^^-n^, - -*j. «»•, 0^\,->, V^ ""' 4V ^o ♦ • o. • ii o • k ^«'0^ . k ' # ^ xj>. r»>^ o « • ^^ 6^ ^ t M Kit ^ > /. ■4. • " Ay » '' O kPv- y^'^r^ ... <*. '•• '" a''^ . . * ^ >^^^. <^ ^ '^-\ nV « I, b •^^^ d> . , . -Ok _-^ A^-^^ VS/^tc-t,«>^w ^ 1* ' SKETCHES AID LETTERS? ''"^^ BEING THE FINAL MEMORIALS OF / CHARLES LAMB, NEVER BEFORE PUBLISHED. BY THOMAS NOON.TALFOURD, ONE OF HIS EXECUTORS. NEW-YORK : t). APPLETON &L COMPANY, 200 BROADWAY. PHILADELPHIA : GEO. S. APPLETON, 148 CHESNUT-STREET. MDCCCXLVIII, s'N :\ \ \ TO WILLIAM WORDSWORTH, Esa., D.C.L., POET LAUREATE, THESE FINAL MEMOHIALS OF ONE WHO CHERISHED HIS FRIENDSHIP AS A COMFORT AMIDST GRIEFS, AND A GLORY AMIDST DEPRESSIONS, ARE, WITH AFFECTION AND RESPECT, KnscrfOetr BY ONE WHOSE PRIDE IS TO HAVE BEEN IN OLD TIME HIS EARNEST ADMIRER, AND ONE OF WHOSE FONDEST WISHES IS THAT HE MAY BE LONG SPARED TO ENJOY FAME, RARELY ACCORDED TO THE LIVING; ^ U/ M ^|K-^ *K^ V / / ^# ,/\ i ? Nearly twelve years have elapsed since the Letters of Charles Lamb, accompanied by such slight sketches of his Life as might link them together, and explain the circum- -^ stances to which they refer, were given to the world. In the Preface to that work, reference was made to letters yet remaining unpublished, and to a period when a more com- plete estimate might be formed of the singular and delight- ful character of the writer than was there presented. That >s period has arrived. Several of his friends, who might pos- / sibly have felt a moment's pain at the publication of some of those effusions of kindness, in which they are sportively mentioned, have been removed by death ; and the dismissal of the last, and to him the dearest of all, his sister, while it has brought to her the repose she sighed for ever since she lost him, has released his biographer from a difficulty which -3 has hitherto prevented a due appreciation of some of his noblest qualities. Her most lamentable, but most innocent i^ agency in the event which consigned her for life to his pro= tection, forbade the introduction of any letter, or allusion to any incident, which might ever, in the long and dismal /' 8 PREFACE. twilight of consciousness which she endured, shock her by the recurrence of long past and terrible sorrows ; and the same consideration for her induced the suppression of every passage which referred to the malady with which she was through life at intervals afflicted. Although her death had removed the objection to a reference to her intermittent suf- fering, it still left a momentous question, whether even then, when no relative remained to be affected by the disclosure, it would be right to unveil the dreadful calamity which marked one of its earliest visitations, and which, though known to most of those who were intimate with the surviv- ing sufferers, had never been publicly associated with their history. When, however, I reflected that the truth, while in no wise affecting the gentle excellence of one of them, casts new and solemn lights on the character of the other ; that while his frailties have received an ample share of that in- dulgence which he extended to all human weaknesses, their chief exciting cause has been hidden ; that his moral strength and the extent of his self-sacrifice have been hitherto un- known to the world ; I felt that to develope all which is es- sential to the just appreciation of his rare excellence, was due both to him and to the public. While I still hesitated as to the extent of disclosure needful for this purpose, my linger- ing doubts were removed by the appearance of a full state- ment of the melancholy event, with all the details capable of being collected from the newspapers of the time, in the " British -Quarterly Review," and the diffusion of the pas- sage, extracted thence, through several other journals. After this publication, no doubt could remain as to the propriety of PREFACE. publishing ths letters of Lamb on this event, eminently ex- alting the characters of himself and his sister, and enabling the reader to judge of the sacrifice which followed it. I have also availed myself of the opportunity of introduc- ing some letters, the objection to publishing which has been ob- viated by the same great healer. Time • and of adding others which I deemed too trivial for the public eye, when the whole of his letters lay before me, collected by Mr. Moxoii fi'om the distinguished correspondents of Lamb, who kindly responded to his request for permission to make the public sharers in their choice epistolary treasures. The appre- ciation which the letters already published, both in this country and America — perhaps even more remarkable in America than in England — have attained, and the interest which the lightest fragments of Lamb's correspondence, which have accidentally appeared in other quarters, have excited, convince me that some letters which I withheld, as doubting their worthiness of the public eye, will not now be unwelcome. There is, indeed, scarcely a note — a notelet — (as he used to call his very little letters) Lamb ever wrote, whrch has not some tinge of that quaint sweetness, some hint of that peculiar union of kindness and whim, which distin- guish him from all other poets and humorists. I do not think the reader will complain that — with some very slight exceptions, which personal considerations still render neces- sary — I have made him a partaker of all the epistolary trea- sures which the generosity of Lamb's correspondents placed at Mr. Moxon's disposal. When I first considered the materials of this work, I pur- 1* 10 PREFACE. posed to combine them with a new edition of the former volumes ; but the consideration that such a course would be unjust to the possessors of those volumes induced me to pre- sent them to the public in a separate form. In accomplish- ing that object, T have felt the difficulty of connecting the letters so as to render their attendant circumstances intelli- gible, without falling into repetition of passages in the pre- vious biography. My attempt has been to make these volumes subsidiary to the former, and yet complete in them- selves ; but I fear its imperfection will require much indul- gence from the reader. The italics and capitals used in printing the letters are always those of the writer ; and the little passages sometimes prefixed to letters, have been print- ed as in the originals. In venturing to introduce some notices of Lamb's de- ceased companions, I have been impelled partly by a desire to explain any allusion in the letters which might be misun- derstood by those who are not familiar with the fine vagaries of Lamb's affection, and partly by the hope of giving some faint notion of the entire circle with which Lamb is associ- ated in the recollection of a few survivors. T. N. T. London, July, 1848. FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB CHAPTER I. LETTERS OF LAMB TO COLERIDGE, IN THE SPRING AND SUMMER OF 1796. In the year 1795, Charles Lamb resided with his father, mother, and sister, in lodgings at No. 7, Little Queen Street, Holborn. The father was rapidly sinking into dotage ; the mother suffered under an infirmity which deprived her of the use of her limbs ; and the sister not only undertook tlie office of daily and nightly attendance on her mother, but sought to add by needlework to their slender resources. Their income then consisted of an annuity which Mr. Lamb the elder derived from the old Bencher, Mr. Salt, whom he had faithfully served for many years ; Charles's salary, which, being that of a clerk of three years' standing in the India House, could have been but scanty ; and a small payment made for board by an old maiden aunt, who resided with them. In this year Lamb, being just twenty years of age, began to write verses, — partly incited by the example of his 12 FINaL BIEMORIALS of CHARLES LAMB. only friend, Coleridge, whom he regarded with as much reverence as affection, and partly inspired by an attachment to a young lady residing in the neighborhood of Islington, who'is commemorated in his early verses as " the fair-haired maid." How his love prospered we cannot ascertain ; but we know how nobly ihat love, and all hope of the earthly blessings attendant on such an affection, were resigned on the catastrophe which darkened the following year. In the meantime, his youth was lonely — rendered more so by the recollection of the society of Coleridge, who had just left London — of Coleridge in the first bloom of life and genius, unshaded by the mysticism which it afterwards glorified — full of boundless ambition, love, and hope ! There was a tendency to insanity in his family, which had been more than once developed in his sister ; and it was no matter of surprise that in the dreariness of his solitude it fell upon him ; and that, at the close of the year, he was subjected for a few weeks to the restraint of the insane. The wonder is that, amidst all the difficulties, the sorrows, and the excite- ments of his succeedin3 the Globe, Miss Abercrombie, who, as usual, was accom- panied by Mrs. Wainwright, being asked the object of the insurance, replied that ''- she scarcely knew ; but she was desired to come there by her friends, who wished the in- surance done." On being further pressed, she referred to Mrs. Wain Wright, who said, "It is for some money matters that are to be arranged ; but ladies don't know much about such things ;" and Miss Abercrombie answered a question, whether she was insured in any other office, in the nega- tive. At the Alliance, Helen was more severely tested by the considerate kindness of Mr. Hamilton, who re- ceived the proposal, and who was not satisfied by her statement that a suit was depending in Chancery, which would probably terminate in her favor, but that if she should die in the interim, the property would go into another family, for which contingency she wished to provide. The young lady, a little irritated at the question, said, " I supposed that what you had to inquire into was the state of my health, not the object for the insurance ;" on which he informed her " that a young lady, such as she was, had come to the office two years before to effect an insurance for a short time ; and that it was the opinion of the Company she had come to her death by unfair means." Poor Helen replied, " she was sure there was no one about her who could have any such object." Mr. Hamilton said, "Of course not;" but added, "that he was not satisfied as to the object of the insurance ; and un- less she stated in writing what it was, and the Directors ap- proved it, the proposal could not be entertained." The ladies retired ; and the office heard no more of the proposal, nor of Miss Abercrombie, till they heard that she was dead, and that the payment of other policies on her life was resisted. Mr. Wainwright's affairs soon approached a crisis, for he had given a warrant of attorney in August, and a bill of sale of his furniture at Linden House, both of v/hich were become 164 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. absolute, and seizure under which he had postponed only till the 20th or 21st of December. Early in that month he left Linden House, and took furnished lodgings in Conduit Street, to which he was accompanied by his wife and her two half- sisters. On the 13th of that month Miss Abercrombie called on a solicitor named Lys, to whom she was a stranger, and requested him to attest the execution of a will she desired to make, as she was going abroad ; he complied, and she executed a will in favor of her sister Madeline, making Mr. Wainwright its executor. On the 14th, having obtained a form of assignment from the office of the Palladium, she called on another solicitor named Kirk, to whom she was also a stranger, to perfect for her an assignment of the policy of that office to Mr. Wainwright ; tliis the solicitor did by writing in ink over words pencilled in the hand-writing of Mr. Wain- wright, and witnessing her signature. On that evening. Miss Abercrombie accompanied Mr. and Mrs. Wainwright and her sister to the play, as she had done the preceding evening, and partook of oysters, or lobsters, and porter, after their return. The weather was wet ; she had walked home, as she had done the evening before ; and in the night suffered from illness, which was attributed to cold. She con- tinued ill, however, and, in a day or two. Dr. Locock v/as called in by Mr. Wainwright, found her laboring under de- rangement of stomach, and prescribed for her simple reme- dies. She continued indisposed, but he entertained no serious apprehensions until he was sent for on the 21st, when she died. On that morning a powder which Dr. Locock did not recollect ever prescribing, was administered to her in jelly, and Mr. and Mrs. Wainwright quitted her, to take a long walk for some hours. Soon after their departure she was seized with violent convulsions ; the physician was sent for, and was shocked by her condition, and by her exclaiming, " Oh, Doctor, these are the pains of death !" Me adminis- THOMAS GRIFFITHS WAINWRIGHT. 165 tered proper remedies for pressure on the brain, under which she was then laboring ; the symptoms subsided, and he left her in a state of composure. The convulsions, however, soon re- turned with increased violence ; the attendant, in alarm^ called in the assistant of a neighboring apothecary, in the emergency ; the young man did for her the best that human skill could devise ; but all assistance was in vain, and before Mr. and Mrs. Wainwright returned from their walk, she was dead. An examination of the body took place, with Mr. Wainwright's ready concurrence, which, in Doctor Locock's apprehension, left no reason to attribute the death to other than natural causes ; its immediate cause was obviously pressure on the brain ; and the sums, amounting to £18,000, insured on her life, became payable to Mr. Wainwright, as her executor, though, except as to two of the policies — those of the Palladium and the Hope, which had been assigned to him by poor Helen — apparently, at least, for the benefit of the sister. Suspicion, however, was excited ; the offices resisted the claim ; Mr. Wainwright left England for France, where he spent several years ; and after delays, occasioned chiefly by proceedings in Equity, the question of the validity of the poli- cies was tried, before Lord Abinger, on the 29th of June, 1835, in an action by Mr. Wainwright, as executor of Miss Abercrombie, on the Imperial's policy. Extraordinary as were the circumstances under which the defence was made, it rested on a narrow basis — on the allegation that the insu- rance was not, as it professed to be, that of Miss Abercrom- bie, for her own benefit, but the insurance of Mr. Wainwright, effected at his cost, for some purpose of his own, and on the falsehood of representations she had been induced to make in reply to inquiries as to insurances in other offices. The cause of her death, if the insurance was really hers, was immaterial ; and though surely not immaterial in the consi- 166 FlxNAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. deration of the question, whether the insurance was hers or Mr. Wainwrigiit's, was thrown out of the case by Lord Abin- ger. That accomplished judge, who had been the most con- summate advocate of his time, disposed always to pleasurable associations, shrunk, in a Civil Court, from inquiries which, if they had been directly presented on a criminal charge, would have compelled his serious attention ; stated that there was no evidence of other crime than fraud ; and intimated that the defence had been injured by a darker suggestion. The jury, partaking of the judge's disinclination to attribute the most dreadful guilt to a plaintiff on a Nisi Prius record, and, perhaps, scarcely perceiving how they could discover for the imputed fraud an intelligible motive without it, were unable to agree, and were discharged without giving a ver- dict. The cause was tried again before the same judge, on the 3rd December following ; — when the counsel for the de- fence, following the obvious inclination of the Bench, avoided the most fearful charge, and obtained a verdict for the OfRce, without hesitation, sanctioned by Lord Abinger's proflered approval to the jury. In the meantime, Mr. Wainvvright, leaving his wife and child in London, had acquired the confidence and enjoyed the hospitality of the family of an English officer, residing at Boulogne. While he was thus associated, a proposal was made to the Pelican Office to insure the life of his host for 5,000Z. ; — which, as the medical inquiries were satisfactorily answered, was accepted. The Office, however, received only one premium ; for the life survived the completion of the insurance only a few months ; falling after a very short illness. Under what circumstances Mr. Wainwright left Bou- logne after this event is unknown ; he became a wanderer in France ; and being brought under the notice of the Cor- rectional Police, as passing under a feigned name, was ar- rested. In his possession was found the vegetable poison THOMAS GRIFFITHS WAINWRIGHT. 167 called strychnyne — which leaves little trace of its passage in the frame of its victim — and which, though unconnected with any specific charge, increased his liability to temporary restraint, and led to a six months' incarceration at Paris. After his release, he ventured to re-visit London ; where, in June, 1837, soon after his arrival, he was met in the street by Forester, the police officer, who had identified him in France, and was committed for trial on a charge of forgery. The offence for which Mr. Wainwright was thus appre- hended was not very heinous of its kind ; but his guilt v/as clear, and the punishment, at that time, capital. It consisted in the forgery of the names of his own trustees to five suc- cessive powers of attorney to sell out stock settled on himself and his wife upon their marriage, which his exigencies from time to time had tempted him thus to realize. The Bank of England, by whom he was prosecuted, consented to forego the capital charges on his pleading guilty to the minor of- fence of uttering in two of the cases, which he did at the Old Bailey sessions of July, 1837, and received sentence of transportation for life. In the meantime, proceedings were taken on behalf of Miss Abercrombie's sister, Madeline, who had married a respectable bookseller named Wheatley, to render the insurances available for her benefit, which induced the prisoner to offer communications to the Insurance Offices which might defeat a purpose entirely foreign to his own ; and which he hoped might procure him, through their inter- cession, a mitigation of the most painful severities incident to his sentence. In this expectation he was miserably disap- pointed ; for though, in pursuance of their promise, the Di- rectors of one of the Offices made a communication to the Secretary of State for the Home Department, the result, instead of a mitigation, was an order to place him in irons, and to send him to his place of punishment in a vessel about to convey three hundred convicts. Thus terminated 168 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. the European career of the " kind and light-hearted Ja- nus !" The time has not arrived for exhibiting all the traits of this remarkable person ; probably before it shall arrive, the means of disclosing them will be lost, or the subject for- gotten ; but enough may be found disclosed in the public pro- ceedings from which we have taken thus far our narrative, to supply an instructive contrast between his outer and inner life, and yet more instructive indications of the qualities which formed the links of connection between them. The defect in his moral nature consisted perhaps chiefly in morbid self-esteem, so excessive as to overwhelm all countervailing feelings, and to render all the interests of others, all duties, all sympathies, all regards, subservient to the lightest efforts, or wishes, or enjoyments of the wretched idol. His tastes appreciated only the most superficial beauty ; his vanities were the poorest and most empty ; yet he fancied himself akin to greatness ; and in one of his communications from Newgate, in his last hours of hope, he claimed for himself " a soul whose nutriment is love, and its offspring art, music, divine song, and still holier philosophy." When writing from the hold of the convict-ship, to complain of his being placed in irons, he said — " They think me a desperado. Me ! the companion of poets, philosophers, artists, and musi- cians, a desperado ! You will smile at this, — no — I think you will feel for the man, educated and reared as a gentle- man, now the mate of vulgar ruffians and country bump- kins." This shallow notion of being always " a gentleman," — one abstracted ever from conventional vulgarities — seems to have given him support in the extremity of wretchedness and infamy : the miserable reed he leaned on ; not the ruling passion — but the ruling folly. " They pay me respect here, I assure you," said he to an acquaintance who visited him in Newgate ; " they think I am here for 10,000/.;" and on THOMAS GRIFFITHS WAIN WRIGHT. 169 some of the convicts coming into the yard with brooms to perform their compulsory labor of sweeping it, he raised himself up, pulled down his soiled wristbands, and exclaimed, with a faint hilarity : — " You see those people ; they are convicts like me ; — but no one dares offer me the broom !" Circumstances were indeed changed, but the 7nan was the same as when he elaborated artistic articles for the " Lon- don."* To the last he seemed to be undisturbed by remorse ; * It may not be uninteresting, nor wholly uninstructive, to place in contrast with this person's deplorable condition, a specimen of his com- position when " topping the part" of a literary coxcomb. The following is a portion of an article under the head of " Sentimentalities on the Fine Arts ; by Janus Weathercock, Esq. To be continued when he is in the humor ;" published in the London Magazine for March, 1820. " I (Janus) had made a tolerable dinner the other day at George's, and with my mind full of my last article, was holding up a jjetit verre d'eau de vie de Dantzic to the waxen candle ; watching with scient eye the number of aureate particles — some swimming, some sinking quiveringly, through the oily and luscious liquor, as if informed with life, and gleaming like golden fish in the Whang-ho, or Yellow River (which, by the way, is only yellow from its mud) : so was I em- ployed, when suddenly I heard the day of the month (the 15th), ejacu- lated in the next box. This at once brought me back from my deli- cious reverie to a sense of duty. ' Contributions must be forwarded by the 18th, at the very latest,' were the Editor's last words to Janus, and he is incapable of forgetting them. I felt my vigorous personal identity instantly annihilated, and resolved, by some mystic process, into a part of that unimaginable plurality in unity, wherewithal Editors, Review- ers, and, at present, pretty commonly. Authors, clothe themselves, when, seated on the topmast tip of their top-gallant masts, — they pour forth their oracular dicta on the groaning ocean of London spread out huge at their feet. Forthwith, We (Janus) sneaked home alone — poked in the top of our hollow fire, which spouted out a myriad of flames, roaring pleasantly, as chasing one another, they rapidly escaped up the chimney — exchanged our smart, tight-waisted, stifF-collared coat, for an easy chintz gown, with pink ribbons — lighted our new, elegantly-gilt French lamp, having a ground-glass globe, painted with gay flowers and gaudy butterflies, hauled forth Portfolio No. 9, and established ourselves cosily a 170 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. shocked only at the indignities of the penal condition of one imbued with tastes so refined, that all causes ought to give on a Grecian couch ! Then we (Janus) stroked our favorite tortoise- shell cat into a full and sonorous purr ; and after that our nurse, or maid-servant, a good-natured, Venetian-shaped girl, (having first placed on the table a genuine flask of as rich Montepulsiano as ever voyaged from fair Italia.) had gently, but firmly, closed the door, carefully ren- dered air-tight by a gilt-leather binding, (it is quite right to be parti- cular,) we indulged ourselves in a complacent consideration of the rather elegant figure we made, as seen in a large glass placed opposite our chimney-mirror, without, however, moving any limb, except the left arm, which instinctively filled out a fiill cut-glass of the liquor before us, while the right rested inactively on the head of puss ! " It was a sight that turned all our gall into blood ! Fancy, com- fortable reader ! Imprimis, a very good-sized room. Item : A gay Brussels carpet covered with garlands of flowers. Item : A fine origi- nal cast of the Venus de Medicis. Item : Some choice volumes, in still more choice old French moroquin, with water-tabby silk lining. Item : Some more vols, coated by the skill of Roger Payne, and ' our Charles Lewis.' Item: A piano, by Tomkinson. Item: A Damascus sabre. Item : One cat. Item : A large Newfoundland dog, friendly to the cat. Item : A few hot-house plants on a white marble slab. Item : A deli- cious, melting love-painting, by Fuseli ; and last, not least, in our dear love, we, myself (Janus) ! Each, and the whole, seen by the Correg- gio-kind of light, breathed, as it were, through the painted glass of the lamp ! ! ! " Soothed into that amiable sort of self-satisfaction so necessary to the bodying out those deliciously voluptuous ideas, perfumed with lan- guor, which occasionally swim and undulate like gauzy clouds, over the brain of the most cold-blooded men, we put forth our hand to the folio, which leant against a chair by the sofa's side, and at hap-hazard extracted thence — " Lancret's charming ' Repas Italien.' T^P. le Bas, Sculp. " ' A summer party in the greenwood shade, With lutes prepared, and cloth on herbage laid ; And ladies' laughter coming through the air.' " L. Hunt's ' Bimini.' " This completed the charm. We immersed a well-seasoned, prime THE FALSE PETER BELL. 171 way to iheir indulgence. This vanity, nurtured by selfish- ness, and unchecked by religion, became a disease, perhaps amounting to monomania, and yielding one lesson to repay the world for his existence ; — that there is no state of the soul so dangerous as that in which the vices of the sen- sualist are envenomed by the groveling intellect of the scorner. In 1819, Mr. Wordsworth, encouraged by the extending circle of his earnest admirers, announced for publication his " Peter Bell " — a poem written in the first enthusiasm of his system, and exemplifying, amidst beauty and pathos of the finest essence, some of its most startling peculiarities. Some wicked jester, gifted with more ingenuity and boldness than wit, anticipated the real " Simon Pure," by a false one, burlesquing some of the characteristics of the poet's home- liest style. This grave hoax produced the following letter from Lamb, appropriately written in alternate lines of red and black ink, till the last sentence, in which the colors are alternated, word by word — even to the signature — and "Ma- ry's love," at the close ; so that " Mary " is hlack, and her " love " red. to mr. wordsworth. Dear Wordsworth, I received a copy of " Peter Bell " a week ago, and I hope the author will not be offended if I say I do not much relish it. The humor, if it is meant for humor, is forced ; and then the price ! — sixpence would have been dear for it. pen into our silver inkstand three times, shaking off the loose ink again lingeringly, while, holding the print fast in our left hand, we pursued it with half-shut eyes, dallying awhile with our delight." 172 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. Mind I do not mean your " Peter Bell," but a " Peter Bell," which preceded it about a week, and is in every bookseller's shop window in London, the type and paper nothing differing from the true one, the preface signed W. W., and the sup- plementary preface quoting as the author's words an extract from the supplementary preface to the " Lyrical Ballads." Is there no law against these rascals ? I would have this Lambert Simnel whipt at the cart's tail. Who started the spurious " P. B." I have not heard. I should guess one of the sneering ; but I have heard no name mentioned. " Peter Bell " (not the mock one) is excellent. For its mat- ter I mean. I cannot say that the style of it satisfies me. It is too lyrical. The auditors to whom it is feigned to be told, do not arride me. I had rather it had been told me, the reader, at once. " Hartleap Well " is the tale for me ; in matter as good as this, in manner infinitely before it, in my poor judgment. Why did you not add " The Waggoner ?" — Have I thanked you, though, yet, for " Peter Bell ?" I would not not have it for a good deal of money. G is very foolish to scribble about books. Neither his tongue nor fingers are very retentive. But I shall not say any thing to him about it. He would only begin a very long story with a very long face, and I see him far too sel- dom to tease him with affairs of business or conscience when I do see him. He never comes near our house, and when we go to see him he is generally writing, or thinking : he is writing in his study till the dinner comes, and that is scarce over before the stage summons us away. The mock " P. B." had only this effect on me, that after twice reading it over in hopes to find something diverting in it, I reached your two books off the shelf, and set into a steady reading of them, till I had nearly finished both before I went to bed. The two of your last edition, of course, I mean. And in the morning I awoke determining to take down the '' Excur- LETTER TO WORDSWORTH. 178 sion." I wish the scoundrel imitator could know this. But why waste a wish on him 1 I do not believe that paddling about with a stick in a pond, and fishing up a dead author, whom his intolerable wrongs had driven to that deed of des- peration, would turn the heart of one of these obtuse literary Bells. There is no Cock for such Peters ; — hang 'em ! I am glad this aspiration came upon the red ink line. It is more of a bloody curse, I have delivered over your other presents to Alsager and G. D. A., I am sure, will value it, and be proud of the hand from which it came. To G. D. a poem is a poem. His own as good as any body's, and, God bless him ! any body's as good as his own ; for I do not think he has the most distant guess of the possibility of one poem being better than another. The gods, by denying him the very faculty itself of discrimination, have effectually cut off every seed of envy in his bosom. But with envy, they exci- ted curiosity also ; and if you wish the copy again, which you destined for him, I think I shall be able to find it again for you, on his third shelf, where he stuffs his presentation copies, uncut, in shape and matter resembling a lump of dry dust ; but on carefully removing that stratum, a thing like a pamphlet will emerge. I have tried this with fifty different poetical works that have been given G. D. in return for as many of his own performances, and I confess I never had any scruple in taking my own again, wherever I found it, shaking the adherences off — and by this means one copy of " my works " served for G. I). — and, with a little dusting, was made over to my good friend Dr. G , who little thought whose leavings he was taking when he made me that graceful bow. By the way, the Doctor is the only one of my acquaintance who bows gracefully, my town acquaint- ance, I mean. How do you like my way of writing with two inks ? I think it is pretty and motley. Suppose Mrs. W. adopts it, the next time she holds the pen for you. My ]74 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. dinner waits. I have no time to indulge anv longer in these laborious curiosities. God bless you, and cause to thrive and burgeon whatsoever you write, and fear no inks of misera- ble poetasters. Yours truly, Charles Lamb. Mary's love. The following letter, probably written about this time, is entirely in red ink. to mr. coleridge. Dear Coleridge, A letter written in the blood of your poor friend would indeed be of a nature to startle you ; but this is nought but harmless red ink, or, as the witty mercantile phrase hath it, clerk's blood. Hang 'em ! my brain^ skin, flesh, bone, carcase, soul, time is all theirs. The Royal Ex- change, Gresham's Folly, hath more body and spirit. I ad- mire some of 's lines on you, and I admire your post- poning reading them. He is a sad tattler, but this is under the rose. Twenty years ago he estranged one friend from me quite, whom I have been regretting, but never could re- gain since ; he almost alienated you also from me, or me from you, I don't know which. But that breach is closed. The dreary sea is filled up. He has lately been at work " telling again," as they call it — a most gratuitous piece of mischief — and has caused a coolness betwixt me and a (not friend exactly, but) intimate acquaintance. I suspect, also, he saps Manning's faith in me, who am to Manning more than an acquaintance. Still I like his writing verses about you. Will your kind host and hostess give me a dinner next Sunday, and, better still, not expect us if the weather is very bad ? Why you should refuse twenty guineas per sheet for Blackwood's or any other magazine puzzles my poor com- LETTER TO MISS WORDSWORTH. 