ON THE Road to Rome AND HOW TWO BROTHERS GOT THERE BY __ WILLIAM :har[)s, BX 4662 Tis LIBRARY OF CONGRESS. ©pr|i. — CqiJjvwfyt ¥}$+ • UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. ON THE ROAD TO ROME, How Two Brothers Got There. WILLIAM RICHARDS. / 2> NEW YORK, CINCINNATI, CHICAGO: BENZIGER BROTHERS, Printers to the Holy Apostolic See. 1895. Copyright, 1895, by Benziger Brothers. INTRODUCTORY. In the Fall of 1886 it was arranged at one of the weekly meetings of Carroll Institute, in Washington City, D. C, that addresses should be given from time to time by members of the Institute, present- ing reminiscences of the Catholic Church in the State from which the speaker came. As I was a native of Ohio, it fell to me to treat the subject with reference to that State. Accordingly I prepared an address which I delivered before the Institute on the evening of January 6, 1887. Subsequently the Institute, re- sponding to the effort to raise funds for the Brownson monument, invited me to repeat the address. I cheerfully ac- 4 Introductory. cepted the invitation out of devotion to the memory of Brownson; and accord- ingly, on the evening of March 20, 1887, I repeated the address with considerable additions. It is now offered to the public substantially in the form as last delivered, though with some verbal changes, and some additions, the most of which will be found appended in notes. Washington, D. C. , March 10, 1895. ON THE ROAD TO ROME. AN ADDRESS. Mr. President, Ladies and Gentlemen: When on a former occasion I read a por- tion of this address before Carroll Insti- tute, I explained that I could not, as re- quested, give any " Reminiscences of the Catholic Church in Ohio" — my native State — because it had so happened that I had never entered a Catholic church but once before I accepted the faith, and soon thereafter had emigrated to Keokuk, Iowa, and therefore my reminiscences had to partake more of a personal than a local nature, and would more properly be entitled : How and Why I Became a 6 On the Road to Rome. Catholic. This title indicates what many of you know, that I was not born a Cath- olic. It was my lot to be born and brought up in the small village of Granville, in central Ohio, which with one or two ad- joining townships had been settled in 1805 by a colony of about one hundred families, who were mostly emigrants from the town of Granville, Mass. The majority of them were sturdy believers in the Westminster Catechism, and worthy descendants of New England Puritans — honest, sober, industrious, and thrifty, their religion being deeply pervaded by the sourness of Calvinism. It followed that I imbibed their views, feelings, and prejudices, and was not fur- nished with any instruction or traditions that were favorable to Roman Catholics. As a schoolboy, the first thing put into my hands was the " Little Primer," from On the Road to Rome. 7 which children learned their A B C's in such couplets as: " In Adam's fall, We sinned all," illustrated by a large letter A and a small picture of Adam, and similar couplets for every letter in the alphabet, which were easily learned and rarely for- gotten. I mention this primer because I retain a vivid remembrance of its thrilling pic- ture of the so-called Protestant martyr, John Rogers, tied to a stake, standing in the midst of flames rising from a pile of blazing fagots, and gazed upon by his persecutors, and also by his weeping wife, who stood there, as the legend read, " with nine small children and one at the breast." This terrible scene was given as an awful example of the perse- cuting tyranny of that English queen whom the Protestants called " Bloody Mary." In the contemplation of that soul-harrowing picture, and the short 8 On the Road to Rome. story explaining it, it was natural that the youthful mind should conceive a vague horror of Catholics and their re- ligion. Connected with that early period of my life is another reminiscence which left its indelible impression. One day the star- tling report flew through our town and county as on the wings of the wind — for the telegraph was not then thought of — that one Peter Diamond, living in the woods, some four or five miles south of our village, had got into a fight and killed his man. This in itself was hor- rifying in a law - abiding community, where even justifiable homicide had scarcely ever been known to occur. But when it was eagerly told, though with bated breath, that Peter Diamond was a Papist and, before the affray, had ac- tually gone to the adjoining county of Perry — where the Dominicans had a On the Road to Rome. - 9 house at Somerset — and had paid a Roman Catholic priest for permission to commit this murder, getting pardon for the sin in advance, perhaps you can imagine the horror it inspired.* And yet I seem to remember how the question rose and silently worked in my youthful mind : " Can it be possible that anybody can teach or believe in pardon for future sin, or believe that Almighty God will ratify such an arrangement at the judgment day?" Of course, I got no answer then, but continued for many years to have false views and bitter prej- * Peter Diamond was tried, convicted, and sen- tenced to be hung, and when, on the day appointed (October 14, 1825), he stood on the scaffold, at Newark, with the rope round his neck, the Deputy Sheriff appeared at the last moment from Columbus, pushing his way through the crowd on his foaming steed, waving the reprieve of the Governor, much to the disappointment of the thousands of people who had gathered in from four or five surrounding coun- ties to witness the hanging. io On the Road to Rome. udices against Roman Catholics instilled into my mind by all my surroundings. When I recall the subtle and powerful influences of such early teachings, I am not surprised that both men and women who have been subjected to them are so slow to believe that there is anything in Catholic teachings worthy of their atten- tion. In the days that I am now recalling, so firmly was the conviction imbedded in the minds of Protestants that Catholic doctrines were full of error, and the Catholic Church itself a corrupt and mori- bund or played-out institution, that even those of them who became dissatisfied " Seekers after Truth" scarcely ever thought of looking in that direction to find a solution of the tremendous ques- tions of human life that were perplexing and agitating their troubled souls. And the mischief was aggravated by the fact On the Road to Rome. 1 1 that such men as Carlyle, Emerson, Al- cott, and various others who became leaders of thought in the non-Catholic world, confidently assumed and seemed never to suspect otherwise than that the hard absurdities of Calvinism and the other erroneous, incomplete, ridiculous, and illogical developments of Protestant- ism were genuine, orthodox Christianity. And this remark applies with equal force to men of a later date, such as Huxley and Ingersoll, whose names I mention because they are about my age, and are examples of men who had bigger doses of Calvinistic diet in their early days than I had, and unfortunately have not found or accepted the antidote as I did. It seems almost incredible that men of such general intelligence, and with such op- portunities of finding the truth as they have, should so utterly fail to discover that the perversities of Protestantism are 12 On the Road to Rome. not genuine Christianity. And it is this thought that should inspire all Catholics with charity for those misguided people, even including Ingersoll, and urge us to make earnest and constant prayers for their enlightenment. I know from sad experience that a person brought up in the midst of such influences as I have in- dicated must inevitably be covered, as it were, with almost inexpugnable encase- ments, from which all the batteries of argument and logic rebound and roll off like water from the back of a duck in a rainstorm. How any human being es- capes from such an environment, and succeeds in making his way back into the bosom of Mother Church, is a ques- tion the answer to which is generally full of interest to Catholics, and especially to converts. Trusting to your kind indulgence, I propose to say a few words relating to On the Road to Rome. 13 my own experience in this regard. And to begin with, it may seem to yon a little curious that probably the first step towards my return to the Old Church, and that of my elder brother, Henry L. Richards, was taken when the minister of our meeting — for we did not then say church — the Rev. Ahab Jinks, allowed carpenters and plasterers to work in fin- ishing his dwelling-house on the Sab- bath-day, his justification being that he was obliged to give up his hired house in a few days, and as winter was at hand he feared to lose a single working hour lest freezing weather should delay the .work and prevent the occupation of the house at the stipulated time. With the Puritan notion of the awful and solemn sacredness of the Sabbath-day, which stopped all work, and would not allow children to play or even laugh aloud, from sundown on Saturday night to sun- 14 On the Road to Rome. down on Sunday night, you can imagine what commotion it caused in that congre- gation when it was known that the minis- ter was a Sabbath-breaker! A majority of men and women in the meeting cen- sured the minister, and insisted that he should retire. But there was a respecta- ble minority who recognized the necessity of the minister's action, and justified it on scripture grounds. The controversy became hot and raged for months, and furnished a striking example of the an- archy that must result when every mem- ber of a society or congregation asserts his own right to interpret the scriptures, and lay down the law, and become a Pope, for every other member. It was the utter lack of authority in this disturbance which led my father,* who * Dr. William Samuel Richards, born in New Lon- don, Conn., January i. 1787, settled in Granville in 1811, and died there May 8, 1852. On the Road to Rome. 15 supported the minister, to study the ques- tion of church government. The result was that he preferred the order and seem- ing authority of the Episcopal form of church government to the Congregational system based on irresponsible individual- ism, and he became an Episcopalian. Perhaps a dozen other heads of families, including the deposed minister, joined him in organizing an Episcopal church in 1827. I recall the fact that he and his friends were subsequently confirmed in their choice by reading a little book pub- lished in 1832, entitled "An Apology for the Episcopal Church/' by Thomas S. Brittan, which, as I now remember it, contained the Catholic argument in sup- port of Episcopacy, so far as it went. My interest in this change consisted prin- cipally in the fact that we children were no longer required to wrestle with the dry and crabbed and forbidding pages of 1 6 On the Road to Rome. the Westminster Smaller Catechism, in which I had just reached that long and awful paragraph on Predestination ; but, greatly to my joy and relief, were put to study the more simple and practical cate- chism in the Episcopal Prayer Book. I may say here, what of course I did not know then, that this Prayer Book was taken from the English Book of Common Prayer, which, in its Thirty-Nine Arti- cles and Forms of Service, was the result of a compromise between various parties holding the opinions of Churchmen, Cal- vinists, Lutherans, and others; and it contained in its Articles of Religion, its Catechism, its Offices of Baptism, Confir- mation, Communion, etc., a double set of principles — one set being Catholic and logically leading back to the Catholic Church from which they were derived, and the other set being radically Protes- tant, and, in the denial of Catholic 0?i the Road to Rome. 17 truths, leading logically to the denial of all authority and all faith. No doubt some of you are aware of the interesting fact that Cardinal Newman and his tal- ented and learned brother, who were at first evangelical or extremely low church members of the Established Church of England, separated in course of time — John Henry, the Cardinal, following the Catholic set of principles into the Catho- lic Church, and William Francis follow- ing the Protestant set into the denial of all faith. As I now recall the subtle power of the Protestant influences that surrounded and acted upon us every mo- ment of our lives, it seems to me little less than a miracle that my brother and I ever got out of the fogs of darkness and doubt, and were at last brought into the glorious light of the grand old Catholic and Apostolic Church. Another very important result of my 1 8 On the Road to Rome. father's change was that my brother, who, at an early age, had " experienced religion/' as they called it in the Con- gregational meeting of our village, de- cided to study for the Episcopal ministry, and with that end in view went to Ken- yon College, an Episcopal institution at Gambier, Ohio, founded by Bishop Phi- lander Chase, where I joined him, and where we were graduated in the same class (1838). I can safely say that dur- ing our college course we heard very lit- tle about, and nothing favorable to, the Catholic Church. Afterward, however, while my brother was studying theology at the theological