Class _JLjiXi Book.^ 1 %riglit]^^___________ COFffilGHT DEPOSm Limited edition of tivo hwidred copies, printed upon hand-set type, and the type distiibuted. This copy is No. NARRATIVE of EDWARD McGOWAN INCLUDING a FULL ACCOUNT of the AUTHOR'S ADVENTURES and PERILS ^hile Persecuted by the SAN FRANCISCO "Vigilance Committee of 1856 Together n.vith a REPORT o/His TRIAL, Which Resulted iti His ACQUITTAL JRcprinteb Line for Line and Page for Page, from the Original Edition, Published by the Author in 1857, Complete, with Reproductions, in Facsimile, of the Original Illustrations, Cover-page Title, and Title-page ^an jfrancisico, California Printed by THOMAS C. RUSSELL, at His Private Press 1734 Nineteenth Avenue, Sunset 1917 Copyright, 1917 By Thomas C. Russell €)CI.A479783 Printed in the United States of America DEC 22 1917 To J. HENRY MEYER JSanbrr of Sax Francisco This Reprint Edition of the Narrative of Edward McGowan IS Respectu'li.v Bebicateb hy The Printer & Publisher PORE WORD TO THE REPRINT EDITION The Narrative of Edward McGowan needs no introduction, or foreword: it is so well known to collectors of Californiana, and to old Californians, especially San Franciscans, that all that is neces- cessary to be stated in presenting a new edition thereof is, what has been done by the printer and publisher in the reprinting. No attempt was made to edit the work, nor was there any dispo- sition to do so, or to make any changes from the original. Most of the problems arising during the reprinting, where apparent inaccura- cies were met, were solved on the instant, without looking forward for parallel instances, fearful that a Scylla avoided on one page might be succeeded by a Charybdis on another, the line-for-line limitation precluding the correction of many of such typographical errors. A preference was expressed by several persons interested in the publication of the book, for a reprinting "exactly as McGowan wrote it. " This could not be done. Evidence is abundant that McGowan' s copy underwent compositorial editing, or that of the proof-reader, — a common practice, and one not always making for betterment, as many a writer has found to his sorrow. On page 69 we find this phraseology: the "sweeper out of Everett's hatter's shop in Clay street." McGowan, of course, did not write this phrase: it is redo- lent of Bow-bells; its cockneyism is apparent. The work of the com- positor guilty of this change can be traced throughout the book. The other "compositors" were of the "woods-and-templed-hills " order, or had gleaned a knowledge of type in some "Tar Flat joint." No indications are there of that "sweeping superficial knowledge" sup- posed to be possessed by the old-time book-printer. Thus it is that the disposition to make no changes lost its restraining curb as the work progressed, and typographical inaccuracies were corrected in many instances. Hispano-Californian place-names, family names, pra;nomens, have been corrected; but the "Spanish" of McGowan, 5 Narrative of Edward McGowan in almost all instances, is inichangfd, being- merely camouflaged in the reprinting- by a resort to the unique system of Spanish punctuation. Anglo-Californian names, also, have received some attention. Not all the inaccuracies of the work can be noted here, but merely enough to demonstrate the carelessness, ig-norance, and illiteracy displayed, as well as to justify the making of such corrections as were made.* Misspelling; of cofnmon English avords. turptitude (vi), narative (23), staid \_stayeJ^ (108), occurence (112), empannelled (200), scurrilious (201), rencountre (223), accessory (234). Biblical etc. references. Aaron smiting- the rock in the wilderness (126), Dr. Ollipod (50). Jiunbles of Spanish ^vith French etc. pauvrecito (101), pauvre viejo (135), 'Marie Jesus (134), Donna Rosa (122). Spanish family nafnes and prcvnoniens. Ortego (6]),Ortaga (62), de la Guerra (73), Ignatio (65), Marie Jesus (134), Nicholasa (138). Spanish place-names. Piscadero (48), San Louis Obispo (104), Las Crusas (62), Arroyo Honde (95), Arroya Honde (145), Canada Verda (180). Spanish punctuation. ' ' Paisano ! vamos ! los Vigilantes ! " (101). Spanish, generally. Cochi Gueri (69), Cochi Guero (145), chap- paral (83),pinola (98),pinoli (173), major domo (100), escopet (108), Paisano es bueno Catholico (139), Bastante hombres en el casa (162). Names of n^vell-knoivn Californians. John [M.] Freeman (26), David Scannel (115), Neely Johnson (116), Don Abel Starnes (1H8), Arch Bish(jp Allemany (172). Piincti(atio7i.\ 1." burglary, or arson or any other ofl^ense against society . . . was about to be perpetrated" (19); 2. "the man re- turned from the Refugio bringing only a naked mule with the infor- mation" (95); 3. "After leaving the Arroyo Honde, on the morn- ing of the twenty-eighth, I struck out" (121) ; 4. "a man coming up the canon leading a horse"; 5. "the bill being prepared on the third day of March, it was placed" (192). * The technicalities of printing, such as piiiictiiation and capitalization, are generally left to the printer, but a chanjje of the diction of a respectable writer is a risky and improper proceed- ing: the writer may not, in his proof, notice the change, and it may be the source of annoyance afterwards, liven the practice of querying on a proof-sheet, by unskilled proof-readers, often results in disaster. Many writers, authors and business men, express a preference for the or- thography of the dictionary they possess, but experienced printers know very well that such expressed preference is not often based on actual knowledge of different spellings. Merriam's Webster is recognized as the standard in the United States, and in this reprint the varying spellings in the original, of both American and English usage, are made to conform thereto. t Punctuation did not receive the attention it deserved, in the original volume. Thus, in 1, no comma is needed after burglary, but one is needed after arson and after society. In 2, the comma should be used after Refugio and mule: the man brought the mule and the information; without the commas, the language means (and says) that the Refugio brought the mule, and the mule the information. In 3, the comma should be omitted after Honde. In 4, a comma is necessary after canon: the man, not the caiion, led the horse. In 5, the comma after March is misplaced: it belongs after prepared. The experienced printer, in gauging the quality of print- ing, can readily come to a decision from even a slight inspection of the punctuation, capitaliza- tion, and division of words; these failing, the poor quality is established. Typographical inac- curacies may be found in the best work; even the dictionaries violate their own rules. Thus the inferior printer can say, in Kipling's words,"" They wink their eyes, the same as us." NAREATIYE OF EDWARD MoGOWAN, IKCLUDDsG A FULL ACCOUNT OF THE ^'■y\ ^crze^'^/^^ce^^^ ^ ^^r^^t/>^r^^^ Author's Adventures and Perils, while persecuted by the San Francisco Vigilance Committee of 1856. m i ^' Vp: r, ^ NARRATIVE EDWARD McGOWAN, INCLtTOING A FULL ACCOUNT OF THE S«t|ar's Sbkntum anb perils WHILE PERSECUTED BY THE Sail Francisco Vigilance Committee of 1856. Valere. — 1 have not merited those names. 'Tis true. I have committed an offence against you c But, after all, my fault is pardonable'. Hahpagok.— How ! pardonable ? what I a wilful murder? A foul assassination of this kind ? Valere.— For Heaven's sake, don't put yourself in rage, ■When you have heard me you'll perceive the damage Is not so great as you imagine.— (y/d Play. SAN FRANCISCO: PUBLISHED BY THE AUTHOR, 1857. Facsimile of Original Titlk-page Entered, according: to Act of Congress, in the year eighteen hundred ; Bv EDWARD McGOWAN, In the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the United States Northern District of California. Bebication This Book IS Respectfully Inscribed to Nicholas A. Den, M.D. of Santa Barbara County California Whose Kindness to the Author may be Said TO have Transcended the Charity of the ^oob S>amantan in that He Did not Confine Himself to the Discharge of a merely Christian Duty, Which Brought with It Its Own Reward, and Nought of Danger to the Doer, hut. Fear- lessly Braving the Insane Clamor of the Multitude, and Listening only to the Voice of Unselfish and Chivalrous Compassion for the Hunted and the Helpless, Nobly Sought Him out from the Inhospitable Wilderness, and Bravely Sheltered Him from the FuRvo/a Cruel Mob That Length of Days, Prosperity, and Hap- piness, may be His, is the Heartfelt Hope of His ever Grateful and Firm Friend Edward McGowan INTRODUCTION The idea of this work was suggested by the reflection that Provi- dence places no one on this earth without affording him, at some period of his life, an opportunity to be useful to his fellow-creatures, if he will. I thought, then, that perhaps I might turn to some ac- count, in the way of a lesson to unthinking fanatics, the history of the sufferings to which fanaticism has subjected me. Conscious that I did not merit, at the hands of my persecutors, their cruel treatment, and equally conscious that I had, nevertheless, been the recipient of it, I, for the first time in my life, became painfully aware to what ex- tent injustice may be carried, even by men with tolerably good inten- tions. Here, then, was my opportunity to be of some use to the world, by communicating my experience. The authors of the move- ment in which my troubles originated are undoubtedly deserving (not particularly on my account) of all the reproaches which the pen of censure, armed with its keenest point, could inscribe upon their records. I have humbly conceived, however, that, although upbraid- ings administered in that way may often be judicious, and sometimes beneficial in their effects, nothing can so readily awaken the human understanding to an appreciation of the horrors into which men may be led by fanaticism, and the facility with which badly balanced minds may become victims to that moral disease, than a calm, true, and, as far as may be, dispassionate recital of a great wrong which actually has been committed in the name and under the garb of virtue. Therefore, in submitting the following pages to the reader, I have been prompted less by a desire to gratify the morbid appetite for the wonderful, — so characteristic of Californians, — than by a heartfelt con- viction that from this simple and true narrative a lesson may be de- V Narrative of Edward McGowan y rived, whose teachings, in future years, will serve as warning beacons to any misguided men who, mistaking the voice of passion for the call of duty, may be tempted to assume the fearful responsibility of setting the laws of the country, and even the Constitution itself, at de- fiance, enlisting in their vnihappy cause a reckless mob, whose responsi- bility they afterward vainly rely on for support, and whose fury they idly attempt to control. It is my sincere hope that the following summary of my supposed crimes, and true history of the cruel suffer- ings to which I have been subjected, — sufferings so incommensurate with even my alleged transgressions, — may induce others hereafter to pause ere they incur the hazard of inflicting like injustice on their fellow-man. As my conduct as a politician has been made a fruitful theme of animadversion by my enemies, it may be as well for me here to state what have been my political antecedents. I do not do so for the purpose of vindicating myself from those charges of political mis- conduct which have been preferred against me, so much as to show how suddenly I must have become unscrupulous and corrupt, if, after enjoying for years the respect and confidence of the first men in my native State, and being honored time and again by the majority of my fellow-citizens with offices of honor and trust, I have suddenly left them, in the decline of life, to set an example of such political turpitude on the shores of the Pacific, that I have been deemed de- serving of the persecution, the details of which form the subject of this narrative. I entered political life in 1837. In the year 1838 I was elected Clerk of the District of Moyamensing, in Philadelphia County, living, at the time of my election, in the District of Southwark, where I was born. I immediately moved into the District to which I had been elected, and was xt-t\^Q\tdifi^e years consecutively Xo the same position. During the time I held this office, I was Secretary to the Watering Committee of the District, and was also, one year. Clerk to the County Board, composed of the Senators and Members representing Phila- delphia in the State Legislature. I was recommended for this position by the Hon. Charles Brown, then State Senator, afterwards Member of Congress for the First Congressional District of the State, and subsequently Collector of the Port of Philadelphia, under the ad- ministration of Mr. Pierce. In the year 1842 I was elected to the Pennsylvania Legislature, and in the fall of 1843, appointed, by Gov. Porter, Superintendent of the State Magazine for the Eastern District Introduction of Pennsylvania. I held this post for two years, when a new Governor came into power, and I was removed. I was then elected Superin- tendent of Police for one of the Districts of Philadelphia, and held this position for several years, during- which time I was on terms of the most familiar intimacy with the Hon. Richard Vaux, then Re- corder and now Mayor of Philadelphia. While I held this post, the California excitement led me to this country, where I arrived in 1849. Since I have resided in this State, I have held offices of honor in the gift of the people, and have also been intrusted, by appointment and otherwise, with most responsible positions, during my incumbency of which, princely fortunes of the money of the people have passed through my hands, and no murmur of defalcation was ever heard in the State in connection with my name. The records of the State Treasurer and Controller, under all administrations, now show a full and fair accounting for every dollar of public money ever intrusted to me, and to them I fearlessly appeal. Can some of my persecutors say as much? I will only add, that, in my native city, I enjoyed the most intimate social and personal relations with Governor David R. Porter, Hon. Richard Vaux, Hon. James Campbell, United States Post- master-General, Hons. T. B. Florence and Henry M. Phillips, now Members of Congress from Philadelphia, Harry Connelly, Esq., Hon. John W. Forney, and a host of others, to each and every one of whom I now refer my traducers. So much for my political and per- sonal antecedents. The charges of corruption which have been so lavishly heaped upon me by men who never saw me, I despise j and have inserted this brief history of my past life in the Introduction to this book more to gratify my personal friends at home and here, than from any solicitude as to the good or bad opinion of my slanderers. It is not, of course, to be supposed that he who has been the victim of a popular persecution, which challenges the annals of his country for a parallel, can, by any ordinary human effort, purge his bosom of all feeling of resentment against his oppressors; nor, indeed, is it to be supposed that when Time, the great vindicator, shall have brought men once more back to the paths of duty, and opened their ears to the voice of reason, I shall be at all backward in visiting upon the heads of some of my persecutors the thunderbolts with which they have sought to annihilate me, and though, I trust, with more justice, yet no less vehemence. The main object of this little work, however, is to lay before the XarnitiiY of Edward McGowan people ;i true narrative of my adventures, witli tlie circumstances which led to them, leaving- with the reader's own iieart and judoiiient the task, of deducing; the moral from the story. CHAPTER I * * • " his crimes! " — fVhat crimes i Were it not better to record the facts, So that tlic conteniplator might approve, Or at the least learn whence the crimes arose ? Marino Faliero. It will be remembered that, some time in the fall of 1855, James King of VVm., who for many years had been a banker in San Francisco, and in the latter part of his business career connected with the defunct firm of Ad- ams l5 Co., having by the reverses of fortune been reduced to bankruptcy, commenced the editing of a newspaper call- ed the Evening BuUetiru The tenor and style of his edito- rials are too well remembered by the people of California to be here descanted upon. Suffice it to say, that, while they apparently aimed at the correction of abuses which undoubtedly existed in the San Francisco community, it was thought by hundreds of our best citizens that the ex- ample of unbridled license set by this paper to the press was far more dangerous in its tendency than even the evils it sought to eradicate; and it was well known that I, among others, entertained this opinion, having frequently and free- ly expressed it. The boldness, arrogance, and not unfrequently reckless mendacity, uhich characterized this sheet, as might have been expected, awakened, in due season, a feeling of disgust, not unmingled with resentment, in the breasts of many of our citizens. Day after day this self-created censor fulmi- nated his abuse indiscriminately on the innocent and the guilty, making shuttlecocks of the reputations of some of the best and most enterprising men in the state, till, em- [2] (9) 10 Narrative of Edward McGowan boldened by impunity, his apparent zeal in the cause of reformation ran into the wildest fanaticism, at whose insane bidding many a proud and honorable hope was forever blig:hted, and many a happy heart was broken, never to be healed. It was while the Bulletin was in the zenith of its career of slander and detraction, and when all men were in dread lest every day should bring the fear- ful ukase which was to herald them to the world as scoun- drels, and place its indelible blight upon their reputations, that some person, doubtless considering that before the people should be expected blindly to believe and obey the teachings of this new monitor it would be v^'ell for them fully to understand what claims it had to the public confi- dence, published a card in relation to the present editor of the Bulletin, Thomas S. King, a brother of James King of Wm. , and to a certain extent engaged with him in the con- duct of that sheet. The communication was signed Caliban — a no?n de plu?ne it was well known I had sometimes adopted, and hence, perhaps, the pretty general suspicion at the time, that I was its author. It so happened that the article in question was not written by me, as any one^at all conversant with my style may, by a careful perusal, easily perceive. It was published in the San Fi-aneisco Sunday Tinu^s, a newspaper edited by James P. Casey. As the reader will perceive, it was not ver-y personal, and certainly, under the circumstances, not severe enough to be looked on as requir- ing a bloody atonement. It appeared on the eleventh day of May, 1856, and was as follows: — [communication.] Tilt- following- communication finds place in our colunms because we believe some good may be effected by its publication. "There must be some fire, where there is so much smoke." Editor Sunday Times: — Althoug;h you do not make so much parade of your courage and independence as some others in your pro- fession, yet I, for one, believe that you have as good a share of these qualities as generally falls to the lot of even editors. In my opinion, he who assumes tlie tripod, and squats in the editorial chair, assumes a responsibility of such magnitude as entitles him to the strictest scru- tiny of that public whose opinion he affects to direct. Acting on this assumption, I beg the use of your columns to state briefly my present object. Narrative of Edward McGowan 11 One of the chief traits in editorial management I take to be consis- tency, without which the editor loses prestige and becomes a mere ob- ject of ridicule; for the higher a man climbs, the more noticeable he becomes. I propose, therefore, to test somewhat the consistency of the editor of the Bulletin. In his issue of to-day, Friday, the editor exhibits a most marked fav^oritism for Mr. Latham, in his editorial re- marks recently made by him. The Bulletin says: — "if, in making liis appointments, Mr. Latham, instead of selecting his own per- sonal friends, has appointed indiscriminately from all factions, we doubt very much whether the use he has thus made of his official patronage to harmonize the difficulties in the Democ-atic party will injure him in the slightest particular with the authorities at Washington. According to our way of thinking, it is wrong for Mr. Latham, or any other public man, to appoint any other than good men to office, and we cannot approve of some of those charged on him by a 'Purifier' in anotlier column to-day." Contrast this language with the sweeping, persecuting tone of the same paper in reference to the appointment of Mr. Clarkson by the Governor, and Mr. McDuffie by the President, without taking notice of others of a more insignificant character. Day after day, the Bul- letin has inveighed in no complimentary terms against some of the persons named in the "Purifier's" communication; day after day has that paper held them up to public notice as the worst men in the country; and yet mark its tone now that Mr. Latham has enlisted their services to fight against the honest expression of public opinion through the ballot-box. Now, Mr. Editor, the question arises. Whence this great and monstrous sympathy for Mr. Latham.? I will tell you. Mr. King, James King of Wm., has a brother who holds a lucrative position in the Custom House, under Mr. Latham, and this brother is one of the proprietors of that consistent, courageous, independent, and immaculate sheet, the Bulletin : ' ''Hinc ilke lachrytnCE. ' ' Another point to which I desire to call the attention of your readers is this : the brother I allude to was an applicant for the office of U. S. Marshal for California at the same time with Mr. McDuffie. Is it not possi- ble, aye, even probable, that the bitter, unrelenting, and malicious per- secution of that gentleman by the editor of the Bulletin was instigated by motives of revenge for the defeat of his brother, who, I say, is a large shareholder in the Bulletin? Yours truly, Caliban. A personal acquaintance with the writer of the above communica- tion induced us to give it place in our paper; but until we read the article we knew not that Mr. King had a brother in this country. Our readers will jutlge and comment for themselves. — Ed. Sunday Ti7nes. On reading the above, Thomas S. King- called at Casey's room, which \^■as at the house of John Burns, a deputy sheriff, and demanded of him the author. Casey replied that the person in question \^'as an old man with a lary^e family, and he would prefer \^'ithholdine: his name, or words 12 Narrative of Edward McGowan to that effect, and King, thoLig:h apparently not satisfied with the answer, left him. The next day, he again called upon Casey, at his office, in company with John Walton, a deputy collector of the port, and repeated his demand, though with no better suc- cess than he had met with the day before. Casey then consulted me, and I told him I thought the matter would end there. I knew by the antecedents of Thos. S. King that he must be a poltroon, and told Casey that I did not think he ever meant to bring the matter to an issue of arms. Casey, however, differed with me in opinion, and said that he had made up his mind to pretend to be shy of King, to encourage him, if he would, to take further notice of the card. I advised him to let King take his own course in the matter, and to trouble himself no more about it, unless again called upon. In the mean time. King consulted with a gentleman, and acting, I presume, under his advice, addressed two or three notes to Casey on the subject. He also published a card in the San Francisco Hcralrl, asking for a suspension of public opinion on the communication of Caliban. Having received, as I understood, no satisfaction" from his correspondence with Casey, Thos. S. King, notoriously connected with a sheet whose every issue teemed with the vilest and most indiscriminate personal abuse, one morning repaired to the pistol-gallery kept by Natchez, on Clay Street, and had his derringer pistols cleaned and loaded. He then went in search of Casey, saying to several persons that he was following him, would make him give up the author, etc. He finally met Casey at the corner of Mer- chant and Montgomery streets, next door to the Bulletin office. I happened to be standing near the spot, in a little cigar-store. King approached Casey and told him that he would give him until ten o'clock the next day to give up the real name of Caliban. Casey replied that he did not desire another minute; that he was himself the author, and responsible. Upon this, King said that he thought the author was a gentleman,'' and walked away. I could not refrain from bursting into a loud laugh when I found how correct had been my opinion as to this man's poltroon- ery. He favored me with a malignant scowl as he left the Narj-ativt^ of Edward McGowan 13 spot, and thus I supposed the difficulty between himself and Caliban was at an end. But, alas ! the cowardice of this man — Thomas S. King — was destined to be the polluted spring from which was to flow the stream of anarchy, trea- son, and almost civil war. Better, far better, had it been for the community, the country, and the lovers of free in- stitutions all over the world, if, on that morning, King, Ca- sey, and myself had all fallen in a street ?fielee, and the seeds of internal discord, afterwards sown so broadcast in the land, had been buried in our obscure graves. But it was not to be so. James King of Wm. , provoked to retali- ate on the cause of his brother's discomfiture and disgrace, published, the next day, in the Bulletin^ a very severe arti- cle, in which he alluded, in terms of the bitterest opprobrium, to Casey's antecedents in New York, and stated facts in connection with his life there, which, being published with- out any explanation, of which they were to a certain extent susceptible, had a tendency to degrade Casey in the esti- mation of all good men. The following is an extract from the article: — "The fact that Casey has been an inmate of Sing-Sing prison, in New York, is no offense against the laws of this state 5 nor is the fact of his having stuffed himself, through the ballot-box, as elected to the Board of Supervisors, from a district where it is said that he was not even a candidate, any justification for Mr. Bagley to shoot Casey, however richly the latter may deserve to have his neck stretched for such fraud on the people. These are acts against the public good, not against Mr. Bagley in particular; and, however much we may detest Casey's former character, or be convinced of the shallowness of his promised reformation, we cannot justify the assumption by Mr. Bagley to take upon himself the redressing of these wrongs." Casey, upon reading the above, repaired to the editorial room of the Bulletin, and told James King of Wm. that he desired he would not rake up the events of his past life in New York. He said that he was perfectly willing his conduct in California should be scrutinized, and that if anything could be proven against his character here, he was willing it should be published; but with reference to past matters he was exceedingly sensitive; that he was young and inexperienced when the offense for which he had been imprisoned was committed, and, as the evidence 14 Narrative of Edward McGowan and the record showed, it was, at worst, but a case of construc- tive larceny. King replied that he would publish whatever he saw fit, and that on the next day he would be still more severe. Casey then told him he must be prepared to defend himself on the street, as he intended to attack him on sight, upon which King ordered him out of his office, and threatened to kick him out if he did not go. Casey left the ofiice, and immediately arranged his private affairs preparatory to attacking Mr. King.* While all this was going on, I was attending to a cause be- fore Justice Ryan of the FirstTownship, for Captain Dodge, of the schooner "Matthew Vassar." About twenty minutes past four o'clock of the day on which Mr. King was shot, seeing that another cause which was being tried was likely to occupy the rest of the afternoon, I asked to have that of Capt. Dodge postponed until the following day. This was granted, and after my client and I had stepped out of court, I saw the Evening Bulletin containing the above remarks with reference to Casey. I had not up to this time even heard that Casey had had an interview with King. I went from the courtroom down on to Montgomery Street, and stopped in the neighborhood of the Bulletin office. ^ I saw many persons gathered in knots about the streets, and everything indicated to me that a fight was expected. It was now about twenty minutes of five o'clock. While I was standing on the street, a friend informed me that Casey wanted to see me at a barroom kept in the rear of the City Hall by James Godfrey, Esq. I at once went there, and among a great many other persons I saw Casey. He and 1 immediately stepped into the alley on which the house is situated, and I there learned for the first time what had occurred between him and Mr. King. He was very cool, but apparently very angry. He told me that his determination was to attack Mr. King, and that he had finished the adjustment of his affairs, so that in the event of his fall there would be no difficulty about them. He said that he expected the meeting would result in a des- *Tht* author is indebted for this information to James P. Casey, who detailed it to liim before the attack, and afterward in the County Jail. Narrative of Edward McGowan 15 perate fight, as Mr. King was greatly his superior physi- cally, and, moreover, from the daily tone of the Bulletin, as well as from the notice he had given him, he took it for granted that he would be fully armed.* He begged me not to be in the street at the time the fight took place, lest, in the event of Mr. King's death, I should be suspected of complicity, on account of my supposed connection with the Caliban matter. He then embraced me, and I left him. I was secretly determined, notwithstanding his injunctions, to see the encounter. Like almost all old Californians, I was accustomed to such sights, and, naturally enough, when I knew that a fight was about to take place, curiosity prompted me to witness it. Accordingly, I returned to Montgomery Street, and, after standing there some minutes, I concluded, as I saw nothing of Casey, that perhaps he had changed his mind about making the attack. W I saun- tered up Montgomery Street, and entered the Bank Ex- change, on the corner of Washington. Here I met an old Philadelphia acquaintance named Peter Whiteman, and invited him to drink with me. While we were standing at the bar, the boy Butts (whose name appears in the subse- *The following- are among- many passages of the kind to be found about that time in the Bulletin: — Bulletin, Dec. 6th. — "Mr. Selover, it is said, carries a knife. We carry a pistol. We hope neither will be required, but if this rencon- tre cannot be avoided, why will Mr. Selover persist in periling- the lives of others? We pass, every afternoon, about half-past four to five o'clock, along Market Street, from Fourth to Fifth Street. The road is wide, and not so much frequented as those streets farther in town. If we are to be sliot or cut to pieces, for Heaven's sake let it be done there. Others will not be injured, and in case we fall, our house is but a few hundred yards beyond, and the cemetery not nmch farther." //'.,Jan.7th. — "If these fellows are really determined to attack the ed- itor of the Bulletin, -tuhy Jon '/ t/iey do it at once and tfC done ^with itF Why keep everybody in suspense ? Here we have been carrying a pistol for nearly three months because of the braggadocio bidlying of this crowd, until we are heartily tired of it." [t] I have since been informed that during this time Casey was in a lawyer's office with a friend, arranging- the final disposition of iiis efi'ects in the event of his fall. This office was in Bolton &" Barron's buikling, fronting on Montgomery Street, and commanded a full view of the scene of the meeting. 16 Narrative of Edward McGowan quent examination of the case before the Grand Jury) en- tered the room and said something to Whiteman which I did not hear, and Whiteman immediately left the room. I suspected that King and Casey were about meeting, and went into the street myself. I looked down the street and saw many persons standing about the sidewalks, but, seeing nothing of Casey, concluded once more to leave the scene, and started up Washington Street, on my way to my rooms on Dupont. As I traveled up Washington Street, I was met by Henry B. Truett and Hamilton Bowie — the latter since dead: peace to his ashes! They were riding in Mr. Truett' s buggy. Being intimate with both of them, I in- formed them of what was going on, when Truett remarked. If such a fight is coming off, it is no place for me." I told them if it did come off I did not intend to witness it, and they drove away in an opposite direction. I continued up Washington Street, and on reaching Kearny I met James T. Green of the Police, (now Justice Green of El Dorado County,) together with John Nugent and Samuel Stevenson, also of the Police. We all went into a place called the Boomerang, on Kearny Street, to drink. While we were conversing about my applying to Mayor Van Ness to have Nugent, v^^ho had been suspended, reinstated on the Police, a man rushed by, on his way, as he said, to see Mrs. King, informing us that her husband had been shot by Casey. Presently I saw the crov^d rushing up Wash- ington Street, follox^ing Casey, who was in charge of the officers, to the City Hall. From thence he was shortly taken to the jail. I went up to the jail and there found Thomas S. King haranguing the mob in a very excited manner. I remained there some time, and then went with a friend to my usual place of dining. After dinner, H. H. Byrne, the District Attorney, entered the room, laughing and apparently exulting over the occurrence of the day. He had, I think, been drinking a little. Presently, with a very knowing air, and running his fingers through his locks, he exclaimed, "Judge, this is your pistol," at the same time exhibiting a derringer which he said his brother, Lafayette Byrne, a deputy sheriff, had taken from Casey. After Casey had shot King, Byrne was the first officer who Narrative of Edward McGowan 17 approached him, and it is said that Casey, believing him to be his friend, slipped this pistol into his hand before entering the City Hall, not wishing to compromise the party from whom he had borrowed it. I replied to District Attorney Byrne, "if it is mine, give it tome." It was not mine; mine were in my pockets, where I habitually carried them. They were gold-mount- ed, and are well known to hundreds of men in San Fran- cisco. I wished, however, to get possession of the pistol, for I thought I recognized it, and considered it no harm to shield, if possible, the party to whom it belonged from sus- picion ; the more especially as it will be remembered that Mr. King was not shot by a "derringer," but by a revol- ver. Byrne refused to give me the pistol, and I said no more about it, taking care to leave him still under the impres- sion that it was mine, knowing that, if called upon, I could easily clear myself of the suspicion. A few days after- ward Mr. King died, and Lafayette Byrne swore at the inquest that his brother, the District Attorney, took the pis- tol, saying, Don't say anything about this, but try to find out the owner. I think some one else is en^a^ed in this, and I want to ferret it out. ' ' Since my return from southern California, he declares to my friends that he did not in that remark mean me. If he did not mean me, believing, as he said he did, that the pistol was mine, who did he mean.f' If he<^/V/mean me, v^^hy does he, now that I have, contrary to his expectations, returned, so solemnly assever- ate that he did not.^" The reason is known to me, and shall, at the proper time, be made public. I here venture to assert that no man in San Francisco felt more heartfelt exultation in the death of James King of Wm. than this same exemplary and zealous District Attorney. Indeed, a reference to a few back articles of the Bulletin, where the editor has had occasion to use his name, will at once con- vince the reader that the District Attorney had very little cause to love the conductor of that paper.* [From the S. F. Bulletin, March 17.] * "The Ordinance which went into effect on the 15th February, by the joint conni\'ance of the District Attorney, the Mayor, the attorney 18 Narrative of Edward McGowan It was necessary for him, however, to keep up a fair appearance of devotion to his duty in this matter. His of the Recorder's Court, and Col. James, the counsel for Josephine Burr, has been overruled, set aside, and made of no avail! Mr. Dis- trict Attorney Byrne has falsified his promises of reform." — \_Bulletiti, March ll.'\' * * * * "By the way, what has become of that Bill Lewis case.? Hurry up that case, Mr. Byrne, and let's see what you are doing in the wa\- of carrying out your promises. " — I/?. , Marc// 13. * * * * "The Chronicle, as usual, is opposed to any censure being passed on Mr. Byrne. We rather guess we know the secret of this course on the part of the Chronicle. The ' editor-in- chief and Mr. Byrne are old friends, and we have it from undoubt- ed authority that the 'editor-in-chief himself, from former associa- tions, is averse to any action against the class of houses referred to. This will account for the glee with which that paper announced, the other day, that 'the ordinance was a failure!' " — lb.., March 14. "The Bill Lewis Case. — When will this case come up for trial } We very much fear there is too much ground for the com- plaints against District Attorney Byrne on the score of leniency to criminals of a certain class. Why does Mr. Byrne show so much reluctance in bringing up Bill Lewis, and so much regard for the lat- ter' s welfare, whilst, at the same time, acting so insultingly to Mr. Brown, the witness against Lewis .? Is it a part of the District At- torney's business to browbeat Jiis o^ivn witnesses, and drive them away ? A bystander, who was present on one occasion when this brutal attack of Mr. Lewis on Mr. Brown was being talked over in the District Attorney's office, says he heard Mr. Byrne say, '/ Ul fix- Mr. Bron.vn off., before I get through n.vith him I ' Now, what did Mr. Byrne mean by that speech? The District Attorney says he will 'fix off his own witness! Does he mean that he will pursue the same course in this Bill Lewis case as he did with the ordinance of the 15th February, give it up in ^^/-x'tf ;7r^ .