175 prehension. But, as Strap says, " you know best." I have no quarrel with you about prseprandial avocations, so don't imagine one. That Manchester sonnet* I think very likely is Capel Lofft's. Another sonnet appeared with the same initials in the same paper, which turned out to be P 's. What do the rascals mean ? Am I to have the fathering of what idle rhymes every beggarly poetaster pours forth ! Who put your merrie sonnet " about Brownie " into " Black- wood's ?" I did not. So no more till we meet. Ever yours, C. L. The following letter {of post-mark 1822) is addressed to Trinity College, Cambridge, when Miss Wordsworth was visiting her brother, Dr. Wordsworth. TO MISS WORDSAVORTH. Mary perfectly approves of the appropriation of the feathers, and wishes them peacock's for your fair niece's sake. Dear Miss Wordsworth, J had just written the above endearing words when M tapped me on the shoulder, with an invitatira to cold goose pie, which I was not bird of that sort enough to decline. Mrs. M , I am most happy to say, is better. Mary has been tormented with a rheumatism, which is leaving her. I am suffering from the festivities of the season. I wonder how my misused carcase holds it out. I have played the experimental philosopher on it, that's certain. Willy]- shall be welcome to a mince-pie and a bout at commerce when- * A sonnet in " Blackwood," dated Manchester, and signed C. L. t Mr. Wordsworth's second son, then at the Charter-house. 176 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. ever he comes. He was in our eye. I am glad you liked my new year's speculations ; every body liked them, except the author of the " Pleasures of Hope." Disappointment attend him! How I like to be liked, and what I do to be liked ! They flatter me in magazines, newspapers, and all the minor reviews ; the Quarterlies hold aloof. But they must come into it in time, or their leaves be waste paper. Salute Trinity Library in my name. Two special things are worth seeing at Cambridge : a portrait of Cromwell, at Sydney, and a better of Dr. Harvey (who found out that blood was red), at Dr. Davy's ; you should see them. Cole- ridge is pretty well ; I have not seen him, but hear often of him from AUsop, who sends me hares and pheasants twice a week ; I can hardly take so fast as he gives. I have al- most forgotten butcher's meat, as plebeian. Are you not glad the cold is gone ? I find winters not so agreeable as they used to be " when winter bleak had charms for me." I cannot conjure up a kind similitude for these snowy flakes. Let them keep to twelfth cakes ! Mrs. P , our Cambridge friend, has been in town. You do not know the W— — 's in Trumpington Street. They are capital people. Ask any body you meet who is the biggest woman in Cambridge, and I'll hold you a wager they'll Hky Mrs. . She broke down two benches in Trinity gardens : one on the confines of St. John's, which occasioned a litigation between the Societies as to repairing it. In warm weather she retires into an ice cellar (literally), and dates the returns of the years from a hot Thursday some twenty years back. She sits in a room with opposite doors and windows, to let in a thorough draft, which gives her slenderer friends tooth-aches. She is to be seen in the market every morning at ten, cheapening fowls, which I observe the Cambridge poulterers are not sufficiently careful to stump. LETTER TO MISS HUTCHINSON. 177 Having now answered most of the points contained in your letter, let me end with assuring you of our very best kindness, and excuse Mary for not handling the pen on this occasion, especially as it has fallen into so much better hands. Will Dr. W. accept of my respects at the end of a foolish letter ? C. L. The following is a fragment of a letter addressed in- the beginning of 1823 to Miss Hutchinson, at Ramsgate, whither she had gone with an invalid relative. to miss hutchinson. Dear Miss H., JJC 'r* ^ »t* »!• T^ 5(4 It gives me great pleasure (the letter now begins) to hear that you got down so smoothly, and that Mrs. M 's spirits are so good and enterprising. It shows whatever her posture may be, that her mind at least is not supine. I hope the excursion will enable the former to keep pace with its outstripping neighbor. Pray, present our kindest wishes to her and all ; (that sentence should properly have come into the Postscript, but we airy mercurial spirits, there is no keep- ing us in.) " Time" (as was said of one of us) " toils after us in vain." I am afraid our co-visit with Coleridge was a dream. I shall not get away before the end (or middle) of June, and then you will be frog-hopping at Boulogne ; and besides, I think the Gilmans would scarce trust him with us ; I have a malicious knack at cutting off apron-strings. The Saints' days you speak of have long since fled to heaven, with Astrsea, and the cold piety of the age lacks fervor to re- call them ; only Peter left his key — the iron one of the two 8* 178 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. that " shuts amain" — and that is the reason I am locked up. Meanwhile of afternoons we pick up primroses at Dalston, and Mary corrects me when I call 'em cowslips. God bless you all, and pray, remember me euphoniously to Mr. G . That Lee Priory must be a dainty bower. Is it built of flints ? — and does it stand at Kingsgate ? The following letter to Mr. Walter Wilson, who was composing a " Life of De Foe," in reply to inquiries on va- rious points of the great novelist's history, is dated 24th Feb., 1823. to mr. walter wilson. Dear AV., I write that you may not think me neglectful, not that I have any thing to say. In answer to your questions, it was at your house I saw an edition of " Roxana," the preface to which stated that the author had left out all that part of it which related to Roxana's daughter persisting in imagining herself to be so, in spite of the mother's denial from certain hints she had picked up, and throwing herself continually in her mother's way (as Savage is said to have done in the way of his, prying in at windows to get a glimpse of her), and that it was by advice of Southern, who objected to the cir- cumstances as being untrue, when the rest of the story was founded on fact ; which shows S. to have been a stupid-ish fellow. The incidents so resemble Savage's story, that I taxed Godwin with taking Falkner from his life by Dr. John- son. You should have the edition (if you have not parted with it), for I saw it never but at your place at the Mews' Gate, nor did I then read it to compare it with my own ; only 1 know the daughter's curiosity is the best part of my *' Roxana." You ask me for two or three pages of verse. I LETTER TO MR. WILSON. 179 have not written as much since you knew me, I am alto- gether prosaic. May be I may touch off a sonnet in time. I do not prefer " Colonel Jack " to either " Robinson Crusoe" or " Roxana." I only spoke of the beginning of it; his childish history. The rest is poor. I do not know any where any good character of De Foe besides what you mention.* I do not know that Swift mentions him ; Pope does. I forget if D'Israeli has. Dunlop I think has nothing of him. He is quite new ground, and scarce known beyond " Crusoe." I do not know who wrote "Quarl." I never thought of " Quarl " as having an author. It is a poor imitation ; the monkey is the best in it, and his pretty dishes made of shell. Do you know the paper in the " Englishman " by Sir Rich- ard Steele, giving an account of Selkirk ? It is admirable, and has all the germs of •' Crusoe." You must quote it en- tire. Captain G. Carleton wrote his own memoirs ; they are about Lord Peterborough's campaign in Spain, and a good book. "Puzzelli" puzzles me, and I am in a cloud about *' Donald M'Leod." I never heard of them ; so you see, my dear Wilson, what poor assistance I can give in the way of information. I wish your book out, for I shall like to see any thing about De Foe or from you. Your old friend, C. Lamb. From my and your old compound. In this year, Lamb made his greatest essay in house- keeping, by occupying Colnebrook Cottage at Islington, on * Those who wish to read an admirable character of De Foe, asso- ciated with the most valuable information respecting his personal history, should revert to an article in the " Edinburgh Review" on De Foe, at- tributed to the author of the " Lives of the Statesmen of the Common- wealth," and of the delightful " Biography of Oliver Goldsmith," almost as charming as its subject. 180 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. the banks of his beloved New River. There occurred the immersion of George Dyer at noontide, which supplies the subject of one of " The Last Essays of Elia ;" and which is ve- ritably related in the following letter of Lamb, which is curious, as containing the germ of that delightful article, and the first sketches of the Brandy-and-Water Doctor therein celebrated as miraculous. to mrs. hazlitt. Dear Mrs. H., Sitting down to write a letter is such a painful ope- ration to Mary, that you must accept me as her proxy. You have seen our house. What I now tell you is literally true : yesterday week, George Dyer called upon us, at one o'clock, {bright noon day) on his way to dine with Mrs. Barbauld, at Newington, and he sat with Mary about half an hour. The maid saw him go out, from her kitchen window, but suddenly losing sight of him, ran up in a fright to Mary. G. D., in- stead of keeping the slip that leads to the gate, had deliberate- ly, staff in hand ; in broad, open day ; marched into the New River. He had not his spectacles on, and you know his absence. Who helped him out, they can hardly tell, but between 'em they got him out, drenched thro' and thro', A mob collected by that time, and accompanied him in. " Send for the Doctor !" they said : and a one-eyed fellow, dirty and drunk, was fetched from the public-house at the end, where it seems he lurks, for the sake of picking up water practice ; having formerly had a medal from the Humane Society, for some rescue. By his advice, the patient was put between blankets ; and when I came home at four, to dinner, I found G. D. a-bed, and raving, light-headed, with the brandy-and- water which the doctor had administered. He sung, laughed, whimpered, screamed, babbled of guardian angels, would get up and go home; but we kept him there by force ; and * LETTERS TO PUSS HUTCHINSON. 181 by next morning he departed sobered, and seems to have re- ceived no injury. All my friends are open-mouthed about having paling before the river, but I cannot see, because an absent man chooses to walk into a river, with his eyes open, at mid-day, I am any the more likely to be drowned in it, coming home at midnight. I have had the honor of dining at the Mansion House, on Thursday last, by special card from the Lord Mayor, who never saw my face, nor I his ; and all from being a writer in a magazine ! The dinner costly, served on massy plate, champagne, pines, &c. ; forty-seven present, among whom, the Chairman, and two other Directors of the India Company. There's for you ! and got away pretty sober ! Quite saved my credit ! We continue to like our house prodigiously. Our kind remembrances to all. Yours truly, C. Lamb. I am pleased that H. liked my letter to the Laureate. The following letter to Miss Hutchinson, at Torquay, re- fers to some of Lamb's later articles, published in the " Lon- don Magazine," which, in extending its size and pretensions to a three-and-sixpenny miscellany, had lost much of its spirit. He exults, however, in his veracious " Memoir of Listen !" TO MISS HUTCHINSON. The brevity of this is owing to scratching it ofl' at my desk amid expected interruptions. By habit, I can write letters only at ofRce. 182 final memorials of charles lamb. Dear Miss H-, Thank you for a noble goose, which wanted only the massive incrustation that we used to pick-axe open, about this season, in old Gloster Place. When shall we eat another goose pie together ? The pheasant, too, must not be forgot- ten ; twice as big, and half as good as a partridge. You ask about the editor of the " London ;" I know of none. This first specimen is flat and pert enough to justify subscribers who grudge t'other shilling. De Quincy's " Parody" was submitted to him before printed, and had his Prohatum* The " Horns" is in a poor taste, resembling the most labored papers in the " Spectator." I had signed it " Jack Horner ;" but Taylor and Hessey said it would be thought an offensive article, unless I put my known signature to it, and wrung from me my slow consent. But did you read the " Memoir of Liston ?" — and did you guess whose it was ? Of all the lies I ever put off, I value this most. It is from top to toe, every paragraph, pure invention, and has passed for gospel ; has been republished in newspapers, and in the penny play- bills of the night, as an authentic account. I shall certainly go to the naughty man some day for my fibbings. In the next number, I figure as a theologian, and have attacked my late brethren, the Unitarians. What Jack Pudding tricks I shall play next, I know not ; I am almost at the end of my tether. Coleridge is quite blooming, but his book has not budded yet. 1 hope I have spelt Torquay right now, and that this will find you all mending, and looking forward to a London flight with the Spring. Winter, we have had none, but plenty of foul * Mr. de Quincy had commenced a series of letters in the " London Magazine," " To a young man whose education has been neglected," as a vehicle for conveying miscellaneous information in his admirable style. Upon this hint Lamb, with the assent which Mr. de Quincy could well afford to give, contributed a parody on the scheme in " A Letter to an Old Gentleman whose education has been neglected." LETTER TO MANNING. 183 weather. I have lately picked up an epigram which pleased me — Two noble carls, whom if I quote. Some folks might call me sinner, The one invented half a coat, The other half a dinner. The plan was good, as some will say, And fitted to console one ; Because in this poor starving day, Few can afford a whole one. I have made the lame one still lamer by imperfect me- mory ; in spite of bald diction a little done to it might im- prove it into a good one. You have nothing else to do at Torquay. Suppose you try it. Well, God bless you all, as wishes Mary most sincerely, wilh many thanks for letter, &c. Elia. The first dawning hope of Lamb's emancipation from the India House is suggested in the following note to Manning, proposing a visit, in which he refers to a certificate of non- capacity for hard-desk- work, given by a medical friend. to mr. manning. My dear M., You might have come inopportunely a week since, when we had an inmate. At present and for as long as ever you like, our Castle is at your service. I saw T yesternight, who has done for me what may " To all my nights and days to come, Give solely sovran sway and masterdom." But I dare not hope for fear of disappointment. I cannot be more explicit at present. But I have it under his own hand, 184 FIxNAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. that I am no/i-capacitated, (I cannot write iiin-) for business. O joyous imbecility ! Not a susurration of this to any body ! Mary's love. C. Lamb. The dream was realized — in April 1825, the " world- wearied clerk" went home for ever — with what delight has been told in the elaborate raptures of his " Superannuated Man," and in the letters already published. The following may be now added to these, illucidative of his too brief rap- tures. to mr. wordsworth. Dear W., I write post-haste to insure a frank. Thanks for your hearty congratulations ! I may now date from the sixth week of my " Hegira, or Flight from Leadenhall." I have lived so much in it, that a summer seems already past ; and 'tis but early May with you and other people. How [ look down on the slaves and drudges of the world ! Its inhabit- ants are a vast cotton-web of spin-spin-spinners ! O the carking cares ! O the money-grubbers ! Sempiternal muck- worms ! Your Virgil I have lost sight of, but suspect it is in the hands of Sir G. Beaumont ; I think that circumstance made me shy of procuring it before. Will you write to him about it ? — and your commands shall be obeyed to a tittle. Coleridge has just finished his prize Essay, by which, if it get the prize, he'll touch an additional 1007. I fancy. His book, too, (Commentary on Bishop Leighton,") is quite fin- ished, and penes Taylor and Hessey. In the " London" which is just out (1st May), are two papers entitled the " Superannuated Man," which I wish you to see; and also, 1st April, a little thing called "Barbara S ," a story gleaned from Miss Kelly. The L. M., if LETTER TO WORDSWORTH. 185 you can get it, will save my enlargement upon the topic of my manumission. I must scribble to make up my hiatus crumence ; for there are so many ways, pious and profligate, of getting rid of money in this vast city and suburbs, that I shall miss my THIRDS. But couragio ! I despair not. Your kind hint of the cottage was well thrown out — and anchorage for age and school of economy, when necessity comes ; but without this latter, I have an unconquerable terror of changing place. It does not agree with us. I say it from conviction, else I do sometimes ruralize in fancy. Some d — d people are come in, and I must finish abruptly. By d — d, I only meant deuced. 'Tis these suitors of Penel- ope that make it necessary to authorize a little for gin and mutton and such trifles. Excuse my abortive scribble. Yours, not more in haste than heart, C. L. Love and recollection to all the Wms., Doras, Maries round your VVrekin. Mary is capitally well. Do write to Sir G. B., for I am shyish of applying to him. CHAPTER VIII. LETTERS OF LAMB's LAST YEARS, 1825 1834. How imperfectly the emancipation, so rapturously hailed, fulfilled its promises ; how Lamb left Islington for Enfield, and there, after a while, subsided into a lodger ; and how, at last, he settled at Edmonton to die, sufficiently appear in the former series of his letters. Those which occupy this chapter, scattered through nine years, have either been sub- sequently communicated by the kindness of the possessors, or were omitted for some personal reason which has lost its force in time. The following-, addressed in 1829 to the Editor, on occasion of his giving to a child the name of " Charles Lamb," though withheld from an indisposition to intrude matters so personal to himself on the reader, may now, on his taking farewell of the subject, find its place. to mr. talfourd. Dear Talfourd, You could not have told me of a more friendly thing than you have been doing. I am proud of my name- sake. I shall take care never to do any dirty action, pick pockets, or anyhow get myself hanged, for fear of reflecting ignominy upon your young Chrisom. I have now a motive to be good. I shall not omnis moriar ; — my name borne down the black gulf of oblivion. LETTER TO TALFOURD. 187 I shall survive in eleven letters — five more than Csesar. Possibly I shall come to be knighted, or more ! Sir C. L. Talfourd, Bart. ! Yet hath it an authorish twang with it, which will wear out with my name for poetry. Give him a smile from me till I see him. If you do not drop down before, some day in the week after next I will come and take one night's lodging with you, if convenient, before you go hence. You shall name it. We are in town to-morrow speciali gratia, but by no arrangement can get up near you. Believe us both, with greatest regards, yours and Mrs. Talfourd 's. Charles Lamb-Philo-Talfourd. I come as near it as I can,* * The child who bore the name so honored by his parents, survived his god-father only a year — dying at Brighton, whither he had been taken in the vain hope of restoration, on the 3rd December, 1835. Will the reader forgive the weakness which prompts the desire, in this place, to link their memories together, by inserting a few verses which, having been only published at the end of the last small edition of the Editor's dramas, may have missed some of the friendly eyes for which they were written ! Our gentle Charles has passed away From earth's short bondage free. And left to us its leaden day, And mist-enshrouded sea. Here, by the restless ocean's side, Sweet hours of hope have flown, When first the triumph of its tide Seeni'd omen of our own. That eager joy the sea-breeze gave. When first it raised his hair, Sunk with each day's retiring wave. Beyond the reach of prayer. The sun-blink that through drizzling mist, To flickering hope akin, 188 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. The following notes, undated, but of about 1829, were addressed to Coleridge, under the genial care of Mr. Gilman, at Highgate : — Lone waves with feeble fondness kiss'd, No smile as faint can win ; Yet not in vain, with radiance weak, The heavenly stranger gleams — Not of the world it lights to speak, But that from whence it streams. That world our patient sufferer sought, Serene with pitying eyes, As if his mounting Spirit caught The wisdom of the skies. With boundless love it look'd abroad For one bright moment given ; Shone with a loveliness that aw'd. And quiver'd into Heaven. A year, made slow by care and toil. Has paced its weary round. Since Death enrich'd with kindred spoil The snow-clad, frost-ribb'd ground. Then Lamb, with whose endearing name Our boy we proudly graced, Shrank from the warmth of sweeter fame Than mightier Bards embraced. Still 'twas a mournful joy to think Our darling might supply For years on earth, a living link. To name that cannot die. And though such fancy gleam no more On earthly sorrow's night, Truth's nobler torch unveils the shore Which lends to both its light. The nurseling there that hand may take. None ever grasp'd in vain ; And smiles of well-known sweetness wake. Without their tinge of pain. Though 'twixt the Child and child-like Bard, Late seemed distinction wide, > LETTERS TO COLERIDGE. 189 to mr. coleridge. Dear C, Your sonnet is capital. The paper ingenious,* only that it split into four parts (besides a side splinter) in the carriage. I have transferred it to the common English paper, manufactured of rags, for better preservation. I never knew before how the " Iliad " and " Odyssey " were written. 'Tis strikingly corroborated by observations on Cats. These domestic animals, put 'em on a rug before the fire, wink their Each now may trace in Heaven's regard, How near they were allied. Within the infant's ample brow Blythe fancies lay unfurl'd, Which, all uncrush'd, may open now. To charm a sinless world. Though the soft spirit of those eyes Might ne'er with Lamb's compete — Ne'er sparkle with a wit as wise. Or melt in tears, as sweet ; That calm and unforgotten look A kindred love reveals. With his who never friend forsook. Or hurt a thing that feels. In thought profound, in wildest glee, In sorrows dark and strange. The soul of Lamb's bright infancy Endured no spot or change. From traits of each our love receives For comfort, nobler scope ; While light, which child-like genius leaves, . Confirms the infant's hope : And in that hope with sweetness fraught Be aching hearts beguiled. To blend in one delighiful thought. The Poet and the Child ! * Some gauzy tissue paper on which the sonnet was copied. 190 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. eyes up, and listen to the kettle, and then purr, which is their poetry. On Sunday week we kiss your hands (if they are clean). This next Sunday I have been engaged for some time. With remembrances to your good host and hostess, Yours ever, C. Lamb. TO THE SAME. My DEAR Coleridge, With pain and grief, I must entreat you to excuse us on Thursday. My head, though externally correct, has had severe concussion in my long illness, and the very idea of an engagement hanging over for a day or two, forbids my rest, and I get up miserable. I am not well enough for com- pany. I do assure you, no other thing prevents me coming. I expect and his brothers this or to-morrow evening, and it worries me to death that I am not ostensibly ill enough to put 'em off. I will get better, when 1 shall hope to see your nephew. He will come again. Mary joins in best love to the Gilmans. Do, I earnestly entreat you, excuse me. I assure you, again, that I am not fit to go out yet. Yours, (though shattered,) C. Lamb. Tuesday. The next two notelets are addressed to Coleridge's excel- lent host, on the occasion of borrowing and returning the works of Fuller : — TO MR. GILMAN. Pray trust me with the "Church History," as well as the " Worthies." A moon shall restore both. Also give me LETTERS TO GILMAN. 191 back " Him of Aquinium." In return you have the light of my countenance* Adieu. P. S. A sister also of mine comes with it. A son of Nimshi drives her. Their driving will have been furious, impassioned. Pray God they have not toppled over the tun- nel ! I promise you I fear their steed, bred out of the wind without father, semi-Melchisedec-ish, hot, phaetontic. From my country lodgings at Enfield. C. L. to the same. Dear Oilman, Pray do you, or S. T. C. immediately write to say you have received back the golden works of the dear, fine, silly old angel, which I part from, bleeding, and to say how the winter has used you all. It is our intention soon, weather permitting, to come over for a day at Highgate ; for beds we will trust to the Gate- House, should you be full ; tell me if we may come casually, for in this change of climate, there is no naming a day for walking. With best loves to Mrs. Gilman, &;c.. Yours mopish, but in health, C. Lamb. I shall be uneasy till I hear of Fuller's safe arrival. While Lamb was residing at Enfield, the friendship which, in 1824, he had formed with Mr. Moxon, led to very frequent intercourse, destined, in after years, to be rendered * A sketch of Lamb, by an amateur artist. 192 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. habitual, by the marriage of his friend with the young lady whom he regarded almost as a daughter. In 1828, Mr. Moxon, at the request of Mr. Hurst, of the firm of Hurst, Chance, and Co., applied to Lamb to supply an article for the " Keepsake," which he, always disliking the flimsy elegancies of the Annuals — sadly opposed to his own ex- clusive taste for old, standard, moth-eaten books; thus de- clined : — to mr. moxon. My dear M., It is my firm determination to have nothing to do with " Forget-me-Nots " — pray excuse me as civilly as you can to Mr. Hurst. 1 will take care to refuse any other ap- plications. The things which Pickering has, if to be had again, I have promised absolutely, you know, to poor Hood, from whom I had a melancholy epistle yesterday ; besides that Emma has decided objections to her own and her friends' Album verses being published ; but if she gets over that, they are decidedly Hood's. Till we meet, farewell. Loves to Dash.* C. L. The following introduced Mr. Patmore to Mr. Moxon : — to mr. moxon. Dear M., My friend Patmore, author of the " Months," a very pretty publication — of sundry Essays in the " London," " New Monthly," &c., wants to dispose of a volume or two * The great dog, which was, at one time, the constant companion of his long walks. LETTERS TO ROBINSON. 193 of " Tales." Perhaps they might chance to suit Hurst ; but be that as it may, he will call upon you under favor of my recommendation ; and as he is returning to France, where he lives, if you can do any thing for him in the Treaty line, to save him dancing over the Channel every week, I am sure you will. I said I'd never trouble you again • but how vain are the resolves of mortal man ! P. is a very hearty friendly good fellow — and was poor John Scott's second, — as I shall be yours when you want me. May you never be mine ! Yours truly, C. L. Evfield. The following two letters, addressed to Mr. H. C. Robin- son, when afflicted with rheumatism, are in Lamb's wildest strain of mirth. In the first, he pretends to endure all the pain he believes his friend to be suffering, and attributes it to his own incautious habits ; in the second he attributes the suffering to his friend in a strain of exaggeration, probably intended to make the reality more tolerable by compari- son : — - to mr. h. c. robinson. Dear Robinson, We are afraid you will slip from us from England without again seeing us. It would be charity to come and see one. I have these three days been laid up with strong rheumatic pains, in loins, back, shoulders. I shriek some- times from the violence of them. I get scarce any sleep, and the consequence is, I am restless, and want to change §ides as I lie, and I cannot turn without resting on my hands, and so turning all my body all at once, like a log with a lever. While this rainy weather lasts I have no hope of aU 9 194 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. leviation. I have tried flannels and embrocation in vain. Just at the hip joint the pangs are sometimes so excruciating, that I cry out. It is as violent as the cramp, and far more continuous. I am ashamed to whine about these complaints to you, who can ill enter into them ; but indeed they are sharp. You go about, in rain or fine, at all hours, without discommodity. I envy you your immunity at a time of life not much removed from my own. But you owe your ex- emption to temperance, which it is too late for me to pursue. I, in my lifetime, have had my good things. Hence my frame is brittle — yours strong as brass. I never knew any ailment you had. You can go out at night in all weathers, sit up all hours. Well, I don't want to moralize, I only wish to say that if you are inclined to a game at double-dumby, I would try and bolster up myself in a chair for a rubber or so. My days are tedious, but less so, and less painful, than my nights. May you never know the pain and difficulty I have in writing so much ! Mary, who is most kind, joins in the wish ! C. La3IB, April 10th, 1829. THE COMPANION LETTER TO THE SAME. (a week afterwards.) I do confess to mischief. It was the subtlest diabolical piece of malice heart of man has contrived. I have no more rheumatism than that poker. Never was freer from all pains and aches. Every joint sound, to the tip of the ear from the extremity of the lesser toe. The report of thy tor- ments was blown circuitously here from Bury. I could not resist the jeer. I conceived you writhing, when you should just receive my congratulations. How mad you'd be. Well, it is not in my method to inflict pangs. I leave that to Hea- LETTERS TO ROBINSON. 195 ven. But in the existing pangs of a friend, I have a share. His disquietude crowns my exemption. I imagine you howl- ing ; and I pace across the room, shooting out my free arms, legs, &c., this way and that way, with an assurance of not kindling a spark of pain from them. I deny that Na- ture meant us to sympathize with agonies. Those face-con- tortions, retortions, distortions have the merriness of antics. Nature meant them for farce — not so pleasant to the actor, indeed ; but Grimaldi cries when we laugh, and it is but one that suffers to make thousands rejoice. You say that shampooing is ineffectual. But, per se, it is good, to show the introvolutions, extravolutions of which the animal frame is capable — to show what the creature is receptible of, short of dissolution. You are worse of nights, a'nt you ? You never was rack'd was you ? 1 should like an authentic map of those feelings. You seem to have the flying gout. You can scarcely screw a smile out of your face, can you ? I sit at immunity and sneer ad libitum. 'Tis now the time for you to make good resolutions. I may go on breaking 'em for any thing the worse I find myself. Your doctor seems to keep you on the long cure. Precipitate healings are never good. Don't come while you are so bad ; 1 shan't be able to attend to your throes and the dumby at once. I should like to know how slowly the pain goes off. But don't write, unless the motion will be likely to make your sensibility more ex- quisite. Your affectionate and truly healthy friend, C. Lamb. Mary thought a letter from me might amuse you in your torment. April nth, 1829. 196 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. - - - J The following graphic sketch of the happy temperament of one of Lamb's intimate friends, now no more, is contained in a letter to — MR. WORDSWORTH. A is well, and in harmony with himself and the world. I don't know how he, and those of his constitution, keep their nerves so nicely balanced as they do. Or, have they any ? Or, are they made of packthread ? He is proof against weather, ingratitude, meat underdone, every weapon of fate. I have just now a jagged end of a tooth pricking against my tongue, which meets it half way, in a wanton- ness of provocation ; and there they go at it, the tongue prick- ing itself, like the viper against the file, and the tooth galling all the gum, inside and out to torture ; tongue and tooth, tooth and tongue, hard at it ; and I to pay the reckoning, till all my mouth is as hot as brimstone ; and I'd venture the roof of my mouth, that at this moment, at which I conjec- ture my full-happiness'd friend is picking his crackers, that not one of the double rows of ivory in his privileged mouth has as much as a flaw in it, but all perform their functions, and, having performed them, expect to be picked, (luxurious steeds !) and rubbed down. I don't think he could be robbed, or have his house set on fire, or even want money. I have heard him express a similar opinion of his own infallibility. I keep acting here Heautontimorumenos. Have you seen a curious letter in the Morning Chronicle, by C. L.,* the genius of absurdity, respecting Bonaparte's * Capel Lofft, a barrister residing in Suffolk, a well-known whig and friend of Major Wyvil and Major Cartwright, who sometimes half vexed Lamb by signing, as he had a right, their common initials to a sonnet. He wrote a very vehement letter, contending that the detention LETTERS TO MOXON. 