REV. JOHN Jr'ruoe ALMOND A TRUE STORY. IN FIVE PARTS. BY JOHN SCARLETT, •J If OF NEWARK CONFERENCE. Published for the Author, orange, n. j.: 1883. 3 Copyrighted 1883, by JOHN SCARLETT. PRESS OF THE CHRONICLE, ORANGE, N. J. CONTENTS. PART I. Nativity and Early Life, . . . Page 1 1 PART 11. Young Manhood and Skepticism, . . Page 29 PART III. Repentence and Regeneration, . . Page 49 PART IV. Call to Preach, and Christian Experience, Page 69 PART V. Reflections and Anticipations, . . Page 89 PREFACE.. The poem "Almond" was printed some years ago in the ChriS' iian Standard and Hotne Journal, in weekly installments, and some readers, especially my friends, desired to see it in book form. Their advice has influenced me in correcting and revising, in abridg- ing and adding to, the volume now presented in the following pages. The author, under the nom de plume of ALMOND, is an old man. His bodily flourishing is like that of the almond tree when it is in full bloom. His life has been long, active, somewhat singular in events and incidents, from peculiar circumstances and experiences. The dealings of God to him in his religious experience, since his conversion from skepticism to higher degrees in grace and providen- tial manifestations, have absorbed much of his meditations. Bible- thoughts, in Christ Jesus, on his knees, have been of spiritual profit to him, and he wishes to be useful, if he can, to others. All spirit- ual tendencies God-ward are from Christ, and are increased and strengthened by prayer and faith. Inward power of saving grace has given him some experience in overcoming temptations, and enduring sufferings with patience, and his tribulations have in- creased his knowledge of divine things. It is now pleasant in his old age to review the past, and to contemplate the goodness and 6 PREFACE. mercy of God in thus prolonging his life and leading him in pro- bationary thoughts and activities, in the anticipation of future prob- abilities, from what on earth may be experienced of grace and truth. God will undoubtedly be perfectly consistent with Himself in regard to all his past dealings with him, and will never contradict in the least the words of His own inspiration, nor what through all time has transpired in the experience of His servants in the life to come. There is no truth that comes home to the Christian with more force than this : That all opposition to Christ is from falsehood, folly, wickedness, either singly or all combined. It is utterly im- possible to oppose Christianity by truth, goodness or wisdom. While if you add to skepticism all that is evil, execrable and abom- inable, you only strengthen it in its own true character. Did the whole world of sinners but receive and obey the " True Light," which Christ is, it would be a happy Christian world in less than twenty-four hours. To follow Christ fully can lead to no evil, but to everything that is good. Now the author is not contented to eat his morsel alone. He walks on a pleasant road in beautiful sunshine. He sees God in every star, in every sunbeam, in every rain-drop, in every flower, and in all the wide fields of surrounding nature. He sees God in the bible, in his heart and life, and all that pertains to the present and the coming world. He cannot bear to be selfish in his happy condition. Self meanness has no place in pure religion. The spiritual wealth received into the heart and mind by true believers is not like that of worldly possessions. The riches of an earthly ^ nature are increased by a decrease of the number of the rich, and diminished when you increase their number. The riches of faith increase by imparting to others, We will suffer loss by not being PREFACE. 7 charitable in giving away our spiritual riches in large supplies. In this sense the more we strive to make rich, the more rich we our- selves become. Religion is like light. Luminous rays are con- stantly projected from the sun for the good of near, and distant, fevolvmg worlds, without diminishing the source whence they emanate. It is also like water. Streams run constantly from their fountains to supply the needs and wants found all abroad and around elsewhere. Religion is eminently social in its adaptation to the longings of immortal man. " No man liveth unto himself." He is created and redeemed to suppy a grand purpose in the uni- verse to the glory of God, or to suffer the conseqence. The author is gifted by nature with some degree of poetic taste. He has always been fond of poetry. His becoming a Christian did not change this fondness for fancy and feeling developed in poetry, While it has not been ministered to by themes beyond the bounds of Wholesome thought. Poetry is not religion, but it is not necessarily averse to it. "Charlotte Elizabeth," an eminent religious au- thoress, wore a precious stone in her finger-ring to look at in order to help her think. So poetry subserves a purpose, to some Christian thinkers, who anticipate its perfect display in