JM^'^'J^JJ^W^^N, LIBRARY OF CONGRESS. UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. ELEUSIS ELEUSIS A POEM X \' b\(iLog bang Idcjv KeW elc' vnb X'^ov' ' oi6e uev ftlov relevrdv, oldev 6e SlogSotov hpxciv. — PINDAK. CHICAGO 1890 ^n% Copyrighted, A. D. 1890. ^y /TTK H^^rU4 0^e'x/owv4 ftr^t^Q^^h. h DEDICATED TO W. H. S. Oleics is mourns beside the sea, Her secret pomp of ivorship fled ; But, though her juries/ and rite he Still lives the Eternal Mystery. Nor can the Eleusinia die: What though the centuries wax and wane, From each new age sounds out again The Eternal Questioning, Whence and Why ! CANTO 1. PRELUDE. O Life ! resplendent breaks thy morn ; And Youth speeds on with rosy lip, From brimming bowls of joy to sip, Or empty Pleasure's drinking-horn. O'er sunny plains, by singing streams. Through years that seem a holiday, He flies, hope-pinioned, on his way Toward the palace of his dreams. At morn a child, the noon-tide sun On limbs more stalwart looketh down ; And soon his setting glories crown A staff-supported skeleton. The silent halls one more receive, To swell their store of voiceless guests ; The heir is master of bequests. And even Love forgets to grieve. 10 Eleusis A play whose acts but triply change, And progress simple to its close ; Yet more than triply charged with woes, And grief's broad range and counter-range. And what beyond ? Does Death o'errule The vanished genius of the clay, Dissolve the soul, and one decay Embrace philosopher and fool ? Such doubts and problems haunt the brain, In youth or age of every man ; And, stifle them as best we can. They press insistent back again. Their ghostly spectres mock and frown ; No Nostradamus knows the spell. Nor book nor wise exorcist's bell Can thrust their taunting phantoms down. Oh, how above the funeral urn Their pinions hover ; and we feel, As tears their deepest founts unseal, That life is mystery to its kern ! \ Eleusis 1 1 Their solemn silence bringeth fear, And passionate will kneels down in dread ; For, standing by the sleeping dead, We know eternal forms are near. It may be bootless task, in sooth. To grapple with diviner things. Proclaim us priests as well as kings. And seek the mystic source of Truth, Yet fly the search and shirk the test ! In flight, contentment who can find ? The deeper yearnings of the mind Cannot be lightly lidled to rest. If life be fate, if worlds advance Self-driven on their axles steep, Our lives are accidents, we leap At dying to the arms of chance, — Then joy and pain are phantoms too; To love is sweet illusive spell ; And all the thoughts that surge and swell Within our souls, are most untrue. 12 Eleiisis So life were false, and hope a lie ; The higher life for which we long Only a mocking siren-song To lure and lead us on to die. Life, to me thyself sublime ; Reveal me why I came to be, And let my soul, though dimly, see The secret horoscope of Time ! CANTO I. No WHEEL may turn forever round, Nor bell forever strike and swing : The broken bell will cease to ring, The wheel lie prostrate on the ground. The Vv^earing w^aste of hopes and fears Unwinds the primal spring of power. And action weakening hour by hour In sloAV suspension disappears. And so, grim cup, wherein some brain Has seethed and boiled with bm-ning thought, And to excess of mastery brought. Was quick to measure loss and gain, Power's supremest mock and mime. Life's palace now forgotten urn ! For thee no more the wheel wdll turn, — The bell has rung its dying chime. Eleusis Yet whither gone, Soul ? Whence sprung Thy mighty mastery of the past ? Dost wander homeless, or at last Indwell the countries of the sun ? Or, is this all, — these empty eyes, This mockery grim of life's fair prime ? Is this the consummate fruit of Time, And the proud heirdom of the wise ? Eleusis II. Alas for him whose harp outrung The first low minor-chord of doubt, And gave that bitter keynote out Whereto uncounted souls have sung. Alas for him who, out of tune With the young earth's clear-voiced refrain, Made tears the burden of his strain. And saw a clouded sky at noon. Alas for him ! Alas for me. Who am the heir of his emprise ! For heirdom lives, though lordship dies. And doubt entails an endless fee. Thus cycles turning round and round, And years to centuries grovring fast, From out the dim and vista'd past Tumultuous voices louder sound. 