5?-;^.%^ ^i^ im-i4^ -t r ,^ 1^%"'^ .j^^, 3/^ , HIBRARY OF CONGRESS. t [SMITHSONIAN DEPOSIT. J t ^# ;' ^UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. | POEMS. BY MEDITATUS. PHILADELPHIA: LIPPINCOTT, GRAMBO, AND CO. 1858. ,%1* Entered according to the Act of Congress, in the year 1853, by LIPPIN COTT, GRAMB O, AND CO., in the OflBce of the Clerk of the District Court of the United States in and for the Eastern District of Pennsylvania. CONTENTS PAGE THE STARTING-PLACE 13 CHRIST CHURCH BELLS - 15 THE DINING-ROOM OV THE OLD HOUSE - - - - 19 THE STATE-HOUSE CLOCK .-..-- 23 AN HALF HOUR WITH AN ANGEL 32 THE OLD swedes' CHURCH, SOUTHWARK, PHILADELPHIA 43 MY CHILD 48 CRAZY NORAH --------51 MILITARY GLORY 54 THE christian's WARFARE 66 AFTER DEATH 69 THE INTERIOR OF THE HEART 73 THE TWO GRAVES -- 86 THE STREETS AT MIDNIGHT 90 TO HIM WHO LOVES TO MEDITATE - - - - 94 IV CONTENTS. PAGE WIER AND BERTHA 96 LOVE 106 GRIEF -._ 108 IS THERE WITHIN THE MOUNT 115 THE RIVER 118 POEMS. THE STARTINa-PLACE. I STAND upon a rock. Beneath I see, Like waves dashed at its base, the troubled world. Within a small white space they surge and boil, But their spent roar breaks not the still calm here. Beyond the ocean stretcheth — smooth, unspecked, As doth on angel's sight Eternity. Who raised me to this place ? I dwelt beneath. Tossed on the sleepless billows. Did I climb By thought or aspiration of my own ? Nay, I knew not there was so blest a height. 'Twas Thou who watched the flood, and pitied me. This is the height from which the soul first sees, Like dawn — the truth. Far thro' her realms of light It looketh, and the World and Time seem little things. 2 14 THE STARTING-PLACE. I had rather be with Thee. Thou who dost search The Heart thro' all its dark and measureless depths, As with a glance I search an empty Vial, Know'st the Goal towards which I, wingless, turn. Yet, Father, not my will. In this fall'n earth The worm even, in its vile abhorred shape. Doth work unfallen angels might not do. Keep me then banished from thy Beams awhile If I may serve Thee ; only these bestow. Thy Love and Presence ; then thro' all my way. Deep in humiliation, or upon The dim, low zenith of this mortal course, ni need nor ask for more. CHRIST CHURCH BELLS. SECOND STREET, PHILADELPHIA. I WAS sitting By my window that opened to the East, Looking out o'er the dusky roofs, and up Where burned the stars. There came a gentle breath Of air, and mingled with it faint far sounds. I listened: when they came again, more clear, I heard the ancient chimes of Christ Church bells. Then sudden thronging thoughts, or feelings not yet Shaped to sep'rate thoughts, filled all my breast. Tears rose, and, being alone, I did not Hinder them, but wept. What were those feelings? From what hidden spring gushed up those tears? subtile chemist! deep geologist ! 16 CHRIST CHURCH BELLS. Ye cannot analyze or search out here : No, nor yet thou who ^-t conscious in thyself Of such emotion and wouldst probe for it. The Heart to all is an unfathomed mystery. We may liken it to instruments of music, To delicate plants that shrink at being touched, To changing skies, to troubled ocean; yea, To all things visible; and yet for that. The viewless seat of joy and woe within, We have in truth no likeness : His itself A world deep, hidden, separate, and none But God can altogether know it. The sounds that moved me now I 'd listened to Long years ago : I could remember even, As it seemed to me, a certain season When but a little child, I 'd heard those bells. ^Twas recollection then, thou 'It say, brought tears. Ah ! by what enginery did it touch so deep ? It was most dim remembrance, if not Some half lost dream or mere imagining. Beside, I would not be a child again. Our early years have their small weights of sorrow, That press as sorely on the tender spirit CHRIST CHURCH BELLS. 17 As heavy mountains do when we are grown; Nor is life's upward path so smooth and even That, like the loiterer in some flowery garden, We 'd turn back to trace the same steps o'er, But chiefly tho' there be a softened light To all of us, and to none more than me, Illumining the path looked back upon, I crave it not, because He still was strange. Unknown, unloved, whom now I chiefly love. Jesus was not accepted. Who could tell. What prophet of the soul, if this of mine, Enamored of all sin, would ever yield ? Ye ancient bells ! how many more than me Your chimes have moved ! How many more, when I Am covered with the green and springing sod. They yet shall move I Nor ye alone, but sounds That fill the air, and sights unnoted by The passing crowd, shall to some voiceless heart Call thoughts, to some averted eye bring tears. I cannot know, I do not care to know It now, by what unseen and spiritual touch Ye thrill me; but I think how unconceived Are the susceptibilities that fill the soul, 2* 18 CHRIST CHURCH BELLS. Here torpid, unsuspected, covered up, But in the milder clime of heaven to be Perfected in new life, and to become. Each one, a separate entrance for our bliss. THE DINIiNG-ROOM OF THE OLD HOUSE. It is the dusk of evening. All the rest Are scattered through the house, or have not yet Come in from walking. I, mid quiet left, Sit here alone in the old dining-room. The fire burns in the grate; by its red light I see each ancient piece of furniture, Around which now come shadows from the past Of times and scenes that may return no more. Upon the sofa that fills this recess Often I 've slumbered, a play-wearied boy. Beside this table when scarce higher than it, I had my daily food from gentlest hands. How different then my thoughts ! I did not dream Time could e'er change, or danger reach this place. No fortress in the world gives to the soldier Such sweet sense of security as Home Hath for the little child. 20 THE DINING-ROOM OF THE OLD HOUSE. Is it then changed? Is not this room — are not these things about me Still the same? They are the same — the change Hath been in me. The heart learns many lessons While mere fragile wood-work scarce grows old, Or ere the ivy, planted in our youth. Hath crept to the top o' the wall. And yet The change in me is not the only difference. This empty chair before me memory fills With what is now but an imagined form. It was my mother's seat. From year to year Through all my former life I'd seen her there, Thus sitting in the midst of those she loved, When suddenly 'twas vacant, and not here, Nor in her chamber, nor in all the house Was there one trace of her beloved presence. Death ! how dost thou blot us out, with fewer Years, or the threescore and ten, alike. In one brief moment ! Yet we who are left Muse thus and meditate upon those gone — They still live in our hearts. Mother, 'Tis well I should remember thee. I know That when I came at first, long since. Helpless into this world, it was thy love, THE DINING-ROOM OF THE OLD HOUSE. 21 x\s a protecting mantlej did receive me. Through feeble infancy, when to another I had been a care and weariness, Thou held'st me in thy tender, soft embrace With the unutterable yearnings that she feels Who looks down on her babe in her own bosom. When I had become a wayward child. Needing forbearance, gentle teaching, and compassion, 'Twas by thy knee I happy sat ; up to Thy face I looked. And so thro' later years Thou stood' st between the rugged world and me. Until I went forth to that world ; then didst Thou follow me with thy love; and still there was A difference between a mother's love and that Of others. It is not long since, gathered round Thy bed, we saw how calmly doth the soul. When furnished, wait for and receive its call. Ye who do love your children, and who would not Rend their hearts to breaking when ye die, Leave them the sweet and comfortable trust That ye are safe. In its accustomed place, Within reach of thy empty seat, I found. When thou wert gone, thy Bible. It was marked At certain passages, devout and beautiful, Of David's Songs, and where, in later time, 22 THE DINING-ROOM OF THE OLD HOUSE. The love of God in Christ for us was writ, How by His precious blood alone we 're cleansed, And being cleansed, freed from all punishment — Yet not by work of ours, but by grace given us. As we stood round thy open grave we felt How better was th' assurance of thy rest. Which the remembrance of thy life and death Then gave to us, than coveted crowns For an inheritance. Old Dining-room ! as we must change, thou shalt Be changed at length. These walls, this roof. That compassed us so long, while the heart's ties Were made and severed, shall be taken down, And this small space within, where hidden From the world hath been sweet intercourse, Shall be but th' open air again, where the Wind passes, vacant and without a mark. But in a better mansion then, I trust. My soul shall live, and, if it be so there. Know them again in blest reunion Whom here I loved. THE STATE-HOUSE CLOCK. MEDITATUS. Speak to me ! For these fifty years or more Hast thou been musicg in this hermitage, And yet doth no man ever hear thy voice Save when it crieth the hours. CLOCK. Who calls on me to speak? one of the throng That daily thus climbs up to my abode, Seeking a moment's empty entertainment? MEDITATUS. Nay, thou old faithful sentinel I I seek More solid stuff; 'tis for instruction that I come. Speak, then, and tell me what thou seest 24 THE STATE-HOUSE CLOCK. From out these lofty windows, that like eyes Look ever toward the North and South, the East And West! CLOCK. Stand where thou art, and for a little season (Yet not long), I'll speak with thee. This morning, ere my smaller hand reached five. Out in the east I saw the approach of Day. He came without a cloud, and soon with light Filled the horizon, and the arch of heaven. Then blue wreaths of smoke ascending, rose O'er the still city spreading far beneath, Steeples and towers and a waste of roofs, That cover happy and unhappy homes. Since then five times my larger hand hath made His circuit. On each moment hung events Innumerable, nor could I tell them all. Though thou shouldst wait until that midnight hour Revolving comes, when from this height I drop Each finished year into eternity. Yet will I lead thee now a few steps o'er The narrow bounds of thine own daily walk. Then, when thou shalt consider for thyself How wide the world is — how unnumbered are THE STATE-HOUSE CLOCK. 25 Her populous cities; her wide teeming plains, Where men do labor, hope, enjoy and suffer, love and hate. Thou wilt conceive how full Time's moments are, And what a mighty Record that must be. Where there is room to write, at its full length, The secret history of every heart. With every word and look that speaks a thought. The echoes of my voice that told aloud The hour just gone, have scarce yet died away. Now doth the sun, uprisen high'r in heaven, Lighten the busy world. His yellow beams Flood the broad highway; pierce thro' polished panes With damask hung, and mid th' luxurious shade Within, glitter upon the gorgeous chandelier; Or, creeping thro' some crevice left unstopped In the closed shutters, lie a spot of gold Upon the floor of the deserted house. It is the time appointed, and I see. Not far from hence through a wide lofty door, A merry comp'ny gath'ring : chariots stop. Pouring their treasures out of gay attire. One giveth there her hand away to-day With th' unbought riches of a loving heart. 