^'\ .♦^'V ^ ^ "^^Ao* V • * • "* c>. V*>. ^o>" >bi? ""^'^••y v-^\«* %-^-'*/ "^ ^^-^^^ >^ .. ^^°.^ ^O WASTE PAPER PHILOSOPHY AND MAGP IES IN PIC ARDY T. P. CAMERON WILSON WASTE PAPER PHILOSOPHY TO WHICH HAS BEEN ADDED MAGPIES IN PICARDY AND OTHER POEMS '>W^M BY T>T/t;AMERON WILSON WITH AN INTRODUCTION BY ROBERT NORWOOD NEW XS^ YORK GEORGE H. DORAN COMPANY, COPYRIGHT, 1920, BY GEORGE H. DORAN COMPANY m -5 13^0 \ / PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA g)C!.A60l379 INTRODUCTION Not many weeks ago the manuscript of a young English officer, written in pencil and found among his effects after his gallant death, was placed in my hands. Now it is my privilege, thanks to the courtesy of my friend, Mr. George H. Doran, to write a few words of introduction for this same manuscript that is about to be given to the world. As the reader meets the personality of Captain T. P. Cameron Wilson, through his published philoso- phy of Life, he will be glad to know that every record concerning him vividly characterizes the im- pression which the reading of his last penciled words gives — the impression of a most unusual spirit who met death, as he lived life, gladly and well. Captain Wilson, the son of the Vicar of Little Eaton, enlisted as a private in the Grenadier Guards in 1914, and later received his commission in the Sherwood Foresters. He fell in action on March 24, 1918. Harold Begbie, writing of him, pays this tribute to the poet and the man : "There was a glorious man among our glorious dead in France, a man who loved boys, was loved by boys, and by many was deemed the ideal school- master. Almost in secret, and almost ashamed of it — for he had no conceit — this glorious man wrote splendid poetry — splendid because it expressed splen- did thoughts freshly, manfully, in a boy's way. He published poems in a little book, and this is it: 'Magpies in Picardy'." Looking over some of his letters, reading much of the fugitive verse which poured from his facile pen, I am impressed that with his death there passed away from earth a spirit as fine as the spirit of Ru- pert Brooke, and a singer of such lyric rapture, that, had he lived, he would have in time taken his place among the most authentic poets of our day. Here is an indication of his mood and power, writ- ten during a bombardment in protest of that hell which the hate of man makes of the world: "What did we know of birds. Though the wet woods rang with their blessing. And the trees were awake and aware of wings. And the little secrets of mirth, that have no words. Made even the brambles chuckle like baby things Who find their toes too funny for any expressing." Here also are fragments from letters written in the whiles of rest between strenuous hours; read and see what a man was here and has gone: "You can think of me armed to the teeth (whatever that may mean) with a vicious looking revolver — your gift — receiving instructions from an enormous Scotchman to 'aim at his stummick, sir, close to 'im. vi A service revolver bullet in the stummick will pull up anything, sir — anything. The stummick is a suf- ficiently delicate nairve-centre to cause a charging man to stop sudden on his receiving a bullet here.' — Very sudden I should imagine!" "I keep coming back again and again out here to that funny sort of feeling of unreality I used to get as a kid when I was feverish. Do you know it? As though everything solid, like walls and ceilings and people, were immensely swollen, (almost transpar- ent) bladders! It sounds silly, but I used to feel it often, and I'm getting it again — a sort of idea that we're all making fools of ourselves by pretending the war is real — when, actually, shells and guns and so on are feverish bladders and bubbles." "Yesterday one of the officer's servants — a hard bitten old chap who was with us at Lostwitthiel — after gazing out of the door of this farm for some time and listening to those damned shells screaming overhead — said: 'There'll be primroses in Cornwall now!' A mute inglorious Browning!" In a more serious mood he writes after an engage- ment: "As to my own feelings under fire, I was horribly afraid — sick with fear — not of being hit, but of see- ing other people torn in the way that high explosive tears. It is simply hellish. But, thank God, I didn't show any funk. That's all a man dare ask, I think. I don't care a flip whether I'm killed or not — though I don't think I shall be — the chances are about lOO to I. Out here you must trust yourself to a bigger vii power and leave it at that. You can't face death (I've used the phrase myself about this war.) There's no facing it. It's everywhere. You have to walk through it, and under it, and over it, and past it. Without the sense of God taking up the souls out of those poor torn bodies — even though they've died cursing him — I think one would go mad." When I first read "Waste Paper Philosophy," I did not know that the author had been a school- master, but I did know that he understood and loved boys. Like Rupert Brooke, who held it his greatest loss to die without a son, Wilson lets the world feel his longing for the boy to come after him in these his last words. Two stanzas of a poem from "Mag- pies in Picardy," reveal this tender understanding and love of boys