1 6 Eleusis 'Till, ringing from the earth and sky, The wide world heareth only this : ' Death ruleth Life ; Life's fuller bliss Is Sleep, — its fullest, swift to die.' Eleusis t? III. O HAUNTING image of my age, That risest with me in the morn, And saith with evening voice of scorn, 'Come clasp me, and thy love assuage ! ' haffling Love, whose mocking eyes From pools of searchings deep are seen. Or where high mountain-turrets lean Standest depict against the skies, — 1 long for thee ; my heart aflame No other bride or mistress knows : Yet on my waning century goes, And longing cannot crown its aim. Yet cries my heart, ' Whate'er may come, I will thy perfect contours hold, And to my passion shall unfold The lips that hitherto are dumb ; 1 8 Eleusis ' What though the vaulted heaven fall, What though my soul go down to death, To feel for once the eternal breath Will be rich guerdon tor it all ! ' Eleusis ig IV. O BROADER scope of life, divined By only those whose gaze intense Surmounts the barriers set by sense, And passes what has been defined ; O wide conception leaping o'er The bounds that earlier knowledge gave, What though the fearful feebly rave And cry, ' Oh, tarry on the shore '; And Avhat though many a wreck decays By deep divining's boundless sea, Where many a tempest's full degree Proud launched convoys disarrays ; All travellers pass through dangerous lands. Or risk the storms of treacherous seas ; All gain is bought by loss of ease. And glory yields to daring hands. 20 Eleusis To Doric moods the sails are set, And songs pursue the vessel's keel. And far horizons half reveal Mist-shrouded tower and parapet. And Mystery's deeji enchantment falls From slumbrous depths of sapphire sky, And Hope uprears a fabric high Behind the heights of unknown walls. Across the soul's responsive strings The touch of heavenly music sweeps, And my intensest ardor leaps To reach the inmost heart of things. Then onward fly, bark, from shore ; Before, behind, is due acclaim ; I go to win a deathless name, Or die as others died before ! Eleusis 21 V. Yet what the silence of the dark In vaulted cavern dim and deep, Where Echo, Echo lies asleep. And Fear forgets to whisper ' Hark ! ' Or what the silence of the peak Surmounting wastes of barren plain. Or that of yon debateless main Whose rigid secrets none can speak ; Aye, what are these to yonder track Where Silence shrieks, ' 'Tis I, 'Tis I! I Avatch the centuries wax and die, And hear the wheels go slipping back. * From agony my voice is born ; My earthly sisters all are dumb ; Afar I see new races come To perish 'neath the heel of scorn ; 22 Eleusis ' Yet what I know I cannot tell ; My realm divides all time in twain ; And whether life grows life again, My lips are powerless to foretell.' No traveller walks that border shore, And thence returns with pilgrim song, With foreign lays and stories long, And robes that strangers wove and wore ; But he who goes repairs not thence ; The speechless cycles turn and turn : Our only solace is an urn, And Memory's poignant recompense. Eleiisis 2^ VI. AxD so my heart and hoi3e grows weak, And life's fate-flung contemjDtuous boon Is dawn that blights before the noon, Or child that does not live to speak. Are years so sweet that toil and pain Should buy the few we linger here ? Or life within this hemisphere As sweet as bitter its disdain ? But passion lives though potence die, And love of life lives longer still; ' Oh Fortune, treat me as ye will. But let me live ! ' the ages sigh. Yet weariness is near to rest. And suffering ofttimes bringeth sleep ; So I, although to-day I weej). Perhaps hereafter may be blest. 24 Eleusis VII. Yet restless Thought, with straining eye, And borne at Will's implacate need Above the citadels of creed Where undisturbed horizons lie, Spies out through distance dim and vast Life's broad exjDanse of sombre sea, Whose billows touch the same degree As in the countless centuries past. To swell it myriad streamlets haste, And out it myriad streamlets go. In ceaseless counterpoise of flow And ceaseless weaving up of waste. Now here, now there, the subtle stream. And now returning whence it came, Sweeps through my heart and wakes to fame, Or thrills the rose with joy supreme. Eleusis 2^ Wrapped thus in life's more fleeting flood, The true and deathless life lives on ; That which hath made me paragon, And of the gods decayless blood. For, held and prisoned by some power, Within this life the truer dwells, 'Till heavenly sign and dial tells The full and free and destined hour. The oneness making what we are, The eternal stamp that gives me form ; No shock of elemental storm, No crash of planet meeting star, No blotting out of sun and moon, No chaos boundless and profound, Can slay : in chaos I am found, For I am night and I am noon. 26 Eleusis VIII. Yet,' Memory lost, thy latest heir Demands thy urns that border time, Thy cenotaphs in clime on clime. Thy earlier joyanca or despair. That palimpsest unfold to-day. And 'neath the lately written lines Read out my lineage from the signs Whose deeper mystery says me nay. No answer comes ; or if reply Floats echoing through my pillar'd