NDINC PROV.4-7 Boob W ^3 7- GopyrightN? . COPYRIGHT DEPOSIT. THE UNFOLDMENT BY WILLIAM WTWALTER Price $1.85 Postpaid Published and for Sale by WILLIAM W. WALTER 326 New York St. AURORA, ILLINOIS Copyright 1921 by WILLIAM W. WALTER Fl6 -4 i92i ©CLA605673 *%*t4 PREFACE In placing this book upon the market, I am merely answering a persistent call from the field relative to the light on the various subjects han- dled. This call for light comes through letter and also in person and the conversation in the book is typical of hundreds that have taken place in my office between patients, practitioners, teach- ers, other truth seekers and myself. The enlightenment and help that have come to my visitors from these simple talks induced me to place them in book form so that all who desired enlightenment on these questions could be benefited. It will be apparent at once to the reader that Walter Williams is merely a transposition of my own name. CONTENTS CHAPTER PAGE I. The Appointment 7 II. Why and How 38 III. Emergence into the Light ... 74 IV. The Sickle 121 V. Class Teaching 157 VI. M.D. M.A.M. R.C 182 THE UNFOLDMENT CHAPTER I THE APPOINTMENT Mr. Walter Williams, author, and teacher of Christian Science, was sitting at the desk in his private office, busily engaged in answering a mass of correspondence that lay before him, when he heard the door bell ring. He paused in his work a moment, and upon hearing someone go to an- swer the bell, he resumed his writing. A moment later, he heard somebody enter the reception room, and say: "I am Mrs. Viloxon of Chicago. I had an appointment with Mr. Williams for two o'clock." "Yes, he is expecting you, and if you will ex- cuse me I will notify him of your arrival. Please be seated," was the answer. A few minutes later, Mr. Williams opened the door connecting his private office with the recep- tion room, and stepping through the doorway, 7 8 THE UNFOLDMENT he saw a well dressed woman seated in an easy rocker. As she turned toward him he observed that her face was drawn, as though with worry or pain. The lady arose and asked: "Is this Mr. Williams?" A pleasant smile came to his face as he an- swered: u Yes, I am Mr. Williams, and you are Mrs. Viloxon?" "Yes, I am Mrs. Clara Viloxon, Christian Science practitioner of Chicago." As she said this, there was just a trace of pride in her actions and words. Extending his hand in welcome, Mr. Williams said: "I am pleased to meet you. Please step into my private office so that we may talk, undis- turbed. I suppose you came to keep your ap- pointment." "Yes," she replied. Placing a rocker, Mr. Williams added: "Take this seat, you will find it very comfortable." The visitor took the chair indicated, and as THE APPOINTMENT 9 she seated herself, quietly said: "I thank you." For several moments neither spoke, and it was evident to Mrs. Viloxon that Mr. Williams was closely studying her face, though not wishing to appear to do so. Scarcely knowing what to say, but with an evi- dent desire to break the silence, Mrs. Viloxon remarked: "Well, I am here." "So I see," said Mr. Williams. Leaning forward and looking up sharply, Mrs. Viloxon remarked: "It took a mighty effort on my part to come to your office in broad daylight, for if some of my Science friends should see me, it would cause me a great deal of trouble. That is why I wrote you for an evening interview. I consider my coming a wonderful demonstration." "So you think your coming to my office a won- derful demonstration?" "Yes, I do, don't you?" There was a serious expression on the face of Mr. Williams, as he slowly shook his head and quietly said : "No" ; then added : "However, let 10 THE UNFOLDMENT the matter rest there for the present. I am ready to hear the nature of your mission." There was a little show of both excitement and resentment as Mrs. Viloxon said, quite positively: "But I do consider my coming a big demonstra- tion, and would like to know your reason for not considering it such." Mr. Williams faced his visitor squarely, and said very calmly: "If we allow ourselves to get excited and enter into controversy, our time will be wasted, and no good will accrue to either of us. Have you never heard it said, that we can- not gain new ideas from those who fully agree with us, because if we are in agreement no new ideas are brought forth? Therefore, it is from those who do not always agree with us, that we must learn. It is also a fact that an excited or angry man cannot reason clearly; therefore, if we wish to gain knowledge, we must remain calm." Mrs. Viloxon slowly sank back into her chair as she attempted to take a mental invoice of the calm, peaceful face before her. At length she THE APPOINTMENT 11 said: "You are right, Mr. Williams; still I have always considered work of that kind as a demon- stration, and so does every Scientist whom I know; and I should be pleased to have you explain your position. " "Very well, I will explain. Your face tells me that you did not come here solely for enlight- enment, but rather because you are in some kind of trouble and need help. Am I correct?" "Yes, I came both for enlightenment and for help. I want to know more of Science, and I have a physical claim that has not yielded to my very best efforts." "Now please answer me plainly. If you had found upon arising this morning, that you had suddenly become well, would you have come to keep this appointment?" Mrs. Viloxon took a moment for thought, and said: "I am inclined to think that if I had found myself suddenly well, I would not have taken the time to come." "You have spoken truthfully. This proves 12 THE UNFOLDMENT that your coming here is not a demonstration." "But Mr. Williams, I really did come, and can- not see that it is not a demonstration." "You wrote me for an evening appointment, and this showed me that you were afraid to come. When I wrote you that apparently you were afraid to come to my office in daylight, it hurt your pride, and you decided not to come at all; but your claim or trouble — whatever it may be — would not yield, and gradually you feared the consequences of this ill more than you feared to come, and again you wrote for an appointment; so you are here not as a demonstration of right thinking, but because your fear of becoming seri- ously sick was greater than your fear of coming in daylight and being seen by other church Scien- tists. Your face tells me that you are honest at heart, therefore be honest with yourself. Be natural, be honest; that is, let the natural hon- esty of your heart hold sway, and put away the make-believe and hypocrisy which you have worn THE APPOINTMENT 13 as a mask. You cannot be well, happy and har- monious while hypocrisy holds sway." Slowly but surely what had been said entered the consciousness of Mrs. Viloxon, and at length she said: "You are right. It was not a demon- stration. I came because I feared my trouble more than I feared the coming, but I am no hypo- crite because I truly believed my coming was a demonstration." "Did you ever look up Webster's definition of the word 'hypocrite' ?" "No, I don't think I have looked up the mean- ing in recent years, because I know what the word means." "Let me cite you Webster's definition. It is: 4 One who feigns to be what he is not; one — ' " "Yes, I know the meaning," broke in Mrs. Viloxon; then added: "But I am not a hypo- crite." "Please let me finish the definition, — 'One who has the form of godliness without the power, or who assumes the appearance of piety and virtue, 14 THE UNFOLDMENT when he is destitute of true religion.' Do any of these fit your case?" "No, for I am no hypocrite." "Very well. Will you now tell me why you asked for an appointment?" asked Mr. Williams. "Yes, and that you may understand my prob- lem correctly I feel that I should like to tell you some things, may I?" "Yes, tell the whole story plainly, if you wish." "Thank you. I was married at an early age, and shortly after our marriage, my husband took a very dangerous position, and I was in constant dread that some day he would be brought home to me, dead. This condition continued until I became a nervous wreck, and one day the ex- pected happened. The shock was so great that all despaired of my ever getting well again; but after some months, a friend mentioned Christian Science, and I determined to try it; and through months of treatment, I was fully restored. Next, I took class instruction and devoted myself to the healing field. For three or four years I was very THE APPOINTMENT 15 successful, but gradually, as time went on, I awoke to the fact that my cases were not responding as in the early years; and now, after being in the practice for twenty-seven years, I am not at all satisfied with my ability to heal. To make mat- ters worse, my old nervousness and worry have come back, and are leaving their marks upon my face and body so plainly that I cannot longer hide them from my patients; for a few weeks ago, one of them remarked about my appearance. If this continues I shall lose all my practice. " As Mrs. Viloxon paused in her recital, Mr. Williams thought, u the same old story I" Ad- dressing her, he asked: "What led you to come to me?" "I will tell you," and then looking away she said: "Of course, Mr. Williams, you are aware that we Chicago practitioners do not consider you a loyal Scientist. I have been to my teacher, and other practitioners for help, but received none, in this particular problem. A friend whom you 16 THE UNFOLDMENT healed some years ago, told me she was positive that you could heal me, so I came." Mr. Williams asked: "Have you ever read any of my writings on Christian Science?" "You know, Mr. Williams, as loyal church Scientists we are forbidden to read your books; but when I could not seem to get the understand- ing necessary to heal myself, from Mrs. Eddy's works and the periodicals, I decided to secretly read some of your writings; not with the inten- tion of being disloyal to the church, understand, but to find healing for myself." Mr. Williams bowed his head as he slowly said: "Yes, I understand fully." "I appealed to this friend, and she gave me two of your 'Plain Talk Series' to read. While I do not fully agree with all that you have writ- ten there, yet I seemed to get the idea that you had a deep understanding of Christian Science, and might be able to help me." Assuming a serious look, Mr. Williams asked: "If I were to heal you, would you go back to your THE APPOINTMENT 17 friends and patients, and tell them that you were healed through the Williams' method of apply- ing Christian Science?" A look of great fear overspread the face of Mrs. Viloxon as she leaned back in her chair and trembled visibly, as she said : "Oh, Mr. Williams ! I could not do that." "Not even if your health and happiness de- pended upon it?" he asked. "I am afraid not," came the answer in a very weak voice. Looking squarely at Mrs. Viloxon, Mr. Wil- liams said with deep sympathy, "I am really sorry for you, and for the thousands of other practi- tioners in Science. Why, you all fear your church organization, and your brother and sister prac- titioners more than you did the devil of your old religion. I would not have that fear yoke on my neck for all the money in the world." "But Mr. Williams, how would I get along? How would I make my living, if my patients all left me?" 18 THE UNFOLDMENT "There now, that is the honesty in your heart coming to the top again. You are not loyal to the church because you feel it right, but because you will perhaps lose your livelihood if you are considered disloyal." "Oh, I don't know what to say to you! But of one thing I am certain, — I cannot go on day after day with this fear and worry and nervous- ness making me too wretched to live, — yet I see no way out of it." "Mrs. Viloxon, did it ever occur to you that perhaps a practitioner who was considered dis- loyal could make a good living in the practice?" "No, it never has." "Do I look poor and in want; sickly, worried and fearful?" "No, you look just the reverse." "Yet I am in the practice; and you yourself said that I was considered a disloyal Scientist, — whatever that may mean to those who use the term." THE APPOINTMENT 19 "But loyal Christian Scientists will not come to me after