LIBRARY OF CONGRESS OOOOEfiOObHO ,^°^ Kt^i * ^^J^ ,• ^^^ a"^ * o o» fc ^^0^ '©♦ ^o o» » • % o» 1 ^^•v 7 <* • « o ^^ .*' '^.. *'^vr«' A PEREaRINUS • IN • m HIS CHILDHOOD. Ihjk \^ A POEM. / / BY REV. REUBEN FALES. « BOSTON: PUBLISHED BY GEORGE W. 403 Washington Street, FOR R. M. BYRAM. >■ ■ BRIGGS, Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1849, by R. M. BYRAM, In the Clerk's Office of the District Court of Massachusetts. ■^ PREFACE. The design of this Poem is to lead people to reflect on the nature of the doctrines in which they have been educated and carefully trained ; with gentleness to allure them to the habit of making use of their reason, while they scrutinize ^the Holy Scriptures, for the purpose of ascertain- ing the truth. Peregrinus, the young hero of the poem, is a real person, under a fictitious name. The author was sufficiently acquainted with him to be qual- ified to affirm, that in reality he devoted his incip- ient meditations to the subject of theology long before the time of life in which, according to the usual course of affairs, children are in the habit of beginning to reflect either on this topic or upon others of serious importance. No poem has ever been written whose scenes consist of realities like the following. It is not only founded on fact, as 4, ^ <*= — — __ * 6 PREFACE. are many others, but all the materials of the superstructure have been furnished from real events. If some readers should not recognize certain doctrines in their portraits as delineated here, we have only to remark that all these doctrines appear on the stage in such peculiar garb as they were accustomed to wear in the beginning of the nineteenth century, as well as in the latter end of the preceding. None of the lectures which were received by Peregrinus in common with the family have been suffered to make their appear- ance in the song. All that are paraphrased here will be found to be such as were elicited in pri- vate, by those inquiries which intolerable anxiety compelled him to make, and which were ad- dressed to his maternal guide, in whose knowl- edge of sacred truth he for a long time possessed unlimited confidence. *- PEREGRINUS. FIRST BOOK. Of Peregrinus, in his early voyage, And perilous adventures, on the deep Of Intellect, incited and impelled By fervent, irrepressible desires To see his life-creating Father, God ; — To feel and know his all-pervading Love, Unquenchable, immortal ; and inhale Its pure, ethereal spirit ; then to quaff The nectar which it copiously distils. And taste the ambrosial viands of the feast, — We sing, in humble, truth-directed style. As unpretending as our lowly theme. Mnemosyne ! thou muse of time elapsed, Whose province is in memory to revive The scenes and requiems of departed years, — Thou real mother of historic verse. Of epic song, and biographic lays, — Hear thy sole devotee, who thus applies To thee ; — who claims thee for his only guide. ^ ^ 8 PEREGRINUS. Not her, the mother of the fabled Nine, By Roman and by Grecian bards invoked, •-? From ancient dark mythology we call ; — Those fancied prompters of romantic songs, Fictitious records and unreal scenes. Unsullied whisperer of poetic truth ! Thy harp, though long untuned, resuming now, Sing his encounters with the dreadful powers Of false theology, traditions vain. Presuming ignorance, unhallowed guile, Black superstition, and dogmatic rage. Sing how, with feeble arms, the child engaged, Full oft, in battle with their frantic bands. At seasons routing them, before the day When his decisive victory was obtained O'er all the princes of infernal night : — How these, excited into maddening rage. Once drove his bark into the horrid gulf Of desperation, where no struggling rays Of gospel light could penetrate the gloom. Thee having chosen as our only muse. We still invoke thee : — from thy sacred bowers, Descend, with nature's loveliness arrayed. To favor these unparalleled designs. Through these narrations all thy spirit breathe, And thus imbue them with unfaiUng charms, To subjugate to love's immortal power INVOCATION. Unnumbered youths ; then lead them to the source Of life's pure river, issuing from the mount Of Zion, and the city of our God. Fling open those oxygenated doors — Though barred and bolted — of thy place obscure ; And from thy secret chambers now descending, Memoirs within thy mystic shrine preserved Develop ; as related once before, By Peregrinus, at the warm request Of one of that alluring, gentle sex, By which our own is polished and refined. Presented him with such a fervent zeal, As he could neither parry nor decline. A fair one of intelligence and grace, Whose taste and genius, fiative and improved, Encountered few superiors. She displayed, In words, in gestures, in her anxious mien. The liveliest, keenest sympathy with him. In all his trials, sorrows, comforts, joys. Of dawning life ; and her acute desires To learn the graduations of his course. And how the haven of delight he gained, — The port of life and evangelic truth ; The wonders of his variegated voyage. We call for inspiration to a theme Unknown to poets in the days of yore, Or to the moderns following in the rear, -<«> 10 PEREGRINUS. Along the footpaths of the classic throng ; Till these, high soaring in aerial flights, Evade their pupils, and affect the skies. We call for inspiration to disclose The dismal, black, and horrible effects, On young and unsophisticated minds. Of that strange mode of training, long pursued By parents, deacons, ministers, and schools, To fit these objects of their pious care For some high standing in the Christian church. "We seek to lead our brethren to reflect On all the vain traditions, theories, creeds. Long on the consciences of men imposed, — First by the dogmatizing church of Rome, — As chains infrangible, as fetters strong. From which the wearers cannot be released, But on the peril of eternal death. To bid them learn the character of God, In nature and in Scripture, for themselves ; To know their own importance, and be free, As men accountable to God alone For their opinions, doctrines, or belief. Muse, who delightest in the sacred fount Of memory, hovering o'er the mystic grove Which shades the elysium of departed years, We call thee to commemorate the scenes Of early childhood, hitherto consigned <^ childhood's experience. 11 To dark oblivion, there to lie unsung ; As if that age, so delicate and pure. Through which truth flutters in romantic garb, Were deemed unworthy of the poet's lyre. This infant's strange experience revive ; Display his opening powers, too soon immerged In deep anxiety, corroding cares, O'erwhelming sorrows, anguish and dismay. Which from erroneous education flowed. Sing his inquiries after truth divine ; — The fervent aspirations of his soul To know the love and equity of God, The immortal Sire, with all his vast designs, By wisdom marshalled ; then surveying these, Behold a joyful destiny for all His fellow-creatures in their future life. His deep investigation and research. To find immortal love ; in which he plied All instruments and mediums offered then To his excited mind ; his deep reflections, In solitary places, to replies Of his intelligent and pious guide To many a query, many a time proposed — The guide and teacher of his infant mind. To whom, with confidence, he raised his eye. For clear solutions of unnumbered themes, Exciting grief and agonizing fears. Begin, Mnemosyne, these humble strains, * 12 PEREGRINUS. With thoughts and meditations of the soul, As yet unsuUied with delusive creeds ; Unaided with instructions, and unwarped By false tradition's influence malign, Which give too soon a bias to the thoughts ; A griping prejudice, which all the powers Of opening reason seldom overcome. Or force the giant from his murdering grasp. But, muse, forbid thine audience to demand Who Peregrinus was, or whence he came ; Or, if among the living he remain, What land he traverses, or where abides. Tell them, it may suffice for them to know, That Peregrinus is misfortune's child ; — That he was early chief adopted son Of grief and pain, calamities and woe. But tell them, if they further importune. That Peregrine, ere flung upon the shore On which Amanda's warm inquiries called These secrets from their hiding-place obscure, Had long (to speak as heathen poets sing) Been made the sport of fortune's blind caprice, While navigating life's tempestuous seas. Full many a season, her most brilliant offers. Like vain illusions, like the tints of rainbows. Had disappeared, — all vanishing in smoke, Impervious vapors, and heart-chilling mist, And sequent darkness buried all in night. eg, HIS TRIALS. 13 But, long before this pleasing interview Removed the covering from his infant trials, Her golden wings expanding, she had flitted To regions far away, — no more, forever, To glide before him with fantastic motions. Her glittering treasures proffering ; — to deceive him With hopes of being to mankind a blessing ; — His chief desire, — the goal of his ambition. As sage Ulysses, by whose secret wiles Old Ilium was perverted ; and that hero, Claimed as the great progenitor of Caesar, Who lost his wife, Creusa, while he bore His sire, Anchises, from the burning city ; Both wandered long, by foaming billows tossed From sea to sea ; by tempests often hurled On barbarous and inhospitable shores : — So had our Peregrinus, from his youth, Been oft encountered by the furious storms Of dire calamities, austere and rude, Driven from his destined way to climes remote, Impelled on desolate and dreary coasts. Inhospitably wild, obscure and bleak. He, too, by malady's pestiferous gales. Had oft been flung on Hades' gloomy verge, — Torpidity's dark realm, — to linger there. While month and years, in dull succession, rolled On tardy wheels, — the planetary spheres. * 2 ^ . -^ ^ 14 PEREGRINUS. Then were imagination's glowing fires Extinguished, smothered, as by Stygian damps, Or Lethe's exhalations ; while the powers — Those intellectual faculties of mind, By nature given — appeared inert and dead, By epilepsies paralyzed and slain. With swelling canvass oft his little bark, Impelled by charming breezes, had approached The long-sought haven where his wishes centred ; Whence he, with pleasure, might ascend the mount, The glorious mount of shedding general blessings On this world's citizens, our fellow-men. But when the imaginary promised land Arose in prospect to his ravished eyes, Then sudden, adverse, unexpected storms, With onset terrible, his bark impelled Far off from his anticipated goal. And buried all his prospects in the deep. Thus far, to satisfy the curious, give Brief outlines of the fortunes of his life, From youth's fair morning, till his cherished hopes Completely vanished, like the morning dews ; And these sole expectations now remained, — To glide along unnoticed and unknown, To make life's final exit unobserved ; And mingle, in oblivion, with the dust, Without a speaking marble o'er his bed, To show that Peregrinus ever lived. AMANDA. 15 But, while deep plunging in oblivion's gulf, Then his Almighty Father interposed. Uplifted him ; and, through untrodden paths, Led him into the ministry of peace ; That ministry, to which, in early days. He felt himself to be divinely called. Next, in the name of his Pacific Prince, — That all-subduing name, — he levied war Against old Bigotry, infernal Queen ; And cruel Superstition, where she sits In her enchanted castle, seeming strong. By means of smoke and vapors hovering there, All which observers, viewing from abroad, Or from the windows of her gloomy cells, Deem towers impregnable, and solid walls Of well cemented adamantine rock. In this high warfare being thus engaged. Our soldier's steps by Providence were led To fair Amanda's hospitable dome, Whose irresistible solicitations Drew, from the secret treasures of his breast. The first narration of these early scenes. From Rumor's whispers having first received Brief intimations that his dawning life Was signalized by some peculiar traits Of thought and character, in which he stood 16 PEREGRINUS. In obvious clear distinction from all others Of life's young actors in her opening scenes. She, therefore, with anxiety, demanded Of him the narrative which now we sing. To her interrogations he replied : — Why will Amanda urge me to reveal Those painful struggles of the tender heart Of infancy, which still, in age mature, Recalled by memory's realizing power. Bid grief, in torrents, down my cheeks to flow ? Though from these apparitions I recoil, And shudder as the gloomy phantoms rise. Still often does the morning of my life (The incipient dawn of intellectual powers) Revisit now my bosom ; and recall These variegated scenes of childhood's prime. Then, by young curiosity impelled, I looked around this habitable globe, Beyond what visual faculties could reach, 52Lr as imagination could expand, Or new-developed mental vision seize On various objects painted on the brain. By means of auditory nerves alone. So far I carefully examined all. To learn their nature, ascertain their use. And know the secret workings of their cause ; While aspirations after knowledge high Were never, then, by narrow confines pent, Nor was imagination's glowing fire *- THE CREATOR. 17 Stayed by contracted limits ; far abroad They both extended with elastic force, Or volatile expansion, grasping all Which optic vision reached, or which report, Through various channels, wafted to ray hearing ; — To Rumor's objects, and to those of sight. The muse innate, coeval with the mind, — A native romance, planted in the breast By Heaven's creative hand, — gave higher charms. And colorings of her own ; and interwove The scenes of nature, and the scenes of art, Delightfully, in her fantastic loom ; And ever she displayed fair Nature's forms In all their beauties and inherent graces, Their genuine, their poetic loveliness ; Not blemished, tarnished, sullied and obscured, As in the chilling air of gloomy prose. Then were the mental energies aroused, Before quiescent ; and the faculties. Which dormant in the little bosom lay. Excited into motion. I demanded. In secret meditations, of my spirit. Concerning my own being, and the means By which I was injected into life. Who turned these members 1 From what hidden power Have I received intelligence 1 Who gave me This high capacity which I possess For intellectual pleasures 1 Still I seek The Mystic Author of ray life, inquiring 4 _ _ — ♦ 18 PEREGRINUS. For him that gave me being ; gazing round On every quarter. — How I long to see him ! Though still the Great, the Wonderful Prime Cause Of being, the Creator of the world, Remains invisible in all my searches, He may be found ; — of this I feel assured. Perhaps he dwells beyond the rising sun : In oriental realms ; perhaps resides Beyond the blue horizon, where he sets, When he, retiring, leaves a darkened world ; Or, far above the height, which he ascends, To scorch us with his full meridian blaze. I 'm confident that my Creator lives ; And lives in high sublimity. Of this My person is a demonstration clear, A proof divine which nothing can refute. Alas ! where is he 1 Should he not pervade The whole creation, which is all his own, Surveying still the building which he formed ? Should he not carefully observe the ways Of all the tenants which he placed within ? Perhaps the reason that I see him not Is, that his person is supremely fine ; Preeminently purer than the wind. Through which I view the sky's expansive arch, All spangled over with unnumbered stars. If, in reality, this be the cause Why we cannot perceive him, he may still *- — * THE CREATOR. 