/ P s ARLY Si JOHK 'T 1\T 1 ''■ TT ^T'^'^'T" XI LIBRARY OF CONGRESS. %p?-^.^Sniujrjg^t fo UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. 4 o^/ •^ L^^- A An Early Scene Revisited 9i ^oem BY JOHN WITT RANDALL EDITED BY FRANCIS ELLINGWOOD ABBOT 2.r^7. 'X CAMBRIDGE JOHN WILSON AND SON Mtttijcrsitg ^Press 1894 \ r •t^^ 1^ ^'V 3 Copyright, 1894, By Francis Ellingwood Abbot. A/l rights reserved. ©nig ©ne l^unHreU Copies ^rinteti. AN EARLY SCENE REVISITED '^ntka^^ AN EARLY SCENE REVISITED. I. WEET scene ! Oh, how the sight of you once *^ more brings to my mind Joys fled so long my very heart hath left them now behind ! 1 move unknown 'mongst faces strange, where once I knew them all ; Throughout the village there was scarce a dog but knew my call. Ye loved ones of my childhood, kind neighbors once so dear, I scarce dare look amongst these graves, lest I should find you here. All new ! There 's nothing meets my eye familiar as of yore, Save these dark, venerable elms, and the skies that arch them o'er. All round about my wondering eyes turn on from stone to stone. And note the friends that once were mine, — a list of names alone ! 6 AN EARLY SCENE REVISITED, II. Yet one was here I cannot find. '* Pray, Sexton, do you know A stone marked ' B,' was planted here some twenty years ago? " " I scarce can tell, and yet methinks just such a stone I Ve seen In the border of yon gravel walk, that runs across the green." "Why was it moved?" "Good sir, each spring to yonder rows are borne The stones o'er folks long dead, for whom are now none left to mourn." " I grieve for this, good Sexton, for the very spot I 'd find Where sleeps the early friend who freshly yet lives in my mind. Fain would I stand beside the mound and let one tear- drop flow. In memory of the many tears I shed so long ago." III. "You've known this town before, sir?" "Yes, and would I knew it still ! Five happy years I spent at school, the school upon the hill, Hid in the pleasant linden grove; the house I do not see." AN EARLY SCENE REVISITED. 7 ''You'll see It, sir, from yonder walk; 'tis the soap- factory, And the linden-grove, a brewery, is knee-deep in mud, I trow." " Alas, how beautiful of old ! " " You would not know it now — Absent how long, pray?" "Twenty years." "Oh, sir, this town is grown. And much improved since then ; new buildings raised ; the old pulled down. New streets and shops you '11 find ; 't was but a rural district then; A city now, twelve thousand strong, with mayor and aldermen." IV. "But the fine old church — I see it not! — all built of granite gray. Two rows of windows, and a spire that shone ten miles away." " The fashion changed ; they tore it down, and built whereon it stood Yon Gothic one, I think they call 't." " What, friend ! That thing of wood. Whose pinnacles of gingerbread, that ever seem to quake. Shoot up from planks so white you 'd think the whole a frosted cake? 8 AN EARLY SCENE REVISITED. And the bell that rang so merrily, so mournfully that tolled, I would not it were cracked, good man, for all its weight in gold." " It tolls no more, but, set in brick and turned up toward the sky, They sold it for a vat, sir, to the brewery hard by." V. '' And the good old clergyman, — he, too, hath long been gone, I fear. He had a smile for all who joyed; for all who grieved, a tear. Where is he? Tell me, is he dead? I mean old Parson N." ** They kept him for a spell, sir, till his sight grew dim, and then, As they 'd built a brand-new church and put the pulpit in repair, A deaf, old, rusty parson, who had neither teeth nor hair, Seemed a mean thing to keep, sir; and so it came to pass, They could n't knock him in the head, but turned him out to grass,- — Like an old horse past work; and yet they should have found him hay. They could n't afford a span, and so the old one turned away. AN EARLY SCENE REVISITED. 9 VI. '* The young one was right smart, sir, and had been upon the stage; Unlike the old-fogy preachers of the narrow bygone age, — Had no particular doctrine save that ' buttered bread is best,' But gave in words their money's worth, and left to heaven the rest. His sentences were exquisite, and tipped full oft with rhyme ; His hits and points like razors keen, the sharpest of their time. His greatest masterpiece each year upon Fast-day he read ; He painted there the poor man's doom who steals a loaf of bread. The rich all heard it with delight, but the poor ('t was somewhat queer) Lacked taste to admire a saint who spent three thousand crowns a year. VII. " One foolish fellow said the priest was too well-fed to preach. And Virtue's standard set so high that none might hope to reach. 2 lO AN EARLY SCENE REVISITED. He deemed those words of warning with far greatei weight would fall, If he himself had grazed upon the sour side of the wall. 