I ^^ Xc^r.J, pilgrim's Jf00t-f rints, OR PASSAGES IN THE LIFE OP KEY. JOHN HANCOCK, OF EAST MADISON, N. J., Who la"bored for I'ifty Years as a Local Minister in the Church, of Jesus Christ. BY ELLWOOD H. STOKES, PA3T0B OF THK M. E. CHURCH, MORRISTOWN, N. J. "There is an energy of moral suasion in a good man's life passing the highest efforts of the orator's genius."— Chalmers. NEW YORK: DIX & EDWARDS, 10 PARK PLACE. 1855. Entered, according to Act of Congress, in the year 1855, by E. H. STOKES, In the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the United States for the Southern District of New York. HOLMAM &GRAy, 8TEKE0TYPBRS AND PRINTERS, N. T. TO THE READER It is right to record the virtues of the good. Such is the object of this unpretending book. It is hoped and believed that the subject of these pages, who spoke so often with power to the fathers, will now, though dead, speak, through this volume, to their children, for many years to come. Should this be done, the prayer of the writer will be answered. E. H. S. MoRRiSTOWN, March, 1855. CONTENTS. Chap. I. Ancestry, Birth, Childhood, Youth 7 Chap. II. Spiritual Exercises, Repentance, Conversion 21 Chap. III. Spiritual Exercises Continued, Growth in Grace, Marriage 43 Chap. IV. Preachlvg the Gospel . 67 Chap. V. The Bible 98 Chap. VI. Charity 115 Chap. VII. IVflRCELLANEOUS 127 Chap. vm. Influence, Usefulness . 171 Chap. IX. Closing Scen-es .... 187 CHAPTER I. ANCESTRY BIRTH CHILDHOOD YOUTH. "How soft and fresh he breathes ! Look, he is dreaming ! Visions sure of joy Are gladdening his rest ; and ah, who knows But waiting angels do converse in sleep With babes like this ! " CoxE. True Religion ! How beautiful in all its de- velopments — ^how sanctifying and elevating in all its influences ! There are no scenes or seasons of human life that may not be adorned and beauti- fied by the addition of this heaven-born principle. The day of prosperity is fleeting without it, while the day of adversity is made cheerful by its pos- session. On it the king and peasant are alike dependent, for "whatsoever things are pure and lovely and of good report." True Religion is always and everywhere the same. Yet, where earthly advantages are want- ing, the leadings and grace of Grod are more con- spicuous, and one spiritual achievement after 7 8 another, impressing the mind, leave at last no doubt that the power to accomplish them is di- vine. This was true of the subject of these me- moirs. He was led on under the elevating influ- ences of the Spirit and Providence of God, step by step, until he attained and for many years exert- ed a commanding influence among men. This was in no sense the result of scholarship, or the possession of worldly goods, the means by which so many arrive at eminence ; but was reached and retained, to the hour of his death, through the l^ower of goodness alone. He was of English origin. His grand- parents, Richard and Margaret Hancock, were deeply pious, and not enjoying the extent of religi- ous liberty which they desired, came from Eng- land to this continent in company with several other families of the same character, about the year 1760, and settled in Nova Scotia. From this place, these voluntary exiles, in search of religious freedom and privileges, were soon driven by the terrible scourge of war. They fled to New York ; and being obliged to leave their lit- JOHN HANCOCK. tie property behind, found themselves, on ar- riving there, not only strangers in a strange land, hut in a destitute and suffering condition. A band of noble hearts, their mutual sufferings cre- ated a bond of mutual sympathy. They wept and prayed, and, after mature deliberation, deter- mined that a petition, containing a statement of their condition and asking for relief, should be drawn up, and presented to the Governor, But who shall address His Excellency ? This was a question of grave importance. It was final- ly decided that Mrs. Margaret Hancock should discharge this trying duty. She accordingly drew a petition, and it was immediately forwarded to the G-overnor, who, upon reading it, demanded an interview with the writer. She, with all that promptness which suffering induces, soon stood before him, subdued by sorrow, yet calmly up- borne by an unshrinking faith in God. Could the mute appeal of that blanched countenance, I the earnest pleadings of that wife and mother, be denied ? They could not ! And the relief they sought was granted. Eichard and Mar- 10 garet Hancock subsequently settled in Eliza- bethtown, N. J., where the piety of the latter was largely developed. She was a member of the Presbyterian Church, and for many years en- joyed what she called the faith of assurance ; a woman of ardent and persevering prayer, and, having the keys of the church in her possession, was in the constant habit of resorting thither at the midnight hour, to pay secret and silent devo- tions to God. It was, also, her custom to hold religious meetings, mostly in her own house, for the edification of her friends and such others as might attend. Being questioned on one occasion by a minister, as to her religious condition, she made an earnest declaration of her willingness to die at any moment, under a full conviction of all being well. The minister doubtingly replied, that he would be better convinced if her testimo- ny were from the bed of death, as she might possibly find her faith to fail her in that trying hour. Many years subsequent, the same minister visited her when she was standing on the very brink of Jordan, and its cold, dark waters were JOHN HANCOCK. 11 dashing up against her. Approaching the bed-side, and taking her icy hand in his, he said: " How is it with you now^ Mrs. Hancock ?" She replied, "It is the same with me now as formerly; I am not afraid to die." And soon after her peaceful spirit de- parted. In the year 1774, John Hancock, the son of Eichard and Margaret Hancock, and Mary Terrel, the daughter of a Connecticut farmer, both then living in Elizabethtown, were married, in that place. They were the parents of the Rev. John Hancock, the subject of these pages. He was born in Springfield, Essex county, N. J., on the 6th day of December, 1 11^^ a cold and dreary season of the year, at a dark and discouraging period of our country's history, and but six months after the " Declaration of Independence," which went forth to the struggling and disspirited colonies, bearing the signatures of most honorable men, while first, and boldest of them all, stood out a sacred and ever to be remembered name, just like his o\7n — John Hancock ! The early history of John was dark and 12 pilgrim's foot-prints. discouraging as the period in which he was born. At the age of eight months, his father died, leaving his mother, with two helpless children, to struggle through these stormy times. A small sum left from his father's estate was paid over to the widow in continental funds, which at that time were of so little value as to require a whole dollar to purchase a single pound of butter. The cloud of war gathered darker and darker, and the prospect of support with this poor widow grew more and more discour- aging. Sometimes she would go to the grave of her husband, and there seek relief in a flood of tears, and, reflecting upon her own hard lot, express her thankfulness that her husband was at rest. But the remembrance of her chil- dren forbade protracted indulgence in such soli- tude, though sweet. Efforts were to be made — her children must have bread. To meet these demands, she at times kept a small school, and by this and other means supported herself and children. But the cloud of war, which had been thickening in the distance, now be- JOHN HANCOCK. 13 gan to spread over the widow's and orphans' home. Soldiers, hurrying to the battle field, were seen thronging every highway. Cavalry and footmen, gathering around their country's flag, resolved to surrender their families and fire- sides only with their lives. Early in the morn- ing of June 23d, 1780, the enemy advanced from Elizabethtown, with about five thousand infantry, a large body of cavalry, and fifteen or twenty pieces of artillery. Their march was rapid and compact. They moved in two columns : one on the main road^ leading to Springfield ; the other on the Vaiixhall road. These were strange and terrifying scenes to that otherwise quiet village, and, with intense and painful solicitude, this widow and her little children waited the re- sult of the bloody conflict. Fierce was the strife. Men struggled for their homes, and bravely struggled; but, overpowered by superior num- bers, were compelled to yield: the red flames of destruction leaped upwards in their fury, columns of thick black smoke rolled heavily towards the sky, and Springfield was in ruins ! 14 pilgrim's foot-prints. Then Mary Hancock, witli her two little children by her side, turned her hack upon the smoulder- ing ruins and her husband's grave, to seek else- where a shelter and a home. These were the times which tried the souls of sturdy men! "What, then, must have been the emotions of this homeless woman? What the answers which she gave the affrighted children clinging to her for protection? They were deep and fearful. We cannot know them ! but it is blessed to believe that Ood, the widows' husband and the orphans' father, knew them all, and gave her strength according to her day. Bottle Hill, as it was then called — now Ma- dison — ^became the future home of this mother and her children. Here they lived in a small building, in an humble way, she gaining a sup- port as best she could, until 1784, when she was married to Mr. Josiah Hand, and a brighter day dawned upon them. The clouds of war had rolled away ; the gentle dove, bearing the olive branch of peace, again spread her soft wings over all the land. Little John and his sister Abby JOHN HANCOCK. 15 were comfortable in tlie home of their new father, and the mother felt relieved of many cares which hitherto had pressed upon her spirits. But, alas for all human hopes ! in less than one year from the time of this marriage, death again wrote that wife a widow, and those children fatherless, and they were obliged to provide for themselves. But as John was now nine years old, the prospect was less cheerless ; he would soon be able to provide for himself. At the proper age he was apprenticed to a Mr. Richards, in Columbia, to learn the saddle and harness-making business. His op- portunity for securing an education was limited ; but he manifested a strong desire for know- ledge. Books, at that day, especially in a remote country settlement, so lately scourged by the horrors of war, were scarce and costly. The thousands of volumes now written and published for the encouragement of youth, and, at a trifling expense, within the reach of all, had then no existence. Most of the books in circula- tion were large and learned, adapted to advanced 16 or matured minds, or small and child-like, un- worthy the attention of an earnest youth, seeking after knowledge. But, when the desire to know is once settled in the mind, it is not easily relinquished. Young Hancock had this desire. The difficulties in his pathway were pushed aside, and he steadily pressed forward to attain this object. A thorough education was beyond his reach, yet he knew that he might, by diligence, ac- quire a fund of general information which should carry him respectably and usefully through life. A volume of nearly one thousand octavo pages, in excellent preservation, is still in pos- session of his family ; the first book he ever called his own. It is entitled: A New Geo- graphical, Historical, and Commercial Gram- mar, AND PRESENT StATE OF THE SEVERAL KING- DOMS OF THE World. By William Guthrie, Esq., London, 1794. It was a large and sober volume, and at that day could not have cost less than six or eight dollars. This did not discourage him. Having seen or heard of it, he resolved that, large and JOHN HANCOCK. ^ costly as it was, it should he his own. But how could so much money be obtained by a poor boy. The determined will always finds a way. In the vicinity of his mother's dwelling, liazel-nuU grew that year in great abundance. These, on the clear moonlight nights of early autumn, after his work was done, and while his young com- panions were in idleness, John gathered, and, at convenient times, sold them in the neighboring villages. In this way, he at last succeeded in gaining sufficient to make the purchase, and young Hancock carried home in triumph " The Great Grammar of the World," all his own^ bought with hazel-nuts ! It was a proud day, when the illustrious statesman, John Hancock, of cherished memory, signed with his bold and massive hand the glorious Declaration of Inde- pendence, yet it is doubted whether deeper emotions stirred his mind than those which occupied the heart of his humble namesake, the day he carried home that ponderous volume. The book became a neighborhood talk and curiosity. Its fame went forth, and many, even of the richer 2* 18 pilgrim's foot-prints. portion of comnjunity, came to see, and read or hear from its learned pages. This book he not only read, but studied ; gaining thereby a general knowledge of the world, the advantages of which he felt through life. With a mind thus stored and strengthened, he is found soon after commit- ting his own thoughts to paper, sometimes in sober prose, but oftener, much oftener in rhyme. Nearly everything that transpired around him furnished subjects upon which to write, so that, among the remains of his early days, there are some things exceedingly amusing, while there are many others of the purely thoughtful and sedate. If a neighbor died, he generally penned a few lines on the occasion, and, if advisable, sent them to the surviving friends ; or, if any of his young companions or acquaintances were joined in matrimony, it inspired his muse. On one such occasion, he writes : — " In love's conquests there are greater joys Than in the taking of ten thousand Troys ; In softer passions we can find more peace Than was enjoyed by bloody, conquering Greece." JOHN HANCOCK. 