ANDLES AND -OTHER- POEMS ..ZA-BOYLIvCyREILLY Class __/^^ .£^7 Copyright ]^^ /MS COPYRIGHT DEPOSIT. MY CANDLES AND OTHER POEMS MY CANDLES AND OTHER POEMS BY ELIZA BOYLE O'REILLY ^.' i,^ >'> '>' ^: BOSTON LEE AND SHEPARD 1903 THt LtbRARYOF I CONGRtSS. I Two Copies Hdceiveiy I SEP 16 »903 Copyright Entry I IbLASS <;u )^^ N* COPY B. Copyright, 1903, bv Lee and Shkpard. Entered at Stationers' Hall, London. Published August, 1903. All Rights Reserved. My Candles. Norfaoot) J3tt80 J. a. Cuahing & Co. — Berwick & Smith Co. Norwood, Mass., U.S.A. CONTENTS PAGE My Candles 7 Return of the Cattle in September 8 Mona Lisa 10 A Mile of Eastern Roses 11 Spring Longings 12 Thy Grave, and Mine 17 Courage! 20 Fancies 22 Lines at Ipswich 24 -To Charles Lamb 26 To-day 28 While we Sleep ........ 30 In Patris Memoriam 32 The Privileged Hour 33 A Boast and its Answer 41 Peasants chmbing to Murren 42 3 4 CONTENTS PAGE Moments 44 Et Ego in Arcadia ! 46 Metaphysics 47 A Ballad of the Loire 48 Touraine Sonnets : I. The Staircase of Blois 50 II. Sunset at Chaumont 51 III. Chenonceau 52 IV. Joan at Chinon 53 Song 54 Wordsworth .56 Rondeaus in a Library, I, II, III 57 On the Lake : I. Youth 60 II. Shadows 62 — III. Remonstrance '63 IV. Noon 65 V. Afternoon 66 VI. At Twilight 69 — VII. Love-Iate-in-Life 70 Stonehenge 72 The Poef s Visitant 73 A Buttress Niche 75 CONTENTS 5 PAGE A Death-bed Thought 76 Shan van vocht T] The Clerk of Limburg 79 Detachment 81 Trumpets and Bells 84 A Poet on his Mistress' Blush 88 Insomnia; Compensations 89 Tennyson's Child 90 The Return to Health 92 Lost Ideals 94 Once on a Time 95 Henri de la Rochejaquelein {One Ac£) .... 96 Notes 121 MY CANDLES ONCE in a seaport on the coast of France I found a tranquil church, time-scarred and gray, High on a hill, a beacon to the bay; I saw a rough lad reverently advance. Drop his small coin, and with an upward glance At the dim altar, light his candle. Yea, Amid the wild storm of the ocean spray This token had been vowed against mischance. " O Faith ! " I cried, " Thou art a wondrous thing ! " Forthwith I lighted candles that were mine — Tapers of trust in purpose, kindness, youth : Now, when the beating waves or still calms bring Discouragement, I bend before the shrine Of the dead mighty ones who strove for Truth. [7] RETURN OF THE CATTLE IN SEPTEMBER (Switzerland) DOWN from the crags of the mountains, Down from the lands near the skies, Lands, where the great river fountains Rippling arise, Down come the herds of the cattle. Musical bells ringing clear. Back to their bondage as chattel. Lowing in fear. Wistful the eyes of the younglings. Born on the heights near the moon Stifling to them is the valley. Sun-wrapt at noon ; Frighted, bewildered, they scatter. Pant for their freedom of old. Stern drives the voice of the herdsman On to the fold. Patient, subdued, plod the elders — Thraldom to man know they well ! — Back in the field and the farm-yard Once more to dwell ! [8] RETURN OF THE CATTLE IN SEPTEMBER Herd follows herd down the highroad, Day is o'ershadowed for me, Grieved is my heart by the tramping : Life should be free ! Cold, will they dream of their summer ? Dream of their mountains aloft ? Paths never trod by a mortal ? Cloud-touches soft ? Dream, when the snow hides the valley, Village, and mile-stone, and rill. Dream that a white-shrouded playground Misses them still ? Down from the crags of the mountains, Down from the lands near the skies. Lands, where the great river fountains Rippling arise ; Down come the herds of the cattle. Musical bells ringing clear. Back to their bondage as chattel. Lowing in fear. [9] MONA LISA AT white-crowned Milan, Leonardo stayed To paint del Giacondo's wife, whose face For him possessed that inward haunting grace. That subtlety of look which he essayed Through life to seize, a mystery to evade All but his perfect master-touch. The space Of four long years he gave to this keen chase, And ever, while he strove, had music played. Madonna Lisa smiles on us the same As on her tortured painter. Though her bloom Faded long since, though dull the canvas stands. We still surmise — wisdom or craft — the name For her rapt look, inscrutable as doom. " Decipher me ! " She waits with folded hands. [lo] A mile of Eastern roses scents one flask A hundred resolutions urge one deed : He who would here fulfil his daily task On noblest thoughts must feed — Grow gardens for a seed. t"] SPRING LONGINGS OH, Pm longing and I'm yearning for the Spring ! Oh, the Spring ! When the brown earth's smell is sweeter Than a summer rose to me. When the lake's dark water gleams again And ice floats down to sea. When I pluck a common bramble Just because it bears a leaf. And I carol with the bluebird, "Fastis winter — past is grief! 'Tis the Spring ! " Even evergreens are fresher, I shall nibble their new shoots. Crying, " Ho, ye hardy rascals. Ye would play spring's substitutes ? Would be flaunting as the blossoms Heralding their ruddy fruits ? " " Our turn ! " pipe the periwinkles Clustered round the hoary roots — « 'Tis the Spring ! " SPRING LONGINGS And beside the wooded hillock Runs a pathway that I know, Where the pine trees drop their needles. Where the sun rays warmly glow : Ah, the scent of that wild pathway Haunts as poignant memories do. Where the pine trees drop their needles And the golden stars prick through In the Spring ! And beyond that vibrant archway Gleams the dog-wood as of old. My own dog-wood bough ! I wonder Will its leaves again unfold With the same white startling radiance ? Will it soar with haughty mien So imperious with the flowering That it scorns the common green Of the Spring ? Oh, I'm longing and I'm yearning for the Spring ! Oh, the Spring ! When Jack preaches from his pulpit, With severe prim countenance To the thronging reckless columbines, And the lady slippers dance, [•3] SPRING LONGINGS And the sweet, demure anemones Cry — " Such wild extravagance ! " When the blunt wake-robin sturdily Maintains, with bold-eyed glance — " 'Tis the Spring ! " Then grow waxen twin-born flowerets Fit to grace a fairy's head — (Autumn gnomes will rob her of them When they turn to berries red !) Then wild lilies of the valley Cool and sylvan carpets spread Much too delicate and lovely For a mortal foot to tread. Oh, the Spring ! Far away there is a bower ; Every year I seek it out, Past the furrowed field, the