PS 3503 .U22W5 "^' >9 .^" O N O ••' <^ .^'■\ '^o. ■^iiiit- 1' -^'?7;-^ l\' fi^^. VrfT^ ^• :^: <^^ U' %. ^^ *>v .V oV^^ ^* .o'^ v-^" v^^^r^. ^°^ 7-/:v^ >-o ^^..♦" * 4 -V "^ V WINGS OF YOUTH 'By NANCY BUCKLEY (S) THE CLOISTER PRESS SAN FRANCISCO 1922 COPYRIGHT 1922 BY NANCY BUCKLEY SAN FRANCISCO DEC -4 ^22 C1A692208 "Youth took 'wings and flitted among the clouds for the "very joy of being freed from the fetters of earth/' FOREWORD IN THIS little book, ''Wings of Youths her second collection of published verses, Nancy Buckley has sounded the tender and wivStful and also the joyous note of the young heart. The fact that her first book, "Laughter and Longing," published in 1921, is now in its third edition, is suf- ficient testimony to the quality of her verse and to the cultured discernment of Californians. A mellower tone than we found in her first collec- tion distinguishes most of the verses in this volume. It shows the growth she has made in an earnest pur- suit of her high purpose, and the wider and deeper range of powers she has discovered and is bringing forth. We need such a strong and wholesome spirit as hers. It will inspire hope and cheer and sane striving against the devastating forces that now, more than ever, tend to drag us from our view of a glorious sun always shining in the sky. W. C. Morrow. San Francisco, November, 1922. Acknowledgement Acknowledgement is hereby made of the courtesy oj American Poetry Magazine^ The Nomad, Munsey's Magazine, Argosy, All-Story Weekly, The Signet, The Queen's Work, Social Progress, The Magnificat, New England Homestead, Education, The Calif- fornian, Newman Hall Review, Girlhood Days and Extension for permission to use in this volume poems originally contributed to these magazines. TO MARY ELIZABETH I CONTENTS Wings 15 The Singer 16 Dreamers 17 The Little Gypsy 18 To My Friend 19 The Net 20 Love's Witchery 21 My Little Window 22 Homesick 23 Gifts 24 The Interpreter 25 The Easter Bell 26 The Little Old House 27 My Sweetest Song 28 Heart 0' Mine 29 Silver Ships 30 A Gypsy' s Longing 31 Candles 32 A Song Without Words 33 Rendezvous 34 For Mary Elizabeth's Birthday 35 Our Lady of the Flowers 36 The Best Kind of a Game 37 Life's Snare 38 Little Roads 39 The Secret Room 40 Cynthia in Her Garden 41 Gray Eyes 42 A Little GirVs Garden 43 The Martyr . . . .....,.,.,. . . . 44-45 Tryst .,.,.,..... . . . 46 Enshrined ..,.,.,.,... . . .47 Macushla 48 Three Lovely Things 49 Immolation 50 Dusk in a Garden 51 Regret 52 House 0' Dreams 53 A Song of Youth 54 Idyl in a Garden 55 Nostalgia 56 TIw Vampire 57 The Enchanted Land 58 Paradox 59 At Night 60 Haven 61 By an Open Window in June 62 Maid 0' Mine 63 My Songs 64 Life's Garden 65 The Vendor of Dreams 66 The Piper 67 Fulfillment 68 iviNgs LOVE has wings that folded lie Upon my heart with soft caress, And nevermore they care to fly From my heart's tenderness. Love has wings, they've flown away With never a tear-drop nor a sigh ; How could I hope for them to stay. When they so missed the sky? Page Fifteen ^t THE SINGERS I AM but a singer, Yet I ever dare Songs to send like arrows Quivering through the air. Straight and swift and certain Flies each little dart, Home and harbor finding Within your dear heart. Page Sixteen LES THERE is a shrine within my heart, Where two small candles burn, And when the day's last beams depart. To their bright light I turn. One candle is your love for me, And one my love for you ; Your love is strong as the mighty sea, And mine is deep and true. The little candles ever glow, At dusk or morn the same, And up their bright flames quickly go, When each speaks the other's name. Page Thirty-two cA SONG WITHOUT WORDS THERE is a song within my heart, A song I long to sing, But all the labor on my part No fitting words can bring. Yet all the calm and quiet trees, Sing it throughout the day, And all its tender harmonies On breezes float away. And from the throat of every bird, Asway above his nest, The music of my song is heard. The song within my breast. Page Thirty-three RENDEZVOUS I'LL surely come some happy day To our loved rendezvous, Nor time nor space can keep away My longing heart from you. It may be in the crowded street, Where Life goes on apace, But I shall know you when we meet And smile into your face. It may be in the hush of night, I'll see your loveliness; My heart will run like winged light. To meet your sweet caress. Nor life nor death can keep away My longing heart from you ; Sometime — I'll come — perhaps today To our loved rendezvous. Page Thirty -four FOR mARY ELIZA^BSTH'S