PS 4AS7 18S • ;^iyCfw'ii' fi J»^-5»}i THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE / BY ^ I^jT ^^ y T^ MARY d/bRIMH AUTHOR I'ACE 0)ifispLece 9 13 18 20 23 26 29 35 39 41 43 45 49 '51 53 54 LIST OF ILLUSTKA'J'IONS. Alas for Jack ! ere the night was spent, " Fie ! foolish lass that you are 1 " . Longed that he, too, might go, Took loving, reverent care, In tlie shadowy gloom sat I'atience, The old clock in the corner. Patience had pressed her own wan cheek, A stranger knocked at the farmhouse door. Was wont to sit with his briar pipe, A glimpse of the restless sea. Back to the house they went at last. Writing in the Bible, .... Aunt Patience kniltins'-, .... 58 61 64 65 69 73 76 ^3 88 99 107 1 10 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. QUAINT old soul is Aunt Patience now, With the snows of time in her hair, And the signs of the years behind her In her wrinkled old face, still fair In its frame of snowy white muslin — The cap with its stiffened crown — • And the speech of that tender heart of hers, In the glance of her eyes so brown. In the " auld lang syne," when Patience Was only a " slip of a girl," With eyes like the stars of a summer night, And ffold in her hair's soft curl ; lO THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. When her form was slender and graceful, And her light step buoyant and free — Ah ! pretty little " Aunt Patience " ! What a fair young creature was she ! The joy of her doting mother, The light of her father's eyes ; " A sunbeam brighter " — they fondly said — "Than those of the sunny skies." She was up with the birds in the morning, She sang with the birds all day ; And the household cares, were they many or few, Slipped merrily out of the way. There were plenty of lovers to woo her. And sue for her heart and her hand ; But her heart had chosen its own love — A " sailor-boy," young Jack Rand. THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. II And him she crowned with that worship Which love ever yields to its king; And sweet the melody, day by day, Her young heart was learning to sing. But that was her own shy secret, Safe hidden till Jack should speak. If he needed a " hint," what would he more Than the blush on her pretty round cheek? It always welcomed his greeting. Had he used his blue eyes to see; But bold and brave as a sailor lad, Yet a very shy lover was he. So he came on nights with the other boys, After the "chores" were done, And he looked at Patience the while they talked, And he envied them every one. 12 THE S/OA'Y or AIW'T PATIIiNCE. Vox he knew it was said in ihc villai^e Thai "a wild youn^' rover" was he, And he feared the "old folks" wouldn't trust him — Whatever his promises might be — To W(;d with their honuN' young daughter, Since wooing her every day Were lovers more worthy (as jjoor Jack knew) Than lie to win her away. But his hcai-t went on with its lox'ing, In spite of its fears ; and that love — Though Jack kept guartl o'er his lips so well — Shone brio'ht as the stars above, And as steadily, out of his honest eyes. And think )-ou Patience was blind ? No, no ! for she knew in her woman's heart How love its own way could llnd. THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. So she trou))lecl no whit o'er her waiting, But olad and contented, each day, She put her hand to the household plough, And worked the brioht hours away. 14 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. But at last — at last, on an evening When Patience sat spinning alone, And the tossincr sea off the roueh Maine coast Was making its weird, wild moan, And the wind came rushinof and howline In its chase of the slanting rain — There came a sound on the step outside, And a tap on the window-pane. "Now, who can it be on a night like this?" Quoth Patience, with half a frown. As she stopped her wheel, and thought with dread Of "those wearisome boys from town; An' mother an' father a-sleepin', An' I with my stint to do ! " — - But she opened the door, and into her cheek The red of a June rose flew. THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. Jack gave her a glance as he entered, And his own cheeks glowed with red. He shook himself free from his sailor coat ; " Whew! a pretty rough night!" he said. " So I steered for this cosey harbor here ; An' I'm mightily glad to see There ain't any other craft in port. An' the coast seems clear for me." IS Deeper the blush on the girl's young cheek, But she merrily tossed her head : " No sensible craft would put out to sea On a night so wild," she said. Then bravely laughed young sailor Jack : " Ay ! risky enough, my dear ! But I — I came"— he reached his arm And suddenly drew her near. 1 6 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. And sought her eyes with his own, and cried " My girl, be it wrong or right, If ever I speak the truth of my heart, Speak it I must to-nigJit ! I came to look for a Httle mate — A mate wlio will ship with me, An' stick to mc true, an' trust me, too, A-sailin' over life's sea. " It's yo2t I'm wantin' — just jw/, lass ! Now, what's the truth of your heart ? If you're bound to another man, dear, Why, say good-by, an' — we'll part. P^or I