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But incessantly engaged in active labors, he was compelled to speak, rather than write, the sentiments of his heart. His correspondence also was limited, his letters generally being of a confidential character, so that few have been inserted entire and but few extracts made. The brief extracts v/hich are given from his sermons, though highly interesting, must fail to do him justice. They need the spar- kle of his eye, his gushing tears and melt- ings of soul. The likeness prefixed to the volume has been procured at great expense, the minia- PREFACE. Vll ture being first painted from a profile view and verbal representations. The task was difficult, but the result happy, though the picture is not in all respects perfect. The execution, however, both of the painting and engraving, is fine and in most respects strikingly conforms to the original. If the jierusal of the following pages shall afford the reader as much pleasure as the writer has experienced in composing them, his object will be obtained. The work was not undertaken with the expectation of reap- ing pecuniary reward or literary applause, the Author being conscious that the state of moneyed affairs would not warrant the for- mer, nor his abilities the latter. This memoir is a grateful and affectionate tribute to the memory of a universally be- loved, faithful and humble servant of Christ, whose " name is still like a sweet savor VlJl PREFACE. among the people of God." It is now com- mended to the candor of the virtuous with the devout hope, that it may conduce to their spiritual benefit and with humble pray- er to Almighty God, that He would smile on the feeble effort of the Author and cause it to advance the glory of his great Name. Gilmanton, May, 1842. ^ CONTENTS. CHAPTER I. Birth — Parentage — Early thirst for knowledge — Bound as an apprentice — Youthful ardor — Leaves his master — Enlists in tiie Army — Returns home — Enlists again — Stillwater — White Plains — Measles — Enlists again — War-song — Enlists as a Privateer, - - 17 CHAPTER II. Goes to Gilmanton — Teaches school — Rev. Mr. Smith — Visits Dartmouth College — Prepares for Col- lege — Religious impressions — Conversion — Humility — Industry — Testimony of President Wheelock — Pe- cuniary anxiety — Elasticity of mind — Reliance on God —Christian boldness—Donaiions — Graduates - 39 CHAPTER III. Tamworth — Charter — First Family — Second — White inhabitants — Their hardships — Scarcity of XII CONTENTS. bread — Wild animals — Sickness — Enterprise — Inter- est in Religion — Petition — Participation in the War — Interest in Education 64 CHAPTER IV. Mr. Hidden returns to Gilmanton — Studies Theolo- gy — State of his mind — Doctrine of Free Grace — Ex- tract of Mr. Smith's letter — Licensed — Call — Arrives atTamworth — First Sabbath — Simplicity of the peo- ple — Proposals for settlement — Accepts — Greatly beloved 77 CHAPTER V. The day of his ordination — Great Rock — The Council — Church formed — Controversy Proceed to the ordination — Extracts from letters — First church meeting — The Sacrament — His marriage — Inter- course with his people — Meeting-house Prayer- meeting — Revival 96 CHAPTER VI. Revival — Extract of a letter — Change in his salary - — Missionary tour — Revivals — Spotted fever — Cold seasons — His interest in the sufferers - ■ - 121 CONTENTS. Xlll CHAPTER VII. Revivals — Protracted meetings — His influence — Os- sipee — Sandwich -...----... 143 CHAPTER VIII. His interest in education — Knowledge of the clas- sics — His interest in the young — His patriotism — Benevolence — Familiarity with others — Cheerful- ness - -- 174 CHAPTER IX. His labors — Devotions — Writings — As a Speak- er 211 CHAPTER X. His family — Letters — Strong faith — Interest in the cause of temperance — His social character — Let- ters 240 CHAPTER XI. Retrospect — His illness — Triumphant death 283 Appendix 326 MEMOIR. CHAPTER I. Birth — Parentage — Early thirst for knowl- edge — Bound as an apprentice — Youth- ful ardour — Leaves his master — Enlists in the Army — Returns home — Enlists again — Stillwater — TMiite Plains — Measles — Enlists again — War song — Enlists as a Privateer. Samuel Hidden, the subject of the fol- lowing sketch, was born at Rowley, Essex County, Massachusetts, on the 22d day of February, 1760. He was the son of Price and Eunice Hid- den, formerly Eunice Hodgskin, whose child- ren were Samuel, the subject of this memoir Mehitable, married to Mr. James Burnham of Manchester, Ms., Eunice, married to Mr* 18 MEMOIR OF William Clark, formerly of Beverly, Mass., afterwards removed to Tamworth ; Mrs. Clark is still living in Bangor, Me.; Martha, married to Mr. Joseph Kilborne of Rowley, Ms., William Price, now living in Tamworth, Betsey and Jonathan, who died young, and Ephraim, who lived in Tamworth, and was drowned in Bearcamp river, 1824. His father was by trade a Combmaker, and in indigent circumstances. His mother was a pious woman and early taught him the Assembly's Catechism and various parts of the Scriptures, the historical portions of which he read, when even a child, with great interest. He early discovered a strong de- sire for learning and improved every oppor- tunity for acquiring a knowledge of those branches of English education then taught in common schools. At the age of nine years, he was bound to an Inn keeper, who was also a shoemaker by trade, as an apprentice. He was found very adroit in dealing out liquors and in at- SAMUEL HIDDEN. 19 tending to his master's interest. His master was an austere, avaricious man, and afforded him but few opportunities for mental im- provement, and often required of him the labor of a man. Samuel was of a sanguine temperament and lively imagination. He early laid plans foi- future greatness, and gave intimations to his master that he was not always to be un- der his control. The country was new and far-reaching in every direction.. The spirit of enterprise was widely diffused. Adventure was abroad, and he who would, might make ^fortune. Besides, his chivalrous soul was animated with tales of valor. The ocean was infest- ed with pirates and the Indians made depre- dations upon the frontiers. The marines were victorious and the militia were success- ful. His mind was ardent, bold. He long- ed for freedom. The confinement of the shop and bar ill suited his active tempera- ment. He resolved to seek his fortune far 20 MEMOIR Oi* from the scenes of his childhood, but was prevented by the vigilance of his master and the tender advice of his mother. He felt bound to obey his parents in all things, and a sense of his obligation to them was a strong restraint upon his youthful passions. The controversy between the colonies and England arising, confinement was insuf- ferable. B}^ the old militia law, every male inhabitant, from sixteen years old to sixty, was obliged to be provided with a musket and bayonet, knapsack, cartridge-box, one pound of powder, and twenty bullets and twelve flints. In time of peace, these re- quisitions were neglected, and the people in general were not completely furnished. Young Hidden entreated his master, at the age of fifteen, to procure him the above mentioned materials for service. Being re- fused, he determined to procure them for himself and by extra labor obtained means for purchasing them. He immediately showed them to his master, saying, " What SAMUEL HIDDEN. 21 I have earned I can use. This shall make the British dogs howl." That enthusiastic patriotism which elevates the soul above all considerations of interest or danger had now become his ruling passion. The year 1775, was the commencement of that struggle which resulted in the inde- pendence of the Colonies. The country was alive with the bustle of preparation, and in every countenance could be read the ex- pectation of important transactions in which all must participate. Independent compa- nies were formed ; voluntary trainings were frequent ; the old and the young, the rich and the poor devoted their hours of amuse^ ment and of leisure, to exercises calculated to fit them to act a part in the anticipated conflict. None manifested greater zeal than young Hidden. He had now arrived at the age of sixteen. The whole country was in arms. Charlestown was in ashes and the Battle of Bunker's Hill had been faught ; the north* 22 MEMOIR OF ern frontier was awake to liberty ; the brave and generous Montgomery had fallen and disasters continued to discourage. But there was no hope of reconciliation. The last humble petition of Congress to the king had been presented ; but their petitions had been slighted ; their remonstrances had produced additional violence and insult ; their suppli- cations had been disregarded ; and they had been spurned, with contempt, from the foot of the throne. ' They had done every thing that could be done, to avert the storm which was coming on. And now an appeal to arms, and to the God of hosts, was all that was left them. They felt that there was a just God, who presides over the des- tinies of nations, and who would raise up friends to fight their battles for them. That the battle was not to the strong alone ; but to the vigilant, the active, the brave.' Thus circumstanced, the famous Declaration of Independence was unanimously adopted in Congress on the 4th of July, 1776, and SAMUEL HIDDEN. 23 welcomed by the people with joy which was displayed by extraordinary public festivals. The watch word from Maine to Georgia, was " Sink or swim, live or die, survive or perish, I give my hand and my heart to this Dec- laration." Every man was ready to say with the patriotic John Adams, " All that I have, and all that I am, and all that I hope, in this life, I am now ready to stake upon it. It is my living sentiment, and by the bless- ing of God, it shall be my dying sentiment ; independence now ; and independence for- ever /" While such was the feeling in the com- munity generally, no wonder young Hidden burned with patriotic zeal and resolved to glory in the success of his country or die in her defeat. He frankly communicated to his master his resolution to leave him and fight for his bleeding country. " To deal out your liquors while others are dealing out their blood for freedom is ignominious," said he to his master who, at length finding 24 MEMOIR OF that the spirit of his apprentice was indomi- table, unawed by threatenings and unseduc- ed by promises, gave his reluctant consent. Thus relieved from bondage he returned to his parents and found them in great need of his assistance. On leaving his master he had resolved to enter the army immedi- ately, but finding his parents destitute of the comforts of life, brothers and sisters crying for bread, he changed his plans and hired with a man in his native town for six dollars per month, and expended his wages for corn at one dollar and fifty cents per bushel to support the family. In the winter he labor- ed at shoe-making for the same wages and for the same object. In May, 1777, at the age of seventeen, he enlisted under Captain Johnson of Andover, Massachusetts, whose father then command- ed the regiment. He enlisted in this com- pany of militia to serve two months. They forthwith marched to Bristol, Rhode Island. disaster had followed the American army SAMUEL HIDDEN. 25 and reduced its number. But the brilliant victories gained by Washington, at Trenton and Princeton, raised from the lowest de- pression, the spirits of the American people, and many rallied around the standard of Washington. The company in which young Hidden enlisted consisted of volunteers resoh^ed on liberty or death. But as the seat of the war was now removed to the south of Rhode Island, they were not forced into any action with the enemy, and orders were issued to Col. Johnson to march with his regiment to Bennington, Vt. to join that portion of the army under Gen. Stark. As Mr. Hidden's time of service for which he enlisted had expired he returned to Rowley ; but as inactivity ill suited his nature, within four days of his return, he again enlisted under Captain Benjamin Ad- ams of Rowley, in the same Col. Johnson's regiment, for four months. The British were now concentratin«: a 36 MEMOIR OF large force about Lake Cbamplain, and Burgoyne with his army was at Fort Ed- ward which General Schuylor had just evacuated. The American General, before leaving Fort Edward, issued a proclamation calling to his aid the militia of New-Eng- land and New- York. Aroused by the dan- ger multitudes obeyed his call. " Vermont poured forth her daring Green Mountain boys ; the other States of New-England their hardy yeomanry, ardent in the cause of freedom ; New- York, her valiant sons indig- nant at the invasion of her territory, and determined to protect their property from pillage and destruction. These beset the invaders on every side, impeding their pas- sage, cutting off their supplies, and fatigu- ing them by incessant attacks." Thus cir- cumstanced, Burgoyne dispatched Colonel Baum with five hundred Hessians to seize the stores of provision at Bennington. With this detachment. General Stark with a par- ty of New-Hampshire militia, fought a fierce SAMUEL HIDDEN. 