Class __^'lZ___ GopyrightN". // //. COPYRIGHT DEPOSIT. ^ I^J^^^-^*^^ TO PORTS BEYOND BY EMMA ELLIS CONWAY RIDGEWOOD, N. J. THE EDITOR COMPANY 1910 Copyright, 19 io BY EMMA ELLIS CONWAY ©GIA3617 on TO i most affectionately this little volume Emma Ellis Conway. Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2011 with funding from The Library of Congress http://www.archive.org/details/toportsbeyondOOconw TO PORTS BEYOND PART I *A flower grew in a lonely place, A knight came riding by apace, Said he, ^This flower my plume shall grace! ' " 'Twas evening in Summer. Adown a green lane, Where brown thrushes carolled a merry refrain, A horseman was leisurely wending his way, And whirling a bar he had heard at the play. Twas a blithe little snatch of a bright catchy tune. It had run through his mind for the whole afternoon. And now he would whistle it, then he would sing: 6 TO PORTS BEYOND ''My love's like a flower that blooms in the Spring/' Around him, above him, the world seemed in tune With all things suggestive of beauteous June. The men in the meadows were tossing the hay; Shy 'mid the grass the anemones lay. A light summer breeze brought the sweet scent of clover. Beneath were wild blossoms, the smiling skies over. At length he drew rein at the foot of the hill, While his horse slaked his thirst at a soft- flowing rill That splashed through the meadow, and slipped by the lane, Then wound by the woodland and crept on again. The pony, of water, had taken his fill. And wandered on, cropping the cowslips at will. The cowslips that bordered the brooklet like fringe. And lent to the waters a soft yellow tinge. TO PORTS BEYOND 7 His rider approved with a sanctioning air, And plucked a wild rose from a bush that grew near. While pensively puflfing the blue rings of smoke That rose in the air and then gracefully broke Into eddying wreaths, that soon circled away, He languidly fell into this revery: ''Dame Nature is beaming! I wonder if she. As well as Miss Durant, was looking for me? I wrote rd be down on the evening express — But that wreck was on hand — 'Twas ill luck, I confess. So, to foreclose that wager I made with Phil Dane, That rd see her this eve, be it sunshine or rain, I hired this beast, and I galloped on over. 'Tis twenty long miles, if it's one, back to Dover! But heigh-ho! That's not far, when the object in view Is the girl whom one thinks of, and dreams of — then, too. 8 TO PORTS BEYOND There's Dane and his wager. Hang me, but IVe won! This makes me possessor of Phil's handsome gun. I've won against Kght odds, — they might have been fewer. What a laugh I will have at his discomfiture! I've shown that old boy what he's failed to discover: That I am not always 'the recreant lover!' Miss Durant is not like the girls that I know — Gay fire-flies! resembling tenpins in a row! She's charming and bright as the evening star; Her style! She surpasses all others by far! As for beauty " His face wore a smile of conviction, Excluding all chance of adverse contradiction. Thus musing and smoking, the moments slip by. Soft clouds in the west gild the evening sky As our rider and steed, with a grace debonair. Gallop on and just over the hill disappear. II " Oh lad and lass, and orchard pass And briared lane and daisied grass, Oh gleam and gloom, and woodland bloom, And breezy breaths of all perfume!'' Riley Just over the hill lay the sweet country home Of Eileen Durant. 'Twas a pleasure to roam The paths through the woodland, or search the cool dells O'er run with wild fern and the dainty blue bells. Not far in the background, and flowing for- ever, One catches a glimpse of a picturesque river. And under the brow of a vine-covered cliff, Now rising, now falling, a light little skiff Is topping the waves as it lies at its mooring — Seems beckoning to haunts and to trystings alluring. And winding around at the foot of the hill, 10 TO PORTS BEYOND The path leads you down by an old water- mill. Now here, one is tempted to dreamily loiter, But is tempted again to a full reconnoitre Of the deep sylvan haunts and of leafy retreats, Up the walk to the orchard, where old rustic seats Most inviiingly say: ''Will you enter?'' Eileen — So winsome a maid you will seek long in vain — Spent many bright hours 'mong the blossoms and trees; She loved the south wind and the birds, and 'twas these That tempted her thither this fair summer's eve To dream in the arbor, and wait to receive A friend she had met while at school in the city. She had forthwith enlisted his heart. What a pity! When so many city-bred girls had been trying. TO PORTS BEYOND 11 And each with the other her best efforts vieing, To gain but a smile from young Clayton McVey, A modern Beau Brummel and toast of the day. So dreaming, Eileen 'neath the blossoming bowers, Reclined in the arbor, her lap filled with flowers. Not long had she been there, when o'er the rock wall Encircling the orchard, there sprang a young, tall, Handsome youth. ' ' Delighted, fair lady, to meet The person for whom I was looking. Com- plete Therefore is my pleasure. Tve brought a new book. Tm sure my decision you will not re- voke. When I say 'tis as fine as I ever perused." And forth from his pocket the book he pro- duced. 12 TO PORTS BEYOND / The sun toward the west had dropped low and still lower, And still Eileen lingered, caressing a flower. While still at her feet, in the role of a lover. Lay the Saxon-haired youth, sipping sweet heads of clover. Near by on the grass lay a pocket edition Of a new poem story, an old-time tradi- tion Brought out by the author, and daintily woven Into classical meter. The theme was well chosen. The plot was pathetic and quaintly devised. Had you read it yourself, you would be much surprised. That the book, once begun, could be lightly laid down; Yet neglected and open, it lay on the ground. ''So you look for McVey?" the young fellow was saying, ''And he's coming to-day! Well, I'll shortly be paying. My hasty adieux, — or would you face the foe? TO PORTS BEYOND 13 Which shall it be, Eileen, you'll tell me, I know! When a fellow discovers a rival at hand. And having no weapon his foe to withstand, A retreat is in order. Pray tell me, machere^ Will retreat be your verdict, or dare I stay here?'' He paused for her answer; it came low and sweet, ''I think you may stay, Paul, Fm sure you must meet My new friend. I expected him early — 'tis late — Something must have occurred." A sharp click at the gate Which led to the highway that ran by the farm. Caused the couple to turn. Paul Grey feigned alarm. With a faint little flush, the girl rose to her feet ; *'He has come; won't you stay?" But the youth chose retreat, Just lifting his cap as he passed through the bower. 14 TO PORTS BEYOND And back on the breeze came a low ''Au revoir; I'll make my escape, my dear friend, 'tis befitting. I'll see you to-morrow — McVey but per- mitting." McVey had arrived, left his horse at the gate, Had discovered Eileen by a mere chance of fate; And looking his pleasure, and quickly ad- vancing. Clasped one of her hands in his own, his eyes dancing With the pleasure he felt, at this much- desired meeting. Now Eileen was cordial, but yet in her greet- ing There was lacking that fervor, meant only for him. That other maids gave him. It brought him a dim Foreboding of something so subtly sug- gestive, A feeling so new, he grew inwardly restive. TO PORTS BEYOND 15 This girl was a problem. The thought that perchance he Imagined a much firmer hold on her fancy Than conditions might warrant, disturbed — nay, it vexed him, The cool, quiet grace of her manner per- plexed him; And yet, with an ardor he scarcely desired, 'Twas this innate reserve of the girl he admired. But a score of fair maidens, in Vanity Fair, Had toasted and flattered this young cavalier Until life — for the most — had been much as he willed. And ease and soft manners, and coffers well filled. Had gained for McVey a strong social pre- ferment Had proven a passport wherever he went. So, if by a chance this applause be withheld, — 'Tis scarcely desired if applause be com- pelled, — ' Twas a new revelation . T m sure you' 11 surmise That it came to McVey in an unpleasant guise. 16 TO PORTS BEYOND MCVEY: What, am I not welcome? my train was delayed By a wreck up near Dover. I felt quite dismayed Till I found that the trip could be easily finished By coming on horse-back; my fears soon diminished. Besides, IVe convinced you beyond argument, That e'en mighty obstacles can not prevent My keeping a promise, when given to you, — A pleasure I willingly would not forego. MISS DURANT: 'Tis a trait most desirable, one I admire. And one, in a friend, that I chiefly desire — This keeping of promises. As for myself, A promise is not lightly laid on the shelf; Is not lightly given, but held in esteem. One really could not say too much on this theme. So, merrily talked they, unceasingly gay. TO PORTS BEYOND 17 They had strolled to the house, and the bright tete-d-tete Bade fair to continue, when supper was served; After which the free discourse went on, unreserved. Unobserved by the young folks the hour had grown late. Were ever the aeons of time adequate, When young hearts were beating a lively tattoo. Not knowing nor caring, how fast the hours flew? A clock from the hall chimed the hour — 'twas eleven; And Eileen exclaimed: ''To remorse I am driven! I'm but a poor hostess; how tired you must be! The moments seem winged, so quickly they flee!" '"Tis I," declared Clayton, ''your pardon entreat. When moments are happy the hours are most fleet. 