PRESKNTED BY THE ISCARIOT THE ISCARIOT BY EDEN PHILLPOTTS WITH A FRONTISPIECE BY FRANK BRANGWYN, A.R.A. JOHN LANE COMPANY NEW YORK MCMXII s^■^■^ \<\'''^ SEP V I81t h THE ISCARIOT (/« a great chatnber sits the Sanhedrin about Caiaphas. To the west, between open pillars, a setting moon shines above the flat roofs of Jerusalem. Daw7t has touched the east. Distant torch-light flashes fitfuHy and the air is tre>nulous with the murmur of a troubled city. Judas walks up and down befo7-e the priests and elders. Upon the pavett floor lie pieces of silver scattered, some of which are illuminated by the moon and shine white, while others, reflecting the radiance of swinging lamps, glitter as though they were made of gold.) GIVE heed to me, ye Guardians of the Law ; Hear one cast out, already on the brink Of the dark river. Now in patience learn The truth of this same Jesus I have sold, But not for thirty pieces — for a dream ! Aye, listen well ; my blood's a phlegethon ; My bosom bursts with this accursed sleight Played by the fiends of Tophet Gone — all gone ! I 2 THE ISCARIOT Scattered and sped and vanished, like the veil That golden mists of morning weave and wind About a mountain's forehead, till the sun, Grown thirsty, drinks the nightly dew and burns The blessea shade away. Conceive my dream : Empire it was, and glory, and the reign Of Heaven unfolded here ; our citadel — Our holy Zion — raised to top the world ; The promise ratified ; the dynasty Of God and David's Son enthroned high Within Judea's sacred heart, to send Sweet dayspring and deliverance and joy Through earth's far bourne ! Ye priests, it was for that — For that I laboured and for that I lived ; And ere yon lesser light, now gliding down Upon the starry purple, shall be gone, I thought that grey Gethsemane must see Jehovah crown His Son ! For thus it stands Under the signet of the Faithful One : THE ISCARIOT 3 We are the crest and corner-stone of man, And hold earth's everlasting destiny By the Eternal Will in our sole hand. To us the mastery of the world is given ; . We only, the unchanging, steadfast rock In this mad sea of change, endure and stand. Unbowed, unbroken, and discriminate Till Time is told. Our Race alone of all Shall ride upon the welter of the world — This seething ocean of unnumbered men Poured like a deluge forth from Hellas, Rome, Gaul, and Armenia, from the misty North And Egypt's sandy heart. The Chosen we, And from our sacred and predestined root The Son of God must bloom. If otherwise The Eternal breaks His Covenant with man — A blasphemy to whisper. 'Tis for Christ — For Christ we keep our blood a fountain pure ; 4 THE ISCARIOT For Christ we walk unspotted as a maid That waits her promised spouse. Who better know Than ye, how fainting earth Messiah craves? Who better know the faltering, the grief. The dwindling hope, the ever-waxing fear ? Pagans are thundering at our Temple gates And at our hearts ; all expectation droops And noblest spirits sicken with the dearth Of these sad, twilight days. Deep from their tombs The prophets of the promises, attent. Still listen, sleeping not until the truth Whispered by God, through God shall come full round Unto fulfilment. Yet Judea's ear, That strains for the first trumpet from on high, Gleans nothing but the roar of Roman wheels And clang of mail, where the deep valley dust Spews forth another legion ; still her eyes- THE ISCARIOT 5 Her patient eyes, uplifted to the hills — See nought but gathering eagles, that would fain Play vulture with her corse. O Palestine ! Thy zealous child was Judas till this morn, And love of thee, and hope, and utmost faith In thine eternal heritage from Heaven, Have slain him now. Yet can a myth so weigh That men of might are called to perish for it ? List then, how, yearning for Messiah's Hour, I met Him, as 1 dreamed — the Son of God — Moving amid His own, who knew Him not. 1 O me came Jesus, and I marvelled much How a poor preacher of the hedge and ditch Should dare to challenge reason. " Friend," said I, For I had heard the seer tell his tale, 6 THE ISCARIOT " Now hail thee, ' King of Beggars,' not of men ! Go, stir the antres of the wilderness For starving, wolfish things that cry to herd And hunt their betters ; promise ample prey To vermin and the pariahs of earth — The living dust that rises in a storm To choke clean throats and nostrils. Foolish man ! Equality thou preachest in God's Name, Who made all things unequal ; thou wouldst set That futile, deadly lance in every hand — To wound itself withal. And what of these ? Dost think this foetid rout of draggle-tails And dropsies and lopped limbs and palsied legs Doth march to take a kingdom ? " True, thou say'st Thy kingdom is not founded upon earth. Then shall this cankered trash ascend to Heaven, THE ISCARIOT 7 Where kings do service and the prophets kneel Before the Throne of God ? What pledge hast thou, Wild shepherd of the goats, that shall affirm Thy fold's security? The robber folk — Those nomad leaders, who draw men away. And sharpen secret swords on desert stones To carve up our tame cities presently — Their purpose one doth comprehend, but thine ? What head shalt thou make ? Who shall fear thine hordes ? What sure salvation may this crippled band Of all incompetencies win from thee? Lead them direct, if thou wouldst be