I am called disloyal." "They will not? Let us see. You are a so- called loyal Christian Scientist, yet you came to me, a so-called disloyal Scientist.'' The smile she saw on Mr. Williams' face was so reassuring and kindly, that she could not help smiling herself, as she said: "But I am only one." "Yes you are only one, but one of a thousand," said Mr. Williams with a quiet laugh. "Do you mean that there are many practi- tioners and patients who are church members who come to you?" "Yes, very many. In fact, nearly all who come to me are or were so-called loyal church members." "From Chicago, too?" asked Mrs. Viloxon. "Yes, from all over the United States, and also some from foreign countries." "I am surprised." "I am not. You know the old saw, that you 20 THE UNFOLDMENT cannot fool all the people all the time. When they have tried all that the church has to offer and are not relieved, they wisely look further. Also, someone has truly said that if you have something that the world wants, the people will wear a beaten path to your door, even though you are located in a wilderness." "And I thought I was the only one," said Mrs. Viloxon with a queer little smile. "Come, we are wasting time; you must decide. Do you want to remain a so-called loyal Chris- tian Science church Scientist, and live in dread and fear of the organization all your life? Or do you want to become free, a real Christ Scientist, and stand upon your own understand- ing of the Facts of Life?" "Oh, I want to be well and happy again, but why can't you heal me and let me remain with the church, as formerly?" "I never asked any one to leave any church, and shall not ask you to do so. In fact, I would prefer that you do not leave the church at once, THE APPOINTMENT 21 but stay with it until the church idea leaves you, which it ought to do, but never will, as long as you are content to retain the position of servant instead of striving daily to rise to the position of master. To gain your healing and rise to higher consciousness you must be honest with yourself, else you cannot succeed." "I do not understand you, Mr. Williams." "I will explain. Mrs. Eddy says that the key- note of Christian Science is 'Be not afraid,' and the Bible teaches that Tear hath torment.' You have come to me with a so-called nervous trouble which seemingly is destroying your health and harmony. I have diagnosed this trouble meta- physically, and find that the mental error respon- sible, and which needs to be destroyed, is dread, fear and hypocrisy." "Dread and fear perhaps, hypocrisy, never! How can you say that?" and there was a flash of indignation in her tone. Mr. Williams, in his calm, smooth voice, said: "Is it not hypocritical to pretend that you are a 22 THE UNFOLDMENT great healer, when you know that your ability to heal has vanished? Is it not hypocritical to stand before your patients as a well woman, when you know that you are on the verge of nervous col- lapse? Is it not hypocritical to pretend to be a loyal church member, and then seek for healing outside of the church? Is it not hypocritical to forbid your patients to read any other litera- ture than Mrs. Eddy's works and the church peri- odicals, and you yourself spend hours in the read- ing and study of so-called unauthorized litera- ture? Is it not hypocritical — " "Please don't, Mr. Williams," exclaimed Mrs. Viloxon, as she put her hand to her face in shame. "Very well. But let us understand each other, and above all, let us be honest and natural. You are honest at heart and I honestly want to help you. It cannot be done while one or the other is pretending. You investigated long and care- fully before you came to me. You found that I was more successful than the others. You became convinced that I had an understanding of the THE APPOINTMENT 23 Truth of Life beyond those of the church whom you had employed, including your teacher. Yet you did not wish to give me credit, or let me know that you had been investigating. Am I not right ?" "Yes, but please remember, I did it merely to regain my health." "Yes, I know. If things had continued smoothly with you, you would never have stopped your, shall I say, hypocritical life. This points to the truth of the statement that 'man's extremity is God's opportunity.' The law of Life is such that all will sooner or later find it necessary to be absolutely honest with self and their fellow man, if they wish to be well and happy." "I must regain my health; I cannot live this way longer. If I resign from the church, and study your works alone, will you give me treat- ment and heal me?" "No ! I will not give you treatment in the sense that you have of giving treatment. I have not taken on any cases for mere treatment, for the past three years. Neither would it be neces- 24 THE UNFOLDMENT sary for you to leave your church or confine your- self to the study of my writings." "I do not understand, Mr. Williams." "No, none of the older church Scientists un- derstand me. If they did, they would never again say a word against the work that I am striving to accomplish. I am not trying to tear down the Christian Science church, neither am I trying to start a movement of my own; but I am striving to unveil the veiled Truth and make it so plain that everybody, both in and out of the Christian Science church, can understand and ap- ply it to the overcoming of their troubles, be they sin, sickness or poverty." "Then I would not need to leave the church to be healed under your method of applying Chris- tian Science?" "No, and neither would the member of any other church need to leave their church to be healed. I was healed while still affiliated with another church. I have healed Catholic and Protestant, Chinaman and American, and never THE APPOINTMENT 25 in all the years of my healing work have I asked any one to leave their church." "But did they all continue in their old churches ?" "No, very few continued in their old religious beliefs for any length of time, after being healed; especially those who came to me for present treat- ment, for then I was able to make the facts of Life so plain, that they saw the ridiculousness of their former church beliefs, and deserted them." "Then you are not opposed to the people be- longing to churches?" "No, I am not opposed to those going to church who feel they need the church; but I am opposed to the idea advanced by some churches, that you can get into heaven only through some certain church." "Mr. Williams, I fear I have been narrow in regard to my church thought, but I am not en- tirely to blame, for I was in a great measure fol- lowing the lead of my teacher. Now I want to be honest with myself, and get well, and I would 26 THE UNFOLDMENT thank you if you would point the way for me. I don't wish to be a hypocrite, and not until you laid the proof plainly before me, could I even sur- mise that I was hypocritical; and even yet, I do not see how my action regarding the church has any thing to do with my illness." "I will show you. You stated that after your marriage and after your husband had taken up a hazardous occupation, you were much dis- turbed, and were in constant dread and fear that something terrible would happen to him. Per- haps you do not know that when Job said : 'The thing I feared most has come upon me,' he was stating a mental law." u Why no, I never thought of this statement as a law," said Mrs. Viloxon, with some surprise. "It is a mental Law. You will remember that Mrs. Eddy quotes Shakespeare's statement, 'There is nothing either good or bad but thinking makes it so.' On page 415 of 'Science and Health,' we read: 'Note how thought makes the face pallid. It either retards the circulation THE APPOINTMENT 27 or quickens it, causing a pale or flushed cheek. In the same way thought increases or diminishes the secretions, the action of the lungs, of the bowels, and of the heart.' This shows that Mrs. Eddy taught that thought is causative. Right thought produces right results, such as health and success, while sick thought produces sickness. This being the case, it can readily be seen why the thing you fear most must come upon you, because whatever you fear most you think most of, and thus you actually create such a condition." u Mr. Williams, you astonish me. If that be true, I was in a great measure to blame for the ill that befell my husband." "I am not saying anything about that. I only wish to point out to you the great part which fear thought plays in bringing evil upon us. Your dread, fear and worry kept your mentality constantly discordant. This inharmony of the mentality, in your case, was shown in the body as the trouble that we call nervousness. Later, after the accident happened, and you had some- 28 THE UNFOLDMENT what recovered from the shock, the cause of the mental discord (the fear of accident to your hus- band) being removed, your mentality took on a quieter mood and you recovered or became nor- mal again." "Oh, but I was healed through the treatment given me by a Christian Science practitioner." "No doubt the harmonious thought of the practitioner helped you to arrive at normality; but had you attempted to become healed while constantly fearing for the safety of your husband, this very same practitioner could not have helped you permanently, unless in some way he could have allayed your fear concerning your husband, for this was the erring 'thought cause." "I never looked at it in that light before. But why has this condition returned, for the circum- stance which you say was the cause in the first place, is not in evidence now?" asked Mrs. Viloxon. "No, not the very same thought condition, but one just like it." THE APPOINTMENT 29 "I don't understand/' replied Mrs. Viloxon. "Your former nervous illness was caused by a state of constant dread and fear — the fear that something would happen to your husband. In the present instance, you have a dread and fear that something is going to happen to you. You are in almost constant fear that some one con- nected with the church organization, or your teacher, or some one else, will bring forth the charge that you are disloyal and thus result in your dismissal; and that, because of this, you may lose your practice, and your livelihood." "I believe I see a little light," said Mrs. Viloxon, slowly. "Your fear of being called disloyal or of be- ing excommunicated from the church amounts almost to a mental panic, as it does with most of the church members, and especially the listed practitioners. Mrs. Eddy said that the keynote of Christian Science is 'Be not afraid'; but the cold justice or, as some state, injustice, that has been meted out by the church authorities, con- 30 THE UNFOLDMENT stitutes the greatest creator of fear that any or- ganization ever conjured forth with which to govern its membership. I know from experi- ence, and I would not again be under that church yoke of fear for all the world. Your present illness is nothing but the external expression of your fear of the organization, and that is why your various practitioners could not heal you, for they kept manufacturing beliefs which gave you more fear of the organization. Surely, 'Fear hath torment'." For a full minute there was silence in the office, as Mrs. Viloxon mentally digested what had been said. Then she looked up and said, quite positively: "I believe you are right." "Oh, I know I am right," said Mr. Williams. "You are not the first one whom I have healed of serious illness, merely by destroying for them the fear of the organization. "The nature of fear is such that it makes no difference what the procuring cause is, be it fear of church or even fear of God; the fear disturbs THE APPOINTMENT 31 the normal harmonious status of the mentality, and disturbed mental harmony, sooner or later, has its effect or manifestation on the body as sickness; and the ill, will continue as a so-called physical ailment until the fear has been de- stroyed.' ' u Yes, I know that Mrs. Eddy says that 'Be not afraid' is the keynote of Christian Science; but it never occurred to my thought that fear of be- ing disciplined or excommunicated could be classed as that kind of fear, but I am inclined to believe that you are right because every time I heard of some one being disciplined