18 TO PORTS BEYOND Sometimes one's existence but seems a de- light; The time has passed thus to me, Eileen, to-night. You may dream of me then, as your very best friend/' And the glance he stole softly implied a command, Which gave to Eileen of his meaning the trend. As of one who desired to be more, in the end. Thus he sought with intentional, oft-prac- ticed skill. To obtain from Eileen but a hint, if you will. Of the state of her feelings. Endeavor was vain. Now take tact, that resistless, unrivalled, serene Woman's charming attraction, take this gift, I say. And you've taken her mightiest weapon away. For great is the man at whose enforced command TO PORTS BEYOND 19 A thousand knees bend, or a thousand men stand; But greater by far, is the power to win A willing compliance, from motives within. Eileen waived the question, the subject ignored. She talked of impersonal themes, and de- plored The lateness again; then she ordered a light, And, smiling bewitchingly, bade him good- night. III. * ^ Charm is the measure of attraction's power, To chain the fleeting fancy of the hour, A quick responsiveness in word and deed, The will to follow, and the art to lead/' Well born, gently reared, with a high sense of honor Directing her life, and thus moulding its tenor, Eileen had a nature you'd never discern At a casual meeting. One had yet to learn Of depths all undreamed of, and qualities rare. That dawn on one tardily, quite unaware. 'Tis truth fitly Spoken, ''Like parent, like child." Her mother, a woman of character mild. Possessed a warm heart and a genial spirit, That left its sweet impress on all who came near it. Her father, a host of deserved reputation. Commanded at once all his friends' admira- tion, 20 TO PORTS BEYOND 21 As nature's own nobleman; one of the sort Whose purpose, more clearly defined was, in short, To live for his friends; but mere outward impression Was never allowed to overcome his discretion, In choosing those friends; 'twas an inward conviction, Of something more lasting than mere style or diction. A judgment, though born of a swift intuition. That rarely fell short of its mark; a condition That argued rebuke to unworthy designs. And unbarred the way to the friendship that binds. ^Ig H^ W^ %^ ^§0 ^0 Oh, day of all days, set to rhythmical tune! There is none to compare to a rare day in June! At dawn, 'mid 'green archways, the wanton winds play. The birds trill their matins and love lyrics gay. The roses unfold, and all nature is waking; 22 TO ^ PORTS BEYOND Unspeakable charm o'er the landscape is breaking. Such a morn greeted Clayton. A beautiful scene He viewed from his window. The wide fields of green Stretching down to the river, extending beyond, Seemed an emerald sea. Who can fail to r espond To so gracious a welcome as nature assures? The melody, fragance, and zephyrs are yours. The sight is at once a divine inspiration; An artistic, poetic, bewildering creation Of all that is glorious, gladsome, and free; And the happy thought comes: ''This, all this, is for me!'' To Clayton the prospect was new and en- chanting. The picture was perfect, no color was wanting; And long ere the family within was astir. He arose and strolled forth with his usual cigar. He had take the path leading down by the river. TO PORTS BEYOND 23 And was building those castles of whither- soever^ Those castles of airy fantastical lore, Untenanted — (ah, but we rear them galore) — By aught save the fancies we magic' ly weave Of future successes we hope to achieve. By nature not bad, the reverse had been true, Had training, with mother-love, fallen like dew On McVey's boyish pathway, and moulded his youth, And pointed him up to the lode-star of truth. One day the fond mother who gave to him birth Had kissed him and bidden farewell to this earth. His father, whom death had so sadly bereft, Engrossed in his business, his little son left To the care of an aunt, whose mistaken endeavor To supply the demands of this youngster so clever Had wrought in the boy an inflexible will; Had striven so long every wish to fulfil, 24 TO PORTS BEYOND Until now, as he stood on the threshold of hfe, Unused to its turmoils, its struggles and strife, The future rose up as it ne'er rose before, And the more that he pondered the question the more He discerned that success to no standard complies. For she sets her own pace — Yet ambition defies Frustration, when tempered with firmness and daring. Combined with a will in subjection, — not sparing Her gifts to the hero, whose inmost convic- tion Has laid on his conduct a strict self-restric- tion. This last was a lesson McVey had not learned, A noteworthy precept he'd hitherto spurned. But alas, for McVey! And alas, for the man Who enters life's field with no definite plan. Save the quest after Pleasure, that versatile maid TO PORTS BEYOND 25 Who lures to destruction and makes them afraid, Those mortals who fear the comment of the world, Have bowed at her shrine and her banner unfurled, Whose barks are adrift on the treacherous main, And having no compass, return not again. McVey had strolled on, he had wandered at will. Was pursuing the path round a fold of the hill. When suddenly, rapidly, rounding the curve A wheelman dashed by. By a deft little swerve He averted what might have been quite a disaster, And had proven himself, as a wheelman, a master. Surprised unawares, McVey sprang to one side. 26 TO PORTS BEYOND MCVEY: The deuce take you, boy! Is it thus that you ride? A man would infer that you went without seeing. 'Twas an unfair advantage! (Illogical being!) With a swift, easy movement the rider drew near. McVey viewed the youth with a critical stare. WHEELMAN: Now I beg, sir, your pardon. That con- founded turn Is a signal for danger. I never will learn The thing unexpected is surest to happen! I must put on the breaks when I come down that glen. Well, a miss is as good as a mile, so they say, I trust you're in no wise impaired. Do you stay MCVEY: I stop, for the present, at Edge wood; and you? TO PORTS BEYOND 27 WHEELMAN: Ah-h, at Edge wood! Oh^ I am a native! MCVEY: Pray who, Of the neighboring swains is the most fav- ored guest? Do you claim an acquaintance? If so, I'm impressed You're in love with Miss Durant. The wheelman looked bored, The attack unexpected; his countenance lowered. WHEELMAN: You jump at conclusions — Miss Durant is my friend. MCVEY: You resent the allusion! Now I apprehend That, granted of course there is really a friendship. Why, you're no doubt in love! 28 TO PORTS BEYOND WHEELMAN: Well, I don't care a flip What you think, or you don't think! Bless you for a churl! — And, remounting his wheel, with a bold rapid whirl The wheelman sped on, and was soon lost to view. MCVEY : Well, hang me, a tiff! Here's a pretty to do! That fellow was game. Now I really regret That I got out of humor; I'm sorry I met That confounded wheelman, a nice-looking chap. And a friend of Miss Durant's! Oh, well now, mayhap I'll never encounter the youth or his wheel; But somehow or other — I'm sorry. I feel That I spoke rather testily. Musing, McVey Retracing his footsteps continued his way. ^ ^ 9fC ^ ^ «]« TO PORTS BEYOND 29 Miss Durant had planned a surprise for her guest, In the shape of a small boating party; and so Twas a gay little coterie, met by request, At Edgewood next morning. A most apropos And delightful procedure, and one that por- tends A jubilant outing without further warning. When Nature's allurement so readily blends With hearts that beat free, on a charming June morning. Eileen flitted hither and thither, the while Introducing her friend; her bright face was glowing As she greeted each one with a radiant smile, Or offered suggestions that all might be going To start on the jaunt down the cool valley road. That wound round the hill in an odd in- decision, And ended at last where the old boat-house stood. McVey, as a matter of course, sought per- mission 30 TO PORTS BEYOND To linger near Eileen. The truth was, McVey Could never appear at his best in a crowd; He rather preferred, if he had his own way, One girl at a time; then his eloquence flowed. The boat-house was reached, and with jest- ing and laughter. Gay couples paired off, and the boats were unloosed And sped from their moorings. 