orchard, Near a bank where oak trees sprout ; There the timid yellow bellworts Droop their slender heads, in doubt Whether blossoms claim them kindred Or the fresh young grass about. Oh, the Spring ! [H] SPRING LONGINGS Other flowers are more stately, Rich in color, brave in show. But I hold my simple bellwort Dearer than all flowers that blow ; For I fancy it remembers me All winter 'neath the snow. And when springtime comes, it whispers, " I am waiting ! Will he know 'Tis the Spring ? " And I purpose — tell it softly, Oh, ye poor leaf-barren trees ! Trill ye cannot, chirp it lightly. Winter birds, adown the breeze. There's a heart I hope to conquer. There's a gentle heart may yield. When the ice-bound brook runs free again And bluets deck the field In the Spring. We shall seek, perhaps together Hand in hand, each well-loved nook, I shall crown her fair with violets Plucked beside the merry brook. Ah, perhaps she'll let me lead her — [•5] SPRING LONGINGS Spring sap surging warm and wild — To the bed of yellow bellwort That I've cherished since a child! Oh, I'm longing and I'm yearning for the Spring ! Oh, the Spring ! [.6] THY GRAVE, AND MINE w, HEN thou art dead What friendly tree would'st thou have grow Above thy head, That this forgetful world may know, Here lieth one who hath outwitted woe ? A sturdy oak ? But oaks are for the white-haired sage. Since sober cloak And rugged bark are fit for age That hath endured a time-worn pilgrimage : A poplar slim ? 'Tis meet for those who chant through life The easy hymn Of passive quietude, whose knife Forth from its sheath is never drawn in strife ['7] THY GRAVE, AND MINE Nor is the elm Although a fair and gracious tree Within thy realm, Thou who dost ever long to be In wildest brakes, at gladsome liberty ! No — 'tis the beech That thou must choose. Its rustling shade This earth will teach, There is such bliss as moon-lit glade, Such ecstasy as plighted youth and maid ; There are such things As perfect growing symmetry. As swallow wings. Such keen delight as tossing free Great wind-swept branches in exultant glee. And if, my friend, I should the first meet death, I pray Above me bend Cedars of Lebanon ! Array These dark-clad kingly aliens here astray, [18] THY GRAVE, AND MINE Sublime bequest To me in my forgotten grave So still at rest. Loved tree ! in benediction w^ave O'er one who joys intangible did crave, One w^ho, like thee, Strange Cedar ! sighed for far-off lands Of mystery. O tree ! dost dream thy mountain scans The wide horizon, for its exiled bands Across the sea ? Some distant Lebanon, I know Waits too for me. Where saffron-bordered rivers flow. Where aloes bloom, where fragrant breezes blow. [■9] COURAGE ! I SHOWED my Love (Tears in her eyes, Thunder above All dark her skies,) — I showed my Love A land bird brave, Floating above The clamorous wave. Small pinions spread Proudly he sailed : Looked down in dread, And fluttering, quailed : Rose high anon ; Lost heart once more j Still strove he on And gained the shore ! [20] COURAGE ! If little bird, Dear Love, I cried, Soars undeterred By fiercest tide. Smile then, dark eyes, Love, smile on me. Thou too vi^ilt rise. Wilt breast the sea. [2.] FANCIES OH, I would be that simple shepherd boy In sea-bound Melos, when he turned the sod That hid through vandal years a perfect joy, Ages could not destroy, A marble goddess dreaming of a god. Dinted and stained and broken, no alloy Could taint her ! Did he fall and worship there That island shepherd. Pagan unaware. And ever after go through life astray With thirst no earth-born beauty could allay ? Fain would I be that boy ! Oh, I would be that distant gazing star That loves each ripple of this earth beneath And one still night when bleak the calendar. When shepherds hoar unbar Their snow-flocks, drive them forth o'er hill and heath To hide in spotless white each crag and scar. My star aloft would see with deep surprise This earth he thought he knew, whose rare disguise FANCIES Makes her as strange, as when a noble aim Wraps a friend's frailties from all carping blame. Fain would I be that star! Oh, I would be those architects of fire Before whose half-shut eyes an Amiens rose, Or Chartres bodied forth their vast desire, And transept, nave, and choir Sprang up, a living thought in stone's repose. Long years have passed away since such men dreamed Doubtful their very names have grown, they seemed To care not for the coming ages' praise. Enough for them one deathless prayer to raise. Fain would I soar — their spire ! [^3] LINES AT IPSWICH LONG banks of drifted sand shut out the sea, White fossil waves piled up in barren state ; No life lives here : a buried orchard tree But makes the dreary scene more desolate. As one who in a sleep unfortunate, Fain would escape some fast-pursuing fear Yet cannot move, — so strains a traveller here. The friendly ocean, longing for the fields, Whose rustling groves it hears beyond the sand, Silently up the peaceful river steals And lays its arms about the dune-locked land. Around this hillock, here where oaks command, The sea-born waters lure, and swallows fly Backward and forward, flitting endlessly. And skimming o'er the inlets, each can see His mirrored image in the tranquil streams, And breathlessly he dips, as if to be [^4] LINES AT IPSWICH At one with it. In vain ! Like man who dreams That with a loved one's life, his own life seems A perfect unison, till late he learns Each separate soul in isolation yearns. On quivering wing the restless swallows float, And headlong flashing sweep, and upward soar, And curve back to the water. Like remote Vague thoughts now seem they, hovering round the door Of Mystery, like brooding thoughts that pore On the Eternal, touch their wings in flight, Yet never wholly lose themselves in light. But as I mused, a sportsman in the marsh Scattered a shot, and swift away then sped The frightened scudding swallows, at the harsh Discordant sound. One drooped his eager head, Fluttered, and fell into the water — dead. And then I wondered what that swallow found Within the stream it loved to circle round. [^5] TO CHARLES LAMB O CHOICE and kindly spirit, in whose sight The grimy London streets were fair as lanes Of leafy Devon, whose fine fancy found Visions of Venice in a Margate Hoy ! A weary length of days in labor spent Dulled not your soul, and when the respite came, Like some