19 Be all around us, like the vital air Which we forever use, but never see. We feel the wind, we know his mighty power, What time he lashes ocean into foam. Then roars and bellows over all the land ; Makes lofty mountains tremble at his rage, Breaks, with tremendous crashing, solid trees, And dashes them with fury to the ground. We never see him when he madly roars ; We never see him in his gentler mood, While breathing, whispering, whistling through the grove. And does not reason teach our Maker's life Is far superior to the life of man ? Is not the vital principle retained Within him, as essentially his own, Superior to the life which he bestows'? Within his own serenity withdrawn, By infinite degrees, I fear he dwells Beyond the comprehension of mankind. Alas ! I fear that I shall ne'er behold The giver of my life — the Great Supreme. Shall never be so purified — refined — That I can know him. Can I be content While ignorant of him 1 I never can ; Without his knowledge I shall be unblest. Thus, oft, within a solitary grove, I, musing, sat ; or wandered to and fro * _ _ ^ 20 PEREGRINTJS. Among- the trees ; while on the flowery verge That passes for the separating line Of infancy and childhood ; (not, indeed, As our narration has their limits drawn ; But as the periods by maternal lips Are commonly divided ;) in the garb Of infancy arrayed, still pondering o'er The variegated scenes and numerous objects That passed before me ; or, concerning which, From conversation, while those aged sires, Who passed their evenings oft in our abode, — And aged matrons with my parents talked, I heard incomprehensible reports. I mused in secret, till the swelling heart, With deep solicitude, with anxious cares. And troubled thoughts, long smothered in the breast, Seemed now, within it, ready to explode ; While queries, uttered in the passing breeze, Found no solutions. Then I dared to seek That information from my teacher's lips So long desired in vain ; and then revealed, With caution, these emotions of the soul, — Emotions long by diffidence concealed. Then first did our maternal guide perceive The fervent aspirations of her child ; — His aspirations after sacred knowledge. Creation's general science ; first discerned His anxious, his supreme desire to know All Nature's Great Invisible Prime Cause, — *- * HIS mother's teachings. 21 Her Author, her Controller, and her Guide ; His moral character, if yet discovered ; And, if revealed, how this will be developed, In his complete economy with man. From time's beginning to its termination. And in the future never ending ages. His teacher was all gentleness and love ; His kind, indulgent mother ; and, full oft. She, through maternal deep affection, mixed Caresses with her teaching ; while her eyes, Her visage, and her gestures, all displayed The emotions of a parent's throbbing heart, — A heart imbued with delicate sensations. By charming Nature, when her plastic fingers Arranged its fibres and supplied its nerves, Which issued first from her creative hand ; Replete with goodness, kindness, truth and love, Benevolence, and every social virtue. Although so delicate, and so refined. The soul of our instructress, — yet, alas ! She never understood the glorious truths Concerning Love Immense — the Love Divine, Which pure and holy through the Scripture flows, Iq rivers of salvation ; never saw The Tree of Life, which, in that paradise, Abounds with perfumes of immortal power, Replenishing its atmosphere with bliss, Inviting all mankind to eat and live. 'f' - — — ^ 22 PEREGRINUS. Taught in the partial system, she supposed That Sin and Death eternally would reign, Soiling and blotting our Creator's work. She never learned that Jesus was commissioned To save and rescue men from every foe ; To cleanse them all from sinfulness and flesh ; Create, in every one, a spirit pure ; And thus, collecting all into himself. At length instal them as the sons of God. Not dreaming of the universal power Of Goodness Infinite, and Love Immense, She still imparted, with maternal care, Those human doctrines which she had imbibed In childhood ; which she verily believed To be the systems of immortal truth. She, too, most indefatigably strove To lead her children all in pious ways ; And holy principles she ever taught. As far as she had knowledge : yet, alas ! She deviated from the holy books. Still teaching those traditionary schemes, And all those dogmas, horrible and strange, Wherein she had herself, in early days, By parents kind, been educated well ; — By parents holy, " Orthodox," and good. Alas ! the bitter and unwholesome fruit, By sad experience we have fully proved, Of these instructions venomous and crude. <^ ^ HIS MEDITATIONS. 23 Which, though transmitted from maternal lips, O'erwhelmed us with the blackness of despair And misery ; being horribly surcharged With all the deadly poison which proceeds From bigotry and superstition blind ; Those clerical traditions, long imposed On churches, by their proud, ambitious priests, As equal to the oracles of God. While standing in the vestibule of life, (Still in the garb of infancy arrayed, As in maternal dialect expressed,) The station of gay pleasures, airy joys, — The glee, the shout, the prattle, and the laugh. Replete with frolic, with unmeaning sports, — With songs, with pictures, and with flowery scenes, Which charm its occupiers, — deeper thoughts And meditations oft employed the mind Of this young object of our humble theme, For whose adventures, lady, you have called. Even there his intellectual powers awoke To vast exertions, — labors seldom tried By men of faculties and years mature. For, thence his mental energies essayed To flit around this habitable globe. To hover round the scenes of human life, And thence imbibe instructions. He observed, Among earth's varied animated forms. Myriads of individuals like himself * 24 PEREGRINUS. In their specific shapes ; though differing much In age, size, texture, qualities and mould : — Myriads of beings of the human race, Who till the ground, who navigate the seas, Who ply commercial, or mechanic arts. In towns or cities ; — who devote their time, To medicine, theology, the laws. Or legislation ; similar, perhaps. In passions ; varying only in degrees ; — They being in their temperament unlike. And in their general training ; — fashioned oft By circumstances, — the strong influence Of education, — the prevailing notions Of people round them, and the general aspect Viewed in their country ; — these asunder lead Into diverging courses, and create A strange diversity of human kind. Nor solely Man attracted his survey. Nor did he reason of our race alone ; But all inferior animals observed. And marked those evidences of design. Of knowledge, wisdom, and creative skill, Which stand, with shining characters, displayed In all their members, and in all their forms ; With those abounding and appropriate means, Provided for the sustenance of all. On earth, or in the seas ; while every sort Is nicely fitted to its mode of life. Nor did he overlook, in this survey. 't'- «* THE OCEAN. 25 That many a species in the brutal world Is made subservient to the use of man ; Who, by his nobler intellectual powers, Protects the feeble, and subdues the strong. With admiration, day and night, he viewed,. The heavens' expanded canopy above ; — Replete with glorious systems ! he observed The variegated landscape here below ; — Earth's charming surface, with her numerous hills, Whence living waters flow ; her fertile vales ; Her shady forests ; her extensive plains ; Her mountains proud, which lift their heads on high, And look serenely over all the clouds ; Her streams, her rivers, and her flowing seas, Now decked with beauty, — now in terrors clad. And threatening wild destruction. These he viewed As ornaments and glories of the world. Next, in imagination, he surveyed The realms of Ocean, — his unfathomed depths Of waters, — fruitful of unnumbered tribes Of finny creatures ; where the ponderous whale Rides, in majestic glory, through the waves, And high above their ridges spouts the brine. There fierce Leviathan, old ocean's king. With length enormous stretches o'er the deep. Or lifts above its surface numerous curves, By mariners afar through glasses viewed. As towering arcs of Neptune's rapid wheels, That waft his flying chariot through the flood. -^ 26 PEREGRINUS. With admiration and sublime delight, He saw the lightning flashing from the clouds ; Heard, while tremendous thunders, growling, rolled. And, with harsh bellowings, shook the solid ground. These wondrous objects having thus observed, With vast astonishment, our infant's lips Asked, Who created these? And then was told That God created everything that is ; — He gave existence to the worlds above ; Heaven, earth, and ocean, too, with all their tribes, Confess themselves this high Creator's work ; — All nature sprang from his prolific will ; All beings, too, were fashioned by his hand. He reared the mountains, and he sank the vales, Scooped out the vast receptacles of seas, And poured the rivers from prolific urns ; With briny waters filled the ocean's bed, Then peopled all with every finny tribe : The quadruped, the reptile, fish, and bird, Alike by his volition were produced. But Man, the chief production of his power, Made in the image of Almighty God, Although created last of all his works. By him, was constituted lord of all. His curiosity, by such replies Excited higher, more intensely glowed ; Hence, quickly, to his kind informer, next * — — god's existence. 27 He, with a palpitating heart, inquired : But who is God, — this Maker, — this Creator 1 How long has he been living 1 — Where was he, And where his dwelling, when there was no heaven For him to occupy 1 What shining world Contains him now? — and who created him? His kind instructress mildly thus replied, (While piety and reverential awe Were in her tones and countenance displayed. As, with enunciation clear, she strove To solve her infant's queries, and inspire His mind with reverence for the Great Supreme.) God never was created, dearest child ! His essence and his life had no beginning. He always had existence ; and his power And love were always infinite as now. His justice was eternally the same, — His wisdom, knowledge, and unfailing truth, With all perfections, holy and divine. Such the Creator of this earth and heaven, Life's author, both for animals and men ; For angels holy, and for seraphs pure. He is essential intellect immense, — Is pure essential spirit ; — and he lives Forever, independent and alone. Jehovah's life is one eternal day ; A day not ushered in by rising morn, Nor destined to behold declining eve, 28 PEREGRINUS. As indicating an approaching night. He, to this day, the never failing sun, With light serene and uncreated, fills Eternity's illimitable orb. Orb of eternity ! — how mortals pant. Heave, toil, and struggle, thee to comprehend ! Then pausing, with amazement overwhelmed, They see their noblest aspirations foiled. Although Jehovah's day is truly one Which cannot be divided into parts. Yet, seen as intersected by the line, Stamped by the wheel of intervening time, And through fallacious mediums viewed, it seems Two hemispheres immense, whose arcs combined, With sweep eternal, comprehend the whole ; — Uniting with the past, which ne'er began. Duration future, which will never end : From this bisection, — all an idle dream, — Of two eternities our doctors speak. One terming future, and the other past. But, did you ask me where Jehovah dwelt Before the heavens and earth, at his volition, Sprang into being ? — or, what brilliant orb Of glory now contains him 1 — Where he dwells, Far off, invisible to mortal eyes. That you, while seeking him, can never find him ? - My dear, before the birth-day of creation, Our God, within his own essential spirit eft.- # god's dwelling. 29 Existing, filled immeasurable space, Forever, with interminable mind. Which all duration, as all space, pervades, And in mysterious harmony unites The present future with the present past ; — For past and future in his presence stand Like that which mortals style "The Present Hour." Our theologic teachers, while they know This doctrine, as a philosophic truth ; And while they, to the knowing and the wise, Declare that God's ubiquity is true — Is taught in Holy Scripture ; — still they speak, In humble style, to men of vulgar minds ; And, therefore, as they would accommodate Their feeble, narrow comprehension, say : God dwells in heaven, that glorious, bright abode, Unpierced by keen imagination ; — • there He fills and occupies a shining throne. Whose glory dazzles all the piercing eyes Of flaming seraphim ; who, therefore, veil Their faces, bowing in prostration low. With raptures beatific and sublime. They say : Heaven is Jehovah's high abode. This earth is but his footstool. Yet, though heaven — World of bright glories, and of joys untold — Is said to be the dwelling of our God, The realm of angels and collected saints ; <*>- 30 PEREGRINUS. Where seraphs, gliding on their wings of flame, Are chanting anthems to the immortal King ; Regions of pure beatitude, unseen By mortals grovelling in this shadowy vale ; — Pacific land, for which apostles sighed. Where bliss, her dove-like wings expanding, sheds Felicities on all ; serene delights, And life-exhilarating joys : — though heaven, Where God Almighty's presence is displayed, In special glories, and effulgence pure. Is said to be his dwelling, you must know His essence has no bound, — is not confined By any limit, nor to any space. He is a Being whom the heaven of heavens Contains not, neither circumscribes. He fills Unbounded space ; and all the realms unknown Of vast immensity are full of God. His title, God Almighty, well expresses. To those who comprehend its definition. His goodness and illimitable power. His name, Jehovah, — his most holy name. Expresses an eternity of Being, Without a passing shadow of a change. He, being Author of the human race, In the beginning was the Sire of all. His grace is infinite ; — he will continue, Forever, father to the wise and good. Unchangeable in his eternal love. These will he bless ; — will succor, will defend them *- god's rebellious children. 31 Against those evils which will overwhelm, In future life, the souls of wicked men. The teacher pausing here, the little child With tokens of astonishment, inquired, Is not our Maker truly sire of all ? And does he not continue father still To every one of all the human race 1 Can this relationship of God to man By time and circumstances be dissolved 1 Is not Jehovah God and Father now To good and evil ones, — to all mankind? No, dearest one, his teacher quick replied ;— Vile people surely cannot be the children Of our Creator, of the living God ; — Though, by creation, all, at first, were his. All were his progeny ; — for all were made In likeness of the great Immortal King ; — The King Eternal. Sinners, by transgression, Have lost his image. These are not his offspring, ■ They 've all become the children of his foe, — All enemies of good , — the sons of evil. If all were holy, pious, just, and wise. He, truly, then, would be the father still To all the members of the human race. But men are sinful : — they will not obey The mandates of the universal Lord. They disregard his precepts ; — they renounce <»- — c^ 32 PEREGRINUS. And scorn his sacred truths ; — they break his laws ; They madly 'gainst his government rebel. But, mother ! what will be the last result, — The final issue ; — what the closing scene Of this rebellion ; — fraught with magic power To metamorphose thus the sons of God ; — To new-create them, children of his foe? My son, these rebel children will receive. From their almighty, wise, and righteous Judge, The terrible — though just and due — reward Of their demerit, — of their foolish deeds. If men forsake their God, — their father scorn, His precepts slighting, — he will cast away These sons of disobedience and of pride ; In wrath, he righteously will give them up To their own evil hearts and erring minds, The guidance of imaginations vain, Till their pernicious ways in darkness end. They having plunged deep in the noisome gulf Of horrors, miseries, tormenting pains, Despair, and irremediable woes ; — Their wretched choice forever to bewail. Dear mother ! — how my very soul is grieved For these poor sinners ! — Cannot grandsire find, By all the wisdom which he keeps in store. Some means by which we may convince them all Of their wrong doings ; and by which induce -# ^ THE DESTINY OF THE GOOD. 33 The whole of them to leave their wicked courses, Embrace the truth, and walk in righteous ways — In paths, which in beatitude will end ? But next I fervently desire to know What special favors God has in reserve For those who love him and revere his will, Keep lall his statutes, and are always good. My dearest child, you mayjbe well assured, The Lord most holy will forever bless Such people as are pious in the worship Of God omnipotent, creation's Sire, — The King of angels ; — such as, being just In all their dealings, still preserve the truth Unsullied in their intercourse with men. These will he guide, defend, console, direct ; — Will cheer and strengthen them, while life remains ; And, when their flesh, decaying, turns to dust, And their freed spirits, which can never die. Forsake their fragile tenements of earth, And soar away to regions far remote. Beyond the sun, — beyond the starry skies. These pure immortal souls will he receive To dwell forever with himself in heaven, — The realm of perfect blessedness ; — to join The sacred anthems of celestial choirs ; — To chant the praises of Almighty God, In highest ecstacies of perfect joy. There will they join with patriarchs, prophets, saints. -«> 34 PEREGRINUS. Apostles, angels, in societies Of holy orders and of holy names, (Unknown to mortals sojourning below,) Whose mutual pleasures nothing can alloy. For these, celestial love forever flows, In purest rivers of immortal life. There will they be, with garments white, arrayed, By heaven's own prince, Messiah: — they will shine Like seraphs ; and will be as blessed as they. But, ah ! the wicked ! — what a dire reverse I How terrible must be the sinner's doom ! What awful punishments await them all ! — A contrast horrible must be surveyed. While briefly treating of the sinner's doom. When these expire, their lost immortal souls. To God ascending, quivering, shuddering, stand Before his dread, inexorable bar. To hear their final destiny pronounced ; — To hear the sentence which will them consign To horrors and unutterable woes. Then, with amazing anguish, they will sink Deep into hell, — a black and noisome pit, The realm of inconceivable despair, — A raging furnace, which with fury burns — Of vast dimensions, and unceasing flames. While yet their thundering condemnation sounds, Reverberating from the vault of heaven. With deafening echoes, through those upper worlds, * ^ FATE OF THE WICKED. 