•^"x w \ ^Ki^ GOLDEN MOMENTS, AND fsaCtMENts of the year. BY iMISS M. A. DANIEL, AUTHOn OF TIIK " DKW OF IlERMON, Soino (ioldrn MouK'Ut.s tlcw aloug. I canglit them by the wing ; .My Muse, who has an ear for soiig, is teaching them to sing. •tJathrr lip llio IVagnieuts that I'emain that nothing be lost.'' BATH: OR THE . 1864. ■ 'C0PYR!(3HT PRINTED FOR THE AUTHOK. ^9^^ '^' ^^- 2>, 11 3*^ Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1864, BY MARTHA A. DANIEL, In the Clerk's Office of the U. S. District Court of Maine. Amid wars and rumors of warn IN THE OUTER WOELD, How pleasant to retire within to spend a few AROUND THE HEARTH-STONE OF THE HEART, WHERE WE MAY GATHER " FRAGMENTS TO RAISE A MONUMENT Sacred to the memory of departed loved ones. TO THE WIVES AND SISTERS, MOTHERS AND DAUGHTERS Of those who have left their dear ones behind To engage in the present national conflict This little volume, IS AFFECTIONATELY DEDICATED BY THE AUTHOR. OOLDEN MOMENTS, THE PAST, PRF.SENT AND FUTURE, IIow oft the past with changing hue, Obscures the present hour, And hopes again our souls renew And gives us strength and power. The future points us onward through To beauty's land of dreams, Where purple flowers are bathed in dew Beside the silvery streams. The present moment is forgot, The point on which we stand With all its charms we heed it not, But dwell in fairy land. The past we never can recall, ThQ future is unknown ; The present now is here for all, Be c|uick before 'tis flown- tiOLDEN MOMENTS, TO MY BR.OTHKR. Do you remember, Brother, The hill side and the wood. The little pond of water, The cot that near them stood ; Where, at the close of even, Around the fireside drew A Father, now in heaven. Whose fiice we no more view ? Do you remember, Brother, The voice we used to hear, The welconje voice of Mother That dried the childish tear V Alas ! how years are fadino; The locks upon her brow ; For time is e'er invading, And death is neaier now. Do you remember. Brother, The spring upon the green, Where first with childish wonder The clear blue sky was seen V And where we spent the hours, All through the summer time, To pick the tiny flowers, Ov up the hill to climb. GOLDEN MOMENTS. Do you remember, Brother, How tenderly we cluna; Together, with another Whose merry laughter rung ; The little stones we taught her To pick upon the ledge, And throw into the water Across the cedar hedge. Then chide me not, my Brother^ If yet to thee I cling, As when in youth no other Sat by the bubbling spring : Though we have long been parted, And years have rolled away Since we the journey started, It seems but yesterday- think then, my dear Brother, Although the world is cold, My heart is young as ever^ For love is never old. And should old age e'er whiten These flowing locks of mine, The cord will only tighten That binds my heart to thine. GOLDEN MOMENTS. LITTLE JAXE. LUtle Jane, the subject of this narratite, was one Ivho, by her amiable disposition, won the love and ad- miration of all who knew her. The stranger was not unfrequently seen, standing as if spell bound, gazing on those lovelj features beaming with intelligence. But more especially was she beloved and appre- ciated within the bosom of her own little circle. She always shared the kindness and attention of her elder sister, whose happy lot it was, in return, to receive her fond caress, and participate in all her innocent pleasures. And well do I remember that joyous laugh ringing merrily through the groves, or over the hill-side, as she bounded along in pursuit of some object which attracted her attention. Little Jane was not only happy herself, but she diffused a loving spirit through all the circle. Those were happy days : but they, like all other earthly joys, must have an end : and thus it was ; for soon, very soon, the parting came. And as the time of Annie's departure drew near, Jane was often heard to say, '*You will come back again, Annie, you will come back and see me." At last the hour arrived : the carriage stood ready at the door : little Jane anxiously watched while An- nie took the parting hand of those who had hitherto been the guardians of her youth : and then, spring- ing forward, she clasped her little arms about Annie, Unwilling to let her go. They took Jane with them GOLDEN MOMKNTS. and drove slowly away. After taking the parting kiss, she consented to be borne back by her father to the cottage. Days, weeks and months passed away with An- nie, still the image of little Jane was ever before her. Although she saw many who were called beau- tiful, none could take the place of little Jane in her affections. And often would she see her in her dreams, with that same sweet smile, and hear that same voice, saying, "You will come back again, An- nie." During her absence, her father was removed by the hand of death ; and although this sad intelligence arrived at a very late period, she resolved at once to return. And how tedious were those hours, as one village after another aiose before her and disappeared again in the distance. At length she arrived at the well-known cottage ; yet, how changed ! As she approached the dwelling, a sadness came over her mind, she hardly knew why. The door being unclosed, she entered ; a solemn si- lence reigned within the apartment ; and the first object that met her eyes was a child somewhat ema- ciated, which she concluded belonged in the village. She immediately inquired for her friends ; the child gazed upon her, but not a word escaped her lips. "Do you know me ?" said Annie, at the same time adding, "Is this Jane?" The child threw herself into Annie's arms. Annie could suppress her grief no longer. Was she deceived, or was this her once idolized sister ? Disease had laid its fatal hand upon that delicate 6 GOLDEN MOMENTS. frame, until those eyes once sparkling with joy had heeome dim, and that gladsome voice was now low and sad. In vain did Annie strive to discover one look by which she might recall those happy feat- ures ; for no trace of its former comeliness was visi- ble. This was more than she could well bear ; she turned away and wept. As the years rolled away, she often visited the scenes of her childhood, but not with that gay and joyous spirit as in former years; but with a sad and melancholy recollection of the past No more she met that affectionate glance, which had been the light of her youthful hours ; for now it was changed. It was a calm and beautiful day in February that she sat out on a tour to visit the country, and spend a short time with her early friends. She had not seen Jane for some time ; she, there- fore, made no delay in finding her way to a beautiful country residence, where she found Jane was stop- ping. On her arrival she rang at the door, when a young Miss of some sixteen summers unclosed the door and bade her enter. But no sooner had she spoken than they were in each other's embrace. happy meeting, when there she found her sister, and traced those features in all their former loveli- ness ; heard the same sweet voice, and felt the warm embrace, as in days when they sported together be- neath the shady grove. The goddess Hygeia Restored her to health ; Brought beauty and gladness More precious than wealth. GOLDEN MOMENTS. THE MOTHER'S DYING PRAYER. In yonder vale, where plenty Around the cottage smiled, A Mother, pale and mournfnl, Led forth her infant child. Wild flowers were blooming round him- The brooklet at his feet — And birds with gayer plumage Sang in their lone retreat. His faithful little "Carlo" Kan nimbly at his side, His favorite companion Since brother Charlie died. Two graves lie near the willow Just rising there in view ; His father there is buried, And brother Charlie too. Slowly, where they were resting, The mother's step drew near, To strew the fragrant flower. And shed affection's tear. - Her little child came trembling, With tears in his eye, Saying, "My dearest mother. Why does not Carlo cry ?" GOLDEN MOMKNTS. "My clear little Willie,"— badly the mother said, "Carlo most surely knows that Your brother dear is dead. For he has such a nature, That grief will oft control His instinct — but remember, He's made without a soul." "Well, Mother, I remember, He said, with glad surprise, My brother Charlie had one, I saw it in his eyes !" The mother could not answer, But silently withdrew ; Ard day by day so sadly Her cheek much paler grew : Until one day in Autumn, Beneath the willow shade. Beside her loved companion, Was that fond mother laid. To that endearing spot, whore The autumn leaves were strown, Would that beloved child go To pray and weep alone. GOLDEN JiOMENTS. One cold, damp night they missed him Long from his little bed ; They searched — at last they found where He lay beside the dead. They bore him to his chamber, And then, in grief and pain. He wept the long, lone hours, And pressed his fevered brain. At morn, a kind physician Was called for