which I find so abounding in "Waste Paper Philosophy"; the poem has for its title, "The Mathematical Master to his Dullest Pupil," and the stanzas are these: "And when, O little son! within your eyes The light that lives on wings of dragon flies (More delicate than laughter of dead jests) Is drowned beneath your pedagogue's requests, I go and swear and smoke and drink And dream of vested interests, and think Of all the poets' fire we might have won Had you and I been pals, O little son." An individual was liere in the person of this schoolmaster, this soldier, this poet, this lover of man; and, as one reads what he wrote and in read- viii ing realizes what he would have done had he lived there is nothing more to do than to think "Of all the poets' fire wc might have won." ROBERT NORWOOD. Philadelphia, September, IQBO, iz CONTENTS PAGE V Introduction by Robert Norwood .... Waste Paper Philosophy TO MY SON IS Magpies in Picardy MAGPIES IN PICARDY 45 SONG OF AMIENS 47 DURING THE BOMBARDMENT 48 SPORTSMEN IN PARADISE 49 A SOLDIER 50 ON LEAVE 52 AN OLD BOOT IN A DITCH 55 THE MAD OWL 57 A FUNERAL AT PRINCETOWN 58 STANZAS WRITTEN OUTSIDE A FRIED-FISH SHOP ... 59 THE SUICIDE 61 ST. JOHN VIII, 6 63 KNIGHT-ERRANT 64 DEAR, IF YOUR BLINDED EYES 65 THE DEAD MARCH IN "SAUL" 66 CAPTAIN OATES 67 THE FEAR OF GOD 68 FARMHOUSE 69 PISKIES 70 FRANCE, 1917 71 LIGHT 76 BATTLEFIELD 77 THE WIND-BLAWN DOWN 78 xi PAGE LONDON 81 THE CITY TRAMP 83 LIFE 8s THE SILENT CITY 87 VIOLIN 88 VALUES 89 THE ENGLISH REVIEW 91 THE THRUSH 93 THE SILVER FAIRY 94 LYING AWAKE IN THE NIGHT 96 DULCE ET DECORUM 98 The Sentimental Schoolmaster TO AN EXCEEDINGLY SMALL NEW BOY loi TO THE SCHOOL RADICAL 103 THE MATHEMATICAL MASTER TO HIS DULLEST PUPIL . 104 TO HIS BLACKBOARD 105 TO A BOY WHO READ POETRY FOR HIS PLEASURE . 106 TO THE FOOTBALL CAPTAIN 107 TO A BOY WHO LAUGHED AT HIM 108 HEAVEN no L'ENVOI Ill Xll WASTE PAPER PHILOSOPHY WASTE PAPER PHILOSOPHY TO MY SON WHEN a man begins to be certain he begins to be a fool. Nevertheless those moments in his life when he has seemed to catch a glimpse of truth may have had their value. We are like lost dogs in a field of corn — seeing nothing but the Doric splen- dor of stalks before our eyes (because we are so near to the ground) and sometimes a few perfect weeds, and sometimes an exciting rabbit, but knowing noth- ing of our direction or of where our masters are, un- til we leap, and see for a moment a sliding glimpse of trees and sky and other fields. . . . The worst of us goes round and round and is glad of poppies. The best of us jumps and runs blundering along, jumps and runs, jumps and runs. . . Here, my son, are some of the blurred things seen as I have jumped. In most of them the tangle of stalks and weeds was half between my eyes, and the beauty of earth. I am a very little dog and I did not always jump. Also there were too many rabbits. And I am still in the corn. I saw my Master once, standing by the gate, looking towards me. That was a long time ago. . . . And all this I thought and wrote in France, among the entanglements of War. 15 The most valuable thing in the world is a friend, and the next most valuable thing is another friend. Make friendship as you would make a house, care- fully and very surely. But do not acidly select your material as a schoolmistress does. Be like Kim, "lit- tle friend of all the world." Only despise the man who loves people for their clothes, or money, or titles. The rest are your brothers. But many of them will despise you (unless you are successful, when they will hate you). And these you must pity, be- cause they keep their windows shut. i6 II A man must have something in his life more im- portant than himself. Usually he has a wife. But that takes time and often money. Sometimes it is a book or a motor bicycle, or a dog. But whatever it is, a man is damned without it because he lives in the house of mirrors and will go mad (or blind) with the sheer horror of himself. But above all, is he happy if he thinks he knows something of God, and does not permit the evil of his own heart to scare away the thought of that great Sympathy. For God must understand evil perfectly and know more evil things than you. 17 Ill Now of God, argument is futile, though it may profit you to beat out a thought thereby like a blade on an anvil. If God exists, He is made of all beauty, and all beauty is but part of God. Colour and life and sun-washed air, and the smell of wild mint on lonely hills, the love of women and small children, music and great tears, and the grace of healthy men, the lonely bravery of Christ, and of all great men, friendship which cannot speak but in the grip of hands, the calling of birds . . . they are little threads in the stuff which is the mind of God. And if God does not exist, or if He is to human thought utterly inconceivable, what have we lost by weaving all beauty into the idea of Someone who understands us? We have but given a sympathy and outside strength to the joy of living. i8 IV But what shall a man say of evil, of crime and filth and ugliness? Are we to believe that old legend of some huge Rebel against God? Are we to be- lieve the more subtle dilution of ethics? Or is evil nothing at all, or at most a point of view? Of my own experience I know that in the dim room of my mind — against all love of beauty, against all ar- ranged plans and builded creeds, against love, and knowledge, and hope, and the full strength of my conscious will, something has risen and taken me by the throat and shaken the sense of God from me. I am willing to believe that this evil is conscious. And if evil does not, after all, exist, if it is some mys- terious reflection or perversion of the nature of God, what have we lost by weaving all filth into the idea of someone who hates the beauty of living? What have we lost by writing down the failures, the sick- ening falls, the damned old weaknesses and shames, as due to a kind of huge and spiteful Hatred? We have but added a little to the very human joy of conquest. 