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POEMS OF PEACE
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PIECES OF WAR
FLOYD D. RAZE
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CONGRESS,
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JAN 5 1903
Copyright Entfy
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Copyright, 1902
by
FLOYD D. RAZE
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NOTES.
My only excuse in offering this volume to
the public is my own sincerity in the belief
that these poems are not .ejitirely devoid of
merit; however, this matter must be left to-
the judgment of others, and I can only hope
that the reader may find within something
pleasing, even though it be nothing more
than the end.
In closing I wish to thank my friends for
the interest manifested in the little book
issued some time ago, and trusting that this
one will meet with the same consideration
from them, I await the result.
Sincerely,
The Author.
To my sincere friend and fellow-teacher,
CLARENCE E. RUTHRUFF,
this book is inscribed.
CONTENTS.
POEMS FROM YOUTH. Page.
The Old Canoe ii
I Forget 12
Time 14
Ben and 1 15
December 17
Mary Ann 18
Lura- Belle 19
POEMS OF SCHOOL.
The Teacher 25
The Senior 27
To Alonzo Sage 29
What I Learned 31
When Adams Taught 33
Tower and Ruler 36
Their Privilege 40
POEMS OF WAR AND PATRIOTISM.
Washington at Trenton 45
The Liberty Bell 47
At the Grave 49
Bon Homme Richard 51
Yorktown 53
Marion's Tower 55
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Page.
My Native Land 57
Bennington 58
The Soldier's Story 62
The States 66
Centennial Chimes 68
Monmouth 69
Death of Frazer 70
In Camp 71
Moultrie 72
TRANSLATIONS.
The Rich Prince 79
The Glove 80
Belshazzar 82
MISCELLANEOUS POEMS.
A Peaceable Dog 87
Satan 88
As It Seems 89
Reply to Pat's Love Letter 90
Poverty 9a
Advice 93
An Epistle to I V 94
The Parson's Visit 96
A Wag's Last Joke 97
Hymn to Niagara 99
The Stork loi
Quoits 102
In Church 104
Life 106
Spring 107
[VI]
Page.
Hunting Song io8
To a Crow no
Destiny in
If Ill
Man's Inheritance 113
Determination 114
An Enigma 115
Look Up 116
The Landman 117
To a Daisy 118
Mother, Where Are You ? 119
Thanksgiving 120
Alice Brown 121
To a Sheet of Paper 123
St. Nicholas 124
Eagle Eye 126
In October 127
Fishing 128
Little Girls 129
Immortality 131
A Rainy Day 132
To Know His Way 133
Rejoice i35
Circumstances 136
Grandma I37
New Year I39
Cut Across 140
The Future 141
When I Am Old 142
[VII]
Poems From Youth
THE OLD CANOE.
Like an upturned wreck on a lonely shore,
Where the waves are sobbing evermore;
Like a voice half heard in an olden dream,
Or the mellow noise of a silver stream,
Where the seabird wheels in his lonely flight,
And never a sail greets the weary sight,
'Mongst the weeds that have pierced the old
hulk through.
Lies the crumbling wreck of the old canoe.
Long years ago, when the summer breeze
Scarce ruffled the breast of the tranquil seas,
Sweet Ruth and I, 'neath the azure blue,
Rode the sparkling waves in that old canoe.
And her voice went out on the silvery tide
To the gray, cold rocks, where the echoes hide;
And my heart with the song went floating away.
As we rocked on the tide through the beautiful day.
Long years ago — but that voice is still,
'Neath the marble tomb on the somber hill,
Where the willow bends to the shivering wind.
And the ivy green o'er her grave has twined.
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Alone I walk the strand to-day;
Alone I watch the waves at play,
As they chase each other through and through
The broken wreck of the old canoe.
There 's a beautiful realm beyond the skies,
Where a smile of peace forever lies^.
On the silver sea and the tranquil shore;
There a maiden waits forevermore;
And she softly trims her silken sail
To catch the breath of the scented gale;
And she tunes her harp with an anthem sweet,
As she 'waits the approach of my weary feet.
The above poein was written bv my father, Edwin E. Raze.
F. D. R.
I FORGET.
When I turn to my youth for the pleasure it gave,
Not a thing from the lap of old fortune I crave;
Not a care have I then for the days yet to come,
And my daily companion, Old Fretful, sits dumb.
And I hear twenty wags, if I hear even one,
All inviting me back to partake of the fun.
With this all before me I throw down my cane
And leave the rough highway for young lover's
lane;
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I forget crippled joints and lumbago of back,
I forget sixty years drag along on my track,
And I join in the gay crowd, the gayest by half,
Swing around on one heel and bend double to laugh.
I forget that my head shines as bright as new tin;
That my remnant of cheek has grown faded and
thin;
That my hand is unsteady, and firmly I grasp
The hand of some fellow our friendship to clasp.
I forget politics and the weather and all,
For the shindig is on in the old village hall.
It makes me forget I'm alone on the sea
With a half-broken plank twixt the bottom and me.
For youth is the main-mast and love is the sail,
While courtship and "smack" bear me on through
the gale.
And I'm gay as the rest in the mirth of the dance.
While the night glides away like an hour of a
trance.
And the lass at my side is the belle of the ball.
Who keeps even step in her whirl 'round the hall,
While with rattle of heel and with tripple-touch toe
We allemande left to the swing of the bow;
Till onward and on like the flow of a stream
We finish the breakdown with somebody's dream.
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Then I wake and review all the struggles and strife
In my long promenade to the breakdown of life,
And I laugh at the thought of my being placed back
Full two score of years on life's zigzaggy track;
For what with bald head and lumbago and all,
Would it pay to plod back for the belle of the ball?
TIME.
Old Time, golden Time, what brilliant array
Of hopes that arose wilh the dawn of thy day
Has vanished from sight like the foam on the sea —
Slipped away from the world in the twilight with
thee!
What music is hushed! I listen in vain
For the sweet rippled cadence of laughter again;
Thy clanking, O Time, on thy dull dreary round
Has sunk the best notes to a low muffled sound.
What eyes have grown dim and what hearts have grown
still,
Asleep 'neath the sod on the slope of the hill —
Since thou, golden Time, hast departed! What
tears
Have blotted life's page in the many long years.
Since thou'st left the heart, the warm heart, to grow
cold
In the breast of the passionate dreamer of old,
POEMS FROM YOUTH 15
And Mem'ry to linger and mourn with regret
For pleasure she never can wholly forget!
Old Time, golden Time, my joy is to-day
In dreaming of scenes that have long passed away,
In thinking of days so endearing to me
When I lived in the bloom of life's summer with
thee.
BEN AND I.
Ben and I were boys together
On the hill in winter weather.
Like the hours we slid away,
(Boys and hours alike so gay) !
Boys and time together sped
Down the hillside sled to sled;
Ben and I came tugging back.
Time held on its endless track.
Ben and I were boys together.
Barefoot in the summer weather;
Happy as the birds that flew
From the meadow's sparkling dew.
In the loft we tramped the hay.
Helpers through the blazing day.
And at night a blanket spread
Just to sleep "up overheard."
There we chatted, Ben and I,
At the first a little shy,
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Then of greater things we'd do;
Battle scenes and love scenes, too.
Silly secrets slyly told,
Just like folks tell when they're old.
I was growing bold, but then
Not a bit more so than Ben.
Just a few years bring a lad
To a youth so shocking bad!
So it is: and Ben and I
Grew less bold but wondrous sly;
Watermelons 'gan to grow,
Got ripe in the loft you know;
Peaches softened on the beams
While we took our morning dreams.
Strange to say with all the sin
That Ben used to lead me in,
I recall him with a joy
Which I knew when just a boy.
Yesterday I passed the barn,
Thought of each sly trick and yarn.
Swung the gate and walking through
Barn and hill were all I knew
Of the old familiar place
Which my presence used to grace
In the good old seasons when
Ben knew me and I knew Ben.
Had I stopped and told my name
Not one there had known the same;
Ah me, alas! I walked away,
Brief of word and brief of stay:
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Left the strangers standing still
As I climbed the sloping hill,
Only pausing to look back
Down the well-remembered track
Where I rode in winter, when
Ben knew me and I knew Ben.
DECEMBER.
Just a little while ago,
Not so long but I remember,
'Twas a joy for me to know
'Twas the month of cold December.
When the stars shone pale by night
O'er a universe of white —
Winds a blowing —
'Twas a happy time of year
Spite of skies so dull and drear,
Spite of northern frost and chill
It had charms which linger still,
Ever wooing.
Sleigh-loads out at night, and bells
Jingling as we'd onward go.
O'er the valleys and the fells
In the frosty snow;
Twenty muffled girls and boys
All for fun and making noise,
Little knowing
That the world would grow less gay
At no very distant day,
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That their smiles would change to tears
In the circle of the years
Still agoing.
Tho' it may seem long ago,
Who's so old he can't remember
When he laughed to see the snow
Sifting down through cod December?
Who was then so wise to know
That the years would glide on so.
Ever throwing
Shadows where the sunshine lay,
More* o& grief from day to day,
Till the. greatest joy is found
Chasing time's vast circles round
While 'tis snowing?
MARY ANN.