their friend, Down to the silent sanctuaries of death, Where none shall suffer at them. It is there Their heritage doth lie. In mercy point The shortest road and bid them follow it. 8 THE ISCARIOT That earth may sweeter be by their surcease. Their malady is weakness — a supreme And potent poison in the world's affairs, That, like some foul but ever-flowing tide. Creeps up the rock of power and lifts and lifts To drown the lonely strong. This rodent plague Judea frets, and now, most sorely struck By the fierce hectic of that fever fell, She faints beneath the mastership of Rome. Ye teach the weak to hate and not to trust ; Ye cry that strength is sin and might a vice In sight of the Almighty ! Erring friend. If weakness be the highest good on earth. Then let the highest weakness rule the earth, And yonder crooked fragment of a man. Half eaten by the leprosy, that drags His trunk with handless arms along the dust, Be lifted to the throne, or take the field Against our myriad foes ! " THE ISCARIOT 9 But Jesus bore With all the withering scorn I poured about His ragged faction. Gently thus he spake : " Upon the weakest link depends the chain That draws to Heaven. All mankind in truth May win thereto, but yet is it decreed That these sore-stricken, wounded companies Of unloved and unprofitable people Inherit first ; for if they be not heirs Of their Eternal Father's home, then none Is heir and He shall all forget. But know The Everlasting One appraiseth not Man at man's value. On a golden scale God measures, and the weight thereof is love. Oh ! subtle, subtle is the love of God — A fire that eats the green and spares the dry; A wind that blows away the heavy grain From earthly threshing-floors, and leaves the chaff For heavenly garners. 'Tis a force beyond lo THE ISCARIOT All wit of man to mete, or dimly know, Or watch i' the working ; therefore be assured That many a mighty one ye hold and hug And deem august and call the salt of earth, Shall prove but dust of Heaven — less, far less Than these poor, hunger-bitten, frantic things. Led by the first faint hope their souls have known, That crawl to make my pomp." Further he spake — Ye know the matter of his charge and plea, Since often, in your darkness, ye have cursed To mark the message echoed high and low. But me he tented deep : his rede was new. Yet pregnant, and it touched me to the quick Of my soul's life ; for long had I believed That good and evil in the ways of man Were ravelled up and knotted and entwined Beyond all resolution ; sure was I That in the alembic of the human heart THE ISCARIOT ii Old rights and wrongs were melted into one ; That evil leavened good, that good itself, Since the Mosaic legacy was spent, Had grown of grim complexion ; and 1 saw How values after measurement of man Were vain and void. He said that he was God, And reason fell upon its knees to hear. For he believed himself! There was in him Living assurance and the power to win A cold and doubting spirit with a phrase. He said that he was God, and I believed. Wrested thereto by shock of wakened love And pride in friendship ; for until he came Before the portals of this lonely heart And sought to enter, all my life austere Had driven men away, where beacons burned That promised warmer welcome. Thus it fell That I accepted from my pent-up heart Fully and perfectly with hungry joy ; ^ 12 THE ISCARIOT For when such secret souls as mine once love, The torrent bursts all bounds and pours itself In a raging flood. And as I haunted him, To hear the evangel, luminous and pure, Of his most glorious hope, I felt in truth The Ancient of the Ages had sent forth His very Son to earth, and willed that He Should walk unseen till now. For this man lived With such a life as never had I seen In all the paths of men ; a bloom of being Shone like the Springtime from his radiant soul. He gave his life as others fling away Their riches — gave and gave and gave again. Like the sweet music of the psaltery, That wearies never while the fingers pluck, Even so he, while men had ears to hear. Sang a new music to humanity. He held a light ; he spake a wondrous v^ord, THE ISCARIOT 13 And Mercy was its name : gentle indeed, Yet terrible. A boon and benison To all forgotten, fruitless, weary souls And the sad staple of our human kind ; A death eternal to the order old. That sank within the still and marble past Entombed by him. ' The poor in spirit blessed ! ' Lo, what a challenge, what an anthem new, Dropped like a singing star from highest Heaven, Was there of revolution ! So he came. From David's seed to make the peace with God: Rainbow of Promise on the thunder-cloud Of our primordial fall and dreadful fate — The Christ indeed ! " Oh, let one joyful shout- From all the wide-winged seraphim in Heaven, Proclaim Thee now the Master of this world ! " 14 THE ISCARIOT Thus cried my awakened soul — I gave up all And followed him, and left him nevermore. My hard-won learning into night I cast Before this dawn of everlasting truth, Emptied my brain and scoured away my lore. As I had cleansed a vessel that was foul ; I scorned my body, elbowed the unclean. Suffered the heat and hunger, shared my goods. And held our pitiful purse ; all I forgot And put behind me, since it was his will. Thus sacrificing reason to the faith That he was come to feed the