Class JS LP 5S Book -P> 33 F^ Copyright^ 13-Q4- COPYRIGHT DEPOSIT. MARY SHAW BAKER Footprints on the Sands of Time MARY SHAW BAKER "Footprints that perhaps another Sailing o'er life's solemn main, Some forlorn and shipzvrecked brother Seeing, may take heart again." BOSTON RICHARD G. BADGER The Gorham Press 1904 Copyright 1903 by Mary Shaw Baker. All Rights Reserved LIBRARY of CONGRESS Two Copies Received APR 19 1904 Copyright Entry O^u .l<\—lao'4- CLASS 0- XXc. No. 5- — ? 1 U- COPY B Printed at The Gorham Press Boston, U. S. A. To Mrs. Mary Patterson Smith Woodville, Mississippi PREFACE This volume was not premeditated. Ever since my earliest recollection I have written rhyme. My father was an officer in the British army, 68th Durham Light Infantry. He was unwilling to rear a daughter in Barracks, so placed me at ex- tremely early age in boarding school, Water- ford, Ireland. Here my rhymes attracted no- tice. The first, of which I have recollection were suggested by a letter from father and ran as fol- lows : I'm on the field of glory now, I've soldiers brave at my command, I've wreath of laurel on my brow But I'm far from my fatherland. They shout, they shout, they say I'm great They say I'm happy, brave and free — But oh, I wish it were my fate My fatherland once more to 1 see. The field is stained with human gore And this great battle now is done, But oh, to see that land once more I'd give the laurels I have won. I'd give my treasures, wealth and power — I'd give all earth if I could roam — To pluck one wild, dear Irish flower That grows within my native home. I think I was about seven years old when this was written. When asked where I found the verses, I was puzzled and could only reply. "I PREFACE think they just popped into my head." My work was much praised, but this did not elate me, I was lonely and homesick and did not like being called a genius. I wanted to be like other children. I pined for home. I continued always to write when anything "popped into my head. " At the age of fourteen I was left an orphan and came with friends to America. The spirits of my child- hood — the Spirit of Song and the Spirit of Sor- row — came with me, and have always remained my companions. I found bread and work and sometime leisure for the Muse. My verses were picked up by friends who, with my consent, but without my approval, published them. Finally under the nom de plume of Mabel I became vol- untary contributor to periodicals. My work was well received and approved by eminent literary authorities. By the advice of many and with the assistance of my friend, Mrs. Wm. Hamilton, I prepared a volume for publication. This I com- mitted to care of an acquaintance going to New York. It was stolen and never recovered. I sup- pose the thief finding that the package contained nothing of value to him, destroyed it. I became contributor to several periodicals and seemed to be entering on a successful literary career. At this time, the Civil War broke out. During the contest, my whole energy was devoted to work- ing for the soldiers. In October '63, I married a wounded Confederate soldier. He lost prop- erty and health. I was not strong. We had hardship. At the end of fourteen years. I was left a penniless widow with one child. Circum- stances and surroundings give no chance for lit- PREFACE erary work. My daily labor was required to keep the wolf from the door. After many years of many vicissitudes, I drifted into this lodging where, at least, the early hours of morning are free from disturbance. Most of these poems were written with the first beams of the rising sun brightening the page. In writing, I simply fol- lowed inclination without any thought of result. I contributed occasional scrap to newspaper. Cas- ually, I began to show my morning work to my friend and neighbor, Mrs. Mary Patterson Smith. She rebuked me for the time I had lost — the op- portunities I had recklessly cast aside. I had been many times upbraided by others on this ac- count, but nothing had thoroughly stirred me until she aroused my full sense of responsibil- ity. Returning to my lodging, heart within me said "Even at the eleventh hour I will make an effort." Still I had no further idea than to write my best and contribute to newspapers. I had no thought of preparing a volume, but the work, very much to my surprise grew and accumulated. Whatever good arises from it is largely due to Mrs. Smith. Without her encouragement, it would never have been written, although at all times and under all circumstances, I have been urged to cultivate my gift. I never before real- ized its importance and value. Now placing this book in the hands of the reader, I trust that it may prove to be as its title page indicates. M. S. BAKER, Woodville, Miss. CONTENTS "Where Do They Come From?" 13 Mars 14 Tri-Colored 15 Song of a Shirt 17 The Cannon 19 "Cast Thy Bread Upon The Waters" 20 Outward Bound 21 "What is Worth Doing at All is Worth Do- ing Well" 23 Burial of Mr. J. B. Morris 25 In the Morning 26 The Queen's Reply 27 I Don't Know What to Do 29 I Know 30 Separate 32 Knitting 34 Tramore Bay 36 Ships Far Away 38 Returned 40 Beggar and King 41 May Dew 42 Your Wish 44 9 CONTENTS Kitty Cat 45 Waiting 46 Birdie 47 The Rope 48 The Poet 49 "Come Back and Kiss Me" 50 Sleep 52 Unaware 53 Grandma's Carpet 54 Misfortune 56 I. O. O. F 57 "It Might Have Been" 58 To Estelle Anna Metzger on Her Baptismal Day 59 Stitching 60 "Mills of the Gods" 61 At the Station 62 At Last 63 Poems 65 The Two 66 The Problem 68 Spirit of Song 69 10 CONTENTS The Florist 71 Settled 72 Our 73 Angel Voices 74 Woodville, Miss 75 The Tespot 77 The Promised Land 78 Postman 79 The Last Mile 81 Why? 82 The Engineer 84 Woman 86 Uncle Sam 88 Midnight 89 No Pain, No Pleasure 91 The Cover 92 My Dream 93 The Best Thing to Do 95 Old and Poor 96 Tacking 97 Prayer ^9 A Bad Habit 100 11 CONTENTS Erin 102 Friend and Foe 103 Autumn Leaves 104 Little Bird 106 We Do Not Know 108 Memory Pictures of Erin 109 Josey in Pride 113 12 "WHERE DO THEY COME FROM?" "Where do they come from?" I don't know, That question was asked of me long ago; When I was a child at my mother's knee And the songs were so gently bro't to me. "Where do they come from?" my mother said, In book or in paper where have you read "What I've never seen?" so puzzled quite I looked in my mother's face that night And answered, "I think they pop into my head." And now, dear friend, you may ask again Whence flows to my pen the soft refrain, I know as little as I knew when My infant fingers first grasped the pen; I only know that my spirit wings, Away and away, and with Nature sings, I only know that the simplest flower Breathes voice to me in the loneliest hour, I only know that the waves at play Bring music soft o'er the sunkissed bay. I only know that a single word Can sweep o'er the harp and its chords are stirred; I only know that a touch can shake The spirit within me, and music make; I only know that I would not part With the songs that breathe to mylist'ning heart; I only know that they come and go — Never afar — with their voices low; I can only answer, as puzzled quite, I answered my mother that summer night, The songs you have never seen or read It seems to me "pop into my head." 13 MARS They have spread before them a map of stars, And learnedly talk of the planet Mars; I sit in the corner — a simple child, With a fairy story book sweet, beguiled, But I drop the volume to hear them tell Of beings who maybe in Mars do dwell, That it is inhabited I've no doubt But their nature I'm sure is past finding out; These men that talk are so very wise May build a railroad to reach the skies And telephone stations may fix afar On lightning posts from star to star. There can be no guessing what man can do In the seas below or the skies so blue, But some how I do not long to see What Mars' inhabitants chance to be; They might perhaps in their glorious plan O'ershadow the pride of the mundane man ; They might convince us we are not all, And treat us with scorn and make us small. Sometimes perhaps, I may wing away A rover free in the realms of day Sometime perhaps I may better know The way that my spirit has to go, But the trip is long — there are many stars I may touch before reaching the planet Mars, And so, at the present, I don't desire My heart to weaken — my brain to tire About a matter that I can see Is nothing at all in the world to me. I'm here, and here I shall still remain 14 MRS. M. P. SMITH To struggle against it is just in vain — There's lots on this earth for me to learn, Good knowledge for which I am bound to yearn, Good knowledge and plenty this side the stars, So I have not to study the planet Mars! TRI-COLORED The bugle call and the roll of drum Were the earliest sounds I heard, The rattling gun and the marching feet My baby pulses stirred. I gazed with joy on the scarlet coat, My father, so dear, was one, And never was scene more grand and brave Under the rising sun — Than soldiers marching thro' barracks gate, For my baby heart was warm — Oh nothing could be more bright or fair Than my father's uniform. Long years sped by, and I crossed the main, I turned from the em'rald shore With orphaned heart and a sad farewell For the land I should see no more. But under Columbia's skies I found The home and the loving heart, I found a place and a work to do And I thanked for my daily part; Swift years sped on and the call of war With an angry shouting came. Brother 'gainst brother — the North and the South — Broke out in destruction flame; I saw my husband so young and strong As he marched from our cot away 15 With the rusty gun he had brightened up And his coat of dingy grey; I bade him go, for my life was young, Its rebel pulses warm And nothing could seem more royal then Than my husband's uniform. Then years sped by and the bugle call Rang wild thro' the angry land, Our nation insulted by Spain had been The insult we could not stand! My son said "Mother" — here he smiled, "I'm a rebel thro' and thro', But my country calls and I must away To fight with the boys in blue!" I did not ask him to stay — Oh, no! For my heart was brave and warm And nothing could seem more fine and grand Than my son's blue uniform! My father sleeps on Emerald shore Touched by the Irish Sea, My husband rests in a lonely grave Under a Southern tree, The grey moss trails above his bed, The birds a requiem sing — A soft low chant for the soldier low Who fell in life's sunny spring. My son is away in the far off west, He is not a soldier now; And lines of care by the toiling years Are marking his youthful brow. He is living in peace, but then I know He's ready to march and do 16 When a foreign foe dares Uncle Sam And rouses his boys in blue. So now you see 'tis not very strange, The heart that is in me warm, Wears with pride and with love that are justly there A tri-colored uniform. Dear friend, when you fold my fingers cold Just place with a loving hand These colors three in flowers expressed — The angels will understand, For under whatever skies I sleep My soul will for aye be true To the colors that Heaven arranged for me, The scarlet, the grey, the blue! SONG OF A SHIRT You have heard the story in prose I know, But in rhyme, perhaps it will make more show Of mighty king in a dreadful plight With disease that troubled him day and night; His doctors contended, and tho't and planned, And strove all they could to understand — Appendicitis was then unknown, Probably this was what made him groan, And any how his kingdom great Was sad upset at his doubtful state, His doctors dosed him with pill by rule, For at that time there was no capsule; But the more they gave him, the worse he got Until he called them an "idiot lot," Until he got mad and stoutly swore He would be dosed by their trash no more Now here was dilemma that all see plain, 17 "Call in the sages to soothe his pain!" In came of sages the very best — And this was his firm and stern behest "Go forth oh, King — there's no cure for thee Till thou meet a man who from care is free; Thy cure is certain when you can Swap shirts with a perfectly happy man!" Up sprang the monarch — "I'm saved!" he cried, "To find that man I'll look far and wide — ■ Confound the doctors, and thanks to you For a task that is so easy to do!" So off he started in royal pride On a trip he found was far and wide, Go where he would, 'twas all the same, Each heart held its measure of woe or blame, Some answered "Yes, I'd have perfect bliss If it wasn't for that — if it wasn't for this!" And so at last in deep despair The monarch said "I will hie me where The trouble began, and lay me down For nought to me are sceptre and crown!" So homeward his footsteps weary turned, His soul opprest by the lesson learned — A street obscure chanced in his way Where hot was shining the glare of day, He noticed a cobbler in shabby stall, Sewing and tugging with busy awl Singing aloud as his stitches ran — "Thank Heaven, I am a happy man!" The king astonished paused to hear In a place like this such song of cheer; "Cobbler, oh, cobbler! — my dearest friend To all of my troubles you've made an end Swap shirts with me — I'm a mighty king, Great honor to you the act will bring!" 18 The cobbler stared, "My wants are few I always find work on some broken shoe; I would swap with you — that wouldn't hurt — But — honest man — I haven't a shirt!" THE CANNON Once I saw in the mouth of a gun, Left on the field when the fray was done, A dear little bird which had found rest And built for her birdlings, a cozy nest — An aged soldier puts back the weeds To find whence the twitter of joy proceeds And so we gaze with wondering eyes As the little bird sings in her Paradise In the Cannon mouth that rested quite Since the long ago of a bloody fight. Over and over I think again Of the blood and sorrow — the tears in vain, That were caused by the belching of hate and fire That burst from the cannon in dev'lish ire, And now from the self same iron ring Float the song, and the flutter of happy wing; The veteran bows his head in thought, Then speaks with a voice — emotion fraught, "My child" he says "'tis a lesson sweet, A thing like this in our way to meet, The old is passing in rust away — The struggle — the strife — the dev'lish fray, Your youth like the birdie may joyous spring Thro weeds of remembrance and sweetly sing Of a better time — of a peace in life That may follow the crash of murderous strife, That may silence the roar of the iron gun And awaken joy that the cause is won 19 That may bring the day to our own dear land When all shall unite in a glorious band, And the roar of the gun shall silenced be By the sweet-voiced bird of Liberty!" "CAST THY BREAD UPON THE WATERS" "Cast thy bread upon the waters, after many days of pain, After many days of waiting, it shall come to thee again." With thy garner overflowing and thy soul from starving free Give and lend unto the needy — it shall thrice re- turn to thee! It will come when fortune lowers, some kind heart perhaps unknown, Will reach out amid the darkness and respond unto thy own — It will come when sickness finds thee — it will come in hour of grief And the hand which thou hast strengthened shall be there with sure relief. "Cast thy bread upon the waters" let the love within thy breast Kindle freely toward the struggling and thy la- bor shall be blest — Hold the cup of healing kindness to the lips that parch and fade, They will give thee back a blessing and thy own thirst shall be stayed. 