I* LIBRARY OF CONGRESS. $1 a J UNITED STATES OP AMERICA, j tm r i^P fc&W Heart-Life in Song. FANNIE H. MARR. Know'st thou a noble action?— Tell it wide, That fainter hearts may learn to do or bear. Hast thou a worthy thought ? — Clothe it with words, And it may live when thou hast passed away. BALTIMORE: TURNBULL BROTHERS. 1874. p/\3 H r Ubuafton. To all who think and feel : To all who suffer and mourn: To all who labor and wait and hope, This little volume is inscribed by the Writer. Warrenlon, Va., Oct., 187J. CONTENTS. Page. After Communion, 157 Before Communion, 156 Chiefest among Ten Thousand, Ill Come unto Me, 114 Comfort ye, comfort ye my People, . . . .120 Doubt and Faith, 136 Family Portraits, . 49 Fisher's Evening Song, 143 From a Wife to her Husband, 67 God Knoweth Best, . . 147 Heathen Prayer, 62 He Leadeth Me, 109 Heaven, 183 I count the Hours that are serene, .... 52 In Memoriam, 84 In Sickness, 125 Jesus, 145 Koshagautami, 7 Life, 53 Life's Lessons, 78 Lines of Life, . 105 Longing, 57 My Dead, 85 Mission of Song, 101 No Hope : No Life, 96 Old Letters, 46 On Entering Church, 148 Pressing Onward, 139 She hath done what She could, 87 6 CONTENTS. Page, Spero, Credo, Fido, ......... 89 St. James' Church, 153 Summer Evening 65 Sympathy, 73 The Blue Ridge, 68 The Captive, . . . . 93 The Dead in Christ, 151 The Gifts of Love, 82 The Invitation, 159 The Mother's Revenge, 15 The Orphans 33 The Present, 79 The Promises of God, . . . . . . ~ . . 129 The Saviour for Me, 141 The South, 98 The Word of God, . . . . ." . . . .118 The Workman and the Metal, 127 Thy Will be done, ......... 107 To an Infant, e3 To my Books, 58 To my Sewing Needle, 75 Trust 132 Unbelief, £8 Voice of the Dying, 91 We also bless Thy Holy Name, &c, . . . 162 What is Life's Greatest Blessing, ..... 72 What I believe, 123 Work while it is To-day, 148 Ye shall drink indeed of My Clip, . . 116 KOSHAGA UTAML A HINDOO LEGEND. «§§♦ [HEN Time was young, and Buddha dwelt with men, Uttering his precious words of wisdom; when The wronged, the suffering, and the needy came To ask his counsel, or his aid to claim, It chanced that by him oftentimes there stood A simple, artless daughter of the wood, Koshagautami, who with eager ear And timid heart, like graceful fawn, drew near, Listened awhile, then lightly disap})eared, As if observing eye she shunned and feared. Often had Buddha watched her standing by With glowing, parted lips and kindling eye ; But when he sought with prophet glance to see Her inner, hidden life — then even he, Buddha, so great, and wise, and learned styled, Was baffled, thwarted, by the woman-child. 1 co 8 KOSHAGAUTAML With all the buoyant hope and trust of wife, She, with her chosen, was just entering life. Far from the haunts of men, the happy two Lived for each other, faithful, kind and true. Rich in the treasure of a priceless love, Guileless and peaceful as the gentle dove, Their present flowed too smoothly, swiftly on To leave one sigh for days or pleasures gone ; And to their gaze the future only cast A brightened image of the happy past. One little boy made short the long, glad days. With cooing laughter, and sweet, childish ways, And won, without an effort, without art, The wild, deep worship of the mother's heart. She loved — but not as we of colder climes, Of calculating days and reasoning times, Who give, despite of Nature's loud demand, A measured love, with cautious heart and hand. Her love — a full, deep current strongly flowed, With every beat of pulse and stream of blood, Intensified existence, calmed its strife, And was her food, her air, her breath, her life. KOSHA GA UTAML 9 One day the prattle ceased ; the laughter fled ; The little limbs grew still ; the child was dead. The wondering mother fondly, wildly pressed The cold, stiff infant to her throbbing breast. She rocked and shook him ; then she sang and cooed ; Then forced between his lips the savory food ; Then rubbed and chafed him ; tossed him to and fro ; For oh, the heavy silence awed her so ! She would have leaped with joy to hear again The infant voice, although in moans of pain. Alas ! where had the artless mother been Ne'er to have known the penalty of sin ; Ne'er to have known the chill, the vanished breath, The awful stillness of what we call death ? With love that never curbs her strong desires ; With love that never falters, never tires; With love that never yields to cold despair, But wills and acts though Eeason says " For- bear," Koshagautami placed the lifeless form Upon her. hips, and on through sun and storm, Wandered o'er plains, and up and down the wood, 1 KOSHA GA UTAMI. Asking each passer what would do him good. And all, with innate courtesy, gave place, Looked pityingly into the wistful face And hollow eyes that asked so strange a thing, Yet never help, or ray of hope could bring. And then the patient mother thought of one To whom all things were easy, all things known ; And with a new, fresh hope she turned with haste To seek the aid of India's mighty Priest. " Surely," she thought, stilling her bosom's woes, " Surely some help, some hope great Buddha knows." He sat beneath a spreading Banyan tree, And men had gathered all around, while he Unfolded to them from the mighty deep Of his own soul, some thought, some truth to keep. O Buddha! when, like mountain capp'd with snows, Above the plain of common minds thou rose, Seeking with only Nature's light and lore To make men wiser, better than before, KOSHA GA UTA ML \ \ Thou sought the noblest task that e'er was given To fallen man by an o'er-ruling Heaven. And if in darkness thou didst blindly grope, Striving in vain the close-barred gates to ope That swelled the tide of ignorance and doubt, And shut the floods of higher knowledge out, Thy soaring spirit, in its daring flight, Caught, now and then, a glimmer of the light. The truly great are good, and when he saw Koshagautami gently near him draw, And read upon her young and clouded face The lines that only spirit-grief can trace, His heart with sympathising pity stirred, And his kind ear waited her opening word. How strong and brave love makes us! Ne'er before, Save in the distance humbly to adore, Had she dared gaze on him ; yet now, without One checking fear, or shade of blinding doubt, Or thought of auo-ht save that she came to crave, And that he held the power to help and save, 12 KOSHA GA UTAMI. She came — the lifeless burden on her hips, — She came — the heart-wish trembling on her lips. "Behold," said she, "my child! How still he .lies; How cold and stiff his limbs; how strange his eyes! Vainly I've tried each simple charm and art; No word, no laughter comes to cheer my heart. But dost not thou, O blessed Master, know Something to make again the life-blood flow?" As answering echo back on echo flies, Eeflected sorrow glistened in his eyes, As he replied : "Daughter, I do. Make speed, Bring hither in thy hand some mustard seed From the first home that thou canst find where one Hath never died, and I will heal thy son." Back to the town, still bearing on her dead, Koshagautami quickly, wildly sped ; And at the first low house her footsteps stayed, KOSHA GA UTA ML \ 3 And with faint voice her humble prayer she made; And as with trembling hand the seed she took, Said with an eager and imploring look, "Tell me, hath any in this home e'er died?" Alas ! the master shook his head and sighed, " 'Twas but last moon death seized my fairest one, Him that my soul loved best — my first-born son." "The seed is worthless then," she sadly said, And to another dwelling quickly sped: And on, and on, until the day was spent. But^ everywhere the sorrowing mother went, She found a mightier one had been before, And with a sickened heart she sought no more. As alchemists with patient, tireless thought, Through centuries of time have vainly sought Things not in Nature, yet have haply found Their ill-directed efforts nobly crowned With knowledge far more precious, far more great, Than all their wildest fancies could create, — 14 KOSHA GA UTAML So did this mother in her fruitless task Find what she did not seek, and did not ask. She found the seed that in each grief is sown ; Found that in sorrow she stood not alone ; And that the burden she accepted not, Was but the common fate, the common lot. Ashamed that she had dared to murmur o'er What all the world in silent suffering bore, She took the child, and, in a lonely place, Covered with moss and leaves his form and face, Then came again where Buddha sat, and said, "Master, I found no seed such as you bade Me bring. There is no home without its dead." "No, daughter ; in this world of change and pain, Thou long mayst ask, and seek such seed in vain. Thine eye hath seen, thy heart doth feel it true, The dead are many, and the living few. But hast thou in thy searching nothing found That, like a ligature, thy grief hath bound ? The load beneath whose burden one would fall Grows lighter if the weight is shared by all. In shade and silence let thy grief be laid : Earth has no home, no heart, without its dead." THE MOTHER'S REVENGE. A maniac's tale. — #§0 — *00K on me, ye who idly pass this way;: Ay, stop and gaze, as if with horror filled Ye viewed a monster: one, from whose strong power And frightful passions ye w T ould shrink away. Look w T ell upon this bent-up, shrivelled form ; "lis mightier than a giant's. See this hand,, Trembling and withered ; it has strength with which Ye dare not cope. But if ye'll stay and hear, I'll tell of grief and suffering, such as ye Have never dreamed of; and wh&n ye shall fall Upon your knees to-night, pray God in heaven That ye may never feel. Listen to me : Fancy yourselves gifted, or cursed, by God, As I have been, with passions deep and wild. Stand ye where I have stood ; bear what I bore ;, Feel all that I have felt; suffer as I Have suffered ; turn each feeling to the light ;. (15) 16 THE MOTHER'S REVENGE. Probe to the quick each passion ; and if ye Can lift your hands to Heaven, and say ye had More patient been, and stronger to endure, Then may ye pass harsh judgment upon me I once was young ; and innocent, and gay ; Life was as dear, as beautiful to me As now it seems to you. Each fleeting day Brought new enjoyment ; night, a calm repose. Hope walked beside me, and the air was filled With love's rich perfume. To my lips, My eager, thirsting lips, was pressed a cup Full of delicious sweetness, and I drank. I stood — a bride — beside the altar, as A thousand forms before and since have stood. With all the fervency of youth I pledged Myself to one, who gave his ail to me. If ye have felt the freshness of young love ; If ye have known each longing passion stilled, And every hour and every moment filled With so much joy there was no more to crave, Then may ye feel what bliss was mine. The newer longings of a newer life THE MOTHER'S REVENGE. 17 God heard and answered; and I thought and said That He was good. A little form lay on My breast ; lips ravishingly sweet met mine; I looked in beauteous eyes whose depths disclosed A new-created world of rare delight. My cup of joy, so brimming full before, With blissful haj^piness ran o'er. I thought my soul was more Than filled with one ; but when six children called Me mother, there was room and love for all. My first-born was my joy, my hope, my pride. He was the fairest, dearest, best, where all Were good and beautiful. I had no thought Apart from him ; he filled my days with joy, My slumbers with delight. I could not tear Him from my present, or my future; and The wonder was that I had ever lived Without him. Then the shadows fell across My path : my boy began to fade and droop, As doth a tender plant whose stalk is snapt. A little hump between his shoulders grew. At which my husband laughed, and said my fears 18 THE MOTHER'S REVENGE. Were groundless, and as idle as a child's. I sought the aid of science, and I watched The doctor's face, as if within his hand He held a fate more precious than my own. His tones were cheerful, but his look was grave. I knew my child was doomed. Words cannot paint My agony of soul. I begged, as men Beside the stake or scaffold have been heard To beg for life, that he would save my boy. He calmed me, saying that he had not thought Of death ; but — and he touched the little hump, Then glanced across the street. My watchful eye Followed him as the fated victim doth Its charmer, and I saw a hunchback pass, Boys running at his heels, pointing at him, With scoffs and jeers. u O God, be pitiful! My boy, — my darling, beauteous boy, — my pride, — To live and be like that! Earth, open wide A kindly grave and hide him from my sight ! " So prayed my soul in its first agony. Alas, for ignorance! I did not know How suffering and affliction deepen love. THE MOTHER'S REVENGE. 