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Accept, I pray, these golden dreams of my youth, these rhythmic beats of my young heart, these sighs on the vanities of modern society, these aspiring hopes and wishes sung in the bosom of this glorious Republic. Sincerely, B. M. BESHSHURE West Newton, Pa.. June I, 1908. ERRATA Page 9, line 1, read "against" instead of 'gainst. Page 14, line 27, read "bid me nearer" instead of bid nearer. Page 14, line 28, read " lap " instead of lips. Page 23, line 42, read " advance " instead of progress. Page 31, line 18, read " utter" instead of outer. Page 32, line 27, read " throbs" instead of thorb.s. Page 36, line 31, read "patriotism" instead of pa- trotism. Page 35, line 40, read " success" instead of progress. Page 47, line 18, read " the" instead of thy. [yosalioe The sun was sinking in the west, ■Emitting from his couch of death. Soft crimson rays that lit the crests Of yon high tufted hills that swoop'd Along the moaning, rocky, shore ; And lent the eve more awe, and wrapt Within their dales' a nightly gloom. There was a fire within the clouds ; There was a fire beyond the hills; There was a raging fire in our Young hearts as we together moved Along the shore, from rock to rock, Her hand in mine, my heart in hers — Both fiying on the wings of love Two beings— one soul, one heart, one mind. Each being the other's world and life. The air he breathes, and the light That guides him and the gentle heart That throbs within his heaving breast. And beats' a music known to love. Enchanted, and bewilder'd by The grandeur of that golden eve. We lastly settled on a rock Just by a pretty little cove, Where weaklings of the dreadful sea, And wee young fishes swarmed around. And found a refuge peaceful, safe. That shelter'd their little, harmless lives. And free from cares, they jostled about. And sparkled in that shaded cove Like little pearly stars of night. ROSALINE She sat beside me, fair, divine. Voluptuously adding to The beauty of the scenes around And shared my silence and my dreams. I gazed upon the heaving main, And gazed upon her brilliant eyes, In whose profoundness I did loose My heart, my soul, my life, my all. My sobbing and my tears could not Quell that love tempest within me. I dropped into the fath'mless depth, My dreams, my fancies and m}' cares. That with the plashing, murm'ring tide Beat 'gainst the rocks, and in the cove, Both died out 'neath her sacred feet. O ! happy and rueful hour that passed, And buried itself deep in the clasps Of love adventures and love haps ! Come back to me ! Oh ! back to me. All nature twit me of thy grief That, mixed with a voluptuous joy. Shakes all the bonds of heart and soul. And leaves the lover, smiling, sad. And to the mercy of the tears. The sun sat down behind the hills. And twilight followed, and the gloom, The faded gloom, that usher'd the night, Reign'd o'er the ocean and the shore, And nature, dreamless, slept beneath. The wind was calmed into a breeze, Fresh, cheering, and melodious, too. The waves quelled down to ripples mild. And silence, deep, all over reign'd. Save in our hearts that louder beat. The darkness made us oftener gaze. And gaze more ardently upon Each other, fearing lest the gloom Would hide us both behind her screen. ROSALINE But love, a power that holds a sway O'er nature, and reforms her laws, Showed her fair face more bright and fair More gentle, more attractive, and The crimson rays that linger'd still Above the dark horizon lent Her cheeks a faded hue divine. Her golden ringlets veered and swayed And flr.tter'd with the breeze and cast Faint shadows on her white forehead That looked like ocean shaded with The shadows of the evening clouds. The day grew paler, darker, and The twilight crept into the night That hid beneath its sullen wings All things and silenc'd time and life. I summon'd my shatter'd senses, and With a reverential spirit looked At that fair angel by my side. That with a halo bright was crowned. I saw her tearful— and her tears Were glistening, dropping in her lap And running there in runnels fast, And rivulets with murmur sweet. O! What a doleful tempest broke And stirred the elements in my heart. I drew little nearer to her side, I clasped her gentle pretty hand. And quivering, knelt and stammer'd words That meant more worship than did love. She turned to me, a ravishing being Whose silence e'en was plenitude To my repining, famished heart. Distracted with our love and hopes And fancies and love's esctasy, ' We totter'd in each others' arms, And sighed, and sobbed, and wept and washed ROSALINE Our cheeks with kisses and with tears — The souvenirs of Parting Day, Viaticum of murder'cl love. The scintillating stars began To wan and loose themselves in space. The hills assumed a silv'ry hue As their crests toward the bright'ning east Were towering gigantically. The queen of night sat on her throne, And darkness fled before the moon, Who rose with all her heavenly sheen To solemnize our parting eve. We were still by the sacred rock That witnessed our sad last farewell* And were, upon its sacred breast, Invoking all the bliss of heaven, And heaping there our warmest love. We both knelt down in sight of all The wakening powers of heaven and earth. That all with hark'ning ears and hearts, Dismayed by that sad touching scene, Cast down o'er us a solemn gaze. And as I felt her hand in mine And saw her kneeling by my side With eyes, uplifted, utt'ring soft Her sweet, sweet prayer of love ; I felt As if my heart and all were blown Ofif on her charming, madd'ning looks To some far region of the skies, To those dense groupings of the stars That aren't but glances from her eyes. It was then chilly, and the dew Was forming on the scarped rocks, And on the sands and gravels we trod And making them wet, slippery. The sharp, loud, monotonous sound Of insects and the harsh loud croak Of toads, and murmur of the waves, ROSALINE That quietly broke 'gainst the rocks, Were tilling our ears and tilling the shore, And echoing in our broken hearts An awe combined with dread and fear. We traveird homeward, speechless, mute, And frenzied b}' the morrow's cares. And pond'ring o'er the happy past, And o'er the barren future days. And wishing that night would but expand Itself into eternity. How sweet it was to gaze at her, And fill up my poor wretched heart With her divine, immaculate grace ; And sweeter still to shut mine eyes And contemplate her radiancy, That in my bleak and dreary heart Did shed the rays of paradise. Or to come closer to her side And touch her pretty tidy dress. At which cohabitation, I Did shudder like an autumn leaf. She was more than a friend to me, So her I pledged all love I had ; She was m^ore than a sister dear, So, her, embraced most dearly And said, fair Rosaline, beloved. Have pity on my sighs and tears ; Have pity on the heart that thou With golden chains of love hast bound And kept in bondage at thy feet. O, keep him yet lest he should die ! O, do not leave me, dear, to go Where neither I nor my night dreams, Xor my bereft and darken'd hopes Can reach a smile, or bitter tear ! She all suffused with blushes turn'd Her violet eyes, whose glances shone More bright than all the silv'ry rays That poured down from the glorious moon And danced upon her golden cheeks ; 10 ROSALINE Then utter'd a sigh whose ravishing warmth Commingled with the bounteous wave Of her commotioned, sadden'd breast Did bring me nearer to my grave. Ah, happy hour ! when she did break The silence and into my ears She whisper'd her sweet words and said : "Beloved, thou cleft my