Si;-—::'' (toss /°S3S~3I Rnnk .E2ZF1 GopightN - /SJJ— COPYRIGHT DEPOSIT. FROM within: LYRICAL SKETCHES teAtu e^e 01 tJUd, J(o -/ fef CLASS a, XXf, No. -L & e cor o % ' a. \^\ O I •a Copyright, 1901, by JOHN IRVING PEARCE, JR. All rights reserved. Published by John Irving Pearce, Jr., At Chicago. INDEX OF CONTENTS. Anna, 97 April Snow, 64 Barn, The, 49 Battle Hymn of Humanity, The, 84 Beauty's Eyes, 67 Birth of the Graces, The, 46 Blanche and Isabel, 32 Broiled Lobster, 37 Burial of Lincoln, The, 6 Carrie, 115 Catherine 136 Cecelia, 108 Childhood's Charm, 77 Christmas Tree, The, 81 Come, Fame! 90 Contrasts, no Death of the Lobster, The, 36 Decoration Day, 79 Dorothy, 119 Dream, The 20 Easter, 76 Easter Morning Song, An, 61 Edith, 52 Emeline, 126 Eventide, 54 Faded Wreath, The, 106 Felicity, 78 Grandfather's House, 59 Growing Old, 16 Harriet, 15 Hast Ever Been in Heaven? 95 Heart Cry, The, 48 Heart's-ease, 18 Helen, 10 Her Wedding Night, 117 If I Had Thought, 122 Isabel and Blanche, 33 John Marshall, 30 Jennie, 29 Karra, 62 Listen! 98 Looking Backwards, 11 1 Looking In At The Window, 99 Looking Through a Lady's Shutter, 132 Lost Dream, The, 118 Love Lives Forever, 40 Love's Three Degrees, 93 Lutie, 128 Marguerite, 103 Marjorie, 38 Mary, 82 Mildred, 112 Music, 92 My Little Boy and I, 83 Myrtle, 71 My Son, 23 Mystery, The 124 Nature's Solitude, 27 New Century, The, 28 Nor Heaven Nor Hell, 39 Ode On a Lady's Hat, 105 Old Daguerreotype, The, 28 Olive, 88 Our Sisters-in-Law, 134. Oh! Why Should Thy Heart? 26 Pearl, 139 Pour Passer le Temps, 74 Rose, 56 Rose of Bethlehem, The, 72 Ruth, 100 Sea, The, 113 Shall We Meet?— a Song, 137 Silver Bell, The, 102 Sisters, The, 22 Sunset, The, 55 Tempus Fugit, 66 Those Pleasant Hours, 127 To a Baby's Face, 41 To a Face Behind a Fan — a fragment, 116 Toasts, 140 To My Wife, 5 Transvaal, 34 Traveling On the Train, 11 Verna, 44 Violet, The, 58 Virtue's Humble Couch, 24 War, 13 When Scot Forgets His Mother-Tongue, 130 When Evening Fades Away, 104 When the Last Kiss is Given, and Lovers Must Part, 120 Why Do You Wait? 86 Why Must We Forget When We Should Remember? 138 Yale, Farewell! 142 TO MY WTFE. There is no dream that I could dream That's half so sweet as dreams of you ; There is no thought that I can think That can compare with thoughts of you I have no hope that I can hope That's half so dear as hopes of you ; There is no life that's half the life My life has been for love of you. THE BURIAL OF LINCOLN. When on that April night of long ago, From fiend incarnate fell the dastard blow, Whose agony more cruelly was felt By millions than by him the blow was dealt; A doubting silence spread its lightning wing, O'er farm and city, tingeing everything With that deep melancholy which the dead Immortal martyrs in their passing shed. One drop of blood soaked from the marble stair Up which they carried him, to languish there, By simple child, on paper, in a trice Changed hands a hundred times at fab'lous price. The banners of victorious hosts that flew Their joyous tale on every wind that blew, Were stripped, dishonored, in next morning'? glow, Displaced by the dread draperies of woe. With bended heads, white faces and knit brows, All men left their appointed tasks ; and vows Sworn vehemently touched the pallid lip. And hand to hand pledged vengeance in its grip. The approaching day of God stirred memories That ne'er had wakened till the souls of these, Disrupt from their exceeding calm of peace, Were born again, as was the art of Greece. All knew then he had loved them (though un- known), Each felt the sad bereavement as his own ; The conquerors grow helpless in their loss ; The foe forgiven feared a sterner cross. And yet the crisis passed, because his love Reflected that of purest Heaven above ; And angered men were lenient, knowing not Their mercy was of Lincoln's heart begot. And now minds tasked their ingenuity, To honor him who in so full degree Had drained the font of prophecy, to lead His children to their promised land of meed. The soldiers of the rival arms excelled In pouring out the reverence each held For him who taught the bleeding heart to dwell More fondly on the fields where heroes fell. Yet not to its last resting place forlorn Was the dumb clay of this sad minstrel borne ; But at his feet a little form was laid, Nor death had for his prayers its sickle stayed. Barehead round solemn catafalque there passed Both young and old, all weeping ; while, enmassed In every distant hamlet, friend and foe Wreathed immortelles of thought upon his brow. Came then the bitter parting when his form, Close-watched by veterans of war's dark storm. Swift-coursing with the train's cold, iron roar. Left the fair Capitol 'twould grace no more. 'Neath arches built by reverent hearts it sped, Past beacon lights adoring hands had fed; By town and farm, and in woods lonely-placed, The people kneeled and prayed, as past them raced All that their mourning eyes might ever see Of him whose fame survives eternity : Nor rain, nor darkness broke the faithful line Of worshipers of this tried soul divine. In each great city where his body lay Imposing in its state, there flocked by day Uncounted myriads from miles around, Whose dirgeful tread through midnight shook the ground. The negro, yet untaught to sell his vote, To freedom new, from slavery not remote, Sobbed miserably above the fading face Of him who broke the shackles from his race. The soldier, who had naught but honor left, His body racked with wounds, his fortune cleft In twain a thousand times by brave neglect, Grieved that he died not with this chief elect. Near early scenes of boyhood's simple sigh?, In silence and with blind, unseeing eyes. He homeward drew at last, to rest among The willows where his youthful harp had hung. Here tears were real indeed, hearts broken quite, And memories awakened in the night; Each hearth was haunted by a ghost unknown, And terror claimed his comrades for its own. 8 Through devious saddened wanderings this man Had drifted back to where his toil began; But history and right had both been blest By him before his spirit found its rest. 'Neath dedicated shaft, in hallowed spot. His lineaments were laid away to rot ; But rust cannot corrode the good he did, And from the eye of God no grace is hid. Within a wood where once a village stood, A lonely grave-stone marks a womanhood Long since elapsed and gone the eternal way ; Nor greatness could, nor love, its glory stay. And on that tomb, neglected and forgot, Is writ in letters that have perished not "Anne Rutledge," — sweetest name man ever knew — And 'neath this simple name is sculpt, "Here too My heart lies buried, Abraham Lincoln"— true To his first love, as to his love of truth, He left hope's light undimmed where'er he trod, And told his own despair alone to God. Such treasures are the wealth of nations held In single hands that have the power to weld Affection with the great affairs of life, Yet falter naught when fratricide is rife. No longer doubt and sneers and hatred reign : Let charity, of malice shorn, remain, The greatest monument man ever reared To him who loved and fought, but never feared. HELEN. Oh ! may thy poorest hopes ne'er die But e'en in death to multiply, And may no sad thoughts bed with thee To mar thy dreams' felicity : Dear, may thine wak'ning eyes behold A green world bathed in mists of gold, Where fancy wanders far from care. And all thy youthful idols are. And, Helen, on thy form and face May beauty all its madness trace Forever, and no touch of time Defile thy nature, now sublime. ic TRAVELING ON THE TRAIN. In steel-winged flight the train goes screaming through the fields Where cattle pass their peaceful days ; And rivers, caught between their graceful banks of green, Flow on, regardless of man's ways. The balsam from the encroaching woods, fresh carpeted With lights and shadows by the sun, Blows in upon the travelers in grateful breaths ; As if it beckoned to each tired one. The quiet hamlets hugged against the iron rails That bear the world's throb along. Through leafy dells and highlands smooth with sunning grain ; With soul-refreshing rev'ries throng. The children, with their bare and sun-browned, slender legs, And shy, bucolic diffidence ; Gaze, open-eyed, upon this messenger from spheres unknown to them; While colts race with it to the fence. The swift-retreating, gleaming tracks, seen through the dust Whirled on the wild flowers by the train, Seem to close up behind it and eternally shut out The memory of every pain. The purpling sunset on the silver stillness of Some eye-caressing inland lake, Gives place in quick succession to the shoreless sea Of undulating, windswept brake. The plowman, driving home his weary, faded team, The good wife trudging by his side, With cooing babe, triumphant on her sturdy arm ; Fill in the glow of eventide. The scented dampness from the dew-wet grass of dusk, The wheat-shocks whit'ning to the moon, The quietude of the vast, care-dispelling night ; Take their departure all too soon. Ana in another morn, care-born, we wake again, Wrapt in the mantle of regret ; But cherishing in dreams, through sultry city nights, The country's rural beauties yet. WAR. What's War? It is "hell," according to Sherman: Who are you that, self-called, man's estate shall determine ? Have you ever been wounded or wasted away In the enemy's prison? If so, could you say, When in pangs of starvation, (and believe it was true) That your freedom you'd give for the red, white and blue? And who are these freemen who proffer their life To the smoke of the gun and the gleam of the knife? They are not the wise men, — 'tis not you and I — But the poor men who seem all alike to our eye. They count not the loss; self value, they have none ; Like cattle they toss on the ocean's abandon ; At the instant command — at the gateway of hell — Of paid masters, they land and child-devils dispel. When they die, there's one less of people we know not, To wander the earth at behest of war's despot ; While we who stay home of our patriots prate, And bid the poor soldier march on to his fate. We pay them for courting that death which we dread, A stipend so meager, their children lack bread ; We gloat o'er the vict'ries we've won with their blood ; In the cunning of safety, admire their manhood. What is glory but folly? What ; s death but a box In a grave unannointed/neath mud and the rocks? 13 How content could you die far from those whom you love, In the heat of the plain and the damp of the grove ? And this we call progress and civilization ! If you had to die, would you care for the nation? Or would you not rather remain as you were, Than for knowledge's advance death's oblivion incur ? Tis lucky for those who're too good to be shot, That poor heroes are plenty, and blood still runs hot In the veins of the masses, who childlike, have given Their lives, hopes and loves — in war's agonies striven ; That those who consider themselves far above them, May live unmolested to solve progress's problem. 14 HARRIET. Just sixteen sweet summers have gilded thy hair With the bloom of youth's loveliness, rioting there Midst the scents of love phials that Cupid has spilled All over thy bosom so ecstasy filled. And where is the bold one would tempt thee away From the charm of thy maidenhood's pleasures' array ? The dull lessons of wisdom so dearly are bought, 'Twere better to stay young and miss them — why not? IS GROWING OLD. We are so poor, so old, so tired, Disheartened, sick and burden-prest : God, let the bitter cup pass from us ; Oh, take us now and give us rest ! So long since we were young and merry ; So long we've lingered in decay, With Hope's bright orb long set beyond us : Lord, come and take the pain away! The days are dark, the night so fright'ning, And human glances turned to stone ; The world we loved so, now disowns us: Lord, make our home thine ageless throne ! These wrinkles that our forms disgrace, And cause the eye to drop in shame ; God, take them from us with the breath That tenants yet the wasted frame! It is so sad to grow old — To feel each weak'ning power wane; The shadow of the grave before us Mars all the future can contain. And, when we gaze on one another, The dread has doubly grewsome grown ; For then each other's daily failing The mirror holds up to our own. But take my hand, dear, weary helpmeet; Together we will plight again The troth our youth found so inviting ; And no regrets the end shall stain. 