19 I did not know that every pain he bore Would make him nearer, dearer to my heart; I knew not that the fell, the bitter stroke, That severed him from others, would but bind Him closer unto me. The love I nourished, Deeper, wilder grew, until it was No longer love, but soul-idolatry. Months — years — passed by, and wrought a wondrous change. Things somehow twisted and distorted grew : Whether 'twas I or others, would be hard For tongue to tell. It may be I had grown Unloving and unlovable: — God knows. My husband had become indifferent And cold to me; harsh, cruel, to my child. I little minded what he gave to me, But when cross words, and heavy, stunning blows Came to my boy, the creeping, sluggish blood Leaped, with a fever heat, from vein to vein ; And passions that before bad calmly slept, Coiled round the very centre of my soul, Eaged fierce and wild, and would not be subdued. I saw my son grow fearful of his sire, 2 20 THE MOTHER'S REVENGE. Shrink from his glance, and shudder at his step. Oh! it is terrible when that dear name, Which ought to be a sheltering tower of strength, A fountain of delight, becomes a dread And terror; and the place that ought to be A miniature of heaven, an earthly hell, Where every sinful passion is unchained, And discord, hatred, dwell — a place from which We long to flee, but cannot get away. My boy was never aught but beautiful To me. His face was like a fair, fresh flower Upon a rude, unsightly rock; or as A limpid, placid lake, enclosed by rough And rugged cliffs. His growing mind was like A jewel set in stone; his rich, deep thoughts, Clothed in the choicest drapery of w r ords, Eevealed the mighty reservoir of wealth Hid in that mis-shaped form. His eye was of Heaven's deepest blue ; his brow of purest snow, On which the soft hair fell like sunny beam. THE MOTHER'S REVENGE. 21 His lip was pale, but beautifully curved. His smile was not the meteor's quick, bright flash ; 'Twas lingeringly sweet, as sunset hues. His voice was softer than a flute ; no sound In nature hath a depth so rich and full. His hand was thin, and delicate, and white, And its cool touch soft as a loving woman's. Oh, if ye know aught beautiful and dear, 'Tis what my boy was like ! If ye have one Ye prize above all others — one for whom Ye would lie down and die, then is that one Like my dear, sainted boy. One day- the father came, And said his child was growing like a girl; That he must go and learn to be a man ; Must rough it with the world; must measure strength With boys, and not forever hang upon A woman's hand. I said he should not go. He said he should. I told him there were five ; that he could take, Or one, or all, if he would only leave This stricken one with me. But he said " No." 22 THE MOTHER'S REVENGE. I knelt; upon my knees, to sinful man, I prayed as unto God : I prayed and wept. He only spurned and thrust me from his feet. Then, after a long, bitter strife, after Harsh, biting words, which, for slow, weary years, Have eaten like a canker in my heart, I yielded — yielded, for his arm was strong. The world, and law, and custom, all were on His side, and only right on mine; and ye Well know that they have power enough to crush Both truth and right to dust. They bore him to a school, long widely famed For its harsh discipline, its meagre fare, Its almost Draco laws. 'Twas miles from home ; And when the boy wept sore and clung to me, And said that he would die if sent away, I marvel that I could have let him go. But when his quick eye saw I suffered too, He locked his feelings in his breast, and wept No more ; but mutely took his place within The noble line of martyrs. O my boy ! Could I but bring thee back ; could I but see THE MOTHER'S REVENGE. 23 Thee as I saw thee then — not hell and earth Combined should take thee from me ! I would hurl Defiance at them all ; and, seizing thee, Would fly to some lone spot, and, if I could Not live, would die with thee ! My only pleasures were The letters that he wrote, and mine to him. My two great eras were the day he left, And that he would return. One quiet noon, After the whirl of morn had died away, My husband came in hastily, and laid A letter in my hand. A sudden fear Seized on me, piercing to the very quick. The paper quivered, rattled in my hand, It trembled so. My sight grew dim, my brain Confused ; the letters seemed so indistinct, And blurred, and running all together, that I could not read. And then my husband spoke : "Our boy is ill; and we will go to him." It was as if he said " Our boy is dead." My palsied tongue kept silence, but I looked At him, and if a glance has power to speak, Then did mine say, "He's dead: and by your hand." 24 THE MOTHER'S REVENGE. We travelled side By side, yet neither spoke a word. I know Not what he thought ; but as for me, I knew My boy was dead. And when we reached the house, I looked to see the crape upon the knob ; And it was there. They led up broad steps Into a little room where he had died. The father stayed behind ; he dared not look On him he had so sorely, deeply wronged. And I was glad. I wished to be alone. I found him stretched upon a narrow bed, A single, tireless watcher at his side, A pale-faced youth, who rose at my approach, And left me with my dead. I did not weep. Grief such as mine knows not the shallow fount Of tears. I drew the white cloth from his face, And looked — looked full upon my idol that A mighty hand had in the night cast down. His features were like fairest marble in . Their calm and still repose. His thin, pale hands, Longer and whiter than before, were crossed Above his breast. No vestige of a smile THE MOTHER'S REVENGE. 25 Lingered upon the wasted lips, that had Forever closed with sighs of weariness. The leaden-circled eyes half-opened were, Yet dull and meaningless. But oh, his brow, His fair, white brow I had so often kissed, Was just the same ; and on it fell the soft Bright hair, like cherub's golden wing. I pressed his lips ; they gave no kiss again. I called him ; but he heeded, answered not. I lifted up the lids: the rayless orbs So frightened me, I closed them from my sight, And sank upon the floor; yet did not weep, Nor die. Death loves not to be wooed ; he flies From those who seek him. 'Tis the happy die : The wretched live. A step behind aroused me, and I looked, And saw the pale-faced boy, who came again. " What do you know Of him ? " I asked ; " how grew he sick ? how died?" "He ne'er seemed well to me," he said, "and oft 26 THE MOTHER'S REVENGE, I marvelled how his friends could send him here. It takes an iron frame, a lion heart, To scuffle with the life that meets us here. But well I'll mind me what I say. These walls Have ears — ay, tongues that can repeat. But could I see his parents, I would tell A tale that they would rather die than hear." " Say on ; I am his mother. Never fear ; No harm shall come to thee. Say all thou knowest." " He died — well — just as many a sickly one Has died before. They say, grew sick and died : I say, was starved and murdered. Now this boy Had tasks he could not learn, and then was starved. How could he learn when he was faint for want Of food and nourishment? Lift up his form, And see the marks of blows, and do not ask Me how, or why he died." " Hold, boy," I said, " Will you stand here by Death and God, and swear THE MOTHER'S REVENGE. 27 The thing you say is true ? " He laid one hand Upon the corpse, raising the other, said, " I swear." " And I too swear," I cried ; "swear by This murdered boy — by all the powers of Heaven — To be avenged! Yet fear not thou, dear boy; I would not harm one hair of thy young head." With tearless eyes I saw my child laid in his narrow grave: I saw them press and pile the cold, damp earth Upon him; and I knew they wondering saw My calmness; but I let them wonder. Then When all was o'er, 1 said I wanted change — Would see my sister who lived far away. I left ; but went not near my sister's. I Went to the place where he, my boy, had died. I stole into the master's household; watched Him there; noted his children one by one ; Saw how he smiled on this, and frowned on that. I watched him in the quiet, evening hours, 28 THE MOTHER'S REVENGE. When life's sharp conflict, for a time, was o'er, And all the thousand comforts he had bought With his unrighteous gains, were heaped around ; When art made warm the air, and soft the light, Within the little world that he had formed. And there, a living Nemesis, I stood, Watching with flashing eyes, and clenching teeth, Hating with all my might, and brooding o'er My wrongs, and nursing vengeance in my soul. But what could he, poor man, what could he give That would be half the value of the one That I had lost ? But it were well To take such as he bad. This is earth's law, And justice, and 'twas mine. He killed my best And dearest, and I claimed his most beloved. I wanted life for life, and child for child. And he loved best — not that young, laughing girl, Whose face was beauty's own, whose step was grace, And tone was love's ; nor yet the noble boy THE MOTHER'S REVENGE. 29 Whose warm blood coursed with vigor through each vein, Whose heart and form were strong with youth and health ; But the sweet babe, whose little winning ways Made half the music of their happy home. That one he loved; that one 1 marked my own. Oh, how my spirit gloated o'er its prize ! How sweet was slow, long vengeance to my heart ! How did I draw the pictures of his own And mine, until they were daguerreotyped Upon my inmost soul. He had kind tones, Sweet smiles, and soft caresses for his own ; Stern looks, harsh words, and cruel blows for mine ! The choicest food, the balmiest air, soft lights, And silken couch for his: — hard, mouldy crusts, Darkness, and cold, and heaps of straw for mine ! When none were near, I stole the little babe And bore him swiftly to my distant home, And in the farthest cellar, cold, and dark, And damp, I placed him. Then I took re- venge, 30 THE MOTHER'S REVENGE. And it was sweet. I sat with forms And voices all around, and when through floors, And walls of stone, and oaken doors, I heard The distant, muffled sound of infant's w T ail, I laughed aloud, and triumphed in my joy ! Each day I went to see the little cheek Grow thin, and thinner, and with measured tape Marked how the limbs were wasting day by day. 'Twas triumph's self to hear of searching wide, And of the father's bitter agony, Of great rewards, and armies of police. Of all the men on earth I feared but one, And he was of my household. His keen glance, His searching gaze, I could not bear to meet. Methought he eyed me as the tiger eyes His prey; and more than once I had resolved To rid and free myself and earth of him. Well, he (my husband) watched and followed me, And found the child when it was almost dead, THE MOTHER'S REVENGE. 31 And thwarted me as he had always done, And took the one sweet drop out of my life ; Grave back the child, and called me crazy murderess, And brought, and keeps me here, because, forsooth, I dared take vengeance in my hand. They tell me years have passed since these things were. 1 know not how to count and measure time ; The sunbeams struggling through those iron bars Leave on the walls no trace. Tall, stately men and matrons visit me, And say they are my children. It may be. But one absorbed my soul, and he is not ; The others are as naught. There comes, at times, a white-haired, saintly man, Who talks to me of God, and hope, and heaven. I love to hear him, for his words are like The dew upon the flinty rock, which though It does not moisten, softens it. 3 32 THE MOTHER'S REVENGE. He speaks of hope and heaven ; and hope to me Is the blest thought of seeing my beloved ; And heaven is where he is. Start not, you have your reason ; — mine is gone. Does your Grod seek what He has borne away? Or reason ask when reason is withdrawn ? I wait — the years are long. I wait and pray That He will send a little hand to clip Life's worn-out thread, and give me back my lost. THE ORPHANS: OB, "OUR FATHER IN HEAVEN.' 7 <#§* %f 'N a rickety house of a close, narrow street, ™ Where suffering and sorrow were wont to retreat, Two pale little children sat watching the bed Where their mother was sleeping, as wan as the dead. 'Twas a comfortless room, with its old broken panes, And its dark, crumbling walls that were cov- ered with stains ; With only the bare, chilling floor for a seat, And a pile of white ashes, long guiltless of heat ; With only the flickering, glimmering light Of a candle to make less hideous the night; With a heap of damp straw for the sick wo- man's bed, And nothing but hope for the near morrow's bread. (33) 34 THE ORPHANS. With a motion of suffering the poor sleeper stirred, The eyelids unclosed, yet the lips gave no word ; But one quick little watcher raised gently her head, And the thin tattered coverlet tried to re- spread ; Then she smoothed the rough hair with a womanly stroke, And full of kind love were the words that she spoke. "You are better, dear mother; how sweetly you slept, While brother and I have so quietly kept! I thought 'twould be so when I drew on your cap; There's no physic'so good as a nice little nap." "No, darling. My words you must try to believe ; You well know your dear mother would never deceive : Think not I am better; this calm is the breath. And this freedom from pain is the numbness, of death." THE ORPHANS. 