starving earth. Above all else that drew me to him first There rang a mighty manifest of truth : That Heaven's whole kingdom lay within the heart ! As corn doth wait the coming of the rain To spread a vernal veil upon the earth, Even so rich and heavenly a harvest-field Each man may make of his poor, barren self, THE ISCARIOT 15 Given the grain from God ! For that alone — That echo of a golden verity Reverberating to despondent souls — I would have followed Jesus. Close I kept, But not submerged within the gathering host That moved about his way. Far otherwise — 'Twas my swift ear that ever truliest heard ; 'Twas I that of the twelve — his chosen ones — Grew drunk upon the cup he offered us. To no high issues were the rest ordained ; The draught he daily poured fired not at all Their simple minds: as dew-drop from the reed, His secret 'scaped them. Like a flock of sheep They grazed along behind the shepherd's heels, Content to follow where he chose to go, To ask for nothing but their daily meed. And bleat a little when the way was steep. i6 THE ISCARIOT But, through the chambers of my swifter brain, The force ineffable and secret fire Of all he taught us leapt and burned apace. In frenzy of anticipation fierce I saw the promised conquest of this world, That first should come ; I ate my spirit out, While still he tarried, caring not that time Sped on, and that Judea's lowly couch Was wet with tears. Then, what he would not tell, I strove to win by ambushes of words And questions deeply masked. Through starry nights. When far afield amid the desert wilds, Or by the margin of the inland sea, Way-worn and weary, he would lay him down To sleep on any pillow with the twelve, I pressed him close, revealed my loftier thoughts And wider sympathies. I showed to him THE ISCARIOT 17 How far unlike the fishermen was I ; How swift of mind and subtle ; how I saw, Out of the human love I bore to him, The goal whereto he travelled, and the way ! I spoke of mighty dead who knew not God, Yet whom God knew, and breathed upon and showed The fore-glow whose true dawn would blaze anon To light His Chosen. Yea, I told the tale Of Athens and the wondrous sons she bare To the true God, while yet unnumbered false Tore at the people's hearts with human hands. For human were they — men and women all — Wrought by the seers of that olden time To be a boon for them who cried for gods. Living and breathing visions from the void. They came in sunny splendour to the folk, And all the people lived beside their gods 3 1 8 THE ISCARIOT As learned magi and the sages live Beside their symbols. But mock deities Possess no power to make their servants men, Such as are we ; though cunning artists came, Juggled with marble, ivory, and gold, And raised a very galaxy of gods On high for devilish idolatry Within a thousand temples. Now the doom Of the one God we worship falls, and night Eternal soon shall gulf that lingering brood Of gods inferior to Fate — poor ghosts — Less than their Themis — Jove's assessor dire. Anon, I named in his unlisting ear That master-spirit — he who steadfast shone Like a sure pharos on the broken waves And ebb and flow of thought ; to show the rocks That filled those stormy channels, ere our God The charted way for evermore revealed. But nought he cared for Socrates, until THE ISCARIOT 19 I named the hemlock cup, and then, indeed, All vague and drowsy at the brink of sleep, Declared that earth must ever stone and slay Her prophets. So he fell on slumber deep, As one, who having poured his life all day For others' need, must seek the founts of rest And deeply draw against to-morrow's toll. But I slept not : my mind, on pinions swift Won from his word, now traversed life and time ; Dwelt with the rising and the setting stars ; Leapt the black hills with day to ravish night ; Brooded upon our destiny, and strove How to unwind the purpose of the present With all its sordid ugliness and want. Whence this sad waste, these temporal miseries Of meagre food, cold welcome, chill response Unto the tidings ? Wherefore did he choose 20 THE ISCARIOT So arid, profitless, and thorny a path To David's empty throne? And for how long Would he remain content to wear the dress Of muddy man, while from his eyes there glowed The fire divine? Now in a gentle beam Of most benignant light 'twas wont to shine ; Now, like the awful, azure tongue of levin From heart of storm, it flashed the ire of God ; And whether 'twas a smile he downward cast. Gentle and lambent on the little ones Who struggled to be throned upon his knee, Or 'gainst yourselves a knotted brow he bent To shrivel up your broad phylacteries — Whether in joy or sorrow, peace or pain, Those eyes declared him, born out of the blue Of sea and sky and mountain-purple dim THE ISCARIOT 21 All men have seen, none trodden. There I drank, And something of the deeper mystery won That he denied his lips. Nay, move ye not ! Harken, ye frozen ones, some season yet To this confusion of a frustrate soul. He said that he was God, and I believed. And cast about to help the world believe.j JTIAVE ye not seen at Sidon, when a ship, New launched upon the haven's peace, doth put To sea, how first the aid of little boats The virgin vessel craves ? Such lesser craft Bring forth the argosy when she doth bid Farewell to earth. It is their humble part