heart in twain, Where cherish I a love for thee, That time nor fate can e'er subdue, Nor distance canker or decrease. Ask those dim stars of night how oft I watched them on my sleepless nights ; Ask that bright lapsing moon if she E'er met on her long endless course. But fragrant, faithful, silent prayers That my fond heart breathed up for thee ; Or hear the moaning deep repeat As it enfolds her favorite beach, My yearning to thy sweet old side. I'm bound to leave thee for a time. For Marg'ret, whom you know, so kind, Our dear old friend to me dispatched A message, with a cordial call To spend these summer's months with her In Paris, where at present she staj's. She tells me of a jolly time The}^ have, of all the social clubs. Of balls and dances which the Counts And Lords and barons do attend And make the gath'rings glitter with Their jovial spirits and their golds. There's now a chance for me to quote The latest fashions and the rules Of etiquette and modern styles At their congenial grand abode. Our land is flooded with all these. And our esteemed magnates have all Recoursed to them and gave to them Their best attention and their hearts. I wish, beloved, you could spare A time, along with me to go, ROSALINE 11 But oh, how oft our best desires Betray the heart that gave them birth, And wrap it o'er with endless hopes." I felt a violent horrible shock Within my soul, that was to bid Her last farewell to peace and life ; And felt as if my breath was lost. And ghastly silence grapped my tongue. The city lights came to our sight, And glitter'd through the sluggish air, Breaking awa}^ the spell of night. The hum and hubbub in the streets ; The noise of traffic and of life Were looming louder in our ears. We passed the precincts, plunged into The wide and narrow streets and lanes And passed the thickest thoroughfares, Yet heedless of the hottest rush And closest jostling of the crowd. Our path expired at last, and lo ! Upon a gently sloping knoll We stood, beside a wicket gate On which the ivy wove her leaves And flowers cluster'd dewy gay. There Rosaline went in, alone, Caressing those tame plants that Ijent Their foliage round her gentle arms. I watched her glancing back at me. I watched her stalk in gracefully And quietly across the yard. Then through the door that she unlocked. My strength gave way I tottered down. I lied upon the chilly grass And grapped the lattice of the fence. The moon had climbed high in the heavens, Shone down on dales and nooks and brooks, And bathed in her soft balmy rays The rose, the bud, the leaf, the twig The rampant thicket and the mound On which her mansion quietly stood, , 12 ROSALINE Amidst the most delicious charm Of most enchanting summer nights. A window in the lower floor Was oped, and there the silv'ry rays, That pertly danced upon the blinds, Poured in with balmy lavishment. Lo ! Rosaline, with all her grace And captivating looks appeared. With yearning heart and ardent eyes, Half screened with tears of piety, I watched the moon of heavens salute And hail her sister of the earth. She laid her elbows on the sill. And laid her cheeks upon her hands. And there, more like an angel fair That hails the world with peace, she stood. And gazed on nature slumb'ring in The vales and wakening in the skies ; And mused and mused, then stalked across The room, then she showed up no more. Not e'err the full moon's brilliant rays, That struck and knelt down on the floor In supplication near her bed. Could show her shadow or her form. And not until a while elapsed Could I retrieve my shatter'd thoughts And gain a strength to raise myself. And stumble homeward down the slope. My fancy, stirred with dismal hue And tunes of sad and empty world. Did peal on me and break my heart. I planned to follow her abroad. And ever be at her sweet side, And ever look at her bright face, And ever beg her looks, and bask My heart in their benign sweet rays. Then cares and hardships did assail My plans, that seemed could not be swerved, And duties called me back and chained My aspirations and my dreams. O heaven and earth ! Has she indeed ROSALINE 13 For me in her chaste dewy breast E'er cherished a love ; or how could she Let go an one like nie who lived. So solely, on her smiles and looks, And far from her, so wretched he was And liltle cared to live his life? But didn't she say, she did ; and what A symphony, a bliss, her words Did ring and echo in my ears? -Oh. yes ; and she avowed it too. "What ails thee, then, my heart?" I cried "x\nd what in heaven and on earth. In life and in eternity, For sweeter, gravest thou beside?" "Remand thy passions, heart, and hold Them in that golden leash of love That her sweet lips to thee avowed." A happy consolation did Then flutter in my dismal breast. And toppled down the loads of cares That crushed the flower of my youth. O, blessed confidence of love, O, pilot of the trouble-tost, O, anchor of the wavering hearts ; Akin to chaste young children trust To worship of the Deity. The road was rough'ning as I went. And swerving to the right and left ; And leading me through tilth and groves. Through thickets and through narrow creeks, Up hill, down hill, by granges, folds, By quarries and through shaded swamps. Through many a hedge and thorny fence. But gained the city streets at last. And soon into my room I stepped And locked up soon myself and plunged In bed fatigued, disturbed, dismayed. Now hopeful, now without a hope With passions veering, here and there. And fancies steering, far and wide, And mem'ries sweet and mem'ries sad. Stripped off m}- slumber, choked with sobs. 14 ROSALINE F'or she between my eyelids posed And stole away my meager sleep. The clock struck ten, then struck eleven. Then round to twelve, then its click-clock Died out within my ears, for lo ! I saw her in a garden, gay With blossoms of the early spring. While singing what could never sing So sweetly all the linnets of May. She was then sitting by a spring. Her eyes bewitched the atmosphere, The tiny plants and daisies were Around her clasping in a ring. The birds w^ere sporting with sunshine. Leaves rustling, water murm'ring, too, And her sweet tunes were soaring through The purple space to realms divine. She seemed to me a being from heaven, A part of nature's grandest themes; I stood so dazzled in her beams. But with her glance my hope was risen. With throbbing heart I 'proached her side ; My tears were brimming, streaming out ; I laid my heart and life about Her feet and spoke my prayers and sighed. Another glance from her did charm My soul and bid nearer pace. In her sweet lips I hid my face, And round my neck she laid her arm. All things then changed; lo, there, I stood Upon a cliff that tower'd high, And loomed with me into the sky, And kept me o'er my fate to brood. ROSALINE 15 Deep sighs and frets and furious roar Were crowding all the valley's bed From waters rushing down so red As if were fed with human gore. The threaten'd cliff opposed the act Of its unappeasable mad foe That, in its vehement furious flow, Pour'd through its heart a cataract. And howled at times with howling gusts And filled the chasm with froth and spray As its deep fathomless pathway Was hewing through the rocky crust. I sorrowed and did shudder with fear As there I stood bereft, forlorn. Deserted, broken down, lovelorn. Who lost all things in love but tears. There I called back love's vanished days, Whose splendor did, of old, to me. Eclipse time, life, eternity And flood creation with his rays. And pond'ring gazed upon the line Of scooping hills around with grief, And counted every falling leaf. To every falling hope of mine. No consolation, nay, all things Around breathed horror and alarm ; The woods, the river, and the arm Of fate that flung me on death's wings. The sun then at mid heaven posed. The trees half-stripped at autumn rounds Cast slight little shadows on their grounds, And all the forest's nooks exposed. 