seminary at Gambier, there began to be discussions of the ques- tions that divided low from high church- men, and the latter from "Romanists." Upon being ordained, it was his fortune to be settled in a short time in Colum- bus, Ohio (1842), as the pastor of a high- On the Road to Rome. 19 church congregation, which, by the way, was almost the only one of the kind in the State. There the standard works and arguments of the high church party be- came familiar to him through the zeal and kindness of his principal parishioner, Mr. Isaac N. Whiting, the well-known bookseller and publisher at Columbus; and as my brother was an honest-minded and logical seeker after truth, the prog- ress which he made in the right direc- tion was somewhat rapid, and in the end he went considerably further than his high church friends expected or desired. While my brother was thus running his course as a theologian and successful pastor of a parish, it was my fortune to follow a quite different course in pursuit of philosophy, history, political science, law, and practical politics. It is not nec- essary, and I do not intend, to inflict upon you my biography. Yet it will be 20 On the Road to Rome. convenient to allude now and then to a prominent fact or event that may, as it were, be used as a peg on which to hang a sign indicating my progress to Rome — though, of course, I had then no more notion of going to Rome than I had of going to the moon. And thus it seems pertinent to mention that while I was making an extra course of study at my alma mater, principally under the in- struction of the Rev. Dr. William Spar- row, from Ireland — a learned and tal- ented man, and a most competent and thorough teacher, though a radical Prot- estant — it so happened that there was a "revival" among the students. It com- menced without preparation or special efforts — no one knew how. The first convert was a young student from Vir- ginia, named Kinsolving — his conversion from a rather wild and irreligious life having been so sudden and remarkable On the Road to Rome. 21 as to attract attention. He is now (1887) a prominent Episcopal minister in Vir- ginia. Beginning in this way, the revi- val went on until nearly every student was counted as a "convert." The last month or two of the college year (1839) was given up mainly to this revival, as the saving of souls was considered of vastly more importance than mere learn- ing or any other earthly interest. I allude to this event, and mention the fact that I was one of the subjects, simply for the purpose of setting before you what was, and perhaps still is, the evangelical notion of "getting religion/' " Seekers" were diligently impressed with the notion that they must expect, seek, and pray for a "change of heart." And when, after a sharp struggle, sometimes short, and sometimes lasting days or weeks, one could at last get up in meet- ing and say with tears of joy, or without, 22 On the Road to Rome. but with evident sincerity, that, "at such an hour and such a place — possibly be- hind a bio; loo; in the woods, or in the loft of the barn, or in the closet if he had one, or elsewhere — while agonizing and praying to the Lord, suddenly he was convicted, light came in upon his soul, and he felt happy," then he was regarded and received as a convert. He had " ex- perienced religion" ; he was no longer a mere worldling; he had come out from the world ; the old Adam was put off ; old things had passed away, and all things had become new! While the excitement of the revival lasted, there was a happy state of feeling. But it is not in the na- ture of man to keep up such excitement continuouslv. * In time, the tension * I remember that there was one young man there who had the good judgment to avoid all such excite- ment, and who said to himself, " This is the most im- portant matter that ever will or can engage my at- 0?i the Road to Rome. 23 must give way, and lassitude and cold- ness follow. Then came in many cases the surprising and painful discovery that the "change of heart" was not a radical tention, and I must decide it with a cool, calm judgment." And he very soon decided that it was the highest wisdom "to turn unto the Lord," and he did so, and he proved to be one of the most straightfor- ward, sensible, and zealous converts that I knew. Perhaps I may be pardoned for mentioning the case of another young man, who, greatly to my surprise, was brought to me, by a very zealous and pious church member, to receive instruction. I was very free to give him my views, and was afterward com- plimented by an old church member and a competent judge, who overheard my instructions (without my knowledge) , and pronounced them good. But I no- ticed that my pupil, though a good listener, said very little, and I never heard that he was "converted," though I did hear of him till the day of his death as a most excellent and conscientious man, a regular at- tendant at church, and always having a profound sense of right and of his duty to God. My theory of his case was that, with his cool judgment and correct conduct of life, he did not see the necessity or the use of going through the excitement that took hold of nearly every one of the converts. The name of the young man was Rutherford B. Hayes, afterward President of the United States. 24 On the Road to Rome. change after all — that the old man Adam was not conquered and put off, and that it was still just as easy as of old to be wicked, to get angry, to lie, or swear, or slander, to have bad thoughts, or be worldly-minded. And the convert who held on for a time was not without difficulties. For he was sure to be plied with the doctrine of total depravity, and "justification by faith alone ;" and he would hear the zeal- ous preacher declare that "the whole head was sick and the whole heart faint," and that one could not "think a good thought or do a good deed," or if he did they would count for nothing, for he could not be saved by works, but by faith in the Saviour, whose merits would be "imputed" to him for righteousness which would envelop his " total deprav- ity" as with a white robe of purity. And then a reflective man would begin On the Road to Rome, 25 to think that if he was totally depraved it would be folly to expect that radical change which he had been taught to look for. And so, when the reaction came, as it did with multitudes, the painful ques- tion would arise : " Was I converted ? If there had been a real ' change of heart' would I now be in this cold, unsatisfac- tory state?" To make a long story short, a majority or a large number of converts, wherever and whenever the revival oc- curred in those days, would generally be- come "backsliders," and very many of them would come to be counted among the reprobate or the unregenerate. How did I escape that result? The answer to that question is closely con- nected with the story of my progress to Rome. Before and after the revival in- terlude, I was making with Dr. Sparrow a diligent study of Cousin's lectures on the " History of Philosophy," his " Criti- 26 On the Road to Ro?ne. cism of Locke on the Understanding/' and Dr. Lieber's "Political Ethics." I am not going to dwell upon the world of new ideas — grand and absorbing — which these studies opened up to me. For my present purpose it will suffice to recall Cousin's famous scheme of eclecticism, that is to say, of culling and selecting from each one of the numerous systems of philosophy its particular and un- doubted truth, and by skilfully putting together these various truths, construct- ing a harmonious whole, and calling it eclectic philosophy. I well remember how this suggested to me the ingenious scheme of selecting from each of the numerous Protestant sects that portion of truth which it held, and thus putting to- gether a collection of truths and practices which should be altogether free from error, and would constitute true Chris- tianity. Was it not a brilliant scheme? On the Road to Rome. 27 You may at once infer from this that I had some difficulties about what consti- tuted the true faith, which were consid- erably increased when my reaction came on, though, thanks to the faithful teach- ings and good examples of my parents, I could not give up my belief in God ; and I had a vague sort of conviction that there must be some truth in the scheme of redemption if we could only get at it. But how to get at it was the question. Thus it was that the great question of authority began to loom up. How many years it was in taking definite shape in my mind and coming to a head, remains to be stated. A very important part of my course with Dr. Sparrow was, as already men- tioned, the study of Dr. Francis Lieber's great and celebrated work on " Political Ethics/' which came from the press late in 1838, and for a number of years held 28 On the Road to Rome, its place at the head of works on political science. Time will permit me on this occasion to mention only two ideas or views which I obtained from that work, and which radically influenced the forma- tion of my solutions of certain great prob- lems of the day. The first was Dr. Lieber's complete refutation of that absurd theory, so much dwelt upon by Blackstone in his Com- mentaries, and by others in their discus- sions of the origin of the State, that the primitive condition of man was a " state of nature" or mere savagism — a state or condition in which poor, ignorant sav- ages lived without law or organized gov- ernment, in solitary and gloomy equality — the only government being that by club-law, or the law of the strongest. Erroneous as this theory was, yet philos- ophers had not then (1839-40) devel- oped the still lower, more erroneous, and On the Road to Rome. 29 more absurd theory — so widely accepted by the so-called scientists of this day — that man originated in protoplasm, and after an indefinitely long period of time was gradually evolved through the mol- lusk into the tadpole, and from the tad- pole through various changes into the monkey, and from the monkey through other changes into the poor, ignorant savage. The nearest approach to that kind of science was, as I remember, the fanciful speculation of Lord Monboddo — which was received with incredulous laughter — that the monkey, by sitting on his tail, had gradually worn it down to a short stump, and while doing so had chattered himself into the savage man. But unfortunately the Blackstone the- ory of man in a "state of nature," out of which he slowly emerged through bar- barism by successive steps of improve- 30 On the Road to Rome. ment, until he reached the highest civili- zation of the ancient nations, has left its mark upon nearly all the literature of the world for the last hundred years or more. It was this theory that Dr. Lieber at- tacked with vigor and successfully con- troverted, showing that there never had been such a condition as that imaginary " state of nature" — that man, as Montes- quieu said, is born in society and there must ever remain; that society was of divine origin equally with the indi- vidual man, and that it was ordained from the beginning that man should work out his destiny in this world, and for the next, only in and through so- ciety. This was the first idea which I learned from Dr. Lieber, and the second was sim- ply its logical development. For society, with its divine origin, necessarily culmi- nated in the State. And, therefore, the On the Road to Rome. 31 State is not, in its origin, a voluntary as- sociation of savages who have become tired of club-law ; nor is it a co-partner- ship of shareholders to promote each one's selfish interest; nor an immense insurance company established for the protection of property, and incidentally " to look out that my neighbor does not pick my pocket" or cut my throat; nor a cunningly devised machine to grind out taxes and support the constable and the gallows. It is neither one nor all of these. For the State is aboriginal with man, and, jurally considered, is the soci- ety of societies in the temporal order, having an organic life of its own, which, in its identity and continuity, is distinct and palpable like that of the individual man. The individual, indeed, is above the State in that he is not limited to time, but is made to be a citizen of eternity. But then the State is above the individual 32 On the Road to Rome. because, being the organism of society, it never dies, but lives on from age to age, embracing and sustaining all genera- tions of men in their unbroken conti- nuity. Now both of these ideas were of im- mense benefit to me in many ways — the first one by guarding me against the er- rors of any teacher or any book whose starting point and fundamental assump- tion was that the primitive condition of man was that of the low and ignorant savage ; for the theories on the origin of society, government, language, and relig- ion, flowing from such a source, are cer- tain to be mixed up with very serious and dangerous errors; — the only true theory being that in the beginning God made the heavens and the earth, and in due time ushered man into life, a grand and glorious being, whose nature, being fash- ioned in body and soul upon the idea of On the Road to Rome. 33 the Incarnate Son,* as Father Faber said, "was beautiful in its perfection, but was clothed upon by the surpassing beauty of primeval grace and the radiance of original justice," and "the greatness of whose science was such that we can hardly form an idea of it to ourselves,'' while " the most startling miracles of the saints are but feeble indications and par- tial recoveries of that rightful and super- natural dominion over nature which man possessed and exercised" in his first es- tate, but whose sad and mournful history from the time of the fall down to the Christian era was one of gradual depart- ure from God's truth as given in the primitive revelation, involving loss of *For whom He foreknew. He also predestinated to be made conformable to the image of His Son : that He might be the first-born amongst many brethren. — Rom. viii. 29. And God said : Let us make man to Our image. — Gen. i. 26. 