3 26 THE STATE-HOUSE CLOCK. Even as I speak she stands ! A snowy bud, That drank last night the falling dews of heaven, Plucked from its earthen bed, adorns her hair. (So mayst thou be, fair bride, when I am done Telling the hours, brought to a better clime.) With solemn rites and the plain golden ring, They bind around them th' invisible thread That Death's sharp sickle now alone may sever. Crowding then bright faces hem them in, And with embraces, smiles, and golden hopes Fill up this swift-winged time of happiness. jL?ye, to the youthful hearts luho do from there Look on itj seems like this sunny shy. While I thus speak, from a far window Over toward the West an anxious face looks out. That same voice told the hour when one should come With hollow tube that tells each sound within, To place his practised ear near to the beating Of a much loved heart. The husband looketh On the slender form, into the delicate features That of late have waned mysteriously. "It cannot be — oh no, this cannot be The dim cold shadow of Death ! Woe may not cross The threshold of so blest a home ! Here are THE STATE-HOUSE CLOCK. 27 Contentment, sweet affections, riches — all Th' appliances this world can give to happiness/' May it be so; yet hast thou found, fond one, How soon man may become as if awaked Out of a pleasant dream. Life unto thee Hath yet its hroad blue sky, hut with A rising cloud. By Schuylkill's waters. Where thro' many an age they flowed, hidden In solitude, the unforgotten dead Sleep thro' the still cold vaults of Laurel Hill. (It may be that some form once dear to thee Thus sleeps — yet not to wound thee do I speak.) If thou wilt look now toward the oft trod road That leadeth there, a dark slow-moving train Of carriages thou' It see. Next to that, hung With sable curtains, cometh one whose windows. With raised blinds, are close shut up from ev'ry Passer's eye. Within — ah ! there within — held In so small a space, is a whole world Of woe. I tell thee that between the heart Of him who stops to gaze and hers who Followeth there the dead, is an unfathomed Depth of suffering that swallows up 28 THE STATE-HOUSE CLOCK. Youth's freshness, the allurements of this world, The love of pitying friends — the wish to live. It is a mother's funeral, her child's thoughts, Swift messengers to the past, go back Through many years, then come again laden With sweet but sad remembrances that wound The bereaved spirit. To that desolate mourner Life seems one dreary cloud, as ivlieii the whole }Yide firmament is filled with gloom. Where yonder lofty buttonwoods lift up Their leafless branches, vying with my height, Standeth apart the ancient Hospital. A century has almost gone since its First stone was laid, then in a wilderness. It is, methinks, a place where Death doth dwell With all his keen and torturing darts. Yet Mercy Ministers to those he wounds; she healeth Him whose strength returns again, and watches By his bed who dies. There, in a certain ward Where many lie, is one who hath trod life's Lengthened journey o'er, thro' youth and middle age. Into the winter that lies round the tomb. In all this wide and many-peopled world THE STATE-HOUSE CLOCK. 29 She is alone. Not one from whom to claim Those sympathies that run in kindred blood Doth to her knowledge breathe. Within her heart Shut up are the sweet pictures of her youth When, in another land, mid its green fields, Beneath its open sky she played, a child. Who shall she speak to of these things ? It is But nature thus to turn from the chill snows Of age, back to the op'ning buds of spring, And so it seemeth that the dusty space Between is often most transparent then. But in these things, as in all else that memory And meditation summon from the past. Or that the thoughtful mind thro' every hour Doth hold in its own world, she is alone. Alone in the heart's solitude, aged, And poor, and laid in sufferings. Yet beneath These gathered elements of misery That show without and do appal the eye. There is in her another hidden life. Unharmed by them, that the eye cannot see. The soul hath separate life. In early youth So close it clingeth to the ruddy flesh. They seem as one. But when that flesh, grown old, Begins to shake and totter o'er the grave, 3* 30 THE STATE-HOUSE CLOCK. It looseneth its hold, and doth look out TVards that eternal world to which it tends. If it have then treasure laid up in heaven. With joy it plumes its eager wings for flight. So is it with this aged one. She came O'er a long road, through poverty and toil, To reach this dying bed. But as she rests Upon it now, being prepared to die, Amid the body's sufferings the soul finds peace. As she looks back upon the desert past. And forward to the promised land, life seems (Nor seems alone, but is, for she seeth with An open eye) as when these sides are filled With storms J hut from an opening thro^ the clouds Light Cometh down, and, looking up, we see The calm hhie heaven o^ erspreading all ahove, Which storms, nor clouds, nor tempests ever reach. Thus have I shown thee how this selfsame hour To these few hearts bring different messages. What must His view be, who with sleepless eye Through day and night forever looks upon The hearts of all mankind bared to his sight? This know — that not the briefest space of time Wherein thou sleep' st or wakest but doth hold THE STATE-HOUSE CLOCK. 31 "Within its narrow compass joy and grief, "Wisdom and folly, virtue, deepest guilt. Yet God discerns the upright heart and pure "Where'er it be, and watcheth over it. Amid the infinite turmoil of this life; He maketh all things labor for its good, While to all others ev'n prosperity Is but a foe clothed in a fair disguise. Live not for Time ! Its slow revolving years. Its hours, its moments, all that fill them up. Whether of the world without or of the heart. Must cease. But for the soul that useth time Aright, believing what hath been revealed of it, A better state, when it is done, remains. AN HALF HOUR WITH AN ANGEL. Methought it was near to the edge of twilight On a summer's evening. I was rambling In the forest and had come to a lone glen, Where, from the thickly wooded height above, Some hidden spring poured forth its waters O'er the wild, steep rocks. They dripping fell From ledge to ledge in countless tiny streams. And gathered at the base again, murmured A rivulet away. Here, being wear}^, On the velvet moss beneath my feet I laid me down, still looking on the scene. And wrapt in meditation. "Surely," thought I, "This place speaketh of the Lord; He hath Arrayed it in this goodly dress, adorned With ornaments no other but His Can fashion, that his worshippers may look Upon it and rejoice: for where we love, AN HALF HOUR WITH AN ANGEL. 33 Aud cannot yet behold the one beloved, How dear is any sign or visible evidence That he hath left upon our path, telling Of his affection ! So I view these traces Of my Father's hand. I love his works Not chiefly for their own attractiveness; They 're pledges given to my falt'ring soul, Confirming it in faith. To me, the field Yields more than grain, the garden more than flowers. And all th' events of daily Providence Bear voiceless hidden messages from God.'' While musing thus, I thought a spirit stood Before me. ''I am sent to thee," he said, ^'Thou who dost seek the path of wisdom. Rise, And cast aside thy covering of clay. For thou shalt go with me whither thy body Cannot go; it shall rest here unharmed, Slumbering till thou return to it again." He spread his wings, rising above the earth In swiftest flight, and I, delivered from The flesh, a spirit too, rose by his side. I felt no fear, nor was it difficult, That steep ascent. We did not climb, as earthly pilgrims do. 34 AN HALF HOUR WITH AN ANGEL. But passed thro' many a purple-tinted cloud. Ascending far above the golden hues That gather round the setting sun, until, In the blue vault, we rested on the wing. Evening had dropped her dusky veil, and Night Was letting fall a darker curtain o'er The distant world. I saw lights glimmering From the abodes of men, and floating on, Passed o'er the ocean's stormy flood, or forest's Wide-spread gloom : but not a murmur reached us : Silently thro' those sublime aerial wastes We winged our way. ''Now shalt thou have such sight/ The spirit said, "as we, who in love's work Are ever ministering to mankind. That dim and narrow circle of dull light On the far bosom of the earth beneath Is a vast city. Seest thou not amid Its thousand dwelling-places there is one * O'ershadowed by a small bright cloud? Thither we will descend, that thou mayst know How diS"erent to the spiritual eye Terrestrial things appear, and how far short Of the reality man's vision stops." Then in my dream I turned towards earth again. AN HALF HOUR WITH AN ANGEL. 35 Methought I entered The silent chamber where a sick man lay In his unfinished slumber, ere the dawn Of morning. Not a star had faded jet From heaven; no light told of th' approach of day; Yet I found waiting there other spirits Before me. They knew not of my presence. It was hidden from them. Then passed I Noiselessly the soul's great adversary And an angel of the Lord. On either side His couch they stood, silently gazing in The sleeper's face and watched for his awaking. Now I saw how Satan is transformed and Robed in treacherous light; for he did shine More brightly than the other, but 'twas with A red and fiery glare. Yet was he gorgeous To behold, and underneath his burning wings Were chains and torturing manacles concealed. Then did I turn to look upon the angel. His mantle fell in many radiant folds, Down o'er his breast about his lovely form. Trailing around his feet; and I beheld His countenance, but cannot speak its beauty. Bright beams from the Throne still clung to his locks; His serene features shone with softer light; 36 AN HALF HOUR WITH AN ANGEL. A golden harp hung by his side ; he bore A garment glistening, spotless and new, Washed in redeeming blood. So these two watched For the lone sick man's waking; but I saw That Satan feared to look upon the angel, Though his eye burned as a quenchless fire, And the angel's beamed celestial love. Thus I beheld the impotence of Evil, And the mild majesty of Holiness. The slumb'rer's sleep was sweet; there seemed within No cloud amid the sunshine of his soul. Then turned I to my spiritual guide and asked Whither he'd led me, and what these things meant. '^Thou art," he said, ^^with a departing servant Of the Lord. This ministering spirit Hath been sent to guard him from all evil. And to give him, dying, perfect peace. The Enemy can harm him not; this hour His power is gone; for this man listened to The Gospel's call, and yielded up his heart To Christ. His path hath rugged been ; his feet Have bled, and oft he bore his heavy cross At heat of day; but now, his labors o'er, He rests upon the utmost borders of A