19 And if suddenly you know that everything is ut- ter vanity and that God is not, and that life is a blind ^l^^Y) go quickly and get drunk, for then at least you will be human and little, and you may shake off from you the taint of those vasty cold hells which have no horizon, where nothing personal or think- ing is except yourself, where life and death and love and hate are formless and imbecile, like one great Face, without eyes or nose or mouth, a thing to make you mad if you think of it long enough. Oh! get very drunk then, and near to the earth, for she is warm and fragrant. Lie sometimes on your back and stare at the stars, and when you are nearly mad with the horror of them turn and tear apart the grass roots and bury your silly nose, like a dog in the very stuff of earth. It is good physic and should heal you of that horror of immensity. For if God is very great, He is also very little. . . . And when you have done this go indoors and wash your nose and play a game of Bridge lest you become a prig. 20 VI Pain is sometimes Heaven's kick at the hinder parts of man to wake up the fool. But sometimes it is a deep and awful mystery which little minds must leave alone, for pain is nearly always birth. 21 VII If you ever have to face death, to live for weeks expecting it hourly, you will be surprised how com- monplace the prospect of it becomes. But if fear come, I counsel you to side-step from its bewilder- ing blows. Do not try hastily to fix your mind on some ready-made philosophy or religion which shall stiffen you to meet your enemy, for fear has a way of scattering your marshalled thoughts and leaving you dry-mouthed and wet in the hand, with no defences. But concern yourself with something different from danger — either trivial or great. Lift a comrade or sharpen a pencil, and do it well and with all con- sciousness. It is for this that the aristocrats of the French Revolution made play before the guillotine with snuff boxes and canes. It is for this that the sol- dier lights his cigarette. . . . And for your thoughts, think only of one thing steadfastly and let it be beau- tiful — a field, a woman, a wood at Springtime, a dog, rain over the hills, the smile of your friend, children, or little birds or the mad sea, or silver drowned in a green still water. ... Of your beastly past I pray you to forget it utterly, lest you make hastily a sort of repentant panic as a gloss for that which you know may not be forgiven by yourself and can only be par- doned by God, who is love. If you can think at all, hope. And so — should death cut short your thinking 22 — either you will sleep utterly or go forward, as a man should. For it is wise to think backward and forward, seeing life as a swift high-flying bird must see one field below. But if you have already — in more spacious hours — made for yourself a philoso- phy or religion which will withstand the shock of naked and bloody reality and not be shattered, then God has indeed been good to you, and you will die without greater difficulty than that offered by the body, which clings too naturally to continuity. 23 VIII God is never sudden. When the "Do this" or "Do that" of His destiny seems to you abrupt, remember that you have already done — (or failed to do) — ^what He requires, by the habit of your will. You have moved to an event. That is all. You have not been dropped into it from a celestial aeroplane. If you could look back you would see your path, and know that you chose it yourself. 24 IX God gives to each man, however beset he may be with the world, a few minutes at least daily, when he is utterly alone. I have read Shelley in a Public Lavatory, and learnt Rupert Brooke's war sonnets by heart while I was doing my morning duty to this body. 25 Always lead a double life. Keep in your heart a secret room. In the midst of traffic, at tennis, in res- taurants and offices, exult that there wait for you somewhere great ghosts of your own creation. And when you shut the door of your bedroom let them crowd round you — the splendid brothers of the mind. Then you will go out to the world again clothed head to foot in the armour of beauty that they have put on you in secret. And someone passing you in the street will catch benediction from you and go on his way not knowing why a glimpse at your eyes has made him almost merry in a world of little content. Moreover, when life slaps you in the face, you may remember your hid haven, and laugh at the rowdy world, and so go rejoicing, as a philosopher should, to the things that matter. 