'Twas not until after Blithe Mildred Medill, in a tone much abused. Sought Eileen to ask why she left out Paul Grey, That she, with regret, was surprised to dis- cover That Paul was not there. MISS DURANT: I saw Paul yesterday. He said without fail, he would surely be over. Pm sorry, dear Millie, for your sake; Pm sure That something unlooked for prevented his coming. Cheer up, dear! I know it is hard to endure, TO PORTS BEYOND 31 For Paul is a boy I consider most charming. But there is Rob Dunbar, or Warren Monroe — Rob's boat is the fleetest that skims o'er the water. Ah, Milhe, you've more than one string to your bow, And you manage somehow to keep all in a flutter! So, under the spell of the soft vagrant breezes, The boats drifted out. When the current runs free And joy all her pennons of freedom releases, Then young blood responds with a glad jubilee. So, when 'twas suggested, as might be ex- pected, ''A race!" 'Twas decided that all should take part. And after some comment the boats, as directed. Lined up at the point in debate for the start. The Robin, so named for her breast like a cherry. As jaunty a craft as the waters e'er bore, Belonged to the Durants; she'd easily carry 32 TO PORTS BEYOND Four people; to-day she had taken two more. McVey held the oars at the helm, while Eileen, Near by, was expressing her full approbation At any advantage the light craft might gain, Or ceased her gay laughter in sheer trepida- tion, When some young enthusiast, spurred by ambition. Bore down on the Robin with hazardous stroke. Allowing impatience to overcome discretion, And thereby reproof from the whole crowd invoke. Excitement ran high, and with no premoni- tion Of peril, the oarsmen rowed eagerly on. With only the thought of successful com- pletion. Of strenuous valor, and victory won. It came like a bolt from a clear, cloudless heaven. The tangle, the outcries, and later the clash That overturned The Robin, and left her all riven. TO PORTS BEYOND 33 And spilled all the occupants out in a flash. One terrified moment of horror appalling, And Eileen was conscious of — what — was it night? "'Dear God/' she was praying, ''your hand, I am falling, Give ear, I implore Thee, and save in Thy might! '' Down, down! The abyss of dark waters closed o'er her. Relentless, resistless, deep currents swept by. Will God in His Infinite mercy restore her? Take courage, dear heart, for assistance is nigh! She rose; for a moment her eye swept the valley Where peacefully nestled a little gray town. What is this strange feeling? The waters, how chilly! Is this, then, the way people feel when they drown? ''Take courage!'' The words like a fond benediction Came faintly, but clear, to her fast-failing ear, 34 TO PORTS BEYOND Dispelling the thought of complete derelic- tion. Ah Life! at eighteen how we hold thee most dear! She first thought of Clayton, and then of the others, Her eyesight was dimming, she seemed to forget. Was that boat The Robin, or was it another's. Standing out 'gainst the sky like a dark silhouette? ''Be fearless, my sweet! for no wave shall engulf thee. No power shall wrest you again from my heart. The future holds naught, that from you can constrain me. No joy could be joy if from you, dear, apart!" Eileen was scarce conscious of being up- hfted And held in strong arms, to a brave, manly breast. Hope thrilled in her soul, and in fancy she drifted To memory's fair shore, to her haven of rest. TO PORTS BEYOND 35 To Clayton her fancies went longingly stray- ing; She thought 'twas his dear arm encircled her form^ From his lips the words all her terrors allaying, Spoke peace to her soul, and stilled all her alarm. ''Speak, Eileen! but speak to the one who will ever Hold life but a waste, if it holdeth not thee. Ah! cruel the fate that for aye could dissever My fond heart from thine, with so harsh a decree!'' The words so impassioned, the fond intona- tion Stirred Eileen's whole being, and served to recall Her vague, shifting fancies to full restora- tion. She opened her eyes, saw the white face of — Paul. 'Twas but for an instant; she then had been dreaming. And Paul's were the accents so strangely distressed. 36 TO PORTS BEYOND 'Twas Paul who so ardently still was pro- claiming A love she had hitherto only half guessed. A most gracious friendship had ever existed; His nature, responsive to all that was best, Appealed to her strongly, and now had been tested By actions and words by his own lips con- fessed. The knowledge, to Eileen, brought nothing but sorrow; As neighbor and friend she was loyally true. But Paul's fond avowal served only to har- row. As recent events swiftly passed in review. ^Tm — better — dear Paul. Oh, how came you to reach me? There! wrap me up closer; your coat feels so warm! Oh heavens, the others! Oh, Paul, I beseech thee Do try to find Clayton and save him from harm! " Possessed of swift insight, with keen per- turbation. TO PORTS BEYOND 37 Paul foresaw his answer. By no sign or word, Had Eileen referred to his frank declaration, Or evidenced aught save a kindly regard. 'Twas no time for wooing; with resolute features, Paul steadily turned to the scene of the wreck Where ''all of the other unfortunate creatures/' As Dunbar expressed it, ''were once more on deck.'' "Hello, Paul, old fellow! Is that you or not you? You rise from the waters like old Banquo's ghost! Miss Durant may rise and explain where she got you. At roll call this morn they reported you lost." Rob's merry, exuberant spirit of frolic Lent wings to the gloom of the grave atmos- phere. "The girls," he declared, "had behaved most angelic; 38 TO PORTS BEYOND The boys all Sir Galahads, found not else- where/' With outward composure, but inward emo- tion, Paul presently told of some sudden delay That brought him in time to survey the collision. DUNBAR: Which gave you, of course, a good chance to display Your valor and daring. PAUL: A most inopportune And adverse occasion. DUNBAR: But one that is fraught With great possibilities. That's quite a boon Which beneficent fate has bestowed all un- sought. Rob glanced at Eileen with significant mean- ing, TO PORTS BEYOND 39 But Eileen was talking to Clayton McVey, Who seemed all unconscious of any designing, And devoted himself in a lover-like way To Eileen^ who now that kind fate was propitious, Was rapidly gaining her former good spirits And stoutly announced, though it sounded facetious, That ^^ The Robin, though bested, deserved all the merits/' The mishap was voted a grievous occurrence, But Youth in her ardor will brook no delay; All bars are surmounted with utmost as- surance. Youth strikes hands with Joy, in a glad roundelay. Then blow from the Southland, North, East, or the West — Ye winds, from the Mountains of Youthful Dehght, The breeze that is blowing, that breeze is the best. And wafts us along in its rapturous flight. IV. But yesterday I looked away, O'er happy lands where sunshine lay, In golden blots inlaid with spots, Of shade and wild forget-me-nots. Riley New plans were constructed, the party, un- daunted, To Edgewood ''repaired," as Rob said, ''for repairs''; And soon happy voices and music enchanted Rang out on the wings of the soft Summer airs. Ah, memories born of the days adolescent! Oh, wonderful moments, the gone yester- days! Youth's fond rosaries — filled with joys evanes- cent, Where echoing strains thrill to glad sym- phonies. Paul Grey was a youth on that fateful June morning, 40 TO PORTS BEYOND 41 With all a youth's heart, with no well-de- fined plan For manhood's achievement, save infinite scorning Of aught that debases. The eve found a man With all a man's purposes, thoughtful, dis- traught. And fully determined that bring what they may, The years in the future should bring what he sought : Distinction, their measure of eminence, aye, He would climb the far heights of fame's temple and send His argosies fair to the Port of Success. Phantom sails drifted by, through the vistas that blend When we challenge the trophies of years as they pass. At the eventide hour a repast had been spread 'Neath the sheltering maples that dotted the lawn. And later, when arrows of sunset had sped. 42 TO PORTS BEYOND The tremulous stars had appeared one by one. High over the river the silver moon, creep- ing, Smiled mockingly down from her aerie above, While winding in silence, and tranquilly sweeping, The river sang low, and it murmured of love. To Paul, who sought solitude, silence, and thought. The river's low surge seemed proclaiming a ban To all the fond dreams with his memory fraught. The swish of its current seemed saying, ''amen/' Eluding the crowd, he had wandered alone The path to the orchard, a cherished retreat. How the splendor of unclouded days now agone Returned as a spectre, to mock his defeat! A vague apprehensible something kept rising, That presaged an untoward fate to Eileen; With unquiet thoughts he had wandered, devising TO PORTS BEYOND 43 Some tangible project — he scarce could ex- plain The