BIRTHDAY IF I but knew just how to say The thoughts that fill my heart today, I'd write a sonnet fine and grand, And put it in your little hand. If I but knew just how to sing Of Youth on happy shining wing, I'd sing a song for you to hear And trill it to your little ear. If I but knew just how to show My love for you through weal and woe, I'd take my soul — the better part, And place it in your little heart. Page Thirty-five OU%LADY OF TH8 FLOWERS THE glory of the Spring is falling o'er The ye ar. The silver-throated songsters pour Their bursting hearts in sweetest melody That thrills the raptured air to ecstacy. And at our Lady's shrine, the lily fair Lifts her pure face, a gentle nun at prayer; And near her is the rose in glad array Of splendid scarlet satin, bright and gay. Wee violets, the blue of summer skies. Their loving hearts a-tremble in their eyes, Look up at Mary and with smiles so sweet. They lay their lives as offerings at her feet. Page Thirty-six THE BSST KIND OF A GAMS LET'S play that the whole world is shining, And filled with gay laughter so bright; With never a word of repining From morning to star-covered night. Let's play that the rose's red beauty, Is filling the land with perfume, Let's find that there's pleasure in duty. And nothing but heartache in gloom. Let's play that the blithe birds are flinging Their happiness all through the air. Let's play that our life's full of singing With hope and soft love everywhere. Thirty-seven LIFS'S SISiARE LIFE offered treasure rich to me, Soft gleaming pearls from the Orient sea, And worldly fame — and beauty's dower, With golden wealth and place and power. With eager hands I took the store Of Life's fair gifts and begged for more; Then found too late with bitter dole They forged gold fetters for my soul. Page Thirty-eight LITTLE %OADS SOMETIMES I walk on a little white road That leads through the fair heart of June, And Joy holds my hand as I saunter along, And eventide comes all too soon. Sometimes I walk on a little gray road. That leads to a dull sullen sea, And my heart is a bitter and burdensome thing, For Grief makes the journey with me. Page Thirty-nine THE SECRET %00M I HAVE a room within my heart Where all my memories are, Small honored guests, these little dreams That come from near and far. When I am sad I enter in And meet your loving smile That made my joy and happiness. For such a little while. And in the little room I light The lamp of deathless love. And all my sorrow quickly goes. Like flight of swiftest dove. Page Forty CYNTHIA IN HER GART^SN SHE touches with white hands the flowers fair, And they look up and smile to see her there, And softly breathe a shy yet warm caress, Upon the airy brightness of her dress. Then tender dreams that in old gardens bide Come eagerly swift-thronging to her side, She mothers them — her precious treasure-trove, Till, creeping in her heart, they kindle love. Forty-one GRAY EYSS I DO not care for eyes of blue, Though warm they are, and pure, and true; Nor eyes of brown, so soft and deep, Where tender dreams and fancies sleep. I care not for black eyes that flash. And all one's dear hopes rudely dash ; That laugh and dance and mock and tease, Invoking mischief as they please. But, oh, I yearn for eyes of gray! So calm and sweet and softly gay, Such dear gray eyes as, long ago, For me made heaven here below. Page Forty-two qA little GIRL'S GARDEN I HAVE a little garden fair, With soft dreams floating everywhere, Filled with tall lilies, gold and white, Shy violets and roses bright. I listen to the drowsy rhyme The river makes in summer-time; I lie upon the grass so cool Beside a quiet little pool. I dream I am a princess grand, The greatest lady in the land, Bright jewels on my fingers shine, And golden wealth untold is mine. I dream I am a fairy small, Who never wants to grow at all. Who plays all through the happy hours With dancing leaves and laughing flowers. Page Forty-three THE MARTYR THE sun hangs high in Heaven, darting down The glory of a springtime on the town, The splendid beauty of the opening rose, The promised wealth of music in some close Full throated warblers pour unto the sky A very incense-cloud of harmony. The games will be anon and eager feet Hasten from every way and every street Pours down its tide with never ceasing flow — Where stands the Coliseum vast below. Lo! Lo! today, even today, glad hands Will loose the fretful tiger from his bands, And fling unto the lions with a cry. The few who worship Christ, and hence must die. A voice is heard: "To us Pancratius yield!" Then the gates fall, and on the sandy field Stands forth the very flower of Youth, as fair As when at night unto the raptured air Some lily breathes its ardent soul and dies, At joy of death wrapt in high ecstacies. Page Forty-four "Ah! Emperor, master, Christ is mine and I Am Christ's. Your sovereign mandate bids me die Your gods are Rome's, Christ mine, and therefor falls Thy wrath upon me. Lo! 