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PHILADELPHIA: GRIGG, ELLIOT AND CO., No. 14 NORTH FOURTH STREET. NEW ALBANY, INDIANA: J. R. NUNEMACKER. AND FOR SALE BY ALL BOOKSELLERS AND COUNTRY xAlERCHANTS SOUTH AND WEST. 1847. Entered according to the Act of Congress, in the year 1S47, by GRIGG, ELLIOT, AND CO., in the Clerk's Office of the District Court for the Eastern District of Pennsylvania. V CM' Philadelphia: t. k. and p. g. collins, rhinteks. PREFACE. In thus bringing myself before the public as an author, I offer no apology. I make no pretensions to literary merit. The following pages were written in the confusion and inconvenience of camp, with limited sources of information, and without any expectation of future publication. I offer nothing but a faithful description of my own feelings, and of incidents in the life of a volunteer. To such as may be interested in an unvarnished relation of facts, connected with the duties, fatigues and perils of a soldier's life, I respectfully submit this volume. B. F. SCRIBNER. New Albany, Indiana. PUBLISHERS^ NOTE To the interest of a simple personal narrative, this volume adds the value of a faithful description of that part of a soldier's duty in the camp and field, which is necessarily excluded from official ac- counts or general histories. It attracted in manuscript the attention of the publishers, as a work similar in spirit and purpose to Dana's " Two Years before the Mast," although necessarily less varied in incident, and less comprehensive in information than that very popular production. The map of the field of Euena Vista by Lieutenant Green, of the 15th infantry, is presented as the most accurate yet published, having been approved by many distinguished officers as a true re- presentation of the ground, and of the relative positions of the corps of the American and Mexican armies, on the day of the battle. A careful examination of the map and references, will affiard a clearer idea of the movements of both, and of the progress of the action, than any of the descriptions which have yet appeared. INCIDENTS CAMPAIGN IN MEXICO. July. — We left the New Albany wharf, July 11th, 1846, at one o'clock A. M., and are now winding our way to New Orleans, on the noble steamer Uncle Sam, en route to the wars in Mexico. I am wholly unable to describe ray thoughts and emotions, at leaving my native home, with its endearing associations, and embarking upon a venturesome career of fatigue, privation, and danger. I stood upon the hurricane deck, and could see by the moonlight crowds of my fellow townsmen upon the bank, and in the intervals of the cannon's roar, returned their encouraging cheers. As we glided down, the last objects that met my lingering gaze, were the white dresses and floating handkerchiefs of our fair friends. How few of us may return to receive their welcome ! I am becoming more and more impressed with the aristocracy of office. Those who hold commissions have the best pay, the best fare, and all the honor. The private performs the work, endures the privation, and when the toils and sufferings of the campaign are over, forgetfulness folds him gracefully in her capacious mantle. The cabin has been reserved for the stafi' and commissioned officers, while the non-commissioned and privates enjoy decks the best way they can. I now realize that when one takes up arms voluntarily in defence of his country's institutions, he forfeits his claim to gen- tility, thereby rendering himself liable to all kinds of cold, cheerless inattention. Under a full appreciation of this fact, one of my com- panions and myself applied to the Captain of the steamer for a cabin passage. He granted our request, with the Colonel's consent, and by paying extra ten dollars, we were permitted to occupy the 12 INCIDENTS OF last remaining mora, and enjoy the very great privilege of sitting at llie same table with our titled superiors. There are five companies on board, and all appear in good spirits. They are following the bent of their several inclinations. At a table above me is a group of " Greys" busily engaged in signing resolu- tions indicative of their disapprobation of the course of Gov. Whit- comb and his advisers, in officering and forming our regiments. I will not here try to show how all our plans have been frustrated, nor speak of the many discouraging circumstances under which we go away ; suffice to say, I willingly signed the resolutions, which will be sent home for publication. I pause to listen to a song in which Prof. Goff appears to lead. How pleasing are the impressions made upon the mind by a beau- tiful landscape, when advantageously seen and properly appreciated. We have just passed three islands lying almost side by side, thereby giving great width to the river. They are indeed beautiful. Viewed in the distance they appear like three huge tufts of grass. 12th. — Our noble craft is now ploughing the bosom of the " Great Father of Waters." There is something truly sublime in beholding a mighty river moving on in its course, defying every resistance, ^and bearing silently on towards the ocean. There is a tiresome- ness in the scenery upon the banks of this noble stream, when com- pared with the diversified character of that found upon either side of the beautiful Ohio. It is remarked generally by those among us, accustomed to tra- velling, that a more orderly set of men they have never seen than the volunteers from Indiana. The Greys attract much attention by their jokes and animation. They lead in the dance, and three of their number take the front rank in music. Goflf with his guitar, Tuley with his violin, and Matthews with his vocal accompaniments, constitute a musical trio, possessing power to cheer the soldier's saddest hour. I have formed qdite an agreeable acquaintance with the clerks of the boat, who manifest much interest in my future wel- fare. We have just passed the mouth of the Arkansas river, and I do not remember to have seen a single farmhouse for a distance of many miles, that indicates competency or convenience. 17^/2. — After a most delightful trip of five days we arrived at the great City of the South, and are now encamped on the " Battle A CAMPAIGN IN MEXICO. 