Stweart at the houses of his relatives in Overton and Jackson Counties, and preached several times. M}' friend Stewart was blessed with a large bump of self-esteem. He imagined that he could convert all of his rela- tions at once ; that all he had to do was to present the gospel, and they would gladl}- embrace it. He appeared to forget that a prophet was not witbout honor, save in his own country and LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 103 among his own kinfolks. Stewart, though I was his superior in the priesthood, if not in experience and ability, looked upon me as a cypher, fit for nothing. The rough treatment and slights that I received from him were more than humiliating to a man of fine feelings and a proud spirit, such as I possessed. I said nothing to him, but I poured out my soul in secret praj^er to my Heavenly Father, asking him to open the door for my deliver- ance, so that my proud spirit, which was bound down, might have a chance to soar in a free element. One Sunday we attended a Baptist meeting. We sat facing the preacher, but at the far side of the house. M}' mind was absorbed in meditating upon m}- future labors. Gradually I lost consciousness of my surroundings, and my whole being seemed in another locality. I was in a trance and saw future events. What I then saw was to me a reality, and I will describe it as such. I traveled, valise in hand, in a strange land, and among a people that I had never seen. I was kindly received by the people, and all my wants were supplied without ray having to ask for charity. I traveled on, going over a mountainous coun- try. I crossed a clear, handsome river, and was kindly received b}' the family of the owner of the ferry at the river. I stayed with this family for some days. I then recrossed the river and called at a house, where I asked for a drink of water, which was given to me. I held quite a conversation with two young women. They informed me that there was no minister in the neighborhood ; also that their father had gone in pursuit of a Mormon preacher that had passed that way a few days before. A few days passed, and I saw myself in the midst of a large congregation, to whom I was preaching. 1 also baptized a large number and organized quite a flourishing branch of the Church there, and was in charge of that people. I was very popular with, and almost worshiped by, m}' congregation. I saw all this, and much more, when my vision closed. My mind gradually changed back, and I found myself sitting in the meeting house, where I had been just fort}' minutes be- fore. This was an open day vision, in which the curtains of heaven were raised and held aside from futurity to allow me to look into the things which were to come. A feeling of heavenly rapture filled my being, so much so that, like the apostle who was caught up into the third heaven, I did not know whether I was in the body or out of it during my vision. I saw things 104 MORMONISM UNVEILED. that it would be unlawful for men to utter. "Wliile the vision lasted my soul was lighted up as if illuminated with the candle of God. "When the vision closed, the hallowed influ- ence gradually withdrew ; yet leaving sufBcicnt of its glorious influence upon my soul to justify me in f- "'ing and knowing that I was then chosen of God as a servaut in his earthly kingdom ; and I was also made to know, by my sensations, that my vision was real, and would soon be verified in every particular. At the close of the church services, we returned to our lodg- ings. Stewart asked me if I was sick. I said, "No, I am not sjck, but I feel serious; yet I am comfortable." That evening, after I had given some time to secret prayer, I retired to rest. Very soon afterwards the vision returned, though somewhat va- ried. I was in the midst of a strange people, to whom I was propounding the gospel. They received it with honest hearts, and looked upon me as a messenger of salvation. I visited from house to house, surrounded by friends and kindred spirits, with whom I had once been familiar in another state of existence. I was in the spirit, and communing with the host of spirits that surrounded me ; and encouraged me to return to the body, and continue to act the part that my Master had assigned me. No person, except those who have entered by pureness of heart and constant communion with God, can ever enter into the joyous host, with whom I then, and in after life, held intercourse. "When I came to myself in the morning, I determined to trav- el until the end of time, to find the people and country that God had shown me in my first vision ; and I made ray arrangements to start forth again, knowing that God now went with me. I started off the next morning, after having a talk with Brother Stewart. He tried to dissuade me from going, saying I had little experience, not suflicient to warrant my traveling alone, that we had better remain together where we were for a season, for we had a home there, and we could stud}' and inform our- selves more thoroughly before starting out among strangers. I told him that, in and of my own strength I was liut a weak vessel ; but my trust was in God, and unless He would bless my labors I could not accomplish much. That I was God's servant, en- gaged in His work, therefore