P s 3507 1908 I , ,.; .!V ,'( Book • 6/i-'S ^ Gopyrightl^". /3^i COPyRIGHT DEPOSIT; The Soul of the Singer AND OTHER VERSES BY H. GRAHAM DU BOIS Boston RICHARD G. BADGER Ubc ©orbam press 1908 Copyright, igo8, hj> H. Graham Du Bois {All Rights T^eserved.] U88ARY of OONGKE33. 1 wo Copies Kece.'ve.! MAY 29 1908 ] ^ ol < \ * 7"/?f majority of verses appearing in this volume were first published by ''The Baltimore News,'' ''The Outing Publishing Company,'' "The Taylor- Trotwood Magazine," and qther periodicals. The Gorham Tress, Boston, U.S.A. TO THE MEMORY OF WILLIAM WARD CRANE FOR MANY YEARS MY INSTRUCTOR AND FRIEND I DEDICATE THIS BOOK CONTENTS The Soul of the Singer Autumn A Song of War At Nightfall The Miracle Love Song . Dawn and Dark . A Christmas Memory Faith . A Life Song To Thee The Call of the Woods Changeless . The Little Boy's Drum I Love Thee, Dear Inspiration The Song of the Wind Premonition When First I Saw To\ The Falsehood A Farewell . The Road to Happiness Lullaby Unrequited . The New Tear Transformation The Dream Train Evolution Old Ruins . der Face 7 8 9 10 II 12 13 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 30 31 32 32 Nature-Worship . 33 The Rivals .... 34 Weariness .... 35 Forsaken .... 36 Antietam .... 37 Life's Aitist. 37 Destiny .... 38 In Autumn .... 38 Moonrise .... 39 The Valley of the Shenandoah 40 Reconciled .... 42 A Prayer .... 43 Fragments .... 44 THE SOUL OF THE SINGER AND OTHER VERSES. THE SOUL OF THE SINGER He sought elusive souls of songs That he might sing to weary throngs. He touched the trembling key of Tears, The note of Pain: a dirge of fears Deep stirred their hearts; he bowed his head "To laugh is best," he vainly said. His fingers found the key of Bliss, The empty note of Happiness; The music of his singing wrought No peace of soul, no depth of thought: The mirthless laughed, and turned aside; '*A holy thing, to weep," he cried. "A singer's soul, O God, he pled;" '*Thy lips are mute," the Master said, "Until they drain the cup of loss. And taste the passion of the cross: For sweet the songs of those who sing Through miracles of suffering." And then he knelt above his dead; "This is the cup, the cross," he said, "For love has been, and love has died, And hope has stirred, been crucified: I hold the message of the years, — " He sang: they smiled — amid their tears. juruMX A path thick-strewn with leaves, A held oi harlev sheaves. A naked tree; A rose, a thought, a sigh. A dead leaf whirling bv — And memon\ A SONG OF WAR Go out, go out on the firing line. From peaceful realms atar. Where sabres ring and bullets smg In the desolate song of war; And heed not now the aching brow. The soothing hand denied — But what of a woman's sorrowing tears. And what of a man that died r Go out, go out on the firing line. Where ghastly forms he still; Forget the love of God above. And onlv strike to kill. .And turn awav with those who slay From the wounded marrvTS side — But what of a widow's pining brood. And what of a man that died : Go out, go out on the firing line, -And breathe the breath oi Cain. Where death is sweet, and bleeding teet Must tread the way of pain; And mark ve not the bloodv spot. Where little children cried — But what of a voice from Calvary, -\nd what of the Man that died : AT NIGHTFALL A dim remembrance brings a dream Of days long past when hearts were young, And Life and Love were one dear theme From soul to soul in rapture sung; And now, at nightfall, when the shade Of evening rests on vale and hill, My faded lips on thine are laid, And low I whisper, ** Sweetheart," still. Amid the shadows, sweet young hands Reach out to grasp my own in prayer: My claspt hand thrills, and understands — Thy withered ones are resting there; But still my plea is not to dream That Youth's fair hand in mine I hold. For now it sweetest gain I deem That hand in hand we're growing old. The twilight falls upon thy face And veils each weary line of care; Across the years I look and trace A wonder and a glory there. Thus, side by side, through fear and strife 'Mid bleak and stormy weather. The hearts that faced the dawn of life Will brave the dark together. 