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For * Our Lady of the Rocks/ by Leonardo da Vinci . . . 275 \ For a Venetian Pastoral, by Giorgione ... 276 For an Allegorical Dance of Women, by Andrea Mantegna 277 For 'Ruggiero and Angelica,^ by Ingres . 278, 279 x^x CONTENTS, PAGE For "The Wine of Circe," by Edward Burne Jones 280 -Mary's Girlhood 281 The Passover in the Holy Family 282 Mary Magdalene at the Door of Simon the Pharisee 283 LiLiTH 284 Venus Verticordia 285 Cassandra 286, 287 /Pandora 288 ^On Refusal of Aid between Nations .... 289 On THE 'Vita Nuova'of Dante 290 Dantis Tenebr^ 291 Beauty and the Bird 292 A Match \iith the Moon 293 CONTENTS TO BALLADS AND SONNETS. BALLADS. Page IT 1 Beryl-Song Rose Mary, Part I. . 3 17 Rose Mary, Part II Beryl-Song . Rose Mary, Part III. . ^ ; • . 30 Beryl-Song The White Ship (Henry I. of England) ........ 53 The King's Tragedy (James I. of Scots) 7, xxxu CONTENTS. /THE HOUSE OF LIFE. \ SONNET-SEQUENCE. 1 Page Introductory Sonnet » ii7 Part I. Youth and Change. I. Love Enthroned 119 ♦II. Bridal Birth 120 *III. Love's Testament c . . 121 *IV. Lovesight 122 V. Heart's Hope 123 *VI. The Kiss .124 *Vn. Supreme Surrender 125 yill. Love's Lovers 126 *IX. Passion and Worship 127 *X. The Portrait 128 *XI. The Love-Letter 129 XII. The Lovers' Walk 130 XIII. Youth's Antiphony 131 * In this table, the sonnets marked * are those which appeared in the author's former volume. CONTENTS. xxxiii Page iribute *XV. The Birth-Bond . . . XIV. Youth's Spring-Tribute 132 • 133 *XVI. A Day of Love j^ XVII. Beauty's Pageant j^ XVIII. Genius in Beauty j^g XIX. Silent Noon ^^^ XX. Gracious Moonlight j^3 *XXI. Love-Sweetness XXII. Heart's Haven ... 140 *XXIII. Love's Baubles . . J41 XXIV. Pride of Youth j 2 *XXV. Winged Hours j^^ XXVI. Mid- Rapture .... XXVII. Heart's Compass j^- / XXVIII. Soul-Light j^g XXIX. The Moonstar ,..*, 147 V XXX. Last Fire i^g XXXI. Her Gifts XXXII. Equal Troth j^o XXXIII. Venus Victrix jrj XXXIV. THe Dark Glass 1^2 XXXV. The Lamp's Shrine 153 *XXXVI. Life-in-Love * ,^4 *XXXVII. The Love-M-opn i^^ xxxiv CONTENTS. Page *XXXVIII. The Morrow's Message 156 *XXXIX. Sleepless Dreams 157 XL. Severed Selves 158 XLI. Through Death to Love 159 _- — i XLH. Hope Overtaken 160 XLIIL Love and Hope 161 XLIV. Cloud and Wind 162 *XLV. Secret Parting 163 *XLVL Parted Love 164 *XLVn. Broken Music 165 ♦XLVin. Death-in-Love 166 *XLIX. WiUowwood 167 *L. WiUowwood. II 168 *LI. WiUowwood. Ill 169 *LII. WiUowwood. IV 170 LIII. Without Her 171 LIV. Love's Fatality 172 *LV. StUlborn Love 173 LVI. True Woman. I. Herself 174 LVII. True Woman. II. Her Love .... 175 LVIII. True Woman. III. Her Heaven . . 176 LIX. Love's Last Gift 177 CONTENTS. XXXV Part II. Change and Fate. Page LX. Transfigured Life 178 LXI. The Song-Throe 179 LXII. The Soul's Sphere 180 *LXIII. Inclusiveness 181 LXIV. Ardor and Memory . , 182 */ *LXV. Known in Vain 183 LXVI. The Heart of the Night 184 *LXVII. The Landmark 185 *LXVIII. A Dark Day 186 *LXIX. Autumn Idleness 187 *LXX. The Hill Summit 188 *LXXI. The Choice. 1 189 *LXXII. The Choice. II 190 *LXXIII. The Choice. Ill 191 *LXXIV. Old and New Art. I. St. Luke the Painter 192 LXXV. Old and New Art. II. Not as These . 193 v/ LXXVI. Old and New Art. III. The Husband- men 194 '/ ♦LXXVII. Soul's Beauty 195 ♦LXXVIII. Body's Beauty 196 xxxvi CONTENTS, r Page *LXXIX. The Monochord . 197 LXXX. From Dawn to Noon 198 LXXXI. Memorial Thresholds 199 *LXXXII. Hoarded Joy 200 *LXXXIII. Barren Spring 201 *LXXXIV. Farewell to the Glen 202 *LXXXV. Vain Virtues 203 *LXXXVI. Lost Days 204 *LXXXVII. Death's Songsters 205 LXXXVIII. Hero's Lamp 206 LXXXIX. The Trees of the Garden 207 *XC. "Retro me, Sathana!" 208 *XCL Lost on Both Sides 209 *XCn. The Sun's Shame. 1 210 XCIII. The Sun's Shame. II 211 XCIV. Michelangelo's Kiss 212 *XCV. The Vase of Life 213 XCVI. Life the Beloved 214 *XCVII. A Superscription 215 *XCVIII. He and I 216 *XCIX. Newborn Death. 1 217 *C. Newborn Death. II 218 *CI. The One Hope 219 CONTENTS. xxxvii LYRICS, &C. Page Soothsay 223 Chimes 228 Parted Presence 235 A Death-Parting 238 Spheral Change 240 •Sunset Wings 242 xSong and Music « . 244 ^ Three Shadows 245 Alas, So Long! 247 Adieu 249 Insomnia 251 Possession 253 The Cloud Confines 254 SONNETS. For the Holy Family (by Michelangelo) ..... 259 y¥or Spring (by Sandro Botticelli) 260 /Five EngHsh Poets — I. Thomas Chatterton .... v ••• 261 II. William Blake 262 xxxvni CONTENTS, Five English Poets — III. Samuel Taylor Coleridge 263 IV. John Keats 264 V. Percy Bysshe Shelley 265 Tiber, Nile, and Thames 266 The Last Three from Trafalgar . 267 Czar Alexander II 268 Words on the Window-pane 269 Winter 270 Spring 271 The Church-Porch 272 Untimely Lost. (OHver Madox Brown) 273 Place de la Bastille, Paris 274 "Found" (for a Picture) 275 A Sea-Spell (for a Picture) 276 Fiammetta (for a Picture) 277 -The Day-Dream (for a Picture) • 278 --Astarte Syriaca (for a Picture) 279 Proserpina (per un Quadro) 280 Proserpina (for a Picture) 281 La Bella Mano (per un Quadro) 282 La Bella Mano (for a Picture) 283 CONTENTS. xxxix ADDITIONAL POEMS. (1886.) Page At the Sunrise in 1848 287 Autumn Song 288 The Lady's Lament 289 A Trip to Paris and Belgium 291 The Staircase of Notre Dame, Paris 299 Near Brussels — A Half-way Pause 300 Antwerp and Bruges 301 -On Leaving Bruges 303 Vox Ecclesiie, Vox Christi 304 The Mirror ^oz During Music 306 On the Site of a Mulberry-tree, etc 307 On Certain Elizabethan Revivals 308 English May 309 Dawn on the Night-journey 3 to To Philip Bourke Marston 311 Raleigh's Cell in the Tower 312 For an Annunciation 313 xl CONTENTS, Page For a Virgin and Child by Memmelinck 314 For a Marriage of St. Catherine, by the same . . . 315 Gioventu E Signoria 316 Michael Scott's Wooing 317 Mnemosyne 317 La Ricordanza (Memory) 317 Con Manto d'Oro, etc. (With Golden Mantle, etc.) . . 318 Robe d'Or, etc. (A Golden Robe, etc.) 318 Barcarola . . . . • 319 Barcarola 320 Bambino Fasciato 320 Thomae Fides 321 Versicles and Fragments 322-326 Notes by William M. Rossetti 327 THE BLESSED DAMOZEL AND OTHER POEMS. POEMS. THE BLESSED DAMOZEL. The blessed damozel leaned out From the gold bar of Heaven ; Her eyes were deeper than the depth Of waters stilled at even ; She had three lilies in her hand, And the stars in her hair were seveiu Her robe, ungirt from clasp to hem, No wrought flowers did adom^ But a white rose of Mary*s gift, For service meetly worn ; Her hair that lay along her back Was yellow like ripe corn. Herseemed she scarce had been a day One of God*s choristers ; THE BLESSED DAMOZEL, The wonder was not yet quite gone From that still look of hers ; Albeit, to them she left, her day Had counted as ten years. (To one, it is ten years of years. . . . Yet now, and in this place, Surely she leaned o'er me — her hair Fell all about my face. . . . Nothing : the autumn fall of leaves. The whole year sets apace.) It was the rampart of God*s house That she was standing on ; By God built over the sheer depth The which is Space begun ; So high, that looking downward thence She scarce could see the sun. It lies in Heaven, across the flood Of ether, as a bridge. Beneath, the tides of day and night With flame and darkness ridge The void, as low as where this earth Spins like a fretful midge. THE BLESSED DAMOZEL, Around her, lovers, newly met 'Mid deathless love's acclaims, Spoke evermore among themselves Their heart-remembered names ; And the souls mounting up to God Went by her like thin flames. And still she bowed herself and stooped Out of the circling charm ; Until her bosom must have made The bar she leaned on warm, And the lilies lay as if asleep Along her bended arm. From the fixed place of Heaven she saw Time like a pulse shake fierce Through all the worlds. Her gaze still strove Within the gulf to pierce Its path ; and now she spoke as when The stars sang in their spheres. The sun was gone now ; the curled moon Was like a little feather Fluttering far down the gulf; and now She spoke through the still weather. THE BLESSED DAMOZEL, Her voice was like the voice the stars Had when they sang together. (Ah sweet I Even now, in that bird's song, Strove not her accents there, Fain to be hearkened ? When those bells Possessed the mid-day air, Strove not her steps to reach my side Down all the echoing stair ?) * I w?sh that he were come to me, For he will come,* she said. ' Have I not prayed in Heaven ? — on earth. Lord, Lord, has he not pray*d ? Are not two prayers a perfect strength ? And shall I feel afraid ? ' When round his head the aureole clings, And he is clothed in white, 1*11 take his hand and go with him To the deep wells of light ; ^ As unto a stream we will step down, And bathe there in God's sight. * We two will stand beside that shrine, Occult, withheld, untrod, THE BLESSED DAMOZEL, Whose lamps are stirred continually With prayer sent up to God ; And see our old prayers, granted, melt Each like a little cloud. We two will lie i' the shadow of That living mystic tree Within whose secret growth the Dove Is sometimes felt to be, While every leaf that His plumes touch Saith His Name audibly. * And I myself will teach to him, I myself, lying so, The songs I sing here ; which his voice Shall pause in, hushed and slow, And find some knowledge at each pause. Or some new thing to know.* (Alas I We two, we two, thou sa3^st I Yea, one wast thou with me That once of old. But shall God lift To endless unity The soul whose likeness with thy soul Was but its love for thee ?) THE BLESSED DAMOZEL, • We two,' she said, * will seek the grove* Where the lady Mary is. With her five handmaidens, whose names Are five sweet symphonies, Cecily, Gertrude, Magdalen, Margaret and Rosalys. * Circlewise sit they, with bound locks And foreheads garlanded ; Into the fine cloth white like flame Weaving the golden thread. To fashion the birth-robes for them Who are just born, being dead. ' He shall fear, haply, and be dumb : Then will I lay my cheek To his, and tell about our love, Not once abashed or weak : And the dear Mother will approve My pride, and let me speak. ' Herself shall bring us, hand in hand, To Him round whom all souls Kneel, the clear-ranged unnumbered headf Bowed with their aureoles : THE BLESShD DAMOZEL, And angels meeting us shall sing To their citherns and citoles. ♦There will I ask of Christ the Lord Thus much for him and me : — Only to live as once on earth With Love, only to be, As then awhile, for ever now Together, I and he.' She gazed and listened and then said, Less sad of speech than mild, — * All this is when he comes.' She ceased. The light thrilled towards her, lillM With angels in strong level flight. Her eyes prayed, and she smil'd. (I saw her smile.) But soon their path Was vague in distant spheres : And then she cast her arms along The golden barriers. And laid her face between her hands, And wept. (I heard her tears.) LOVE'S NOCTURN. Master of the murmuring courts Where the shapes of sleep convene ! — Lo I my spirit here exhorts All the powers of thy demesne For their aid to woo my queen. What reports Yield thy jealous courts unseen ? Vaporous, unaccountable, Dreamland lies forlorn of light, Hollow like a breathing shell. Ah I that from all dreams I might Choose one dream and guide its flight I I know well What her sleep should tell to-night. LOVE'S NOCTURN. There the dreams are multitudes : Some that will not wait for sleep, Deep within the August woods ; Some that hum while rest may steep Weary labor laid a-heap ; Interludes, Some, of grievous moods that weep. . Poets' fancies all are there : There the elf-girls flood with wings Valleys full of plaintive air ; There breathe perfumes ; there in rmgs Whirl the foam-bewildered springs ; Siren there Winds her dizzy hair and sings. Thence the one dream mutually Dreamed in bridal unison, Less than waking ecstasy ; Half-formed visions that make moan In the house of birth alone ; And what we At death's wicket see, unknown. 10 LOVE'S NOCTURN, But for mine own sleep, it lies In one gracious form's control. Fair with honorable eyes, Lamps of a translucent soul : O their glance is loftiest dole, Sweet and wise. Wherein Love descries his goal. Reft of her, my dreams are all Clammy trance that fears the slqf s Changing footpaths shift and fall ; From polluted coverts nigh, Miserable phantoms sigh ; Quakes the pall. And the funeral goes by. Master, is it soothly said That, as echoes of man's speech Far in secret clefts are made. So do all men's bodies reach Shadows o'er thy sunken beach, — Shape or shade In those halls portrayed of each? LOVE'S NOCTURN, ii Ah ! might I, by thy good grace Groping in the windy stair, (Darkness and the breath of space Like loud waters everywhere), Meeting mine own image there Face to face, Send it from that place to her I Nay, not I ; but oh I do thou, Master, from thy shadow kind Call my body's phantom now : Bid it bear its face declined Till its flight her slumbers find, And her brow Feel its presence bow like wind. Where in groves the gracile Spring Trembles, with mute orisor. Confidently strengthening, Water's voice and wind's as one Shed an echo m the sun. Soft as Spring, Master, bid it sing and moan. la LOVE'S NOCTURN. Song shall tell how glad and strong Is the night she soothes alway ; Moan shall grieve with that parched tongue Of the brazen hours of day : Sounds as of the springtide they, Moan and song, While the chill months long for May. Not the prayers which with all leave The world's fluent woes prefer, — Not the praise the world doth give, Dulcet fulsome whisperer ; — Let it yield my love to her. And achieve Strength that shall not grieve or en Wheresoever my dreams befall, Both at night-watch, (let it say), And where round the sun-dial The reluctant hours of day. Heartless, hopeless of their way, Rest and call ; — There her sflance doth fall and stay. LOVE'S NOCTURN, c^ Suddenly her face is there : So do mounting vapors wreathe Subtle-scented transports where The black fir-wood sets its teeth Part the boughs and look beneath, — Lilies share Secret waters there, and breathe. Master, bid my shadow bend Whispering thus till birth of light, Lest new shapes that sleep may send Scatter all its work to flight ; — Master, master of the night, Bid it spend Speech, song, prayer, and end aright Yet, ah me ! if at her head There another phantom lean Murmuring o'er the fragrant bed, — Ah ! and if my spirit's queen Smile those alien words between, — Ah I poor shade ! Shall it strive, or fade unseen? LOVE'S NOCTURN. How should love's own messenger Strive with love and be love's foe? Master, nay ! If thus, in her, Sleep a wedded heart should show, -• Silent let mine image go, Its old share Of thy spell-bound air to know. Like a vapor wan and mute, Like a flame, so let it pass ; One low sigh across her lute. One dull breath against her glass ; And to my sad soul, alas I One salute Cold as when death's foot shall pass. Then, too, let all hopes of mine. All vain hopes by night and day, Slowly at thy summoning sign Rise up pallid and obey. Dreams, if this is thus, were they : — Be they thine. And to dreamworld pine away. LOVI^^ NOCTURN, 15 Yet from old time, life, not death, Master, in thy rule is rife : Lo I through thee, with mingling breath, Adam woke beside his wife. O Love bring me so, for strife, Force and faith, Brin^ me so not death but life I Yea, to Love himself is pour*d This frail song of hope and fear. Thou art Love, of one accord With kind Sleep to bring her near, Still-eyed, deep-eyed, ah how dear I Master, Lord, In her name implored, O hear J i6 TROY TOWN. Heavenborn Helen, Sparta's queen, {O Troy Town I) Had two breasts of heavenly sheen, The sun and moon of the heart's desire J All Love's lordship lay between. (O Troy's down, Tall Troys on fire I ) Helen knelt at Venus' shrine, {O.Troy Town!) Saying, ' A little gift is mine, A little gift for a heart's desire. Hear me speak and make me a sign I ( O Troys down. Tall Troys on fire I ) TROY TOWN, 17 * Look, I bring thee a carven cup ; (O Troy Town I) See it here as I hold it up, — Shaped it is to the heart's desire, Fit to fill when the gods would sup, ( O Troy's down,, Tall Troys on Jire!) * It was moulded like my breast ; (O Troy Town!) He that sees it may not rest. Rest at all for his heart's desire. O give ear to my heart's behest I {O Troys down^ Tall Troys on fire I ) • See my breast, how like it is ; (O Troy Townl) See it bare for the air to kiss ! Is the cup to thy heait's desire? O for the breast, O make it his I ( O Troys down. Tall Troys on fire I ) i8 TROY TOWN. * Yea, for my bosom here I sue ; (O Troy Townl) Thou must give it where 'tis due, Give it there to the hearf s desire. Whom do I give my bosom to ? ( O Troys down^ Tall Troy's on Jire ! ) « Each twin breast is an apple sweet I (O Troy Town!) Once an apple stirred the beat Of thy heart with the heart's desire : -^ Say, who brought it then to thy feet? ( O Troy's down^ Tall Troys on Jire I ) *They that claimed it then were three: (O Troy Town!) For thy sake two hearts did he Make forlorn of the heart's desire. Do for him as he did for thee I ( O Troys down^ Tall Troys on Jire!) TROY TOWN, ' Mine are apples grown to the south, (O Troy Town!) Grown to taste in the days of drouth, Taste and waste to the heart's desire : Mine are apples meet for his mouth I * (O Troy's down J Tall Trofs on fire I ) Venus looked on Helen's gift, (O Troy Town I) Looked and smiled with subtle drift, Saw the work of her heart's desire : — ' There thou kneel'st for Love to lift 1 * (O Troys down. Tall Troys on fire ! ) Venus looked in Helen's face, {O Troy Town!) Knew far off an hour and place. And fire lit from the heart's desire ; Laughed and said, ' Thy gift hath grace I* ( O Troys down, Tall Troys on fire!) 19 TROY TOWN, Cupid looked on Helen's breast, (O Troy Town!) Saw the heart within its nest, Saw the flame of the heart's desire, — Marked his arrow's burning crest. ( O Troy's down^ Tall Troys on Jire I ) Cupid took another dart, (O Troy Town!) Fledged it for another heart, Winged the shaft with the heart's desire. Drew the string and said, ' Depart ! ' ( O Troy's down, Tall Troy's on Jire I) Paris turned upon his bed, (O Troy Town I) Turned upon his bed and said. Dead at heart with the heart's desire, — • ' O to clasp her golden head I * (O Troys downy Tall Troys on Jire!) THE BURDEN OF NINEVEH. In our Museum galleries To-day I lingered o'er the prize Dead Greece vouchsafes to living eyes, • Her Art for ever in fresh wise From hour to hour rejoicing me. Sighing I turned at last to win Once more the London dirt and din ; And as I made the swing-door spin And issued, they were hoisting in A winged beast from Nineveh. A human face the creature wore, And hoofs behind and hoofs before, And flanks with dark runes fretted o'er *Twas bull, 'twas mitred Minotaui, A dead disbowelled mystery ; 22 THE BURDEA OF NINEVEH, The mummy of a buried faith Stark from the charnel without scathe, Its wings stood for the light to bathe, — Such fossil cerements as might swathe The very corpse of Nineveh. The print of its first rush-wrapping, Wound ere it dried, still ribbed the thing. What song did the brown maidens sing, From purple mouths alternating, When that was woven languidly ? What vows, what rites, what prayers preferred, What songs has the strange image heard? In what blind vigil stood interr'd For ages, till an English word Broke silence first at Nineveh } Oh when upon each sculptured court. Where eve n the wind might not resort, — O'er which Time passed, of like import With the wild Arab boys at sport, — A living face looked in to see : — Oh seemed it not — the spell once broke -^ As though the carven warriors woke, THE BURDEN OF NINEVEH, As though the shaft the string forsook, The cymbals clashed, the chariots shook, And there was life in Nineveh ? On London stones our sun anew The beast's recovered shadow threw. (No shade that plague of darkness knew, No light, no shade, while older grew By ages the old earth and sea.) Lo thou ! could all thy priests have shown Such proof to make thy godhead known ? From their dead Past thou liv'st alone • And still thy shadow is thine own Even as of yore in Nineveh. That day whereof we keep record. When near thy city-gates the Lord Sheltered his Jonah with a gourd. This sun, (I said) here present, pour'd Even thus this shadow that I see. ■ This shadow has been shed the same From sun and moon, — from lamps which came For prayer, — from fifteen days of flame. The last, while smouldered to a name Sardanapalus' Nineveh. 23 24 THE BURDEN OF NINEVEH, Within thy shadow, haply, once Sennacherib has knelt, whose sons Smote him between the altar-stones : Or pale Semiramis her zones Of gold, her incense brought to thee, In love for grace, in war for aid : . . . . Ay, and who else ? .... till 'neath thy shade Within his trenches newly made Last year the Christian knelt and pray*d — Not to thy strength — in Nineveh.* Now, thou poor god, within this hall Where the blank windows blind the wall From pedestal to pedestal. The kind of light shall on thee fall Which London takes the day to be ; While school-foundations in the act Of holiday, three files compact, Shall learn to view thee as a fact Connected with that zealous tract : ' Rome, — Babylon and Nineveh.' * During the excavations, the Tiyari workmen held their services in the shadow of the great bulls. {Layard's * Ninf vekt^ ch. 