PR 0111 tTHR MARGARET SONNETS. am rK'il 7/ DOBELl COLLECTION 'y^. THE MARGARET SONNETS. THE MARGARET SONNETS. PRIVATE ISSUE. LONDON. • 1872. ALL RIGHTS RESEKIT.D. 205449 '13 LONDON: Strangeways and Walden, Printers, Castle St. Leicester Sq. THE MARGARET SONNETS. I. Fair June is here, with all its warmth and light ; And very pleasant are the glowing hours ; The chesnut trees are half concealed by flowers. And every hawthorn bush is robed in white. In full-leaved splendour oak and lime are bright, Untanned by summer suns, unbruised by showers. And birds are singing in their leafy bowers, Sheltered securely from the traveller's sight. Willow and ash with their first leaves are decked. With fallen elm-flowers is the road-side flecked ; — But not the song of birds, not the warm breeze, Not the sweet odours which the flowers impart. Nor all the leafy glories of the trees, From thoughts of thee can move my constant heart. 5 THE MARGARET 11. Accept our earliest, choicest rose, dear friend, And braid it with your hair for my love's sake ; Its pale buff petals fairer hues will take If o'er your auburn tresses it may bend. Tis said love's glamoury light at times will lend To smallest offerings glowing charms that break Like sunshine on a woman^s heart, and make Light dancing joys on all her steps attend. And though I may not hope so rich a spell Round gift of mine for thy dear heart may dwell, Yet, Margaret, take the blooming bud I send, And nurse its delicate life for my love's sake ; And know that if the trifle shall awake One gleam of pleasure, I have gained my end. SONNETS. III. Friend of my soul, my Margaret ever dear, This day is sacred unto love and thee ; With the first dawn my spirit wanders free To meet thee on the hills of Devonshire. The level sun doth gild thy forehead clear. The cool fresh breezes wafted from the sea Wanton amid thy tresses lovingly, And birds are warbling music in thine ear. To bounding fancy yielding all the reins Methinks I walk with thee in Devon lanes, Kiss thy dear lips beneath the shadows gray, And pray from lowest depth of heart sincere That God may bless thee on thy natal da}', And on all davs through everv comin^^ year. THE MARGARET IV. For thee my prayers to Heaven's high gate ascend In every hour that blushes in the light, When sleep forsakes me in the midmost night My spirit floateth towards thee, darling friend ! And sure this boundless love a joy will lend Blessing beyond the range of chance or spite, And make our daily pathways glad and bright Till life and all its cares and cravings end. And joyful were the hope that we might meet Beyond the Pleiads and the Northern Wain In that blessed world were partings are no more ; For my fond heart could crave no higher gain Than listening ever to thy accents sweet, Resting with thee upon the eternal shore. SONNETS. Nay, fear not, Margaret, that thy friend is sad ; Fear rather that this wealthy dower of love May overweight his feeble powers, and prove Honey of Trebizond to drive him mad ; More precious than the balm of Gilead Rich manna rained upon me yesterday, And I have brought a glorious store away And live upon it hourly and am glad. Choicer than food that fed the Israelite Far from a home in heart-desired land My manna wastes not with the dews of night ; With this o'erflowing treasure in my hand 1 walk by faith, and wait for perfect sight When life's bright glass will run with golden sand. THE MARGARET VI. As yester-eve I travelled towards the West, Just as the Autumn day its hours had told. Before my charmed vision was unrolled A scene that breathed deep joy into my breast And whispered fancies of Elysian rest; For calmly floating on a sea of gold, And purple-tinted like the heath-clad wold, Methought I saw the islands of the Blest. And far beyond them all four several bands Of yellow light shot upwards in the sky Towards bright Arcturus and the Boreal crown. Thy home is nearer to those purple lands, Say, did the glorious vision greet thine eye. Stretching beyond the corn-fields shorn and brown ? SONNETS. VII. Beloved of my heart I feel thee near, Endymion I, thou Dian in her might, Though bodily presence gladdens not my sight Thy love folds round me as the atmosphere Folds over hill and valley mead and mere Makes tower and church and lonely homestead bright And steeps the golden sheaves in glamoury light When glorious Autumn crowns the ripened year. Such the rich dowry by my soul possessed : And if my love, sweet friend, avail to throw Around thy daily path a kindred glow With fullest joy will both our hearts be blest; And smooth the current of our years will flow To their last bourne in the Life-ocean's breast. THE MARGARET VIII. Dearest, I long have held this precept true^ *The primal instincts of the heart are sound, Co-ordinate them and their aims pursue And thus life's choicest blessings will be found :' So thought I when thou first didst glad my view, And my heart leaped towards thee with joyous bound. So feel I still, by no dark dreams oppressed, For potent spell hath wrought my spirits' cure ; Since thou canst love me yet retain thy rest Believe me, darling, I indeed am blest Although thou may'st not sleep upon my breast \ The storms of life I bravely shall endure, And strive to make my heart a temple pure^ Not all unworthy of its angel guest. SONNETS, 9 • IX. Margaret, though absent I esteem thee near, Though lone I am not all alone to-day, Thy thoughts go with pie as I take my way Down the green lanes of pleasant Hertfordshire. Thy voice is ringing alway in mine ear, And flashing through my soul a gentle ray Shot from thy earnest eyes of azure gray Has found a power to reach and bless me here. Dear one, I have built up a shrine secure Where I shall love and worship all my days, And my tossed heart will find a refuge sure And a strong light to guide her mid dark ways ; And there for aye will stand thy image pure, Portal and window safe from vulgar gaze. *io THE MARGARET X. As travellers beneath the arctic sky Pine for the sun in the long polar night, So pines my heart, my loved one, for the light That^lives within the circle of thine eye. Though letters come, like stars that hang on high. Or like the Boreal coruscations bright That with strange splendour gladden all the sight, Yet without thee my heart must droop and die. In the still temple ot my love I bow, And feed my little lamps of faith and hope, A.nd utter many an unrecorded vow Before thy glorious image shrined there ; And seek new strength in life's lone paths to grope, Till love's bright sun shall dawn in upper air. SONNETS. 