his relief; His pulse was quickly beating, His words were faint and brief. When questioned why he wandered Alone at midnight hour, iie said, 'I carried mother x\ pretty rosey flower.' O, if I had a brother To love me and be kind, Then would I ask, never^ Another soul to find. Are not these people soulless, Who never weep or pray V 'Tis so with little 'Carlo,' I heard my mother say." JO GOLDEN MOMENT?. The good man ceased to listen ; His overflowing heart Breaks forth in words of kindness. While tears of pity start. One moment, and the child with His arras around him thrown ; Exclaimed, I've found a soul, now I shall not be alone. He showed the child his mansion, And asked him if he'd go And be a little doctor ? He quickly answered, "No ; My mother prayed to heaven, Last time I heard her pray, That I might j^reach the Gospel On earth some future day." He took the orphan with him. And loved him as his own ; The boy now soon recovered , For he was not alone. A darling bright-eyed daughter With spirit pure and true, W^as now his sweet companion^ And all his sorrows knew. ^ I'm passing safely o'er ; T soon shall see my Savior, Upon the other shore : Then let no voice of mournino;; Be raised in grief around ; For now my soul is hearing A sweet and heavenly sound. And when my grave you visit, Think of that better land, That all the saints inherit, A happy, praising band ^ And think that soon, together Our voices will be raised ; Tn one eternal chorus, Our Savior sliall be praiseti UOLDEX MOMENTS. A CHRISTMAS SCEXE. We are not going to entertain our readers with any of the miraculous feats of Santa Claus, nor enter into a minute delineation of manners and customs, which are of too great antiquity ?nd too frequently observed in modern times to need description ; but we will in- troduce our friends without much ceremony, to one of our public institutions. After passing up a long flight of stone steps and throuo;h the street door, then up another flight some- what shorter, you will find yourself in the rotunda, containing a large globe covered with raised maps of all parts of the earth ; on your left is the receiving room. The first object that meets your view is a a rich painting of an English hunting party, with other ornaments. Here you will await until an at- tendant appears to conduct you through the several apartments. As you pass along, you hear the inno- cent prattle and merry laughter of childhood. Yon turn in that direction, and down comes a score of little boys over one, two, three flights of stairs, with such rapidity that you can scarcely see their feet. You think you hear the sound of music, and soon you are ushered into the spacious drawing-room on your right. On entering, you are greeted with the sweet notes of a piano, in front of which is seated a little girl of some eight or ten summers, f^.he is ex- ceedingly fair and of exquisite mould. But some- thing in front of her delicate features attracts your attention. It is made of green material and so formed as to shade both eyes from the light. 14 tiOLDEN MOMENTS. No doubt jou will perceive this dear girl is blind. Wbat, blind V Yes, blind ! and this institution is no other than an asylum for tliose who are born blind, or who have become so by accident or otherwise. Here they are taught in all the useful branches of science and art. My first visit to this institution chancfed to be near Christmas time. The evening previous, the storm was raging without, and all was darv and dreary. As the bell struck the hour of nine, numerous little feet went pat, pat, pat, up the stairs and through the long hall, 'till all were quiet again in their snug little beds. In about an hour after, I saw suspended from one post of each bedstead, a stocking all prepared to receive their Christmas presents as usual. I took great care not to awaken them from their peaceful slumbers, and soon quietly retired to the adjoining room allotted me for the night. I could not tell how long I had slept, when I was suddenly aroused by a cracking and snapping near my room. I raised my head and listenecl awhile. I soon found it came from the little bed in the corner ; presently I heard a soft whisper, then a little louder, and yet louder, until I heard tne name of Julia dis- tinctly pronounced ; but no answer came. In the meantime, I heard the same cracking and snapping as before : still the name was called at intervals, un- til I heard a half-awake answer from the occupant in the next bed. This was enough to give encourage- ment to the former, who continued : "Have you looked in your stocking?" The mystery was now explained. The former liad taken the contents from GOLDEN MOMKN'i'ri. 15 her stocking, which proved to be candy, nuts, &c., and had been quietly cracking and eating them at leisure ; but she did not feel content to enjoy her re- past alone. She had therefore been calling her friend Julia, that she might have her company and enjoy their gifts together. Julia, however, did not feel disposed at first to mind the frequent calls of her friend, and said she should not look inher's till morn- ing ; but the cracking of nuts was too groat an in- ducement, and she soon commenced looking, as her friend called it, in her own stocking. By this time, a half a dozen more were up, each in turn examining the presents they found in their stockings. Not long before all were up engaged in the same diligent ex- amination. Then began the description of the dif- ferent articles there found. One said she had a blue sugar tub ; another a red kitten ; the third thought her candy might be green. And thus these little blind girls were having as merry a Christmas as you do who have eyes to see. By and by, one of them thought perhaps they were making too much noise, and commenced cau- tioning the rest, saying, she thought Miss Low slept in the next room. "'Why," said one, "what makes you think so ? "Because I heard her come up, last night," was the reply. Upon hearing this, some of the young- er ones began calling, "Miss Low ! Miss Low I ' But fearing that a knowledge of my presence might be a restraint and thus diminish their happiness, I re- mained quiet. And then an almost breathless si- lence ensued. • At last, one said, "I cannot hear her breathe." "Perhaps she is dead," said another. But 16 VJOLDEN MOMENTS. the most of them said they did not think she was there, and so they went on with their play as before. Their feet were becoming cold, and they concluded to hop into their beds. After all was still, I acei* dentally coughed, when they suddenly started up with surprise. "VVhy did you not speak,'' said one little girl, when I called you V ''0," said I, "you were hav- ing such a good time, I thought I would not interfere. I like to see children enjoy themselves and be happy together." They were then very eager to tell me what they had for a present, and what the rest had. And thus the time passed on until the rising bell was heard, sounding out on the morning air. It was yet quite dark, but this mattered not, as the night and day are both alike to them. They arose at five in the morning, took a good bath ; then, after dressing, repaired to the chapel, where they all joined in singing, accompanied by the rich notes of an organ, skillfully played by one of their own number. Then followed the Lord's Pray- er ; after which they all prepared for breakfast. Here, happy, smiling faces were seen, patiently waiting to be helped, while "I wish you a merry Christmas" was heard from all parts of the room Usually, the forenoon is spent in study, and the afternoon in labor. In the evening, they gather in different rooms, to listen to some one or more of their teachers while they read from books calculated both to interest and instruct their minds. Then think, my young friends, if these blind lit* tie girls and boys are so happy, how much greater reason you have to be happy ; for you can see th<» UGLDEX MOMENTS. 17 little violets that peep up in the Spring, beside the babbling stream, or along the foot-path, and can be- hold the beautiful rose, that blooms in mid-summer air, and many other pleasant sights which they never can see. L^arn, then, to be thankful to Grod for all your powers, and devote them early to his service, and you will not only be happy, but useful. THE HAPPIEST DAY, When fancy, with her fairy wing. Swift o'er the past our spirits bear; From memory's store, fresh flowers to bring, And gems with diamonds glistening there : We sit again beneath some shade, Beside a stream at eyen-tide ; A blooming wreath our hands have made. Lies withering near the fountain side. V\[eWe thrown the pebble, chased the bee. And sported near the cooling brink ; 'Till, tired with youthful sports and glee. Upon a flowery bed we sink : Theii bounding o'er the hills again, Hastening to meet a mother dear. Who, through the long, long time, has lean Anxious again oar steps to hear. 4 1 8 OOLPEN MOMENT??. Then sisters' voices, how sweet I And brothers, hand in hand, draw near^ They come again with smiles to greet. With kisses and caresses dear. A father's hand, we now embrace, His watchful eye soon meets our own ; A smile plays o'er his furrowed face, When we our little wants make known. We tell him all our pleasures o'er, And sorrows, (for we have them too ;) For near our humble cottage door. We'd plucked a rose so fair to view, But 'neath its fragrant leaves, a thorn Was hid, that pierced ere we could gain Our llowerett in the early morn, And through the day we d felt the pain. Thus through life, where pleasures dwell, Pain mingles with all earthly joy ; In vain, doth memory strive to tell One single day without alloy. But where the Savior deigns to dwell, There peace and love forever reign ; could I half these pleasures tell, Whil^ life ?inc} health to nw remain ■ nOLDEN MOMENTS. 