^.^ %4- .^^^ ,-.S' = i >,^^:^#¥^r^^^ -^ .% o, -^ o-« ^ "** ^0 ^r,o. ■^o V .0^ " ^y- V^ !■= • ■^h. OO' ^^^ O^ I-*'' .■^o Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2011 with funding from The Library of Congress http://www.archive.org/details/poems02wils ^i\ \'\ I \ % 't3 LIZZIE'S POEMS, ''Oh! glorious Youth Is the true age of prophecy, when Truth Stands bared in beauty, and the young blood boils To hurl us in her arms, before the blur Of time makes dull her rounded form, Or the cold blood recoils From the polluted swarm Of armed Chimeras that environ her." POEMS BY LIZZIE WILSON, WITH A BIOGRAPHY •• Break, break, hveak ! On thy cold grey ston*, oh Sea ! And I would that my tongue could utter The thoughts that arise in me ! "' LOUISVILLE: HULL & BKOTHER, MAIN S T R E K T. ] 8 G 0. ?33 ^ .)t 4c- * * 4t ^ "What hast thou to do With looking through the lattice-lights at me, A poor, tired, wandering singer, singing through The dark, and leaning up a cypress tree? The chrism is on thy head — on mine the dew — And Death must dig the level when these agree,' TO GEORGE D. PRENTICE, THIS VOLUME IS DEDICATED, BY THE MOTHER OF THE AUTHORESS, AS AN EARNEST EXPRESSION OP THANKS FOR THE KIND ASSISTANCE, JUDICIOUS ADVICB, AND CHEERING ENCOURAGEMBNf WHICH HE BESTOWED ON THE FIRSTLINGS OF HER DAUGHTER'S MUSE. THOUGH THE YOUNG OBJECT OF HIS SOLICITUDE NOW " SLEEPS THE SLEEP THAT KNOWS NO WAKING," HER ANGEL SPIRIT WILL RE-ECHO A MOTHER's PRAYER FOR THE HEALTH AND PROSPERITY OP ONE WHO HAS GIVEN SO MUCH GENIAL AID TO THE EARLY ASPIRATIONS OP THE YOUNG POETESSES OP AMERICA. CONTENTS Obituary, .17 Biography, 23 To Lily S. Clark, 28 To Lizzie W., 29 To the Memory of Lizzie, 30 To the '* '^ ..... 33 To Lizzie, 35 Poe:ms — Love's Changes, 49 My Sixteenth Birth-Day, 56 I Love to be Loved, 58 To My Mother, 60 To Emmeline Fontaine, 62 i xii. Contents. To R P., 64 Night, 66 To Emma Knight, . . . . . . .68 The Child's Prayer, 70 Audly Egerton to his Beloved, .... 72 On Meeting a School Teacher, .... 74 Impromptu. — At a Party, 77 To G * * * *, 78 The Black Veil, 79 Whom do I Love, 81 Memory's Spell, With its young pure thoughts and blushing; With its dreams of truth and its hopes sublime^ With its bird-like songs and gushing, And that heart's no more of the voiceful thingSj That life's fitful breath o'erstreepeth ; Yet the songs of God in His sight she sings — *' She is not dead, but sleepeth." Though much that our hearts may not forget, With the fail, eweet face was shrouded* In every glance, like a g^im, was set The tone of her heart unclouded ; Though the thought that none else her place may fill- Through our mournful bosom creepeth, We know that in heaven she loves us still — "She is not dead, fetttjsleepeth.''' Oh ! much that her heart with grief might wring She hath left behind unknowing,— For life for all hath a poisoned sting, Though a boon of God's bestowing ; Though sadness seems where her smile is not. Where His flock the Shepherd keepeth, We know that unchanging joy is her lot — " She is not dead) but sleepeth." Though a star hath set in the household sky, For whose loss each dear one.'pineth, Yet its light shall lead them to where on high, On the Saviour's brow it shineth ; Ah ! the thought alono should her heart sustain, That an earthly child still weepeth — That an angel here on that heart hath lain — "She is not dead, but sleepeth." 32 Biography, In closing this biographical sketch, it would be doing great injustice not to mention the name of the person who dis- covered the first dawning of genius in Lizzie Wilson. It is unnecessary to pause here to pay a compliment to a man who is; sa universally knovra for his genius as an editor, a statesman, and a poet. George D. Prentice is in no need of an eulogy from any source. It was in the columns of the Louisville Journal the poems af "Lizzie" first came before the world. To the keen po- etic appreciation of the editor is the world indebted for many of the best gems of AVestern literature. Seeing true merit in the early efiorts of the subject of this sketch, he gave to her that encouragement he is always so ready to give to rising genius. From the encouragement he gave to Lizzie there was evidence of an immediate and marked improvement in her style. A new spirit was awak- ened within her. She grasped her thoughts and gave them utterance in so masterly a manner as proved she had talent of no unusual degree, if not genius of a high order. The annexed tribute to the memory of Lizzie, we quote, in conclusion, from the columns of the Journal. The kind and tearful pathos of the prose shows the heart-felt grief of the editor: The contribution in rhyme is from the pes of one who keenly felt the loss of the departed : " We publish below a beautiful tribute to the memory of Biography. 33 Miss Lizzie Wilson, of this city, from the hand and heart of a kindred spirit. Miss Wilson was known to m^anj of our readers as the writer of a number of very charming pieces of poetry, that were much and generally admired. Her mind was full of bright thoughts and exquisite fancies, and sh© uttered them in rich and glowing words. The b^reath of the Divinity passed over her soul's garden, and flowers of rare beauty and perfume sprang up in its pathway. " It is a sad reflection that such personal, and moral, and mental loveliness as Lizzie Wilson's has perished from the earth. But it is the decree of Heaven that beautiful things should be brief. The dew quickly passeses from the flower^ the rainbow soon fades from the clouds, and the shadow of the flying bird vanishes in a moment fram the depth of the sleeping stream. " They have laid thee down in the grave Lizzie, but thy home is not there — it is in the mourning hearts of thy friends, and in the Paradise so often and so beautifully pictured in thy living dreams." — TO THE MEMOKY OP " LIZZIE." Our bitter tears we shed for thee — So young, so lovely, early fled — Eejoicing -with the heavenly dead. Where mortal eye shall never see ! Our loss was thy eternal gain, Yet we must have our parting grief, 34 Biography And tears may bring a brief relief, To ease the heart and soothe the brain. * The good die first," was said of yore ; The early gifted fade away, Their life is but a summer day, Yet memory holds them evermore. Dear ** Lizzie I '* thou our loved and lost \ Though it has brought a lasting pain, It was to thee eternal gain, However painful was the cost \ As long as earth shall bear a bloom, Aa long as skies contain a star, No Vandal foot shall ever mar The flowers that grow around thy tomb ! W. P. Bbannin. B I a R A p H y . 35 TO LIZZIE. BY CAPTAIN WILLIAMS, Thou art lovely as morning, When the bright sun is beaming — Thou art lovely as evening, When bright stars are gleaming t Thy cheeks have the tints Of the delicate flowers, That mingle their fragrance In sweet sunny bowers. There 's a charm thrown around thee, That wins every heart. Causing pleasure to meet thee, And sorrow to part ! There 's a beauty will linger When thy bright cheek has faded ; When no more for gay meetings Thy dark hair is braded — When the hues of life's summer Are passing away. Like the last twilight smiles Of a bright sunny day ; — There 's a beauty will linger That never will die — THs the soul that beams forth From thy 90ft, gentle eye. POEMS "In the language wherewith Spring Letters cowslips on hill." POEMS. LOVE'S CHANGES. It was tlie twilight hour; the summer sun Had sunk to rest — his daily work was done; Eve's pallid brow was decked with one bright star, And, while soft music floated from afar, Beneath the shadow of an old oak tree Two fair girls stood, with spirits light and free. One — ah, far brighter than the twilight star That shone above the wooded hill-top far, 50 Poems, And lovelier than the holy sunset skies Was the deep blue of her sweet violet eyes j Her raven tresses from her forehead flung, In wavy ringlets round her white neck hung, And beauty from each feature seemed to glea,ra Fair as the vision of a sculptor's dr-eam. Yes, she was lovely ; but a haughty air Told that the soul of pride was reigning there. It was a strange bright picture as she stood Musing in that dark forest's solitude. '' Lenora, speak ! what are thy drcamings now, Grirl of the scornful lip and mocking brow?" " Florence, I dream of dark and earnest eyes. And a high brow where intellect e'er lies Like a bright God, and of a voice whose tone Tells of a love, wild, rapturous like my own. Poems. 