stress of his feelings. He disliked McVey; Their first casual meeting had called forth his ire, The second had served to announce a de- cree: That henceforth in meeting, these two should strike fire. Aside from the feeling of loss in his heart, A greater arose, that could not be allayed; This distrust of Clayton he longed to impart To Eileen. His forethought for Eileen out- weighed All regard for himself. He was nearing the bower That o'erhung the arbor, but paused as the sound Of voices within had grown suddenly lower. And shrank 'neath the shadow that formed the background. The motive unstudied, with no thought of playing A listener's part, he had silently stood Irresolute, glooming, instinctively weighing 44 TO PORTS BEYOND His chances for flight. With no wish to intrude. He had turned from the spot with the primal intention Of slipping away, when a voice from within Continued in converse and caused his deten- tion; The impulse overwhelming he could not refrain. The voice was McVey's, and though fervently scorning An action so culpable, Paul had remained To discover if Eileen was there before turn- ing, A fact he regretfully soon ascertained. McVey had talked on, and the night wind had stirred And wafted to Paul, but a fragment, a word, Of what he was saying, sufficient to prove The subject discussed was — alas! it was love. Swift-changing emotions within were astir, As he caught the light lilt of her voice, as Eileen Had softly made answer. TO PORTS BEYOND 45 PAUL: Too late then! Tis o'er! And thus mine inheritance henceforth of pain, Has come to her own. Paul recoiled from the place, His mind still a chaos of turbulent thought, While the outgoing breeze strove in vain to efface The remembrance of all the incoming had brought. The faint sound of music, the dream-haunted hour. The troops of bright stars and the spell of the night, Smote harsh on his senses. Each slumbrous flower Shed fragrance proclaiming his dear dead delight. Through dim, winding paths 'mid the fair sol- itudes, Paul Grey disappeared in the June-scented woods. ^0 ^g ^0 %t» •J^ m^ 46 TO PORTS BEYOND Since that day fair in June, three days have gone by, Rosy morns and bland noontides, and moon- Hghted sky, And still McVey lingers. His pardon we'll feign, While we read o'er his shoulder a line to Phil Dane: ^'Well, Old Boy:" (so it ran) ''Say, Phil, lend me your ears And take me at once from your list 'in arrears!' On leaving the city a promise I made To keep you informed on events. I'm afraid- Hang it all! I well know that Fate bungles at times; I confess that the outcome of some of my claims Is, just at the present, a trifle uncertain. Though latest developments plainly pertain To an ultimate triumph. Old boy, I am caught. Eileen's the one girl in the world! There is naught TO PORTS BEYOND 47 In 'our set' that can touch her! I find things so free From narrowing conventions at Edgewood. You see, There are jaunts on the river, and strolls by the shore, And rides o'er the hillside. But, Phil, one thing more — She's a perfect enigma; I cannot find out Just what the girl thinks of Yours Truly. I doubt If a chap of my rank ever entered this region; And yet she's as calm as though lovers were legion. I'm safe though to win; did I ever say 'die'? There's much to encourage. I will not deny Her father, the Colonel, seems rather — er — well. Rather formal, you know; but truth, Phil, to tell, I am rather obtuse; so of course not aware Of aught that suggests a disfavor. You share My position on this, do you not? I am done. 48 TO PORTS BEYOND By the way! Say, that wager! Now, Phil, get your gun And take to the club room. The tenth is the date. May Angels defend us! '' 'So long,' Phil. Yours, Clayte." For surer and surer I daily grow, That God has made nothing beyond my reach. That all things are mine, if I make them so, By reading a truth they were meant to teach. Stockton In a day long gone by, on a fair Western shore, A handful of men — freedom's sons ever more — Waged a warfare with toil and privation, and made For themselves and descendants, a name. 'Twill not fade While history records deeds of valor and daring. Of heroes and martyrs, not even life sparing. Paul Grey was a scion of warriors like these; He had read of their virtues, and long heard their praise From his mother, a stately Colonial Dame, Who had fostered ideas that came down with the name, 49 50 TO PORTS BEYOND Of old-fashioned courtesy, courage, true worth, And chivalrous honor, all heir-looms by birth. Handed down by that statesman of old — Everett, Renowned for his wisdom. In hist'ry youVe met. Paul's father, an Englishman many years dead. More famed for his learning and travels, 'twas said. Than for any judicious amassment of wealth, Had cherished great plans for his son, when his health Had failed unexpectedly. When toward the last Affairs were adjusted, — no difficult task, — 'Twas found that expenditures henceforth must be. On a rather more limited scale. Finally, 'Twas agreed, 'mong the Greys, to abide the result Of Fortune's capricious decree (the tumult Of over much travel had quite lost its charm). TO PORTS BEYOND 51 And establish a home on their riverside farm, An ancient, but picturesque, entailed estate Bequeathed by the Everetts. A fine old retreat; A structure erected in days long gone by, Which had suffered neglect until recently. When workmen had wrought an agreeable change. With Paul the young master to plan and arrange Each comfort and pleasure, for mother and sister; A trust that he ever was loth to defer. Young Grey's college course had perforce been omitted. But he had, in a measure, been justly re- quited By the far-reaching, widening power of books, Perused 'neath the trees and by whispering brooks. And thus Paul had gained by his birth and his rearing, A stable foundation, and unconstrained bear- ing; 52 TO PORTS BEYOND Had attained what McVey had, unluckily, missed: Inclination to serve, and the zeal to persist In pursuit of ambition's most laudable meed, The substance and sum of which great men are made. PART II VI ''Nay, there's a charm beyond what nature shows^ The bloom is softer, and more sweetly glows. All, now, are present, 'tis a moment's gleam Of former sunshine. Stay, delightful dream! " Again it is Summer^ again it is June, And time has slipped by until eight years have flown Since that bright Summer's day when at Edgewood we met, When life was athrill, and with roses beset. But much in their flight must they bring ere they wane, That savors of life, or else years are in vain. And, naturally, much do they bring us of change Insistent with progress, and things that estrange Ones thoughts from the fanciful days of the past, 53 54 TO PORTS BEYOND Unveiling an era of things new and vast. The scene too, has shifted; beneath the bright glow Of bulbs incandescent, there moves to and fro A pageant of beauty, a glittering throng Abounding in genius and wealth; and among The full tide of people but recently come, A man past the heydey of youth, but on whom The years have sat lightly, passed by; on his arm Was a richly dressed girl; one whose presence lent charm To this artistic concourse. 'Tis our old friend, McVey, In full evening costume, and seeming as gay And as suave as of yore. Looking closer, we see A look in is face that betokens ennui. A faithful portrayal of nature's bequest To one, made the sport of each fugitive gust. Pursuing their way through the exclusive throng. Evoking much notice, the pair passed along TO PORTS BEYOND 55 And sought out the hostess. Dehghted was she, That her friend Miss Van Courtland, and Mr. McVey Had arranged to be present. Indeed, such a treat Was in store for her guests that she scarcely could wait To present her new protegee, Eileen Durant, The fair guest of honor; she longed to acquaint Her friends with this clever, and talented star Undimmed by the stage, and discovered by her; Who looked like a goddess, and played Hke a dream. The hostess a connoisseur — music her theme. Was classed as a critic of cleverness rare. No function more sought than this latest affair Of the Beverly Northrups, whose patronage gave An a-la-mode crest to society's wave. 56 TO PORTS BEYOND McVey, at the sound of that long unheard name, Had visibly winced; she could not be the same, So he thought, that he knew in the days long ago — Those days that came back with the freshness of dew, Through the years all uncalendered, years spent abroad, Pursuing the bent of his whimsical mood. When last he had parted from Eileen Durant, His vows of devotion had not been a feint. The Countess of Fairfax appearing just then On the Western horizon, the brains of the men Had turned as by magic. Unresisting, McVey Succumbed to the glamour, and entered the fray. Through alternate seasons, through England, through France, Through the Alps, she had led him a fanciful dance — A Will-o-the-wisp, he had rightly concluded, TO PORTS BEYOND 57 That sought to allure, while it always eluded. At times, through the mist of the vanishing past The old days returned over memory's waste, But were promptly effaced by the incoming tide; Mere flotsam to drift with waves far and wide. And Eileen! Ah, back where those happier hills Lay wrapped in the odor which Junetime distils. There lay, too, her past, wind-swept, splendor- dimmed. Groping blindly for faith, she had finally stemmed The flood-tide of shadows that threatened to cast A gloom on her life. But the shadows had passed. The heart of a woman! Ah, oft is its po- tion. To run the whole gamut of human emotion! Miss Durant's recitals had won an ovation, Had met with Smart Gotham's entire appro- bation. 