'X.) THE BURDEN OF NINEVEH, 2? Deemed they of this, those worshippers, When, in some mythic chain of verse Which man shall not again rehearse, The faces of thy ministers Yearned pale with bitter ecstasy? Greece, Egypt, Rome, — did any god Before whose feet men knelt unshod Deem that in this unblest abode Another scarce more unknown god Should house with him, from Nineveh ? Ah ! in what quarries lay the stone From which this pygmy pile has grown. Unto man's need how long unknown, Since thy vast temples, court and cone, Rose far in desert history? Ah ! what is here that does not lie All strange to thine awakened eye? Ah ! what is here can testify (Save that dumb presence of the sky) Unto thy day and Nineveh ? Why, of those mummies in the room Above, there might indeed have come 16 THE BURDEN OF NINEVEH, One out of Egypt to thy home, An alien. Nay, but were not some Of these thine own ' antiquit}"^ * ? And now, — they and their gods and thou All relics here together, — now Whose profit ? whether bull or cow, Isis or Ibis, who or how. Whether of Thebes or Nineveh ? The consecrated metals found, And ivory tablets, underground. Winged teraphim and creatures crown'd When air and daylight filled the mound, Fell into dust immediately. And even as these, the images Of awe and worship, — even as these,— - So, smitten with the sun's increase, • Her glory mouldered and did cease From immemorial Nineveh. The day her builders made their halt, Those cities of the lake of salt Stood firmly 'stablished without fault. Made proud with pillars of basalt, With sardonyx and porphyry. THE BURDEN OF NINEVEH. The day that Jonah bore abroad To Nineveh the voice of God, A brackish lake lay in his road, Where erst Pride fixed her sure abode, As then in royal Nineveh. The day when he, Pride's lord and Man's, Showed all the kingdoms at a glance To Him before whose countenance The years recede, the years advance. And said, Fall down and worship me : — 'Mid all the pomp beneath that look. Then stirred there, haply, some rebuke. Where to the wind the salt pools shook, And in those tracts, of life forsook. That knew thee not, O Nineveh \ Delicate harlot ! On thy throne Thou with a world beneath thee prone In state for ages sat'st alone ; And needs were years and lustres flown Ere strength of man could vanquish thee : Whom even thy victor foes must bring. Still royal, among maids that sing 28 THE BURDEN OF NINEVEH, As with doves' voices, laboring Upon their breasts, unto the King, — A kingly conquest, Nineveh ! . . . Here woke my thought. The wind's slow sway Had waxed ; and like the human play Of scorn that smiling spreads away, The sunshine shivered off the day : The callous wind, it seemed to me, Swept up the shadow from the ground : And pale as whom the Fates astound. The god forlorn stood winged and crown'd : Within I knew the cry lay bound Of the dumb soul of Nineveh. And as I turned, my sense half shut Still saw the crowds of kerb and rut Go past as marshalled to the strut Of ranks in gypsum quaintly cut. It seemed in one same pageantry They followed forms which had been erst ; To pass, till on my sight should burst That future of the best or worst When some may question which was first, Of London or of Nineveh. THE BURDEN OF NINEVEH. 39 For as that Bull-god once did stand And watched the burial-clouds of sand. Till these at last without a hand Rose o'er his eyes, another land, And blinded him with destiny : — So may he stand again ; till now, In ships of unknown sail and prow, Some tribe of the Australian plough ^ear him afar, — a relic now Of London, not of Nineveh ! Or it may chance indeed that when Man's age is hoary among men, — His centuries threescore and ten, — His furthest childhood shall seem then More clear than later times may be : Who, finding in this desert place This form, shall hold us for some race That walked not in Christ's lowly ways, But bowed its pride and vowed its praise Unto the god of Nineveh The smile rose first, — anon drew nigh The thought : . • . Those heavy wings spread high 30 THE BURDEN OF NINEVEH, So sure of flight, which do not fly ; That set gaze never on the sky ; Those scriptured flanks it cannot see ; Its crown, a brow-contracting load ; Its planted feet which trust the sod : . • • (So grew the image as I trod :) O Nineveh, was this thy God, — Thine also, mighty Nineveh? EDEN BOWER. It was Lilith the wife of Adam : i^Eden bower's in Jlower,) Not a drop of her blood was human, But she was made like a soft sweet woman. Lilith stood on the skirts of Eden ; {And O the bozver and the hourt) She was the first that thence was driven ; With her was hell and with Eve was heaven. In the ear of the Snake said Lilith : — {Eden bower^s in flower^ * To thee I come when the rest is over ; A snake was I when thou wast my lover. ' I was the fairest snake in Eden : {And O the bower and the hour I) By the earth's will, new form and feature Made me a wife for the earth*s new creature. \ EDEN BOWER, * Take me thou as I come from Adam : {Eden bowet^s in flower^ Once again shall my love subdue thee ; The past is past and I am come to thee. * O but Adam was thrall to Lilith ! (And O the bower and the hour I) All the threads of my hair are golden, And there in a net his heart was holden. * O and Lilith was queen of Adam ! {Eden bower's in Jlower,) All the day and the night together My breath could shake his soul like a feather. * What great joys had Adam and Lilith ! — {And O the bower and the hour !) Sweet close rings of the serpent's twining, As heart in heart lay sighing and pining. 'What bright babes had Lilith and Adam ! — {Eden bower's in Jlower,) Shapes that coiled in the woods and waters, Glittering sons and radiant daughters. EDEN BOWER, 33 < O thou god, the Lord God of Eden ! (And O the bower and the hour I) Say, was this fair body for no man, That of Adam's flesh thou mak*st him a woman? * O thou Snake, the King-snake of Eden ! (jSden dower's in Jlower^ God's strong will our necks are under, But thou and I may cleave it in sunder. * Help, sweet Snake, sweet lover of Lilith I {And O the bower and the hour t) And let God learn how I loved and hated Man in the image of God created. * Help me once against Eve and Adam I (Eden bowef^s mjlower*) Help me once for this one endeavor, And then my love shall be thine for ever I * Strong is God, the fell foe of Lilith : (And O the bower and the hour I) Nought in heaven or earth may affright him ; But join thou with me and we will smite him. 34 EDEN BOWER. * Strong is God, tie great God of Eden ; (^JEden bower's in flower^ Over all He made He hath power ; But lend me thou thy shape for an hour I * Lend thy shape for the love of Lilith I {^And O the bower and the hour I) Look, my mouth and my cheek are ruddy, And thou art cold, and fire is my body. * Lend thy shape for the hate of Adam ! {Eden bower's in flower^ That he may wail my joy that forsook him, And curse the day when the bride-sleep took him. * Lend thy shape for the shame of Eden I {And O the bower and the hour!) Is not the foe-God weak as the foeman When love grows hate in the heart of a woman ? ' Would' st thou know the hearfs hope of Lilith? (Eden bower's injftower,) Then bring thou close thine head till it glisten Along my breast, and lip me and listen. EDEN BOWER. 35 * Am I sweet, O sweet Snake of Eden ? (And O the bower and the hour!) Then ope thine ear to my warm mouth's cooing And learn what deed remains for our doing, ' Thou didst hear when God said to Adam : — (Eden bower's in flower^ " Of all this wealth I have made thee warden ; Thou'rt free to eat of the trees of the garden : * " Only of one tree eat not in Eden ; {And O the bower and the hcur!) All save one I give to thy freewill, — The Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil." * O my love, come nearer to Lilith I {Eden bower's injtower,) In thy sweet folds bind me and bend me, And let me feel the shape thou shalt lend me I ' In thy shape I'll go back to Eden ; {And O the bower and the hcur!) In these coils that Tree will I grapple. And stretch this crowned head forth by the apple. ; EDEN BOWER. ' Lo, Eve bends to the breath of Lillth ! {Eden bower's injlower.) O how then shall my heart desire All her blood as food to its fire ! ' Lo, Eve bends to the words of Lilith ! — {And O the bower and the hour /) '* Nay, this Tree's fruit, — why should ye hate it. Or Death be bom the day that ye ate it ? • " Nay, but on that great day in Eden, {Eden bower^s in flower^ By the help that in this wise Tree is, God knows well ye shall be as He is.'* • Then Eve shall eat and give unto Adam ; {And O the bower and the hour /) And then they both shall know they are naked, And their hearts ache as my heart hath ached. • Aye, let them hide in the trees of Eden, {Eden bower's injlower.) As in tne cool of the day in the garden God shall walk without pity or pardon. EDEN BOWER. 37 * Hear, thou Eve, the man's heart in Adam I {And O the bower and the hour!) Of his brave words hark to the bravest : — " This the woman gave that thou gavest." * Hear Eve speak, yea, list to her, Lilith ! {Eden bower's znjlower.) Feast thine heart with words that shall sate it — " This the serpent gave and I ate it." 'O proud Eve, cling close to thine Adam, {And O the bower and the hourly Driven forth as the beasts of his naming By the sword that for ever is flaming. ' Know, thy path is known unto Lilith ! {Eden bower's Injlower,) While the blithe birds sang at thy wedding, There her tears grew thorns for thy treading. * O my love, thou Love-snake of Eden ! {And O the bower and the hour /) O to-day and the day to come after ! Loose me, love, — give breath to my laughter I 38 EDEN BOWER. ' O bright Snake, the Death-worm of Adam ! {Eden bower^s injiower.) Wreathe thy neck with my hair's bright tether, And wear my gold and thy gold together ! * On that day on the skirts of Eden, {And O the bower and the hour I) In thy shape shall I glide back to thee, And in my shape for an instant view thee. * But when thou*rt thou and Lilith is Lilith, (Eden bower's injiower^ In what bliss past hearing or seeing Shall each one drink of the other's being ! * With cries of " Eve ! " and " Eden ! " and " Adam I * {And O the bower and the hour!) How shall we mingle our love's caresses, I in thy coils, and thou in my tresses I * With those names, ye echoes of Eden, {Eden bower's injiower^ Fire shall cry from my heart that burneth, — " Dust he is and to dust returneth 1 " EDEN BOWER, 39 * Yet to-day, thou master of Lilith, — {^And O the bower and the hour!) Wrap me round in the form I'll borrow And let me tell thee of sweet to-morrow. * In the planted garden eastward in Eden, {Eden bower's in Jlower.) Where the river goes forth to water the garden, The springs shall dry and the soil shall harden. * Yea, where the bride-sleep fell upon Adam, {And O the bower and the hour I) None shall hear when the storm-wind whistles Through roses choked among thorns and thistles. * Yea, beside the east-gate of Eden, {Eden bower's in Jlower.) Where God joined them and none might sever, The sword turns this way and that for ever. ' What of Adam cast out of Eden ? {And O the bower and the hour I) Lo ! with care like a shadow shaken. He tills the hard earth whence he was taken. 40 EDEN BOWER, ' What of Eve too, cast out of Eden ? {JBden bower's in Jlower,) Nay, but she, the bride of God's giving. Must yet be mother of all men living. * Lo, God's grace, by the grace of Lilith ! {And O the bower and the hour!) To Eve's womb, from our sweet to-morrow, God shall greatly multiply sorrow, * Fold me fast, O God-snake of Eden I (Eden bowet^s in flower,) What more prize than love to impel thee ? Grip and lip my limbs as I tell thee ! ' Lo I two babes for Eve and for Adam ! {And O the bower and the hour /) Lo ! sweet Snake, the travail and treasure, — Two men-children born for their pleasure I * The first is Cain and the second Abel : {Eden bower's in flower^ The soul of one shall be made thy brother. And thy tongue shall lap the blood of the other/ {And O the bower and the hour!) 41 AVE. Mother of the Fair Delight, Thou handmaid perfect in God's sigh^ Now sitting fourth beside the Three, Thyself a woman-Trinity, — Being a daughter borne to God, Mother of Christ from stall to rood, And wife unto the Holy Ghost : Oh when our need is uttermost, Think that to such as death may strike Thou once wert sister sisterlike I Thou headstone of humanity, Groundstone of the great Mystery, Fashioned like us, yet more than we ! Mind'st thou not (when June's heavy breath Warmed the long days in Nazareth,) 43 That eve thou didst go forth to give Thy flowers some drink that they might live One faint night more amid the sands ? Far off the trees were as pale wands Against the fervid sky : the sea Sighed further off eternally As human sorrow sighs in sleep. Then suddenly the awe grew deep, As of a day to which all days Were footsteps in God's secret ways: Until a folding sense, like prayer, Which is, as God is, everywhere. Gathered about thee ; and a voice Spake to thee without any noise. Being of the silence : — ' Hail,' it said, * Thou that art highly favored ; The Lord is with thee here and now ; Blessed among all women thou.' Ah ! knew'st thou of the end, when firrt That Babe was on thy bosom nurs'd? — Or when He tottered round thy knee Did thy great sorrow dawn on thee ? — AP^E. 43 And through His boyhood, year by year Eating with Him the Passover, Didst thou discern confusedly That holier sacrament, when He, The bitter cup about to quaff, Should break the bread and eat thereof? — Or came not yet the knowledge, even Till on some day forecast in Heaven His feet passed through thy door to press Upon His Father's business ? — Or still was God's high secret kept? Nay, but I think the whisper crept Like growth through childhood. Work and play, Things common to the course of day, Awed thee with meanings unfulfill'd ; And all through girlhood, something stilFd Thy senses like the birth of light. When thou hast trimmed thy lamp at night Or washed thy garments in the stream ; To whose white bed had come the dream That He was thine and thou wast His Who feeds among the field-lilies. O solemn shadow of the end 44 AVE, In that wise spirit long contained ! O awful end I and those unsaid Long years when It was Finished I Mind'st thou not (when the twilight gone Left darkness in the house of John,) Between the naked window-bars That spacious vigil of the stars ? — For thou, a watcher even as they, Wouldst rise from where throughout the day Thou wroughtest raiment for His poor ; And, finding the fixed terms endure Of day and night which never brought Sounds of His coming chariot, Wouldst lift through cloud-waste unexplor'd Those eyes which said, ' How long, O Lord?* Then that disciple whom He loved, Well heeding, haply would be moved To ask thy blessing in His name ; And that one thought in both, the same Though silent, then would clasp ye round To weep together, — tears long bound, Sick tears of patience, dumb and slow. Yet, ' Surely I come quickly,' — so A VE. 4'5 He said, from life and death gone home. Amen : even so, Lord Jesus, come ! But oh ! what human tongue can speak That day when Michael came * to break From the tir'd spirit, like a veil, Its covenant with Gabriel Endured at length unto the end ? What human thought car. apprehend That mystery of motherhood When thy Beloved at length renewM The sweet communion severed, — His left hand underneath thine head And His right hand embracing thee ? — Lo ! He was thine, and this is He ! Soul, is it Faith, or Love, or Hope, That lets me see her standing up Where the light of the Throne is bright ? Unto the left, unto the right. The cherubim, arrayed, conjoint, Float inward to a golden point, And from between the seraphim The glory issues for a hymn. A Church legend of the Blessed Virgin's death 46 AVE. y O Mary Mother, be not loth To listen, — thou whom the stars clothe, Who seest and mayst not be seen I Hear us at last, O Mary Queen ! Into our shadow bend thy face, Bowing thee from the secret place, O Mary Virgin, full of grace I 47 THE STAFF AND SCRIP. • Who rules these lands ? * the Pilgrim said. ' Stranger, Queen Blanchelys/ * And who has thus harried them ? ' he said. * It was Duke Luke did this : God's ban be his I * The Pilgrim said : ' Where is your housed Fll rest there, with your will.* • You've but to climb these blackened bought And you'll see it over the hill. For it burns still.' * Which road, to seek your Queen ? * said he. * Nay, nay, but with some wound You'll fly back hither, it may be, And by your blood i' the ground My place be found.* THE STAFF AND SCRIP. * Friend, stay in peace. God keep your head. And mine, where I will go ; For He is here and there,' he said. He passed the hill-side, slow, And stood below. The Queen sat idle by her loom ; She heard the arras stir, And looked up sadly : through the room The sweetness sickened her Of musk and myrrh. Her women, standing two and two, In silence combed the fleece. The pilgrim said, ' Peace be with you, Lady ; * and bent his knees. She answered, ' Peace.* Her eyes were like the wave within ; Like water-reeds the poise Of her soft body, dainty thin ; And like the water's noise Her plaintive voice. THE STAFF AND SCRIP, 49 For him, the stream had never weird In desert tracts malign So sweet ; nor had he ever felt So faint in the sunshine Of Palestine. Right so, he knew that he saw weep Each night through every dream The Queen's own face, confused in sleep With visages supreme Not known to him. • Lady,* he said, * your lands lie burnt And waste : to meet your foe All fear : this I have seen and learnt Say that it shall be so, And I will go.' She gazed at him. * Your cause is just, For I have heard tlie same : ' He said : ' God's strength shall be my trust. Fall it to good or grame, *Tis in His name.* 50 THE STAFF AND SCRIP. * Sir, you are thanked. My cause is dead Why should you toil to break A grave, and fall therein ? * she said. He did not pause but spake : ' For my vow's sake.' * Can such vows be. Sir — to God's ear, Not to God's will ? ' ' My vow Remains : God heard me there as here. He said with reverent brow, ' Both then and now.' They gazed together, he and she. The minute while he spoke ; And when he ceased, she suddenly Looked round upon her folk As though she woke. • Fight, Sir,* she said : * my prayers in pain Shall be your fellowship.* He whispered one among her tram, — ' To-morrow bid her keep This staff and scrip.* THE STAFF AND SCRIP. 51 She sent him a sharp sword, whose belt About his body there As sweet as her own arms he felt. He kissed its blade, all bare, Instead of her. She sent him a green banner wrought With one white hly stem. To bind his lance with when he fought. He writ upon the same And kissed her name. She sent him a white shield, whereon She bade that he should trace His will. He blent fair hues that shone^ And in a golden space He kissed her face. Bom of the day that died, that eve Now dying sank to rest ; As he, in Hkewise taking leave, Once with a heaving breast Looked to the west. 52 THE STAFF AND SCRIP. And there the sunset skies unseal'd, Like lands he never knew, Beyond to-morrow's battle-field Lay open out of view To ride into. Next day tiU dark the women pray'd : Nor any might know there How the fight went : the Queen has bade That there do come to her No messenger. The Queen is pale, her maidens ail ; And to the organ-tones They sing but faintly, who sang well The matin-orisons, The lauds and nones. Lo, Father, is thine ear inclin'd, And hath thine angel pass'd? For these thy watchers now are blind With vigil, and at last Dizzy with fast. THE STAFF AND SCRIP. 53 Weak now to them the voice o' the priest As any trance affords ; And when each anthem failed and ceas'd, It seemed that the last chords Still sang the words. ' Oh what is the light that shines so red ? 'Tis long since the sun set ; ' Quoth the youngest to the eldest maid : * 'Twas dim but now, and yet The light is great.' Quoth the other : ' 'Tis our sight is dazed That we see flame i' the air.' But the Queen held her brows and gazed, And said, ' It is the glare Of torches there.' ' Oh what are the sounds that rise and spread ? All day it was so still ; ' Quoth the youngest to the eldest maid : * Unto the furthest hill The air they fill.' 54 THE STAFF AND SCRIP. Quoth the other : ' 'Tis our sense is blurr'd With all the chants gone by.' But the Queen held her breath and heard, And said, ' It is the cry Of Victory.' The first of all the rout was sound, The next were dust and flame, And then the horses shook the ground : And in the thick of them A still band came. * Oh what do ye bring out of the fight, Thus hid beneath these boughs ? ' * Thy conquering guest returns to-night, ^nd yet shall not carouse, Queen, in thy house.' ' Uncover ye his face,' she said. * O changed in little space ! ' She cried, ' O pale that was so red \ O God, O God of grace ! Cover his face.' . THE STAFF AND SCRIP. His sword was broken in his hand Where he had kissed the blade. ' O soft steel that could not withstand ! O my hard heart unstayed, That prayed and prayed ! ' His bloodied banner crossed his mouth Where he had kissed her name. ' O east, and west, and north, and south, Fair flew my web, for shame, To guide Death's aim ! ' The tints were shredded from his shield Where he had kissed her face. ' Oh, of all gifts that I could yield, Death only keeps its place. My gift and grace ! ' Then stepped a damsel to her side, And spoke, and needs must weep : * For his sake, lady, if he died. He prayed of thee to keep This staff and scrip.' 