Who is proud of having gold,
Let him on riches gloat,
Who is proud if young or old
Of his fitting coat,
On this truth let him rely,
Vain are they to soothe the spirit,
Tho' they please the selfish eye
Naught of Heaven do they merit.
Blest above them all is he
Who has won the heart of woman.
Blest am I in loving thee,
Maiden so divinely human,
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Mary Ann so young and slender,
Mary Ann so sweet and tender,
Just the girl to charm the eye —
Just the girl to love.
Who would like to live alone
Let him have his hall —
Nothing less than sapphire stone
Set in marble wall.
Who would live for wisdom's wreath
Add unto his years
And keep him till his latest breath
From bitterness of tears.
But give to me not such as this —
Build a hut for me,
That I may live a life of bliss
Sweet Mary Ann with thee.
Mary Ann so young and slender,
Mary Ann so sweet and tender,
Just the girl to charm the eye —
Just the girl to love.
LURA-BELLE.
Do you remember the days gone by
When we, young lovers, strayed
By the river gurgling along so nigh
Our path in the maples' shade.
As we walked so gaily along the dell
Do you remember, Lura-Belle?
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Do you remember the flowers that grew
Down in the maples' shade —
The daisy and arbutus too,
And bluebells with their modest hue —
Do you remember them as well
As I remember, Lura-Belle?
Do you remember what you said
One evening long ago
When stars were twinkling overhead
And the moon hung round and low?
You said that yo — er — shall I tell —
Don't you remember, Lura-Belle?
Do you remember — yes, you do —
As we still strolled along,
How you kissed me and I kissed you?
It surely wasn't wrong.
Do you remember how I fell
In love by courting Lura-Belle?
Do you remember when we were wed
Our honeymoon plans were laid,
And time moved on with ruthless tread
Till a babe stopped our walks in the shade
Do you remember how I fell
To walking at midnight, Lura-Belle?
Do you remember as I do
My soft tread on the floor.
As later on I walked with two.
Then walked with three, then four?
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Do you remember that as well
As I remember, Lura-Belle?
Do 5'ou remember with regret
The days of care and strife
Since you resigned the epithet
Of "Sweet-heart" to be "Wife"?
And do you sigh in turning to
The dell in which I courted youT
Poems of School
THE TEACHER.
He used to be a sturdy pill
Like Thor of Jotunheim.
No other one could till the hill
In bringing boys to time;
He used to wear a double fist,
A heavy black goatee,
And only good behavior missed
A dire calamity.
Like Julius Caesar he was strong,
Like Washington, was great;
Like Garfield, drove the mule along
To drag the ship of state;
And thus he toiled from day to day
The whole long seasons round.
And dredged the channel without pay
Whene'er he ran aground.
A bachelor — he gave his life
To education's cause:
I mean a man without a wife,
Not Bachelor of Laws.
He never heard that ancient noise
Which makes so many glad,
That extract of the joy of joys
In father, pa, or dad.
And yet I s'pose a thousand
Young Americans have lain
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Face downward 'cross his sturdy knee,
And kicked and yelled in vain,
While he so calm and graceful
Played the tutor's noble part
In fitting them for better deeds;
O, but he made them smart!
They tell me one's a senator,
And one's an LL. D.;
Another runs a war-ship
For the government at sea;
And one's a sharp detective
Who discloses fearful crimes;
And one's a rising poet
Tickling up the world with rhymes.
And every mother's son of these
And many more beside
Are pointing to that master
With an air of honest pride;
And each one bows with reverence.
And proudly claims that he
Received his first impetus
On that sturdy master's knee.
And tho' he's gone his influence
Has far outlived his name;
For none know what became of him,
None know from whence he came;
But that he lived and labored here
A thousand hearts attest.
They feared him only at the worst
And loved him at the best.
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THE SENIOR.
O have you seen the senior in her graduating dress?
She's the symbol or perfection and perfection, too,
I guess.
She's not the common girl you knew a few short
years ago —
The girl who used to come to school in checkered
calico —
She's not the girl who used to sit so near your
knife-carved seat
Whose winning smile so often caused your heart
an extra beat.
She's not the girl you sometimes kissed in a too
loving game,
They bear a strong resemblance, but they're not
the very same.
'And is this senior less a sprite than she I knew
before?"
O no! Why, bless your heart, she's all she used
to be and more.
She used to be just common "Gen," but now she's
"Genevieve;"
To-day she offers pardon where she used to grant
reprieve;
To-day she sings soprano where she used to squeal
and squeak;
She speaks in classic English, tho' she often thinks
in Greek.
She's learned the scholar's easy way and grown
so much refined,
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I'll scarcely try to say how far she's left the past
behind;
What narrow pools of knowledge have grown mean-
time to be
As many sweeping Amazons just verging on the
sea.
She reads the German fluently, die Sprache alt und
schon.
Tho' Caesar puzzles commoners, for her he wrote
in vain.
Her mind's imago parva of the classic wisdom
when
The Seniors in the school of life were high and
mighty men.
She knows the master-pieces as a sailor knows the
stars ;
She'll quote from Homer's Odyssey — its love scenes
and its wars.
She'll tell you tales of Paris' ways, of Helen's days
of joy ,
And just how long old Hector fought before he fell
at Troy.
She knows the "Rise and Fall of Rome," although
it can't be said
She has an equal knowledge of the rise and fall of
bread.
She's drunk from scientific cups, and yet I must
confess
I don't believe this senior made her graduating
dress.
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TO ALONZO SAGE.
You are Sage and I am Raze;
We were friends in bygone days;
We are friends and friendly still
Like the fir-trees on the hill.
We were boys one time in school,
You the Sage and I the fool;
Now we live in manhood's age,
You be fool while I be sage.
Forgive, old chum, for friendship's sake —
For often does my sad heart ache
For old time scenes that passed too soon;
When harp and banjo, each in tune.
Breathed out the strain, now loud, now low,
While roared the fire and beat the snow
Against the icy window-pane.
Our books — Ah, what cared we for books -
Still in the sacks hung on the hooks —
Till from the tea-pot's narrow snout
The smell of supper oozed out,
A warning that we stop the fun
That seemingly had just begun.
How many nights while sitting there
We'd hear a football on the stair;
And welcome visitors were they
Who came to work, or rather play,
To laugh, to joke, to sing "Marie."
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Or "Rob and Allan Cam' to Free,"
Till nothing but the street-light shone,
When we at last were left alone.
To do the work of half a daj'-
In thirty minutes anyway.
'Twas winter then. You know the bells
That soothed the young Mt. Pleasant swells
Went jangling past our neat abode
On horses scrambling down the road
As if to walk had been a sin.
A clerk, no doubt, you'd find within
The cutter, with some laughing girls
Whose rosy cheeks and lovely curls
Glared on the window as they passed.
No wonder that a glance we cast;
No wonder that we wondered why
Such fellow should have caught such eye.
We knew those girls, old schoolmates they,
Who met us at the school each day.
We knew what innocence of look
They feigned, when Bellows seized the book
And quizzed in vain each lessoned page.
His keen eyes half aglow with rage.
We knew the why and longed to work
The mischief back upon the clerk.
But time has passed. Those boys and girls
Pill up the ranks that move the world's
Great spirit. They are in the race
To win or lose; and each must trace
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His wonted course through life's short coil
Of smiles and tears. Ah. time brings toil
To every one. What weary care
He brings the heart! Ere we're aware
A day has fled, a year has passed,
And life indeed comes on too fast.
But let old Time bring on his worst —
Time that by all the world is cursed.
We will not curse him, let him be
What'er he will to you and me.
'Twas he that brought us face to face;
'Tis he still aids us in the chase;
'Tis he that makes us what we are;
'Tis he 'twill lead us on afar,
To what a goal? To what an age?
No matter: I'll remember Sage,
And know, however long your days
May be, — you'll still remember Raze.
WHAT I LEARNED.
I went to school when I was young.
When all the world was gay.
And learned to read with fluent tongue
The annals of the day.
I learned the boy's mischievous part
Before I learned to read;
I learned the teacher's face by heart,
She learned my first misdeed.
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I learned to think each girl a queen
And longed to be a king;
Then started, as I thought, unseen
To help along the thing.
I looked at Jane across the aisle
And Jane looked up at me;
My heart sprang up to greet her smile
Undaunted as could be.
Perhaps Jane thought each boy a king
And longed to be a queen —
I can't believe another thing
Could bring the self-same sc«ne.
I whispered "Jane" — well, I won't say
The rest — there was no rest.
Just then the teacher turned that way
And caught me I'll be blest.
I don't know if she heard my "Jane"
Or saw my hanging head,
But even now I hear again
The very words she said.
'John, you may go and sit with Jane."
I didn't want to go.
But blushing cheeks plead all in vain.
I moved, but oh, so slow.
I guess Jane thought I'd never come;
She fumbled round her book,
POEMS OF SCHOOL 33
And though her lips were sealed and dumb
She had a loving look.
How loud they laughed that summer day
To make a small boy sad.
'Cause Jane had stole his heart away,
They jeered the shame-faced lad.
But when the merriment was o'er,
And teacher dropped her eye,
Tane whispered, "They won't laugh no more."
Then hugged me on the sly.
That was the climax. I had stood
The laugh of every one,
Nor would I change it tho' I could.
I envied them no fun.