197 suing out his Habeas Corpus ? That man is his own moon. He has no need of ascending into that gentle planet for mild influences. In 1830, Lamb tried the experiment of lodging a little while in London ; but Miss Lamb's malady compelled him to return to the solitude of Enfield. He thus communicates the sad state of his sister : — to mr. moxon. Dear Moxon, I have brought my sister to Enfield, being sure that she had no hope of recovery in London. Her state of mind is deplorable beyond any example. I almost fear whe- ther she has strength at her time of life ever to get out of it. Here she must be nursed, and neither see nor hear of any thing in the world out of her sick chamber. The mere hearing that Southey had called at our lodgings, totally upset her. Pray see him, or hear of him at Mr. Rickman's, and excuse my not writing to him. I dare not write or receive a letter in her presence ; every little talk so agitates her. Westwood will receive any letter for me, and give it me privately. Pray assure Southey of my kindliest feelings towards him, and, if you do not see him, send this to him. Kindest remembrances to your sister, and believe me ever Yours, C. Lamb. Remember me kindly to the Allsops. of Napoleon on board a vessel off the coast, preparatory to his being sent to St. Helena, was illegal, and that the captain of the vessel would be compelled to surrender him in obedience to a writ of Habeas Corpus. 198 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. The following note to Mr. Moxon, on some long forgotten occasion of momentary displeasure, the nature and object of which is uncertain, contains a fantastical exaggeration of anger, which, judged by those who knew the writer, will only illustrate the entire absence of all the bad passions of hatred and contempt it feigns. to mr. moxon. Dear M., Many thanks for the books ; but most thanks for one immortal sentence : " If I do not cheat him, never trust me again." I do not know whether to admire most, the wit or justness of the sentiment. It has my cordial approbation. My sense of meum and tuum applauds it. I maintain it, the eighth commandment hath a secret special reservation, by which the reptile is exempt from any protection from it. As a dog, or a nigger, he is not the holder of property. Not a ninth of what he detains from the world is his own. Keep your hands from picking and stealing is no way referable to his acquists. I doubt whether bearing false witness against thy neighbor at all contemplated this possible scrub. Could Moses have seen the speck in vision ? An ex post facto law alone could relieve him ; and we are taught to expect no eleventh commandment. The outlaw to the Mosaic dispen- sation — unworthy to have seen Moses behind ! — to lay his desecrating hands upon Elia ! Has the irreverent ark- toucher been struck blind, T wonder? The more I think of him, the less I think of him. His meanness is invisible with aid of solar microscope. My moral eye smarts at him. The less flea that bites little fleas ! The great Beast ! the beg- garly Nit ! More when we meet ; mind, you'll come, two of you ; LETTER TO AYRTON. 199 and couldn't you get off in the morning, that we may have a day-long curse at him, if curses are not dishallowed by de- scending so low ? Amen. Maledicatur in extremis ! C. L. In the Spring of the year, Mr. Murray, the eminent pub- lisher, through one of Lamb's oldest and most cherished friends, Mr. Ayrton, proposed that he should undertake a con- tinuation of his Specimens of the Old English Dramatists. The proposal was communicated by Mr. Ayrton to Lamb, then at Enfield, and then too painfully anxious for the re- covery of Miss Isola, who was dangerously ill in Suf- folk, to make the arrangement desired- The following is the reply : — TO MR. AYRTON. Mr. Westwood's, Chase Side, Enfield, 14th March, 1830. My dear Ayrton, Your letter, which was only not so pleasant as your appearance would have been, has revived some old images ; Phillips,* (not the Colonel,) with his few hairs bristling up at * Edward Phillips, Esq., Secretary to the Right Hon. Charles Ab- bott, Speaker of the House of Commons. The "Colonel" alluded to was the Lieutenant of Marines who accompanied Capt. Cook in his last voyage, and on shore with that great man when he fell a victim to his humanity. On the death of his Commander, Lieutenant Phillips, himself wounded, swam off to the boats ; but seeing one of his ma- rines struggling in the water to escape the natives who were pursuing him, gallantly swam back, protected his man at the peril of his own life, and both reached their boat in safety. He afterwards married that accomplished and amiable daughter of Dr. Barney, whose name so 200 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. the charge of a revoke, which he declares impossible ; the old Captain's significant nod over the right shoulder* (was it not ?) ; Mrs. B 's determined questioning of the score, after the game was absolutely gone to the d — 1 ; the plain, but hospitable cold boiled-beef suppers at sideboard ; all which fancies, redolent of middle age and strengthful spirits, comes across us ever and anon in this vale of deliberate senectitude, ycleped Enfield. You imagine a deep gulf between you and us ; and there is a pitiable hiatus in kind between St. James's Park and this extremity of Middlesex. But the mere distance in turnpike roads is a trifle. The roof of a coach swings you down in an hour or two. We have a sure hot joint on a Sunday, and when had we better ? I suppose you know that ill health has obliged us to give up housekeeping, but we have an asylum at the very next door — only twenty-four inches further from town, which is not material in a country expe- dition — where a table dlwte is kept for us, without trouble on our parts, and we adjourn after dinnei', when one of the old world (old friends) drops casually down among us. Come and find us out ; and seal our judicious change with your approbation, whenever the whim bites, or the sun prompts. No need of announcement for we are sure to be at home. I keep putting off the subject of my answer. In truth I am not in spirits at present to see Mr. Murray on such a business ; but pray offer him my acknowledgments, and an assurance that I should like at least one of his propositions, as I have so much additional matter for the Specimens, as might make two volumes in all ; or one, (new edition) omitting such better known authors as Beaumont and Fletcher, Jon- son, &c. frequently occurs in the Diary and Correspondence of her sister, Madame D'Arblay. * Captain (afterwards Admiral) James Burney. LETTER TO MRS. WILLIAMS. . 201 But we are both in trouble at present. A very dear young friend of ours, who passed her Christmas holidays here, has been taken dangerously ill with a fever, from which she is very precariously recovering, and I expect a summons to fetch her when she is well enough to bear the journey from Bury. It is Emma Isola, with whom we got acquainted at our first visit to your sister, at Cambridge, and she has been an occasional inmate with us — and of late years much more frequently — ever since. While she is in this danger, and till she is out of it, and h' re in a probable way to recovery, I feel that I have no spirits for an engagement of any kind. It has been a terrible shock to us ; therefore I beg that you will make my handsomest excuses to Mr. Murray. Our very kindest loves to Mrs. A. and the younger A.'s. * * * * • H- * Your un forgotten, C. Lamb. Good tidings soon reached Lamb of Miss Isola's health, and he went to Farnham to bring her, for a month's visit, to Enfield. The following are portions of letters addressed to the lady from whose care he had removed her, after their arrival at home, other parts of which have been already published. TO MRS. WILLIAMS. Enfield, April 2nd, 1830, Dear Madam, I have great pleasure in letting you know Miss Isola has suffered very little from fatigue on her long jour- ney ; I am ashamed to say that I came home rather the more tired of the two. But I am a very unpractised traveler. We found my sister very well in health, only a little impa- 9* 202 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. tient to see her ; and, after a few hysterical tears for glad- ness, all was comfortable again. We arrived here from Epping between five and six. How I employed myself between Epping and Enfield, the poor verses in the front of my paper may inform you, which you may please to christen an " Acrostic in a cross- road," and which I wish were worthier of the lady they re- fer to, but trust you will plead my pardon to her on a sub- ject so delicate as a lady's good name. Your candor must acknowledge that they are written straight. And now, dear madam, I have left myself hardly space to express my sense of the friendly reception I found at Farnham. Mr. Williams will tell you that we had the pleasure of a slight meeting with him on the road, where I could almost have told him, but that it seemed ungracious, that such had been your liospi- tality, that I scarcely missed the good master of the family at Farnham, though heartily I should rejoice to have made a little longer acquaintance with him. I v^ill say nothing of our deeper obligations to both of you, because 1 think we agreed at Farnham that gratitude may be over-exacted on the part of the obliging, and over-expressed on the part of the obliged person. >}; :js H« * H= % Miss Isola is writing, and will tell you that we are going on very comfortably. Her sister is just come. She blames my last verses, as being more written on Mr. Wil- liams than yourself; but how should I have parted whom a Superior Power has brought together ? I beg you will joint- ly accept of all our best respects, and pardon your obsequi- ous, if not troublesome correspondent, C. L. P. S. — I am the worst folder-up of a letter in the world, except certain Hottentots, in the land of Caffre, who never fold up their letters at all, writing very badly upon skins, &c. LETTER TO MRS. HAZLITT. 203 The following contains Lamb's account of the same jour- ney, addressed to Buxton : — TO MRS. HAZLITT. Enfield, Saturday. Mary's love ? Yes. Mary Lamb is quite well. Dear Sarah, I found my way to Northaw, on Thursday, and saw a very good woman behind a counter, who says also that you are a very good lady. I did not accept her offered glass of wine (home-made, I take it), but craved a cup of ale, with which I seasoned a slice of cold lamb, from a sand- wich box, which I ate in her back parlor, and proceeded for Berkhampstead, &c. ; lost myself over a heath, and had a day's pleasure. I wish you could walk as I do, and as you used to do. I am sorry to find you are so poorly ; and, now I have found my way, I wish you back at Goody Tom- linson's. What a pretty village 'tis. I should have come sooner, but was waiting a summons to Bury. Well, it came, and I found the good parson's lady (he was from home) ex- ceedingly hospitable. Poor Emma, the first moment we were alone, took me in- to a corner, and cried, " Now pray don't drink ; do check yourself after dinner for my sake, and when we get home to Enfield, you shall drink as much as ever you please, and I won't say a word about it." How I behaved, you may guess, when I tell you that Mrs. Williams and I have written acrostics on each other, and " she hoped that she should have no reason to regret Miss Isola's recovery, by its depriving her of our begun correspondence." Emma stayed a month with us, and has gone back (in tolerable health) to her long home, for she comes not again for a twelvemonth. I amused Mrs. 204 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. Williams with an occurrence on our road to Enfield.* We travelled with one of those troublesome fellow-passengers in a stage-coach, that is called a well-informed man. For twenty miles, we discoursed about the properties of steam, probabilities of carriages by ditto, till all my science, and more than ail was exhausted, and I was thinking of escaping my torment by getting up on the outside, when, getting into Bishops Stortford, my gentleman, spying some farming land, put an unlucky question to me : " What sort of a crop of turnips I thought we should have this year V Emma's eyes turned to me, to know what in the world I could have to say ; and she burst out into a violent fit of laughter, maugre her pale, serious cheeks, when, with the greatest gravity, I replied, that "it de- pended, I believed, upon boiled legs of mutton." This clench- ed our conversation, and my gentleman, with a face half wise, half in scorn, troubled us with no more conversation, scientific or philosophical, for the remainder of the journey. S was here yesterday, and as learned to the full as my fellow-trav- eler. What a pity that he will spoil a wit, and a most pleas- ant fellow (as he is) by wisdom. N. Y f is as good, and as odd as ever. We had a dispute about the word "heir," which I contended was pronounced like " air;" he said that it might be in common parlance ; or that we might so use it, speaking of the " Heir-at-Law," a comedy ; but that in the law courts it was necessary to give it a full aspi- ration, and to say hayer; he thought it might even vitiate a cause, if a counsel pronounced it otherwise. In conclusion, he would consult Serjeant Wilde, who gave it against him! Sometimes he falleth into the water; sometimes into the fire. He came down here, and insisted on reading Virgil's " Eneid" * This little anecdote was told by Lamb in a letter previously pub lished, but not quite so richly as here. t A very old and dear friend of Lamb who had just been called to the bar. LETTERS TO MOXON. 205 all through with me, (which he did) because a counsel must know Latin. Another time he read out all the Gospel of St. John, because quotations are very emphatic in a court of jus- tice. A third time he would carve a fowl, which he did very ill-favoredly, because " we did not know how indispensable it was for a barrister to do all those sort of things well ? Those little things were of more consequence than we sup- posed." So he goes on harassing about the way to prosperi- ty, and losing it with a long head, but somewhat a wrong one — harum-scarum. Why does not his guardian angel look to him ? He deserves one : may be, he has tired him out. I am with this long scrawl, but I thought in your exile, you might like a letter. Commend me to all the wonders in Derbyshire, and tell the devil I humbly kiss my hand to him. Yours ever, C. Lamb. The esteem v/hich Lamb had always cherished for Mr. Rogers, was quickened into a livelier feeling by the gener- ous interest which the poet took in the success of Mr. Moxon, who was starting as a publisher. The following little note shows the state of his feelings at this time towards two distin- guished persons. TO MR. MOXON. Enfield, Tuesday. Dear M., I dined with your and my Rogers, at Mr. Gary's, yesterday. Gary consulted him on the proper bookseller to offer a lady's MS. novel to. I said 1 would write to you. But I wish you would call c^ the translator of Dante, at the 206 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. British Museum, and talk with him. He is the pleasantest of clergymen. I told him of all Rogers's handsome behav- ior to you, and you are already no stranger. Go ! I made Rogers laugh about your Nightingale Sonnet, not having heard one. 'Tis a good sonnet, notwithstanding. You shall have the books shortly. C. L. Mr. Moxon, having become the publisher of " The En- glishman's Magazine," obtained Lamb's aid, as a contributor of miscellaneous articles, which were arranged to appear under the comprehensive title of " Peter's Net." The fol- lowing accompanied his first contribution, in which some reminiscences of the Royal Academy were enshrined. to mr. moxon. Dear M., The R. A. here memorized was George Dawe, whom I knew well, and heard many anecdotes of, from Daniels and Westall, at H. Rogers's ; to each of them it will be well to send a magazine in my name. It will fly like wildfire among the Royal Academicians and artists. Could you get hold of Proctor? — his chambers are in Lin- coin's Inn, at Montague's ; or of Janus Weathercock ? — both of their prose is capital. Don't encourage poetry. The " Peter's Net " does not intend funny things only. All is fish. And leave out the sickening '' Elia " at the end. Then it may comprise letters and characters, addressed to Peter ; but a signature forces it to be all characteristic of the one man, Elia, or the one man, Peter, which cramped me formerly. I have agreed not for my sister to know the sub- jects I choose, till the magazine comes out ; so beware of speaking of 'em, or writing about 'em, save generally. Be LETTERS TO MOXON. 207 particular about this warning. Can't you drop in some afternoon, and take a bed ? The Athenaeum has been hoaxed with some exquisite poetry, that was, two or three months ago, in " Hone's Book." I like your first number capitally. But is not it small ? Come and see us, week-day if possi- sible. Send, or bring me Hone's number for August. The anecdotes of E. and of G. D. are substantially true ; what does Elia (or Peter) care for dates? The poem I mean, is in " Hone's Book," as far back as April. I do not know who wrote it ; but 'tis a poem I envy — that and Montgomery's " Last Man :" I envy the writers, because I feel I could have done something like them. C. L. . The following contains Lamb's characteristic acknow- ledgment of a payment on account of these contributions. to mr. moxon. Dear M., Your letter's contents pleased me. I am only afraid of taxing you. Yet I want a stimulus, or I think I should drag sadly. I shall keep the monies in trust, till I see you fairly over the next 1st January. Then I shall look upon 'em as earned. No part of your letter gave me more pleasure (no, not the 101., tho' you may grin) than that you will revisit old Enfield, which I hope will be always a pleas- ant idea to you. Yours, very faithfully, C. L. The magazine, although enriched with Lamb's articles, and some others of great merit, did not meet with a success 208 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. SO rapid as to requite the proprietor for the labor and anxiety of its production. The following is Lamb's letter, in reply to one announcing a determination to discontinue its publica- tion : — TO MR. MOXON. To address an abdicated monarch is a nice point of breeding. To give him his lost titles is to mock him ; to withhold them is to wound him. But his minister, who falls with him, may be gracefully sympathetic. I do honestly feel for your diminution of honors, and regret even the pleasing cares which are part and parcel of greatness. Your magnanimous submission, and the cheerful tone of your renunciation in a letter, (which, without flattery, would have made an " Article," and which, rarely as I keep letters, shall be preserved,) comfort me a little. Will it please or plague you, to say that when your parcel came, I cursed it, for my pen was warming in my hand at a ludicrous descrip- tion of a Landscape of an R. A., which I calculated upon sending you to-morrow, the last day you gave me ? Now any one calling in, or a letter coming, puts an end to my writing for the day. Little did I think that the mandate had gone out, so destructive to my occupation, so relieving to the apprehensions of the whole body of R. A's. ; so you see I had not quitted the ship while a plank was remaining. To drop metaphors, I am sure you have done wisely. The very spirit of your epistle speaks that you have a weight off your mind. I have one on mine ; the cash in hand, which, as less truly says, burns in my pocket. I feel queer at returning it, (who does not ?) you feel awkward at retaking it, (who ought not?) — is there no middle way of ad- justing this fine embarrassment ? I think I have hit upon a medium to skin the sore place over, if not quite to heal it. LETTERS TO MOXON. 209 You hinted that there might be something under 10/., by and by accruing to me — DeviVs money ;* (you are sanguine ; say 71. 10s. ;) that I entirely renounce, and abjure all future interest in : I insist upon it, and, " by him I will not name," I -won't touch a penny of it. That will split your loss, one half, and leave me conscientious possessor of what I hold. Less than your assent to this, no proposal will I accept of The Rev. Mr. , whose name you have left illegible (is it Seagull?) never sent me any book on Christ's Hospital, by which I could dream that I was indebted to him for a dedication. Did G. D. send his penny tract to me, to con- vert me to Unitarianism ? Dear, blundering soul ! why I am as old a Unitarian as himself Or did bethink his cheap publication would bring over the Methodists over the way here ?f However, I'll give it to the pew-opener, in whom I have a little interest, to hand over to the clerk, whose wife she sometimes drinks tea with, for him to lay before the dea- con, who exchanges the civility of the hat with him, to trans- mit to the minister, who shakes hands with him out of chapel, and he, in all odds, will light his pipe with it. I wish very much to see you. I leave it to you to come how you will ; we shall be very glad (we need not repeat) to see your sister, or sisters, with you ; but for you, indi- vidually, I will just hint that a dropping in to tea, unlooked for, about five, stopping bread-and-cheese and gin-and-water, is worth a thousand Sundays. I am naturally miserable on a Sunday ; but a week-day evening and supper is like old times. Set out noic, and give no time to deliberation. P. S. The second volume of " Elia " is delightful * Alluding to a little extravagance of Lamb's — scarcely worth recol- lecting — in emulation of the " Devil's Walk" of Southey and Co. t Referring to a chapel opposite his lodging at Enfield. 210 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. (]y bound, I mean,) and quite cheap. Why, man, 'tis a unique. If I write much more I shall expand into an article, which I cannot afford to let you have so cheap. By the bv, to show the perverseness of human will, while I thought I must furnish one of those accursed things monthly, it seemed a labor above Hercules' " Twelve " in a year, which were evidently monthly contributions. Now I am emancipated, I feel as if I had a thousand Essays swelling within me. False feelings both ! Your ex-Lampoonist, or Lamb-punnist, from Enfield, October 24, or " last day but one for receiving articles that can be inserted." The following was addressed, soon after, to mr. moxon. Dear Moxon, The snows are ankie-deep, slush, and mire, that 'tis hard to get to the post-office, and cruel to send the maid out. 'Tis a slough of despair, or I should sooner have thanked you for your offer of the "Life,'' which we shall very much like to have, and will return duly. I do not know when I shall be in town, but in a week or two, at farthest, when I will come as far as you, if I can. We are moped to death with confinement within doors. I send you a curiosity of G. Dyer's tender conscience. Between thirty and forty years since, G. published the '' Poet's Fate," in which were two very harmless lines about Mr. Rogers, but Mr. R. not quite approving of them, they were left out in a subsequent edition, 1801. But G. has been worrying about them ever since ; if I have heard once, I have heard him a hundred times, ex- press a remorse proportioned to a consciousness of having been guilty of an atrocious libel. As the devil would have LETTERS TO MOXON. 211 it, a man they call Barker, in his " Parriana," has quoted the identical two lines, as they stood in some obscure edition anterior to 1801, and the withers of poor G. are again wrung. His letter is a gem ; with his poor blind eyes it has been labored out at six sittings. The history of the couplet is in page 3 of this irregular production, in which every variety of shape and size that letters can be twisted into is to be found. Do show his part of it to Mr. R. some day. If he has bowels, they must melt at the contrition so queerly char- actered of a contrite sinner. G. was born, I verily think, without original sin, but chooses to have a conscience, as every Christian gentleman should have. His dear face is insusceptible of the twist they call a sneer, yet he is appre- hensive of being suspected of that ugly appearance. When he makes a complinjent he thinks he has given an affront — a name is personality. But show (no hurry) this unique recantation to Mr. R. ; 'tis like a dirty pocket-handkerchief mucked with tears of some indigent Magdalen. There is the impress of sincerity in every pot-hook and hanger ; and then the gilt frame to such a pauper picture ! — it should go into the Museum ! Come when the weather will possibly let you ; 1 want to see the Wordsworths, but I do not much like to be all night away. It is dull enough to be here together, but it is duller to leave Mary ; in short, it is painful, and in a flying visit I should hardly catch them. I have no beds for them if they come down, and but a sort of a house to receive them in; yet I shall regret their departure unseen ; I feel cramped and straitened every way. Where are they ? We have heard from Emma but once, and that a month ago, and are very anxious for another letter. You say we have forgot your powers of being serviceable to us. That we never shall ; I do not know what I should do without you when I want a little commission. Now then : 212 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. there are left at Miss Buffon's, the " Tales of the Castle," and certain volumes of the " Retrospective Review." The first should be conveyed to Novello's, and the Reviews should be taken to Talfourd's office, ground-floor, east side, Elm Court, Middle Temple, to whom I should have written, but my spirits are wretched ; it is quite an effort to write this. So with the " Life,^' I have cut you out three pieces of ser- vice. What can I do for you here, but hope to see you very soon, and think of you with most kindness? I fear to-mor- row, between rains and snows, it would be impossible to ex- pect you ; but do not let a practicable Sunday pass. We are always at home. Mary joins in remembrances to your sister, whom we hope to see in any fineish weather, when she'll venture. Remember us to Allsop, and all the dead people ; to whom, and to London, we seem dead. In February, 1833, the following letter was addressed by Lamb to the editor, on his being made Serjeant : — to mr. serjeant talfourd. My dear T., Now cannot I call him Serjeant? what is there in a coif? Those canvas sleeves, protective from ink,* when he was a law-chit — a ChittyVmg, (let the leathern apron be apocryphal) do more 'specially plead to the Jury Court of old memory. The costume (will he agnize it ?) was as of a desk-fellow, or Socius Plutei. Methought I spied a brother ! That familiarity is extinct for ever. Curse mc if I can * Mr. Lamb always insisted that the costume referred to was worn when he first gladdened his young friend by a call at Mr. Chitty's cham- bers. I am afraid it is all apocryphal. LETTER TO TALFOURD. 213 call him Mr. Serjeant — except, mark me, in company. Ho- nor where honor is due ; but should he ever visit us, (do you think he ever will, Mary ?) what a distinction should I keep up between him and our less fortunate friend, H. C. R. ! Decent respect shall always be the Crabb's — but, somehow, short of reverence. Well, of my old friends, I have lived to see two knight- ed, one made a judge, another in a fair way to it. Why am I restive ? why stands my sun upoh Gibeah ? Variously, my dear Mrs. Talfourd, [I can be more fami- liar with her !] Mrs. Serjeant Talfourd, — my sister prompts me — (these ladies stand upon ceremonies) — has the congra- tualable news affected the members of our small commuity. Mary comprehended it at once, and entered into it heartily. Mrs. W was, as usual, perverse ; wouldn't, or couldn't, understand it. A Serjeant ? She thought Mr. T. was in the law. Didn't know that he ever 'listed. Emma alone truly sympathized. She had a silk gown come home that very day, and has precedence before her learned sisters accordingly. We are going to drink the health of Mr. and Mrs. Ser- jeant, with all the young serjeantry — and that is all that I can see that I shall get by the promotion. Valete, et mementote amici quondam verstri humillimi, *C. L. In the Spring of 1833, Lamb made his last removal from Enfield to Edmonton. He was about to lose the society of Miss Isola, on the eve of marriage, and determined to live altogether with his sister, whether in her sanity or her mad- ness. This change was announced in the following letter. 214 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. TO MR. WORDSWORTH. End of May nearly. Dear Wordsworth, Your letter, save in what respects your dear sister's health, cheered me in my new solitude. Mary is ill again. Her illnesses encroach yearly. The last was three months, followed by two of depression most dreadful. I look back upon her earlier attacks with longing. Nice little durations of six weeks or so, followed by complete restoration, — shock- ing as they were to me then. In short, half her life she is dead to me, and the other half is made anxious with fears and lookings forward to the next shock. With such pros- pects, it seemed to be necessary that she should no longer live with me, and be flustered with continual removals ; so I am come to live with her, at a Mr. Walden's, and his wife, who take in patients, and have arranged to lodge and board us only. They have had the care of her before. Sunt lachrymae rerum ! and you and I must bear it. To lay a little more load on it, a circumstance has hap- pened, cujus pars magna fui, and which, at another crisis, I should have more rejoiced in. I am about to lose my old and only walk-companion, whose mirthful spirits were the " youth of our house," Emma Isola. 1 have been here now for a little while, but she is too nervous, properly to be under such a roof, so she will make short visits, — be no more an inmate. With my perfect approval, and more than concur- rence, she is to be wedded to Moxon, at the end of August — so " perish the roses and the flowers" — how is it ? Now to the brighter side. I am emancipated from Enfield. I am with attentive people, and younger. I am three or four miles nearer the great city ; coaches half-price less, and go- ing always, of which I will avail myself. I have few friends left there, one or two though, most beloved. But Lon- LETTER TO WORDSWORTH. 215 don streets and faces cheer me inexpressibly, though of the latter, there should be not a known one remaining. Thank you for your cordial reception of " Elia." Inter nos, the " Ariadne" is not a darling with me ; several incon- gruous things are in it. but in the composition it served me as illustration. I want you in the " Popular Fallacies"* to like the '' Home that is no home," and the " Rising with the lark." I am feeble, but cheerful in this my genial hot weather. Walked sixteen miles yesterday. I can't read much in sum- mer time. With my kindest love to all, and prayers for dear Dorothy, I remain, most affectionately, yours, C. Lamb. At Mr. Walden's, Church Street, Edmonton, Middlesex. Moxon has introduced Emma to Rogers, and he smiles upon the project. I have given E. my Milton, (will you pardon me ? f ) in part of a portion. It hangs famously in his Murray-like shop. On the approach of the wedding-day, fixed for 30th July, Lamb turned to the account of a half-tearful merriment, the gift of a watch to the young lady whom he was about to lose. * A series of articles contributed, mder this title, by Lamb, to the " New Monthly Magazine." t It had been proposed by Lamb that Mr. W. should be the possessor of the portrait if he outlived his friend, and that afterwards it was to be bequeathed to Christ's College, Cambridge. 216 FINAL BIEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. TO MR. MOXON. For God's sake give Emma no more watches ; one has turned her head. She is arrogant and insulting. She said something very unpleasant to our old clock in the passage, as if he did not keep time, and yet he had made her no ap- pointment. She takes it out every instant to look at the mo- ment hand. She lugs us out into the fields, because there the bird-boys ask you, " Pray, sir, can you tell us what's o'clock ?" and she answers them punctually. She loses all her time looking to see " what the time is." I overheard her whispering, "Just so many hours, minutes, &c., to Tuesday ; I think St. George's goes too slow." This little present of time ! — why, — 'tis Eternity to her ! What can make her so fond of a gingerbread watch ? She has spoiled some of the movements. Between our- selves, she has kissed away '•' half-past twelve," which I sup- pose to be the canonical hour in Hanover Square. Well, if "love me, love my watch" answers, she will keep time to you. It goes right by the Horse Guards. Dearest M., Never mind opposite* nonsense. She does not love you for the watch, but the watch for you. I will be at the wedding, and keep the 30th July, as long as my poor months last me, a festival, gloriously. Yours, ever, ^ Elia. We have not heard from Cambridge. I will write the moment we do. Edmonton, 24th July, twenty minutes past three by Emma's watch. * Written on the opposite page to that in which the previous affection- ate banter appears. LETTER TO MR. AND MRS. MOXON. 217 Miss Lamb was in a state of mental estrangement up to the day of the wedding ; but then in the constant companion- ship of her brother at Edmonton. The following cluster of little letters to the new married pair — the first from Charles, introducing one from Mary — shows the happy effect of the news on her mental health. to mr. and mrs. moxon. Dear Mr. and Mrs. Moxon, Time very short. I wrote to Miss Fryer, and had the sweetest letter about you, Emma, that ever friendship dictated. " I am full of good wishes, I am crying with good wishes," she says ; but you shall see it. Dear Moxon, I take your writing most kindly, and shall most kindly your writing from Paris. I want to crowd another letter to Miss Fryer into the little time after dinner, before post time. So with twenty thou- sand congratulations, Yours, C. L. I am calm, sober, happy. Turn over for the reason. I got home from Dover Street, by Evans, half as sober as a judge. I am turning over a new leaf, as I hope you will now. The turn of the leaf presented the following from Miss Lamb : — My dear Emma and Edward Moxon, Accept my sincf ^ congratulations, and imagine more good wishes than m)^ lerves will let me put into 10 218 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. good set words. The dreary blank of unanswered questions which I ventured to ask in vain, was cleared up on the wed- ding day by Mrs. W.