55 56 THE STAFF AND SCRIP. That night they hung above her bed, Till morning wet with tears. Year after year above her head Her bed his token v/ears, Five years, ten years. That night the passion of her grief Shook them as there they hung. Each year the wind that shed the leaf Shook them and in its tongue A message flung. And once she woke with a clear mind That letters writ to calm Her soul lay in the scrip ; to find Only a torpid balm And dust of palm. They shook far off with palace sport When joust and dance were rife ; And the hunt shook them from the court ; For hers, in peace or strife, Was a Queen's life. THE STAFF AND SCRIP. ^y A Queen's death now : as now they shake To gusts in chapel dim, — Hung where she sleeps, not seen to wake (Carved lovely white and slim), With them by him. Stand up to-day, still armed, with her, Good knight, before His brow Who then as now was here and there, Who had in mind thy vow Then even as now. The lists are set in Heaven to-day, The bright pavilions shine ; Fair hangs thy shield, and none gainsay ; The trumpets sound in sign That she is thine. Not tithed with days' and years' decease He pays thy wage He owed, But with imperishable peace Here in His own abode. Thy jealous God. 58 A LAST CONFESSION. (Regno Lomhardo-Veneto^ 1848.) ♦ ♦♦♦»♦*•• Our Lombard country-girls along the coast Wear daggers in their garters ; for they know That they might hate another girl to death Or meet a German lover. Such a knife I bought her, with a hilt of horn and pearl. Father, you cannot know of all my thoughts That day in going to meet her, — that last day For the last time, she said ; — of all the love And all the hopeless hope that she might change And go back with me. Ah I and everywhere, At places we both knew along the road, Some fresh shape of herself as once she was Grew present at my side ; until it seemed — A LAST CONFESSION. 59 So close they gathered round me — tliey would all Be with me when I reached the spot at last, To plead my cause with her against herself So changed. O Father, if you knew all this You cannot know, then you would know too, Father, And only then, if God can pardon me. What can be told Til tell, if you will hear. I passed a village-fair upon my road. And thought, being empty-handed, I would take Some little present : such might prove, I said, Either a pledge between us, or (God help me I) A parting gift. And there it was I bought The knife I spoke of, such as women wear. That day, some three hours afterwards, I tound For" certain, it must be a parting gift. And, standing silent now at last, I looked Into her scornful face ; and heard the sea Still trying hard to din into my ears Some speech it knew which still might change ner heart If only it could make me understand. One moment thus. Another, and her face Seemed further off than the last line of sea, 6o A LAST CONFESSION. So tliat I thought, if now she were to speak 1 could not hear her. Then again I knew All, as we stood together on the sand At Iglio, in the first thin shade o* the hills. *Take it,* I said, and held it out to her, While the hilt glanced within my trembling hold ; * Take it and keep it for my sake,' I said. Her neck unbent not, neither did her eyes Move, nor her foot left beating of the sand ; Only she put it by from her and laughed. Father, you hear my speech and not her laugh ; But God heard that. Will God remember all ? It was another laugh than the sweet sound Which rose from her sweet childish heart, that day Eleven years before, when first I found her Alone upon the hill-side ; and her curls Shook down in the warm grass as she looked up Out of her curls in my eyes bent to hers. She might have served a painter to portray That heavenly child which in the latter days Shall walk between the lion and the lamb. A LAST CONFESSION. bi i had been for nights in hiding, worn and sick And hardly fed ; and so her words at first Seemed fitful like the talking of the trees And voices in the air that knew my name. And I remember that I sat me down Upon the slope with her, and thought the worM Must be all over or had never been, We seemed there so alone. And soon she told m«» Her parents both were gone away from her. I thought perhaps she meant that they had died ; But when I asked her this, she looked again Into my face, and said that yestereve They kissed her long, and wept and made her weep. And gave her all the bread they had with them. And then had gone together up the hill Where we were sitting now, and had walked on Into the great red light ; ' and so,* she said, ' I have come up here too ; and when this evening They step out of the light as they stepped in, I shall be here to kiss them.' And she laughed. Then I bethought me suddenly of the famine ; And how the church-steps throughout all the town, Vhen last I had been there a month ago, 62 A LAST CONFESSION. Swarmed with starved folk ; and how the bread was weighed By Austrians armed ; and women that I knew For wives and mothers walked the pubhc street, Saying aloud that if their husbands feared To snatch the children's food, themselves would stay Till they had earned it there. So then this child Was piteous to me ; for all told me then Her parents must have left her to God's chance, To man's or to the Church's charity, Because of the great famine, rather than To watch her growing thin between tlieir knees. With that, God took my mother's voice and spoke And sights and sounds came back and things long since. And all my childhood found me on the hills ; And so I took her with me. I was young, Scarce man then. Father ; but the cause which gave The wounds I die of now had brought me then Some wounds already; and I lived alone. As any hiding hunted man must live. It was no easy thing to keep a child In safety ; for herself it was not safe. A LAST CONFESS/ON. 63 And doubled my own danger ; but I knew That God would help me. Yet a little while Pardon me, Father, if I pause. I think r have been speaking to you of some matters There was no need to speak of, have I not? You do not know how clearly those things stood Within my mind, which I have spoken of. Nor how they strove for utterance. Life all past Is like the sky when the sun sets in it, Clearest where furthest off. I told you how She scorned my parting gift and laughed. And yet A woman's laugh's another thing sometimes : I think they laugh in Heaven. I know last night I dreamed I saw into the garden of God, Where women walked whose painted images I have seen with candles round them in the chiirch. They bent this way and that, one to another, Playing : and over the long golden hair Of each there floated like a ring of fire [she rose Which when she stooped stooped with her, and when Rose with her. Then a breeze flew in among them. 64 A LAST CONFESS/ON. As if a window had been opened in heaven For God to give his blessing from, before This world of ours should set ; (for in my dream I thought our world was setting, and the sun F'ared, a spent taper ;) and beneath that gust The rings of light quivered like forest-leaves. Then all the blessed maidens who were there Stood up together, as it were a voice That called them ; and they threw their tresses back, And smote their palms, and all laughed up at once, For the strong heavenly joy they had in them To hear God bless the world. Wherewith I woke : And looking round, I saw as usual That she was standing there with her long locks Pressed to her side ; and her laugh ended theirs. For always when I see her now, she laughs. And yet her childish laughter haunts me too, The Hfe of this dead terror ; as in days When she, a child, dwelt with me. I must tell Something of those days yet before the end. I brought her from the city — one such day When she was still a merry, loving child, — A LAST COIVFESSION. 65 The earliest gift I mind my giving her ; A little image of a flying Love Made of our colored glass-ware, in his hands A dart of gilded metal and a torch. And him she kissed and me, and fain would know Why were his poor eyes blindfold, why the wings And why the arrow. What I knew I told Of Venus and of Cupid, — strange old tales. And when she heard that he could rule the loves Of men and women, still she shook her head And wondered ; and, ' Nay, nay,* she murmured still * So strong, and he a younger child than 1 1 * And then she*d have me fix him on the wall Fronting her little bed ; and then again She needs must fix him there herself, because I gave him to her and she loved him so, And he should make her love me better yet, If women loved the more, the more they grew. But the fit place upon the wall was high For her, and so I held her in my arms : And each time that the heavy pruning-hook I gave her for a hammer slipped away As it would often, still she laughed and laughed And kissed and kissed me. But amid her mirth. 66 A LAST CONFESSION. Just as she hung the image on the nail, [t slipped and all its fragments strewed the ground \nd as it fell she screamed, for in her hand The dart had entered deeply and drawn blood. And so her laughter turned to tears : and ' Oh ! * I said, the while I bandaged the small hand, — ' That I should be the first to make you bleed. Who love and love and love you ! ' — kissing still The fingers till I got her safe to bed. And still she sobbed, — * not for the pain at all,* She said, ' but for the Love, the poor good Love You gave me.' So she cried herself to sleep. Another later thing comes back to me. 'Twas in those hardest foulest days of all, When still from his shut palace, sitting clean Above the splash of blood, old Metternich (May his soul die, and never-dying worms Feast on its pain for ever !) used to thin His year's doomed hundreds daintily, each month Thirties and fifties. This time, as I think, Was when his thrift forbade the poor to take That evil brackish salt which the dry rocks Keep all through winter when the sea draws in. A LAST CONFESSION, 67 The first I heard of it was a chance shot In the street here and there, and on the stones A stumbling clatter as of horse hemmed round. Then, when she saw me hurry out of doors, My gun slung at my shoulder and my knife Stuck in my girdle, she smoothed down my hair And laughed to see me look so brave, and leaped Up to my neck and kissed me. She was still A child ; and yet that kiss was on my lips So hot all day where the smoke shut us in. For now, being always with her, the first love I had — the father's, brother's love — was changed, I think, in somewise ; like a holy thought Which is a prayer before one knows of it. The first time I perceived this, I remember. Was once when after hunting I came home Weary, and she brought food and fruit for me, And sat down at my feet upon the floor Leaning against my side. But when I felt Her sweet head reach from that low seat of h^ers So high as to be laid upon my heart, I turned and looked upon my darling there And marked for the first time how tall she was ; 68 A LAST CONFESSION, And my heart beat with so much violence Under her cheek, I thought she could not choose But wonder at it soon and ask me why ; And so I bade her rise and eat with me. And when, remembering all and counting back The time, I made out fourteen years for her And told her so, she gazed at me with eyes As of the sky and sea on a gray day, [me And drew her long hands tlirough her hair, and asked If she was not a woman ; and then laughed : And as she stooped in laughing, I could see Beneath the growing throat the breasts half globed Like folded lilies deepset in the stream. Yes, let me think of her as then ; for so Her image, Father, is not like the sights Which come when you are gone. She had a mouth Made to bring death to life, — the underlip Sucked in, as if it strove to kiss itself. Her face was ever pale, as when one stoops Over wan water ; and the dark crisped hair And the hair's shadow made it paler still : — Deep-serried locks, the darkness of the cloud Where the moon's gaze is set in eddying gloom. A LAST CONFESSION. 6q Her body bore her neck as the tree's stem Bears the top branch ; and as the branch sustains The flower of the year's pride, her high neck bore That face made wonderful with night and day. Her voice was swift, yet ever the last words Fell lingeringly ; and rounded finger-tips She had, that clung a little where they touched And then were gone o' the instant. Her great eyes. That sometimes turned half dizzily beneath The passionate lids, as faint, when she would speak. Had also in them hidden springs of mirth, Which under the dark lashes evermore Shook to her laugh, as when a bird flies low Between the water and the willow-leaves, And the shade quivers till he wins the light. I was a moody comrade to her then, For all the love I bore her. Italy, The weeping desolate mother, long has claimed Her son's strong arms to lean on, and their hands To lop the poisonous thicket from her path. Cleaving her way to light. And from her need Had sjrown the fashion of my whole poor life TO A LAST CONFESSION, Which I was proud to yield her, as my father Had yielded his. And this had come to be A game to play, a love to clasp, a hate To wreak, all things together that a man Needs for his blood to ripen : till at times All else seemed shadows, and I wondered still To see such life pass muster and be deemed Time's bodily substance. In those hours, no doubt, To the young girl my eyes were like my soul, — Dark wells of death-in-life that yearned for day. And though she ruled me always, I remember That once when I was thus and she still kept Leaping about the place and laughing, I Did almost chide her ; whereupon she knelt And putting her two hands into my breast Sang me a song. Are these tears in my eyes? 'Tis long since I have wept for anything. I thought that song forgotten out of mind, And now, just as I spoke of it, it came All back. It is but a rude thing, ill rhymed, Such as a blind man chaunts and his dog hears Holding the platter, when the children run To merrier sport and leave him. Thus it goes : — /I LAST CONFESSION, 71 La bella donna * Piangendo disse : ' Come son fisse Le stelle in cielo ! Quel fiato anelo Dello stanco sole, Quanto m' assonna ! E la luna, macchiata She wept, sweet lady, And said in weeping : ' What spell is keeping The stars so steady ? Why does the power Of the sun's noon-hour To sleep so move me ? And the moon in heaven. Stained where she passes As a worn-out glass is, — Weaiily driven. Why walks shi above me? ' Stars, moon, and sun too, I'm tired of either And all together I Whom speak they unto That I should listen ? For very surely. Though my arms and shoulders Dazzle beholders, And my eyes glisten, All's nothing purely I What are words said for At all about them, If he they are made for Can do without them ? * She laughed, sweet lady. And said in laughing : His hand clings half in My own already I Oh I do you love me ? Oh ! speak of passion In no new fashion, No loud inveighings, But the old sayings You once said of me. ' You said : " As siunmer, Through boughs grown brittls. Comes back a little Ere frosts benumb her, — So bring'st thou to me All leaves and flowers, Though autumn's gloomy To-day in the bowers." ' Oh ! does he love me^ When my voice teaches The very speeches He then spoke of me ? Alas I what flavor StUl with me lingers? * (But she laughed as my kissea Glowed in her fingers With love's old blisses ) * Oh I what one favor Remains to woo him, Whose whole poor savor Belongs not to him.' 72 A LAST CONFESSIOAf. Come uno specchio Logoro e vecchio, — Fa»:cia affannata, Che cosa vuole ? * Ch^ stelle, luna, e sole, Ciascun m' annoja E m' annojano insieme ; Non me ne preme N^ ci prendo gioja. E veramente, Che le spalle sien franch« E le braccia bianche E il seno caldo e tondo, Non mi fa niente. Ch^ cosa al mondo Posso piu far di questi S« non piacciono a te, come dicesti La donna rise E riprese ridendo : — * Questa mano che prendo E dunque mia ? Tu m' ami dunque ? Dimmelo ancora, Non in modo qualunq ic, Ma le parole Belle e precise Che dicesti pria. * Siccoine suole La state talora A LAST CONFESSION. 71 (Dicesti) un qualcke istante Tornare innanzi inverno-^ Cosl tu fai ch* io scerno Le foglie tutte quante^ Ben ch' io certo tenessi Per passato V autunno, * Eccolo il mio alunno ! Io debbo insegnargli Quei cari detti istessi Ch' ei mi disse una volta ! Oim^ ! Che cosa dargh,' (Ma ridea piano piano Dei bad in sulla mano,) Ch* ei non m' abbia da lungo tempo tolta ? That I should sing upon this bed ! — with you To listen, and such words still left to say 1 Yet was it I that sang ? The voice seemed hers. As on the very day she sang to me ; When, having done, she took out of my hand Something that I had played with all the while And laid it down beyond my reach ; and so Turning my face round till it fronted hers, — ' Weeping or laughing, which was best?' she said. But these are foolish tales. How should I show The heart that glowed then with love's heat, each day 74 A LAST CONFESSION. More and more brightly ? — when for long years now The very flame that flew about the heart, And gave it fiery wings, has come to be The lapping blaze of hell's environment Whose tongues all bid the molten heart despair. Yet one more thing comes back on me to-nigh Which I may tell you : for it bore my soul Dread firstlings of the brood that rend it now. It chanced that in our last year's wanderings We dwelt at Monza, far away from home. If home we had : and in the Duomo there I sometimes entered with her when she prayed. An image of Our Lady stands there, wrought In marble by some great Italian hand In the great days when she and Italy Sat on one throne together : and to her And to none else my loved one told her heart. She was a woman then ; and as she knelt, — Her sweet brow in the sweet brow's shadow there, • They seemed two kindred forms whereby our land (Whose work still serves the world for miracle) Made manifest herself in womanhood. Father, the day I speak of was the first A LAST CONFESSION, jy For weeks that I had borne her company Into the Duomo ; and those weeks had been Much troubled, for then first the glimpses came Of some impenetrable restlessness Growing in her to make her changed and cold. And as we entered there that day, I bent My eyes on the fair Image, and I said Within my heart, 'Oh turn her heart to me!* And so I left her to her prayers, and went To gaze upon the pride of Monza's shrine,:^ Where in the sacristy the light still falls Upon the Iron Crown of Italy, On whose crowned heads the day has closed, nor yet The daybreak gilds another head to crown. But coming back, I wondered when I saw That the sweet Lady of her prayers now stood Alone without her ; until further off. Before some new Madonna gayly decked, Tinselled and gewgawed, a slight German toy, . saw her kneel, still praying. At my step She rose, and side by side we left the church. I was much moved, and sharply questioned her Of her transferred devotion ; but she seemed Stubborn and heedless ; till she lightly laughed 76 A LAST CQNFESSIOI^. And said : * The old Madonna ? Aye indeed, She had my old thoughts, — this one has my new.* Then silent to the soul I held my way : And from the fountains of the public place Unto the pigeon-haunted pinnacles, Bright wings and water winnowed the bright air ; And stately with her laugh's subsiding smile She went, with clear-swayed waist and towering neck And hands held light before her ; and the face Which long had made a day in my life's night Was night in day to me ; as all men's eyes Turned on her beauty, and she seemed to tread Beyond my heart to the world made for her. Ah there ! my wounds will snatch my sense agam ; The pain comes billowing on like a full cloud Of thunder, and the flash that breaks from it Leaves my brain burning. That's the wound he gave, The Austrian whose white coat I still made match With his white face, only the two were red As suits his trade. The devil makes them wear White for a livery, that the blood may show Braver that brings them to him. So he looks Sheer o'er tlie field and knows his own at once. A LAST CONFESSION. 77 Give tne a draught of water in that cup ; My voice feels thick ; perhaps you do not hear ^ But you must hear. If you mistake my words And so absolve me, I am sure the blessing Will burn my soul. If you mistake my words And so absolve me, Father, the great sin Is yours, not mine : mark this : your soul shall burn With mine for it. I have seen pictures where Souls burned with Latin shriekings in their mouths : Shall my end be as theirs ? Nay, but I know ' Tis you shall shriek in Latin. Some bell rings. Rings through my brain : it strikes the hour in hell. You see I cannot. Father ; I have tried, But cannot, as you see. These twenty times Beginning, I have come to the same point And stopped. Beyond, there are but broken words Which will not let you understand my tale. It is that then we have her with us here, As when she wrung her hair out in my dream I'o-night, till all the darkness reeked of it. Her hair is always wet, for she has kept Its tresses wrapped about her side for years ; 78 A LAST CONFESSION, And when she wrung them round over the floor, I heard the blood between her fingers hiss ; So that I sat up in my bed and screamed Once and again ; and once to once, she laughed. Look that you turn not now, — she's at your back Gather your rope up, Father, and keep close, Or she'll sit down on it and send you mad. At Igllo in the first thin shade o' the hills The sand is black and red. The black was black When what was spilt that day sank into it, And the red scarcely darkened. There I stood This night with her, and saw the sand the same. What would you have me tell you ? Father, father, How shall I make you know ? You have not known The dreadful soul of woman, who one day Forgets the old and takes the new to heart. Forgets what man remembers, and therewith Forgets the man. Nor can I clearly tell How the change happened between her and me. Her eyes looked on me from an emptied heart A LAST CONFESSION. 