^^^-sl^C't/: -^^ ■^ Qyflfffrfie^ 7/rrfore LIBRARY OF JCONGRESS. Cliap. Copyright No. Shelt'S:-^ .^ O 6 UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. Songs 5rom tJ?e IDmgs BY MINNIE GILMORE Author 0/ '■'■Pipes from Prairie-Land,'" "'A Son of Esau * ** The Woman Who Stood Between^'^ Etc, F. Tennyson Neely, NEW YORK AND LONDON, TWO COPIES RECEiVED UrBn G? O^ Copyrighted, 1897. in the United States and Great Britain, by F. Tknntson Nekly. (All Eights Reserved.) (^ 7 6 f CONTENTS DEDICATION. PROLOQUB : p^QB. I. PASSPORTS 19 n. BOHEMIA 24 in. THE PLAY OF LIFE 28 IV. nature's MIRROR 81 V. THE AMATEUR 35 VI. AS THE PLAT BEGINS 87 WITH BOHEMIA'S MANY : I. THE SINGER 43 n. A PAINTER, TO HIS PICTURES 45 m. THE WRITER 43 IV. A BLUE-STOCKING'S ULTIMATUM 53 V. THE ANGEL OP THE WINGS 56 VI. THE ORCHESTRA 66 Vn. MISUNDERSTOOD 69 vni. l'ingenue 71 IX. vox popuLi 75 X. A COQUETTE OF THE BALLET 78 XI. DEAD SEA FRUIT 81 Xn. AMOR VINCIT 84 XHL " WHEN ALL IS DONE " 86 XIV. PRESENTIMENT.,.. 90 Contents. WITH BOHEMIA'S MANY,— (Continued :) paqb, XV. THE GAUiBRY-BABY 93 XVI. " PASSBB " 96 XVII. OVER THE WINK AND WEED 98 XVIII. ARRAIGNED 100 XIX. THE DYING ACTOR ... 105 XX. MADEMOISELLE SOUBRETTE 110 XXI. THE OLD actor's FAREWELL 113 xxn. art's moNY 118 interludes : I. BETWEEN THE ACTS 121 n. SERENADE 134 in. RIVALS 136 IV. STAGE-CHILDREN 133 WITH BOHEJnA'S FEW : I. SANS80UCI 137 II. THE DANCER 139 TIL AN OLD COMEDY , 143 IV. A FALLEN ANGEL 145 V. A LIVING riCTURE 149 VI. A STAGE MAGDALEN 153 Vn. ROUGE ET NOIR 158 IN THE AUDIENCE : I. STAR AND SATELLITE 165 n. HOME-SICE , 168 in. THE CHILD AT THE PLAY 173 rV. SUNDERED 175 V. grandma's FIRST PLAY 177 VI. LOVE, — ON, AND OFF, THE STAGE 181 Contents. m THE AUDIENCE,— (Continued :) page. Vn. "TH' RALE OULD IRISH play" 184 VIII, TWO OF A KIND 189 IX. THE STORY OF SARY 192 EPrLOGUE : I. "I'll MEET YOU TO-NIGHT, BOYS*' 207 II. THE actor's benefit 210 ni. AFTER THE PLAY 213 rV. AN EPITAPH. • 216 X>^bication. Debtcation. TO MY FATHER. (P. S. G.) Mute flowers droop upon the grave — • The silent grave^ that beds his sleep / Where^ musing some celestial stave. Twin-angels^ vigil keep. His lute of Life^ no more shall sing, For Death has hushed its golden strain f But in my heart, its echoes ring Immortal Love's refrain. DeatKs saddest sting for Love, I hold, Is not that we lose all, to-day,-^ JBitt that we lost so much, of old, Ere Love was rent away, ^Ifwe had only hnown,^^ we wail, " Had only known that we mustpart^' Our life had been of more avail, As prover of our heart f " (9) Co irty (Jattjer. And ij who share the common lot, ' Look back, Love, to silent days I And travail^ now Lhave you not, To speak my love and praise, j I Look hack to heedless years of Youth, \ To Youth the cruel, Youth the cold-^ \ And yearn to pour its squandered ruth '■ Within your heart of gold. We mortals are so blind, so blind — And Youth so light — so light and hardi Too late, too late, our sad lives find The chances Death has marred/ The Past is gone beyond our ken; Perchance the Future bides too late:' 27ie Present is the hour for men To face and conquer Fate, Waste not in mourning^ that is warn, Nor yet in dreams, but vainer yet, heart, what precious hours remain Wherein to pay Lovers debt I Tho^ he is dead, I still mm^ do Eim honor, by a life akin To that pure life mychildhoodihuuff Hia father-heart wUhim Dcbtcatiott A life that trod Earth's higher way^ And scorned to serve the sordid Real; Revering^ in Man's human clay^ A God's divine ideal/ ***** My prayer has panted night and day^ For week, and month, and lonely year^ That you anight speed me on the way Your child should follow he^-e: — That you, just once, might wander hackf To take me by the hand, and say^ " Such is the turning, such the track. Thai God has wilVd your way I " Love, I am fearful, as I gaze Before me, into years untried, — To choose between Life's open ways, If you be not my guide I Just one light touch, just one brief word, To me, too weak to walk unled, — Lovei skice Life has seen and heard The spirits of its dead, « * * * 4» 1 wonder if the i&orld holds one, To smile at filial strain set here;—--- {Should^PMic Eyetere rest vpom This hve-aong ofymidean) (11) Co ma Satktt, If just one voice shall falsely say^ " Why^ he was common man^ no more. We meet his likeness every day The common sun shhies oer ! " Such^ knew you not — Ah^ Love I I think The world knows little^ men known best; For Mans diviner phases shrink Assertion manifest. And only Love, within the home. And Friendship's subtile sympathies^ Full face to face, shall ever comCy With what the real man is! We judge each other by the mash That hides the soul^ like sword in sheath. Ere judgment speaks, — Oh ! Let us ash What glory bides beneath I My vision is, when I pursue The rhythmic Muse, too great to spurn My lowly service to its due, That o'er my lyre, you yearn^ — Perchance, when my poor touch is weah, To sivell it with a touch more grand, — Or wake such chords as scorn to speak^ In answer to my hand, (13) X)ebtcatton. Oh 1 Let rae keep my tender dream^ If dream it be;— for like a star. It beckons me to flights that seem Strong-winged^ as poets' are. — Such dreams are but the spells of Hope; And Hope must shine within the heart. Else in Despair's dense dar\ we grope. And miss the goals of Art You did not miss your single goal; But gained it surely as the bird Its eyrie-nest^ above the roll Of waves its wings have stirred. And even as it was the height^ The one and only height^ for you, — You stand a victor in Death's sight,— ^ Your mark of Life^ sped trv^. One carps, '■''His height ivas far beneath The higher goals toward which they strain. Who scale, to win Art's classic wreath, The peaks he did not gain.^^ Another smiles, "iVb master he. But just a minstrel at Art^s gate; Whose place among the good may he, But not beside the great^^ (13) (Eo mg (fattier. J They err I — Whx) fills the middle place^ ' Between the lowly and the high, Commands, alike, their dual grace, I By joint affinity. ^ And he who stands no artisan. Nor yet pure artist, Art beside, — Is he whom Art proclaims the man Whose mission is world-wide, j I As noble His, to wing the world, — The many, for an Artward flight, \ As just to speed the winged few, whirVd \ To Art^s supremest height I — Dear, what are words ? — Nor loss, nor gain I \ By souls you tuned to smiles and tears, \ We know your minstrel prelude-strain, The music of the spheres I For Music, you were wont to claim That it is purest of the Arts, — That never thought for angeVs shame^ Survived it, in mens^ hearts. And for the true musician^ s place, You claimed a throne beside the priest; Since both, you said, redeemed the base^ And blessed both great and kasL (U) Dcbtcatiott. If such he truth, Love, you reap Rich harvest, for the seed of song ^ You sowed so lavishly and deep^ Lifers fallow way, along ! To me, too, falls a virgin plot Of Human Life, to make, or maim,' Love, grant that it dishonor not The honor of your name! (15) ProIo Challenging men's acclaim; . j Eloquent voice and speech; ■ Passions that thrill the heart:— t Even these fail to reach i Soul of the actor's art. Deeper his secret lies, | Subtler its mysteries; Deep as the soul of man, . i Subtle as Life's great plan. • His is the art to limn i Living Humanity: — ■ This is the spell of him; This is his alchemy! ': '] ^^ Mirror of Nature ! " Thus \ Triumphs his genius. • His, to reflect mankind, j Spirit, and heart, and mind;— (32) prologue. Doing its good and ill, Loving and hating well;— Even as mortals will, Serving both heaven and hell! Truth is his mercury; Mirroring faithfully, Minus its social dress, Nude in its humanness,— Life; whose impassioned strain Pierces Art's shibboleth t— **Travail, and bliss, and pain ; Living, and Love, and Death/" Priest of mankind, is he, Preaching Humanity. Master of Avorst and best Secrets of mortal breast. Render of shams that hide Man from his brother-man,— Imaging, side by side, Artist and artisan. Honor his creedless shrine! Many a seed divine, Thrives in its charity, Shaming the Pharisee, • (83) Haturc's JHirror." \ Many a heart has heard, Under the actor's rokf God's omnipresent Word, Warning the sinner's soul. "is Men, by his hero-parts. Prove, or disprove, their hearts. Women, Sin's wages, ken, Weeping with Magdalen. High, be his art esteemed; Thus, be his shield engraved t- "Afany a man redeemed; Many a woman saved T^ ^^ Mirror of Naturey Aye I Tragic, or light, the play Images bad and good Manhood and womanhood. — Laurels, and rose, and bays, Then, for the actor's art. Love, for the man!