51 Such is the bright ideal of my dreams, And, oh ! how beautiful the future seems. "Beware, Lenora, for a heart like thine Will waste its hoarded wealth at love's pure shrine ; The one thou lovest may be false as fair, For man's love fades like music on the air, And woman's proud, high heart must often feel A sharper arrow than the barbed steel ; A warm love slighted and a heart betrayed Are bitterer than aught else by falsehood made ; Then love not, love not, for thy heart of pride "Will pour its waters on life's desert wide." A year has passed — it is a fairer spot Than e'er was pictured by a poet's thought; 52 Poems. Bright, glorious were the beings that now stood Beneath the gnarled oak of that ancient wood, And words of tenderness each spirit stirred, And love's low sighs and love's low vows were heard. Dark was the gleam of his keen falcon eye, Her's blue as the blue glory of the sky ; Bright as the pair that first in Eden stood, Were Ernest and Lenora in that wood. " I love thee dearly," were the words he spoke Beneath the canopy of that old oak, Bowed was his proud head to those sweet young lips, Red as the flower from which the wild bee sips; Fondly her white arms round his neck were thrown. And fondly his became her living zone ; Kneeling he calls her his forevermore — A moment — he is gone, and all is o'er! Poems, 53 She standetli dreamily, fixed is her gaze, Though purpling now the twilight's deep'ning haze Far, far away his horse's hoof resounds. Her lone heart wildly echoes back the sounds ! Ah ! passionately she loves him ; her whole soul Is bowed beneath his spirit's strong control. A year has passed ; — the scene is different far From that we 've gazed on 'neath the twilight star ; Proud at the altar now we see him stand, As one but born to rule and to command. Shrinking beside him, a young girl is led, A bridal veil sweeps from her drooping head ; Say, is it young Lenora ? speak ! oh, speak ! No ; golden are the locks that shade her cheek ; It is another — gold has had the power 54 Poems. To win him from his bosom's cherished flower ! Again it is a scene in that old wood, Where last Lenora with her lover stood ; Wild is that wail of passionate despair. Wretched the young girl that is kneeling there ; Bowed is her burning forehead to the earth, Hushed now forever her glad notes of mirth ; Wildly she loves him still — alas ! how well Those burning tears of agony can tell ! In her despair her young brain seems to reel. For oh ! she feels, and must forever feel, That warm love slighted and a heart betrayed, Are bitterer than aught else by falsehood made. And Ernest, has he no heart-felt regret? Poems. 55 Can he so soon his soul's first love forget? Whene'er he gazes in his bride's fair face. Doth not another steal into her place? Haunts not his soul those blue and starry eyes? No! gold has broken all love's holy ties! He bears not in his bosom one regret ; For, ah ! it is man's nature to forsret! 56 Poems. MY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY. O ! GAY are the hopes that around me cling I Care o'er the future no shadow can fling; Short and brilliant the years I have seen, And to-morrow will hail me as sweet sixteen. I have not one sorrow to sully my brow ; May it ever be free from all care as now; And my heart is careless, and wild and free, As the zephyrs that revel in glorious glee. Poems. 57 Before me the world as a fairy scene lies; With beauty and brightness the winged hour fiies, And my heart, like a quiet and tropical sea, Is glassing the glories of heaven and thee. They may tell me I am too thoughtless and wild— ~ They forget I am only half woman and child ! Oh ! bid me not crush the fond hopes of my youth, The love of all beauty and virtue and truth I z>S Poems. I LOVE TO BE LOVED. " I LOVE to be loved " said a merry young child, And her eyes were beaming with loveliness mild ; " I love to be loved by thee, mother dear, For I know that my love will not cost thee a tear. " I love to be loved," said a fair young maid, "For there's nothing so sweet on this earth," she said; Thus said, as she stood in the moonlight pale, As she whispered her vows in an Eden -vale. Poems, 59 " I love to be loved," said a gentle bride, To her dark-eyed lover who stood by lier side ; And her heart and her lips were joined in a kiss, In a sweet and bewildering tide of bliss. 0! God has implanted in mortals here, A spirit of love that is holy and dear ; — This bright and beautiful love is given To call our thoughts from this earth to heaven. 60 Poems. TO MY MOTHER. I 'VE sought among the young and gay, In crowded hallos for many a day, But found no love like thine, dear mother — ' Twas holier far than friend or brother. The world would be dark and sadly drear, If, dearest mother, thou wast not here ; Talk not of dying — you must not go. And leave your child in this vale of woe. Poems. 61 You have shared in my every joy and pain ; I shall never know love like thine again : Yet often, dear mother, you think me cold, But you know not the love my heart doth hold. Let the star of hope beam on thy brow. For anguish and sorrow o'ershadow it nowj Dear mother, as long as my spirit is here, I'll comfort your sadness and dry every tear. 62 Poems. TO EMMELINE FONTAINE. There is not a star in the lovely sky That has half the beauty of thy bright eye ; No roses bloom in the sunny South, That can vie with thy beautiful rose-bud mouth I have gazed on faces of loveliness rare, But never saw one that was half so fair. Thy musical laugh is as soft and clear As tones to memory ever dear ; Poems, 6S Thy step as light as a wild young fawn. Just waked from its slumbers at early dawn ; "Whilst the golden floss of thy flowing hair^ Makes up a picture exquisitely fair ! 64 Poems TO E. P. It was not thy bright and chiseled face, That won my heart in its wayward race, And made it all thine own ; But 'twas thy voice and 'twas thine eyes That caught my heart in silken ties. I heard thy voice; its music seemed Like tones of some forgotten dream, So soft and sweet in its witchery; Poems, 65 In the clear soft light of thy gentle eye A magic spell there seemed to lie. Yes, it was thy voice and it was thy eyes — - Those clear, those soft and loving eyes ! Not bright and flashing were they. But of calm and purest J'ay, And the color of the sky in the noontide day. 66 Poems. N I a H T. Night is a mantle wMch o^er the earth is cast, Like a veil which o'ershadows the deeds of the past; When our senses are wrapt in the hush of repose, And all rest alike, both our friends and our foes ; It is now the hour of holy communing, Whilst He now above us the wide world is ruling. When myriad of stars stud the dark ether space, As onward they move in their ne'er changing race : When brightly shines the fair goddess of night, Poems. 67 And bathes the earth in her pure silver light. Then silence o'er this sleeping earth reigns, And all wearied spirits find balm for their pains, I love not the splendor of the Day-god's light I G-ive me the calm hush of the holy night : ' T is then my spirit bursts its chain, And freedom of thought is bright again. And soars on pinions all unsought, To the far off realms of glorious thought. Oh, night ! what glorious thoughts will rise As the past comes before us with smiling eyes ! Hopes, long since dead, that we know are vain, Till night and memory bring them again. There 's a mystic spell in thy sway, oh Night ! In thy sad sweet stars and thy pale moonlight I Poems. TO EMMA KNiaHT. Fairer tlian the orb of night, When she sheds her beeming light — Purer than the star of morn, In thy beauty's early dawn — Lovelier than all these thou art, Chere amie, friend of my heart ! Warm and pure thy heart's affection; For I have known each thought's direction. P E M g. 60 Thy life lias been like some bright drearily ' Calin as a bright and sunlit stream ; May grief from thee withold its dart^ Chere amie, friend of my heart ! I have seen your bright eyes glisten, When to loving vows you listen — I have watched the crowds that hung To list the music of your tongue ; And yet was envy far apart, Ohere amie, friend of my heart. 70 Poems, THE CHILD'S PRAYER, List ! what is that sweet voice saying ? ' Tis a fair young child that is praying. Down her face of marble whiteness Stream Jlong curls in golden brightness; Prom her blue eyes tears are streaming, All her heart-felt woes revealing. For a mother's life she is praying — That mother on hov death-bed laying; Poems. 71 Her heart is filled with the holiest love, As she prays to her God who reigns above. Oh ! could there be a holier sight Than that fair child to-night! Now her voice is sunk in sadness; She has not the angels' gladness — . She sees not their forms as fondly they spread Around her dying mother's bed ; And though that mother's soul is fled, She prays, for she knows not that she is dead ! 72 Poems, AUBLY EGERTON TO HIS BELOVED, COMPOSED ON READING "MY NOVEL." When bright stars are keeping Their vigils on high, Then thy lonely grave seeking. Where the pale moon-beams lie ; Where thy white tomb-stone glistens, There the yew trees wave ; For the winds sigh I listen, As it wails o'er thy grave. Poems. I feel the utter loneliness Of this deserted place, And think of all thy loveliness — • Thy dear angelic grace. And again I seem to hear Thy last accent of despair, Low and soft upon my ear. In the tones of angel's prayer. Yet I see thee and I hear thee! In the darkness thou ast near me, With thy revelations tender, In thy supra-mortal splendor ! T4 Poems ON MEETING A SCHOOL TEACHER. Oh ! can it be that I o'er whose head Sixteen summers have quickly fled, Should see what changes Old Time will bring. And what dark lines o'er fair brows fling, When I remember the eyes dark and wild Which gleamed on my own when I was a child. Thy hair, so long, and glossy, and black, From thy proud brow was parted back; Poems. 