E'en now I think big girls are queens,
And Jane a queen of elves —
That even school-ma'arys, just for greens,
Would squeeze the boys themselves.
WHEN ADAMS TAUGHT THE SCHOOL.
How well do I remember little happenstances when
Our district schoolhouse used to hold a half a dozen
men;
How little teachers who, of course, with less of
brawn than brain
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Were pitched out just for pastime and left standing
in the rain.
I recollect Tom Johnston and the fellows of his
clique
All standing 'round the schoolhouse and all telling
who they'd lick.
They reckoned that "the teacher'd pony 'round
about jest so;
Wouldn't give them much o' sass or out o' there
he'd go."
"Find a plan to lick the teacher" used to be the
golden rule,
But It changed a very little after Adams took the
school.
Adams didn't talk a whole lot, guess he didn't like
to preach;
Seemed at first he came to visit — then made up
his mind to teach;
Acted as he hadn't noticed Johnston and his burly
crew,
Nor the broken window-sashes that the teachers all
went through.
So the boys began a winking, smiling blandly on
each other,
And a nodding toward the teacher and a whisp'ring,
"He's another."
Just a day or two of teaching — then an outburst —
was the rule.
But they changed this custom slightly after Adams
took the school.
POEMS OF SCHOOL 35
So the boys began to study for some ghost of an
excuse —
They didn't want to make it seem too much like
pure abuse;
At last it was decided. They wouldn't be too
hard,
But give him just a round or two in mopping up the
yard;
And then the plan was cut and dried — Tom
jumped up all at once,
"Look here, ole foller, 't seems ter me I hain't no
first-grade dunce;
These kind o' zamples that you give is hardly goin'
ter stick.
We're goin' ter have a teacher here what knows
aritheiitick.''
Arithmetic was something quite important as a
rule,
And it reached the very climax after Adams took
the school.
Multiples and great divisors! Not a mathematician
he!
Tom's contortions illustrated plane geometry,
Engineering and surveying; 'twas a great example
that,
And teacher showed them all at once he'd got it
right down pat.
He showed them how whole numbers were inverted,
lo, and then.
How zigzag divers figures brought them right-side
up again;
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Hliow
last (lull hour of life,
TT(» bi'eathed a piayer with his dying breath
Fov a loved and loving wife,
And little ones who'd heard her say
What happiness would come
To usher in (he dawning day
When ho should march for home.
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Not they alone have sorrow borne
Who lost a father's care,
Who for a martyred son do mourn,
Who weeps for husband, dear,
A grieving nation mourns tlie dead
Asleep beneath these flowers.
And with those mourners bows her head
And murmurs, "He is ours."
BON HOMME RICHARD.
J.iko him for whom 'twas christened,
Was that good old ship of yore.
To the tale tlio' ol't you've listened.
Won't you listen just once more?
Her guns are rusting in the sea —
The mighty guns which hurled
Those messengers of Liberty
Along the eastern world.
There was a time this vessel ploughed
The waters of the main.
A time wh(!n winds and billows loud
Roared 'cross her path in vain.
A time when with her dauntless crew,
No danger did she dread
From stoutest storm that ever blew
Or British ship ahead.
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It is a hundred years or more,
Since on a British sea
The dauntless Richard proudly bore
Her flag of liberty;
Since from the mast the watchman's voice
Sent down the joyful hail,
"A Britisher to leeward boys,
She's heading in full sail."
Each valiant sailor takes his post,
And none of danger reck.
The Richard turns head out from coast
While Jones strides 'long the deck.
He turns his eye alternately
To eastward and to west.
"If but the sun will light the sea,
I'll gladly risk the rest."
Despite his prayers the autumn sun
Sank ere the fight began.
And through a gathered cloud-wreath dun
The moon shone pale and wan.
And night hung round them. Fore and aft,
To windward and to lee,
The crested billows hoarsely laughed
The mock'ry of the sea.
And in the dim uncertain light,
A shadowed outline lay.
A sheet of fire blazed through the night
And quenched itself in spray.
And then began the fiercest fight
That ever shook the sea —
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The Richard in the cause of right j
Against bold Tyranny. )
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Two weary hours of night are gone, |
And from a sinking wreck.
The Richard's crew is master on ■
The Briton's bloody deck. ]
But where is she, that vessel now, \
That traveler afar, i
That bravely bore upon her prow, !
Bold Freedom's flashing star?
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No more her dark hulk meets the sun. ]
No more her pennants fly ;
Defiant, for her cause was won j
A hundred years gone by.
And naught remains except, perhaps, ■
The iron of her frame, ;
And that which through an endless laps© ]
Of time shall live, her fame. i
YORKTOWN.
Now that the days of the turmoil are passed,
Now that we've grown to a nation at last,
Let us not feign to forget what we owe
And thanklessly reap what our fathers did sow.
Let us not now 'neath the blue of the skies
Wilfully cover the past from our eyes —
Let us not think that the blessings of good
Never were stained by the crimson of blood.
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Many and deep were the griefs that they bore;
They who defended the nation of yore.
Few were the joys then to lighten their load,
Few were the blessings their sufC'ring bestowed.
Shelterless up on the winter-swept hills,
Freezing and starving, the least of their ills,
Seven long years through the shadow of night
Led by a hope of the triumph of Right,
Onward they pressed 'gainst misfortune and fate —
One upon one 'rose the pillars of state.
Now by the Delaware's swift rolling tide,
Now in the North by the blue Hudson's side,
Now in the South by the wooded Santee —
There was blood, crimson blood on the soil that's
now free.
There was gloom through the length and the
breadth of the land.
With a foe from the uttermost bounds to the strand,
The gloom of defeat and the havoc of war.
When lo, in the east 'rose the gleam of a star —
When lo, from the east came the gleam of the sun
With the news that the crowning vict'ry was won,
For a messenger rode from the field by the sea
With the news of the fight and America free —
With his voice ringing clear through the night as
he passed
The prayer of a nation was answered at last
O heaven blessed land, land of mountain and plain.
When Shalt thou 'wake to such glory again,
When — tho' existence allotted to thee
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Run undisturbed to eternity —
When shall a similar message convey-
All the rich hues of that short autumn day —
When from the gloom shall arise such a light,
Sprinkling with gold the deep shade of a night?
Never: Tho' thou in thy grandeur may claim
Glory and power in the sound of thy name —
Never a sound shall echo more sweet
Through the broad aisles of thy merriest street
Than was the voice of that Herald to thee
"Past two o'clock and America free."
MARION'S TOWER.*
Whoever can read may read by the page
Of dingy old towers where fell
The heads of the noblest, age after age.
Too many for me to tell.
There's the famous old structure in London Town,
The blot of a famous hill,
Whose domes and turrets are looking down
With the pitiless gaze of a despot's frown
And the mien of a tyrant still.
♦Marion's Tower was a rude log structure built
on the Santee River during the Revolutionary War.
From Its summit Marion's riflemen picked off the
gunners in a British fort near by, thus making it
untenable.
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And too. in the mild Italian clime,
Is the leaning miracle —
Tho' built far back in an olden time —
'Tis true 'twas builded well —
But from its glistening walls below
One sees but the hue of pride,
Which only the riches of kings bestow,
Poised as it were for the overthrow
Of itself and naught beside.
But the tower of towers which blessed the world
Was built on the broad Santee,
Where once the "Stars and Stripes" unfurled
In the cause of liberty.
Not from its wall did marble shine
A wonder of human skill,
'Twas but a pile of unhewn pine
Created by a power divine
To do high Heaven's will.
Tho' lifted up by a human hand —
The work of a summer night —
'Twas a foe to the foe of a struggling land,
A monument for right.
Twas Marion's pride when he stood at dawn
To survey the fort below.
When the curling smoke of a gun well drawn
Proclaimed a messenger had gone
To the heart of his tyrant foe.
And now with peace en the broad Santee
And peace in the hearts of men,
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Who'll turn from the tower of Liberty
To Loudon's bloody pen?
Or in the mild Italian clime
•With Pisa and Chillon,
Abide in Awe his little time
Admiring vanity and crime
In monuments of stone?
MY NATIVE LAND.
There's one bright spot on all the earth
Where I would ever be;
Thank God that place has been my birth,
The Land of Liberty.
Where millions breathe a purer air;
From mountain-tops and plains;
Where millions claim a monarch's fare
And scorn a bondman's chains.
My native state has charms for me,
Yet joyfully I roam
Two thousand miles from sea to sea,
And claim it all my home;
Where'er her verdant fields are seen,
Where'er her mountains rise,
An air of freedom floats between
The green earth and the skies.
What other land can offer more.
What other land has given,
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Impartial to the rich and poor.
So much in earth of heaven!
Go search the empires of the world,
Wherever 'tis your will,
Where'er the Stars and Stripes are furled
There Freedom's voice is still.
No other land has offered such
Devotion to such cause.
No other land can claim so much
In justice to her laws.
God grant that all may yet appear
As free from grief's alloy,
Where from the eye oppression's tear
Shall fall a tear of joy.
But till that happy time shall come,
Let me a dweller be
Upon this land, my native home.
Blest home where all are free;
And proffer up my warmest prayer
To Him who sits on high.
That I who live in this free air
On this free soil may die.
BENNINGTON.
