;;:-:. mini. I ^x f%. r^ THE HISTORY WORK OF MITH AND LOVE CHARLESTON, SOUTH CAROLINA, WHICH GREW OUT OF THE CALAMITIES OF THE LATE CIVIL WAR, AND IS A RECORD OF GOD'S WONDERFUL PR VIDENCE. INSTITUTION < ^FOUNDED BY THE ' i ii^ r~v i^ ^ ^ -*- • EEY. A. TOOMEE POETEE, D. D., A. D. MDCCCLXVII. FOURTH EDITION, BROUGHT DOWN TO OCTOBER 1, 1880. NEW YORK: D. APPLETON AND COMPANY, 1, 3, AND 5 BOND STREET. 1882. Mar 2B 06 TO MY MANY HELPERS, THIS RECORD OF A WORK OF FAITH AND LOVE IS RESPECTFULLY, AFFECTIONATELY, AND GRATEFULLY DEDICATED By a. TOOMER PORTER, RECTOB OF THE CHUBCH OF THE HOLY COMMtTNION, CHAKLESTON, SOTJTH CAEOLINA, ASD EECTOB OF THE l^^olp (ITommunioif Cturt!) ^nstituU, " -. FOUND]EI^. W .^LSflft All-Saints'' Day, N'ovember 1, 1874. *^* The Third Edition is nev^ matter from the Seventeenth Chapter, ' Dwell in the land and be doing good. Verily thou shalt be fed.' ' Open thy mouth wide, and I will fill it." A RECORD OF LOVE AND FAITH. CHAPTER I. Ox that fearful night of February IT, 1865, when Columbia, the fair capital of South Carolina, was enveloped in flames, I found myself with my little family amid the fierce and fiery billows which swept over the devoted city. Helpless, almost hopeless, not knowing what terrible fate awaited us, in this frightful extremity God raised me up a devoted friend in the person of Lieutenant John A. McQueen, of the Fifteenth Illi- nois Cavalry, which was the escort of General O. O. Howard. During the entire stay of the Federal army in the blackened and ruined city, this devoted officer never forsook us, giving all the protection he possibly could ; and it was only when the last company of United States soldiers had departed that he took his leave. On parting with him, as he mounted his horse, I placed in his hands a letter, addressed by me to General "Wade Hampton, or any other Confederate into whose custody he might fall. I charged him to retain this on his person, as, in the chances of war, he might find it useful. The story is a long one, and will be found farther on in this record. Suffice it to say here, that ten days after he left Columbia, near Camden, South Carolina, Lieutenant McQueen was wounded in a skirmish, and my letter was the means of saving his life. Hearing of the casualty, I resolved to seek the disabled officer; and, after a journey of over two hundred miles by rail and wagon, and on foot, I found him. Procuring a buggy and a horse, I took him to Ealeigh, North Carolina, where General Joseph E. Johnston sent him 6 through the lines without exchange or parole, in consideration of his noble and humane conduct in Columbia and Camden. After the cessation of hostilities, the Right Reverend Thomas F. Davis, D. D., Bishop of South Carolina, sent me to ^N^ew York in April, 1866, to endeavor to collect a fund sufficiently large to rebuild our Theological Seminary buildings, and restore our library, which had been burned during the war. At the same time, I was charged to raise money for the purpose of establishing a school for the children of the freedmen, which was to be under the direction of the Protestant Episcopal Church. For the first-named object I collected a little over five thousand dollars; and, for the second, a sufficient amount to purchase, in Charleston, the old Marine Hospital building, which I fitted up nicely for a school. The commission for colored people of the Protestant Episcopal Church have paid the teachers from that time to the present ; while about eighteen hundred colored children have attended this school. Here I would state my success in collecting funds for this undertaking was owing, in great measure, to the interest evinced in me by General Howard, an interest which arose from my kindness to his lieutenant. By General Howard I was introduced to Mr. Johnson, then President of the United States, to whose liberal- ity I was indebted for a check for one thousand dollars, paid out of his own private fund, for the purchase of the school-house for colored children. All this, however, was, in the providence of God, only pre- paring the way for me to enter upon a much greater work which He had appointed for me to do. In order that my readers may fully understand, not only the nature and results of my vast undertaking, but the circumstances which led to the same, it will be necessary for me to retrace my steps, and open a sad page in my personal history. On the 25th of October, 1864, the angel of death visited my family circle, and bore to the arms of his heavenly Father, whose pleasure it was to call him, my eldest child, a lovely boy of eleven years of age. Beautiful in person, remarkably lovely in disposition and character, this precious child was one of those spiritualized children whom we see occasionally. But the Fa- ther had need of him ; and, after enduring for seventy-two hours the agonies of that dread .disease, yellow fever, he closed his eyes for ever on the things of this world, to oj^en them in that life which is immortal. Then, indeed, did a shadow so dark, so deep, fall upon our pathway that we could scarcely see to grope our way to clasp the Father's hand, w^hich we knew was extended to us from behind the cloud, in loving and tender mercy. For three long years — years full of unceasing regret for the precious child gone from us — I went heavily all the day, and night after night watered my couch with my tears. Hearts that have experi- enced a similar bereavement can understand how it was that, at this time, life was simply a duty, all pleasure in it being gone. It lias been my custom to spend the anniversary of my child's death at his grave in the cemetery, about two miles from the city of Charleston. On the 25th of October, 1867, I repaired, as usual, to the grave to weep there, little dreaming that I was on the eve of establishing a great institution, which, under God, was to change the destiny of many hundreds. On this occasion I was more than usually afflicted ; when in the depths of sorrow, our heavenly Father graciously put forth his hand, and mercifully led me into green pastures and beside still waters. In the midst of that graveyard, surrounded by those quiet sleepers, I reflected on the present condition of my beloved boy. He had passed through the gates of light, and w^as enjoying those things for which I was only hoping ; knowing, where I was only believing. I thought of the time w^hen, perhaps, the Father may send him to be one of those who shaU lead my spirit through the unknown country. Had he lived and grown to manhood, and become a successful minister of the gospel, at best he could have only worn the crown, and this he already had without the conflict. Calmed and comforted by these pre- cious truths, brought us by our dear Lord, my thoughts then reached out to the boys — the young schoolmates and companions of my precious child. While he was a dweller in paradise, shar- ing in its glories, and partaking of its gifts, they, for the most part, were orphaned by the war, thoroughly impoverished, and growing up perfectly destitute of educational advantages. Their 23arents had formerly sent them to the city or abroad, to be educated, or employed tutors at home ; for, owing to the sparse- ness of the white population, there were no large public nor pri- vate schools in the country places convenient to the plantations. These children, as a general thing, represented the best blood of our land. What a sad change from their former condition ! How pitiable to see them ignorant, uncultured, running wild in the woods ! Then my thoughts reverted to the breaking up of our schools in 1861, by which so many of the Southern youth sustained the loss of education, and had grown up with minds almost entirely uncultured. It seemed to me that boys, whose parents were among the elite of the land, suffered a terrible fall when they were plunged into an abyss of ignorance ; for, the greater the height from which they fell, the lower the depths into which they were plunged. Standing, as we were, amid the utter wreck of fortune, I felt that we must not, if the evil could be prevented, suffer the additional calamity of ignorance. Who, who would come to the rescue of these boys ? The an- swer came, it seemed to me from heaven : " Something must be done, and done at once, and you must do it." I do it ? I have no way ; from day to day I can scarcely procure the means with which to sustain my family. The voice seemed ringing in my ears : " Take up your work and do it." Gradually the light seemed to break upon me, showing me, although then dimly, the way. I remembered that I had at my command a large building, which I had erected before the war as a Sunday-school and an industrial school-house. This I could use for a schoolroom. Then I owned a house, the last piece of projDerty I held of my patrimony, all the rest having been swept away by the terrible whirlwind of war. This building I was renting at six hundred dollars per annum. I determined to give a month's notice to the tenants ; and this house I could devote to an orphanage. Thus, from thought to thought, my duty became plain, and the way growing clearer. As the sun went down, throwing gleams of glory on that little grave, I knelt on the mound, and asked of God that, if the thought and desire were from him, I might be endowed with the wisdom, tlie zeal, the continuity of purpose to carry out the enterprise; and I prayed that the hearts of His people might be open to me. 9 and that thej should not listen coldly, when I pleaded the cause of the impoverished orphan ; or, if this was not an inspiration, let it all pass away as a morning cloud or the fantasies of a fleeting dream. Devoting my life afresh to our blessed Saviour, I arose from my knees and with a lightened heart returned to my home. From that time to this, although never a day has passed in which my thoughts have not dwelt upon my absent dear one, I have never been permitted to grieve for him. I left that pre- . cious little grave ; but I carried with me the glorious resolve, the holy purpose with which I had been inspired while kneeling there, and which inspiration, let me say, has never deserted me, even amid weariness, sickness, and discouragement. O reader, what a lesson you can gather from this experience ! When your heavenly Father chastens you, do not give up in despair ; but ask, " Lord, what is it ? What wilt thou have thy servant to do?" Look about you; see what your work is; then, be up and doing. Do not suffer sorrow to so manacle your hands that you can not put them out to the needy. That night I wrote a circular, and the next day had it printed. It was addressed to the clergy of the State, to whom it was forwarded. I sent one to every section, and, where there were no clergymen, to prominent citizens, asking them to let me know what destitute orphans, half -orphans, and others whose parents were living, but who, for lack of means, could not attend any school, were in their neighborhood. It was soon noised abroad that I was about to establish an Orphan Home. Even my friends thought me deranged. " It can not be done," was the universal cry. Friend after friend discouraged me by prophesying failure. It seemed to them as chimerical as the attempt would be single-handed to build a cathedral in the Desert of Sahara. They had not felt the power of that inspiration of God's spirit which came upon me at that grave. The more they opposed and even condemned me, the more earnest and steadfast I became in my purpose. Soon I was flooded with applications from the country for the admis- sion of boys, chiefly from the low country bordering on the sea, from the sea-island cotton plantations, and from the rice- growing region. 10 One among many letters was very toucliing, and came from a widow. She wrote that, " Sunday as it was, she felt com- pelled to write to me. She had just returned from church, where she had heard my circular read by the rector ; that up to that moment she felt the cloud which overhung her was im- penetrable ; that, if God had not forgotten her, she was at least forsaken. By that circular the clouds had been riven, and a ray of light had come from the Throne of Grace into her darkened heart. She had a fine boy, about fifteen years old ; that his father, before he died, had taken him through Caesar ; but now his education had been stopped, and there was no earthly hope for him. My circular, however, had changed all this, and she was going to send me her boy, whether I could take him or not." In due time he came ; and, to anticipate a little, he was fitted for college. He went to Trinity College, Hartford ; graduated creditably; studied law, and was admitted to prac- tice ; but, giving up all for Christ, he is now a candidate for holy orders in a prominent theological seminary, and will (D. Y.) be admitted in about a year. After carefully selecting my number, giving the preference to the oldest boys, knowing that they had the least time to spare, I consented to take thirty-three, the largest number the house could accommodate. Having settled this, I looked around first for a principal, and Mr. John Gadsden, of Summerville, South Carolina, son of the Rev. Mr. Phillip Gadsden, and nephew of the late Bishop of South Carolina, was engaged. Then teachers, in all eight, were contracted with. A matron was found in Mrs. John Bryan, the widow of a dear friend, and my former warden. Up to this time I had not one dollar, nor did I know where to procure one. When I look back to this period, I can only say that God must have supernaturally nerved me to the work. My circular suggested that I wished first the children of our own Church, then those of other denominations of Christians. The quartermaster of the United States Army, then sta- tioned at the Citadel in Charleston, South Carolina, had brought letters of introduction to me, in consequence of which I had ex- tended to him certain civilities. Hearing of my undertaking, he informed me that he had ordered some iron bedsteads, belong- 11 iiig to the army, to be sold ; that he would biij them in, and send them to me. I accepted his offer, and he sent me one hun- dred of them, and these, with some repairs, I have used ever since. This was the first gift to the enterprise. Here and there I gathered a little furniture, bedding, and crockery ; and asked credit of certain grocers, butchers, and bakers, assuring them that I would not owe more than the house in which the children were to live was worth ; and, if I failed, would close up, sell the building and pay them. On these terms the credit was .granted. On the 9th of December, 1867, the day-school was opened by the Rt. Eev. Bishop Davis. There was a large at- tendance of children and adults in the church, to whom I deliv- ered a written address. Thus we began in the house of God. Soon we had nearly three hundred boys and over one hundred girls in the school. I would here state that this enterprise was not for my sup- port. I do not instruct save in those studies which are of a religious nature. Nor is my labor for pecuniary reward ; it is a labor of faith and love ; and the richest offerings that I receive are the smiles of my heavenly Father, and the grateful thanks of the hearts I have been permitted by Him to gladden. I charged fifty cents a month for each child received into the day-school ; but such then was the poverty of the people that very few could pay even this small amount. I distributed over eight hundred dollars' worth of school-books among the chil- dren, for which I never received one hundred dollars in return. 1 was forgiven the debt, for a part of them, by a generous pub- lisher in l^ew York, and a part I paid for. On the 21st of March, 1868, the first boy came to the Home. He was an orphan, the son of highly respectable parents ; but the poor child gave every evidence of the wild life he had been leading. I shall never forget the shock I received on seeing him ; the degeneracy was even greater than I had imagined possible. That boy remained with us five years : he was two years at Union College, Schenectady, "New York ; is now a medical student in Albany, and a devout communicant of the Church. The thirty-three boys soon came into the Home. When the first five had arrived, taking them into my study, I said : 12 " 'Now, boys, you have come liere as my sons ; you are to be my guests. No one expects to make any money. You are bere to study and to take advantage of this great opportunity. Your spiritual mother, the Church, has opened her arms to shelter you ; she proposes to lead you in the way of life." I remem- bered how shocked I. was, when, a pure boy, I had left my mother's home and care for a boarding-school, to see and read, upon the walls of the premises of one of the most prominent and respectable schools in Charleston, indecent figures drawn and words written. Telling the boys of this, I charged them never to allow an improper figure to appear on these premises ; that I would not attend to this, but they must manage it them- selves. I remarked : " The boy who writes or draws anything improper on the walls needs cleaning, and, although you can not make him clean within, you can typically. You can take him to the pump and wash him well, and, when I hear that you have done so, I will dismiss the boy." In all these seven years I have never seen a word written, nor figure drawn, on the premises. A laughable incident took place in connection with this. About two years ago, Mr. William CuUen Bryant, the poet, visited the institution, and addressed the boys in a most noble speech, after which I told him and his party how success- ful I had been in ]3reventing the boys from disgracing the walls with improper figures or words. Turning to my young charges, I said, " IsTow, boys, have you ever ducked any one yet ? " I was somewhat confounded by the general laugh which arose, and the emphatic declaration, " Yes ! " they had ducked three, but as the offenders had promised faithfully never to repeat the of- fense, evinced much sorrow, and begged hard that I might not be told of their misdeed, as they would have to leave if I knew of it, they had put them on trial without telling me, and these boys had been as good as their word. There was a general laugh at my expense, but with such a record I was willing. I have never repeated the order since I first told the five boys; it has been handed from one year to the next, and is one of the unwritten traditions of the institution. Now begins a series of the most wonderful providences. I would ask my readers to note how the presence of God has been with us through all the years of the life of this institution. 