sha'n't be teasin' you, darlin'. Though my heart's so full of you, dear, That I would have braved a sea of fire Only to get at you here. THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. I J " An' look in your eyes, an' tell you That, wild as they call me, I'm true, An' stanch, an' trim, from stem to stern, In the heart I'm offerin' to you ! — What, Patience! cryin'? Hush, darlin' ! "* — He laid his hand on her head — " I'll never be good enough for you ; An' maybe I shouldn't have said " These things, if they've troubled you, lassie. But then, I am free to confess That I never did have any patience. Though 'Patience' I long to possess! An' now, when I've come here to get it" — She smiled, and answered him back : " You find it all ready and waitin' for you ; An' — I hope you won't— /(^^^ it — Jack!" i8 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. Happy young lovers ! Together They sat in love's silence, so sweet, That neither heeded the passing- of Time With his train of moments so fleet. For silence is eloquent always, And it then had so much to say, That at last the old clock in the corner spoke, And ordered young Jack away. THE Sl'ORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. 1 9 He kissed her once, and he kissed her twice, And ran back with a hiugh for ''three;" For "Old ' Rory O'More' was right, I'm sure, An' 'there's luck in odd numbers,'" said he. And the wind died down, and the moaning Passed from the sea away, While the stars came out to lighten the sky And watch for the dawn of day. Well, the "old folks" learned in the morning How "little mice always play" — As the saying runs — when by lucky chance The "watchful cat is away." The story their lassie told them Troubled them much for awhile. But the fond and faithful old mother — She was the first to smile. 20 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. % And daily she coaxed the farm- er, too, \ f#*? His willing consent to yield ; Laying- her hand on the old man's arm, Ere he went (with his frozvii) to the field For his daily toil, and his sore-vexed heart Brimful of its jjrudo'e 'gainst Jack. .vsp "■ Forgive 'em, father ! " she said, " an' try *» -^ ^"* ^__^ To smile on 'em when you come back ! " And the day when he did forgive them. And placed in Jack's hand his own, And proved to " the children " his full consent 'J- 1 If: STORY OF Al^NT PATIENCE. 21 P>y word, and by look, and tone — That day Uj Patience seemed l)riinmin;4 With sunshine that never before Had fallen from skies so ^^olden bri_c(ht, To cover the landscape o'er. And so the conrtship went steadily on, And there; wasn't a lad but knew There was no use strivini^^ 'o^ainst "lucky Jack;" For Patience had nothing to do With nirting-, and playin.o- thos(; cunnini^ tricks Which come with these modern times, When a i^drl scarce belom^^s to her own b(;trothed Till the rin;g of the wedding chimes. Not a lad amongst them so winning As Jack, with his saucy blue eyes, Where seemed to linger the shadow and shine That one finds in the soft June skies. 2 2 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. And the way in which he loved Patience Was true and honest enough, Had Jack been less of a sailor-boy, And born of a steadier stuff. But he loved the sea with his might and main, And there came a time at last, When he wearied, he said, of " loafin' on land," And longed for the ropes and the mast ; And to walk the decks of a ship again. He knew he would gladly yield The uttermost charms of the village home — Its beauties of hillside and field, Its rest, its peace, and its quiet. Though he had loved each of them well. And loved them the more for his sweetheart's sake, Ay, better than words could tell. THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. n But oh ! for a breath of the ocean, Miles— miles from the rockbound shore ! He had lived on the sea in days gone by — Should he never live there more ? Such a little lad when he journeyed first With "daddy" over the sea, Proud, and prouder as older he grew, Till a "sailor" he learned to be! Then there were the distant voyages, Father and he to^-ether, 24 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. With mother at home to watch and wait, And pray for the wind and weather ! And then — the lonely home-coming ! (The father — under the sea /) And only Jack, \\nt\\ his loving young heart, The help and comfort to be Of the waiting and weary mother ! Oh, well ! He had done his best ; And never again had he left her home, Till she died, with her head on his breast. And Jack, you wonder what kept him Still bound to the rocky shore ? Ah, love had caught and enslaved him then ; He thought of the sea no more. 'Twas only Patience he wanted, and where She lived he was happy to be. THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. 25 And Jack, the sailor, grew merry and gay, " And what cared he for the sea ? " There were merry boys in the village, And girls to be merry with, too. And the ''girl of girls'' who had caught his heart. And was thrilling it through and through. E'en while — as the old-time yearnings Began to gather again— He put them aside with a stern resolve. And told his heart they were vain. But now, alas ! for the lovers ; 'twas true, Jack, loving his sweetheart no less. Yet longed and longed for the old free life. And the ocean-wind's caress. Till his soul was filled with a wild desire To sail to some distant land. THE STORY OF A L.