PS 1749 .G62 Copy 1 LIBRARY OF CONGRESS. UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. Tff^ J^^ ^EXTUS p. fjODDAF^D. ii J"^ C.Jo J Worcester, ^$lal^.: Lucius P. Goddard, No. 425 Main Street. 1880. ^ % TS 1¥\ .Gu Enterea accoidii g to Act of Congress, in the year 1880, by SEXTL'S P. GODDAED, Inlthe Office of the Librarian of Congiess, at Waehirgton. Deae "Lelia," To whom in inmost shrine of soul Love 's purest thrills of joy ecstatic roll, I dedicate this book to thee, and l^now A smile of love from thee for me shall glow; For any crystallized poetic thought, That lies beneath these husks of language wrought, Found life within the sunshine from thy soul; That has with reflex light illumed life's whole. THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. Back along the lapse of ages, Among the prehistoric pages, The ancient garnering of the years, The gathered cycles of the spheres, Where circumstance continuous wrote, Fantastic fancies freely float; And mid the hieroglyphic signs Past time has traced upon those lines. May gain, retain, some gem of thought, Which shall reveal how, when or where. By chaos, chance or cosmos wrought, Man 's pulsing life was quickened there. That thousand titled tale to tell. How Passions, Powers and Graces stole Into, or did some force compel, Their wondrous union in the soul. THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. Give answer to such thoughts as this, How Passions wild with Graces fair United, gender thrills of bliss, Unknown but where such unions are. 'Tis midday, and upon the hills Are resting myriad glory shades Of color, which the sun distils Where " Indian summer days " are laid. Upon the grassy bank reclining, That bounds a crystal streamlet 's flow, To oblivion resigning Those curious thoughts which come and go As do cloud-like shadows flitting In swift succession o'er the lea, Which, upon the hillside sitting, We see shift momentarily ; Enraptured by the glories seen. The beauty of the near-by scene. The mystic glamour that o'erspread The mountain, plain and valley's bed; THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. Enwound with tiny films of dreams, Half sleep had woven round the soul ; Transported by these varied gleams That through such subtle channels stole, Pouring the volume of their streams In floods of fancy o'er my soul; Until this perfect autumn day, Its lights, its shades, its balmy air, The pleasant bank whereon I lay, The sparkling crystal streamlet there. The distant hillside 's azure sheen. The clearness of the nearer scene. That perfect all — earth, air and sky' — Became oblivious to the eye. While back along the ages' lapse, Through fancy 's medium, was seen The primal origin, perhaps, Of man: fair Eden's storied scene. The valley 's counterpart was there, The mountain side, the shady glen. The balmy softness of the air Enshrouding my reposure, when THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. These streams of fancies gliding in Filled all my soul where fact had been. There radiant in my fairy dream, At ease reclining by the stream, And beating with life 's pulses warm, Behold, a perfect human form : Perfect the shape of every part, Perfect the pulsing of the heart; Perfect in all that earth can give A soul — a perfect place to live. ■ But whether by command divine This type of loveliness was formed, And — crowning climax of design — With His own life its pulses warmed ; Or whether, as some savants say, Affinities just right were there To mold component parts of clay Into a form so perfect, fair. That with electric force combined Could take or make a human mind : Or whether, through the ages' lapse, It slowly by selection grew, From out of protoplasm perhaps, According to its life 's demands; 'THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. Losing to-day its claws, its tail, Perchance to-morrow gaining hands, But never with each change would fail To rise to some more perfect plane Of life — some slight advantage gain. To these my vision did not reach, Nor philosophic theory teach, But plainly showed this model man, In all that makes his form, or can. Because of life, adorn its whole, Without addition of a soul, Whose passions, powers and graces, that, No matter how obtained at first, By chaos, chance or God 's fiat. Come to us all — the best, the worst ; Of this life 's accretions the whole, The make, or maker, of the soul. And there upon my vision 's field Were Graces, Passions, Powers revealed. Which in successive ages since. Pursuant sleuth-hounds of man 's soul, From where his infant ways commenced Have ever followed to life 's goal. 10 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. To this fair form they all liad come To take or make themselves a home. There each expected on the throne To sit, and rule this form alone. But knowing only one could be Acknowledged supreme majesty, They all agreed this man might place His choice of Passion, Power or Grace Thereon ; but each reserved the right Through skill, or grace of sound or sight, To force all other claimants down * And through man 's will secure the crown. If I should fail to show the skill, Rare sights and sounds they there displayed To win this first of all our race. To render each the claims they made, Should fail to tell all you expect, I trust that you will recollect That only visions, day-dreams — Like unto oft recurring gleams THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. H From the watch-tower 's revolving light, Upon some danger-rock at night — Assisted likewise by the sum Of life 's experience that has come To me in years that intervene Childhood and manhood 's time between — That these this poem's source have been. O'erlook all faults, fair readers, then, If in your judgment I have done A foolish thing, nor credit won By sketching in rhythmatic rhyme A panorama of the war On battle-field of souls through time, And countersign Excelsior. But mark, as ages onward roll The w^arfare rages in each soul Which Chaos, Chance or Cosmos brings Through Life 's gateway, by all forgot, From shadow of oblivion 's wings To substance of the coming — What? 12 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. But listen ! Do you hear those strains Of witching melody afloat On high ? And hark, they sound again - An added sweetness in each note ; While chiming, like a crystal bell, With perfect cadence — "All is well." Anon, afar among the trees You hear the rustle of the breeze Whispering sweet nothings to the leaves. And nearer by, you do not know From whence they come, above, below, Those rapturous chords are sounding, From the insect choirs abounding In myriad millions in the air, Too small for our discerning there. And then the floods of melody. In accents wild and free, that come From throats of song-birds, that may be Thus only calling birdlings home. There songs of busy bees are heard, Telling of treasure-laden things, And richly plumaged humming birds Make errie music with their wings. THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 13 But words of mine can never tell Half the entrancing sounds that fell With perfect harmony and rhythm ; Paraphrase cannot portray them. I only know that Music gave Such perfect chords and harmonies, That every grace became the slave Of her entrancing melodies. That ere each rapturous song was done, Commenced a wilder, sweeter one, Till all the earth and air resound And thrill with sweet concentrate sound. That just as waves which inward roll Are lost in surf upon the shore, These cloud-like. waves sweep o'er the soul, Become but surf, then are no more ; Except that each leaves only this. An increased ecstasy of bliss ; Until it seems the crown must be Sweet Music 's lawful property. 