#L1BRARY OF ( (INGRESS. #i I UNITED STATES OP AMERICA. J cyy POEMS, BY CYNTHIA TAGGAET. Though He caiise grief, yet will He have compassion according to the multitude of his mercies. ' For He doth not afflict willingly, nor grieve the children of men. — Lam. Hi. 32, 33, THIRD EDITION NEW YORK: PRINTED BY B. R. BARLOW. 1848. TO THE REV. JAMES COOK RICHMOND, HER STEADFAST FRIEND, NOW IN LONDON, ® l)is boinmc, IS MOST GRATEFULLY AND AFFECTIONATELY INSCRIBED BY THE AUTHOR. MiDDLETOwN. Rhode Island, July, 1848. PREFACE TO THE FIRST EDITION. It is believed that the Poems in this volume, composed as they vv^ere under circumstances of unusual affliction, will be read w^ith a peculiar in- terest. They are the record of a secluded suffer- er ; yet surely, in a world like this, of vicissitude and sorrow, they cannot fail to touch some chord of sympathetic feeling. We are not fitted for the condition of human life, — we are not cultivated to the extent of the capabilities of our nature, if to us the genuine expressions of sorrow are not eloquent. It is for a benevolent purpose, that God has wrought into our souls a capacity of receiving the impression of another's joys or sorrows. It is this capacity which unites us most truly to our fel- low-beings. Without it, we should be solitary and sad in any part of Grod's universe. Without it, knowledge would lose half its value, prosperity its highest charm, and suffering its most grateful alle- viation. The scriptures make their appeal to us through this principle of our nature. Without this power of sympathy, we can hold no communion with Prophets and Apostles ; and without it, the subduing narrative of a Saviour's sufferings would have been given to us in vain. Imagination was bestowed upon us, that we might place ourselves in IV PREFACE TO THE the situation of others, and be excited by it to a con- genial sympathy. This is, at least, one of the high- est moral purposes of that noble faculty. When allied with benevolence and truth, it brings within our view a wider range of human interests than rea- son alone can apprehend. Why is it so seldom con- secrated either to the sacred charities of life, or to the anticipation of the untold glories of heaven ! Fi'om the Christian who has held intimate com- munion with the spirit of his crucified Master, and whose tenderness is kept alive by the highest mo-« tives and the most touching remembrances, we may expect a just appreciation of the productions in this little volume. He solemnly realizes that every hu- man being is placed under the government of God ; and he views with deep interest the dispensations of his Providence toward individuals, as well as to- ward nations. To him, an immortal being, striving for submission to the will of God, in the midst of calamity and accumulated suffering, is an object oi sublime interest. The pathos and the poetry of truth, as exhibited in these productions, will be felt by the Christian. To the medical man and the phi- losopher, desirous of contemplating the human in- tellect and character under every variety of circum- stance, productions indicating so much thought, ima- gination, and feeling, and composed under the weight of the most oppressive disease, may furnish an in- teresting subject of reflection and inquiry. We can- not expect that those who are too much engrossed by their own personal welfare, and with the con- veniences and pleasures which surround them, to think often of others, or to feel for them, will pe- ruse this volume. Their sphere is too limited for the enlarged and generous sympathies of a rational spirit. But it is hoped that there are few who can peruse it, and remain unaffected by it. In confirmation of our opinion, that these Poems FIRST EDITION. V are not without power to interest, we offer some re- marks introductory to one of the pieces, " An Ode to the Poppy," pubUshed in the Providence Literary Journal. " The author of the following Ode is one of those whom Misery has long since maiked for her own, and exercised with the severest form of physical suffering. Afflicted with a chronic disease of many years' duration (in the seat of thought itself), for which there is no remedy, and which must fatally terminate through slow and protracted degrees of pain and distress ; never wholly losing her conscious- ness of present evil, in the balm of sleep, the author has yet been able briefly to forget her condition, and to find momentary consolation, in dictating to her friends several poetical effusions ; from which the present has been selected as one of the most finished. Though secluded from the face of Nature, the mem- ory of its various and beautiful forms is quickened, in her solitude, by a poet's imagination. There is a pathos in some of her pieces, a strength of soul strug- gling against the doom of its decaying tenement, in the agony of deferred and expiring hope, that excite in us, as we lay them down, a feeling of melancholy regret, that another mind is destined to pass away, and leave so imperfect a record of its origin ; — a regret that is but partially alleviated by the convic- tion, however sincere, that, as well in the universe of mind, as of matter, through all their endless chan- ges, nothing is lost, and all is safe in the hands of its Maker. " The subject of this brief notice is little improved by ed.ucation, and owes nothing to circumstances : thus adding another to the thousand proofs that genius, in its different degrees and kinds, is a gift, native in the soul, irrepressible in its growth by the greatest weight of calamity, and flourishing even in the cold shadow of Death. PREFACE TO THE " The author's story disarms criticism, and makes its way at once to the charity of the heart." Jour, for Nov. 2d, 1833. The eloquent observations of the Editor of the Literary Journal are to the same purpose. " We solicit the attention of the reader to the pre- ceding columns, containing the Memoir of William Taggart, and to the communications by which it is accompanied. His unstudied and unpretending narrative would repay perusal, were it merely for the fine exhibition of personal character which it contains. It, moreover, affords information respect- ing important events in the war of our Independ- ence, and particularly illustrates some of the most interesting passages in the history of our own State. " But these are not the strongest circumstances which recommend it to attention. We refer to it, not so much on account of its connexion with the mem- ory of the dead, as with the fate of the living ; with the condition of the surviving daughter, whose story, though brief, is terrible, and which cannot be re- peated or heard without emotion. It has already been told in the introductory remarks accompanying one of her poetical effusions which we inserted a few weeks since. The victim of a lingering and in- curable malady, under which she has suffered for years ; never losing the sense of physical pain, and perfectly conscious of the hopelessness of her con- dition ; although possessing but slight advantages of education, and owing little to the influence of soci- ety, she has sent forth compositions which contain the emanations of a mind rich in endowment, fraught with beautiful and delicate conceptions, embodied in a style of language, the correctness and purity of which, under all these adverse circumstances, is scarcely less remarkable than the thoughts which it contains. FIRST EDITION. VU " "We do not mean to say that her writings are not in many respects defective. They are so ; and they could not be otherwise. But, considering the pecuhar situation of their author, they are certainly remarkable productions ; and without any allowance for circumstances, if subjected to the rules of rigid criticism, some of them would not suffer by a com- parison with the ordinary writings of many who have acquired no slight degree of celebrity. " The references to her own severe deprivations, which they contain, often bear a touching pathos, which finds its way directly to the heart ; but of their affecting power she herself appears to be almost un- conscious. There is evidently an absence of all de- sign to enlist the feelings of others by allusions of this nature. Whenever we find them in her writ- ings, they appear to come involuntarily from the depths of her own feelings, and to be mingled with the beautiful imagery of her poetry merely through the unceasing pressure of the physical sufferingfrom which her spirit seeks relief, among the creations of her vivid imagination. '* The proposal for publishing a collection of her poems certainly deserves encouragement. We hope it will be canied into effect : for, apart from all personal considerations, their intrinsic value renders them worthy of presei-vation. It is not to furnish the author with the means of ease and enjoyment, for this is beyond the reach of human power ; but it is with the design of alleviating, in some degree, the calamities which surround her, that this proposal has been made. It is honorable to those with whom it originated. " No one who can appreciate the productions of genius ; indeed, no one who can feel the claims of humanity, will view a proposal of this nature, with indifference. The mere statement of facts relating to this young lady, which has already been given, is VUl PREFACE TO THE in itself the most powerful appeal which can be made in her behalf. It is mournful to think upon such a mind, suffering under the infliction of a fate like hers ; of a spirit so finely tempered, — so framed to sympathize with all the beautiful and exquisite harmonies of the outward creation, — so fitted to draw instruction and delight from the exhaustless treasury of nature ; debarred from all communica- tion with the thousand scenes of inspiration, which are continually furnishing other minds with the ma- terials of new and expanded thought, — doomed to the endurance of bodily pain, from which there is no relief — still rising above the trials which are wearing it away, and pouring forth, amid languish- ment and pain, its rich iBusic, like the melody of the dying swan." Journal for December 7th, 1833. To the subjoined letters,* the reader is referred for other interesting particulars respecting the sub- ject of this notice. The venerable fathert of the author, like many other patriots of the Revolution, bequeathed noth- ing to his family but the memory of his good works ; and their circumstances, before much straitened, have been reduced, by the cessation of his pension, within the ordinary measure of a comfortable sub- sistence. The publication of this volume, under- taken at the suggestion of her friends, will be the means, — not of ministering to the love of fame, but of affording to the afflicted daughter, in the way most grateful to her fine feelings, and, through her, to the other portion of the family, a very needful relief from the pressure of adverse fortune. Let those who believe that the national obligations to the Men of '76 have been but imperfectly fulfilled, avail themselves of every opportunity to discharge * Page xxi. t See the annexed Memoir, wfitten by himself, p. xxix. FIRST EDITION. IX their portions of the accumulated debt of public gratitude, to such of the descendants of these Men, as are the worthy inheritors of their good name. — Had the author been favored with but a common share of that most essential blessing, health, she would not now need a preface to commend her to the public attention ; but would, in all probability, be enjoying that homage of consideration and es- teem for eminent talent and personal excellence, which we delight to manifest towards the distin- guished female writers of our country. As has already been stated, the author of these Poems dictated them (or the gi-eater part of them) to her friends. They have never had her revision for publication, her health not permitting any exer- tion of this kind ; and some of those who wrote them down, evidently have an imperfect acquain- tance with the constiuction of verse. It has there- fore been found necessary to make occasional cor- rections of style and language ; not, however, such as to impair the author's originality of thought or expression. It is a matter of surprise, considering her defective education, and the impossibility of improvement, from the very nature of her unhappy condition, that there should have been so few gram- matical inaccuracies and defects of rhyme that need- ed to be amended. The reader will readily per- ceive that poetical writings must I'equire, much more frequently than prose compositions, the pro- per exercise of this discretion. We oftentimes meet with excellent ideas (particularly in I'eadingthe old, quaint prose writers) embodied in a rude and repul- sive style, and very readily pardon the language to the sense. But is not so witli poetry. One of the principal pleasures, which poetry, as such, distin- guished from poetical thoughts in prose, affords us, is in the structure and harmony of its versification. When this is careless, impei-fect and discordant, the ear is at once offended ; and good taste may thus X PREFACE TO THE mislead the judgement to an unfair estimate of the real powers of an author. " Like words to music in an uuknovvn tongue, — Uniiolished diamonds, or as pearls unstrung. Large, generous thoughts, in phrase obscure confined, Are buried deep, and lost to all mankind." To those who are in the habit of hastily running the eye over a few pages of a work, and of casting it aside if the first impression be unfavorable, we would point out any one of the following pieces, — " The Heart's Desire," " The Happy Birds," " On the Return of Spring," " Lines on a Minister of the Gospel," " Ode to the Poppy," " Midnight," "The Twin Sisters," " An Apostrophe to Thought," " Woman's Sympathy," " Lines on Reading the Poems of** * *," "The Happiness'of Early Years," " Distress," "Despair," "To her Father supposed to be Dying," — as well adapted to attract their at- tention, and to secure their interest and good opinion. It is possible, from the tone of melancholy com- plaint, which pervades these productions, that some may be led to believe the author destitute of one gift, so necessary in her condition, that of pious re- signation. It should be remembered, however that the poems were separately composed, — most of them at long intervals of time ; and that each, when writ- ten, naturally expressed the feelings of the author in her peculiar trials. The general effect of the whole upon the reader is not then the true test of the character of the several parts ; — and, as "every heart knoweth its own biterness" under the pres- sure of afflictions, who but the Searcher of hearts shall chide these lamentations of poor, stricken hu- manity, and say that they are too deep, and bitter, and prolonged ! But further, — a moment's reflection on the in- fluence of cerebral disease upon the mind, would remove any remaining impression unfavorable to the author. If you would form a just estimate of her FIRST EDITION, XI piety, you should think what the effect would be in your own case, to have all the sources of pleas- urable sensation dried up, and all the powers of thought disturbed by its oppressed organ. If the brain, the medium through which the mind acts, be diseased, of course all the operations of the mind are impeded, or iiuperfectly and painfully performed. — Christianity, we know, does not directly remove those evils which have their oi'igin in j^hysical causes ; — though undoubtedly it has in it a tendency, as Baxter remarks, to remove all evil, inasmuch as it strikes at the root of all sin. " For those whose melan- choly arises from cor^^oreal causes," he says, " I would give this advice : Expect not that rational, spiritual remedies should suffice for this cure ; for you may as well expect a good sermon, or comforta- ble words, should cure palsy, as to be a sufficient cure to your melancholy fears, for this is as real a bodily disease as the other." Baxter was no super- ficial thinker. He knew well that the reciprocal in- fluences of mind and body do not cease in those who have their hearts and hopes in Heaven. No, — though its contemplation rest on Grod, on eternity, and its own moral nature and destiny, — while the soul is in the hody, it is subject to the laws which govern both, and to the mysterious action and reac- tion established by them ; and the faith of a Chris- tian, though it may sustain the sufferer in the pain- ful exercise of thought, feeling, and volition conse- quent upon a diseased organization, yet will not re- verse this effect of physical causes. All the appropri- ate efforts of the rational spirit aije to be made, in such a case, by an instrument unfited ibr its " high employ ;" and the soul must sink back upon itself, waiting, in faith, the day of its redemption from the burden of flesh. Blessed be God, that there are truths appropriate to our higher nature, and ade- quate to sustain us amidst the gloom and solitude of bodily suffering. The Resurrection will be a reme- XU PREFACE TO THE FIRST EDITION. dy to the most lengthened malady ; and the body will then become a peifect medium for the manifes- tations of mind and spirit. If we duly considered how easily " the fine net-work of mortality" may be disordered, and the effects resulting from this dis- order, we should be better prepared to comprehend the state of the alflicted, and to minister to their ne- cessities. Let the diseased bear in mind, for their own consolation, that God remembers their frame. "He knows each secret thread in nature's loom ;" and perceives the necessary effect of their physi- cal maladies, though unperceived by human skill and science. The weakness of the flesh now too often defeats the willing submission of the spiiit. — But it will not be so always. It is important that, in the perusal of these poems, we should keep in mind the peculiar character of the author's sufferings, and the circumstances under which they were composed ; — otherwise we shall be but poor interpreters of their spirit. We should remember that, under " the pressure of irresistible suffering," God permits his creatures to complain to him, though not to murmur against him. We should Consider, that the faith manifested in such a complex state of trial, though darkened by disease, may be as acceptable in the eye of God, as it is in its more joyous and triumphant exhibitions. We would hope that the perusal of this volume may awaken in us a solemn conviction of our de- pendance on a Higher Power