pale victim of the old Bastile Freed from his dungeon after forty years. You wandered forth, perplexed to find yourself Afar from Mincing Lane at hour of 'Change; Till eating of the lotus leaf of rest Those vexing years of arid industry Stretched like a fragile landscape in a mist. Rare heart that beat with loyalty undimmed To cheer a tragic mystery of fate ! As true a hero in your lowly life As Nelson dying on his gallant ship ! [26] TO CHARLES LAMB O gentle scholar mid your folios old ! O master of shy wit and humour sweet, Of moving pathos, and quaint phantasy, Lead us to courage and a dauntless trust, May we too wander by a turbid Thames As if its waters were the rippling Lee. r^7] TO-DAY THERE is a precious flitting thing Almost unknown to fame, Though gentle poets often sing Its pleasing antiquated Spring, Or tell its coming aim, 'Tis rarely that these poets wing Their rhymes, to greet this outcast king When Present is its name. They sing of happiness gone by. They tell of sorrows past, And olden days they beautify. And olden ways they dignify. And old-time thoughts recast ; This living moment they outfly Of future hours to prophesy — A future proud and vast. [28] TO-DAY And we who are not poets too This wistful hour disdain ; Old Yesterday we would renew. And false To-morrow would pursue, To-day smiles here in vain. Until it goes with sad " Adieu," To join the Yesterday we rue. Too late we cry, " Remain ! " [^9] WHILE WE SLEEP WHILE we sleep (we think the world sleeps with us !) Through the moist brown earth the mushroom grows, In the dark it spreads its faery table : Night-time knows All the witchcraft of the spider's weaving, Proves his kinship with that spinner rare. Hanging dewdrops in his web of gauze threads, Light as air. While we sleep (imagining Life sleepeth ! ) There's a flower opens in delight, Yields the fragrance of its snowy blossom To the night; But when tfee hardier flowers lift and waken. When earth greets again the gairish day. Then the midnight cei*eus, blighted, drooping. Fades away. [3°] WHILE WE SLEEP While we sleep (lost in unconscious dreamland !) Rises soft the crescent moon afar, Close companioned is she by the wondrous Morning star: Gleams a pageant, amber, rose, and lilac, Upward is night's sombre curtain drawn For the lucid, opalescent marvel Of the dawn. [31] (In Patris Memoriam) GREAT men of science say we vainly dream When hoping for a life beyond this soil, Or that reward will crown our ceaseless toil ; They say, " We do not know." And it doth seem To these revealers of Earth's mighty scheme A poorer faith to trust, than to recoil From hope unproved. They hold, in life's turmoil To wait at peace, though blind, the hour supreme. In doubt I mused on one whom Death had claimed : Now, when I die, he may not welcome me I sighed. . . . Across my brain a mean thought brushed, A buzzing petty thing I swiftly shamed. For suddenly I knew his soul was free To read my thought, and in the dark, I blushed. [3^] THE PRIVILEGED HOUR I UP Lustleigh Cleave I went one summer eve, And as I climbed I met a child at play Of whom I asked " What is a cleave ? " Then through that pleasant Devon way, Through uplands strewn with giant stone. With granite boulders rent and overthrown. She guided me. " Some one up there," she said. And heavenward went her eyes, in childhood's vague surmise, " I think he scattered something here." I answered, " Mere rough rocks, I fear." Perplexed but confident she shook her head : " Oh — not rocks then ! " she chided me. Thou never failing mystery In which a child can wrap this earth From doubt, from chill of unbelief, this earth Of grievous death, of ever-hopeful birth ! [33] THE PRIVILEGED HOUR II Within my heart That peaceful eve, on Lustleigh Cleave, All turned to revery apart ; I looked not back, but down, upon the past. Breathing an ampler air, I felt a thrill Of memory; just as each tor-crowned hill Against the opal sky, then seemed so near My hand might reach them, past days did appear, And all as clear. As chalets on a mountain, when a cloud Breaks, and they stand rain-washed and proud, So clear — each vanished year! Then thoughts that warred and struggled seemed to be United in a brotherly amity, Their jangled notes fell into harmony. Then questions answered were. Wheat garnered from the tare j And routed Wherefore fled outcast, Though mocking to the last. [34] THE PRIVILEGED HOUR III Why vainly should I grieve Because I knew Life was a passing thing. As swift and transient as the eagle wing, That floated high above the fading moor, 'Neath Lustleigh Cleave ? For Life fulfils its purpose ; none so poor That He will scorn. Do not His words proclaim Eagle and ant the same ? The busy little ant, close by my feet. As needful in his scheme, as all complete As soaring eagle in the cloud-piled sky ? Then suddenly it seemed that I Was freed a hitherto harsh bond. No more a slave or victim, but a fond And erring child, I crept unto His knee ; No longer dark my onward pathway lay. Since flowers He made to bloom, and birds to sing, Since night and day. Sad man may hear this joyous welkin ring. His flowers, His birds. His world, why were they not for me ? [35] THE PRIVILEGED HOUR IV Clear sight was mine, an hour privileged ! Then happiness No longer seemed a Golden Fleece to pique Our eagerness, A Nibelungen treasure, far to seek. In every breast it lies, a garden fair, Unhedged, Free as the universal air. Though some there go who have no eyes to see. And some have sight but for one hour, ah me ! An hour's reprieve, a Lustleigh Cleave ! And some who, learned grown in worldly lore, Tiresias-like, too closely scrutinize This bit of heaven in disguise. And straight are stricken blind, and see no more ; Still are there others, those we call the seers, Who guard this golden inner light for years. [36] THE PRIVILEGED HOUR Though swiftly sped my hour and left Me sore bereft, Though meagre thoughts again were mine, And faltering design, Yet to my soul was then confided A trust inviolate that since hath guided With voice benign. For like the patriarch Isaac, who at eve Oft sought the pensive fields to meditate, a bower, A field apart have I, A memory I know will never die. Serene as solitude it waits at rest. Within its narrow span it holds my best — A single hour That from the thousands dead, found strength to raise its head. [37] THE PRIVILEGED