£0e Bute of f 0e ©eeert an& £)^er (poems @g (gUbge Qttortts Glass _ij_0 31^9 Book> W34B L 2 GopyrigktS? . gDEXRIGHT DEFOSm The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems '~hvy« . Ih&tU^ /WmJ BY MADGE MORRIS (Mrs. Harr Wagner) SAN FRANCISCO, CAL.: HARR WAGNER PUBLISHING COMPANY 29 1937 LA 4 53 82.9 ^^ ^4f ) i ■ r-v I Dedicated to Harr Wagner Copyrighted, 191 z MADGE MORRIS WAGNER JAN 29 1917 JOAQUIN MILLER'S TRIBUTE TO THE AUTHOR "And some Orient dawn had found me Kneeling at the house of fame." Fame found Madge Morris Wagner in the blazing Colorado desert, her fingers on the pulse of Nature. Or, at least, thither sent Lippincotts of Philadelphia to find her and persuade her to speak through them to the world. And this is what she said, like all who are truly great teachers, making a text of the place and the time: TO THE COLORADO DESERT Thou brown, bare-breasted, voiceless mystery, Hot sphinx of nature, cactus, crowned, what hast thou done? Unclothed and mute as when the groans of chaos turned Thy naked burning bosom to the sun. The mountain silences have speech, the rivers sing. Thou answerest never unto anything. Pink-throated lizards pant in thy slim shade; The horned toad runs rustling in the heat; The shadowy gray coyote, born afraid, Steals to some brackish spring and laps, and prowls Away; and howls, and howls and howls and howls, Until the solitude is shaken with an added loneliness. Thy sharp mescal shoots up a giant stalk, Its century of yearning, to the sunburnt skies, And drips rare honey from the lips Of yellow waxen flowers, and dies. Some lengthwise sun-dried shapes with feet and hands And thirsty mouths pressed on the sweltering sands, Mark here and there a gruesome graveless spot Where some one drank thy scorching hotness, and is not. God must have made thee in his anger, and forgot. Not since I can remember have I heard a voice so true as this. It is like the sublime and solemn bass of St. John. It is even John the Baptist crying in the wilderness. Indeed, I doubt if you will find anything more ter- ribly truthful and fearfully sublime this side of Job than this one lone, lorn cry from the desert. A photo- graph, even were such a thing possible, could not be more ghastly and ghastly exact. It is true poetry, and therefore more really true than the ordinary forms of truth. For truth can only be told entirely by figures of speech — poetry. There are not words enough in all the languages of this world to tell even the simplest truth exactly, even if there were time enough in the world. We must depend upon figures of speech, as did the seers of the Orient, for the exact truth. But the figures must be true, stately, majestic, impressive. This is poetry; and true poetry is in this sense not only the highest form of truth, but it is the only real truth that is uttered. When the world comes to com- prehend poetry it will have a great deal more truth, less quibbling about words, legal technicalities, legal lies. Turn back and read this poem on the Colorado Desert again, please. You can read it with profit and a certain sort of solemn pleasure a dozen times. There are lines here that are texts, sermons. "God must have made thee in his anger and forgot." Madge Morris Wagner has been all her life with us out here on the great seabank I believe; I know her father, Morris Hilyard, was a Virginian. Maybe, she, too, was a Virginian. I neither know nor care. We fill our books up with the dates and places of birth, things that amount to nothing, and leave little room for deeds or utterances. What will we do when we come to have 24,000 years of history and biography behind us? Why, we will say as the Chinese say, "this poet lived in a certain dynasty and said so and so." That is all. So I shall proceed to say what this strange, strong woman of the desert has said from out her heart of hearts. For she is a woman, a very human, tender woman. And you will concede before you have done reading the little bits of her sweet soul which I am permitted to give you that it is great impertinence in me to say much when she is singing. And I want you to know that these next lines of hers are as exactly true in all respects as her lines on the Colorado desert. Her only little baby had gone away from her out from the one narrow room to beyond the darkness; but in the next narrow room, a stronger woman nursed and rocked and cradled her stronger child, and kept rocking on her heart. And so there and then, out of the agony and desolation, she sang, as she sang only the other day from the desert. I hear her rocking the baby — Her room is just next to mine — And I fancy I feel the dimpled arms That round her neck entwine, As she rocks, and rocks the baby, In the room just next to mine. I hear her rocking the baby Each day when the twilight comes, P h! I know there's a world of blessing and love In the "baby-bye" she hums. I can see the restless fingers Playing with "mamma's rings." And the sweet little smiling, pouting mouth, That to hers in kissing clings, As she rocks and sings to the baby, And dreams as she rocks and sings. I hear her rocking the baby, Slower and slower now, And I know she is leaving her good-night kiss On its eyes, and cheeks and brow. From her rocking, rocking, rocking! I wonder would she start, Could she know, through the wall between us She is rocking on my heart. While my empty arms are aching For a form they may not press And my emptier heart is breaking In its desolate loneliness, I list to the rocking, rocking, In the room just next to mine, And breathe a prayer in silence At a mother's broken shrine, For the woman who rocks the baby In the room just next to mine. Now and then the winds blow a leaf of hers from the desert or from San Diego, where she edits her Golden Era Magazine — when she can get a cowboy to carry copy out from the Colorado Desert — away beyond the seas to Europe; but her own country has been careless about her, save to pick up her thoughts and air them in the poet's corner of the classics as time surges by. And she has been and is quite as careless of the world; brave, bonnie, beautiful little Madge Morris. Here are the two extremes of song— the solitude, nakedness, desolation, mystery and awful death and dearth of the boundless desert; and the crooning cradle song the baby, whose utmost bound and limit of life is its mother's encircling arms. She has pictured life and death. You can hear the mother rocking, rocking. You can see the dead men lying in the sands in her song of the Colorado Desert as you rarely see shapes in any song. "Some lengthwise sun-dried shapes with feet and hands." And right here I say that the coyote is photographed in a single line more correctly than he has yet been described in columns. I concede that it is not melodious to say, "he howls and howls and howls and howls," but then the coyote is not traveling on his notes, he is not melodious, he simply howls. Then he howls more, then more and more. That is all. God made him. Madge Morris did not make him. She merely took his photograph, and for the first time it ever was really taken. In conclusion let me assure you that Mrs. Wagner has not written of the desert from a car window. On the contrary she knows and she loves the desert as a sailor knows and loves the ocean. Her tent is there season after season and the mercury above par. I think little more need be said here. Turn back again and read about the rocking of the baby. And if there are not tears in your eyes and tenderness in your heart, if you are not better indeed for the reading of it in all respects, why all that I might say in these pages till the going down of the sun would neither profit you nor please you. TO MADGE MORRIS (Author of "Liberty's Bell") . . . O, Patriotic Singer thou, Whose poems are made up of dew and fire! Thy song so well of liberty hath told That little ones, who now its measures hear, May one day wrench from hands of tyrants bold The blessings that our fathers held so dear, Their inspiration gained from strains that ring Through Memory's hall, thy song re-echoing. — Mrs. Carl Schutze. FROM JAMES WOODS DAVIDSON (Author of "The Poetry of The Future") "I have looked through Madge Morris' poems with great interest, and am much pleased to find a vigor of expression and a rhythmical resonance of word-music that are altogether too rare in recent poetry. There is also a forward step in escaping from the shackles of artificiality of our procrustean prosodists. The poet has caught some of the spirit that breathes in the 'glorious climate of California.' " [Excerpt from a letter to Ella Sterling Mighels, author of "The Story of the Files" and other noted Californian books.] TO MADGE MORRIS (Author of "A Titled Plebeian") These are the songs the singer sings (Weird, grotesque, and beautiful things), Whispers of sun-skies, amber-rimmed; Echoes of Nature, tear be-dimmed, And in and out through the minor strain Is woven a slender thread of gold, Rapture, passion, sarcasm, and pain, All that the burning words can hold, As she sweeps the strings of her magic lyre, And sings and sings with her heart on fire. — Rose Hartwick Thorpe. TO MADGE MORRIS Whose voice of poetic eloquence Appealing to the heart, and thence, With strange sweet fascination, still, Entrancing all my soul at will; Holding before my gaze Sweet Nature's face Until my heart would know and feel The secrets she would fain reveal. Charles Grissen. fire-souled, fretless desert, I am come Alone, all xveary hearted, unto thee, The world's falsetto and little thrum Still droning in mp ears. 1 came to claim thee, desert, — / am J^in to thee. INDEX Page The Lure of the Desert 1 £ Quien Sabe? 2 To the Colorado Desert 3 In the Yucca Land 4 Tehachapi 6 My Heart and All Life's Sweet Alluring Charms.... 6 Rocking the Baby 7 Men Have Fought for Liberty 8 Liberty's Bell 8 The Crowning of Liberty 12 The Passing of McKinley 14 Cuba 16 What Has a Man When It All Is Attained 17 "He Hitched His Wagon to a Star" 17 The Woodsman's Philosophy 18 The Oracle 20 The Little Brown Bird 22 A Stained Lily 24 Somebody's Baby's Dead 26 Interregnum 27 The Sea and the Wind 27 Society 28 An Empiric 28 Mother 29 Dead Love 30 Fate 31 Under the Sea 32 The Undertone of Song 34 To a Mummy 35 Sappho to Phaon 36 Her Christmas Gift 38 Ah, Me ! 39 I Have Folded Them Up and Put Them Away 40 My Ships Have Come From the Sea 42 Break Down the Door 45 Easter Lilies 46 The Christmas Cross 48 Genesis 49 A Thought 50 A Mood 50 All Hallowe'en 51 Under the Grass 51 Bendita 52 I Wonder If Ever the Angel Who Holds 52 Toasts 53 To Truth 53 To Whom It May Concern 53 To California 53 If I and You No More Were Said 54 To You 55 I N D E X— Continued Page Distance Is Cruel 56 Dead Days 58 When Will My Soul Go 58 When the Roses Go 59 Pearlie Is Gone Away 60 A Picture 61 Two Must Be Two 62 An Inward Glance 65 In a Vision 66 Coronals 68 Inconsistence 69 But One Little Stocking 70 My Soul and 1 71 Across the Great Divide 72 My Brother 73 The Fairy of the Heights 74 Valentine 75 Not Acclimated 76 Question 77 I Have Never, You Think, a Serious Thought 78 Unanswered 78 Query 79 The Red Winds Blow 80 A Peace Conference 84 California 86 The Opening of the California Poppies 87 The Golden Gate 88 To Clara Shortridge-Foltz 90 Mount Whitney 91 Welcoming the G. A. R. to California 92 San Francisco 94 A Legend of Sutro Heights 96 Helen Hunt Jackson 101 In the Foothills of the Sierras 102 The Wheat of San Joaquin 103 Thanksgiving at Montara 104 They All Are Kin to You 105 At San Diego 106 The Last Priestess of the Sun 109 The Builders 109 Native Daughters of the Golden West 110 Wonderful Mysterious Mexico Ill Alaska's Woman 112 What Know You of My Soul's Inherent Strife 114 Songs That Have Been Set to Music 115 Love's Way 116 God Bless You Wherever You Are 117 The Dryads 118 The Sign of the Cross 119 That Day in Texas 120 Canst Thou Not Hear Me 121 Just This One Day 122 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems THE LURE OF THE DESERT LAND Have you slept in a tent alone — a tent Out under the desert sky — Where a thousand thousand desert miles All silent round you lie? — The dust of the aeons of ages dead, And the peoples that trampled by? Have you looked in the desert's painted cup, Have you smelled at dawn the wild sage musk, Have you seen the lightning flashing up From the ground in the desert dusk? Have you heard the song in the desert rain (Like the undertone of a wordless rhyme)? Have you watched the glory of colors flame In its marvel of blossom time? Have you lain with your face in your hands, afraid, Face down — flat down on your face — and prayed, While the terrible sand storm whirled and swirled In its soundless fury, and hid the world And quenched the sun in its yellow glare — Just you, and your soul, and nothing, there? If you have, then you know, for you've felt its spell, The lure of the desert land, And if you have not, then I could not tell — For you could not understand. The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems QUIEN SABE?