75 But snow is now on its blackness laid, Still thy eyes beam a beauty tbat never will fade. I, too, am changed ; but like a flower Opening its leaves on life's morning hour, I, too, have felt how blaak and cold Is the world to all who are growing old. Where are the dreams that once were mine — For I had bright dreams in that early time ! Oh, would I again could wander back In my childhood's long forgotten track ! Gone, all gone, is the golden past, And from my memory 'tis fading fastj Now, as I dreamed, it is my lot 76 Poems. T© dream of love and be forgot; Yet still in my dreaming I think of thee, And think I 'm a child upon thy knee 1 Poems. 77 IMPROMPTU — AT A PARTY. Tell him his lightest tone Is treasured in my heart, And that his form alone Is king of all my heart; And deep in my heart shall be Enshrined his blessed memory. 78 Poems. TO a * ^ >}c 5K No ! I do not love him now ! The dream is o'er — the spell has fled ; Calmly I look upon his brow, For hope itself is dead ! Poems, [ THE BLACK VEIL. Hark IJ the vesper bells are pealing ! See the cloistered nuns come stealing From their sad and moonlit cells, Awakened by the midnight bells. Now the bells have ceased their ringing Pure and holy was their ringing. In this deep hour of silent night They ever hold a holy rite. 80. Poems. Now one a holy vow is taking — From earthly ties forever breaking ; Earth for her has now no charms, She quits it for her Saviour's arms. Now the black veil fling around her ; Sad sweet vows have ever bound her. 'T is done ! Is there no wild regret In her dear heart? Can she forget Her burning dreams of life and love, And fix her thoughts on heaven above? Poems. 81 WHOM DO I LOVE? Oh ! ask me not to tell yon his name f I love, and that is enough of shame ; I loved with the love of a trusting child, But soon I awoke with an anguish wild. And though even hope itself was gone, I loved him still and trusted on ; Can lovers' vows be again believed After the loved one has been deceived? 82 Poems, I loved him fondly, and oh ! too well, As my tears of anguish alone can tell ; In the halls of fashion and when alone, My deep heart-thoughts were all his own. I have trembled full oft at his scornful sneer, And my eyes were dimmed with many a tear ; Why did I love him ? Can woman's will Say to her troubled heart, " peace, be still ? " Why I had loved him, oh ! none could tell ; I have learned to hide that misery well. With smiles on my lips, none ever knew Those smiles were false, though my tears were true. Now that dream is over and past. And my heart, thank God, is free at last; Poems. 83 Still in the deep, quiet hours of night, I see his eyes with their flashing light j His soft white fingers once more entwine Lovingly still in this hand of mine. — I have nerved my heart with a woman's will, But I know and feel that I love him still. 84 P E M s. MEMORY'S SPELL. No more ! no more ! I would forget, But the chain of memory binds me yet, And the present a mockery only seems — The past alone must be but dreams. In the midnight hour then all is brought Back again to my fevered thought. Oh, memory ! a wretched thing thou art ! Is the frequent cry of my bursting heart; * Poems. 85 Would for one moment Oblivion's wave Could bury the past in a lonely grave ! But even now I can see with surprise, From out the gloom those brilliant eyes. I look on the future as those alone Who all heart-worship and pain hath known ; For thou hast wandered afar from me — I worship no longer a falsehood like thee. Away! for I will not dream again. When I know 't is more than a mortal pain ! 86 Poems. MY OWN. I WOULD have tbee with me always, In sadness and in mirth; — And when the glorious sunshine Makes glad the joyous earth. When night's dark robe of b«auty Is flung across the skies, I love to gaze deep into Thy tender love-lit eyes. Poems, 8T I love to hear, low murmuring, Thy voice's delicious tone ; And hear thee call me dearest, Eternally thine own. 88 Poems. THOU ART GONE. 'Tis over nowl the hopes, the fears, The crushing hack of heart-felt tears, The reckless love and hopeless longing, The night of sorrow — no ray of morning ! Aud must I love and still weep on, When thou art gone — forever gone? An ardent heart at thy feet I laid, And a worship wild my heart hath p^: Poems. 89 Thy name was murmured in midnight prayer, For thou wert loved in my wild despair. Thou art gone ! why do I dream of thee, When thy image^brings only a mockery? I have loved an ideal and worshiped it long— My love has been deep, and ardent, and strongs As a young devotee when at the shrine, I poured my warmest love on thine. Let me awake from my dream to-day; I will bow no more to that iron sway 1 In vain my spirit is longing for rest — There 's an aching void within my breast ; For thou alone art reigning there, And thou T love in my wild despair ; But pride will conquer this fond devotion. And still my heart of its gad emotion, 8 90 Poems RESPECT THY MOTHER. Hush ! it is thy mother, and never dare to raise Thy voice to her but in the sound of praise, For she hath borne with thy every whim and mood. And shed her silent tears in the midnight solitude. Then close your heart if any anger 's there For one who taught you childhood's holy prayer. Ah ! none can know a mother's pure devotion — The depth or strength of her deep heart's emotion. Poems. 91 For her own darling child the feeling and the care. As low and soft she pleads for it in her daily prayerj And none can know that anguish fierce and wild, Unless it is a mother for the sins of her dear child. Yes, the brightest and holiest, and purest and best, Is the fervent love that dwells within a mother's breast ; And though the young heart may dream of another, It will not find the love of a dear mother; Long may ye seek, young dreamer, and not find A love so endearing, so tender and so kind. 92 Poems, TO LIDA H. DOW, Fair as a water nymph tliat haunts a fabled stream, As wild and as lovely thy dark eyes gleam ; Thy finely chiseled face is of a Grecian mould. Like the Venus of an artist, carved in the days of old. Thy sylph -like form and thy airy grace But adds new beauties to thy fair face. Dark is the gleam of thy raven hair- Clustering around thy forehead so fair Poems, 93 Pure are the shadows of feeling that lie Enshrined in the depths of thy star-like eye, And thy long, dark lashes droop lowly and meek O'er the virgin blushes of thy fair cheek. -*<^S»-V^^S^*.«r^f«-^«*^ 94 Poems, TO MARY. Thou, whose soft and starry eyes : Wear the bright blue of the skies ; — Thou whose dark and raven hair Shades a forehead more than fair; — I love to gaze on thy face — i^s light Would chase the darkness from the night! But to hear thy voice when proudly swelling — Hushing the laughter when pleasure is dwelling,- Poems. 95 When thy syren-tone in melody falls In the crowded courts of Fashion's halls ; For thy voice is like the tones we hear When heaven is bursting upon the ear ! Poems. A REVBEIE, I am weary of life's gayety — I am weary of its mirth, For it never for one moment soars above the things of earth ; To me it is but mockery — this heartless, smiling throng ; And for the higher things of life I passionately do long* Poem s. 97 TAKE BACK THE RING. Take back the ring again, Since thy love has proved so vain ! Take back the ring since it has brought Wreck and ruin to my heart, I knew, I knew thy love would change ! That I still love yet is not strange ; But I '11 break the spell, for my dream is o'er, Love's chain is severed forevcrmore ! 9 08 Poems, Yes, the dream is o'er, and I have lost — On thy scornful lip a smile h£iS crossed ; Take back the ring — 't was nothing to thee Twas one wild dream of life to met I have loved thee deeply with woman's pride — Thy genius had charmed m& unto thy side ; Thy lightest words were treasured with care — ■ Had thy weirds proved true I would never despair. Poems. 99 THINK OF ME. When voices soft as the cooing dove, Murmur thy name in tones of love, And eyes that are bright as the midnight star, Beam o'er thy soul like a gleam from afar — When all is bright, and gay, and fair, Think not of me then, think not of me there 1 When thy heart is sad, and a bitter mood Steals o'er thy spirit in solitude — 100 Poems. When thy proud heart feels sorrow's control, And darkness and sadness come o'er thy soul, Then turn thy thoughts, for an earnest prayer Is breathed for thee then — is breathed for thee here. Poems. 101 TO JAMES OLDHAM. There 's a wail of sorrow round thy hearth — G-lad voices have hushed their sounds of mirth And a mother's tears are falling there, As she breathes in sorrow her silent prayer. Young, proud and brave, he has passed away, Ere his dreams of manhood had known decay. Will we hear his voice no more in son<^, As in wild, sad music it floated along? 102 Poems. 