for every blessing, and of the consequent duty of using each to his glory ; — and a sentiment of deep consideration and tenderness for those less prosperous than ourselves. We should remember that though the dispensations of God's Providence are various, yet that He de- signs but one end by them all, — to educate immor- tal spirits for the future life. When this end shall have been accomplished, the dark waters of afflic- tion will have passed away forever. PREFACE TO THE SECOND EDITION. In the present edition the pieces entitled " The Cup of Bitterness," "Psalm Forty-first," "To a Lady," " To the Young Ladies of Miss 's School," have been added to the Poems ; and "Some Account of the Author, written by Herself," has been prefixed to them. The volume is moreover enriched by a portrait of the author, and by a landscape view of the cot- tage where she resides. The former has been kindly furnished by Miss .Tane Stuart of Newport, and the latter by Lieut. Harwood of the same place. August, 1834. PREFACE TO THE THIRD EDITION. Goethe somewhere says, " One ought every day to hear at least, a httle song, read a good poem, see an excellent picture, and if it could be done, speak some sensible words." Had this gifted poet been accustomed to holier meditations, he had added, one ought every day to say at least a short prayer, and do a kind action. It is, he trusts, in the spirit sug- gested above, that the writer of these few lines, sits down on this blessed morning in the last of June — nowhere more blessed than in this health-preserving and health-restoring region — to pi'epare a Preface to another edition of Cynthia Taggart's Poems. He is now, on the opposite shore of the noble bay in sight of the very spot where the old cottage, now destroyed, stood in 1832, when he happened to visit it in company with a brother, who recorded what we there found in the little book called " The Rhode Island Cottage, or, A Gift to the Children of Sorrow." There before his eyes stand, and will stand to the end of time, the firm rocks, heedless alike of the fate of individuals and the fall of dynas- ties, where in her early youth, Cynthia Taggart, XVI PREFACE TO THE with a heart that was itself enjoyment, watched when the sea was cahn, or in the awful magnifi- cence of the storm, the clashing of the waves, and at the sweet hour of prime, from the naked top of the bold headland, beheld the sun rise up in glory out of the ocean, and " Bathe the world in light." The delightful and grand scenery that nursed her poetic fancy, and helped to open the buds of what in continued health had been no common genius, is all around. And, merciful Father ! on last Sunday these eyes again looked on her, smitten, bowed together and withered as she has been for her good, by the divine hand, lying upon the lowly bed from which she has not been able to raise herself for more than twenty-seven years, and all the affecting associations now connected with our first visit to her, rushed upon the memory. Under the full influence of these recollections, the writer could not refuse to attempt the kind act of aiding her friends in the publication of another edition of her Poems, for her relief, and that of the insane Maria and the bed-rid- den Elizabeth, her afflicted sisters. The author ot these Poems is altogether a Rhode Island woinan, and this is strictly a Rhode Island Book. The great merit that belongs to it is its Truth. The chief object of this short Preface is to induce the favored sons and daughters of health and pros- perity, when they visit Newport this summer, to take the advice of the great poet, cited above. Af- ter listening to the morning hymn the birds chant to the Creator — reading one of the sublime songs of the prophet Isaiah or the monarch-minstrel of Israel — looking on the perfect pictuie painted by the hand of God himself, that may be seen for in- stance, from the Atlantic or Ocean House — speak- ing some sensible words to their fellow sojourners THIRD EDITION. XVll — sending up to the open heaven the morning or noon-day prayer — they will find it good for them, in the afternoon, to visit the bed-side of this suffer- ing woman. In her deeper agony of the morning, she cannot be seen. The house is about five miles out from Newport, on the West Road, the second on the west side of the road, beyond the picturesque little church of" The Holy Cross." It may add to the interest with which the stranger will look upon this Church, to know that it stands there, probably because Cynthia Taggart is a sufferer, and visits of clergymen to her gave impulse to the pious enter- prise of building it. There is not a warm-heart- ed girl, however thoughtless, who will not be disposed after that sad visit, when preparing for the ball in the evening — if on that day she can force herself to prepare for it at all — to lay aside some trinket, or devote the price of some article of dress to that afflicted family. There is not a true- hearted father, or mother or brother, among all the prosperous visitors to the beautiful Island, who will not encourage her to do so ; who will not at her soft request, add a token of self-denial to the little treasure which she will put into the hands of those sisters of charity, ever ready to minister to the lonely ones. As her healthful cheek presses in the solitude of the midnight, the downy pillow, she will call up before her mental eye the never to be for- gotten image of one whose heavy head, for more than twenty -seven years, has hardly been raised, and has never, never, never during all those weari- some days and nights, ceased to throb with unutter- able nervous agony. She will bless God for her own freedom, and of those she loves, from fearful pain. When she also in dying — as die she must, Grod grant her whole life like that of Cynthia may not be for long years a protracted death-struggle — the memory of the single act of benevolence of that XVlll PREFACE TO THE THIRD EDITION. day will be 'oweeter to her than of all the days of hilarity and evenings of dissipation she ever spent in Newport. " It is little But in these sharp extremities of fortune, The blessings which the weak and poor can scatter Have their own season. 'Tis a little thing To give a cup of v\^ater ; yet its draught ♦ Of cool refreshment, drained by fevered lips, May give a shock of pleasure to the frame More exquisite than when nectarean juice Renews the life of joy in happiest hours. It is a little thing to speak a phrase Of common comfort, which by daily use Has almost lost its sense ; yet on the eai's Of him who thought to die unmourn'd 'twill fall, Like choicest music ; fill the glazing eye With gentle tears ; relax the knotted hand To know the bonds of fellowship again ; And shed on the departing soul a sense, More precious than the benison of friends About the honored death-bed of the rich, To him who else were lonely, that another Of the great family is near and feels." Talfourd's Ion, Act I, Scene II W. R. Richmond Rock, Saconet, Rhode Island, June 29th, 1848. CONTENTS. XXIV xxvi Page Preface to the First Edition- .... jjj Preface to the Second Edition. ... xii Preface to the Third Edition. - - - - xv Letters relating to the Author. ... xxi Letter from the Rev. Mr. Richinoiid. ... xxi " " the Rev. Mr. Cutler. " " the Author. .... " " Mr. GammelL .... xxvii " Miss E. V. xxix Memoir of William Taggart. xxxi Some Account OF THE Author BY Herself. - - xl POEMS. Evening, 1817. 1 Autumu. 1822. - 2 A Solace. 1822. - - ■ 3 The Use of Afflictions. 1822 6 Hope of Happiness after Death 7 Contrast. 1823. 8 The Heart's Desire. 1823. ..... 9 Health. 1823. 15 The Change. May, 1824. - - . ... 17 An Invocation to Hope. 1824. .... is The Happy Birds. - . ..... 19 To my Father's Friend. -----. 20 Past Pleasures. 1824. . • ■ - - - 21 The Starry Worlds. -.-•--- 23 On the Return of Spring. 1825. - - - - - 24 Verses for Children. ■.----- 25 To a Nephew. . - - . - . - - 28 Lines on a Minister of the Gospel. . . - - 29 On a Storm. 1825. .----.- 31 To a Once Frequented Retreat. 1825. . - - 32 Ode to the Poppy. 1825 - 34 B XX CONTENTS. Page Summer Sunset. ■ - . . . . ^^7 Midnight. 1825. .---■.. 33 The Twin Sisters. -.-.--. 41 Pity. ----..--., 42 Christian Character. ■-..■.. 43 An Appeal to the Faculty. - ■ - ■ . 45 To a Young Lady. Nov. 1825. ----- 47 To Mrs. R . 1826. 49 To an Aged Friend of my Father. - - - 53 An Apostrophe to Sorrow ; the Sorrow of this World. 1826. . - ■ - - ... 54 On Commodore Oliver H. Perry ; upon the Re-inter- ment of his Remains at Nev^rport, R. I. 1826. - 57 An Apostrophe to Thought ; Winter of 1826, Midnight. 5.9 To a Sister in Affliction. -.-.-- 03 To a beloved Sister, a lew Weeks hefore her Death. ■ 65 On the sudden Death of the Rev. William Gammell, of Newport, R. I. 1827. - . . . . 67 An Epitaph on a Mother and her Son. - . - 68 Epitaph on Captain J T . - - - 69 To a Cousin. 1827. --.---- 70 To an Intimate Friend. 1827. .... 71 Woman's Sympathy ! to a Lady. 1828. - - ■ 11 Musings. -.--■--.. 79 The Song of the Birds. -.--.. 80 The Voice of the Wind. 1829. .... 81 Lines on Reading the Poems of* * * * 1829. - . 83 The Happiness of Early Years. .... 34 A Fragment. ••"--. " - 89 Sorrow. --..-.-.- 90 Lines composed in great Suffering. 1829. - - - 90 Distress. -----.•-.- 92 Despair. ■ • - 93 To her Father, supposed to be Dying. 1833. • • 95 The Cup of Bitterness. ------ 98 Psalm Forty-first. - 100 To a Lady. 1834. - • 102 To the Young Ladies of Miss 's School. 1834. - 104 «# LETTERS RELATING TO THE AUTHOR. "Letter from the Rev. James C. RicJimond, to Tin Brother, tlie Rev. William Riclimoncl, of Bloom,- ingdale, N. Y. Salem, Mass. , April lOtli, 1833. Dear Buother, Agreeably to your request I have drawn up a brief account of the visit we made, in the spring of 1832, to the home and graves of our forefathers, and of an incident which then occurred. Wearied with the noise and bustle of a Rhode Island Election, we determined to make our escape fi'om Newport, to the quiet scenes, in the midst of which we had passed together many happy and tranquil hours. We intended to cross ir-om the Island to the town of Little Compton ; but, as might have been anticipated, the ferryman was enjoying the Election holyday at Newport. Observing a small house on the hill, 1 went to it for the purpose of procuring some provisions for our party. When I reached the fence, I observed, in the little yard before the house, an old man, who seemed to be oc- cupied about some household duties, and who did not at first notice my presence. As .soon, however, as I spoke to him (Mr. Taggart), he came towards XXU LTTERS RELATING TO me ; and, on my making known our wants, a con- f ersation ensued, in which, to show that his will to serve us was greater than his abiUty, he spoke of the afflictions of his family. Still, he said, we were welcome to all that his house could afford us. Re- turning to the subject of his family, he said, with deep feeling, " I suppose, Sir, that I have the most afflicted family on this Island. I have one dauo-hter who has been lying on her bed in that house, more than eleven years, and the physicians can do noth- ing for her. Her sister has worn herself out in watching over her, and now she is a cripple, and has to be moved about the house. Another daugh- ter is deranged, and my wife is old and feeble, and troubled with a bad cough. She does all she can Sir ; but I cannot work as I used to do ; and I have had very heavy doctors' bills to pay. It is but a little while since I paid more than four hundi'ed dollai's. I have been obliged to mortgage my little farm ; and it is almost all gone. I hope it will be enough to carry us through this world to a better. It is all right. I know that the Supreme Ruler of the Univei'se does what is best for us." I informed him that I had left you waiting for the ferry-boat, and he seemed highly pleased to learn that you were a Christian minister.* Your own words, after the interview, that "we were as much interested in this scene, as in almost any other that we ever witnessed together," show that I was not wrong in my anticipations when I requested you to visit the family. They spoke of the manner in which their daugh- ter Cynthia passed the time ; and the verses which she- had written were shown to us. I do not sup- * Mr. J. C. Richmond was uot at that time admitted to the ministry. THE AUTHOR. XXIU pose the poems would have affected me so deeply as they did, had I met with them as those who will read this description will meet with them, in a print- ed book. But I must confess, that, when I consid- ered the place, the seclusion from almost all the world, in which the family have lived, the few ad- vantages, even of a common school education, which their daughter had enjoyed, and then remem- bered the manner in which it has pleased God to wound her spirit, and to bow down her soul, I could not but consider them as remarkable productions. Probably the verses maybe liable to criticism ; but one thing is certain, — they are a faithful picture of deep sorrow and suffering. The sufferer had lain for nearly half her life, where we saw her. Through how many weary, restless days and nights had she passed ! Is it not strange, that we, who are blessed with health and strength, should ever murmur at the allotments of Providence, when, compared witli such sorrows as these, our afflictions seem trifling and momentaiy 1 When you conversed with her, she expressed her resignation to the will of Grod ; but, though patient under her sufferings, her heart seemed almost bro- ken with hope deferred. She had passed most of this long period of affliction in the expectation that she should one day be raised again to health and strength ; and this disappointment had imparted a "deep melancholy to her thoughts. Her views of herself were most humble; and she seemed unwil- ling by her answers to lead you to suppose, that she was more at peace with herself and her Maker, than was really the case. XXIV LETTERS RELATING TO Letter from the Rev. Benjamin C. Cutler, Rector of St. Ann^s C/mrcJi, Brooklyn, New York, to a Gentleman of the City of New York. Brooklyn, N. Y., Dec. 1833. Dear Sir, The request that I would give you some account of the writer of the Poems about to be published, is cheerfully granted. For some years past I have spent a few weeks in autumn, on the southeastern extremity of Rhode Island. While there in the autumn of 1832, I heard of an afflicted family in the neighborhood ; and, learn- ing that a visit of condolence would be very accep- table, I determined to make one. I was directed to a small house, far from any road, on the side of a hill descending precipitately to an arm of the sea, which separates this Island from the adjoining State. The first person I saw, on approaching the house, was a young woman at the door, who, as soon as she perceived me, uttered some incoherent words and disappeared. I knocked, was admitted, and soon introduced to the family. It was composed of a venerable old man, his wife, and three daughters. Here I found sickness, dis- tress, and poverty, in conflict with religion, peace and purity; and I rejoice to say the latter appeared to triumph. The old man was feeble, and broken in constitu- tion and health. His " hoary head," however, was " a crown of glory," for it was found in " the way of righteousness," He had been an officer in the Revolutionary war, and his last days were made anxious by endeavors to obtain a pension. He succeeded about a year since ; but has now gone to serve a more generous Master. THE AUTHOR His wife was a confirmed invalid, and could with the greatest difficulty discharge her domestic duties. The three daughters were the principal sufferers. One was deprived of reason : the other two were emaciated by disease, and had been confined to their beds, one for two, and the other for seven years. Medical attendance, medicines, and loss of time in nursing his children, had consumed all the property of the good old man, except the small tenement which he occujjied, and which ere long he expected to exchange for a still narrower one. But, for the credit of religion, and for the comfort of all who may be called to pass thi-ough " the fire" of such trials, I can say that this veteran soldier of Christ and his family seemed supported by the consolations of the Gospel. On these I conversed at large, and with each member of the family ; and I endeavored to lighten, by every means in my power, the heavy burdens of these poor pilgrims. The father, the mother, and one of the daughters appeared cheerful and resigned ; but the other daughter seemed greatly depressed. She had been now seven years on a bed of exquisite pain. Her hair had turned gray by the unmitigated anguish of her head. Sleep had long deserted her, and she seemed to have been in the act of martyrdom for years. Confined for so long a time to her bed, in- capable of occupation or amusement, at times, even of devotion, she struggled hard to say " Thy will be done." She however appeared to confide in God, but was destitute of spiritual consolation. In this state, and in this place, she composed, from time to time, the Poems which are about to be published. They are like the Lamentations of Jere- miah, or, more truly, like the complainings of Job ; and may serve to make both the prosperous and the afflicted more grateful and submissive to the allot- ments of Divine Providence. 