20 They will give thee back a blessing that will cling in pain or woe, That will follow as an angel wherever thou dost go, That will cheer thee 'mid the tempest and lift thy drooping head When the winter howls about thee and life's ear- ly hopes are dead. "Cast thy bread upon the waters" for the night comes on apace And the sun now shining o'er thee 'mid the gloom will hide his face, But the God who knoweth all things will then whisper in thy pain, "Thou hast comforted thy brothers — they shall comfort thee again!" And the brow which thou hast lifted and the hand thy own hath prest, Shall be sent to lift thee gently to some loving human breast, And amid the sorest trial thou shalt feel this truth divine, If I soothe another's sorrow, he at last will light- en mine! OUTWARD BOUND I was panting and hot and sweating, My forehead shed drops like rain, For I had been running wildly To catch the outgoing train; I dropped on the bench aweary My face was a flaming red, And in angry heat of passion I dashed the hat from my head — 21 The wary policeman saw me, To my side he swiftly came, "Pray, stranger, why is this trouble And who is the one to blame?" "No one!" I briskly answered, "I was bound for the eastern train — It is gone — it is gone, and left me, And my chasing was all in vain!" The policeman laughed out loudly, I was tempted to strike him dead, But a wiser mood prevailing I merely groaned instead; I looked straight up at his features — They wore such a comical look, I could see and could read his wonder As if in an open book, "Why man!" he said "you've been drinking To take such a race in vain Trying to catch the western When you wanted the eastern train!" Just then the eastern came puffing, I had not a word to say, But swung aboard rejoicing To be safely under way. I laughed till they thought me crazy Aboard the eastern train As I tho't of my foolish chasing Of the western — all in vain! Ah, many a time since that error I've tho't of the long past hour. And many a time since that error I have vainly expended power; I see the smiling policeman 22 In plain clothes strolling by, I see them gaze at my folly With quizical, wondering eye, They know I've been rushing madly And my rush is all in vain Chasing the outbound western While I'm needing the eastern train; Well, laugh as you will, policemen, I am not alone this way, For isn't the same thing happening To every one every day? "WHAT IS WORTH DOING AT ALL IS WORTH DOING WELL" I once had a teacher, in years long ago, Her ringlets of jet freely sprinkled with snow, Life's struggle had sharpened her features once fair And her forehead, tho' smooth wore the shadow of care, But the storm was now lulled, and the lip and the eye Spoke of triumph o'er passion, and hopes set on high, So kindly she led us along the true way, Patiently, lovingly — day after day, And often she said "In your hearts let it dwell — What's worth doing at all is worth doing well." I used to think then she was formal and cold, And I could see clearer than one growing old, I listened of course to the words that she said But the weight of her maxims ne'er bothered my head; 23 'There are things may be slighted" my judgment would say, "And I'm sure all my life, I shall find it that way," But at last — tho' quite late, I have learned to tell "What's worth doing at all is worth doing well!" Sitting here after school hours — the children at play, My heart travels back to that time far away — In fancy I sit 'mid the green hills once more With the soft evening sun smiling in at the door And the breaking of waves sounding clear on the strand; (Shall I see thee no more, oh, my own native land!) Was it only a dream full of joyousness free That never — ah, never can come back to me! Ah, weak heart, cease pining — how many feet roam Away from the green hills of childhood's sweet home, Do'st think thou art better than others whose pain Is to ponder o'er pleasures that come not again? Do'st think that no shadow should'st fall on thy way That beauty and peace should be with thee each day? How great is thy folly! arise from its spell, And go to work promptly — and do thy work well! 24 Let poverty find thee — let friendship forsake, Let troubles encompass — thy spirit to break Let pride look with scorn, let foes cast thee down, Let the cross press upon thee, but think of the crown — And know that at worst it is in thee to rise With thy banner of triumph flung out to the skies ! Still hold and remember these words as a spell "What's worth doing at all is worth doing well." Ah, teacher, dear teacher — now under the sod, Thy patient sweet spirit gone home to thy God, Thou art with me to-day just the same as of old, And thy words are before me in pictures of gold, Still the lessons thou gavest far off by the sea Are a glory and gladness forver to me, And thy words sound to-day as a clear silver bell "What's worth doing at all is worth doing well." BURIAL OF MR. G. B. MORRIS A quiet scene in a forest — the sun just sinking down, About our feet the shadows on carpet green and brown An open grave surrounded by a faithful brother- hood, A solemn voice uplifted where we in silence stood. In silence and in sadness, to see one laid away Whose life had closed in quiet as lovely summer day, 25 Awaiting to see him covered — shut in from hu- man eyes One who will wait to greet us beyond the starry skies. Of many a faith and nation around the grave we prest To see the sod fall lightly on gentle human breast: All tho't of ev'ry difference, that brief hour out of sight. Gathered as we'll gather in the final judgment light. The hour and the scene were fitting — a life so calmly done, And at last a group of mourners tinged by the setting sun, We turned away from graveyard — away from light grown dim, While over the new mound quivered the sweet birds vesper hymn; While up above our vision — above our power to hear, We know our friend found welcome where the good are true and dear. IN THE MORNING Last night I lay in the darkness And I heard the gusty rain And the angry howl of the storm and wind As it shook the window pane; I heard with awe and shuddered, And the chill within my breast Shivered my frame as ague, 26 And banished the balm of rest; Oh, night, so cruel and stormy — Alas, for the boats at sea And the toilers out on the billows Raging so wild and free ! Then stars arose, and the morning Came in with a shattered light, And anon the glory of sunrise Banished the gloom of night; I opened the window gladly, I gazed at the glittering trees, I said "Thank God for the morning That bringeth this hour of ease!" I thought of the night of sorrow When my heart saw naught but rain, And the grief storm 1 dashed upon it As gusts on the shaken pain; Then my heart sped upward — upward, Till it reached the realms above, And I saw the sparkling rain drops Hang on the bowers of love. Oh, night of storm and darkness! Oh, morning of peace and rest! The Father sends us, He wills it, And his will is surely the best! THE QUEEN'S REPLY "Fain would I climb, but I fear a fall!" "Nay then," spake the Queen "Climb not at all!" Twas a royal answer and nobly said To the young knight list'ning with downcast head; 27 Twas a glorious tho't from a peerless soul That never had stooped to a fear's control, It was fit recording and handing down As a saying worthy of England's Crown, Of one who had never dreamed of a fall — "Sir Knight, if you fear, climb not at all!" Somehow, tonight, my spirit is stirred By the ringing force of that queenly word, Over I have heard it and oft again Thro' all of my life with its clear refrain, But it comes to-night as something new Leading aloft to the noble and true, Exhorting the soul to its fullest might To rise and to soar in the realms of light, "Climb daringly upward — you will not fall, But if you're in fear, climb not at all!" There's nothing truer — in fear, you know, Downward the glance to the gulf below, Uncertain the step as the nerves give way And the heart is checked in its fullest play, Strive on if you will, with a noble aim, The pathway is open to deathless fame; Climb up if you will, but look not down, Remember the saying of England's Crown — Higher and higher — dream not you'll fall, But, if you're in fear — climb not at all!" Higher and higher with all your might, Mount thro' the gloom of the starless night, Still higher and higher unharmed ascend, Solicit not aid from your nearest friend; Still "higher" and "higher!" your watchword be Tho' troubles surround like an angry sea 'Mid all your dangers, look not below, 28 Ask never assistance of friend or foe; Make firm your footing — you shall not fall, But "if you're in fear, climb not at all!" Oh, magical rhyme — thro' ages long Written in history — told in song, Remain in my heart as you are tonight, Awaking and prompting to deeds of might, Remain in my heart with your clear refrain Lulling the voices that clamor of pain, Checking the impulse to look below Where, irking to strike, is the dastard foe, Remain in my heart till my aching eyes Can be^r the light of the unveiled skies, Mount daringly up, and you shall not fall, But "if you're in fear, climb not at all!" I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO My friend came up with a pleasant face And paused at my open door, My bread was burned to cinders quite And my cream spilled on the floor, "See here!" I cried "how I'm all upset — I've worried the morning thro', My husband cross — the children wild And I don't know what to do! 'Tis true that the mill was whistling shrill And breakfast a little late, But my Lord had no need to growl and slam As he passed thro' the garden gate. I'm always striving to do my best, But somehow, my best will fail; The harder I try — the more it seems That confusion must prevail. *9 I buttered that bread so very nice And thought I would toast it thro' — I turned to beat up the cream in haste — The bowl from my fingers flew, My bread is burned — my cream is spilled And I don't know what to do! My friend had older grown than I, The locks on her temples grey For pleasure and sorrow had worn her heart For many and many a day ! She touched my arm with a gentle grace And it seemed she almost smiled As she said "You are wasting your heart and brain, And what is the good, my child? The bread is burned — the cream is spilled, But worries makes nothing right, More milk can be had — more buttered bread Is not hopelessly out of sight! I've learned what now I would like to teach It will help you the whole way thro', Just pause in your flurry and think a bit When you don't know what to do, You may keep your sleeves rolled up, of course, And the right way will come to you ! I KNOW I know I am bound by the laws of man I obey with a cheerful mind — I know this is well for human good And the safety of human kind. I know each day as I take my way Along thro' life's busy mart 30 There's joy and sorrow for ev'ry one, And I must accept a part. I know I am on a level here With every human thing, A fit companion for lowliest child, A peer for the mightiest king. I know that we are as brothers all Forming a passing band If a comrade fall, I must stoop to help And give him a lifting hand. If my comrade rise to a prospered seat, If he reach an upper place, Lo be glad with him I ought to be And my gladness is no disgrace! But beyond all this, my spirit speeds Away in the realms above I hear the choir of the Angels sweet And I join in their song of love. I need no teacher to show me this, No voice between God and me As I gaze each morn at the rising sun And silently bend the knee. I need no teacher to lead my soul, Gods holds me in his hand; I know my spirit is his for aye And His teaching I understand. I know no creed can bind my sight, I see thro' the veil tho' dim; I hear His voice — and His voice alone And my spirit responds to Him. 31 I care not what creed my comrade claims, I care not what guise he wears, I know if he call for aid that I Must lighten his daily cares. I know the God Who placed me here As one of a human band Still holds my spirit and guides my way With firm, unerring hand. I know I am in His presence now Where else could I chance to stray? I've been in His presence my whole life thro' And there I must surely stay! SEPARATE Playmates were they in their baby days Their homes by the ocean grand, Together they danced — together they sang On the shining pebbly strand. Together they grew in beauty rare With sinless hearts and true, Their spirits light — their tho'ts as white As waves on the crested blue. Together they talked in girlhood's days And longingly looked away And dreamed of strands in far off lands Beyond their narrow bay. One wished for fame — for the magic power To wake the list'ning heart, She sighed to herself "I must away And take in the world a part!" 32 The other with blue and dreamy eyes Longed too for a far off goal, She knew that somewhere there blooms and breathes Sweet calm for the waiting soul. The maidens two in their sea girt homes, Each longed for the joys afar, Each answered the call of voice within And followed her guiding star. The ships came in with their white spread sails The maidens were parted there, The stately one with the flashing eyes And the one with golden hair. We will keep each other's ship in sight No matter how far the end — Each will answer each for ever and aye With love of a changeless friend. The wind blew high, and the wind blew low Their vessels were dashed apart And newer scenes and newer friends Crowded each youthful heart. Sometimes, in a dream of far away Each turned to a distant shore, And gathered shells in baby glee With the loved one seen no more! But roaring waters bore on and on Thro' sunshine and tempest wild, The ships were rudely dashed aside 'Neath heavens that frowned and smiled. 