* taking a glass of wine, and, with a total change of countenance, begging leave to drink Mr. and Mrs. Moxon's good health. It restored me from that mo- ment, as if by an electrical shock, to the entire possession of my senses. I never felt so calm and quiet after a similar illness as I do now. I feel as if all tears were wiped from my eyes, and all care from my heart. Mary Lamb. At the foot of this letter is the following by Charles : — Wednesdmj . Dears, again, Your letter interrupted a seventh game at piquet which we were having, after walking to Wright's and pur- chasing shoes. We pass our time in cards, walks, and read- ing. We attack Tasso soon. C. L. Never was such a calm, or such a recovery. 'Tis her own words, undictated. Miss Lamb did not escape all the cares of housekeeping by the new arrangement ; the following little note shows the grotesque uses to which Lamb turned the smaller household anxieties : — to mr. bioxon. Dear M., Mary and I are very poorly. We have had a sick child, who, sleeping or not sleeping, next me, with a paste- board partition between, killed my sleep. The little bastard * The wife of the landlord of the house at Edmonton. LETTERS TO MOXON. 219 is gone. My bedfellows are cough and cramp ; we sleep three in a bed. Domestic arrangements (baker, butcher, and all) devolve on Mary. Don't come yet to this house of pest and age ! We propose, when you and E. agree for the time, to come up and meet you at the B 's, say a week hence, but do you make the appointment. Mind, our spirits are good, and we are happy in your happinesses. C. L. Our old and ever nev/ loves to dear Emma. The following is Lamb's reply to a welcome communica- tion of Sonnets, addressed by the bridegroom to the fair ob- ject of Lamb's regard — beautiful in themselves — and endear- ed to Lamb by honored memories and generous hopes : — TO MR. MOXON. Mary is of opinion with me, that two of these Sonnets are of a higher grade than any poetry you have done yet. The one to Emma is so pretty ! I have only allowed myself to transpose a word in the third line. Sacred shall it be from any intermeddling of mine. But we jointly beg that you will make four lines in the room of the four last. Read " Darby and Joan," in Mrs. Moxon's first album. There you'll see how beautiful in age the looking back to youthful years in an old couple is. But it is a violence to the feelings to anticipate that time in youth. I hope you and Emma will have many a quarrel, and many a make-up (and she is beautiful in reconciliation !) before the dark days shall come, in which ye shall say " there is small comfort in them." You have begun a sort of character of Emma in them, very sweetly ; carry it on, if you can, through the last lines. J^O- FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. I love the sonnet to my heart, and you shall finish it, and I'll be hanged if I furnish a line towards it. So much for that. The next best is the Ocean : — " Ye gallant winds, if e'er your lusty cheeks Blew longing lover to his mistress' side, O, puff your loudest, spread the canvas wide," is spirited. The last line I altered, and have re-altered it as it stood. It is closer. These two are your best. But take a good deal of time in finishing the first. How proud should Emma be of her poets ! Perhaps " O Ocean" (though I like it) is too much of the open vowels, which Pope objects to. " Great Ocean !" is obvious. To save sad thoughts I think is better (though not good) than for the mind to save herself. But 'tis a noble Sonnet. " St. Cloud" I have no fault to find with. If I return the Sonnets, think it no disrespect, for I look for a printed copy. You have done better than ever. And now for a reason I did not notice them earlier. On Wednes- day they came, and on Wednesday I was a-gadding. Mary gave me a holiday, and I set ofT to Snow Hill. From Snow Hill I deliberately was marching down, with noble Holborn before me, framing in mental agitation a map of the dear London in prospect, thinking to traverse Wardour Street, &c., when, diabolically, I was interrupted by a too hospitable friend, and prevailed on to spend the day at his friendly hoUvSe, where was an album, and (O, march of intellect !) plenty of literary conversation, and more acquaintance with the state of modern poetry than I could keep up with. I was positively distanced. Knowles' play, which, epilogued by me, lay on the Piano, alone made me hold up my head. When I came home, I read your letter, and glimpsed at your beautiful sonnet, " Fair art thou as the morning, my young bride," LETTER TO GARY. 221 and dwelt upon it in a confused brain, but determined not to open thenn till next day, being in a state not to be told of at Chatteris. Tell it not in Gath, Enama, lest the daughters triumph ! I am at the end of my tether. I wish you could come on Tuesday with your fair bride. Why can't you ? Do. We are thankful to your sister for being of the party. Come, and bring a sonnet on Mary's birthday. Love to the whole Moxonry, and tell E. I every day love her more, and miss her less. Tell her so from her loving uncle, as she has let me call her. I bought a fine embossed card yesterday, and wrote for a fair lady's album. She is a Miss Brown, engaged to a Mr. White. One of the lines was (I forgot the rest — but she had them at twenty-four hours' notice ; she is going out to India with her husband) : — " May your fame, And fortune, Frances, Whiten with your name !" Not bad as a pun. I will expect you before two on Tues- day. I am well and happy, tell E. Lamb's latter days were brightened by the frequent — latterly periodical — hospitality of the admirable translator of Dante, at the British Museum. The following was addressed to this new friend lately acquired, but who became an old friend at once, while Mr. and Mrs. Moxon were on their wedding tour : — to rev. h. f. cary. Dear Sir, Your packet I have only just received, owing, I suppose, to the absence of Moxon, who is flaunting it about a la Parisienne, with his new bride our Emma, much to his satisfaction, and not a little to our dullness. We shall be 222 FINAL BIEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. quite well by the time you return from Worcestershire, and most, most (observe the repetition) glad to see you here, or anywhere. I will take my time with D 's act. I wish poets would write a little plainer ; he begins some of his words with a letter which is unknown to the typography. Yours, most truly, C. Lamb. P. S. — Pray let me know when you return. We are at Mr. Walden's, Church Street, Edmonton ; no longer at En- field. You will be amused to hear that my sister and I have, with the aid of Emma, scrambled through the " Inferno," by the blessed furtherance of your polar star translation. I think we scarce left anything unmadeout. But our partner has left us, and we have not yet resumed. Mary's chief pride in it was that she should some day brag of it to you. Your " Dante" and Sandys' " Ovid" are the only helpmates of translations. Neither of you shirk a word. Fairfax's " Tasso" is no translation at all. It is better in some places, but it merely observes the number of stan- zas; as for images, similes, (fee, he finds 'em himself, and never " troubles Peter for the matter." In haste, dear Gary, Yours ever, C. Lamb. Has M. sent you " Elia," second volume ? if not, he shall. Sept. 9,1833. The following is Lamb's letter of acknowledgment to the author of the " Pleasures of Memory," for an early copy of his " Illustrated Poems," of a share in the publication of which, Mr. Moxon was "justly vain." The artistical allu- sions are to Stothard ; the allusions to the poet's own kind- LETTER TO ROGERS. 223 nesses need no explanation to those who have been enabled by circumstances, which now and then transpire, to guess at the generous course of his life. TO MR. ROGERS. Saturday. My dear Sir, Your book, by the unremitting punctuality of your publisher, has reached me thus early. I have not opened it, nor will till to-morrow, when I promise myself a thorough read- ing of it. The '- Pleasures of Memory " was the first school- present I made to Mrs. Moxon ; it has those nice woodcuts, and I believe she keeps it still. Believe me, all the kindness you have shown to the husband of that excellent person seems done unto myself. I have tried my hand at a sonnet, in the Times. But the turn I gave it, though I hoped it would not displease you, I thought might not be equally agreeable to your artist. I met that dear old man at poor Henry's, Vv^ith you, and again at Gary's, and it was sublime to see him sit, deaf, and enjoy all that was going on in mirth with the com- pany. He reposed upon the many graceful, many fantastic images he had created ; with them he dined, and took wine. I have ventured at an antagonist copy of verses, in the Athe- Kseum, to him, in which he is as every thing, and you as no- thing. He is no lawyer who cannot take two sides. But I am jealous of the combination of the sister arts. Let them sparkle apart. What injury (short of theatres) did not Boy- dell's Shakspeare Gallery do me with Shakspeare ? to have Opie's Shakspeare, Northcote's Shakspeare, wooden-headed West's Shakspeare, (though he did the best in Lear), deaf- headed Reynolds' Shakspeare, instead of any and every body's Shakspeare ; to be tied down to an authenlic face of Juliet ! to have Imogen's portrait ! to confine the illimitable ! I like you and Stothard, (you best) but '^ out upon this half-faced 224 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. fellovvsliip !" Sir, when I ]iave read the book, I may trouble you, tlirough Moxon, with some faint criticisms. It is not the flatteringest compliment in a letter to an author to say, you have not read his book yet. But the devil of a reader he must be, who prances through it in five minutes ; and no longer have I received the parcel. It was a little tantalizing to me to receive a letter from Landor, Gehir Landor, from Florence, to say he was just sitting down to read my " Elia,^' just received ; but the letter was to go out before the reading. There are calamities in authorship, w^iich only authors know. I am going to call on Moxon, on Monday, if the throng of carriages in Dover Street, on the morn of publica- tion, do not barricade me out. With many thanks, and most respectful remembrances to your sister, Yours, C. Lamb. Have you seen Coleridge's happy exemplification in Eng- lish of the Ovidian Elegiac metre ? In the Hexameter rises the fountain's silvery current. In the Pentameter aye falling in melody down. My sister is papering up the book — careful soul I Lamb and his sister were now, for the last year of their united lives, always to2:ether. What his feelings were in this companionship, when his beloved associate was deprived of reason, will be seen in the following most affecting letter, to an old schoolfellow and very dear friend of Mrs. Moxon's — since dead — who took an earnest interest in their welfare. LETTER TO MISS FRYER. 225 TO MISS FRYER. Feb. 14, 1834. Dear Miss Fryer, Your letter found me just returned from keeping my birthday (pretty innocent !) at Dover Street. I see them pretty often. I have since had letters of business to write, or should have replied earlier. In one word, be less uneasy about me ; I bear my privations very well ; I am not in the depths of desolation, as heretofore. Your admonitions are not'lost upon me. Your kindness has sunk into my heart. Have faith in me ! It is no new thing for me to be left to my sister. When she is not violent, her rambling chat is better to me than the sense and sanity of this world. Her heart is obscured, not buried ; it breaks out occasionally ; and one can discern a strong mind struggling with the billows that have gone over it. I could be nowhere happier than under the same roof with her. Her memory is unnaturally strong ; and from ages past, if we may so call the earliest records of our poor life, she fetches thousands of names and things that never would have dawned upon me again, and thousands from the ten years she lived before me. What took place from early girlhood to her coming of age princi- pally, live again (every important thing and every trifle) in her brain, with the vividness of real presence. For twelve hours incessantly she will pour out without intermission, all her past life, forgetting nothing, pouring out name after name to the Waldens, as a dream ; sense and nonsense ; truths and errors huddled together ; a medley between inspiration and possession. What things we are ! I know you will bear with me talking of these things. It seems to ease me, for I have nobody to tell these things to now. Emma, I see, has got a harp, and is learning to play. She has framed her three Walton pictures, and pretty they look. That is a book you should read ', such sweet religion in it, next to Wool- 10* 226 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. man's ; though the subject be baits, and hooks, and worms, and fishes. She has my copy at present, to do two more from. Very, very tired I began this epistle, having been epis- tolizing all the morning, and very kindly would I end it, could I find adequate expressions to your kindness. We did set our minds on seeing you in spring. One of us will indubitably. But I am not skilled in almanac learning, to know when spring precisely begins and ends. Pardon my blots ; I am glad you like your book. I wish it had been half as worthy of your acceptance as John Woolman. But 'tis a good-natured book. A few days afterwards Lamb's passionate desire to serve a most deserving friend broke out in the following earnest little letter. TO MR. WORDSWORTH. Church Street, Edmonton, February 22. Dear Wordsworth, I write from a house of mourning. The oldest and best friends 1 have left are in trouble. A branch of them (and they of the best stock of God's creatures, I be- lieve) is establishing a school at Carlisle ; her name is L M ; her address, 75 Castle Street, Carlisle ; her qualities (and her motives for this exertion) are the most amiable, most upright. For thirty years she has been tried by me, and, on her behavior, I would stake my soul. O, if you could re- commend her, how would I love you — if I could love you better ! Pray, pray, recommend her. She is as good a human creature, — next to my sister, perhaps, the most ex- emplary female I ever knew. Moxon tells me you would LETTER TO GARY. 227 like a letter from me ; you shall have one. This I cannot mingle up with any nonsense which you usually tolerate from C. Lamb. Need he add loves to wife, sister, and all ? Poor Mary is ill again, after a short lucid interval of four or five months. In short I may call her half dead to me. How good you are to me ! Yours with fervor of friendship for ever, C. L. If you want references, the Bishop of Carlisle may be one. L 's sister (as good as she, she can't be better though she tries) educated the daughters of the late Earl of Carnarvon, and he settled a handsome annuity on her for life. In short, all the family are a sound rock. A quiet dinner at the British Museum with Mr. Gary once a- month, to which Lamb looked forward with almost boyish eagerness, was now almost his only festival. In a little note to his host about this time, he hints at one of his few physical tastes. — " We are thinking," he says, "of roast shoulder of mutton with onion sauce, but I scorn to prescribe to the hospitalities of mine host." The following, after these festivities had been interrupted by Mr. Cary's visit to the Continent, is their last memorial : — TO MR GARY. Sept. 12, 1834. " By Cot's plessing we will not be absence at the grace." Dear C, We long to see you, and hear account of your peregrinations, of the Tun at Heidelburg, the Clock at Strasburg, the statue at Rotterdam, the dainty Rhenish, and 228 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. poignant Moselle wines, Westphalian hams, and Botargoes of Altona. But perhaps you have seen, not tasted any of these things. Yours, very glad to chain you back again to your proper centre, books, and Bibliothecse. C. and M. Lamb. I have only got your note just now pe?' negligeniiam perin- qui Mox&ni. The following little note has a mournful interest, as Lamb's last scrap of writing. It is dated on the very day on which erysipelas followed the accident, apparently trifling, which, five days after, terminated in his death. It is ad- dressed to the wife of his oldest surviving friend : — to mrs. dyer. Dear Mrs. Dyer, I am very uneasy about a Book which I either have lost, or left at your house on Thursday. It was the book I went out to fetch from Miss Buffam's, while the tripe was frying. It is called " Phillips's Theatrum Poetarum," but it is an English book. I think I left it in the parlor. It is Mr. Gary's book, and I would not lose it for the world. Pray if you find it, book it at the Swan, Snow Hill, by an Edmonton stage immediately, directed to Mr. Lamb, Church Street, Edmonton, or write to say you cannot find it. I am quite anxious about it. If it is lost, I shall never like tripe again. With kindest love to Mr. Dyer and all. Yours truly, C. Lamb, Dec. 22, 1834. CHAPTER THE LAST. LAMB S WEDNESDAY NIGHTS COMPARED WITH THE EVENINGS OF HOLLAND HOUSE — HIS DEAD COMPANIONS, DYER, GODWIN, THELWALL, HAZLITT, BARNES, HAYDON, COLERIDGE, AND OTHERS — LAST GLIMPSES OF CHARLES AND MARV LAMB. GONE ; ALL ARE GONE, THE OLD FAMILIAR FACES !" Tvvo circles of rare social enjoyment — differing as widely as possible in all external circumstances — bat each superior in its kind to all others, were at the same time generously opened to men of letters — now existing only in the memories of those who are fast departing from us — may, without of- fence, be placed side by side in grateful recollection ; they are the dinners at Holland House and the suppers of " the Lambs" at the Temple, Great Russell Street, and Islington. Strange, at first, as this juxtaposition may seem, a little re- flection will convince the few survivors who have enjoyed both, that it involves no injustice to either ; while with those who are too young to have been admitted to these old fes- tivities, we may exercise the privilege of age by boasting what good fellowship was once enjoyed, and what " good talk" there was once in the world ! But let us call to mind the aspects of each scene, before we attempt to tell of the conversation, which will be harder to recall and impossible to characterize. And first, let us invite the reader to assist at a dinner at Holland House in 230 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. the height of the London and Parliamentary season, say a Saturday in June. It is scarcely seven — for the luxuries of the house are enhanced by a punctuality in the main object of the day, which yields to no dilatory guest of whatever pretension — and you are seated in an oblong room, rich in old gilding, opposite a deep recess, pierced by large old win- dows through which the rich branches of trees bathed in golden light, just admit the faint outline of the Surrey Hills. Among the guests are some perhaps of the highest rank, al- ways some of high political importance, about whom the in- terest of busy life gathers, intermixed with others eminent already in literature or art, or of that dawning promise which the hostess delights to discover and the host to smile on. All are assembled for the purpose of enjoyment ; the anxieties of the minister, the feverish struggles of the partisan, the silent toils of the artist or critic, are finished for the week ; professional and literary jealousies are hushed ; sickness, decrepitude and death, are silently voted shadows ; and the brilliant assemblage is prepared to exercise to the highest de- gree the extraordinary privilege of mortals to live in the knowledge of mortality without its consciousness, and to people the present hour with delights, as if a man lived and laughed and enjoyed in this world for ever. Every appli- ance of physical luxury which the most delicate art can supply, attends on each ; every faint wish which luxury creates is anticipated ; the noblest and most gracious coun- tenance in the world smiles over the happiness it is diffusing, and redoubles it by cordial invitations and encouraging words, which set the humblest stranger guest at perfect ease. As the dinner merges into the dessert, and the sunset casts a richer glow on the branches, still, or lightly waving in the evening light, and on the scene within, the harmony of all sensations becomes more perfect ; a delighted and delighting chuckle invites attention to some joyous sally of the richest SOCIAL COMPARISON. 231 intellectual wit reflected in the faces of all, even to the fa- vorite page in green, who attends his mistress with duty like that of the antique world ; the choicest wines are enhanced in their liberal but temperate use by the vista opened in Lord Holland's tales of bacchanalian evenings at Brookes's, with Fox and Sheridan, when potations deeper and more serious rewarded the Statesman's toils and shortened his days; until at length the serener pleasure of conversation, of the now carelessly scattered groups, is enjoyed in that old, long, un- rivaled library in which Addison drank, and mused, and wrote ; where every living grace attends ; " and more than echoes talk along the walls." One happy peculiarity of these assemblies was, the number of persons in different stations and of various celebrity, who were gratified by see- ing, still more, in hearing and knowing each other ; the statesman was relieved by association with the poet of whom he had heard and partially read ; and the poet was elevated by the courtesy which " bared the great heart" which " beats beneath a star;" and each felt, not rarely, the true dignity of the other, modestly expanding under the most genial aus- pices. Now turn to No. 4, Inner Temple Lane, at ten o'clock, when the sedater part of the company are assembled, and the happier stragglers are dropping in from the play. Let it be any autumn or winter month, when the fire is blazing steadily, and the clean-swept hearth and whist-tables speak of the spirit of Mrs. Battle, and serious looks require " the rigor of the game." The furniture is old-fashioned and worn ; the ceiling low, and not wholly unstained by traces of " the great plant," though now virtuously forborne ; but the Hogarths, in narrow black frames, abounding in infinite thought, humor and pathos, enrich the walls ; and all things wear an air of comfort and hearty English welcome. Lamb himself, yetunrelaxed by the glass, is sitting with a sort of Qua- 232 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. ker primness at the whist-table, the gentleness of his melan- choly smile half lost in his intentness on the game ; his partner, the author of " Political Justice," (the majestic ex- pression of his large head not disturbed by disproportion of his comparatively diminutive stature,) is regarding his hand with a philosophic but not a careless eye ; Captain Burney, only not venerable because so young in spirit, sits between them ; and H. C. R., who alone now and then breaks the proper silence, to welcome some incoming guest, is his happy partner — true winner in the game of life, whose leisure achieved early, is devoted to his friends. At another table, just beyond the circle which extends from the fire, sit another four. The broad, burly, jovial bulk of John Lamb, the Ajax Telamon of the slender clerks of the old South Sea House, whom he sometimes introduces to the rcioms of his younger brother, surprised to learn from them that he is growing fa- mous, confronts the stately but courteous Alsager ; while P., "his few hairs bristling" at gentle objurgation, watches his partner M. B., dealing, with " soul more white "* than the hands of which Lamb once said, " M., if dirt was trumps, what hands you would hold !" In one corner of the room, you may see the pale earnest countenance of Charles Lloyd, who is discoursing " of fate, free-will, foreknowledge abso- lute," with Leigh Hunt ; and, if you choose to listen, you will scarcely know which most to admire — the severe logic of the melancholy reasoner, or its graceful evasion by the tricksome fantasy of the joyous poet. Basil Montague, gentle enthusiast in the cause of humanity, which he has lived to see triumphant, is pouring into the outstretched ear of George Dyer some tale of legalized injustice, which the recipient is * Lamb's Sonnet, dedicatory of his first volume of prose to this cherished friend, thus concludes : — " Free from self-seeking, envy, low design, I have not found a whiter soul than thine." SOCIAL COMPARISON. 233 vainly endeavoring to comprehend. Soon the room fills ; in- slouches Hazlilt from the theatre, where his stubborn anger for Napoleon's defeat at Waterloo has been softened by Miss Stephens's angelic notes, which might " chase anger, and grief, and fear, and sorrow, and pain from mortal or immor- tal minds;" Kenney, with a tremulous pleasure, announces that there is a crowded house to the ninth representation of his new comedy, of which Lamb lays down his cards to in- quire ; or Ayrton, mildly radiant, whispers the continual tri- umph of " Don Giovanni," for which Lamb, incapable of opera, is happy to take his word. Now and then an actor glances on us from " the rich Cathay " of the world behind the scenes, with news of its brighter human-kind, and with looks reflecting the public favor — Liston, grave beneath the weight of the town's regards — or Miss Kelly, unexhausted in spirit by alternating the drolleries of high farce with the ter- rible pathos of melodrama, — or Charles Kemble mirrors the chivalry of thought, and ennobles the party by bending on them looks beaming with the aristoci'acy of nature. Mean- while Becky lays the cloth on the side-table, under the di- rection of the most quiet, sensible, and kind of women — who soon compels the younger and more hungry of the guests to partake largely of the cold roast lamb or boiled beef, the heaps of smoking roasted potatoes, and the vast jug of porter, often replenished from the foaming pots, which the best tap of Fleet Street supplies. Perfect freedom prevails, save when the hospitable pressure of the mistress excuses excess ; and perhaps, the physical enjoyment of the play-goer exhausted with pleasure, or of the author jaded with the labor of the brain, is not less than that of the guests at the most charm- ing of aristocratic banquets. As the hot water and its ac- companiments appear, and the severities of whist relax, the light of conversation thickens : Hazlitt, catching fhe influence of the spirit from which he has just begun to abstain, utters 234 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. some fine criticism with struggling emphasis ; Lamb stam- mers out puns suggestive of wisdom, for happy Barron Field to admire and echo ; the various driblets of talk combine into a stream, while Miss Lamb moves gently about to see that each modest stranger is duly served ; turning, now and then, an anxious loving eye on Charles, which is softened into a half-humorous expression of resignation to inevitable fate, as he mixes his second tumbler ! This is on ordinary nights, when the accustomed Wednesday-men assemble ; but there is a difference on great extra nights, gladdened by " the bright visitations " of Wordsworth or Coleridge : — the cor- diality of the welcome is the same, but a sedater wisdom prevails. Happy hours were they for the young disciple of the then desperate, now triumphant cause of Wordsworth's genius, to be admitted to the presence of the poet who had opened a new world for him in the undiscovered riches of his own nature, and its affinities with the outer universe ; whom he worshiped the more devoutly for the world's scorn ; for whom he felt the future in the instant, and anticipated the '• All hail hereafter !" which the great poet has lived to en- joy ! To win him to speak of his own poetry — to hear him recite its noblest passages — and to join in his brave defiance of the fashion of the age — was the solemn pleasure of such a season ; and, of course, superseded all minor disquisitions. So, when Coleridge came, argument, wit, humor, criticism were hushed ; the pertest, smartest, and the cleverest felt that all were assembled to listen : and if a card-table had been filled, or a dispute begun before he was excited to continuous speech, his gentle voice, undulating in music, soon " Suspended whist, and look with ravishment The thronging audience." The corftersation which animated each of these memor- able circles, approximated, in essence, much more nearly SOCIAL COMPARISON. 235 than mio;ht be surmised from the difTerence in station of the principal talkers, and the contrast in physical appliances ; that of the bowered saloon of FloUand House having more of earnestness and depth, and that of the Temple-attic more of airy grace than would be predicated by a superficial observer. The former possessed the peculiar interest of directly bor- dering on the scene of political conflict — gathering together the most eloquent leaders of the Whig party, whose eager repose from energetic action spoke of the Aveek's conflict, and in whom the moment's enjoyment derived a peculiar charm from the perilous glories of the struggle which the morrow was to renew — when power was just within reach, or held with a convulsive grasp — like the eager and solemn pleasure of the soldiers' banquet in the pause of victory. The pervading spirit of Lamb's parties was also that of social progress ; but it was the spirit of the dreamers and thinkers, not of the combatants of the world — men who, it may be, drew their theories from a deeper range of meditation, and embraced the future with more comprehensive hope — but about whom the immediate interest of party did not gather; whose victories were all within; whose rewards were visions of blessings for their species in the furthest horizon of hope. If a profounder thought was sometimes dragged to light in the dim circle of Lamb's companions than was native to the brighter sphere, it was still a rare felicity to watch there the union of elegance with purpose in some leader of party — the delicate, almost fragile grace of illustration, in some one, perhaps destined to lead advancing multitudes or to withstand their rashness ; — to observe the growth of strength in the midst of beauty, expanding from the sense of the heroic past, as the famed Basil tree of Boccaccio grew from the immo- lated relic beneath it. If the alternations in the former oscil- lated between wider extremes, touching on the wildest farce and most earnest tragedy of life ; the rich space of brilliant 236 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. comedy which lived ever between them in the latter, was diversified by serious interests and heroic allusions. Sydney Smith's wit — not so wild, so grotesque, so deep-searching as Lamb's — had even more quickness of intellectual demonstra- tion ; wedded moral and political wisdom to happiest lan- guage, with a more rapid perception of secret affinities ; was capable of producing epigrammatic splendor reflected more permanently in the mind, than the fantastic brilliancy of inose rich conceits which Lamb stammered out with his painful smile. Mackintosh might vie with Coleridge in vast and various knowledge ; but there the competition between these great talkers would end, and the contrast begin ; the contrast between facility and inspiration ; between the ready access to each ticketed and labeled compartment of history, science, art, criticism, and the genius that fused and reno- vated all. But then a younger spirit appeared at Lord Hol- land's table to redress the balance — not so poetical as Cole- ridge, but more lucid — in whose vast and joyous memory all the mighty past lived and glowed anew ; whose declamations presented, not groups tinged with distant ligiit, like those of Coleridge, but a series of historical figures in relief, pre- sented in bright succession — the embossed surfaces of heroic life.* Roofers too, was there — connecting the literature of * I take leave to copy the glowing picture of the evenings of Holland House and of its admirable master, drawn by this favorite guest himself from an article which adorned the" Edinburgh Review," just after Lord Holland's death. " The time is coming when, perhaps, a few old men, the last sur- vivors of our generation, will in vain seek, amidst new streets, and squares, and railway stations, for the site of that dwelling which was in their youth the favorite resort of wits and beauties — of painters and poets — of scholars, philosophers, and statesmen. They will then re- member, with strange tenderness, many objects once familiar to them — the avenue and the terrace, the busts and the paintings ; the carving the grotesque gilding, and the enigmatical mottoes. With peculiar SOCIAL COMPARISON. 