19 He wrote much, yet was painfully conscious of the imperfections of his efforts, and often ex- pressed his regret that his early opportunities were so limited. Nevertheless, he was unwilling to bury the talent God had given him, and, therefore, diligently employed it for the Divine glory through life. As we shall have occasion frequently, in the course of this narrative, to introduce scraps, and sometimes whole articles from his pen, it is deemed proper, at this early period, in order to prepare the reader to receive such articles with all that toleration which charity requires, to insert the following lines, his own apology, addressed to an editor to whom he sent an article for publication : — " If, sir, you disapprove my simple tract, I pray inclose, and seal, and send it back ; Should you at sentiment or language smile, You'll make allowance for my simple style. In infancy I lost a father's care. A father's counsel, and his earnest prayer. Not born to fortune, or in science skill'd, In lower ranks my station poorly fill'd — But, God is Sovereign, why should I complain, Of want, of losses, crosses, or of pain." 20 pilgrim's foot-prints. Thus he apologizes, in his unsophisticated way, for the want of perfection in the efforts of his pen. Occupied, during his leisure hours, with such pursuits, the period of his minority passed rapidly away. Inheriting a feeble constitution, he was compelled, by frequent attacks of illness, to abandon his trade before his apprenticeship expired. The year before he became of age, his mother was again married, to Mr. Robert Forrest. Between this gentleman and his step-son there soon sprang up a strong mutual attachment, con- tinuing till the death of the former, which took place in the year 1806, leaving his mother for the third time a widow. About five years before the death of Mr. Forrest, he gave John a small lot of ground for building purposes, and subsequently devised him the whole of the farm in East Madi- son, subject, however, to the payment of such legacies as amounted to almost, if not quite, the value of the entire property. On this farm John Hancock lived and died. CHAPTER 11. SPIRITUAL EXERCISES REPENTANCE CONVERSION. •' No wounds like those a wounded spirit feels, No cure for suchj till God, who makes them, heals." COWPER. '• If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to for- give us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteous- ness." — John 1:9. Man is a fallen being ! How painfully evident is this mournful truth. Look where we may, and, unless we are willfully blind, the proofs ap- pear. "If," says Fletcher, " we regard man as an inhabitant of the Natural World, his fall is proven by arguments deduced from the misery in which he is now undeniably involved ; compared with the happiness of which we cannot help con- ceiving him possessed when he came out of the hands of his gracious Creator. Look at the dis- orders of the globe we inhabit, and the dreadful scourges with which it is visited. The deplorable and shocking circumstances of our birth — the un- timely dissolution of little children — the gross 21 22 darkness in whicli we naturally are, botli with reference to God and a future state — the heavy curse of toil and sweat to which we are liable — the innumerable calamities of life, and the pangs of death. So, if we consider him as a citizen of the Moral World, a free agent, accountable to his Creator for his tempers and conduct, his fall will be further seen by his commission of sin, his omission of duty, his manifest alienation from G-od, and his unholy tempers." But apart from these, there is another proof, if possible, still more pointed. Man feeU that he is fallen ; and, while unrenewed by grace, is conscious that he is not what he ought to be. So felt John Hancock, and, as early as his sixteenth year, was fully convinced that he was a sinner, and, without a change of heart, must be miserable forever. But, refusing to yield to conviction, the result was as it always is in such cases; his heart be- came harder, and he grew more indifferent to the things of God. For many years he sought, as the unregenerate always do, pleasure in the JOHN HANCOCK 23 world, believing the world liad happiness, if he could succeed in finding it. But he sought in vain. Frequent failures awakened in his mind seri- ous inquiries, as to whether he sought happiness in the right way. If happiness exist in the objects which I pursue, why do I not find it ? Why am I still discontented, and without true rest of soul ? These inquiries were natural, and one even- ing, when about twenty-four years old, he re- solved to prove to the utmost the ability of worldly enjoyments to satisfy his mind, but re- turned from the pursuit like a weary racer, and, sitting down the next morning, jaded with the effort and stung by disappointment, wrote the following "REFLECTIONS ON THE PREVIOUS EVENING. How oft these vain and fading joys Sorrow and anguish bring, Indulgence in these trifling toys Leaves in the ;mind a sting. 24 pilgrim's foot-prints. My thoughtless soul, be on thy guard, Pleasure no more pursue, Thy real joys it will retard. And prove thy ruin, too. My soul, bewail thy follies past And seek for joys refined ; Jesus can give a sweet repast, Can fill an empty mind. My soul, earth's joys all fade away, O choose the better part. The path that leads to endless day, "Where thou, dear Jesus, art." How clearly these lines disclose the dissatisfac- tion which he felt with earth, and his earnest desire for something higher and more enduring. The surprise is, that one who knew nothing, practically, of the way of salvation, should write so correctly. There are two thoughts which will explain the matter. First, his mother, who had been from the time of her first marriage, and perhaps before, a member of the Presbyterian Church, and in the constant habit of leading her children to the house of God, where he heard of the vanity of this world's pleasures, and the ab- solute need of the religion of Christ to make us JOHN HANCOCK. 25 happy ; and secondly, he had himself drank suffi- ciently deep at the fountains of earth, to be fully and painfully satisfied, that the waters which flow therefrom are like those drank by the Israelites at Marah — bitter, exceedingly bitter. So that, with the teachings of the sanctuary, con- firmed by his own experience, he wrote more like an advanced divine than one just turning his back upon the world, to seek a home in heaven. From this time, he made the salvation of his soul the chief business of his life. But, in reaching that point in religious experi- ence where the soul feels a scriptural assurance that God is reconciled, and that the believer has passed from death unto life, he had difficulties to encounter, and conflicts to endure. He felt that he was under condemnation. He knew Christ had died, but how to make that death the means of imparting life to his own soul he did not then fully understand. Nevertheless, he determined to persevere in the use of the means of grace — " cast down, but not destroyed." In this, his example is worthy S 26 pilgrim's foot-prints. of imitation ; too many, wken they first turn tlieir attention to the subject of Eeligion, not compre- hending all its heights and depths, become dis- heartened, and turn again to the world. But John Hancock was satisfied of the existence of a '■^pearV beyond all price, and that pearl he de- termined, by the grace of God, to find, though he might have to dig over every inch of the soil where there was a possibility of its being hid. He knew that there was a Holy Spirit, and the influences of that Spirit, he desired, above all things else, to feel. About this time, he heard two sermons at Han- over, by Rev. Mr. Condit. What the subjects of the discourses were he does not say; but such were the impressions which they left upon his mind, that, upon his return home, he wrote the following beautiful description of a true penitent : " When from experience shall I know, and say, The blood of Christ hath washed my sins away ? When will my Father condescend to give His Holy Spirit, that my soul may live ? O when, dear Jesus, will thy love descend, And my rebellions in submission end ? JOHN HANCOCK. 27 Father, forgive my want of love to thee ! • I am not worthy thou shouldst dwell in me ! Come, cleanse my heart, and make my spirit true ; Come, form my soul entirely anew. say, dear Jesus, whither shall I flee ? The Word of life resides alone in thee ! If I thy love should never see or know, Is it because I've grieved thy Spirit so ? Thou knowest my heart is more than adamant. And yet, that heart for living streams doth pant. May I but love — may I thy love receive, And never, never more thy Spirit grieve ! " The Holy Spirit, for the influences of which he so earnestly prays in these lines, was evidently doing a great work upon his soul, and although he complains that his heart was more than ada- mant, yet that heart was then so mellowed by divine influences, that it seemed willing to become almost any thing, so it but received Christ. And it may be that this one word, almost^ explains the difficulty; for we must be gM^^e willing to become any thing or nothing in order to receive Him, who is the All, and in all. A great divine once asked a poor but pious man, where he found God! "I found Him," replied the poor man, "where I gave up every thing else." And for 28 pilgrim's foot-prints. the want of this entire surrender of the soul, John Hancock was, for nearly a whole year, a sorrow- ing seeker of the grace of Grod. In July, 1801, with a sad, but longing and im- ploring spirit, he asks : — •' Where shall I find the lovely Lamb, That I may ask Him home, That He may dwell where'er I am, . And never from me roam ? I'll search the hills for his retreat, I'll seek through mount and vale, I'll search till I my Jesus meet, Though life and flesh shall fail. I'll search by midnight, every grove, I'll ask of every tree. If they can tell me of my Love, Or where his tent can be. My feet, — my soul shall never rest. Till I have found the Fair "Whose love can make me ever blest, And sweeten every care. With the tall shadows I'll converse ; They'll sigh, at every word, To hear the grief that I rehearse In seeking for my Lord ! " JOHN HANCOCK 29 Here is a poor wanderer in the wilderness — a wounded, bleeding soul, seeking for the balm of Gilead, and the Physician there. Indeed, his mental sufferings were sometimes so intense, and so keenly did he feel the wrath of God abiding on him, that he often wished that he was a beast, a worm, or any thing not pos- sessing an immortal soul. During all this time, he gave constant attend- ance upon the means of grace; listening to ser- mons from eminent divines, such as Whelply, Finiey, and others, but still unsatisfied. On one occasion, after hearing a sermon on the wise and foolish virgins, he writes : — " Consider, my soul, whether there is oil in thy lamp or not, lest, if the bridgroom should come this day or night, thou shouldst not be ready to enter in to the marriage. 0, Almighty God, giver of every good and perfect gift, if consistent with thy holy will, pour the oil of grace into my heart, so that I may be ready at thy coming." And again : — " When, blessed Jesus, shall I wake to righte- ousness and sin no more? What wait I for? 3* 30 ' riLGRIIVl's FOOT-PRINTS. Art thou not standing with open arms, waiting to receive me — art thou not inviting all the ends of the earth to come and be saved? 0, then, if the invitation is to all, it extends to worthless me ; why, then, do I refuse, or why halt so long between two opinions ? Thou hast said, ' I am the way and the truth and the life, no man cometh unto the Father but by me ; ' and I know not the way : oh, teach me, draw me by thy love, constrain, guard, and guide me by thy Holy Spirit. Show me the way to thyself by Jesus Christ. hasten the time when I shall know thee, if thou art to be known — oh, help my unbelief ! " In the distress of his mind at this time, he wisely sought relief by conversing with those who loved the Lord, that they might counsel and direct him in the way of peace. He writes: — "Spent the day with Mrs. H., a worthy follower of the Lamb. 0, God, make me like unto the children of light; and, I humbly beseech thee, lift upon me the light of thy coun- tenance, that I may no more stumble upon these dark mountains of sin — how long, dear Saviour, JOHN HANCOCK. 