16 And thus we'll journey the decline Of life's once sweet and scented vale ; And at its foot we'll leave behind The lowly mound's unwritten tale. 17 HEART'S-EASE. My heart has wandered where it willed so long, so long; Yet never found a harbor for its anchor aye, Until love's message on thy lips so rare, so rare, Came to enchain it — with thy prayerful eye. Tis bliss to listen to thy voice so sweet, so sweet ; Tis more than bliss to watch the color come and go Upon thy tell-tale cheeks and neck so white, so white, Like carmine sunset on the dazzling snow. I know not whence such magic's come to thee, to thee, To fair ensnare me in thy net so merciless ; But oh ! 'tis happiness to lie so calm, so calm, And on thy fragrant breast my love confess. One moment let thy lips on mine so cold, so cold, Drop slowly down in rapt'rous nestling flight, to rest: Ah ! love, what nectar had the gods so spiced, so spiced, With nameless fascination unpeprest? To hold in my unconscious arms so close, so close, Thy unresisting form, and feel thy panting breath Beat askance on my answering heart, so keen, so keen To love thee madly, kills the sting of death. 18 There's naught nor none could tempt my heart, so charmed, so charmed, To break these willing bonds, and venture on again : With all of passion and felicity acute, acute, Exhausted in thy love, what can remain? 19 THE DREAM. I lay at midnight in my bed, When e'en the nightingale was still, And coy winds rocked the trees to sleep, And mute reposed the whip-poor-will. And, as I lay, my aimless mind Gyrated through the mistful field Of afterthought — futurity ; Kaleidoscopic — half-revealed. I dreamed the wisdom of the gods I stood and drank at fame's swift fount Success-elated, held the reins, On glory's stirrup soon to mount. Again, I dreamed in felon's cell I wrote my greatness on the wall That might restrain a broken heart, But genius baffled not at all. I dreamed I held an ard'rous maid (She had thy features and thy form) Within my arms — against my heart, And felt her heat my body warm. I dreamed 1 sped o'er glinting seas That rose and sunk to rhythmic wave, And closed my eyes in sunny sleep — The sleep that slumber's vision gave. On sun-kissed sands I heard the breeze Of perfume-laden fairy climes Low whisper through the gossam'ry trees Of unrecorded dreamland times. 20 I held the thread of many a tale Unbroken, through weird phantasms traced, What seemed to me forever, till By other scenes 'twas fast effaced. I grieved in abject misery O'er wrongs I could not rise to right; Amphorous are the changeling thoughts That visit us uncalled by night. My hand to strike, my heart to feel, My mind to reason, soul to fly, In vain beat on the prison bars Of Morpheus till dawn was nigh. I woke, and felt the breath of morn Blow cool, refreshing, on my brow ; But all the children of my dream Are buried in oblivion now. 2J THE SISTERS. There are two sisters, both so sweet I cannot choose the sweeter ; Two roses ne'er grew more alike, Four ankles ne'er were neater. Now it is Maud and now 'tis May That holds my heart enchanted, Cooling its fever like the brook For which the wild hart panted. In Maud's sad smile compassion lurks, In May's gay laughter pleasure ; Yet in the eyes of both dear maids Loves dance to mirthful measure. 'Tis rapt'rous to be sad with Maud And to be glad with May; In arms of both I'm nothing loath To scare despair away. For, oh ! to love or to be loved By either one, so fair, Would steal the miseries from fate And leave its blisses there. So bright, so sweet, so kind, so good, So filled with charming womanhood ! My heart must linger many a day Between its choice of Maud or May. 22 MY SON. I had a little son, and his name was John — A lovely child was he ; His hair was soft as the zephyr's breath, And cool as the starlit sea. His smile was sweet as an angel's face. His lips the dampest pink, His heart as tender as the spring's young bud That nods at the bobolink. His laugh would awaken the saddest soul From dreams of dread despair ; And the patter of his feet soothed me to sleep, Like raindrops beating there. Across his grave the adoring sun Now lays its rays of gold ; But all its grandeur seems as naught Beside my love untold. 23 VIRTUE'S HUMBLE COUCH. When virtue on its humble couch With easeful conscience lies outstretched, Pure are its dreams and sweet its rest, Untroubled by thoughts anger-fetched. For virtue is its own reward, And chaste as beauty unadorned ; No sun-chased shadow disappears More traceless than lost virtue mourned. Dear are the charms that virtue holds, Deep the regrets its absence calls; But purity is found as well In lowly cot as marble halls. Although they're priceless, all may own Its self-respecting attributes, Its freedom from distressing taint, And boldness that all ill refutes. Dawn and sunset both are bright To eyes that by no self-reproach Are blinded to their kindly light, And honor's soul in glances broach. How bootless is the paltry gain Dishonor offers in return For all that's wasted in attempts That blight the soul and faces burn ? For though the world and all were thine, And though thyself hadst conquered not ; The painted laurels wrong had set On thy unholy brow, would rot. 24 Truth lies well-deep in guileless eyes ; Affections grace the dauntless heart; Trust sits enthroned in stainless soul; And faith stands where the pathways part. Thus zestful life is one long road. All flower-bedecked, to simple mind That wisely craves no brighter dreams Than virtue's humble couch can find. *5 OH! WHY SHOULD THY HEART? Oh ! why should thy heart wander forth from its nest In the warmth of thy maidenly bosom? It will find no retreat amongst all it loves best So fit for its budding and blossom. For where is the love that's so charming as thine, And where is the heart that could hold it? When the nightingale sang in the twining wood- bine, Not even his tongue could have told it. Like a rose, it would wither and die in the hand That ventured to pluck and transplant it; On its own sweets it thrives, like the pine in the sand: Oh, would that my words might enchant it! But 'twill never for me burst its bonds in the light Of its sunny, angelic indulgence ; 'Twill never for me fall awake in the night In dreams of unfathomed effulgence. 26 NATURE'S SOLITUDE. Bending o'er the stream, Where the waters flow — And my soul flows on with them Where sweet flowers grow ; Where the shadows lay On its shining breast — And my thoughts are mirrored, too, In its peaceful rest; Nature's freshness spreads O'er the quiet scene — And my heart goes wandering Midst soft fancies green. Where the woods, crept down. Dressed in bridal leaf, Seek the water-love's caress ; Sadness' reign is brief. Birds of graceful wing, Fish of glinting hue, Vie in tranquilizing charm With my dreams of you. 27 THE OLD DAGUERREOTYPE. I was sitting alone in the firelight, In the silent and shadowy room, Where memories thronged through the darkness, And dead loves illumined the gloom; When my eyes rested on a daguerreotype, Half-opened, reflecting the gleam Of the lambent flames lazily mounting, Lightly touching the face like a dream. And my mind drifted back to my boyhood, And the days of my earliest love; And the face on the old table called me — Called me back to the old hemlock grove. There we met once again, in the spirit, Where sweet ecstasy erstwhile held sway ; And she twined her fresh, young arms about me, And drove all my reason away. I dreamed till my old heart had softened In tears of long hopeless regret; And I kneeled at the shrine of her likeness, And prayed for the strength to forget. 28 JENNIE. Oh, Jennie, my Jane ! My heart must remain Forever thine own, sweet love ; Though fortune may change And plans disarrange. My love will still call in the grove. Oh ! list to its sigh, Thou maid of brown eyes ; Oh ! list to its longing for thee ! When rocking to rest On slumber's soft breast, Pray dream, ah, my dear one ! of me. Out in the grove it is calling to thee, Singing of thee, crying for thee ; Hark ! O dear heart, how it's praying for thee ! O wake love — 'tis dying for thee! 20 JOHN MARSHALL. Out of the shadows of history, Loved lineaments of the great Gleaming now clear and now fitfully, The heart of young hope animate. Those who down to the grave went in glory, Shrouded in untarnished fame, Hallowed by genius' achievements Teach us the worth of a name. Greatness, when wedded to goodness, Bears offspring that never shall die, And, cherished in grateful approval, Hold no sad defects to our eye. Back in our country's beginnings, Threatened with annihilation. Silencing all opposition, Rose one who fought for the nation. Fought with the gun and the intellect — Soldier and statesman and jurist; And, like the unperishing day-star, The light of his mind still endureth. Swung in the censer of ages, The perfume of justice ascendeth Aye from his actions and wisdom, And will swing while the mind apprehendeth. Rich both in lore and in kindness, Each doubt new conceptions awoke In this mind that was supple to bending, Yet, bending, bore fruit ere it broke. 30 His the justice that punished not blindly, But with sweet, human mercy was tempered; And so long as a wrong shall need righting Shall the depths of his thought be remembered. Thus the reason, but what of that heartblood That so ceaselessly throbbed for the free ; And who now may weigh the salvation He wrought then for you and for me? I know not what's writ on his tombstone, Where honor bloomed forth in his van ; But his works are a deathless memento Of John Marshall, the patriot and man. BLANCHE AND ISABEL. Like red wine 'neath the moonlight And gold wine in the sun, Love's blushes on my Blanche's cheeks Up to her tresses run; But Isabel is full as fair, And rarer tints betray her hair: What heart distraught between the two, Could e'er determine what to do? My Blanche's eyes are madd'ning, My Isabel's lips sweet ; And oft I doubt, in rapt despair, Which first my kiss should greet. O eyes of starry brilliancy And lips that shed their dew for me, My heart would to you both be true If I could but combine the two ! To linger where love laughs And shun all mournful things, To drink where genius quaffs And soar on tireless wings ; Is but a poet's dream, That cannot, loves, compare With all the joys that seem To gather where you are. 32 ISABEL AND BLANCHE. Oh, could I tell you all I felt When at your two-fold shrine I knelt, The fairest words soulless would seem Beside the glory of my dream. For richer are your lips, your eyes, Than blood-red flowers 'neath deep blue skies; And. treasured in this heart of mine, Your blushes shame the rarest wine. Too late to choose, I wander yet Where memory's lost in fond regret ; As when the snow its mantle spreads Above the sleeping flowerets' heads. Oh, Isabel, sweet Isabel ! To know you's but to love you well ; And Blanche, no star of heavenly light Throws half your radiance by night! My dearest hopes, my saddest sighs, Are measured by your fathomless eyes ; To live is prayer, to die were sweet Kneeling or lying at your feet. O Isabel, O Blanche divine! Seek for no other love than mine ; In you two virgin hearts I see Destined by holy heaven for me. 33 TRANSVAAL. Believest thou, in thine own secret soul, That thou art right to tempt the patient Boer To an unequal conflict, that his blood, Congealing in thy golden opportunity, May clot the avenues of human faith And set thy stamp of insincerity Indellibly upon his agony — Nor wife, nor child consider in thy heart? Baseless baubles thy ill-fraught excuses, Sown in lust and blossomed forth in crime, Dark as hell is, yet lighted by the flame Of mankind's condemnation — Coldly yet The iciness of thy absurd demands, In blasphemous, ignoring strike at heaven, Swell earth's eternal list of heaven-wept wrongs. Down in the land that seems by God forgotten, In thy insulting face has issued forth A cry impassionate from hearts that love And are loved, even as tenderly as thine own ; And, for shame, thou answerest not — Cursed By thy insatiate and insensate greed, Oblivion yawns for thy good intentions, And rank ingratitude is puffed With pride of armored might, and thunders Of vile opprobrium, on thy djeaf ear, Are like the wistful whispering of the ant — Heard indeed, but heard alone of God. 34 Is money then the crown'ed king of hearts, That any brawny knave may hope to win Through perfidy personified as right, Yet wronging justice to its innermost core? Each kiss that mantles on the pallid lips Of babe and mother in that dreaded hour When Boers, as men, leave their sad homes be- hind, Shall speed to heaven as bullets fly ! And, though thou conquereth, the blood that stains Thy world-grasping hands will never out; And tarnished glory on belated wing Will fly sans object in a poisoned sky. And they who die to fat thee, greedy-gut, Fanatical as thou mayst wrongly deem them In their virtuous, though puny, strength ; Shall rise again in deathless days to come So high above thy blinded, pigmy mind That they, in solemn pity, looking down From their sin-unapproachable far heights, Will drop their tears of chastened memory In sweet compassion on thy thankless soul. 35 THE DEATH OF THE LOBSTER. Ah ! noblest fish that ever swam, Free and untrammeled in the sea, 'Tis sacrilege that thou must die To give a fleeting joy to me. Thy mail'ed hand that hints of war, In fellowship is ne'er extended To meet the grasp of tyrant man, Who gloats o'er thee when life is ended. And yet thou gainest in demise, Aye, quite as much as many a man Who on his death bed lies content To think that, dying now, he can Insure his loved ones affluence He could not hope for them while living; And, soothed by his approaching rest, Feels all the blessedness of giving. And though in no uncertain stream His vanquished life may pass before him, For all the ease he leaves behind His tribe is certain to adore him. Thus thou, O lobster ! couldst thou think, Like thy more gifted human brother, Wouldst choose the death that maketh glad The mourner, over any other. 