14 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. Now tones of sweetest cadence rise — Now fade away upon the breeze — As sweet as soft seolian sighs, Or zephyrs whispering through the leaves; And wafted with each tone, some word Of this exultant song was heard : Most beauteous one ! Exquisite form \ Oh, let there be A perfect bond of friendship warm 'Twixt thee and me. With open gates admit thy queen Unto the throne ; By Passions, Powers and Graces seen To rule alone. This world is bleak, but, with its gales, Thou Shalt be blest With glorious songs of nightingales Bringing thee rest. THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 15 The wild, discordant thunder's roar, The earthquake 's shock, The rush of waves upon the shore Of barren rock, And all life's minor sounds, whose sum Strange discord make. Shall sweetest symphonies become For thy dear sake. But Music 's song was scarcely done When Mirth — who had advantage won Because incongruous tones, alone When starting, had together flown — Commenced, with most consummate art. To gaily sing this burlesque part : 16 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. When we shall meet, in union sweet, Upon some seat By sylvan spring, then shall I sing : You are my king And I your queen ; no other seen Has royal mien. Though earth is bleak, electric freak. Each startling squeak Of opening door, the tempest 's roar Upon the shore Of hardest rock, the earthquake 's shock. The crow of cock. Shall melody become for thee Eternally. And with each gale shall never fail Some nightingale, Within thy heart, with wondrous art. Sweet songs to start. THE PROIILEM OF LIFE. 17 Would I had power of language fine To laugh like Mirth between the lines. But skill of mirth evades all art; She merely touches in the heart Some hiddeu spring, and every door, Time locked, flies open with a roar. When on some breezy day in June We ramble through the fields at noon, Where birch and alder branches blow. Across where rippling waters flow, The songs of all the birds that dwell In wood or field, on hill, in dell, Break on the ear; successive notes Of black-bird, thrush and plaintive wren, Strange medleys from the bobolink 's.throat, And e'en the craiking of the hen; The distant cawing of the crows, And those sweet songs that each one knows Which blue-birds sing when winter breaks ; The joyous strain the robin makes. 18 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. And endless chains of notes we hear Which sound all foreign to the ear. Startled we peer amid the leaves, Now here, now there, as shifts the breeze. Wondering, amid such wealth of tone We cannot tell from whence they come ; Cannot discern as hither blown The feathered ones they started from. But look, amid the leaves low down, There sits and sings a thrasher brown. All these exquisite songs have from This unpretentious thrasher come; Who imitates the every tone That other songsters think their own, So perfectly we do not know But from originals they flow. Yet mixed by him in such a muss They sometimes seem just ludicrous. So Mirth amid fine language hid, That wondrous grace given to our race, In turn shall mimic every one. Their very look, and act, and tone. THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 19 Until what we had thought to be Origiual sublimity, Because we see the maker 's fuss, Becomes as much ridiculous. Then Alimentiveness assailed, Amativeness its meshes spread. To win where Mirth and Music failed ; And not content with giving bread To furnish strength whereby to live Maintained that life to man is given To take, enjoy all life can give, To find all earth can grant of heaven In food and drink and woman's smiles And wanton acts and wicked wiles. It were not needed here to show What all with certainty must know — That letting passions given to man To gain, sustain and reproduce 20 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. This life of ours, do what we can To life 's true source of bliss impart To each aspiring human heart — That letting these become the end Instead of glorious source of life, Eventually must always tend To pain instead of bliss in life ; And that the fruit which Adam ate From off life 's knowledge tree so fair, Trusting to reach the God-like state Because of promise to him there. Was only passion used amiss To gain this earth 's forbidden bliss, And thus sin 's foul miasma stole Into this perfect living soul. Thus Adam fell, and so within Fierce agonies of guilt there are ; And Eve, his counterpart in sin, Shall dark remorse forever share. THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 21 Now as we trace the ebb and flow Of feeling, fancy, passion, grace, And all the vaiious gifts we know Each individual of the race In some degree must actuate. We may perchance discover what, If aught, our souls may permeate, That perfect bliss shall be our lot. Did ye ever see an eagle From its eyrie rock descending Upon its prey? Note the struggle , Of its victim when ascending? Or standing ou some mountain 's height Above dark clouds that roll below, Didst see the wind 's and lightning's flight Destroy all beauty where they go ? Thus imagine Hate descending Unto this glorious form for prey — Note the blight that he is sending Where all was fair but yesterday. 22 THE PnOBLEM OF LIFE. If ye have ever felt hate 's grasp Closing around your struggling soul, All vain your efforts to unclasp Its fastening, or its folds unroll. Ye need not speculate, ye know That wrecks lie thick where hate has been; And perhaps have learned this lesson In life 's hard experience school, That hate wounds deepest the person Who would wield it — the greater fool. But listen to the words that from This passion to this form have come : And ye amid this world ^s beauties Have thought eternally to roam ; With love 's, mirth's and music's duties And appetites surcharged, have home. But know these powers and graces fair Shall never yield you pleasure here ; I have a fund of hate in store Enough to palsy them, aye more ; THE l^ROBLEM OF LIFE. 23 Ye all shall yet with grief bewail Ye ever met me in this vale, For I have sworn an oath to try To wound, destroy or cause to die, All those bright hopes which any may Ever indulge of endless day, Where they can sip of pleasures sweet — Quaff from life's goblet bliss complete. And then with glance that gleamed like fire, A mixture fierce of gloom and ire, And sullen wrath so fierce, so — well, It spake yet more than words can tell — He cursed them all with oaths so sere I will not stain this poem 's page, Or strain with pain the reader 's ear Their full import to gain or gauge ; But hope our lives may never lead Where hate will rule our thought and deed. Next green-eyed Jealousy arose And swept o'er Adam 's storm-tossed soul, Fleet as an arrow onward goes