31 oh, how long will this bright hour delay ? " A few days afterwards, the clouds of doubt and darkness' gathering again, so depressed him that he cries out, " ' A little more sleep, a little more slumber, a little more folding of the hands to sleep,' is thy language, my soul." In a short time, re- viving a little, he exclaims, " Permit the light of thy reconciled countenance to shine, where the natural sun can have no access." And then, rising still higher, as if on the very heights of Calvary, and at the foot of the cross, with a heart all mellowed by the scenes there witnessed, he writes : "Alas! my soul, was it for thee, The Saviour bled upon the tree ? Was it for such a wretch as I, That Jesus did consent to die ? Henceforth my soul, with all thy might, Love and adore the God of light, With endless joy, and matchless praise Breathe out the remnant of thy days." Then, addressing his soul, exclaims, "Behold the matchless condescension of Almighty God, in convincing thee* of sin, and in striving with thee 32 pilgrim's foot-prints. by his Holy Spirit ; beliold the clear Tiews He gives thee of Himself — thy ready utterances at a throne of grace, and the soul-ravishing delights, the rap- turous joy experienced in communion with Him; behold thy Saviour interceding for thee. O let my soul be filled with matchless praise to the adorable Trinity ! 'Praise the Lord, my soul, and all that is within me bless his holy name.' " Here he has reached a point before unknown, and seems, for a moment, not only standing upon the very threshold, but really to have entered the gate of life. The next instant his faith fails him, and taking lower ground, cries, " Behold thy God about to be reconciled, in and through the merits and intercession of his dear Son." "Was not God already reconciled^ had his faith been strong enough to receive the blessed truth ? We believe He was ; and it was simply the want of a renouncement of self, and a full reliance upon divine mercy, through Jesus Christ, that kept him back from peace. Salvation, and the assu7'ance of it, are both the result of simple, unyielding faith in God. Therefore, like the JOHN HANCOCK. 33 Israelites of old, John Hancock touched the very borders of the promised land, and then, like them, went far back into the wilderness again ; all for the want of a little stronger faith. In a few days he adds : — " Here I am, my God, perishing for lack of grace," and then eagerly inquires, " Is there not in thy house bread enough and to spare." All through these exercises, he was paying his addresses to her who, afterwards, in the providence of God, became his wife. For months she had been so dangerously ill, that many times her life was despaired of, and, during much of the time, she, too, was in great agitation and anxiety, in reference to- her own soul. A double burden therefore fell upon this penitent and greatly dis- tressed young man. Several times, as it appears from notes made by him at that period, it was thought she was about to die : then he, though not yet clear in his own experience, struggled for her with God in earnest prayer ; not merely as a lover, for her recovery, but as a man of faith, for her soul's salvation. " God," said he, " take 34 pilgrim's foot-prints. her not hence, till thou hast given her an assurance of eternal life through Jesus Christ ! give her triumph over death, and enable her to shout aloud in the God of her salvation." His prayer was answered. She found peace with God, and, after a protracted illness, was re- stored to usual health. On Saturday evening, December 5th, 1801, the evening previous to his birth-day, he writes : — " The close of this day makes twenty-five years since I came into existence ; may the anniversary of my natural birth be also the day on which I shall be born of the Spirit. my God, give me the witness that I am born of thee ! " On Sab- bath, December 6th, his birth-day, he says : — "Heard a sermon by Mr. Perrine, then fasted, and wept and prayed for the Spirit of God to wit- ness with my spirit that I was, indeed, born anew. But Lord, what do our sighs, and tears, and groans avail ; ah, our fastings and our prayers ? "We do not expect to merit salvation by any thing that we can do, but we beg, as humble suppliants at thy feet, to be heard and accepted, for Jesus' JOHN HANCOCK. 35 sake." And then, in relief to liis mind, and the mind of her who became his wife, and who had joined with him in the above exercises of fasting and prayer, he writes : — " Father in Heaven, thy will be done, Finish the work thou hast begun ; Permit us, Lord, before we die, Thy holy name to glorify. Vile as we are, O Lord, we flee, Through Jesus Christ, thy Son, to thee ; Help us, help us. Lord, to come. And bow, obedient, at thy throne." Again light increases in his mind, and he obtains a clearer view of the great truth, that salvation is to be received through faith alone. This is set forth in the following lines, writ- ten at the time : — " Thou Jesus, Lord, who calm'd the seas. By speaking to the wind. Come with thy "Word, and give me ease, Come, calm this troubled mind. Now, Lord, I give myself away. Depending on thy grace ; I hope to find eternal day — To see thy lovely face. 36 Not by the works which I have done, Or can expect to do, But, through the merits of thy Son, I now for i)ardon sue." No one will question but this was the right way in which to seek. Why, then, did he not obtain ? The fear is that, while he wept, and prayed, and fasted, all of which he had been faithfully do- ing, he, after all, unconsciously rested more in the merits of his own works than in the all- atoning merits of Christ ; or that, while he gave himself away, as he seems to have done in the above lines, he had not sufl&cient faith to believe that God, for Christ's sake, was willing then to accept the offering; did not understand that "now is the accepted time, and now the day of salvation." These religious exercises com- menced, and were greatly promoted, by a revival of religion, which took place in the Presbyterian Church, of which for many years he was a con- stant attendant. i Some time during theseexercises, the pastor of that church being absent, he attended a meeting held by the Methodists in a private house at JOHN HANCOCK. 37 Cheapside. After tlie public services were over, class meeting was held, at which he remained ; the first he ever attended. At the conclusion of these exercises, he, with several others, was invited to dine with Brother Brainard Dickerson. He was pleased with all he saw and heard in the house of this worthy man ; the term brother and sister, as applied to each, particularly struck his ear. '-This," said he, "is Bible religion, — it is all love." From this time, Cheapside and its humble sanctuary were visited as often as possible. On Sabbath, December 13th, 1801, he joined the Methodist Episcopal Church. Elizabeth- town circuit, as it was then called, embraced Elizabethtown, the whole of Staten Island, R^h- way, Belleville, New Prospect, Stony Brook, Rock- away Yalley, Whippany and Chatham. This ground was occupied by two preachers, and pass- ed over by each once in four weeks. At the time above referred to, the Eev. Joseph Totten was preacher in charge, who, after preaching at Chatham, received the trembling Hancock into 38 the bosom of the Church as a probationer seeking salvation. After this he writes : — " my God, what have I been doing? Have I not been openly professing to be a follower of thine, with a heart too little affected with a sense of my unworthiness ? my God, for Jesus' sake, take me, 0, take me, as I am, a vile, worthless worm — Poor and naked, blind and needy, To thee, O God, I come for pity." After taking this step, he again suffered in his mind. Satan tempted him to doubt, and a ques- tion arose as to whether he had duly considered the matter ; so that, in less than a week, he writes : — " Come, my soul, sit down and count the cost of becoming a servant of the living God, In the first place, it will cost thee self-denial, — ' denying all ungodliness and worldly lusts, living soberly, righteously and godly in this present evil world.' In the next place, it will cost thee the favor of the world ; thou wilt lose their esteem, and gain their ill-will and reproach. It will also cost thee, in the estimation of the ungodly, thy honor, credit, and good character. It will cost thee, in JOHN HANCOCK. 39 the next place, mortificatious, whicli will not be pleasing to flesli and blood, for we are command- ed though the Spirit to mortify the deeds of the flesh. He, to whom we profess to belong, says, unless we take up our cross daily and follow him, we are not worthy of Him. In the next place, it will cost thee many a sorrowful day, in pressing thy way through this thorny road — many a night of sadness, in being opposed in thy heavenward march. Again, it will cost thee many a conflict with sin and Satan — many a combat with the flesh — many an engagement with the world, and the opposers of godliness ! ' But, thanks be to God, who giveth us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.' This, my soul, is but a small part of what it will cost thee to be a Christian. And now, what thinkest thou of all this ?" Then his faith is seen towering to a height never before attained, while he emphatically exclaims : — " All, all is nothing, yea, ten thousand times as much more is of no value, when compared to the love of Christ ; and all that a creature can enjoy of a temporal nature, is not to be set in competition with communion 40 pilgrim's foot-prints. •with my God. O, my God, let me lose all, for- sake all, despise all, be despised by all, so I but win Christ at last." In January, 1802, again bowed down, he says: "I want to be directed by thy Spirit. I want the light of thy countenance. I want faith, love, perseverance. I want To feel thy quickening power within, To free me from this load of sin, That I may learn my God to serve, And love without the least reserve." "Weeks passed on, and, about the last of the month, he says : — " My God, what condescension is this ! Thou hast bestowed life and liberty upon a worthless nothing — 'and now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three, but the greatest of these is charity' — and I hioiv, my God, that I have faith, because I believe that thou art a rewarder of all them that diligently seek thee. I know that there is hope within me, because I believe, and through faith hope to possess ever- lasting life in Jesus Christ my beloved Saviour, — but succeeding these is the best of the wine, JOHN HANCOCK. 41 charity: — yea, Lord, and I know that I have charity also^ for I love thee, and thy command- ments are not grievous ; I know in whom I believe and hope, and Him I love." A little after this, having spent nine tedious months in heart-rending struggles with sin and unbelief, he adds : — " This evening, while engaged in prayer, that Grod would grant me, if consistent with his holy will, some clearer evidence of my acceptance with him — if, in reality, I had found the favor of God, that He would make it mani- fest that my sins were indeed forgiven — rising from my knees and opening my Bible, the first words that I cast my eyes upon were these : ' Why are ye troubled ? and why do thoughts arise in your hearts ? Behold my hands and my feet, that it is I myself: handle me and see.' my God, what joy then broke in upon my long- troubled soul ; and in a moment, it seemed that I had taken a fresh start for heaven. The voice of Jesus, in the passage as I read, seemed almost audible. 0, never let me forget the obligations I am under to thee, my God and Saviour, — may 4* 42 pilgrim's foot-prints. I ever keep at the foot-stool of sovereign mercy, acknowledging my obligations, and pleading for the guidance of thy Holy Spirit." It is only necessary to add, in conclusion of this chapter, that John Hancock was now, through faith alone, a new creature in Christ Jesus ; possessing a scriptural assurance of eternal life, beautifully described in his own language, thus : — " Hope is desire, and expectation, too, Of future bliss beyond our present view ; Entering the vail, above this sea of strife, It grasps the promise of eternal life."' CHAPTER III. SPIRITUAL EXERCISES CONTINUED GROWTH IN GRACE MARRIAGE. " Grace ! 'tis a charming sound, Harmonious to the ear ; Heaven with the echo shall resound, And all the earth shall hear." Doddridge. '' But (/row in grace, and in the knowledge of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ." — 2 Pet. 3 : 18. Pardoned ! How sweetly this word strikes the ear of one who, for a long time, has been under condemnation. Peace ! How the troubled soul delights to feel the blessed emotions which this word conveys. Deliverance ! How the prisoner leaps when he feels his chains fall off, and sees his dungeon doors fly open. In the day of his con- version, John Hancock felt the blessedness which all these words denote. He had been so long in bondage, that, when deliverance came, he kneio 43 ' 44 ity felt it, and rejoiced in it. It was a great deliverance ! But the wliole of Religion is not known in the day of our conversion. "We have then just tasted that the Lord is good — just entered upon our Christian pilgrimage and war- fare. "We have then learned only the first letter in the religious alphabet — while beyond, there is much for us to sufifer, much to enjoy. Much to suffer, because there is much to learn ; and we are usually such slow scholars in the school of Christ, that chastisements are often necessary i before we willingly exclaim :— " Thy icill be done.