— Sole praise Worthy his human heart! (34) prologue. THE AMATEUR. tttj Botjemta's tttartB, I staggered, an instant only,— The shock was sharp, you seat And * 'starring*' was getting lonely. As well as hot, for me! No trace of a man or woman ^ Beneath the blazing flies;— No voice of a fellow-human Responded to my cries. I called once again, and waited.—^ A single sound returned,— The hiss of the still unsated Fire-serpents, as they burned! I sank to the floor: blind, strangled, By smoke, and scorching heat! — The corridor turned and tangled, Then slanted to the street. The flames had just leaped upon it, — They fooled around my hair; — I missed the turn, first;— then won it;- Hurrah,— a breath of air! I dashed to the street, and shouting, ''Tliank Godr I raved about, Excited, and never doubting That all were safely out!— (61) Ctjc Clngcl of tl^e IDtngs. ******** (These scenes from the past, confuse me; I'm weak as any clown. Confound it!— My years excuse me. Remembrance breaks me down.)- The engines dashed up, and halted, With ladders, hose and all; The gallant brigade-boys vaulted The doomed, flame-gutted wall. When, hark! From the rabble, shivered A shout that reached God's sky, As over the din there quivered A child's pathetic cry. I sprang in the sound's direction; When thro' the stage-door came,| With smutted and smoked complexion, And gold curls singed by flame;— (Her joy that she'd saved another, Surpassing child-alarms,)— Our Angel, the 'Xittle Mother," With baby in her arms! Before I could struggle near her. She smiled, with lips like chalk, — Then,— Oh! How the crowd did cheer her! She called across the walk: — (62) IPitij Botjemia's ttlang. *' Thefolkth allfordot the haby^ But Tve dot Am, tha/e here." (I'm only a darned old gaby,— Excuse another tear!) ******** Then, just as across the gutter, I bounded to the two,— More faintly, I heard her mutter, " Bereth hahy'th bottle, too I " And then, (for her fright confused her, Now he was safe from hai'm. Whose rescue had burned and bruised her,)— She fainted on my arm! Say, wasn't our Angel plucky? When flames began to skate, The rest of the troupe were lucky, And off, for quite a wait. They heard the alarm of ''fire!'*— And scooting to the streets,— They didn't stroll back to hire The best, reserved, front seats! The baby,— whose mother waited Upon the star-soubrette,— Was sleeping, (with ''Syrup" sated). And might be sleeping yet,— (63) Ct^c Clnqd of ttje iDings. Or one of the cherub-number, Who twang the harp's gold strings,— Is she hadn't watched his slumber,— Our Angel of the Wings! Afar from the wings' confusion, Beyond the footlights' flash,— Secreted from our intrusion, She'd rocked her infant-mash. The fright of the flames, had dazed her; And when her senses woke, The panic and peril crazed her,— Yet, motherhood still spoke :— My shout,— (thank the gods, I gave it!)— Dispelled Fear's lethargy. " 2he baby ! 0, ihave it ! Thave iiP She'd panted in reply.— Between us, the dense smoke's surging Disguised her tones; but she Had followed my voice, emerging In safety, after me. O, valiant *^Little Mother!'' Down Time, your story rings, Immortal as countless other Heroic woman-things! (64) VOxii} Botjemia's HtanH. My tale is a truth, not fable.— To-day, her fame is sure, As artist, unique, and able; As woman, good and pure. I would that her father saw it, (He died, poor chap, that nights Yet, how shall we dare deplore it?— Death set his wronged life, right.) The baby's a man, confound him! Whom she still calls sweet things, And lovingly ^'mothers" round him,— Our Angel of the Wings! (65) Ctje 0rcijestra. THE ORCHESTRA. Quite a common mood of the maiinh^ Is the dismal sense, that I cannot play;— That my laughter's sharp as a feline strain, And my jDathos flat as last night's champagne. That my hauteur's hot, and my passion cool; And my tragedy, from a Misses' school. And success seems hopeless, and failure sure,— Till the orchestra starts the overture. Then a charm steals over my failing heart, And I glow anew, with the bliss of art; And I rush the rouge, and its Idndred tilings, And resort in haste, to the stage's wings. For the Music's passion and harmony, Are an inspiration and spur to me; And the flame that Idndles the stage-Star's rdh^ Is the orchestra's art-impassioned soul. As the 'cellos surge, and the viols sway, Life's discordant echoes are lull'd away; And the bond and burden of common things. Take supernal flight, on the Music's wings: (66) Witii Bolicmia's ntanfl. For the human gains the celestial, And the real is lost in the rhythmical; As the subtle visions of art allure, In the haunting strains of the overture. Then the mood that fettered artistic flight, Is dispell'd like snow, in the sun's warm light; As the latent fever of art's desire Leaps from spark to flame, and from flame to fire. So I take the stage, with impassioned heart, For the loves, and hates, of my mimic part; And, if Nature loses, divine art wins, By the sorcery of the violins. So the woman soars, by the Music's thrall, To the artist, tense, and emotional: And the Drama's anguish and bliss, are real, As I live, and die, in its world ideal. And as Fame accords me her glowing bays, 'Mid the Public's cheers, and the artist's praise,— Oh! I pass them on, that all men may see,— To the orchestra that inspired me! And, perchance, the lesson that speaks to me, Has a moral, too, for Humanity; In the truth, appealing to hut and hall,— That a little Music's the need of all!— m CCt^e (Dtciiesiva, That the noble song, and the tender strain, Are the keys transposing Earth's harsh refrain, To the harmonies that the soul recalls, And shall hear again, when Life's curtain fallsl rOitt^ Bol^cmia's ntany. MISUNDERSTOOD. With all your heart in your pure eyes, You smiled at me. I gazed at you in cold surprise, Unsmilingly. You touched my hand,-by chance, or fate; (Which was it, sweet?) And blushed at my precipitate And brusque retreat. With candor born of innocence, You sought my side. I left you with indifference. That roused your pride. Now you, in turn, with proud and cold, Grave haughtiness, Ignore the man whose love untold, You do not guess! In Honor's name, be mute, O heart! Fate stands between The vassal of dramatic Art, And Fashion's Queeaa* m 1 trttsunbcrstoob. 