1 I XL Musing I sit within our mossy dell, Shaded by hornbeam, lime, and sycamore. And as a miser counts his golden store, So reckon I the treasures rich that dwell Securely shrined in memory's inmost cell : Words, looks, and tones replete with love's sweet lore, Around my spirit' floods of rapture pour, That with soft rythmic movement sink and swell. But I must rouse me from my musing hour, I feel my Margaret's presence and her power Calling my spirit unto nobler aims. Bidding me not to play the miser's part. Nor, self-absorbed, grow heedless of the claims Of outer life upon my mind and heart. 12 THE MARGARET XII. One work of love with life alone will cease And may not be accomplished ; for my aim Is all unmeeted to the powers I claim ; And yet when death my spirit shall release Unresting I shall roam and find no peace Unless some echo from the voice of fame Shall tell me I have matched my Margaret's name With names of Laura and fair Beatrice. I would that poets through the ages long Should link my love with all that is most fair, Proclaim her like tall Dian, lithe and strong, Like Venus beautiful, like Pallas wise ; While future Raphaels limn her fair brown hair And the Egyptian slope of her gray eyes. SONNETS. J3 XIII. When spent is all the force of wind and storm The clouds at times will break and float away In golden glory on the track of day ; And oft compressed emotion, wild and warm, Into poetic utterance will transform, And take the fairest rainbow hues, and throw Around the jaded heart a genial glow, And soothe its sorrows with a Gilead balm. Such welcome respite, such brief joy is mine If subtle alchemy of brain transmute Voiceless emotion into shapely song ] And if some beauty flash along the line To thee, dear friend, it doth of right belong ; For thou the player art, and I the lute. 14 THE MARGARET XIV. Margaret, dear heart, sole fountain of my weal, I am not sad though thou art far away ; For often doth my thankful spirit feel The far off sunshine on the cloudy day ; The purple beams of love around me play, Bearing a mighty power to soothe and heal, They break in beauty through the murky gray, And glorious vistas to my sight reveal. Yet come to me, my dear one, for I long To gaze once more into those earnest eyes, And hear again the music of thy voice Richer and sweeter than a Seraph's song : Come to me, darling of my fondest choice. My loving heart could crave no wealthier prize. SONNETS. 15 XV. Despair had bound me with an iron chain, For weary weeks I deemed that thou wert changed, That thy dear heart was from my heart estranged, And nought of refuge found I in my pain From the long anguish of my fevered brain. Forgive the madness, love, forgive the doubt That seized my soul and shut the daylight out. And with wild frenzy urged me to complain. The cloud that smirched the firmament above Has turned its silver lining to my sight ', Back to my ark returns the peaceful dove And brings an olive branch with flowerets bright : Again I feel the sunshine of thy love, Agam I thank my God for life and light. i6 THE MARGARET XVI. Joyful I bask beneath love's purple beam, And death and darkness turn to life and light, Soon will thy presence greet my gladdened sight ; This sun-scorched brow of mine ere long, I deem, Will feel the kiss that blessed me in my dream. Ye lazy hours speed swiftly in your flight. Lead on the day, lead on the dewy night, Till Margaret come flow on in rapid stream. Then steal along as slowly as ye may. Bring warmth, and light, and flowers, and the gay song Of the young birds that in the greenwood throng ; And linger while I walk adown the glade Beside my love, or 'neath the lime-trees stay And listen to her voice amid the shade. SONNETS. XVII. All may be lost where aught is to be gained, Unless the powers of reason we employ We reap a sorrow when we snatch at joy, We grasp at honour and with shame are stained. If common appetite be unrestrained The food whereby we live full soon would cloy Our gross and pampered bodies, and destroy The life it should have nourished and sustained. The fires that fill our homes with warmth and light In cold dark days with thoughtful care we tend. Or life and shelter soon would find an end. We hold a two-edged sword, our crowning bliss. The source and well-spring of our happiness ; — Be it ours to use the fearful gift aright. THE MARGARET XVIII. Though brief and glorious Autumn days have ended And clouds and fog must hide thee from my view, Not with unmingled pain I bid adieu, For with my love thy being's love is blended. If on we press, by faith and hope attended, Each earthlier impulse mindful to subdue, Yet to our noblest instincts ever true. By all good souls our love will be commended. Ever to thee with reverent heart I kneel And nurse my holiest feelings at thy shrine ; And thou, sweet friend, from this deep love of mine Methinks will draAv some power to soothe and heal ; Some culture that for good thy soul shall sway, Some needful light to guide thee on thy way. SONNETS, 19 XIX. When a fair stream is lost in the broad sea It may forget its banks, forget the hours It sported gaily with the water-flowers, And to the Nymph that haunts the willow-tree Straightway forget its ancient loyalty. And when the current of my years shall rest, Its last wave thrown on the life-ocean's breast. Perchance will vanish every thought of thee. I cannot tell, dear heart, but this I know ; — My love will never lose its wonted glow. No place will be a solitude to me Till life and thought and feeling cease to flow : For where I am there wilt thou ever be, Holding the central place in pensive memory. THE MARGARET XX. Ah, once I deemed that earth could not impart The bounteous blessing of a love like thine ; And I should pass from life and find no shrine Where I could pour the worship of my heart. Now when the teardrops to my eye-balls start, While perfect love around my heart doth twine, I weep that thou canst ne'er be wholly mine, And deepest joy doth bring my keenest smart. Yet welcome both ; since the stern fates combine My weal and woe as web and woof together, Like a dark banner shot with one fair star, I will not idle murmur nor repine, But onward press through every change of weather Sure that thy love will bless me from afar. SONNETS. XXI. Yes, it is more and better than a dream To know that thy pure heart is mine for aye ; That love for me doth mingle with the stream Of thy pure thoughts through all their range and play. Thus