I looked to Him for strength and grace sutHcient to sustain me in my day of trial. That I trusted in the arm of God alone, and not in one of flesh. LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 105 I started off in a southwesterly course, over the Cumberland Mountains, and went about seventy miles through a heavily timbered country. I found many species of wild fruit in abun- dance along the way. Springs of pure, cold water were quite common. I passed many little farms and orchards of cultivated fruit, such as cherries, peaches, pears and apples. As I pro- ceeded, the country became familiar to me, so much so that I soon knew I was on the very ground I had seen in my vi.siuii in the Baptist Church. I saw the place where I had held m}' Grst meeting, and my joy was great to behold with my eyes what I had seen through a glass darkly. I turned aside from the road, and beneath the spreading branches of the forest trees I lifted my heart with gratitude to God for what he had done for me. I then went to the house where I had seen the multitude assem- ble, and where I was preaching. I saw the two young ladies there that I bad beheld in my vision. The}' appeared to me as though I had known them from infancy, they so perfectly ac- corded with those that I had seen while God permitted me to see into futurity. Yes, I saw the ladies, but their father was gone from home. I asked for a drink of water, and it was handed to me, as I had seen it done in ray vision. I asked them if there had ever been any ]\Iormon preach'ers in that country. They said there had not been any there. The young ladies were modest and genteel in behavior. I passed on to the Cuml^erland River, was set over the river by the ferryman, and lodged at his house. So far all was natu- ral, it was part of what God had shown me ; but I was then at the outer edge of my familiar scenery. I stayed about a week ' with the ferr3-man. Ilis name was Vanleven, a relative of my friend and banker in Illinois. I made myself useful while there. I attended the ferry, and did such work as I could see needed attending to. I also read and preached Mormon doctrines to the family. On the fifth day after reaching the ferry, I saw five men coniinj to the ferr3\ I instantly recognized one of them as the man 1 had seen in my vision — the man that took me to his house to preach. My heart leaped for joy, for God hail sent him in answer to the prayers I had oflfered to God, asking that the man should be sent for me. I crossed the men over and back again, and although I talked considerably to the man uliout what was upi)erinost in my mind, he said nothing about my going home with him. I was much disappointed. 1 retired 106 MOBMONISM UNVEILED. for secret prayer, and asked God, in the name of His Son Jesus Clirtst, to aid me, to send the man whom I had seen in my vision back for me. Before I left my knees I had an evidence that my prayer was answered. The next morning at daylight I in- formed my friends that I must depart in search of vc\y field of labor. They asked me to stay until breakfast, but I refused. One of the negroes put me over the river, and directed me how to cross the mountains on the trail that was much shorter than the wagon road. I stopped in a little cove and ate a number of fine, ripe cherries. I then went on until I reached what to me was enchanted ground. I met the two sisters at the gate, and asked them if their father was at home. "No, he is not at home," said the ladies, *' he has gone to the ferry to see a Mor- mon preacher, and see if he can get him to come here and preach in this neighborhood," and then said I must have met him on the road. I told them that I had come over the trail, and said I was probably the man he had gone for. They replied, " Our father said that if you came this way, to have you stop and stay here until his return, and to tell you that you are welcome to preach at our house at any time." This was on Friday, I took out my pencil and wrote a notice that I would preach at that place on the following Sunday, at ten o'clock, a. m. I handed it to the girls. They agreed to have the appointment circulated. I passed on and preached at a place twelve miles from there, and returned in time for my appointment. When I arrived within sight of the place of meeting, I was filled with doubt and anxiety. I trembled all over, for I saw that a vast concourse of people had come to hear an inexperienced man preach the gos- pel. I went into the grove and again prayed for strength and assistance from my Father in Heaven, to enable me to speak His truth aright. I felt strengthened and comforted. As I arose from prayer, these words came into my mind, "Truth is mighty and will prevail." I waited until the hour arrived for preaching ; then I ap- proached the place where I had once been in a vision. This meeting-place was in a valley, near a bold, pure spring ; on either side was a high, eleva4ed country ; in the centre of this valley there stood a large blacksmith and wagon shop, surround- ed with a bower of brush wood, to protect the audience from the Bun. This bower would seat one thousand people. In the cen- txe of the bower they had erected a frame work or raised plat- LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 107 form for