or excommunicated, it made me more fearful and nervous." "There is no question about it. On page 421, latest edition of 'Science and Health,' line 5, you find these words of Mrs. Eddy: 'Derangement, or disarrangement, is a word which conveys the true definition of all human belief in ill-health, or disturbed harmony.' Now it matters not, whether the disturbed harmony is caused by your fear of being excommunicated, or of losing your 32 THE UNFOLDMENT husband, the fear causes the disturbed harmony just the same and the result is, ill-health. Now answer me honestly, ever since you had your name listed as a practitioner, there is scarcely anything that you fear more than being excommunicated or being called disloyal, is there ?" Mrs. Viloxon took time for careful thought, then answered: "For years I have had a latent fear of those in authority and since the excom- munication of so many prominent Christian Scien- tists, I have had a constant and growing fear of being disciplined either by the Mother church or the local church of which I am a member, and an actual dread that I might unconsciously dis- obey some of the by-laws in the Manual, and that some one not friendly to me might charge me with disloyalty and thus ruin my practice." "Oh, that Manual!" said Mr. Williams, with a look of deep disgust, then continued: "You know, that Manual reminds me of a mental cat- o-nine tails, to whip the more fearless thinkers into servitude; the same as the slave drivers of THE APPOINTMENT 33 olden times used to beat their slaves into deeper subjection through repeated use of the cat-o-nine tails.'' "A mental cat-o-nine tails ! I don't think I ever heard that expression before." "Perhaps not, but that Manual was an instru- ment of torture (mental torture) to me the first few years that I was a member of the organiza- tion. I was in constant mental dread and fear that I would be disciplined and called disloyal, and that because of this, the little money I had, which was all invested in my books, would be lost; and also that I would lose my practice upon which I was depending for a livelihood. It cer- tainly was an instrument of mental torture to me." "I don't know that I ever analyzed my thought as carefully as that, but I do have the fear that I might unintentionally transgress some of the by-laws, and be called disloyal." "Well, I am satisfied that that very fear, or disturbed harmony, is the cause of much of the illness that many practitioners have; and it is an 34 THE UNFOLDMENT experience which I do not care to go through again, " said Mr. Williams. "But you would not do away with the Manual entirely, would you? How could you govern a church without some set rules?" "No, I would leave the church goer his Man- ual, but as far as I am concerned I want neither church nor Manual. Jesus never started a church, at least Mrs. Eddy wrote in her first edition of 'Science and Health,' page 118, line 25: 'Jesus paid no homage to diplomas, to forms of church worship or the theories of man, but acted and spake as he was moved by Spirit, the principle of being'; and on page 166 of this same edition Mrs. Eddy wrote : 'We have no needs of creeds and church organization to sustain or explain a demonstrable platform, that defines itself in heal- ing the sick, and casting out error.' On the same page we find this by Mrs. Eddy: 'The mistake the disciples of Jesus made to found religious organizations and church rites, if indeed they did this, was one the Master did not make.' " THE APPOINTMENT 35 "But Mr. Williams, we have no creeds or rites in the Christian Science church." u That is what you believe, and many others have said, but is it a fact? Let us see! Webster defines the word 'Creed' to mean, 'A brief sum- mary of the articles of faith.' On page 330 of the latest edition of 'Science and Health' you find the beginning of thirty-two articles, and Mrs. Eddy intimates that they are the platform of Christian Science. Now I cannot see that chang- ing the name from 'creed' to 'platform' makes any difference in the matter at all. The creeds of other denominations are really their platforms, and the platform of Christian Science is really its creed." "Mr. Williams, you certainly present the mat- ter so that none can mistake your meaning." "Yes. I am tired of all this word quibble, this subterfuge, this masquerading. Let us be hon- est and natural." "At any rate we have no church rites, have we, Mr. Williams?" 36 THE UNFOLDMENT The smile which arose to the face of the man could not be entirely hidden, as he said: "Let us examine into the matter. Webster defines the word 'Rite' to mean, 'The manner of performing divine or solemn service, as established by law, precept, or custom.' Are not the Sunday and Wednesday services in the Christian Science church established by law — by the by-laws — by precept, and by custom? Don't all the churches have exactly the same services, conducted in the very same way? This agrees with Webster's def- inition of the word 'rites,' even if denied by thousands." "You are certainly giving me shock upon shock. But not until you explained, did I view the matter in this light," replied Mrs. Viloxon, as she moved uneasily in her seat. "The laws governing the services of the one church are the rites of the other. Now why hide these matters under new names as though they were something different from the other churches?" THE APPOINTMENT 37 u Why, it is plain to me now, — there is only a change of name, and not of system or custom." "I can see but little difference. The custom in some churches is to preach the Gospel and in the Science church they read it. Now let us speak of the Manual that so many Scientists revere. The Christian Science Manual is a book which contains the by-laws etc., to be observed by the members. I have heard Scientists denounce what they were pleased to call the 'ritualism' of some other churches. Let us see if the Science church is entirely free from ritualism. Webster defines the word 'Ritual' to mean: 'A book containing the rites to be observed; or the manner of per- forming divine service in a particular church or communion.' If the Christian Science Manual contains any thing which corresponds to Web- ster's definition, then I fear the Manual is nothing but a ritual with a change of name, merely." "I must have time to think this over. You are presenting these matters faster than I can assim- ilate them," said Mrs. Viloxon. CHAPTER II WHY AND HOW "Let us now drop church matters, and get to the point for which you came," said Mr. Williams. "Your talk on church matters interests me greatly, and has opened my eyes to many things and I thank you ; but as your time is precious, I will not take any more of it to explain things which I ought to have discovered for myself. My main mission is to regain my health." With a quizzical smile, Mr. Williams asked: "What became of it? Did you lose it or did some one steal it?" "Oh! I don't know how to answer. I don't even know whether you are in earnest or joking, but I do know that I am miserable most of the time." A soft, sympathetic glow came into the eyes of Mr. Williams, as he said: "Well, I know all abtmt it, and also know how you lost it, and how 38 WHY AND HOW 39 you can regain it, so let us not worry about that." "Then you have decided to give me treatment ?" Mrs. Viloxon asked quickly. "Your greatest need is not treatment, but teach- ing. If I should consent to give you treatment it would very likely need to be absent treatment; and if you were relieved of your present trouble, this would not result in permanent health." "Why do you say that? I thought that Chris- tian Science healing was the one permanent cure," said the visitor. "Have you found in actual practice that all the cases which you treated and which were appar- ently healed, stayed permanently well with no return of the same thing or some other?" "Why no, of course not. I have treated and apparently healed some claims a number of times, but at a later date, the patient would again be afflicted with the same trouble, or some other. I have also found similar conditions in the heal- ings I have accomplished for myself from time to time." 40 THE UNFOLDMENT "Mrs. Viloxon, if your statement is correct that Christian Science healing is the one perma- nent cure, then, if any of the ills that you have apparently healed reappeared, the healings you accomplished were not really Christian Science healings, according to your own words, else they would have remained permanent/' u But they claimed the healings that I accom- plished were Christian Science healings." "Yes, and you in turn believed that the heal- ings that you accomplished were the result of actual Christian Science practice, but were they?" "I will admit that I do not know. Still, I know of many claims that were met by my work and which did not return." "Yes, that no doubt is true. You just said, 'Were met by my work.' I thought that you Scien- tists say that 'God is the only healer,' also many practitioners say, 'I of mine own self can do noth- ing, God doeth the work.' Just how do you ex- plain this matter?" "But, Mr. Williams, don't you believe that WHY AND HOW 41 God, Spirit, Divine Love is the only healer?" "I don't only believe it, I understand it, and also how God does the healing. I was merely asking you how you can harmonize these two statements, " he replied. "Have you never heard the statement that I do my work and God does the rest?" asked Mrs. Viloxon. "Oh yes, and I am now trying to find out just what you practitioners mean by that statement. Can you explain?" "Well, I suppose it means that the practitioner does the treating and God does the healing," re- plied the lady. "Then you are of the opinion that God would not or could not heal, if the practitioner did not treat." "No ! God is all-powerful, and can surely heal without the aid of the practitioner," said Mrs. Viloxon. "If the practitioner is not needed in the heal- ing and can do nothing of himself, as you claim, 42 THE UNFOLDMENT and if God does the work, then why does the patient employ and pay the practitioner?" asked Mr. Williams. A surprised look overspread the face of Mrs. Viloxon, as she said: "I don't know that I ever took time to think about the matter. But I know that according to the Christian Science method of healing, the practitioner does the treating and God does the healing." "If God can heal without the aid of the prac- titioner, then why this partnership between God and the practitioner, to produce healing in Chris- tian Science?" asked Mr. Williams. "It is not absolutely necessary that the patient go to a practitioner to gain healing, he can him- self go direct to God." "Then why did you not go direct to God ior your healing, Mrs. Viloxon?" "Oh I did, I did! But for some reason un- known to me, there has been no answer to my self treatments." "Then you came to me, thinking that perhaps WHY AND HOW 43 I was on better terms with God, and that there- fore he might answer my treatments offered in your behalf? Would this not be folly when we stop to think that the Bible and also Mrs. Eddy teach that our God is a changeless God, and no respecter of persons ?" "I don't know how to answer you. There is something here I never did understand/' said Mrs. Viloxon, much disturbed. "How long did you say you had been in the healing practice, Mrs. Viloxon?" u Twenty-seven years," she replied. "And during all that time you posed as an authorized healer and did not understand the simplest fundamental of healing? Do you think this was strictly honest?" "But I did many good healing works during that time," broke in Mrs. Viloxon, with some show of color. "You just got through saying that God is the only healer, and now yon say you did many goad 44 THE UNFOLDMENT healing works. Won't you please explain this seeming contradiction?" For several minutes there was silence in the office, as Mrs. Viloxon was moved by several con- trary emotions. She partially arose out of her chair as though ready to depart, then sank back dejectedly. Next she looked sharply at Mr. Williams as though ready to retort angrily, but again sank back into her chair with a hopeless, pleading look on her face, and said: "Mr. Wil- liams, please have pity on me and show me the light." The satisfied smile which came to the face of Mr. Williams showed plainly that he had attained the point he wished to 'reach, and his words cor- roborated his looks, for he said: "There; now we are in the right mental attitude for advance- ment. As long as an individual is trying to up- hold a position that has no foundation just be- cause of pride, or because he thinks it policy, he is not in the right mental attitude to receive men- tal enlightenment. We must become as little WHY AND HOW 45 children, teachable, and receptive to the actual Truth. I could not hope to help" you while you took the position that you knew these things, when in reality you did not." "But 1 do know something of Christian Science healing." "Perhaps, but not as you should know. All these years you have been working with blind faith and not understanding; and all the healing that you accomplished was the result of your own, or the patient's, blind faith in an unknown God, or in the method employed." "I cannot believe this to be true, in fact, I know it is not." "We will not discuss that point now. Later, you will agree with me. Now I shall try to put you on the right track." Mr. Williams reached over to his desk and picking up a book, he said: "This is 'Miscella- neous Writings' by Mrs. Eddy." And he held it up so that his visitor could see the book. "Yes, I recognize it," said Mrs. Viloxon. 