LIBRARY OF CONGRESS. CNITED STATES OF AMERICA. IRENE, A TALE. IRENE Or, The Life and Fortunes of A YANKEE GIRL A TALE, IN EIGHT CANTOS. Dr. B. F. ALLEN. Author of ''The rncle\'< Le(j(u-(i," etc Labor ipse et voluptas et laudabil JOLIET, ILL. SIGNAL PRINTING OFFICE 1878. JVo. af 39/f^-^^ /r h'^^ Si» Kiitcicil iiiiorilinii tu Act (if Congress, in the Year ls7s. By Dr. B F. ALLEN, II til.- utti.T nf the Lil.iaiiaii uf ( •..nirn-ss. at Wasliin-t-.n; TO MY WIFE. The faithful companion of many years, sharer of my Joys and sorroivs, ivho timidly shrinks from any puUic notoriety, this volume is affectionately inscribed. (' PREFACE. A long preface is an unmitigated outrage. A writer has no business to attempt such an infliction upon a discerning public. To expect that it will be read is presuming too mucli on human patience. Some persons never read a preface, however short. In fact, it is generally a dull, prosy sort of composition, and does not tend much to the enlightenment or edificatioL, and certainly not to the amusement of those who are good-natured enough to wade through it. With such a knowledge of facts before us, we shall not at- tempt even a brief synopsis of the following story, because we do not wish our kind readers to get offended with us in the out- set, and thereby criticize us with more asperity than we deserve. High flights of fancy, or sudden and startling poetical im- agery, have not been aimed at, but the writer has the vanity to believe that there is a smooth, flowing plainness of verse that may nlease many readers more, on account of the ease with which the narrative may be perused and understood. The writer presents very slight claims for invention of plot in the following tale. Most of the incidents narrated actually occurred within his own knowledge, while others were suggest- VI PREFACE. ed by tlie gossip of the curious. Though the pronoun I is used freelj' in the narration, we wish the reader distinctly to under- stand that it is in no sense of the word an autobiography. We acknowledge that it is with trembling anxiety that we look forward to the reception of sucli an unpretending domestic story by a Public which has become so fast that nothing short of exciting, improbable " blood and thunder " extravagance will be able to entertain or fill its expectations. Still we hope there may yet be a sober, sensible few, who will enjoy our ef- forts. Trusting therefore to the favor ol" those few, with flut- tering pinions, we take flight into the cloudy, uncertain atmos- phere of authorship. CONTENTS. Prelude 7 Canto 1. Childhood to Manhooj)— What shall I do ? 15 Canto 2. Effort and Exkrtiox— An Incident 25 Canto 3. A New England Home— The Heroine. ,41 Canto 4. Moving West— An Incident of the Jour- ney— Illinois 56 Canto 5. More Emigration — The Causes— Occupa- tion 75 Canto 6. A New Chara( ieu — Marriage — Death— The Young Widow 100 Canto 7. Change of Lai.or. and of Place— A Meet- ing—Irene 123 Cantos. Opposition Bafi-lei» — Wedding — After Life—Conclusion 148 Apologetic 163 Notes ON ''Irene." 165 PRELUDE. Come and listen now awhile, Let our song your cares beguile, While our trembling harpstrings swell, And in gentle numbers tell Of a land both good and fair. Where the verdant prairies are ; Where, unchecked, the eye may trace. Through illimitable space. Laughing fields of golden grain, Stretching o'er the extended plain, And the breeze-skimmed meadows gleaming. In the bright sun's radiance beaming ; While the half-grown corn is seen, With its deeper, richer green, Not unlike the breast of ocean, Zephyr kissed, with rippling motion ; Where the plowman, void of care. Guides with ease his silver share ; PRELUDE. Where no rocks or stones impede, When the sower sows his seed ; Where the laborer's tasks are lighter, And the summer's sunshine brighter ; Where the maidens, blither, fairer. Charm with graces, richer, rarer, Nobler thoughts their acts impelling. Warmer love their bosoms swelling, While our breasts with rapture thrill, Captive lead our hearts at will ! All we view, with ardor fires, Kindling in us new desires. When we take a calm survey Of the wonders in our way, View the glories all outspread, Heaven's bright archway overhead, All the gladness strewn abroad, Lifts our souls to Nature's God ! Poets sing of rocks and mountains, Silvery streams and crystal fountains, PRELUDE, ^^ Purling brooks and murmuring rills, Cascades leaping from the hills, Sylvan groves and wooded dells, Glittering spires, and chiming bells. Gorgeous palaces of old. Decked with richest gems and gold ; Of the perils of old ocean, Of the hurricane's commotion, Of the stormy battle's strife. Struggling nations wage for life ; Of the daring deeds of heroes, Or of