* "Where do the waters go that go To the sands of the bleached Majave?' I asked of an ancient Indian man (Lingering trace of his vanished race) : "Do they sink in the sand To the underland?" With never a bend of his stately head, Nor look, or the lurk of a smile, he said : Quien sabe?" "Surely thou knowest, thou primal man! Brood of the desert's birth, and ban, — Wise as the rattlesnake, old as the sun, Where do the rivers run that run To the sands of thy grim Majave? Do they sink in the sand To the underland? — Down where the red volcano's glow Lieth await for the underflow? Down where the salt-sea left its scum When the earth was void and the deep was dumb?" "^ Quien sabe?" * Who knows? The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems TO THE COLORADO DESERT Thou brown, bare-breasted, voiceless mystery, Hot sphinx of nature, cactus-crowned, what hast thou done? Unclothed and mute as when the groans of chaos turned Thy naked burning bosom to the sun. The mountain silences have speech, the rivers sing. Thou answerest never unto anything. Pink-throated lizards pant in thy slim shade ; The horned toad runs rustling in the heat; The shadowy gray coyote, born afraid, Steals to some brackish spring and laps, and prowls Away; and howls, and howls and howls and howls, Until the solitude is shaken with an added lone- liness. Thy sharp mescal shoots up a giant stalk, Its century of yearning, to the sunburnt skies, And drips rare honey from the lips Of yellow waxen flowers, and dies. Some lengthwise sun-dried shapes with feet and hands And thirsty mouths pressed on the sweltering sands, Mark here and there a gruesome graveless spot Where some one drank thy scorching hotness, and is not. God must have made thee in His anger, and forgot. The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems IN THE YUCCA LAND The rim of the desert is the Yucca land, Behind it the snow-peaked ranges stand. Beyond it, and out, the desert lies, — And far as the line of the tenting skies. "The ship of the desert" sails there at dawn In the swift mirage; and there, up-drawn From violet seas, in the sunrise glow Are the coral reefs the mermen know; And the perfumed plains where the iris grow. Out there where the web of the gossamer flies The shoals of the purple islands rise, Out there are the pink gray mists unrolled, And the sun goes down on a world of gold, In the Yucca land. The grimness of time, is the Yucca land, When twilight reaches her specter hand, When the moon bends down, a living thing, And the midnight stars are whispering! The Yucca glades are peopled, then, With naiads and gnomes and the ghosts of men; From the inner earth, from the Everywhere, They come, and they walk in the moonlight there. The dryads step from the Yucca trees And lean white arms on the wavering breeze. There, a pallid priestness counts her beads, Yon arch to a Druid temple leads. Aye ; and yonder Yucca, whose grim shape warns, Is the cross of Him, and His crown of thorns. There are stealthy shadows, a phantom whir — The night vibrates with a soundless stir; And oh, the silence ! so tense, so terse, You can hear the heart of the Universe. The desert its mystery unbars To you and the moon and the whispering stars, In the Yucca land. The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems The newness of earth, is the Yucca land, The tang of the first-made gleam of sand, Not ever a plow profaned its sod, — The world is so new you could talk with God, In the Yucca land. The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems TEHACHAPI Vanguard of the desert thou ! The high divide Between the ocean's all life-giving atmosphere And that vast arid world Where bleak Mojave stretches to the east. From thy brave front dwarfed pines look desert- ward Against the sun. And up the steep slants at thy base Defiant bristling yucca trees climb scantily. The brewing place of storms art thou, — of clouds That come unheralded, — vague whims of fleeci- ness — All piling up in wonderments of shapes. White towers, and domes of glistening ivory, And golden pinnacles the sunlight plays upon. Or blown by warring winds whirl round and round thy head Black helpless furies, — vampires of the night. Then dawn ; and lo, thou standest robed in sacred white. My heart and all life's sweet alluring charms I leave here in the desert wilderness. There is no joy outside of your dear arms, No heaven beyond the reach of your caress. Soul of the desert silences. The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems ROCKING THE BABY I hear her rocking the baby — Her room is just next to mine — And I fancy I feel the dimpled arms That round her neck entwine, As she rocks, and rocks the baby, In the room just next to mine. I hear her rocking the baby Each day when the twilight comes, Oh ! I know there's a world of blessing and love In the "baby bye" she hums. I can see the restless fingers Playing with "mamma's rings," And the sweet little smiling, pouting mouth, That to hers in kissing clings, As she rocks and sings to the baby, And dreams as she rocks and sings. I hear her rocking the baby, Slower and slower now, I know she is leaving her good-night kiss On its eyes, and cheeks, and brow. From her rocking, rocking, rocking, I wonder would she start, Could she know, through the wall between us, She is rocking on my heart. While my empty arms are aching For a form they may not press And my emptier heart is breaking In its desolate loneliness, I list to the rocking, rocking, In the room just next to mine, And breathe a prayer in silence At a mother's broken shrine, For the woman who rocks the baby In the room just next to mine. The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems Men have fought for Liberty and told her battles oer t And died still listening to her far-off call, Since Miriam struck her timbrel on the Red Sea's shore, And sang deliverance from Egypt's thrall. LIBERTY'S BELL There's a legend told of a far-off land — The land of a king — where the people planned To build them a bell that never should ring But to tell of the death, or the birth, of a king, Or proclaim an event, by its swinging slow, That could startle a nation to joy or woe. It was not to be builded — this bell that they planned — Of common ore dug from the breast of the land, But of metal first moulded by skill of all arts — Built of the treasures of fond human hearts. And from all o'er the land like pilgrims they came, Each to cast in a burden, a mite in the flame Of the furnace — his offering — to mingle and swell In the curious mass of this wonderful bell. Knights came in armor and flung in the shields That had warded off blows on the Saracen fields ; Freemen brought chains from prisons afar — Bonds that had fettered the captives of war. And sabers were cast in the molten flood Stained with the crimson of heroes' blood. Pledges of love, a bracelet, a ring, A gem that had gleamed in the crown of a king; The coins that had ransomed a maiden from death, 8 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems The words, hot with eloquence, caught from the breath Of a sage, and the prayer on the lips of a slave Were heard and recorded, and cast in the wave To be melted and moulded together, and tell The tale of their wrongs in the tones of the bell. It was finished at last, and, by artisan hand, On its ponderous beams hung high o'er the land. The slow years passed by but no sound ever fell On a listening ear from the tongue of the bell. The brown spider wove her frail home on its walls, The dust settled deep in its cavernous halls. Men laughed in derision, and scoffed at the pains Of the builders; and harder and harder the chains Of a tyrannous might on the people were laid ; More insatiate, more servile, the tribute they paid ; There was something they found far more cruel than death, And something far sweeter than life's fleeting breath. [William O. McDowell, a liberty-loving patriot, of Lincoln Park, Newark, N. J., saw "Liberty's Bell," the poem by Madge Morris Wagner, tacked up beside the old Liberty Bell in historic Independence Hall, Phila- delphia. It gave him an inspiration to build a Columbian Liberty Bell as outlined in the poem. He began the work. His children were the first contributors; then the Daughters of the Revolution, headed by Mrs. Adlai Stevenson, took it up; the governors of all the States appointed committees; and it grew and grew until 250,000 historical relics and gifts were received to be molded into his bell. So it became the great National Bell, at the Columbian World's Fair. Chicago by its legal authorities, set apart the Fourth of July, 1893, as Liberty Bell Day, and gave to Mrs. Madge Morris Wag- ner and Wm. O. McDowell the freedom of the City. It has been customary since the world began to recog- nize high officials, but seldom have cities so honored those whose best endeavor has been in the direction of the sentiment and soul of liberty.] The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems But, hark ! in the midst of the turbulent throng, The moans of the weak and the groans of the strong, There's a cry of alarm. Some invisible power Is moving the long silent bell in the tower. Forward and backward, and forward it swung, And Liberty ! Liberty ! Liberty ! rung From its wide, brazen throat, over mountain and vale. Till the seas caught its echo and monarchs turned pale. Our forefathers heard it — that wild, thrilling tone, Ringing out to the world, and they claimed it their own. And up from the valley, and down from the hill, From the flame of the forge, the field, and the mill, They paid with their lives the price of its due, And left it a legacy, freemen, to you. And ever when danger is menacing nigh, The mighty bell swings in the belfry on high, And men wake from their dreams, and grasp in affright, Their swords, when its warning sweeps out on the night. It rang a wild paean o'er war's gory waves When the gyves were unloosed from our millions of slaves ; It started with horror and trembled a knell 10 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems From ocean to ocean, when great Lincoln fell. And once in each year as time onward rolls, Slowly and muffled and mournful it tolls A dirge, while Columbia pauses to spread A tribute of love on the graves of her dead. While Washington's name is emblazoned in gold, Or the valor of Lee, or of Sheridan, told, While patriots treasure the words of a Hayne, The fiery drops from the pen of a Paine ; While the memory of Morris it's sacrifice gave, And gratitude lingers to weep at his grave; While dear is the name of child, mother or wife, Or sweet to a soul is the measure of life, America's sons will to battle prepare When its tones of alarm ring aloud on the air. For Liberty's goddess holds in her white hand The cord of the bell that swings over our land. 11 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems THE CROWNING OF LIBERTY She came on that immortal morn, — So pale, so wan, and weeping so! Fair Liberty; bowed with the scorn That wrought a suffering people's woe. She spoke, and in her pleading tones A voice came ringing o'er the sea From fallen Roma's crumbling thrones, From graves of old Thermopylae. The listening breezes heard her plea, They told it to the summer morn, 'Twas whispered by each forest tree, And by each blade of rustling corn. 'Twas murmured by the brooklet's waves, The echoing mountains caught the cry And flung it back to ocean's caves — • The ocean rolled it to the sky. Our patriot sires — that grand old band — Had met in troubled council throng, If that they might, to quench the brand, Where smouldering burned a Nation's wrong. They heard fair Liberty's appeal, They gazed upon her matchless form ; Each faltering nerve grew firm as steel, Each breast was bared to meet the storm. A moment low those stern heads bowed In solemn, silent awe of prayer, And then a wild shout, long and loud, Burst out upon the quivering air. 12 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems The spirit, roused, would sleep no more, And each in turn, on bended knee, With brow uncovered, reverent swore, Eternal faith to Liberty! Her torn and bleeding feet they dressed In sandals wrought of maiden gold, Into her trembling hand they pressed The scepter from a Monarch's hold. They broke the fetters that had led Her captive in their cruel scars, And bound upon her regal head A flashing coronet of stars. Their fortunes, lives, their all, alone, They fastened, with her mantle's sheen Gave her their proud hearts for a throne, And Liberty was crowned our Queen. The deed a world then laughed to mock Has swept in Majesty of State, From Massachusetts' Plymouth Rock, To California's Golden Gate. Her heritage from sea to sea, A land that owns no craven's right, Where but to be is to be free, Her flag the symbol of her might. 13 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems THE PASSING OF McKINLEY Black, black, all black, our open door is closed with ebon bars ; For woe like this there are no creeds, no bonds, no social bourns : Black, black, all black! half-masted hangs Old Glory's stripes and stars — The great republic mourns. Low, low he lies, so low ! the nation's chief, the nation's pride; So still the careful hands which steered his country's danger past; So dumb the tongue whose golden speech our faith had justified: God's seal of rest upon his breast, and peace, and home, at last. The shot that felled McKinley jarred the round earth's rim; It aimed at law, all law, it aimed at heaven's high throne, — For doth the firmament not move by law of Him, And seed and harvest time from zone to zone? Calamity stared grimly black the whole world in the face When anarchy, foul-brooded spawn of slime and mud, Spat her corroding venom to the highest place And smeared the down-step to her den with blood. 