2 XXVI LETTERS RELATING TO The Poems were composed and committed to memory, chiefly in the night ; and were committed to writing by the father and others at their leisure. A httle garden before her window, the sun which rose and set, the winds of heaven which shook her cottage, and the ocean, whose " billowy anthem" was ever chanting at the foot of the hill, afforded the only variety to her thoughts. From these and from her bodily sufferings, she draws subjects and illustrations for her Muse. She remains to this day sunk in a bed of anguish, calm and patient. The blessed Saviour, I trust, sits beside her as a " re- finer and purifier of silver;" and when he perceives the work to be completed, he will doubtless with- draw the fire. I am glad that her Poems are to be published, for it is always a relief to make known our griefs ; and I cannot but hope, whether the number of her admirers be great or small, that she will by these Poems secure to herself a few sympa- thizing friends. One I am sure she has already made ; who remains, dear Sir, Always yours. B. C. Cutler. hetter from tJie Author to a Friend in Providence. (dictated.) October 28th, 1833, Dear Madam, I have not strength at present to comply with your request respecting an account of the nature and pro- gress of my protracted diseases, and of my feelings under them, which have been anything rather than what I could wish ; though at all times, in my great- est extremities, I have assuredly believed that the THE AUrHOR. XXVll Judge of all the earth will do right, and that it is in mercy and compassion He afflicts ; and have de- sired to be enabled to say, "It is the Lord ; let him do as seemeth to him good." If ever I am favored with strength and composure sufficient, I will, with the utmost readiness and alacrity, gratify your wish- es. My dear father is very ill, and to appearance fast approaching the bounds of mortality, — but with prospects full of immortality and life. His faith is strong, and his soul sustained, in the midst of his bodily distresses, with heavenly consolations, and peace that passeth understanding ; which is a great encouragement and support to our minds, in the pain and anguish of being separated from a kind and precious parent. But it is our humble hope and earnest prayer, that the separation may not be final ; and that we may be again united in those blessed abodes, where there is no more pain, sin, nor sor- row, and where the Lord shall wipe away all tears from all eyes ; and it is a consoling reflection that this will be the happy lot of all those that love and obey the Saviour. With great esteem and cordial regard, Your fiiend, Cynthia Taggart. Letter from William Gammcll, Tutor in Brown University , to a Friend of the Author. Monday, Dec. 30th, 1833. My dear Madam, I went on Saturday to fulfil my promise and visit the lady, in whom you have taken so kind an in- terest. Watchfulness and pain had so reduced her strength that she was able to converse but little. XXVlll LETTERS RELATING TO But, in that little, was manifested a mind superior to the circumstances in which she had always been placed. She spoke of the gloom which disease will sometimes bring over the hopes and prospects of the future ; and, though her confidence in the truths and promises of religion, was too firm to be shaken, she seemed to be the victim of fears, and doubts, and those gloomy apprehensions, with which a diseased body so often afflicts the mind. With a clearness of expression, such as experience alone can give, she alluded to the influence of the body upon the spirit, withdrawing it from its appropriate range, either to prey upon its own existence, or to fret itself against the walls of its prison-house, — to the difficulty of pursuing continuous thought, and of catching more than occasional glimpses of that region where the mind finds its proper aliment, and objects worthy of its attention. She spoke of the kindness of the fi-iends who had visited her afflicted family, and ex- pressed her gratitude for the letters which she had received. Her conversation was characterized by cleaiTiess and appropriateness of expression, by cor- rectness of remark, and sometimes by superior in- telligence. She had recently been so ill, that after a few minutes conversation I took my leave, regret- ting that I could stay no longer. I left their dwel- ling, having witnessed a scene of domestic suffering, and a form of domestic piety, which none can con- template without being made better. The impres- sion of it will never be effaced from my recollec- tion. Amidst the discontents and repinings of so- ciety, I shall often recall the spectacle of this suffer- ing family, and think of the value of that religion which has been their support. I am, &c. W. Gammell. THE AUTHOR. XXIX The Publishers have been kindly permitted to insert the following passage from a Letter of Miss E. V. of New York, written, in 1847. Let me tell you of a visit I paid some time since to Miss Taggart. I dare say you have heard of her and her Poems. If not, ask cousin C. I found her in a little chamber with one window, an easy chair, a bed and a stove — everything scrupulously neat, and she wasted to a skeleton. For twenty-six years she has lain there with no hope of being freed from the most intense suifering, till " Death, the great consoler, lays his hand on her heart and stills it for- ever." But she is perfectly cheerful, and so happy in the thought that the time will come when mortal shall put on immortality. She made a remark very striking to me. " You do not know how strong and clear the hope of eternity can be,when it is all you have to look forward to." These were not her ex- act words, for she uses the most beautiful and scrip- tural language, not the very words of the Bible, but of one imbued with its very essence. She says sometimes when moved to the edge of the bed she can catch a glimpse of a star, and it is such a treat. I thought of the glorious sights we enjoy daily, so thoughtless of the blessing as we are. Her voice is so faint that you must lean over her bed to speak with her, and if you close your eyes, you could easily imagine it a voice from the sjDirit world. All she says too is in harmony with such a feeling. Once after speaking of the certainty of salvation to those who put their trust in Jesus, proceding from the immutability of Him who has pro?nised, she op- ened her eyes, and asked unexpectedly, " Are these XXX LETTERS RELATING TO THE AUTHOR. your sentiments ]" I cannot describe to you liow I felt these simple words. Her sister who has been confined to her bed for four years, is also very in- teresting and an intelligent Christian. They are nursed by a widowed sister. The deranged one, tell cousin C, is still at Bloomingdale. MEMOIR OF WILLIAM TAGGART. WRITTEN BY HIMSELF. William Taggart, tlie eldei-, was a respectable citizen of Newport, Rhode Island. He held the office of President of the Town-Council; was, for several years, one of the Judges of the Court of Com- mon Pleas for the County of Newport ; and was subsequently elected a Judge of the Supreme Court. He took a very active part in our Revolutionary struggle, and suffered great loss of property, by se- vere depredations dui'ing the War of Independence. His eldest son, William, the writer and subject of the present short Memoir, was boi'n in Newport, on the 7th day of May, 1755, and resided there until he was fifteen years of age, when he went on a voy- age to sea, with his father. Soon after our return, my father purchased a val- uable farm in the town of Middletown, about six miles from Newport. He removed to the farm, where I resided with him, being fond of agricultural pursuits. I was the eldest of twelve children ; among whom the greatest harmony prevailed, until it was unhap- pily interrupted by the arrival of the British troops, who landed upon Rhode Island, in December, 1776. In a few days, a Hessian Colonel took possession of the best part of our commodious mansion-house ; he having selected it as quarters for himself and his reti- nue. Although the Colonel was extremely poHte, yet the mother of this numerous family was render- ed very uneasy, and could not brook the idea of be- ing among soldiers, in such a state of vassalage and danger, more especially on account of her daugh- ters, who she was very apprehensive, would be pax*- XXXn MEMOIR OF WILLIAM TAGGAUT. ticularly liable to the insults of a brutal soldiery. She therefore prevailed upon her husband to re- move the family from the Island ; and accordingly the whole, with the exception of my father and two of my brothers next in age to myself, removed, un- der my care, to the town of Little Compton. Du- ring the following summer an expedition was form- ed under the command of Major-General Spencer, to attack the Biitish troops, and to obtain possession of the Island, and the town of Newport. About this time, a person came from the Island with a flag, and informed me that my father had expressed a wish for me to come over to the Island and have an interview with him. I communicated this fact to Colonel Joseph Stanton, who then commanded at Rowland's Ferry, in Tiverton. He assented to the proposal, and directed three officers of the American army to accompany me, and to obtain the best pos- sible information of the force, strength, and situation of the enemy. One of these officers was a Lieu- tenant Charles Handy, of Newj^ort. On the follow- ing night, we proceeded to my father's mansion on the Island ; and ascertained, to the best of my re- collection, that thg British force did not exceed two thousand men, who had scarcely any intrenchments on any part of the Island ; — that their naval force was very small, and in such a situation, that an expedition might, if judiciously arranged, be so con- ducted, as, under God, to insure success. We re- turned in safety, and made report of every particu- lar to the proper officers. The expedition was rapidly progressing. In the interim, 1 several times went upon the island, to obtain additional informa- tion, previous to the night, which had been assigned for the landing of our army ; and thi'ough the same channel, I received all the intelligence which was de- sirable or necessary. The night at length arrived. Our troops, said to MEMOIR OF WILLIAM TARGART. XXXIU be twelve thousand strong, were drawn up, under arms, ready for embarcation. A party of about thirty, of which I was one, was detached in three boats : and having landed, well down to the mouth of the river, we immediately proceeded to my fa- ther's house. He, with his two sons, who, until this period, had remained on the Island, and had com- municated much important information to the Ameri- can commander, now joined us. Our orders were, to proceed to Black Point, so called, which was the place designated for the landing of our army. The landing was to be made, at a signal which had been previously arranged ; and were ordered to secure the sentinels in our route, and to call on the inhabi- tants to come out with their teams, &c , to assist in transporting the cannon. On our way we captured two mounted light-horsemen, who were patrolling the shore; and, after our ai-rival at the appointed sta- tion, we waited until near day bi'eak, for the signal. But it was not given ; and to our great mortifica- tion and disappointment, we were under the neces- sity of leaving the Island, accompanied by my father and brothers, who would undoubtedly have been con- demned to an ignominious death, if they had I'e- mained ; as the active part which they had taken, in communicating intelligence to the American forces, was now discovered. They were according- ly compelled to abandon a valuable property, which was desti-oyed by the ruthless enemy. Houses, barns, orchards, fruit trees, fences, were all wanton- ly torn in pieces ; and the whole farm left a barren waste, — the mere soil, which they could not destroy, alone remaining. My venerable parents being thus reduced, at once, from affluence to extreme poverty, the Legislature of the State granted my father the sum of two hundred pounds, lawful money ; which, in the then deprecia- ted state of the currency, was but a temporary re- XXXIV MEMOIR OF WILLIAM TAGGART. lief for SO numerous a family. Some time after this, the same authority put him in possession of a confisca- ted estate, called the Seconnet Point Farm, which was extremely exposed to the enemy, as will be found in the sequel of this narrative. Early in the summer of 1778, another expedition for taking possession of Rhode Island was planned, under the direction of Major-General Sullivan ; and a very large force from the States of Rhode Island and Massachusetts, was collected so carry it into effect. My father was appointed to command the boats intended for landing the troops, with the rank, pay and rations of a major in the army ; and afterwards, by a warrant, dated May 8th, 1778, under the hand of General Sullivan, I was appointed a captain of the boats under my fa- ther, with the pay, &c., of a captain in the ai-my. — By virtue of this warrant, I enlisted a number of boatmen, who were allowed the same pay as the troops in the service of the State. After the fail- ure of the expedition, we were ordered to proceed with the boats, for their safe keeping, to Dighton, in the State of Massachusetts, were we remained un- til the tenth of March, 1779 ; when we were all dis- charged by General Sullivan. I then retired, with my father, to the farm on Seconnet Point. Toward the latter part of the July following, a large party of Refugees from Newport, came to Lit- tle Compton, for express purpose of making priso- ners of my father and his sons, who were peculiar- ly obnoxious to the enemy. This party landed un- discovered; although there was a guaid kept at the house where we dwelt, and sentinels were stationed on the shore. Two of the sentinels, discovering a boat, hailed and fired ; but were immediately seized by the enemy, then at their backs, with threats of im- mediate death for daring to fire. We were alarm- ed at the house by the report of the muskets ; and 1 and ray unf trtunate bi-other, having armed our- MEMOIR OF WILLIAM TAGGART. XXXV selves were the first to reach the shore ; and were instantly made prisoners by the enemy, who were in ambush. As they appeared to be in confusion, my poor brother attempted to escape, by leaping over a stone wall ; and had proceeded some distance, when he was fired cui, and wounded through the thigh. One of the merciless desperadoes pursued, and ran him through with a bayonet. Although more than half a century has passed, since that cruel and sav- age deed, my blood still thrills at the recollection of the tragic scene ! They then took four of our party on board their schooner, and lodged us in the jail at Newport, which was then used as a provost. I there remained as prisoner for about a fortnight, when, with a Captain Benjamin Borden, of Fall River, I made my escape, m the following manner. The prisoners were occasionally peiTnitted to go in- to the cellar; where we observed that, instead of iron, the window were fu/-nished with wooden bars, which might easily be removed with a good knife. But even then, thei'e were difficulties to be surmounted, which, to persons less determined than ourselves, would doubtless have appeared insuperable. Sen- tinels were placed both in front and rear of the pris- on ; and were continually patrolling. At the east end of the building, there was and still is, a narrow street, communicating with the front and back streets of the prison. From the cellar window, by which we escaped, a few steps brought us into the street in front, and in view of the soldier ; who, fortunately for us, was at that time in the sentry box, on account of the rain which was falling. We had previously selected a topic of conversation respecting New York, that we might appear to have recently arrived from that place ; in order to avert any suspicion which might arise in the mind of the sentinel, or of any other person whom we might meet. We had agreed to walk deliberately, and without betraying XXXVl MEMOIR OF WILLIAM TAGGART. any signs of fear; and were providentially enabled to pass, in the twilight, safely through the compact part of the town. Near the hay-scales in Broad Street, we went into the fields on the south-east of that street ; and at a short distance from thence, with- out detection, we crossed the lines >which enclosed the town, although these were strictly guarded. — We then attemj^ted to cross the road, and to steer our course between the forts by Irish's and Tamma- ny Hill, in order to avoid the regiment of Ans^jach, which was encamped near by ; but, as it had then become very dark, we soon found ourselves much too near for our safety. The darkness however prevented our re-capture : for, as we heard the sound when the guard was relieved at the fort at Irish's, we (to use a not unapt metaphor) Avere enabled "to steer between Scylla and Charybdis." We came out into the west road ; and having proceeded about eight or nine miles towards Bristol Ferry, halted at the house of Nathan Brownell, who received us with great kindness. As the troops at that season of the year, were en- camped in the fields, it was extremely hazardous for us to visit, at seasonable hours, those of the in- habitants who were friendly to the American cause ; but still greater, and apparently insurmountable ob- stacles opposed any attempt to leave the Island, un- discovered. As the shores were closely guarded, we could not possibly obtain a boat ; and our only alternative was to procure a number of rails from the fences, for the construction of a raft ; and then to await a proper time for making an attempt to es- cape in that manner. This was truly the most haz- ardous part of our enterprise ; for we were obliged to launch our frail and unseaworthy bark between two of the nightly guards which were stationed on the shore. But the same Providence, by which we had thus far been so signallv favored, still shielded MEMOIR OP WILLIAM TAGGAIIT. XXXVU and protected us. We left the shore with our raft, unperceived. A thick fog soon came up, and as it was very calm we knew not in what direction to steer. We were all night upon, or rather in, the water, as our rude bark was not stiong enough to keep us entirely above the surface ; and at day- break, when the fog passed away, we found our- selves so near the Island, that we could see the sen- tinels leaving the shore, and were in momentary expectation of being pursued and retaken. We were, however, enabled to continue our course ; and, about an hour after sunrise, we safely landed from our sinking raft, on the south point of the Island of Prudence, a distance of eight or ten miles from the spot where we embarked. From Prudence, we were taken in a boat, and conveyed to the town of Bristol ; and from thence proceeded to our respec- tive places of abode. How wonderful are the ways of Him, whose throne is in the Heavens ; whose tender mercies are over all his works ; whose word assures us, " that it is not in man that walketh, to direct his steps !" In the autumn following, the Btitish forces evacuated Rhode Island, and departed for New York ; and in the spring my father again removed his family to the Island, — but not to our once flourishing and delightful abode. Not a ves- tige remained of our mansion, which, with every surrounding building, was totally demolished ; — the orchards, the fruit, and ornamental trees were utterly destroyed ; even the hay and rails were consumed ; and nothing remained but a barren, uncultiv-ated heath. This was a deplorable prospect for a man with a numerous