ffp 1 ll Li LUJ LIBRARY OF CONGRESS. ^^^^\fCA ©|aii - Gopi?rig]^l|n Shelf -i.Gt-S-fcS UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. BONNIEBELL AND OTHER POEMS, EDWAED S. GEEGOHY ^^ " For the breath of flowers is far sweeter in the open air, where it comeB and goes, like the warbling ot music."— Lokd Bacon. .../^>$3 4.^.7)- :'^S LYNCHBURG J. P. BELL & CO., Publishers 1880. fN T'^n 4 4- G^^^ Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1880, Br EDWARD S. GREGORY, In the Office of the Librarian of Congress, at Washington, THIS BOOK IS DEDICATED TO MY MOTHER, WHOSE LOVE WILL GILD MY WORST ERRORS, AS IT HAS OFTEN MANTLED MY WORST FAULTS ; AND TO MY WIFE, WHOSE GRACIOUS SYMPATHY HAS FAITHFULLY SUSTAINED ME IN THIS AS IN EVERY labor; AND WHOSE INSPIRATION HAS BEEN WORTHY OF A NOBLER STRAIN. i:n"id:kix BONNIEBELL. page. Part 1 11 Part II 31 Ketrospect 58 Alice 68 A BOOK OF SONNETS. Dedicatory 75 Vis- A- Vis 76 Die Shoensten Augen 77 ''Golden — only Golden." 78 A Confederate Watch-Fire 79 ToujouRS ; 80 This Cruel War 81 In the Theatre 82 Elsewhither 83 Coronation 84 A New Coronation 85 En Eoute 8Q September the Ninth 87 Lux IN Tenebris -. 88 Mark xiv: 31 89 "The Lady or my Life." 90 Varsovienne 91 6 INDEX. THEEE LINKED SONNETS. page. I. Mirage 92 IT. Morning 93 III. The Street 94 Elect — Precious 95 The Queen of Sheba 96 BlSMILLAH , 97 Vox Clamantis 98 Eve 99 De Profundis 100 Eeconciliation 101 Bride-Cake 102 An Invitation 103 LATER SONNETS. Gr a mercie 1 04 May the Seventeenth 105 A Christmas Sonnet lOG Convalescence 107 Birth-day 108 Twilight 109 The Caliph of Bagdad 110 MISCELLANEOUS POEMS. The Southern Heart ; 113 Love's Light 118 The Sword of Lee 121 The Brook's Voice 124 In Pace 129 INDEX. 7 MrSCELLA^^EOUS POEMS, Continued. page. Dickens at Prayeh 131 To a Voice 135 To MY Wife on her birtii-day 139 A Lily of Florence 146 Jamais— ToujouRs 149 The Dead PIope '. .' 152 Immortelle 156 The Two Swords 159 The Parting Hour 103 En Eoute 167 After Long Years 170 In PIeaven 173 The Eddy 176 A Doctor's Valentine ' 179 A Wife's Valentine ] 82 Cross and Crown 186 Ebb-Tide 191 Lux Eedux 195 A Christmas Hymn 197 A Year in IIeaa^en 200 Heart of Gold 204 Heart's Ease 207 The Forget-Me-Not 208 In Memoriam ac Amorem 210 The Grave of Lee 216 The Engine 218 8 INDEX. MISCELLANEOUS POEMS, Continued. tage. Hieroglyphic 222 Hieroglyphic— Another Version 227 Cradle Song 232 The Cid 234 Ars Amoris 237 The Samaritan 239 TEANSLATIONS AND IMITATIONS. The Cloud 241 A Zephyr Song 244 Paraphrase from Horace 246 Thine is my Heart 247 The Burning of the Ships 248 POEMS OF ALLEGED HUMOR. Fan'Fancies 254 Her Eed Pvigolette 256 A Memory 259 Gate of Pearl 263 The Blue Danube 265 L'ENVOL Valete AC Plaudite 267 Guerdon 268 BONNIEBELL; THE ROMAUNT OF A ROSE. BONNIEBELL. PART THE FIRST Sacli sweetness and such stateliness in Bonniebell were mingled ; Her gentleness so full of charm — her pride so high was seen"; That if, in her submissive mood, my young blood lit and tingled, As oft I saw, with sinking heart, she took the crown of Queen ! 11 12 BONNIEBELL. With sinking heart, because, alas, when Bonniebell was royal, Not mine alone the heart in which she seem'd to rule and reign ; For she was queen of many loves, and though my love was loyal, To lift its eyes to such a height appear'd presumption vain. Not mine the task to paint her charms — she seem'd so high above me, That all my worship pour'd itself in voiceless course along ; I never dar'd to ask or hope that Bonniebell would love me, And only nurs'd a secret dream that fill'd my soul with song. BONNIEBELL. 13 Sometimes the song would sing itself a brief space to her hearina; But hid its passion lest her pride both song and singer spurn ; Sha only heard that I could sing, and gave me words of cheering, But never saw the trembling fire, that made the music burn. Or, if she saw, she did not speak, or only spoke in kindness, And dainty praise of skill and power which she was pleas'd to know; She thought my poems would one day be famous; so, in blindness, She flung away the flowers which wore for her their brightest glow. 14 BONNIEBELL. But love, though humble, yet will thrive on even less than praises. And mine, a poet's, clung to all that might prolong its hope ; And, as the sunlight in the Spring the dewy buds upraises, Her smile enlarg'd my fainting heart with newer strength and scope. What eye may mark the growth of flowers, or watch the leaves unfolding, • Or say what time the bud takes on the larger grace of bloom ; Or by what gradual change the East, while yet the dawn w^ithholJing, Assumes the delicate tints that first succeed its silent gloom ? BONNIEBELL. 15 So love, from silence and from night, takes on its orient splendor ; Not all at once it knows the strength that makes it brave and fain ; And first with quicken'd breath it feels the impulse soft and tender, That' grows into the power which sways the subject heart and brain. So too by gradual change love makes its self-unknown confession ; Long pent in faithful heart at last the secret light will shine ; And reverence, friendshij:), all at once, assume their true expression, And stand bereft of borrow'd plumes in love's own form divine ! 