10 THE MIRACLE A marshland dank where leaves lie dead In the crimson flood the sunset shed; Black, withered stalks, 'mid tangled weeds, That bend to drop their barren seeds. A shrunken snake that starvins; lies. Too lean to tempt the hungry flies. Grim silence reigns; no passing breath Of wind disturbs this haunt of death. Then, all at once, a warming breeze Ripples the pools and stirs the trees. And out of the gloom of voiceless things A lily blooms, and a wild bird sings. II LOVE SONG Bright eyes that shine to guide me, Like planets in the night, Thy tender beams Will bring me dreams Of morning and the light; So if my feet should chance to meet A dark and hidden way, O stars of love, Shine bright above, And make of night a day. Svs^eet cheeks that bloom to bring me A bud when all is bare. Thy beauty thrills, And, thrilling, fills The bleak and barren air. When thro' dead leaves and garnered sheaves The winds of autumn sing. My heart will know Where roses grow, And I will dream of spring. Dear heart that lives to lead me A-down Love's golden stream, Of all my songs To thee belongs The best and dearest dream. So shine to-night, O stars of Light, And roses lend thy hue. And doubting heart Perform thy part To make my dream come true. 12 DAWN AND DARK Dawn, and dark: a little light between To mark the way To sleep and rest and dreams, perhaps — And that is day. Birth, and death: between their borders lie A field of strife, Where battle Love and Hope and Fear — And that is life. Night brings dreams, and each new morn that breaks Unfolds a rose: So after death what worlds may dawn — Who knows, who knows : A CHRISTMAS MEMORY The yule-log burns, and tender glow The crimson chimney spaces; The shadows dance, and backward throw A light in empty places. The years are here — the long dead years That haunt the winter rain; I hear the patter of their tears Against my gloomy pane. I dreamed, I know, and yet I thought I breathed the breath of pine. And miracles of love had wrought A little hand in mine. 13 FAITH A thousand times when hope has died And peace was lost in bitter fears, Like weary ones our hearts have cried And prayed reHef with silent tears. Perchance our prayers ne'er brought reHef And all our tearful faith was vain, And yet, when deep the soul in grief, We weep, and pray, and trust again. "The sun will light to-morrow's way." So sings the heart when eyes are dim, • And e'en from lips unused to pray Arise the whispers of a hymn. Men see the night, yet watch the spark Of light that tells of nearing dawn. Much like a child who dreads the dark But trusts the hand that leads him on. 14 A LIFE SONG Ah, Life is brief; With shades that bend Across the way, And dreams that end At close of day. Ah, Life is sad; One fleeting hour In Love's bright reign, A faded flower And memory's pain. Yet Life is sweet; No night so dark But holds a star, To guide our bark To ports afar. 15 TO THEE The mist comes, and the sun dies; Shadows steal across the skies — Darkness over land and sea! But out of the gloom my spirit cries To thee, to thee. The stars shine, and the moon beams, In meadow-lands the poppy gleams — The past comes back to me; And in the night my spirit dreams Of thee, of thee. Land and sea the mist forsakes. The stars fade, and the sun awakes Across the sky and sea: And in the dawn my poor heart breaks For thee, for thee. THE CALL OF THE WOODS Here near the brook, 'neath the shade of the trees, 'Mid the odor of pine and the whispering breezy. Raise we our camp, and each weary breast Finds here a home, and feels here a rest. Now by the stream that murmurs along. Through the silence of ferns like the breath of a song, Hollow a spring in the silvery sands. And quaff a cool drink from the depths of the hands; Then hark to the notes of the bird o'er his nest And catch the last gleam of the sun in the west; And watch the bright stars as they tranquilly rise To twinkle their message of rest in our eyes. The vast world is dim to us wanderers now. For the calm of the wilderness rests on the brow — The quiet of the shadows that tenderly gleam To lull us to sleep with the voice of the stream. God's silence is here — the absence of pain, The dawning of peace, the sweetness of gain. We were weary to-day with the burden of loss. And the call of the woods has lifted the cross. O restless ambitions of desolate years. Bearing us naught but struggle and fears, Cease thy wild callings to us of the night And guide us, O Nature, to realms of the light. And now by the fire, whose soft dying beams Are leading us home thro' the mist of our dreams. Let us lie down with our face to the skies, While smiles wreathe our lips and tears dim our eyes. 17 CHANGELESS The world is old, yet ever new, Unchanging with