13 Ground" of the memorable 8th of January. We are almdst deluged in water and mud, as it has rained almost every day since we left home. Having pitched our tents, several of us not particularly de- lighted with our new quarters, sought more congenial lodgings in the city, where we have remained ever since, but shall rendezvous and proceed to camp in the morning. In relation to my visit to the city, I shall not particularize except to say, that I delivered a letter of introduction kindly given me by a friend, and was joyfully recog- nized and received. , 18/A. — In pursuance of appointment, several of us met next morning at the Lower Market, negotiated with some Spaniards to take us in their sail-boat to the encampment, and were soon under way. Having arrived, we were forced to wade from the river to our tents, nearly to the knees in mud and water. We were truly in a sorry plight. Some of the more enterprising in camp have greatly improved their condition, by laying cordwood in the bottom of their tents. Our condition is rendered more insupportable from the fact that the "Barracks" are so short a distance from us, presenting so much of comfort. We truly envy the regulars. On the afternoon of the same day we received orders to strike tents and prepare for embarkation, which we joyfully obeyed. About midnight five companies were economically stowed under the hatches of the ship Gov. Davis. Our vessel, together with the Partheon, also containing Indiana troops, was soon towed onward to the Gulf. 19^/?. — We entered the Gulf next morning, and started upon our course with a fair wind, which, however, was of short duration. It soon commenced raining, and while I write, head winds impede our progress. Sea sickness and low spirits prevail. I have not yet been affected by the former, but am by no means realizing the pleasure trip, which some of my friends anticipated. If they could spend a night in the hold of this crowded vessel, they would not dream of citron groves or perfumed bowers. 20f/t. — In view of bettering my condition last night, I sought new lodgings by climbing up under the seat of an inverted yawl, where I slept, or tried to sleep ; for the seat was short, narrow and hard, 14 INCIDENTS OF as my bones can testify. It was also dark and stormy. The wind, rain, thunder, lightning, and creaking of the ship, as she heaved and surged through the billows, filled my mind with fear and anx- iety, and kept me the whole night clinging to my narrow perching place. The sky is now clear, and wind fair, and the whole face of nature changed. We are gracefully gliding through the white spray, as it glitters in the sunbeams. The gorgeously tinted clouds are reflected upon the waves, in all the colors of the rainbow. This is the first time I have enjoyed a scene at sea, or fully realized being out sight of land. The undulating motion of the vessel, instead of making me sick, produces real pleasure. How exhilarating to feel ourselves riding up, up, and down, down with such regularity, fanned by the breezes that whistle through the sails ! 21s/. — Last evening was spent in organizing a debating club from the soldier fragments of the Caleopean Society, together with several new members. Grave and powerful speeches were made, and the question " Should the pay of volunteers be increased ?" was discussed in a masterly manner. Arguments on both sides were unanswerable, and consequently unanswered. But as the exercises were got up more for amusement than improvement, they closed at an early hour, with a musical finale by the trio performers, who, with the captain of the ship, and others were convened upon the quarter-deck. We then stretched ourselves upon the deck, where we slept undisturbed, save when in the way of the sailors managing the ship. This morning there appeared to be a general depression of spirits among the Greys. Complaints were heard from many who be- fore had not been known to murmur. Our quarters between decks are truly unenviable, and the heat and stench almost insupportable. We had a fine treat to-day for dinner. The captain of the Greys had the good fortune to capture a young shark. It was very accept- ably served up in the form of chowder. The wind is rather more favorable than it has yet been, but our progress is still slow, and it is the general opinion, it will be several days before we arrive at Point Isabel. Another and myself spent a portion of the afternoon upon the quarter deck reading plays from Shakspeare, after which we were all richly entertained in listening to the glowing descrip- tions of Napoleon and his marshals by Headley. A CAMPAIGN IN MEXICO. 15 22d. — We have now fair wind, and are making fine speed. This morning the reading party was broken up by the fantastic gambols of a shoal of porpoises. This was quite an incident, and was hailed with much pleasure by {he ennui-burdened passengers. At noon we found by the altitude, that we were but six hours sail from Galveston, and but half way to our destination. The captain says if the wind continues favorable, we shall, however, reach there in two days. I have felt gloomy and low spirited all day ; owing, I suppose, to our uncomfortable situation. 23d, — This has been a miserable day. I do not think I ever spent one more unhappily. In fact, ever since I have been aboard this ship, I have had the blues most supremely. The crowd, the confusion, the dirt, the continual heaving of the vessel, and the dis- mal wo-begone countenances, of companions, are well calculated to fill the mind with reckless despondency. 2'ith. — We are now lying at anchor five miles from Brazos San- tiago. About 8 o'clock, last night we witnessed the affecting sight of a burial at sea. It was indeed a thrilling scene. The moon and stars shone in all their brilliancy, as if indifferent to human woes. The body of the dead wrapped in his blanket — the soldier's winding-sheet — was brought upon deck. A few words of consola- tion to friends composed the ceremony, and the body was lowered into the quiet deep, food for the " hyenas of the ocean." I never shall forget the foreboding pause of the vessel, or the awful splash of the corse as it fell into its watery grave. With sad emotions awakened in my bosom, I lay down upon the quarter-deck, and was ruminating upon the blighted hopes of this unfortunate youth, when I was aroused by an approaching storm. I sought shelter in the hold, but the crowd, the heat, the stench and the groanings of the sick, rendering it almost insupportable, I soon went aloft, preferring death by drowning to suffocation. The rain had ceased, but having lost my blanket, I was forced to take the wet deck and make the best of it. We shall have to remain on the vessel anchored in the offing, until conveyed ashore by steamers, to procure which the general and staff have just started in a long boat. It is grateful, under any circumstances, to have friends, but how much additibnal pleasure it gives to find them among strangers. To find one here and there, who can sympathize with us in misfor- 16 INCIDENTS OF tune, and feel interested in our welfare, when we least expect it, is calculated to give us better views of humanity. My thoughts were dirt-cted to this subject by the kindness of one of the mates of the ship. One day, when I was sitting in a rather musing mood, he introduced himself by familiarly accosting me with " Frank, how goes it ?" After some conversation on matters of present in- terest, he inquired how I came to volunteer. I explained to him some of the causes. Among others I told him the " Spencer Greys" was an independent company formed several years ago, and chiefly composed of young men of New Albany. They had attracted much attention by the splendor of their uniform, their prompt and accurate movements in the drill, and their superior skill in target firing. They had won many prizes from neighboring companies, and there- by gained a celebrity, as possessing all the requisite qualifications to meet the foe, providing courage, that essential quality in a soldier, w^as not wanting. The call went forth for volunteers, and the in- quiry was naturally made, " Where are the Greys?" To say no- thing of the many motives that may prompt, pride to sustain the reputation already gained was sufficient for most of us. Our com- pany was filled up, and we -reported ourselves in readiness to the governor, and were duly accepted. Here my new friend was called to supper, and upon declining to accompany him, he kindly insisted I should receive a package of finely flavored cigars, upon which I can regale luxuriously. 