femily. This sad reverse of for- tune was all attributable to the active part we had taken in behalf of our beloved country ; but the love of Liberty was so closely interwoven with our nature, that they must stand or fall together. My father was advised to make application to the XXXVlll MEMOIR OF WILLIAM TAGGARX. general government, for some recomjaense for his great losses ; but he never did more than to make an estimate of them, which, if I correctly remember, amounted to twelve thousand dollars. At his de- cease, I found that the portion of his estate which had been devised to me was involved beyond its value, under a heavy mortgage. But, with a firm persuasion, that by industry I should be able to re- deem it, I commenced the work of repair, and erected suitable buildings for the accommodation of my increasing family. But, as this was composed entirely of females, my agricultural concerns were managed with difficulty. In addition to this, we have experienced a long scene of affliction, in the protracted illness of three amiable daughters ; one of whom, for a long time, has been, and still is, de- prived of her reason, — another, for more than ten yearS) has been, by a series of complicated disorders, confined helpless to her bed, — and a third, who more than three years since, on the day after the funeral obsequies of another sister, was seized with sudden illness, has also been confined from that time until the last few weeks. Thus, by an accu- mulation of misfortunes, I have been compelled to relinquish my property to my indulgent creditors ; excepting a sufficiency for procuring a small tene- ment for my suffering family. But, what abundant reason have I to pour out my soul in grateful ac- knowledgment to the Author of all good, that in the midst of judgment he hath remembered mercy ; that he has taken my leet from the miry clay, and placed them on the rock Christ Jesus. In June, 1804, I united in Christian fellowship with the Second Baptist Church in Newport ; and in September, 1800, was chosen by an unanimous vote to the office of deacon. As an additional mo- tive to call on my soul to bless God's holy name, I have abundant reason to hope and firmly believe. MEMOIR OF WILLIAM TAGGART. XXXIX that my three afflicted daughters have found the Pearl of great price : and, when reason shall have regained its empire in the mind of ray afflicted Ma- ria, they will unite in pronouncing all things as loss and dross, in comparison with the knowledge of their exalted Redeemer ; and, with devout hearts and united voices, say, with the inspired Apostle, " Our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory." WILLIAM TAGGART. Middletown, R. L, Octoher 2Uh., 1833. SOME ACCOUNT OP THE AUTHOR. WRITTEN CY HERSELF. During infancy and childhood I was the subject of emaciating disease, and suffered much fi'om pain and debihty ; but, when healtli permitted, I occa- sionally attended school, during the summer season only, from my sixth to my ninth year, and six or' eight weeks, several years afterwards, to study ge- ography and grammar. My knowledge of writing and arithmetic was acquired at home, as also that of grammar and geography with the above-mentioned exception. I had likewise some opportunity, which was sedulously improved, of attending to the inter- esting study of astronomy, natural and civil history, and of reading the works of esteemed authors on important subjects ; but have been chiefly debarred, by sickness and indigence, from the advantages of education, for which, during childhood and youth, I longed with an intensity of desire, that was acutely painful. But for many years past I have resignedly acquiesced in the allotments of Providence ; believ- ing assui'edly, that all things are ordered in infinite mercy, and that the decrees of the all-wise Creator are lighteous altogether. From the earliest time I can recollect, I was, though not melancholy, of a meditative and re- tired habit, and found much more amusement in yielding my mind to a pleasing train of fancy, and in forming stories and scenes according to my incli- nation, than in the plays, in which the children with whom I associated took delight. And during the whole of my childhood and youth, previous to my SOME ACCOUNT OF THE AUTHOR. xli incurable illness, I derived incomparably more en- tertainment and delight from these mental reveiies, and in silently contemplating the beauties and won- ders of the visible creation, than in associating with my youthful companions; though I was not averse to society, especially that in which I could find a congenial spirit, and such I highly enjoyed. My favorite amusements were invariably found, when health j^ermitted, in viewing and admiring the varied and soul-filling works of the great Creator ; in lis- tening to the music of the winds and waves with an ineffable and indefinable delight; in reading books that were instructive and interesting; in pursuing without interruption, a pleasing train of thought ; and in the elysian scenes of fancy. My employments were chiefly of a domestic kind, and my inclinations and habits those of activity and in- dustry. I had never the most remote and vague apprehension, that my mental capacities, even if cultivated, were competent for productive eftbrts; with few exceptions, it was not till several years after the commencement of excruciating illness, that my thoughts and feelings were committed to paper, in the form of poetry; and the sole cause of the production of many little pieces, since that period, was, that in them my mind found some small relief from the pressure of incessant suffering, though, from the prevalence of bodily languor, it was possible to derive only transient amusement from thus occu- pying my thoughts ; — if longer persisted in, partial faintness and an insupportable agony of the brain ensued. I was frequently, during childhood, the subject of religious impressions, especially when hearing or reading of the love of Christ, the depravity of the human heart, and the happiness or misery of a fu- ture state. But these impressions were fleeting ; and it was not till my eighteenth year, that any abid- xlii SOMEACCOUNT OF THE AUTHOR. ing seriousness was produced in my mind ; when I became deej^ly impressed with the supaeme excel- lence and importance of religion, and greatly desir- ous that my dark and alienated mind might be en- lightened by the Spirit of Truth, and brought into a sacred nearness to the Saviour of sinners, — that my soul might be renovated, and entirely conformed to the holy will of God, and that I might live a de- voted and useful life. And for a short time T believed I had experienced, in part, what I so anxiously de- sired ; but I have never derived that peace and con- solation from religion, which Christians in general enjoy, and which it is so amply adequate to afford. But if I have not been the subject of renovating grace, and of those holy illuminations, that are es- sential to the divine life, it is my earnest and supreme desire that I yet rnay be, and that my soul, in life and in death, may be entirely resigned and conformed to the righteous will of the all-wise God and Saviour. But, though I have failed of obtaining that enjoy- ment and holy delight, which the principles of relig- ion in ordinary cases afford, yet through a series of the deepest afflictions they have been my sole sup- port. When in the bloom of youth, with a high relish f )r the tranquil and dehghtful amusements of early life, and an ardent desire of impiovement, I was at once deprived of every earthly enjoyment, and of almost all that could render life tolerable, — doomed to the endurance of perpetual bodily an- guish, — and, while writhing upon the bed of lan- guishing, deprived even of the sweet and soothing influence of balmy sleep, the all-important support and restorative of exhausted and decaying nature. In the midst of these deplorable calamities, a firm belief in the doctrines of the Gospel has sustained my spirit, and endued my soul with strength to bear, with a measui'e of composure and resignation, these long-protracted and inconceivable sufferings. SOME ACCOUNT OP THE AUTHOR, xliii But in order to give a more explicit account o the nature' and progress of this afflictive dispen- sation, I must revert to the period of its com- mencement, which was that of my existence ; from which, and during infancy and childhood, I was so extremely sickly, that my parents had no hope of my attaining mature years ; and though blessed, from my sixth year, with a degree of strength that enabled me occasionally to attend school, and afterwards to engage in active employment, yet my slender con- stitution was frequently assailed by disease, from my birth to my nineteenth year. Shortly after this period, I was seized with a more serious and alarm- ing illness, than any with which I had hitherto been exercised, and in the pi'ogress of which my life was for many weeks despaiied of But after my being reduced to the brink of the grave, and enduring ex- cruciating pain and excessive weakness for more than three months, it yielded to superior medical skill ; and I so far recovered strength as to walk a few steps and frequently to ride abroad, though not without a great increase of pain, an almost mad- dening agony of the brain, and a total deprivation of sleep for three or four nights and days successively. From this time a complication of the most pain- ful and debilitating chronic diseases ensued, and have continued to prey upon my frail system during the subsequent period of my life, — from which no permanent relief could be obtained, either through medicine or the most judicious regimen, — natural sleep having been withheld to an almost, if not alto- gether unparalleled degree, from the first serious ill- ness throughout the twelve subsequent years. This unnatural deprivation has caused the greatest debility, and an agonizing painfulness and susceptibility of the whole system, which I think can neither be de- scribed nor conceived. After the expiration of a little more than three years from the above mention- Xliv SOME ACCOUNT OF THE AUTHOR. ed illness, the greater part of which period I was able to sit up two or three hours in a day, and fre- quently rode, supported in a carriage, a short dis- tance, though as before observed, not without great increase of pain, and total watchfulness for many succeeding nights, — I was again attacked with a still more acutely painful and dangerous malady, from which, recovery for several weeks seemed highly improbable, when this most alarming com- plaint again yielded to medical skill, and life con- tinued, though strength has never more returned. And in what agony, in what excruciating tortures, and restless languishing the greater part of the last nine years has been passed, it is believed by my pa- rents that language is inadequate to describe or the human mind to conceive. Duringtboth the former and latter period of these long protracted and un- compromising diseases, every expedient that has been resorted to, with the blissful hope of recovery, has proved, not only ineffeclual to prodvice the de- sired result, but has, invariably, greatly aggravated and increased my complicated complaints ; from which it has been impossible to obtain the smallest degree of relief that could render life supportable, and preserve the scorching brain from phrensy, with- out the constant use of the most powerful anodynes. POEMS. EVENING. 1817. Pensive, I walk beside the placid stream, And view the beauteous Sun's departing beam, As o'er the adjacent landscape's verdant hill His golden rays their brightness yet distil ; But fainter grow, as every moment flies, And now they vanish from my gazing eyes. Yet lovely still the scene, more lovely too. Than when the radiant orb appeared in view. A glowing softness, with a charm supreme, Marks every field, and smooths the flowing stream ; Bright clouds, commixed with ever-varying hues. Gold, purple, azure, beauteous charms diffuse. Now dusky shades apace begin to fall, And mingling light and darkness cover all ; Now twilight's tranquil, pensive, pleasing hour Diffuses o'er the soul its lovely power. Calm contemplation now enwraps the mind ; To pensive musing all the soul's resigned. Sweet hour ! when every anxious thought is still, Like the smooth surface of the placid rill. Thoughts, unconfin'd and freed from earth, now soar. The farther flying still delighted more ; To distant worlds extend their piercing view ; — Enraptured, their aerial flight pursue. Elate with joy the sparkling moments fly. And circling beauties charm the wondering eye. AUTUMN. 1822. Now Autumn tints the scene With sallow hues and dim ; And o'er the sky. Fast hurrying, fly Dark, sombre clouds, that j)our From far the roaring din ; The rattling rain and hail, With the deep sounding wail Of wild and warring melodies, begin, The wind flies fitful through the forest trees With hollow howlings, and in wrathful mood ; As when some maniac fierce, disdaining ease, Tears with convulsive power, In horrid fury's hour. His locks dishevelled ; and a chilling moan Breathes from his tortured breast, with dread and dismal tone. Thus, the impetuous blast Doth from the woodlands tear The leaves, when Summer's reign is past, And sings aloud the requiem of despair ; — Pours ceaseless the reverberated sigh. While past the honoi's of the forest fly. Kiss the low ground, and flutter, shrink, and die. A SOLACE. 1822. Thus anxiously why watch the dawn, And hope for morning light 1 Wlien day to me is still the same As sad and dreary night. But yet the now approaching morn One pleasure will unfold, My sister and her beauteous babe Once more I shall behold. And though her presence cannot give The joy which once it gave, Nor from one racking, torturing pain My wearied frame can save. Yet still, 'tis sweet to hear her voice, And feel my hand in hers ; — To know she's sitting by my bed, A solace true confers. Her sweetly prattling infants too. With sportive innocence," Could cheer a heart less pained than mine, Or soothe less aching sense. E'en now their playful kiss Has a prevailing charm ; Their artless questions too afford A momentary calm. Their little songs of joy Are constant all the day ; And laughing eyes and merry looks Bespeak their life is May. Or, if sometimes a tear Bedim those sparkling eyes, A parent's kiss with fondest care The pearly crystal dries. But ah ! the latent woe That lurks in future years, To blast their spirit's playfulness, And cloud their minds with fears. As reason grows mature, New cares and griefs oppress, And patience oft and fortitude Must struggle with distress. Their troubled hearts will then despond To find Hope's promise vain ; But soon will youthful buoyancy Dispel the clouds again, may their lives be quiet still, As ought on earth can be. And moments pass, 'twixt grief and care, Of soft serenity. May every guardian power on high Their growing years befriend ; And heavenly virtue's fostering hand From every snare defend. O may Affliction ne'er dispense Her deadliest sorrows drear ; But may the sweet, contented smile Their parents' hearts still cheer. THE USE OF AFFLICTIONS. 1822. My fainting life now longs to die, Then mourns untimely fate ; And then all those I long to fly, That are with joys elate. But the most happy oft lament, And do their griefs confess : Now joy prevails, and now despair With icy chilliness. For earthly pleasures quickly pass, And vanish quite away ; And sorrow, sickness, pain and death Obscure the brightest day. But far beyond this world of woe. Of grief, regret, and gloom. For those who sought fair wisdom's path, Unfading pleasures bloom. The wise Disposer of events Hath in his mercy, given Those sore afflictions, to prepare And fit our souls for Heaven. I HOPE OF HAPPINESS AFTER DEATH. In spite of this despairing gloom, Some blighter pleasures yet may bloom, And last without alloy ; After this life has passed away, After this wasted frame's decay, The soul may live in joy. Religion can the heart divest Of its repining, murmuring guest, And cheer with love divine ; Can fill the soul with transpoit pure, That everlasting shall endure. In ecstasies sublime. And when this world shall be dissolved, When time's last circles have r evolved And quenched their earthly ray ; Then shall the immortal soul resume Its wakened body from the tomb, To live an endless, blissful day. CONTRAST. 1823. When by the limpid streamlet's flow Congenial spirits mingle woe, Sweet solace doth the margin strow, And happiness will dawn. When sorrow deep retires afar, To mourn 'neath Vesper's lonely star, With naught the solitude to mar, A calmness doth o'erspread. But when in pleasure's festive train The demon of insatiate pain Unites, the dregs of misery drain, And drench the sinking heart. While grief relentless rends her prey Hope's happy offspring, blithe and gay, Laugh, sing, and sinile the hours away, Replete with social glee. Then deep is drawn the lengthened sigh, But no congenial heart is nigh. And none the falling tear to dry, — The tear of deep distress. Then gladly would that soul forego The sight of bliss it ne'er can know, — The sounds of joy that cause the throe Of anguish more severe ; — Would fly to some retreat where wave The sighing leaves, and waters lave. In pensive sounds, or rushing rave In varying tones and force ; — To the lone forest sigh each pain, While through the woods a pitying strain, Borne on the breeze in language plain Of consolation sweet, Falls softly soothing on the ear, And quells the murmurs of despair. And bids one gleam of hope appear To raise and cheer the mind. THE HEART'S DESIRE. 1823. Essay, my Heart, my aching heart, To lisp thy longing forth ; — Speak thy intense desire to gaze Upon the blooming earth. 10 All the desires that e'er thou felt'st, Compared with this, (save one) Die sooner than the taper's beam When the quick blast hath blown. This, this my panting heart excites, With all a passion's glow, That I may know long banished health, And feel the balmy air's sweet stealth Across my temples flow ; — And stray the verdant landscape o'er, And press the lawns, and walk the shore. That I have traced, long since, before. And lift mine eyes unpained, to view The glorious morning Sun. What years have passed of anguish keen. Since last I heard the roar Of clashing waves, or marked the scene, Where in the milder sea's deep green. The inverted, towering trees were seen From yon delightful shore, — Or heard the warbling concert ring, While echoing joys responsive sing, And purling brook aud bubbling spring. In sweet melodious offering. Their simple music pour ! 