58 TO PORTS BEYOND Now when Gotham applauds, why, it goes without saying That Genius has scored a new hit. Eileen's playing Had taken the musical circles by storm. Spontaneous, lucid, emotional, warm. The blossoms of melody fell at one's feet. And yielded a fragrance so subtile, so sweet — First voilets, lilies, and then roses gleamed, A mosaic garden of incense it seemed. Redolent with harmony, glowing with light, Then changing to fanciful contrast, delight Merging into andante. Then tulips shone red. The tone-poet's soul shining through, it was said. Through valleys of cactus, the listener at times. Followed on through a jangle of chaotic chimes Staccato in movement; now the wind's fitful moan Sighed a low miserere in soft minor tone. Then, suddenly feeling the answering thrill. In touch with her hearers, she varied at will Into thrilling crescendo, the rare orchid's glow Flashing out through the final, superb allegro. TO PORTS BEYOND 59 No least liquid note did the audience lose, No sound, not a whisper had followed the close Of this latest achievement — a silence deep fraught With something, transcending all language, all thought, And drifting afar on a limitless sea, The listeners, hushed to a deep phantasy. Continued en rapport. Impelled by the charm, McVey had pressed near to the player. A storm Of shifting emotions long pent in his breast, Was giving his indolent conscience a test, As he eagerly sought for some likeness to prove This magnetic woman the same one, whose love He had once sought and won. When Miss Durant arose With that gracious, and unrivalled air of repose. Which had cast o'er McVey in the past such a spell. 60 TO PORTS BEYOND McVey was aware that his heart's citadel Had again been invaded — ah no, had been shattered! 'Twas the Eileen Durant he once loved. Nothing mattered; The past should be reckoned as though it was not; No thought of his folly should swerve him, no thought Should deter him from winning this fair, queenly woman, So strangely divine, yet so charmingly hu- man. A flood, half forgotten, of memories stirred And escaped like a freshet; he saw and he heard The free adulation Miss Durant evoked; From this circle of critical friends. He had looked On the same sunny face, it had grown more demure; In the same peerless eyes with their light still as pure As the blossoms that drifted with each stray- ing breeze. TO PORTS BEYOND 61 At Edgewood, in spring 'neath the old orchard trees. McVey, undetermined, seemed chained to the spot, As each heightened charm on his memory smote. ''What a consummate fool!'' conscience clam- ored. ''Begin Restitution at once.'' Hope had whispered within. "This wonderful woman un wedded, per- chance, Has cherished some dream of that summer's romance. That has echoed far down the dim valley of years." Ignoring remorse, he had thrown off his fears. As the shallower part of his nature prevailed, And the versatile tendency promptly re- vealed. McVey, when the issue had once been de- cided. Had spied out the hostess, and to her con- fided 62 TO PORTS BEYOND His eager desire to at once meet her guest. There were social conventions; could she not suggest Some pleasing contrivance, by which he could be Presented alone, and informally? MRS. NORTHRUP: A futile request, my dear sir, I assure you The masculine sex would protest. I im- plore you To bide undismayed, a more auspicious time. Already my romantic brain has a scheme, To amalgamate genius with wealth. Not a word! — With a shake of her finger — I know; I have heard! The ''afflatus divine'' has at last touched your heart. Impervious all of these years to her dart. This gifted young artist has genuis and health, Both splendid endowments; and you have the wealth. TO PORTS BEYOND 63 A grand consummation! 'Tis settled, be gone! But pray take a cup of the punch or bouillon; To hold you in trim, for your ''Coup mil- itant/' I'm watching the very first chance to pre- sent This charming celebrity. — Clayton McVey, Through a wearisome hour of vexing delay. Had traversed the rooms in an unquiet state, Arraigning himself as the foot-ball of Fate, 'Til the crowd had thinned out; then with feminine tact, Mrs. Beverly Northrup fulfilled her compact To grant him a moment with Eileen alone. ''My dear, you're in need of a cup of bouil- lon," She had said to Miss Durant. "Your friends, I dare say, Will spare you so long. Mr. Clayton McVey Seeks the pleasure of seeing you waited upon. He is recently home from abroad, and has grown 64 TO PORTS BEYOND Quite fond of the Orient/' Eileen had swept A swift searching glance from her lashes, and stepped To her place on his arm and in triumph, McVey, With unconcealed pleasure, had borne her away. Ah, well! To the lives of most people there falls A moment so vital, that nothing avails To impress on another the thoughts in the heart, So much as a wordless appeal. To impart To Miss Durant the state of his feelings had seemed No difficult matter. McVey scarcely dreamed That his sinuous, easy, and indolent grace. Could ever be made to appear out of place. Yet back through the rifts of the echoing years, A fleeting impression came back. There were fears In the days that were gone, that harassed and perplexed him. The same profound charm had once puzzled, and vexed him. TO PORTS BEYOND 65 So to-night^ as he sat in the Hght of her eyes, And felt that his presence had caused no surprise, That only the ethical laws of convention, Had prompted a graceful and well-bred attention. His usual self-contained manner had left him; Eileen's artless, untrammeled manner bereft him Of language to voice his wild impulse to hold The place in her heart he had held, as of old. A remote cozy-corner had tempted them thither. To sip the refreshments. They mentioned the weather; He spoke of her talent; he surely had heard No one who surpassed her while traveling abroad. No word of the unspoken knowledge they shared. Not a sign that she ever had loved him, or cared If that love had been wantonly tossed to one side. No stifled emotion she struggled to hide. 66 TO PORTS BEYOND McVey, in no mood to dissemble or ponder, Was thrilling with sheer admiration and wonder, As he eagerly bent, would have taken her hand, Distraught with the longing he could not withstand. To know if one spark of that love was alive. ^'Miss Durant," he murmured, ''Eileen, — Oh forgive — Forgive all the past! Is it folly to say. That life has been dull, since I last turned away From the light of your love?" At his nearer approach. Miss Durant drew back, had evaded his touch. And held him aloof, with disdain in her eye. A look which McVey promptly sought to defy. As he warmly went on: ''Would it please you to know That Fate has dealt out to me many a blow, Since she first grasped the reins of my check- ered career, TO PORTS BEYOND 67 And goaded me on? 'Tis true, Eileen, I swear Not a day, not an hour, since I last saw your face, Has Joy been a guest at my board. Ah, alas! And alas! That I yielded to folly and dross! Miss Durant! Ah, Eileen, I measure my loss '' ''You — measure — your — loss! Did you meas- ure my tears? I measure my gain, by the trail of the years Deep buried for aye!'' With immeasurable scorn Eileen had flashed forth with a vehemence, born Of her inherent forces of nature. MISS DURANT: To say That a definite sense of your loss could out- weigh The blessing to me, though it came in disguise, Would baffle the plan Fortune sought to devise. 