PLACE IN THE SUIV OEORQE: TVILLIAM ALLISON Class Book GopjTiglitl^^.- CDPXRIGHT DKPOSm A PLACE IN THE SUN A PLACE IN THE SUN GEOROK ^WILLIAM ALLISON RIVERSIDE PUBLISHING COMPANY South Bend, Indiana 1916 -.N 6> Copyright 1916 By George William Allison. All rights reserved. M: SEP 15 1916 PRINTED BY GONIEC POLSKI PRINTING COMPANY ©GI.A437()99 To one who cannot read this page By reason of her youth My daughter Clare Louise I dedicate this book In the hope That she will grow To understand her father^ s love CONTENTS. A FOOI^'S DREAM 25 AFTER SUNSET— A LONE STAR BEFORE DARK 61 AN EGYPTIAN MUMMY 89 A PILE OF STONES ON MT. CHEYENJJE 78 A PLACE IN THE SUN 15 A PSALM AND A FALL AFTERNOON 48 A ROBIN IN WINTER 79 BEYOND THE GRASP 60 BRUCE ISMAY'S SOLILIQUY 71 CONSCIENCE 82 DELIGHT 45 DESCRIPTIVE MUSIC 54 DIVERGENT PATHS 81 HOPE 84 HUMANITY 29 IMPATIENCE DIVINE 41 IN THE MUSIC-ROOM 58 IPALNEMOANI 87 LOVE CHASTISES : 88 MOTHER 50 MOTHER-LOVE 49 NATURE'S ALCHEMY ....«...-,...-. _— , 85 PEACE „ 35 REPLY TO OBSCENITY 56 SELF-SACRIFICE .l....... "..... 2 8 SOLITUDE DISTURBED ...' „...........: 1.......:....... 78 SO THE WORLD GOES ON .....„...:...,L............. 21 THE BEGINNING QP THE DANCfe :.... 62 THE BRIEF SUPREMACY ..1 .....2d THE CINEMATOGRAPH ........:...! .......:........................ 67 'i'HE CLOUD OF FLESH ...: 5^ THE CLOUD WITHIN THE POOL 69 THE DESERT PRAYER 36 THE ETERNAL PYRAMIDS ZO THE FLOWING SPRING 65 THE GOTHIC PRAYER 34 THE GROWTH OF AN IDEAL 58 THE NIGHT-WATCH 48 THE OLD MAN AT THE DOOR - IB THE ROAD I CHOOSE '. 4t THE SERVILE THOR ..,....,. 23 THE SUPER-MAN 17 THE TRIUMPHAL PROCESSION 19 THOTS AFAR ft# THE WORLD AT THE WAILING- PLACE 1« A PLACE IN THE SUN. God, how men have struggled And battled in bloody fight To briefly stand a sturdy while Possessing that poor eminence we call ''A place within the sun!" To bask in that unholy light How many men have vainly died To push their petty prince ahead? What a striving human herd we are! And tho the place one may have gained, And tho the bloody reddened light may shine And keep the face abeam awhile With sleek sardonic vulcan gleam, — "^hor<^, always stands a shadow in the rear . . . — 15 — An umbra strewn with bodies of the slain Whose winds are fetid-weighed from rotting dead, And weird with hellish corses of the dying horde Or the agonizing cries of disappointed pain they raise And on either side the penumbral threats Of clashing fighting rival arms Of driven maddened maudlin men Who come to take in turn each winner down Who stands above so ill at ease To gratify his egotistic pride and vanity Within the envied place up in the sun ! God, we are a striving hortling human herd ! 16 THE SUPER-MAN. Create a self ! Attain the end for which thou'rt born; Achieve the aim of lusty living ! Nor let the race with eager claim For charity defeat thy course, And hold thee down amid the horde Of common ordinary men! If obstacles oppose thy path, Step not around — But brush the paltry earth aside, Wave the universe away That you may pass And yonder stand unsheathed Of shackling arts And skillfully contrived device, Unbaggaged over-man ! 17 THE WORLD AT THE WAILING PLACE. From sheer ashamedness of sin The world now seeks its weary wailing-place To pour its grief-o 'erladen soul in prayerful tears And cry release from dismal servitude Of gods who know not peace. Too long alas some tempting strayed In curiousity too close the brink Of precipices bounding deepest hell, When of a halt — the bank gave way, And they went tremblingly o'ersault Without support — wherefore we weep ! Unceasingly the sobs ascend to God ! 18 — THE TRIUMPHAL PROCESSION. The putrid odor of decaying dead Rises from their earthy cerements And wafted by the fetid winds Offensively it floats across the fields; And even now entrained Comes trampling thru the streets Trailing in the triumph of the host, And making sick the scene Of glory- vaunting guilt! It taints the show of triumph born of war ! The glitter and the glamor of parade Suff iceth not to blot from memory The curses of the murdered dead They killed to win the field. Call this not a triumph! Nay, for shame ! Say failure ! For they fail who win by force — 19 — And virulently vaunt a victory Above the decomposing bodies Or unnumbered dreamless dead ! 