11 Long since, I watched the sun go down, Fai' in the verrail west ; And lingering viewed his latest beam, T-ill the fair eveninor star's first gleam Shone in the misty east ; Then sought the stilly couch at night With sweet repose and calm delight, While fancy's soft aerial flight. In milder gleams of magic light, Shed peace upon my breast. Soft slumber's downy arms received My sinking form, and sweet relieved The pleasing task of thought, Whilst the gay dream's Unfettered themes The brain's freed fibres sought. Or, deeper in the placid night, I watched the flickering northern light. Or gliding meteor's bound, ' Or saw the fair moon slow ascend Her radiant height, while stars attend At humble distance round; — Or viewed the silvery hill and dale. While the sweet night air's plaintive wail Through gilded branches of each tree, — Or moan in concert with the sea. And sigh along the ground. 12 'Tis long since Summer's early dawn, That breaks the shades of nioht, And the gay, smiling, blooming morn Have cheered my aching sight ; — When songs of sweeter harmony Than night's soft chanted melody Salute the captive ear ; And far soft slumber's bondage flies Froin off the glad, rejoicing eyes. And joys unveiled appear. 'Tis'long since at the winter hearth, When friends and kindred meet In serious joy, and playful mirth, I held a happy seat, — And tUT-ned beside the taper's light The instructive pages o'er, Or heard the wise discourse of age. Or read with awe the sacred page And felt its quickening power ; — Then joined the joyous vocal strain, While fast against the sheltering pane Dash the large, pattering drops of rain, Or wild winds blustering roar. O Health, thy succouring aid extend, While low, with bleeding heart, I bend. And on thine every means attend. 13 And sue with streaming eyes ; — But more remote thou fliest away, The humbler I thine influence pray, And expectation dies. Twice three long years of life have gone, Since thy loved presence was withdrawn, And I to grief resigned ; — Laid on the couch of lingering pain. Where stern disease's torturing chain Has every limb confined ; And separate from the household band, Disconsolate and lone, With no sweet converse's social charm One pain imperious to disarm, Or quell the rising moan, 1 lie in hopeless doom to grieve. While no kind office can relieve, Nor can I sustenance receive But from another's hand ; While anguish veils the body o'er And balmy sleep is known no more. And every thought that thrills the brain Gives frantic energy to pain, And the cold dew-drops copious drain Through every opening, rending pore. 14 Health ! wilt thou not, for the black stream, That bears keen poison through the veins, A cordial swift prepare ; — Bring back their own bright crimson glow And the true circulating flow. And mitigate despair 1 Once more ray pleadings I renew. And with my panting breath I sue, Goaded by potent pain. By all the pangs of wasting life, By gasping nature's chilling strife. To gain one lingering view Of thy fair aspect, mildly sweet. And kiss from off thine airy feet The healing drops of dew. O bathe my burning temples now, And cool the scorching of my brow. And light the rayless eye ; — My strength revive Avith thine own might. And with thy footsteps firm and light, O bear me to thy radiant height. Where, soft reposing, lie Mild peace, and happiness, and joy, And Nature's sweets that never cloy. Unmixed with direful pain's alloy ; — Leave me not thus to die ! 15 HEALTH. 1823. When from the fair and verdant fields Her breath salubrious blows, Then Health her choicest blessings yields, And peaceful pleasure flows. Far as the breezes fan the air, Her gentle influence flies, When o'er the wakening hemisphere The charms of morning rise. Fresh odors forth exhaling pour And every breath is balm ; The air wafts kisses to the rose, And o'er the humble wilding flows, And owns each fragrant charm. And when bright Phoebus' beaming smile Decoys the dew-drops from the lawn, Then calmly speed the flowing hours, And Hope relumes the mental powers, — On gilded pinions borne. 16 Can aught be brighter than the ray- That bears the orient smile of day, When the first beams of sunlight play- On dew-bespangledfcflowers ? The soul domestic peace employs With sweet aftection's lovelier joys. And when the day's declining hour Invites you to the woodland bower, Where bending osiers wave, And near the mossy hillock's side The gently rippling waters glide, And the green margin lave. Then 'neath the shades with dulcet song Will Youth her pleasures sweet prolong. And when sear Autumn's sallow leaves Fly from the bending tree, And low and sad, the dull wind grieves Along the fading lea. Though vernal green and summer's tints And beauteous blooms decay. Still hovering o'er the changing hues. Content's soft numbers play. 17 THE CHANGE. Ye morning scenes ! ye evening beams ! I once have peace enjoyed, And, v^^atcliing at your golden gates, Drank pleasure unalloyed. Gayly each gilded moment sped, When Pleasure beamed and Rapture led ; Each winning flower was sweet and bright, Bathed in ethereal dew ; And happiness culled the fair wreath Where joys redundant grew : Hope's blossoms bloomed an annual round, Nor one loved leaf died on the ground. Ah ! what this saddening change has wrought ] What cause for gloomy sighs ? What turns away, with painful haste. From these fair scenes the eyes 1 They ne'er more bright than now were found, Nor shed a richer glory round. Affliction's adverse blast has swept afar Hope's golden blossoms, and bedimed life's star. 18 AN INVOCATION TO HOPE 1824. Reach out, sweet Hope, thy fostering hand, To succour in this barren land. — Of aught but pain and grief : There's naught that now my heart can cheer Unless thy soothing voice be near, To calm and give relief. Come, quickly fly, ere 'tis too late. While, struggling with oppressive fate. Life's feeble pulses flow : Oh ! in this sad distressing hour, Wilt thou display thy sovereign power, And guide through every woe 1 Then, O accept my thanks sincere. If thou my prayer shalt deign to hear, And thy deliverance send, I'll ever live thy devotee ; My willing heart I'll give to thee, Until my life shall end. 19 THE HAPPY BIRDS. Serenely now the day rolls on, And gladdening sun-beams play- Wide o'er the fair cerulean arch, With bright unclouded ray : And flitting o'er the verdant fields The feathered songsters move, Chirping unsullied pleasures forth, In vai-ying tones of love. Sweet was the hour, when Nature gave Her loveliest treasures birth. And sent these artless choristers To bless the smihng earth. And blest are ye, gay, sinless Birds, That feel no human woe. No fierce disease, no mental pang. Nor sorrow's latent throe. And sweet your matin song shall rise, And soft your vesper strain ; And soothing harmony resound Throughout the sylvan plain. 20 TO MY FATHER'S FRIEND Friend of the reverend name, on eai'th most dear, A Father's precious and consoling name, — Unchanging friend of him, how bright appear Thy worth, thy virtue, and affection's flame. Vainly this troubled mind essays to speak The strength and firmness of the cordial tie ; How in each heart, with pious pleasures meek, The sacred friendship glows that cannot die. — That sacred friendship, of no earthly kind. That firm endures 'mid every scene of woe : When silent sorrows overwhelm the mind, With purer lustre beams the brightened glow. The tie that binds thee, true Worth's fadeless charm. Unites with pleasing and resistless force ; — Worth that vicissitudes can ne'er disarm. Nor turn from its undeviating course. Firmly allied in spirit and in mind, Each for the other sheds soft pity's tear ; By faith supported, and by hope refined. Each waits for bliss beyond this nether sphere ; — With eyes unclouded to behold the dawn Of endless day and of perpetual joy. Where no keen anguish, nor sharp sorrow's thorn The everlasting friendship shall annoy. 21 PAST PLEASURES 1824, No more, dear Sisters, hand in liand, Beside the placid sti'eam. At eve we wander pensively By Luna's silver beam. No more in musing mood we stray Along: the windino- shore, And list the music of the waves, Where mingling surges roar ; Nor haste, in joyous ramble free. Through flowery fields and fair, Where vermil blooms delightingly Wave in the sportive air ; — Where lucid streamlets rippling flow. The shadowy vales among, And Zephyr, flitting o'er each bough. Wakes the aerial song. No gayly tinted beauties now. From the wild brake's recess, These cold, emaciate hands convey In blooming loveliness. 3* 22 No more each thought unsullied springs, With peace ench-cled round, As when in some fair bower I lay, Or on some mossy mound ; — While the faint light's last glimmering beam Did through the branches play And on the thin cloud blushing gleam. Then beauteous glide av/ay. Nor when the still and placid night In darkness veils the sphere, And silence spreads a soft delight, Doth peace's loved form appesiv. No more the spirit tranquil yields, To slumber soft resigned. The pleasing meditative task Of the retiring mind. Those transient hours of peace are fled, Those happy days are gone ; Time moving forward, winged with haste. Forbids their blest return. 23 THE STARRY WORLD. Softly and sad the night wind blows, In melancholy tone ; And through the darkling branches sounds An unremitted moan. And deep the blue wave, swelling heaves,- Its mournful murmurs tell ; •Mysterious sadness they inspire Where sombre sorrows dwell. But far from hence the glittering stai's Proclaim a region fair ; Nor sorrow's breath, nor darkness' shade, Shall have dominion there. But gloom befits this nether world, Where mournful visions rise ; While joy, resplendent from on high, Glows o'er the peaceful skies. 24 ON THE RETURN OF SPRING 1825. In vain, alas ! are Nature's charms To those whom sorrows share, In vain the budding flowers appear To misery's hopeless heir. In vain, the glorious sun adorns And glads the lengthened day. When grief must share the tedious hours That pass in long array ; — When stern disease with blighting power Has nipt life's transient bloom. And long, incessant agonies Unrespited consume. How lost the glow that pleasure thrilled Once through the raptured breast, When, bright in every blooming sweet, This beauteous earth was drest ! No joyous walks through flowery fields Shall e'er again delight ; For sorrow veils those pleasing scenes In deepest shades of night. 25 Now, worn with pain, oppressed with grief, . To wretchedness a prey, The night returns, and day succeeds, Without a cheering ray. The room, with darkened windows sad, A dungeon's semblance bears, — And all about the silent bed The face of misery wears : Shut out from Nature's beauteous charms, And breath of balmy air. Ah ! what can chase the hopeless gloom, But Heaven, — but humble prayer ! VERSES FOR CHILDREN. For Maria Rogers. Now young life cheers my raptured eye. May I the transient time improve. And seek beyond the glowing sky A mansion of eternal love. 26 Foil Ann Elizabeth Rogers. The earth, outspread in beauty fair, T love delightingly to see. And leai-n my Heavenly Father's care Of every opening flower and me. For Amarintha Rogers. My little heart with joy beats high, And all my infant powers expand. O may my soul obedient be, And answer all my Grod's demand : From joy to joy my spirits fly, And every earthly beauty charms : But may I live beyond the sky. Encircled in my Saviour's arms. For Martha and Sarah Rogers, Twin Infants. Our little joys, by smiles expressed, Are all our souls can now convey. While in our cradle soft we rest, Or on our parent's bosom play ; 27 Are all, — except tlie flowing tears That from these eyes contrasted fall, Where transient pleasure oft appears. And tender grief, when pains appal. But may the sovereign God on high Expand our infant minds, and give His Holy Spirit from the sky. To guide us in his fear to live. And may our parents early teach Our little tongues to lisp his praise ; And may our infant hearts beseech His pitying love and pardoning grace. And may these mental powers receive The Spirit that our Saviour gave ; Be in his righteousness arrayed, And live with him beyond the grave. And if the paths of life we trace, And more mature our spirits gi'ow, May we still keep his holy ways. And bless him in his courts below. 28 TO A NEPHEW. Dear boy, life's untried scenes to you Are fresh with opening charms : No latent poison canst thou view, Nor aught thy fear alarms. Smoothly, serenely, on life flows, In childhood's pleasing sport ; Thy youthful heart now bounds with joys, Nor dreams the season short. But, dearest child, the path of life Is crossed with grief and cares, And, in the various windings, lie Concealed, entangling snares. The brightest hope oft turns to pain, And fills the heart with grief; And promised pleasures, ere we taste. Oft cheat the fond belief. And friends, who promise love unfeigned, Their plighted faith may break ; When sickness, woe, or want assails, Regardless may forsake. But there presides a Sovei-eign Powei', The friend of the distressed. Who guards the hapless child of grief. And gives the sufFeier rest. 29 Seek thou His all-important aid, Assisting might and truth ; And through the dark, perplexing maze, Safely he '11 guide thy youth. And when thy days on earth shall end, Thy soul will soar above. To dwell with that eternal Friend, In endless peace and love. LINES ON A MINISTER OF THE GOSPEL. Where doth the brightest beauty dwell 1 On blooming flower, or blooming cheek 1 Where laughing eyes of rapture tell. And rosy lips sweet health bespeak ? Where doth the brightest beauty shine, Which I, lone sufferer, most admire ? On that calm aspect, meek, divine. Where virtue glows with heavenly fire ; — 30 Where serious thought and holy joy- Beam in the milcl and speaking eyes ; "Where sacred themes the Ups employ With ardor glowing from the skies. What worth, what virtue join to grace That manly aspect, more than fair ; What goodness shines in that calm face, As if an angel's smile were there ! What must the soul immortal be, That gives such radiance to the clay ; What glories must that spirit see, That beams around celestial day ! What mental power and lofty thought In those mild accents sweetly flow : With heavenly love that soul is fraught, And breathes its excellence below. Thou loved and honored worthy one. May all thy life such beauties yield ; And, when thy earthly course is done, Be with eternal glory sealed. 31 ON A STORM. 1825. The harsh, terrififc, howling Storm, With its wild, dreadful, dire alarm. Turns pale the cheek of mirth ; And low it bows the lofty trees. And their tall branches bend with ease To kiss their parent earth. The rain and hail in torrents pour ; The furious winds impetuous roar, — In hollow murmurs clash. The shoi-e adjacent joins the sound, And angry surges deep resound, And foaming billows dash. Yet ocean doth no fear impart. But soothes my anguish-swollen heart, And calms my feverish brain. It seems a sympathizing friend. That doth with mine its troubles blend, To mitigate my pain. In all the varying shades of woe. The night relief did ne'er bestow, Nor have I respite seen : Then welcome, Stoi-m, loud, wild, and rude ; To vie thou art more kind and good. Than aught that is serene. 32 TO A ONCE FREQUENTED RETREAT. 1825. • Thou verdant vale of willows fair, O might I 'neath those boughs repair, At evening's tranquil hour. Or when the blushing morn serene Glides o'er the azure crystal sheen, And lucid drops of pearl are seen Within thy fragrant bower. There ocean's distant murmurs low. And the clear, sparkling streamlet's flow The pleased attention greet ; And on the verdant margin gay The flowerets bloom in bright array. And o'er the leaves fond zephyrs play ^Eolian numbers sweet. There Nature's lovely charms combine. And through the soul a thrill divine Of untold bliss inspire, — Inspire to reach yon azure plain. The seraph seats of glory gain. Where harps melodious pour the strain That spirits rapt admire. 33 And when the day's dedining hour Succeeds with mild and pleasing power Of mellow light refined ; When the charmed zephyr folds his wing, And the glad birds enamored sing, Their vesper warblings sweetly bring Peace to the wearied mind. Alas ! the stream of Health no more Will through life's languid currents pour Her mild and genial sway ; Nor can the beauties of the plain, With all their balmy gifts, restrain The agony of poignant pain, — The wastings of decay. Health from that blooming bower was gone, When suppliant there I could but mourn That her reviving breath No more would fan my aching brow. Nor hope within my breast allow, Nor fell, unyielding sickness bow Her gentle power beneath. No more, on me, Karth's treasures shed Their healing power ; the balsam's fled From Nature's balmy breath ; No more this wasted frame again Txips lightly o'er the flowery plain. But on the couch of withering pain Sinks in untimely death. 34 ODE TO THE POPPY. 1825. Though varied wreaths of myriad hues, As beams of minghng light, Sparkle replete with pearly dews, Waving their tinted leaves profuse. To captivate the sight : Though fragrance, sweet exhaling, blend With the soft, balmy air ; And gentle . zephyrs, wafting wide, Their spicy odors bear ; While to the eye, Delightingly, Each floweret laughing blooms. And o'er the fields Prolific, yields Its incense of perfumes ; Yet one alone o'er all the plain, With lingering eye, I view ; Hasty, I pass the brightest bower, Heedless of each attractive flower. Its brilliance to pursue. 35 No odors sweet proclaim the spot, Where its soft leaves unfold ; Nor mingled hues of beauty bright Charm and allure the captive sight, With forms and tints untold. One simple hue the plant portrays Of glowing radiance rare, Fj-esh as the roseate morn displays, And seeming sweet and fair. But closer prest, an odorous breath Repels the rover gay ; And from her hand with eager haste, 'Tis careless thrown away : And thoughtless, that in evil hour Disease may happiness devour, And her fair form, elastic now, To misery's wand may hopeless bow. Then Reason leads wan Sorrow forth, To seek this lonely flower ; And blest experience kindly proves Its mitigating power. Then, its bright hue the sight can trace, The brilliance of its bloom ; Though misery veil the weeping eyes. Though sorrow choke the breath with sighs, And life deplore its doom. 36 This magic flower In desperate hour, A balsam mild shall yield, When the sad, sinking heart Feels every aid depart, And every gate of hope forever sealed : Then still its potent charm Each agony disarm. And its all-healing pow^er shall respite give. The frantic sufferer, then. Convulsed and wild with pain. Shall own the sovereign remedy, and live. The dews of slumber, now. Rest on her aching brow ; And o'er the languid lids, balsamic fall ; While fainting nature hears, With dissipated fears. The lowly accents of soft Somnus' call. Then will Affection twine Around this kindly flower ; And grateful memory keep, How, in the arms of sleep, Affliction lost its power. 