26 XI Let Heaven sometimes sweat offence from you. If you feel grossness swell in you, let the sun burn it out and the rain wash you clean again. 27 XII When you first go into a room make it instantly a shrine, for if you live there it is well that you live with nothing ugly. And thoughts clothe an empty room more certainly than wall-paper. 28 XIII Do not fall too easily into the fallacy that a deed is somehow more final than a thought. It is neither more nor less than a step on a road, a link in a chain. To think that a line of thought is ended or broken by an act is as foolish as to suppose the chain of neck- lace finished by the first bead it threads. There have been men who set themselves to build a wall of habit let us say in thinking, and who pushed an evil thought aside and went on with the building, but at an evil action threw down the trowel, gave them- selves up as useless, and kicked their good work level with the mud again. Go on building, my son, go on building, for nothing on earth begins or ends suddenly, and he that is not for God is against Him. One brick upon another may be as great a work as a cathedral. 20 XIV When you read take the hammer of your brain and break apart all liches. They are r©und-shot at the foot of thought, and lead you to suppose it dead. So you leave it to drown in seas of dreadful print, and Truth mourns another son. ^o XV When you pray I dare advise you break away from arranged titles, such as the Church has hung round the neck of its God, though you may find some of them more beautiful than any you can think your- self. But words such as "Almighty" may drug the keenness of your senses when you try to touch God. I have prayed to Him as the Great Calm Spirit, as Father, as King, as Friend, and all the titles meant nothing, and fluttered like dead leaves on to the mov- ing stream of love. . . . Once as I walked along a road I spoke to Him as the Splendid Friend, and saw the huge sea, green and silent against the clouds, and near me the laughing pines, and very far away a sail like a speck of foam but which was a great ship, full of men. And I knew I was a fool, and could not call Him anything, but said, "Make me big, and less a fool," and then I ran, and met my friends and linked an arm through the warm arm of one and sang a silly song. 31 XVI You will find that the hardest of all things to bear is tyranny. An uncle of yours once lived to tell the Scotch Manager of a Sugar Plantation exactly what he thought of him, but he was a great man, and did things given to few to do. You will find tyranny crushing the beauty of life from you, feeding in you a slow fire which burns out love and leaves you a revengeful husk. You will meet it at school, where the wrong sort of master can crush the little wings of your mind as he would crush a fly. You will meet it wherever men are in authority over you. Above all, you will meet it if the curse of God descends again on this world and you have to join the army. There (unless you are soulless) your soul will be fainting sometimes at the foot of tyranny, as those two beautiful bodies lie at the foot of Watt's Mam- mon. Only it will not be Mammon who sits above you. It will be nothing with so awful and vacant a dignity. Only a purple and strutting complacency which was surely made for man to kick, but which is hedged about with the barbed wire of discipline. God help you, little son, if you are trodden under those well satisfied hoofs of authority. Either you will give up life then and let bitterness eat you like a cancer, or you will pity your persecutor and be in danger of becoming a prig, or else you will possess 32 your soul and talk quietly in its inmost rooms with God, who does not boss, but lets us work out our own salvation. In any case, it is then that you must go and find the right sort of woman — your mother when the masters have soiled you, and some other woman when you are a man. Let her sympathise with you, and make a fool of you and pretend that you are splen- did, so you may be healed a little. Yet I am not sure that patronage is not more dif- ficult to bear than tyranny, for tyranny has some- thing of the dramatic about it, and the dramatic is never depressing. Whereas patronage is like a mos- quito — it irritates, but its sting arouses small sym- pathy. It is like toothache, or a broken finger-nail — torture without dignity. 33 XVII "Manners maketh man" is a lying proverb, which has been bound too long round the eyes of man, and particularly of women. Manners are simply the shoehorn of society. They assist man to fit comfort- ably into his surroundings — but they are no more a man than his socks are. People who believe that pro- verb — and there are many who do so honestly — will believe that the colour of a tie condemns or justifies a man, that a straw hat worn with a frock-coat means eternal, instead of merely social damnation; and that a man who drops his aitches, drops with them his claim to respect. I have heard a woman say that a man who wore a "made-up tie" with evening dress was beneath contempt, and she meant it. No man is beneath contempt, my son, not even if it is his mind that seems to you little, cheap and artificial — quite unlike your own carefully constructed and expen- sively intellectual