^ There is much for us to enjoy. Religion is high and holy, deep and inexhaustible. God is love ; and there is always before the mind of the pious man the anticipation of a pledged and promised heaven. Therefore, be comforted, ye saints, for though in the world you may have tribulation, yet, One greater than the world assures you, "/?^ me ye sliall have i^eace?'' I John Hancock found jpeace with God ; but tlie days of his trouble were not yet ended. True, in reference to his soul, he was now happy; but. JOHN HANCOCK. 45 having pursued a course which his friends did not approve, he found that to be a Christian brought upon him the reproach of many, yet, to be a Methodist the scorn of nearly all. These were, therefore, da^^s of bitterness, and he cries out : — " God, hide not thy face from me ; Lord my soul is vexed, even unto death. I am opposed by those who call themselves the people of God ; from a vain world I expected no more, but when I am opposed by the professing people of God — the temptations of Satan — and the rising corrup- tions of my own heart, my faith wavers, and I think I have no grace. Now, my God, I pray thee stand by me, keep me from falling, give me faith firmer than the mountains — love stronger than death — and zeal not to be outdone ; let thy name be glorified." And then, as if his prayer had received an immediate answer, he goes on his way, cheering himself thus, with one of his own songs : — " Whea opposed on my way To my Father's abode, I will wrestle and pray With my Saviour and God. 46 pilgrim's foot-prints. For my Saviour has power, At a word He can quell, And crush in an hour All the powers of hell." He bad faith to .believe that bis difficulties would eitber be removed, or be would bave grace to endure tbem. Tbe latter was tbe case. His discouragements, of one kind and anotber, con- tinued for many years, so tbat even after be bad settled in life, and bad a family around bim, tbe ungodly, in passing bis bouse at nigbt, would fre- quently engage in singing sucb bymns as were used in social religious meetings, in mockery of bis devotion, wbile be, witb a grieved spirit, would sometimes say : — " Tbey tbat sit in tbe gate speak against me ; and I am tbe song of tbe drunkards." Yet, tbrougb all tbese scenes, be bad grace, not only to stand, but to grow up into Cbrist, bis living Head. He advanced in religion, learned more of bis own beart, and of tbe power of divine grace to save even to tbe uttermost all tbat come unto God tbrougb Cbrist. It must not be tbougbt, bowever, tbat bis road was all tborny. No, tbere were many green spots JOHN HANCOCK. 47 as he traveled the narrow path ; many cedars of Lebanon, under whose grateful shade he could take rest and renew his strength ; many a gushing spring, of whose waters he could sweetly drink ; many a mount, where he could hold communion with his God. He often found a highway in which to walk, where every valley was exalted, and every mountain brought low. " This morn- ing," he writes in one place, " being much affected and very sad, while engaged in prayer to my heavenly Father, I turned to my Bible, when these words brought unusual joy to my soul : — ' Said I not unto thee, that, if thou wouldst be- lieve, thou shouldst see the glory of God.' Now, I believe," said he, " that thou, Lord, art a prayer-hearing and a prayer-answering God; let me never forget to praise thee." Then, after a little, he utters one of his own songs, thus : — " When, my dear Saviour, can a mortal be More fully happy, than when loving thee. that this heartfelt joy would ever stay, To bear me up to realms of endless day. 48 grant thy love, my God, while I have breath, Grant to support me in the hour of death. Grant, then, to take me to thy blessed arms, draw me, keep me, by thy lovely charms.-' Here lie realizes a very pleasant state of mind ; truly, a joy that the world cannot give. Yet he sees in the King's highway greater attainments, and longs to possess them. Meditating one morning on the things of God, and the way of salvation, these words, '■' Without holiness, no man shall see the Lord," made a deep impression upon his mind, and he felt the great necessity of an entire consecration to God. "I cannot," said he, '' be holy, without a holy love, which I suppose to be love to God, for holiness' sake." " I feel assured," he writes, " that it is this unsanctified heart that keeps me at such a distance from God, which causes me so often to wander without the light of his countenance;" and feeling this, he fell upon his knees several times in the course of the morning, humbly de- siring that Almighty God would sanctify him wholly. " 0," said he, " so great are the exer- cises of my mind, that my very soul seems melted JOHN HANCOCK. 49 •within me, and my cry is sanctification, sanctifi- cation. my God, may I love thee more, and serve thee better ! " Was not all this scriptural? How many beautiful instances the Bible contains of just such spiritual pantings ! And what sweet encourage- ments the Bible affords to all who thus hunger and thirst. They shall be filled ! John Hancock did not seek in vain ; and it is interesting to watch him in his steady progress, "like a tree planted by the rivers of water, bringing forth his fruit in his season." But shall a man be interested for himself alone % Is Beligion selfish ? Is it not rather purely be- nevolent in its character ? Descending from the skies, does it not partake of the nature of the skies ? Is it not like its Author — love ? We must not be surprised, therefore, if, in his earnest struggles for a higher life, John Hancock should see beyond himself; and, seeing, sympa- thise with those still in the way of sin. It was so. There were many whom he knew and loved, still trying to satisfy themselves with earth; living 5 50 pilgrim's foot-prints. without God, and without hope in the world. Can a believer in divine revelation, and the reality of future punishment or bliss, be indifferent to the interests of such? They cannot. Hence it is only what might be expected, to find John Han- cock, about this time, writing thus : — " This morn- ing my bowels even yearn over the ungodly of this place. My soul is melted, my head has be- come a fountain, my eyes rivers. 0, my God, I pray for those who do not pray for themselves ; are not their souls as valuable as my own?" Again, he says : — " This evening, led out in prayer for an ungodly world of sinners." And then, burning with holy zeal in the cause of his divine Master, and anxious to be of some service to his fellow-men, he breaks out : — " Had I the wind at my command, And could I ride tliercon, I'd fly thus swiftly through the land, To tell what God has done. I'd trace the world from sea to sea, I'd land at every isle, And tell what God hath done for me, The vilest of the vile. JOHN HANCOCK. 51 To rising ages I'll relate The goodaess of my Lord, How great his love, how wondi'ous great To all who trust his Word. I'm sure, if men could only know What joy my Lord can give, They all would be partakers, too, Of his eternal love.'' On one occasion after this, being very happy in the God of his salvation, he is suddenly assailed by Satan. " The tempter," says he, " tempts me to believe that this drawing out of soul after God arises from some natural cause, but I know better ; the devil is a fool and a liar : for ticenty-Jive years I lived in a state of nature, and was never sensible of the least degree of this love that now flows in i my heart." And then, though Satan had tried hard to wound and discourage him with this sug- gestion, he writes the very next day : — " how my God doth animate and cause my soul to re- joice in him," proving that, if we resist the devil, he will flee from us. At another time, he says : — " Never was my will more resigned or swallowed up in the will of my heavenly Father; never 52 could I repose more confidence in Grod ; never did the world appear less ; never had I greater desires to be weai ed from the world ; never more willing to be poor ; never more disdained all earthly enjoy- ments, as being insufficient to satisfy a longing soul ; never did I enjoy more peace in believing ; never was I better rewarded for being resigned to God, for never was I happier in the enjoyment of God's love than at this present time." Thus he progresses from one degree of grace and strength to another, until, in the language of the Apostle, "■ he came in the unity of the faith, and of the knowledge of the Son of God, unto a perfect man, unto the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ." It must not be supposed, because there are no particular references to worldly occupations and duties running through these exercises, that he did not engage in such pursuits ; on the contrary, he was all this time a hard-working young man, rising up long before the sun, and retiring late ; mingling of necessity with wicked men ; indeed, attending to all the duties of life ; yet, "in his JOHN HANCOCK. 53 mind, keeping above the world and its unholy in- fluences. In the discharge of his duties as a citizen, he was called one day to attend a militia training at Parsippany. All acquainted with these exercises know the demoralizing influences con- nected with them, and how often those who go to play the soldier come back conquered by the. demon — Rum. John Hancock went to this train- ing, not merely as one of the militia of his country, but as a soldier of the cross. " Hence," said he, " I have had this day an almost continual sense of the presence of Grod. At the training, I fell in with several warm-hearted Christians, with whose conversation I was pleasingly entertained." On returning home in the evening, he says : — " My soul is all on fire for the kingdom of my God." On the 3d day of April, 1802, in the very midst of these spiritual exercises, he was married to Miss Phebe "Ward, to whom reference has been already made ; one who, sympathizing with him in all his religious views and aspirations, walked by his side, not only as the companion of his life, but as a true Christian helper. 5* 54 pilgrim's foot-prints. It is pleasing to know, althoiigli John Hancock was so deeply exercised on the subject of religion, that it did not make him gloomy and morose, or insensible to the innocent joys of social life. Accordingly, we find him, with a great deal of pleasantry, inviting Rev. Joseph Totten. the same clergyman who had received him into the Church, to celebrate their nuptials, in the following lines : — " Since nature does our hearts unite, Kind sir, we now do you invite To ope the flattering, joyous scene, Which contemplated long has been. Nature has fixed the band so sure, It will admit no other cure. Except a cerevionial band, Yf hich your assistance does demand. Since nature, then, the band has made, We trust you'll not refuse your aid, Or give the smallest reason why This band of love you will not tie. Come, join our hands, we trust our heart. Which nothing less than death can part. With form of words, compliance show To laws of God, and nature too. JOHN HANCOCK. 55 Now pray that Christ, our gracious Lord, His every grace may us afford, That praise in all things we may give, To our Redeemer while we live/"' No clergyman could decline an invitation so pleasant and pressing, and they were duly united in holy wedlock, a God-fearing and heaven-aspir- ing couple. In the religious life, it is important to do all things with an eye to the glory of God. It is not only the reading of the Bible, the offering of supplications unto God, the public worship in the sanctuary, that must be done religiously — but all things : — " Whether, therefore, ye eat or drink, or whatsoever ye do, do all to the glory of God." This, John Hancock did. And thus he gained religious strength, enjoyed religious prosperity, and secured ultimately the universal respect of men. The religious life of John Hancock did not strengthen and advance, however, without the use of appropriate means. It will not with any. In order to a growth in grace, there must be reli- gious nourishment and exercise ; and this nour- PILGRIM S FOOT-PRINTS. ishment and exercise not only impart vitality to the soul, but constitute its cliief enjoyment. How deliglitful ! and yet how different from the world. In the world, the pleasures of sin are our ruin ; but the pleasures of Religion are our strengt hand life. John Hancock loved and used all the means of grace within his reach. The public worship of God, whether in the temple, school-house, or pri- vate dwelling, he alway attended when possible so to do. From a child, the sanctuary had been a sacred retreat, and, now that he had become a man, it was little less than a second nature to repair to its sacred precincts, and there from the depths of his soul worship Him who liveth for ever and ever. How salutary are the influences of the Church of God. How much we owe to its refining, subduing, and elevating power. Here, the rich and the poor meet together, and the Lord is not only the Maker, but the Preserver and the Redeemer of them all; and while the poor man, in view of his destitution, may be humbled and discouraged, yet here, where the JOHN HANCOCK. 