^ Take care, Mr. Byrne; it won't do to try that too often." — lb., March 17. "'Is the District Attorney the gentleman who was reported to have said in the Mayor's Court recently that "the office did not con- fer honor on him, but that he conferred honor upon the office" .? Judg- ing from the frequency of quashing indictments, the long period elapsing before trials in most of the important criminal cases take place, and the escape of notorious criminals on trial, it seems to me that he confers quite as little honor on the office as "the off.ce does" (in his own words) "upon him." Justice.' " [The District Attorney's estimate of his abilities, we doubt not, is fully as great as they deserve, but, from the frequent faults found with his indictments, we incline to think he either favors his friends, or else don't know so much of 'the lor' as he professes. — Eu. Bul- letin.] " — lb., May 8. 19 mvn safety demanded it. Once convinced of that fact, no feeling of honor could prevent him from turning the full tide of unjust suspicion against one who had ever been his unselfish friend. But I am digressing. At a future time I shall probably have something to say to the public, not only in reference to this official, but very many others who have shown a remarkable readiness to join in a hue and cry against a former friend and benefactor in order to shield themselves. That matter is, however, for the future; and I here close all further remark upon it so far as this book is concerned. I have been thus minute in detailing my connection with the circumstances which, as the reader knows, led to the organization of the Vigilance Committee, in order that it may be fully understood how far I have merited the cruel persecution to which I have been subjected at the hands of its myrmidons. I have simply set down the truths the whole tnith, and nothing hut the truth; every word of which is susceptible of proof by gentlemen now residing in San Fran- cisco; and I ask any candid man to say whether there was anything in my conduct which justified the bitterness of their persecution. It is true that a short time before the attack was made on Mr. King I knew that it was to be made. So did hundreds of others, who had thronged the streets to see it, and probably most of them had, by some means, ascer- tained it before I did. And what did I know.? That a murder was going to be committed.'^ By no means. That burglary or arson, or any other offense against society or any of its members, was about to be perpetrated."^ Cer- tainly not. Had such been the case, it would have been my clear duty to communicate my knowledge to the authori- ties, or be content to be regarded as an accomplice. I simply knew that a man whose character had been black- ened by an editor was about to seek redress for the injury, in the only way that editor would give it. I knev\" that that editor had refused to recognize the code by which gen- tlemen all over the world are guided in the adjustment of their difiiculties which cannot otherwise be settled; and 1 knew that he had repeatedly declared in the most arro- gant and bullying manner that the crack of his pistol was the only explanation he had to make to those who felt 20 Narrative of Edward McGowan aggrieved by his articles. I knew that he who sought redress had endeavored peaceably to obtain it, and had been met with scorn and contumely; and that he was now left to the alternative of obtaining it in this way or forever remaining with the mildew of dishonor on his name. I knew that he contemplated no assassination, but that he simply anticipated a desperate conflict, before entering into which he had set his house in order," anticipating death in the attempt to vindicate his reputation. This I knew, and did not inform the authorities. If in this I sinned, then hundreds of others sinned with me, who were "clothed in purple and fine linen, and fared sumptuously every day," while 1, knawed by the pangs of hunger and thirst, was forced to hide my houseless head among the forest dens of the wild beasts, — like them, hunted, but not, like them, com- forted with the sympathy and companionship of my species. But I digress. I only desire to lay before the world, up to this point, the exact extent of my culpability, and in the suc- ceeding pages the fearful punishment which an unthinking and frenzied mob has inflicted on me. The excitement caused by the attack on Mr. King, it will be remembered, induced the Sheriff to svxrcwnon ?i posse of the citizens to protect the jail against any attempt to take Casey therefrom. I, among others, was notified to serve, and did so. On the evening of the sixteenth of May, however, an event occurred, never to be forgotten or suf- ficiently deplored. On that fatal evening, while there was yet hope that the majesty of the law would be respected, and a popular outbreak prevented by an exhibition of firm- ness on the part of the Sheriff and his posse, the Governor of the state, doubtless actuated by the best of motives, suf- fered himself to be influenced by weak counsel, and, relying on the bad faith of seditious and designing men, encouraged the Sheriff, by his countenance if not advice, to admit within the walls of the jail a party of men connected with the band of conspirators then organizing under the name of the Vigi- lance Committee. From that hour I knew that the fate of Casey was sealed, and believed that nothing could avert the storm that seemed about to burst upon the city. Sev- eral of us threw do\An our arms in disgust and left the jail. Narrative of Edward McGowan 21 I went down Montgomery Street, and into Barry ^' Pat- ten's saloon. As my narrative has now brought me to the organization of the Vigilance Committee, before proceeding further it may not be amiss, perhaps, in connection with the current events of which I write, to state one little fact. Not with a view of injuring the gentleman on whom it in some sort reHects (for, I believe, had he been gifted with more natural firmness, his own heart would have made him more con- sistent), but from the illustration it affords of the hollowness and instability of the foundation on which the so-called reform movement" was based. The evening before the rencounter of King and Casey, I was in Barry ef Pat- ten's drinking-saloon, on Montgomery Street, in company with J. C ^ Cremony, Esg.^ of the San Francisco Siin^ and Mr. Casey. While we were drinking at the bar,~we were joined by Frank Soule, Esq. , of the Chronicle, and another gentleman, also, I think, connected with that press. The subject of conversation, when they joined us, was the bragga- docio and threats of the King family, and the "white feath- er" shown by Tom, in the Caliban matter, that morning. Mr. Soule stated that he had been persecuted by James King of Wm. , and had even gone so far as to procure a double-barreled shot-gun for the purpose of killing him, and that nothing but the entreaties of his partner had prevented him from doing so. * * I need only ask the reader to contrast this declaration with the following- extract from the Steamer Clironicle of the 21st May: — "James King- of Wm. is no more ! Another victim of the bloody code lies still forever. One martyr more for liberty has paid his pen- alty for speakings what he thought. What threats could not effect, bribes failed to accomplish, the pistol has done, assassination has fin- ished. The bold denouncer of wrong-, the fearless antag-onist of crime, the brave citizen, who risked life and reputation, happiness and home, in the herculean task of tearing- the mask from vice and laying vil- lainy open to the view, lies in his bloody shroud because he felt it his duty to expose evil, and possessed the daring to do it. * * * * He brought to the press an intense antipathy to wrong, and unquench- able ardor in opposing it. From the first number of the Bulletin till tiie last one wliich he edited, liis life hung upon a thready for no man in this city could attack its constantly occurring deeds of darkness 22 Narrative of Edward McGowan The evening of the shooting of King, Mr. Soule called upon Casey in the County Jail, and, taking him by both hands, shook them heartily, saying that the people would thank him for what he had done. The day after the shoot- ing of Mr. King, the fifteenth day of May, it will be remem- bered that the Chronicle advocated "Law and Order," but by some mysterious influence best known to the Chi'onide and its patrons, ' 'a change came over the spirit of its dream" before the setting of the sun, and on the following morning it was among the most rabid of the Vigilance press.* Pur- suing the same course, and tacking at the same time, and, doubtless for the same weighty considerations, whatever they were, was also found the Daily Toivn Talk, and in a few days that sheet was enlarged, t I have not thus digressed for the purpose of gratifying any petty spite entertained toward Mr. Soule or others; but merely because I think it due to those who have suffered by the acts of that damnable league of hypocrites styling themselves the Vigilance Committee, that the world should knov^' exactly how much of sincerity and how much of sclf- uiul crime without risking- his life every time he did so. Mr. King (Hd this, and he felt the risk, he ran— =^yet he swerved not. He had 'set his foot upon the heated plowshare, and he was determined to pass the fiery ordeal.' " * "What, then, shall we do ? Appeal to the courts, and see that they do their duty. Let reason and law — nay, /;/rtX'^ reason and law — vin- dicate the outraged laws and peace of society. ****** Our courts ??mst protect us, and vindicate at once the character of the community and the violated laws. ****** There t/iiut be henceforth no tritiing. Offended \a\\ must be vindicated — Justice 7fnist be satisfied — Mnrdttr ?nust be punished. Homicides must ce-dse. Riot and bloodshed 7/iust be prevented — or society is at an end, and irremediable havoc and ruin will cover us like a pall. " — Chronicle, 15th May. t "We do hope and trust that the sober second thought will prevail, and that our city's fair name may be preserved. Though u great wrong has been committed against society, and a lasting injury in- flicted upon our city, let the law have its course and punish this offense. It is due to the courts to see the law faithfully administered and justice done. Violence on the person of Casey would neither vindicate the law, restore the lamented King, nor correct the crying evil tliat exists in ourcommunitv — the constant use of deadlv weapons." — Tu-cviiTalk, 15th May. Nan-ative of Edward McGowan 23 interest there was in the professions of purity made by that great engine the press, by whose powerful aid the unhealthy fever was so long kept up, and by far the greater part of the treason perpetrated. But to return to the thread of my narrative. As before stated, I left the jail and went down town, and into Barry Cif Patten's drinking-saloon. While there, some one told me that the Committee were organizing, and that they intended to send me a notice to leave. I replied that "who- ever brought it had better provide himself with a coat of mail," or something to that effect, intending to give the bearer of such a document, whoever he was, good cause to repent his mission. In the course of the evening I returned to the jail, and remained there till nearly daylight. While I was down town I had ascertained that one J. L. Durkee, a member of the police (and afterwards so notorious as Captain Durkee of the Vigilance Committee police, who was tried for piracy in seizing the arms of the state), was a spy upon the Sheriff in the jail, under pretence of being there on duty. I got an opportunity to notify James Her- bert, and another person whom I recognized on the top of the jail, of this fact. Going around the jail, I discovered a guard stationed in the rear of the building, and saw Charles Doane, afterwards Marshal of the Vigilance Committee, apparently in command. I remained in the vicinity of the jail till near morning, and then retired to my bed. 1 had by this time begun to regard it as prudent to keep out of the way. I had received many intimations from various sources that I was suspected of complicity in the shooting of King, and well knew what I had to expect at the hands of an excited mob in the event of Mr. King's death, whether I was guilty or not. Madame Show, the lady at whose house I had rooms, received that morning a note in a disguised handwriting, stating that my life was in danger. It was supposed to have been written by a Ger- man who had joined the Committee. On Sunday, the eighteenth of May, I rose late, and went cautiously and well armed to a different barber's shop from the one where I had been in the habit of getting shaved. On coming out, I observed the housetops in the vicinity of the jail crowded with people, and ascertained that a demonstration 24 Narrative of Edward McGowan was about to be made by the mob, I secured a position where, unobserved, I could witness all that occurred. The events of that black day will never be obliterated from the memories of those who witnessed them. After I had seen them lead poor Casey from the jail and place him in the carriage which was to convey him to his death, I left my place of observation and returned to my rooms. Here 1 was shortly visited by a few friends, one of whom was the bearer of a message to me from Casey, who desired me to leave town, as he knew the Committee intended to take me, I remained within doors the v^'hole of that day and the next, and had my meals brought to me by Mr. Thos. Fin- lay, formerly one of the police, while my friends were on the qui vive, and in constant communication with me. On Monday night I removed to the opposite side of the street. Here I received several secret messages from persons who had friends connected with the Committee, begging me to be on the alert and trust to no one. My whereabouts was known to a German named Schmidt, and a Frenchman whose name I have forgotten, — both members of the Com- mittee,- — also to a Jew cigar-vender, one of their corporals, named Wasserman, I also received many offers from per- sons, who knew where I was, to take me into the country, 1 listened to all, but accepted none, and kept my own coun- sel. On Tuesday, the t^^'entieth of May, the tolling of bells throughout the city announced the death of James King of Wm. I knew that they pealed the death-knell of Casey, and, with the unjust suspicions then aroused against me, perhaps of myself. I changed my room in the house I was in, and sent to a friend, by a sure hand, a note I had received from one of the Vigilance Committee advising me to get out of the way. My friend supplied me with money, and I prepared to leave the city. Arrangements had been made that, on the evening of the day on which I was supplied with money, some of my friends were to call and go with me to a spot where a pair of horses and buggy were in waiting, in which one of them was to accompany me into the country. There was a wo- man named Mrs. Eliza Greenwood who had some little things of mine, and before my departure I wished to call NafTatk't' of Edward McGovvan 25 and get them, and also to bid her good by. She was a friend of John M. Freeman, Esq., of Freeman's Express, a leading member of the Vigilance Committee, and after- wards a captain in what they called their Light Brigade. Freeman was absent on duty, and about five o'clock in the evening I called at her rooms, which were in the same building with mine. While I was conversing with her, I heard footsteps on the stairs. A friend, who had called with me, immediately escaped from the room by a window opening upon a balcony, and she begged me to do the same. I asked her to see first who it was, and she replied, ' It is John." While I was reflecting that it was too late to escape, and he was but one man at any rate, the door open- ed and he stood before me. On seeing me he appeared very much surprised, and even startled. He presently recovered himself, however, and said to me, "McGowan, I don't think you are a very bad man." I replied that "I hoped I was not as bad as my enemies would have it appear." He then said, 'You are in my house, and hospitality forbids that I should betray you." He told me that I was hunted, and if others knev^ what he then did with regard to my whereabouts, my life would be of little value, and offered to give me an asylum at his rooms on Montgomery Street. I declined the offer, and apologized for my presence there, telling him that I had only called to say good by, preparatory to my leaving town. The remains of a bottle of champagne which we had been drinking were on the table, and Freeman sent for another, pressing me to remain and drink it with him. All this time the lady of the apartment was signaling me to go out. I heard the sound of footsteps! Freeman told me not to be uneasy; that he would protect me while there. I thanked him, at the same time thinking that a knife, re- volver, and pair of derringers, with which I was armed, were a better protection. I took a parting-glass of wine, and got out on the balcony, which overhung the courtyard of the building, and so along it to my own room. My ar- rangements to leave were all made, and I lay down on the bed, awaiting the arrival of my friends. Presently they came, four in number. I immediately put on a covered California hat, and accompanied them into the street, and [3] 26 Narrative of Edward McGowan high time it was that I did so. The bloodhounds had struck the scent, and were on my track. As I afterward learned, fifteen minutes after I left, the neighborhood was surrounded, and some ten or fifteen braves entered and searched the premises. They were armed with sabers and pistols, and ransacked every hole, nook, and corner, making a terrible to-do and clatter among pots, pans, and kettles, but the bird had fiown. They were very curious, and the lady before referred to was very furious, and spoke her mind in no measured terms, while Mr. John Freeman sat a mute spectator of the scene.* My friends and I pursued our way through the streets, which seemed to be alive with people, toward the spot where the horses waited ; but before we reached there, the heart of the friend who was to drive me out failed him. He dare not risk incurring the dis- pleasure of the Star Chamber, and we bent our steps toward Commercial Street. The rooms of an old friend, Mr. James P. Rynders, were on that street, opposite the "Polka," and forthwith I appropriated them. Mr. R. was himself absent in Sacramento, and knew nothing of the unceremonious manner in which I had taken possession of his lodgings. The next day, the coroner's inquest was held on the body of James King of Wm. , and a few hours afterward I was indicted by the Grand Jury for being accessary before the fact. Tlie news of my indictment spread like fire, — several members of the Grand Jury were sympathizers with the Committee, and afteruards members of it,- and, simulta- neously with the finding of the bill against me, the Commit- tee were made acquainted with the fact; ten or fifteen min- utes afterward, I was myself notified of it. Then came the tug of war." The exertions of the Committee to get me, and those of myself and friends to keep out of their bloody fingers. Thomas Finlay was arrested, and imprisoned in the Vigi- * Some of my friends have tlioug-ht that Freeman betrayed me. Whatever may have been his intention after he found me in the room, I do not believe he expected to find me there, and consequently do not attribute to him the descent of the enemy upon the premises. He had no opportunity to give tliem the cue. Besides, I am very loath to believe, under the circumstances, he could be capable of so dastardly a breach of hospitality, if he i.vas Captain of the Lig^ht Brie^ade. Narrative of Edward McGowan 27 lance rooms, where, I learned, they used entreaties, threats, and bribes to induce him to disclose to them my place of retreat, but in vain. Pending him, at length, utterly imprac- ticable, they discharged him after two days' imprisonment.* William Mulligan, whom they had also arrested, was offer- ed his liberty, I learned, if he would assist them to capture me, but he indignantly spurned the offer, and suffered ban- ishment rather than tell them where he had last seen me. He had called on me only two days before his arrest. I remained ten days in my hiding-place in Commercial Street. As may be supposed, the hunt for me had waxed sufficiently hot, as I had been unable to execute any manoeuver by which to delude my pursuers into the belief that I had left town. After the first few days, my friends began to be afraid to come near me, and I actually consulted with one of them as to the propriety of giving myself up to the authorities under my indictment; but I have now no doubt that a calm reconsideration of that matter saved my neck from the fin- gers of the Committee's hangman. I requested my friends not to visit me any more, and indeed the request was al- most needless, for there was a ban upon me, and by this time it seemed to them that my very touch was leprosy, and my breath was poison. I bade them have no fears of my being hung, as I never intended to be taken alive. I had no less than ten shots and a good knife always about my person. They embraced me and bid me good by, all but one,, who still stood by me, and a faithful negro boy who brought me my meals. In a miserable state of mind I re- mained here several days, eagerly watching for the first chance of escape, and reading the surmises as to my where- abouts in the daily papers, t One day, I feared, from an in- *The following is an extract from an article which appeared in the Herald oi May 28th: — We are also informed that one of the police force of this city has received a promise of a large contingent to ferret out McGowan, and that another man, who w^as supposed to be acquainted with all Mc- Gowan' s movements, has been kept in close confinement in the rooms of the Vigilance Committee for the last two days, in the hope of compelling him to make some revelations. He was discharged yes- terday. t It is also said Judge Edward McGowan has been arrested in Ne- 28 Narrative of Edward McGowan cident that occurred, that my hopes and fears were about to be brought to a speedy termination. I heard at the door vada, while some assert he is in possession of the Committee here. — Herald, May 25th. The Search after McGowan. — The search after this individual was continued yesterday, but, we believe, without result. It is said by some that McGowan is still in this city, while others assert that he left long before his arrest was contemplated. Towards evening a considerable stir was observable among the members of the Vigilance Committee. They were in every portion of the city — some riding — some walking. The object, no doubt, was to keep a sharp eye upon those places which have fallen under suspicion. — Herald, May 30th. [May 27th.] Movements of the Committee. — The search after McGowan was continued yesterday, but with the same result. It is said by some that he sailed a few days ago for Mazatlan^ — by others, that he left this city a few days ago, on horseback, for the southern country, and in support of this theory it is stated that a gentleman in this city, who is the owner of two fleet horses, yesterday received a tele- graphic dispatch to the effect that one of his horses was knocked up some distance below San Jose; while large numbers insist that he is still in this city. The only fact that we have any knowledge of is, that McGowan has not yet been arrested bv the Vigilance Committee. — //^ra/^, June 2()th. [May 30th.] A Dark Scene. — On the 18th of June, 1856, a party of armed men might be seen slowly wending (as G. P. R. James would have said) up Clay Street, in the city of San Francisco, — the Queen City of the Pacific, — to Stockton. Having arrived in front of a low shanty on the west side of the street, they halted, and drew up in battle array. The noise occasioned by their movements attracted the attention of those residing in the neighborhood, and window-sashes were thrown up, and nightcaps protruded in every direction. Having formed in front of the dwelling, three individuals, who, by the number and variety of the warlike implements each carried, seemed to occupy a position of command, ascended the rude steps leading to the door of the domicile, and knocked violently. Rap, rap, rap. No answer. The knocking was repeated until the echo reverberated throughout the whole neighborhood. At this stage of the narrative, though we should lay ourselves open to the charge of being literary "Marplots," we would state that the beleaguered shanty was occupied by a colored gentleman, whose only offense against the peace and dignity of the commonwealth was, that he, in the pursuit of a legitimate business, took in the shirts of the ubiquitous McGowan and washed them. Hearing the hubbub, he rushed to the door, and, placing his hands on his hips, with his "eyes in a fine frenzy rolling," roared out at the top of his voice, ..,,.,,^ ,^ j^^ ^^^^^j„^ ^^^ ^,^ ,,^^^, „ A gruff voice on the outside ordered him to open it, which he accord- Narrative of Edward McGowan 29 the usual signal made by my friends when they visited me (three knocks). I opened it, and found a strange French- man, who asked me, in his own language, where Gustavew?i^. I answered that he was downstairs. From the scrutiniz- ing manner in which he eyed me, I felt sure that he was one of the Committee; and, notwithstanding my disguise, which consisted of a Mexican or California hat, face brown- ed, and hair and mustaches blacked, I feared, if he had ev- er seen me before, that I was detected. He soon left, with- out further conversation. He had no sooner gone than I quitted my room, and entered a water-closet which was at the head of the staircase, and commanded it. Knowing it to be impossible to escape by the street, and fearing that my hiding-place was known, I here deter- mined to make a stand, and if any armed body ascended the stairs to take me, to commence shooting, and sell myself as dearly as possible. I remained here about an hour, when, hoping that I had not been recognized, I left my posi- tion and entered the room of my friend, adjoining the one I had been in, taking care to hide the food and other evidence of my having inhabited it. I got under my friend's bed, and remained there till night. When he returned home, I told him what had occurred, and he appeared to be very much alarmed. He informed me that bands of the Com- mittee were hunting me high and low in all parts of the city, and that one H. P. A. Smith* (former member of the ingly with trembling hands did, and the whole band rushed in and ransacked the house from top to bottom, while the poor darky stood inside the door, in rather a ludicrous deshabille, with his teeth chatter- ing and his knees smiting each other. It is said by those who wit- nessed his sad plight, that he became almost livid with fear. Not having been able to poke anything out of the piles of dirty clothes with which the house was filled, the armed band retired and searched several other houses in the vicinity, making no distinction between white and black. Whether they were searching for McGowan or a dozen of superfine shirts, which he is said to have left behind in his flight, could not be ascertained. [^Herald, June 20th.'] •Domiciliary Visits. — The detective police of the Inquisition, the amateur "Buckets" of the Vigilance Committee, adopting the maxim that "The early bird catches the worm, "were wandering about the city early on Saturday morning, in search of subjects, but we regret to state they finished their labors by sunrise without securing another 30 Narrative of Edward McGowan legislature from Marin County) was among the most industrious in the search, and loudest in his denunciations of me. It now struck me, for the first time, that, after all, it might be more for a desire to wreak political vengeance in certain quarters that my pursuers were so eager after me, than from any honest belief in my complicity in Mr. King's death. It is not for me, in this relation of my wrongs, to make any specific charges against any one, nor do I now do it; but my reasons for my suspicions were simply these: victim for a sacrifice and practical illustration of the philosophy of hanging. On Saturday morning, at four and a half o'clock, Mrs. Catherine F. Hewitt, the proprietress of the Washington Saloon, on Washington Street, between Dupont and Kearny streets, was awak- ened by a loud noise, apparently proceeding from the entry of the house occupied by her. She immediately observed a number of per- sons in the entry, and, feeling greatly surprised and alarmed, went to the door of her bedroom and asked them what they wanted. Where- upon one of them replied that they had come to search her house. She then ran to the window and screamed, whereupon one of the per- sons who entered took hold of her and placed his hand over her mouth, so as to prevent her making any outcry. She was so ter- rified by the conduct and demeanor of the parties so entering her apartment, that she fainted, and became for a time wholly uncqjiscious. Some one of the party then threw a quantity of water over her person ; and, after they had remained in her room for some time, they left the house, and stated, previous to their departure, that they had made the visit bv authority of the Vigilance Committee, in search of Edward McGowan. {Herald, May 25th. '\ Rumors. — We learned, at a late hour last night, that Judge Mc- Gowan, whom the Committee are now hunting, left this city on the steamer John L. Stephens, on Wednesday last. He was put aboard some distance outside the Heads, in a complete state of disguise, hav- ing shaved off his mustache and darkened his complexion. We give the rumor for what it is worth. — Herald, May 25th \24th'\. The Vigilance Committee. — Nothing definite could be ascer- tained as to the course which the Vigilance Committee intended to pursue. It is said — but we have no authority for it but street rumor — that the agents of the Committee have succeeded in ferreting out Judge McGowan somewhere in the interior, and that he was to be brought down to this city last night; that several persons are to be notified to leave in the next steamer, and that, in the event of the per- sons refusing to comply with the mandate, forcible means are to be resorted to. The Committee was in session yesterday morning, and also again in the afternoon. They have called into existence a for- midable organization. It is, we are informed, extending throughout the interior of the state, and will, we presume, be converted finally into a political movement. — Herald, May 2Sth. Nan-ative of Edward McGowan 31 This fellow Smith, it was well known, was a warm advocate of the claims of a certain distinguished gentleman to a high official position, while I was an equally zealous friend of his principal opponent. Perhaps, then, it was the hope that I was in the possession of some political secrets, which, if divulged, would be destructive of my friend's interests, which induced this man, and others of his kidney, to pursue me so diligently, in the expectation that threats of death or banishment would wring them from me. How shrewd my suspicions were, I leave to certain political gentlemen to say who appeared most patriotically to sympathize with the so-called reform movement. But a few days before, this man Smith had requested my influence to secure his nomi- nation for one of the San Francisco seats in the legislature, pledging himself to support my friend as well as his own for the position above referred to. I courteously declined helping him, for good and sufficient reasons, and now he was at the head of a squad of "Reformers," seeking my life! It so happened that the information of my friend was verified that very night; for, about two o'clock, A. m., it being very dark outside, I was standing in my friend's room, without a light, and with the window raised, and actu- ally heard a party of my pursuers talking about me, on the street beloiv ! Among others, I heard Smith, whose voice 1 recognized, exclaim, ^''The d d old rascal, I'll have him before five days more ! ' ' When I remembered the fawning manner in which he had asked my assistance only a few days before, and the entirely inoffensive way in which I had refused it; when I remembered the confidence with which he had even borrowed from me the poor sum of his passage down the Sacramento, knowing that, though a politi- cal enemy and almost a stranger, he w^ould not be refused; when I remembered his truckling protestations of good feeling notwithstanding political differences, and then with my own ears heard him speak thus of me to the pack of sleuth-hounds of which he was the leader, — I confess that for a moment there was murder in my heart. Instinctively I grasped my knife to rush down and kill him, even though it were my own last act on earth; and I believe that in the fury of that moment nothing stayed me but the timely reflec- 32 Narrative of Edward McGowan tion that I would bring destruction on an innocent friend, whose roof sheltered me. If his eye falls on these pages, let him not deny the truth of what I have written, for, so sure as he does, his trembling lip will betray to his hearer the lie it utters. He knows how truly I have spoken, and his own heart best knows the motives that prompted his conduct. But let him pass. It may be of some interest now to him to know all who composed his audience on that night, and how near he came to meeting with a round of applause to which his modest merit would, of itself, never have aspired. I dismiss him to the guardianship of his own conscience, and the mercy of its reproaches. While lying under the bed in my friend's room, I had observed a false face or mask, such as is generally used at the fancy balls given by the French artistes in San Fran- cisco. I had been out of my retreat once before, disguised as a policeman, and afterward discovered by the papers that I had been recognized.* My object in incurring the risk was to get possession of some private papers I had left in my office, but I was unsuccessful, the Committee having been there before me and taken everything they could find. I was now very anxious to get possession of some correspondence which had passed between a gentle- man (one of the foreign consuls) and myself, in reference to a lady, a countrywoman of his; I had left this in a little dressing-bureau in my rooms, and fearing that if it fell into stranger-hands it might injure him, I determined to make a second sortie, if possible, to get it. For this pur- pose, I availed myself of this mask. My foolhardiness may be wondered at, but the gentleman was my friend, and * Search for McGowan. — It is now pretty well ascertained, reports to the contrary notwithstanding^, that this noted individual has not left the city. It is asserted positively that he was seen as late as Saturday nig^ht, and followed by some members of the Vigilance Committee. But he ag-ain managed to secrete himself, and elude their most vigilant search. It will be rather a difficult matter for him to escape detection. He has been indicted by the Grand Jury as well as by the Vigilance Committee, for being accessary to the late mur- der, and he must have more than ordinary good fortune to slip by and escape from the Police and the Committee. --^/z'//^////, June J. Narrative of Edward McGowan ?ii wrote me the notes for my own protection. I should have destroyed them, but not having done so, my duty, in justice to him, was, if possible, to get them. I cut the nose out of the mask, blacked it, and, putting it on with my California hat, sallied out. I reached my rooms unobserved, and saw the landlady. At first, she did not recognize me until she heard my voice, and then she was very much frightened, the mask gave me such a horrible expression. I took off the nose to convince her that it was I, but she refused me ad- mittance, telling me that the Committee had been there and taken everything, and it was useless for me to incur any further risk in trying to secure any of my papers. Find- ing it impossible to even get access to my rooms, I returned to my hiding-place, very fortunately attracting no observa- tion. Since my return from the lower country, the Vigilance Committee have restored to me my papers, but this corre- spondence is not among them. I trust if, among the mem- bers of the Committee, there are any of that gentleman's countrymen into whose hands these papers have fallen, they will return them to the source from whence they ori- ginated. The time had now come when it was absolutely neces- sary for me to remove from Commercial Street. I could not hope much longer to escape detection if I remained in the city, and it was far better, if I had to be captured, that it should be done when I might have a remote chance of escape by flight, than to be taken like a bird from a cage. Besides, the friend who fed me had gone to the Atlantic states, and to remain there longer was impossible, as every one else, who knew where I was, were watched night and day. A very kind friend, who had faithfully stood to me through everything, cast about him, day after day, to secure me a place of safety, but in vain. I even agreed to the proposition of a friend to take me to his room on Mont- gomery Sti'eet, next door to the room of No. 33 Secretary of the Committee. This, however, was overruled by all my friends who were consulted. At length a retreat was found for me with a pious old lady, who lived a short distance from the city, on the Mis- sion Dolores road. The difficulty now was, how to get me 34 Narrative of Edward McGowan there. The outlets of the city were surrounded by armed horsemen, continually on patrol, relieving each other at stated hours, night and day, and all on special watch for me. In a word, escape seemed impossible. Those who were in San Francisco at that time will re- member how high and fearfully public opinion ran against me.* There was nothing in it of reason; no deliberate ac- tion based upon proven guilt on my part; but the blind and aimless fury with which the death of Mr. King seemed to have fired the bosoms of the masses was, for want of a more available victim, directed in a resistless torrent against me. People had evidently mixed up the Thomas King affair, with which it was known I was connected, with the death of James King of Wm. Every witness summoned before the Committee was greeted with the question, "What do you know of McGowan \ ' ' Col. A. J. Gamble, as an in- stance, was cited to appear before them, and gave in his evidence touching a conversation I had at Mr. Hunt's sta- bles the day before James King of Wm. was shot. Subse- quently he was recalled, and his testimony being read over * Bulletin, June 2d. — Should Ned McGowan fall into the hands of the Vigilance Committee, and receive the punishment he so justly merits, he would a tale unfold that would make the quills of the por- cupine stand erect. We think the porcupine comparison quite appli- cable. The naturalist tells us it is [one of] tlie most destructive of all ani- mals, and lives on the bark of trees, and when it has attacked a tree, never leaves until it has completely stripped it of all the bark on trunk and branches. And so with these political leeches, they will hang on and return so long as there is a drop of blood to be drawn from this outraged community. Out upon the heartless hypocrites ! In our opinion, these men, Iscariot-like, would sell their best friend for even less than thirty pieces. Creditors of Adams Gf Co. — Did it ever occur to you that the speediest way to get that |100,000 out of the hands of P., C, Gf Co. would be to find the whereabouts of Ned McGowan ? They would let your, as well as the city and county, money flow like water ere they would run the risk of his disclosures. Gentlemen of the Vigilance Committee — Did it ever strike you that the best place to look for the aforesaid Ned would be in the state prison or some county jail? Ned is a "law-and-order man," and, like all villains of his class, would flee to his friends — the minis- ters of the law — for protection. Such scamps love "law and order," but it is the law of their own making, and after their own order. Naf-rative of P^dward McGowan 35 to him, he pronounced it correct, except that Thomas S. King should appear throughout where James King of Wm. appeared. The conversation was about the other affair! Thus a portion of the mob, mistaking one affair for the other, persecuted me perhaps from an honest conviction of my guih. The other portion, and they the leaders, in de- fault of proof against me, but absolutely knowing my inno- cence, joined the hue and cry through blind rage at the death of King.