'T was said he 'd been a gambler, reformed some time ago. Which made him very popular; we couldn't keep him, though ! His salary was too small, and, when his preaching fit was o'er, I grieve to say he left us, and to gambling went once more — Has now become a candidate for Congress, as I hear; He failed last season, but they think to get him in next year." vni. '^ And the wise physician, friend of all the village, where is he? Near yonder corner, surely, the low brown house should be. A lovely brook flowed through the ground, and flowers of thousand dyes The green banks gemmed, and there we used to walk and botanize. The flowers, perhaps, have perished; hath the streamlet failed as well?" '* The house was burned, some years ago, where stands yon brick hotel. AN EARLY SCENE REVISITED. n And the brook, that 's now the common sewer, runs arched beneath the street. As for the man (t 'was so he willed), yon rock is at his feet, With scarlet lichens crowned, and at his head a maple tree." "Ah, long-lost friend, how oft did I enjoy such things with thee ! " IX. ** He used to wonder much that men, by superstitious fears, Should render death more dreadful than in Nature it appears ; He oft would smile, in passing, at the figures on the stones. And say they ne'er should garnish him with death's- heads and cross-bones; And that no other monument should stand above his mould Than the maple, which in fall would glow in crimson and in gold. And now the pines and spruces, which gird his grave around. Already with their last year's leaves have carpeted the ground ; And the maple soon, with crimson blush, will beautiful appear. And make his grave smile sweetly at the closing of the year. 12 AN EARLY SCENE REVISITED. X. "■ I 've heard him say : ' 'T is very true that evil doth exist, And 't is true the laws that govern us no mortal can resist; Yet, if we had the power to alter all things at our will, We still should say 't were best that Nature's law should govern still. And I 'm glad to think so vast, although so dark, the Almighty plan, And that so little power to change hath been allowed to man. I often think within myself that this universe so grand Must be made for some good reason that I do not understand; Nay, I deem it joy, not sorrow, to be fated to submit, And, if I could, you may be sure I would not alter it.' XL "Once he said: 'Men seek but little this brief life to adorn. They live so hard, almost it seems a pity to be born ! Life, merely flecked with sorrow, they make a scene of woe, But the fault is not in Nature — she has not made it so. To do no wrong to any man, to wish all good to all, In God's hand to rest trustfully, whether we stand or fall, . ^.y¥ AJV EARLY SCENE REVISITED. 13 And a cheerful disposition, which a good heart ever brings, Can yield at least contentment, in the lack of other things. We ask too much, and hence we lose the little that is ours.' " ** Oh, Sexton, give me one of those dear scarlet lichen flowers ! " XII. " * Men are slaves to pride,' said he, ' much troubled about wealth. Though a hard crust with labor hard, good conscience, and good health, And the love of all one's neighbors, is enough. If men were wise, They'd smile to think "that any should deem this self- sacrifice — As if creed alone had made a rule of love for man to obey ! 'T is but a fool his peace would seek in any other way. And, as for labor, if,' said he, ' it was the primal curse. The blessed state of idleness were infinitely worse. If men were more enhghtened, how much happier they might be ! ' " '' Reach me, good friend, one single leaf from yonder maple tree ! " 14 AN EARLY SCENE REVISITED. XIII. ** Once he whispered with a smile, when the parson wished to each * A blessed death,' ' A blessed life were worthier far to preach.' And again : ' If, when a man might die, he could but truly say He had saved his honor and good name until he had grown gray, Had earned his bread (no more), did never wholly starve or freeze, Was never more than half his life a victim to disease. Had but kept one friend in twenty, howe'er greatly to his cost. Had loved and had been loved, and, though all else had long been lost, Had saved his peace of mind at last, — few so happy were as he.' " "■ A little bit of that gray rock, O Sexton, break for me!" XIV. '' He said, just ere he died, there were few lived half their days; Men with their bodies put their souls at war a thousand ways; That the senseless cramming of the one and the starving of the other Made man more cruel to himself than even to his brother. AN EARLY SCENE REVISITED. 15 * Dark hours,' he said, ' I Ve sought to mak^ more cheerful all my life ; I 've ever aimed to free my heart from bitterness and strife. By art I keep a smiling face, though gasping now for breath ; Do thou by art still make my grave look cheerful after death.' I said I would ! His face grew grave, nor did that smile restore. I 've kept my word ! " '' My thanks be thine ! We see his like no more ! XV. " Now tell me one thing further, good Sexton, while I stay ; I '11 trouble you but briefly, for I long to be away. Pray, know you aught of two fair maids, perhaps no longer fair. Who in the Gothic College dwelt, that stands by Lake Sinclair? They were most kind to me of old, — sire, mother, brother, all. And gave me friendly welcome ever, both in bower and hall. I dare not visit — tell, I ask, are all alive and well? I ask, and yet I ask it not, and fear lest you should tell." l6 AN EARLY SCENE REVISITED. "Brentwood Hall, sir?" *' Yes, the same! Now speak and quell my fears ; Say that all live ! " " You know, sir, much takes place in twenty years." XVI. "And now, friend, this is all I'd say; you know that boys at school Fall in love, and I with reason, as not used to play the fool. 