3 34 On the Road to Rome. control of the powers of nature, and more or less rapid decline in religion, in morals, in language, in art, in government, and, in short, in everything that was good and true and beautiful. And, secondly, immense benefit was derived from familiarizing the mind with the idea that society is a living organ- ism, an organized body, having an or- ganic life of its own, with a head, an office, a mission, as distinct as that of the individual. Those of you who have never had the misfortune of having been Protestants can scarcely conceive of the difficulty which Protestants had, in the days of which I am speaking, of forming to themselves any notion of the State or the Church as an organized body. Their congregations were simply meetings of individuals, each one asserting the un- limited right of private judgment, and their religious teachings being addressed On the Road to Rome. 35 to each one as if he had merely a spiritual nature — "the scheme of redemption," or atonement, or at-one-vient, as Dr. Albert Barnes called it in his Commentaries, be- ing a scheme which did not necessarily call for the coming of a redeemer in the body — the only use they made of that fact being the sentimental one of appealing to our feelings in view of the great humility of the Redeemer in taking upon Himself the form of man, and voluntarily suffer- ing the pains and agonies of the crucifix- ion. This came to appear to me to be mere sentimentalism, and I was puzzled by the speculations of some Unitarians who held that we have nothing but a his- torical Christianity, which we can criticise at pleasure; while we may, indeed, if we choose, indulge an unbounded admiration for "the Christ" as a great and good and really wonderful historical person who lived nearly two thousand years ago ! 36 On the Road to Rome. I had not then learned the profound truth that the Church is a continuous, ever-living, and teaching body, with all that that implies, and especially always having the Body and Blood of Our Lord ever present upon the altar, ever giving life to the humble and penitent commu- nicant. But, of course, it took me yet some years to see it in that light, though I readily perceive now how the ideas I gained from Lieber and Brownson on or- ganized society, and the views on the in- carnation which I had subsequently read in the writings of Hugh Davey Evans in "The True Catholic," were what Cole- ridge called " seed-thoughts" which took root and finally bore glorious fruit. In the mean time, however, other influences were working. Thus I find an old memorandum which reminds me that while studying law at the Yale Law School in 1842, I became On the Road to Rome. 37 profoundly interested in Carlyle's book on " Heroes, Hero- Worship, and the He- roic in History. ,, I never have forgot- ten the surprise with which I read that passage in his lecture on " The Hero as Priest," wherein, after glorifying Luther and the Reformation, he started the ques- tion whether "popery" would ever come back again, speaking very contemptu- ously of the " Poor old Popehood" as if it were nearly dead, and giving his answer in this oracular manner, to wit: "The poor old Popehood will not die away en- tirely, as Thor has done, for some time yet ; nor ought it. We may say, the Old never dies till this happen : Till all the soul of good that was in it have got itself transfused into the practical New. While a good work remains capable of being done by the Romish form; or, what is inclusive of all, while a pious life remains capable of being led by it, just so long, if 3 8 On the Road to Rome. we consider, will this or the other human soul adopt it, go about as a living wit- ness of it. So long it will obtrude itself on the eye of us who reject it till we in our practice too have appropriated what- soever of truth was in it. Then, but also not till then, it will have no charm more for any man. The Romish form lasts here for a purpose. Let it last as long as it can." How judicial, how oracular, how con- descending! But such was then Car- lyle's authority with me that this remark worked a small revolution in my Protest- ant notion that the Roman Catholic Church was so filled with erroneous doc- trine and corrupt practices that no soul need expect to find salvation there. Thenceforth, however, I no longer doubted that a " pious life" might be lived in that Church so as to secure salva- tion hereafter. This admission once On the Road to Rome. 39 made, you can readily infer that the proc- ess of softening prejudice went on apace, though it was rather slow in its operation. Here would be the place, if I had the time, and you the patience to listen, to set forth at some length the results of the diligent study which I made during the years 1842-43-44 of Carlyle's brilliant and soul-stirring essays, which spoke to me like the blast of a bugle in the stirring battle of life, and of his "Sartor Resar- tus," his "Past and Present," and his "French Revolution," in all of which he exposed and riddled the shams of mod^ ern society, and especially exploded the modern commercial system, based as it is upon the utter selfishness of competition, and proclaiming as it does the modern Gospel of Mammon : " Every man for himself and the devil take the hindmost!" But I must hasten on and bespeak your 4© On the Road to Rome. attention while I refer as briefly as possi- ble to an incident which caused a sensa- tion somewhat like unto the sudden bursting of a bombshell in the tent of the enemy. In the summer of 1844, I was invited by the faculty of Kenyon College to de- liver an oration at their ensuing com- mencement. Accepting this invitation, I spent some weeks in carefully prepar- ing an oration in which I discussed and reviewed the signs of the times, and set forth what appeared to me to be the pre- vailing tendencies of the age in its social, political, and religious aspects. In doing this I availed myself freely of the studies which, during the preceding five years, I had made of Cousin, Lieber, Carlyle, and Brownson — and as to the latter I may say, in passing, that his essays on syn- thetic philosophy, and his profound dis- cussions of the political questions grow- On the Road to Rome. 41 ing out of the Dorr rebellion in Rhode Island, all of which appeared in the Democratic Review in 1842-43, had greatly interested me, and led me to take and read his Quarterly Review, which he re- sumed in 1844 upon his disagreement with the editor of the Democratic Review, Brownson's views substantially agreed with those of Dr. Lieber on the origin of society, the constitution of the State, and the true theory of constitutional govern- ment, which I made use of freely in my oration in combating what I considered to be the rapid tendency of that day to- ward Democratic absolutism, as shown by the persistent attempts to break down the intermediary, or, as Lieber called them, the mediatorial institutions, such as the free law-making representative, the inl- awed jury, the executive governed by law instead of his own will, the indepen- dent judiciary, and other like institutions, 42 On the Road to Rome. which were the growth of Christian civil- ization, and which should stand between the supreme power of the State and the subject or individual, insuring the Safe generation, expression, and transmission by the legislature of the public will in the shape of public law, to be wisely inter- preted by the judiciary, and firmly bu-t legally executed by the executive branch — thus avoiding the tyranny of absolut- ism on the one hand, and the disruption of unrestrained individualism on the other hand; and thus, by insuring the harmonious co-existence of order and lib- erty, solving what Carlyle called the hugest problem of modern times. I may also say that, progressing in en- tire sympathy with my brother in his theological studies, I had with him be- come a high churchman, and so we had begun to lay much stress upon the doc- trines of apostolical succession, baptismal On the Road to Rome. 43 regeneration, the real presence, and that assertion in one of the Thirty-nine Arti- cles "that the Church hath authority in controversies of faith." We had even come to admit that Luther's so-called Reformation was in fact no reformation, and that Protestantism was loaded down with sad and direful consequences. And yet we held that the Roman Church was overlaid with errors, while the Anglican Church — founded as we fondly fancied by St. Paul himself — was a pure reformed church ! Some of you may remember that just at that time (1844), Episcopalians were in the highest tension of excitement growing out of the agitation of those church questions, and the publication in England of the celebrated "Tracts for the Times," including the famous "Tract Number XC," in which Dr. John Henry Newman undertook to reconcile the stand- 44 On the Road to Rome. ards of faith of the English Church with the creed of Pope Pius IV. This excite- ment had been greatly intensified in Feb- ruary, 1843, by Dr. Newman's formal re- tractation of the charges which he had uttered against the Church of Rome and, in the September following, giving up his living and resigning his office as a clergyman, though he was not received into the Catholic Church until October 9, 1845. Bishop Mcllvaine, of Ohio — the great gun of the low church party in the United States — had added fuel to the flames by publishing his book against " Oxford Divinity." Under these circumstances I appeared at the Commencement of 1844, which was presided over by Bishop Mcllvaine, and was attended by many of the clergy and prominent laymen of the diocese of Ohio, and by a large crowd of visitors. I ven- tured to proclaim church views and theo- On the Road to Rome. 45 ries quite antagonistic to theirs, though it is proper to say that I began, and spent some time, as already indicated, in point- ing out some dangerous and revolution- ary tendencies in political and social mat- ters — which views met, perhaps, with general acceptance, as nearly all of us were Whigs of the Henry Clay school. But my principal effort was, following the teachings of Carlyle, to show the horrible results of that famous doctrine of "competition and laissez faire" in- troduced and advocated by the French economists, and adopted and published in England by Adam Smith, Mai thus, Ricardo, Paley, and Bentham. I summed up this doctrine by saying: " Its funda- mental principle or starting point was 'the greatest happiness of the greatest number. ' This general result was to be obtained by each one 'pursuing his own true and substantial happiness' in his 46 On the Road to Rome. own way. Wherefore, each one should have the 'largest liberty,' be 'let alone' to come and go as he pleased — to buy and sell where and what and how he pleased. 'Enlightened self-interest' would teach him to respect the law of maim and tuam, and, in seeking a particular, to promote the general result. Competition would be the life of business, or 'the soul of trade,' and straighten out occasional ir- regularities. And for the rest, the great law of 'supply and demand' would regu- late all, and thus restore the lost Eden to earth! Was it not," I exclaimed, intend- ing to be sarcastic, " a beautiful theory, a fascinating vision, worthy of all accepta- tion among men?" And then I controverted the ultimate fact of this theory that man must be happy, by declaring with Carlyle that the fact of nature is that man is not born to be happy here, but is sent into this world On the Road to Rome. 47 to do his duty and get his proper work done. Then, after showing with many more words that the fundamental assump- tion of this teaching was false, I alleged that the whole theory in practice goes wrong, and then followed a paragraph which, on account of its applicability to the present time, though written over forty-two years ago, I think you will par- don me for repeating. I said : "And besides, 'enlightened' self-inter- est is found to be scarce. The 'demand* for it, indeed, is great; while ever an abundant 'supply' of mere selfishness re- mains, to clash and jar and compete with self-interest as best it may. With all pos- sible compensatory adjustments, with all conceivable checks and balances, by the 'never so cunning mechanizing of self- interests' [though the ingenious device of substituting the bell-punch and such like cunning mechanical contrivances in the 48 On the Road to Rome. place of sterling integrity had not then been thought of], your 'laws of supply and demand' and 'laissez faire,' it is found, do not feed the hungry, clothe the naked, restrain the all-absorbing greed of gain and lust of power. Nor yet, as Carlyle said, do they solve the problem from which they started, and which they undertook to solve: 'Given a world of knaves, to educe an honesty from their united action!' In short, universal 'lais- sez faire' and competition, we discover, finally turn out to be: Universal liberty to cut yourself loose from all men and seek your own interest; to suspect all men; liberty, therefore, to drive cute bargains with Yankee shrewdness, or else liberty to die by honest starvation. 