toilsome life, and on the brink of heaven. AN HALF HOUR WITH AN ANGEL. Angels wait beyond thy sight to bear him Hence. Ere one brief hour is past he will be With his God." The scene was changed. Methought I passed into another chamber, And beheld the evil spirit watching By another bed of death. Then sought I for The angel guardian, but found him not; The adversary stood in uncurbed power, alone. He was not gorgeous now, to look upon, But hung above that dying couch, shrouded In deepest gloom, like some risen cloud from helL Then, while I wond'ring gazed, another form Appeared : it was of woman's shape, clothed with Strange raiment; for in front deep black, like the Sad mourner's dress, she wore; but from her back A gorgeous mantle hung, sweeping her footsteps. Beside the dying bed she knelt, and asked, '' What shall I give thee — riches, or reputation^ Or a crown? all of earth's gifts are thine.'' The suff'rer closed his eyes to shut her From his sight, and with a bitter gesture Motioned her away. Then I beheld How lightl}" she could leave him whom she seemed 4 38 AN HALF HOUR WITH AN ANGEL. To honor. Throwing off her sable veil, She stood in scarlet clothed, with glitt'ring gems And tinkling ornaments, and turning as One turneth from a cast off and forgotten thing, She passed out from my sight. Didst thou e'er look upon Despair? or mark The final flight of Hope when she doth spread Her azure wings and leave the soul? Oh that From out the volume of my thoughts this leaf Were torn ! I saw wrath like the lightning fall Upon that undefended head. The dying man Was cast out from the universe of good; Each tie that bound to aught in any measure Pure or lovely was cut off, and his soul Trembling hung above the open'd, infinite Abyss of woe. '^Ah, take me hence," I cried, ^^Let us not linger here; I die, I die Another death in looking upon this !" "Fear not to look," the spirit said, "I brought Thee hither for thy good; here mayst thou gather Wisdom in rich harvest to thy soul. Behold the closing of a life devoted To the false and transitory world. Upon this dying bed thou seest the pleasures AN HALF HOUR WITH AN ANGEL. 39 And the empty honors of threescore years Summed up; for he who lies before thee LoTed the world, and she bestowed upon him Many gifts; but she hath not, in all of her Vast treasury, one for the parting hour. 'Tis not the world's to deck the bed of death And make it beautiful ; another hand Must bring the wreaths that fade not there. Yet oft in seasons past the still small voice Strove with this heart, persuading it to turn From fading vanities and live. It strove In vain ! from youth to manhood, and from manhood To the barren borders of the grave — ^barren Unless set out with the transplanted flowers Of grace — then sweetest vale of life, as nearest To its close and in full view of heaven. My brief mission draweth to its close. And I must part from thee. Thou 'st seen What blest attendance watches o'er the spirit At its birth into the blissful realms of rest : Thou hast seen too, the dread departing of The soul accurst, in darkness quenched its light Put out to burn no more. 40 AN HALF HOUR WITH AN ANGEL. The veil must fall : Enough hath been revealed. Go back to earth Again, and as thou minglest in her cares Remember — like the withering leaf's Thy sojourn there; for as the forest to The wintry wind doth cast its foliage, So to Death's blasts the earth doth shed her leaves. And her dead millions gather in the ground. But there shall be a resurrection of Them all, and we will meet when reunited To thy risen body, thou livest to die no more. Ah ' whither then thy way thro' the wide regions Of eternity? Salvation's pearly gates Are open to thee! Wouldst thou enter them? Know, then, that works or righteousness of thine Can never win for thee an entrance there; For God's just law demands obedience. Not in the act alone, but in the thought, Even to its source within thy secret soul. Such perfect service thou canst not perform, Inheriting a heart enslaved by sin; In thine own nature thou hast not the power To love a holy God or do his will: How canst thou then, child of a fallen race. AN HALF HOUR WITH AN ANGEL. ^1 Escape the threatened curse awaiting all Who violate his reTealed sovereign Word? Hear ere I leave thee, -what I came to bear, Grlad tidings from on high. There is, Lost One, A righteousness, not thine, prepared for thee, That thou mayst wear it even as thine own: 'Twas bought at a great cost for guilty man, And all who have it on, in earth or heaven, Are pure -and spotless to the eye of God : ^Tis offered without price (thou ^st naught to give); It becomes thine, in all its preciousness, Through childlike faith in Him who purchased it For thee. By faith thou dost embrace Him With the arms of love, accepting Him As God the Saviour, and thine only hope; United thus thou art made one with Him, And all the powers leagued against thy soul Shall never separate thee from his band. This faith is God's own gift; 'tis his alone T' impart, dread Sovereign of all worlds ! Go ask of Him, clothed in humility, For He refuseth none who rightly seek, 4* 42 AN HALF HOUR WITH AN ANGEL. According to that Word of Life which He Hath given thee/' The spirit ceased. Then, in my dream, I thought We stood amid the forest's gloom again, And as the evening's silent shadows fell. He parted from me on his heavenward flight. And I encumbered with the flesh once more, But ia his words rejoicing, went upon my way. THE OLD SWEDES' CHURCH, SOUTHWARK, PHILADELPHIA. BUILT IN THE YEAR MDCC. While we do pass away, and with th' affairs That have engrossed us are forgot, a simple pile Of earth or stone, raised by our hands, endures. I stand within this ancient house, and know That of the men who reared it there is not One but hath gone to dust. Can it then be That what we fashion thus, out of some Base material, shall outlast the busy thoughts, The deep keen joys and sorrows that fill up Our rational life ? They who of old with their Own labor did build up these walls, when the Good work was done, sat here and worshipped. (^Twas a different time; the city's hum 44 THE OLD swedes' CHURCH. Broke not then on this solitude, and o^er These busy streets stood trees from the Primeval forest.) But at length those fathers Of the church, cut off in vigorous prime or Yenerable age, were gathered one by one And no more seen. Then in their places, even Where I stand, their children met often Through many years; some to prepare to die, Some but to wear an ancient hollow form, Until they too through gradual decline. Came to life's verge and laid their gray hairs down In these still graves a century ago. Now of all these, and all they felt while here, What visible trace is left ? I do not doubt But since that Sabbath morn when first these walls Were filled with sounds of praise, near intercourse Hath often been between this place and heaven. True, many came then, as they still do, but To glitter in the livery of this world In others' sight; yet ever midst the throng God hath his worshippers. Here knelt The youthful pair who 'd nurtured their first born THE OLD swedes' CHURCH. 45 Through a few tender years, so that her heart Was but just opening its stores to love, When the child sickened. Round her couch, stricken, They stood and saw her languish ; hearing her Feeble cry ; looking upon her sufferings Until the soul escaped, leaving them the Sweet infant form of flesh, as soft, as round, As beautiful as when 'twas wont to cling To them in life, circling with loving arms Their necks. They buried her, hiding out of Their sight each little fragment of her dress Or toys, that in her play she 'd left scattered About their home — then came up here to worship. And confess that all He doeth is right. Here bowed the husband, who, few days ago. Had stooped to catch his wife's faint parting words ; Words fuller, in death, of that unchanging love Which ever in life had been to him A wonder and a mystery. He looked Upon th' immovable pale face, and the Remembrance of harsh words or of unkindnesses That once had wounded her meek spirit Came with such accusations on his soul As swallowed up his grief in a yet 46 THE OLD swedes' CHURCH. Deeper agony. He loathed himself, and mourned. And in this place renewed his vows. Here came The tender mother when she ^d heard from one Skilled to discern the ailments of the body, That the small spot of pain which but of late Had troubled her^ was the first stealthy step Of a disease whose dread approach no doctor^s Skill could stay. She sat among her little ones, And thought of leaving them, feeling the first, worst Bitterness of death, until her prayer Was heard, and she was taught, there is a Faith Stronger than the last dread, or suffering. Or human love — that tempts us oft — or death. These, and how many more, what tongue can tell? Have from this place, thro' days forgotten now. Offered up various worship. Sighs wet with Sorrow's tears, prayers winged with burning love : Yet to these walls no angel hath come down To write their records here. Are they then perished ? Ye departed ones, come back ! Meet us within This ancient house once more ! Tell to Unthinking men how these things never perish, THE OLD swedes' CHURCH. 47 But are gathered up from every house of God, From the shut closet, from the silent woods, Or crowded ways where Christians walk; From that hid Temple in each new-born heart, And written down in heaven. Tell them How little now ye do esteem this world's Remembrance, or her coveted riches. Or the brief sufferings of this fleeting life, That they may turn from these, for the pure joys Unto whose blest possession ye are gone — Beyond the grave. MY CHILD. My child ! here on Her little couch beside my own, unconscious Of the love that 's brooding oyer her, she sleeps ! So once I lay, helpless upon life's threshold, And so once my mother watched o'er me. What harp, or voice, or tongue can utterance Give to a parent's love? Th' untaught peasant, Howsoever rude, if in his rugged breast There lay a kindly heart, hath feelings oft That poets cannot tell. Around each fireside Of the land, where children play and tender Parents watch, unwritten volumes perish Day by day. We feel enough each for himself, Therefore it is that of all thought so little Is decreed to live. Yet here and there is one So made by him who fashions all of us, That with a nicer power he is able MY CHILD. 49 To discern tlie deep and hidden motions Of the mindj and bring them forth to language With their own hues and native colors on. If such an one be faithful to his trust, Not marring what in truth is beautiful, Nor covering with false dress the hideous And deformed, he doth perform his work. And with the company of those, who each In his own day and place has sought alone His Maker's glory, he at length shall stand. There will be kings without their royal robes. And slaves, clothed in like radiant dress; There genius, beside the intellect that was But as a child's, shall burn not more with love. What is the truly beautiful ? In Nature And her visible works it is the impress Of God's fingers. In the soul this impress Hath been lost. Thro' her deep caverns where the Eich ores lie; o'er her wide vales of meditation; Up her mountain heights of thought sublime. Thick darkness reigns. But when there cometh forth From heaven new light, it doth shed beauty Through this fallen world. 