'a "^ Class I J .^5(^5 Book_.^/4^g7 ;-^ Copyright N^_/4ii f COPYRIGHT DEPOSIT. LILIES OF THE VALLEY I^*-^ "--i c>. 'So < .~i; ic-i:*..-!^ -J-.^.'»i._.. n Klt^a of t\^t Uall^g BY PERCIVAL W. WELLS AUTHOR OF THE MAJOR OF THE KETTLE-DRUM, THE MARTYR'S RETURN, HERBERT GRAY, ETC. ILLUSTRATIONS BY PERCIVAL AND LILLIAN WELLS ' f 1 • » * WANTAGH, NEW YORK BARTLETT PUBLISHING COMPANY 1915 COPYRIGHT, 1915 BY PERCIVAL W. WELLS •/^^ JUL 8S 1915 ©CI.A401797 ^/ ®0 ffiiUtatt My Last and Now My Only Love TIT HAT is there in this life on earth that ties ff Us zvearied passengers to it so fast? Is it the memory of blessings past, Or thoughts and hopes of future felicities? How often pleasures seem but vanities, And darkening shadows of lowering tempests cast Unzvholesome gloom o'er us, and then at last The spirit appears to sink in obscurities! Yet love will save a suffering soul from death And its desires, and bring to unhappy us In the hour of need a thrill of victory, A nezv return of strength, a quickened breath, A faith in fortune more felicitous: So then with love we soar into the sky. AMOR ET LIBRI THE Cupid lying down symbolizes time taken from the rush of the world for reading, think- ing and meditation, and a love for it, taken with pleasure and not as drudgery. Cupid is in Nature — open Nature, and therefore he symbolizes what is natural in opposition to what is artificial, superficial or false. The sign on the tree. Amor et Lihri, means Love and Books, Love of Books, or Love for Books; Cupid and the Books, or Cupid and Books (there being two names for Cupid in Latin, Cupido and Amor). The whole thing symbolizes a uniting harmoniously of natural offection with high and true culture, heart and mind working together, sympathy and intellectuality, the divine (Cupid was a god) with the hufnan, simplicity and zvisdom. CONTENTS Page To Lillian . . 5 Foreword .... 7 List of Illustrations 11 The Love of All the Years 13 I Wander Thro' the Wood This I Aovn 14 Violets .... 15 As Summer's Kisses 16 To Thee .... 17 I Love the Name of Lillian 18 A Dream .... 19 What Care I? ... 21 Wild Roses .... 22 The Sorrows of Love 23 Memory .... 24 Lonehness ! . . . . 25 In the Vale of Tears . 26 A World of Love . 27 Beneath the Shades of Night 28 The Ideal .... . 29 Why All This Beauty? . 30 Be Not Affrighted, Lillian 31 Lov'st Thou? 32 Like to the Robin ZZ Vox Amoris .... . 34 There is no Limit 35 Where Is Heaven? . 36 To Lillian .... Z7 My Angel .... . 38 Page The Whip-poor-will 39 How I Do Love ..... . 40 Life's Just Begun .... . 41 Her Eyes Are Like the Heavens . 42 A Love Poem . 43 There'll Come a Time .... . 44 My World . 45 The Art of Love . 46 In Futurum ...... . 47 Who Loves His Sweetheart More Than I? . 48 Four Laughing Eyes .... . 49 Put Thy Hand in Mine . 50 God Is With Us ... . . 51 A Beautiful Flower . 52 I Am Not Sad .... . 53 Why Do I Love You? . . 54 Our Jailor, Love .... . 55 A Voice from the Heart . 56 The May Night .... . 57 Beautiful Rose of Summer . 58 A Lovely Rose .... . 59 Semper Idem .... . 60 To My Wife .... . 61 Not Dusk, but Morning . 62 Thine Eyes ..... . 63 LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS And lakes give outlet to the sea O flower, bend to me thy petals blue "You've played the game of love Quite long enough, my friend" For I may see my love no more And I sat me down to dream While the church-bells peal Their message full of love Why all this beauty? .... Who then shall be my angel love Save Lillian? .... Life's just begun! ..... Frontispiece Page . 15 19 22 26 34 39 48 60 u^ k THE LOVE OF ALL THE YEARS THE love of all the years gone by Shall be at last for thee alone; The bosom where my old loves lie Shall be, sweetheart, thine own. As brooks flow down into a lake, And lakes give outlet to the sea. So my love grows, and thou mayst take And keep it safe with thee. A sigh — a flash of memory — A swollen heart — a burning tear — Shall turn to living love for thee, For thou art the most dear. By loving I have learned to pour Love's sweetness from my breast; Give me thy fellowship, no more — Thine be all the rest ! 