35 The little girl moaned — " Oh, what do I hear? Can we work, can we live, with our mother not near? We never will trouble, we never will grieve ; O mother, sweet mother, for us try to live ! For what will become of me when you are gone ? Me — friendless, and fatherless, motherless one?" "Dear sister, can't God make our mother get well, If He does the kind things I have oft heard you tell ? " "Yes, brother, He can; He does good, and not ill ; And I've asked Him so often I think that He will." Dear children, we know that with God is the power To afflict and to heal ; to exalt and to lower ; And we know that His wise, His unerring behest Is not as we think, but as He knoics is best. 36 THE ORPHANS. If it pleases Him now your mother to take, That mother well knows He will never for- sake The heart that to Him its all can confide, And can own Him as Father, as Friend, and as Guide. Whatever is taken, whatever is given, Trust hopefully, children, your Father in Heaven." Just then, with a sound of the mournfullest strain, The rough wind swept in through the thin, broken pane ; And through the bare room he went search- ing around, With a whisk and a whirl and a furious bound, Till the candle's faint glimmering caught his eye, And he quickened his pace as he went whist- ling by, Bearing on, like a victor, along his wild track, The spark that till then held the deep dark- ness back. THE ORPHANS, 37 With a shuddering awe the little ones crept To their sick mother's side, and piteously wept ; But fondly and softly she silenced each moan With a tremulous touch, but an unmoved tone, As she quietly bade them beside her lie, And then folded her hands in the darkness to die. In smiles the Morn awoke ; — awoke As if there were no pain ; As if he never glad dreams broke Of those who, when they felt the stroke Of pitying slumber's welcome yoke, Hoped ne'er to wake again. When Death, the iron King, held court, It seemed almost a mocking sport For the bright smiling Morn to come And flood with light that wretched room, And wake to suffering and to tears, Children grown old with grief — not years. And yet it came from the same Hand That sped the darkness o'er the land ; The very same that soothes and grieves — That lowers and lifts — that takes and gives. 38 THE ORPHANS. The first one to waken to suffering and life Was the youngest — the boy — too young for such strife. There was nothing but hope in his wakening start, There was nothing but trust in his innocent heart ; But not for the world would he utter a word Till he saw that his sister from slumber had stirred. "See, sister, she's sleeping; she's better, I know ; How I love just to look at her slumbering so!" The little girl gazed, and then drew in her breath ; She had looked once before on the features of death ; But her voice trembled not as softly she spake, "She's not sleeping — but dead. She will never awake." "Oh, yes, she will waken; I'm certain she will." THE ORPHANS. 39 "Nay, just touch her; you see she is cold — cold — and still." "And so are we cold; and the room is all cold ; No wonder she's chilled in this dark, dismal hold. Oh, I wish I had something to make a bright fire, 'Twould warm her to watch it rise higher and higher." "No, brother, it all would be worse than in vain ; She is gone, and we never can warm her again." "Gone away!" said the boy, with a tear in his eye ; " Would she go and not kiss us, and tell us < Good-bye ' ? " "The angels came down when the darkness was deep. And they took her away while we both were asleep." 40 THE ORPHANS. "And what shall we do? — we — so little and weak; All alone in the world, what friend can we seek ? " "Not alone, dearest brother; we'll mind what she said In the night when her hands were placed on each head : 1 Whatever is taken, whatever is given, Trust hopefully, children, your Father in Heaven.' The morning has come, we will kneel at her side And ask that He now for us both will pro- vide; You know we must ask what we wish to be given, And there's no one to ask but the Father in Heaven." And then on the still morning air there arose The words and the wish such a faith only knows. They knew when they'd prayed they had done all they could, THE ORPHANS. 41 And calm in that knowledge they trustingly stood, In quietness waiting beside the cold dead For the Father in Heaven to send them their bread. Of the millions of prayers that winged their way In the fresh, balmy air of the opening day, Not one was there louder or mightier said Than that of the orphans beside their dead. It went through the room, and it went through the street, Like the flash of the lightning, clear, vivid, and fleet ; It rose on the air like a spirit forgiven, Till it reached the bow r ed ear of the Father in Heaven. With magic stroke it ripples woke, In the great sea of thought; The swelling circles widened out, As if a heart they sought, That suffering much, believing much, Could beat reponsive to their touch. And such heart did they reach in a passer-by, Who paused at the sound of the children's cry. 42 THE ORPHANS. Through the broken glass he had seen them kneel, And heard words that could soften a heart of steel ; But he reverently stood by the half-open door Till the touching prayer of the children was o'er. Then softly he entered. One look round the room Told plainly the tale of their sorrow and gloom. At sight of a stranger, the little ones crept To the pallet of straw, as though they still kept Their confident trust, as ever of yore, In the spirit that never had failed them before. But kindly he asked them the cause of their grief, And kindly he brought and proffered relief. To their mother they pointed and sobbingly said, " She was all that we had, and behold ! she is dead. We did all we could that she easy might be, But she died in the night, and we could not see. We slept in the darkness, and she was alone When she went to the place where death is unknown. THE ORPHANS. 43 And there's none to take care of us, none to us given, — Unless it may be — the good Father in Heaven ! " Oh ! if it be anguish to die when the ones That love us are near — when the tenderest tones And the kindliest of hands are smoothing the way, While the cold touch of death is unfastening each stay,— What must it be in the darkness to die, And we know that no heart, no hand can be nigh ! If it's hard for a mother her babes to confide To the hand of another herself has long tried, What must the faith of that parent have been In the One she had trusted without having seen, When alone she could leave helpless babes at her side, So sure that the God she had served would provide ! If it's hard to give up even one that we love, When the void is soon filled as the years onward move, 4 44 THE ORPHANS. How strong must the hearts of those children have been, As they saw the last hand upon which they could lean Grow lifeless and cold — yet could turn from that dust, Above and beyond, with a Christian-like trust, And though from their reach every helper seemed driven, Could so hopefully cling to their Father in Heaven ! Oh! there was the fountain of tenderest love, And there was the faith that mountains could move ! The good man wept sore as he drew to his side The children who had none bat God to pro- vide, And he asked, "Will you go to my bright, pleasant home, Where suffering and want such as yours can- not come ? " But the little girl sighed, and shook sadly her head, As she meaningly glanced at the form on the bed. THE ORPHANS. 45 Then he spake once again : " When we've laid her to rest, And the earth has been placed above her still breast ? " And she said, "We will go, and we ask not your name, ISTor whither you take us, for surely you came From Him who provideth whatever is given, And who careth for all — the good Father in Heaven ! " OLD LETTERS, — <%%> — . If KEEP them still — though faded now and II T^ worn, And of each trace of beauty long since shorn ; To stranger's eyes a tattered pile and old, Fit to be stored in some neglected hold, With all the rubbish that we cast away, As if unworthy of the light of day. And yet from all that heaping round me lies To charm with grace or use fastidious eyes, Were I at danger's sudden call to wake And bid my heart its valued treasure take, This faded packet with its yellow strings Would find a place among her precious things. From many a happy, quiet, peaceful home These fleet-winged messengers of love have come, O'er many a weary mile of land and sea Have safely borne their costly freight to me; (46) OLD LETTERS. 47 Brought to my sight with more than human art The priceless coinage of some loving heart. The skill of man has taught the sun to trace And fix the lineaments of form and face ; Wrung from inexorable Time and Death, Part of their stolen prey — a shade — a breath; But these can paint with higher, nobler art, The lasting photographs of mind and heart. As when by life's sharp conflicts roughly tost, Before the portraits of the early lost We love at times in quietness to stand And look with yearning heart and out- stretched hand, So on these pictures of my happier days I love with soft and sad regret to o-aze. They are not dead to me — but fresh and rife With all the glow of animating life ; Not homely — they are bright, and true, and fair ; Not worthless — mines of richest wealth they bear ; Not dumb — but ever eloquent with word, And thought, and tone, affection loves to hoard. 48 OLD LETTERS. They are to me no rude unsightly heap, But sacred tombs where hallowed memories sleep ; Where, on the rest-days of a working life, I love to turn from toil, and care, and strife, And o'er these urns of hearts, and hopes, and years, Let fall the sorrowing spirit's soothing tears. Time holds enough, relentlessly and fast, Within his wormy, mouldering, coffined past ; Enough within that cold, decaying grave, I would have died a thousand times to save ; With my life's treasures as in sport he played, Grasping the substance — let me keep the shade ! Keep, as the blinded Eastern devotee The sacred stone no Christian eye may see ; Keep, as the miser keeps his shining gold, Safe in my house and spirit's strongest hold ; Keep, till the life-long sacrifice is made, And heart and memory in one grave are laid ! FAMILY PORTRAITS. — #S* — %f GAZE upon them one bj r one, ™ Those faces loved so well of yore ; And weep to think that on this earth They shall be seen — ah, nevermore ! Oh ! they were young, and fair, and good, And life was but a joy to them ; And they had strong, enduring hearts That floods of ill and wrong could stem. They came — they lingered for awhile — They blessed the homes that gave them birth ; They hallowed every joy and grief, Made dearer life, and fairer earth. They vanished — as the hues of morn ; They died — as dies the summer breeze ; They swept like phantoms by, and left Naught but a cold white stone — and these. (49) 50 FA MIL Y FOR TRAITS, These silent, changeless semblances, These beckoning shades that mock my sight; These fleshless, bloodless forms that cast O'er memory's waste a meteor light, And bring again long vanished joys That mingle strangely with earth's din, And words and tones that but for these I could believe had never been. O eyes, that kindled at my sight ! lips, once wont to smile on me ! hands, that warmly clasped my own, Your sameness is but mockery ! 1 mourn — and still ye calmly smile; 1 weep — ye see unmoved the tear ; I stretch my pleading hands, I call ; Ye do not heed, ye will not hear. I cannot gaze on features loved As yours, and think ye thus estranged ; Ah, no! — ye are to-day the same — 'Tis only life and I have changed. FAMILY PORTRAITS, 51 For ye do speak ; your voiceless lips And changeless smile have but one tone, Which bids my fainting soul be strong. To do, and bear, and suffer on. Then let me steal from earth away, Steal from its pangs, its strifes, its storms; And like a pilgrim to his shrine, Come oft and gaze on your still forms, — Until your calmness falls on me, As evening shadows on the hill ; And I upon life's changing tide Can look as ye, unmoved and still. 