14 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems Not, not alone McKinley's life — brave life that bore no stain, Great statesman, gentlest husband, man of Christian men — He stood for us, each one, and in him were our brothers slain, And our dead fathers in his death did die again. Black, black, all black, our open door is closed with ebon bars; For woe like this there are no creeds, no bonds, no social bourns ; Black, black, all black! half-masted hangs Old Glory's stripes and stars — The great republic mourns. 15 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems CUBA On her war beleaguered island Cuba stands and fights alone. And her strangling cry for freedom Shakes the glory of a throne. Stands beside her ruined altars Flame and sword engirded round, Sees her maidens torn from shelter, Sacrilege on holy ground. Flame and sword and desecration, Wrongs that Satan's self abhors, All the barbarous, shameless, nameless Savagery of civil wars. O, ye synod of the nations, Shall you, to this struggling land, Give no sign of recognition, Raise no voice, uplift no hand? Vain your teaching, false your preaching, While yon royal flag of Spain With the cross of Christ upon it Floats above such fields of slain. 16 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poem: What has a man when it all is attained, — Ambition, and glory, and glitter of fame — Or wealth with the burden of folly it gained, And burnt out his candle in winning the game. Then darkness, and lo! at the end of the strife, He has fought for a phantom his senses to cheat, And missed all the sweetness and rhythm of life And the flowers that grew at his feet. "HE HITCHED HIS WAGON TO A STAR" He hitched his wagon to a star With brave intent, He hitched his wagon to a star, — The highest in the firmament. He bent his shoulder to the spokes And lifted with his might; His feet were in the sordid mire, His face was toward the light. He heard the boom of breaking worlds That starred the Milky Way; He saw the wardens of the sun Roll back the gates of day. And though he never turned a wheel, Felt not the hurt the vanquished feel ; — Through far high vistas vast and dim, The highest star still beckoned him. 17 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems THE WOODMAN'S PHILOSOPHY The woodman was tall, and brawny, and brown, And broad of the shoulder, and muscled was he, As a king of athletes ; — not a club in the town Could produce such a biceps. I came and sat down To listen, and see, — For the ring of his axe it was music to me. He swung the broad blade with a curve at the start, And a movement of wrist never learned of "Del- sarte." His knuckles shone white through the brown of his skin, With a "whan !" went his breath as the sharp edge sank in To the heart of the tree ; and the sappy chips flew And scattered and rattled like hail on the ground; And the axe gave a "screak" as he twisted it round To loosen the blade from the cleft it had made. The back of his hand o'er his forehead he drew, — His hand was so sinewy strong — Ah ! I knew The man was a king; I said to him, "Sire, There's many a tree in your forest to fell, Pray what do you do when you tire?" "What do I?" said he, with a smile on his lip, "When the handle gets slick and commences to slip, I spit on my hands and take a fresh grip." 18 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems Not with saber, and cannon, and banners un- furled, The new Alexander will conquer the world; He'll have sweat on his brow, and a smile on his lip, And when fortune begins through his ringers to slip, He'll "spit on his hands and take a fresh grip." 19 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems THE ORACLE "This year, next year, now, never!" Shyly to herself, she said, Tapered fingers, swift and clever, Pick to pieces daisy's head — That its oracle may tell her When the day that she shall wed. Fall the petals ever, ever, "This year, next year, now, never.' Pretty maiden, who shall scold her, If she sighs, and shakes her head! Has the oracle not told her She shall never, never wed? Half agrieved, she glances over Where the field and meadow meet- Flushes redder than the clover Blossoms blushing at her feet. Farmer's son, the nearest neighbor, — Stalwart he, and tall, and lithe- Pausing in the swath his labor, Deftly whets his gleaming scythe; 20 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems Pulls his hat a little lower, Steps aside to let her pass, Stammering asks if he may show her Where's a lark's nest in the grass : Clasps her hand a little stronger Than necessity allows, As their shadows growing longer Warn her she must find the cows. Pretty maid in sunset glory, Thinks the daisy told a story. 21 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems THE LITTLE BROWN BIRD A little bird sat in her nest on the ground, A wee, wee little brown bird; Sat thinking the song in the tall poplar tree The sweetest she ever had heard. — And up came a lump in the little bird's throat; — She never could sing a note. She looked at the bird in the tall poplar tree, On its head was a wonderful crest; Its wings they were spangled with velvet and gold And red was the flame on its breast. — Oh, never a feather of color had she, She was brown as a bird could be. The bright plumaged bird in the tall poplar tree Sang longer and sweeter her strain. The little brown bird drooped lower her head And listened in envious pain. Click! Bang! broke a murderous sound on the breeze; It rustled the leaves on the trees. And down through the rustling leaves came the bird. There were stains on each leaf which she brushed. The red on her breast it was redder with blood 22 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems And the voice of her singing was hushed. The hunter had heard her wild song on the limb And her breast made a target for him. In penitent pity the little brown bird Drew closer each sheltering wing; And the wee baby birds hidden under her breast Are glad that their mother can't sing. 23 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems A STAINED LILY Some lilies grew by a brook-side, Tall and white, and cold, And lifted up to the sunshine Their beautiful hearts of gold. And near to their bed grew mosses, Rank vines, and flowers small, And loathsome weeds, and thistles, And the sunlight warmed them all. Anon, the proud white lilies Were gathered, one by one, Each to crown a festal, The rarest under the sun. One lily stopped to the brooklet, Her face she knew was fair, And the face of the flowing water Mirrored her image there. A hand, upraised in envy, Or carelessness, or jest, Flung, from the turbid water, Mud, on the lily's breast. And all the proud, white lilies Turned their faces away, And nobody plucked that lily, And day, and night, and day 24 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems She wept for her ruined beauty: And the dew-drops, and the rain, Touched with her tears, in pity Fell on the muddy stain. Still stood she in her grieving, Day, and night, and day; Nor tears, nor dew, nor rain-drops Could fade the stain away. Pining in desolation, Shunned by each of her kind, Sought she a bitter solace In creatures of coarser mind. But the breath of the nettle stung her, And the thistle's rude embrace Burned her sensitive nature, And scarred the fair, stained face. Lower, drooped the lily, And died at the feet of the weeds; And only the tender mosses Ministered to her needs. And still the tall white lilies Stand as cold, and proud, And still the weeds and thistles Against the lilies crowd. Alike the same warm sunbeams On weed and flower fall, Alike by the same soil nourished, And the great God made them all. 25 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems SOMEBODY'S BABY'S DEAD A hearse all draped in mourning, With white plumes overhead, Bearing a little coffin — ■ Somebody's baby's dead. Upon the satin cover Some hand has placed a wreath, White as the waxen features Of the baby that lies beneath. Out in the graveyard making A rest for a shining head, Somebody's heart is breaking, Somebody's baby's dead. Over a baby's coffin, Heaping a mound of clay, Somebody's hopes are buried In that little grave today. Somebody's home is dreary, Somebody's sunshine fled; Somebody's sad and weary, Somebody's baby's dead. 26 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems INTERREGNUM "Out of my way!" cried the brave New Year, "Out of my way," sang he; "Make way for my bride, Old Year; aside, "Aside, Old Year!" sang he, — "Make way for my bride and me." He smiled as he tossed his locks of tawn, Red crowned with the rosy glimpse of dawn. He smiled and sang, and sang again, And the Old Year sighed: "Amen, Ah me, Amen !" — and he stepped aside. But he opened his long black mantle wide And close to his shriveling breast he pressed The bride of the brave New Year. THE SEA AND THE WIND "Whither away?" sighed the Sea to the Wind, "Where goeth, where bloweth thou?" "I go," said the Wind, "to blow," said the Wind, "The secret thou sighest now." "Why bidest thou here?" said the Wind to the Sea, "Why hidest thou here thy worth?" "I bide," said the Sea, "to hide," said the Sea, "The wrecks of thy cruel mirth." 27 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems SOCIETY Go down in the perilous ocean deeps For the treasures hidden there. Bring gems that have lain in a dead man's eyes To gleam in a woman's hair. Slay a million birds — small mother birds — Till your soul of pity dies. In the cup that is rusted with tears of woe Drink a toast to your lady's eyes. Have faith in the wiles and the cheating smiles You hug to your foolish breast, Thrust to the wall, beyond recall, The hearts that have loved you best. Over and over, the rose, and the mold, The social tales of the world are told. AN EMPIRIC What is there ever in living — To live, and to live, and to live? Nay; not the gift, but the giving — What hast thou, mortal, to give? The songs that come up from the silence Of graves where Self lieth slain; Gethsemane's red drops of passion, And the pitiful pleasure of pain — These are thy gifts, and thy gain. 28 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems MOTHER I went away against her will, — Home was so small, the world so wide, And I so full of foolish pride. Why should she take my going ill? Why weight her heart with useless sighs, And hurt me with her streaming eyes? I came at last, I crossed the sea To lay my head upon her breast And tell her that our dear home nest Was larger than the world to me. — It may be in her silken shroud She wondered why I wept aloud. 29 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems DEAD LOVE There is no dead thing in this world so dead As love that has been slain. Think not that you Can lightly toy with it, and set your foot Upon its heart for pleasurance, and wound The ground with its red blood, then bid it rise And stand all blushing new again Beside you. Nay; though from the mouldy grave Your power could take the skeleton, and all Its mildewed joints habilitate with living flesh, You, yet, could not bring dead love back to life. 30 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems FATE Ruth was a laughing-eyed prattler, Thoughtless, and happy, and free; She planted a seed in the garden, And said : "It will grow to a tree — A beautiful blossoming tree." The birds and the squirrels played round it, As careless and merry was she, But no tree ever grew from her planting — No beautiful, blossoming tree. Ruth was a winsome-faced maiden, Happy, and hopeful, and free; She planted a seed in the garden, And smilingly waited to see — A beautiful, blossoming tree. She covered the ground up with flowers, The butterfly came, and the bee, But no tree ever grew from her planting — No beautiful, blossoming tree. Ruth was a pale, saddened woman, Thoughtful, with tremblings and fears ; She planted a seed in the garden, And watered the place with her tears — And watched it with tremblings and fears. The winds and the rains beat upon it, The lightnings flashed o'er it in glee ; But she sleeps 'neath the tree of her planting — A beautiful, blossoming tree. 31 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems UNDER THE SEA A fisherman rocked in his boat on the tide And dropped his net in the sea, He sang as he worked, and the rising tide Drifted his voice to the water-side — Echoed his voice on the lea. A maiden mended the fisherman's nets At the water-side on the lea, She listened and longed as she patient wrought, And no sound was so sweet, the maiden thought, As the fisherman's song on the sea. A maiden stood in the misty light Gazing out o'er the water wide, Straining her eyes through the paling light, And around her feet in the deepening night, Crept slowly the rising tide. The mermaids braided the maiden's hair Under the depths of the sea — Braided her long, bright golden hair Into a shimmering wonderful snare Under the fathomless sea. The fisherman smiled as he sang his song, For a maid too fond and fair — A mermaid floated the waves along, She caught the soul of the fisherman's song In a net of golden hair. 32 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems And ever and e'er when the twilight falls, And the moonlight pales on the sea, A voice on the ear of the fisherman falls, A song that his soul and his sense enthralls Drifts over the lonesome sea. And deaf to the warning that death is there, He follows the song of the sea; But he comes not back for a shimmering snare, A wonderful weft of golden hair Is waiting him under the sea. 33 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems THE UNDERTONE OF SONG A broad flat rock the creek goes rippling round, Where overhanging leaves make pictures in the sun. The silence is not broken by a sound Save that of Autumn's making; surely one Might stay and dream, and dreaming might forget That there were aught in all the world to do But dream ! A mother quail and her full score Of pretty running fledgelings stop, then whir into The safer undergrowth which skirts the water shore. A cone from yon tall pine falls heavily, the spoil Of some marauding squirrel's teeth ; and through Far hights a mountain vulture sails a sea of blue. These do but trend the fancies to a dream ; And yet, That strenuous straight line of rusty ants along The streamlet's bank keeps faith with never end- ing human toil, — Its moving rhythm the undertone of song. 34 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems TO A MUMMY Did death come when that form was young and fair And lissome, and awake to flattery's praise, Or when, with heavy step and whitened hair, Thou'dst lingered out life's longest span of days? And did that heart with joy or grieving swell? Who now can tell? Wast thou a sorceress Cleopatra, with The splendor of all Egypt in thine eyes? Or didst thou walk, Diana-like, the world, A bloodless statue made in woman's guise? Thou senseless thing! What matters it to thee? And what to me? O shrunken, shriveled shape. If I could bring Thy roundness back, the blood into thy cheek, And all life's spell once more upon thee fling, What wouldst thou tell me? If thy tongue could speak, The secrets of the pyramids wouldst thou Reveal, or laugh at Israelitish mother's tears, Or shuddering with horror tell me how It feels to lie entombed a thousand years ? 