To draw her stately from the circling arms Of the land-mother, where her shape was built- in the far forest first, and then by man Beside her future home and destiny. So slowly forth she comes unto the sea. 22 THE ISCARIOT To feel the wind upon her sails' deep bosom And the wide wave, that laughs and shows its teeth Smote by her virgin stem. And thus her course She takes and weds the fickle main, nor knows How long his love will last. In maiden trust She bows to the great deep and yields herself Into his keeping, with companionship Of willing winds and waves and leaping foam. Music dotli mark her going, where the ropes Sing to the harper with the unseen hand ; A sudden splendour of pure golden light Burns on her opening wings, and from the sun To the least human eye upon the shore. All mark her hopeful course and joyful might, Taking good heart and happiness to see The pride of Sidon sweep upon her way. THE ISCARIOT 23 The little ships creep back. They are forgot ; Yet to good purpose have they played their part, And justified themselves. Consider then That even such a little ship was I — Judas, that speak to ye. Now grew a hope, A hope that swelled into a fierce resolve, To draw my master from this coward peace And launch him swift on his immortal voyage. Oh ! see ye not, even ye who hated him, His majesty of purpose ? ' Granted all Was but a gorgeous dream, by dreams men guess At the heart of the dreamer ; for your slumbering mind, Albeit free from earth's material grip And desolating fetters of the real. Still bears the sleepers' stamp. No evil man Hath noble visions, and no lofty soul, Though it be foundered in the fens of sleep. Is moved to dream of baseness.^ Bear in mind 24 THE ISCARIOT He is a Galilean — men who dream By nature, and their visions oft translate Into the stuff of warlike, waking life. His heart to yours is as the living bud To the dead leaf beside it on the bough. Remember, priests, that he believed himself — Yea, he believed himself; and was it strange That, seeing men and what men seek and shun, And measuring the gulf that yawned betwixt His own sad soul and theirs, this Nazarene Should dream a fiery breath of very God Had burned into his bosom? Was it strange? Then read the world's innumerable hearts — Yea, read your own, and match me if you can A heart like his — this lonely man of men ! I ever knew him best ; 'twas I that saw The truth eternal gleam like gem in jewel When he but talked to children : I perceived The deepening mystery and waxing wonder As swift, from strength to strength, he upward soared, THE ISCARIOT 25 Upon the wings of his great spirit borne, While weak and weaker grew his earthly frame. I knew the never-sleeping voice he heard That called to battle, and I shook to know More than the master's self could guess or see ; For here all human hope of Heaven, housed Within a habitation perilous. And man's salvation, now within man's sight, Threatened through man's own frailty to fail ! Measure ye that ? Full sure the tortuous ways Of dialectic deep that ye pursue. Should train your minds to this same subtlety That made me fear. I thought he was a lamp — A lamp incarnate, dazzled by the glare Of his own awful radiance and the blaze Of the supernal Godhead, Who had willed Descend upon this humble one ; I feared A load, too weighty for the Anakim, 4 26 THE ISCARIOT Began to kill my Jesus. His poor flesh Sank underneath the strain ; he fainted oft And suffered through long secrecies ; he wept ; He groaned in spirit with his Father hid ; Battled through many a midnight hour with Fear, And gazed in terror at the front of Fate. He moved as one who shudders for his thought, And cannot banish from his fearful eyes The haunting shadow that will peep and peer. Stumbling in our mortality, too weak To tear it from him ; shrinking, flinching yet From all the majesty and magnitude Of the high task, that echoed to his soul From the far corridors of earliest time. When Adam fell, he went his doubtful way. Still, still the master spake with Heaven's voice. But was content to speak ; to act delayed. THE ISCARIOT 27 And this I marked and girt my huge resolve To make him act and sweep him surely on To his epiphany. With zeal at heat, Undaunted courage, and the purest faith That ever burned — an incense unto God ; Fired for my failing country ; torn with lust To do my Father's will, I strove to find Whether I might in all humility Essay the help that to his fellow-man Man giveth. Seeing, then, that Jesus knew Our common suffering and sadly bent Beneath the stern and universal yoke, I spake to him and bade him doff his flesh, As one doth doff a garment before toil. " Jesus of Nazareth, Thou Prince of Light, Leave prayers and fasting unto sons of men. Who know but how to pray and how to fast : Thou art the Son of God ! Thy Father now Bends His omnipotent and questioning eyes 28 THE ISCARIOT From the lone height of Heaven to seek His Son. He searcheth not beside the dusty knoll, Nor scorched highway, nor shadow of the stone. Nor temple of red, jackal-haunted rocks Upon the desert sand. Not on the wave When fishers draw their nets through Galilee, Nor mid the shards and skeletons that show Where cities stood to crown the vanished past, His First Begotten shall the Godhead find ; Not synagogues reward the Almighty's search. Nor