37 SUMMER SUNSET. When the Sun's rich rays at setting Played upon the azure fair ; Then my young heart secret whispered, " Eden's beauties lijiger here." Happiness, the scene pervading, Offered me her downy hand ; Swift we sped, the beauty fading. When she raised her magic wand : Pointing far beyond these glories. Far beyond the crystal sky. " Seek me in those worlds more pleasant, Seek me in the realms on high." She said, and vanished from my presence, I no more have seen her form ; But she smiles with lasting radiance. Far beyond earth's blighting storm. 38 MIDNIGHT. 1825. Now Night her sable mantle wraps around, And reigns, in mute and solemn stillness, o'er The slumbering globe. — Sunk in repose supine, The varied mass of animated being Lies silent ; and the power of active thought, In deep oblivion sealed, no longer heeds The pleasures, cares, and woes of toilsome life ; Unless, perchance, a glimmering dream traverse The brain, with semblance of past scenes ; of joys, Extatic some, and some of sober cast ; And tortured some, with frightful images Of intermingling horror and despair. Others to rest resigned ; alone I wake, Weary and sad ; and silent cast my eyes Around the solemn scene : no voice is heard ; No footsteps move : a perfect stillness reigns. Save the light breeze that sighs in softened sounds, And plaintive murmurs round the casement lone. The pensive stars glow faintly : the fair moon Has risen on high, in majesty serene. How mildly beams her soft quiescent light. As if ordained to inspire tranquillity, And fill the soul with sentiments beuigti. How far from me is sweet tranquillity ! 39 And no blest balm of consolation doth Infuse content, alas ! but torturing pains And pangs incessant, unabating, shoot Their keen inflictions ; whilst my burning brain, Forebodins: thoughts and dread contentions rack : Each slender fibre thrills with horror wild : Unnumbered filaments, tenacious of New woe, catch and convey thro' the whole frame The dire disorder. Gentle sleep has flown ; Nor dares revisit this assemblage strange Of pains and black despair. In vain I strive. By every art prelusive, to regain His power reluctant, to appease this strife Of mind and body ; and once more to breathe The soothing quiet of his balmy rest. In vain I close my eyes, that on my lids His kindly influence softly may alight. And fast retain them, till, through all my frame, His power restoring, re-illume faint life. And balm all-healing, vigor new create. But poignant pangs vindictively expel The soft restorer, and preclude his aid ; While the tired, watching eyes wander about, In search of objects to I'elieve the gloom Of inward anguish : none appear. The lamp's Pale glimmering light, an emblem, sad and true, Of life's faint, flickering spark within me, gives : And from the indurated walls. Despair, Grim-visaged, beckons, that his dismal port May the wild glance engage, and penetrate The dim, recoiliny vision's aching sense. 40 The soul, — ah me, these agonizing thrills, These wild commotions and insatiate pains ! When banished Nature's great supporter, how- Can Nature bear this dread conspiracy Of ills unnumbered 1 Yet, so long as flow The faintly circling streams of life, Dear is thy dreary gloom, O Night ! to me. Though rest hath vanished fi'om thy lingering hours, And griefs augmenting cause convulsive starts, That make me quickly turn from side to side, Fatigued and fainting with the frequent task ; Yet thou art welcome still, and thy deep tones. That sigh congenial sadness from the wind, — Whether in whispers soft it moan around. Or fiercer breathe its strong, impetuous power ; When the fair moon her aspect mild displays Amid the silence of the twinkling stars. Or when obscvired by thick and sombre clouds ; Night, still thou ever art more dear to me. Than all the glories of the rising day, — The soft and varying rays of mingling hues. That blend in changeful beauty, and adorn The placid azure, — and the fleecy clouds. That, buoyant, sail upon the balmy air. — The joyous music of the harmonious choir, When first they gayly tune their magic song. Replete with artless melody and love. Can soothe and charm no more ; nor social sound Of cheerful voices, nor the busy scenes Of active, happy life have aught for me More of sweet pleasure in them. Mingling sounds 41 Perplex me ; and the sight of joyful beings Thrills the chill feeling through my tortured breast, That I shall never more again enjoy Those dear delights. The tranquil happiness, That mildly shone on my pa^^t life, is now For ever fled : the gay and beauteous scenes Of smiling nature, that with health and joy The heart relume, can me delight no more ; — For sadness rules, and fainting life begins To sink beneath the overwhelminof weierht Of hopeless anguish, that admits no cure. THE TWIN SISTERS. Sweet blooming babe ! Now gentleness thine every action wears. And winning sweetness with a charm unnamed. What beauties wrap thy little form around, And glow resplendent in thy beaming face ! And playful frolic in those laughing eyes Darts its enlivening influence to the soul. And thy fair sister, gentler than thyself, Twin-born with thee, with pleasing aspect smiles; And with a calm, confiding glance of love Steals the fond heart away ; though yet unfelt 42 Each pleasing power and winning trait within. These ever-growing charms, this dawning grace, And fascinating play and loveliness endear. — But soon the infant state will pass away, And richer treasures ripen and unfold, And intellectual pleasures thrill. the soul ; — Their forms in beauty's bright perfections swell. Then, oh, how fondly, will these darlings love ! Whom the same period gave to life and light, And the same cradle rocked to rosy rest. And the same arms in tender office bore. Sweet, lovely babes, may kinder arms than those That now support you, be your guardian strength Embrace you with immortal love, and bear You safely to your Saviour's breast. When this vain, transitoi-y life hath passed ! PITY. '•' To liim that is afflicted, pity should be sliown from liis friend." How sweetly friends in kindness smile, And boast affection true ; But long attention weans their love. And makes their number few. 43 When first Affliction prostrates low, They weep, and wish relief; But should it prove beyond their power. Deny the hopeless grief. The sleepless night, the wretched day. To months and years prolonged, Drive all one's pitying friends away. That once benignant thronged. The gasping breath, the struggling moan. The sigh, and bitter tear. Ne'er find compassion when 'tis fled, Nor reach the shunning ear. CHRISTIAN CHARACTER. Ah ! who can know the treasures of that soul Where mildness sheds its sweet and soft control, And virtue, guarding with angelic care, The placid spirit saves from every snare ; — Where blest benignity, with pious grace, And calm contentment dwells, with peacefulness ;- Where injured patience, smiling 'midst its pains, Endures affliction, every grief sustains ; — And kind compassion lives, that fain bestows Its bliss on others and partakes their woes ; — 44 Where sympathy's seraphic tenderness, In silence feels what words can ne'er express ; — Where reason reigns, approved by spotless truth, And virtue blossoms in immortal youth ; — Caution, discretion, and forbearance still, Dwell in each action and direct the will ; While meekness bows beneath oppression's load. And resignation owns its Sovereign God. There blest Religion, with celestial love. And faith divine, transports the soul above ; And glows expanded in that holy breast, Whose prayer imploring pleads for the distressed, For mercy's sovereign power to melt the soul. And Gilead's balm to make the sufferer whole : For blind and wretched, guilty and undone. The fervent prayer ascends to the high throne Of the Supremely Good, whose mercy saves The bold offender, and the wretch forgives ; While humble thanks and ardent praises rise. An incense-offering to the opening skies, O that the humble tribute of a verse Might these dear treasures of the soul rehearse. But far, too far inferior, dare I dream To ope the beauties of the sacred theme ? For half concealed from human view they lie ; — But, scanned with approbation from on high, The Power Supreme looks gently from above. And fills the spirit with celestial love ; Encircles in a Father's kind embrace. And wraps in the Redeemer's righteousness. 45 AN APPEAL TO THE FACULTY. While griefs relentless heavy press, And sorrow's icy chilliness Consigns to weary woe and pain, A hapless sufferer sighs in vain For sweet relief and balmy rest. To sooth the tortures of the breast, And calm the fever of the brain. Where agonizing tumults reign. For every pleasing vision flies, And sleep is banished from the eyes ; That weary, watching, still and still. See naught but long-protracted ill, Ard horror's train of dismal shapes; While naught the trembling glance escapes Of Misery's dread, appalling power, That constantly usurps the hour. And marks the minutes as they flow With the dire impress of her woe. In vain the blessings of relief Are sought ; in vain the child of grief Seeks aid from drugs that nature boasts. Amid disease's powerful hosts. The weary eyes in sleep can close. And yield the wretched calm repose ; — And pour the sweetly healing balm, That can imperious pain disarm. 46 The opiate's once so potent spell That could the wakeful brain compel, To quiet sleep no more can bind. In silent revery, the mind Pui'sues its cogitations still, In spite of the unbending will ; And through the watches of the night, New pains, with wild and haggard friglit, Combine, and from the pained head Their direful emanations spread : - Through the whole frame they rending thrill, And rage unseen with horrid chill : The nerves unceasing tortures feel. And madness threats the curse to seal. The sufferer, doomed to fell despair, Calls piteous on the friendly ear. And begs the Faculty to wake, Anotlier generous effort make, And search, with thought and skill profound, If naught in nature can be found To close the eyes long oped by pain. And calm the fiercely burning brain, — The long-lost power of sleep restore ; The sueing suppliant asks no more ! 47 TO A YOUNG LADY. November, 1825. Ah ! gentle Stranger, the sad cause of grief, That banishes, resistless, all relief. And dooras a hapless being to complain Of deep, incessantly afflictive pain. Is stern Disease, w^hose blighting hand is j^ressed On the warm current of a youthful breast ; With its worst evils lastingly combined To damp the ardor of a dawning mind. The endearing sweets of life I must forego, And youthful pleasures never more can know ; Ne'er hail again with joy the roseate morn. When its soft fragrance on the breeze is borne ; When opening flowers, in brightly painted bloom, Fill the pure air with balmy, sweet perfume ; When the soft tints of varying light unfold, In deeper crimson and in richer gold ; When glowing blushes, on the azure bright. And on the fleecy, flying clouds, alight ; When gentle music floats along the sky, As o'er the soft cerulean wildly fly Sweet strains of joyous, artless melody. I wandered, once, in happy, careless ease. Where vai'ious circling beauties gayly please ; 48 Through verdant fields, with flowers bespangled wild Where the soft, varied landscape sweetly smiled ; Plucking the gorgeous beauties that invite The hand to crop them, and the eye delight ; — Or musing, slowly gained the adjacent shore. Charmed by the waters' ever-restless roar ; Where swelling waves progressive, fiercely flow, Or round the ragged rocks, in murmurs low. Gurgles the song that soothed my buoyant breast, And all within was happy and at rest. With a dear sister, or a tender friend. Each moment joy and happiness attend : Gayly conversing, or in pensive mood, We wandered far away in pleasing solitude. But those loved scenes no more can cheer my eyes; No joy awakes, when morning's charms arise. For all is gloomy as the silent night. When sadness shadows o'er the hours of light ; When pain unceasing wastes the time away. And hopeless anguish fast consumes its prey. While tender friends in silent sorrow mourn, Augmenting fears forbid sweet Hope's return. Oh ! may'st tliou never know such sore distress, May'st thou ne'er taste of bitterness like this. May each fell symptom of malign disease Vanish, and health, and happiness, and ease Await thy hours, — successive pleasures flow. And guardian angels save from every woe. Accept my thanks, thy gentle pity's claim, From one, who happiness no more must name. 49 TO MRS. R. 1826. Where is that smile of sparkling light That played o'er thy fair brow 1 The radiance of the heart's delight, — In vain we seek it now. When Hfe's bright morn unfolding bloomed, Luxuriant to the view, Then fancy every scene illumed, With rapture ever new. While pm-e as morn's first orient dawn Thy gentle virtues glowed, And, soft as shades of eve advance, Thy placid minutes flowed. Thy modest look and playful air Of innocence and ease — A winning native grace was there. That taught each word to please. While the rich music of thy voice. In soft endearing tone, Could bid the care-worn heart rejoice, And hope's sweet influence own. 4 50 Those dark and beaming eyes confessed The mind's refulgent power, And placid joy, thy spirit's guest. Gilded each passing hour. Though fled the bright and transient gleam Of beauty's early grace. That, playing o'er each feature, beamed With magic loveliness ; — Though dim the radiance of that glance, — Its lambent brightness flown ; — Tho' changed the smile where pleasure danced, Or mild contentment shone, — Far deeper thoughts and richer themes Now shade that polished brow ; Maternal love's soft, gentle beams O'er those fair features glow. , And oft that pallid brow is pressed, As anxious cares arise. While, pillowed on thy gentle breast, Thine infant placid lies ; Or sports in pleasing playfulness. Pure as the opening skies, — And bright, with untold happiness, Its pleasure-beaming eyes. 51 While from the soul affection pure Glows o'er that faded cheek, And virtues, which the heart allure, Thine aspect mild bespeak. Though fled the early grace which twined Around that blooming form, The virtues of the fadeless mind Yield a diviner charm. Though cares which age alone can bring, May those bright beauties shade, Still in thy heart, affection's spring, Are joys that never fade. When thy loved infant's opening powers Disclose the dawning mind. What pleasure cheers the lonely hours. With hope's bright garlands twined ! And when its fii'st soft accents breathed Its uttered love to thee, What visions thy fond fancy wreathed Of peace and purity ! Its blooming aspect bright with bliss, The music of its voice, The fi-agrance of its rosy kiss A mother's heart rejoice. 52 A wayward tone, a want expressed, Engage thy tender care, And, soothed upon thy gentle breast, It sweetly slumbers there. Then those mild eyes with pleasure gi-eet Its precious little form, And, gazing on its aspect sweet, Observe each varying charm. The sire, with sweet affection mild, Surveys the pleasing sight, And gazes on his blooming child, Rapt in a new dehght : His fancy paints its future fonii, Its mind's expanded powers, And, with parental ardor warm, Gilds all its coming hours. How pure the joys where hearts unite And mind's congenial join, — In sweet affection's power delight,. And own its source divine ! Thus may thy moments sweetly flow With him, thy chosen friend, And both, with your loved offspring, know The bliss that shall not end. 53 r;i:! i ;;! : l-i';!!-i :;.? i •',uh\'r !l,;-.n 1- -r^ ::■!■:■■- :,i;;ll ;i/ii:-i:jx':;:i yir/.:;---;:.; i;ii:A With yiQuthful diffV^ence, and ^ dubio.u^ ,Xb!9;i*gljt|i,^ .j,, r f The sufferijig; dfiild of tt),y. frjgXen^^l.fraend-,. p.,:-; ,\^p// Would, though by genius and by art untaught, H^iiithanks with feyei^ence audaffeotiDBe''Siiiflned ; And worth, unfading asi jierbnniy 'day,-!^:"'' 'f') With all .the rhigiiep virtue!^ isiiconibined.i»> YjfT 54 Without presumption bold, expansive, clear, Thine intellectual powers bright stores display ; And sweet benignity with softened grace O'er the rich treasure sheds its spotless ray. Enabling wisdom marks thy reverend brow, And gravity bespeaks that serious thought Dwells with serene composure in thy breast, With heavenly hope and resignation fraught. Long may'st thou live, and virtue's halcyon beams Gild thy last moments, and may peace divine Waft thy blest spirit to its native realm, Where bliss eternal shall be ever thine. AN APOSTROPHE TO SORROW; THE SORROW OF THIS WORLD. 1826. O Sorrow ! sad and dismal guest, Where'er I turn my longing eye, (In vain to seek relief,) I view Thy dread appearance hovering nigh. 55 At morning's dawn and evening's close, The poignant pangs relentless rend : And when the happy seek repose, Thine agonizing woes descend. When all in quiet rest recline. Alone I feel the direful press Of thy cold, heavy, marble hand. That tortures with extreme distress. Where'er T look, or seek for aid, That darkening foi'm is ever near, And through its hovering, gloomy shade No ray of hope can more appear. Why is this happy, peaceful home Made the dire seat of thine abode, — Where hope's bright smiles once softly shone, And gentle quiet sweetly flowed ] O leave this lowly, humble seat ! Once more let mild contentment breathe Enlivening solace through each heart, That thy keen tortures cease to gi'ieve. Then shall each tranquil morn again Be hailed with sounds of grateful joy ; And placid peace, with thoughts serene, The soft declining hours employ, — 56 The wild birds warbling through the air, The gurgling streamlet's gentle flow, The zephyr's breath, the falling shower. Shall fill the soul with rapture's glow. When o'er the lawn the floweret fair Springs forth in vernal beauty free, Or autumn's sallow lints, — and when Stern winter strips the fading tree, Still pleasure, hovering o'er each scene In fancied visions from afar. Shall, with hope's smile serene, again Glide beauteous as the morning star. But whence this fond, delusive dream ! Those halcyon days have swiftly fled ; No morning's joys, nor evening's calm, Can more their peaceful influence shed. O Sorrow ! whence this long delay, Why lingerest here with blighting power ? O canst thou, canst thou not away, And leave one blessed, tranquil hour % But hush, my wayward sj)irit ; yield Obedience to thy Sovereign God : Then shall thy wounded heart be healed, And bless him for aflliction's rod. i 57 When Jesus to thy soul reveals His heavenly charms, his dying love, And vv^ith his Holy Spirit seals Thine interest in the joys above. Then shall this heart no more repine, No more shall flow the bitter tear : Adoring love and faith divine Shall banish every anxious fear. ON COMMODORE OLIVER HAZARD PERRY, UPON THE RE-INTERMENT OF HIS REMAINS AT NEWPORT, R. I. 1826. What mean this solemn pomp, this phalanx slow Moving august, these military bands, With pausing pace and countenance of woe, And arms inverted gravely borne along. Mournful, majestic, without pipe or song ? 