affair — and his tie matters as little as the number of buttons on his underclothes. But you will find it very diffcult to believe that. In fact, you may never do so, and go down to the grave with an awful fear least your father had long hair and wore red ties. 34 XVIII Big words, of which too much writing has made us afraid, become real among the beastliness of war. Love, friendship, honour, courage . . . are words which soldiers do not use. They are too much like tin labels hung round the necks of the gods. Love stands up knee-deep out of the manure of war, a real presence, like the sun-white clouds and the trees, but we affect not to notice it just as we appear not to see the clouds or the trees. Love of man for man, pass- ing the love of women, is common in the tangle of battles as mud and sunlight. You accept it as you accept the weather. Courage is as common as rain. You see men do great things in face of death, and you discuss your favourite brand of cigarette while you observe. The modesty "V. C. heroes" which journalists have smeared over them like a kind of vulgar grease-paint, is not modesty but an absolute unconsciousness of anything unusual, since courage is as much a part of a fighting man's equipment as his water bottle. Modesty simpers a little. Uncon- sciousness of merit never simpers. The hero beloved of journalists has courage woven into him, and is as honestly surprised and annoyed at all the people who gush on him for what he has done, as he would be if they played the band because his feet were small. But make no mistake. War is not good because good 35 comes out of it. You might as well argue that be- cause a great man was horsewhipped as a little boy, all little boys should be horsewhipped that they may become great. You might as reasonably hold that since roses grow from manure you should strew the whole sweet smelling earth with dung. War is filth. Simply that. 36 XIX The thought of death for yourself may conceiv- ably be welcome — certainly it is not always terrible. But the sight of death for others is always fearful and all the philosophies of the world will not make it otherwise. Pity a dead man as you will — you will always fear him a little. Unless you are wholly a brute you will fear a little his still and awful dig- nity, his utter harmlessness. . . . There is a sort of ghastly innocence about a dead man armed, an inno- cence, and a mocking wisdom. The living feel some- thing of that kind of injured gloom which falls on excited children when one of them steps back and says "I will not play." Pity him, be reverent to the clay that can no more resist your touch, cover him deep from all your senses, and stand up straight into the sun again with your head beyond the high clouds. Live, and forget utterly his clay, save as you knew it formerly, shone through by spirit like a lantern by flame. Live hard, and let alone the two great mys- teries of birth and death, lest you chase your own tail like a kitten and go but giddily to God in your ap- pointed time. 37 XX You are less beautiful than flowers, less clean than wild beasts, not so patient as horses, weaker than trees, less faithful than dogs. The bees work harder (and are female), the ant is cleverer, little birds mind their own business. . . . Why, then, are you of greater value than sparrows? You have a will, which is the greatest thing on earth, which flashes over matter like Excalibur across the marshes. And if you do not use it — one way or another — you are less than the apes, my son, less than the garden spider. Use it as you use your muscles, not only for the little half conscious movements of the day, but for great and difficult overcomings. Do hard things for the sheer cussed joy of doing them. Sweat mentally. Feel the good ache in your spiritual muscles. But do not bawl "Fight the good fight" all day, or smile widely on another's sorrow, or hit pale people be- tween the shoulder blades before breakfast for that is an awful and brazen selfishness and men will rightly wish you dead for it. 38 XXI Look at strangers with carefully concealed inter- est, not with that cold resentment which is a fool's armor against feeling a fool. Your greatest friend will be a stranger when you first meet him. Like the statue in Michael Angelo's lump of marble there is a friend hidden in every passer-by, and in one there may be a new Christ. ^9 XXII I saw a man, once, fall from an aeroplane, and realized, suddenly, that until then I had thought of the machine wrongly. I had conceived it as a ma- chine, turning and rising, and moving where it wished to go, whereas it was a man and a machine, but most of all a man. We fall too easily into that fallacy. We see a distant sail and think of it as a thing like a white butterfly, with its will woven into it. We forget that it is men and a ship and most of all men. We talk of cars "turning" or "swerv- ing" or "racing" but we mean — if we think — that men have made them do these things. Look for the soul of things, son. Don't see just tramps and pros- titutes, kings and magistrates. There is a man or a woman under the trappings, and there is divinity in human kind which you must reverence. When the "damn-those-fellers" attitude has fallen away from man like the last dead leaf from a tree, we shall be- gin to solve our little economic problems, and each of us who sees a pal that might have been, in the eyes of the foulest criminal, is bringing the old earth nearer to the new earth. 