I Class IE3_i_10i_ Copyright N^ COPYRrCHT DEPOSIT. POEMS. POEMS BY GERTRUDE LEONARD ADAMS EDITED BV M^WINCHESTER ADAMS Author "'Polly,' sBd other Poems," "Pathwayo, and other Poems' NEW YORK FRANCIS W. ORVIS 1907 [UBRARY of CONdHESSJ Two Copies Rweived DEC 19 1907 CoByrlgst tntry ACOPT B. ^c,zb^\ ^-v Copyright 1907 by M. Winchester Adams. All rights reserved. To Marie, Lois, Doris, Enid, Ted, 'Little" Elizabeth and Hilda. Write, if thou writest but one line, And perchance, it may be Its happy thought, through endless yeaurs Shall live and speak for thee. CONTENTS. A Dedication For A Scrap Book 123 A Bird's Lament 96 A Fragment 97 A Kindergarten Song 142 A Lullaby 175 A Song 93 A Single Page 131 A Tribute 30 Advice 177 Answered 126 Apple Blossoms 199 Aspirations 73 After Many Days 48 Betty Antoinette 33 Beyond 21 Birthday Thoughts 132 Birthday Wishes 128 Bonnets and Sonnets 150 Brookside 85 Castles 185 Change 197 Childhood Days 105 Could We 163 CONTENTS. Day Dreams g_ Dreams Do Not Delay ,5 Evening Hymn ^ Fames Reward g:^■ Fancies Far Away Marie March Meditation Moving- Dav 66 90 Forget Me Not jog Fragment Gentle Connecticut -^ Gtoria In Excelsis ^g Grandma's Treasures ,yg Highland Lake ,.. Highland Maid ,^7 Honeysuckle Dell Hymn ^ Imagination g Impressions _^ Imprisoned g^ In Thought -^ June Is Dying ^^ Let In The Sunshme u- Life And Death jg. Life's Best Lines Look Up Love 143 62 94 ~ 34 Love's Power jo^ 26 133 45 189 CONTENTS. Mt. Tom Music November 57 145 My Dolly 200 My Sailor Boy 179 Nannette Lee 69 Nameless Graves 84 New Year Bells -jy New Year Song 201 Nothing- Wasted 25 127 On Life's Sea 'j2 Passaic Boating Song 43 Peu-a-Peu 75 Poetry Versus Dining 42 Questionings 71 Rue 83 Selma's Violin 63 Serenade Anita 169 Sibyl 70 Spring 171 Such A Little Child 176 Sunshine And Shadow 76 Stilly Night 157 Summer Roses 99 Sympathy 29 Some Of My Genealogy 183 Tell Me 24 The Answer 58 The Waif 193 The Blind Wisher 165 The Bell 35 The Bowl of Marigolds 153 The Chimes 118 CONTENTS. The Chimney Qimber 151 The Dance loi The Easter Lilies 49 The Great Musician 44 The Jewel 51 The Jolly Grocer 190 The Mill 27 The Miser 109 The Nightmare 103 The Old New England Homestead 79 The Past 154 The Pasteboard Box 173 The Phantom Form 134 The Poet's Inspiration 159 The Reply 141 The Seasons 149 The Sleigh-ride 195 The Spanish Maid 119 The Two Roses 61 The Village 161 The Valentine 107 The Wanderer 155 The Winco-pipe 78 The Wind Storm 191 There's A Maid In The Mist 121 Time 31 Time's Changes 147 To Elsie 74 To My Father I44 "Tots" 170 Trudy 187 Two Views 129 Underneath The Clover 53 CONTENTS. Violets 47 Volunteer i8i Where Dwell The Gods 8l Wherefore 95 Which Best 65 Who Would You Marry 124 Youth 98 POEMS. BEYOND. Oh, had we strength of vision, with calm eyes To pierce the future, doubting never, but Leaning only on our own endeavor, And, in the courage of our souls, behold The far-land of the coming day ! Beyond— Oh, but to part the opalescent blue That with its wavering unsteady light Bewilders all. Disarm the present hour Of its enamoring, silvery sheen And let the glorious, ever changing Qualities of soul and brain, illumine Like a queen, the ever opening way! Heart fuses heart, and intellect may sway The world. The gold of Croesus hath powerj But never can it give to hearts the fire 21 BEYOND. Of youth. It cannot bring back wasted hopei That circled, Hke a fairy wreath, the brow Of Love. Nor will the warmth of rosebud lip;. Respond to yellow gold. Oh, God, what strange And unknown land is this, Thou callest Earth, Where men, women, babes and little children Pass to and fro, through the panorama Of a day, whose morrow is as distant As long past cycles of forgotten years! Wherefore are we accountable who are The children of vain circumstance? The past — What of the past ? For who, in very truth, Dares say 'tis stored in household of the gods, There to be meted out in good or ill. When all is o'er. The future, like heaven, We die to gain, may a delusion prove. Whose opal light of hope forever lures The mariners in quest of fairer lands, Of brighter scenes, of truer loves. Beyond — ■ Why care we where it leads, if in the strength And grandeur of our imier lives, there dwell But that composure, trustfulness and love Of man, to help attain the perfect hour To-day. What of the future ? What were gold. If hearts were all at strife ? Or what were love, If we forget to speak the word to ears That barken? Or palaces, if marble Halls and archways but coldly sounded back 22 BEYOND. In mocking tones our every footstep? Or what were plighted vows, if from them came