\ J r.lllh.XOE. I r:r-^-;:s-.. W oiiKl l\itii'nct.' inari'v Him now, tluni^iu lu\ AikI ship wilh him, haiul in haiul ? All this, aiul more, he Avas poiulorin^- o'er. As ho walkoci 1>\' tho sea one tlav, While the i^listenino' wa\"es in the snnlii^ht Seonunl to Inx'kon him lai' a\\a\'. lie IkitihI his hreast to the hret^zt^s. Aiul iil'ied his head on hii^h. And his blue eyes dancetl as he watelied the waves. Then he turned away with a si^h. THE SJ'OA'V OF A ex/' r.l'lll'.NCK. "I'll Icll her tlu; tnilh!" he saitl to hiinst:lf, •.' I'll t(;Il licr the truth to-iiii^lu ! It'll grieve her, I know, an' hrini^' the; tears To her pretty brown eyes so bright. But oh, she's j)r(jiiiise(l herself to me. She; i^avc hk; her //car/ witli her hand, An' she knows — slu; /'fn)7os I am sailor-born! An' my ^irl will inulerstand " How a sailor can smoth(;r for lack of ' room' When he wearies of bein' on shore ! An' she knows — (iod bU^ss her! — that but for her I'd ha\'(; left here lon^- befon;. So I'll tell her to-nioht ; an' why should I fear, When my own little mate; is she ? But oh, will she let me i^'o alone, Or ship as my wife with me?" 28 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. That night they walked to the village store, To the villaore store and back. But never a word of the thought on his mind Had come from the lips of jack — Though many the things they chatted about, In their own dear lover-like way — Till they paused at length at the garden gate. Then — " Dear, I've somethin' to say " — He whispered, laying his hand on hers. And looking with anxious eyes Straight into the pair so soft and brown, Which held a sudden surprise As Patience answered him : " Speak, my lad, An' whether for good or ill, If you've got into trouble, why, never mind, Be sure that I'll love you still." '3)r-^<='1:\ "DEAR, I've somethin' to say." Page 28. 'P THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. "Now bless you, darlin', for tliat ! " cried he, And his heart rose light as air ; For he thought to himself, "No fear of squalls. For the wind blows free an' fair." Then he tokl the truth of his restless soul, How it longed for the rolling sea. And she gazed at him with pain in her eves, And — "Tell me no more!" plead she. " But wait till the spring is here — do wait ! Give this no thought till then. Promise^ me, jack?" — Oh, t(>arful eyes! Jack kissed them again and again, And talked of the sea (to her) no more As the days went pleasantly by; And before they knew it, the world grew sweet And fair 'neath the springtime sky. THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. 3I But yet — though at work with the other lads, And striving- to be as they (For his sweetheart's sake), the sailor's heart Went sailing the sea each day, Till Patience grew sober with many fears Which clouded her eyes so bright, And lay on her heart through the day's fair hours, And haunted her dreams by night. Once more Jack spoke of the old desire; But she laid on his lips her hand. ''Please wait till ihc fa// shall come," she said, " Be patient till then on land ! " And Jack spoke out : " Will you wed me //icUy. An' sail with me far away ? The father an' mother will spare you, dear, If we promise not long to stay." 32 THE STORY OF AUNT TATIENCE. Well, summer passed, and the fall had come, And the sweethearts walked together ; And they talked of this, and they talked of that, And they laughed at the windy weather Which made so free with the soft gold hair Jack smoothed with a loving hand On the girl's low brow ; but alas ! alas ! For the question of " sea or land"! It was waiting below their smiling, It was hiding in eacli young heart. The summer had gone, the fall was come — How soon must these lovers part? Or, parting not, how soon would they sail ? And what of the old folks then ? They looked at each other — did Patience and Jack, And — the trouble began again. TIIK STORY Of AUNT PATIENCE. And "trouble" it was, iiuleetl ; for both Grew petulant as they walked, And the more they argued the matter, More angrily still thc;y talked ; Till Patience, tossing her pretty head, Cried out with her sharp despair: " Go you to the sea, if you like ; for inc There are lads enough an' to spare!" 00 " That's so, an' all of 'em better Than a loafin' land-lubber like me ! An', savin' yourself, the ocean's a thing 1 love better than life!" cried he. Then he saw that her cheek was paling, She saw that his eyes were wet. And — well — they kissed — as lovers all do When a quarrel they wish to forget. 3 |. riir: siory of aunt patience. Was that tlic end of the " arouiiuMU " too? Not so, save just for awhile. " I'll ha\-e j)atienc(.