i i; I'll f''" ■ li ill ! Ml ij iA ■ ! i iii I ii! )'^ mmm 'it 'N^h ' 't^' ' f8 »i!i)tiii!i' ! ij ; i I ■ |J* " ' Deafer,' said the blameless Kinor. * Gawain, and blinder unto holy things Hope not to make thyself by idle vows. Being too blind to have desire to see. But if indeed there came a sign from heaven, Blessed are Bors, Lancelot, and Percivale, For these liave seen according to their sight. For every fiery prophet in old times, And all the sacred madness of the bard, When God made music thro' them, could but speak His music by the framework and the chord, A.nd as ye saw it ye have spoken truth. 84 THE HOLT GRAIL. *' ' Nay — but thou errest, Lancelot : never yet Could all of true and noble in knight and man Twine round one sin, whatever it might be, With such a closeness, but apart there grew. Save that he were the swine thou spakest of. Some root of knighthood and pure nobleness ; Whereto see thou, that it may bear its flower. " ' And spake I not too truly, my knights ? Was I too dark a prophet when I said To those who went upon the Holy Quest That most of them would follow wandering fires, Lost in the quagmire, — lost to me and gone, And left me gazing at a barren board. And a lean order — scarce return'd a tithe — And out of those to whom the vision came My greatest hardly will believe he saw ; A,nother hath beheld it afar off, And leaving human wrongs to right themselves, Cares but to pass into the silent life. And one hath had the vision face to face, THE HOLY GRAIL. 85 And now his chair desires him here in vain, However they may crown him otherwhere. " *And some among you held that if the king Had seen the sight he would have sworn the vow - Not easily, seeing that the king must guard That which he rules, and is but as the hind To whom a space of land is given to plough, Who may not wander from the allotted field Before his WTDrk be done ; but, being done, Let visions of the night or of the day Come, as they will ; and many a time they come, Until this earth he walks on seems not earth. This light that strikes his eyeball is not light, This air that smites his forehead is not air But vision — yea, his very hand and foot — In moments when he feels he cannot die, And knows himself no vision to himself. Nor the high God a vision, nor that One Who rose again : ye have seen what ye have seen.* " So spake the king : I knew not all he meant." PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. King Arthur made new knights to fill the gap Left by the Holy Quest ; and as he sat In hall at old Caerleon, the high doors Were softly sunder'd, and thro' these a youth, Pelleas, and the sweet smell of the fields Past, and the sunshine came along with him. " Make me thy knight, because I know, Sir King, All that belongs to knighthood, and I love," Such was his cry ; for having heard the king Had let proclaim a tournament — the prize A golden circlet and a knightly sword, Full fain had Pelleas for his lady won 90 PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. The golden circlet, for himself the sword : And there were those who knew him near the king And promised for him : and Arthur made him knight. And this new knight, Sir Pelleas of the isles — But lately come to his inheritance, And lord of many a barren isle was he — Riding at noon, a day or twain before. Across the forest call'd of Dean, to find Caerleon and the king, had felt the sun Beat like a strong knight on his helm, and reel'd Almost to falling from his horse ; but saw Near him a mound of even-sloping side, Whereon a hundred stately beeches grew, And here and there great hollies under them. But for a mile all round was open space, And fern and heath : and slowly Pelleas drew To that dim day, then binding his good horse To a tree, cast himself down ; and as he lay At random looking over the brown earth PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. 91 Thro' that green-glooming twih'ght of the grove, It seem'd to Pelleas that the fern without Burnt as a living fire of emeralds, So that his eyes were dazzled looking at it. Then o'er it crost the dimness of a cloud Floating, and once the shadow of a bird Flying, and then a fawn ; and his eyes closed. And since he loved all maidens, but no maid In special, half awake he whisper'd, " Where ? O where ? I love thee, tho' I know thee not. For fair thou art and pure as Guinevere, And I will make thee with my spear and sword As famous — O my queen, my Guinevere, For I will be thine Arthur when we meet." Suddenly waken'd with a sound of talk And laughter at the limit of the wood, And glancing thro' the hoary boles, he saw. Strange as to some old prophet might have seem'd A vision hovering on a sea of fire, 92 PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. Damsels in divers colors like the cloud Of sunset and sunrise, and all of them On horses, and the horses richly trapt Breast-high in that bright line of bracken stood : And all the damsels talk'd confusedly, And one was pointing this way, and one that, Because the way was lost. And Pelleas rose, And loosed his horse, and led him to the liojht. There she that seem'd the chief among them, said, " In happy time behold our pilot-star. Youth, we are damsels-errant, and we ride, Arm'd as ye see, to tilt against the knights There at Caerleon, but have lost our way : To right ? to left ? straight forward ? back again ? Which? tell us quickly." And Pelleas gazing thought, " Is Guinevere herself so beautiful ? " PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. 93 For large her violet eyes look'd, and her bloom A rosy dawn kindled in stainless heavens, And round her limbs, mature in womanhood, And slender was her hand and small her shape, And but for those large eyes, the haunts of scorn, She might have seem'd a toy to trifle with, And pass and care no more. But while he gazed The beauty of her flesh abash'd the boy, As tho' it were the beauty of her soul : For as the base man, judging of the good, Puts his own baseness in him by default Of will and nature, so did Pelleas lend All the young beauty of his own soul to hers, Believing her ; and when she spake to him, Stammer'd, and could not make her a reply. For out of the waste islands had he come. Where saving his own sisters he had known Scarce any but the women of his isles. Rough wives, that laugh'd and scream'd against the gulls, Makers of nets, and living from the sea. 94: PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. Then with a slow smile turn'd the ladj round And look'd upon her people ; and as when A stone is flung into some sleeping tarn, The circle widens till it lip the marge, Spread the slow smile thro' all her company. Three knights were thereamong ; and they too smiled, Scorning him ; for the lady was Ettarre, And she was a great lady in her land. Again she said, " O wild and of the woods, Knowest thou not the fashion of our speech ? Or have the Heavens but given thee a fair face, Lacking a tongue ? " " O damsel," answer'd he, " I woke from dreams ; and coming out of gloom Was dazzled by the sudden light, and crave Pardon : but will ye to Caerleon ? I Go likewise : shall I lead you to the King ? " PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. 95 " Lead then," she said ; and thro' the woods they went. And while they rode, the meaning in his eyes, His tenderness of manner, and chaste awe. His broken utterances and bashfulness, Were all a burden to her, and in her heart She mutter'd, " I have lighted on a fool, Raw, yet so stale ! " But since her mind was bent On hearing, after trumpet blown, her name And title, " Queen of Beauty," in the lists Cried — and beholding him so strong, she thought That perad venture he will fight for me, * And win the circlet : therefore flatter'd him, Being so gracious, that he wellnigh deem'd His wish by hers was echo'd ; and her knights And all her damsels too were gracious to him, For she was a great lady. And when they reach'd Caerleon, ere they past to lodging, she, 96 PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. Taking his hand, " O the strong hand," she said, " See ! look at mine ! but wilt thou fight for me, And win me this fine circlet, Pelleas, That I may love thee ? " Then his helpless heart Leapt, and he cried, " Ay ! wilt thou if I win ? " "Ay, that will I," she answer'd, and she laugli'd, And straitly nipt the hand, and flung it from her ; Then glanced askew at those three knights of hers, Till all her ladies laugh'd along with her. " O happy world," thought Pelleas, " all, meseems, Are happy ; I the happiest of them all." » Nor slept that night for pleasure in his blood, And green wood-ways, and eyes among the leaves ; Then being on the morrow knighted, sware To love one only. And as he came away, The men who met him rounded on their heels PELLEAS AND ETTAllRE^ 97 And wonder'd after him, because his face Shone like the countenance of a priest of old Against the flame about a sacrifice Kindled by fire from heaven : so glad was he. Then Arthur made vast banquets, and strange knights From the four winds came in : and each one sat, Tho' served with choice from air, land, stream, and sea, Oft in mid-banquet measuring with his eyes His neighbor's make and might : and Pelleas look'd Noble among the noble, for he dream'd His lady loved him, and he knew himself Loved of the Kina: : and him his new-made knight Worshipt, whose lightest whisper moved him more Than all the ranged reasons of the world. Then blush'd and brake the morning of the jousts, And this was call'd " The Tournament of Youth " : For Arthur, loving his young knight, withheld His older and his mightier from the lists, 5 G 95 PELLEAS AND ETTAREE. That Pelleas might obtain his lady's love, According to her promise, and remain Lord of the tourney. And Arthur had the jousts Down in the flat field by the shore of Usk Holden : the gilded parapets were crown'd With faces, and the great tower fiU'd with eyes Up to the summit, and the trumpets blew. There all day long Sir Pelleas kept the field With honor : so by that strong hand of his The sword and golden circlet were achieved. Then rang the shout his lady loved : the heat Of pride and glory fired her fiice ; her eye Sparkled ; she caught the circlet from his lance, And there before the people crown'd herself: So for the last time she was gracious to him. Then at Caerleon for a space — her look Bright for all others, cloudier on her knight — Linger'd Ettarre : and seeing Pelleas droop, PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. 