13 how He has used one means and another, at times making us reaKze that it was His hand guiding us, and His voice counsel- ing us ; and if my experience, given in these pages, can only strengthen one fainting heart, and encourage it in energy, pa- tience, endurance, and faith, this narrative will not have been written in vain. If I can make only one heart realize that our Father is not far off, but nigh, that His hand is stretched out still and His ear is open to our prayers, then I shall have com- forted some soul, and helped some one to cling closer to God ; and this will be my exceeding great reward. Up to this point I had been in receipt of little or no money. The tuition fees were only nominal. The common schools of the city were not organized, and my school was filled with free scholars ; it was the largest, indeed the only large one, in the place. I raised in Charleston, through all the first year, only three hundred and thirty dollars for this great work. My ex- penses were increasing, salaries and bills were unpaid, and mat- ters looked desperate. But my courage did not fail, nor did my resolution falter. Faith in God and the belief that He had placed this work in my hands sustained me. How much I bore from doubting and dissuading friends, whose want of sympathy became want of confidence in my success, only God knows ; how many earnest prayers went up to heaven, how many sleep- less nights and waking hours of anxiety were passed, are re- corded only above. The world did not know of my struggles and my anxieties. I maintained a confident exterior, never suffering a thought of failure to enter into my mind. In March, 1868, obtaining a leave of absence from my ves- try, after the boys had aU arrived and matters were organized, I went to the city of Baltimore. I was received with open heart and arms into the family of the Bev. Dr. Mahan, the rector of St. Paul's Church. I told my 'story at St. Paul's, and, when its rector handed me the collection, it amounted to nearly eight hundred dollars. This sum was soon on its way to the South, and unspeakable was the joy which it carried there. In the congregation of St. Paul's, Baltimore, was a gentleman, Mr. Wilkins Glenn, who was owner and editor of the " Balti- more Gazette." He came to me for my plans and statistics ; expressed much delight at this work, regarding it as the best 14 effort of which he had heard from the South. He devoted many columns, day after day, in the " Gazette," to me and my work, and proposed to form an association to assist in carrying ont my purposes. I passed '^ve weeks in Baltimore, preaching in Emmanuel Church and St. Luke's, and obtaining about one thousand dollars from the two churches. Day after day I went from house to house through snow — for we had five snow-storms during my stay in the city — through rain and cold, trudging the wet streets from nine o'clock in the morning until ten o'clock at night. Dear brother or sister, you who have had this trying work to do, let me tell you that many a time I have gone in between the outer and inner doors of the houses, and knelt and prayed for grace and will to pull the bell ; imploring God for strength to overcome this shrinking feeling, this repugnance of the flesh and spirit, l^ow and then my courage has failed me, and I have gone off choked and weeping. I tried to take the ground that I was no beggar, but an ambassador for Christ, doing his work and coming to the Lord's children to place before them an opportunity of laying up treasure in heaven. I acknowledge that the position sometimes brought me scoffs; but, to the honor of Baltimore, I will say that I was received with affec- tionate consideration and generous assistance. I procured in Baltimore and Washington — chiefly in the lat- ter place, from Ascension Churcli, then under Dr. Pinkney, now Assistant Bishop of Maryland — sufficient money to pay all my past dues and to carry me on to June. In that month my supplies became exhausted. In that unfortunate extremity a telegram reached me from Mr. Glenn, requesting me to return to Baltimore immediately, and by the next train I left Charles- ton. I found that Mr. Glenn had been to New York, and suc- ceeded in interesting Mr. Clarkson ^N'. Potter, Mr. William Ap- pleton, Mr. I. S. Thayer, Mr. Charles O'Conor, Mr. William B. Duncan, and others, who had consented to assist in placing me on a firmer footing. Mr. Glenn called a meeting of influential gen- tlemen in Baltimore, and then and there they organized a soci- ety, with Mr. Samuel G. Wyman as its president, which pledged me six hundred dollars a month for three years. I returned to my home with a feeling of happiness animating my heart, and 15 strengthened to proceed with my work. By the faithful fulfill- ment of this pledge I was enabled to get through the first year, having had over five hundred children in the day-school and thirty-three living in the Home, whom I had, for the most part, clothed as well as fed. During that year nine of the boys were confirmed and became communicants. CHAPTEE II. October 1, 1868, began my second year. The school opened with as many pupils as usual, and the same thirty-three boys were in the Home. A few more day-scholars paid their tuition, which was raised to one dollar per month. A few in the Home also paid a trifling sum. On the 1st of January, 1869, 1 refused to take the girls again, and declined in one day one hundred and ten. This was a hard struggle, but I found my means too limited to manage both ; therefore, with great reluctance, I gave up, for the time, this precious charge. Mr. Glenn kept up faithfully his monthly remittance of six hundred dollars a month, which was, of course, a great assist- ance, but it was not enough. Therefore, I went to 'New York in November, 1868. JN^ow my past introduction through Gen- eral Howard availed me much, and I was able to collect about three thousand dollars. "While in J^ew York an advertisement from a Charleston paper was sent to me, of the proposed sale of a building immediately in the rear of the Church of the Holy Communion. I knew that if this work was to be continued that building w^ould be essential to me, for over two hundred applicants were waiting on me to consent to take them into a house which held thirty-three. Seeing that the terms were one third cash, and the balance in three years, I made known my wants to God, and telegraphed to a friend to buy the house if the price did not exceed five thousand dollars. I had not a cent with which to meet the payment, but the house was purchased, and I was informed that, as soon as the papers were made out, I would have to pay seventeen hundred dollars ; the house cost 16 five thousand one hundred and fifty dollars. When I ascer- tained how mnch I had to pay on my purchase, I sought my very dear friend Mr. John D. Wolfe, and told him all my plans. His name calls up in the memory of hundreds the image of one whose ear was ever open to every story of work for the glory of God and the good of men — a man who, as he lived on, ripened more and more for the inheritance of the saints. Full of love and generosity, he scattered of his abundance through- out the land; and, though dead, he yet liveth in the institu- tions he founded and fostered. Never seeming to weary, how- ever many appeals were made to him — and their name was legion — ^lie was full of humanity. After patiently hearing my story, he remarked, " You are as bad as the bishops — a sort of stand-and-deliver man." Then, turning to his desk, he filled up a check for one thousand dollars, saying, as he handed it to me, "If you are good for anything, you can pick up the other seven hundred dollars." This amount was raised in time, and, at the expiration of the three years, the house was paid for. During this year nothing of consequence happened save that I received into the house just purchased thirty-one more boys. When I began this work, I was determined that I would allow no espionage — that I would throw the boys on their honor en- tirely. I told them, from the first, that the key of their dor- mitories was on the inside; that they need never go out of second-story windows by means of ladders at night ; that no one was watching them ; that, if they went out after hours, they must leave the house by the front-door, remembering always, as they crossed the threshold, that God and their conscience knew they were violating a trust, and, if they could do this, sooner or later, I would find them out, and they would leave the institu- tion immediately. All the boys who have left have given me their assurance that never, while inmates of the Home, did they absent themselves after hours without permission. This is an- other unwritten tradition of the institution ; and a boy who, under such circumstances, would leave the Home at night would be compelled, by the pressure of the public opinion of the boys, to leave altogether. Is not the boy here laying a foundation of truth and hio-h-minded honor on which the man will rear a 17 noble structure? Will not these bojs make valuable men? For, as tlie poet tells us — " As the twig is bent the tree's inclined." An incident occurred this year which illustrates the tone of the institution. Tickets of admission to the theatre had been presented to two of the larger boys. The principal permitted them to go, and waited for them until their return. When they came, both were seriously under the influence of liquor. This was Friday night. On Monday, after the usual daily service, Mr. Gadsden came into the vestry-room and said that he had a disagreeable fact to lay before me. Hearing all the particulars, I told him to leave the matter to me. During the day I staid about the premises, treating these young men as though I was not cognizant of their misdemeanor. The next day, after morn- ing prayer, while I was still in the vestry-room, they came in, and under great embarrassment opened their case to me. They stated that they had gone into the saloon adjoining the theatre, and, as it was a very cold night, each had taken a drink. Being unaccustomed to the use of ardent spirits, they liad been over- come by the potion. They said they did not feel that at their age — one was nineteen and the other twenty — they had done so very great a wrong in taking the drink : the wrong was in go- ing into a bar-room at all. It was a breach of confidence ; in this they had transgressed, and feared they had lost my respect. They were willing, they said, to submit to any punishment I was prepared to inflict. Perceiving that they were deeply moved, I asked them if this confession was of their own volition. They replied, " Entirely." I asked if this would ever again occur. *' I^Tever," they replied, " while under your charge." " Then," said I, " young men, your offense is as freely forgiven as it is fully and honestly confessed ; we will never refer to it again." I saw the big tears roll down their cheeks, and, as they pressed my hand, their hearts were too full for words. At that moment everything was gained, and these two young men were patterns in the school until they left. I learned at that time the full value of our heavenly Father's forgiveness to a truly penitent sinner. Since then, one of these young men, now a respectable citizen, called to see me, and remarked that this occurrence was 2 18 the turmng-point of his life ; my course with himself and his young friend conquered them, and they would have died sooner than have offended again. It had made a lasting impression on their minds and hearts, and had a most happy influence on the institution. During this year fourteen youths were confirmed ' and became communicants. The society in Baltimore was prompt in its monthly pay- ments; and with about fifteen hundred dollars collected at home, and amounts which came from various parties at the Korth, I got through the year, owing but little at this time. Although I was fitting boys for college, I had no expectation of sending them, but sought only to prepare them thoroughly for business. One of the many striking incidents of Divine Provi- dence, however, now occurred which has led to great results. I received a letter from the Rev. Mr. Huntington, Professor of Greek, in Trinity College, Hartford, Connecticut, asking if I had any boys ready for college ; if so, I must send him four. Their tuition and room-rent would be remitted, and he, through a brotherhood, would provide one hundred dollars each for their support. The finger of God appeared to be pointing the way ; therefore, I sent them on in September, Mr. William P. Clyde, of J^ew York, passing them free on his line of steamers. During this year the difficulty with which I had to contend at home was a constant prophesying of failure. I was no longer accused of insanity ; now it was only rashness. The opinion was freely expressed that a work so gigantic must prove a fail- ure. Those who have engaged in large undertakings know how discouraging such prognostications are. When you are strug- gling, as if for your very life, amid the rough billows of en- deavor, needing some word of human sympathy, some kindly voice to cheer you on, these " miserable comforters " are not calculated to strengthen you. I can well understand the feeling which prompted Mohammed to reply to the question of his second and more beautiful wife, " Do you not love me better than you did Kadijah ? " " No, by Allah ! " exclaimed Moham- med ; " she believed in me when none else would." Ah ! my friends, even this Arab knew how precious a thing it is to be believed in. Perhaps our people were not to blame. They were under that most discouraging cloud, poverty ; they had 19 seen their liopes blasted and their pLans frustrated. .Measuring this vast enterprise by my visible means, they honestly believed that the undertaking would prove a failure. But, while they walked by sight, I walked by faith, trustingly following where my Lord and my God led me. Thus closed our second year. CHAPTER III. Two incidents worthy of note occurred during the second year of the life of this institution. They both convey a valu- able lesson, which I trust my readers will lay to heart and profit by. I had preached in Emmanuel Church, Baltimore, on a cer- tain Sunday, in behalf of this work. On the following Thurs- day the Rev. Dr. Randolph brought me six hundred and five dollars as the result of my appeal. Handing me the amount, he said : " My brother, you will, of course, be thankful for these six hundred dollars ; but here is a check for one hundred dollars which might have been one thousand without inconvenience to the giver." Thus he ran through the different contributions of various parties. When he came to the five dollars he said : " This is the most precious of all ; it is the gift of a washer- woman." When lie remonstrated with her, saying she could not afford such a sum, she remarked " It was the Lord's, not hers, and that she freely gave it." She then told her pastor the following story: "As I preached she became interested and said to herself she would give to me all that was in the ' Lord's box.' It seems she had a box which she called the * Lord's box,' in which she was in the habit of depositing a certain percentage of all she made by her daily labors. As I continued to preach, she added to her vow an offering of all she made in the next three days. On Thursday morning she counted up her gains, and found she had made three dollars. On looking into the ' Lord's box ' she found two dollars ; so, adding the two sums, she brought them as her offering to the cause of the widow and the orphan." -I asked to be permitted to call on this woman, 20 but the rector said she would be hurt if she thought I knew this history. Therefore, I could only ask God's blessing on her, and commend her in my prayers. Reader, have you ever done like this ? Is this the manner of your faith and love'? What sacri- fices have you ever made in bringing gifts to the Lord's treas- ury? "Will you not let the example of this humble woman, whose name is written in heaven in letters of light, and who will shine among the redeemed, stimulate you to emulate her self-sacrificing charity? This circumstance convinced me that theologians may war upon words, but while such hearts are at- tuned with love the Holy Ghost still abides in the Church, and the Church is safe. A second circumstance occurred in a different sphere of life. I preached in Grace Church, Newark, 'New Jersey, during the rectorship of the Kev. Dr. Hodges. I was staying with a friend, who, the next morning, came into his study, where I was sitting. The tears were coursing down his cheeks, and, taking my hand in his, he said : " I thank you for coming here ; you have helped to form the character of my child." Of course I was much sur- prised, and asked an explanation. He said : " It is my custom, when my daughters arrive at the age of seventeen, to give them a watch, and, wlien they are eighteen, to present them with a chain and trinkets. My daughter arrived at the latter age last w^eek ; and I told her to go to Tiffany's and select a chain and such trinkets as she wished. Last night, when you preached, my daughter was much affected ; and begged me, instead of giving her the chain and trinkets, please give the amount to you. I told her no ; they were all excited with sympathy. I feared it was an impulse which she might regret ; to sleep on it, and see how she felt the next day." The next morning, it seems, just before my friend came in to me, his daughter had taken him into the drawing-room, and, throwing her arms around his neck, said, with tears : " Oh father, give Mr. Porter all the money, and please make it a great deal more ! " He cautioned her that he would not give her the chain and trinkets again that year; but she persisted, and he did give me the amount and a great deal more. Here, reader, is another ex- ample, perchance in your own sj)here of life — the first sacrifice laid at the foot of the Cross. How many, for Christ's sake, 21 have you laid there ? That young lady is now a happy wife ; and well may her husband rejoice in the possession of so great a treasure. May God grant them His blessing now and for evermore ! To anticipate a little. An incident occurred in October, 1874, in the same church, which I will relate here in this con- nection. I preached to a full congregation, and heard many expressions of pleasure. Kind and gratifying as such evidences of good-will are, when unaccompanied by substantial help, they avail but little, for they will not feed one hundred hungry boys. The rector gave me his check for fifty dollars ; his wife gave me a marriage fee of ten more ; a Presbyterian lady gave me fifty; and a lady from Georgia, who was present, sent me twenty. Save these sums, not one dollar came from that con- gregation. In the evening, however, when I was leaving the rector's house, a colored servant-girl, who had come from the South with her former employers, followed me to the door, and slipped into my hand a parcel, which I saw was money. I said to her, " Oh, I do not look for any aid from you." She replied, " May I not be permitted to do my little for your cause ? " Of course, I did not rebuff her ; and, on examining the parcel, I found that