5 50 MY CHILD. Shine thro' this soul, thou Sun of Righteousness ! Into its hidden places, o'er its wastes, Until the rocky wilderness shall softened be, And blossom as the rose. CEAZY NORAH : A WELL-KNOWN WANDERER IN THE STREETS OP PHILADELPHIA. If but the mysterious cord be loosed That bindeth up, as one, our faculties, They in disorder fallen will become, As thine. He who created us; who by His touch did wound the wrestling patriarch, Hath laid his hand on thee, poor wand'rer. Yet in unknown wisdom, and no less Than an eternal purpose, was it done. Amid the infinite vicissitude Of place and circumstance — th' array of ages Past and yet to come — th' innumerable Generations of mankind, that fill Up time, as motes, even to its end, thou Hast the place that at the first was given thee. 52 CRAZY NORAH. I am not made of better clay than thou, Nor is the spirit that dwells in me Freer by nature of rebellious thought. Or all impure desire, than thine. Mercy Alone, when thou wert wounded, passed me by. I do remember thee from my early youth, And still the same thou cross'st my thoughtful path, "With thy strange dress — the old plaid cloak, man's hat, And men's great boots; bearing thy basket on Thy arm, filled with thy crazy treasures. A troop of boys come after thee; thou stop'st And, looking up, dost talk with some imagined Being in the air; or, in the silent night. From some dark lonely spot, with lifted finger, Countest th' unchanging, ever beautiful stars. What hast thou sought in these thy wanderings, Now through so many years? Is it some Fancied good? some dim and undefined end? Or doth the spirit of unrest alone. Unknown to thee, still goad thee on ? Poor maniac, With thy dim lamp of reason quite put out. Whatever be thy thought, th' enlightened mind Doth see in thee a world's embodiment. CRAZY NORAH. 53 Thou track' st as well the object of thy search As many who do pity thee. For what Is Reason? or, what aid doth she afford In the soul's search for rest? The light she sheds Is, at its brightest, but a feeble ray About our feet : she cannot pierce the gloom Above us, or dispel the heavy clouds That darken the immeasurable space Between us and the throne of Grod; and yet Most of mankind, with guilt not thine, lone wand'rer. Go through this world, and grope into the grave. Seeking no brighter light than hers. 5* MILITARY OLORY. TWO SIDES TO IT. SCENE — In this Country — A dining-room ornamented with flags — The company seated at tahle. MR. PUBLIC OPINION — {rising). I have the honor, gentlemen, to propose The health of our distinguished guest, who On a field far different from this, hath won Of late for us, his country, and his own Now coveted name, glory of such a Lustre, that it doth already shine through This wide land and o'er the sea. ( Cheers.) CAPTAIN FAVORITE (rising amid loud cheers). I thank you, gentlemen, for this warm greeting, Offered one who, not by native or acquired MILITARY GLORY. 55 Merit, could claim such distinction, Yet being offered, at your hands I do Accept it, as a thing not earned, but given Of generosity. We soldiers have our work. But our rewards are greater than our work; For, to be honored thus midst smiling peace Makes us forget the rugged path of war, Or hold its perils but a scanty price For such returns. I do suppose you will Look to me for some brief account, to-day. Of that late conflict (cheers) in the midst of which A favoring fortune placed me. I say fortune. For, my friends, you wear the soldier's brief creed — Honor and our country — on your hearts, as he Doth on his sword, nor is there difference In aught, save opportunity, between us all. But on the battle-field, each one, intent Upon his aim, and hidden in the smoke Of th' combat, sees not far beyond the point Of his own sword or reach o' his gun (cheers). So each can tell of what he saw; but thus To make the story perfect, every soldier Needs must speak — some now from their red graves. 56 MILITAKY GLORY. My portion of the great day's work lay in A narrow compass. I was ordered, with The brave hearts under my command, to take Position on the brow of a green slope, Across which, ere the day was done, might pass The manoeuvering squadrons of the enemy. Here round our voiceless cannon for awhile We stood, watching the far-off fight In th' agony of idleness. Upon the plain Full in our view, but lessened by the Distance, our regiments marched to the attack Or waited in reserve. We heard their shouting. The lone rocks around, sent back the echoes Of their artillery, and when a white cloud Covered up each band, we saw them, as it Rose, with thinner ranks. At length the foe. Advancing to th' relief, came within range. And from those narrow chambers where Death sleeps Within the cannon's mouth, we welcomed him (cheers). Then came their cavalry. They charged Like the storm-driven thunder-cloud, that flies To reach the spot doomed by its lightning — But another tempest met them; not of wind, Or rain, or the fork'd bolt we can see fall. MILITARY GLORY. 57 But of th' invisible messengers that fill the air When hostile armies meet^ driving them back {cheers). There was a body of the enemy That had for special service been detached. These, when their perilous purpose was accomplished, Sought t^ unite again with their main army. We did intercept and so cut off Their passage, they could move this way nor that. At first, with lighter arms and show of courage, They stood up against our pond'rous metal; But soon contagious fear ran thro' their ranks, Loosening the tight bands of discipline. And in one mixed, bewildered, helpless' mass, Horses and men provoked our batteries. Then with the ceaseless roar from th' other field AVe mingled the dread music of our guns. Rapid and quick they flashed. Death ! Death ! 'Twas thou didst point their aim. At each discharge The murd'rous shot tore a wide vacant breach* From end to end thro' the thick living ranks (cheers), Till, when each blade of grass or trampled flower Was watered with their plenteous flowing blood, * This idea is from a late authentic history. 58 MILITARY GLORY. They cried for mercy. 'Twas a moving sight, After each gun was silent, the strife o'er, And the fierce fires of hate within our bosoms Waned, to look upon the wounded. There they lay, All martial semblance of resentment gone. Weak, bleeding, dying, o'er the quiet ground. One begged me, as I passed, for water; but ev'n As I put it to his lips, he, voiceless, died. A ball had pierced his breast thro' where, Upon his scarlet vest, a wreath was worked. Another looked on me and asked (as tho' He thought of his) if I had little children? Th' unfeeling dead methought were the best off. But glorious Was the victory our brave armies won. Small was my part in 't, therefore may I speak. In the increasing volume where is writ For those to come the annals of our fame. That day shall live. It did unfurl our flag Over the foe's own land. So shall it be Unfurled while foes do breathe, who would bedim Its honor's spotless hue, or while such hearts As yours, my friends, or mine can bleed. ( Capt. F. sits down amid hud and long -continued cheering.) MILITARY GLORY. 59 SCEN3 — A foreign Country — A darkened chamber. CHILD. Mother, I will bring you flowers, And set them here upon your little table, So that the buds shall open in your sight. MOTHER. Thank you, my love. CHILD. I will bring books with stories, And read them to you, sitting here all day, And never weary of your company ; For, mother, you are all the world to me I MOTHER. Thank you, my love. CHILD. I will hold your hand in the morning While the birds sing to us in the woods. And in the evening on the open path That looks towards the sunset. 60 MILITARY GLORY. MOTHER. Thank you, my tender love. CHILD. Are they not beautiful, mother? Will you Never smile again ? MOTHER. My heart doth smile on you, my child. But it is wounded in another part, That gives to joy, ev'n now, the taste of grief. You cannot know such wounds as yet; oh, that You may not ever ! CHILD. Talk to me, dear mother, and tell me of My father. MOTHER. How can I speak of him, of whom each thought Is th' bitter food of woe ? And yet of who Else can I speak, and to this orphan'd dove? Your father loved you as I love you. MILITARY GLORY. 61 CHILD. Do fathers love such little children as Their mothers do ? MOTHER, He had a mother's heart for tenderness ! I 've seen him hold you, but a babe, thus In his arms, and look, and look into your face, As tho' he thought within himself of all He 'd do for you when you were grown. CHILD. He would not make a soldier of me, mother? MOTHER. No, my love. CHILD. Tell me yet more of my dear father. MOTHER. When you were sick, he watched by you. The night Was not too long for him to watch. Over 6 62 MILITARY GLORY. Your bed he stooped, and listened to your breath, Or put his hand upon your burning brow. CHILD. Are all fathers so, mother? MOTHER. No; you had Two mothers, and one loving father. CHILD. How long is 't since he left us? MOTHER. When the snow was on the ground he went. Before a leaf or flower put forth, and so, Evermore it will be winter-time to me. CHILD. But when died he, mother? MOTHER. Oh, child ! oh, precious one ! You know not how that innocent, sweet tongue MILITARY GLORY. 63 Doth break my heart. Yet must I tell you all. Three days ago came word of a great battle. In it he was slain. None saw him die. Alone ! Ah, of what cruel wound — stretched on the plain, His tender spirit passed, thinking of thee and me. Can it be so? this void — this sore, sore famine In my soul, where Hwas so full before? Would, Then, that memory were slain ! — I do remember him when he left; as he Passed thro' that door he turned and looked on me. CHILD. Am I not like him, mother? I 've heard you say my hair and eyes were his. MOTHER. With one of those yellow locks I worked A silken wreath of flowers on his vest! Oh, dreary War ! was it unto thy sacrifice That I was born, and that those clustered blessings Grew about my former life ? I did not think, As year by year they multiplied and hemmed Me in, one bitter stroke at length should crush Them all and me. 64 MILITARY GLORY. CHILD. Was it a victory, mother, this Great battle ? Yes, to some. MOTHER. CHILD. And are they glad now, mother? Do they now rejoice? MOTHER. They could not if they knew How many hearts are broken now, that were Both whole and full of happiness. CHILD. Shall I not learn to be a soldier, And kill them some day, as they killed My father? MOTHER. No, my love; remember your poor mother's words Be not a soldier. Many are who would not e'er; MILITARY GLORY. 65 Yet do they not unfold to its full length War's list of woes, that they may read them all. It is, in truth, a trade that prospers most In making such as you see me; such as You are. IS^or do I know, if we would live Strict by that "Word I daily teach to you, How we can fit War's spirit and its deeds To th' written teachings of the Prince of Peace. 