99 Said Guinevere, " We marvel at thee much, damsel, wearing this unsunny face To him who won thee glory ! " And she said, " Had ye not held your Lancelot in your bower, My Queen, he had not won." Whereat the Queen, As one whose foot is bitten by an ant. Glanced down upon her, turn'd and went her way. But after, when her damsels, and herself. And those three knights all set their faces home, Sir Pelleas follow'd. She that saw him cried, " Damsels — and yet I should be shamed to say it — 1 cannot bide Sir Baby. Keep him back Among yourselves. Would rather that we had Some rough old knight who knew the worldly way, Albeit grizzlier than a bear, to ride And jest with : take him to you, keep him off, And pamper him with papmeat, if ye will, Old milky fables of the wolf and sheep. Such as the wholesome mothers tell their boys. LOfC. 100 PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. Nay, should ye try him with a merry one To find his mettle, good : and if he fly us, Small matter ! let him." This her damsels heard, And mindful of her small and cruel hand, They, closing round him thro' the journey home, Acted her hest, and always from her side Restrain'd him with all manner of device. So that he could not come to speech with her. And when she gain'd her castle, upsprang the bridge, Down rang the grate of iron thro' the groove. And he was left alone in open field. " These be the ways of ladies," Pelleas thought, " To those wlio love them, trials of our faith. Yea, let her prove me to the uttermost, For loyal to the uttermost am I." So made his moan ; and, darkness falling, sought A priory not far off, there lodged, but rose With morning every day, and, moist or dry, Full-arm'd upon his charger all day long Sat by the walls, and no one open'd to him. PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. 101 And this persistence turn'd her scorn to wrath. Then calling her three knights, she charged them, " Out ! And drive him from the walls." And out they came, But Pelleas overthrew them as they dash'd Against him one by one ; and these return'd, But still he kept his watch beneath the wall. Thereon her wrath became a hate ; and once, A week beyond, while walking on the walls With her three knights, she pointed downward, " Look, He haunts me — I cannot breathe — besieges me ; Down ! strike him ! put my hate into your strokes, And drive him from my walls." And down they went, And Pelleas overthrew them one by one; And from the tower above him cried Ettarre, " Bind him, and bring him in." He heard her voice ; Then let the strong hand, which had overthrown Her minion-knights, by those he overthrew Be bounden straight, and so they brought him in. 102 PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. Then when he came before Ettarre, the sight Of her rich beauty made him at one glance More bondsman in his heart than in his bonds. Yet with good cheer he spake, " Behold me, Lady, A prisoner, and the vassal of thy will ; And if thou keep me in thy donjon here. Content am I so that see thy face But once a day : for I have sworn my vows. And thou hast given thy promise, and 1 know That all these pains are trials of my faith. And that thyself, when thou hast seen me strain'd And sifted to the utmost, wilt at length Yield me thy love and know me for thy knight." Then she began to rail so bitterly, With all her damsels, he was stricken mute ; But when she raock'd his vows and the great King, Lighted on words : " For pity of thine own self. Peace, Lady, peace : is he not thine and mine ? " ^' Thou fool," she said, " I never heard his voice PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. 103 But long'd to break away. Unbind him now, And thrust him out of doors ; for save he be Fool to the midmost marrow of his bones, He will return no more." And those, her three, Laugh'd, and unbound, and thrust him from the gate. And after this, a week beyond, again She call'd them, saying, " There he watches yet, There like a dog before his master's door ! Kick'd, he returns : do ye not hate him, ye ? Ye know yourselves : how can ye bide at peace, Affronted with his fulsome innocence ? Are ye but creatures of the board and bed, No men to strike ? Fall on him all at once, And if ye slay him I reck not : if ye fail, Give ye the slave mine order to be bound. Bind him as heretofore, and bring him in : It may be ye shall slay him in his bonds." She spake ; and at her will they couch'd their spears, 104 PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. Three against one : and Gawain passing by, Bound upon solitary adventure, saw- Low down beneath the shadow^ of those towers A villany, three to one : and thro' his heart The fire of honor and all noble deeds Flash'd, and he cali'd, " I strike upon thy side — The caitiffs ! " " Nay," said Pelleas, " but forbear He needs no aid who doth his lady's will." So Gawain, looking at the villany done, Forbore, but in his heat and eagerness Trembled and quiver'd, as the dog, w^ithheld A moment from the vermin that he sees Before him, shivers, ere he springs and kills. And Pelleas overthrew them, one to three ; And they rose up, and bound, and brought him in. Then first her anger, leaving Pelleas, burn'd Full on her knights in many an evil name Of craven, weakling, and thrice-beaten hound : PELLEAS AND ETTARRE* 105 *' Yet, take him, ye that scarce are fit to touch, Far less to bind, your victor, and thrust him out, And let who will release him from his bonds. And if he comes again " — there she brake short ; And Pelleas answer'd, " Lady, for indeed I loved you and I deem'd you beautiful, , I cannot brook to see your beauty marr'd Thro' evil spite : and if ye love me not, I cannot bear to dream you so forsworn : I had liefer ye were worthy of my love, Than to be loved again of you — farewell ; And tho' ye kill ray hope, not yet my love, Vex not yourself: ye will not see me more." While thus he spake, she gazed upon the man Of princely bearing, tho' in bonds, and thought, " Why have I push'd him from me ? this man loves, If love there be : yet him I loved not. Why ? I deem'd him fool ? yea, so ? or that in him A something — was it nobler than myself? — 5* 106 PELLEAS AND ETTAKRE. Seem'd my reproach ? He is not of my kind. He could not love me, did he know me well. Nay, let him go — and quickly." And her knights Laugh'd not, but thrust him bounden out of door. Forth sprang Gawain, and loosed him from his bonds, And flung them o'er the walls ; and afterward, Shaking his hands, as from a lazar's rag, " Faith of my body," he said, " and art thou not — Yea thou art he, whom late our Arthur made Knight of his table ; yea and he that won The circlet ? wherefore hast thou so defamed Thy brotherhood in me and all the rest, As let these caitiffs on thee work their will ? " And Pelleas answer'd, " O, their wills are hers For whom I won the circlet ; and mine, hers, Thus to be bounden, so to see her face, Marr'd tho' it be with spite and mockery now. Other than when I found her in the woods : PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. 107 And tho' she hath me bounden but in spite, And all to flout me, when they bring me in, Let me be bounden, I shall see her face ; Else must I die thro' mine unhappiness." And Gawain answer'd kindly tho' in scorn, " Why, let my lady bind me if she will. And let my lady beat me if she will : But an she send her delegate to thrall These fighting hands of mine — Christ kill me then But I will slice him handless by the wrist, And let my lady sear the stump for him. Howl as he may. But hold me for your friend : Come, ye know nothing : here I pledge my troth, Yea, by the honor of the Table Round, I will be leal to thee and work thy work, And tame thy jailing princess to thine hand. Lend me thine horse and arms, and I will say That I have slain thee. She will let me in To hear the manner of thy fight and fall ; 108 PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. Then, when I come within her counsels, then From prune to vespers will I chant thy praise As prowest knight and truest lover, more Than any have sung thee living, till she long To have thee back in lusty life again. Not to be bound, save by white bonds and warm, Dearer than freedom. Wherefore now thy horse And armor : let me go : be comforted : Give me three days to melt her fancy, and hope The third night hence will bring thee news of gold." Then Pelleas lent his horse and all his arms, Saving the goodly sword, his prize, and took Gawain's, and said, " Betray me not, but help — Art thou not he whom men call light-of-love ? " *' Ay," said Gawain, " for women be so light." Then bounded forward to the castle walls. And raised a bugle hanging from his neck, And winded it, and that so musically PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. 109 That all the old echoes hidden in the wall Rang out like hollow woods at huntingtide. Up ran a score of damsels to the tower ; " Avaunt," they cried, " our lady loves thee not." But Gawain lifting up his visor said, " Gawain am I, Gawain of Arthur's court, And I have slain this Pelleas whom ye hate : Behold his horse and armor. Open gate, And I will make you merry." And down they ran, Her damsels, crying to their lady, " Lo ! Pelleas is dead — he told us — he tl\at hath His horse and armor : will ye let liim in ? He slew him ! Gawain, Gawain of the court, Sir Gawain — there he waits beloAv the wall. Blowing his bugle as who should say him nay." And so, leave given, straight on thro' open door 110 FELLEAS AND ETTARRE. Rocle Gawain, whom she greeted courteously. " Dead, is it so ? " she ask'd. " Ay, ay," said he, " And oft in dying cried upon your name." " Pity on him," she answer'd, " a good knight, But never let me bide one hour at peace." " Ay," thought Gawain, " and ye be fair enow : But I to your dead man have given my troth, That whom ye loathe him will I make you love." So those three days, aimless about the land, Lost in a doubt, Pelleas wandering Waited, until the third night brought a moon With promise of large light on woods and ways. The night was hot : he could not rest, but rode Ere midnight to her walls, and bound his horse Hard by the gates. Wide open were the gates, And no watch kept ; and in thro' these he past, And heard but his own steps, and his own heart Beating, for nothinor moved but his own self, PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. IH And his own shadow. Then he crest the court, And saw the postern portal also wide Yawning ; and up a slope of garden, all Of roses white and red, and wild ones mixt And overgrowing them, went on, and found. Here too, all hush'd below the mellow moon, Save that one rivulet from a tiny cave Came lightening downward, and so spilt itself Among the roses, and was lost again. ^ Then was he ware that white pavilions rose, Three from the bushes, gilden-peakt : in one, Red after revel, droned her lurdan knights Slumbering, and their three squires across their feet : In one, their malice on the placid lip Froz'n by sweet sleep, four of her damsels lay : And in the third, the circlet of the jousts Bound on her brow, were Gawain and Ettarre. Back, as a hand that pushes thro' the leaf 112 PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. To find a nest and feels a snake, he drew : Back, as a coward slinks from what he fears To cope with, or a traitor proven, or hound Beaten, did Pelleas in an utter shame Creep with his shadow thro' the court again, Fingering at his sword-handle until he stood There on the castle-bridge once more, and thought, " I will go back, and slay them where they lie." And so went back and seeing them yet in sleep Said, " Ye, that so dishallow the holy sleep, Your sleep is death," and drew the sword, and thought, *' What ! slay a sleeping knight ? the King hath bound And sworn me to this brotherhood " ; again, " Alas that ever a knight should be so false." Then turn'd, and so return'd, and groaning laid The naked sword athwart their naked throats. There left it, and them sleeping ; and she lay, The circlet of the tourney round her brows, And the sword of the tourney across her throat. PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. 