1 And tho' Love spans the space, indeed, Uniting souls, The Moloch of Convention's creed, Divides our roles. Therefore, my sweet, (since thus is writ Doom's stern decree. Defying Love to alter it, For you and me:)— Adieu! Unknowing, go your way With lovers rife,— That I, whom you loved for a day, Love you, for life! m) rDittj Bol^emta's tnany. L'INGENUE. My rivals swear I'm thirty; The bills omit my name; Behind, I'm fined as ^ ^flirty," In front, I'm hissed as 'Hame." The leading-man is hateful, The star won't even speak; And, worst of all, I'm grateful For only tAvelve per week. Rehearsals, all the morning; Sub-study, half the night; I'm cast without a warning, For parts I can't recite. I'm prompted nigh to madness; I breath, eat, sleep by rule — Oh! Wouldn't I, with gladness, Go back to boarding-school! Hy by-play's "amatoorish," My stage-walk is "a hopf ' My entrances are * 'boorish/' My exit is "a flop." £*3n3cnuc. In action, I'm ''lop-sided," Reposing, I'm "a show;" My "points" are all derided,— Ingknue^s price is low! If I be proud and haughty I'm ''sporting too much frillf ' When I am nice and naughty, The critics roast me still. I'm "stiff, and cold, and gawky," I'm "vulgar, bold, too fly." Oh, dear! Life's wine is corky. Ingknue wants to die! The foot-lights blind and daze me; I'm butt for all the gags; The managers half-craze me With all their surplus nags: The orchestra ignores me; The boxes smile and sneer; The front-row bald-head bores me,- The "gods" cry, "J-A, iherey d^arl^* The green-room's cold, or torrid,— The draughty wings, are chill; The supes are rude and horrid,— The chappies make me ill. VO'iiii Bol^emta's Iltang. The matinees would sicken A healthy, nine-lived cat; And one-night posters, thicken:— The road is getting flat! The paint spoils my complexion, My figure fades away; IVe had to pad a section Of my decollete, I haven't one real jewel; I've torn my swellest gown: The tragedy grows cruel,— I'll ring the curtain down. Young fools, old knaves, pursue me With gilded lures to sin,— The married actors woo me, The agent chucks my chin.^- I'm mother's girl, and will bel Tho', frankly let me state, The hits all fall to Trilby,— Jng^ue's out of date! Alas, for Stage-Land's foundling. Adrift on Art's vast wave;— The sport of every groundlings Tke Public's toy and slaVe! I'^ngenue. Perhaps you think I'm beaten? Well, I should smile!-Ha! ha!- Just wait, and see things sweet, when Ingenue is a star I m rOitt^ :3olicmia's IXian^. VOX POPULl. The proof of a drama's power As all of us actors know, Is not what the boxes shower Of eulogy comme ilfauty— Nor even the gracious favor That marks the reserved i9arg'W6<; Which always retains a savor Of, " What do the critics say ? " The balconies' praise is better, But awed by the box and stall; The gallery scorns their fetter, And towers above them all. The ^^gods" are the boys, I tell you, an actor exults to sway; The '^gods" are the honest critics, who make, or destroy, a play. ^' Vox Populi '' is what thrills us, — The People's immortal voice! Whatever we are, it wills us:— The Star, like the supe, lacks choice. (75) Vox popull The patronage of the Classes, \ Exalts the man's little name: But only the human masses, \ Confer on the artist, Fame! The box, is art's golden factor, j Proclaiming its social sway:— j The gallery proves the actor, i The gallery proves the play! j For Nature's the test of Nature; and only the I People's heart, Is tuned to the drama's keynote of Nature, transposed to art! 5 The soul, swathed in silk and satin; The heart, that conventions cage; The brain, bound in Greek and Latin,— Are puppets of Culture's age. The primal and pulsing Human, Perchance, 'neath their masks, may be, — But Gh! Nature's man and woman, Are honest Humanity. Their sentiments are not fashions. But Life-tides, that run their course; Their loves, and their hates, and passions, Gush freely, from vital source. (76) IDtttj Bot)cmta*s rnatty. False art, they discern, by instinct; and hiss to its death of shame. The art that is true to Nature, they cheer to the throne of Fame. And so, when a play is trembling 'Twixt failure, and first success,— We actors are not dissembling, ■ Who gratefully say,— ''God bless The gallery- boys, who started The cheers, that the boxes shun!" For, were their applause half-hearted. Our triumph had ne'er been won. And back of the Drama's curtain, We pledge the true taste of such,— For, art the ''gods" cheer, be certain, Is thrilling with Nature's touch. And ever the Pure, and Noble, — (ideal, and real,) sway The gallery's human People, — the "gods" of the actors' play! (JfO a (Eoquettc of ttje Ballei A COQUETTE OF THE BALLET. Ah, ouif Monsieur * 'adores the stage, And me, Coquette, the season's rage." I thank Monsieur, with all my art. — NoTij non—I mean, with all my heart. Ah, naughty boy! I must not hear. Sad flattereur you are, I fear. '^Non V All the same, I run away; As woman must, who— dares not— stay! * ^Monsieur comes, too?" Ah, what a man! Coquette resists him, — while she can. Enough! Monsieur has conquered me! ''To Del's?"— 1/bn clier Monsieur^ merci I "Sauterne, half-shells,— as we begin; A bird, sorbet, and terrapin;— IDittj Boticmta's Vflan^, Champagne; and after, eau de vieV— Monsieur provides me charmingly. Un reve d^amour— this feast divine! A kiss, Monsieur, I give— your wine. **You love me?"— So!-And if I, too, Am deep in love. Monsieur, with you?— I say not, no! I say not, jes\ My silence means,— Monsieur will guess. (del /—For my sake, recognize That all the world has open eyes!)— Adieu, Monsieur. I seek my home.— Non, I forbid that you shall come! Monsieur insists?— And Coquette, too!— Who shall be victor,— moi, or you?— Non, non^ non, nonf Still noTi, I say!— Ah! Wilful man!— Then, have your way. How sweet, n'est ce-pas .^— This too short ride,— Monsieur, Coquette, so,— side by side! (79) CI <£oquctte of ttjc Ballet. HelasI It ends.— Yet welcome here, Chez moi. Ascend, and share my cheer. One, two, three flights, and yet one more. Behold, my high, yet humble door! '^I live alone?^' Maisnonf Not so. Too lonely it would be, you know. I live with Jaque.— Appear, my page!— Monsieur,~w^ son;— just your own age I (80) XOiik Bot^emia's ntatty. DEAD-SEA FRUIT. Obedient to your command, Too sweet to lack concession, — Before your kind applause, I stand, Your debtor, past expression. Perchance, I owe you smile for smile,— Perchance, my thanks should laud you? The debt must wait an af terwhile,— To-night my tears defraud you! You marvel that my tears should flow, In face of your ovation.— Ah! All of weal, and all of woe, Are blent in Fame's libation. Its Circe-cup is bitter-sweet. Both rose and rue, containing; For Life and Love, within it meet, But Death awaits its draining. But yester-week, our crown of praise Was his, whom now we sorrow. To-night, 'tis I who win your bays:— Whose shall they be, to-morrow? (81) X)cab=5ca ^ruit. Between art's past and future years, I flit, too wise for gladness. Fame's Dead-Sea fruit, I cull with teara, And don its crown, with sadness! The famous boards I tread, to-night, Like shifting sands, but taunt me; Vibrating with the recent flight Of feet, whose echoes haunt me. The stage they fled, to grant me place, I hold for Life's brief tourney,— Then, other footsteps shall efface The imprint of my journey, I look behind, I look before,— Fame's garlands live forever: But, ah! From brows they wreath'd, of yore, Their faithless leaves dissever. The future, but repeats the past; And I, Fame's present sharer,— Am mocked by laurels, first and last, Whose crown survives its wearer! Then chide me not, for joyless thanks, Nor spurn their lacking measure.— My sob's mute eloquence outranks The rant of smiling Pleasure. VOii^ Boi^emta's tttaitg. 