the years; Each heart must have its sacred joys, Each hold its secret fears. The sun that greets our hopes, to-day, And sees them crucified. Shone forth, dim centuries ago. When Christ, the Saviour, died. The deathless song we love to sing Was born in ancient night; The poet now conceives the dream And sings a song of light. Philosophers, in ages past. Far sowed a golden seed; The Present reaps a harvest rare, Without one barren weed. The long dead years have failed to change The purpose of the free; The hearts of nations throb with blood That dyed Thermopylae. And mothers then, as mothers now, Like Mary, meek and mild; For each did bend, at close of day, To kiss her sleeping child. THE LITTLE BOrS DRUM All day long he beat the drum And marched with steady tread, Till twilight fell, and mother's voice Had called him off to bed; Then he laid it down with a tender kiss And a shake of his golden head; "I'll teep my dwum and go to war 'En I dets big," he said. He loved to watch the shadows creep Across the silent hill; He dreamed that they were soldiers brave Who came to fight and kill; And loud he clapped his chubby hands When in the sun they died; "I won't be 'fwaid to fight and die 'En I dets big," he cried. Alas, for us! we blamed the child Because he made such noise; We wondered why he chose his drum From all the other toys — So once at night, when the little boy Had answered mother's "Come!" We searched among his treasures rare. And hid away his drum. When morning came, the big brown eyes Were bright with fever's pain — Outside no shadow soldiers played. The day was dull with rain; 19 A silence lay upon the house, Unbroken by the drum; At night there were no marching feet To answer mother's "Come!" There came a day, in after years. When the little boy was dead, That we took the drum from its hiding place. And not a word was said; But silently, and tearfully. We breathed a childish prayer, Then laid it away with a tender kiss, And a curl of golden hair. / LOVE THEE, DEAR 'T is all my song: I love thee, dear, When nights are long and seasons drear; 'Mid deep'ning dusk and dawning glow. When rains descend and bleak winds blow; Though time brings only a heart that grieves, And hopes that fall like autumn leaves; Though love's a loss and life's a fear. Still this my Song: I love thee, dear. 'T is all my Prayer: I love thee, dear; I feel with thee that God is near. I kneel before thy holy shrine. To clasp thy tender hands in mine. And pray for strength and hope to fight Those weary shadows of the night That cloak the smile, and bring the tear; Still this my Prayer: I love thee, dear. 20 INSPIRATION Not from the thrill of loving, Not from the call of strife, But out of pain and sorrow Must spring the songs of life. For oft in nights of anguish, With fear and doubt his theme, Some poet, gentle, knowing. Will weave a tender dream. The hands of toiling children That mingle work with pain; The hearts of striving mothers That long and break — in vain: This is the dreamer's knowledge That guides the poet's pen To teach of greed's dishonor In the crowded hives of men. When through the troubled millions The song in silence creeps, A world looks on with laughter. Or trembling bows, and weeps. 21 SONG OF THE WIND The wind sings a song as it hurries along, O'er meadow, grove and hill; A song of the woods and the dismal plain, A song of the harvest's golden grain. And of the sunshine and the rain, Where autumn lakes lie still. As it kisses the cheek of each crag and peak Along its onward way, It whispers a tale of the love that dies In the heavenly depths of those beautiful eyes, As the red light fades from morning skies. Before the break of day. And the song to me is a thought of thee, Like a thought from God; For, though mv heart's a desolate place, Where sin and care have left their trace, The storms of Time can never erase Where angel feet have trod. 22 PREMONITION When wise men journeyed from the East And brought their gifts of myrrh, The mother heart of Mary woke And trembling spoke to her: "Amid the light encircling Thee — The darkness of Gethsemane!" They knelt beside the manger bed To kiss her holy child, And Mary's heart was quick with woe And thrilled a message wild: "What meaning in Thy life has this — The torture of a traitor's kiss?" They lifted Him with loving arms And cradled him to rest; Then Mary's heart leaped up in pain And throbbed against her breast: "Beyond the arms that cradle Thee — A bloody cross on Calvary!" 