2bth. — We are still waiting in the most painful suspense and anxiety, for transportation ashore. For my own part I have made up my mind to bear everything like a philosopher. I entered upon this campaign, expecting to meet with privation and suffering ; and judging from the past I am likely to realize my expectations. But trifling officers, and our very unpleasant situation on this filthy ship, are distresses that most of us overlooked in our calculation. Here- after I am resolved to take everything easy, and complain as little as possible. Surfeited with bacon and hard mouldy bread, and in consideration of the frequent invitations from the mate to eat with him, I went to the steward, and negotiated for one dollar a day to take my meals at the table of the ship. After dinner I was beckoned to the lower cabin by my friend the mate, where he brought forth a rare collation, upon which we feasted like epicures. He opened his chest and showed me many curiosities from China, Java, and other A CAMPAIGN IN MEXICO. 17 foreign countries. He also furnished a list of clothing, handker- chiefs, paper, pencils, and lastly his hammock, and begged me to take freely anything that would contribute to my comfort, as it would give him great pleasure to share with me. I declined re- ceiving anything upon the ground that I was well provided, and could not carry his hammock, upon the comforts of which he so fully expatiated. I did, however, accept a superior cedar pencil, and warmly thanked him for his kind offers. He tells me he is a native of Boston, and a brother of Thayres, who is interested in the Boston and Liverpool line of steamers. 26th. — We are spending another Lord's day in a heathenish manner. There are very few among us who spend the day differ- ently from other days. We have not yet heard from our officers. Most of us have ceased to make calculations upon the future. How strangely is man subject to fluctuation of feeling! — with what sud- denness the mind can fly from pleasure to pain ! Last night I realized this in its fullest sense. I was seated astern luxuriating under the influence of a fine cigar, (thanks to my new friend,) and for the first time witnessed a clear sunset at sea. It was one of the most glorious scenes I ever beheld. The whole western sky was illuminated with the most gorgeous colors. The refulgent sun slowly sinking into the liquid blue until nearly immersed, sank at once, and a dark mist shot upward in his pathway to the clouds, which still retained their variegated tints. The whole scene was sublimely beautiful, and filled me with a joyful enthusiasm. The sea breeze, and the graceful rocking of the ship contributed to the effect. At such a moment how sweet is the thought of home, and the pleasures we long to share with loved ones left behind ! These alluring reflections led me at length to a vein of melancholy, and produced a complete reaction in my whole feelings, which harmonized well with the changed and threatening aspect of the gathering clouds. We have just been thrown into^a state of intense excitement by the arrival of a steamer which has taken three of our companies. The rest will remain till morning. 21th. — According to arrangement, the steamer arrived this morn- ing, to transport us to the island. During the bustle of transfer, we were attracted to the stern of the ship, where the sailors had caught a shark, on a hook baited with bacon. Soon a great crowd ]8 INCIDENTS OF was collected, many climbing over the bulwarks and among the rig- ain occupied all my attention. I shall, therefore, for ray future perusal, detail my own feelings and actions, together with what came under my own observation during the hazardous conflict. At sunrise, on the following day, the roaring of the enemy's cannon announced the commencement of hostilities. A heavy fire was opened upon our riflemen upon the mountain, but they returned it in a handsome style. They were reinforced by a part of the 2d Illinois regiment and Kentucky cavalry, but still the odds were greatly against them. The whole mountain side, as far as the eye could reach, glittered with the enemy's bayonets and lances. It was about nine o'clock in the morning when our regiment and a battery of three pieces, commanded by Lieut. O'Brien, marched out towards the battery which had been playing against us during the night and morning. We formed a line in front of three regi- ments of Mexico's oldest soldiers (see Map 0). It was an awful moment to face the thousands of veterans in solid column, with their gaudy uniforms and showy banners. But we had no time for admiration; for, before our line was formed, they had fired two rounds, which we soon returned in right good earnest. I was at ray post in the rank of file closers, and was urging the men to form in their proper places, when Captain Sanderson cried out, " Never mind, Frank, fire away!" which I did, with all possible haste. About this time the battery on our left (see Map, Letters M, B), opened upon us a deadly fire of grape, which raked our flank with terrible effect; still we stood front to front, and poured our fire upon the infantry, which did us but little injury, as they shot too high. But the battery on our left galled us exceedingly. It ap- peared as if we had purposely halted in their exact range, and the whole atmosphere resounded with the wdiizzing shot that came with increasing precision. Apollos Stephens was the first of the Greys to fall. He received a grape shot in the head, and fell back almost into ray arms. 0, how shall I describe the horror of my feelings? There lay quivering in death one of my comrades, with his eyes upturned, and the tears starting from them. It w^as a sad and touching scene — one that will never be efTaced from my A CAMPAIGN IN MEXICO. ' 61 memory. I was loading when he fell, and compressing my lips, and smothering my emotions, I stepped over him and fired. Our captain was the next to fall, exclaiming "/'tje ^o< z7, 607/5.'" A grape shot had struck his scabbard, which saved his life. Being ready to fire again, I stepped into a vacant place in the ranks, where I continued to load and fire without noticing anything around. The only thought I remember to have had was, " W[iat a wonder I did not receive Captain Sanderson's shot, as I w-as next to him on the same line! so the ball must have passed me before it struck him." All was hurry and excitement, each working hard and doing his best. Occasionally a cannon-ball would whistle over our heads, or strike the ground near us, throwing the rock and dirt in all directions. We had fired