27 and sanguinary battle on the 16th of Au- gust, most of whom he either killed or took prisoners. The prisoners he immediately sent to Boston, whom Mr. Hidden on his march to Bennington met at Northampton. This decisive victory diffused confidence and joy. The friends of independence, be- fore depressed by disaster and defeat, were now animated by the prospect, which sud- denly burst upon them, of a glorious victory over an arrogant and once dreaded enemy. Again crowds of militia flocked to] the re- publican camp. The company in which Mr. Hidden en- listed arrived at Bennington ; thence march- ed to Manchester, where General Warner took the command of the Brigade. From Manchester they marched to Powlet and joined Gen. St. Clair's division ; thence to Castleton ; thence to Hubbardton ; thence to Mount Independence, which is situated on the strait through which the waters of Lake George and East Bay flow into Lake 28 MEMOIR OF Champlain, in the north west part of the town of Orwell, m Rutland County, Vt., and opposite Ticonderoga. A vigorous attack was made upon the fort in which, Mr. Hidden bore his share of toil and suffering. He remained here five days, and then they returned to the head of the Lake by water. They arrived at Stillwater on the 6th of October, where Gen. Gates with Generals Lincoln and Arnold had advanced. Bur- goyne on the 17th of September, encamp- ed near the American army. He was daily puting his army into a more hazardous sit- uation ; and it was determined that no ex- ertion be wanting on the part of Americans to complete the ruin of his boasted enter- prise. On the ISth of September, the first bat- tle of Stillwater was fought. Both armies fought with determined resolution. Night put an end to the conflict. Burgoyne pressed on all sides, resolved on another battle. He made dispositions to SAMUEL HIDDEN. 29 commence the action with the right wing of his army, Gen. Gates made a sudden and vigorous attack upon the left. This battle X\^as furious, obstinate, and more bloody than the other. Toward night the British gave way. Darkness put an end to this action. Gen. Gates endeavoring to surround Bur- goyne, the latter retreated to the bights of Saratoga pursued by the Americans. The situation of the British troops was now dis- tressing in the extreme, and Burgoyne, by the unanimous advice of his principal ofR-* cers on the 1 7th of October, surrendered his whole army prisoners of war. During one of these battles Adjutant Simpson, fa- ther of Judge Simpson of New-Hampton, receiving a bullet near his eye fell into the arms of Mr. Hidden, and by him with the aid of others was carried from the field of battle. Immediately after the surrender of Bur- goyne's army, the regiment in which Mr. Hidden served, with others marched to Al- 30 MEMOIR OF bany. They performed a march of forty miles, and forded the Mohawk river, below the falls, in the space of fourteen hours., The design of this rapid movement was to. check the progress of a detachment, com- manded by the British General Clintoa ;; who threatened Albany with the same de- struction which he had spread in the coiMitry below; but on hearing the fate of Bur- goyne, he returned quietly to New- York. Finding that the enemy had departed Johnson's regiment proceeded to Newburgh, thence to Tarry Town by water, and thence to White Plains where Mr. Hidden was seized with the measles. The season was now inclement and he was thinly clad, and sometimes obliged to sleep on the earth with only a blanket for protection. Thus ex- posed he narrowly escaped death. Frosm the effects of the measles he never entirely recovered. He lost in some measure the use of his limbs. He received all the at- tention it was possible to bestow under such SAMUEL HIDDEN. 31 circumstances. He had greatly endeared himself to his comrades in arms as well as to his commanders. He was young, but bold. No danger could intimidate. He was fearless in battle and fought for liberty as for life. But when sickness visited him he felt the need of some friendly voice to cheer and some kind hand to assist. A mother's voice would then have sounded like music^ and her presence been like an angel's visit. This was the first time he had longed for " sweet home." The stirring scenes of the camp and battle field had given him no time to think of the past. The present and the future absorbed his mind. Remaining here a few days, and the time for which he enlisted having expired, he, with most of the company in which he served, returned home the last of November, feeble and suffering with hunger. He re- mained in Rowley, laboring to support his father's family during the following winter and spring of 1778. Count D'Estinghav- •52 MEMOIR OF ing arrived with a French fleet to co-operate with the American army, it was resolved to regain those posts in Rhode Island then oc- cupied by the British. Gen. Sullivan was appointed to conduct the operations, who called upon the militia of New-England, to aid him in the enterprise. His army soon amounted to ten thousand men. Mr. Hidden could not remain at home while others fought. In July, 1778, he again enlisted in Captain Jonathan Kortus' company in Col. Wade's regiment for four months, and immediately marched to Rhode Island. At Providence, he met the conti- nental troops with Gens. Sullivan, LaFay- ette. Glover and Green. On the ninth of August, General Sullivan commenced the siege of Newport. But unsupported by the fleet, by an unforseen event, he was obliged to withdraw, after several skirmishes and the loss of some men. Col. Wade's regiment spent the rest of the four months in East Greenwich and SAMUEL HIDDEN. 33 North Kingston. Mr. Hidden then return- ed and labored with Mr. William Price of Newburyport, to pay him a debt of his fath- er's amounting to about one hundred dollars. He continued here two years, until 1781. jDuring this period, notwithstanding the stirring scenes of war, and the necessity of constant toil when at home, he did not neg- lect mental culture. He had improved ev- ery opportunity for acquiring the rudiments of the English language. He usually spent his evenings and sometimes entire nio;hts in die study of the natural sciences and read- ing history. He gave much attention to vocal and instrumental music. He read with deep interest poetry which so well suited his lively imagination. In the spring of 1781, he resolved again to enlist in his country's cause. Ships own- ed and manned by private individuals were commissioned by the States to seize the vessels of the British, and thus annoy their commerce. In one of these vessels he re* 3 34 MEMOIR OF solved to ship. The spirit which animated his youthful breast may be best perceived by the perusal of a " War Song/' written by him just before leaving on this expedition, and dedicated to Miss Betsey Price, his cousin, afterwards wife. A WAR SONG. Come all ye sons of temptest sted, come hark to war's alarm ; Leave sports and plays and holidays, and hark away to arms ; A soldier is a gentleman, his honor is his life, And he that won't stand by his post, will ne'er stand by his wife. For love and honor are the same or else so well allied, That neither can exist alone, but flourish side by side; So fare ye well sweet-hearts awhile, ye smiling girls adieu, And when we have drove those dogs away, we'll kiss it out with you. The spring is up, the winter's gone, the fields are green and gay, And all inviting honor calls, away my boys, away; To shady tents by cooling streams with hearts so firm and free, We'll toss the cares of life away, in songs of liberty. SAMUEL HIDDEN. 35 No foreign king shall give us laws nor British tyrants reign, For independence made us free, and independence we'll maintain ; We'll charge our foes from post to post, attack their work and lines, Or by some well laid stratagem, we'll make them all Burgoynes. And when the wars are over, boys, then down we'll sit at ease ; We'll plow, we'll sow, we'll reap, we'll mow and live just as we please, Each hearty lad shall take his lass, all shining like . a star. And in her softer arms, forget the dangers of the war. The rising world shall eing of us a thousand years to come. And to their children's children tell the wonders we have done ; Come honest fellows here's my hand, my heart, my very soul, With all the songs of liberty, good fortune and the bowl. He enlisted to serve on board the ship, Pilgrim, commanded by Captain Robinson, carrying eighteen nine pounders and one 36 MEMOIR OF hundred and thirty men, commissioned by the State of Massachusetts for eight months. This vessel sailed from Beverly, and in a few days fell in with the British Brig, Alfred^ having sixteen guns and forty -one men, from Liverpool. The action was commenced on the part of the Americans, and met with great obsti- nacy on the part of the British. After a struggle of one hour and a half, the British Brig surrendered and was sent into Salem. Mr. Hidden was sent in with the prize, though the Pilgrim continued on the ocean the time for which it was commissioned, and was successful in several encounters. A share of all the prizes he drew according to the regulations of such v^essels. On the 18th of October, Cornwallis sur- rendered to Gen. Washington. The joy of the people at this intelligence was unbound- ed. ^ To the Giver of all good, they united in rendering, with grateful hearts, thanks- giving and praise for the decisive victory SAMUEL HIDDEN. 37 which he had enabled them to gain. From the nature and duration of the contest, the affections of many had been so concentrated upon their country, and so intense was their interest in its fate, that the news of this brilhant success produced the most raptur* ous emotion.' Early in the spring of 1782, pacific overtures were rnade to the Ameri^ can government, and both nations desisted from hostile measures. The prosperity of the country began to i*evive. Industry every where prevailed. The young and the old addressed themselves to the cultivation of the soil, and to gaining a livelihood by other means of in- dustry. Hitherto Mr. Hidden had labored exclu- sively for the support of his father's family, and the freedom of his country. He had bared his bosom to the dangers of a sangui- nary war the most unnatural in the annals of civilized nations, and prosecuted with a barbarity on the part of the British most re« 38 MEMOIR OF volting to humanity. But the hardships of war were at an end, peace and contentment pervaded the people. SAMUEL HIDDEN. 39 CHAPTER II. Goes to Gilmanton — Teaches school — Rev, Mr. Smith — Visits Dartmouth College — Prepares for College — Religious impres- sions — Conversion — Humility — Industry — Testimony of President JVheelock — Pecuniary anxiety — Elasticity of mind — Reliance on God — Christian boldness — Donations — Graduates, In 1783, Mr. Hidden went to Gilmanton, New-Hampshire, and labored with Mr. William Price, teaching school for the first time during the winter. Notwithstanding the nature of his employment and the un- remitted attention to labor, his inextinguish- able thirst for knowledge had led him to qualify himself to teach in all those branches o[ English education then usually taught. 