The Red-coats fresh from Albany
Were forming on the field;
The glitter«of the morning sun
Their bayonets revealed.
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'Twas but a part of Burgoyne's sweep —
A true old English plan —
To clean the Yankee rebels up
And thrash them to a man.
His Majesty was chuckling
On the throne across the sea,
And smiling as he thought about
That "Yankee liberty."
He laughed to think how things v/ould look
When this great plan was done,
With Howe and Burgoyne sailing home
With captive Washington.
But royalty with all its state,
And its estate beside,
Is but an erring human form
Conceited in its pride.
Tho' crowns may be at his command
And banners o'er him wave,
A monarch may for all of these
Be meaner than a slave.
So on the field of Bennington j
The August morning broke, i
Where saber ne'er had glistened, \
And where musket ne'er had spoke,
And strange it seemed for one to see i
An English battle-line
Extending from the shady glen i
Along the ridge of pine. \
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And what is that so dusky there,
A hundred rods in front?
'Tis Stark's defensive regiment
To take the battle's brunt.
And he had said to cheer his men,
The while they waiting lay,
"Boys, Molly Stark's a widow
If those Red-coats win the day."
Not long the morning sun looked down
Upon the peaceful scene.
Not long the grassy valley lay
So silent and serene.
The British cannon on the ridge
Belched forth a deaf'ning roar,
As thunder heralding a storm,
Proclaims the calm is o'er.
Then up rose all the dusky line
With Stark to take the brunt.
And charged the English battle-line
A hundred rods in front.
A cloud of smoke which deftly hung.
Like mists at break of day,
Along the startled valley
Had slowly rolled away;
And lo, behind the battle's storm
Three score were lying dead.
But still the dusky line swept on,
The colonel at the head
They reach the ridge and dash along
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With Stark to take the brunt.
They clamor for the British guns
Scarce twenty feet in front.
The roar is silenced by the clash
Of sword and bayonet.
Five hundred rustics from the rear
Have manned the parapet.
The silent guns blaze out once more
Upon the flying foe.
Once more the smoky battle cloud
Hangs in the vale below.
It clears again and lo, the foe
Are throwing down their arms.
The well-trained soldiers knuckle
To the prowess of the farms.
'Twas but a repetition
Of the fate of tyranny —
A triumph of the God-like power
Of battle for the Free.
And when at night the sentinels,
With weary aching feet.
Were pacing slowly to and fro
Along each measured beat,
'Twas cheering when returning scouts.
Approaching in the dark,
Advanced to give the countersign
And whispered, "Molly Stark."
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THE SOLDIER'S STORY.
We were camping by the river,
It was the dead of night,
And the sentries on the left.
And the sentries on the right,
And the sentries in the rear.
All were watchful and awake
To the swaying of the trees,
And the rustle of the brake.
There was much to be heard,
Tho' but little could be seen —
Now and then the muffled rattle
Of an old carbine;
Now and then a fallen twig
Breaking neath an army shoe,
And a whooing and a moaning
As the night-wind blew.
We were camping by the river
And the enemy across.
In the battle neither won,
Tho' we both had suffered loss;
And, as when the fight began,
We were waiting much the same.
Waiting for the morrow
And the end of the game.
As I said, 'twas after midnight —
I was pacing long the bank.
And the trees stood dark and grim.
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Naure's sturdy battle rank.
There was little to be seen
But I could plainly hear
The groaning of the wounded
And the dying in the rear.
And the sound of the water,
As the river swept along,
Mingled with the groaning
In a drear death song.
And I fell sadly thinking
Of the homestead by the Bay
As I waited through the darkness,
Watched and waited for the day.
Then I started, then I stopped —
Stopped and listened, and my ear
Caught the challenge of the sentry.
By the marsh along the rear:
In a moment, from the sentries.
On the left and on the right
Came the "Halt" as it sounded
Loud and clear through the night.
There was much to be heard,
Tho' but little to be seen;
The roar and the bellow
Of an old carbine;
The waking of the camp
With its turmoil and its call
And the clanger of the bugle
Sounding high above it all.
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Then I looked toward the river,
As I listened to the roar;
There was foam upon the tide
And shadows on the shore;
There were figures dark and grim
Creeping noiseless up the bank,
And beside me stood the foremost
Of the silent rebel rank.
I dared not ope my lips
And I dared not turn in flight.
Tho' the stars were shining dim
And the moon was hid from sight,
To move were certain death,
To speak had been the same,
So I stood in silence waiting
And watching out the game.
They missed me and they passed me,
And with a mighty cheer
They vanished in the darkness,
Hurried onward toward the rear.
'Twas Maryland 'gainst Maryland,
And father fighting son.
'Twas the rebel re-enlisted
'Gainst the Union veteran.
They missed me and they passed me.
And I turned without delay
To follow, when a soldier
Threw himself across my way.
He had seen me and had waited
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Till his comrades had gone by,
And he called out, "Who surrenders,
Who surrenders, you or I?"
There was something in his voice
Made me tremble in my track;
There was something in his manner
Set my thoughts to running back.
Confused, yet with decided tone
I gave him a reply.
"Who surrenders? Be assured, sir,
'Twill be you, not I."
A thrust and I was down.
He had thrust and guarded well.
What next, tho' I am innocent,
I scarcely dare to tell.
Tho' down and wounded sore.
My musket sprang to place —
A click, a blaze of fire.
And he fell upon his face.
He fell beside me there;
And I fainted dead away;
He lay beside me there
At the dawning of the day;
And I woke and looked on him
Who at my hand had bled.
O God! My brother lay there.
Lay beside me, cold and dead.
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THE STATES.
Fair sisters all, with Hymbol ono
Outspniad ])oii(!atli tlu; shining sun,
Dauglitors of i)rou
& jilted K T 2 ; ;
So dear E do not take amiss
The love I O 2 U. j
I
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I've thought of U so many X j
B 4 I dared 2 write; I
I can't X press my thoughts in rhymes
So I'll C U 2 night. ]
I have a ? 2 ask U
& beg U 2 B lieve
It is your heart & hand I sue
Nor will I U D ceive.
O dear E, U R number 1;
With U I'd B in bliss.
4 U & U alone I'll shun
K T & B A trice.
O Dear, U R my I V,
Just think 1 ce more of this!
2 U I O my joy 2 B
& U I long 2 kiss.
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P. S. Now if U can't B home 2 night
B sure 2 drop a ,
& just X plain if I've a right
2 call U I V mine.
THE PARSON'S VISIT.
"Mercy on us! Here comes Elder Fife.
I never saw^ the likes in all my life;
Now ain't this fine! Oh, such a looking place!
I'll never dare to look him in the face
Again at church. Plague take the pesky luck,
If he sits down I'll wager he'll get stuck.
Come, Susan, help me shove this table back —
Jane, hang those hats and coats up on the rack.
Now see the ashes all around the floor —
Good gracious, is he knocking on the door?
Well, Sade, can't you do anything at all?
"Wrap Jimmy up in that old piece of shawl
And hustle round and find some cleaner clothes.
Oh, Linda, do come here and wipe your nose.
My goodness! Yes, he's coming through the gate,
He's goin' to call on us as sure as fate.
I wish he'd stay at home. Now ain't this fine —
But I don't care — It ain't no fault of mine —
You pesky girls might hurry up your work.
But that is it — you only try to shirk."
*'Good gracious, ma, the Preacher's on a run,
I wonder what new mischief has begun!"
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"Well, goodness gracious, pick that chair up. Scat!
For twenty cents I'd kill that horrid cat.
Now see those broken dishes on the floor."
(Rat-tat — The Parson bounced right through the
door).
"Why, Elder Fife, what's wrong, I pray, who's sick?
Come hurry, time is precious, tell me quick —
What makes you stand and gasp so out of breath?
You're wild with fright and even pale as death."
Out gasped the preacher, "Madam, I desire
To lend a hand in putting out the fire."
"What fire, when, where, how, who.
Oh tell us quick and will help them too."
"Why here good woman; what's this noise about?
I thought 'twas fire that you were putting out —
I came some twenty rods out of my way,
But I am glad 'tis nothing, so good-day."
A WAG'S LAST JOKE.
Look here, I'll tell you 'bout the wag
Whose stock of fun began to lag;
Who, just to play a little trick.
Was taken ill and grew so sick
He couldn't elevate his head
Above the pillow of his bed.
His tongue refused to let him talk.
His legs were cramped too much to walk,
His arms drew up, his head drew back,
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His very breath grew faint and slack;
His jaws were set, besides 'twas clear
An earthquake couldn't make him hear.
Then thought he as he donned a frown,
"For once I've got the doctors down."
"I'll stake my reputation that
'Old Jones' and 'Perk' will have a chat
And sum up a diagnosis
And emphasize paralysis,
With signs of lockjaw when they fail
To make me drink a patent-pail
Of water with a gross of pills
And quinine in a dozen quills.
Perhaps they'll have a short debate
Before they leave me to my fate."
Then down came Jones post-haste, full speed,
With rattling gig and foaming steed, —
Sprang from the buggy to the door.
Ran in to look the patient o'er.
He came, he saw, and there wag lay —
Distorted lump of human clay.
"Send down for Perk. I fear my skill
May prove too clumsy for this ill."