* Another portion, and they the politicians opposed to me, threw themselves on the top of the wave, and circulated wonderful stories about ballot-box frauds. McGowan was a politician, boxes had been stuffed, perhaps, at primary elections, consequently McGowan was a ballot- box stuffer, and must die ; and, under all this pressure, even the Grand Jury had to yield. When the question of indict- ment came before them, there was no evidence on which to find the bill. The foreman of the jury, Mr. Thomas J. Poulterer, than whom a more worthy and respectable gen- tleman does not live in San Francisco, told the District At- torney, Mr. Byrne, that there was no evidence to warrant an indictment, but it was of no avail. On the jury there were many friends of the Committee; one of them (one Jobson ) my bitter personal enemy! Add to that the tre- mendous howl from without, and the weak nerve which, in that hour of peril, induced the District Attorney to tell Mr. Poulterer that if they believed I knew anything about the matter prior to the shooting of King, the jury were bound to indict, and it will be seen how even my indictment was found in response to a wild and unreasonable demand of the populace. Such was the state of the public mind with regard to me. * The day before Casey was hung, a friend was admitted to see him. This gentleman is now holding an honorable position under the Federal government. He was allowed to speak to him in the presence of Captain Aaron Burns, a member of the Executive Com- mittee of Vigilance. It was the last time he was permitted to see a friend (except one other, Mr. Charles Gallagher) in this life. This gentleman questioned him about my connection with the death of James King of Wm., and he stated that I was entirely free from all complicity in it, and if I was present, nothing but curiosity or a pen- chant for such sights prompted me to be there. 36 Narrative of Edward McGowan and such had been the measures adopted to prevent my es- cape when the time arrived for me to attempt it. After much time had been spent in consultation among my friends as to the best plan to be pursued, it was at length decided that my own proposition was the best; which was, to dis- guise myself, and walk boldly forth through my enemies. Accordingly, arrangements were made for me to leave my hiding-place just at lamplight on the evening of the third of June. My friend was to send some one to me, and not come himself, as it was considered dangerous for him to again visit me, he being by this time very narrowly watch- ed.* He applied to at least twenty persons to come and make with me the arrangements, but none of them dare come near me, and he was at last obliged to do it himself. He came, and it was agreed that he should meet me with a carriage on the Mission road. Before he left, I struck a light, and asked him if he would know me. He appeared astonished at my disguise, and said he would not. My face, hair, and mustaches were blacked with pomatum and shoe-blacking, my stomach was drawn in and confined with a pair of French stays, and over my clothes 1 had an overcoat, with a derringer in each pocket. 1 also had on my slouched hat, and a pair of derringers in my panta- loons pockets, together with a six-shooter and a knife in my belt. Thus armed and disguised, as soon as my friend had left 1 sallied forth alone. Jt was just in the dusk of the evening as I walked up Commercial Street, toward Kearny, on my way to the Mission. I passed several *The following is taken from the Herald of May 28th [26th] : — Rumors. — Yesterday, Merchant Streetwascloselywatched through- out the entire day. It was thought by the Vigilance Committee that Edward McGowan was somewhere concealed in that neighborhood, and therefore every person that was known to be intimate with him was watched wherever he went. Vigilance Committee. — Everything was quiet around the Com- mittee rooms yesterday. Matters remain in the same condition to- day. Late last evening, word was comnumicated that Ned McGowan was seen to go into the building at the corner of Sutter and Kearny streets, where he had a room. A portion of the Committee, soon af- ter, surrounded the building, and early this morning a thorough search was instituted, but he could not be found. — Bulletin^ June h\. 38 Naj-rat'ive of Edward McGowan whom I knew standing in front of Whipple's club-house, and afterward, on the road, I met Mr. Dan Sweeney and Sandy Marshall. None of them, however, recognized me for a moment. I walked boldly out Kearny Street, and, as I went, found many a fearful reminder of my peril, in tramp- ing hoofs and clashing sabers. I could not forget, in a thousand centuries, the feeling of mingled hope and horror with which I walked, that evening, an unjustly outlawed man, through the hosts of my enemies. It was not the fear of death itself that made these moments terrible; for death I could face, and had faced before. But it was the thought of such a death as awaited me in the event of my capture, and the reflection that myri- ads of tongues would ring into the ears of my children how ignobly their father died, but none would tell them how unjustly. The starlight that glistened back from the sabers of my enemies was not more quick and sudden in its coming and its going than the changes of my thoughts from hope to fear, and back again from fear to hope, as, marking every incident around me, I walked unquestioned and unheeded through the meshes of the net my persecu- tors had thrown about me. Thanks to a kind Providence, I at length was enabled to draw a long breath, on the Mis- sion road, far beyond the outmost sentinel. 1 here met my friend with the carriage, who was surprised to see me out so soon. I talked and laughed with him, for it appeared as though a mountain had been lifted from my soul in the last half-hour. He reproved my ill-timed merriment, in his anxiety for my safety, and told me I had been so long an outlaw I must have got used to it. I told him I did not intend to die but once. May he never undergo the agony of mind necessary for him fully to appreciate my happiness at that moment. We turned around and went back toward the city, to the place which was to be my refuge during the rest of my stay in the neighborhood of San Francisco. This, as before stated, was the house of a pious old lady, a member of the Baptist Church. She lived on the Mission road, with no companion but one sweet little daughter, about ten years of age. This child was going to school in the neighborhood, and I was at first fearful that she might betray me. I knew that children Narrative of Edward McGowan 39 of her age generally had some little female friend, or some lad whom they called sweetheart, to whom they told all their little secrets. I found she had a sweetheart, and she told me who it was. I asked her if she knew the impor- tance of keeping my secret, and she said she did, and would keep it. I told her that I had four boys, one of them no bigger than herself, and if she were to tell any- body that I was there, men would come with guns and take me and kill me, and then my four little boys would be without anybody to love and protect them, and they would think it was her fault, and would not like her or her mother. In this way I awaked the dear little thing's sympathy, and I felt quite sure from the way she listened to me that she would never tell her sweetheart or any one else of my being in her mother's house. I then asked her what kind of silk dress she would like to have, and she told me she would like to have a pretty plaid silk; so I got the old lady the next day to go out and buy her one, and little "Ariel" and I became sworn friends. The front part of the house was not inhabited, and the next morning, when the old lady had gone out, I took up two of the planks in the floor of the kitchen, to provide myself with a hiding-place in case of necessity. That day my kind hostess prepared for me quite a sumptuous dinner. 1 suspected that she was somewhat changing her usual mode of living, and this I objected to for various reasons. I told the old lady that I wanted plain food, as, in all probability, if the Committee did not disband, I would be compelled to take a long and tedious journey, and wanted, by way of preparation, to accustom myself to rough fare. To this end I also changed my drink, and in the place of brandy and water, to which I had been accustomed, I took gin. There was also danger in the tradespeople remarking an alteration in her style of living, and I reminded her of the story of the French gentleman who, in the "Reign of Terror" in Paris, secreted himself at his washerwoman's house, and she, imprudently enough, so changed her style of living on his account, that her neigh- bors, who were of the Robespierre faction, remarked it, and searched her house, where her friend was arrested, and subsequently guillotined. Accordingly, she went back 4U Narrative of Edward McGowan to her old style of living, and we got on very comfortably. I remained with this good old lady about four weeks, during which time nothing worthy of note occurred. My friend, who visited me twice a week, brought me all the papers, and I had the pleasure of reading all the kind and good-natured things that were said of me, and also all the profound surmises as to my whereabouts. * It was while I *Ned McGovvan. — Notwithstanding- it has been reported that the individual whose name heads this parag^raph left on the Sea Bird last Saturday, he was seen by several parties in the city last evening- 5 a fact which appears strange to us, when it is well known the Vigilance Committee have been diligently searching- for him. It will hardly be fair to punish Casey only, for a crime of which others are equally guilty. — T'o^vn Talk^ May 23. Ned McGowan. — This ubiquitous individual, who appears to have as many hiding-places as a cat has lives, was reported last even- ing as having been taken at the State Marine Hospital, which, in common with other reports, proved to be without foundation. It has been said that McGowan has been seen on board of a storeship in the harbor; again, that he is stowed away in one of the steamboats off Mission Creek, and a hundred other surmises equally as absurd. We are of the opinion that if the Committee do track the ftigitive to his lair, it will be when he is napping, as his cunning and ingenuity are proverbial. We hope, however, that it will not be long before he is safe in the hands of the Committee. — Ih. Still after McGowan. — Quite a nuiuber of members of the Vigilance Committee, with perhaps some of the police, w^ere keeping close watch upon and around a block fronting- upon Stockton Street, yesterday afternoon. It was finally concluded that they were upon the wrong scent. If Ned be in the city, he has firm and shrewd friends who know how to conceal him. Among- so many reports as to his whereabouts, it is impossible to say which is true, or whether any be true. — Chronicle., Jutie 10. Aquatic Sin)Rrs of the CoMMrriEE. — Towards the close of yesterday, considerable excitement prevailed. The Committee, having received some information that McGowan had been conveyed on board of some vessel which was to put to sea tliis morning, chartered the steam-tug Martin Wliite, Captain H. A. Cheever, and started in pursuit. At an early hour in the afternoon, the Martin White got up steam and cleared. The chase was anxiously viewed from Telegraph Hill. Two schooners were observed crowding all their sail to make the Gate. The Martin White puffed and labored, and appeared to g-ain on the schooners steadily. The chase became exciting. The schooners were the Queen of the West and the Francisco. In a short time the Martin White came alongside. The schooners were over- hauled, but, as the sequel will show, no discovery was made. By this Narrative of Edward McGowan 41 was at this house that I received the agreeable, though rather surprising, information that I was in Carson Valley. A kind friend had started the story for the purpose of throw- ing my pursuers off the scent, and I here beg to tender him my most heartfelt thanks for his good offices.* time the excitement in town became intense. It was rumored that McGowan had been captured, and a rush was accordingly made to the wharves to obtain a glance at the ubiquitous individual, about whose whereabouts so much had been said. At length, the Martin White hove in sight. The people rushed. She came alongside the wharf. A large number of the parcels of the Committee came ashore. They brought with them an ominous-looking box, about six feet in length, wrapped in blankets. The rumor was immediately circulated that the aforesaid box contained the mortal remains of the ubiquitous McGowan. It was generally believed. The box was placed on a cart; it was conveyed to the rooms of the Vigilance Committee; it was carefully brought upstairs; five thousand people witnessed the sight. In concluding this account of the aquatic sports of the Committee, we would state that, from all the inquiries that -we have made on the subject, we are of the opinion that the box over which so much parade was made did not contain the remains of McGowan, and that it was filled with tower-muskets, warranted by the maker not to explode. — San Francisco Herald^ May 27 \29^. *The following appeared in the Daily ToTvn Talk of June 25th: — Ned McGowan near Carson Valley. — This notorious individ- ual is said to have been met by a Mr. David J. Barnes, from Mis- souri, at a place called Silver Creek, just below Carson Valley. Mr. Barnes had been wintering at Bear River, on his way to this state, and on his way across the mountains met a man at Silver Creek, called Judge McGowan, who, in company with five other persons, was spending his time in hunting. From an article in reference to the discovery of this noted character, in the Sacramento Spirit of the Age of yesterday, and telegraphed to the Ex'ening Bulletin, we glean the following: — Says Mr. Barnes: "After I camped in the evening, I went down to their camp, some four or five miles off the road. They had lost one of their horses. They (four men) came to my camp next morn- ing. One of them said, 'Judge McGowan, you can send that saddle to Placerville by this emigrant. ' The men reported that they were hunting, and sometimes prospecting." Mr. Barnes brought the saddle with him to Placerville, and endeav- ored to leave it at a hotel, as directed, but the landlord refused to ac- cept it, or Barnes either. He then brought it to this city, and left it at the store of Heard <£f Osborn, where it remains, subject to the order of Judge McGowan. Mr. Barnes reports that when he asked w hat name he should leave with the saddle, McGowan answered, "No matter what name — just leave it there till called for." McGowan' s party were apparently out of provisions. [4] 42 Narrative of Edward McGowan I knew more of what was going on inside the Committee rooms — except the Executive room — than many who be- longed to them. The Law and Order party had their spies in the Vigilance camp, as, doubtless, they had theirs in ours. I used frequently to see the Light Brigade drilling, with John M. Freeman and Frank Baker in command. One day I distinctly heard John give the word of command, — "Trot!" The first day I saw them, although, as I after- ward learned, they numbered but a hundred men, they looked very numerous, and I thought they had come to sur- round the neighborhood. I was about to get into my hid- ing-place under the floor, but, after looking at them a few moments longer, I saw that they were only exercising. A pretty-looking set they were ! charging and slashing around, and mowing down fictitious enemies with the most brilliant gallantry imaginable. I could not help wondering how long some of those heavy-set Dutchmen and tape-selling Bayards would have kept their clumsy seats if charged up- on by half a dozen well-mounted and determined men. They "were a motley crew." Most of them appeared to have quite as much on their hands as they could well at- tend to in managing their sabers and bridle-reins and sticking to their saddles, without the additional trouble of attempting to learn cavalry manoeuvers. O puissant warriors ! had you only have known that one weak old man, whose imaginary sins had awakened your terrible wrath, and marshaled you in that awful battle array, was calmly amusing himself by looking at you at the distance of a few hundred yards, what a gala day would it have been for you ! You would have dismounted and given up your ridiculous attempts to ape the soldier, and most incon- tinently, then and there, proceeded to tie a rope around my old neck and hang me up to the first telegraph-post. And, in good sooth, it were an occupation better befitting your natural gifts and tastes than that of endeavoring to play the part of chivalry, which, in order to be successfully done, requires some modicum of the gentleman. While I was in this place, 1 lived in hope, from day to day, that the lawless proceedings of the Vigilance Commit- tee would be put a stop to, either by force of arms or other- wise, I understood that the Law and Order forces were Narrative of Edward McGowan 43 preparing, when they had a sufficient number of arms, to compel the Committee to disband. And although it was generally understood by their best military men that mat- ters had been and were being managed very badly for them, still I shared the hope entertained by many, that something would finally be done. The fatal mistake was that of leaving their forces and arms scattered about in va- rious defenseless armories, where they could at any time be taken in detail by the Committee's superior numbers, instead of going at once into an encampment, and thus con- centrating their strength and forming a nucleus around which their friends from the mountains could rally; and to this mistake the Vigilance Committee may attribute their undeserved success. The proper orders, however, did not come from headquarters, and the junior officers had only to lie on their arms and swallow their chagrin. My friend had promised me, that if a fight took place, I should be noti- fied of it in time to participate. When, however, the man Hopkins was stabbed by Judge Terry, and the Committee availed themselves of the occasion to take the arms of the state, my hopes died within me. The effects of the wretch- ed policy that had been pursued were then, as had been predicted, felt, when too late to remedy them, and the sup- porters of the constitution and the laws were left not only powerless to maintain their cause, but exposed, personally naked and defenseless, to the pitiless storm of treason and fanaticism that swept over the city. I became disgusted and disheartened, and begged my friend to set his wits to work to devise some means by which I could leave the county of San Francisco. It mattered not to me where I went, so that I could but go, and go speedily. I not only was in peril of my life by remaining, but, had I not been, I no longer desired to breathe the polluted air of the Doom- ed City. At length, matters were arranged and the plan formed for my departure. CHAPTER II If there fled One Argive from the slaughter, be it said Of old Adrastus he hath learned to fly; — We count it death to falter, not to die. Trans. Ancient Poem. pRiDAY evening, the 27th of June, — the day that Judge Terry's trial before the Vigilance Committee commenced, and while the Executive Committee were busily engaged in that gentleman's case, — was the time fixed for my flight from San Francisco. I was to endeavor to make my way home to Philadelphia, by the southern route, through Mex- ico. I did not much like to start on a Friday, inasmuch as it was hangman s or Vigilante day; and I have never been entirely free from superstition. However, as the journey was not properly to commence until the following day, I overcame my scruples, and prepared for the start. My friend called early in the evening to inform me that all was arranged, and the horses, together with a guide who had been provided, (James Dennison, ) and a companion, were in waiting at the Mission Dolores, so that all 1 had to do was to go there, mount, and ride for life. I bid an affectionate farewell to the good and kind lady who had sheltered me, kissed the faithful little "Ariel," who had kept my secret, and, thoroughly disguised, stepped out into the night, and, accompanied by my friend, bent my steps toward the Mission. Having arrived there, and found everything in readiness, I put on my spurs, embraced my 44 46 Narrative of Edward McGowan kind friend, who had been more than a brother to me, — may God reward him, — and mounted the good horse who was to carry me, I trusted, safely from danger. I felt sad, very sad, not only at parting with my true and faithful friend who had been so constant and so kind through- out my many perils, but also at leaving the city of San Francisco. An hour before, I was all anxiety to turn my back upon it forever, but when the time of parting came, involuntarily my mind recurred to the many happy days I had passed there, and the many friends whose cheerful smile and pleasant laugh I was, as I supposed, on that even- ing bidding farewell to forever. 1 kissed my hand to my friend, and, turning my head toward the city, notwithstand- ing the dreadful plague-spot that marred its beauty, I bid it a sorrowful yet affectionate "good night." So soon as the form of my friend had vanished in the darkness, I turned to Dennison, and said to him I could not make up my mind to leave until I had said "good by" to my old friend William Shear, the proprietor of the Nightingale. I was near his hospitable threshold, and I felt as though I was acting meanly to depart without say- ing farewell to an old and tried friend. Dennison at once rode up and called Shear out. He came and shook me warmly by the hand, telling me for God's sake to take care of myself; that the Committee, unless I was very cautious, would certainly hang me. "That is," said I, "if they catch me." He brought me out two bottles of his best old bran- dy, to comfort me, as he said, on the journey. All this while my friend, who I supposed had gone back to town, was within a few yards of me, and, seeing me talking to some one, came back, and was perfectly furious at my te- merity in taking so many chances. While he was upbraid- ing me, I waved my hand to him and Shear, put spurs to my horse, and galloped away. That night we were only to ride to Dennison' s raiicho at Halfmoon Bay, a distance of about twenty-five miles from the Mission, in what is now the county of San Mateo. We had to traverse a rugged mountain road, bad enough in the daytime, but at night, except on the surest-footed beasts, almost impassable. Our object was to keep off the main roads as much as possible, both night and day. However, Narrative of Edward McGowan 47 we got on pretty well till within about three miles of our stopping-place, when my horse, who was quite a colt, and full of spirit, knowing that he was approaching home, start- ed to run, and threw me. I fell very heavily, and was bad- ly hurt. Indeed, I thought for a time that my back must be broken. He did not run far, hov^ever, before the Cali- fornian who accompanied us caught him. I could scarcely walk, my back pained me so dreadfully. I knew, though, what I had to go through in the journey before me, and thinking it too soon to begin to complain, I again mounted with great difficulty, assisted by my companions, and rode on to the house. It was daylight when we reached the end of our ride, and right glad I was to have an opportunity to rest. I went to bed and slept until eleven o'clock, a. m., when I arose, and while I took breakfast Dennison and the Californian — who, by the way, was his brother-in-law — caught the horses that we were to take with us for the journey. This Californian, whose name will figure consid- erably in this narrative, I may as well here describe. His name is Ramon Valencia. He is very dark-complexioned, though his skin is as soft and polished as a woman's. He is of medium stature, very well formed, and has most ex- pressive features, a fine bright and intelligent eye, a great deal of vivacity, and much good sense. He had mar- ried the sister of my friend Dennison, but had lost her un- der most unhappy circumstances. He was very kind-heart- ed, and many a weary mile he beguiled by his agreeable chat in broken English. I can never forget his kindness to me during my weary pilgrimage, and beg now to offer him my thanks and good wishes for his future. Would that it were in my power to return him even one of his many disinterested and generous acts of friendship to me. Dennison selected six of his finest California horses, and in another hour we were in the saddle and had commenced our journey. I felt very sore from my fall of the preceding night, but said nothing about it, determined to bear up un- til I had placed many leagues between myself and danger. Nothing in the way of incident occurred to us during that day' s travel. We followed the Coast Range, always keeping, as far as possible, the trails, and avoiding the main road. After crossing the Santa Cruz line, 1 was struck with the 48 Narrative of Edward McGowan splendor of the scenery. Living so long pent up among the brick-and-mortar walls of San Francisco, I was pre- pared to enjoy with a peculiar zest the loveliness of nature. It was midsummer, and the plains and hillsides were decked in their gayest robes. Flowers of every odor and every hue were shov^^ered lavishly over the landscape; and the sweet breeze that came to our nostrils, laden with their perfume, also brought to our ears the songs of a thousand birds, who, in the recklessness of their joy, seemed to mock my sorrows; and I confess, as I bounded along on my act- ive little horse, drinking to the fill of nature's fresh, deli- cious charms, I forgot that I was a fugitive, and that my path of flight from death lay through all that made life most lovely. The termination of that day's ride was a little Spanish settlement near the coast, called the Pescadei^o, where we found only a few Californians and two or three Americans. It is some twenty-five or thirty miles south of the ranch of my friend Dennison, which we had left in the morning. We arrived there just before dusk, and found quarters with a California widow lady. She was, like all her country- women, a most kind-hearted and estimable soul. There were several houses in the place, but none near hers, and this was our reason for selecting our quarters with her. Dennison and I thought that, in the event of our being pursued, it was as well to cover up our tracks as well as possible, and give rise to as little surmise as we could as to who we were. Accordingly, he told the widow that I was an American priest traveling through southern California for the purpose of visiting the various Missions, and obtain- ing material for a book I was writing concerning their his- tory. At the same time, to guard against accidents, he informed her at once that I could speak no Spanish. Of course the Californian, Ramon, was in the secret. This introduction was sufficient to insure Padre Don Eduardo — as Dennison called me — a good supper, the best bed in the house, and the attention and respect of everybody, great and small, about the premises. I was born and educated in the Roman Catholic Church, and when the old lady and her daughter, who spoke a little English, were making my bed, I made the sign of the cross,^ — not in derision, — far Narrative of Edward McGowan 49 from it. I thanked God for my safe deliverance from my enemies so far, and repeated the prayers of the Church. In the morning, I found a very nice breakfast prepared for me, and, having finished it, we got ready to resume our journey. I asked the widow for my bill, but she replied, Nada, nada, Padre, and seemed astonished that I should suppose any charge would be made to a priest in her house. I managed, however, after a good deal of persuasion, to get her to accept a five- dollar piece. All being in readiness, I bid the old lady good by, and we mounted and com- menced our second day's journey. We were to travel, that day, as far as the city of Santa Cruz, distant forty miles from the Pescadero. We attempted, in pursuance of our invariable plan, to avoid the main road, and started along the sea-beach, but soon found that the road was impracticable. We came to a point ren- dered impassable by the high tide, and were compelled to turn back and follow the public road. We met no one, however, except a nephew of ex-Governor McDougal, who was going to a sheep-ranch near Santa Cruz. He looked very hard at me, and asked me if my name was not Johnstone, and if I did not live at Halfmoon Bay. I knew the gentleman he took me for, and answered "Yes." Thus I passed myself on him for James Johnstone, Esq. , an old friend of mine, and owner of a large tract of land at Halfmoon Bay. He was a mere lad, not over sixteen years of age, and had been on the road, alone, for three days. He asked me if I knew his uncle. Governor John McDou- gal; I replied that I did, and that his uncle George was an old friend of mine. I also told him that I was slightly acquainted with his father. Colonel William McDougal, when he was a member of the state legislature. Poor little fellow ! he little dreamed that the man who knew his peo- ple so well was a fugitive for his life. He traveled with us until we had crossed a small river a few miles this side of Santa Cruz, which we had to swim, and then left us, having arrived at the place of his destination. We con- tinued on toward the city. The ride was, of course, the more tedious to me on account of the soreness which I still felt from my fall. On arriving within about half a mile of the town, Den- c 50 Narrative of Edward McGowan nison proposed that 1 should wait outside while he and Ramon went in to reconnoiter. It was desirable, if possi- ble, to pass Santa Cruz without goiny; through it, the more especially as it was Sunday, and almost everybody from the country was in town. Besides, we had no means of know- ing what reports might have reached there with regard to my flight, nor how the people stood affected as to the Vigi- lance Committee. Accordingly, Ramon furnished me with a fresh horse, and, while he and Dennison rode into town, I fastened him to a fence in a lane near the city, and hid myself in a ditch hard by until they should return. The heat and fatigue of the day had thrown me into a burning fever. There was very little water in the ditch, and a great many cattle about it. Nevertheless, I had to drink every few minutes, notwithstanding I discovered, from the singular taste of the water, that, in the language of Dr. Ollapod, "the cows had been here." Ramon and Denni- son did not return for three hours. At last they came, having ascertained the only feasible route without having to inquire while I was with them. They informed me that it was necessary we should travel some fifteen miles far- ther, in order to get to a suitable stopping-place. Accord- ingly, all sick and sore as 1 was, I again mounted, and we galloped straight through the town without let or hindrance. On the outskirts on the other side, we fell in with one of the brothers Castro, — a family well known in that sec- tion of the state. He was a relative of Ramon, and ap- peared delighted to see him. Dennison told him the old story about my being an American priest unable to speak Spanish, which was, of course, enough to insure me his good will and respect. This Castro sympathized with the Vigilance Committee. His reason for it was that he thought it was a demonstra- tion against the judges and lawyers. He had been sub- jected to many vexatious land suits, as he said, and, besides, disliked "los Yankees, "as he called the Americans. One of them had married one of his daughters, and inveigled him into a speculation of building a grist and saw mill, by which he had lost several thousand dollars. It stood upon the opposite side of the town; indeed, the ditch above men- tioned, in which I was hid, was the mill-race of the estab- Narrative of Edward McGowan 51 lishment. There was not enough water in it to swim a toy boat, much less to turn a wheel for a mill. We soon parted company with this gentleman, and rode on until we reached the hacienda of his brother, distant some fifteen miles from the city of Santa Cruz, where we stopped for the night. This hacienda was, in itself, quite a little village. The mansion, although built of adobes, was unlike the generality of California houses. It has been built since the acquisition of the country by the Americans. It is a large, well-finished two-story house. What particu- larly struck me about it was the ceiling of the upper rooms, which was composed of most beautiful colored wood. There were, in all, some fifty persons about the premises. These were the daughters, sons-in-law, and other rela- tives of the master, together with his dependents, servants, etc. As soon as we entered the house, our host embraced his relative Ramon, and welcomed us very kindly. Our horses were cared for, and after we had partaken of a fine repast, the old gentleman invited us upstairs into a sort of drawing-room or parlor. Here we found a large number of persons of both sexes, who seemed to be gathered there as at a sort of evening party. Our host directed some of his people to play for us, which they did delightfully. It is seldom that one fails to observe about these large haciendas some four or five mu- sicians who play upon instruments for the amusement of the household. It being Sunday night, after nine o'clock the dancing commenced. My friend Dennison, who is a very fine-looking fellow, and perfectly posted in the cus- toms of the country, had brought with him a suitable dress for the occasion, and, being a good dancer, figured very gay- ly in the revels. He spoke the language of the country very fluently, was quite a beau, and apparently a great fa- vorite with the dark-eyed sehoritas. Ramon also took an active part in the festivities, while a son-in-law of my host, who spoke English, and myself entertained each other in conversation. Thus the evening passed off very pleasant- ly. Long before the dancers had begun to flag, I retired for the night to a good bed and sound sleep. While at breakfast the next morning, the old gentleman, through Dennison, who interpreted, asked me a great many 52 Narrative of Edward McGowan questions. We had dropped the character of the priest, and I found that the title of Judge gained for me the respect of all. He asked me, among other things, how old I was. 1 told him forty-three. He replied that 1 must be at least sixty. "Why," said he, "I look younger than you, and I am fifty-five." I should suppose, from his appearance, that that was about his age. He was very large, probably weighing from two hundred to two hundred and twenty-five pounds. I must have looked much older than forty-three, for my beard was quite white, and I had not shaved for six weeks. As there was no necessity, however, for deceiving him with regard to my age, I told him the truth, — that I was forty-three. He said that he had observed the Americans to be like women in this respect, — that they never told their real age. We remained at the hospitable mansion of the old gen- tleman nearly all that day, waiting for one of his sons to get ready, who was to accompany us as far as San Luis Obispo, a distance of two hundred miles. He was going in search of a younger brother, who had wandered away from home in company with some Sonorans. He was the youngest child, and they were anxious to get him. back. Mr. Castro's family are as fine specimens of the old Cali- fornians as one would wish to see. The old gentleman himself, hale, hearty, and robust, with a frank, manly coun- tenance, bespeaking the kindness and benevolence of his heart; his sons, tall, active, and graceful, and withal very intelligent. His wife, a good-natured, amiable, and lively old lady, still retaining the traces of her youthful beauty; while her daughters are possessed of all the bewitching lit- tle graces of mind and body which make the Spanish beauty so irresistible. Long shall I remember the happy hours of respite from sorrow and anxiety which I enjoyed under that hospitable roof, and I here again and again thank them from the bottom of my heart for their kindness to me. At length, young Castro being ready, and having caught four fine horses for his journey, we bade adieu to our kind host and hostess, and in the cool of the afternoon again de- parted on our way. We rode, that evening, some twenty miles, leisurely cantering along the road, driving before us our spare horses, now numbering ten in all. A little after Narrative of Edward McGowan 53 night we stopped at the house of , a Mexi- can, whose name I have forgotten. Here we found toler- able quarters, and were amused by the story of our host's adventures during the war with Mexico. He had been a lieutenant in Santa Anna's army, and, in one of the engage- ments with General Scott's forces, was taken prisoner. His strong resemblance to an Irishman, who had deserted from the American ranks, nearly proved fatal to him. Indeed, he was about to be ordered to be shot, but managed at the last moment to convince the Americans that he was really a Mexican. He lived here on a little ranch of his own, and stated that before the war he had been acting in the capacity of private secretary to one of the governors of California. He was an important witness in many of the land cases then and now pending. We retired for the night, intending to make an early start in the morning, and, if possible, spend our Fourth of July in Santa Barbara, distant three hundred miles. I slept very well and enjoyed my rest, and, after breakfast on the following morning, the first day of July, we left San- ta Cruz County and entered Monterey. We considered that, after passing through San Juan, — a little town in Mon- terey County, — we should be fairly on our journey, and I out of danger; for from that point we would bid adieu to the "white settlements" and enter the hospitable land of the Spaniard. I now began to get accustomed to riding, which at first fatigued me dreadfully. When I started, I was very fat, weighing one hundred and eighty-two pounds, and entirely unused to exercise. Add to this the entire novelty, to me, of our mode of traveling, and it may be imagined that I suffered not a