40 MEMOIR OF He possessed a vigorous intellect. Without an instructor, and with means the common- est and rudest, he had become a prodigy as a '^ school master. ^^ He greatly signalized himself in this occupation. While teach- ing day schools he also taught vocal music in which he was without a rival in all that region. He moreover often recited to Rev. Mr. Smith, pastor of the Congregational church in Gilmanton ; often walking five miles for this purpose. He at once won the esteem of his teacher, He soon became acquainted with the families of Hons. Jo- seph Badger and Thomas Cogswell, also Gen. Joseph Badger, Jr. He taught schools in their sections of the town ; also in their houses and boarded in their families. They deemed him a young man of a high order of intellect and worthy esteem. He was familiar with the history of the country, ready to communicate, pleasing in manners, kind, cheerful, enterprising, and promised to niake a man of eminence. They con* SAMUEL HIDDEN. 41 sidered liim a valuable appendage to iheir families, and so completely captivated were tliey as to deem him indispensable to their enjoyment. The social visit was insipid without his conversation to enliven and his voice to cheer. He gave life to every en- terprise. Their children were his pupils and companions. They relieved his wants and encouraged him in his employment. He was unwearied in acts of kindness to his parents, his brothers and sisters. The avails of his industry were cheerfully devot- ed to their comfort. Self was always for- gotten when others needed. Thus he continued to teach mostly in Gilmanton, sometimes in other towns. In 1785, he was employed to teach at Gilman- ton Centre. He resided in the family of Gen. Joseph Badger, Junior, having for his pupil and bed-fellow, William Badger, late Governor of New-Hampshire. When the school-money was expended they obtained 42 MEMOIR OF private schools. He also continued to teacli with great success vocal music. During this time, he was induced by Rev. Mr. Smith, to attend Commencement at Dartmouth College. This College com- menced its operations in 1770, the first Com- mencement being held the following year. A deep interest w-as felt in its success throughout the country. President Whee- lock, its founder, had wisely conducted its concerns and it was beginning to exert ex- tensive influence in the cause of education and piety. It was natural that any young man of promising talents should be advised to obtain a liberal education, and that many should be disposed to assist such young men as could be spared ; for at this time they were few. As often as Mr. Smith sufjgest- ed this course, Mr. Hidden remarked, there were insuperable obstacles. He felt that he was too far advanced in years and desti- tute of the requisite means of support. The former objection iMr. Smith could easi- SAMUEL HIDDEN. 43 ly remove by referring to himself as having commenced study preparatory for college at an advanced age, and the latter appeared less formidable from the consideration that he had wealthy friends in Gilmanton, who would render aid. He had often in imagination visited Dart- mouth College in the forest and acted a prominent part, but these were only castles in the air that soon vanished. He now em- braced an opportunity in company with Mr. Smith, Mr. Eliphalet Wood of Loudon, Mr. William Price and others, to visit this loved retreat and witness the exercises of the Com- mencement season. A Commencement at College is admirably adapted to awaken the latent energies of the youthful mind. The sparkling eye, the flush of youth, the countenance radiant with joy, the bosom swelling with bright hopes, the last greetings of classmates, the severing of thousand ties, the tender meltings of heart at leaving their Alma Mater, stir the 44 MEMOIR OF soul and provoke strong aspirations for a participation in like scenes. A mind like his must be deeply moved. Naturally fond of learning and of ardent feel- ings, laudably ambitious, active and ardent, he returned resolved on his subsequent course. He was delighted with what his eye had seen and his ear heard. He soon entered upon the study of the classics with Mr. Smith, continuing in the mean time to teach. He recited once a week regularly. By his kind disposition, familiar manner of communication and acquired knowledge of the common branches of education, acquired by redeeming t^me, he became a highly pop- ular teacher. In this employment he took great delight. He spared no labor to prove useful to his pupils. Besides the usual instruction he formed a company of militia of young men, whom he taught tactics. Many of these now survive and remember him with the liveliest emotions. SAMUEL HIDDEN. 45 His progress in the study of the classics Was very rapid, and in September of 1787, he entered Dartmouth Colleo-e, a2;ed twen- ty-seven, having spent less than one year's study in his preparatory course. He left a large circle of warm friends who wished him success and promised to welcome his return. He carried with him his shoe mak- ing instruments expecting by them to sup- port himself in College in a great measure. He is related to have expressed the most enthusiastic joy on being presented, just be- fore leaving Gilmanton, with several new knives and awls by Gen. Badger, Junior, which he procured at Portsmouth, and a large quantity of bristles given him by his pupils. It might have been foreseen from Mr. Hidden's earliest displays of character, that he was formed to be an instrument of extensive evil or of eminent good. ' There was a decision — a daring — an untameablc- ness in the structure of his mind even when a boy, combined with a tone of authority 46 MEMOIR OF and command, and a talent in the exercise of these quahties, to which the minds of his associates yielded an implicit subjection. Fear of consequences never entered into his view. Opposition, especially if accompa- nied by any thing like severity or oppression, awakened unrelenting resistance. Yet this bold and untameable spirit was allied to a noble and generous disposition. There was a magnificence in his mind. His mind was too noble, to have recourse to other means or to aim at other ends, than those which he avowed ; and too intrepid not to avow those which he did entertain, so far as might be required or expedient. Notwithstanding this trait of character, he possessed a deep sympathy-^a sympathy which sprung less from that softness and sensibility which are the ornament of the female, than from the generosity of his disposition. He would have all men happy, and it gratified his generous nature to ease the burdens of sufFer- Of his religious impressions we SAMUEL HIDDEN. 47 have DOt hitherto spoken. Being early taught the Scriptures of truth and educated according to the customs of the Pilsfrims, he was early the subject of religious impres- sions. Conscience was often alarmed. A- midst the scenes of the camp and battle field he never forgot the presence of God. He remarked that he always uttered men- tally the Lord's prayer as he engaged with the enemy. While at Gilmanton, he was by all considered a strictly moral man, and by many pious, though he made no profes- sion of religion. Such was the state of hi? mind that he always felt it his duty to pray morning and evening in his schools. He habituated himself to secret prayer. He was sometimes deeply affected in view of his lost condition as a sinner. He was like the young man in the gospel nigh to the kingdom of Godj but refused to enter. When he entered College, as he often re- marked, he '• hoped he should become pi- ous." He felt called by a voice within to 48 MEMOIR OF do good. He resolved eventually to conse- crate the powers of his mind to the service of Christ. But so prone is man to defer the work of repentance, he did not become pious until his Sophomore year in College, uniting with the church at Hanover, June i^O, 1790. A revival was then enjoyed in that institution, and he surrendered his heart to Christ and enlisted all the energies of his soul in the cause of his Redeemer.* His * Rev. Ebenezer Price of Boscawen, his brotlier-in- law, and three years companion in College, supposes him to have been pious previous to his entrance into College. After speaking of the motive which induced him to obtain a liberal education, he remarks : '• This opinion, however, supposes a change of heart ; when that change took place, I have not had the means of knowing. It is true, he made public profession of re- ligion after he entered College. Audit is also true, that he had for years previous to his College life, in the view of his intimate friends sustained not anly a fair moral character, but furnished strong evidences of Christian feeling and conduct. That was done by hia uniform attachment to the institutions and truths of the gospel — by his constant and conscientious? attend- ance upon sanctuary worship as he had opportunity — '■ SAMUEL HIDDEN. 49 spiritual joy was unbounded though he was humbled in the dust. His humility was a by his veneration of the truly religions and his delight in their company. Furthermore, from the commence- ment of his school keeping, he invariably began and ended each day with prayer ; and as occasion requir- ed he conversed in school and in young company upon the subject of religion, administering Christian re- proof when called for with faithfulness and aflection ; leaving the impression upon young and old, that he was in the sincerity of his heart the fritnd of God. I therefore suppose, my view of Mr. Hidden is vir- tually the same with that of his numerous friends at Gilmanton, that he had experienced the renewing grace of God years before entering College ; but then in the revival his hope was confirmed and his duty so forcibly impressed that he could no longer refrain from uniting with the church of Christ. Though associated with the most pious and engaged Christians in and out of College, he was essentially the same thoughtful, cir- cumspect man of God, who had for years been our companion and friend. I will but add, that this last thought sufliciently ex- hibits the exalted motire which fixed his choice and made intense labor easy in securing a College educa- cation, viz. the ministry of reconciliation." The above is confirmed by several letters written before he entered College, which hovrever were un^ 4 50 MEMOIR OF prominent characteristic. * It was not that humihty which debases itself that it may be exalted, and which is offended if its profes- sions be believed ; but the humility which arose from abiding and growing conviction of his infinite distance from the standard of perfection, from God, and a neglect of those means which he had enjoyed for approach- ing that standard. It led him to feel dissat- isfied with every thing he had done and to feel his own insignificance in comparison with others. It led him to acknowledge the worth of others.' He had an unfeira- o ed regard for worth wherever it was found. He loved whatever God had made. After his conversion he immediately re- solved to devote himself to the Christian ministry. He grew rapidly in grace and in the knowledtre of God. All the feelings of his nature were enlisted in the work of sav- derstood to have been written as mere literary efforts. It is certain that he had no confidence in any hope en- tertained previous to liis Sophomore year in College. SAMUEL HIDDEN. 51 iiig men. He exhorted, with great ferven- cy, his former associates and acquaintances, to embrace that Saviour now so precious to his soul. On entering College he was almost desti- tute of money. He devoted every leisure moment to shoemaking and teaching vocal music. Hitherto the science of music had been greatly neglected in that institution. In fact no singing school had ever been taught in that place. His musical talents soon gained him much notoriety. He was immediately employed to impart instruction and was thereby enabled to defray a part of his expenses. President Wheelock one day found him making a pair of shoes. At which Mr. Hid- den discovered some little mortification. But the President told him he had no occa- sion to be disconcerted, and that for the fu- ture he would employ him to supply him- self and family. Being thus encouraged he 52 MEMOtR OF no longer worked clandestinly : but labored whenever opportunity was presented. He would often labor while his classmates slept. When reading was his business some classmate would read aloud while he worked. This was done partly because, sometimes he could earn a little thereby and at others be- cause he could benefit some indigent class- mate, or friend, by thus working for him with the awl and hammer while he read au- dibly for his benefit. Many an hour did he thus benevolently labor. Benevolence gave character to his every action. At the commencement of his second year, he and Mr. Ebenezer Price of Gilmanton, then about to enter College, afterwards set- tled in Boscawen, drove a cow to Hanover, subsisting upon milk on their journey thither and when there. This lessened their expen- ses and was considered highly commenda- ble. He often received valuable donations from friends in money and clothing. Visiting SAMUEL HIDDEN. 