Fulfillment never ? Or what were our homes, If from true love came not the little loves To gladden our lives? Or what were sickness, With no fond hand to comfort? Or e'en death. With but the grave to be our final home? What then is wealth ! The hour, the perfect hour Is now. Now is the day to live and love, And in the present to attain the wealth Of days that never can return, of days That are going. The future — What of that ? Whoso can tell? 23 TELL ME. Are our dreams but firefly fancies, Perfume laden of the past? Are our hopes but showy baubles That soon petish, can not last? Are our loved ones only idols, And their sweet souls merely breath? Is there really no hereafter ? Does our living end with death ? Tell me, then, the use of living Working on from day to day ? Ah! the soul is surely better Than the body made of clay! So I'll just go on believing. And my help to others give. Tell me what's the use of doubting There's another life to live? 24 NOTHING WASTED. Talk not of the June that is ended, Nor yet of the day that is past ; Talk not as if love here is wasted It all will be garnered at last. Let hope in thy heart live forever, Let thy love and joy be supreme, Let trust in thy Maker be greater. Make life like a beautiful dream. Weep not for the rose that is faded. Sigh not for the sunbeam so bright, Another will gladden the morrow With just as resplendent a light. Take courage dear heart in thy journey "Thy reward love's labor shall be ;" Be firm and life's purposeful efforts For good shall bear witness for thee. Then, when we have passed from this life work To the work in the life above. We shall know that nothing was wasted Neither June, nor roses, nor love. 25 MARIE. There dwells within my cottage By the brook and old beech tree, A dainty little maiden Who is only half past three. Her hair is like bright amber, Her cheeks like the roses red, Her winsome happy laughter Cheers my heart when day is fled. She sweeps the hearthstone daily With a dove's pale silver wing. Her merry song and shouting Make the cottage rafters ring. The oaken bench, so stately, She dusts it every day. The blue bowl on the mantel She fills with flowers of May. Fair Marie, dainty Marie, With her ways so sweet and mild, My merry hearted darling And my own beloved child. 26 'A dainty little maiden Who is only half past three." THE MILL. Far down in the hollow, under the hill, I stood by an old and moss covered mill, Its wheel, then so silent, was old and worn, It had ground the wheat, it had ground the corn, But aged and gray it was standing still, The waters were rushing on past the mill, For the useless old mill had had its day, And now the waters were having their way ; And I thought how, when we are young and strong We can grind the years, as they come along. But when we grow older, we then stand still. The years rush by us, as water the mill. For life is a mystery, deep and wide, That reaches from here to the other side. The good we've done, is the grist of the mill After work is over, say what you will. While the Master Miller with His own hand Will guide us safely to the better land ; And we know, at last, when this life is o'er We'll be counted one of the Miller's store. 27 GLORIA IN EXCELSIS. There lurks a poison in each cup of joy, A sorrow in each golden crown of bhss; There is a tear for ev'ry fleeting smile, Yet cry we : — "Gloria in excelsis," Death, we inhale in ev'ry breath we breathe, Ere we have time to learn what life may hold ; Great grief and bliss so closely are entwined, As one, they enter o'er the heart's threshold. There is a balm for ev'ry weary heart. And bitter tears for ev'ry merry eye ; Then let each one this lesson learn to-day. And praising God, be not afraid to die. 28 SYMPATHY. Oh ! it is sweet to meet a kindred soul whose heart is warm With a melodious song, that chimes in perfect measure With thine own, recalling half forgotten notes in the storm Of less congenial beings. 'Tis more than cold, cold pleasure. 'Tis a sonnet, 'tis an anthem to the soul. Oh ! 