35 They, from the skies with flaming vengeance driven, Pursued with lightning to the verge of night. Where, with perpetual sway, confusion reigns, Are plunged in darkness ; till infernal bands Of fierce and cruel beings, full of rage, — Known by the name of Devils and of fiends, — With fury seize upon these wretched souls, And with malignant bowlings o'er their prey. Drag them, loud shrieking, to the dark abyss, Whose wild, mysterious horrors far transcend The strongest powers of mortal to conceive. These fiends will plunge them into burning seas, — A world of liquid fire, prepared of old For Satan and his angels, when, at first. Through their rebellious haughtiness, they left The holiness of their primeval state. And into realms of purity and bliss Inducted wrath, iniquity, and sin. For these Omnipotence prepared the lake, Whose fires on never wasting brimstone live, Forever burning, and are never quenched ; Deep into this black region devils hurl, With taunts and sneers, the ghosts of wicked men, And long torment them for their heinous sins. Here paused our teacher, and surveyed her child. That queries might be interposed by him, Or difliculties stated : — but, alas ! He spoke not ; — for unutterable grief 4 . <». _ # 36 PEREGRINUS. Had plunged into his breast her vulture fangs ; — Had rent the fibres of Ris quivering heart, And through his nerves her venom had diffused. His parent saw, and rapidly exclaimed, — What ails my darling now ? — what makes him ill ? — How his lips quiver ! — how his colors change ! Oh ! how he trembles ! — he will surely fall Before I reach him ! — Oh ! my child will die ! — How his heart palpitates ! — his bosom swells ! Bring vt^ater ! — how he heaves and pants for breath ! — Bring water, Sarah, quick ! — bring water, quick ! Will you bring water? — is he — is he — dead? He breathes again ! — he breathes ! — yes ; he will live ! Dear creature ! — through heaven's mercy, he revives. He is not, by this indiscretion, lost, As I suspected ; though it did appear That I, by this, had really slain my child. I find I 've been too hasty, — gone too far ; Too deeply painted those horrific scenes Of judgment, vengeance and infernal woes. I plainly see that I began too soon To show him all the terrors of the law. As thundered from Mount Sinai's fiery top ; Which Israel's numerous congregated hosts Had not, of old, the firmness to abide. ^ ^ SYMPATHETIC EMOTION. 37 It was too early to communicate This awful doctrine to his tender heart. I now perceive that I should have deferred A while the dire instruction, till his mind, His strength and judgment, should have been matured. Preparing him for these tremendous truths, Which even adults with grief and terrors hear. She spoke ; — and suddenly two gushing streams Flowed copiously from her maternal eyes, And laved the bosom of her tiny charge, — Her only son, — chief object of her hope, Anticipations, and assiduous cares. Her pupil, too, experienced sweet relief To his o'erburdened spirits, as he caught, By nature's sympathy, the melting passions Which now his teacher's sentiments controlled ; Emotions intermingled, undefined, Which as a deluge in her bosom flowed. Her delicate sensations were, anon. Within his soul reflected ; while his brain Was in a corresponding flood dissolved, — The flood of intermingled grief and love. Thus were his spirits soothed, his strength renewed ; — New vigor was excited in his nerves. And lost articulation thus restored. He, being thus renewed, again applied To his instructress ; and again he sought <%> — — —^ 38 PEREGRINUS. For information to relieve the doubts And difficulties of his laboring mind, Concerning maxims, which to him appeared Unjust, unmerciful, and most absurd ; — Those cruel doctrines by his parents taught, With deep solemnity, as sacred truths. Is this reality, or but a dream. The frightful lecture, that I seemed to hear From lips maternal, from my pious guide? Oh ! what terrific, what enormous scenes Of vengeance, misery, cruelties and wrath. Are now flung open and o'erwhelm the mind ! Amazement seized me, — horrors overflowed me, — Which all my senses and my reason drowned. I never, never, could have once imagined Such awful scenes as now have been described Would ever in the universe be known. True, she informs me wicked folks deserve, By their abominable evil deeds. These cruel punishments ; — these torturing pains. In fiery seas, by fiends tormented there, Who swell their anguish, and increase the flames. She still informs me that Almighty God, According to his sovereign pleasure, made All kinds of beings in heaven, earth or hell. But can she tell me why the Great Supreme Created an abominable race Of wicked men ? Why did he not create them #- INQUIRIES CONCERNING GOD. 39 All pure and righteous ; — so that none at all Should be tormented, being dragged away From heaven, through darkness tangible, to hell, And plunged by devils into burning seas'? Her lips informed me of this odious race Of vile tormenting devils. — Who are theyl What is their nature? and from whence derived? And what have sinners ever done to them, Which has excited their infernal spite Against these hapless victims of despair? Why should they drag poor quivering souls away, Then plunge them headlong into burning floods. And long torment them for their heinous sins? Will not hell-flames torment these devils tpo ? Have they capacities for bearing fire In hell, unscathed by its tremendous heat ? Were they created fire-proof at the first? Or, have they since became inured to flame? — By whom were these tormenting devils made? Did he that made the seraphs of the skies According to his own eternal will, Make devils tool — why make such horrid creatures'^ Are these of any kind of use to him ? Did he design them, when he willed their being, For this vile office of tormenting sinners? Were they made officers for executing His sentence on the wretches thus condemned To suffer all the miseries of hell ? If I were able to create a world. 40 PEREGRmUS. I 'd have no devils, and no wicked men, — No fiends, no demons ; — all that I vv^ould make Should be upright, benevolent and just : If I, like God, possessed Almighty povi^er, I 'd make them perfect all, without a stain. Why did Omnipotent Jehovah make Such evil beings to defile his works ? Why force them into being, if their lives Must be to them tormenting living curses? To these interrogations of her child, Proposed in deepest anguish of the soul, Which animated them with thrilling force, His pious teacher, deeply moved, replied : My son, 'tis difficult to solve your doubts, Involving mysteries hidden and abstruse. The secret counsels of the Omniscient mind, Which oft are covered from seraphic gaze. Besides, what numerous queries, all at once, Are flung before me in chaotic mass ! While several of your questions, I confess, Too hard for me to answer. We should trust, With meek and humble confidence, in God ; Since we cannot expect to comprehend, To perfect satisfaction, while on earth. All his mysterious ways. Let this suffice, To learn that he is most completely just ; Is infinitely holy, wise and good ; Is perfect in benevolence and truth : ^ MYSTERY OF GOD's JUDGMENTS. 41 This clearly in the Bible is revealed, Hence are we certain he can do no wrong : This knowledge ought to satisfy the mind, — 'T is quite enough for mortals here below. Of course, the judgments of the Almighty King, To his poor creatures, often seem obscure ; And hence it is impossible for man To see the rectitude of all his ways. Still, though to human amaurotic eyes, While covered with mortality's dark veil, Black, dismal clouds this government involve — The vast economy of God Most High ; — Though lurid vapors hover round his steps, While yet advancing toward the grand result. Which shall with never-fading glories crown His judgments, and his dealings with mankind ;-^ These are surrounded with horrific gloom To those who would explore them ere the day For this complete development arrive. Now, though it far surpasses all the skill Of wisest doctors of the Christian church, Or brightest sages, now to reconcile These seeming inconsistencies, — 'tis wrong, — 'T is criminal, — for mortals to suspect The truth and justice of Almighty God. His sayings all are faithfulness and truth ; His ways are equal, and his judgments right. «^- 42 PEREGRINUS. You ask me, why Jehovah did create Such wicked men and women : — I reply, He did not make them wicked ; — they have fallen From the perfection of the high estate In which they were created and installed, By their great Father, when the world began. When God created man, he made him pure, From all iniquities entirely free ; Imbued with no propensity for sin ; A constituted image of his Lord ; In knowledge and in holiness complete. The great progenitor of human kind, When he first issued from his Maker's hand, Such, and so glorious, as we have described, Was stationed in a fruitery, prepared By Heaven's munificence for his abode ; With all accommodations fitted well For holy pleasure, happiness and joy. His consort was created like himself, With knowledge, righteousness, and truth endued ; A meet companion, and appropriate help For man, not destined to abide alone. In this enchanting region of delight, This realm of pure beatitude and peace. Long would this couple have continued blest And happy ; — they no sorrows would have known, Still growing purer, and still more refined, — ^ —4' ««>- THE FALL OF MAN. 43 More holy, more seraphic, more divine ; — Till fitted well to be from earth removed To heaven above, where God, their father, reigns ; — The realms of glory, and the worlds of light, Where life forever blooms, and never fades ; — Bright orbs revolving round Jehovah's throne, Warmed and irradiated with the beams Of beauty, love, and sempiternal grace, Which thence in blissful emanations flow. Such our first parents were, in that estate Wherein they were created : — such, indeed, Their numerous progeny had still remained, Now and to all eternity the same, — All sinless, and all happy ; — but the fall Has dashed poor human nature in the mire ; — Has plunged it deep into the noisome pit Of follies, of pollution, and of sin, From that high eminence in which it stood, In Godlike immortality and bliss ; Has ruined, sullied, and defiled the same, In all its faculties, and all its powers ; And, voiding it of goodness, left it filled With dire corruption. Hence, now man is born. And enters life, at enmity with God, Abiding under his Creator's curse And condemnation, — justly now his due ; Transmitted downward from his earliest sire, A legal and hereditary weight Of sad demerit, forfeiture, and pains. — — — <» 44 PEREGRINUS. In this condition every child of man (His state of nature ever since the fall) Continues, till death's stiff and icy hand Cong-eals the vital current ; frees the soul From earth, and seals its everlasting doom ; If not by force supernal and divine At length arrested in his evil course. And all his nature's sinful current changed. My dearest child, w^ill you remember this, As fundamental in the Christian faith : That, as man thus polluted enters life. Born heir to sorrow, misery, and death, A living death of long-protracted w^oes. In this condition he must still remain, Till his unrighteous heart is formed anew ; Till he is changed from nature into grace ; Is thus regenerated, — thus new-born, — By water, spirit, and redeeming blood ; Then registered within the book of life, An heir of glory, and a child of God. This infant, here, unable to restrain The swelling billows in his troubled soul, With heart near bursting, interrupted thus Her pious lecture, and, with grief, replied : Dear mother, I beseech you to vouchsafe Permission to propose some question here. When earth was in her blooming vernal state, Was in the morning of the human race ; ««• * ^ EFFECTS OF THE FALL. 45 When two alone had being, — man and wife, — And those two perfect ones, (for, you informed me, These two first people, both alike, were perfect In truth and goodness,) how could these contrive, — And how could they desire, — to perpetrate Those heinous deeds, by which they have defiled Themselves, becoming quite as black as those Tormenting, hideous fiends whom you described? How could they change their natures, thus deforming The likeness of their Maker, and assuming An image wholly opposite to his 1 — The likeness (I suppose) of demons dwelling In suffocating floods of burning sulphur. But ah ! the consequences of their deeds ! — Alas ! for their effect on future ages ! All generations ruined by their doings ! Far more astounding mystery this involves Than perfect, holy ones committing sin, And their own ruin as the dire result. And must all human beings feel the weight, The horrid weight, of their first parent's crime ? This is not equity : — this is not right : Men should not suffer by their father's work, As criminals : they, for another's fault, — Unknown to them, — should never be condemned As felons. Oh ! I cannot bear to think That with his creatures God has managed thus. He pausing, his instructress briefly said : The first man was progenitor of all, -* 46 PEREGRINUS. And SO their constituted federal head — The legal agent for the human race. Her pupil answered : But did all consent For him to represent their moral lives ; — That he, by his transactions, might involve The human race in wretchedness and guilt ? Why should I, without mercy, be chastised, For acts of felony, however base. Committed in my absence, long before I had a being in the universe ? Ah ! — this is more than mystery : — 't is wrong ; • 'Tis rank injustice ! I am very sure That I was not accessory at all To that offence, because I was not there, Nor with the offenders had communication. I 'm certain, likewise, had I been alive. And present, where those authors of our race First acted that abominable scene. That I would