'T was the sweetest strain that ever was woke, As on the ear its silver tones broke ; But his song is hushed, and silent the lute — Earth's sweetest minstrel forever is mute. He died far from home in a sunny clime, Where roses bloom 'midst the orange and lime, Where all that was fairest of earth and air — Could sorrow e'er come to a land so fair? Yes ! over it hovered the angel of death, And the air was heavy with funeral breath. He fell in that beautiful land of bloom, And his manly form now rests in the tomb. Poems, 10'^ TO ^>^^^.^A LOVE SONa. I AM lonely, I am lonely, for I pine in vain for thee j^. Wild thoughts my bosom swelletli, as the tears full silently. In my dreams my spirit's with thee, and my waking- thoughts are thine j As a pagan to his idol, bows my soul before thy shrine. Oh ! wild my soul by sadness hath ever yet been wrucg For strong the spell around me thy magic art hatb flung ; 104 Poems. Thy words of winning gentleness I treasured, as men keep Those things of priceless value that robs them of their sleep. You may never know nor guess with what worship- ing divine How my spirit boweth down, oh ! my idol, at thy shrine ! Oh ! vain is this pining and this passionate appeal, To a bosom that is stone, and to a heart that is steel. Poems. 105 A SONGf, I love tbee in the eve's calm liusli f I love tliee in tlie red dawn's blush ; And when night's shadows round me fall I love thee, dearest, best of all ! I think of thee in the gayest throng ; I think of thee where thrills the song ; When holy prayer ascends on high I think of thee, then, with a sigh. 106 Poems. THE TRIUMPH OF DUTY.— A SONG. Oh, my baby's bands are on my heart, And my baby's kisses are on my brow ; Oh, Gerald, dear, I cannot depart Though thou art loved to madness now ! Away ! No kisses upon my cheek. If, Judas-like, thou wouldst betray; Thy smile of love, a treachery speaks, Would lure me from my child away ! Poems, 107 How I have loved thy own heart feels ; Not mine the hand that made it crime ; Let this dark hour its might reveal. That heart and soul, I'm thine, all thine! Can I forsake and leave my child, Though honor and fame to me are nought? O Grerald, dear, the struggle is wild — - My child, my child ! Oh, agony of thought ! Oh, why was lie so harsh and cold — Thou but to be loved, he but to be feared ? Why did those chains around me fold, Like burning fire till my heart was seared? But, Gerald, dear, this night we must sever '— Every fond tie must broken be ! Fare thee well — it must be forever ! My child has saved my soul and thee! 108 Poems. I MISS THPJE. Thou 'rt- -with me in my dreams of joy, That for tlieir very sweetness cloy ; And in my liours of heavenly prayer Thy image blends — yes, even there I I miss thee when they murmur love — Then soars my thoughts to things above I miss thee when the stars, so bright, Shine on me like thine eyes' soft light. Poems. 109 I miss thee when the moon's pale beam Falls on me like our love's wild dream ; When tears are falling and I am lonely, I wish for thee, the dearest, only ! 110 Poem s REaEETS OF LIFE. Dreams, dreams, why do you haunt me, Mocking the depths of my proud despair? Thought, thoughts, what have ye brought me. Years of suffering, sorrow and care? Love, love, thou, too, hast gone from me — In darkest midnight is sunken my soul ; Grrimly the future now lowers before me — My heart is passionless, still and cold ! Poems. Ill Friendship, friendsMp is but a dream now ; Its purest faitb shone but to deceive All the warm vows that have been made me^ Never again am I to believe! 1 12 Poems. YOU CANNOT FOKGET ME. You cannot forget me — the struggle is vain, Your heart knows but one image and feels but one pain ; Over lands or on seas, roam wherever you will, The spell of bright beauty is holding you still. You have loved me and madly — I wildly, too well To ever forget that soul-thrilling spell. The chain it is strong that binds you to me; Its links in the past is fond memory. Poems. 113 Ohp love, it is mighty, and rules the strong heart, Though reason and duty may bid it depart. You cannot forget me though deep you regret; But, farewell forever, you'll never forget, 114 Poems. GENIUS. The perfumed air, laden with Summer's sweets, Stole into a room where slept the moonlight; Faintly the curtains stirred, as gently heaves A woman's bosom; the moonbeams flickered Over a couch where a pale youth lay dreaming; The night winds kissed his cheek, and lifted Dark curls from a calm, white brow Where Genius and Love seemed sleeping. The color th:it went and came, like a dying flame, Poems. 116 Told his life-lamp had wasted low. His proud lips curled, even in slee,p And spake of a heart that slept not. Anon a change came o'er the sleeping face. And a smile brake over it radiant with love; ' Twas like a gleam of sunlight o'er a sleeping sea i The red lips stirred, and in passionate tenderness Broke forth one burning word — Isabel 1 In the wild cadence of those sad tones A whole heart's history was revealed. Oh, sad, that love should come desolating the shrine Where that son of genius worshiped! 116 Poem s TO MR. JOHN F, AND MARY WILSON AN ACROSTIC, Joy again is round our hearth, Once more our brother joins our mirth ; He wandered long away from homo — » Never more will we let him roam. Ah, many a prayer went up for him : Never a day but hope grew dim — Death's cold caress we feared for him. May every blessing be tbine, fair brid*?. And angels fair around tbee glides Radiant hopes will ligbt tliy gloom; Youth's sweetest flowers for thee shall bloom! Whenever sorrows come over thy heart, In Heaven trust, they will soon depart ; Love and hope, young heartSj are thine, Such pure love is almost divine; One home, one heart be thine forever; Nothing but Death can fond hearts sever. 118 Poems, TO MY PHANTOM LOVEK When Sleep's lioly kisses tliine eyelids have prest, When in warm, wanton fancies thy visions are drest, When heard in low breathing thy passionate sigh. Awake from thy dreaming, my spirit is nigh. Awake, and we'll wander together afar, To the wild, dreamy light of a love-lit star, And the burning glow of thy radiant eyes Shall thrill my soul into extncics. Poems. 119 We' 11 float through yon heaven to sun-lit spheres, See night fade in beauty, bedewed with tears, In rapturous bliss, for we'll burst the control That binds to the earth every gifted soul. Enchanted, we'll sail through the moon's pale light. Whilst the kiss of the sun breaks the spell of the night; On the wings of the morning our souls will arise, Till the angels shall welcome us home to the skies! V20 Po£M^.. TO MISS LOU GROSS, Ah! rein in thy charger, impatient to start! Like Diana, tlie huntress, impatient thou art; The curl of that proud lip, the scorn of that eye, The snow of that forehead, so full and so high! Ah, Beauty may claim thee with truth as her queen, For one more enchanting was never yet seen ! There's a glow on thy lips, there's a light in thine eye* Which t<^lls of a spirit proud, earnest, and high; Poems. 121 There 's a bloom on thy cheek of a passionate glow, That speaks the pure spirit that's lurking below; Even cupid himself might succumb to thy sigh, And shrink from the glance of thy wonderful eye ! Thy heart beats a music unknown to despair, And thy smile is as sweet as an angel's at prayer. Dost thou list to the strain that pleasure oft sings? Dost thou care for the homage proud hearts often bring ? Does thy heart bow down at one passionate shrine, And own but one image as only divine? What dreams of the midnight steal over thy thought? Are thy dark starry eyes by sweet memories brought? Has thy heart ever treasured a word or a tone, Of a spell in the past but to thee known alone? 122 Poems. Hast ever counted the long moments o'er For a dear one's return who came nevermore? Oh ! sad are such moments, such dreams of the soul, Which brings us a torture that knows not control. Perchance thou hast never yet yielded to love, Or bowed at a shrine with the faith of a dove. Or felt the deep spell of a long earnest gaze, And longing, yet fearing, thy own eyes to raise; If so you 've escaped all the pleasure and woe That most human beings are fated to know. From thy gifted touch wild music will start, That lingers in beauty like dreams of the heart; It stills the rush of the magical waves. That sweep o'er thy heart's lost, ruined graves — It sway 's on the heart as the moon 's on the tide, And it steals like a star on this life-ocean wide ! Poems. 123 TO >K * 5ji jh ^ O'er no weary waste of feeling Koam no more, sad heart of mine While, the depths of love revealing, All its hopes and faith are thine. In his blue eye dwells a splendor — Angel-light from far off skies ; Dreamy glances, mild and tender, Lead my soul to Paradise. 