'Laissez faire!' 'Let me alone!' 'Give me independence!' so long clamored in the world, result at last in establishing — not merely in the commercial world — but On the Road to Rome. 49 one relation between men, that of cash- payment!. Every one for himself and due payment of wages in money; 'cash the sole nexus of man to man;' this be- ing your highest code of morality, is it at all astonishing, if, instead of beholding the lost Eden restored, we catch no un- certain glimpses of the mean perplexities of society, with its fraud and deceptions, its shams, its vulpine cunning and clash- ing interests, its winkings and blinkings at dishonesty and rascality ?" And yet, my friends, let me say, in passing, that in those days (1844) the in- genious money-making business of wreck- ing railroads, and virtually stealing them from the first subscribers to the stock, had hardly begun ; nor had speculators yet entered upon the equally ingenious and disreputable scheme of " watering" the stocks of great companies; nor had the sense of morality and fair dealing be- 50 On the Road to Rome. tween man and man become so benumbed and depraved as to tolerate dealing in "futures;" and as to that diabolical spec- ulation in breadstuffs and other neces- saries of human subsistence, in which one gambler pretends to buy what he does not want from another gambler who does not own and cannot deliver it — that was still an unheard-of atrocity. Nor was there then a small army of default- ing trustees and bank presidents and cashiers and "boodle" aldermen migrat- ing in rapid succession to the cities of refuge in Canada and elsewhere. Nor were there any enormous corporations stretching from ocean to ocean, combin- ing and " pooling their issues" in order to escape the disastrous consequences of ruinous competition, and laying a heavy hand upon the whole business of a help- less community in order to fill their own coffers with their stealings. Nor yet On the Road to Rome. 51 were there any gigantic industrial com- panies which, in order to increase their disproportionate gains, were importing ignorant and half-starved Italians and Bohemians and the "heathen Chinee," to work for half wages, and displace and reduce to starvation the laborers of our own land. And yet the results of competition in those days were truly bad enough, espe- cially in England, as they were vividly described byCarlyle; and they were al- ready appearing even in this glorious country, where economists had begun to stigmatize the unsuccessful laborer as a " pauper" and cast him into the poor- house — that wretched abode over whose portals the sad and gloomy legend should be written : " Whoso enters here leaves hope behind!" Even then the good old common law described by Blackstone as to forestalling the market, regrating, and 52 On the Road to Rome. engrossing (which were indictable and finable offences), was almost a dead let- ter, or in modern phrase had about reached the point of "innocuous desue- tude"; and, finally, men were beginning, in reply to the searching question: "Where is thy brother?" to give an an- swer like that of Cain: "My brother? Am I my brother's keeper? Have I not paid him his wages in cash? I have no further business with him!" And so I said on that commencement day at Gambier : " The competitive sys- tem is making its ultimate manifestation in some all-too-common vagrant Sam Slick, who, friendless, unrelated, roves over the earth, doing strokes of trade, without brother, without home, the in- carnation of Individualism. Well may we ask," I said, "whither are we tend- ing? What kind of a society is that ' where there is no longer any true social On the Road to Rome. 53 idea extant' — not even an idea of a com- mon home, but only of a common lodging- house and merchants' exchange, — where friendship, communion, is an incredible tradition, and love of thy neighbor only a thing to be preached of on Sunday !" But this " final outcome of the 'greatest happiness' principle, or utilitarian the- ory, was," I said, "the last wave of the movement started by the French econo- mists in the eighteenth century" — one of its products being the terrible French Revolution, which Carlyle characterized as a new assertion of man's rights, a terrific protest against shams — "procla- mation of a truth once more, though a truth clad in hell-fire!" and I quoted the philosophic historian as maintaining that this revolution was not an isolated fact, but stands connected with and related to the whole past, as well as to the whole future, and that, with the rebellions and 54 On the Road to Rome. revolutions in England, "it found its point of departure in the Reformation of Luther/' And thus having traced the modern Gospel of Mammon, with its un- restrained individualism, its competition and pauperism," and the destructive *A striking evidence of reaction against the in- human selfishness practised in commercial life and defended by heartless economists was presented by Prof. Felix Adler in his lecture on February 14, 1895, in the School of Applied Ethics, at the Columbian University, Washington, D. C, when, among other weighty utterances, he said, as reported in the Post: Abject Misery on All Sides. "I will criticise this principle of selfishness on the ground of its actual results. We see abject misery every day in spite of the vast fortunes accumulated side by side with it ; we see the audacity of our trusts, the heartless desertion of public interest on the part of the wealthiest, the shirking of the bur- dens of taxation on the part of those best able to bear it, and the oppression of those least able to bear it. " He had previously said, as reported : "There are, in my estimation, two ways in which the ethical student and worker can speed the moral development of industrial society of the present day. Assuming as a fact that men in their commercial life On the Road to Rome. 55 revolutions of three centuries back to the Reformation, I exclaimed before my audi- ence that day : " Given your protest against spiritual abuses in the sixteenth century, your protest against the existence of sacred rights between rulers and ruled in the seventeenth century, your protest against are largely governed by selfishness, it would be the function of the ethical student to consider what checks can be imposed upon that selfishness and what new conditions can be prescribed to soften the harsh- ness of economic egotism. The second function would be to consider whether in the nature of things it is necessary that selfishness should always be the leading motive of the commercial and industrial life of man, and whether there are not other motives by which the world can live that would not dangerously affect production, distribution, and consumption ; that would not lessen the industrial efficiency of mankind, but at the same time elevate the tone of those who are engaged in industrial and commercial life. " If the School of Applied Ethics persistently fol- lows out this line of thought to its logical conclusion, may we not hope to see it achieving great success in bringing back the civilized, otherwise designated as 56 0?i the Road to Rome. all restraint and all authority in the eighteenth century, and the protest against the existence of any relation between men but that of cash-payment in the nineteenth century is also ;jiven. Did the one necessarily contain the other? Perhaps not. But from the one to the other we are tugged along by a the devilized, world to the salutary practice of the Golden Rule as taught by Pope Leo XIII., wherein is the sole remedy for the fearful evils that threaten speedy revolution and widespread disruption? Is it not an encouraging sign of the times that, on February 28, 1895, at the regular Thursday afternoon lecture of the Catholic University, Washington, D. C. , the Hon. Carroll D. Wright, Commissioner of Labor, after alluding to what Carlyle called the dis- mal science, said : " There is a new and better school of political economy in which the old question of 'will it pay' gives place to the more pertinent ques- tion, 'is it right;'" and he held "firmly to the view that the Ten Commandments and the Golden Rule, faithfully applied by all conditions of society, would go a long way toward reconciling the differences be- tween capital and labor," adding that "there is no safer platform for employer and employee, even on the plane of expediency, than the Decalogue." On the Road to Rome. 57 chain that snaps not nor breaks in any link. 14 Reform of whatsoever evil thing is upon earth," I added, "is forever a duty. Protest against error, falsehood, and tyranny is forever necessary. Only it , behooves a man to think well of the spirit in which he will make it. If his protest is made in wrath and hatred, and with headlong selfish violence, it may become 'denial of divine right as well as diabolic wrong.' And then your denial of Mother Church becomes denial of the divine right of rulers — spiritual and tem- poral ; passes into the mitigated form, of Presbyterianism, matures into Congrega- tionalism, goes to seed in Socinianism, and then, naturally flying off into innu- merable independent, isolated, hostile fragments, ends in cold, horrible selfish- ness and ghastly despair." Then briefly discussing the "right of 58 On the Road to Rome. private judgment," I said: "Man's con- science, his judgment, his belief are his own, and by these he must stand or fall. In this world of distraction and error, what a man shall judge to be right and good and true, what with all his heart to believe — this is his highest difficulty — how blessed if some highest, wisest mind would teach him what." Ah ! my friends, what painful seeking for guidance was therein expressed ! What doubts and " questionings of des- tiny" would have been saved me had I then known the Infallible Church ! Thank God, that knowledge was to come. But then, all I could say was this: "Pri- vate judgment, unchainable as the winds, must be exercised. It exists forever a sacred right to be exercised. But woe to him who, casting away fear and rever- ence, in the pride of intellect, or in the obstinacy of ignorance, asserts this lib- On the Road to Rome. 59 erty to the length of making his own will the supreme law, and his own selfish feel- ings his standard of right. There are limits here, perhaps undefinable, yet real, beyond which it is perilous for man to go, yet beyond which he has gone. 'I stand alone before my God' is a solemn truth; yet, not wholly, not lovingly un- derstood, it leads to results injurious, in the spiritual world, to the highest and holiest relations of man to his fellows — results which we see all round us in life, harmonizing with the wretched results of 'universal competition and laissez faire.' " And then I deprecated the radical con- duct of those who " go on asserting this right of private judgment to the length of abolishing government with the 'Xo- government' man; of becoming a law T to yourself with the Perfectionist; of find- ing in the pure reason the absolute God 60 On the Road to Rome. with the Transcendentalist ; of making the absolute God the soul of the universe with the Pantheist; and, as the last act of this career, of plunging into the bot- tomless, wide, wasting whirlpool of Atheism." And then, referring to the rule of faith recognized by my audience, I concluded as follows : " And now you will point me, as a refuge from all these distractions, to that ancient book, the Bible, as containing the ground plan of all life and duty, accom- panying the act with the declaration: 'He is free whom the truth makes free. ' And then, with Pilate of old, I ask 'What is truth?' And unlike him I zvill stay for an answer. Is that necessarily truth which one may believe with ever so much heartfelt sincerity? If so, then is not the sincere Perfectionist, walking with the Bible in his hand, right? Is not the Transcendentalist who, with awful sin- On the Road to Rome. 61 cerity, finds the Most High God in the pure reason, right? Is not every secta- rian right who holds his particular view or opinion with sincerity? Are, then, truth and duty dependent upon the transitory feelings and perceptions of each finite in- dividual ? Or is it not most certain that truth is eternal, at one with itself, and possessing a harmonious diversity in unity? If this is certain, then does it necessarily follow that I, that any iso- lated individual, with his diseased will, innumerable prejudices, and warped feel- ings, will apprehend the whole truth? — for the question is not with how little truth I can possibly get along. Is it not becoming a very general feeling with men that each one's belief, formed, as it has been, by the unlimited exercise of the right of private judgment, and lead- ing to the results already -mentioned, needs verifying? And do they not feel 6 2 On the Road to Rome. that they cannot with safety appeal from their own unauthorized versions of truth to the versions of other isolated men equally unauthorized? Is it not becom- ing the earnest, passionate cry of the times : Where is the version that we can depend upon? Is it no longer possible to discover a manly, noble, god-like rela- tion between men, — a principle which shall lead to a glorious unity in diversity, and bind men together once more in a true, loving, universal brotherhood ?" Such was the conclusion of my oration on that Commencement Day in August, 1844.