dowered I live, rejoicing in the beam That comes to bless me on the week's best day ; Thus do I walk life's humble path, and deem An unseen friend beguiles my lonely way. And if sometimes a fuller utterance From thy heart's depths shall ravish every sense With the full tide that swept my soul of yore, — While yet our love was in its earliest spring, — If such rich gifts some golden days may bring Methinks my grateful heart could crave no more. 2 2 2 HE MARGARET XXII. Well may you weary of my rhymes, and deem, With show of reason, that my dreamy mmd To nature's manifold glories must be blind, Can draw no wisdom from heaven's clearest beam. No inspiration from earth, sky, or stream, And moves unconscious as a village hind Amid the mighty thoughts that shake mankind, Harping for ever on an outworn theme. Nay earth and sea and sky to me are fair, Tales of heroic daring charm mine ear. And noble thoughts unto my heart are dear ; But when I prize them most some alchemy Transmutes them into loving dreams of thee, Symbol and type of all things grand and rare. SONNETS. 21 XXIIL On dizzy height of mountain far away Now rocked by noisy night-winds into rest, Anon awakened by the morning's ray, Haply some unfledged eaglet in his nest Longs for the day when he shall bathe his breast In winds from North and South, from East and West, And with unwinking eye, unflagging pinion. Soar ])roudly upward through the air's dominion Little he dreams that pip or weak pea-feather Shall mar his power to brave or wind or weather, Till, madly struggling with too fierce a blast E'er yet the gristle of his youth be past, Down from those soaring heights he shall be cast To crawl with limping feet among the heather. 24 THE MARGARET XXIV. And like that unfledged eaglet, all unwise, Full little deemed I, in the glorious hour When my young brain rejoiced in growing power. And the world's honour seemed an easy prize, That later years would fail to realise The cherished object of my earliest aim, And never would the citadel of fame Yield to my patient siege or quick surprise. Well, though ripe judgment tells of humbler powers, Thank God, in lowest vales lie fair green bowers. And duties clustering round my pathway now Cheer me with hope past errors to redeem. And if fruition crown my later dream I yet shall twine some laurels for my brow. SONNETS. 25 XXV. No longer in the East the tempest lowers : The lightning flash, our lately conquered slave, Has shot o'er land and dived beneath the wave. Bringing glad tidings from the Austrian powers That Russia yieldeth and the day is ours. Thanks to the heroes mouldering in the grave ; A thousand thanks unto the living brave ; For those the cypress weave, for these weave flowers ! And twine bright weaths of laurel for the brows Of statesmen, w^ho have sought with eager zeal. Through good and ill report the public weal, Labouring all holier feelings to arouse ; Struggling to make the din of battle cease And bless all Europe with a lasting peace ! 26 THE MARGARET XXVI. As Winter striding wildly o'er the plain With snows and biting frosts prepares the soil Gratefully to reward the peasant's toil In the far Autumn ; — so the hurricane That late hath swept across the Euxine main, And over Alma, and made dire turmoil At Balaclava, shall yield noble spoil ; For blood of heroes floweth not in vain. Soon by the Bosphorus and the Golden Horn To virgin harbours shall the trader sail, And bear to nations dwelling by the morn From Western workshops many a wealthy bale, Then homeward bring rich freights of wine and corn, To bless the workmen and their children pale. SONNETS, 27 XXVII. friend devoutest of my choice, when last I met you in the dear paternal grange My earnest words unto your ear seemed strange ; With woman's heart you clung unto the past, Refused to give your thoughts unfettered range, And held that truth upon our earth was cast To live through all the ages without change. 1 deemed our grasp of truth a partial thing. Becoming ever broader and more free As minds could learn to soar on stronger wing ; Shall intellects divide when hearts agree ? Keep thou thy creed, dear friend, and leave me mine : Yea, keep thy creed for aye, enough for me That it can nourish such a heart as thine. 28 THE MARGARET XXVIII. Never, my dear one, can I range with those Who with the growing Hght a war would wage, And dread the progress of our mighty age And the great truths which science may disclose. Though for a while new light may throw in shade Our long inheritance from saints and seers, Chief issue, growth, and outcome of the years, I welcome it with spirit unafraid. And will not with a rash and unfledged zeal Which cannot hold its own and wait awhile Apparent discords haste to reconcile, But v/atch for truths new voices may reveal. Sure that though forms and frameworks change, the root Of all the good and true the past did give In the great heart of man will ever live, And with new time will ripen nobler fruit. SONNETS. 29 XXIX. Not to the ancient seer alone was given The power to scan the future, and to see The glorious thing that was not, yet would be ; But in all times, by favour of kind Heaven, The gifted man — by scathing tempests driven For weary years, yet striving valiantly — Reaches at length a Pisgah, and stands free On heights by which the clouds of time are riven. Nay, rather say the earnest, fearless mind Endowed with strong assimilative power And blest with genial suns and the free air Becomes a Pisgah for all human kind : And w^eak men climb his heights, and standing there, See the far glories of the coming hour. 30 THE MARGARET XXX. Whether rich cargo or mere stones and dust, The ship that takes the ocean must have freight - A something that shall give the needful weight To meet and counterpoise the billows' thrust. And minds must take opinions upon trust, To ballast them amid the waves of fate ; Until, emerging from the infant state, They learn to estimate the true and just. Many there are, noble of heart and brave, Who linger ever in the infant stage. And carry their chance cargo to the grave, Nor ever test the value of the store ; Thrice happy if their country and their age Give them^ for very ballast, golden ore. SONNETS. 