absolutely have refused To join the party, and to disobey The statutes of the universal King. She said : Of this you never can be sure ; While by temptations you are still untried, Be not too confident. The child continued : But did I, by this one transgression, fall 1 And am I ruined by another's crime 1 A disobedience, which I never wrought, Of laws and precepts which I never heard 1 * EFFECTS OF THE FALL. 47 My son, what demon causes you to sin? What subtle and infernal enemy Disturbs your quiet, making you distrust Your heavenly father's love 1 The child proceeds : It seems impossible to me, that two, By sinful conduct of whatever grade, Though deep and venomous as floods of hell, Could make all nations wretched. Do explain. My son, what frenzy fastens on your mind? Leave these dark topics all for life mature, And listen to the words of gospel truth, Which I will teach you. He continues still : Do tell what influence their transgression has On ages many a thousand years remote From this dark period of their base revolt : Do tell me what invention was achieved To ruin all posterity, by pouring Its deadly, withering venom through the stalk To distant branches, — even its latest shoots. Tell how the poison still retains its power, Till this creation reach its final age, When Time, exhausted with his labors, sinks In ruins, and forever disappears. He paused. His teacher gave him no reply, While panting with anxiety he stood Awaiting her solutions of his doubts. «*• — — <*• 48 rEREGRlNFS. Then he, perceiving that he looked in vain For explications of these awful themes, Which might relieve him, and assuage his grief, Renewing his interrogations, said : Dear mother, I beseech you, let me know, (Since you declare it is the living truth,) How millions could be implicated thus In all the consequences of a deed Of trespass, criminality, and guilt. Done and transacted many thousand years Before they once had breathed the vital air. This strange idea has ruined all my peace, Inflicting pangs which I cannot endure. Will mother please to dissipate the gloom Spread o'er this subject? — will she make it plain? And will she next reply to what before Was asked, and which unanswered still remains? How people, whom the Lord created pure At first, and made them holy, just, and true. Good, wise, and perfect, could desire to sin. To these inquiries, then, his teacher kind. With agitation visible, replied : My son, forbear ; the Almighty's ways are strange. Dark and mysterious, — cannot be explained To mortals, poor inhabitants of earth. But, as I said before, we must confide In his eternal faithfulness and truth. Believing that his counsels all are right. _ ^ EFFECTS OF THE FALL. 49 Although we cannot understand them now. I will inform you what has been revealed In Holy Scripture, in the precious book Which God Almighty graciously has given To sinful mortals here, — a perfect guide, For their direction, while they travel on Through this dark wilderness, with devious paths, And leaders false, abounding, aiming still To draw their footsteps, wandering far astray From peace and virtue, from the way of life. With these instructions, from the Bible drawn, My little child must learn to be content ; For what Jehovah has resolved to leave Enveloped with impenetrable gloom. We may not seek to fathom or explore. With patient confidence, we must submit To our Creator. Secret things belong To him alone, — he can do nothing wrong. Here Peregrinus interposed again, Athirst for information ; while respect, With love and reverence, in his bosom glowed, For his instructress — though with fear oppressed Of grieving, or perhaps offending her, By his interrogations, haply seeming Impious, to her, impertinent and strange. Dear mother, I do fervently desire, If possible, your precepts to observe. I would not, for the whole creation, grieve — <^ 50 PEREGRINUS. The friend, the guardian of my tender years. Hence, certainly, I never will neglect, In full observance, as a rule of life, One saying, which can possibly be kept, Proceeding from her kind maternal lips. But now she has commanded me to trust In God's eternal faithfulness and truth. Believing that his precepts all are right ; She bids me, in ray very heart, believe That he is all benignity and grace. All love and goodness ; — then advances proofs As to my feeble understanding seems. In all she of his character reveals, Of wrath and vengeance, — opposite extremes To those essential attributes of God. I will observe, as far as in my power, All these instructions she has given me now ; And when I find his general dealings good. As manifested to the sons of men, I certainly will trust him for the rest. Fain would I find my great Creator such That I could love him with a fervent soul, Without the least suspicion to detract From this affection, or its zeal diminish ; Without the least suspicion of his truth, His justice, and his universal love ; — Such goodness as 1 should expect to find In Deity. But how can I confide In him, before I have one single proof *- ^ ^ I LOVE TO GOD. 61 Of his impartial equity divine ? How can I love a being such as this, In whom I cannot find a single trait Of goodness and benevolence displayed ? How can I love him, while forever dealing In cruelties and vengeance with mankind 1 Is cruelty an object for my love ? Can I, by any means, compel my heart To clasp an object in its pure embrace From which my sensibilities recoil ? A character so terribly severe. My bosom heaves and sickens at the thought? O that our Maker were as truly good As our kind parents ! — I should him revere, And love him, also, with a fervent soul, As every day we love our mother now. But why do I love her 1 Because I know She is, forever, worthy of my love. Her love attracts me, while it kindles mine. I know she is benevolent to all. But, surely, I possess unfailing proofs That she loves me ; while every day she strives To make me happy ; she, with tender care. In sickness, watches over me ; she weeps When I am in affliction ; but she smiles When I am pleased and happy ; while her joy By fond embraces often is expressed. And delicate caresses ; proving thus Her love to me, and both my sisters, too. 52 PEREGRINUS. Now while her kindness thus is every day- Made visible, love fills our little hearts ; — With filial love our throbbing bo^ms glow. And, through attractions similar to these, We all revere and love our father, too. When dealing with his neighbors, he observes Strict justice ; but, in every dubious case, Gives them advantage of the doubtful points. He always sympathizes with the grief Of poor, afflicted ones ; — the destitute Find ever an asylum in his house ; — And their necessities are all supplied. But we are special objects of his care ; He loves the family ; and ever toils For means to satisfy their daily wants. Does not such goodness captivate and charm The soul with irresistible attractions 1 Does she not, with her atmosphere of love Enveloped, sweetly guide her wilhng subjects, With pleasure, with ineffable sensations Of holy rapture in their willing minds — Love's captives being most divinely free. O ! did such kindness dwell in my Creator, As fervently I 'd love him ; my devotion Would still increase with more discovered goodness. If like his might were his paternal love Supreme and infinite, I would adore him With all my powers and faculties of soul, god's love to man. 53 With all the spirit, and with all the mind. O, prove to me his goodness : this alone Will kindle in my breast the living flame, — The love that many waters cannot quench, Though deep, cold deluges should overflow me. He would have added more ; but his instructress Here, interrupting his discussion, said, — My dear, I 've frequently, before this, told you That God is infinite in love and goodness. As well as power. Why will you not believe ? Confess it now ; then worship and adore him. The child continues : Truly this I know, My parent, teaching me concerning him. Declares him righteous and divinely good ; But, ah ! what specimens she lays before me ! What awful samples of paternal love ! She says, — if I have comprehended right, — That he was Father, once, to all mankind, — That he is our Creator and our King ; That, if in happiness we seek to dwell Eternally in heaven, we must adore And love this Deity, with all our might. With all our spirits, and with all our souls : For thus alone his favor is procured. And only thus he can be reconciled To his poor children, who are all abased, Degraded, ruined, by another's fall. 5* 54 PEREGRINUS. Still more astonishing, I heard her say, That all who love not this Creator now By him will be delivered, after death, To fierce tormentors — vile, insulting fiends ; To devils, who will drag their souls away To hell, a lake of never ceasing fire, Then plunge them headlong into burning seas, To be tormented for their want of love To God, the mighty Author of their woes ; To God, who made them creatures of his will, With such propensities by him endued As seemed well pleasing to his sovereign mind. Hush ! little railer ! do not thus accuse Your great Creator, Giver of your life, And Author of your being. You blaspheme. The child : — Is he not author of their woes, Since all their faculties by him were given, — Their qualities of spirit and of flesh. Their sentiments, their intellects, with all That appertains to wretched mortals here, — Well knowing all the horrible results Of these propensities which he bestowed ? Must we be tortured in a fiery lake, For want of love to that tremendous power Who gave our being but to please himself, Yet makes that being one perpetual curse 1 My child , I hear you with amazing fears, With apprehensions of some dire result Of this strange bias of your infant mind. INQUIRIES CONCERNING GOD's LOVE. 55 Why will you speculate on things so deep, Beyond the sounding of created line 1 But I will hear you now, for once. Proceed ; Unbosom all the sorrows of your heart, In secret, to your mother's listening ear. I thank you, madam, for this kind indulgence ; Of which I must avail myself; still hoping That I shall not in this abuse your goodness. And now I must inquire, with your permission, Can love from dismal horrors take its rise ? Can this by cruel vengeance be inspired ? Can folks be frightened into love divine By cruel devils, and tormenting fiends 1 My parent has commanded me to love Almighty God, the universal King, The Father both of angels and of men, And, as appears to me, of devils too ; The great Creator and the sovereign Lord Of beings which in heaven and earth exist, Or underneath, in that infernal deep. The realm of horrors, torments and despair. What she commands me I desire to do. With fervent, inexpressible desires, I wish, through her instructions, to discern Some lovely attributes in God. I long To find him kind, affectionate and good ; To all his creatures merciful and just. His goodness then would renovate my soul, 56 PEREGRINUS. And cause me to adore him all my life. But cruelty, with her repulsive mien, Chills my affections and excites disgust Still, notwithstanding all that I have learned Concerning God's unjust and cruel ways, Some feeble, some almost expiring hope, Within my quivering bosom still remains, In favor of our great, immortal Sire — That future seasons will in him discover. When his true character shall be revealed. Such amiable traits as will excite My admiration, and attract my love. I, therefore, now request you to rehearse The whole long narrative which you commenced Before, of man's creation, and the fall Of our first parents from the glorious state Of perfect holiness in which they stood. When newly fashioned by their Maker's hand. But, most of all, I now desire to know Why God omnipotent created man ; What the prime object which could him induce To give new being to the human species. He pausing, quickly his instructress said, — My dear, according to our great divines, Jehovah's highest end, in forming man, Was this : that he might glorify his God, And thus eternally enjoy his love. OBJECT OF man's CREATION. 57 O ! cried her pupil, — this was truly good ! This was an object worthy of his name ! These are delightful tidings ! I rejoice, On ascertaining this important cause. That, in his long eternity of bliss. First interrupted his serene repose, Inducing him to undertake the plan Of man's creation ; raising into life New objects of his providential care. God is a Father infinitely kind. All other suppositions are mistakes. xA.ll his designs are infinitely good ; Omnipotent volition never fails : All kinds of ill must, therefore, be dissolved ; War, hatred, strife and enmity will die ; And all mankind will live in perfect bliss. For, if our Maker's knowledge, power and skill, Are vast as all the immensity of space, And comprehend eternity's duration. We know his chief intention will succeed ; Nor can his minor purposes be lost. Hence, man at length will glorify his God, As one made worthy of his Maker's love, And in his favor be forever blest. All human beings will at last arrive At this sublimity of joy ; will rise To pure beatitude, as yet unknown, And bask forever in their Father's smiles. <%> <%> — ♦ 58 PEREGRINUS. Since I am happy in Jehovah's love, I, therefore, now desire to hear you sing A tuneful anthem to our Maker's praise, In Sapphic measure, which my soul admires ; Or some delightful hymn of Isaac Watts, Replete with tender mercies and with love, With glory! hallelujah! interlined. These songs would open heaven ; and I should rise Above, and enter, there to feel and see The high beatitude of perfect life. Where life and love immortal are the same. Our mild instructress, having kissed her child. With smiles and tears commingled, love and grief Conspicuous in her most expressive mien, Thus, in reply, with hesitation, spoke : My son, it grieves me here to interrupt Your tide of pleasure, while it sweetly flows From your construction of my brief reply To your inquiries, when you wished to know The Almighty's object in creating man. I see that your deductions, seeming fair To human thoughts, not understanding well The mystic premises on which they build. Have kindled living ecstacies of joy Within your bosom, and have banished grief. O I with what pleasure would I nourish still This new-discovered fountain of delight, -^ # <%, A mother's prayer. 59 If truth and Christian principles allowed! But we have not authority from God To use our carnal reason, and infer By human logic maxims not expressed In that undeviating rule of faith, The Holy Bible, which is all inspired. Now, if by reasoning we may not arrive At new conclusions, howsoever plain The consequences to the mind appear, When not expressly stated in the Book, Much less may we presume to contradict. By inference, the doctrines written there. The penal sanctions of Jehovah's law, — Those awful doctrines I before explained, — There stand as God's immutable decrees : All these, assuredly, we must receive. However painful to the carnal mind. But now my household business calls me hence : — I go, my son, and leave you to reflect On those instructions which, with earnest care, Into your tender bosom I have poured. O may the eternal Ruler of the world, My child o'ershadowing with immortal grace, In his abounding mercy, now bestow On him sufficiency of mental strength And courage to receive his awful truths. May God exalt and purify your heart. And noble firmness to your soul impart, 60 PEREGRINUS. Enabling you, in spirit, to receive These holy principles, which saints believe. For this you never must forget to pray : — The Lord will hear what you, in private, say ; He graciously will answer your request, Bestowing consolation, joy, and rest ; And make you, while believing, "beyond expression blest." His spirit he will give you from above. And fill your heart with sanctifying love ; So shall you more and more in him possess Of knowledge, wisdom, grace, and righteousness ; Till you, at length, are fitted to arise To beatific mansions in the skies. There tribulations never shall annoy, Nor fear nor sorrows interrupt your joy, Divinely flowing from the throne of God, In streams perennial, and in rivers broad ; Difl^using pleasures o'er the sacred plains, Where, in his father's glory, Jesus reigns ; — Where these, united with the spirit, shine, Emitting rays most holy and divine ; Which banish darkness, and repelling night, Fill vast immensity with floods of light. These salutiferous, — these life-giving rays, Serenely flowing, kindle to a blaze Immortal ecstacies, eternal love. And pMre beatitude, in worlds above. -* A mother's fancies. 