33 Each woman trod on her destined shore One climbed to the hills of fame The other lost in the giddy crowd Where no one could tell her name. And now, they are resting far apart — On bosoms the heavy clod Their spirits away by angels borne Up to the smile of God. One sleeps under costly stone inscribed With a lofty sounding name, One sleeps in a bed — grass grown — obscure And no one can tell her name. One lies where the honored are proud to come To gaze on the flower-crowned mold Where rises the shaft of a costly stone And praise of the dead is told. The other lies in a Potter's Field Under the arch so blue, But each has met her childhood's mate With a love for aye so true. Oh, dreamer of fame — oh seeker of power Who reeks where the bodies lie, When spirits meet in the shining morn — In realms beyond the sky? KNITTING To-day, as I hummed o'er my knitting Snatches of merriest song, Suddenly came a perception That part of my work had gone wrong. 34 Nearer the sunlight I drew it And sure enough, plain could be seen The dropped stitch in yesterday's knitting — My moment's vexation was keen. I drew out the light-burdened needles Ripped back to the flaw in the lace, I felt — oh, so angry in thinking Of the stitch I had dropped out of place. All a morning's work wasted for nothing, A precious time idled away Repairing the wrong of a blunder So tho'tlessly made yesterday. At last when the stitches were righted, Resuming my knitting again, To my heart came a train of reflection — Reflection enwoven with pain. A voice in my breast uttered sadly, Ah, if in our lives we could rue, Could pluck from the fabric our needles And yesterday's blunders undo. How many a spirit now living, How many a heart that tis crushed Would spring with a pean of triumph, Would cast off the canker and rust! Sweet Angel of Hope, come beside me, Just touch with your white wings my brow And prompt me to take the true stitches In the fabric I'm working with now. 35 Oh' give of your light and your patience, Let your tintings embelish my way And grant that tomorrow may show me No flaw in the work of today! TRAMORE BAY The waves dash high on the rocky shore And the echoes wild mock the ceaseless roar Of the restless sea. The light spray gleams over granite hill Where the metal man's finger pointeth still To the rocks half hid beneath waters free; The seaman's song, as the ship goes by, Still blends with the mournful shrilly cry Of the sea bird wild, The dark rocks stretch round the sunny land — As mighty guardians, in pride the stand For the surges pause where their forms are piled. Sad, thrilling tales from the sea's dark caves Are borne to the land over foaming waves On glittering spray — Mournful they are, but children sing While the wild bird listens on half poised wing To the music soft ere he soars away, For songs of gladness are sweet to hear And the tones of ocean are cold and drear, They have sounds of pain, Still the children play with pebble's bright And they laugh and dance in the summer light Nor heed the sighs of the murmuring main. The strand is covered with shining stones And here and there lie the bleaching bones 36 Of mariners brave; For tombs are many beneath the tide Where Neptune's billows so mournfully glide With requiems wild o'er each nameless grave. Tis sad to hear when the tide comes in With its never-ending unchanging din, That dirge like song; Even children hush their tones of glee, And in fright away from the strand they flee With their pure hands linked like a fairy throng. When darkness frowns and moonbeams pale Glance soft thro' the mist of the night's spread veil Over shore and sea; Then mermaids rise from their unseen caves And their forms look fair on the tossing waves As they rise and fall with wild surges free; Then spectre boats o'er the waters glide, But no oar is dipped in the foaming tide And no song is sung, But they come and go with measure slow Gathering the dead where dark surges flow While spray, as they pass, o'er the shore is flung! When stars grow pale, and Aurora bright Over land and sea spreads her wing of light, Beneath briny waves The mermaids dive, and their syren song Is heard in the halls where the spectre throng With horrible glee, spread their victims' graves, But the sunlit foam and smiling sky Is all that is seen by the human eye, While melodies clear 37 Of winds and waters untaught and free Chiming together in harmony Is all that is heard by human ear. Long, long ago, in my childhood's hours When my heart was pure as the simple flower That bloomed round my home, I used to watch on the pebbly strand For the fisher boats that were far from land Tossing about on treacherous foam. Ah, sweet was my joy at close of day When the boats were moored in the dear old bay And the gladsome sound Of song and mirth on sunlit shore Was echoed and swelled above ocean roar By the joyous strain of the homeward bound ! As the bird which sings in gilded dome, Yet turns to the light of his greenwood home And his native sky, So turns my spirit in grief or glee To this simple picture of memory All pure and bright to my tear-dimmed eyes, I'm glad 'tis past with its smiles and tears The sad sweet dream of my earliest years; Yet its memory Comes like a spell in my daily life Uplifting my soul in its toils and strife And lighting the way to Eternity! SHIPS FAR AWAY Here by the shore of the narrow bay Whence our ships have floated so far away, I sit in the light of the glowing west And hope for the freight I would love the best 38 Where long ago, I spread out free My sails of Hope on uncertain sea — Returned not yet, so I look and wait While sitting in doubt at the Golden Gate, So many ships are plain in sight, But some have gone down in storms of night- Some dashed to pieces on rocky shore, Their torn white sails to come no more, Their rich freight lying in mermaids' caves Under the tossing of sun kissed waves And many — oh, many, look out in vain, For the ships they ventured to come again — How long to wait — I sit and dream, While watching the waters in sunset gleam I see the ships that are coming in, But the name on the prow is far and dim, I shade my eyes — they are dazzled quite As fall the beams of departing light. I look about me — I hear the wail Of sorrowful voices from lips all pale; Their ships are sunk, their freight all lost; Their crews deep lying where storms are tost! I see anear me the hopeful eye Scanning the sails 'gainst western sky — If loss is theirs — the news not yet Has come tho' the sun is nearly set. I look, I look, with straining brain; I try to read 'cross the tossing main, My name on some incoming vessel's prow — So long away, but still watched for now, Wrecked or returning I can't divine; Oh, which of the ventured ships is mine? 39 RETURNED It has come! its white sails furled safe in the quiet bay; The ship I have waited and watched for — it has been so far away! Now as the stars are twinkling — shining out one by one My ship is safe in harbor and all my waiting is done ; I hear glad voices cheering — blent with billows roar, I touch the friendly grasping of friends upon the shore, Gold and glory have found me — my bliss seems quite complete For even Love is whispering, and courtiers are at my feet; But ah, for one single whisper — one touch of the helping hand, One breath from the friend that waited when my ship went out from land; Oh long and weary the waiting — the watching of night and day But the friend of my anxious morning has passed from my sight away, And the tears — the tears are falling, splashing as stormy rain For the dear one faded from me whose face comes not again, And now in this moment of triumph, I stand with tear-dimmed eyes And my joy in a cloud is drooping under the starry skies, The friends around me wonder — they think my bliss complete 40 With my white winged ship in harbor and treas- ures at my feet. Yes! yes! thank God for the evening that has bro't my vessel back Unwrecked, and treasure laden over the stormy track; But oh, for the friend that cheered me when my way was long and sore And we watched the vessel sailing and feared it might come no more, Forgive these tears unbidden — from deepest fount they start, For oh, what can repay me for the loss of one faithful heart ? BEGGAR AND KING Under the same blue arch above That bends to shelter us all with love, We lie asleep, and watching eyes Shine alike on all from quiet skies; The beggar in rags — the king with crown, Both are lying in slumber down, Each with his dream of pain or power Sleeping and still in the midnight hour; To both alike — to beggar and king, There will come tomorrow's awakening, One to wander thro' busy street, Never a friend or a joy to meet, Hunger and cold as he treads the snow And his brain is weak, and his heart beats low; The other calls to his courtiers' near, Watching and listening his voice to hear; Wherever he turns thro' all the land Outstretched to meet him — the friendly hand And looks of love in the beaming eyes 41 That watch his footsteps with bright disguise. I look at both and I think the while How little differ the frown and smile — A few brief days — and the same blue dome O'er Potter's Field and o'er royal tomb Will bend while the watching eyes above Will shine on both with equal love; Beggar and king will sleep once more, Their dreams of mortality all passed o'er, The sorrow — the triumph — alike laid down, The garb of rags, and the dazzling crown In fancy I follow to realms afar, And wing apast sun and moon and star I look within as I stand and wait For my turn to enter the jasper gate; My guardian spirit is at my side, He shows me gardens so grand and wide; I see the white robed — a glorious throng While the air vibrates with united song Two beauteous spirits amid them all, Look glad at me and beckoning call, My guardian smiles "You saw them when Each had his day in the ways of men; One had sorrow — one wore a crown, But each is forgotten — on earth laid down," I ask as I gaze on each dazzling wing "But which was beggar, and which was king?" MAY DEW I have looked on the splendor of cities, The pomp and the glories of art; I have gathered from lips that were gifted The wisdom which strengthens the heart; I have gazed on the faces of beauty, Have paused before pictures divine 42 In the hush of the pauses of anthems That were to the spirit as wine; I have trodden on carpets whose richness Was woven for royalty's tread, Where the radiance from chandeliers golden Streamed soft from the vaults overhead, And the music stole in like enchantment From organs so wondrously grand That it seemed as if only the angels Could touch with so skillful a hand; But this morning I wander 'mid glory The beauty and freshness of May, And the voices of minstrels about me Have lifted my soul from the clay, Around me the fragrance of blossoms, Above the blue arch of the sky, And the sun thro' the branches just glancing In His hand who is Ruler on high, I have thrown myself down on the grasses, Have laid my hot brow in the dew And I rise as the voices around me Call "Go to thy labors anew! " Oh, hearts that are weary and aching, Steal forth from the dwellings of men, Leave the pomp and the glitter of fashion And come where the angels have been ; One song from the warblers of Nature, One hour with thy soul and thy King Is worth all the preaching of churches — All the eloquence learning can bring; This morning to me has been better Than weeks 'mid the glories of art, For I've knelt at the feet of my Maker, And gathered His smile to my heart! 43 YOUR WISH The wish in your heart — come soon or late, You'll find was written by hand of Fate, The wish in your heart will come about If not in the way you have mapped out Just all the same — it will come to you As sure as the skies above are blue; If you wish for strife — if you wish for fame, You'll surely whistle and call the same; Hand against hand — the ready blow Will meet you — striking where'er you go; If you wish for peace — the loving word, You'll speak, and reply will be quickly heard; If you wish for gold — you will grasp and gain Not pausing to think of a neighbor's pain; If you wish for power — you'll stem the tide, And over the turbulent billows ride; If you wish for Poet's happy dream, You'll find it by mountain, vale and stream; If you wish for love— '-for the kindly hand, And the heart that can truly understand, You will open the door of welcoming And Love, with his harp just wandering, Will step inside with a song so free To fill up your life with melody ; You often think that wishes are in vain, But this is my constant, fixed refrain, The wish in your heart is your guiding star, You cannot stray from it very far; The storms may rise and the waves may beat And turbulent break at your waiting feet ; The sun may dazzle — the night may gloom, But this I assert is your final doom, Come soon or late, though it may not be As your fancy pictures on land or sea, 44 Whatever you wish, by night or day As the years of life hurry away, Your wish is Destiny's guiding star, You cannot stray from it very far. KITTY CAT Now Kitty Cat, you were hardly right To leave me here in a lonely plight, We were friends together — shine or rain, Sweet to my ear was your purr's refrain; I gave you share of my daily food, Sometimes, perhaps, 'twas not very good; It may be the fare was sometimes bad Kitty — I gave you the best I had. You went without warning cross the street To neighbor whose fish was fine and sweet, Whose cream was rich, and you found the bowl That made you feel as a happy soul; 'Twas human nature — that's very true — But something better I tho't in you, I passed you sometimes — you glanced at me With tho't in heart I could plainly see You could do without me — 'twas not wise To show so plain in your blinking eyes — My neighbor has moved — you're left alone You've come to claimi what was long your own ; My door is open — your milk and bread You'll find as of yore in kitchen shed, You may come and stay — a home I'll give If you wish it while we both do live, And now I do not intend to blame, But my love for you can't be the same As when I indulged in silly dream That you wouldn't desert for fish and cream! 