♦ ^^ ♦ "^^ ' .•.l:^'* "^^ 1^ *^ o « o ' A> •"" <^ •- ^\ .^^^\^'m^'' >^ ^^^ /^vv;- "O^S- 'oK ^ * e « o ' A^ 57 ^-s o « ' .-^^ '°*. *•..•■' ^0 -^ 4i] VII. WAR-WIFE Ah, he is young who lords it over me! And tall and fair, A gallant sight to see; And all his hair Ferns wreathingly, And he is young who lords it over me. Bring me a ship That I may take the sea, And find again The difficult, sweet underlip That speaks with pretty pain, Like youngest birds there be. Ah, he is young who lords it over me! And sternly great In harnessed bravery; He walks in warrior's state, With girded waist, Alas, no more embraced Save by the sword-belt heavily. And leather to the knee, Though he is young who lords it all over me! [142] And strange and sad E'en in his laughter he; For fate that falls so mad On many a bridal lad Has used him fatefuUy. The loveling like a bee That winds tear from the flower, Fades farther, hour by hour, Is taken by the sea; Ah, he is lost who lords it over me! [143] VIII. THE ROADS All the roads lead back to France, Where young men used to go to dance ; But now, they go in other wise. There is no dancing in their eyes. All the roads lead back to France, Where young men used to find Romance: Today, a stranger face she shows And wears another, darker rose. To France, where young men went to school, To France where young men played the fool. Their young eyes look another way. They will not play the fool today. They will not play, nor take their books, Nor question much a maiden's looks; And where they laughed, so, as they went. Their laughter will be different. Their singing will not sound the same. Their hope will wear a sterner name, [144] For gentle lads as they advance Are fearful on the roads to France. And fearful are the young, young eyes That war shall make so fiercely wise ; When lads shall such a lore attain, They will not play at games again. The flowery roads that lead to France Are filled with pomp and circumstance; For as they go along this track. They meet young dead men coming back, All going home on windy feet; They do not greet them when they meet. They do not greet, they do not glance At dead men in the roads to France. They do not tremble as they go, Life's flower to the dream they throw; Youth's lily turned to be a lance. When all the roads lead back to France. [145] IX. WHEN THE DEAD MEN DIE In a world of battlefields there came Strange things abroad by night, For the dead they have but little shame When their hearts are turned to white. And we who war, and wake to sigh. Are apt to hear the slain. Whose dead hearts go abroad and cry Not to be killed again. For they are now in Jacques and John, Hans, Beppo, and the rest; Their broken hearts are beating on Inside each breaking breast. Their murdered hearts they make a moan For the deaths they died before, And shattered soul with shattered bone Doth dread to die once more. For many deaths their moan is made When the mortal charges start; It is hard to leap the escalade And carry a dead man's heart! [146] Remember, men of guns and rhymes, And kings who kill so fast, That men you kill too many times May be too dead at last; That hearts may be too dead at length To beat again and cry, And kings may call in vain for strength When the dead men die. [147] SOFT SONG After the War Let us be soft, Let us pot be brave; Nor put more iron ships upon the wave, Nor put more iron questions to the Dumb. And if one calls, let us no longer come. Let us forbear. Leave and loose us there. Lean and lie like this, Let us kiss, (But let us be soft. Let us be soft, Let us not be wise; No more with fatal words contrive replies. Nor lace the corselet of the shuddering will, Nor climb for curious wonder any hill. Let us delay- Let us make the day Into night with sleep. Let us weep, (But let us be soft. [148] THE SULLEN SON The Maker said, "The work is done. Stand up, my Clay, my sullen son. Stand up till seventy years have passed, And you are crumbled clay, at last." The sullen son he heaved a sigh. And heavily answered, "Let me lie." The Maker said, "You shall be knowing Ten times seven years of going; And seven hours of mortal bliss. . . . And death will be the end of this. But sundry of my dead sons say The price was not too much to pay." [149] THE WAKING HOUSE Was it the night-bee, or a bird, Or sighing in the street? Or but the house's heart that stirred And started, then, to beat? Or but the house's soul that woke And shuddered with its care. Lest all its sleepers' hearts be broke In sleep while sleeping there! For careful houses weep, they say. Between the dark and light, As hearts that have not broke by day Are apt to break at night. But weary houses must awake When women rub their eyes. And from the near-by cradle take The early babe that cries. The old man dons his memory And wonders how to live. And just how old a man must be Before he can forgive. [1^50] Before he can forgive the day That kills his youth again, The youth that comes to bed to play When old men sleep from pain. The swain that vowed him to despairs, Now rosily recants: The Night folds up his showman's wares And takes his elephants. He takes his silver queens and dim. His leapers, man by man; His lions follow after him. His Abyssinian. On boats of morn his tents embark, He calls his harlequins; The Merry-Andrews of the dark Make off as day begins. The bed