it contained a five-dollar bill, rolled around a paper, on which were written the following words of one of our hymns : " We give Thee but Thine own, Whate'er the gift may be ; All that we have is Thine alone, A trust, Lord, from Thee. " May we Thy bounties thus As stewards true receive ; And gladly, as Thou blessest us, To Thee our first-fruits give." I was moved to tears by this offering. Of all that congre- gation, only this humble servant was found to show her faith by her works. Despise not thy brother and sister of low degree ; Christ's jewels may be among them. 22 CHAPTER IV. I WILL here give my testimony as to the uniform kindness, consideration, and affection with which I was treated from my first visit by my ^N^orthern friends. Men and women, of every political association and of every grade of society, vied with each other in paying me attention. If there was any bitterness of feeling toward the South, I have not met with it. It is true, I never felt that the civil war was a personal contest. I enter- tain no bitter feelings myself. The little coal of Christian charity in my own heart I carried to place beside the coal I might find elsewhere ; and I did find many such coals ; so that a blaze of real love has burst forth, and to-day I have a sincere affection for many friends at the North, who have given me ample proof that this feeling is reciprocal. My work, under God, in addition to the good it has done at home, has been the means of bringing together many hearts which had been es- tranged ; and for this I thank God, feeling that I am doing the mission of an ambassador of the Gospel of Peace in so holy a work. I met a few persons whose hearts were not the sanctu- aries of love and charity, by whom I was received coldly, some- times rudely ; but such cases were exceptional. I would here give a few words of encouragement to any brother who may have a similar work to do. Appealing for aid is the hardest and most unpleasant task that a bishop or priest of the Church of God has to perform. Hard, indeed, it is for them to leave their study, diocese, and parish, to say no- thing of their family, and day by day trudge through the streets, from morning until night, often gathering nothing, laying plans only to find them come to naught — sometimes meeting with chilling rebuffs, and sometimes with rudeness and insult. Far harder is this than to give a check, which, however liberal the Christianity of our day, is seldom so large as to cause serious in- convenience to the donor. On the other hand, the cases of Christian courtesy and warm-hearted sympathy are frequent, and these obliterate all painful memories, causing us to remem- ber only the lights and none of the shadows of the picture. To cheer us we have, too, the certainty that an overruling Provi- 23 dence is with us ; for often, when our best-laid plans fail, help comes in some unexpected way from sources we had done no- thing to reach, and from which we had no right to expect any- thing. Thus God would teach us that not by our zeal nor our wisdom does he build, but by his own might and by his own counsel. We have come now to the third year of our life as an insti- tution. I should have noted that, at the close of the first year, my matron, Mrs. Bryan, obtained a more eligible place in an institution under a distinguished oculist in Baltimore; and Miss Septima S. Seabrook, the accomplished daughter of ex-Gover- nor Whitemarsh B. Seabrook, took charge of the Home, where she has resided ever since. It would be ungracious in me not to express in this record my profound appreciation of her most distinguished merits. A true-born w^oman, a lady by birth, education, and association, with a heart full of tender sympa- thy, she exercises a most wonderful influence over her charges. I really do not know how we could have brought our institution up to its present high grade of moral and social excellence but for her example. In fact, we have had a very remarkable com- bination. The principal, descended from that grand old Revo- lutionary stock, has inherited all the fine traits of his honored ancestry. A Christian gentleman and a scholar, his place could not be filled. He is invaluable to me ; yet I live in yearly dread of his leaving the institution to enter upon wider fields of usefulness. In our teachers we have had a corps who have done credit to themselves and have greatly benefited the school. Our dear doctor who, in rain and sunshine, cold and heat, never wearies in his daily visits, has contributed by his presence to inspire a manly, courteous demeanor in those w^ho are often his patients. Those who know how impressible the young are, and how apt to catch the tone of their associations, can readily under- stand what a great benefit it is to the institution to have the presence of ladies and gentlemen of culture, courtesy, and refine- ment. During the month of September, 1869, we had made ar- rangements to receive over seventy boys into the Home. Find- ing that our kitchen was too small, our dining-room also, and that we were cramped for sleeping room, I determined, although 24 not yet out of debt on the purcliase-money of the house, to be- gin to enlarge and improve it. This I did at a cost of five thousand dollars ; and in a couple of years, by special efforts at home and abroad, I raised the money, and paid for the improvements ; so that now we have accommodations for one hundred boys in the Home. Supposing that I could still rely upon the systematic aid from Baltimore, I made my arrangements accordingly. About the last of September, however, a week before tlje fall opening of the institution, I received a letter from Mr. Glenn, of Balti- more, saying that circumstances would prevent his further aid- ing me. This was a staggering blow. I was collecting a little more money at home. I had requested all who had children in the institution to give me a conscientious statement of the most they could contribute toward the support of those children. But, really, I was almost penniless. No one, save my wife, knew of the unpleasant tidings. We opened the school as usual : I confess that I had a trembling and fearful heart ; but had not God been gracious to me ? I knew that his resources had not failed ; that the cattle upon a thousand hills were his ; therefore, my faith did not desert me. Going to Baltimore as soon as I conveniently could, I laid the matter before some of the members of the association. They at once assured me that, whatever others did, they would continue their assistance. Gathering a little help, I then came on to 'New York, where I met with a generous response, receiv- ing enough money to carry me through a few months. The most essential aid, however, came from Mr. William P. Clyde, who donated a supply of groceries sufficient to last seven months. His liberality did not end here ; he passed my boys on his steamers to New York, on their way to Hartford, and back again to Charleston. This year I sent a young man to Trinity College, Hartford, who graduated, and is now a student of theology — one of the candidates for the holy ministry from the Diocese of South Carolina. Sixteen youths were confirmed, and became commu- nicants. In the month of February, when I had reached a very low ebb, I received a summons to Baltimore. Here comes in an- 25 other signal providence. Mr. Caleb Dorsey had died, leaving about thirty thousand dollars to be distributed through the South. One of the trustees was ex-Governor Ligon, of Mary- land. This gentleman had known me when I was a very little boy in 'New Haven, at which place my mother resided for sev- eral years with her family, after my father's death. Governor Ligon remembered those days of his college-life ; and, hearing that I was engaged in this w^ork, sent for me, and, after learn- ing all the particulai-s, gave me a check from the Dorsey estate for three thousand dollars, which relieved me from the distress caused by the withdrawal of the regular monthly aid from Bal- timore, and assisted in paying for the addition to the Home. By this time some of my boys began to pass out into life, . fitted to support themselves, having had a pretty good drilling in arithmetic, writing, reading, and spelling, with some knowl- edge in grammar, history, and geography ; and, I trust, possess- ing that which is of so much higher importance, the ground- work of a religious and moral life. Since then, over sixty have found places in counting-houses and on farms, and I have had the testimony of their employers that they are a credit to their teachers and their training. Indeed, a passage through this in- stitution is now a passport to business success, owing to the high tone of the establishment. Such a work as this necessarily has its shadows as well as its lights ; and as a faithful chronicler I must set down both. This year I met with a great trial in a false accusation brought against me. There are always people to be found eager to impute wrong motives to good deeds, and ready to call light darkness. Finding that they had proved false prophets, the carpers and cavilers now accused me of making money out of this work, for which. I was spending and being spent, giving to it not only my time and my energies, but my private means also, sometimes not knowing from what quarter more was to come. Kind friends brought to my notice this cruel slander. He, to whom all hearts are open, and from whom no secrets are hid, knows that my hands are clean in this work, even as my motives are pure. My books are open for the inspection of all who wish to see them. I desire to hide nothing from the world of this my great work ; and I know that I can hide nothing from my 26 heavenly Father, who has so graciously sustained and cheered me in my undertaking. While an over-sensitive nature was sorely wounded at the grossness of the charge, yet I kept on the even tenor of my way, and lived down the libel, as a true man can always do. As human nature is the same everywhere, I record this for the encouragement of any brother who may have to undergo a like experience. Mr, Charles O'Conor had, for three years, been a regular contributor to this work. I had never seeti him, but, being in 'New York in the fall of the year, I called on him, introduced by the Hon. Clarkson N. Potter, M. C, to whom, as much as to any one, this institution is indebted ; for he w^as one of the largest and most constant contributors in the incipiency of this work. Mr. O'Conor is a Roman Catholic, and I feared that he might not understand I was a Protestant, and that the boys were under the influence of the Episco]3al Church. Therefore, I brought this fact to his notice, as I did not desire any one to contribute under a delusion. His answer was characteristic. "Why, sir," he said, "I am aware of that fact; but you are saving a class of representative people, a class that no section of this Union can afford to lose. We, at the N^orth, are as much interested as you of the South in their preservation ; and, as a great political movement, I gladly contributCj and wish I could do much more for you." During this year I sent to Albany, New York, and engaged a young man, a graduate of the State l^ormal School, as one of my teachers, and he has been with me four years. My purpose was twofold. Owing to the war, our young men at home had not received the advantages of a systematic education, and were therefore not qualified to teach. It is a grave error to suppose that any and all, never mind what their previous mental training has been, are qualified to become instructors of the young. The child who is placed in the hands of incompetent teachers has a wrong done to him, from the effects of which he rarely recovers. Precious time is taken from him which can never be returned, and he goes mourning all his days, because of these w^ell-mean- ing, but, alas ! sad educational bunglers. I have dwelt some- what on this matter, being interested both in tlie youug and in education. I desire to impress upon the youth of the South, 27 male and female, that, if they expect to resort to teaching, it is their duty to train themselves for the work. The disastrous termination of the late war has thrown upon the South too many "prentice-hands" in this important business — a business which, to be really successful, must be carried on by master workmen. Believing this, I obtained a trained mathematical teacher, and the result has been all that I anticipated. Another object was to show my numerous and generous friends at the North, that a E'orthern teacher, going to the South as a gentle- man, could teach and be honorably treated by the children of the best people of our land. The trial has been a success, and the fact is duly appreciated at the North. During this year we had a class of eighteen for coniSirmation and communion. Thus we closed our third year, having had more than eighty boys in the Home, and over two hundred in the day-school. CHAPTER Y. In October, 1870, we began our fourth year, with over ninety boys in the Home, and the usual number of day-scholars. I went to Baltimore in November, but met with little success in collecting money — the people had begun to complain of dull times ; only Mr. S. G. Wyman continued to assist me. This sudden shutting up of purses was unaccountable to me ; I did not then understand it, but now I do. Providence was pointing me to a wider field, and to a broader work for me to do. Fail- ing to procure the needed assistance in Baltimore, I came to New York. Even in this opulent city I found the task of col- lecting money a very difficult one. I was told that it was a bad time to undertake it, but, let me say, I have never yet been able to find a good time for that purpose. Excuses for not giving seem to rise naturally to the lips of some persons. " There are so many calls," they tell you — an answer which is given to all applicants, and thus none are helped. I remember, on one oc- casion, taking a letter to a certain party from his rector. He excused himself by telling me how much he had recently given : 28 thirty tliousand to this object, live thousand to another, four thousand to a third, and so on. He estimated his liberality at about forty thousand dollars. I deprecated his giving me any reasons ; I was quite willing to believe them good. He insist- ed, however, on enlightening me on the subject of his gifts, when his conscience seemed to smite him, and he began to tell the conditions on which each sum was to be given. Such were the conditions, in each case, that I had sense enough to know that his bank account would not be much lessened by this forty thousand dollars promised. I learned afterward that he really did give away about five thousand dollars. I left his home meditating on the self-deception of poor human nature, and how prone it is to cheat itself into believing that it has done what it knows it ought to do. After a long and vigorous effort, I succeeded in gathering money enough to carry me on until April, Mr. Clyde still fur- nishing me with groceries, and passing my college boys on in his steamers. I have never but once asked permission of any of the clergy of ISTew York City to plead my cause in their pulpits ; and none, save the following, ever invited me to do so : the Rev. Dr. Dix, Rector of Trinity Church, by whose invitation I preached at Trinity ; the Rev. Dr. Morgan, of St. Thomas's, by whose invitation I preached in the afternoon ; the Rev. Dr. Thomp- son, Rector of Christ Church, by whose invitation I preached in that church at night ; and the Rev. Dr. Washburn, by whose invitation I preached at Calvary in the morning. The Rev. Dr. Morgan did me the kindness to write an appeal in the " Church Journal " and the " Churchman " ; but my brethren of the clergy have not been very great helpers to me in this work. Much of my aid has come from the merchants. Going from store to store, and from counting-house to counting-house, thus have I passed many anxious, weary days and months, none but the Master knowing how much real suffering of mind and body was endured. Considerable help has come to me from my Pres- byterian, Congregational, and Unitarian friends. I record this with gratitude. During this visit another very remarkable event occurred. The aid to my boys at Trinity College having been withdrawn. 