hall, Its wordless echoes rise and fall, Approach and voiceless hasten by ; They waste, they wane ; my halls of thought Disperse the strain that once was song. And sadly Silence floats along To mock with mystery what was sought. Eleusis 2y For 'mid my labyrinth rooms that ring With each its own responsive tone, The true refrain grows quite unknown That somewhere heavenly voices sing ; Or, swelled by Nature's echoing throat, Betrays its birthright, and with lies Deceives, dissuades, destroys, denies. With false and yet enchanting note. For I who hear am he who sings ; And what is sung, that too is Me ; For I am one and yet am three, — The listener, singer, and the strings. And all in self ; yet cannot tell What strains I hear, or if I sang. Or what the notes, or how they rang From out my mad musician's cell. And so I circle round and round. And paths once trod again I tread ; For life is life, though men be dead, And death is — failing to be found. 28 Eleusis IX. For life has orbit more immense Than swiftest comets overfly ; We pass this human orbit by, And slide from out this arc of sense, And passing onward in my round, As one who coasts a foreign shore Sees strange growths never seen before And races hitherto unfound, So I shall see what is unseen ; And, casting arc and arc behind. My more and more enfranchised mind Shall learn what present mysteries mean ; High tides shall roll where shallows lay. And desert lands grow rich with bloom. And mountain peaks whose summits loom To dim the rising of the day. Eleusis 2g Shall sink beneath my upward wing That mounts the eternal vault of Truth With fresh and growing sense of youth And the strong ardor of the Spring. 50 Eleusis X. Yet is there something still untraced : Some link that hides its magic gold, — Some bud whose petals still enfold Their secret, — forces yet displaced. Oh, could we see where closely press The arcs of being, could we stand Where sliding down from either hand They meet and closely coalesce, Then Doubt at last were doubly dead ; And my new orbit, cloudless grown, Would sweep thro' Truth's imperial zone, Eternal sunshine overhead. But darkness now encumbers all. And silence answers to my cry ; The heights of thought my wings defy, Yet lure me onward till I fall. Eleusis 31 Beneath the peaks of pure desire I lie in helpless longing low, And feel a dull resentment grow To burn my being with its fire. With bruised heart, with broken wing, My purpose countervailed by fate, I scorn the low, I loathe the great. And every seen and unseen thing. 52 Eleusis XI. O STRUGGLIXG Soul ! thy heirdom thrills With hope that maddens, then denies ; '- 1 am thy love I ' the phantom cries, And then with treacherous scorning kills. Move onward, Soul, within thy round. Nor strive the eternal springs to quaff ; The Gods at high aspirers laugh, And will is left an hour unbound ; Then, harsh with mockery and with scorn, Defiance meets thy wild appeals ; And dark Despair, unheeded, feels 'T were better to have been unborn. Eleusis ^j XII. For, living, one must live by rule ; We tread the j)atlis our fathers wore, Nor look behind, nor look before, But nod the noddings of the fool Who knows not why, but follows feet That echo ' Follow ' in his ear, — E'en though it be some frenzied Lear Who cries ' Advance ' or calls ' Retreat.' So longing souls must go astray. And, struggling on 'mid murk and mire, Feel life grow barren of desire. Or turn like hunted stag at bay To face the foe when hope denies, And drink the poison-pointed spear : — Life to the vanquished is not dear As death to him who boldly dies ! ^4 Eleusis XIII. ' Rise up,' one saith, ' to higher ends ; Proclaim thee better than the rest, And feel the passion in thy breast That iDure and lofty striving sends.' And answering to him, ' What is this ? A moment's self -deceptive joy, A dream that waking will destroy, A phantom starlight must dismiss. ' Its fabric falls and melts away And sinks to wed its kindred dust, Because some old half-hidden lust Stalks laughing from its false decay.' Then death of Hope comes slowly on ; My springs of action cease to flow. And o'er my sjDirit broods a woe Like that which shadowed Babylon. Eleusis ^5 My fertile valleys wear a pall That yon dark mount of sorrow spread, And the thick ashes of the dead Come slowly down to bury all. Dumb, senseless, all unhurt by pain, Inert as matter I can it be That aspirations vainly flee And like mirages wax and wane ? What means the native power of art, And what the implanted love of truth ? Are these but visions haunting Youth, . To charm and then enrage the heart ? Is living some most tragic play Whereat remorseless purjDose smiles, And longings only witless wiles That first enchant and finally slay ? So were it better swift