A POEM 
 
 DELIVERED BfeFORE 
 
 THE HOUSE OF CONVOCATION 
 
 t^rinitg CoUcge, 
 
 BY THE REV. RALPH HOYT, A. M 
 
A POEM, 
 
 DELIVERED BEFORE THE 
 
 HOUSE OF CONVOCATION 
 
 TRINITY COLLEGE, 
 
 CHRIST CHURCH, HARTFORD, AUGUST 1, 1849 
 
 ^ BY the/ 
 
 REV. RALPH HOYT, A. M. 
 
 KKCTOR OF THE CHURCH OF THE GOOD SHEPHERD, NEW YORK. 
 
 PUBLISHED BY THE HOUSE OF CONVOCATION. ^^* - 
 
 HARTFORD: 
 
 CALENDAR OFFICE — S. HANMER, JR., PRINTER. 
 1849. 
 

THE TRUE LIFE 
 
 A MEDITATION 
 
 I. 
 
 Serenest spirit of the hallowed lyre, 
 
 Sweet soother of all sorrow, come to me ! 
 My laboring thought with utterance inspire ; 
 
 Thou muse divine, th}'- heavenly minstrelsie 
 I would evoke from every truthful string, 
 And here a Lay of Life essay to sing. 
 
 For I must vigil while all nature sleeps ; 
 Not self-devoted, but ordained to be 
 
 A poor wayfarer o'er life's rugged steeps ; 
 Its sternest aspects fated still to see ; 
 
 To taste its bitter draughts at many a brim ; 
 And chant, withal, earth's earnest, awful Hymn ! 
 
11. 
 
 Thou that hast tuned my reed, if tuned it be ; 
 
 If this high prayer to such low dust belong ; 
 Ineffable Inspirer ! speak to me 
 
 That I sins: not an inharmonious sons:. 
 Speak, to me trembling in thy glory's blaze, 
 That singing Life, I also sing thy praise. 
 
 The earth-strung harp but teaches man to weep ; 
 Furrows his aching brow before its time ; 
 
 O, give me now the lyre that I shall sweep 
 Upon the hills of yon celestial chme ; 
 
 God ! make my spirit like a surging sea. 
 Rolling its thundering anthems up to thee ! 
 
 III. 
 
 Such scope I covet, fitly to adore ; 
 
 Such scope, the import of my theme to scan ; 
 Ocean of Life ! no swimmer finds a shore ; 
 
 Unfathomable mystery of man ! 
 So vast, so various, whence, or whither, all 
 Shrouded in secrecy as with a pall. 
 
 Dread dissonance of earth ! each life a note 
 Swelling the mighty uproar tempest-high ; 
 
 Harmonious voices few, and too remote 
 To temper the wild clamor of the sky : 
 O for a plunge that ocean to explore ; 
 O for a wing that chaos to outsoar ! 
 
IV. 
 
 Give me to love my fellow ; and in love, 
 
 If with none other grace to chant my strain ; 
 Sweet key-note of soft cadences above, 
 
 Sole star of solace in life's night of pain ; 
 Chief gem of Eden, fractured in that Fall 
 That ruined two fond hearts, and tarnished all ! 
 
 Redeemer ! be thy kindly spirit mine ; 
 That pearl of paradise to me restore ; 
 
 Pure, fervent, fearless, lasting love ; divine, 
 Profound as ocean, broad as sea and shore ; 
 
 While man I sing, free, subject, or supreme, 
 O for a soul as ample as the theme ! 
 
 V. 
 
 I see the awful vision of all time ; 
 
 All life since man became a living soul ; 
 All change since woman taught him love ; and crime 
 
 And death's dark wave began o'er earth to roll ; 
 Stupendous pomp ; far-reaching to that night 
 Ere stars were kindled, or the sun gave light. 
 
 Swayed as eternal symphonies impel, 
 Chord answering chord, mysterious harps I hear, 
 
 And myriad voices still the anthem swell, 
 Pouring grand harmonies from sphere to sphere ; 
 Chanting historic the great psalm of Earth 
 Since chaos labored with its mighty birth. 
 