Until it strike and pierce its goal. 24 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. She said that none spake any word That thrilled in her an answering chord; Jealousy is the only one Who can be found beneath the sun Who has no faithful bosom friend To whom they can with safety lend Their secrets and not have them told, So they may yield an hundred fold Of malice, scorn and gilded lies, Replete as dragon flies with eyes. They all wei-e seeking for their own, Nor cared how, when or where were blown The roses she had hoped might grow Along her pathway here below: To win a crown she would not strive, For all her powers were bound witli gyves. Some may profess to wish success To rest with me and my address, Yet probably I shall not be Beyond their sight before they see, Or think they find in what they hear. Some wrong or idle word somewhere. In such a way that any one Can see they wish some action done THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 25 To rank me with infernal sprites, Who, fallen from imperial heights. Diverted on their downward course By some resistless magnet 's force, And by the swiftness of the fall Bereft of every charm and all The grace and beauty that were theirs While dwelHng in celestial spheres, Now only live to poison bliss, Yet found in some by-paths of this. I never nursed a friendship dear But witli its consummation near, Conflicting loves were sure to rise And bear away my wished-for prize. I never strove with patient toil To win the right to trust and fame, But all my efforts would recoil And yield some other one the same. I never wooed a maiden 's heart But when she knew that mine was won And safely pinioned with the dart That Cupid 's bended bow had thrown. 26 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. She then would stoop to coquette where Eeauty, wealth or fame might be Combined with reputation fair, Or e'en the slightest chance might see To win that woman 's valued prize — A love glance from admiring eyes. But lo I a fairer grace appears ; Sweet Hope, thy magic tones we hear. In accents clear, so rich, so rare. Breaking on the mellow air. Like crystal tones old Time has given To tell the old, new way to heaven. And, as o'er man 's impassioned soul Her crystal tones in wave-chords roll. The green-eyed monster quick departs: Bright Hope steps in and sways man 's heart. And sweetly says — Must this be so. That we care uot for others? No, Oh no; to me the world is bright, Nor dimmed by shade, nor marred by blight; THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 27 Its tones are keyed in accents sweet To scenes of bliss we oft shall meet While dwelling in a world like this. Kind words, dear friends, caress and kiss, All prove a source of joy complete, Forever present, ever sweet. Think not that bitter all shall be The fruit that time shall yield to thee. But know that sweet, as well as sour, Awaits our tasting, hour by hour; For time life 's pathway oft has strewn With blossoms that from hope have blown, And there are many buds to bloom For us; light shall illume life 's gloom, Shall shine athwart our lives and make Dark doubt retreat, sweet hope awake, And yield a harvest rich in bliss- ful hours along the years of this. And then the hope, sweet hope, that life Extends beyond this lower life; That in some realm celestial, fair. Where all pure spirits gathered are. THE PrxOBLEM OF LIFE. Life's full elixir we may gain, And free from doubt and care and pain. Beneath life 's trees exulting roam, Where evil thoughts can never come ; There with earth 's pains and tasks all done, Rejoice because life 's rest is won. Sometimes when life seems bright and clear, As I stand near its castle gate, I lose all thought of what is here And only note the joys that wait Our taking in those gardens fair That by the holy city lie; To hear the sounds and breathe the air That wait us in the by-and-by. Though rugged mounts and darksome vales We toiling traverse to life 's shore, Though burning sands and wrecking gales We all shall meet yet more and more, And mid shadows of the valley Of death, our life 's forces rally. We sometime may reach the fair heights Where the Castle Beautiful stands : THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 29 Perceive in the distance the lights, Catch tones from that beautiful land, Which is, through faith 's intuition, Known as life 's perfect fruition. But see, who now is drawing near As Hope concludes ? Ah, it is Fear, Who dared while Hope with burning speech Spake of the life she hoped to reach, To venture out from where was made His dismal lair, in deepest shade ; And like as mists at set of sun Arise and veil what day has done, Gathering thickest everywhere The earth 's most verdant valleys are. So Fear arose, unseen, and stole Like night 's miasma o'er the soul, Completely veiling all the light By Hope transmitted to his sight; Fearful stood with quivering form, Like aspen leaves before the storm ; 30 THE PliOBLEM OF LIFE. Dared not to look at aught around, But stands with gaze fixed on the ground, Until there breaks upon his ear Murmur of other passions near: Then all his being takes alarm At some imagined thing of harm, And hurries back, on fleet feet borne, Into the darkness all alone, To muse upon the dismal fate Reserved for him through others' hate. These are his thoughts when by himself: I would forego all power, all wealth, All this world 's honor and renown, If all alone I might sit down To rest my weary self in peace. But no ! ray fears shall never cease To drive me on through life's dark maze Until its retribution days; Then, oh, the dread, the mortal dread — It presses like a weight of lead — That Scorn and Hate and Jealousy Will follow to eternity, THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 31 And whelm me in a gulf of pain From which I ne'er shall rise again. O Mercy ! Save me from them now, For Hell itself can yield no woe Equal to those that seize me now. O Mercv ! Save me, save me, do. Just then, beneath the wail of woe From this fair soul, began the flow Of that invidious wanton 's wrongs Who claims the more the less belongs; Envy her name, and hour by hour She comes to those who self alone Desire to raise to place or power; And cannot bear that odors blown, Freely for the use of any, Or Music 's measures sweetly moved And tuned to joy the hearts of many, Should be by other beings loved : Nor gift, nor gem that any one May have or gain and dearly prize, But she, who not an act has done To win, shall see with envious eyes. 32 THE rnOBLEM OF LIFE. Her voice, to man before unknown, Now speaks the first alluring word ; Desires to rule upon the throne, Be smart, be famous, be absurd ; Gain all the treasures on the brink Of life 's horizon, though they sink Beyond reclaim the human bark With which she sails the unknown dark. Nor star may shine, nor flower may bloom To glow and scent some sweet retreat Wi^h silver light and rich perfume, But Envy glides on footsteps fleet To heart of each admiring one. Suggesting that 't were perfect bliss, And only justice to them done. To write them title deeds of this. Nor Grace, nor Power, nor Passion warm, Which dwells within the human form. But Envy claims came down from heaven To serve as her life-giving