yet the Temple, where keen, vulpine eyes Of them that hate Thee flash, and where the ears Are pricked that would confound Thee in Thy speech. A sword, my Master, Thou hast come to draw ; Then bare it, and along that awful blade THE ISCARIOT 29 Bring down the thunderbolt upon Thy foes And liberate the people of our God. Loose them and lift them up. Let them arise Out of the dust rejoicing and be whole — A nation worth Thy kingship — yea, a race Whose humblest ones are fit to fill the thrones Of lesser kingdoms. O Thou Son of Heaven, To rule and reign Thou com'st ! Thy Godly part Is not to creep with mean humility Among the weary-footed. Thou dost bring Salvation to the stricken sons of Time, For all are lost without Thee. Hearken then ! Messiah is Messiah — He redeems The suffering of all the suffering earth ; But, Jesus, Thou dost suffer with the rest ! A suffering Messiah ! 'Tis a wrong. And bitter slight to Heaven. Angels weep At Thine unseemly torments, for they know The Saviour comes to save and not to suffer. 30 THE ISCARIOT Out of the night the enemy doth roar And hem the darkness in with flaming orbs, While Palestine, poor scape-goat of the world, Bleats for the trusted shepherd that she loved. And marvels that he hath deserted her. From out their shattered and forgotten graves The saints and prophets lift a knell to Thee ; And on the wide-wayed paths and plains of Heaven Thine hosts await one archangelic word. To loose the hurricane of a million wings, If Thou but lift Thine eyes — those haunted eyes That seek the sky no more, but home in dust ; While on this hunger-starved and panting earth, The spirit of Judea, smouldering still In many a fruitful, patient one, shall leap Like fire to fire and lift an answering flame, And light the everlasting legions here To David's City. THE ISCARIOT 3t " Jesus, Son of God, All things in Heaven and earth and under earth — The beings that we men have never seen. Who toil beyond our friendship in the womb Of this great world ; and they, the winged ones. Who haunt the air, yet make their presence known On hurtling wings that whistle in the night ; Monsters and demi-gorgons and the giants ; And those 'twixt man and angel God hath made For His own purposes to move and live Secluded from our sense — all, all cry out In muffled thunder through the universe, And lift their supplication at this hour To draw Thee to Thy throne ! " Even thus I spake ; Even thus I prayed with supplicating hands And voice of inspiration. He heard all, 32 THE ISCARIOT But answered with the lash of cold rebuke, And bade me hide myself, nor meet his gaze Until my knees were weary of the earth. Doth fealty, then, demand unthinking suit Such as our dogs have power to render us ? I thought not so, and smarted when he chode, Setting his wrath to human frailty. That kindled into anger at the truth Upon my tongue. Yet me he did not daunt : I yielded not, nor mourned my earnest words, Since they were winged with love of God and Man, But felt the more affirmed to urge him on And onward. Yea, I studied deeper yet How best to point the road that he must go. Since, man to man, I stronger felt than he And mightier to hold the Light aloft, Had I been chosen for the cresset-head. Then, after prayer and fast and lonely hours. As deep and secret as the master's own, THE ISCARIOT 33 There flashed upon my hardy soul from God— From God I fondly dreamed — the dreadful deed That doth confound me now. JiLvEN thus I wrought -. When round the Passover had come again And to Jerusalem he set his face, I learned your conclave sat in secrecy And pondered still how best to overthrow The man the people loved. Then hastened I From Bethany and, with a stroke of guile Deeper than yours, declared how I might give Jesus into your hands at dead of night. When all the city slept. I feigned to sell The man I thought was God ; and glad were ye, Haggling like hucksters in the mart of flesh. To buy a prophet's blood for yonder trash That blights the mottled marble of the floor. Then there awoke the spirit we call Chance, 34 THE ISCARIOT To fool and fortify me at a breath ; For clear unto my busy brain it seemed That Jesus knew full well the thing I did, And when this night in upper room we sat At meat together, twice he smiled on me, And I discerned approval in his eyes. " Do quickly what thou doest." Thus he spake ; And I went forth into the deep blue night, Kre yet the wonder of the lesser stars Was dimmed before the moon. In hungry joy I ran to help the Son of God ; I came And planned with ye to lead your servants forth Through the still olive gardens of that glade Where best he loved to pray. It was ordained Where 1 should meet your people, where the rout And soldiers and centurion should bide To wait me. Then with soul translated high, Ecstatic, fleet of foot, along I went THE ISCARIOT 35 Through moonh't paths of the night-hidden Mount, That I might see if all were well with him. Because he knew, indeed, that this still hour Was great with his great destiny ; he knew The orb and sceptre of all earth were set Unto his blessed hand. Thus ran my thought, And, hid behind an ancient bole, I saw, In battle with the ever-living God, My master all alone. How small he looked — How small and shrunk and desolate ! The sight My own high spirit quenched and chilled my heart. 