1 love your love, I love your praise; And Love's pure tear, behooves them; Since, ah! It mourns within your bays, Death's cypress, that disproves them. Clmor Pincit. AMOR VINCIT. I love him, and he loves me! Vain to challenge Fate's decree; Vain to warn of social ban,— I am woman, he is man. Love has claimed us for his own. Who shall free us? Love, alone. Thus is writ our destiny,— I love him, and he loves me. O'er the lights, our glances met, Snared in Love's seductive net. Eyes, to eyes, flashed love at sight,- Love, that mingles bliss and blight. He, of proud, patri ian name, I, of garish foot-light fame, Peers are, loving equally!— I love him, and he loves me. Social laws, Love laughs to scorn; Social creeds, to shreds are torn^ Face to face with Nature's plan,— Eve for Adam, maid for man. m VOii\\ Bot]emia'5 IHana. I am Love's selective choice! His, is Love's resistless voice! Impotent as babes, are we,— I love him and he loves me. Grudge us not our hour of bliss, Brief, and sweet, as Love's first kiss. Ere, on lips, its flame is cool. Love grows wise, in Life's false school. Us, perchance, the Future parts; (He is Mammon's,— I am art's.) Love's, O, let the Present be!— I love him, and he loves me. m XPijcn an is Done." "WHEN ALL IS DONE/' Boys, help me forget a sad old line That is haunting my heart, to-night. Around with the weed! Uncork the wine! Let it flow till the morning-light. Your pledges are many,— mine but one : Here's the Stage, and my mistress. Art!— But, " WTiat is it all, when all is done F" Is the question that haunts my heart. You Philistines tliink an actor^s life Is all skittles, and flowing beer. Ah! Little you know the heart-sick strife Of a glorious stage-career. Glink glasses again! I yield to none, In my love for the art I toast;—- Yet, " W7iat is it all, when all is donCy'^ Haunts the bumper, like Banquo's ghost I The rdle may be great; but who would be The world's hero, for just an hour?— The laurels and bay are fair to see. But they fade like a hothouse flow'r. (86) VO'ii^ Boticmta's HTans. The glare of the lime-light mocks the sun, And the foot-lights are starry-bright t Yet, ** What is it all, when all is done^^^ But a will-o'-the-wisp of night? The viols and lutes are siren-sweet, And impassion the actor's roky As under his voice, they pulse and beat, With a pathos that thrills the soul. On Music's supernal wings alone, To the summit of art we soar,— But, " What is it all, when all is donCf'^ And the viols vibrate no more? The praise of the world, is sweet as brief;— And to hold a great house in hand. Attuning its heart to joy or grief, And its soul, to the high and grand,— To play on them both,— as plot is spun, Of smile, or of sob— en thralls I— Yet, " What is it all, when all is done,''^ And the ultimate curtain falls? Ah, boys! As the last act nears the end. And the spell of the stage has waned;— (Tho' hasty applause and cheers commend. If the drama has entertained,)— (87) "VOllcn an is Done* The heart of the actor, known to none, Turns as cold, as his eyes turn dim:— For " What is it all, when all is doneT^ Is the moral the play points him! The beauties that smile from box and stall, And our passions behind the stage. Allure and enslave,— until they pall; And we fritter our hearts, in gage. Love flutters beneath the lime-light's sun, But it dies, in a moth's brief span; So " What is it all, when all is done^^^ Since the actor but masks a man? Oj envy us not our mimic thrones. In our kingdom between the wings I You men with your wives and little ones, Are the real and only kings! The service of Art is shared with none, When we strive for her highest stakes, — Yet" What is it all, when all is done,^^ If the heart of the man, still aches? The wine round again,— a stirrup-cup; Then, away to your hearths' pure flame! The star that the artist renders up, For the rush-light of public Fame. VOitii Boticmta's ITIans. When all is attained,— his laurels won, With his niche in Art's marble dome,— Oh! " What is it all^ when all is done',' If its cost be the man's throne,— Home? presentiment. PRESENTIMENT. A year ago, your grave glance cross'd The foot-lights, shining 'twixt us two; Then, in the crowd, your face was lost. Yet I remembered you. i And when, this year, I caught again, ' The same grave glance of gentle power, — ] Presentiment, half-bliss, half-pain, j Foretold me of this hour. And tho' you vanished with the rest, j And left behind, no smile for me, i I knew, witliin my woman-breast, ■ The love that was to be! I knew that in predestined place, '\ Unsever'd by the lamps of art, ij We two would stand, thus, face to face, i And thus, too, heart to heart:— I knew our life-paths would converge, . United by the Hand above;— That I my woman-life would merge j Within your manhood^s love. \ m VOitli Bot^emia's Ittang. And if you ask me how, or why, Tho' lips may fail to answer you,— Surpassing your credulity. My heart repeats, *' I knew f^ — Knew you would come, or soon, or late, With despot-soul, and master-hand, And challenge me, — " lam your fate/ Surrender^ 1 command I " — Knew that to flee, would be in vain, And to defy you, vainer yet; That I, Love's draught to dregs, must drain, Whei^ein our lips had met. And tho' it be for loss or gain. For span of years, or span of breathj Tor ill or good, for joy or pain, Sweet Life, or bitter Death, — The fate decreed, I must fulfil. What honor, then, in futile strife? I yield to Love's resistless will. — Yes^ I will he your wife! (91) Ctjc (Sallers^Babfl. THE GALLERY-BABY.* I was bilPd for a recitation, And on mettle to do my best; For the beautiful Ellen Terry Was the manager's gracious guest. So, we actors were in our glory; And I swore, as my number came, That I'd rival the English Irving, In the Red, White, and Blue's dear name. With the house in the mood to listen, I was just in the mood to speak; And my voice rose and fell in accents Swelling, sinking, from strong to weak; Till a sob from the parquet answered, And a tear shone in Terry's eyei ******* But my pathos was turned to bathos, By the gallery-baby's cry! With a glance in the imp's direction, On I went, with the tender verse. In the voice of a Rachel mourning;— (For I spoke Riley's sad ^^ White Hearse."— * James Whitcomb Riley's " Little White Hearse" should precede •' The GaUery-Baby," as a recitation. * VOit^ Bohemia's Utany. Classic ode of the jerking coal-man, And the stare of his smutted eye; And the driver who beat his shoulders, As he stopped to inspect the sky!)— "J.5 the liitk white hearsCj'^ I chanted, In a monotone wierd and wild,— With a smile for the angel Terry, And a frown for that demon-child:— "^5 the Utile white hearse went glimmer-^ Ol-gl — glim-mer-er er-ing hy^^^-^ ****** Yelped the gallery-baby, shrilly, *^Ki-yi-yi! Ki-yi-yi! Hi! Hi! Hil" "J.5 the little white hearse^^^ I shouted. With a scowl at the fools who smiled;— (And a tear for the country-stranger. Wasting coins on the raggM child; And the boot-black's free-silver patron, Wlio was grateful,— ask Riley, why?)— " j.5 the little white hearse went glimmer — Ol-gl — glim-mer-er — er-ing by /" And again, from the house, responded Stifled sobs from some mother-heart;— And again, wept the tender Terry Just a woman, despite her art. (93) dt^c (Salleru^Baba. "^5 the little white hearse^'' I faltered, \ In a wailing and failing key,— j ******* i Laughed the gallery-baby, gaily, : ^^Te-he-ee! Te-he-ee! He! He! He!"- **J.« the little white hearse^'* I ranted,— \ With a heart for that youngster's hurt, — (And a sob for the man whose window Was bedimmed both by tears and dirt; — j For the murderous man, who panted, \ As the hearse went glimmering by, For a wife and a child inside it. On their way to the earth and sky!)