where two together sleep Where once one wept in bed, Now feels the long hair wake and creep To wreathe the husband's head. The mouse foregoes his tiny snore, The phantom leaves the stairs, The sleepy butterfly once more Resumes her heavy cares. The flowers on one window sill Turn prudent heads about, [IS'] So not to see against their will The curly climber-out. The dwarf down in the cellar makes His little dusty bed, The god up in the garret shakes His hyacinthine head. The song is looking for the lark, The brooms beseech the maids. And those that died while it was dark. They sigh and get their spades. The window yawns, the bedposts reel Fatigued into the day; The wakened cover laughs to feel The maiden's breasts at play. Her little shoes that on the floor Have braved the darkness through. Like little dogs look toward the door And long for drinks of dew. The shutters now consign their charge, The floors commence to creak, The chimney-smoke is high and large The pot begins to speak. The cordial door opes, bowing low, The room puts out its lamp, And down the road that houses go The house begins to tramp. THE POET'S TWO QUEENS '^Ye say these Twain did on their gowns, Their shoon o Spanish leather, And fading from their seven towns, Sae fared them forth together?" The Twain did on their golden words With which their lord bedecked them; And like the plumes of purple birds, The jewels flashed and flecked them. The people cried, "For goodly gear They dim the summer surely. The day will be put out, we fear, The sun it shines so poorly!" And they did on each red, red wound With which their lord attired them; The wine-red west it sighed and swooned, So much the west admired them. And blood-red rubies sighed and said, "These queens are 'sprent so gaily. We seem as rubies done and dead, They make us gleam so palely." [153] AS YOU WENT As you went, as you went, A golden banner backward bent; As the Lost look o'er the shoulder, As the retreater brightens, bolder, As the fear grows cold and colder; As the wind repents and turns. As the last kiss burns and burns! [154] NIGHT SONG What was so sweet before? What shadow passed? What feet along the floor Went fierce and fast? Was it a closing door (Locked, at last,) That was so sweet before? Was it a sigh, Or more, That was so sweet before? Was it the cry, (Sudden as a bird,) That lovers most adore — The sound without the word — Pressed From the stricken breast — That was so sweet before? Is it tears, or rain? (The wind begins to roar.) You wring your hands! Again? What are you listening for? The wind's disdain? There are no sweetlings more That were so sweet before! [155] THE RUNNERS "Run by my side," you said, Shaking your windy head: We sped. We run, we run, we dart With your Herculean heart. We do not part. We run, we leap the crag, I hide from you, my stag, What I drag. Ever our speed the same; You do not guess the shame. You, master of the game, I, the lame! [IS6] THEY SAID, GO AND ASSUAGE HIM OR HE DIES They said, "Go and assuage him or he dies, Handle the Horror with a silken glove. Tears to the Terror. Rain for outraged drouth. Fondle the Furious. Take the doomed a dove." What shall I do for you, my Raging — Beguile the old wronged thunder of his groan. Take the revolting sea into a lap. Soothe the sullen meditation of a stone. And wet those outlawed eyes that will not weep I Console the tiger, rock the wolf to sleep! [157] PIGEONS Did you hear me howling all night long? Yesterday, they took away my pigeons I I have no use for anything but pigeons, I cannot pray for anything but pigeons, And yesterday, they took away my pigeons! Who are they that come defiling pigeons — My silken, soft and silver pigeons, My cool, my bright, my burning pigeons I I could not sleep for thought of pacing pigeons I Proud pigeons I Pageantry of pigeons! I whined all night for thought of humbled pigeons — Of frightened kings And splendours tarnished down, Of lordly throats unlorded, Lovers unloved And queens unqueened! Yesterday, they took away my pigeons. Did you hear me howling all night long? [158] FIERCELY KIND AND BLACKLY BRIGHT Fiercely kind and blackly bright, He feasts the minstrels, night by night; He feasts the men of lyre and wit, Nor hardly gives a sigh of it, The secret lyre he hides from earth. His smile it listens well and long. His sadness charitable to mirth. His silence, hospitable to song. His shadow makes a place to play Where little children take delight. What sorrow haunts along his way. Fiercely kind and blackly bright? [■59] THE BETRAYED Poor cradle-song Fooled one, fooled one, Hush your little grieving; Because you were so little We fooled you into living. Because you were so little We gave you to the tear. But your father and your mother Were so young last year. Fooled one, fooled one, I never thought to tell you What a fix the world is And how they buy and sell you. You should have a golden cradle, You should have a silver stool. But when your little words come, Don't let the words be crool. Fooled one, fooled one. When my dove is sleeping, I'm playing that you don't know, Till cruel dawn is creeping; [i6o] Like a safe little dream-babe, That neither sees nor hears. But oh, it is your looking, With your little wild tears! Some day, some day, In scarlet coat and breeches You'll be chasing foxes With your fine hound bitches; And