35 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems SAPPHO TO PHAON God, God ! How I have loved thee, Phaon, — My soul's husband. When the brilliancy of Mitylene turned Full face to me and crowned me queen, One kiss of thine was more Than all of Greece's glory. And when thou earnest forth To win thyself a name, and fame, I was so glad — so glad that thou wast great, So proud to be thy lesser mate. I would be thy left hand, and thou my right. When Athens wrote the name of Phaon on her walls The name of Sappho would be wrote beside it. Phaon and Sappho ever spoken in one breath. Phaon and Sappho one in life and death. Ten thousand liars had prated since the world began Of love, one love, one woman and one man. And measuring thy love by mine I dreamed that it could be. Man's love is but a winged fool that flies From pretty face to pretty face, Nor finds a strong abiding rest in any place. A sensuous shapely form, and well-tricked eyes Will handicap a soul in any race Where love's the prize And man is umpire in the case. 36 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems Phaon's name is on the tongue of every one, Alcaeus and Stesichorus, they pale in Phaon's sun. And 'tis not Sappho walks by Phaon's side. 'Tis her — not me — that Lesbos names with thee. But though, while yet the dew is on thy fame Thou hast forgotten me And spurned the wondrous sweetness of our love, I tell thee, Phaon, I am greater still than thou; And I will live when thou art only known Because that Sappho loved thee. 37 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems HER CHRISTMAS GIFT "I have nothing to give you, darling, For a Christmas gift tonight, Not even the tiniest present To keep my memory bright ; Nothing at all to give you Only my love," she said. She said it so wistfully, so sad, And she blushed, and hung her head. We were poor, as the world would count it — My little wife and I, — And the Christmas time, with its joyous chime, Neglectful passed us by. Only her love to give me ! Oh ! she could not, could not see That she gave from the source of giving, Her Christmas gift to me. Only her love she gave me, And rich as a king am I, And there is not gold enough in the world Her Christmas gift to buy. 38 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems AH ME! She reached her pretty hands to me, Ah Me! She reached her pretty hands to me, — She held them out imploringly. A fox glove grew just where she stood Within the border of the wood. Ah Me! And then — oh, then, I could not go, Ah Me! And then I could not— would not — go, I turned away and left her so. Left her, her pretty hands out held, — Her heart with pent-up grieving swelled, Ah Me! Within the border of the wood, Ah Me! Within the shadow of the wood The fox glove grows yet where she stood. And I could go — and would — if she Would reach her pretty hands to me. Ah Me! 39 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems I HAVE FOLDED THEM UP AND PUT THEM AWAY I have folded them up, and put them away, Each dainty garment you used to wear, The little kid shoes with the tasseled tops, And the long bright lock of your golden hair; And hot tears fell unchecked, untold, Over garment, and shoe, and tress of gold. The little dishes — the china cups And saucers, and plates with gilted bands, You washed them last and piled them here In the painted box with your dear, small hands. The music-book with the lesson marked, Your fingers touched with such fairy ease, Ran over the notes, then tired, and failed, And fell from the task on the ivory keys. And I found a letter among the things So idly thrown on an idle stand, "My precious Mamma," the lines began, Wrote in the scrawl of a childish hand. O, I little dreamed when I read it over, And carelessly laid it here away, That through blinding tears for your sweet dead face, I would read the letter again today. Every place in this desolate house, From night to night, and from dawn to dawn, Wherever I go, wherever I look, There is something to mind me that you are gone. 40 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems So I folded them up and put them away, And locked them out of my sight forever; And I have not spoken your name since then To keep from thinking. — Vain endeavor! When has turning a key forgetfulness brought? And who can limit the flight of a thought? Everywhere in this beautiful world, From night to night, and from dawn to dawn, Wherever I go, whatever I see, There is something to mind me that you are gone. // when we left a loved, or loving one, We knew that surely one of us would die Before another dawn, or set of sun, We Would not ever lightly say "Good-bye? And yet we know Some day it must be so. 41 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems MY SHIPS HAVE COME FROM THE SEA You are watching a ship, Oh, maiden fair, With parted lips and wistful air. The ship that out from the sheltered bay With white sails spread moves slow away; And I know, my girl, the thoughts that burn In your heart are of that ship's return. Ah ! I know so well how your pulses beat, With the great sea sobbing at your feet; And the yellow stars in southern skies Are brighter not than your love-bright eyes. I, too, have stood on the sea-wet sand, And tearful waved a farewell hand, And watched with many a longing prayer. My face, like yours, was young and fair, And my eyes were bright as the diamond's glow, They've lost their sparkle long ago. I stand alone on the beach today, Watching the ships that sail away; But never a sail from over the sea The flowing tide will bring to me. My ships have come from sea. The first was builded with childish hand; It floated away a castle grand — A beautiful bubble with rainbow hues, Lined with the crystal of morning dews; To break at my feet by the sunny sea, A beautiful bubble came back to me — Came back from my ship at sea. 42 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems I fashioned another in gladsome way And sent it forth on a summer day. I see it yet, a fairer craft, Never at danger mocking laughed; Its shrouds were the sheen of happy hours, Its helm a wreath of orange flowers. And I freighted it down with love and truth, The golden hopes of my sunny youth. Had it lived the storm — but it could not be, A stranded wreck on the surf-washed lea, My ship came home from sea. And then a smiling fairy bark, A fragile, precious-freighted ark, Out on life's ocean drear and dark. And I prayed to God as I never before, To shield this bark from the tempest's roar; To spare me this — but it could not be. A little coffin came back to me — Came back from my ship at sea. With reckless hand I launched again A venture on the treacherous main Bound for ambition's dizzy court, Sailed from a hopeless, loveless port. With gloomy walls whose silence chilled, With ghostly haunting memories filled, With never a breath of the roses dead ; Never a rest for a weary head, Never a dream of a sweet to be, Hopeless, loveless still, to me, My ship came home from sea. 43 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems The last, and least, of all the ships Fashioned with hands, and heart, and lips, I pushed from shore with its decks untrod, And the freight it bore was my faith in God. I recked not whither its way, nor when, Nor how, if ever, 'twould come again. And this, alone, came back to me. Rich-laden from the stormy sea. And so, sweet maiden, while your dreams Paint fairest all that fairest seems, I stand with you and watch today The ship that sails from the shore away; But never a sail from over the sea The flowing tide will bring to me — My ships have come from sea. 44 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems BREAK DOWN THE DOOR OF THE JUBILEE Break down the door of the Jubilee, Let the penitent years file in, And with knees to earth in the sacristy Unshoulder their loads of sin. To your Jubilee ye hundred years, Your stoles are dabbled with blood and tears, Red, red with the wrongs of men — With the lust of men, and the trust of men; — With the gorge of gold, forsooth, And the hearts that broke 'neath its glittering- yoke In the marvelous faith of youth. Pass through, pass in, old years, and then Turn back and seal your door again. Break down the door, oh, thou white new year! Break down the door, "the Holy door," That never was struck by mace before, Brave priest, you have naught of sin nor fear. But pass you in in reverence prone — Lo ! Truth stands naked there, alone. — Look once, and die, for so it is writ. — But you've opened the door and out of it The light of her face will shine Till the morning stars shall sing again Of "Peace on earth, good will toward men." 45 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems EASTER LILIES With eyes all dim and downcast, She stood at the foot of the cross, Bowing, in deep submission, Under the weight of her loss, And she held in her hand a lily, Close at the foot of the cross. A beautiful, perfect lily, To lay at the Savior's feet; Sign in her silent sorrow — Of her worship — passion sweet — A snowy, a sinless offering, To lay at the Savior's feet. "Behold thy mother and brethren !" A voice came up from the crowd To the ear of the dying Savior — The Savior murmuring aloud : "These are my mother and brethren !" Looked on the muttering crowd. And the mother's heart that was in her Swelled with a jealous fear, And down in the cup of the lily Dropped she a burning tear — Dropped on the snow of the lily The blot of a selfish fear. Dropped in the cup of the lily A tear that was hot with pain, And the snowy heart of the lily Was snowy never again. The wax-white heart had withered In the salt of its burning pain. 46 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems And ever the beautiful lilies Are placed at the feet of the Lord. Baptized with the tear of a mother, Keep they, a sinless ward — Sign of a silent worship At the cross of the risen Lord. And ever and ever the lilies We lay with a smile or a tear, A sacred gift on the altar Of the idols we worship here, But deep in each lily's chalice Is the yellow stain of a tear. 47 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems THE CHRISTMAS CROSS No longer red, its arms, with Christ's red blood. No longer bound with superstitions fears. — Self-slaved humanity has washed it in Two thousand years of tears. Strip it of creed, and ritual, and all Its mouth-made garmenture let fall As fashions that are old. On Calvary's summit let the mad world see God's sign of love, — and Christian liberty. 48 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems GENESIS I came from the Unknowable. I was. I saw the first far reddening glimmer of the light Whose whirling fires begot the sun. And when this globe of earth swung darkling into space Through all its changing parentage of life, came I, Till man, evolved of me, awoke, walked forth And sunned his forehead in the smile of God. AJ1 things in him expressed, all things were his ; His the adjusting of the belted zones, The unmade centuries, the cradles, and the thrones. But failing recognition of me in himself, The red instinct of his four-footed time Strives with his higher element of life. His lust's desire his law of Right, he makes, His punier brother to the shambles takes, Himself of his own heritage himself despoils ; And warring with his soul he pawns his breath And passes back into the dust of death. And I? — I come again, again, Twice twenty times as many times again, I come ; And then, one day, a god is born. And many wonder at the marvel of his power, And bow to do him homage, crying "Hail! All Hail ! M Believing me a new thing yet beneath the sun. Or by a more ignoble impulse moved, they say: "A brand-new devil straight from hell is he." And in the sleeve of my flesh garmenture, I laugh,—- So old am I. For I am Love — the Atom of Creation, I. — I give each man his Christ to bless or crucify. 