20 so THE WORLD GOES ON. And so the world goes on. Today to build — tomorrow to destroy ! Today to speak of brotherhood and God ; Tomorrow nations pray to Jupitor or Mars! Not wait to pray, but eagerly, While pushing engines of destruction To vantage points from which The projectiled fingers of a pained death May reach and grasp and crush With iron hand and rasping nails Whole cities full of men and homes. With treasures of labor and art ! And so the iron claw of a rabid hate That knows no let or stay Still grasps with pitiless greed For the fruit of the centuries peace. And those who spoke yester of God, — 21 — Today study tactics and field, Issue orders, engage, and count dead. And mutter to Mars in the mean ! And so the world goes on. O utter ennui ! — 22 — THE SERVILE THOR. In days of yore the hills of Norseland Heard within their yawning gulches' depths The deafening din and rumbling roar of thunder, As Thor the mighty strong of arm Raised hands aloft and smote with sturdy stroke Of hammer, blows which brot a mighty crash And seemed to crush the souls of men. And shatter in a thousand scattered fragments The hardihood that feared nor man nor devil. But now the knotted arm is bound Which held such mighty power, — Fettered by him who crivged And feared the awful force ! No longer free to roam the hills at will, But work content in shop and mill. In street, on field or sea. To raise his busy whurr and clattered din, — 23 — To lift and bear with ease the heavy tons, To light the darkened ways of puny men, To flash their mystic words thru widened leagues Behold the mighty god who once was free, The willing servile slave of fearless man ! — 24 A POOL'S DREAM. I hold within my hand the palsied, pale-sick moon And stand beneath the hollow, starry dom6 Of blue we call in iterance the sky ; We know not what it is. But I shall hurl this moon With Herculean strength of arm Against the key-star of that dome And leave the shattered fragments To come tumbling down And crush the earth And all that in it is. What if I perish in the deal? The melee will be great And I shall gloat with glee To see the pieces of the blue Lie scattered here about Amid the tumbled wreck of stars I — 25 — THE BRIEF SUPREMACY. A strong sense of the incomparably serene, The exaltation of victorious chosen few, Crowns the hardship and toil Of the torturous upward trails That lead to the peaks and blue. Undaunted by the chilly gaze of frowing cliffs. The snarling lips of Nature curled in scorn At the effeminacy of the weak, But challenging the strong, — We climbed and have achieved : Are tasting of the joys reserved For thoiSe who will to win And do by sheer determination! But as from hatred at the core For those who prove their best, We, standing on the summits. Beheld them snarl the more — 26 — And prove intolerant of conquerors ; They drove us dumbly down to valley With our fellows far below ! How like is life! To attain the topmost pinacle of Fame May be our greatly gifted human lot, To only then retire to the humbler ranks Of ordinary and forgotten men, Dissatisfied the more for having tasted Joys and conquests we could not longer own, Or bequeath to those who come behind! — 27 — SELF-SACRIFICE What tho I push myself to heights sublime As fit for only super-man? Does not the whispering pine, Sole remnant in the wake of weilded axe, Suffer greviously from cruel gale Which sweeps the unprotected hillside And its lonesome window ? Are not her branches whipped and snapped Until the forest beauty bleakly stands A horrid mangled ugly hag? So alone can I arise of self, Achieve the vaunted over-man, With loveless crippled character: A gaunt and barren trunk of a man Of height enough to spare. But lacking spread ! I cannot rise without I raise the race! — 28 — HUMANITY. I beheld a terrestrial planet Swung far out among the spheres and space Majestically poised and rotary, And round the sun it swung; Millions of beings clambered round its sides Or tossed upon its liquid seas ; Creating or eating bread they are : And something else. What? Ah, there *s a word I cannot meet! They've tears and smiles. And loves and hates, Hopes and fears. And wars and peace, Deep wellings of an unsung soul, — Yea, more than this ! But what, Exactly what, I cannot say ; Except, perhaps, they 're human ! — 29 — THE ETERNAL PYRAMIDS. The rugged Cheops had only scowled ; The master builder knew his meaning well — And urged his foremen ply their whips more freely ; The uncurled lashes snarled and snapped; The swarthy slaves o 'erstrained their tired limbs To barely move the heavy block. The granite mass rose slowly from the earth ; The desert sun shone hot