1() ROSALINK Lo ! there beneath an aged tree My Rosaline had smiling stood, I leapt with joy and scarcely could Appease the heart that throbbed in me. 1 summon'd my strength to fly to her ; I hurried back and hurried forth; T hurried wildly south and north ; But found I was imprison'd up there. To jump! A death infernal in The gorge's jaws, so ragged and stiff. Yet bitterer death upon the cliff, A death of yearning blazed within. But suddenly from the forest's heart Appeared a strange, suspicious beast That grovell'd stealthily abreast. Then on my Rosaline did dart ; •\nd through the forest with her sped : I shouted loud and wept and cried. And wakening, on a tearful tide I found me floating in my bed. ISiy heart was beating like a drum, My breath was dashing like a wave ; And looked as if out of the grave I, back to life and light did come. Absorbed in fancies scorched and burnt .-vn'.l shuddering still with horror fierce, Made to the door and soon was off With breathless hurry through the streets. The sun had climbed high in the East, Dispersing with his brilliant rays The thick, dark morning mist and lent The universe a joyous hue. But all was dark within my heart As on the depot's platform stood 1, summoning him with silent blush To bid his angel sweet farewell. ROSALINfl 17 Surrounded with her friends, and mates, And relatives fair Rosaline Came dressed up in a trav'ling suit. And stalking like a goddess of old. She had upon her breast a rose Still damp with balmy morning dew ; And to her stylish hat was pinned A beautiful bunch of violets. But fairest, sweetest than all buds. And blossoms and flowers of the spring, Were her fair bonny cheeks and eyes That dawned on me that parting morn. A distant, deep, resounded roar Did warn me of her train's approach ; A roar that billowed sadly in The crypts and arches of my heart. She looked around, and as her eyes Met mine in wavering, solemn gaze, She beckoned to me and stepped aside, I followed in a humble pace, And stood bewilder'd by her side. She stretched her arm to me, and as I pressed her hand in mine I felt That all my sorrows cower'd and shrank, And vanished, fading at her feet. "Good-bye, beloved" ! I mutter'd to her, 'And when the quiet hours to come Shall stir within thy youthful breast The reminiscence of the past, Recall a friend that cherished thee, And plighted thee all love he had. And pledged at thy love's sacred shrine His heart, his life, his destiny." Oh! there, panted the giant train. As she bore down along the track. And smoked and whistled thunder-like, And flashed a hubbub in the crowd That stirred and rushed up to the cars; Then last of all beings followed I With broken heart and pleading looks, 18 ROSALINE Helpless and tearful, mute, aghast, And watched her going up the steps. And watched the wheels and heard them screech, And saw them glide along the rails, And bear my sweetest life away. From rock to rock, from shade to shade ; Alone with my ill fated heart ; From park to park, from haunt to haunt ; From brook to grove, to yard, to bower, And seats of matchless, boundless joy. Where \\ e immiortalized our love, And our undreamt of wretchedness. How tediously my days did crawl ! How sadly crept my eves and nights! I spurned all social transient joys And fled to nature's bosom, where, 1 met a soothing, kind caress. So sweet, eternal, and benign. Where laid I down my grief and cares, — Where I did tell my rueful tales ; For nature was a gentle friend That cared to wipe my tears awa}-. And in the rustling of the leaves, And in the murm'ring of its brooks. It lulled the pangs that chafed my heart. How oft, alone, upon the hills, Or 'neath a stooping, arched rock. Or lying on the grassy lawns, I dreamt my days from dawn to eve, From early, pearly gleam until The sunset blushing ceased to glare. Revolving deep within my breast The contemplations of my youth. And ever grasping in my hands Her beautiful picture that I loved, And cherished like a relic of saints, And gazing on and on until The rolling tears did screen my eyes. How oft I read out to the bright, Attentive, silent skies the sweet And tender, missives she had sent ROSALINE 19 To me from board her sailing ship ; In which she told me of her sad, And lonely, tedious, gloomy hours ; Of all her longings, once again. Upon this happy shore, to stand, To tread upon the beautiful soil Of her free, glorious fatherland ; And read them o'er and o'er until Their sweet, harmonious echo could Be heard reverberated by The mould'ring rums of my heart. i One blithesome morning of the spring When verdure clothed the meads and vales ; After a drizzling shower past And left behind upon the grass. And on the leaflets of the trees, Bright drops of rain that spangled like Little pearly stars in sky of green. That morn I left out for my haunts Still worried by the old, old cares. And sighing still my favorite sighs That time for them had made a path Within the archives of my breast ; And made them sound more deep and sad. I was more restless, more dismayed, Despondent than ever before ; For since a tedious, great long lapse Of time she had not written me; And so forgotten by her felt I was upon this dreadful earth A sheer exile without a home, Without a cheerful ray of light. That morn I had a letter from her, The which I hugged a thousand times, But oh, to my all ruining despair It told an alter'd, false, base heart That reared an utter faithless love. I clenched her message in my fist And gnashed my teeth with anguish that Drove out my fancy, frantic, wild. I lost my way and dived amidst The shrubs and brambles in the woods. 20 ROSALINE And roved astray till suddenly came To a big tree that stood upon A grassy solitary lawn. I sat me down in its thick shade And mused and ponder'd and recalled; And wept more tears than ever did. "Forbid it, Heaven!!" shouted I, '"Forbid it thou great God of Heaven. O, Rosaline's kind, noble heart ; Forgive it. Oh ! Forgive it all" ! I blushed with stinging sad remorse. My eyes were filled and clouded thick, My breast was choked, my breath withheld I sobbed and wept so bitterly. Dear Rosaline, that sacred being, Her words that chanted earth and heaven ; Her simple, noble heart that bloomed Beneath the sky of this free land. Have changed into a mockery, And she into a mere coquette ! "What ails thee, lad?" A soft low voice Rang in my ears, I turned my face, Lo ! there behind me stood a man With stately figure crowned with all The chaste and snowy glow of age. That leaning on his staff approached My side and took his seat upon The bed of grass. He laid his staff Upon his trembling succumbed knees And patted pertly with its tip His chobby-hairy, huge old dog That felt the quiet, comely spell Of his old master's gravity. And quietly lied beside him, and There gnarled those breezy hours away. "What raked that fire in thee, young man?" Resumed the old man, turning his Diqi foibled eyes askew at me. "What turned thee wild and made thee spurn Society to haunt the woods? What made thy tears so glibly flow, ROSALINE 21 And thy young heart so wildly heave? Are all the consolations and The graces of God's heaven o'er done? Has God used up all his sweet peace? Brace up, O, passionate, tender lad ! For sorrow is a double sin : A crime 