* Do you ask how it was received, * At the end of my speech, as I left the stage and walked down the aisle, I met my friend, Thomas Sparrow (brother of Dr. Sparrow, and then a lawyer in Columbus), going toward the stage to deliver the next oration. He saluted me with the blunt ques- tion : "What did you mean by that oration?" Hav- ing no time to answer fully, I simply replied: "I meant just what I said." "Well, "said he, " I brought two orations with me— the best one is on French On the Road to Rome. 6$ and what was its effect? I can answer only in a general way that it was the topic of discussion that day at many of the dinner-tables in Gambier; and you will doubtless not be surprised to learn that some of my hearers promptly said : " That young man is well on the road to Rome." But perhaps 3?ou will be sur- prised to hear that, while I w r as appar- literature, and the other is on William Leggett, and now I am going to give you a counterblast by read- ing the one on Leggett. " And so he proceeded to eulogize Leggett and shock the feelings of his Whig auditors by uttering the most radical Democratic — then called "Locofoco" — doctrines. At the close of the exercises, as the people were going out, the Rev. George Denison (my brother- in-law, and my exceedingly low church pastor at Newark) , met me with the ejaculation : "Well, Tom gave you a good counterblast, and I am glad of it. Not that I am a Democrat." "Oh! no," said I, "you are a Whig in politics, but unfortunately a Locofoco in religion !" And then each went his way. I heard that he was greatly annoyed by having to admit, in answer to sundry questioners, that I came from his parish. 64 On the Road to Rome. ently so near to Rome, it took me yet nine more years to get there. * And this is the more surprising to myself now after again glancing over certain articles of Brownson's in his Quarterly Review for January, April, and July, 1844 — all of which I had read, and some of w r hich I had carefully studied and even quoted from in preparing my oration. Brownson, I may remind you, had at * At this point my conclusion of this address, on its first reading before the Institute on January 6, 1887, was as follows : "The story, however, of my final struggle and tri- umph must be written hereafter, if at all. And now making my apology for holding you so long, and re- turning you my thanks for your patient attention, I beg to suggest that, in view of the fact that the act of our village minister in 'breaking the Sabbath- day' resulted, under God, in bringing two brothers into the Church — the elder of whom has brought up a son who is now (1887) a Jesuit priest at Woodstock [in 1895 President of Georgetown University,] it would be a good and wholesome thought to pray for the soul of Ahab Jinks." On the Road to Rome. 65 the close of 1843 severed his connection with the Unitarians, and come back again to Trinitarianism. The publication of this fact, and of certain essays of his on church questions, had attracted wide at- tention, and all those who were watching his career — and they were many — were curious to see where he would land. Prior to 1843 he had published and writ- ten most of the articles in the Boston Quarterly Review. In the latter part of 1842, that review having been discontin- ued, he wrote for the Democratic Review until the close of 1843, when, owning to a radical disagreement w r ith the editor in discussions about the Dorr Rebellion in Rhode Island, he recommenced in Janu- ary, 1844, the publication of his quarterly in Boston, calling it Brownson s Quarterly Review. In the July number he reviewed the letters of Bishop Hopkins, of Ver- mont, " On the Novelties which Disturb 66 On the Road to Rome. Our Peace," in which Brownson advanced serious objections to Anglicanism. At that time Dr. Samuel Seabury was the great gun of the high churchmen in this country, and was the able editor of The Churchman — the organ of the high church party. In the hope of inducing Brown- son to join the Episcopal Church, Dr. Seabury replied to his objections to An- glicanism, using his most powerful argu- ments. To these Brownson replied in his October number for 1844, demonstrat- ing with unanswerable logic that the An- glican Church was schismatic, and an- nouncing at its conclusion his conversion to Rome, being "happy," he said, "to acknowledge the authority of the Holy Father." Somehow this logical shot, which I shall notice further on, did not then demolish the armor with which I had covered myself. And so I quit tak- ing his Review, much to my subsequent On the Road to Rome. 67 regret, and stuck to our high church, pet branch theory. And soon there- after becoming involved in the dis- tractions of business and practical poli- tics, for several years I gave compara- tively little attention to the studies which had hitherto been so deeply ab- sorbing. However, as the months and years passed on some incidents occurred which I recall with interest, and which may be mentioned as having had a certain influ- ence in the development of my church views. The first of these to be men- tioned in the order of time occurred while I was preparing my Kenyon oration. I remember one day (in 1844), while sit- ting in my law office in Newark, Ohio, with Major Benjamin W. Brice (after- ward paymaster-general of the United States Army, and now, March, 1887, a resident of this city — Washington, 68 On the Road to Rome. D.C.— * together with William D. Wil- son and George Peyton Conrad, all law- yers, we engaged in the discussion of high church doctrines and Puseyism (the exciting topics of that time), and as I was known to be high church, I was asked to state what were the peculiar tenets of that school. Having mentioned apostolical succession, baptismal regener- ation, and the real presence, the discus- sion centred upon the latter topic, and became somewhat exciting, when Major Brice, who did not profess any religious belief in particular, though he attended the Episcopal Church, astonished us by saying, in regard to the Roman Catholic doctrine of Transubstantiation, that he could not see why one who believed that God became an infant in the womb of a virgin should have any difficulty in be- *Died in December, 1892. On the Road to Rome. 69 lieving that He was present in the Host. This was to me a startling way of putting the case. For, although I was a firm be- liever in the Incarnation, yet, as I recall it now, the truth as stated by Major Brice had never been presented to me in that realistic manner. But the idea took lodgment and abided with me. And I think you will appreciate my surprise when, some twelve years later, after I had become a Catholic and had migrated to Iowa, while absorbed one day in read- ing Father Faber's profound and wonder- ful work on "The Blessed Sacrament/* I came to this sentence : " Multitudes of men believe the Incar- nation who disbelieve Transubstantia- tion ; yet out of twenty arguments they will use against the last, the chances are that nineteen would lie equally against the first." And on the following page, referring to " the curious national frenzy 70 On the Road to Rome. which took place [in England in 1851] in consequence of the establishment of the Catholic hierarchy in England," in 1850, Father Faber mentions how "an infidel journal observing upon the fact of Protest- ants chalking over the walls [in London] 'No Wafer Gods,' said that it seemed to reasoning men who held themselves sub- limely aloof from both parties, an absurd inconsistency for those to make any seri- ous objection to the Catholic who looks at the Host and says it is God, who them- selves require you to look into the face of a new-born Babe and to believe It is the Eternal and Immutable God!" You may be sure, when I read that passage away off in Iowa, I recalled with some interest the remark of my friend, Major Brice, made a dozen years before. Another incident which I could never forget was my first sight of Archbishop Purcell. It may have been early in 1846 On the Road to Rome. 71 when the report was circulated among us that Bishop Purcell was coming to offici- ate at the Catholic church in Newark. Some five or six of us young lawyers, at- tracted by the fame of the bishop's cele- brated controversy with Alexander Camp- bell, were anxious to see and hear him, and accordingly we went to the church at the appointed time. This was my first entrance into a Catholic church. What I saw on this occasion was the poorest specimen of a dull brick-and-mortar building, with a cold brick floor, plain, even rough, seats, a dim light, and a small congregation of poor Irish and Ger- mans. It was a low Mass, though I did not then know one Mass from another, and had not the remotest idea what was going on about the altar, as I could hear nothing, and there was little to be seen except the dinginess of the walls and floors. It seemed to me a singular way 72 On the Road to Rome. to conduct public worship, for I did not then know that the priest was performing the highest act of worship by offering the unbloody sacrifice upon the altar of God, thus fulfilling the prophecy of Malachy that "from the rising of the sun even unto the going down of the same My name, saith the Lord of Hosts, is great among the Gentiles, and in every place there is sacrifice, and there is offered to My name a clean oblation/' At last there was a pause, and the bishop turned round and faced the peo- ple. His presence was not at all impos- ing, and his tenor voice, though clear, did not at first indicate the orator or man of power. My first impression was one of disappointment. But this was momen- tary. The bishop spoke in a conversa- tional tone. He was merely talking; but he had not spoken a minute before we discovered that it was the talk of a man On the Road to Rome. 73 of intellect, of culture, and deep thought ; and we imagined from the line of his talk that he knew of our presence, and endeavored "to speak to our condition." I well remember how, in speaking of the completeness of Catholic doctrine, he said that even the humblest Catholic, who w T as well instructed in the catechism, had an immense advantage over even the most learned outsider or non-Catholic, because the Catholic stood, as it were, at the cen- tre of truth, whence he could look out in all directions; while even the most learned non-Catholic stood as it were on a mere point on the outside of the circle, and could see only a short distance above or beyond on the circumference — the dif- ference between outsiders being that the greatest or most learned man could see just a little further around than the others. And then the bishop went on to speak of the conquests that this Catho- 74 On the Road to Rome. lie truth was making, mentioning the then quite recent conversion of Dr. New- man and other Puseyites in England, and the great philosopher, Dr. Brownson, and others in this country — all of whom had sought this central truth, and were happy in having gained the illumination of its glorious light. Somehow, while this grand utterance of the bishop struck home to my soul, still I evaded its force by fancying that our branch of the Church was just as near the centre of truth as the Papal or Roman Church. And this illu- sion continued with me yet for some time. Another incident to which I may al- lude was connected with the spirit-rap- pings which were exceedingly prevalent in 1845 and thereafter. It was probably due to something I had read in Brown- son's writings that I was led to hold that these or some of them were manifesta- On the Road to Rome. 75 tions of evil spirits, with which it was just as wicked for the Christian to have inter- course as it was for King Saul to consult the Witch of Endor. It was a curious fact that very many, if not the majority, of the rapidly increasing multitude of Spiritists were people who were not noted for any religious belief; and yet here they were accepting without question be- lief in the agency of spirits which they knew nothing about, and had no means of determining whether they were good or bad. The more this matter of spirits was discussed the more I came to see how utterly inadequate and barren was the Protestant teaching respecting the agency of good angels among us. As to the consoling and comforting Catholic teach- ing in regard to our Guardian Angels,* *The Catholic idea of the Guardian Angel is ap- propriately and beautifully expressed in the follow- ing prayer, which I copy for the benefit of ray Prot- 7 6 On the Road to Rome. I had never heard of it, or at least it had never been taught as a thing which we