on drifting sands ; The blurr'd horizon quavered in the atmosphere; The sluggish Nile flowed on between its muddy banks Adown the valley distantly to sea. Still scowled the mighty Cheops — Him of power — whose word is life Or death to slaves as he alone may choose. A dusky slave has fallen by the granite mass Where he has lifted much on little food Except impotent rebellious hate — 30 — That dared not risk the lash, Or worse, a head removed ! The stinging lash brings on outcry But a trembling quiver of the tired flesh Beneath the place the welt appeared. His body is removed and laid aside to die. Another fills his place. The work goes on! The mighty Cheops must his tomb erect 'Ere he too drops besides the rock He could not lift alone — tho king — Except for help of these — tho slaves. The massive pyramid of Cheops stands Durable above Egyptian desert sands, A memorable monument as much to them Who toiled with no reward save tasks and death As His to him who drove (and still some drive!) The slaves he plied beneath his system Before the age of justice had arrived — If still His come! — 31 — CONSCIENCE. On the boundary of the expansive sea One stands to watch the rolling waters heave, To note the inward creep of tide, The rush of waves that lash the shore, Thrust threatening finger-rills toward ones feet. Then ebb thru wetted glistening sands Adown to meet the motion inward bent Thus o'er and o'er. So under the orbs and lisping winds of God The tide and waves of conscience rise And crowd and rush and lash Remorselessly the guilty mind of man Once he has cast up continents of crime To impede the restless motion Of the boundless seas of God. 32 LOVE CHASTISES. As the Christ of old in righteousness indignant Hurled his well-aimed seven woes Against pretending Pharisees and scribes, Then having quit the holy city Looked backward o 'er the vale and wept They would not hear and heed his word, — So the careful mother whips the naughty child In cold and stern severity Then quickly turns away to hide the growing tear That dims the eye and blurrs the vision. Chastising love e'er suffers most itself. And after cries, * ' If thou hadst known ! ' ' — 33 — THE GOTHIC PRAYER. God help the men who utter Long slender Gothic prayers in plaintive tones That rise in cold grey splendor To majestic pointed arches Reaching toward a hollow-sounding heaven And bring back only echoes — Effete echoes of the prayers themselves — Sounding empty on the sated ear, Nor giving peace to praying souls Of sinful sorrow-laden men, Or such as we. 34 PEACE. In the mist of the valley 's summer green, In the setting sun's golden haze And the purple and azure and dreamy mists Which artlessly o 'er the whole scene plays, — There ascends a column of uncurled smoke' From the stack of an unpaintod home. Not a sound or a breath on the stillness breaks To disturb the gathering gloam, — And God calls the picture '* Peace"! — 35 — THE DESERT PRAYER. No minaret of mosque to mark the scape ; No sounding chant of priestly call to prayer ; Only a solitary camel-rider, A bowl of sapphire blue for sky, ^ A limitless expanse of desert sands, That yesterday were rippled with the winds, Now growing gold and glowing in the rising sun What greater summons could the Allah give As call to prayer than this ? Dismount and wash. The rug. The desert still. A penitential forehead to the dust. Allah lives, and ruleth over all: The barren drifted desert is not lone ! 36 IPALNEMOANI. Among a host of other stern-faced gods ye stand, Appalled by human blood and human fears : Their green stone altars running red in blood While human faces trickle salty tears. For you no breast is torn or bleeding heart Is waved toward the burning sun, No body tumbled down the temple-steps To sate the savage rage we shun; No voice of priest rings out from temple-top For you all human-kindness demonize, No cry of waging war or tossing lottery To bring or choose the human sacrifice For thee alone of all the pantheon That grace the hills of Mexico There is no sacrifice of life or limb That praise upon thine altars does bestow : For thee alone there swings the burning incense — 37 — "Whose aromatic fumes to thee arise To voice the prayers of human hearts Which would diffuse themselves thru earth and skies. Nay, more! There blows from every fragrant blossom Each a swaying censor which beautifies the splendid More perfumed incense than could rise [earth, Thru any stenchant smoke from any altar-hearth ! We grace thy name ! The flowered earth gives grace ! Ipalnemoani — '*by whom we live" — We offer thee our living hearts, His more Than all the fragrant perfumed flowers give! — 38 AN EGYPTIAN MUMMY. Upon those browning crumbling bones (Now near to earthly dust Within their dustless polished ease) Once lived the vibrant tissue With the warmth of woman-flesh. *Tis well the tight-wound linen Hides what once was woman-frame from view Since form has gone, and all is hollow mockery. But ah, those ghastly features ! The toothless jaw has fallen from its socket And now stands mockingly agape ! *Twas set on yestermorn in rows of pearl. And yesterday were lips to smile and speak and kiss ! Thru the crunched bones which mark the nose Were breathed the scents of perfume-laden air. Whilst overhead the sutured skull there grew The raven hair so proudly tressed. — 39 — And HOW below, two empty sockets Reveal the secrets of the dusty cave arear Wherein dwelt thot of good and ill and all : No longer do the sparkling eyes hide aught within And give it sight and life ! The citadel of thot is now for rent Of other tenantry than mind. Yet one cannot but ask What thots and hopes, what fears and dreams Perplexed your day or troubled sleep — What pleasures thrilled or pains annoyed. But rest in ageless sleep, and near the dust, — We know you are of kind with us. — 40 IMPATIENCE DIVINE. thou great infinite idea Which impenetrates the All Impelling on and upward With divine impatience And energy eternal Everything that is Or was or shall be In the sum of being : Creating active strife And endless struggle brewing, Burning, clamoring expression — Impulsive force which makes all Incline and climb, yet cringe Attainment of the great Ideal — Stimulate this living life To reach and claim the power Which lever-like mil pry — 41 — The soul from lowly pits Of lethargy wherein have lain Too long too many souls Of men and things and All. 42 — A PSALM AND A FALL AFTERNOON. Let me leave the wide road, The hard-trodden road Of the beaten paths of men ! Let me clamber the sagging wood-lot fence And kick the dead leaves with my feet In the groves of the gorgeous fall ! With the golden sun and the hazy air To liven the day for the dying leaves, As aflame in scarlet and gold They cling for a last farewell To the birds and the wind and the sky ! Let me feel the crunch of the soft mother-earth 'Neath the heel of my unhallowed shoe! Let me reverently lean with my arms On the old rail-fence beyond And watch the unherded flocks, Or scan the corn-shocks, row on row, — 43 — Sturdy ^ards of invincible fall ! Let me bask in the beauty of present joy, And the sun, and the afternoon ! As waters from unfailing springs, There wells from the depths of mind, • Mysteriously half -understood, > The words of an ancient psalm ....*' Thou crownest the year with thy goodness, And the hills are girdled with joy; The pastures are clothed with flocks, And the valleys are covered with grain; They shout for joy, and they sing.'* — 44 — DELIGHT . I delight .... To throw myself recklessly- Over the rocky ledge With the slender stream In a tenuous film of silver And dash myself into spray, Then reassemble and rush on. . ... To quietly slip with the winds Thru the shadowed ways of the woods And kiss the light-flower 'd poppy, Then scatter the scent o'er the fields. . ... To stand like the green live-oak And let the wind run quivering thru me And rustle the folds of my frock. — 45 — • , , , To lie like the rich brown earth Which gathers the warmth of the sun And feeling the glow of new-life Born of a welcome pregnancy Exhilirate forth in a wealth of flora. ... To be companionable To earth, wind, water, and wood. — 46 — THE ROAD I CHOOSE. I lifted up mine eyes unto the hills And trudged with zest the upward path of youth Ascending from the vale of infancy. IVe reached the crest of manhoods sturdy road From here I see the path diversified — Direct and torturous, hither and yon, Out thru the vale and over summit Its' various courses lead, — Each with its hills and sunny meads to Wew, But each with its petty hindrances^ I know not which way to the best — I cannot take them all (I say so with regret!) So — this the road I choose And onward trudge! I trudge it zestf ul still ! 