23 WHEN FIRST I SAW TOUR TENDER FACE When first I saw your tender face The morning bells were ringing, And over fen, and field and glen, A mocking-bird was singing. The daisies bowed their pretty heads, Your little feet caressing; The South wind blew a mist of dew To give your lips a blessing. The garden envied you your face, And set the roses scheming: They told the skies to close your eyes, And rob them of their dreaming. And that is why the roses bloom A thousand hues combining. And why, at night, with soft delight Two other stars are shining. When last I saw your tender face The evening bells were sighing, And over fen and field and glen The calm of death was lying. 24 THE FALSEHOOD Each morn he Hes in his trundle bed And sees the great sun rise; He shakes the curls of his golden head, And rubs his sleepy eyes; Then softly steals across the floor To climb upon my knee: "Is mudder here?" he asks once more; "Why won't she tum to me?" I cannot tell the little boy She died the other day; I brush aside a mist of tears, And answer: "Gone away;" Then off he runs for his horse and drum, And shouts aloud in glee: "I'll wide my horse and pway at war Till mudder tums to me!" Again at night, when the little boy Ascends the oaken stair, And, kneeling, folds his baby hands. He breathes her name in prayer: "Dear Dod, pwease bwing my mudder home. I hear him softly pray, "Yes, God will bring her home to you In the morning, dear," I say. 25 The tears that fell for Lazarus May fall for me to-day, And Christ who died for human men Will blot that lie away; For, through the dark of coming years, A day is breaking dim, When the tender light of eternal dawn Will bring her home to him. A FAREWELL I have no parting word to say. My heart is all too full to-day; But I will kneel and meekly pray God's grace and love. I ask that He may tender be. In sending now this cross to me, That all the years may speak of thee. Thro' my poor life. And though all time may ne'er atone For the grieving heart whence hope has flown, I thank Him much that I have known Thy soul's great trust. For while I bow my head and grieve, I feel, that now in taking leave, With parting's cross I yet may weave A mem'ry's crown. 26 THE ROAD TO HAPPINESS "I seek the Road to Happiness," The weary pilgrim said; "My hands are torn, my garments worn, My feet from thorns have bled." O feet that tread the endless road, When did ye bear another's load ? "I seek the Road to Happiness," The weary pilgrim cried; **I gave up all to heed its call. Yet all I am denied." O narrow mind that thinks of self. What other man has shared thy wealth .? "I seek the Road to Happiness," The weary pilgrim pled: "And hearts that know, I pray thee show The way that I must tread." O doubting soul, the good you do, In happiness comes back to you. V LULLABY Close thy eyes and softly dream Till morning comes with golden gleam, While here beside thy bed I keep A vigil o'er thy peaceful sleep. No thought shall dim thy face with tears No doubt arise of coming years; For Mother's watchful heart will pray That angel hands may guard thy way. So drift and dream, and dream and drift, Until the night's dark shadows lift. Thy father's barque is on the sea. But morn will bring him home to thee. I see thee smile now in thy sleep — A sign of calm upon the deep, A token that the stars tonight Will guide thy father's ship aright. I dream his nightly kiss is mine, I kiss thee now — and it is thine. So sleep and smile, and smile and sleep. The morn will bring no cause to weep. 28 UNREQUITED Go toward that goal where thou wouldst be, And going, leave no word behind To comfort heart or ease the mind Of demon fancies Love must find; Lest in my doubting eyes thou see A tortured soul's deep agony. I do not dare thy hand to take, For in thy clasp my hand would say: " My love is thine, though cast away. Will e'er be thine, by night, by day;" Lest in that clasp my heart would break; And I must smile, for thy dear sake. 29 THE NEW TEAR The year is dead, to-night, .