61 The citizens of heaven will ne'er complain Of mental anguish, nor corporeal pain ; Still in possession of eternal peace, Whose beatific visions never cease. There will you see Jehovah's shining mien, And find no intercepting cloud between. There you will ever in the knowledge grow Which you so fervently desire below. Then God's eternal justice will appear Forever perfect and forever clear ; And you, with all the universe, will own The rectitude of his imperial throne. These impious doubts will then arise no more, Which here oppress you, — which I now deplore ; For, then, with full assurance, you will find Jehovah righteous, merciful, and kind ; Beholding still these attributes displayed In all which his almighty hands have made. I know, my precious child, these sacred themes By day employ your thoughts ; — I know your dreams. By night, are occupied with themes divine ; Hence oft I fancy Heaven has some design. Some calling high, for which he now prepares This little object of my zealous cares. To raise him far above the common lot, In public usefulness : so all have thought, Who ever viewed him with observing eyes, And noted how his meditations rise To great and holy subjects, which appear 62 FEREGRINUS. Sublimely raised above the common sphere Of pleasures and employments which engage The minds of children, though of riper age. I hope that, through the power of sovereign grace, My son will benefit the human race. Through all the generations yet unborn, Henceforward, till the resurrection morn. O blest anticipation ! — But I still Have dire forebodings of some future ill For him that I so often have caressed. Clasped in my arms and nurtured with my breast. Now I behold in him a future saint ; — Now fear lest infidelity should taint, (Which Heaven avert !) with her unhallowed breath. His opening mind, infusing moral death Through all his intellects, and so destroy. By her dread influence, a mother's joy ; — Lest she my budding expectations blight, And bury all in everlasting night. When hope prevails, imagination high Anticipates the pleasures of the sky ; — The central haven of my fond desires. To which my soul, with fervent zeal, aspires. But when I listen to these gloomy fears, I wet my pillow with my flowing tears ; My bosom then transpierced with anguish keen, I almost seem to realize the scene ; — To see my child, misled by reasoning pride, BELIEF IN CHRIST. 63 Renounce the Bible, which should be his guide ; Then wander into errors dark and broad, Deny his Saviour, and forsake his God ; — And there, without a beam of gospel-day, Forlorn, bewildered, and benighted, stray. On your behalf my daily prayers ascend : — May God omnipotent my child defend. His soul enlighten, and secure his head ^ From all those evils which his parents dread. May Heaven prepare him, through almighty love. To walk with Jesus, in the worlds above, In robes of his salvation, white and pure, Those garments which eternally endure. But I must leave you : when we next converse, The narratives desired I will rehearse : — First, of Creation ; next, the Fall of Man ; Then, of Redemption's ever blessed plan. Designed poor wretched mortals to restore To brighter glories than they knew before, — Made friends and brothers of the eternal Son, Who fought their battles, who the victory won For Satan's captives ; — then, ascending high, In triumph, rode through all the sky ; Pierced death and hell with mortal wounds, and then Received donations for the sons of men. Yes : our immortal Hero did receive, For rebels, gifts. My precious child, believe -* 64 PEREGRINUS. In him that leads you to celestial day — Believe in Christ, and fling your doubts away. • The parent made her exit : but her child Forth wandered to his solitary bower, Alone to ponder on the doctrines taught By his maternal guide, through pious zeal To have him well instructed in the truths Of pure religion : (such did she believe The dogmas and traditions of the church, Those sacerdotal glosses of the Scriptures.) But, lady, seek not here to penetrate The deep recesses of his troubled breast, Where agonizing thoughts, conflicting, preyed Upon his vitals, and, with vulture fangs, Rent all their fibres, till they heaved and panted, (Like swelling earthquakes,) threatening to explode, Their prison-house destroying. They must lie Unnoted there, to Lethe's night consigned. Thus Peregrinus spoke. Amanda heard, With deep attention, his protracted story : And, as she listened, in her glowing mien Anxiety was pictured, with the signals. Changing and various, which indicate Intensely fervent sympathies ; expressing The delicate sensations of a bosom Replete with kindness, and with every virtue. ■-» SECOND BOOK. Full many a leaden-footed week had gone, And plunged beneath the desolating flood Of drear oblivion, whose obscuring waves, With dull, heart-chilling murmurs, slowly curl O'er kingdoms, once the sovereigns of the earth, Now razed and blotted from the book of fame. E'en slow-revolving months had rolled away, Since we, in peace-destroying lectures, heard The sad instructions which we lately sung. Afflictive providences, and disease In our domestic circles — cumbrous weights Of evil fortune, (these we now consign To Lethe's custody — a mournful train Of rife catastrophes, disasters dire. And sad reverses of the darkest hue ;) — Had interdicted, with supreme command. The reassumption of those awful themes Anticipated when we parted last. (Of this elapse, three months our infant mourned The absence of his mother, far away, 4 4' 6* 66 PEREGUmUS. And thrice that time the absence of his sire, By canvas-pinions wafted further still ; While, in his hearing, rumor had affirmed That o'er them both the ocean's billows rolled ; That, by a slimy shroud enveloped round. They both were sleeping in his oozy bed.) Within this period, all instructions given Were brief as mandates of the moral law, Engraved on marble tables, while, of old, With quaking, Sinai owned a present God. Meanwhile, reflections preyed upon the mind Of this poor hero of our humble muse. Pondering o'er all the doctrines newly learned, From private lectures of his good instructress, And deeply in his memory engraved. His meditations on these strange accounts Concerning God and angels far above, Of Satan and tormenting fiends below. Fed on his quivering vitals, day and night, Inducing epilepsies, whence ensued The rage of fevers, whose pestiferous breath Had wafted him upon the gloomy verge Of Death's dominions, dreary and obscure. He seemed just ready for the fatal plunge Beneath the unfathoraed waters of decease, When Heaven forbade his exit, and recalled His soul and spirit to the scenes of earth. Thus reinstated in terrestrial life. -# CONVERSATION RESU.^IED. 67 Again he wandered through the fields and groves, Revolving horrid doctrines in his mind, By his own mother, as by others, taught ; And, as he pondered all her sayings o'er, Without cessation, bitterly he mourned, While thoughts terrific of an angry God Enveloped nature (though by Heaven adorned With loveliness) in garments of despair. As formerly, full often, he reclined Beneath the branches of a lofty oak Of vast dimensions, with expansive shade, To muse, in all the bitterness of grief, On those strange attributes of Deity Portrayed in doctrines by the clergy taught, And by his mother to his ear conveyed. When fit occasion once again occurred, To his instructress bowing, thus he spoke : — Dear mother, have you leisure to impart The instruction now for which I 've waited long, — - That information which I craved before, When we our latest conversation held, On holy doctrines and religious themes ? She said, I 've leisure : — what have you to say? What has my darhng further to inquire ? Propose your queries ; I will answer now. O may the Almighty Father give me grace To heal your bosom, solving every doubt With which your troubled spirit is perplexed. ^- 68 PEREGRINUS. So spake the parent ; — then, her anxious child, Though fearing to offend her, thus replied : When our kind mother last, though long ago, Gave me instructions, in religious things. With care maternal, striving to make plain The Almighty's dealing with our feeble race, I did most earnestly desire to know What his prime motive possibly could be, What his chief object, in creating man. She said : According to our great divines, The Lord's chief motive in creating man Was this : — that he might glorify his God, And so eternally enjoy his love : To glorify his God is man's chief end. And him, to all eternity, enjoy. This she asserted ; — had she left it here, What happiness were mine ! for, I conceived, As he is quite unlimited in power. And infinite in knowledge, this was sure, — That he would execute his chief desiorn. And man, hereafter, be released from all That is offensive to the will of Heaven ; That he, at length, would glorify his God, And through eternity enjoy his love. As God's unbounded knowledge grasps, at once. Eternity's transactions and events, I thought his mind could never be deceived, Nor he be thwarted once in his designs. Nor one of all his numerous counsels fail. <^— __ — -^ ^ ^ RETROSPECT. 69 Much less did I suppose that any power Could disappoint him in his greatest end, His chief design, when he created man ; For, surely, he has thrice ten thousand means, And thrice ten thousand times ten thousand more, And these ten thousand thousand times thrice told, (If means were needful to effect his plans,) By which, without exertion, he performs, On earth, his pleasure to the smallest jot. For, if his will remains unsatisfied Forever and forever, I am sure He is unhappy as the sons of men, I was, a while, delighted with the thoughts That all men would be purified from sin, That all mankind would be forever blest, That all as brothers would together dwell, In love, forever, in that high abode Of pure beatitude, and holy peace : — God then would be a father to us all, Alike the children of the Eternal King. But, when I ventured to express these hopes,— These precious hopes, replete with love divine, These glorious expectations, full of Heaven, — To her whom I, on every dubious point, Consult — the guardian of my infant years, She ruined my felicity, and rent, Unwillingly, my throbbing heart in twain, Reminding me of what she said before Concerning heaven above, and hell below, 4^ _ 4> 70 PEREGRINUS. The realm of glory, and the realm of woe : She called the last a region of despair ; And said, the wicked will be tortured there, Because they will not here obey and love The almighty Sovereign of the worlds above : Pronouncing this the truth of God most High, Which none but wicked infidels deny. Now, since those queries must be laid aside. With which the mind is agitated still, With deep emotions, not to be repelled. Subdued, or stifled, by created power ; And since my atmosphere must be obscured. And blackened with these most tremendous clouds ; And since my head must be enveloped still With awful and impenetrable gloom. Without one cheering ray of pleasing light ; — That information which I next desire Is, whether God has given us any rule To guide us in our pilgrimage on earth ; — A plain direction how to do his will. And thus enjoy his love and favor here. And be admitted into heaven, at last. He spoke ; — and his kind teacher then replied : Yes, God has given to us the holy word, Which, in this book — the Bible — is contained. In two distinct administrations given, — Two testaments, the Old and New ; — this book, — The Holy Scriptures of two covenants, — Which lies upon the table, you must learn SCRIPTURE TEACHINGS. 71 To read discerningly, and understand. This, — say our fathers, — is the only rule That teaches us to glorify the Lord, And so possess, eternally, his love. She paused, and thus her catechumen spoke : Well, if the Bible is, indeed, the book Which God has given to mortals here below, — A rule sufficient to direct their lives. And teach them clearly all his righteous will, — Then I will study this large volume through. And treasure all its precepts in my heart : But will you not, dear mother, tell me, now, The leading doctrines which the Scriptures teach ; That I may glorify the Lord aright. And that I may his favor here possess. Ere yet my intellectual powers suffice To form the epitome which now I need ? What do the Scriptures principally teach? And on what topics do they mostly treat? My dear, said she, the Scriptures mostly teach What man is to believe concerning God ; And all the duties he requires of man. But (said the child) does Scripture teach us moie Concerning God than you have told me yet? What sort of being does the Bible say That God omnipotent, our Maker, is ? She answered. Certainly, my dearest child, , It says God is a Spirit. 4 ^ 72 PEREGRINUS. He replied : But does it tell us what a spirit is ? She answered, No : the holy book, indeed, Does not afford us, in explicit words, A definition of the mystic term ; Nor does a systematic treatise stand, Concerning spirits, in the sacred code : But from its scattered portions we infer A spirit is an intellectual being, Consisting of one essence, — only one, — Not of material particles composed ; And, though compared in Scripture to the wind, The finest essence known to ancient bards, — 'T is far more subtile than the viewless air. Or gases in the subtile air combined : A being which, (mysterious in its powers, To man, while yet enveloped with the flesh,) Hears, sees, and operates, itself unseen By mortal beings, and by these unheard. In motion, never can the solar rays With its velocity presume to vie ; Which still — in this unlike the grosser wind — Can ne'er by human senses be perceived : Yet, further differing from the rays of light, And from the ever circulating air, A spirit by its own volition moves. To change locality, or vary speed. As its own pleasure may, perhaps, induce, EXISTENCE OF SPIRITS. 73 Or varied circumstances may require : And now, if spirits filled this very room, Surrounding us, at once, on every side, With close attention noting all our ways. With care inspecting our incipient thoughts, Recording all, — to be at length displayed. In final judgment, to assembled worlds. In their invisibility unknown. And their intangibility unfelt. We should not once suspect their presence here. But we have now been speaking, all the while, Of finite spirits, — of created objects. Productions of the great Jehovah's will. These have locality : — by this, I mean All these are limited in time and place ; That is, — they only occupy, at once, One little portion of the universe, One little portion of eternity, Which all their numbers, howsoever great, (By millions rolled on billions multiplied, And this vast product in itself involved, Till raised to powers no language can express, Nor human mind conceive,) can never fill. These have mobility ; — that is, they change From place to place, at their own option moved : And in duration as they pass along, While periods, in their due successions, roll. These, of necessity, their age increase. 74 PEREGRINUS. Great are these beings, past conception great ; But were their glories all combined as one, This glorious one were infinitely less, In all things, than the whole creation's Sire, The mystic object whom you seek to know. Of whom, with awful reverence, next we speak. God is a Spirit infinite ; — and none (Nor men nor spirits of the upper world) Can by investigation find him out. God is the Spirit, infinitely pure. Who fills the vast immensity of space, And comprehends eternity at once ; For all duration which to us is past, And all duration which is yet to come. Is, with Jehovah, " One Eternal Now." His wisdom, holiness, and love divine, — His knowledge, goodness, and his sacred truth,- And his terrific justice, are the same Through all eternity, without a change. These attributes are infinite as space. And as interminable as the life Of him in whom they all together meet. " God is a Spirit," says our Saviour, Christ; Hence, all who seek to worship him aright Must worship him in spirit and in truth. The little information I have given. In this brief lecture, on the Deity — #- #> * HIS DOUBTS. 