49 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems A THOUGHT There's nothing dies; — the words you speak, The kiss you pressed upon a baby's cheek, The deeds you do, the thoughts you think, stamp all too surely on your face Their separate identities ; and leave in space A heritage for other souls to wear, — For other hearts to bear. A MOOD And so, dear dupe, you think that you By your own truth have kept him true? That moulded in such loyal mould Yourself, your thoughts can lift and hold Him to your loftier level? Then Christ had not need to die for men. Well, keep your noble thought, be true, And guard your ignorance. And pray — Pray God at night and dawn and day — The pain of wisdom may not come To you ; and strike you dumb ; and numb Your senses till they die; and you Have weariness of being true. Say wrong is right and let it go. And maybe you can make it so. 50 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems ALL HALLOWE'EN A black cat sits on the back yard fence, And he yowls in the dead o' night ; There's a bat with wings stretched wide and tense Across the pale moonlight, A weird wind haunts the restless town, And ghosts walk up and down. UNDER THE GRASS And I must lie out there under the grass The wind ripples over the hill. In dewy green, or in dusty brown. Must lie there, and lie there, and lie there still When the winter rain beats down, And down, and into my slim white bones Dissolving the dust of me. And filtering through to the sun and the dew And the light of the stars, will pass Again to the roots of grass. And somebody, someday, will plant him a tree And a grape and a rose in the dust of me. 51 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems BENDITA "If God were not so far away," she sighed, "To reach His lowest place, I might have tried. So high, so far from me His heaven lies, I may not toward it even lift my eyes," She said, And slowly, lowly, bent her head. Resigning all the glory of the skies, She turned to earth her sorrow-smitten eyes And sought its best, and made the best of all That chanced into her toiling hands to fall.— Nor thought of self, nor any chance that she might take, — But just to be a witness for His sake. Then waked one day amidst life's sudden stir To find the high and far-off God was leading her. / wonder if ever the angel who holds The booJ^ where all secrets are hid, Writes for us the things we were trying to do, Or only the things that We did? 52 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems TOASTS TO TRUTH The most beautiful naked thing in the world, And the most carefully clothed. TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN Were all love's joys, its smiles and kisses, Were all its hopes, and dreams, and blisses — All that a million years could think, — Imbrued into one cup of dew And given to me, a toast to drink, I'd drink that toast to you. TO CALIFORNIA Her breath is the purest, the wine of her mouth Is richer than Circe's of old, Her sandals are laced with the silk of the South, Her bosom is woven with gold. 53 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems // / and you no more were said, And thee and me no longer read, The ego of all Being would be dead.- If thee and me no more were read, And I and thou no longer said. 54 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems "TO YOU" When you return to your green hills And all the starry heavens shine, Or dawn your dusky canyon thrills To life again ; or may be when Its little rippling rivulets run To softest music in the sun, Or roars the wind in rougher rhyme, You'll think of me — just me — some time. In that dear moment pause, and then Let some sweet memory of me Have all your heart and constancy. And I will come to you that day Though I be half the world away. 55 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems "DISTANCE IS CRUEL" vs. "DISTANCE IS KIND" "Distance is cruel/' cruel, you say, Was it distance that kept you away — Was it all distance? I say. The man who is thirsty, or hungry for bread, Does he count the miles to a feast? Or dally with time till his banquet is dead And many the miles have increased? Death came and took the light out of my heart, And stood by my bedside for me. I reached him my hands but he smiled and passed on, Death must be cruel some way. Grief came and found me And swathed her cloak round me And bound me a mummy from head unto feet, And trouble went double with sorrow Today, and tomorrow, and yesterday. Poverty laughed when I bolted my door, Stood by the door outside And laughed at my pitiful pride; Peeped through the keyhole and laughed Till he rattled the bones in his thin yellow skin. Aye ; they all came — a clamorous crew — Though each had been rover Ten times the round of the round earth over, But never, never came you. 56 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems If "distance is cruel" is true, Then you who thus reasoned were cruelty's self, And distance was kinder than you. Out of the dimmers of distance One came to the desert to me. He kissed and caressed me and blessed me. O, his kisses were warm on my face, — My face was so cold. Over my graves in the desert He planted white blossoms of peace, And peace was surcease. My heart that was shriveled to die Grew large with the largeness of loving And the glory came back to the sky. Distance was lost in the spaces of places that make it, — And distance, I take it, is only the sieving of time. 57 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems DEAD DAYS Do dead days ever more return — The ghosts of days, I mean, When incense smokes and candles burn With shrouded Love between? And if they do, come thou again, Touch palms with me, I pray, And turn the whole world back to Then,- Dear ghost of one dead day! WHEN WILL MY SOUL GO? O, when will my soul go — and where will it go? And what is my soul when it goes? Will it rise with the rain-clouds, and fall in the rain, And exhale from the heart of a rose? Who knows? 58 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems WHEN THE ROSES GO You tell me you love me, you bid me believe That never such lover could mean to deceive. You rave o'er my eyes, and my beautiful hair, And swear to be true; — as they always swear. — But the wrinkles will grow and the roses go, And lovers are rovers oft, you know, — When the roses go. I have heard of a woman sweet and fair, With lips of love, and shining hair, And you pledged to her on your bended knee The selfsame vows you make to me, But the wrinkles will grow and the roses go. How she learned that trouble comes, you know, — When the roses go. You hold my hand in your thrilling clasp, And my heart grows weak in your subtle grasp, Till I blush in the light of your tender eyes And dream of a far-off paradise. But the wrinkles will grow, and the roses go. 1 will answer you, love — my love — you know, — When the roses go. 59 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems PEARLIE IS GONE AWAY No papers, cut with the scissors, Scattered over the floor; No scampering feet on the stairway, No finger-marks on the door. How still and lonesome the house is, The sunshine looks paler today, And the wind round the corners is whispering: "Pearlie is gone away." There in the farthest corner Is her "sailor-hat" on the floor, Where she tossed it yesterday evening As she bounded in at the door. Somehow I couldn't take it And put it away today, And a plate of mud cakes in the cupboard, I couldn't throw them away. "Is she dead?" did you ask me? No, no! Could I sit here so calmly then? — Just gone on a visit. Some day She will come to me again. But the house is so still and so lonesome, And the sun shines so coldly today, And the wind round the corners keeps whis- pering: "Pearlie is gone away." 60 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems A PICTURE A little maid, with sweet brown eyes Upraised to mine in sad surprise ; I held two tiny hands in mine, I kissed the little maid farewell. Her cheeks to deeper crimson flushed, The sweet, shy glances downward fell ; From rosy lips came — ah ! so low — "I love you — do not go !" I see it through the lapse of years — This picture, oftimes blurred with tears. No tiny hands in mine are held, No sweet brown eyes my pulses wake- Only in memory a voice E'er bids me stay for love's sweet sake. 61 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems TWO MUST BE TWO "They twain shall be one flesh," the Bible said; The minister with solemn words pronounced us one That long-ago, sweet hour when we were wed ; And I — I thought it had been done, — I thought that we were one. That he would hold my hand in his All our life's journey through — That we in deed and word and thought must be Each to the other true; Each to the other all that life desired Of love or of companionship of sex or soul, A unison of aim and hope and plan — No other woman in the world for him, For me no other man. One day — a strange and cruel day — he stopped And told me I must walk alone ; that two Were never one, nor ever could be one. And then I saw that near unto the path he trod There was another pathway, parallel, but soon Diverging. And it was not in the one Wherein he stood that he placed me. Far back along the way which we had come I saw a woman's tracks, made step by step In harmony with his; in sharp, swift agony I knew That they would go with his until the end, And never weary him ; for they were Friendship's tracks ; And Friendship walked in freedom by his side. In that cold, strange, new path, where he placed me — A burden lifted from his weary breast — Were many heaps of slender bleaching bones. 62 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems The daylight fled; black night, without a star, Came down and shrouded me. I groped around, I tried to see, I tried to walk, But only stumbled over those cold, slender bones. Then all the souls of womanhood, that once Had habited those slim white bones, came near And tried to help me. But my feet were weak And heavy from long uselessness. My eyes Had learned to see but in Love's light, And from its cradle-time Love had been taught That in a woman's breast — "They twain shall be one flesh;" It never had been shown to walk alone, It could not even think alone. I sat down helpless where I was ; then all around I heard a shiver like the quivering of reeds Upon a river when the night-wind blows up stream, And from those heaps of bones there rose a cry, So strong, so deep and thousand-voiced and long, That all the darkness trembled. In its slow, shivering wail, I heard these words : "Why does the Holiest of Holies lie? Twain cannot be one flesh; Why is the sacredest of human ties Bound with such red mockery of Truth? Friendship hath only feet with which to climb — Yet climbs to heaven. Love hath both feet and wings, But Falsehood's swaddling bandages have made of her So frail a thing that man must carry her, Or set her down and let her die. Go back and tell thy sister woman not to love Till Love hath torn the bandage from her eyes 63 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems And learned the power of her wings, And taught her feet to walk as free and proudly all Life's way as Friendship walks. Go, go thou back, and tell to whom thou findest there That twain are not one flesh — That two shall not be one." I heard and bowed my head, and wept in won- derment, And wondering, I died. And there is one more heap of slim white bones For some one else to stumble over when To her, too suddenly, shall come the knowledge that Two must be two. Yet my lone soul, unsatisfied, Knows if there had been such another love as mine, And these had known and loved each other, Two had been one by law of Nature's self. There would no longer then have been the need Of any far-off Heaven, and death had ceased — Heaven would have come to dwell with them, And they for very joy could not have died. 64 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems AN INWARD GLANCE Like waves of tides that higher reached than others went To meet the fulling moon's impellant light, And with their depth and force and purpose spent Left only foam to brown upon the hight, — So are my thoughts. 65 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems IN A VISION Each was as fair as the other, And both, as my life, were dear, And the voices that lisped me "Mother," Heaven's music to my ear. One faded from life and mother, And died in a winter dawn, And I turned me away from the other And wept for the child that was gone. Then I lay in a wierd sleep vision, Before me an earth dark scene, And the land of the Sweet Elysian. — And only a grave between. One child soft called me "Mother"— Out from the shining door — And smiled and beckoned ; the other Played by itself on the floor. One's path, to my inward seeing, Was light with a wondrous day; — It led to the hights of Being, And an angel showed the way. The other lay where Marah's Hot sands with snares are strewn, Through many a darksome forest And the way was roughly hewn. 66 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems A faith to my soul was given — The wierd sleep vision o'er — And I turned from the child in heaven To the child that played on the floor. 