VI, 
 
 Dread shape ! in terror while constrained I gaze 
 
 The shadows of old ages roll away ; 
 The Past is present, and the first of days 
 
 Pours brightly down its new-created ray ; 
 IDim, mystic visions aggregate apace, 
 And primal earth stands out august in space ! 
 
 How wonderful ; Jehovah deigned to will 
 And this creation with obedient awe 
 
 Came booming forth the mandate to fulfil, 
 From darkness, glory ; from disorder, law ! 
 So pure, so beautiful, so formed for love, 
 It might allure the angels from above. 
 
 VII. 
 
 Man, the Epitome ! still chiefly he 
 
 The mighty argument of that high song : 
 Of His omnipotence who bade him be, 
 
 Sublimest miracle of all the throng 
 That at his mandate from the nought of space 
 Came forth substantial majesty and grace. 
 
 Materiality, and essence, each 
 Its full perfection in his form to find ; 
 
 The universe articulate in his speech. 
 All spirit-greatness imaged in his mind. 
 Harp on forever, all ye bards above, 
 Man still your theme ; and man-creating Love ! 
 
VIII. 
 
 There swoops, again, in solitude sublime, 
 
 The shattered remnant of that elder world ; 
 Like some primeval orb unknown to time, 
 
 Through a wild waste of waters helmless hurled ; 
 On, on, careering o'er the vengeful wave ; 
 A rebel skeleton, denied a grave. 
 
 Dark, silent, desolate, an outcast globe. 
 Blasted beneath the sin-abhorring frown ; 
 
 Shorn of the sunbeam, and the verdant robe ; 
 In an unbounded Deluge thus to drown ! 
 Imponderable Ruin ! can it be 
 The morning stars sang sweetly once for thee ! 
 
 IX. 
 
 Ah, must you mourn, ye minstrels of the sky ; 
 
 Through all your strains still sweeps a note of wo. 
 As myriad hearts were breaking in one sigh ; 
 
 Now in profoundest octaves moaning low ; 
 Up the careering scale now frantic flies, 
 Shrieks its sad tale in heaven, and wailing dies. 
 
 Me now instruct ; that justly I discourse 
 Those joys and sorrows, your immortal themes ; 
 
 Reveal of each the annals, and the source ; 
 And as I listening muse along the streams, 
 
 And o'er the m.ountains, all my thoughts inspire. 
 Till your high burden thrill my lowly lyre. 
 
X. 
 
 'Tis evening now, and all the stars again 
 
 Like pensive mourners, look lamenting down ; 
 A sister orb wo-smitten ! and .a stain, 
 
 How deep and lasting, on its old renown. 
 What envious hand so impiously could dare. 
 To mar so mournfully, a world so fair. 
 
 Would I might speak to them ; my soul would know 
 From those high witnesses, so pure and true, 
 
 Whence came, and why, the desolating blow 
 Could leave such deserts where such edens ^rew : 
 Could doom to perish an immortal race. 
 And earth itself, to fail and have no place. 
 
 XL 
 
 O dream of Life ! yet good to ponder o'er 
 
 The strange vicissitudes of this low sphere ; 
 To mark how swiftly from its rock-bound shore 
 
 The voyagers set sail and disappear ; 
 How phantom-like the generations pass ; 
 Confessing, as they fly, all flesh is grass ! 
 
 How humbled haughtiness ; how calmed all rage ; 
 In vain the lance and shield and brazen m.ail ; 
 
 Conquered and conquerors from age to age, 
 Down the same current gloomily all sail, 
 The same irrevocable doom to read, 
 With Goth, and Roman, Hebrew, Greek, and Mede. 
 
XII. 
 
 Old Nineveh, of great Aturian Phiil ; 
 
 Ecbat'na, Babylon, and Tyre remote ; 
 Menuf, and Meroe, that in the dull, 
 
 Far-distant verge of mythic ages float. 
 Still gliding down upon the fated way, 
 And mote by mote, still crumbling in decay. 
 
 Great shrines of Phtha ; and hundred -gated walls ; 
 The pillared temples where old bactrians knelt ; 
 
 The chiselled marble of imperial halls. 
 Where Pharoes, Ptolemies, and Caesars dwelt ; 
 Strong fanes of luve, piled to meet the sk}^ 
 All, in the wreck of empires, long gone by. 
 