31 XXXI. Well may the poet in his power rejoice, He holds a noble talisman and spell ; This is his mission, if I read it well. And this at once his instinct and his choice ; — To give a definite form, a living voice, To vague and mute heart-cravings, and impart Touches of feeling to the callous head. Glimpses of thought unto the dreamy heart. Smooth flowing verse of idle fancies bred, He leaves to cunning rhymesters, and would wed His muse to noble thought and generous aim ; So that his heart be pure he heeds not blame ; And if the good cause and the true be sped, He little cares to leave behind a name. 32 THE MARGARE7 XXXII. Would you the first of human virtues seek ? Ask a grand-hearted woman, and, ere long, Her heart to yours in music tones will speak, And this will be the burden of her song : — Let weak men give due reverence to the strong ; And let the strong in mind in heart be meek. And give their utmost service to the weak. The end and aim of every human gift Lies not in him who holds the gift unbought. By favour, not by merit ; and the dower May well indeed beguile the lonely hour With luxury of meditative thought ; But only is well-used when used to lift Inferior minds unto a higher power. SONNETS. 2,7, XXXIII. As matter tendeth ever to maintain Unvarying motion or eternal rest As it hath been by outward force impressed, So over mind the self-same law doth reign : And we imbibe opinions wild or sane Which like an atmosphere our souls invest ; Hence the equipment in which minds are dressed. And hence the bent and bias of the brain. Though new environment and native force Deflect us somewhat from our early course And gathering years may bring some critic power. All this tells little on the average mind, By growing habit and mere sloth inclined To clasp old creeds more closely hour by hour. 34 THE MARGARET XXXIV. Ah ! why, stern Winter, wilt thou strive to wield The sceptre, now thy rightful reign is o'er ? Fly poleward, and to gentle Spring restore Her wrested empire ; to thy daughter yield An easy sway o'er garden-plot and field ; So southern gales and genial showers shall pour A primal beauty on our island shore. As vainly strive old forms with truths revealed To younger insight and a later thought, So dost thou strive, with chill and noisy blast, All vainly to renew an outworn past. Then yield, stem sire, content to have fulfilled A purpose with much love and mercy fraught : Now milder powers must rule; so Heaven hath willed. SONNETS. 35 XXXV. A shepherd playing on the rudest pipe And framing quaintest verses to the praise Of one he deems the light of all his days I hold to be philosopher unripe : For he has found a symbol and a type Round which all forms of loveliness may cling ; A root from which in later days may spring The mellowest fruitage : even though the gripe Of death or sterner fates that haunt the earth May early snatch his cherished friend away His love may leaven all his soul for aye ; And change to something of a higher worth. That shall rich culture to his mind impart And throw^ a lastint^ radiance round his heart. 36 THE MARGARET XXXVI. My life is like an ocean white with foam And work is heaped on work like wave on wave ; I cannot have the leisure that I crave To sit in slippered ease within my home, And con with studious care some thoughtful tome Writ for our use by learned men and brave. Yet, since I would not have my mind a grave. Often, as down some quiet path I roam, I strive to reproduce in humble lays Thoughts I have 2:athered in more leisure days ; Or seek to give some due embodiment To passing fancies or to cherished views, To feeling, thought, or vague presentiment ; And dash the picture with some personal hues. SONNETS. 37 XXXVII. From me no prayer ascends for length of days ^ I ask nor wealth, nor power, nor human praise ; Nor envy I the claims of noble birth To stand among the great ones of the earth : I do not seek the poet's crown of bays : Though these are treasures of high mark and worth, Of choicer blessings I have larger dearth : I crave a mental vision clear and keen, Prompt to receive with achromatic power A faithful image of each outward thing. And yet my spirit craves a further dower, — A grasp of thought to comprehend the scene, — A heart to feel what all these glories mean, — An ear to hear what seers and poets sing. ^S THE MARGARET XXXVIII. Full half my earthly pilgrimage is done, And I must travel on in darkened ways ; For clouds are gathering round me, and the sun Shines not above as in the olden days. I am as one around whose paths are spun The toiler's wily snares ; and the rough bays Of blood-hounds urge me on through tangled ways. And o'er steep crags it is not mine to shun. Already have my banded foes begun To stretch the bowstring and to barb the dart : Thank God ! from love's own smile a charm I've won To rob my venomed wounds of all their smart ; And fiercest blows will neither slay nor stun While I am sheltered in my Margaret^s heart. SONNETS. 39 XXXIX. 1 am as one shut up in earless den Unvisited by sun and the free air, Weighed to the earth beneath a load of care Heavier, methinks, than falls to other men. Sweet rest will come at last, but how or when I know not : my own burden I will bear. Nor yield unto the promptings of despair. Nor show my heart-wounds unto vulgar ken. Margaret, my long-tried friend, thou knowest all That fills my soul with anguish and dismay ; Though on mine ears no tones of thine may fall From thy true heart I am not cast away : I hear thy spirit answer to my call And bid me on its plighted troth to stay. 40 THE MARGARET XL. When lone I muse upon life's blighted aim, And see all wrecked upon a desert shore Without one twinkle of their ancient flame The glowing hopes that dazzled me of yore : When I reflect upon the growing claim Upon my failing strength and wasted store, And feel my fate to work a barren ore, I sink overwhelmed with grief and burning shame. Yet have I one strong refuge, dearer far Than all the treasures ravished in their bloom ; One blessing which, methinks, no time can mar ; One joy could glad me 'neath a heavier doom : For love is ever with me like a star That shows no parallax, permits no gloom. SONNETS. 