leaven. THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 33 But wild Eevenge is coming now With hatred stamped upon his brow, The dark imprint, I care not how ; And when he spalve, the savage cry Of " Hence ye cravens, every one," Scorched like a meteoric stone ; " For I have sworn by all below Not any from this vale shall go Until the victor's wreath shall crown My triumph over foes struck down, And ye have learned my joy in life Is gained in waging constant strife; That my life 's hope shall ever rise To this : That none may realize Aught of the hopes within their breast But lose all joy, all peace, all rest." Then throwing down his battle gage He swore an oath of fiery rage That all within this sylvan bower Should feel his fierce, consuming power. And such a wave, all glowing liot, A passion spasm, that I would not Endure for all the pearls and gems And gold in all the diadems 34 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. Of sultan, emperor and king, Or any material thing, Broke like a whirlwind o'er his soul : And like shifting sands, lifted, driven Onward by the sirocco's roll, Or tough oaks by the lightnings riven, They all were scattered far and wide Beyond the vale; and none beside Himself were there Revenge could wage His warfare on, and so the rage He raised to break those other wills Recoiled tempestuous on his. For, as huge waves whose storm-born speed Has borne them here from other shores, Must cause a current that shall lead Their waters back to those same shores, So all the evil thoughts we think. And all our evil actions done. Within our hearts shall sometime sink Unto the source from whence they sprung. But did I say that none had dared To brave his vengeful wrath, or cared To see such imps of passion born ? Yes, there was one — cold, stinging Scorn, THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 35 Who dared to brave the fiercest glow Of passion at the whitest heat That hot Reveuge can ever show, Accept the gage cast at her feet, And with sarcasm's cold contempt Succeed in foiling each attempt Revenge could make in any way To stem the tide and win the day; For each contemptuous look induced, And every scornful gleam of thought, Froze deeper than the cold produced By freely mixing ice with salt. But these were naught compared with those Wild waves of scorn that broke e'er long Across her soul, and then arose In such a burst of scornful song As made the very place grow cold And freeze and crackle like the ice Upon some lake where skaters bold Defy at night old Boreas. But as a meteor shining bright Sweeps onward with resistless force, Leaving but traces of its light. So only dimly is the course THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. Of Scorn 's sarcastic song outlined By recollections of the mind : And ye dare think the victor's wreath Can flourish green on thy fierce brow, When raging passion, underneath, Your very soul is blasting now; To think that victory can be Worth anything to such as thee ; And dare to ask us to believe That vile Revenge could even live; Or, if he lived, could still receive A crown, when there was none to give. Yes, I have heard, methinks, somewhere, Of some legend in times of old, In which a nymph of beauty rare Entranced the eye of a Cyclops bold. Failing to win the sought-for prize Or gain one love-glance from her eyes, He slew and took her to his home To adorn his favorite room, And wild with passion, hot with wine. Labelled with blood, " This one is mine." THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 37 And just so much of loveliness, Of grace, of beauty and of bliss As this poor fool so dearly won , May there, when your vile task is done, Remain to you of victory's bliss. Labelled with blood " I have won this." Oh fool ! to think your crown can shine With beauty, when all beauty 's dead ; Can see fair grace in every line. When every trace of grace has fled. You dare to think that loveliness For you may glow resplendent, fair, When all there ever was in this Has gone to worlds some other-where ; And, more than fool, art hoping now The victor's wreath shall deck your brow, And also thinking, hoping even. That all of hope from earth is driven ; Art trusting with implicit faith That Passions, Graces every one Shall at your crowning be, when Faith And every sister Grace is gone. 38 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. I scorn thee and defy thee too, For all passions are immortal ; Each grace unto its nature true, Changed only by the Eternal One who made them, and will keep them As gems for His own diadem. Friends and fair readers, can you tell With what you may employ your powers And spend your time with profit, well Enjoy and fill with bliss your hours ? Bunyan 's progress of the pilgrim Gives this saying in some hymn — And certainly it is not bad — " The more he gave, the more he had; " And whether this be true of gold And other like material things, We know a wealth of joy untold Is wafted oft on Pity 's wings; And that each silken thread we spin Through pity for some wronged one 's woe, THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. May serve as warp or woof within Our robe of life, where it shall glow Like priceless gems of perfect grace Which in our human hearts find place; That though from earth may never rise So much of vapor to the skies As from old ocean 's watery bed Is by the wind and sun 's power led, Sometime the willing earth shall gain Its portion of the blessed rain, Which with sunlight and heat shall bring The beauty of the glorious spring. ,So if sweet pity in our lives For any woe is free to rise, It may from its eternal source Increase its volume and its force. And to our thirsting souls yet bring The graces of the moral spring. Yes, Pity, like the dews which from Amid the darkness often come. Shall all the gloom of moral night Illume with rays of dawning light. 40 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. I come all passions to restrain From words and actions giving pain; For, if this world yields anything That sorrow to our hearts may bring, It is the wrong which rankles there, Until what once was bright and fair, By fiercely raging passions torn, Is of its native beauty shorn. Then let not any voice be heard To speak against the weak one word, Nor any one to strike a blow To injure people high or low. Though strange may seem a life like this, I know it is the source of bliss; For these, the actions that we do, The actions that we do not do. Alone can prove us equal to Do all which duty calls to do. Think of the mercy God has shown For all the wrong that man has done, Leading them upward as His own. To sing the song of victory won. THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 41 Then how can we, with mercy given. Eeject this gift and lose our heaven ; For mercy that we will not show Can never crown our lives, you know. But sliarp-eyed Curiosity Is coming now, searching to see What wonders of the earth and sea In this fair Eden-world may be. How quiet o'er the soul she creeps And takes possession while it sleeps — Softly gliding, as fades the light Into deep darkness of the night, Or, as at early morning dawn Before we know the night has gone — Transfusing fancies through its dreams, Perhaps but transitory gleams