'gainst nature and a crime Against the great Creator, God. All eddying sobs and rolling tears Can ne'er restore the flying past, While cheer will make the present worth A thousand past, a thousand fold.'" And when he paused a while to gain His breath and pat his slumb'ring dog. I raised my head and gazed at him With eyes half dried up of their tears At his caressing, helpful w^ords ; Then suddenly broke again in sobs As a dear thought had flutter'd by The gateways of my mind, and leapt Away across the gorgeous skies With dear love mem'ries on its wings. ''Break down that grasp of hopeless grief," He added, with compassionate tune ; "Thy looks, thy sighs and tears do all To me betray and tell a love." "Xay, more they tell a love, betrayed," Sobbed I, with quiv'ring, broken voice. "A maiden whom I loved, my sire, A maiden sweet and chanting, whom I worshipped next to the divine. She had the charm of muses and Upon her virginic cheeks and lips A lavishing rosy flush of youth E'er glowed with blithesome chastity. Her hair possessed the color of gold And was like those soft ruddy rays That falter in the sunset skies. And garland heaven and champion day. Her eyes, blue as the summer sky. Had cheer'd the gloomiest darkest souls 22 ROSALINE And set the calmest heart on dreams, And with their cheerful, balmy rays Dried up the tears of time and fate. She was as gay and cheerful as The robin in the month of May. She had the prudence of the sage And had the mind of Socrates. Beneath the sky of this land she' Thrived as the lily of the field, And was at home a mountain nymph, A rose through winter and through spring. Together to the same school went ; And sat together at one desk ; And daily when the school was o'er Her books I carried home for her. She learned about the Saviour Christ, She learned of God in nature, and She studied nature and her laws, ' And traced through countless ages life In all its stages and its growth. : She read of saints and patriots And heroes of the days of yore. And learned to walk in their footsteps. She had all that was to her sex Denied all o'er the world of man. They tell me we were born in May, The same day, almost the same hour. Out in our suburban cottage homes Amidst the flowers and at the song Of birds and tinkling of the brooks. We grew so much together and Our prattling infancy gave way To joyous, playful childhood and To friendliest companionship. We used to join the neighbors' tots And share them their playthings and toys. And join them in their outings, and Together hop on meads and fields. I always followed by her side. And she did always shed a bright And happy smile along my path. ROSALINE 23 I picked her all the flowers she liked And never failed to deck her breast With roses that did match her cheeks ; And pin to her gay golden hair The dewy tufts of hyacinth. I had a satisfaction sweet, And doubtless in obeying her will I often wished her to suggest To me some errand or some deed. I asked her once if she desired Me chase a gaudy butterfly That lighted on a twig nearby. "No, thanks," replied she with a smile, '"Let him enjoy his life, for I Do hate all pleasures that would cause Somebody else's misery."' So frankl}', sweetly utter'd she Xhose words that did her heart bespeak, And did my heart with virtue touch. So deep in my young soul they were Impressed that now they sound so fresh As if were told but yesterday; For we, my sire, are simply what Our maidens' hearts want us to be. Whene'er I missed her, but one day I grieved and felt my heart ablaze. Whene'er I wept naught soothed my heart Save her sweet looks, and gentle hand That wiped my "precious" tears away. ] (She always called them precious, alas!) And brought my cheeks in touch with hers. And with her bounteous, radiant smile Reflected glorious, sparkling hues That ne'er a sun could form on rains. No milder passions later years Could introduce into our hearts. i The innocent simplicity Of childhood passed to blushing youth. 'Tis true we lessen'd frequency To our dear haunts and rendezvous. 'Tis true we were less seen together But naught could thwart our love's progress 24 ROSALINE Or could abate our eddying zeal. Nay ! came we to a fuller sense Of our unique attachment and Produced more tears, more sighs, more love. The sunny days of summer to us More charm than ever did portend. The birds sang sweeter and the flowers In deeper tacit eloquence Addressed our throbbing, spell-bound hearts. The brightness of the outer world Was blended with the inner joy And sweet felicity of love, And made our youth a grace, a bliss. So fair and charming Rosaline Was looming in my chanted eyes. That oft I wonder'd whether God Could e'er create an angel like Herself, for she, oh she, did stand The masterpiece of Deity. Was that belief of mine a trance? Was it a fancy or a whim ? That love did picture to my mind, My heart, my senses and niy soul? But let that loe whate'er it might I know (and don't want know no more) It ruled my thoughts; it governed my life; It formed my most resplendent dreams ; It sensatized my stolid heart ; It purified my youth and set My soul on path of piety. One day we climbed upon the hill Whose sumptuous verdure and whose wide Untrammell'd lovely sceneries Did oft attract us and infuse Great happiness into our hearts ; Simplicity into our thoughts, And loftiness into our love. We called that hill the "Thur of Youth," It was so dear to Rosaline (And certainly as dear to me) That many a time she dreamt of it ROSALINE -^ And told to me those dreams of her Pure heart that harmonized in my Attentive ears like tales of heaven. _ That day wa.s glorious, clear and bright. We had v^^ith us our favorite books; As then we planned to lull the hours With pretty poems and with songs. I had "The Works of Robert Burns," That never left my pocket; she had Great Byron's "Hours of Idleness." So cheering was the eastern breeze That swept the ocean's purple stretch And whisper'd through the orchards and Rose up to us so fragrant fresh. Taking Burns' precious booklet I Read out his "Highland Mary" to Her, and she shared my sighs and wept While leaning on my arm her cheeks. She made me oft repeat that song; But seeing how the Scottish lovelorn Made her emotion stir so wild, I paused at last and cheered her up By loving consolations and By earnest, prayerful words of love. "My Rosaline," said I, when she Had her old cheerful mood resumed, "A song ! You've always been so kind." She paused a moment then broke out The silence that o'erwhelmed our hearts, With most melodious, cheering tunes That ever swelled 'neath azure skies. Oh ! gloomy is the human heart That never dreamt his youthful^ dreams, And worthless is the life that ne'er Did worship in the shrine of love ! The sweetest happiest dreams of youth Did then possess our hearts, my sire. "Rise up," she said to me in one Of those energetic tunes that Characterize the daughters of This land when 'roused by duty's call Or moved to do their master's will. 26 ROSALINE "Rise up, let ns be true, beloved. To God and virtue, as to love. I heard my mother talk last night Of a poor family that dw^ells In yon house by the railroad track, Of a sick mother, and a child. All whose incessant labor does Not e'en purchase their daily food. Our visit might prove a blessing to them; We might bring cheer to their sad hearts." So off w^ith unremitting zeal We went, no briers or thorns, no slopes Or ragg'd rocks could tire her down Or check my watchful care of her. The sun shone down with scorching heat And made us crave the pleasant hours We had upon the breezy hill. It was lunch