237 the last age with this, partaking of some of the best charac- teristics of both — whose first poem sparkled in the closing darkness of the last century " like a rich jewel in an Ethiop's fondness, they will recall that venerable chamber, in which all the antique gravity of a college library was so singularly blended with all that female grace and wit could devise to embellish a drawing-room. They will recollect, not unmoved, those shelves loaded with the varied learning of many lands and many ages ; those portraits in which were preserved the features of the best and wisest Englishmen of two genera* tions. They will recollect how many men who have guided the politics of Europe — who have moved great assemblies by reason and eloquence — who have put life into bronze and canvas, or who have left to pos- terity things so written as it shall not willingly let them die — were there mixed with all that was loveliest and gayest in the society of the most splendid of capitals. They will remember the singular character which belonged to that circle, in which every talent and accomplishment, every art and science, had its place. They will remember how the last debate was discussed in one corner, and the last comedy of Scribe in another > while Wilkie gazed with modest admiration on Reynolds' Baretti ; while Mackintosh turned over Thomas Aquinas to verify a quotation ; while Talleyrand related his conversations with Barras at the Luxemburg, or his ride with Lannes over the field of Austerlitz. They will remember, above all, the grace — and the kindness, far more admirable than grace — with which the princely hospiiality of that ancient mansion was dis- pensed. They will remember the venerable and benignant countenance, and the cordial voice of him who bade them welcome. They will re- member that temper which years of pain, of sickness, of lameness, of confinement, seemed only to make sweeter and sweeter ; and that frank politeness, which at once relieved all the embarrassment of the youngeSf and most timid writer or artist, who found himself for the first time among Ambassadors and Earls. They will remember that constant flow of conversation, so natural, so animated, so various, so rich with observation and anecdote ; that wit which never gave a wound ; that exquisite mimicry which ennobled, instead of degrading ; that goodness of heart which appeared in every look and accent, and gave additional value to every talent and acquirement. They will remember, too, that he whose name they hold in reverence was not less distinguished by the inflexible uprightness of his political conduct, than by his loving dis- 238 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. ear," and who was advancing from a youth which had antici- pated memory, to an age of kindness and hope ; and Moore, who paused in the fluttering expression of graceful trifles, to whisper some deep-toned thought of Ireland's wrongs and sorrows. Literature and Art supplied the favorite topics to each of these assemblies, — both discussed with earnest admiration, but surveyed in different aspects. The conversation at Lord Holland's was wont to mirror the happiest aspects of the living mind ; to celebrate the latest discoveries in science ; to echo the quarterly decisions of imperial criticism ; to reflect the modest glow of young reputations ; — all was gay, graceful, decisive, as if the pen of Jefl*rey could have spoken ; or, if it reverted to old times, it rejoiced in those classical associa- tions which are ever young. At Lamb's, on the other hand, the topics were chiefly sought among the obscure and remote ; the odd, the quaint, the fantastic were drawn out from their dusty recesses ; nothing could be more foreign to its embrace than the modern circulating library, even when it teemed with the Scotch novels. Whatever the subject was, however, in the more aristocratic, or the humbler sphere, it was always discussed by those best entitled to talk on it ; no others had a chance of being heard. This remarka- ble freedom from lores was produced in Lamb's circle by the authoritative texture of its commanding minds ; in Lord Holland's, by the more direct, and more genial influence of the hostess, which checked that tenacity of subject and opin- ion which sometimes broke the charm of Lamb's parties by position and his winning manners. They will remember that, in the last lines which he traced, he expressed his joy that he had done nothing unworthy of the friend of Fox and Grey ; and they will have reason to feel similar joy, if, in looking back on many troubled years, they cannot accuse themselves of having done anything unworthy of men who were distinguished by the friendship of Lord Holland." SOCIAL COMPARISON. 239 " a duel in the form of a debate." Perhaps beyond any- other hostess, — certainly far beyond any host, Lady HoUand possessed the tact of perceiving, and the power of evoking the various capacities which lurked in every part of the brilliant circles over which she presided, and restrained each to its appropriate sphere, and portion of the evening. To enkindle the enthusiasm of an artist on the theme over which he had achieved the most facile mastery ; to set loose the heart of the rustic poet, and imbue his speech with the free- dom of his native hills ; to draw from the adventurous trav- eler a breathing picture of his most imminent danger ; or to embolden the bashful soldier to disclose his own share in the perils and glories of some famous battle-field ; to encourage the generous praise of friendship when the speaker and the subject reflected interest on each other ; or win from an awkward man of science the secret history of a discovery which had astonished the world ; to conduct these brilliant developments to the height of satisfaction, and then to shift tlie scene by the magic of a word, were among her nightly successes. And if this extraordinary power over the ele- ments of social enjoyment M-as sometimes wielded without tlie entire concealment of its despotism ; if a decisive check sometimes rebuked a speaker who might intercept the varie- gated beauty of Jeffrey's indulgent criticism, or the jest an- nounced and self-rewarded in Sydney Smith's cordial and triumphant laugh, the authority was too clearly exerted for the evening's prosperity, and too manifestly impelled by an urgent consciousness of the value of these golden hours which were fleeting within its confines, to sadden the enforced silence with more than a momentary regret. If ever her prohibition, — clear, abrupt, and decisive, — indicated more than a preferable regard for livelier discourse, it was when a depreciatory tone was adopted towards genius, or goodness, or honest endeavor, or when some friend, personal or intel- 240 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. lectual, was mentioned in slighting phrase. Habituated to generous partizanship, by strong sympathy with a great political cause, she carried the fidelity of her devotion to that cause into her social relations, and was ever the truest and the fastest of friends. The tendency, often more idle than malicious, to soften down the intellectual claims of the absent, which so insidiously besets literary conversation, and teaches a superficial insincerity, even to substantial esteem and regard, and which was sometimes insinuated into the conversation of Lamb's friends, though never into his own, found no favor in her presence ; and hence the conversations over which she presided, perhaps beyond all that ever flashed with a kindred splendor, were marked by that integrity of good nature which might admit of their exact repetition to every living individual whose merits were discussed, without the danger of inflicting pain. Under her auspices, not only all critical, but all personal talk was tinged with kindness ; the strong interest which she took in the happiness of her friends, shed a peculiar sunniness over the aspects of life presented by the common topics of alliances, and marriages, and promotions ; and there was not a hopeful engagement, or a happy wedding, or a promotion of a friend's son, or a new intellectual triumph of any youth with whose name and history she was familiar, but became an event on which she expected and required congratulation as on a part of her own fortune. Although there was necessarily a preponder- ance in her societ}'- of the sentiment of popular progress, which once was cherished almost exclusively by the party to whom Lord Holland was united by sacred ties, no ex- pression of triumph in success, no virulence in sudden dis- appointment, was ever permitted to wound the most sensitive ears of her conservative guests. It might be that some placid comparison of recent with former times, spoke a sense of freedom's peaceful victory ; or that, on the giddy edge of GEORGE DYER. 241 some great party struggle, the festivities of the evening might take a more serious cast, as news arrived from the scene of contest, and the pleasure might be deepened by the peril ; but the feeling was always restrained by the supremacy given to those permanent solaces for the mind, in the beauti- ful and the great, which no political changes could disturb. Although the death of the noble master of the venerated mansion closed its portals for ever on the exquisite enjoy- ments to which they had been so generously expanded, the art of conversation lived a little longer in the smaller circle which Lady Holland still drew almost daily around her ; honoring his memory by following his example, and strug- gling against the perpetual sense of unutterable bereavement, by rendering to literature that honor, and those reliefs, which English aristocracy has too often denied it ; and seeking con- solation in making others proud and happy. That lingering happiness is extinct now ; Lamb's kindred circle — kindred, though so different — dispersed almost before he died ; the "thoughts that wandered through eternity," are no longer expressed in time ; the fancies and conceits, " gay creatures of the element " of social delight, " that in the colors of the rainbow lived, and played in the plighted clouds," flicker only in the backward perspective of waning years ; and for the survivors, I may venture- to affirm, no such conversation as they have shared in either circle will ever be theirs again in this world. Before closing these last memorials of Charles and Mary Lamb, it may not be unfitting to glance separately at some of the friends who are grouped around them in memory, and who, like them, live only in recollection, and in the works they have left behind them, George Dyer was one of the first objects of Lamb's youthful reverence, for he had attained the stately rank of 11 242 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. Grecian in the venerable school of Christ's Hospital, when Charles entered it, a little, timid, affectionate child ; but this boyish respect, once amounting to awe, gave place to a fami- liar habit of loving banter, which, springing from the depths of old regard, approximated to school-boy roguery, and, now and then, though very rarely, gleamed on the consciousness of the ripe scholar. No contrast could be more vivid than that presented by the relations of each to the literature they both loved ; one divining its inmost essences, plucking out the heart of its mysteries, shedding light on its dimmest re- cesses ; the other devoted, with equal assiduity, to its exter- nals. Books, to Dyer, " were a real world, both pure and good;" among them he passed, unconscious of time, from youth to extreme age, vegetating on their dates and forms, and " trivial fond records," in the learned air of great libra- ries, or the dusty confusion of his own, with the least possible apprehension of any human interest vital in their pages, or of any spirit of wit or fancy glancing across them. His life was an Academic Pastoral. Methinks I see his gaunt, awk- ward form, set off by trousers too short, like those outgrown by a gawky lad, and a rusty coat as much too large for the wearer, hanging about him like those garments which the aristocratic Milesian peasantry prefer to the most comfortable rustic dress ; his long head silvered over with short yet straggling hair, and his dark gray eyes glistening with faith and wonder, as Lamb satisfies the curiosity which has gently disturbed his studies as to the authorship of the Waverly Novels, by telling him, in the strictest confidence, that they are the works of Lord Castlereagh, just returned from the Congress of Sovereigns at Vienna ! Off he runs, with ani- mated stride and shambling enthusiasm, nor stops till he reaches Maida Hill, and breathes his news into the startled ear of Leigh Hunt, who, " as a public writer," ought to be possessed of the great fact with which George is laden ! GEORGE DYER. 243 Or shall I endeavor to revive the bewildered look with which, just after he had been announced as one of Lord Stanhope's executors and residuary legatees, he received Lamb's grave inquiry, " Whether it was true, as commonly reported, that he was to be made a Lord ?" " O dear no ! Mr. Lamb," responded he with earnest seriousness, but not without a moment's quivering vanity, " I could not think of such a thing; it is not true, I assure you." "I thought not," said Lamb, "and I contradict it wherever I go; but the government will not ask your consent ; they may raise you to the peerage without your even knowing it." " I hope not, Mr. Lamb ; indeed, indeed, I hope not ; it would not suit me at all," responded Dyer, and went his way, musing on the possibility of a strange honor descending on his reluc- tant brow. Or shall I recall the visible presentiment of his bland unconsciousness of evil when his sportive friend taxed it to the utmost, by suddenly asking what he thought of the murderer Williams, who, after destroying two families in Ratcliffe Highway, had broken prison by suicide, and whose body had just before been conveyed in shocking procession to its cross-road grave ! The desperate attempt to compel the gentle optimist to speak ill of a mortal creature produced no happier success than the answer, " Why, I should think, Mr. Lamb, he must have been rather an eccentric charac- ter." This simplicity of a nature not only unspotted by the world, but almost abstracted from it, will seem the more remarkable, when it is known that it was subjected, at the entrance of life, to a hard battle with fortune. Dyer was the son of very poor parents, residing in an eastern suburb of London, Stepney or Bethnal-greenward, where he attract- ed the attention of two elderly ladies as a serious child, with an extraordinary love for books. They obtained for him a presentation to Christ's Hospital, which he entered at seven years of age ; fought his way through its sturdy ranks to its 244 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHAPtLES LAMB. head ; and, at nineteen, quitted it for Cambridge, with only an exhibition and his scholarly accomplishments to help him. On he went, however, placid if not rejoicing, through the difficulties of a life illustrated only by scholarship ; encoun- tering tremendous labors ; unresting yet serene ; until at eighty-five he breathed out the most blameless of lives, which began in a struggle to end in a learned dream ! Mr. Godwin, who during the happiest period of Lamb's weekly parties, was a constant assistant at his whist-table, resembled Dyer in simplicity of manner and devotion to letters ; but the simplicity was more superficial, and the devotion more profound than the kindred qualities in the guileless scholar ; and, instead of forming the entire being, only marked the surface of a nature beneath which extraordi- nary power lay hidden. As the absence of worldly wisdom subjected Dyer to the sportive sallies of Lamb, so a like de- ficiency in Godwin exposed him to the coarser mirth of Mr. Home Tooke, who was sometimes inclined to seek relaxation for the iron muscles of his imperturbable mind in trying to make a philosopher look foolish. To a stranger's gaze the author of the " Political Justice" and " Caleb Williams," as he appeared in the Temple, always an object of curiosity except to his familiars, presented none of those characteris- tics with which fancy had invested the daring speculator and relentless novelist ; nor, when he broke silence, did his lan- guage tend to reconcile the reality with the expectation. The disproportion of a frame which, low of stature, was sur- mounted by a massive head which might befit a present- able giant, was rendered almost imperceptible, not by any vivacity of expression, (for his countenance was rarely light- ed up by the deep-seated genius within,) but by a gracious suavity of manner which many " a fine old English gentle- man" might envy. His voice was small ; the topics of his WILLIAM GODWIN. 245 ordinary conversation trivial, and discussed with a delicacy and precision which might almost be mistaken for finical ; and the presence of the most interesting persons in literary society, of which he had enjoyed the best, would not prevent him from falling after dinner into the most profound sleep. This gentle, drowsy, spiritless demeanor, presents a striking contrast to a reputation which once filled Europe with its echoes ; but it was, in truth, when rightly understood, per- fectly consistent with those intellectual elements which in some raised the most enthusiastic admiration, and from others elicited the wildest denunciations of visionary terror. In Mr. Godwin's mind, the faculty of abstract reason so predominated over all others, as practically to extinguish them ; and his taste, akin to this faculty, sought only for its development through the medium of composition for the press. He had no imagination, no fancy, no wit, no humor ; or, if he possessed any of those faculties, they were obscured by that of pure reason ; and being wholly devoid of the quick sensi- bility which irritates speech into eloquence, and of the pas- sion for immediate excitement and applause, which tends to its presentment before admiring assemblies, he desired no other audience than that which he could silently address, and learned to regard all things through a contemplative me- dium. In this sense, far more than the extravagant applica- tion of his wildest theories, he leveled all around him ; ad- mitted no greatness but that of literature ; and neither de- sired nor revered any triumphs but those of thought. If such a reasoning faculty, guided by such a disposition, had been applied to abstract sciences, no effect remarkable be- yond that of rare excellence, would have been produced ; but the apparent anomalies of Mr. Godwin's intellectual his- tory arose from the application of his power to the passions, the interests, and the hopes of mankind, at a time when they enkindled into frightful action, and when he calmly worked 246 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. out his problems among their burning elements with the "ice- brook's temper," and the severest logic. And if some ex- treme conclusions were inconsistent with the faith and the duty which alone can sustain and regulate our nature, there was no small compensation in the severity of the process to which the student was impelled, for the slender peril which might remain lest the results should be practicall}'' adopted. A system founded on pure reason, which rejected the im- pulses of natural affection, the delights of gratitude, the influ- ences of prejudice, the bondage of custom, the animation of per- sonal hope ; which appealed to no passion — which suggested no luxury — which excited no animosities — and which offered no prize for the observance of its laws, except a participation in the expanding glories of progressive humanity, was little calculated to allure from the accustomed paths of ancient ordinance, any man disposed to walk in them by the lights from heaven. On the other hand, it was a healthful diver- sion from those seductions in which the heart secretly ener- vates and infects the understanding, to invite the revolution- ary speculator to the contemplation of the distant and the refined ; by the pursuit of impracticable error to brace the mind for the achievement of everlasting truth ; and on the " heat and flame of the distemper" of an impassioned demo- cracy to "sprinkle cool patience." The idol, Political Jus- tice, of which he was the slow and laborious architect, if it for a while enchanted, did not long enthral or ever debase its worshipers ; " its bones were marrowless, its blood was cold," — but there was surely " speculation in its eyes" which "glared withall" into the future. Such high casuistry as it evoked has always an ennobling tendency, even when it dallies with error ; the direction of thought in youth is of less consequence than the mode of its exercise ; and it is only when the base interests and sensual passions of mortality pander to the understanding that truth may fear for the issue. WILLIAM GODWIN. 247 The author of this cold and passionless intellectual phan- tasy looked out upon the world he hoped to inform from recesses of contemplation which the outward incidents of life did not disturb, and which, when closed, left him a common man, appearing to superficial observers rather below than above the level of ordinary talkers. To his inward gaze the stupendous changes which agitated Europe, at the time he wrote, were silent as a picture. The pleasure of his life was to think ; its business was to write ; all else in it was vanity. Regarding his own being through the same spirit- ualizing medium, he saw no reason why the springs of its existence should wear out, and, in the spring-time of his spe- culation, held that man might become immortal on earth by the effort of the will. His style partook of the quality of his intellect and the character of its purposes — it was pure, simple, colorless. His most imaginative passages are in- spired only by a logic quickened into enthusiasm by the anti- cipation of the approaching discovery of truth — the dawning Eureka of the reasoner ; they are usually composed of " line upon line, precept upon precept," without an involution of style or an eddy in the thought. He sometimes complained, though with the benignity that always marked his estimate of his opponents, that Mr. Malthus's style was too richly or- namented for argument ; and certainly, with all its vivacity of illustration, it lacks the transparent simplicity of his own. The most probable result which he ever produced by his writings was the dark theory of the first edition of the work on Population, which was presented as an answer to his rea- soning on behalf of the perfectibility of man ; and he used to smile at his ultimate triumph, when the writer, who had only intended a striking paradox, tamed it down to the wis- dom of economy, and adapted it to Poor-law uses ; neutralized his giant spectres of Vice and Misery by the practical inter- vention of Moral Restraint ; and left the optimist, Godwin, 248 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. still in unclouded possession of the hope of universal peace and happiness, postponed only to that time when passion shall be subjected to reason, and population, no more rising like a resistless tide, between adamantine barriers to submerge the renovated earth, shall obey the commands of wisdom ; rise and fall as the means of subsistence expand or contract ; and only contribute an impulse to the universal harmony. The persons of Mr. Godwin's romances — stranger still — are the naked creations of the same intellectual power, mar- velously endowed with galvanic life. Though with happier symmetry, they are as much made out of chains and links of reasoning, as the monster was fashioned by the chemistry of the student, in the celebrated novel of his gifted daughter. Falkland, and Caleb Williams, are the mere impersonations of the unbounded love of reputation, and resistless curiosity ; these ideas are developed in each with masterly iteration — to the two ideas all causes give way ; and materials are sub- jected, often of remarkable coarseness, to the refinement of the conception. Hazlitt used to observe of these two charac- ters, that the manner they are played into each other, was equal to any thing of the kind in the Drama ; and there is no doubt that the opposition, though at the cost of probability, is most powerfully maintained : but the effect is partly owing to the absence of all extrinsic interest which could interfere with the main purpose ; the beatings of the heart become audible, not only from their own intensity, but from the deso- lation which the author has expanded around them. The consistency in each is that of an idea, not of a character ; and if the effect of form and color is produced, it is, as in line engraving, by the infinite minuteness and delicacy of the single strokes. In like manner, the incidents by which the author seeks to exemplify the wrongs inflicted by pov/er on goodness in civilized society, are utterly fantastical ; nothing can be more minute, nothing more unreal ; the youth being WILLIAM GODWIN. 249 involved by a web of circurnstances woven to immesh him, which the condition of society theit the author intends to re- pudiate, renders impossible ; and which, if true, would prove not that the framework of law is tyrannous, but that the will of a single oppressor may elude it. The subject of " St. Leon" is more congenial to the author's power ; but it is, in like manner, a logical development of the consequences of a being prolonged on earth through ages ; and, as the dismal vista expands, the skeleton speculators crowd in to mock and sadden us ! JVIr. Godwin was thus a man of two beings, which held little discourse with each other — the daring inventor of theories constructed of air-drawn diagrams, and the simple gentleman, who suffered nothing to disturb or excite him be- yond his study. He loved to walk in the crowded streets of London, not like Lamb, enjoying the infinite varieties of many-colored life around him, but because he felt, amidst the noise, and crowd, and glare, more intensely the imper- turbable stillness of his own contemplations. His means of comfortable support were mainly supplied by a shop in Skinner Street, where, under the auspices of " M. J. God- win & Co.," the prettiest and wisest books for children issued, which old-fashioned parents presented to their chil- dren, without suspecting that the graceful lessons of piety and goodness which charmed away the selfishness of infancy, were published, and sometimes revised, and now and then written, by a philosopher v/hom they would scarcely venture to name ! He met the exigencies which the vicissitudes of business sometimes caused, with the trusting simplicity which marked his course ; he asked his friends for aid with- out scruple, considering that their means were justly the due of one who toiled in thought for their inward life, and had little time to provide for his own outward existence, and took their excuses, when offered, without doubt or offence. The 11* 250 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. very next day after I had been honored and delighted by an introduction to him at Lamb's chambers, I was made still more proud and happy by his appearance at my own on such an errand — which my poverty, not my will, rendered abor- tive. After some pleasant chat on indifferent matters, he carelessly observed that he had a little bill for 150/. falling due on the morrow, which he had forgotten till that morning, and desired the loan of the necessary amount for a few weeks. At first, in eager hope of being able thus to oblige one whom I regarded with admiration akin to awe, I began to consider whether it was possible for me to raise such a sum ; but, alas ! a moment's reflection sufficed to convince me that the hope was vain, and I was obliged, with much confusion, to assure my distinguished visitor how glad 1 should have been to serve him, but that I was only just start- ing as a special pleader, was obliged to wiite for magazines to help me on, and had not such a sum in the world. " Oh dear," said the philosopher, " I thought you were a young gentleman of fortune — don't mention it — don't mention it ; I shall do very well elsewhere :" — and then, in the most gra- cious manner, reverted to our former topics, and sat in my small room for half an hour, as if to convince me that my want of fortune made no difference in his esteem. A slen- der tribute to the literature he had loved and served so well, was accorded to him in the old age to which he attained, by the gift of a sinecure in the Exchequer of about 200/. a year, connected with the custody of the Records ; and the last time I saw him he was heaving an immense key to un- lock the musty treasures of which he was guardian — how unlike those he had unlocked, with finer talisman, for the astonishment and alarm of one generation, and the delight of all others ! John Thelwall, who had once exulted in the appellation of Citizen Thel wall, having been associated with Coleridge JOHN THELWALL. 251 and Southey in their days of enthusiastical dreaming, though a more precise and practical reformer than either, was introduced by them to Lamb, and was welcomed to his cir- cle, in the true Catholicism of its spirit, although its master cared nothing for the Roman virtue which Thelwali devot- edly cherished, and which Home Tooke kept in uncertain vibration between a rebellion and a hoax. Lamb justly esteemed Thelwali as a thoroughly honest man ; — not honest merely in reference to the moral relations of life, but to the processes of thought ; one whose mind, acute and vigorous, but narrow, perceived only the object directly before it, and, undisturbed by collateral circumstances, reflected, with literal fidelity, the impression it received, and maintained it as sturdily against the beauty that might soften it, or the wis- dom that might mould it, as against the tyranny that would stifle its expression. "If to be honest as the world goes, is to be one man picked out of ten thousand," to be honest as the mind works is to be one man of a million ; and such a man was Thelwali. Starting with imperfect education from the thraldom of domestic oppression, with slender knowledge, but with fiery zeal, into the dangers of political enterprise, and treading fearlessly on the verge of sedition, he saw nothing before him but powers which he assumed to be despotism and vice, and rushed headlong to crush them. The point of time — ^^just that when the accumulated force of public opinion had obtained a virtual mastery over the accumulated corruptions of ages, but when power, still un- convinced of its danger, presented its boldest front to oppos- ing intellect, or strove to crush it in the cruelty of awaking fear — gave scope for the ardent temperament of an orator almost as poor in scholastic cultivation as in external fortune, but strong in integrity and rich in burning words. Thus passionate, Thelwali spoke boldly and vehemently — at a time when indignation was thought to be virtue ; but 252 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHAKLES LAMB. there is no reason to believe he ever meditated any treason except that accumulated in the architectural sophistry of Lord Eldon, by which he proved a person who desired to awe the Government into a change of policy to be guilty of compassing the king's death — as thus ; — that the king must resist the proposed alteration in his measures — that resisting he must be deposed — and that being deposed, he must neces- sarily die ; — though his boldness of speech placed him in jeopardy even after the acquittals of his simple-minded asso- ciate Hardy, and his enigmatical instructor, Tooke, who for- sook him, and left him, when acquitted, to the mercy of the world. His life, which before this event had been one of self-denial and purity remarkable in a young man who had imbibed the impulses of revolutionary France, partook of considerable vicissitude. At one time, he was raised by his skill in correcting impediments of speech, and teaching elo- cution as a science, into elegant competence — at other times saddened by the difficulties of poorly requited literary toil and wholly unrequited patriotism ; but he preserved his integrity and his cheerfulness — " a man of hope and forward-looking mind even to the last." Unlike Godwin, whose profound thoughts slowly struggled into form, and seldom found utterance in con- versation, — speech was, in him, all in all, his delight, his pro- fession, his triumph, with little else than passion to inspire or color it. The flaming orations of his " Tribune," rendered more piquant by the transparent masquerade of ancient his- tory, which, in his youth, '•' touched monied worldlings with dismay,*' and infected the poor with dangerous anger, seemed vapid, spiritless, and shallow when addressed through the press to the leisure of the thoughtful. The light which glowed with so formidable a lustre before the evening audi- ence, vanished on closer examination, and proved to be only a harmless phantom- vapor, wliich left no traces of destructive energy behind it. JOHN THELWALL. 253 Thelwall, in person small, compact, muscular — with a head denoting indomitable resolution, and features deeply furrowed by the ardent workings of the mind, — was as ener- getic in all his pursuits and enjoyments as in political action. He was earnestly devoted to the Drama, and enjoyed its greatest representations with the freshness of a boy who sees a play for the first time. He hailed the kindred energy of Kean with enthusiastic praise ; but abjuring the narrowness of his political vision in matters of taste, did justice to the nobler qualities of Mrs. Siddons and her brothers. In literature and art, also, he relaxed the bigotry of his liberal intolerance, and expatiated in their wider fields with a taste more catho- lic. Here Lamb was ready with his sympathy, which in- deed even the political zeal, that he did not share, was too hearted to repel. Although generally detesting lectures on literature as superficial and vapid substitutes for quiet read- ing, and recitations as unreal mockeries of the true Drama, he sometimes attended the entertainments composed of both, which Thelwall, in the palmy days of his prosperity, gave at his house in Lincoln's Inn Fields, not on politics, Avhich he had then forsaken for elocutionary science, though maintain- ing the principles of his youth, but partly on elocution, and partly on poetry and acting, into which he infused the fiery enthusiasm of his nature. Sometimes, indeed, his fervor animated his disquisitions on the philosophy of speech with greater warmth than he reserved for more attractive themes ; the melted vowels were blended into a rainbow, or dispersed 'like fleecy clouds ; and the theory of language was made nteresting by the honesty and vigor of the speaker. Like ill men who have been chiefly self-taught, he sometimes pre- sented common-places as original discoveries, with an air which strangers mistggk for quackery ; but they were un- just; to the speaker these were the product of his own medi- tation, though familiar to many, and not rarely possessed the 254 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. charm of originality in their freshness. Lamb, at least, felt that it was good, among other companions of far richer and more comprehensive intelligence, to have one friend who was undisturbed by misgiving either for himself or his cause ; who enunciated wild paradox and worn-out common-place with equal confidence ; and who was ready to sacrifice ease, fortune, fame — every thing but speech, and, if it had been possible, even that — to the cause of truth or friendship. William Hazlitt was, for many years, one of the bright- est and most constant ornaments of Lamb's parties ; linked to him in the firm bond of intellectual friendship — which re- mained unshaken in spite of some superficial differences, *' short and far between," arising from Lamb's insensibility to Hazlitt's political animosities and his adherence to Southey, "Wordsworth, and Coleridge, who shared them. Hazlitt in his boyhood had derived from his father that attachment to abstract truth for its own sake, and that inflexible determina- tion to cherish it, which naturally predominated in the being of the minister of a small rural congregation, who cherished religious opinions adverse to those of the great body of his countrymen, and waged a spiritual warfare throughout his peaceful course. Thus disciplined, he was introduced to the friendship of youthful poets, in whom the dawn of the French Revolution had enkindled hope, and passion, and opinions tinctured with hope and passion, which he eagerly embraced ; and when changes passed over the prospects of mankind, which induced them, in maturer years, to modify the doc- trines they had taught, he resented these defections almost as personal wrongs, and, when his pen found scope, and his tongue utterance, wrote and spoke of them with such bitter- ness as can only spring from the depths of old affection. No writer, however, except Wilson, did such noble justice to the poetry of Wordsworth, when most despised, and to the genius WILLIAM HAZLITT. 