47 THE NIGHT - WATCH. Wearied with racking pain Which follows the surgeons' knife. Long thru the endless night With its* ceaseless calm and still I lay restlessly a-cot Waiting complete fulfillment Of either of two desires — Sleep, or the dawn: Relief from the pain of self By sleeping forgetfulness, Or interfusion of self in else. 48 — MOTHER - LOVE. Who has ever seen The suffering of the silent mother Who stands besides the prim-made bed Of immaculate unruffled linen Whereon lies the fevered brow Of the boy she once gave birth And felt the tears She dared not well? Who has ever seen And knows not mother-love? — 49 — MOT HER How beautiful The memory Of mother ! — 50 — ^TER SUNSET — A LONE STAR BEFORE DARK. One glimmering twinkly star Lumines the window-scape With its' limited gaze From a hospital cot : Lone star, blue sky above Fading to pink below, — Pink gashed with pointed gables, Weird shapes of trees and poles : Foot-steps below in the street, Clang of the distant car. Voices supprest in the hall — Lone star twinkling over all : — Suffer or sleep — God is near ; The night will pass And morning will bring the dawn. 51 THE CLOUD OF FLESH. The cloud of flesh which wrapped your hidden form Was precipitated by the chilly blast of death And leaves your truest self untrammeled now To stand forth sheathed with only glory In the light of glowing noontide sun. — 52 — IN THE MUSIC -ROOM. I beheld the sun-lit room, The polished instrument, Brown case and ivoried keys — And 70U — With unfolded sheet of notes : A touch of slender practised hands And room and keys and page Fade into a maze of mist and melody Into music-mist and you. — 53 — Descriptive music. My rocking ceased ; And soon the chair was still: For from the polished instrument With noiseless ivoried keys There came a scene of sound — On either side the tree-clad banks Of a sun-lit woodland stream : And down between the sound-banks Came a rippling melody of laughter As the brook of notes unceasingly Babbled on from side to side Slippered by moss-topped stones, Fanned by wood-flower-scented breeze, Heralded by sun and fluttered shadow. The sound-stream gaily triple-trickles on. — 64 — A folded page ... A dying chord . I closed my eyes and rocked again. — 55 REPLY TO OBSCENITY. Dame Nature has a shame that's all her own — Nay, shame is not the word For shame means moral turpitude And morals are not hers. Well say not shame, but modesty Which shrinks from filthy show; Not to deceive or lead astray, Disown the wrong she knows is there — But not only to put it forward. Nor is she less strong that this is so. Less worthy of the worlds' respect: Virtue lies not in display of passion ; Sturdiness is not of stallions' fire. She need not be too nice to not be rude ; Nor need be rude and boorish lest too nice And being nice — too weak ! The ivy-tendrils, leaves, and vine — 56 — Trail o 'er the crumbled ruined walls of weakened men And hide to beautify decaying shame ; The lichen hides the harshness of the limestone tomb ; The mats of moss conceal and glorify The dismal dreary swamps of putrid mud ; The southern jessamine o'erclambers green The blasted pine of woodland solitudes That else were shameful. So need not man be hesitating to avoid immodesty, Nor need be rude to prove him man ; Display the base to prove him bold ; He need not tell or sing a song of shame — Too many things too better to be told. — 57 THE GROWTH OF AN IDEAL. Whether from the slime of ocean ooze Emerged the germ which generated life Of man and fish and bird, Or whether God or gods created him and them Complete in form, concerns us not ; We only know he is and they. We see his stooping form emerge From dismal dark of dusty cave Half-erect, low-browed and stern. With pudgy belly and unkempt hair ; Killer of the beasts, yet one of them; Carver of the bones whose flesh he gnaws ; This once the thing that now is man ! And then from Tigris Valley and from Nile We learn of cities walled and strong. Of waging wars, and conquests Carried into dim and distant lands : — 5'8 — And then the seas were won from gods of fear, And more fleets plowed the blue Than tilled the black and fertile earth. Anon Rome dons the warriors helmet Worn by Greece of yore And subjugates the earth; And underneath her tutelage the nations rise And supercede their patron. But all the while the cave-man grows And sloughs his stooping hairy form And bestial code of life. Leaves caves and beasts to guard The low-browed skulls of yore While he ascends To be the lordly democrat of all the earth, Potent over elements and sea and air, Tho holding still the unreached folds Of rich ideals in view. It doth not yet appear What he