little. I was getting the better of it, however, by this time, notwithstanding I was still very sore from my fall. We started away at a slash- ing pace. It was a lovely morning; our horses felt fresh, and we were in good spirits. There are many beauties in the scenery of Monterey, but I saw nothing that struck me as agreeably as the flowery carpet of Santa Cruz. It was just twenty-seven miles from our point of departure to the Mission of Soledad. This distance we rode at a full gallop, Ramon and young Castro driving the extra horses ahead of us. When we arrived there, some of the people about 54 Narrative of Edward McGowan the place seemed to be very anxious to know who I was; and to their inquiries Dennison repHed with the story of the priest. They were just taking their coffee as we rode up, and invited us to partake, but we decHned, and rode on without making any stay, thus affording me but a poor op- portunity to observe the place. From the hasty view I had of it, however, it appeared like most of the old Missions in the lower country, — considerably gone to decay, yet bear- ing evidences of former wealth, taste, and industry. Some miles farther on, we came to the Mission of San Antonio. There is nothing remarkable about this Mission. The usual amount of dirt was to be seen, and the usual number of la- zy peones and Indians lying listlessly about. Here we stopped about two hours, in order to feed and water our horses, and give them time to rest. After taking some re- freshment ourselves, and washing it down with one or two bottles of bad claret, we again mounted, and continued our journey. We rode until dark, and then, for the first time, prepared to camp out. We had ridden, in all, that day, ninety miles. We pitched our camp near an Indian's hut, and,Jiaving purchased of him a rabbit and a piece of mutton, we cooked and ate our supper, and laid down to sleep. It was a beau- tiful summer night, and I slept as quietly under the stars as ever I did under the canopy of a luxurious bed. Noth- ing disturbed my rest, except a curious dream I had toward morning,^that the Indians had robbed me, and thrown me down a well. At daylight we were astir, and, having eaten our breakfast and saddled the horses, we started at a gal- lop for San Luis Obispo. After we had ridden by the most unfrequented roads several miles, just as the trail we were following turned around the foot of a low hill, we suddenly came upon a band of Sonorans, twenty-five or thirty in number. Ap- parently, they were returning from the mines, and having found water, encamped, and were in the act of cooking part of a beef they had just killed when we came upon them. This was in a very wild and lonely place. I had about my person a large sum of money, and my companions ap- peared somewhat alarmed. Nevertheless, the best policy was to show no fear; so we rode boldly up and asked them Narrative of Edward McGowan 55 where we could get some water. They pointed to a clump of flags or rushes a short distance from their camp. They were all well armed, and he who was apparently their lead- er was a very fine-looking and well-dressed man. Their horses, which were also very fine, were grazing about them unsaddled. We went to the water, and, while there, Den- nison cautioned me not to speak, and, above all, not to dis- mount, saying that they were probably banditti, and, at any rate, had a great aversion to Americans, who sometimes drove their people from the mines. We found the water very bad. It was as white as milk, being strongly impregnated with sulphur; nevertheless, be- ing very thirsty, we dipped some of it up in a tin cup and drank it. As we rode off, my companions bid the Sono- rans good day, and Ramon, to prevent appearance of alarm on our part, carelessly asked them for a piece of their meat, which they gave him, and as soon as we had got a few yards from their camp, we put spurs to our horses and galloped away, very glad to get out of such dubious company. We rode but a few miles before we stopped to feed, water, and change our horses at the Mission of San Miguel. While here, the young horse that Castro was riding was stampeded by some Indians, and three hours were lost in endeavoring to recapture him, but without success. We secured the saddle, which he had thrown off in his flight, and went on without him. Without anything of note oc- curring, we shortly arrived at a large plain or desert, in which was a hot spring. Here we dismounted and took a most refreshing bath. We likewise met here some of Cas- tro' s friends, and he, after conversing with them a little while, determined to go back and again attempt to recover his lost horse, and so parted with us. After two or three hours of brisk riding, we came to the Rancho Santa Margarita, where we again stopped to rest and change. This rancho was once a Mission, but is sadly gone to decay. The old Mission building is inhabited by a California woman, who keeps therein a kind of restaurant and liquor-store. The place, however, in point of stock and extent of land, is said to be one of the most valuable in the state. After resting sufficiently, we again started, and soon com- 56 Narrative of Edward McGowan plctcd the remaining: twelve miles of our journey, v\'hich brought us to the town of San Luis Obispo, making a day's ride, in all, of eighty miles. I remained outside of the town, while Dennison and Ramon went in to reconnoiter and find a place for the horses, taking mine with them, but leaving the saddle with me to avert suspicion. About dark they returned, and, reporting that all was right, we went together into the town, and ordered supper at a sort of hostelry near the old Mission building. While we were seated at the table, a party of Americans entered the room and eyed me very closely. I joined immediately in the conversation of my companions, and, from certain indica- tions, feared that one of the newcomers knew me. After supper, Ramon and I followed him out to see if he would make a demonstration, or if any attempt was on foot to arrest me. He entered a place where a number of Span- iards were playing at billiards, and sat down. I seated myself at once beside him, determined to ascertain whether he really knew me. I now became convinced, though he looked at me very hard, that, if he had ever known me at all, he did not now recognize me, and felt greatly relieved. We applied to a blacksmith to get our horses shod, but on being informed that it would require half of the next day to get it done, we were compelled to postpone it until we should reach Santa Barbara. I did not see much worthy of note in the town, except the old church. There are no fine buildings there, and, after wandering about an hour or two, 1 became sleepy, when, instead of going to the tavern, I entered the corral where the horses were feeding, and, making a bed of the sweat-blankets and my overcoat, with plenty of hay, I laid down and slept soundly. T^his, the second night of my "camping out," was, like the first, marked by a singular dream. I dreamed that 1 was in Sacramento, and that a party of VUr'dantes, headed by Rich- ard N. Berry, were pursuing me, and succeeded in cap- turing me, but that I subsequently escaped. What put Berry's name into my head I cannot imagine, for he never v\'as, that I know of, a member of the Committee. At daylight, we started from San fAiis Obispo, deter- mined, if possible, to reach Santa Barbara that night. Just outside the city, we found a man lying on the road, Narrative of Edward McGowan 57 with a bottle of brandy beside him and his horse quietly standing near. As we approached, he mounted and joined our company. He informed us that he was a blacksmith, and was then building a shop about five miles from town. He said that, the preceding evening, he had been to town on some business, but that while there he had drunk too much, and his bottle proving too heavy for him on his way home, he had fallen asleep on the roadside, while his horse quietly stayed by him all night. After looking intently at me for some time, he told me he thought he knew me. I replied that I thought it likely, determined, if he did know me, to deny my identity, and to face him down that 1 had never heard of an individual of my name. He finally came to the conclusion that he was mistaken, and I thought it probable, inasmuch as he said he never had been in San Francisco. He said he had formerly been sheriff of San Luis County, and spoke to me of many of my acquaint- ances, among them Col. Parker H. French, who had rep- resented the county in the legislature two years before. He soon reached his place of destination, and, taking a parting drink out of the jolly ex-sheriff's bottle, we bid him adieu, and galloped on our journey. After riding between thirty-five and forty miles without drawing rein, we lost our way, and went at least two leagues off of the road. It was a very sultry day, and the fatigue and heat of the ride had again brought on my fever. Ramon, the guide, said the sun would have cooked an egg in our hands if we could have held it. We could abso- lutely see the heat in little waves conforming to the sur- face of the sandy plain. For miles around us, it was one scorching, unbroken series of sand-hillocks, reminding me of what I had read of African deserts. Not a spear of grass, nothing but the shining waves of sand as the wind had shaped them. For hours I had not tasted water, and the heat and my burning fever made them appear days. My tongue be- came thick, my throat parched, and I felt a sensation like choking. Finally, to my great joy, after two hours' search, we again found the road, and about two o'clock, p. M., we arrived at a place, Los Alamos, distant about fifty miles from the town of San Luis Obispo. Here we changed horses, and [51 (•* 58 Narrative of Edward McGowan endeavored to get something to eat, but without success. We got some water, however, which greatly refreshed us, and then rode on over a bad road to the Mission of Santa Inez. Before we arrived there, I quite gave out with fatigue, fever, and thirst, I was two or three miles behind my companions, they having ridden on to encourage me to push my animal. I had neither strength to whip or spur him. As I was lagging along the road, more dead than alive, and suffering dreadfully from fever and thirst, I saw some cattle, that were ahead of me, leave the road, and at once knew they must be going for water. I followed them and found it, but, on attempting to dismount, my suffering was so intense that I fairly fainted by the side of the stream. How long I was in that condition I cannot say, but, on reviving, I found my horse standing beside me. He was very gentle at all times, but then much too tired to stray away. After bathing my wrists and face, I took a drink, which greatly refreshed me, and, again mounting my horse, I went back to the road and traveled on. After going some distance, the road led me to a crossing-place, higher up on the same stream from which I had drunk. Here I found Ramon waiting for me, who informed me that Dennison, fearing something had happened, had ridden back on the road in search of me. After some time he returned, and was furiously angry. I told him what had happened, and he swore like a trooper. I was too much exhausted to answer back. He had gone back six miles in search of me, of course passing me when I was off the road at the water. He told me that he had avoided tell- ing me before a fact which he knew, viz. , that the black- smith to whom we had applied to get our horses shod at San Luis Obispo had once worked in San Francisco for a man named Blaisdell, and had recognized me, and he had been fearful all day that he would get up a party and fol- low us. He told me that he was responsible to my friends in San Francisco for my safety, and so long as that was the case, I must look to him for water or anything else that I wanted. All this was very true and reasonable, but I, also, not being in the best of humors, after a while found strength to quarrel back at him, and we had a regular swearing match, in which I was decidedly wrong, for the Narrative of Edward McGowan 59 poor fellow was responsible for my safety, and was doing all that he could to secure it. After our spat was over, he pointed to a mountain ahead of us, and told me it was Santa Ynez Mountain, and we must cross it that night if the horses could carry us. The quarrel had waked me up, and I had recovered strength. I told him I could cross it if the horse could, and could do any- thing else that he or any other man could do, — poor, weak boaster that I was, — and thus, refreshed with an hour's rest, and water, and wrath, we started to cross the mountain of Santa Ynez, — and what a mountain ! To me, tired as I was, and not accustomed to anything of the sort, it seemed im- possible, in the jaded condition of our horses, to cross that night. Before commencing the ascent, Dennison told me to recall to my mind the worst hill I had ever traveled up, and then add a hundred per cent to it, and I would have some idea of the one before us. I laughed, and told him to jog on. Each of us had to lead a spare horse, but in my exhausted condition I had to relinquish mine before we got half-way over. Dennison then led two. It was quite dark before we reached the summit, up to which point I got on pretty well; but in descending the other side I was less fortunate. I was twice unhorsed, probably from not letting my animal take his own way. Dennison laughed at me, and told me I was worse than an old woman, but presently he got a fall himself, and asked us, while he was picking himself up, if we were going to leave him in that way." I told him he was worse than two old women. Ramon always assisted me, but suffered Dennison to shift for himself. My eye- sight, which is miserable at night, came very near being rendered permanently useless in one eye, by a piece of wood that ran into it. It pained me so much that I thought I must have put it out; fortunately, however, I had not, though the wound was very severe. At length, after stumbling and sliding down the tortuous trail in the darkness, risking, every moment, the necks of both riders and beasts, we reached the plain below, and rode toward the Refugio Ranch, where we arrived about nine o'clock in the evening, having traveled, that day, more than one hundred miles. Here, to our great disappoint- 60 Narrative of Edward McGowan ment, owing to the lateness of the hour, we could get noth- ing to eat or drink. I had not tasted a mouthful since morning, and, weak, sick, and disheartened, I threw myself down in the corral, spurs and all, and slept till daylight. In the morning, it being the Fourth of July, Dennison brought me a bottle of bad brandy, and, after drinking some of it, I rubbed myself with the balance. We then got a good breakfast, which, as may be supposed, we relished exceedingly. After breakfast, we hired fresh horses with which to ride into Santa Barbara, distant but a few miles, and left our own at the ranch to rest. After we had started, Dennison told me that his intention was to remain in Santa Barbara three days, so as to thoroughly recruit the horses, and give ourselves an opportunity to rest and bathe in the hot springs. On reflection, I thought if that was the case, I had better remain at the Refugio. My eye was weeping blood and matter, and paining me very much, and I was otherwise very sick and sore. Besides, the rancho was a more retired place than the town, and there was less chance of my being identified by the sheriff of the county, or any sympathizers with the Vigilance Commit- tee. Dennison agreed with me, and it was arranged that he should send back on the following Monday for me and the horses. Accordingly, we returned to the house to make the arrangements for my stay. He told them that I was sick, and desired to rest there for a few days. This was true, for I was almost worn out. They consented to the arrangement, and Dennison and Ramon rode on to the town. I could notthenspeakorunderstandawordof Spanish, and, considering my condition in other respects, the day bid fair to be a dull Fourth of July to me. Situated as I was, how- ever, I cared little for pleasure of any kind. I was playing the "game of life," and had to keep myself guarded at all points. Pleasures or comforts were secondary considera- tions with me. Mustering all my philosophy, I essayed to revive my drooping spirits by looking about me. At the Rancho Refugio there are three main buildings, all, of course, built of adobes, together with several small out- houses of the same construction. There are, probably, about the place from forty to fifty persons, all related to a well- Narrative of Edward McGowan 61 known and generally respectable family in that county, by the name of Ortega. I became acquainted with many of them afterward, during my long stay in Santa Barbara, which was destined to be much longer than I then antici- pated. Little did I dream, that morning, that I was standing in a county whose boundary I would not again cross until I had roamed for seven months among its mountains, a hunted and despairing man, with scarcely life, and less of hope. Had such a vision crossed my mind, I should not, as I did, have endeavored to shake off my sadness, and enter into some sort of companionship with the people around me. The Refugio is celebrated in the history of California as having, many years ago, been plundered by freebooters. And indeed, on looking around on the countenances of some of its residents and frequenters, I could not help thinking that, like our armies in Mexico, the freebooters had left their mark behind them ; for many of them looked the free- booter still. At one of the houses, they sold villainous brandy for a dollar a bottle, and an old fellow whom they called Do?i Miguel Cota, and who appeared to be a man of some con- sequence among them, had a decided relish for it. Seeing that I was possessed of the means of gratifying his pen- chanty he assiduously cultivated my acquaintance, and we struck up at once such a friendship as could exist when neither of us spoke a word of the other's language. How- ever, we got on tolerably well, and, for want of better employment, I got the old Don as drunk as any patriot on that glorious day could have desired to see him. Without exactly understanding what there was particularly in the day to license unusual excess, he seemed to take it for granted that there must be something very glorious about it, and entered into the patriotism of the occasion with great spirit. Unhappily, however, in getting old Don Miguel drunk, I intoxicated with rage his better half, Senora Cota. She delivered herself of an oration to me, which, judging from the expression of her countenance — by no means beautiful even in repose — and her violent gesticulation, I took to be anything but complimentary. As it was couched, however, in the Spanish tongue, all, save the gesture which accompanied it, was thrown away. That, 62 Narrative of Edward McGowan however, was sufficient, and, like the clown in the circus, I understood her very well, though I did not know what she said. She made me understand this much: that if I had anything to give away, I had much better present it to her, than spend it to purchase brandy with which to fuddle her lord and master. Finally, however, I managed to concili- ate her by giving one of the children a piece of money, and, after a great deal of pretense of not understanding me, I prevailed on her to make me a cup of tea. I was stopping with another branch of the family, who were apparently well off, and lived in the center adobe. Notwithstanding I paid well for all I got, when night came I found my bed made for me outside of the house. They appeared to have certain rules, from which they would not vary. All who belonged to the family, and had rights and privileges about the premises, could sleep within doors, but those who were not of the family, and had no rights in common with them, had to sleep out, notwithstanding there was abundance of room within. The second day of my stay at the ranch, several per- sonages, apparently not belonging to the household, -made their appearance. Among them were two, who, as they will hereafter figure in this narrative, I may as well intro- duce to the reader now. One of them was perhaps thirty- five years of age, of medium size, well formed, of rather dark complexion, and was named Pedro Ortega, and resided at a place called Arroyo Hondo. The other was younger and smaller in stature than his companion, with rather a lighter skin; he was said to be well connected in Santa Barbara, and resided at a ranch known as Las Ct^u- ces. Both of them spoke English very well. Pedro, as well as old Miguel, was very fond of his ^^poco cognac,'' and we very soon struck up an acquaintance. He, as well as his companion, asked me a great many questions con- cerning myself, all of which I answered as I thought proper. I could not help thinking that, in consideration of our short acquaintance, they treated me more like"dovvn- easters" than the descendants of Cortes. I did not then, however, suspect their object. I told them that I was a drover, and was then on my way to Los Angeles to buy horses. They said they would like to sell me a horse, and Narrative of Edward McGowan 63 I replied that on my return I would probably purchase of them. Not long after this, the companion of Pedro told me that Don Miguel had said that I had told him I had five thousand dollars about me. I then began to suspect the character of my gentleman. I knew that he had told me a lie, and took it for granted that he must have some object in it. I asked him how it was possible that Miguel had said I told him so, when he spoke not a word of English nor I of Spanish. This appeared to confuse him, and he was for some time silent. I told him, however, in a very frank way, in order to throw him off the scent, that my money was to come down by the steamer to Santa Barbara; that it would have been too unwieldy to have brought it along the road, and besides, I did not intend to make any purchases until I had reached Los Angeles, but that, on my return, I would probably purchase of him. They appeared very anxious to know how much money I had with me, and Pedro suggested the idea of my loaning him a small sum, only five dollars, and taking an order for it on a gentleman residing near Santa Barbara, whom I knew very well by reputation. The five dollars was a matter of no consequence, but as I suspected it was only a ruse to get a sight at my purse, I politely declined. I bought them, however, as much brandy as they could drink, which was not a little, for they were decidedly good drink- ers, and nothing more was said about the money that day. At dark I retired again to my bed outside the house. CHAPTER III The Fatal Sisters hover round our birth. And dash with bitter dregfs our cup on earth. T'rans. Ancient Poem. I FORGOT to mention in the last chapter that I had received a message from Dennison, that he wanted me to meet him in the town of Santa Barbara on Sunday, the sixth of July, instead of Monday, as had been arranged when we parted. I accordingly had my horses corraled the next morning while at breakfast, and, having hired a young Spaniard to drive the extra ones for me, was soon ready to start. I made signs to the senora to know how much I owed her, to which she replied, with a shrug of her shoulders, ^^dQuien sabef'' and was apparently much pleased when I gave her six dollars. I then mounted, and, accompanied by my guide, started for the city of Santa Barbara. I had now ridden nearly five hundred miles from San P>ancisco, and certainly thought I had a right to congratulate myself on my escape from all peril. As I rode along that lovely morning, excepting bodily fatigue I had no feelings but those of pleasure, and my heart was full of thankfulness to a merciful Providence for my deliverance from my enemies. Visions of future happiness and comfort in the bosom of my family, far away from the harpies from whose perse- cution I was fleeing, flitted through my mind, and I could already hear, in fancy, the welcome of my wife and the prattle of my children. Joy, resentment, the hope of ven- 64 Narrative of Edward McGowan 65 geance, gratitude to my friends, — in short, almost every feeling, by turns, tookpossession of me, except apprehension ; of that I was free. But, alas! how true is it that "Man proposes, but God disposes." How little did I imagine, as I reveled in the sweet freshness of that summer morning, that the heart then so lightly bounding with joy and hope would, ere that summer evening, be crushed and almost pulseless with despair ! But to my story. We cantered gayly along the road, with nothing of interest occurring, except an ineffectual attempt to purchase some brandy for my guide, at a ranch which he told me belonged to Senor Ignacio Oj'tega, till we came in sight of the Dos Pueblos^ the residence of Dr. Nicholas A. Den, an Irish gentleman, who has resided in California a great number of years, and is one of the wealthiest, as well as one of the noblest, men in the state. Of him, to whom I have done myself the honor to dedicate this poor narrative, I shall have more to say hereafter. The guide stopped to have a little chat with an am'igo^ the mayordomo of the establishment, while I rode on, not caring to be identified by any Americans who might be about the place. The guide soon overtook me, and informed me that the Doctor was not at home. I had been introduced to him by an acquaintance, the winter previous, in Sacramento, but at this time, not knowing his feelings in relation to the Committee, (God forgive me for such injustice ! ) I preferred not to meet him. It was seventeen miles farther to the city. We met no one on the road, until within a few miles of our destination. A great many persons were riding about on horseback and in wagons, and seemed to be enjoying themselves very much, apparently not having quite got over the hilarity of the glorious Fourth. I noticed a wagon coming toward me, containing six men, whom, from their appearance, I took to be Irishmen. They eyed me very closely as they passed, which I attributed to the fact that it was not cus- tomary to see a stranger loitering along the road -with six horses. I must have looked very suspicious too : my beard was long and white, and I had a patch over my wounded eye, not giving a very agreeable expression to my coun- tenance. I was sunburnt and travel-stained, and my weapons, too, were in sight. They stopped, and I heard 66 Narrative of Edward McGowan one of them say, "I think he is an old horse-thief." I, at this, rode up to them, not wishing to have a hue and cry raised against me on a false accusation, which might as well have been true, as far as the consequences were con- cerned, if any of the Vigilance Committee were about. One of the party gave me a sign, which I understood, and returned to him. This man ynust have known me. He then said in a low voice, ' I knew you had been there." He asked me to drink some brandy out of a bottle they had with them in the wagon, which I did. He then said to his companions, "He is all right," which I was very glad to hear. They asked me a great many questions, and in reply to one touching my business in that part of the coun- try, I told them the old story about buying horses in Los Angeles. I knew the faces of two of them, but could not remember where I had seen them. One of them told me he thought he had seen me before. I told them that I was acquainted with their senator, the Hon. Pablo De la Guerra, and also with their representative. Gen. Covarrubias. One of them asked me if I knew the General's son Nicolas, to which I replied, "Yes; he is a clerk in the banking house of Palmer, Cook, (^ Co." They appeared satisfied that I was not a horse-thief, and after we had taken some more brandy all round, they drove off. I remained about the outskirts of the town some time, waiting for Dennison and Ramon to come out and meet me, but they did not come. I tried to make my guide understand that I wanted him to go into the city and find them, and tell them that I was waiting for them outside, but he either did not or would not compre- hend me, and I, at length, very foolishly resolved to go at once into the town and find them myself. I rode up to a hotel and restaurant kept by a French- man, and, before I dismounted, saw that I was recognized by one Albert Packard, formerly a shoemaker. He had resided a long time in Santa Barbara, had married a native California lady and turned lawyer. My object in going to this place was to find Dennison, as it appeared to be the only hotel of note in the town, and I thought it most likely I should find him there. Packard was sitting on the porch, and finding I was recognized, I thought it best to put on a bold front; accordingly, I dismounted and took a seat beside Narrative of Edward McGowan 67 him. We entered into conversation, and talked over pretty much all the topics of the day, including the Vigilance Committee, politics, ^*c. He told me that he was in favor of Col, Fremont for the Presidency. I tried very hard to sound him as to his connection or sympathy with the Vigi- lance Committee, but he very adroitly foiled me, and I could not judge from anything he let fall whether he was for them or against them. Fool that I was ! Why did not common sense whisper in my ear that he was engaging me in conversation, merely to give time to the bloodhounds of Santa Barbara to organize and arrest me, and that while I sat there I was perhaps talking my life away.f" I asked him to take a glass of something with me, thinking that a drink might make him communicative, but he replied that he seldom took anything before dinner. I had heard that he was a hunter up of fraudulent land claims, and a stand- ing witness about the Land Commission; I knew that he was a humbug, and a libel on his adopted profession; he had told me that he was a Black Republican, and I might have known that he was a Vigilante. The fellow after- ward wrote a letter to the San Francisco Bulletin, in which he gave an account of this interview, and made it appear that I did not think he recognized me. He knew very well that I knew he recognized me all the time. What his object was in telling so foolish and harmless a lie I do not know. I suppose, however, it was a cheap opportunity to gratify a natural inclination.* * The following letter from Packard apppeared in the San Francisco E'vening Bulletin [July 1 1 th] : — Santa Barbara, July 6, '56. The usual tranquillity of our town has been disturbed to-day by the arrival of McGowan. The gent alighted at the Fonda at about mid- day, from a very tired horse, in company with a Mexican. McGowan straightway entered into a conversation with me, representing himself to be a cattle-drover, and in fact he somewhat resembled one, although I recognized him at once. But as he wished, apparently, to preserve an incognito, of course I did not interfere with his plan, and was very much amused with his views of matters and things in general. I could not help giving him the items of news as to what would proba- bly be the fate of Judge McGowan if he should be taken to San Francisco. This caused him to give certain spasmodic jerks not very peculiar to cattle-drovers in general. He privately assured me 68 Narrative of Edward McGowan While we were conversing, a large-sized, well-dressed man approached, and, after regarding me intently for a moment, walked away. I asked Packard who he was, and he informed me that his name was George Parkinson, and that he had been, until recently, employed in the light- house at Point Conception. Packard expressed his sur- prise that I did not know him; I told him I had no recol- lection of ever having seen him before, and it was the truth. It was evident, however, that he doubted my state- ment. In a few moments, three other persons approached and looked at me very closely. One of them I had known for a long time. His name was A. F. Hinchman; he had called himself a lawyer in San Francisco in 1850, and had tried several cases before me when I held court in the old Plaza building. He was there only a short time, how- ever; for so soon as men who were really lawyers began to be numerous in San Francisco, he found his level and migrated to Santa Barbara, which county he represented in the assembly in the year 1852, and there distinguished himself by being the only member of the house who voted in favor of considering a foolish and somewhat insolent negro petition. He had married a native California lady, in order, it is said, to get a comfortable livelihood. He gave me a nod as he approached, but I did not return it, not being sure that he recognized me in the dress I wore. I was afraid of him, for his antecedents were such as to entitle him to full membership with the "purest and best," and I felt quite certain that he at least sympathized with them. Besides, he was opposed to me politically, and I had by this time come to the conclusion that politics had that the great Democratic party would right all the trouble in San Francisco, and in the course of a few months all things would be in their old position. He allowed that Howard made a blunder in taking to the stump through the country. He was recognized by several people while he was conversing with me, and he appeared to be very nervous and uneasy. He complained bitterly about the hard- ships he had experienced since he had left San Francisco, — that the whisky was very bad on the road. The beds at ranches he voted as great nuisances, and said that the people would hardly be worth selling in Georgia. In fact, the old scamp appeared to be completely used up in both mind and body. Narrative of Edward McGowan 69 much to do with the crusade against me. Of the two others, Packard told me that the larger one was Russell Heath, Esq., the sheriff of the county. I afterward learned that these fellows had instigated this gentleman to arrest me and hand me over to the Committee. The smaller one was a red-headed, sneaking-looking cur named Harvey Benjamin Blake, a mischief-making, nose- poking busybody, who had earned for himself, by his pe- culiar gifts, the sobriquet of Cochi Gueri ' ' or white pig. I at once identified him as the former sweeper out of Ever- ett' s hatter's shop in Clay Street, San Francisco. He, too, had, in some unaccountable manner, made himself accept- able to a wealthy California lady, and is now one of the so-called merchant princes of the state. He was a tool and sympathizer of the Vigilance Committee, and he and Hinchman were partners in the firm of Burton, Blake, and Hinchman. The principal of the firm, Mr. Lewis Burton, is said to be a gentleman. It must be admitted, however, that he has the misfortune to be in horribly suspicious company. Strange to say, I did not even yet suspect that anything was wrong, and when they went away without making any attempt to arrest me, I attributed their close scrutiny of me to a mere curiosity to see the "ubiquitous Ned," as the papers called me. I did not then know that they had been apprised of my coming, and were raising a larger party preparatory to making a demonstration. Gallant heroes ! Four stalwart men did not dare to attempt the arrest of one old man, broken down by a ride of five hundred miles, and scarcely able to walk ! I afterwards learned that one Doctor S. B. Brinkerhoff, one of the "purifiers," had asked the Hon. Pablo De la Guerra if he could identify me. He told him that he could, if I was in the city, but he did not think I was there, not having seen me. The fact was, that, being under indictment for murder, I did not choose to call on any of my friends and run the risk of compromising them, but was only desi- rous of getting on to Mexico, and would have continued on my journey at once if I had only been able to find Denni- son and Ramon. When the above-mentioned parties had left, Packard 70 Narrative of Edward McGowan stepped into the house to dinner. I entered also, and was at once recognized by Capt. Bache of the Coast Survey, who was attached to the surveying schooner then lying in the harbor. He looked at me and smiled. I inquired for the room occupied by Dennison and Ramon. It was shown me, and I threw myself on the bed, and, notwithstanding I did not feel altogether easy, could scarcely keep awake. I fell into several "cat-naps," but suddenly something with- in me told me not to sleep. A sudden presentiment of dan- gertookpossession of me, and I became thoroughly alarmed. I rapidly ran over in my mind the conversation with Pack- ard, and recalled the looks of the men who had stared at me so on the porch, and was thunderstruck at my stupidity in not having suspected my danger before. Wondering why Dennison did not come to me, — for he must have heard of my arrival, — I took my knife and one of my pistols and laid them on the bed beside me. Pres- ently I saw a man enter and fasten, on the inside, the door that led into the street. I grasped my pistol, determined, if he attempted to molest me, to shoot him. I said to him. What are you doing .f* ' ' Said he, ' ' They are going to^arrest you." "For what.?" said I. He replied, "Jem" — mean- ing Dennison — "has told me all." I asked him where Den- nison was, stating that I had been an hour and a half in town, and he had not come near me. He replied, "He will be here soon." I now recognized in my companion the large, well-dressed man I had observed on the porch. He told me his name was George Parkinson; that he was formerly a partner of James Cusick, one of the expatriated, and that he would befriend me. He was an Irishman, and I thought I could trust him. In a moment more Dennison entered. "Come," said he; "there is no time to lose." Parkinson took one of my derringer pistols out of my belt, saying that we would go to his room, where he would give me another six-shooter, and we stepped into the street. The place was by this time alive with people running to and fro. We walked about two hundred yards before we reach- ed the place for which we had started, and I noticed with gloomy forebodings that I was the object on which all eyes were turned. We found the door of our place of refuge 72 Nan-ative of Edward McGowan closed ! I heard shouts in the distance, and despair began gradually to steal over me. At this moment, when I was about giving up all for lost, a horseman came dashing toward us at full speed, mounted on a magnificent animal beautifully caparisoned. He reined up in front of us, and, springing to the ground, said to those who were with me, "The party is made, and the hunt is up for ^/w," pointing to me. I recognized the speaker at once. It was Jack Power. Bandit and Destroying Angel though he may be, he was my guardian angel then, and may Heaven, which sent him to my succor, be merciful to him in his hour of need. I had seen him in San Francisco in 1849, and he recognized me at once, "judge," said he, "there is no time to be lost. Will you trust yourself to me \ I will protect you as far as I am able." Parkinson and Dennison did not want me to leave them, but I knew Power's desperate courage well, and would have chosen him out of the whole state for a partner in a hopeless fight. Something prompted me to at once assent to his proposal, and I did so. In an instant we were gone, leaving my companions standing in the street, and in less than three fuinutes Dennison was arrested, but I had van- ished. Jack ran with me about twenty yards up a street at right angles with the one in which he found us, passed me through the window of a house, rolled me up in about forty yards of carpeting he found lying on the fioor, told the woman of the house, in Spanish, what he had done, cau- tioning her to say nothing, and then rushed out and joined in the pursuit after me, louder than the loudest, while the woman quietly took her seat in the doorway and com- menced to sing. It was all done in less time than it has taken me to tell it. I had, in an instant, as it were, been snatched from certain death ! The pack was now in full cry, and, as I lay in the car- pet, how wildly my heart beat as I heard them approach nearer and nearer, and how sweetly hope would whisper to me as the noise of the hunt receded ! As I afterward learned, there were at least one hundred men in the pur- suit, some mounted and some on foot, armed with guns, pistols, and swords. All the idlers, loafers, and scum of Santa Barbara had joined in the "hue and cry." But an instant, Narrative of Edward McGowan 73 and they thought their hands were on me; in another, I had vanished Hke a dream, and none, save two, in all that city, could say where. They could not realize, when they picked up my coat and waistcoat, which, a moment before, I had dropped in my flight, that I was not in them. The din was terrible; the tramping of hoofs and yells of the mob as the chase swept, pell-mell, up one street and down another, the men shouting, and the women (naturally prone to the side of the weak) bespattering them with most unsavory epithets whose bitterness can only be expressed in the Spanish tongue, now roaring past the very house in which I was lying, now dying away in the distance, — all contributed to make up the most fiendish and unearthly howl that ever had rung in my ears. And there I lay with palpitating heart. They ransacked Santa Barbara, but came not to me. Jack Power was leading them ! At length, as I afterward learned, the Hon. Pablo De la Guerra, whose inherent chivalry of nature could not per- mit him to sympathize with such fierce persecution of an old man not yet proven to be guilty of crime, fearing that, if this hot pursuit was continued much longer, I must be cap- tured and delivered up to the mercies of a ruthless mob, started the report that a man had been seen running into the tides adjoining the garden of his house, and that I was probably the fugitive. The bloodhounds, biting at once at the bait, surrounded the house and grounds, and set fire to the tules, the Sheriff of the county fiimself applying the torch.