Then up came Perk. Jones, looking wise,
With tinge of sadness in his eyes,
Then shook his head. Perk shook his too —
"I fear his earthly course is through."
"Yes, yes; but let us not despair;
A council is but just and fair."
"Now first, by scientific laws,
Let's try to figure out the cause
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Of this distortion." Jones replied,
"I think it's an abscess in his side."
Said Perk, "I think he's in a spasm.
I've heard before he sometimes has 'em."
"Yes, yes," said Jones, "of course he is.
But what has caused it? That's the biz.
I say it's an abscess." "Be it so,
You saw him first and ought to know."
* « « * )X id
When Perk and Jones returned alack.
Poor wag still lay upon his back,
Or rather on his heels and head.
His body didn't touch the bed.
He couldn't hear a word 'twas said,
But grinned when Perk pronounced him dead.
He little thought of coming harm.
Although he smelled the chloroform.
And more than that, he never knew
Those doctors cut him twice in two.
HYMN TO NIAGARA.
I catch thy gleam
Shimmering amid a thousand summer leaflets,
What peals of thunder rend the quiet air!
Nature's grandest thought,
Her noblest, God-inspiring epic, writ
With pen fresh borrowed from the Infinite,
Is traced upon thy rainbow-crowned brow,
Niagara !
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All the world,
Kings, piincea, statcKmcn, come to kneel
In humble suppliance bfsfore thy Hhrlne
Of grandeur.
O! what mind,
What human prodigy of ntrc^ngth could plot
The Hclieme of enipiro liHlening here within
The sound of thy great footfall!
What hope or grief,
Though Hwelling high within the breast of man,
Dare lift its puny voice in thy great presence.
O, Niagara!
When the stars of morning
Sang together, and lirst I he (light of time
Began, rolled up in majesty to Heaven
Thy deep-toned anthem.
When the last trump
Shall sound, and the round earth
Moves slowly Ui rough the darkness,
Still thy great hymn of death
Shall thunder.
But thy course
Must have an ending. And thy depths.
Naked and yawning like a sepulcher.
In that last pale light shall lie
Revealed.
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Man's eye
Shall witness it. Even man.
The puny victim of an instant's rage,
From the shining pillarn of that brighter world
Shall look on thee in thy vast ruin.
Methinks thou knowest this,
Else why so hasten? What Heaven-sent messenger,
What angel wing, brushing thy moonlit wave.
Has whispered thee thy fate, thy awful doom,
Niagara?
THE STORK.
We can live tho' the robin play false or forget
His last summer's home, and remain
In the south while the green northern meadows are
wet
With the drops of the warm summer rain.
We can live and be happy tho' up on the hill
We listen in vain for the thrush
Whose song used to float with the sound of the rill
Down the vale with a musical gush.
We can live on and still find a measure of mirth
Tho' never a bluebird we see —
Tho' the oriole goes to the end of the earth
From his old summer home in yon tree.
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We can forfeit their beauty, their wiles, and their
trills,
If fate e'er ordaineth it so;
Tho' we'd miss their sweet songs floating down
from the hills.
Gushing up from the valleys below.
But there's one, without song, without beauty, just
one —
The last but not least of the race.
In magic he beats all the birds 'neath the sun;
His fame hides his sad lack of grace.
'Tis this bird on whom all the nations depend
For support in their unfinished work.
So take all the brilliants and songsters, but send
Us, the homely and tuneless old stork.
QUOITS.
"Pitch them high, fling them far, ah, that will not
do:
Your elbow clings close to your side and the shoe
Wabbles Vound in the air. Ha, 'tis ten feet away.
Unpracticed? I guess so. Now do as I say.
Put your thumb alongside the calk at the toe.
And your fingers down here; there, see that, just
so.
Now swing your arm free from your side, but
beware
That you loosen your grip when 'tis time. Now
look there !
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You're as awkward as hogs on a mill-pond. Now
look,
I'll fling you a ringer as sleek as a book.
See see ! No, not quite, but 'tis close all the same.
If you wish, for your sake, we'll play out a short
game,
And I'll teach you to throw at least one fair shoe
Ere I pile up the ringers (as well I can do)
To close up the game."
The greenhorn agreed and picked up the old shoe
With his finger and thumb near the calk at the toe.
"Why, Cap, is that what I told you to do?
I'll bet you ten dollars I'll skunk," and the chink
Rattled loud in his purse; and he gave a sly wink
At the crowd gathered round. "I'm agreed, put it
up,"
And each rolled his ten in the referee's cup.
"Give me first?" said the greenhorn. "Yes, four if
you choose."
And the bragman gave over the two other shoes.
Then the greenhorn graced up, swung his arm, and
that swing
Brought the shoe neatly down on the stake with
a ring,
While the bragman's right eye opened up just a
bit
As he murmured, "Go on, 'twas but a chance hit."
And the greenhorn, this time, swung his other
hand back,
"A left-hander," he said, as the shoe in the track
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Of the first lightly fell. Then the brag's other eye
Looked more wild than the first, and he heaved a
deep sigh
As he saw the last shoe close round that blamed
stake ;
And four rods away he muttered, "A fake."
IN CHURCH.
I took a pew in the way-back end
Of a church in the avenue;
'Twas good as any they had to lend —
The usher thought 'twould do;
So 'twasn't my fault that I couldn't hear,
And I couldn't help but see
How great were folks in the farther tier
Way down in front of me,
As I sat way back in a way-back pew
Of a church on a down-town avenue.
I seemed to be in the frown of fate,
For others came in soon.
And the usher bowed, and church and state
Both sipped from the old-time spoon,
I sav; the smile that the church gave back
For the gold that the state took out;
'Tho' I couldn't hear, I had no lack
In various sights about
As I sat way back in a way-back pew
Of a church on a down-town avenue.
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Perhaps you know that it makes one feel
A little hateful and gloomy, in spite
Of all his power and Christian zeal
To guide his thoughts aright,
When he sits alone with nothing to do
But listen to a droning sound
And weary a vapory morning through
Just trying to hear and looking 'round —
From a place way back in a way-back pew
Of a church on a down-town avenue,
Perhaps you know that it makes one feel
The presence of a mental qualm
To sit and hear the rythmless squeal
Of a tuneless, tortured psalm.
When many and many a voice is there,
If but some good old hymn were given,
Could well inspire the stagnant air
With music fit for Heaven.
I felt all this in the way-back pew
Of the church on the down-town avenue.
There wasn't much of "heart to heart"
In simple Christian grace
Which such occasion would impart
In some more humble place;
Perhaps you think the fault's in me
And all the rest of sweet accord.
But when we meet in the world to be,
I pledge my honest word.
That I don't want a way-back pew
In the church on Down-Town Avenue.
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LIFE.
A little child with life begun —
Tho' all his care is having fun,
Tho free to laugh and free to play,
And dwell in bliss from day to day
Tho' loved by her who gave him birth —
The dearest being on the earth —
Tho' taught by her his childish prayer,
Tho' freed by her from every care,
Yet there doth rise within his heart
A growing longing to depart,
A deep desire and many a plan
To hasten toward the time of man.
And when, alas, the flowing tide
The days of youth and age divide.
How pensive sits the aged man
To muse on days when life began!
How gladly does his memory track
Those weary rounds of past life back!
How he would joy a child to be
And kneel again at mother's knee.
And breathe that still remembered prayer,
The one he learned in childhood there!
But an unfathomable abyss,
Between old age and childish bliss.
Engulfs the joys of earlier years
And lends but troubles, toil, and tears
To him who launches on the tide
And looks back from the farther side.
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SPRING.
I like spring, happy spring, so gay,
When the melted snow doth run away,
When we boarders look for cleaner rooms, J
When the sweet arbutus buds and blooms j
And young onions odorous and rare
Do invite a smile from sheer despair. ■
Yes, I like the very gentle spring. ]
It is then we hear the poet sing :
As he climbs out on the garret roof j
Gathering from the air his web and woof, j
While his trills run on in tuneful blurr
For the hapless, luckless editor.
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And indeed, although I can't tell why, j
There is something in the sunny sky,
Something in the low and balmy breeze j
Makes the prosiest man feel more at ease, ^
Makes the crank turn rhymster and to sing ;
All he knows about the blessed spring. ,
Then the trout so juicy, yet so shy, j
Nabs the fisher's artificial fly, j
And the pickerel, gasping from the brook ;
Scrapes acquaintance with the private cook, j
While the "suckers," nothing strange to say, j
Bite the best upon Election Day. |
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Yes, the balmy, breezy, gliding spring i
Gives us hints of what the summer'll bring —
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Bloom of colic on the apple bough,
Eggs that hatch the germs of many a row,
Melon-vines that make a strong appeal
To the boys' propensities to steal.
To the new-born season, hail, all hail!
We revive the last-year's white-wash pail,
And the dingy kitchen dons a smile
Pure and white and fresh and clean, the while
With bowed heads we scold and swear and cry
With a pint of white-wash in each eye.
So dear spring, pause not upon your way.
May you zip along from March till May.
Happy Nature kicking up her heels,
Shows how funny every creature feels,
And I, too, partake of her mad revels
With the other winter-weary devils.
HUNTING SONG.
Business all agog now
Shot-gun in the lead.