cruel modern Neros ; Oft of tales and acts that shock us, Of heroic feats that mock us, By their very greatness, saying, We're but dwarfs or pigmies, weighing. In life's balance, altogether. Scarce enough to turn a feather. Prithee, now, inspire my song, Softer, sweeter strains prolong, Xll PRELUDE. While a happier theme we choose, Cheer us, aid us, Gentle Muse ! Not of legends, old and hoary, Not of warriors, grim and gory, Nor of heroes famed in story, But the healthy, active life Manhood feels, while in the strife. Struggling 'gainst ill fortune's tides, Climbing steep the mountain's sides, In the rugged path of duty, Winning love and smiles from beauty And the subtle, swelling stream, Playful as a fairy dream. Welling up from w^oman's heart. Sudden touched by love's keen dart ; Of her lasting, true devotion, Of the lively, sweet commotion. Stirring in man's sterner breast, When he yields to love's behest ; To such themes my strains belong. These the burden of my song. ' IRENE. CANTO T. CHILDHOOD TO MANHOOD— WHAT SHALL I DO? Loved are thy banks, majestic, noble river! Through whose broad channel half a hemisphere Pours forth unmeasured waters, staying never; Now, in smooth, gentle current, soft and clear; Now, surging in wild eddies, varying ever ; Anon, thy sweeping torrent brings thee near, And pours thee in the yawning gulf, the cup From which insatiate ocean drinks thee up. 16 IRENE, A TALE. St. LMwrenee ! purest, clearest, noblest, best; Fond memories of my youth, oft turn to thee ; Near thy bright stream my boyhood days were blest; My limbs caught vigor, while in sportive glee, I plunged within thy waters, with much zest, Or poled my slab-raft on thy bosom free. And later, urged with sturdy oar, the boat, My hands had fashioned on thy waves to float. How often have I made, in boyhood's days, Sad havoc with the finny tribes that glide Through thy pure waters ; in what varied ways, Enticed them to my snares, from thy clear tide, With worm-hid hook,dropp'd near their lurking place, Or while o'er thy fair bosom, swift I'd ride. My trolling barb, and red, deceptive bait. With glaring show, oft lured them to their fate. 17 And, oft, the piti-h-pine torchlight, gleaming bright. My boat has flashed across thy silvery tide, When all else by the sable shrouds of night Were veil'd in gloom and darkness, thick spread wide; While trusty comrade, aided by the light, With paddle o'er thy bays, my craft would guide;' With anxious eyes, into thy depths I'd peer, And pierce thy tenants with the deadly spear. How often have I climbed the rugged steeps That skirt thy crystal waters, lovely stream ! Or rambled o'er thy sloping banks, where peeps The modest heath plant, fragrant as a dream; With fruit so sweet, which in its moss bed sleeps, The fabled nectar of the gods would seem Insipid, when with it compared, I ween, Delicious, aromatic wintergreen ! 18 There also in the rosy month of Jane, While Sol shed vlown his ardent mellow rays. And wild birds warbled foi"th melodious tune, I've i)assed deli^ditedlv the livelono- days, Gathered ritdi whortleberiaes. thick bestrewn, 'Mid tangled, leafy shrubs, their hiding place ; The nimble sqnirrel chased, with untold pleasures, Orrobb'd the wild duck's nest to gain her treasures. Oh, pleasant childhood's scenes, how art thou fled I Thy joyful, sweet delights, forever past ! Now^, only on the [)a.ge of memory read ; Yet retrospective thoughts delicious ca^t Their burdens o'er my senses, while I ti-ead Thy flow'ry paths, in fancy's maze, though fast The hurried moments sweep, and all are gone ; The real present, stern, remains alone ! IRENE, A TALE. 19 '] he [)lari, or programme, erst that filled my brain. The thoughts revolving there, which made it rife With strong desire to write, did thus constrain Me to attempt the story of my life. Yet now I fear the effort wmII be vain ; For, free from thrilling incident or strife, My tale will be not wrought in fancy shapes, Nor^blood and thunaer' scenes, nor hairbreadth 'scapes A little unproductive farm was all The wealth my honest parents then possessed ; From this, with sM-ict economy, though small. The avails supplied our real wants, and blessed With health, reward of those who heed the call To work by day and give their nights to rest ; From youth to vigorous manhood grew my frame; Yet cramped in intellect, unknown to Fame. jJU IRENE, A TALE. Though long ere this, swelled with desire my soul. To burst the bands in sunder that confined My restless yearnings ; and to escape the goal Which held enthrall'd, in shortened check, my mind. ]>nt none with skill to guide, or to control My wayward, struggling fancies, could I find. And thus, ambition stilled, I scarce know how, I whistled