\nd so are fears; A tender gleam of light Creeps thro' our tears. Our trembling arms have pressed The voiceless dead; Our falt'ring lips caressed. And left unsaid. Through davs that are to dawn I hear a voice: "Be still, O hearts that mourn, Sad souls, rejoice. "The strength of faith will hide The depths of pain; The dreams of love that died Will bloom again." TRANSFORMA TION The tares had stolen mv garden, Mv plants were barren of seeds; The birds were lost in their silence, -\nd rocking to sleep on the reeds. Then sweet ^s the rain on the pathway Thv musical footfalls rang: You blp.shed — and the roses were blooming, You spoke — and the nightingale sang! 30 THE DREAM TRAIN The sunlight fades, and shadows creep In from the fields at close of day, To bring a train thro' realms of sleep To lands where happy children play. The train is only a train of dreams, And yet 't is safe from earthly harms, For the guide's a guide the world esteems. Each sleeping car a mother's arms. The road is only a dreamy mile; Along its tracks the flowers He. The fare is but a mother's smile, And the soothing notes of a lullaby. 31 EfOLUTIOX Hoe bcs^ mT wiiKloir grows A tender plant that bote ai rose. Eack moanig, wiKn the son again Had come to li^ m^ ^bomr pane, I bent above the blossom fair To maiTcl xt its fragrance rare. And dteam it snle its cmnsoo red Alas! I woke one aofmn moin To find the rose I kinred im gonc- I WMMleied wfar the blossom went Arc -srhere it? uiiii M wi hoe wias spent. L ; . rait. I've lored tbe grace Wiix-c :.-;^- :.ci.w. m onr de2r face, OLD RUIXS To : . : decar, day. And now wiicn onlr snails entwine The poet's haip with stiings of rost. Fond memofj dnigs, like the nnr-^ine. To tieasoied d r p^«"y that lie in dust. XATURE- WORSHIP. I have DO deep philosophv that leads My mind astrav in channels wliere My soul must grope, through dairkness, fejc The light that guides me back to God And faith again. But Nature speaks to mc In wondrous moods that leave no doubdi^ fears. No vain regrets, no longings unfulfilled. Her voice is sweet with music that has swaved The souls of centuries: her heait stQl throbs With love unchangeable, A chosen friend In happiness, her laughing streams reflect My jovs. vet hold no mirror to tlie past Wherein I see my old dead seif. When death Has robbed me of some friend I loved, from words Of men I catch faint giimmeiings of Kfe Beyond the vale whose shadows rest opon Our treasured dead, and doak an endless dream \S e know not of: then Natures tfaoosand tsm^ass Proclaim her maiesr*- and lure mv soul To svlvan sohtudes, where, face to face With God, I learn of immortalinr. There is an altar, buik bv Him, oi rocks Where dawn awakes her sweetest-sin^in^ birds. Where violets breathe an incense to the breeze^ And oak-trees lay their sacrifice of leaves. The church of man has made me bear the cross That Jesus bore, has made me wear the crown Of thorns thev wove about his head, and reel The nails that pierced his hands. No agonv Of loss IS here: the violet drops its seeds. And where thev fall a thousand blossoms rise; The acorn sheds its cup of death, and springs To life. A resurrection morning glows Thro' flow'ring Mays: in every tree I feel A God, a Jesus in each bursting bud. THE RIVALS When darkness falls and stills my voice, Mv rival. Wind, against her pane, With tearful sighs and pleadings casts The love-song of his kinsman, Rain. " Her heart is mine," I laugh in scorn, " And where you weep, the gardens bear Red roses for my ladv's breast, And violets for her golden hair." "Some dav she's mine," my rival sneers; " You love her much, but can you sow Fair violets in an empty skull. And roses on a breast of snow : " 34 WEARINESS I'm weary, that's all, — Of the town's long dav And the noisy street; I must wander off Down the woodland way Where the air is sweet, To hear the sad notes Of a lone whip-poor-will As they float o'er the graves, The graves on the hill — The graves, sweetheart, the graves on the hill. I'm weary, that's all, — For the glimpse of a sky. For the kiss of a breeze; I want to go home Where the meadows lie In the shade of the trees. To hear the wild waves With their murmuring roar As they break o'er the graves. The graves on the shore — Thy grave, sweetheart, thv grave on the shore. 35 FORSAKEN A change has come Upon my world; Its drums are still, Its flags are furled. The garden of My heart is bare; Yet, long ago, A dream was there. Its silence hears An empty plea, That sounds most like Gethsemane. For death is near: Because of thee, My soul must know A Calvary. 