40 XXIII Nearly all "comfortable words" spoken to mourn- ers squeeze the last drops of hope from the sup- posed saintliness of the dead. "He was good and he must be happy now." But what of the cases where a man was not good? What of the case where a dead son was a "wrong un"? The philosophy of comfort breaks down there, and men yap vaguely of the Di- vine Will. Few of us are good. Most men are un- doubtedly bad, and the fact that the mothers and wives of hundreds of bad men have suddenly to be comforted, has produced a happy doctrine which once gave courage to the Dervishes but which hesi- tates a little before our old Western creed which says "as you make your bed, so must you lie on it." I mean the doctrine which holds that death in war atones for all crime. It may be so, but quite apart from that I think that sometimes the most loyal of women must doubt her man, must think herself false to his memory because she cannot fit a halo to his funny old head. I know those who live among the naked truths of war cannot pretend that the man they have loved and who has been killed by their side was a saint because he was dead. They know that men die sometimes swearing, or mad, or full of bitter hatred, and they would be less than the men they are if they talked of them as godly or even 41 "good," except in that wide sense of "good fellow," simply because they lie now in the awful silence of death. Look down from the very far above on this one life, this field on a chequered plain of fields, and remember that man can never cease to struggle. He is a fighter against odds, he sweats to get out of the entanglements of life, to do something, to be some- thing. He grasps always at the definite, the com- plete, and nothing is definite or complete. He wants to round off a life prettily, and the end of every life is like the reverse of an embroidery — all tags and straggled ends. He loves to draw a hard outline round every fact of life, and all things have a misty side where they merge with the eternal. Think of your dead friend (of your dead father, my son, when the time comes) as moving, sweating, struggling al- ways, his sins, his laughter, his nastiness, his kindness, his stupidities as much part of him as the colour of his eyes. Never complete, always developing in one direction or another, moving, moving, moving. "Working out his own salvation." Condemn no sins but your own, and remember, if you can, that every man goes on. Expect no man to be a saint, but when you find a saint reverence him as you love the sun. And because death has closed his hand over a sinner do not think that his sins have been frozen on him for eternity. He is not petrified like the corpses of Pompeii. He goes on, my son, — surely he goes on. 42 MAGPIES IN PICARDY AND OTHER POEMS MAGPIES IN PICARDY THE magpies in Picardy Are more than I can tell. They flicker down the dusty roads And cast a magic spell On the men who march through Picardy, Through Picardy to hell. (The blackbird flies with panic, The swallow goes like light, The finches move like ladies, The owl floats by at night; But the great and flashing magpie He flies as artists might.) A magpie in Picardy Told me secret things — Of the music in white feathers, And the sunlight that sings And dances in deep shadows — He told me with his wings. (The hawk is cruel and rigid, He watches from a height; The rook is slow and sombre, The robin loves to fight; But the great and flashing magpie He flies as lovers might.) 45 He told me that in Picardy, An age ago or more, While all his fathers still were eggs, These dusty highways bore Brown singing soldiers marching out Through Picardy to war. He said that still through chaos Works on the ancient plan, And two things have altered not Since first the world began — The beauty of the wild green earth And the bravery of man. (For the sparrow flies unthinking And quarrels in his flight. The heron trails his legs behind, The lark goes out of sight; But the great and flashing magpie He flies as poets might.) 46 SONG OF AMIENS LORD! How we laughed in Amiens! For here were lights and good French drink, And Marie smiled at everyone, And Madeleine's new blouse was pink, And Petite Jeanne (who always runs) Served us so charmingly, I think That we forgot the unsleeping guns. Lord! How we laughed in Amiens! Till through the talk there flashed the name Of some great man we left behind. And then a sudden silence came, And even Petite Jeanne (who runs) Stood still to hear, with eyes aflame, The distant mutter of the guns. Ah! How we laughed in Amiens! For there were useless things to buy, Simply because Irene, who served. Had happy laughter in her eye; And Yvonne, bringing sticky buns. Cared nothing that the eastern sky Was lit with flashes from the guns. And still we laughed in Amiens, As dead men laughed a week ago. What cared we if in Delville Wood The splintered trees saw hell below? We cared . . . We cared . . . But laughter runs The cleanest stream a man may know To rinse him from the taint of guns. 47 DURING THE BOMBARDMENT WHAT did we know of birds? Though the