PS 3523 .E879C8 LIBRARY OF CONGRESS 00Q0ET54a4'=i \ " o * ^ O " ^ * ^^^^^• Text Book of the Past Grand Eminent Guards of the Question Club, adopted at Midsum- mer Meeting, Narra- gansett Pier, September Eighth, Nineteen Hun- dred and Fourteen. .??? Copyright, 1914, by Seneca G . Leujis THE CYCLES Theme by j^ Seneca GjXewis Interpretative Verse by C. p. McDonald PRIVATELY PRINTED T'qB^^^ 6'?']^ C^ IH^ DEC 26 3914 'CI.A388954 FIRST CYCLE Abandon of Youth 'Today — live for it!- — O an empty thing This Future isf Ueride my Creed — my Doctrine- if you will, Yet I must nurture my opinion still: Futurity demands no thought of mine- It has no mission that I should fulfill. II If, living for the present, I must deign Feel qualms of Conscience for the moment's gain, Repenting later and entramrael Life — Ah, then, for me, Life shall have dawned in vain ! Ill Kxis istence is equivocal. To shed Salt-tanged and barren tears for what's ahead Would be to misconstrue what all the Gods Of Joy and Laughter have interpreted. IV VVhilebroadandclearmy vision is- and vast — Though some new-gotten prize should be my last, For me the Present is where'er I stand And watch the Future fuse into the Past. V 1 he rose that sheds its blood in Motherhood That Beauty may be freely understood, Is plucked and dies, although the bud lives on, Nor knows the World is naught but just and good. VI Xomorrow comes, cloaked in her fairest guise, New Worlds of Gain, to conquer in her eyes; We meet, and, Lo — her raiment cast asi(ie- We find that Age has coveted the Prize. VII 1 cannot be as sanguine as the Sun, Who, when the sands of Day have fully run, Sinks with a blood-red gleam of Days to be— I live this Day — there is no other one. VIll ilow oft I sneer to view the brutal strife Man makes for Gain to soothe the Future Life, Pregnant with lust to foul his fellow dust In marts where cunning, fraud, and sham are rife. IX Yo ou speak to me of Hell! — There is no Hell Save in that brain where Hope has ceased to dwell ; Where Reason beats its bleeding wings against The strained, revolting confines of its Cell. JTlell is Man's heritage, you sadly say, Because he blindly falters on the way To what may be! — Oh, all-wise as you are, Can you prove this to me?— I cry you nay ! XI 1 he Days to come ? — The Monarch on his throne, Aweary of uncertainty, has grown Vo look ahead, anticipating Fate, F'orgetful of the Joys he might have known. XII T., le hand that wields the Scepter often shakes Before the aftermath of laws it makes, For Life asks usury for what it gives — Giving but little for the toll it takes. XIII X he King — but human — shorn of pomp would be. The Queen of her illusions would be free To seek the boon of peace her subjects find, Unshackled by the chains of pageantry. XIV Dut, no — the King and Queen have seen the Hand Upon the Wall, and likened its command Unto abandoned Hope, yet fain ratist live The fettered Life Futurity has planned. XV 1 rate of this Future, you who cannot see Beyond the confines of this Mystery Called Life, relinquishing your subtle claim To what is Now for what you trust zvill be! XVI The savage tribesman, on his barren isle, Scoflfs at the malady of Afterwhile He knows he lives Today ^ and, knowing this, Comes to the Later Day with artless guile. XVII 1 he beasts of burden, toiling year by year, That Man may prosper and allay his fear Of later drought, moil on without complaint, Ambitionless, resigned, as Death draws near. XVIII X, he birds of passage, with their hearts atune With dripping song to be forgotten soon, Fly on and on until, their pinions limp With Age, they pass into that Endless Swoon. XIX 1 he honey bee that feasts upon the Rose Of Paradise that by Life's pathway blows, Sips of its fill until the night draws on, Then passes as the wilting petals close. XX Ahe fawn that treks the jungle, innocent Of Omnipresent Doom, is all-content To live its span, predestined though it is To be by mightier fauna torn and rent. XXI Th. le tragedies that fill the lives of those Born to the vaunted purple oft disclose The miseries that come from knowing that The prick of thorns is hidden by the Rose. XXII D umb brutes, who answer to your beck and call, Straining the leash of bondage till they fall To lifeless Clay — how sadder they than you Who speak of Future Hell in fear withal ! XXIII w, hat care they for the coming of the years ? Harassed by none of Mankind's greatest fears, They fill their niche in ignorance, then pass Unmourned, unloved from out this Vale of Tears. XXIV VV hile you, who feel mine is the greater loss Because I sift pure pleasure from the dross Of Sweet Existence, stagger on your way Beneath the weight of