19 Oue fair Autumnal morn arose, Where freedom spreads her eagle wing, When all refreshed with sweet repose, Began their Maker's praise to sing ; A boat lay anchored near the shore, And many hurrying to and fro, For in a few short hours more, Gliding o'er the waves we go. Soon the appointed hour drew rear — We went on board that blessed boat ; How fair the banks we leave appear. As onward o'er the waves we float. I took my seat alone, awhile, Where I might watch the dashing spray. And thus the sunny hours beguile. From morning till the close of day. Then songs of praise to God arose From many a peaceful, prayerful heart, That feared not all their inward foes ; But, in those songs, I had no part. We reached the spot ere Sol's last rays Had faded from the western sky ; bay, are not those our happiest days, When swift the gilded moments fly "i 20 GOLDEN MOMENTS. But vain to seek our pleasures here, While sins within the heart remain ; Oh, dark must be that heart, and drear, Where sin, in triumph, yet doth reign ! I long had sought true joys below. Till darkness spread o'er all my sky, But now I turn my eyes, and lo ! A star was beaming from on high. A rapturous awe now filled my heart, And love, triumphant, reie;;ned within ; How sweet with every thing to part. With every folly, every sin ! And when the golden wings of morn Spread over all the eastern hills, No clouds again appear, they're gone, The sky is clear, the waves are still . And when the question, Lovest thou rae V Was asked, as if an angel spoke, Yea, Lord, thou knowest that I love thee, I answered, and the silence broke. How calm those hours then passed away, For wisdom's ways are ways of peace ; I count this, then, the happiest day, .A day of joy, a day of grace, viOLDEJi MOMENtS. ^f MY LOST BIBLE. Thou friend and companion through years that are passed, O, hast thou departed and left me at last? Hast left me to sigh for thy pages of truth, Those pages that guided the steps of my youth? How oft will thy memory bring pleasure and pain, Bring pleasure that thou hast not taught me in vain ; Bring pain at thy leaving without a good-bye, Thus breaking asunder the tenderest tie. Now, bearing the impress of many a year, And bathed in the drops of the penitent's tear. How soiled are thy pages, and torn are thy leaves. Yet, for my lost teasure, my heart ever grieves. O, long be the years thy instructions may last, And bright be thy future, as bright as the past, For strangers may grasp thee, whose lips are profane^ With hands that have counted their ill-gotten gain. But whoe'er shall read thee with fervent desire. Do thou, with the spirit of truth, them inspire, Until they shall love thee as fondly as I, And oft for thy presence in solitude sigh ; But if of thy place or thy station I learn, O welcome, thrice welcome shall be thy return ; I'll press thee forever with love to my heart. And never again, until death, shall we part,. |2 GOLDEN MOMErfTfe- THE »*FAR WE«T.'>' The far west ! The far west I With prairies surrounding — The grove and the forest With echo resounding — While buffaloes wildly O'er the prairies are bounding— 1 sigh for the landscapes of far western shores. The far west I The far west I Where cottagers, lonely, Awake after long rest, Accompanied solely By faithful dog "Fido ;" Such views present only An ideal picture of far western shores. The far west ! The far west I Where high on the mountain, The eagle leaves her nest, And bathes in the fountain ; Or where'er the Indian Roams o'er the domain Allotted to him on far western shores. '^^OLDEN- MOMENTS. 2t Tlie far west ! The far west ! Whore broad Mississippi Now bears on her dark breast. All bound for some city, Those ships fully laden ; With union and liberty, Gliding on swiftly to far distant shores.. The far west ! The far west ! Where thousands are going, A land that with gold dust, Like water o'erflowing, All leaving their loved ones, Without ever knowing 7^hey e'er shall return from that far distant land. But when w^ill tlie far west, Its idols denouncing, And priests who, in robes dressed, Pretentions renouncing. Like servants of Jesus, Glad tidings pronouncing, EnlighteH the darkness of far western shores. For lo, in the far west. Now many are pining For treasures the richest In Christ ever shining ; 24 «H)LDEN MOMENTS- But, 0, may our labor, With prayer entwining, Soon reaeh their sad hearts on the tar western shore*. Even now, o^er the far west. An angel is winging His way through the darkness. Salvation he's bringing : And, soon will tliey, joyfully. With hosannas singings llesound their glad sonsjs on the far western shore. TO A FRIEND. How oft we look with wondtyr On each familiar face, As, silently, we ponder And in its beauty trace The image of its Maker — - Immortal and divine. The Giver of the spirit Foreverroore to shine. For, lo, beneath the mantle That robes the immortal part. How many deep affections May hide within the heart. UOl.DKX MOMKNTS. AVo look upon tlio feutiiros. And say that tlioy are fair ;■ The heart alone is sacred, We may not enter there. But Death, the missioned angel^ Shall cast the vesture by ; The spirit then returneth To God, who reigns on high ; Then, face to face with Jesus, Around the gracious throne, We'll sit before our Father, And know as we are known. ELLEN DOYLE, OR THE MOONLIGHT SIDE. There is a flower, when trampled on, Doth still more richly bloom, And even to its bitterest foe Gives forth its sweet perfume. And so truth's crushed and trampled flower,. By injury stronger grown, Shall win its very foes to love, And make the world its own. After a long but pleasant passage from Liverpool,, we arrived on the coast of Prince Edward's Island, near the middle of December, 18-. On the follow- ing morning, we made preparations to proceed on our 26 OOLDEN BIOMENTS. journey to Charlotte Town. Soon, however, we were overtaken by a severe storm. It was with much difficulty that my father succeed- ed in obtaining accommodations for us, as the inhabit- ants were quite poor, and somewhat scattered in this section of the country. At length, he found a fam- ily, consisting of a man, his wife and one daughter, who entertained us very kindly, offering the best their scanty means could afford. I was quite young, then, and my mind was all .awake contrasting this with my highland home, where my heart still lingers with sunny memories of my early days. John Doyle was an English Protestant ; but, hav- ing married a French Catholic, he was unable to maintain his religion without difficulty. He had, therefore, suffered himself to become neglectful in duty, and indifferent to the cause which he professed io love. Before retiring, my father asked his permission to pray, which was readily granted ; and here did this lone cottager bow at the family altar for the first time since his marriage. His wife, saying she would not hear a heretic mocker, left the room, leaving Ellen, the little daughter, behind. After we arose from our knees, Ellen exclaimed, "Why, father! Ma said you were not a Catholic." "I am not," the father replied. "Why do you pray, then ? Ma says none but Catho- lics pray." My father assured her that all good peo- ple prayed. Thus early had this young mind been led to imbibe this fatal error, so strenuously taught her by her mother from her infancy. The storm continuing to rage, we were obliged to GOLDEN MOMENTS. 