124 Poems. Young his heart and wildly throbbing Fire of hope in eyes of blue ; Hush ! my soul, thy ceaseless sobbing • Oh, believe his love is true i Nights of sorrow passed in weeping, G-rief hath long my bosom torn ; Still my vigils sadly keeping, All my broken dreams to mourn. Like a ray of moon-light stealing, Soft and clearly came his voice — Stilled my rush of wounded feeling, Bidding heart and soul rejoice. Now my heart, te deum ringing, Gone is every doubt and fear ; — Angel voices ever singing In my soul when he is near. r OEMS. 125 HAUNTED. — A MEMORY. My lonely heart is haunted By many a sweet, sad tone ; With anguish it hath panted To still its wailing moan. My cheeks have ceased their flushing, I smile not as of yore : No more thou 'It see my blushing, For thou art now no more. 126 Poems. I 've lost my quftenly beauty — My life now fades away ; Life claims no more my duty — My form will soon be clay. The years grow dark and dreary, The vales are paled with snow; My heart is sad and weary, My spirit longs to go ! My eyes have lost their splendor In gazing on the tomb ; No more will darkness render A fearfulness to gloom. The solemn stars are shining, The moon lights up the earth, Poems. 127' Yet cease I not repining, That once was full of mirth. I cannot still this feeling That time and space are gone : Thy spirit seems revealing We twain shall soon he one. My heart ! keep still your throbbing ! I know that he is here ; My soul has ceased its sobbing, Since heaven is now so nearl 128 Poem s. LANGUAGE OF THE HEART. The language of the heart is full of love, Taught here on earth by angels from above; It hath a spell of sad and wondrous power To sooth the soul in misery's darkest hour ; Lightly it falls upon the stricken heart, New rapture to the spirit to impart. The language of the heart speaks in the eye, 'T is heard, low breathed, in the half stifled sigh, Poems. 129 Felt in the pressure of the trembling hand As wildly from the loved, the cherished band, We turn and dash aside the parting tear, Leaving behind all that on earth are dear. 'T is not the language of coarse, vulgar minds ; Its breathings are as soft as summer winds; Sweet are the tones of each low, whispered word. By Fancy's children only is it heard ; In the sad requiem of the last farewell, lie v/ail the secret of the heart doth telL It throws a halo round the lips of youth, Of glorious beauty, the bright smile of truth ; Dark eyes it lights up with a holier ray. And gentle blue ones melt beneath its sway ; When the full heart beats low, and the lips sigh, The heart's deep language murmur softly by. 130 Poems. That language breathes from out the flowery sod, Rising like incense to the Throne of God ; It is that far-off music of the spheres, Which the rapt child of fancy often hears., 'T is breathed in all that 's holy, pure and fair, The lover's sigh, the gentle mother's prayer. When glances meet, and not a word is said, But a prized hoard in memory's store-house laid, O'er which we dream as fond hopes fade away Like the last lingering tints of dying day, The language of the heart, who hath not felt ( Its influence, and before its altar knelt ? Poems. 131 TO CARRIE WILSON, By thy forehead white and fair By each tress of amber hair, By thy blue eyes deepest ray, Take from me this votive lay. In thy yonng and guileless mind Beams a spirit pure and kind ; In thy voice, so sweet and low. Music only seems to flow. 132 Poems. Thou art young, and grief nor pain Yet upon thy brow remain ; Years may come when thou wilt know Woman^s lot is dark with woe. I will wish thy life may be Full of beauty^ wild and free : Though dark days come you'll learn Trials unto blessings turn. Poems. 133 LOVE PLAINT. They say that I am dying now ; They say my cheek no roses wear; I know I mourn the broken vow Of one I thought divinely fair. Oh ! tell him that I love him still, Tell him that I forgive his pride ; I bowed me to his stubborn will — Oh ! I would bless him as his bride ! 134 Poems. Yes, tell him that my lips still bless, * Though all my happiness is o'er; Eor him my heart's deep tenderness Remains as ardent as of yore. Poems, 135 THE WATCHER. She watched for his coming, bright flashed her dark eyes ; Oft her red lips were parted with love's saddest sighs ; The sun-light was fading far over the plain — Her heart will break if he comes not again. Her hands were clasped over her agonized heart ; She felt all life's keenness — its sweetness and smart ; She dreamed of the past as she paced through the hall, And waited his coming, oh ! dearer than all ! 136 Poems. Now strains of sweet music are filling the air — Her loved and her lost one must surely be there ! Oh, no ! it has faded in twilight away, And her heart is now broken forever and aye. Poems. 137 TO A POETESS. Long years have passed, and again thou hast come To the olden haunts of thy childhood's home; And the voice I hear, like a wild, sweet song That hath rung through the halls of memory long— - Our childhood's mirth and our girlhood's glee. Come back with thy laughter, dear one, to me. In those starry eyes still I love to gaze, On those midnight curls that I used to praise ; 138 Poems. They are still the same, hut thy hrow hath caught Another trace, as of deeper thought. Fame's clarion-peal on thine ear hath rung, And the laurel shade on thy brow is flung. Five years, five years, oh ! what have they brought To thy woman's heart, to thy girlish thought? Dost thou turn, fair girl, like me, away From the idol you worshiped, to find it clay? Dost thou keep the hopes of thy childhood still. With an infant's trusting and woman's will? Hast thou lived, since then, on those fairy dreams. In the lull of fountains, the song of streams, Till thy spirit caught from their mystic chime, The burning thoughts of music and rhyme — TilMhy dreaming soul hath been steeped in lore That hath filled fame's cup till it mantled o'er? Poems, 139 Thy ideal hopes may have floated by, But thy wild young dreams — ah, they cannot die! For thy burning spirit hath touched a strain Whose every echo fond hearts retain : But I cannot sing all my heart would say, This strain, now hushed, on thy altar I lay. 140 Poems, NATURE AND ART. Beautiful ! thy sacred smiles Have sent composure to my heart; 1 wander to enchanted isles, And find a youth, whose name is Art. O'er charmed seas to ancient isles — O'er seas of air in barques of dream I sail — where, rapt in childi.sh smiles, And eye-bright with Time's morning beam, Poems. 141 The first born child of earth — the youth, Instinct with Love and Life — alone In silent rapture and in ruth, Endeavors to create his Own, Upon a bright elysian slope, He walks in trances, and conceives The childish image of his hope. And in sweet phantasy he weaves Its outer symbol queer and quaint — A branch, torn from the jagged thorn, He takes to shape the phantom faint That in his happy brain is born. Two vines he plucks, and tastes the wine, Until, possessed, to rapture v/rought, 142 Poems, He cries, "My Fancy is divine!" And on the thorn -brancli wreaks his thought. '* These vines shall be her arms," he cries. And grafts them to the thorny stem; Then in his simple extacies He finger-twines and fashions them. And all possessed, he comes and goes, As some wild swallow, when she weaves Her little cottage in the close And shadowy covert of the eaves ; And gathers slender twigs and slips Of plants and tender things to twine; While still his half unconscious lips Exclaim, " My Fancy is divine ! " Poems. 143 He sings, " My happy Fancy warms ! " And weaves with tendril and with bloom, And gives the thorn a guise of arms And hands, that glimmer in the gloom. And humming songs, and chanting hymns. In natural forms of child-conceit;— "Two other vines shall be the limbs," His Fancy saith, " and flowers the feet ! " And twining parasite and thyme, From sun to sun, in light and storm — Without a written word or rhyme — Art's first-born Thought becomes a Form, Of clustering grapes he shapes the head, Of tinted bloom-leaves forms the face. 144 Poems. The lips, a crimson rose dispread — He yearnetli quaintly after grace. He binds a hyacinthine crown, And, kneeling, sets it on the brow ; Then gathering lillies up and down, Saith: "These shall be her thoughts, I trow!'* While he arrays them in her hair; The golden, free, fantastic tress, Whose fine, fair fibres, culled with care, Disheveled, drape her loveliness. Then bears his idol to her shrine, A quiet grotto, strange and still, And sings: "My Goddess is divine!" And loves and worsMps at his will. Poems. 145 Then in maturer mood conceives Another idol and a shrine ; And ever in his heart believes, The last dear idol most divine. Beautiful ! thy blessed smiles, Have sent composure to my heart; 1 leave the poet to his isles, And come to seek thee as thou art. I leave young Art to his conceits, And cross again the charmed sea; For all his dreams are counterfeits — Are wretched counterfeits of thee I 146 Poems, PRAYER. A PRAYER, a prayer for the doomed, With the morn's first light he dies ; Oh, pray for the spirit sad, And the soul that in darkness lies. A prayer, a prayer for that pale girl, Who dies at the close of day; Angels gather round, and waft Her spirit pure away. Poems. 147 A prayer, a prayer for the sailor brave, Who sinks in the foaming main ; The tempest lowers, the sea bird shrieks, He rises not again. But breathe no prayer, no prayer For the babe who sinks to rest; Pray for the heart- wrung mother here, Whose babe has left her breast. 