68 TO PORTS BEYOND Ah no! Unto me is the past but a dream! An arabesque fancy I would not redeem From the shadowy past! With the lapse of the years, The old Love and Faith, the mirage, disap- pears; And forward I press to the beautiful hills. Looking out to a realm, where all promise fulfils. An unbounded realm, filled with rhythm and rhyme, — No discordant note jars the grandeur sub- lime; A fair wonderland with its treasures of art. The longing for which of my soul is a part. I follow the paths that the masters have trod. Leading far up the heights, to the gateway of God. No phantoms are there, which but seek to allure. But Apples of Gold, which forever endure. TO PORTS BEYOND 69 MCVEY: Hush, Eileen! God knows I deserve this rebuke. Some ghttering Mecca misled. I mistook The dross for the gold. In your verdict, I pray That you'll temper your justice with mercy. My plea For forgiveness is based on the knowledge that you, Whose nature so sweetly divine, aye, so true, Can soften your judgments, or, mayhap forgive. And all of the old love and feeling revive. That love — is it pledged to another, Eileen? The hum of the leave-taking crowd drifted in. The rustle of skirts, and a faint rare perfume Was filling the air, and pervading the room. MISS DURANT: That love! ' Can't you see it was only a dream? How rarely things are, in real life, what they seem! 70 TO PORTS BEYOND In youth, there are wonderful Hghts on the hills- Mere fancies, which rarely the future fulfils. Time ruthlessly shatters our idols — 'tis well, When idols are false! There can be no appeal. I loved what I only had dreamed you to be: Abounding in Truth and congruity. Fallacious assumption! The gods have been kind. And the mills that unerring, unceasingly grind, Have shorn my ideal of its semblance to Truth, An erratic structure of fanciful youth. Ere my life had been wrecked. 'Tis a world-old mistake — This blending of unsuited lives. We thus take Our fate in our hands, e'en our souls jeopardize, When we blindly press forward, with un- seeing eyes. To a union unhallowed by loftiest aim. Where duty should govern, and Love reign supreme. TO PORTS BEYOND 71 MCVEY: But, Eileen, I love you! Henceforth I will prove, With constant devotion, the depth of that love — My first love, and last! — Importuning, McVey Plead on in a vehement, rambling way. For the love he had lost. ''Once you loved me, Eileen? '' EILEEN: I thought so — but vision has drifted between. Our natures are contrasts. While you love the whirl, I'm only an earnest and home-loving girl, Who loves art, and nature, and things that are true. With all of the heart of a woman; and you — You, Clayton, the world says, ''all paces'' have gone! Now, you offer me what? Could you hope to atone 72 TO PORTS BEYOND For the time you have lost, opportunites scorned? Achievements that might have been yours, you have spurned. 'Tis the gravest of serious problems to-day: This unequal standard of virtues. I see Some friends are approaching. — Miss Durant arose, Summarily bringing the talk to a close. MCVEY: One moment, Eileen! Is this final? Are you— Engaged to another? EILEEN : I am not. Tis true, When I find in some man all the virtues I dreamed One man could possess — my ideal redeemed — Perhaps — I — shall love him, provided, of course, That he wishes me to. See, 'tis time to disperse! — TO PORTS BEYOND 73 The hostess, with others, appeared on the scene. MRS. NORTHRUP: Discovered, at last, and now what does this mean. Secluding yourselves in the shade of the palms. From the rest of the crowd! Has your con- science no qualms? Of your whereabouts no one could venture a hint. Our hopes had declined to the vanishing point. A pleasure in store! Mr. Clayton McVey, Allow me! Shake hands with Miss Sylvia Grey! A friend of Miss Dur ant's; no less so of mine. — The two thus presented shook hands. MRS. NORTHRUP: Will you join Our merry house-party, next week at Bay- view? My list, now complete since I've invited you. 74 TO PORTS BEYOND Includes this young lady, and likewise her friend. Shall we look for you then at the coming week's end? Miss Durant insists, and the season is gay- Shall we count on you then? MCVEY: Mrs, Northrup, you may. VI. *^Wov n of music and moonlight, Tinted of star-fire and dusk, Dashed with the red wine of morning, Scented of roses and musk. Petaled of pain and of pleasure. Nurtured of kisses and tears. Fragile the dream-flower of love is — Fragile, and fades with the years." At Bay view the guests had begun to arrive; With bustle and flurry, the place was alive. In tally-hos, autos, and tandem they came. The trolley-cars poured out a jovial stream, Of well-groomed, desirable people who sought To ensnare the gay Goddess of Pleasure. A yacht Here and there lay at rest on the dimpling bay. Awaiting the signal to up and away. Mrs. Beverly Northrup, as hostess, perforce Acknowledged no equal; her every resource Was employed for the pleasure of those whom she'd planned 75 76 TO PORTS BEYOND Should meet at her party. Twas said she'd attained The art of producing effective results, In combining harmonious people. Revolts Had been few and obscure. Each function, it seemed, But furnished new scope for her powers; she beamed On all new arrivals, dispensing to each A rare hospitality. Many a match, Rumor said, had been planned at romantic Bayview; Though none of the guests had this motive in view. Incidentally, during the short interim. That suffices to put the young people in trim, Or, as Dunbar suggested, ''Get on their war paint.'' With some of the guests 'twill be well to acquaint The reader, who properly claims as his due The right to be told in the start, who is who. For instance, there's Dunbar, the old Rob of yore. Yet palpably different; teeming with lore. TO PORTS BEYOND 77 A jumble of politics, science and art, And of every notable function a part. A rising young lawyer whose friends acquiesce, Can say the right thing in exactly its place. Ideally jovial, 'tis needless to say Society sought him and gave him entree. Where multitudes scrambled to enter. Moreover, At present, 'twas plain to the casual ob- server, That Dunbar was playing the ''heavy de- voted''— Now, Dunbar himself, be it known, is here quoted, But not, understand, in this present relation — To Sylvia Grey. ''A distinct acquisition. Comprehensively speaking," the hostess con- fided. To Dunbar, who'd long since the same thing decided. There's a modern tradition concerning the wheel Which Fortune manipulates; years but reveal 78 TO PORTS BEYOND Its manifold veerings. To you^ at the top: The next revolution may bring you the drop. To you at the base: Keep a stiff upper- lip, Keep in line, and stand fast, nor diminish your grip. For with favoring winds, over sunlighted seas, There's ever the promised Hesperides. The favoring winds in their shifting had brought. An English estate to the Greys. It had wrought A change in their place of abode. ''The Retreat'' Now served at odd times as a fine country seat For the Greys and their friends from the city. Miss Grey Had finished abroad, the conventional way, In all the fine arts, with a rare gift of tongues, And nothing neglected that fitly belongs To the finishing process. To Paul, changeful time TO PORTS BEYOND 79 Had brought him the means to successfully climb To the goal of distinction. Persistently, — nay, Relentlessly, delving and pressing his way. Since Fortune had frowned on his young heart's desire, Ambition had beckoned him higher and higher. Thrice welcome the lordly estate which had brought The means to promote the career that he sought. And though young in years, he had won for himself A name to be prized above holdings or pelf. His one early love had been put to one side — A thing set apart. He had worked, and denied To himself social pleasures; instead, he had found Enjoyment in seeking those things which abound In the quest after knowledge. Five years spent abroad 80 TO PORTS BEYOND He reckoned as only a mere episode To further advance his insatiate desire For attainment in abysmal science. Acquire Prodigious results, what you will, what you may, The time must arrive when a mental survey, A frank psychological scanning of self. Calls an answering halt. What a subtle young elf. Is that offspring of Venus, Dan Cupid! While reading A letter signed ''Sylvy,'' in which she was pleading A prompt blotting out of all business relation, And urging the need of complete recreation, Paul paused at the post-script, and read it three times. Beginning, it ran: ''It is one of my whims Not to tell, brother mine, but just guess, if you can. Who is here at Bayview. No, now — not a mere man! But the dearest and sweetest of girls. Don't be stupid. TO PORTS BEYOND 81 But pack your 'effects' and run down! " Was it Cupid That swayed him, now think you? Be that as it may, Mrs. Northrup had added a Hne just to say How ''distressed" she had been to receive his regrets, And wound up by making the direst of threats. Should he fail to respond to this last invita- tion. Perhaps 'twas the thought of his real obliga- tion. But candor compels one the fact to impart, Paul, having resolved, made all haste to depart. VII. '*For something is, or something seems, Like visions of forgotten dreams." Etched sharply against a wide expanse of sea Stood picturesque Bayview. Twas an hour until tea; So a man in brass buttons confided to Paul, Who arrived three days late. At this hour nearly all Of the feminine faction had taken their flight, To keep an appointment, made some time last night, With the selfish old sandman. 