27 tarry quite a long time, wliicli gave us a good oppor- tunity to become better acquainted. Ellen, the youngest of seven children, was about the age of my sister Maggy, to whom she became much attached. After our removal to Charlotte Town, where my father was stationed by the British Mission, EU^n succeeded in gaining permission to make us a lono; visit, which served much to strenojthen the attachment already existing between her and Mag- gy. There, beside the same bed, they knelt and of- fered up the same prayer to their Father in heaven, who hears alike the lisping infant and the anxious parent's humble petition. The character of our morning and evening devo- tions was peculiarly interesting to Ellen, especially the Chant, which she so well learned that she was enabled soon to join in the exercises with all the love and ardor of her young heart. And there, no doubt, the good seed was sown, that grew, budded, and blossomed to flourish in a Paradise above. During the fourteen subsequent years, she became a frequent visitor. Her mother was entirely uncon- scious of the new association until at one time on El- len's return she discovered a Protestant Testament lying upon Ellen's table. She immediately demanded the Testament, but Ellen declined, saying. It was presented by the good missionary. Her mother, for the first time, forbade her ever visiting again those whom she had long since learned to love and cherish. Ellen, after reading her Bible at night, would de- posit the same under her pillow, that she might read again from that holy word when she arose in the 28 r,OLDEN MOMeM'S. morning ; and then, kneeling before God, she would ask for the "Holy Spirit" to enlighten her under- standing, that she might keep all the commandments in the fear of the Lord. Thus she early became a living witness to the power of God that keeps the young heart away from temptation, which often leads the youthful mind astray. Her father, nuick affected by the unsophisticated piety of his daughter, resolved to live a more devoted life, whatever obstacle might be presented. Truly, "Out of the mouth of babes the Lord hath ordained strength." The mother, on the contrary, permitted her preju- dice and passion so to control her mind that the affec- tionate flame no longer burnt upon the maternal altar, but hatred in all its forms took possession of her heart. But, by the assistance of God, Ellen was enabled to bear, year after year, with Christian fortitude, all the toils and hardships to which she was subjected as a punishment for her religious fervor. Edward Day, who was left an orphan at a very early age, had been educated by a Protestant gentle- man at Charlotte Town> who intended he should pre- pare for the ministi'y. Edward had frequently met Ellenjat ray father's, and, being attracted bylher unaffected piety, he had decided to offer her his hand. But no sooner had her mother received this intelligence than a plan was determined to defeat, if possible, his intentions. Patrick Sullivan, a confirmed Catholic, was invited to her father's, and she was compelled to receive his addresses. She immediatelv informed Edward of tifOLDEN MOMENTS. 29 their scheme, who came without delay to her assist- ance ; but all in vain, she was forbidden the privilege of ever seeing his face again. Edward returned with a sad and heavy heart to Charlotte Town, where he consulted my father, who thought it a better way to let the matter rest until the excited mother should in some measure come to her- self again. In the meantime, Edward took a short journey to renew his exhausted powers and to throw ©fF the bur- den which so heavily weighed upon his spirits. Patrick still continued his visits, but without the least encouragement from Ellen. Her mother, fear- ing she might make her escape, took her to her own chamber. But kind Providence, which over-rules all things, soon defeated her wicked scheme. Patrick shortly left home and went on board a fish- ing boat, which met with a deplorable fate, and Pat- rick, with a number of others, ptrished. Ellen was now liberated, as her mother had no ap- prehension of Edward ever returning. Ellen soon made a visit to Charlotte Town, but was unable to ascertain the place of Edward's destination. Her mother, finding it impossible to induce her to change her views, forbade her ever coming- again under the parental roof. Her eldest brother, a wealthy Catho- lic, offered her a home of ease and luxury, if she would renounce her religion and embrace the Catholic faith. 15ut she chose rather to suffer affliction with the people of God than to enjoy the pleasures of sin for a season. Left without home and earthly friends, she was led to tnitit herself more fully on the arni of her dear l^edeemer. She resolved to watch and pray more fervently, and count all things lost that she might win Christ. Her father, having lingered many years, the sub- ject of nmch pain and suffering, died suddenly, leav- ing her mother alone to reflect on her past life, which had so embittered many years of her husband's exist- ence. With shame and humility, she now desired Ellen to come home. Ellen obeyed the summons. But, alas! She only came to die. The anxiety which had hitherto preyed upon her mind was more than her del- icate frame could well bear. A raging fever soon laid her upon a sick bed irom which she never arose. My father was absent when the tidings of illness eanif, and my mother was unable to leave home. A messenger was inmicdiately dispatched to see if any- thing could be done for her relief. Ellen was quite dejected at first at the thought of not being permitted to see my parents in this hour of trial. She returned I'rie Testament which my mother gave her, saying. "It had been the means of her salvation, and now that she was leaving for another world, she wished it might not bo destroyed.'"" On my father's return, my parents set out with hopes of seeing Ellen once more before she died. But when they entered the room she had no knowl- edge of their presence. But a mild and heavenly radiance beamed forth from that lovely foce like the reflected ray from the eternal Son of righteousness. She 80 fay recovered, however, before Iloj; death. COLDKN MOiVJKNTS. *> I thaf she was perfectly conscious that her end was near, and rejoiced that she was soon to go where sor- row or pain could never come, and where she should be permitted to behold her Savior's face forevermore. It w^as her request that my father should attend her funeral ; but her ftither being dead, her mother had her buried under Catholic orders. In about one week from the death of Ellen, her mother, who had been suffering under great mental affliction, sent for my parents in great haste suppos- ing herself to be dying. My father suggested that we all improve this occasion to witness the dying hour, "For it is better," he said, "to go to the house of mourning than to the house of feasting." We accordingly n^ade preparations, and were sooii on our journey. We arrived just in time to witness a scene over which angels might rejoice. There lay that now happy mother near the embrace of death, with the praises of God still lingering on her lips. And there, too, was that elder brother, and there those sisters who had so often spurned Ellen from their side, but now, melted before God, they humbly bowed and begged for pardon ; and there, the Lord in his mercy spoke peace to their troubled spirits ; and before that mother was laid in the tomb, those sons and those daughters were born into the kingdom of grace. Truly, this was a day of rejoicing on earth as well as in heaven. Truth had ultimately triumphed. A though its ray at first was scarcely perceptible, y its power, continually expanding, emitted a beam of glory to enlighten their benighted hearts. And now, my readers, since we have followed this 32 eOLBEN MOMENTS. short history together, let me ask, before I take my leave, if you see anything in the character of Ellen worthy of imitation ? If so, resolve at once to follow her example. You may not have the same obstacles to contend with, or the pe'-secutions which she en- dured, but you may have other trials and other afflic- tions, which will make you feel the need of a closer walk with your divine Master, as you will never find this vile world a friend to grace to help you on to God. Be decided ; and although you may see your fond- est wishes disappear like early dew, and the thick clouds of uncertainty obscure your brightest hopes, yet faith should look far beyond, where all is light, and peaee, and joy. AUTUMN WINDS. Autumn's wild melody floats in the air, Strains of sweet sadness oft blend with it there ; Winds sighing lonely where dark waters roll, Music mysterious speaks to the soul. When melancholy broods over the mind, When the heart vainly endeavors to find Sympathy, where some congenial voice. Might in compassion teach it to rejoice ; Then from the hill o'er the vale that surrounds, Come those same sweet and melodious sounds ; Sweet consolation they ever bestow. Sympathy lending wherever they go. 