6* THE CHRISTIAN'S WARFARE. Not with the giant's sword, But with the smooth stones from the running brook The Christian fights. From the bright east, where the Sun starts at morn, 'neath his whole circle till he Comes again, lies spread the battle-field. Foes, leagued with those without, are in his hearty They couch, like beasts of prey, in his own flesh, Yet doth he fight alone each warrior. Winning his way across this wilderness. It is a war of hidden single combats : Not, as with the visible hosts of this world, Grathered in array in gorgeous dress. Glittering with arms and waving banners : Th' unmarshalled host of Christ is scattered wide Through every land; each unknown soldier To his separate place of trial and of danger : THE christian's WARFARE. 67 With the oppressed are they in prisons And deep dungeons; with the sick in hospitals, Or laid on lonely beds of languishing; Or midst the seeming blessedness of the rich (For not alone in suffering, yet chiefly there God hath his servants); but, where'er it be, Each hath his foes forever round him ; Each is oft o'ercome and seems defenceless. Yet is he armed anew invisibly. And, by the help of Grod, keeps fighting on. Taking his daily part in that great conflict Which is waged within a million hearts O'er this wide world, through ev'ry passing hour. Thou Hero of this world, who from some eminence, With telescope and eye serene dost watch The bloody field, ordering the battle ; Pointing, by thy command, ten thousand bayonets Into ten thousand bleeding hearts; planting The dread artillery to sweep from earth, In lifeless, mutilated heaps, warm breathing forms. That shall be wept for thro' long years to come In far off, blighted, desolated homes — Thy victory to me is not like his. 68 THE christian's warfare. Whoe'er he be, who, shut within his closet, "Wrestles with his own evil heart, and so By grace doth conquer as to bring it back. Broken and meek, to Him from whom by sin It fell, back to his fellow-man, from whom Thro' sin it was estranged. AFTER DEATH. MetiR)ught I stood above my own green grave, 3Iy spirit coming back in viewless shape After this house of mortal flesh was laid In the damp earth. The myrtle and the blue Forget-me-not covered the narrow mound. Then from that sober eminence I looked Back on my life, as on a vanished dream. I said: '^For this decaying body lying here, A little dust and a few mouldering bones, What empty, vain solicitude I felt. Decking it oftentimes, that it might seem More comely in men's sight. How daintily 'Twas fed; how richly clothed : each smallest spot Of earth was wiped off from its costly dress : It walked with a proud step; it mingled with Most gentle company (who lie scattered Around it now). Then I would heap up wealth 70 AFTER DEATH. For it, and build a palace for its mansion; So that it had no rest thro' many years. Poor clod of earth ! now buried out of sight — How didst thou toil, and ache, and suffer To lie here. Life ! thou fleeting space Of a few days and hours, given us Before we come thro' the grave's narrow gate Into Eternity, had I thee once again. How diff'rently would I use thee. Looking back, I see thy harvests of instruction and Blest opportunity waving unreaped About my path, while I did gather only Poisonous weeds, and in the future I behold A judgment for which I am unprepared. I am a naked soul without a robe To wrap me in ! my secret sins uncovered. And the dread of that great day when God Shall look on me, fills me with terror thro' This sleepless state of being." Then I thought One came to me and asked, with pitying voice, ^'Who art thou, and what dost thou here?" I said "A disembodied and lost spirit, weeping Above the grave of that poor flesh which clothed AFTER DEATH. 71 Me once; for which, alas! I lived alone. It, buried here, is dead; and, through corruption. Doth return to its original senseless elements; But I still live; for me there is no death. Save that eternal woe for which I wait.'^ He, looking lovingly, again thus spake : "If I will now reanimate this dust. Causing the heart to beat once more, and the Warm blood to flow, giving thee for a season Back to life again, wilt thou turn from That present evil world and follow me?^^ I answered: "Art thou He who died for me?" And as I spake, lo ! I beheld his wounds. Then at his feet I prostrate fell and cried : "If thou wilt give me back the life I 've lost, And with it grace to follow thee, I will Be thine alone, and thou shalt be my God. The world seeking to tempt me, nor the flesh With its unnumbered evil longings, nor My spiritual enemy shall ever win me From thy love." I waked from my deep vision To my daily toil, and the returned realities Of life — ^yet to a different life, for I ~ 72 AFTER DEATH. Had seen, in that mysterious hour, the End, And realized how worthless, then. Pleasure's banquet, Or the imaginary heights of Fame, or Wealth, Or station ; and how better and how sweet It was, to have a friend to meet me on That shore, where the poor soul must land alone From Jordan's flood. Now, with my cares and labors Day by day I mingle prayer and praise. Receiving in return those heavenly influences Which help the Christian thro' this warring time, Griving him fortitude and strength, and often Secret draughts of joy. THE INTERIOR OF THE HEART. In the still night as I lay on my bed, Thoughts from the day still preventing sweet sleep^ Tho' she waited by my couch with her veil Of Forgetfulness, willing with gentle hand To cast it o'er my wearied form, One* came To my chamber holding a burning light; He raised it o'er my head, looking down on me, And motionless stood gazing, as to view Mine inmost soul. In that strange interview, As between the voiceless, shrouded dead, Fear bound my limbs, and troubled thoughts my tongue. I marvelled whom he was, at dead of night, Breaking thus uninvited on my rest. But soon I saw his form, so clothed in majesty He seemed to wear such dignity from heaven, * The Spirit that convicts the heart. 74 THE INTERIOR OF THE HEART. The questionings of my heart were turned to awe. ^'Not of the earth," then said I, ^'but from where The blue vault shutteth out man's feeble sight Thou 'rt come to me, who am unworthy of Thy presence. Command or lead the way, Thy power is o'er the soul, adoring I obey." It was along some unknown path* he led. Once beautiful, I judged, but blighted now. There hung the withered vine with shrunken clusters, And the olive cast her fruit upon the earth. I saw there multitudes of faded flowers. Parched, as it had been, in their early bloom — The lily of the valley and the rose Of Sharon. No songs of birds came out from The dead boughs, or insects' voices from the ground. I seemed to walk in autumn, but it was An autumn more intense than that which strips From Nature's form her delicate summer robes Ere Winter cometh with his storms. Soon came we where an archway thro' a rock Rose o'er our path, spanning two brazen gates. * Our first serious thoughts. THE INTERIOR OF THE HEART. i D The massive stone frowned down with look impregnable. As we approached, beneath its gloomy shade I saw one* watching. Covered o'er with mail He sat, as of the rock, lone and immovable. While hidden yet from sight our footsteps fell Upon his ear. He rose with shield and sword, But as we came full on bis view be fled. Then, drawing near, my guide knocked tbrice upon The rugged brass. His heavy strokes resounded, But none came to answer them; at which I, being fearful, said, "How shall we enter, Seeing there is none to open to us ?" He answered not, but turned witb looks of love That did illumine all my heart; then led To where, a little earth removed, revealed A secret spring.f 'Twas slight, and to the eye Seemed powerless; but when by bis command I touched it, lo ! the pond'rous doors gave way, Admitting us unharmed. Now following at his side, on entering, I saw he covered o'er the lamp he held, ^ The sinner's fear of conversion. f Prajer, as tanglit by the Holy Spirit. 76 THE INTERIOR OF THE HEART. So that its searching rays were shed upon My path no more; and then at once darkness So thick o'ershadowed me, I was bereft Of sight; but, soon uncov'ring it in part, Dimly I saw, stretching each way, a plain. No wall or boundary was visible On either side, but all round and above The gloom deepened to utter darkness. Far in the centre shone a gleam of light. Thither the angel led, and thro' th' obscurity ,We passed, like spirits through the realms of death. As we drew near the light it flickered round Our feet. Then I beheld 'twas from a fire Burning on an altar in the midst. Beside it there was one* of fiend-like shape. And hue dark as the night, save where the blaze. Reflected, lighted all one side his form. As we approached, not seeing us, he stood, And with his waving wings did fan the flames. They rose in crimson wreaths, illumining A wide, deep circle round and o'er us — A red chasm in the black abyss. Here paused we, and I heard his voice thus cry : * The evil spirit, that reigns in the natural heai't. THE INTERIOR OF THE HEART. 77 ^'Burn, burn, forever burn! no otlier light Than thme, dread fire, e'er enter here. I love This gloom; all evil do I love; all good I hate. Deep as these depths my love, but deep As hell my hate.^^ Then said I to the spirit Who had led me, ''Is not this a mansion In that dreadful place whither those souls Are sent who die unreconciled to Grod?'' Pie answered, "Not yet may'st thou know all of The things thou see'st. Gather the sheaves first from The field, then seek to separate the fruit Within them hid." Now, as we silent stood. The fiend, touched with an inward dread instinctive, Turned, and as he turned, beheld the angel. At the beauteous, lovely sight he trembled, Drawing back as if with horror filled. Then prostrate fell, and with his wings uplifted, Covered all his black and hideous length. I looked upon him prostrate. At my side The Angel stood, in radiant majesty. I thought, ''0 Sin, how fathomless the depths To which thou 'rt fallen ! Holiness, how beautiful Thy garb, still pure and without spot, in hell Or heaven \" 7* *78 THE INTERIOR OF THE HEART. T' wards tli' impenetrable darkness That all round set limit to our sight The angel turned. His lamp shed but dim light, Not going before or following after us With piercing ray, but casting o'er our pathway A pale beam, lighting each step. I followed Wondering, nor without dread, upon The unknown track. But with me was no strength To turn or stay. Drawn helpless, I was taught There is a Power that, without visible bounds Or seen restraint, reigns o'er the soul supreme. Now came we to a broad and winding way That upward led, by many steps ascending. Ruinous it was, as though uutrod. Save by the viewless wasting steps of years; Yet from the vestiges of grandeur there I knew 'twas worthy once for kings to walk on. As we reached its summit a wide plain Stretched in a measureless circle on our view. And o'er it ghostlike* forms from far and near Fled thro' the dim light to the deeper gloom. Upon this plane I walked to its inner verge; And saw, beneath the altar, He who tended it * Our natural evil passions and dispositions. THE INTERIOR OF THE HEART. 