61 Gospel is freely proclaimed, in view of the rich grace and everlasting mercy of God, he is en- couraged and blessed, and he that came unhappy goes away rejoicing. The Church of God — a blest asylum to which the weary and worried ones of earth may always flee ; a sacred fold, where the still waters ever flow, and the pastures are green. The social means of grace were also his delight. Where the people of God were, there he loved to be. Sometimes a few of them would gather in the humble dwelling of a poor neighbor, and spend the evening in singing, prayer, and exhor- tation. Class meeting was a stated means by which his spiritual growth was greatly promoted. It met regularly at the house of his father-in-law, once a week. Here, at first, he arose with great timidity and trembling to speak of his religious condition; but he soon found great liberty in bearing testimony for Christ, and that, in thus waiting upon the Lord, he renewed his strength. Here, as in a school, he learned the dealings of God with his children from actual experience. ij 58 pilgrim's foot-prints. and, being thus instructed, was better prepared to go out and overcome the world. These meet- ings, afterwards instituted in his own house and continued to the present day, he attended, with as much regularity as circumstances would admit, during the whole period of his life. Through the exercise of prayer, too, he had large expectations of spiritual supplies. He was not disappointed. Oftentimes would he go to his closet, cast down and discouraged ; but in communion and fellowship with Grod his soul was refreshed and comforted. How many times a day did he pray in secret? Ah, that is a question difficult to answer. Emergency knows no law. When his wants pressed heavily upon him, he prayed very often. One day, he writes : — " Fell upon my knees eight or ten times to plead with my Grod for a fresh manifestation of love, and who is like my God to hear and answer prayer? While waiting upon Him my soul is turned from sorrow to joy, from mourning to gladness." Though we may not conclude that such was his hahit, yet there is abundant evidence JOHN HANCOCK. 59 that liis times for secret prayer were fixed and frequent. But these secret devotions, pleasant as they were, did not cause him to neglect or lightly esteem that other and also very import- ant duty, family worship. In this, he was not only very strict, but found also special satisfac- tion. This duty, whether at home or abroad, in the house of acquaintance or stranger, he regu- larly performed three times a clay ; gathering his children, workmen and visitors thus often, he would recognize God as the giver of all mercies, and then \ invoke heaven's richest benedictions upon them. No business or journey was of sufficient import- ance to induce him to omit it. It was a part of his conscience to worship Grod around the family altar. Even when there had been, as was often the case, preaching or prayer meeting in his own house, after the congregation had retired, he would gather 'his household together, saying: — " Nothing, not even the religious exercises in which we have just engaged must excuse us from our domestic worship;" then falling down before God, would humbly commit his family to the 60 PILGRIM S FOOT-PRINTS. special care of heayen. Nor was all this, as it might seem to some, a druJgerj. No ! God's worship is never drudgery. '• Oftentimes," says a member of his family, " he would, especially while his children were yet young, gather them around him immediately after supper, before they were overcome with sleep, and, opening the Bible to read therefrom the counsels of redeeming love, exclaim : — ' This, my children, is the best loart of all the business of the clmj? " And so it was. It is the service of the world, of sin and of Satan, that is drudgery and toilsome, but Religion's ways are pleasantness and all her paths are^facc — the best and only refreshing part of the business of the day of life. Such was the fidelity with vrhich he discharged this duty, that there are some now living, apart from his own family, who date their first religious impressions from mingling with him in these hallowed scenes of domestic worship, away from the noise and din and show of earth. In performing this duty, he felt that he had not only the interests of his own soul to look after, but the souls of all his family — to him they JOHN HANCOCK. 61 were looking up for example, instruction, and en- couragement. It is quite probable that he felt a greater interest in it, by a remembrance of his own early destitution of all such blessings ; as he pa- thetically wrote : — '' In infancy I lost a father's care, A father's counsel, and his earnest prayer." Feeling this loss through life, he resolved that, while God should prolong his days, his children should enjoy that which a wise Providence had seen proper to withhold from him. Long before his conversion, and especially afterwards, he was particularly attentive to the reading of the Holy Scriptures, often perusing them upon his knees, with a heart uplifted to God in earnest prayer, that light might shine upon the sacred page ; and, while thus engaged, realized the blessing for which he sought. Thus faithful in all the means, it is no wonder that he grew in grace. True, he merited nothing ; but God always smiles upon the efforts of the truly faithful, and in that smile there is spiritual prosperity. 62 Having followed him up to this point, in his religious growth, it is proper to insert here the following paper, written by himself, and published several years ago, over his own signature, in the Northern Christian Advocate and Journal^ en- titled :— "A FEW PLAIN DIRECTIONS HOW TO BE AN ACTIVE AND COXSISTENT CHRISTIAN. 1 . Never forget that you are constantly exposed to be turned aside, either in heart or life, from the path of duty. " Because your adversary^ the devil ^ as a roaring lion^ tvalketh about ^ seeking tvhom he may devour ; ivhom resist^ steadfast in thefaithy—\ Pet. 5 : 8, 9 2. Be sure to read enough of the Bible, every day, to furnish a subject for practical reflection. " Search the scriptures ; for in them ye think ye have eternal life^ and they are they ivhich testify ofmey — John 5 : 39. 3. Always seek the direction of the Holy Spirit and the blessing of God upon the business of ievery day before you enter upon it, and never commit yourself to the slumbers of the night till JOHN HANCOCK. 63 you have sought a blessing on your efforts tlie day past, " Evening^ and morning, and at noon, icill Iioray, arid cry aloud ; and he shall hear my voiceP — Psalms 55 : 17. 4. Never forget that, if you revenge or retaliate injuries, you inflict upon yourself an additional injury. " If thy enemy be hungry, give him bread to eat; and if he be thirsty give him loater to drink: for thou shalt heap coals of fire upon his head, and the Lord shall reward thee?'' Prov. 25 : 21, 22. 5. In regard to attending meetings designed as means of grace, always be governed by your solemn convictions of duty, and not by your pres- ent feelings. " Jesus said unto his disciples, if any man ivill come after me, let him deny him- self, and take up his cross, arid folloio me?'' Matt. 16: 24. 6. Always preserve a cheerful spirit, but never indulge in trifling and levity. " Only let your conversation be as becometh the gospel?'' — Phil. 1:27. 7. Avoid giving the least intimation that you 64 pilgrim's foot-prints. are better than others. ^^ But in loivliness of niincl let each esteem other better than them- selves ?'—? mi.. 2 : 3. 8. Receive admonition with the spirit of kind- ness, and never attempt to reprove or reclaim others but with the spirit of love. ''^Brethren, if a 7nan he overtakefi m a faulty ye ichich are spiritual^ restore such a one in the spirit of nieehncss ; considering thyself^ lest thou also he tempted?'^ — Gtal. 6:1. 9. Never indulge in unfriendly remarks con- cerning others in their absence. " Whoso privily slander eth his neighbor^ him ivill I cut off^ — Psalms 101 : 5. 10. Always cheerfully confess if you have done wrong, or have been mistaken. " Confess your faults one to another^ and praij one for another that ye may he healed.''''— 3 ame^ 5:16. 11. Be ready to enlist in every benevolent en- terprise of the day. " Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do^ do it ivith thy mightP — Eccl. 9 : 10. 12. Never defer till to-morrow what may and JOHN HANCOCK. 65 ouglit to be done to-day. "Boast not thyself of ' to-morroiv ; for thou knoivest not ivhat a day may bring forth. ^"^ — Prov. 27: 1. 13. Never engage or continue in any business wliicli you Lave doubts is not right in the sight of the Lord. " ^5 the partridge sitteth on eggs, and hatcheth them not ; so he that getteth riches, and not by right, shall leave them in the midst of his days, and at his end shall be a fool^ — Jer. 17 :11. 14. Read no books but such as will feed the mind with useful knowledge, or promote piety in the heart and life. " Beivare lest any man spoil you through philosophy and vain deceit, after the tradition of me?i, after the rudiments of the tcorld, and not after Christy — Col. 2 : 8. 15. Be always ready to introduce conversation on the subject of Religion when a suitable oppor- tunity presents, or to join in it when introduced by others. " Then they that feared the Lord spalce often one to another ; and the Lord heark- ened and heard it^ — Mal. 3:16. • 16. Never suffer sin to remain unrepented upon 6* 66 pilgrim's foot-prints. jour conscience, nor let it prevent you from doing your duty. " A?id herein do I exercise myself, to have always a conscience void of offense to- ivard God^ and toward menP — Acts 24 : 16. 17. Be careful to improve tlie holy Sabbath, and all its attendant means of grace, in such a way as to honor God, and promote the life and power of godliness in your own heart. " Blessed is the inan that doeth this, and the son of man that layeth hold on it; that keejoeth the Sabbath froin ijolluting it, and heepeth his hand from doing any evil^ — Isaiah 56 : 2. 18. Meditate often and seriously on the uncer- tainty of life. ^^ For ivhat is your life? It is even a vapor , that appeareth for a little time, and then vanisheth away^ — James 4 : 17." These are his rules. They do not constitute simply a beautiful theory, but are all of them scriptural, and therefore practicable. He who framed them did not do so with a view of making them obligatory upon the hearts of others only, but developed them all in his own life and con- versation, with a strictness to which few attain. CHAPTER IV. PREACHING THE GOSPEL. '' How beauteous are their feet Who stand on Zion's hill, Who bring salvation on their tongues, And words of peace reveal." Watts. " And as ye go, preach." — Matt. 10 : 7. God has purposes of mercy to a fallen world. In the accomplisliment of these purposes, He emplo^^s various instrumentalities and methods. Will not his wisdom, therefore, lead Him to select such as are best adapted to secure the end in view ? We believe it will. Hence, in the Church militant, there are various kinds of laborers, " some, apostles ; and some, prophets ; and some, evangelists; and some, pastors and teachers. Having, then, gifts differing according to the grace that is given to us, whether prophecy, let us pro- phecy according to the proportion of faith; or ministry, let us wait on our ministering ; or he that teacheth, on teaching ; or he that exhorteth, 67 68 pilgrim's foot-prints. on exliortation." " Now there are diversities of gifts, but the same Spirit. And there are differ- ences of administration, but the same Lord. And there are diversities of operations, but it is the same Grod which worketh all in all." Beautiful harmony ; each one having a sphere appointed him, and then moving in and filling up that sphere, according to the ability which is given him of God. This is as it should be. In the vineyard of the Lord, there is a place for each and all to work, and, each one filling his appointed place, the har- mony can never be disturbed, and the purposes of God will be accomplished. As soon as John Hancock realized that spirit- ual resurrection, which brought the life and power of God to his heart, he felt a strong desire to do good. Is it not always so ? The grace of God is diffusive, and, when it dwells largely in one heart, creates the desire that it should be imparted unto all. He, with others, felt that it was his duty to use the talent God had given him, in exhorting sinners to flee from the wrath to come. In accordance with this united conviction, he JOHN HANCOCK. 