46 THE UNFOLDMENT "Before we begin, I should like to ask if you are one of those who think that Mental Science and Christian Science are the same?" asked Mr. Williams. "No, indeed. Christian Science is spiritual science, in other words, the Science of Spirit, God. Whereas, I understand that Mental Science is of human origin, or of the human mind." "Yes, I have heard several practitioners, and a few teachers say words of the same import," said Mr. Williams. There was quite a satisfied look on Mrs. Viloxon's face as she thought, "at least I was right in this particular." Mr. Williams saw the look, and slowly opening the book he had in his hand, he said: "Here, on page 219 of 'Miscel- laneous Writings' is an article by Mrs. Eddy entitled 'Mental Practice,' and the article deals with healing the sick. Now I wonder why Mrs. Eddy did not say spiritual practice instead of 'Mental Practice' if Mental Science is of the hu- man mind?" Not receiving any answer, Mr. WHY AND HOW 47 Williams continued: "In the article Mrs. Eddy says: 'It is admitted that mortals think wick- edly, and act wickedly: it is beginning to be seen by thinkers, that mortals think also after a sickly fashion. In common parlance, one person feels sick, another feels wicked.' Now what do you understand from that statement ?" "Why, it's very plain to me. Mrs. Eddy wished to point out that wicked thinking makes us act wicked, and sick thinking or thinking sick- ness makes us sick. I have known this these many years. Is not that your understanding, also?" asked Mrs. Viloxon. "Yes. Then according to your understanding you are sick because you have been thinking sick thoughts." "Yes. Something of that sort, though my trouble seems to be somewhat different." "That is what they all say," said Mr. Wil- liams, with a broad grin. "However, that is not the point. The point is, that if your own wicked thinking makes you wicked and your own sick 48 THE UNFOLDMENT thinking makes you sick, then why will not your own right thinking or healthy thinking make you healthy, without the aid of any outside, far-away God?" "Simply because Mrs. Eddy says that the hu- man mind is not a factor in healing, and also that God is the only healer," said Mrs. Viloxon, most decidedly. "And you call this a full and sufficient reason?" "Yes. At least it satisfies me." "I am inclined to think that you are easily sat- isfied in these matters. Carrying your statement farther, why do you try to heal yourself if God is the only healer and your so-called human mind is not a factor in the healing?" "I do not try to heal myself with my mind. You know that Mrs. Eddy teaches that 'desire is prayer,' and I, in silent thought, earnestly desire that God heal me." "Is this desiring done without the aid of the so-called human mind? If not, then this so-called human mind must be a factor." WHY AND HOW 49 There was a surprised look on the face of the lady as she said: "I had not thought of that, but I know that Mrs. Eddy teaches that desire is prayer." "In other words, your treatments consist of desire or prayer and this is your part of the work, and then God does the healing and that is His part of the work." There w T as a real smile on Mrs. Viloxon's face as she quickly said: "Yes, that is just what I mean. You said it beautifully, and as some others have expressed it, I do my w^ork and God does the rest." "Mrs. Viloxon, have you never read where Mrs. Eddy wrote : 'Who would stand before a blackboard, and pray the principle of mathe- matics to solve the problem? The rule is already established, and it is our task to work out the solution. Shall we ask the divine principle of all goodness to do His own work? His work is done.' Then how can you say, you do your work 50 THE UNFOLDMENT and God does His, or that you do your work and God does the rest?" "Oh, there is some misunderstanding here. Where does Mrs. Eddy say that 'God's work is done'?" Picking up a book, Mr. Williams turned a few leaves and said, "Here it is, on page 3, 'Science and Health,' lines 4 to 9," and handing the book to Mrs. Viloxon he added: "Read it for your- self." Taking the book, the visitor read the para- graph a number of times, then looking up she said: "Yes, Mrs. Eddy does say 'His work is done.' I remember now of reading the state- ment many times. Strange that I never saw it in this new light before. Then what do all these Scientists, and my teacher mean when they say, 'I do my work, and God does the rest'?" "I suppose they mean the same as you, when you say it." "But what do I mean when I say it?" "Simply nothing," was the quiet reply. WHY AND HOW 51 Mrs. Viloxon sat back in her chair with a jerk and remained silent for several moments, then said, very quietly: "Why do you perplex and torture me in this way?" "Because you are feigning to be something which you are not, namely, an understander of the Christ Science, and because you will not re- cede from your false position. " "But I am a class student, in fact, I went through two classes years ago with different teachers, and once again in later years. " "Mrs. Viloxon, that does not mean anything. If your teachers did not know the Science of Be- ing, they could not teach it to you. It is not the going through a half dozen classes with teachers who know not actual Truth, that makes you ca- pable to apply the Christ Science ; but rather, your understanding of Life, God, and the correct ap- plication of this living Principle to the problems of humanity." "But I thought I did understand the Science of Life," said Mrs. Viloxon. 52 THE UNFOLDMENT "And now you are finding out that you had no actual understanding of Life, God, at all." "Do you feel that it is as bad as that?" "Perhaps not, but it's bad enough. At least, I should hardly care to trust my earthly exist- ence into your hands, if I were very sick." "But Mr. Williams, the practitioner's position is not that important, for you do not consign your case into the practitioner's hands, but into God's hands." "If Mrs. Eddy is correct in stating that God's work is done, then what use to consign a case into His hands?" Mrs. Viloxon raised her hand to her head as she meekly said: "Oh, I don't know. What is the matter with all these statements for they do not seem to mean the same to-day as formerly, and the farther I go, the more confused I become. Surely, you do not want me to understand that God is not the only healer?" "I surely do want you to understand that the WHY AND HOW 53 God that you now have, is no healer at all," said Mr. Williams. u But I have the Christian Science God, the true God. I forsook my old personal God years ago, and changed to the real and true God, divine Love." "Yes, I will admit that you changed the name of your God from personal God to divine Love, but you still have divine Love acting as though It were a personal God, and that is just as great an error as acknowledging a personal God." "But I am not ready to admit this." "That is the trouble. You suppose that you do know the true God, but in reality you do not. Now what are you going to do with this state- ment of Mrs. Eddy's, if your God is the only healer. Here on page 41, line 4, 'Retrospection and Introspection' we find this statement: 'Many were the desperate cases I instantly healed.' This is not the only place where Mrs. Eddy wrote that she healed many cases. Was she mistaken about the matter? Had she the right to say that 54 THE UNFOLDMENT she healed these cases, if you are right in your thought that God is the only healer, and that I of mine own self can do nothing?" asked Mr. Williams. "When will this confusion end? Many times in the past, I have been so confused that I have wished that I had never heard of Christian Science. Then when I was clearer in thought, I felt that there was nothing else worth while. Mr. Williams, am I alone in this confusion, am I the only one?" "No, you are only one of thousands who have come to me, and of a million who have not yet come. Practically all Science students have mis- understood Mrs. Eddy's writings." "This does not seem possible," said Mrs. Viloxon. "A few might err, but not the entire field." "I had that same idea long ago, and it cost me endless toil and work to convince myself that the many did not really understand Mrs. Eddy. But after hundreds of practitioners came to me WHY AND HOW 55 for advice, and after I had interviewed many teachers and others in Christian Science, the con- clusion was slowly forced home to my thought that the field had missed the way. Seeking the cause of this, I came to the conclusion that it was the method used to veil the plain Truth." "Do you wish to intimate that 'Science and Health' is a veiled book?" "You may call it what you wish. The fact stands out that I have several thousand letters from all over the field, stating that they can get no definite understanding from 'Science and Health,' after years of study. Some of the let- ters are from the most intellectual people of our land. I would advise that you investigate this and thus satisfy yourself on the point. You know that the metaphysics of the Bible is veiled, and it would not have been such a wonderful thing if Mrs. Eddy had followed the same method." "But if our text-book is veiled, where are we to get the simple truth of Life? Are you sure it is veiled, Mr. Williams?" 56 THE UNFOLDMENT "I will point you to a few citations and leave that for you to decide. The very first chapter in 'Unity of Good' is entitled, 'Caution in the Truth/ If caution was used in stating Truth, then per- haps Mrs. Eddy did not deem it wise to state Truth too plainly. In the article in the seventy- seventh edition of 'Unity of Good,' page 7, we find this statement: 'The Science of physical harmony, as now presented to the people in divine Light, is radical enough to promote as forcible collisions of thought as the age has strength to bear.' Does not that statement mean that plainer statements regarding God and man would bring forth too forcible collisions of thought in this infantile age? On page 8 of the same book and article, we find: 'No wise mother, though a graduate of Wellesley College, will talk to her babe about the problems of Euclid.' You can see the intimation in these words of Mrs. Eddy's. Further down the page, we find the following: 'Wait patiently on the Lord; and in less than an- other fifty years, His name will be magnified in WHY AND HOW 57 the apprehension of this new subject.' If all of this does not point to the fact that she thought best to give us Truth in diluted form or par- tially veiled (the milk of the Word), then I am mistaken. Also, these statements mean that the unfoldment of Truth was not to stop with the present diluted writings, but would be made plainer as the age was ready to bear it. Nearly two-thirds of the fifty years she spoke of has passed. Mrs. Eddy is gone, therefore she can no longer carry the work forward. Some of her students must now do it. I am one who is striv- ing to do so." u Mr. Williams, I have never connected these statements with the diluting or veiling of the Word and the future unfoldment of the plain meat of the Word, but I believe you are right. Still, I question the wisdom of veiling Truth in this age. Think of the confusion that has arisen in the thought of thousands of students, and how are they ever going to get out of this confusion?" asked Mrs. Viloxon. 