wet woods rang with their blessing, And the trees were awake and aware with wings, And the little secrets of mirth, that have no words, Made even the brambles chuckle, like baby things Who find their toes too funny for any expressing. What did we know of flowers? Though the fields were gay with their flaming Poppies, like joy itself, burning the young green maize. And spreading their crinkled petals after the showers — Cornflower vieing with mustard; and all the three of them shaming The tired old world with its careful browns and greys. What did we know of summer, The larks, and the dusty clover, And the little furry things that were busy and starry- eyed? Each of us wore his brave disguise, like a mummer, Hoping that no one saw, when the shells came over, The little boy who was funking — somewhere inside! 48 SPORTSMEN IN PARADISE THEY left the fury of the fight, And they were very tired. The gates of Heaven were open, quite Unguarded, and unwired. There v^as no sound of any gun ; The land was still and green: Wide hills lay silent in the sun, Blue valleys slept between. They saw far off a little wood Stand up against the sky. Knee-deep in grass a great tree stood . . , Some lazy cows went by . . . There were some rooks sailed overhead — And once a church-bell pealed. "God! but it's England," someone said, "And there's a cricket field 1" 49 A SOLDIER HE laughed. His blue eyes searched the morning, Found the unceasing song of the lark In a brown twinkle of wings, far out. Great clouds, like galleons, sailed the distance. The young spring day had slipped the cloak of dark And stood up straight and naked with a shout. Through the green wheat, like laughing schoolboys, Tumbled the yellow mustard flowers, uncheck'd. The wet earth reeked and smoked in the sun . . . He thought of the waking farm in England. The deep thatch of the roof — all shadow-fleck'd — The clank of pails at the pump . . . the day begun. "After the war ..." he thought. His heart beat faster WITH a new love for things familiar and plain. The Spring leaned down and whispered to him low Of a slim, brown-throated woman he had kissed . . . He saw, in sons that were himself again. The only immortality that man may know. And then a sound grew out of the morning. And a shell came, moving a destined way. Thin and swift and lustful, making its moan. 50 A moment his brave white body knew the Spring, The next, it lay- In a red ruin of blood and guts and bone. Oh! nothing was tortured there! Nothing could know How death blasphemed all men and their high birth With his obscenities. Already moved, Within those shattered tissues, that dim force, Which is the ancient alchemy of Earth, Changing him to the very flowers he loved. ''Nothing was tortured there!" Oh, pretty thought! When God Himself might well how down His head And hide His haunted eyes before, the dead. .?l ON LEAVE {ToR.H.andV.H.L.D.) IT was not the white cliff at the rim of the sea, Nor Folkestone, with its roofs all bless'd with smoke; Nor the shrill English children at the quay; Nor even the railway-bank alight with primrose fire, Nor the little fields of Kent, and the woods, and the far church spire — It was not these that spoke. It was the red earth of Devon that called to me, ''*So youm back, you li'l boy that us used to know!" It was the deep, dim lanes that wind to the sea. And the Devon streams that turn and twist and run. And the Devon hills that stretch themselves in the sun. Like drowsy green cats watching the world below. There were herons stalked the salty pools that day, Where the sea comes laughing up to the very rails . . . At Newton I saw Dartmoor far away. By Paignton there was one I saw who ploughed, With the red dust round him like a sunset cloud. And beyond in the bay was Brixham with her sails. 52 How could I fail to mourn for you, the brave, Who loved these things a little year before? In each unshattered field I saw a grave, And through the unceasing music of the sea The screams of shells came back, came back to me. It was a green peace that suddenly taught me war. Out of the fight you found the shorter way To those great silences where men may sleep. We follow by the paths of every day. Blind as God made us, hoping that the end May hear that laughter between friend and friend Such as through death the greater-hearted keep. We are not weary yet. The fight draws out, And sometimes we have sickened at the kill. And sometimes in the night comes slinking doubt To whisper that peace cometh not through Hell. But yet we want to hear God's anger tell The guns to cease their fury and be still. We are not weary yet, though here the rain Beats without shame upon the shattered dead. And there I see the lazy waves again. And in the weedy pools along the beach The brown-legged boys, with their dear Devon speech. Are happier than the gay gulls overhead. Up the wet sand a spaniel sputters by. Soused like a seal, and laughing at their feet; There is a gull comes slanting down the sky, Kisses the sea, and mews, and flies away. And, like flat jewels set against the grey, The roofs of Brixham glitter through the heat. 53 It was for this you died : this, through the earth, Peace and the great men peace shall make, And dogs and children and careless mirth . . . Beauty be with you now — and of this land In bloody travail for the world you planned, God give you deep oblivion when you awake. 