HOUR VI Wisely that happy little child, Her fancies of the world did weave. At play upon thy Devon wild, O Lustleigh Cleave ! And since that summer day I too believe. Not with an alien eye I look On mystics who have shut life's active book. And isolated on the mountains pray ; A kindling ray Has taught me sympathy with all who bend the knee, With joyous carol, or with plaintive plea. Whether in Trappist cell they kneel. Or Eastern mosque. All are found worthy in the end I feel. If from the heart rises the holocaust. Though some may call Him Nature, the Ideal, His mind, all-knowing, reads beneath the name, The vague and hidden aim. In the true brotherhood of those who think and dream, Who upward yearn with prayer, or strife Incessant, therein lies the gleam. The bond that binds us to His perfect Life. [38] THE PRIVILEGED HOUR vn O Lustleigh Cleave that brought my hour to me, O desolate wan scene, the Druid's old demesne. Mist-hid thy hills and streams may be. And others find thee not so fair to see ! For one, thou art the outward sign of grace. Of that sweet inward grace, man's restless soul doth trace Through level deserts of material things. O soaring wings Whereon I rose to heights above my power! radiant remnant of a dower. Inherited from far and lofty lineage ! White-gleaming landmark ! thou dost show The skyward path that I, so low Here on the ground, now desolate. Once mounted in my pilgrimage To thy high state : The vast Eternal through this gate 1 sought, the Inaccessible through this portico. Ah, when at last we pierce the veiling haze. The luring mystery of the inner shrine. Then shall we know, ah, then shall we divine, [39] THE PRIVILEGED HOUR Why He hath hidden His almighty ways From our close-prying sceptic gaze ; Then shall we praise His wisdom infinite, His great design ! [4°] A BOAST AND ITS ANSWER DELIGHT, and love, and song, and ecstasy, ril write in golden letters on the sky, And gloom, and fear, and hate, and misery. In the earth's centre buried deep will lie, When I am King. Oh, what a world 'twill be ! What will poor sparrows do when peacocks sing ? When thunder never rolls, no rainbow span ! When tears mean joy, sweet sympathy, take wing ! When June is endless, fly, dear hope, from man ! A stupid world 'twill be, when you are King ! [41] PEASANTS CLIMBING TO MURREN ALOFT we climb, aloft, aloft ! We leave the troubled vale below, The tumbling rivulets rave and flow, The fretting cataracts downward go. Aloft we climb, aloft ! And sweet and clear our lilts we sing, And far and far our yodels fling. And wide and wide the echoes ring. Aloft we climb, aloft ! Through fields we mount, by chalets lone. By rustling oak, by startling birch, A single bird chants from his perch, Mid groves of larch, the Alpine church Calm worship claims her own. Faint grows the troubled vale below. The tumbling rivulets rave and flow. The fretting cataracts downward go ; Aloft we climb, aloft ! [4^] PEASANTS CLIMBING TO MURREN Zigzag we mount, pass and repass, The woods are spent, the rocks are bare, Steep is the way, but keen the air. The snow gleams white, and almost there Led on by waiting, loving lass, Aloft we climb, aloft, aloft ! And sweet and clear our lilts we sing, And far and far our yodels fling. And wide and wide the echoes ring. Aloft we climb, aloft ! r43] MOMENTS SOMETIMES when we stretch our finite vision To the stars, we tremble at the thought — Countless years their light hath hither travelled, Ages, fought Strenuous cleaving pathway through the ether ! Breathlessly we picture nameless spheres Whose white radiance never yet has reached us, -^on-years ! Sometimes when we pause in midmost ocean, Watch unlimited the darkness spread. While the tearing, shuddering vessel thunders. We are led To an altar of a deep thanksgiving That a pygmy mortal still may hold Safe his way, mid vast unconquered powers Manifold ! [44] MOMENTS Or at times upon a mountain summit, Viewing town and hamlet, lake and stream, Sometimes then we faintly feel a portent. Touch a dream ; Wake, to find again that we know nothing. Age has followed age with dreams the same ! We are insects beating wings of tissue Round a flame. [45] ET EGO IN ARCADIA! OF all the sad things in this world that are, The saddest is a lonely heart in Spring, Lone as a tawny thrush with broken wing. Silent, when woodlands sing. [46] METAPHYSICS FROM early ages men have tried to read The world and human destiny : in vain By vv^ater, fire, or numbers they explain The universe. Each, from a varying need, Cries — " Here is truth ! " The vaunted pathways lead To phantom bridges that can bear no strain. Illusive deeps these mariners attain. Where circles circles endlessly succeed. A lesson could they learn of him who drew The famed Last Supper, on a convent wall. Still potent, though in ruin. Since he knew How futile was the effort to inthrall His archetype, he made man's image true, But left unfinished the chief Head of all. [47] A BALLAD OF THE LOIRE (Ballade a Double Refrain) FRANCE in her garden of Touraine With vine and orchard casts her spell, With fields of flax, and lands of grain. With castle, spire, and citadel. White solemn towns like monks in cell ; And past them all, with dashing spray, Or languid, lazy, lilting swell. On rolls the Loire to Biscay Bay. Flowing from hills of mist and rain, In far Le Puy, it heard the bell Ring from that high basaltic chain With castle, spire, and citadel j Bordered with gorse and asphodel. By Blois and her road-stairways gay, Sliding through arches parallel. On rolls the Loire to Biscay Bay. [48] A BALLAD OF THE LOIRE Chaumont, Amboise, and Tours, in vain Woo it to linger, each to tell She is the loveliest in its train With castle, spire, and citadel ; Mirror for Cinq Mars' sentinel. Brooding on that grim sphinx astray, Dreaming of things that once befell On rolls the Loire to Biscay Bay. Envoy Prince : be you true or infidel With castle, spire, and citadel. Though Time and Ruin clmm you prey On rolls the Loire to Biscay Bay. [49] TOURAINE SONNETS THE STAIRCASE OF BLOIS HERE up and down went kings and queens in gold And damask, echoes of their pageant days Still haunt this stairway ; past these empty bays Flit ghosts that should in marble tombs lie cold. 