113 And forth he past, and mounting on his horse Stared at her towers that, larger than themselves In their own darkness, throng'd into the moon. Then crush'd the saddle with his thighs, and clench'd His hands, and madden'd with himself and moan'd : " Would they have risen against me in their blood At the last day ? I might have answer'd them Even before high God. O towers so strong, So solid, would that even while I gaze The crack of earthquake shivering to your base Split you, and Hell burst up your harlot roofs Bellowing, and charr'd you thro' and thro' within, Black as the harlot's heart — hollow as a skull ! Let the fierce east scream thro' your eyelet-holes, And whirl the dust of harlots round and round In dung and nettles ! hiss, snake — I saw him there — Let the fox bark, let the wolf yell. Who yells Here in the still sweet summer night, but I — I, the poor Pelleas whom she call'd her fool ? 114 PELLEAS AND ETTARRE, Fool, beast — he, she, or I ? myself most fool ; Beast too, as lacking human wit — disgraced, Dishonor'd all for trial of true love — Love ? — we be all alike : only the king Hath made us fools and liars. O noble vows ! great and sane and simple race of brutes That own no lust because they have no law ! For why should I have loved her to my shame ? 1 loathe her, as I loved her to my shame. I never loved her, I but lusted for her — Away — " He dash'd the rowel into his horse, And bounded forth and vanish'd thro' the night. Then she, that felt the cold touch on her throat, Awaking knew the sword, and turn'd herself To Gawain : " Liar, for thou hast not slain This Pelleas ! here he stood and might have slain Me and thyself." And he that tells the tale Says that her ever- veering fancy turn'd PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. 115 To Pelleas, as the one true kniglit on earth, And only lover ; and thro' her love her life Wasted and pined, desiring him in vain. But he by wild and way, for half the night, And over hard and soft, striking the sod From out the soft, the spark from off the hard, Rode till the star above the wakening sun, Beside that tower where Percivale was cowl'd. Glanced from the rosy forehead of the dawn. For so the words were flash'd into his heart He knew not whence or wherefore : " O sweet star, Pure on the virgin forehead of the dawn." And there he would have wept, but felt his eyes Harder and drier than a fountain bed In summer : thither came the village girls And linger'd talking, and they come no more Till the sweet heavens have fiU'd it from the heights Again with living waters in the change Of seasons : hard his eyes ; harder his heart 116 PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. Seem'd ; but so weary were his limbs, that he, Gasping, " Of Arthur's hall am I, but here, Here let me rest and die," cast liimself down, And gulf d his griefs in inmost sleep ; so lay, Till shaken by a dream, that Gawain fired The hall of Merlin, and the morning star Eeel'd in the smoke, brake into flame, and fell. He woke, and being ware of some one nigh, Sent hands upon him, as to tear him, crying, " False ! and I held thee pure as Guinevere." But Percivale stood near him and replied, "Am I but false as Guinevere is pure? Or art thou mazed with dreams ? or being one Of our free-spoken Table hast not heard That Lancelot " — there he check'd himself and paused. Then fared it with Sir Pelleas as with one Who gets a wound in battle, and the sword That made it plunges thro' the wound again. PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. 117 And pricks it deeper : and he shrank and wail'd, " Is the Queen false ? " and Percivale was mute. " Have any of our Round Table held their vows ? " And Percivale made answer not a word. *' Is the king true ? " " The king ! " said Percivale. '' Why then let men couple at once with wolves. "What ! art thou mad ? " But Pelleas, leaping up, Ran thro' the doors and vaulted on his horse And fled : small pity upon his horse had he, Or on himself, or any, and when he met A cripple, one that held a hand for alms — Hunch'd as he was, and like an old dwarf-elm That turns its back on the salt blast, the boy Paused not but overrode him, shouting, " False, And false with Gawain ! " and so left him bruised And batter'd, and fled on, and hill and wood Went ever streaming by him till the gloom. That follows on the turning of the world, 118 PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. Darkeiid the common path : he twitch'd the reins, And made his beast that better knew it, swerve Now off it and now on ; but when he saw High up in heaven the hall that Merlin built, Blackening against the dead-green stripes of even, " Black nest of rats," he groan'd, "ye build too high." Not long thereafter from the city gates Issued Sir Lancelot riding airily, Warm with a gracious parting from the Queen, Peace at his heart, and gazing at a star And marvelling what it was : on whom the boy. Across the silent seeded meadow-grass Borne, clash'd : and Lancelot, saying, " What name hast thou That ridest here so blindly and so hard ? " " I have no name," he shouted, " a scourge am I, To lash the treasons of the Table Round." *' Yea, but thy name ? " "I have many names," he cried: " I am wrath and shame and hate and evil fame. PELLEAS AND ETTARRE. 119 And like a poisonous wind I pass to blast And blaze the crime of Lancelot and the Queen." " First over me," said Lancelot, '• shalt thou pass." " Fight therefore," yell'd the other, and either knight Drew back a space, and when they closed, at once The weary steed of Pelleas floundering flung His rider, who called out from the dark field, " Thou art false as Hell : slay me : I have no sword." Then Lancelot, " Yea, between thy lips — and sharp ; But here will I disedge it by thy death." " Slay then," he shriek'd, " my will is to be slain." And Lancelot, with his heel upon the fall'n, Rolling his eyes, a moment stood, then spake : " Rise, weakling ; I am Lancelot ; say thy say." And Lancelot slowly rode his war-horse back To Camelot, and Sir Pelleas in brief while. Caught his unbroken limbs from the dark field, And follow'd to the city. It chanced that both Brake into hall together, worn and pale. There with her knio-hts and dames was Guinevere. 120 PELLEAS AND ETTARKE. Full wonderingly she gazed on Lancelot So soon return'd, and then on Pelleas, him Who had not greeted her, but cast himself Down on a bench, hard-breathing. "Have ye fought?" She ask'd of Lancelot. " Ay, my Queen," he said. " And thou hast overthrown him ? " " Ay, my Queen." Then she, turning to Pelleas, " O young knight, Hath the great heart of knighthood in thee fail'd So far thou canst not bide, unfrowardly, A fall from him ? " Then, for he answ^er'd not, " Or hast thou other griefs ? If I, the Queen, May help them, loose thy tongue, and let me know." But Pelleas lifted u* an eye so fierce She quail'd ; and lie, hissing, " I have no sword," Sprang from the door into the dark. The Queen Look'd hard upon her lover, he on her ; And each foresaw the dolorous day to be : And all talk died, as in a grove all song Beneath the shadow of some bird of prey, Then a long silence came upon the hall, And Modred thought, " The time is hard at hand." THE PASSING OF ARTHUR. THE PASSING OF ARTHUR. That story which the bold Sir Bedivere First made and latest left of all the knights, Told, when the man was no more than a voice In the white winter of his age, to those With whom he dwelt, new faces, other minds. Before that last weird battle in the West There came on Arthur sleeping, Gawain kill'd In Lancelot's war, the ghost of Gawain blown Along a wandering wind, and past his ear Went shrilling, " Hollow, hollow all delight ! . Hail, king ! to-morrow thou shalt pass away. . Farewell ! there is an isle of rest for thee. 124 THE PASSING OF ARTHUR. And I am blown along a wandering wind, And hollow, hollow, hollow all delight." And fainter onward like wild birds that change Their season in the night and wail their way From cloud to cloud, down the long wind the dream Shrill'd; but, in going mingled with dim cries Far in the moonlit haze among the hills As of some lonely city sack'd by night • When all is lost, and wife and child with wail Pass to new lords ; and Arthur woke and call'd, " Who spake ? A dream. O light upon the wind, Thine, Gawain, \vas the voice — are these dim cries Thine ? or doth all that haunts the waste and wild Mourn, knowing it will go along with me ? " This heard the bold Sir Bedivere and spake, — " me, my king, let pass whatever will. Elves, and the harmless glamour of the field ; But in their stead thy name and glory cling To all high places like a golden cloud THE PASSING OF ARTHUR. 125 Forever : but as yet thou shalt not pass. Light was Gawain in life, and light in death Is Gawain, for the ghost is as the man ; And care not thou for dreams from him, but rise, I hear the steps of Modred in the west, And with him many of thy people and knights Once thine, whom thou hast loved, but baser now Than heathen, scoffing at their vows and thee. Right well in heart they know thee for the king. Arise, go forth and conquer as of old." Then spake King Arthur to Sir Bedivere, — " Far other is this battle in the West Whereto we move, than when we strove in youth And thrust the heathen from the Roman wall, And shook him thro' the north. Ill doom is mine To war against my people and my knights : The king who fights his people fights himself. And they my knights — who loved me once — the stroke 126 THE PASSING OF ARTHUR. That strikes them dead is as my death to me. Yet let us hence and find or feel a way Thro' this blind haze, which ever since I saw One lying in the dust at Almesbury, Hath folded in the passes of the world." Then rose the king and moved his host by night, And ever push'd Sir Modred, league by league, Back to the sunset bound of Lyonesse, A land of old upheaven from the abyss By fire, to sink into the abyss again. Where fragments of forgotten peoples dwelt, And the long mountain ended in a coast Of ever-shifting sand, and far away The phantom circle of a moaning sea. There the pursuer could pursue no more, And he that fled no further fly the king ; And there, that day when the great light of heaven Burn'd at his lowest in the rolling year, On the waste sand by the waste sea they closed. THE PASSING OF ARTHUR. 