sporting velvet ladies To the King of Ireland's ball. And if you see me by the road. You needn't look at all. [i6i] THE DAY THE DOOM WAS FIXED The day the doom was fixed at last And the sign fell down the sky, I called my hundred souls to me And told them we must die. My hundred souls fell shivering And made a mighty cry. My hundred souls cried out amain, And begged more days and hours; My wise souls wept for foolish things, Desires and dreams and powers; My fools bemoaned the soul of fools And violins and flowers. One said ''I feel the pang, the haste Of those that die too soon!" And one would wait a little while Again to see the moon. I said, "We dare not see the sun. We cannot face the noon!" I said, "We cannot dare the day That strikes us from above!" [162] Sighed one poor soul, "They murmur on, The wind, the wave, the dove!" And one complained his woeful state, Yet unappeased from love. The tallest soul he heaved him up With roaring as of thunder. And cried, "My curse upon your hand! Like grass you plow me under! And it was I that saw the god And was half god with wonder." [163] YOU THOUGHT I LOVED YOU You thought I loved you, Because I smiled. You did not know the dread of stars that drove me, You could not know the mirth of moons that move me. Nor all the winds that weep me wild. You thought I loved you. Because I smiled. You thought I loved you, Because I groaned. You did not know the fear of fiends that sue me, You could not know the deaths that did undo me. Nor minds of men that in me moaned. You thought I loved you. Because I groaned. [164] FOOL SONGS I There was a lady fair that loved a fool, A heavenly fool that kept the flutes of heaven. She said : "For one thing wise men learn in school, He knows seven." She said: "He knows one secret of the sea, And one of mountains all mooned out with moons, And eagled out with eagles. And of me He knows a secret set to all his tunes." And the lady sang and said, "From bells FU never part, For it takes the wisest man To break a woman's heart." And the lady said and sang, "There is a heavenly rule. That a woman's heart is safe In the breast of a heavenly fool." II It is a fool that keeps the flutes of heaven, A fool is master of the lutes and lyres; [165] And he is wisest of all angels there, And captain of the tail and flaming choirs That sing before the Unutterable Fair. It is a fool that keeps the wise in heaven. [1 66] TO A POET COMING TO PARIS Out of the deeps you appear! And is it a day, or a year That we were apart, My vagabond Heart? Since we sang so, And rang so. Rattling our bells, Shaking the clappers of heavens and hells? It was long. The pause in our song. And no sea and no ship iBrought a merchandise Like the ore of your eyes. Nor the fine, fine coin of your lip. But now. How You enjambez the edge of the earth. Out of what mirth, Or what faring, funebre! Crac! You vault into this Paris celebre! No, you lounge in, flaneur: An effect of lucent loisir [167] Mantles your headlong career Toward Her. With your air of the stroller, the same, Gentle and speedy and sure Is your wild and wounded and pure Quest of "The Dame." * Now, to search your pockets for pearls I Poet, out with your snare! (See how the leaf uncurls!) Thieves of the Beau, we share I Thieves of the Beau, We uncover the find, we show — The plunder unveil. We know! Why have we gone so pale? Why have we gone so pale? Look, where it comes again! The towering of a sail. The bannering of a mane, The delivery of fight, The lances of the night. The lion's pace. The scutcheon of a King, The Face, The Thing! ♦This poet gave to Beauty, herself, the title of The Dame, [i68] Shut the doorl Though it is Paris dehors, The inecrasable, the sot, Who did not know Death When they met, breath to breath, Sinews of Rodin and face of Watteau! Shut the door! It is here, as before. The phantom that shatters the heart! The Look! The Vesture . . . once more The Fougue! The Ghost! The Art! Welcome, Ghost-seer, perverse, Fool to his fellow, like birds Of a feather. What words Have you in your purse? You are rich! What plenty for play! There are more when these are gone. We are spendthrifts of grief, we are gay! We will play this ghost for his feu sacre! The game is on! We will play this king For his crown. For his ring And his ivory town. While the night is young We will play for his Tongue. When the night is old [.69] We will play for the gold Of his mighty eyes. When the larks arise, His mantle we will part; And when three times the cock-crow cries We'll toss for his terrible heart! Mon vieux! So, my hearty, you've really come! In the night, the sound of a drum And a flute at dawn gave word. Was it you, or a bird? Mon vieux, [170] THE TOO WITTY HUSBAND The ghosts of Homer and of Herrick, too, Inhabit him, the epic and the lyric, too; Still more, that stalwart, he that will not down, The ghost that drew the Hamlet and the clown. (Featest of conjurers, I lately wonder How you contrived to keep the two asunder!) A Merry- Andrew grinned a moment since Where I had turned me to behold my prince: Who would have dreamed a king so rude in play — Methought I loved a mountebank today! But now, I met my stateliest in the way And leaned on Prospero ... no such noble luck! Drubbed by the son of Sycorax, I pluck Me from his paws and then, am pinched of Puck! I came to lead the royal one to