a pul[)it. I took my place and preached for one hour and a half. My tongue was like the pen of a ready writer. I scarcely knew what I was saying. I then opened the doors of the Church for the admission of members. Five persons joined the Church, and I appointed another meeting for that night. I again preached, when two more joined the Cliurch. The next day I baptized the seven new members. I then arranged to hold meetings at that place three times a week. I visited around the country, seeking to convert sinners, while not engaged at this place. The first converts were leading people in that county. Elisha Sanders and his wife and daughter were the first to receive the gospel. Sanders was a farmer ; he had a large flouring mill, owned a wood yard, and was engaged in boat-building on the Cumberland River. Caroline C. Sanders had volunteered to publish the appointment of my first meeting, which I left with the daughters of Mr. Smith. Ilabored at this place two months, and baptized twenty-eight persons, mostly the heads of famiUes. I then organized them into a branch of the Church. Brother Sanders fitted up a room very handsomely for me, in which I could retire for study, rest and secret prayer. I was made to feel at home there, and felt that God had quite fully answered my prayers. I had the knowledge that God's Spirit accompanied my words, carryiuo- conviction to the hearts of sinful hearers, and gave me souls as seals to m}' ministry. Brother Stewart soon preached himself out at his relatives' neighborhood. He heard of m}' success, and came to me. He said that the people where he had been preaching were an unbe- lieving set. I introduced him to the members of my cono're'^a- tion, and had him preach with me a few times, which gratified him very much. One Sunday we were to administer the Ordi- nance of Baptism. Several candidates were in attendance. Brother Stewart was quite anxious to baptize the people. I was willing to humor him. So I said, " My friends, Brother Stewart, a priest of the New Dispensation, will administer the Ordinance of Baptism." The people stood still ; no one would go forward or cons(!nt for him to baptize themi They said they would not be baptized until I would baptize them myself. I told them I would act if they desired it. So I l)aptized the people, and Brother Stewart was much odeiided with tin-m. He had not vet learned that he that exalteth himself sliall be cast down. 108 MORMONISM UNVEILED. and he tliat hurableth himself shall be exalted. I then called on the people for a contribution, to get some clothing for Brother Stewart. I had concluded to have him return home, and wished to clothe him up before he started, for he was then quite in need of it. The contribution was more liberal than I expected. I stayed there some three weeks after Brother Stewart had started for home. Then I made up my mind to go home and visit my family. Brother E. Sanders invited me to go to Gains- borough with him, where he presented me with a nice supply of clothing. Caroline C. Sanders presented me with a fine horse, saddle and bridle, and $12 in money. The congregation gave me $50, and I had from them an outfit worth over S300. I at first refused to accept the horse, but Miss Sanders appeared so grieved at this that I finally took it. I left my congregation in charge of Elder Julien Moses, and started for my family about the 1st of October, 1839. I promised to call on my flock the next Spring, or to send a suitable minister to wait upon them. When I reached Vandalia, Illinois, I found my family well. God had raised up friends for them in my absence. The Saints were then gathering at Commerce, Hancock County, Illinois. I visited my sister's family that Fall ; they then lived about one hundred miles north of Vandalia. I preached often through Central Illinois, and that Fall I baptized all of my wife's family, except her father. He held out and refused the gospel until he was on his death bed ; then he demanded baptism, but being in a country place he died before an elder could be procured to baptize him. But by the rules of our Church a person can be baptized for the dead, and so he was saved to eternal life by the baptism of one of his children for the salvation of his soul. 9> O ui O < a. CHAPTER VUL LKE CONTINUES HIS MISSIONARY WORBl. SHORTLY after my return to Illinois, I built a house for my family, and that "Winter assisted ray brother-in-law, Richard Woolsey, to do his work in the blacksmith shop. I sometimes visited my wife's sister Nancy and family. They lived on the Four-]\rile Prairie, in Fayette County, Illinois. Nancy had married a man named Thomas Gatewood ; he was known in that county as young Tom, as his father's name was Thomas. Nancy was the second wife of young Tom. His first wife left one child, a boy ; he was quite a lad then, and very chubby. The people when speaking of the Gatewood family, would designate thera in this way, " Old Tom," " Young Tom," and " Tom Body," and I understand this name stuck to them for many years. During the Winter I entered into a trading and trafBcking business with G. W. Hickerson. We would go over the country and buy up chickens, butter, feathers, beeswax, coon skins, etc., and haul them to St. Louis, and carry back calicoes and other goods