time in that little cot, A piece of cheese, a loaf of bread Laid on a table gnawed with age, Did represent the family's meal. There was a stir within the cot, The son had then come home from work, Had on the table laid his meal (The simple poor same old meal) and Was helping his ill mother to share His food and living to live with him And dying they together die. "May heaven bless thee, my son," the old, Half paralyzed, gaunt mother said. As he had braced her in her chair And gave her half his bread and cheese. "May God, the Father of all good. The Giver of all gifts, grant you, My son. His all-abiding grace. And shield your path and fill your sheds With corn, and fill 3'our home with peace ; For He won't pass His children by Or fail to help them at their need Or ever mock a mother's tear." ROSALINE 27 There was quite an estrangement when Fair Rosaline stood at the door And hailed them with angelic smile. They never speculated on A visit like that or they ne'er dreamt That men of wealth and glittering gold Were made like them of common clay. The mother whose tears soaked up her hread, The son whose cares choked up his heart, Both were amazed and kept aghast And silent for a lapse of time, As if of their poor means ashamed. Encourag'd by Rosaline's kind words And her sweet smiles, they brightened up And welcomed us with generous hearts. They offer'd their chairs to us, but we Took seats upon a bench and had Them both resume their lunch the while. Fair Rosaline kept teaching them And telling them the words of God And tales of sweet and soothing truth That were from her fair rosy lips Told out with double grace and charm. When lunch was o'er she helped the sick Old mother to her bed and laid In her lap all the coins she had And hugged her with a kind embrace. How touching ! were the mother's looks, That wander'd all around the cot — From empty cupboard toward her son. From Rosaline up toward her God — And muttered out just one soft prayer Afloat o'er tears of gratitude. O ! ye, all men of gold and wealth Who own the trophies of this world Have ye e'er tasted poverty Or cared to see the suffering poor? Have ye descended from your high And breezy halls to visit those homes Where men with souls like yours reside? If not, dear friends, then do it now. 28 ROSALINE The years rolled on and Rosaline Left school, my sire, and faced the great, Wide, outer, tempting world and got In closer contact with her friends And shared society its fads. And gave to foreign vanities Her heart that was as pure as snow. 'Tis not yet a full, gloomy year Since to the old world she has crossed. Alas ! all those celestial gifts With which our nation vies the world, All that high breeding totter'd down, And worshiped vanity beneath Her French colossal cenotaph. Whose shadow mars Christianit3^ I could no more bear up to tell To him those woes and sad details ; I hid within my hands my face And sobbed with a heart-rending grief. Moved by my pitiful tears he 'proached To me and by his gentle words And soothing consolation my High eddying grief abated, thence I raised my eyes and looked at him With a reverential, thankful glance. And from his half-closed, half-ope'd eyes That age enfeebled by his strain I saw two glistening, silent tears So slowly rolling down the folds And wrinkles of his trembling cheeks ; Then heard them tinkle in his lap. I realized, I felt his love, And his kind interest in me, I felt my sorrows shared by him. "She gave me up," continued I. "And did her fatherland eschew. She spurned the simple, honest love. And shunned to dwell in sacred hearts And be a goddess in a shrine ; And chose to dwell within the walls ROSA LINK 2?) Of monld'ring, crumbling castles of yore, And be a captive and a slave. She gave a 'busted' count her hand, And bowed with solemn oath her head To decked grave-like hypocrisy. God, God what a dream absurd. An empty drum, a chimera, A loathsome burden, hateful task, A worthless bauble, and a jest, Appeal to me this life of mine ! How can T live while my dear heart Departed and within my breast. Left aught but pangs disquietude And mould'ring ruins of a, once. Fair, gay and flourishing paradise, But now a barren, desolate waste. An herbless, budless, springless life, A surging sea, a lump of death." 1 then with jealous anguish, wild. Threw down myself upon the ground And aimed to tear then myself up. "Don't sin against just heaven, poor lad," Cried he while in his fondling arms Embraced me fainting in his lap. When next I ope'd my eyes I was Laid down upon a bed of grass, Beneath a tuft of hanging rocks, And gales froro rustling trees nearby Were blowing life into my veins. His dog was guarding by my side ; Now snarling, barking sullenly ; Now sniffing about with eager watch, Or licking lovingly my hands. And shaking soberly his tail. I raised my head and looked around; There was no human to be seen. My clothes were wet and so my hair, And so the trodden grassy bed. When seeing me restored to life The speechless dog leapt wild with joy, oO ROSALINE And rushed amidst the bushes down The slope to break the happy news To his compassionate human friend, Who in a little w^iile appeared, Escorted by that faithful dog And carrying in his hat, along, Cold water from the bubbling spring. I rose up and toward him I sped And thanked him in a cordial tone And words dictated by a heart That felt immortal gratitude. I took the hat from him and meant To spill its contents on the ground. He got it back and watering a Sere little with'ring plant he said ' Ne'er fail, young man, to shed a smile And scatter sunshine where'er you go, 'For life conceals within its folds More misery, more darkened hearts Than e'er we thought of or divined. For in that smile and that sunshine, A weary, haggard soul may bathe And find an everlasting bliss. Oh, when on my inspection tour. This morn, I left my lonely home And found thee 'neath that aged tree That rears its head beyond the hill. And saw thee moaning, dank with tears; Thy loneliness, th}' looks all told The world to move and pass thee by, And let thee wail thy life away. I felt more sorrow than could bear. And to thy notice hence 1 stepped And did accost thee to thy grief. For I, young man, was brought up in An age in which humanity Was ne'er from its own self estranged. An age in which all forms of wealth And vain pastimes of life were for The peace that human souls infuse Each into each, poor substitutes. Oh, what a flatt'ring, shameful and ROSALIiNE '^l iMi-.-itic, tantalizing whim, Oh, what a selfish, wrong belief Appeals to me a certain creed That rules the spirit of this age. A whim that placed impassable bars Amidst our social human race ; That made the social ties so loose And shame to gloat o'er selfish aims; And man to curse his brother man, That hid his faults behind a screen Of crimeful, wicked, self-interest Which he mistermed a lawful war And a survival of the fit. An abominable wrong that would Drive off its maker wildly mad, If he from his old grave would rise To judge the fakers of his laws. It cast not few to outer despair. It turned good many wild as beasts ; It ruined well-meaning, zealous souls." And having squeezed up his wetted hand Picked up his staff, and coming to A sunny spot he placed it there To dry up in the high-day sun. I watched him with an earnest gaze. Amazed of his uncommon zeal, Despite all his decrepitude. 