cheerful as I drove the plow. In those good, quiet days of long ago, When earnest, faithful industry w\as thought A virtue, worthy fostering care, and so Good parents aim'd to have their children taught; Obedience and respect were not deemed slow; And children lived and grew, as if they ought To give, in all things, without doubt or question, Good heed to father's counsel or suggestion. IRENE, A TALE. ^1 How (liff'rent now, with all the means in use, To make boys smart, or saucy, sharp and fast-, Now "Young America," with what abuse. The good and sage advice of friends, will cast Away! when kindly proffered, to induce Him to take thought upon the future A^ast; Results of conduct, good or ill ! The vogue is To call such friends or parents dull " Old fogies !'' Oh, could we to old times again return, Those good old days, for which we sigh in A^ain ! How 'twould relieve poor parents' hearts that burn With fond anxiety, and grief, and pain ; Stung by ingratitude ! While forced to learn That loved and cherished offspring will not deign To obey, or listen to their counsels meet; But morals learn from roivdies in the street ! 22 My Cither's stock of books was small, indeed : A dozen volumes would comprise them all ! No romances or histories there to lead The young and ardent intellect, or call In play the undeveloped powers, or feed A starve i imagination, though so small; Yet Nature's volumes rich, their charms did lend; And sometimes books from a congenial friend. Thus grew I up to manhood, vig'rous, strong ; My parents o'er my labors, claimed no more Control. The years were gone that seemed so long; And tiventy-onel I stood on life's broad shore, Ready to launch among the busy throng, My untried bark on the rough sea ; or soar With untrained wings, aerial heights profound ; Or, failing. Ml, to grovel on the ground. IRENE, A TALE. 23 Yes, now I stood on manhood's verge alone, And fain the rugged steeps of life would climb ; With empty purse, unhonored and unknown! Could I thus hope to mount its heights sublime. And by unaided effort still atone For early culture's lack ; redeem the time, In youth, without improvement, thus passed by? Succeed or fail, I still resolved to Try. With longing, deep desire, I'd looked for years. Through the dim future's vista to this day ; This day, which, to impatient youth, appears. In amber colors decked, and bright array ; Sweet, ardent hope, her mighty fabric rears. And fairy spirits in her temples play ; Thus, in the distance ; yet, when reached, 'twill fall; A crumbling mass of ruins tells it all ! 24 'Tis now we feel that all the stays and props We leaned upon before are knocked aside ; The i)resent, now. the amber curtain drops. And rainbow mists are scattered far and wide; Sudden, the fjuicy-w^ove vagary stops; — And now, with vision cleared, we quickly glide Info the spot, where all unveiled, we trace Life's stern and real conflicts, face to face. So anxious eaglets, with a wild unrest, While half-grown and unfledged, thus long to fly^ Scarce brook control, within the parent nest ; But eager, ever, their new wings to try. Would fain launch forth ; yet later, when possessed With full grown pinions, fit to skim the sky. Dare not the attempt, so listless grown and coy, Tin parent birds the dear old nest destroy. 25 Thus like the eaglet, trembling, paused I now, Uncertain what to do, or where to turn ; An earnest work forced to pursue, but how ? A rugged path, if I would laurels earn ; No wealthy friend was there, with gold to endow. Or help me, then, the world's rough ways to learn; But struggling all alone, the course I chose Another prosy chapter will disclose. CANTO 11. EFFORT AND EXERTIOIST — AN INCIDENT. A little, quiet neighborhood that laj' Imbosomed almost in the forest wild. From home, some half a dozen miles away. Where untaught children grew and peaceful smiled, Spending bright childhood's hour in idle play. Or older grown, beside their parents toiled ; Desired a teacher, their young steps to guide ; And to '^ your humble servant " thus applied. 