in payment for the articles first purchased. We made some money that way. While carrying on this trade I drew the remainder of my money from ray friend, Vanleven, and began my preparations for again joining the Saints at Nauvoo. About the middle of April, 1840, I succeeded in securing a good out- fit, and with my old friend Stewart, again joined the Saints at Nftuvoo. I felt it to be God's will that I must obey the orders of the Prophet, hence ray return to the society of the bretliren. Joseph Smith, and his two counselors, his brother Hyrum and Sidney Rigdon, had been released from jail in Richmond, Mis- souri, and were again at the head of the Church, and directing the energies of the brethren. It was the policy of Joseph Smith to hold the city lots in Nauvoo at a high price, so as to draw money from the rich, but not so high as to prevent the poor from obtaining homes. The poor who lost all their property in follow- ing the Church, were presented with a lot free, in the centter of 109 no MORMONISM U^'iVEILED. the city. The Prophet told them not to sell their lots for less than S800 to $1,000, but to sell for that when offered, then they could take a cheaper lot in the outskirts of the city, and have the money to fix up comfortably. All classes, Jews and Gen- tiles, were allowed to settle there, one man's money was as good as another. No restrictions were then placed on the people ; they had the right to trade with any one that suited them. All classes attended meetings, dances, theatres, and other gather- ings, and were permitted to eat and drink together. The out- siders were invited to join in all of our amusements. Ball was a favorite sport with the men, and the Prophet frequently took a hand in the sport. He appeared to treat all men alike, and never condemned a man until he had given him a fair trial to learn what was in him. Among the first things done was the laying of the foundation of the Temple. When this was done each man was required to do one day's work in every ten days, in quarrying rock or doing other work for the Temple. A company was sent up the Mis- sissippi River to the Pineries to get out lumber for the Temple and other public buildings. The money for city lots went into the Church treasury to purchase materials for the Temple, which could not be supplied by the Saints' own labor. At the conference in April, 1840, the Prophet delivered a lenc^thy address upon the history and condition of the Saints. He reminded the brethren that all had suffered alike for the sake of the gospel. The rich and the poor had been brought to a common level by persecution; that many of the brethren were owing debts that they had been forced to contract in order to get out of Missouri alive. He considered it was unchristian-like for the brethren to demand the payment of such debts ; that he did not wish to screen any one from the just payment of his debts, but he did think that it would be for the glory of the kingdom if the people would, of their own will, freely forgive each other for all their existing indebtedness, one to the other, then renew their covenants with Almighty God and with each other; refrain from evil, and live their religion; by this means, God's Holy Spirit would support and bless the people. The people were then asked if they were in favor of thus bringing about the year of jubilee. All that felt so inclined were asked to make it known by raising their hands ; every hand in the audience was raised. The Prophet then declared all debts of the LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. HI Saints, to and from each other, forgiven and wiped out. He then gave the following words of advice to the people: " I wish you all to know that because you were justified in taking prop- erty from your enemies while engaged in war in Missouri, which was needed to support you, there is now a different con- dition of things existing. We are no longer at war, and you must stop stciiling. When the right time comes we will go in force and take the whole Slate of Mi^^souri. It belongs to us as our inheritance ; but I want no more petty stealing. A man that will steal petty articles from his enemies, will, when occasion ofTers, steal from his brethren too. Now I command you that you that have stolen, must steal no more. I ask all the brethrea to now renew their covenants and start anew to live their reli- gion. If you will do this, and you will forgive my faults, I will forgive you your i)ast sins." The vote was taken on this prop- osition, and resulted in the unanimous decision of the people to act as requested by the Prophet. He then continued, saying that he never professed to be a perfect man. Said he, " I have my failings and passions to contend with the same as the greatest stranger to God has. I am tempted the same as you are, my brethren. I am not infal- lible. All men are subject to temptation, but they are not justi- fied in yielding to their passions and sinful natures. There is a constant warfare between the two natures of man. This is the warfare of the Saints. It is written that the Lord would have a tried people — a people that would be tried as gold is tried by the fire, even seven times tried and purified from the dross of unrighteousness. The chances of all men for