 XIII. 
 
 Speak, stars, ye nightly mourners, and no more 
 
 In mute amazement wait the coming hour 
 That shall earth's wasted excellence restore. 
 
 And give man back his innocence and power. 
 Too long your silent sorrow ; sootheless grief 
 May quench your glory, yet bring no relief. 
 
 Known your sad secret ; mark the fearful word 
 Rebellion, traced on every human brow ; 
 
 And oft in scathing tempests hath been heard 
 The tale that moves your deep compassion now. 
 Yet, to our call ye weeping worlds reply ; 
 Man and his Home in ruin ! Tell us why ! 
 
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 XIV. 
 
 Great volume of the Word, behold, in thee 
 
 The dark enigma is resolved and clear ; 
 But lo, the eye of nature cannot see, 
 
 And ah, the ear, too heavy, cannot hear. 
 His paradise how long with wo o'erspread. 
 And the immortal dweller, outcast, dead ! 
 
 Dead ; yet infatuated not to know 
 Essential vigor, beauty, truth, and love 
 
 Fled when he dealt the self-destroying blow. 
 And lost the life that cometh from above. 
 
 O Word almighty, the dread bondage break ; 
 Awake the sleeper ; bid the dead awake ! 
 
 XV. 
 
 Companion mine, along this devious page, 
 
 Let me a tale discourse to thee awhile. 
 May haply much thy curious ear engage. 
 
 And this brief hour right worthily beguile ; 
 Yet, as the chronicle unfolds to view, 
 Though fancy's record, deem the burden true. 
 
 In sooth, my soul is fain to seek repose. 
 And would to thee its lore of years impart ; 
 
 The meditative gatheiings disclose 
 That miser memory garners in the heart ; 
 
 A tale of death, pride, passion, riches, fame ; 
 And virtue tried in love's intensest flame. 
 
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 XVL 
 
 In a sweet vale, amid a desert waste, 
 
 There dwelt a maiden radiant as light ;. 
 As a pure angel delicate and chaste ; 
 
 No lovelier form e'er greeted mortal sight ; 
 Nor lived she but to bless, and wide to show 
 The living joys that truth and love bestow. 
 
 At every fount of knowledge drank she deep ; 
 Not erudition's sages so profound ; 
 
 Of things divine could scale the cloudy steep, 
 And all the depths of faith and reason sound. 
 Yet ever meek, no one desire she knew, 
 Save still to be all heavenly and true. 
 
 XVIL 
 
 Such peerless charms and all-surpassing grace 
 
 That humble vale might not unknown retain ; 
 A world were blest to look upon that face. 
 
 And contemplate a heart that knew no stam. 
 From hill to hill wide flew the wondrous tale. 
 So bright a gem in such a lowly vale. 
 
 Came one and knelt adoring at her shrine ; 
 And sooth, a great and seemly suitor he ; 
 
 Could she his prayer and proffered hand decline i 
 x\h, who can know a maiden's mind, perdie ! 
 Not all unmoved his suppliance she heard, 
 Yet gave no hope, save only hope deferred. 
 
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 XVIII. 
 
 Ah, gentle fair, why thus my suit disdain, 
 
 Cried he reproachful, with offended pride ; 
 A nobler name in story must I gain ; 
 
 What task performed shall win thee for my bride ? 
 Though years attest my studious toil for thee. 
 Yet say what more to do ; what more to be. 
 
 Then she, all-pitying, raised a tearful eye. 
 And owned the fond emotion of her breast ; 
 
 But, thoughtful, drew a deep, deploring sigh. 
 And a strange, startling answer thus expressed ; 
 
 O noble youth, though earth's best gifts are shed 
 Around and on thee, thou, alas, art dead ! 
 
 XIX. 
 
 Life's germ from heaven, though on earth the bloom ; 
 
 And seems the flower with full perfection blest ; 
 But ah, there's poison in its sweet perfume. 
 
 And spots appear within its snowy breast. 
 How could I weep in sootheless, ceaseless grief, 
 That life so soon is sere and yellow-leaf. 
 