67 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems CORONALS 1 twined you a wreath of the ivy vine, You plucked me a red rose wet with dew — You hold in your hand, and I hold in mine Red rose ashes and bitter rue. Fortune's wheel turned round and round, And you went up and I went down. The chaplet of bay that your brow entwined You proudly wore ; — but I knew, I knew That you held in your hand, as I held in mine, Red rose ashes and bitter rue. You brought me a gift from the Avalon shores, I gave you the heart of a lily-blow; — I hold in my hand, and you hold in yours, A cypress wreath and ashes of snow. Fortune's wheel turned round and round, And I went up, and you went down. Of the sentient draught that flattery pours I have drained my meed — but you know, you know, That I hold in my hand, as you hold in yours, A cypress wreath and ashes of snow. 68 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems INCONSISTENCE She gave me once a blood red rose and kissed My cheek. Contemptuously I met her touch And dropped the flower as though a serpent hissed Among its leaves. I blamed her much For some things which I knew ; nor thought that I Could less that smile if she should die. Today a wild flower white as snow I brought, And laid it on her breast ; and then I thought How mean it was to thrust a gift on her Who could not hand, or lip, or eyelid stir, To fling it back ; — and was it dew, — that clear Drop quivering on the blossom, — or a tear? 69 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems BUT ONE LITTLE STOCKING But one little stocking! There used to be two Hung up for the Christmas treasures; I dropped in a tear as I filled it anew — Too sad are the Christmas pleasures. O sainted, O sweet Mother Mary! For motherhood's blessing and dearth, Put a gift in the stocking in Heaven And say it's from mother on earth. 70 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems MY SOUL AND I What were you, soul, before that you were I? Were you by death — some other form of death — Unburdened from some other shape, in some — Uncounted time (which I almost remember) A co-existent quantity with atoms of the stars, Or were you but a sigh of Nature's breath And had to have embodiment to make Death possible? O, passion bounded, sorrow tossed Poor Soul! What have you gained or what have you lost By wearing flesh's thrall? Enough to pay the troublous cost Of staying here — of coming here at all? And if you were a soul and knew you were Why hither journeyed you? Was there not in vast space a place More fitting for a soul? Poor Soul, If creeds are true, and you Were fashioned by the Mighty Maker's hand, In His own Image made, A thing unsullied as the Maker's self — White-winged with countless millioned happy years To sing His praises in, Why came you here to mix identities with me? To worry through the toil and moil of many years, To wash yourself in tears And die at last sore wounded, sullied, too, Your white wings clipped, just for the slender chance Of getting back to where and what you were. Poor Soul! 71 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems ACROSS THE GREAT DIVIDE I never hear the night wind blow, Or see a red rose pearled with dew, Or hear a lark's song in the dawn But that I think of you, — Of you, hear heart, of you. 72 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems MY BROTHER (Leonard Morris Hilyard) Gone out into the darkness, and the night — Gone, gone alone, forever into the unknown — My Brother. Long nights and nights he waited for the dawn, And watched the sunlight glancing down the hills, Well-knowing he must go; but kept it closely in his breast, And hid his pain lest it should fright us that he loved. And then one day he smiled, and went away — My Brother. Say not that he is dead and lives not anywhere That potent individuality, Nor in some far-off other world awaits The Everlasting, — all forgetting this. No morning dawns, or sun goes down, or rain or wind, Or war of elements, or summer stillness comes, But that I see his face — My Brother. O, there are hurts too deep for words. And there are silent rooms in memory Whose emptiness would break our hearts again To venture in. Rest unto thee, and peace, and blessedness, and love ; Amen ! There was no braver, kinglier-hearted man than thou — My Brother. 73 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems THE FAIRY OF THE HEIGHTS She's the winsomest fairy, with bonnie brown eyes That twinkle so merrily, then look so wise. Each hair of her head in the sunshine was traced, It's the vividest gold from her crown to her waist — Never troubled with tie strings of bonnet or hat. And the speckled fawn looks from his browse in the flat, To wonder what manner of comrade is that With a brown little hand reached to give him a pat. She is friends with the squirrels and birds, and she knows Where the shy rabbit hides, and the Christinas tree grows. She sits where the spring ripples over its brink, And watches the bees and/ the butterflies drink. She puts her ear close to the old redwood tree To hear what it says to the wind from the sea ; She could tell you its tale of a shepherd and staff— The redwood's four thousand, — she's nine and a half. She will point out the spot where the full moon first spills Its flood of pure silver to burnish the hills, For she's friends with the squirrels and birds and she knows Where the shy rabbit hides and the Christmas tree grows. 74 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems VALENTINE All night at your heart's door my heart had stood, But did not knock (you might have let me in, And that, before the world's tribunal, would Have been a sin). From out the somewhere world of dreams, my soul Saw yours come back into its sleeping clay; Then out into the new-born dawn, I stole And went away. It was a soul your waking eyes first saw, and so How could you know ! 75 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems NOT ACCLIMATED I hate you, Southland of the southern west, I say I hate you ! All your hot brown breast Is dried and shrivelled up. Your wide hot mouth Breathes only scorching desolating drouth. Your mountains toss their jagged peaks, and stop Just short of majesty. Your rivers drop Beneath the sands of their own beds, and seep Through mud and roots and rotted things, and creep Like cowards to the sea. I say I hate you ! 76 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems QUESTION Shall I, because you stabbed me in the back And killed my friendship with a traitor's blow, Shall I behind your armor strike, and show Myself a traitor too, To even things with you? 77 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems I HAVE NEVER, YOU THINK, A SERIOUS THOUGHT I have never, you think, a serious thought, My friend — Never a moment by sorrow taught Its sympathy to lend. Can you by the light of laughing eyes See all there is in the heart that lies Under a smile, my friend ? Forever wrapped in their glittering shrouds Of snow, Are the mountain peaks that touch the clouds ; But ah, my friend, you know There are smoldering fires that never rest, And earthquakes hid in the mountain's breast, Under the cold, white snow. UNANSWERED O dear, dear, eyes, now shut to sight and sense, White folded hands, at rest for evermore, Can you not give me back one look from thence? Nor open once, just once, that silent door? If I could have one glimpse beyond it given, To know you live, and love, and blame me not; My mad, mad soul would give its hopes of heaven, And die, and be forgot. 78 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems QUERY It is so precious sweet to be a fool, A pretty little petted simpleton, And let the great big fellow you have won Believe that he is captor, and his rule Imperative, while round your finger tips You wind him with a smile or pout of lips. Who would be large and wise, and boastful rule, When it's so "cute" to be a "little fool?" 79 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems THE RED WINDS BLOW The red winds blew around the world. The gaunt wolf rose, and sniffed, pricked forward pointed ears; The vulture sharped her beak; Death held his breath ! And dissonantly twanged the music of the spheres. The red winds blew. The nations stirred un- easily, As when a loitering zephyr ruffles summer leaves, Then swift, and sudden as the gathered tempest strikes, Ten times a million men rushed at each other's throats And drenched the fair earth with each other's blood. Ten times a million Christian men, with songs of home Upon their tongues; each praying to the self- same God For strength to slay, and slay, and kill and kill His brother men across the reeking trenches, till No man was left to lift a hand opposing him. For what? and how? and why? and why? To claim a city by another claimed, mayhap? To step across a line marked on a map? For greed of place? For power to rule ^God's unmarked seas? Or this? or this? or that? or that? or these? The tramp of armies shakes the smiling lands. Such armies ! God of Hosts, till now, Thou hast not seen. 80 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems Death rides before them with red dripping hands ; The roar of breaking- worlds their bodeful coming tells ; The bare earth moans where grew sweet fields of gold and green. The carrion eater slinks close in their shadow's hem, And Famine, stark and hungry-eyed, stalks after them. The red winds blow. Whose sons are these that sail the skies in winged ships, And hurl down from the blue of heaven, hot, hideous death, To break upon the lullabies of sleepy babes; To burst amidst the fleeing multitudes, Rend limbs from limbs, tear quivering flesh from shrieking bones, And in High Places thank God for the gruesome crime ? Whose sons are they that plant the seas with death? Foul, awful death; that lies in wait for human prey, Laughs when the lordly dreadnought glides too near (Itself in search of other human prey), And springs annihilation in a breath ! Leaving, of all the splendid armament's defense, But streaks of crimson scum upon the broadening waves. The red winds blow. 81 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems Whose sons are they, made in Thy image, Thou, O God! Not Thine? Not brothers of Thy Son, Whose way Was gentleness; Whose touch was benediction. Nay; Not Thine, not Thine! Nor thine, thou carnate devil, watching from thy hell, The hell that out-hells thine ! In thy unholiest dreams Thou could'st not have devised the 'cursed schemes For human woes, and horrors, these have done. Thou art outstripped in cunning — out of date — Too old of fashion. Slip back in thy spuny hell, They are not thine. Down through the ages they have come; Red souls of war, obsessioning the earth, — They were the miscreated sons of her who sat Upon the seven-headed scarlet colored beast Which sat upon the waters of the Seven Seas. To whom the kings of earth came craftily, And drank abomination from her gilded cup. Her smile preceded Babylon, And on her brow was written "Mystery." The red winds blow. 82 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems And Thou, O gentlest Peace, in what far guarded place Dost hide and hide the pity of thy face? Let loose thy snow-winged dove, to rise And fly across the seething blood-mad world. To flutter over fields where that dread Silence is ! To light on upturned faces blearing at the skies And curiously peck at dead men's eyes. The red winds blow. 83 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems A PEACE CONFERENCE Once the great white bear of Russia, Close beside his polar seas, Called the beasts and birds to counsel That the beasts and birds would please Cease to war upon each other; Appetite for blood should cease, And all sovereignty be given To the sweet, white dove of Peace. The great bald eagle from his aerie On the mighty Rockies' crest, Lauded peace while he was preening Blood of battle from his breast. Royally the Albion lion Licked and licked his velvet paws, Roaring Peace to Afric jungles With blood and feathers on his claws. Came the great black-breasted eagle Swooping from the Baltic's shore. Bait for fish in Orient waters In his peaceful talons bore. Then the great white bear of Russia Asked all beaks and claws to sheath; Asked, and smiled, and showed in smiling, His own cub's blood upon his teeth. Far away upon her desert In her solitude enthroned, Peace sat desolate and weeping — And her white dove moaned and moaned. Slowly, through the hot sun toiling, An aged worm with ways infirm, Stopped its homeward crawl to listen; And the white dove ate the worm. 84 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems INTUITION I kissed her eyes and cheeks, and then I told her I would come again. I told her I would come, and then I kissed her eyes and cheeks again. Coat falsehood over thick with wit, Wrap reasoning round it — yards of it — And there are eyes will pierce it through And smile your falsehood back at you. I fancy she was one of these, For though I swore by shores and seas, — Aye ; though my vows in heaven I booked- She looked at me — just looked and looked. Some minds toil hard, up-hill and far To find the truth, but some there Who feel the truth within them grow And know, — not knowing how they know. 85 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems CALIFORNIA She was not born a babe, to suckle strength; A woman, gazing down her land's broad length, Stepped from the pines out on the fall-brown grass;- The grizzly bear stood bad? to let her pass. And Fremont's cannon thundered wide and far, Old Glory s azure had another star. 86 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poernj3 THE OPENING OF THE CALIFORNIA POPPIES To the West, and below where the snow summit looms, Stood an army of pike-pointed lances of green, So slenderly fashioned they scarce could be seen. How could they, such lilliput lances of green? The plains and the foothills were spotted all over With pieds of blue camas, and tall lupin plumes In reaches of purple ; And blushes of bloom of the clover. And smelled sweet as bee-bread. But the