13 I WANDER THRO' THE WOOD THIS MORN I WANDER thro' the wood this morn — Among green trees I rove; And lo! the branches and the leaves Whisper to me, "Love." O'er earth's fair fields I dreaming walk, Dreaming of treasure-trove ; But all the meadows seem to sing, "Thy greatest treasure is Love." Beneath the mighty sky I breathe a sigh, Seeking God above ; But the birds and trees and meadows whisper, — "Seek for God in Love!" 14 •"J 0-. .— < 4-' ' u ^ > c £ o ^ oT E i-T C5, > !3 o 1 M-H J o •~ . -O >. f— ' E -4—* "O r-* OJ 'bjo >> 03 3 o /— ^ rj ti bo r^ o *— 1 >-• - « ^^ p a A DREAM THE other night I had a dream: Young Cupid came to me, And with a twinkle in his eye Which I could plainly see, He said, "You've played the game of love Quite long enough, my friend; The other gods and I are sure 'Tis time it found an end. The girl you fell in love with first Had thoughtful hazel eyes. And when with love you gazed in them They bore you to the skies ; But it is rare that man can live Forever with the one Whom he first loves, and so, alas ! You parted — sad and lone. Ah, then you flirted with the girls. Yes almost cruelly, Yet could not find a soul like hers Whose mate you might not be : Those hazel eyes will haunt you, friend — They loved you faithfully. Brown eyes came next, but they, I wist, Were fickle in their deed, 19 And through their faithlessness they caused Your heart — your own — to bleed! Then blue you chose as being fair — Deep as the summer sea — But soon their inspiration failed Because they were too free. Hazel, and brown, and blue, and green, And even brilliant black Brought temporary light to you, Which quickly faded back Into the soul from whence it came — Fickleness, alack! But time has come when you must choose Betwixt the blue and brown. Here are Fate's scales — let's put both in And see which one goes down." So Cupid placed each in its pan. And held them up to view ; I'll let you guess which kicked the beam — The brown eye or the blue? 20 WHAT CARE I? THE wings of night that hover low, Flitting sad and lonesomely, Are naught — what do I care, When she loves me? What care I if the day be dark And shadow^s fall across the sky? No gloom can close the windows of my heart When she loves me! 21 WILD ROSES THE roses grow on hill and shore : Bloom, O beautiful flower, for me ! For I may see my love no more, — He has gone out to sea. Oh, smile for me, sweet wilding rose. Kissed by the morning sun ; My breast, once gay, is filled with woes — Its cares are never done. How quickly do the roses wither When plucked from off their stem! My heart, in this wild, stormy weather, Is wilting, Hke to them. The roses on the hill and shore Have ceased to bloom for me, For I shall see my love no more — He has gone out to sea ! 22 O x "1 O) (-H 3 O 3 n n> O 3 (-h r+ o o <; n> C/2 n> 3 P o 3 ^ o ^ ^ a> -^ to 'o THE SORROWS OF LOVE LIKE Ata'i, Turkish poet, Sing I of a loveless maid: — Love a bubble, nothing to it — Only grievance it has made. "Heedless mistress ! Loveless fortune ! Ever shifting, restless sky ! Sorrows many ! Friends not any ! Strong-starred f oeman ; feeble I !" Girl with eyes like stars in heaven, Beautiful as perfect day, Why my aching heart hast riven? Why dost thou not love me? say! "Heedless mistress ! Loveless fortune ! Ever shifting, restless sky ! Sorrows many ! Friends not any ! Strong-starred f oeman; feeble I!" Never will the shadows lengthen More than those that cover me; Give me only night to strengthen Grief that comes from loving thee ! "Heedless mistress ! Loveless fortune ! Ever shifting, restless sky! Sorrows many ! Friends not any ! Strong-starred f oeman ; feeble I !" 23 MEMORY THE fairest faces that we gaze upon, That touch our soul — the tender instrument Of sympathetic love, with pleasure pent — Stay but a little while, and soon are gone Beyond the dim and misty horizon, — And we know not, alas ! whither they went Or with what bitter sorrows they are spent, Those features which in our fond eyes so shone! To leave a sweetheart is the worst of woes : A lonely lover has no happiness, So far from human sympathy he goes — Despairing, suffocated, comfortless ! O soul-consuming Grief, clouding the sky, — What else art thou, forlorn, pale Memory? 