shall be ! — 59 — BEYOND THE GRASP. He walked along the rocky ledge That grooved the hip of earth : The crevices above which gathered soil Gave root to hardy flowers of the wild, And in the suasive July sun Each stalk was toppled heavily With its load of floral gold. The heart and hand were tempted To garner in a sheaf. But those he held in hand seemed Not quite the peer of those beyond: Some missing petal, dull of shade, Or some lesser fault in all. But ah, — one just above the reach Seemed flawless — perfect in every line. The one desired blossom of them all ! — 60 — So is it ever thus in life : The thing we hold in hand Seem's less than what's beyond the grasp, And leaves ns discontent To long and strain for the ideal Which is ever only just beyond ! — 61 — THE BEGINNING OF THE DANCE. (Japanese Legend.) Whence came the dance? Who first discovered beauty In the form of rythms ' song ? Who felt the joyous stir, The thrill of pulsing sentiment, That swaying with the trees, The babbling stream of brook. The unseen breath of wind Make mighty moving melody? The fathers of the race reply: On the morning of creation Ere the mists of time arose And the grasses of the earth Were sparkled with the dew. When the world was fresh-created 62 And the sun was bright and new, It happened so ..... . Thru the woods of gladsome springtime Tripped a faun abrim with life ; Trees and shrubs full-budded Awoke a happy thrill of soul Flowers called unceasing And the sweetness of their odor gave delight : The sun gave energy to thot and soul. One beautiful pure blossom Defiled but by an hours sun Seized his soul, and drew it out And up, above his utmost reach; Its whiteness dazzled and entranced — He sprang to grasp and hold it, But when the firm earth left his feet. He knew the dance and kept it Tho the blossom he might covet held its place. — 63 — And still the stream and the tree-tops, The wind and the waves of the wild Dance and teach this rythmic joy To the faun, the nymph, and the child. — 64 — THE FLOWING SPRING. Below a grass-clothed knoll Where grow the green live-oaks, There flows a cooling spring Out o 'er the lap of limestone Roof above and shelf below. Quietly it ever flows Out and on, The stillness only broken By the gurgling of the little stream As laughing at its pebbly path And the clear-throated song Of a lone bird above. It is a spring of magic mystery To kiss the thirsty roots Of stream-side plants and reeds With healing soothing lips, While mirroring the sun. — 65 — My mind is a flowing spring : A magic mystery of thot Rising from unseen sources And moving stilly out and on To kiss with fluid lips The roots of reasoned order In the universe of thirst For explanation of its being, And the stream reflects (sometimes rofracts) The illuminating rays of reason Which emanate from the divine. — 66 — THE CINEMATOGRAPH. Seated in a cushioned opera-chair ~ Within the cheap theatre of reflection I watched the lighted action on the screen. The sound of voice was silent Save the dreary hum of whispered comment And the faulty melody of woe or joy, Of gleeful ragged discontent Or of sullen pathos As mayhap fit the action Which alone disturbed the tranquilized occasion. The reel rolls on — the length of memory. The film of deeds once done Is re-enacted here for ruthless rumination. The alternating flickered light For days of animated action, And an instantaneous flutter for the nights Eeweave before my eyes a film of life — 67 — For solemn retrospection. The hero of the tale secures award; The villain takes his due. I sigh the sight is so soon done. A click! .... the picture's o'er, And ended in a blinding glare of light ! I rise to go . A few more days may flutter out The action of my lif es enacted tale ; A few more flickered scenes of shortened nights May intersperse the whole "While I retain my seat And see my actions featured By the cinematograph of God. • «•••• And then will come the glare? . — 68 — THE CLOUD WITHIN THE POOL. Beneath the fluttering shadows of the gorge In the cooling freshness of the springtime green The white-flowered trillium topples drowsily; In the wetness of last seasons fallen leaves, Modest and almost quite unseen, there grows The wild ginger with its richness folded in corolla Of a humble brown. The spatter of a nearby waterfall, The rustle of the newly opened leaves, The merry chatter of returning feathered friends. Melt into indistinctness. My thot is otherwhere. A convenient moss-rugged