45 WAITING Across the page in living light This word we read as it comes in sight "Waiting." The babe at its mother's breast Looks up in her eyes with wond'ring quest; The word is written across the page, In morning hour — at life's earliest age; The child as he hies his way to school, Rebellious alike of task and rule, Sees clear the word, and his waiting eyes Look forward to freedom's paradise; The youth as he dreams on mount or glen To higher rise then his fellow men, Impatient waiting his heart's desire With eagle eye and with heart of fire, Longs madly to see the page that's next While waiting, waiting — and sore perplexed; The man in the mart or study hour Sees glad the word that is bringing power, He's waiting just a turn in the flood To bring him lasting and special good ; The old man sits by the glowing grate Still waiting to reach a better state; His form is bent and his heart is cold He's striven for fame, for love, for gold — He's had them all, and his sun is set, He sits in the firelight waiting yet. I wonder if ever will come a day With "waiting" passed from our lives away- I wonder if ever will come the hour When we'll wait no more for fame or power Or love or glory or something new, That we always fancy is our due ; I wonder if "Waiting" unwritten be In wonderful book of Eternity, 4 6 If at last will fade from life's mystic page The word we're reading from youth to age; I wonder if when we're here no more And our feet are treading promised shore Beyond the waters so dark and deep, Which all must cross in a dreamless sleep; I wonder if "Waiting" will fade away In glorious light of eternal day. How welcome these words — so blest — so blest! "Waiting is ended — you now may rest!" BIRDIE Oh, bird of the morning, you're dropping for me The seed with its germ of beautiful tree, For you were aloft in the realms of light While I lay asleep in silence of night; You've called me early with twitter and song, I spring from my couch to follow you long; Last night I was weary — weary and cold, The harp in my bosom rusted and old, My fingers too weak to waken its strings Till you sang and fluttered your bonnie brown wings ; What can I answer you darling this day? You sweep from my vision dust clouds away. I'll touch with light fingers the harp in my breast And echo you back with a song of sweet rest, Dear Birdie — it may be there's coming an hour When storm winds and darkness may silence our power, But the sun just incoming thro' eastern gate Is bright'ning our way and may brighten it late; Come brightness, come darkness, come changes and all, I'll never regret that I answered your call — 47 Will never regret that I sped to the skies And with you, caught rays from the beautiful eyes Of angels that watch — of angels that play On harp strings of life at breaking of day ; I'll sing our wild songs and toilers down here Will pause and reward with smile and with tear; Birdie, dear Birdie — your voice from my heart Singing or sobbing, must never depart, I watch — I follow where glorious you go, And tell your glad song to comrades below! THE ROPE Grasp the rope that is cast by hands on the shore Your friend may pull strong when your strength is no more, But boldly and bravely the dark billows breast, Strike out for yourself and strike out with your best! The light-house has started its rescuing boat It may reach you or fail, it may sink or float, It may toss on waves till your vigor is gone And you stark and stiff 'neath the waters alone Do not think of that now, just struggle with hope, Make very best effort while nearing the rope. The rope is all right, but its helping were vain And heavy and lifeless you'll sink in the main If you strive not yourself for land that's in sight, If you strive not as God has given you might; Independence is something none of us hold, Tho' arm, may be strong and the spirit be bold 'Tis idle to think with our powers and pride; We need no assistance while stemming the tide, 4 8 Times come when the rope that is cast from the land We may reach for, and thank for with heart and hand, But always and ever tug thro' with a will And never relax till your pulses are still! THE POET Something, it seems to me divine, Enters my heart with poet's line; Often, often, I've wished to be A poet sweet with song so free, But ah, 'tis given me below No glorious task where soul can glow, My spirit is of lowly mood, Plodder with plodding sisterhood All day my task — unchanged — the same Without power for song or fame; I sweep, I dust, I nurse the child Tossing in fever hot and wild, Tend my old mother, helpless now ; I kiss her lips, I smooth her brow, I dress the children for their school Put them in mind of "Golden Rule," I pick up brother's ball and bat And find his kite, his book, his hat, I'm up all day, I work and wait, Sometimes yearn to be good and great; My tasks are well, but seem so small, I list to stars, but hear no call That can awaken voice divine Oh poet sweet, like voice of thine! I'd dearly love to sing with thee Gath'ring sunbeams from fount and tree, But common lot and lowly birth 49 Is my heritage here on earth; I love to watch the flowers abloom That smile in the light of mother's room; I love to press in my arms the child Sobbing — distrest in its sorrow wild; I love to patch up the old worn coat And father's approval silent note; I like to wash and I like to bake And hear the children shout "What a cake!" But all of these seem such lowly things When I watched you soar on Poet wings ; If for one hour, I could only be A singer of sunshine wild and free, A glorious poet so grand and high Reaching beyond the glittering sky. But I was born for every day things, So only watch and admire your wings ! I kissed with fond lips, the speaker's brow Bending before me — reverent now, ''Dear child," I said "you are more than I, You soar not on wings past starry sky, The tasks you do, and the work complete Is better than song, my pretty sweet, You are not writing a word of song But you live a poem all day long!" "COME BACK AND KISS ME" "Come back and kiss me!" he pauses on stair, As float the sweet words on soft morning air He looks up and thinks "I'll tease her just now," So passes from sight with smile and a bow. so She hastens at eve, his footsteps to meet, She's crushed beneath car on pitiless street. He gazes in silence — this depth of woe No one can guess — but the heart-broken know; He thinks of the eyes that loving looked down As he hurried on to office up town, He thinks of dear lips so loving and sweet That started at eve, his greeting to meet; He thinks of the musical tones on air "Come back and kiss me!" oh, depths of despair! Why did I go with so careless a smile When darling was calling — asking the while For one more farewell — and she asked in vain ; "God! oh, my God! end this terrible pain, Must I live rememb'ring the last words she said 'Come back and kiss me,' and now she is dead!" I looked at the mourner — my tears fell as rain, . Deeply I felt the incurable pain Of heart sobbing wild for sweet morning past In sorrow and longing forever to last; How often at morn we rush down the stair Unheeding voices that breathe on the air; How often we turn from blessings away We'll long for and weep for at close of day; How often we look with tear-streaming eyes, Yearning for faces beyond the far skies; How often we reach the hand and the heart To call back what morn just gave as our part, "Come back and kiss me!" how often in vain We cry out, in anguish, again and again! 5.1 SLEEP My heart so tired — it scarcely stirred Within its cage — a drooping bird, The heavy care — the midnight gloom Had filled the space of darkened room; I lay with eyes that drooped with pain, With eyes that wept — and wept in vain ; I tho't of day sadly passed, Of hopes o'erthrown — of joys o'ercast, My spirit sobbed "If there could be Just one dear friend to comfort me!" A soothing presence in the gloom, A soft light in the silent room, A presence moved with lightest tread, White robed, and paused beside my bed He came and touched with pitying care My heated brain and heavy hair; He looked so pure — so calm — so mild, I felt the restfulness of child Who just escaped from sore alarms Lies sheltered in its mother's arms, He smoothed my bed with crooning song, My woes became a fading throng And panoramic left the room — A peaceful charm dispelled the gloom The Good above had heard my prayer, Had sent dear friend to watch with care, Had sent sweet friend with loving eyes Whose home of birth is Paradise — My eyes no longer droop to weep Thou't with me — best of friends — oh, Sleep! 52 UNAWARES In the morning came the sobbing of a sad heart at my door And a voice that said "I've journeyed till my feet are tired and sore, Let me in for just a moment — let me rest upon your bed, Just a short while will be helpful to my weary aching head;" Quick I turned to smooth the pillow, for the wind was bleak and wild, And I said "Come in my chamber — rest your weary head my child!" Softly stole the needed slumber as I watched the sleeper fair, And I fancied that a halo shone above her yellow hair; Soon she waked with grateful glances in her blue eyes lifted up As I gave to her refreshment in the heart warm friendly cup; "Now" she said "my feet are rested — I must go appointed way, But I'll carry this remembrance till the close of latest day." Busy life shut out the picture as I took my way along, Each day bro't its meted duty — sometimes sob and sometimes song, Till at last the moment found me when I wept in wild depair, For the sorrow that had reached me, seemed more than I could bear, 53 Discord voices all around me, but above the madd'ning din Came a low voice at my doorway "You are tired — I must come in!" Then there stood before me smiling, one whose hand I gladly prest, And the blue eyes shone with comfort as I lay upon her breast; "In the morning, I was weary" with soft voice this dear one said, "And you smoothed my pillow gently as I lay upon your bed, Now when you are cold and lonely and for cheer so sadly yearn And the evening sun is fading, it has come to be my turn." Then I gazed — my sobbing silenced as 1 kissed the yellow hair Of the Angel whom at morning I had sheltered unaware! GRANDMA'S CARPET Grandma's carpet was hanging out in the morn- ing sun, With curious eyes, I scanned it — so bright and neatly done, "Grandma," I said you surely worked many a weary day Ere formed this work so lovely to put complete away; You surely found much trouble to blend with wondrous skill Colors in happy contrast to please your earnest will, 54 Then besides, It has cost you many dollars I know To buy the gay materials that make such brilliant show; Grandma smiling answers, "Well, really I never thought Of cost or trouble either while I that carpet wrought, I never spent upon it, hours of working day, Merely pieced together when work was laid away Odds and ends of material — odds and ends of time, Never cost a dollar — grew as a Poet's rhyme, I've never missed the moments — odds and ends you know, Now it is a pleasure to view their pretty show!" I went to the mill next morning to earn daily bread, While I watched the shuttles, song came into my head, Odds and ends came blended — odds and ends of time, Till I've made this fabric pretty in Poet's rhyme; While sun is shining, you praise the colors bright Due to grandma's work, I please your mental sight; Now, like me at eve, you sure can plainly see, Odds and ends together may bright and valued be. 55 MISFORTUNE The thing's we do are only a few Of the things we intended to do, The worries we have are chiefly about the trou- bles we fancy in view That never were real, and never will be, tho' we hustle thro' right and wrong To meet troubles we will never meet at all, in bat- tle or mart or song; I wonder if ever there was a man — and of course I mean woman too, Who never hunted for fancied grief and for some- thing to blame and to rue ; 'Tis a curious streak in the human-kind — this seeking Misfortune's door, And knocking and thumping as if in fear, she has surely something in store When maybe she is quietly fast asleep, or reading some book alone, Or maybe off on a fishing lark, she's enjoying some sport of her own — I think as a general thing she comes very much as a Poet's rhyme And there's nothing more foolish than hunting her up out of her own good time, So I am determined from day to day, to hold this my unchanging plan To look for her never a single time, but to dodge her all that I can; She may come if she wishes — I don't invite a lady of such a mood, Tho' some assert she is a teacher rare and her lessons are very good; 56 Well, I have been her pupil once or twice — she has given good lore to me, Tho' she always comes as a volunteer, she is al- ways sure of her fee! Well, I pay when I must and that is all, but it is quite enough to bear So I simply avoid her all that I can at all times and everywhere — I will surely never meet her again the remainder of life's brief day If she'll only wait till I'm ready to start to meet her on the way! I. O. O. F. I watched the sun arising Out of the misty east, The music and wine of Nature Came with the early feast, I quaffed the spirit nectar I bathed my brow in light That comes to banish the darkness And gloomy powers of Night, Clasped my hands in rapture I thanked for the moment's good, And said " Tis surely blessed To be of this Brotherhood!" As day advanced and traffic And the noise of the town began, I heard the angry voicing Of man to his fellow man, My spirit sank within me, The spirit that erst had soared, Had trilled in Nature's concert And had rapturously adored; 5Z "Alas!" I cried in wonder, "Why is it that every good Blends not in daily routine Of our human Brotherhood?" Then came an hour still later I stood watching a pageant go, Men with royal ensigna And with measured step and slow, "I. O. O. F." on their banner And I blessed them when they spoke, I felt once more a freedom From every burdensome yoke, Their words from hearts outspoken Bro't hope with its comforting near, I knew they meant to lighten The burden that banishes cheer; God bless the noble Order, God grant to them every good, Till hour we dwell together In Heaven's great Brotherhood! "IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN" True words are these from Poet's pen The saddest are "It might have been," True words indeed, as good as gold — Nevertheless — a truth half told We slept while Joy with Love went by And 'woke in loneliness to sigh; We dashed away the cup of Fame, And staggered on 'neath cloud of blame Tore from our forehead, wreath of light Only our sorrow held in sight; Ah, yes, 'tis true "of tongue or pen Saddest words are "It Might have been." 58 But as we slept, temptation passed, We heard no sound of tempest blast, We saw no pitfall yawning near Nor felt the wing of threatened fear, Cyclone came and we never knew, Darkness threatened our sky so blue, Angel of death above our heart Held lightly poised his fatal dart, Ships that might have been wrecked came back Safe and sound o'er the briny track; Children whom we had mourned as lost Came home all safe, tho' tempest tost, We kissed the lips with rare delight — Lips that might have been cold and white; Tis not all truth "of tongue or pen" Saddest of words "It might have been." TO ESTELLE ANNA METZGER