41 XLI. ' Dear friend, a mountain seems a mighty thing To one who standeth close beside its base ; Of fairest realms beyond it hides the trace, And a vast shadow o'er the vale doth fling. But if above its utmost peak he spring Till his clear ken a hemisphere embrace. And far-spread glories smite him on the face, Small claim to notice doth the mountain bring. * When you shall leave this vale and soar away To regions all our own of clearest day This shelving rock-high grief which now doth robe Your constant heart in shades of thickest gloom Shall round to a small mole-hill on a globe Of love that stretcheth where no shadows loom.' 42 THE MARGARE2 XLII. ' Why should we wonder if our spirits play With an unequal flow ? Not always bright Shines the broad face of heaven ; and gloomy night For ever follows on the track of day. The darkest clouds disperse ; and twilight grey Leads onward ever till the growing light Of morning break upon our gladdened sight ; More grateful for the gloom just past away. ' And though our lot awhile seem dark and drear In uncomplaining patience let us wait ; Nor doubt that brighter, happier days are near, Nor that God's love will reach our low estate : Soon will bright streaks of morning light appear And make our fainting hearts with joy elate.' SONNETS, 43 XLIII. What want of wit hath sown let wisdom reap And clear the soil for harvest of some gain, With diligent labour parting tares from grain Though this a mole-hill, that a mountain-heap. Misfortunes harm us little while we keep The springs of life elastic, and sustain. As Spencer quaintly bids, our nerves and brain On those two massive pillars. Food, and Sleep. These failing not, the past we may redeem. And by-gone errors into beacons turn To guide 'mid sunken rocks with steady beam Though darkness lie around and overhead : And haply in the coming years may earn Haven of rest among the honoured dead. 44 THE MARGARET XLIV. A lonely lot is his whose thoughts and views On problems which all earnest minds engage Accord not with the standard of his age : Unless from some broad gathering ground he choose Companions tinted with congenial hues In his own breast his thoughts he must encage, Or trust them only to the fair white page, And all the sweets of fellowship must lose. Bereft of a broad intellectual base For common standing-ground, how poor and bald Becomes the intercourse of daily life ! How dreary grows that heartless thing miscalled Society ! How fruitful oft of strife E'en with the very brothers of our race ! SONNETS. 45 XLV. The mind's first answers have been weak and rude, Questions of gravest import could not wait A slow solution, and with pressure great Claimed instant answers be they ne'er so crude : A.nd such have served the human heart for food Through the long period of its infant state ; And when experience brought another freight Mellowed by all the summers, gratitude For what had nourished infant limbs so long, And custom which the ages had made strong, And the mere weight and drag of rear and wing Made rank and file of human hearts to cling With passionate emotion to the past. Accept the mind's first teachings and reject her last. 46 THE MARGARET XLVI. To him who with discerning eyes shall scan Our island growth of mind it will appear, — Whether it be by instinct or deep plan Deliberately conceived, — thus much is clear: Our leading minds move slowly, and the van Waits with untiring patience for the rear • Not willingly it leaves a single man To lag behind in deserts lone and drear : From every loved companionship to stray Were deemed a meagre pleasure, dearly bought ; Better upon the level plain to stay And help the feebler travellers on their way That van and rear upon some later day May stand abreast upon the heights of thought. SONNETS. 47 XLVII. Cut down the trunk, there's life within the root ; Take the tree's crown ; the trunk lives many a year Branches may flourish, yet no flowers appear ; And flowers may fade and fall and leave no fruit. Take animals away, and plants may thrive ; Deprive the earth of man, and beasts survive : And man, whom with some reason we compute To be the crown of earthly life, may part With all the fruits of mind, and flowers of heart, And long may flourish as a human brute. Thus through all nature is this law engrained ; — All higher things by aid of lower grow, And thence draw all their being ; but the low Are less dependent and more self-sustained. 48 THE MARGARET XLVIII. Within the heart all problems have their source, For mind hath neither motive power nor fire And only moves impelled by some desire ; Heart sets the aim ; mind demonstrates the course ; Mind gives the light ; and heart supplies the force ; Heart puts all questions; mind gives all replies : And vainly doth the intellect aspire To act without the promptings of its 'sire : Nor can the blind and hungry heart dispense AVith the keen eyesight of intelligence. The strife of years can have this only term ; — Alliance based upon concessions wise And mutual respect and reverence : — Even now methinks a treaty is in germ. SONNETS, 4h XLIX. Nay, laugh not lightly at the wan recluse AVho cons with feeble eye the musty page Or counts his beads in some lone hermitage ; Who holds with human sciences no truce. And spurns our modern aims, and doubts the use Of half the boasted glories of our age. What if the contest oft awake his rage ? An honest zeal may prove no light excuse. Though the strait trammels of a narrow creed To much of deepest worth the monk doth blind. Perchance with purpose firm and earnest mind. And thoughts of personal interest all apart. He follows where his sense of right doth lead. Perverse in views alone, upright in heart. 5o THE MARGARET L. Imagination in these early days O'ertopping reason robs her of her dues ; Time will correct the balance : sons will use A light their fathers knew not ; and its rays Will show heaven's truth in many a varied phase. Growth is the law of life ; shall man refuse All vital growth to his own thoughts and views And never roam at large in untracked ways ? New generations take new tones and hues, And much that seems opposed is but diverse, And fuller light all discords may disperse, And when yon world shall open to our gaze Ail honest thought its seeming taint will lose, And guilt engross our blame, and worth our praise.. SONNETS. 51 LI. How strangely balanced is emotion's flow ; Joy kindles grief, and grief engenders joy : A sated passion the dulled soul will cloy ; And torpid languor follows pleasure's glow. And oft a passion thwarted will endow With energies unwonted ; lift and buoy The soul mid highest ranges ; and employ The choicest powers our kindly fates bestow. Hence comes it that the man unscathed by storm. Uncrossed in dearest wish, doth ever stand On the low levels of the spirit-land : Hence sorrow, pain, and disappointment form In every age and clime the bitter root 'V\\\xt yieldeth high endowment for its fruit. THE MARGARET LII. Our deepest thoughts are often the least clear ; The gifted man will ever feel the need Of language to express his inmost creed, — All that he holds most sacred and most dear. Just as the eye in range transcends the ear, Thoughts that from Nature's central heart proceed Float like the stars from all word-clothing freed : P'or we can echo only what we hear. Ah, if the feebler faculty can match Its stronger sister in the coming time, Our listening ears by sure degrees will catch The mellow music of the spheres sublime : Grant such a law, and saint, and seer, and sage Will tell the world new truths from age to age. SONNETS. 