3 1 U I COUNT ONLY THE HOURS THAT ARE SERENE." MOTTO ON A SUN-DIAL IN VENICE. — «§§* LET the heavy days go by — The days of woe when pain is queen ; Let pass the sorrow and the grief ; And u count the hours that are serene." Quicker the creeping shadows glide If memory does not intervene ; Unsought they came, unnoticed die — "I count the hours that are serene." I mark the sunbeam — not the shade; Of brightness, not of darkness glean \ I know not how to trace the clouds — " I count the hours that are serene." O passers on the road of life, O dials of a sun unseen, Would ye of bliss the secret learn ? "Count but the hours that are serene." (52) LIFE. :||IIAT is it? essence? spirit? breath? or power ? That universal, fine, ethereal thing, Stretched o'er a thousand years, or to an hour Compressed: — now coming and now van- ishing. Behold, within a world sustained by Heaven, Where all with vexing mystery is rife. The greatest, noblest boon to mortals given, The grandest miracle of Nature — life. The part that we may see, the part we know, Is but an atom of the mighty whole ; Is as one bud to all the flowers that grow, One blade to all the grass whose leaves unroll : Is as a rushlight to the noonday sun • One grain to all the sands of ocean's shore; One stroke to all the toil conceived or done; One infant wail to grand Niagara's roar. (53) 54 LIFE. Beyond created time it stretches back, In thick, impenetrable folds entwined ; And, sweeping on in deepening, widening track, Leaves thought and calculation far behind. Conception strains its utmost power in vain To grasp the dark, mysterious one in three; And droops ere it can reach the subtle chain That binds the was, and is, and is to be. As shipwrecked mariner on drifting spar, Aroused to consciousness as from a trance, Darting his wild, despairing eyes afar, Beholds one boundless, fathomless expanse : So we, still drifting, drifting on, may send Our longing gaze behind, before, and see On neither side, beginning, course, nor end ; Only a shoreless, vast immensity. Life is the fiat of the Eternal One; An emanation of the Will Divine ; The breath of Him who speaks and it is done ; The working of His deep and wise design His gift, incomprehensible and vast, — Magnificent and god-like : — and to be, To be, and last as He Himself shall last, Is our eternal and fixed destiny. LIFE. 55 We may not choose: — who draws the breath of God, However feebly, draws that breath forever. Unconscious heirs we change our state, our road, We change our world — we end existence never. Life is the horologe whose secret springs Our rude, rough hands may never press upon ; "lis the projectile the All Powerful flings ' In empty space that must move ever on. Sooner might we exclude the light of day, Call on the flowers to bloom, or winds to blow ; Sooner might animate the senseless clay, Bid comets stand, or rivers cease to flow : Might make of stars a pathway for our feet, Or laws to other, higher worlds decree ; Or hurl the Eternal from His heavenly seat, Than for a single moment cease to be! Strip life of its externals ; lay it bare Of honor, wealth, and comfort ; yet if free From crime's polluting touch, it still is fair, — Ay more, — 'tis great and glorious to be ! 5 56 LIFE. With lips of dust to draw the kingly breath Whose source and fountain is eternity ; And sheathed in mail impregnable to death, As God, and angels, and just men — to be! O mortal, where and whatsoe'er thou art, Outcast and banned, this yet remains to thee: Lift up thy drooping head, and let thy heart Rejoice in that thou art — rejoice to be! O peer and mate of angels, even now A radiant light on thy lone path doth shine ; A crown of glory rests upon thy brow — The boon of immortality is thine ! LONGING. *HE restless water strives And struggles in its course ; Its single, constant aim to reach The level of its source. And so the fettered soul, Through mist, and film, and clod, Is ever striving to attain Its source and fountain — God. (57) TO MY BOOKS. 40MEADES long tried! Friends of my lonely heart ! Who ne'er to me could aught but joy impart, I love to gaze on your familiar forms — The same through summer's suns and winter's storms — And feel whate'er I am, where'er I range, There are some things that weary not, nor change. I have been in the world — and I have sought Its brightest scenes — its dearest pleasures bought ; With hot and thirsting lip advanced to drain Its proffered cup of mingled joy and pain : And, as the man who long at Bacchus' shrine Hath knelt, turns sickened from the spark- ling wine To purer streams that kinder Nature gives, And like a child, stoops down, and drinks,. and lives ; (58) TO MY BOOKS. 59 So does my weary, aching heart, grown tired Of joys that sated not, though long desired, Turn to the ever-gushing fount, where first This eager spirit slaked its burning thirst. Ye never turned from me in proud disdain, Laughed at my ignorance, nor mocked my pain ; Ye never chid me for perception slow, But patiently, with tender voice and low, As doth a mother, ye went went o'er and o'er The lessons learned with labor long and sore. No cold neglect your warmth could ever chill, No wilful wanderings your chidings still; Kind, faithful friends! how turns my heart w T ith true And yearning tenderness again to you! Soothe me, as once of yore, with winsome art Ye soothed my panting soul and feverish heart ; Bring to me Hope's receding form again, And while, like cheerful friends, my weary pain ; Raise from the dust this mute, despairing soul; Show to these downcast eyes a loftier goal ; 60 TO MY BOOKS. With Mercy's hand your sparkling cordial give, That these faint lips may drink once more and live ! Tell me of all the great and good of earth ; Of suffering patience and of struggling worth ; Eehearse each noble thought, each glorious deed, Till spirit shall on kindred spirit feed ; In my still chamber wide unfold to me The dens of cunning, intrigue, misery. With power prophetic and magician art, Sound to its lowest depths the human heart ; Bring to the light the hidden things of time, The hoarded, prized, and sought of ever} r clime; Wage with decay and change a ceaseless strife, And give the dead the form, the voice of life. Teach me to emulate their noble deeds, To turn my feet where stainless glory leads : Climbing, like them, the rugged road and rough, Following their footsteps, though it be far off: TO MY BOOKS. 61 And, as Elisha, gaze until on me May fall the shadow of their drapery. Like them, a faithful, friendly light hold forth, Over the wild, dark paths and moors of earth ; Breathing the words that point men on and higher, Touched, like the prophet's lips, with holy fire. HEATHEN PRAYER. — *§§* — LOKD, what is good bestow, Though how to ask for it we do not know; And take from us all ill, Though in our blindness we desire it still. (62) TO AN INFANT. o§§o— *ITTLE stranger, dost thou come Seeking on this earth a home? Nestler in thy mother's heart, Dost thou seek with us a part? Seek the pleasure and the woe Mingled in each cup below? Joy of earth and heir of heaven, Child of love in mercy given ; Drawing us with winning ways Back to our own infant days : Blessed days ! when we within Were as free as thou from sin. Yfhen we fondly look as now On thy fair, thy stainless brow; And with hearts that know so well — As our own worn spirits tell — What the strife of earth must be : Can we gladly welcome thee? (63) G4 TO AN INFANT. Welcome thee with joy among Life's soul-weary, laboring throng? Welcome thee to pains and tears, Mocking hopes and sorrowing years ? Welcome thee, sweet, guileless one, To each grief that we have known ? Yes! with hearts that know full well What the lips refuse to tell ; Know the bitter pangs and strife; Know the joys, the bliss of life ; And its depths, its fulness see, Gladly do we welcome thee. For thou hast the power to bless In our hours of bitterness ; And with winsome smile and voice Thou dost bid us here rejoice ; Pointing, as we onward glide, To the brightest, sunniest side. And we know life endeth not With- earth's weary, sorrowing lot ; But above, beyond the sky, Is thy spirit's destiny ; And we watch thee fitting here For thy higher, holier sphere. SUMMER EVENING'. — «§§* — df DOWN the West, (tfy In crimson drest, The kingly Sun sinks to his rest ; And robed in state Meet for the great. The clouds, like princely courtiers, wait. The weary Day Sees pass away To feebler hands his powerful sway ; And from his seat, With blushes sweet, Bends low his sister, Night, to greet. In distant view, The mountains blue Blend with the skies their changeless hue, As if they strove In deed to prove Our nearness to the world above. (65) 6Q SUMMER EVENING. The gushing note From birdling throat Across the fields hath ceased to float ; But round the hill, The tricksome rill In measured cadence ripples still. With transient blaze The fire-fly strays O'er many a wild and tangled maze ; And loud and shrill, The whip-poor-will Repeats his sad, unvaried trill. Then all about, As half in doubt, The trembling stars peep coyly out; An.d like a pall Enrobing all, The deepened shades and shadows fall. FROM A WIFE TO HER HUSBAND. — <*§* — UJ|F I have sought by art the gifts ™ Of nature to supply, Or ever asked for beauty's charm, 'Twas but to please thine eye. If I with labor strove to make The stores of learning mine, 'Twas that I might befittingly As thy companion shine. If I have seemed with tireless zeal To seek for earthly fame, 'Twas that thy heart with pride might thrill At mention of my name. The praise of other lips than thine Is less than naught to me : I know no world where thou art not, No life apart from thee. (67) THE BLUE RIDGE. MOUNTAINS of Blue, like sentinels guarding The vale and the plain with vigilance true; Like bulwarks of strength, or citadels warding, Unyielding ye stand, sweet Mountains of Blue. Ye rise like monarchs of proud, olden spirit, Eeceiving the homage they feel is their due ; Like Genius, exalted by virtue and merit, Far off and above us, sweet Mountains of Blue. Like Faith, holy Faith, who, serene and un- daunted, Still bears on her forehead heaven's pure beaming hue; And walking a world by sin and guilt haunted, Yet points us above, sweet Mountains of Blue. (68) THE BLUE RIDGE. 69 Ye catch the first glimpse of the smile-beam- ing morning, Whose clear, heavenly rays your glories renew; And with sunlight and purple your summits adorning, In splendor they crown you, sweet Moun- tains of Blue. When day has departed, and evening has lighted With soft, quiet beauty each tranquilling view, The splendors of morn, noon, and eve are united In glory around you, sweet Mountains of Blue. Time sweeps from our grasp the hopes that we cherish, Change marketh the paths our footsteps pursue ; Yet ye stand while men rise, flourish, and perish, Forever the same, sweet Mountains of Blue. 70 THE BLUE RIDGE. Fair emblems of Truth, unchanged and un- changing, Though tempests may veil awhile from our view ; Beyond the dark clouds and thunderbolts ranging, Like Truth above Error, sweet Mountains of Blue. No wonder the heathen bow down and adore you, So majestic and grand and unchangeably true : Had I stood like them untutored before you, I too would have worshipped, sweet Moun- tains of Blue. And now, when away from time's bitter strife turning, I seek the pure joys of my youth to renew, I gaze on your summits, and with you re- turning, Greet high holy visions, sw^eet Mountains of Blue. For if ever the peace heaven giveth here fills me, If ever the world recedes from my view, THE BLUE RIDGE. 71 It is when the light of a Sabbath eve thrills me Beneath your pure azure, sweet Mountains of Blue. Let me stand though earth's tempests around me are riven, Serene, and unmoved, and unheeding, like you, With my heart and my eyes still lifted to heaven, Forever the same, sweet Mountains of Blue. Bend o'er me while life's pulses through me are leaping, Speak to me of thoughts and deeds noble and true; And when low in silence and dust I am sleeping, Keep watch o'er my ashes, sweet Mountains of Blue. WHAT IS LIFE'S GREATEST BLESSING t <#§< ASKED the sick man, and he said, "'Tis health." I asked the poor man, and he answered "Wealth," I asked the lonely prisoner : " Ah ! " said he, "The greatest boon of life is to be free." I asked the laborer, with toil oppressed, He wiped his aching brow, and answered " Best." So I have learned this truth — that each man counts Life's greatest blessing is the one he wants. (72) SYMPA THY. — m> — After all, it is but a little way that our friends can go with us; and sympathy, like everything human, has bounds that it cannot pass. |j|f HAVE had friends — and they were dear : ™ How dear, this heart so fondly keeping Sad vigils o'er them year by year, Tells in its secret, ceaseless weeping. I have had friends — and they were true To every pulse of generous feeling; Their memory o'er me, like the dew, With fragrant freshness now is stealing. But in my bosom hangs a veil Before the holiest of her holies ; No common priest the covering frail May lift to scan its depths or glories. For feelings lie beyond the reach 3 The softest, tenderest touch of mortal, That cannot don the robe of speech, Nov pass the spirit's outer portal. (73) 74 SYMPATHY. A little way along life's path Friends come, not leading, following rather ; For unto them the Master saith, a Thus far ye may go and no farther." Thus far — it is the clasp of hand, The tone that says, "I also suffer; My feet have pressed as cold a strand, And trod a pathway