'My sire," I said as he stooped down To take a soft seat by my side, ' How can I e'er repay you for Thy care of me that does surpass All great rewards all human gifts?" "By never mentioning it, young man. By living up to Heaven's commands And never sinning as you did Against the sacred Christian peace. By casting all thy troubles away." "Is there a sinning in pure love?" Cried I, raising my sunken face ; "Is there an error and a crime In what the Heavenly Father breathed 32 ROSALINE Within our human hearts, my sire? In what the whole creation moves And has its most harmonious being? A crime? An error? You say, sir, Of what God, Himself, is? A' fake? Of that most actual virtue that Does make religion possible?"' "Forbid it, God ! That e'er I should Deny what nature all around. With sweetest, truest, echoes proclaims ! Deny what my corporeal sense In soundest truth conveys to me ; What I do hear, do breathe and touch, And do behold in earth and sky And all the nooks of existence. From that litlc wee seed in the field To those gigantic worlds that whirl In space ; but this does manifest A wholly different phase, young man. What makes the good, a good, is not A virtue in itself, inheres As much as 'tis the way applied. For bad in virtuous hands may turn Out good while ignorance does make Of good a venom and a curse. I praise the love in thee, young man, I praise thy faithful heart that thorbs With sweetest, fond affection, but Do hesitate if to pronounce It a consistent, wholesome love. It far excells that ravenous sort That governs the motives of this age ; That base, ignoble, sordid lust So flirting, so seditious, that Does gloat o'er virtue's sweetest flowers Disguised in. love habilaments ; E'en in an age like this that claims A reaching toward the true ideal. "We are not made to weep and mourn, We have a nobler aim in view ; 'Tis true, all sorrow emanates ROSALINE From tender, faithful, loving hearts, From souls replete with meekness and Abounding with docility, But ne'er devoid of hopelessness Which mars the pure implicit trust That binds the human and divine. Wherein love giving birth to grief, And grief to undivine despair, Religion suffers in their strife. And gives discredit to the heart. Wherein, young man, affections, while Are boasting o'er the lustful love Had climbed too high and fell. But I would rather see the race Climb high and fall and climb and fall Than see him ravishing in his lust Down by the morbid foot of time. "Pluck out this thorn of sorrow from Thy heart and fill thy days with good ; Go teach the erring world to spurn That noxious most pernicious lust That has been cank'ring human life. And has been making man a beast. And love a wretched infamy, A curse for youth, a desp'rate code That mesmerized the will of man. 'Like a sweet spectral strain his words Rang in that quiet vale and pealed Up through the billowy foliage of The heaving, rustling trees, and struck Harmonious quivers in my veins. I felt he was the ghost of peace On earth ; the conduit of God's truth." '"Will then this age that swarms with true And marked progress be doomed?" said I. '"Yes, to some marked extent, for that Bright light that has for man dispelled The gloom of ignorance has cast A dark profile upon his soul, In which he hid his worldly loot. 34 EOSALINE The virtues of this age, young man. Are numerous, but oh, how oft ! Its gay society displays So much of riotous living and So much corruption that would shame The vilest ages of the past. Tis e'en in this our glorious land, This land on whose free blessed soil, Beneath whose starlit loving skies The weary, haggard souls of all The human race a refuge seek. This land that stands for truth and love, For- freedom and morality, Has been polluted and defamed : It has been bowing down its head ; And has accepted what it had Eschewed and cursed in days of yore. And there the East now scoffs and jeers The West ; and there the broken down, Decrepit old does fool the new. Look to the myriad evils that Has flooded to this land in shape Of desp'rate aimless, reckless life Of luxury, of vanity. Observe our wealthy potentates, How they've to despotism recoursed ; How they are smothering virtue's cry; How they are copying revelrous modes And vain, foul customs from the East, And paying their prepond'rous gold To buy a name, or buy a badge. Oh shame ! ye sons of those esteemed. Illustrious fathers whose great deeds Immortalized their precious names In marble cold and hearts so warm. And whose dead sacred mute bones from The threshold of eternity E'er curse 3'our selfish, aimless lives.'' That is what caused thy misery, That is the life's boat on which thou Had cargoed all thy love and hope ; That has been tempted by the depths ROSALINE 35 And sailed with all her buoyancy, But smitten by just one gale, young man, It wrecked and dashed thy heart and all Against the ragged shoals of grief On which thou lie now sad, forlorn, Bemoaning all thy youth away. Wake up, young man, prepare to hear What might to thee sound wondrous strange. 'lis time, young man, we should awake To our gross errors and atone For our imprudence and our pride. That have hoodwinked us in the race. We've set a higher prize to things So worldly transient and so vain. And turned to heaven's concerns our backs, And in great many ways we all Have misapplied our ample means And swerved our efforts toward the wrong, The very system of our thoughts; The very education we Do suckle with the childhood milk And glean in schools and galleries Of knowledge is deficient, wrong; It banished idealistic truth And made us worship matter in sooth. Oh 'tis that flatt'ring, wheedling and Seductive "code of interest." It has its own dupes 'midst our ranks i That preach its gospel zealously, So unaware of myriad crimes That lurk beneath its air^ings. Trace wrong and folly to their depths You'll find there couching interest. Trace revelry, trace vanity. Trace luxury, trace recklessness, Trace selfishness, debauchery. Trace misery, trace all known crimes, There at the bottom interest you'll find. Is it then meet, young man, to build Our superstructure of progress On such a dangerous quick-sand? But this is what we have achieved, 36 ROSALINE We teach it to our guiltless child, Who'll make, no doubt, the morrow's man : Thus sow in his receptive mind The very seeds of selfishness. The pendulum had swung with lack Of "interest" and thence produced The bleak, dark ages of the past ; And dealt a fatal blow to all The possible culture of the mind. But in the present age it knocked With "interest" the other extreme And dealt a fatal blow to all The possible culture of the heart And shut the gates of "heaven within." It then drove men to horrible grots Of sordid dry religion and To virtue's prairies where he hoped To win the promised paradise. It now drives men to revel with sin Hoodwinked by pride to stroll upon The highways of materialism In hope eternity to win. O. twin poor, grov'lling, straying worms. O, crude, erratic beings, alas ! This is what made thee shed thy tears And sob with an incessant grief; What made thy days as dark as nights, Thy nights as sleepless as thy days, 'Tis interest, eccentric, wild That swept in its resistless flood All patrotism, virtue, love. 'Tis interest that played its course In childhood years unhinder'd, free, Whence passions let so loose without The slightest impressive command Had erred, were ditched and went a prey To worldly vain concerns of wealth. Now here, so helpless as we are. We stand and watch our wealth consumed And squander'd in base, wicked pursuits. ROSALINE 87 This is the odious spirit that Fills many a home with misery And makes our courts our busiest shops Our jails as crowded as our schools And our grog shops and filthy clubs The graves digged for humanity. Alas ! young man, if this our dear Great, lovely fatherland be doomed Before we take up to our guard ; For though my eyes with age are dim Aly mind, distracted and decayed, Lo ! there above the dim profile Of time a gath'ring storm behold. E'er bigg'ning dark'ning creeping on With a terrific weight that might Crush down the very pillars that Hold up our social dignity. Waste not thy time 'mongst sighs and tears, Go teach the world in words and deeds To stand for virtue and for love, 'Tis sweet to shed a tear and breathe A sigh when our dear ones are missed. 