bed. And majesty stood twirling on his head! Ah, how I fainted with the clown too near — I closed my sight on that wide, jigging leer! Starry repenter who then bowed above My healed eyes . . . again, the king in love! [■71] SECOND FIDDLE Now, since it is the fashion To wear this kind of shape, With neither pain nor passion I meet a passing ape. I meet with equanimity That noble passer-by. And view hrs form's sublimity With firm and equal eye. And yet, that something waving! That something lithe and slim, Which in its brave behaving So decorateth him, The added grace thus making The lordly state of mind ; At that, my pride forsaking. The ancient grief awaking, I miss the frisk behind! [172] THE EVENT The sleeping houses stirred in sleep, And folk who slept they smiled, And those who wept all ceased to weep. And birds were dawn beguiled. For suddenly the town was red, It gleamed a crimson glow. And he who had not gone to bed. He groaned, and said "I know." 1^731 LINES COMPOSED IN SLEEP But if my love outlast me, Drug his thirst with amber drips From the wells where once I cast me, When I sailed in briny ships; For houseless love, the ruthless. Weeps with winter torn and toothless. So, soothe the sullen sootheless — But never touch his lips! [174] INVADER A dirty urchin climbed the tree Where sat the throned and plumed me I brandish but a golden tongue, And charm him who defiles my young. Honied curses grace his sins — The murderer slays to violins! [175] THERE WAS A FOOL There was a fool And he sat catching flies, April in his mouth And Winter in his eyes; And he was sad, For he had The heart of a king. Sing, sing! It is sad when a fool has the heart of a king! There was a king And he sat on his throne; His courtiers were dull, So he laughed all alone; And he was glad, For he had The heart of a fool. Rule, rule! It is glad when a king has the heart of a fool! [176] THE WOMAN OF PROPERTY Irish Song Do you think at this day you can call me and keep me, You that was good to me once and no more? And you that was bad to me, now you can weep me. Weep as you laughed with your laughing be- fore. I am the wind-flower, long winds they sweep me — I am the corn, and the reaper can reap me, I am the clay, with the young roots to lover me, I've got me own grass, and plenty to cover me. [177] SING A SONG OF SAGES Sing a song of sages, Butterflies of stone, Every wight his wages. Every dog his bone. Carry pap to Titans, Creeds for dying fools, Brooches for hanged men. Lullabies for bulls. Ribbons for the gibbet, Briars for the bed. Scarlet for the blindman. Brides for the dead. Velvet for the wolf. Poetry for posts, Violins for vultures, Trinkets for the ghosts. [178] CAPTURE Make way! I have a war to wage on roses! Do not impede me, Let the lovers lead me; Those for whom the cloven bud uncloses, For whom the brazen breezes break the roses! Let not the curious Retard the furious! The daring doomed one who this rage discloses. My wounds defy you. As I run by you To where the villain of delight reposes. The foe who fools me in his forts of roses! The white shall yield him, The red shall not shield him, Though the dearest dastard dreams and dozes! The sweet shall not stay it Nor darlings delay it — My capture of the culprit in the roses! [179] TWENTY-SIX EARLY POEMS I ^ AND FEW THERE ARE And few there are who live, alas, And they are far from here. Who know how young and dear I was When I was young and dear. [i8o] H*: II I SIT A BEGGAR IN THE PORCH OF LOVE I sit, a beggar in the porch of Love; Closed is the door I could not hope to win, (But when another, careless, enters there, I seize one little, blinded look within. [i8i] Ill SHALL I CALL YOU AND CARRY YOU, NOW? Shall I call you and carry you, now. In the arms of my singing? As swift as the bird from the bough, So wildly up-winging? Shall I call you and comfort you low, With Tuning of rivers a-flow. With murmurs of crooning and clinging? Shall I call you and cast you a-far, In the might of my singing? Like winds that are wounding a star, So fiercely up-flinging? Shall I call you and clamour your pain, With thunderous ruin of rain. The tears of my terrible singing! [182] IV HE IS SO LITTLE AND SO WAN He is so little and so wan, This love I lose my life upon, A little careless lad, but sweet; Still, turn your idle smile on her Who wastes her spikenard and her myrrh, Forever on your feet. For who could ask a little lad To love, for loving is but sad, (Sweet Joseph into bondage sold!) Still, turn your idle smile on her Who wastes her spikenard and her myrrh. Forever unconsoled. [183] V IF THOU REMEMBEREST ME If thou rememberest me, It will be Not for my sweetness, Nor the high completeness Of my noblest folly; Nor for the melancholy That lay dim Upon mine eyelids' rim; Nor for my deeper laughter. Or the silence that came after; Nor for my thought that found thine Compassed, clasped and bound thine: But, if thou rememberest me, It will be As a gentle slight thing. Some poor and playful light thing, A blind clown dancing blindly, But thine own fool and kindly — If thou rememberest me. [184] VI WHERE ARE YOU MY DEAR? And where are you, my dear, my dear, My dear so soon forgot? The dear that was so dear to me, But now beloved not And where away, my dear, my dear, To whom my heart was kind? Now that I love you, love, no more. You hang upon my mind. [>85] VII