36 BROILED LOBSTER. Great lobster ! were we served like you- Alive and squirming cut in two, And salted while our entrails quivered, Before our souls had been delivered ; How could sweet maidens, so demure, The dread, repulsive sight endure, And calmly sit and eat our livers And tear our dying hearts in slivers, To satiate their base appetite, Or pass the trivial hours of night Drinking to our sad decease In glasses emptied to their lees ? 'Twere not so solemn to be boiled, But to be twained and broiled alive ! Oh ! who would e'er a lobster be If he but knew how men connive For his untimely death to gloat Upon the softness of his flesh; Nor e'en in mercy, cut his throat, But split his back Avhile yet so fresh? 'Twere vain a moral to attempt To patch the misery of my strain, Except dead lobsters taste so good; While living lobsters breathe in vain. 37 MARJORIE. Light as the feather on thy hat, Thy airy smiles beguile me. The sweetest stream from nectar's vat Could touch but to defile thee. For love is sparkling in thine orb, Like starry passions gleaming In skies that every hue absorb That in that orb lies dreaming. Thy face, O heaven ! it is a sight To set the gods athinking! What ecstasy could hold the light To lips that, to thee drinking, Must faint with rapture in the draught, And, wet with blissful longing, Would hide their blush in subtle craft From cupids round thee thronging? 'Tis heaven's own guerdon that thy charm, Hold lightly still above us; 'Tis love indeed could hope to storm Those heights that madly move us. NOR HEAVEN NOR HELL. Your arguments are vain; no man can tell Whether there is a heaven or a hell; But any simple fool knows when he's sick, And that a sausage's softer than a brick. Leave to the wise the making of old saws, And, when you reach the unknown, think and pause. Unto your faithful belly e'er be kind, And in the long run you will surely find Tis your best friend, when treated fairly well; Whether there's a heaven or a hell. 3Q LOVE LIVES FOREVER. When youth is drunk with love And age is drunk with wine, The little foxes steal the grapes That bend the tender vine. But youth will live to drink again When age has passed away, And many a heart that broken lies Shall mend on love J s birthday. For love lives ever, though the heart May perish and be gone; For when the body turns to clay The heart but turns to stone; And, melted in the fire of time. Will turn to shining gold When from the sepulchre's decay By new-born hands 'tis rolled. Undiminishing and bright, love lives Through ages, floods and climes ; Forever strung in sweet attune With God's immortal chimes. Then love to live and live to love, And, dying, love, and, born again, Awake to love ; and only love Shall satisfy thy longing then. 40 TO A BABY'S FACE. I love to see the innocence On childhood's face enthroned, The wond'ring eye and trustfulness That here alone are found. Receptive to the slightest truth Their virgin minds are taught, Thrice cursed be he who wantonly Shall teach them there is naught That's sacred in this doubting world That cunning minds have learned, With growing age and wise conceit. That truth can e'er be turned To serve the ends of falsehood ; And that our bleeding hearts Are cured by idle sophistries, And honest feeling thwarts The friendship of the knowing ones- Oh ! childhood's calm belief In those that first surround it, Is but too sadly brief. There is no wisdom vaunted By those whose eyes grow small From knowledge and experience, That can compare at all With that pure glance of heaven Seen in a baby's eyes — That unformed mind that wanders — Those innocent replies 41 To questions culled of verbiage So they may understand. They are the gods we worship — The never-ending band That pleads for us with heaven, And makes us live again The days we had forgotten Through days that yet remain. O childhood's sweet remembrance! O ! baby arms that twine About our necks and cherish That charity divine Which we had lost without them ! How dark our lives would be With no young faces round us — No new-born eyes to see The world as God has made it ; The good in everything; The charm and beauty all but dead To us; the joys that bring The memories of our early lives To soothe our present sorrow, And in the dreams of yesterday Make us forget tomorrow. O baby faces innocent ! O baby eyes so mild ! O little hands that grope for ours ; O childhood undefiled ! 42 Thou art the living promise Christ gives to us through thee In thee He's e'er arisen since He died on Calvary. 43 VERNA. Venerable fossil, doomed to lie Within the rock's cold breast. Called, centuries ago, to die ; Who first disturbed thy rest Gazed in amazement on thy form, Through ages lost to view : Ten thousand years of calm and storm Now call thee forth anew. What wonders couldst thou not unfold If Time untied thy tongue, What beauties didst thine eyes behold When this old world was young? Would lamps with wisdom seem to burn, If thou couldst hear our speech? Wouldst thou but now begin to learn, Or now begin to teach? Say ! tell us whom thou knewest great, To what gods bent the knee, What seas and lands bound man's estate, And was man slave or free? Was woman then, as she is now, At once man's friend and foe? Did glory on some youthful brow Imprint its quenchless glow? Good friend, take up the faded page Historians turn in vain. And read what's writ about the age That ne'er shall bloom again. 44 And when, with learning too replete, We drop our eyes in shame, Speak of thine own departed love, And whisper low her name. Had she, like Verna, hair of jet And eyes of matchless light, And didst thou all but her forget, And dream of her by night? Was she more beautiful, more sweet, Than Verna is to me? Had maids then charms no longer meet For maids of high degree? Thou answerest not ; ah ! well I knew Thou couldst no story tell Of any maid so dear and true As she I love so well. So to my Verna I'll return And linger all the day; And if my Psyche break her urn, I'll kiss her tears away. 45 THE BIRTH OF THE GRACES. In other days long since decayed, Prenatal days of long ago, Before the fields had been deflowered Or forests low by vandals laid ; In the wild hunts of birds deceased And hunting grounds of wilder men, Where roamed strange beasts ere now defunct, Who lived on lesser beasts they seized ; When the hot sun-rays did descend Through mammoth trees' deciduous leaves. And monstrous snakes their prey decoyed With subtle charm to their dread end ; When rifted rocks the rage defied Of hurricanes and myriad winds, And oceans raved till they destroyed The cliffs that checked their rising tide ; When hope was to all men denied Through the ingratitude of Eve, Who by her selfishness defamed The sex she might have defied : Sweet Charity, till then delayed, Was born of grief and punishment, When Cain and Abel earned desert Of woman's passion once betrayed. Then Faith, by heaven predesigned To take the place of hopelessness. But, till 'twas needed, long deferred. Was granted; that it might remind 46 The erring ones, in their despair, That happiness still lay beyond. And, as at first, it was derived From the great love that God did bear. Then cheering Hope, so long demised, Was born again — of Charity : And, men forgetting to despond, Faith, Hope and Charity were prized Above all things that did delight The mind and heart, and heal the soul ; And Wisdom's lamp, with them deluged, Blazed on the darkest hour of night. And thus through ages Time declined With these few graces paramount, Till Christ was sent tnat the depraved In mercy might a Savior find. Then Love, too gracious to describe, Became the heritage of man ; And made one more of God's demands That men in gratitude inbibe The spirit of Good Will declared In each unfolding of his plan : So that these blessings be deserved, And men their vain regrets be spared. And so on other days depend The Graces' of the days we know; And through the days yet undescried They will continue to the end. 47 THE HEART CRY. I love thee; oh! dear heart, I love thee! With all my pleading soul I love thee ! In every solemn hour of night Thy deathless memory I light Upon the alter of my heart : Thy precious voice I hear apart And over every sacred thing ; Thy cadences my glory bring. Sweet friend of priceless happiness, If I had known thee not, or less, My famished heart had died in waking: Thy clinging love my heart in taking Hast lov'ed not alone, but best — Softly low, sweet murmurs rest! Let me lie and dream of thee ; My solace, my heart's love, let me be ! THE BARN. Out in the barn, Under the hay, Up in the loft, Hidden away; Three little kittens, Red, black and white, First opened their eyes To the bright sunlight. Old mother cat, Leaving them there, Looked out the window, Walked down the stair. Out in the garden Basked in the sun ; Forgetting the kittens, Who, full of fun, Romped in the hayloft, Tumbling over and over ; Longed to grow big And run out in the clover. As they grew older, And prettier too, Longed to go forth Where pastures were new : Till once on a time, Half walking, half falling, They slid down the stairs While gay birds were calling 49 Out in the trees, Where the warm summer day Beckoned the kittens To come out and play. They breathed the sweet breath Of the fragrant sweet peas ; They found a sweet child, And climbed on his knees. He stroked their soft fur; Looked down in their eyes, That blinked like the stars On the field of the skies. Day after day, In the soft summer weather, They played in the meadow And hid in the heather. They at last became cats And more serious grew, And the joys of their kitttenhood No longer knew. And the child grew in stature And wisdom and grace ; And the light of intelligence Lit up his face. But, with all that they gained. They had lost something greater, In the glamour of youth Which the All-Wise Creator 50 Had spread o'er the simple And innocent ways Of the kittens and child In their babyhood days. EDITH. Oh ! to be young ! to be beautiful ! To be grace itself personified And deified ; to walk the fields the peer Of vaunted Nature, charming the very air ! To throw the wealth of all love's deathless story In one impassioned glance ! To hold the eyes Of lovers till they backward turn for grief In parting from such enanr ring bliss withheld ! To smile — to smile sublimely, yet to smile Alone for me ! I'd make thee my heart's goddess ; There shouldst thou reign ; and each untaught emotion In its subtle play upon thy face — That face of such exquisite workmanship, The handicraft of pulchritude exultant — Should show to me the living, mobile curving, The inimitable shades and colors Of Nature's own untrammeled, artist hand! And thy harmonious voice, clear and entrancing, Intoxicating as the trampled grape ! Thy words like pearls dropped in a wine-steeped heart, Themselves filled with a melody divine; Should sink within me, down, down, deep and deeper, Till the shadowy, faintly-dying echo Of their ecstatic presence in descent To love's unfathomed depths, should make for me A threnody of rapture undefined. 