53 some acquaintances in Exeter during a vaca- tion, a gentleman with whom he tarried ask-r ed him the evening before leaving for Dart- mouth College, if he would carry a large pack upon his back to Hanover if he would present him one ? Mr. Hidden assured him he should be grateful for any thing he might give. The next morning the gentleman car- ried him in his carriage to Brentwood, and gave him a large pack of clothes which he did not examine until he arrived at Hanover. On opening it, to his great joy he found three suits of clothes but little worn, and many other valuable articles. Calling to his room some of his fellow students in as needy cirr cumstances as himself, he generously distribr uted a large share of his goods to them Freely receiving he freely gave. He often remarked that this bundle of clothing, though it cost him much labor to carry it upon his back so far, " was the most gratify- ing gift he ever received, for it relieved the pecessities of so fnany." 54 MEMOIR OF He was also allowed to be absent occa- sionally to teach. The following I shall here insert not only to substantiate this fact, but to show in what estimation he was held by the President of the College. " This certifies, that the bearer, Samuel Hidden, is a member in regular standing with the Junior Class of this University. He is a young gentleman of talents, of un» blemished moral character, and of respecta- ble acquirements in literature for his station. As his circumstances render it necessary for him to be absent a few months ; and to un- dertake in the instruction of a school during that time, he is hereby most sincerely and cheerfully recommended for that employ- ment to the friendly notice and considera- tion of the wise and good. Given under my hand at Dartmouth, he. this 14th day of July, 1790. J. Wheelock, President^' Thus it is obvious he sustained a fair rep- utation for scholarship and was highly SAMUEL HIDDEN. 55 esteemed. It may naturally be asked how he so well sustained himself as a scholar, or how his mental habits, and especially the rapidity of his intellectual operations, can be accounted for. ' A partial answer may be found in the fact that his time was divided between labor and study. And moreover whatever might be his employment he en- gaged in it with cheerfulness and prosecuted it with fidelity. The ruling passion of his soul was thirst for knowledge. This he sought to quench, or rather to cherish, by resorting to his book at every interval from toil, however short, when he tasked his mind to the utmost of his power, intent on making the greatest possible acquisition in a given time. His mind, though strung up to the highest pitch of exertion at those seasons, suffered no injury thereby, as it was soon diverted from its employment by a call to labor ; and every repetition of the pro- cess extended its capability and power. The acquisitions, in this way obtained, fur- 56 MEMOIR OF nished materials on which to employ his thoughts while engaged in manual labor, which he would not fail to digest and lay up in store for future use, — a voluntary dis- cipline of most auspicious influence, as it respects the faculty of acquiring knowledge, and the power of retaining it.' Thus his intellectual powers acquired unusual vigor and elasticity. He possessed a wonderful versatility of mind. These characterized him in subsequent life. He often remarked that his pecuniary em- barrassments occasioned him great anxiety, so much as at times unfit him for study. It was not so popular then for young men to live on cred^it as now. This destructive practice was then but little known, and we would it never had been ; for it crushes the intellect and blunts the moral feelings. Of all the galling miseries that a young man of sensibilities is heir to, the most intolerable, the most debasing, the most corroding to the jieart, the most destructive to the mind, is SAMUEL HIDDEN. 57 the consciousness of debt without the means of payment. ' Oh ! what days of humilia- tion, what nights of nervous wakefulness, or else of dreaming horror does he abide on whoso oppressed spirit, is laid the load of payments he cannot meet, of obligations he cannot cancel. For him, though the sun shines abroad, there is no beauty in his beams. The earth is clothed with verdure, and a thousand odorous flowers are scattered in his path. He heeds them not ; their perfume is wasted on him. The moon rides in liquid lustre, and the myriad stars break forth in light, and the whole heaven is clothed with exceeding glory ; but there is darkness iu his soul no light can penetrate — a grief at his heart, no beauties of nature can assuage. His energies are dead ; they fester beneath the pall of despair.' No, there is no killing like that of consciousness of inability to meet demands. Notwithstanding to endure this be a pain- ful and bitter task, ' it has sometimes hs re- 58 MEMOIR or demption. There are some whom the light- ning of fortune blasts, only to render holy. Amidst all that humbles and scathes — amidst all that shatters from their life its ver- dure, smites to the dust the pomp and sum- mit of their pride, and in the very heart of existence writes a sudden and " strange de- feature," they stand erect, riven, not up- rooted, a monument less of pity than of awe. There are those who, exalted by a spirit above all casualty and wo, seem to throw over the most degrading circumstan- ces a halo of an innate and consecrating power ; the very things, which seen alone are despicable and vile, associated with them, become almost venerable and divine ; and some portion, however dim and feeble, of that intense holiness which, in the Infant God, shed majesty over the manger and the straw^, is not denied to those who, in the depth of affliction, cherish the angel virtue at their hearts, and fling over the meanest lo- SAMUEL HIDDEN. 59 calities of earth an emination from the glo- ry of heaven.' It is in this latter condition, Mr. Hidden presents himself. His mind was elastic. It could not be wholly crushed. It dispersed the clouds, and, like the sun, when the fog is past, was stronger in its course and more piercing in its rays. " The beings of the mind are not of clay ; Essentially immortal they create, And multiply in us a brighter ray And more beloved existence." Though he was at times depressed, his energies rallied. He raised his eye to heaven, and saw the hand of God in his affliction. He rose in the native dignity of man and felt that, if he were depressed with poverty whose iron hand laid rudely and heavily upon him, he might take courage. Mighty ones had been his predecessors and had withstood the current of opposition that threatened to overthrow their frail bark. He had a practical reliance on Provi- so MEMOIR OF dence in all the most minute and seemingly indifferent affairs of his life. He was em- phatically, to use his own expression, " a pupil of signs" — ' waiting for and follow- ing the leadings and openings of divine providence in his affairs. His faith in God was unwavering. This divine principle quite realized and substantiated to him the things which are not seen and eternal. It was like another sense. The things of time were nothing. Every thing that came be- fore him was referred to a spiritual standard. His one great object was fixed, and this ob^ ject engrossed his whole soul. Here his foot stood immovable, as on a rock. His hold on the truths of the Scriptures was so firm, that he acted on them boldly and un- reservedly. He went all lengths, and risk- ed all consequences, on the word and prom- ise of God.' He had no misgivings. He had resolved to consecrate all he pos- sessed to the service of Christ. Therefore poverty could not intimidate him, ^ The SAMUEL HIDDEN. 61 world in arms would not have appalled him, while the glory of Christ was in view. Nor would he have hesitated for a moment, after he had given to nature her just tribute of feeling and of tears, to go forth from his friends and join " the noble army of mar- tyrs" who expired in the flames, had the honor of his Master called him to this sac- rifice ; nor would his knees have trembled, nor his look changed.' Thus relying upon God for support, and resolved to do his will, he visited Gilmanton. just before graduating, destitute of money and poorly clad besides being to some ex- tent in debt. He was about to return, and, being at Gen. Badger's, the elder, who said to him, " Samuel, where do you expect to obtain your guinea ?" which was then the fee for Diploma ; " I do not know, sir," he replied. The General then requested his daughter *' to bring from the desk a guinea for Samuel to pay the President for his Diploma." 6:2 MEMOIR OF Immediately after, calling at the house of the Hon. Thomas Cogswell, the Judge said to him, " Well Samuel you are about to graduate and I. suppose you will have some small bills to pay ; perhaps this won't do you any hurt," and put into his hands twen- ty dollars. He was also presented by Mrs. Cogs- well, Smith and Badger, wife of the younger Badger, with a suit of new clothes and val- uable linens suitable for Commencement. Thus he returned to receive the honors of the College, laden with the rich experience of God's goodness. These expressions of kindness awakened the liveliest gratitude to the Giver of every mercy and tended to strengthen his faith in his promises. He graduated August •24th, 1791, full of zeal in his Master's cause. His bosom swelled with hope ; his heart beat high. It is true College life is a little ' dream of hu- man passions and human infirmity to many voun": men. It is the same eternal tract of SAMUEL HIDDEN. 63 disappointment, over which folly vaults and ambition staggers — a record of youthful happiness written on a summer's leaf, it glitters for a moment and iiides away be- neath the spirit which freshens it into beau- ty. It is a miniature arena in which human life first disports its vices, its hopes, and its imaginings — and if no other knowledge be acquired, the collegian can look with pride on his acquaintance with the world, its fol- lies and its pleasures, and hug to his bosom that kernel of truth which has been wrest- ed from the hard husks of disappointment.' But it had been more than this to him. He had learned to look far down into his own heart. He had learned the chief end of life. College life had been to him no youth- ful dream but a reality, stern yet joyful. He had struggled with poverty ; yet he had been made rich. God had wonderfully pro- vided for his wants and crowned his efforts with great success. He resolved that God should have all the glory. 64 MEMOIR OF CHAPTER III. Tmmvo rth — Charter — First family — Sec- ond — White inhabitants — Their hard- ships — Scarcity of bread — Wild animals — Sickness — Enterprise — Interest in re- ligion — Petition — Partcipation in the War — Interest in Education. As the history of Tamworth is identified with that of Mr. Hidden after his settlement, a sketch of its early incidents seems indispen- sable ; and though it be local in its nature, it cannot fail to interest the general reader. The charter of Tamworth was granted 1766, under the Provincial government, in the sixth year of " the reign" of Gov. Ben- ning Wentworth, under George the Third. Col. Jonathan Moulton was the original Proprietor of the town, he having presented SAMUEL HIDDEN. 