heaven. All here claimed is taste for poetry. "Almond" is "a true story," setting forth incidents and facts connected somewhat with the author's life, illustrating the needs and wants of nature and the provisions and supplies of grace. I cannot explain why I chose the style of verse, in which the story appears. Neither can I tell why I sometimes have singular and Unpopular dreams. The poem has been composed at leisure hours, and has afforded pleasure to the writer. In assuming the name "Almond," I am as much at a loss to ex- 8 PREFACE. plain as to tell why I chose the Spenserian stanza for my style of verse. Almond has an agreeable sound and suited my purpose. And, also, the almond tree is suggestive. "The almond tree," says Doctor Adam Clarke, " having white tlowers, is a fit emblem of an old man with his white locks," J, S, INTRODUCTION. The interest of a book is derived from both its subjeet-matter and its authorship. It is hence always gratifying to a reader to have some knowledge in advance of the writer whose productions he reads. The author of this volume is one whose personal character is a happy combination of the thoughful, the vivacious, the pure, and the true. With a spirit of child-like modesty and simplicity, an aim at once single and lofty, and a gift of utterance both entertain- ing and instructive, his ministry during almost forty years has been marked by a cheerful activity, a healthful popularity, and extensive usefulness. Of few men can it be said more truthfully, that "to know him is to love him." Although without early advantages of education, he nevertheless by diligent study in after years, and a close observation of men and things supplementing a rare intuition, has rendered himself, whether in the pulpit or out, not less acceptable and interesting to the cultured than to the rude. He may be said to be both a natural grammarian and logician ; and having a strongly poetic cast of mind, his preaching has been noted for the three qualities of correct- ness, strength and beauty. Let the strange reader add to these qualities great originality of thought aided in its utterance by a sanctified wit, and then from what has been said, he may form a lO INTRODUCTION. tolerably correct estimate of the man whose written effusions are now to engage his attention. The fountain we know to be good^ and such we think will be the reader's judgment concerning the streams. Humboldt, near the close of his life, wrote sadly to a friend—" I have now reached a cheerless old age." Such is not the old age of John Scarlett. Never was a Christian man and minister blessed with a more cheerful old age than he now enjoys. So much of pure sunshine is there in his spirit, conversation and preaching, that his friends can scarcely look upon him as old. Not only has the author become extensively known by his long itinerate ministry, but also by his contributions to the literature of the church. Besides occasional articles in the periodical press, he gave to the public several years since a small volume entitled "Converted Infidel," through the wide circulation of which very many became partially acquainted with his life and character who have never known him in person. That the book will both interest and edify those who shall read it, I cannot doubt. It combines humor and religion in a pleasing rhythm and well chosen rhymes, and no one can peruse it in the devout spirit in which it was written without becoming wiser and better. N. Vansant, ALMOND PART I. Nativity and Early Life. 'Twill save us from a thousand snares. To seek religion young, Grace will preserve our foll'wing years, And make our virtue strong. IVatts. With echoing mind, to long remembered past, Let age appear, with locks of snowy white, Before events are in oblivion cast, And record give of things of young delight. And darker things reflecting sinful blight. The blossoming of youth has sweet perfume, And beautiful it is in morning light, And buddings here bear fruit beyond the tomb ; Here, seed in life we sow ; there, to the harvest come. 12 ALMOND. So Almond now proposes, in his way, To sketch Hfe's incidents in humble rhyme ; To note events remembered in his day, From early dawn to post-meridian's prime. Regarding virtue and abhorring crime, Remarking how his fallen nature erred; And how God's spirit, in His own good time. Through Christ, in Mercy, in his conscience stirred. Some may be led to hear the voice that he has heard. By gifted ones displayed are talents rare. In classic lore let learned genius shine ; But Almond is no poet — does not dare To make pretensions to the " art divine." Small are his favors of the " Sacred Nine" ! Inspiring source is his from Bible-thought; All truths revealed in power so combine, That saving work of faith in heart is wrought ; And labor without this is toiling all for naught. Love's labor compensates both heart and mind. While past things pondered, wise experience brings. And joyous exercise does Almond find, In