24 LONELINESS! THE sky is dark, the world is dark, And all around I see Nothing but darkness, for the light Of love has gone from me. My heart is weary when the day Breaks from the morning sky ; And in the evening it is sad — "Where is my Love?" I cry. Alas ! will no love ever come Upon the wings of time To touch my soul with happiness And render it sublime? Will no love e'er o'ertake my path As nearer Death I flee? O God, have mercy on my soul, And give my Love to me ! 25 li IN THE VALE OF TEARS SOMEWHERE within the Vale of Tears I lost my sweetest Love; And tho' for many saddened years With aching heart I strove To find my sweetest Love again Within the dusky grove, And soothe the fears That swelled my heart with pain, — I wandered thro' the Vale Tempestuously — bereft Of reason, weak and strangely pale, Seeking for traces that my Love had left. I saw upon a sighing tree. On whose dark stem were tears that it had shed, A pair of cooing, whispering doves. And I hated them because they had their loves — Love had deserted me! Along a dell shaded with drooping leaves. And strewn with flowers whose tiny roots had bled, I heard a babbling stream: Thought I, "The brooklet grieves, Perhaps because its Lover, too, is dead !" And I sat me down to dream. 26 And I sat me down to dream. — Page 26. A WORLD OF LOVE A WORLD of love is a world of pain Through which we mortals pass ; After sorrows, love again, And then more pain, alas ! Our troubled souls are bowed from grief, Pursuing a little pleasure. O man, thou shouldst not place belief In joys that have no measure ! How can we then sublimely live Without a touch of sorrow? For the very pain which we receive Fits us for life's tomorrow. n «1 BENEATH THE SHADES OF NIGHT MY wearied spirit seeks for rest Beneath the shades of night, And to Sleep's kingdom, as a guest, It wings its fitful flight. A peaceful hour at gathering eve Alone I set apart, And let the soothing shadows weave Themselves into my heart. O sweetest rest ! O wondrous dreams ! That in my sleep are wove ; When I awake, it strangely seems I feel thy presence. Love. Sleep on, dream on, O thou my soul Beneath the shades of night, — For swift the receding shadows roll. And dawn will bring thee light. 28 THE IDEAL PHILOSOPHERS have asked, What is the real? They have not answered it, but only gave To men a grist of words — a grave In which to bury thought. These then but steal Away to graveyards while the church-bells peal Their message full of love, when all the nave Is thronged with worshippers who wish to save Something of Hfe — ah ! they have the ideal ! Are we to take the trees when they are bare As symbols of great Nature's course? Must we Harvest the wheat when it is choked with tare? Love and ideals do paint reality With glowing colors, making wondrous fair The spirit's stay on earth, where'er it be ! 29 I WHY ALL THIS BEAUTY? THE wonders of the world appall me tonight — The sun that has sunk down from out the sky Has left a veil of glorious, blazonry, Which lingers on in tints of golden Hght; The slender moon with silver horns bedight Has rarer beauty and more brilliancy Than e'er I've seen — perhaps love's radiancy Has given added splendor to the night. Why all this beauty? Is it just to please The race of man? Is Nature's glorious Adornment merely a little passing show Which we can scorn or appreciate at our ease? If we think Nature made only for us, We know not God as Him we ought to know. 30 BE NOT AFFRIGHTED, LILLIAN LIKE a swollen river runs my love for thee, Deep-bosomed, unbridled, mighty in its course. Now calm and still, flowing full and free — Yet soon it rushes down steep cataracts and pours Its seething volume toward the distant sea. Wearing the rocks to foam with furious force. The ripples on the bosom of my love Come not from shallows, but rise from passion's wind That finds a swift descent from the heavens above The common fields where puny brooklets wind Their listless way, and with great tempests move The astonished earth. My love — 'tis of such kind ! 