52 And sweet, thy hair, that falls in kiss-mock locks In mad luxuriance on cheeks and temples Stained with love's enticing radiance ; And lips that part in ever changing lines O'er fresh surprises of thy dreamy teeth ; Oh ! if all this were made and meant for me, All other craved caresses I'd renounce For aye ; and would eternally foreswear Their blandishments and temptings eagerly For one sweet hour, infinitesimally short — And yet to me illimitably long — In rapt, forgetful blissfulness with thee, My Edith, love ; my love ! my more than love ! My passion-cherished queen ; my more than queen My goddess higher than a goddess throned ! My idol reared unbreakable, prophetic With dreams unspeakable, swift-coursing through The atmosphere impalable — soul fed — That holds the essence culled of infinite, Immaculate, transcendent adoration! 53 EVEN-TIDE. Let us meet where the gloaming Twixt day and night roaming, On the swallows fast homing Casts its shadows of rest. There's a balm that is dreaming. There's a charm that is teeming With the love that is gleaming, In the eyes loved best ; That in solace descending On the day that is ending, Fill the heart with their blending Of sweetness and rest. How we pine o'er the waiting Through the slow hours belating The craved moments of mating That our beings infest ! And each night-light appearing, Glads the sight with the nearing Of the twilight endearing Pure affinity's quest. There the love that is living On the wealth of its giving, All its hoardings deliv'ring At affections' behest ; Owns the soul that is yearning For the face that is turning Toward the heart that is burning With passion represt. 54 THE SUNSET. Oh 1 purple clouds of sunset sky, That holds God's glory to the eye, And murmuring winds with perfumed breath Ye take the terror aye from death. In coming days with rapture filled, Our hearts shall feel what Heaven willed, That sweet oblivion born of joy And happiness without alloy. I would not live if I could die And be one color in the sky That spreads its beauty round the sun In grandeur when the day is done. 55 "ROSE." Oh ! sweetest flower that ever grew In forest glen or pampered bed, With varying fragrance, ever new, Of every shade from white to red ; God-mother to the new-born child, High priestess at the wedding shrine, Pure friend of sorrow — undented — Chief comforter in life's decline ; Beloved of all, denied of none, From first to last of thy short span, A never emptied vial — one Perennial since the world began : Thou'rt but the emblem and the sign Of my sweet Rose, my love, my own ; Thy damask blush — perfume divine — Her outward loveliness alone Portray : but she has other charms Thou knowst not, hid within her breast Free from hot passion's swift alarms, Her heart's a sanctu'ry of rest. The pulse may madly beat, but still Her sweet repose removes its sting; Her presence lends its subtle will To conquer every wrongful thing. The floweret blooms but for the hour ; The heart that loves lives evermore. For thee, for me: nor wealth nor power Can tempt it to forget its lore. 56 There is a peace whose sacred wings Are folded o'er the souls of men : Few reach it, though its solace brings To them all glories that have been. What yet may be in heaven gained We venture not to idly claim; But if now every joy remained We could remember or love name, Who would, my Rose, try to disclose A field of flowers more sublime Than this expanse of all one knows Made lovely through the realms of Time? For treasures fade and flowers die; But love, when true, survives them all: The sun, majestic, rides the sky, And mortals see its rise and fall ; But thou, my sweet, my Rose, my dear, Art e'er the same, the world, to me; I know no earth, no heaven, no bier, But where I'm sure thy love will be. 57 THE VIOLET. I smell the odor of the violet: Its fulsome fragrance fills the summer air; Its purple glory holds my heart enthralled ; Its early absence is my sad regret. Poor little lonely flower, that Heaven sent To minister to gentle longing souls That breathe in pleasure with thy pungent scent; Thou'rt heaven's wondrous bliss unto us lent. In nature's greening fields thou sweetly groweth, And car'st not for the careless winds that sway Thy pretty graceful head from side to side : Full well thy lovely purity thou knoweth. I would I were a scented violet bright To give such dreamy pleasure aye to thee, Who idly hold my love in thy dear heart; Then on thy bosom I'd be pinioned tight. There would I nestle in sublime content Until I drooped and faded in the warmth Of thy pure, thoughtless, virgin loveliness; My head in unsung, ravishing worship bent. I cannot be a simple violet, Yet might I rest my head upon thy breast If only thou wouldst let me, heart of mine; But oh ! my love is unrequited yet. 58 GRANDFATHER'S HOUSE. Grandfather's house sits on the hill, With rough, unpainted window-sill, Outswinging blinds of faded green; And not a touch of art is seen In all its grim and homely shape; Long windows on the garden gape In cruel ugliness of form, About which angry hornets swarm. The gate hangs by a single hinge; The broken hedge that formed a fringe Of desolate and harsh despair About the yard, still lingers there. The orchard, with its stunted trees, That moan and tremble in the breeze, Singing its mournful dirge uncheckt Through branches dead, makes us reflect Upon the poverty of mind That never in this life could find A way to make it worth the living By some respect to beauty giving. Why should our teguments be fed, And art neglected till the dread Of innovation blinds the eye To e'en the beauty of the sky ? To toil is noble, but the heart Grows callous when the love of art Is buried in the furrowed ground. And all the glories that abound 59 In art and nature, are forgot In growing things to fill the pot. The soul that grovels in the dark, And never blazes from the spark Of beauty's fire or art's elation, Has been the type of every nation That perished surely, to make way For peoples of that brighter day Which dawns for all who will but learn That art and beauty, in their turn, Must e'er be cherished, that our toil May not upon our souls recoil. 60 AN EASTER MORNING SONG. Glory ! glory ! glory ! glory ! Glory to God in the highest ! Let all the saints in heaven descend ; Let all the sinners on earth attend ; Let all the flowers in worship bend — For glory to God in the highest ! Mary! Mary! mother of Christ, Whom Easter deifieth : Look down on the loves that once have been ; Look down with thine eyes that once hath seen Our Savior's life-blood stain the green — The blood that deifieth. Jesus, Savior, Lover, Friend, Whose mercy multiplieth ; Pleading for us at the judgment throne, Leaving us not in our fear alone, Suffering for us to atone For sin that multiplieth ; Raise us, teach us, lead us from The thought that Thee denieth ; Bind up our loins with the gospel's might, Be Thou our pillar of fire by night, Deliver us from the curseful blight Of soul that Thee denieth. Father, Son and Holy Ghost! Thy sanctity defieth, Every profane and vicious deed, Every disciple of pagan creed : Be Thou our present help in need When doubt our faith defieth. 61 KARRA. With hands so soft and heart so kind, And graceful attributes of mind, Resplendent limbs and cheeks of dew ; My Karra, I'm in love with you. Your feet encased in fairy shells And laughter sweet as silver bells, But match your ears of pinkest hue ; My Karra, I'm in love with you. The stream no surer seeks the sea Than beckon all your charms to me: Oh ! may love teach me what to do ; My Karra, I'm in love with you. The minutes into hours speed, And all the hours passion feed ; Blest with thy love, my wants are few ; My Karra, I'm in love with you. 'Tis bliss to wait when you are late, And shake my playful doubts at Fate, Then reason out my faith anew ; My Karra, I'm in love with you. 'Neath brow so calm your sparkling eyes, Like twin stars lighting heavenly skies, My spirit from its fastness woo ; My Karra, I'm in love with you. Your lips like coral wreaths divine, Grow liquid to the touch of mine, And with their longing mine imbue ; My Karra, I'm in love with you. 62 Not e'en in dreams may man behold Such tresses as your locks of gold With sunny love-lights streaming through My Karra, I'm in love with you. Were all my future to my view Disclosed, if it contained but you. From all repining I'd be free If, Karra, you were true to me. 63 APRIL SNOW. In April, when the sun was low, All unexpected fell the snow In sudden, dark'ning, hurried flakes Persistently on land and lakes. It fell and drifted, eddying Round every hollow, burying Each homely object that could greet The eye, in nature's winding sheet. And yet, in all the hurrying flight Of snow-white disks through ebony night, Not one flake, on the tempest tossed, The pathway of another crossed. In perfect union and accord, Ruled by some method of the Lord, Blown up and down and whirled around, Each flake dropped singly to the ground. Immeasurable in number, still No two were dashed together till The rule became a certainty As boundless as eternity. Why lacking, this affinity Twixt products of the trinity Of water, sky and temp'rature, That in aversion thus endure? What unknown law controls their motion, Relentless as the heartless ocean, And holds each snowdrop to its course, When from the heavens it wanders forth? 64 We know as little as we know The soul's location — to and fro The crystals hurtle through the air In spectacle beyond compare. And we fain must be satisfied To watch the feathery atoms ride, With radiant beauty, on the storm, In all their varying grace of form. 65 TEMPUS FUGIT. The hour that's fled, The love that's dead, May never be again ; But memory, still, Their void shall fill With many a soft refrain. The crumbling mold Of loves untold, Oft lingers with us yet ; And in our sleep We vigils keep When we fain would forget. For nothing's lost That ever cost The quivering eye a tear ; And every joy Time would destroy, To memory still is dear. 66 BEAUTY'S EYES. (Dedicated to the painting of "The Bathers," by Bougereau, now in the Munger Memorial col- lection at the Chicago Art Institute.) Beauty's eyes enthrall me, And beauty's form divine Wakes all my sleeping passion : On beauty's lips recline Kisses sweet as nectar, Rich as ambrosia's balm, That rend my heart with longing ; Yet steep my soul in calm. Beauty's arms so shapely Are white as winter's snow ; Their cooling touch in summer, The purest joy I know. Beauty's creamy shoulders Fair madden with the gleam Of their voluptuous splendors That with suggestion teem. Beauty's tempting bosom Fills me with strange desire, And wounds my eyes with pleasure ; And makes my heart aspire To seek for further loveliness Below its swelling domes, And revel in the ecstasy That owns the eye that roams 67 About her waist so slender And thighs of wondrous grace That, tap'ring to her ankles, The line of beauty trace. Beauty's neck that rises So regally and strong Above the charms beneath it, Makes my rapt spirit long At her feet to worship In delirium entrancing, Ere I attempt the peril Of on her features glancing. Beauty's foreheads crown'ed With hair like Ophir's gold ; Her eyes like gems, in setting Of dreamy smiles unfold. When beauty's eyes adore me, And beauty's hands seek mine, And beauty's arms caress me, And beauty's gaze benign Looks in my spirit's mirror And sees her own reflection ; In beauty's eyes my heart lies Of its own fond election. 