'Mid plaintive moauings beside the death bed, O'er the beloved one whose spirit has fled ; Then as the spirit when on its way home, Farewell they whisper, as onward they roam. Love-notes like these often fall on the ear, AVhen tlie heart sadly weeps over the bier, Mingling v,ith sorrow a soft melting strain, 8peedily soothing the heart in its pain. Heavenly iiuisie thus reaches the heart, Grief no more bidding the warm tear-drop start 5 Angelic voices dispelling the gloom. While the beloved is conveyed to the tomb. Now the heart yielding saith, "Thy will be done.'' Heaven and earth seem united in one ; Autumnal zephyrs, submissive blow, Bringing a blessing for every woe. » f disease, and some die oft of hunger ; Some die middle aged, but some die often j^nmger. Uur sons and our brothers, tlie enen)y slaughteis ; Uiir husliands and fathers have left wives and daugh- ters. O, (rOfl, was it prifle that Ijrought sttch desolation. O'er land and o'er sea, to oar on f© boasting nations? <), then let us weep, while we yet have our reason ; l)ur sins hiwt^ brought death, and destruction, and ti'eason. But, 0, could we choose, if our land be corrected, To 'scape from the sword, by tlie Lord be protected^ And fall not by foes, in the day of the slaughter, Nor famis]) in prison fo)- ))i'ead or for water ; 15ut into the hands of our mercifal Savior We'd fall, and be chastened for all our behavior ; Then, send by tlie hand of disease when thou sendest. And take to thyself our dear friends whom thois Unulest. GOLDEN MOMENTS. 37 THE HOSPITAL. "Two Ways of Putting Things."* What sad misnomer do I hear, While troubled lips are heard to speak, Whene'er thy name falls on my ear, They would thy benediction seek. And when within thy walls they lie, And calmly rest their aching head, How many stretch them out to die, In silence on a peaceful bed. What painful groans re-echo there, Where hearts, resigned, await their call, What shrieks oft rend the quiet air, And pass away like mortals all. W^hat cursed words from lips profane, While prayers ascend from pious hearts, When from the cup the dregs they drain ; The spirit homeward then departs. *l8t way— read the Ist, 3rd, 5th, 7th, 9th, 11th, 13th, 15th lines. 2ad way— read the 2nd, 4Lh, 6th, 8th, 10th, 12th, 14ih, 16th lines. B8 OOLDEN MOMENTS. THANKvSGIVING, Praise the Lord ! he doth preside ; He is God, and none beside ; In the battle, on the field, He shall be our strength and shield* When the bitter waters flow, He shall healing power bestow : For the Gospel tree, in haste, Sweetens Marah to the taste. Praise the Lord ! for he hath made Us, his people not afraid ; For our sins we often grieve, True repentance we receive. But, remembrance of his love Draws our hearts to him above ; Then, throughout our pilgrim days, Jjoud we will proclaim his praise. OOLDEN MOMENTS. 'dVf MISSIONS, Much has been said on this subject, for the past few years, to arouse the present generation to a sense of the importance of action and energetic labor, in bringing about the conversion of the world, and yet many are slumbering under the delusion, that to the coming generations is committed this important work. And, while generations in succession pass from the stage of usefulness, many of our fellow-beings are ushered into the presence of God, who never heard of a Savior, or the way of life as pointed out in the G-ospel. More than eighteen hundred years have passed since the Savior's last command went forth : "Go ye into all the world, and preach the Gospel to every creature." The degradation in which the heathen nations now remain, will show how far this commandment has been obeyed. Look at the vail of superstition, and the mass of pollution, under which the earth groans. But, objections of a great variety are brought for- ward, whenever the subject is mentioned. It re- quires a sacrifice. Q'his, many are unwilling to make. If worldly good was the object to be obtained, no sacrifice could be too great. But this is not the object. It is the salvation of a dying world. Many excuse themselves from this responsible posi- tion, because they never have had the impression that such was their duty. But are not the miseries of the heathen enough to awaken an impression, deep and powerful ? Or, can we listen to the his- 40 GOLDEN MOMENTS. tory of their crimes, without feeling the greatness of our responsibilities ? These are calls that cannot be denied. Again, others plead their inability to qualify them- selves for this important work. But, have we not all the means necessary as far as education is con- cerned ? Our colleges and seminaries are numerous, free for all who are inclined to avail themselves of these glorious privileges. But the most fatal error is, the prevailing opinion that missionaries must possess a different spirit from that of other Christians. But what is it to be a Christian, but to be Christ-like ? And what to be Christ-like, but to have the spirit of Christ, which ia none other than a missionary spirit. But if we have not the spirit of Christ, we are none of his. Christ, our example, became a missionary to fallen man, and suffered and died to save a lost and ruined world. A.nd since we profess to be his followers, let us keep his example ever before us, that we may be changed more and more into his likeness. Hark ! Hark my soul ! what means that sounds That comes o'er hill and dale ? It is the cry of none around. Nor those in chains of iron bound, Who sadly now bewail. But lo ! 'tis from the heathen land ; For freedom they implore, From sin pnd Satan — fatal band, — Oh ! who will lend a helping hand; To break that fiendish power ? GOLDEN MOMENTS. 41 The Son of God himself unfurled The banner of the cross, To save a lost and ruined world, Who were, from Ellen's garden, hurled, And thus regain their loss. Wilt thou, then, who by his grace, Redeemed and saved from sin, Still hide the Gospel from their face. And leave them in their dire disgrace, When we their souls might win? CJonfer no more with flesh and blood ; Thy Master's call obey ; He went about, thus doing good, He prayed, and gave the needy food : Go thou, and give, and pray. I go, I go ; farewell, dear friends, With you I cannot stay ; Lo, now the heavenly breeze descends ; An angel o'er the water bends To waft me on my way. 42 GOLDEN MOMENTS. I£N MOM£N'f«, 2»^ TO THE FALSE OIV We meet no more, but say not thou adieu, I ne'er would think that thou art else than true ; How would I crush the first approaching thought, That seems at all with vague suspicion fraught ; And I would think thee good and pure as when I first essayed to greet thee with the pen ; Ah ! thou hast drawn an image on my heart, Which can, thou false one, never more depart ; A picture true, which time can ne'er erase, E'en though again I ne'er behold thy face ; 'Tis ever thus, where fond affections dwell, Fate severs souls bound by the strongest spell. M eOLDEN MOMENTA. TO M- They tell me, kind stranger, That thou hast been seen Oft courting the muses, Wheie pastures are green ; And that thou hast wandered Down by the blue wave. Where muses, by moonlight, Their fairy wings lave. Say, which hast thou chosen To stand by thy side ; And which one hath promised To be thy young bride ; O, when will the wedding, So blithe and so gay, Come off, in the Autumn, Or not until May ? O fain would I witness That glorious sight, Amid sleeping flowers, Beneath the moon's light. Just send me a message, For if I could know The time and the place, I'd Be ready to go. ©OLDEN MOMENTS. 57 TO ESTHER, Many dau2;titers have done virtually, but thou exoellesl (3i«m aU.—FKOV. xxxi, 29th. Lo, in an ancient palace, Were fair young virgins seen ; Unknown to wrong or malice — Among them moved a Queen- In her, the King delighted ; And in the royal hall, Among the maids invited, She was most loved of all. For virtues mild adorning, Doth shed a steady light ; While beauties of the morning. Shall fade before the night. So like Judeas' daughter. Who graced the royal hail ■ After the King had sought her. Thou dost excel them all. 58 SOLDES MOMENTS. THK POET AND THE COBSL.£R^ A colDbler had a youthful friend Who was so learned and wise, He lold him that the clergymen Were demons in disguise ; The lawyer was a demon's imp, — The doctor was a quack,— The poet was a little sprite That flew to heaven and back. The cobbler did not wish, indeed, To disbelieve his friend ; He knew of little else himself, But boots and shoes to mend. A clergyman he'd seen at chiireh, A lawyer at the bar ; The doctor, too ; but poets, sure, I wonder where they are. He searched around, thinking to find Some one with fairy wings ; But nothing could he see or hear Of those unearthly things. His learned friend at last explained To him where lie might find A poet in a cottage near. An harbor neatly vined. He went at once, and as he drew Near to the open door, He saw some children there at play Upon the cottage floor. He listened to their laughter wild, But soon he was amazed To see a being near approach, To his enraptured gaze. "'This is the poet, then," he thought, "Such an angelic thing :" What was his wonder not to find One feather of a wing. He told her, then, for whom he sought ; She quickly led the way, And bade him follow her along, But not a word to say. They went above, one, two, three flight, Until they found a place Where nothing but old papers lay, Except an old book-case ; The cobbler, then, just tiptoed in Behind the poet's chair. And at the papers thrown about, At once began to stare. WOLDiiN MOMENTA. He gathered up tbe papers round As far as he could see ; Up jumped the poet, then, and met The cobbler vis a vis. When to the cobbler's great surprise, There stood John Smith, he knew, For he had seen him once before, And mended him a shoe. The cobbler left, without a word, And never looked behind, But never thought he should again A poet try to find. Next morning John went to the shop. The cobbler was asleep ; He soon began to gather all The leather in a heap. The cobbler sprang from off the bed, Demanding what he meant ; The poet, calmly, then replied, "The same as your intent," "Ah, ah I" the cobbler then exclaimed, *'I only meant to go To sec a poet, where he lived, And what he was, you know. GOLDEN MOMENTS. 