Future's leaden Cross. XXV lour mind-born Creed — the Toy of Fickle Fate! Shaped in the effigy of Hope, to sate A brain bewarped by Faith intangible- Why should it, cast with mine, preponderate ? XXVI lou strive, you scheme, you barter to achieve. That you may be adjudged by what you leave When Life is finished, fearing that disdain Of those who reach the heights for which you grieve. XXVIl JLou pass and, for the nonce, Men say Success Has whdWy crowned your efforts; but the stress Of their applause is for the chattels you * Have left— your crumbling Clay is valueless. XXVIII i>3eek not to lead me to that Future Day Of which you prattle in the awkward way Of new-born babes; but, rather, let me tread The perfumed highway of Today, I pray. XXIX Irate not of Knowledge you will never know Beyond the compass of beliefs that flow As variable as winds upon the wastes Of desert lands and seas — 'tis better so. XXX loday— live for it ! — Oh, an emptv thing This Future is of which you bHthely sing! Fill up the Cup of Gladness while you may, Enjoy that sweet abandon it will bring! XXXI If I might know that some day— when, who knows? — My Life would bloom and blossom as the Rose, What would it matter?— I would still embrace The Joys the Present and Today disclose. XXX II 1 still would hold, clutched tigfhtly to my breast, The Pleasures of the Now, each moment dressed In more alluring raiment — find the Prize That you, in Future Days, have faintly guessed. XXXIIl If, in ray lethal Creed, 1 clutch the skirts Of Momentary Joy, who gaily flirts Before mine eyes and taunts me to my Doom, What matter if the outcome sadl}^ hurts? XXXIV Ah, c. :all me what you will- base, dissolute — Because your Liturgy I dare refute! The vines of Present Pleasures droop beneath A bounteous yield— I fain would pluck the fruit . XXXV JVly Cup of Life I rim-fill with Today, And drive Dull Care upon his trackless way; Call in the Piper, Joy, and seek surcease From Future thoughts— nor reckon on the pay. SECOND CYCLE Doubt of Maturity What you, in other Days, were wont to say, That deeds, well done, reflect the Future Day I now can grasp.'' XXXVl W hen years relentlessly roll on and on, Youth's fading Cycle blends into the dawn Of ripened Age, and, Lo — the heart brims o'er With memories of days forever gone. XXXVII Ahe Cynic, freed of arrogance, forswears The tangled preachments that Life's fulness bares Casts out the frail abandonment of Y^outh, While Doubt enmeshes Reason unawares. XXXVIII A he vision broadens as the years expand ; Hope checks the angered blow aimed by the hand Of ravished Fate, and Faith renews the song That Younger Years could never understand. XXXIX What you, in other Da^-s, were wont to say, That deeds, well done, reflect the Future Day, 1 now can grasp — in part — yet, let me ask, Does living wholly for the P'uture pay ? XL Xoday, for me, is with Life's pleasures fraught, The sweet quintessence of contentment, caught From out the Past,— Must I, then, cast aside Those pleasures and consider them as naught ? XLI V^an 1, once having run the gamut of All earthly Joys, embracing Hate and Love, Turn from that Past with Conscience all-serene. Discarding it as fares a tattered glove ? XLII If 1, repentant, now should bravely seek That fair Futurity of which you speak, Forget the tenets of those other Days, Would not the World at once proclaim me weak? XLIII VJonld it accept me, I, who always sought Destruction of those temples Faith had wrought Within your breast- accept me, who renounced The broader Creed that greater minds have taught? XLIV Is not the World suspicions of the Man Who, in his early years, revised the plan Of Looking^ Forward, skeptical of all Who preached the Gospel of the Coming Clan? XLV VJould it, without compunction, welcome me Within the fold of that Futurity To which I always lent a deafened ear, Blind to the things that blinder men could see? XL VI 1 doubt it!— Man, though human, cannot take The barren word of one who would forsake The wayward Creed of Youth and hold within His Soul the Light his betters strive to make. XLVII XVepentance cloaks the cowardice, I claim, Of one who has been seared within the Flame Of Blind Conceit; and, scorched, cries out : "Oh, Youth, What follies are committed in thv name!" XLVIII llow oft I seek communion with my Fate, When, menaced by Remorse, I, trembling, wait Beside the Road of Hope — but all in vain, For Fate, all-unrelenting, screams, "Too late! " XLIX iweet Faith, cursed by the Wanderlust, sways on To dizzy heights, turns, beckons— and is gone. I struggle after, buffeted anon By Doubt and by Despair— their helpless pawn. 1 sometimes think, when Doubt assails