about twenty-one rounds, when I heard some one say, "They are all retreating!" and turning, I saw that the right wing had gone, and the left starting. But several who had not heard Colonel Bowles' order to retreat, cried out, "Halt, men! for God's sake, stop !" At this, many of us hesitated ; but the retreat was general, and the enemy fast advancing upon us, led on by a large force of lancers. At length. Lieutenant Cayre, then in com- mand, remarked, "It's no use, boys, to stay here alone; let us retreat!" which we did, with the balls raining around us, and the lancers at our heels. We rallied, by order, on the brow of the ridge from which we started in the morning, but were told to fall back upon the ridge on which we were first formed on the morning of the 22d. Here many of us met the Mississippi regiment of rifle- men, who had just arrived from their quarters in town. The more I reflect upon our position in the opening of the con- flict, the more I am at a loss to understand the policy of sending the 2d regiment against such an overpowering force. We were three- quarters of a mile from any assistance, except that of the gallant O'Brien, who with his three little pieces did such great execution. Our field oflScers all deny giving the word retreat, and General Lane, they say, intended to charge. Had he given the word, the charge would have been made ; but how dreadful would have been the slaughter of our troops. It is unprecedented in the annals of war- fare, for eight companies to rush against a disciplined force of three thousand infantry supported by twelve hundred lancers. Had we remained fifteen minutes longer, it is thought not one half of us 62 INCIDENTS OF M'ould have survived. Their battery was fast getting our exact range, and it is astonishing that so many of us esfcaped.* My object in thus pausing in my description, is to show the posi- tion of our field officers, and why the 2d Indiana regiment scattered themselves into other regiments. Here, one instance will be related showing the qualification of Colonel Bowles to command. On the night of the 22d we were surprised by a body of horsemen, sup- posed to be lancers endeavoring to outflank us. This was pointed out to the Colonel, who called us to attention, and attempted to form us in a line of battle before the enemy. But, in his ignorance of tactics, he got us with the " left in front," and while we were ma- neuvering to get right, we might have been cut to pieces. Fortu- nately, however, the alarm was caused by some of our own cavalry, who were returninc; from watering their horses. At this display of incapacity in the hour of danger, great murmur- ing arose amongst the officers, and the men were all unwilling to trust their honor and lives in his hands. A committee was sent to General Lane, requesting him to be with us on the following day, which he promised faithfully to do. Now in these remarks, I do not wish to express any disrespect to Colonel Bowles, farther than as a military commander. I believe him to be intelligent, courteous and humane, and judging of actions during the engagement, I have no reason to doubt his or Colonel Haddon's bravery. But who would wonder at our want of confidence in these officers, after be- * Injustice to General Lane who, being ordered by General Wool to move forward and meet the enemy that were advancing in strong force, selected this point for their reception — I will state, that since I have surveyed, with more leisure and coolness, our position, I am convinced that a more judicious spot could not have been chosen. It was the only place where our small force could present so large a front as the enemy, who, with their overpowering numbers upon almost any other ground, might have surrounded and destroyed us. To show the probability of success, had the intended charge been made, I will here quote from a conversation after the battle. General Wool remarked to Colonel Bowles, in the presence of General Lane, Colonel Curtis, 3d Ohio regiment, and Major Washington. Light Artillery, that if he had withheld his order, " Cease firing, and retreat," and had carried out the intention of General Lane, to ad- vance, his regiment would have executed one of the most briUiant things ever done on any field of battle; "for," said he, " Santa Anna, in his own official re- port, remarks, ' that he had already passed an order for his forces to retreat, when the enemy, after a most determined resistance, was observed to give way in great confusion.' " A CAMPAIGN IN MEXICO. 63 holding their ridiculous blunders while on drill ? Who would blame the men for preferring other commanders, when the enemy com- menced crowding upon us ? One-third of us joined other regiments, and the remainder rallit^d under Lieutenant Colonel Haddon, form- ing a distinct front as a regiment, and fought with firmness along- side the Mississippians and 3d Indianians. After many fruitless exertions to rally his men, Colonel Bowles ordered those who were near him to join the Mississippians, at the same time falling in himself. We marched along the ridge to meet a large body of lancers supported by infantry. We soon opened our fire upon them, and that, too, in a manner which forced them to retreat, and pursuing, we halted at intervals, and continued our leaden hail. Having followed them across two deep ravines, they were reinforced, and came rushing down upon us like a tremendous avalanche, pouring out upon us their incessant shot. We fell back across the two hollows, occasionally halting to fire upon our pursuers. While in the second ravine, the sun shining with burning heat, famishing for want of water, and almost overcome with exertions, I leaned against a rocky precipice, and there made up my mind to die. Sad and hopeless were my thoughts, when, raising my head, I beheld the Mexican line firing down upon us. At this I was in- voluntarily aroused, and recollecting an expression in Mrs. W.'s letter, " If you should die, it would kill your mother," I made an effort for those 1 loved and gained the summit. But oh! God! what a merciful preservation! The balls rained around, scattering death and destruction on every side. It appeared like the bed under a shot tower, so thick and fast did the balls hail about us. A man just before me was shot down, and a brave lieutenant, who so kindly made room for me in his company, fell wounded behind me, exclaiming, " Give me water! give me a handkerchief!" I gazed upon his supplicating countenance, but had nothing to relieve him. Rendered reckless by the sight we had just witnessed, we rallied again upon the top of the hill, and with the 2d Indiana under Lieutenant Haddon, opened a terrible fire upon our blood-thirsty enemies. They soon retreated in the utmost disorder. Having fled beyond our fire, a detail was sent to explore the ravine for our wounded. While descending, what a shocking scene, presented itself! The barbarians were cruelly butchering our wounded, and stripping them of their clothes. But our unerring rifles soon stopped these atrocious murders. Our success was but C4 INCIDENTS OF poor compensation for the blood of twenty