ought to believe. And I well remember the surprise and pleasure with which I estant or non-Catholic readers, if there should be any : A Prayer to One's Guardian Angel. O most faithful companion, appointed by God to be my guardian, my protector, and defender, and who never leavest my side ; how shall I thank thee for thy faithfulness and love, and for all the benefits which thou hast conferred upon me? Thou watchest over me while I sleep ; thou comfortest me when I am sad ; thou liftest me up when I am down ; thou avertest the dangers that threaten me ; thou warnest me of those that are to come ; thou withdrawest me from sin, and excitest me to good; thou exhortest me to penance when I fall, and reconcilest me to God. Long ago should I have been lost unless by thy prayers thou hadst turned away from me the anger of God. Leave me not, nor forsake me ever, I beseech thee ; but still comfort me in adversity, restrain me in prosperity, defend me in danger, as- sist me in temptations, lest at any time I fall be'neath them. Offer up in the sight of the Divine Majesty my prayers and groanings, and all my works of piety, and make me to persevere in grace, until I come to everlasting life. Amen. On the Road to Rome. 77 read a remarkable passage in a book by Frederika Bremer, in the days when her books were so popular, contrasting the barrenness of belief of the people of her day in this regard, and their consequent low, dry, and narrow views of life, with that of their ancestors who were conscious of being surrounded with a world of Guardian Angels — of good spirits, and also of evil spirits, and to whom it was natural to live in a bright world of imag- ination teeming with beautiful and soul- inspiring legends. It was also about this time — perhaps in 1849 — that an Episcopal clergyman from another diocese, during a visit in my family where he found sympathetic lis- teners, advanced the idea that the Mother of our Divine Lord must necessarily have been a woman of perfect purity, and en- titled to the highest possible honor and veneration. This struck me at once as 78 On the Road to Rome. being so reasonable that I thereafter wholly rejected the absurd Protestant charges against Catholics of Mariolatry. And I fully sympathized in this regard with the venerable Bishop Philander Chase (uncle of Chief-Justice Chase), who, after many years of separation, once more met a certain Episcopal minister who, in the mean time, had printed a book to show that the blessed virgin mother of Our Lord was the mother of other chil- dren ; and when the minister advanced to greet him, the old bishop, in the dignity of his magnificent presence, repelled him with the scornful remark, "You beast!" It is needless to add that a little later on I had no difficulty whatever in accepting the dogma of the Immaculate Conception promulgated in 1854 by Pope Pius IX., of glorious memory. A few words on another matter and then I shall come to the culminating On the Road to Rome. 79 point in my progress to Rome. Perhaps no prejudice was more deeply imbedded in my mind than that of the corruption of the Catholic Church in practice, as well as its defection in doctrine. And for a long time the argument against its claims to authority seemed to me to be fair and strong that God would not select and trust such a corrupt body to act as His favored instrument for the promulgation of His truth, and the administration of spiritual affairs on earth. I cannot now recall what author it was who gave a fatal shock to this assumption by citing the example of the Jewish Church, which, with all the errors and crimes of its priests, and the dreadful backslidings of its stiff-necked people, still remained the chosen Church of God, so that even Our Saviour Himself, when He had healed the leper, said to him : " Go, show thyself to the priest and offer for thy cleansing the 80 On the Road to Rome. things that Moses commanded for a testi- mony to them." Thus it dawned upon me that the agents whom God selects for the execution of His divine purposes are not guaranteed against erroneous con- duct, nor even against the commission of sin, but are left, as were Lucifer, the brightest archangel, and Adam, with his lofty intelligence, to the exercise of their free w r ill. And this reasonable view of the case went on enlarging until I learned that even the Pope, although in- fallible when speaking ex cathedra on a question of faith or morals, is not impec- cable; that, as every intelligent person knows, or ought to know, his infallibil- ity does not include or imply impecca- bility; and that, although he is the suc- cessor of St. Peter, and the head of the Church, with its two hundred and fifty millions of people, yet even he is obliged to go down on his knees before his On the Road to Rome. 81 confessor the same as the humblest lay- man. Thus I have indicated how, from time to time, my views and prejudices were greatly modified and softened on a num- ber of important points pertaining to church questions. And yet I continued to flatter myself that we high church illuminati, who had picked out the first four councils as our standards, and had settled it that St. Paul had founded the Anglican Church in Britain, could safely stand upon the branch theory — assuming that the Anglican Church (from which the American Episcopal Church derived its life) was as really a branch of the true Church as was the Church of Rome, or the Greek Church (for we held that also to be a true branch) . In the midst of the distractions of business and politics which absorbed my attention, I know not how much longer I might have rested on this 6 82 On the Road to Rome. frail assumption, when suddenly, like an electric shock, there came to me an epis- tle from my brother, who was spending the winter of 1849-50 in New Orleans for his health, containing these startling words : " I am a Roman Catholic in be- lief." Of course I was astounded. But even the long exposition and argument set forth in his letter did not convince me ; and I still felt sure that if I only had the time and opportunity I could demon- strate to his satisfaction that the Angli- can Church was the true via media and house of refuge, avoiding, as I imagined, the disintegrating individualism of Prot- estantism on the one hand, and what I then considered the liberty -killing abso- lutism of the Papacy on the other hand. In the heat and enthusiasm of his new conviction, my brother soon returned to his home in Columbus, expecting to carry with him to Rome a number of his de- On the Road to Rome. 83 voted high church friends. But he soon found that he had reckoned without his host. His advances were met with hor- ror and indignation. And the storm of opposition was such that he was fain to bend under it for a time till the gale should be overpast. Of course he was not inclined to do any more preaching, and indeed the state of his health fur- nished a good excuse for his silence. Yet during this intermediate state of nearly two years — the unhappiest of his life — he did preach a few times, and he produced one sermon which he delivered at Gambier — doubtless with a grim sort of pleasure — before the professors, theo- logical students, and literati of Kenyon College and Bexley Hall, causing a buzz and fermentation that lasted for some time, and leaving the impression that he too was well along on the road to Rome. 84 On the Road to Rome. Not long thereafter he delivered the same sermon in our church in Newark. I noticed it particularly because it showed that he had familiarized himself with the idea that the Church is a visible corpora- tion, an organic body with a life and head of its own. Speaking of the popular error of making the preaching of faith everything, he said : " It is not belief merely that imparts spiritual life. We must come into organic connection with Christ the Head. As the individual is united to the head of the race by natural generation, so he is united to the Head of the Church by spiritual regeneration. The life of Christianity is a corporate life. God has chosen to provide means by which children shall be new-born to Him by a principle of continuity and reproduction which makes them all one, binds them together in one body, and through that body to the one Head, even On the Road to Rome. 85 Christ. Thus the Church is a visible, organized body. The God-man has taken it into union with Himself. He has breathed upon it the divine effluence. The Holy Ghost has taken up His abode in it, and the God-man has promised to be with it to the end of time." This quotation will suffice to show the drift of his thought. He had closely ob- served the controversy in 1844 between Dr. Seabury and Dr. Brownson, and had specially noticed, as I had not, that Sea- bury, although invited by Brownson to do so, had never replied to Brownson's October article in which he argued and proved, in reply to Seabury, that the Anglican Church was schismatic. Sea- bury had admitted, with the Oxford di- vines, that the Church was a corporation. But he seemed to think he had raised up an effectual guard by asserting that a " visible centre" and a "visible head" 86 On the Road to Rome. were not essential to the existence of a corporate body. To this Brownson an- swered by quoting abundant authority to show that, while the right of a number of persons to act collectively as a corpora- tion is invisible, yet the corporation it- self is as visible a body as an army. In like manner the authority of the Church is invisible ; for it is the authority of Christ, who is its invisible Head. But the indi- viduals composing the corporation, and the organs through which it acts, are visible ; and this, Brownson said, was all the visibility he contended for. And then taking the Oxford divines on their own principle — that the Church is a cor- poration — Brownson held that " the Church must needs be one in the unity of the corporation, and one in its corporate authority, as well as one in the unity of faith and charity. Now T if the Church be a single body, corporate or politic, as it On the Road to Rome. 87 must be if it is one corporation, and not an assemblage of corporations, then the Anglicans, in breaking the unity of the corporation, as we all know they did, were guilty of schism." And "the Church of England" being a " distinct, independent polity, participating in the authority of no other body, but holding communion with the authority of no body but itself, is, therefore, not a member of the Catholic body." It is cut off — schis- matic. Such was the argument of a portion of Brownson's October article, to which Sea- bury made no reply, as my brother had noticed, and the force and truth of which he had admitted in his own mind, al- though he was delaying to act out his convictions. As he did not, in his ser- mon — which we called his "organic ser- mon"— go on to argue with Brownson that the Anglican Church was schismatic, 88 On the Road to Rome. I most heartily indorsed his theory of the Church as an organic body, but I was not yet quite ready to take the last step. While writing this address I learned from him that at the time when he wrote that sermon, his mind was greatly impressed with the following syllogism : " Every or- ganized body must have a head. The Church is an organized body. Therefore the Church must have a head." This brings to mind Father Hecker's mention, in his "Aspirations of Nature," of the case of a celebrated professor of natural history * who, years ago, called on the Bishop of Philadelphia, and in a state of evident excitement bluntly asked the bishop : " Sir ! do you know of any reason why I should not become a Catholic?" " On the contrary," answered the bishop, " I know of many reasons why you * Professor Haldemann. On the Road to Rome. 89 should." Having come to a good under- standing, the bishop, finding that the professor was in earnest, asked him what it was that first directed his thoughts to Catholic doctrine. "Bugs! Bugs!" was the prompt answer. "Bugs," repeated the astonished bishop, " what have these to do with the truth of the Catholic relig- ion?" And then the professor related how he discovered one day by the aid of a microscope that a family of animalculae had a perfect system of an organized gov- ernment — with a chief and subordinate officers, all acting in unison and perfect order. This unexpected discovery led the professor to make other observations, when he found everywhere in the wide field of nature the same law, the same form of government, from the meanest floweret or insect to the vast system of worlds. And then it occurred to him that this same system of order and gov- 90 On the Road to Rome. ernment prevailed also in God's spiritual government. And then he sought a Catholic bishop, and found his proper home in the Catholic Church. In this matter of the headship my brother had got a little ahead of me in his progress on the road to Rome, although halting for a brief period. But it re- quired one more impulse, one more thun- der-clap, so to speak, to rouse us both to the last effort, and that came in a short time to my brother, in the month of November, 185 1, in the guise of sickness almost unto death. Then he called for a Catholic priest that he might be recon- ciled to the Church and make his peace with God at once. His request was de- nied. Then there was a commotion in his wide family circle by marriage. And it was in the midst of the excitement which followed that I went from New- ark to Columbus to visit him. Acting as On the Road to Rome. 91 a peacemaker, I was happy to see that the excitement was temporarily allayed, and I arranged that he should visit me at my quiet home at Newark just as soon as he could safely get out. In a short time this plan was carried out — my expecta- tion being that in the peace and quietness of my home his excitement would pass away, and that by calmly reasoning to- gether we would harmonize, as we always had done, and meet again on the good old via media. Little did I anticipate the unanswerable arguments for the Catholic Church which he had already mastered, and with which he unexpectedly but effectually posed me. Among other points presented by him, it would be well worth a half hour's lec- ture to quote the texts from the New Testament which he cited and showed had either never received any interpreta- tion, or had be^n grossly misinterpreted 92 On the Road to Rome. by Protestants, such as: "Thou art Peter (a rock) and upon this rock I will build My Church, and the gates of hell shall never prevail against it"; and especially passages in the sixth chapter of John. But time does not permit this now, and I must hasten on to say that my brother's quiet visit to me was soon ended, with benefit to his physical health, but with no such change as I -expected in his spiritual condition. When he returned home he lost no time in seeing a priest (Father Borgess, afterward Bishop of Detroit), and in being received into the Church on the festival of the conversion of St. Paul, January 25, 1852.