31 LOV'ST THOU? HE Springtime glory has burst forth With burgeoned, budding bowers; With verdant carpets on the earth, And birds and fragrant flowers. T The laughing world is bright and gay ; The rivers run with glee ; And winged winds sing soft and say,— "Lov'st thou? for I love thee." 32 i LIKE TO THE ROBIN A LITTLE robin sang with rapture Upon a cherry tree, Defying the world to come and capture Himself and his melody. He swelled his throat and thrilled with glee, Rejoicing at the Spring, And bade the world to come and see How gaily he could sing. Spring-time love, if thou canst make Yon robin trill with glee, 1 do beseech thee, only take My heart and gladden me ! 22 vox AMORIS THE music of the voice you love Is like the song of birds in Spring Who seek — blithe, airy troubadours — Their highest happiness by warbling forth Caressing melodies, — Oh love, oh love, oh love ! The voice of the one you love Is music of myriad bells Soft-toned in paradisal harmony, With silver tongues that chime Oh love ! oh love ! — Touching, transcending cadences — Love ! love ! oh love ! The music of the voice you love Is like the breathing of a soul That's found eternal havens of peace, — Oh love ! love ! oh love ! 34 H re 3 ^ ET O) H— • VI rT !Ji P crq <-t- rD a> H-t-» c o )— ' o 1— ♦-» -t n o 1— i 1 ^ CT" rD O) • t/2 ^ ^ . rt> ^ rv) VD THERE IS NO LIMIT THERE is no limit to the love That mortal men can have, Nor will there be an end to that Their hungry spirits crave. If God is love, then we indeed Are very parts of God, Because love is the greatest thing For which our lives have stood. We should not seek a heaven in heaven. But on the earth with us : And there is no limit to our reach If we are virtuous. No longer search, O men, for God Afar in a distant heaven. For you will find Him in yourselves With the love that He has given. 35 WHERE IS HEAVEN? WHERE is heaven? A place above the skies Where one with wings plays on a harp After he dies? And paradise ? Beyond the rolling sun — Assembly of the blessed saints When all is done? Heaven is here — In thy blue eyes I see My fate, my fortune, my future life, — For I love thee ! 36 TO LILLIAN WHEN thou wast with me, by thy love And presence I was buoyed ; But now that thou art far from me, My Hfe is but a void. As when by day the cheerful sun Shines gaily from the sky, But sinks at eventide to rest And night comes with a sigh, — So I miss thee since thou art gone Away from me, dear heart; But there will come a time — God grant — When we shall never part. 37 MY ANGEL WHO is the nearest to my heart, The dearest, sweetest one? Who but the heavenly-souled, Angelic Lillian? When we depart from this fair world Which we in love have lived upon. Who then shall be my angel love Save Lillian? 38 Why all this beauty? — Page 30. THE WHIP-POOR-WILL THE whip-poor-will is singing in the wood, Whip-poor-will, whip-poor-will, whip-poor-will ! It strikes to my heart a feeling of solitude — Hark — now all is still. The whip-poor-will is grieving for its mate — Or is it caUing for a love to come? I too am lonely, and how can I wait To take my sweetheart to our little home? I love the song of the purring whip-poor-will, Although it brings such sadness to my heart; Not pain, but loneliness which seeks to fill My bosom^ — for I miss my dear sweetheart! The whip-poor-will is singing in the wood — Whip-poor-will, whip-poor-will, whip-poor-will ! It touches my heart with solitude — Hark — now all is still. 39 HOW DO I LOVE AS Summer loves the Earth, Kissing it into divine fragrance, — So I love thee, for thou art worth More than the whole world's excellence; Thou knowest that I speak the truth: yet prove, If thou desirest, my love For thee, O virgin Innocence! 40 LIFE'S JUST BEGUN! LIFE'S just begun ! the flowing tide Of love has stirred it into motion. Farewell to bachelorhood's calm pride, And welcome, love's intense emotion! With my fair Lillian by my side. And her affection for my portion, What care I for the world beside? For life is mine — I'm sailing on Love's ocean. 41 HER EYES ARE LIKE THE HEAVENS THE white clouds flit across the skies, Which lie, deep-blue, above; I stand and gaze at them with thoughtful eyes. Dreaming of LilHan, the girl I love. The heavens remind me of her eyes, So wonderfully blue and full of hght; The clouds are like her smiles I prize — So beautifully bright! 