58 But list ! the silence breaks ; a mingled sound Of notes melodious falls on all around. The swelling tones flow solemn, and proclaim A nation's soitow for the mighty dead ; And lingering on the breeze its accents came, Harmonious as the breath of spirits fled. Approaching now behold the storied car. Bedecked with ensigns of a conquering war ; And nearer view the once effective sword. The plume and helmet of its lifeless lord ; The valiant warrior, who in battle won A name of glory that shall never die. His name immortal through all lands shall fly. By Triumph borne along far as the rolling sun. Son of his Country ! lowly now in death, The warrior lies, shrouded in sable gloom, While slow they bear him to a native tomb : His country called, the dauntless hero sped Where battle raged, 'mid foul contagion's breath ; He followed with his life where honor led : The pati'iot sailor slept among the foreign dead. A distant land received his latest sigh. Far from domestic happiness and love ; No kindred tear, no weeping consort nigh. The solace of affection pure to prove ; But the affection in a Nation's heart, Swelling, proclaims the valued sacrifice : 59 Thougli not on glorious battle's vengeful dai't, Fled his great soul away, yet still shall rise A Nation's tribute, and her Genius moum, With memory sad and deep above his honored urn. 'Mid signs unwonted of a heartfelt grief, His birth-place pays the last sad honors true. Slowly they bear him to the peaceful earth. Pausing in silence o'er the matchless worth Of their loved champion and illustrious chief, Then seal aloud their last renowned adieu. APOSTROPHE TO TH0UC4HT. Winter of 1826, Midnight. Come, dull Stupidity, From grief and anguish free, With Somnus' semblance mark the nightly hours ; O ! do thou soft pei-vade With still Lethean aid ; With healing balm and with oblivious powers 60 ' Encompass my tired brain, And bid each mental pain Fly with dread visions far from hence away. Away ! imperious Thought ! With keenest anguish fraught ; Thy aid I ask not, nor invoke thy sway ! Leave the lone hours to rest, Obey the mild behest. And swift, with silent haste, retire afar. Visit thy votaries pale, Who thee at midnight hail, And by thy power sublime contemplate every star The studious thee enjoys, Free from tumultuous noise, When the fair moon rides in the vaulted blue ; And by her paly light. Through the long, solemn night. Pleased with thine aid, doth fancies strange pursue. But why dost hither bend % Thou canst not here ascend, And mount the lofty pinnacles of fame ; Thou canst not travel o'er Regions of leanied loie. Nor light thy torch from Genius' magic flame. 61 Midst horrors wild and strange, Dost thou delight to range, And plunge to misery's deepest depths thy way ; And brood o'er dismal care. Portending wild despair, "Where ghastly visions gloomily dismay ] For this art hither come. Far from thine ancient home, The noble, wise, and philosophic realm ; Dost quit all thou shouldst prize. Leave the ethereal skies. To trace this drear domain, that sorrows overwhelm ? Thou foe of the distressed, And torturer of the breast, That thus usurp'st the houi's to slumber given, Bid'st the pale victim lie, With haggard, unclosed eye, And the sunk heart by keenest angush riven : Far, far from hence, begone ! Nor ever doom to moux-n ; Leave, leave the lonely hours to calm repose ; The agonizing brain Needs not thy keener pain. Nor thy remediless, augmenting woes. 62 Still dost without remorse Pursue thy cruel course, And the consuming sufferer thus destroy ; — Those pangs yet more malign, With griefs and woes combine ; Where once thou fostered'st happiness and joy ? In solitude's sweet hours, Spent in the woodland bowers, Ere yet dismantled of thy halcyon charm, Much wast thou loved, before Infantile days were o'er, When thou could'st solace, and each grief disami. Then thy abstracted joy Thrilled deep, without alloy. And bound the opening mind affectionate to thee. With pleasure childhood beamed. When Thought benignant seemed, And in the yielding heart wrote soft serenity. But now those days are o'er. And thou canst charm no more ; Now o'er dread Misery's train thou reign'st supreme. And mark'st each waking hour With thy distracting power ; And bid'st chill Horror ape thee in a dream. 63 TO A SISTER IN AFFLICTION Dear Sister, gi'ief and sorrows are Inwoven with our frame ; No human heart is free from care, Nor misery's cruel claim. One only sovereign, healing balm. Upon life's bitter grief, Flows from a never-dying source, With safe and sure relief. Where calm content and peace serene In rich exuberance flow. Celestial joys successive rise, And banish every woe. A noble pleasure glows supreme O'er all the ills of life ; The aching heart no more complains. And troubles cease their strife. Could we, Maria, banish grief. And raise our thoughts above. Consider these afflictions here, As chastisements of love, — 64 Repinings banish from our hearts, And feel to Heaven resigned, Though hourly troubles waste our lives, Our souls v\^ould be refined. • We too should feel the purer bliss Of pleasure all divine, Each moment give unx'ivalled joy, Thi'ough never-ending time. The Sovereign Pow^er, that dw^ells unseen In the broad heavens on high, Can conquer the most fiow^ard mind. And change its sinful dye. Change our vain minds, O, Power Divine ! Point to the blissful shore ; Fill our reluctant souls with grace. And teach us to adore. 65 TO A BELOVED SISTER, A FEW WEEKS BEFORE HER DEATH. Dear Sister, precious, cordial friend, By nature's warm and kindred tie ; Till thought in dark oblivion end, My love for thee can never die. "Wert thou in peace, in health, and joy. My heart should quick responsive thrill. And, sympathizing in thy bliss. Bid every torturing throb be still. But now, the sad reverse is thine ; The blooming health of other years Has fled thy glowing heart, and thou Must own the world a vale of tears ; Where pain and sorrow all oppress. And quickly waste the fragile form : The transient dreams of youthful bliss Fast flee before affliction's storm. But, Sister, Gilead's balm is near. Its healing free, could'st thou beheve : The Son of God for thee doth care ; His arms are ready to receive ; 66 Yes, He, the one, the Saviour Lord, Who owns the world : — and all its woes Are present to his pitying eyes, Who felt them, died the death, then rose. He died for all, for us he died. To ransom our immortal souls, That we might in His bliss reside Who doth the heaven of heavens control. Now with compassion's voice, he calls Us to approach his throne of love ; Pardon and righteousness he gives With the eternal, holy dove. Let us attend his gracious call. His grace with melting hearts receive ; On his kind arms of mercy fall. And in a Saviour's love believe : In meek, submissive trust recline Low at the great Redeemer's feet ; Our life, our all, — the woi-ld resign, And wait the pardoning promise sweet. Then, though life's current cease to flow. He life and peace eternal gives ; While with transporting joys we know That our Divine Redeemer lives. 67 ON THE SUDDEN DEATH OF THE REV WILLIAM G A MM ELL, OF NEWPORT, R. I. 1827. Hi«H on the willows hang your harps, Ye mourning, holy throng ; For Zion's teacher sleeps in dust. And mute's the instructive tongue. Now with a pensive pace ye move To the lone temple, where, With eloquence divinely sweet, His voice dispelled your cai-e. There mercy was his darling theme ; His soul divinely taught, Dwelt on the mysteries of His name, Who our salvation brought. There heavenly strains ecstatic flowed, Or mournful tones proclaimed Our deep, original default : — And Sinai threatening flamed. Then peace descended like a dove. On grace's seraphic wing ; And faith triumphant songs of love Bade all the ransomed sing. 68 Thus pious, pure, celestial peace Did heavenly accents bring : Now Death has proved his conquering might, But Death without the sting. For sweet was his departing hour, When gently from his clay Omnipotence did loose the bands, And bore his soul away. AN EPITAPH ON A MOTHER AND HER SON. Mother and Son in darkness sleep ; In death's cold damp they lie ; But both shall wake when Christ's command Shall summon all who die. Then, as the blessed Saviour smiles, And calls them to the skies, What beauteous forms, divinely bright, From these cold gi'aves shall rise ! I 69 With rapturous joy and bliss divine, Celestial songs they'll sing ; And with adoring transport join The praises of their King ; Through endless days, in holy light. His sovereign love adore : God and his Son shall bless their sight, And sin be know^n no more. EPITAPH ON CAPTAIN J T- Though the destroying angel cold hath pressed Upon thy generous, philanthropic breast, And thy pure, noble mind's forever fled. And form lies lovv^ly in this darksome bed, Thy worth, unfading, shall forever bloom, A bright example from thy saci'ed tomb. And though thy silent dust shall ever sleep Far from thy khidred, who in anguish weep, The friends thy virtues gained, will linger here, And fond remembrance shed the heart-felt tear. 70 TO A COUSIN 1827. Once free as breath of opening flowers Elastic health respired, And through the gladsome, golden hours, Met the calm eve untired ; Where o'er the soft and vermil west Bright beams ethereal played ; And through the pleased and placid breast, Bliss' brighter vision strayed ; Till the calm hour of sweet repose Embraced the wearied frame, And o'er the lids a downy joy In sleep's soft influence came. But now farewell to peace and joy. And all that earth can yield : Anguish and pain my soul emj>loy, And Hope's bright gates are sealed. Farewell to thee ! no more we pass The social hours of peace ; No more together view the scenes That joy's glad thrills increase. 71 Yet thou may'st happiness partake, And life and health enjoy ; With thy congenial friend be blest, And pleased thy hours employ. But sickness claims Tny wasting form, My broken spirit bends ; While misery, with unceasing storm, On my crushed heart descends. TO AN INTIMATE FRIEND 1827. While fierce afflictions darken round And pleasure's smile no more is found. While hope and happiness are flown. And sorrow heaves the breast alone. The tortured heart in deep distress Still ponders o'er thy loveliness ; — Still seems thy soothing voice to hear, That sweetly falls on misery's ear. The memory of thy worth and truth, The sweetness of thy early youth, From thy sad friend's dissolving heart Nor pain, nor agony, can part. 72 And though this hand no more can guide The friendly pen, till pain subside, Yet, gentle one, at thy request. The thoughts within this heart compressed, In simple, mournful strains, shall flow. On pleasures past and present woe. Yet must thy gentle heart prepare To hear the tones of deep despair ; Though lightly touched my grief shall be, Thou much loved friend of infancy ! When morning life in brightness bloomed. And pleasure each young heart illumed, Hope's joyous accents then were borne On the soft breath of balmy morn : And virtue's pure seraphic voice Bade youth in her loved power rejoice ; While friends and kindred sweetly smiled, And every transient care beguiled. The ardent, young, and glowing mind O'er pleasure's flowery scenes rechned, — O'er fairy tale and vision pored With fancy's glowing beauties stored. The poets page of ancient name Charmed with its bright, bewitching flame ;— And history's calm learned lore Was added to the mental stoi-e. While each a varying picture wrought To charm the soul, or guide the thought. All met the heart, and transient pain Released its victim soon again. i 73 The minstrel's tuneful notes of joy Could eveiy saddening thought destroy, — And fancy's scenes of rapture bright Through every tranquil hour delight. But now, those happy days are o'er. And these loved treasures charm no more ; No more the poet's sweetest strain Can check the cruel force of pain ; Nor flowery page, nor reason's voice Can bid the breaking heart rejoice. E'en Nature's blooming aspect fails To cheer the soul where grief prevails : Nor vernal music's gentle flow Can soothe the heart o'erwhelmed with woe. Past are those sweet and happy hours, Which, spent in nature's blooming bowers, Delight serene and pleasure gave. Though destined to an early grave. Ah me ! what grief hath shadowed o'er Those prospects that can charm no more ; — What clouds of sorrow move between The dawning and the noon-day scene ! Once each fair smile of morning light Awoke our souls to visions bright, The spirits in rejoicing ease Sprang lightly as the vernal breeze, — And mingled free in social joy. And kindred kindness' sweet employ : Or contemplation's calmer thought Delight in loved retirement sought, When oft, at evening's sweeter calm, 74 Silent we sipped the breathing balm ; While the fair moon with chastened beam Gilded the playful, murmuring stream, And with her soft, quiescent light Silvered the sable garb of night. Pensive we ranged the pebbly shore, Whose waters their wild music pour, — Where mingling waves, in loftier tone Of mournful grandeur, wake the song. Then happiness and we were seen In gayer rambles on the green ; And life was sweet with peace and joy, Nor aught could long the bliss annoy. E'en now, my friend, in mental view, Gliding we skip the vernal dew, And taste the fresh morn's healthful breeze, Charmed with her fragrant gayeties ; Then pause, while, all delighted, spring Glad spirits on their airy wing : Our bosoms thrill with pleasure's glow And rapture's ardent accents flow. Alas ! how changed ! the tear, the sigh, Instead of song, are ever nigh ; And life grows dim with lingering pain, While mitigation's sought in vain. Once more forgive the mournful song That flows fi'om sorrow sad and long, But fain would yield to friendship's claim A tribute to its sacred name, — Would dwell upon the pleasing theme. 75 When virtue glows with gentlest beam, And sweet affection's power benign Expands that generous breast of thine. But sorrow checks the pleasing thrill, Blending affliction's deadliest ill, — And boding guides my thoughts afar To misery's night without a star. But still may friendship's cheering sound ft soothe the rankling, cureless wound ; And oft the midnight thought will rove On viitues that it still must love ; — Where innocence and truth combined Adorn the treasures of the mind, Where sympathy's sweet voice relieves The aching heart that silent grieves. 1 view the beauteous, blooming maid As when 'mid flowei'y scenes she strayed, Where the fair lily and the rose Their beauty and their sweets disclose ; Which her own blooming aspect wears, With loveliness more dear than theirs, — And sweetly smiled in artless ease, Brightest of blooming gayeties. But beauty's charms on me no more Exert their soul-enlivening power ; For vision fails, with light oppressed, And beauty mocks the troubled breast. Then strive, my aching thought, to shun Those ills that cloud thy brightest sun : — And dwell on fadeless beauties now, And mark the matron's milder brow ; 76 For wisdom, prudence, pious care Mingle in meek assemblage there. The wife, — affectionate, resigned, The mother, — tender, watchful, kind, Bespeak the heart where virtue yields Her choicest fruits, and gently shields Her votary from mental pain, — And sweet content and quiet reign. Methinks I see thee fondly gaze. As thy loved infant near thee plays. With all a mother's anxious care. And hope delighted, beaming there ; — When at its lovely, winning wiles. Responsive, sweet affection smiles, — And its first uttered accent breathes Sweetest of pleasing harmonies. Then, clasped within thy longing arms, I see thee bear its infant charms, Or fold it gently to thy breast. And lull it to its peaceful rest. O may the beauteous infant fair Its mother's charms, her virtues share, — And long, thy joy and solace prove. The cherished offspring of thy love ; — And bless her father's guardian name, And long his loved protection claim. .