36 ANTIETAM On paths that were made by the crash of a wheel, Where thunder of guns and the tempests of steel Once sowed a red rain of passion and pain, A morning has dawned, and out of it grows The tear of the dew in the heart of a rose. LIFE'S ARTISTS The Artist Youth made of her face A canvas chastely fair; The Artist Love took tender brush And traced his image there. Life's pictures change, — in after years I saw her face again: Both Youth and Love had passed away And left the Sculptor Pain. 37 DESTINY With hands grown gray in ancient dust Which marks the pride old Athens wore, Fate held the blade that Brutus thrust And hewed the cross that Jesus bore. IN AUTUMN The summer lays her laurels Upon the autumn's shrine; But what is her sad dying To this glad heart of mine r For though the summer flowers Forsake their dwelling place, I find a thousand roses In the garden of thy face. And if the autumn darkness Must veil the tranquil skies, I seek a starry heaven In the haven of thine eyes. 38 MOONRISE The night wind sighs amid the pines Like one in pain; The meadow grass in waving lines Bends to the rain. A cottage sheds its feeble light Upon the hill; And, rising from the womb of night, Low groans the mill. The rolling skies reveal a rift Of gold and blue: The wind is still; the storm clouds drift The moon creeps through. From out the pines the nightingale Sends forth his call, And on the silver of the vale Dark shadows fall 39 THE VALLEY OF THE SHEXJXDOJH The sunset flickers on thv stre-un. and from its crimson glow The shadow ot our fancy fonns the shades oi long ago; The tremor of thv voice has stirred the heart's unfathomed deep. Where rest the loves oi other davs and lost am- bitions sleep. The tide of rears has turned to vield a stem and martial tread — The paths ot life resounding with the footfalls of the dead; And down the vales of EHxie, where the meadows meet the sea. Come men to fight with Jackson, and men to die for Le^. Tsst fades the sunlight from the stream, and w^hisp'nns twilight comes With cricket chirps for irum|>et calls and thimder- tiirobbing drums; But memon' sees on everr hill and each descend- ing lane A hig^hwav of the nadon with the h«-oes it has slain. The twilight deepens into night, and flashing fire- flies cre^ Ficxn grasses wfaoe the past has sown the camp- fire's smould'nne heap; The nurter of old banners falls like music on the air, Tlieir Ixexdi of passion dvin£ to the whisper ol a leaver. AC- Not dead, rhese treasured dreams that hold a people's hopes and fears. But blazoned forth in mights' deeds that thunder down the years To stir the souls of men unborn, and there to build, at last. The nation of the future from the shadows of the past. RECONCILED My grieving heart has known again my boyhood days, And felt anew the thrill of treading with bare feet The rocky mountain path close-hid in drifting haze, Where stand the never-changing pines in silence sweet; My weary hmbs have lain at rest in grasses where The drowsy East wind blows the first faint flush of dawn. And autumn night descends with harvest-scented air To break the waiting stillness of the tasseled corn. The woodland road has borne the burden of my tread, And hushed its rustling leaves to hear my falHng tears. For in the solitude that gave me back my dead I caught the meaning of the barren waste of years; The calm I sought was here — in golden harvest yields, In softly singing streams and tranquil, smiling skies; Through all the world a murmur ran: "The silent fields And w^oods are peace for aching hearts and tear-dimmed eyes." 42 A PRATER The hands and hearts that bHndly ding To memories of dead lips and hair, Beneath their doubting silence keep An inward eloquence of prayer. As punished children in the dark Bewail the absent mother's knee, These groping hands and grieving hearts, O Lord, confess their need of thee. Kind Father, grant the mirthless ones The tenderness of motherhood, And wake in wa}^ward souls the cry, "We will be good! We will be good!" 43 FRAGMENTS Asleep, we come from out the soundless deep Whose surges break upon an unknown shore, And when our eyes unclose, they droop, and weep, For dreams we long since knew, yet have no more. Our little life is but a hopeless quest To solve the secret dream of what has been We taste it on the trembling lips of Love, Or lose it in the yawning depths of Sin. A pulsing rose will scent the tranquil night. Perchance a nightingale will throb a song, And then, when fall the dreary rays of light. We are but shadows in a passing throng. I feel that in the darkness after death The stars will light the silence of the skies, And, ere we lay our weary limbs to rest, The mist that veils an endless dream will rise. 44