42 A LOVE POEM GOD knows I love sweet Lillian, My lily of the dell; And that I love her even more Than I could ever tell. She is so good — sweet Lillian — I know God loves her, too: And He has special interest In lovers who are true. 43 THERE'LL COME A TIME LILLIAN, there'll come a time when thou and I Shall be united ne'er to part; And thy white bosom then shall lie Against my beating heart. Till then we'll live in fondest dreams Of happiness, dear one; God be our guide, for so it seems He is e'er with us, Lillian. 44 MY WORLD BESIDE my parents and my friends I have two loves: the one Is Nature — comrade and sweet nurse; And the other, LilHan, Whose loving passion for me stirs My deepest soul and bends Me to her with a benediction. What if all else should fail And seeming friends depart from me (Let it be understood I do not speak of Jesus and of God, Whose presence stays eternally) ? I still should have no sorrow to bewail So long as Nature and the Sun Were faithful to me — and LilHan! 45 THE ART OF LOVE BY loving we learn to love — indeed there is No other way. Our hearts need exercise To have the secrets of their handicraft, — Just as the jeweler must labor long Before he can produce a marvelous thing. Apprenticeship comes first, and then the art Of setting gems and fashioning with care Fine gold and silver-work, and beautiful Designs, which do demand a skilful hand. Knowledge, patience, and high efficiency. As children in our family we begin Apprenticeship to Love's most noble art ; And then as eager youth comes on apace, We journey abroad to find a quick response To passion — and here we must evade Scyllas And dangerous Charybdises, or else Love's shipwreck strews itself upon the rocks Where lurk all kinds of enemies — the Shapes Of Cynicism, Hatred, Scorn, Despair, Beside a thousand other revengeful forms ; At last, if Love's apprentice has safely made The necessary journey and learned his art. He takes a comrade who will freely give Him love for love and help affectionately The now perfected artist in a home Where love does constitute the stock of gems, And may be had by all who come to buy, — But only at the price of other love. 46 IN FUTURUM THERE'S nothing greater in this earthly Hfe, Which we can Hve but once, however much We long for another chance and dread the touch Of Death and his unsympathetic knife, Than noble love between a man and wife. The Spirit of God is ever near to such A holy union, guarding it from the clutch Of trouble-gatherers who ferment strife. As two great seas are brought together, so Two loving and responsive souls are made Into one soul for all eternity; On earth they share both joy and pain, and lo ! When they depart this globe where they have stayed Their little while, they can all Time defy ! 47 WHO LOVES HIS SWEETHEART MORE THAN I? WHO loves his sweetheart more than I Do love my perfect Lillian? There is no hymn within Love's psaltery To me more precious than this fair one — 'T love my Lillian." Who trusts his darling more than I My lovely Lillian? What sweetness in this melody — "Even when earthly fellowships are done, I still will love and trust my Lillian" ! 48 I ii^ji. *:i- Who then shall he my angel love Save Lillian ? — Page 38. II FOUR LAUGHING EYES FOUR eyes that laugh with one intent, Four lips that smile with innocent fun, Two breaths that meet with love's sweet scent, Which would entice a nun. It is no sin, so why repent? God's blessing on two hearts that beat as one — My own and the heart of Lillian ! 49 PUT THY HAND IN MINE PUT thy hand in mine, and kiss me tenderly, Beautiful Lillian, fashioned so slenderly ; Place a kiss upon my lips with thy dear lips so soft, And do not stop with one, but kiss me oft. Put thy gentle arms about me, little dove, And hold me close to thy deep-bosomed breast; And let us thrill with one another's love, O wondrous lily that I love the best ! Then let us pray to God that He may be, With His great Spirit, near us eternally ; Thus, darling, together, on our knees — Before our God, who knows, and hears, and sees. 50 I GOD IS WITH US THE sunset glowed upon the evening sky, And it was fairer than the day; Its beauty brought to me a sigh, Thinking of Lilhan, who was away — LiUian, my angel child, my pet, The darling of my heart. Whom I had seen not long ago, and yet From whom I had to part ! But by the tender grace of God, We soon shall he in each other's arms, And then we'll whisper, ''God is good. And may He keep us from all harms." 