* Some one expostulated with the Sheriff, pointing ♦McGowAN AT Santa Barbara — Attempt to Burn Him out OF A Swamp — Great Excitement. — By a gentleman who arrived yesterday from Santa Barbara, we have been told all about the at- tempted capture of Edward McGowan. It appears that on Sunday morning, the 6th instant, a stranger appeared in the town of Santa Barbara, and was seen talking for a long time with Mr. Packard, a person well known in the city. At length the two were passed by Mr. Blake, who at once recognized in the stranger none other than the notorious McGowan. A short time afterwards, Ned went to the hotel and approached Maj. Bache, of the Coast Survey, who was eating at the table. The Major immediately knew the visitor, and Ned smiled as he neared Mr. Bache's seat, and withdrew. By this time everybody had heard that the runaway was in the place, and application was made to the Sheriff that he might [6] D 74 Nar7'ative of Edward McGowan out to him, that, if I was really in there, now that the tules were surrounded, I could not escape, and by firing it he ex- posed me to the horrible death of being burned alive. The expostulation was of no avail, however: he did not stay his hand. At least two hundred persons rushed into the garden to see my burned and blackened corpse taken from the fire, and more than one of them doubtless anxious to rob it. I had forgotten to mention that the miserable reptile called the "white pig" had circulated, in order to whet the fangs of my pursuers, the ridiculous story that the Vigilance Committee had offered ten thousand dollars for my body, dead or alive, the Governor five thousand, and that I had five thousand about my person. The mob, in their anxiety to capture me, had done immense damage to Don Pablo's garden, breaking down fruit-trees and trampling the flowers underfoot, and, indeed, at one time the premises of my friend were likely to be destroyed by fire. Finally, becoming convinced that they had been on the wrong scent, and reluctandy coming to the conclusion that I had got be arrested. But, while this officer was satisfying- himself that there really was an indictment against McGowan for murder in San Fran- cisco, Ned's friends became alarmed, and ran him off to the fastnesses of a swamp. The Sheriff collected a posse and started in pursuit; but, it being near night, it was not possible to enter the swamp to make search with any prospect of success, so he spread his posse around and set fire to the tules. Meanwhile the darkness approached, and the search was given over. It was now ascertained that the fugitive had been accompanied to the place by two men, one a Californian, and the other an American named "Jim Dennison," who had acted as guides either from the Mission of San Jose or Dolores. Dennison, who is a butcher, and has a ranch at Halfmoon Bay, stated that he was on his way to San Diego to buy horses for the Governor. ( ? ) The two were arrested, and were being examined amidst great excitement as our informant left; and about twenty Californians were started to scour the country for the so long invisible Ned. Is it possible that the scamp has been out here this while or at the Mission of Dolores, and read and heard all that has been said about him ? The three were, according to Dennison's own statement, five days in reaching- Santa Barbara, and McGowan was so much wearied by the journey that they were forced to stop for a time at a ranch twenty-five miles north of Santa Barbara to recruit muscle. — Alta^ July 10th. Nai'rative of Edward McGowan 75 clear away from the town, they slunk back to their kennels, followed by a parting malediction from the women.* All this time, I, of course, was ignorant of what was going on, and from the glare and smoke which I could see in the sky through the breathing-aperture of my carpet, I thought the town was on fire. I lay still, though, preferring to be scorched a little, and even burned, rather than fall into the hands of that cruel mob. I had also been represented to them, by the "white pig, " as a desperado, a perfect demon ; they only hunted me in fifties and hundreds; and, I doubt not, had they seen me, death would have been my portion on the instant. It sometimes seems to me unaccountable how such bitter malignity could have been so suddenly engendered in the hearts of men whom I had never wronged or injured; but the whole history of our race shows that a taste for cruelty, and a delight in the misery of others, are moral diseases, easily contracted by minds not naturally ferocious, and, when once acquired, are as strong if not stronger than any of the propensities with which we are born. I cannot say that I forgive that "white pig'-' and his *The following- letter appeared in the Bulletin of July 10th: — Santa Barbara, June 6, 1856. Editor Bulletin: — Thinking a few items of intelligence from this remote quarter might not he uninteresting, I avail myself of the departure of the steamer to-morrow to drop you a few lines. Well, sir, who do you suppose honored this little town to-day with his presence? No less a personage than the "noble-hearted, gener- ous, and brave" (see a certain senator's speech in the last legislature) Neu McGovvan ! He arrived in this place early this morning. The rascal had the impudence to put up at the best hotel in the place, and ordered dinner. He was recognized by three or four gentlemen who had known him, in times gone by, in San Francisco. Information was given to the Sheriff, who, after an unaccountable hesitation, sum- moned a posse and proceeded to the hotel, at which place his (the Sheriff's) informer had left McGowan but twenty-five minutes before. On his arrival at the hotel, he found the bird had fiown, under the protection of some two or three notorious individuals who are at the head and front of all the disturbances in our otherwise quiet little city. Diligent search was made all the afternoon, and a large patch of "tules," where it was supposed he had secreted himself, set fire to; but all in vain. So we returned, very much disheartened at our failure. 76 Narrative of Edward McGowan associates their murderous persecution of me ; that, of course, I will never do. But I will freely say, that I rejoice from the bottom of my heart, on their account, that they have escaped the frightful responsibility to which they would have been held at the judgment-bar of the Almighty if on that day their myrmidons had found me. But to return to my story. It was one of the hottest days I ever experienced. The heat of the carpet and the excitement nearly killed me. I was tormented, too, by myriads of fleas, of which the carpet was full. I lay still, however, for I considered that to move was death. After I had lain there about an hour and a half, I heard footsteps in the room, and presently Jack's voice. I implored him in mercy to give me some brandy and water, for I was nearly fainting with suffocation. He replied, "Lie still, or directly you won't have a throat to drink with!" and immediately passed out again. I suffered on for another hour and a half, and by that time it was quite dark. The woman of the house lit a candle, and commenced washing her chil- dren and putting them to bed. Presently I heard voices at the door, and could distinguish that of Power speaking in English. A party wanted to enter the house and search it. My protector told them there was no one there, and it was of no use to disturb the children. They said they had searched every other house without opposition, and they did not intend to make an exception of this. I now thought that my time was come, and, slipping out of the carpet, I silently cocked my pistol, grasped my knife, and, making a short prayer to Heaven, stationed myself just inside the door-post, within two feet of the man who was asking admit- tance, determined to sell my life as dearly as possible. Pow- er, however, as Providence would have it, managed to make such resistance to their entrance that they finally walked away. I had forgotten that there was an open window behind me, and, as there was a light burning in the room., they had only to turn the corner of the house to see me standing against the door-post. The instant they had turned from Jack, he turned his face to me and whispered, "Under, for your life!" I dropped, and crawled under the bed, and in the same moment they passed the open window. I again Narrative of Edward McGowan 11 begged for water, and he pushed to me with his foot the basin in which the children had been washed, and I plunged my face into it and drank it all, and never in my life before did I taste so refreshing a draft as that filthy water was to me. As soon as the footsteps of my pursuers had died away. Jack assisted me to get out of the window, and, getting out after me, ran with me some thirty yards and laid me down on my face in a sort of garden, telling me that when the moon went down he would come and take me to a place of safety. When he left me, it was about half-past eight o'clock, and the moon was then two hours high. The town of Santa Barbara had gone back to its wonted quiet, and the excitement of the day had been forgotten in the gen- eral conviction that I had managed to escape from the trap into vs^hich I had that morning entered. Music and dan- cing were going on, and all the world seemed happy but me. There I lay, with trembling limbs and beating heart, almost unmanned. My escape from death seemed to me a dream which I could not realize, because I dare not believe that I would ultimately be spared from the dread- ful perils that surrounded me. And who shall describe the agony I underwent in that long, lonely w^atch .'' He who has not stood, as it were, in the full flush of life and gazed into his tomb; he who has not felt that a breath, a shadow, the cracking of a twig, might open to his burning eye the mystery of his here- after, — can form no idea, from mortal pen, of the weird phantoms that peopled those two dreadful hours ! It was a heavenly night. A cool breeze played gently round my throbbing temples, but it brought no balm to me. I could only feel in its freshness the icy hand of death, and mistook its fragrance for the odor of the charnel-house. Flowers were springing round me, but, as they waved in the pale moonlight, I only saw funeral-plumes. A little stream was trickling near me, and its gurgling ripple broke like a death-rattle on my ear. I heard the guitar and tambourine in the distance, and, as the sighing night-wind brought them down to me accompanied with light-hearted beauty's laugh, I only heard a death-wail and a dirge. All around me spoke of death. So fearfully had my mind 78 Narrative of Edward McGowan been wrought upon by the horrors of that day, that I really was^ in fancy, on the confines of the spirit-land, and, as is always the case when the spirit either is or fancies itself about to wing its flight from earth, the phantoms of the dim past floated before me as vividly as if but yesterday I had passed them on the stream of Time, instead of years and years ago. I saw my poor old mother (who died during this persecution of me) as I had seen her in my childhood; and so startlingly distinct was the vision, that but a day appeared to fill the gap which years had made. Wife, children, brothers, sisters, and all my kindred, and long-buried friends of other days, passed in bright review before me; and as the clear, cold moon looked down into my very heart, every action, good or evil, of my past life seemed to be searched out from the rubbish-closets of mem- ory, and held up before me as vividly as though each one was but the event of yesterday. And as I watched that weary moon sink gradually to its setting, — that moon whose light had often seemed to me, in youth, so lovely, but for whose waning now my throbbing heart so longed, — I could look it bravely in the face and declare to the Being. who placed it there, by all my youthful joys that moon had wit- nessed, and by the agony of soul which its departure would take from me that night, that I was, in heart and in deed, innocent of the crime for which I was persecuted. At length that dreadful watch was over. The moon had sunk below the horizon, and, under the pall of darkness which its setting left, I thanked a merciful God that he had guided no enemy to my place of concealment. It was not long before I heard footsteps, and presently Power appeared, accompanied by two Spaniards. He told me, in a whisper, that, for the present, they would take me to a hiding-place, and then, for a consideration in money, which I there agreed to pay them, they were to return for me at three o'clock in the morning and conduct me to a place of safety. I grasped Power by the hand, and went with the Spaniards. They conducted me to a long, low adobe building with a balcony in front of it, on the outskirts of the town, and there left me, promising to return, as had been agreed upon, at three o'clock. Not long after they had gone, I was joined by two others. They entered the Narrative of Edward McGowan house apparently as though they had a right there, and, indeed, the place looked as though it might be their den. It was a villainous-looking hole, and if ever robber and assassin was written on the human countenance, it was written on the faces of these two men. They had a lamp with them, and by its light I saw that one of them had been drinking. They had apparently been informed of my being there, and, after scrutinizing me very closely, endeav- ored to enter into conversation with me. I could only reply to their questions by signs, and here and there a word of broken Spanish. One of them at length espied a very pretty scarf about my neck (it was about the only piece of decent apparel I had left, and was the gift of a lady), and, taking hold of it, jerked it from me, saying, 'V" V. no quiere presente me estef* It was useless to remonstrate with the scoundrel for such a trifle, and of course I let him keep it. He then made me understand that he wanted to know if I was armed, whereupon I showed him that I was. He then wanted to know where my money was, and I told him that my amigo had it. He next proposed to exchange coats with me. Mine was a policeman's uniform, buttoned up in front. He gave me to understand that his old coat, which was in rags, was a much better disguise for me. I would have given the rascal the coat rather than had a noisy dif- ficulty with him just then, but in the breast pocket of it I had a purse of gold, which I was determined he should not see, and, of course, to exchange coats without taking it out was out of the question. After considerable palaver, he said to me, 'V V. no quiere presente me uno pesof^ I took out a handkerchief in which I had some silver and a few gold pieces tied up for my current expenses, — as I did not care to exhibit my purse on all occasions, — and handed him a dollar. He let it fall on the floor, either by accident or design, and did not stoop to pick it up, saying, Yo no quiere para plata^ pero mucho para oro. "J I gave him a two-dollar-and-a-half piece, and then made him pick up the •Don't you wish to present this to me ? t Don't you wish to g^ive me a doll; + I don't want silver; I want g^old. lar f 80 Narrative of Edward McGowan dollar, bein^ fearful that, if 1 did it myself, he would stab me as I stooped, either in the back or neck, and then rob me. He at first refused to do it, but, bein^ determined to be trifled with no longer by the scoundrel, I covered him with my pistol and made him pick it up. I then gave him to understand that 1 wanted no more to say to him, and, making him take what few old clothes he had hanging on a line in the building, I drove him into another room and fastened the door. This fellow doubtless thought I was a robber or high- wayman like himself, and that the object of that day's pur- suit of me had been to deliver me up to justice for offenses in that line; consequently that 1 was a legitimate subject to demand toll from, in the way of "hush-money." Indeed, I am not astonished that the wretch should have taken that idea into his head, for the Santa Barbara mob had been taught to regard me as the fiend incarnate, guilty of every crime in the decalogue, and, instigated by the hope of reward, had pursued me on "general principles," utterly ignorant of the real object of my persecutors. It was now getting quite cold, and I sat myself down on the earth floor of the house, anxiously awaiting the coming of the Spaniard whom Power vi^as to send to conduct me out of danger. Their signal was to be three raps at a back window. Three o'clock came, as nearly as I could judge, and yet no one rapped. I still anxiously waited, thinking that per- haps something had occurred to change Jack's plan, and that I should shortly hear from him. At length day began to break, and I could see, through a crack in the window- shutter, that it was very foggy. I now made up my mind to remain no longer where I was. From the treatment I had received since entering the house, I knew that I was in bad hands, and feared that if I waited there during the coming day, the villains would betray me for money. 1 also knew that the steamer from San Diego would pass up that day, and was, of course, aware that, if captured, I should at once be sent to San Francisco and delivered over to the Vigilance Committee. I considered, therefore, that I ought, by all means, to get into the mountains at once, and remain there at least until after the steamer had passed up, even Narrative of Edward McGowan 81 if I then had to return to the town. By that means my friends would have time to sue out a habeas corpus^ as it would take at least a week or ten days to send down after me, which I knew would be done, now that they had got on my true track. They had been egregiously humbugged by all the other reports my friend had started as to my whereabouts, and having spent many thousands of dollars in various "wild-goose chases," I supposed that they felt sufficiently sore to be very anxious to lay hands upon me. Accordingly, I went to the window and endeavored to open it, but found that I had not sufficient strength to do so. I then went into the apartment where the two Spaniards were sleeping, and my entrance awakened one of them. The one, however, who had attempted to rob me had not yet slept off the fumes of his drunkenness, and I, of course, took no pains to awaken him. I made the other one understand that I could not open my window, and wanted his assistance. He came and opened it for me, and I waited till he had gone back to his bed, and then I got out. I threw my boots out before me, and it was with the utmost difficulty that I could follow them. I was so stiff and sore that I could scarcely vs'alk. It was now daybreak, and I could hear the musical bells of the Catholic church chiming for matins. The fog was so dense that I could not see twenty yards before me. I did not know the direction of the mountains, and was compelled to strike out at "haphazard. " Presently I found myself getting into soft clay, and saw, looming through the fog, the binnacle-lightof the surveying-schooner, which was anchored abreast of the town. I knew from this that I was getting onto the beach, and fearing that if I continued along it my footprints would lead to my capture, I at once turned and groped in the opposite direction. After walking some time, 1 reached the foot of the Coast Range, to the eastward of the city, and commenced ascending it.* After I had gone * Ned McGowan at Santa Barbara — The People in Pur- suit — Expected Apprehension. — We are indebted to the purser of the steamer Sea Bird, which arrived here this forenoon from the southern coast, for tlie following^ important and interesting- informa- tion in regard to the notorious Ned McGowan. Ned had been track- ed at hist. We trust that by the next arrival from Santa Barbara the 82 Narrative of Edward McGowan up some distance, I ensconced myself in some thick furze, determined, before proceeding farther, to take some rest. The sun was now fully up, and as the mists melted before his rays, it bid fair to be a beautiful day. As I sat looking down from my eminence, my eye fell on the cross on the little Catholic church at the lower end of the town, and I was reminded of a religious duty too often neglected by me in bygone days of comfort and luxury. I had been instructed by my poor mother in the religion of the Church, and, falling on my knees, I made the sign of the cross and thanked God for his merciful kindness. scoundrel will be broug-ht hither to meet the fate he so richly deserves, and which his companion in guilt, Casey, has already suffered. The purser's memorandum says: — "Great excitement was created at Santa Barbara by the arrival there of Ned McGoivan, who made his appearance last Sunday, the 6th of July. Upon being recognized, which he immediately was, Ned took to the mountains in the vicinity, closely pursued by the citizens, but, up to the time of the steamer sailing (the 7th), no clew has been found of him. The people, however, were in hopes of tak- ing him before evening. Mr. Russell Heath, Sheriff of Santa Bar- bara, had arrested a California boy and an American who accqmpa- nied McGowan from Santa Cruz to Santa Barbara. They stated that McGowan left San Francisco about the 23d or 25th of June, and they joined him at Santa Cruz, he representing to them that he was a cattle dealer, and on his way to San Diego to buy cat- tle. They arrived at the Rancho de Refugio, about twenty-seven miles from Santa Barbara, on the morning of the 4th of July. Mc- Gowan was then so exhausted that he could proceed no farther, and had to go into Santa Barbara, where he arrived on the morning of the 6th. He was immediately recognized by those who knew him. Upon hearing of this, McGowan left his horse and took for the moun- tains, followed by the citizens. The majority of the people think he is secreted within the town of Santa Barbara, as there are many seek- ing to aid him in his escape. ["] — Bulletin^ July 9th. CHAPTER IV Creation slumbered in the cloudless light. And noon was silent as the depth of night. O what a throng of rushing thoughts oppressed. In that vast solitude, his anxious breast! Moore. I HAD remained for two or three hours where I had halted on the mountain-side, looking out on the vast ocean glittering like a burnished mirror beneath the rays of the morning sun, and down on the city of Santa Barbara, which lay like a little social pebble on its sounding shore, thanking Heaven for my recent escape, and revolving in my mind plans for my future action. By that time I be- came materially rested, and mustered strength to penetrate the mountain wild still farther, deeming it to be but pru- dent to place a little more distance between myself and my pursuers, and accordingly commenced a farther ascent. After proceeding some distance, I came to a very precipi- tous "bench" overgrown with a thick and impenetrable chaparral.'' Into this I cut my way with my knife until I came to some rocks that afforded shade, and near by I found some water. Here I halted, and remained behind the rocks the entire day without seeing a living creature of any sort. Strange to say, either from extreme excitement or some other cause, I felt no hunger, although the last meal I had eaten was my breakfast on the preceding morn- ing at the Ranch de Refugio. I drank a great deal of the water, however, for I still suffered from fever. Before reaching this spot, I had thrown away my flannel under- 83 Nm-rative of Edward McGowan 85 clothes, owing to the excessive heat, but toward evening it became quite cool, and I discovered I had done a very foolish thing. I had lost my overcoat and waistcoat the previous day, as before mentioned, and suffered greatly for the want of them. I may as w^ell here state that in the pocket of the overcoat were all my papers of a private nature, but, fortunately, they fell into the hands of Don An- tonio Maria De la Guerra, mayor of Santa Barbara, and brother of the present senator, through whose kindness they have been restored to me. Among these papers were letters to the different Missions in lower California and Mexico, stating that I was a good Catholic, and not travel- ing through those countries on any political errand. This, as I afterward learned, was told to the good Bishop Amat, and he sent messages to the various Missions, instructing them to give me shelter if I visited them. He also had mass said for me. Had I known all this at the time, I would have been spared the painful pilgrimage I was then about entering upon. I should have at once sought an asylum at one of the Missions, and been safe. When it was quite dark, I prepared to come down from the mountain and sleep in the plain, being afraid of the bears, in which the country abounds. I got into a canon in which was an aqueduct built of stone. It is many miles in length, and supplies the Mission of Santa Barbara, which is distant a few miles from the city, with water for irrigation and other purposes. I followed the course of this aqueduft till it brought me near to the old Mission church and buildings, finding no safe place to sleep im- mediately about them, I at length got into an oat-field in which the straw had been cut and stacked up. Here I made a very comfortable bed, and slept soundly till just before day, when I heard a man driving some cattle into the field. I remained quiet till he went away, and then got up and again ascended the mountain back of the church. As may be supposed, by this time I had become quite hun- gry. I saw some fish swimming in a kind of basin in the watercourse, and thought I would try to catch some of them and eat them raw. I cut some holes in the crown of my hat, so as to make a kind of net of it, and then, fasten- ing it to a pole, endeavored to get some of them; but, either 86 Narrative of Edward McGowan I was too unskillful a fisherman or fate had determined I should not succeed. After trying a long time in vain, I was compelled to give it up and remain hungry. I contin- ued up the canon a mile or two, keeping all the time in the watercourse and walkuig barefooted. Still having fever, I drank every half-hour. I endeavored to cross the moun- tain, thinking that I might find some friendly ranch in the plain on the other side, but, after I had traveled till I could advance no farther even in the watercourse, I was obliged to give it up, and sat down to rest. I have since been informed that, in endeavoring to cross that mountain, I was undertaking an impossibility, it never having been crossed at that point. I remained there in solitude the entire day, and at night again descended to the Mission, and slept in the same oat-field, without interruption, till day. When I awoke, I found myself suffering intensely from hunger. I had now been three days without eating, and was perfectly ravenous. I determined to go to the first rancho I could find and ask for food, concluding that I might as well be captured and killed as starved to death. Accordingly, 1 got out into the road, and walked on without knowing which direction I was going. Presently I came to a house. I should judge it was then about seven o'clock in the morning. A young man was standing in the door, whom, from his appearance, I took to be an American, but, on accosting him, I discovered that he could not speak English. I then addressed an old woman, who appeared to be his mother, but with no better success. I managed, however, to make her understand that I was hungry, and showed her a five-franc piece. Her breakfast was nearly ready, and she soon invited me to sit down and fall to, which I did with a will. After breakfast, I got the old lady to give me some beef, hard bread, and a bottle of milk, for which I paid her three dollars. As no one spoke English about the premises, I thought there was no fear of my being betrayed by them to my enemies, and contin- ued my walk along the road. 1 had got my head so "turned round" on the mountain, that I did not know the direction of the city of Santa Barbara, till suddenly, to my horror, I came right upon it. As soon as I espied it, I turned and ran off the road about a mile, when I came to Narrative of Edward McGowan 87 a small canon filled with very thick bushes. Into these I crept, and lay there all day without molestation. And bet- ter need I had to be well concealed than I was then aware of; for it turned out that the woman at whose house I breakfasted was a Mrs. Robbins,*and, though a native her- self, the widow of one Captain Robbins, an American, and, moreover, she was the mother-in-law of none other than Harvey Benjamin Blake, alias the "white pig," who had instigated the Santa Barbara mob to hunt me so savagely two days before. He was in the habit of almost daily vis- iting his mother-in-law, and, as I afterward ascertained, did actually, on that day, pay her a visit, and was telling her about the hunt of the preceding Sunday, when she informed him that I had breakfasted with her that morning. At this "the pig" became almost frantic. He mounted his horse and rode back to town, where he communicated his news, and, getting up another party, they gave me another hunt. All the while, however, I, unconscious of what was going on, lay safely ensconced in the bushes, and their search was fruitless. As soon as night came on, I watched the moon and stars to ascertain v^hich way I should go to get north of the city of Santa Barbara. I had determined to abandon my pro- ject of going to Mexico, and to return toward San Francisco, knowing that I should be more rigorously pursued in lower California than elsewhere, t I thought that I was south of *The Chase after McGowan. — By the extract from the Santa Barbara Gazette on the outside page, it will be seen that McGowan had disappeared from Santa Barbara, and that a sheriff's posse was after him. Another posse is also on his track, and it is not proba- ble he will escape. McGowan left Santa Barbara on the 6th instant, and on the 17th he was seen a short distance from town, where he paid a dollar for a glass of water, and the next day, at the ranch of Mrs. Robbins, about two miles from town, he paid three dollars for his dinner. At this time he had no hat on, and was badly scorched and blistered with the sun. It is said that he had $900 on his person, and in roaming about that section of country it is not improbable that he may be murdered for his money. Indeed, there was a report in Santa Barbara that he had been murdered, although passengers from there by the Sea Bird say there was nothing to confirm the report. — Alta California, July 20. Los Angeles, July 16th, 1856. t Editor Bulletin: — The Vigilance Committee boys are now Narrative of Edward McGowan the town, toward Los Angeles; but in this I was mistaken. When I fled to my present hiding-place, I had come at least a mile and a half in the direction I wished to travel. I came out of my retreat and traveled on, getting, as I sup- posed, to the northward of the city. I kept two or three miles off the road, and walked for nearly three hours, when I came to a ranch. By this time I had become sleepy, and, as I preferred to rest near a habitation on account of the bears, I determined to halt here. I laid down by the side of a fence, but, notwithstanding my fatigue, it was so cold I could not sleep. One of the greatest annoyances I found during my pilgrimage in Santa Barbara was the Cali- fornia watch-dog. There are always eight or ten of them about a ranch, and they invariably gave the inhabitants notice of my presence by barking. They soon found me out in this instance, and at once became very noisy. Pres- ently I heard a man speaking to the dogs, in English ! I started up in alarm, knowing that if he was an enemy, and recognized me, escape was impossible" while he had his dogs to assist him. Presently he came out to see what they had discovered. I boldly accosted him first, saying, ''Your dogs are barking at me^ sir," following up the information by asking him how far it was to the city of Santa Barbara, pre- tending that I was going in that direction. Without answering my question, he replied, "Are you from above.'*" I replied in the affirmative, and he asked me, "From how far.^" I told him, ' ' PVom San Jose. ' ' He asked me how long I had been close on Ned McGowan' s trail, and you may expect them up with him by the next trip of the Sea Bird. When last heard from, he was on foot, and hardly able to walk. He stopped at the Mission of San Buenaventura, on Wednesday mornings, 16th inst., to get his break- fast. They immediately sent news into Santa Barbara to that effect. Eight good men, on picked horses, are now on his track, and he cannot long escape. By the inclosed bill you will perceive that the authorities have offered a reward of $300 for his body, dead or alive. The vaqueros and Indians are scouring the country between Santa Barbara and Los Angeles. At Los Angeles, Judge Hayes has issued three bench- warrants for his arrest, and sent one to San Diego, one to San Ber- nardino, and one to the Ferry on the Colorado River, thereby closing every avenue of escape. Ned's race is run; the fox is earthed at last. Nada mas. — Bulletin, July 19. M. Nan-ative of Edward McGowan 89 on the road, and I told him about a month. He then said, "It is only about four miles to the city, and a good road. You can soon make it." I judged from his accent that he was, as we familiarly say, "from Pike." I imagined, too, that he did not wish to give me shelter for the night. How- ever, he was not aware that, had he offered me his hospital- ity, circumstances would have prompted me respectfully to decline it. I left my friend "from Pike," and, after walk- ing a short distance farther, came to a sheep-ranch, where 1 saw some large stacks of oats. I was now glad that the dogs had roused me from my last uncomfortable resting- place, and, crawling in between two of the stacks, I enjoyed a sweet and refreshing sleep until morning. I arose before it was fully daylight and continued my journey. I had no fixed plan of operations; nothing more than a general idea of getting northward as quietly and as rapidly as possible. I had not gone far before I saw a Spaniard on the road. He did not approach me, however. He was a vaquero, and was watching some cattle. After proceeding some five or six miles, I saw some horsemen on the road, coming toward me, on their way to the city. At the same time I observed two men at work in a field. Im- mediately it struck me that the best way to avoid meeting the men on the road was to join those in the field. I ac- cordingly approached them, while the horsemen passed on. I remained with the two men some time. They were engaged in making a fence, and preparing the ground to put in a crop. I ascertained that I was upon the land of Daniel Hill, Esq. He is an old Californian, having resid- ed in the county of Santa Barbara thirty years. He had married into the Ortega family, and is the father of Mrs. Nicholas A. Den, the wife of the gentleman to whom I have before referred. I learned these facts from one of the men, who was a Chileno and spoke English. He in- formed me that he had been a long time in the employ of Grogan ^ Lent, of San Francisco. He said my face was familiar to him, and asked me what countryman I was. I told him that I was French, but had been a long time in America, and was then on my way to the Mission of Santa Ines, to act in the capacity of teacher of English. He asked me if I had seen anything of "the man the people [7] 90 Nar?'athe of Edward McGowan were hunting." I told him that I had not, but that it was supposed that he had gone to the lower country. I told him that I was one of the party who had pursued him, and re(2;retted that he had escaped us, and further informed him that, during: rny stay in Santa Barbara, I had been the guest of Don Pablo De la Guerra. This appeared to sat- isfy my Cliilcrw -Yankee friend, and he annoyed me with no more questions. They asked me into their tent, which they had pitched in the field, and treated me to a cup of good warm cofTee, and exchanged some of their soft bread for my hard biscuit. They also gave me a drink of as^uaf- diente, for which I paid a dollar to the one who did not speak English. I told them, as I left, that I was going no farther than Dr. Den's house that day, and the next day I hoped to reach the Mission of Santa Ines. As soon as I left them, I got into the mountains, it being then about eight o'clock, and entirely too late for me to travel any longer on the road. I lay concealed in the mountains all day, and at night came down again. Finding no straw at hand, of which to make a bed, I continued my journey until the moon went down, which was at^about midnight, and then fell asleep under a tree. 1 awoke in the morning very cold and stiff, and suffered greatly until the sun came out. The warmth then restored me to a comparative degree of comfort, and I pursued my journey. I passed the residence of Dr. Den before any of the house- hold were stirring, and, after walking some five or six miles farther, came to the ranch of one Dmi Ivnac'io Ortega^ where I had made the unsuccessful attempt to get some brandy for my guide after leaving the Refugio. After I had passed this place, I again went into the mountains. Here I remained all day, and, after having eaten all that remained of the provisions I had bought of old Mrs. Rob- bins, I enjoyed a good sound sleep until about five o'clock in the evening, when I awaked. 