to fall As tree beneath the axman's blow : Aye, sometimes Misery whispers low, 'Twere better not to live at all.' j6 Eleusis XIV. O ADAMANTINE reigii of Law ! Relax thine edicts now and then ; Display sweet mercy unto men, Discerning in thyself some flaw. What means the bowing of the pine, Or what the grain-field's bended head, When storm and tempest frenzy-led Whirl o'er the earth in rage condign ? Day veils his banner unto eve, And Night lays off her starry crown ; The planets fall supinely down, And the high tides their conquests leave. ' To yield, to yield ! ' their voices cry ; ' Contention brings suj)reme defeat ; And they Avho deign not to retreat Disarmed and fetter-laden lie.' Eleusis 57 Why can we not the reason know, Or why are sense and soul so blind ? Whence comes the mystery of the mind, And longing's endless ebb and flow ? High barriers their thwarting bring ; And lo-like from land to land, From plains of snow to plains of sand, We fly the Fates' remorseless sting. ^8 Eleusis XV. Yet waves uproll to meet the shore Where many a joyous blossom sways, And oft and oft the tide delays As if enamored more and more. This ocean-lover longs to press The fair earth-blossom to his side, And bear it on returning tide To cheer his far-off loneliness ; And tides that rise with longing swell To court these joyous maids of June, May reach them some victorious noon. And bear in triumph, — who can tell ? So hearts that long and tides that roll Of feeling and divine desire May reach, by force of longing, higher, More priceless treasures of the soul. Eletisis 39 XVI. Sweet Summer clouds, celestial fleet That ploughs sublime a sapphire sea ! Fain would I sail as calm as ye To some fair haven of retreat. Meseems for you some pilot stout Maintains the rudder in his grip, While I alone within my ship Without a helmsman drift about, And driven onward by the blast, Or rising on some mural swell. My boasted skill cannot foretell The shore whereon I may be cast. So, knoAving naught of how to sail, 'T were better let the wind direct ; For, destined finally to be wreckt, Why toil and labor but to fail ? 40 Eleusis XVII. They say, ' He tried, but trying failed,' They brand him false and craven knight ; And so the world in headlong flight Abandons him at whom she railed. The sands of many a hopeless coast Are heaped with sjDars and wrecks unnamed, Stout oaken ribs by tempest strained. And now and then a capstan post. These sailed them forth one Summer morn, One Summer morn with canvas proud ; To fanfares shouted by the crowd, They sailed for lands beyond the Horn. And now on yonder surf -worn sand Their ghosts go wandering : yet as brave Go forth new keels to breast the wave, And carry love's or gain's command. Eleusis 41 So runs the world : and those who win Are hailed the mighty and the great ; But he who reached the goal too late Is guilty of his failure's sin. What though he strove and strove his best, And nobly striving broke his heart ? Success in every realm of art Proclaims herself the crucial test I 42 Eleusis XVIII. O WONDROUS moment, when Success To ardent effort yields her bride, And joyous from the altar's side They pass to perfect happiness. The midnight anguish is forgot ; The vigil hour, the weary year, Dismissed from memory's hemisphere, Depart and are remembered not. Forgot is all the toilsome way O'er which they trod with lingering limbs ; Proud Nature sings their nuptial hymns. And forth they walk into the day. They walk to meet the golden west j Across they pass the purple hills ; And where eternal Summer spills Her urns of sunshine, dwell at rest. Eleusis 4^ XIX. But what the hope that sailor feels, Or what the joy of lover's dream ? Envenomed Cupid's arrows stream, And painted barks have strengthless keels. The booming guns of frigate vast. The signal-lights athwart the sea, The surf wild-breaking on the lea, The splitting sail and cracking mast ! O hapless crew, ye sailed, ye sailed, Familiar shores were at your side ; Yet gazing on your homes ye died. And breathing native air ye failed. So standing where through thresholds wide Success displays her vistas long. The soul is tripped by passion's thong. And finds the fairest hopes denied. 44 Eleusis XX. If Hope be budded, snow and sleet Despoil the jDromise of the flower ; What then is Summer's softest shower, Or June, with fervid burst of heat ; Or what are floods of evening dew To barren deserts of despair, Where seeds nor germs nor rootlets are, Nor even rosemary or rue ? The rebel hand of bold emprise Has sown the field with deathful dearth : The seed has perished ere its birth, And Sorrow sits to mock the wise ; And suns unheeded fire the east ; Unheeded moons to crescent wane ; The stars unheeded o'er their plain May move, — I know not, — or have ceased. Eleusis 4^ An iron crown around my head, My hands in fearful fetters bound, A faineant king in mockery crowned To rule o'er noble purpose dead, To king the buried hopes of youth, Behold Ambition's dying throe, To pomp my ow^n expiring woe And rule the funeral rites of Truth. Oh, who is strong to conquer Hope, And conquering sing his bridal song, Or win the heirdoms that belong To Life's diviner astroscope ? 