shaking drops from memory's drooping wings — Dew drops of thought reflecting many things. Hope lures him onward through life's brief sojourn; Such is the fruit that faith in Jesus brings. He does not exercise his faith to mourn — To heavy burdens bear and " grievous to be borne." NATIVITY AND EARLY LIFE. 13 In scenes surveyed by memory of yore, Young boyhood's laughing days do come again ; Yet early scenes recall'd are clouded o'er, By vaunting villainies of vicious men ! Intemperance the cause ! Nine out of ten Were ruined by it ; who, by Rum, were wed To wretched filth, like porkers in a pen. From out their circle every virtue fled ; And they, to Reason's voice and Heaven's call, were dead. Young ladies with young gentlemen did vie, In HoUday's fine froHcsome array; In dancing mood the wasted hours roU'd by. Each striving to be " gayest of the gay," Setting far off the coming evil day. Displaying charms that pleased perverted sight. While sweating fiddler sawed the time away, To utter " sound of revelry by night," Till broke enchanted spell by break of morning light. Like " squabbHng imps," some lads were '' full of fight," Their pugilistic knuckles to employ ; It was " the manly science " in their sight ; Oh ! how it germs of goodness did destroy ! And spoiled the " coming man " in blighted boy ! " The fighting boys are smart," 'twas often said. And such were taught "good fighting" to enjoy, And "Rings" of" Roughs" make ominous parade, — To smartness in this fine are " bristling honors " paid. 14 ALMOND. Bad habits in the young the Light obscure- And sin is Winding in self-closing eyes. Its " wages " workers hate, yet hate sin's cure, And guilt of crime comes to them with surprise, When taste for gracious things within them dies. They "know not what they do," — while thus inclined — For needs of grace all unbeHef denies. A paradox is man — in heart and mind — Without reveahng Truth is ever undefined. And yet to native Jersey Almond clung. In "Wanaque" there is some pleasant ground. Against its mountains see bright rain-bows flung ; Its fields were beautiful with verdure crowned. And echoing rocks gave back each vocal sound. The red deer, leaping, with his antlers high, Was there ; and wolves, too many did abound. They came — fierce, hungry, hideous, howling^ — n.igh. Such were among events of early days gone by. Then Almond was of visionary mind, His means of learning limited and few; He thought the earth one level plane outlined, W^here the horizon meets the concave blue. For Science had not given him a true Idea, geographic, of our globe. The stars, he thought, were jewels bright and new. Their depth in azure space beyond mind's probe; Night, as a queen, displayed her diadem and robe. NATIVITY AND EARLY LIFE. 1 5 One glance of memory does quickly bring The scenes of early childhood into mind ; They come afresh as dewy flowers in Spring — When Memory gleans she leaves the worst behind. Life's dewy morning upon Almond shined ; The verdant mountain seemed an emerald wall ; The lakelet seemed with emerald outHned ; It glass' d the sky — when showers did not fall — And "Iris' flaming bow" seemed Nature's coronal. The rural mountain oft did Almond climb, To gaze where Nature spread her fields of air. Clouds piled on clouds in blue expanse sublime, Within the wide horizon's rim ; and where The sights were fanciful, and grand, and rare, " And distance lent enchantment to the view." Above, the boundless arching sky so fair, Below, the mists denoting falling dew. The moon, round, rising full, hung out in faultless blue. Such were rich Nature's showings, when the morn Of early life disclosed them to young eyes. Untainted light to nature's mind inborn Reveals pure nature in true native dyes. The young, the pure, the fond, feel glad surprise When first beholding what their Maker made ; To young impressions memory ever flies, To view bright pictures on young minds portrayed^ Before sin's dragon wing may cast them in the shade. 1 6 ALMOND. Her pencil Fancy dips in Memory's light, To paint realities — not seen in dreams — For pictures drawn by Truth give pure delight To such as revel in its golden beams. Let childhood joyous follow purling streams. And pass again through Morning's shining hours ! I see those sunny hours, in far-off gleams, Revealing hills and vales with native flowers, And brooks, and banks, and birds, and leafy green-robed bowers. How sensitive was Almond's mind while young — He felt that heaven had on him a claim ; Yet superstition to his fancy clung, Naught could his wild imagination tame ; On moon-light evenings fairies to him came. For "airy nothings" oft he sought to find " A local habitation and a name," To proper causes — their effects — how blind He was in youth : What need of cultivated mind ! The closely folded bud has leaves within. Which time, in season, carefully unfolds ; Streams, too, are small when they their course begin — Soon swell to rivers, as our sight beholds — And