YOU WHO CAN, COME CHARM ME Ah, you who can, come charm me! I lapse, I pass. Like the purple in the glass, And the charmless hurt and harm me. Ten thousand men Come by, and go again. And their wise, wise words alarm me; I dull, I dim, Like the bubble on the rim Of the cup that would disarm me; Sweet fool of mine. Save the credit of the wine, Ah, you who can, come charm me! Where e'er you be, Sweet fool, unknown to me. Ah, you who can, come charm me! [i86] VIII BUT IF YOU COME TO ME BY DAY But if you come to me by day, I shall not know at all, Nor hark your foot in any hall; I shall not know your look and way, (Unless you kiss and call.) No daylight-dear are you for loss, For man to win or weep. But one the careful Night shall keep — A fountain dim that flowed across The desert of my sleep. Oh, draught of dreams! Past sound and sight. Where never man could mark — Nor listen any drowsy lark — I held you in the hollow night And drank you in the darkl [187] IX DO NOT WEEP NOW Do not weep now while the evening goes, While that wounded rose Drops a flight of fainting petals there On the heavy air; Every one a dying butterfly, Falling like a sigh: Do not weep now while the evening goes. You shall weep tomorrow like the rain ; See our window pane, With one little candle all alight For the coming night; How the hut waits, hidden in with leaves, The last of our reprieves. . . . You shall weep tomorrow li-ke the rain! [.88] X YOU WHO PIPE SO LOUD You, who pipe so loud, there, making lusty love songs. You, who walk so close with cheeks that kiss; You, who sit alone, there, making plaintive dove- songs. Crooning to the sea of this and this : You, who shake the skies, there, with your lover's thunder; You, who sleep so ill for waiting tryst; You, who speak so wild as men who tell a wonder, All your kisses I have kissed and kissed. I have laughed your laughter, I have wept your weeping. All your little songs I sang before; Come not with your lutes, then, where I lie a-sleeping, I, who am a lover now no more. [189] XI SHUT IN THE JUNG-FRAU A safer place a man needs not From enemies a quiet spot; A foeman who could find me here Is worthy of his pot of beer. A weary man like me, fore-spent, Might view this dwelling well content, And nothing lack and nothing rue. If 'twere not for this accident Of iron spikes that run me through. [190] XII UNHASP YOUR DOOR Unhasp your door and let me in! God knows the place where I have been! Then ope your heart so pure of sin, And warm my body and my soul. Then ope your heart so fair that is, Your bosom white as white roses. And in your kirtle and your kiss, Oh, warm my body and my soul! "From ofif my door-latch loose your hold, Nor let the wind in from the wold ; My heart it is too small and cold. To warm your body or your soul." [191] XIII I MADE A LITTLE EATER I made a little Eater Upon an idle day, A jolly little trencherman, He ate my care away. A jolly little trencherman. When he sat down to sup. He gnawed me to the naked bones And ate mine honour up. [192] XIV WHO BEFRIEND ME Who befriend me, Who would mend me, Who full wearily would end me; I who dream here. Groan and gleam here. Lift my fountained cries and stream here, I, the lame Fool of fame. Singer of a secret name, Thus salute you, As I flute you. Saying softly, not to mute you : "Knight and dame. Praise and blame To my belled head sound the same." [193] XV THE SISTER Kallista She came to show her beauties dear, And brought her kissing eyes. Her breasts were like two little hills Where the snow-drift lies. Her hair went reaching down and down With little arms that hugged and slipped, And it was gold and it was brown. Her little feet, they twinkled, tripped. And sweetly, foolishly, they skipped. Her sister kissed her on the eyes Where hidden angels went and came. She drew her hair back from her throat, And there she did the same. She kissed her hair on either side. She kissed it on the part, She kissed her on her wide young breast Above her golden heart. (And then she took her by the waist And laid her on her bed; And then she said unto herself, "Good God, if this were dead!") [194] XVI TO A LIONESS The cage is empty where she paced, The tawny-flanked, the tawny-eyed. The great of heart, the great disgraced: The cage is empty where she paced, No more the humbled mighty stride. The gleam along her golden side; The cage is empty where she paced. But yesterday, to scrutinize The deepness of her golden eyes! Between the bars they gazed so still. One could have thought her iron will Had died — and died her great revolt. But hot and wild as flame through smoke The heavy lion-heart out-broke Through pain and patience, bar and bolt, Through frozen hope and dead surprise The deserts burned us from her eyes. The cage is empty where she paced. The tawny-flanked, the tawny-eyed. The great of heart, the great disgraced: The cage is empty where she paced. [195] XVII THE TWO SORROWS Sorrow, Sorrow, my pretty little sorrow! Once you were a dove to cling and coo, Then you followed like a lamb and loved me— I made a song of you. Sorrow, Sorrow, oh, my monster sorrow! Now, how changed your look! I dare not be In the room alone with you, my sorrow. Lest you strangle me! [196] XVIII YOU ARE SO KIND NOW YOU ARE DEAD You are so kind, so kind, now you are deadl I could take your hands, Loose the linen bands, Make