46 Eleusis XXI. Then let me venture to thy wall, O Cloister crowned with quiet age, And as one worn with pilgrimage Repose my limbs within thy hall. Let me adventure to thy shrine, O Melancholy, mild and sweet. Where woes with absolution meet And souls by suffering grow divine. O sweet Seclusion, let thy spell Unseal the spirit's blinded eye. And thoughts immeasurably high Sing me my long-sought canticle. Eleusis 4j XXII. I DONNED the gray and sackcloth robe, Around my waist the knotted cord ; And, every passion held in ward, Turned round the convent's silent globe. My soul from thought of wrong was swept, My penance done most joyously ; And in my new-born ecstasy Before the altar stejDS I wept. Yet when in Summer glowed the sun, My thoughts refused to dwell apart ; I felt the impetuous currents start That through all life and limits run ; The matin song in vain outrang Through echoing aisles its soft refrain, And the dull vespers all in vain My li^js in tired responses sang. Eleusis Aside my thralling robes I threw ; I passed the convent gates between ; The lindens shook their silver sheen, And up the lark in circles flew ; The world rang out an anthem grand, More sweet than choirs our convent kept, And the pure voice of Nature swept In concert over sea and land. Then, pondering, new thoughts came and went My soul with sense of joy was fraught. And the broad world superbly wrought Seemed bounteous, pure, benevolent. Fair robes of hope Queen Nature wore ; Responsive songs she sang to me ; And I, as from a boundless sea. Stepped forth upon the solid shore. CANTO II, PRELUDE. Away, Soul, and seek thy kind In air and earth, in fire and sea ! For Nature's reahii to thee is free, And only Nature is not blind. The mists have fled ; the prisoned sense That sought from self the All to know Has burst its chain and slain its foe, And finds in Nature joy intense. No more with grief my days ally ; To lonely woe I say, ' Farewell '; No more on sorrow's surging swell I float between the earth and sky. No more my days I lead alone, Without a heart to feel for mine ; For Nature pours her mystic wine. And says 'Thou art my own, my own.' 52 Eleusis The seasons come, the seasons go ; The year hangs up its finished crown ; A century's suns and moons go down, And on a thousand cycles flow ; And thrones and kings and reahns decay ; The builders perish, and their fanes ; The star of empire dims and wanes, And ruins mount on ruins gray ; Yet glows the sun as when his beam Did voice the mute Memnonian lyre ; As then he burns the east with lire. And drinks at night the western stream. Why to my heart's remotest shore Exalts the tide of joy its might, When yonder star's thin shaft of light Comes glittering through my casement door ? O light that shines to me, to me, From Sirius' doubly-distant sun. Thou dost, meseems, imprison one Of Nature's unseen ministry ! Eleusis 5^ Break o'er my lonely vigil hour Thy eentiiried silence I let me learn What will or passion in thee burn, And what the limit of thy power. And there are germs defying sight, That dwell in every forest tree ; And with a throb we cannot see Upswells the bosom of the Night ; All round me, flying here and there, I hear the sweep of myriad wings, Unseen, yet felt ; and now outrings A subtle music through the air. It sings : ' By myriad, myriad strands Ye grow, of us the unseen, part ; And Nature clasj^s ye to her heart. And holds your pulses in her hands.' So, Soul, away through all the earth, And seek thy kindred at the poleS;, Or where the central river rolls All liissing from the sun's hot hearth. 5^ Eleusis Build up to Nature altars high ; Invoke her spirit ; then my heart Shall find the greatest crown of art To learn from living how to die ! CANTO II. I. High priest of Nature, altars grand I reared in ev^ery separate zone, Amid the ice-floes white and lone, And on the south and blazing sand. So northward on my shallop drove, Till icy grew the spars and ropes, And waning sun and fading hoj^es With high ecstatic purpose strove. I coasted on past coral isles, Far onward to the burning south, And where to cool the fevered mouth The treacherous lotus-fruit beguiles. Then wandered 'mid the barren Avastes That stretch beyond the Asian meads, And heard the sighing of the reeds Where soft and fleet Hydaspes hastes.