65 Gov. Wentworth with the names of fifty- two men who were the Grantees. " One share," or four hundred and fifty acres, was reserved for the Governor — " One share for the Society for the propagation of the gos^ pel in foreign parts ;" " One share for the Church of England ;" " One share for the first settled minister of the gospel ; and an* other for the benefit of a school "in said town forever." The town, owing to the difficulties of the times, however, was not settled until 1776, the first town meeting being held on the second day of July, 1777. At which meet- ing Ephraim Hackett was chosen Modera- tor, Timothy Header Town Clerk, John Fowler, Bradbury Jewell and William Eastman Selectmen. Other town officers were also chosen. This meeting was held at the dwelling house of Mr. Ephraim Hack- ett. The first family of whom the whites had any knowledge was that of one Sabatis, an 66 MEMOIR OF Indian, having a wife and five children. He was known to men in Sandwich and Mouhonborough, and gave a flattering des- cription of this then unexplored tract of land. The second family was half Indian — the mother being a native of Canterbury, whose aifectionshad been won by the dusky inhab- itant of the forest. Her name is now forgot- ten, but it is remembered to have been relat- ed that she possessed a tall, elegant figure, dark eyes and unrivalled beauty of expres- sion. Though strenuously opposed by her fond parents, she resolved to link her destiny with one who loved to wander amidst the solemn grandeur of nature. This family pitched their tent on the land near where Nath'el Hubbard's house now stands. They there planted apple seeds from which several trees sprang, two or three of which are now living There were other Indians in various parts of the town of whom nothing is definitely known ; as soon however as settlements SAMUEL HIDDEN. 67 were made by white men most of them to- gether with the two families above mention-r ed removed to the Androscoggin River. The first white man who settled in this town was Mr. Mark Jewell, (1772) whose father resided in Sandwich. He settled on what is now called Stevenson's Hill, remov- ing about six years after to what is called Birch Interval. Mr. Jewell is now living (1842) in comparatively good health, aged about 89. His mental faculties retain an unusual degree of vigor. He was married to Ruth Vittum of Sandwich, 1776, by Esquire Beedy. Soon after Mr. Jewell's settlement in Tam worth, he was followed by his brother, Bradbury Jewell and Mr. Da^ vid Philbrick, the latter of whom was killed by the fall of a tree, leaving a wife and six children to mourn his loss. He settled on what is called the River road. About this lime several other families settled near Bear- camp River and in various other parts of the town* 68 MEMOIR OF Thus the town wds settled by a few har- dy pioneers. The families were few and remote from each other. Their sufferings were indescribable. They lived in contin- ual anxiety. The Indian lurked in every hiding place ready to wreak his revenge on the helpless and unoffending. The land was pathless — they found their way from one settlement to another by spotted trees^ over steep hills and almost impassable swamps. The only road into the town was through Sandwich and Moultonborough ; thence to Tuftonborough and Dover. They were obliged to perform the labor now as- signed the ox and the horse, for these were rarely seen. The land was covered w4th a growth of sturdy trees. The winters were long and severe ; the snows fell in great quantities and the frost came early to blast the fruits of their labor. Their corn thus cut off, they were obhg- ed to procure provisions at great expense and at a great distance. They often car- SAMUEL HIDDEN. 69 ried on their backs, or on hand sleighs, com and other grains from GiUnanton and Can- terbury. One man, unable to procure bread for his wife and seven children, and believ> ing they must perish with hunger, left home in pursuit of com, resolving that he would never return destitute. He could not sec the wife of his bosom and children of his warm affections, die with famine. As he left, he gave them a warm embrace, saying that " God would provide." He arrived at Gilmanton, wearied and oppressed, destitute of money and means of obtaining food for his perishing family. But through the kind* ness of friends he was provided with two bushels of com with which he returned with incredible speed. He found his family all alive but suffering with excruciating hunger. They found access to the contents of the bag and attempted to supply the demands of nature with the dry meal. Often were families reduced to live on the smallest allow- aaqe of bread and lay down at night desiring to MEMOIR OF death. One woman, having put her child^ ren into their beds, went to her neighbor, Col. Mason, and said, " I have put my children to bed to die ;" but God preserved them. In addition to this they were in constant fear of ferocious beasts. The wolf prowled about their dwellings by night ; the cata- mount watched for prey ; the wild-cat lurk- ed by the foot path and the bear watched in the thicket. Domestic animals were seized— children terrified and mothers driv- en frantic. Moreover, sickness prevailed ; the mother might be seen watching by the bedside of the sick by day and by night and at last closing the eyes of a beloved son, or dutiful daughter ; single families performing the last sad offices to the dead with none to mingle a tear, or sooth the anguish of be- reavement. Notwithstanding all these embarrassments, the hardy sons of Tamworth stood, like the SAMUEL HIDDEN. 71 trees of centuries that overshadowed them, shaken, but not uprooted. They braved ev- ery danger ; endured every hardship, rely- ing on the God of their life. " Stern men were they and true." They never lost sight of their great interests : the trees were fell- ed ; roads were early constructed, and bridges built. As early as Jan. 24, 1778, at a Town Meeting it was voted to build two bridges over Bearcamp river ; one at the easterly end of the town and the other at the west. A committee was- chosen to carry into effect this vote, also solicit " the Proprietor's assistance therein." These men, having early known the val- ue of the gospel, earnestly desired the stated means of grace. Up to 1778, they had enjoyed preaching occasionally. Rev. Josh- ua Nickerson from Cape Cod was the first man who preached north of the Lake Win- nepisiogee. He preached in Moultonbo- rough, Sandwich and Tamworth. He iden- tified himself with no sect, but was esteem- 72 MEMOIR OF ed a very pious man. He was of great service to the early inhabitants in sustaining a lively interest in the cause of religion. It would seem that he had designed to be set- tled as the first Minister of the town ; since an article was inserted in the warrant for the annual Town Meeting in 1778, " to see if the town would settle Joshua Nickerson as Minister of the town, or otherwise employ him." But they unanimously refused to settle or in any way employ him. The following petition to the Proprietor drawn up at this meeting will show the true state of their feelings. After some preliminary remarks, the petition proceeds thus : " The Petition of the Inhabitants of said Tam worth humbly showeth, that we, your Petitioners, ever since our settlement have here had in view the settlement of the Gos- pel Ministry among us whenever our cir- cumstances and the situation of the Town would admit of it. But our own inability and fewness in number, which we impute to SAMUEL HIDDEN. 73 the difficulties of the times, have hitherto prevented our obtaining any regular preach- ing of the Gospel among us. The same difficulties remaining will doubtless prevent our immediate increase, so that we cannot expect a settled Ministry, at least till the War subsides ; yet as it is our duty howev- er small in number, or embarrassed with the cares of life, not to sink into a supine state in respect to the means of Religion, so we have a sincere desire to make all the provi- sion, in our power for hiring of preaching here for a season, and beg leave to lay our circumstances before you and beg you would consider our peculiar situation and incapac- ity of ourselves to provide a preacher for any term of time, and pray your kind help and donation towards hiring preaching for any time you may think proper ; at the same time assuring you we shall ever be ready to aid and assist in the accomplish- ment of the full and regular settlement of 74 MEMOIR OF your Township. And your Petitioners as in duty bound, shall ever pray." The above petition was favorably receiv- ed, but. owing to the peculiar circumstances of the times, they failed to procure preaching for many years. The War with England then prevailed and men's hearts failed them, for fear of those things about to come upon them. The town was frequently called up- on to furnish its quota of men for the conti- nental Army, which occasioned great dis- tress among the inhabitants. In 1777, four men enlisted. Mr. Moses Head was the first. He left a wife and several children to pro- vide for themselves. As he was going out of the town he called on Col. Mason and with great agitation said to him, " Sir, I have taken the last look of my dear wife and children ; I go to die for my country dearer than all else. I pray you be kind to them." He soon fell a victim to the merciless tyran- ny of England. In the same year Abial and Phineas Stevens and Isaac Head enlisted SAMUEL HIDDEN. 75 and died in the cause of their bleeding coun- try. Others after having fought for liberty returned to the bosom of their families to en- joy the fruits of their toils. Under the pressure of all these calamities they did not neglect the education of their children. These were taught by their moth- ers at the fireside. The Catechism was ear- ly committed to memory as well as portions of the sacred Scriptures. They were taught to respect their superiors and to rev- erence God. They availed themselves of such other instruction as could be obtained. As early as 1782, at a Town Meeting it was voted to build two school houses — one near where Mr. Jabez Page's house now stands, and the other near the house of Mr. Henry Remick. The first school master was Elijah Hutchinson of Gilmanton. Af- ter this period school houses were rapidly multiplied, the population and prosperity of the town having greatly increased, though 76 MEMOIR OF as late as 1778, only twenty-two votes were cast for Governor. Between 1778 and 1786, the town took no public measures to procure the stated preaching of the gospel. But March 4th, 1783, it was " voted to raise fifteen pounds for preaching some part of the year," though in November of the same year, it was " voted not to raise said sum." Two years after, March 10th, 1789, it was " voted to raise twenty pounds for preaching to be paid in produce." But it does not appear that any money was ever directly raised for preaching until 1792. SAMUEL HIDDEN. 77 CHAPTER IV. Mr. Hidden returns to Gilmanton — Studied Theology — State of his mind — Doctrine of Free Grace — Extract of Mr. SmitKs letter — Licensed — Call — Arrives at Tamworth — First Sahhath — Simplicity of the people — Proposals for settlement — Accepts — Greatly beloved. Having taken his degree of Bachelor of Arts, August 24, 1791, at Dartmouth Col- lege, Mr. Hidden returned to Gilmanton and immediately entered upon the study of The- ology with Rev. Isaac Smith, his former in- structor. This opened to his mind a new- field of thought and investigation. He pros- ecuted this study with his characteristic vig- or. He grasped subjects most abstruse and difficult with an energy that astonished his 78 MEMOIR OF teacher. Doctrines which others could un- derstand only by close investigation he un- derstood almost by intuition and was able to explain difficult points with great perspic- uity. The state of his mind on entering the study of Theology may be best learned from a scrap of his own writings. " Sept. 1691. I have now commenced the study of Theology. And what a study ! I tremble at the thought ! Shall I so vile and unworthy attempt to find out God, — his character and attributes ? Is not the thought rash ? Forgive me, gracious God. I pros- trate my soul before thee, humbled in the dust ! If Moses trembled well may I ! Yet thou dost condescend to let thy charac- ter be known. Oh what condescension ! Jesus, this is for thy sake. Thou hast made it consistent for God to reveal himself in mercy. Oh what a debt of gratitude I owe thee. I give myself to thee. Accept me all unworthy. Teach me the path of duty* SAMUEL HIDDEN. 