79 WTien most my heart was full of her ; and still In every corner of myself I sought To find what service failed her ; and no less Than in the good time past, there all was hers. What do you love ? Your Heaven ? Conceive it spread For one first year of all eternity All round you with all joys and gifts of God ; And then when most your soul is blent with it And all yields song together, — then it stands O' the sudden like a pool that once gave back Your image, but now drowns it and is clear Again, — or like a sun bewitched, that burns Your shadow from you, and still shines in sight How could you bear it ? Would you not cry out. Among those eyes grown blind to you, those ears That hear no more your voice you heai the same, — * God ! what is left but hell for company. But hell, hell, hell?'— until the name so breathed Whirled with hot wmd and sucked you down in fire? Even so I stood the day her empty heart Left her place empty in our home, while yet 1 knew not why she went nor where she went Nor how to reach her : so I stood the day When to my prayers at last one sight of ner 8^ A LAST CONFESSION. Was granted, and I looked on heaven made pale With scorn, and heard heaven mock me m that laugh. O sweet, long sweet ! Was that some ghost of you Even as your ghost that haunts me now, — twin shapes Of feai and hatred? May I find you yet Mine when death wakes ? Ah ! be it even in flame, We may have sweetness yet, if you but say As once in childish sorrow : ' Not my pain, My pain was nothing : oh your poor poor love, Your broken love I ' My Father, have I not Yet told you the last things of that last day On which I went to meet her by the sea ? God, O God ! but I must tell you all. Midway upon my Journey, when I stopped To buy the dagger at the village fair, 1 saw two cursed rats about the place I knew for spies — blood-sellers both. That day Was not yet over ; for three hours to come I prized my life : and so I looked around For safety. A poor painted mountebank Was playing tricks and shouting in a crowd. A LAST CONFESSION. 8i 1 knew he must have heard my name, so I Pushed past and whispered to him who I was, And 3f my danger. Straight he hustled me Into his booth, as it were in the trick, And brought me out next minute with my face All smeared in patches and a zany's gown ; And there I handed him his cups and balls And swung the sand-bags round to clear the ring For half an hour. The spies came once and looked ; And while they stopped, and made all sights and sounds Sharp to my startled senses, I remember A woman laughed above me. I looked up And saw where a brown-shouldered harlot leaned Half through a tavern window thick with vine. Some man had come behind her in the room And caught her by her arms, and she had turned With that coarse empty laugh on him, as now He munched her neck with kisses, while the vine Crawled in her back. And three hours afterwards. When she that I had run all risks to meet Laughed as I told you, my life burned to death Within me, for 1 thought it like the laugh Heard at the fair. She had not left me long ; 82 A LAST CONFESSION. But all she might have changed to, or might change tOs (I know not since — she never speaks a word — ) Seemed in that laugh. Have I not told you yet, Not told you all this time what happened, Father, When I had offered her the little knife, And bade her keep it for my sake that loved her, And she had laughed ? Have I not told you yet ? • Take it,' I said to her the second time, ' Take it and keep it/ And then came a fire That burnt my hand ; and then the fire was blood, And sea and sky were blood and fire, and all The day was one red blindness ; till it seemed Within the whirling brain's entanglement That she or I or all things bled to death. And then I found her lying at my feet And knew that I had stabbed her, and saw still The look she gave me when she took the knife Deep in her heart, even as I bade her then, And fell, and her stiff bodice scooped the sand Into her bosom. And she keeps it, see. Do you not see she keeps it } — there, beneath Wet fingers and wet tresses, in her heart. A LAST CONFESSION, 83 For look you, when she stirs her hand, it shows The little hilt of horn and pearl, — even such A dagger as our women of the coast Twist in their garters. Father, I have done . And from her side now she unwinds the thick Dark hair ; all round her side it is wet through, But like the sand at Iglio does not change. Now you may see the dagger clearly. Father, I have told all : tell me at once what hope Can reach me still. For now she draws it out Slowly, and only smiles as yet : look, Father, She scarcely smiles : but I shall hear her laugh Soon, when she shows the crimson steel to God. DANTE AT VERONA. « Yea, thou shalt learn how salt his food who fares Upon another's bread, — how steep his path Who treadeth up and down another's stairs.' (^Div. Com. Parad. xvii.) * Behold, even I, even I am Beatrice.' (^Div. Com, Purg. xxx.) Of Florence and of Beatrice Servant and singer from of old, O'er Dante's heart in youth had toU'd The knell that gave his Lady peace ; And now in manhood flew the dart Wherewith his City pierced his heart. Yet if his Lady's home above Was Heaven, on earth she filled his soul ; And if his City held control To cast the body fortii to rove, The soul could soar from earth's vain throng, And Heaven and Hell fulfil the song DANTE AT VERONA. 85 Follow his feet's appointed way ; — But little light we find that clears The darkness of the exiled years. Follow his spirit's journey : — nay, What fires are blent, what winds are blown On paths his feet may treai alone? Yet of the twofold life he led In chainless thought and fettered will Some glimpses reach us, — somewhat still Of the steep stairs and bitter bread, - Of the soul's quest whose stern avow For years had made him haggard now Alas ! the Sacred Song whereto Both heaven and earth had set their hand Not only at Fame's gate did stand Knocking to claim the passage through, But toiled to ope that heavier door Which Florence shut for evermore. Shall not his birth's baptismal Town One last high presage yet fulfil, And at that font in Florence still 86 DANTE AT VERONA. His forehead take the laurel-crown ? O God ! or snail dead souls deny The undying soul its prophecy Aye, *tis their hour. Not yet forgot The bitter words he spoke that day When for some great charge far away Her rulers his acceptance sought. ' And if I go, who stays ? ' — so rose His scorn : — ' And if I stay, who goes ? ' Lo I thou art gone now, and we stay : * (The curled lips mutter) : ' and no star Is from thy mortal path so far A.S streets where childhood knew the way. To Heaven and Hell thy feet may win, But thine own house they come not in.* Therefore, the loftier rose the song To touch the secret things of God, The deeper pierced the hate that trod On base men's track who wrought the wrong , Till the soul's effluence came to be Its own exceeding agony. DANTE AT VERONA, 87 Arriving only to depart, From court to court, from land to land, Like flame within the naked hand His body bore his burning heart That still on Florence strove to bring God's fire for a burnt offering. Even such was Dante's mood, when now, Mocked for long years with Fortune's sport, He dwelt at yet another court, There where Verona's knee did bow And her voice hailed with all acclaim Can Grande della Scala's name. As that lord's kingly guest awhile His life we follow ; through the days Which walked in exile's barren ways, — The nights which still beneath one smile Heard through all spheres one song increase, « * Even I, even I am Beatrice.' At Can La Scala's court, no doubt. Due reverence did his steps attend • The ushers on his path would bend 88 DANTE AT VERONA. At ingoing as at going out ; The penmen waited on his call At council-board, the grooms in hall. And pages hushed their laughter down, And gay squires stilled the merry stir, When he passed up the dais-chamber With set brows lordlier than a frown ; And tire-maids hidden among these Drew close their loosened bodices. Perhaps the priests, (exact to span All God's circumference,) if at whiles They found him wandering in their aisles, Grudged ghostly greeting to the man By whom, though not of ghostly guild. With Heaven and Hell men's hearts were fillU And the court-poets (he, forsooth, A whole world's poet strayed to court !) Had for his scorn their hate*s retort. He'd meet them flushed with easy youth, Hot on their errands. Like noon-flies They vexed him in the ears and eyes. DANTE AT VERONA, 89 But at this court, peace still must wrench Her chaplet from the teeth of war : By day they held high watch afar, At night they cried across the trench ; And still, in Dante's path, the fierce Gaunt soldiers wrangled o'er their spears But vain seemed all the strength to him, As golden convoys sunk at sea Whose wealth might root out penury : Because it was not, limb with limb. Knit like his heart-strings round the wall Of Florence, that ill pride might fall. Yet in the tiltyard, when the dust Cleared from the sundered press of knights Ere yet again it swoops and smites. He almost deemed his longing must Find force to wield that multitude And hurl that strength the way he would. How should he move them, — fame and gain On all hands calling them at strife ? He still might find but his one life ► DANTE AT VERONA, To give, by Florence counted vain ; One heart the false hearts made her doubt ; One voice she heard once and cast out. Oh ! if his Florence could but come, A lily-sceptred damsel fair, As her own Giotto painted her On many shields and gates at home, — A lady crowned, at a soft pace Riding the lists round to the dais : Till where Can Grande rules the lists. As young as Truth, as calm as Force, She draws her rein now, while her horse Bows at the turn of the white wrists ; And when each knight within his stall Gives ear, she speaks and tells them all : AL the foul tale, — truth sworn untrue And falsehood's triumph. All the tale? Great God ! and must she not prevail To fire them ere they heard it through, — And hand achieve ere heart could rest That high adventure of her quest? DANTE AT VERONA. gi How would his Florence lead them forth, Her bridle ringing as she went ; And at the last within her tent, ' Neath golden lilies worship-worth, How queenly would she bend the while And thank the victors with her smile I Also her lips should turn his way And murmur : ' O thou tried and true, With whom I wept the long years through 1 What shall it profit if I say, Thee I remember? Nay, through thee All ages shall remember me.' Peace, Dante, peace ! The task is long, The time wears short to compass it. Within thine heart such hopes may flit And find a voice in deathless song : But lo ! as children of man's earth. Those hopes are dead before their birth Fame tells us that Verona's court Was a fair place. The feet might still Wander for ever at ^heir will ^ DANTE AT VERONA, In many ways of sweet resort ; And still in many a heart around The Poet's name due honor found. Watch we his steps. He comes upon The women at their palm-playing. The conduits round the gardens sing And meet in scoops of milk-white stone, Where wearied damsels rest and hold Their hands in the wet spurt of gold. One of whom, knowing well that he, By some found stern, was mild with them, Would run and pluck his garment's hem, Saying, ' Messer Dante, pardon me,' — Praying that they might hear the song Which first of all he made, when young. * Donne che avete ' ♦ . . . Thereunto Thus would he murmur, having first Drawn near the fountain, while she nurs'd * < Donne che avete intelletto d' amore : ' — the first can- zone of the 'Vita Nuova.' DANTE AT VERONA, 93 His hand against her side : a few Sweet words, and scarcely those, half said : Then turned, and changed, and bowed his head For then the voice said in his heart, * Even I, even I am Beatrice ; * And his whole life would yearn to cease Till having reached his room, apart Beyond vast lengths of palace-floor. He drew the arras round his door. At such times, Dante, thou hast set Thy forehead to the painted pane Full oft, I know ; and if the rain Smote it outside, her fingers met Thy brow ; and if the sun fell there, Her breath was on thy face and hair. Then, weeping, I think certainly Thou hast beheld, past sight of eyne, — Within another room of thine Where now thy body may not be But where in thought thou still remam'st, — A window often wept against : 94 DANTE AT VERONA. The window thou, a youth, hast sought, Flushed in the limpid eventime, Ending with daylight the day*s rhyme Of her ; v here oftenwhiles her thought Held thee — the lamp untrimmed to write — In joy through the blue lapse of night. At Can La Scala's court, no doubt, Guests seldom wept. It was brave sport. No doubt, at Can La Scala's court, Within the palace and without ; Where music, set to madrigals. Loitered all day through groves and halls. Because Can Grande of his life Had not had six-and-twenty years As yet. And when the chroniclers Tell you of that Vicenza strife And of strifes elsewhere, — you must not Conceive for church-sooth he had got Just nothing in his wits but war : Though doubtless 't was the young man's joy (Grown with his growth from a mere boy,) DANTE AT VERONA, 95 To mark his ' Viva Cane ! * scare The foe's shut front, till it would reel All blind with shaken points of steel. But there were places — held too sweet For eyes that had not the due veil Of lashes and clear lids — as well In favor as his saddle-seat : Breath of low speech he scorned not there Nor light cool fingers in his hair. Yet if the child whom the sire's plan Made free of a deep treasure-chest Scoffed it with ill-conditioned jest, — We may be sure too that the man Was not mere thews, nor all content With lewdness swathed in sentiment. So you may read and marvel not That such a man as Dante — one Who, while Can Grande's deeds were done, Had drawn his robe round him and thought — ^ DANTE AT VERONA, Now at tlie same guest-table far'd Where keen Uguccio wiped his beard.* Through leaves and trellis-work the sun Left the wine cool within the glass, — They feasting where no sun could pass i And when the women, all as one. Rose up with brightened cheeks to go, It was a comely thing, we know. But Dante recked not of the wine ; Whether the women stayed or went, His visage held one stern intent : And when the music had its sign To breathe upon them for more ease, Sometimes he turned and bade it cease. And as he spared not to rebuke The mirth, so oft in council he To bitter truth bore testimony : And when the crafty balance shook Well poised to make the wrong prevail, Then Dante's hand would turn the scale. * Uguccione della Faggiuola, Dante's former protector, was now his fellow-guest at Verona. I DAME AT VERONA, 97 And if some envoy from afar Sailed to Verona's sovereign port For aid or peace, and all the court Fawned on its lord, ' the Mars of war, Sole arbiter of life and death,* — Be sure that Dante saved his breath. And Can La Scala marked askance These things, accepting them for shame And scorn, till Dante's guestship came To be a peevish sufferance : His host sought ways to make his day» Hateful ; and such have many ways. There was a Jester, a foul lout Whom the court loved for graceless arts , Sworn scholiast of the bestial parts Of speech ; a ribald mouth to shout In Folly's horny tympanum Such things as make the wise man dumb. Much loved, him Dante loathed. And so, One day when Dante felt perplex'd If any day that could come next DANTE AT VERONA. Were worth the waiting for or no, And mute he sat amid their din, — Can Grande called the Jester in. Rank words, with such, are wif s best wealth. Lords mouthed approval ; ladies kept Twittering with clustered heads, except Some few that took their trains by stealth And went. Can Grande shook his hair And smote his thighs and laughed i* the air. Then, facing on his guest, he cried, — ' Say, Messer Dante, how it is I get out of a clown like this More than your wisdom can provide.* And Dante : ' *Tis man*s ancient whim That still his like seems good to him.' Also a tale is told, how once, At clearing tables after meat, . Piled for a jest at Dante's feet Were found the dinner's well-picked bones ; So laid, to please the banquet's lord. By one who crouched beneath the board. » DANTE AT VERONA, 99 Then smiled Can Grande to the rest : — • ' Our Dante*s tuneful mouth indeed Lacks not the gift on flesh to feed ! ' * Fair host of mine/ replied the guest, * So many bones you'd not descry If so it chanced the dog were I.' * But wherefore should we turn the grout In a drained cup, or be at strife From the worn garment of a life To rip the twisted ravel out? Good needs expounding ; but of ill Each hath enough to guess his fill. They named him Justicer-at-Law : Each month to bear the tale in mind Of hues a wench might wear unfin'd And of the load an ox might draw ; To cavil in the weight of bread And to see purse-thieves gibbeted. • * Messere, voi non vedreste tant ^ossa se cane iofossi* T}«»- point of the reproach is difficult to render, depending as it doe4 on the literal meaning of the name Cane* loo DANTE AT VERONA. And when his spirit wove the spell (From under even to over-noon In converse with itself alone,) As high as Heaven, as low as Hell, — He would be summoned and must go : For had not Gian stabbed Giacomo ? Therefore the bread he had to eat Seemed brackish, less like corn than tares ; And the rush-strown accustomed stairs Each day were steeper to his feet ; And when the night-vigil was done, His brows would ache to fee^ the sun. Nevertheless, when from his kin There came the tidings how at last In Florence a decree was pass*d Whereby all banished folk might win Free pardon, so a fine were paid And act of public penance made, — This Dante writ in answer thus, Words such as these : ' That clearly they In Florence must not have to say, — DANTE AT VERONA. loi The man abode aloof from us Nigh fifteen vears, vet lastly skulk'd Hither to candleshrift and mulct. ' That he was one the Heavens forbid To traffic in God's justice sold By market-weight of earthly gold, Or to bow down over the lid Of steaming censers, and so be Made clean of manhood's obloquy. * That since no gate led, by God's will, To Florence, but the one whereat The priests and money-changers sat, He still would wander ; for that still, Even through the body's prison-bars, His soul possessed the sun and stars.* Such were his words. It is indeed For ever well our singers should Utter good words and know them good Not through song only ; with close heed Lest, having spent for the work's sake Six days, the man be left to make. ro2 DANTE AT VERONA, Months o'er Verona, till the feast Was come for Florence the Free Town : And at the shrine of Baptist John The exiles, girt with many a priest And carrying candles as they went, Were held to mercy of the saint. On the high seats in sober state, — Gold neck-chains range o'er range below Gold screen- work where the lilies grow, — The Heads of the Republic sate. Marking the humbled face go by Each one of his house-enemy. And as each proscript rose and stood From kneeling in the ashen dust On the shrine-steps, some magnate thrust A beard into the velvet hood Of his front colleague's gown, to see The cinders stuck in the bare knee. Tosinghi passed, Manelli passed, Rinucci passed, each in his place But not an Alighieri's face DANTE AT VERONA. 103 Went by that day from first to last In the Republic's triumph ; nor A foot came home to Dante's door. (Respublica — a public thing : A shameful shameless prostitute, Whose lust with one lord may not suit, So takes by turns its revelling A night with each, till he at morn Is stripped and beaten forth forlorn, And leaves her, cursing her. If she. Indeed, have not some spice-draught, hid In scent under a silver lid, To drench his open throat with — he Once hard asleep ; and thrust him not At dawn beneath the boards to rot. Such this Republic ! — not the Maid He yearned for ; she who yet should stand With Heaven's accepted hand in hand, Invulnerable and unbetray'd : To whom, even as to God, should be Obeisance one with Liberty.) 