Of times before this globe had made The first grand circuit of the spheres, Or any planet's course was laid Far back among the circling years; 42 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. And as the while he wakes from sleep The wonder grows, and he would know How these same spheres their circuits keep Through all the spaces where they go ; And longings wild come surging in Like ocean surf upon the shore, To learn where all of life begins; Or, if it ever was before, How transmigration has been made, And where, if we forever live, Our future course of life is laid, Or what advantage it can give. Yes, Curiosity has power To charm our souls in weary hours ; Because of it, man often strives To win the power that knowledge gives ; Gives nights to study, days to toil, And burns for years the midnight oil ; Because of it he dares the heat Of scorching suns and burning sands At summer's solstice, when they meet At noon in equatorial lands ; THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. ^3 Will sometimes brave the fiercest cold Upon some frozen polar shore, Merely for hope to there behold Things others had not seen before ; Will sail far up above the clouds Sustained by only bags of gas; And in exulting throngs will crowd To any dark and dangerous pass, If only just a glimpse is seen Of lands where man has never been. He dares to plunge beneath the waves. To tread upon the ocean 's floor, To live the very life of slaves, Walk boldly through the open door Straight to the city of the dead, If Curiosity be fed. What wonder then that this one, who Had only just begun to feel The wish to know, desire to do. Should let this curious fairy steal, Without resistance on his part. Into possession of his heart. 44 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. But see, alas, no crown descends Of myrtle leaves to deck her brow, For such fierce longings only tend To make her chances smaller now. Ah! ye the crown shall never win, For to the heart where ye have been. Rare Beauty's form, resplendent, fine, Transcendent grace in every line. Is coming now to win the prize. Ye Passions, Graces, all, arise. Salute this glorious, wondrous witch. Adorned with gems abounding, rich In all imagination 's given To any form this side of heaven. Not as Curiosity came. Gliding silently to her work, Nor softly as when one would tame Some heart where warring passions lurk, But like the lightning 's swift descent On some destroying mission sent, THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 45 Transfixing by a single glance And making instant entrance; Or as a meteor's sudden light Bursting on darkness of the night, With its inimitable sheen Of light illuminates the scene : So Beauty seems to mankind 's sight Quintessence of concentrate light. Dazed by the splendor of her ways, The brilliant outlines of her form. Her ease, her grace and subtle plays Of light that came and went, as warm, Soft tints of color come and go Upon the clouds, or like the flow Of those electric waves of light Sometimes illuminating night. He casts aside all other thought, Content if he can worship this Fair form, that to his eyes is fraught With all earth has of loveliness. And, basking in her smiles, forget Awhile that life has labor yet. 46 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. But as the rays that give us light, And yield the prism 's glories bright, Do also sometimes yield a heat That scorches everything it meets, So Beauty 's rays, bright, glorious, fair, Scorched all his heart, until despair Arose therein and seethed and burned And raged hotter, fiercer than fires To which victorious Michael turned ApoUyon, and to which all liars And the beast and the false prophet, According to St. John, shall get. And like as those who dwell far up Upon some lofty mountain's top Ejiow first when heat or cold or wind Or calm or any change portend, Feeling with keener pain the shock Because of the adjacent rock. And ether in surrounding space Is all the bulwark for the place, So those who charmed by winning grace Of form, or features of the face, THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 47 Dwell higher up in realms of bliss, Where only fancies go between This idol of their loveliness And all the great unknown, unseen, That, far beyond our visions ken, In the far past of time has been, At present is, shall ever be Known only to Infinity; So too shall soonest feel the surge Of all the tides that ever roll From off life 's most eccentric verge, Converging on the human soul ; And wilder, fiercer, keener be The conflict, because that beauty. Like ether round the mountain 's height, Affords no bulwark for the right. But ye all know when summer's sun Has burned the earth and scorched the air, Till all that heat can do is done Before the smoke and flames appear, And life itself seems giving way Before the withering tides of heat. That swell with each recurring day. Until some ebbing tide they meet THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. Upou the far horizon 's verge, Which by its drier, cooler air The latent mists of these submerge In clouds, that on their bosom bear Electric glowing veins of fire. Burning the impure parts away, When rain descends, the mists rise higher, The bow appears, a brighter day Breaks with rich promise to our view; Through fire all things shall become new. And ye have seen the tiny stream That babbles on between its banks, Keflecting only scattering beams Of life atween its grasses' ranks, Which, like night sentries, march their beat, And halt and turn whene'er they meet; Or mayhap stopped, when half their course Is marched, by some opposing force, Awhile, resume again their way, Going, coming through all the day. Upward, downward, to left or right. Almost veiling the stream from sight. THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 49 And ye have seen when men have stayed The stream until its waters spread And all the ranks of grass o'erlaid, Covering all the valley 's bed, Till some great rain, by adding force And volume to its gathering tide, Made it resistless in its course, That, with one sweep, it cast aside All barriers which man had made. And lookers on with bated breath Beholding wrecks and ruins laid On every side, apparent death To all of life which flourished there, Have said, " How sad a vale so fair. Should, by such accident from heaven, To perpetual waste be given." Have seen again above this waste, Fed by the debris that it left, A richer harvest in quick haste Arise than that of which bereft. And so when dark despair has burned And scorched the human mind, Until its brightest hopes are turned. Like summer 's hot and withering wind, 4 50 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. To surging clouds, where bolts of fier- y vengeance come and go in swift Succession, rising fiercer, higher, Till filled the measure of its guilt: And pressing, like the surging tide Of waters that man's skill has dammed But failed to hold, will cast aside All thought but this: My powers are dammed; And feel, aye, almost know the pain Wrecked souls, on reaching Hades, gain. May then the bow of promise span The way of each despairing man, That they may know, as lightnings burn The impure parts of air away, So fierce despair has