16 BONNIEBELL. And then, when all the truth is blown, what arts the modest lover Invokes to keep the treasure hid that shines with open ray, And hopes by careful carelessness and studious ease to cover. The crescent mystery of the love, which fills his world with day I Long time in secret thought I kept my bosom's pangs and blisses, And nurs'd the flame that thrill'd and charm'd what time it bit and burn'd, And lay in the luxurious trance that love, the vampyre, kisses. Where, weak in will and strong in hope, the passion dream'd and yearn'd. BONNIEBELL. 17 And so the vision, "bright and brief, at last had met its ending. Except that once a song I sang the fatal warmth expos'd, And Bonniebell could not but see the fire with friend- ship blending, That all her past familiar praise and kindly freedom clos'd. SONG— ASTARTE. White moon, mid-heaven sailing, Proud, passionless, alone ; Dost hear the tides bewailing To reach the Queen they own, With murmurous moan ? Dost hear their plaintive voices, Lapping in restless roar ; Dim, inarticulate noises, That wail and wander o'er The desolate shore ? When back the tide-wave surges, And thou art wan'd and dim. Dost hear, white moon, the dirges That rise in solemn hymn, From the sea's rim ? Love, dost thou know the pvlses 'That at thy beauty wake. Or caie, if one convulses. When ihefrei heart-strings break For thy sweet sake ? 18 BONNIEBELL. Brief space elaps'd e'er I before proud Bonniebell was bidden, To fmd her sitting sair and reft of all her crested crown ; More by her look than any words my guilty heart was chidden, And sometimes by the sudden tear that cours'd her cheek adown. For I had done her peace, she said, a Wi'ong beyond undoing; Her hope had been to know in me one faithful friend and fast; She turn'd away from those who came for wedlock and for wooing, And thought true union of the soul her prayer had found at last. BONNIEBELL, 19 She had been happy, too, to F^ee the flow'r of soDg expanding; The light of genius spreading wide its gracious rays and pure ; And thought, by kindly ministry, the growing gift attending. To grant a blessed boon to men and my own hopes secure. She gave no room to selfish love; though she was but a woman, She lov'd the freedom of her life that gave her being scope ; And she would yield her maiden heart and unlink'd hand to no man, Nor drown in dull routine the dreams of bright and boundless hope. 20 BONNIEBELL. Her life, she thought, might well be given to nobler ends and uses. Than nursing any bliss within the narrow walls of home ; And sometimes fate to wedded lives the boon of bliss refuses. And what is earthly bliss at best but flying cloud and foam ! No, she was set apart to work a wider, higher mis- sion, And wealth itself, she said, was lent in sacred trust for God ; Her hope had been that I would help her dreams to their fruition, And be content to tread the paths wherein s/z6 patient trod. BONNIEBELL. 21 And even yet, she slowly said, if I renounc'd the vision, Which rose to lead the heart astray and ring fair friendship's knell, I might be comrade in her work ; I had her sad decis- ion, And if I hugg'd the dream of love, she came to say farewell. She ceas'd nn answer 'd, and at first the silence seem'd a prison, Wherefrom my desolate ears could hear hope's funeral bells that broke; I saw the sunshine die adown the far and dark hori- zon. And then the cry of desperate hurt irom all my being woke. 22 BONNIEBELL. And I refus'd to be no more than helper in her mis- sion ; I gave God-speed to all her plans to bless the sorrow- ing earth ; And pray'd her gracious work to raise the suffering world's condition, Might wear a crown of praise and power to match its noble worth. •"But, love, I love you," sore I cried; "with neither right nor reason, My poor heart flutters at your feet, and bleeds in cureless pain ; And if I said I lov'd you not, 'twould be but coward treason. And better that I died than raarr'd my life's one good and gain. BONNIEBELL. 2a "This fadeless llow'r, dear heart," I said; "this rare aiid ladiant blossom, I may not crush although the bribe should be your presence dear ; And I will bear both rose and thorn together in rny bosom, And though the wide w^orld stretch between, my love shall bring you near ! "And so I may not stay to see my pure and precious treasure Reft from me by the tedious days, and ever grown more far ; I may find peace in other lands, though never hope nor pleasure, And you, through all the wandering ways, shall be my guardian star ! 24 BONNIEBELL "And if, lost Bonniebell, my name and face should ever visit Your thought in coming years, I ask that for the past's sweet sake, You will not scorn me ; Hope is dead, and they are dead who miss it, And all their faults should die with them, while all dear memories wake." Now, as I turn'd on Bonniebell in desperate lover's fashion, I saw her face so white and wan ; her eyes so stain'd w^ith tears, That all the selfishness and sin of my unreasoning pas- sion, Came o'er me, and I knelt to ask her pardon an 1 her prayers. BONNIEBELL. 25 And when her gracious accents came, I heard — with what emotion ! — Her low confession : " Do not think that I have known unmov'd The story of your passion ; dear to me is that devo- tion, Which sometimes makes me think I love as even I am lov'd," .... At which she chok'd; and white and rose swept swiftly in succession Across the glorious face that bent to bear its shame alone; And all her state was ray'd around with grace beyond expression, And all the Queen was lost whileas the woman rose and shone. 26 BONNIEBELL. Yet soon, and ere my hand conl