^ for Patience, and win my cause," Saiil jack lo himself with a smile. And his love tor his swec^theart ^rew and i^rew, And his lon^iiiL^- [ox sea as well ; And l^itience — into her little heart A jealousy came to tlwell. rOr how could a lover want the sea II his Jicai-f were on the A?';/c// ''Is he learnin' to care for it better than me? W\\ I don't understand ! " i\nd so she worried herself with thouo'ht. And shacUnvs were oathering around The two youno- hearts, ere half of love's joy Or its perfect peace had been found. ONK NIt;irT HE WALKED WITH HER DOWN THE IIII.E. Pai^'C 36. 36 THE STORY OF AUA'7' PATIENCE. One night he walked with hcM" ch)wn th(; hill 111 search of the straying cows, And paused at last for an earnest talk, Leaving the kine to browse And tinkle their bells all undisturbed Along the pasture lane. " While just once more — an' the last," said he, He ard his cause a^'ain. " I'll sure be back in a year, lass, Vox jny lieart an' my soul an; true! An' many's the pretty bit of a gift I'll be bringin' back, darlin', for you. But oh, my girl, I was hopin' That you — that you zvoiilclift stay Contented at home, when the man of your heart Is sailin' the seas away. 77/ A- STOKV OF AUNT PATIENCE. n <' Don't you think yen will ship with mc, dearie, When you think it over a bitr'"— - You've had my answer, my lad," she cried, ''You may do as you like with it!" Then she scornfully swung herself around, And gave a toss of her head, And after the cows she started alone, With nothing more to he said. Her lover followed her slowly then, Angry, and sorrowful, too. " Shall I stay ashore like a useless wreck, I'rettin' the whole ye-ar through, 'Cause a woman would kc-ep me loafm', Against the wish of my heart.'' Never! oh, never!" h.. angrily cried, -We'll laugh a good-by— then part." 38 7 HE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. They had reached the kitchen door-yard ; Jack suddenly barred the way. " Before we part for the ni^^ht," said he, " Is there nothin' you have to say ? Through all of our courtin', sweetheart, We've dealt fairly enough together. So don't be strivin' for clouds, dear, Let's hold to the pleasanter weather. " I've got to get /// in the world, lass ; A livin' viw sea I can earn ! So don't be blaniin' a sailor, 'cause His heart for the sea will yearn! I find no fault with the land, for I found my sweetheart here ; But a sailor is only half a man When he's loahn' on shore, my dear. JACK SUDDENLY BARRED THE WAY. Pai^C 40 THE sroRY of aunt patience. " vSo give us a kiss for j)cacc, dear heart, An' another one for oood-night. I know when you think tliis over a hit You'll own that I'm in the right." But Patience: answertxl with only a laugh (Though sore in lier heart was she) : " Sail, yes, sail, as soon as you like ! But you'll carry no mate in ;;/r / " The quarrel was on in earnest now ! Whichever was wrong or right, They were both too hurt and angry to part As lovers and sweethearts that night. Jack turned about, and whistled a tune, To show that he didn't care. There were "plenty of girls in the village!" and so He spent his evening there. THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. 41 And Patience — well, she milked the cows ('Twas work she was wont to do; But pleasanter far when Jack took hold, And the task was shared by two) ; And she tried to sing as she filled her pail, But the tremulous notes at last 42 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. Died utterly out of sound, tlie while Hot tears were gathering fast. And pretty Brindle (which Patience loved Of her farmyard pets the best) Had no kind pat on her soft white nose, When left that night to her rest. She chewed her cud in a mild surprise ; But how could f^rindle know That all alone, with her brimming pails, TJiat night poor Patience must go ? The night wore on, and the stars grew pale. (Patience went early to bed, Por — "'Jack, Jic loas sorry to be detained Down to tJie store'' she said. Hiding her face from mother's gaze, But holding her head on high.) THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. 43 The night wore on, and tlie stars grew pale As the dawn crept into the sky. But back to her heart, as the morning- grew, Chasing her tears away. Came — shame to tell it ! — the stubborn thoughts, All ready to face the day. (Had Jack but known it !) full half the night, She had wept for her sailor's sake. But who would dreani, in the morning light, That her heart was like to break ? " For Jack must know that little care /, If so little, in sooth, cares lie, 44 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. That between that sea an' his sweetheart here, He gives his choice to the sea ! " So she stood at the kitchen doorway, Feeding her chickens, and sang Till the sweet wild notes of her ofirlish voice Over the meadows ransf. And the squire's son, who was passing by, Stopped at the fence awhile To chat with the maid he would fain have won, And she answered him smile for smile — Because (oh, foolish young Patience !) Over the road came Jack ; And she thought, "He never shall know from me That I'm a-wantin' him back ! " So she chatted and laughed in her pretty way With her swain at the fence, while he so SHE STOOD AT THE KITCHEN DOORWAY. Page 44- /j.6 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. Kept wishing with all his might and main That her sailor were— out at sea ! And Jack ? There never was merry tune So vigorously whistled before, As he sauntered by with his chin in the air, And never a olance at that door. Ah, well ! if by some quick magic To each of those lovers then The thoughts of each heart could hav^e been revealed, — Jack, the saddest of men, And Patience, the saddest of women, Would have grieved with each other well. And perhaps of this dear old " Aunt Patience " There'd have been no story to tell. But Jack passed on ; and the squire's son, Seeing that something was wrong, THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. 