them clasp my face. In a late embrace; To my lips at last. Hold them fast. (Once before you go. It might be so.) Lifting back your hair, I could make it bare — The patient forehead there. Take or spare. Stare and stare. Where the eyebrows turn, I could fix and burn Interrogation stern. So appease my sight On that jiouse of white. Where beneath the ring [197] Of your tresses' wing, Lived of late, the Thing; Lived of late, the still Inexorable Will. You are so kind, so kind, now you are dead! I could draw you up — As to lips the cup. Fold you near. Press and press you here. Crush your wreaths of rue, And ease my heart on you! You are so kind, so kind, now you are dead! [198] XIX YOU WHO HAVE TAKEN EVERYTHING AWAY FROM ME You who have taken everything away from me, See — peeping round the bole of any tree In this forest's mute advance, See how I sing and dance. Making merry in my place. Did you look for Hagar in my face, At whose tread the pansy dies, And peer for Ishmaels in mine eyes? Look rather at these little legs that play. That circle May poles, making endless May, Of woman turned to be a fay. And see, on every flower a pearl appears Where fell, in dancing, all my little tears. [199] XX HERE I CAN STOP AT LAST Here I can stop at last, Here cease from running: Here all is tight and fast. Raining or sunning. Safe from your eye of stone, Like toper drinking. Here I can lie alone, With my own thinking. Here I have my delight Where Horn-foot dances. Playing the livelong night With hiding fancies. [200] XXI THE MAKER The lover rejoicing in deserts, So went I, the one unregretful, The smiler in desolate places, The careless, the proud, the forgetful. The laugher — although you had stone me,- You, turning compassionate faces. Believed me alone and bemoaned me, Unknow^ing the bed, the embraces. . . . [201] XXII BLOW AND BEAT UPON MY HUT Blow and beat upon my hut, Wind of man's disdain! Loose my thatch and leave my fire Drowned in the rain; Let fall the winter of my fate, But me you have not slain! Birds of prey that pluck and flay, You break my heart in vain! Desire of the heart is naught, Nor wonder of the brain. Nor is it death that conquereth. For me you have not slain. God, or goblin, — what you will. King, or clown-in-pain, — Vanished laugher! who can that Deep insolence restrain! The earth has hid the dead man's tears. But me you have not slain ! f202] XXIII JAMIE The Ballad of a Dead Boy And that was he that died last night! Did no one hear a sound? The dead they die so stealthily When you have turned around. They wait until you have forgot, Until the moon is drowned. To die it is a secret thing — The closing of the book — The furtive dead they are ashamed, The dead that are forsook; So death it is a secret thing. And never man must look. Perhaps, they know what we will do. And why we dig the snow; They'd rather be in their own beds. Than to be used so. And thus they die so carefully, And hope we shall not know. . . , [203] They cleared the snow. They dug the ground, (They worked with little joy,) They piled it back, they piled it back, And sweat to their employ. Who would have thought 'twould take so much To cover up a boy ! They piled it back, and yet they say He never gave a start. They piled it there upon his hair Up-curling from the part; They heaped it long on his shoulders strong. They heaped it on his heart. They piled it on his young, young lips, They piled it on his feet. We saw it rise on his eager eyes. His eyes that were so sweet. We saw it drift on his limbs so swift And cover him complete. They took his thought, his mighty hope. And piled them high with mire. They piled it on his wistful heart, Upon his knightly fire. They piled it on his undone deeds. His unappeased desire. And strange, we never stayed their hands. We stood there in a ring; [204] He was so patient all the while, We heard no murmuring; But he must have wondered that we stood And let them do this thing. The hole it was so deep, so deep. We did not hear him sigh ; Nor did we know if he complained, Or gave one stricken cry; But, oh, he must have wondered sore That we stood careless by. We cannot keep the Dead, they say, The Law it disallows; And so we hid him near the gate Beneath familiar boughs. And so at night there, he can see The windows of his house. But still we wish he would not come, And with his earthy hair, Go walking round and round the house. Upon his feet of air; For we should be as dead as he. If we should see him there. He walks and walks around his house. And we can hear him go. He must believe he is forgot. We let him weary so. [205] He walks about, and yet there are No marks upon the snow. The young dead are so lonely there, At night beneath the rain, They come and come unto the door To be let in again; And when we will not lift the latch, They look so through the pane! He is so homesick in the night, When beds are warm within! To hear him stealing to and fro. It gnaws us like a sin; But it is a shame to call his name When he is looking in. It is a shame to speak to what The outlawed dead become. The Law is hard, the Law has barred Them out and struck them dumb. It is a sin to call them in, Because they cannot come. . . . When he went up the stairs that night. He whistled as he strode. When he came down the stairs again, He was a heavy load. When he came down the stairs