104 DANTE AT VERONA. Years filled out their twelve moons, and ceased One in another ; and alway There were the whole twelve hours each day And each night as the years increased ; And rising moon and setting sun Beheld that Dante's work was done. What of his work for Florence ? Well It was, he knew, and well must be. Yet evermore her hate's decree Dwelt in his thought intolerable : — His body to be burned,* — his soul To beat its wings at hope's vain goal. What of his work for Beatrice ? Now well-nigh was the third song writ, — The stars a third time sealing it With sudden music of pure peace : For echoing thrice the threefold song, The unnumbered stars the tone prolong.! * Such was the last sentence passed by Florence against Dante, as a recalcitrant exile. t ' E quindi uscimmo a riveder le stelle? Inferno. * Puro e disposto a sal ire alle stelle? Purgatorio. * L'amor che muove 11 sole e I'altre stelle.^ Paradiso. DANTE AT VERONA, 105 Each hour, as then the Vision pass'd, He heard the utter harmony Of the nine trembling spheres, till she Bowed her eyes towards him in the last, So that all ended with her eyes, Hell, Purgatory, Paradise. ' It is my trust, as the years fall, To write more worthily of her Who now, being made God's minister. Looks on His visage and knows all' Such was the hope that love did blend With griefs slow fires, to make an end Of the ' New Life,' his youth's dear book : Adding thereunto : ' In such trust I labor, and believe I must Accomplish this which my soul took In charge, if God, my Lord and hers, Leave my life with me a few years.' The trust which he had borne in youth Was all at length accompHshed. He At length had written worthily — io6 DANTE AT VERONA, Yea even of her ; no rhymes uncouth 'Twixt tongue and tongue ; but by God's aid The first words Italy had said. Ah ! haply now the h'eavenly guide Was not the last form seen by him : But there that Beatrice stood slim And bowed in passing at his side, For whom in youth his heart made moan Then when the city sat alone.* Clearly herself; the same whom he Met, not past girlhood, in the street, Low-bosomed and with hidden feet ; And then as woman perfectly, In years that followed, many an once, — And now at last among the suns In that high vision. But indeed It may be memory did recall Last to him then the first of all, — * ' Quomodo sedet sola civitas ! ' — fh^ words quoted by Dante in the ' Vita Nuova' when he speaks of the death of Beatrice. DANTE AT VERONA. 107 The child his boyhood bore in heed Nine years. At length the voice brought peace, — ' Even I, even I am Beatrice.' All this, being there, we had not seen. Seen only was the shadow wrought On the strong features bound in thought ; The vagueness gaining gait and mien ; The white streaks gathering clear to view In the burnt beard the women knew. For a tale tells that on his track. As through Verona's streets he went, This saying certain women sent : — ' Lo, he that strolls to Hell and back At will ! Behold him, how Hell's reek Has crisped his beard and singed his cheek.* 'Whereat' (Boccaccio's words) 'he smil'd For pride in fame.' It might be so : Nevertheless we cannot know If haply he were not beguil'd To bitterer mirth, who scarce could tell If he indeed were back from Hell. [o8 DANTE AT VERQNA. So the day came, after a space, When Dante felt assured that there The sunshine must lie sicklier Even than in any other place. Save only Florence. When that day Had come, he rose and went his way. He went and turned not. From his shoes It may be that he shook the dust, As every righteous dealer must Once and again ere life can close : And unaccompHshed destiny Struck cold his forehead, it may be. No book keeps record how the Prince Sunned himself out of Dante's reach. Nor how the Jester stank in speech ; While courtiers, used to smile and wince, Poets and harlots, all the throng, liet loose their scandal and their song. No book keeps record if the seat Which Dante held at his host's board Were sat in next by clerk or lord, — DANTE AT VERONA. 109 If leman lolled with dainty feet At ease, or hostage brooded there, Or priest lacked silence for his prayer. Eat and wash hands, Can Grande ; — scarce We know their deeds now : hands which fed Our Dante with that bitter bread ; And thou the watch-dog of those stairs Which, of all paths his feet knew well, Were steeper found than Heaven or Hell. ITO JENNY. Vengeance of Jenny's case I Fie on her 1 Never name her, child V*^(^Mrs. Quickly.) Lazy laughing languid Jenny, Fond of a kiss and fond of a guinea, Whose head upon my knee to-ni^ht Rests for a while, as if grown light With all our dances and the sound To which the wild tunes spun you round : Fair Jenny mine, the thoughtless queen Of kisses which the blush between Could hardly make much daintier ; VrTiose eyes are as blue skies, whose hair Is countless gold incomparable : Fresh flower, scarce touched with signs that tell Of Love's exuberant hotbed : — Nay, Poor flower left torn since yesterday Until to-morrow leave you bare ; Poor handful of bright spring-water Flung in the whirlpool's shrieking face ; 7ENIVV. II Poor saameful Jenny, full of grace Thus with your head upon my knee ; — Whose person or whose purse may be The lodestai* of your reverie ? This room of yours, my Jenny, looks A change from mine so full of books, Whose serried ranks hold fast, forsooth, So many captive hours of youth, — The hours they thieve from day and night To make one's cherished work come right, And leave it wrong for all their theft, Even as to-night my work was left : Until I vowed that since my brain And eyes of dancing seemed so fain, My feet should have some dancing too : — And thus it was I met with you. Well, I suppose 'twas hard to part. For here I am. And now, sweetheart, You seem too tired to get to bed. It was a careless life I led When rooms like this were scarce so strange Not long ago. What breeds the change, — 112 JENNY. The many aims or the few years? Because to-night it all appears Something I do not know again. The cloud's not danced out of my bram,— The cloud that made it turn and swim While hour by hour the books grew dim. Why, Jenny, as I watch you there, — For all your wealth of loosened hair, Your silk ungirdled and unlac'd And warm sweets open to the waist, All golden in the lamplight's gleam, — You know not what a book you seem, Half-read by lightning in a dream ! How should you know, my Jenny? Nay, And I should be ashamed to say : — Poor beauty, so well worth a kiss ! But while my thought runs on like this With wasteful whims more than enough, I wonder what you're thinking of. If of myself you think at all, What is the thought? — conjectural On sorry matters best unsolved ? — JENNY. "3 Or inly is each grace revolved To fit me with a lure? — or (sad To think !) perhaps you're merely glad That Fm not drunk or ruffianly And let you rest upon my knee. For sometimes, were the truth confessed. You're thankful for a little rest, — Glad from the crush to rest within, From the heart-sickness and the din Where envy's voice at virtue's pitch Mocks you because your gown is rich ; And from the pale girl's dumb rebuke. Whose ill-clad grace and toil-worn look Proclaim the strength that keeps her weak And other nights thar. yours bespeak ; And from the wise unchildish elf, To schoolmate lesser than himself, Pointing you out, what thing you are : — Yes, from the daily jeer and jar, From shame and shame's outbraving too, Is rest not sometimes sweet to you ? — But most from the hatefulness of man Who spares not to end what he began. 114 yENNY. Whose acts are ill and his speech ill, Who, having used you at his will, Thrusts you aside, as when I dine I serve the dishes and the wine. Well, handsome Jenny mine, sit up, Fve filled our glasses, let us sup, And do not let me think of you. Lest shame of yours suffice for two. What, still so tired? Well, well then, keep Youi head there, so you do not sleep ; But that the weariness may pass And leave you merry, take this glass. Ah I lazy lily hand, more bless'd If ne'er in rings it had been dress'd Nor ever by a glove conceaFd ! Behold the lilies of the field. They toil not neither do they spin ; (So doth the ancient text begin, — . Not of such rest as one of these Can share.) Another- rest and ease Along each summer-sated path From its new lord the garden hath. JENNY, IIS Than that whose spring in blessings ran Which praised the bounteous husbandman, Ere yet, in days of hankering breath, The lilies sickened unto death. What, Jenny, are your lilies dead? Aye, and the snow-white leaves are spread Like winter on the garden-bed. But you had roses left in May, — They were not gone too. Jenny, nay. But must your roses die, and those Their purfled buds that should unclose? ^ Even so ; the leaves are curled apart, Still red as from the broken heart. And here's the naked stem of thorns. Nay, nay, mere words. Here nothing warns As yet of winter. Sickness here Or want alone could waken fear, — Nothing but passion wrings a tear. Except when there may rise unsought Haply at times a passing thought Of the old days which seem to be Much older than any history ii6 JENNY. That is written in any book ; When she would lie in fields and look Along the ground thi ough the blown grass, And wonder where the city was, Far out of sight, whose broil and bale They told her then for a child's tale. Jenny, you know the city now. A child can tell the tale there, how Some things which are not yet enroll'd /a market-lists are bought and sold j2ven till the early Sunday light, When Saturday night is market-night Everywhere, be it dry or wet. And market-night in the Haymarket. Our learned London children know, Poor Jenny, all your pride and woe ; Have seen your lifted silken skirt Advertise dainties through the dirt ; Have seen your coach- wheels splash rebuke On virtue ; and have learned your look When, wealth and health slipped past, you stare Along the streets alone, and there. Round the long park, across the bri ige, JENNY, The cold lamps at the pavements edge Wind on together and apart, A fiery serpent for your heart. Let the thoughts pass, an empty cloud I Suppose I were to think aloud, — What if to her all this were said ? Why, as a volume seldom read Being opened halfway shuts again, So might the pages of her brain Be parted at such words, and thence Close back upon the dusty sense. For is there hue or shape defin'd In Jenny's desecrated mind. Where all contagious currents meet, A Lethe of the middle street? Nay, it reflects not any face. Nor sound is in its sluggish pace. But as they coil those eddies clot. And night and day remember not. Why, Jenny, you're asleep at last ! — » Asleep, poor Jenny, hard and fast, — So young and soft and tired ; so fair, ii8 JENNY. With chin thus nestled in your hair, Mouth quiet, eyelids almost blue As if some sky of dreams shone through I Just as another woman sleeps ! Enough to throw one's thoughts in heaps Of doubt and horror, — what to say Or think, — this awful secret sway, The potter's power over the clay ! Of the same lump (it has been said) For honor and dishonor made, Two sister vessels. Here is one. My cousin Nell is fond of fun, And fond of dress, and change, and praise. So mere a woman in her ways : And if her sweet eyes rich in youth Are like her lips that tell the truth, My cousin Nell is fond of love. And she's the girl I'm proudest of. Who does not prize her, guard her well ? The love of change, in cousin Nell, Shall find the best and hold it dear : The unconquered mirth turn quieter JENNY. 119 Not through her own, through others' woe : The conscious pride of beauty glow Beside another's pride in her, One little part of all they share. For Love himself shall ripen these In a kind soil to just increase Through years of fertilizing peace. Of the same lump (as it is said) For honor and dishonor made, Two sister vessels. Here is one. It makes a goblin of the sun. So pure, — so fall'n ! How dare to think Of the first common kindred link ? Yet, Jenny, till the world shall burn It seems that all things take their turn And who shall say but this fair tree May need, in changes that may be. Your children's children's charity? Scorned then, no doubt, as you are scorn*d ^ Shall no man hold his pride forewarn'd Till in the end, the Day of Days, I20 JENNY. At Judgment, one of his own race, As frail and lost as you, shall rise, — His daughter, with his mother's eyes ? How Jenny's clock ticks on the shelf! Might not the dial scorn itself That has such hours to register? Yet as to me, even so to her Are golden sun and silver moon, In daily largesse of earth's boon, Counted for life-coins to one tune. And if, as blindfold fates are toss'd, Through some one man this life be lost, Shall soul not somehow pay for soul ? Fair shines the gilded aureole In which our highest painters place Some living woman's simple face. And the stilled features thus descried As Jenny's long throat droops aside, — The shadows where the cheeks are thin, And pure wide curve from ear to chin,— With Raffael's, Leonardo's hand To show them to men's souls, might stand, JENNY, 121 Whole ages long, the whole world through, For preachings of what God can do. What has man done here ? How atone, Great God, for this which man has done ? And for the body and soul which by Man's pitiless doom must now comply With lifelong hell, what lullaby Of sweet forgetful second birth Remains? All dark. No sign on earth What measure of God's rest endows The many mansions of his house. If but a woman's heart might see Such erring heart unerringly For once I But that can never be. Like a rose shut in a book In which pure women may not look, For its base pages claim control To crush the flower within the soul ; Where through each dead rose-leaf that clings. Pale as transparent psyche-wings, To the vile text, are traced &uv.ii things As might make lady's cheek indeed JENNY. More than a living rose to read ; So nought save foolish foulness may Watch with hard eyes the sure decay ; And so the life-blood of this rose, Puddled with shameful knowledge, flows Through leaves no chaste hand may unclose ; Yet still it keeps such faded show Of when *twas gathered long ago, That the crushed petals' lovely grain, The sweetness of the sanguine stain, Seen of a woman's eyes, must make Her pitiful heart, so prone to ache. Love roses better for its sake : — Only that this can never be : — Even so unto her sex is she. Yet, Jenny, looking long at you, The woman almost fades from view. A cipher of man's changeless sum Of lust, past, present, and to come. Is left. A riddle that one shrinks To challenge from the scornful sphinx. Like a toad within a stone Seated while Time crumbles on ; JENNY, 123 Which sits there since the earth was curs*d For Man's transgression at the first ; Which, living through all centuries, Not once has seen the sun arise ; Whose life, to its cold circle charmed, The earth's whole summers have not warmed ; Which always — whitherso the stone Be flung — sits there, deaf, blind, alone ; — Aye, and shall not be driven out Till that which shuts him round about Break at the very Master's stroke. And the dust thereof vanish as smoke, And the seed of Man vanish as dust : — Even so within this world is Lust. Come, come, what use in thoughts like this/ Poor little Jenny, good to kiss, — You'd not believe by what strange roads Thought travels, when your beauty goads A man to-night to think of toads ! Jenny, wake up. . . . Why, there's the dawn I And there's an early waggon drawn To market, and some sheep that jog 124 JENNY, Bleating before a barking dog ; And the old streets come peering through Another night that London knew ; And all as ghostlike as the lamps. So on the wings of day decamps My last night's froHc. Glooms begin To shiver off as lights creep in Past the gauze curtains half drawn-to, And the lamp's doubled shade grows blue, — Your lamp, my Jenny, kept alight, Like a wise virgin's, all one night ! And in the alcove coolly spread Glimmers with dawn your empty bed ; And yonder your fair face I see Reflected lying on my knee. Where teems with first foreshado\vings Your pier-glass scrawled with diamond rings : And on your bosom all night worn Yesterday's rose now droops forlorn But dies not yet this summer morn. And now without, as if some word Had called upon them that they heard, JENNY, 125 The London sparrows far and nigh Clamor together suddenly ; And Jenny's cage-bird grown awake Here in their song his part must take, Because here too the day doth break. And somehow in myself the dawn Among stirred clouds and veils withdrawn Strikes grayly on her. Let her sleep. But will it wake her if I heap These cushions thus beneath her head Where my knee was ? No, — there's your bed, My Jenny, while you dream. And there I lay among your golden hair Perhaps the subject of your dreams. These golden coins. For still one deems That Jenny's flattering sleep confers New magic on the magic purse, — Grim web, how clogged with shrivelled flies ! Between the threads fine fumes arise And shape their pictures in the brain. There roll no streets in glare and rain, 126 JENNY, Nor flagrant man-swine whets his tusk ; But delicately sighs in musk The homage of the dim boudoir ; Or like a palpitating star Thrilled into song, the opera-night Breathes faint in the quick pulse of light ; Or at the carriage-window shine Rich wares for choice ; or, free to dine. Whirls through its hour of health (divine For her) the concourse of the Park. And though in the discounted dark Her functions there and here are one, Beneath the lamps and in the sun There reigns at least the acknowledged belle Apparelled beyond parallel. Ah, Jenny, yes, we know your dreams. For even the Paphian Venus seems A goddess o'er the realms of love, When silver-shrined in shadowy grove : Aye, or let offerings nicely placed But hide Priapus to the waist. And whoso looks on him shall see An eligible deity. JEANV. 127 Why, Jenny, waking here alone May help you to remember one. Though all the memory's long outworn Of many a double-pillowed morn. I think I see you when you wake, And rub your eyes for me, and shake My gold, in rising, from your hair, A Danae for a moment there. Jenny, my love rang true ! for still Love at first sight is vague, until That tinkling makes him audible. And must I mock you to the last, Ashamed of my own shame, — aghast Because some thoughts not born amiss Rose at a poor fair face like this ? Well, of such thoughts so much I know : In my life, as in hers, they show, By a far gleam which I may near, A dark path I can strive to clear. Only one kiss. Good-bye, my dear. 128 I THE PORTRAIT. This is her picture as she was : It seems a thing to wonder on, As though mine image in the glass Should tarry when myself am gone. I gaze until she seems to stir, — Until mine eyes almost aver That now, even now, the sweet lips part To breathe the words of the sweet heart : — And yet the earth is over her. Alas I even such the thin-drawn ray That makes the prison-depths more rude, — The drip of water night and day Giving a tongue to solitude. Yet only this, of love's whole prize, ] Remains ; save what in mournful guise THE PORTRAIT. 129 Takes counsel with my soul alone, — Save what is secret and unknown, Below the earth, above the skies. in painting her I shrined her face *Mid mystic trees, where light falls in Hardly at all ; a covert place Where you might think to find a din Of doubtful talk, and a live flame Wandering, and many a shape whose name Not itself knoweth, and old dew, And your own footsteps meeting you, And all things going as they came. A deep dim wood ; and there she stands As in that wood that day : for so Was the still movement of her hands And such the pure line's gracious flow. And passing fair the type must seem. Unknown the presence and the dream. *Tis she : though of herself, alas I Less than her shadow on the grass Or than her image in the stream. [30 THE PORTRAIT. That day we met there, I and she One with the other all alone ; And we were blithe ; yet memory Saddens those hours, as when the moon Looks upon daylight. And with her I stooped to drink the spring- water, Athirst where other waters sprang ; And where the echo is, she sang, — My soul another echo there. But when that hour my soul won strength For words whose silence wastes and kills, Dull raindrops smote us, and at length Thundered the heat within the hills. That eve I spoke those words again Beside the pelted window-pane ; And there she hearkened what I said, With under-glances that surveyed The empty pastures blind with rain. Next day the memories of these things, Like leaves through which a bird has flown, Still vibrated with Love's warm wings ; Till I must make them all my own THE PORTRAIT, 131 And paint this picture. So, 'twixt ease Of talk and sweet long silences, She stood among the plants in bloom At windows of a summer room. To feign the shadow of the trees. And as I wrought, while all above And all around was fragrant air, In the sick burthen of my love It seemed each sun-thrilled blossom there Beat like a heart among the leaves. O heart that never beats nor heaves, In that one darkness lying still. What now to thee my love's great will Or the fine web the sunshine weaves ? For now doth daylight disavow Those days, — nought left to see or hear. Only in solemn whispers now At night-time these things reach mine ear, When the leaf-shadows at a breath Shrink in the road, and all the heath, Forest and water, far and wide, In limpid starlight glorified, Lie like the mystery of death. 