29 I thought I had sent my last boy to college ; for the load of carrying the school, and then to be responsible for their college expenses, was getting to be too burdensome for my strength. I was dining with my friend Mr. Howard Potter, at whose house the Kev. E. I^. Potter, D. D., President of Union College, Schenectady, happened to be spending the day. He had be- friended me when he was rector of the church at Bethlehem, Pennsylvania ; having sent me, imsolicited, five hundred dollars and a box of valuable clothing. Pie asked me " if I had any boys ready for college ? " I replied that I had five ; but I had no hope of sending them, as my resources at Trinity were cut off. He told me to send them to him, and they should be no expense to me save for their clothing. I afterward learned that he pro- jDOsed to feed them at his own expense and at his own table. Here was indeed a glorious opening ; for he promised to take five annually. It can readily be perceived what an impulse this gave to me and to the institution, and what an invaluable bene- factor Dr. Potter has been to the State and to the Church. I sent him five boys, and since then, up to this date (October, 1874), fifteen have been at Union College, Schenectady. Two are now at Albany, New York, studying medicine ; one, who has led his class in the engineering school, graduates in March next ; one more youth will come up in January, 1875 ; one in March, 1875 ; and six (D. Y.) next September, 1875. Miss C. L. Wolfe, the daughter of Mr. John D. Wolfe, most generously donated to Union College fifty thousand dollars, to be invested ; and on the interest of that fund my boys are boarded, being no expense to me save for their clothing. My fervent prayer is that God will bless Dr. Potter ; and that he will also bless the generous benefactress for her noble munificence, which is doing so much to aid in lifting up the long prostrate State of South Carolina, Some of these youths are looking forward to the ministry. Indeed, I have at this time six candidates for holy orders, and postulants for admission to be candidates — all gradu- ates of the Holy Communion Institute. During the summer of this year (1870), I enlarged the school- house by adding four rooms, 20 x 20 feet, well ventilated, and built of brick. I had no money ; but these rooms were a ne- cessity to my work, and I trusted the goodness of God to assist 30 me in paying for them. I have managed to pay two thousand dollars on this building, but one thousand is still due, and, if this should meet the eye of any one charitably disposed to relieve me, it would indeed be a great cause of gratitude to have it paid. I leave the matter with God, by whom this work has been be- gun, continued, and, when ended, I humbly pray that it may be his blessed will, and not by the folly or mismanagement of my- self, nor of any one who has charge of it in the future. This Orphanage and School has had a visible effect upon the welfare of the parish. I have been compelled to enlarge the church to accommodate the congregation and the scholars. When we be- gan, in 1867, we had but seventy-four pews in the church ; now we have one hundred and thirty-eight. I must mention one or two incidents showing the providence of God over this enterprise ; they are only illustrative. Should I mention all the ways by which God has led me, this record would be extended to undue limits. I owed a bill, for necessary kitchen utensils and other matters to the amount of two huu:: dred and forty-nine dollars and fifty cents, which had been due for a length of time, much to my annoyance. I was aware that the parties to whom I was indebted had but little capital ; and they had been very considerate in not pressing me. In- deed, this has been singularly true of all those to whom I owed money ; cheerfully waiting my own time, thus they have helped me considerably. Being in daily expectation of a demand for the amount, and not having been able to save it, I made this a subject of earnest prayer. I was writing a sermon one Satur- day afternoon, when the thought came suddenly into my mind that it was time to pay this bill, and perhaps, if I went to the post office, I might find letters for me containing money. I became so impressed with the idea that I would be thus fortu- nate that, putting down my pen, I went to the office. We had no street-cars then, and of course I could not afford to keep a horse or conveyance, and therefore I walked a mile and a half for my letters. I found quite a number in the office, and the first was from " James Saul," dated Philadelphia. I had then never heard of this gentleman ; since, I have known him well as the Eev. James Saul, for whom I entertain high esteem. This letter stated that one of my circulars had been sent to him 31 b J a friend in New York a year before ; that it had lain on his desk quite long enough, and now he inclosed a check for one hundred dollars, to help on my work, if still in existence. The next letter was from the Eev. Dr. Pinkney, Kector of the Church of the Ascension, Washington, D. C. He wrote that he had one hundred and fifty dollars over what he needed for some certain object, for which he asked an offering, and he did not know any work he would rather help than mine. Here was just the amount I needed, with fifty cents over. The bill was paid in a few moments. I gave thanks to God, and was cheered and encouraged by this manifestation of his care. The friends who had predicted my failure were now silent spectators of my work, and began to have some expectation that it would probably go on. During the spring of 1871, I was compelled to come to the I^orth, where I obtained a little help. I also collected about three thousand dollars at home this year ; but we closed up and opened in October, 1870, with the incubus on us of eighteen hundred dollars due for current expenses. A large class were confirmed this year. CHAPTEK YI. And so we began our fourth year, with over ninety boys in the Home, and the day-school as full as usual. In E'ovember I came on again to ]^ew York. I found that my work was be- coming more difficult. !None but our poor missionary bishops who have had this trying work to do know of the labor, the anxieties, the disappointments, of such a task. I do not believe that anything short of the most powerful convictions of duty, and the strengthening power of the Holy Spirit, can enable a gentleman to undertake this work. It is astonishing how ap- peals to the pocket show the state of the heart ; how they bring out bad breeding and want of courtesy in some, and kindness and Christian sympathy in others. Sometimes you are helped grudgingly and of necessity, as it were ; sometimes with a man- ner which makes the gift more galling than a refusal; and 32 sometimes with so much cheerfulness and alacrity that you are made to feel that the favor is all on the side of the giver, and not on that of the receiver. Cases like the following, I trust, are rare. I give it to show what has sometimes to be endured in a work of this kind : A distinguished presbyter had given me a strong letter of recommendation and introduction to Mr. . I w^as told that this gentleman was immensely rich, not generous, but that my introduction would certainly bring some aid. Thus armed, I called. I was kept waiting in a cheerless anteroom for nearly a half hour before the master of the house appeared. As the old gentleman came in, he said : " Well, sir, I have received your card ; what is it ? " I handed him the Kev. Dr, 's letter of introduction, which taking very ungraciously, he read a sentence or two, glanced at the signature, and said : " Yes, this is the signature of Dr. " ; then, crumpling up the un- read letter, and forcing it into the envelope, he thrust it at me, saying, " There are so many impostors going about, I can not attend to it." Utterly unprepared for so gross an insult, and feeling that I had done nothing to call it forth, I was naturally exceedingly indignant. Fortunately for me, I had read that morning the book of the prophet !Nehemiah ; and there it is re- corded that, when l^ehemiah stood before the king, he asked him why he was of such sad countenance, and, ere he answered, he sent up a prayer for wisdom. At this moment, the story of l^ehemiah flashed through my brain ; restraining myself until I was perfectly cool, I then said : " Sir, if my personal appear- ance and my manners do not indicate the gentleman, then I am unfortunate enough not to indicate my social position. Know- ing how often, in this great city of New York, you are liable to be deceived, I fortified myself with that letter, as much for your protection as my own. But, sir, the indignity offered me does not touch me as much as your friend who has introduced me ; and I feel that I must vindicate him. Again, sir, I would do you some good ; and I have a message to you. It is an apostolic injunction to be courteous, which is reckoned a Chris- tian virtue. ]N'ow, sir, you can be that, even if you can not be generous. But, sir, for myself, socially, my j)osition is as good as yours. I am a clergyman of the Church of which you are a 33 member. For nearly twenty years I have been rector of an important parish ; for three terms a member of the General Convention and of the Board of Missions; a trustee of the General Theological Seminary of the University of the South ; a member of the Standing Committee of our diocese ; and I am pushing on to fifty years of age; so that my position in the Church is assured. Perhaps the next appeal to you may be made by some young man as well introduced as myself, with superior advantages to mine, with even a better work, if that be possible. His position, however, is not yet defined. He is young, sensitive, and diffident ; he is met by you as I have been; he bows himself out of your presence, awed, crushed, humiliated ; and he says, ' If this is what I am to meet with, I give up the work ' ; and at your door will be laid, at the great day, this work for Christ and his Church destroyed. To save you from this, I must give you our Master's mind on this sub- ject." Thus I preached an earnest sermon to this poor old man, who meekly stood and received it ; for I was gentle and kind, but firm and decided. Much talk followed, in w^hich he said, "You Southerners are so highstrung and impulsive." I told him that my experience had taught me that a gentleman was always highstrung, whether from the lN"orth or South, the East or "West; he could not be a gentleman if he was not. We parted ; and a week after he sent to his friend a check for one hundred dollars, to be given to me ; which I greatly wished to return, but good Dr. would not permit me to do so. I had been very bold before that old man ; but so keenly had 1 felt his indignity, that I was glad to seek an obscure street to hide the traces of feeling which I knew must be visible. This, I am glad to say, is an exceptional case, and it is here narrated . not in malice, but to encourage a fellow laborer to continue his work despite insult and contumely. The Master sees it all, and he will recompense you. During this year I collected about five thousand dollars, vis- iting the Korth again in the spring, and closing the year with a back debt of sixteen hundred dollars. I had, however, man- aged to pay off what was due on the house purchased and added to. Therefore, I organized a Board of Trustees, composed of Mr. George A. Trenholm, Mr. John Hanckel, Mr. Theodore 3 34 D. Wagner, Mr. F. A. Mitchell, Mr. C. S. Gadsden, Mr. Hut- son Lee, Mr. Evan Edwards, and liad the institution incorpo- rated, and then deeded to them and to the Rector of the Church , of the Holy Communion this property to be held in trust for ever. In July we lost our first inmate. William Cornish, son of the Rev. J. H. Cornish, of Aiken, South Carolina, died after a very short illness. He had been confirmed, and was a commu- nicant, and his death was a sore afiiiction to his family. Thus far we have never lost another ; we have had some cases of serious sickness ; but God has been gracious to us, and, out of three hundred inmates in seven years, there has been but one death. The yellow fever broke out in. Charleston, about the middle of August, 18Y1, and prevented our opening the Home until November. I was taken sick at the bedside of a man lying ill with the fever, and was myself quite sick. I had been com- pelled to give my note to two parties, one for ninety -eight dol- lars and the other for one hundred and ninety-nine dollars, for articles furnished the Home. The General Convention was to sit in Baltimore, and I was anxious to be present at its opening. I arose from a sick bed and left Charleston, without being able to provide for my notes. When I reached Baltimore I found the attention of the Church was taken up with the General Board of Domestic and Foreign Missions, the missionary bish- ops, the Indians, the Chinese, the Africans ; and there was no place for me to come in with my wants for the white people of the South. I kept my needs to myself, making them known only to God. The holy communion was celebrated every morn- ing at St. Paul's Church at seven o'clock, Avhich service I was glad to attend, and bring to him who there draws so near to us the burden of my soul. Tuesday, at two o'clock, my note of ninety-eight dollars was due in Charleston. 'Thursday, at two o'clock, the note of one hundred and ninety-nine dollars would fall due. On Tuesday morning, as I was leaving St. Paul's Church, at about eight o'clock. Miss M^ G met me at tlie door, and, placing an envelope in my hand, said that a lady had requested her to liand the same to me. On opening the envelope, I found tliat it contained a one-hundred-dollar 35 bill. I immediately went over to the Mount Yernon Hotel, and telegraphed to a friend in Charleston to pay my note and draw on me for the money. It is needless to say that I returned thanks to God for his wonderful goodness. On Thursday I was seated in the pew of the South Carolina delegation ; twelve o'clock had passed, and at two o'clock that note was due. I confess that I began to feel anxious ; nevertheless, the convic- tion was strong that God would bring it all right. A little after twelve o'clock one of the ushers came up to the pew and told me a lady wished to see me at the door. A woman again ! JBlessed woman ! A\^hat headway would religion and charity have made without the aid of w^oman ? Significant fact that it was to a woman Christ first showed himself after his resurrec- tion ! Even as many women followed Jesus from Galilee, min- istering to him as he trod his weary way to Calvary, so do many women now minister unto their Lord by their works of love and acts of charity. While man, the money-getter and the money-holder of the world, gives of his abundance, woman, often a pensioner herself on man's bounty, gives of her penury. Blessed be all women who bring their gifts to lay on the altar of the Lord — from the rich woman who bestows, like the Jew- ish woman of old, her " bracelets, and ear-rings, and rings, and tablets, all jewels of gold," down to the poor widow who parts with her two mites — her little all ! I went to the vestibule, where I was met by Mrs. S. G. W , who tendered me an invitation to dinner, at the same time handing me an envelope. She said that its contents were for my work. On returning to my seat, and opening the enve- lope, I found that it contained a check for two hundred dollars. I telegraphed to Charleston to pay the note due that day, and thus saved my credit, l^ow is it not true that " God moves in a mysterious way His wonders to perform? " I had not told my wants to a single human being. J^one but God knew my distress. I do not pretend to enter here into an argument as to God's special providences. I will merely state that I believe in the doctrine as firmly as I do in the atone- ment. My God is my Father— not an absent, but a present Father — more watchful, more loving, than the tenderest human parent, and everything which concerns me is of interest to him. Believing this, strengthened as I have been bj so many evidences of his care, I have gone on in this great work fear- lessly and happily, asking nothing but that his will may be done by me and through me, willing to go on, willing to labor, willing to suffer anxiety and even reproach, if thereby my Fa- ther's will may be accomplished, and willing to cease my labors when that which he sent me to do is done. I received no other aid in Baltimore. While in the Con- vention, the news came of the burning of Chicago — this was in 1871. I knew that this would cause me great difficulty in rais- ing money in 'New York. I was comjDelled to raise money, however ; therefore I came to ISTew York. The difficulty was quite equal to what I anticipated. My best friends said that it was useless to try, but to try I was obliged. Going hither and thither, day and night, walking until foot-sore and heart- weary, I gathered a little, and I was enabled, by the end of l^ovember, to return home, comparatively easy for the winter. In the spring of this year, 18Y2, being compelled to visit the E"orth again, I stopped for the first time in Philadelphia, where I met some kind friends, and collected nearly one thousand dol- lars. Thence I came to New York, where I succeeded in col- lecting a little. Then I paid my first visit to Boston, where I met a hearty welcome, and collected about fifteen hundred dol- lars. Returning to Charleston, I closed the school at the end of the fifth year, after a successful examination, and with a large class for confirmation. Six of my boys came on this year to Union College, and one went, in September, to Trinity Col- lege, Hartford. CHAPTER YII. We began our sixth year with a full school, and over ninety boys in the Home. I required of each person bringing a child to me as a beneficiary a conscientious statement of how much he or she could pay for its support. Those who could pay from 37 one dollar a month up to twenty for tuition, board, fuel, lights, and doctors' bills were required to pay ; but very many were not able to pay anything. In the fall I visited E'ew York, finding it still more difficult to collect. That my kind friends did not weary of me is won- derful ; but the deep well-spring of their sympathy never seems exhausted, and, even when they can not give me material aid, they always can and do give me kind and cheering words, never turning away from me the light of their countenance. How inexpressibly precious is this tender interest, this loving Christian sympathy, I well know ; and I thank God that he has permitted so much of it to fall, like the sunshine, upon my path, cheering, comforting, and strengthening me. The beginning of troublous times w^as being felt ; and, just as I was preparing to visit Boston again, there came that ter- rible fire. This, of course, prevented my going ; therefore, I turned my face westward, and visited Pittsburgh and Cincinnati, in both of which places I met with kind friends and a liberal response. I then proceeded to Louisville, Kentucky ; but my success there did not encourage me ever to try that field again. I arrived at home about the 23d of December. We managed to get through that year ; but I had the drag- weight of a heavy back indebtedness to carry, and, now that I look back to this period, I wonder how I bore up under the burden. During this year there was a turn in the tide. Mr. W. C. Bryant came to see us, and we were also visited by Mr. J. C. Hoadley, of Lawrence, Massachusetts. Being an accomplished scholar, he gave the boys an attentive examination. Satisfied of the thoroughness of the institution, he offered to give me one thousand dollars toward the beginning of an endowment fund, provided I would raise nine thousand dollars in the State ; for, as he very justly said, the work was too valuable to depend only on my life. It seemed to me impossible to raise that amount in Charleston, as the people were then giving me six thousand to- ward the current expenses. I had, in my youth, passed nearly four years in a counting- house, where God in his providence was training me for the work I was to do. Thinking over various plans, I at length fell upon one, and had some bonds printed as follows : 38 ENDOWMENT FUND FOE THE ORPHAN HOME AND PAROCHIAL SCHOOL OF THE CHURCH OF THE HOLY COMMUNION, CHAKLESTON, S. C. State of South Carolina. Know all Men by these Peesents, that hound to the Rector and Board of Trustees of the Orphan Home and Parochial School of the Church of the Holy Communion^ their successors and assignees^ in the sum of One Thousand Dollars^ to le paid in fide years, in fi'oe annual in- stallments, as per coupons attached, with seven per cent, interest. This lond to de surrendered when all the coupons are paid. Witness hand and seal, this day of ) [l. s.] , eighteen hundred and seventy- ) [coupons.] January 1, 1879. Due Two Hundred and Fourteen Dollars. Name. $214.00. January 1, 1878. Due Two Hundred and Twenty-eight Dollars. Name. $228.00. January 1, 1877. Due Two Hundred and Forty-two Dollars. Name. $242.00. January 1, 1876. Due Two Hundred and Fifty-six Dollars. Name. $256.00. January 1, 1875. Due Two Hundred and Seventy Dollars. Name. $270.00. 