'Tis here the palace-building prince enrolled His salamander, in a wondrous maze Of lovely images ! Intrigues, displays. And tales of crime, these worn gray steps withhold ! Unknown the carver of this gem may be ; Surely its fair design is worthy him Who thought a king for patron not amiss : The great Da Vinci found beside the sea. One day, a wave-washed shell (so 'tis my whim To fancy) from whose spiral whorl grew this. [50] TOURAINE SONNETS II SUNSET AT CHAUMONT A scorching heat had burned the fields of hay, And shrunk the Loire within dull banks of sand ; Whitened with dust I sighed : Is this the land Where Francis rode with feast and roundelay ? Did wily Catherine, from her casement-bay Watch her weak lord, a falcon on his hand, Hunting with dark Diane, this woodless strand ? Is castled history so parched and gray ? But when from Chaumont's cliff I saw the sun, Beyond the river sink, a crimson sphere. Faint grew the days when noble or high dame Strolled this fair court ; as if to honor one, A wandering prince of Art, who lingered here, The royal sunset flamed in Turner's name. [;■] TOURAINE SONNETS III CHENONCEAU In the long gallery that spans the stream At Chenonceau, walked Mary when a bride, Mary of Scotland, in her youthful pride As queen, and there she dreamed her radiant dream Of early love, and her white life did seem To stretch enticing as the river side In all its sunny loveliness. No guide, Alas, to counsel her mid snare and scheme ! " Adieu, charmant paye de France," she sang. Watching the low-hung Norman coast recede : Far north in her bleak castle when the wind Swept down from Arthur's Seat did not a pang Of longing come for distant Cher's gay mead. For days of simple faith, untortured mind ? [5^] TOURAINE SONNETS IV JOAN AT CHINON When travel-stained Joan an audience prayed Of Charles, another served as king, to be Her test, and sceptic lordlings thronged to see The peasant girl's defeat ; but unafraid She, for a space, the dazzling court surveyed. Then going to the true king, bowed her knee : " O gentle Dauphin ! God is pleased to free Your captive France through poor Joan the Maid." " But yonder is the king ! " cried Charles, in fear. Joan uplifted eyes of purest trust : "'Tis you, my Prince, must wield the sword I bring,' She answered, led by vision-guide as clear As is a certain voice called conscience, just Firm voice that leads as well a languid king [53] SONG HEIGH-HO ! the sun shines In this heart-happy May. And the bobolink sings. And my heart is as gay, And the columbine swings ! And each shy little leaf DofFs her cloak, noon is brief. Heigh-ho ! the sun shines ! Ah me ! the rain falls ! And the song-thrush is dumb. And the woodlands are drear, And the blight time has come : Every joy leaves a tear Just as roses — a thorn. Just as eve follows morn. Ah me ! the rain falls ! [54] SONG 3 Wake ! while the sun shines ! Jocund Spring, fickle sprite, With the foam-flower flies. Wings its radiant flight When the fawn-lily sighs, Soon November will bring Chilling frosts, then in Spring, Wake ! while the sun shines ! [55] WORDSWORTH THE olden Prophets bore no loftier name Than thine, O Poet of the peaceful hills ! Whose inward eye found bliss in daffodils. Austerely pure, remote from sordid aim. The lowly ones of earth from thee could claim Impassioned contemplation. Thy word refills The sinking lamps of wayfarers, and stills Their flickering light to burn a constant flame. And when the fretting cities warp and bind With customs, lifeless as the desert sand, When scentless droop the lily and the rose. Then is thy " mountain atmosphere of mind." Thy steadfast quietude of heart and hand, An oasis of luminous repose. [56] RONDEAUS IN A LIBRARY I FRIENDS we can claim who neither change nor die, Who rouse, who cheer, who soothe, who satisfy : Whether true knight, or monkish chronicler. Saint who loved bird and beast, bold voyager, A slave of low estate, an Emperor high. Courtier or peasant, each must justify His right to enter here, must not belie Fame's choice, till called by Time, (stern arbiter !) Friends we can claim. Yet from this treasure wantonly we fly ! Nor list these voices brotherly that cry ! We stumble on, and newer gods prefer; The best is here, the great Past's messenger. But with impatient sigh we still deny Friends we can claim ! [57] RONDEAUS IN A LIBRARY II THE ENGLISH POETS Bird choristers thrive in this fair domain, Here happy warblers trill, and doves complain. Larks soar and sing, a " moon-tranced nightingale " Floods for one short-lived hour the breathless vale, And pensive pew^ees sound a thoughtful strain ; Here graceful mocking-birds true voices feign. Here thrushes in the w^ood high notes attain Of rich cathedral music, all — we hail Brave choristers ! There is one songster holds supremest reign. And when he sings, then other songs are vain, Before his harmonies all rivals pale : It seems as if the tenderest birdling frail Lodged in an eagle's breast; of joy, of pain Chief chorister ! [58] RONDEAUS IN A LIBRARY III Most sad but true, there are no friends so free And stanch as they who make this silent plea : No fret find here, no alienations dark ; Perpetual youth is ours : would you but hark To us — your ever steadfast comrades we ! With us you sail the skies, you hold the key That locks the universe, you taste the tree Of knowledge, finite limitations mark Most sad but true. And would you know the inner man you see ? Ask him his teaching sage ; what melody Can thrill his soul ; what pilot steers his bark To islands of the Blest ; his kindling spark. The boundless soul shrinks to its choice, decree Most sad but true. [59] ON THE LAKE (a summer day idyll) I YOUTH (^She sings) A WAKEN with the day As glad as leaves in May ! Throw open wide thy arms to greet the sun ! O lift the drooping flowers That waste the early hours, " Awake, ye laggards, for the day's begun ! " And like the morning's bride. All fresh and dewy-eyed, O carol that the world is full of bliss, O sing it sweet and near, O sing it loud and clear, " Was ever such a morn as brave as this ! " [60] ON THE LAKE So many things to love ! Give thanks to One above, — O let a joyous heart thy anthem be ! So lavishly is given The fairest gift of heaven — Another perfect day He gives to thee ! [6.] ON THE LAKE II SHADOWS (^He muses) At the edge of the lake slow we drift, side by side, Cleaving straight through the heart of a pine tree we glide ; Even crags cannot hinder us, over we slip, Lichened rocks float around