26 IRENE, A TALE. This happened just as I had reached tliat age, When ready to go forth and leave behind Parents and friends, so glad did I engage. For modest pay. to train the youthful mind ; Some to advance from alphabetic page; Many, dull, wayward, restless, others kind ;- There, faithful labored I, to fill the station. And, with success, won patrons' approbation. But; this employment, humble -though it were, A few short months w^as all I could pursue ; The toiling, struggling settlers would not dare To pay my scanty wages, scarcely through The winter ; and when spring again laid bare The smiling earth, to school I bade adieu ; Then turned, with earnest hands, again to toil. And helped to cultivate the grudging soil. IRENE, A TALE, 27 Mv honest parents, always kind and aood. Shrined be their mem'ry ever in iny heart! For num'rous offspring furnished clothes and food. And from their humble means couhl n')t impart. By patrimonial gifts ; yet ever stood Ready to help me in a forward start ; And when returned again to labor hard, Paid for my work a laborer's full rew'ari. Incited thus with hope of gain, though long, The summer months at length had passed away, And now desire for learning, always strong, Swell'd in my heart, and strengthen'd day by day. With hope alluring to be classed among The wise and good of earth ; without delay, My mind and purpose fixed on gaining knowledge. I hastened to an academic coUeofe. 2S True, many think of school days with disgust, xlnd deem their efforts there a heavy task ; They enter chissic halls because they must. And not because they choose, or love to bask In learning's glorious light; but place their trust In ke^8 OY ponei/s^ striving thus to mask Their ignorance, until they may ride through ; But vain the veil ; 'tis ever plain to view. With me not thus. With eager joy I went Within those honored halls, my mind to improve Thus is it ever; and, with strong intent, We seek with rapture, little short of love, And with much energy our minds are bent On what of good is placed almost above Our reach ; yet, when with ease it falls, we turn, And oft with loathing, proffered blessings spurn. IRENE, A TALE. 29 Here I could feast the cravings of my soul With books, and teachers competent to give Instruction needed, and my mind control; And in continued revel did it live, Imbibing precious drink fiom Learning's bowl; Expanding with each draught it did receive; Till, while thus drinking, it would almost seem The waters had been drawn from Lethe's stream.^ As thought reverts to those enchanting days, With what sweet mem'ry still my soul is thrilled ; There, in life's desert wand'rings was one place Where crystal fountains, sparkling waters filled ; And herbage green veiled Nature's lovely face ; Where beauteous birds melodious music trilled, And so entranced the mind, shut out all care, That life's dull, heavy load seemed cast off there. 30 IRENE, A TALE. But soon, ah soon, this precious charm was broke! Life, its stern conflicts soon renewed again ; From this sweet dream, compelled, I soon awoke; Efforts to shun the battle a.ll were vain ; No strategy might check or turn the stroke ; For, vanished as the snow by sudden rain, My hard earned pittance had dissolved in air, And work, hard work, must now the loss repair. For gold I cared not; that is, for itself, And only valued what the gold would buy ; And, but for that, quite idle on the shelf, It might remain without my asking w^hy, Esteemed as naught but worthless, paltry pelf. Yet now, when learning's paths I fain would try, I could not without gold much wisdom bring, By just a wish, as once did Israel's king. IRENE, A TALE, 31 And thus Mgain for wa^es must I strive, With which more hidden knowledge might be bought And stimuhite the fires that kept alive The kindling rays that wouhl illumine thought ; And from no other source could I derive So well the means desireci, as when was taught Within the little humble house that stood, The country school, imbosomed in the wood. So to another school I did repair, Of somewhat more pretentions than the other, Requiring more of labor, skill and care ; Again achieved success, without much pother. " Delisfhtful task the tender thouo^ht to rear," — (Not quite so easy tougher ones to smother) — 'Tis plain the one who wrote thus, though no fool, Had never tausrht a country district school. 32 IRENE, A TALE But, if this school more labor did require, It also yiehled greater compensation. Which, with luy increased knowledge, did inspire With greater zeal to fill the situation ; And as my aim was still to mount up higher, And oc(;upy a more exalted station, Toil and privation, patient I endured, That thus the wished for boon might be secured. And thus through half a dozen years or more, I spent the time teaching or being taught, And yet my means were slender as before, Still, the past years had not been spent for nought; The cost I'd gained in learning's precious store. Nor deem'd the knowledge thus too deaily bought. But now 'twas time to seek, besides enjoyment. Some occupation for a life employment. Once, ere this time, burst sudden on my sight A witching vision of sweet loveliness; A form niore graceful, or a face more brio;ht. Seemed never lent from Heaven mankind to bless Her eyes of hazel beamed a mellow light. And glossy ringlets 'scaped confining tress, Wildly luxuriant in the soft breeze played, 8ha