39 I likewise drew up bonds for five Imndred dollars, put as above : Coupons due January 1, 1879 $107 00 " " 1, 1878 114 00 " 1, 1877 121 00 " " " 1, 1876 128 00 " " " 1, 1875 135 00 Also bonds for two hundred dollars, as above : Coupons due January 1, 1879 $42 80 1, 1878 45 60 1, 1877 48 40 " " " 1, 1876 51 20 " '^ " 1, 1875 54 00 Also bonds for one hundred dollars, as above, payable in five years : Coupons due January 1, 1879 $21 40 '' " " 1, 1878 22 80 1,1877 24 20 " " " 1, 1876 „ 25 60 " " 1, 1875 27 00 Thus every one who would sign one of these bonds with the coupons could see exactly how much, each year, he or she would give for this work. The plan was approved of by busi- ness men, and earnestly commended in the daily papers, the full schedule being published, and advocated by the bishop of the diocese. In ten days' time my fellow^ citizens signed eleven thousand dollars' worth of these bonds, in testimony of their appreciation of this work. Mr. Hoadley gave us the one thou- sand dollars and also signed one of the one-thousand-dollar bonds, and ever since he has proved a steadfast friend to the institution. Although this was a prospective benefit, it did not relieve present necessities ; therefore I was compelled to come ^N^orth again. I stopped in Philadelphia for the second time, but found it almost impossible to obtain any help. In my hour of greatest need our heavenly Father prepared for me a most wonderful relief. I w^as staying with the Rev. Dr. Hoffman, Eector of St. Mark's. He asked me on Saturday to preach for 40 him on Sunday ; but I had already accepted an invitation from the rector of the church at Chestnut Hill, the Rev. Mr. Harris. Dr. Hoffman urged that I would have a much larger congrega- tion at St. Mark's, but I felt it my duty to fulfill my engage- ment. Accordingly, I went to Chestnut Hill, and on Sunday we had a pouring rain. There were not more than fifty persons in the church, and I did not mention my work. After the ser- vice, two ladies came to the chancel, desiring to speak to me. One was a former resident of Charleston, the other a resident of Baltimore. The latter said to me that she had become great- ly interested in my work through Mrs. H , of Boston, who has established a school in Wilmington, North Carolina, and through Mr. William CuUen Bryant, who had visited my school, and who was much interested in it. She desired me to call on her, which I did on the following day. I found that she had come up from Philadelphia only to spend the Sunday. She had lost suddenly her only child, who had been drowned in her sight, and, the origin of my work having touched her heart with sympathy, she determined to help me. She gave me her signa- ture to five thousand dollars of the endowment bonds, and also gave me letters of introduction to parties through whom I raised over three thousand dollars in money. Had I not met this lady, I should have returned home with little or no money. I certainly would not have had her ^yq thousand dollars in bonds, and possibly my work would have ended there. Some people may call this a chance meeting ; I, however, am grateful to recognize the hand of God — that God who crowneth us with loving-kindness and tender mercies. This spring I did very little in E'ew York. I visited Albany with letters from Mrs. B , where, at an old ancestral man- sion, I was most hospitably and generously entertained. I then proceeded to Boston, where my letters were of great avail — col- lecting in all about thirty-five hundred dollars on these letters of introduction. I returned home in the spring, and closed the school with a lighter heart than I had had for years, and with the prospect of opening under brighter auspices than ever be- fore. With regard to these bonds, I will state that, in 1880, the interest on Mrs. B 's bonds was paid one year, but no part 41 of the principal or interest has been paid since. Circumstances prevented, though I have the promise that they will be paid if the party is ever able to do so. Some of the other bonds were not paid, adverse circumstances making it impossible in many cases, and the extreme necessity of our current expenses has forced us to use the amounts which have been paid to us. CHAPTEE YIII. Every preparation was made for our October opening, 1873, being the sixth year of the life of the institution. IN^inety-six boys had been accepted, and all promised well, when that terri- ble panic swept over the whole country like a tornado, reaching me on the 26th of September. Indeed, all charitable enter- prises, I presume, have felt it most severely. It so happened that I had selected for my text for the sermon of the ensuing Sunday the words of the affrighted aj)ostles, "Master, carest Thou not that we perish ? " The sermon lay on my desk half written, when I received a notice from a certain bank-president that a note in his bank, given for money used in the enlarge- ment of the church, was that day due, and must be paid in full. I went to the bank and found its president inexorable. Up to ten minutes of two o'clock he kept me in a state of anxiety, and then gave me only until Monday to pay the note. I afterward arranged the paper, but with great difficulty ; and this excite- ment was the beginning of a long and serious illness. On my way from the bank I met the butcher, a colored man, to whom I then owed five hundred dollars on account of back supplies to the Home. Expressing much regret, he said, unless I could pay him some of this back debt, that he could no longer supply me with meat for my boys. Here was another shock. What was I to do ? On Wednesday, October 1st, my boys, ninety-six in number, were expected from the country. Eight teachers had been engaged, one being on his way from JSTew York. Here I was with a great institution on my hands, with no money, pro- visions, nor credit, and our country trembling on the verge of 42 ruin. I could not finish my sermon ; tlie text had become a direct personal question, and my poor weak heart of unbelief was very like to that of the apostles in the storm. The winds blew, and the waves ran high and filled the ship, and we were about to sink. Oh, what a calamity ! — first, to those who had learned now to look to this institution as the only and sure hope for their children. To me, what a sorrow ! To see a work crumbhng to pieces which had cost so much labor, so many trials and disappointments ; a work on which had been bestowed so much love, so many thoughts, was indeed a heart-breaking grief. That night, at ten o'clock, I went into the church and locked the door. In the solemn and hushed darkness, alone with God, I poured out my soul in prayer. I asked that help might come to me, if it was my Father's will. I knew that man's extremity was God's opportunity ; therefore I implored him now, in this time of need, not to forsake me, or, if it was his will tliat the work was now to cease, at least' that I might be able to feel, as well as to say, " Thy will be done." I re- mained in the church until two o'clock, and left, feeling strength- ened and comforted. I went home and finished my sermon before morning. The next day, after divine service, I called the Board of Trustees together, and laid before them my exact condition. I told them my judgment said I must stop ; my heart said I must go on ; but how ? They all agreed that the work had been too signally blessed for them to advise me to give up yet. We determined to go as a committee of the whole Board of Trus- tees, the next day, and ask the butcher, the baker, and the gro- cer to credit us for three months ; and if, at the expiration of that time, we saw no prospect of relief, then we would close the school, and conclude our work was done. We knelt and asked God's blessing, and so adjourned, to meet the next day. Trou- bled as all these gentlemen were, not knowing what a day would bring fortli, yet they were willing to leave their business to go with me on this mission. On Monday morning I went to the Home. As I stood in the quadrangle, looking at the church, the school-house, and the two homes (one of the houses my personal property, called Davis Hall, after Bishop Davis, late of the Diocese of South Carolina, 43 and the other building, bought by me, and deeded to the trus- tees, called Howe Hall, after our present bishop), I wondered whether it was possible that this great work had come to an end — whether these halls would no longer ring with the merry voices of its happy inmates, these grounds would know my boys no more. Had I labored only for this ? Had I prayed, battled, struggled, only for this ? Thus I stood, with a heart full to overflowing, and the tears, which could not be restrained, flow- ing down my cheeks. I sorrowed for myself, for the parents, for the boys. How many hearts — hearts that had suffered so much already — would this blow reach! To fully depict my feelings on that Monday morning, as I looked, sad and sorrow- ing, upon the scene around me, would be impossible. But, as if by magic, there came a rift in the clouds, the sun- shine poured through, and the blue skies appeared. First one dray w^as driven into the inclosure, then another, and another, until seven arrived, all packed with barrels and boxes. As- tonished, I walked up to them. There was my name on every package, ^' Orphan Home, Charleston, South Carolina," stand- ing out in bold letters. Perfectly awe-struck, I stood looking at the seven drays, while I seemed to hear a voice from heaven : " O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt 1 " I asked one of the draymen w^here they came from — where was the bill ? His answer was : " From the steamship Georgia, which arrived last night. I was told to bring them to you ; there is no dray- age to be paid by you. I am only to leave them in your hands." I seemed to hear a voice saying unto me, " Stop, if you dare ! " I locked up the groceries, and then went into the church, and, kneeling at the spot where I spent Saturday night, I asked our heavenly Father to forgive me for my want of faith, while I thanked him for his merciful goodness. I then went to George Shrewsbury, the colored butcher, and told him we had intended coming to him, as a committee, to ask his credit ; but I had no use for the committee : God had decided the question, the work was to go on ; three months' supplies of groceries were then in the store-room of the Home ; that he was a Christian man, and would recognize the finger of God ; he must not be afraid of me ; I would pay him the five hundred dollars, and all else I might owe him, in time ; that was all I asked. He said he u could not resist the will of God, and, as long as he could fur- nish his stall with meat, I should have it for my institution, if he did not let any one else have a pound. I have paid him the five hundred dollars, and all I owed for another year, and up to the 1st of IS^ovember, 18Y4. I went to the baker, who told me the same. I then communicated the joyful news to my trustees, and this was the only cheerful thing in that sad city on these sorrowful days. Suspecting who the generous donor was, I wrote to the gentleman, and so did the Board of Trus- tees. We passed resolutions and engrossed and framed them, and sent them to hirq ; but we received no reply to our letters. In June, 1874, being in I^ew York, I went to his counting-house, and told him I knew we were indebted to him for the supply of groceries ; but, before he answered, I wished to tell him that, under God, he had saved the institution ; had these supplies not come at that time, credit would, no doubt, have been refused me, and I would have been compelled to telegraph to the boys in the country not to come, and would have advertised in the papers the next day that the school would not reopen. I might have recommenced at some future day, but even a temporary cessation would have shaken the confidence of every one in the permanent success of this work to so great an extent that, how- ever hard I struggled, I could never have regained my former position. My friend was affected by my statement, and said : ^' Well, I had cornered him ; he was thankful the articles sent had done so much good. During the height of the panic he had remembered my needs, and had ordered these supplies sent, thinking they would come in time." That man — God bless him ! — is William P. Clyde, the tried, firm friend of all these years, who, in June, at this time just referred to, turned to his confidential clerk and ordered two more months' supplies to be shipped at once. His kindly acts ended not here. He, with Mr. Quintard, carries my boys who are at l^ortliern colleges to the E'orth and back again to the South free of charge, thus greatly aiding me in my work. Oh, that we had more such men ! They are the salt which savors the world. May the blessing of God be with him and his, in time and in eternity ! 45 CHAPTEE IX. As it may be supposed, the School and Home were punctual- ly opened on the 1st of October, 1873 ; and thus began our seventh year. A strong and earnest effort being made on my behalf, the City Council donated me three thousand dollars, paying me two hundred and fifty per month. This was another wonderful manifestation of God's goodness ; and, but for this }ie]p, I do not see how I could have gone on. During these first six years the cost of my buildings and the current expenses had always exceeded my receipts, and each year I was accumulating a back debt. I had ample sums owing me to meet my indebt- edness ; but I had been unable to collect them, simply in conse- quence of the failure of crops, high taxes, and bad government ; our people in the country had been getting poorer and poorer, and it was out of their power to pay. But, panic year as it was, I collected during the session six thousand dollars from gener- ous friends at the JSTorth. I also obtained nine thousand dollars in Charleston, which proves that we are trying to take care of the work at home. Let it be borne in mind that we commenced with nothing, collected the first year three hundred and thirty- three dollars at home, and in the seventh year nine thou- sand. And now, after all this struggle, after all this anxiety, after all this labor, traveling many hundred miles, writing hundreds of letters, often at my desk long after midnight, sometimes un- til two or three o'clock in the morning, my overtaxed nervous system gave way. We got up a Christmas-tree and a dinner for the poor children of the Sunday and Industrial schools of the parish ; and on the 26th of December, 1873, after it was all over, I broke down. Then began a long, severe, and continued ill- ness, and, as soon as I was able to be moved, I was sent to Flor- ida, where I remained two weeks, and returned home only to have a second attack, more severe than the first. I was then sent to Aiken, South Carolina, where in about ten days I recu- perated sufficiently to return to Charleston and resume my par- ish work. During my absence, our efficient principal, teachers, and matron continued their labors. 46 Through all this year we had not lowered our flag, but kept up to the fullest capacity of the institution. On the last day of May I left Charleston for ]^ew York, still in Yerj feeble health, intending to remain only a few weeks. After I had left, my family physician wrote to the bishop and my vestry that, in his opinion, it would be at the risk of my life if I returned. The vestry passed resolutions asking me to re- main away six months, if necessary, and the bishop promised to take charge of my church for one month during my absence. My brethren of the clergy also agreed to give me what help they could. After much persuasion, I consented, promising to de- vote myself to the interests of the school and parish during my absence. My vestry have been faithful, and when they could not procure clerical aid have had lay reading; so that during my absence the church has not been closed one Sunday. Of my long visit ]^orth, how can I speak too fully ? . In I^ew York, Boston, 'New Haven, E'ewport, Lenox, and Stock- bridge, friend after friend has been raised up to me, by whose kindness I have been able to close up at the end of the seventh year, and to begin the eighth year on the 1st of October, 1874, with all my debts for past expenses paid; free of debt, save the one thousand dollars still due on the school-house; with this year's outfit of such of my boys at college as needed assist- ance, and with the coal provided and paid for all this coming year. For this, as for all his mercies, God's holy name be praised ! With a happy and hopeful heart, under brighter au- spices than ever, I begin the eighth year of the institution. I also had about four thousand dollars in endowment bonds taken, thus helping me in the future, and placing the work on a more permanent basis. I have, for the most part, avoided giving the names of the benefactors of this institution, and where I have trespassed I may be forgiven, for such deeds as I have recorded deserve to be known. One duty, however, I can not omit, and that is to testify to the earnest desire I have everywhere met for the res- toration of fraternal feeling between the North and South. I wish it was possible for every man and woman of tlie South to have the experience that I have had at the North. I have heard the views of those who differ from us, and have given my own 47 with perfect frankness, never concealing my war record, or feel- ing that my l^orthern friends expected me to make an apology for the course I pursued during hostilities. I believe I have been the means of informing many as to the real condition of the South, and thus inducing a kindly feeling. It may be proper for me to state that all opposition, misun- derstanding, and misconception of me and my work have long since ceased at home, and a hearty sympathy and Godspeed meets me on every hand. This, sooner or later, comes to those who labor in a good cause. I will here mention another of those peculiar providences which have attended this work. During the last summer I preached at St. Thomas's Church, New Haven, and after service I was sent for by a lady, who introduced herself as Mrs. O. T , of Washington, D. C. She said she was on her way to IN^ew Britain, but, being fatigued when she reached the l^ew Haven depot the previous night, she concluded to remain. She had gone to Trinity Church, but was compelled to leave, having been overcome by some fresh paint about the edifice. Seeing the steeples of St. Thomas's, she had strolled into the church, and was glad she had, as she had heard my appeal. She signed one of my endowment bonds of one thousand dollars, and in- vited me to make her house my home when in Washington, promising her aid in interesting friends when I was ready to do the same work for the girls. Some may call this accident ; I am grateful to believe it Providence. When in Boston, I was taken by a friend to Taunton, where I preached. Although I received but little money, my good brother, the Rev. Mr. Learoyd, gave me a letter to the Bev. Jus- tin Field, of Lenox, Massachusetts, to which place I went, meet- ing with the most cordial and hospitable reception. Kindness after kindness was extended to me by the pleasant people from Boston and !N'ew York