lonelier, rougher." And this is all. Up the steep sides We climb, there is for them no wending; And down into the flowing tides And hidden depths there's no descending. Who leans his strength upon the reed, The broken reed of human feeling, Will find within his sorest need A wound that hath no balm of healing. The soul that finds on earth no rest, No heart to share her choicest treasure, Must seek that higher, stronger breast Whose heights and depths she cannot measure. TO MY SEWING NEEDLE. cf#> (NEVER loved thee. In my earlier days I scorned and shunned thee : to my child- ish gaze Thy skilful nimbleness and shining form No beauty brought, no potency, or charm ; I only viewed thee, spurning all thy pleas, Sworn foe to freedom, idleness, and ease. But thou hast clung to me in spite of all, Like a true friend who minds not change or fall ; I have not found — existence never gave — More ready, willing, and obedient slave ; And somehow I have come to look at thee, If not with pleasure, with complacency. It may be as the galley-slave has learned Something of love for toil that once he spurned ; Or as a man condemned for life to dwell Go) 76 TO MY SEWING NEEDLE. A prisoner, grows in time to like his cell. Many the things 'tis wise to take in gross — Few feelings can be analysed too close. I ought to love thee. Thou hast ever been To sorrowing woman near as blood in kin ; And many an hour of anguish hast thou whiled As back and forward thou hast flashed and smiled, Bringing sweet memories and pleasant thought As fair and graceful figures thou hast wrought. Thou hast from Nature borrowed light and shade, Hast many an ancient battle-scene portrayed; Wrought banners men were proud to wave on high, Decked castle walls with gorgeous tapestry ; The transient, perishing of earth engraved, And noble deeds and words of wisdom saved. Thou hast filled homes with plenty; thousands wait On thee as mendicants at castle gate : Thou hast the naked clothed, the hungry fed, TO MY SEWING NEEDLE. 77 Adorned the blushing bride, and robed the dead ; And worlds of might work by thine unseen aid, Since thou by Dorcas hast been sacred made. O Power, so small and silent, yet so strong And wonder-working of the laboring throng, Still be thy might, thy glory felt and known, And in the van of life still hold thy own : Still keep thine ancient place at home and hearth, Among the least, yet mightiest of the earth. For long; as thou dost there in honor reign, The world may place her glittering baits in vain ; As long as thou dost in thy patience toil, A might remains the tempter's power to spoil ; As long as thou dost help her to endure, No charm can woman from her place allure. LIFE'S LESSONS. — <%%* — ^bPEEAD o'er a page our sorrowing tears <^T have blurred. Whose letters we know not by sight or sound, Whose syllables so oddly, strangely bound, Make up an unintelligible word We vainly strive in memory to hoard, And whose design and beauty, use and end (Of which as foreign things we may have heard) Our childish spirits fail to comprehend. Sometimes unwittingly, as breathed upon By inspiration, we may rightly call A single letter, or w^ith sigh and moan, Upon a proper word may chance to fall; But ere one-half the meaning has been learned, A newer and a harder page is turned. (78) THE PRESENT. — *§§* — "HY need we to the dim, dark Past recede, And search her record for soul-stirring deed. When so much in the teeming Present lies, To animate our hearts and fill our eyes? Why need we seek to taint and soil our page With horrors that disgraced a former age; Or drag again, as curious things, to light, The sins it were more wise to hide from sight : When time reveals no hour, and earth no place, Where crime shows not her bold unblushing face ; And our sad Present bears enough, enough, To crowd the page of warning and reproof? Why search the darkness of a vanished night, Or trace the glimmers of a dawning light, When o'er our clearer path and higher way Shines the full radiance of perfected day ? 7 (<9) 80 THE PRESENT. Why need we bid the quiet, sleeping dead Again for us their bloody paths re-tread, When bolder heroes, through as loud a din, Still walk the earth, still nobly strive and win? No fires are kindled now, no stakes are driven To horrify the earth and insult heaven; But still unseen the life-drops trickle down, And suffering earns, to-day, a martyr's crown. Earth's future heroes, glorious and wise, Are given to our unconscious hearts and eyes ; And heaven's blest angels through the shades and glooms, Walk by our sides and dwell within our homes. We strive to grope into the shadowed past, Or o'er the future our dim light to cast ; And let the present, freighted full, slip by, Without one throb of heart, one glance of eye. Time dulls the sinking echoes of the past. While o'er the future mercy's veil is cast ; And our short sight of life can see no more Than a few steps behind, a few before. THE PRESENT. 81 Oh, could we view our lives, our days aright, How would our hearts enkindle at the sight! How would we droop, or lift our beaming eyes, To see how low we fall, how high might rise ! THE GIFTS OF LOVE. — •§§• — • ^•HE gave not much as counts the world, <^j A little here and there ; A few small coins, a crust of bread, A softly whispered prayer. She gave a kindly smile, a word Of comfort and of cheer ; A silent, loving clasp of hand, A sympathising tear. Blessed like the widow's mites, those coins Unclosed wealth's grasping hand ; Opened a gushing fount that spread Wide o'er the thirsty land. That kindly smile, that cheering word, Fell on a breaking heart ; And closed and bound a wound unseen, And healed a secret smart. (82) THE GIFTS OF LOVE. 83 That silent, loving clasp which said, "Look up, O sister mine," Drew from the clutch of death a soul That shall in glory shine. That whispered prayer, unheard on earth, So faintly was it given, Rose on the spirit wings of faith, And moved the throne of heaven. Such were her gifts; — and half their worth By words can ne'er be told ; Nor is earth wise enough to heed, Or large enough to hold. IN MEMOBIAM. — *§» — 4*AEEWELL! I will not weep that thou Art resting with the blessed now; Or that the Father's wise design Hath made thy path more short than mine. Farewell! a stronger than our love Hath borne thee to thy home above ; And though the world may be less fair, Heaven is more dear since thou art there. (84) MY DEAD. «§§» %f COUNT not those among my dead T (Though from my sight and presence fled) Whom, safe beyond the realms of change, No time, no mortal can estrange ; Their love and trust but brighter shine Whom death has made forever mine. They are my dead who, living yet, Make life one long and sad regret ; Who, false to every memory, Still walk the earth, more dead to me Than if with chilling, threatening mien The cold, damp grave were walled between. They are my dead — the vanished years I mourn with unavailing tears ; The long-fled, joyous years that seem Like pleasant tale or beauteous dream ; The full-pressed, teeming years that hold Treasures ungathered and untold. (85) 86 MY DEAD. They are my dead — the hopes that sprung In life's glad morning strong and young; Yet, nurtured with the tenderest care, They faded like earth's bright and fair; Perished, as sink into the grave Whom neither love nor skill can save. Uncovered to the gazer's eye, Behold my dead unburied lie; Like men, unshriven and unblest, They cannot sleep in peaceful rest ; But loud above life's whirl and din, They mock me with, "It might have been." O Time, these dead so cold and white, Help me to bury from my sight: Bury the mocking hopes and years, Bury in silence and in tears : Bury them deep — they were too bright: Bury them deep — far out of sight! "SHE HATH BONE WHAT SHE COULDr %i CANNOT seek my Father's house, ™ And in His temple pray ; But in this quiet room my heart May silent homage pay. I cannot toil as others do Along the world's broad mart; But where He placed me I can stand, With patient, watchful heart. I cannot open wide my hand Whene'er the suffering plead ; But I can bear their woes to Him Who doth the sparrows feed. . And when the whole is measured by Not what I did, but ivould, It may be He will say of me, " She hath done what she could." (87) UNBELIEF. — *fr — *&g IS strange when God throws wide His Tfy door And lets the needy suppliant in, Declaring he who asks shall have, And he who strives shall surely w T in, We do not oftener seek that door. And boldly ask and plead for more. And strange that after we have prayed, And after God has heard our prayer, And angels to our waiting hearts The Fathers ready message bear, We marvel He should answer make, And scarcely will the blessing take. O fools, and slow of heart to trust And feel his tenderness and power! O fools, and slow to rest upon The strength that is a mighty tower! Afraid the promise to believe, Afraid the blessing to receive. (88) SPEEO, CREDO, FIDO. — m> — %$ CANNOT tell man's labored proofs ™^ In subtle, rare device, Of the Unseen, Eternal One, The Soul of mysteries. The creature the Creator shows : 1 am — therefore He is. I know not how Jehovah could With men in converse be ; Nor ask of that recorded word A learned proof to see : I am too glad to think that God Has given a book to me. I cannot tell how Mercy may Justice and Law survive ; Nor comprehend how Jesus' death Eternal life can give : I only know that He hath said, " Look unto Me and live." (89) 90 SRERO, CREDO, FIDO. I know not how a dying breath, A human, sin-stained plea, Can span the space 'twixt man and God, And alter Heaven's decree : But I have heard the Father's word, '•In trouble call on Me." I know not how life's ceaseless ills Can blessings antedate ; Nor how the bitter will be sweet, And crooked places straight : 'Tis written, all will work for good To those who love and wait. I cannot tell where Heaven may be, Isoy what its glories are ; Save that it waits the faithful soul, And God and Christ are there ; And that the happy spirits rest From sin, and death, and care. For secret things belong to God, And not to finite dust; And high as human mind may soar, It owns the wisdom just That veils the deepest, and to man Gives hope, belief, and trust. VOICE OF THE DYING. WEEP not for me! I am the captive sighing One glimpse of warm, reviving life to see; And this cold, hideous thing that ye call dying Is but the welcome friend that sets me free. Weep not for me ! I am the traveller weary Who o'er rough seas and desert wilds has come; And dreaming yet of pathways long and dreary, With transport sees the gleaming lights of home. Weep not for me ! I am the sick one longing Eor one brief respite from pain's ceaseless strife; Who in one moment through the visions thronging, Sees in her grasp eternal health and life. ft (91) 92 VOICE OF THE DYING. Eejoice for me ! My path was rough and dreary ; Faint was my heart, and torn my aching feet ; Life's burden pressed me sore and I was weary — The rest our Father gives is long and sweet. Eejoice for me ! Even now do I behold Him Whom I have loved, whom I have sought so long ; Even now my eager spirit-arms enfold Him, And these dull ears have caught the angel song. Rejoice for me! m When ceased the labored watching, Ye fold the hands above my painless breast ; And nevermore the labored whisper catching, Ye close the weary eyes in endless rest. Eejoice for me ! When o'er the hillock ben ding- Where toil may sleep, and peace and stillness dwell, And holy thought is ever heavenward wending, Ye say with quiet heart, "She sleepeth well." THE CAPTIVE. — **> — ^ITHIX his grated cell A captive sat and sighed ; His skeleton band, like a shadow, fell On the tasteless crust at his side. His hair was damp with the prison mould, His eye was hollow and wild ; And the arm that once could giants fell, Was weaker than a child. He, in that cell, for years Had waited^ watched, and prayed ; Till, numb alike to hopes and fears, He asked and wished no aid. A breathing corpse within a tomb, Xo eye but Heaven's could see ; All that he heard was his keeper's step, And the turn of the iron key. Yet was there something that bound His senses still to earth ; To the world of action, light, and sound, Of happiness and mirth. (93) 94 THE CAPTIVE. A tiny sunbeam daily came From its home of light and bliss ; And stole, as a living thing, to his side, And fell on his cheek, like a kiss. He watched and watched it fall Down through the rusty grate ; He saw it climbing o'er the wall, And o'er his fettered feet. It sweetly spoke of bright green fields, Of trees, and cool, clear stream ; It said there was light and hope on earth, — Ay, light and hope for him. Was he forgotten? STo; Fond eyes had long been dim; True hearts had shared his every throe, And lips had prayed for him. But evil can rule with iron hand ; And hatred is bitter and strong : And what is the might of a woman's love Against the power of wrong? The captive raised his eye To greet his sunny friend, And breathed for it the latest sigh His weary soul might send. THE CAPTIVE. 