— "J.5 the little white hearse^'' I quavered, — \ (Tho' I envied the jolly fate, ] Of a bachelor un tormented By a wife who would talk him straight, Whenever his dry heart thirsted — \ For a Riley w^ho kept a bar!) \ ******* \ But the gallery-baby hooted, w '^Ah-ha-ha! Ah-ha-ha! Yah! Yah! Yah!" I *'^As the little white hearse^'' I thundered, i With a curse on that infant's head; And a thought of how dear I'd hold him, Even him,— were he only dead! (94) i tPtttj Boljcmia's ItXang. "J.5 the little white hearse,^^ I finished, With an eloquence sad and slow,— ******** But the gallery-baby jeered it,— *^Oh-ho-ho! Oh-ho-ho! Ho! Ho! Ho! ******* As I saw Terry's tear succeeded By a smile, not for me, but him;— I shook hands with the man still looking Thro* his tears, and his window dim.— For I wept, because Whitcomb Riley Had not ended his tender verse, With the gallery-baby's glimmer. Thro' the white of the little hearse! (96) passu. PASSEE My "sub" is cast for my rdles, you say.— My day is over, and I'm ^^pass'eeT "Pas5^,"— and banished, at twenty-odd. From boards the feet of my childhood, trod?— Absurd!— This illness has changed me, jqs\ But give a woman a chance to dress. With rouge^ and powder, and kohly and all, I'm still the beauty, of box and stall!— '^Passk V Since when?— Why, the night before My awful fall through the stage trap-door,— (I shudder still, as I feel, again, Its sudden, sickening, swooning pain—,) I scored a triumph; and made my bow, The Public's darling, as I am, now!— ^^Passee f Who says so?— The man behind The box's curtain, who's dined, and wined (M) Wliii Boticmia's JXlani^, The gay sonbrette, and the ballet-girly And sneers, that *' Virtue's a wasted pearl?'* I knew it! He, and his millions, hold The manager in their snares of gold. And I defied him; while she was wise,— My ^ 'sub, ''—the girl with a baby's eyes! And this is honor! And this is art!— To make the drama a human mart, — And shut the door in the artist's face, While reckless Beauty usurps her place. Enough! My exit, I make in truth;— The curtain falls on the dreams of Youth,— Whose art was holy, whose men were pure,— Ideals all,— that do not endure! A nobler stage, by God's grace, awaits The actress spurned from art's laurelled gates. A stage, where woman may star in part That glows with roses, for hand and heart:— The highest part for a woman's life;— In Love's sweet drama,— the rdle of Wife! 7 m 0pcr tt|e XPinc ant> XVei:^, OVER THE WINE AND WEED Over the wine and weed, Sorrows of earth, recede:— Only the dream, is true, Visions of youth, renew; Art, is a goal divine; liove, is the gods' own winej— Life is at best, indeed. Over the wine and weed! Over the wine and weed. Truth, is the human creed; Hope is a bird of song; Passion is pure, as strong; Friends, are as true as steel; Kisses, are Faith's sweet seali Glory, is Honor's meed,— Over the wine and weed. Over the wine and weed, Efforts of art, succeed; Fame, is a thornless crown;— Merit commands renown; (98) rOitti Botjemta's ntanB." Life is a perfect thing; Death, but its spiril^wiug, Heavenward, man to speed,- Orer the wine and weed. Hail to the wine and weed! Sowing ideal seed, Rife with a fruitage fair, Over Life's desert bare. Men were a baser race, Shorn of Illusion's face- Glory of dream and deed, Over the wine and weed. (06) Clrraigneb. ARRAIGNED. You say, ''^ If we wed, you disown him^ — Your son makes no actress, his wifeF And he, as a cur lets one stone him, Submits, as you fashion his life? Enough! Our engagement is broken, — By him, or you, no;— but by me!— Return him this bauble, in token That I, whom he loves, am heart-free! Insult me with thanks, and I hold him. Beware! He is slave to me, too. I lift but my finger to mould him To bitterest vengeance on you. But, faugh! You both grovel beneath me, Too low, for my love, or my hate. Like queen in her ermine, I sheath me In scorn of your meaner estate. ** You goT^ — No, not till I command you! You stay, till my last word be spoke! — The stage, as I now^ understand you, Elicits your scorn, with stage-folkl— (100) XOii\:i Botjcmia's ttlana. *^In courtesy, you beg to waive answer?'* Say frankly, you blush to reply!— Your Bigotry fails, as romancer, And falters, at Calumny's lie. The stone you would throw, were you bolder, I cast at the stage, in your name. Its title,— old, false, as its holder. Alliterates thus: ''Sin, and Shame!" Your silence consents?— You shall rue it!— Sin, Shame, stalk the stage, yes! And why? Because men like you, who pursue it. Pollute the pure art, you decry !j The men of the stage, are the woi'kers,— The artists, whose lives are real things. No place for Life's idlers, and shirkers, On stage, or in green-room, or wings! If all are not saints, but just human. At least, they are men of God's make; And not mere seducers of Woman, Or vampires of Man, for Gold's sake! Go, search your own world, for the sinners!— The rouh, profaning Love's name; Who lure, with their jewels and dinners, Stage-Beauty and Folly, to shame! (101) Clrratgneb. What part has the stage, in the story, Save that of the fane, whose god fails?— The boxes are Sin^s territory,— The stage, but the shrine it assails! And, even should here, there, one falter,— Are all to be stoned, for the few? Then, down with the puli3its that palter With Christ-shaming Christians, like you! The worst woman walking Sin's byways. Is grander of soul, before God, Than you, when you stoop from your highways, To smite her with Pharisee-rod! You dare to reproach her, you?— Father Of son who has Avooed me, for wife; And loses, tho' loving me, rather Than yield the false gods of his life. Society! Wealth!— Earth's brief bubbles, Held higher than Love's divine ruth, That heals life and death of their troubles, And hallows alike, age and youth!— Poor craven! I pity, and spare him; As victor, the coward who flees. But woe, to the hands that prepare him The chalice witk shame at its lees! (102) VOxtii Bot^emia's Kian^* The draught of Dishonor is bitter; And Love, when not nectar, is lye:— You hold him, for balm, the world's glitter.— Some day, he will curse you, and die! My prophecy haunts you? You love him.— False love, that has blasted his life! I tell you, 'twas in me to prove him A king among men, as his wife. Instead, to Dishonor's base mire. You hurl him, from Love's divine throne. Whoge name, then, is purer, and higher,— Your honorless son's,— or my own? The man, with his honor, has perished. The dastard who skulks in his stead, Fails all that your fatherhood cherished.— Already, you weep for your dead! Your anguish shall grow, with each morrow; The wrong that you sowed in your hate, Reaps tardy rem_orse, and vain sorrow t— Humanity's bitterest fate! Go now, for the drama is over; The curtain rung down, and all's done. You stand between woman and lover, Denying his wife, to your son. (103) CttaiQntb, Between us, God judge! Tho' man-shriven i^our peace dies, at Conscience's knell 1 Already, the angels in heaven, Lament your soul's premature hell! Sb pleased"- SUxr. '^So j^rowc^"— Bo^. ^*To meet you here; I've pined an age, to know you, dear!" (126) ^rc^xio^es* Jaxk^ (aside.) Who says that women can't be friends?