1 HOU knowest, O priests, how all our rolling hills Are clothed in misty green and flashing fires That twinkle when the winds but touch the woods. Where in her lesrions doth the olive stand. There is a glittering of silver light 36 THE ISCARIOT Within them, and wine-purple shadows rove Upon their billowing breasts. They are the garb And deathless vesture of our aged hills ; They robe each undulation, knap, and knoll ; And oft their name upon the sacred page Of God's own message lies. In Spring they scent The air with myriad blossoms, and the joy Of all their new-born leaves doth roll along — A cloud of radiant silver o'er the Mount. And later, ere the precious seed-time comes, And harvest-fields grow white, and skin of grape Thins underneath the lustre of the bloom. Their berries turn to ripeness, till each tree Doth show her diadem of starry leaves All gemmed with purple. And our God hath said That we shall strike them not a second time And clamber not again amid the boughs. To shower their treasure on the sheet out- spread, THE ISCARIOT 37 But leave good measure of His gracious gift For fatherless and widows, and for them Who seek as strangers for our comforting. A symbol thus of charity she stands ; And so did Jesus seek her, for he read Pure love into her loveliness ; he found That fragrant peace and silence made their homes Amid her secret places. Them he sought ; And now I watched, the while he sought in vain. I 'Tis an abode of eld, where Time's own self May be surprised asleep, and primal things Brood near, unseen but felt ; the mystery Of peace stupendous, of a peace beyond The gentlest whisper of a tongue to tell Doth shroud this place ; and here, upon the earth. He knelt in torment. Round about his feet The blood-red wind-flowers blew, their colour sucked Away by the white moon, and through the bough 38 THE ISCARIOT Low stars flashed largely from a fret of leaves Where dim, innumerable olives dreamed Like smoke of myrrh and storax. Hast thou heard Old olive trees that murmur in the night? Dost know the bated hush they keep? Hast seen The moon cast down at foot of every tree A shadow, like an ebon garment dropped From each time-foundered trunk ? All stunted, gnarled, They huddled round about him where he knelt, And made a cincture of their aged limbs Above his secret agonies, as though The venerable, grey ambassadors Were pilgrims from another world than ours. Where trees are conscious creatures. Ears had they And eyes: they heard and saw. In dismal trance Above his dolour, all the ambient air THE ISCARIOT 39 Was sunk and held its sorrowful breath awhile, Afraid to whisper. Interlacing boughs By chance upon his lonely place of prayer The shadow of a Roman cross threw down Along the dew-white grasses ; and he saw And swiftly marked the filthy symbol flung Into that anguished hour. The moon shone full Upon his harrowed forehead, and I stared To see his years had doubled in an hour. His burning, tearless eyes were lifted up To mirror all the woe of all the world, And blazing agony burned on his brow Like a red flame ; he writhed and flung hiin down With face against the earth ; and his dire load Of torn and tortured clay upon this rack Seemed like to perish ere he cast it off. He fought, the soul embattled 'gainst the flesh: 40 THE ISCARIOT And still most steadfastly I watched with faith, Believing in my heart that he was God. Yet did I weep, for well I loved the man And would have succoured him in that dark hour. But that I knew the battle now he waged Might not be shared. I mourned his awful grief; And then to joy arose, and scarce could hide For longing to give praise. I watched and saw The Godhead conquer ! After bitter stress He lifted up his head, destroyed the peace, And thrilled the listening forest with a prayer. Aloud he wailed, and through the nightly aisles Of all that sylvan gloom his piteous voice Like a lost spirit thrid. And thus he cried : " Father ! if it be possible, this cup THE ISCARIOT 41 Remove from me." Whereon the silence ~I crept Close, like a presence ; for not only he But all earth listened, and that planet old We call the moon, while in the upper air Of widest welkin, not a single star But ceased its throb to hear the Father's voice Ring through high Heaven. j Now his haunted eyes My master closed and waited patiently If peradventure should an angel fly With answer to his prayer. But all was still. And since none came, a deep and doleful breath Shook him where still he knelt — a racking sigh That menaced his worn life and weary heart. Again he spake, and in a voice resigned Yielded his manhood and assumed the God. " Not as I will, my Father, but as Thou Shalt will, so be it ! " Then I knelt me down 6 42 THE ISCARIOT Even as Jesus rose, all imminent, And shone and towered above himself, as though Some cloud celestial he had been, that crowns The heights of earth and lifts, itself a world, To take the glory of the noonday sun Upon its many mounting crests and domes, And golden gleaming pinnacles. So he Now stood transfigured, mighty, motionless. His eyes uplifted upon Heaven's gate To see the portals swing ! And to my sense. Enthralled by this full moment, now it seemed The entranced night awakened at his word And burst its long suspension — budded, bloomed In scent and song and joyful murmurings Through every