75 This brief epitome of what is known Concerning spirits and concerning God — I hope will satisfy your mind a while ; Till by degrees you study Holy Writ, And learn these sacred doctrines for yourself. Will you not love, and will you not adore Your great Creator now, my precious child 1 — I 'm confident you will, since you have learned The glory of his nature ; though portrayed So rudely here, in this imperfect sketch, Which I have laid before you, unprepared For such inquiries from your infant lips. She paused, and with an anxious look surveyed Her young inquirer, till he answered thus : — mother ! I have many things to ask Concerning God, before I can decide This all-important question, now proposed — The question, whether to adore and love The mighty Being whom you have described, Or only, with amazing terrors, dread His majesty and his terrific power. Sublime and glorious is the view of these, And of his high, unbounded knowledge, too, As in the noble portrait now displayed. By you presented — I delight to hear Of his omnipotence, if he is good ; And his omniscience pleases me as well \ And his immutability ; — the last # ■ 76 PEREGRINUS. Becomes the Deity. Jehovah's truth, I think, cannot be questioned ; who will dare Impute deception to Almighty God? ♦ No mortal surely ever can suspect That one, of real dignity possessed, At any time can falsify his word ; Since fallacy of every kind appears, In all, degrading and extremely base ; Depriving every one of self-esteem, Who entertains and nurtures such a guest. Must not his perfect holiness be deemed Indubitable, too? Can filth approach, Or to unclean propensities excite, A Being who is infinitely great ? This seems impossible to me ; but still. Concerning this I further must inquire : For I with sorrow am constrained to say The doctrine of veracity, in God, And perfect holiness, appears to clash With other articles of Christian faith, If I have really understood aright Instructions which I long ago received : — Doctrines of his economy on earth, And of his dealings in another state, With men, — the children of his sovereign power. Of such a nature as he pleased to give. Placed in the station which to him seemed good. And managed here according to his will. Of God's eternal wisdom, too, you spoke : — 4 ^ god's goodness. 77 I His wisdom ! — this is one delightful word ; — And wisdom infinite, divinely high, Beyond conception glorious and sublime. Could not the Lord, by his Almighty power And wisdom infinite, to man have given A nature totally averse to sin 1 Could not the Eternal have averted thus The horrible catastrophe to flow From his transgression of his Maker's law, — His condemnation to eternal woes, And sinfulness, eternally prolonged ? His knowledge vast, immutable, immense ! I 'm filled with rapture at the very thought ; With deep astonishment and solemn awe, I bow with reverence before his feet : But though I, from my inmost soul, revere The wisdom, power, and knowledge of the Lord, Some quality more amiable must win The pure and warm affections of the heart, And sweetly captivate the throbbing brej»"* 0, prove his goodness, equity, and lov And let me see these qualities displayed In all his dealings with the human race : Then will I love him, with my latent powers Excited into ecstacy unknown ; The fires which deep within this bosom glow, And only wait for one celestial breeze To raise them now into a living flame, Shall blaze aloft, and never be extinct. 7* ^ 78 PEREGRINUS. O, prove his sweet benignity and grace, And give some demonstration of his love ; (Of his paternal love for all mankind ;) The influence of these virtues shall suffice To captivate my spirit and my soul With strong affections : I shall then be his, By sacred ties which nothing can dissolve ; While with seraphic love my spirit bums. Which all the floods of death can never quench. I know, when teaching me concerning God, My kind and ever-honored mother talked Of love immense, immutable, divine, And everlasting, in the eternal Sire, As his essential attributes, which fill Eternity ; but I could never see Wherein his love and equity consist. In all her teaching I could not observe. Though listening with the most attentive care, Impartial goodness in Jehovah's ways. And now, most anxiously, I wish to know Wherein these glorious attributes appear ; How they are exercised for human good ; And how with perspicuity revealed To man by God's economy on earth. When our kind teacher lectured me before, This doctrine I from her instructions learned — That those two parents of the human race. Who issued from their great Creator's hsmd, ^ _ ^ MAN AS FIRST CREATED. 79 Without an intermediate link between, When by their Maker first endued with life, Entirely differed in their moral powers, And moral characters, (which then were pure,) From those to their poor offspring handed down, A sad inheritance of sin and shame. Of anguish, misery, sorrow, woe, and guilt. But will she give clear information now Concerning man's creation, his first standing, His early sin, and consequent ejection From happiness, which ruined all his race, To his posterity's remotest age ; Which, his own goblet with dire venom filling, And for himself a drear Bastile erecting. Transmitted thence depravity and chains To all the generations of mankind. Which bind them to the chariot of tlie foe, With which he draws them downward into hell 1 He pausing, then his teacher, deeply moved. To his interrogation thus replied : — Yes, child, I hasten now to satisfy Your thirst for knowledge of the sacred truths, Which every one should rightly understand, As on this information much depends ; And much, indeed, on this our safety hangs. While we are sailing through these stormy seas. To gain the haven of eternal peace. When first the Omnipotent created man, -«> so PEREGRINUS. He made him in the image of his God, In knowledge and in righteousness complete, With true and perfect holiness endued, A little lower than his angels' state ; Invested with fit qualities to rule In his terrestrial empire, newly raised, He gave him full dominion o'er the brutes, O'er all those animals that traverse earth. O'er all that swim along the flowing deep. Or with light pinions hover in the air : Thus having made him regent over all, He placed him in a paradise of joy. Thus was mankind created, pure and good, Endued with ample powers for still abiding In this perfection of his glorious state : 'Twixt life and death, upon probation set. With potency alike to stand or fall. One pair was first created, as appears From sacred history by Moses penned ; Both male and female made ; and from the two Descended all the families of men. She rested here, and thus her tyro spoke : Is our kind mother now prepared to tell What our first parents did contrive to do, Alone and in the morning of their life, So long before posterity began, Wave following wave, to overflow the world — What they could do, so heinous and obscene — *> — — INSTRUMENTS OF THE FALL. 81 What wicked act, beyond conception vile, Replete with most abominable guilt, So venomous as to infect mankind Forever, and to poison all their race ? While only two existed, man and wife, By what pestiferous felony did these, — (What shall we call them 1 — these two perfect ones 1) By what mysterious action did these two. Polluting all their progeny unborn. Make them obnoxious to the wrath of God, Till they become regenerate from above. By agency surpassing human power ? ! what a wrathful being is the Lord, From age to age his anger to retain. And curse the children for their fathers' deed ! Though I request our mother now to give A full narration of our parents' fall. And show me by what channels they conveyed Death, miseries and pollutions down to us ; 1 do remember something which she said, Once on a time, when she was teaching others To love religion and to worship God, When I was quite too young to comprehend The meaning of the doctrine which she taught. She, if I do not err, instructed them On this same topic 1 desire to learn. She spoke, when treating of our ruined state, Of Father Adam, and of Mother Eve, A snake, the devil, and a poisoned apple. 82 PEREGRINUS. Was not this devil's proper name called Satan? — I think that memory has not deceived me. And did not Satan, like Aunt Zuba's wizard, Become a serpent, and cajole the woman To pluck the envenomed fruit 1 And did not Eve Partake of this, and offer some to Adam ? And did not Father Adam, like his consort. The proffered fruit receive, though God, his Maker, Had cautioned him to shun the simple bait? Was he, for this, from Paradise expelled? For this by painful labor doomed to live, And suffer, till the minister of death Complete the sentence of his angry Judge ? And has the poison (did you this affirm?) Infected all his progeny with sin. And with contagion, which produces death ? Of late, as I could no solution find Of these narrations which I bore in mind, I to my sister these afflictions told, Irene, who is over seven years old ; Hence, knowing more than I, she told me more, At once, than ever I had learned before. She pitied all my sorrows ; and she said, I 've all this story in the Bible read. Although the serpent did, in very fact, Coax Mother Eve to do this evil act. Yet do not, brother, so lament the deed ; For God himself declared, — The woman's seed ^ . -.g, THE SECOND ADAM. 83 Will slay the serpent : he will crush the head Of this old Satan, and will leave him dead. Then, being slain, he never will annoy, Thenceforth, our pleasures nor impede our joy. The hymn-book says, (and I believe it all,) God will restore the ruins of the fall. It says, — Though black iniquities should rise, Like towering mountains, and invade the skies, Jehovah's flowing grace will rise above, And drown them in this ocean of his love. * I said : What consolations you impart, My lovely sister, to my quivering heart ! No longer would it thus with sorrows ache, If I were certain this were no mistake ; If both the Bible and the hymn-book tell That all, at length, will terminate so well. Said she : There 's no mistake in what I say ; Think not Irene would your mind betray. When did I tell you anything untrue ? — I should not have expected this from you. The hymn-book says, (dear brother grieve no more,) The second Adam will, at length, restore The ruins of the other's wretched fall, — I 've read it ; there is no mistake at all. It says. In him the sons of Adam boast More blessings than of old their father lost. — -» PEREGRINUS. The Bible, speaking of the whole that lie Condemned, polluted, who in Adam die, Says : All of these, hereafter, shall revive In glory, and in Christ be made alive. It says. Hereafter, at the trumpet's sound. The dead shall rise from underneath the ground ; Then, like the birds ascending high in air, They '11 meet the Lord, their great Deliverer, there. Late, of one Victory our father read, That she will swallow death and free the dead ; Then, newly risen from their house of clay. They '11 weep ; but God will brush the tears away From every cheek, from every weeping eye, And make them happy, never more to sigh. It gives me pleasure to have learned your grief, As I can ojQfer you a sweet relief. By telling what I in the Bible find : — God ever is the father of mankind ; While men are subject to mutations strange, With him is found no shadow of a change. Mourn not because our first great grandsire fell, Since both the Bible and the hymn-book tell, That, when this mortal period once is past, All, somehow, will be very well at last. No longer sorrow, then ; no longer moan ; Nor leave your sister, wandering all alone. ■"«>- 4= — — — '^ THE FORBIDDEN FRUIT. 85 Long- was I seeking you, both far and near, And now, dear brother, having found you here, Come, let us joyfully together stray Where birds sing charmingly, this lovely day, And fields are sweetly blooming, with all the flowers of May. Shall we forebode imaginary ill. Though love and beauties all the country fill ? Be melancholy from our spirits driven. As still we daily raise our thoughts to Heaven, With gratitude for all these comforts given. Uniting with the choir of all the living. In songs of praise and anthems of thanksgiving, In humble recognition of the power That made the birds and painted every flower. In Nature's loveliness we '11 take delight. Believing God will order all things right. Such were the consolations, such the hopes, Which then with fervent soul Irene gave. With all her spirit glowing in her eyes. And in her visage ; and her charming voice Became all music. ! she was inspired With holy ardor by the glorious theme ! But now, from this digression to return, Did our first parents, by forbidden fruit. Infect their numerous progeny with sin. With dire contagion, misery and death? 8 ■# 86 PEREGRINUS. Is this the event to be related now 1 I never loved that narrative ; it seemed So mystical, so cruel and unjust. I grieved and shuddered when it first was told, With every dreadful circumstance combined. If this be what my parent means to teach, I hope its cloudiness will be removed ; I do not mean the narrative itself, The circumstances I may comprehend ; But of their consequences I complain, And clear, consistent explications ask. Although, indeed, the sequel of this crime With mist and darkness is enveloped now, Still overshadowed by horrific clouds. Through which no glimmering rays of light appear, I hope the shadows now will be dispelled ; I hope she now will make it very clear. That God is kind, benevolent and good, To all his children here below the skies ; Then I shall love hiiji. Let me understand That all his doings are completely just, And realize in him a God of love ; Then will I bow submissive at his feet, And worship him in spirit and in truth. Here paused her tjrro ; then, with anxious soul And quivering nerves, awaited her reply. Till, answering, thus his pious teacher spoke : . — -«. CHILDISH PRECOCITY. 87 Though long, my little darling, I have known That our great Father has on you bestowed A mind imbued with aspirations high, With deep reflections and expansive thought, Such as I never, in my life, perceived In children of your age, nor yet in those Already passed beyond maternal charge, Nor youths of age mature ; — had oft observed The keen impressions on your tender heart. At all times in your countenance portrayed, When aged people conversation hold On topics deep, on all-important themes ; — Yet I am quite astonished to perceive The demonstration of retentive powers, And of the attention of your infant mind To themes of import awful and sublime. Which now is offered me ; since you have pM>ved That, in reality, you do preserve In memory those instructions that were given To children much above your present age. When I considered you as quite a babe. And when I never should have once conceived Of your attending to the truths expressed ; But you were striving, then, to comprehend The fearful import of the doctrines taught. Now, since with care you truly did attend To such instructions, while unknown to me That on these topics you had ever thought. '^- 88 PEREGRINUS. And of these sayings, to the present hour, Some I discover treasured in your mind ; This information which I now shall give I trust in heaven you never will forget. When God created first a human pair, He placed them in a glorious paradise. What is a paradise 1 I wish to know. A paradise, my darling, signifies A fertile, variegated tract of soil. Where divers fruit trees in abundance grow. He left them in a paradise of joys, Where diverse fruit-trees in abundance grow, With unrestrained permission to partake Of all the bounties of his liberal hands ; To sa^ their hunger, and extinguish thirst, Or please their fancies ; with but one reserve, And that a single interdicted tree. The plant excepted by their Maker's law Stood like a pillar in the middle ground. Which lay contiguous with the blest parterre, Which held a glorious tree — the tree of life. The plant reserved was by Jehovah named The Tree of Knowledge, both of good and ill. He said to Father Adam, ' ' On the day When thou partakest of forbidden fruit. Thou certainly shalt die." (But, as they say. It should be rendered. Dying thou shalt die.) *- <%>- THE FIRST TEMPTATION. 