68 THE NEW CENTURY. Once in a hundred years there comes to pass An epoch when all old things pass away; Night passes on the burden to young dawn; And all things erstwhile new become passe. Once in a hundred years man lives to tell That his poor eyes saw, through the rifted veil Of future's unrelinquished arts and charms, The greatness of the coming vast entail That passes from old centuries to new Once in a hundred years of man's estate; And genius leads the army whose advance Treads down the weeds of ignorance, elate With new-born hopes and charity for none Who quibble o'er disparities of old; The new horizon that attracts its gaze Is brighter far than you and I behold. Yet treasured in the heart of mortal man Are truths no future glories can destroy; While science in fresh majesty unfolds, True love will linger still without alloy. How great the living seem beside the dead ! How small misfortune seems beside success! Oh ! thinketh thou this century dawning fast Will make life's pains or pleasures seem the less? O thou who holdest worlds in thy hand! Incline thine ear unto our humble prayer — Let knowledge and true brotherhood expand; But keep our old love warm where e'er we are, 69 So that, a thousand million years from now, When man has lost his semblance to this race; Through all his swift advancement, and mis- takes, Thou still mayst trace Thy likeness on his face. 70 MYRTLE. Sweet is the thought where you are the subject; Swallows at twilight fly swift to the nest; So flies my love when your kiss is its object; Soft on your bosom my longing heart rest ! Dear are the moments to love dedicated ; Dreary the absence of endearing charms ; Doubts gather thick when love's message belated ; Dead lie those doubts when I lie in your arms. Ever the evening heralds the morrow ; Earliest dawn comes but after the night; E'en so the angels their radiance borrow E'er from your dark eyes' luxuriant light. This is the song that my soul's ever singing, Twining its tendrils so closely and true, Touching the chords with love's melody ringing, Tenderly clinging, my Myrtle, to you. 71 THE ROSE OF BETHLEHEM. (A Christmas Poem.) ' Sweet rose of Bethlehem — enchanted flower, That, by the Christ- child's hand carressed, Didst turn thy bursting petals towards his face And rest thy blood-red glory on his breast; Tell me! didst thou know our Savior then, And feel the heaven-born power in His touch? And didst thou tremble in thy every leaf And swell with fragrant joy that such Shouldst be thy blessed privilege, That, dying in His baby hand, Thou couldst not die, but, born again, Shouldst bloom eternal in this promised land? The rosy light of summer morns That spread across the pale blue sky, Awoke thee but to added charms Disclosed unto thy flower eye. The slowly creeping twilight gloom That hid the Christ-child from thy gaze, Didst serve alone to give thee strength To still contain thy rapt amaze. Didst thou behold by dreamy night The shepherd's star, with guiding glow, Beckon to the sleeping universe And light the way, that all might know Where the sweet babe of God and Love Lay humbly in the manger rude, And Virgin Mary gently watched him in Her pure and heavenly beatitude? 72 Say ! didst thy flower soul go out To meet the breaths from unknown spheres, That whispered softly round his Christian form And told His message to thy flower ears ? And didst thou shed thy dewy tears At all the coming agony and loss, As, walking sunward with extended arms. His body threw the shadow of the cross ? And wert thou always ruby red ; Or is this color that we see But one undying blush of burning shame For men's unjust and horrid cruelty? Christ, in His grief and sympathy, Hath stained thee with his heart's red blood, Made beautiful thy crimson ignomy And named thee, for His Father, "Love." 7?- POUR PASSER LE TEMPS. TO YOU: Ah ! dearest, when I think of you, my lips In vain portray your fascinating grace ; In vain my eyes endeavor to recall The ever-changing magic of your face. The charming poise of head, the sun kissed hair, Heavy with its burden of despair To cast aside conventional restraint And hide your shoulders, passionately bare ; Your shelly ears that peep so temptingly Through tresses damp with beauty's curling kiss, And dimples like the fruit of paradise Ineffably hung on the bough of bliss ; Your eyes that speak the language of the heart More eloquently than the poet's lyre, Your form evading every surmise — Half lost and half revealed through scant at- tire; Your arms that in their sinuous lines embrace Youth, art and symmetry, commingled there With tints that baffle artist's futile skill- Quick pulsing, yet so cool and debonair ; Your bosom nestling tempestuous delights Untasted, that with turmoil fill the mind ; Your tout ensemble, faultless and unique: All these in rare profusion do I find. 74 But, dearest, 'tis not why I love you so — This outward, eye-enslaving comeliness ; But deeper lies the magnet that attracts, And makes my heart its love for you confess. Tis in your kindly ways and tender soul And sweet, confiding air, I find my joy: These are the real beatitude to which Your beauty's but the ravishing decoy. 75 EASTER. Glory I glory! Christ has risen, Bearing on His sacred breast All the weary, woe-begotten Souls that vainly covet rest ; Bearing in His tortured hands Lamps of love, illuminating Darkest recesses of doubt, Malignity's designs frustrating ; Bearing on His bleeding feet Kisses of the pure in heart, Tears of agony immortal, Bruises from the stony mart ; Lifting on His thorn'ed head Halos of the myriad true, Chaste and gentle imitators Whom He taught His mercy to ; In His sacerdotal garments, Wafting infants innocent, With their trusting eyes in worship On His shining features bent. Twine the flowers in transportation ! Harp the paeans of adoration ! Bend the knee to revelation Of the Lord's transfiguration ! 76 CHILDHOOD'S CHARM. Childhood, ever fresh and fair, Interesting, debonair, Tell me, teach me, what you are, That such solace brings. In the March wind, pleasure- sped, Ruddy cheeks and towsled head, Heavenward by angels led, For you curfew rings. Sweet your voices, soft your hands, New-born from immortal lands, Sifting out life's freshest sands On our longing hearts. Pleading are your verdant glances ; Love your youthful bloom enhances ; Free to choose from fortune's chances For important parts, Be you e'er what to our fancy Nature makes the spring-time pansy, Pure and lovely to behold To our eves fast growing old. Twine about our souls' gray rocks, While you laugh our worry mocks : In your charm Ave dance again To joy's long forgotten strain. 7/ FELICITY. Come! let us linger where the woodbine twineth, Come ! let us kiss where the moonbeams lay ; Night is the time when the love-rod divineth, Day-time was made but for children to play. Give me thy hand, thy heart and thy bosom ; Red lips and pale cheeks lay on mine : Where in the world is the love-tinted blossom That can intoxicate like love like thine? Fondle me ! Pet me ! Place your hand where my heart is ; Heart-beat to heart-beat, listen to the throb ; In delirious abandon, forget where thy arm is; Press me ! embrace me, close till I sob ! Ne'er could I tire of thy fierce adoration; Kisses of thine burn like fire on my neck; Thou hast my love — in thy passion's exploration Take my whole being, and with kisses bedeck ! I love thee ! I love thee ! kiss me over again, love ! Heav'n has no charms these moments could shame ; Hold now my tired head on thy heart, love ; Whisper with perfumed breath my name. Ah ! if in such sweet embrace we might rest, dear, Night never giving place to the day, With none to observe by the blind stars above, dear; Who would still further rapture essay? 78 DECORATION DAY. Black night holds back the struggling rays Of dawn incipient, as in days Of no sad import — Nature knows No difference ; nor, partial, shows A pleasanter or gloomier face. The mounting lights the shades efface That guard the graves through silent hour- The graves that built a nation's power. Rose-tinted clouds nor skies of gray Can rob the glory from the fray ; Nor strike one laurel from the head, Where lie the country's honored dead. Though nature through a thousand years May make and unmake, and appears To be omnipotent, she can In no way change one noble man. The ground-mist from the dewy grass May rise, to fade in golden mass Against the sun's ascending ball, Or, rain-depressed, spread like a pall Upon each love-compelling grave; But not one branch may idly wave Aside the sacrifice and care That with the brave are buried there. 79 The memories that, in countless throng, Proclaim the day, and faith prolong, And fill the heart with gratitude Approaching pure beatitude ; Are undisturbed by budding leaf By nature's smiles or nature's grief : Nor wind nor calm, sunlight nor gloom, Can dwarf the grandeur of the tomb. Here lies the buried love, enshrined Indellfbly in every mind, While nature sleeps, or wakes in awe To find one thing that to her law Is unamenable — the heart — Bleeds on, and, in its realm apart, Emblazons and irradiates The idols that it animates. Ro THE CHRISTMAS TREE. Little eyes so swift awakened ; Little hands so quickly filled ; Little arms so fully laden ; Little hearts so sweetly thrilled! Lit by fairy lamps' soft glimmer, Angels step by step descend Through the trees' mysterious branches, That with love's new burdens bend. Christ is born again at Christmas In each heart of little one ; And the wonders of his coming Glorified through ages run. I 81 MARY. I would I were the wings of Love, To beat the breath of heaven against thy heart ; And waft thee from below above, Dear Mary, earthly idol that thou art. The radiant gifts of all the gods I'd lay in lambent glory at thy feet : Oh, sweet belov'ed, slumber nods Divinely beautiful in thy retreat. In thy retreat, that sacred spot Where loveliness holds undisputed sway; Where each discordant thing is not, And beauty charms the darkest care away. 'Tis there I'd linger while the lark Filled with clear melody the azure sky ; 'Tis there on dream ships I'd embark, I'd love thee, and I'd lay me down to die. 82 MY LITTLE BOY AND I. My little boy and I have fun Shooting "Injuns" with his gun; Drumming up his tin recruits To his martial trumpet toots. Then we kick his football high As the eagle in the sky; Roll the marbles, spin the top, Till we're tuckered out and drop. Then we play I am his horse, Bound "like sixty" round the course, While his woolly doggies bark With excitement at our lark. So we romp until his eyes Droop in sleepy, blue surprise; And I lay his tired form In his bed all snug and warm. Soon he'll grow too big to play- Put the broken toys away — But, whate'er his future be, He will find a friend in me. 83 BATTLE HYMN OF HUMANITY. The truth is lying naked in the cradle of the heart ; It will rise, all clothed in glory, when the good and evil part; And God shall drive the traders from misrule's unholy mart ; And bid the fallen rise. Chorus : Jesus loves you and will save you ; Keep the promise that He gave you ; In the healing waters lave you ; When all the fallen rise! Mine ears have heard the crying of the children of the night; They are longing for the coming of abundance's kindly light ; Oh ! pitying hands be generous, oh ! gentle smiles be bright; And help the fallen rise! The sun that gilds the morning with its joys for one or two, Is prophetic but with punishment for others, just as true, Who only ask for honest work for willing hands to do; That they may, fallen, rise. From the hovel and the palace, from the brothel and the pew, There are silent prayers ascending, from the faithful and the few ; To the fount of love and mercy flowing hope for me — for you : We shall, though fallen, rise. Here's a heart and hand for charity, a blessing for the poor, A staff for all the weary, and the message sweet and sure: — "The Lord will save His people from the wicked and the dour." Let all the fallen rise. We will fight the human battle knowing that our God is nigh. Watching over us in agony with Jesus in the sky ; And the angels are recording every prayer and every sigh On which the fallen rise. *5 WHY DO YOU WAIT? The shadows creep, The willows weep, O'er mankind's discontent: While mortals sleep The silent deep To misery seems lent — Why do you wait? The heart that grieves, Unconscious weaves The fabric of its shroud ; And fading leaves, Like lost reprieves, Are crying death aloud — Why do you wait? The tender ties, The longing eyes, That break in tears so vain ; Are but the sighs Time multiplies, And die to live again — Why do you wait? Oh ! heart that beats In sad retreats For all that might be yours, Your hunger eats The sacred meats Whose memory endures — Why do you wait? 86 Let sadness wane To glad refrain ; Forget that life is old; Be young again, And young remain Till all of love is told— Why do you wait? Come blossoms sweet The gaze to greet On every tree that grows ; And branches meet Where willing feet Keep step with nature's throes- W ; hy do you wait? Then why repine ; Or still decline To feel the charm that holds, Like sparkling wine, The breath divine In all that life unfolds? Why do you wait? OLIVE. Beneath far Greece's Olympian skies Drest in eternal blue ; My Olive lies with wistful eyes That shame their deepest hue. And as our bark drifts idly long On wings of passing wind, Her .parted lips in silent song Pray to the god that's blind. It is enough, more than enough, To feel her presence near ; Thrilled by each jealous wave's rebuff Our passion grows more dear. Here, all alone with nature's god, We rest in sweet communion ; No magistrate's, nor priestly nod Need sanction our heart's union. O Olive ! richest, rarest gem, If Cupid wore a crown With loves begemmed, not one of them Could dazzle like your own. Blown on the south winds' langrous breath Your golden ringlets trace Love lines that court a ling'ring death In beauty on your face. How dear the land where Homer died ! How sweet its flowers grow ; Fair Helen in her queenly pride Made brows with valor glow. Yet there is not in mem'ry's chain A link so rarely wrought As young affection's fond refrain In fleeting visions caught. When darkness slowly wraps your smiles In bright remembrance's shroud, The waves beat on the sleeping isles And call your name aloud. 