'tis joy. All palls When matched with it, and seems but tears, But tears and a legion of broad, phantom fears." "The panther" — wakes a voice — "he comes, he springs!" Then with the mounting shriek that fiercely rings They watch the panther move across the space, They watch the smile upon the boyish face- Then in a brilliant glare of light they see Him, and his Christ triumph eternally. Page Forty-five T%YST WHEN evening fires are burning low, Into my room I softly go; In this sweet hour I love the most, To tender dreams I am the host. Close to my chair each loved one stands; I feel the clasp of friendly hands; I hear the breathing of their sighs, And see the smile within their eyes. The night without is gray and old, And all my heart is bitter cold; 'Tis then, fair dreams, I miss you so, You and the hour when fires are low. The world is full of foolish things; Its siren voice forever sings. Dear dreams of love, be with me yet, Lest I your sweetness all forget. Page Forty-six eNSH%iNeD JUST now the firelight painted A picture on my wall ; A picture of my sweetheart, So dazzling fair, and tall. And then the shadows entered, And bade my dream depart ; I straightway put the picture Within my eager heart. Page Forty-seven ^ACUSHLA YOUR lips are fair beguilin' As they sing a happy tune, Your eyes are always smilin' Like the sunny skies in June. Your hair all bright and shinin' Is made of fairy gold, It sets my heart a-pinin* To own its wealth untold. But oh! your love, Macushla, Your love so fond and true, 'Twas God above, Macushla, Made the Irish heart of you! Page Forty-eight TH%EE LOVELY THINGS I SAW three lovely things today, At morn, a little child at pla3% Her hair a net that caught the sun And held its gold till day was done. At noon, I saw a boy aflame With glowing dreams of love and fame; His eager heart bridged o'er the years, And felt their joy — but not their tears. I saw a toil-worn man at night. Come to a little home, alight With sweet content ; upon the stair Wife and child were waiting there. There came three lovely things my way, At morn, at noon, at close of day, And each one brought a gift to me To store within my memory. Page Forty-nine IMMOLATW^^ NOT for the martyr's crown I pray, dear Lord, Not for the quick fierce death By heathen sword. Not for the battle's cease. The victory won. Not for the long cool rest At set of sun. But still the lonely life From all apart, But still the gnawing pain Of bruised heart. But still upon the cross For love of Thee, Until at last, at last, Thy Face I see. Page Fifty T>USK IN cA GARDEN I FEEL the breath of summer air, I hear a whispered message there And raise my eyes, in awe, to see The soul of Night unveiled for me. Page Fifty-one %eGReT I BANISHED you with jesting That heeded not your fears, I turned to love and laughter And found no place for tears. Now that you're gone, I'm wiser, I seek you everywhere. My eyes are wet with weeping And life's no longer fair. Page Fifty-two THE HOUSE O'^DREAiMS OVER the river upon the hill Is a little brown house, fast-shut and still; Around it circle sighing trees That whisper a plaint to the passing breeze, And over it trailing shadows go In endless search for flowers a-blow. Over the river upon the hill, When starry night is cool and still, Then comes a dream of days of old — A dream of love too long untold. My heart runs vainly to the door Of the little house on the misty shore. Page Fifty-three cA SONg OF YOUTH LIFE calls nic out on the sunlit road, Out where the winds Mow free, There's never n sorrow in my liv^lit load Nor a c.in' in the licarl of nie. And I'll drink my fill of red romance — Of love and laughter ^ay — And along with me will the lassies dance To the lilt of a rondelay. And when the moon o'er the shining trail Casts a veil of silver light, We'll charter a ship of dreams and sail Away on the sea of ni.^ht. Page Fijly-fo lT>rL IN cA GARDEN Wi: VJA\A<\'A) in ;i lit He KanN-ii All (\rv.\\(\\i'(\ will) silver dew, I said: "IIc^w l>lii<- liiosc- violets!" "Your eyes are yel ni(;re hliie." I touch(,*(J a slender lily, So tall and ^(jld and fair; "A priceless thinj<," I w}iisj)ere