89 (He of this reservation had, before, Prohibited the taste.) Had man obeyed. He, with his progeny, had still remained Sinless and happy. Sorrow, pain, and death, — Those chieftains in the retinue of sin, — Could never otherwise have won this earth Than through that error of our federal head. The child, here interposing, queried thus : — But is not this astonishing, indeed, That Eve, the grandame of the human race. And Adam, too, the grandsire of mankind, Had not the resolution to abstain From things forbidden by his Maker, God ? When did I taste of either fruit or cakes. Till I received permission 1 Never, once. Why could they not as patiently forbear The tree to rifle and devour its fruit, As I can wait permission to receive The things most likely for myself reserved ? How could they, when surrounded with delights, With all, but this, at their own option left By their Creator, wickedly presume To disobey his mandate, and partake Of that which his good pleasure had reserved. With reasons, and for purposes unknown 1 What moved them so to gather and devour 8* 90 PEREGRINUS. The fruit, which he not only had withheld, But this upon the penalty of death ? I feel indignant at the foolish deed, Which has no palliation nor excuse ; I think they merited severe rebuke. How little can the human species boast Of their progenitor, alike devoid Of sacred honor, gratitude and faith ! Could not the allegiance by nature due To God, his Sire and Maker, nor the dread Of sorrow, death, and miseries after death, Control his strange propensity for eating The fruit prohibited 1 Did Adam know. While feasting, he was poisoning all his race, Involving all in ruin ? And did Eve, When first she plucked these interdicted balls. Foresee the miseries she would thus entail On all her numerous progeny unborn ? If God is just, — as ministers affirm, — Then am I confident they knew it all. Nor was the horrible result concealed. It was unrighteous, in Almighty God, Their legislator, if he did withhold The dreadful consequences of the deed, Till after they committed their offence — Till after their delinquency was known. *- THE FIRST PARENTS. 91 The penal sanction of Jehovah's law (Por so you termed it) should have been revealed Before the perpetration of the crime, To those on whom the punishment would fall. A righteous governor would not inflict A punishment that never was annexed, Before transgression, to their Maker's law. I, therefore, must infer, as God is just. The fatal consequences were foretold. With nothing of the dire result concealed. O, cruel Adam, and more cruel Eve ! Sure, these two parents of the human race Of natural affections were devoid ; — Less feeling than wild animals of prey, The fierce hyena, tiger, wolf and bear. Of which full often I have heard you speak. Still, I 'm unable fully to believe That our progenitors would have transgressed, If they had known the terrible results. To their posterity, of this offence ; They from the heinous act would have recoiled. With horrors and ineffable disgust. Yet, if 't was their intention to commit Self-murder, eating that pernicious fruit. Why not, before their progeny commenced, Perform it, and expire without a child? Why did they countless millions introduce To this inheritance of guilt and woe ? 92 PEREGKINUS. But mother told me (this I now remember) The Almighty said that Adam, in the day Of his transgression, certainly would die. Did Adam die the very day he sinned 1 Did this vile apple poison him to death 1 His teacher answered, — Not the very day, As, in our dialect, the word implies : He died, my child, within a thousand years. Her pupil, in astonishment, exclaimed, Almost a thousand years ! — can this be so 1 Did Adam live almost a thousand years 1 Did his Creator speak to him untruth. When he predicted his immediate death , — Not in a thousand years, but in a day, — The day that he should perpetrate the crime ? To this, with agitation, she replied : My dearest child, your mother greatly fears She wants the ability, now much required. To clear this doubt, and satisfy your mind ; You, therefore, must with humble patience wait, Till you become in judgment well matured. Consider, you are still so very young That other children of your tender age On such high topics never think at all. Then, how can you, with reason, now demand A perfect comprehension of the ways *- DEATH IN THE WORLD. 93 And mysteries of Providence Supreme ? Although you cannot understand the plans Of his dominion, these are all divine — Divinely sacred, and divinely good ; In justice perfect, and unfailing truth. 'T is wrong, 't is impious, ever to suspect, In him, deception, fallacies or fraud. No falsity, no blunders, no mistake, — No sort of errors of whatever grade, — Can his eternal sanctuary stain, Or his all-perfect holiness approach : These are abhorrent to his nature ; — these By his irradiation are repelled. A 11 our most celebrated doctors own This question very difficult to solve. Still, hoping to relieve your troubled mind, — Though not to make the subject wholly clear, — For its elucidation, I must say, God is eternal ; — hence, a thousand years, With him, are only as a fleeting day ; Hence, Adam's death, nine hundred years postponed. Completely verified his Maker's word. Though surely not as we compute the time, In computation heavenly and divine. He died within the day of his offence. Besides, he was made liable to death The very moment when he disobeyed Jehovah's mandate ; — virtually he died ; — -# 94 PEREGRINUS. Thus, he becoming mortal, then was sown The seed of death within his earthy form. As he no longer owned immortal life ; He, every moment, was exposed to die. She paused : when thus her catechumen spoke : Dear mother, you had reason for your fears, That so my doubts were not to be resolved. Nor clouds from my dark atmosphere removed ; — For explications such as here you give Can never, never, satisfy your child. As demonstrations of Eternal Truth. What other meaning could the sire of men Attach, with reason, to his Maker's law Than, Death shall seize thee on the very day That you transgress, before the setting sun? How could he possibly have understood That only future death was signified. In almost twice five hundred years to come ? And was not this deception, too, designed. By his great Legislator, King and Judge, When uttering sayings which would prove untrue In every rational and obvious sense Which could have been perceived by Adam's mind ? Would he (the Almighty) thus equivocate, — Predicting certain death, that very day. Still meaning in a thousand years to come. Because that he, perhaps, has days in heaven. Each one a thousand years in length? 0, no ! «* # CHARACTER OF GOD. 95 Would this not prove equivocation vile 1 — Equivocation of the first degree, Without a palliation or excuse 1 Our parents tell us never to deceive ; They charge us never to equivocate. They tell us, — and I well remember this, — Equivocations are the same as lies, Since both of these are equally designed To blind, deceive, entangle and misguide. Did, then, Jehovah perpetrate this wrong 1 — Equivocate, and so deceive the man Whom he created, when he first was made 1 Is such, indeed, the character of God 1 — His dealings such with children of his power ? Yet every day you in the Bible read, As from his lips, these declarations strong, — I am Jehovah, holy, just, and good ; — I am the God of Equity and Truth. Has God, our Maker, to himself assumed, Like many a cruel tyrant of the world. These appellations, Holy, Good, and Just — A character which he does not deserve 1 And are these epithets, to him applied, As vain, as unsubstantial, as the down Of thistles floating in a summer gale 1 Alas ! if I am able to discern 'Twixt good and evil, all that I have learned Of God's economy with sons of earth 96 PEREGRINTJS. Portrays him totally devoid of truth, — Of mercy, goodness, equity and love, — And paints him full of malice and deceit, Injustice, hatred, cruelty, and wrath. But something in my bosom whispers still This cannot be the character of God, Whose pleasure gave the whole creation birth ; Of him that gave intelligence to man, — The Father and Preserver of our race. Do I not view him in a false disguise, Which cunning, artful, and designing men Have, in this picture, which my soul abhors, O'er his eternal righteous shoulders flung? May not this Holy Bible prove untrue, The work of crafty priests and cruel kings, To sanction their abominable crimes. And screen their horrid characters from blame ? Or, if, indeed, this be God's Holy Book, It may have been perverted, misapplied. And strangely misinterpreted to us. In its translation from its former tongues. I noticed Deacon Brown, while latest here, And freely talking of the Bible, said This book was not in English written first, But in a different language, used of old By people in a country far remote. Beyond the ocean, toward the rising sun ; <^ <%> — f i FALSE GUIDES. 97 A language which did not resemble ours In form or idiom ; — hence was difficult For English learned men to understand ; Which difficulty greatly is increased By its peculiar brevity of speech ; And, therefore, many passages are left In darkness, and to us they seem obscure, As given us by the authority of James, The king, almost two hundred years ago. But I was much astonished when he said Those great interpreters, employed by James, Were not experienced in Jehovah's love, Nor felt the saving influence of the truth ; And these unholy, these ungodly men. The Scripture covered with the strange disguise With which she 's still enveloped all around. Which veil her beauties, and conceal her charms, And introduced her in her present garb Of antiquated English, sacred deemed By vulgar prejudice, which still is led, With darkened conscience, in a devious way, By clerical seducers full of guile, With influence unholy and malign, By which they hold the populace in chains, And make their wealth a prey, their persons slaves : Hereby they reign as tyrants in the world. Affecting lordship o'er the church of God, Within the sacred heritage of Christ. 4 ^ — . __ ^ 98 PERF.GRINUS. He said, the interpreters of Holy Writ Were Calvinistic leaders of the church, Whose shocking tenets represented God As destitute of mercy, love and grace ; As fiend-like in malignity and wrath ; A cruel, partial Being ; — one that hates, From all eternity, without a cause, A vast majority of human kind. His sons and daughters, offspring of his will. He said, they wrested many a holy text To meanings all unlike its Hebrew sense, To make the holy volume seem to speak The cruel doctrines of old Calvin's sect : — Yet all their artifice could not avail To cause their versions, in their general scope, To sanction Calvin's " horrible decree." Of our good deacon's sayings, interspersed With much that I could never understand, I now have mentioned but a very few ; But these I ponder oft, with pleasing thoughts, Because they give me some delightful hope, That still the Bible in its ancient tongue (He called it Hebrew) offers nobler views Of God, our Maker, than we yet conceive. But now, concerning Adam ; mother said, That he, by his transgression of the law, * — — — PUNISHMENT OF ADAM. 99 Became a sinner, wretched and depraved ; She likewise told me, at another time, That God delivers sinful men, at death, To fierce tormenting creatures, — cruel fiends, Who drag them, shrieking, from the courts of heaven. Then plunge them headlong into burning seas, And vex and torture them in living fire. Now I most anxiously desire to learn How long it is since Father Adam died. His mother answered, I do not perceive What consequence you can attach to this ; For, in the time elapsed from Adam's death, Through rolling ages, to the present time, I surely no importance can discover. In such connection as here introduced. Why with such emphasis do you propound The query ? Why does all your visage prove Romantic sensibilities excited Upon a topic of such feeble note ? I cannot answer. Do vouchsafe to give This information which I now require. Yes, though still more surprised, I will inform you. Almost five thousand years the sire of men Has been commingled with the dust of earth ; Within her bosom he must still repose. In peaceful slumbers, till the trumpet's sound Shall summon to inmiortal life the just. -* 100 PEREGRINUS. O may we all from darkness then arise, Triumphant over misery, sin and death ! Five thousand years ! exclaimed the tro.ubled child ;* Five thousand years ! — and speaking, gasped for breath ; — Ah ! — what duration ! — what an awful time ! — Strange length — of punishment in living fire ! — When — near five thousand years ago — he died, — Were howling devils rushing for their prey I — Did cruel fiends — then — drag away his soul 1 — And did they seize the quivering soul of her — Called Eve — the mother — of the human race ? — And did they plunge them into burning seas 1 — Have they been suffering, there, five thousand years? Are cruel devils — who delight in flame — Tormenting them — and scoffing at their groans 1 — Pray, mother — pray to God — to drive away — These cruel devils, — these tormenting fiends ! — Oh ! set them free ! — I cannot — cannot — live — If they must sufier more ! — Oh ! set them free ! — By prayer release them ; — break their burning chains ! Release the sufferers — mother ! — you can pray ; — You say that God will hear — and answer prayers. Have mercy — O my God ! — Five thousand years ! Oh, God — have mercy — take them out of hell ! * During this address the child frequently gasped for breath, being nearly suffocated with grief, &c. These interruptions are denoted by dashes. -* god's mercy. 101 O'ercome, exhausted, here this infant paused, Nor more of broken sentences could speak. Then, deeply moved, his teacher made reply, To soothe the bosom of her little charge : Dear child, be calm, for Adam now is safe, And Eve is happy. These are both in heaven. The Lord, — as we are told by great divines, — In sovereign mercy, changed their sinful hearts, Renewed their spirits, purified their will ; To them his image having thus restored. He, by adoption, made them heirs of God. They, by regeneration, issued forth, With happy change, from darkness into light ; They worshipped him on earth, and, when they died. Were taken up to Paradise above. To this her child responded, while new joy Glowed in his cheeks and sparkled in his eyes. Well, then, I will rejoice. The Lord is kind ; I now believe it, and my soul is glad. Yes ; he is good and merciful, indeed, To all the human race, and he will change The wicked hearts of all ; and when they die. Will take them into Paradise above. My dear, replied his teacher, (while her eyes Were gently shining through a flood of tears,) You are again too fast. All who repent And turn to God, forsaking evil ways. 9* ^ ^ 102 PEREGRINUS. And truly are converted, will be saved ; But all that obstinately persevere In sins, and trample on Jehovah's grace, Will be condemned. From mercy Heaven excludes All these neglecters of long-suffering love. The child, with expectations overthrown, And soul afflicted, by his teacher's words, Replied, with disappointment overwhelmed : mother, you delighted me before, Exciting in my spirit living joys ; But, oh ! this is a horrible reverse Of what your sayings led me to expect. 1 thought, if, in reality, the man Who first inducted misery and crime, Infecting his posterity with guilt, Was made partaker of the Father's love, Then all his ruined family, of course, Will, likewise, be recovered from the fall, And all admitted to the world of light — To heaven, the region of eternal joy. To know, with him, beatitude and peace. You say that Adam, with his consort. Eve, Is happy, while they both are highly blest, Together, having dwelt five thousand years In Paradise, while their unhappy sons And daughters are inheritors of woe. You say their wretched sons, and daughters too, <%> REFLECTIONS IN HEAVEN. 