us, and there on the tip Of the cedar, a phantom bird prunes golden wings. In the ripples he swings ! Now, above and below us, the tender young sheen Of the willows, encircling brown arches and green. Making dim this our covert. All hushed is our bower ! And your head on my heart like a wild apple flower. While beneath us there quiver the blossoms of bay, — — Oh, I wonder, if we are the shadows or they ! [62] ON THE LAKE III REMONSTRANCE " The gray is on my brow : Too old for such as thou ! " " O let my arms, like summer chaplets, bind ! " " But sad for me is life, Not feast, but earnest strife." " 'Mongst rugged mountains, flowering valleys wind." " I cannot lift my voice At daybreak to rejoice." « When birds are mated 'tis not both that sing." " Nay, I should blight thy flower, Should squander thy youth's dower." " All thine to waste what heritage I bring ! " " As transient as the May Young love will pass away." " When May is over, August still is fair." "Soon will November come — Ah, autumn chills benumb ! " " But glows the hearth more warm in winter bare." [63] ON THE LAKE " Youth should find mate with youth : Illusion and stern truth i Have never yet kept friendship well, I fear." " Ah, see that oak tree strong, It proves thee in the wrong, The happy blue-eyed grass has clustered near. " Yield, Dear my Love, to me Thy summer let me be — Long years of summer that will never fade ; Though this first joy may go, Sing will my heart, I know. If it find nest within the oak tree's shade." [64] ON THE LAKE IV NOON (^She sings) Come from the sun, O you silly little water-flies ! Here's a great o'erhanging ledge, just for you 'tis hewn ! Darting so ceaselessly, flashing so restlessly. Can you never pause to nap, a summer afternoon ? Come from the sun, O you wilted yellow lily-head ! Here's a cool broad lily-pad, under which to swoon, Vie not with the golden sun, futile competition shun, All but he should take a nap, a summer afternoon. Come from the sun, O you giddy-pated humming bird ! Here's a mass of honeysuckle, fragrant as the June. Nay, flutter hitherward, not away thitherward, Foolish little humming bird, humming in the noon. Let down the curtains of your eyes, O my tired one, Drowsily I'll sing to you, any lazy thing to you, Happy could I bring to you, dream of silver moon. Coolest dream I'd wing to you, this summer afternoon. [65] ON THE LAKE AFTERNOON {She sings) Hush, hush, O crickets shrill ! Waving grasses, hush them still, Murmur sleepily, like trees. Grasses ! in this elfin breeze. For my Love lies deep in slumber. Sweetest moments would I number. And would only have him wake again to greet the setting sun. Quiet, quiet, noisy rill ! Muffling mosses, soothe it still ! Placid water-cresses lull it Quiet as the gold fish swimmeth, Quiet as the lake-edge brimmeth, For my Love lies deep in slumber. Sweetest moments would I number, And would only have him wake again to greet the setting sun. [66] ON THE LAKE Peace, peace, O bumble-bee ! Drop not here your velvet ball, Back to shore, O rover free. Where the honey flowers c:ill, Waiting for your coronal ! Here my Love lies deep in slumber, Sweetest moments would I number. And would only have him wake again to greet the setting sun. Gently, gently, fretting bird I Breaking through the boughs. Find your swinging nest unheard ! Fold your wings ! Soft sleep endows Even black unwinking eyes. Shut them close and dream of skies Deep and blue and zephyr-stirred ; For my Love lies here in slumber, Sweetest moments would I number. And would only have him wake again to greet the setting sun. — The sultry summer sun, Whose course is almost run, — Awake ! — Awake ! My dearest one ! [67] ON THE LAKE Purl your loudest, little brook! Shrill your songs, O crickets now ! Leap, O fishes ! Ripple, lake ! Little black-eyed bird, awake ! Bumble-bee, your sweets forsake ! Scatter blossoms, laurel bough ! For my Love has waked from slumber, (Sweet those moments will I number !) For my dearest Love has raised his head to greet the setting sun. [68] ON THE LAKE VI AT TWILIGHT (//05] HENRI DE LA ROCHEJAQUELEIN In Brittany ; and she could charm with tales For hours together, tales her brother told. Why, I can sing you full a dozen songs, A dozen ballads of Monsieur Henri. ^She snatches her lute^ and sings !^ He is fearless. He is peerless, Henri that is ours ! He our might is, He our knight is, Glad as summer flowers. One-and-twenty smiles on him : • Days will flit and days will skim. Days will flee, for you and me, Flashing eyes grow slowly dim. Still we raise our fervent hymn, Never rest a shadow grim On M'sieur Henri. Henri. It is his careless youth that steals their love ! And of what value, praise that's won by youth ? Could they withhold their loyal peasant hearts [.06] HENRI DE LA ROCHEJAQUELEIN Till Henri earned such frank unflattering trust, Ah, were there time, he yet might prove a man. For he has been till now a headstrong boy, Lacking in foresight, judgment, in control. Lorraine. Beyond the reach of carping idle words My hero stands. You cannot sully him. Henri. I would tear down your hero, but to shrine One who can claim this title you ill-use. Brave Cathelineau, the gentle wagoner Who led us first, he of the shining brow, Around whom crept the wounded, since to die Near the sweet saint of Anjou was a joy. They tell how Cincinnatus in his fields Beyond the Tiber, leaning on his spade. Received with dignity proud messengers, How simply he did wipe his brow, and go To govern Rome. As great, our general ! He heard the first stray shots of war, one day While kneading bread ; he left his homely task And served as chief. Lorraine. Erect and slim, Henri First took command. Dauntless the eagle look Within his eyes when to his men he cried : " Friends, were he here, my father, you would have Glad confidence. O may I worthy prove ! When I advance, then on. But, if I flinch, [•°7] HENRI DE LA ROCHEJAQUELEIN Straight cut the craven down. And when I fall Avenge me." And from the great deserted court Beneath the moated castle of his race, Like his forefathers of the Crusade days, He led his peasants forth. Henri. But none he left Behind, to mourn his loss like brave Lescure, Who had a wife he loved. From her, from books, His cherished study, yet he tore himself; And when they burned his castle to the ground. He would not sack their captured towns, lest they, The