who summer there ; and I look back to that visit as one of the pleasantest I have ever made. While in Lenox, a lady gave me a letter to her brother in I^ewport, Mr. Robert M. Mason, from whom and his daughters 1 have received many kindnesses. Mr. Mason has noAV entered into the rest of the righteous. I also met with a kindly wel- come from Rev. Mr. White, the Rector of Trinity Church. I 48 preached for him, and received a handsome contribution from the church. While there, it was my good fortune to form the acquaintance and secure the friendship of Mr. Daniel Le Roj, of New York, brother-in-law of the Hon. Daniel Webster, and that of his amiable wife, who is a sister of the Hon. Hamilton Fish, Secretary of State. Accepting the invitation of Mr. and Mrs. Le Roy, I became an inmate of their hospitable home dur- ing the sitting of the Convention, and, after its adjournment, the recipient of the most affectionate hospitality. Under their roof, at the request of my friends, this narrative is written. Not the least of my many privileges has been the securing of the friendship of this most charming family. CHAPTER X. I WILL now give the grand results of this work, begun seven years ago at the grave of my dear, dead child. There have been thirteen hundred children in the day school. There have been three hundred in the Orphans' Home, the representatives, before the war, of fifteen millions of dollars, bearing the most honored names of the representative people of South Carolina, now reduced almost to poverty. Eighteen young men have been and some now are at North- ern colleges. Several have been at the college in Charleston. Many of them are now engaged in mercantile pursuits, and others are at planting. I have had the universal testimony of the excellence of character of every one of them. The Profes- sor of Greek at Union College assured me that my boys came to him better prepared than the generality of applicants for ad- mission. Six young men are candidates for the holy ministry in the Episcopal Church, and one is a candidate for the Presbyterian ministry. Nearly one hundred have been confirmed and be- come communicants. Now, when it is remembered what most of these would have been but for this work, I think all will a^ree with me that the 49 results are marvelous ; and the work has but just begun. Who can tell the good which those who have already passed through this school and Home may be the cause of, or who can prophesy all that may yet be accomplished ? I have bought and paid for a Home which cost ten thousand dollars, and has accommoda- tions for one hundred pupils, with all the necessary bedding and furniture, plain but substantial ; a large brick school-house, which cost seven thousand five hundred dollars before the war, and an addition of four large rooms, 20 x 20, built since the war, at a cost of three thousand dollars, for which I owe one thou- sand dollars. I am entirely out of debt for current expenses ; the ex- penses of the month of October, in the eighth year, paid ; the coal for the year all furnished and paid for ; but at this date (N'o- vember 20, 18Y4) not a cent to carry on the work with, and the promise given to one hundred boys to live in the Home, and we expect about two hundred day scholars. To God be all the praise for this wonderful work. I have been his humble agent, but he has supplied the means and given the blessing. While I have power, I pray for grace to do his will; and when he calls me away, I trust other and abler hands may take up this work and carry it on to per- fection. It may be asked, " Is there still such need of this work ? " I will answer this question by giving a few of the letters I have received this year : " October 4, 187 Jf. "Eev. A. T. Portee: " My dear Sir : WiU you be kind enough to let me know whether it will be agreeable for you for R to return to school ! I have felt some delicacy about it, as I have not yet had it in my power to remit you the twenty dollars, now some time due. I am sorry that it has not been attended to before ; but circumstances over which I have had no control have pre- vented. As soon as I can possibly collect the money, it will give me great pleasure to send it to you. " Yours, very respectfully and truly, 50 This twenty dolLirs was all that was promised for the year before, for board, washing, tuition, and medical attendance. R is a fine boy, a half -orphan. It is needless to say that I told him to come. " October 5, 187J^. " Rev. Mr. Portee : *^ " Dear Sir : I was very much pleased with the progress my little son made at your school last year. The method and relig- ious influence were the principal features to me." (He was a day scholar.) " I had hoped to put him back as a boarder this winter ; but my husband says that he can not afford it, as his only source of supply is our plantation, and it did not do as well as usual last year. Being left in debt, he will have to plant on borrowed money this year. He thinks the little he could give would be no inducement to you to take him ; but I concluded to write plainly, and beg yoii to help us in some measure. We can pay a small amount in provisions or wood. . . . N is a good boy, and very much attached to his school. He has a good voice, and is anxious to join your choir. . . . " Please give me an early answer. " I remain, with high esteem, ^'Mrs. ." I took him. ^' Se2Jtemher 30, 1874. "Reverend and dear Sir: I received, through Mr. Gads- den, some time ago, a favorable reply from you relative to ad- mitting my two sons into your school, for which you will please accept my. most grateful thanks. I now write to say that I could not possibly get them ready before the 1st of Novem- ber, as I am entirely dependent upon the assistance of friends for their clothing, some of whom arc very far from me. Our post-office is fifteen miles from us ; and, as we have no horse, it is frequently three weeks ere we receive replies to our letters. " Yery respectfully, ^it, and should not be committed to teachers of secular learning. We do not undervalue the effect of ministerial instruction, but in what respect does the pious school-teacher interfere with the instructions of the pulpit, if while he is searching literature to refine the imaginations of his pupils, if while he opens the volume of nature and trains them in studies which afford knowledge and recreation, he opens to them that other volume in which the God of all has manifested himself, and points out those sources of information which drive away evil, smooth the brow of care, sanctify disease and trouble, and place all the virtues that can adorn humanity 177 in the center of the human heart, to cast a brilliancy on all learning and accomplishments ? On the contrary, if the teacher neglects this, and never alludes to the Supreme Being, excej)t so vaguely as to lead the boy to think it is a matter of no con- sequence, if he is taught at church that all virtue has reference to God, and if he is taught at school that virtue is a possession of human attainment and trivial concern, is there not danger that the youth will regard religion as a secondary matter not connect- ed with the real business of life — a mere subject of speculation .to be learned and practiced, or not, as convenient? — or some dull science, as Shelley describes it, ' the contrivance of priests for their own emolument.' " Exclude religion from secular instruction, and there will be inevitably an infidel tendency. The principles of religion should be reconciled with the science of philosophy of the schools ; its truths can be tested by the standard of reason, and presented logically to the mind. I would confer no diploma to the student who was not thoroughly read in the Scriptures, and who could not refute by sound argument the shallow logic and sophistry of the infidel. " I have heard it objected to the Holy Communion Insti- tute, that from its quasi religious organization it must be sectarian. The objection to combining religious with secular instruction is urged by every school of infidelity in the world. You will find it, too, in Paine's ^Age of Reason.' The first step of all these philosophers is to attack the agency through which religion and Christianity are conveyed to man. But there are pure and good men who dread the thought of denominational influences getting into our schools ; they contend that, if each sect established schools of learning, each would endeavor to press its own doctrine in instruction. No doubt they would, if they deemed their leading doctrines essential to salvation. But the sects, differing themselves on what they esteem vital points, and there being doctrines of the Bible upon which nearly all of them agree, these may be taught by all ; and I do not believe that in this institute, or in other Protestant institutions of secular learning where religious instruction is combined, efforts are used to make proselytes to any particular communion. " From the views of education I have endeavored to express, 12 178 it must be apparent that this institute, from its organization and discipline, its religious basis, and the high morality and excel- lence of its principal and liis assistants, commends itself to my unqualified approbation. " Altbougli under the charge of the rector of a denomi- national church, it can not be regarded as a sectarian school. Other denominations are represented in its faculty and among its students, and I will venture to say that a higher status of morals and discipline does not exist in any other seminary of learning in the South. This is not exaggeration. I judge solely from observation, from my personal knowledge of some of the graduates and many of the present students. Their general appearance indicates good culture, and they have the manners of gentlemen. ''I have incidentally referred in my remarks to the rev- erend Rector of this institute. His presence here to-uight shall not deter me from some reference to his merit. " If unwearied zeal, fortitude, and perseverance under many discouragements ; if laboring in the cause of religion and edu- cation in a community almost disheartened and impoverished by the calamities of war, the broken fortunes of whose people could afford him but little assistance, and to win success under these adverse circumstances entitles a man to consideration and applause — I claim for him that consideration. His long and close association with the merchants of Charleston, their knowl- edge of his career from boyhood, and of that strict integ- rity, capacity, and virtue which have peculiarly fitted him for the station he now fills, surely entitle him to every encourage- ment at their hands. Nor is his reputation confined to this city and State. The highest dignitaries in England, both of Church and State, have recognized, his labors as those of a philanthro- pist and Christian ; neither was this appreciation confined to the prelates and laity of the Church of England. The members of other denominations there, in sympathy with their trans- Atlantic brethren, contributed freely and cheerfully to this work of love and benevolence. And I here appeal to those who have at heart the future welfare of Cliarleston, who desire to restore those golden days when our merchants stood preemi- nent throughout the commercial world for their probity, whose 179 pride is awakened by thoughts of a prosperous future for their children, and whose paternal solicitude would desire worthy associates for them when they enter upon the trying duties of life — to such I appeal for an institution based upon unerring truth and the teaching of Him who was the author and fin- isher of our faith. '^ I feel that I would not be doing my duty on this occasion, nor could I rest easily on my pillow to-night, if I neglected so favorable an opportunity to caution the young gentlemen of , this institute against a growing evil in this community, a vice corrupting to youth and debasing to manhood. I have heard it called the gentlemanly vice of gambling. This pernicious practice, in my judgment, is the most insidious and dangerous that curses society. I know that I will excite the prejudice, and perhaps give offense to some in this assembly, by denounc- ing as a crime what they consider only as an exciting pastime. But the. law denounces it as a crime, and the same penalties of fine and imprisonment that punish the thief are made to punish the gambler. " I know but little distinction between the jjjxiblic and the private gambler. If it is a gentlemanly accomplishment to in- vite a friend to your house, and, while plying him with wine and cigars, win away his money, using the same snares and incentives to play that are practiced in the worst gambling-hells of the city, and in many cases, too, when the stinted family of the foolish victim is to suffer from his losses on the morrow — if this, I say, is a necessary accomplishment of a gentleman, I willingly forego /b/' ever all claim to the title. " But some will say that the losing man had his chance to • win, but luck was against him. It is not always so, for the win- ning player is generally the practiced hand, sharp and expe- rienced, and he seeks the silly sheep in order to fleece them. The habit of gambling is almost impossible to reform. The winner from his easy gains desires to win more, and the loser to recover his money, and from the spirit of revenge goes on with his desperate venture. It is a practice that excites the worst passions of the human heart, covetousness and revenge, and oftentimes villainy and fraud. " I know from experience the difficulty of resisting the 180 temptations and importunities of friends, at social parties, to induce you to stake your money at the card-table. I know the shifts and devices I have been put to in framing polite excuses for declining ; for no one in good society likes to affect a higher morality and superior principles to a hospitable host and sur- rounding friends. And it is here that the young man of generous nature is in most danger, when he apprehends that his refusal to bet among reputable people implies a reflection upon them or a miserly care of his money. Thanks to the teachings of my earliest and best preceptor, I have never gam- bled. I have resisted the vice in every form from boyhood to this very moment. With some consistency, then, I call upon the worthy principal and faculty of this institute, upon its alumni, upon all parents and guardians, to denounce and put the brand of infamy upon a vice which has blasted the prospects of BO many young men of Charleston, and entailed misery upon their families — a vice which demoralizes the mind, corrupts the heart, ruins the reputation, and ensnares the souls of our brethren and our children." THE bishop's address. Dr. Porter next introduced the Eight Eeverend Bishop Howe, who said that the audience would not expect him, after the preceding addresses, to make any lengthy remarks. It was his duty and office, as President of the Board of Trustees of the institute, to thank all those present for their attendance. He did so the more earnestly as he was sure .that they would not have gathered here unless brought by something more than idle cunosity — by an interest deeper than that which expires with the passing hour. He was sure that they felt a deep sympathy with the institution, and with the Rector in his ex- traordinary exertions. As he thought over the past and re- membered the conception and birth of the institute in the time of tears, of suffering, and of the necessities of the people, and compared it with the brightness of the present time, he was reminded of the words sung hundreds of years ago, that had lost none of their sweetness, none of their force, with the lapse of time, " They that sow in tears shall reap in joy ; he that go- eth forth and weepeth, bearing precious seed, shall doubtless 181 come again witli rejoicing, bringing his sheaves with him." The good God had blessed the sowing of this seed, and now they clasped the generous sheaves to their bosoms. In times past they had wept together over common calamities ; but now they rejoiced over common blessings. He desired especially to thank his brethren of the different denominations for their attendance. They were present to give their good wishes, and to cheer the institution on. The institution would still be religious, and necessarily so. God — to use a warmer word still, the blessed .Lord and Saviour — had blessed them too greatly to allow them to forsake him now. He felt, and the presence of his friends assured him still further, that the old-time theological bitterness had passed away. In all theological libraries were to be found musty folios thronging the shelves, which had served as the armories from which Christians drew ammunition with which to bombard each other, instead of fighting together against sin, Satan, and Death, the fearful trinity of woe that their Lord had come on earth to destroy. As the old guns and balls about the grounds were now comparatively useless, except for the forge, so the old theological lions slumbered, he trusted, never to roar again. He congratulated the principal, the pupils, and the teachers of the institute — the Hector needed no congratula- tion with the results of his work and the testimony of its appre- ciation before him — ^upon their enlarged sphere of usefulness. They had now buildings and grounds commensurate with the magnitude of their work. He believed that they would con- tinue in the future, as in the past, faithful in their labor, and he believed that this school would always be pointed out as a good one, because they would do their duty. To the young gentlemen of the institute he would say a special word of con- gratulation, and he would take occasion to beg that they would let the words of the speaker who had preceded him, regarding the vice of gambling, sink deep into their hearts, that they might lead sober, righteous, and godly lives. Lie congratulated them upon the possession of these buildings and the fair and ample grounds. In the old place they had no playground, and, unless they differed greatly from boys when he was young, they would regard the playground as one of the most important features of any school. What they had had before was merely 182 a limited playground, but now tliej had a very fine one, and he hoped they would use it cheerfully and diligently. He trusted in the future that they would all look back upon the period spent within this institution as the brightest and hap- piest in long and honored lives. When Bishop Selwyn was in this country, he had stated that it was customary in England when the bishop visited the school to declare a general holiday. He hoped that they w^ould consider his presence a not unpleas- ant visitation as, in accordance with the custom in Old England, he would announce a general holiday for next day. After the subsidence of the frantic juvenile cheering that greeted this