95 It came at last; and his eye grew bright, Watching its noiseless tread ; But when it reached the pallid cheek, It lighted the face of the dead. Weep not for him who lieth On fields where fame is won ; But weep for him who dieth A thousand deaths in one. Ay, weep for him that languisheth Where hope may never come ; Who, drop by drop, gives up his life For liberty and home. NO HOPE — NO LIFE. [HILE Hope remained I lived, I toiled: Hope fled, life was of all despoiled That gave it worth. I did not weep when Yandal hands My treasures bore away; Nor when I saw the lurid flames My home in ashes lay ; But on the ruin gazed, and said, " O native Land, for thee Far more than this I'd gladly bear, If thou may'st yet be free." I did not weep when sorrowing men With slow and measured tread, Brought back the strong man of my house, To lay him with his dead ; But stilled the beating of my heart, And stifled down the sigh, And said, " 'Tis great and glorious For one's own land to die." (96) NO HOPE — NO LIFE. 97 And when the bitter ending came, And all was given and lost, And I was like a severed leaf By wind and tempest tost : I gathered up my strength and said, " The Future yet remains, And in her opening hands are laid Strong, honest Labor's gains." But when I felt the bitterness Of unrequited toil, And saw the base and wicked rise, Eich with the orphan's spoil ; When starving children cried for bread, And there was none to give, And all the weak were trampled down, Just that the strong might live : When every coming year disclosed More labor and less gain, And life was but another name For weariness and pain ; When love at death bequeathed to love Such heritage of woe, The tears that Hope so long had stayed, Despair allowed to flow. THE SO UTS. — ** — |E loved her when she sat queen among nations, A crown of glory on her stainless brow ; Rich with the incense of world-adulations, And strong in powers that right and truth endow. When o'er her blooming plains and shining- waters, Plenty and Wealth swept on with even tide ; When noble-hearted sons and beauteous daugh- ters Made gla_d her thousand homes of joy and pride : When the Past gave no echoing sound of sorrow, The happy Present banished care away; And the wished future was the glad To- morrow, That lengthened and intensified To-day. (98) THE SOUTH 99 But more, far more, when with just indigna- tion At but the thought of cherished rights o'er- thrown, She rose against a vaunting usurpation, And dared assert, and dared to claim, her own : When to the holy God of Heaven appealing, She bared her breast to meet a murdering sword ; And with life-blood her words and actions seal- ing, Lost all she prized and sought, gained all she feared. Yet more we love her as in desolation She mourns her name, her rights, her children gone, And breathes but one wild wail of lamentation, Whose depth of agony might move a stone. As the fond mother who, when health is flow- ing In red, rich streams, but little heeds her child, 100 THE SOUTH. Finds warmer love and stronger feeling glow- ing, If suffering blight where late enjoyment smiled : So with hearts throbbing with a tenderer yearning, We gaze upon our prostrate, stricken, land ; And with a deeper, wilder passion burning, Sad, tireless watchers at her side we stand. Dearer her quivering form all scarr'd and gory, And faint with strife against a world of foes ; Dearer a thousand times her touching story Of unexampled sufferings, deeds, and woes. And we are learning, like the hope-forsaken, To speak of her, our loved, our prized, our own, Softly, as names of those whom death has taken Are only breathed with low and reverent tone. MISSION OF SONG. ARTH was not banned to angels : myriad forms Speed here and there on heavenly mission sent. Earth Was not cursed for them ; its raging storms Break not the even calm of their content. Tireless and swift on wings of wind they Xo other will than His who sent them know. *. A thousand forms are round us ; noiseless feet Keep measured pace with ours o'er thorny wastes ; Eyes that we see not, our dim glances meet, And strength unsought to our assistance hastes ; Hands that we feel not. our worn fingers take, And voices speak as never mortal spake. (101) 102 MISSION OF SONG. One hath long walked with us ; was with the stars That sang together when creation woke ; And close to man. through all life's shocks and jars, Hath made more strong his heart, more light his yoke : We know not, ask not, if she may belong To earth or heaven, but we have called her Song. She hath a holy mission ; it is hers To speed o'er every land, and clime, and race, And rescue from oblivion, change, and years, The noble and sublime of every age and place. When marble falls and crumbles into dust, Song, living Song, shall guard with care her trust. She loves to dwell with Nature; she hath lent Her voice to wind, and bird, and stream, and sea; There is no spot o'er which she bath not bent, No space she hath not filled with melody ; To listening ear there is no sound but brings Some echo from her harp of thousand strings. MISSION OF SONG. 103 Through her passion finds words, love whis- pers soft, Anger and hatred rage, and sorrow weeps ; Through her devotion quickens, soars aloft, Hope brighter smiles, and faith more stead- fast keeps ; Spirit communes with spirit, and hearts speak, That else, all other voice denied, would break. Lands have no history that have no song ; Their heroes lie forgotten in their graves ; No living voice awakens in their young The emulating zeal that dares and braves : The thought ungarnered, and the deed un- sung, Are treasures to the winds and waters flung. She is the baffler of decay and time, The wielder of a weapon keen and strong ; The bold discloser of high-seated crime, The dreaded foe of tyrants and of wrong : Oppression's power all right may crush — deny — But truth embalmed by Song can never die. 9 104 MISSION OF SONG. Well should we love thee; we, the tempest-tost, Bereft of name and country ; we, who cast Our all on one wild fearful throw^ and lost All but the waning memory of the past : We give thee, noble and high-minded Song, Our name, our deeds, our suffering, and our wrong. Guard thou our unmarked dead ; watch o'er their dust, Embalm their actions, and their honor keep ; Tell how they fought and died with un- dimmed trust In God and Eight, and with the uncon- quered sleep : Thy sweetest, softest, saddest notes belong To her who has no history but — Song. LINES OF LIFE. o»fo ||T was not smooth — the path that God ™ Appointed unto me ; Nor always pleasant — but it led Where He would have me be. And if I felt alone the thorns, And failed the flowers to greet, It was because I would not see The blossoms at my feet. The cup presented to my lips, — The cup designed for all — Most strangely, skilfully was mixed With honey and with gall. And though my tongue no sweet could taste, My heart no good could guess, Yet now I know that strength was hid Within its bitterness. .Nor was it only light that fell Across my onward path ; But darkness deep, that seemed to me A harbinger of wrath. (105) 106 LINES OF LIFE. Yet over all this truth still shone Like silvery lining clear, That only in a cloud can God To fallen man draw near. Thus thorn and flower, bitter and sweet, Glad sunshine and dark shade, With skilful weavings in and out, A checkered life have made. Only the taught of God may see How evenly they blend, And the Divine, the glorious plan Begin to comprehend. Then, looking back on what has been, Or on to what may be, Be still, my heart, and calmly wait The blessed whole to see. And may this lowly, humbling thought Bid every murmur flee : The good is more, the evil less Than is deserved by me. THY WILL BE DONE:' — W> — |HEN all my days were bright, and life With radiant joy and hope was rife ; And all I asked, and all I sought; As if on angel wing was brought: How easy then Thy power to own. And cheerful say, " Thy will be done/' But when Thy hand pressed on me sore, With weight I never felt before ; When sorrow and affliction came, And Death brought in a fearful claim, And took my best and dearest one, * I could not say, " Thy will be done.' ? 'Tis hard to think that good can spring From such an evil, bitter thing; 'Tis hard to think that it can be The hand of Love thus laid on me ; And hard to see my hopes o'erthrown, And yet to say, "Thy will be done." (107) 108 "THY WILL BE DONE," Thy heavenly grace Thou must impart. Thy Spirit breathe upon this heart, And every quivering pulse must thrill With thy soft whisper, "Peace, be still," Ere I can turn each weary moan Into the words, "Thy will be done." I can but bring to Thee my grief, And cry, "Lord, help my unbelief!" I can but at Thy footstool stay, Till Thou shalt teach my heart to say, With upward glance and childlike tone, And patient trust, " Thy will be done." HE LEADETH ME. Psalrn xxiii. 2. *§§o ^OMETIMES through pleasant shades, &T By softly murmuring streams ; Along sweet-scented glades. Lighted by golden beams: And He who walks beside me there, Makes all its loveliness more fair. Sometimes o'er thorny ways, That wound and pierce my feet; And danger round me plays, And tempests o'er me beat : Though never path so dark and dread, I do but follow in His tread. Sometimes through blazing fires, That singe, and scorch, and burn, Lifting their lurid spires Whichever way I turn : Yet through the hottest flames I see The same dear Hand that leadeth me. (109) 110 HE LEADETH ME. Sometimes through raging streams, That lash, and fright, and chill ; Where echo wakes wild screams, That numbing senses thrill: Yet is He ever at my side Whose voice can still the roaring tide. He leads, whose tender love My yearning heart enfolds ; He guides, who leads above, And, as He guides, upholds : I follow — though I see no more Than one short footstep just before. He leads, who ruleth all ; He guides, who never errs: With Him, how can I fall? Or how give place to fears ? All faith in self forever gone, I trust in Him, and am led on. Chiefest among ten thousand* and altogether lovely. — Sol- omon's Song. f MjAKTHLY friends with bliss surround me, J^Y Love's own air I gently breathe ; Beauties new, above, around me, Their beguiling witcheries wreathe ; But their temptings, Sweet, soft temptings, On me vainly, coldly fall ; For my Saviour, My own Saviour, Is more fair, more dear than all. They can bitterly deceive me ; They can promise and not give ; In my darkest hours they leave me, Hopelessly alone to grieve : In my sorrow, Pain and sorrow, They have naught that can avail ; But my Saviour, My strong Saviour, Cannot leave me, cannot fail, mi) 112 SOLOMON'S SONG v. 10-16. He is all my joy, my pleasure, All my might, my hope, my trust ; Here my soul's abiding treasure, Firm and faithful, true and just : In the future, Dim, dark future, He is all the light I see ; my Saviour, My dear Saviour, Heaven is nothing without Thee ! When I see my strength departing Like the early morning dew, Waves of anguish o'er me starting, And earth gliding from my view : No cold doubting, Fear or doubting, Then shall dim my closing eye ; On my Saviour, My dear Saviour, I will calmly rest, and die. In the world of bliss above me, With unending joys in store ; With t^ie spirits pure that love me, And the self-same Lord adore: SOLOMON'S SONG v. 10-16. 113 There in safety, Eest and safety, From all sin, all sorrow free — O my Saviour, My dear Saviour, May I ever live with Thee! "COME UNTO ME.". S. Matthew xi. 28. *§§* fll ET thou weary? Wouldst thou rest?" e^ Come, and lean upon this breast : Come, and find a place with Me, Long ago prepared for thee. Art thou thirsty? From the brink Of destruction turn, and drink Of the water I will give, And thou shalt forever live. Art thou on doubt's billows tost, All thy charts, thy reckoning lost? Come, to Me thy woes confide ; Come, and I will be thy guide. Dost thou fear the chilling breath Of the mighty conqueror, Death ? Come, with Me there is no strife; Come, I am eternal life. Cl 14) * * "COME UNTO ME:' 115 Come, I long have sought for thee ; Come, unending bliss foresee ; Come, thy highest powers employ ; Come, and fill the heavens with joy. 10 Ye shall drink indeed of my cup, and be baptized with the baptism I am baptized with.—S. Matthew xx. 23. IE dream of the triumph y we speak of the crown, We look for the harvest, we long to lie down With the martyrs and saints who have passed on before, And are safe with their palms on the " bright shining shore." We forget the long labor, the race, and the cross, The hungerings, the thirstings, the wander- ings, the loss ; We forget the proud charge when He mar- shalled us forth, And we ask our reward and our rest upon earth. But He told us, "The cup that 1 drink, ye must drain ; Ye must taste of the anguish, the bitter, the pain : (116) S. MATTHEW xx. 23. 