ON HER BAPTISMAL DAY In the twilight, I am dreaming — Gone is all the sunset glow, And before my mental vision Many pictures come and go, And among the sweetest — purest, Is the chapel's sacred shrine With the white robed little maiden Crowned with beauty all divine, Crowned with innocence unsullied, Crowned with truth and hope and love, While the spirit of Baptism Floats with blessing from above; Ah, dear little one so lovely Filled with truth and filled with grace, While today the sun was shining On thy fair baptismal place; 59 Go, shine forth among the millions All thy days of passing life, Bear the light of faith within thee It will guide in every strife, Weal and woe will surely find thee, But the mem'ry of to-day Star-like still shall ever lead thee On life's changeful, mystic way, Keep thy faith and hope forever, Let not cloud dispel the glow Of the love within thee burning On the way that thou shalt go, Heaven be kind to thee, sweet maiden, Wear the truth within thy breast 'Till the Angels beckoning, call thee — Till thy day of final rest! STITCHING 'Tis a quilt I am making for charity fair — The young and the bright and the gay will be there, But somewhere I've read, and I know 'tis no dream That "many a sorrow is served in a seam." The ladies will praise all my stitches so fine And think I am glad that such skill can be mine, I think well, perhaps that some motherless one May sleep 'neath this cover so skillfully done, I kiss the young brow and sew as I dream Of the sorrow I sew in beautiful seam! I think well perhaps the widowed may lie Beneath this bright cover with sob and with sigh; Tear drops unbidden have come in my dream, I know of the sorrow I sew in the seam. 60 I think well perhaps the childless may sleep While her heart is awake o'er bed dark and deep, I lift my dim eyes — I've touched a sore theme I feel all the sorrow that's sewed in the seam. I think well perhaps this cover may rest Over fingers light clasped on cold pulseless breast; I pause in my stitching — this you may deem That "many a sorrow is sewed in a seam!" "MILLS OF THE GODS" "The mills of the Gods are grinding" With a force that is silent and slow, We pass and repass anear them By the river's rhymethical flow, And we think we turn the paddles While we deem that the gist which we bring, Will be food for coming millions And that man is forever the king; We watch and we wait and struggle, Worrying under our loads of grain With not a thought that our labor May all be but an effort vain, We may tug and sweat and worry By the river's rhymethical chime, We may think we swell the music And we must rule for all coming time, But "The mills of the Gods are grinding And their grinding is sure and fine. " We think we manage the engine, We think that we govern the flood; We strut in a glow of effort Pursuing our fancies of good; We tug, we toil, and we worry, 61 ' And we think we are straight and tall As we go with arms uplifted And we claim we are lords of all; But somehow our grist gets damaged And it rots in the blackened clay, As the flood of eternal power Still rolls on its mystical way; Oh, yes, we may fret and worry, We may measure our human line, But "the mills of the Gods are grinding, And they grind exceedingly fine." AT THE STATION We are speeding with rush and rumble, Blended pleasure and pain, While our Angel is at the station Waiting to flag the train. The mourner in his silent sorrow Watches each scene flash by, While the child of pleasure is smiling, Dreaming of cloudless sky. The dollars are clinking and clinking Traffic and trade go on And every man thinks of his profit And selfish good alone. The rustle of silk and of laces, Feathers of wealth and pride, All are there on a common level, Poverty close beside. The soldier is puffed with his glory, The merchant puffed with gold, 62 And each one is happily hoping For honors hundred fold. Still on rushes the train triumphant No thought of wreck or fall, While the Heaven above is guiding Marking the way of all! There is music and song and laughter And flash of wit divine, While glad lips are touching the chalice Sparling with royal wine. On rushes the train, and we know not, We merely guess the end, And the same compartment holds us We sit with foe and friend. But we know — ah, we know a moment Is near of joy or pain, When we shall reach the unknown station Where Fate will flag the train! AT LAST The child comes in with his broken toy — Comes in with his broken heart, He throws himself on his mother's breast For he knows she will take part Of the grief so wild — the pain so sharp And tears that so swiftly start, Anon, the sorrow is soothed away The child has fallen asleep, The mother holds to her loving heart The eyes that no longer weep; Oh, darling mother — so sweet — so sweet! 63 So true to your grieving boy, How calm he looks in your shelt'ring arms Forgetting his broken toy! His brother comes in with laugh and shout, He has won the prize at school; Ev'ry lesson, he knows by heart, He has never broken rule; He throws himself on his mother's breast And there in the twilight dim With soft caress and o'erflowing joy, She murmurs her praise to him; The stars come out in the blue above And the child is lulled to sleep, While the mother guards in loving arms His slumber so long and deep; How blest he looks in that silent hour, The struggle, the triumph past With wounded brother in mother's arms He lieth asleep at last! Dear mother Nature, I haste to you For the day is nearly done, On my path is shining solemn light Of my earthly setting sun, I know my brothers are hast'ning on, They come from the east and west Gathering to find a welcome sure And rest on thy changeless breast; Some come all broken and sad and sore, And some come with triumph song. Each knows you're waiting to welcome him, Your waiting will not be long; Oh, brother rejoicing! — you that weep, I join with you hand in hand, We seek the comfort of mother's arms 6 4 Altho' in a broken band — We come, oh, mother — we come to you, Hastening from earthly din In your dear old arms we'll find "the touch That maketh the whole world kin!" POEMS There's a poem written in ev'ry heart, Let the station be high or low, In the special train or the combrous cart As on separate ways we go; As he counts his gold with a pleasant chink The prosperous man often sighs While he thinks of the light in far off home, That grew dim under cloudless skies, He sighs for a moment, but still goes on While reckoning the precious gold, But his heart is filled with a treasure rare Far more precious — a hundred-fold, And the poet pulse in that rushing car To the sweetest music is stirred, Tho' never a line of his tho't is read And it never is told in word, But the poet tho't and the poet glow vSpring up till the sad tears start And the man tho' never aware of it Holds a poem within his heart. The poor man goes out to his daily toil, He is thinking of wife and child That must be sustained and that must be cheered Thro' poverty's threatenings wild; He knows — ah, he knows when the day is done And he wearily turns to go A frolicsome baby will shout and greet 65 The father so weary and slow, His supper will be on the glowing hearth Awaiting his hungering mood, And the tears of thankfulness dim his eyes As he tastes of the homely food, And he does not know of the muse that sings So deep in his grateful heart; But the man tho' never aware of it, Holds a poem within his heart. THE TWO The eldest son had the fine estate And the grand ancestral hall, He viewed the scene with rejoicing eyes And said "I am lord of all;" His father's stately bearing he wore, And eye that was clear and cold, He blew his bugle a sounding blast And his yeomen answered bold "We'll hold high revel tonight" he cried, "Ho! shout to the world my fame, The hall re-echoed and rang again While his yoeman swelled acclaims! The sound rolls out on the summer air, It swells on the early breeze, Then dies away in a murmur soft Under the grand old trees; The proud heir sat by his hearth that night And gazed at his lovely bride, His diamonds shone on her brow — and she Was daughter of wealth and pride; He sighed a sigh that was low and sad And he said "How blest it would be 66 If but one heart in this hour so bright Could throb with a love for me!" The youngest son had an humble cot Mid rocks by the lonely bay He echoed the voice of Nature wild As its scenes before him lay, He caught the rhyme of the rushing waves As it rose and fell again, The spirit within him answered back And sweet was the soft refrain; He had his mother's tender grace, And an eye that was gentle and sweet, His spirits uttered its thrilling words While the sea roared at his feet, The tide went out, and the tide came in And his was no bugle call; He sang as a bird amid the rocks He loved — he sang — that was all, Never tho't of shout of fame, He only saw and he smiled With a poet's tho't and poet song, And the grace of untaught child; His tho't tho' gentle was heard afar, It pierced thro' the stormy din; Altho' he had never dreamed of this And had sought no fame to win, He sang as the birds — sang as the sea, As he dreamed in twilight dim; No shout of acclaim — no dowered bride Crossed over the wave to him, A loving spirit was in his breast, He had simply done his part, And he had won — ah, yes, he had won The love of one faithful heart. 6 7 THE PROBLEM The night was dreary — so cold — so cold, And the storm wind fierce and wild, Alone we were in that solemn hour, Myself and a little child; Thank God, she slept in her snowy cot A smile on her dainty face, Her arms thrown over the coverlet In unconscious baby grace; But I, but I was so sick and tired, Had striven the whole day thro' With problem I vainly tried to solve, I did not know what to do ; At last, tears came to my weary eyes And I threw the pen aside, I might have sobbed — but the little child Waked up with wondering wide, She slipped from her cot in eager haste, She ran to my breast and there Cried out "Dear sister, you've worried long Why droop in such vain despair? Just come to bed — you will rest so nice, It will make you fresh and strong, 'Tis midnight now — and the morning hour You know can't be very long, Let problem lie till the master comes, You know he is kind and true; He'll feel so sorry — as I do now And he'll solve the problem for you!" Ah, many a year since then has passed — The problem of life severe, I've bent o'er the work with struggling heart And many, many a tear; But now, sweet memory bring again 68 The form of that white-robed child, And I hear her whisper — feel her clasp Tho' tempest is howling wild; Long, long ago, she was laid to rest, Her spirit called back to God And I have quivered in mad despair Under the chastening rod; But to-night — to-night — there cometh peace More sweet than all else beside; Paper and pen, I have pushed away, The problem I've laid aside, I feel the force of those gentle words "Why worry the whole day thro' The Master will come in morning light And solve the problem for you!" SPIRIT OF SONG Oh, Spirit of Song, I sing to you, You have always sung to me Since my baby hands were gath'ring shells Far off by the roaring sea — Since my baby feet in grasses trod Where yellow the primrose grew, You whispered your words so soft and sweet My baby heart clung to you, I caught a light that no others felt, I looked thro' your gifted eyes, I saw thro' the floating clouds above The shining of Paradise; You came with me o'er Atlantic's wave As I crossed its tossing wild, When older grown, I had turned away From the toys that pleased the child ; You went with me as I climbed the hill, When my feet were tired and slow, 69 You kissed my lips and you touched my heart And I felt refreshing glow, You trod with me in the lowly vale When the night was dark and cold; My courage rose as I struggled on, I blessed you a hundred fold, This morn you come to my lowly cot, You're here with the birds and bees, There is no grandeur — there is no gold, I'd take in exchange for these; I go each day on the busy street And I join the stirring throng, You never leave me, oh, life-long friend, Oh, Spirit of glorious Song, The show and pomp of the proud go by. But the faces are all that I see, The eyes that speak from the struggling soul Are all that appeal to me; I know of it all — the hollow show And the hidden inward pain, I cling to you as you soothe my tho't With tender and soft refrain For all the goods and for all the gear That show in this world so strong, I would not give you — my life-long friend, Oh, gentle Spirit of Song! In all these years, you have been with me While my pulse responsive stirred, Never thro' all have you breathed to me An angry or bitter word. You knock at portal of every home, You sing to each human heart, But somehow they miss the gentle sound In noise of a passing cart; You smile at the door with blessing rare, But they heed the market din, 7° They wish you would come to dwell with them, But they do not call you in! THE FLORIST I went one day to the florist's, My soul was in hungry mood; I longed for the breath of flowers To give me the nectar food, I wandered thro' all the pathways, I paused at the hot-house door, I sipped of the sacred chalice And I blessed it o'er and o'er, But somehow, the spirit's hunger Remained still unsatisfied, I sighed to myself and murmured "All is vain in this world so wide," I gathered the lovely blossoms And I freely paid my gold To the waiting smiling florist, As he thanked a hundred fold; I gathered the lovely flowers All sparkling with morning dew, And proudly carried them homeward For envying eyes to view; The hunger pain of my spirit Remained with its longing still, And I sighed "Ah, me, no pleasure Is bought by the human will!" I sat on my door steps idly, The flowers dropped from my hand, The choir of Nature was swelling, I echoed the anthem grand, Then somehow came anear me I drank of the nectar sweet, 71 And behold, there smiled a blossom Right close to my careless feet! I stooped, but I could not pluck it, It must live its little day; It bore me along on its fragrance To childhood so far away, I tho't of my darling mother, My father, and all the band, Some of them sleeping in silence And some with the world's loud band; I saw in that little blossom So bright in the morning dew A face of angelic beauty That early my spirit knew, The pain of my hunger vanished And I felt no longer poor, The sweet I had sought for vainly Was here at my cottage door! SETTLED You talk so much of your noble blood You addle my weary brain, You've mentioned its glory o'er and o'er I don't want to hear again. I cannot boast of heraldic birth Some time very long ago, A