47 Was glad in his envious heart, and felt That perhaps it wouldn't be long Till he and the sailor micrht chano^e about. So he plucked up new courage, poor boy ! For little knew he that the girl's gay laugh Held no t?'iie note of joy. But she suddenly turned around (alas ! What weathercocks girls can be !) And the smile died out of her pretty face (Since Jack no longer could see Her airs and graces, nor feel the sting Of her make-believe scorn). And so She had no more use for the squire's son ; He was more than welcome to go. And go he did, without more ado, With a curt " good-day " in his ears ; 48 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. For Patience forgot her manners, I think, Because of the strange new fears Whicli assailed her heart as Jack went on. " For why should he be so gay — When his heart, like mine, should be troubled an' sad ? Ah me ! what a weary day ! " A "weary day" did it prove, indeed; And another followed it, too. And still another, until at last A rumor grew, and grew. That "the sailor Jack had gone away, With never a parting word For his sweetheart Patience; what could it mean?" And all this Patience heard. But she gave no sign as she went about Her household duties, not she ; THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. 49 For her eyes were bright, and her songs rang out With their okl-time melody. If she o-rieved — there were none who saw it ; If she wept — 'twas only at night. But the neighbors talked as neighbors will do, And guessed at the wrong and the right. No use to question the mother, no ! Too true to her girl was she ; And as for " father "—blunt old soul— With his eyes ablaze, cried he : c^O THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. " Wal, now, if the gal's £o/ a secret, I reckon 'taint yourn, my friend ; An' I reckon 'taint mine — for /f////i '/ " So the questioning came to an end. * * * * * * Two weeks went by — how long they seemed ! — And nothing was known of Jack. Then — rid of his anger, and penitent too — To the village he hastened back. He came at the close of a day when leaves Fell fast from the wind-swept trees ; And he came by the shore, and crossed the rocks In the face of the ocean breeze. It sent the red of his healthy veins To the bronze of his beardless cheek, And tangled his clustering curls, and seemed A boisterous welcome to shriek. "f<^^i^'^<^'>-\^ ■W"^' " VVAL, NOW, ir THE GAL's GOT A SKCRK.T." FiJgC 50. 52 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. But Jack, he laughed as he strode ah)ng, For all to himself said he : " I will not stop till 1 see my lass, An' she has forgiven me ! " An' when she learns that in Portsmouth town I've found me a berth as mate — Because she loves me, 1 know full well That she never will make me wait Till my ship comes back from a foreign port Before she will wed, oh no ! She'll give me a kiss, an' her bonny hand, An' togctJicr away we'll go ! " He lifted his eyes to the western sky Where the sun was sinking to rest ; And he pursed his lips to whistle a song, But somehow — it died in his breast. For hope might fail, and repent though he might THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. 53 The pride which hacl put them apart, How could he be sure that Patience again Would give him the love of her heart? The moon peeped down through her gauzy veil, And the frolicksome wind grew still, '1 And the shadows of evening softly closed Round the farmhouse under the hill, As Jack stepped out on the road at last, And rallied his courage again. As he thought, "If by luck my girl's alone, I'll tap on the window-pane ; " An' maybe she'll come with her cheeks aorlow, As she did on a time before, An' I'll stand all handy to give her a kiss, As she opens the old front door." With brightening eyes and a thrill of love, He quickened his eager pace. And the light from the "livincr-room" flashed out And threw a beam on his face. THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. 55 He softly crept through the garden gate And hied to the window-pane, Then raised his hand for that eager "tap;" But it fell to his side again, While out from his face the love-light fled, And hope from his stricken breast. " Now the best of my life dies here ! "he groaned; " I give to the sea the rest ! " Then back again to the rocks he sped, And " On — on — on ! " cried he. But go as he might, or fast or slow, His eyes seemed ever to see The picture they saw through the window there Of the farmhouse under the hill ; And he wondered once— should he turn him back- Would he find it waiting still? 