'Twas a radiant array. That graced the verandas at five o'clock tea: An old English custom somewhat out of date. But one that had served to at once dissipate All formal constraint. There were gay little groups. That sat at small tables and toyed with their cups. As Paul, clad in raiment as fresh as the morn 82 TO PORTS BEYOND 83 Appeared with the hostess. No hint had been borne To the ears of Miss Durant that Paul was expected. That each be surprised was as Sylvia elected. With a vast spread of shoulder^ full five feet and ten, Paul Grey stood, an athlete, a man among men. A faint, little feminine buzz of surprise Had run down the line, as all feminine eyes Had lingered on Paul, and evinced their approval Of this most distinguished and newest arrival. That Clayton McVey was included a guest, Had taken from Eileen Durant much the zest Of her stay at Bayview. Disregarding the fact Of his recent decisive rebuff, he had staked His last throw on the hope that perchance he'd awaken Some lingering spark of her love. How mistaken 84 TO PORTS BEYOND He was in her nature! His own narrow vision Had clouded that sense which we call in- tuition. That the commonplace courtesies Eileen had shown Were owed to her hostess, McVey might have known. But his was a nature that champed at its bits (A thing in itself which all purpose defeats), With a tendency ever to follow the course Presenting the slightest resistance. A source Of varied ordeal his attentions had been With his air of proprietorship to Eileen, Since their meeting at Bayview. When Paul Grey appeared At a signal from Dunbar, the company cheered. A master at all ceremonies, Dunbar Had been dubbed an ^^M. C'— Twas a terse metaphor. For Paul 'twas a sudden, complex situation. Receiving from strangers so free an ovation. TO PORTS BEYOND 85 But Dunbar had rushed to his rescue at once, Dramatic'ly making all haste to announce: ''Our young English lord, ladies — Sir Paul de Grey! Who recklessly tosses his title away, And craves the distinction of being just classed A plain young American! An enthusiast, You'll find him, on subjects pertaining to lore Regarding his chosen profession. No more Of his idiosyncrasies will I disclose '' Just here Dunbar dodged a swift blow on the nose From PauFs handkerchief, knotted and rolled in a ball. ''The same irrepressible Dunbar! " chid Paul^ As they heartily greeted each other. DUNBAR: This way. You'll find "reserved seats," and — Hello! here's McVey And the very young ladies Fve sought for an hour. 86 TO PORTS BEYOND Gadzooks, man! acquaint us, by what canny power You accomplish the feat of successfully keeping Two ladies awake, when they should have been sleeping. Paul greeted his sister, shook hands with McVey In a sort of unseeing, perfunctory way. Then ensued a brief pause, with the silence unbroken. His eyes had met Eileen's. For a moment no token Had either evinced of the tumult within — (Here Rob, the persistent, had let fall a pin) Eileen, in a flash of responsive perception. Had felt in the depths of her soul the incep- tion Of a swift, silent fellowship. Paul, with one stride. Had measured the distance and stood by her side. *^ Eileen!'' Paul had murmured, ''this is a surprise As well as a pleasure!" His deep, fearless eyes TO PORTS BEYOND 87 Were searching her face, as he held fast her hand. ' 'It all must have happened as Sylvia planned ; The surprise is complete. I am real glad you came!'' Eileen answered simply. A bright, little flame Of obdurate color had flashed to her face, But as quickly receded; a faint tiny trace Had lingered a moment, and tinted her cheek, Revealing in contrast the snowy white neck. All crowned by a halo of dusky brown hair. Rippling up into high-lights. Paul, keenly aware Of the play of emotion that swept o'er her face. Forgot for the moment the time and the place. As the blossoms of memory burst into flower. And carried him back to the place and the hour When Fate had been kind, and allowed him to save This dearest of girls from a watery grave. 88 TO PORTS BEYOND What a tempest of joy the reflection had brought! When suddenly Paul had grown cold at the thought That Eileen, warm of impulse, would nat- urally, Feel grateful toward him, and really be Delighted to once again meet an old friend. Then — Clayton McVey! Did his presence portend A renewal of old-time relations with her? Such things, he reflected, were wont to occur. So much had befallen since these two had met. It seemed as though ages had vanished; and yet— Save a more profound charm, and a bearing less free, Paul had almost imagined it yesterday. Miss Grey had enjoyed the success of her plot. She also had fancied that Clayton had not. The party found seats, and was soon served with tea. Paul sat by Eileen, with McVey vis-k-vis. TO PORTS BEYOND 89 Dunbar, vaguely conscious of growing con- straint, To his merriest mood had at once given vent; He told of the numberless projects in view For their further diversion. So, jollity flew With a zeal quite infectious. This meeting had been The means of revealing in full to Eileen The study in contrasts these two men pre- sented; A thing which the glamour of youth had pre- vented. One, crowned with the glory of highest achievement, The other, intent on some longed-for re- trie vement. With quickening vision Eileen saw it all. The time had arrived when her heart turned to Paul. Mrs. Beverly Northrup was fully aware That young English lords at Bayview had been rare; And had lost no occasion to plan, as she thought. 90 TO PORTS BEYOND For his consummate pleasure. To Paul there was naught That gave so much comfort as just being left To his own predilection. True, Dunbar had chaffed At his unwonted precepts; for clever insight, And keen penetration, Dunbar had been right. The days full of mirth flitted by at Bayview, Days burnished with sunshine. Paul met with but few Auspicious occasions to talk with Eileen, Aside from the multitude. Always some ''plan'' Of the vigilant hostess intruding itself; A sail on the bay, or a tournure at golf — A motoring jaunt, or a chase with the hounds. Paul followed the seemingly limitless rounds Accompanied — according to prearranged plans — By a niece of the hostess. Miss Olive Rosecrans McVey, with the hostess as ally, contrived To appropriate Eileen. Paul Grey had per- ceived TO PORTS BEYOND 91 His Open devotion, and hopelessly felt That Fate, stern iconoclast, this time had dealt A weightier blow, could the grievance be measured. Than the one he had borne as a boy. He had treasured A vision of Her, in her fair girlish graces, Enshrined in a nook of his heart's secret places. But now — in the zenith of full womanhood, With her peerless attraction, and sweet quietude, Paul knew that the earlier vision had paled In this sunburst of perfect fruition. He quailed At the realization of all that had been, Was now, and might still in his life inter- vene. To blight his fair dreams of the future. Dunbar Had teasingly ventured one day to infer, That the niece of the hostess had ' ' scored quite a hit.'' ''Your Excellence — wouldn't you better admit 92 TO PORTS BEYOND That life, since your advent down here at Bayview, Has taken on more of a roseate hue?" ''Nay, Rob/' Paul had answered in hasty disclaimer, ''A certain young lady, I scruple to name her, Has recently made me her father confessor, Held a 'conseiF d'etat,' so to speak, heaven bless her ! Which leads me at once to conclude it is you Who are wearing the glasses of roseate hue!'' With characteristic and simple directness, The two had grasped hands. DUNBAR: Well, old fellow, I guess You've got me down right; there's a halo, it seems. Encircling the spirit of all my of dreams. The lady in question, — her peer there is none! Her equal is not at Bayview — PAUL: Hold, save one! TO PORTS BEYOND 93 DUNBAR: Another confession! Miss Rosecrans? PAUL: Mere cant! 'Her equal?' No other than Eileen Durant. DUNBAR: Eileen ! I had thought that a thing of the past ! PAUL: So it was, 'til we met here; but love, Rob, will last. 'Tis a habit it has — pity 'tis, that 'tis true! DUNBAR: Now, Paul, I've a notion that Eileen likes you! PAUL: 'Tikes!" yes, I've no doubt; there's the deuce of it, man! She holds me to-day where our friendship began: About like a brother! That coxcomb McVey 94 TO PORTS BEYOND Was never half worthy. Say, Rob, by the way, What happened between them when Clayte went abroad? DUNBAR: The Lord knows! I never have quite under- stood. But one thing I know, it's as plain as your nose, McVey's getting desperate! See here, Paul, suppose I appoint a committee to see this thing through; And suppose once again, that committee is you! PAUL: Appointment approved of, loquacious ^'M. C." 