150 Poems. As it had there in frenzied pain been flung. Her feet, like Arab coursers, spurned the ground, Scarce bent the dewy grass beneath their bound ; With agony too deep to be subdued She had rushed out in night and solitude. Years had she knelt to love's wild, maddening sway, Her idol in cold scorn had turned away. Oh woman's heart is fraught with grief and care, Hope smiles on love's birth — on its end despair. Her's was the common tale. She had believed A flatterer's artful words and been deceived. 'T is a wild grief to know an idol changed. The bright chain broken, love and hope estranged. He was cold, gifted, proud ; he knew it well, . And round her soul he threw a magic spell. With gentle eyes he looked deep love on her, Poems, 151 Till at his feet slie knelt a worsMper. He loved her as the bright dream of a day, Then cast her, like a faded flower, away ; He loved her much till she was his alone, But man soon wearies of what 's_all his own. While slept her soul in innocence and truth, He waked her from the quiet dreams of youth ; In her young heart sprang love with its wild pain. That heart could never, never dream again. Her love was held in mockery and scorn, And that, even that, she might have borne. But to behold him at another's shrine, This crushed the soul of haughty Leoline. One night in festal halls he stood apart With one he called the idol of his heart. They seemed the happiest in those halls that night, 152 r E M s. Her eyes looked love, his gleamed with starry-light; And Leoline turned oflP with maddened Jieart, Love, pride, scorn struggled, but the tear would start. Why seemed the stream so peaceful in its flow? Could there be quiet in its depths below? And the stars mocked her, glittering on that stream, They shone as erst in days of love's dear dream. Hope's star had set forever, life was gloom, And that lone river seemed love's fitting tomb. Stole o'er her heart no strain of childhood's prayer? Could she thus die in sin, so young and fair? One murmur of his aame, one look to heaven — Her parting thoughts were to her idol given ; A wild shriek echoed far along the shore, A white arm gleamed — gems flashed — and all was o'er ! Another martyr to love's burning crown, Poems, 1 53 And life the sacrifice by her laid down. Man goes throngli life from dreams of love apart, But oh, the strength and depth of woman's heart I 154 Poems. ON A BOQUET. Fade not ye flowers, supernally fair, Linger awhile in this earthly air; Bloom in the blast of the world's rough weather. Be fragrant forever and ever and ever. Faines ! forever whisper within The happy rose-leaf's holy inn ; linger and whisper alow and close, And tell me your secrets under the rose. Poems. 155 ALINE.— A FRAaMENT. It was a stately mansion In a fair and happy clime, Whose halls were grand with legends Of the old heroic time ; Of cavaliers and heroes, Whose hands had held the brand Of hope and truth in lusty fight In Palestine's fair land; 156 Poems. When Richard of the Lion-Heart, 'Gainst Saladin did wield His battle axe of temper true, On Tabor's rugged field. It was a noble mansion, For sculptured art was there, In carved wreaths of arabesque, Round columns, rich and rare. And there an ancient donjon-keep, Whose ivied turrets high, Loomed darkly and mysteriously Against the azure sky. And druid oaks their shadows cast O'er mouldering walls and moats ; True sentinels unto the last, In somber, russet coats. Poems. 157 These sturdy oaks for centuries The storms of life had borne, But now like solemn mutes they stand, O'er centuries to mourn. They grieve for sire, they grieve for son, They mourn o'er maiden fair, Their earthly races all are run — Yet still the oaks are there. They had seen the infant warrior When his war-horse was a broom, They had seen him ride, a belted knight, To battle and his doom; They had watched by night, and watched by day. For the glimmer of his blade. But never again shall boy or man Seek shelter 'neath their shade. 160 Poems. And now, as by the tower he flies, He to the maiden raised his eyes; He doffed his cap, and bending low His head unto the saddle bow, Then, parting like a meteor bright, He left the maiden sunk in night; Faint, dizzy with her feelings new, A faultering sigh the maiden drew, And gazed from out her casement high, "With throbbing heart and straining eye; But never more, to bless her sight, Keturned that form of life and light. Poems. 161 TO MARY J4f4f4f4^4^N, As PAIR as tlie visions in dreams that rise. Is the beautiful gleam of thy dark blue eyes; Thy chiseled features of Grrecian mold, Like a statue seem of the days of old, And thy sylph-like form and thy queenly grace. New beauties add to thy fair young face. The rippling length of thy long black hair Falls over a forehead like moon -light fair, 158 Poems. O ! where is now the gallant heir Of this mansion and domain; Once sounds of revelry were here Where silence holds her reign, And brimming bowl, and cheerful song, Turned darkest night to day, Till morning brought her jovial throng With whoop and wild hurra. But hark ! a coming footstep falls, Light as a zephyr's sigh, — The heiress of these ancient halls, A fair young girl, is nigh. Her dark blue eye, her classic face, Bespoke her high patrician race, And lightly fell her golden hair Upon a cheek as bright and fair. Poems. 159 As peach-blooms, when they early blow. Ere spring has chased the winter snow ; The maiden graces of her form Had bloomed through sixteen summers warm, Her heart had known nor care nor guile^ Nor sorrow's shade, nor cupid's wile. Such was Aline, as entering there She paused before a casement fair. And gazing out in careless mood, What sees she in the distant wood? The figure of a belted knight, In green and gold, and armor dight, As if he strayed from Arthur's court And in the forest sought his sport ; Swiftly he rides, and now his steed Approaches with the arrow's speed. 160 Poems. And now, as by the tower he flies, He to the maiden raised his eyes; He doffed his cap, and bending low His head unto the saddle bow, Then, parting like a meteor bright, He left the maiden sunk in night; Faint, dizzy with her feelings new, A faultering sigh the maiden drew, And gazed from out her casement high, "With throbbing heart and straining eye; But never more, to bless her sight, Returned that form of life and light. Poems. 161 TO MARY J ^^^^^1^, As FAIR as tlie visions in dreams that rise. Is the beautiful gleam of thy dark blue eyes ; Thy chiseled features of Grecian mold. Like a statue seem of the days of old, And thy sylph-like form and thy queenly grace^ New beauties add to thy fair young face. The rippling length of thy long black hair Falls over a forehead like moon -light fair, 162 Poems. Pure as the shadow of feeling that lies Enshrined in the depth of thy star-like eyes, While droopingly soft and sweetly meek Are the long, dark lashes that fringe thy cheek. Oh ! lady fair of the haughty brow ! Of what is thy proud heart dreaming now? Has love ever leveled his dart at thee. Or sleeps thy soul in tranquility? Does thy heart ever dream of a wilder bliss Than the holy thrill of a mother's kiss? Oh, lady ! lovely and proud and fair ! To each shining tress of thy raven hair, To each graceful line of thy peerless face. Love, love would lend a more beauteous grace j Ay, the light of love in a woman's eye Hath ever a heart-spell holy and high. PoEMSc 16^ TWOPOKTRAITS, She was gazing on the twilight with a sad and long - ing gaze, As she mused on past and future in the evening's purple haze ] And she watched the stars above her as they stole through dewy space, And she longed to ask the meaning of their bright unending race. Heavy round her pale, sweet forehead hung her dark and drooping hair, 164 Poems. And her blue eyes shone at intervals, with strange and dreamy air ; Her young lips parted gently with a look serene and and proud, As soft memories with their love-light all around her seemed to crowd ; For a spell was now upon her of a vision lost and gone, Of a dark eye's dreamy splendor that had once upon her shone. The love like that of heaven she had cast upon the wind, Nevermore to hear the echo for which all her spirit pined ; A wide gulf was now between them — and she knew, alas, her doom — Poems. 165 That tlie faith so coldly broken would e'er haunt her to the tomb. He was standing in the moonlight with his wealth of raven hair, And his falcon eyes were gleaming with a proud and haughty air ; Yet the scornful lip was curling with an anguish wild and strong, For his heart was lashed with fury for a dark and cruel wrong. Time and space were now between them, and he knew that all was past, Yet his heart still wildly claimed her, madly, madly to the last. Had he thought she 'd ceased to love him, oh not thus had been the woe. 166 Poems. But tis own heart by its throbbing told that it could not be so. There 's a chord of deepest sympathy in hearts when love is there, They know each wail of misery, they feel each ear- nest prayer. Now a storm of fiercest anguish swept across his tor- tured brain, For his wild and deep devotion had been all, alas, in vain. Ah, although before the altar she the vows of faith had spoken, Not thus, not thus, by solemn rites, could love's strong ties be broken, Poems. 