53 LIII. If for a while we look with thoughtful eye Upon our physical needs, the foocl the fire, The clothes, the very house-room we require, We cannot doubt that they who hold the key Of nature's store-house and her granary Must ever constitute the ruling power : For all our frail lives need from hour to hour The storage in their keeping must supply. From facts like these this inference we dra'w, — Subordination of our worthiest part To sorry physical needs is nature's law ; Thoughts of the mind, and promptings of the heart. In this poor world must take an humble role. And seek to modify, but not control. 54 THE MARGARET LIV. We need a special training to fulfil Our several functions with efficiency ; Statesman, physician, lawyer, all must be Drilled from their youth by men of practised skill : And strength of mind it needs, and force of will To gain due tact and insight. Nor can we Dispense with students of past history, — Men like De Tocqueville, Comte, and Grote, and Mill. To such as these is this grand task assigned ; — To trace the bearing and the tendency Of the slow movement of the human mind Onward from its first dawn : and to apply The wisdom thus matured to guide the ^ge, And to prepare the future they presage. SONNETS. 55 LV. Worthy precursors of a coming dawn Your efforts are not vain nor premature ; Although perchance the man is yet unborn Who for our glorious England shall secure The boon ye crave for. One day men shall stand With hearts untrammelled, and with minds unbougln, All honoured in the pulpits of our land And give to eager ears their latest thought. Go on, brave hearts, and when your pow^ers shall foil. Your work seem all undone, faint not, nor yield ; Be sure your earnest strivings shall avail To nerve a younger band the sword to wield ; And when glad hearts the hour of triumph hail. When of the struggle history tells the tale. Your names shall live on some mementive shield Writ in gold letters on an azure field. 56 THE MARGARET LVI. By various means are the same ends fulfilled Changing with changing time ; a circling haze Doth hide the future from the clearest gaze ; For our poor age can boast no prescient guild. Not in long foresight were our fathers skilled : Nobly they laboured in the olden days ; And yet the fanes their reverent hands did raise 'Tis ours with reverent purpose to unbuild. As a poor crab, by instinct sure directed, With many a throe doth struggle to be freed From the strait trammels of its narrow shell ; — Nor heeds how long it served it, nor how well, When it would crush the life it once protected ; — So change we ancient forms to serve new need. SONNETS. 57 LVII. All human institutions have their base On widely spread opinions ; it v, ere vain To strive to alter those while these retain Their ancient hold upon the human race : If new opinions shall the old replace New institutions will with time unfold And shape themselves upon opinion's mould, And lo, the world will take another face. Ye who established order seek to change Spend all your strength upon its fount and source, Remould opinion : to the general play Of vital growth and natural decay Leave all the rest : so will you shape your course Within the limits of its lawful range. 58 THE MARGARET LVIIL The cup of life he quaffed with so much zest — Yet with a firm unyielding self-restraint To which an Anchorite's force of will were faint — Is drained to the last drop : blessing and blest, Johnson has done his work and gone to rest. Above is joy ; below a wailing plaint; Heaven hath an angel gained ; earth lost a saint. Yet not all lost : his greatest part and best, His influence over living minds survives ^ — And work we leave behind resumes our lives.— So, onward, through unnumbered years, our friend Will form, we think, appreciable part Of many a great man's mind, and good man's heart, And with all noble life his life will blend. SONNETS. 59 LIX. Ye who are somewhat versed in this world's lore^ Have conned the histories of days gone by, Dallied with science, art, and poesy, And drank in knowledge from the classic store Bequeathed us by the mighty minds of yore, How oft with cold and unregarding eye Ye're prone to gaze on poor humanity ! Ye love her not in the unpolished ore ! And yet man's noblest faculties are there ; And much he lacks of skill who fails to find Within the depths of the untutored mind, Quarries of richest thought : the truly wise Will recognise the great, the good, tlie fair. In much that worthless seems to other eves. 6o THE MARGARET LX. In the eternities of space and time Strangely to the vast universe conjoint "ris ours to occupy a single point ; A riddle to ourselves, dark and sublime. And oft our life is wretched pantomime, With idle fancies it deceives our view, And we embrace them and believe them true Alike in hoary age and youthful prime. But is all doubtful? No, there shines from far- O, let us follow — an unerring light, — The eternal truths of justice love and right To lead our true aim ; as the bright star Guided the eastern sages while they trod The path that led them to their cradled God. SONNETS. 6 1 LXI. I nursed a lovely gourd with tenderest care, Greenly it grew beneath the Summer rays , And fairest fruit in these late Autumn days Methought was promised to my urgent prayer. Alas, my gourd hath felt the northern air : To the dank ground hath fallen ^the shrivelled fruit ; The leafy stem hath withered to the root : And blank astonishment, and mute despair Blot out all earnest faith in God and man ! Lie still my heart, 'twere madness to complain. The hand that strikes perchance may strike with pain. To fate's decrees e'en Jove must yield His plan ; Another gourd I may not rear in vain ; For sure, my loved one, granteth all she can. 62 THE MARGARET LXIL Ah, no, it cannot be : an idle dream Shall never on my mind such credence force ; Avaunt, the night-hag that with croakings hoarse Would tell me Margaret is not what I deem : Far, far unlike the noisy foaming stream That nisheth headlong from its mountain source Patent to all observers, is the course Of a true woman's love. The clearest beam Reacheth not waters that flow underground ; Nor doth the finest ear detect their sound : Though Nymphs and Naiads sport upon the sand Nor stream nor Nymphs nor Naiads herdsmen know ; Such living waters in far Hellas' land Beneath immortal hills for ever flow. SONNETS. 