Let the brook-trout swim about,
Put away the reed;
Moon comes up at midnight,
Listen for the cock;
Raccoon's in the corn-field
Gnawing at the shock.
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Circuses are over;
Balmy evenings, too.
Summer lovers look for covers —
Warmer climes to woo.
Frosts are on the arbor,
Geese clank by in flocks,
And the 'coon sits 'neath the moon
Gnawing at the shocks.
Summer bloom is over:
Leaves begin to fade.
Gentle breeze and vernal trees
Have their exit made;
And the season rolls around
When we hear the cock
Crow his warning of the morning
While the 'coon is at the shock.
Hazy Indian summer
Blears the autumn light.
Colder moon than shone in June
Shines into the night.
All hail to the season
With the threadbare frock
Bringing pleasure with its leisure
While the 'coon sits at the shock.
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TO A CROW.
All winter long I've wandered past the wood
Where, when the summer leaves were swinging
high,
The happy ,song-birds poured a sweeter flood
Of song from branches up against the sky.
And now to pass when all the trees are bare
And all the woodland wrapped in drifting snow,
It makes me glad that in the frosty air
I still can hear thy tuneless "Caw," thou crow;
And see thy black wings flapping through the trees
Where brighter ones have ceased to take their
way;
Indeed thy sable visage seems to ease
My growing doubt of a returning May.
And as thou passest on, me thinks I see
The Tishbite in his holy raiment clad,
By Cherith's side arise to welcome thee
With signs that thou hast made a prophet glad.
And thus thou mak'st me feel that everything
Which God hath made to soar about the sky,
E'en tho' 'tis borne upon a raven's wing.
Is better fit for Heaven than such as I.
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DESTINY.
I stood at eve above the mighty waters,
Upon a crag of wild Atlantic's shore;
I heard far down, the endless war and thunder.
The great waves falling, falling evermore.
The western sky was tinged with sunset golden,
And far adown the dark waves caught the glow,
Returning homeward from their distant journey
To dash and mingle on the rocks below.
Bach life's a wave of time's tempestuous ocean;
Each wave is destined for the distant shore;
Beneath the crag, in heaven-lit splendor glowing.
They are dashing, falling, falling evermore.
IF.
If I had what I do without
I'd have a newer pair of shoes.
I wouldn't have to go about
Ashamed of tattered clothes;
I wouldn't have to meet the frost
Bare handed while the East grows red:
I'd have a cap of meager cost
To wear upon my headL-.
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If I had what I do without,
I'd have a little change in fare
And risk the plagued, pesky gout
And indigestion's share.
I'd have a softer bed whereon
To lay my weary head.
I'd bid insomnia "begone,"
And slumber like the dead
If 1 had what I do without,
I'd have a bank account, and then
I'd seek the street and lounge about
With other gentlemen.
I wouldn't have to fumble round
To find a little dime or two,
Then tell the milkman I had found
The hole they rattled through.
If I had what 1 haven't got,
I'd have a dear good friend and rich —
A wealthy second wife, I'm not
Inclined to say just which.
But ah, 'mongst all these things I lack
I fear some wouldn't suit my taste.
Just let me take these murmurings back,
I'm sorry for my haste.
If I had what I do without.
There might be stripes along my clothes:
And walls might fence me round about.
And hired guards, who knows?
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The frosty morning air might be
Denied just when the East grows red.
I'm sure 'tis worth the cold to see
The warm sun overhead.
If I had what I do without,
A conscience might be pricking me.
And horrid dreams might put to rout
E'en better company.
I might go farther and fare worse
Than staying en my homely fare.
I might endure a lasting curse
By being rid of care.
If I had what I do without,
My wealthy friend might turn some day.
The lips I love might fret and pout
Not smile my care away.
My couch might be a couch of pain,
Tho' soft, a death-bed, like as not.
These things for which I've wished in vain.
Thank God I haven't got.
MAN'S INHERITANCE.
Man claims of God's great gifts a share —
A little portion of the air;
A right to view the wondrous form |
Of nature in its calm and storm;
A right to hear creation's voice, \
And in its sweetness to rejoice. i
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Man claims a share in all that's real —
The right of knowledge; and to feel
The touch of love within the soul,
Which makes creation one great whole,
Which binds the humble and the great,
The rich and poor in common fate.
Man claims, by virtue of his birth,
A little portion of the earth;
A little spot of sacred ground,
Where years unnoted roll around,
Where busy life hath ceased to be,
In which to rest from sorrow free.
Man claims — because to man 'twas given
A home, beyond this earth, in heaven;
A share in human brotherhood,
Divinest of all human good;
God gives, that man may hold in fee,
A share in vast Eternity.
DETERMINATION.
Determination is the power that sways
The hidden fortunes of our future days.
Linked with our every hope is sheer despair
If steadfast courage be not master there.
No man e'er lived without a wish to claim
The glory of a higher, nobler aim.
But few there are prepared to pay the fee.
Determination, courage, constancy.
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Seek what you will but let each step be right,
Be steadfast, work away with mind and might:
Courage can work what nothing else hath wrought,
And buy those things which wealth hath never
bought.
We wake not like the lark from happy dreams
To rise on wings into the sun's bright beams,
But climb a rugged mountain-path that leads
To distant heights by dint of humble deeds.
He, who still holds the highest place on earth,
Rose step by step from low and humble birth.
Constant in purpose, still determined, He
Defied ignoble death on Calvary.
And tho' He suffered, bled, and died, 'twas done.
The glorious Cause for which He lived was won.
Such the example which to us is given —
Determination leads the way to Heaven.
AN ENIGMA.*
Enraptured with their pugs the ladies live
Czarinas in the little realms they rule.
♦Written on the fly-leaf of a book presented to
the gentleman whose name will appear by reading
the first letter of the first line, in connection with
the second letter of the second line, third letter of
the third line, etc.
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In ragged luxury the hoboes give
A gracious smile to fellows of their school.
And then when all the wise cling to the wise,
And misery to misery is tied,
It is not strange if poets should comprise
A corporation chartered on the side.
Indeed in finding some one of his kin
A rhymster follows as all others do.
Therefore I offer such as is within
With all regards in love and friendship due
To one who well deserves to read a better through.
LOOK UP.
Weary one, in your toilsome endeavor,
Weak and faint by the long rugged way,
Be of cheer, for some comfort comes ever
To him who has learned how to pray.
Look abroad, 'tis the desert doth bound you;
Look down, and the arid earth's there;
Look up, and a light falls around you.
And a voice speaks in answer to prayer.
Tho' the light is a ray dimly gleaming,
Tho' the voice is a whisper at night,
A beacon doth shine in its seeming,
And the voice sounds a trumpet of might.
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THE LANDMAN.
A landman stood on the upper deck
When the steamer left the port,
And watched 'til the wharf was a distant specli
And hugely enjoyed the sport.
His spirit rose as the vessel ploughed
Majestic on her way.
And the happiest man of a happy crowd
Looked out on the calm bright bay.
And he thought: How tame is the dull gray shore
So hateful grown to me;
I'll tramp in the sand of the earth no more
But sail on the boundless sea.
He knew not that the sea was like
The land in valley and hill,
Nor that 'twas only a government dike
That kept the bay so still.
And when beyond the harbor bar
The good ship met the gale,
The landman's spirit sunk to par.
His stomach 'gan to fail.
The vessel heaved to the windward side,
The good ship heaved to the lee:
The landman catching the spirit, tried
And heaved in the boundless sea.
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He had no thought of the way he'd do
Should the ship become a wreck;
For the sickest man of a seasick crew
Lay groaning on the deck.
And he thought not much of the roaring sound.
Or hard and reeling bed;
Nor thought a thought of the merry-go-round
Erected in his head.
He didn't sigh for the storm to still
Or beg for a mattressed berth;
But prayed and prayed for a sandy hill
On the breast of Mother Earth.
TO A DAISY.
Thou modest flower of kindred race
With her so loved across the sea,
The same sweet modesty and grace
Appear in thee.
Here, too, thou mak'st a happier spring,
Thou mock'ry of the day and night:
The pure sky in thy outer ring
Set with a star's soft light.
Thou still retainest the loveliness
Seen by the Scottish Bard when he
Moved by the thought of sore distress,
Addressed his song to thee.
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That tender song, O modest flower,
Has added splendor to thy name.
And thou hast set thy latent power
Upon the poet's fame.
Tho' far away and long ago
That daisy faded, and the earth
Upon whose breast she sought to grow
Obscured her modest worth,
And tho' the earth hath oped, and he
Who saw the floweret cease to bloom
Hath stepped Into Eternity
Beyond the tomb,
His song still echoes in the air,
And in thy azure bell I trace
A combination strange and rare —
A tuneful grace.
MOTHER, WHERE ARE YOU?
"Mother, where are you?" O many a night
Have I come from the school with a footstep so
light
That mother scarce heard my soft tread on the
floor.
As sewing and thinking she sat by the door
And only the clock ticked aloud on the wall
To mingle its noise with the sound of my call,
"Mother, where are you?"
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"Mother, where are you?" How fondly a boy
Sees mother's sweet face all aglow with a joy;
How gladly he sees the semblance of care
Chased away from her face by the smile which
flits there,
For gladly a mother does welcome annoy
When it comes back at night in the form of a boy,
With, "Mother, where are you?"