'Tis sweet to love; 'tis sweet to love, 'Tis holy,* sacred and divine ; But let us not depart with love And pour it off in wasteful tears But keep it e'er within our hearts To purify them and redress The wrongs and inclements of time. i Thrilled up by his kind helpful words, Absorbed in their immaculate truth. That like a pealing voice from heaven Stirred up the elements in my soul. And like miraculous seasonal clouds Precipitated in my breast ; The deluge of another life. I mused and roved and roved again, Then suddenly stood up on my feet. Addressing him with humble words. But all alone I was ! He left No trace ! I searched amongst the trees ; 38 ROSALINE I rushed down toward the fount, but none Was there ; I climbed the hanging cliff And cast around a watchful gaze, I saw him plodding his steep way Up yonder hill through bushes and thorns, Supported by his staff and lead By his big, sprightly, tireless dog. He looked to me like virtue's ghost Fighting its arduous course in life And tramping down the snares of sin, Triumphing, marching heavenward. I felt a godly stir within, And on that high, commanding cliff Under the crimson evening sky Down on my knees I knelt and prayed And pledged my heart and life in sight Of nature, that did echo my cry .And time that ceased his hurried fly Smiling above the reddish west To encore my true, humble prayer, "O Rosaline, I'll live to pray For thee and love to live and do Thy will, O God ! Thy will, O God !" -,;< :^ -Jf. -^f z'ti- The fall succeeded summer, and The snowy winters usher'd the spring. The fields did bud and flower and bloom. Rich harvests came ; rich harvests went. The leaves let fall again their leaves. Thus time drew toward eternity. And life drew nearer to its goal. The days were bright'ning cheerfully .\nd filling the once sad heart with peace. The sable hue of life exchanged With pearly dawn that did announce The brightness of the soul within. The orchards bloomed three times ; the young Apple tree that Rosaline and I Had planted in weird youth grew tall And almost shaded all our porch. Our pet sheep did give birth to three ROSALINE 39 Young lambs with coats as white as snow. The lirst was very dear to me ; I loved him so I called him "Rose," x^nd alwa^'S hang (to make the name IVIore tit) upon his horns a flower. The past was still so dear to me You see ; its shadows often stirred ]\Iy meditations ; but its gloom, All its despondence and despair Could not becloud the peace that reigned In my new heart or shake the trust My Saviour breathed within my soul. The tangible objects, time and space, The Ego and the Self are not The only fact realities. That form, the universe — there are Invisibilities that rule All matter, life and time and space And do establish harmony To their reactive entities And keep the human in direct Communion with the ones on high. It is true and established that The outer tangible things reflect Upon the hearts contentment, joy And pleasure ; but all these fade out When habit holds a sway upon The frail nerves of our mortal coil. Not so with that eternal joy That takes its rise within the soul, Replenished by the grace divine ; That like an ever-flowing stream Floods out all sorrow and despair. I had a constant cheer within My heart no day brought in new cares, No night new terrifying dreams. Not that big Mother Nature changed Her stable, uniform old laws. But that my soul gave up her whims The papers never failed to trace And give exhaustive long accounts 40 ROSALINE Of Rosaline's in married life. To journalism that was not A mere dry, private, stale event. Nay, was indeed a national one, A vivid symposium of the faults And follies of our vain home life. I read all that and marvelled at The gossips that did till the land And did to me first sound so gross. One writer stated that the gold Which Rosaline had squander'd with Her count would weigh three thousand pounds. Another wrote, "Her fortune would (H nobly have been used) effect Converting millions back to Christ.*' A third one wrote : "Our fleet is not As strong as ought to be. The hulls Of some of our big battleships Are not enough thick-plated with Strong steel, for when in time of war The crew and ammunitions get On board they sink and show up but Few inches of protected hull. The gold that stie has wasted in The bars and cafes of Europe, would If to equip our fleet bequeathed, Give us the strongest naval force." What those surmises had in them Of worth, I did not know, forsooth. I was then chiefly more concerned About her home life, and the way Her count was wont to treat her in. All that, alas ! read out a sad And shameful, vile disgrace. They had no mutual, trustful love. She did suspect him and he did Suspect her of the sycophants Of whom each kept a petted horde. He married her to get her gold She married him but to assume His social title ; but at last When all her millions dwindled out. ROSALINE 41 Ami when boliind his title she Met all the woes of scand'lous life, Dark Hades gulped within their souls. A cutting of their marriage tie Was by the papers predicted, And it was rumored that her folks Would not restore their prodigal child. Few weeks elapsed but nothing new Was told about her status till One Sunday morning when I took The paper and glanced rapidly O'er its lirst title page on which My glance caught in what read like this; "Confined in bed out on a farm, Attacked with fever, Rosaline, The Countess of , the daughter of , One of our multi-millionaires. Deserted by her count, is now A victim of continuous spells That might result in heart collapse. She is nursed b}" a mother and son Who were somehow conected with Her, as they say, wdien they were poor. The doctors gave no hope that she Will e'er recuperate." The rest Was soaked off in my tears. I ran Down to the depot and got on The train that soon was off amidst The outskirts of the town, and though She dashed like lightning I wished she Would take the tire that was raked in My heart and bear me sooner to The presence of fair Rosaline. The whole face of the farm was changed. The fields that but few years before Had been all cover'd with weeds were then All ploughed and terraced and fenced around, And green with grass and gay with flowers And blossoming shrubs of various plants. 