117 Ye have asked in my might and my glory to share, But my sorrow, and suffering, and shame can ye bear?" Oh, measure the distance, weigh justly the cost; Go over the reckoning, or all may be lost ; For the scourge must be felt, and the cross must be borne, Ere the throne can be gained, or the crown can be worn. He told us of treasures, of blessings, and gains ; And he told of bereavements, of struggles, and pains : He spake of a rest, and a comfort in store, But the rest is to come when the conflict is o'er. Then more of the cross, and less of the crown ; Long more for the struggle, and less to lie down : Not always the rest and the end are in view, But He who hath promised is faithful and true. THE WORD OF GOD. Thy word have 1 hid in niy heart.— Psalm cxix. 11. How sweet are Thy words.— Psalm cxix. — m> — kNE word of my God in the morning, When the labors of life must be done ; One strong, quickening word of the Father, That my spirit may feed upon. Let me hear then the voice that sayeth, "This is the path and the way; " Let me see the clear light that shineth Brighter and brighter each day : That my feet may not stumble or falter In pathways untried and untrod, And my soul go forth to the conflict Equipped with the armor of God. One word of my God in the noon-day ; When weary of struggling with sin, The shield of my faith is all tarnished, And my spirit is fainting within. (118) THE WORD OF GOD. 1J9 Let me hear that Jehovah still reigneth Unchanged and unchanging above ; And no power that darkness engenders His throne eternal can move : That my hope and my faith may be brightened, And my spirit again grow strong In the thought of the patient long-suffering^ Of God, that alloweth the wrong. One word of my God in the evening : Ere forgetfulness steal o'er my frame, Let the day's last whisperings echo The One, Omnipotent j^ame. Let me read of the beautiful city, Of the rest that remaineth above; When my soul, like a child that is weary, * Is yearning for comfort and love : That my sleep may be deeper and sweeter For thought of the fadeless and fair; And my dreams may be of the mansions That Jesus hath gone to prepare. COMFORT YE, COMFORT YE MY PEOPLE. Isaiah xl. 1. *§€♦ PILGBIM weary and oppressed, Dost thou seek and sigh for rest ? Is thy pathway long and drear? Full of danger, void of cheer? Bough and thorny though it be, Know it is the best for thee. Not by fortune, not by chance, Not by human vigilance, Were the windings of one hour Marked by earthly wisdom's power; All was drawn and traced above By the heart and hand of Love. Just the station, good or ill, Thou, and thou alone, canst fill ; Just the sorrow, just the care, Just the pleasure thou canst bear ; Just Heaven's wise and vast design, Sad and murmuring soul, is thine. (120) COMFORT YE MY PEOPLE. 121 Not some great, some mighty task Does thy patient Saviour ask ; Kindly, gently, doth He bear With thy weakness, with thy fear : Little things He gives to thee, Faithful in that little be. In thy sufferings meekly borne, In reproach, contempt, and scorn ; In the humble round of life Spreading peace and stilling strife ; In each thought, and deed, and word, Thou mayst glorify thy Lord. He has given to thee a place, See thou fillest it with grace ; He hath portioned out thy tasks, Patient faithfulness He asks : Daily by hope's cheering beam Thou mayst bear and work with Him. 'Work with Him ! — transporting thought ! Work with Him who wonders wrought ! Him, whose power all time transcends ; Him, to whom creation bends ; Work with Him, to share above In His glory, grace, and love. 122 COMFORT YE MY PEOPLE. Weary! there is yet a rest, Deep, unbroken, perfect, blest ! Mourner ! there is joy for thee Where no grief, no pain can be! To the faithful shall be given Best, and joy, and peace, in heaven ! WHAT I BELIEVE. Fear not: only believe.— S. Mark v. 30. (DO believe that Jesus did Himself an offering give, That fully, freely pardoned, I Eternally might live. I do believe that He can take This tainted heart of sin, And purify and make it fit For Him to dwell within. I do believe that Jesus hears My every prayer and plea; And measures not His gifts by what My poor, weak faith may be. I do believe that life nor death, Xor any other thing, Can separate me from the love Of Christ, my Saviour King. (123) 124 WHAT I BELIEVE. I do believe that He hath gone A mansion to prepare Within His Father's house, and He Will come and take me there. I do believe if I endure With patience to the end, Resisting unto death, that He Will sure deliverance send. I do believe that as He rose, The first-fruits of the dead, So from the grave I too shall rise To Christ, my living Head. I do believe I shall the King- In all His beauty see ; And that where'er my Saviour is I shall forever be ! IN SICKNESS. %f ASK not why in God's decree ™ This weary sickness comes to me ; Why days of pain and nights of woe, With, laggard footsteps come and go. Whether it be to try my faith And patience in His seeming wrath ; Or to correct some ill in me Only the eye of Heaven can see. I may not tell: but this I know, "lis God who thus hath laid me low : God — who hath measured out our days, God — just and good in all His ways. The Father chasteneth whom He loves, And in His chastening pity moves : 'Tis for our endless good ; that we Sharers of cross and crown may be. (125) 126 IN SICKNESS. K~o greater comfort can we know Than thus to be like Christ below; Suffering with Him; like Him to rise Through suffering perfect to the skies. Father, I take it. 'Tis from Thee ; Mingled, like all Thy gifts to me ; And if no thanks my lips unclose, My heart Thy tender pity knows. Oh, let me, bending to Thy will, And trusting Thy great love, lie still : So shall these painful moments be Strong cords to draw me nearer Thee. THE WORKMAN AND THE METAL. The workman sits at the door of his furnace watching the metal within. When he sees his own image reflected from the molten metal, he knows the process is success- ful, and abates the fury of the flames. £^HE workman lights his glowing fire ^f And puts the ore within the blaze, And sits beside the furnace door, And turns the metal o'er and o'er; And when in it his eye can trace The clear reflection of his face, He knows it pure, and then allays The fierceness of the burning rays. So Jesus lights his glowing fire And puts the soul within the blaze ; And then beside the furnace door He sits and turns it o'er and o'er ; And when He sees reflected there His own sweet image clear and fair, He knows the process is complete, And lowers the cleansing, melting heat. 11 (127) 128 THE WORKMAN AND THE METAL. Jesus, hotly glows the fire ! I know Thy breath hath fanned the blaze ; 1 know Thou art beside the door, Looking my spirit o'er and o'er : Withdraw not Thou the burning heat Until the process is complete; Till every eye in me may trace The bright reflection of Thy face. THE PROMISES OF GOD, IKE the lovely flowers of spring-time, gemming earth's soft, velvet sod, Gently breathing full, rich fragrance, come the promises of God. Like stars within the firmament, lighting life's long night of sorrow With their pure and steady lustre, leading on the glad Tomorrow. Like the cool soft breath of evening, when the heated day is done, Whispering of the rest that cometh when our race of life is run. Like raindrops fresh and cooling, on the withered, scorched plain, Bringing with their liquid touch a living freshness back again. (129) 130 THE PROMISES OF GOD. Like a cordial to the fainting, like a staff unto the weary, Like struggling sunbeams stealing through a prison damp and dreary. Like all the blessings sent by Heaven where- ever man hath trod ; Eich, full, and bounteous, — open to all — blest promises of God ! Hands they are stretched out to help us \ voices clear and sweet that call us \ Bocks, on which our feet may safely step, though hideous depths appal us. Suns they are that light and cheer. us, all life's long and gloomy day; Milestones, that careful, loving hands have placed along our way. Cool and quiet streamlets flowing from the fountains of the blest ; Green and tranquil islets where the soul may pause awhile and rest. Purer than the pearly dewdrops, fresher than the breath of morning; Sweeter than the scent of flowerets, earth's jewelled form adorning. THE PROMISES OF GOD. 131 Softer than the airs of summer, brighter than the stars of heaven ; Eicher than the golden, gorgeous hues that drape the couch of even. Breathing health, and strength, and freshness, as our onward path we plod : Full of joy, and hope, and gladness, come the promises of God. Blessed be He who hath not left us without comfort, without hope, But hath sent His bright- winged promises, wide, generous doors to ope. The holy, glorious promises, raising guilt- stained souls from earth ; Quickening every palsying nerve, giving sweetest comfort birth. Lifting up the fainting spirit, giving heavenly air and breath ; Healing every wound and sorrow, lighting e'en the vale of death. As God, eternal, perfect, true, deep, fathom- less, and broad, Forever sure — forever ours — blest promises of God ! TB UST. — «§§* — S the tender parent heareth, Though his hand no gift doth bring, When his wayward children, crying, Ask some pleasant, harmful thing: So our tender heavenly Father Sees and hears, but answers not, When His wayward children, crying, Ask some harmful thing or lot. As the best and happiest children Still their little cries and woes, In the thought so calming, sheltering, "Father gives not — Father knows:" So the patient, faithful Christian Calms the struggle in his breast, And his cross and station beareth, With " Our Father knoweth best." (132) HEAVEN. t HEBE'S a city above with its pearly gates, Its walls of jasper, and streets of gold ; Its great white throne, its river of life, And mansions whose glories may never be told. To the faithful of earth that city is given ; But city, and mansion, and throne, are not Heaven. There are soft, cooling shades, there are pastures and streams, There are airs that breathe but perfume and life; There's a glory of light that unfadingly gleams, And echoes that whisper of peace — not of strife : Where never a cloud o'er the brightness is driven, — But pastures, and light, and streams are not Heaven. (133) 134 HE A VEN. There are angels that stand in the presence of God, There are prophets who spake as the Spirit gave word; There are martyrs who sealed their faith with their blood, And saints who rejoiced on earth in the Lord. All spotless they stand, all washed and for- given ; But angels, and prophets, and saints are not Heaven. There are songs whose melody never shall end ; There are crowns that neither press heavy nor fade ; There are harps whose tones all fancy tran- scend, And joys that never a grief can invade; There's a rapture from which every sorrow is driven ; But anthems, and harps, and crowns are not Heaven. All glorious, and perfect, and pure as they are, They still not the spirit, they fill not the heart ; HE A VEN. 135 Still higher it seeks its life-giving air, Still struggles and sighs for a nobler part ; And something more than these must be given, Ere the raptured soul exults in its Heaven. For what are the cities, the pastures, the streams, The angels, the prophets, the crowns and the songs ? What is the joy, the radiance, that gleams Eternal and pure o'er the numberless- throngs ? Glorious, and perfect, and fadeless, and fair, What are they all if Christ be not there ? Where the presence of God eternally dwells,. And the Saviour that loved us is seen and known ; Where the glory that gleams, and the rapture that swells, Are joys that flow from His favor alone : — Where the smile of Jehovah to each one is given, Where Father, Son, Spirit are, there is our Heaven ! DOUBT AND FAITH. |OUBT is the nerveless arm that hangs and quakes ; Faith is the hand that reaches forth and takes. Doubt is the mist that earth and heaven can shroud ; Faith is the undimmed sun above the cloud. Doubt is the silent, fearing to begin ; Faith, the importunate, whose pleadings wiru Doubt is the pendant, swaying to and fro ; Faith is the needle our lost path to show. Doubt is the rebel who dishonors God; Faith is the subject, yielding to His rod. Doubt is the raw recruit, who shrinks with fright ; Faith is the long-tried warrior, strong to fight. (136) DOUBT AND FAITH. 137 Doubt asks, " How can I know my prayers are heard? " And Faith replies, " I trust His gracious word." Doubt says, " The promise is too good for me." Faith answers, " Gifts of Kings should kingly be." Doubt says, " He lays mine honor in the dust." And Faith, <; Though he should slay, yet will I trust." Doubt moans, "I strive with tears, but sins abound." Faith says, " In Christ my righteousness is found." Doubt fixes on the earth his downcast eye; Faith lifts her clear and steadfast gaze on high. Doubt haunts the darkened borders of despair ; Faith soars to regions lofty, pure and fair. Doubt is of troubled and unquiet mien ; But Faith is steadfast, tranquil, and serene. 