person named Noah started out With a big congested show. I've heard that my father Japhet was A rather unruly boy, But then no doubt, he was fair and sweet, His mother's special joy. 72 Where the mix came in from which I sprung Is problem too deep for me, But then I'm only of common blood Without an ancestral tree. Don't bother me any more I pray, I am tired and claim a rest, I'm here as I came from hand of God, Whether good, better or best. I yield to your claim — that's settled now, The contest is overthrown, When old Noah sailed — your monkey sire Hung by his tail a little higher In tree of the torrid zone! ONE Only one among the millions And your stay can not be long, But you have power within you — Pow'r of sword or pow'r of song; Use your strength and use it grandly, Lift your arm against the wrong! Do not heed the sneering minion In the trappings of his pride, Do not stand afar off idle While the Cause is crucified. Here you are as God assigned you, Here you are with sacred trust, Stand by Right altho' she weaken And her banner trails the dust! 73 Only one among the millions, One alone you need not stand Song or sword is sharp within you, One can lead a mighty band! Never shrink and never falter, Speed the Right and never wait, Till you know reward will crown you, Leave that to unerring Fate ! It is yours to lift the weapon And to strike from shoulder bold, Tis your birthright grand within you, Yield it not for gear or gold! Mess of pottage may be offered, Scorn away the worthless thing, Sword or song — whiche'er is in you Lift it high and let it ring! Only one among the millions And your stay can not be long, But for Right, arise and struggle With the sword or with the song; Wait not till the day of triumph Till the Cause is safe and strong! ANGEL VOICES Tonight you are lying aweary The day of your labor is done, And you watch the clouds that are banking Where has vanished the setting sun. All day you have toiled and you've worried, And all day you have wished for rest, 74 When the heat and the toil were over And the sun gone down in the west. In your breast there were pulses throbbing That never were understood As you yearned for a holy mission With a power for every good. And you watched for the flaming banner, But your gazed with mistaken eyes, Still list'ning and waiting and hoping For a message from Paradise. You were list'ning for voices idly Afar off in the sunlit blue And you longed for some sacred mission, Some beautiful work you could do. At your door was the gentle knocking, At your door were the voices sweet, You lost the sound in the rushing noise Of the turbulent city street. Alas! if you had only listened To the voices at your door, Tonight you would know the quiet That you have wished for o'er and o'er, And the spell of Angel voices That forever will come no more! WOODVILLE, MISS. Gem-like gleams the little city Set amid the grand old trees, Glad with bird song and the freshness Of the Gulf's sweet southern breeze. 75 Long ago in early girlhood Here I came across the sea, Sad — alone, and doubly orphaned, Seeking work and hope in thee. Fifty years with all their changes, Moments swift and moments slow, I have passed — still working, waiting In life's panoramic show. In your homes I found a shelter, Found a shelter kind and fair, And my soul was soothed and strengthened- For the young do not despair. Here beneath your trees I've listened As the Angel bro't me song, Friendly eyes and greeting met me Daily in your busy throng. Woodville dear, the hour is coming Near at hand it seems to me, When the Angel Death will whisper I must say Farewell to thee. In my young life's early sorrow True hearts here I surely found, And my spirit is forever To your children fondly bound. All that now I hope or wish for When my sun sinks in the west, Is that you will hold and shelter In your shades, my dreamless rest! 76 THE DESPOT The house is there with its gardens rare And its terraces sloped to the sea, And the glorious trill of southern bird Floats out from the waving tree. The master of all is nobleman, Noble in heart and in brain, He feels the joys of prosperous life And the sting of hidden pain. He has gold and gear, and firmly holds And rules with an iron hand, And only a few that near him be His odd moods can understand, His sons are brave and his daughters fair They throng in his lofty hall; He proudly feels that his glory's great, For he is the lord of all ! But the babe asleep in its mother's arms, The babe with its dreamy eyes Is the greatest power in that grand realm And triumphs without disguise! The courtiers praise and the minstrels sing, They answer the master's call; But sceptre of love is in the hands Of the littlest child of all! Never a one disputes his claim, And never a one is there That would break sceptre in baby's hands Or crown on his sunny hair; He can check with coo the passion wild Of the master's fiercest mood, 77 His smile by courtiers and minstrels all Is perfectly understood In every breast, be it high or low, In cabin or lofty hall; There's pulse that throbs with allegiance sweet For the littlest child of all ! Go where you may on land or sea You will find it still the same, There's no one to lift a rebel hand Or to utter word of blame; The king and peasant alike rejoice In palace or humble cot, And a cry goes up from lonely hearth Where little despot is not! THE PROMISED LAND Altho' 'twas Moses who led the band, He did not enter the Promised Land, Altho' Columbus first touched this ground He never supposed what he had found; Altho' the Poet sang "Home, sweet Home" Homeless — an exile he had to roam; Altho' Napoleon shook every crown, His last hours passed in a prison's frown; Go where you will, it is all the same, The soldier's glory — the poet's fame, With eager lips they await the fruit Forgetting serpent about the root — So much we learn and so much we know Of tempting things with alluring show, I sometimes wonder we do not wait Instead of thumping at Fortune's gate, I sometimes wonder why all this strife That stirs and weakens thro' human life. 78 CHARLES HERBERT BAKER This weary dragging of endless chain; I sometimes wonder why peace and rest Is never complete in human breast, I turn to the stars — they seem to shine With light of happiness — pure, divine; I wonder if e'er they long to fall And be with us on this mundane ball; I wonder if all that's great and grand, They sometimes struggle to understand, Then fail and sigh as the earth born do Envying them in their dome so blue; I wonder of all thro' the system great Can be found completely happy state; I wonder, wonder and sigh to think That all things tremble on doubtful brink, Still reaching forward — both man and star, Wondering, wandering — parted far, And a yearning wish in soul to know Whence come the stirrings that in us glow, Why is it we ne'er can understand, We touch, but don't enter Promised Land! POSTMAN I stroll thro' the streets of the city Scanning the faces I meet, And I hear the postman's whistle, Its shrill call adown the street, And I notice that as he passes At window and open door There are anxious faces watching, That often have watched before; I look in the eyes alighted As he stops at the open gate, And the hand outstretched to welcome The longed for missive of Fate; 79 Some ope with trembling fingers, Still hoping, but still in fear, For so often — so often the postman Has bro't them the bitter tear; I glanced at the young and the lovely — With never a tho't of pain, Glad grasping the welcome missive While the whistle sounds again; I look at despairing figure Turning from the gate away, I hear the sigh from the bosom, "No letter for me to-day!" The Czar in his unbounded grandeur, Holds rule o'er a countless throng, The poet sings in his quiet hour A nation's entrancing song. The beauty holds with a magic art The pulses of greatest men, And the triumph of war is quickly heard And echoed from glen to glen, Oh, power is here, power is there The power of the song and the sword, And men risk lives at a master touch Or the sound of a master word; Oh, powers there are — oh, powers that shake The world with a mighty will, But never a greater power holds sway Than the postman's whistle shrill! 80 THE LAST MILE The last mile is always longest When the goal is plainly in sight, The goal for which we have struggled In our eagerness day and night; We have toiled in the misty morn, We have reached 'neath the blazing noon, And now that the sun is setting We shall be in our harbor soon, The shout of the sailors cheering Floats up with a happy sound, We know that the shore we're nearing, And we know we are homeward bound; We have hoped for this always — ever Amid triumph or fail or fall. The way was long, but this last mile Is surely the longest of all! The bay in sight with its welcome, With its shelter and happy rest, The smiles of dear ones are waiting, The smiles that we value as best; For many and many a year We have been so far away, Now in sight is the dear old home And the long remembered bay; Once more in dream we are dancing Over the glittering sand, With lovers of early childhood Linked in a frolicsome band. The toil of the voyage ended We are tired of the ocean roar, We know that our steps are nearing The path to our mother's door; 81 Haste on with spread sail oh, seamen, While is swelling your sea taught song, Our voyage has been so stormy And our dangers have been so long; Haste on — no delay we pray you, We are list'ning our sister's call, And this last mile of the voyage Is surely the longest of all! WHY? Why are the stones so cold and rough Mixed with the sloppy clay? Why must my wounded feet plod on Over the tiresome way? Why comes the hour when grasses soft Yield to my springing tread, While sky so clear and singing birds Make music overhead? Why do I faint with drooping heart On desert sands alone? Why when I need a little bread I only find a stone? Why do I reach oases fair And lie 'neath shadying palm Spread before me strengthening feast My spirit touched with balm? Why do I toss on waters dark, No friendly sail in sight; Lightning flashing from angry sky And thunder shocks the night? 82 Why comes change and I see the shore And float o'er sunny sea, And sparkling waves around my bark Bring voices sweet to me? Why do I lie in shudd'ring fear Alone in silent room With not a star to meet my eye Or brighten hour of gloom? Why comes the hour when light shines in As clouds are swept away, And I watch eastern gates ajar Admitting King of Day? Why is it sometimes heart is sad, Drags weary, slow and sore, Never a friend or word of love To enter broken door? Why comes the hour when Guardian bright Comes with illumined wing, Whisp'ring soft to my weary brain Song that I gladly sing? Why do I meet the scowling eyes, Shrink from repelling hand; Why do I meet the sneering blame I cannot understand? Why comes an hour when loving eyes Look in my soul and see Harp that trembles to ev'ry touch That comes on changeful breeze? 83 Why is it — why are all these things, Why is it ordered so, I follow fate that seems so strange, I surely do not know. But over all — beyond it all Eastern gate is ajar, And tho' the midnight hour is here The morn can not be far. So I seek not to understand The way I erring go, God holds the plan — it matters not His plan I do not know! THE ENGINEER Hear the switching — hear the rattling, Hear the whistle of the train, Engineer is at the throttle And our start will be amain. Never mind what he is doing, In his work don't seek a part, Keep your seat and read your daily, Keep you busy brain and heart. Passenger on right is fuming, Passenger on left is cold, Passenger who sits beside you May be timid — may be bold. Needn't watch the skies above you, They're all right thro' shine or shower, You've no call to rule their moving, Leave them to a higher Power! 8 4 Are the rails quite safe and steady, Can you mend or make them go ; Sit you still and read your daily, Let the wheels go fast or slow. Read and think — prepare for action, Be it prose or be it rhyme; Just be quiet, do your thinking, Speed your way and bide your time. There may be a wreck impending, Can you stop it if you try, Engineer is at the throttle Noting all that passes by. Do you think you can assist him? How he'd smile if you but stirred In your place to lift a finger Or to give a warning word. Passengers are all anear you. Think and wait — the hour is near, You may lift the broken-hearted, You may check the falling tear. You may joy with spirits happy, Work you'll surely find to do, Engineer is at the throttle And he needs no help from you. Read your daily — watch your chances, They will come in prose or rhyme, Work awaits you — just be patient, Think and wait and bide vour time! 8s WOMAN In many a lowly cabin Where life's struggle is sore And the daily labor barely Keeps the wolf from the door, And woman the earnest toiler Working with honest will, There day after day is bending The nation to her will. She says to her sons around her, Hard is the bread we eat, Sometime perhaps in the future Your fare may be more sweet, But never uplift a finger To touch dishonest gains, For better far than dishonor Are even rags and chains; Meet every man as a brother Until you know his part, Then if he be false or craven, Strike him out from your heart, If ever your county need you, Go forth with all your might, Uphold her banner unflinching And battle for her right, And if e'er you rise to glory Never look back with shame To your mother's lowly cabin, Your father's humble name, Still hold them forever sacred, Defend them if you must, And if any man defame them Hurl him into the dust!" And so in the lowly cabin Toiling and waiting still, 86 Woman is quietly bending The nation to her will! In many a lordly mansion Where gold and jewels shine, Where the table spread with plenty- Sparkles with royal wine, Where peace and pleasure are ever Sweetly hovering near, Where a want has never entered, Nor yet of want the fear, Woman the high and noble, Wearing and waiting still There day after day is bending The nation to her will; She calls to her sons around her, Points to the skies so blue "Onward and upward your strivings To be — to dare — to do; Never to crown or to sceptre, Cower or bend the knee And still hold yourselves forever As children of the free! As man upon man look boldly, Band with the true and good, Remember the honest workman Is of your brotherhood; If ever your country need you Think not of rank or pride, Strike fearlessly for her honor, Tho' pain and death betide; My garb is of costly velvet, Honored am I, but then My greatest bliss is in trusting That you'll be worthy men ; And so in the