42 ROSALINE I Stole in 'midst the piles of ha}', And went around from shed to shed, But could not find my way therein; I went about and traced the road That Rosaline and I did take When once we visited that spot. I found the rock that she sat on Before we went into the cot, And saw the little shrub on which She leaned and whose little green leaves she Touched with her gentle hand ; and saw The very stone I stood on then When laid my cheeks upon her lap And listened to her sweet words and watched The drops of sweat that glided o'er Her rosy cheeks and fell upon My face with sacred soothing charm That will outlive eternity. The brook that murmur'd by that rock Was lending still a boundless charm. I also found the greenish toad Still leap from hole to hole, then post Himself upon a stone then dive Into the water, then spout out And sing his loud ancestral croak. Just as when Rosaline stood there. And listened with a pensive mood And praised the God of Nature who In ever}' form of life has placed A soothing form of happiness. I also saw the pebbles grind And chafe as ever in the brook, And whirl around, then tumble down Into the gliding current, and Wash off into the ocean wide ; Just like all other molds of life That struggle with time, and living their share, Glide on into the infinite. All that dear spot was heeded by The cruel hands of time, for love Divine was hov'ring o'er its seats; ROSALINE 43 But all around it man's great hand Had wrought extensive change in sheds, In bowers, in fences and canals ; Thus could no further trace my way. A colunm of smoke that slowly furled And floated in the sluggish air Above a bunch of trees, to me Did then suggest the dwelling place. I walked on toward the smoke, and soon I found the road that led me to The mansion Rosaline stayed at. On knocking at the door an aged, Tall, stately woman soon came out With a rich smile upon her face. We recognized each other, but I was amazed at that big change, That proved to me how God ne'er fails To help his trusting children, and "Does never mock a mother's tear." She told me then how Rosaline Was anxious to see me, and how She often, on her bed of pain. Had sung of our past, happy days. "This morning," said the mother, while Wiping her feeble eyes, from whose Deep wells the tears gushed forth, "she is. Poor Rosaline, in critical swoon. We fancied for a time we lost Her, but about an hour ago She woke up, and begged us to send For you ; but we, not knowing where You live, we then attempted to Console her, but all was in vain. We prayed to God, and ere our knees Sank to the floor we heard your knock. She led me through the parlor to A large adjoining room, where, on Her bed lay Rosaline, as pale As death, and drooping like a flower That faced the autumn of her life. 44 ROSALINE She smiled when I approached her side, And stretched out her pale hand to me, Whose grasp I felt in my hand like A fluffy lump of melting snow. Her eyes and mine met in a glance At which each turned his face aside, And wept the remnant of our tears. "The fault was mine," cried she, and gave Herself up to her sobs, with which Her soul was nearly gushed away. Feeling what error I fell in I 'proached her with a loving tune. And cheered up her sad heart, and said: "My Rosaline, (if yet thou do Allow this friend to call thee his) My Rosaline, save thy dear self, And live again for love and me." "Too late, too late," she mutter'd to me ; "Too late, beloved, for I've now passed The threshold of existence, and Now stand upon eternal soil. But oh ! beloved, how drearily The grave yawns to receive my soul ! How horrible that Ghost of Death That comes to pluck my heart awa}' ! How dark the world I fall into ! How fearful ! O ! my God, my God ! O let me live betwixt thine arms ! O guard me 'gainst this hideous death That'll snatch me from thy bosom, dear." "O Rosaline, dear Rosaline," Cried I with broken voice, "Lay all Thy burden at the Saviour's feet. For e'en the darkest valley of death Will brighten at his loving smile." "Too late, beloved, for what will that Repentence of the wretch'd avail Him while he slumbers in his grave?" "Nay, Rosaline, thou ne'er have been So wretch'd and lost that God's wide grace Cannot encompass and restore Thv soul to his salvation fold." ROSALINE 45 *T have denied my Christ, beloved. I have, on death bed, spurned his grace ; And mocked His bleeding wounds upon The cross of human cruelty; And scorned His humble death for me; And doubted God's inlinite love And His infinite mercy; and Hurled down with my blaspheming hand All Godhood, wrapt with heaven and earth Into the dark, eternal nil. And buried my soul in their remains. I have committed suicide'' ! And poured the acid in my throat. ' O. dying, wretched woman, Alas" ! Cried I and fainted by her side. Awakened by our host's good care I took the pale, dear Rosaline Between my arms, and wiped off with jNIy kerchief her bright, pearly sweat. "Shall we send for the pastor, dear?" Resumed I wnth a pleading tune. To which she gave a nodding consent. In a little while the pastor came In, holding in one hand the Book Of Truth, and in the other his staff. He looked quite old, and "crowned with all The chaste and snowy glow of age." He smiled on us, who gathered around Fair Rosaline's death bed, and laid The Holy Bible in her hand. She hugged it to her breast, and laid On it a silent kiss and wept. He beckoned to us, and we all knelt Down at her bed and listened to His touching prayer that seemed to pierce All fathoms of space, and reach the throne Of God, and bring his peace and love. We rose up and a heavenly light Was fluttering o'er her face, and her Sweet lips were muttering hopeful songs. We listened and heard her last sweet words : 46 ROSALINE ' "While the nearer waters roll, While the tempest still is high ; Hide me, O my Saviour hide, Till the storm of life is past ; Safe into the haven guide, O receive my soul at last !" Her cheeks waxed red, she ope'd her eyes And gazed at me with her most bright And radiant glance, then a rich smile Svvcpt o'er her face »»d carried her Into the great eternal world. Beneath a maple tree that grew And wafted its fresh fragrant breeze Beside the murm'ring cottage brook We buried Rosaline, and strewed I'he flowers o'er her grave, and wept. How little ! that tender piece of flesh That in the human breast resides, And calls itself a heart; yet how Grand and incomprehensible It fills itself with virtue, truth. And pure, divinely chastity. At other times with vice and dreams. Absurdities and chimeras. It beats in life, it beats out death, It beats aversion to mankind, And beats what angels sang to earth That .sweet and lulling strophe — Love. It is the lovers' wrecking boat, 'Tis a tumultuous ocean dark; 'Tis a bright, lovely firmament ; It is the heaven within us ; It is the dismal, dark abyss, The dusky, drear hell into which Humanity hurls down itself. O dear old seats of love and joy, In whose most sacred bosom did We shed the happiest tears of youth ! ROSALINE What wither'd thy gay and fragrant tlowers, Ye meadows of the days by-gone, Where oft we frolicked and beguiled The passionate storms of love and youth? Ye bowers installed and decked all o'er, And trim.med by her enchanting hands ; That shaded us on summer days. And 'mongst her roses and her twigs Did hide our endless tales of love. Ye leaves and buds that thrived so long On her benign and balmy breaths. What wither'd and nipped thy life away? What silenced, what did sadden thy songs, And trillings ye linnets of the past? chirping birds, what made thee weep? Ye Church of the great living God, Ye virtue's pure, solitary child That rear thy steeples in thy sky. And hail the world with peace, good will ; That ever lulled my burning zeal With peace so sweet and so benign. Ye pews where often to her side And in the shadows of her dreams 1 sat and spoke my prayers and sighed, What made thee lose thy charm and bliss? What did to thee thy grief impart? What filled thee with a gloomy spell, Ye rocks, and cliffs, and dismal coves. Ye breakers that with their white foam E'er muffle the barren, sullen shore, And heaves the fath'mless, gloomy depths. And stir my gazing soul to rove As they our old dear haunts embrace, Smooth off her footsteps on the sand. Or murmur softly, sadly and Splash up the memories of the past! lUL 33 W08 09 ^ .*-?^«^^ ^^. ^^ -^ ^ . -l> A