'tis grand to watch the fading day if thy simple song Hath reached some untouched heart, and won for thee a single thought Of kindred feeling. Not for fame, but sympathy, they long. Who calmly wait the lisping echo that their song hath wrought, 'Tis a prayer, a benediction to the soul. 29 A TRIBUTE. TO E. D. S. Oft in the long still hours of night, When darkness holds control, We think of those our hearts hold dear As treasures of the soul. There looms before us joy on joy. Of girlhood's happy days; 'Tis then thy dear face comes to cheer The sad or darksome ways. And oft I wonder was it chance From far lands sent thee here. To be unto my heart as balm. Or music sweet and clear. But, no, the Maker of the world Has in His plan no chance, And this thought added to thy worth, Thy friendship doth enhance. Oft in the long still hours of night, I breathe for thee a prayer. That God, the loving Father, keep Thee ever in His care. 30 TIME. Oh ! Time, thou tide of human ills, Thy waves are hearts' pulsating thrills; Thy hand may stay the course of fate. Thy flight, oh. Time, turn love to hate! The young, the beautiful, the good Become the victims of thy mood: Thy power ev'ry where is shown. From humble cot, to princely throne. Who can withstand thy mighty strength, Or chain thee for a moment's length? Who bid thee stay one word to hear? Who claim thee friend, without a tear? Yet, in thy flight may tried ones find Comfort and grace, repose of mind. Mariners beg of thee a gift, As o'er the sea of life they drift. 31 TIME. Oh ! Time, thy stem ruling power Gives us each fair budding flower; The tiny spring of thee gains force; Thou bringest Ufe, love, joy, remorse; Each one and all must feel thy breath, Thou claimest all, oh, Time, with death! Herald, thou art of each new year Thou harvester of love and fear. All bow to thee, thou monarch Time, Singing thy praise in prose and rhyme ; All hail thee king of smiles and frowns; No one hath made thee wait for crowns That youth would place upon thy brow, Thou monarch of the past and now. Oh ! Time, thou tide of human ills, Thy waves are hearts' pulsating thrills. 32 'In your heart is sweet content, Loyalty and love divine." BETTY ANTOINETTE. Little Betty Antoinette, Sunshine lingers in your hair, Winsome little ocean waif. Your wee heart is free from care! On the sand you play and sing, Through the long bright summer day In the winter still you sing, Though the days are short and gray. Just a fisher hut your home. Who your parents no one knows, — Save some great white ocean wave On the sand that comes and goes; — In your heart is sweet content, Loyalty and love divine, Would I were again a child With content and peace in mine. Little Betty Antoinette, May the angels watch o'er you. May the God who guards and guides Keep your heart forever true. .^0 LOVE. There's a magic in music that thrills like a kiss, There is joy in fond hoping that giveth rare bliss, There's a nectar in beauty, strong is its power, — But the beauty of thought will outlive beauty's hour. There is sorrow in fashion and pleasure in art, There's a virtue in good deeds that touches the heart, Honor, glory and fortune are but as a name, If the eyes of my darling but sparkle the same. There are days that seem perfect from cloud and from rain There are others filled often with life's sad refrain, There are eyes bright with pleasure, while others look sad, But the eyes of my darling are merry and glad. There are words sympathetic we never forget, There are words said in anger that bring but regret, But the one word of all words, where'er speech is fotind. Is love and its power makes the universe bound. 34 THE BELL. "On, Fleetfoot, on ! thou stalwart gray, Nerve ev'ry sinew to obey ! On ! for a life rests in thy stride, Ford thou the stream whose rushing tide Would bear thee and our lives away; Reach yonder town before the day Shall herald with its gleaming light, The hour of peril and our night," The rider spurred his noble steed It forward dashed with mighty speed; A time it held its onward course Fighting the river's swirling force. Then, losing footing, all seemed lost As on the surging waves they tossed; The rider, guiding with his hand, "On to rescue !" gave stern command. Dawn was wrapt in a misty fold. The gray skies bore no tint of gold; Peace and sereneness lit the scene And quiet reigned a very queen. The villagers had naught to fear The quaint old town looked brown and sere, But yet, the rising of the sun Meant death to one — his work undone. 35 THE BELL. Death to a strong man free from ill, — Doomed to die by a monarch's will, — Whose only thought had been to live And to the wretched, succor give. To better here his fellow man; Was thus to end his helpful plan? To die ! die at the dawn of day ! Was there of hope not e'en one ray? All hope lay in the rider's hand. For, life might still at his command Be saved, could he but reach th' tower Before the fatal dawning hour; And so he urged his willing steed Making brave effort to succeed; At last within the gate he crept, The prison gate, while yet all slept Save one, that one alone slept not, Though reconciled unto his lot. He prayed, thought of and blest his k>vc, Ere tolled the heavy bell above ; When, at his cell a figure stood Closely mantled, with priestly hood. Who said : — "A steed waits, haste away, The bell tolls at the breal< of day." '"Tis thou, 'tis Nicholas, thank God!" "Speak not ! 