meadow lark laughed in his ripple of tune, The meadow lark knew what would happen at noon. There were stamens of gold and petals of flame Wrapped up in each green little conical cap, That slowly slipped up, and slipped up, till it came Off at the top with a snap ! And the petals unrolled, flame, orange, and gold, And airily, fairily, swung on the stem, Till the land was afire with the color of them. 87 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems THE GOLDEN GATE Down by the side of the Golden Gate The city stands; Grimly, and solemn, and silent, wait The walls of land Guarding its door, as a treasure fond; And none may pass to the sea beyond, But they who trust to the king of fate, And pass through the Golden Gate. The ships go out through its narrow door, White-sailed, and laden with precious store — White-sailed, and laden with precious freight, The ships come back through the Golden Gate. The sun comes up o'er the Eastern crest, The sun goes down in the golden West, And the East is West, and the West is East, And the sun from his toil of day released, Shines back through the Golden Gate. Down by the side of the Golden Gate — The door of life, — Are resting our cities, sea-embowered, White-walled, and templed, and marble-towered — The end of strife. The ships have sailed from the silent walls, And over their sailing the darkness falls. O, the sea is so dark, and so deep, and wide ! Will the ships come back from the further side? "Nay; but there is no further side," A voice is whispering across the tide, — "Time, itself, is a circle vast, Building the future out of the past,' For the new is old, and the old is new, And the true is false, and the false is true, And the West is East, and the East is West, And the sun that rose o'er the Eastern crest, Gone down in the West of his circling track Forever, and ever, is shining back Through the Golden Gate of life." 88 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems O soul ! thy city is standing down By its Golden Gate; Over it hangs the menacing frown Of the king of fate. The sea of knowledge so near its door, Is rolling away to the further shore — The Orient side, — And the ocean is dark, and £eep, and wide! But thy harbor, O Soul ! is filled with sails, Freighted with messages, wonder tales, From the lands that swing in the sapphire sky. Where the gardens of God in the ether lie. If only thy blinded eyes could see, If only thy deaf-mute heart could hear, The ocean of knowledge is open to thee, And its Golden Gate is near! For the dead are the living, — the living the dead, And out of the darkness the light is shed; And the East is West, and the West is East, And the sun from his toil of day released, Shines back through the Golden Gate. 89 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems TO CLARA SHORTRIDGE FOLTZ From out the ranks of them that toil Thy hand has carved its upward way, Nor stooped its God-given trust to soil, Nor dreamed in weariness to stay. If faltered e'er that heart of thine, It ached, but gave the world no sign. Thy voice has argued in debate, — In scathing satire sharply fell ; In forum and in hall of state Held listening thousands with its spell. Then dropped its tones to softest keep And crooning sang a babe to sleep. True as the ship is to its port, Thy heart — on seas of sun or foam — Wrought out its masonry in Court, But built its tower at home. And when the gold upon thy head Shall change to age's colder gray, The little hands that thou hast led Will lead thee down life's slanting way. The path is long since over-grown With flowers of love that thou hast sown. Then Hail thee! priestess of the law — Our fair-browed Portia of the West. Write on thy shield : "I came, I saw, I conquered." Thou hast earned the crest. Nay; more, it seemed the gods to thee Had given the Sakhral's mystery. And thou hast proved that woman can — Who has the grace, and strength, and will — Work in the wider field of man And be a glorious woman, still. 90 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems MOUNT WHITNEY Stern sentinel of Pacific's broad embrace Thou standest drear and lone; The sun's first glance falls on thy snowy face, Thou hear'st the ocean's moan. With foreheads bared the hills enclose thee round ; Winds woo thee o'er in storm and zephyr sweet, And summer, with her girdle loosely bound Like some fair Ruth, lies blushing at they feet. No bird on thy bleak summit seeks its rest; No flower e'er blossoms on thy chilling breast. The nations rise, and die, and rise again, And still thou standest lone, and drear, and cold, Immovable, unchangeable as when The first-born century above thee rolled. Thy vigil keep, O Mount, till on the brink Of Chaos Time shall break his flight. Wrapped in thy solitary grandeur sink Like lost Atlantis, in thy might. 91 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems WELCOMING THE G. A. R. TO CALIFORNIA Run up the flag to its highest height And proudly let it wave Upon the sunset's wall of light To greet the true and brave. There is never a stripe on its crinkling folds Nor a star its field to gem With the vaunted glory victory holds, But owes its place to them. Bring out again the unlimbered guns, And sound the bugle call ; With roll of drums and martial pride Salute them comrades all. Ah ! They have another welcome heard, And another scene have they ; Their flags are battle-dimmed and torn, Their guns had fiercer play. There are empty sleeves, and stumping limbs, There are wounds that never sleep ; And the memories of lonesome graves Where nightshade blossoms weep. Oh, many a soldier's cheek will pale Whose heart ne'er beat with fear; Oh, many a comrade is "marking time," Who cannot answer "Here!" 92 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems And day on day of the flying years, In the ranks grow wider gaps As down the lines in the camp of life Old Death is sounding "Taps." Run up the flag to its highest height, And proudly let it wave, Upon the sunset's wall of light To greet the true and brave. 93 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems SAN FRANCISCO* Upon her thrice seven smiling hills she stood, Beloved of her patron guide, the good St. Francis; with pomp and power and pleasure rife. Richer than Tyre and Sidon was her broad estate, Fair as Mohamet's dream of after-life; — Secure, behind her battlemented Golden Gate. And Dawn slipped down and blessed the sleeping- world. But that unwonted silence, everywhere ! No twitter of a bird in matinal was there, The dog cowered whimpering at his master's door; The fishes swimming seaward from the shore. Then suddenly awakened, all uphurled Were tower, and dome, and splendid palace wall ; The sick earth reeled and shrank; shock followed shock Till splintered timbers, dust and tumbling rock Piled the great city's crumpling streets, and all Her mighty architecture swayed and groaned With crunch of wrenching beams, and screak and screech Of twisted steel. And pallid faces, blank of speech, Turned helpless to the awesome reddening sky. From nowhere unto nowhere rumbling moaned The earthquake's passing sigh. 94 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems "Is this the end? This — this our final lot?" Men looked into each other's eyes and answered not. And then above the tumult rose a doom more dread; A thousand sheets of flame leaped up as one ; — The demons from the under earth had spread Their holocaust to greet the rising sun. And upward from its terror, and despair, The smoke of Sacrifice pulsed in the smitten air, Devouring, roaring, miles of blazing death ; — A kingdom devastated in a breath. All day the Queen of Evil laughed, and urged Her fire sons to fiercer rage; all day, all night, That billowing wall of fire swirled and surged, And lit far other places with its lurid light. Men fought it back as gods might fight with Titan foes, Fought hand to hand, fought face to face, and fell Unconquered, lying where they fell. And none may tell The heroisms of that time, — and for no man knows. * In the great earthquake and fire of April, 1906. 95 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems A LEGEND OF SUTRO HEIGHTS Once when the world was new, Once in its dawns and springs, When the waters a language knew, And the hills were living things, The Mount that is Tamalpais And this terrace-bordered Hight, Stood side by side in the wall of land Which held the seas aright. And the Mount and the Hight were lovers, In love with the sea were they, — In love with the syren Ocean Whose beauty before them lay; Her emerald gown was broidered With lace the mermaids spun, And her tawny bosom glittered With the diamonds of the sun. They gazed on the matchless vista — On the wide-out-sweeping zone Of amber-dappled Ocean, And they claimed her each his own. A quarrel grew between them, And the contest rose and raged Till the universe was shaken With the jealous war they waged . All vain the angered Ocean Invoked each nymph and gnome, And beat her breast against them, And flung her arms of foam. 96 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems The sun and the moon drew backward And hid in their clouded light, And the pale stars fled affrighted Back into the aisles of night. Then the king of the hills and the waters Arose in his wrathful might, And kindled his red death-furnace Under the Mount, and the Hight — The sea-waves stop and tremble, The hills like waves careen — And the wall was rent asunder, And the Ocean rushed between. The king of the hills and the waters Still stood in his wrathful might, And he hurled his curse prophetic On the riven Mount and Hight: "Ye shall stand thus widely parted While the sea-waves wash the shore, And hear the ocean moaning For ever, ever more; And thou, rebellious Mountain, Be a barren waste and dumb Till the world shall bring you ransom, Till the East to the West shall come." The circling years whirled onward, The birds forgot to sing On the barren, nameless summit Under the ban of the king. 97 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems One day from the dust and tumult, From the cares, and frets and ills, Where standeth the busy city On its ocean-dented hills, Came one and stood on the Mountain — On the Mountain cursed of fate. He looked on the broad Pacific, On the narrow-bounded strait; He saw old Tamalpais, Black-browed as the frown of hate; He saw the ships of the nations Come into the Golden Gate. And the humbled soul of the Mountain Crept into the soul of the man, Swift in his brain evolving The lines of a mighty plan. He wove him a wondrous vision ; Of the desolate land he made A flower-wreathed dome of beauty, — A sylvan perfumed shade. He planted the snow pale flowers And the blooms of tropic dye, And a giant redwood forest Held its arms up toward the sky. The rare and the quaint and the curious Of the world he hither brought, And the wonder-shapes in sculpture Which the master hands had wrought. 98 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems And he builded here a temple To the muses Time has sung, Full-stored with the hoarded volumes Of many a clime and tongue, Where the scholar's hand might gather From the past its fading gleams, And the poet's fancy fashion The thought in his realm of dreams. And his templed palace garden, With a royal generous hand, He gave — a gift — to the people Of the Golden Western land. From the ocean's lambent splendor, From his vision-bowered strand, He turned to the rock-ribbed summit And the glaring dunes of sand. He had forced the earth to open Her secret treasure door — And back to the earth he yielded Her gold thrice doubled o'er. The jagged rocks are shapen, To curious curving walls, To granite carven stairways And terrace-circled halls. And curve in curve encloses Long flower embroidered lines, Where mythic gods and graces Dream under palms and pines ; 99 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems Where the ministers of winter Sleep in acacian bowers, Drugged with the breath of incense From purple-throated flowers. The west wind whispers, whispers, Its story in the nights, And the Ocean chants her anthem At the foot of Sutro Hights. The humbled soul of the Mountain Liveth no longer dumb — The world has brought its ransome, The East to the West has come. 100 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems HELEN HUNT JACKSON Proud California! Bend thy head, And measure, reverently, thy tread; And plant thy tallest pine to wave Above the gentle stranger's grave. ******* A rose dropped down into the sea, And drowned ; — But every wave that washed a lea, Or swept the ocean round, Came back and brought upon its crest A sweetness from the rose's breast. A song bird on the summit crown Of self-denied, Fell slowly fluttering, fluttering down, And died; — But all the hills and valleys rang With music of the songs it sang. A woman's soul has crossed the size Of mortal sight — A woman's hands, a woman's eyes Are closed in night; — But all along the way she came Are springing blessings on her name. O rose ! O bird ! O woman's heart ! Dead heart — dead flower — and silent bird,- Ye gave us but the fainter part ■Of songs ye heard: The solemn nights have sung to thee, — The trees, and winds and moaning sea; The mighty silences of space Closed round and taught thee face to face ! No land may claim thee to enshrine, Thou art the world's — the world was thine. 