* *In his letter to The Catholic Columbian, of Columbus, Ohio, dated January 25, 1892, and after- ward published at St. Paul, Minn., in Pamphlet No. 29 of "The Catholic Truth Society of America," under the title, "Forty Years in the Church," he paid this fervent tribute to the Church in this eloquent passage : "For forty years I have been studying the Catholic On the Road to Rome. 93 I have thought it proper and needful to mention these few details by way of in- troduction to the climax in my own prog- ress to Rome. For our interviews at various times, before, during, and after that visit of my brother resulted in the discussion of the question of authority, and on that matter I could not gainsay his experience as an Episcopal minister in the various diocesan and triennial con- ventions which he had attended during Church, both theoretically and practically — its sys- tem of teaching, of devotion, and its wonderful or- ganization ; and I must say its magnitude, its beauty, and its glory have grown upon me continually till I am ready to declare that there is nothing like it in all the world. It bears unmistakable evidence of the divinity of its origin and the superhuman wisdom of its organization and development. The only won- der is that a system so grand, so venerable, so fraught with all that is intellectually great and devo- tionally beautiful and attractive should not have commanded more attention from intellectual men, and more general investigation of claims whose proof lies as it were on the surface, and is so easily acces- sible to any candid, honest inquirer." 94 On the Road to Rome. the previous ten years, and at the close of all of which he found himself and his Church just as far as ever from an author- itative settlement of a number of "con- troversies of faith" which w T ent to the very essence and foundation of Chris- tianity. Ranging from the lowest low churchman to the highest high church- man, the variations of doctrine and views held by them were numerous, startling, irreconcilable. In vain had we looked, lo ! these many years, for a realization by the Episcopal Church of its famous asser- tion " that the Church hath authority in controversies of faith/' No such author- ity had we been able to find in the Epis- copal Church. And yet the conviction had grown in us to the force of a burning truth that that authority must exist and reside somewhere in a visible, tangible, recog- nizable form, or else Revelation was a On the Road to Rome. 95 sham, the Church a delusion, the world simply chaos, and human life not worth living! For it all came to this, as was once said by an old Presbyterian minis- ter, that God having seen fit to create man with reason and free will, it is due to that creature that means should be pro- vided whereby he may infallibly know what is the will, the law of God, which the creature must obey. Is it reasonable to require man to obey a law under pain of losing his soul, and yet to leave things in such a loose way that no man can ever be certain as to what that law is? Here is the grand, central starting point. Settle this, and all other ques- tions which we need to have settled will settle themselves. Let the Catholic al- ways hold his antagonist rigidly to this point until it is settled. If accepted, agreement w r ill readily follow. If re- jected, controversy is almost useless, es- g6 On the Road to Rome. pecially on questions of interpretation and history, because there is no mutually ac- cepted judge to decide, and no mutually accepted standard by which to be gov- erned. If then it is due to the creature that means should be provided whereby he may infallibly know the law of God so far as it pertains to man's eternal salva- tion, it follows that these means have been provided. For what God ought to do, He certainly does not fail to do. And if He has provided the means spoken of, then we must be able to find them read- ily. For if we cannot find and identify them, they might just as well not have been provided, and the result must be uncertainty, anarchy, chaos. Therefore they must be open, visible, ascertainable, so that even he who runs may read, and the wayfaring man though a fool may understand. As already indicated by quotations from On the Road to Rome. 97 my Kenyon oration, I had even then out- grown the common Protestant notion — so deeply and almost ineradicably implanted in the Protestant mind — that the Bible contains the whole counsel and will of God, and that each one must go to that fountain for the rule of faith. I had asked then, as I ask now: "Does the Bible interpret itself?" As well might one ask : " Does the volume of statutes issued every year by Congress interpret itself? Does Congress throw out that book and say to each citizen : ' There is the law of the land; read it and find out for yourself what it means'?" How long would it be before the nation would be reduced to hopeless and destructive anarchy on that scheme? To save the nation from this terrible result, Congress has, under the Constitution, established the Supreme Court of the United States to interpret the laws and decide between 98 On the Road to Rome. disputants. And this court is an author- ity outside and independent of each one, to be recognized, respected, and obeyed by each one. Now is not the spiritual superior to the temporal? Is not the soul above the body? Are not the things that concern the eternal welfare of the soul of more importance than the mere temporal inter- ests that concern this short span of life? If then the Bible contains the will of God concerning the salvation of man, must it not be interpreted? For, observe, this will or law of God is and must be one and the same for all men, in all times; and its interpreter must be some one having authority objective to each man, above each man, and imperative upon all men. This view, as a matter of course, excludes that other popular Protestant assumption that God makes known His will by a spe- cial revelation to each one ; for this would On the Road to Rome. 99 virtually constitute each one an authority, not only for himself, but for every one else. Certainly no one can establish absurd a proposition ; for h old you prove to me that you had had such a spe- cial revelation ; or how could I prove to you that I had ? Plainly there never could be in this way a common objective standard outside of each one, indepen- dent of each one, and yet authoritative for all. Therefore it follows that author- ity must be lodged somewhere outside of orself, outside of myself, and yet ac- cessible to all and ascertainable by all. Where then is this authority lodged ; Is it to be supposed that Our Saviour. while fulfilling His mission on earth, overlooked this matter? How then did He arrange it? Of course, while yet on earth His word was law to His disciples. Did He not also intend that word to be the law to all men in all times"" And how ioo On the Road to Rome. was that law to be made known to men except through His disciples? Therefore He commissioned them to go into all the world and teach all nations. And, strange to say, He did not give them even one book of the New Testament to start out with. And it is a historical fact that the latest book of the New Testament was not even written till about the last year of the First Century, and the Bible itself was not collected and authenticated by the Church in its official capacity for more than three hundred years after the Ascension. And yet during those three hundred years and more, did not the apostles and their authorized successors teach the w T ord, the law of God? How came they to know it infallibly, and that too for a long time without any written word? For even the liturgy, as stated by Father Thebaud in his great work on the Church, although composed, was not On the Road to Rome. 101 written for many years after the Ascen- sion, and during the first century, at least, every priest had to commit to memory the formulas of prayers, rites, and ceremonies. Not even the Creed and Pater Noster were put on paper or parchment. The catechumens had to learn them by word of mouth from their teachers, as well as everything else connected with religion.* *The apostles and their immediate successors were familiar with the custom of the oral transmis- sion of religious traditions which prevailed in the sacred colleges of the Jews, the Romans, the Egyp- tians, and the Brahmans. A striking example of this custom was given by Professor Whitney in his learned article on "The Veda" in The Century for April, 1887, in which, speaking of the Vedic songs, he says : " There are more than a thousand of these songs, and they contain over ten thousand two-line stanzas — a body of text about equal to the two Homeric poems taken together." The professor gave it as his opin- ion that this collection of Vedic hymns dates from about two thousand years before Christ, and he said that "this great mass of literature" — including all the Vedas — "has been handed down to our time mainly 102 On the Road to Rome. Now was not all this work done in the mode prescribed by Our Lord? He prom- ised that the Holy Spirit should guide His disciples into the truth. When, there- fore, they taught what God required of men to believe and to do in order to be saved, how could they be certain of teaching God's will infallibly unless they were certainly guided by the Holy Spirit? Yet they could not teach a common doc- trine without agreement, and they could not agree without consultation, discus- by living tradition, from the mouth of the teacher to the ear of the scholar. The schools of the Brahman priesthood . . . are not yet extinct. There is not one of the Vedic texts which has not still in India its per- sonal representatives, men who, without ever hav- ing seen a manuscript of it, can repeat it from begin- ning to end, with all its tones and accents, and not losing a syllable. " In the same way the Creed, the prayers, the Canon of the Mass, the hymns, the Psalms, and the ancient music to which they were sung, were all known and transmitted by the apostles to their catechumens and their successors. On the Road to Rome 103 sion, and a final embodiment of the truth to be taught in a "form of sound words." Thus acted in concert that body — the Church — organized by Our Lord to last till the end of time. The officers of that or- ganic body, having authority to act de- rived from Our Lord, were infallibly guided into the expression of truth when they formulated definitions of faith ; that is, prescribed what it was necessary to believe and to do in order to be saved. And the grand reason why men are bound to accept these definitions is pre- cisely because the Holy Spirit guides the Church, and especially the head of the Church — the successor of St. Peter* — *In the fall of 1853, while spending several weeks in Columbus, engaged on some literary work, I vis- ited in the family of Isaac N. Whiting, and was urged, by way of arresting my progress to Rome, to read the work of Bishop Barrow on the " Supremacy of the Pope." I took the volume which was hope fully handed me, and undertook to read it. I well 104 On the Road to Rome. into all necessary truth. Thus it is God Himself who speaks to us through these definitions, made and delivered to men authoritatively in this way. Here is di- vine authority acting through human in- strumentalities. Here is our certainty; here is our security. We know in whom we believe, and we know what we be- lieve. I am just as certain that a dogma of the Church contains the truth and ex- presses the will of God, as I am that God exists. There is and there can