power to turn The key that opes the gate of day; That floods which sweep our treasures down Beyond where we may ever go. May at their ebbing leave behind Debris gathered in their flow. That in our own or other's field. Shall an abundant harvest yield. THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 51 Then after Passion, Power and Grace Had failed to gain the soiight-for place. While light and shade of Beauty 's form And all those witching strains which fill The soul with ecstacy as warm As chords from angel Israfil, That gain w^hile fading added charm, Like distant murmuring of the bees, As in the Jayadeva psalm They swarm amid the Amra trees ; Before as yet were quite forgot The various feelings that had stirred His soul to such fierce tumult, but "Were now like far off music heard; Or softer Graces, that had lent Such glories as they came and went, This world would yield all perfect bliss Should they but always glow like this ; While many powers that seemed to be Just given for some utility, To measure distance, time or weight, Discern the color, know the heat, 52 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. Or realize the differing states Of change in forces which they meet, While these, and all that sought to reign, Defeated, menials remain. ' T was then this perfect human form, With such magnificence endowed Of every grace and passion warm, Became vainglorious and proud ; While Grace and Beauty, Strength^and Skill, Failing alike to mount the throne. Became the servants of his will ; Will ruled upon the throne alone. But oft the ministers he chose To execute his will, were those Who rather ruin should be piled In dark disorder, than the mild And gentle ones, who seek to do All things equitable and true. THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 53 So Pride at present was the one By whom Will chose his service done ; And Pride said : " Are not all these ours, These wondrous Graces, Passions, Powers ? Behold, are we not mighty, strong. Endowed with all to gods belong?" And with an attitude like this And boastings full of many I 's, He seemed to claim exclusiveness Of swelling to enormous size : And as the moon by borrowed light Illumes the earth 's expanse at night, And, because of nearness, seems to Be most glorious to the view — Whilst suns, in size and volumed light As much beyond this orb of night As. are the spans of untold space, Between us and their dwelling-place, Beyond the measured miles that lie This side this mirror in the sky — So rays reflected by Pride's brass Attend the brayings of this ass. 54 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. Through the long night of ignorance About such shrines all fools will dance ; Perceiving in some Ingersoll — Keflecting straggling rays of light, Resounding too, from crown to sole, Among the votaries of night. With all the clanging crash of brass And roaring of escaping gas — A greater than divinity — Finite above Infinity. But Malice follows close on Pride — Indeed, they flourish side by side; Pride turns the crank that moves the wheel From which the threads of malice reel. Sometimes, beneath the ocean 's wave. Extended on its slimy bed. Like seaweed that the billows lave, And looking like their detached, dead Parts, drifting onward with the tide, The cruel devil-fish abide ; THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 55 Watching, waiting, with wondrous will. Without e'en the slightest motion To reveal their presence, until Some one in old ocean Would bathe his aching, weary frame, Or searching for some wrecks of old. That, midst the tempest foundering, came Down hither, bearing life and gold ; Bathing or searching, buoyed by hope, Amid the mysteries they grope. Until they unsuspecting stand Within reach of its myriad hands; So slowly, smoothly, silently, Their slimy feelers slide around Whoever may their victim be, That not until securely bound And held beyond reclaim within Their clasp, does e'en alarm begin. Just so proud mortals often go In search of joys they claim as theirs, Or midst wild wrecks, of which they know, Gone down amid life's toils and cares. 56 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. Are pleasure seeking and claiming, As justly theirs, the treasure-trove That among the wrecks is lying — Fame, Friendship, Fortune and Fair Love And blinded by the pleasures, or By glitter of the treasures, for Which they earnestly are seeking, They notice not Malice creeping Its slow and stealthy way within, Until enwound by malice-thought Those immortal struggles begin That each victorious soul has fous;ht. Ah ! who that broods upon his wrong, Nurses dark Malice in his heart. But feels Remorse within ere long Like clouds of scalding vapor start. Methought that there that wondrous form, So proud, so beautiful, and warm THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 57 With all passions beating within, Was struggling in the slow, sure pressure That fain would free the soul from sin : Not because it loves right better, But because sin 's heat is burning So intensely life 's a burden Too heavy for constant turning Without hope and without guerdon. Did ye ever note the writhing Of a serpent's form when dying, And have ye seen that last, last gasp That shows us when life's cords unclasp? Have ye seen a vessel drifting Amid the storm-tossed foaming waves, With its masts and rudder missing And rolling broadside to the waves ; A toy upon the waste of waters Wild, at the mercy of the storm. Time 's alarm-beat sounding quarters With echo tones, the lightning's form? Did ye hear the wild entreaty And the fierce, almost frantic prayer That Omnipotence would pity Their condition, protect them there; 08 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. But changing, like the lightning's flash, To imprecations frantic, wild ; Cursings that ofttimes would abash The very devil 's blatant child ? Didst note the horror depicted Upon the passion-mirrored face, See the agony reflected Amid supplications for grace? If so, ye have some conception Of the horror-pulsing tone and look Of which Remorse's reception By this glorious form partook. But close upon Remorse crowds Doubt, Corroding by its acrid air The very springs of life, without Whose force death reigns triumphant there; Dispelling lights that make the sum Of life 's experience replete With flashes that have backward came From where life 's radii shall meet. THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 59' There is an elemental force Whose universal presence yields And keeps life 's currents on their course, And yet disintegration wields : ' T is oxygen, whose force supplies Our life, our light, and gives us heat, Yet is the agency that lies Athwart where life with death shall meet. So doubts a double power possess. The power to raise to life and light, If we are willing to confess Our doubt — in earnest seek the right; The power to doom us to defeat, Corrode and canker all our soul, If doubt and ignorance shall meet And block the highway to life 's goal. 60 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. But ye have heard that pulsing moan TrembUng on the electric wire, Interpretation of whose tone Is thought to be the fit umpire Of any storms or heats or colds The coming of the morrow