56 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. Was Patience standing even yet With the squire's son at her feet, Her hand in his, and his bold black eyes Fixed on her face so sweet ? What were those words she had said to Jiim, When tossing her head that day So long ago ? " There were plenty of lads, If he chose to go sailing away ! " Did she mean them surely ? Ay, surely ! She had put hiui out of her heart. " Well, then " — he lifted his proud young head- " If she cares so little we part, Why, little care // I'm bold, I'm brave!" (And he dashed a tear away.) '' An' I'll be with ye, ye wind an' wave, Before another day ! " THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. 57 And yet — had he tarried a moment, ere He fled from that window-pane, To the angry heart of our sailor-boy Sweet peace would have come again. For presently Jo, with a downcast face, Came forth from the open door ; His wooing of Patience forever done — As she bade him come no more. The hand he had clasped— against her will— At last she had shaken free. '•For my heart an' my hand are Jack's!" she said, '* Wherever the lad may be ! " So Jo went sullenly down the road, And vowed he would never go back ; And Patience wearily went to bed, And lovingly thought of Jack, 58 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. As lifting her eyes to the moonHt sky, And clasping her small hands tight, She prayed, " Wherever he is, dear God, Oh, bless my sweetheart to-night!" Alas for Jack ! ere the night was spent. Reckless and wild was he, And drank with his mates to the good ship's luck, And tossed his cap for the sea. THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. 59 Well, it so happened, a village lad. While crossing the fields that night (As Jack was fleeing from home and love), Chanced there in the moonshine bright To catch a glimpse of our sailor, And hailed him merrily then. And Jack had answered him with a laugh : " Good-by— till you see me again ! " " An' when'll that be ? " the neighbor called. " An' where are you bound ? " asked he. And back on the winds Jack's answer came: "Can't teU, for I'm off io sea f '' And Patience, spinning her stent next day, That bit of gossip was told By a neighbor who chanced to pass that way. Her heart and her hands grew cold— 6o THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. But never a sign did her face betray To the neighbor's curious eyes ; Though a silent moan and a pitiful prayer Went up to the pitying skies. Her wheel went round, and round, and round, But to her it seemed to say : " Your lover was here, but he eauie not near, He has gone forever aivay I " And over, and over, and over again. As the wheel went merrily round. And the neighbor there with the old folks talked, Patience could hear no sound Save only the speech of her spinning-wheel. With its endless monotone : ''Your lover zuas here, but he eame not near — ■ He has left you ! left you — alone / " 62 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. That year came lovers as once before Like bees round a clover bed ; But though she laughed and chatted with all, Yet only a shake of her head And a gentle "nay "were her answers, Whenever they pressed too far ; Till her mother sighed, and her father growled " Fie ! foolish lass that you are ! " Will ye never have eyes for a better lad Than the fickle-hearted Jack, Who chose the sea, an' to yon, my girl, All merrily turned his back ? " But Patience clung to her own dear home, And said she wanted no other ; And clung with an infinite love to them — The dear old father and mother. THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. 63 So months went by, and the seasons passed One after the other away. And Patience— as all of us must, you know- Kept pace with old Time each day ; Till little by little her girlhood's charms, With the springtide of her life. Were changed to the sweeter and richer growth Of its summertide ; and the strife Of her tired heart, with its ceaseless love For the lover of long ago, Had settled down to a sorrowful " past." And though once in a while would flow Her woman's tears from her woman's heart, Because of the old-time pain, Yet still the summer of life w^as fair, And its smiles would blossom again. 64 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. A few more years, and "mother's" life Was finished here below ; And " father," lonely, and sad at heart, Lonored that he, too, miq-ht cro. " For it cannot be that the lovin' Lord, Who's a-readin' my heart each day, ¥ TOOK LOVING, REVERENT CARE. J^Clge 66. 66 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. Can s'pose /'// ever he glad again With DiotJicr so far away ? " He said to Patience, witli tears of grief In his dim old eyes ; and so When the pitying Father heard his moan, And called him soon to go, She laid her kisses upon his lips, And tenderly closed his eyes, And smiled through her tears for the dear " old folks " Together beyond the skies. And then, alone, with only her thoughts To keep her company there, The " bonnie lassie " of long ago Took loving, reverent care Of the dear old home she had loved so well. In those days of aidd lang syne ; THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. 