79 Enlighten my understanding. Humble my heart. Make me just what thou wouldest have me to be, and I will praise thy name ; I will speak of thy truth ; ' I will teach transgressors thy ways and sinners shall be converted unto thee.' I will never attempt to investigate any subject until I have im- plored thy aid. I will not lean upon my own strength ; for I have none. I will ev- ery morning and evening enter my closet and hold communion with thee. Every hour will I bless thee. Jesus, Jesus, guide me. Uphold me lest I M\ ! Let me not be presumptuous." The above gives us an insight into the se- cret of his heart. It shows the overflowings of a soul " humbled into the dust ;" his strong aspirations for a close and more inti- mate walk with Christ, and for the assistance of the Holy Spirit. Another scrap is found bearing date, De- cember. Nothing more is known of the time when it was written : but it would seem 80 MEMOIR OF probable that it was written December, 1791. '' December. I have just been examining the Doctrine of Free Grace. Never did it appear in so clear a light. I see through it now. And what a glorious doctrine ! Glo- rious in God, but humiliating to man ! Is man so fallen ! Has he stooped so low ! Yes, blessed Jesus ! And thou hast raised him up ! Oh, what love ! Angels, proclaim it. Chant it, ye celestial choirs ! Let all heav- en and hell proclaim that man's salvation is a free Gift. Not that we loved God but that God first loved us. This is the great secret. Then what have I to boast ? Alas ! I deserve the hotest hell. And yet my cruel heart has rebelled against this doc- trine so obviously taught in the blessed Bi- ble. I have tried to find worthiness in my- self and to obtain salvation by keeping the law. But there is not a law I have not vi- olated and tried by which I must be con- demned forever ; and this condemnation SAMUEL HIDDEN. 81 would be just. Yes, I should proclaim it so amidst the torments of the damned ! Noth* ing can I now do to gain the favor of Heav- en ; the law is broken ; I am condemned. But I see a way of escape through the Atone- ment of Christ. And how my heart will burst for joy ! Oh ! what joy. Salvation — free salvation, is bought by Christ ! How- sweet the words — Free Salvation ! Never did the plan of Salivation appear so stupen- dous, so glorious. Loud will I proclaim it — Free salvation bought by Jesus' blood 1" Those who were acquainted with Mr. Hidden in his later years will not fail to re- cognize the above as gushing from the same full soul which gave utterance to his fervid ejaculations in the pulpit as well as in pri- vate conversation. They are the outpour- ings of genuine feeling. They are undis- guised sentiments — warm — melting — ten- der. The effusions of a contrite soul. The following extract of a letter written by Rev. Mr. Smith Nov. 13, 1791, will show 6 82 MEMOIR OF ill what estimation Mr. Hidden was held by his valued teacher. "You ask for a description of Samuel Hid- den : I would therefore say that he is a young man of the first order of intellects — his per- ception is quick — ^his judgment sound ; his imagination lively ; his sensibilities warm ; his soul is alive to devotion ; he is cheerful, gay, sober, merry, grave. He is kind-heart- ed, passionate, gentle ; and in short, he is a real apostle, becoming all things to all men. In his studies he has made rapid progress ; he grasps the most difficult subjects with Herculean strength and sees through every thing almost intuitively. He is destined to do great good in the church of Christ. The spirit of Christ appears to be in him." A versatility of mind was a prominent char- acteristic of Mr. Hidden through life. Said an aged man to the memorialist, " I once met Mr. Hidden after he graduated at Dart- mouth College, at Hon. Thomas Cogs- well's. At first, being told he was a student SAMUEL HIDDEN. 83 of Divinity, I was quite disgusted with him ; his laugh was so boisterous, as I thought, and he talked so readily upon all subjects — music, tactics, war, love, death and mar- riages. But when I heard him talk o£ the Bible, its doctrines, its promises and threat- nings, my disgust was changed to admiration. When he prayed he carried us all up to heav- en and we seemed to hear the songs of an- gels. When he sung, his countenance beamed with delight and his eye sparkled with joy. You would have thought you saw his soul looking out its windows. Won- derful man ! said I to myself. He was just such a man as my imagination had pictured, but whom T had despaired of seeing. 1 would go on Pilgrimage to Mecca if I could see another such." Such had been Mr. Hidden's proficiency in Theology that he was licensed to preach at Kingston, Oct. 4th, 1791. The follow- ing is his license : ^' Mr. Samuel Hidden having offered him^ 84 MEMOIR OF self to an examination for an approbation for preaching the gospel, we, the subscribers, having carefully attended to his sentiments, his knowledge in divinity and religious expe- rience, are satisfied, and cordially recom- mend him to the Church wherever God in his providence shall be pleased to call him." This is signed by Nathaniel Noyes, Elisha Thayer, Isaac Smith, Curtis Coe, Christo- pher Paige, Jedediah Tucker and Jesse Rennington. He preached his first sermon to Rev. Mr. Smith's congregation and is related to have made the whole congregation weep profuse- ly. While he remained in Gilmanton he preached occasionally in various parts of the town, generally however, at the house of Philbrick Rand, in that part of the town now called Gilford. Such was Mr. Hidden's character and the estimation in which he was held towards the latter part of December, 1791, when after having spent most of one night in meditation SAMUEL HIDDEN. 85 and prayer for God's direction in his future course, he fell asleep and dreamed that two men called on him to employ him to preach, and he complied. He recollected distinct- ly the circumstancet) of the place and the character of the people. This dream made a deep impression upon his mind ; he regard- ed it as an intimation from God. About this time at a special meeting ofthetownin Tamworth a committee was chosen to pro- cure preaching and this committee, having heard of Mr. Hidden by means of the Hon, Thomas Cogswell of Gilmanton, who had now become an extensive land-holder in Tamworth, proceeded directly to Gilmanton to secure his services. He consented to re- turn with them. On arriving in Tamworth every thing appeared natural ; the situation of the place, the character of the people, all corresponded with his dream. He arrived in Tamworth on Saturday and preached the next day, being the fifteenth of January, 1792, in Mr, William Eastman's 86 MEMOIR OF dwelling house. He preached in the fore- noon from Acts 10: 29. " Therefore came 1 unto you without gainsaying, as soon as I was sent for : I ask therefore for what in- tent ye have sent for me ? " In the after- noon he preached from John 1 : 13. " Which were born not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God." Previous to this many were prej- udiced against a " College learned marC^ and " resolved not to like him." The wife of Mr. William Eastman, when she saw him coming, said, " she had as lief see the Devil," though she was ever after his warm- est friend. Mr. Hidden at once gained the admiration of every hearer. All were en- thusiastic in his praise. This was a new epoch in his life. The town was sparsedly settled and the inhabitants were rudely dress- ed and more rude in manners. " Here was seen No trace of man's pomp or pride ; no silks Rustl'd, no jewels shone, nor envious eyes SAMUEL HIDDEN. 87 Encounter'd : no fantastic carvings show'd The boast of our vain race to change the form Of God's fair works." As he looked around the room crowded with Hstening spectators, he saw the women dressed in long waisted gowns with strait sleeves and checkered aprons, all of domes- tic manufacture, and the men clothed with materials of the same character ; the shape of whose garments it would be impossible to describe ; but they were such as to give them a grotesque appearance. Capt. Geo. Dodge and lady were, however, exceptions ; he having breeches and long stockings and other garments of more costly material ; and she having what was called a " white Hol- land" apron. Notwithstanding the contrast between these men and those with whom he had resided, he felt at home ; that here was a field for usefulness, and men were perish- ing for want of the gospel of Christ. He felt strengthened and blessed. " Never," said he, " did I feel happier than on that 88 MEMOIR OF d£ty." He continued to preach with signal success in private houses, or barns, until March 13, 1792, when in the annual Town Meeting, it was proposed to settle him as the Minister of the town. The following is a copy of the transaction of the town in relation to this subject. " Voted, That it is the unanimous de- sire of the Inhabitants of Tamworth to set- tle Mr, Samuel Hidden in the Ministry in this Town, provided it can be done upon such terms as they think themselves able to comply with. Voted, That a committee be chosen con- sisting of fifteen persons to inform Mr. Hid- den of the minds of the Town, and to know of him if he will settle with us if rea- sonable proposals be made and to invite him, (in case he should give encouragement,) to preach with us a certain time, and in the mean time to draw up some proposals to make to said Hidden and report to the Town when met.'* SA»nJEL HIDDEN. 89 Said Committee met and agreed that the following proposals be laid before the Town. 1st. " To build a house for Mr. Samuel Hidden one story high of 28 and 38, or 30 and 40 feet as said Hidden shall think best, and to clapboard, glaze, shingle, build a stack of chimnies with four smokes, dig a cellar under one end of said house, and fin- isl] one half of said house in two years from December, 1791. 2d. That thirty three pounds lawful money be the sum offered to Mr Hidden for his yearly support — three pounds of the same to be paid in cash- — fifteen pounds in good merchantable beef at eighteen shillings per hundred, and fifteen pounds lawful money in merchantable corn at three shill- ings, rye at four, and wheat five shillings the bushel ; the above sums in produce, cash and beef, to be paid 3'early for three years : these expired, then said Hidden's salary is to be raised yearly as the Town may increase 90 MEMOIR OF according to polls and estates that may be liable to be taxed for the support of said Hidden as the present Inhabitants are now taxed including what polls and estates may- be added in the aforesaid three years till it amounts to fifty pounds ; three pounds of ihe fifty to be paid in cash ; twenty three pounds ten shillings in good merchantable beef and the remaining twenty three pounds ten shillings to be paid in good merchanta- ble Indian corn, rye and wheat. 3d. That when the above tax amounts to fifty pounds that then said Hidden 's sala- ry to stand fixed and to be paid in cash, produce and beef at the prices as mention- ed above, yearly." The above is signed by David Gilman for the Committee. " April 2, 1792. In annual Town Meet- ing on adjournment, Voted, Unanimously to accept the report of their Committee respecting settling Mr. Samuel Hidden." SAMUEL HIDDEN. 