ruthless foe, should think it was revenge. O, call Lescure your hero, not Henri. Henri knew naught of war's stern discipline. He led to battle as he would have led. In peaceful days, the chase. Not like Lescure, Well versed in tactics and in stratagems. Lorraine. I pray you, tell me more about the men Who love Monsieur Henri. Henri. Say rather, men Whom Henri loves, his rugged Vendee folk. Whose lives are passed in patriarchal ways. Who call their nobles Father, since no hand Of grasping steward holds the guardianship. No pay in war they claim, bloodshed they hate. But striking for the cause of God and king, [.08] HENRI DE LA ROCHEJAQUELEIN They fight as tigers. Strict they are, and pious, Each dofFs his cap before the wayside cross. Although he pause amid an onward rush. And when the shots are heard, the women, maids. And children kneel in every field, to pray For their brave men in danger. Oft 'tis said, In pleasantry, that when you hear an oath, Strike without doubt, it surely is a Blue. Lorraine. Astray they seem in these grim times of ours. They and their gallant Lord ! They should have lived When good King Louis held his saintly reign. Henri. The very children bear the hearts of men. And in the ranks are lads of fourteen years. Young Mondyon had scarcely reached that age, When, in a vanguard fight, near him he saw Some cowardly lieutenant quit his post: " You are not wounded, sir," he cried ; " now if You go, I'll shoot you through the head. When we. The leaders, quail, we shame our fearless men." Lorraine. Monsieur Henri's true mettle ! When a shot Once struck his arm, unmoved he kept command. " Merely a broken thumb," he said, although. Since then, his arm hangs useless in a sling. Henri. And every man within the ranks would do [109] HENRI DE LA ROCHEJAQUELEIN The same. Alas, I speak as if it still Were possible ! O men that Henri loved, Who were as his great children — all, all gone, And his fair army broken, scattered, lost ! Bonchamp is gone, and noble Cathelineau, Dearest of all, Lescure ! And Hermine, Who Bonchamp, dying, left to Henri's care. The little lad who rode upon his horse. Whose prattle cheered the men in darkest days. Gone, gone ! Even Fallowdeer, his delicate White horse, is dead. Lorraine. Soon will my ballads grow Too sad to sing. ''^She sings. ~^ On Fallowdeer he swept the land. And gathered far and wide each band. Fleet Fallowdeer knew his command, M'sieur Henri ! And when he captured foemen bold, A single combat each could hold, For well he loved the days of old And chivalry. [no] HENRI DE LA ROCHEJAQUELEIN In battle's din when flagged our side, He seized his cap and flung it wide : " Who'll fetch it for me first ? " then cried M'sieur Henri ; And swift as arrow from the bow, He rushed upon the conquering foe, And as one man we followed through To victory. " No powder have we, woe betide ! " Right blithely he our fears defied : " The Blues have plenty of it ! " cried M'sieur Henri. But I can sing no more. Songs ring not true unless the heart is gay. A wanderer ! Defeat ! Ah, yet I know. Even in defeat, when all is lost, Henri Will bear a spirit that will not be broken. Henri. But there has come to him in these last days, A resignation, an unfailing portent To tell the end is close. He would have chafed Against defeat like a wild steer, a short [MI] HENRI DE LA ROCHEJAQUELEIN Time since ; but, now I know not how it is, Of late he has had thoughts that strengthen him, And he has faced his failure. Though not wise, Like his dear friend Lescure, who well could put In words his lightest thought, Henri has felt Perhaps 'tis for the best his cause is doomed. For when he thinks of the long days to come. The stretching years, the untold centuries. When he will count but as a moment's space, He tells himself. Flash in that moment's space As bravely as you can, but fret not, leave The rest to God. Lorraine. And no regret he feels ? Henri. Regret he has passed through. His sole regret Is, now that wider judgment is his own. He cannot serve his needy land therewith. Unthinking he has led his eager men, Belied himself by weak-held discipline. Could he be tried again, he would be found A better general. Yet, had success Been his, this patient creed would be unlearned. Lorraine. You draw for me a new Monsieur Henri, A Henri that the ballads sing not of. O is there none to solace him, not one ? He who could win as bride the noblest maid [I.Z] HENRI DE LA ROCHEJAQUELEIN In our fair France, is there no steadfast maid To cheer him, when his soul is overcast ? Henri. Too late has Henri thought of gentle maids. And all the unexplored pure happiness Their comradeship could give. So late almost Upon his fingers he can count, the few Sweet moments since his heart has turned to one. No. Never has a woman smiled on him. Lorraine. Faithless I call the friend who says so false A thing ! And you who look as true — [^She suddenly startsJ\ This fire Glows warm. I beg you lay aside your cloak. [Henri carelessly drops his cloak to the ground^ ex- posing his right ar?n hanging in a sling ; on his breast is sewed the badge of the Vendee army^ a red heart.^ Lorraine. Monsieur Henri ! Henri. Fain would I spare you this. I too have learned how sad a thing it is To lose ideals ; and you, who cherished yours With such intrepid noble confidence, [■'3] HENRI DE LA ROCHEJAQUELEIN To find, alas, this dire reality, A poor shred, a mockery of what you dreamt. Monsieur Henri most humbly craves forgiveness. Lorraine. 'Twas even now I wondered, could there be Two Henris here in France, two such as thou. Henri. O kindly maiden, thou wilt make me grieve To leave this earth that hath no need of me. Had I not entered here this night, to-morrow I would have welcomed death, my heart untrammelled ; Now, life grows dear again. Lorraine. Why art thou sure Thy fate must be so harsh ? Hast thou no hope ? Henri. None, none. For I am hounded through the land. This bleak Vendee, all burnt and desolate, Whose only music is the moaning wind. And cries of cattle, homeless in the waste. A wretched handful of our faithful men Lurk in the forest of Vezin, our bed A hut of withered boughs. Each morn I rise, I say. We shall not look again on this Once fair Bocage. No, no. It is too late. Lorraine. Monsieur Henri knows not his worth, to think Our genial land hath now no need of him. [■■4] HENRI DE LA ROCHEJAQUELEIN Henri. He knows he must not harbor treacherous hope. Nay, I have had a vision of this end : Last night I tossed in pain and impotence, When suddenly above the black-massed hill I saw a gleam of light : The dawn at last, I sighed. But not the dawn. There rose instead A saffron-colored segment, cloud-begirt. That caught its radiance in the pool-flecked marsh, And in one special mere rained down its light. So I, who thought to welcome death, the dawn I longed for, sadly greet this moon of love. Lorraine. 