79 Was risen again, and fed its sleepless fires. Thence following the angel far back through The darkness, I was led until a wall, Like to the barriers of some rocky fortress, Rose before us, limiting our steps. Against this wall my guide held up his lamp, I saw where once it had been covered with Inscriptions,* but their import now was lost. Dimmed by the dust of ages and th' erasures Of decay, I could discern no word On all its sullied and mysterious page. Then said I, " May I know concerning this Which now thou showest me?" He answered, ^' These Were words of wisdom, written here in gold. Thou 'st heard how glorious, on Zion's top. The temple shone, covered with Ophir's costly offerings? This was more glorious. The temple's dress Was of the earth, put on by mortal hands. Here, as a mantle, heavenly Truth was spread — Spread by the hand of God. The precious treasures There shone in dumb splendor; here they spoke With an inspired tongue. But now their voice (roeth forth no more — their glory is departed." * The law of God, as originally written on our hearts. 80 THE INTERIOR OF THE HEART. Passing oii^ "wc walking came to Tihere A beautiful garment"^ lay spread o'er our patli. 'Twas as though he who once was clothed in it Had by the hand of death been taken away, Leaving it as he died. I lingered here. The angel said, " Lay not thine hand on it, Eut look upon it, mark it well.'' His lamp Then shed its brighter light, and near my feet I saw a snowy robe. x\t th' loosened neck There hung a clasp made of one goodly pearl; No other ornament it bore through all Its length, save its own spotless hue. Now as I g-azed a change came o'er it. Gradually It grew transparent to my sight. Then I beheld this robe had been a covering. For underneath, hid by its radiant folds. Glittered a suit of armor.f There the breastplate Shone like burnished gold; the girdle lay as it Encircled him with strength who once had worn it. I beheld, as laid aside but yesterday. The helmet, covered o'er with heavenly hues. The shield was small and white, like to some cloud That floats, a spot of silver in the sky. ^ Plan's original purity. f The protection that was in oui' original innocence. THE INTERIOR OF THE HEART. 81 Then, when I had looked on it, I said, ^'Ohl dress To be desired; would that my soul might here Disrobe and put it on." "Thou see'st with An eye of fiesh," the angel answered: "Beautiful it seemeth, but its heavenly temper Hath all gone. Lay now thy hand upon it; Know its strength/^ I stooped to touch it: At my touch it fell to thinnest dust! As some once cherished form that long hath lain Hid in the grave, spared by the wasting worm, And marred not by decay; keeping the freshness Of the first days of death, so that when one With filial love doth come to reincase The treasured bones, he looks, startled, astonished, On a father's face, and, ere he mark it well, Its features, touched by tV air, are lost. Dissolving into shapeless earth again — So fell this beautiful garment from my sight ! The eye still sought for it, but found only A little heap of dust. Over my heart As a thick cloud a heavy sadness came. "For a brief space," the angel said, "yet farther Will I lead. Fear not, but follow in my steps." Then o'er another wide and ruinous way 82 THE INTERIOR OF THE HEART. We passed, ascending to another plain Like that we 'deleft. Here as we walked I saw The forms of many harps.* Veiled by the shade, They seemed most fair, as tho' th^ invisible strings Might utter harmony in all its voices From those delicate notes, scarce heard, that as The softened tints of early dawn delight us, To those deeper tones that thrill the soul Like richer splendors when departs the day. I looking on them said, '^Oh, thou who know'st Those sweet celestial songs that angels sing, Is there not one among these thou may'st strike And with its music cheer my drooping heart?*' Then as before, his lamp shed brilliant rays — The harps that in the gloom appeared so :^iir. Were ruinous with decay. As the light brightened, From their tops, with sable wings outspread, Flew startled birds — unclean birds of the night — That rested there unseen. The delicate chords Were all enwrapt with heavy mould. Entwined About them, serpents, now disturbed, lifted Their heads, with darting tongues and eyes of fire. When I found utterance I trembling cried, * Praise, as offered from the unfallen heart. THE INTERIOR OF THE HEART. 83 "Tell me, angel, thro' what mighty wreck Thou leadest me? where darkness and corruption Have come o'er such exquisite things, sitting Triumphant amid ruins not like those Of earth, the place of their inheritance, But, as it were, somewhere in heaven's domain." He, speaking not, led on with rapid step To the plane's verge. There on the fearful brink We paused. Far, far beneath, as in the depths Of hell, I saw once more th' ascending flames : Their red glare, struggling up thro' the abyss, Scarce reached our dizzy height. "Look now above," The angel said. I lifted up my eyes And saw as 'twere the rayless countenance Of night spread over us. While I thus gazed He, turning to me, said, "Light once shone down As a pure flood where now thou lookest: Its descending glories then were met By kindred beams that rose from off the altar; For where now thou see'st Sin's deadly minister Dwelt One most holy. Those spirits that fled From thy sights hiding in darkness, Then were clothed in robes like that beneath, Nor feared to walk in th' sight of God, for he Had made them pure and saw in them no fault. 84 THE INTERIOR OF THE HEART. Then did tliese harps resound to their sweet songs. This place was near to heaven; its blest inhabitants Dwelt beneath heaven's light, amid its peace. Such had their happy lot forever been, But that they turned from Him who did create them. Shorn of all strength to harm the steadfast soul, Thither temptation came. The Tempter stood Without. He might not rend th' etherial bolts That Power Divine had placed to guard these portals, But his voice sent in, mingled with th' notes of praise, Pleading for entrance. Then these spirits listened To his voice, and listening believed : they Of themselves unbarred the gates no enemy Might force. Oh, what estate was then to sorrow Given ! God's Spirit took his flight. With power The Tempter entered. Into bondage he cast Those who had admitted him, and they became His slaves; yet not unwillingly. Polluted By his presence; with his thoughts infused Into their minds, they learned to love his ways. Behold the change that sin hath wrought ! They who Once basked in heaven's beams now hate the light, And it is taken from them. Here, shut up In darkness with the one they love to serve, THE INTERIDR OF THE HEART. 85 With him they work all evil. Yet do I Not leave them, as they've chosen thus to perish. Even in this place my Witness* dwells, But heeded not, and often quite cast out. Sometimes I come and preach the words of Life. Then, if they hear, I bind the Fiend in chains. Open their windows once again to light. Which shall at length shine in more glorious streams Than ere they fell. For that day cometh, when From ev'ry soul that hath returned to me All stain and spot of sin shall be quite purged. And holiness and joy shall fill it full. But when they will not hear, I do at last Call hence my witness, and myself return No more, leaving them to their doom. * Conscience. THE TWO aHAVES. Here are two graves with flowers overgrown, No monument doth tell who lies beneath, Or how the swift-winged years have come and flown Since they were laid here by the hand of death. Yet was there once a time when, smooth and green. This sod unbroken lay in the cool shade — Renewed each spring its grassy dress was seen, Till autumn frosts returning, made it fade. This virgin soil, that ne'er was broke before. To dust received those who of dust were born, Then closed again, to be disturbed no more Till they shall rend it on the Judgment morn. THE TWO GRAVES. 87 And I, a wand'rer on a toilsome way, To view this quiet resting-place am brought, And lingering here as fades the summer's day. Find mid its quiet beauties food for thought. Though still and lonely now, I do not doubt There has another scene been witnessed here, When from the stricken heart deep grief flowed out, And where these flowers spring fell the bitter tear. But now perchance the stricken heart is gone. That yearned for those who lie beneath this spot ; Perchance of all who tread the earth, not one Remembereth their image or their lot. And this is but the common fate of all ; The world forgets us, though we loved it well; And the few kindred hearts that weep our fall. Soon following us, are fallen where we fell. It is not, then, upon your earthly state. Ye nameless slumb'rers who lie here at rest, That lingering thus I muse and meditate As fades the day along the golden west. 88 THE TWO GRAVES. Though ye had many lovers and few foes, Though wealth with Jewell' d splendor clothed your brow, Though ye were poor, and suffered all the woes Of keenest want, what doth it matter now? Earth's sorrows and her sweetest joys forgot, The things ye sought in vain and those ye won, That pitied and that envied in your lot Are now alike all gone, forever gone. Not to the fleeting things of Time, which die As the frail body yieldeth up its breath, Thought turns her silent retrospective eye. But to the soul, the soul that knows no death. Were ye among the lowly and the meek. Whose new-born hearts are filled with heavenly love ? Did ye pass by earth's empty charms, and seek A purer portion in the realms above ? It may be that the lowly path of prayer Across life's waste these mould'ring feet have trod, And, cheered by faith, thro' all this night of care With joyful steps they hasten'd home to God. THE TWO GRAVES. 89 In sweetest slumber rests the weary head, If Jesus the still watches o'er it keep; More soft than couch of down this narrow bed, When here he giveth his beloved sleep. 8* THE STREETS AT MIDNIGHT. How still and cold it is to-night ! The moon hath hid her silver light; But all the lesser hosts burn bright, From east to west. Now from the lone, deserted street There comes no sound of busy feet; The crowds that here by day I meet Are gone to rest. Ah! what a change the night brings on; She claims all nature for her own : Nor in the outward world alone We feel her sway. THE STREETS AT MIDNIGHT. 