1 was on a very high mountain which commanded a view of the road for some distance both ways. Not seeing any one, I descended to the road which led to the Refugio Ranch. It ran through a deep caiion which I remembered having passed on my way to Santa Barbara, and I knew that now I must be at least thirty miles north of that town. Narrative of Edward McGowan 91 As I was making the best of my way along the road, I suddenly heard the sound of hoofs, and, looking up, I saw a horseman approaching me at a full gallop. He was so close upon me that it was impossible to hide from him, and besides, he had seen me, and it would have been foolish to attempt it. I loosened my pistol and my knife in my belt, to be ready for service in case he attacked me, and awaited his coming.* When he reined up in front of me, I at once identified him as one of the two men who, it will be re- membered, were so curious about my money at the Refugio^ on the Fourth. This was not Pedro, but his companion, who lived at Las Cruces. He was also a brother of the guide who had gone with me into Santa Barbara. After the first recognition, I tried to deceive him as to my situa- tion, and told him that the Indians had stampeded my horses; but I soon found that he knew all about me, and everything that had befallen me in Santa Barbara. He told me, furthermore, that Dennison had gone on back to Halfmoon Bay, taking with him all the horses. I sus- pected this man to be a robber, and of course was anxious to get rid of him. How to do it, however, without any difficulty puzzled me. In the event of his attempting to rob me, which I thought it not unlikely he would do, I did not want to kill him, for it would have caused me a great deal of trouble to bestow his body, and horse and saddle, in such a manner as to prevent discovery. I had a fierce * Ned McGowan not yet Captured — Expectation of soon Catching Him. — By the steamer Sea Bird, which arrived this morn- ing' from ports on the southern coast, we have Los Angeles papers to July the 12th, and the Santa Barbara Gazette to July 17th. The news all relates to the movements of the Hon. Judge Ned Mc- Gowan and the chances of his capture. In another column, we give a letter from a Santa Barbara correspondent, which contains the latest intelligence on this subject, from which it would appear that McGowan cannot escape the hot search after him. In all probability, this noted veteran scoundrel will be in this city, in the hands of the Vigilance Committee, within the next ten days. We may add here, that McGowan is ill of the piles, and is physically unable to move onward. The Indians and vaqueros who have seen him report that his bowels are protruding. The letters of our Santa Barbara and Los Angeles correspondents show that the whole southern country is up and in eager chase after the fugitive. — Bulletin, July 19. 92 Narrative of Edward McGowan enough pack at my heels already, without wishing to do anything which would render them more savage than they were; and yet, to suffer myself to be robbed by him was out of the question. He told me he was going into town to get some medicine for a sick brother, and when he returned he would sell me a horse he had at his place. It occurred to me to ask him if he would take a message for me to General Covarrubias, telling him where I was. He at once agreed to do it, and I gave him a four-dollar piece. At first he refused to ac- cept it, but after a while he did so. After conversing a few moments longer, he started off, as I supposed, to go to the city. Presently, however, he returned with a bottle half filled with brandy which he had procured at the Refugio^ and offered it to me to drink. I suspected it was poisoned, and very politely told him, "After you, seiior. " He drank, as I thought, very sparingly, and handed the bottle to me. I took a mouthful of it, but did not swallow any. Indeed, the liquor v^^as poison enough, of itself, without any "doc- toring." He now asked me to give him ten dollars more, which I would have done had I have had it out of my purse. I had no idea, however, of letting him see my money, and there- fore told him that all my money was in twenty-dollar pieces, and on his return from General Covarrubias I would give him one of them instead of a ten. My object was to get rid of the fellow, and of course I never intended, after he had left, to wait for him, or ever let him see me again if I could help it. I contemplated crossing the mountain of Santa Ynez, and then leaving the Coast Range. He ap- peared satisfied with my answer to his demand, and was about riding away when something put it into my head to ask him if he knew Jack Power. His eye brightened in a moment, and he replied in Spanish, quickly, "(^V<7t/fv Poiuer V. amigo?'' I told him "Yes." His whole manner at once changed; he appeared very much pleased to know it, and, taking a long pull at the suspefted bottle, he said to me, "If Jacky Power is your friend, I will have him at this place to-morrow at twelve o'clock." It was then sundown, and he immediately started for Santa Barbara, distant thirty miles. I had not the remotest idea, when he rode Narrative of Edward McGowan 93 away, of being there the next day, for I had no faith in him; I did not beHeve he could bring Power to me, as he had promised, and I was very anxious to be clear of him. As soon as he had gone, I bent my steps towards the Refu- gio, in search of a place to sleep. I waited until it became quite dark, and then attempted to get into one of the small houses adjacent to the main building, which, when I was last there, I had observed to be unoccupied. In this at- tempt I failed, the door being fastened. I managed, how- ever, at length, to stumble upon a sort of little outhouse, built of adobe, with a tile roof, and laid down inside of it to sleep. I had lain there but a few moments when I heard voices, and presently two men approached, conversing in Spanish. One of them entered the house. I lay perfectly quiet, and directly he lit a match, which for a moment lighted up the place, but he did not see m^, and immediate- ly his companion went away, whereupon he fastened the door on the inside and laid down. Soon afterward, another came to the house and tried to gain admittance, but my companion refused to let him in, and he went away. I waited till I thought my fellow-lodger was asleep, and then stole softly to the door, unfastened it, and went to the gar- den of the establishment, and laid down under a row of willows which were planted inside of the fence. I subsequently learned, before I left Santa Barbara, that the man who entered the building in which I was secreted was a prisoner who had broken jail in Santa Barbara while the Sheriff and the mob were hunting me, and made his escape. He either had a wife or friend at the Refugio, which accounted for his coming there. I managed, notwith- standing the cold night air, to get some sleep, but I awoke at daylight shivering, and nearly chilled through. I got up, however, and continued my journey toward the mountain of Santa Ynez, and before long the warmth of the sun relieved me. I tried very hard to discover the pass by which Ra- mon, Dennison, and I had crossed it, but, after two hours of fruitless search, I had to give it up. Having thus aban- doned all idea of crossing the mountains alone, I determined to await the result of my message to Power. I did not go to the spot where I told my messenger I would await him, fearing that he might play me false, and, tempted by a re- 94 Narrative of Edward McGowan ward, bring my enemies upon me. So I moved about a mile and a half down the road, nearer the city, and, taking a position which commanded a view both ways, secreted myself in the bushes and awaited his arrival. When it had got pretty well on toward noon, I spied two men in the distance, coming from the direction of Santa Barbara, and on their nearer approach I was delighted, and at the same time surprised, to find that it really was Jack and my mes- senger. They had to ride around the foot of a steep hill before they could pass me, and, seeing no one else on the road, 1 descended from the mountain to meet them. Jack was very glad to see me safe, and told me all my friends in town had come to the conclusion that I was killed. He asked me why the devil I did not remain with the men he had sent to me in the adobe house, and explained that all my friends thought it would be better for me to remain in town a day or two, as there was very little fear of my be- ing discovered where I was, and hence I had not heard from him at three o'clock that morning, as had been agreed upon. I reported to him how one of them had attempted to rob me, and told him that I, of course, thought rpyself much safer in my own keeping than in such hands, and therefore had left. I then narrated to him my adventures since I had started out on my own account. He swore furiously at the scoundrel who had treated me so ill, and declared that he would cut the rascal's ears off when he saw him. He, however, asked me if the fellow was not drunk, and I told him that he was, which appeared to account to him for his conduct. He told me that he had had several persons busy the last four days hunting the mountains for me, and when the mes- senger told him where I was he did not believe that he had seen me till he had shown him my name which I had roughly scratched on a piece of paper when I sent him. Power and I stepped a little aside from the Spaniard and had a long conversation. He told me that it was suspected in the city that he knew of my whereabouts, and a large sum of money had been offered to him to reveal it, but of course in vain. He told me, that, though he was poor, he would not have the blood of a helpless man upon his hands, and I might feel quite certain he would never betray me. Narrative of Edward McGowan 95 Of this I was very sure, and, although he did not ask me for any money, I gave him one hundred dollars for his kind services to me thus far. When I took out my purse to give him the money, he asked me if the Spaniard had seen it. I assured him that 1 had been too cautious for that, and he replied that it was well I had been, for the fellow was a robber, and would at any time have murdered me for much less than what I had with me, as would many others of his stamp, who were very plenty in that section of the state. He added, however, that there was no danger now of any of them betraying me, because they had learned that I was a good Catholic, and they would not have the reputation of having sold my life to my enemies. Besides that, he told me, with a significant expression of the eye, that he was a ^^medicine-man'' among them, and they would not provoke him. He then called to the Spaniard, and, giving him twenty dollars out of the money I had given him, to which I added five or six dollars more, he bade him go to the Refugio and procure for me a horse, saddle, and bridle. While the Spaniard was absent, Jack told me that his original intention, on learning where I was, was to take me to ' ' Los Alamos, ' ' — one of the places at which I had stop- ped, as the reader will remember, before crossing the moun- tain of Santa Ynez, — but that, on reflection, he thought it best that I should go to a place called xhe'^'' Jrroyo Hondo,'' being the same place where resided my friend Pedro, who had been so inquisitive about me on the Fourth, when in company with the Spaniard who was then with us. He told me that it was but five miles distant from where we were, and that, though the Spaniard could take me there, as he knew the place and the friend to whom he intended to send me, he did not intend to trust him, but to go himself. It was not long before the man returned from the Refugio, bringing only a naked mule, with the information that that was the best he had been able to do. Jack looked suspi- ciously at him for a moment, and then, telling him to dis- mount from his horse, he coolly took the saddle from the animal and placed it on the mule. The man then spoke in Spanish to Jack, who afterward told me that he wanted him to let him take me to his place at Las Cruces. Power told him that he intended to take me to Los Alamos, and 96 Narrative of Edward McGowan that he might either stay where he was, or go to the Refu- gio and wait till his return. I then mounted the mule, and Jack his steed, and we proceeded along the road, leaving the Spaniard and his unsaddled horse to keep each other com- pany. As soon as we were out of his sight. Jack ex- changed animals with me. Being a fine rider, he could get along with the mule much better than I, and besides, in case of an unexpected pursuit, his magnificent horse would take much better care of me than the miserable little ani- mal I was on. The horse was very fleet and powerful, and, withal, perfectly gentle, with a gait as easy as the rocking of a cradle. After making the exchange, we got in the road, and took the direction of the Arroyo Hondo, at which place we shortly arrived. Here I at once discovered that the master of the place was, as I had suspected, none other than my inquisitive friend of the Fourth, Don Pedro. Power appeared to have a mysterious influence over all these people. They all respected him, and, while many of them would have cut my throat at any time for my money had I been alone and unfriended, his name seemed a talisman which. con- verted them from enemies into hospitable friends. He frankly told Pedro w^ho I was, and what were my trou- bles, as also who were my friends at Santa Barbara. He informed him that he had brought me to his house for ref- uge, and as he delivered me to him safe and sound, he expected me to be returned to him in the same condition when called for. He told him to take charge of me for a few days, until the hunt after me had begun to flag, or some other and safer place could be found for me. He further charged him to tell no one that I was there, to let no one see me, and particularly to keep my hiding- place secret from the Spaniard whom we had just left on the road, calling him by name. All of this Pedro wilHngly agreed to, and Power then stated the case to his wife, and exacted and obtained from her the same pledges. It will be seen that she faithfully and honor- ably kept her trust to the last, and took care that her children did the same; but the sequel will also show how far her husband kept his. CHAPTER V Thou art a wanderer, it is said; For Mortham's death, thy steps waylaid. Thy head at price — so say our spies. Who range the valley in disguise." Rokehy. In order that the events which occurred durinjy my stay at the Arroyo Hondo may be fully understood, it is perhaps not amiss here to give some description of the place and its inhabitants. The Arroyo Hondo is a mountain stream which runs for several miles through a narrow mountain gorge or caiion, and empties, without any bay or indenta- tion in the coast, directly into the sea. The house of my host is situated in a very wild and romantic spot at the bottom of the canon, and within sound of the ocean surf. It is a new stru6lure, built of adobe, with two stories, and very com- fortably finished inside. A short distance from the house, and lower down the canon, is an old hut, built of reeds. There is a garden and orchard on the premises, and also the ruins of a vineyard which once was cultivated by the people of the Mission of Santa Ines, and sufficient plateau, or level land, to herd quite a number of cattle. The inhab- itants of the place consist of Pedro^ his wife, and six chil- dren, — Chino^ the eldest boy, Juan^ the second, and Ave- llino, the third; also two little girls, and an infant, whose E 97 98 Narrative of Edward McGowan sex I never knew.* In the old adobe hut above mention- ed, there lived an old Santa Ines Indian whom they called Konoya. He was bent with age, and must have numbered nearly ninety years. His sole companions were two black dogs. I became, in the course of my sojourn there, quite friendly with old Konoya^ but all my attempts to cultivate the acquaintance of those dogs were in vain. They ate at the same table with their master, who always cooked his frugal repast of jerked beef and pinole with his own aged hands, without assistance from the family at the house. Old Konoya was as black as a negro. He probably had never known what it was to have his head or feet covered, or a coat on his back. His sole raiment was a flannel shirt, and a cloth tied round his loins; he also wore his hair in a long queue, fancifully decorated. He never moved on the most trivial occasion without his two dogs following like shadows at his heels. Their sole errand on earth seemed to be to guard that aged Indian, and no persuasion or coaxing could ever produce any other effect than a sul- len growl and a closer crouching at their master's feet. The old man's occupation appeared to be to keep the^ gar- den fence in repair, and that of the dogs to drive the squirrels out of the corn. Whenever Konoya spoke, the dogs would fly like lightning to do his bidding; but at the sound of any other voice, they would only growl, and look into the old man's face for instru6lions. During the two weeks I was at this place, I never succeeded in patting one of them on the head, nor could I have ever crossed the threshold of the Indian's hut without his permission. The old man was a very devout Catholic, and counted his beads every morning. When he ascertained that I also was of his religion, he became very friendly with me. He knew that there was some mystery connected with my being there, but never thoroughly understood what it was. He was made aware that men were hunting me, and that no * The senora was a very pious woman, and made it a practice every morning to call her children around her to say their prayers, and then send them out to their father, Pedro, to receive his blessing. He g-enerally sat out on the porch during the family worship, in which he never participated. 100 Narrative of Edward McGowan one was to know of my presence there. He frequently broug;ht me warning from the senoj-a to go farther into the woods, when strangers were about the premises. Of the children of my host, Chino, the eldest of the sons, was, I should judge, about seventeen years of age. He was looked upon as a sort of mayordomo^ and had a general supervision of the ranch. Juan^ the second son, was about twelve years old, and his business appeared to be to let the water in on the crop from the Arroyo, herd the stock, milk the cows, etc. Little Avell'ino^ the youngest, was his mother's pet and my favorite. He was a beautiful boy, not more than eight years old, and a perfect child of na- ture. When, in the course of my sojourn at his father's house, it became necessary for me to hide in the mountains, it was the faithful little Avellino that brought me my food, and he was generally the unsuspected little messenger sent by his good mother to v^^arn me of danger, when my pur- suers were about her house. He had a little pony of his own, the gift of his grandfather, and he rode him without saddle or bridle. He would take the sash from his waist, and, calling the pony to him, who minded him like a^dog, he would fasten the end of it around his nose, and then, throwing the rest of it over his neck, would seize it in his hand, and thus sway himself onto the pony's back, where, when once seated, he was as much at home as if he had been on his feet. He knew that it delighted me to see him ride, and when I vs^ould applaud him with '^'^ i Bt^avo, Avellino!'" away he would fly like the wind, cutting all manner of capers, and rolling about on the back of his pony like the circus rider in "the drunken-sailor scene." When Perb^o was away, which was pretty much all the time, he would ride races with his brothers, of which Paisano, as they called me, was always chosen judge; and, notwithstanding he sometimes came out behind, I generally found some ex- cuse to decide in his favor. Dear little Avellino! The remembrance of his warm and faithful little heart will never fade while I live. Neither he nor any of his brothers had ever been to a school or could read a line of their own language, yet na- ture had endowed that child with attributes which are want- ing in the bosoms of thousands who wear the highest lit- Narrative of Edward McGowan 101 erary honors of the earth, — sincere sympathy with the distressed and helpless, hatred of the persecutor, and fear- less fidelity to those who reposed confidence in him. I cannot refrain from relating, at the risk of being tedious, one little incident with regard to him, and then I will resume the thread of my narrative. The little fellow was a frolicsome, laughing child, and very full of what boys call fun. One day, when I was secreted in the mountain, he came to my hiding-place and shouted, iPaisano! i Vamos^vamos! l Los Vigilantes!'' I im- mediately sprung up, and was hastening up the mountain in double-quick time when I was arrested by a loud laugh from the urchin. On looking round, I perceived that I had been "sold," and the little scamp was enjoying my fright immensely. I was vexed that he should thus make a sport of my miseries, and I have no doubt my features showed it. The child stopped laughing, and, approaching me, put his arms around my knees, and looked up into my face with his large, dark eyes, in which I could read sorrow for having caused me unnecessary alarm, and, murmuring ^ '' i Pobrecito ! ' ' he took some pears out of his little pocket and gave them to me. I could scarcely refrain from tears. He never gave me a false alarm again. With this descrip- tion of my retreat and its inhabitants, I again return to my story. As soon as Jack had finished his explanations with regard to me, the sehora cooked some jerked beef and made us some warm tea, and we enjoyed a hearty repast. After dinner I offered the senora a Mexican doubloon, but she refused to accept it. Power told me she would not accept money for her hospitality, and advised me, if I wish- ed to make her a present, to take some other mode of doing it; which I determined to do on the first opportunity. Jack and I then went upstairs to take some sleep, as it would be necessary for him to remain with me until night, in order not to return too soon to the Refugio, and thus undeceive the Spaniard as to his having taken me to Los Alamos. As soon as it was dark, Power saddled his horse, and, before he left, told me that he was going in a few days to Los Angeles, in order to be followed there by my pur- suers, if he could succeed in making them believe he had 102 Narrative of Edward McGowan taken me in that direction. He told Pedro to send a pack- mule into town the next morning, and he would load him with some coffee, sugar, and other necessaries; then, taking with him the mule that we got from the Refugio, he bid us good by and rode away. Let the world say what it will of Jack Power, he is not a bad man at hearty and his conduct toward me proved it. I am not the apologist or t\\Q f?'ic)id of any man who lives at open war w^ith society, and bids defiance to the laws, whether in the character of a highway robber or that of a hypocritical reformer who, under the protection of Vigilance Committees, sets our constitution at naught and saps the foundations on which rest our prosperity and respectability as a people; but, admitting all that the newspapers may report concerning this man to be true, he certainly did, in my case, exhibit traits utterly foreign to the character of an unscrupulous ruffian, such as he has been represented to be; and it would be an act of base ingratitude on my part to leave unimproved an opportunity of rescuing from uni- versal odium the name of one to whom I am indebted for the opportunity of laying this history of my wrongs ^before the world, so far as a truthful statement of fa6ls as to his conduct can so rescue it. He knew me only by reputation and sight. He saw me for the first time in many years, at a moment when my life hung so nicely in the balance that a feather's weight would have decided it. He knew not how justly I was pursued; he only knew how ruthlessly. He saw that in an instant more, perhaps, my life would have been sacrificed, and, prompted by some feeling not to he found in the heart of an assassin, he saved me. Having saved me, he remained true to me. I had no claim upon his friendship; I had no feelings or associations in common with him; I had never even spoken to him, that I remem- ber. He knew that a price was set upon my head, and he knew that it was in his power to earn it, and that, too, without being suspe6led of having done so; and, again obeying the mandates of a voice that never whispers into the ear of a robber, though poor, he loftily scorned to better himself by such baseness; and, not content with being true to me himself, he exercised all his energies, influence, and ingenuity to keep others so. He may be a "robber chief," NajTative of Edward McGowan 103 as the press has designated him, or he may not. I know nothing of his ofFenses against society; I only know that, in his intercourse with me, I found him a brave and noble- hearted man, willing to risk his life on the side of a perse- cuted and outraged stranger; and I fervently hope that for that the Recording Angel will drop a blotting tear upon the page of his misdeeds. Early the next morning (the twelfth of July), Pedro was ready to start with the pack-mule. I gave him eight dollars to buy his children some ^^ dukes,'' also money to get his eldest boy, Chino, a hat, and some brandy for him- self and me, and off he started to town. I remained about the house all that day and the next without anything of interest occurring, and in the evening of the second day Pedro returned with everything, including a pair of shoes, blanket, and checked shirt, which Power had sent to me. I, however, discovered that, though the brandy had arrived with the other things, it was not in its "original package," but was contained in Pedro's skin. He had left town with it, all right, but, it being a very hot and dusty day, he be- came dry, and then drier, and at length very dry, and had finished by emptying the jug, which he left upon the road as a useless encumbrance. He endeavored to excuse him- self by telling me that my friend General Covarrubias had instructed him not to give me any brandy, as I was impru- dent when drinking, and might bring trouble on myself. This appeared all very well, but I was compelled to doubt the statement, knowing that the General could appreciate a good glass of brandy himself, and was not likely to wish to deny me the same comfort. However, I made up my mind to do without it, and, indeed, it was much better for me. During my stay at the Arroyo, my corpulency began to diminish, and I perceived that I was again getting into some sort of shape, while my general health was never better. During the first few days of my stay at the Arroyo, I slept in the house, amusing myself in the daytime with the children. Nothing of note occurred until about the fourth day, when my friend the Spaniard who had been deceived by Power about my whereabouts called at the house. I was upstairs while he was there, and overheard / 104 Narrative of Edward McGowan his conversation with the senoj-a and Pedro. He had dis- covered that he had been deceived by Power, and had been hunting me up. He asked Pedro if he had heard or seen anything of me, to which Pedro rephed that he had not. I had by this time picked up enough of Spanish to under- stand the general drift of their talk. The Spaniard ex- pressed it as his opinion that Jacky Power had killed me for my money, and hid my body somewhere. Pedro appeared to be very much astonished at such a suspicion. The wretch little knew that I was then safely listening to him from a place of refuge which Jack had provided to save me from being murdered and robbed by him. After some further conversation with the family, he went away as wise as he came, so far as my matters were concerned. On the twelfth day of July, a relation of Pedro came to the Arroyo. He was driving a band of cattle, and made that point his stopping-place for the night. While he was there, I, of course, kept myself out of sight. He was, I think, the godfather of Avellino, and, before he left the next morning, presented him with a fat three-year- old steer. The gift was a very welcome one, as th,ere had not been any fresh meat about the place for several days. The day of his departure, while I was lying in my room, I heard a voice that struck me as being very familiar. The speaker was talking Spanish, however, and I did not under- stand what he said. After he had gone, I looked after him, and at once recognized him. It was Robert Hays, Esq., the brother of the present U. S. surveyor-general for California. Although I knew him very intimately, I did not hail him, as he had several persons with him. Poor Bob ! It was to be the last time I ever saw him on earth. He has since died. He had a six-mule team with him, and had stopped to inquire the road of the senora, who in- formed me that the party were from the lower country, and were inquiring the road to San Luis Obispo. Toward evening of that day, I suddenly entered the house, and, seeing a woman standing in the door, mistook her for the senora^ and was about to address her when I discovered that I was mistaken. It was a daughter of old Miguel Cota, of the Refugio. She was accompanied by a young brother, a lad about seventeen years of age. She Narrative of Edward McGowan 105 at once recognized me, and I knew that I was now sub- jelled, by this mischance, to real danger. The very people, of all others, from whom I wished to keep my hiding-place a secret, were the inhabitants of the Refugio. As has been before stated, it was a public drinking-place, and general rendezvous for all the idlers, newsmongers, and rascals of the neighborhood; and besides, my anxious friend, the Spaniard of Las Cruces, who, I knew, was endeavoring to discover my whereabouts, was a frequent visitor there. It was a bad business, but I had to make the best of it. She did not remain long, and, after she had left, the senora expressed her anxiety lest my secret should become known. I tried to reassure her, telling her that I did not think she would tell of my whereabouts, though I felt quite sure that either she or her brother would certainly do so; and it turned out that I was not mistaken in my opinion. The very next morning, before I was up, old Miguel Cota was in the house, and the senora had great difficulty in getting me out of it without his seeing me. He told her, as I afterward ascertained, that he had heard of my being there, and was very inquisitive about me. The senora told him that I had left her house that morning, and gone to the lighthouse at Point Conception. The old fellow remained all day at the house, while I kept concealed in the cafion. The senora sent me, by Avellino, some nice fresh meat, they having killed the steer that day, and some warm tea. Several other persons visited the place during the day, but at night they all left, and I returned to the house. The senora told me, before I retired, that she thought old Miguel really believed that I had gone to Point Conception, and I felt greatly relieved to hear it. Things went on very quietly for two or three days after this, and nothing of importance occurred until the night of the fourteenth of July. I still slept in the house, and was enjoying a pleasant rest when, at about two o'clock, a.m., I was awakened by the sound of horses' hoofs approaching the door. The visitor proved to be General Covarrubias. He had ridden all the way from Santa Barbara to inform me that a deputation of twenty or twenty-five of the Vigi- lance Committee had arrived that evening, in the steamer from San Francisco, and would, without doubt, begin the [8] E* 106 Narrative of Edward McGowan pursuit after me at daylight. He had therefore kindly come to give me timely warning, in order that I might put myself out of the way. He could not give me the names of the deputation, but was enabled to inform me that Sel'im E. Woodworth was one of the leaders. I thought this was very strange, for both Selim and his brother had told me, a few days after the organization of the Committee, that, although they had been members of the Vigilance Com- mittee of 1851, they were not of this one, and saw no necessity for its organization. What had worked this wonderful change in two months, I am unable to say; noth- ing had occurred since the organization of the Committee more likely to lead them to join it, than the event which brought it into existence. One significant fact, however, is, that Frederick A. Woodworth was elected to represent San Francisco in the state senate, last winter, by the vote of the Vigilantes. General Covarrubias did not remain long with me, as he had to return to Santa Barbara, a distance of thirty-five miles, before day, to prevent his visit to the Arroyo from being known. Thus that generous-hearted old gentleman had taken upon himself a ride of seventy miles in one night, to give warning to a poor outcast, against whom it seemed the whole world was in arms. May years of honor and happiness be still in store for him, and his old age as green as will ever be my grateful recollecSlion of his kindness. He gave me a bottle of really good brandy, which he brought from Santa Barbara for me, and, after telling me to be sure to get out of the way as soon as it was light, he rode back to town. I have been since informed that he was seen, that night, going to the Arroyo Hondo by one of Don Pablo De la Guerra's people; on being informed of which, that gentleman immediately sent the man to one of his ranchos in the interior, to prevent his telling it. As soon as it was light, I took my blankets and water, with provisions sufficient to last me several days in case circumstances should cut off my communication with the house, and went out with little AvelHno, who carried the things on his pony, in search of a good hiding-place. I selected one at no great distance from the house, on the mountain-side, where, from its steepness and the thick Narrative of Edward McGowan 107 growth of chaparral, it was impossible for a horseman to approach me. No one but JvelHno, who was to visit me as often as possible, knew the place of my retreat. I re- mained in this place five days without interruption, Avelli- no visiting me every day, and bringing from his good mother warm tea, eggs, etc. During the first part of my sojourn here, Avellino, who daily brought me the news, informed me that several of ^'^Los Yankees^" as he called them, had been riding about the neighborhood, but, as yet, none of them had approached the house. One morning, however, he brought me the intelligence that a stranger, who was an American, and armed with a six-shooter, was at the house. Avellino said he talked a great deal about me, and professed to be my friend. The little fellow did not return to me that day, as usual, with my dinner. From this I sus- pected that there must be something wrong. About the middle of the day, I heard loud shooting in the vicinity of the house. First there were six shots fired from a pistol, in rapid succession, and then no more shooting for a long time, when I heard three or four tremendous reports, nearly as loud as would have been made by a cannon. This threw me into great consternation. I did not know what on earth to make of it. I surmised all sorts of things. 1 was in a dreadful agony of suspense, and sometimes fan- cied that perhaps the Committee had received proof that Pedro had sheltered me, and, not finding me on his premises, had battered down his house, and killed him and the sehora^ and possibly the little children, and old Konoya and his two black dogs, and everything else about the place. I lay still, however, in my hiding-place, without stirring out of it till night came. Still no one came near me, and I now made quite sure that something unfortunate had occurred. I slept none the whole of that anxious night, and the morning found me still unvisited. At length, about noon, to my great relief and joy, I saw little Avellino coming to me with my food, and so great was my delight that I could not refrain from taking him in my arms and kissing him. I tried to learn from him what had happened, but, though the child did his best to make me understand him, he could not succeed. I could only learn from, the Spanish word which signified it, that something had been killed, ^r\d could 108 Narrative of Edward McGowan also make out that everybody about the house was safe. I made him understand that I wanted to see his father, to which he rephed, Poco tiempo," and gave me to know that the American was still at the house. Avellino left me, and toward evening he guided Pedro to my hiding-place. The whole mystery of the preceding day was then explained. Pedro told me that the American was traveling from Santa Barbara, according to his own story, to San Luis Obispo, and had stopped at his house to rest himself for a day or so. Shortly before dinner-time, the dogs had started a Cali- fornia lion in the orchard, and ran him into a tree. The stranger had expended all the shots of his six-shooter on him without killing him, and they had then sent over to the Refugio for an escopeta, with which he was finally dispatched. This accounted for the loud reports I had heard. Pedro gave me a copy of the San Francisco Herald, and another of the New York Spirit of the Times, which the stranger had left behind him. Whoever that Vigilante was, I beg leave here to return him my thanks for the news with which he so kindly supplied me. Pedro told me that the fellow talked a great deal about me, and professed to be my friend, telling him that I could return to San Fran- cisco, after the excitement had died away, without molesta- tion, etc. I told Pedro that the man was a spy, and had only been endeavoring to draw from him some information as to my whereabouts. There was no good reason why he should require to rest nearly two whole days after riding only thirty-five miles, the distance from Santa Barbara, and I, of course, understood that his protestations of friend- ship for me were only intended to throw Pedro off of his guard, and induce him to be communicative. Pedro agreed with me, and, after some little further conversation, returned to the house. Two days after this, and after the steamer had gone down the coast, I came down from the mountain and prepared to sleep in the caiion, which was much warmer and pleasanter. After I had spread out my blankets, it being quite dark, I went to the house to pay a visit to the seiiora. I stayed some time there before I re- turned to my sleeping-place. It was very dark when I got back, and, as I was about getting under my blankets, I felt something crawl along my body and coil itself up Narrative of Edward McGowan 109 beside me. I, of course, knew what it was, and as I was springing: from the blankets the reptile began to rattle. I ran off a short distance, and, peering through the dim star- light, I could see its outlines as it lay coiled near the blan- kets, rattling its tail. Thank Heaven, however, it had given me warning, and I could not help thinking that, in that respect, it was more chivalrous than the bloodhounds of the Committee, who were trying to steal upon me, night and day, to murder me. This was really one of the worst I ran off a short distance, and, peering through the dim starlight, I could see its outlines as it lay coiled near the blankets, rattling its tail. frights I had during my campaign. I did not go near my blankets again that night, but returned immediately to the house and informed them of my narrow escape. The senora put me upstairs, in the bed with her oldest boy, Chino. After I had got into my little friend's bed, I could not sleep. It was not half as comfortable as my blankets on the ground; and I had been sleeping in the open air so many nights, that the air of the room was disagreeably close. The bed, too, was full of fleas, which were devour- ing me. Toward day, however, I succeeded in getting to 110 Nai'rative of Edward McGowan sleep, and so remained till about eight o'clock in the morn- ing, when Avellino came to call me to breakfast. It had been ready some time, and waiting for me. I got up and dressed, but felt so badly from the loss of sleep and the bites of the fleas, that I told the seiiora I would take a bath before I breakfasted. About an eighth of a mile from the house, there was a clear, cold spring, in which I bathed every day, to make myself tough and hearty. To this spring, then, I went, and enjoyed a most delightful bath. I had just got out of the water when I heard the voice of Avellino calling out to me, "/ Paisano, Paisam f \ replied, ^'^iJgm, aqiii, miichacho f He came running up to me breathlessly, exclaiming, '' i Los hombres en el casa ! i Mucha mala ! i Fi^ilan tes ! i E scope tas ! i Vamos , vamosf — making motions with his hand to me to run up the mountain. At the same time, he gathered my blankets, which lay where I had spread them the night before, and put them in a hollow tree. I knew that the little fellow was in earnest, and, hastily throwing on my clothes, I moved off as fast as my legs could carry me, while Avellino ran back to the house. I had not been long on the mountain before Ped?