255 of Coleridge, when most obscured; he cherished a true ad- miration for each in " the last recesses of the mind," and de- fended them with dogged resolution against the scorns and slights of the world. Still the superficial difference was, or seemed, too wide to admit of personal intercourse ; and I do not think that during the many years which elapsed between my introduction to Lamb and Hazlitt's death, he ever met either of the poets at the rooms of the man they united in lov- ing. Although Mr. Hazlitt was thus staunch in his attachment to principles which he reverenced as true, he was by no means rigid in his mode of maintaining and illustrating them ; but, on the contrary, frequently diminished the immediate effect of his reasonings by the prodigality and richness of the allusions with which he embossed them. He had as un- quenchable a desire for truth as others have for wealth, or power, or fame; he pursued it with sturdy singleness of pur- pose ; and enunciated it without favor or fear. But, besides that love of truth, that sincerity in pursuing it, and that bold- ness in telling it, he had also a fervent aspiration after the beautiful ; a vivid sense of pleasure, and an intense con- sciousness of his own individual being, which sometimes pro- duced obstacles to the current of speculation, by which it was broken into dazzling eddies or urged into devious wind- ings. Acute, fervid, vigorous, as his mind was, it wanted the one great central power of Imagination, which brings all the other faculties into harmonious action ; multiplies them in- to each other ; makes truth visible in the forms of beauty, and substitutes intellectual vision for proof. Thus, in him, truth and beauty held divided empire. In him the spirit was willing, but the flesh was strong ; and, when these contend, it is not diflicult to anticipate the result ; " for the power of beauty shall sooner transform honesty from what it is into a bawd, than the person of honesty shall transform beauty into 256 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. its likeness." This "sometime paradox" was vividly ex- emplified in Hazlitt's personal history, his conversation, and his writings. To the solitudes of the country in which he mused on " fate, free-will, foreknowledge absolute," a tem- perament of unusual ardor had given an intense interest, akin to that with which Rosseau has animated and oppressed the details of his early years. He had not then, nor did he find till long afterwards, power to embody his meditations and feelings in v/ords. The consciousness of thoughts which he could not hope adequately to express, increased his natural reserve, and he turned for relief to the art of painting, in which he might silently re- alize his dreams of beauty, and repay the loveliness of na- ture by fixing some of its fleeting aspects in immortal tints. A few old prints from the old masters awakened the spirit of emulation within him ; the sense of beauty became identi- fied in his mind with that of glory and duration ; while the peaceful labor he enjoyed calmed the tumult in liis veins, and gave steadiness to his pure and distant aim. He pur- sued ihe art with an earnestness and patience which he vividly describes in his essay, "On the Pleasure of Paint- ing;" and to which he frequently reverted in the happiest moods of his conversation ; and, although in this, his chosen pursuit, he failed, the passionate desire for success, and the long struggle to attain it, left deep traces in his mind, height- ening his keen perception of external things, and mingling with all his speculations airy shapes and hues which he had vainly striven to transfer to canvas. A painter may acquire a fine insight into the nice distinctions of character, — he may copy manners in words as he does in colors, — but it may be apprehended that his course as a severe reasoner will be somewhat " troubled with thick coming fancies." And if the successful pursuit of art may thus disturb the process of abstract contemplation, how much more may an unsatisfied WILLIAM HAZLITT. 257 ambition ruffle it ; bid the dark threads of thought glitter with radiant fancies unrealized, and clothe the diagrams of speculation with the fragments of picture which the mind cherishes the more fondly, because the hand refused to real- ize ? What wonder, if, in the mind of an ardent youth, thus struggling in vain to give palpable existence to the shapes of loveliness Vv^hich haunted bim, " the homely beauty of the good old cause" should assume the fascinations not properly its own ? This association of beauty with reason diminished the immediate effect of Mr. Hazlitt's political essays, while it enhanced their permanent value. It was the fashion, in his life-time, to denounce him as a sour Jacobin ; but no descrip- tion could be more unjust. Under the influence of some bitter feeling, or some wayward fancy, he occasionally poured out a furious invective against those whom he re- garded as the enemies of liberty, or as apostates from her cause ; but, in general, the force of his expostulation, or his reasoning, was diverted (unconsciously to himself) by figures and phantasies, by fine and quaint allusions, by quotations from his favorite authors, introduced with singular felicity, as respects the direct link of association, but tending, by their very beauty, to unnerve the mind of the reader, and substi- tute the sense of luxury for clear conviction, or noble anger. In some of his essays, when the reasoning is most cogent, every other sentence contains some exquisite passage from Shakspeare, or Fletcher, or Wordsworth, trailing after it a line of golden associations ; or some reference to a novel, over which we have a thousand times forgotten the wrongs of mankind ; till, in the recurring shocks of pleasurable sur- prise, the main argument is forgotten. When, for example, he compares the position of certain political waverers to that of Clarissa Harlowe confronting the ravisher who would re- peat his outrage, with the penknife pointed to her breast, and 258 finaL memorials of charles lamb. her eyes uplifted to Heaven, and describes them as having been, like her, trepanned into a house of ill-fame, near Pall Mall, and there defending their soiled virtue with their pen- knives ; what reader, at the suggestion of the stupendous scene which the allusion directly revives, can think or care about the renegade of yesterday ? Here, again, is felt the want of that Imagination which brings all things into one, tinges all our thoughts and sympathies with one hue, and re- jects every ornament which does not heighten or prolong the feeling which it seeks to embody. Even when he retaliates on Southey for attacking his old co-patriots, the poetical associations which bitter remem- brance suggests, almost neutralize the vituperation ; he brings every " flower which sad embroidery wears to strew the laureate hearse," where ancient regards are interred ; and merges all the censure of the changed politician in praise of the simple dignity, and the generous labors of a singularly noble and unsullied life. So little does he regard the unity of sentiment in his compositions, that in his " Letter to Gif- ford," after a series of just and bitter retorts on his maligner as " the fine link which connects literature with the police," he takes a fancy to teach that ultra-crepidarian critic" his own theory of the natural disinterestedness of the human mind, and develops it, not in the dry, hard, mathematical style in which it was first enunciated, but " o'er informed" with the glow of sentiment, and terminating in an eloquent rhapsody. This latter portion of the letter is one of the noblest of his effusions, but it entirely destroys the first in the mind of the reader ; for who, when thus contemplating the living wheels on which human benevolence is borne on- wards in its triumphant career,, and the spirit with which they are instinct, can think of the literary wasp which had settled for a moment upon them, and who had just before been mercilessly transfixed with minikin arrows ? WILLIAM HAZLTTT. 259 But the most signal example of the influences which " the shows of things" exercised over Mr. Hazlitt's mind was his setting up the Emperor Napoleon as his idol. He strove to justify this predilection to himself by referring it to the revolutionary origin of his hero, and the contempt with which he trampled upon the claims of legitimacy, and humbled the pride of kings. But if his " only love" thus sprung " from his only hate," it was not cherished in its blos- som by antipathies. If there had been nothing in his mind which tended to aggrandizement and glory, and which would fain reconcile the principles of freedom with the lavish accu- mulation of power, he might have desired the triumph of young tyranny over legitimate thrones ; but he would scarce- ly have watched its progress and its fall " like a lover and a child." His feeling for Bonaparte in exile was not a senti- ment of respect for fallen greatness ; not a desire to trace " the soul of goodness in things evil ;" not a loathing of the treatment the Emperor received from " his cousin kings" in the day of adversity ; but entire aflectim mingling with the current of the blood, and pervading the moral and intellec- tual being. Nothing less than this strong attachment, at once personal and refined, would have enabled him to en- counter the toil of collecting and arranging facts and dates for four volumes of narrative, which constitute his Life of Napoleon ; — a drudgery too abhorrent to his habits of mind as a thinker, to be sustained by any stimulus which the pros- pect of remuneration or the hope of applause could supply. It is not so much in the ingenius excuses which he discovers for the worst acts of his hero — offered even for the midnight execution of the Duke d'Enghein and the invasion of Spain — that the stamp of personal devotion is obvious, as in the graphic force with which he has delineated the short-lived splendors of the Imperial Court, and " the trivial fond records" he has gathered of every vestige of human feeling 260 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. by which he could reconcile the Imperial Cynic to the species he scorned. The first two volumes of his work, although I'edeemed by scattered thoughts of true originality and depth, are often confused and spiritless ; the characters of tlie prin- cipal revolutionists are drawn too much in the style of awk- ward, sprawling caricatures ; but when the hero casts all his rivals into the distance, erects himself the individual enemy of England, consecrates his power by religious ceremonies, and defines it by the circle of a crown, the author's strength becomes concentrated ; his narrative assumes an epic dignity and fervor ; dallies with the flowers of usurped prerogative, and glows with " the long-resounding march and energy di- vine." How happy and proud is he to picture the meeting of the Emperor with the Pope, and the grandeurs of the co- ronation ! How he grows wanton in celebrating the fetes of the Tuileries, as " presenting all the elegance of enchanted pageants," and laments them as "gone like a fairy revel!" How he "lives along the line" of Austerlitz, and rejoices in its thunder, and hails its setting sun, and exults in the minu- test details of the subsequent meeting of the conquered sovereigns at the feet of the conqueror ! How he expatiates on the fatal marriage with " the deadly Austrian," (as Mr. Cobbett justly called Maria Louisa,) as though it were a chapter in romance, and sheds the grace of beauty on the imperial picture ! How he kindles with martial ardor as he describes the preparations against Russia ; musters the myriads of barbarians with a show of dramatic justice ; and fondly lingers among the brief triumphs of Moskowa on the verge of the terrible catastrophe ! The narrative of that dis- astrous expedition is, indeed, written with a master's hand ; we see the " grand army" marching to its destruction through the immense perspective ; the wild hordes flying before the terror of its " coming ;" the barbaric magnificence of Mos- cow towering in the remote distance ; and when we gaze WILLIAM HAZLITT. 261 upon the sacrificial conflagration of the Kremlin, we feel that it is worthy to become the funeral pile of the conqueror's glories. It is well for the readers of this splendid work, that there is more in it of the painter than of the metaphysi- cian ; that its style glows with the fervor of battle, or stiffens with the spoils of victory ; yet we wonder that this monu- ment to imperial grandeur should be raised from the dead level of jacobinism by an honest and profound thinker. The solution is, that although he was this, he was also more — that, in opinion, he was devoted to the cause of the people; but that, in feeling, he required some individual object of worship ; that he selected Napoleon as one in whose origin and career he might at once impersonate his principles and gratify his affections ; and that he adhered to his own idea with heroic obstinacy, when the " child and champion of the Republic" openly sought to repress all feeling and thought, but such as he could cast in his own iron moulds, and scoffed at popular enthusiasm even while it bore him to the accom- plishment of his loftiest desires. Mr. Hazlitt had little inclination to talk or write about contemporary authors, and still less to read them. He was with difficulty persuaded to look into the Scotch novels, but when he did so, he found them old in substance though new in form, read them with as much avidity as the rest of the world, and expressed better than any one else what all the world felt about them. Flis hearty love of them, however, did not diminish, but aggravate his dislike of the political opinions so zealously and consistently maintained, of their great author ; and yet the strength of his hatred towards that which was accidental and transitory only set off the unabated power of his regard for the great and the lasting. Coleridge and Wordsworth were not moderns to him, for they were the inspirersof his youth, which was his own antiquity, and the feelings which were the germ of their poetry 262 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. had sunk deep into his heart. With the exception of the works of these, and of his friends Barry Cornwall and Sheri- dan Knowles, in whose successes he rejoiced, he held modern literature in slight esteem, and regarded the discoveries of science and the visions of optimism with an undazzled eye. His '•' large discourse of reason " looked not before, but after. He felt it a sacred duty, as a lover of genius and art, to defend the fame of the mighty dead. When the old paint- ers were assailed in " The Catalogue Raisonnee of the British Institution," he was " touched with noble anger." All his own vain longings after the immortality of the works which were libelled ; — all the tranquillity and beauty they had shed into his soul, — all his comprehension of the sympathy and delight of thousands, which, accumulating through longtime, had attested their worth — were fused together to dazzle and to subdue the daring critic who would disturb the judgment of ages. So, when a popular poet assailed the fame of Rous- seau, seeking to reverse the decision of posterity on what that great though unhappy writer had achieved by suggest- ing the opinion of people of condition in his neighborhood on the figure he made to their apprehensions while in the ser- vice of Madame de Warrens, he vindicated the prerogatives of genius with the true logic of passion. Few things irri- tated him more than the claims set up for the present genera- tion to be wiser and better than those which had gone before it. He had no power of imagination to embrace the golden clouds which hung over the Future, but he rested and expa- tiated in the Past. To his apprehension human good did not appear a slender shoot of yesterday, like the bean-stalk in the fairy tale, aspiring to the skies, and leading to an en- chanted castle, but a huge growth of intertwisted fibres, grasping the earth by numberless roots of custom, habit, and affection, and bearing vestiges of " a thousand storms, a thousand thunders." WILLIAM HAZLITT. 263 When I first met Hazlitt, in the year 1815, he was stag- gering under the blow of Waterloo. The re-appearance of his imperial idol on the coast of France, and his triumphant march to Paris, like a fairy vision, had excited his admira- tion and sympathy to the utmost pitch ; and though in many respects sturdily English in feeling, he could scarcely for- give the valor of the conquerors ; and bitterly resented the captivity of the Emperor in St. Helena, which followed it, as if he had sustained a personal wrong. On this subject only, he was "eaten up with passion ;" on all others, he was the fairest, the most candid of reasoners. His countenance was then handsome, but marked by a painful expression ; his black hair, which had curled stifly over his temples had scarcely received its first tints of grey ; his gait was awk- ward ; his dress was neglected; and, in the company of strangers, his bashfulness was almost painful — but, when, in the society of Lamb and one or two others, he talked on his favorite themes of old English books, or old Italian pictures, no one's conversation could be more delightful. The poets, from intercourse with whom he had drawn so much of his taste, and who had contributed to shed the noble infection of beauty through his reasoning faculties, had scarcely the op- portunity of appreciating their progress. It was, in after years, by the fire-side of " the Lambs," that his tongue was gradually loosened, and his passionate thoughts found appro- priate words. There, his struggles to express the fine con- ceptions with which his mind was filled, were encouraged by entire sympathy ; there he began to stammer out his just and original conceptions of Chaucer and Spenser, and other English poets and prose writers, more talked of, though not better known, by their countrymen ; there he was thoroughly understood, and dexterously cheered by Miss Lamb, whose nice discernment of his first efforts in conversation, were dwelt upon by him with afTectionate gratitude, even when 264 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. most out of humor with tlie world. When he mastered his diffidence, he did not talk for effect, to dazzle, or surprise, or annoy, but, with the most smaple and honest desire to make his views of the subject in hand entirely apprehended by his hearer. There was sometimes an obvious struggle to do this to his own satisfaction ; he seemed laboring to drag his thought to light from its deep lurking-place ; and, with timid distrust of that power of expression which he had found so late in life, he often betrayed a fear lest he had failed to make himself understood, and recurred to the subject again and again, that he might be assured he had succeeded. With a certain doggedness of manner, he showed nothing pragmatical or exclusive ; he never drove a principle to its ut- most possible consequences, but, like Locksley, " allowed for the wind." For some years previous to his death, he observed an entire abstinence from fermented liquors, which he had once quaffed with the proper relish he had for all the good things of this life, but which he courageously resigned when he found the indulgence perilous to his health and faculties. The cheerfulness with which he made this sacrifice, was one of the most amiable traits of his character. He had no censure for others, who, in the same dangers, were less wise or less resolute ; nor did he think he had earned, by his own con- stancy, any right to intrude advice which he knew, if want- ed, must be unavailing. Nor did he profess to be a con- vert to the general system of abstinence, which was advanced by one of his kindest and staunchest friends ; he vowed that he yielded to necessity; and, instead of avoiding the sight of that which he could no longer taste, he was seldom so happy as when he sat with friends at their wine, participa- ting the sociality of the time ; and renewing his own past enjoyment in that of his companions, without regret and with- out envy. Like Dr. Johnson, he made himself poor amends for the loss of wine by drinking tea, not so largely, indeed, WILLIAM HAZLITT. 265 as the hero of Boswell, but at least of equal potency ; for he might have challenged Mrs. Thrale, and all her sex, to make stronger tea than his own. In society, as in politics, he was no flincher. He loved "to hear the chimes at midnight," without considering them as a summons to rise. At these seasons, when in his happiest mood, he used to dwell on the conversational powers of his friends, and live over again the delightful hours he had passed with them ; repeat the preg- nant puns that one had made ; tell over again a story with which another had convulsed the room ; or expatiate on the eloquence of a third ; always best pleased when he could detect some talent which was unregarded by the world, and giving alike, to the celebrated and the unknown, due honor. Mr. Hazlitt delivered three courses of lectures at the Sur- rey Institution, on The English Poets ; on The English Comic Writers ; and on The Age of Elizabeth ; which Lamb (un- der protest against lectures in general) regularly attended, an earnest admirer, amidst crowds with whom the lecturer had '' an imperfect sympathy." They consisted chiefly of Dissenters, who agreed with him in his hatred of Lord Cas- tlereagh, and his love of religious freedom, but who " loved no plays ;" of Quakers, who approved him as the earnest opponent of slavery and capital punishment, but who " heard no music ;" of citizens, devoted to the main chance, who had a hankering after "the improvement of the mind;" but to whom his favorite doctrine of its natural disinterestedness was a riddle ; of a few enemies who came to sneer ; and a few friends, who were eager to learn, and to admire. The comparative insensibility of the bulk of his audience to his finest passages, sometimes provoked him to awaken their at- tention by points which broke the train of his discourse ; after which, he could make himself amends by some abrupt paradox which might set their prejudices on edge, and make 12 266 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. them fancy they were shocked. He startled many of them at the onset, by observing, that, since Jacob's dream, " the heavens have gone farther off, and became astronomical;" a fine extravagance, which the ladies and gentlemen, who had grown astronomical themselves under the preceding lecturer, felt called on to resent as an attack on their severer studies. When he read a well-known extract from Cowper, compar- ing a poor cottager with Voltaire, and had pronounced the line : " A truth the brilliant Frenchman never knew," they broke into a joyous shout of self-gratulation, that they were so much wiser than the scornful Frenchman. When he passed by Mrs. Hannah Moore with observing that " she had written a great deal which he had never read," a voice gave expression to the general commiseration and surprise, by calling out " More pity for you !" They were confounded at his reading with more emphasis, perhaps, than discretion. Gay's epigrammatic lines on Sir Richard Blackstone, in which scriptural persons are too freely hitched into rhyme ; but he went doggedly on to the end, and, by his perseverance, baffled those who, if he had acknowledged himself wrong, by stopping, would have visited him with an outburst of displea- sure which he felt to be gathering. He once had a more edifying advantage over them. He was enumerating the humanities which endeared Dr. Johnson to his mind, and at the close of an agreeable catalogue, mentioned, as last and noblest, " his carrying the poor victim of disease and dissipa- tion on his back, through Fleet Street," at which a titter arose from some, who were struck by the picture, as ludicrous, and a murmur from others, who deemed the allusion unfit for ears polite : he paused for an instant, and then added, in his stur- diest and most impressive manner, — " an act which realizes the parable of the Good Samaritan;" at which his moral and his delicate hearers shrunk, rebuked, into deep silence. He was not eloquent, in the true sense of the term ; for his WILLIAM HAZLITT. 267 thoughts were too weighty to be moved along by the shallow stream of feeling which an evening's excitement can rouse. He wrote all his lectures, and read them as they were writ- ten ; but his deep voice and earnest manner suited his mat- ter well. He seemed to dig into his subject, and not in vain. In delivering his long quotations, he had scarcely continuity enough for the versification of Shakspeare and Milton, " with linked sweetness long drawn out ;" but he gave Pope's bril- liant satire and delightful compliments, which are usually complete within the couplet, with an elegance and point which the poet himself, could he have heard, would have felt as indicating their highest praise. Mr. Hazlitt, having suffered, for many years, from de- rangement of the digestive organs, for which perhaps a mode- rate use of fermented liquors would have been preferable to abstinence, solaced only by the intense tincture of tea, in which he found refuge, worn out at last, died on 18th Sept. 1830, at the age of fifty-two. Lamb frequently visited him during his sufferings, which were not, as has been erroneously suggested, aggravated by the want of needful comforts ; for although his careless habits had left no provision for sickness, his friends gladly acknowledged, by their united aid, the deep intellectual obligations due to the great thinker. In a moment of acute pain, when the needless apprehension for the future rushed upon him, he dictated a brief and peremptory letter to the editor of the " Edinburgh Review," requiring a considerable remittance, to which he had no claim but that of former remunerated services, which the friend, who obeyed his bidding, feared might excite displeasure ; but he mistook Francis Jeffrey ; the sum demanded was received by return of post, with the most anxious wishes for Hazlitt's recovery — just too late for him to understand his error. Lamb joined a few friends in attending his funeral in the church-yard of St. Anne's Soho, where he was interred, and felt his loss — 268 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. not SO violently at the time, as mournfully in the frequent recurrence of the sense that a chief source of intellectual pleasure was stopped. His personal frailties are nothing to us now ; his thoughts survive ; in them we have his better part entire, and in them must be traced his true history. The real events of his life are not to be traced in its external changes ; as his engagement by the Morning Chronicle, or his transfer of his services to the Times, or his introduction to the Edinburgh Review ; but in the progress and develop- ment of his fine understanding as nurtured and checked and swayed by his affections. His warfare was within ; its spoils are ours ! One of the soundest and most elegant scholars whom the school of Christ's Hospital ever produced, Mr. Thomas Barnes, was a frequent guest at Lamb's chambers in the Temple ; and though the responsibilities he undertook, before Lamb quitted that, his happiest abode, prevented him from visiting often at Great Russell Street, at Islington, or Enfield, he was always ready to assist, by the kind word of the power- ful journal in which he became most potent, the expanding reputation of his school-mate and friend. After establishing a high social and intellectual character at Cambridge, he had entered the legal profession as a special pleader, but was prevented from applying the needful devotion to that laborious pursuit, by violent rheumatic affections, which he solaced by writing critiques and essays of rare merit. So shattered did he appear in health, that when his friends learned that he had accepted the editorship of the Times newspaper, they almost shuddered at the attempt as suicidal, and anticipated a speedy ruin to his constitution from the pressure of constant labor and anxiety, on the least healthful hours of toil. But he had judged better than they of his own physical and intel- lectual resources, and the mode in which the grave responsi- THOMAS BARNES. 269 bility and constant exertion of his office would affect both ; for the regular effort consolidated his feverish strength, gave evenness and tranquillity to a life of serious exertion, and supplied, for many years, power equal to the perpetual de- mand ; affording a striking example how, when finely attuned, the mind can influence the body to its uses. The facile adaptation of his intellect to his new duties, was scarcely less remarkable than the mastery it achieved over his desul- tory habits and physical infirmities ; for, until then, it had seemed more refined than vigorous — more elegant than weighty — too fastidious to endure the supervision and ar- rangement of innumerable reports, paragraphs, and essays ; but, while a scholarly grace was shed by him through all he wrote or moulded, the needful vigor was never wanting to the high office of superintending the great daily miracle ; to the discipline of its various contributors ; or to the com- position of articles which he was always ready, on the instant of emergency, to supply. Mr. Barnes, linked by school associations with Leigh Hunt, filled the theatrical department of criticism in the Examiner during the period when the Editor's imprisonment for alleged libel on the Prince Regent precluded his attendance on the theatres. It was no easy office of friendship to supply the place of Hunt in the department of criticism he may be almost said to have invented ; but Mr. Barnes, though in a different style, well sustained the attractions of the " The- atrical Examiner." Fortunately the appearance of Mr. Kean during this interval enabled him to gratify the pro- found enthusiasm of his nature, without doing violence to the fastidious taste to which it was usually subjected. He per- ceived at once the vivid energy of the new actor; understood his faults to be better than the excellencies of ordinary aspi- rants, and hailed him with the most generous praise — the more valuable as it proceeded from one rarely induced to 270 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. render applause, and never yielding it except on the convic- tion of true excellence. Hazlitt, who contributed theatrical criticism, at the same time, to the " Morning Chronicle," and who astounded the tame mediocrity of Mr. Perry's sub- ordinates by his earnest eulogy, and Barnes, had the satis- faction of first appreciating this unfriended performer, and, while many were offended by the daring novelty of his style, and more stood aloof with fashionable indifference from a deserted theatre, of awakening that spirit which retrieved the fortunes of Old Drury — which revived, for a brilliant inter- val, the interest of the English stage — and which bore the actor on a tide of intoxicating success that " knew no retiring ebb" till it was unhappily checked by his own lamentable frailties.* * As the Essays of Mr. Barnes have never been collected, I take leave to present to the reader the conclusion of his article in the Examiner of February 27, 1814, on the first appearance of Mr. Kean in Richard : — " In the heroic parts, he animated every spectator with his own feel- ings ; when he exclaimed * that a thousand hearts were swelUng in his bosom,' the house shouted to express their accordance to a truth so nobly exemplified by the energy of his voice, by the grandeur of his mien. His death-scene was the grandest conception, and executed in the most impressive manner ; it was a piece of noble poetry, expressed by action instead of language. He fights desperately : he is disarmed and exhausted of all bodily strength : he disdains to fall, and his strong volition keeps him standing: he fixes that head, full of intellectual and heroic power, directly on the enemy : he bears up his chest with an ex- pansion which seems swelling with more than human spirit : he holds his uplifted arm in calm but dreadful defiance of his conqueror. But he is but man, and he falls, after this sublime effort, senseless to the ground. We have felt our eyes gush on reading a passage of exquisite poetry. We have been ready to leap at sight of a noble picture, but we never felt stronger emotion, more overpowering sensations, than were kindled by the novel sublimity of this catastrophe. In matters of mere taste, there will be a difference of opinion ; but here there was no room to doubt, no reason could be imprudent enough to hesitate. Every heart beat an echo responsive to this call of elevated nature, and yearned THOMAS BARNES. 