'Tis strange, last night, I saw that very moon. It rose so silently, so still and swift That I did marvel at it. And as it rose Its light grew more intense, till all the clouds Lay far beneath, and without flaw it shone. Because, I see it now, though then I knew It not, because it drew frank fearlessness From one clear pool that spread its heart below. Henri. But soon the tardy dawn, once longed for, came. And then I lost my moon. Lorraine. 'Twas thou wert blind, For it was there, although thou could'st not see it. [i'5] HENRI DE LA ROCHEJAQUELEIN I was taught by the good nuns at Mans That after death there is a life beyond, A Hfe so rare and beautiful, it seemed A puzzling thing that even they who told Of this far land, should still have feared to go. And thou too, hast this happy faith of mine, For I have heard that when Monsieur Henri Entered the fray, he made, unseen, the sign Of our dear Lord's true cross upon his breast. If there is life beyond, why should we grieve ? The moon is there, although we see it not. Henri. And thou wilt not forget that here on earth. To this poor Henri, wandering in defeat, A driven outcast whom your father scorns. To him thou gav'st in pledge thy gentle troth ? Lorraine. To my one hero, to my lord Henri — He who has taught me what true manhood is. Henri [^timidfy~\ . Ah, dost thou find me somewhat like thy dream ? Lorraine. Beyond desire my fancies have come true. For, once I dreamt — but what are maidens* dreams ? A few vague shadows that will never be ! 1 think we are as birds that come and peep Within the casement, and then fly away, And hardly know what they have seen within. [.i6] HENRI DE LA ROCHEJAgUELEIN Henri. For if they pried too close they would be caught, And ever after live vi^ithin a cage, Even if a golden one. Thus vi^ould I snare A timid bird and hold her in my heart. Lorraine. Thy golden cage than gladdest liberty ! O, I w^ould rather rest a fluttering bird Within thy cage, than float a speck of joy Over v^ild seas ! Henri. Was that thy dream ? Lorraine. The past Is now as if it never were. Some one There was who bore the name Lorraine, who sat Within her father's library, or strolled Behind the convent walls, and plucked a rose, And wondered what could lie without the walls : There once was such a one, but in far days. Since when her dreams have grown realities. Henri. Bold, all-possessing are the dreams of men, But never thought of man could match, could know The perfectness of this. Lorraine. Thou too hast dreamt ? Henri. Forgotten is my past, erased like thine. This present only lives. [Lorraine draws aside^ and tremhlhigly touches her lute^ ['■7] HENRI DE LA ROCHEJAQUELEIN Ah, do not move, But let my memory, now molten, fix Thy image thus ! So shall I see thee stand In days to come, thy hand upon thy lute. Lorraine. Then will I sing thee one more memory ^ The saddest and the sweetest song I know. Not quite a song, but words I sing in tune ; And when discouragement doth come to grieve Thy faith, thou wilt remember it and me. \_She sings. '\ Better to be a crystal and be broken Than dull clay like a tile upon the roof. Better to put thy courage, doubtful-hearted, Unto the proof. O in success there often lurks a failure That feeds upon the soul in hidden shame, And in defeat there sometimes rests a triumph Greater than fame. \_Outside^ loud excited voices are heard; hurryijig steps in the hall. Lagrange, with Texier, rushes past the door. Enter Stofflet, hastihP^ [..8] HENRI DE LA ROCHEJAQUELEIN Stofflet. Monsieur Henri, haste, haste, for we are known ! A careless word of Texier's gave the clew, And with the cry of " Brigands " he has gone To rouse the garrison. There yet is time To fly, but haste ! The others are gone on ! [Henri waves him back^ and turns to Lorraine.] Henri. And have I only found thee but to say Farewell ? Then fare thee well, true heart. I shall Remember thee and thy brave words forever. I pray thee lay thy hand upon my head In peaceful benediction. I am thy knight Henceforth, if thou'lt accept for servitor One who can bring no trophies with his love. [//.? kneels and raises her hand to his brow.'] Lorraine. No jewelled sleeve, no banner can I give, Henri, my dauntless knight. Ah, when thou art In heaven, I fear thou wilt forget me soon. Swear thou wilt not. Nay, promise naught. I would Not bind thy soul, just freed its weary earth. Thou art so true, Henri, that thou wouldst keep Thy word, even if in heaven were maids so fair, [■■9] HENRI DE LA ROCHEJAQUELEIN The loveliest here were but a sorry choice. No promise. But when with the seraphs thou Art radiant as they, if thou shouldst then Remember me, I shall be waiting here. ^Reenter Stofflet : he places Henri's cloak on his shoulders.'] Stofflet. M'sieur Henri ! [Henri goes with him : at the door he turns to look back : Lorraine smiles bravely^ touches her lute and sings as they gaze at each other. '\ Lorraine. And in defeat there sometimes rests a triumph Greater than fame. [Curtain falls.'] Henri de la Rochejaquelein, shot by a Blue in the forest of Vezin, January 28, 1794. [120] NOTES Page 27 ^-^Js if its waters were the rippling Lee." See Wordsworth's sonnet on Isaac Walton : — " He found the longest summer day too short To his loved pastime given by sedgy Lee." Page 79 Chronicle of Limhurg^ I/f8o» See Heine's Gestdndnisse. Page 85 Cries out " Captain III " "And captive good attending captain ill," Shakespeare — Sonnet Ixiii, Page 89 " The earliest pipe of half-awakened bird." **The earliest pipe of half-awakened birds." Tennyson: Tears, idle tears. [121] NOTES Page 97 Henri de la Rochejaquelein. See the Memoires of Mme. Louis de la Rochejaque- lein, formerly Mme. de Lescure. Also Louise Imogen Guiney's delightful account, Monsieur Henri, Page 118 Better to he a crystal and he hroken^ Than idle like a tile upon the roof. From an old Chinese proverb. [>"] SEP