167 TO AMELIA W.^4f#4^ The ripples of tliy golden hair, Flow softly o'er a forehead fair; Tliy lips have stolen the archer's bow. Thine eyes have caught the starry glow. Bright spirits wandering from heaven, Have kissed thy cheek and sweetness given ; And mortals gaze, and wondering blesa Thy soul's reflected tenderness. 168 Poems, For purely to tliy tender face Love's magic power hatli lent its grace Peace ! while I write this lay for thee, That thou may 'st ever think of me. Poems. 169 LOVE'S MUSINGS. With clasp'd hands o'er a wild and burning brain, I 'm dreaming of a love, proud, hopeless, and vain ; I see a face whose soft and brilliant light Could chase the shadows from the darkest night. His glorious eyes appear like twin stars set Beneath his brow's proud royal coronet j And oh the beauty of that forehead high, Round which his locks in dark luxuriance lie. That manly form of high and noble bearing, 15 170 Poems. And the stern smile of pride those lips are wearing ! Slowly the vision fades upon my sight, And deepest sadness rules my soul to-night. The scene is changed™ and revels wild are heard, Bright, red lips murmur the fond, loving word ; Again his laugh is ringing clear and free, He clasps me in the dance's witchery. 'T was a glad night, I had no thought of pain. But from that night we never met again — Ah yes ! we met, but altered was his air, He saw my face, but found no beauty there. And I — I loved him with my soul's whole power, I gave him all my heart's rich, burning dower — Oh why com'st thou in beauty and in scorn, Thou spirit of the past, when hope is gone? The scene is changed — it is his bridal night, Poems. 171 An eye seeks his with love's own wild delight. That gentle air, that form of winning grace, And the soft beauty of that angel face — Who would not love a thing so fair and bright, Ay, worship such a form of love and light ! His head was bowed, his arm around her thrown, That proud lip murmuring, "my life! my own!" The rite was o'er, upon the ground I fell, The burning tide of grief I could not quell. She was my sister, my sweet, beauteous one, And he my star, my idol, and my sun. The scene is changed — upon the ground I lie — Why did I not in that wild moment die ! How could I live with agony so deep? There was no balm but death's eternal sleep. For now 't was crime, my pure, my holy love , 172 Poems. Pure as the angels feel in heaven above! Oh Grod ! I live with all my weight of woe, 'Tis not the wretched that are first to go, For she, the beautiful, the glad, and free, Has winged her way to Grod's eternity ! The vision now is o'er, my dreaming done, And my souFs phantoms fade out, one by one. Poems. 173 SECOND LOVE. He gazed upon a portrait fair. And the light of other days Went up to flash in those brilliant eyes, And gleam in their midnight rays; And thought he then of the tears he shed, When first his heart wept over her dead? Bright smiled the lips, and the raven hair Swept gracefully back from that forehead high, 174 Poems. Stately and proud; but it mocked him now, As lie turned away with a sigh. In silence she slept, and memory alone Brought trembling back her low loved tone. The^painter's power had caught the witchery Of those eyes so soul-beguiling. Though years had fled, not even now Could he look on those false eyes smiling; For burnt they now with life's proud fire — To him 't was the light of the funeral pyre. From the cold world her soul was hidden. But glowed with a living fire. The harp-chords slept, till his answering tones Swept over her heart's deep lyre. Her'sTwas a love all other loves above ; The rose leaf on life's cup, a woman's love. Poems. 175 The beautiful, the gifted, must they fade Like stars in the twilight of day; Their memory be like the tones of a song That dies faint in the distance away ; Those eyes smiled once in life so bright. But they mocked him now with their glittering light. E'en while he gazed another voice Rang sweet on his listening ear; Ah, man will love, but the spell will pass As stars fade away when dawn is near. The love of the dead was a dream of the past — - The living was before him — his idol, his last. Those blue eyes now that on him shone Laughed with a glad free light, And the trembling touch of that fairy hand 176 Poems. Was his bride's — bright star of his night. Man's love is a strange and mystical thing, And bitter the changes that time will bring. Thought he then of her that was sleeping Her warm young heart in the tomb? Eemorse sweep o'er him and wild regret; Did he weep for her early doom? No ! the spell of her beauty forever was o'er, And he knew that she was loved no more. Poems. 177 TO MAY. May ! those soft and starry eyes Are as blue as the skies, And as bright as the skies ; And I cannot but murmur to myselfj May ? thou art a little elf — Thou art a fairy in disguise! Oh thy softly blended features Are my teachers, 178 PoEjiSc My sweet teachers ; Ever be thy self same self. May, the darling child-queen elf G-entlest creature of all creatures ; Be thyself in winsome worth, In thy wayward, childish mirth, In thy wild, heart-winning mirth ; In thy sweetness be thyself, In thy natural grace, sweet elf, Be a ripple upon the earth ! Poems. 179 THE MOCKERY OF LIFE, The empire of passion we never reveal, The heart's battle-ground we darkly conceal, The world never knows of the struggle of pride ; It never has fathomed the soul's burning tide. It would seek on the brow the whole history of life, But can read little there of the bosom's deep strife j For where find a spirit undaunted to go To the depth of a being still strong in its woe I Ah! little we reck, when the red lips beguile, 180 Poems. That the heart may be silently breaking the while! For the world is a maelstrom, and on it we hurl The heart's burning jewels, the soul's richest pearl, We gaze on the vortex, our treasures are gone. Yet vain are our efforts, stern fate draws us on. For the spirit of Peace can alone still the wave Or the lost treasure bring back again from its grave. Could we look on the future with spirit of prayer It only can live in that tempest of care ; We worship false idols like Israel of old Till like them unto bondage our spirits are gold. Through wild, weary pathways Ambition lures on — Ere we reach its proud summits the rose hues are gone ; 'T is a mockery of life when the soul turns away Poems. 181 From the sunset of pleasure, the last flush of day j We pour forth our heart-thoughts, our life's life for fame, All prized most we barter, for what but a name ! Love's heritage priceless is purchased and sold, Its faith offered up to the demon of Grold ; Our idols we win when long years have gone by — ■ What matters it then ? — we wish only to die ! Oh ! the calm desolation when hope is all o'er, And the future looks drear, that once sun -lighted shore, Where life's crimson tide floats an argosy of tears Wept by eyes early dimmed o'er the crushed hopes of years ; For hope is life's coloring through all its spring hours, 182 Poems. Giving beauty and glory to leaves, birds and flowers. As the meteor of night makes the darkness more drear, So the heart, once love-lighted, doth darker appear. Alas ! love is a thing as accursed as fair, For what is love's blight but tears, suffering and care. Poems, 183 A aiRL'S THOUaHTS. Where, where art thou ! in what far-off clime, My love, at this our trysting time? The sun in his glory has sunk to his rest, And wild thoughts are busy within my breast ; One pale star is glimmering in yon blue skies. As my heart to thee all lovingly flies. Oh ! what are thy musings at eve's soft close, When the earth is hushed in this calm repose. 184 Poems. Thou hast wandered away from thy olden home, To rove neath the blue sunny skies of Rome. Do Italian gales fan thy gentle brow? Dost thou stand on Neverda's proud heights now? Dost thou muse on the banks of that lovely river, So famed in Love's legends, the Guadalquivir ? Oh ! bear not the winds some whisperings of me, To tell thee, wild lover, I worship but thee? Bend those dark eyes now o'er the G-recian plain, Where Homer's proud heroes in fight were slain? Or o'er Iris' ruined temple's site, Where each fallen shaft gleams in mournful white, Where the nymphs of beauty and satyrs bold Held nightly their fabled court of old? Ye wild roving winds that fan my brow. Say, where is my proud lover wandering now? Poems. 