58 THE UNFOLDMENT "I can only tell you that I was confused and mystified as long as I held to the present edition of 'Science and Health' as the only text-book of metaphysics, and the confusion and mystification left me after I secured a very early edition which stated the fundamentals of the Christ Science, plainly." "But I have been told not to read the early editions and that the present one was the most precious and valuable," said Mrs. Viloxon. u And I am telling you to secure the very first edition, if possible, and study it. It may interest you to know that Mrs. Eddy in 'Retrospection and Introspection,' page 55, said: 'The first edi- tion of my most important work, 'Science and Health,' containing the complete statement of Christian Science, — the term employed by me to express the Divine, or spiritual Science of Mind- healing, was published in 1875.' I know of no other than the first edition of 'Science and Health' of which Mrs. Eddy states that it contains the complete statement of Christian Science." WHY AND HOW 59 "Mr. Williams, if that statement is correct and it must be, if it appears in Mrs. Eddy's writings, I cannot understand why my last teacher told me to not study the older editions." "Neither can I, but now that the matter has been pointed out to you, you can use your own judgment. But we digress. The question we were discussing was, If our sick thinking makes us sick, why will not our own healthy thinking heal us without the aid of any outside God or power?" Mrs. Viloxon shifted uneasily in her chair, and it was plain to be seen that she did not like the statement, but said nothing. So Mr. Williams continued: "To show you what I mean by veil- ing, and also to prove to you that it is your own right thought that heals you, and not a mysterious God or outside power, I will call your attention to this statement page 417, line 27, latest edition of 'Science and Health' ; and also how it appears in the early writings, from the first to 14th edi- tion. In the latest edition, we read: 'Explain 60 THE UNFOLDMENT audibly to your patients, as soon as they can bear it, the complete control which Mind holds over the body. Show them how mortal mind seems to induce disease by certain fears and false conclu- sions, and how divine Mind can cure by opposite thoughts.' " u But, Mr. Williams, that is just how I under- stand Science to operate, that is, mortal mind makes us sick, and divine Mind heals; and not our own human thinking as you seem to imply." "Yes, I know that is the sense which you get from the statement, and it is the sense practically all students get from it. But where and what is this 'mortal mind' that makes you sick, and the 'divine Mind' that makes you well?" asked Mr. Williams. "Mortal mind, I understand to be the One evil, and the divine Mind, I understand to be God." "Very good, but what do you mean by the one evil, and what do you mean by divine Mind? To say that one is Satan and the other is God is no WHY AND HOW 61 explanation, but merely other names for the same things. n "Mr. Williams, I am sure you have read where Mrs. Eddy wrote that error, evil, cannot be ex- plained, because it is nothing; and also that God is infinite, therefore, to be able to explain God would be to make the infinite, finite. " Mr. Williams looked keenly at his visitor and said: "It seems strange to me for any one to say, 'error (evil) cannot be explained,' and then explain it by stating that it is nothing. On page 103, line 18, present edition of 'Science and Health/ we read: 'As named in Christian Science, animal magnetism or hypnotism is the specific term for error, or mortal mind.' On page 114, line 2, of the same book, Mrs. Eddy wrote: 'therefore, to be understood, the author calls sick and sinful humanity mortal mind.' From this you can see that mortal mind, animal magnetism, sick and sinful humanity are the same, and that it is not an outside mind or outside power called mortal mind that makes you sick, but it is 62 THE UNFOLDMENT your own mind and thought which causes all your trouble by wrong thinking, and which Mrs. Eddy has named mortal mind." "This is a little different than I have ever an- alyzed it. I can agree that it is our own sick thinking that makes us sick, but I still maintain that it is not our own thought that heals us," said Mrs. Viloxon with a tone of certainty in her voice. "In the article on 'Mental Practice' in 'Mis- cellaneous Writings,' Mrs. Eddy said: 'This is Christian Science: that mortal mind makes sick, and Immortal Mind makes well; that mortal mind makes sinners, while Immortal Mind makes saints. 1 Now if our sick or wrong thinking is the mortal mind that makes us sick, then why is not our own right thinking the Immortal Mind that heals us; for our right thinking is the oppo- site of our wrong thinking, and the Immortal Mind is the opposite of the so-called mortal mind." "I am entirely at sea," said Mrs. Viloxon. "You present the whole matter in an entirely new WHY AND HOW 63 light, and in a way that is entirely foreign to my present thought on the subject." "I was on the point of explaining the matter to you when you broke in by saying that that was the way you understood Science to operate; you should have said 'imagined' it to operate, for you do not understand. I will again refer to the statement on page 417, of the present text- book: 'Show them how mortal mind seems to induce disease by certain fears and false conclu- sions, and how divine Mind can cure by opposite thoughts.' " Mrs. Viloxon was about to speak, when Mr. Williams raised his hand to stop her and said: "Please don't bring forth the nonsense offered as explanation by some, namely, that we 'think God's thoughts after Him,' or that we are 'Chan- nels' for the divine thought, or 'window panes,' or some other equally silly statement." "How did you know that I had something of that sort to say?" asked the lady. "Oh, that is the last refuge or subterfuge of- 64 THE UNFOLDMENT fered by the blind believer, and as I have handled hundreds, I thought it was about time for you to make some such statement. Let us go back to the quotation under discussion. I have read it to you as it appears in the present edition of 'Science and Health' ; now I will read it to you as it was originally written by Mrs. Eddy, and before its meaning was obscured. It occurs on page 217 of the 14th edition of 'Science and Health,' and reads as follows : 'Explain to your patient, audi- bly as he can bear it, the utter control that mind holds over the body: show him how it induces disease by certain thoughts, and how it can rem- edy it by opposite ones.' The word 'mind' is not capitalized. Does not this bring out what I have been telling you?" "That statement is plain, simple and reason- able. Why, oh why, was this fundamental state- ment, so vital to understanding, changed to its present form?" "Can you gain any such sense or understanding WHY AND HOW 65 from the statement as it now appears in the latest text-book ?" "Absolutely not. The statement in the latest edition would cause you to think that there is both a mortal and a divine Mind, outside and foreign to your own mind, that causes either the good or the bad; while this last statement shows you posi- tively that it is all your own right or wrong think- ing that makes you sick or heals you." "I am glad that you see it so plainly. This is what I mean when I say that the present text-book is veiled." Mrs. Viloxon sat perfectly quiet for a few mo- ments and was thinking deeply, then looking up, she said: u Mr. Williams, I am afraid I am becoming provoked at those who are responsible for the veiling." She now took the 3rd, 7th, and 14th editions and read the statement in question in all of them, and then in the latest edition, and remarked: "I can scarcely believe my own eyes ! And to think that I once owned a 14th edition with its plain 66 THE UNFOLDMENT statements, and later exchanged it for the present text-book which is surely veiled." "Having owned and formerly worked accord- ing to the 14th edition, explains why you were much more successful in your healing work years ago than now, does it not?" "Yes, yes, I see it all now. When I studied the old edition I gained the sense that I must myself refute the error, and explain to the patient the seeming cause of his ills; and later, as I laid aside this old edition and studied the new, I was gradually led to the mental position where I be- lieved I could do nothing and that an outside power did the work. True, I had changed the name of my God from a personal to an imper- sonal God named divine Love, but yet outside of me." "The words of Jesus that the 'Kingdom is within you,' should have told you different." "How blind I have been! I freely admitted that my evil thoughts had power, and just as freely held that my own good thoughts had no WHY AND HOW 67 power. In other words, I gave evil (devil) all the power, and God (good) no power. Is it any wonder I did not succeed, and that I have been wretched for years ?" Mrs. Viloxon sat think- ing deeply for several moments. The man op- posite her remained quiet, though a close ob- server would have noticed a growing smile light- ing up his face, as he watched the mental wres- tlings of his visitor. Suddenly, Mrs. Viloxon looked up and as anger and resentment showed more and more in her countenance, the smile on Mr. Williams' face broadened. Then Mrs. Viloxon began to speak rapidly: "Why was this veiling done? Who is to blame? I think it an outrage and shame to hide the plain Truth in this manner. Here I have spent nearly half of this life in the study of a veiled book, and never knew it was veiled; and therefore gained an entirely errone- ous understanding of God and Life." Mr. Williams could not hold back the smile which grew into a quiet, "Ha! ha! ha!" as he 68 THE UNFOLDMENT said: "Yes that is the next step. Get angry and show resentment toward some one else, when it is as much your own fault as any one's. You are endowed by Mind, God, with the power of reason; then why did you not use it instead of swallowing whole, the things that other blinded followers told you?" "But how was I to know that I was being mis- taught and misguided, in this manner ?" "The same as myself. I did not follow the tide. I did not accept these many nonsensical statements, just because some one who was sup- posed to be near the head of the movement stated them. Because a statement sounded beautiful, was no reason for its being a fact. I kept ask- ing myself, why and how. When I could not find a reasonable solution, I would not accept the statements but stored them in memory for future reasoning. When I first heard a Scientist say that she was a channel for divine Mind, I at once asked myself whether divine Mind worked in cer- tain special channels; and my reason told me that WHY AND HOW 69 an everywhere present power would be every- where present inside the channel, and also every- where outside the channel; in other words, there were no convenient channels in which God did special work." "But all of us are not blessed with the same reasoning mind that you have Mr. Williams, and therefore I consider a great wrong was com- mitted when the Truth was veiled." "Yes, all have the same reasoning mind as myself. The only difference is, that I did not deem it too much work or trouble to use my rea- son; while most people are content to let others do the reasoning, and then accept such reasoning as their own, without first judging whether it is right or wrong. Remember, Paul said: 'Try the spirits.' This means, try the statements or thoughts, in other words, through a reasoning process prove the new thoughts that come to you to be right or wrong before you accept