log invites to rest and medi- On the wonder and the glory of the opening day [tation In this forenoon of the year. The narrow streamlet at my feet in freshet swept Its limestone path and left a pool Of clear and quiet limpid water Wherein my gaze, invited, falls. — 69 — I note the fossiled coral in the pool And send my meditation to the days When ocean ooze and clamminess here reined supreme, And laid this down to keep until today. And centuries of earth are melted from my mind. But deeper down it seems I see A framed expanse of clear unmeadowed blue : And even now far down there moves A silvered fleece, ungilded by tradition, Which sweeps the bottom from the stream And leaves a vacant blurr where had been Trees and pool and rocks and leaves And time — and I 'm alone with God In reverie and fantasy and dream. — 70 — BRUCE ISMAY'S SOLILIQUY. The melancholy wind unceasingly Sweeps the barren waste of unplowed field From rocky shore and restless dreaded sea And seeks me out upon the dreary land To speak the silent voices of the dead : The dead the deep insatiate sea devoured — Some unprepared, but others brave — Tho dead are all thru fault of mine . . . Deep down they lie, Deep down they lie, Deep down in the surly sea And their voices cry. Their voices cry, They cry from the deeps at me ! The ocean tosses up into the wind With the constant heave of her surging breast — 71 — The agony-cry of those who drowned When my ship went down in the sea With a hole in her side two fathom wide And a half -ship-line in length : Yet still from the sea they cry at me In the restless voice of the wind . . . **Deep down we lie Deep down we lie, Deep down in the surly sea!" Oh their voices cry, Their voices cry ! How they cry from the deeps at me ! 72 A PILE OF STONES ON MT. CHEYENNE. ''.What's this, a devil-tree. With piles of stones about its trunk, Each stone a memorable token Of imprecation uttered here Upon some foul spirit?" ''Not so — for here lies one Who loved these crooning pines, These rugged cliffs of Mt. Cheyenne And prolonged her ebbing life Within the folds of each. She 's buried here at her request ; And these stones are each a token Of the love that someone bore The holder of a pen that moveth not To write a line forever more. A pile of stones beneath a pine; But ah, could one discern — 73 — The pile of pleasant memories Of hosts who held her dear, 'Twould far outweigh the weight Of stones thus builded here In crude unlettered altar!'* ... 74 -_ THE OLD MAN AT THE DOOR. He sat upon the sloping stoop In front the sagging door Which stood ajar invitingly And yet forbidding trespass On that sanctity He called in courtesy his home. The companion of his latter days, A mongrel dog, drowsed near his feet. His home-made cane of cherry-limb Flecked uncertainly a loosened pebble From the sometime graveled walk. Box-elders shade the humble door. And stray flickers of the risen sun Flutter thru the scene uncertainly. A clump of untrimmed lilac at the gate, A few old-fashioned lilies and some bouncing Bet, * Volunteered,' suffice for flowers, — 75 — Save for the straggling rose From whose blossomed pink, Dew-weighted, there falls a faded pedal. The old man waked with dawn, But shares not the shaded songs Of rustic home-yard birds, Noisy chatter of the sparrow Or the ruddy-breasted robins* cheerful churck, Thinks not of mid-morning sun Nor notes the sparkling dew Upon the unbrowsed grass Within the apple-orchard lot Where frolic pastured calves With young bucolic lack of grace. All unmindful of the teeming world about him, Absently he sits with lowered head Fumbling with his homely cane, And dreams. Not toil, not quests. Not seeds and plantings, nor of harvests — 76 — Is his mist of mind this morn; Too late today for these to be. But dim reckonings of those might-have-boens That had wrought for better or for worse: Thanks for the ills the flesh escaped And kept the humble spirit free, Regrets for the goods ungrasped And sorrows that their loss entailed. The wrinkled smile that played about the lips, The quiet luster of the aging eyes. Showed well the way the balance cast. My tread upon the walk disturbed his reverie; He rose, and came out in the sun; His grey locks glowed with glory in the sheen. — 77 — SOLITUDE DISTURBED. A little glade of water in a wood, Wherein there stood a crane with lifted foot And bill at rest upon her breast, Reflected trunks of trees in and beyond. The dead leaves of last season rustle In