brave comrades. The poor lieutenant was left naked with his throat cut from ear to ear. About this time the city of Saltillo was attacked by two thousand lancers, from Palamus Pass, commanded by General Minon, but being unable to face Major Webster's well-directed battery from the redoubt fort, were driven back, after endeavoring to join the main army by passing along the foot of the mountain. Simultaneous with this engagement, a charge was made by a large body of lancers upon our baggage and provision train, at the Ranch (see Map, Letter J) Buena Vista, and were met by several companies of Kentucky and Arkansas cavalry, who were unable to withstand the shock, and were forced to fall back. Then the extended line of lancers came rushing down with their weapons poised ready to murder and rob our wounded, and sack our wagons. But they were checked by the appalling fire from the Indiana rifle battalion, who were ordered from the mountain with others who had rallied there. (See Map, Letter K.) If the latter could be blamed for retreating thither, they more than balanced it by their coolness and heroic defence in this instance. So firmly and furiously did they resist the Mexicans, that the plundering wretches gladly made their escape, leaving the plain strewed with their dead and dying. They were now pursued by Colonel May's squadron of dragoons, who, wijh two pieces of Captain Bragg's battery, had just come up.' They were driven along the foot of the mountain into a gorge, where they joined a force that the Mississippians, reinforced by the two Indiana regiments and a twelve-pound howitzer, had been firing upon with great execution. There we had them in a dread- ful dilemma, Colonel May (see Letter U), and the two pieces on the left pouring forth a destructive fire as they closed in. Below, on their right, was stationed a battery of three pieces, commanded by Captain Sherman, (see Letter Z,) emitting without mercy the messengers of death. Still further to the right was our position, (see Letter H,) and with our little cannon was opening their ranks at every fire. At this interesting crisis, just as we were about to obtain a brilliant victory over a force of more than five thousand strong:, we were ordered to cease hostilities, as a flag of truce had arrived. There was an immediate cessation on our part, which the enemy faithlessly took advantage of, by passing out of the gorge, but not without suffering greatly from the fire which opened upon them, when their object was discovered. A CAMPAIGN IN MEXICO. 65 The greatest portion of the afternoon was spent with these events. The enemy, now making another desperate effort, came charging down upon us in all their splendor. We at once formed a V. (See Letter H.) The 3d Indiana on the right, the Mississippians and 2d Indiana forming the angle. As we stood awaiting their ap- proach, Colonel Davis cried out, "Hold your fire, men, until they get close, and then give it to them!" I never shall forget the im- posing appearance of the Mexicans as they bore down upon us with their immense columns, glittering lances, and parti-colored banners. There was one company mounted upon white horses, and wearing brass mounted caps, with red plumes. At first they started off in a trot, and as they accelerated into a graceful gallop, with lines accurately dressed, and lances poised for action, within twenty paces of us, General Lane gave the word — " Jfow give it to themV Here I shall fail in description. What language could I use to convey a vivid impression of the din and crashing thunder of this terrible collision ? How awful was the report and the destruction of our deadly fire. The enemy at first slackened, then halted and wavered ; then turning toward their battery, on the ridge, they fled, terrified and panic-stricken. It was, indeed, a glorious achievement. W^hole platoons ap- peared to droop and fall before our unerring shot. It seemed as if every man felt that he was an American soldier, and that he was individually responsible for the performance of that hour. And as the victors pursued the retreating foe, they rent the air with their shouts of triumph, throwing up their caps, and giving every demon- stration of the highest delight. I now felt for the first time like exclaiming, " There is something glorious in the pomp and circumstance of war." I almost thought that I could not be killed, and I felt secure when I reflected about the bloody ravine, and my miraculous escape. General Lane here rode by, exclaiming, " We'll whip them yetP^ He forgot entirely his wounded arm, and rode about the field cheering and encourag- ing the men. It was truly a happy time! Our little cannon had played into them so effectually, and it was defended so nobly ! In a few minutes we were again facing the foe upon the ridge, near the place where we were stationed in the morning, (see Letter S.) The enemy had planted there a heavy battery, (see Letters M and B,) and as we ascended the brow of the hill, we were warmly received by an incessant fire, both from the battery and the Mexi- 66 INCIDENTS OF can reserve of six thousand (hat were pursuing the Illinoisians and Kentuckians, who had heroically attacked this overpowering; force. This was the unfortunate charge in which fell the gallant Hardin, McKee, and Clay ; — a trio of nnind, heart and courage, ever to be lamented. (See Letter P.) We soon, however, nothing daunted, paid them back with in- terest, and again the air was eloquent with our victorious cheers. We'there fell back for protection, under the brow of the hill, and calmly listened to the whizzing shot from the enemy's battery strik- ing the ground in front and rear, scattering the stone in every direc- tion. Thus was spent the remaining portion of the day. Occa- sionally we would be called to attention, and marched to the brow of the hill, when we suspected some demonstration upon our can- non, which was used in silencing the enemy's battery. About sun- down, the thundering of artillery ceased, and the conflict of the day was over. The Mississippians having received orders to repair to their quar- tern in town, myself and Lieutenant Kunkle, (who so proudly bore our banner in the thickest fight,) accompanied them as far as the hacienda. Our noble banner was executed by the skill and patriot- ism of the New Albany ladies. Such a night as I spent at the hacienda, God grant that I may never spend again! What piles of wounded and dying that lay groaning around ! After wandering about among the wagons which were formed into a hollow square, I came across one of my mess- mates. Warmly grasping each other's hands, we mutually inquired for our comrades. Then came the mournful tidings of the death of Francis Baily, Warren Robinson, and Charles GofT, three of my warmest friends, and brightest ornaments of our company. What a shock was this! — two of our beloved messmates, by whom, side by side, we had laid together for so many long months on the sol'dier's couch, and with whom we had so often joked, while around our simple meals ! But no more shall we mingle together in such un- interrupted harmony! I sought among the wagons for ray blanket, but it w'as not there. I desired no food, notwithstanding I had eaten but a few pieces of hard crackers since the morning before. I was now becoming conscious of my excessive weariness. Loss of sleep, violent exertion, and the rain, which drenched us several times during the day, caused my bones to ache in every joint. Weary and faint, I resorted to the roof of one of the houses, hoping A CAMPAIGN IN MEXICO. 