be no error and no mistake in these dogmas. ' remember the interest with which I read the chapter in which the bishop quoted every verse in the New Testament containing the name of Peter, and I was not surprised at his full admission that of the apos- tles Peter was primus inter pares. But the bishop's subsequent argument against the supremacy of Peter struck me as being about on a par with the argument of Presbyterians against the Episcopacy, which I had long since decided was illogical and untenable. And so my progress to Rome was not arrested, but, on the contrary, was rather hastened. On the Road to Rome. 105 And not a single instance can be found in the whole history of the Church of one dogma contradicting another. You might just as well expect that the All- Wise God would reveal one thing to-day, and a totally contradictory thing to- morrow. Now it is a matter of history that this Church was organized and instructed, and the doctrines of Christ were preached, and branches of the Church were estab- lished in all parts of the Roman Empire, in Persia and Bactriana, in far India and parts of China, and it is highly probable that St. Thomas even visited Central America, before the latest book of the New Testament was written. And it was this Church, acting officially, that passed judgment upon the numerous gos- pels, epistles, and other writings which were claimed to be sacred scriptures, and rejected many, and selected what now 106 On the Road to Rome. constitute the canon of Holy Scripture. And that Church is now, always has been, and always will be, during this dispensa- tion, the living interpreter of that book, as well as the interpreter of divine reve- lation outside of that book — the keeper and witness of the truth. Consequently when a question arises involving faith or morals — things necessary to be believed or to be done in order to be saved — the first duty is to inquire, " What does the Church teach?" When the Church, or the head of the Church, speaks ex catliedra, I must accept its definition just as I would accept a direct and properly attested reve- lation from God. I must also accept its teaching within the domain of discipline and official instruction. But all beyond that domain and the dogmas of the Church, which by the way can readily be enumerated — some of the most important being: God, the Trinity, On the Road to Rome. 107 the Incarnation, Transubstantiation, the Fall of Man, the Hypostatic Union, the Seven Sacraments, the Immaculate Con- ception, and the Infallibility of the Pope — I say all beyond these and the domain referred to is free ground, is the region of opinion in which the widest freedom is allowed consistent with those funda- mental truths ; a freedom that is all the more perfect and satisfactory because we can start out from that centre of truth which I heard Bishop Purcell describe as radiating principles of absolute certainty in every direction, w T hich serve at once as chart, compass, and anchor, with a beacon light forever illuminated by the glorious light from Heaven. Without this interpreter, thus divinely aided and guided, who could have formu- lated with certainty and established the doctrines of the Trinity, the Incarnation, Transubstantiation, and all the other 108 On the Road to Rome, great truths of Christianity? But with this interpreter, and the definitions which it unerringly makes, and the traditions which it unerringly preserves and trans- mits, the humblest layman may find the truth with certainty, and the honest seeker after truth, however long in wan- dering mazes lost, and however fiercely storm -tossed upon the ragged edge of those questions of destiny which perplex and agitate the souls of non-Catholics, may easily find, as I found in the sum- mer of 1853, a port of safety, a harbor of rest, and that sublime peace of soul which passes all understanding — a peace which is based upon the believer's absolute con- viction and certainty that the dogmas and points of faith of the Church flow logically from belief in God, thus verifying the famous saying of the French philoso- pher, Proudhon, who thought he was an atheist, but said: " Admit God, and the On the Road to Rome. 109 Roman Catholic Church, with its dogmas, is the logical consequence." " Admit God!" As if a man of any sense could do otherwise. On this point let me say a word. Obviously all my remarks have assumed the existence of God, and have been addressed to those who admit it. What then can I say to those unfortunate persons who assent to the assertion of agnostics that you can- not prove God, and therefore relegate that idea to the region of the " unknow- able"? My answer shall be given in a few words from Dr. Brownson, who, in 1873, said:* " Though reason is competent to prove the existence of God with cer- tainty when denied or doubted, as we think we have shown, it did not, and per- haps could not, have originated the idea, but has taken it from tradition, and it * Works, vol. ii., p. 97. no On the Road to Rome. must have been actually taught the first man by his Maker Himself." " If," then, as Brownson said in his review of Wil- liam Francis Newman's essay on the soul,* "the human mind is unable to generate the belief in God," and "if we can have it only as we are taught it, we must either assume that God Himself has first taught us, or else suppose an infinite series of teachers. Your father may have taught you, but who taught him? His father. But who taught his father? These questions may be continued to in- finity, and we must either assert an in- finite seri.es of teachers, which is an infinite absurdity, or we must stop with the first man, the commencement of the series of generations, and then arises the question, Who taught the first man? God Himself, is the only answer conceiv- * Works, vol. i. , p. 265. On the Road to Rome. in able, and then God really is; for if He were not, He could not teach His exist- ence, since what is not cannot act. This is historically the way in which the be- lief has actually originated. God taught the first man His own existence, and the belief has been perpetuated to us by the unbroken chain of tradition.'' Thus the human race came into possession of the idea and has never lost it, and never will lose it. Therefore it was true in the days of old, and it is true to-day, that only the fool hath said in his heart there is no God. Furthermore the very fact of the existence in the mind of man of the idea of God, as argued by St. Anselm and Brownson, is unanswerable proof of the existence of God.* * At last that famous "unknowable" theory, which during the last twenty years or more has played so conspicuous a part in the writings of "scientists," and has exerted such a widespread demoralizing in- 1 1 2 On the Road to Rome. I may here appropriately add the re- mark of Father Faber, in regard to the fluence in ail " civilized" society, has itself been hap- pily relegated to the region of darkness from which it came. For confirmation I refer to two remarka- ble articles — one, the profoundly scientific and criti- cal address of Lord Salisbury, president of the Brit- ish Association, at its last annual meeting (see Popular Science Monthly for November, 1S94), and the other, the no less profound and learned article in the Revue ties Deux Mondes for January, 1895, headed "After a Visit to the Vatican," written by the editor, M. Ferdinand Brunetiere, embodying his re- flections suggested by his interview with the Pope on the 27th of November, 1S94, when the principal sub- was the question, "How far has the advance of science crowded out religious faith?" After pointing out the "bankruptcy of science" in its failure to re- deem its promises to furnish man with the only means he has for ameliorating his lot, the editor said, as translated and digested by The Literary Digest: "No one can deny that the physical or natural sciences have promised to suppress 'mystery. ' Not only have they not suppressed it, but we see clearly to-day that they never will throw light on it. They are powerless — I will not say to resolve, but even to give a hint of a solution of questions of the utmost importance to us : these are the questions relating to the origin of man, the law of his conduct, and his future destiny. The unknowable surrounds us, en- On the Road to Rome. i 1 3 idea of the Incarnation, that neither men nor angels — "not even the highest an- velops us, constrains us ; and we cannot get from the laws of physics or the results of physiology any means of knowing anything about this unknowable. I admire as much as anybody the immortal labors of Darwin. . . . Yet, whether we are descended from the monkey, or the monkey and ourselves have a common ancestor, we have not advanced a step toward knowing anything about the origin of man. Neither anthropology, nor ethnology, nor linguistics, has ever been able to tell us what me are. What is the origin of language? What is the origin of soci- ety? What is the origin of morality? Whoever [evidently meaning the scientists referred to], in this century, has tried to answer these questions has failed miserably. And every one [of the same class] who hereafter shall try to answer these questions will fail as miserably, because you cannot conceive of man without morality, without language, or out- side of society ; and thus the very elements of the solutions are beyond the reach of science. "It is clear that the fact that science, after long trying, has been unable to aid us in any way in living proper 1 j'has been recognized by a great multitude of persons. This is proved unmistakably by the litera- ture of the last few years. There has been an un- deniable change in the sentiments of both writers and readers. The present situation may be summed 114 O n t ne Road to Rome. gelical intelligence could have conceived it without a revelation from God; and Scripture pictures the angels to us as ever bending over and looking into this mys- tery to feed their love, their wisdom, and their adoration out of its depths of glory and sweetness/' That remarkable and glorious title of Our Lord— "The Angel of the Great Council" — derives its significance from that one of the councils of eternity char- acterized by the decree of the Incarna- tion, which, as many theologians teach, preceded the permission of sin, was the first act of the Trinity ad extra — outside of itself, and was the beginning of all creation, as declared by St. John in that magnificent opening of his gospel: "In the beginning was the Logos — the Word, up in a very few words : Science has lost its pres- tige, and religion has reconquered a part of its own." On the Road to Rome. 1 1 5 and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. The same was in the beginning with God. All things were made by Him, and without Him was made nothing that was made" — the angels, the countless worlds, and man himself. And thus, as Father Faber says in " The Blessed Sacrament" (Book IV., Section III.): "The Incarnation lies at the bot- tom of all sciences, and is their ultimate explanation. It is the secret beauty in all arts. It is the completeness of all true philosophies. It is the point of ar- rival and departure to all history. The destinies of nations, as well as of individ- uals, group themselves around it. It purifies all happiness, and glorifies all sorrow. ... It is the great central fact both of life and immortality, out of sieht of which man's intellect wanders in the darkness, and the light of a divine life falls not on his footsteps. u6 On the Road to Rome. " There never has been in the world a power like to this power of the Incarna- tion. None which has wrought such changes, or brought about such tremen- dous revolutions. None which has gath- ered to itself such enthusiastic loyalty, or for which men have been so eager to lay down their lives and to shed their blood. None which has allured such a vast amount of holiness to adorn it, or of con- summate intelligence to propagate and defend it." And yet " the Incarnation is not simply a past fact ; it is the living life of the In- carnate God. It is not merely the glory of the theological schools ; it is the sacri- fice of the daily altar. On earth as well as in heaven, Jesus Himself is the pres- ent centre round which all the elements of the world of the Incarnation are per- petually revolving. . . . Nothing will explain the phenomena of the Church, On the Road to Rome. 117 nothing will interpret its history, or ac- count for its miraculous propagation and preservation, except the Blessed Sacra- ment" As it is the life of the Church, so is it the life of the individual, and be- comes to every worthy communicant the seed of immortality whereby the lost image of the Word made flesh is restored to man, and the perfection of his nature is realized by participation in the divine life. When at last I saw the truth, I could well exclaim with St. Augustine: "O Eternal Truth! Ever ancient and ever new ! Too late have I known Thee ! Too late have I loved Thee!" [Printed by Benziger Brothers, New York.] Deacidified using the Bookkeeper process. Neutralizing agent: Magnesium Oxide Treatment Date: Feb. 2006 PreservationTechnologies A WORLD LEADER IN PAPER PRESERVATION 1 1 1 Thomson Park Drive Cranberry Township. 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