138 DOUBT AND FAITH, Doubt is of earth, and with the earth must die; But Faith shall live, where now she points, on high. O Lord, this blinding, clogging, deadening doubt, As Thou of old the demons didst, cast out. And let me pray along life's darkened path, As Thy disciples, " Lord, increase my faith. " PRESSING ONWARD. I press toward the mark for the prize of the high call iug of God in Christ Jesus.— Philippians iii. 14. N, on, I press toward the mark, On, at the call of God; On, through the rough, but heavenward paths By holy footsteps trod. I hear the words, " If thou endure," I feel the shock of strife, And see clear shining overhead The prize — eternal life. The fainting heart may cry for rest, The feet refuse to run ; Home, kindred, country, fade behind ; And still the cry is "On!" On, through the flying, whirling days Of labor, care, and gain ; On, through the laggard, weary hours Of suffering and pain. 12 (OT 140 PRESSING ONWARD. On, through the beams of faith and hope, On, through despair and fears ; On, through the light and smiles of joy, On through the mists of tears. On, with the higher, holier zeal That dares to live and strive ; On, till the Judge upon the Throne His blest " Well done " shall give. On, though the world may call me back ; On, though the way be long ; The prize to him who runneth well, The battle to the strong. Who falls but him who looks not up ? Who faints, but first lies down ? Not one, but all may win the race, May wear the victor's crown. Since time began, till time shall end, The tramp of march goes on ; The thousand paths the thousands tread Will meet at last in one. One just Awarder of the prize To him that runneth given ; One race, one struggle, and one goal, One God, one home, one heaven ! THE SAVIOUR FOR ME. — §§* — (LOYE to read of Jesus, Of all He said and taught, And. o£ the -.jn jghty wonders He on the earth hath wrought. No story wild and thrilling, By lip of mortal told, Hath ever moved my spirit Like that sweet tale of old. I love to think of Jesus, The true and steadfast friend, Whose love so deep and wondrous Can never change or end. It warms my faith to action, It bids my fears depart ; It stays my fainting spirit, And rests my weary heart. I love to talk of Jesus, With those who know Him well ; And of His sweet compassion In holy converse tell. 045) 146 JJ2SVS. To find how very many Adore and love my Lord ; And how His grace unfailing Doth health and strength afford. I love to work for Jesus ; To feel that all I do Is for the Heavenly Master, Who asks a service true. Yet all my toil is nothing To what He did for me ; Oh, may I ne'er grow weary Of working, Lord, for Thee ! I soon shall be with Jesus, "Who sits enthroned above ; I soon shall be with Jesus, Whom here, unseen, I love. And oh, the thought that maketh The spirit world so fair, And floods it o'er with glory, Is — Jesus will be there! GOD KJSOWETH BEST. — <€•§* — ^E took them from me, one by one. The things I set my heart upon; They looked so harmless, fair, and blest ; — Would they have hurt me? God knows best- He loves me so, He would not wrest Them from me, if it were not best. He took them from me, one by one, The friends I set my heart upon ; Oh, did they come, — they and their love, — Between me and my Lord above ? Were they as idols in my breast ? It may be : — God in Heaven knows best. I will not say I did not weep, As doth a child that wants to keep The pleasant things in hurtful play His wiser parent takes away ; But in this comfort I will rest — He who hath taken knoweth best. (147) WORK WHILE IT IS TO-DAY. |OEK while it is to-day ; The hour will pass away ; Another's hand will do What was designed for you ; Another's crown will bear The star you ought to wear. Work while it is to-day ; The need will pass away; The heart that you might soothe, The path that you might smooth, The soul you might beseech, Will be beyond your reach. AVork while it is to-day; You soon will pass away Where neither strength nor skill Can any work fulfil ; Or suffering atone For that here left undone. (148) ON ENTERING CHURCH. — ** — AGAIN, let me Within Thy courts bend the adoring knee, Thankful to be once more near Heaven and Thee. Oh, send away The thoughts of earth that lingering 'round me stay, And let me be alone with Thee to-day. Hear from on high My spirit's earnest and repentant cry, And save me — for to Thee alone I fly. Weary of strife, With earth's unsatisfying longings rife, Hungering and thirsting for eternal life, — I come to Thee. Low at Thy footstool let my station be, And with Thy love and mercy shelter me. (149) 150 ON ENTERING CHURCH. Feed me to-day : Oh, send me not to faint beside the wa3 r , But be Thyself my sure and certain stay. I need Thy power And tender guidance every trying hour; — There is for me no other shield or tower. Eeveal to me Thyself, till Thy full loveliness I see, And with unfettered spirit worship Thee. THE DEAD IN CHRIST. — «§§* — ^H, call them not dead — they are not now sleeping In the cold earth where we laid them to rest; But while o'er their ashes we bend fondly weeping, They smile on our tears from the homes of the blest. They toiled once below as we are now toiling, They suffered and wept as their crosses they bore ; But now where no tempter may ever come spoiling, They rest where they suffer — they sorrow no more. Not alone in our anguish and grief have they left us, To struggle with dangers that compass us here ; 13 asi) 152 THE DEAD IN CHRIST. But through the hot trials that mould us and sift us, They utter sweet whispers of comfort and cheer. ST. JAMES 9 CHURCH* %f LOVE this church ; I love to sit ™ Within this hallowed place ; The air, the books, the very walls My flagging spirits brace. I love to leave the world without, With every care and fear, And come in earnest, childlike trust, To feel that God is here. Oh, 'mid the vexing scenes of life, Its anxious toil and care, How often have I sought this house In earnest faith and prayer ! This house — where never yet e'er came In anguish and dismay, A sorrowing heart in humble trust That went unblessed away. *Warrenton, Va. (153) 154 ST. JAMES' CHURCH. The holiest memories of my soul Are mingled with this place ; Nor time, nor change, nor life, nor death Their record can efface. Here, in meek worship, often bowed All whom my heart held dear ; And all I ever knew of good — Of God, was taught me here. Here, on my brow in infancy, The Cross of Christ was traced ; And on my head in after years A Prelate's hands were placed. Here have I knelt in humble faith Before my Saviour's board ; And felt, as only here is felt, The pardoning peace of God. The spirits of the sainted dead About this temple move, Whose voices mingled once with mine In words of praise and love. I feel that they are here to-day, Those unseen worshippers, Blending the feeble songs of earth With heavenly choristers. ST. JAMES' CHURCH. 155 I love this Church! I love her words Of holy prayer and praise, That far above this world of sin Our fettered spirits raise. In her, the sweetest, purest joys That crown my life are found ; And o'er my sleeping dust her voice Of heavenly hope shall sound. Church of my heart ! thy lasting peace Shall claim my latest breath ; And when my feeble heart and tongue Are cold and mute in death : Still may thy sacred songs be sung, Still may thy prayers ascend, Until in triumph He shall come Whose reign shall have no end. COMMUNION THOUGHTS. — *§* — Before Communion. ^AVIOUB, I hear Thy loving voice, j Bidding me come to Thee; I see Thy board before me spread With mercy wide and free. Unworthy to pick up the crumbs That from Thy table fall, My guilty soul would shrink away But for Thy pleading call. I dare not slight that gracious voice, — I dare not turn away While Mercy stands with open arms, And Jesus bids me stay. Forgetting all but Thj^ own words, I, trembling, come to Thee ; No other plea upon my lips But — Thou hast died for me. (156) COMMUNION THOUGHTS. 157 Oh, may Thy kind, forgiving love My heavenly portion be ; Pardon, and strength, and peace I need, And they are found in Thee. After Communion. All glory be to Thee, Most High, Most Wonderful and Good, That Thou hast given for love of me Thy body and Thy blood. Love, that gave, that bore so much, O Love, so vast and deep, Safely within Thy sheltering folds My wandering spirit keep. For I am Thine — called by Thy name,- Thy seal is on my brow ; Angels and men have witnessed here My world-renouncing vow. Oh, may this bread and wine of life So fill my soul and heart, 1 ne'er will seek for other food, Will ne'er from Thee depart. 158 COMMUNION THOUGHTS. Each day to me this feast renew, And keep me one in Thee; That I henceforth in Thee may live, And Thou mayst dwell in me. THE INVITATION. " Draw near with faith, and take this Holy Sacrament to your comfort."— Prayer Book. JlEAW near with faith ; behold the Saviour *Tr stands, With tender, yearning heart, and outstretched hands ; With pleading voice He meekly deigns to crave, Eeady to hear, to pity, and to save. Draw near with faith ; leave all thy doubts behind ; Distrust Him not who is so true and kind. Draw near and see thy timid fears grow less — He greets with love : He only waits to bless. Draw near with faith. Unworthy though, thou art, (159) 160 THE INVITATION. Offer to Him — 'tis all He asks — thy heart. Not here He stands to call the righteous home ; He calls the sinner — as a sinner come. Come with repentance, earnest, deep, and true ; With love for Him to whom all love is due ; Forgiving as thou art of God forgiven, At peace with men, with conscience and with Heaven. Draw near with faith ; bring all thy heavy care : Thou hast no load thy Saviour will not bear; He knows thy grief, He feels thy bitterest woe; Himself hath walked the weary path below. Draw near with faith ; dost thou not sorely need Comfort and strength thy fainting soul to speed ? Draw near, and see how^ true, how strong His heart, And find the power He only can impart. THE INVITATION. 161 Draw near with faith. Oh, can that voice of love One cold, or careless spirit fail to move ? Turn not away ; this pleading call may be The last thou canst reject — the last for thee. " We also bless Thy Holy Name for all Thy servants de- parted this life in Thy faith and fear; beseeching Thee to give us grace so to follow their good examples, that with them we may be partakers of Thy Heavenly Kingdom."— Prayer Book. |B bless Thee for the holy ones departed, The good of every land, and age, and clime ; The meek, the constant, and the noble-hearted, Whose glorious deeds illume the shores of time, And life's high paths and noble aims revealing, For God and Truth shall never cease appealing. In bitter grief a heavy cross they carried, And blood and tears their weary steps be- dewed ; And oft they sank while their Deliverer tarried, Yet at His word, refreshed and unsubdued, They fearless met each hellish foe assailing, And faithful stood, with Christ, the Lord, prevailing. (162) WE ALSO BLESS, &c, 163 They lived to earth a very scorn and wonder, Afflicted and tormented, tortured, slain ; Were mocked and scourged, were stoned, and sawn asunder, Were tried and tempted, bound with bond and chain ; Forsaken, homeless, — yet with songs ascending The heavenly court whose glories know no ending. We bless Thee that the world has seen such holy, Such hearts that never swerved from truth and Thee ; But with a faith undaunted and yet lowly, Served Thee through blood, fire, death, and infamy, That she may know there are who faithful bearing Their cross on earth, their crowns in heaven are wearing. We bless Thee for the saintly ones among us, Whom we have loved, and mourned, and laid to rest; 14 164 WE ALSO BLESS, &>c. Whose parting words with quivering anguish wrung us, Though breathed upon the threshold of the blest ; Whose fair examples ever shining o'er us, Make bright the paths their footsteps pressed before us. We bless Thee, though the bitter tears are falling, Though lone our hearts, and sad our firesides be ; Though for them still our yearning souls are calling, We bless Thee that they are at rest with Thee, Where everlasting joys and pleasures centre, And never pain, nor sin, nor death may enter. We bless Thee that Thou once didst lend them to us, The precious jewels Thou wilt keep and wear ; We bless Thee that familiar voices woo us To the blest land where all our treasures are : WE ALSO BLESS, &*c. 165 And when we reach that shore, loved forms will meet us. And hearts that we have known and missed will greet us. Lord, give us grace their shining steps to follow, To live and die, as they have lived and died ; In, but not of, a world false-hearted, hollow, Seeking above our Saviour, Friend, and Guide : And faithful to the end to Thee, the Giver, Sit clown with them at Thy blest board forever.