— I'll go and smoke, till spooning ends. {Ea:it Jack) Belle, (aside.) (My rival? No! He'll never wed An actress with a blonded head.) Star, (aside.) (My rival ! PoufI She's quita a wreck. Gone off, poor thing, about the neck!) BelU. **IVe long admired you, on the stage,"— Star. "As I, you, off ;— Belle, (aside.) (Now, what's her age? She can't be young.) Star, (aside.) (If she's a day, She's thirty-odd, and quite pass'ee I) BeUe, "My dear, I've heard"— Star, "Oh! iVe heard, too,"— (12t) Htpals, Belle. *'Such charming'*— Star. * 'Stunning*'— BotJi. '^Thingsof you!'* Belk. 'Trom dear'*— Star. (She calls him, ''dear**!)-' 'Jack Drew?*' Belle. (She calls him, "Jack!**)-"From Mr.-who?*' Star. (Stuck-up old maid! i*ll set her back!)— "/'ve notes about you^ such a stack T^ ****** ^:- * [Ihat lets her know, he writes to me!) Belle. "And /, of you, have,— let me see,— Quite twenty photographs^ I think I '* ******** (That lets her see how much he dotes On her old face, in spite of "notes!") (128) 3ntcrlubes. Siar^ (aside.) (He gives my photographs, to her f) Belle, (He writes her, * 'stacks?^ ')- ^'How sweet you were, To give my Jack your miniature!— (I'd never know 'twas you, I'm sure!") Star, "Not half so sweet as you^ ma chere,— Who gave my Jack, a lock of hair!"— Belle. "Ah, yes! My hair boasts Natwre's glint!"— Star. "Which Jack pronounces— dull of tintl" BelU. "Can't say as much for your cheeks, dear; They're bright a^— paint I " Star. "I almost fear My blushes do shame yours', to-night.— At your age, never wear pure white!" Belle. "Oh, Ihanks!^ Why, really, you're so kind,''- (129) Star, "You're welcome!*' Belle. "That IVe hal/si mind To kiss you: but I'm fearful, dear. That your lips' rose, might disappear 1" Star. "Oh, no, indeed! It's quite kiss-proof. Ask Jack/" — BeUe. (He's kissed her!)— (I^-enter Jack.) Jackf {aside.) (How aloof The rivals look. What's up? I vow, Two jealous women, in a row! The deuce! I thought they'd be such friends.— I'll listen, till the duel ends.) Star, "i must be going." BeUe. "So must i." Both. ''So glad I met you, dear. Oood-hj ♦'* Star, ''Where's Jack?" (130) Zntetlnhes, Belle. ^'Where's Jackr* Jack^ {aside.) (Gome! Here's a hole! I love them both, upon my soul. Hang wor n! Can't they share a lover?) Star. "Jack!" Bell (Someby. AN OLD COMEDY. Act I. {In Mademoiselle^ s Dressing- Boom,) Vm late! A note?— Its style invites; But tempt me not,— till I^m in tights. Where's my make-up, rouge, wig, and all?— (Diahh, what a previous call! The overture's not half-way thro'.— Ouiy ready!) Quick,— my billet doux /— From Charlie? Nan /—Its sweetness smacks Of priceless scents poor Charlie lacks.— A coat-of-arms, and autographed: Young Innocence, or agM Craft!— ^^ Adores me! I am his ideal I Implores to prove his passion r^eal. * * Stage-box, to-night. -^ * Presumes to pray III honor his petit souper,^^ — (US) IPitt} Boticmia's ^tw. (But yes ! J^aifaim!) There goes my cuel'— {From the wings,) Monsieur Adorer, liere's to yon! AOTIl. (On the Stage.) A swagger swell; a blase blond; Patrician, beau, — Monsieur du mondef — Not young, not old; at man's mid-years. That start,— and scorn,— a woman's tears. * * I smile : * * OieU His eyes respond;— He has a heart, this man, aufond. I'll probe it to its worst or best,— Ignite its fire, and dare the rest. * * I dance. * * His eyes pursue like flames. That scorch me with forgotten shames. * ■* I shrink, * * I suffer, '* * Stay, sweet pain! I would not back to peace, again.— New consciousness of womanhood, — New depths of bad, new heights of good,— New hells below, new heav'ns above,— Hive * '* I die * * Mon Diev^ I love! (143) Ctn 01b Comebij. ACT III. -1 {In Mademoiselles Boudoir.) One year ago, Monsieur, we met. To-night, we part; and you forget. On me alone, Love leaves its trace,— 1 Your diamonds in my white pearl's place. \ My loss, or youi^s? Your gain, or mine?— ■ Hush! Drown your answer, in my wine. Clink glasses to Veuve Cliquois cheer,— ; My toast? ^^Man^s love, that lives — a yearJ'' On dit^ that Monsieur marries, soon. '^Next month?"— We share its honeymoon!— But yes. Monsieur, it is quite true. I wed!— Why not, as well as you? *^ A new love?'' Non! ^^ An old love?" Otdt A woman's heart reverts, you see. Ah, Charlie!— Just in time, to hear Monsieur's congratulations, dear! (144) rOitt^ 3ot^emta'5 ^m. A FALLEN ANGEL. **By judgment of God/' says the preacher I *'By accident;''— says the world. The foothold just failed to reach her; In mid-air, she swung and twirled,— So certain that they would save her, She scorned to betray her fear; And smiled, as the thrilled house gave her A vibrant, resounding cheer! Her vis-a-vis angel wavered, And swooned, as she made her slip:— The ballet beneath her, quavered; And warned her to ''keep her grip.'' In helpless suspense and wonder. She dangled, with bated breath.— The slender rope strained asunder. And hurled her to sudden death! "By judgment of God?"— Christ forbid it! An ''accident," let it be,— This death, with no prayer to rid it Of Life's infideUty! (145) CI fallen Clngcl. O, publicans who ablior lier,— ■ So young, and surpassing fair, Let beauty and youth plead for her, Whose innocence was her snare! None warned her of wiles of evil; i She went her unheeding way, ^ So lovely, that man and devil ] United, to lure astray,— | So reckless, she laughed in winning \ The laurels that crowned her shame,— ] So ignorant in the sinning, ' She knew not her sin's sad name! ; Behold the man, throned in his box, there, A man of the world, and tired Of all that his gold unlocks, there, Of sensuous sweets desired. He knew the dead girl. Observe him!— His shuddering lips betray Repentance whose throes unnerve him, In sight of her lifeless clay. The look that her blue eyes flashed him, An instant before her slip, Already has stung and lashed him. With Conscience's vengeful whip. Her eyes, in their haunting glitter. Shall madden his dying breath.— The libertine's cup is bitter,— *'The wages of sin is death!" (146) tPttii Botjemta's ^ew. Away from his presence profaning, Away from the Public's stare,— From hands whose caress is staining, And foot-lights' distorting glare:— Afar from the scenes unholy, "Whose tinsel was snare for her,— The beautiful dead, bear slowly, With murmur of prayer, for her! The rouge on her white cheeks, mocks her; The paint burns her lips, like flame; Her nudeness disturbs and shocks her. Since Death has revealed Life's shame: Her mimical wings deride her,— They trail, and retard her flight. Unfasten them, then; and hide her,— The dead, in her gauds,— from sight! It matters not whither we bear her, None claim her to love and mourn. But yonder white church will spare her A niche in its sinners' bourn. Her feet, lead within its portal; Her hands, fold across her breast. The peace that is more than mortal, Abides here, and bids her rest!— " In pace /" Rise, now; and take her Wherever her home may be! The journey will not awake her,— She slumbers eternally. (147) CL ^Ilcn angel **By judgment of God?"- Nay, rather. By Father-love's wise decree!— Thy judgments reserve^ Father^ Forjudgers of smh as she I a4Q lOitt) Bot^emta's ^cu). A LIVING PICTURE I am a Living Picture, nude, in the name of Art! Womanhood, youth, and beauty, soul, and defi- ant heart. Flaunting the Scarlet Letter,— branded, at Life's fair start. *'Who is the man that did it?'' He, whom she plights, to-night,— (She, in the box, there, shrinking back from my shameful sight;)— Troth, that may be his blessing; troth, that must be her blight. Sisters, we are, as women; sisters, that girl and I!- She, whom the vestal lilies envy, as she gleams by: I, whom the passion-flowers, blush, but to bios- som nigh. iU9) d £tr)tng picture. I am a Living Picture, nude, in the name of Art. What Avas I, ere I yielded all of me, with my heart?