91 At a previous meeting they had voted to " raise money to pay Mr. Samuel Hidden for what he had preached and that the above named Committee, (if Mr. Hidden should accept,) should make provisions for his Or- dination" and " carry the whole matter through." And in a subsequent Town Meeting, May 7, 1792, it was voted to give " up all the right that they have unto the Right of Land granted in the Charter of Tamworth to the first settled Minister in said Town, unto Mr. Samuel Hidden to be his own property as soon as he is ordained here." At the same meeting it was also " voted that Mr. Hidden's salary shall be continued no longer than he is the Minister of this Town." Previous to the town's call to Mr. Hid- den it had been made a subject of devout prayer to God for counsel. This call was not given under some spasmodic influence but from the sincere and deliberate convic- tion that God had so ordered things as to 92 MEMOIR OF make it evident that Mr. Hidden should be their spiritual guide. They longed for one in whom they could confide and from whom they might derive instruction and conso- lation. They conceived him adapted to their circumstances. He also felt the solemnity of the anticipated relation and commended the subject to God at the throne of grace. Many and weighty were the in- ducements to decline the call. But the feelino- that God designed him to labor in this field pervaded his bosom. He was of- ten heard to say, his dream-, (though the in- credulous may smile at it,) had more influ- ence in gaining his assent than all else. Consequently May 8, 1792, he made known his acceptance of the town's call in the fol- lowing communication. " To the inhabitants of Tamworth : You have thought it expedient, after ma- ture considerations and earnest prayer to God, as I trust, to give me an invitation to settle with you in the gospel ministry ; and SAMUEL HIDDEN. 93 .have voted certain things for my encourage- ment and support in that important office. I am conscious of inability rightly to con- duct in so important a station. But that God, by whose remarkable Providence I am what I am, I have no reason to distrust ; on his mercy I wish to rely for strength to discharge what he in his Providence may call me to perform. After serious consider- ation and earnest prayer to Almighty God for direction, I have thought fit and do here- by accept of your proposals, if there is a church peaceably formed. As I live at con- siderable distance from my friends, I would reserve four Sabbaths in a year to visit them, if I please. Also if I am taken sick while laboring among you, you must still grant me my support until I am again able to dis- charge the duties of my office. You are sensible, my friends, the duties of a minister are great and important ; therefore I hope you will be ever ready to assist me, by punctuality in payment, advice in difficult 94 MEMOIR OF cases, and by your constant attendance on God's preached word and ordinances, and your constant, fervent prayer, that I may be faithful to God, to myself, to your souls and those of your children ; that we may all appear at God's right hand, in the day when he maketh up his jewels. Samuel Hidden. May the 8th, 1792." These conditions were agreed upon and the twelfth of September next was appoint- ed for his Ordination. Mr. Hidden contin- ued to preach, twining the affections of the people about him still closer. Never did a people love more their spiritual guide ; nev- er place more implicit confidence in any mortal. They would have plucked out their eyes for him. Said an aged, venerable man to the memorialist, " We would all have surrendered our lives for him. We loved him next to Jesus Christ. I verily believe he could have made no demand which we should not have cheerfully grants SAMUEL HIDDEN. 95 ed." Thus the people sustained him by their prayers and affections. They were impatient for the time when they might call him their pastor. They were feasted with his preaching and delighted with his conver- sation. His word was their law from which none appealed. 96 MEMOIR OF CHAPTER V. *The day of Ms ordination — Great Rock- — The Council — Church formed — Contro- versy — Proceed to the ordination — Ex- tracts from letters — First Church meet- ing — The Sacrament — His marriage — Intercourse ivith his people — Meeting house — Prayer meeting — Revival, The ordination of Mr. Hidden took place September 12th, 1792. This was one of those rich, mellow days of September when nature seems in a thoughtful, but happy mood ; when the feelings of man corres- pond with the aspect of nature. The foliage was slightly tinged with autumnal hues. The sun on that eventful day rose with unusual splendor ; his rays gilded the tops of the surrounding mountains and darted SAMUEL HIDDEN. 97* through the ahiiost impenetrable forest, awakening joy in many a heart. For this was a gala-day to the inhabitants of Tam- worth. All was life and animation. The grove resounded with the voice of gladness. The wilderness and the solitary place were glad and the desert began to blossom as the rose. Early in the morning of that day might be seen some farmer from Fryeburgh with his wife and one or two children on his faithful steed, winding their way along some foot path guided by spotted trees and other indications, towards the centre of the town ; young lads in all the buoyancy of youth ; elderly men whose heads had been whitened by the frosts of many winters ; mothers with their smiling daughters dressed in their best attire of domestic manufacture. Many walked ten and even fifteen miles from Conway, Eaton, Ossipee, Sandwich and. Moultonborough to witness the novel, but. solemn scene of an Ordination. Near the place where the Meeting House now stands. 7 98 MEMOIR OF is a large rock about thirty feet square and fifteen feet high. The surface is almost level. On this it was resolved that Mr. Hidden should be ordained, since there was no Meeting House ; nor any building suf- ficiently large to convene the crowds that as- sembled. In fact, there was but one house within any considerable distance from the place. It was a dense forest on every hand with only here and there an opening. Around this rock the multitude assembled, eager to witness the ceremony. But a dif- ficulty arose which occasioned much delay. A Council had been invited, consisting of Rev. Mr. Smith of Gilmanton, Shaw of Moultonborough, Williams of Meredith, Porter of Conway, Piper of Wakefield and Coe of Durham. Up to this day no church had been formed. There were several pi- ous individuals in the town of different re- ligious persuasions — Congregationalists, Cal- vinistic Baptists and Free-Will Baptists. And the only difficulty in the formation of a SAMUEL HIDDEN. 99^ church consisted in the rite of Baptism. They were all united in other points. But Mr. Hidden drew up the following article of Covenant in addition to others which met the cordial approbation of all. " 4th. But willing to exercise all due candor and benevolence in condescension to each other's infirmities, we now unanimous- ly agree that if any of our members think it their duty to present their children to God in the ordinance of Baptism, or think it not their duty to present I heir children in this ordinance, neither of them shall be consid- ered as offenders for acting agreeably to the dictates of their own consciences in this respect, and that Baptism by Immersion, by Sprinkling, Affusion, or Washing, shall be no bar to our Christian communion and fel- lowship ; we also agree and covenant that children who are devoted to God and his people in this holy ordinance, shall be con- sidered as under the parental care and sub- 100 MEMOIR OF ject to the discipline and government of the Church." Nineteen this day subscribed to the arti- cles of Faith and Covenant ; others had not removed their connection with other church- es but stood pledged so to do. Thus the church was formed, consisting of thirteen males and six females. But the Council re- fused to ordain Mr. Hidden in consequence of this article of Covenant in relation to Baptism. They were strenuously opposed to it and insisted upon its being given up ; but the church and people as strenuously re- fused. The Council first met at Capt. Dodge's house but this beino- wanted for other purposes and too small to accommo- date them and others who came to consult with them, they adjourned to Capt. Dodge's orchard. Long were the debates ; — the whole town were there determined that Mr. Hidden should be ordained. Mr. Coe how- ever was in favor of proceeding to the ordi- nation and exerted all his influence to pre- SAMUEL HIDDEN. 101 vail on the rest of the Council. At length Mrs. William Eastman, (who when she first saw Mr. Hidden, said she had as lief see the Devil,) came into the Council and de- clared with great energy and decision " Mr. Hidden shall be ordained this day." At a late hour in the day it was announced to the people that the Council had consented to proceed to the ordination. The joy at this announcement was unbounded. Said an eye witness, '' The air was filled with joyful acclamations. The people kneeled on the ground and gave thanks to God. Tears of gladness flowed copiously and the • hour was one of unalloyed happiness. I have never witnessed such a scene since and never expect to another until I get to heaven." " The groves were God's first temples. Ere man learned To hew the shaft, and lay the architrave, And spread the roof above them, — ere he framed The lofty vault, to gather and roll back 102 MEMOIR OF The sounds of anthems, — in the darkling wood, Amidst the cool and silence, he knelt down And offered to the Mightiest solemn thanks And supplication." The Council with Mr. Hidden ascended the rock where a table and seats were pre- pared while the eager multitude stood in si- lence around to witness the novel ceremony. The services were brief, the day being so far spent. Mr. Porter offered the first prayer, Mr. Smith preached the sermon, Mr. Shaw gave the Charge, Mr. Coe the Right hand of Fellowship and Mr. Williams made the concluding prayer.''^ The following letter, found between the leaves of an old sermon and in which no name is found, it being much mutilated, will serve to throw some light upon this occasion, and cannot fail to be interesting. It bears * It is little remarkable that that part of the rock on which Mr. Williams stood fell off, since the found- ation on which he built his hopes for heaven soon after proved like the rock, insecure. SAMUEL HIDDEN. 103 date, " Durham, Sept. 27, 1792." After stating some circumstances relative to the ordination the letter proceeds ; — " Now, Sir, I will tell you about the ordi- nation : and yet I know not where to begin or what to say ; it defies description. Af- ter much wrangling between the Council and the people, Mr. Hidden was ordained on a large rock on which fifty men might stand. His foundation must be secure, and solid ; for this rock will stand till Gabriel shall divide it with the power of God. Early in the morning the people assembled around this rock, men, women, boys and girls together with dogs and other domestic animals. It is an entire forest about this place The scenery is wild. On the north is a high hill and north of this is the moun- tain called Chocorua which touches heaven. On the south and in all directions are moun- tains, steep and rugged. I had expected to have heard jthe howling of the wolf and the screeching of the owl : but instead ot 104 MEMOIR OP these were heard the melting notes of the Robin and the chirping of the Sparrow and other birds that made the forest seem like Paradise. The men looked happy, rugged, and fearless ; their trowsers came down to about half way between the knee and ankle ; their coats were mostly short and of name- less shapes. Many wore slouched hats, and hundreds were shoeless. The women look- ed ruddy and as though they loved their husbands ; their clothing was all of domes- tic manufacture — Every woman had on a checkered linen apron and carried a clean linen handkerchief. Their bonnets ! Well, I cannot describe them ; I leave them to your imagination. But think of the grand- eur of the scene. A great rock the pulpit, the whole town the floor of the house and the canopy of heaven the roof, and the tall, sturdy trees the walls ! Who could help being devotional ? This is the place nature has formed for pure worship. Long shall this rock stand like the rock on which our SAMUEL HIDDEN. 