the wind that croons thru unleafed trees. The afternoon grows late, the sun grows large, The evening hush of solitude comes on More rapidly than coming of the spring. The crackle of a twig beneath my foot Provoked a sudden inharmonious start: The awkward crane ungainly dropped her foot And clumsily then flopped her way awood. I might regret intrusion on this solitude Had I not seen a woodland glade, A lazy crane, the drear gaunt trees, And heard last seasons' leaves Arustle in the wind. — 78-- A ROBIN IN WINTER. With the shrubs frost-tinseled grey All cottoned o 'er with snow And the rousing sun ascending From the ruddy right of east And setting all the world agleam In a glorious sheen of diamonds Riotously scattered on the breast Of the white-apparalled earth, . There comes a sense of vigor As of rejuvenating spring. The morning air is not too chill For friends to gayly greet good-morn With merry voice and hearty cheer. But no voice so unexpected Nor so lovely, full, and clear As when a strayling robin Hops without its hiding — 79 — Artlessly beyond the clump Of leafless lilac shrub, And challenges your friendship With a '^Church! Churck! Churck!'' you ruddy breasted robin, Spring's anticipated peer, Your full-throated churck of greeting Wins your welcome for the year ! - 80 DIVERGENT PATHS ''No, boys, I've quit! Damned if I'll be more besot And drunken as a hog unpenned — Or lewd as dog on city streets ! I '11 taste the vent my stomach vomits No more, I say ! The bleary eyes, The sick headache, the dismal shame Of hunting jobs I cannot get Nor hold so long as drink has hold of me ! My God men, I wakened in an alley yesterday. And say, — a sorry sight! My hat was gone, my trousers torn. My suit was old tho new ; And money? I could not have paid For breakfast had I w^anted one, Tho paid myself the day before. But say, when I got home — 81 — The Avomans eyes were red All ringed around with black. I knew she'd seen no bed that night, And cried her poor eyes out for drunken me ! The kids were up, and dressed — Glad to see me come home — sober — Too often drunk I'd come And beaten them — curse my beer-soaked hide And all my drunken ugliness ! 'You're a pretty sight!' w^as all the woman said, But Bill, you know how your wife looks at you — She looked at me — and say! I broke right down and cried ! She loved me, boys, for what I had been, And not for what I was ; Same's your wife loves you too, And cries all night long for you When you're out on a spree. And boys, I tell you now, I'm thru: — 82 — No more of this for me ! I'm going to be clean And give my wife a man That 's fit to be the father of her kids ; And buy her grub and duds, Instead of tears and rags And foul-mouthed curses! Excuse me, boys, I 'm quit ! Good-by ! ' ' He walked away. The others walked. But toward another place than home; One looked as tho to follow him, Then caught the others eye. And muttered, ''Well, I'll be damned!" The other said, ''D'you 'spose he will?" 83 — HOPE . (After the painting by George Frederick Watts.) Hope took up the harp of life And gently thrummed its strings As suited to her mood. The first one rudely snapped, And left her song without accompaniment. The second, and the third, the same! Undaunted, Hope then lifts the song again. And plucks the fateful final cord — Her disappointed ear athrill to hear As, blinded, bending low she w^aits to learn Whether the final string gives melody. Or lets the soul within her die With broken interrupted song ! Crouching o 'er the instrument of broken life On top a melancholy-looking earth, Expectantly she waits to thrum the final cord ! We gladly pluck the string with Hope! — 84 — NATURE 'S ALCHEMY. What magic alchemy is this To reach down in the unattractive clay by root, And grasp a grain or two of earth, Transport its weight above And spread it out beneath the sun in bits. All colored gay with careful nicety? Sometimes arrayed in gaudy floral petal, Mayhap in deep-hued leaf, or curling tendril ; Or else, more wonder still, A delicate aroma exhaled to scent the air And draw a pollenizing agent to your purpose! I do not understand but only know. This alchemy of Nature and her God. It baffles thot, defies experiment. 85 — THOTS AFAR. I send my thots far off Unto the dim distant edge of the universe All golden-rimmed about with stars, And ask them on return, ''What is beyond?" PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. nmm,^,{^,!^y. °^ CONGRESS iiiiiiH 015 799 394 A