^ Still may'st thou here be ever blest, ,., a And go at last to a blissful rest. ■■■^nV Adieu ; these pains, augmenting jfast, ^ Rack every nerve, and check,tlie lagtt , /_ t 1 77 The fond remembrance of thy worth, That fain would breathe thy beauties forth; But pangs imperious cry — " Obey !" — And nature faints beneath their sway. Once more, farewell, my gentle friend ; May guai'dian angels all thy life attend ! WOMAN'S SYMPATHY TO A LADY, 1828. When doomed to agonizing pain, And hope's dim taper cheerless burns, Blest Sympathy, with voice benign. Complaint to resignation turns. From kindred dear and much-loved friends, It flows, the solace due to woe ; And softly mingling, silent blends With sweet affection's purest glow.. But when from one whom kindred ties, Nor fiiendship's charm can fondly claim, It wafts above the nether skies The lasting sweetness of the name. 78 And thus, thy sympathetic charm, With seraph influence spreading wide, Reaching where sorrow's billow's roll. Thrills a soft pleasure through the tide. Long will remembrance fondly dwell Upon thy truly piteous tear. Shed at pale misery's lonely cell, When hope was dead, and death was near. And gratitude shall e'er retain The love and reverence due to thee, While consolation's cordial breath Dear to the comfortless shall be. 1 79 MUSINaS. In vain the laughing Spring returns In beauteous mantle fair, And budding flowers unfolding bloom To greet the genial air. In vain the rising sun displays His radiant beams afar, And softer glories mildly blaze In the fair evening star. In vain the looming cloud, that soft Distils the grateful show^er, And calls the latent beauties forth From each expanding flower. Though renovation's joyous breath Glide through the liquid air, And breezes soft, on silken wing, Salubrious odors bear ; Though smiling verdure dress the fields In eveiy varying shade. And songs of sweetest melody The fragrant grove pervade ; 80 Yet sad the fainting eyes move o'er The once delighting scene : The halcyon prospect tells no more Of happiness serene. Now, no bright thoughts the flowing hours Mark with a soft delight, — Nor fancy feeds on fadeless flowers In fairer realms of light. THE SONG OF THE BIRDS The cheerful birds their notes begin, To welcome dawn of day. And usher glorious morning in, Charmed with its earliest ray. Those rapturous songs did once awake Me from a calm repose ; But now no quiet slumbers break, Nor sweets of morn disclose. J 81 They now impart a sharper sting To sore affliction's train ; Tlioughts of past health and pleasures bring, And prospects that were vain. THE VOICE OF THE WIND. [The most striking images in these poems are peculiar to the authoress, being derived from her peculiar afflictions. Except her earnest invocations to sleep, that "balm of sweet forgetfulness" (p. 94), no longing of her heai-tis more apparent than her intense desire for sympathy. But while the loneliness and obscurity of her situation on the sea- shore deprive her of the sympathy of man, they open her ears to the " voice of the Lord in majesty," which she hears in the storm as it rushes by her casement. Perha23sin such circumstances, she may be forgiven for imagining that even the drops of rain that fall against her little window are the tears which Heaven itself sheds over human suflFerings. Thus, in the commencement of the following poem, her mind seems to be turning from her disappointed hope iu man, to sympathy from a higher source.] 1829. But list ! O list ! the mighty Harp, Devoid of frame or strings. Touched by a hand omnipotent, With tones celestial rings ; 82, With awful notes now swelling high, Bearing mysterious power, Then sinking soft with gentle voice, Breathing of Mercy's dower. O list again ! the soothing sound Of Sympathy is near ; Enchanting tones aerial Burst on the captive ear. Ah ! yes, and now the pitying tears Fast falling bathe the ground ; Weeping the woe, the grief, the fears That wretchedness surround. Then cease, my soul, no moi'e repine ; The healing mercy flows : Blest Sympathy, with voice benign, Her cordial gifts bestows. S3 LINES COMPOSED ON READING THE POEMS oP * * * * 1829. Friend of the unhappy ! thou no more Wilt moui-n the fate of injured worth ; For thou hast reached the eternal shore, And bid a last farewell to earth. No more thou'lt sing in gayest strains The pleasures dearest to thine heait, — The scenes that rapture and delight To youth and innocence impart. Though poverty's cold, barren lot Thee to the humblest fate consigned, Yet nought could damp that glowing heart, Nor check the vigor of thy mind. Thy genius bold, superior rose To stern oppression's cruel force ; Una wed by adverse fortune's frown, And vigorous in its daring course. Temptations hovered thick around. And urged thy youthful feet to stray ; But the Great Guardian of thy soul Turned thee from their destructive way, — 84 Illumed thine eye, aud taught thy heart The kind and sympathetic glow : Benevolence sat there enthroned, And P'eeling wept for others' woe. That bliss thou humbly didst desire, To wipe the tear from every eye. And breathe into the sufferer's ear The sweet, consoling, cordial sigh. For thou wert Kindness' loveliest child ; Benignity thy soul possessed, And virtue's all-endearing charms Glowed ardent in thy matchless breast. That noble, generous mind has fled. That form is cold as senseless clay ; Confined within a nariow bed To wait the Resurrection day. THE HAPPINESS OF EARLY YEARS. 4 Ah ! where the days of dawning life, Where those blest, happy, precious hours. When ever-varying jc)ys were rife, And fancy wrought unfading flowers 1 85 When tranquil pleasure's placid stream Unsullied shone, for ever clear ; And Hope's pure cordial, sweet, serene, Checked the approach of anxious fear : Each golden morn returned with joy. And each mild evening sweetly calm ; When youth and health, alert and gay, Inhaled their fragrant breath of balm. Then the blithe song of Rapture's bird. Or plaintive warbler's gentle tone. On the soft, breezy air was heard. And pleasure thrilled the breast alone. Meanwhile the melody of waves. Soul-soothing murmur, greets the ear ; The raptured bosom swelling heaves, And softly drops the joyous tear. O'er the briglit soul, fresh scenes of bliss, Portrayed by fancy's glowing power, In winning form of loveliness. Delight and charm each fleeting hour. And through the calm revolving day, How sweet the kindred smile and tone, When each briglit brow and laughing eye With fear and kind affection shone ! 86 How lightly tript the bounding form, When rosy health with rapture smiled, O'er the serene and flowery lawn, And every transient care beguiled ! A parent's smile, a parent's voice Awoke the purest thrills of bliss : The kindred band in love rejoice, And share in mutual happiness. The pleasing daily task performed. How sweet at evening hour to view The starry heaven's unnumbered host. And deep in thought those worlds pursue ! And when the silent night resumed Her wonted reign, with darkening power, Soft in the arms of sweet repose. Past the unconscious, j^eaceful houi'. All nature seemed replete with bliss, Sublime or sportive, — void of caie, And the light heart of childhood deemed These joys should ever blossom fair. Dear days ! in rap;d pleasures past, Whene'er I glance my longing eyes Back o'er those joys too fair to last. My aching heart within me dies. 87 The waves melodious flow the same, The joyful birds still wake the song, The morn and evening gales still breathe Their balmy odors pure along. The flowery landscape blooms as fair. The foliage waves as graceful nov/, As when each breezy breath of air Fanned fragrance o'er this peaceful brow. — Gone are the bright, the rosy smile. The raptured bosom's thrilling glow, The peace, the joy, that breathed the while. Soft as the warbling music's flow. Where calmly spreads the embowering shade, That oft this gliding form hath traced, When laughing joy and pleasure strayed, And innocence and peace embraced. Still nature wears her sweetest charms ; And wooingly each loved retreat Seems opening, as affection's arms, The long expected guest to meet. Far from each bright, each flowery scene, In solemn silence now reclined, No hope, no joy, no smile serene. Revives this bliffhted form and mind. 8S Though nature smile with aspect sweet, And varying seasons circle round, No more the struggling captive's feet Can 'scape affliction's prison bound. The refluent tide, the rolling wave Alternate on the peaceful shore, That oft to this glad spirit gave A pensive rapture now no more. Though every winged warbling choir Awake the tenderest, sweetest strains. No music, no seraphic lyre, Can lighten these afflictive pains. Now, fairest, wildest beauties reign O'er every verdant vale and hill. And, bright meandering o'er yon plain, Glides softly on the murmuring rill. Still all remains that once could please. Could cheer and charm the tranquil mind. But gone the peace, the joy, the ease, That fondly round the heart-strings twined ; — Are gone, alas ! for ever gone : Now pain and grief, and wan decay Combine, and, in triumphant tone, Proclaim my future life their prey. % 89 Now sleep spreads wide his downy wings, And flies from hence in sore aftVight ; While bitter pains and thrilling pangs Keep the dark watch of dreary night. The moon's o'ercast with withering gloom, And sorrows linger through the day ; Chill sadness rules the dismal scene, And ceaseless anguish wastes away. Return, sweet Hope ! with magic power, Thy smile benign can give relief. Dispel the horrors of despair. And gild this tenfold night of giief. A FRAGMENT. Even to-day is my cmnplaiut bitter: my stroke is heavier than my groaning. — Job xxiii. 2. If 'tis a truth that in a world we dwell, That God halh given, and that to him belongs, — Then 'tis a truth that these the pains I bear Are here described far less than I endure. Who like a thing mysterious seem to those Whom health hath blessed and needful rest sus- tained. 90 SORROW. Sorrow ! bitter, dreaded draught, Must I ne'er drink but of thy cup 1 — And though I drank of thee alone, 1 ne'er could drink tliine anguish up. Thy chalice ever will remain As full as when I tasted first, And others have as large a share. Though my embittered heart should burst. LINES COMPOSED IN GREAT SUFFERING. 1829. Sad, moaning wind ! thy mournful melody, Joined with the murmurs of the troubled sea, Falls on the ear disconsolate and lone, Like pitying Mercy's sympathizing tone ; — Calms the wild throbbing of the rending breast, Where ever rankling tortuies are compressed, 91 And each chill tenant that inhabits there Is griefs sad offspring, fostered by despair : — Thy fitful gusts, thy faint and dying sounds, Thy hoarse, loud roarings, and thy plaintive moans, Calm the wrecked brain, where pangs contentious dwell, All wildly striving, all triumphant still ! Congenial sounds, for each unuttered pain. In thy wild, frantic muraiurings complain, — Reason, confusion, madness, and despair Striving the palm of victory to bear ! Convulsions direful rend each fibrous thread. Bearing keen tortures, and the aching head Traverse .with vigorous and appalling might, With rage consuming and terrific fright. Laboring unwearied, watchful, firm, and strong, — Tenacious each of the aspiring throng To gain the empire of the ruined brain. Where Happiness once held her blest domain. Thy mournful murmurs sympathize alone ; But the keen tortures every charm disown. Thy wild commotion and aerial strife Tells the strange tumult of a mortal life, — When each sad night is marked with grief supreme, And erery vision, every soothing dream Of rest and quiet, has for ever fled. And prostrate hope lies blasted, cold, and dead, — Each moment big with every grief and woe That reiofns in ceaseless anfjuish here below. 92 DISTRESS. There flows from Misei-y's melancholy pen No metre, measure, nor consistent prose ; But truth unpolished, misery unfeigned, Griefs, that a marble heart would melt to hear, — Would wreck the strongest intellect of man, "With nights of anguish, — struggling strifes un- known. Sought but not found, oblivion might allay The maddening tunuilt. Peace beheld afar In the worn meditation, like a foe Inexorable, mock's the suppliant's prayer ; Nor coukl the world united rest bestow. Alas ! world, friends, nor kindred, — griefs severe. Remediless, unpopular and long, Have power, nor scarcely will, to mitigate : — For pity vanishes, unless relief Approximating prove the smile may soon Supply the place of sympathetic care, And ease affection of external pain. For anxious, mourning, deep regret may well Befit a human heart at intervals ; But joy must thrill between, and woe must change Its name and its appearance, vaiying oft ; And hope must smile to keep regret alive, And bear compassion through her toilsome task. Then, then, what anguish must the wretched bear. i 93 When friends, — whom liealth and social converse bless, To whom sweet sleep returns at wonted hours, Their minds releases from all active thought. Soothes and supports with her nutritious balm, And vigorous leaves to cheerful life anew, — Find it too painful to lament their woe. To pause and meditate their sad reverse, The dying anguish of their nightly hours ; When tortures fierce, instead of balmy rest. Run riot wild within their wasted forms, And thought, combined with pain's exhausting power Resistless piessing every care-worn nerve, Excites the system to unknown excess. And racks with more than mortal agony. DESPAIR. 'Have pity upon me, have pity up<^'" "'«- ^ -V^' ^"y fri"iSS. 1825. All my life's spring-time lost in agony ! And now 'tis fast retiring ; yeai*s have flown, One score and five, nor left much trace behind, been almost alone in discerning the powers of that mind in whose cultivation he was chiefly ins'i-umental, was now pass- ing from the earth, and she would behold him no more, not even in the dying hour. Again he was restored, and proba- bly in such intervals of affliction and hope these' touching lines were composed. Four weeks she lay without seeing that ven- erable countenance, though from below she heard the sound of the precious words, which all who knew him will treasure up as the last legacy of an aged Christian in the immediate prospect of eternal bliss. If we place ourselves in her situa- tion, we shall not wonder that, as her father lay dead in the house, it was a consolation to her deeply wounded spirit to dic- tate these lines, at a sister's request, to a friend who was seek- ing to pour into the hearts of the mourning family the balm of consolation. Nor shall we be surprised, that now, when the bright returning June has clothed the earth afresh in its gai*- ments of green, she often gazes from the window at the head of her couch, over the orchard, where but lately she saw him walking beneath the trees, or, supported by his daughters, feebly attempting to select the spot for his burial. And when we look upon the unmarked mound in the corner of that or- chard, we shall understan I why the daughter dropjied a tear on the flower that was brought to her, the first that had bloomed on her father's grave. — June 21.s<, 1834."] 99 Save theix- sad havoc with my clymg form, Aiitl mind half prostrate, half to phrensy driven. Ah ! would this night were past ! But wherefore wish 1 For me, 'tis better than the glorious morn. The sounds of busy life will sore distract This weary brain, and thrill my fainting frame With quick vibrations and excess of pain, And goad to torture every struggling nerve. Ah ! the day dawns ! The sounds of joy awake And swell harmonious on the morning air. The feathered songsters, eager to address Their matin notes of grateful praise to Him Who formed their nature and decreed their joy, Pour forth the homage of their new delight In tuneful strains of native harmony. — The glorious light approaches, and the shades Of solitary night retire afar. But whence this gathering gloom, that whelms my soul In darkness deeper than the shade of night. And sinks my spirit in the depth of woe 1 These sounds of joy are goads of keenest smart ; They mock my sorrows, and deride their pang. — Ah ! where the days when dawning life first woke 1 Then a short taste of happiness was mine. And nature's charms and song revived my soul, Nor contemplation wrought a maddened pain ; — Those days are past, for ever past away. Nor joy can visit my sad spirit more. 100 PSALM XLT. Blest is tlie wise and gracious man Whose trust is in the Lord, Who bows to his divine control, And keeps his holy woi'd ; Whose heart in gentle pity moves For the oppressed and poor, Who all his hapless brethren loves, And welcomes to his door ; Whose sympathizing spiiit feels The force of others' pain, To whom the suppliant ne'er appeals For succouring aid in vain. — He soothes the wretched mourner's grief, And large his bounty flows ; He grants the needy sweet relief, And banishes their woes. He ne'er distrusts the piteous tale Disclosed in anguish deep. Nor flies when hopeless griefs prevail. But weeps with those that weep. He shall be blest in all his ways, His foes shall ne'er prevail ; He shall prolong his prosperous days, And pleasures never fail. i 101 The Lord sliall be his strength and aid ; And, when disease invades, When languishing upon his bed, His mortal beauty fades, Then holy comforts shall sustain. And heavenly thoughts employ, Shall banish every wasting pain. And fill with boundless joy. And when death lays his senseless form Low in the peaceful tnmb, His soul shall gain thf' perfect charm Of full expanded bloom ; — Shall soar triumphant to the skies On love's seraphic wing, And the new song in raptures raise. To heaven's eternal Kinsf. 102 TO A LADY. 1834. What sweetness, gentleness, what love In that calm face appeal's, And lofty thought that soars ahove This darksome vale of tears ! On thy blest soul, refined and pure, What heavenly beauties rise ! And, with sublime attraction, lure Thy spirit to the skies. O blessed friend, supremely blest, — What sacied joys are thine, Of nature's noblest gifts possessed And crowned with grace divine ! O will that gentle spirit deign To think on one forlorn, Whose soul the bitterness of pain Through hopeless years hath borne 1 O may this stricken child of grief Still claim thee for a friend 1 That thought a balmy, blest relief With sorrows deep shall blend. Thy sympathizing accents oft. In the lone hours of night, 103 I seem again to heai-, and soft On the worn sense they hght. Thy pitying tenderness relieves My sorrowing heart e'en now, When gentle sleep in anguish leaves My thought-distended brow. But ne'er can this tiied soul reveal, Till life's satl course be run, The bitterness, the woes I feel : — Yet all is known to One. Yes, and in His appointed hour He will each grief remove : Oh miy I trust His sovereign power, And His sustaining love. And may'st thou ever still be blest, — And still those powers emplf)y, To gii'e the weaiied spiiit re:t, And guide to future joy. O may thy earthly course be peace, — Life's purer joys be thine, Till its last fliclvering pulse shall cease, In ecstasy divine. Then will thy ransomed spiiit lise To glorious realms above, And gain its raansicm in the skies, Rapt in I'edeeming love. 104 CHARITY. May 1, 1834. to the yoing ladies of miss 's school, NEW YORK. O Charity divine ,' thy soothing voice, Sweet as angelic accents, greets the ear; And these fair friends, inspired by thee rejoice To wipe from Misery's pallid cheek the tear. O how benign thy office ! wiih what grace Thou giv'st thy blessings, ever-beaming Love ! While in those lineaments divine we trace Tiie gracious semblance ot the holy Dove. O blessed Spirit ! that from God receives Sweet approbation, and a purer bliss Pours on the holy deed, when it relieves Neglected anguish in a world like this ! O may'st thou ne'er desert ihis sordid earth, That without thee no sacred peace can yield, Till all the ransomed of the second birth With thee in Heaven eternally are sealed ! THE ENn.