6| I did not think it yoii, John Smith ; 33 ut if you are a poet, Just step up here and let me see. For I am bound to know it ; The only difference I see, Comparing us together, Is, you are made of paper, sir. And I am made of leather." THE YOUXG PHILOSOPHER. LESSON I. Natural bodies exist in conformity With the great truths here presented to mind ;: Found in the science of modern philosophy, Governing matter of every kind i Atom, attraction, repulsion, inertia, are Termed the four truths which in Physics we find. Matter is known by its every property, Mass is a quantity it may comprise ; Density is the comparative quantity. Found in the whole given volume or size : Mass is in motion when all is not stational, Gravity shows where the density lies. 11 /)2 OOLDEM MOMENTS. jQuickness of motion is known by velecity, Motion is measured by time and by space j Force or momentum is motion in quantity, Found in a body when changing its place ; Ji^stimate force as the pressure or motion is Made on a body iji every case. LESSON II. All substance possesses a certain extension, Whereby every body fills limited space ; Impenatrability shows by dimension, No two things at one time can fill the same place, All matter is subject to force or compression, Which proves that all bodies existing have pores ; Susceptible to a degree of expansion, As found by the weight of the different ores. T;he ultimate atoms w^ find iu division Of matter, would indicate limit thereby. These atoms ar,e held by the force of cohesion ■ Each atom attracting all particles nigh. Jn solids, cohesion exceeds the repulsion ; In liquids, the forces are equally seen ; %n vapors, repulsion exceeds the cohesion, Enlarging tjie spaces existing between. GOLDEN MOMENTS. 6S' When substance elastic is changed by compression, Kemove all the pressure the form is regained, Unless it exceeds the great force of cohesion, Existing between all the atoms contained. All bodies exhibit mobility ever, Admitting of various changes by force ; Inertia of matter shows that it has never, A power itself to effect its own course. The force of attraction is called gravitation, And is in all bodies terrestrial found ; The unit or standard is by calculation, The force of the pressure expressed by a pound. The pressure of gravity is in proportion To matter of which the whole mass is composed ;• All bodies though different have the same motion, Whatever their density may be supposed. LESSON III. If we the simple powers review, We find them six in all ; The lever first and last the screw, Mechanical we call. There are three kinds of levers straight, Made of a simple bar ; Each have a fulcrum, power and weight, Though different they are. 64 GOLDEN MOMENTS. Thoi first the fulcrum fills the space, Between the other two ; Second the weight now takes its place, And third the power we view. The centre of the motion then, Is where the lever rests ; The power gained has ever been, Put to a certain test. For if you wish to raise a weight, With only half the trouble ; The power's distance then we state, Should from the prop be double. LESSON IV. The screw is used in any case Where pressure is to be ; Exerted through a little space j In any great degree. A hollow screw revolves around A fixed or solid one ; A board upon the top is found, By which the pressing's done. ^Material to be compressed. Must always, it will seem, Be placed upon the board to rest, Between the screw and beam. GOLDEN MOMENTS. 65 Then may the handle at the end, One hundred inches move ; The distance of the threads depend Upon the spiral groove. The power gained then by the press, One hundred times will be ; The board is ninety-nine times less In its velocity. LESSON V. You see the windlas at the well, We by the hand will turn ; Its power we always sure can tell, If we the radius learn. Eor with the handle twice the length The radius of the beam ; If on it we exert our strength. Just double it will seem. The wheel and axle moving thus, Shows that the power we gain, Ef[uals the times one radius The other will contain. The radius of the axle three, The wheels just twenty-four, Divide the greater and you see There eight, and nothing more. 66 eOLDEN MOMENTS. A power then of any weight, If at the wheel applied, Will balance at the axle eight, The power is multiplied. A little wheel they often choose To turn a larger one ; By means of cogs or teeth they use, Much greater work is done. The little wheels on pinions turn On axis very small ; But of their power you soon may learn, They drive the wheels and alL The teeth in number two may be. Just double number one ; And two, if multiplied by three, Shows how the third will run. Then while the first one turn will take, The second will make two ; The third three times the second make ; Thus any number through. LESSON VI. The pulley is a block of wheels, Each with a little groove ; Though sometimes fixed, it sometimes yields, And by a cord will move. GOLDEN MOMENTS. 67 The cord is fastened at the end, Then round the pulley rolled ; On what the power will depend, Can readily be told. For any weight can be sustained Just by a single pound ; The power or advantage gained, Is, as the cord is wound. Now if the cord is put around Four pulleys and no more ; A power of a single pound Will always balance four. LESSON VII. A horse will draw a load to mill, With greater ease you find, When any distance up the hill More gently is inclined. And thus in lifting up a weight, If you would power gain, Do not attempt to lift it straight, But make inclined a plane. Now with its height one third its length, The power would be three ; It only takes one-third the strength To lift the weight you see. 68 GOLDEN MOMENTS- The next in order is the wedge. Its power will depend Upon the sharpness of the edge, Or thickness of the end. Thus if its length should ecjual ten, Its thickness only two, A pressure on the end would then Five times the labor do. OOLDEN MOMENTS. 69 TO EMMA* How oft vain fancy gazes On pleasure's fairest flower, While high ambition raises Imaginary power. But there's a higher pleasure Than fancy ever knew ; It comes with steady measure, As falls the evening dew. 'Tis found in wisdom only, In flower, in shrub, in tree ; In sunshine, and when lonely We wander by the sea. Each orb a lesson teacheth. Of that bright world on high, Where pleasure never sleepeth, And virtue ne'er shall die. Then twine thy wreath of pleasure, With an immortal flower ; And then a heavenly treasure, Shall flourish in thy bower. 70 GOLDEN MOMENTS PAINTING A THOUGHT, He's painting a thought, yes, he's painting a thought^ How strange, yet how truly the image is T<^roiight ; 'Tis love lights the eye of that maidenly form, Whose heart is now gushing with thoughts that are warm. O whence comes the power of genius and might, To paint all the passions in colors of light ? It conies from the Giver who reigneth above, Whose name and whose nature forever is Love. Ood painteth his thoughts on the flowers of the fields In various colors his mind is revealed : The bright tint of morn and the glow of noonday, The shadows of evening enshrouded in grey, — Are nought but the thoughts of the Power unseeii^ Though everywhere present, a veil is between ; But soon shall the veil of the flesh be removed, O then may we stand in his presence approved. GOLDEN MOMENTS. 