106 fathers landed. Long may these woods re- sound with the praises of Jehovah. Long may this Church make the wilderness and the solitary place glad and the desert blos- som as the rose." — ^" Father, thy hand Hath reared these renefable columns ; thou Didst \v«ave this verdant roof. Thou didst look down Upon the naked earth, and forthwith, rose All these fair ranks of trees. They in thy sun Budded and shook their green leaves in thy breeze, And shot towards heaven. They stand tall and dark, Fit shrine for humble worshipper to hold Communion with his Maker." Mr. Hidden, thus constituted the spiritu- al guide of his little flock and the teacher of the whole town felt deeply the responsi- bilities that rested upon him ; but he sunk not under them. He viewed the Christian warfare a delightful one. He longed to be the means under God of saving souls and looked forward to a life of usefulness. In a letter to a friend immediately after his ordi- nation he describes his feelings thus : 106 MEMOIR OF " I was last week ordained as pastor of this infant church and Minister of the town. You cannot imagine how small I feel. Had not Jesus promised to be with his servants to the end of time I should sink under the weight of responsibilities which press upon me. But thanks to God, through Jesus Christ helping me, I can do all things. When I think of him I stand firm as a rock. All the gates of hell cannot prevail against me. Oh, what consolation in Christ ! I never felt the blessedness of the gospel so much as while preaching it to others. Here are souls destined for eternity. They must be saved by the preaching of the gospel or go down to hell ! I preached last Sabbath to an attentive assembly. They were eager to catch every word. 1 felt that God strengthened me to proclaim his word. I know that the Spirit of Christ is here and believe that he is about to visit this people in mercy. May showers of grace descend. How happy I should be if all these immortal SA»nJEL HIDDEN. 107 souls could speedily be brought into the fold of Christ. I am more and more pleased with my people. They are kind hearted and ready to do every thing for my comfort. The Lord will reward them. I will pray for them with my latest breath. Do you pray for me that I may prove a blessing to this people." This letter shows a heart deeply humbled but overflowing with love to souls. He had felt the power of truth upon his own soul and ardently desired that others might share in the same blessedness. Said a man who accidentally found him praying in the forest to God for his people, " I stood for a mo- ment and gazed on his countenance ; he was upon his knees with his face turned upwards and his hands raised. The tears rolled in torrents down his face ; his soul seemed to sit upon his countenance. He was praying for his little church. He prayed with such fervency that my soul melted within me and I fell prostrate upon the ground and ejacu- 108 MEMOIR OF lated a prayer to God. He continued pray- ing a long time with thesajne fervor. That was a dehghtful prayer meeting. I never got so near to God before ! Mr. Hidden rose and I did the same. ^ Well,' said he, ' this is a good place for a prayer meeting ; let us pray longer f and we prayed there a whole hour. I have often wished to meet him so again." He now began to take rfieasures for the building up of his church and improvement of the people. On the 20th of September, 1792, the first church meeting was held at the house of Mr. William Eastman. At which meeting George Dodge was unani- mously chosen Clerk, and William Eastman and Oliver Fowler Deacons. The church being thus organized, it was voted, '' That the Sacrament of the Lord's Supper be ad- ministered on the first Sabbath in Novem- ber." The communion season was antici- pated with great delight. The little church now (Nov. 4,) numbered nineteen, thirteen SAMUEL HIDDEN. 109 males and six females. The long desired season arrived. This was the first time many of the congregation had witnessed the celebration of the Lord's Supper. A deep solemnity pervaded the audience. To the church it was a Pentecostal season. Pre- vious to passing the bread Mr. Hidden re- minded them of the love of Christ, his death and atonement. He reminded them of his last supper and his sufferings in the garden. Said he, " I come to break bread to you here in the wilderness. The manna is ready. Eat ye all of it." This season cannot be better described than in the words of one who was present. " This season," said he, " was awfully solemn. There was not a man, women, or child who was not af- fected to tears. This was the first time such a season had been enjoyed in the town, and we were so thankful that we had now the stated means of grace, a church and a pas- tor, dearer to every heart than life itself, we could express our gratitude only by deep 110 MEMOIR OF sobbings of the heart. The fountains of our souls were broken up. We felt that Christ was present with us. We blessed him and covenanted to be his forever. This was a foretaste of heavenly communion ; it was the house of God and the very gate of heaven." The following lines of Mr. Hidden are fraught with great interest. " I have to-day, for the first time, admin- istered the Lord's Supper to my little flock. The act was new to me. As I looked round on those who partook of the elements of Christ's body and blood, I thought how happy we shall be in heaven when we sit around Christ's table and he at the head. Then these bodies will be changed. They will be like Christ's glorious body. Our un- holy passions will there be unknown. Not a wave of trouble will roll across our peace- ful breasts. No tear will bedew our cheek. Our hands will wave palms of victory. Our voices will proclaim Christ the Re- SAMUEL HIDDEN. Ill deemer of our souls. We shall then be clothed in garments washed in Jesus blood. We shall tune our harps of gold. Here our houses are of clay. We are clothed with rags, and for these we must labor hard, but there the richest crowns and garments of pure white are laid up for us. Here we com- mune with Christ, as it were, at a great dis- tance, but there we shall lean upon his bo- som, look full into his face which shines with a brightness that outdazzles the sun. We shall there drink of the stream that flows fast by the throne of God. The sun will not scorch, nor the winter blast us. Full fruition will be ours. More will be offered us than we can contain. There will be a surplus of every joy. Oh blest scenes of pure delight ! What a contrast with those of to-day ! We have had a bles- sed season here, but there more blessed. I long for that home where death will be swal- lowed up in victory. I have attempted to sing to-day, but in heaven how will ray 11*2 MEMOIR OF voice echo ! O ravishing thought ! I seem almost to be there ! The voices of angels sound sweetly upon my ear! I catch the note, I begin the song, glory to God and the Lamb, that has bought us with his blood ! Halleluiah ! Halleluiah ) Let the echo fly. How am I rapt in contempla- tion ! But, oh ! I am still here, prisoner of earth, vile, and sinful. But, dear Jesus, I will labor for thee and love thee though I be sent to hell as I deserve. I delight in thy service. I love thy word. It is my meditation day and night; sweeter to my taste than honey or the honey comb. Ena- ble me so to teach it to others as that they also may love it and find by happy experi- ence that in keeping thy commandments, there is great reward. Make me a faithful Shepherd to this little flock, that I may be able to lead them in green pastures and by still waters and feed them with knowledge and understanding, that they may be trained up a peculiar people, zealousof good works. SAMUEL HIDDEN. 113 May all who have communed at thy table to-day eat bread at thy right hand. Oh keep them, blessed God. Save them to the end. Let them, while they sojourn here^ hold constant intercourse with heaven.'^ Mr. Hidden was married Nov. 29, 1792, to Miss Betsy Price, daughter of Mr. Wil* Ham Price of Gilmanton. The town, as stipulated, had erected him a house and fin- ished a part of it. They welcomed his bride, with great cordiality. The intercourse between his family and the inhabitants was of a character adapted to improvement. It was open, free, confiding. There was no restraint. His house was open for the reception of his parishoners at all hours of the day. This gave him an opportunity to know his people and their wants. On this account he was always fortunate in the se* lection of subjects for his sermons. Never 8 114 MEMOIR OF was man more skilful in adapting his ser- mons to the occasion and circumstance. This was owing to great familiarity with men and things. From his earliest youth he had accurately studied human nature. He saw through men. He could construe them, analyze them. This made him supe- rior to others. His people felt it, and sought his counsel on all occasions. His opinion was law in matters spiritual and tempo- ral. Up to this time, he had preached in Capt. Dodge's bam, or in some dwelling house as the Selectmen had provided. But now he held his meetings in his own house, having a room fitted up for that purpose. During the week he lectured as often as three times in different parts of the town. In Oc- tober, they had voted to build a house forty four feet long, thirty-seven and half wide and one story high ; and a plan of the pews having been drawn they were sold at auction, for between three and six dollars SAMUEL HIDDEN. 115 per pew. But in March, 1793, nothing farther having been done, the town voted to build the house two stories high instead of one, and refused to sell the pews by a new auction, and voted to raise the money to de- fray the expenses of the house, (in addition to that raised by the sale of pews and fifty dol- lars granted by the proprietors) by a direct tax on every man in the town. Many complained of this as oppressive, since some lived at so great distance as rendered it impracticable to worship in the contempla- ted house. Such an act at the present day would not be tolerated. But considering that the town built the house and that almost all would meet in it for worship there is less room for censure. It is lamentable to find on record such an act as the following ; " voted to procure one Barrel of Rum for framing and raising tlie Meeting House." But we must not try them by the same standard by which we judge men of the present day. Future gen- 116 MEMOIR OF erations will condemn in us many acts which we esteem virtuous. They acted in accord- ance with the light they enjoyed. Let us do the same and guard against the errors they committed. Let their errors perish with them. Much debate arose about the location of the building. Some were for one place and others for a different. Several meetings were successively held. March 25, 1793, it was voted to erect the house on the spot where it now stands. The frame was raised in August following, when a dinner was dressed for the occasion at the expense of the town. The exterior of the house was completed during the autumn, the interior beinor deferred until the ensuing summer. As soon as the frame was boarded and shingled, a temporary Pulpit was erected and seats prepared, and in it they held their meetings during the winter and following spring. At the close of 1792, the church consis- SAMUEL HIDDEN. 117 ted of twenty nine members. But in the winter of 1793, and 1794, the church was visited with a refreshing shower of divine grace. The 6rst intimation of the special presence of the Spirit was observed in a prayer meeting held at Dea. Eastman's house. A member of the church was called upon to pray. He rose and prayed with unusual fervor for a revival of religion. When he sat down Mr. Hidden, bursting into tears, exclaimed, " There, brother, the revival you wanted has come ! Don't you see how Christ fulfills his promises ? Evea while you were praying he answered !" A deep solemnity pervaded the meeting. They confessed their faults one to another and covenanted to begin anew the Christiaa life. They left the house of prayer with hearts warmed by the Spirit of Christ, say- ing, " Did not our hearts burn within us ?" Mr. Hidden spent the whole night in wrest- ling with the God of Jacob. He prevailed. Early the next morning he called at the 118 MEMOIR OF house of Dea. Eastman and found him asleep. " What," said he, " can you not pray one night ? Come, Deacon, get up, and let us have a prayer meetmg this morn- ing. Why, don't you see that Christ is com- ing to make us a visit ? Let us prepare for him." This was Friday morning. The influence of the last evening's meeting began to be felt in every direction. One heart warmed another until the whole Church was revived. Prayer meetings were held in different parts of the town and wherever two or three met, there was a prayer meet- ing. The people came from all parts of the town through the woods in deep snows, on sleds drawn by oxen every Sabbath ; this being the more common mode of convey- ance. The snow was often so deep th