67 And over it still, the soft blue sky, And its sunbeams, loved to shine. A kindly neighbor she was, to all. And many a time they said In pleasant chat : " It was well for the town That Patience never would wed." For were they sick, she was there to help, And " a capital nurse " was she. And the children lovingly claimed her, too, Till ''Aunt Patience" she grew to be. As the months went on, and her soft brown hair Showed, by and by, a streak Of silver shining prettily there ; And the outline of her cheek Put off the oval of younger years, And lost its color a bit, 68 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. Though over it still a soft sweet blush Would sometimes shyly flit — Did she ever think of Jack ? Ah, well, By this and that 'twas known That there were times when the patient heart Would make its lonely moan ; When, whatsoever her woman's pride, And her woman's strength of will, The wound that hurt the heart of the girl, In the wo?na?ts heart lived still. And once — at the twilight hour Of a tender summer's day — A neicrhbor called for a bit of chat To while an hour away. To her friendly rap no answer came. But the front door stood ajar. -C K^.^,- '\ IN THE SHADOWY GLOOM SAT PATIENCE. Pa^e 70 70 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. " If Patience is out," the neighbor thought, " I reckon she ain't gone far — " So I'll jest step in an' wait a bit." But ere she had crossed the floor, A pitiful sight her eyes beheld Through the bedroom's open door. In the shadowy gloom sat Patience, Her head bowed over her lap. And her finders smoothins^ with tender touch A half-worn muslin cap. And out of the gloom a stifled sob Fell on the neighbor's ear. As she softly turned and retraced her steps. " 'Tain't likely /';;/ wanted here," She said to herself ; and her kindly heart O'erflowed with its sympathy. THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. J I " I reckon she's havln' one o' them spells That has always got to be " When a woman's had sorrow an' trouble. No matter how hard she tries To hide it from folks — there's got to be times When she jest sets doivn—an cries ! " So thought the neighbor while hastening home, As deeper the shadows fell, And old-time memories, one by one, With Patience came to dwell — As she fondled that wrinkled muslin cap, Worn once on a dear, gray head. " Ah, mother s heart was truest of all ! " To her own sad heart she said ; And she pressed her lips to the wrinkled folds Over and over again, 72 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. Yearning for touch of that mother's hand, With infinite love and pain. Long, long she sat in the gloaming (As oft she had done before) By the chest of drawers in the little room, Looking its treasures o'er. There were garments that whispered of " father." (She lifted his Sunday coat, And twining the sleeves about her neck. Kissed it, with sobs in her throat.) There were trifles whicli "mother" had cherished, And things she had worn each day. She shook and folded them once again. And laid them, with kisses, away. And each and all of them brought her there Some message from out the " past," THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. n As down the vista of vanished years Her memory travelled fast, Pausinii^ at every " milestone," Jiither for smiles or for tears, And taking- comfort as best it could Out of the hopes and fears, The joys and sor- rows of aiLld lang syne. 74 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. Till into the woman's heart Peace softly entered and kissed away The tears so ready to start. And when the old clock in the corner Called out, in its measured way, The usual warning that "time and tide For no man or woman could stay," Patience came back to her present, Out of her peopled past, And arose, with a laugh that was half a sigh, And lighted her lamp at last. It shed its beams on her sweet sad face, As she brewed her a cup of tea. And Patience was lonely — Patience was sad — And oh, how tired was she ! The lamplight shone on her slender hand. THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. 75 And burnished a silver ring Which on her finger her lover had placed, With the "wish" that the years might bring, To " his own sweet girl, the brightest of days. As their love grew more and more ! " " Ah me ! " she sighed, " an' to think how soon Those days were shadowed o'er ! " And then, with a mighty rush of tears That the old-time love set free, "O Jack! my lover! my lover!" she cried, " Why are you so long at sea ? " Jack's picture lay on her heart that night; She had kissed it ere she slept (As, indeed, she had kissed it many a time. For comfort when she wept). Out from the case, blue eyes had looked. 