89 COME, FAME! O greatness ! — God ! How canst thou hold it back from me? Ah ! Morpheus, god of sleep ! — those dreams ! and are they vain? Must they be given me but to be swift denied. Chimerical and void, when the all-leveling beams Of sunrise break the ephemeral bonds of night's blest visions, That hold the humblest brain enthralled, and clothe with rich Ambition's purple, for the nonce, the grief-bowed heart? Let us treasure us as children do the shells Of pebbly, wave-swept beaches — valueless except To the undoubting eyes of youth that traffic not In cost or profit, but see and believe unbought — Those moments of sublime, unsought delight in which Thy slumber compensates us for all earthly ills. Oh, angels kneeling at the throne of brightest Heaven ! There is — there can be — no sweet incense offered up, And carried on thy shadowy wings of starry night ; So purely fragrant and acceptable to God As is the solace of the wounded heart, sleep- healed, That thus in black oblivion sees the sacred light That burns alone in dreams at night. And slow- ly from The threads of memory that escape their mystic realm 90 To stay with me in the day's thought-enslaving light, Lord ! Let my mind — great only in its love of truth, And beauty's voiceful charms of sound and form and color — Weave, in those patterns patent to the simplest one, The indestructible fabric of immortal fame! 91 MUSIC (Air: "Verlegenheit" ; by Franz Abt.) Why doth the heart expand when music Is wafted low through trembling air? Where lies its charm — infatuation — For every mind that worships there? I know not the reason, I seek not the rule; My heart and mind too replete With sweet agony That rolls over me And leaves me no base retreat. The heart that crieth from its deepness ; The soul that mounteth, image-free, In every tone of voice and instrument : Oh! would that heart and soul might be Forever bound up In pure harmony, With symphony wander distraught: All earth be forgot ; Pain remembered not ; On wings of the angels caught. LOVE'S THREE DEGREES. Thine the words that live forever, Fairest fruit of thine endeavor; In the vast future they shall be Beloved of posterity. Thine the thoughts that never die, But with true genius multiply; Oh, may they strike, while they endure, The chords of heaven's overture! Thine the heart that lingers still Where the poet drinks his fill Of that nectar, softly flowing, That imparts sweet fancies glowing. Thine the eye that plainly sees Love has many fond degrees: One is lavished on the pet; Still another, fonder yet, Breathes in the atmosphere Of the friends that hold us dear ; But fondest still, if that may be, Is the heart-love I bear for thee. Mine the art to tell in rhyme Stories of the olden time, And the stories of today; But my pen can never say Words of passion half so strong As the words that do belong To the dreams that oft possess me When thy love comes to refresh me. 93 Mine the province to adore thee ; Thine the dear love watching o'er me Thine and mine the hearts alone That love's three degrees have known In their full and free perfection, Hallowed by fond recollection : Fate shall never — man cannot — Rob us of the tranquil thought. 94 HAST EVER BEEN IN HEAVEN? O shade ! hast ever been in heaven, And wandered, lost, among the blest ; Blind with the myriad astral lights Of souls immortalized to rest? And didst thou find my lover there, The dear heart, wed alone to mine — Thrust high above the holiest, Close on the glowing throne divine? Didst not? Then thou must surely not Have ever passed the portals, wild With agonizing spirits, tossed Upon the sea of the defiled That 'tempt to force the gates of Heaven; Or glare with sear'ed balls in, When angels throw them wide to greet Some soul repentent of its sin. Or, stay! perchance her countenance Emitted such effulgent rays, Not e'en the angels might discern Her presence, with omniscient gaze. The measureless ecstasy of Heaven Through all eternity, implies Incalculably less to me Than one glance from her loving eyes. I'd seek her if my soul must rise So far above the throne of grace, That hell would nearer seem to God Than would the altitudes I'd trace. 95 And for one caress of her lips, I'd let my nameless being fall Down through such uttermost, dread depths, As would infinity appall ! 96 ANNA. When care departs on the silent wings Of sweet forgetfulness slumber brings, Lulled by the spell of night's solemn thrill, Memory fondles your sweetness still. Where, oh ! where is the heart that would Not languish uncomforted but for you? Luring your soul from its balmy sleep Under the eaves where, the raindrops weep, Drawing your love from your heart to me; Stronger than space may my magic be. Tis but a little I ask of you, but Oh, it is heaven and more to me ! Beauty was born on your natal morn ; Venus appeared like a maid forlorn ; Shamed by your grandeur, the radiant day, Blushing in sunset, declined away; All the stars hid their light in timid Worship of your love-anointed eyes. Manna of passion, so long besought, Madonna of hearts, in love's meshes caught Yield all your charms to my fond embrace; There every record of time efface. Tenderly linger with me through all Eternity, spurning the suit of gods. 97 LISTEN! Peep, peep, peep! The little chickens cry, Warm beneath their mother's breast, Safe beneath her eye. Bow, wow, wow ! The little puppies yelp; Sure that, if they're only brave, Mother's there to help. Meouw, meouw, meouw ! The little kitties go, While old pussy waves her tail Firmly to and fro. Chirp, chirp, chirp ! The birdies in their nest, Softly call the mother-bird To her swinging rest. Ma, ma, ma ! The babies' voices call ; Music sweet to hearts that beat Tenderest of all. LOOKING IN AT THE WINDOW. Looking in at the window of affluence, On pleasures which we are denied, There are faces on faces that join us, Which long have been strangers to pride. Oh! ye longings with jealousy pregnant, Oh ! beautiful dreams of the night — Poor blossoms that fade with the morning, To bask in eternity's light — I love you, though scented with poison ; I love you, though bitter as gall ; And the light of the ages shall soften The pangs of regret for us all. 99 L.ofC. RUTH. When beauty smiles, all eyes behold Her rock of promise turn to gold ; Her lips, when smitten with a kiss, Break forth in silver streams of bliss. Such smiles, such voices, have for all, From cradle to the silent pall, A charm that's never been gainsaid Since Cupid watched by lover's bed. And all these gifts are thine, my Ruth ; In thee art's wedded fast to truth ; While nature spreads her flowers neat To dust with pensile leaves thy feet. The very dew, with sparkling eyes, Cries love to thee, and fainting lies To languish for thy melting glance. When night birds herald thy advance. The stars make lover's eyes at thee ; The rephyr whispers to the tree That he has tossed thy hair in glee, Like black waves on a whitened sea. Whom seekst thou among the ruins Of Cupid's edifices? Moons Have pushed aside their clouds in vain To spy thee, time and time again. Where nothing on the surface shows Who looks beneath to find a rose? So secretly thy true love's hidden Not e'en the angels there are bidden. IOO Upon that pure yet heaving breast, How sweet 'twould be to lie and rest, While thy breath fanned me ; could it be, My heaven I'd give for hell with thee ! But no man knows, nor yet do I, What thoughts within thee multiply ; Nor whether I am first or last : Ah ! would the agony were past ! One look, one word — though half unheard- Would break my heart, or make the bird High winging in a cloudless sky, Not half so close to heaven as I. Some day, when time has sifted through His sieve the hearts both false and true, And weighed in his unerring scale The love that wins, the loves that fail; I'll pillow yet these locks of mine Upon thy bosom so divine, And kiss those lips that all have craved, O'er which the gods and men have raved. TOT THE SILVER BELL. (A Card Party Idyl.) This silver bell, by chance or science, To some successful lady's lot Shall fall; may cruel fate's reliance Upon her choice be questioned not. For fools may play with heavenly fire In safety, where the wise are burned ; And she who wins this idle trophy Depends upon the cards she turned. And cards are fickle as Dan Cupid Who slights the great, the bright, the true. To lay his wealth before another, Who with sweet hopes had naught to do. The bell rings clear — you've but to try it; And art shall live in its design : — Oh, gentle heart that strove and won it, It rings the comrad'rie in mine. So take my treasure ; nor return it Till long forgot the friendship be That tinkles in its every motion, When calling back my memory. 102 MARGUERITE. Could other bards have told your charms? Could other lips taste half so sweet? I trow not ; for no other bard Could love you so, my Marguerite. This heart of mine, with fire divine, Had burned in solitude for you, Long ere your eyes, in coy surprise, Invited me to dare and do. I'll ne'er forget — I tremble yet — When, glory in your face enshrined, I wandered through that heavenly gate No other eyes than mine divined. 'Neath lips as pure and smile demure As angels in a shepherd's dream, My heart reclined ; in you to find, And lave, in love's refulgent stream. 103 WHEN THE EVENING FADES AWAY. When the hush is on the forest, And the moonlight coldly lies On the field's transfiguration ; Love is nestling in thine eyes. White with passion swells thy bosom ; Red with love-light burns thy brow ; Blue with glory beam thy true eyes Through their shadow — lashes now. Hark ! the nightingale is singing To thy heart as to his mate ; All the starry hosts are winging — Only mortal love is late. Panting, to thy bower I hasten, Mad with nearing ecstasy ; Twined within thy arms so am'rous, Heaven holds no charms for me. Loving, hesitate the minutes, Ling'ring, loath to part from thet; Crowding close on one another, Each eternity would be. Wrapt in enervating visions, 'Neath thy siren eyes I lay; All my heart, drained through thy lips, love, When the evening fades away. 104 ODE ON A LADY'S HAT. I'm writing on a lady's hat; But the pretty face below it Attracts my gaze : in pure amaze, I glance and do not know it. Its shade is purple, and the lines Of grace flow clear around it — I mean the hat and not the face — I've lost my head, confound it ! The color comes and swiftly goes ; There's wealth of meaning in it — Oh, pshaw ! It is her face I mean — I wish I'd never seen it ! For, oh ! that hat's an artist's dream ; No fashion can outdo it ; But God's hands moulded her sweet face I've lost my heart unto it ! 105 THE FADED WREATH. The wreath has faded on my brow, My heart has fallen low ; And none but love can help me now ; As sunset on the snow One moment colors to delight, Then melts its life away, Till bare it lays earth's homely breast- Shamed in its cold decay; So fame deceives while it allures, Till, in its swift decline, It leaves the barren heart ; for love To soften and refine. Not, like the spring's perennial bloom, May my renown return ; The altars of the gods, once quenched, New incense ne'er may burn. And greatness is a fickle god, Who loves to beckon all ; No idol ever reared of man Was sacred from its fall. There are no laurels hung so high That genius does not dare; There are no depths so sunk below But what to some seem fair. Then what to me be the degree Of glory or of shame, If only in your eyes I read „ The worship of my name? 106 For love is greater than regret, And fame may stand alone; If cnly by your side I sit And know you all mine own. 107 CECELIA. With sunsets in her hair And heaven in her eyes, More fragrant than the rarest rose; My sweet Cecelia vies With every maid or nymph That ever queened the heart, Or wandered through enchanted wood To hide where lovers part. Arrayed in purest white, With rapt, unclouded brow, With lily's grace and beaming face; She comes to meet me now. If I had all the gold Of Ophir in my grasp. 