mj- brain, That, after all, Life is an endless chain Of vag^ue regrets — the fruits of maddened strife Man makes to pilfer Honestv of Gain, LI Fain would I be of service to the Creed You oft espoused, for now I feel the need Of such support ; yet Conscience prompts the thoug-ht: Too long I failed contributing my meed. LII Is it within the scope of Reason 1 Can flaunt my record of the Days gone by Before your sect in due repentance, and Expect that Screed in one brief hour to die ? LIII A he bird, so sweet of call, so fleet of wing, That greets the dawn of each new morn of Spring, If in that Spring its wings are broken, can It fly in Summer or as sweetly sing ? LIV V^aii 1, my Spring ill-spent as Fancy willed, My Soul this moment by its mem'ries thrilled, Come, in the Summertime of Life, to you And own my Youthful Mission unfulfilled? LV When I unto your portals late had strayed, And on the heartstrings of your Trust had played, Could you accept me but for what 1 am, And welcome me with Conscience unafraid? LVI l\h, could I feel, without a tinge of Doubt, I might embrace that Creed I used to fiout, And know that Faith in which you now rejoice, Then would I put the Past Reproach to rout! LVII But, having lived that Past for Self alone And toppled thoughts of others from the throne Of Reason, 1 am knouted by Despair, Who jeers: "Why this late Day seek to atone?" LVIII l\nd why," Doubt queries, "undertake to throw Away the Fruits you struggled long to know And now possess, for something undefined? — Accept the gifts of Youth — 'tis better so ! LIX l/or," Doubt continues, "Future is a dream Whose dogma is o'ershadowed by the gleam Of Present Life — why dawdle for a Prize As vague as blurred reflections in a stream? LX -L/o.ot Life of its abundance — take your fill Of Earthy Joys, let Future score the bill. Cram the voracious maw of Now with spoils Of Selfishness— for Virtue's pay is nil ! ' LXI l^o," gently ui irges Reason ; "Life is fleet, And one must mortar bitter with the sweet. Once having sipped the tang of Folly, why Abandon Hope, acknowledging Defeat ? LXII VV hen one has drunk his fill of false Desire, Infertile Doubt proclaims that to aspire To nobler things were vain — yet Conscience feeds Its twigs of faith to Hope's eternal fire! LXIII P 1 luck anchor from the Harbor of Despair And for Futurity's Domain now fare. What matter though the way be tempest-tossed? A little while, and you are sheltered there! LXIV What?" argues Doubt. "Renounce the Gains of years, A sacrifice to palliate he jeers Of Days to be— because the palinode Of Pagans has found echo in vour fears? LXV Oucl •h thoughts out-Herod Life. Youth's rainbow swings Its arched magnificence for what it brings The Day that is ! —When Death draws on apace, What care you for the song the Future sings?' LXVI l\h, thus assailed, I turn to you for Light, That you may guide my vagrant steps aright ! Doubt, Reason, and Despair their preachments bring, And all convincingly their tenets cite. LXVII iVlatnrer V( rears have taught me many things: 'Hie heart is saddest that most blithely sings ; There is no recompense for wasted Youth Save greater Wisdom patient Future brings. LXVIU let, having reaped the harvest I have sown, Can 1, all self -existent, illy-grown, Illume your World and share the manifold Endowments I should long ago have known ? LXIX What's done is done! — To knock upon the gate Of your Belief, I fear it is too late ; My Courage fails — I ever must remain A Parasite for Doubt to castigate ! LXX JVly Future! — dark, abysmal, fathomless! My Hope of nobler deeds in Doubt's duress! My path entangled by puissant Fear, My Soul denied the boon of Faith's redress! THIRD CYCLE Wisdom of Age 'Sans Creeds, Beliefs — let me each Day be swayed By one desire — e'en now too lon^ delayed: To practice Human Kindness.'' LXXI l\s one who rouses from imperfect sleep, Or, cured of blindness, sees the mighty sweep Of rising sun, so Wisdom springs from years, Belated faith with dawning Age to keep. LXXII ilope, dashed and bruised on Youthtime's heedless sea, Comes limping to the call of Destiny. From out my breast Despair and Doubt depart, And Faith, so long- held captive, now is free. LXXIIl VJome," whispers Conscience; "Life is short, forsooth, In which to extripate the lapse of Youth; To turn from those entanglements and seek The cyclic Wisdom later born of Truth. LXXIV Th he World applauds the man who finds the ways Of rectitude— who struggles long to raise The standards of Achievement, and who strives To leave behind his sterile Yesterdays. LXXV A he Springtime Cycle, when the heart beats young" And Future speaks to us in aUen tongue, Must swing in its predestined