announcement, the exercises were concluded by the singing of a hymn, and the Bishop pronounced a benediction. At the close of the ceremonies in the hall, a flight of rockets from all parts of the grounds summoned the visitors to " sup- per," which was spread in the northern wing of the main build- ing, under the personal supervision of a number of the ladies of the Church of the Holy Communion. The tables, six in num- ber, were loaded with oysters, turkey, sandwiches, cakes, and fruit of all kinds. Amid a grand display of rockets, the Light Infantry filed into the hall, headed by the Helicon Band. The Charleston Rifiemen, who formed a part of the militaiy escort, had been compelled to leave the grounds, as the mem- bers had to attend the anniversary meeting of the company. After the infantry, the cadets of the institute filed into the hall, and after them the alumni and the members of the Board of Trustees. The soldiers and the cadets promptly obeyed the order to " fall to," and in about fifteen minutes the tables were cleared of everything except the plates and spoons. The ladies looked on from the outside — and wondered. There was no speech-making, no toasts, no ceremony. But the boys, and their teachers, and their friends, enjoyed themselves thoroughly, and everybody was happy. "the transfer or the arsenal to the church institute. " The formal occupation of the United States Arsenal in this city by the Holy Communion Church Institute took place yes- terday. It was a notable event, as marking the enlargement 183 of educational opportunities in South Carolina, through the zeal, energy, and self-sacrificing labors of the Rev. A. Toomer Porter, D. D., the Rector of the Holy Communion Church, and founder of the institute. '' Dr. Porter built up the Church Institute amid the ruins of a prostrate State. The people of Charleston and South Carolina could do little to help him. There were moments when he was tempted to despair. Some friend in need was always forthcom- ing. So warm was the interest excited by Dr. Porter's repre- sentations of his aims, and the wants of the youth of the State, that four fifths of the large sum of money expended in es- tablishing the institute came from the Northern States and England. Nineteen hundred boys have passed through the in- stitute, and the scope of its operations is now greatly extended. Congress authorized the lease of the United States Arsenal to the Church Institute, until such time as it may be called for by the Government. It is not likely to be needed for many years, if ever. For all practical purposes the institute is permanently in possession of the Arsenal buildings, with the extensive grounds, furnishing accommodation for about five hundred resident pupils. The pupils who are able to pay full tuition fees help those who are not so well off. If there be three hundred pupils who pay in full, a hundred can be taken without charge. The corps of instructors is already large, and will be added to without delay. A sketch of the history of the institute, its purposes, and the arrangements for the future, together with an explanation of the religious phases of the institute, is given in Dr. Porter's ad- dress. " The transfer of the Arsenal to the Church Institute was the joint work of the President and Cabinet, and of Congress. Both Democrats and Republicans supported the proposition. This, as Dr. Porter says, is ' practical reconstruction,' honorable alike to both political parties, to [N'orth and South, to President and people. The ambition of Dr. Porter's life bids fair to be fully realized, and the greater his success the broader and deeper the benefit to the people of the State." — Charleston News and Courier {Editorial). 184 CHAPTER XXXII. After these proceedings were over, and the work on the building was well in hand, business of a personal nature requir- ing that I should go to New York, I left Charleston. While in the former city, I received letters from Cannes, France, from two lady friends of Boston, who, having heard of my success, and appreciating the continued needs of my work, each sent me one thousand dollars. Other good friends, in New York, Philadelphia, and Brooklyn, gave me about two thousand five hundred more. Thus did God's care and love and approval manifest themselves in my behalf, inspiring me with renewed trust. During my absence the work so far progressed that Mr. Gadsden, the princi]3al, and Miss Seabrook, the rriatron, moved into the Arsenal with all the boys, and were completely settled in their new quarters on the 11th of February, 1880. While I was in Washington, General Sherman asked me if I intended to move into the grounds myself, to which I gave a negative reply. He said, " How can you manage such a w^ork if you are not on the spot ? " I soon saw that he was right. It was impossible ; therefore I gave up my own home, endeared to us by many associations, and moved into one of the buildings in the inclosure. General Hunt's quarters I gave to the princi- pal ; to the matron and for a hospital other buildings formerly used for officers' quarters. I took for myself the house outside of the quadrangle, which needed some alterations to make it comfortable for the family. I built a high bell-tower at the gate, and surmounted it with a cross, and over the gate had the sign put up, Holy Communion Church Institute. There were an immense store of shot and shell and a number of gun-car- riages, all of which the Government had removed during the winter. In April I got control of a large brick shell of a build- ing, which had been put up during the war, by the Confederate Government, for a foundry. This building I had transformed, by the middle of July, into one of the finest school-houses in the State, caj^able of accommodating six hundred boys. 186 And so we passed the winter, doing our work to the best of our ability. Mr. Chaloner, who came to us from the North nine years ago, and who has become identified with the work, having proved a remarkable mathematical teacher, returned, bringing another teacher, Mr. Pinckney. The month of June proving unusually warm, the physician advised us to disband while the city was healthy. We had very little sickness during the year, and in all these years, among the multitude of boys we have had, but one inmate of the home has died. During this year fourteen of my boys were confirmed. In these thirteen years — years of perplexity, but, thanks to our Father, of gladness, too — we have sent sixty-three boys to col- lege, and have had over two thousand under our charge. The expense of fitting up this place has been very great, the cost being about sixteen thousand dollars, and it has taken all the money that I could command, so that, when the school closed, financially I was much embarrassed. There was money due from scholars, and some promised from England, but it had not yet arrived. Calling the Board of Trustees together, I laid before them our necessities, and they made such arrange- ments as would tide me over my present difficulties. And so our thirteenth session closed. During the summer, the money came from England, and some of the dues from the boys were paid. But we find ourselves with the sum of twenty-five hun- dred dollars due for current expenses, and eight thousand dol- lars due on the improvements on the buildings and grounds. I know that this is a great load to carry, but I have done the best I could. The property would not have proved available without these improvements ; but now we have every facility for making it one of the noblest institutions in the country. And if this record shows that the work was inspired by and has been guided, guarded, and provided for by the living God, why should I doubt his continued loving care ? I do not doubt ; my faith in our Father is unshaken ; I believe in God, and I also believe in my fellow men. I am sure that they will not let me struggle on to failure ; that will not surely be my reward for all that has been given of time, strength, and means. I am not pleading my own cause ; I am pleading the cause of the young, of the impoverished. Help me, my friends, to give 186 these boys that best of all starts in life, a good education, and a healthy, moral, and religious training. Last year there were in the Home and day-school one hun- dred and ninety-two boys. Of those in the Home eight were orphans, thirty fatherless, ten motherless, and fifty-eight had both parents living. They paid an average of one hundred and twenty-seven dollars and sixty-three cents ; the average cost being one hundred and fifty dollars. Sixty-five paid nothing. I know not what is before us in the unwritten future ; God's eye alone can penetrate that darkness. If this book, in its future chapters, is to recount any further striking manifes- tations of his love and care, we can not tell. But we propose, by God's grace, to try to do our duty faithfully.. We shall endeavor to give our boys the best education in our power, and we shall also strive to bring them up as loyal citizens of the Government under the flag of which they live. Ours is not a political school, nor a partisan school ; but an educational insti- tution, governed by the laws of religion and morality. We give our boys the training of Christian gentlemen, brought up in the fear and admonition of the Lord ; and neither political party nor religious sect need fear the result. We ask the aid of our friends to develop all the work sketched in my opening address. We ask the prayers of the faithful that God will con- tinue to bless us, and that in all our cares, necessities, anxieties, disappointments, and success, we may keep a single eye to his glory and the welfare of our fellow men. CHAPTER XXXIIL The following letters are from some of the alumni of the institution, and speak for themselves : " "Walteeboro, S. C, January 5, ISSO. " My dear Mk. Porter : I fear you think that I have lost interest in your welfare, but, sir, the apparent neglect is not in- tentional. 187 " I have learned to know what life's responsibilities are, and am striving to fill my place as a dutiful son should. " I have often wished to assist you in your pecuniary embar- rassments, but my salary has always been very small; just barely enough to support us ; hence my never having before come forward to your aid. I assure you, my dear sir, that my most earnest wish has always been to show my appreciation of your kindness to me, in actions rather than words. " [N'othing would give me more pleasure than to be with you in the celebration of so important an event in the history of our school as its entrance into the Arsenal, and, if circumstances will permit me, I wdll most assuredly accept your invitation so kindly tendered to the 'Alumni of Our Home.' Please, sir, accej)t the trifle inclosed. " With regards to yonr family, I am yonrs, with affectionate esteem, '' Geokge R. F ." " Sewanee, Tenx., August 22^ 1880. '' My dear Mk. Porter : Yom- letter to hand, and I. was very glad to hear from yon so soon. I am not feeling in such a moody condition to-night, and therefore do not hesitate to make a confidant of you. A burden has been cast aside, and at last a ray of light has dawned upon my life. You know, Mr. Porter, that I would willingly, at all times, pour out my heart to you ; but would yon desire me to burden you with my troubles, you, who are worried with a thousand other things ? " But, although I refused to tell you of my troubles, I can not refrain from telling you of my joys. " The hopes of my life are realized at last. After long, long meditation and prayer, I have finally a firm conviction that God has chosen me as one of his disciples — to spread his gospel. I recognize that I am treading on holy ground, and also the sacredness of this mission ; I recognize, too, that there are trials and temptations to be undergone for Christ's sake ; but I look forward to all w^ith joy. And I thank God that I can enter upon this work with all my heart, soul and body ; and enter it, too, 2i^ptire as the day that I was born. " Such thoughts can not but be comforting to a miserable 188 sinner. I have never forgotten your first prayer with me in the church. Please, Mr. Porter, never mention this to any one, except (if you like) the Bishop and Mr. Gadsden. . . . " I am now assisting Professor Harrison, teaching his Junior Latin and Greek altogether, and assisting him in Intermediate Latin and Greek. And he has laid before me the expectation of being elected his regular assistant next year. But my mind is fixed, and nothing will ever change me. I can not enter the Theological Hall until next year, for reasons which will be given hereafter. But my studies, in the mean time, will all be in that direction. ^' Pray for me, Mr. Porter, and let me hear from you often. " Yours affectionately, " B. L. W ." "Aiken, S. C, May 21, 1880, " Eev. a. T. Porter, Charleston, S. C. : *' My DEAR Sir: Your esteemed favor of the 17th inst. to hand, and contents noted. I have noted with constant and zealous pleasure the course you pursued, the obstacles you over- came, and your final triumph, in obtaining the Arsenal grounds, for the benefit of those who may have the good fortune to be placed under your guidance and supervision, through those whom you have so well and judiciously selected, as the medium through which your high and ennobling influences are brought immediately to bear upon the happy inmates of the ' Old Home.' And if I were able, you may rest assured, beloved sir, that I would need no appeal from you for aid, in carrying on your noble and blessed work of love and charity ; for my heart is too full of love and gratitude to you, for me to need such admonitions. I know, sir, that words of friendship and sympathy can never support a school, but as I know the kind- ness of your heart, and call to mind the oft-repeated assurance held out to me, along with the rest of my schoolfellows, while at ' The Home,' by yourself, that the greatest reward we could give you would be a life worthy of a Christian and a gentle- man, I am not ashamed to give these feeble assurances of my love and gratitude, though I am at present unable to give any pecuniary aid. I am trying to lead such a life as will not make 189 you ashamed to say, 'He was once one of my boys.' I am conscious of constant shortcomings, but these, I know, are com- mon to the lot of all mortals, and therefore I am not discouraged. I have found it quite hard to make a living thus far, being able to supply only the necessaries of life. I am and have been studying law, in the office of the gentleman whose name is at the head of this sheet, for the past eighteen months. I work for him during the day, and study at night. My salary is barely enough to provide necessary clothing and pay my board ; and, in fact, would be far from sufficient were it not for the kindness of my cousins, who take just whatever I can pay, when I can pay it, and say nothing about its insufficiency. You will therefore perceive that it is iinpossible for me to do anything for the school at present, though I am ever so anxious to. But I hope at some future day to be in easier circum- stances ; and you may rest assured, sir, that I will not then for- get my ' Alma Mater.' " With kindest regards to Mrs. Porter, Miss Seabrook, and Mr. Gadsden, and much love for yourself, I beg that you will kindly remember me to all inquiring friends. " Yours, most affectionately and respectfully, u H. K. J ." "AuEELiAN Speings, HALIFAX Co., N. C, Juue 1, 1880. " My dear Friend : Your note reminding me of an unful- filled promise reached me a few days since. The matter would have commanded my immediate attention but for the fact that at that moment I was suffering with an attack of a disease well known throughout these parts as Impecuniosity. Such being the case, a reply had to be deferred till the amount herein found could be collected. Most cheerfully do I send this sum ; only regret it is not greater. Why I have been thus dilatory in attending to a call which should meet with a hearty response from each of us, is, that I have been more or less encumbered with debt since entering upon the duties of my profession — ne- cessarily so, because I commenced without a dime in pocket. Nothing, I assure you, my dear friend, excepting being able to get married, would afford me more real pleasure than a visit to our beloved Alma Mater. May God long spare the lives of the 190 supervisors of this noble institution, and crown their every * endeavor with preeminent success, is the fond hope and earnest prayer of '^ Yours, most faithfully and affectionately, "W.W.J , M. D." " Sewanee, August 10^ 1880. " My dear Pastor : I arrived here safely after a very plea- sant but tedious trip. Found it very lonely until I arrived at Atlanta. I am very much pleased with the place and people. The first night I attended a contest between the two literary societies in orations, on which occasion Moreland spoke. The next day was the Commencement, and the four graduates were from South Carolina, two of whom were your boys. Moreland delivered a French, and Wiggins a Latin oration ; both were very fine. I met the Bishop and had a long chat with him. He said that ' he had been bragging about Guerry and myself, and did not want us to go back on him.' I promised that I would try hard not to. " Now, my dear father (for I consider, you as such), I feel as if I can never show enough gratitude to you for your kindness to me, nor can I express in words what I have profited by your good lessons taught and examples set. I know sometimes you feel as if you are speaking in vain, but rest assured your words always strike deeply into some boy's heart, although they do not tell you so. I can truthfully say I have never listened to your addresses in Sunday-school or elsewhere that I did not derive some good. You can not imagine how I feel for you when a boy shows ingratitude, for I do think, if there is ever a man that has sacrificed all for the sake of winning souls for Christ, it has been you, and it is a wonder to me that you don't get discouraged sometimes. I shall never forget the fatherly way in which you always received me, and I never hesitated in telling you anything ; in fact, I have told you things I never told my mother, for fear it w^ould worry her. O father ! if I only had words at my command to express my love for you, how happy I would be! I would rather gain the love and admiration of Mr. Gadsden and yourself than any two men on earth. I am indebted to that institute for any good qualities 191 ' that I possess, for it was the means of forming my whole char- acter. As you complimented me on the performance of my duty, let me say here that it was from you and Mr. G. that I first learned what duty was. I will not tire you any longer, but will beg that you will act the father's part as you have hith- erto done, and I will promise the son's part. Give me what advice you can and tell me all my faults, for I have many. Give my kindest regards to Mrs. P. when you write again ; hope she is improving. Hoping to hear from you soon, I remain, '' Your affectionate son, "A. K. M . "P. S. I will resume studies to-morrow; know I will find it hard at first. Moreland received the gold medal for decla- mation." " OEAXGEBUE&, S. C, Juue 21^ 1880. " Rev. axd deae Sir : Yours of the 29th of May, after some delay, was received. The references which it contained to the past most deeply touch my heart. I often think, sir, with plea- sure of the many happy days that I have passed under your fatherly care, and of the kindness displayed by Mr. Gadsden and Miss Seabrook ; and there is not a day that passes that I do not pray that God's choicest blessings may rest upon you and your noble institution. I have refrained from expressing to you my simple thanks, hoping from time to time to be able to send you a more substantial acknowledgment of my gratitude, but I find myself still unable to do as I wish. Since leaving you, sir, my health has been not at all good ; in addition to that, I have my widowed mother to care for. I am engaged in plant- ing, and, although unable to respond to your appeal immedi- ately, as I desire, you may depend upon me in the fall, when I shall do all in my power to aid the glorious work which you are carrying on. You spoke of applying to strangers ; believe me, dear sir, when I say that you would not have that to do if all of the alumni felt as I do upon this subject, and had the necessary means. Remembering with the deepest emotions of gratitude your kindness in the past, allow me to subscribe my- self as one of your own boys. " Yours, devotedly and lovingly, u E. L. A ." 