'Twould fall unnoticed from my hands So I her form might clasp. She loves me not enough, Though none could love me more ; Low, buried 'neath a million dead, I'd come back to adore The very air she breathed, The blushes on her cheek ; And from her lips to finger tips Her ravishment I'd seek. Alone beneath the stars, I've worn my heart away Tn hopeless search for deathless words In which my love to say. 108 But words do not suffice To paint the flower's hue ; My reason trips upon her lips, In spite of all I do. 10$ CONTRASTS. The blue of the violet, red of the rose, Both bathe in sweet fragrance each zephyr that blows. The violet's simple, the rose more complex, But the bloom of the twain nature's bosom be- decks. How pleasant the hour spent with either one by, Whilst its scent lends its rapture to charm for the eye. Wouldst love best a violet — roses strewn there ; Or, with roses so near, are not violets rare? 1 10 LOOKING BACKWARDS. When my heart shall gather aftermath, And my soul shall backward glance, Thy sweet face shall light my misty path And all my memories enhance. Through the mirrored charms of childhood's days And forgotten dreams of youth, While my mind in naive fondness sways, Commingling rhapsodies with truth, Still thy face shall be my silent guide : Where the stream of sorrow flows, O'er each drifting pang upon the tide Of memory, shall bloom a rose. And the buried pleasures that I meet On my dreamy pilgrimage, Straying where erstwhile thy loving feet Have lightly trod, shall grief assuage. And the bells of memory shall ring Low o'er each remembered scene; While thy tears their sunny showers bring, To keep fond recollection green. in MILDRED. With cupid's arrows in thine eyes, His bow strung in thy heart, A doughty warrior art thou As ever played the part. At early eve thou fareth forth In all thy brave array, And, charmed by thy appearance, men Forget to run away. Oh ! maiden fair, thou shouldst beware All arrows speed not true; Some dart my prove a boomerang, And slay the one who slew. Alas; then, all the myriad pangs That thou hast sent to roam, Will, multiplied a hundred-fold, To thine own heart come home. And love will rankle in thy breast More venomous than hate ; Then why, my Mildred, still invite Such irony of Fate? Wouldst thou not better love but one, E'en were that one but I ? If all thy wand'ring fancies blent, How sweet thy love could sigh ! My arms thy stronghold and retreat, My faith thy guiding star, No echo from the guilty past Thy gentle peace should mar. 112 THE SEA. Tumultuous swell of mysterious ocean, Passionate froth of the merciless sea, Lashed in a fury of life-hating motion ; Cast not thy death-luring spell over me. Fathomless depths of dark, heart-chilling water, Treacherous sparkle of picturesque wave, Drive not my boat to its wantonly slaughter, Rear not thy billowy foam for my grave. Dread are the secrets thou never unfoldeth, Cruel the clasp of thy engulfing arms; Down in thy sleepless abandon thou holdeth Slow-rotting fruits of the tempest's alarms. Lap not my feet with thy servile encroaching ; Kiss not my face with thy sun-glinted spray; Take back thy smiles, familiarly broaching; Monster ! thy untamed hypocrisy stay ! Fatal to hope are thy rhythmical ripples ; Faithless thy promise of deceiving calm ; Falsehood the worth of thy messages cripples; Evil-intending thy soul-soothing balm. Borne on thy smooth-running crests, brightly breaking, Harmless thy whitecaps careen in the sun ; Only to hold, and conceal in the making, Pitiless fate for each credulous one. Cold is the gleam of thy emerald furor; Heartless the toss of thy crystalline head; Terror-reflecting thy green, greedy mirror Blurred with the tears of uncountable dead. 113 Prayers temper not thy swift insatiation ; Ceaseless, remorseless, thou seekest thy prey ; Bloodless, thou quencheth their glad animation : Lost in thy measureless darkness they stay. Tempt not my eye with thy radiant graces ; Charm not my ear with thine entrancing song; Thrill not my heart with thy varying faces ; Rave o'er thy dead through the centuries long! Drear is the gloom of thy endless expanses ; Doleful the wail of thy wandering winds ; Mournful the dirge of thy drowned, that en- hances Weird deceptions that torture our minds. Never forgiving and never forgetting, Some fiend incarnate possesses thy soul ; Cursed with the stain of its murderous setting, Ever, forever, relentlessly roll ! 114 CARRIE. I send thee this flower to die on thy heart, As die all my pleasures when we are apart : If time were not lagging and distance so long, My lips should shed kisses in place of their song. For, waking or sleeping, I think but of thee ; My body is chained, but my spirit is free ; And the miles that between us their dreary lengths trace, The feet of my wandering fancy efface. Come ! meet me in chaos, where none may define Our relative status — earthly or divine — Where we may commingle our two souls in one, And, together, fly back where Love's rule was begun. In a beautiful bower built of lovers' soft sighs, All begrimm'ed with jewels of lovers' fond eyes, While millions of loving hearts vigilance keep. The voice of the ages shall sing us to sleep. And, Carrie, we'll sleep till the blush of that day When the walls of eternity, melting away, Disclose to our waking eyes treasures so bright, That the glory of heav'n will seem darker than night. ii5 TO A FACE BEHIND A FAN. (A Fragment.) Immortal God that holds the skies Just one brief grasp beyond our eyes, And makes a face still half-concealed More poignant than the charm revealed ; Possess me of thy nameless power That paints the glory of the flower, And help me find, beneath its mask, The true soul, laboring at its task. In beauty unknown value lies — More priceless are the velvet eyes That linger fondly in the thought, Than all the wisdom ages taught. Why tremble when the heart is grieved With dread misfortunes unrelieved? Forever beauty's tear-wet eye Cries shame upon the unborn sigh. 116 HER WEDDING NIGHT. O the red blood seeks her damask cheeks As the orange blossoms lie On her hair of gold, so softly rolled Above her beaming eye. And her lips are sweet to lips they meet In welcome and good-by ; But the stars of old gleam far and cold, And a new love lights her sky. To her chosen-mate — her untried fate — Her smiles no fears betray : All the night before, with close-latched door, She kneeled to cry and pray. What man who sleeps while virtue weeps, Can know a maiden's shame When she gives away 'twixt night and day The vestige of her name? From home of wealth, or of rustic health — Which, matters not the least — So soon to go for weal or woe, Makes sad the wedding feast. Through portals lit by friendly wit, She passes to the night, Whose waiting shade falls round to aid And hide her blushing flight. There, spent between doubts sere and green, That swell her bosom's throb, With trustful eyes and restful sighs, Her lips forget their sob. 117 THE LOST DREAM. Ah, dream, why didst thou tempt me; Why taunt me with the gleam Of unattainable beatitude, That real — too real — didst seem? Alas ! 'tis gone forever ; Forgotten — past — a blank ! That dream that haunts dim recollection's void, And left my forehead dank. I fain would sleep again; And search in dreamland's caves For this buried treasure that escaped The mind's wrecked architraves. O God! is life a dream; And dreams the truer life That, free from self-conceit and interest, With purport grave is rife? Lord, let me ne'er wake ; But, dreaming, lie content: The hours I pass unconscious of my will, Are more than idly spent. Who knows what influence Each half-remembered vision May not have upon our tensile thoughts, When time wipes out division Between the world of dreams And facts? Yet why endeavor To summon back the dream departed, when Perchance 'tis lost forever? 118 DOROTHY. Oh, ye gods! be patient; be patient — now she comes ! Beware ! beware ! Your throne shall fall — her footsteps heaven hums ! Her face is like the morning ; her hair is like the night : Oh, bend the knee, ye conquered gods ! bend to her presence's light ! Oh ! do ye hear her heart beat ? Oh ! do ye see her form Bright — looming through the mystery of passion's loving storm ? There is no dream of mortal, there is no speech of God, That, trembling in vain utterance, can half her grace applaud ! And yet poor I adore her — she whom the gods alone Are privileged to worship, low kneeling at her throne ! What dream is this that blinds ine ? What joy is this that cries High and low. and to and fro, that streams from her dear eyes? Oh, tears! if you must part me! Oh, sighs! if you must well From out my pulsing bosom ; go and her sweet- ness tell! 119 WHEN THE LAST KISS IS GIVEN AND LOVERS MUST PART. The last kiss of parting Lies cold on my lips, Where its fragrance exhales All the sadness that slips. Like a soul to the grave, Deep down in my heart, Where hath Death left his sting And regrettings their smart. Oh ! why must our loved ones — Like blossoms of May 'Neath the blasts of December — Fade slowly away? Why have we no magic Decay to defy ; To bring back the glances Of love to their eye? As we fondly adore, Just so sadly we weep O'er the cradle by which We our lone vigil, keep ; And the night hides our tears As the day sees our joy; For happiness ever Has pain in alloy. The head that lies hoary With frost of the years, In the calm of the coffin Disproves all our fears; 120 For a touching refinement Spreads over the face, Whence the wounds of the world Have stolen their trace. The voices that once Wove a charm for our ear, Though now silenced forever, Are hovering near In the green recollections We cherish so dear, That the forms so long buried Seem still with us here. Oh ! far be the hour When remembrance shall cease To call back the children That prayed at our knees ; Then with dream-eyes diffusing Faith's heavenly light, And soft arms round our necks, Kissed us sweetly "good-night." Then perish the grief That can find no delight In the treasures of memory's Softening flight. When the last kiss is given. And lovers must part, Oh, think not of digging Love's grave in the heart ! 121 IF I HAD THOUGHT. If I had thought your love could lie, I'd ne'er have let my virgin eye Rest on your charms, in simple faith, Where all love's dreams their madness trace My heart should ne'er have been exposed — Its passions chilled e'er half disclosed. I thought your lips the holy leaven My soul should taste and scoff at Heaven ; I thought your neck the regal tower Where sweet oblivion marked the hour ; I thought your breast the sacred choir Where no emotion sang for hire ; I thought your waist was made to hold By arms whose strength their worship told ; I thought your thighs were molded pure By Grecian hands, 'neath eyes demure ; I thought your knees could never bend To kings or gods, nor courage lend To that base mind which thought to steal One smile from you, that e'er was real ; I thought your feet were made to tread Those paths of love whence doubt had fled : But, oh ! my heart was too replete To lay its treasures at your feet ! And you forgot such treasures given, Though dross on earth are gold in heaven. Begone, cold maid ! I would not give One pang I've felt, that you might live 122 To learn the worth of love unsought, That once was in your meshes caught, Too late, at last, you'll wake to crave A love whose truth defied the grave, But, unrequited, drooped and sighed Its life away below your pride ; Alone to suffer — to enjoy — The pains of love without alloy. Where, now, false one, is all your boast? Your vaunted charm is but a ghost, Forever haunting every hour That taunts you with your vanished power. 