mind, while young and tender, easier moulds, As fountains starting make the swelling streams. So germs of mind the bud of childhood holds. Both heart and brain should grow to ripe extremes ; The highest, brightest noon begins with morning beams. NATIVITY AND EARLY LIFE. I^ His "boyhood-years" had reach'd the age oi ni?iey When Almond was o'erwhelm'd with dread aifright Of coming woe. He saw the bloody sign ! We must in second war with England fight ! And surely we Americans were right ! Ah, how exciting to the nervous child ! It came Hke "biting frost" fond hopes to blight, To gory fields how many were beguiled, On cold bright steel to bleed! Who could be reconciled? Yet he, too, felt the patriotic flame, As freemen battled in their country's cause ; There was a pleasing sound in Freedom's name, Denoting Nation with its wholesome laws. On banner borne attracting hearts it was, Asserting right against oppressive wrong. Although in systems grand there may be flaws. In heart he did to Liberty belong; He loved its truth and laws, in sentiment and song. The magic web — the sheet of stars — unrolled. With eagle boldly gazing at the sun ; How did that flag inspire, in days of old, The heroes that so nobly fought to run This form of government, their " valor won ! "' When Almond heard it rustle in the gale. He heard the story of great actions done, And he believed the heart-inspiring tale. And that no tyrant foe against it can prevail. l8 ALMOND. And yet a cloud hung o'er our bleeding land, And blood from cruel war in torrents ran ; The raging fire which evil winds had fanned, Brought fearful omens of the Corsican ! 'Twas fear'd Napoleon our State would man, And rule the Thirteen States we called our own ; To fight we were not strong, nor wise to plan, We could (some thought) be easy overthrown, Because we were not yet to perfect manhood grown. Peace came ; but war had left its surging wake Of poverty and spoiled humanity behind. Let Providence the sword of battle break. And still the cannon, and to powder grind All opposition to the Christian mind ; And check ambition by the power of love. And make men sober, moderate and kind. All nations then in harmony would move. And own the Head Supreme that rules the realms above. What ignorance of things that now combine, To show how truth, with genius, must prevail, No steamer then ha^i crossed the " foaming brine ;" To shifting winds was spread the hoisted sail. No force did aid them but the driving gale. Now science shows how httle they did know; Inventive genius has removed the vail ; Far-reaching sounding-lines does science throw, In voids of space above, in ocean-depths below. NATIVITY AND EARLY LIFE. I9 No diver then in armour submarine, Brought up lost treasure from the deep salt sea, Long ranging guns by science sighted keen, Were not the boast of ancient chivalry. Such wonders then were things that were to be ; No sparks electric " hasty powder fired," The channels of the deep from rocks to free ; Swift travel then was not as now required, Nor steaming iron horse, by all the world admired. Whilom prophetic vision did not see What genius would accomplish in our age, With sun-beam pencils writing history In life-like pictures on the glowing page. The beau, the belle, the savage and the sage. Were not, as now, " the children of the light ;" A war with darkness science had to wage ; Long was its struggle in cimmerian night, Eefore its skies were clear and promising and bright. In times remote — when Almond was a boy — He saw the sun-beam kiss the blushing flower, And such bright scenes did make him laugh for joy, To be remembered long the blissful hour. No gloomy clouds around his path did lower ; He did not see the angel in the sun ; Nor yet were known by men its limning power ; No painting equal to it had been done ; Science had not as yet such great achievements won. 20^ ALMONlr. With " sound of words" the wondrous telephone- Had not yet utter' d its far-speaking voice — Its strains of melody were not made known, In causing distant circles to rejoice ; At song and speaking to the taste and choice,. As music-breathings charm the social air. So, too, the invented phonograph employs Our thoughts in words it has recorded there,, And come in echoes back as witnesses declare. Our round, green earth reflects the solar ray, And Hghtning long to it has blessings brought; Wire-drawn and silent it gives mental play ; For lightning is the vehicle of thought. This subject is with vital interest fraught — How long it slumbered deep in mystery ! But grandest measures now are being wrought,, That mind from every fetter may be free. And that with wires of thought the globe may circled be. Dread lightning has its properties and laws. And Franklin knew its subtilty and force — Could trace its latent nature to its cause — Control and guide it in its vivid course ; Yet far advanced in light our modern Morse. He fix'd metahc nerve for thought and word; Improvements will be made without r