them." "Well, at any rate I have now come to the real- ization that I know next to nothing of actual 70 THE UNFOLDMENT Christian Science, and I humbly ask, what shall I do?" "Mrs. Viloxon, do you remember the man who came to Jesus and said: 'Master, what shall I do to be saved?' " "Yes, I have read it many times." "The Master told him to do good deeds, to be charitable, honest etc. The young man an- swered in substance that he had always done these things from childhood. Then Jesus said: 'Go and sell all that thou hast and give to the poor, and come and follow me,' that is, follow in my footsteps and do as I am doing. And this is w T hat I say to you. The Master did not mean that the young man was to pauperize himself by selling all his earthly belongings and giving the proceeds to the poor. He did mean that he was to lay aside all his erring human opinions regard- ing life, and gain a demonstrable understanding of God, Life, and give of this understanding to those who were poor as far as Truth was con- cerned. Sell (dispose of) your allegiance to WHY AND HOW 71 any thing that hinders your spiritual unfoldment, even though at present it be your most cherished possession, and follow Christ, Reason. True Reason is the Savior, so begin at once to reason truly and thus gain that mental harmony which we call heaven, through understanding Life, God, as It really is." "I will follow your advice. You were the first to open my blind eyes to true Reason (the real Christ), and now I ask, will you show me the way?" u Yes, gladly, for that is my mission on earth. I am devoting my every moment to unfolding Truth to those who wish to be shown the way to perfect mental harmony." "Very well. I am ready to begin anew at once," said Mrs. Viloxon, with determination. "It is getting late, and your mentality is some- what disturbed by the mental shocks I have had to administer to awaken you; and so I would ad- vise that you go to your hotel, and calmly reason about the thoughts I advanced to you to-day; 72 THE UNFOLDMENT and then come to me again tomorrow at the same time, and I shall strive to clear away all the mis- teaching that has been given you in the past." "Before I go, I should like to ask one more question, which is this : Is there any other place in Mrs. Eddy's writings where she mentions or intimates that wrong thought is mortal mind, and right thought is divine Mind?" u Yes, there are many places that I could cite you, but there is one which is so conclusive that I think it alone will satisfy your thought." Picking up 'Miscellaneous Writings,' Mr. Williams turned to page 252, and said: "I will read you what Mrs. Eddy has written here, 'Christian Science classifies thought thus: Right thoughts are reality and power; wrong thoughts are unreality and powerless, possessing the na- ture of dreams. Good thoughts are potent; evil thoughts are impotent, and they should appear thus.' Here you have the direct statement that right thoughts are reality and power; and as God is all reality and power, you can see that, correctly WHY AND HOW 73 understood, right thoughts are divine Mind or the creative Cause of all that is real. Wrong thoughts are unreality and powerless, or the opposite of right thoughts, the one real power; and there- fore, mortal mind, being the opposite of divine Mind, wrong thoughts are seen to be what Mrs. Eddy was pleased to name mortal mind. Wrong or sick thought (mortal mind) is that which makes us sick, according to Mrs. Eddy; and right thought, true Reason, or divine Mind, the oppo- site of w T rong thought, is what heals us." Mrs. Viloxon sat quietly in her chair a few moments, then as she arose to go, said: "1 am now positively satisfied that you are entirely right. How blind we all have been, to call you the dis- loyal one. Why, I am of the opinion that you are the only one really loyal to Truth and Mrs. Eddy's teaching." CHAPTER III EMERGENCE INTO THE LIGHT "I see that you are very prompt, " said Mr. Williams as he extended his hand in greeting to his visitor of the day before; then added, "step into the private office. " "Yes, I meant to be prompt. The fact is, I could scarcely wait for the appointed hour to come. There is so much I want to know and so many questions I wish to ask," said Mrs. Viloxon. "Yes, that is the next symptom with all who are newly awakened," laughingly, said Mr. Wil- liams. "Mr. Williams, I sat up most of last night reading and studying, and I am satisfied of at least one thing." "Well, that is good. It certainly makes for mental harmony, even if we have become satisfied of only one little thing." "But this is a big thing to me. I am fully sat- 74 EMERGENCE INTO THE LIGHT 75 isfied that you really have understood Mrs. Eddy aright," said Mrs. Viloxon with great certainty. "Oh pshaw! is that all?" jokingly, replied Mr. Williams. "Why, that is nothing new. I knew this ten years ago." "Yes, you have known it, and if the Christian Science field really knew it as I now do, your home would be besieged by a multitude." "Many more know it than you suppose. I already have students in most of the large cities, and teachers of my method in many places, and my correspondence is becoming so large that I do not find time to write to half of my friends of the spirit." "I cannot understand why, under these condi- tions, you are willing to give so much of your precious time to me." "I will tell you. Your first letter to me, told me plainly that you had a good and honest heart; and second, while I have quite a number of stu- dents in Chicago who use my method of apply- ing Christian Science, yet none of them are so 76 THE UNFOLDMENT placed that they can engage actively in the healing and teaching field, and when I met you yesterday I felt that you were strong enough to open up this big field actively, once you had actual under- standing. As I always work for the greatest good to the greatest number, I decided to take the time to start you on the true path provided you could be placed in a teachable frame of mind. Now that you have become convinced that I really have understood Mrs. Eddy's teaching, I am more willing than ever to take the time necessary to give you a thorough insight into actual Christian Science, provided only, that you continue in the active position of practitioner and teacher." "But, the Manual, Mr. Williams. It forbids me to teach unless I am first taught the Normal course at Boston." "Oh! the ritual," smiled Mr. Williams. "It is so long since I looked into it that I had quite forgotten that there is such a book. I have not had the Normal course from the Boston Meta- physical College, so according to the Manual, EMERGENCE INTO THE LIGHT 77 I would not be allowed to teach; still on page 67 of 'Retrospection and Introspection/ Mrs. Eddy wrote: 'A primary class student, richly imbued with the spirit of Christ, is a better healer and teacher than a Normal class student who partakes less of God's Love' ; therefore, that by-law in the Manual pertaining to teaching is seen to be in error, for it stops the better teachers from teach- ing." He paused for a moment, then added: "But tell me, do you think that any of the present teachers in that college could teach me anything pertaining to metaphysics that I do not already know?" "Judging from some of my past experience I would say, No, of course not. How absurd then, for you to go there for teaching. Still, is not the Manual supposed to be an inspired book?" asked Mrs. Viloxon. "Yes, by the blind believers who give the word 'inspired' a mysterious meaning. Webster de- fines the word to mean, 'to infuse into the mind' ; also, 'informed or directed by the Holy Spirit.' 78 THE UNFOLDMENT When I teach you Truth, I am infusing Truth into your mind, thus you are being inspired; and if it is done with intelligence or actual understand- ing of Life one could say that you were being inspired by the Holy Spirit, — being informed by the Holy Ghost. Let me call your attention to Mrs. Eddy's definition of God in the Glossary of 'Science and Health,' page 587, line 5. The last definition given, is the single word 'intelli- gence,' and it is not capitalized. In many of the earlier editions, Mrs. Eddy capitalized the word 'Understanding,' denoting God; and in the pres- ent edition of 'Science and Health,' page 536, line 8, you find this: 'The divine understanding reigns, is all.' It ought to be evident to you that that which reigns and is all, must be God. So the God that inspired Mrs. Eddy was not a mys- terious something outside of herself, but her own understanding of what is and what is not fact." "I can hardly grasp what you say, for the view- point is so new to me," said Mrs. Viloxon, "Let's away with all mysticism which tends to EMERGENCE INTO THE LIGHT 79 becloud reason, and let us unveil the plain Truth. The Manual is no more inspired than the little 'Plain Talk' booklets that you have read, or any other book or booklet that has been written from the standpoint of actual understanding." "But, Mr. Williams, there is printed on the fly leaf of the Manual an extract from a letter in 'Miscellaneous Writings.' I have read it so often that I think I can repeat it. It says: '(Manual 1908) The Rules and By-Laws in the Manual of The First Church of Christ, Scientist, Boston, originated not in solemn conclave as in ancient Sanhedrin. They were not arbitrary opinions im- posed on another. They were impelled by a power not one's own, were written at different dates as the occasion required.' There is more but I do not just recall." "Don't try. It is not worth the mental effort. This letter gives the blind believer an absolutely erroneous impression, for it causes him to think that either a personal or an impersonal God came to Mrs. Eddy and whispered those by-laws into 80 THE UNFOLDMENT her ear; and thus is gained the false impression that a mysterious God inspired the statements written in the Manual; whereas, the fact is, Mrs. Eddy knew that understanding or right conscious- ness is God, and that her sense of right and not a mysterious God was the 'power not one's own' which caused her to write these by-laws. It were as though she had said: I did not write my own human opinion, but the Facts of Life as far as I understood them. That the by-laws were not always written from the standpoint of true con- sciousness or actual understanding, is seen in the fact that sometimes she changed them. If they had always been written by divine understanding, no rectification or change would have been neces- sary." "Mr. Williams, I am amazed at your ability to sift these matters to the bottom and reveal the common sense in them." "Mysticism is the bane of all religion, and I expose the seeming mystery wherever I can. I have also had some Science students tell me that EMERGENCE INTO THE LIGHT 81 the lesson sermons in the Quarterly were inspired, intimating that a mysterious power was commu- nicating these lessons to Mrs. Eddy. The reason for this false sense is the 'Explanatory Note' which appears in the Quarterly, and which is read at every Sunday service. This 'Explanatory Note' ends with the following: 'constitutes a ser- mon undivorced from Truth, uncontaminated and unfettered by human hypotheses and divinely authorized/ What other sense could the shallow thinker get from this but that God made up these lesson sermons and handed them to Mrs. Eddy, and authorized her to give them to her followers the same as God is supposed to have made the ten commandments and handed them to Moses. Truly, the time for thinkers has come as Mrs. Eddy has written, and they will need to think very hard to sift the chaff from the wheat." Mrs. Viloxon sat as if transfixed, gazing at the man before her, but as she offered no reply, Mr. Williams continued: "The explanatory note that I just read you was from a Quarterly dated April 82 THE UNFOLDMENT 5th, 1914. I have here an older Quarterly dated January 2nd, 1898, and in this one the note ends: 'authorized by Christ/ instead of 'divinely author- ized.' The word 'authorized* is in italics to em- phasize the authority as coming from Christ. Why the change, do you suppose ?" "You have revealed so much to me that I have not words with which to answer," said Mrs. Viloxon. "The babes in metaphysics do not understand the difference between the words 'Jesus' and 'Christ'; and so, because of their past religious beliefs, they get the sense that Jesus, the only be- gotten son of God, has authorized these lesson sermons; whereas the fact is, that the word 'Christ' means 'Truth,' true thought, right thought, true reason, or in plain language, the actual facts pertaining to Life. Thus you can see that the actual authority which Mrs. Eddy was talking about was not a mysterious Jesus or Christ, but the real authority was real Truth. Anyone else, writing truly, would have the same EMERGENCE INTO THE LIGHT 83 right to state that what they have written was authorized by 'Christ,' Truth. I can see but one reason for the change in the 'Explanatory Note/ and that is that the words 'authorized by Christ' were too strong for even the faithful to digest, in this progressive age, and so the other or milder form was used." "I believe you are right," said Mrs. Viloxon, quietly. "Now let us examine into the claim that these lessons are 'uncontaminated and unfettered by human hypotheses.' The men who wrote the Bible were so-called human beings. Mrs. Eddy was a so-called human being. The translators who translated the Bible were so-called human beings. The Biblical writers laid no claim to infallibility, and we know that the translators made many misjudgments in their attempt to trans- late the real or spiritual meaning of the Scrip- tures. Then where is the justice of the claim that these lessons are uncontaminated by human sup- position?" 