-Q^ came and informed me that I had scarcely left the house before two men, armed with guns, rushed into it, and went directly upstairs to the bed where I had slept. Then they searched the house thoroughly, and afterwards old Konoya' s hut. While they were ransacking the hut, the sefiora, fearing that I would come back, dispatched Avellino to warn me of my danger. He told me that one of them was known to him, and that he was a keeper of the lighthouse, named Meacham. The other one, he said, was a large man, with sandy whiskers, probably from San Francisco, and a stranger to him. They told him they had ridden from the lighthouse that morn- ing, a distance of twenty miles, Meacham acting as guide. He said that they were then eating the breakfast that had been prepared for ?ne. Here was an unexpected state of things ! As there were only two of them, I suggested to Pedro the idea of capturing them. Pedro having no gun, however, I concluded that if we took them at all, it would have to be done singly. One of the men, Pedro told me, had left his gun leaning against the house, outside the door. Narrative of Edward McGowan 111 when he went in to breakfast. I proposed to Pedro to walk into the house and engage them in conversation while I should manage to get the gun and shoot the San Francisco man, and we would then capture Meacham. Reader, be not startled at this avowal of so bloody an intent. I deliberately declare to you, that, if it had been feasible, I would have done it, and felt now no pang of remorse or upbraiding of conscience on account of it. A cruel and relentless war was being waged against me by a set of lawless miscreants; I was myself hunted with guns, like a wild beast; and it was as much my natural right to turn and rend my pursuers, if I could, as it is that of a bear or a wolf to destroy, if he can, the huntsman who has wounded him. The question of murder or manslaughter, or any other legal phrase which designates the killing of man by his fellow, enters not into the consideration of what I was about to do. These men had placed themselves out- side the pale of the law, and even of civilization, by their barbarous persecution of me, and I would have killed one of them with as little compunction as I would a wild Indian who was pursuing me in a hostile wilderness. I offered Pedro half of the money I had if he would assist me to carry out my plan, but he would not listen to it. He said that Meacham was his friend, and harm might befall him in the melee, and besides, it would be very sure to bring trouble on himself. Finding that there was no chance of carrying out my design, I was obliged to give it up, and let the bloodhound live, and bitterly do I still regret that it had to be so. I was anxious to get a look at them, and Pedro and I walked cautiously down toward the house. The gun had by this time been taken indoors, and I did not see it. Pedro said that the San Francisco man talked a great deal to Meacham about me, expressing his surprise that I had not yet been taken. He would have talked on about the plans of my pursuers, but Meacham checked him by telling him that Pedro understood English. Meacham himself spoke Span- ish. They asked the seiiora a great many questions about me. She told them she did not know who the man was that had been to her house (the Refugio people had given the information of my having been positively seen 112 Narrative of Edward McGowan there), nor where he had gone, and asked Meacham if he had not been to the hghthouse, where he started to go when he left her house. They evidently suspe61ed that she knew more than she chose to tell, and finally they told her that if she would tell them where I was, they would give her three thousand dollars. But the faithful woman, though very poor, and with a large family of children and a drunken husband, persisted in denying that she knew anything about me. Finding that they could make nothing out of her, and probably giving up the idea that I was about the premises, they finally mounted their horses and rode toward Santa Barbara; Meacham stating, before he left, that he would be back the next day, on his way to the lighthouse. As they rode away, I had a full view of them, but they were too far off for me to distinguish the features of the large man from San Francisco, with the sandy whiskers. After they were gone, I did partly persuade Pedro into a plan by which, if they came back, I could get a chance at the large man from San Francisco. Meacham only returned, how- ever, and he did not stop at the house, but rode directly on. The occurrence of the morning convinced me that there must be something foul going on about the premises, and I confess I had begun to susped: that Pedro's avarice could not stand much more temptation. The fact of those two men rushing directly to the bed I had occupied, and one of them being a great friend of Pedro, looked very badly. However, I did not communicate my suspicions to any one of the family, and determined to keep a sharp lookout, and, at least, not come so near being caught napping again. About the time of this attempt to kidnap me, another cargo of "reformers" landed at Santa Barbara, in the schooner "Exact." They were under the command of T. D. Johns, a colonel of one of the Vigilance Committee regi- ments. Whether this man's antecedents in California peculiarly fitted him for the task of reforming the morals of his fellow-citizens or not, is a question which, at some future day, I propose to investigate for the enlightenment of our own day and generation, as well as of posterity. This im- maculate 'purifier" had under his command James F. Narrative of Edward McGowan 113 Curtis, now chief of police in San Francisco, — an office bestowed upon him by the Vigilance vote as a reward for his zealous and self-sacrificing efforts to subvert the con- stitution and insult the laws. There were also in the party D. W. C. Thompson, Charles H. Gough, and a score or two of obscure lunch-eaters, hired by the day to do the Committee's dirty bidding, whose glorious names I regret to be unable to hand down to posterity with befitting honor. They landed part of their force at the lighthouse at Point Conception, and placed them under the command of Meach- am, who, enjoying the position of lighthouse-keeper merely to vary the monotony of his existence, amused himself by perpetrating treason against the government, upon whose bounty he lived. They landed in a small boat, which they presented to Meacham, and I afterward understood that he had promised to give it to Pedro. As they never found me, however, at Pedro's house, I scarcely think he made good his promise. The "Exact" remained but a short time at Santa Bar- bara, and then proceeded down the coast, stationing men at San Pedro, San Diego, and all the important points on the coast, even as far down as the Rio Colorado. I have reason to believe that by this time my friend Jack Power had managed to get most of them on the wrong scent, for by far the greater portion of the party in the "Exact" went down the coast.* * The Vigilance Committee Police Arrived after the Bird has Flown. — The Gazette of the 17th says: On Sunday last, the schooner Exact, from San Francisco, arrived at this port. She had a large number of passengers on board. Some of them came on shore, and are still in the county. The schooner set sail on Tuesday last. Meanwhile Ned Visits Los Angeles. — The Los Angeles Star, after narrating the events which transpired at Santa Barbara, gives us the following further information as to the subsequent movements of this modern "will-o'-the-wisp" : — After this miraculous escape, (the Santa Barbara affair, ) we next heard of him, on Thursday evening, being in Los Angeles. The report was general that he was here, — nobody seemed to doubt it, — yet we could not discover any one who had seen him; although a certain party — somewhat of a wag, however — went to the express-office inquir- ing for letters for McGowan. — Bulletin, July 20th. [?] 114 Narrative of Edward McGowan Most of the above information as to the movements of my pursuers I received from a nephew of Don Pablo De la Guerra, who visited me at the Arroyo a day or two after the visit of Meacham and his San Francisco friend. This young gentleman spoke English very well. His father was an Englishman named Hartnell, who had mar- ried into the De la Guerra family. He informed me that the San Pranciscans reported all sorts of stories as to my whereabouts. * I had forgotten to state, that, while General Covarrubias was making the night-ride to give me warning of the arri- val of Woodworth's party in the steamer, Don Pablo, not being very anxious for them to commence the hunt after me that night, entertained them at a sort of evening party at his house. 7 his young gentleman had been present on that occasion, and gave me an account of it. He said that Dr. Den was present, and asked ''^Little Woody,''' as his friends called him, if he had turned "rat-catcher." Wood- *Ned McGovvan not Captured. — There Is an old legend related somewhere about the king of the French who, with a large* army, on a certain memorable occasion, marched up a hill, the name of which has not yet been rescued from oblivion, and, after having performed this feat, marched down again. So with the schooner Exact. It spread all sail abovit ten days ago for Santa Barbara — arrived there — anchored there — landed the Vigilance Committee police there — waited for their return — took them again on board, and steered for this port, where she arrived yesterday. The cruise of the Exact may be summed up In a few words. She sailed for Santa Barbara, and sailed back again. It was rumored, when she cleared, that a large nimiber of the Vigilance Committee police took passage upon her for Santa Barbara, for the purpose of taking Ned McGowan, who, according to the reports circulated In this city previous to the sailing, was completely run down to the heel, his face covered with black patches, and his hat — even that white hat — missing. But, not- withstanding that he was supposed to have been reduced to this deplor- able condition, he again "dodged," and has not been heard from since. It must be admitted that he Is an eccentric genius. After his flight from this city, we first hear of him at Carson Valley, and scarce- ly sufliclent time has elapsed to form a correct idea of the celerity of his movements, when he turns up at Santa Barbara. At this point a vigorous search Is instituted, but no traces of the fugitive can be found. Meanwhile he dies, and the sheriff of Santa Barbara offers a reward for his body, and it is by no means certain that McGowan may not yet claim, in propria persona, that reward. Where he will turn up next Is beyond the range of conjecture. — S. F. Herald, July 26th. Narrative of Edward McGowan 115 worth replied, that he was there in the capacity of a deputy sheriff, and that, if he succeeded in capturing me, he should^ of couT'se, hand me over to the officers of the law (of course he would ! ) , and actually exhibited a bench-warrant. Here, then, was the first gun fired at me from a legitimate quar- ter. How these persons came into possession of those war- rants is a mystery to me to this day. I have ascertained that David Scannell, the sheriff of San Francisco, did not depute them, and he alone had power to do so. Thomas Hayes, the county clerk, has assured me that there is no record in his office of the issuance of any such warrant, and none of the newspapers of San Francisco appear then to have known that any members of the Vigilance Committee were in the possession of authority to arrest me, under the law.* Probably Mr. District Attorney Byrne is able to ♦Pursuit OF Ned McGowan. — Yesterday, after the arrival of the steamer Sea Bird, and the spreading of the news that the notorious Judge Ned McGowan had been discovered in the neighborhood of Santa Barbara, several members of the Vigilance Committee went to Sheriff Scannell and asked him to deliver to them the warrant for McGowan' s arrest, which had been issued from the court of sessions when, as will be recollected, McGowan was indicted for the murder of James King of William. The Sheriff refused to give up the war- rant, but assured them that he would send Deputy Sheriff Harrison with the warrant after McGowan on the next steamer, which goes to-morrow. The Vigilantes retired, and as the affair seemed to them to require dispatch, they immediately took measures for pursuing, and if possible capturing, the fugitive on their own responsibility. The schooner Exact was chartered by the Committee, made ready for sea, ten members of the Vigilance police placed upon her, and, last even- ing, about ten o'clock, all arrangements having been completed, she was towed out beyond the Heads by the steam-tug Hercules, and pro- ceeded on her voyage with all the sail that she could spread upon her masts. — 6". F. Bulletin, July 10th. The Arrest of Ned McGowan. — The Sheriff, it is stated, has sent one of his deputies on the Sea Bird, empowered to arrest Mc- Gowan if he should be found at Santa Barbara. This is a very proper proceeding, although it would have been better to have author- ized the delegation of the Vigilance Committee, who went down on the Exact, to arrest this man. We suppose that a delegation of the Committee also went down on the Sea Bird, as it would prevent future difficulties with the authorities to obtain possession of Mc- Gowan previous to his arrival in this city. McGowan must be tried by the Committee. The people will be satisfied with no other mode of trial, and we are confident that no other mode of trial will secure the ends of justice. There is no body so fit for the investigation of this 116 Narrative of Edward McGowan solve the mystery. His brother, Lafayette Byrne, was the deputy sheriff attending on the court of sessions, and it is a little remarkable that when Mr. District Attorney Byrne was called upon to give new bonds under the Consolidation Act, Selim E. Woodworth and his brother, the senator, became his sureties. Since my return, I have endeavored in vain to discover who it was that deputed these people, and thus put an additional weapon into the hands of my enemies. It is almost as difficult to solve this matter as it was for my enemies to discover the ' white hat" which was supposed to cover the head of the ubiquitous author of this narrative. One thing is very certain : they had the warrants ; and it is equally certain, in my mind, that, had either Mr. Selim E. Woodworth or any of his gang succeeded in cap- turing me, the officers of the law would have had very little chance of exercising their functions in my case. Under the circumstances which so notoriously surrounded me, it can scarcely be insisted that giving me aid and comfort, even against these warrants, could be construed into the com- pounding of a felony. On the contrary, all aid extended to me, under the circumstances, was only so much done toward preventing the perpetration of a felony on me. I also learned from Mr. Hartnell that placards offering large rewards for my body if, as was by some supposed, I was dead, were posted in conspicuous places throughout Santa Barbara. They were printed in both English and man's case as that which has ferreted out the crimes of his accom- pHces and pvuiished their perpetrators. Now, in advance of any action in this matter, we wish clearly to give the authorities of this city notice, in the name of the people, that no tricks or quibbles of law will avail to save this man from his deserved doom. No habeas corpus writ, or other means of exciting a public disturbance, need be resorted to. The people are determined to carry out their purposes, in spite of any opposition — and opposition will therefore be useless. McGowan must not be left to the law to deal with him. We trust, therefore, that either the Exact will arrive at Santa Barbara in time to place him on board that vessel previous to tlie arrival of the steamer, or that those who have gone down in the steamer will succeed in arresting him in the name of the Commit- tee, and will deliver him to that body on his arrival in this city. Of course, all these remarks are based on the supposition that McGowan has been taken, which is by no means a certainty. — S. F. Bulletin, July 14th [llth'] . Narrative of Edward McGowan 117 Spanish. The description of my person was very bad, though it must be confessed I was not in a situation to be remarkably cleanly or neat in my apparel. Among other things, the placards set forth that I chewed tobacco, and did it in a filthy manner. I have never chewed a piece of tobacco in my life. In my age, too, they made a mistake of seven years. I tried very hard, afterwards, to get one of the original copies, but could not succeed. Mr. Hartnell informed me that the name of Wm. T. Coleman, president of the Vigilance Committee, was appended to them. The following is a copy of one of them, which was published in the Santa Barbara Gazette: — 300 DOLLARS REWARD ! ! It being rumored that one EDWARD McGOWAN, a fugitive from justice, on the charge of murder, from San Francisco County, who was last seen in Santa Barbara, has been murdered for a sum of money known to have been in his possession, the above reward will be paid for the recovery of his body, or for information that will lead to his discovery, by applying to the office of Russell Heath, sheriff of Santa Barbara County. July 14, 1856. Descripcion de McGowan. — Su estatura es de cinco pies y nuevo pulgadosj bastante grueso, su peso sera como ciento setenta libros; mas de cicuenta anos; acostumbra mascar tabaco en estre- mo; ojos aguitenos, pintando en canas, y sucio en su persona. The following is a translation of the passage: — Description of McGowan. — He is about five feet nine inches tall; tolerably stout; his weight about a hundred and seventy pounds; somewhat more than fifty years of age; and accustomed to chew to- bacco to excess. He has gray eyes and hair, and is very dirty in his person. I remained concealed in my hiding-place, making an occasional call on the family at the house, until Saturday, the twenty-sixth day of July. Things were so quiet, and so few persons visited the Arroyo, that I began to think a storm must be brewing, and became uneasy. On that day I made an arrangement with the senora to send her to Santa Barbara with a note to General Covarrubias, and she was also to make a careful reconnoissance, and pick up any information she could with regard to the movements of the enemy. Accordingly, she cooked me a chicken stuffed with eggs, etc., and gave me enough food to last four or five 118 Narrative of Edward McGowan days. I gave her twenty dollars, and some money to Ch'im to spend in town for himself and buy me a bottle of brandy. She had five horses saddled, and took all of her children with her. After giving me strict instructions, on no account to come near the house for fear of a surprise, she rode off. As soon as they had gone, I betook myself to my retreat on the mountain, and prepared to lie close until my good hostess should return. When night came, I hung my chicken and other food on a limb, and supposed that it would there be safe. But what was my consterna- tion, on awakening in the morning, at finding that it had all mysteriously disappeared ! Some sneaking coyote, with which that portion of the country abounds, had stolen it in the night. Here was a dilemma ! 1 was without food, and knew that the senora would not return for several days, and was at a loss what to do. Finally I walked down the canon toward old Konoya' s hut, but had no sooner come in sight of the orchard than, to my great surprise and alarm, I espied a man, with a red shirt on, lying down, with his face to the ground. I instantly started back into the cha- parral, and escaped his notice. I returned to my Jiiding- place at once, and remained there till dark, when I again came down, and entered Konoyd s hut. I got from the old man some jerked beef, and immediately started back to my retreat. This was on Sunday evening, the 27th of July. I had not gone far before I heard footsteps, and immedi- ately got out of the way. I observed two men, one of whom was Pedro, go to the place where I usually hid. I followed on after them, and when they arrived at the spot, Pedro said, "Cow^. " This v^^as the usual word to signify to me his approach. I appeared before him, wondering who could be the stranger with him. I saw that Pedro was very drunk. He told me the man lived at Las Cruces, where he had been spending the day with him, but did not give me his name. I was very angry at Pedro's condu6t, for he had promised Power, when he put me in his charge, that no one should know of my place of concealment, out- side of his own family. He pressed me to drink some bad brandy out of a bottle which he had with him, which 1 de- clined, and he and his companion fell into a conversation in Spanish, of which I could understand that I was the sub- Narrative of Edward McGowan 119 ject. The stranger apparently did not believe that I was the person that Pedro was representing me to be, but the drunken wretch assured him that I was, and spoke to him in the most imprudent manner about my friends in Santa Barbara, telling him their names. After they had con- versed some time, the stranger asked me, in Spanish, for sixty dollars. I understood him perfectly well, but pre- tended that I did not, and asked Pedro what he said. He replied, '* He wants you to give him sixty dollars, and he will not tell any one that you are here." My first impulse was to take out my purse and give him the money, but a moment's refle6tion prevented my committing that act of folly. I remembered that Pedro had never seen my money, and thought it best that he should not. I told them that I had hid my purse in the mountain, but that if they would come the next day, I would give the man what he demanded. This did not appear exactly to satisfy them; nevertheless, after some further conversation, they left me. After they had gone, I began to reflect upon my situation, and the more I did so, the more satisfied I became that new and unseen perils were gathering around me. I knew that there were others about the house; for the appearance of the red-shirted man I had seen in the orchard was as yet unaccounted for. I determined not to sleep in my usual place, and, accordingly, I moved a short distance from it, where I could see anything that might transpire, without being visible myself, and kept watch all night. Just before daylight I saw three men coming up the canon. They were conversing in a low tone, and I could gather that it was about me. They went to the spot where I had slept the night before, and, not finding me there, again went away. My mind was now made up that, beyond all doubt, Pedro had some hellish design on me, and I concluded that the Arroyo Hondo was no longer a safe refuge. Accordingly, as soon as it was sufficiently light, I went down to old Ko- noya's hut and got the only remaining piece of jerked beef he had, — and a very small piece it was, — and, leaving there a blanket the seiiora had loaned me, took the one that Power had sent me, and, with many a bitter impreca- tion as I contrasted in mv mind the treachery of the scoun- 120 Narrative of Edward McGowan drel Pedro with the fideHty of his good wife, I took my way up the mountain, and became -once more a friendless wanderer. CHAPTER VI " Whence com'st thou, Uervise? " " From the outlaw's den, " A fugitive — " Corsair. My determination was to go as speedily as possible to the residence of Dr. Nicholas A. Den. I had learned from Mr. Hartnell that he had no sympathy with my perse- cutors; and I knew that if I could but get under his pro- tection, I had nothing to fear, at any rate from treachery, and I believed that his knowledge of the country and its inhabitants, together with his high standing in the com- munity, would enable me more easily to bafHe my pur- suers. After leaving the Arroyo Hondo on the morning of the twenty-eighth, I struck out toward Santa Barbara, between which place and the Arroyo Dr. Den's place was situated. I did not go far, however, merely crossing the point of the hill where I had my hiding-place, and, coming to a small gulch filled with a thick growth of wild mustard, I halted by the side of a little stream which I found there, and lay concealed until nightfall. As soon as it was quite dark, I took to the sea-beach and walked to the southward about twelve miles, when I came to the ranch of Senor Ignacio Ortega^ before mentioned as being between the Arroyo and the Doctor's residence. Here I got among some bushes, and slept soundly until day. Before it was quite light, I again took to the sea-beach, and had good walking until I [9] F 121 122 Narrative of Edward McGowan arrived at the Doctor's house. As I approached I saw no one but a few of the Doctor's people, mostly Indians. The family were not yet stirring. My appearance seemed to cause them much astonish- ment. They eyed me very closely as I went boldly toward the house and inquired for Doctor Den. With difficulty they made me understand that the Doctor was absent from home, on a visit to Santa Ines. They also informed me that his lady, whom they called Dofia Rosa, had not yet risen. I sat down on the tongue of a wagon near the house, and, keeping a good lookout, determined to wait until the family were moving. While I sat here I was very unpleasantly scrutinized by a tall, gray-haired old Spaniard, who, I afterward learned, belonged to Monterey. I sat for about an hour, and was becoming quite uneasy under the stare of the old man, when the door of the house opened, and a very gentle and amiable looking lady ap- peared. Her complexion was much fairer than that of the generality of California ladies, and she had a remarkably sweet expression of countenance. I at once decided in my mind that she was the wife of my friend the Doctor. I addressed her in English, but discovered that she did not speak the language. I then tried Erench, and was equally unsuccessful. Directly, however, she said to me, Poco tie?npo,'' and, entering the house, she presently returned with a beautiful little child, who proved to be her daughter. I took her to be about ten years of age, though I afterward ascertained that she was exactly twelve. There was some- thing about the child which made her appear to my eyes like an angel of mercy as she fearlessly approached me, and said to me, in silvery tones and in perfect English, What is your will, sir .? " I replied to her, ' ' My dear, I am very hungry, and want something to eat, and then, if you can get it for me, I want a pen, ink, and paper to write a note to General Covarrubias. " As soon as 1 mentioned Covarrubias, Dona Rosa has- tily beckoned to me to come at once into the house. I saw at a glance that she had heard of my persecution and suspected who I was. She appeared to be in the greatest trepidation, and I at once entered the house and informed her who I was. Her sweet little daughter, Kate, informed Narrative of Edward McGowan 123 me, in purer English than I could use, that the road had been lined for many days with armed horsemen, who were hunting me, and that her mother was fearful I would yet be captured, unless I was very careful. Dona Rosa at once set her servants to work to prepare a breakfast for me, and informed me, through her little interpreter, that her husband, the Doctor, had gone to the college farm, at Santa Ines, to attend to some business for the Archbishop, and would not be at home for four or five days. She ex- pressed her fears that it would be unsafe for me to remain there, because, although she could be responsible for her own people, she feared that the old Californian who had eyed me so, and who, she informed me, was from Monterey, would betray me. Her own family consisted of herself and daughter, and a very handsome young lady, whom she introduced to me as her sister, Miss Hill. There were also some twenty to twenty-five farm and house servants about the place, with their children. They were mostly Indians. Dona Rosa told me that there was nothing to be apprehended from any of these, but that the old Cali- fornian suspected who I was, and had just said to her, when she had stepped out a moment before, that she had enough persons about the place to arrest me, if she felt disposed to do so. I agreed with my kind hostess that I ought to leave as soon as possible, and determined, as soon as I had eaten breakfast, which was now ready, to do so. At this time I had not shaved for two months; my beard was perfectly white and untrimmed, my clothes in a very dilapidated condition, and altogether I must have presented a most wretched appearance. I suppose I looked, with my long, white beard, at least sixty years old, and what with that and my torn and travel-stained garments, the Vigi- lante description of me, as regarded my age and dirty per- sonal appearance, was not so far out of the way, after all. While I sat enjoying my excellent breakfast and hot coffee. Dona Rosa kept watching me, and giving expression to her sympathy, frequently murmuring to herself, "/ P^sZr^- t7V/5/"and other words of her own language, expressive of her feeling for my misfortunes. Everything that could be done to accommodate me was done by the kind lady. Although it is not, I believe, customary for the native Cali- 124 Narrative of Edward McGowan fornians to eat meat at their breakfasts, still an abundance of it was cooked and placed upon the table for me. 1 ob- served that the servants seemed to wonder "what manner of man" I was, to be seated, in that garb, with ladies at the table, and treated with such respect. After breakfast, I asked permission of Doiia Rosa to give a piece of money to her daughter, little Kate, but she nobly replied, that no money was taken in her house for food given to any one, and particularly to the unfortunate. I begged to be per- mitted to give the child a small piece, only to keep as a memento of a forlorn stranger, and, after a great deal of hesitation, Dofia Rosa, merely to please me, consented. Little Kate now brought me writing materials, and I indited the following note to my friend General Covarrubias: — My dear Gen'l: — Circumstances over which I had no control have forced me to again become a wanderer, "houseless and helpless." I am writing- this from the Doctor's, and will endeavor to be in this vicinity next Sunday. Try to see me. Your friend, To General Covarrubias, ^ ^ Juge. Santa Bar, Tuesday Morning, July 29th, 1856. RUBIAS, ^ '■bar a City. \ Having given this in charge of my hostess, to be deliv- ered to the General by a sure hand, I again prepared to betake myself to the mountains. Doiia Rosa provided me with an extra blanket, a bottle of v\ ater, a beef-tongue, and some bread, and then, bidding me Godspeed, saw me depart from her hospitable door. I at once bent my steps to the caiion back of the dwelling, but had not proceeded far when one of the servants, whom they called Santiago, thinking that I wanted to go to Santa Barbara and had mistaken the road, ran after me to set me right. His mis- tress had seen no necessity of telling him who I was, and, although I of course knew where I was going, in order to avoid exciting his suspicion, I said to \\\m,^' Gracias,'' and came down into the main road, and proceeded along it about a mile and a half, when I came to another canon, and at once followed it up into the mountains. The day was very warm, and my journey up the moun- tain extremely fatiguing. I penetrated into the thickets, I Narrative of Edward McGowan 125 should judge, some four or five miles, frequently being obliged to cut my way through the chaparral with my knife. Toward dark I reached a point where, I knew, no horse or mule could ever come, and where I doubt whether any human being had ever been before, and, feeling per- fectly sure that no one would pursue me that far on foot, I resolved there to halt. After drinking all the water that remained in the bottle, I lay me down to sleep. So high was my elevation, that, notwithstanding my blankets, I was for a long time too cold to sleep. At length the fatigues of the day overcame the coldness of the atmosphere, and I fell asleep and did not aw^ake till morning. As soon as I had risen, a desire for water reminded me that I had exhausted my supply of that necessary the even- ing before, and my first and only task for the day must be to travel until I found more. Accordingly, I ate nothing, lest it should increase my thirst before I came to water, which might not be for hours, or even the whole day. There was an arroyo that came down from the mountains back of Dr. Den's house, from which his crops were irri- gated. In my desire to avoid arousing the suspicions of the man who followed me from the house, I had foolishly wandered away from this stream, taking it for granted that, as heretofore, I should find no difficulty in getting plenty of water almost anywhere in the mountains. I commenced my search, and continued it for some hours without being able to find a drop, or any signs that might lead me to dig for it. The fatigue of making my way through the cha- parral, and the heat of a July sun, had now increased my thirst till it had become almost insufferable. The thought, too, that I might wander in those mountains, without finding water, until I became lost, and had to lie down and die a death of torture, almost distracted me. I wandered on until, to my horror, I discovered that I had already got turned around and lost my way. I could not tell, from the confused mass of hills around me, which way to go to get out of them. I was hemmed in by a dense thicket of chaparral, and had scarcely strength to extricate myself. I now sat down on my blankets and began to think seri- ously of death. I had no means of knowing whether every step I took was not plunging me deeper into the 126 Narrative of Edward McGowan lonely wilds of those vast mountains, and no reason to hope that a journey of days among them, supposing that I could have held out, would have at all bettered my condition. I was indeed in a dreadful strait. I looked imploringly to Heaven for mercy. 1 knew that I had been, at times, a great sinner against the commandments of God, and asked for forgiveness. I could not, however, bring to my mind a sin- gle instance where I had wickedly injured any of my fel- low-creatures, or where I had injured any one at all, except in retaliation for injuries done to me, and I thought my punishment was more than I deserved, if it was the intention of Heaven to let me perish there from the tor- tures of thirst, a lonely maniac, with no eye, save my Maker's, and the beasts and vultures, to look upon my corpse, and no tongue to tell the dreadful story to my fel- low-men. I felt that, though it might be the will of Provi- dence that I should not ultimately escape the toils of my pursuers, my sins had not been so black and many that He should have reserved me for this frightful death, and I took heart. I had a burning fever, and all kinds of wild fan- tasies filled my brain. I thought of the story of Aaron [Moses] smiting the rock in the wilderness for the children of Israel, and actually wondered whether I might not hope for some such miraculous interposition for me. While I sat here too exhausted to move, night came on, and I then discovered, what I did not know before, that thirst is never half so intense at night as it is in the daytime. As the night advanced, although each hour lengthened the time of my privation, still each hour refreshed me. Finally, I fell asleep. When I awoke in the morning, I felt much fresher than when I had halted on the preceding day, but still suf- fering dreadfully from thirst. I at once summoned all my courage, and pressed forward again, whither I knew not, in search of relief. As the sun rose higher, my agony, of course, increased, but, nerved by despair, I pressed on, eagerly looking round me for any sign of water. I thought of the clear, sparkling spring where I had bathed at the Arroyo Hondo, and the aqueduct of the Mission of Santa Barbara, and a dozen places where 1 had seen water clear- est and coldest and freshest, and I thought the vision would madden me. At length, after walking an hour or two, just Narrative of Edward McGowan 127 as I had become convinced that I could hold out under the increasing heat but a little while longer, I espied some leaves on the side of a rock, which looked damp. I put my hands on them, and, to my unspeakable joy, I discovered that they were quite wet. I knew there must be v^^ater near them, and tried to trace them up to the source, but they became dry again, only a little way up the rock, and I commenced to dig with my knife among them. At first I could not discover where the water was weeping from. After a little while, however, I discovered a small aperture in the rock, shaped something like a bake-oven. The rock was very soft, being decomposed, and I could work on it almost as easily as clay. I dug away at it, and presently drops of water began to fall out of it into a little basin at the bot- tom of the oven. This basin I cleaned out so that it would hold more, and, after working at it more than an hour, I was enabled, by inserting a reed, which I cut for the pur- pose, into the basin, to suck up a few drops of water. I think I must have drank all that fell into the basin for an hour and a half before I quenched my thirst. I then ate heartily of my bread and beef-tongue, for I was very hun- gry, having abstained from eating lest it should increase my thirst. When night came, I made a soft, comfortable bed by spreading my blanket on the leaves, and, throwing myself upon it, I fervently thanked God for his kindness to me in my wretchedness, and enjoyed a sweet and untrou- bled sleep until morning. When I awoke, I found that my labor of yesterday had been rewarded by a beautiful little spring, which, during the night, had become full of clear, cold water. I took a delicious draft of it, and then washed myself, and sat down to eat the slim remnants of my beef-tongue and bread. I now bethought me that a desperate attempt must be made to get out of the moun- tains, otherwise, my provisions being exhausted, I should have only escaped death by thirst to perish by starvation. Accordingly, I cut two long, slim poles with my knife, and, tying them across each other firmly with a piece of my handkerchief, I made a cross, and hung it on a small, leafless tree that stood near the spot, so that, in the event any other poor, hunted fugitive should find himself lost and dying in those mountains, he might see, by the cross, that Narrative of Edward McGowan 129 some one had been there, and find the water. I well knew that none but the persecuted and pursued would ever have business in those grim solitudes. I cut the initials of my name on the tree on which I had hung the cross, christen- ed the place "St. Peter's Spring," and commenced my doubtful attempt to get out of the mountain. After partly walking and partly crawling on my hands and knees through the chaparral for nearly two hours, I heard a distant sound like the falling of water. I immediately turned in the direction from vv'hich the sound came, and in about twenty minutes more, during which I was continually de- scending into a caiion, I came to a large mountain stream. 