101 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems IN THE FOOTHILLS OF THE SIERRAS The pine trees nod to the oaks below, The wild oats bend to the cliffs of snow; Noonday's shimmering, gauzy glow On all the hills is lying — And the manzanita berries grow Red in its gorgeous dyeing. The wood-dove answers the plaintive call From the nest that is hid in the chemesal, And the wanton humming bird devours His feast from the bulky milk-weed flowers. Threads of cobwebs, glistening gray, Spun on the wheels of the summer's day, Glimmering go — and glimmering stay — A place to dream one's life away. And the saucy stream goes tumbling down To water the flowers in a valley town. 102 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems THE WHEAT OF SAN JOAQUIN A thousand rustling yellow miles of wheat, Gold-ripened in the sun, in one Vast fenceless field. The hot June pours its flood Of flaming splendor down, and burns The field into such yellowness that it Is gold of Nature's alchemy; and all The mighty length and breadth of valley glows With ripeness. Then a rolling of machinery, And tramp of horse and scream of steam And swishing sighs of falling grain, And sweaty brows of men; and then — ■ The Samson of the valleys lieth shorn. 103 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems THANKSGIVING AT MONTARA Thanksgiving dawn God's secrets told In misty lines of pink and gold Upon your hills, Montara. The lark, while yet the dawn was dim, Sang joyously her praise to Him. Sweet peas that climbed the windy wall Shook down their fragrance unto all. Wee wild things felt the shadows pass, And heard the growing of the grass. And lo ! Thanksgiving left, that night, The afterglow of God's own light Upon your hills, Montara. 104 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems THEY ALL ARE KIN TO YOU (Ina Coolbrith) The twilight, and the dawn, Sunrise and set of sun — The summer's golden hush, All seasons — all in one — Belong to you. The rose her secret whispers you The poppy's dreams, you know, To you, the mystery of the seas The West winds blow, and blow, — They all are kin to you. And that is why you sit alone Just at the great sea's door, And watch, and watch the tides come in, And watch, and watch the tides go out — And the white ships ever more, — They all are kin to you. 105 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems AT SAN DIEGO Here first on California's soil, Cabrillo walked the lonesome sands; Here first the Christian standard rose Upon the sea-washed Western lands, And Junipero Serra first Laid loving hands. What saw they here, that venturous band, To bless or touch with loving hand? Or bid them pause, or dream to stay Around this silent, sleeping bay? An acreage of many miles, Vast miles of sun-burnt naked space, Red, brown, and bare, and baked as tiles ; Whose surface lay unchanged of face As it had lain, the hills among, Since first Creation's psalm was sung; Whose people watched the squirrels play, And cared not any more than they. Not these alone, the fathers saw Not these made hardships doubly sweet — He never sees his arrow's flight Who is always looking at his feet; — Those holy fathers, wiser they, They marked the broad expanse of plains, And mountains gushing crystal life Enough to fill its thirsting veins ; — They saw, far off, the mingled weft Of colors wrought from out the soil, When Nature rounds upon her loom The laborer's legacy of toil. 106 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems They served, and toiled, and built, and But ever saw a promised land; [planned, And heard its slowly rising swells Ring joyous from their mission bells. And decades passed, and fifty years, A century was born and died; A nation struggled into birth, And rose to midday of its pride. And freedom's war-wet staff was set Beside that one of love and peace ; And suns of noons, and midnight moons, Unwove and wove time's ageless fleece. Time crept by the mission bells, And back, and tied their tongues with rust ; And touched the eye-lids of the priest, And garmented his bones with dust. The glory of the mission passed, Its gloom its glory overcast. Within its corners, shadow-walled, The bats made nest ; the lizard crawled Upon the sunny side to sit, With soulless eyes, and laugh at it. But smile not ye with scornful lips, Nor croak a prophecy of this ; There's nothing lost that's lost, and naught That once has lived, has lived amiss. Nay, smile not ye, nor count that false Which failed in promises it gave ; For gold is gold, though it go down A thousand fathoms in the wave; And brighter-hued the blossom is That blooms upon a grave. 107 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems In silence sleeps the land no more, Its treasury of wealth is found ; And all its curving seagirt shore With queenly cities crowned; While through its gateway come and go The sails of suns and sails of snow. Progress to this old new West Has turned her face and set her seal ; Has bound the waters, broke the hills, And shod the desert sands with steel. O land of sun, — hot, splendid sun! — Of sea-cool winds, and Southern moons!- Of days of calm, and nights of balm, And languorous, dreamy noons. No seer hath need to tell for thee, Thy daring and thy destiny. The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems THE LAST PRIESTESS OF THE SUN Backward-gazing on her ruined temple The Priestess stands, Fierce, and wondering, and sullen, gazes On the desecration of the spoilers' hands. Dead are the fires upon your altar, maiden, Despoiled of all its richess is your shrine; Your sacred sacrificial vessel gives you No answering sign. And palms will grow upon your temple And still the sun will shine. [border, THE BUILDERS Ye builders coming late unto the Aztec's Sea — Unto the sun-land Southwest of the West, Hail to you, hail ! Your temples solemnized today Disturb no dead world's rest. Thrice hail to you ! Ye builders by the Aztec's Sea ; Twin fold the blessings of your work in stone and wood, — Who helps to make the world more beautiful Helps God to make it good. 109 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems THE NATIVE DAUGHTERS OF THE GOLDEN WEST. When California wrought her royal crown of gold— The perfectness where in her own proud fame should rest — She took the foot-prints of the pioneers, She took the sound of battle, and the strength Of manhood measured by the long-drawn length Misfortune stretched for them across the years. She took the whispering sighs of pines that shake Their needles down on graves lost in the wake Of time. She took the heart-sick patience and the tears Of women waiting, waiting, waiting, for their loved Who came not back. And then, the sacredness And permanency of her state-hood laid Upon this shrine of sacred things. Of these she made Her crown; and wrote around its shining crest: "My Native Daughter of the Golden West." 110 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems WONDERFUL, MYSTERIOUS MEXICO Builded on the ruins of dead thrones Whose temple walls were old when Thebes was new; On altars whose weird sacrificial stones With ghastly offerings were crimsoned through. Oblivion hides and holds thy secrets fast — The dust of ages lies upon thy past, All wonderful, mysterious Mexico. The conquerors came knocking at thy peaceful door And met thy outstretched hands with sword and flame; With broken gods bestrewed thy altar floor, And slew thee in Christ's loving, gentle name. But thy bold eagle clutched a serpent in the slipping sand, And bore it writhing o'er his blood-swept land, All wonderful, mysterious Mexico. Thou land of shrines and crosses, legends, yester- days ; From tropic splendor to eternal snow, Thy purple mountains rim such unfound ways Of wealth, the greedy world turns hither to thy slow Awakening; to lay swift hands upon the treasured worth Thy solemn hills and hotland jungles hold — Why, thou couldst change the commerce of the earth, And fill the coffers of the world with gold ; Thou wonderful, awakening Mexico. Ill The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems ALASKA'S WOMAN (Mrs. Mary E. Hart) Don't you hear the icy winter calling you? The far voice of your fierce snow-blinding solemn North ? Your midnight sun turns one dim edge above the snow. At Kotzebue it's "54 below." The mighty Yukon's roaring protest shakes the crouching hills, In vain attempts to burst the icy barrier closing down Upon its breast. Aurora Borealis shoots across the sky Red searchlights of her miracle, And all the heaven with flaming splendor fills. The tundra crackles for your mucklucks'* tread. Your parkaf hangs beseeching on your cabin That far north cabin wall [wall, — (A timber wolf housed with her young ones there last fall). Your huskies^ snap their teeth impatiently, And lurch against the traces to be gone. The sleety blizzard bellows forth its challenge, — daring you to come. 112 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems And still the sunland holds you. I am knocking at your door; The perfume of your flowers besets me as I knock. You have grown indolent with too much shelter- ing ease, You could not hear the wild North call midst all of these. Your neighbor leans across the fence to speak to me — ■ "Left for Alaska more 'n a month ago?" — What? you don't say! Well that's quite like her. Thank you Mrs. er-er-'much obliged. Good-day. * Fur boots with tops of knee or thigh length. t A hooded fur shirt, — an Alaskan outer garment reaching to the knees, worn by men, women and children. X A breed of native Alaskan dogs. 113 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems What know you of my Souls inherent strife By that calm faith — untried — which wells in thine- How can you from the knowledge of your life, Write out a creed for mine? 114 Songs That Have Been Set To Music The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems LOVE'S WAY Love came to my window and tapped one day, Touched hands and touched lips, and went flying away ; — For Love is like that alway, and alway — Love is like that alway. The world went all wintry, sad years passed, and then Love rested his wings at my window again; 1 clasped him, and held him so close to my heart I thought he would never, could never, depart. But Love slipped his light wings and went flying away, For Love is like that alway and alway — ■ Love is like that alway. Once more Love came smiling and whispering to me, But I said to him : "Love, pretty Love, don't you see The window is barred, dear, between you and me?" And Love folded his wings at my window to stay. For Love is like that alway, and alway — Love is like that alway. 116 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems GOD BLESS YOU WHEREVER YOU ARE The twilight was lonesome, — was eerie, The heavens showed but one little star; We parted in silence, my dearie, — God bless you wherever you are. Wherever your footsteps are straying, — Anear me, or wandering afar, — Remember I'm saying, I'm praying: "God bless you ! wherever you are." 117 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems THE DRYADS O, I was a dryad, and you were a dryad, In the long and long ago! And so when the leaves in the wild-wood are whispering, And the trees wide shadows throw, I can hear you calling me In the way it used to be ; And I know as we used to know, When I was a dryad and you were a dryad In the long and long ago. 118 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems THE SIGN OF THE CROSS "What will you give me?" I asked him — My lover of long ago. "What shall I keep to remember That ever you loved me so?" "Dearest one," softly he answered, "We have sifted life's gold and its dross,- That you may not forget how I loved you I'll make you the sign of the Cross." As light as the touch of the zephyr That blows in the nights of the South, With my face in his hands he kissed me On forehead and eyes and mouth. O, I might forget that he loved me, Forget, too, the pain of my loss, But deep in my heart, and forever, Is burning his sign of the Cross. 119 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems THAT DAY IN TEXAS The gulf blew its gentlest breeze — The whisperings of some far seas, The sunshine flamed across the land, I felt the warm clasp of your hand And Oh, the light in your dar eyes Was brighter than the sunlit skies, Was brighter than the sunlit skies, That day in Texas. The years, the year, that are to be May never more bring you to me, And days will come, and days will go- But ever when the South winds blow And sunshine flames across the plain, I'll hear your voice and live again — I'll hear your voice and live again That day in Texas. 120 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems CANST THOU NOT HEAR ME I failed thee in Love's dear respect Too lightly held my plighted vow, I broke thy heart with cold neglect, And smiled on loves so less than thou. I see thee again, And my dream it is fair. I see thee as then, With a rose in thy hair, Thou art so near me Canst thou not hear me Calling thee, calling calling thee- Canst thou not hear my heart. World-weary, and too late, I find The world but gave a wanton's dole And thou alone of womankind Didst love me, love with thy soul . I see thee again, And my dream it is fair. I see thee as then With a rose in thy hair, Thou art so near me Canst thou not hear me Calling thee, calling calling thee- Canst thou not hear my heart. 121 The Lure of the Desert Land and Other Poems JUST THIS ONE DAY We drifted idly, you and I, The world was fair, and blue the sky Upon the dimpled, sunlit stream We saw the water-lilies gleam. No clasp of hands, no lovers' kiss, Yet never was a day like this One perfect day of earth and sky — Just this one day, and you, and I. 122