84 THE UNFOLDMENT "How blind and bewildered I have been. Oh, why were these things done?" asked Mrs. Viloxon. "Now Mrs. Viloxon, never again mention the Manual or the lesson sermons to me as divine authority. I teach by the command of Jesus, not by the authority of Boston; and I consider this command regarding the spreading of the Gospel (the good spell) over all the earth to far out- reach any authority from Boston." "I see that you are right. Yes, you are always right. But, — " "No more buts or ifs," broke in Mr. Williams. "Remember the Master's admonition to the young man, — to sell all (dispose of all this non- sense), and follow Christ (true Reason)." "I will. I shall start anew, at once," said Mrs. Viloxon, with sound determination. "That is the right mental attitude. Come, and be born again; and this time into your God-being, instead of into another human being." "I don't quite understand what you mean, but I am ready to begin," she said, and a moment later EMERGENCE INTO THE LIGHT 85 added "I suppose that the first step will be to send in my resignation to the local and Mother church, and openly announce that I have severed my connection with the veiled Truth. And then firmly take my stand to uphold the real Truth." "Yes, that would be the spectacular and erring human way. But really, all that you have men- tioned is non-essential, of no importance; and it amounts to nothing in the right direction." "I do not understand you, Mr. Williams." "I will explain. Right thinking is the funda- mental to all healing work. Can you not think right without sending in your resignation? Will it help you to think right to come out in a spectac- ular way, and unnecessarily incur the enmity of the religious zealot? As for upholding Truth, I want you to change your thought about this mat- ter. The real Truth needs no holding up or up- holding. It is strong enough to stand alone. Your work does not consist of upholding Truth, but in finding out the Truth and conforming your thought and actions thereto." 86 THE UNFOLDMENT "What manner of man are you? I thought you would hail with delight the announcement of my determination to resign from the Science church and openly espouse your Cause. " "You were mistaken. I have no quarrel with the Science church nor any other church. In re- gard to organized church affairs, I would char- itably say with Jesus, 'suffer it to be so now.' The mental infant seems to need a crib. The thing I am combating is the idea that mental infants should remain infants forever, and never think for themselves or stand alone. I want them to become grown up, mentally, so that they can be- gin to work out their own salvation; and not with the fear and trembling that comes from uncer- tainty and mysticism, but with the fearlessness that comes from certainty and understanding. As far as espousing my cause, — I haven't any of my own. It is the cause of the universal brother- hood of man, and of eternal salvation from sin, sickness and death." "Mr. Williams, I hope some day to understand EMERGENCE INTO THE LIGHT 87 you better and then be able to judge you rightly. Will you not tell me what attitude to take that I may grow out of the church ?" "On page 165, line 18 of 'Science and Health' there is a marginal heading which reads: 'Causes of sickness' and in the paragraph under this head- ing, Mrs. Eddy says in substance, that when you have a distressed stomach or aching head 'you consult your brain in order to remember what has hurt you, when your remedy lies in forgetting the whole thing.' I have found that the way to get rid of any mental inharmony, is to forget the whole thing as rapidly as possible. The reason this results in healing or mental harmony is be- cause the mental law is, 'out of mind, out of body/ Therefore, applying the same remedy to growth out of church organization, I would advise that you make the effort to forget the whole thing as rapidly and as quietly as possible, by paying no heed to the church or what the church members may or may not say." 88 THE UNFOLDMENT "Would you or would you not attend, the services?" "That is a question for each individual to solve. If I felt like going occasionally, I would; and when I did not feel so inclined, I would not go. To attend church, just as a duty or to be seen of men, is another form of hypocrisy. I should say that the advice given by Mrs. Eddy on some other subject, would be good in the pres- ent instance. She says : 'emerge gently from mat- ter into Spirit,' and I would add: emerge gently from the infantile state into the 'measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ'. " "Your advice is sensible and your logic irref- utable, and I shall attempt to leave the church so gradually that it will not disturb a single babe in Christ." "That is the right idea. Mrs. Eddy says in 'Retrospection and Introspection,' page 61, line 29 : 'Let there be milk for babes.' Perhaps the babes in Christ (those who cannot stand alone, mentally) need the church to lean upon. She also EMERGENCE INTO THE LIGHT 89 says in 'Science and Health/ page 371, line 20: 'I would not transform the infant at once into a man, nor would I keep the suckling a lifelong babe.' That is the point which I am trying to get the satisfied church goers to see. Most of them seem to be so bound by fear of the organi- zation or hypnotized by their religious zeal and devotion to church that they do not move for- ward and up out of the church thought. Their fears hold them in the servant or babe position with no further mental growth.' ' "I see it all now. You want the babes to grow up and out of the infantile mental state, and do it without disturbing the others. You do not want the church destroyed/' said Mrs. Viloxon. "I should like to see the churches turned into metaphysical colleges with competent teachers in charge, giving several hours instruction daily, instead of one or two hours per week, as under the present system. The idea of building a hun- dred thousand dollar structure and then using this building two or three hours per week, seems folly 90 THE UNFOLDMENT to me. The Readers should be competent teach- ers; and should teach from nine to twelve, and from one to four o'clock of each day, as is done in our public schools. These schools could be main- tained in the same manner and by the same ex- pense which now sustains them as churches. Now that you have a clearer view of this matter, let us take up the subject of right thinking." "I gave much thought to what you said yester- day about the healing being accomplished by our own right thought, and not an outside power; and with this clearer view in mind I could see innumerable places in Mrs. Eddy's writings where she intimates this, but why was it not plainly stated so that none could mistake," said Mrs. Vi- loxon. "Many reasons have been given for the veil- ing of Truth. I feel that it was a mistake to veil it, at least in this progressive age. However, it matters not. The work of unveiling has begun, and will not be stopped until all is made plain. It is now becoming known that Truth is true EMERGENCE INTO THE LIGHT 91 thinking, is right thinking; and that our work is to discover the facts of Life (which is Truth), and keep all of our thinking in conformity with the facts of Being; and thus experience the true or harmonious Life, through daily right thinking." "Yes," she replied; "I can see the great neces- sity of our knowing what is and what is not fact, before we can hope to always think right." "I wish to call your attention to a marginal heading on page 114, line 25 of 'Science and Health/ which reads: 'Causation mental'. The paragraph to which this heading is attached states : 'Christian Science explains all cause and effect as mental, not physical.' You will note that the statement reads, 'all cause' ; and there are no capi- tals to mar or obscure the sense. If the cause of all is mental, then mentality must be the seat of the cause of all. Carrying the subject further, the ills and blessings that you experience would be the experiences created by your own thought; and the experiences would be either ills or bless- 92 THE UNFOLDMENT ings according to whether your own thought was right or wrong," said Mr. Williams. "I can scarcely agree with you on that subject, for the Bible teaches and Mrs. Eddy emphasizes the statement that the same fount sends not forth sweet and bitter waters, as your statement seems to imply," said Mrs. Viloxon. Mr. Williams was not in the least disturbed by w T hat his visitor said, although she thought that she had discovered a weak spot or a contradic- tion in his reasoning. After looking intently at his visitor for a mo- ment, he said: "I am pleased to note that your reason is becoming more active. Right thought and wrong thought are not from the same fount or foundation, even though both of these activi- ties are to be found in the individual mentality. Right thought has its fount or foundation in un- derstanding or God. Wrong thought has its foundation in erring belief or Satan, though both gain external expression through the individual mentality." EMERGENCE INTO THE LIGHT 93 "I seem to see dimly what you are trying to have me understand, but if the cause of all is men- tal, why do we say that Spirit is the cause of all and that all is spiritual ?" asked Mrs. Viloxon. "Right mental action or right thought would be true mental action or Truth, and the Biblical writers used the word Spirit to designate right thought from wrong thought, and the word spir- itual to designate real or right effects from wrong effects. They knew that the mental element was a reasoning element, and so could think on both sides of any question; and therefore, the infan- tile mentality might think wrong, and thus pro- duce a seeming wrong condition. Wrong thought is error, and the only Satan there is. Right thought (right consciousness) and Spirit are one and the same. On page 453, line 6 of 'Science and Health/ Mrs. Eddy wrote: 'Right and wrong, truth and error, will be at strife in the minds of students, un- til victory rests on the side of invincible truth.' Here we have the word 'right' given the signifi- cance of Truth or God; and 'wrong' given the sig- 94 THE UNFOLDMENT nificance of error or Satan. It ought now to be plain that our ills are caused by evil, error, our wrong thought. Then what is more reasonable than that they can be, and are, healed by our right thought, the opposite of evil? In this is seen the fact that we really do heal ourselves; and yet at the same time it is God, Truth, right or true thought, that does the work." "I have read that statement many times and remember distinctly that the word 'truth' was not capitalized. Therefore, I