6^ LXIII. As when some mighty river leaves the vale Its living waters ploughed with their own force And ploughs new pathway from its mountain source An arid channel tells the dreary tale : So where thy love of late, in calm or gale. Poured that vast torrent which now makes divorce. Complete and sudden, of its ancient course, The footprints of its power will never fail. Still will the parched furrows of my soul Make mute appealing to the pitiless sky That smiles above regardless of my pain : Still shall I long to feel the rush and roll Of the old stream adown its channels dry : Yet must the life-long craving be in vain. 64 THE MARGARET LXIV. Good-bye, dear heart, good-bye, at length I see, Stretching on either hand 'twixt thee and me, A yawning gulf to be overpassed never : Good-bye, dear heart, for ever ! Upon a sunless earth in rugged ways I shall go mourning on through all my days ; Without one hope to prompt a firm endeavour : Cood-bye, dear heart, for ever ! Good-bye, dear heart, and blessings with thee go ! My fainting spirit shall rejoice to know That I alone shall feel the pangs that sever : Good-bye, dear heart, for ever ! Good-bye, dear heart, good-bye, and when the tomb Shall close for aye upon me, feel no gloom, No touch of sadness ; think upon me never : Good-bye, dear heart, good-bye, good-bye for ever ! SONNETS, 65 LXV. In the heroic days for ever fled Men there have been, earth's glory and her pride, Who, lacking woman's love, have lived and died In lone communion with the mighty dead. And there have been fair women, all unwed, Who never for a living love have sighed. Whose deepest cravings have been satisfied In giving all the heart to one who bled Ages ago in far off Palestine. Then may not I a myrtle leaf entwine For my own brow though Margaret be a dream ? May not the brain-spun fancy charm my heart, And gratify some cravings, and impart To every dreary day some gilding beam ? 66 . THE MARGARET LXVI. A grief that hath its little touch of joy, Its tiny triumph o'er a small success In smoothing pillows to make suffering less ; — Such feels a mother nursing her sick boy : And I full oft a weary hour employ In soothing my maimed love in its distress ; And with a mother's thoughtful tenderness I weave it a poor sonnet for a toy : With this we play and dally for a v/hile ; And then will come a season of brief rest, And sleep with sleeping love upon my breast : Then comes the morning with its roseate smile, And though my nurseling^s pangs are all renewed Renewed are patience, calmness, fortitude. SONNETS. 6; LXVII. Predestined through all time to dwell apart. Margaret, beloved of my soul, from thee, What wonder if all hope, all energy. All firm endeavour die within my heart. What wonder if I shun the busy mart, If from all social intercourse I flee ; The chords of joy are all unstrung for me. I only seek nepenthe for my smart. Ah, thine was the grand force that could sustain The healthy vigour of my heart and brain : And had this passion of my soul found rest. Hadst thou adorned my home and borne my name I had sought honour with the keenest zest And struggled hard for fortune and for fame. 6g THE MARGARET LXVIII. For many a year, sweet friend, we had not met ; Our letters had been rare, and brief, and cool ; For with firm will we had resolved to school Hearts slow to learn and powerless to forget. ^Twas not for thee and me to fume and fret, With brainless idiot wail to whine and pule, When the firm fates that o'er mankind have rule Severed our lives with wall and parapet. Though different sorrows vex our daily life, And different daily joys our life sustain, One deathless love unites us heart and brain : This, this is ours, and those but mine and thine : Oh, let us end for aye a bootless strife. And nurse with blameless joy the gift divine. SONNETS. Gq LXIX. The world may shape at will my whitening beard. And trim the waning glories of my head, It shall not lay my heart upon the bed Of old Procrustes to be pruned and sheared. Too greatly are its fancied censures feared ; Let us press on by truest instincts led, Press boldly on nor pale with craven dread If in our hearts' own forum we are cleared. Yet it is meet a reverent ear to lend To judgments ever wise and just and true When all the facts are patent to the view ; And erring only when those facts transcend All due cognition. Such the case might be, Were judgment passed, sweet friend, on thee and me. 70 THE MARGARET LXX. Emotions duty-bound wide range of thought Cultured 'mid fortunate environment With Dian's classic face and form were blent In thee, and thus heaven's master-work was wrought. And thus I found thee, dear one, all unsought : From soul to soul the combining flash was sent, Each in the other found the complement Of a half life : by surest instinct taught. Years have confirmed a moment's estimate : In the grand features of thy mind I read The role of woman in the coming time ; To rouse to noble thought and worthy deed, To wake emotions generous and sublime, And be the type of all things good and great. SOiYNETS. 71 LXXI. The laws that rule our being have their source Above, around, beyond ourselves, and we Than yonder starry orbs are not more free To shape our bearing and direct our course. The world may shriek its myriad voices hoarse. It cannot countervail the destiny That bindeth thee to me and me to thee With all-prevailing, gravitating force. Alas ! not all-prevailing, dearest heart. Nor this poor world all powerless have we found. But each by each is limited and bound ; And centrifugal, centripetal power Balance and check each other hour by hour : This links our souls, that holds our lives apart. 72 THE MARGARET LXXIL Ah ! I have seen full many a Summer fly And many a weary Winter reach its goal Since love for thee upon my spirit stole, ^ A presence that was not to be put by!' Time hath not dulled the edge of ecstasy ; Still art thou, dear one, to my inmost soul Zenith and nadir of emotion's roll, Fount of deep sorrow, spring of pleasures high ! Forbidden Eden of heart ! and yet I feel the rolling years have wrought some change Continuous sorrow melts to mild regret ; Joy's brief delirium turns to settled calm ; The gamut of my mind takes wider range \ And a pure love doth yield perennial balm. SONNETS. 