91 He who at morn, in eager haste, With thronging multitudes here pressed, Now, thoughtful, o'er a gloomy waste Pursues his way. Hark ! through the still and wintry air A sound by day I scarce can hear Booms through the darkness loud and clear — The clock tolls one. And answers from each neighboring bell. From tower to tower in chorus swell. Till the last laggard sounds the knell, And all are done. Who watches o'er the slumb'rer's bed While lies at rest his weary head? Is it the man whose measured tread I hear draw nigh? Oh no; there is an unseen Power That guards this sweet unconscious hour. And, while night's shadows round us lower. Stoops from on high. 92 THE STREETS AT MIDNIGHT. Now looking on the worlds above, My thoughts in paths celestial move, Musing on one whom still I love. Though from me gone. I think how glorious, how bright That City where she walks in light; There is no slumber, there no night, Her work is done. Yet was she once a pilgrim here, Compassed, like me, with many a care; Clouds round her pathway gathered near, The way seemed long. But, on a dark and suffering day, As sank the flesh amidst decay. Angels her spirit bore away To join their song. She spoke not, saw not as she passed. Death had so dark a shadow cast O'er the flickering flame at last. And quenched her sight. THE STREETS AT MIDNIGHT. 93 But by the life that she had led, We knew, while weeping round her, dead, When her sweet spirit from us fled. Whither its flight. Not that she sinless lived, or won Salvation by her works. Alone, Oh ! none shall stand before Thy throne And be forgiven. Wrapt in Christ's Righteousness, by Faith She lived; she yielded up her breath; In Him she triumphed over death. And entered heaven. TO HIM WHO LOVES TO MEDITATE. When pausing by the wayside, filled with thought, The inner chamber of thy heart is still, And by the whisp'ring spirit thou art taught They are the blest who do their Maker's will — When as it were by some celestial hand The veil is lifted up which hides from sight The hill of Zion and that pilgrim band Who climb its pathway towards the realms of light — And as their songs of praise are echoed back, Thine doth follow them afar, to find Among the trav'lers on that heavenward track. Brothers and friends who have left thee behind — TO HIM WHO LOVES TO MEDITATE. 95 When thy soul's rescue seems almost begun, Looking aloft, she craves a portion there, And, stretching forth her arms, she longs for one Of those white robes which Jesus' followers wear — Know that it is not of thyself they spring. These deep unearthly longings; to thy heart Full messages of love from One they bring, Who woos thee thus "to choose the better part." WIER AND BERTHA. SCENE — The open country heside a river. WIER. From this place let us watch the setting sun — There is a glory in his slow departing That brings to mind the bright path of the soul Thro' death's dim twilight to a better world. BERTHA. These sunset beauties do give heavenly colors To our thoughts. Yet of those thoughts how little Can we speak ! Language draws not the veil From th' inmost heart; much is left hidden there. WIER. 'Tis kindly ordered so. By utterance, and That deep discerning sympathy which springeth WIER AND BERTHA. 97 From inward likeness, both in good and evil, We look as far into each other's breasts As tendeth to our happiness. Our nature Is fairn. There are dregs in bottom of The cup best unrevealed, save to His eye Who ^th more than human charity for our faults. BERTHA. Yet from the heart that is regenerate, Enough of good doth overflow to nourish Warmest affection — love that sweetens life — ■ Such love as I bear thee. WIER. I know thou lovest me. Not as The ignorant youth who falls before some idol, A phantom of his own imagination — But invested with some fair familiar Form of flesh. Such love hath no real substance; Touch it with th' rude hand of actual life, It fades. But we may number now our years Of wedded union; thou know'st my faults, And lovest me still. 9 y© WIER AND BERTHA. BERTHA. Ah ! well we know the secret of This cliiference. Our love, at its first spring Nurtured in prayer, now in its later summer Hath become like a fair vine planted by Living waters, daily bearing fresh fruit. And springing up more beautiful. If ever. For an hour, some leaf upon it fades, through Nature's imperfection, grace soon restores Its hue, and, from its topmost tender bud Even to the root, 'tis green. WIER. Here, then, together let us lift our hearts To Him who reared for us this vine. BERTPIA. It is a fitting place, amid his visible works. Which, though they have no voices, glorify His name. WIER. Even voiceless nature would teach man, and she Doth lure him from th' unquiet world into Her solitary haunts, that he may learn of her. WIER AND BERTHA. 99 Each object hatli instruction for him here, And every leaflet is a mute example. Look on these waters flowing at our feet — They have their mission, and from age to age Fulfil it, nourishing their fruitful borders. And most delicate and varied moss Doth cloak the barren rock that guards the stream. Bring the proud man t' this little blade of grassy A thousand years ago one such as it Grrew here, and, withering, dropt its seed Into the ground, from whence this sprang. Can he boast such a line? Ah ! what a poor foundation doth he build The towering structure of his pride upon ! BERTHA. And yet how many, thinking they love Nature, But learning not ev'n the first of all those lessons She would teach them — that there is a Grod — Do worship her; raising her to the place Of Him she points to. WIER. There are such, but unto them How has the crystal stream turned stagnant. 100 WIER AND BERTHA. And the bloom and smile that earth puts on Changed to a frown ! Th' eloquent and fair face Of Creation loseth its beauty, and is Meaningless to him who loves not Grod. This morning, as I climb' d the mountain top, Following th' steep path, scarce discernible. In the deep shade upon its rugged side I found a smooth green spot where wild flowers grew. Thick branches met above it, and all round At a brief distance I was quite shut in By varied foliage. The evening's rain Had freshened all the herbage of the wood 3 No sound was there save nature's, and I knew No human eye looked on it but my own. 'Twas perfect solitude ! I deeply felt. Yes, beyond utterance, the beauties of the scene. And, as with opened lips, my spirit breathed And drank them in. But after the first draught Came a revulsion and a thirst. Canst thou Tell whence they came? ^Twas even thus. Having looked upon God's works, I longed for Him ; And to the touching charms that filled the place I said: "Ye impart a joy the purest earth Can give me, but earth has not that to give Which nourishes and satisfies the soul." WIER AND BERTHA. 101 And here the hlincl idolater of nature Had fallen into despondency and grief, As having tasted of her purest fount, And climbed unto her most exalted summit, Only to find there dearth and barrenness ; But thro' these natural bowers I passed To higher scenes, ev'n to commune with Him Who did create them. There I worshipped him, And sang his praise, alone, in that sweet solitude, Until the leafy covert did become A hallowed temple, spiritualized and filled With his most Holy Presence. Blest is his discourse with nature Whom Faith accompanies as interpreter. Her beauties, all uncovered to his view. Stand witnesses of infinite love and power; And in their midst, as in a higher world, He adores with burning, purified desires. Compared with which these words of mine to thee Are cold as th' falling snow. But thou need'st not To hear them from my lips; thou 'st felt them in Thy heart, and know'st them all. 9=^ 102 WIER AND BERTHA. BERTHA. Truly in my lone walks among these hills I 've worshipped oft, rejoicing in the hope That when their wooded heights shall bloom no more For me, I then shall be with Him of whom Each flower as in a whisper, and each bold Terrific precipice as with a louder voice (But not more moving to my heart) doth speak. Sometimes I walk in heaviness, weeping Beneath my load of sin; but there is joy Even in thus weeping at my Master's feet. Who that hath known it but would choose Religion's tears before all others' smiles? If God hath made a world of sin so beautiful, Then what must heaven be ? WIER. How doth the Spirit give to us new sight. That penetrates within the mere outside Of things about us ! We behold the mystery Of which all visible things are but the covering, And of which, to the new opened eye, all Speak. I love to walk with thee beside Truth's placid stream, tracing it to its source. WIER AND BERTHA. 103 New views break in upon our upward path, And precious jewels lie about our feet. He gathers more of Wisdom, tho' unlearned, Who searches for her in humility, Spreading the net of prayer with faith towards heaven, Than all who seek her by some prouder way. How many a midnight hour of deep research. How many a lofty flight on Fancy's wing Hath been in vain ! Ye who in other days Soared on the pinions of sublimest thought Till all the earth looked up and gazed In admiration, tell us, doth the fame Ye won console and comfort now? Is it A pillow or a downy couch beyond The grave? Ah! 'twas not worth the price ye paid. Truth learned too late! Ye've grasped a phantom, thrown Away a soul. Genius, how hast thou sold Thy more than golden heritage for naught ! When I look on thy monuments, and thine Sweet poesy, whom I love, I mourn so few Among the laurelled columns thou hast reared Are dedicated to the Lord. Gorgeous Thy Temple, but to other gods than He Who gave to thee each talent; not that thou Shouldst thus exalt and beautify thyself, 104 WIER AND BERTHA. But with angelic power tell of his glory To thy fellow-men. Thou ever first in song ! who climbed so well Fame's loftiest height, and still unreached dost stand, In thy lone grandeur, on that cloudy peak, Envied as thou art, and idolized from age to age, 1 had rather be in this green vale below. An unknown little child in Christ, than thee. True wisdom is a second birth, and separate From that by which the intellect, arrayed In fallen splendor, waketh into being. He who is richest in mere gifts of mind, Hath no more skill to guide his soul aright Than he who's poorest: both are destitute Of that renewing beam, which, shed from heaven Into the heart, illumines it with light. And without which all walk in darkness, Never finding out the way of life. Here Is the condemnation, that this light Is offered us, but we love darkness more. Of all th' unnumbered ways We choose to walk in, one alone is right ; And this one seems to be the steepest And most barren of them all. But those WIER AND BERTHA. 