51 A BEAUTIFUL FLOWER I love a lily-of-the-valley, And long to have her near; When one loves such a flower, shall he Not keep and on his bosom wear? In the Garden of Love there does not grow A blossom more beautiful — White as driven snow, Modest, pure and dutiful. I am the gardener, and I will take The lily home with me; Fragrant as a rose, fair as a snow-flake — With her to love, how happy I shall be! 52 I AM NOT SAD IF pensive sighs and tearful eyes And lonely heart o'erflowing Would please my love — my sweetest dove, I'd never cease from crying. But since my girl — oh precious pearl — Loves me with happy passion, Why should I weep or red eyes keep? My heart needs no compassion. 53 WHY DO I LOVE YOU? DEAR little dove, with eyes so blue, With trembling I look down Into your eyes — if you but knew The love I give you for a crown ! You ask me, beautiful dove, Why do I have such love for you? Why do I love? Ah, yes — I love — because I do ! 54 OUR JAILOR, LOVE LOVE is our jailor — I and he Enjoy our prison gay and free; Come too, dear people, by our side, And bring as jailor, Love, beside. Our court is full of mirthful eyes. Of roguish hearts and merry cries ; The prison doors are open wide, — Come with us, and bring Love beside! 55 A VOICE FROM THE HEART IF friends were always true to me, And faithful to their trust, Treasuring more sincerity Than mothy gold and rust; If sunshine drove away the rain, Streaming unclouded down. And never let the mists again My mirthful moments drown; If love could follow all the way As I advance thro' life, — What poetry could I not, dear, say, O sweetheart, future wife ! 56 THE MAY NIGHT THERE is a time, sweetheart, When all our sorrows flee away. And all else is forgot, sweetheart, Except remembrance of the day When we first kissed, sweetheart, — That wonderful night of May! 57 BEAUTIFUL ROSE OF SUMMER BEAUTIFUL rose of summer, Sweet in thy tender bud, Waiting for lips to kiss thee And move thy crimson blood, — Open, O beautiful flower. Reveal thy petals red And give to me the fragrance The dew pours o'er thy head. Ah! would that God might give me What He to thee hath sent, And let me live for ever As sweet and innocent ! 58 A LOVELY ROSE I SEND you, dear, this lovely rose, Because it looks like you ; Tell it your passion, for who knows As much as roses do? Take pity on my precious rose, And pin it on your breast: For I may come tonight — who knows? To see the rose-bud pressed. 59 SEMPER IDEM MY heart is like the evergreen, Which never fades away, But fresh and vigorous is seen E'en on a winter's day. Like evergreen my love is, too, For it is fixed upon A spring of life forever true — The soul of Lillian. 60 Life's just begun! — Page 41. TO MY WIFE DEAR sweetheart, my heart's delight, When thou art far from me, 'tis night; Come, let me press thy breasts of snowy white. And feel the wonders of Love's soaring flight! I love thee, oh I love thee, Lily; — stay Beside thy Percival and with sweet kisses say That thou wilt always love him. Dearer than day Art thou to me, O Lily — wanton fay ! 61 NOT DUSK BUT MORNING GREAT sadness fell upon me, When I left my loving Kate; And the darkness as of Chaos Seemed to cover Life and Fate. Yet there's no such thing as Nothing In this world where nothing dies, Where the Sunshine of the Ages Always round about us lies. Then I found a precious Lily, Love of loves — an angel-wife ; And a happiness eternal Has engulfed my heart and Hfe. 62 THINE EYES THINE eyes are lovelier than the stars Within the azure skies ; No brighter jewels heaven wears, O love, than thy blue eyes. The clouds oft cover o'er a star So it will cease to shine ; But may the clouds be ever far, O blue-eyed love, from thine ! 63