132 THE PORTRAIT, |j Last night at last I could have slept, And yet delayed my sleep till dawn. Still wandering. Then it was I wept : For unawares I came upon Those glades where once she walked with me ! And as I stood there suddenly, All wan with traversing the night, Upon the desolate verge of light Yearned loud the iron-bosomed sea. Even so, where Heaven holds breath and hear* The beating heart of Love's own breast, - Where round the secret of all spheres All angels lay their wings to rest, — How shall my soul stand rapt and awed, When, by the new birth borne abroad Throughout the music of the suns, It enters in her soul at once And knows the silence there for God 1 Here with her face doth memory sit Meanwhile, and wait the day's decline^ Till other eyes shall look from it, Eyes of the spirit's Palestine, THE /ORTRAIT, I33 Even than the old gaze tenderer : While hopes and aims long lost with her Stand round her image side by side, Like tombs of pilgrims that have died About the Holy Sepulchre. i34 SISTER HELEN. ^ Why did you melt your waxen man, Sister Helen ? To-day is the third since you began.' ' The time was long, yet the time ran, Little brother.' ( O Mother^ Mary Mother^ Three days to-day^ between Hell and Heaven /) ' But if you have done your work aright, Sister Helen, You'll let me play, for you said I might.' ' Be very still in your play to-night, Little brother.' ( O Mother^ Mary Mother,, Third night .^ to-night^ between Hell and Heaven I) SISTER HELEN. 135 You said it must melt ere vesper-bell^ Sister Helen ; If now it be molten, all is well.' * Even so, — nay, peace ! you cannot tell, Little brother.* ( O Mother^ Mary Mother^ O what is this^ between Hell and Heaven f) 'Oh the waxen knave was plump to-day, Sister Helen ; How like dead folk he has dropped away ! ' ' Nay now, of the dead what can you say, Little brother?* ( O Mother^ Mary Mother^ What of the dead^ between Hell and Heaven f) * See, see, the sunken pile of wood. Sister Helen, Shines through the thinned wax red as blood I ' * Nay now, when looked you yet on blood. Little brother?' ( O Mother^ Mary Mother^ How pale she isy between Hell and Heaven I) 136 SISTER HELEN, * Now close your eyes, for the^re sick and sore, Sister Helen, And I'll play without the gallery door.* * Aye, let me rest, — I'll lie on the floor. Little brother.' ( O Mother^ Mary Mother^ What rest to-night^ between Hell and Heaven T) ' Here high up in the balcony, Sister Helen, The moon flies face to face with me/ * Aye, look and say whatever you see, Little brother.' ( O Mother^ Mary Mother^ What sight to-night^ between Hell and Heaven f) Outside it's merry in the wind's wake. Sister Helen ; ] n the shaken trees the chill stars shake.* Hush, heard you a horse-tread as you spake, Little brother?* ( O Mother^ Mary Mother,, What sound to-night^ between Hell and Heaven f) SISTER HELEN. 137 * I hear a horse-tread, and I see, Sister Helen, Three horsemen that ride terribly/ Little brother, whence come the three, Little brother?' ( O Mother^ Mary Mother^ Whence should they come ^ between Hell and Heaven f) * They come by the hill-verge from Boyne Bar, Sister Helen, And one draws nigh, but two are afar.* ' Look, look, do you know them who they are, Little brother?* ( O Mother^ Mary Mother^ Who should they be^ between Hell and Heaven?) * Oh, it's Keith of Eastholm rides so fast. Sister Helen, For I know the white mane on the blast. * The hour has come, has come at last, Little brother I ' ( O Mother^ Mary Mother^ Her hour at last, between Hell and Heaven /) 138 SISTER HELEN. * He has made a sign and called Halloo ! Sister Helen, And he says that he would speak with you.' ' Oh tell him I fear the frozen dew, Little brother.' {O Mother, Mary Mother, Why laughs she thus, between Hell and Heaven T) 'The wind is loud, but I hear him cry. Sister Helen, That Keith of Ewem's like to die.' * And he and thou, and thou and I, Little brother.' {0 Mother, Mary Mother, And they and we, between Hell and Heaven /) ' Three days ago, on his marriage-mom. Sister Helen, He sickened, and Ues since then forlorn.' * For bridegroom's side is the bride a thorn, Little brother?' {O Mother, Mary Mother, Cold bridal cheer, between Hell and Heaven I) SISTER HELEN. 139 * Three days and nights he has lain abed, Sister Helen, And he prays in torment to be dead.* * The thing may chance, if he have prayed. Little brother ! ' (C? Mother^ Mary Mother^ If he have prayedf between Hell and Heaven /) ' But he has not ceased to cry to-day, Sister Helen, That you should take your curse away/ ' My prayer was heard, — he need but pray. Little brother ! ' {O Mother, Mary Mother, Shall God not hear, between Hell and Heaven ?) * But he says, till you take back your ban. Sister Helen, His soul would pass, yet never can.* * Nay then, shall I slay a living man. Little brother?' (O Mother, Mary Mother, A living soul, between Hell and Heaven /) HO SISTER HELEN. ' But he calls for ever on your name. Sister Helen, And says that he melts before a flame.' ' My heart for his pleasure fared the same, Little brother.' {O Mother, Mary Mother, Fire at the heart, between Hell and Heaven /) * Here's Keith of Westholm riding fast. Sister Helen, For I know the white plume on the blast* ' The hour, the sweet hour I forecast. Little brother ! ' {O Mother, Mary Mother, Is the hour sweet, between Hell and Heavefi ?) ' He stops to speak, and he stills his horse. Sister Helen ; But his words are drowned in the wind's course.' ' Nay hear, nay hear, you must hear perforce, Little brother ! ' ( O Mother, Mary Mother, What word now heard, between Hell and Heaven ?) \ SISTER HELEN. 141 ' Oh he says that Keith of Ewern's cry, Sister Helen, Is ever to see you ere he die.' * In all that his soul sees, there am I, Little brother ! ' ( O Mother, Mary Mother, The souVs one sight, between Hell and Heaven /) ' He sends a ring and a broken coin, Sister Helen, And bids you mind the banks of Bo)nie.' 'What else he broke will he ever join, Little brother?' ( O Mother, Mary Mother ^ No, never joined, between Hell and Heaven !) ' He yields you these and craves full fain. Sister Helen, You pardon him in his mortal pain.' '■ What else he took will he give again, Little brother?' ((9 Mother, Mary Mother, Not twice to give, between Hell a7id Heaven /) 142 SISTER HELEN. ' He calls your name in an agony, Sister Helen, That even dead Love must weep to see.' ' Hate, bom of Love, is blind as he, Little brother ! ' ( O Mother, Mary Mother , Love turned to hate, between Hell and Heaven /) ' Oh it's Keith of Keith now that rides fast, Sister Helen, For I know the white hair on the blast.' ' The short, short hour will soon be past, Little brother ! ' ( O Mother, Mary Mother, Will soon be past, between Hell and Heaven f) * He looks at me and he tries to speak. Sister Helen, But oh ! his voice is sad and weak ! ' ' What here should the mighty Baron seek. Little brother?' ( O Mother, Mary Mother, Is this the end, between Hell and Heaven T) S/STE/^ HELEN. * Oh his son still cries, if you forgive, Sister Helen, The body dies, but the soul shall live/ * Fire shall forgive me as I forgive, Little brother ! ' {O Mother, Mary Mother, As she forgives, between Hell and Heaven /) ' Oh he prays you, as his heart would rive, Sister Helen, To save his dear son's soul alive.' ' Fire cannot slay it, it shall thrive, Little brother ! ' {O Mother, Mary Mother, Alas, alas, between Hell and Heaven /) ' He cries to you, kneeling in the road, Sister Helen, To go with him for the love of God ! ' * The way is long to his son's abode, Little brother.' ( O Mother, Mary Mother, The way is long, between Hell and Heaven /) 143 144 SISTER HELEN. ' A lady's here, by a dark steed brought, Sister Helen, So darkly clad, I saw her not.' ' See her now or never see aught. Little brother ! ' ( O Mother y Mary Mother ^ What more to see, between Hell and Heaven ?) ' Her hood falls back, and the moon shines fair, Sister Helen, On the Lady of Ewem's golden hair.' ' Blest hour of my power and her despair, Little brother ! ' {O Mother, Mary Mother, Hour blest and bann'd, between Hell and Heaven I) * Pale, pale her cheeks, that in pride did glow. Sister Helen, 'Neath the bridal-wreath three days ago.' * One mom for pride and three days for woe, Little brother ! ' ( O Mother, Mary Mother, Three days, three nights, between Hell and Heaven /) SISTER HELEN. 145 ' Her clasped hands stretch from her bending head, Sister Helen ; With the loud wind's wail her sobs are wed.' ' What wedding-strains hath her bridal-bed, Little brother?' {O Mother, Mary Mother, What strain but death's, between Hell and Heaven ?) ' She may not speak, she sinks in a swoon. Sister Helen, — She lifts her lips and gasps on the moon.' * Oh ! might I but hear her soul's blithe tune, Little brother ! ' (O Mother, Mary Mother, Her wois dumb cry, between Hell and Heaven !) * They've caught her to Westholm's saddle-bow, Sister Helen, And her moonlit hair gleams white in its flow.' * Let it turn whiter than winter snow. Little brother ! ' {O Mother, Mary Mother, Woe^juithered gold, between Hell and Heaven f) 146 SISTER HELEN. * O Sister Helen, you heard the bell, Sister Helen ! More loud than the vesper-chime it fell.' * No vesper-chime, but a dying knell, Little brother ! ' {O Mother, Mary Mother, His dying knell, between Hell and Heaven /) * Alas ! but I fear the heavy sound, Sister Helen ; Is it in the sky or in the ground ? ' ' Say, have they turned their horses round, Little brother?' {O Mother, Mary Mother, What would she more, between Hell and Heaven T) ' They have raised the old man from his knee, Sister Helen, And they ride in silence hastily.' * More fast the naked soul doth flee, Litde brother ! ' ( O Mother, Mary Mother, The naked soul, between Hell and Heaven !) SISTER HELEN. 147 ' Flank to flank are the three steeds gone, Sister Helen, But the lady's dark steed goes alone.' * And lonely her bridegroom's soul hath flown, Little brother.' {O Mother, Mary Mother, The lonely ghost, between Hell and Heaven I) * Oh the wind is sad in the iron chill. Sister Helen, And weary sad they look by the hill.' ' But he and I are sadder still, Little brother ! ' {O Mother, Mary Mother, Most sad of all, between Hell and Heaven I) ' See, see, the wax has dropped from its place. Sister Helen, And the flames are winning up apace ! ' * Yet here they bum but for a space. Little brother ! ' {O Mother, Mary Mother, Here for a space, between Hell and Heaven I) rv<^ SISTER HELEN, * .^ h ! what white thing at the door has cross'd, Sister Helen? Ah ! what is this that sighs in the frost ? ' ' A soul that's lost as mine is lost, Little brother ! ' {O Mother, Mary Mother, Lost, lost, all lost, between Hell and Heaven /) 149 STRATTON WATER. * O HAVE you seen the Stratton floid That's great with rain to day? It runs beneath your wall, Lord Sands, Full of the new-mown hay. * I led your hounds to Hutton bank To bathe at early morn : They got their bath by Borrowbrake Above the standing corn.* Out from the castle-stair Lord Sands Looked up the western lea ; The rook was grieving on her nest, The flood was round her tree. Over the castle-wall Lord Sands Looked down the eastern hill : The stakes swam free among the boats, The flood was rising: still. ISO STRATTON WATER, ' What's yonder far below that lies So white against the slope ? ' * O if s a sail o* your bonny barks The waters have washed up.* ' But I have never a sail so white* And the water's not yet there/ ' O it's the swans o' your bonny lake The rising flood doth scare.' * The swans they would not hold so still, So high they would not win. ' O if s Joyce my wife has spread her smock And fears to fetch it in.' * Nay, knave, if s neither sail nor swans, Nor aught that you can say ; For though your wife might leave her smock, Herself she'd bring away.' Lord Sands has passed the turret-stair, The court, and yard, and all ; The kine were in the byre that day, The nags were in the stall. STRATTON WATER, I5|i Lord Sands has won the weltering slope Whereon the white shape lay : The clouds were still above the hill, And the shape was still as they. Oh pleasant is the gaze of life And sad is death's blind head , But awful are the living eyes In the face of one thought dead I ' In God's name, Janet, is it me Thy ghost has come to seek ? * * Nay, wait another hour, Lord Sands, — * Be sure my ghost shall speak.* A moment stood he as a stone, Then grovelled to his knee. ' O Janet, O my love, my love. Rise up and come with me ! ' * O once before you bade me come. And it's here you have brought me I ' O many's the sweet word, Lord Sands, YouVe spoken oft to me ; But all that I have from you to-day Is the rain on my body. ii;2 STRATTON WATER, ' And many*s the good gift, Lord Sands, You've promised oft to me ; But the gift of yours I keep to-day Is the babe in my body. * O it*s not in any earthly bed That first my babe I'll see ; For I have brought my body here That the flood may cover me.* His face was close against her face. His hands of hers were fain : O her wet cheeks were hot with tears, Her wet hands cold with rain. ' They told me you were dead, Janet, — How could I guess the lie ? ' ' They told me you were false. Lord Sands, — « What could I do but die ? ' * Now keep you well, my brother Giles, — Through you I deemed her dead I As wan as your towers be to-day, To-morrow they'll be red. STRATTON WATER. 153 Look down, look down, my false mother. That bade me not to grieve : You'll look up when our marriage fires Are lit to-morrow eve. ' O more than one and more than two The sorrow of this shall see : But it*s to-morrow, love, for them, — To-da/s for thee and me.' * He's drawn her face between his hands And her pale mouth to his : No bird that was so still that day Chirps sweeter than his kiss. The flood was creeping round their feeu * O Janet, come away ! The hall is warm for the marriage-rite, The bed for the birthday.' Nay, but I hear your mother cry, " Go bring this bride to bed I And would she christen her babe unborn, So wet she comes to wed ? " , 54 STRA TTON WA TER. ' ril be your wife to cross your door And meet your mother's e'e. We plighted troth to wed i' the kirk, And it's there Til wed with ye/ He's ta'en her by the short girdle And by the dripping sleeve : * Go fetch Sir Jock my mother's priest,— You'll ask of him no leave. * O if s one half-hour to reach the kirk And one for the marriage-rite ; And kirk and castle and castie-lands Shall be our babe's to-night.' *The flood's in the kirkyard, Lord Sands, And round the belfry-stair.* * I bade ye fetch the priest,' he said, 'Myself shall bring him there. * It's for the lilt of wedding bells We'll have the hail to pour. And for the clink of bridle-reins The plashing of the oar.* STRATTOI\r WATER, 155 Beneath them on the nether hill A boat was floating wide : Lord Sands swam out and caught the oars And rowed to the hill-side. He's wrapped her in a green mantle And set her softly in ; Her hair was wet upon her face, Her face was gray and thin ; And ' Oh ! * she said, ' lie still, my babe. If s out you must not win I ' But woe's my heart for Father John I As hard as he might pray, There seemed no help but Noah's ark Or Jonah's fish that day. The first strokes that the oars struck Were over the broad leas ; The next strokes that the oars struck They pushed beneath the trees ; The last stroke that the oars struck, The good boaf s head was met, And there the gate of the kirkyard Stood like a ferry-gate 156 STRATTON WATER, He's set his hand upon the bar And lightly leaped within : He's lifted her to his left shoulder, Her knees beside his chin. The graves lay deep beneath the flood Under the rain alone ; And when the foot-stone made him slip, He held by the head-stone. The empty boat thrawed i' the wind. Against the postern tied. * Hold still, you've brought my love with me, You shall take back my bride.* But woe's my heart for Father John And the saints he clamored to I There's never a saint but Christopher Might hale such buttocks through I And ' Oh ! ' she said, ' on men's shoulders I well had thought to wend. And well to travel with a priest. But not to have cared or ken'd STRATTON WATER, 157 ' And oh ! ' she said, ' it*s well this way That I thought to have fared, — Xot to have lighted at the kirk But stopped in the kirkyard. * For if 8 oh and oh I prayed to God, Whose rest I hoped to win, That when to-night at your board-head You'd bid the feast begin. This water past your window-sill Might bear my body in/ Now make the white bed warm and soft And greet the merry morn. The night the mother should have died The young son shall be born. H8 THE STREAM'S SECRET. What thing unto mine ear Wouldst thou convey, — what secret thing, O wandering water ever whispering? Surely tny speech shall be of her. Thou water, O thou whispering wanderer, What message dost thou bring? Say, hath not Love leaned low This hour beside thy far well-head, And there through jealous hollowed fingers saia The thing that most I long to know, — Murmuring with curls all dabbled in thy flow And washed lips rosy red ? He told it to thee there Where thy voice hath a louder tone ; But v^here it welters to this little moan THE STREAM'S SECRET 159 His will decrees that I should hear. Now speak : for with the silence is no fear, And I am all alone. Shall Time not still endow One hour with life, and I and she Slake in one kiss the thirst of memory ? Say, stream ; lest Love should disavow Thy service, and the bird upon the bough Sing first to tell it me. What whisperest thou ? Nay, why Name the dead hours? I mind them well . Their ghosts in many darkened doorways dwell With desolate eyes to know them by. That hour must still be born ere it can die Of that Fd have thee tell But hear, before thou speak ! Withhold, I pray, the vain behest That while the maze hath still its bower for quest My burning heart should cease to seek. Be sure that Love ordained for souls more meek His roadside dells of rest. i6o THE STREAM'S SECRET Stream, when tiiis silver thread In flood-time is a torrent brown, May any bulwark bind thy foaming crown ? Shall not the waters surge and spread And to the crannied boulders of their bed Still shoot the dead drift down ? Let no rebuke find place In speech of thine : or it shall prove That thou dost ill expound the words of Love, Even as thine eddy's rippling race Would blur the perfect image of his face I will have none thereof. O learn and understand That 'gainst the wrongs himself did wreak Love sought her aid ; until her shadowy cheek And eyes beseeching gave command ; And compassed in her close compassionate hand My heart must burn and speak. For then at last we spoke What eyes so oft had tc/ld to eyes Through that long-lingering silence whose half-sigh» THE STREAM'S SECRET, i6i Alone the buried secret broke, Which with snatched hands and lips* reverberate stroke Then from the heart did rise. But she is far away Now ; nor the hours of night grown hoar Bring yet to me, long gazing from the door, The wind-stirred robe of roseate gray And rose-crown of the hour that leads the day When we shall meet once more. Dark as thy blinded wave When brimming midnight floods the glen, — Bright as the laughter of thy runnels when The dawn yields all the light they crave ; Even so these hours to wound and that to save Are sisters in Love*s ken. Oh sweet her bending grace Then when I kneel beside her feet ; And sweet her eyes* o*erhanging heaven ; and sweet The gathering folds of her embrace ; And her falFn hair at last shed round my face When breaths and tears shall meet 1 62 THE STREAM'S SECRET, Beneath her sheltering hair, In the warm silence near her breast, Our kisses and our sobs shall sink to rest ; As in some still trance made aware ^hat day and night have wrought to fulness there And Love has built our nest. And as in the dim grove. When the rains cease that hushed them long, 'Mid glistening boughs the song-birds wake to song, So from our hearts deep-shrined in love. While the leaves throb beneath, around, above, The quivering notes shall throng. Till tenderest words found vain Draw back to wonder mute and deep. And closed lips in closed arms a silence keep, Subdued by memory's circling strain, — The wind-rapt sound that the wind brings again While all the willows weep. Then by her summoning art Shall memory conjure back the sere Autumnal Springs, from many a dying year THE STREAM'S SECRET, 163 Born dead ; and, bitter to the heart, The very ways where now we walk apart Who then shall cling so near. And with each thought new-grown, Some sweet caress or some sweet name Low-breathed shall let me know her thought the same . Making me rich with every tone And touch of the dear heaven so long unknown That filled my dreams with flame. Pity and love shall burn In her pressed cheek and cherishing hands ; And from the living spirit of love that stands Between her lips to soothe and yearn, Each separate breath shall clasp me round in turn And loose my spirit's bands. Oh passing sweet and dear, Then when the worshipped form and face Are felt at length in darkling close embrace ; Round which so oft the sun shone clear, With mocking light and pitiless atmosphere. In many an hour and place. i64 THE STREAM'S SECRET. Ah me ! with what proud gro^vth Shall that hour's thirsting race be run ; While, for each several sweetness still begun Afresh, endures love's endless drouth : Sweet hands, sweet hair, sweet cheeks, sweet eyes, sweet Each singly wooed and won. ["^outh, Yet most with the sweet soul Shall love's espousals then be knit ; What time the governing cloud sheds peace from it O'er tremulous wings that touch the goal, And on the unmeasured height of Love's control The lustral fires are lit. Therefore, when breast and cheek Now part, from long embraces free, — Each on the other gazing shall but see A self that has no need to speak : All things unsought, yet nothing more to seek, — One love in unity. water wandering past, — Albeit to thee I speak this thing, O water, thou that wanderest whispering:. THE STREAM'S SECRET. r6? Thou keep'st thy counsel to the last. What spell upon thy bosom should Love cast. Its secret thence to wring? Nay, must thou hear the tale Of the past days, — the heavy debt Of life that obdurate time withholds, — ere yet To win thine ear these prayers prevail, And by thy voice Love's self with high All-hail Yield up the amulet? How should all this be told ? — All the sad sum of wayworn days ; — Heart's anguish in the impenetrable maze ; And on the waste uncolored wold The visible burthen of the sun grown cold And the moon's laboring gaze ? Alas I shall hope be nurs'd On life's all-succoring breast in vain, And made so perfect only to be slain ? Or shall not rather the sweet thirst Even yet rejoice the heart with warmth dispersed And strength grown fair again ? 