67 lo get a little rest, but in this I was disappointed. I had scarcely begun to occupy a portion of a blanket kindly offered me by one of my friends, when we were alarmed by an unexpected charge from the lancers. Great were the excitement and hurry on the house tops. Soon every one was ready and waiting for the onset. Thus the night was spent in continual alarms, anxiety and suspense. We were ordered to lie upon our arms, and five times during the night were we aroused for the expected assault from the lancers, whose watch fires gleamed ominously from the mountains around. The sun had hardly arisen upon the bloody field, when I gladly arose to seek a fire, as my limbs were benumbed with cold. While seated on a stone near a fire, I was brooding over my fate, and that of our little army. Gloomy, indeed, were my thoughts when my eye caught an open letter lying upon the ground. Picking it up, I read care- lessly until I started at beholding my own name. Soon I found that the letter was written from my beloved home, by one of my female friends to ray departed associate, Charles Goff. Never did I before so fully appreciate the value of friends, or a quiet home, away from the tumult of war. " A says she loves her friends." How did these sweet words sink into my heart, and what would I not have given to have realized their import! But what a contrast between my situation and that of my friends! The dead and the dying, with mangled and bloody features, staring at me, and a day of deadly strife before us! I felt that my own destiny would soon be sealed, and resolved to hold out to the last. If ever permitted to return home and mingle with valued friends, and enjoy the blessings of peace, doubtless many of the horrors will be effaced from my memory. But never shall I forget the terrible night that I passed at the hacienda of Buena Vista. Having partaken of some refreshment, many of us proceeded to the field to rejoin our regiment. While wiping out our muskets and renewing our flints by the way, we were passed by six men, bearing the body of a wounded companion. Looking over their shoulders, I recognized ray old friend. Sergeant Combs, of the 3d' Indiana regiment. The poor fellow had been shot in the leg, and had lain out in the field all night. In the morning his naked body was found amidst a plat of prickly pears, with his flesh penetrated by the long needles. He has since died. Upon our arrival we heard of the retreat of the Mexican army, 68 INCIDENTS OF and parties were sent out in all ilirections for the killed and wounded. Another and myself obtained leave to seek for the body of Warren Robinson. The last account we had of him he was in a ravine, completely exhausted, and some one passing, remarked, "Warren, don't stop here; you'll surely be killed !" He answered, " I can't help it ; I can go no further ; and if I never see you again, you will know where to find rae." This place was described to us, and we. found him accordingly. He was pierced to the heart by a ball, and robbed of his shoes and stockings, and the contents of his pockets. After gazing upon the placid countenance of young Warren, and reflecting on his blasted hopes of the future, we raised him up, and willi assistance, bore his bleeding body to the summit of the ridge. Having secured a wagon, a party of us went in search of others belonging to our regiment. At length we found the hor- ridly disfigured bodies of Apollos Stephens and Francis Baily. They were stripped of their clothing, and near the place where they had fallen in the morning. At first the icy coldness of their naked bodies sent a thrill of horror at every touch throughout my whole frame : but my firmness of nerve increased a little as we progressed in filling up the wagon with our fallen associates. How my blood chills when I reflect on those dead soldiers stiflfened in frightful attitudes, that were heaped upon one another so promiscuously 1 On which side soever we turned our eyes, could be seen friends and foes terribly mangled, and lingering in torture. Many of the Mexicans would call out " Agua, agua !" and gulping it down, they would appear resigned to die. And thus the day was spent in wandering over the bloody field, and burying the dead. The dead of each regiment were laid together. Our boys were placed side by side — Robinson sharing the blanket of his college mate Capt. Kinder. After preserving a lock of each one's hair, as a memento for their friends, we fixed a cross made with staves, with their names cut thereon, and raised over them a pile of stones. Then we fired three salutes, and with a heavy heart returned to our camp. But wherever we went, the dead appeared to follow us, and the most solemn silence reigned around. On one side lay fifty of our killed, all stripped ; and everywhere could be seen the effect of the raging conflict. After a cheerless supper, we performed the last duties of humanity to our worthy messmate Charles Goflf. It appears that during the retreat he received a lance wound in the left elbow, and repaired to a stream below the rancho to quench A CAMPAIGN IN MEXICO. 69 his thirst and bathe his wound when he was attacked by five lancers. Seeing him unarmed, they pursued him at full speed. After chasing him some distance, they overtook him, and Charles, finding it impossible to save himself, faced the foe and received the lance in the breast, before assistance could arrive, and died with an ex- pression of calm resignation lingering upon his countenance. He was a good soldier, taking pride in the performance of all his duties. As a Christian he was invulnerable to the temptations of camp. The last conversation I had with him was just before we marched out to the battlfe. I inquired if he had expressed to any one his wishes in case he should fall. He replied "No!" with great seriousness. *' Hadn't you better?" said I. "Yes, and now is the time," he answered. " I wish you to collect my papers and things, and take them home to my friends; you know who I mean." I asked if he just meant those things that might be preserved as mementos. Here we were called to attention, and he replied by nodding his head. Then I heard his rallying voice after the retreat, which was the last I saw of him until he was cold in death. how deeply do we feel his loss ! Few, indeed, were like him ! We buried him by moonlight on a grassy ridge near the spot where he fell. Several officers of the brigade and regiment were present. The next day our scouts brought word that Santa Anna was still at Agua Nueva, and perhaps would renew the combat. We were ordered to strike our tents and repair again to the battle-field, where we remained suffering almost every inconvenience. In