69 went forth, very soon after his conversion, in company with Brainard Dickerson, a devoted man of God, to various places — school-houses, private dwellings, or wherever a door was open — exhorting his fellow-men to repent and believe on Jesus Christ. In these efforts he felt weak indeed, and hut for a sense of duty, and the disinterested friendship of his pious companion, who greatly encouraged him in his course, he might have failed in his public efforts altogether. But weak as he was, feeling that religion was the great business of his life, he not only made these public efforts, but spoke, with every one he met, on the subject of a personal heart-felt interest in Christ. Having pursued this course for some time, with the appro- bation of the Church, he received license to use his gifts as a Local Preachep. in the Methodist Episcopal Church as early as 1803 or 1804. From this time the field of his operations was greatly enlarged, as he visited every neighborhood in the circle formed by Flanders, Paterson, Newark, Rah- way, and New Providence, preaching in all these places, according to his ability, the everlasting 70 Gospel of the grace of God. If, to aid liim in the discharge of this duty, he could not bring a pro- found scholarship, he brought that which is no mean qualification — a warm and earnest heart, enlightened and instructed by the Holy Ghost. Thus informed, he said: — "It was a minister's duty to have humble views of himself, exalt- ed views of the being and perfections of God; a zeal for the glory of God, and the advancement of his kingdom on earth ; a steadfast adherence to the truth ; universal love and good- will towards men; and that he should, publicly and privately, strive to enlighten and convince the mind, and to point out the way of salvation by faith, through Jesus Christ." In accordance with these impressions, he labor- ed to store his. own mind with as much general information a-s time and circumstances would allow, but on no account to neglect that which was absolutely essential — a divine and scriptural knowledge of the things of God. During all these labors, obliged to provide for the wants of his family, and attend to the JOHN HANCOCK. 71 interests of his farm, which, it will he'remem bereJ, was heavily encumbered, his time for min- isterial study was limited; and, indeed, it is evident that he could have had no time for such a purpose, had he not been in the habit of rising in the morning and commencing his work while the stars were yet shining in the heavens. Many of his sermons were studied in the corn-field, or while scattering broadcast the seeds into the earth, and there is no question, but that every inch of his farm soil is sanctified by prayers which he offered upon it, for the salvation of perishing men. He was called of God to preach, and, wherever he was and in whatever he did, the sal- vation of men was uppermost — his first thought in the morning, his last at night. Having the spirit of his Master and his mission, he considered no toil, that his constitution could endure, too great to be put forth in the service of his Lord. Hence, for many years, through storm and sunshine, heat and cold, he pursued his soli- tary way, weary miles over mountains and through valleys, in search of Christ's scattered sheep, that 72 he might lead them into the green ])as,tures of the Scriptures, and open to them, through the means of grace, the still waters of his spirit. He felt, and deeply felt, in the language of an author whom he quotes : — " This is a guilty world, and it needs pardon and justification ; it is a suf- fering world, and it needs consolation ; it is a pol- luted world, and it needs sanctification ; it is a dying world, and it needs inspiring with immortal hopes. Christ crucified, and the Gospel which unfolds his divine mission, constitute the only adequate remedy for the sins and woes of a rebel- lious race," and feeling thus, he could only cease from laboring, when, "the weary wheels of life should stand still at last." His calls on funeral occasions were very numer- ous. He was often, at such times, required to go at a moment's warning; but he never refused. Quitting his field, he would hasten to the house of mourning, and there consider it his chief joy to pour into bleeding hearts the balm of Gilead. On one occasion, in time of harvest, his crop be- ing cut and cured, longer exposure to the weather 1 JOHN HANCOCK. 73 would prove a serious injury, if not an entire loss. There were evidences of an approaching storm. The preacher and some of his sons were taxing their strength to shelter the crop which God had given them. In the midst of these efforts, with the prospect of success before them, a summons came for him to attend a funeral immediately. In an instant, pitch-fork and rake were dropped, and turning to obey the call, a son-in-law said : — *' Father, how can you go now ; can't they get somebody else ?" He simply replied : — " I am determined that nothing shall prevent me from preaching the Gos- pel," then went to the house of mourning and discharged his duty. So anzious was he to do good in all possible ways, that his own house, commenced in 1802, on the lot given him by his step-father, was, as soon as completed, dedicated to God, and opened for a regular preaching place, and con- tinued such until 1832. Here, men venerable in age, and eminent for piety, many of whom have already passed away, preached the everlasting 74 pilgrim's foot-prints. Grospel of the grace of God, with power and great effect. Among these were, L. Mc Combs, D. Bartine, Sen., Asa Smith, John Potts, Geo. Wolley, Benjamin Collins, . Joseph Lybrand, Charles Pitman, Geo. Banghart, T. Neal, B. Weed, E. Page, R. Petherbridge, I. Winner, Bishop Janes, P. Yanness, M. Force, W. A. Wil- mer, and many others. Through their instru- mentality, many were brought to the knowledge of the truth under his roof; but the full amount of good accomplished can only be known in the eternal world. The labor connected with holding meetings of this kind in a private house, for a series of years, must of necessity have been very great ; but it was borne with cheerfuliiess, in the hope and be- lief that good would be accomplished. Having such exercises in his own house one night, he would* be off ten or twelve miles the next, to fill his own appointment in some other dwelling or school-house; then returning late, and while others were asleep, would be up the next morning before the sun, and at his daily toil. JOHN HANCOCK. 75 While thus engaged in tilling the soil, he says of himself : — '•' I labor where a sacred priest Is rare, if ever, found ; And toil like some domestic beast, To cultivate the ground. My garments are well suited to A rustic peasant's fare, And little like the dress, 'tis true. That modern preachers wear. 'Twas thus decreed that Adam's race, In union with their Head, By pain, and toil, and sweat of face, Should gain their daily bread. how unlike the happy state, In Paradise began, "Where sin, nor shame, nor pain, nor Bate Annoyed the peace of man. Still may I hope, and pine no more. At toil, and grief, and pain 5 The second Adam will restore To Paradise again. Thus, though sorrowing one moment over the evils of the present, he rejoices the nest in the prospect of a better state at last ; for, " he that goeth forth and weepeth, bearing precious seed, 76 riLGRIM's FOOT-PRINTS. shall doubtless come again with rejoiciDg bringing his sheaves with him." In meeting his appointments, there was always a marked punctuality. For many years, he had an arrangement to preach, once in four weeks, at the Morris ^^ County Foor-housc^^ and such was the regularity with which he met these monthly en- gagements, that his presence at these times was looked upon as a fixed fact. The pauper family became greatly attached to him. On one occasion he was sent for to preach at Rahway, on the same day of his appointment at the Poor-house ; requesting his son, also a local preacher, to go to the latter place, the father pro- ceeded to the former. By some means, the son was fifteen or twenty minutes behind time. When about a mile from the " house^'''' a man was seen coming down the road with rapid strides ; it was a delegate from the pauper family to see what had become of the preacher. As he came up abreast with the vehicle, he stopped, and eying the son closely, who, by-the-by, very much resembled the father, exclaimed, as he discovered the mistake, JOHN HANCOCK. 77 '' Oh, I tliouglit it was Mr. Hancock." " It is Mr. Hancock's son," said a friend; "tlie old gen- tleman has gone away, and the son has come to supply his place." "Ah! well," said the poor man, shaking his head and heaving a sigh, " / am afraid he is not so good a man as his father. He never disappoi7ited us.'''' He had an appointment one evening at a school-house in Livingston township. When the time arrived, there were just tivo individuals present. Taking out his watch, he said : — " Two weeks ago, I announced that I would preach in this place to-night, at eight o'clock ; it is now that time ; if I do not preach I shall tell a lie^ and you know that ' all liars shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone.' Therefore, I must preach." And preach he did; but before getting through, he had quite a congregation. " This," said one of the tivo^ first present, "though many years since, and I was then a wicked young man, made an impression on my mind, of the importance of fulfilling my engage- ments, which I have never forgotten." 7* 78 Laboring in 1835-36, on the Fort Lee Mission, under the direction of Presiding Elder M. Force, of the New Jersey Conference, he had an appoint- ment in a sparse settlement thirty-one miles distant. When he arrived, and found his congre- gation, it consisted of seven small children^ four colored persons, three white women, and two men, sixteen in all; but, remembering that his Mas- ter, while at the well of Samaria, preached to one^ he took courage, preached the best he could, and then returned, making a journey of sixty-two miles. It was done with cheerfulness, because it was done for Christ About the same time, he made efforts to obtain a place for holding meetings, in the town of Hack- ensack. Not succeeding in his purpose, and believ- ing that he ought to preach the Gospel even there^ he posted up, in some prominent place, the following "NOTICE. July nineteenth, in eighteen thirty-five, If God permit, and I should be alive, Under a willow, near one Vanderpool, There will be preaching, say, by wise, or fool, — JOHN HANCOCK. 79 Will be proclaimed to men, the truths of heaven, At half-past two, should audience be given, And the good people are, hereby depend. Respectfully invited to attend." A Farmer." Rev. S. T. Vanderbeck, of Hackensack, a local deacon in the Methodist Episcopal Church, then a young Christian, describes the meeting following this notice, in a recent letter, thus : — " At the appointed time the preacher made his appearance. It was a lovely Summer afternoon. With a steady step, and devout look, carrying a chair which he had borrowed of a neighbor for the occasion, he approached the willow on the village green, and took his position beneath its shade. Many sat down on the grass before him. The steps, doors, and windows of the three public, and numerous private houses, within hearing, were filled with people. To these he unfolded the glories of the cross, in a free and full salvation, by repentance towards God, and faith in our Lord Jesus Christ. All, even those who chanced to be passing at the time, were interested ; and many felt the power of that Gospel which he preached. The 80 pilgrim's foot-prints. sight ivas truly sublime ! Yet some stood off, as if fearing the taint of a terrible heresy. The next time he preached here, I procured a number of seats from one of the hotel-keepers, and seated the green for the accommodation of a number of persons. Afterwards I obtained permission for him to preach to the prisoners. His text was the language of the Philippian jailor, ' Sirs, what must I do to he saved?'' The house of Mrs. Haselden was then opened for him,, where he preached every two weeks, for some time. Leav- ing this place, it was his custom to ride to English Neighborhood, put up his horse, then walk over the mountains to the Hudson river, and hold meetino;s at the house of Mr. Anderson Bloomer, under the Palisades." He did not wait for the people to come to him, but, knowing their destitution, sought them out, and carried to them the bread of everlasting life. In so doing, his own physical wants, and those of his horse, were oftentimes but poorly met. On such occasions, he would not only sing away his own sorrows in some of his ever-ready rhymes, JOHN HANCOCK. 81 but tried even thus to soothe his poor horse. 