106 THE STREAM'S SECRET Stands it not by the door-- Love's Hour — till she and I shall meet • With bodiless form and unapparent feet That cast no shadow yet before, Though round its head the dawn begins to pour The breath that makes day sweet? Its eyes invisible Watch till the dial's thin-thrown shade Be born, — yea, till the journeying line be laid Upon the point that wakes the spell, And there in lovelier light than tongue can tell Its presence stand array'd. Its soul remembers yet Those sunless hours that passed it by ; And still it hears the nighf s disconsolate cry, And feels the branches wringing wet Cast on its brow, that may not once forget, Dumb tears from the blind sky. But oh I when now her foot Draws near, for whose sake night and day Were long in weary longing sighed away,— THE STREAM'S SECRET. 167 The hour of Love, 'mid airs grown mute, Shall sing beside the door, and Love's ow^n lute Thrill to the passionate lay. Thou know'st, for Love has told Witliin thine ear, O stream, how soon That song shall lift its sweet appointed tune. O tell me, for my lips are cold. And in my veins the blood is waxing old Even while I beg the boon. So, in that hour of sighs Assuaged, shall we beside this stone Yield thanks for grace ; while in thy mirror shown The twofold image softly lies, Until we kiss, and each in other's eyes Is imaged all alone. Still silent? Can no art Of Love's then move thy pity ? Nay, To thee let nothing come that owns his sway : Let happy lovers have no part With thee ; nor even so sad and poor a heart As thou hast spurned to-day. i68 THE STREAM'S SECRET. To-day ? Lo ! night is here. The glen grows heavy with some veil Risen from the earth or falFn to make earth pale; And all stands hushed to eye and ear, Until the night-wind shake the shade like fear And every covert quail. Ah ! by another wave On other airs the hour must come Which to thy heart, my love, shall call me home. Between the lips of the low cave Against that night the lapping waters lave, And the dark lips are dumb. But there Love's self doth stand. And witli Life's weary wings far flown. And with Death's eyes that make the water moan, Gathers the water in his hand : And they that drink know nought of sky or land But only love alone. O soul-sequestered face Far off', — O were that night but now ! So even beside that stream even I and thou THE STREAM'S SECRET, 169 Through thirsting lips should draw Love*s grace, And in the zone of that supreme embrace Bind aching breast and brow. O water whispering Still through the dark into mine ears. — As with mine eyes, is it not now with hers ? — Mine eyes that add to thy cold spring, Wan water, wandering water weltering, This hidden tide of tears. IT© THE CARD-DEALER. Could you not drink her gaze like wine? Yet though its splendor swoon Into the silence languidly As a tune into a tune, Those eyes unravel the coiled nigh And know the stars at noon. The gold thaf s heaped beside her hand, Mi In truth rich prize it were ; And rich the dreams that wreathe her brow* With magic stillness there ; And he were rich who should unwind That woven golden hair. Around her, where she sits, the dance Now breathes its eager heat ; THE CARD-DEALER, 171 And not more lightly or more true Fall there the dancers* feet Than fall her cards on the bright board As 'twere an heart that beat. Her fingers let them softly through, Smooth polished silent things ; And each one as it falls reflects In swift light-shadowings, Blood-red and purple, green and blue, The great eyes of her rings. Whom plays she with ? With thee, who lov'rt Those gems upon her hand ; With me, who search her secret brows ; With all men, bless'd or bann'd. We play together, she and we, Within a vain strange land : A land without any order, — Day even as night, (one saith,) — Where who lieth down ariseth not Nor the sleeper awakeneth ; T72 THE CARD-DEALER, A land of darkness as darkness itself And of the shadow of death. What be her cards, you ask ? Even these : — The heart, that doth but crave More, having fed ; the diamond. Skilled to make base seem brave ; The club, for smiting in the dark ; The spade, to dig a grave. And do you ask what game she plays? With me 'tis lost or won ; With thee it is playing still ; with him It is not well begun ; But *tis a game she plays with all Beneath the sway o' the sun. Thou seest the card that falls, — she knows The card that followeth : Her game in thy tongue is called Life, As ebbs thy daily breath : When she shall speak, thou'lt learn her tongue And know she calls it Death. 173 MY SISTER'S SLEEP.* She fell asleep on Christmas Eve : At length the long-ungranted shade Of weary eyelids overweigh'd The pain nought else might yet relieve. Our mother, who had leaned all day Over the bed from chime to chime, Then raised herself for the first time, And as she sat her down, did pray. Her little work-table was spread With work to finish. For the glare Made by her candle, she had care To work some distance from the bed. * This little poem, written in 1847, was printed in a peri- odical at the outset of 1850. The metre, which is used by several old English writers, became celebrated a month or two later on the publication of ' Ifi Memoriam.'' /4 MY SISTER'S SLEEP. Without, there was a cold moon up, Of winter radiance sheer and thin ; The hollow halo it was in Was like an icy crystal cup. Through the small room, with subtle sound Of flame, by vents the fireshine drove And reddened. In its dim alcove The mirror shed a clearness round. I had been sitting up some nights, And my tired mind felt weak and blank ; Like a sharp strengthening wine it drank The stillness and the broken lights. Twelve struck. That sound, by dwindlmg years Heard in each hour, crept off; and then The ruffled silence spread again. Like water that a pebble stirs. Our mother rose from where she sat : Her needles, as she laid them down, Met lightly, and her silken gown Settled : no other noise than that. MV S/STEJ^'S SLEEP. 175 Glory unto the Newly Born ! * So, as said angels, she did say ; Because we were in Christmas Day, Though it would still be long till morn. Just then in the room over us There was a pushing back of chairs, As some who had sat unawares So late, now heard the hour, and rose. With anxious softly-stepping haste Our mother went where Margaret lay. Fearing the sounds overhead — should they Have broken her long watched-for rest I She stooped an instant, calm, and turned ; But suddenly turned back again ; And all her features seemed in pain With woe, and her eyes gazed and yearned. For my part, I but hid my tace, And held my breath, and spoke no word : There was none spoken ; but I heard The silence for a little space. ,76 ASPECTA MEDUSA. Our mother bowed herself and wept : And both my arms fell, and I said, ' God knows I knew that she was dead.* And there, all white, my sister slept. Then kneeling, upon Christmas morn A little after twelve o'clock We said, ere the first quarter struck, ♦ Christ's blessing on the newly born I * ASPECTA MEDUSA. Andromeda, by Perseus saved and wed, Hankered each day to see the Gorgon's head Till o'er a fount he held it, bade her lean. And mirrored in the wave was safely seen That death she lived by. Let not thine eyes know Any forbidden thing itself, although It once should save as well as kill : but be Its shadow upon life enough for thee. 177 A NEW YEAR'S BURDEN. Along the grass sweet airs are blown Our way this day in Spring. Of all the songs that we have known Now which one shall we sing? Not that, my love, ah no I — Not this, my love? why, sol — Yet both were ours, but hours will come and go The grove is all a pale frail mist. The new year sucks the sun. Of all the kisses that we kissed Now which shall be the one ? Not that, my love, ah no ! — Not this, my love ? — heigh-ho For all the sweets that all the winds can blow I The branches cross above our eyes, The skies are in a net : And what*s the thing beneath the skies We two would most forget ? Not birth, my love, no, no, — Not death, my love, no, no, — The love once ours, but ours long hours ago. 178 EVEN SO. So it IS, my dear. All such things touch secret string* For heavy hearts to hear. So it is, my dear. Very like indeed : Sea and sky, afar, on high. Sand and stre'vn seaweed, -— Very like indeed. But the sea stands spread As one wall with the flat skies. Where the lean black craft like flies Seem well-nigh stagnated. Soon to drop ofl* dead. Seemed it so to us When I was thine and thou wast mine^ And all these things were thus, But all our world in us ? Could we be so now ? Not if all beneath heaven's pall Lay dead but I and thou, Could we be so now I 179 AN OLD SONG ENDED. ^Hov) should I your true love know From another one?* ' By his cockle-hat and staff And his sandal-shoon* * And what signs have told you now That he hastens home ? * * Lo ! the Spring is nearly gone, He is nearly come.' * For a token is there nought, Say, that he should bring? * * He will bear a ring I gave And another ring.* * How may I, when he shall ask, Tell him who lies there ? * 'Nay, but leave my face unveiled And unbound my hair.* * Can you say to me some word I shall say to him ? * Say Fm looking in his eyes Though my eves are dim.* i8o DOWN STREAM. Between Holmscote and Hurstcote The river-reaches wind, The whispering trees accept the breeze, The ripple's cool and kind : With love low-whispered 'twixt the shores, With rippling laughters gay, With white arms bared to ply the oars, On last year's first of May. Between Holmscote and Hurstcote The river's brimmed with rain. Through close-met banks and parted banks Now near now far again : With parting tears caressed to smiles, With meeting promised soon. With every sweet vow that beguiles, On last year's first of June. Between Holmscote and Hurstcote The river's flecked with foam, DOWN STREAM. i8i 'Neath shuddering clouds that hang m shrouds And lost winds wild for home : With infant wailings at the breast, With homeless steps astray, With wanderings shuddering tow'rds one rest On this year's first of May. Between Holmscote and Hurstcote The summer river flows With doubled flight of moons by night And lilies' deep repose : With lo ! beneath the moon's white stare A white face not the moon, With lilies meshed in tangled hair, On this year's first of June. Between Holmscote and Hurstcote A troth was given and riven, From heart's trust grew one life to two, Two lost lives cry to Heaven : With banks spread calm to meet the sky. With meadows newly mowed, The harvest-paths of glad July, The sweet school-children's road. l82 WELLINGTON'S FUNERAL. \Zth November, 1852. ' Victory ! * So once more the cry must be. Duteous mourning we fulfil In God's name ; but by God's will. Doubt not, the last word is still ' Victory 1 ' Funeral, In the music round this pall, Solemn grief yields earth to earth ; But what tones of solemn mirth In the pageant of new birth Rise and fall ? For indeed, If our eyes were opened, Who shall say what escort floats WELLINGTON'S FUNERAL. 183 Here, which breath nor gleam denotes, — Fiery horses, chariots Fire-footed ? Trumpeter, Even thy call he may not hear ; Long-known voice for ever past, Till with one more trumpet-blast Gc/d's assuring word at last- Reach his ear. Multitude, Hold your breath in reverent mood : For while earth's whole kindred stand Mute even thus on either hand. This soul's labor shall be scann'd And found good. Cherubim, Lift ye not even now your hymn ? Lo ! once lent for human lack, Michael's sword is rendered back. Thrills not now the starry track, Seraphim ? i84 WELLINGTON'S FUNERAL. Gabriel, Since the gift of thine ' All hail ! * Out of Heaven no time hath brought Gift with fuller blessing fraught Than the peace which this man wrought Passing well. Be no word Raised of bloodshed Christ-abhorrU Say : * 'Twas thus in His decrees Who Himself, the Prince of Peace, For His harvest's high increase Sent a sword.* Veterans, He by whom the neck of France Then was given unto your heel, Timely sought, may lend as well To your sons his terrible Countenance. Waterloo ! As the last grave must renew. Ere fresh death, the banshee-strain, — WELLINGTON'S FUNERAL, 185 So methinks upon thy plain Falls some presage in the rain. In the dew. And O thou, Watching with an exile's brow Unappeased, o'er death's dumb flood ; — Lo ! the saving strength of God In some new heart's English blood Slumbers now. Emperor, Is this all thy work was for? — Thus to see thy self-sought aim, Yea thy titles, yea thy name, In another's shame, to shame Bandied o'er ? * Wellington, Thy great work is but begun. With quick seed his end is rife Whose long tale of conquering strife Shows no triumph like his life Lost and won. ♦ Date of the Coup cP Etat: 2nd December, 1851. i86 WORLD'S WORTH. 'Tis of the Father Hilary. He strove, but could not pray ; so took The steep-coiled stair, where his feet shook A sad bhnd echo. Ever up He toiled. 'Twas a sick sway of air That autumn noon within the stair, As dizzy as a turning cup. His brain benumbed him, void and thin ; He shut his eyes and felt it spin ; The obscure deafness hemmed him in. He said : * O world, what world for me ? * He leaned unto the balcony Where the chime keeps the night and day ; It hurt his brain, he could not pray. He had his face upon the stone : Deep 'twixt the narrow shafts, his eye Passed all the roofs to the stark sky. Swept with no wing, with wind alone. WORLD'S WORTH. 187 Close to his feet the sky did shake With wind in pools that the rains make : The ripple set his eyes to ache. He said : * O worid, what worid for me ? ' He stood within the mystery Girding God's blessed Eucharist : The organ and the chant had ceas'd. The last words paused against his ear Said from the altar : drawn round him The gathering rest was dumb and dim. And now the sacring-bell rang clear And ceased ; and all was awe, — the breath Of God in man that warranteth The inmost utmost things of faith. He said : ' O God, my world in Thee ! ' i8S THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE. * Sister,' said busy Amelotte To listless Aloyse ; * Along your wedding-road the wheat Bends as to hear your horse's feet, And the noonday stands still for heat* Amelotte laughed into the air With eyes that sought the sun : But where the walls in long brocade Were screened, as one who is afraid Sat Aloyse within the shade. And even in shade was gleam enough To shut out full repose From the bride's 'tiring-chamber, which Was like the inner altar-niche Whose dimness worship has made rich. THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE, 189 Within the window's heaped recess The light was counterchanged In blent reflexes manifold From perfume-caskets of wrought gold And gems the bride's hair could not hold All thrust together : and with these A sUm-curved lute, which now, At Amelotte's sudden passing there. Was swept in somewise unaware, And shook to music the close air. Against the haloed lattice-panes The bridesmaid sunned her breast Then to the glass turned tall and free, And braced and shifted daintily Her loin-belt through her cote-hardie. The belt was silver, and the clasp Of lozenged arm-bearings ; A world of mirrored tints minute The rippling sunshine wrought into 't. That flushed her hand and warmed her foot. I90 THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE, At least an hour had Aloyse, — ■ Her jewels in her hair, — Her white gown, as became a bride, Quartered in silver at each side, — Sat thus aloof, as if to hide. Over her bosom, that lay still. The vest was rich in grain, With close pearls wholly overset : Around her throat the fastenings met Of chevesayle and mantelet. Her arms were laid along her lap With the hands open : Hfe Itself did seem at fault in her : Beneath the drooping brows, the stir Of thought made noonday heavier. Long sat she silent ; and then raised Her head, with such a gasp As while she summoned breath to speak Fanned high that furnace in the cheek But sucked the heart-pulse cold and weak. THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE, 191 (Oh gather round her now, all ye Past seasons of her fear, — Sick springs, and summers deadly cold ! To flight your hovering wings unfold, For now your secret shall be told. Ye many sunlights, barbed with darts Of dread detecting flame, — Gaunt moonlights that Hke sentinels Went past with iron clank of bells, — Draw round and render up your spells !) ' Sister,' said Aloyse, ' I had A thing to tell thee of Long since, and could not. But do thou Kneel first in prayer awhile, and bow Thine heart, and I will tell thee now.' Amelotte wondered with her eyes ; But her heart said in her : * Dear Aloyse would have me pray Because the awe she feels to-day Must need more prayers than she can say.' 192 THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE, So Amelotte put by the folds That covered up her feet, And knelt, — beyond the arras'd gloom And the hot window's dull perfume, — Where day was stillest in the room. ' Queen Mary, hear,' she said, ' and say To Jesus the Lord Christ, This bride's new joy, which He confers, New joy to many ministers. And many griefs are bound in hers.* The bride turned in her chair, and hid Her face against the back, And took her pearl-girt elbows in Her hands, and could not yet begin. But shuddering, uttered, ' Urscelyn I * Most weak she was ; for as she pressed Her hand against her throat, Along the arras she let trail Her face, as if all heart did fail, And sat with shut eyes, dumb and pale. THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE. 193 Amelotte still was on her knees As she had kneeled to pray. Deeming her sister swooned, she thought, At first, some succor to have brought ; But Aloyse rocked, as one distraught She would have pushed the lattice wide To gain what breeze might be ; But marking that no leaf once beat The outside casement, it seemed meet Not to bring in more scent and heat. So she said only : * Aloyse, Sister, when happened it At any time that the bride came To ill, or spoke in fear of shame, When speaking first the bridegroom's name ? * A bird had out its song and ceased Ere the bride spoke. At length She said : * The name is as the thing : — Sin hath no second christening. And shame is all that shame can bring. r94 THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE, * In divers places many an while I would have told thee this ; But faintness took me, or a fit Like fever. God would not permit That I should change thine eyes with it. ' Yet once I spoke, hadst thou but heard : That time we wandered out All the sun's hours, but missed our way When evening darkened, and so lay The whole night covered up in hay. 'At last my face was hidden : so, Having God's hint, I paused Not long ; but drew myself more near Where thou wast laid, and shook off fear, And whispered quick into thine ear * Something of the whole tale. At first I lay and bit my hair For the sore silence thou didst keep : Till, as thy breath came long and deep, I knew that thou hadst been asleep. THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE. 195 ' The moon was covered, but the stars Lasted till morning broke. Awake, thou told'st me that thy dream Had been of me, — that all did seem At jar, — but that it was a dream. * I knew God's hand and might not speak. After that night I kept Silence and let the record swell : Till now there is much more to tell Which must be told out ill or well.* She paused then, weary, with dry lips Apart. From the outside By fits there boomed a dull report From where i' the hanging tennis-court The bridegroom's retinue made sport. The room lay still in dusty glare, Having no sound through it Except the chirp of a caged bird That came and ceased : and if she stirred, Amelotte's raiment could be heard. 