'tis but a single rod 36 THE BELL. 'Twixt thee and liberty. Now go! Nor pause to ask nor wish to know The secret here within my breast, Stay not a moment now to rest, But, in yon cavern, by the sea, Await my coming and be free." The sunlight crept with smiling ray To bring to earth another day; The keeper woke from troubled dreamf To wait the day's first golden gleams, When he must climb th' gloomy towe! To ring the bell at sunrise hour. A moan of pity filled his breast For him below so sore oppressed. Slowly, with keys hung at his side, The keeper faltered and his stride Shortened, as he drew near the cell That held his son. Ah ! who can tell The woe, the agony and grief, With not one hope to bring relief. For there he stood 'twixt pride and joy. His trust to keep, or save his boy. He knelt outside the iron gate And prayed to God to alter fate, It seemed his reason must have fled, When Nicholas placed on his head 37 THE BELL. A soothingf hand and said : — "Arise, Look for thy son with thine own eyes;" He gazed as in a dream. "What gonef Then peace came o'er his features wan. * * * Starlight rested o'er the hillside, When Nicholas resumed his ride And journeyed onward to the sea, Musing on life and destiny; But once, he paused, to cool his lips, And bathe his brow with finger tips Dipped in a spring, then closer wound His priestly robe his form around. The darksome cavern by the sea, But mocked Madisko's misery ; So silent, cold! yet no alarm Or thought of self or fear of harm Entered her mind, that trying hour, While word she waited from th' tower ; By fortitude and courage blest Fond hope grew strong within her breast. The pine woods echoed not a note. Hushed was the song in each bird's throat. Madisko's heart gave sudden bound, "Oh, joy !" she cried, "the welcome so.und, 38 THE BELL. 'Tis thou, my heart's best love, 'tis thou. But say, where is my brother now?" "He sent me, love, to wait with thee, Within this cavern by the sea." He took her hand, yet was he led. His eyes were moist with tears unshed; Tears fraught with joy, they ne'er should part. Then pressed Madisko to his heart. Of love he spake, then of his cell And how he listened for the bell. How Nicholas, his life did save. Then both rejoiced, though both were grave. Soon Nicholas came. With just pride He told Madisko of his ride; Then joined their hands ere rose the sun, Blest them and so pronounced them one. Then softly said: — "Oh, brother mine, There is a grief for thee and thine. Thy father died, as thou didst leave, With him all's well, though thou wilt grieve ; Yet tears may comfort and help heal Thy wounded heart, that, ay, must feel The surging of emotion deep, As storm stirred shore, the waves that leap And beat by mighty forces tossed ; But, hasten now or all is lost. 39 THE BELL. Quick, launch the boat, unfurl the sail, Haste, haste away, lest now all fail." The boat was launched. Upon the sea They struggled, toiled, at last were free And sought, by ship moored near at hand, A happy home in far off land Where freedom reigns. Thus, all was well ! Here ends the story of the bell. He had brave heart and steady hand, Who, "On to rescue" gave command. 40 HYMN. Lead me in life or death, To the one destiny; And may my ev'ry breath Sing praises unto Thee I know my ev'ry prayer Ascendeth not in vain ; That Thou dost hear me where. Ne'er enters sin nor pain. And when I sometimes stray. And know not which the way; Oh! help me then I pray And wash my sins away. Oh! fill my inmost soul, With love divinely pure ; That I may be quite whole. My earthly weakness cure. And to that home prepared. Oh ! may my spirit glide ; And may my hopes be shared With loved ones by my side. 41 POETRY VERSUS DINING. Just supposing I were married And my husband came for dinner And espied me writing verses, "Tasty viands," quoth the sinner. This roundelay might do as steak. These quick grown lines as mushrooms serve:, This tart and spicy six Hne verse Might do to tone each o'er taxed nerve. As sauce this piquant quatrain ought Appeal to him as extra good, And this new sonnet as dessert I'm sure will please him, as it should. But, oh, how hungry I should be With only viands such as these! I'm sure I'd say : — "Go order, dear, A capon and a salad, please." 42 tr\ OJ (i> 33 rt ^ > bjo t/: rn ^ n 03 '"' n ■ U -D en . C >. CU r- aj I/) C/l i- ^ t< lU t/3 1 — . ^ > ^