271 The manners of Mr. Barnes, though extremely courteous, were so reserved as to seem cold to strangers ; but they were changed, as by magic, by the contemplation of moral or in- tellectual beauty, awakened in a small circle. I well re- member him, late one evening, in the year 1816, when only two or three friends remained with Lamb and his sister, long after "we had heard the chimes at midnight," holding in. veterate but delighted controversy with Lamb, respecting the tragic power of Dante as compared with that of Sliakspeare. Dante was scarcely known to Lamb ; for he was unable to read the original, and Gary's noble translation was not then known to him ; and Barnes aspired to the glory of affording him a glimpse of a kindred greatness in the mighty Italian with that which he had conceived incapable of human rivalry, ^ The face of the advocate of Dante, heavy when in repose, grew bright with earnest admiration as he quoted images, sentiments, dialogues, against Lamb, who had taken his own immortal stand on Lear, and urged the supremacy of the child-changed father against all the possible Ugolinos of the world. Some reference having been made by Lamb to his own exposition of Lear, which had been recently published in a magazine, edited by Leigh Hunt, under the title of " The Reflector," touched another and a tenderer string of feeling, turned a little the course of his enthusiasm the more to in- flame it, and brought out a burst of affectionate admiration for his friend, then scarcely known to the world, which was the more striking for its contrast with his usually sedate de- meanor. I think I see him now, leaning forward upon the little table on which the candies were just expiring in their sockets, his fists clenched, his eyes flashing, and his face with fondness towards the man v/ho, while he excited admiration for himself, made also his admirers glow with a warmth of conscious superiority, because they were able to appreciate such an exalted degree of excellence." 272 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. bathed in perspiration, exclaiming to Lamb, " And do I not know, my boy, that you have written about Shakspeare, and Shakspeare's own Lear, finer than any one ever did in the world, and won't I let the world know it ?" He was right ; there is no criticism in the world more worthy of the genius it estimates than that little passage referred to on Lear ; few felt it then like Barnes ; thousands have read it since, here^ and tens of thousands in America ; and have felt as he did ; and will answer for the truth of that excited hour. Mr. Barnes combined singular acuteness of understand- ing with remarkable simplicity of character. If he was skillful in finding out those who duped others, he made some amends to the world of sharpers by being abundantly duped himself. He might caution the public to be on their guard against impostors of every kind, but his heart was open to every species of delusion which came in the shape of misery. Poles — real and theatrical — refugees, pretenders of all kinds, found their way to the Times' inner office, and though the inexorable editor excluded their lucubrations from the pre- cious space of its columns, he rarely omitted to make them amends by large contributions from his purse. The intimate acquaintance with all the varieties of life forced on him by his position in the midst of a moving epitome of the world, which vividly reflected them all, failed to teach him distrust or discretion. He was a child in the centre of the most fe- verish agitations ; a dupe in the midst of the quickest appre- hensions; and while, with unbending pride, he repelled the slightest interference with his high functions from the great- est quarters, he was open to every tale from the lowest which could win from him personal aid. Rarely as he was seen in his later years in Lamb's circle, he is indestructibly as- sociated with it in the recollection of the few survivors of its elder days ; and they will lament with me that the influences for good which he shed largely on all the departments of BENJAMIN ROBERT HAYDON. 273 busy life, should have necessarily left behind them such slender memorials of one of the kindest, the wisest, and the best of men who have ever enjoyed signal opportunities of moulding public opinion, and who have turned them to the noblest and purest uses. Among Lamb's early acquaintances and constant admir- ers was an artist whose chequered career and melancholy death give an interest to the recollections with which he is linked independent of that which belongs to his pictures — Benjamin Robert Haydon. The ruling misfortune of his life was somewhat akin to that disproportion in Hazlitt's mind to which I have adverted, but productive in his case of more disastrous results — the possession of two different fac- ulties not harmonized into one, and struggling for mastery — in that disarrangement of the faculties in which the unpro- ductive talent becomes not a mere negative, but neutralizes the other, and even turns its good into evil. Haydon, the son of a respectable tradesman at Plymouth, was endowed with two capacities, either of which, delusively cultivated with the energy of his disposition, might have led to fortune — the genius of a painter, and the passionate logic of a con- troversialist ; talents scarcely capable of being blended in harmonious action except under the auspices of prosperity such as should satisfy the artist by fame, and apppease the literary combatant by triumph. The combination of a turbulent vivacity of mind with a fine aptitude for the most serene of arts was rendered more infelicitous by the circumstances of the young painter's early career. He was destined painfully to work his way at once through the lower elements of his art and the difficulties of adverse fortune ; and though by indomitable courage and unwearied industry he became master of anatomic science, of coloring, and of perspective, and achieved a position in 12* 274 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. which his efforts might be fairly presented to the notice of the world, his impetuous temperament was yet further ruffled by the arduous and complicated struggle. With boundless, intellectual ambition, he sought to excel in the loftiest de- partment of his art ; and undertook the double responsibility of painting great pictures and of creating the taste which should appreciate, and enforcing the patronage which should reward them. The patronage of high art, not then adopted by the gov- ernment, and far beyond the means of individuals of the middle class, necessarily appertained to a few members of the aristocracy, who alone could encourage and remunerate the painters of history. Although the beginning of Mr. Haydon's career was not uncheered by aristocratic favor, the contrast between the greatness of his own conceptions and the humility of the course which prudence suggested as ne- cessary to obtain for himself the means of developing them on canvas, fevered his nature, which, ardent in gratitude for the appreciation and assistance of the wealthy to a degree which might even be* mistaken for servility, was also impa- tient of the general indifference to the cause of which he sought to be, not only the ornament, but, unhappily for him, also the champion. Alas ! he there " perceived a divided duty." Had he been contented silently to paint — to endure obscurity and privation for a while, gradually to mature his powers of execution and soften the rigor of his style and of his virtue, he might have achieved works, not only as vast in outline and as beautiful in portions as those which he exhib- ited, but so harmonious in their excellencies as to charm away opposition, and insure speedy reputation, moderate for- tune, and lasting fame. But resolved to battle for that which he believed to be " the right," he rushed into a life-long con- test with the Royal Academy ; frequently suspended the gentle labors of the pencil for the vehement use of the pen ; BENJAMIN ROBERT HAYDON. 275 and thus gave to his course an air of defiance which pre- vented the calm appreciation of his nobler works, and in- creased the mischief by reaction. Indignant of the scorns " that patient merit of the unworthy takes," he sometimes fancied scorns which impatient merit in return imputes to the worthy ; and thus instead of enjoying the most tranquil of lives (which a painter's should be), led one of the most ani- mated, restless, and broken. The necessary consequence of this disproportion was a series of pecuniary embarrass- ments, the direct result of his struggle with fortune ; a suc- cession of feverish triumphs and disappointments, the fruits of his contest with power ; and worse perhaps than either, the frequent diversion of his own genius from its natural course, and the hurried and imperfect development of its most majestic conceptions. To paint as finely as he sometimes did in the ruffled pauses of his passionate controversy, and amidst the terrors of impending want, was to display large innate resources of skill and high energy of mind ; but how much more unquestionable fame might he have attained if his disposition had permitted him to be content with charming the world of art, instead of attempting also to intruct or re- form it ! Mr. Haydon's course, though thus troubled, was one of constant animation, and illustrated by hours of triumph, the more radiant because they were snatched from adverse for- tune and a reluctant people. The exhibition of a single picture by an artist at war with the Academy which exhibit- ed a thousand pictures at the same price — creating a sensa- tion not only among artists and patrons of art, but among the most secluded literary circles — and engaging the highest powers of criticism — was, itself, a splendid occurrence in life ;— and, twice at least, in the instance of the Entry into Jerusalem, and the Lazarus, was crowned with signal sue- cess. It was a proud moment for th^ daring painter, when. 276 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. at the opening of the first of these Exhibitions, while the crowd of visitors, distinguished in rank or talent, stood doubt- ing whether in the countenance of the chief figure the daring attempt to present an aspect differing from that which had enkindled tlie devotion of ages — to mingle the human with the Divine, resolution with sweetness, dignified composure with the anticipation of mighty suffering — had not failed, Mrs. Siddons walked slowly up to the centre of the room, surveyed it in silence for a minute or two, and then ejacula- ted, in her deep, low, thrilling voice, '' It is perfect ;" quelled all opposition, and removed the doubt, from his own mind at least, for ever. Although the great body of artists to whose corporate power Mr. Hay don was so passionately opposed, naturally stood aside from his path, it was cheered by the attention and often by the applause of the cliief literary spirits of the age, who were attracted by a fierce intellectual struggle. Sir Walter Scott, Wordsworth, Hazlitt, Godwin, Shelley, Hunt, Coleridge, Lamb, Keats — and many young writers for peri- odical works, in the freshness of unhacknied authorship — took an interest in a course so gallant though so troublous, which excited their sympathy yet did not force them to the irksome duty of unqualified praise. Almost in the outset of his career, Wordsworth addressed to him a sonnet in heroic strain, associating the artist's calling with his own ; making common cause with him, " while the whole world seems adverse to desert ;" admonishing him " still to be strenuous for the bright reward, and in the soul admit of no decay ;" and, long after, when the poet had, by a wiser perseverance, gradually created the taste which appreciated his works, he celebrated, in another sonnet, the fine autumnal conception in the picture of Napoleon on the rock of St. Helena, with his back to the spectator, contemplating the blank sea, left desolate by the sunken sun. The Conqueror of Napoleon BENJAMIN ROBERT HAYDON. 277 also recognized the artist's claims, and supplied him with another great subject, in the contemplation of the solitude of Waterloo by its hero, ten years after the victory. Mr. Haydon's vividness of mind burst out in his conver- sation ; which though somewhat broken and rugged, like his career, had also, like that, a vein of beauty streaking it. Having associated with most of the remarkable persons of his time, and seen strange varieties of " many-colored life" — gifted with a rapid perception of character and a painter's eye for effect, — he was able to hit off, with startling facility, sketches in words which lived before the hearer. His anx- ieties and s^orrows did not destroy the buoyancy of his spirits or rob the convivial moment of its prosperity ; so that he struggled, and toiled, and laughed, and triumphed, and failed, and hoped on, till the waning of life approached and found him still in opposition to the world, and far from the threshold of fortune. The object of his literary exertions was partially attained : the national attention had been directed to high art; but he did not personally share in the benefits he had greatly contributed to win. Even his cartoon of the Curse in Para- dise failed to obtain a prize, when he entered the arena with unfledged youths for competitors ; and the desertion of the exhibition of his two pictures of Aristides and Nero, at the Egyptian Hall, by the public, for the neighboring exposure of the clever manikin, General Tom Thumb, quite vanquished him. It was indeed a melancholy contrast; — the unending succession of bright crowds thronging the levees of the small abortion, and the dim and dusty room in which the two latest historical pictures of the veteran hung for hours without a visitor. Opposition, abuse, even neglect he could have borne, but the sense of ridicule involved in such a juxtaposition drove him to despair. No one who knew him ever appre- hended from his disasters such a catastrophe as that which closed them. He had always cherished a belief in the reli- 278 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. gion of our Church, and avowed it among scoffing unbelievers ; and that belief he asserted even in the wild fragments he penned in his last terrible hour. His friends thought that even the sense of the injustice of the world would have con- tributed with his undimmed consciousness of his own powers to enable him to endure. In his domestic relations also he was happy, blessed in the affection of a wife of great beauty and equal discretion, who, by gentler temper and serener wis- dom than his own, had assisted and soothed him in all his anxieties and griefs, and whose image was so identified in his mind with the beautiful as to impress its character on all the forms of female loveliness he has created. Those who knew him best feel the strongest assurance, that notwithstanding the appearances of preparation which attended his extraordi- nary suicide, his mind was shattered to pieces — all distorted and broken — with only one feeling left entire, the perversion of which led to the deed, a hope to awaken sympathy in death for those whom living he could not shelter. The last hurried lines he wrote, entitled " Haydon's last Thoughts," consisted of a fevered comparison between the Duke of Wel- lington and Napoleon, in which he seemed to wish to repair some supposed injustice which in speech or writing he had done to the Conqueror. It was enclosed in a letter addressed to three friends, written in the hour of his death, and contain- ing sad fragmental memorials of those passionate hopes, fierce struggles, and bitter disappointments which brought him through distraction to the grave ! A visit of Coleridge was always regarded by Lamb as an opportunity to afford a rare gratification to a few friends, who, he knew, would prize it ; and I well remember the flush of prideful pleasure which came over his face as he would hurry, on his way to the India House, into the office in which I was a pupil, and stammer out the welcome invi- SAMUEL TAYLOR COLERIDGE. 279 tation for the evening. This was true self-sacrifice ; for Lamb would have infinitely preferred having his inspired friend to himself and his sister, for a brief renewal of the old Salutation delights; but, I believe, he never permitted him- self to enjoy this exclusive treat. The pleasure he conferred was great ; for of all celebrated persons I ever saw, Cole- ridge alone surpassed the expectation created by his writings ; for he not only was, but appeared to be, greater than the no- blest things he had written. Lamb used to speak, sometimes with a moistened eye and quivering lip, of Coleridge when young, and wish that we could have seen him in the spring-time of his genius, at a supper in the little sanded parlor of the old Salutation hostel. The promise of those days was never realized, by the execu- tion of any of the mighty works he planned ; but the very failure gave a sort'- of mournful interest to the " large dis- course, looking before and after," to which we were en- chanted listeners ; to the wisdom which lives only in our memories, and must perish with them. From Coleridge's early works, some notion may be glean- ed of what he was ; when the steep ascent of fame rose di- rectly before him, while he might loiter to dally with the ex- pectation of its summit, without ignobly shrinking from its labors. His endowments at that time — the close of the last century — when literature had faded into a fashion of poor language, must have seemed, to a mind and heart like Lamb's, no less than miraculous. A rich store of classical knowledge — a sense of the beautiful, almost verging on the effeminate — a facile power of melody, varying from the solemn stops of the organ to a bird -like flutter of airy sound — the glorious faculty of poetic hope, exerted on human prospects, and presenting its results with the vividness of prophecy ; a power of imaginative rea- soning which peopled the nearer ground of contemplation with thoughts 280 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. " All plumed like estriches, like eagles bathed, As full of spirit as the month of May, And gorgeous as the sun at Midsummer," endowed the author of " The Ancient Mariner," and "Chris- tabel." Thus gifted, he glided from youth into manhood, as a fairy voyager on a summer sea, to eddy round and round in dazzling circles, and to make little progress, at last, to- wards any of those thousand mountain summits which, glori- fied by aerial tints, rose before him at the extreme verge of the vast horizon of his genius. "■ The Ancient Mariner," printed with the "Lyrical Ballads," one of his earliest works, is still his finest poem — at once the most vigorous in design and the most chaste in execution — developing the intensest human affection, amidst the wildest scenery of a poet's dream. Nothing was too bright to hope from such a dawn. The mind of Coleridge seemed the harbinger of the golden years his enthusiasm predicted and painted : of those days of peace on earth and good will among men, which the best and greatest minds have rejoiced to anticipate — and the earn- est belief in which is better than all frivolous enjoyments, all worldly wisdom, all worldly success. And if the noontide of his genius did not fulfill his youth's promise of manly vigor, nor the setting of his earthly life honor it by an an- swering serenity of greatness — they still have left us abun- dant reason to be grateful that the glorious fragments of his mighty and imperfect being were ours. Cloud after cloud of German metaphysics rolled before his imagination — which it had power to irradiate with fantastic beauty, and to break into a thousand shifting forms of grandeur, though not to conquer ; mist after mist ascended from those streams where earth and sky should have blended in one imagery, and were turned by its obscure glory to radiant haze ; indulgence in the fearful luxury of that talismanic drug, which opens glit- tering scenes of fantastic beauty on the waking soul to leave • SAMUEL TAYLOR COLERIDGE. 281 it in arid desolation, too often veiled it in partial eclipse, and blended fitful light with melancholy blackness over its vast domain ; but the great central light remained unquenched, and cast its gleams through every department of human knowledge. A boundless capacity to receive and retain intellectual treasure made him the possessor of vaster stores of lore, classical, antiquarian, historical, biblical, and miscel- laneous, than were ever vouchsafed, at least in our time, to a mortal being ; goodly structures of divine philosophy rose before him like exhalations on the table-land of that his prodi- gious knowledge ; but, alas ! there was a deficiency of the power of voluntary action which would have left him unable to embody the shapes of a shepherd's dreams, and made him feeble as an infant before the overpowering majesty of his own ! Hence his literary life became one splendid and sad prospectus — resembling only the portal of a mighty temple which it was forbidden us to enter — but whence strains of rich music issuing " took the prisoned soul and lapped it in Elysium," and fragments of oracular wisdom startled the thought they could not satisfy. Hence the riches of his mind were developed, not in writ- ing, but in his speech — conversation I can scarcely call it — which no one who once heard can ever forget. Unable to work in solitude, he sought the gentle stimulus of social ad- miration, and under its influence poured forth, without stint, the marvelous resources of a mind rich in the spoils of time — richer — richer far in its own glorious imagination and delicate fancy ! There was a noble prodigality in these out- pourings ; a generous disdain of self ; an earnest desire to scatter abroad the seeds of wisdom and beauty, to take root •wherever they might fall, and spring up without bearing his name or impress, which might remind the listener of the first days of poetry before it became individualized by the press, when the Homeric rhapsodist wandered through new-born cities 282 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. and scattered hovels, flashing upon the minds of the wonder- ing audience the bright train of heroic shapes, the series of godlike exploits, and sought no record more enduring than the fleshly tablets of his hearers' hearts ; no memory but that of genial tradition ; when copy-right did not ascertain the reciter's property, nor marble at once perpetuate and shed chillness on his fame — " His bounty was as boundless as the sea, His love as deep." Like the ocean, in all its variety of gentle moods, his dis- course perpetually ebbed and flowed, — nothing in it angular, nothing of set purpose, but now trembling as the voice of divine philosophy, " not harsh nor crabbed, as dull fools sup- pose, but musical as is Apollo's lute," was wafted over the summer wave ; now glistening in long line of light over some obscure subject, like the path of moonlight on the black water; and, if ever receding from the shore, driven by some sudden gust of inspiration, disclosing the treasures of the deep, like the rich strond in Spenser, " far sunken in their sunless treasuries," to be covered anon by the foam of the same immortal tide. The benignity of his manner befitted the beauty of his disquisitions ; his voice rose from the gen- tlest pitch of conversation to the height of impassioned elo- quence without effort, as his language expanded from some common topic of the-day to the loftiest abstractions ; ascend- ing by a winding track of spiral glory to the highest truths which the naked eye could discern, and suggesting starry regions beyond, which his own telescopic gaze might possi- bly decipher. If his entranced hearers often were unable to perceive the bearings of his argument — too mighty for any • grasp but his own — and sometimes reaching beyond his own — they understood " a beauty in the words, if not tlie words ;" and a wisdom and piety in the illustrations, even when unable SAMUEL TAYLOR COLERIDGE. 283 to connect them with the idea which he desired to illustrate. If an entire scheme of moral philosophy was never developed by him either in speaking or writing, all the parts were great : vast biblical knowledge, though sometimes eddying in splendid conjecture, was always employed with pious rever- ence ; the morality suggested was at once elevated and ge- nial ; the charity hoped all things ; and the mighty imagina- tive reasoner, seemed almost to realize the condition susc- gested by the great Apostle, " that he understood all myste- ries and all knowledge, and spake with the tongues both of men and angels !" After Coleridge had found his last earthly refuge, under the wise and generous care of Mr. Gilman, at Highgate, he rarely visited Lamb, and my opportunities of observing him ceased. From those who were more favored, as well as from the fragments I have seen of his last effusions, I know that, amidst suffering and weakness, his mighty mind con- centrated its energies on the highest subjects which had ever kindled them ; that the speculations, which sometimes seemed like paradox, because their extent was too vast to be comprehended in a single grasp of intellectual vision, were informed by a serener wisdom ; that his perceptions of the central truth became more undivided, and his piety more profound and humble. His love for Charles and Mary Lamb continued, to the last, one of the strongest of his human af- fections — of which, by the kindness of a friend,* I possess an affecting memorial under his hand, written in the margin of a volume of his " Sybilline Leaves," which — after his life- long habit — he has enriched by manuscript annotations. The poem, beside which it is inscribed, is entitled, " The Lime-Tree Bower my Prison," composed by the poet in June, 1796, when Charles and Mary Lamb, who were visit- * Mr. Richard Welch, of Reading, editor of the Berkshire Chroni- cle — one of the ablest productions of the Conservative Periodical Press. 284 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. ing at his cottage near Bristol, left him for a walk, which an accidental lameness prevented him from sharing. The vi- sitors are not indicated l)y the poem, except that Charles is designated by the epithet, against which he jestingly remon- strated, as "gentle-hearted Charles;" and is represented as " winning his way, with sad and patient soul, through evil and pain, and strange calamity." Against the title is writ- ten as follows : — CH. & MARY LAMB, dear to my heart, yea, as it were, my heart, S. T. C. ^t. 63. 1834 1797 1834. 37 years ! This memorandum, which is penned with remarkable neatness, must have been made in Coleridge's last illness, as he suffered acutely for several months before he died, in July of this same year, 1834. What a space did that thirty-seven years of fond regard for the brother and sister occupy in a mind like Coleridge's, peopled with immortal thoughts which might multiply in the true lime, dialed in heaven, its minutes into years ! These friends of Lamb's whom I have ventured to sketch in companionship with liim, and Southey also, whom I only once saw, are all gone ; — and others of less note in the world's eye have followed them. Among those of the old set who are gone, is Manning, perhaps, next to Coleridge, the dearest of them, whom Lamb used to speak of as marvelous in a iete-d-tete, but who, in company, seemed only a courteous gentleman, more disposed to listen than to talk. In good old lamb's dead companions. 285 age, departed Admiral Burney, frank-hearted voyager with Captain Cook round the world, who seemed to unite our so- ciety with the circle over which Dr. Johnson reigned ; who used to tell of school-days under the tutelage of Eugene Aram ; how he remembered the gentle usher pacing the play-ground, arm-in-arm with some one of the elder boys, and seeking relief from the unsuspected burthen of his con- science by talking of strange murders, and how he, a child, had shuddered at the handcuffs on his teacher's hands when taken away in the post-chaise to prison ; — the Admiral being himself the centre of a little circle which his sister, the fa- mous authoress of " Evelina," " Cecelia," and "Camilla," sometimes graced. John Lamb, the jovial and burly, who dared to argue with Hazlitt on questions of art ; Barron Field, who with veneration enough to feel all the despised greatness of Wordsworth, had a sparkling vivacity, and, con- nected with Lamb by the link of Christ's Hospital associa- tions, shared largely in his regard ; Rickman, the sturdiest of jovial companions, severe in the discipline of whist as at the table of the House of Commons, of which he was the principal clerk; and Alsager, so calm, so bland, so consider- ate — all are gone. These were all Temple-guests — friends of Lamb's early days ; but the companions of a later time, who first met in Great Russell Street, or Dalston, or Isling- ton, or Enfield, have been wofully thinned ; Allan Cunning- ham, stalwart of form and stout of heart and verse, a ruder Burns ; Cary, Lamb's " pleasantest of clergymen," whose sweetness of disposition and manner would have prevented a stranger from guessing that he was the poet who had ren- dered the adamantine poetry of Dante into English with kin- dred power ; Hood, so grave and sad and silent, that you were astonished to recognize in him the outpourer of a thou- sand wild fancies, the detecter of the inmost springs of pa- thos, and the powerful vindicator of poverty and toil before 286 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. the hearts of the prosperous ; the Reverend Edward Irving, who, after fulfilling an old prophecy he made in Scotland to Hazlitt that he would astonish and shake the world by his preaching, sat humbly at the feet of Coleridge to listen to wisdom, — are all gone ; the forms of others associated with Lamb's circle by more accidental links (also dead) come thronging on the memory from the mist of years — Alas ; it is easier to count those that are left of the old familiar faces ! The story of the lives of Charles and Mary Lamb is now told ; nothing more remains to be learned respecting it. The known collateral branches of their stock are extinct, and their upward pedigree lost in those humble tracks on which the steps of Time leave so light an impress, that the dust of a few years obliterates all trace, and affords no clue to search collaterally for surviving relatives. The world has, there- fore, all the materials for judging of them which can be pos- sessed by those who, not remembering the delightful pecu- liarities of their daily manners, can only form imperfect ideas of what they were. Before bidding them a last adieu, we may be permitted to linger a little longer to survey their characters by the new and solemn lights which are now, for the first time, fully cast upon them. Except to the few who were acquainted with the tragical occurrences of Lamb's early life, some of his peculiarities seemed strange — to be forgiven, indeed, to the excellencies of his nature, and the delicacy of his genius — but still, in them- selves, as much to be wondered at as deplored. The sweet- ness of his character, breathed through his writings, was felt even by strangers ; but its heroic aspect vvas unguessed, even by many of his friends. Let them now consider it, and ask if the annals of self-sacrifice can show any thing in human action and endurance, more lovely than its self-devo- tion exhibits ! It was not merely that he saw (which his LAMB FULLY KNOWN. 