holds. What crystal stillness of the air; No stir of leaf nor sway of grass To break the silence reigning there, Or veil those pulse-beats as they pass : So in my dream that lovely form ■ Was veiled in silence and repose ; Revealed but pulse-beats of the storm Of melancholy thoughts that rose, And, trembling on its sensuous nerves. Prophetic told of dark Dismay — That last fierce passion fate reserves As scourge for sin, before the day Of faith 's resplendent light shall dawn, And start the buds of hope again Where'er despair or doubt have gone To reap sin 's harvest field of pain. THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 61 Malicious Malice ! Do thy utmost will Before life 's pulsing currents all are still; But know, tlio' doubt, remorse and fierce contempt Shall yield a harvest for thy each attempt, While seeds of hope upon thy barren soil Shall wither and decay, despite life 's toil Amid thy rank weeds' pestilential growth, Though melancholy and dismay may both A wild luxuriance of harvest yield, Ungarnered left to seed again the field, There yet are graces coming to distill, Amid thy wrecks, influences that will Scatter anew the seeds of hope, and bring After thy reign the sunlight back again ; For never yet were ruins piled so high Of those wrecked lives that on life 's highway lie, Nor ever moral cyclone swept the world Of truth, and some false prophet's flag unfurled, But love's celestial ozone was distilled To save such souls as otherwise were killed. 62 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. What is descending from above ? Ah, it is all radiant Love; Floating down through the untold space This side of heaven ; so full of grace She seems to be of fairer mould Than any nymph of whom we're told By ancient bards. Fair, radiant Love, All hail ! God 's angel from above Descending to this passion scene, Subduing by thy perfect mien. But listen ! for all perfect, fair, Her crystal tones break on the air. Dark Hate comes forth, and craven Fear, And listen with attentive ear; Revenge, made mute by tones so sweet, Humbly kneels at fair Love 's feet, His courage gone, his bravo fled. And all the vaunting words he said Are changed ; his ways as mild, as meek, As those of souls who mercy seek. Conquered by Love 's subduing light, Illuminating what is right, THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 63 Pale Fear came forth from out the gloom To learn what now might be her doom : If any hopes from love would grow For her on earth. We can not know What changes daily may take place, What passions rule the human race : For they are strange and changeful things, Whose fancies fleet on restless wings, Stay not their course for tide or sun, Nor anchor where old time begun, But fain would sail on cycled light Far back through ages into night, And rounding on the other side Take, like the sun, a homeward ride; So Fear, from out the gloom of night, Was borne to Love 's resplendent light. But listen now, raethinks I hear Her very words as she draws near; She says she came from God above, The glorious source of truth and love : I do not hither come to sound My praises to the world around, But that I may unto each heart :Somewhat of heaven 's pure bliss impart; 64 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. I come as pilot of the soul, Through life 's wild mazes, to the goal Whose climes of light and seas of bliss Succeed the voids and glooms of this. Oh, did mankind but only know What blessings from love's sources flow; Oh, could they realize the joy That those who see its light enjoy ; The pure, unclouded state of rest That reigns in each recipient breast; They would not be serene, content. With little joys self-love can give, When bliss beyond compare is meant As portion for such ones as live In close communion with the One Who styles Himself the loving One. Ah, yes ! Love 's joys and bliss outshine The purest gems from earthly mine ; The glory of the sun at noon, The twinkling stars, the shimmering moon. And all that glorious whole of light That sparkles on creation 's lines. Are dull, beside the glories bright And clear which light Love 's perfect shrine. THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 65 Love shall all stormy passions calm, Yield to our hearts a healing balm For all misfortunes that befall, Life 's perfect lustre give us all. No vile revenge shall ever go, Or hate be, where love 's currents flow; All fears, all wrongs are banished from The hearts to which true love has come. No dark despair or doubt can be With her, nor any jealousy; There all true graces shall abide, Ture lustre for love true and tried. Ah, who that ever felt the thrill Of e'en this life 's ecstatic love, But knows perfected love will thrill All constant ones with joy above. The glory tints of bliss supreme That through love 's windows on us stream, Are but faint glimmerings from love 's source Reflected to us in their course. 66 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. If dim reflections of love 's light From mirrored soul to mirrored soul, Reveal to us such glories bright, What shall we feel when pure love 's whole Of light and glory breaks across Our field of vision, and the loss Of hopes and friends that we have had, Like deepest darkness of the night. Precedes the morn that makes us glad With all its perfectness and light ; Aye, more, the certainty that soon Time 's flight shall bring eternal noon. Then Faith, Love's sister, sweet and fair, Came forth to meet and greet them there ; To tell them of the wondrous things Her glorious light reveals to view, Of brilliant gems her tireless wings Are wafting those to duty true. She told them of the great white throne Where God majestic sits alone ; THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 67 Jerusalem, a jasper, bright With iridescent crystal light, Whose gates of pearl and streets of gold, Foundations precious to behold, Whose chrysolites with emeralds green, Chrysoprasus and topaz seen, Amethyst, jacinth, jasper too, Chalcedony, beryl, sapphires bright. Sardonyx and sardius' pure light, Are but shadows of gems within Her walls, whose sun and temple are Immanuel, who dwells therein. No shadow of night can come there; There kings shall bring their riches rare, There their glory and honor bear; And on her golden, glorious streets No one with any evil meets ; For God shall take away all tears. All pains, all sorrows and all fears. She spake of the river of life, Whose crystal waters constant flow From out beneath the throne of life ; Arched over all God 's emerald bow. 68 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. And she told of the tree of life, Whose verdant leaves shall monthly grow As healing for the nations' strife : God 's magic balm for every woe. She said that on that blessed shore Life 's blighted hopes may bloom once more; That o'er that sea of lucid glass Which lies before the throne of God, Repentant souls may freely pass To worship at the feet of God. She told of the thousand years of bliss Reserved for those who faithful prove Through all the fleeting years of this Life — their first fruits of bliss above. She said that eye had never seen, That listening ear had never heard. The perfect glories that have been Reserved for those who