196 THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE, Quoth Amelotte : * The night this chanced Was a late summer night Last year ! What secret, for Christ's love, Keep'st thou since then ? Mary above ! What thing is this thou speakest of ? * Mary and Christ ! Lest when 'tis told I should be prone to wrath, — This prayer beforehand ! How she errs Soe'er, take count of grief like hers. Whereof the days are turned to years ! * She bowed her neck, and having said, Kept on her knees to hear ; And then, because strained thought demands Quiet before it understands, Darkened her eyesight with her hands. So when at last her sister spoke, She did not see the pain O' the mouth nor the ashambd eyes, But marked the breath that came in sighs And the half-pausing for replies. THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE. 197 This was the bride's sad prelude-strain : — * I' the convent where a girl I dwelt till near my womanhood, I had but preachings of the rood And Aves told in solitude * To spend my heart on : and my hand Had but the weary skill To eke out upon silken cloth Christ's visage, or the long bright growth Of Mary's hair, or Satan wroth. ' So when at last I went, and thou, A child not known before, Didst come to take the place I left, — My limbs, after such lifelong theft Of life, could be but little deft * In all that ministers delight To noble women : I Had learned no word of youth's discourse, Nor gazed on games of warriors. Nor trained a hound, nor ruled a horse. f98 THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE. * Besides, the daily life i' the sun Made me at first hold back. To thee this came at once ; to me It crept with pauses timidly ; I am not blithe and strong like thee. ' Yet my feet liked the dances well, The songs went to my voice, The music made me shake and weep ; And often, all night long, my sleep Gave dreams I had been fain to keep. ' But though I loved not holy things, To hear them scorned brought pain, — They were my childhood ; and these dames Were merely perjured in saints' names And fixed upon saints' days for games. 'And sometimes when my father rode To hunt with his loud friends, I dared not bring him to be quaff d. As my wont was, his stirrup- draught. Because they jested so and laugh'd. THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE, 199 * At last one day my brothers said, " The girl must not grow thus, — Bring her a jennet, — she shall ride." They helped my mounting, and I tried To laugh with them and keep their side. * But breaks were rough and bents were steep Upon our path that day : My palfrey threw me ; and I went Upon men's shoulders home, sore spent, While the chase followed up the scent. * Our shrift-father (and he alone Of all the household there Had skill in leechcraft,) was away When I reached home. I tossed, and lay Sullen with anguish the whole day. * For the day passed ere some one brought To mind that in the hunt Rode a young lord she named, long bred Among the priests, whose art (she said) Might chance to stand me in much stead. 200 THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE, * I bade them seek and summon him : But long ere this, the chase Had scattered, and he was not found. I lay in the same weary stound. Therefore, until the night came round. * It was dead night and near on twelve When the horse-tramp at length Beat up the echoes of the court : By then, my feverish breath was short With pain the sense could scarce support, * My fond nurse sitting near my feet Rose softly, — her lamp's flame Held in her hand, lest it should make My heated lids, in passing, ache ; And she passed softly, for my sake. * Returning soon, she brought the youth They spoke of. Meek he seemed. But good knights held him of stout heart. He was akin to us in part. And bore our shield, but barred athwart. THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE. * I now remembered to have seen His face, and heard him praised For letter-lore and medicine, Seeing his youth was nurtured in Priests' knowledge, as mine own had been,* The bride's voice did not weaken here, Yet by her sudden pause She seemed to look for questioning ; Or else (smaU need though) 'twas to bring Well to her mind the bygone thing. Her thought, long stagnant, stirred by speech, Gave her a sick recoil ; As, dip thy fingers through the green That masks a pool, — where they have been The naked depth is black between. Amelotte kept her knees ; her face Was shut within her hands. As it had been throughout the tale ; Her forehead's whiteness might avail Nothing to say if she were pale. 20 1 202 THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE, Although the lattice had dropped loose, There was no wind ; the heat Being so at rest that Amelotte Heard far beneath the plunge and float Of a hound swimming in the moat. Some minutes since, two rooks had toiled Home to the nests that crowned Ancestral ash-trees. Through the glare Beating again, they seemed to tear With that thick caw the woof o' the air. But else, 'twas at the dead of noon Absolute silence ; all, From the raised bridge and guarded sconce To green-clad places of pleasaunce Where the long lake was white with swans. Amelotte spoke not any word Nor moved she once ; but felt Between her hands in narrow space Her own hot breath upon her face, And kept in silence the same place. THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE, 203 Aloyse did not hear at all The sounds without. She heard The inward voice (past help obey'd) Which might not slacken nor be stay'd, But urged her till the whole were said. Therefore she spoke again : * That night But little could be done : My foot, held in my nurse's hands, He swathed up heedfully in bands, And for my rest gave close commands. * I slept till noon, but an ill sleep Of dreams : through all that day My side was stiff and caught the breath ; Next day, such pain as sickeneth Took me, and I was nigh to death. * Life strove. Death claimed me for his own Through days and nights : but now 'Twas the good father tended me. Having returned. Still I did see The youth I spoke of constantly. 204 THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE. ' For he would with my brothers come To stay beside my couch, And fix my eyes against his own, Noting my pulse ; or else alone, To sit at gaze while I made moan. * (Some nights I knew he kept the watch, Because my women laid The rushes thick for his steel shoes.) Through many days this pain did use The life God would not let me lose. ' At length, with my good nurse to aid, I could walk forth again : And still, as one who broods or grieves, At noons I'd meet him and at eves. With idle feet that drove the leaves. ' The day when I first walked alone Was thinned in grass and leaf. And yet a goodly day o' the year : The last bird's cry upon mine ear Left my brain weak, it was so clear. THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE. 205 * The tears were sharp within mine eyes ; I sat down, being glad, And wept ; but stayed the sudden flow Anon, for footsteps that fell slow ; 'Twas that youth passed me, bowing low. ' He passed me without speech ; but when, At least an hour gone by, Rethreading the same covert, he Saw I was still beneath the tree. He spoke and sat him down with me. * Little we said ; nor one heart heard Even what was said within ; And, faltering some farewell, I soon Rose up ; but then i' the autumn noon My feeble brain whirled like a swoon. ' He made me sit. " Cousin, I grieve Your sickness stays by you." " I would," said I, " that you did err So grieving. I am wearier Than death, of the sickening dying year." 2o6 THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE. ' He answered : " If your weariness Accepts a remedy, I hold one and can give it you." I gazed : " What ministers thereto. Be sure," I said, " that I will do." ' He went on quickly : — 'Twas a cure He had not ever named Unto our kin, lest they should stint Their favor, for some foolish hint Of wizardry or magic in't : * But that if he were let to come Within my bower that night, (My women still attending me. He said, while he remain'd there,) he Could teach me the cure privily. * I bade him come that night. He came j But little in his speech Was cure or sickness spoken of. Only a passionate fierce love That clamored upon God above. THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE. 207 * My women wondered, leaning close Aloof. At mine own heart I think great wonder was not stirr'd. I dared not listen, yet I heard His tangled speech, word within word. * He craved my pardon first, — all else Wild tumult. In the end He remained silent at my feet Fumbling the rushes. Strange quick heat Made all the blood of my life meet. ' And lo ! I loved him. I but said, If he would leave me then. His hope some future might forecast. His hot lips stung my hand : at last My damsels led him forth in haste.' The bride took breath to pause ; and turned Her gaze where Amelotte Knelt, — the gold hair upon her back Quite still in all its threads, — the track Of her still shadow sharp and black. 2o8 THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE. That listening without sight had grown To stealthy dread ; and now That the one sound she had to mark Left her alone too, she was stark Afraid, as children in the dark. Her fingers felt her temples beat ; Then came that brain-sickness Which thinks to scream, and murmureth ; And pent between her hands, the breath Was damp against her face like death. Her arms both fell at once ; but when She gasped upon the light, Her sense returned. She would have pray'd To change whatever words still stay'd Behind, but felt there was no aid. So she rose up, and having gone Within the window's arch Once more, she sat there, all intent On torturing doubts, and once more bent To hear, in mute bewilderment. THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE, 209 But Aloyse still paused. Thereon Amelotte gathered voice In somewise from the torpid fear Coiled round her spirit. Low but clear She said : ^ Speak, sister ; for I hear.' But Aloyse threw up her neck And called the name of God : — * Judge, God, 'twixt her and me to-day ! She knows how hard this is to say, Yet will not have one word away.' Her sister was quite silent. Then Afresh : — * Not she, dear Lord ! Thou be my judge, on Thee I call ! ' She ceased, — her forehead smote the wall : * Is there a God,' she said, ' at all? ' Amelotte shuddered at the soul, But did not speak. The pause Was long this time. At length the bride Pressed her hand hard against her side, And trembhng between shame and pride 210 THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE, Said by fierce effort : * From that night Often at nights we met : That night, his passion could but rave : The next, what grace his lips did crave I knew not, but I know I gave.' Where Amelotte was sitting, all The light and warmth of day- Were so upon her without shade. That the thing seemed by sunshine made Most foul and wanton to be said. She would have questioned more, and known The whole truth at its worst, But held her silent, in mere shame Of day. Twas only these words came : — * Sister, thou hast not said his name.' ' Sister,' quoth Aloyse, ' thou know'st His name. I said that he Was in a manner of our kin. Waiting the title he might win. They called him the Lord Urscelyn.' THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE, 2ti The bridegroom's name, to Amelotte Daily familiar, — heard Thus in this dreadful history, — Was dreadful to her ; as might be Thine own voice speaking unto thee. The day's mid-hour was almost full ; Upon the dial-plate The angel's sword stood near at One. An hour's remaining yet ; the sun Will not decrease till all be done. Through the bride's lattice there crept in At whiles (from where the train Of minstrels, till the marriage-call. Loitered at windows of the wall,) Stray lute-notes, sweet and musical. They clung in the green growths and moss Against the outside stone ; Low like dirge -wail or requiem They murmured, lost 'twixt leaf and stem : There was no wind to carry them. 212 THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE. Amelotte gathered herself back Into the wide recess That the sun flooded : it o'erspread Like flame the hair upon her head And fringed her face with burning red. All things seemed shaken and at change : A silent place o' the hUls She knew, into her spirit came : Within herself she said its name And wondered was it still the same. The bride (whom silence goaded) now Said strongly, — her despair By stubborn will kept underneath : — * Sister, 'twere well thou didst not breathe That curse of thine. Give me my wreath.' * Sister,' said Amelotte, ' abide In peace. Be God thy judge, As thou hast said — not I. For me, I merely will thank God that he Whom thou hast loved loveth thee.' THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE, 213 Then Aloyse lay back, and laughed With wan lips bitterly, Saying, * Nay, thank thou God for this, — That never any soul like his Shall have its portion where love is.* Weary of wonder, Amelotte Sat silent : she would ask No more, though all was unexplained : She was too weak ; the ache still pained Her eyes, — her forehead's pulse remamed The silence lengthened. Aloyse Was fain to turn her face Apart, to where the arras told Two Testaments, the New and Old, In shapes and meanings manifold. One solace that was gained, she hid. Her sister, from whose curse Her heart recoiled, had blessed instead > Yet would not her pride have it said How much the blessing comforted. 214 THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE. Only, on looking round again After some while, the face Which from the arras turned away Was more at peace and less at bay With shame than it had been that day. She spoke right on, as if no pause Had come between her speech ; ' That year from warmth grew bleak and pass'd ; ' She said ; ' the days from first to last How slow, — woe's me ! the nights how fast 1 ' ' From first to last it was not known : My nurse, and of my train Some four or five, alone could tell What terror kept inscrutable : There was good need to guard it well. ' Not the guilt only made the shame, But he was without land And born amiss. He had but come To train his youth here at our home And, being man, depart therefrom. THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE, ' Of the whole time each single day Brought fear and great unrest : It seemed that all would not avail Some once, — that my close watch would fail, And some sign, somehow, tell the tale. ' The noble maidens that I knew. My fellows, oftentimes Midway in talk or sport, would look A wonder which my fears mistook. To see how I turned faint and shook. ' They had a game of cards, where each By painted arms might find What knight she should be given to. Ever with trembling hand I threw Lest I should learn the thing I knew. ' And once it came. And Aure d'Honvaulx Held up the bended shield And laughed : '' Gramercy for our share ! — If to our bridal we but fare To smutch the blazon that we bear ! '' 211: 21 6 THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE. * But proud Denise de Villenbois Kissed me, and gave her wench The card, and said : " If in these bowers You women play at paramours, You must not mix your game with ours.'* ' And one upcast it from her hand : " Lo ! see how high he'll soar ! " But then their laugh was bitterest ; For the wind veered at fate's behest And blew it back into my breast. ' Oh ! if I met him in the day Or heard his voice, — at meals Or at the Mass or through the hall, — A look turned towards me would appal My heart by seeming to know all. * Yet I grew curious of my shame. And sometimes in the church. On hearing such a sin rebuked, Have held my girdle-glass unhooked To see how such a woman looked. THE B RID EPS PRELUDE. 217 * But if at night he did not come, I lay all deadly cold To think they might have smitten sore And slain him, and as the night wore, His corpse be lying at my door. * And entering or going forth, Our proud shield o'er the gate Seemed to arraign my shrinking eyes. With tremors and unspoken lies The year went past me in this wise. * About the spring of the next year An ailing fell on me ; (I had been stronger till the spring ;) 'Twas mine old sickness gathering, I thought j but 'twas another thing. * I had such yearnings as brought tear% And a wan dizziness : Motion, like feeling, grew intense ; Sight was a haunting evidence And sound a pang that snatched the sense. ;(8 THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE. ' It now was hard on that great ill Which lost our wealth from us And all our lands. Accursed be The peevish fools of liberty Who will not let themselves be free ! * The Prince was fled into the west : A price was on his blood, But he was safe. To us his friends He left that ruin which attends The strife against God's secret ends. * The league dropped all asunder, — lord. Gentle and serf. Our house Was marked to fall. And a day came When half the wealth that propped our name Went from us in a wind of flame. ' Six hours I lay upon the wall And saw it bum. But when It clogged the day in a black bed Of louring vapor, I was led Down to the postern, and we fled. THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE. * But ere we fled, there was a voice Which I heard speak, and say That many of our friends, to shun Our fate, had left us and were gone. And that Lord Urscelyn was one. * That name, as was its wont, made sight And hearing whirl. I gave No heed but only to the name I held my senses, dreading them. And was at strife to look the same. * We rode and rode. As the speed grew. The growth of some vague curse Swarmed in my brain. It seemed to me Numbed by the swiftness, but would be — That still — clear knowledge certainly. ' Night lapsed. At dawn the sea was there And the sea-wind : afar The ravening surge was hoarse and loud, And underneath the dim dawn-cloud Each stalking wave shook like a shroud. 219 THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE. * From my drawn litter I looked out Unto the swarthy sea, And knew. That voice, which late had cross'd Mine ears, seemed with the foam uptoss'd : I knew that Urscelyn was lost. ' Then I spake all : I turned on one And on the other, and spake : My curse laughed in me to behold Their eyes : I sat up, stricken cold. Mad of my voice till all was told. * Oh ! of my brothers, Hugues was mute. And Gilles was wild and loud. And Raoul strained abroad his face. As if his gnashing wrath could trace Even there the prey that it must chase. * And round me murmured all our train. Hoarse as the hoarse-tongued sea ; Till Hugues from silence louring woke, And cried : " What ails the foolish folk ? Know ye not frenzy's lightning-stroke ? " THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE. 221 ' But my stern father came to them And quelled them with his look, Silent and deadly pale. Anon I knew that we were hastening on, My litter closed and the light gone. ' And I remember all that day The barren bitter wind Without, and the sea's moaning there That I first moaned with unaware, And when I knew, shook down my hair. ' Few followed us or faced our flight : Once only I could hear. Far in the front, loud scornful words. And cries I knew of hostile lords. And crash of spears and grind of swords. ' It was soon ended. On that day Before the light had changed We reached our refuge ; miles of rock Bulwarked for war ; whose strength might mock Sky, sea, or man, to storm or shock. 222 THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE. ' Listless and feebly conscious, I Lay far within the night Awake. The many pains incurred That day, — the whole, said, seen or heard. Stayed by in me as things deferred. * Not long. At dawn I slept. In dreams All was passed through afresh From end to end. As the morn heaved Towards noon, I, waking sore aggrieved, That I might die, cursed God, and lived. ' Many days went, and I saw none Except my women. They Calmed their wan faces, loving me ; And when they wept, lest I should see. Would chant a desolate melody. ' Panic unthreatened shook my blood Each sunset, all the slow Subsiding of the turbid hght. I would rise, sister, as I might, And bathe my forehead through the night THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE. 223 ' To elude madness. The stark walls Made chill the mirk : and when We oped our curtains, to resume Sun-sickness after long sick gloom. The withering sea-wind walked the room. Tlirough the gaunt windows the great gales Bore in the tattered clumps Of waif- weed and the tamarisk-boughs ; And sea-mews, 'mid the storm's carouse, Were flung, wild-clamoring, in the house. ' My hounds I had not ; and my hawk, Which they had saved for me, Wanting the sun and rain to beat His wings, soon lay with gathered feet ; And my flowers faded, lacking heat. ' Such still were griefs : for grief was still A separate sense, untouched Of that despair which had become My life. Great anguish could benumb My soul, — my heart was quarrelsome. 224 THE BRIDE'S PRELUDE. ' Time crept. Upon a day at length My kinsfolk sat with me : That which they asked was bare and plain : I answered : the whole bitter strain Was again said, and heard again. ' Fierce Raoul snatched his sword, and turned The point against my breast. I bared it, smiHng : " To the heart Strike home," I said ; " another dart Wreaks hourly there a deadUer smart." ' 'Twas then my sire struck down the sword. And said with shaken lips : " She from whom all of you receive Your life, so smiled ; and I forgive." Thus, for my mother's sake, I live. ' But I, a mother even as she. Turned shuddering to the wall : For I said : '' Great God ! and what would I do, When to the sword, with the thing I knew, I offered not one life but two ! "