'Mother, where are you?" — Tho' I have grown old
And the summer of life has grown cloudy and cold,
In dreams I return from the school as of yore
And step softly in at the wide-open door
And cautiously look, but no mother is there.
And my once happy call faintly dies on the air,
"Mother, where are you?"
THANKSGIVING.
Thanks for the invitation brought by thee,
Thou R. F. D.
I will prepare
By fast to day, and take a real old square
To-morrow. Goose and duck
And turkey; thanks for my good luck,
Thou bill of fare!
I'm glad there'll be no bill to pay down there.
I'll stuff myself with that stuffed turkey; now
What is this? Well, well, I vow,
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Roast pig; thanks, I will eat
No small chunk of roast pig, delicious meat;
Thanks, that salt-pork won't come;
I sometimes get a slice of that at home.
My sense of taste is sharpened by the thought
Of oysters which my generous friend has bought;
I will eat some —
Thanks that this note says, "Now please come."
What else — now let me see —
Why pumpkin-pie, of course — thanks, if there be
I'll eat some, 'tis my favorite pie.
And as for cake, well, I'll stand by
Most anything like cake.
I won't deny myself for stomach's sake.
Thanks to my appetite. I'm hungry now.
But I shall wait till dinner-time some how.
ALICE BROWN.
Said Charlie Ford to me
When I met him t'other day,
"Old boy, I'm glad to see you.
How are you anyway?
And how is everybody
In the dear old town.
And how's the dearest body,
My old sweetheart, Alice Brown?"
Said I to Charlie Ford
When I met him t'other day,
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"I've been growing somewhat better
Since you went away."
And then his smile departed
And he called up a frown.
"But how is everybody
Including Alice Brown?"
Then I laughed, an' said I,
"Since you went West
A half a dozen fledgings
Have vanished from the nest,
Still there's billing and there's cooing
In the dear old town.
But the time has gone for wooing
Your old sweetheart, Alice Brown.
"But why are you pale?
Has your sweetheart been untrue?
Did ever Alice Brown
Swear fidelity to you?"
"Well, no, not that much,
But when I went away,
1 had a fond delusion
That she might some day."
And then said I to Charlie,
"I'm sorry, but you know
Sweet Alice wedded one she loved
Some twelve months ago."
"Married," he gasped, "she, married?
I dare say to some coot — "
"A little softer, Charlie,
You're talking to the brute."
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TO A SHEET OF PAPER.
What might have been thy future state
A state of deep regret —
Is worthy of a short debate
Since that we two have met.
Some novelist perchance had spied
Thy bosom smooth and white,
And in his desperation tried
Some thrilling tale to write.
The slums of London might have been
Depicted on thy page,
With here and there a graphic scene
Of some forgotten age.
And here upon this very line
Might be a fervent kiss:
On this one several hugs, and nine
Or ten sweet words on this.
And here the hero's footsteps go.
The villain's track is here.
He sneaks by day and night, I trow
For many a weary year.
Across
lots
comes
the
heroine
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The villain's brought to bay
And dark and dismal night is seen
Just dappling into day.
I fancy now the author's mood
As o'er thee he doth lean.
These lines are stained by pools of blood
With clots of gore between.
And here upon thy closing page
The marriage vows would be;
And here a boy five years of age,
And here a girl of three.
And here a happy seaside cot
Where earth and Heaven blend.
On this line sorrows are forgot!
While this one reads, "THE END."
And then the printer would have said
Such pretty things of thee
That everybody would have read.
Now none will read but me.
ST. NICHOLAS.
In the grim old days of long ago,
When the earth was new and odd,
There journeyed a man from the land of snow
To the silent land of Nod.
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And he rode by night in the howling blast,
And none were there who rode so fast.
Not one in the land of Nod.
He wore a coat from the Arctic fox,
A cap from the Polar bear.
And carried a mammoth dry-goods box
Of the things he had to spare;
And he came like the wind when the wind comes
fast.
And he went like the wind when the wind goes
past,
All over the land of Nod.
From cabin door to castle-wall
He held his rapid way,
Nor missed but one on his nightly call
Through Nod in his reindeer sleigh.
That one was a curious prying lad
Who tried to see what the traveler had
As he sped through the land of Nod.
Alas, the sled flew on so fast 1
He couldn't see a thing \
But a broad horned reindeer foaming past, 1
Though he heard the sleigh-bells ring —
A thousand bells or more were there i
Chiming on in the frosty air j
That covered the land of Nod.
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Behold the children all were glad
When morning dawned in Nod,
All but one and he was sad —
'Twas very strange and odd.
His stocking hung by the fireplace,
And large tears stole adown his face,
And fell on the land of Nod.
There wasn't a thing in either one
Of those long gaping hose;
It paid him well for what he'd done.
For everybody knows
St. Nicholas won't give a toy
To any curious prying boy
That lives in the land of Nod.
EAGLE EYE.
It isn't the eagle's eye that makes
The eagle see so far away,
'Tis but the height the eagle takes
At dawning of the day.
For, did he only perch and sit
On a bush in a dark and cheerless wood,
The great broad earth — would he know of it?
I don't see how he could.
He's not content to think how high
'Tis possible to go,
But finds a home in the airy sky
And looks on the earth below;
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■j
For clouds don't look so dull and drear i
When seen from the upper side, ]
As when they hover 'round him here |
In a forest dark and wide.
While this is true of the flying king, j
Of a walking man 'tis true. ;
He, too, may rise on as strong a wing ;
From the wood he's groping through. ^
And too, by dint of his own desire,
By a struggle of mind and might, \
He may ere the sun go down, acquire I
A view from the mountain height. i
IN OCTOBER.
A dusty road adown a hillside wending;
A farm-house hidden 'neath huge apple-trees.
Whose lusty boughs with luscious fruit are
bending.
The haunt of children and the busy bees.
A sluggish brook, wandering 'mid grass and aedge,
Divides the meadow from the whispering corn,
Where yellow pumpkins cling about its edge.
Like luscious fruits on rim of plenty's horn.
The piping quail glides through the stubble sere,
Searching the rusty heads of ripened grain.
The last of all, the gleaners of the year.
Finds competence for him and gleans it o'er
again.
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The brown old barn, away on yonder hill,
Has stood the sun and storms of forty years.
It is the farmer's ever-ready till —
'Tis crammed to bursting with the ripened ears.
A crowd of noisy swallows fill the air
About the empty nests beneath the eve;
They meditate a flight to lands more fair,
Yet dread their happy summer home to leave.
There's one more garrulous than all the rest,
Clinging near by her happy childhood home,
Declares that's where she'll build her future nest,
When v/inter storms are o'er and spring has
come.
A thought of sadness fills the distant skies,
Or dwells amid the yellowing forest leaves;
Dame Nature sheds a tear when Summer dies.
Though new-born Autumn wakes and smiles
and breathes.
A deep, sweet sadness, dearer far than joy,
The sunny days of early Autumn fills;
A happy transport, mixed with pain's alloy.
The sacred chambers of the memory thrills.
FISHING.
I've fished by night and I've fished by day
In creek and river and lake and bay;
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I've fished from the dock and the steamer's deck,
I've fished with water around my neck,
A-hangin' onter a bamboo pole ■
While wadin' the brook at the swimmin' hole. j
I've fished in the shallers an' fished in the deep, |
An' dozed an' nodded an' gone ter sleep ^
An' dreamed thet I was a-pullin' out j
The four-pound bass an' the two-pound trout, '
With two swift men a-goin' like sin \
Jest handlin' the fish thet I pulled in. j
O fraudulent bliss! O dream of woe! >
Fer after awhile I wake an' lo, |
My fioat's asleep on the mirrored sky. ^
"I guess I'm fishin' too shaller," says I, '
Er maybe by takin' another peep,
"I guess b' gosh, I'm fishin' too deep." i
But whether too shaller er whether too deep, j
A-fishin' awake er a-fishin' asleep, j
Wherever I'm fishin' I always go 'way !
With a fine string of fish left fer some other day. !
LITTLE GIRLS.
I don't sing the "barefoot boy,"
Like the famous poet;
Tho' I glory in his joy
I won't let him know it
Till I sing the little girls
In their walking slippers
With their wealth of fluffy curls
Taking little nippers —
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Tripping lightly down the street,
Prim and sweet and rosy;
Ruffled dresses fitting neat,
Showy as a posy,
Happy love-light in their eyes
Dancing like a fairy,
Shining black, or blue like skies
When the day is airy.
I don't care much for their names —
Names of lords or vassals —
Don't care where they play their games,
Cottages or castles:
Every little girl's an elf
If she's but forgiving;
And I like her for herself
Not for where she's living.
I just like her 'cause she's good:
Goodness lends her beauty:
And of course, it's understood
Goodness leads to duty.
Yes; I know a little girl,
Just my ideal creature:
Not because of golden curl,
Not for pleasing feature,
Not because her name is Ruth,
Not for where she's living,
But because she is, in truth.
Loving and forgiving.
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IMMORTALITY.
When the clock ticks on the wall
And the world is wrapped in sleep
And the moon shines in my hall
Through the windows curtained deep,
When the wind dies on the hill
And the waves sleep in the sea,
There's a waking spirit still
Tapping at the door for me.