dusky dene and solemn depth Of all those woodland ways. For nigh at hand. Within a*^ myrtle thicket^ by the path That hither led, where the sweet mastic grows And fragrant, hoary herbs defy the sun. THE ISCARIOT 43 The liquid music of a little bird Now sudden tinkled forth melodiously. ^ A hidden bul-bul had begun to sing In dreams upon his perch, then waked himself And poured from out that dewy dingle dark A hymn of praise ; so that the bird and I Were first of the world's creatures to proclaim The Son of God. Then round about there sprang Great candid lilies from adoring earth, That lifted all their silver censers sweet About his dusty knees. Aloft there hung, In ordered legions round the pascal moon, A gathering fret and panoply of clouds, That from their woven woof and web of pearl About the orb, in one translucent cirque, Cast a dim rainbow. Then they broke and massed Until the sky, to my transported sense, Began to be alive with rushing wings And swift, star-pointed lances. Knowing then The time was come, I tore me from my place, 44 THE ISCARIOT To speed where the impatient torches flashed And men cried out for Judas. l_yIKE a snake, With rufous scales and smoking breath, we crept Winding along the Mount. The patient trees Took on our sanguine livery one by one ; The owlet fled into the virgin dark Before our riot. Scattered we the dew From off" the grasses, bruised the sleeping flowers. And frighted things unseen in holt and den ; We threaded still Gethsemane with fire And stench and sooty smoke, that rolled aloft Above the mail-clad men, till all the earth Was fouled and violated ere we came To his inviolate place. But I before The mob so swiftly flew, they bade me stay, Nor overrun their rabble. On we fared Until we came where Jesus waited us, Surrounded by those others who had slept The while he suffered. Him I straightway kissed THE ISCARIOT 45 And dreamed I signalled God ! Ye know the rest. No Father smiled on that deserted son ; No fiery-footed cherubim swept down To smite his foes ; no peal celestial shook The grave of night to set the dayspring free ; No heavenly beam, from that high place above The sun, shone out to dazzle earth. Instead A lonely, broken, and deserted man They haled among them to the judgment- seat. r RIESTS, I have sinned a thousand ways in this. Most precious, innocent blood is ceded up — Most precious and most innocent and pure. A spirit of unbounded worth is he And high benignant purpose : not our God, But ranged along with God, and yearning deep To soothe the earth's wide, mordant miseries 46 THE ISCARIOT So far as one man may. And if he go To the Roman beam, then it is I alone That murder him and slay my only friend. Oh, suffer no such everlasting curse To fasten on my soul ! Be patient, Scribes, For if this man is mad, then by how much More mad am I, who dared to think myself Subtler than God ? Here standeth one who toiled To guide the Everlasting and direct His proper path ! What man run lunatic Dreamed folly fearfuller ? ' Know ye remorse ? Ye cannot, for this Jesus ye would slay Was first to find it. His concept of sin, So dreadful, new, and pregnant, gave it birth ; Out of his lofty soul the demon came — A foul thing from a fair ; a pestilence ; An evil exhalation given forth By corpse of perished deed ; a death in life ; A doom, a mortal poison that doth clog The very springs of action. From the past — The all-accomplished past — it crawleth back THE ISCARIOT 47 To rend the living present from our hands ; It leapeth down upon the hehiisman, Hope, Who steers each labouring barque of human life, And fastens on him, tiger-wise and fanged, Until the tiller's free, the vessel wrecked. It gnaws the lust of living from the heart. Endeavour slays, emasculates the will ; It broods and breeds and festers, till that man. Noble of heart enough to feel its power, Carries a hideous load of gangrened soul While yet his flesh is firm ; and thus he moves Amid the pinnacles of agony That only spirits know, and shrieks aloud His sleepless sin. Have I not often seen Its ravages within those trusting hearts That went along with him ? Aye, that I have, And marvelled how he held the dreadful power With gentlest words to kill a bounding hope, Or bring a hale and happy human soul, 48 THE ISCA.RIOT All joy, with life on tiptoe, down to this Infernal depth and fling it suddenly- Writhing and maimed upon the shards of sin, Like a cut worm. And here stand I destroyed By this unspeakable and deadly bane ; For though my purpose aimed as high as Heaven, Its overthrow now flings me to the deep, With those accursed who betray their trust And earn remorse : Hell's masterpiece. My heart Doth hold Gehenna — length and breadth and verge ; Its least and mightiest torments hide within This single bosom, where but yesternight I Homed all the bliss of Heaven ; and I stand Suppliant for death — the death ye measure him. Tormented am I to the raging core Of my dark soul — all dazed and terrified, Like to an over-driven beast, that glares THE ISCARIOT 49 And foams with thirst and pleads wild-eyed for peace. I loved him, loved him with most passionate love ; And that same love, now fallen on such bale, By the Almighty's dread decree, doth bring My toll of days in helpless, hopeless gloom To death inexorable. Dead indeed Unto this world am I — wakened from dreams Of Zion's far-flung glory to a morn Most desolately dark. My country's good, Her welfare and her triumph ultimate Still lie within Jehovah's council hid. 