71 THE MINISTRY OF ANGELS. The day had departed — each sorrow and mirth Was hushed in the silent embrace of the earth : The cool breath of evening, o'er mountain and plain, Was wafting sweet odors, distilled by the rain. I lay on my pillow, in vain tried to sleep, While sickness and sorrow oft' caused me to weep ; [ felt a strange longing I could not define, But full well I knew it was something divine. Ten summers had passed since my father had died, And left me without a protector or guide ; He, too, long had suffered with sickness and pain, But never would suffer such sorrow again. How strange the emotion, when there near the bed, I felt his dear presence, and thought him not dead, But after the absence of years had returned ; And 0, to embrace him my heart truly yearned. I saw naught, I heard naught, but still I was sure His presence was with me, angelic and pure : The vision departed, but still he is near. To guard me in danger, then why should I fear ? For God, in his mercy, an angel doth send To comfort his children, when sorrows attend : Those dear ones though seen not are oft by our side, To bring us the blessings that God doth provide. GOLDEN MOMENTS. FRAGMENTS. It was a fine April morning. The air was warm- er than usual, and a clear blue sky bespread the heavens as Mrs. Howe stepped on board the cars for the little village of Dalton. But April skies are changing, and soon a little cloud was seen, and a squall of snow and rain passed over, leaving the air somewhat cooler. As she stepped from the cars on her arrival, she learned that her friends were absent, and would not return for some time. But having come from a be- nevolent purpose, she found it necessary to remain. She therefore improved the first opportunity in se- curing a convenient situation where she might await their return. She was directed to a Mr. Quinham, who resided in a small cottage, on one of the princi- pal streets of the village. After finding her way to the door, she was met by a woman with small ner- vous-looking eyes, who proved to be Mrs. Quinham herself. She immediately stated her errand, and it was soon decided that this should serve as a tempo- rary home for Mrs. Howe until her friend's arrival. A coach was therefore sent to bring her i^gga^e, while refreshments were being prepared ; after which, Mrs. Howe begged leave to rest herself a while on the lounge in the sitting-room. "While ly- ing there she fell asleep, and dreamed that she was in a bed-room below, in one corner of the house, And that while standing there, she saw a huge ser- pent coiled up on the bed. She was somewhat alarm- ed at first, but was assured by one standing near, that GOLDEN MOMENTA. 7»^ it. was dead. And at lirst siglit, the oye.s did look dull and dead ; but on approaching the reptile, then brightened up. She now began to move towards the door, carefully watching the eyes ot the serpent, which followed her ; after which she observed the head also moving stealthily towards her. She now opened the door, and without much delay made her escape. Endeavoring to close the door behind her^ she discovered the serpent thrusting his head at her. Upon this, she suddenly awoke. When she arose, Mr. and Mrs. Quinham were quietly seated in the room. She began to converse with the latter, who kept up such a constant winking ^nd blinking all the while, Mrs. Howe began to feel not a little nervous herself. She therefore next ad- dressed herself to Mr. Quinham, who sat sleeping in the corner ; but soon aroused on finding himself noticed. After numerous topics, religion was intro- duced as the subject of conversation. Thus far, his wife had sat quite composed, but on hearing the word religion, she instantly arose and commenced moving chairs, rattling crockery and the like ; until they could scarcely hear their own voices, and were at length obliged to desist. An aged female now entered the apartment ; her frame was slightly covered from the shoulders, and as she turned toward Mrs. Howe, her head and neck moved in a serpentine manner. And as their eyes met, it was with difficulty that Mrs. Howe could retain her self possession until she could leave the room. Mrs. Howe was one who was not easily affected 1.3 74 GOJiDEN MOMENTS. by dreams ; but there was such a striking resein- blance between the eyes, head and neck of the form before lier, and the serpent in her dream, that she could not suppress the fear that they might be ahke in nature. As soon as she felt sufficiently com- posed, she expressed a wish to retire to her own room ; when to her surprise, Mrs. Quinham led the way clear through into a little corner room. Here she was informed that the aged female she had just met in the sitting-room, should be her future com- panion and room-mate. Finding herself once more aJone, she threw herself on her knees, and asked the protection of her Heavenly Father, not forgetting all His past blessings, which He had so bountifully be- stowed. Before she arose, some one entered the room, but soon left, shutting the door in a hurried manner, at the same time uttering something, she (Could not understand what. Having no desire to leave her room, she remained until the bell rang to call the family to their evening repast. After tea, Mrs. Howe was occupied in perusing a small volume, which she had taken from her trunk for that purpose. Mr. Quinham, anxious to make himself interesting, enquired the title of the work she was reading ; after which he went on to state his opinion of different authors ; and thus the con- versation continued for some time. Before retiring to his room for the night, Mr. Quinham requested Mrs. Howe to read a chapter fr m the Bible ; but no sooner had she taken the holy book from the side- board, than Mrs. Quinham, taking a newspaper, de- liberately seated herself at the table, and as the for- GOLDEN MOMENTS. 7^ mei* began to road "Bebold what maimer of love the Father hath bestowed upon us." The latter com- menced such a rattling with the paper> that the reading could scarcely be heard. Nothing daunted, however, Mrs. Howe raised her voice and succeeded in reading the chapter through, notwithstanding the continual annoyance caused by the vehement rattling of the paper. x\s soon as she closed, the rattling ceased. She now retired to her room. She again bowed humbly before Grjd, but soon the door rattled, and She arose, thinking it might be her room-mate ; but she now clearly saw it was done to annoy her. Af- ter closing her door again, she knelt the third time, and began to pray. The same rattling of the door was heard, but she heeded it not. Then she heard loud voices, and a weight fell heavily on the floor. She arose, opened the door, but the draught of air extinguishing the light, unabled her to discover any one there. But the sound of female footsteps were distinctly heard retreating through the dining-room. After Mrs. Badger (for this wrs the name of the aged woman) came to the room, they both retired to rest. The next morning, Mrs. Howe being somewhat indisposed, did not venture beyond the little yard in front of the house. She had therefore time to consider the propriety of stopping where there seemed to be no prospect of usefulness. In the afternoon, she took a short walk on some of the more retired streets. She at length came to a large, but rather ancient looking house, in front of 76 GOLDEN MOMENTS. whicli stood a number of large elms gently waving in the cool breeze. On the left was a beautiful flower garden. Mrs. Howe approached the door and rang the bell, which was answered by elderly looking lady, who bade her walk in ; at the same time calling her sister who was feeding the chickens in the back yard. Presently the sister came for- ward, and introduced herself as Miss Pinkham, with some self-complacency ; indicatina; thereby that she was mistress of the establishment. Finding that Mrs. Howe was a stranger, she politely invited her to spend the remainder of the time with her. Her family consisted of herself, and aged sister, a niece; and two or three young ladies employed in the village. Miss Pinkham was above the middle age and rather of a communicative turn. Having always resided in the village, she was prepared to give any important information which might interest a stranger. She commenced by giving a history of the old stand, as she called it, and taking Mrs. Howe over the house, she showed her all the rooms below and above. Among the latter she showed her one th?t was to be hers for the present. It contained two beds ; one of which was already occupied by one of the young ladies, who was not expected till after tea. Mrs. Howe retired to her room quite early that night, not forgetting to leave the light for the young lady who came in soon after. As Marrian entered, Mrs. Howe remarked that she had left the light for her ; to which she replied in a very pleasing manner. She conversed quite fluently for some time, relating with great accuracy GOLDEN MOMENTS. 