'Tis no phantom of my mind,
No creation out of place;
'Tis a creature of mankind
Y/ith a sweet but solemn face.
Come to still my throbbing heart,
Come to soothe my lids to sleep,
And my troubled dreams depart
Like the mists at morning's peep.
In the dim uncertain light
I can see her by my bed:
In the silence of the night
I can hear her muffled tread:
On my cheek her warm breath lies.
And I feel her lips on mine;
In the love-light of her eyes
All the stars of Heaven shine.
When the light of morning gleams
And I greet the coming day,
Happy — I review my dream*
Of the loved one far away.
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For tho' earth be dark and still.
Motionless and dead the sea,
There's an angel ever will
Come by night to comfort me.
A RAINY DAY.
What's so bad's a rainy day,
When the boys can't go to play,
Only sit around the house
Quiet as a frightened mouse?
How they ache to wade around
In the water on the ground!
Every time they move its, "Boys,
I want you to stop that noise."
When they stand up by the pane,
Listening to the drizzling rain.
Half in hope and half in doubt
'Most inclined to jump right out.
How can boys help but forget,
'N' get their dirty fingers wet.
Rub the glass with squeaking noise?
Till they hear a, "Stop that, boys!"
How they long to get the cat
Wudge her into pa's new hat!
Or play that horrid rough-
And-tumble game of blind-man's-buff!
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Seems as if their morning diet
'S' most too rich to keep them quiet;
Can't behave themselves no way
Such a gloomy rainy day :
Can't sit down and idly gaze
At the cook-stove's sullen blaze,
Don't like father's threatening look,
Can't endure a picture-book;
Trying on the sly to pop
Out the door to see 'f 'twill stop.
Then they keep so still, their noise
Starts ma looking for the boys —
Finds them wading in the pond
'Bout a quarter mile beyond.
TO KNOW HIS WAY.
To Him who rose above the earth
Yet who within the world doth live,
Who taught the man whate'er his birth,
To suffer and forgive,
To Him I humbly come to-day
To know his way.
Not mindless of His call or yet
Blind to the light which round me falls,
Myself I cannot all forget
To scale those human walls
Which He so nobly rose above
In Heaven's love.
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Yet from the dust I strive to rise,
With Heaven's power to do my part
In placing what I most despise
Away from hand and heart,
To crowd those selfish motives down
Which hide the crown.
How far by steps I've gone astray,
Thus far my steps I will retrace;
How far my eyes may look away
From the blest resting-place,
My gaze will weary ere the day
Has passed away.
And like the voice of old which spoke
To Saul of Tarsus as he lay
Prostrated 'neath his sinful yoke
Of many a day,
I hear a voice which calls to me
I pray and see
How far I am away from Him —
Him I have chosen for my guide
And feel the long sad interim.
Till at His side,
I humbly kneel and pray
To know His way.
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REJOICE.
I hear the bells on Sabbath mom
Ring merrily from the town;
And sweetly on the air is borne
Glad voices up and down;
The children sing,
The robins sing,
And the swallow gay is flying;
The lark is making the fields to ring,
And all the world seems crying,
"Rejoice."
Here mothers croon to little ones.
And little ones, aglee.
Laugh till their merry music runs
In rippling harmony;
Their cheeks are bright,
Their eyes are bright.
With every nod espying —
Their little souls so pure and white
They, too, are gladly crying,
"Rejoice."
And here an old man, thin and gray,
Sits musing in the shade;
His toil has lasted many a day
In harvest-field and glade;
His pulse is slow,
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His step is slow,
But tho' he's surely dying,
His soul its journey fain would go;
He hears all nature crying,
"Rejoice."
Thanks be to Thee, Thou God of love,
For this sweet day of rest.
Thanks to the Christ in Heaven above,
In whom our souls are blessed.
This day is Thine
And we are Thine.
Should any heart be sighing?
May God forbid that ever mine
Shall other be than crying,
"Rejoice."
CIRCUMSTANCES.
You know the path that men should go,
But are you walking in it?
And morals need a brush you know.
But why don't you begin it?
There is in every soul a thought.
In every mind a notion.
That some one else with danger fraught
Is on a stormy ocean.
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Each sees his neighbor drifting on
And coins a direful story
Of how said neighbor's bound to don
The robes of purgatory.
But spite of all our pious talk
Our frailty tho' we hide it,
We've somewhere made a serious balk.
And some one has descried it.
You're but the thing your neighbor is,
An erring, grumbling mortal,
The fate of Belzebub is his,
But you knock at the Portal.
Suppose you step into his shoes
And face the things he faces,
Your changing fortune might refuse
To lend her fair grimaces,
And in her sterner form appear.
The change of circumstances
Might give your neighbor equal fear
Reflecting on your chances.
GRANDMA.
I knew a queer old lady, she
Took Irish snuff and drank hot tea
And used to think so .much of me
My dear old grandma.
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She used to make preserves and pies
Which brought the twinkles to my eyes
And drove the clouds all from my skies —
My dear old grandma.
She had a cellar, 'twas so deep
It held a never-ending heap
Of apples which she used to keep —
My dear old grandma.
And then I knew the very bin,
The very place she kept them in,
But grandma wouldn't let me sin —
My dear old grandma.
For when she thought my stomach sought
To lead my hands astray in aught,
The apple pan she always brought —
My dear old grandma.
And in the grand-est ma-est way
She'd pat my head and smiling say,
"We're not together every day.
My boy and grandma."
The years are many since she slept;
And many times her "boy" has crept
In silence to her grave and wept
For dear old grandma.
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He knows how much of life is bright,
How much lies in the purer light;
He would rejoice to be to-night,
A boy with grandma.
For tho' her hair was silver gray
Her love remained the same alv/ay,
'Twould give her "boy" a happy day
To kiss his grandma.
THE NEW YEAR.
How many hearts will mourn to knov/ thou'rt here
New year!
To some thou dost appear a threatening cloud —
Thy presence usherest in a funeral shroud.
How many wait beside some dear one's bed,
To hear at midnight thy low whisper, "Dead!"
How slow the hours will drag till thou art here,
New year!
All through the old year's last and ling'ring night,
How many tear-dimmed eyes will watch the flight
Of time! And as the coming days roll on,
Each wrings a tear in memory of the gone.
Yet many hearts will joy to know thou'rt here,
New year.
To some thou dost appear a joyous time;
Thy presence usherest in a v/edding chime.
How many hearts await expectantly
The hour that brings so much in bringing thee!
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The poor await thee, glad to know thou'rt here.
New year.
Thou bringest them a hope of better time;
Their destiny seems ringing in thy chime.
The old is past, and with renewing strength
In happiness their lot seems cast at length.
Would God all hearts with joy might greet thee,
here,
New year!
Would that the tearful eye and aching heart
Might at thy coming suddenly depart,
And hope on every tongue the watchword bf.
While we wait, O coming year, for thee!
CUT ACROSS.
If your pathway leads astray
Go no farther on the way.
Tho' you never can get back
Where you made your first wrong track,
Go not on, nor yet stand still:
Cut across and climb the hill,
Cut across.
Tho' you're on the long descent
Guided by your natural bent,
Even at the dark abyss
Of the rocky precipice,
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There is yet a chance to find
Happiness you left behind.
Cut across.
Some one loves you, and somewhere
For your sake is breathed a prayer.
'Tis the answer that you hear
Hourly sounding in your ear.
Pause not idly in regret,
You can be the victor yet.
Cut a,cross.
God has formed no one to fall.
Listen to His warning call,
You can have whate'er you will,
Gloomy gulf or sunlit hill:
There's a way that you may go
To the height from 'way down low.
Cut across.
THE FUTURE.
Who dreamed not in the past
Who does not dream to-day
That troubles cannot last
Alway ?
Not I nor yet not thou.
We look ahead and see
A better time than now
In days to be.
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The comfort of the man
Is in a dream like this,
A dream that lays a plan
Of future bliss.
The past may have been bright
To-day, a happy day —
But yet we see a light
Ahead alway.
Such are the hopes that guide
The human spirit on
Upon life's ebbing tide
Till time is gone.
WHEN I AM OLD.
When I upon the barren earth am walking,
Nearing the goal
Of which to-day so vaguely I am talking
To my soul.
What will there be to cheer the desolation —
What will enfold
My lonely spirit from its last privation
When I am old?
When I shall hear no more the children's chatter
I hear to-day,
And I shall hear no more the gentle patter
Of feet at play,
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What then shall charm my ear in its dull waking
As drear and cold
The winds of autumn mournful songs are making
And I am old?
When youth has fled and dark skies are above me
And winter snow
In double silence wraps the hearts that love me,
Shall I below
Upon the dreary path alone be going
In grief untold?
Are these the fruits I'll gather from life's sowing
When I am old?
What tho' the spring for me in vain shall gladden,
And summer's bloom
Serve only by loved memories to sadden
The impending gloom,
Yet will I find some solace still in knowing
That uncontrolled,
For some the cup of joy is still o'erflowing
Tho' I am old.
Whate'er may be my portion at life's ending,
Tho' I may see
Grief's sombre visages with Sorrow wending
The path with me,
Tho' hearts I've known and loved shall cease their
beating
Yet life will hold
The blessed hope of somehow somewhere meeting
When I am old.
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