'Tis only the great men who fail to agree. But show me. Your Honor, just half of a chance That a fellow could find. Td suggest in advance, That you change your new title of merely M. C, To Dunbar the Diplomat. TO PORTS BEYOND 95 DUNBAR: Just leave that to me! There are schemers and schemers. Just open your eyes To every advantage. We're sure to devise Some deeply and darkly laid plans of our own, Whereby you, at least, can see Eileen alone! For surely, a man may find out ' 'where he's at,''— And still be a man, for "a' that and a' that!" To Sylvia Rob had unravelled a few Of his ''deeply laid projects." Eileen scarcely knew Just how it had happened. There were moments when she Had wistfully, ardently, longed so to be All alone with her music. On the eve of the day Rob purposed intrigue, she had stolen away To the now quiet music room; happily, she Had found it deserted. 'Twas a low reverie She had chosen to play — an original thing — 96 TO PORTS BEYOND 'Twas a song without words, An Awaken- ing, It might have been called. In its varying mood It rambled on feelingly, ever subdued. So lost to all consciousness Eileen had been, That Paul Grey had entered, and now stood unseen Near some shadowy palms. As the player went on. From Paul every other impression had flown, Save a rapt comprehension of tender de- light Transporting him on to an infinite height. Familiar with music, for Sylvia played, Paul sought to discern the composer; he strayed From Chopin to Beethoven. A blending, it seemed, Of the Spring Song and Berceuse — a Thesis that teemed With a rare, irrepressible, rapturous flow Of musical language. Paul, fairly aglow With a new inspiration, had slipped to her side: TO PORTS BEYOND 97 (( Don't stop!'' he had urged, as her eyes opened wide At his sudden appearance. MISS DURANT: How you startled me, Paul! How long have you been here? PAUL: I heard nearly all Of that exquisite symphony. MISS DURANT: You love music, then? PAUL: That doesn't express it! MISS DURANT: There are not many men Who admit a real fondness for music. PAUL: The man who dislikes it, I think, is a freak ! With Shakespeare, I think that his Spirit is dull — 98 TO PORTS BEYOND His affection as dark as Erebus — his soul, Fit subject for treason and spoils! MISS DURANT: I agree — I never could trust such a man. — With dismay, Paul discovered Miss Rosecrans approaching; before She made known her errand, Rob stood in the door. DUNBAR: They're off now, Miss Olive, and calling for us. McVey says he calls it a kind of a muss — This letting the ladies for once have their say In selecting their escorts. But surely McVey Has no cause to object, for just look who chose him? MISS ROSECRANS: Who was it? DUNBAR: Miss Grey. I am full to the brim Of the '^green-eyed old monster''; however, there are TO PORTS BEYOND 99 Other fish in the sea, and — Hello, Paul! I hear That Miss Durant takes you! MISS ROSECRANS: Then, Mr. M. C, I see very plainly, they've left you for me! DUNBAR: I like that! it savors of Life, ''Doncher know!'' To be ''left" by one girl for another, ''Bah Joe!" A throng now trooped in, hunting Paul and Eileen, Who wondered what all this confusion might mean. But Dunbar, as usual, made haste to make known That a stroll on the shore, by the light of the moon. Was the latest diversion. Paul Grey thought he knew The sly instigator, and clutched at his cue, With a grim desperation. Aside, to Eileen 100 TO PORTS BEYOND He had said: ''Ladies' choice! shall I see you again? " As quick as a flash, down the current of time. Came a question of Paul's which had meant much the same In the old days. It seemed she could still hear him saying: ''And he's coming to-day — and I'll shortly be paying My hasty adieux! Or would you face the foe, Which shall it be, Eileen, you'll tell me, I know?" Eileen, while she knew she had once held his love, Had often, in thought, tried to test or disprove The rumor that he and Miss Rosecrans might be Something more than mere friends. Now, this last novelty, — Rob had said that his sister had chosen McVey, Then he and Miss Rosecrans had faded away. And Paul was awaiting an answer. TO PORTS BEYOND 101 PAUL: It seems They have left you no choice in this matter; Rob dreams He's the end of the law! MISS DURANT: Rob knew Td enjoy A stroll with you, Paul. He's the dearest old boy! Of course, he surmised I would rather take you — PAUL: Rob jumps at conclusions; perhaps that's not true? MISS DURANT: And, perhaps, — if conditions had different been — There's someone — you'd — rather— — PAUL: There's no one, Eileen, — No being with whom, had I been free to choose. 102 TO PORTS BEYOND I would rather have gone; hitherto 'twas no use To do aught save to wistfully watch for a chance MISS DURANT: You, — Paul? have you, too felt this close surveillance? PAUL: 'Teltit/' Eileen- Paul gently had reached for her hand. And placed it within his arm. ''Come, this is grand, This hour of the twilight!— }} The first silver star. In its pale tranquil luster had blossomed afar. A skirmishing breeze had sprung up from the bay. To follow a fervid and languorous day. Above the vague rim of the dim horizon. Fair Luna, full-orbed, had just mounted her throne. A flock of late home-going birds flitted by. TO PORTS BEYOND 103 Silhouetted against the fast-purpling sky, The trees, faintly limbed, as brave sentinels stood — Hodden gray in the twilight. In happiest mood, Paul and Eileen, like children, as children as free. Passed out through the eventide, on toward the sea. VIII. Then love released a thousand springs, The joys of sweet remembered things. Singing, the river went. The vales Forgot the ice-keen winter gales, The meadow had a vision blest, And dreamed of daisies on its breast. Stanton The critics, dear reader, will say I am through. The question, I leave it entirely to you As to whether or not further interest wanes In Paul and Eileen. Yet the fact still re- mains, That while all the world loves a lover,— 'Tis true Most people prefer they get married, — don't you? The program thereafter was altered, somewhat, 'Mong the young folks at Bayview. The hostess had thought It a hasty arrangement; was duly surprised That these two, whom she'd obviously lionized 104 TO PORTS BEYOND 105 Should contrive, on short notice, to promptly announce To their friends their engagement. My lady, for once, Had been cleverly foiled, and most clearly outwitted, Though she never acknowledged to being defeated. With well-founded wisdom, she revised her plans. Directing her wits toward her niece. Miss Rosecrans, Who, having sustained a new set of sensations In view of ''those horrid old late revelations,'' Had tried to console, in a measure, McVey, Who still, in some vague and intangible way. Was doing his best to at least figure out. How all of this ''flim-flam and muss'' came about. Despite the annoyance the matter incurred. And, however greatly she may have preferred To have had affairs different, let it be said Mrs. Northrup had always most carefully weighed 106 TO PORTS BEYOND The law which produces both cause and effect. Through no visible sign, might one ever suspect That the wheels of convention had scrupled to move, For a season, along the conventional groove. Her maxim had been, to a steadfast degree, ''One should aim at the moon, though one hits but a tree." Fate plays some strange pranks with the world! In the main The ''slings of an outrageous fortune?" had been Very gracefully met. She had ever essayed To follow the trend, which with ease could be made To serve her best purpose. Inexpressibly dear To her heart was a new innovation, and here Was a rare opportunity. When at Bayview The season had drawn to a close hitherto. There had been at least one new announce- ment. With glee. She discovered the possible sequence of three. TO PORTS BEYOND 107 With consummate skill she had planned the affair, Which took place in the city. Such func- tions were rare Where three most momentous and leading events Were announced at one time. Now, the reader, perchance, Has long since surmised whom the three couples were: Paul and Eileen, of course, and Miss Grey and Dunbar, And the other, — ^To Clayton McVey, it had seemed But the prescience of fate; all his life he had blamed Some : caviling fate for the failures which he Might himself have averted. This adverse decree. When the first shock was over, he thought- fully faced. With care every step of the past he retraced And discreetly resolved there were duties which one 108 TO PORTS BEYOND Fully owed to himself, nor should too long postpone. In the light of these facts, when Miss Rose- crans had sought To dispel his depression, he forthwith had caught Her spirit of hopefulness. Later, when she Had referred to the other engagements, McVey At once had suggested they two make the third. Miss Rosecrans, it seemed, had for some time abhorred The thought of a tedious engagement. And so. Right merrily rang the bells. Without much ado, Paul and Eileen had quietly wedded. They chose For their honeymoon trip — now where would one suppose? To their castle in England? No, they had deferred That trip for the future. Few would have preferred TO PORTS BEYOND 109 A commonplace trip to the country, and yet, Straightway they had journeyed toward The Retreat, And charming old Edgewood. 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