123 THE MYSTERY. We were four friends ; our hearts were gay ; We'd wandered from the painful way ; And late at night sat ling'ring long O'er sparkling glass and merry song. When all at once our hearts stood still ; 'Neath terror's shroud the buried will Lost all its power; and dimly lit Did wafted spirits intermit. And, though our eyes were open wide, They saw not ; but the soul espied Through its clear windows such a sight, As never came before by night. Four angels stood in pure array ; Four devils barred their peaceful way ; And on each angel face there grew The likeness of the loves we knew In each his manhood's earliest days, When passion touched us with amaze ; And in the face each devil wore We read our errors o'er and o'er. So near those seemed, yet these between Forbade approach, malignant spleen Portrayed upon each hideous face, In which no pity left its trace. And each of us, with one accord, Made mental peace with his own Lord, In vain attempt to brush aside Past evils and revenging pride. 124 Yet naught availed till heavenly love Descended, and in anger, drove The demons from their vantage ground ; While in the air and all around There came the sound of music sweet; To make the vision more complete. And toward us, on unmoving wing, The lovely visitants did swing: And nearer still the angels drew, And o'er their forms a halo threw, Till in our hearts they vanished quite : Then out into the starry night Each man unconsciously essayed, And on the graves of dead loves laid The flowers of his fond regret, That lingered, all unfaded, yet. 125 EMELINE. Tall and stately, hearts beguiling, Eager suitors round thee smiling ; Just a bending of thy head And another's peace hath fled. I've no gold to match thy beauty ; Love for me must do wealth's duty. Gold has power, but hope has genius Safe to bridge the gulf between us. Destined only to observe thee, In my thoughts I daily serve thee, Wireless telegraphy From thy heart embold'ning me. Dost thou think because I'm simple I've gone dafty o'er thy dimple? No, indeed, I'd not content me With such meager measure lent me. I must have thy utmost being, All thy inmost treasures seeing: So wilt thou then learn to love me For the faith that soars above me, Lifting on its dauntless wings All the gifts my poor love brings. Take my humble sacrifices Rich in coin of love's devices; Let me be but ever near thee, Slow to grieve and swift to cheer thee. 126 THOSE PLEASANT HOURS. The pleasant hours I have spent Fond memories to me have lent ; Though withering in their swift decay, I'lu y have not borne my thoughts away. I think, and thinking, long in vain To have those hours back again. 'Tis not to be: oh, cruel fate! Man masters not his own estate. And yet, to linger where those charms Once held me in their blissful arms, Is joy enough; and sweet content In each transporting vision's sent. Ho ! mortal, with prophetic eye ! Look on this happiness, and try To wish me greater — can there be A Nile queen for my Antony More lovely, loved, and wanton-wild Than my voluptuous fancy's child Like lilies on the silent pond That move not toward the stream beyond? Not to the swift the race is given: The stillest clouds float nearest heaven : The slowest river guards the stone : The rarest flowers bloom alone. 127 LUTIE. Dearest of dear girls, Staunchest of hearts, Love from your soft curls Speeding his darts ; Lips full of meaning Tempting the kiss, Eyes that are faithful Lavishing bliss; Can any blossom Cling to the bough After the summer Fadeless as thou? Can notes so dulcet As thy sweet voice, Cry from the harp-strings Of minstrel's choice? God made thee lovely ; Love made thee kind ; Who made thee dauntless No one's divined. Words have no language Fit to convey Half that I long for With you away. Dear, how I love you ! Flower and song Sing you and scent you All the day long. 128 Stars beam no brighter Than your true eyes ; Burdens grow lighter When you surprise Sadness in mine, love : Oh ! how my heart Yearns for your arms, sweet, When we're apart ! So may we wander, Loving and brave, Down through life's valley, Clear to the grave. 129 WHEN SCOT FORGETS HIS MOTHER- TONGUE. A TOAST. (Written for the Fifty-fifth Annual Banquet of the Illinois St. Andrew's Society, at Chicago, November 30, 1900.) When Scot forgets his mother-tongue Long, doubting years have tried His fealty, and cruelly The fates have scorned his pride. Can he forget, then, even yet, The heather and the blooms, The thistle of his boyhood's days, The winds that o'er the tombs Of Scotland's brave, departed sons, Sing glories of the past To hearts that grieve till friends relieve Their memories at last? Ah ! would man lift to fading lips A rose that sought decay? Has Scotland ever raised a hand To drive her sons away? St. Andrew's been our patron saint These fifty years and more ; The lock we once saw, dark and thick, With silver's sprinkled o'er. 130 But still our hearts are young and blithe And year by year we meet, In sweet forgetfulness, to seek, And worship at her feet, Dear Scotland's goddess— fellow-love— From angry passions riven: To our adopted country, drink ! To Scotland! and to Heaven! 131 LOOKING THROUGH A LADY'S SHUT- TER. Looking through a lady's shutter, "Heaven is fled to earth!" I mutter; "Can it be that my poor eye May such lines of grace espy?" Rising from her bed of ease, First I see her dimpled knees Straighten o'er her dainty feet That, treading, make the floor grow sweet. Bending o'er, her loosened hair Breaks in locks of black despair ; Then, in all her regal height, As sunbeams part the shades of night, Forth she stands, a goddess, drest Tn her pure draperies of rest, White as wings of angels driven By ethereal winds of Heaven. Now she doffs her raiment : dare Man gaze upon a form so fair? Why did God design to fashion Charms that blind the eye with passion? But this glimpse of fields Elysian, Maddening the tottering reason — Just a glimpse, that makes me doubt What my senses are about — Quickly disappears, as tresses Deftly binding, swift she dresses; One by one those nameless things Passing, cloudlike, o'er her wings; 132 Till she is an angel still, Who must all one's being fill, But in garments, soft and queenly All appealing to him keenly. This is all that through the shutter I could see — no lips can utter Rhapsodies that half explain How I'd love to peek again! 1*3 OUR SISTERS-IN-LAW. Staid lady of matur'ed charms, And voice all tremulous with years That soft have touched the sweetest chords That ever melted song in tears ; And hair of wistful, silv'ring sheen, That lends a halo to the face So long be loved for the thoughts That on it all their beauties trace ; Or matron mild whose blossomed love Twines round dear, helpless baby forms, Or o'er some little grave at night Cries softly to the God of storms; How many eyes have closed in sleep, To dream of loves that died in waking? Ah! that long loneliness of heart, When with love unrequited breaking) Or youthful maid, of love afraid, Surprising in your vernal bloom, In whose brown hair and cheeks so fair The coldest one could fear his doom ; Why should we be so happily Repaid for maritated care, And you, all lonely, bear the blast That withers your soul's roses there? Why should our meals be garnished rich With love and plenty, when your fate Is but to shiver and despair, Outcast and single, at our gate? 134 I bow my head before that source Of poverty, pain, wealth and health — Unworthy I, who dare not be Full grateful, but give thanks by stealth. Forever blest with kind unrest, You minister to us in need With heart and hand — nor question ask — Sweet charity your only creed. We hear your voices on the stair, Our children's laughter in the garden ; Instinctive gratitude is sown Tn hearts no chilling world can harden. US CATHERINE. My pen must falter when it tries To draw thy loveliness on paper. 'Tis not thy forehead, nor thine eyes, Thy winning ways, nor waist so taper ; Nor does thy wisdom nor thy wit Explain the touch that makes us start : All these were wondrous, were it not So plain they fade before thy heart. When beauty, on thy damask cheek, Throws out its signal of alarm, No red rose in its rarest bloom With such a blush the eye may charm. God made thee lovely, and no sage Has yet been sent to tell us why Some birds survive to sing and love, While others, silent, loveless, die. What is this charm that holds us so ; That wants no reason, lets no fear Nor doubts assail us, while we may Behold and worship and be near? 'Tis but the heart — the Christ-born heart. That yearns toward all, and suffers none To go unloved : 'Tis ever thus The reverence of the world is won. 136 SHALL WE MEET? (A Song.) Shall we meet ; shall we meet Where the bright waters greet The decline of the amorous sun? Time is fleet; time is fleet! But it lags with slow feet Where true hearts to love's trystings still run. Just a kiss! just a kiss, Which you never will miss, But I'll cherish so longingly, aye ! O the bliss of that kiss ! O the bliss of that kiss Ne'er shall fade like the flowers of May ! Refrain : Sweet, dear ! dearest sweetheart ! How I love you ! How I long For the hour when mem'ry kisses All the charms that round you throng! 137 WHY MUST WE FORGET WHEN WE SHOULD REMEMBER? Why must we forget when we should remember, Why must we remember when we would for- get? The roses of June are the dreams of December ; The snows of the winter in summer gleam yet. The loves that are dead fill our souls with their presence ; The joys of today are soon wasted and fled; The sorrows we mourned, now a purified essence, Are cherished, transfigured, by memory fed. The face that we once thought the sweetest from Heaven, In the cold of the grave seeks its slowly decay ; But the heart that was true, aye from earthly faults riven, In the still of the night bears our longings away. What we have we will love but when time has defeated Our delinquent desires that e'er blossom too late; And ne'er shall we heed, though so often re- peated, The lesson of life nor the teaching of Fate. Then take to thy heart the delights of the hour And treasure no more vain regrets for the past : The defects we now see, if regarded, will flower In doubts and misgivings which shame us at last. PEARL. Cradled in some shaded creek, Where no careless eye may seek, Safe-ensconced in guileless shell, Many a priceless pearl may dwell. Seasons have for such a one Naught of flowers and their sun, Naught of winter's stinging cold ; Nor do fears of growing old Feed upon its grace sublime, That but glorifies with time, Never aye to feel decay Till the world has passed away. Mortals must acknowledge all Beauty has resistless thrall ; But this pearl does not compare With another, far more fair, That with soulful eyes and kisses, Honeyed words and nameless blisses, Warm as summer's sun-lit plains, Warmer still when summer wanes ; Draws me as no pale pearl could To the cottage and the wood ; There as lovers did, to do; And this rarest Pearl is you. 139 TOASTS. Here's to old friends cherished And to new friends made: Drink ! to the flowers of friendship ; May they blossom ere they fade. Here's to the maids who eat our bread, And round our board contentment shed ; Whose little mouths are never dry, Yet begging always till they die : May they not miss, in Heaven's cloister, The ruby wine and juicy oyster. Stay! ladies, stay! till night is o'er And we can see to drink no more; Your wanton charms twine round our hearts, As the grape-vine clings to the arbor's parts. One more drink before we sever Tend'rest ties that bound us ever ; May their memories leave us never, While our hands can raise the glass. To sunset skies and women's eyes I drink, and toast their wonders ; While love within me multiplies, And all their beauty plunders. Here's a toast to the ghosts of good fellows de- parted, Who are with us in spirit, tho' absent in form : Oh ! cold is the heart where regrets ever smarted, Which wine cannot mellow, nor memory warm. T40 Here's to spring's diurnal pansy, At whose birth love drinks to fancy; Lip to lip, steal love's sweet potion Hidden by the wine glass' motion. When your lips are wet, you need not fret O'er care's increasing weight ; Do but lift the glass, and joys enmasse To laugh to shame dry fate. In cozy places, lift the vases From which nectar spills, While pretty faces leave their traces On unguarded wills. Lift high the bowl, and let us quaff To the pretty face with lips that laugh ; To the eyes that melt with am'rous passion, To drown in bliss the hopes they fashion. Pass round the loving cup, and let Each silly boy and gay soubrette Their lips with binding nectar wet ; So they'll remember to forget. 141 YALE, FAREWELL! Dear old Yale, good by ! I'll love thee while I'm living; My heart outburns mine eye In tears of parting giving: Yet shall we meet where memory sweet Entwines her charms about thee; Though distant in some far retreat, I shall not be without thee. 142 #» JAN 18 1902