192 CHAPTEK XXXIY. It may be of interest to some of my readers to see a few of the letters wliicli I receive. From these they can judge whether my work is still needed in our recuperating but still impover- ished State : '-'July 12, 1880. " Eev. and deae Sm : It is with diffidence that I approach you upon a subject which gives me so much uneasiness that I only hope you may be able to assist me. ^' Your kindness to my son Paul has been, and ever will be, most truly appreciated by him and myself ; and, among all the train of ills that accrued from that sad event which withdrew him from your care, I believe that withdrawal to have been not the least, as having turned him from pursuits for which he had a natural bent. Now I have, as the only parent left to little ' L L ,' to ask Tnost earnestly that you w^ill, on the 1st of October, take him under the church guidance of your insti- tution. He has been for a year and a half under Paul's sole protection, for I was too ill to do for him, and after my recov- ery I sought refuge in the city, that I might not again return to the malaria which has proved so detrimental to me. I fully recognize all that the young folks have done for L 's im- provement, and Paul has been most devoted to this small brother, but experience teaches us how little can be done where there are no educational advantages and very, very few church privileges. It is from this life of exposure to malaria, and all other disadvantages of a country sojourn as it now is, that I beg you to rescue this young boy, bright in mind, easily trained, but from various causes very backward. With all the efforts of Paul and his wife to teach him, in the midst of other occu- pations, he has forgotten much that he knew, as my place could not well be supplied, and he has missed parental authority. Your friend, my brother L , has promised from time to time to communicate with you upon this subject, but the claims of an increasing family, with small means, have of late greatly engrossed his time and care ; thus I feel impelled to urge this 193 case of cliaritj upon you myself. I say this ' case of charity ' ; for I must candidly confess that those known by common par- lance as 'the poor' can scarcely be more destitute of means than my sons are at present, the drought having destroyed many of their anticipated resources ; and you know that, so far as a support for L goes, he is verily an orphan, I having naught but love and prayer to bestow upon him. He will be ten years old in September. I trust that I may be permitted to rest here, where true Christian kindness and affection are doing more than I could have hoped for a shattered constitu- tion, and where I enjoy once more the comforts of our ' Mother the Church.' Should this boon be granted me, I will be near L , if you can receive him, will be able to see him, and ren- der any assistance that might make the task lighter to Miss Sea- brook of taking care of so young a child. " Hoping that your family may recruit from their summer's jaunts, and that your health may recover, "I am, with regards to your mother, " Yery respectfully yours, "i.C G ." " Chaelestox, August I4, 1880. " Mr. Porter : " Dear Sir : I have been so blessed in having my son with you, I will beg you, as his widowed mother, who has nothing to depend on but my needle, you will let him still be at your school. I will contribute as I have done, if but a dollar at a time. You have found him studious and ambitious, and he will ever appreciate your generous interest in him. He is now spending his vacation with one of your boys who is his friend, in Abbeville — young P . You will please continue your interest in my boy, and keep him with you. " Yours, with respect and gratitude, u L. C. M ." "Laueel Hill, August i, 1880. " Pev. Dr. Porter : "Dear Sir: I was informed to-day that you required ap- plication to be made for scholars by the 15th of August. I hope I am not too late in asking that my son P may 13 194 be received again into your valuable institution. God grant jou may have it in your power to confer this great charity on me and on my orphan boy, whose only chance of education lies with you. There is not even a free school — we are so sparsely settled — to which I could send him, so that, unless you can re- ceive him, his chances of education are at an end, at least for the present. "I can not express how truly grateful I am for the benefits already conferred on him — I see him so much improved in every respect — or how deeply humbled I feel in making these repeated applications without offering compensation. It is only for the great benefit of Christian education for my boy that I could again ask such a favor. " I beg that he may, if possible, be received as a beneficiary ; for I have found it as much as I could do to supply his books and clothing, having four other little ones to provide for by my own exertions. At the same time I promise to pay as much toward his support as I possibly can. If we do not have cater- pillars, I trust I shall be able to do something for him. If you can not receive him as a beneficiary, please let me know the lowest terms at which you can receive him, for I must strain every nerve to keep him at school, even at a great sacrifice to the rest of us. I think I can safely promise for him that he will take advantage of every opportunity offered, and I hope he may one day have it in his powder to make some return to the institution to wdiich he owes so much. '' Respectfully and gratefully, "A J. LaR ." " Bluffton, S. C, August 14-, 1880. " The Rev. Toomer Portek : "Dear Sir: Will you be kind enough to take my son W in your institution, and give him as good an education as he is capable of receiving ? " I regret being obliged to ask this of you, but w^e are really in very indigent circumstances, having no support, and only en- abled to live by the united efforts of my two daughters in teach- ing and sewing. " My husband, w4iom I lost just two months ago, was an ofii- 195 cer in the late war — was one of tlie tirst to volunteer his services, and among the last prisoners released from Fort Delaware at its close. His sufferings there , settled the disease on him which finally took him away. " W will be twelve in the fall, is well grown, if not large, for his age. We will be glad to hear from you as early as it is convenient. " Hoping that you can grant my request, ''I am, very respectfully, " Mrs. T. H. C ." "71? the Bector and Board of Trustees of the Institute of the Church of the Holy Communion : " Rev. Brother and Gentlemen of the Board : The in- closed application is in behalf of the lad in whom I had endea- vored to interest the Rector while at the Convention in May last. In reference to the boy himself I would say that he is moral, truthful, and capable, and I think is desirous of securing a good education. In reference to the circumstances of his widowed mother, alas ! it is all too true, and I am satisfied that, if there is any worthy family in the State deserving of such help as is asked in their letter, they are equally so. " I sincerely hope and pray that you may find it in your power to assist them in the way desired, viz., by receiving the son into the institute as a beneficiary. " With much respect, I am, yours in Christ, " B. B. Saj^is, Missionary y '■''August 2JftTi. " Dear Mr. Porter : I have just heard that applications ought to have been made by the 16th, and write by first mail, trusting that I may still be in time to get "W in, for, if we are so unfortunate as not to send him to Dr. Porter's, it will be a great disappointment to us. I make just the same offer that we did last year, $50. I did hope so much that we would have been able next year to do more, but it is utterly impossible, and but for the kindness of my good friend could not send him to school at all. We regret very much that we have not been able to re- turn the amount you so kindly lent him when he was coming 196 back home, but Mr. D lias not yet been paid for his work. With kindest regards, and hoping to hear from you at an early day, Yours very respectfully, " D. F. D ." ■ " Direct Fort Motte, S. C." " SUMMEEVILLE, AuQUSt 13, 1880. " To Mr. John Gadsden : '•' Dear Sir : I desire to make this application for the con- tinuation of my son as a beneiiciary in the institution. " I am a widow with six children, ^yq of whom are entirely dependent on my own energies and the kindness of friends, so that I am utterly unable to give them an education, even of the plainest kind. I therefore solicit your aid in my behalf, in this my earnest appeal for my child's welfare, feeling sure that, under the care of such an institution, my son will become a useful and, I trust, pious member of society. My son is now thirteen years old, and, with management and rule, can be easily controlled. " I therefore earnestly beg your attention again to this my appeal, trusting that God will, in his goodness, guide and direct all things. " Yours, with sincere gratitude and esteem, " M H ." ''August 12, 1880. " Mr. Porter : " Dear Sir : I would like you to take me in your school. I am a widow's son, and have had but few advantages. I haven't got much money, and I heard you were a very kind man to poor boys, therefore I concluded to apply to you for a place in your school. You will please let me know what you will take me in for, and whether I can be accommodated or not. I was in Charleston in June, and was introduced to you by J. W. Yours truly, u D. L. S ." " Holly Hill P. O,, Charleston Co., S. C." " IIardeeville, S. C, August 11, 1880. '^ Rev. Dr. Porter : " Dear Sir : Will you be good enough to give my son a place at the Holy Communion Church Institute the coming year ? I 197 am extremely sorry that I have nothing to pay for his education. I am obliged to support myself and two little boys by my own exertions. " He is the son of the late F. M. E., of Charleston, S. C, and v»ill be twelve years old in November next. " Eespectfully, " Bluffton, September 20^ 1880. " Eev. Mr. A. T. Porter : " Dear Sir : Your letter of the 15th inst. came duly to hand ; allow me earnestly to thank you for the acceptance of my son in your noble institute. You may be assured I shall daily invoke the blessing of our Heavenly Father on your noble efforts in be- half of the youths of our State. " I will pay for his uniform if my daughter succeeds in collecting her money due her by the county as teacher of the Free School, otherwise I shall have to pay by installments. I can not promise to pay any amount in advance for his w^ashing, as our only means of support is by the united elforts of my daughters with our needle, etc., but I will certainly endeavor to forward it from time to time, as I get it. You will kindly let me know, at your earliest convenience, when I shall send my son, and what will be absolutely necessary for him to have. " With warm and grateful thanks for your kindness, " I remain, very truly yours, '^ S. B. C ." CHAPTER XXXY. In the course of the winter, wishing to excite a more gen- eral interest in the work, the trustees elected Mr. Charles T. Lowndes, Hon. W. A. Courtenay, Mr. H. Buist, Mr. W. C. Courtney, and Mr. Thaddeus Street, as co-trustees. All of these gentlemen kindly accepted the trust during the winter. Mr. Lowndes, after going over the grounds the next day, wrote me the following letter, w^hich speaks for itself : 198 ^' My deak Mr. Porter : Although I can not emulate, yet I can appreciate, the great work in which you are engaged, and to which you devote a noble life — a work that must be felt throughout the length and breadth of our State, furnishing educated and Christian gentlemen from whom the avenues to legislation and industries will be supplied ; and, as I realize the importance of such education to my State, I can not but equally recognize my obligation to aid you in your good work, and therefore ask the acceptance of the inclosed check for one thou- sand dollars. " Sincerely and truly, C. T. Lowndes. " To the Uev. A. Toomer Porter." May God raise up many such friends for this work ! "With this kind and generous act from one to whom I per- sonally owe so much, and to whom this Christian endeavor is so largely indebted, invoking the continued blessing, of the Triune God, I close my book up to October 1, 1880. CHAPTER XXXYI. Now, what do I want of you, my readers ? 1. I ask of you your sympathy and interest, that you will give me your prayers that I may be fitted for the great work which has been committed to me and my colaborers ; that my faith, and love, and zeal, and v/isdom may be increased ; that God's blessing may continue to rest upon this work, and that it may go on prospering ; that many souls may be born unto God in this institution ; and that of its graduates many may go out to fit themselves for the preaching of the gospel of God's dear Son. 2. Pray that the example of this work may spread, and that others may be raised up to do just such works — for there is no place where they are not needed ; and the greater the number, the greater the blessing which flows into the Church and the world. 199 3. I ask you to consider wlietlier you can not spare some- thing from your income to help on this work, not only now, but so long as it needs help — which will not be one day after it can be supported at home. And I ask you not to delay your gift ; good intentions sometimes fail from procrastination. Of the worthiness of the work you must be assured, or else my pen has written in vain. 4. I ask you to help me by giving something toward the endowment, so that I can begin to do a like work for the girls, who need it as much as the boys. Many of these we have lost already. This much-needed work I would have undertaken before, but I had not faith nor strength sufficient. We do not want it said of South Carolina, ^' Her boys are ignorant, but her girls will never know it." We want our boys to be educated, and we want our girls to know and appreciate it. Oh, how many who read this can, of their abundance, spare something for a cause which appeals so touchingly to the tender heart of humanity ! 5. Will you not remember this work when making your will, and thus live on in the young men, who will be doing good ser- vice to the Church and State through you, when you have gone to your reward ? It has been asked, " Why do you want an endowment ? Do you expect this class to need such aid for ever ? " I answer : 1. The fate of this work seems to hang on my life, which may be cut short at any moment. 2. Certainly, for a generation, this will be needed. The poverty among this class is too v/idespread and too great to be removed immediately. Let it be borne in mind that all — all save honor — has been lost ; and in losing, this class have lost, we may say, for ever. They may struggle up, by slow degrees, to a more comfortable position ; but there is no earthly power that can ever restore them what has been swept away. 3. My time is taken from my parish and other duties of the ministry, in going about to solicit aid. 4. Persons will weary of giving continual aid to this one object. As it is, one after another drops out of the charitable 200 circle, and there is great difficulty in supplying their place ; and this will increase as time goes on. 5. We are establishing a great Christian institution, to last for all time, and there will always be widows' sons and orphans who will need help. Lastly, I wish to get as many scholarships called by the names of the donors as I can, at the North. This will be an- other means of reknitting the sections and helping to keep them together. A scholarship of two thousand dollars will educate and support a boy ; and five thousand will educate and support three boys. Reader, will not a blessing come to you if you lend your aid in bringing to perfection that which God has so signally blessed ? Is it not a privilege to be colaborer with God ? Commending this simple story to your hearts ; committing it to the God of all grace ; giving glory to him for the wonders he has wrought ; praying that his Holy Spirit may rest upon us and all our helpers, I close this history up to date, October 1, 1880 ; offering all my prayers through the mediation of Jesus Christ our Lord, to whom, with the Father and the Holy Ghost, three persons and one God, be all honor and glory, love and dominion, now and for ever. Amen. Form of bequest of money or other personal property to the Holy Communion Church Institute, of Charles- ton, S. C. : ''/ give and bequeath to the Holy Communion Church Institute, of Charleston, 8. C, the sum of Dollars, to be applied to the uses of said Institute.^' (If particular conditions are desired to be attached to the bequest, they may be here added.) Form of devise of real estate to the Institute : '^ I hereby give and devise to the Holy Communion Church Institute, of Charleston, S. C, its successors and assigns, for the uses and purposes of said Institute, the certain real estate situated at , and described as folloius.^' (Here add description of property, by metes and bounds, or otherwise particularly identify it. If conditions are to be attached, or special trust created, the same may be here noted.) 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