105 Who follow it, tell of its wondrous beauty, And declare that cooling fountains and Celestial fruit spring all along its course. Yet men believe them not. It is a way Narrow, hemmed in, and hidden from the world. One walked there long ago, who in his day Was filled with grief. Men hated him, and all His offence was, love. They crowned him with sharp thorns, And led him forth bearing his cross in pageantry Of shame. Yet was he meek and unresisting, Even to the gates of death; but as he Passed thro* them, his bonds fell off, and he became A King. Now on his throne, the Conqueror Of Death, the Prince of Life, he reigns in heaven. His followers have ever walked upon This path; they share the sufferings he bore. But, all enduring to the end, are glorified With him. This is the path, my love, whereon I trust we walk; and is it not, ev'n with Its cross, the path of happiness? LOVE. "When I look around and see The glories that encompass me — The earth, with beauty mantled o'er; The sea, that rolls from shore to shore ; The starry sky above — Then when I look within and find T' enjoy all these a deathless mind, My heart is filled with love. When by the grave I thoughtful stand, Gazing towards that far-ofi" land AYhither, when these are lost to sight, My soul must wing its silent flight Beyond the sky above — Then when I think that, waiting there, I have a home than this more fair. Prepared for me without my care. My heart overflows with love. LOVE. 107 Who did prepare all these for me — The blooming earth, the heaving sea, The mind that marks each beauty here, And waits in faith, from year to year, For better things above? ^Twas Thou, Saviour of my soul. Who, ere this earth began to roll, Gruided through space by thy control, Hadst chosen me in love. Oh, precious love ! it marked my way Thro' trials to eternal day. And now I feel its unseen hand Gruiding me to that calm, blest land This vale of tears above. What are these trials, then, to me? Beyond their fleeting space I see A blissful, pure eternity Of perfect, perfect love. GRIEF, WITHOUT THE LIGHT, AND WITH IT. SCENE- — A closed room — A dead child lying upon a couch. THE FATHER (alone). How far the rumbling in the street sounds off! The world has changed to me since yesterday. Death puts his dart into the tenderest spot, And leaves it there. The deep foundations of My soul are jarred and shaken out of place. I saw a wall of loose worn stones. A vine Grew on its top. Its tender roots had filled The crevices that time had emptied. When I rudely sought to snatch it, the wall fell. So am I fallen. This dead lovely vine Grew thus on the bare summit of my years, GRIEF. 109 And thus was torn from me. I do not live ; 'Tis but the outward semblance; in my soul 'Tiscold! Speak, precious one; cheat robber Death! I loved thee with a love he could not reach With the keenest of his quiver to give H a wound. Why then shouldst thou, the embodied, taintless form Of the soul's pure, undying passion, yield? Here lies her little hand, so yielding to My will. Where'er I place it, there it rests. Her sweet soft fingers, each a separate death, Lie still in one of mine, yet clasp it not. Her lips are closed. Methinks if 'twere the lips Of one grown up, tho' dearest in the world. They would not break the mourner's heart like these : For all who 're grown we 've sometime seen look sad; But these I never saw look sad before. They called me ^^ Father" yesterday, and smiled. Oh, 'tis unnatural! If 'twere but that My right arm were torn off, and then my left. And my limbs maimed, that I might never rise. And all my wealth, to its last cent, were gone, I had not cared. But thou hast found me out, Op'd the deep sanctuary of my soul, 10 110 GRIEF. And robbed it! In my fold I had one lamb; One tender flower made lovely all my earth. Who art thou, Death, that tookest them? or why, In taking, didst thou leave their semblance decked, To kill ev'n grief, and not sweep rather all? Is there no king o'er thee? blank, blank, blank, This is the cloud that shuts out all the light ! As one stone blind, I roll my eyes in vain. Seeking the clue ! The reins of Providence Are tangled, or else held by hands in hell. What shall I do ? oh ! whither shall I turn ? Do I live? Am I an endowed being? Or, in truth, a thought — some bitter, wand' ring thought? I nothing know but this, that off from life The painted, shallow covering hath been taken. And beneath a black gulf yawns upon me. To its unknown depths I'll her consign, And so at death leap in myself. — Oclod That lieth in the valley, would that I Were thee ! creeping worm — anything That cannot feel or think, would I were thee ! For I am in the dark. Some unknown hand Bears rule o'er me, and is a tyrant. Life And Death are met within my soul. And, like two rayless floods, do overwhelm me. GRIEF. Ill SCENE— The same. THE MOTHER (aloiie). The last rays lie the softest on a cloud, And so they lie on thee ! I might ev'n think 'Twas life, or rather some sad spirit that, When thine took flight, crept in thy vacant form. To this sweet shape thou grewest in my arms, And on my breast. Oh I every part calls back Some hours gone, till all the multitude Seems here with me. I watched a winter's sky After a stormy day : Hwas shrouded all In black, save one small spot that each cloud shunned. There burn'd one constant star. But while I gazed 'Twas covered suddenly, and not a ray shone down. Thus unto me earth's last light is gone out. grief that is not told, but secret kept In mothers' hearts, how shall I find thee room ? From out these closed-up eyes a spirit looked That loved me : not with gradual decay. Which is the hist'ry of most human love. But more and more it loved me each blest day. About this time each morning on my knee 112 GRIEF. She smiling sat. I combed her hair. I dressed Her tender form. Methinks that love and grief, Like sisters, wait by turns upon us here. Three nights ago — only three nights ago — Her gentle voice entered my slumb'ring ear. It trembled and seemed fearful. I arose, And thro* the darkness deep stole to her bed. When by her side I laid she crept up close, And, confident, all fear gone, said, ^'Dear mother!" Can it be? So great a change so soon? It was a living, beautiful form of flesh. Holding within its bosom a loved soul : Death now hath one ; the other is quite gone ! Here, by the dumb, cold witness of my grief I *d lay me down and die, but — thro' the dark I see. No doubt or speck obscures my gaze When I look up. The vast machinery Is perfect, and Death has his own small space. I do believe that He hath ta'en this soul Who said: ''Forbid them not — of such is heaven." Is it so sweet a world, oh aching heart, Thou wouldst have had her live to taste of it? What was that faithless thought of thine each day, But that when Death should stand beside thy couch 'Twould be the point o' his dart to leave her here? GRIEF. 113 Oil! 'twas a faithless thought! 'tis shown to me. Cease, foolish tears ! Yet 'tis a deep, wide void. Ah! ye may flow; but cease, my soul, to weep; Thou hast lost nothing. Since 'twas told to thee She should be born, she was born in thy prayers. In her young mind there seemed one special beam That lighted up such depths of holy truth As tender years not often look into. I told of the new-born heart, and oft She knelt and prayed for it. I held the glass To conscience, and she looked in it and wept. Tho' all that men have added to 't was hid. Yet in clear light it seemed to me she saw The simple cross, and loved him who hung there. Away then, ye dark hosts that, thronging up From the abyss, would compass me. Heaven opens I Grief is a golden key that lets me in To nearer converse. I did fear this was A most rude shock to shake faith from its place; But I behold it is a Master's hand Settling it firmer — fixing as a rock. sorrow I that would crush the oppressed spirit, Thou 'rt made to be th' unwilling messenger 10* 114 GRIEF. Of healing. While I weep, yet more do I Rejoice, for all thy wounds shall be restored, Ev'n with the halm that thou thyself dost bring; And on my new and spiritual body No scar of thine, or this sad war's remain. IS THERE WITHIN THE MOUNT. Is there, within the mount that covereth From sight all thy fore-ordered purposes, Some vein of silver or of golden ore That I must give my brief life to dig out? I am thy servant — lead me to my work. Help me, Father ! I am but a servant. Let me not forget when, midst lone labor, Some rich mass first glitters in my sight — Or later, when I shall have brought it forth. And men applaud me, that I 'm but a servant. The gold is not mine, nor did I place It there. At thy appointed time I come, As a day lab'rer, to uncover it. And then go to my place. What matters it Where lies my task ? Sweet is thy service. Whether in the vale, or on the mountain height. Yet in time past I 've trembled to look up. 116 IS THERE WITHIN THE MOUNT. Danger seemed clinging to the far-off steep; But I have learned that earthly heights or depths Are nothing in thy sight : thine angel campeth On the untrod snows, as mid the low flowers Of the valley, round him who serves Thee. Come, then, Ye feeble train, ye powers of my mind. However feeble, and however few, Come ! unto Him who calleth you do reverence. And thou. Imagination, doff the coat Of fleeting, gaudy colors thou lov'st to wear, And, Keason, unbend thou thy haughty brow; And, ye soft Sentiment and Sensibility, No more sit weeping thus at fancied woe; For every hand or subtile faculty That God hath made there is some work to do. World! how little thou know'st of the heart That hath been changed ! Believe it not — I know Thou wilt believe it not, for argument Cannot take the film off from the blind eye; Yet will I tell thee that to such a heart Those motives that to thee like giant trees Spread thro' all space and seem to pierce ev'n heaven, IS THERE WITHIN THE MOUNT. 117 Are withered to poor weeds ! Not that they have No lodgement; but they are as things rank, vile, That by the roots we would obliterate From newly watered, cluster-bearing soil. THE EIVER. Far down tlie pebbly beach I walk alone; The deep, wide river floweth by my side; Grreen boughs bend o'er me. Oh, loved Solitude ! Hark from the boughs ! *tis the wood-robin's note. Sweet bird, thou speakest unto me ; I know Who sent thee here. Over the river now The meadows look like velvet, and the woods In rich dark clusters stretch to th' edge of sight, Crowned all with gold by the low sinking sun. Lifting my eyes up to the cloudless heaven I see the crescent, slender and new-born. Ye burning worlds that lie t' the other side Of the veil round me, ask T yet of you ? 'Tis nothing — I am but a worm — enough Is shown to me. THE RIVER. 119 Close by the water's edge, Deep bedded and worn smooth by th' ceaseless tides, Lies a bare stone. I'll rest on it awhile. Far out amid the stream a vessel lone, With snowy sail, floats noiseless towards the sea. The bird hath ceased, and now there's not a sound But gentle ripples, whisp'ring 'long the shore. The crescent has grown brighter; dim pale light Marks out, in a faint line, the rest o' the moon. I gaze up in the blue, sublime abyss. Ye stars ! Unmoved and changeless thus have ye looked down^ From age to age, shedding the same calm ray Where joy hath been, or grief hath crushed the heart. As where in some deep, desert wilderness, Dumb rocks lay strewn as on creation's morn. Our life, in its mortality, is brief: This soil I step upon — these slender boughs That overhang my steps — yes, things all round, now Senseless or despised, shall be here when I 'm gone. How many more like me have paced this shore, Brim full of thought ! Where is the trace of them ? Thus, still from day to day I think and think, But to what profit ? In my early youth 120 THE RIVER. Thought, tho' unuttered, yet did seem to me, When she did put her regal vestures on, Some way akin to immortality. But as I grew, and meditation came And went, like summer sunsets o'er my mind. 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