1 looked up it, and the scene was very picturesque. It came roaring and dashing on for some distance above me, between two bold and rugged walls of rock, leaping from crag to crag in a succession of beautiful cascades, keeping continually wet with their glittering spray the leaves of the bushes that overhung them. My heart bounded sympa- thetically with the glad rush of the free waters, and with a heart elated with hope I followed the course of the stream, knowing full well that it must lead me to the valley. I began to suspect that this must be the arroyo that irrigated Doctor Den's estate, and the same from which I had fool- ishly wandered the previous morning. It was very hot v^^eather, and as I walked along in the stream, supporting myself on the slippery rocks by means of a pole, I felt very much refreshed. I frequently drank of the water, and toward noon I stopped and took a delight- ful bath. I here caught a little turtle, w^hich I killed, and found eggs in it. These I ate, and relished them exceed- ingly. I kept the meat, thinking that perhaps I might want it. At length I came to a little clear place on the bank of the stream, and observed a narrov^ trail leading out of the brushwood down to the water. I at first thought that this trail was made by the cattle coming to the v^^ater to drink. In this I was mistaken, as there are no cattle in those mountains. It was toward sundown, and I stopped here to rest for the night. I soon discovered what had made the trail. Hearing a rustling in the bushes, I looked up, and on the other side of the stream I saw a beautiful deer. It was *F 130 Narrative of Edward McGowan looking at me, and occasionally it would stand up on its hind legs, and then paw the earth with its little flinty hoof, like an impatient racer. I was not thirty yards from it, and it remained in the same spot nearly twenty minutes. I had seen plenty of deer before, in my wanderings, for that section of the state abounds in them, but they had always fled at the sight of me. This one had probably never seen a human being before. It seemed to pity me. Its intelli- gent, bright eye seemed to say to me that it knew from my wretched and weary appearance that I had neither the heart nor the power to harm it. I would not have harmed a hair of its body for the world. It was a comfort to me to look into its face and fancy that I could there read sym- pathy for my distress, and when, at length, it turned lightly away and vanished in the bushes, I felt as though I had lost a companion. Shortly after my forest visitor had gone, 1 spread my blankets, and, stretching my weary limbs upon them, I was soon wrapped in a deep sleep. The next day, Friday, the first of August, I was awake betimes, and continued my journey down the stream. I had not proceeded far before I became convinced that my conjecture as to this being the arroyo that ran through Dr. Den's farm, was correct. I saw the residence of my friend, and once more felt that I was restored to communi- cation with my species. I did not go near the house, not knowing who might be about the premises, but crept stealth- ily down to the seashore and gathered a quantity of mus- sels, which I put into rny shirt and carried back to the mountains. I also stopped and got over the fence into the Doctor's garden and pulled up some potatoes, which I car- ried with me, thinking that I might by some chance get fire and cook them. In the hurry of my departure, I had for- gotten to ask Doiia Rosa for some matches. On my return to the mountain, I laid down my load by the side of the stream and prepared to make my breakfast. I had heard of the Indians making fire by rubbing two dry sticks together, and I tried the experiment. I labored at it about two hours, but was at length obliged to give it up without succeeding. I afterwards learned from one of Dr. Den's servants how to do it, but it was at a time when I did not need the knowledge, and it availed me nothing. He had 132 Nan-ative of Edward McGowan two sticks, one round and the other flat. In the end of the flat one a hole was bored exactly to fit the diameter of the round one. Into this hole he inserted one end of the round stick, and then rolled it back and forth between his hands until the friction produced fire. The sticks have to be of a peculiar kind of wood, which he pointed out to me. I tried the experiment, and succeeded. I contented myself with breakfasting upon the mussels raw, and enjoyed them pretty well. The tide not being far enough out when I visited the shore, I had not been able to gather many of them, and ate all that I had for break- fast. Toward the middle of the day, I again felt hungry, and resolved to try the raw turtle-meat, which I had put into the stream, in my shirt, to keep it fresh. I found, how- ever, that it was too unpalatable. I was not quite hungry enough to get it down. Knowing, however, that if it once got into my stomach, it would be nutritious and strengthen- ing to me, I tried an experiment, which succeeded. I peeled one of the potatoes, and then scraped it all away with my knife. These scrapings I mixed with water, and made of them little balls, into which I put small pieces ^of the meat, and thus swallowed it v\nthout any unpleasant taste. In this way I managed to eat a raw potato and the turtle. I laid down supperless that night, determined to get to the beach the next morning earlier, in order to be there at low tide, when the mussels were more plenty. Accordingly, before it was quite light, I again started to the beach, and this time secured a bountiful supply. I returned, and, after breakfasting heartily, had plenty of them left for dinner. I was beginning, however, to get very tired of them. They were exceedingly bitter, and, besides, acted on my system as purgatives. They did me one good service, however: they contributed to relieve me of my obesity. Several of my fat friends have told me, since my return, that they would willingly go through my pilgrimage to be relieved of their surplus flesh. I trust they may never have occa- sion to know how dreadful a remedy they are willing to try. I would not again go through with the miseries of that hunt to escape from all the bloodhounds that San Fran- cisco could put upon my track. I would far rather turn Narrative of Edward McGowan 133 and die at bay. Indeed, I very much doubt whether many men, accustomed to ease and luxury, could endure the pri- vation and suffering to which I was subjected. No man knows, however, what he can do until he tries. To a stout and resolute heart there is no such word as "fail." I remained in the mountains until the next morning, Sunday, the third of August, when I again descended to the seaside for my usual supply of mussels, and returned to eat them. I began to think now that it was almost time to hear something from my friends at Santa Barbara, unless my letter to Gen. Covarrubias had miscarried. Ac- cordingly, after my breakfast I again descended, and cautiously approached the Doctor's garden. Before I reached it, I saw a man coming up the caiion, leading a horse. He was a Californian, and one whom I had never seen before. I also heard the voice of some one singing. I immediately retraced my steps and concealed myself. I did not again venture to approach the Doctor's house in that direction, but remained most of the day in the moun- tains, making my way northward so as to come down into the road above the ranch, toward San Luis Obispo, thinking it much safer than to enter it between the Doctor's and Santa Barbara. After cautiously reconnoitering, 1 went over the point of a low hill just ahead of me, and stepped down into the road. I had not more than reached it before a Spaniard came directly upon me from the direction of the house, and, appearing to know all about me, at once gave me to understand that Gen. Covarrubias was at the house, and desired me to come quickly. I went with him at once, and, on reaching the garden, I was met by the Doctor, his wife, little Kate, Gen. Covarrubias, and eight or ten servants. The Doctor, at once seizing me by the hand, and exclaiming, "It is no time to talk," hurried me through the garden and into the house. Just as we entered it, the Doctor pointed through an open window to five armed men who were riding along the road to Santa Barbara, coming, apparently, from the Arroyo Hondo. There they go, ' ' he exclaimed ; "the rat-catchers ! They dare not search my house." I had a fair view of the mis- erable wretches as they galloped by, and as I looked after them I pitied them, — yes, actually pitied them. For who 134 Narrative of Edward McGowan can fall so low, and be so just an obje6l of pity, as the human being who can pursue a fellow-man, by whom he was never wronged, y^r /n?'e F The Doctor explained to me, that he had returned from Santa Incs three days after I had left his house; that his wife had kept my note until his return, preferring to send it by his hand to General Covarrubias. As soon as he had read it, he at once ordered his carriage, and, taking his lady with him to avoid suspicion, proceeded to Santa Barbara and found the General. While there, he dis- covered that a party, under the lead of the White Pig (Blake), was preparing to go to the Arroyo Hondo, with great hopes of taking me. They arrived, as he had learned, at the Arroyo on Saturday, the second of August. Besides Blake, the party consisted of a deputy sheriff who had a warrant for my arrest, a Scotch blacksmith, and two others. They were all armed with guns and revolvers. On arriving at the house, they asked the sefiora a great many questions about me, but she, poor soul, who was now really ignorant of my whereabouts, told them she did not know where I had gone. Although she this time^ spoke the truth, they did not credit her, and forthwith searched the house and old Konoya' s hut, and then, leaving at the house the bloody-minded son of Vulcan with his great six- shooter and double-barreled shotgun to prevent the woman or her children from giving me warning in case I was lurking about the premises, the other four beat the bushes about the mountains for some hours. Meeting, however, with no success, they returned to the house, and, the next morning, Sunday, returned disappointed and crest- fallen to Santa Barbara. These were the five worthies whom Dr. Den pointed out to me from his house as they were returning from their fruitless search. General Covarrubias then entered and embraced me. He and his son Onesimo, and a few of Dr. Den's people, had been searching the mountains high and low with pro- visions for me, and would have given me up for dead but that a California woman named Maria Jesus, who lived with her husband in the garden, had seen me go to the beach for mussels on Friday. He told me he had been roaming through the mountains, singing, "Covarrubias, NatTative of Edward McGowan 135 Covarrubias ! No Instructions ! "* in order to attract my attention and let me know who and where he was. I told him I had heard the singing, and explained to him that I did not recognize his words or his voice, and therefore did not reply. The Doctor brought out some fine English ale, and I consumed three small bottles of it before I quenched my thirst. It was the first thing in the shape of stimulus I had tasted for many days, and, after the fatigues I had lately gone through, it revived me wonderfully. In the mean while Dona Rosa set her servants to work preparing me a nice chicken, and then invited me to come into the parlor and seat myself by her on the sofa. She kept gazing at me, wretched and forlorn as I was, and murmuring ^'' IPobre viejo ! ' ' etc. I felt that I must have cut but a sorry figure in my ragged clothes, and, but for the heartfelt kindness with which I was treated, and which placed me quite at my ease, I should have felt very awkward at finding myself in such a condition in the presence of ladies. After enjoying a fine supper and passing a delightful evening with that good and deservedly happy family, about nine o'clock it was thought advisable for me to leave the house. Dona Rosa provided me with a pillow and some blankets, and then, accompanied by the General, the Doc- tor, and a few of his people, I entered a corn-field adjacent * In order that the reader may understand the meaning- of his song-, it is necessary to relate an anecdote which is familiar to many of the politicians of the state. In the convention which nominated Gover- nor Bigler for his second gubernatorial term, General Covarrubias and Don Pedro Carrillo, now surveyor of the port of Santa Barbara, were delegates. I also was a member. Don Pedro was of opiniqn that he and his colleague had been instructed by the Democracy of Santa Barbara to vote against John Bigler for governor. The Gen- eral thought differently, and when Santa Barbara was called, Don Pedro immediately sprang- to his feet and informed the convention that his colleague was voting against the instructions of his constit- uents. To which the General immediately replied, in broken Eng- lish, "Mr. Chairman, no instructions for Covarrubias ! People have confidence in him. They instruct Carrillo." This threw the con- vention into a laugh, and completely turned the tables on Don Pedro. The story got abroad, and the General was afterwards known among; politicians as "No Instructions." Knowing that I would recognize the words, he adopted them as the burden of his song. 136 Narrative of Edward McGowan to the house, and in the center of it made my camp. Tliis was destined to be my hiding-place for six weeks. The Doctor gave directions to the woman Mai'ia Jesus and her husband, who hved in the garden, to watch over me and provide me with food until further orders. He then gave me a double-barreled gun, and told me that in the morn- ing he would go to town and make arrangements to thwart, if possible, the getting up of any further expeditions against me, or, at any rate, get the earliest intimation of them from his friends. He cautioned me against letting any one see me but those who belonged to his own rancho, and assured me I need have no apprehensions as to their fidelity and discretion. He and the General then bid me good night and left me. When they had gone, I laid down on my blankets and felt happy. I poured out my spirit in thankfulness to Heaven, that I had, after wandering for thirty days through the wilds of Santa Barbara, unshel- tered and unfriended, save by strangers, whose good feeling to me had been rendered useless by treachery, at length found a haven of rest, and a protector and friend on whom I knew I could rely. I fell into a sound and untroubled sleep, for I knew that I was guarded by the honor of a hospitable gentleman. CHAPTER VII The truly brave. When they behold their kind oppressed with odds. Are touch'd with a desire to shield and save. Byron. When I awoke on the morning of the fourth of August, the sun was some hours high. My frequent potations of the Doctor's ale on the previous evening, together with an unaccustomed sense of security, had made my sleep more than usually sound. I found one of the Doctor's servants, Santiago, the husband of Maria Jesiis^ who lived in the garden, standing by me with a good breakfast and some hot coffee. He informed me as well as he could that Don Nicholas, as he called the Doctor, and General Covarrubias had started early for the city. I had a slight headache when I awoke, but a drop of good brandy before breakfast, and the hot coffee, made me all right. I found my place of refuge very comfortable. The corn was so tall, that I was continually shaded from the sun, except at midday, when I made myself an awning by fastening the corners of a sheet to four stout corn-stalks. I had cleared out a place sufficiently large to enable me to move about comfortably, and, all things considered, I was very snugly lodged. During the day, I was visited by Maria Jesus, accompa- nied by the Doctor's little son, Alfonso. He was a bright- eyed, curly-headed little fellow of about three years of age. The Californian who had notified me the day before that General Covarrubias was waiting to see me at the house, [10] 137 138 Narrative of Edward McGowan also paid me a visit. Of course we made but a poor attempt at conversation, neither of us speaking the other's language. I ascertained, however, that he was the mayo?'- domo of the establishment, and that his name was Juan. I made him understand that I would christen him Juan de Dios (John of God), inasmuch as he was the one who had informed me that friends awaited me at the house, where I had arrived at such a timely moment. The name pleased him very much, and he and I were warm friends during my entire stay on his hospitable master's premises. In the evening, I came out of the corn-field and visited San- tiago's little willow house in the garden. Here I made the acquaintance of Jacobo, the cook for the casa grande^ as they called the family dwelling, and his wife, Refugla. As it appeared to be the general rendezvous of the servants and laborers after working-hours, I met with quite a num- ber of them. It was a great desideratum with me to put myself on as friendly a footing as possible with these peo- ple, on whose discretion my life was to depend during my sojourn with their kind-hearted master, and, accordingly, I made the acquaintance of all of them, particularly inform- ing myself of their various names and occupations, and evincing as well as I could, in my ignorance of their lan- guage, a sympathy with them in all their little matters, and gratitude for their kindness in keeping my secret. Be- sides Jacobo and his wife, I made the acquaintance of his brother-in-law, also named Santiago, who was about twenty years of age, and a farm-servant; also of Pedro, an old In- dian who worked in the garden. Among the females, there were Maria los Angeles, a kind of lady's maid to Doiia Rosa; Nicolosa, an Indian girl about twelve years old, whose duty it was to attend the Doctor's youngest child, yet an infant; and Si/nona, an Indian woman who washed for the household. There were many others about the place, with their children, mostly Indians, whose names I cannot remember. They appeared very much pleased with the apparent interest I took in them, and vve became warm friends. They were all faithful and discreet to the last, and when they ascertained that I was a Roman Catho- lic, in which faith they had, of course, been reared, I doubt whether all the gold in California's mines could have in- Narrative of Edward McGowan 139 duced one of them to betray me. They used to say, in speaking of me, Paisano es buem Catolico. Would that I were ! I will here remark, that, during my sojourn at Doctor Den' s, among the books which he loaned me where- with to beguile the time, were some on the religion to w^hich I had been brought up, which I conned over with great interest, and became more thoroughly convinced than ever I supposed I would be of the efficacy of religion, and especially that of the Church of Rome. Before I returned to my bed in the corn-field that night, 1 observed a white man, a hired laborer of the Doctor's, and, being fearful of him, I kept out of his sight, not know- ing but that it might be unsafe to trust to his discretion. I afterwards learned, however, that he was a Prussian, named Frederick Staurer. He was a very intelligent and well- educated man. He had formerly been a professor of mu- sic, but, becoming reduced, was now working for his liveli- hood as a day-laborer. He spoke English very well, and, after I became acquainted with him, his companionship was very agreeable to me during my long and somewhat monotonous sojourn in the corn-field. Nothing of interest occurred during my first week in my new hiding-place. Almost all of the people of the ranch visited me, to each of whom I presented a small piece of money, and in a few days my mind became perfectly easy as to their fidelity. The Doctor remained the entire week in the city, and I lost the pleasure of his occasional company. Dona Rosa, however, sent me, every day, a bottle of claret or ale, and I lived more luxuriously than I had done since my depart- ure from San Francisco. On Sunday, Dona Rosa, accompanied by her sweet little children, paid me a visit, and inquired, through little Kate, after my health and comfort. The Doctor did not accompany her, for, when absent in the city of a Sunday, he never returned till evening, always waiting to attend church. I replied to the kind lady, that I was very com- fortable, and after a very agreeable visit she returned to the house. That evening the Doctor returned, and came out to the corn-field to see me. I learned from him that the hunt after me appeared to be rather flagging. None of the San Francisco Vigilantes were in Santa Barbara, 140 Narrative of Edward McGowan nor had he heard of their being in the vicinity. Jack Power had started off in as suspicious a manner as he could, in company with an old Spaniard disguised as me, taking the road to Los Angeles, and had been hotly pur- sued by the dauntless and zealous Curtis and Gough, and eight or ten lunch-eaters. The Doctor brought me a two weeks' file of the San Francisco Herald, besides a number of other papers, and I was abundantly supplied with the news. I here learned of another surmise as to my where- abouts. They had doubtless come to the conclusion, at San Francisco, that I could not possibly be in the state and have escaped my indefatigable pursuers, and, on looking round for some other place to locate me, had lit upon my native city.* I also had the pleasure of reading, in the San Diego Herald of the twenty-sixth of July, the follow- ing flattering notice of my movements, from the pen of my * Ned McGovvan. — It is stated that letters have been received in this city, from Phihidelphia, stating- that Ned McGowan was at his own house in that city. Such a report may prove correct. — Touun Talk, July 31st. Another McGowan in the Field. — This wonderful genius, this " Jack-o'-the-lantern" politician with the white hat, tliis apt)cry- phal hero of the Jack Ketch Committee, has again made his appear- ance upon the stage, lifted his white beaver, and exclaimed, " Here I am, Mr. Merryman." As a traveler, he has thrown Humboldt and Mungo Park entirely into the shade. At one time we hear of him enjoying the laborious acting of " that eminent American tragedian" at the Metropolitan, and in the same breath he arrives in Santa Bar- bara, is recognized, retires into the tules, has a magnificent reward offered for him, is pursued by an enthusiastic deputation of the One- Eyed Committee, who return in disgust — when, presto! change, the Hon. Judge Edward McGowan has arrived in the City of Brotherly Love, and is quietly installed in his family mansion. If Shakespeare lived in the nineteenth century, McGowan would be his beau ideal of an Ariel. When Eugene Sue writes another" Wandering Jew, "the ex-Commissioner of Emigrants will be his model. McGowan is a remarkable man; he has made his mark on the dial-plate of time, and, whether the Committee have the hanging- of him or not by way of dessert in the banquet of horrors they are now feasting on, the name of the Knight of the White Hat will be a prolific theme for the future pen of the historian. P. S. — Since writing- the above, we have just heard the rumor that a telegraphic dispatch has been received from the Feegee Islands, announcing the arrival of the Hon. Edward McGowan. Outere — ■ Where is Ned McGowan ? — Sdii Francisco Herald, July 31st. Narrative of Edward McGowan 141 soi-disant friend, J. Judson Ames, Esq., publisher of that sheet : — Gossip about Ned McGowan. — This notorious individual is probably by this time in the state of Sonora. He was seen at Ca- riso Creek, on the desert, in the early part of this week, by the ex- press-rider from Camp Yuma, who conversed with him, and by whom Ned sent his respects to Major Harvey, telling him that Col. Baker had arrived thus far safe, if an opportunitj' should offer of forwarding the message. He stated that he was going to Sonora. The expressman sa^^s that Ned had "a very poor horse, but some mighty good brandy! " If they know at Camp Yuma that he has been indicted in San Francisco, there is some chance that the ballot- box stuffer may yet swing at the end of a hempen cord. This fellow, after penning the above, had the impudence to approach me in Sacramento (since my unexpected re- turn) and extend both of his hands, expressing his most heartfelt delight at seeing me once more safe and in good health. My reply to him on that occasion is not at all per- tinent to this narrative, but I desire that he will call it to mind, and then be assured that it was mild and gentle in comparison with the sketch of his history, dating from the days of President Tyler to the present hour, which I have promised myself the pleasure of drawing at some future time. When I open my proposed portrait-gallery of the most distinguished of our ''''Purest and Best," he may feel assured that, on looking around the walls, he will not miss his own intelligent countenance. After Dr. Den had returned to the house, I laid down on my pallet and thought over an idea that had suggested itself to me on reading the San Diego paper. Since the belief was general that I was in Sonora, why might I not confirm it by writing to San Francisco a letter dated on the plains near Sonora, and thus slacken the hunt after me where I was.^* There was some danger of the letter, in case of miscarriage, affording a clew to my whereabouts, but I thought if I could but get a trusty messenger who would either destroy or deliver the letter safely, I might benefit myself by writing it. After thinking it over pro and con, I determined to say nothing about it to any one, and in the morning to do it, and then fell asleep. After breakfast the following morning, I requested San- 142 Narrative of Edward McGowan tiago to get me from the house some writing materials. He went after them, but returned to say to me that there was no ink, except a little dried up in the bottle, and very little paper. I then sent him to town to purchase me what I wanted, and added to my list a bottle of whisky. In a few hours he returned with everything except the ink. He had broken the bottle which contained it on the road. 1 had nothing for it then but to mix some gunpowder v^^ith water, and having thus manufactured a tolerably good sub- stitute for ink, I indited the following epistle to John Nu- gent, Esq. , editor of the San Francisco Herald, and a fort- night afterward had the pleasure of reading it in his paper in the following form : — LETTER FROM NED McGOWAN. The Political Mountain of the Nineteenth Century Speaks to the Sea — The White Hat ''''Turns Up'' ^ Again — Remarkable AJuentures of a Political Philosopher of the Modern School, Pursued by Puritanical Bloodhounds. We have the pleasure of laying- before our readers this morning- one of the most remarkable documents in the history of literature.-* It was a mooted point for some time, and even is to this late day, who was the author of the Junius papers; very few men have ever been able to make up their minds in locating the identical individual that struck Billy Patterson, Esq. 5 whole demijohns of ink have been shed in proving we had a Bourbon among- us; and a small invoice was wast- ed in discussing the fact as to whether saltpeter would or would not explode. The "Mark Meddle" press in the hireling pay of the Saints have chased the ubiquitous Napoleon of primary elections from pillar to whipping-post, — they have had him comfortably corraled every- where throughout the geographical limits of this extended area of freedom, except in their own clutches, — and at last the "old joker" turns up, and pleasantly and convivially speaks of his "hairbreadth 'scapes" as coolly as if he was on his old stamping-ground — Mont- goinery Street — and had an admiring audience of drinking friends, hoisting in his original and peculiar fund of small talk. The remarkable correspondence which follows is written in gim- powder and water, the old fellow not having a bottle of " Maynard & Noyes" handy, but our readers may rest assured it is a genuine pro- duction; and if any person having a knowledge of the learned Judge's handwriting is inquisitive enough to doubt, he can be accommodated with a sight of the McGowan autograph by calling at this office. State of California, August 8, 1856. Editor of the San Francisco Herald: — I desire to reply to a query in the Herald, dated about the 1st of July, in which the writ- Narrative of Edward McGowan 143 er, after indulging in a pleasant bit of satire at the expense of the ' ' Sour Flour and Salt Pork Committee, ' ' in reference to their juvenile attempts at capturing that "old patent back-acting politician" with the immortal white hat, asks the very pertinent question, "Where is Ned McGowan?" In the words of the immortal Squibob and the somewhat well-known Mr. Webster of Marshfield, "I still live! "and claim the reward for my bodj^ (^vhen they catch me ! ). Upon mature reflection, I do not think I came so near drinking at "death's foun- tain "as the godlike Daniel did when he gave utterance to his cele- brated and classical remark above quoted, although, for the past few months, I have played the "game of life" very "low down," but have always kept the deck in my own hands. I will not say I have stocked the cards on the "purest and best," or that I have held more than four aces in my sleeves at any one time, but in this last deal my native talent has been brought out in bold relief, and by a little dex- terous shuffling of the papers I have thus far managed to win every trick. I acknowledge it was a very tight game at Santa Barbara, — six and six on the last game, and I turned up Jack, — mighty good pun, if understood. If the Vigilance Committee are still holding on in the expectation of catching me, they might as well disband, for it is not in the cards, and I think they are themselves pretty well satisfied of that, for they have expended time and money enough in the experi- ment. I have, at last, thank God, a deal of good luck, and, being a Catholic (bad a one as I am), I am safely arrived at the "other side of Jordan," and a hard road to travel it was, you had better believe. On some future occasion, when I have more time and facility for writing, it will afford me the most eminent satisfaction to give you a faithful daguerreotype of my "will-o'-the-wisp" existence in the city of "higher law "previous to my departure for a more congenial clime. It will be one of the most delightful romances ever written. Truth is stranger than fiction; and when I deem it expedient to "let the cat out of the bag," what a field there will be for an American Dickens; and when the pious Committee are posted in regard to some of those who were the most instrumental in my salvation from undergoing an ordeal of their "celebrated breakneck act," what a rattling there will be among the dry bones of some of their own mem- bers. I think I "know a hawk from a hand-saw, " and it never for one moment entered my head to form a source of amusement for the Sacramento Street gentlemen. I am easily pleased, and am perfectly willing to die in bed, although I sympathize heartily with the blood- thirsty Committee in their mortifying and defeated efforts to elevate me to "a high position." After some wandering, I entered the county of Santa Barbara on the third day of July, and if I were to tell you what I accomplished up to the time I left, — how many narrow and hairbreadth escapes I had, — ^you would scarcely credit it, but set it down as an imagination drawn from the fertile brain of some Munchausen romance. Whilst my horse is feeding, and the person who has promised to mail this for me waits, I will write, and am actually writing, with gunpo^vder mixed n.vith ^vater. Necessity is truly the mother of invention, (although I can't think just now who the father of it was, ) and the law of it com- 144 Narrative of Edward McGowan pelled me to stretch my genius to its utmost. On the one hand, I saw death staring- me in the face, to be perpetrated by the hands of hired assassins sent to take me, dead or alive (certainly not alive); on the other hand, I had the triumphant thoug^ht of one day setting myself right before the world, and repelling the assaults made by these fiends in human form who have so savagely persecuted me, and of having the satisfaction of showing who some of the "best and purest citizens" are, or were originally, who have hunted me "blood- hound" like, even in this section of the country, almost to the death; but, thank God, I have so far escaped them. The knowledge of what I have already gone through in this unholy crusade against me has almost nerved me into a second youthful manhood, and added much vigor to my declining strength, and endows me with patience to endure suffering which, under any other circumstances, I would have shrunk from as a task being too difficult for one who had lived a life of luxurious ease for the past twenty years. No one knows how much he can perform till driven to it. There is 7io such ^vorci as^fail." ' The remembrance of a quotation from Lord Byron's Mazeppa,^ For time at last sets all tilings even; And if we do but watch the hour, Tiiere never yet was human power Which could evade, if unforgiven. The patient search and vigil long Of him who treasures up a wrong, — has been of great consolation to me, and I do hope that it may be verified in my case, for I certainly treasure up a great wrong, and the thoughts of some day getting "even" was that which gave me strength to walk many, many miles in the mountains, with blistered and bleeding feet, almost without shoes, and nearly worn out, body and soul; to sleep among the rocks, without blanket or other cover- ing, or flannel, o' cold nights (I threw away my flannel the first day, it was so excessively hot); and to crawl out of the mountains before daylight to the sea-beach to dig mussels from the rocks for my break- fast, and always after breakfast dining next day. I did have dinner one day, — I foimd a small turtle in a mountain-stream, and I ate it raw, and it really tasted almost as good as that I used to eat at Ned's, so deliciously served up. The mussels certainly tasted better than any I had ever eaten at the Nightingale, although they were always washed down with champagne. For several weeks the county of Santa Barbara, and two or three adjoining counties, and even along the Colorado, was filled with these lunch-eaters, or five-dollars-a-day men, hired to assassinate, under the command of Capt. T. D. Johns. Some of them were armed with guns, and all of them with six-shoot- ers, over twenty-five in all; brave fellows, and each man determined to make a hero of himself by catching or killing one poor old man, who they themselves denominate, in their handbills, as being fifty years of age. Now, that 's a little too bad, — that 's almost as bad as Pat Hull's likeness of me, — they have got the figures too high \^y ten years. I would sooner be shot than be that old. If I live to be that old, I will get more than "even." It was curious, and sometimes even laugh- able, how I dodged them. On the eventful sixth of July, I was rolled Narrative of Edward McGowan 145 up in forty yards of carpeting-, which, from the smell, I thought was used as a flea-hive on the "Beau Hickman" plan, for it contained, at a roug-h guess, — I did not count them, — ten thousand fleas, one hun- dred and eig-hty-two pounds of what I at that time thought was flesh and blood, and all around the city the tules on fire, trying to burn me out. This was truly a delightful situation for a gentleman to be placed in, a hot July afternoon in Santa Barbara, with no chance to get a drink for more than three hours. There was no necessity for my wishing, as some one did in a Shakespeare reading on Gov. Bigler, "O, that this too too solid flesh would melt" 5 mine was actually run- ning away from me like melting lard. I only, at this writing, weigh one hundred and forty pounds, but now I kno^v it is flesh. At another time, a fellow with red whiskers and large eyes, with shot-gun (double-barrel) and six-shooter, and a keeper of the light- house, called "Mitch," also with six-shooter, searched a ranch sans ceri'monie, and then the Indian huts in the vicinity. I had just left to wash myself, preparatory to taking breakfast, when a woman, the lady of the house, who knew my secret, sent her son to tell me to "vamos," while her husband kept them in conversation a few mo- ments. These people were poor and had a large family of children, and these braves — a part of C aptain T. D. I pjms' gang who came down in the schooner — offered Pedro's wife $3,000 if they could find me or tell where I was. Pedro spoke English, and the fellow from the lighthouse Spanish; but their ofi^er was of no avail: they had promised to keep my secret, and they faithfully kept their word. Sub- sequently, the fellow who was watching the ranch saw one of the boys carry me food in the mountains, and gave information to a busybody in Santa Barbara, acting blood-hunter for his San Fran- cisco brethren, called by the native Californians "Co