'Tis not for me : 'tis never now for me To run beside the chariot-wheel of God — And that's a grief to slay a heart like mine, Fed on the manna of the promises He breathed ; but worse is here of agony. Most personal, particular, and close. I loved the man, I say, and still love on, Albeit the God was but a god-like dream. 7 50 THE ISCARIOT And what remains ? The man that dreamed so well Lies in your power, a jest for Roman slaves, Who spit upon him by the guard-room fire. Fling purple on his shoulders, thrust a reed Within his patient hand and bid him tell Their cursed names that smote him. His great soul Ye cannot mar, but mine ye must pollute Beyond all strength but the Eternal's own To cleanse, if ye shall crucify that man. O Caiaphas, doth yet thy breast-plate hide A heart beneath its twelve-fold splendour bright ? Then strive to feel therein what now I feel, And pity me in truth by pitying him, ( Who at the Everlasting's whisper dark. And secret will, by us not understood, Was driven to declare himself Messiah. jls that which we call madness also sin ? Then half the world we pity, we should damn. THE ISCARIOT 51 The mad are God's own mouthpiece ; wouldst thou dare Thus to destroy the chosen of the Lord ? What sin dost find in him ? His gentle wits Run over into this, and who is hurt? Granted his word was vain ; yet all his acts Who live, that love their neighbour as themselves, Can less than praise and honour ? He but taught That God is love ; then let that love of loves Cast out the fear for evermore ye preach ; Oh ! let him mercy have, who mercy brought — A gift from Heaven to the merciless. Are ye akin to that unthinking herd Who will cry " Crucify ! " when day is come, Because their promised God is but a man ? Do ye, too, seek to feed your priestly hate On innocence? Nay, take the guilty one Who well hath earned the worst that ye can do. 'Tis I that should be crucified ; 'tis I 52 THE ISCARIOT That planned and plotted to confound your craft And cast you down to night ; 'tis I that strove, With all my passionate, unsleeping strength, Upon your ruined synagogues to found A Temple where no priests shall minister Or cast their shadows between God and man ! Take me and let him go. What sin is his? What table hath he spread for hungry men Ye could not sup at ? Search the Thora through. Ye shall not find a law to slay this man ; And that done, seek again within yourselves, Where sit the heavenly arbiters, and hear What saith the still small voice that, like a bell, Strikes in the holy places of man's heart. 'Twill bid you pardon him and let him go In peace away. Oh ! ye that hold the power, Wield it but gently o'er this innocent head, Whose only thought was rescue of mankind. THE ISCARIOT 53 The man is young ; his universal love Hath burnt him up. Enthusiasm deep, With a fierce aura of divine desire, Doth quite consume him, even while he strives By its celestial light to find his way, And still existeth, sick almost to death. Then let him pass in peace, where he hath fought And loved and striven, flinging forth his days Like rainbows through the gloom of Palestine, Till all are spent. Leave ye the man to God, And suffer me to die for him. Your heads Ye shake against me. Ye resign and doom This sad, unspotted fool of highest Heaven To Golgotha ? Then heed a dying tongue That tolls on life's last threshold and shall sound Never again for shadow-casting men. May every piece of that foul silver there Sparkling, as Satan's eyes beneath the Tree Of Knowledge in the garden — may each one, 54 THE ISCARIOT All wet with Jesus' blood, go breed in hell As money never bred on earth. May each Beget a million dagger-pointed flames To scorch and blister in your deathless flesh ; May all the art of fiends devise such grief As ruined souls have never known, till ye Sink to the lowest vault and torture-house Gehenna holds. Your cursed hearts are stone, But in the fury of the nether fires They'll crack at last, and tear your bosoms out, And leave you empty for the undying worm To fret and gnaw through all eternity. 'Tis I that must be damned upon this earth While my betrayal lives in memory Misunderstood of ages ; yet an hour Doth lie in time when the Eternal Hand Shall seal forgiveness. Now I go my way, To quit me of this dust men Judas call, And take my lowly, penitential place Before the portal of that secret State, Where ghosts of men abide the will of God. Thither I hasten, that when Jesus comes, THE ISCARIOT 55 The foremost of all spirits waiting him, With forehead on the earth, the Iscariot kneels. So shall he, reading in the bloody book Of my sore, wounded soul, lift up his voice And pardon , {Jvdas goes out. Caiaphas and the rest j-ise. There is a i^rcal expiration of breath and rustle of garments. Clear cold light has * filled the sky, and the stars are no more seen, /enisalem lies black against the whiteness of the dawn.) PRINTED BY HAZELL, WATSON AND VINEV, LD., LONDON AND AYLESBURY. Deacidified using the Bookkeeper process Neutralizing agent: Magnesium Oxide Treatment Date: April 2009 Preservationlechnologies A WORLD LEADER IN COLLECTIONS PRESERVATIO^ 111 Thomson Park Drive