salvation are equal. True, some have greater capacit}' than others, yet the chances for improving our minds and subduing our passions by denying ourselves of all unrighteousness and cultivating the principles of purity are all the same ; they are within the reach of every man ; all have their free agency; all can lay hold of the promises of eternal life, if they will onl}' be faithful and comply with God's will and obey the priesthood in these last days. Never betray any one, for God hates a traitor, and so do I," said the Prophet. Then he said, "Stand by each other; never deser^ % friend, especially in the hour of trouble. Remember thai our reward ct)nsi8t8 in doing good acts and i\ot in long prayers like the Scribes and Pharisees of old, who prayed to l)c seen of men. Never mind what men think of you, if your hearts are 112 MOEMOMISM UNVEILED. right before God. It is written, ' Do unto others as you would that others should do unto you.' The first commandment is, 'Thou shalt love the Lord th}' God with all thy heart, mind and strength;' The second commandment is, 'Thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself.' Upon these two hang all the law and the proi)liet3." To more deeply impress these truths upon the minds of his people, the Prophet gave them an account of the man who fell among thieves and was relieved by the stranger, and he also taught us from the Scriptures, as well as hy the revelations that be had received from God, that it is humane acts and deeds of kindness, justice and words of truth, that are accounted to man for righteousness; that prayers made to be heard by men, and hypocritical groans, are displeasing to God. The Prophet talked to us plainly, and fully instructed us in our duty and gave the long-faced hypocrites such a lecture that much good was done. I had at that time learned to dread a religious fanatic, and I was pleased to hear the Prophet lay down the law to them. A fanatic is always dangerous, but a religious fanatic is to be dreaded by all men — there is no reason in one of them. I can- not understand how men will blindly follow fanatical teachers. I always demanded a reason for my belief, and hope I will never become a victim of fanaticism. During the summer of 1840 I built a house and such other buildings as I required on my lot on "Warsaw street, and was again able to say I had a home. The brethren were formed into military companies, that year, in Nauvoo. Col. A. P. Rockwood was drill master. Rock- wood was then a Captain, but was afterwards promoted to Col- onel of the Militia or Host of Israel. I was then fourth corporal of a company. The people were regularly drilled and taught military tactics, so that they would be read}' to act when the time came for returning to Jackson County, the promised land of our inheritance. IVIost of nn^ wife's relatives came to Nauvoo that year, and settled near my house. In 1841 I was sent on a mission through Illinois, Kentucky and Tennessee. I also visited portions of Arkansas. I traveled in company, on that mission, \vith Elder Franklin Edwards. I was then timid about speaking in towns or cities. I felt that I bad not sufficient experience to justify me in doing so. My comrade had less experience than I had, and the worst of it, he would not study to improve his mind or permit me to study LIFE OF JOHN D. LEE. 118 In quiet. He was negligent, and did not pay sufficient attention to secret prayer, to obtain that nearness to God that is so nec- essar}' for a minister to have if he expects his worlis to be blessed with Divine favor. I told him he must do better, or go home. He promised to do better; also agreed that he would do the begging for food and lodging, and I might do the preaching. I accepted the offer, and in this way we got along well and pleasantly for some time. At the crossing of the Forkadeer River we staid over night with the ferryman, and were well entertained. When we left the ferry, the old gentleman told us that we would be in a set- tlement of Methodist people that evening, and that they were set in their notions, and hated Mormons as bad as the Church of England hated the Methodists, and if we got food or shelter amongst them, he would be mistaken. He said for us to begin to ask for lodging by at least an hour by sun, or we would not get it. In the after part of the day we remembered the advice of the morning and stopped at every house. The houses were about half a mile apart. "We were refused at every house. The night came on dark and stormy, the rain fell in torrents, while heavy peals of thunder and bright flashes of lightning were constant, or seemed so to me. The timber was very heavy, making the night appear darker than it would otherwise have been. The road was badly cut up with heavy freight teams pass- ing over it, and the holes were full of water. "We feU into many holes of mud and water, and were soon well soaked. About ten o'clock we called at the house of a Methodist class leader, and asked him for lodging and food. He asked who we were. We told him that we were Mormon preachers. As soon as he heard the name Mormon, he became enraged, and said do Mormon could stay in his house. "We started on. Soon after- wards we heard him making efforts to set his dogs on us. The dogs came running an