'T is long ago, yet, when one day, we walked beside the lake. The younger gave a lily, saying, * Keep it for my sake.' Friends value such small trifles, and this to me was dear; And I thought 't were sweet to show it safe and sound some future year. We danced together on the eve ; we parted, and I said, * Though twenty years must separate, yet, if I live, fair maid, This lily shall return some future day, and o'er the main Shall come, though scentless, back with me, to visit you again.' XVII. " 'T is twenty years to-day ! And I have kept it in a book. Pressed safely, hoping still, or by the lake or by the brook. V CJ» ,1 AN EARLY SCENE REVISITED, 17 To show it yet unbroken, and say proudly, ' Do you know The Httle token that you gave so many years ago ? ' Just twenty years to-day it is — God grant she Hveth still ! Good Sexton, all these other things may perish if they will. And Fate will I forgive, may I but spend one happy hour In weeping for the buried past, with her who gave this flower. Just twenty years to-day! Lives she? Oh, speak and quell my fears ! " " We were saying but just now, sir, imtch takes place in twenty years ! XVIII. "You knew these folks? I'd gladly tell things pleasant of the past; My cottage was their gift — times changed — misfortunes came at last. The family decayed; the father died; the only son For somewhat was disgraced, but I know not what he had done. The elder daughter left the place, and went I know not where ; The younger, cheerful alway, was unwilling to de- spair, 3 1 8 AN EARLY SCENE REVISITED. And to help the aged mother took in sewing for a while. And, when she died — 't was in my house — she pointed with a smile To an old book: 'I've nought but this; keep it, old friend,' said she, ' And save the rose, for 't was the gift of one most dear to me.' " XIX. '* The rose was mine ! Now will I go to the fair lake once more. View the old garden and the house, and wander on the shore. And muse awhile ; then never will I see this place again ! I thank you, friend ! " *' Nay, wait awhile, your labor is in vain. The house is gone, the garden too, the pond is walled about ; An ice-house stands at every rod, half in the deep, half out. No beach there now." ** Say, neighbor, was she buried by your hand? Pray tell me where." " Oh, stranger, look ! Upon her grave you stand." *' Nay, nay, forgive, sweet Spirit, in whatever world thou be, O thou that dwellest in my heart, that I should tread on thee ! z> AN EARLY SCENE REVISITED. XX. 19 '' O friends, and things I loved of old, and must you be no more?" " Stranger, I lack myself the power of loving as of yore." " Old man ! If all the world were mine, I 'd give the world straightway. Could I but make things what they were in that sweet olden day." " And I, if all earth's wealth were mine, would give it with good will To keep the wheel of change within the world's mill turning still." " Happy must be the man for whom each moment is so blest. You 've had no sorrow, then ; your heart beats quiet in your breast. Friend, were there e'er such men, why, surely he who can forget Past joys, nor wish them back, must find the present happier yet." XXI. " Ah, think not, stranger, you alone in this wide world have cares ; There 's none were ever dear to me but now this churchyard bears, — 20 AN EARLY SCENE REVISITED. Wife, children, friends ! Yet deem not I so little reck of pain That I would call the dead to life, and lose them o'er again ! 'T is true, my life is dull ; I bury men from year to year, But am too old to whine, and now even change itself grows dear. I wish 't were swifter still, and oft the wish comes to my mind, When life seems weary, that I might but leave these cramps behind; And then I grow less hopeless of a world that 's without pain, Where this poor, cracked, and shattered frame may be patched up again, — XXII. " The broken be made whole with all of which it once was part. There are more cares for me, 't is true, but I keep up good heart. Grave-digging keeps me warm, at least, and, the favor to repay, I hope some one with digging mine may sweat no distant day." '* God grant thee many, many happy days, old man ! " *' Nay, nay, My work is done; go home with me, or till to-morrow stay. AN EARLY SCENE REVISITED. 2 1 You wish to look about, and \ were to me a dear delight With one who knew this place of old, to chat through- out the night." " I '11 go ! " " Thanks ! thanks ! and share my humble meal without disdain ; We'll drink the memory of old times, not wish them back again ! " i'-'-^ , ^ ±L riaMT- 6,1^