my mess there was not a single blanket, and many of us had lost our knap- sacks with our clothing. So we were forced to sleep upon a stony mattress with our tents as coverlids. Even such rest as these could afford was uncertain. Our dreams were feverish with anxiety, and every hour we expected the long roll, and our arms were continually near us. The long roll! oh how terrible the sound! fraught with danger and death! The soldier alone can appreciate its import! A night or two before, we heard its sounds with all its horrors. Others with myself were conversing over a few coals when Gene- ral Lane came up, and ordered Colonel Bowles to have the long roll beaten as an express had just arrived, stating that our picket guard had been fired upon. This was a fine opportunity to witness its startling effect, and waking up ray mess we looked down the ravine, where so many were reposing their weary bones. The moon looked down upon us in all her silvery brightness, save in the 5 70 INCIDENTS OF gloomy shadow of mighty rocks, which were piled up stratum upon stratum. Death-like stillness pervaded the scene, but it was like the silence that preludes the mighty crash of the avalanche ; for now the rolling of a hundred drums spreads from line to line. In an in- stant the white coverings are flying in the air, and the whole army starting to their feet with every variety of expression visible upon their excited countenances. After shivering in the cold for an hour, we were permitted to lie down again upon our arms. Thus the time was spent in continual alarms and rumors of assault, which was worse than a dozen battles. We were all anxious to meet the enemy again, to be revenged for their cruelty to our wounded brethren, and felt that we could fight more effectually, as we were hardened into indifference by the past, in beholding our falling comrades. And further, we had a rein- forcement of General Marshall with three eighteen pounders. At length intelligence came that the Mexican army had taken up their line of march to San Luis Potosi ; when we were ordered imme- diately to make preparations for our old encampment. It was a melancholy march, as the road all the way for sixteen miles was strewed with the Mexican dead. On a single spot I counted thirteen bodies; and at times the scent from the field was almost insupportable. After an exciting march, we pitched our tents near the spot which we left a week before; and part of the time since the enemy had occupied, whose fires were not extinct on our return. March 14//i. — We received orders last Wednesday to remove back to Buena Vista, as the water was so bad, and the wind and dust so disagreeable, that even our horses were affected, causing them to die off in great numbers. I was on guard the day before, and was not relieved till the next evening. To remain a whole day in the hot sun without shelter, and remain up all night in the cold wind, is a poor preparation for a hard march. The guard went in advance, and upon our arrival, were posted around the camp, which is situated on a ridge, sloping from the mountain. There we remained until the tents were pitched, and a new guard mounted. We have not yet forgotten the battle. Low spirits, gloom and regret are everywhere manifest. There are but few who have not to mourn the loss of friends and relations. Our wounded are all A CAMPAIGN IN MEXICO. 71 doing -well, save Granville Jackson, the inflammation of whose hand has brought on a severe fever; and Alfred Goodwin, who, though badly wounded, may eventually be able to M-alk. Much controversy is going with regard to the retreat of the 2d regiment ; but as it can easily be proved that Colonel Bowles gave the order, the matter will soon be favorably understood. But the subject gives us great trouble. If our reputation must suffer, it is, indeed, very discouraging. General Taylor, the adored of the army and the hero of many battles, has removed with Colonel May's squadron of dragoons, Bragg's battery of light artillery, and the Mississippi regiment, to Walnut Springs, near Monterey. We are still under the command of General Wool, who, although a brave and prudent officer, and a good soldier, falls below " Old Rough" in gaining the affection of the men. There are many things I should like to speak of, especially inci- dents and personalities connected with the battle, but am now too low spirited to relate them. We are so inconveniently situated, the wind and dust so disagreeable, and at times so concerned for our repu- tation, that often I become almost hopeless, and hardly care what be- comes of me. The Indiana troops have truly been unfortunate, the 2d regiment especially. From our first entering the service, we were organized in a way contrary to our wishes, and officers selected for us, wholly unqualified for their stations, and even below mediocrity in point of talent, which rendered them unable to draw the atten- tion of commanding officers to their regiment. Thus the greater portion of our time was spent in obscurity, wading the lagoons of Belknap — since which time we are nothing indebted to our regi- mental officers for our preferments. General Lane has made the 2d regiment what it is, and does honor to the position which he occupies. But I will cease this strain, as I promised to complain as little as possible. Jipril \st. — We are now comfortably situated, and have less cause of complaint than at any other time during the service. There are two tents pitched together for our mess of eight, who live together in the greatest harmony. Our floor is carpeted with grass, and we have blankets and provisions in abundance. But still we look with much solicitude to the time when we shall meet our beloved friends at home. What a blank is caused by the 72 absence of some of the refinements of society, and to be so long absent from those we love, with but liltic to occupy their places! — I have k'iirnc'tl much in the tented field; I have learned how few are tiie real wants of man ; I have learned to abstain from luxuries and to suffer privation; I have learned how important is good female society for the refinement of manners and the elevation of morals. All is quiet again, and the excitement attending the expectation of another attack, has died away. Until recently, the guard duty has been very heavy, and the troops in constant anxiety, caused by the rumors in circulation. — Yesterday the whole division passed in grand review before General Wool and statf. It was truly a splendid sight. Seven regiments of infantry, accurately dressed upon the same line; two squadrons of dragoons, and four batteries of flying artillery. The gaudy uniforms of the general and staff added to the imposing grandeur of the parade. The camp is gene- rally in good health, and our wounded doing well. The loss of GofT and Robinson is a severe stroke to the mess. I assure you we miss them greatly, especially at night, when we see their vacant places upon the ground. May 15th. — During the last two weeks much excitement has pre- vailed with regard to the court of investigation, concerning the conduct of Brigadier-General Lane and Colonel Bowles. General Lane called for an examination on his own part, and was acquitted with the highest praise. Colonel Bowles, by request, followed his example, and the charge of incapacity for performing the duties of his office, and ignorance of company and battalion drill, were fully substantiated, as well as the word of giving the order — " Cease firing, and retreat!" This decision, approved by Generals Taylor and Wool, at once sets at rest all doubts as to the propriety of our retreat, and no blame can now be attached to the 2d regiment for that unfortunate event. Yesterday evening we received the joyful orders to take up our line of march for the mouth of the Rio Grande, to start on the 24th. The 2d Kentuckians started yesterday; the Ohioans will leave on the 18th; and the Illinoisians on the 30th. — We have just received a request from the citizens of New Albany to bring home the four bodies of our fallen comrades. We had already canvassed the matter, and given it up as impossible; but now it must be done, A CAMPAIGN IN MEXICO. 