287 elder brother cannot be blamed for not immediately perceiv- ing) through the ensanguined cloud of misfortune which had fallen upon his family, the unstained excellence of his sister, whose madness had caused it ; that he was ready to take her to his own home with reverential affection, and cherish her through life ; that he gave up, for her sake, all meaner and more selfish love, and all the hopes which youth blends with the passion which disturbs and ennobles it ; not even that he did all this cheerfully, and without pluming himself upon his brotherly nobleness as a virtue, or seeking to repay himself (as some uneasy martyrs do) by small in- stalments of long repining, — but that he carried the spirit of the hour in which he first knew and took his course, to his last. So far from thinking that his sacrifice of youth and love to his sister, gave him a license to follow his own ca- price at the expense of her feelings, even in the lightest mat- ters, he always wrote and spoke of her as his wiser self; his generous benefactress, of whose protecting care he was scarcely worthy. How his pen almost grew wanton in her praise, even when she was a prisoner in the Asylum after the fatal attack of lunacy, his letters of the time to Coleridge show ; but that might have been a mere temporary exalta- tion — the attendant fervor of a great exigency and a great resolution. It was not so ; nine years afterwards (1805), in a letter to Miss Wordsworth, he thus dilates on his sister's excellencies, and exaggerates his own frailties : — • " To say all that I know of her would be more than I think anybody could believe or even understand ; and when I hope to have her well again with me, it would be sinning against her feelings to go about to praise her ; for I can con- ceal nothing that I do from her. She is older, and wiser, and better than I, and all my wretched imperfections I cover to myself by resolutely thinking on her goodness. She would 288 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. share life and death, heaven and hell, with me. She lives but for me ; and 1 know I have been wasting and teasing her life for five years past incessantly with my cursed ways of going on. But even in this upbraiding of myself, I am offending against her, for I know that she has cleaved to me for better, for worse ; and if the balance has been against her hitherto, it ' was a noble trade.' *' Let it also be remembered that this devotion of the entire nature was not exercised merely in the consciousness of a past tragedy ; but during the frequent recurrences of the calamity which caused it, and the constant apprehension of its terrors ; and this for a large portion of life, in poor lodg- ings, where the brother and sister were, or fancied them- selves, '^marked people;" where from an income incapable of meeting the expense of the sorrow without sedulous pri- vations, he contrived to hoard, not for holiday enjoyment, or future solace, but to provide for expected distress. Of the misery attendant on this anticipation, aggravated by jealous fears lest some imprudence or error of his own should have hastened the inevitable evil, we have a glimpse in the letter to Miss Wordsworth above quoted, and which seems to have been written in reply to one which that excellent lady had addressed to Miss Lamb, and which had fallen into the bro- ther's care during one of her sad absences. " Your kind letter has not been thrown away, but poor Mary, to whom it is addressed, cannot yet relish it. She has been attacked by one of her severe illnesses, and is at present from home. Last Monday week was the day she left me ; and I hope I may "calculate upon having her again in a month or little more. I am rather afraid late hours have, in this case, contributed to her indisposition. But when she begins to discover symptoms of approaching ill- LAMB FULLY KNOWN. 289 ness, it is not easy to say what is best to do. Being by our. selves is bad, and going out is bad. I get so irritable and wretched with fear, that I constantly hasten on the disorder. You cannot conceive the misery of such a foresight. I am sure that, for the week before she left me, I was little better than light-headed. I now am calm, but sadly taken down and flat. I have every reason to suppose that this illness, like all her former ones, will be but temporary. But I can- not always feel so. Meantime she is dead to me!" The constant impendency of this giant sorrow saddened to " the Lambs" even' their holidays; as the journey which they both regarded as the relifif and charm of the year was frequently followed by a seizure ; and, when they ventured to take it, a strait-waistcoast, carefully packed by Miss Lamb herself, was their constant companion. Sad experience, at last, induced the abandonment of the annual excursion, and Lamb was contented with walks in and near London, during the interval of labor. Miss Lamb experienced, and full well understood the premonitory symptoms of the attack, in restlessness, low fever, and the inability to sleep ; and, as gently as possible, prepared her brother for the duty he must soon perform ; and thus, unless he could stave off the terri- ble separation till Sunday, obliged him to ask leave of ab- sence from the office as if for a day's pleasure — a bitter mockery ! On one occasion Mr. Charles Lloyd met them, slowly pacing together a little footpath in Hoxton fields, both weeping bitterly, and found on joining them, that they were taking their solemn way to the accustomed Asylum ! Will any one, acquainted with these secret passages of Lamb's history, wonder that, with a strong physical inclina- tion for the stimulus and support of strong drinks — which man is framed moderately to rejoice in — he should snatch some wild pleasure " between the acts" (as he called them) 13 290 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. " of his distressful drama," and that, still more, during the loneliness of the solitude created by his sister's absences, he should obtain the solace of an hour's feverish dream ? That, notwithstanding that frailty, he performed the duties of his hard lot with exemplary steadiness and discretion is indeed wonderful — especially when it is recollected that he had himself been visited, when in the dawn of manhood, with his sister's malady, the seeds of which were doubtless in his frame. While that natural predisposition may explain some occasional flightiness of expression on serious matters, fruit of some wayward fancy, which flitted through his brain, without disturbing his constant reason or reaching his heart, and some little extravagances of fitful mirth, how does it heighten the moral courage by which the disease was con- trolled and the severest duties performed ! Never surely was there a more striking example of the power of a vir- tuous, rather say, of a pious, wish to conquer the fiery sug- gestions of latent insanity than that presented by Lamb's history. Nervous, tremulous, as he seemed — so slight of frame that he looked only fit for the most placid fortune — when the dismal emergencies which checkered his life arose, he acted with as much promptitude and vigor as if he had never penned a stanza nor taken a glass too much, or was strung with herculean sinews. None of those temptations, in which misery is the most potent, to hazard a lavish expen- diture for an enjoyment to be secured against fate and for- tune, ever tempted him to exceed his income, when scantiest, by a shilling. He had always a reserve for poor Mary's periods of seclusion, and something in hand besides for a friend in need ; — and on his retirement from the India House, he had amassed, by annual savings, a sufficient sum (invest- ed, after the prudent and classical taste of Lord Stowell, in " the elegant simplichy of the Three per Cents.") to secure comfort to Miss Lamb, when his- pension should cease with LAMB FULLY KNOWN. 291 him, even if the India Company, his great employers, had not acted nobly by the memory of their inspired clerk — as they did — and gave her the annuity to which a wife would have been entitled — but of which he could not feel assured. Living among literary men, some less distinguished and less discreet than those whom we have mentioned, he was constantly importuned to relieve distresses which an improvident specu- lation in literature produced, and which the recklessness at- tendant on the empty vanity of self-exaggerated talent ren- ders desperate and merciless ; — and to the importunities of such hopeless petitioners he gave too largely — though he used sometimes express a painful sense that he was diminish- ing his own store without conferring any real benefit. " Heaven," he used to say, " does not owe me sixpence for all I have given, or lent (as they call it) to such importunity ; I only gave it because I could not bear to refuse it ; and 1 have done good by my weakness." On the other hand, he used to seek out occasions of devoting a part of his surplus to those of his friends whom he believed it would really serve, and almost forced loans, or gifts in the disguise of loans, upon them. If he thought one, in such a position, would be the happier for 50/. or 100/., he would carefully procure a note for the sum, and, perhaps, for days before he might meet the object of his friendly purpose, keep the note in his waistcoat pocket, burning in it to be produced, and, when the occasion arrived — " in the sweet of the night" — he would crumple it up in his hand and stammer out his diffi- culty of disposing of a little money ; " I don't know what to do with it — pray take it — pray use it — you will do me a kind- ness if you will" — he would say ; and it was hard to diso- blige him ! Let any one who has been induced to regard Lamb as a poor, slight, excitable, and excited being, consider that such acts as these were not infrequent — that he exercised hospitality of a substantial kind, without stint, all 292 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. his life — that he spared no expense for the comfort of his sis- ter, there only lavish — and that he died leaving sufficient to accomplish all his wishes for survivors — and think what the sturdy quality of his goodness must have been amidst all the heart-aches and head-aches of his life — and ask the virtue which has been supported by strong nerves, whether it has often produced any good to match it ? The influence of the events now disclosed may be traced in the development and direction of Lamb's faculties and tastes, and in the wild contrasts of expression which some- times startled strangers. The literary preferences disclosed in his early letters, are often inclined to the superficial in poetry and thought — the theology of Priestly, though em- braced with pious earnestness — the " divine chit-chat" of Cowper — the melodious sadness of Bowles; and his own style, breathing a graceful and modest sweetness, is without any decided character. But by the terrible realities of his experience, he was turned to seek a kindred interest in the "sterner stuff" of old tragedy — to catastrophes more fearful even than his own — to the aspects of " pale passion" — to shapes of heroic daring and more heroic suffering — to the agonizing contests of opposing affections, and the victories of the soul over calamity and death, which the old English drama discloses, and in the contemplation of which he saw his own suffering nature at once mirrored and exalted. Thus, instead of admiring, as he once admired, Rowe and Otway, even Massinger seemed too declamatory to satisfy him ; in Ford, Decker, Marlowe, and Webster, he found the most awful struggles of affection, and the " sad embroidery" of fancy-streaked grief, and expressed his kindred feelings in those little quintessences of criticism which are appended to the noblest scenes in his " Specimens;" and, seeking amidst the sunnier and more varied world of Shakspeare for the pro- foundest and most earnest passion developed there, obtained LAMB FULLY KNOWN. 293 that marvelous insight into the soul of Lear which gives to his presentment of its riches almost the character of creation. On the other hand, it was congenial pastime with him to I'evel in the opposite excellencies of Beaumont and Fletcher, who changed the domain of tragedy into fairy-land ; turned all its terror and its sorrow " to favor and to prettiness ;" shed the rainbow hues of sportive fancy with equal hand among tyrants and victims, the devoted and the faithless, suffering and joy ; represented the beauty of goodness as a happy accident, vice as a wayward aberration, and invoked the remorse of a moment to change them as with a harle- quin's wand ; unrealized the terrible, and left " nothing serious in mortality," but reduced the struggle of life to a glittering and heroic game, to be played splendidly out, and quitted without a sigh. But neither Lamb's own secret griefs, nor the tastes which they nurtured, ever shook his faith in the requisitions of duty, or induced him to dally with that moral paradox to which near acquaintance with the great errors of mighty natures is sometimes a temptation. Never, either in writing or in speech, did he purposely con- found good with evil. For the new theories of morals which gleamed out in the conversation of some of his friends, he had no sympathy ; and though, in his boundless indulgence to the perversities and faults of those whom long familiarity had endeared to him, he did not suffer their frailties to impair his attachment to the individuals, he never palliated the frail- ties themselves ; still less did he emblazon them as virtues. No one, acquainted with Lamb's story, will wonder at the eccentric wildness of his mirth — his violent changes from the serious to the farcical — the sudden reliefs of the " heat- oppressed brain," and heart weighed down by the sense of ever-impending sorrow. Flis whim, however, almost always bordered on wisdom. It was justly said of him by Hazlitt, " his serious conversation, like his serious writing, is his 294 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. best. No one ever stammered out such fine, piquant, deep, eloquent things in half-a-dozen half sentences ; his jests scald like tears, and he probes a question with a play on words." Although Lamb's conversation vibrated between the in- tense and the grotesque, his writings are replete with quiet pictures of the humbler scenery of middle life, touched with a graceful and loving hand. We may trace in them the experience of a nature bred up in slender circumstances, but imbued with a certain innate spirit of gentility, suggest- ing a respect for all its moderate appliances and unambitious pleasures. The same spirit pervaded all his own domestic arrangements, so that the intensity of his affliction was ameliorated by as much comfort as satisfaction in the out- ward furniture of life can give to slender fortune. The most important light, however, shed on Lamb's intellectual life by a knowledge of his true history, is that which elucidates the change from vivid religious impressions, manifested in his earlier letters, to an apparent indifference towards immortal interests and celestial relations, which he confesses in a letter to Mr. "Walter Wilson.* The truth is, not that he became an unbeliever, or even a skeptic, but that the peculiar disasters in which he was plunged, and the ten- dency of his nature to seek immediate solaces, induced an habitual reluctance to look boldly out into futurity. That conjugal love, which anticipates with far-looking eye pro- longed existence in posterity, was denied to his self-sacrifice ; irksome labor wearied out the heart of his days ; and over his small household, Madness, like Death in the vision of Milton, continually " shook its dart," and only, at the best, " delayed to strike." Not daring to look onward, even for a little month, he acquired the habitual sense of living entirely in the present ; enjoying with tremulous zest the * Page 96. LAMB FULLY KNOWN. 295 security of the moment, and making some genial, but sad, amends for the want of all the perspective of life* by cleaving, with fondness, to its nearest objects, and becoming attached to them, even when least interesting in themselves. This perpetual grasping at transient relief from the minute and vivid present, associated Lamb's affections intimately and closely with the small details of daily existence ; these became to him the " jutting frieze " and •' coigne of vantage " in which his homebred fancy '• made its bed and procreant cradle ;" these became imbued with his thoughts, and echoed back to him old feelings and old loves, till his inmost soul shivered at the prospect of being finally wrenched from them. Enthralled thus in the prison of an earthly home, he became perplexed and bewildered at the idea of an existence, which, though holier and happier, would doubtless be entirely different from that to which he was bound by so many deli- cate films of custom. " Ah !" he would say, " we shall have none of these little passages of this life hereafter — none of our little quarrels and makings-up — no questionings about sixpence at whist ;" and, thus repelled, he clung more closely to " the bright minutes " which he strung " on the thread of keen domestic anguish !" " It is this intense feel- ing of the " nice regards of flesh and blood ;" this dwelling in petty felicities ; which makes us, apart from religious fears, unwilling to die. Small associations make death ter- rible, because we know, that parting with this life, we part from their company ; whereas great thoughts make death less fearful, because we feel that they will be our companions in all worlds, and link our future to our present being in all ages. Such thoughts assuredly were not dead in a heart like Lamb's ; they were only veiled by the nearer presences of familiar objects, and sometimes, perhaps,, bursting in upon him in all their majesty, produced those startling references 296 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. to sacred things, in which, though not to be quoted with ap- proval, there was no profaneness, but rather a wayward* fitful, disturbed piety. If, indeed, when borne beyond the present, he sought to linger in the past ; to detect among the dust and cobwebs of antiquity, beauty which had lurked there from old time, than to " rest and expatiate in a life to come," no anti-christian sentiment spread its chillness over his spirit. The shrinking into mortal life was but the weak- ness of a nature which shed the sweetness of the religion of its youth through the sorrows and the snatcHes of enjoyment which crowded his after years, and only feebly perceived its final glories, which, we may humbly hope, its immortal part is now enjoying. Shortly before his deaths Lamb had borrowed of Mr. Cary, Phillips's " Theatrum Poetarum Anglicanorum," which, when returned by Mr. Moxon, after the event, was found with the leaf folded down at the account of Sir Philip Sydney. Its receipt was acknowledged by the following lines: — " So should it be, my gentle friend ; Thy leaf last closed at Sydney's end. Thou, too, like Sydney, wouldst have given The water, thirsting and near heaven ; Nay, were it wine, fill'd to the brim. Thou hadst looked hard, hvti given, like him. And art thou mingled then among Those famous sons of ancient song ? And do they gather round, and praise Thy relish of their nobler lay« ? Waxing in mirth to hear thee tell With what strange mortals thou didst dweli ; At thy quaint sallies more delighted. Than any's long among them lighted \ 'Tis done ; and thou hast join'd a crew. To whom thy soul was justly due ;, MARY LAMB. 297 And yet I think, where'er thou be. They'll scarcely love thee more than we."* Little could any one, observing Miss Lamb in the habitual serenity of her demeanor, guess the calamity in which she had partaken, or the malady which frightfully chequered her life. From Mr. Lloyd, who, although saddened by im- pending delusion, was always found accurate in his recollec- tion of long past events and conversations, I learned that she had described herself, on her recovery from the fatal attack, as having experienced, while it was subsiding, such a con- viction, that she was absolved in heaven from all taint of the deed in which she had been the agent — such an assurance, that it was a dispensation of Providence for good, though so terrible — such a sense, that her mother knew her entire in- nocence, and shed down blessings upon her, as though she had seen the reconcilement in solemn vision — that she was not sorely afflicted by the recollection. It was as if the old Greek notion, of the necessity for the unconscious shedder of blood, else polluted though guiltless, to pass through a re- ligious purification, had, in her case, been happily accom- plished ; so that, not only was she without remorse, but without other sorrow than attends on the death of an infirm parent in a good old age. She never shrank from alluding to her mother, when any topic connected with her own youth made such a reference, in ordinary respects, natural ; but spoke of her as though no fearful remembrance was asso- ciated with the image ; so that some of her most intimate friends who knew of the disaster, believed that she had never become aware of her own share in its horrors. It is still * These lin*'s, characteristic both of the writer and the subject, are copied from the Memoir of the translator of Dante, by his son, the Rev. Henry Gary, which, enriched by many interesting memorials of contem- poraries, presents as valuable a picture of rare ability and excellence as ever was traced by the fine observation of filial love. 298 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. more singular that, in the wanderings of her insanity, amidst all the vast throngs of imagery she presented of her early days, this picture never recurred, or, if ever, not associated with shapes of terror. Miss Lamb would have been remarkable for the sweet- ness of her disposition, the clearness of her understanding, and the gentle wisdom of all her acts and words, even if these qualities had not been presented in marvelous contrast with the distraction under which she suffered for weeks, lat- terly for months, in every year. There was no tinge of in- sanity discernible in her manner to the most observant eye ; not even in those distressful periods when the premonitory symptoms had apprised her of its approach, and she was making preparations for seclusion. In all its essential sweet- ness, her character was like her brother's ; while, by a temper more placid, a spirit of enjoyment more serene, she was enabled to guide, to counsel, to cheer him ; and to pro- tect him on the verge of the mysterious calamity, from the depths of which she rose so often unruffled to his side. To a friend in any difficulty she was the most comfortable of ad- visers, the wisest of consolers. Hazlitt used to say, that he never met with a woman who could reason, and had met with only one thoroughly reasonable — the sole exception being Mary Lamb. She did not wish, however, to be made an exception, to a general disparagement of her sex ; for in all her thouglits and feelings she was most womanly — keep- ing, under even undue subordination, to lier notion of a wo- man's province, intellect of rare excellence, which flashed out when the restraints of gentle habit and humble manner were withdrawn by the terrible force of disease. Though her conversation in sanity was never marked by smartness or repartee ; seldom rising beyond that of a sensible quiet gentlewoman appreciating and enjoying the talents of her friends, it was otherwise in her madness. Lamb, in his letter MARY LAMB. 299 to a female friend, announcing his determination to be entirely with her, speaks of her pouring out memories of all the events and persons of her younger days ; — but he does not mention, what I am able from repeated experiences to add, that her ramblings often sparkled with brilliant description and shattered beauty. She would fancy herself in the days of Queen Anne or George the First ; and describe 'the bro- caded dames and courtly manners, as though she had been bred among them, in the best style of the old comedy. It was all broken and disjointed, so that the hearer could re- member little of her discourse ; i)ut the fragments were like the jeweled speeches of Congreve, only shaken from their setting. There was sometimes even a vain of crazy logic running through them, associating things essentially most dissimilar, but connecting them by a verbal association in strange order. As a mere physical instance of deranged intellect, her condition was, I believe, extraordinary ; it was as if the finest elements of mind had been shaken into fan- tastic combinations like those of a kaleidoscope ; — but not for the purpose of exhibiting a curious phenomenon of mental aberration are the aspects of her insanity unveiled, but to illustrate the moral force of gentleness by which the facul- ties that thus sparkled when restraining wisdom was with- drawn, were subjected to its sway, in her periods of reason. The follovvinfT letter from Miss Lamb to Miss Wordsworth, on one of the chief external events of Lamb's history, the re- moval from the Temple to Covent Garden, will illustrate the cordial and womanly strain of her observation on the occur- rences of daily life, and afford a good idea of her habitual conversation among her friends. My dear Miss Wordsworth, Your kind letter has given us very great pleasure, the sight of your handwriting was a most welcome surprise 300 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. to US. We have heard good tidings of you by all our friends who were so fortunate as to visit you this summer, and re- joice to see it confirmed by yourself. You have quite the advantage, in volunteering a letter ; there is no merit in re- plying to so welcome a stranger. We have left the Temple. I think you will be sorry to hear this. I know I have never been so well satisfied with thinking of you at Rydal Mount, as when 1 could connect the idea of you with your own Grasmere Cottage. Our rooms were dirty, and out of repair, and the inconveniences of living in chambers became every year more irksome, and so, at last, we mustered up resolution enough to leave the good old place that so long had sheltered us, and here we are, living at a brazier's shop. No. 20 in Russell Street, Covent Garden, a place all alive with noise and bustle ; Drury Lane Theatre in sight from our front, and Covent Garden from our back windows. The hubbub of the carriages returning from the play does not annoy me in the least ; strange that it does not, for it is qufte tremendous. I quite enjoy looking out of the window, and listening to the calling up of the carriages, and the squabbles of the coachmen and linkboys. It is the oddest scene to look down upon ; I am sure you would be amused with it. It is well t am in a cheerful place, or I should have many misgivings about leaving the Temple. I look forward with great pleasure to the prospect of seeing my good friend, Miss Hutchinson. I wish Rydal Mount, with all its inhabit- ants inclosed, were to be transplanted with her, and to re- main stationary in the midst of Covent Garden. Charles has had all his Hogarths bound in a book ; they were sent home yesterday; and now that I have them alto- gether, and perceive the advantage of peeping close at them through my spectacles, I am reconciled to the loss of them MARY LAMB. 301 hanging round the room, which has been a great mortifica- tion to me — in vain I tried to console myself with looking at our new chairs and carpets, for we have got new chairs, and carpets covering all over our two sitting-rooms; I missed my old friends, and could not be comforted — then 1 would resolve to learn to look out of the window, a habit I never could attain in my life, and I have given it up as a thing quite impracticable — yet when I was at Brighton, last summer, the first week I never took my eyes off from the sea, not even to look in a book : I had not seen the sea for sixteen years. Mrs. M , who was with us, kept her lik- ing, and continued her seat in the window till the very last, while Charles and I played truants, and wandered among the hills, which we magnified into little mountains, and almost as good as Westmoreland scenery : certainly we made dis- coveries of many pleasant walks, which few of the Brighton visitors have ever dreamed of — for like as is the case in the neighborhood of London, after the first two or three miles we were sure to find ourselves in a perfect solitude. *I hope we shall meet before the walking faculties of either of us fail ; you say you can walk fifteen miles with ease, that is exactly my stint, and more fatigues me ; four or five miles every third or fourth day, keeping very quiet between, was all Mrs. M could accomplish, God bless you and yours. Love to all and each one. I am ever yours most affectionately, M. Lamb. Of that deeper vein of sentiment in Mary Lamb, seldom revealed, the following passages, from a letter to the same lady, referring to the death of a brother of her beloved cor- respondent, may be ofTered as a companion specimen. 302 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. My dear Miss Wordsworth, I thank you, my kind friend, for your most com- fortable letter ; till I saw your own handwriting, I could not persuade myself that I should do well to write to you, though I have often attempted it; but I always left off, dissatisfied with what I had written, and feeling that I was doing an improper thing to intrude upon your sorrow. I wished to tell you that you would one day feel the kind of peaceful state of mind and sweet memory of the dead, which you so happily describe, as now almost begun ; but I felt that it was improper, and most grating to the feelings of the afflicted, to say to ihem that the memory of their affection would in time become a constant part, not only of their dream, but of their most wakeful sense of happiness. That you would see every object with, and through your lost brother, and that that would at last become a real and everlasting source of com- fort to you, I felt, and well knew, from my own experience in sorrow ; but till you yourself began to feel this, I did not dare tell you so ; but I send you some poor lines, which I wrote under this conviction of mind, and before I heard Cole- ridge was returning home. I will transcribe them now, be- fore I finish my letter, lest a false shame prevent me then, for I know they are much worse than they ought to be, writ- ten, as they were, with strong feeling, and on such a subject, every line seems to me to be borrowed, but I had no better way of expressing my thoughts, and I never have the power of altering or amending any thing I have once laid aside with dissatisfaction. Why is he wandering on the sea ? — Coleridge should now with Wordsworth be. By slow degrees he'd steal away Their woe, and gently bring a ray (So happily he'd time relief,) Of comfort from their very grief. MARY LAMB. 303 He'd tell them that their brother dead. When years have passed o'er their head. Will be remembered with such holy. True, and perfect melancholy, That ever this lost brother John Will be their heart's companion. His voice they'll always hear, His face they'll always see ; There's nought in life so sweet As such a memory. The excellence of Mary Lamb's nature was happily de- veloped in her portion of those books for children — " wisest, virtuousest, discreetest, best," — which she wrote in conjunc- tion with her brother, the " Poetry for Children," the " Tales from Shakspeare," and " Mrs. Leicester's School." How different from the stony nutriment provided for those delicate, apprehensive, affectionate creatures, in the utilitarian books, which starve their little hearts, and stuff their little heads with shallow science, and impertinent facts, and selffsh mor- als ! One verse, which she did not print — the conclusion of a little poem supposed to be expressed in a letter by the son of a family who, when expecting the return of its father from sea, received news of his death, — recited by her to Mr. Martin Burney, and retained in his fond recollection, may afford a concluding example of the healthful wisdom of her lessons : — " I can no longer feign to be A thoughtless child in infancy ; I tried to write like young Marie, But I am James, her brother ; And I can feel — but she's too young — Yet blessings on her pftttling tongue, She sweetly soothes my mother." Contrary to Lamb's expectation, who feared (as also his friends feared with him) the desolation of his own survivor- ship, which the difference of age rendered probable, Miss 304 FINAL MEMORIALS OF CHARLES LAMB. Lamb survived him for nearly eleven years. When he died, she was mercifully in a state of partial estrangement, which, while it did not wholly obscure her mind, deadened her feel- ings, so that as she gradually regained her perfect senses, she felt as gradually the full force of the blow, and was the better able calmly to bear it. For awhile she declined the importunities of her friends that she would leave Edmonton for a residence nearer London, where they might more fre- quently visit her. He was there, asleep in the old church- yard, beneath the turf near which they had stood together, and had selected for a resting-place ; to this spot she used, when well, to stroll out mournfully in the evening, and to this spot she would contrive to lead any friend who came in the summer evenings to drink tea and went out with her afterwards for a walk.* At length, as her illness became more frequent, and her frame much weaker, she was induced * The following Sonnet, by Mr. Moxon, written at this period of tranquil sadness in Miss Lamb's life, so beautifully embodies the rever- ential love with which the sleeping and the mourning were regarded by one of their nearest friends, that I gratify myself by extracting it from the charming little volume of his Sonnets, which it adorns: Here sleeps, beneath this bank, where daisies grow, The kindliest sprite earth holds within her breast ; In such a spot I would this frame should rest, When I to join my friend far hence shall go. His only mate is now the minstrel lark. Who chants her morning music o'er his bed. Save she who comes each evening, ere the bark Of watch-dog gathers (Jjowsy folds, to shed A sister's tears. Kind Heaven, upon her head, • Do thou in dove-like guise thy spirit pour, And in her aged path some flowrets spread Of earthly joy, should Time for her in store Have weary days and nights, ere she shall greet Him whom she longs in Paradise to meet. MARY LAMB. 305 to take up her abode under genial care, at a pleasant house in St. John's Wood, where she was surrounded by the old books and prints, and was frequently visited by her reduced number of surviving friends. Repeated attacks of her mal- ady weakened her mind, but she retained to the last her sweetness of disposition unimpaired, and gently sunk into death on the 20th May, 1847. A few survivors of the old circle, now sadly thinned, at- tended her remains to the spot in Edmonton church-yard, where they were laid above those of her brother. With them was one friend of latter days — but who had become to Lamb as one of his oldest companions, and for whom Miss Lamb cherished a strong regard — Mr. John Forster, the author of " The Life of Goldsmith," in which Lamb would have re- joiced, as written in a spirit congenial with his own. In ac- cordance with Lamb's own feeling, so far as it could be ga- thered from his expressions on a subject to which he did not often, or willingly, refer, he had been interred in a deep grave, simply dug, and wattled round, but without any af- fectation of stone or brickwork to keep the human dust from its kindred earth. 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