 Perfidious heart ; so subtle, so debased, 
 But for the bitterness in it that springs. 
 
 The tearful history were soon erased. 
 And earth-born man would soar on seraph wings. 
 Thy nature needs the re-creating sway. 
 Of Him who is the Life, the Truth, the Way. 
 
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 XX. 
 
 As starts a dreamer when some hideous shape 
 
 The slumbering sense with sudden terror thrills ; 
 So he, w^ith shuddering soul, would fain escape 
 
 Back to the refuge of his native hills. 
 But still transfixed he stood in mute dismay, 
 Till all like some dread vision passed away. 
 
 Again ere long to conscious thought returned, 
 He sighed the import of her words to know ; 
 
 Dead ? while his bosom with such ardor burned ; 
 Love, reason, and ambition all a-glow ; 
 
 Yet oh, that word, with such dread meaning fraught, 
 And that sweet spirit ; could they be for nought ? 
 
 XXI. 
 
 Stern lesson ; yet much profit to the soul; 
 
 Good to be taught the worthlessness of pride , 
 To free the spirit from earth's strong control ; 
 
 And on the sea of sorrow heavenward glide. 
 Humility ; the burthened heart's release ; 
 Who enters that low portal findeth peace. 
 
 Not fair Avoca's deep sequestered dell, 
 Such sweet serenity and rest bestows ; 
 
 Nor winding Arno's bowery banks can tell 
 
 The weary traveller of such repose 
 
 As soothes the soul when humbly it adores ; 
 And from above the promised blessing pours. 
 
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 XXII. 
 
 The maiden's bower again he trembling sought, 
 
 And prayed a lover's pure, impassioned prayer ; 
 O might he at her feet the truth be taught ; 
 
 Or would she but vouchsafe to tell him where, 
 Where might he terminate the doubtful strife, 
 And find, if he were dead, the soul's True Life. 
 
 O sweet to see how she inclined her ear ; 
 How soon disclosed the true and living way ; 
 
 And ah, how brake his heart the brimming tear, 
 That bade him never from her love to stray, 
 
 As forth, elate, with hastening step she trode. 
 And showed a temple, — Truth's august abode. 
 
 XXIII. 
 
 Now onward thou, she cried ; the m-ountain climb. 
 
 And press for yonder porch with stedfast heart ; 
 There enter, and the wisdom of old-time 
 
 Its prophet-voices shall to thee impart ; 
 Obey, and lo, thou shalt to life arise, 
 And this, my long-sought hand, shall be thy prize. 
 
 Then thitherward a hopeful look he cast, 
 Bending his step within a narrow way ; 
 
 And on his joyous pilgrimage he passed, 
 Still wending onward all the weary day, 
 Till at the portal pausing, lowly there 
 He knelt and breathed a penitential prayer. 
 
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 XXIV. 
 
 Deluding world ! yet how the moments roll, 
 
 That still unfold its fanciful disguise, 
 And show the sterile winter of the soul ; 
 
 Bhght on its blossoms, gloom upon its skies ; 
 Its buds of innocence unblown depart, 
 Strewing their leaves all withered on the heart. 
 
 Nor Flora's beauty, nor her sw^eet perfume 
 O'er hills, and vales, and woodlands, can restore 
 
 The fallen tree of life its eden bloom ; 
 It cannot see the sun it saw before ; 
 
 It cannot its decaying stem renew ; 
 
 Dead ; in the wintry garden where it grew. 
 
 XXV. 
 
 O Fount of Life ! in thy blest courts how free 
 The sacramental stream all-cleansing flows, 
 
 When the benighted wanderer bends the knee, 
 And o'er his head the mystic waters close : 
 
 Baptismal Jordan ! and the Spirit-Dove ! 
 
 Life, reconciliation, peace and love ! 
 
 So knew the pilgrim as the Ghostly shower 
 
 From holy hands descended on his head ; 
 Regenerated ! By redeeming power 
 
 Awaked from sleep ; arisen from the dead ! 
 
 How flashed the light ! what rapture filled the youth; 
 There, and forever his, were Life and Truth ! 
 
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