cannot agree with you when you bring out the sense that Mrs. Eddy meant Truth, God, in that statement," said Mrs. Viloxon. "Oh, those capitals! What an easy way to veil the real meaning and lead the student astray. The confusion resulting therefrom cannot be meas- ured. What greater truth could there be than 'in- vincible truth'? However, to fully convince you, I will call your attention to page 362 of 'Miscel- lany,' by Mary Baker Eddy. Here we find: 'I rejoice with you in the victory of right over wrong, EMERGENCE INTO THE LIGHT 95 of Truth over error,' and the word 'Truth' in this statement carries the capital. Are you con- vinced?" asked Mr. Williams. Mrs. Viloxon nodded her head, as she re- marked: "Please continue, for I have no words with which to express my appreciation of the en- lightenment that you are bringing to my thought." "Very well. In common parlance, we could say that our wrong thought is the cause of our ills, and our own right thought is the healer. An astute reasoner might remind us that he had often thought of a certain illness and still not experi- enced it, and many Scientists would remind us of the fact that they had often thought of them- selves as well without being healed." "Why yes, that is true; and how would you explain this if it is our thought that is the sole cause?" asked Mrs. Viloxon. "The explanation is very simple when — " "Yes, it all seems very simple to you, but very wonderful to me," broke in Mrs. Viloxon. "It will also be simple and reasonable to you 96 THE UNFOLDMENT before we are through. The explanation of why we can think of a disease and not experience it, and think health and not be healed, is this: The mentality does not externalize its passing thought, merely; but in reality it only externalizes its thought convictions and conclusions. It is well that this is true, else there would be a constantly changing panorama exhibited by the body. We know from daily experience that we can think of taking a walk, and still not take the walk; but when our thought reaches a conclusion or deci- sion, then we act out the thought conclusion or conviction, by walking. The same is true when we think we are going to be sick. The mere thought, without repeated thinking to the point of mental conviction, will not result in sickness; but let us arrive at a sound conclusion or convic- tion and hold this conclusion for a time, and the ill to correspond will be expressed by the body." "I understand, Mr. Williams. It is just as though the passing or fleeting thought does not register on the body; but the thoughts that reach EMERGENCE INTO THE LIGHT 97 a conclusion or mental conviction do register on the body as sick or healthy conditions, to corre- spond to the nature and quality of the thought conviction. " "Yes, that is one way of stating it. This also illustrates how one may heal himself through con- tinued right thinking to the point where a sound conviction is gained." "It is not very clear to me as yet that my own right mental conclusion can heal me. But I sup- pose that is because in the past, I agreed with the idea that my wrong thinking made me sick, but thought that a power outside of me named divine Mind was responsible for the healing, and not my own right thinking," said Mrs. Viloxon. "No doubt, that is the reason. But it ought to be evident to you now, that if your sick thoughts made you sick, your own healthy thinking would make you healthy." "Yes, that sounds so very reasonable, but why was not this stated plainly, by Mrs. Eddy?" "All that I can say to you is, that it is quite 98 THE UNFOLDMENT plainly stated in the earlier editions of 'Science and Health,' though changed back and forth by some one in the various editions following. For instance, on page 228 of the third edition, we read : 'Whatever the mind desires to produce on the body it should state mentally and abide by this statement/ You will notice that it reads, 'what- ever the mind desires to produce 1 . This 'the mind' can mean nothing but your own mind." "That certainly is a plain statement. I wonder why it was ever removed from the text-book?" the lady asked. "It was not removed from the text-book, but apparently it was too plain as it seemed to leave that mysterious God of the blind believer out of the healing work, and delegated the healing power to the individual's own mind. However, even as late as the 37th edition of 'Science and Health,' the statement reads : 'Whatever the mind desires to produce on the body it should express mentally, and hold fast to this idea.' There is a little EMERGENCE INTO THE LIGHT 99 change in the words, but the sense has not been disturbed." "Yes, I should say that both statements mean the same, and would be very helpful to the pa- tient searcher for the healing Truth." "Now, Mrs. Viloxon, note carefully the differ- ence in the statement as given in the 78th edition. On page 391, w T e read: 'Whatever mortal mind desires to produce on the body it should express mentally and hold fast to this ideal.' You will note that the word 'mortal' has been added, as though only the erring mind produced effects on the body." "What could have been Mrs. Eddy's reason for adding that word?" The question was asked with great astonishment. "I think the reason is as I stated before, namely, that perhaps some one pointed out to her that, as the statement stood in the third edition, she was having the so-called human mind do the healing, and thus apparently leaving the mysterious God out of the work." 100 THE UNFOLDMENT "I think it a shame that these changes were made," said Mrs. Viloxon. "That is not the worst of it, for in the present text-book we find still another change in this same statement. On page 392 of the 1907 edition of 'Science and Health/ line 12, Mrs. Eddy wrote: 'Whatever benefit mind desires to produce on the body, should be expressed mentally and thought should be held fast to this ideal.' You will notice that the word 'mortal' has been dropped." "Yes. Mrs. Eddy went back to her first state- ment, but why?" asked Mrs. Viloxon with per- plexity. "Not quite back to her first statement, for the very enlightening article 'the' has been left out. When we write 'the mind' we all know that it refers to the mind of the individ- ual; but with the article 'the' left out, it leaves you to guess whether she meant mortal mind, human mind, or divine Mind; and I know from experience that all are still guessing." "But why did Mrs. Eddy again drop the word EMERGENCE INTO THE LIGHT 101 'mortal' from the statement after once having used it?" asked Mrs. Viloxon. "The only reason I can see is, that again some one pointed out to her that according to the state- ment with the word 'mortal' in it, she was prac- tically saying that mortal mind was producing the good as well as the bad effects experienced in the body; in other words, mortal mind, according to that statement, made us sick, and could also pro- duce so-called bodily health." "What a conglomeration of opposites to be found in a text-book!" said Mrs. Viloxon, with a look of disgust. "Are you sure that Mrs. Eddy made all of these changes?" "No, I am not sure, and it matters not who made them. The fact is that they are in the book that Christian Scientists accept as their text-book to the understanding of eternal Life." "Is it not the general opinion of the Science field that Mrs. Eddy constantly kept revising 'Science and Health' with the intention of making 102 THE UNFOLDMENT it more correct, and easier to understand?" asked Mrs. Viloxon. u Yes. I have heard that stated, and some have told me they were certain that this was the reason for the constant changes. But what is 'general opinion'? Is it a cause or an effect ?" "I don't believe that I understand your ques- tion," she replied. "General opinion is not a cause, but an effect; and we can scarcely have any effect without a cause. In my investigations of general opinions regarding politics and other public affairs, I have satisfied myself, that back of the usual general opinion, there is a cause; which cause is usually composed of a nucleus of three or four people who plan or form the seed of this future general opinion. Those at the helm know just the right soil in which to plant this seed of future general opinion, so that it will spread rapidly. From this it can be seen that, as a rule, public opinion is not the spontaneous, automatic outgrowth of general opinion, but is really the opinion or will of a few." EMERGENCE INTO THE LIGHT 103 "Do you wish to intimate that this is what was done in the present instance?" asked Mrs. Vi- loxon. "I wish to intimate nothing. I was merely illustrating how the opinion or will of a few can be made to permeate a certain group of people through mental contagion; and therefore, we should not be guided too easily by public opinion, but should think and reason for ourselves." "But Mr. Williams, if I cannot depend on my text-book, what am I to do?" And fear and anx- iety were in her voice. Mr. Williams laughed softly, then said: "Ex- cuse me for laughing, but your question brought a statement of Mrs. Eddy's so forcibly to my thought that I could not help but laugh." "Would you mind repeating the statement for me?" she asked. "I will look it up for you. It is in 'Science and Health.' Yes, here it is, page 238, line 10, and it says : "Losing her crucifix, the Roman Cath'dlic girl ibid, 'I hWve nb&in& left bii't biffttV' 104 THE UNFOLDMENT Mrs. Viloxon, who had moved forward in anxious anticipation, slowly leaned back in her chair, with her gaze fixed steadily on the laughing face before her. After a few moments thought, she said: "I cannot fathom you at all. You have such a certainty in your understanding that noth- ing seems to have escaped you, and you appear to me like an unshakable rock." "If that which you, in the past, called under- standing did not make you certain and unshakable as a rock, then it was not real understanding, but belief, which you called understanding." "Perhaps you are right, for it is evident to me that what I have gained by my study has not made me certain and unshakable, but rather the reverse. I well know what you mean by that reference to the crucifix, but what am I to do without a text- book?" "I did not tell you to throw away your text- book. It is your own good reason which is tell- ing you, that, from what I have pointed out, the text-book is not quite as infallible an authority EMERGENCE INTO THE LIGHT 105 as you thought. I have also been citing statements from the earlier editions, and telling you that the early editions are much plainer ; therefore, what is to hinder you from getting an earlier edition, if you feel that you must have a 'Science and Health' ?" "Mr. Williams, you are unfolding so many new thoughts to me that I am afraid I shall forget some of the very important ones. Would you object if I took a few notes ?" "No objection at all. Take all that you care to." "Thank you. You said something about right thoughts being the God that heals, and I should like to take that down so as to understand it bet- ter. The thing that is not clear to me is this: If my right thought is God, what relation do I hold to my right thought or God?" "Good! We are really beginning to think. The relation which you bear to your right thought is that of father to son." "I don't believe I understand that," said Mrs. 106 THE UNFOLDMENT Viloxon, as a look of perplexity overspread her face. "No, I suppose you don't. Yet, according to Mrs. Eddy, you have never started right in Chris- tian Science until you do understand this." "I don't remember having read anything of this import, written by Mrs. Eddy. Will you tell me where I can find the statement ?" "Mrs. Viloxon, do you remember that the Scrip- tures state that upon one occasion, Jesus said to Nicodemus, a ruler of the Jews : 'Verily, verily I say unto thee, except a man be born again, he cannot see the Kingdom of God' ?" "Yes," she replied. "I have read the statement many times, and I have been told by some that the coming into Christian Science was this being born again." "No, not that which you call Christian Science. The re-birth or new birth is much more than that." "I do not follow you at all, Mr. Williams." "I will explain. Mrs. E