127 Nor ever yet had Arthur fonght a fight Like this last, dim, weird battle of the West. A death-white mist slept over sand and sea : Whereof the chill, to him who breathed it, drew Down with his blood, till all his heart was cold With formless fear, and ev'n on Arthur fell Confusion, since he saw not whom he fought, For friend and foe were shadows in the mist, And friend slew friend not knowing whom he slew ; And some had visions out of golden youth, And some beheld the faces of old ghosts Look in upon the battle ; and in the mist Was many a noble deed, many a base, And chance and craft and strength in single fights, And ever and anon with host to host Shocks, and the splintering spear, the hard mail hewn, Shield-breakings, and the clash of brands, the crash Of battle-axes on shatter'd helms, and shrieks After the Christ, of those who falling down Looked up for heaven, and only saw the mist ; 128 THE PASSING OP ARTHUR. And shouts of heathen and the traitor knights, Oaths, insuh, filth, and monstrous blasphemies, Sweat, writhings, anguish, laboring of the lungs In that close mist, and cryings for the light. Moans- of the dying and voices of the dead. Last as by some one death-bed, after wail Of suffering, silence follows, or thro' death Or deathlike swoon, thus over all that shore, Save for some whisper of the seething seas, A dead hush fell ; but when the dolorous day Grew drearier toward twilight falling, came A bitter wind, clear from the North, and blew The mist aside, and with that wind the tide Rose, and the pale king glanced across the field Of battle ; but no man was moving there ; Nor any cry of Christian heard thereon, Nor yet of heathen ; only the waste wave Brake in among dead faces, to and fro Swaying the helpless hands, and up and down THE PASSING OF ARTHUR. 129 Tumbling the hollow helmets of the fallen, And shiver'd brands that once had fought with Rome, And rolling far along the gloomy shores The voice of days of old and days to be. Then spake King Arthur to Sir Bedivere, And whiter than the mist that all day long Had held the field of battle w^as the king. " Hearest thou this great voice that shakes the world, And wastes the narrow realm whereon w^e move, And beats upon the faces of the dead, My dead, as tho' they had not died for me — O Bedivere, for on my heart hath fall'n Confusion, till I know not what I am. Nor whence I am, nor whether I be king. Behold, I seem but king among the dead." Then spake the bold Sir Bedivere, " My king, King everywhere ! and so the dead have kings, 6* I 130 THE PASSING OF ARTHUR. There also will I worship thee as king. Yet still thy life is whole, and still I live Who love thee ; but who hates thee, he that brought The heathen back among us, yonder stands, Modred, unharm'd, the traitor of thine house." Then spake the King, " My house hath been my doom. But call not thou this traitor of my house Who hath but dwelt beneath one roof with me. My house are rather they who sware my vows, Yea, even while they brake thera, own'd me king. And well for thee, saying in my dark hour, When all the purport of my throne hath fail'd, That quick or dead thou boldest me for king. King am I, whatsoever be their cry ; And one last act of kinghood shalt thou see Yet ere I pass " ; and, uttering this, the king Made at the man : then Modred smote his liege Hard on that helm, which many a heathen sword Had beaten thin, while Arthur at one blow THE PASSING OF ARTHUR. 131 Striking the last stroke with Excalibur, Slew him, and all but slain himself he fell. So all day long the noise of battle roll'd Among the mountains by the winter sea; Until King Arthur's table, man by man, Had fall'n in Lyonesse about their lord, King Arthur : then, because his wound was deep. The bold Sir Bedivere uplifted him, And bore him to a chapel nigh the field, A broken chancel with a broken cross. That stood on a dark strait of barren land. On one side lay the Ocean, and on one Lay a great water, and the moon was full. Then spake King Arthur to Sir Bedivere : " The sequel of to-day unsolders all The goodhest fellowship of famous knights "Whereof this world holds record. Such a sleep They sleep — the men I loved. I think that we 132 THE PASSING OF ARTHUR. Shall never more, at any future time, Delight our souls with talk of knightly deeds, Walking about the gardens and the halls Of Camelot, as in the days that were. I perish by this people which I made, — Tho' Merlin sware that I should come again To rule once more — but let what will be, be, I am so deeply smitten thro' the helm That without help I cannot last till morn. Thou therefore take my brand Excalibur, Which was my pride : for thou rememberest how In those old days, one summer noon, an arm Rose up from out the bosom of the lake, Clothed in white samite, mystic, wonderful, Holding the sword — and how I row'd across And took it, and have worn it, like a king : And, wheresoever I am sung or told In after-time, this also shall be known : But now delay not : take Excalibur, And fling him far into the middle mere : Watch what thou seest, and lightly bring me word." THE PASSING OF ARTHUR. 133 To him replied the bold Sir Bedivere : " It is not meet, Sir King, to leave thee thus, Aidless, alone, and smitten thro' the helm. A little thing may harm a wounded man. Yet I thy hest will all perform at full, Watch what I see, and lightly bring thee word." So saying, from the ruin'd shrine he stept And in the moon athwart the place of tombs, Where lay the mighty bones of ancient men, Old knights, and over them the sea-wind' sang Shrill, chill, with flakes of foam. He, stepping down By zigzag paths, and juts of pointed rock. Came on the shining levels of the lake. There drew he forth the brand Excalibur, And o'er him, drawing it, the winter moon. Brightening the skirts of a long cloud, ran forth And sparkled keen with frost against the hilt : For all the haft twinkled with diamond sparks, 134 THE PASSING OF ARTHUR. Myriads of topaz-lights, and jacinth-work Of subtlest jewelry. He gazed so long That both his eyes were dazzled, as he stood, This way and that dividing the swift mind, In act to throw : but at the last it seem'd Better to leave Excalibur conceal'd There in the many-knotted water-flags. That whistled stiff and dry about the marge. So strode he back slow to the wounded king. Then spake King Arthur to Sir Bedivere : " Hast thou perform'd my mission which I gave ? What is it thou hast seen ? or what hast heard ? " And answer made the bold Sir Bedivere : " I heard the ripple washing in the reeds, And the wild water lapping on the crag." To whom replied King Arthur, faint and pale : " Thou hast betray'd thy nature and thy name. THE PASSING OF AKTHUK. 135 Not rendering true answer, as beseem'd Thy fealty, nor like a noble knight : For surer sign had follow'd, either hand, Or voice, or else a motion of the mere. This is a shameful thing for men to lie. Yet now, I charge thee, quickly go again As thou art lief and dear, and do the thing I bade thee, watch, and lightly bring me word." Then went Sir Bedivere the second time Across the ridge, and paced beside the mere, Counting the dewy pebbles, fix'd in thought ; But when he saw the wonder of the hilt. How curiously and strangely chased, he smote His palms together, and he cried aloud : — " And if indeed I cast the brand away, Surely a precious thing, one worthy note. Should thus be lost forever from the earth, Which might have pleased the eyes of many men. 136 THE PASSING OF ARTHUR. What good should follow this, if this were done ? What harm, undone ? deep harm to disobey, Seeing obedience is the bond of rule. Were it well to obey then, if a king demand An act unprofitable, against himself? The king is sick, and knows not what he does. What record, or what relic of my lord Should be to after-time, but empty breath And rumors of a doubt ? but were this kept, Stored in some treasure-house of mighty kings, Some one might show it at a joust of arms, Saying, ' King Arthur's sword, Excalibur, Wrought by the lonely maiden of the Lake. Nine years she wrought it, sitting in the deeps Upon the hidden bases of the hills.' So might some old man speak in the after-time To all the people, winning reverence. But now much honor and much fame were lost.'* So spake he, clouded with his own conceit, THE PASSING OF ARTHUR. 137 And hid Excalibur the second time, And so strode back slow to the wounded king. Then spoke King Arthur, breathing heavily : " What is it thou hast seen ? or what hast heard .'' " And answer made the bold Sir Bedivere : " I heard the water lapping on the crag. And the long ripple washing in the reeds." To whom replied King Arthur, much in wrath : " Ah, miserable and unkind, untrue, Unknightly, traitor -hearted ! Woe is me ! Authority forgets a dying king, Laid widow'd of the power in his eye That bow'd tlie will. I see thee what thou art. For thou, the latest-left of all my knights In whom should meet the offices of all, Thou wouldst betray me for the precious hilt ; Either from lust of gold, or like a girl 138 THE PASSING OF ARTHUR. Valuing the giddy pleasure of the eyes. Yet, for a man may fail in duty twice, And the third time may prosper, get thee hence : But, if thou spare to fling Excalibur, I will arise and slay thee with my hands." Then quickly rose Sir Bedivere, and ran, And, leaping down the ridges lightly, plunged Among the bulrush-beds, and clutch'd the sword, And strongly wheel'd and threw it. The great brand Made lightnings in the splendor of the moon. And flashing round and round, and whirl'd in an arch, Sliot like a streamer of the northern morn. Seen where the moving isles of winter shock By night, with noises of the northern sea. So flash'd and fell the brand Excalibur : But ere he dipt the surface, rose an arm Clothed in white samite, mystic, wonderful, And caught him by the hilt, and brandish'd him Three times, and drew him under in the mere. And lightly went the oilier to the king. THE PASSING OP ARTHUR. 139 Then spoke King Arthur, drawing thicker breath : " Now see I by thine eyes that this is done. Speak out : what is it thou hast heard, or seen ? " And answer made the bold Sir Bedivere : " Sir King, I closed mine eyelids, lest the gems Should blind my purpose, for I never saw, Nor shall see, here or elsewhere, till I die, Not tho' I live three lives of mortal men, So great a miracle as yonder hilt. Then with both hands I flung him, wheeling him ; But when 1 look'd again, behold an arm. Clothed in white samite, mystic, wonderful, That caught him by the hilt, and brandish'd him Three times, and drew him under in the mere." And answer made King Arthur, breathing hard : " My end draws nigh ; 't is time that I were gone. Make broad thy shoulders to receive my weight, And bear me to the margin ; yet I fear My wound hath taken cold, and I shall die." 140 THE PASSING OF ARTHUR. So saying, from the pavement he half rose, Slowly, with pain, reclining on his arm, And looking wistfully with wide blue eyes As in a picture. Him Sir Bedivere Remorsefully regarded thro' his tears, And would have spoken, but he found not words, Tlien took w^ith care, and kneehng on one knee. O'er both his shoulders drew the languid hands, And rising bore him thro' the place of tombs. But, as he walk'd. King Arthur panted hard. Like one that feels a nightmare on his bed When all the house is mute. So sigh'd the king, Muttering and murmuring at his ear, " Quick, quick ! I fear it is too late, and I shall die." But the other swiftly strode from ridge to ridge, Clothed with his breath, and looking, as he walk'd, Larger than human on the frozen hills. He heard the deep behind him, and a cry Before. His own thought drove him like a goad. THE PASSING OF ARTHUR. 