1 Having at one time ridden a number of miles, in order to preach, he tied his horse to a post. After service, no one offering him feed for the animal, he wrote the following lines : — '•'Could my poor horse articulate a sound, Perhaps he'd ask where friendship could be found, And say, though I'm a poor domestic beast, I am the servant of an humble priest ; And he has come the joyful news to bring, Which gladdened angels, and made angels sing. And, in return, I ask one friendly deed, ! That you in kindness would my body feed." i i Thinking, however, that poetry might be poor I food for a faithful horse, he determined to avoid I the difficulty in future ; so he records : — '• Oct. i 23d, carried my horse feed to H. ; Nov. 20th, j carried feed to H, • Dec. 4th and 18th, do. ; Jan. I 1st and 15th, do." There is no doubt that the j horse was better pleased with this arrangement than with any poetic effusion, however eloquent ; and Father Hancock, conscious of this fact, ever after, on all doubtful occasions, took care to carry, not only a free Gospel, but his own oats also. 82 Receptions like this were, however, by no means universal; in many places they not only gave him a hearty welcome, hut were glad to take care of him- self and horse. In the late years of his life, such kind receptions became general. All were glad to see old Father Hancock. Still it is quite evi- dent that his expenses, while laboring to do good, were never fully met. After laboring in the ministry for ten years, he was elected, in the year 1814, by the Philadelphia Annual Conference of the Methodist Episcopal Church, to deacon's orders, and ordained. Such he continued until 1833, when the same body elected him to the ofi&ce of an elder in the Church of God, and he was ordained by Bishop Hedding. In this capacity he labored until death. He preached in the city of Newark, when there were but five members of the Methodist Episcopal Church in that place, and several years before there was any church edifice; but, in the good providence of God, he lived to see some ten churches, with a membership of over two thousand belonging to this denomination. Wesley Chapel, ! JOHN HANCOCK. 83 in Halsey street, the first of all, was built in 1808. In this place he often preached. Just before this building was torn down in 1 852, to give place for the new and beautiful edifice now occupying the original site, the Trustees made a request through the writer, then their pastor, that Father Hancock would, if able, occupy the pulpit of their old house once more, before it was removed. He cheerfully complied, and, at the appointed time, aged men and women were seen crowding their way to the place of worship, to hear the Grospel, once more, from the man who was associated with their earliest remembrances of the Methodist Epis- copal Church. After the sermon, which was lis- tened to with marked attention, numbers, gath- ered around him, calling to mind the scenes of other days ; while younger persons, whose pa- rents or friends he had buried, greeted him with tearful eyes. It was an impressive scene — an old man's farewell to the building which was the scene of some of his earliest labors in the Chris- tian ministry, and knowing that the old edifice was about to be removed, he felt, too, that the 84 pilgrim's foot-prints. time of his departure was at hand. Some time during the following Summer, he again preached, by invitation, three sermons on one Sabbath, in the new house, to large and deeply interested congregations. By this time, he had become so enfeebled by rheumatic pains, that he was obliged to occupy a sitting position while delivering his message : this added to the interest of the occasion. In his pulpifc performances, he had good matter, and a very considerable variety of topics. He declared the whole counsel of God. As early as 1822, he preached a sermon from these words : — " ' Wo unto them that rise up early in the morn- ing, that they may follow strong drink, that con- tinue until night, till wine inflame them,' — Isaiah 5:11 ; — of which the following is a sketch : — It will be my object to show : — I. — The causes of intemperance. These are as follows : — 1. The making, vending, and use of ardent spirits. 2. Yain and idle company. 3. Fashionable practices (tippling). JOHN HANCOCK. 85 I will show : — II. — The evil. (As a medicine it may be of use.) 1 . As a common drink it is useless and hurtful. 2. It creates, instead of allaying thirst. 3. It leads to evil company, and to haunts of iniquity. 4. It leads to neglect of business, spending time and money, contracting and neg- lecting to pay debts. 5. It leads to the neglect of religious duties, public, social, and private. III. — The wo. In temporal matters : — 1 To a derangement of business. 2. Utter loss. In morals : — 1. A vitiated heart. 2. Good habits abandoned. 3. Evil habits and sentiments contracted. 4. Hatred of and disrespect for men. 5. The disapprobation of heaven, the curse of God, and the damnation of hell, for no drunkard shall enter the kingdom of heaven." 8 86 The above sketch is not inserted because it contains anything new on the subject of temper- ance, but because it was, in 1822, a position far . in advance of the times. On a Christmas day, a few years after this, a gentleman asking him what he would drink, he made the following '• REPLY. It ill becomes a sacred priest To tipple, sir, with wine ; His business ought to be, at least, To preach the truth divine. Wo unto him, who, rising up, Whatever be his name, Continues drinking at his cup, Till wine doth him inflame. A three-fold wo from heaven shall fall On his devoted head ; And of these woes, the worst of all Is, torment when he's deadP The influence of this reply, made with the known solemnity of the speaker, must have been withering, indeed. It will be seen from the above, -that Father JOHN HANCOCK. 87 Hancock allowed no opportunity to escape without an effort to impress upon the mind some good moral lesson. In the mention which he makes of his various preaching places, there is frequent reference to his having been at camp-meetings. These meetings were more frecjuent then than now, though still held in many localities, with considerable regu- larity. In devotions of this kind he greatly de- lighted. As this little volume may fall into the hands of some who have never been present at such gatherings, it is deemed appropriate to insert here the following account of one of these meet- ings, found amongst the papers of Father Han- cock, though written by another hand : — "CAMP-MEETING SCENE. Traveling later one evening than usual, I lost my way. After wandering about for some time, on turning a precipitous ridge which obstructed my course, I came suddenly upon one of those singular gatherings of the Church militant, called camp-meetings. Before me stretched a grove of pilgrim's foot-prints. tall pines, beneath wliose dark foliage, and in strik- ing contrast with the same, were pitched numerous white tents, embracing a level area of several acres in extent, entirely devoid of underbrush, and carpeted with the falling tresses of the overhang- ing boughs. On one side of this enclosure, several feet from the ground, appeared a plain lodge, quadrangularly formed of rough boards nailed to the trees, with the pulpit in front, and benches around the sides, for the elders and ministers who were to address the congregation. From this spot to various points in the enclosure, stretched in diverging lines the straight poles of lofty pines, felled for the occasion, across whose prostrate length, with the interspace of here and there 'a long drawn aisle,' were laid the rude seats of those hardy worshipers. Innumerable lamps were sus- pended on all sides of the encampment, blending their flickering light with the glare of pine torches from the several tents where the evening's repast was in preparation, while millions of fire-flies shot like tiny meteors along the dark openings of the surrounding forests, and the eyes of the sleepless JOHN HANCOCK. 89 stars looked on as if to witness tlie devotions of that primeval temple. As I paused to survey the wonderful scene, the wild howl of a wolf rang through the shuddering air, and a moment after a fawn passed me, and, bounding into the enclosure, dropped down ex- hausted in one of the open aisles. This singular instance was succeeded by a dead silence, which was presently interrupted by the voice of the speaker, who had just finished the last discourse of the evening, and was about reading the con- cluding hymn. ' Welcome,' said the aged man, with compassionate emotion, ' welcome, poor, wea- ried and persecuted wanderer, to the refuge and rest ye seek not here in vain ! Ye did well to flee hither from thy ravenous pursuer, for thereby have your days been lengthened, and ye shall yet range through the green places of the wilderness, where the hand of God bringeth forth the tender herb and the pleasant water-courses, even for creatures such as ye. Pilgrims of the world,' continued he, turning to his hushed audi- tory, ' shall the beasts that perish be wiser in 90 tlieir day and generation than ye, wlio are fashion- ed after the image of the Allwise ? Flee to the fold of God! The wild pigeon shrinks to her covert at the scream of the wood-hawk, and the roebuck hounds fleetly from the yell of the pan- ther, while ye, who are encompassed with many foes, having eyes, see not, and ears, hear not, or heed not the voice of the prowler. Wot ye not that ye, like that poor panting hind, are hunted up and down in this dark wilderness of the world. Flee to the fold of God ! Doth not temptation haunt your footsteps from the rising of the sun to the going down thereof ? Doth not remorse dart his fiery arrows into your bleeding hearts at every turn? Doth not conscience smite ye with its avenging sword whenever ye turn a deaf ear to the still small voice ? Flee to the fold of God ! Do not the cares of the world, its vanity and vexation of spirit surround ye, when ye rise up and when ye dream dreams ? Flee to the fold of God ! Is not death the ever present shadow of your earth- liness, and doth not the Prince of the power of the air — the mighty Nimrod of your priceless souls — JOHN HANCOCK. 91 trace your guilty souls along this pilgrimage of sin ? flee, then, fellow-sinners, flee to the fold of God, wherein ye find a refuge and a rest ! ' Vain were the attempts to depict the scene which followed the peroration. The sighs and groans, the sobs, the hysteric shrieks of the terri- fied females, and, indeed, the convulsive shudder of the whole assembly, I leave to the reader's imagination — or memory, if he has ever witnessed a spectacle so thrilling. After the first burst of feeling had a little subsided, the tremulous yet not unmusical voice of the late speaker was heard chanting that striking hymn : — ' Stop, poor sianer, stop and think, Before you further go ; Will you sport upon the brink Of everlasting wo ? ' One listener after another joined in tne strain, till presently ten thousand voices were blended in the swelling symphony. I have listened to the midnight peal of the roused ocean, and trembled amid the thunderings of the Niagara, but never was my heart hushed to breathlessness, as by the 92 pilgrim's foot-prints. living chorus of that solemn anthem. The place — the scene — and the music of that vast choir, filling the depths of the mute forest with echoes of terrible warning, were all calculated to make a vivid impression even on a mind the most obdu- rate. I sunk down on my bended knees, awe- struck and overpowered. It seemed to me that every voice was directed to myself, in eager im- precation to fly from the brink of the dreadful abyss to which ' hope never comes.' The services closed with the hymn, the worshipers slowly re- tired to their respective tents, and silence and sleep resumed their quiet empire; but there I remained, riveted to the earth, motionless, and alone. Yet not alone, for the voice of a mysteri- ous presence kept whispering in my ear, ' flee to the fold of Grod ! ' even the monitory ' stop ! ' of the thrilling hymn, rung like a trumpet from heaven through the chambers of my heart. I bowed myself to the earth, and there all night long, amid the gloom of that lonely forest, and the moans of its solemn pines, gazed on the phantoms of misspent hours, imploring light to my darkened JOHN HANCOCK. 93 spirit — energy to subdue its fiery passions — strength to unmask the specious. vanities of the world, and to forego its momentary pleasures, for the unimaginable cycle of an eternal beatitude, till morning dawned upon my silent vigil, and found me blessed with that inward peace which seems the antepast of heaven.' The above description has nothing in it that may not be seen at any camp-meeting, excepting the presence of the fawn ; this, of course, was an unusual and, as it proved to be, an incident of peculiar interest. Still, every camp-meeting has its own incidents, and many of these are of a thrilling character. From scenes of this kind, John Hancock, with his heart full of holy influences, would repair to the quietness of his farm, and there pursue his honest toil till the coming Sabbath, when he would be found, sometimes in the city church, the country school-house, the private dwelling, the county poor-house, proclaiming, with renewed zeal, the Gospel of the grace of God. In early life, he was repeatedly and earnestly 94 pilgrim's foot-prints. solicited to devote himself entirely to tlie ^vork of tlie holy ministry. This he did not do ; and, as he desired to act conscientiously in all things, we may readily conclude that there were many and severe conflicts in his mind in reference to the matter. All the reasons which influenced him in his final decision, of course cannot now be known ; but there is no doubt, that the obligations imposed upon him, at the death of his step-father, to pay legacies of a considerable amount, had great weight upon his mind. If he gave himself wholly to the ministry, he saw no prospect of meeting these demands. He seems, therefore, to have labored for many years, as if he hoped the period was just at hand, when he would be able to give himself up to the work of God untrammeled. It was late in life, however, before that desired time arrived. In the year 1837, being then in his sixty-first year, and free from temporal embarrassment, he made appli- cation, contrary to the wishes of his family and friends, to the New Jersey Annual Conference of the Methodist Episcopal Church, to be admitted JOHN HANCOCK. 