73 LXXIII. Our hopes sometimes beyond all hope prevail And find a brief fruition. It was mine In life's full flush with wild desire to pine For heaven's own nectar, boldly to assail Olympus, and its utmost summit scale, And snatch from teeming banquet-board divine A brimming beaker of Elysian wine While the couched gods myself a god did hail. Since that glad hour no draught from mortal ewer Can quench the parching fever of my heart, Or thrill its pulses with a full delight ; Yet do the pitying gods sometimes impart The power to climb again the Olympic height And quaff fresh beakers of the vintage pure. 74 THE MARGARET LXXIV. Ill fairyland I rode for one brief hour, Myself a fairy prince ; and by my side — A very goddess — rode my mystic bride With all Diana's beauty for her dower. — My mystic bride ! I claimed her by the power Of conquering love that with unresting tide Had worn and sapped all barriers : I defied The world to rob me of life's crown and flower. Could sober thought to this wild dream respond^ Could Margaret own the adamantine bond, Then were my blank misgivings all unlearned : Yet this pure joy may glad me to the end ; The friend of olden days is still my friend : Such guerdon lavish wealth of love hath earned. SONNETS, 73 LXXV. When the bright sun doth flame upon the sea The broad expanse reflects nor moon nor star, But when he shines on regions distant far On lesser lights the sea looks lovingly : And in my heart's long night most gratefully I welcome any face that can beguile My weary watching with a kindly smile, Yet never lose my fixed desire for thee. Margaret, for refuge whither can I turn ? I dream my heart is a vast river dammed, Whose waters rushing from a thousand hills In one poor channel may not all be crammed, But find brief issue in small casual rills : — The ocean thou, for which they vainly yearn. 76 THE MARGARET LXXVI. Myself alone can know how wearily The months pass and the years that I must spend Without one word of greeting from my friend : — My friend ? Cold name for one I hold to be A dearer self : by some strange mystery Pivot and centre of my soul ; the end And aim of thoughts and feelings that transcend All routine duties : life's sole poetry ! To-day, by favour of the powers above, Our rarely meeting orbits touched awhile : I only saw the beauty of her face ; I only felt the radiance of her smile ; Heard only — ^twas enough — that the old love Within her heart's calm depths held the old place. SONNETS. 77 LXXVII. I only sing as sings a poor caged bird Whose mate afar in other cage doth dwell ; Or as the wires that stretch o'er hill and dell Sing at their work ; not caring to be heard. I needs must sing ; so much my heart is stirred By a late greeting and a long farewell ; The tumult now hath calmed to rythmic swell, And this again transforms to rythmic word. A liquid simmering in the chemist's flask Dissolveth more than, cooling, it can hold : And drops bright crystals as it groweth cold: And when in warmth of thy dear smile I bask My heart becomes surcharged ; and love's excess Shapes into sonnets when the warmth is less. 78 THE MARGARET LXXVIII. As old Vesuvius sometimes slacks his fires And slumbers till the dwellers on the plain Deem the old fury will not wake again, So fares it with the course of my desires : Wildly I strike my harp and snap its wires : Then baffled, weary, faint with sigh and strain To wake thy once responsive chords again, Back into hidden depths my love retires. Retires — nor smoke, nor spark, nor flame appears ; Retires without a sign ; yet smoulders on In contact ever with vast central stores ; And gathers strength in the deep calm of years ; And when you think the ancient force is gone, Again the flames mount up, the lava pours. SONNETS. 79 LXXIX. 1 know I feed on fancies : well I know This love of mine finds feeble faint response Or only thoughtful kindly tolerance And woman's saintly pity. Be it so ! Be it to thee a tale of long ago, — A pastime that beguiled thy fancy once, And give to me the role of Bourbon dunce, Oblivious ever of time's ceaseless flow. And be thou France, changeless despite all change ! Though banished from thy realm in fancy's dream ril hold it mine for aye by solemn vow : Through town and lordly forest I will range, And in love's right divine reign lord supreme, And deem thy crown is ever on my brow. 8o THE MARGARET LXXX. It had been well, perchance, had I not known That earth contained one being on whose breast I could have laid my head and found full rest ; Since I could never make the prize my own : But the hour came when, panopUed, full grown, — Like Pallas from Jove's brain in armour drest, — On my tranced sight arose the unbidden guest, And straightway rose a footstool and a throne. Footstool and throne remain : she dwells apart : Yet must I bless the pregnant hour when first, In the full heyday of my manhood's prime. The revelation on my spirit burst And a quick flame was kindled in my heart Potent to melt the keen-edged scythe of Time. SONNETS. 8 1 LXXXl. In age collect love's petals one by one Prepare them daintily with salt and spice And place them in a vase of costly price ; Some fragrance they may keep when thou art gone. Yet ere thy Autumn suns are all outshone And Winter brings its snows and frosts and ice Learn that love's flowering season comes not twice, And tend stray fruit that hangs thy branches on. Though gods, and men, and columns have denied Fruition to thy hopes, find happiness In works of justice, deeds of righteousness Grander than love, toward which all love should tend. And one day heaven may ope its portals wide And holy Mary place thee by thy friend. THE MARGARET SONNETS. LXXXII. Yes, ' works of justice, deeds of righteousness Grander than love, toward which all love may tend ; ' Henceforth be these for me life's aim and end : — Begone wild cries for unearned happiness ! Love oft is partial, blind, prone to excess ; But righteousness all weakness doth transcend ; Justice to partial dealing cannot bend, And grants to equal rights nor more nor less. And yet, since justice, righteousness, and love Reign in eternal harmony above. On earth, methinks, some concord they should know And he most surely walks life's path aright, Who, blessed one, finds in those a calm clear light. In- this," warmth, colour, tone, and joyous glow. LONDON : Stkangeways and Walden, Printers, Castle St. Leicester Sq. ^^ VA^T ■ 1 ,. "A ,■.s.^ f "\ i^'ci^M^i;!;! * /I '■^■^