again, He was a mortal load. [206] And thus his doom it had been writ In the book of Secret Law, And so they came and killed him there, And no man ever saw. He did not know, and so he gave A kind of a hurrah! He did not know that it was writ. His heart it held no fears, As calm as when on quiet sea The quiet moon appears, He dreamed, and often in his dream. He called upon his dears. They came and marked him on the brow, (Where little ringlets hung,) He did not know it all the while And so he laughed and sung: He did not know they were killing him Because he was so young. . . . His youth it must seem strange to them. The old and sullen dead. He took his golden youth to them. His gold untarnished. He looked upon the world and then. He took his youth and fled. [207I XXIV THE BED Ja mie For you the Spring he made a bed With all young flowers embroidered, The sweetlings of the year he led And wove for you a purple spread, With starry cypress at the foot And moon-flowers at the head. For you the Spring he made a bed. But when he saw you would not come For all the moon and May, He rolled his lacy linen up. And sighing went away. The Summer made a bed for you Of silk to cover from the dew. Of silky grass that bent and blew, With only roses peering through To see the silver sluggard there. For pretty posies to bestrew. Where Summer made a bed for you. [208] But never did the Summer see The drowsy dear encurled. She, weeping, took her tapestries. And went across the world. Then Winter made a bed as white As moons that freeze the livelong night; You left the fire, you left the light, ^ind laid you down in love's despite. You laid you down and slept full well. And Dark that leaned on you was bright, Where Winter made your bed so white. The Winter never was so proud; He shut the chamber door. And years may come, and years may go. But Winter goes no more. [209] XXV BLIND EYES Jamie Blind eyes, blind eyes That gazed so long, Blind eyes that loved to see, What are you looking at, underground. That look no more on me? Stone lips, stone lips That spoke me kind. Stone lips that called me fair. Whom are you speaking to, underground, Is any lover there? [210] XXVI JAMIE His heart was like a friendly hearth Where the friends retire, And we would sit at evening To warm us by the fire. Now, he is a fallen house. The grass is in his door, And though you go, at evening. He bids you in no more. Come away, the grass is cold, The wind is all about: You cannot warm you at a hearth Where the fire is out. [211] LOVE-ENDING Go, go, Complete the overthrow! Low lutes that were so loud! Proud eyes for weeping! (O, poor that were so proud!) Tall grain for good reaping — Slain kings for sounjd sleeping! Cold hearts no hearth shall warm Long roads for rueing! How to perform This wonder of undoing! Beat down The alabaster town ! With what downfall Of amethystine hall! Shatter the towers. The feasts of fruit and flowers. The crystal cups and all — Tear the silver sleeve And break the golden bell! How to achieve This pale feat of farewell! [212] Part, part, Loose the prisoned heart! The velvet vassal flies — To the wind he goes! But no, he turns and lies Against me like a rose. With his slaying eyes! Intercept the sun That I may not see! How to be done With this Gethsemane! Wait, wait, Rend the delicate. The woven strands with care With care divide The intertwined hair, And side from side Withdraw the fair from fair! Make far the fair and fain! Fold back the stubborn arm! How to attain This irretrievable harm! Undo The arms that tether you! Unclasp the impearled belt! Softly not to wound; Let the girdle melt, Parting, half unfelt [213] Where once the lover swooned. Still, the fingers hold; The moony cincture tying! How to be bold With this excess of dying! Be still; Yield th' embracing will! Close the fluted ears On flutes that cease to speak. Never any more Spill the honied tears Down the kissed cheek! Come out and close the door, Nor listen at the key. How to restore The plucked fruit to the tree! Then, then, Turn back and part again! Console the ruined love! The crowned creature falls With his illustrious walls. How fares my dove? See who leans and calls! Look once more. And so — Close from further knowing. How, now, to go With this redeemless going! [214] There, there, Leave the golden Care! Let the heaped heaven — The princely prostrate lie. Last — the Look be riven ! Then go carefully, Lest he stir and sigh. So, with subtle stride The dead are left with speed. How now to hide The consummated deed! [215] TO THE TERRIBLE MUSE You asked, "Are you afraid of me at night?" My monster with the eagled head, My spreading banner on a bed; Your embattled splendours purple-ing my white. But I said, "Nay," with bold, foolhardy breath, "The desperate who holds you dear. Full fed with Fate, is fed with fear Too full to falter over you, or death." [216] A SKELETON ADDRESSES SOME CHILDREN OF A LATER TIME WHO PLAY WITH IT So, little wantons, pull me out. And rattle these chaste bones about. A hundred years of moons and suns Have looked in vain for these poor nuns, These white and shy and cloistered things That once were wild as winds and wings. Loose me from that meshed rust Of the long, long mouldered hair; Shake the dust From mine eyeholes. Let me stare Deeply at the day, the while You gaze agog at this great smile That gapes