141 Dry clash'd his harness in the icy caves And barren chasms, and all to left and right The bare black cliff clang'd round him, as he based His feet on juts of slippery crag that rang Sharp-smitten with the dint of armed heels — And on a sudden, lo ! the level lake, And the long glories of the winter moon. Then saw they how there hove a dusky barge, Dark as a funeral scarf from stem to stern, Beneath them ; and descending they were ware That all the decks were dense with stately forms Black-stoled, black-hooded, like a dream — by these Three Queens with crowns of gold — and from them rose A cry that shiver'd to the tingling stars, And, as it were one voice, an agony Of lamentation, like a wind, that shrills All night in a waste land, where no one comes. Or hath come, since the making of the world. 142 THE PASSING OF AliTHUli. Then murmur'd Arthur, " Place me in the barge," And to the barge they came. There those three Queens Put forth their hands, and took the king, and wept. But she, that rose the tallest of them all And fairest, laid his head upon her lap, And loosed the shatter'd casque, and chafed his hands, And call'd him by his name, complaining loud. And di'opping bitter tears against his brow Striped with dark blood : for all his face was white And colorless, and like the wither'd moon'- Smote by the fresh beam of the springing east ; And all his greaves and cuisses dash'c" with drops Of onset ; and the light and lustrous curls — That made his forehead like a rising sun High from the diiis-throne — were parch'd with dust ; Or, clotted into points and hanging loose, Mix'd with the knightly growth that fringed bis lips. So like a shatter'd column lay the king ; Not like that Arthur who, with lance in rest, From spur to plume a star of tournament, THE PASSING OF ARTHUR. 143 Shot thro' the lists at Camelot, and charged Before the eyes of ladies and of kings. Then loudly cried the bold Sir Bedivere, " Ah ! my Lord Arthur, whither shall I go ? Where shall I hide my forehead and my eyes ? For now I see the true old times are dead, When every morning brought a noble chance. And every chance brought out a noble knight. Such times have been not since the light that led The holy Elders with the gift of myrrh. But now the whole Round Table is dissolved, Which was an image of the mighty world ; And I, the last, go forth companionless. And the days darken round me, and the years, Among new men, strange faces, other minds." And slowly answered Arthur from the barge : " The old order changeth, yielding place to new, And God fulfils himself in many ways. 144 THE PASSING OF ARTHUR. Lest one good custom should corrupt the world. Comfort thyself : what comfort is in me ? I have lived my life, and that which I have done May He within himself make pure ! but thou, If thou shouldst never see my face again, Pray for my soul. More things are wrought by prayer Than this world dreams of. Wherefore, let thy voice Rise like a fountain for me night and day. For what are men better than sheep or goats That nourish a blind life within the brain, If, knowing God, they lift not hands of prayer Both for themselves and those who call them friend ? For so the whole round earth is every way Bound by gold chains about the feet of God. But now ilirewell. I am going a long way With these thou seest — if indeed I go — (For all my mind is clouded with a doubt) To the island-valley of Avilion ; Where falls not hail, or rain, or any snow, Nor ever wind blows loudly ; but it lies THE PASSING OF ARTHUR. 145 Deep-meadow'cl, happy, fair with orchard-lawns And bowery hollows crown'd with summer sea, Where I will heal me of my grievous wound." So said he, and the barge with oar and sail Moved from the brink, like some full-breasted swan That, fluting a wild carol ere her death, Ruffles her pure cold plume, and takes the flood With swarthy webs. Long stood Sir Bedivere Revolving many memories, till the hull Look'd one black dot against the verge of dawn, And on the mere the wailing died away. At length he groan'd, and turning slowly clomb The last hard footstep of that iron crag ; Thence marked the black hull moving yet, and cried, " He passes to be king among the dead, And after healing of his grievous wound He comes again ; but — if he come no more — O me, be yon dark Queens in yon black boat, 7 J 146 THE PASSING OF ARTHUR. Who shriek'd and wail'd, the three whereat we gazed On that high day, when, clothed with living light, They stood before his throne in silence, friends Of Arthur, w^ho should help him at his need ? " Then from the da'wn it seem'd there came, but faint As from beyond the limit of the world, Like the last echo born of a great cry, Sounds, as if some fair city were one voice Around a king returning from his wars. Thereat once more he moved about, and clomb E'en to the highest he could climb, and saw, Straining his eyes beneath an arch of hand, Or thought he saw, the speck that bare the king, Down that long water opening on the deep Somewhere far off, pass on and on, and go From less to less and vanish into light. And the new sun rose bringing the new year. MISCELLANEOUS. THE NORTHERN FARMER. NEW STYLE. I. Dosn't thou 'ear my 'erse's legs, as they canters awaay ? Proputty, proputty, proputty — that 's what I 'ears 'em saay. Proputty, proputty, proputty — Sam, thou 's an ass for thy paains ; Theer's moor sense i' one o' 'is legs nor in all thy braains. II. Woa — theer 's a craw to pluck wi' tha, Sam : yon 's parson's 'ouse — Dosn't thou knaw that a man mun be eather a man or a mouse ? 150 THE NORTHERN FARMER. Time to think on it then ; for thou '11 be twenty to weeiik.* Proputty, proputty — woa then woa — let ma 'ear mysen speiik. III. Me an' thy muther, Sammy, 'as bean a-talkin' o' thee ; Thou 's been talkin' to muther, an' she bean a tellin' it me. Thou '11 not marry for munny — thou 's sweet upo' par- son's lass — Noa — thou '11 marry fur luvv — an' we boath on us thinks tha an ass. IV. Seea'd her todaay goa by — Saaint's-daay — thay was ringing the bells. She 's a beauty thou thinks — an' soa is scoors o' gells, Them as 'as munny an' all — wot 's a beauty ? — the flower as blaws. But proputty, proputty sticks, an' proputty, proputty graws. * This week. THE NORTHERN FARMER. 151 V. Do'ant be stunt * : taake time : I knaws what maakes tha sa mad. Warn't I craazed fur the lasses mysen when I wur a lad ? But I knaw'd a Quaaker feller as often 'as towd ma this : '• Doant thou marry for munny, but goa wheer munny is!" VI. An' I went wheer munny war : an' thy mother coom to 'and, Wr lots o' munny laaid by, an' a nicetish bit o' land. Maaybe she warn't a beauty : — I niver giv it a thowt — But warn't she as good to cuddle an' kiss as a lass as 'ant nowt ? VII. Parson^s lass 'ant nowt, an' she weant 'a nowt when 'e 's deiid, Mun be a guvness, lad, or summut, and addle t her bread : * Obstinate. f Earn. 152 THE NORTHERN FARMER. Why ? fur 'e 's nobbut a curate, an' weant nivir git naw 'igher ; An' 'e maiide the bed as 'e ligs on afoor 'e coom'd to the shire. VIII. And thin 'e coom'd to the parish wi' lots o' 'Varsity debt, Stook to his taail they did, an' 'e 'ant got shut on 'em yet. An' 'e ligs on 'is back i' the grip, wi' noiin to lend 'im a shove, Woorse nor a far-welter'd * yowe : fur, Sammy, 'e mar- ried fur luvv. ^ IX. Luvv ? what 's luvv ? thou can luvv thy lass an' 'er munny too, Maakin' 'em goa togither as they 've good right to do. Could'n I luvv thy muther by cause o' 'er munny laaid by? Naiiy — fur I luvv'd 'er a vast sight moor fur it: reason why. * Or fow-welter'd — said of a sheep lying on its back in the furrow. THE NORTHERN FARMER. 153 X. Ay, an' thy muftier says thou wants to marry the lass, Cooms of a gentleman burn : an' we boath on us thinks tha an ass. Woa then, proputty, wiltha ? — an ass as near as mays nowt — * Woa then, wiltha ? dangtha ! — the bees is as fell as o'vvt.t XI. Break me a bit o' the esh for his 'ead, lad, out o' the fence! Gentleman burn ! what 's gentleman burn ? is it shillins an' pence ? Proputty, proputty 's ivry thing 'ere, an', Samm}^, I 'm blest If it is n't the saiime oop yonder, fur them as 'as it 's the best. XII. Tis'n them as 'as munny as breaks into 'ouses an' steals. Them as 'as coats to their backs an' taakes their regular meals. * Makes uothing. t The flies are as fierce as anything. 154 THE NORTHERN FARMKR. Noji, but it 's them as niver knaws ^Yhe('l• a ineiil 's to be 'ad. • Taiike my word for it, Sammy, the poor in a loomp is bad. xm. Them or thir feythers, tha sees, mun 'a bean a laiizy lot. Fur work mun 'a gone to the gittin' whiniver munny was got. Feyther 'ad ammost nowt ; leiistwaays 'is munny was 'id. But 'e tued an' moil'd 'issen dead, an 'e died a good un, 'c did. XTV. Loook thou theer wheer Wrigglcsby beck comes out by the 'ill ! Feyther run up to the farm, an' I runs up to the mill ; An' I '11 run up to the brig, an' that thou '11 live to see ; And if thou marries a good un, I '11 leave the land to thee. THE NORTHERN FARMER. 155 XV. Thim 's my noations, Sammy, wheerby I means to stick ; But if thou marries a bad un, I '11 leave the land to Dick. — Coom oop, proputty, proputty — that 's what I 'ears 'im saiiy — Proputty, proputty, proputty — canter an' canter awaay. THE VICTIM. I. A PLAGUE upon the people fell, A famine after laid them low, Then thorpe and byre arose in fire, For on them brake the sudden foe ; So thick they died the people cried " The Gods are moved against the land." The Priest in horror about his altar To Thor and Odin lifted a hand : " Help us from famine And plague and strife ! What would you have of us ? THE VICTIM. Human life ? Were it our nearest, Were it our dearest, (Answer, O answer) We give you his life." II. But still the foeman spoil'd and burn'd, And cattle died, and deer in wood, And bird in air, and fishes turn'd And whiten'd all the rolling flood ; And dead men lay all over the way, Or down in a furrow scathed with flame : And ever and aye the Priesthood moan'd Till at last it seem'd that an answer came " The King is happy In child and wife ; Take you his dearest, Give us a life." 157 ir>8 THE VICTIM. III. The Priest went out by heath and hill ; The King was hunting in the wild ; They found the mother sitting still ; She cast her arms about the child. The child was only eight summers old, His beauty still with his years increased, His face was ruddy, his hair was gold, He seem'd a victim due to the priest. The Priest beheld him, And cried with joy, "The Gods have answer'd: We give them the boy." IV. The King return'd from out the wild, He bore but little game in hand ; The mother said : " They have taken the child To spill his blood and heal the land : The land is sick, the people diseased, And blidit and famine on all the lea : THE VICTIM. 