77 facts connected witli some parts of her own history ; other parts were passed over in a manner, that the careful observer would not fail to discover something there which she wished to conceal. The following morning, while the young ladies were enjoying themselves below, Marrian silently withdrew, and sought the company of Mrs. Howe, who was not a little surprised at her restless appear- ance. . During Mrs. Howe's conversation with her that morning, she saw a silent tear fall unbidden from her eye. Mrs. Howe asked the cause of her grief, she confidingly replied ; and from her own statements Mrs. Howe learned that she was left an orphan in infancy, and had been cared for by a rich family, who had indulged her fastidious mind with everything she desired. At the age of fifteen she became dissatisfied, and resolved to leave forever her home of wealth and ease, choosing rather to seek her own pleasure, than to receive the kind reproof of her adopted parents. Three years had passed, and still she remained an alien from those who sought her highest good. Mrs. Howe did not question her in relation to the past ; but pointed her to Him who taketh away the sin of the world ; and endeavored to give that instruction which she deemed best calculated to awaken the mind of Marrian to a true sense of her own sinful state. But Marrian, like many others, continued to put the subject by until a more conve- nient season, — saying, she was yet too young ; and that evening she was seen at a public place of 14 78 60LDEN MOMENTS. amusement, apparently unconscious of her sjuilt and danger. The next day Mrs. Howe saw her but seldom ; but when the evening came she again retired to her chamber with a sad countenance. The week had now closed, and the Sabbath of rest was at hand. Again Mrs. Howe discovered the falling tear, for Marrian was weeping. That evening they retired in silence. On the following evening, they a^gain met. Mar- rian had just returned from her mother's grave, where she had been in company with her friend Charlie Brighton, to whom she expected soon to be united. For some moments they sat silently watching the gold and purple clouds, melting un- consciously away, 'till the grey evening was seen spreading its wing over the most remote dwelling in the little village. When Marrian began, by stating that they had been at the grave of her mother, and while there, she asked her friend's opinion of the future state, to which he indifferently replied. It was now evident to Mrs. Howe's mind, that the Holy Spirit was striving with Marrian indeed. For what but the Spirit of God led her to speak or even think of this all-important subject. After hearing Marrian through, Mrs. Howe asked her what she thought of the subject. She at first endeavored to answer in aS indifferent a man- ner as her friend. Mrs. Howe feeling this was no time for argument, gently arose, taking from the ta- ble her own private journal, commenced reading an extract from her own experience, emphasizing those OOLDKN MOiMENTS. 79 parts that she wished to make impressive. Before Kshe had read far, Marrian again wept. Laying the journal aside, she asked Marrian if she did not think it much better to have that assurance in her own heart, than to remain in uncertainty, hoping merely that God in some way would eventually save her. "Oh!" said Marrian, "if some one had only spo- ken to mc on this subject three years ago ! But it is too late now." To which Mrs. Howe replied, "My dear girl, you said yesterday you were too young ; and now you think it is too late. But do not despair ; you are not too young, neither is it too late, but whenever you are willing to yield your heart to God, that moment God will accept you. — And then she added, "Would you not like to be a Christian ? " Y'es," said Marrian, "but I am such a great sin- ner." "But do you not know," said Mrs. Howe, "what is first necessary in order to become a chris- tian ?" Marrian casting an enquiring look at Mrs. Howe, replied in the negative. "Well," continued Mrs. Howe, "it is to feel yourself a sinner. If you never feel that you are a sinner, you will never see the need of a Savior. The Holy Spirit first- opens our eyes to see our lost condition, and the word of God points us to Jesus Christ as our only hope of salvation. Yes the Holy Spirit truly takes of the things of Christ, and shows them unto us. And its the Holy Spirit that is now moving you to seek the Savior. Will you now yield, and be saved by grace through faith on the Son of God ?" 80 GOLDEN MOMENTS. This was an important moment with Marrian. A-fter a short pause, they both knelt together. — Marrian began to weep, while Mrs. Howe offered up a short prayer in her behalf. The door now unclosed and one of the young ladies entered for the purpose of lighting her lamp, but started back on seeing they were both kneeling. Mrs. Howe spoke softly to the young lady and asked her to kneel, but she did not feel inclined to unite with them, and soon retired to her room. Marrian, who continued kneeling, requested that the other young lady, who was professedly pious, should be invited in. She came, but did not seem much interested in the subject. Mrs. Howe asked Mar- rian if Misa Pinkham should be permitted to pray with her. She replied in the affirmative. — Mrs. Howe immediately descended the stairs, and stated the case of Marrian in a very plain and simple manner. But Mi.5S Pinkham at first de- clined, as it was getting late, and thought she h ad better wait till morning. Mrs. Howe urged the case, however, and at last she consented to pray with Marrian, provided she would come down to her sitting room- When Mrs. Howe returned, Marriatn arose from her knees, and went down. — And there they all knelt and engaged in prayer for Marrian, who exclaimed, in much distress, *'Will God forgive me ! Oh, will He forgive me ?" Mrs. Howe assured her that God would forgive her, just as quick as though there was not another sinner in the world ; and that she might claim Him GOLDEN MOMENTS. 81 as hei' Savior, whenever she would give Him her whole heart. Marrian's grief subsided, and all was silent. — Miss Pinkham arose from her knees, but Marrian heeded it not. Mrs. Howe turned her face to- wards Marrian whose eyes were still directed heav- enward, and there she saw that once restless heart now calmly trusted in her risen Lord. And when Mrs. Howe gave her hand to lead her to the chamber, «he, whether in the body or out, was so absorbed in the contemplation of heavenly things, that she seemed for the time almost unconscious of surround- ing objects. As they entered the room, Marrian bursting in- to a flood of tears, exclaimed "I shall always have reason to bless the day that T ever saw your face." "You must praise God for that," Mrs. Howe re- plsed. "I do," said Marrian, "from my heart thank and praise Him, that you have been permitted to assist me, so unworthy of this great blessing." She then desired to see her adopted parents, that she might ask their forgiveness, and tell them how she had found the pearl of great price. After re- turning thanks to God, they retired for the night. In the morning Marrian sought the presence of her friend Charles Brighton, and told him frankly that she had found the Savior. Charles seemed much affected by this, but seemed unwilling to re- nounce his favorite creed, and embrace Christ. But Marrian, like every true disciple of Jesus, labored faithfully and prayerfully until he became an humble penitent at the foot of the cross. In a few days, 82 GOLDEN MOMENTS. Mrs. Howe was again requested to meet in the sit- ting-room for prayer. Charles, who was now present, arose and requested their prayers for him. Mrs. Howe, feehng her own weakness, bowed before her God and sought strength of Him, who is the strength of his people, and then prayed earnestly for the pen- itent at her side. Before they arose he too found strength in believing. Beautiful was the sight to behold those youthful worshippers, as they approached the altar, and pub- licly avowed themselves disciples of the true and living God. Marrian's cup of joy was now full. She sent the whole account of their wonderful change to her adopted parents, who received the news with joy. Marrian soon returned to the home she had three years before so wilfully deserted. Charles Brighton and Marrian were soon united in marriage, and are now living to testify to the truths contained in the Christian religion. CONTEN rS. PAGE Past, Present, and Future 1 To My Brother, 2 Little Jane . . . . 4 The Mother's Dying Prayer, 7 To Amanda, 11 On the Death of a Friend, 12 A Christmas Scene, lA The Happiest Day, ....... 17 My Lost Bible, 21 The Far West, 22 To a Friend, 24 Ellen Doyle, or the Moonlight Side, ... 25 Autumn Winds, 32 On the Death of Miss S. E , .... 33 On the Death of Miss A. C , 34 O, Land of our Fathers, 35 The Soldier's Death 30 The Hospital, 37 Thanksgiving, 38 Missions, 39 Lines on the Death of a Minister, .... 42 To Rev. J. R , 43 What is Life? 43 Sacred Memories 44 To Mary Rogers Wheeler, 45 Lines, 40 Adversity, 47 The Angel's Visit, - 49 Lost Lines, 51 Love, 53 To an Absent One 54 To the False One, 55 To M , 56 To Esther, 57 The Poet and the Cobbler, 58 The Young Philosophjr, 61 To Emma, 69 Painting a Thought. ...... 70 The Ministry of Angels, ...... 71 Fragment, '^'^ ERRATA. 2(1 page, 8th line read " Whose face no more we mew. 3d page 6th line, read "up on." 33d page, 20th line, read '^speak." 35th page, last line, read "assail." 36th page, 1st line, read "soldiers'." 57 th page, IGth line, read "Judea's." 72d page, 11th line, read "came for J' ijm ■?^ mil V ^^ ■l*^ J3#^^