so wide for lack of lip. And gives the laugh without the quip ; As some poor clown dismay arrests That has forgotten all his jests. Now, crack my knee-joints merrily. In days when I was called a she They danced like leaves upon a tree; [217] Nor did they clack so, deep enough Sheathed in hyacinthine stuff. On this bank, embroidered well With many a purple flower-bell, How gaunt the starveling you incline, Lusty once with meat and wine! Ah, the dullest dead man knows Dust's a lean fare for the guest. And the buxom sluggard grows Lank with too protracted rest. Who would think this barred cage Once held a heart of lovely rage And ardent rivering veins of man, Through which the great red runner ran! And who would say that this was one Who carried high beneath the sun Proud lips whose words were lutes. And lions, nightingale and dove; And on her breast two moony fruits Where the lover leaned to love — Of princely beauty half afraid! And now, you little lads and maid. Without a by-your-leave, or thanks. Take my shanks To beat your little drum. And with little mirth alive. Stick a flower in the dumb Singer's mouth, and then disband [218] The mysterious fingers five Of the woman-master's hand. And, my little wantons, now With many a droll bufifooning bow. You set me up amid the flowers And cry with infant wit, "A name for this lean man of ours! A name, a name for it That here doth leanly sit!" But of these and those Of the names you chose, With all your infant wit. You did not name me. . . . [219] THE RETURNED When I come, Do not wonder if I shall be dumb. Nor stare At long roots knotted in my hair, Or the earth that lies Round my intolerable eyes; Nor interrogate me much — And on your oath, I charge you not to touch ! Let me hide What hangs along my side, In this purple vesture folded well. Keep secret the unspeakable. As I lie At the feast beside you, hold your eye From slipping sidelong when you pause and think; And do not look too closely when I drink. Do not tell the row Of other feasters what you know, Nor confess What you guess. Nor speak of whence I came; And if you call my name. Do not start, when I sit [220] Without reply, who have forgotten it. Pour the wine and quafif, Not to shake so when I laugh — This lean laugh. . . . Pour again! Drink and drain, Lest you fear and fall Before this shape equivocal, Dreadly changed. And the look estranged Of my hiding eye. Take care! Not too near by! ;Lest you faint with cold Of my state insuccourably old — Lest you break and be Aware — past remedy. [221] THEN, EVEN THEN Then even then, you the King-maker, Reaching your coronal hands Down into my darkness, Wreathed me again! And I, that was humbled with hell, Was suddenly heavened with honour. And staggered with crowns Where the shades are. [222] THE GIFT Now that I am lame, Now the fierce is tame, Now the mane is shorn, And the banner torn; I bring thee, lord. The shattered sword. Take the tattered fool. Take the broken tool. Take the last offense, This ruined insolence! [223] FIERCE SPLENDOUR Fierce Splendour, since you have a mind to slay What you have loved a while; O, let not this, my strangeness, stop or stay Your hand — nor my persisting eye; And question not too close the deathless smile Which lifts my lips that die. My lord. Thus some poor Jew is slain — and cannot sigh For looking at the jewels on the sword. [224] THE GREAT CLOWN They said I must go on without my laughter: Ani hereafter, Look, like punished age, in careful wise From my chastised eyes; Too wise for late complaint. Or any hidden sobbing, fine and faint. They said I must go on without my tears, Caught culprit of the years; And leave my purple garment, golden- hemmed. For the gray tunic of the Time-condemned, In penalty for youth's too lovely wrongs. They said I must go on without my songs. And still the tongue that cried With silver crying, wild and windy wide. And break the lyre in my hollow side. They said I must go on without my heart, And so, part: Lean as lost Lazarus, ere he turned His frozen looks on those large eyes that burned ; [225] And so, go: Without one Job-cry for my over-throw, Without one groan, beneath a bell disguised, Of fools un-Paradised. They said I must go on without my laughter; And thereafter. Jog with eld and bear a leaden load. But ah, my laughter met me in the road! But ah, my giant hailed me in the way, The motley master in his pied array! The stalwart uncontrite! All undefeated by the threat of night; Too poor in penitence, too rich in folly For priestly melancholy; Too tall for whips of loss. Too careless for a cross! A gallant outlaw, saving life and hoard Of some poor captive of an evil lord; So he, my roarer, with grimace sublime. Made rescue of me from the train of Time; And like a flash of spears. He saved my songs, he saved my ruined tears. "What god so weak of wit and iron cold Would make a fool grow old?" He cried, and seized me in a shook embrace, Unhooding there the Great Clown's kingly face. [226] %Q THE CANDLE They said, "You will be milder, by and by." Yet Time, perverse, but gives their vs^ords the lie My curious candle now, beyond a doubt. Streams higher in the wind that puts it out. [227] .•P^r »^^ ^^. •V ^ ^oV^ . »* A V^^^-^'.-^o %^^^ "-i.. • • « ' tVJ ^<=>- ^^ *'"^* <* ;♦ S o^ * ^^ *'T7 ^y^^'j^^y* O^ * B . 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