151) The holy Gods, they must be appeased, So I pray you tell the truth to me. They have taken our son, They will have his life. Is he your dearest ? • Or I, the wife?" V. The King bent low, with hand on brow, He stay'd his arms upon his knee : " O wife, what use to answer now ? For now the Priest has judged for me." The King was shaken with holy fear ; " The Gods," he said, " would have chosen well ; Yet both are near, and both are dear. And which the dearest I cannot tell ! '\ But the Priest was happy. His victim won : " We have his dearest. His only son ! " 160 THE VICTIM. VI. The rites prepared, the victim bared, The knife uprising toward the blow, To the altar-stone she sprang alone, " Me, not my darling, no ! " He caught her away with a sudden cry ; Suddenly from him brake his wife. And shrieking " /am his dearest, I — / am his dearest ! " rush'd on the knife. And the Priest was happy, "O, Father Odin, We give you a life. Which was his nearest ? Who was his dearest ? The Gods have answer'd ; We give them the wife ! " WAGES. Glory of warrior, glory of orator, glory of song, Paid with a voice flying by to be lost on an endless sea — Glory of Virtue, to fight, to struggle, to right the wrong — Nay, but she aim'd not at glory, no lover of glory she : Give her the glory of going on, and still to be. The wages of sin is death : if the wages of Virtue be dust, Would she have heart to endure for the life of the worm and the fly? K 162 WAGES. She desires no isles of the blest, no quiet seats of the just, To rest in a golden grove, or to bask in a summer sky: Give her the wages of going on, and not to die. THE HIGHER PANTHEISM. The sun, the moon, the stars, the seas, the hills and the plains — Are not these, O Soul, the Vision of Him who reigns ? Is not the Vision He ? tho' He be not that which He seems ? Dreams are true while they last, and do we not live in dreams ? Earth, these solid stars, this weight of body and Umb, Are they not sign and symbol of thy division from Him? Dark is the world to thee : thyself art the reason why ; For is He not all but thou, that hast power to feel "lam I!" 164 THE HIGHER PANTHEISM. Glory about thee, without thee : and thou fulfillest thy doom, Making Him broken gleams, and a stifled splendor and gloom. Speak to Him thou for He hears, and Spirit with Spirit can meet — Closer is He than breathing, and nearer than hands and feet. God is law, say the wise, O Soul, and let us rejoice. For if He thunder by law the thunder is yet His voice. Law is God, say some : no God at all, says the fool ; For all we have power to see is a straight staff bent in a pool ; And the ear of man cannot hear, and the eye of man cannot see ; But if we could see and hear, this Vision — were it not He? Flower in the crannied wall, I pluck you out of the crannies ; — Hold you here, root and all, in my hand, Little flower — but if I could understand What you are, root and all, and all in all, I should know what God and man is. LUCRETIUS, Luc ILIA, wedded to Lucretius, found Her master cold ; for when the morning flush Of passion and the first embrace had died Between them, tho' he loved her none the less, Yet often when the woman heard his foot Return from pacings in the field, and ran To greet him with a kiss, the master took Small notice, or austerely, for — his mind Half buried in some weightier argument, Or fancy-borne perhaps upon the rise And long roll of the Hexameter — he past To turn and ponder those three hundred scrolls Left by the Teacher whom he held divine. LUCRETIUS. 167 She brook'd it not ; but wrathful, petulant, Dreaming some rival, sought and found a witch Who brew'd the philter which had power, they said, To lead an errant passion home again. And this, at times, she mingled with his drink, And this destroy'd him ; for the wicked broth Confused the chemic labor of the blood. And tickling the brute brain within the man's Made havoc among those tender cells, and check'd His power to shape : he loath'd himself ; and once After a tempest woke upon a morn That mock'd him with returning calm, and cried.' ' " Storm in the night ! for thrice I heard the rain Eushing ; and once the flash of a thunderbolt — Methought I never saw so fierce a fork — Struck out the streaming mountain-side, and show'd A riotous confluence of watercourses Blanching and billowing in a hollow of it, Where all but j^ester-eve was dusty-drjr. 168 LUCRETIUS. " Storm, and what dreams, ye holy Gods, what dreams ! For thrice I waken'd after dreams. Perchance We do but recollect the dreams that come Just ere the waking : terrible ! for it seem'd A void was made in Nature j all her bonds Crack'd ; and I saw the flaring atom-streams And torrents of her myriad universe, Ruining along the illimitable inane. Fly on to clash together again, and make Another and another frame of things Forever : that was mine, my dream, 1 knew it Of and belonging to me, as the dog With inward yelp and restless forefoot plies His function of the woodland : but the next ! I thought that all the blood by Sylla shed Came driving rainlike down again on earth, And where it dash'd the reddening meadow, sprang No dragon warriors from Cadmean teeth. For these I thought my dream would show to me, But girls, Hetairai, curious in their art, LUCRETIUS. 169 Hired animalisms, vile as those that made The mulberry-faced Dictator's orgies worse Than aught they fable of the quiet Gods. And hands they mixt, and yell'd and round me drove In narrowing circles till I yell'd again Half suffocated, and sprang up, and saw — Was it the first beam of my latest day ? ^^ Then, then, from utter gloom stood out the breasts. The breasts of Helen, and hoveringly a sword Now over and now under, now direct. Pointed itself to pierce, but sank down shamed At all that beauty ; and as I stared, a fire, The fire that left a roofless llion, Shot out of them, and scorch'd me that I woke " Is this thy vengeance, holy Venus, thine. Because I would not one of thine own doves, Not ev'n a rose, were offer'd to thee ? thine, Forgetful how my rich prooemion makes 170 LUCRETIUS. Thy glory fly along- the Italian field, In lays that will outlast thy Deity ? " Deity ? nay, thy worshippers. My tongue Trips, or I speak profanely. Which of these Angers thee most, or angers thee at all ? Not if thou be'st of those who far aloof Fom envy, hate and pity, and spite and scorn, Live the great life which all our greatest fain Would follow, centr'd in eternal calm. " Nay, if thou canst, O Goddess, like ourselves Touch, and be touch'd, then would I cry to thee To kiss thy Mavors, roll thy tender arms Round him, and keep him from the lust of blood That makes a steaming slaughter-house of Rome. " Ay, but I meant not thee ; I meant not her. Whom all the pines of Ida shook to see Slide from that quiet heaven of hers, and tempt LUCRETIUS. 171 The Trojan, while his neat-herds were abroad ; Nor her that o'er her wounded hunter wept Her Deity false in human^amorous tears ; Nor whom her beardless apple-arbiter Decided fairest. Rather, O ye Gods, Poet-like, as the great Sicilian called Calliope to grace his golden verse — Ay, and this Kypris also — did I take That popular name of thine to shadow forth The all-generating powers and genial heat Of Nature, when she strikes through the thick blood Of cattle, and light is large and lambs are glad Nosing the mother's udder, and the bird Makes his heart voice amid the blaze of flowers: Which things appear the work of mighty Gods. " The Gods ! and if I go my work is left Unfinish'd — if\ go. The Gods, who haunt The lucid interspace of world and world, Where never creeps a cloud, or moves a wind. 172 LUCRETIUS. Nor ever falls the least white star of snow, Nor ever lowest roll of thunder moans, Nor sound of human sorrow mounts to mar Their sacred everlasting calm ! and such, Not all so fine, nor so divine a calm, Not such, nor all unlike it, man may gain Letting his own life go. The Gods, the Gods I If all be atoms, how then should the Gods Being atomic not be dissoluble, Not follow the great law ? My master held That Gods there are, for all men so beheve. I prest my footsteps into his, and meant Surely to lead my Memraius in a train Of flowery clauses onward to the proof That Gods there are, and deathless. Meant ? I meant ? I have forgotten what I meant : my mind Stumbles, and all my faculties are lamed. " Look where another of our Gods, the Sun, Apollo, Delius, or of older use LUCRETIUS. 173 All-seeing Hyperion — what you will — Has mounted yonder ; since he never sware, Except his wrath were wreak'd on wretched man, That he would only shine among the dead Hereafter ; tales ! for never yet on earth Could dead flesh creep, or bits of roasting ox Moan round the spit — nor knows he what he sees ; King of the East altho' he seem, and girt With song and flame and fragrance, slowly lifts His golden feet on those empurpled stairs That climb into the windy halls of heaven : And here he glances on an eye new-born, And gets for greeting but a wail of pain ; And here he stays upon a freezing orb That fain would gaze upon him to the last : And here upon a yellow eyelid fall'n And closed by those who mourn a friend in vain. Not thankful that his troubles are no more. And me, altho' his fire is on my face Blinding, he sees not, nor at all can tell 174 LUCRETIUS. Whether I mean this day to end myself, Or lend an ear to Plato where he says, That men like soldiers may not quit the post Allotted by the Gods : but he that holds The Gods are careless, wherefore need he care Greatly for them, nor rather plunge at once, Being troubled, wholly out of sight, and sink Past earthquake — ay, and gout and stone, that break Body toward death, and palsy, death-in-life, . And wretched age — and worst disease of all, These prodigies of myriad nakednesses, And twisted shapes of lust, unspeakable, Abominable, strangers at my hearth Not welcome, harpies miring every dish, The phantom husks of something foully done, And fleeting thro' the boundless universe. And blasting the long quiet of my breast With animal heat and dire insanity. " How should the mind, except it loved them, clasp LUCRETIUS. 