95 into that body as an itinerant minister. After ma- ture deliberation, it was thought he was too far ad- vanced in life to enter upon such labors and respon- sibilities as would be required in that position, and, while the kindest feelings were cherished towards the applicant, the application was not granted. With this decision he was grieved and dissatisfied, especially as he felt an earnest desire to be more extensively useful than he could be in his present position. Disappointed here, he concluded, after several months of consideration and prayer, that his sphere of usefulness might perhaps be en- larged, by withdrawing his formal connection from the Methodist Episcopal Church, which he did, on the 9th day of November, 1837, at the same time enjoining upon his friends, and especially his children, that they should remain where they were, unless they could find a better way, and a holier Church ; and he himself took occa- sion, before his death, to show the sincerity of his exhortations, by returning to the Church of his early choice, whose doctrines he believed and preached while living, whose institutions he loved 96 riLGRIM's FOOT-PRINTS. and prized wlien dying — and leaning upon wliose bosom he peacefully reposed at last. But, notwithstanding his separation, such was the confidence reposed in him, that he continued to occupy the pulpits of the Methodist Episcopal Church with regularity. Other doors of useful- ness, in the various denominations, were continu- ally opening, all of which he joyfully entered ; and when thanks were returned him, for the ser- vices he had rendered, usually responded : — " I thank you, sir, for having afforded me another opportunity to preach Jesus and the resurrec- tion." Coming now to his sixty- third year, a period in life when the majority of men begin to feel as if their work was drawing to a close, he seems to have renewed his strength, and, at the close of the year, makes the following minute : — Traveled this year, miles 2,40 G Days from home, 154 Held meetings, 161 Expenses in traveling and donations, $19 33 Received in cash and other articles, 14 05 Expenses above receipts, $5 28 JOHX HANCOCK. 97 In his sixty-fourth year, traveled miles 1,961 Away from home, days 95 Preached sermons 111 Expenses in traveling and donations, $43 91 Received for services, 3 40 Expenses above receipts $40 51 It will be very clearly seen from the above, that John Hancock did not eat his bread b}^ laboring in the Christian ministry. On the con- trary, his efforts were purely benevolent, and from the promptings of diit}^ Pursuing these labors year after year, he was often wearied to the last extreme ; so that, in passing from place to place, he would sleep upon horseback, or in his carriage, for miles together. One very dark night, his horse stopped, and, after all efforts, could be urged no further; when, getting out of his carriage, and feeling about to ascertain his situation, he discovered that the road passed directly along the river, without the least protec- tion for the traveler ; and had the horse taken another step, all would have been precipitated into the waters below. Amid such scenes, he labored to the close of life. 9 CHAPTER V. THE BIBLE. " Its very name recalls The happy hours of youth, "When, in my grandsire's halls, I heard its tales of truth. I've seen the white hairs flow, O'er the volume as he read, But, that was long ago, And the good old man is dead ! " '• 0, how I love thy law ! it is my meditation all the day."— Psalms 119 : 97. ''The excellent Polycarp, Bishop of Smyrna, was obliged to quit the city in consequence of in- creasing persecutions; he went with one of his faithful disciples to a region in the vicinity. In the cool of the evening, the bishop was walking under the shade of the magnificent trees which stood in front of his rural abode ; here, he found his disciple sitting under an oak tree, leaning his head on his hand, and weeping. Then the old man said : — ' My son, why weepest thou ? ' The 08 JOHN HANCOCK. 99 disciple lifted up his head, and said : — ' Shall I not mourn and weep, when I think of the king- dom of truth upon earth ? Tempests and storms are gathering around, and will destroy it. Many of its adherents have become apostates, and have denied and abused the truth, proving that unwor- thy men may confess it with their lips, though their hearts are far from it. This fills my heart with sorrow, and my eyes with tears.' Then Polycarp smiled, and answered : — ' My dear son, the kingdom of divine truth is like unto a tree, which a countryman reared in his garden. He set the seed secretly and quietly in the ground, and left it; the seed put forth leaves, and the young tree grew up among weeds and thorns. Soon the tree reared itself above them, and the weeds died, because the shadow of the branches overcame them. The tree grew, and the winds blew on it and shook it ; but its roots clung firmer and firmer to the ground, taking hold of the rocks downwards, and its branches reached unto heaven. Thus the tempest served to increase the firmness and strength of the tree. When it grew up 100 pilgrim's foot-prints. higher, and its shadow spread further, then the thorns and the weeds grew again around the tree ; but it heeded them not in its loftiness ; there it stood in calm, peaceful grandeur — a tree of God!'" Such is the Bible — a beautiful tree, growing in our very midst, casting its refreshing shade, and bearing its life-giving fruit for all; and, though scorned by some, rejected and ridiculed by others, it stands unharmed amid all the tem- pests of earth and the shocks of time — the Book OF G-od! It is a pleasing truth, that all good men, of every name and age, love the Bible. The Bible and goodness go hand in hand. John Hancock loved the Bible I He loved it preeminently ! From the time of his spiritual birth, to the day of his death, it was his constant companion. He read it in private upon his knees; and often, while thus engaged, light from the eternal throne broke in upon his mind. He read it constantly in his family devotions; ever regarding it as a "lamp to his feet, and a light to his path." In JOHN HANCOCK. 101 order that he might have a better understanding of the "Word of God, he purchased, at an early period, of Rev. T. Ware, Coke's " Commentary on the Holy Scriptures," a large work in several volumes, the expense of which he met by making harness for Mr. Ware. Some time after this, Clarke's " Commentary," a work of great research and learning, was published in numbers ; to this, he also become a subscri- ber. These he studied with great diligence and profit, and from them drew, perhaps, the largest amount of his biblical knowledge. It was know- ledge in which he took great delight — for it was the knowledge of God. In his preaching, the ex- cellency of the Holy Scriptures was mostly, if not always, referred to. In the late years of his life, this was especially true. In every sermon, he drew largely from the sacred volume, and en- deavored to impress upon the minds of his audi- ence, that the Bible was unspeakably superior to every other book, indeed, the only book. And, while he felt that the Bible was a light to his own path, he was not satisfied to let it shine there 102 pilgrim's foot-prints. alone; he wished that it might beam upon all. Hence, in his travels, he was ever seeking out the destitute, and then finding some way to supply them with the Word of God. For the last few years of his life, he kept a memorandum of the persons to whom he gave Bibles and Testaments, under the following caption : — " Bibles given away, or hread cast tqjon the icatersy In 1850, he made himself, by the payment of thirty dollars, a life member of that great Chris- tian institution, the American Bible Society, and, fi'om this time, his zeal in the good cause seems, if possible, to have been greater than be- fore. He lost no opportunity to bestow a Bible wherever he thought it would be of use, and always took care to accompany the book with some portion of scriptural advice. In 1853, he writes to the American Bible Society, as follows : — " I thank God, I have lived to accomplish a design long cherished, of giving every one of my grandchildren a Bible of comely appearance. I wrote, and pasted on the inside of the cover of each, a few lines suited to JOHN HANCOCK. 103 the age, sex, and character of each child." Some of these inscriptions are, as follows : — '' ROSWELL M. HANCOCK'S BIBLE. Searcli the Scriptures, read your Bible through, Believe their precepts, love, obey them, too ; ^ From childhood up to mauhood, fear the Lord, Live in accordance with his Holy Word." " John Wade, Montgomery County, Vt., who died in 1849, read his Bible through seventy-eight times. J. H." " WILLIAM F. HANCOCK'S BIBLE. PRESENTED BY HIS GRANDFATHER, APRIL, 1653. God of my fathers, bless the lad. And form his soul divine. May he with grace and love be clad, And be a child of thine." '•JOHN K HANCOCK'S BIBLE. PRESENTED BY HIS GRANDFATHER, JULY, 1853. Search the Scriptures, read your Bible through, Believe its precepts, love, obey them, too. The Bible, as a book of science, is the most learned book in the world. It has God for its author, truth for its matter, and salvation for its end. Morris Co.. N. J. John Hancock." 104 pilgrim's foot-prints. To a little orphan girl, who always called him grandfather, he gave a Bible with this inscrip- tion : — ''MARTHA COLE'S BIBLE. PRESENTED TO HER BY GRANDFATHER HANCOCK, 1853. ' Search the Scriptures.' * When my father and mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up.' — Psalms 27 : 10." Thus he passed along, through the ranks of his children's children, giving to each a copy of the book which had been to him, through a long life, above all price. These precious volumes are prized all the more, because they came from grandfather, and contain some of his own poetry addressed directly to themselves. For several years before his death, so anxious was he that his grandchildren should not only possess the Bible, but commit portions of it to memory, it was his custom to assemble as many of them as possible at his own house on New Year's day, and have them recite, in his hearing, from its sacred pages. JOHN HANCOCK. 105 On one such occasion, after they had repeated correctly the ten commandments, he pronounced upon them, as they gathered around him, the fol- lowing benediction : — " God of my fathers, bless the lads, And form their hearts anew ; Bless, my God, these little maids, And make them Christians, too." On a similar occasion, in 1852, he blesses and prays for them thus : — *^ Lord, write thy law on all their hearts, And fix it in their inward parts ; Be thou their God, their leader be, Through time, and through eternity." In 1853, after an interview of the same kind, he thus instructs them : — *' Learn God's commandments all by heart, And never from his law depart ; Believe in God, in Christ, our Lord, Believe, obey, and love his "Word, And from his precepts never stray, They'll guide you to eternal day." These gatherings were anticipated with great interest by the little ones, and their influence will be felt through life. 106 On a Sabbath evening, in the month of Sep- tember, 1853, he was unexpectedly called upon to fill a vacancy in the Methodist Episcopal Church, Morristown, occasioned by the indisposi- tion of the pastor. The following sketch, pre- pared and published at the time in the Christian Advocate and Journal, will serve further to il- lustrate his high estimate of the "Word of God, and his great willingness to preach that Word at all times : — '•'THE OLD MAN'S SERMON. It was a sermon of peculiar interest. The subject VMS interestijig — The Bible — text, Luke 11:28 : — ' Yea, rather blessed are they which hear the Word of God, and keep it.' He told us what the Word of God was ; not the pretended revelations of the Shakers or Mormons, but the pure words of inspiration, as they are contain- ed in our present translation of the Holy Scrip- tures. He dwelt upon the great excellency of the Word of God, till his whole soul glowed and burned with the blessedness of his theme. JOHN HANCOCK. 107 He referred to valuable testimony concerning the Bible from the gifted and the good. He gpoke of its morals, its poetry, its history, its spirituality. ' It reveals,' said he, ' to the righte- ous, fullness of consolation, and to the sinner, his only way of life and hope through Jesus Christ.' 'I have lived,' said the old man, 'through a long life, and the Bible never seemed so beautiful as now.' He told us our duty i?i reference to the Word of God. 'We must hear and keep it; that is, receive it in our hearts by faith, then practice it daily in our lives. Hearing and obey- ing,' said he, ' are leading features in our holy re- ligion. If all men would hear and obey that one precept of the Lord,' ' Whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them,'