orbit, while 'Jlie paeans of Good Deeds are left unsung. LXXVl JPor Man, subservient to Present's sway, Precursor of a sometime Better Day, Is but a potsherd of the F'uture Life, United— later — with the Mother Clay LXXVII V>^ne errs in early Years when Fancy flings Her peripatetic dictum to the wings Of Youth's abandon ; for one cannot hear The song of Faith the Conscience softly sings. LXXVIII Out when, at last, the flush of Wisdom sweeps Into the Soul, and Life its mandates keeps, Man rouses from his lethargy and finds The boon of deeds — for Faith no longer sleeps. LXXIX Cj ome now into that Knowledge vast and wide Which, by Youth's blurred decree, I was denied, 1 joyously accept Life's profifered hand. My visionary Creeds all cast aside. LXXX J. o falter by the way is human — yet When one uproots the sprig's of deep Regret, Transplanting Hope into the veins of Life, Faith's gleaming star can never sink nor set, LXXXI Jje Kind! — Oh, phrase with promise opulent! Ornate with Love, Devotion, Heart-Content ! Youth-scorned, you limn Life's Falltime with the hues Of Blessedness beyond Earth's firmament! LXXXII Jje True!— Oh, words that drip with sweet repose, Perfume Existence with the scent of rose! Ignored in Springtime, take my trembling hand And guide the way until my Life shall close! LXXXllI Jje Charitable ! — Oh, a thousand ways 1 picture to myself those empty days Self-centered, when I lifted not a hand To help Mankind from Trouble's venal maze! LXXXIV l/aith, let me, full-repentant walk with you In Charity's fair garden drenched with dew, And find that sweet Soul-solace thriving there Which, in those fruitless days, I never knew ! LXXXV H .ope, steadfast, merciful, within my breast No longer grow the weeds of vague unrest. With you and Faith I face Futurity, My life indeed a Heaven doubly blessed! LXXXVI kJweet Charity, whose name ray lips ne'er framed In olden days, I come now, unashamed, Accepting of your bounty, asking naught But healing of the Heart so early maimed ! LXXXVll 1/aith, Hope, and Charity — though late the Day, I come to you deep homage now to pay: In humble supplication, bow before Your shrine, to find whatever peace I may. LXXXVIII IVline eyes, unveiled, now see the glory-dawn That long ago they should have feasted on. Mine ears, attuned to hear the Future song, Are deafened to the Ages past and gone. LXXXIX H enceforth my every deed I consecrate To you, that you may judge and estimate The depth of my repentance, and may know No longer do I doubt the ways of Fate. xc ians Creeds, Beliefs- let me each day be swayed By one desire — e'en now too lonjj delayed: To practice Human Kindness, and to bear My Cross adown the path Content has made. XCI x\nd let me struggle upward toward the J^ight Of Peace, in all its majesty and might, Through deeds that serve to gladden saddened hearts And lead them through Despair's deep shadowed Night. XCll Ihe Helpin^^ Hand! — Oh, frag-ments that remaiu Of wasted Life, yon ranst allay the pain Of those who follow in yonr early steps, — Sift chaff of Donbt from Trnth's endnring^ Crrain! XCIII X hough Wisdom blooms impassioned with the wane Of fleeting Life, as sunshine follows rain, One deed of Kindness dissipates the clouds Of Sorrow that from Younger Days remain. XCIV JL'eeds are not reckoned by the flight of Days, Nor by the salvos nor tumult of Praise, Nor Human Kindness by its magnitude — The World rewards Mankind in fitter wavs. xcv X oday— time-wise — 1 fare the Lighted Way From out the forest of my Yesterday, Rejoicing in the blessed Doctrine of 'J'he Helping Hand in Trouble's fevered fray XCVl X hough igh Age comes on, 'tis not too late to start To heed the promptings of a lightened heart. The Fellowship of Man is made complete When each plods ou and fills his given part. XCVII Xhe burdens of the Weak are for the Strong; The sore of heart are gladdened by a song; The Happy Man is he who scatters seeds Of lasting goodness as he goes along. XCVIIl xour Creeds— what are they? — Shallow things, indeed, When acts, not words, are what the helpless need. The World is small and has no place for those Who swathe their errors in the skirts of Creed! XCIX Op. 'aith! O Hope! O Charity I hold No brief against the Life that now is old, Since \'ou, all-bountiful, have shared with me The Wisdom you in Youthtime left untold ! iJehind, a barren Past ! — Before, fair days That 1 shall pass in Wisdom's joyous ways, With here and there a pause to lift some Soul From out the gloom Despondency may raise. CI JVly Future Days in honest purpose spent In Human Kindness, broad, beneficent, I shall have lived to see the sands of Life Run out their course in Wisdom— all-content. TAMAM