175 These idols to herself? or do they fly Now thinner, and now thicker, like the flakes In a fall of snow, and so press in, perforce Of multitude, as crowds that in an hour Of civic tumult jam the doors, and bear The keepers down, and throng, their rags and they, The basest, far into that council-hall Where sit the best and stateliest of the land o^ " Can I not fling this horror off me again, Seeing with how great ease Nature can smile, Balmier and nobler from her bath of storm, At random ravage ? and how easily The mountain there has cast his cloudy slough, Now towering o'er him in serenest air, A mountain o'er a mountain, ay, and within All hollow as the hopes and fears of men. " But who was he, that in the garden snared Picus and Faunus, rustic Gods ? a tale 176 LUCRETIUS. To laugh at — more to laugh at in myself — For look ! what is it ? there ? yon arbutus Totters ; a noiseless riot underneath Strikes through the wood, sets all the tops quivering — The mountain quickens into Nymph and Faun ; And here an Oread — how the sun delights To glance and shift about her slippery sides, And rosy knees and supple roundedness, And budded bosom-peaks — who this way runs Before the rest — A satyr, a satyr, see — Follows ; but him I proved impossible ; Twy-natured is no nature : yet he draws Nearer and nearer, and I scan him now Beastlier than any phantom of his kind That ever butted his rough brother-brute For lust or lusty blood or provender : I hate, abhor, spit, sicken at him ; and she Loathes him as well ; such a precipitate heel. Fledged as it were with Mercury's ankle-wing, Whirls her to me : but will she fling herself, LUCRETIUS. 177 Shameless upon me ? Catch her, goatfoot : nay, Hide, hide them, million-myrtled wilderness. And cavern-shadowing laurels, hide ! do I wish — What ? — that the bush were leafless ? or to whelm All of them in one massacre ? O ye Gods, I know you careless, yet, behold, to you From childly wont and ancient use I call — I thought I lived securely as yourselves — 'No lewdness, narrowing envy, monkey-spite, No madness of ambition, avarice, none : No larger feast that under plane or pine With neighbors laid along the grass, to take Only such cups as left us friendly-warm, Aflnlrming each his own philosophy — Nothing to mar the sober majesties Of settled, sweet, Epicurean life. But now it seems some unseen monster lays His vast and filthy hands upon my will, AVrenching it backward into his ; and spoils My bliss in being ; and it was not great ; 8* L 178 LUCRETIUS. For save when shutting reasons up in rhythm, Or Heliconian honey in living words, To make a truth less harsh, I often grew Tired of so much within our little life, Or of so little in our little life — Poor little life that toddles half an hour Crown'd with a flower or two, and there an end — And since the nobler pleasure seems to fade, Why should I, beastlike as I find myself. Not manlike end myself ? — our privilege — What beast has heart to do it ? And what man. What Roman would be dragg'd in triumph thus ? Not I ; not he, who bears one name with her. Whose death-blow struck the dateless doom of kings, When brooking not the Tarquin in her veins, She made her blood in sight of Collatine And all his peers, flushing the guiltless air, Spout from the maiden fountain in her heart. And from it sprang the Commonwealth, which breaks As I am breaking now ! LUCRETIUS. 179 " And therefore now Let her, that is the womb and tomb of all, Great Nature, take, and forcing far apart Those blind beginnings that have made me man Dash them anew together at her will Through all her cycles — into man once more, Or beast or bird or fish, or opulent flower — But till this cosmic order everywhere Shatter'd into one earthquake in one day Cracks all to pieces, — and that hour perhaps Is not so far when momentary man Shall seem no more a something to himself, But he, his hopes and hates, his homes and fanes. And even his bones long laid within the grave, The very sides of the grave itself shall pass, Vanishing, atom and void, atom and void, Into the unseen forever, — till that hour, My golden work in which I told a truth That stays the rolling Ixionian wheel, And numbs the Fury's ringlet-snake, and plucks 180 LUCRETIUS. The mortal soul from out immortal hell, Shall stand : aj. surely : then it fails at last, And perishes as I must ; for O Thou, Passionless bride, divine Tranquillity, Yearn'd after by the wisest of the wise, Who fail to find thee, being as thou art Without one pleasure and without one pain, Howbeit I know thou surely must be mine ^ Or soon or late, yet out of season, thus I woo thee roughly, for thou carest not How roughly men may woo thee so they win — Thus — thus : the soul flies out and dies in the air." With that he drove the knife into his side i She heard him raging, heard him fall ; ran in, Beat breast, tore hair, cried out upon herself As having fail'd in duty to him, shriek'd That she but meant to win him back, fell on him, Clasp'd, kiss'd him, wail'd : he answer'd, " Care not thou ! What matters ? All is over : Fare thee well ! " THE GOLDEN SUPPER. [This poem is founded upoa a story in Boccaccio. A young lover, Julian, whose cousin and foster-sister, Camilla, has been wedded to his friend and rival, Lionel, endeavors to narrate the story of his own 'ove for her, and the strange scq'ael of it. lie speaks of having been haunted in delirium by visions and the sound of bells, sometimes tolling for a funeral, and at last ringing for a marriage ; but he breaks away, overcome, as he approaches the Event, and a witness to it completes the tale.] ***** He flies the event : he leaves the event to me : Poor Julian — how he rush'd away ; the bells, Those marriage-bells, echoing in ear and heart — But cast a parting glance at me, you saw, As who should say " continue." "Well, he had One golden hour — of triumph shall I say ? Solace at least — before he left his home. Would you had seen him in that hour of his 182 THE GOLDEN SUPPER. He moved thro' all of it majestically — Restrain'd himself quite to the close — but now — Whether they ivere his lady's mamage-bells, Or prophets of them in his fantasy, I never ask'd : but Lionel and the girl "Were wedded, and our Julian came again Back to his mother's house among the pines. But there, their gloom, the mountains and the Bay, The whole land weigh'd him down as -ilZtna does The Giant of Mythology : he would go, "Would leave the land forever, and had gone Surely, but for a whimper " Go not yet," Some warning, and divinely as it seem'd By that which folio w'd — but of this I deem As of the visions that he told — the event Glanced back upon them in his after life, And partly made them — tho' he knew it not. And thus he stay'd and would not look at her — THE GOLDEN SUPP*R. 183 No, not for months : but, when the eleventh moon After their marriage lit the lover's Bay, Heard yet once more the toiling bell, and said, Would you could toll me out of life, but found — All softly as his mother broke it to him — A crueller reason than a crazy ear. For that low knell tolling his lady dead — Dead — and had lain three days without a pulse : All that look'd on her had pronounced her dead. And so they bore her (for in Julian's land They never nail a dumb head up in elm). Bore her free-faced to the free airs of heaven, And laid her in the vault of her own kin. What did he then ? not die : he is here and hale — Not plunge headforemost from the mountain there, And leave the name of Lover's Leap : not he : He knew the meaning of the whisper now, Thought that he knew it. " This, I stay'd for this ; O love, I have not seen you for so long. 184 THE GOLDEN SUPPER. Now, now, will I go down into the grave, I will be all alone with all I love, And kiss her on the Yips. She is his no more : The dead returns to me, and I go down To kiss the dead." % The fancy stirr'd him so He rose and went, and entering the dim vault, And, making there a sudden light, beheld All round about him that which all will be. The light was but a flash, and went again. Then at the far end of the vault he saw His lady with the moonlight on her face ; Her breast as in a shadow-prison, bars Of black and bands of silver, which the moon Struck from an open grating overhead High in the wall, and all the rest of her Drown'd in the gloom and horror of the vault. " It was my wish," he said, " to pass, to sleep, THE GOLDEN SUPPER. 185 To rest, to be with her — till the great clay Peal'd on us with that music which rights all, And raised us hand in hand." And kneeling there Down in the dreadful dust that once was man, Dust, as he said, that once was loving hearts, Hearts that had beat with such a love as mine — Not such as mine, no, nor for such as her — He softly put his arm about her neck And kiss'd her more than once, till helpless death And silence made him bold — nay, but I wrong him, He reverenced his dear lady even in death ; But, placing his true hand upon her heart, " O, you warm heart," he moaned, " not even death Can chill you all at once " : then starting, thought His dreams had come again. " Do I wake or sleep ? Or am I made immortal, or my love Mortal once more ? " It beat — the heart — it beat : Faint — but it beat : at which his own began To pulse with such a vehemence that it drown'd The feebler motion underneath his hand. 186 THE GOLDEN SUPPER. But when at last his doubts were satisfied, He raised her softly from the sepulchre, And, wrapping her all over with the cloak He came in, and now striding fast, and now Sitting awhile to rest, but evermore Holding his golden burden in his arms, So bore her thro' the solitary land Back to the mother's house where she was born. There the good mother's kindly ministering, With half a night's appliances, recall'd Her fluttering life : she raised an eye that ask'd " Where ? " till the tilings familiar to her youth Had made a silent answer : then she spoke, " Here ! and how came I here ? " and learning it (They told her somewhat rashly as I think) At once began to wander and to wail, " Ay, but you know that you must give me back: Send ! bid him come " ; but Lionel was away, Stung by his loss had vanish'd, none knew where. THE GOLDEN SUPPER. 187 " He casts me out," plie wept, " and goes " — a wail That seeming something, yet was nothing, born Not from believing mind, but shatter'd nerve, Yet haunting Julian, as her own reproof At some precipitance in her burial. Then, when her own true spirit had return'd, " O yes, and you," she said, "and none but you. For you have given me life and love again, And none but you yourself shall tell him of it, And you shall give me back when he returns." " Stay then a little," answer'd Julian, " here. And keep yourself, none knowing, to yourself ; And I will do your will. I may not stay, No, not an hour; but send me notice of him When he returns, and then will I return, And I will make a solemn offering of you To him you love." And faintly she replied, " And I will do your will, and none shall know." Not know ? with such a secret to be known. 188 THE GOLDEN SUPPER. But all their house was old and loved them both, And all the house had known the loves of both ; Had died almost to serve them any way, And all the land was waste and solitary : And then he rode away ; but after this, An hour or two, Camilla's travail came Upon her, and that day a boy was born, Heir of his face and land, to Lionel. And thus our lonely lover rode away, And pausing at a hostel in a marsh. There fever seized upon him : myself was then Travelling that land, and meant to rest an hour; And sitting down to such a base repast, It makes me angry yet to speak of it — I heard a groaning overhead, and climb'd The moulder'd stairs (for everything was vile), And in a loft, with none to wait on him, Found, as it seemM, a skeleton alone, Ravino; of dead men's dust and beating hearts. THE GOLDEN SUPPEK. 