76 THE STOKY OF AUNT PATIENCE. With never a shadow or frown, Straight into the eyes they once had loved — • Dear eyes, so wistful and broivii / And Patience had pressed her own wan cheek To the pictured face so bright, And she whispered : " Dear, for- give me ; I was wrong, an' you were right ! But I loved you : how I loved you then ! An' I've loved you all these years, An' I'll love you alwa)'s, livin' or dead. Through change, through sorrow, through tears!" And then, while stars in the quiet sky Kept watch and ward above, THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. J 'J With the cherished picture over her heart, She dreamed — and found Jicr love, And wandered with him through realms of joy, Till he left her, alas ! again ; When back to the zvaking world she came. And lifted her burden of pain. Days came, days passed, and made the months, And the months they spun the years ; And each had brought its goodly freight Of hopes, and plans, and fears. And there came a time when the springtide Over the earth held sway, And Patience arose one morning To the lidit of a beautiful day. o 78 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. She stood in her sunny doorway Looking" out on the cloudless morn, And smiled at the fair creations With the wonderful springtide born. She smiled at the soft green meadows spread About her on either side, And lifted her eyes to the skies above, So blue, so fair, so wide ! " 'Tis a gem of a day. Miss Patience," Said Hiram, her hired man, " A day when one can buckle to work, An' do jest the best that he can. An' I'm thinkin' you're feelin' the same, ma'am, Vov you're lookin' as fresh as a rose! An' that's nat'ral enough, for the shine o' the day Has got into your heart, I s'pose." THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. " Go 'long with you, Hiram ! " cried Patience, A blush on her cheek meanwhile ; And about her lips, and into her eyes, There crept a twinkling smil(^ " ' As fresh as a rose,' indeed ! " thought she, " An' I — on this very clay A-countin' the half of a century Fled from my life away ! 79 "Fifty years! Well, I've climbed life's hill As well as I could — alone. Though I can look back on many a path Where I stopped to fret and to moan, Because, bein' only a woman, I couldn't help it; but there! I ain't so old, I'm thinkin', jest yet, But I've plenty of strength to spare 8o THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. " For goin' along dozvii hill, if so The Lord will strengthen my feet (An' I reckon He will), an' lead me on To His pastures fair an' sweet. Ah, well! there's a plenty of ' //^z^^Z-a-beens ' In this crood old world of ours. We've 2:ot to take our chance of the tJiorns If we try to get hold of the fioiuers. "An' yet, if my lad had been with me — My lad of the long ago — I don't believe these years behind Would have tired me climbin' so ! " A shade of sadness crossed her face. But — " This won't do ! " cried she. " I've done with rakin' old sorrows up. Since they come 'twixt peace an' me ! ", THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. 8 1 ''Fifty years f Why, spry as a girl Was Patience Moore that day ; Her wheel went round like a thing alive, Till it spun the morn away. But once, just once, to the days of old, Did she let her heart go back. And then she fondled that pictured face Of her boyish lover! — "Dear Jack," — She whispered, laying her lips upon The lips of the sailor lad, — " This is viy birthday, love, but I Am tryin' not to be sad, Though I wish you could kiss me, dear, once more ! Ah, well ! in heaven above (If never again on earth) you'll know That Patience zvas true to her love ! " 6 82 THE STORY OF AUX'T rATIKNCE. That sweet day passed ; the western sky Was wearing its golden crown, When a stranger knocked at the farmhouse door As the sun was Q-oino- down. Hiram was off to the village store To spin his usual yarn, And Patience was milking the Jersey cow Out in the red-roofed barn. And twice, yea, thrice, did this stranger knock As he waited without the door ; Then, growing weary, he lifted the latch, And stood on the kitchen floor. His hair was gray, and heavy his beard, And his face was bronzed and lined ; Rut the eyes w^hich gleamed 'neath the bushy brows Were honest old eyes, and kind. ^^■ >nip ■'\3Hb A STRANOKR KNOr'KKD AT THK FARMHOTTSE DOOR. PaP'C 82. 84 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. They dwelt with a Hngering tenderness On the scene before them there, As his toil-stained hand with a reverent touch He laid on an old arm-chair Where, long ago, a hale old man At the close of a busy day Was wont to sit with his briar pipe And smoke the evening away. And his heart bridged over with many a thought The gulf that lay between The " then " and the " now," and made its moan For those joys which " might have been " Since the days of that " auld lang syne," ah. me ! When a sweet little lass (the pride Of that old man's heart) would blush at the kiss Of the lover close at her side. WAS WONT TO SIT WITH HIS BRIAR PIPE. Fagt^ 84. 86 THE STORY OF AUNT PATIENCE. And even yet her low clear laugh Seemed ringing in his ear, As she filled a mug to its very brim With cider, sweet and clear. And lifting it up to her father's lips (Brown eyes all merry with glee), Cried, " Drink it, daddy, for health, an' luck, An' long life for Jack an' me ! " And there was the chair with its cushioned scat, Still placed by the window low, Just as it stood in the other days, When, watchiner the sunset's oflow, The gray-haired mother would sit to rest When the cares of the day were done, An ■■,,,; ;-igi\:;'i- ', •••• /., . ^,t- v', ■v-.- <,■:>• LIBRARY OF CONGRESS 015 861 999 4