keep God 's word. She said that fancy's wildest flight. Imagination 's utmost stretch, Have never seen the glorious light That shines for those God 's statutes keep. THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 69 You know, of course, these brilliant gems, The gold and precious diadems, Are graces which adorn the soul And pave the way unto that goal, Whose cHmes of light and seas of bliss Transmit some rays and drops to this; And know that sea of lucid glass Which lies before God 's holy throne Is Faith, reflecting as they pass To God, devotion souls have shown. Go, search for -'oy through every clime, In every land, at every time; Scan all the joys this world affords, Possessed by servants or by lords, Exhausting every source of wealth, The springs of fashion and of health ; Then try and see what fame can do To roll a tide of joy to you ; Ride long and far on Science' car To utmost verge of further star : 70 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. Explore the depths of every sea Where any gems of beauty glow ; Go anywhere where joy may be Or any whiffs of pleasure blow'; And when the whole extended field Shall fail a perfect joy to yield, Then roam no more on restless wing, Nor listen where such sirens sing, But seek through Faith and Hope the love Our God drops down from heaven above. But look ! The long-waged warfare done, The gift descends, the crown is won : No ivy wreath or myrtle green To deck the brow where victory 's seen, But joy, pure joy from God above Comes down to Faith and Hope and Love, Uniting thus these sisters three With crowns of immortality. THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 71 Joy forever! Life 's task is done; The secret 's out ! This is the stone Philosophers so long have sought ; So clear, so plain, weak ones the thought Can comprehend and make it theirs. Joy ! Joy ! Once more fair life appears. The fruit of life, that Adam might Have freely taken in Eden, And thus regained the life and light Lost through knowing good and evil. Can now be had by any one Who, with right thoughts and actions done. Takes to his heart these sisters three : They are the fruits of life's fair tree, Whose possession our lives will leaven, And crown with perfect joy in heaven. Filled with this hope, through faith complete, This love that blooms where'er they meet To such a crown of perfect joy, Let us courageously employ Each Power, each Passion and each Grace, In such a measure, such a place. That they in unison may play, Enabling us through life to say — 72 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. That though the cords are broken all That bound our hearts of old ; That though the hopes we cherished once Have dust and ashes proved, And all the future we discern Is dark with clouds and gloom, While not one ray of light shines out From off their silver side : That though far worse than this be true, Nor thought nor tongue can tell. And all the far horizon's verge Where sight and faith should blend, But rolls with darkness deeper far Than we have known before — Life 's long campaign is not yet closed Nor all its battles fought. Then why in bivouac longer lie? The bugle call is, ''On!" Like Arabs, let us fold our tents And take the forward march : Eesolving that, while General Time Is marching us along, Our march shall be an upward one, Straight on through storm and shine, THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 73 Writing Excelsior so clear, In characters of light, Upon our flag, that daily floats Higher on the mountain side, Until, with standard planted firm Far up above all clouds. Its folds may float in sunlit airs. Where breezes soft may fan Our aching brow and soothe our soul, As others have before — So clear that all the world can read Excelsior our aim. And so, while there are wrongs to right Or any crowns to win. We will not lay our warfare by, Or shrink because some thorns Are hid beneath the roses' bloom — It is their nature to — But trust the upward path we tread May yield rich blooms for us ; That joys destroyed by desert heats, And hopes by wild winds strewn. May on life 's highlands fruit once more And yield a harvest rare: 74 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. That though our ships, which long ago Set sail across the seas, Return no more — while wailing winds And waves that moan and roar, Oft speak in telephonic tones From wrecks beneath the surge. Of fortune, friends, fair fame and faith, Wound in one common shroud — Life 's final voyage is not yet sailed. Nor all its seas explored. Then why at anchor longer ride. With sails and colors furled ? The tide is setting out to sea, The wind blows off the shore, Eternity lies all beyond ; Perchance the best of life. Then hoist the anchor up again, Let slip the lines from shore. Spread all our canvas to the breeze. Speed out upon the main ; Search every sea, sound all their depths. Gain knowledge where we may. THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 75 If dark revenge and venomed bate Are armor for the right ; If mirth can cheer or music soothe The soul in trial 's hour; If beauty, shining in the face Or radiant in the form, Can raise our souls to higher planes — Make beautiful our lives ; If pity leads to acts of love. And scorn but scorch the wrong; If envy only lead the soul To seek such gems as glow And sparkle with like lights of love Which other souls have gained ; If appetites are used alone To purchase life and strength, Or place aright the germ where God Shall breathe the breath of life, That will, as other ones have done, Become a living soul ; If powers that deal with weight and size, With color or with sound, With any force or property With which we have to do. 76 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. But give us knowledge more complete Of things we ought to know ; If pride assist the soul to rise To higher planes of thought, And we are only proud because The glorious God is ours ; If malice aims alone at sin, And not its source — some soul ; If wild remorse but lead the way Unto that crystal gate, Where faith with diamond finger points Up glory-tinted paths, That brighten, broaden, as they rise Unto Excelsior — Into those harvest fields of bliss. That yield eternal life ; If doubt, dismay and fierce contempt. Like snows where thawing suns may shine, Shall perish with their vain attempt To ruin that fair soul of thine ; If fear shall never show its head, Except to flee from sin ; If jealousy but sting the soul When evil thoughts assail ; THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 77 If curiosity but prompt The searching sharp for truth ; If labyrinths of dark despair, Where we may sometime walk, Shall prove but avenues that end Where shines still clearer light; If duty walks with willing feet In paths of righteousness ; If hopes we cherish are the bloom From buds of duty-loving faith, And love the power upon the throne, Ordaining duty 's way: Then, perfect day for us shall dawn While voyaging on our way, And the welcome sound of land ahoy Shall break upon the ear; And we may land where long-loved friends Amid life 's harvest stand, And find that hopes we long ago Had buried with the past, 78 THE PROBLEM OF LIFE. 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