189 A dismal hostel in a dismal land, A flat malarian world of reed and rush ! But there from fever and ray care of him Sprang up a friendship that may help us yet. For while we roam'd along the dreary coast, And waited for her message, piece by piece I learnt the drearier story of his life ; And, tho' he loved and honor'd Lionel, Found that the sudden wail his lady made Dwelt in his fancy : did he know her worth, Her beauty even ? should he not be taught, Ev'n by the price that others set upon it. The value of that jewel he had to guard? Suddenly came her notice and we past, I ^Yith our lover to his native Bay. This love is of the brain, the mind, the soul : That makes the sequel pure ; tho' some of us Beginning at the sequel know no more. 19^ THE GOLDEN SUPPER. Not such am I : and yet I saj-, the bird That will not hear my call, however sweet, But if ray neighbor whistle answers him — "What matter? there are others in the wood. Yet when I saw her (and I thought him crazed, Tho' not with such a craziness as needs A cell and keeper), those dark eyes of hers — Oh ! such dark eyes ! and not her eyes alone, But all from these to where she touch'd on earth, For such a craziness as Julian's seem'd No less than one divine apology. So sweetly and so modestly she came To greet us, her young hero in her arms ! " Kiss him," she said. '• You gave me life again. He, but for you, had never seen it once. His other father you ! Kiss him, and then Forgive him, if his oame be Julian too." Talk of lost hopes and broken heart ! his own THE GOLDEN SUPrEIl. 191 Sent such a flame into liis face, I knew Some sudden vivid pleasure hit him there. But he was all the more resolved to go, And sent at once to Lionel, praying him By that great love they both had borne the dead, To come and revel for one hour with him Before he left the land forevermore ; And then to friends — they were not many — who lived Scatteringly about that lonely land of his, And bade them to a banquet of farewells. And Julian made a solemn feast : I never Sat at a costlier ; for all round his hall From column on to column, as in a wood, Not such as here — an equatorial one, Great garlands swung and blossom'd ; and beneath, Heirlooms, and ancient miracles of Art, Chalice and salver, wines that, Heaven knows when, Had suck'd the fire of some forgotten sun, 192 THE GOLDEN SUPPER. And kept it tliro' a liundred years of gloom, Yet glowing in a heart of ruby — cups Where nymph and god ran ever round in gold — Others of glass as costly — some with gems Movable and resettable at will, And trebling all the rest in value — Ah heavens ! Why need I tell you all ? — suffice to say That "whatsoever such a bouse as his, And his was old, has in it rare or fair Was brought before the guest : and they, the guests, Wonder'd at some strange light in Juhan's eyes (T told you that he had his golden hour), And such a feast, ill-suited as it seem'd To such a time, to Lionel's loss and his, And that resolved self-exile from a land He never would revisit, such a feast So rich, so strange, and stranger ev'n than rich. But rich as for the nuptials of a king. And stranger yet, at one end of the hail THE GOLDEN SUPPER. 193 Two great funereal curtains, looping down, Parted a little ere they met the floor, About a picture of his lady, taken Some years before, and falling hid the frame. And just above the parting was a lamp : So the sweet figure folded round with night Seem'd stepping out of darkness with a smile. Well then — our solemn feast — we ate and drank, And midit — the wines beinoj of such nobleness — Have jested also, but for Julian's eyes. And something weird and wild about it all : What was it ? for our lover seldom spoke. Scarce touch'd the meats ; but ever and anon A priceless goblet with a priceless wine Arising, show'd he drank beyond his use ; And when the feast was near an end, he said : " There is a custom in the Orient, friends — I read of it in Persia — when a man 9 M 194 THE GOLDEN SUPPER. Will honor those who feast with him, he brings And shows them whatsoever he accounts Of all his treasures the most beautiful, Gold, jewels, arms, whatever ii may be. This custom — " Pausing here a moment, all The guests broke in upon him with meeting hands And cries about the banquet — " Beautiful ! "Who could desire more beauty at a feast ? " The lover answer'd, " There is more than one Here sitting: who desires it. Laud me not Before my time, but hear me to the close. This custom steps yet further when the guest Is loved and honor'd to the uttermost. For after he has shown him gems or gold, He brings and sets before him iu rich guise That which is thrice as beautiful as these, The beauty that is dearest to his heart — THE GOLDEN SUPPER. 195 * my heart's lord, would I could show you,' he says, ' Ev'n my heart too.' jVnd I propose to-night To show you what is dearest to my heart, And my heart too. " But solve me first a doubt. I knew a man, nor many years ago ; He had a faithful servant, one who loved His master more than all on earth beside. He falling sick, and seeming close on death, His master would not wait until he died, But bade his menials bear him from the door. And leave him in the public way to die. I knew another, not so long ago, Who found the dying servant, took him home, And fed, and clierish'd him, and saved his life. I ask you now, should this first master claim His service, whom does it belong to ? him "Who thrust him out, or him who saved his life ? '* 196 THE GOLDEN SUPPER. This question, so flung down before the guests, And balanced either way by each, at length When some were doubtful how the law would hold, Was handed over by consent of all To one who had not spoken^ Lionel. Fair speech was his, and delicate of phrase. And he beginning languidly — his loss Weigh'd on him yet — but warming as he went, Glanced at the point of law, to pass it by, Affirming that as long as either lived. By all the laws of love and gratefulness, The service of the one so saved was due All to the saver — adding, with a smile, The first for many weeks — a semi-smile As at a strong conclusion — " Body and soul And life and limbs, all his to work liis will." Then Julian made a secret sign to me To bring Camilla down bel^ore them alL THE GOLDEN SUPPER. 197 And crossing her own picture as she came, And looking as much lovelier as herself Is lovelier than all others — on her head A diamond circlet, and from under this A veil, that seem'd no more than gilded air, Flying by each fine ear, an Eastern gauze With seeds of gold — so, with that grace of hers, Slow-moving as a wave against the wind. That flings a mist behind it in the sun — And bearing high in arms the mighty babe. The younger Julian, who himself was crown'd With roses, none so rosy as himself — And over all her babe and her the jewels Of many generations of his house Sparkled and flash'd, for he had decked them out As for a solemn sacrifice of love — So she came in : — I am long in telling it. I never yet beheld a thing so strange, Sad, sweet, and strange together — floated in, — While all the guests in mute amazement rose, 198 THE GOLDEN SUPPER. And slowly pacing to the middle hall, Before the board, there paused and stood, her breast Hard-heaving, and her eyes upon her feet, Not daring yet to glance at Lionel. But him she carried, him nor lights nor feast Dazed or amazed, nor eyes of men ; who cared Only to use his own, and staring wide And hungering for the gilt and jewell'd world About him, look'd, as he is like to prove, When Julian goes, the lord of all he saw. " My guests," said Julian : " you are honor'd now Ev'n to the uttermost : in her behold Of all my treasures the most beautiful, Of all things upon earth the dearest to me." Then waving us a sign to seat our.-elves, Led his dear lady to a chair of state. And I, by Lionel sitting, saw his face Fire, and dead ashes and all fire again Thrice in a second, felt him tremble too, THE GOLDEN SUPPER. 199 And heard him muttering, " So like, so like ; She never had a sister. I knew none. Some cousin of his and hers — O God, so like ! " And then he suddenly ask'd her if she were. She shook, and cast her eyes down, and was dumb. And then some other question'd if she came From foreign lands, and still she did not speak. Another, if the boy were hers : but she To all their queries answer'd not a word, Which made the amazement more, till one of them Said, shuddering, " Her spectre ! " But his friend Replied, in half a whisper, " Not at least The spectre that will speak if spoken to. Terrible pity, if one so beautiful Prove, as I almost dread to find her, dumb ! " But Julian, sitting by her, answer'd all : " She is but dumb, because in her you see That faithful servant whom we spoke about. Obedient to her second master now ; 200 THE GOLDEN SUPPER. Which will not last. I have here to-night a guest So bound to me by common love and loss — What ! shall I bind him more ? in his behalf, Shall I exceed the Persian, giving him That which of all things is the dearest to me, Not only showing ? and he himself pronounced That my rich gift is wholly mine to give. " Now all be dumb, and promise all of you Not to break in on what I say by word Or whisper, while I show you all my heart." And then began the story of his love As here to-day, but not so wordily — The passionate moment would not suffer that — Past thro' his visions to the burial ; thence Down to this last strange hour in his own hall ; And then rose up, and with him all his guests Once more as by enchantment ; all but he, Lionel, who fain had risen, but fell again, And sat as if in chains — to whom he said t THE GOLDEN SUPPER. 201 " Take my free gift, my cousin, for your wife ; And were it only for the giver's sake, And tlio' she seem so like the one you lost, Yet cast her not away so suddenly. Lest there be none left here to bring her back : I leave this land forever." Here he ceased. Then taking his dear lady by one hand, And bearing on one arm the noble babe, He slowly brought them both to Lionel. And there the widower husband and dead wife Eush'd each at each with a cry, that rather seem'd For some new death than for a life renew'd ; At this the very babe began to wail ; At once they turn'd, and caught and brought him in To their charm'd circle, and, half killing him With kisses, round him closed and elaspt again. But Lionel, when at last he freed himself From wife and child, and lifted up a face All over glowing with the sun of life, 9« 202 THE GOLDEN SUPPER. And love, and boundless thanks — the sight of this So frighted our good friend, that turning to me And saying, '•' It is over : let us go " — There were our horses ready at the doors — We bade them no fiirewell, but mounting these He past forever from his native land ; And I with him, my Julian, back to mine. 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