73 and preparations are being made for their transportation. General Lane, with his characteristic nobleness of heart, lends a helping hand. The Mexicans are inferior mechanics, and material is scarce ; and we shall have to use tin instead of lead for coffins, as the latter is not to be had. The decision of the Court of Inquiry encouraged and animated us all ; and the effect was quite obvious throughout the whole camp. Last night a number of us were convened around the fire, and were all recalling incidents connected with the battle. Many amusing anecdotes were related, two of which I shall record, as examples of great coolness in the heat of battle. - During the engagement of the rifle battalion on the mountain, a deer sprang up in the ravine, between the two fires ; a backwoods- man observing it, cried out, " Look at that deer!" at the same time diverting his aim from the enemy in front, instantly fired, and brought the animal to the ground. Another happened under my -^wn observation. When Captain Sanderson fell, badly shocked by a grape shot striking his scabbard, a man just before him, who was squatted down examining his flint, seeing the ball fall near, picked it up, and turning to the captain, who w^as gasping for breath, threw it towards him, carelessly remarking, " There it is, Cap.!" A ludicrous story was told of a party composed of different regi- ments, in an eating-house of Saltillo, after the battle. They were drinking, and relating their wonderful exploits. One in particular was eloquent upon the daring bravery of his captain. At this crisis, a fellow who had been unnoticed before in their merriment, advanced from his corner, and enthusiastically insisted that the captain spoken of was a brave man. for he saw him charge unarmed upon a pre- sented pistol. The stranger was invited to drink, then urged to relate " the circumstance, and, after smacking his lips with great satisfaction, he commenced. " During the fight I retreated to town, and hid in an old bake oven that stood on the hill, as you enter the city. Well, I hadn't been there long, before I spied your captain making for it at full speed. I drew my revolver, and when he came, cried out to him, ' Don't you come here, or I'll blow your brains out!' But he rushed right in.''^ An amusing incident came off the other day, at the mounting of the guard. A lieutenant, rather too fond of the " Critter," with a seedy suit that had evidently not been worn out wiih brushing, was rejected, and charged by our worthy inspector-general not to pre- 74 INCIDENTS OF sent himself there again. So the next day another was detailed/ not much better attired. When the inspector perceived him, he rode up, and severely remarked, "Didn't I tell you not to come back here?" He respectfully rejoined : " A slight mistake, colonel , there is one grease spot less on this hat!" " Camp near Reynosa, June Ath. " According to general orders, we broke up our encampment at Buena Vista on the 24th of May, and after a march of ten suc- cessive days, over three hundred miles, we arrived at this place. From this we will take steamboats to the mouth of the Rio Grande, thence by vessels to New Orleans, where we will be discharged, and permitted to return to the endearments of home. It rained during our last day's march, and has continued to do so ever since, at intervals. "Yesterday several of us visited Reynosa, but saw nothing inte- resting, with the exception of the funeral of a little girl five years of age. We were first attracted to the house by music from the drum, clarionet and violin. When we arrived, we found the child placed upright in the coffin, and tricked out with finery. On the head was a kind of a crown of gilt paper; in one hand the figure of a saint, and in the other a piece of black wax. After many of the family and friends had assembled, they formed a ring before the door, and commenced dancing and waltzing in the most unfeeling manner, until the corpse was conveyed to the church. They bear the death of children with great philosophy, deeming it no source of lamen- tation. The more extensive my acquaintance with this people, the greater my pride and satisfaction in being an American. The beauty and ingenuousness of their women, the mind and energy of their men, are so far below those of ours, that we cannot make a com- parison. They plough their fields with a straight stick running slant- ing into the ground ; never did I see them make a pound of butter, although they obtain vast quantities of milk; and they justify their laborious way of crushing corn by saying ' it makes it much finer than mill ? 5J On the ?d of July, we landed at New Albany, after an absence of a year. Multitudes of friends and acquaintances stood upon the shore to await our arrival. The cannon roared to welcome us, and a flowery arch spanned the street in all its beauty, to cheer us as we entered the city. On the fifth, we transported to the solemn A CAMPAIGN IN MEXICO. 75 grave, the remains of our fellow soldiers. Great was the concourse which followed in procession, to witness the mournful ceremony. A noble monument will mark the resting-place of those who fell in battle. Reader, I will now come to a conclusion. This journal was written for my own reference and amusement, but I have made some verbal alterations for your accommodation. Had I more thoroughly revised the style and arrangement in my manuscript, doubtless fewer errors would have existed ; but it may go forth with its imperfections, for I have neither time nor inclination to put on a higher polish. Other companies than the Greys, and other regiments than the Second, could not expect a description of all their glorious deeds from one whose humble position limited his survey and sources of extensive information. If I have erred in statements, it was of the head, and not of the heart. With a clear conscience I have written what I have written. Brilliant actions, no doubt, were performed at Buena Vista that will never shine upon canvas, nor glow in the poet's song, nor blaze upon the page of history. THE END. 31^-77-2. ^^