— Look on his future bride, there. I was her coun- terpart. Something forbids you doubt me. Such is Truth's spell divine.— I was her peer, I tell you, back in Youth's vir- gin shrine, Ere the white milk of Virtue, blushed to Love's crimson wine. He, whom we share between us, mine is, in flesh and blood : Her's, are his name, and honor; fetishes, she calls good.— ^ 'Whose is his heart?" He has none. Hearts are for womanhood! ''Hate her?" For what? Her mocking, titular wifehood's rdlef— She gives the spirit's bounty,— he, but the let- ter's dole. ''Hate her?" God! No, I pity,— pity her from my soul! (150) VO'till Bol^cmia's ^cw. Sinner, or saint, of woman, Love makes; if Love at alL Saint, I can scarce proclaim me, posing in Pleasure's hall. Nude, but for gems and roses, ^^ Queen of Love's Carnival/^* Sinner, then, Love convicts me; who, were elec- tion free, Would not reverse our titles, gaining her sanctity. No, for he does not love her! No, for he does love me! — Such is the love of woman; single, yet vast in groove! Knowing beyond it, nothing ;~nothing below, above: — Heaven, and Earth, and Hades, all, in her human love! See, that your soul takes warning; see, that your heart takes heed r— You, who are man and master, idol of some girl's creed,— What you are dealing to her, tested by her soul's need! (151) a £it)tng picture. God is the woman's Maker. When she is marr'd by men, Think not, they stand forth scathless, cheating the Father's ken! God deals the man the measure, man deals the Magdalen. Good! Shrink away, and shudder; mourning your guilty heart! Slow, is God's retribution. You have been warned. Depart!— T^ v|C ^ T^ tJC ^ ^ i(c ^(P I am a Living Picture, nude, in the name of Art! (152) IPitti Botiemta'5 ^Jcu). A STAGE-MAGDALEN. Eight chimes from the clock in the steeple.— The green-room is crowded, and gay; The orchestra lilts, and the people File happily in, for the play. The scenes set their bright diorama, The foot-lights flash up; the bell rings i— While, here, lies the Star of the Drama.— A '^sub^' waits my cue, in the wings. I swore I would last out the season, And prove Life, the vassal of Art; Defying Death's premature treason, In spite of my traitorous heart. But Fate is no chivalrous foeman, To honor a feminine glove! I die like a dog,— and a woman,— Denuded of laurels and love! Is this the end, this, of my part, here,— A bed in a hospital- ward! Wliy, Nurse, IVe been Queen of my Art, here; By princes and people, ador'd. (153) CI Stagesiriagbalert. My beauty, my genius, my passions, j Have thrilled the cold heart of the age; i Vve swayed the elite, and its fashions, ] And humbled the box, to the stage ! \ Is this my fate, mine,— whose life-story ^ Should read like a queen's, to the last? Alas, for my beauty^s lost glory,— ! Alas, for the loves of the past! j (The screen round my bed, please!— I'm fated c To die off the stage, so I will.) \ Ha! Ha! Wliat tho' Life's abdicated, Since Death is my follower, still?— ; How drear, are Life's flickering embers!— ' I'm fearful, Nurse.— Give me your hand.— : 4it -»**** * j I wonder if Mother remembers Her child, in her pure spirit-land! i Poor Mother!— Wliy, what am I saying? ] I've not thought of Mother, for years.— ^i She died, as she lived; weeping, praying, * i For me, who defied prayers, and tears! ! And John,— my first lover, who died, too,— j His love for me, breaking his heart, \ When I fled away, to be bride to ^ No man, but my sexless love, Art! ] a54) 1 VO'xtk Botiemia's ;$en). Ah, John! If I'd only been loyal To you, or the Stage, all were well! But no! On the boards of the ''Royal,'' Art yielded to heart, and I fell. The old story. Nurse!— How I loved him,— The man who first led me astray! But time,— and a new face,— disproved him, And tempted his false heart away. Before, I was honest; but after, I drained, as they fell to my part. Life's goblets of passion and laughter. To drown the mad pain of my heart. Is that some one standing beside me? No! Only a shadow of night!— Of all who have loved, none to hide me Away from Death's pitiless sight! I'm dying alone, here,— yes, dying; With not one, to kiss me good-by!— Wliy, Nurse, good old Nurse, are you crying? One mourner, at least, as I die! My voice fails me. Nurse!— Can you hear me?- Bend low,— I would whisper a word. Another world, somehow, seems near to we, Beyond this, wherein I have err'' d; a55) a Stage^nXagbalcn. A world, where poor sinners play over The parts that their human sins mar; And I, even 7j may recover Lost laurels of woman^ and Star I Who threatens a hell, for Life's sinners?— Why, Nurse, sin is punished, right here. I warn Vice's heedless beginnei's, That hell is this side of the bier. My punishment,— you. Nurse, who see it, Say, what after-hell could be worse? A death-bed, denied Love, to free it From Solitude's desolate curse I Good daughtei^s, to mother-arms yield them,— Good wives, on their husbands' hearts, lean; Good mothei'S, have children to shield them Young arms, and warm bosoms, between. But / have not one to caress me, Of all who adored, to the end. No mother, to fondle and bless me, No husband, no children, no friend! I tell you. Nurse, sin has not paid me; And, therefore, I am not afraid To face the Immortal Who made me For holier ways, whence I've stray'd! (156) tPttlj Botjcmia's ^ei». He knows the temptation that beckoned,— Th« weakness that yielded, to sin; And, if Heaven is, He has reckoned That sinners shall find a way in. '^The Chaplain?'^ No, Nurse! I am nearer The Truth, than he is, by Death's length. ''The Doctor?"- Alas! That none dearer Watch out the ebb-tide of my strength! No; you, alone, Nurse, stay beside me. Till Death has sped by, hushed and veiled. Fulfilling his mission— to guide me— Afar— from Life's stage— I have failed! So dark,— and so cold,— and so lonely,— So still,— that the hush— oscillates. My God! Must I die?-Ah! If only One kiss— sped me forth— from Life's gates! O Christ of the Magdalen! Shrive me— Of failure— I've made of Life's rdle.— ******* John! Mother! —You love,— and forgive me?- ******* Tlien Christ— rejects not— my poor soul! (157) Houge et tXo'it. ROUGE ET NOIR. Rouge et Noir, was tlie game. — (Played not only in France, But all the world over, at tables of chance.) You know it?— You stake on the Red, or the Black, And round the wheel whirls, in its bright zodiac:— Whirls faster and faster, until your brain reels, And dazed eyes see whirling, a hundred mad wheels!— It slows,- and your pulses slow with it, until It stops; — and your quivering heart, too, is still. The voice of the croupier^ then, cracked and hoarse. Cries, "Bedwins,^^ or '^ Black wins T^ —You play on, perforce: — Fair Fortune smiles on you, — you win! — Or her prank. Rakes winnings, stakes, everything,— into the bank. (158) XPitlj Boljemia's ^cm. I staked on the Reel,— won! Re-staked,— luck the same.— - My friend lost on Black,— {Bouge ei Noir, was the game.) {Rouge et Noir, was the game.) Said my friend, '^ Play! The name Of sweet stake the second, is glorious FAME." (His eyes were live embers, whence sudden sparks flew. As stars at night kindle, and flash, the dark thro'.)— "Gold, good is; Fame better. The laurels it wears. Are only the husks of the harvest it bears. The World yields its sceptre, Fame's glory be- forei— Men hold it their homage : fair women adore. ■ All dreams dear to mortals. Fame's promise, transcends; Dreams, wake with the dreamer,— Fame, fades not, nor ends!"— "Enough!" I cried, wildly. "I win, or I die!" (The croupier, ~^' Bouge ou Noir?^^) "Red!" shouted I. (159) Houge et ttotr. On Black, my friend wagered.