185 When beautiful night, like a queen, sends down The starry rays of her jeweled crown, In the holy hush of that quiet hour. Has Memory's spell upon him no power To bring the past with its pleading eyes, And image my face in the midnight skies? Wakes not the past with its dreamings of me? Or slumbers his heart, cold, careless, and free? Tell me, white clouds, that are wandering through Yon starry heaven of deepest blue, Doth that proud head slumber beneath the main, Or say, shall we meet on the earth again? In silence and scorn ye are rolling on, Ye have hidden the moon and her light is gone ! Thus ye have answered — my hope is o'er, And I must not dream of that bright one more. 186 Poems. STANZAS. MERRY was May in tte meadows, On the knolls in the shade of the beech, By the shining and singing fountains. In the breezes that blew from the peach, And beautiful was the blossom, All blooming beside on the lea — The Queen of the May-day meadows, And the heart that was true to me. Poems, 187 Long ago. Come now to the meadows, From the worrying up and down. From the pride, and the pomp, and the turmoil Of the brazen and crazy town ; Found are the breezes and the fountains, And the cool beech-shade capped mound; But the Queen of the May-day meadows, My love, alas ! she is not found ! How blessed were the ways of Nature, How sweet were the glees of the birds, As we romped in the morning pastures. With a mutual kindness of words ; In the clouds are the works of glory, And the green gvass on the ground ; But the meadows are as desolate as death, And the Queen of them cannot be found. 188 Poems TO LIZZIE'S EYES. Those dewy orbs of floating liglit, So wildly, spiritually bright! Ob, wbo can gaze upon them shining, And turn again without repining, Or wish that he might sink away And mix with their etherial ray ! Their waves on either shore lie there Calm, clear and azure as the air, Poems. 189 But laughing in their silent cells, With voices soft as coral shells ; 'T is musical, but sadly sweet, Such as when winds and harp-strings meet. Their lashes droop around their - ves, As if to hide their melting waves ; Still their light in beauty streaming, Like the Day-god's arrow gleaming, Are from beneath them stealing, All their liquid joys revealing. Methinks my soul becomes more bright Beneath the luster of their light, And I 'd my panting spirit lave Beneath their liquid amber wave, To rise again with purer soul Than e'er was formed in mortal mold. 190 Poems. But, ah ! percliance tlie siren sings From out their dreamy, hidden springs. To lure my cheated soul away, And make me all thy beauty's prey — No more to break the mystic spell That binds my heart, alas ! how well. Still, shine out in golden splendor, So bright, beautiful and tender/ That all the stars shall weep again In envy of thy beauty's train : As when Diana's silvery light "Was thrown across the palid Night. Poems, 191 ANNA MAKIA WELBY. Lady, on whose brow of snow Genius sits in Beauty's guise, With thy curved lip's crimson glow, And thy soul-lit sparkling eyesj In thy praises, lady fair, I would string my harp anew, Though my lute and I despair Justice to such theme to do. 192 Poems.' Queenly though thou art, and proud, Gay and graceful though thy mein, Seldom mid the world's gay crown Is thy face of beauty seen — Than with thoughtless ones to share, In the pleasures that defile, Rather some poor heart of care Thou wouldst gladden with thy smile. Fame would crown thee with her bays, For thy wondrous song and sweet, From thy quiet household ways Could she woo thee to her feet; But thou 'dst rather win the praise Of the thoughtful and the pure, Than the thousand fitful rays That Fame's votarys allure. Poems. 193 Yet, oh, lady! is it well, That the gift Grod gave to thee, In thy bosom's inmost cell, Silent and unused should be? No; its dulcet tones and clear. Let them sweep once more the plain ! Many a heart will thrill to hear Its sweet melody again. IT 194 Poems. WIND O'EE aRAVES. A FRAGMENT. Like a child wailing for its mother, moans the wind over and around those fair white sarcophagi, that seem the heart's best affections carved by the hand of death into Niobes of stone. Long droops the shady willows. Surely the Ancient's mythical dream of the hamadryads was not all ideality — the simple creation of fancy ! Is not that mighty love, in- stinct in a mother's heart, typefied in the eternal watchful- ness of those guardians of the dead, that, through the rapid changes of the seasons stand ever constant. Over the hillocks of numberless ones, over marble shafts that art has reared to record great deeds or excelling vir- tues, alike regardless of the sleeper, through the long tan- gled grass gently blows the wind, kissing those green mounds Poems. 195 whose marble entablature tells the gazer that beneath sleeps one who felt the giant stirring of that mighty flame first breathed into man in the Garden of Eden ; — or one per- chance, who has felt the hot glow of patriotism; or per- haps the bitterness in which Genius stamps her impress upon her children ; or may be tells of one whose life, like him of Lorrento, was one long dream of love. Yet what matters it? This is the end of all, and he who stood on Olivet's height to gaze on his serried legions, and on con- tinents to mark what monarchs bowed to his iron sway, slept not calmer in far Helena than he whose sole monu- ment is yon green turf Alike must all bow to the fiat issued in the council of the skies. And as the wind comes laden with the roses breath and the violet's sigh, as a dream of the dead-pictured dreams of fancy, bright with gorgeous imagery dwelling in the heart when lyre and lute were strung: so pass their lives away. Truth, shining like Bethlehem's star with its rich promise of a high honor — a place around the great white Throne. Who can tell what she felt, how lived, how died. And yet how mournful. Unconsciously the eyes fill with tears and the heart saddens at the stern yet sweet lesson of the wind over graves. Is not heard in the clear echo, "All is not here " ? Still wails the winds. Turn then from this green portal of a Future to the wild arena of human hearts. 190 Poems. Is there not dug deep Sin's strong hands, shrouded and covered over by pale remorse, graves of ruined hopes, pala- ces reared of high aspirations crumbled into dust, graves of dead loves, or worse, love whose corpse scorn hath stolen, leaving only gloom whose shades are haunted by the fiend Memory. Mourn not, ye who can weep over the graves of your lost loves. When there is no grave but in the heart, there is a deeper gulf In whose heart is there not some such grave? Statesman proud, with your glance of falcon fire — you on whose tongue nations hung breathless, holds not your heart the grave of your early patriotism? Warmed not your soul when the shining banner of your own aggran- dizement hung before you? And ye men of toil, mourn not your hearts over some cherished dream that cheered your earlier trials? Flatterer at Fashion's shrine, whose mind once soared at higher dreams of great attainments, starts not your soul at the glare of what your boyhood promised ? And woman, with your gentle eyes of love, in your heart are many graves whose record are naught but crosses. Abject as a Russian serf, is often your pure spirit bowed to make the happiness of the one who, tyrant like, inly scorns the endearing patience of your loving evenings. Misty gleaming wrapt the throne like the Day-God, which fades with its wealth of full summer-tide. Sunlight is fad- Poems. 197 ing, low falls away the wind, and the polar star, surround- ing the eve's young brow, will gleam above earth's graves until the storm has swept its farthest cycle-— until in the sound-echoing the grave will tell what fiery hearts went down into its chill depths. Instinctively arises in the thinking mind that day when thinking on death's sleepers, for human intellect ever grasps at the knowledge of that which is hidden. Could the skep- tic teach us to believe his sophistry, that here ends all things, then would the mind, the intellect of man, turn inward with all its intense energy, its subtle cunning, like those Hidalgos who sought of America's impenetrable green shades for means to prolong this life and multiply its enjoyments. They had not turned so calmly away from the dead, to leave them to the holy star-light and the Wind over Graven, 198 Poems. LIZZIE. BY HER MOTHER, The hopes of my youth are departed, For sorrow hath made me its own ; I 'm weary, and sick, and faint-hearted, And pine in my anguish alone. Think not that my days flow in gladness — With a dear one the gladness hath died, That once smiled away all the sadness My bosom could know by her side. Poems. 1^ My darling whose face was tlie brightest Of all 'Death our roof- tree that played, Whose footstep and laugh was the lightest-— My heart in thy cold grave is laid. But one thought still my sorrow doth lighten, I know in the land of the blest I '11 meet her to bless and to brighten — = The child that my heart loved the best. Yes, in heaven no more we '11 be parted, Lizzie, darling, beloved of my soul ! Not till then shall I grow lighter hearted, Not till then shall my joys be made whole, 200 Poems. THE AFTER-THOUGHT. * * * " Stm to the star Of the beautiful three I kneel; But I faint — I faint — too far I" " Fold the old thought. Fold it up forever; close up the book — Into the bosom look, 1*01? all is misshapen that hitherto has been wrought." BSg "^tf v.. I e ^ ^^" '^^^ V ,n_ v\>' -.. V^ r .■ ^.# ;: <^^^ :M <' ■' <^ >. "** 0_\ r^ ""S.^f .s^ %, -s-v:*'. ^ ^J' A (-!>- ^ r .^' m ^ c'^"^ -%^^ ^'^ 0' ^.v. 1 i,^ o 0' ^A >^^- ^/^^t;^^> ' -<<">?;.. ■^ , .J-^'^' ^.. <^ ^^' ■^.