lordly mansion 87 Wearing and waiting still, Woman is quietly bending The nation to her will! Not within the haunts of fashion, Not in the ball room glare, Is seen this best of women, The fairest of the fair ! Never seeking admiration In lecture's dazzling hall You will find this sweetest woman, Dearest and best of all; But at home amid her children With daily toil and care, Stone upon stone she is building A nation strong and fair; Her sons from cot and from mansion Spring forth at country's call, With shoulder to shoulder steady To triumph or to fall, And this is true woman's leading Her praise our hearts must fill, How blest is the glorious nation Led by her royal will! UNCLE SAM Of all the wonderful things on earth Since the eldest son of Adam had birth, Most wonderful thing we ever knew Was when the Grey linked arms with the Blue; There's never ruler but Uncle Sam That wouldn't have crushed with awful slam His rebel sons as they flourished by, Floating their flag in the summer sky, Shouting their pean of rebel cheer With their yankee brothers joining near With loud applause for the rebel band Together as one they fill the land With a joyous shout, for each can say "We've never been whipped, and never may!" Oh, Crowns of Europe, you could not bear One rebel shout on your tainted air, Fire and imprisonment, sword and gun Would quickly silence a rebel son; But here, thank God, in this land so free 'Tis honor to strike for Liberty! Mistake may be, but its all the same, The arm of honor is safe from shame ; So as I stood 'mid the Blue and Grey, I blessed forever the glorious day When both could mingle and be as one, No grander sight since the world begun; Hurrah! hurrah for our Uncle Sam, For all his foemen — a mighty — slam! MIDNIGHT I lie awake in the solemn hour Of the midnight dark and deep, The cares that perplexed my soul to-day Have banished the balm of sleep; I think of the morn with its rosy hours, Its sky so clear and so blue, And my careless steps that crushed the flowers Smiling in shimmering dew, I think of my playmate sweet — so sweet, The sun on her yellow hair, And a light in eyes from Heaven caught To make the fair scene more fair. 89 I turn away from this spotless page To toil with my fellow men, I build my castles, I sail my ships, I'm happy and prospered then I grasp with an eager grasp the gold Which I strive so hard to win, While I stretch my hands for more and more And more comes gathering in; Ah, yes, I am great and grand and good, All honor pours in so free, But the ship — alas! the ship was wrecked, Swift bringing my bride to me ! The evening comes and the sun goes down, And I see the stars arise, They seem to me as the sentinels On towers of Paradise, I feel the beauty and peace and power Still ruling above us all, The yearning heart is unsatisfied And trembles amid it all, I think of promise of early morn When my darling played with me, I think of her lovely eyes now closed Low, under our garden tree, I think of the strife of glowing noon, I think of the shining gold That paid for effort of heart and brain In profit a hundred fold, I think of all in this midnight hour, For my heart has need of balm, Tho' spirit voices are sweet and soft I yield to influence calm Sleep smoothes my pillow, I turn away From the pain, regret and strife, 90 For I feel that morn will bring to me Better and happier life. Ah, is there heart in this wide, wide world That escapes the midnight gloom, The bitter thought and the wild regret That comes to the darkened room? Oh, you who are watching — you who grieve As your last sleep ends the strife, Just smile and think of coming morn — Better and happier life. \ NO PAIN, NO PLEASURE If our paths were always 'neath sunny skies And never a storm cloud near, If our days and nights were forever calm, If heart had never a fear, If we plucked our roses in idle joy Forever from thornless stem, If forever applauses met our ears And smiles met our changeless ken, If only the right we could always meet And never a thought of wrong, If all pain were banished and only bliss Remained for our daily song, It does seem to me that we'd surely tire Of such constant joys in view, There'd never be any pleasure in life If there wasn't misery too! For how could the moment of rest be sweet If never fatigue or toil, Or how could the freedom from dust be felt If never annoying soil, And how could we value the gift of Love 91 If hatred had never been, And how could we value the friend anear, If seas had not rolled between; How could we give thanks with a fervent soul For our need of earthly good If sorrow and pain and o'erwhelming grief We never had understood, And so we thank God for the burden here, For He guides with wisdom true; He knows there would be no pleasure in life If there wasn't misery too! THE COVER That book is so lovely, dear father, Do buy it! I eagerly cried; I'll read it with care and I'll keep it, It must be all charming inside; My father was quiet and stately, His temples just showing the grey, But his eye had quizical twinkle As he bought the volume that day; " 'Tis yours, my fair maiden" he answered, "Your choosing may not be the best; It pleases you, so I have bought it, The future, its merits will test, But when you grow older and wiser You will learn as I learned long ago, The book we most lovingly cherish Not always has cover of show;" Scarce heeding the words that he uttered I went by his side down the street With feeling of gladsome possession Of a volume wondrously sweet; Well! after the leaves I examined At close of that very same day, With murmur of deep disappointment 92 I laid the bright volume away, If only I'd taken that lesson And carried it into my life, I might have missed many an error And many a sorrow and strife, For over and over in folly I've looked at the brilliant outside, My soul altogether enchanted By trappings of beauty and pride, And over and over in sadness I've wept at the close of the day, When I saw my error and weakness And laid the bright vision away, And now in the evening I ponder O'er fancies so bright and so gay, While memory brings up my father — His temples just showing the gray! MY DREAM Last night in a dream of beauty I trod amid Eden's bowers, My soul was bathed in the sunlight And I drank the breath of flowers. I touched the radiant garments Of Spirits released from sin, And I caught the words of gladness Loud welcoming pilgrims in. Then I saw the harps of glory, And I heard the angels sing, And the choirs of triumph shouting All honor unto the King! 93 I saw the wonderful banners Wave over the thrones of gold, And the light of all earth's visions Surpassed a million fold. I paused where a group was gathered- The loveliest in the place, And one among them glorious And crowned with every grace. Softly, I ventured to whisper "That man has wonderful fame, Oh Guardian Spirit beside me Tell me that bright one's name. 'Tis written in song and story And this I certainly know," But the Angel smiling answered "My child, it is not so." His stay on your earth was toilsome And poverty pinched, but then His record with us is written, He was kind to his fellow men. He never knew till this moment That a crown or robe could be For a soul so unpretending — A man so poor as he." Then I saw the children gather, And I heard the bright ones sing All honor and praise forever And glory to our King! 94 And joy to the new crowned spirits, Glad welcome to all, and then A pean shout for the dear one Most kind to his fellow men! THE BEST THING TO DO The very best thing to hold in view Is the work that Nature cut out for you. If you can skillfully guide the plow, Just pull off your coat and hitch up right now, It may be you have a balky mule That never has brayed in a city school; You need not care, for we understand In all the wide realm of this mighty land, There's never a better man than he Who whistling treads over dewy lea And feeds his cattle and plants his corn; No! never a mightier man was born! If you've the gift of persuasive speech With words that the heart of a jury reach, Don't muddle your brain with doctor's lore — Never thump or pound at the muse's door, Whatever you do, don't try to be A poet — for all that is vanity, If it isn't in you, it can't come out. Do not think you sing when you merely shout. Look in you nature and find your part, Then follow it thro' with an earnest heart, You're sure to win if you only see What Nature intended that you should be. Just be yourself if you would succeed, For to be some other there is no need, There's room for you and there's room for all 95 Who hear as God wills it, true Nature's call. If you think you're low, and would be great Just leave all that in the hands of Fate ; You may mount up or you may slip down, You may bear the cross or wear the crown, But in either case, I tell you now, There is never wreath for your aching brow, If you strive to be another man And struggle against old Nature's plan; To be successful, just hold in view The work that Nature cut out for you, You will win the race, tho' far the end, And come out victor, my honest friend! OLD AND POOR Two pretty maidens came down the street With merry chatter and tripping feet, Both of them lovely — they plainly showed The care that riches and love bestowed, Each seemed to be of a happy band, Each held a rose in her dainty hand; A woman came from the other way, Her figure bent, and her tresses gray, Her dress was patched and her shoes were worn, The cape around her neck was slightly torn. In each detail, I could plainly see The painful pinching of poverty — Said one of the maidens "What a fright, Such a wrinkled face — such sorry sight — If I were so ugly, old and poor, I'd stay at home — I am very sure." The other maiden looked pained and said "I feel so sorry — that old grey head And that drooping form appeal to me, 96 My spirit goes out in sympathy; My mamma says that it is not right A human being to scorn or slight, This woman is sad — I am very sure, I'll give her my rose — she's old and poor." I saw the old woman's startled face, Astonished, she met this simple grace, She took the rose — not a word she said, But slowly trembled the old gray head ; A strange light shone in her faded eyes, I think 'twas noticed in Paradise; The lips moved slightly as if in prayer, I think the angels were list'ning there; As the maidens passed with tripping feet, The woman moved slowly up the street ; I think a spirit bore up on air From faded lips, a blessing and prayer, And I seemed to read on page of white Beyond the blue, in the far off light These words recorded of maiden sweet With gentle grace gone down the street; I think the angels in realms so fair Sped blessedness to the maiden fair Who said "the woman is sad I'm sure, I'll give her my rose — she's old and poor!" TACKING The wind that brings one vessel in Will waft another out, If earnest seamen pull the ropes And skillful "tack about", The lazy lubber who lies on deck Giving the breeze full sway, Has never right to moan and cry 97 If vessel go astray; He blames his luck and stormy winds, Neglects to grasp the rope, He looks for change, and idly waits, Cherishing mocking hope. He hears the song of seamen brave, They tug and pull and try To tack the sails, they wish to turn While howling winds rush by; They know full well — and he should know As swift they tack about, The wind that brings one vessel in Will waft another out! Come hours of darkness — hours of storm That baffle human will, That tear the sails from splintered mast And mock the sailor's skill; Not our mission to alter that, God gives us brawn and brain, He gives the ropes and gives the sail And power not all in vain ; He gives the winds which shape our course Whatever roaring din, 'Tis left to us in measure large To be borne out or in. The sturdy heart and eagle eye Look not to depths below, The steady hand and courage grasp Decide the way to go; The man who waits for fav'ring breeze And does not pull the ropes, Generally wafts against his will With wrecked and shattered hopes. He may wish and wait, whine and cry, 9 8 Heaven is still the same, If he neglect rudder and sail, Himself he has to blame; The winds and waves will serve us all, Will bear us in or out, If we keep in our places firm And careful tack about. There are hours of darkness — hours of storm In such we rule no part, God wrecks or speeds as He sees fit, But gives us brain and heart. So while you may, oh, sailor tried, Pull bravely — tack about; The wind that brings one vessel in Will speed another out! PRAYER There are many things I'm thankful for When I the past recall, But chiefly I'm glad that most of my prayers Have not been answered at all; Dear Guardian Angel — I've blamed you much When you failed to soar on air And give in haste to recording one My earnest tho' foolish prayer. I've asked for riches, for fame, for power, I've asked for the gift of love, I've prayed for them all, but very few Of my prayers were heard above — Oh, Guardian Angel, I'm very sure I've made you almost wild, For all the days of my long life thro' I've been such a silly child! To-night I rest in your sheltering arms, Beneath your protecting wing, 99 And whisper this song of my gratitude Which now I heartily sing; Sweet Angel, sweet Angel, I faint to think What might have become of me If all of my prayers you had carried up And bro't back the answers free; Just to think how I've grasped at roses sweet With serpents twined round the stem, Just to think how I've seen misguided feet And wished I could dance with them. And to-night, dear Angel, I lay my brow 'Gainst your bosom warm and true, My disappointments I see at the last Were entirely due to you. Your voice is now deep in my erring heart, I will hold it sacred still And never again shall I utter prayer That may be against your will; It is well that your wings refuse to rise With my follies do not go, And Angel — my dear — I am, sorry now That ever I grieved you so! And so now when I kneel in prayer you smile And to Heaven waft away, For let come what will or let go what will, "God help us!" is all I say. A BAD HABIT I stared at her as she shook her grey head, "Getting old is just a bad habit" she said, The earth when 'tis covered with winter's snow, Gathers still the flowers in its warm heart glow; When the hand grows weak and the eyes grow dim, We still can join glad in life's evening hymn; ioo The spring so fair and the summer so bright We can hold for our joy in the winter night; We may feel the chill of the season's snow, But flowers are slumbering beneath we know, We can keep in our soul its youthful light Just the same as when pleasure was gay in sight; Oh, yes, you may sing it in