103 Whom they have poisoned with forbidden fruit, By millions heaped on millions, are expelled From God, and from the mansions of delight, Then dragged by devils into burning floods, And there tormented many thousand years. But ah ! what piquant twinges of remorse Does Father Adam feel in heaven above ! What strange sensations of despair and guilt ! What wild emotions, and what pungent stings ! Self-accusations, joined with sorrows keen ! — As he beholds his children dragged away. By fierce tormentors, to the burning lake ! And how does Mother Eve, in Paradise, Unite her wailings with the sire of men. And shriek with anguish piercing and severe, In hopeless agony, while they behold Their sons and daughters rolling in the flames, With tantalizing demons scoffing round ! While they reflect on their ovm evil deeds. And say, These children, who from us descend. Now suflfering all the miseries of hell. Would all be happy, perfecHand secure. If we had not contaminated all With sin, by plucking that forbidden fruit. And introducing miseries and death ! So spake the child ; but while a withering frown Sat on her countenance, his parent thus, 104 PEREGRINUS. With most severe and keen rebuke replied : My son, your talk is wicked. God is just. We cannot comprehend his righteous ways. But, surely, this is impious, to suppose That saints in heaven are not entirely blest ; No sorrows can obtain admittance there. The child replied, Dear mother, now reflect ; If you with my kind father were in heaven, But I were suffering all the pains of hell. Could you be happy and contented there? And could you dwell in everlasting peace, In full possession of unruffled joy? She kissed her pupil, then, as gushing tears Were laving her maternal cheeks, with sighs Oft interrupted ; thus she kindly spoke : My son, as heretofore, be always good. Then heaven will surely be your future home. In this connection never mention hell ; Oh, never ! never ! — always talk of heaven. The very mention pierces through my breast ; — Oh ! 't is a deadly thou|dit ! I cannot bear To give the horrid supposition place A single moment. This would rive my heart Asunder. I should faint away and die. My child, we must be pious ; — must obey, With pure sincerity, the Holy Book, «- * — . — — <^ RESTORATION OF MAN. 105 And live as Christians. We shall then be safe ; And, death arriving, when we all expire, God will receive us into his abode, To dwell forever near hi^ shining throne, Behold immortal glories in his face, Inhale his spirit and enjoy his love. Now see how little progress we have made In that narration which we undertook But in compliance with your own request, Though with a ready heart and strong desire To feed your spirit and imbue your mind, In early childhood, with these sacred truths. If you such interruptions still obtrude, I never shall be able to relate The circumstances of the fall of man, Nor of his restoration to the life Of Equity, of Truth, and Love Divine, By that redemption, through the Saviour's blood, Which for the human race has been prepared, And which was offered in the destined hour : The precious ransom, by Messiah paid. To rescue mortals from the power of sin. And reinstate them in the peace of God, Beyond the power of sorrow, death and hell. THIRD BOOK. Now since the instructions which we lately sung (Efiiisions of a mother's kindness) flowed In all the gentle eloquence of love, To mitigate the sorrows of her child, Infusing confidence and heavenly peace. Old Phoebus, seated on his flaming throne, Had seven times all the longitude surveyed Of our terraqueous, ever whirling globe. Before renewal was to him allowed Of those inquiries long before commenced. At length a season opportune occurred For this " young anxious one " again to seek For private lectures from his pious guide, Whose daily teaching was designed to lead All her dependents in the ways of life. With general teaching others were content ; But this peculiar infant oft retired To secret places, and alone revolved, With troubled thoughts, each item of her themes ; While strange perplexities disturbed his mind, ATTRIBUTES OF GOD. 107 And darkness closed him in, for which he sought A remedy, by superadded light. Which still he hoped his parent would bestow. He found her, to appearance, disengaged From her domestic cumbrances, and said : Will you vouchsafe, dear mother, to renew Those private lectures, long ago commenced, To give instructions, at my own request, -^ Which yet unhappily have not availed To free the mind from sorrow and from doubt, From gloomy horrors, cloudiness, and night. His teacher answered : — I will recommence. And give the information which you crave ; But you must show more patience than before : And may the Almighty Father give you grace. With calm submission to receive his truth. And overcome this enmity of heart. This opposition to Jehovah's will ; For resignation is a heavenly grace. And those who find it are supremely blest. I told you Adam was created pure, And still had in his purity remained, A stranger equally to grief and pain, Had he not disobeyed the one command The single prohibition. God is just. And infinitely merciful and good. To our progenitors he fully showed A demonstration of abounding love. i 108 PEREGRINUS. In all the bounties of his providence So graciously bestowed ; the copious means Of happiness, enjoyment, and delight, With which they were surrounded. Never doubt, Henceforward, while you breathe the vital air, The kindness of our Maker. I am grieved That you suspect the goodness of the Lord. Oh ! it is sinful ! 't is the crafty work Of the old arch enemy of God and man ; He slyly his insinuations breathes Into your bosom, hoping to seduce. With artifice, hypocrisy, and guile, My child from his allegiance to his God, And draw him to his party ; he excites (By tainting privately his tender mind) Suspicions rank of equity divine. That he may draw him onward to renounce His faith and confidence. I fear, indeed. Lest he at length should fatally prevail Against my son, the comfort of my life, — Should lead him downward in the ways of death, Cajole him till entangled with his snares, Then plunge him deep into the horrid pit Of error, infidelity, and vice. Beware of Satan ! — he would fain allure, By his devices, your immortal soul, Infusing jealousies, surmises, doubts, Until he suffocates the holy flame Of pious love which in your bosom glows. THE SERPENT. 109 With like deceptions he perverted Eve, Enticing her to crop the deadly fruit Prohibited by heaven's immortal Sire : Though her Creator had expressly said, " Ye shall not of the tree of knovt'ledge eat. Of good and evil ; for within the day Ye take thereof, ye certainly shall die." This adversary took a serpent's form ; Or entering, perhaps, a real snake. To mask himself and cover his designs. With most infernal artifice, he said, " Hath God indeed forbidden you to eat Of all the trees which in the garden stand? " (Hereby to her was intimated then, As now he daily intimates to you, That God is not benevolent and just.) To this interrogation she replied : Of all the trees that in the garden stand, We freely may partake ; — but as for that Which holds its station near the middle ground, God has forbidden us to taste or touch This tree of reservation, lest we die. But, she was answered by the snaky fiend, Ye shall not surely die ; for God well knows That in the day when ye partake thereof Your eyes shall be quite opened : ye shall stand As gods, with knowledge both of good and ill. <^ 10 # * 110 PEREGRINUS. The woman listened to the serpent's voice ; She saw the fruit in beauteous clusters hang, Alluring to the sight, and she supposed Delicious to the taste ; and, better still, A thing desirable, as she conceived. From virtue dwelling in the charming plant. For making people wise. (This was declared By Satan ; and to her imagination seemed As indicated by its very name.) She, yielding to the tempter, then approached. With hasty steps, this interdicted tree. And rashly on its baleful product seized. In evil hour ; and greedily partook. Without remorse, of that unhallowed feast. She next (become seducer, in her turn — Poor, blinded agent of the infernal snake !) Presented Adam with the mortal bait ; This he, without reluctance, from her hand Received and ate, and thus became involved With her in hopeless misery and guilt. Thus was the fall completed. Milton sings That nature then gave agonizing signs That all was lost ; while from her entrails deep This earth emitted strange, horrific groans. With awful bellowings from unfathomed caves ; And from the very centre of her heart. Rent with convulsions, panted, heaved, and tossed, At this completion of the mortal sin. tib ADAM AND EVE AFTER THE FALL. Ill When our progenitors were thus enticed To disohey their great Creator's law, Their eyes were opened, as the tempter said, (For truth is often mingled with his lies ;) — Were sadly opened, to behold themselves Not high exalted to the rank of gods. But plunged in misery, despair and shame — A guilty shame, to innocence unknown. Then first they of their nudity complained, And sought a covering from each other's sight, And from the all-piercing, all-pervading eye From which the dark recesses of this earth Afford no covering : their unskilful hands Now, from the leaves of oriental figs. Constructed aprons. Thus were shame and guilt Twin sisters, and have never parted since. Imagine, now, the dire sensations felt By Adam and by Eve, when these awoke To one broad view of their enormous crime. The foe had disappeared, as if ashamed That he, by his abominable lies, Had into ruin led this artless pair. The rapture which the inebriating fruit A while excited now had passed away, And left them cold, — in melancholy mood To ruminate upon their present case, And on the horrors of impending fate, The dissolution which they had deserved ; While they foreboded that amazing wrath. 112 PEREGRLNUS. In their Creator, which they had provoked ; Whose coming these anticipated now, As their offended Judge ; with numerous bands Of holy angels of cherubic forms, And of the flaming seraphs of the sky, To see his execution of their doom, Or be perhaps his ministers of woe. What could these poor delinquents then expect From God, their Maker and their sovereign Lord, But wrath, and vengeance, and immediate death ? What terrors haunted their distracted minds ! What dire forebodings of the approaching hour ! Already their imagination sees Jehovah's mien with dreadful anger flame ; Imagination sees the Judge descend. Armed with red lightning and careering storms, To drive them suddenly to death and hell. Such was their state of horrors and dismay. Till their Creator now at length appears. They heard his wonted signal in the wind, And recognized his advent : then, with fear Tormented, shuddering, hid among the trees. Now who can wonder at their guilty fears, Or feel amazed on seeing that despair ? Did not their treachery, their breach of trust, Their base ingratitude, rise full in view, And in their apprehension strongly bar ^ ^4, '^- god's mercy. 113 *- The gates of mercy, as with iron bolts, And barricade them with ponderous blocks Of adamant ] Think you that any hope Of peace or pardon found admittance then, To mitigate the anguish of their souls 1 I know the feelings of your heart respond : Ah ! surely no ; they had not any ground For hope of mercy at their Maker's hands. I clearly find this sentiment expressed. Both in your visage and expressive eyes. But, dearest child, I 'm ready to bestow The consolation which your heart requires, A demonstration of the amazing love And mercy of the Lord. Jehovah comes, 'Not armed with lightning, or a flaming sword, To slay the rebels, and condemn their souls To that dark region — to that awful deep, — The dismal, black, and fiery dungeon, — hell, As conscious justice in their hearts foretold ; But calm and placid, as the morning cool, Or evening twilight ; and the hour he chose To judge these felons represented well His own benignity, his love and grace. Now treasure in your bosom all these proofs Of that benevolence which you desire, And which you long have waited to discern, Most certainly developed and revealed In God omnipotent. My son, attend : He walked in Paradise, but all appeared 10* * -* 114 PEREGRINUS. Deserted ; and the charming region seemed A solitary wild, without a man : For Adam in a thicket lay concealed, To hide himself from his Creator's eye ; He called him, saying, Adam, where art thou? As circumstances here hy chance occurred, Compelling our instructress to suspend, An hour or more, the lecture thus begun. Before she recommenced, her pupil said : Dear mother, I have often heard you say That God knows everything ; and that he views The whole creation at a single glance. How, then, could this forlorn, this guilty pair, Be from his all-beholding eye concealed 1 Did he not know the occasion of their flight, And in what covert they were lurking then 1 But was the Almighty Sovereign quite alone When he appeared in judgment 1 I have heard That he, in heaven above, has numerous hosts Of angels, far surpassing human skill To count the numbers, or to call the names Of those who marshal them, in orders bright ; — All these, unceasingly, before his throne Adore and praise him. I have heard you say. When he comes down to judgment, fire, and storm. The herald, Gabriel, with a trumpet's sound ; Hoarse thunders, rending, crashing, bellowing loud ; Fierce tempests, howling to the affrighted deep, ^ THE JUDGMENT DAY. 115 And roaring o'er the land the lightning's blaze ; Angelic legions, and seraphic bands, Precede his coming, and prepare his way ; While all the winged legions of the sky, In bright procession, follow in his train, Obey his signals, and attend his will. Why did he so undignified appear, With no attendants, in this judgment day ? Was this befitting Majesty Divine 1 What earthly monarch, who, with righteous laws. Reigns o'er the people subject to his sway, Would ever secretly arraign and try A felon for the breach of his decrees 1 To this our pious teacher answered thus : My dear, the judgment day of which you speak. Which in your hearing I have thus described. Is that tremendous day — that final day — Which ends the tragedy of earthly things, And introduces scenes which never end. Then all that ever did inhabit earth, And all the inhabitants of other worlds, (Say many of our sacred Christian bards,) With all the fallen angels, must appear. Called by the archangel's death-disturbing blast, (The final trumpet,) and compelled to stand Before the awful judgment-seat of Christ. Ungodly folks will then be all condemned To everlasting woe, but righteous ones Received to glory and eternal bliss. # 116 PEREGRINUS. But though when Adam had transgressed the law, Jehovah truly did for judgment come, To try and to condemn the sinful pair. He also came on purposes of grace ; , He came in mercy to the wretched two. Immersed in ruin, while his heart revolved Plans of salvation for the race of man So vast, so wonderful, so deep, so high. That, being since developed, they have filled With joy and wonder all the sons of light. You ask, why God, without a retinue, Undignified and unmajestic, came. I answer, Mercy prompted him to this, And tender pity for the wretched state Of our progenitors, too deeply plunged In mental agony and black despair. He meant not to astonish nor alarm, With sudden terrors, their afflicted minds ; For their forebodings of impending fate Had now already half extinguished life. Attend without objection, child ; my theme Shall demonstrate the goodness of the Lord. I will, dear mother, said the little child, (Anxiety now quivering in his nerves,) I will with diligence and care attend To your narration. Demonstrate to me, That he is good, to ease my troubled thoughts, And make me happy. This will give me peace, Which dire misfortunes never can disturb. <%> — -