— The wheel tiu^ned for Fame.— {Noir^ — i?OM^e/)— Fame was mine I— (Rouge et Noir, was the game.) (Rouge et Noir, was the game.) Said my friend, ^^Stake the third, Men live for, and die for, at Woman's soft word. The gods' bank is broken, if winner you prove, Of Man's supreme Passion, by women called LOVE!" (His eyes read my secret.) ''Sweet Passion," he cried! (I thought of Dolore', midnight-haired, starry- eyed;— Dolore', in whose bosom's soft swell, her throat dips. Like white bird o'erwhelmed by the wine of her lips.) *'For Love," urged my friend; ''than Q-old sweeter, or Fame!" ^^ Dolore' s loveP^ I cried; (and began the third game. For you, O Dolore', and your passionate kiss!)— ("i^ow^e.^— iVbiV.?")-"Red," I answered, "as lip of love, is!"— (160) VOitk Botiemia's ^erv. **Red wins!'' said my friend.— From his eyes, flashed a flame. ( You kissed me, Dolore /) [Rouge et Nbtr, was the game.) {Rouge et Nbir, was the game.) Said my friend, ^ 'Death awaits,— Dark Death, the despoiler, at Life's open gates; From hand, brow and bosom, their sweet gains, to wrest.—- For LIFE, then, a fourth game,— the last stake, and best!" — (His eyes were deep caverns, with red fires, a-flame.) "The wheel waits,'' he thundered. "Then on, with the game! The price of beginning, you pay at the end. — Revenge, on the Red, is Black's due," claimed my friend!— "Red," moaned I. The wheel whirled, slowed, stopped. — *^Red has lost, Black wins,"— jeered my friend; "and your soul is the cost!— Gold, Fame, Love, Life even, are men's stakes.— But mine. The spirit immortal, the man-soul divine, U (161) 2lougc ct ttotr. By Christ, led to Heaven; by me, to HelFs flame !''- (Thus, Satan plays friend, in Lifers Eouge et Noir game.) (163) 3n tl?e Clubience, 3n tfje ambience. STAR AND SATELLITE. X DUAL SOLILOQUY Dramatis Personce, Leading-Man. Matinee- Girl. Leading-Man^ (on the stage.) Front seat, again? I'd like to play Without that girl, one mating. Twice weekly, thro' the season's run, She's faced me, with her maiden-gun. It's loaded with Young Innocence, Or I'd retort, in self-defense I— Already, I'm the ^Tlayers'" jeer.- Matinee-Oirl, {front row, parquet) How pleased he looks, to see me here! Leading-Man. She stares, and stares, and never blinks. I'd rather play, to Egypt's Sphinx. Confound her smiles. She's off her head!- (165) star anb Satellite. Matinee- Qirl. (What sweet ^^aside/' was that, he said?) Leading -Maru I see a letter, in her eye,— Matinke- Oirl Hell write to me, or speak, or die. It's cruel, not to grant the chance,— I've led him such a weary dance. I'll drop my programme, on Broadway, And let him speak, this very day! Leading -Man, If she pursues me to the cars, I'll cry 'Tolice," by all the stars! Domestic peace is risked, I vow;— L Ingenue^ s eyes are on her, now! Mating- Qirl. How haughtily that actress glares! She envies me the actors' stares. I'm making quite a jealous stir,— Leading-Man. (O, hang the girl! TheyVe guying her!) (166) 3n ttjc Clubiencc. Matinee- Girl. The mating is almost done,— V\\ pin my Tam-o'-Shanter on- Collect my bonbons, programme, glass, — The curtain falls. * * * * {^^ Please let me^passP^) ******* The stage-door's round the corner. I'll Just linger opposite, awhile. * * He comes! Now,— Leading-Man. I'll run home, for life!— • »«***«« ''Well, how's our baby, little wife?" Ci87) f^ome'Sick. HOME-SICK. Alas, for the day when I yielded The laurels and bays of stage-life, For roses in hothouses shielded, From all but the millionaire's wife! The roses, tho' luscious and fragrant, j Sheathe thorns that are sharp in their stings; J And vainly I yearn for the vagrant, | Wild blossoms of gi^een-room and wings. ] 1 The stage, is a world one is born for,— A world from all others apart; ; And ever, its Esaus must mourn for \ Their birthright, with desolate heart;— \ And ever. Society's shimmer,— 'j The comet that dazzles the Age; j Is less ihsLU the foot-lights' least glimmer, I In eyes of the child of the stage. ] A spark in the actor's soul smoulders, ■] That only here, there, attains flame; Yet mantles with glory, his shoulders,— \, For Grenius divine, is its name. (168) I 3n tfie aubtcttce. And where Genius is, it must follow What Art is its fate to ally, Or pant like the sun-god Apollo, Deposed from his throne in the sky. So, never an actor has bartered Art's service, for gold, or high state, But supers the throes of the martyred, Wlio knows his cause false, when too late. And I, who have spilled the libation The gods held my cup, for the mne Of Wealth, and its myth. Social Station,— Am parched, for the draught that was mine. *'My husband r-Olh yes! He is charming,— A gentleman, first;— then, a man. And Maurice and Maude are disarming His hate of their stage-mother's ban,— Since, waking from dream of his passion. He suffered death-wounds in his pride. Because his fair fellows of fashion, Held skirts from the actress, his bride. IVe lived it down, now; and am lifted To-day, to the heights of a class. By heritage,— not by worth,— gifted With sceptre enslaving the mass (169) ^ome=5tcfc. But I, wlio have wielded Art's sceptre, That SAvays the grand heart of Mankind, Despise Wealth's gold rod, as a spetitre Of royaller power, resigned. I see the base dross that gold covers,— The skeleton, haunting Wealth's feast; The shields, that are Blue-Blood's disprovers. Betraying the mark of the beast t— And know, all too late, that I turned from Art's stage, that is noble indeed. To tread baser boards I were spurned from, If Gold were not god of their greed! The choice was my own. I abide it,— Because my lord trusts me his name; And scandal must never betide it. Else his, and Art's, too, were the shame. And Maurice and Maude, whom I mother, Shall stand forth, in honor to Art, And prove that no worse than another, An actress plays conjugal part. And then, when Life's poor farce is ended, And Death drops the curtain, for aye;— Perchance, since no fault has offended Melpomene, Muse of the play,— « (170) 3n tlje Clubicncc. The actress whose role is curtailed, here, Shall take up anew, her old part; Regaining the shrine she has failed, here,— The Stage of her Art, and her heart! (171) Ct|e Ctjilb at t^ic pla^. THE CHILD AT THE PLAY. The tlieatre^s charms are many; j But sweetest to me, alway, Is the dream that lies i In the gloAving eyes j Of the child, at the mimic play. ■ For back in the Youth we love not, : Till we mourn o'er its fair young bier,— \ Oh! The dream divine, \ Of the child, was mine; \ And its memory still is dear. i The stage was a fairy-kingdom, The actors were fairy kings; I And they reigned,— ah, me! i "With a royalty, i That no sceptre, to mortals, brings. | The beautiful, gentle ladies, ^ Whom they won by their magic arts, A Were all fairies, too;— : Yet my child-soul knew { They were fairies with human hearts! (173) • 3n ttie Clubienc^. The child of the modern season, Is wise for its years, may be; And perchance, the play, To the young, to-day, Is not all that it was to me. Yet never a child is near me. Where the magical footlights shine But I love to dream That the fairies gleam In her vision, as once in mine. For Life is a disenchanter. The World, a prosaic school;— And the fairies flee From Humanity, Ere the glow of Youth's heart, is cool And Childhood's ecstatic revel, Ei-e the fairies have taken flight, Is Life's golden day. That is lost for aye, In Maturity's dreamless night. The spell of the shining Drama, That facinates Childhood's eyes Exalting its heart, To the hero-part, And to Love's idealities,— Is never the seed of evil, (178) Ctje