measure bold " Tis a very bad habit — this growing old!" Tho' the step be slow, and the form be bent, The spirit may be full of a sweet content; Now the storms of our days are well nigh past And the shore of our rest is in sight at last, Just a little while, and the setting sun Will show that our labor in this sphere is done; We cannot grow old — as the stars had birth, So forever we be on this changing earth, Still the stars shine on as they shone at first When their flashing thro' darkness in glory burst, Still young and yet old — forever and aye, They are moving to music beyond the sky, And the same sweet music to us is near If we earnestly lift up our souls to hear; The limbs may be weak and the tresses grey And our footsteps approaching the close of day, And soon in the quiet of darkened room They will close our eyes with a touch of gloom ; We shall seem so old to the human sight While our soul is away in the upper light; We are not old, and we never can be, Even thro' the long ages of Eternity, As sun and as stars was our glorious birth, We can never grow old on this changing earth; We may faint and falter and even die, But our spring time goes with us beyond the sky! lot ERIN I sit alone under moss draped tree Where musical voices float clown to me, Around me grandeur of forest spread With our King's own canopy overhead; I catch the flutter of songster's wings, My heart is attuned to all joyous things; At my feet the streamlets sparkling flow The waters murmuring as on they go; In tho't I follow as swift they glide To join in the turbulent river tide, Still on and on beyond mount and cave, Till I hear the storms of Atlantic rave, Till at last I reach a far off shore And dream of the fields I shall see no more ; I think of the time when at my feet The dear little primroses smiled so sweet; I think of halls where the harp's bright strings Were waked to music by angel wings; I think of playmate, of doll and book And the cresses down in the babbling brook; I think of mother who kissed her child When my soul was full of sweet fancies wild; I think of father — I think of all, Thank God for these memories' sweet recall — 'Tis fancy blest that has bro't to me This fond picture of home beyond the sea; Oh, grand and great is Columbia's land, Adopted and faithful I hold my stand, With voice and with arm I'll e'er defend The country that keeps me with care of friend, But blame me not as I turn my eyes To the Em'rald shore where my childhood lies, That I feel and know in inner heart No other attraction can fill the part 102 Of the dear old Isle by Irish Sea, Where song words of angels first came to me! FRIEND AND FOE Your friend is your friend thro' shine or rain, He has bro't you pleasure — shared your pain, In all your struggles has taken part; You hold him sacred in inmost heart, Forever and aye your love is true To the friend who's been a joy to you; Your foe has struck with an evil eye At very roots where your best hopes lie, Has forced your spirit to give a blow, Your soul its mightiest power to show; You've struck back fiercely with iron hand Straight from the shoulder with impulse grand. The fight tho' fierce has but made you strong, Has planted you firm where gods belong! The grand old oak with its forest power Outspreads its branches to sun and shower, Holds high above in its rustling green The singing birds and the dazzling sheen, Outspreads its branches in kingly glee And shouts to its friends "I've shade for ye!" Dear little birds 'mid sheltering leaves Just peeping over the small nest eaves, You chirp and flutter with rare delight, Your home is so lovely, grand and bright. The old oak sings to its friend the sky And tosses its branches brave and high, But down below, in the earth there lies The root from which all these blessings rise — Root that was shaken by storm and found In struggle, firmer and deeper ground, 103 The root that would not be shaken up And the storms exhausted, gave it up As a task in vain to tear the tree, That glorious and great was meant to be. And so you see that your friend in love Has lifted your struggling soul above, Has spread out your arms in rain or shine And made your mission on earth divine. But if foeman had given no blow Your roots less firm might have been below, You mightn't have struck with such iron will When his fingers grasped with purpose ill. And so you see in this hour at last You've gained as much from the howling blast As ever you did from sun or showers That helped to brighten your struggling hours. Let love and thanks to your true friend go, But much is due to your hated foe ! AUTUMN LEAVES The brown leaves falling round me, Rustling under my tread, And the low but thrilling voices Whispering "Summer is Dead" Speak to my heart this morning, Lead me gently aside, Rebuking, but oh, so kindly, Anger and sloth and pride. They seem to ask so sadly "When all was bright and green, Wert thou in happy unison True as thou should'st have been. 104 While summer lingered with thee And songs were in thy breast, Were thy words and deeds in keeping, Leading to peace and rest? Now while the tears of Autumn Fall on the summer flowers, Entwine for thy winter's comfort A wreath of well spent hours/' Oh, questioning, solemn voices, How can my heart reply, While turned to the wasted moments Of golden hours gone by? Instead of up and doing, Ready, useful and true, Full many a time it faltered, Sighing "I've nought to do!" Many a time it fainted While golden hours rolled on, Till the flowers it might have gathered At last were dead and gone. Oh, heart rebuked and silent, Listen and think to-day, For perhaps another summer May never light thy way. Still there is life and beauty, Still thou canst toil and strive Making the world grow better Because thou art alive. 105 Now while the time is given, Fearlessly cast aside The load thou art weakly bearing Of selfishness and pride. List the voices of Nature, Learn from the birds and flowers, Twine for thy last remembrance A wreath of well spent hours. LITTLE BIRD Oh, little bird in your lowly nest, The cold dew gemming your soft brown breast, You chirp and call for the mother love That's to teach the way to soar above. You do not know, and there's none can tell The powers that in yon quiet dwell; Just wait till the morning hour is past You'll catch the breath of the noontide blast. You'll twitter no more, you'll rise and sing With sunshine broad on your upward wing, You'll soar and flutter with song so high Away and away to far off sky. You'll meet your comrades as Nature meant, Your voice with theirs shall be grandly blent, You'll swell the choir with the music best That was taught to you in dewy nest, That mother Nature there bro't to you, Your little brown breast was wet with dew, You'll reach the flowers that wait below Just smiling out of the winter's snow. 106 You'll sing to peasant, you'll sing to king, And each one will bless the flight of wing That bears you away, 'bove cloud and all And flutters reply to comrades call. You were made for beauty, song and cheer, To be as one with loveliest here ; Oh, little brown bird, I follow you Away in your flight 'bove azure blue. You call me away — I lift my breast With dew of morn, and song refreshed, Never a longing have you for fame Or tho't of crowds with their loud acclaim. Songs from your bosom in music burst, You sing — its in you — sing you must, I follow you in your flight and song Altho' below is my comrade throng. I spring from the dust to watch you sweet Above my head, with choir you meet, I watch your flight thro' the upper sky With eager spirit and dazzled eye. Oh, little brown bird, just pause for me, I follow you from tree to tree, I will not turn from your flight away 'Till I reach with you the realms of day; I will not turn till my song with thine Has joined with the choir on heights divine! 107 WE DO NOT KNOW She came from her mansion — she wept with me And tenderly touched the babe on my knee, "So like my own!" with a quiver she said, "Just the same fair form and the same bright head, He was taken from me long years ago — - He was so precious and I loved him so!" I could not put him away from my breast, He seemed to be taking a happy rest — "He is dead" they whispered, "we'll lay him down, His spirit now weareth an angel crown, We cannot bid you to be calm, but then He will smile in your eyes some day again." Not a word of comfort could touch my brain, All of earthly promise seemed void and vain, I could only think of my baby there; "Dead, oh dead," I cried in my wild despair. My neighbor touched me with a gentle hand "His working, we never can understand, He has taken yours, He has taken mine, It is ours to bow to the will Divine. If our darling babies on earth had stayed, If their steps afar in the wrong had strayed, How bitter the sorrow — how torn the heart That now in a glorious life has part; I would give all gold — I would give all gear Just to look at my darling standing here, But now as I'm nearing the setting sun, I have learned to utter "Thy will be done!" 108 And this was the woman I tho't so cold, Vain of her beauty and proud of her gold; Once again she spoke, and her words were these, "How oft when your baby played 'neath the trees I have envied you in my blinding grief For which there is never a full relief!" And this was the woman I'd envied quite In her mansion stately with halls so bright, She knelt by my side and she breathed a prayer That relief might come to my wild despair; I looked in her face thro' my blinding woe, And I said "Forgive me, I did not know That you were so kind and I tho't you cold, Wrapped up in the love of your power and gold ; She sobbed in a whisper "We envy so, For we do not know, ah, we do not know!" MEMORY PICTURES OF ERIN The first is a simple picture — A cottage beside the sea, Half shadowed by Time's dark pinions Yet dearest in memory; A mingling of happy voices, A sound as of dancing feet, A breathing of summer zephyrs, Low, mournful, but oh, how sweet. A heaving of restless billows Tossed up on the pebbly beach, A blending of shade and sunshine As far as the eye can reach ; The present in silence passes Away from my eager ken, And I o'er the cottage threshold Have trod with the Past again 109 Sweet smiles from the gentle hearted, A welcome without surprise, A light that seemeth familiar, Soft beaming from loving eyes ; Ah, me, I am only dreaming When memory brings to me This vision so full of beauty Of home and its melody! The next is a mournful picture All shadowy, cold and dim, A waving of willow branches, A sorrowful vesper hymn; Dark sods with no grass upon them, The splashing of orphan's tears A sorrow on young hearts fallen To darken life's purest years; Ah, clouds are about this picture — Thank God, I have power to see, E'en now in this hour of anguish, The light of Eternity! The next is an April picture, A blending of light and shade, A pathway tangled and thorny 'Mid roses and sunshine made — A goal in the far-off brightness Tears hastily dashed away, A gladness within the spirit Still waiting the dawn of day; Ah, many have seen this vision — Thank God, Who has said that we Who weep in Time's chequered valley Shall smile in Eternity! no JOSEY I am listening — I am listening To the music wild and free Of the deep toned Mississippi Rolling onward to the sea; Rolling onward — rolling onward To the mighty, heaving sea, Which is tossing oh, so darkly 'Tween my native land and me! I am dreaming — I am, dreaming That I hear the ceaseless roar Of the surges madly breaking 'Gainst a far off Em'rald shore, And the echoes 'mid the green hills Where my feet may tread no more! I am gazing — I am gazing On the sunset crimsoned sky While the palace boats all gorgeous Float in regal beauty by, But my soul looks on a picture Where the shadows heavy lie. Far across Atlantic waters Came a sad voice yesterday, Saying ''Thy young fav'rite brother From our earth has passed away. Then my heart grew weak with anguish And my lips refused to pray! In life's clouded spring we parted, I was elder of the twain, And with brave hopes sobbing whispered "We shall meet, you know, again in When I am a woman, Josey You shall never dream of pain!" Years of toil were years of pleasure, For his sake was conquered pride, For his sake I toiled and struggled, For his sake, I would have died; Earth is lonely — I am weary Oh, that I were by his side! In the Shannon's Holy Island Where the primrose stars are bright, In a grave by willows shaded From the summer's laughing ligh*, Lieth he whose spirit noble Cheered my soul in trial's night. I am gazing, I am gazing On the sunset's crimson sky, While the palace boats all gorgeous. Float in regal beauty by, But my soul looks on this picture Where the shadows heavy lie! TI2 PRIDE Man's pride is the funniest thing I know- In the skies above or the earth below, A whimsical idea — smile I must While ''worm on the leaf scorns worm in the dust." One thinks he is wise and knows it all Why the lightning strikes — why the apples fall. Another of slower or duller mind The why or the wherefore seeks not to find; He trembles in awe as the storm sweeps past And picks up the apple from rich tree cast. One wears a fine garment in palace high From whence float gay flags to the azure sky ; It is his — all his — or at least he swells With the proud possession proclaimed by bells ; But somehow he sighs for — he knows not what And frets and fumes with his dazzling lot. The other in patches, goes at morn With elbows out and with shoes all torn Or very likely no shoes at all; The cattle come to his shrilly call, He has babe at home and toiling wife, He drinks from the simplest fount of life; The woods and the waves are free to him And God's own temple he enters in. He sometimes sighs — for he knows not what For this you know is the common lot. I think of spheres that eternal roll My mind too small for the mighty whole ; I see the systems in glowing fire, 113 I hear the voice that calls still higher, I think of wonderful, mighty hand That moves it all and I understand That I and this little earth can be Just trivial mites where such spheres I see. I gaze, I wonder and then look back On the common way of human track, And from the sublime, I now descend To smile at comical side, my friend; You can't deride me, I'm sure this day As I view cities of earth so gay And note the scorn which the pampered few Display to the dusty struggling thro'. Spirit of Dickens — I take your line, Twas written for all — I make it mine, 'Tis a comical thing — smile I must As "worm on the leaf scorns worm in the dust. 114 -:-•■;-_■ LIBRARY OF CONGRESS « II III III III III III llll; 015 785 419 7 PI SI ■hi BUMBI WMW I ff 'W ML