54 AN OLD BOOT IN A DITCH THERE is an epic of the winding path That might be sung by you — Mornings when Earth came glowing from her bath And shook her drowsy laughter into dew, And little ways your younger brothers made Went up the hills and danced into the blue. Noons when the great sun hammered out a blade Upon the silent anvil of the downs, And in divine inconsequence you strayed Over the hill kings, with their bramble-crowns And saw, across the meadow-patterned plain, The far still smoke of little valley towns. And evenings, when the Earth gave thanks for rain, And all the washen soil of her did seem Sweeter than little children who have lain All night among the roses of a dream; And great white clouds went up the stairs of God And gnats danced out above the misty stream. Yet most, I think, the broad high road you trod Would weave its marching splendour with your song — The weariness that held the feet you shod. The weariness that makes all roads too long. Until the spirit trails its beaten wings And finds the whole earth given to the strong, 55 And all the thousand crushed and broken things Whose hope has snapped beneath the feet of Gold Peer upward through the dust His passing flings And see Him watch the hopeless road unfold — Staring across the passion at His feet With yellow eyes that glitter, and are cold. It is not so, but when our spirits meet Old Weariness, with his rust-eaten knife. There is no corner of our house kept sweet That is not trampled bloody by the strife, Until with hungry fingers he lays bare A rawness hidden in the quick of life. It is not so. In your green silence there You see the world pass like a lean old witch. You watch the stars at night, and you may share That small, fierce love wherein the soil is rich, And know that half the gifts of God are won By centipedes and fairies in the ditch. •;(> THE MAD OWL STAY near me, oh! stay near me in the dark! The Fear is crawling in the shadows now, The old vague fear thou speakest of as mad . . . Stay near me while we hunt. I catch again That swift wild glimpse beneath the staring moon, Of something owl-like in the very soil — As though the rotten wood-reek of the earth. The ravenous weeds, the life-betraying grass, (All the strange stuff of the soil) were quick With that same living that our feathers know. Stay near me, oh! stay near me as we hunt, I almost fear the field mouse when he screams, Because his shrill, thin tenor speaks to me Of life that is as ours. I watch the earth, I watch the small food stirring in the grass, And cannot fall in silent death to it, Because it seems as some wild brotherhood Had caught my wings and held them from the kill. Oh, listen! I have even dared to doubt That God was all an owl. ... I have seen Him Without a beak, without his silent wings . . . Speaking another voice . . . nor calling wide Over the dim earth with that mellow scream Such as we know He hunts with. . . . .?7 A FUNERAL AT PRINCETOWN {Written in 191 2.) IT was a bleak road from the gaol, was the road we trod, Tugging at something heavy under the slanted rain. And the moor there was twisted and scarred with pain, Like a tear-stained face, staring defiance at God. It was the father walked in front, and he read in a book With little Latin words flung under grieving skies, And the warders there with death asleep in their eyes. And the Mother of Churches little beneath their look. And we dropped him into the little clean-cut hole That smelled of rain, and the clay whereof we are made, And one of us laughed, and one of us shouldered a spade, And one of us spat, while the father prayed for his soul. And the mist over the moor, crawling and dim. Was blind like the great beast Man with his thousand necks Who mouths through a gloom of laws, nor ever recks Of a dead face, staring defiance at him. STANZAS WRITTEN OUTSIDE A FRIED-FISH SHOP O MOTHER Earth! Whose sweetest visions move Through the blue night in silver nakedness, What awful laughter mingled with your love That here my sense should feel the wild caress Of knowledge breaking common walls of sight To see the hills march cloudward and grow less? Here is no splendour of the wistful night Staring wide-eyed beneath the stars' disdain Only a fallen sister of their light Offers her beauty to the careless rain. Only between the houses in the dark Is something of your loneliness — and pain. Yet here you told my senses to embark And sail the seas whose smallest isle is Space, To touch far beaches near the Sun, and mark Baby Eternity under Heaven's face; And lo! the wind that bent my sunlit sail Was this foul fish-breath from a cursed place! I saw men stirring while the dawn was pale — A low green ribbon in the waking east — I heard the waters beating with their flail, '59 And felt the hate that links unto the beast All soulless things of yours when Man is near, Lusting to make your rebel son their feast. I saw the stubborn face men set to fear, The dogs of toil that gnawed their bleeding hands; I saw brine-sodden ropes slip through and sear Their frozen fingers as with white-hot brands. I saw them face the hardness of all hells That men might eat dead things in foreign lands. Deep in the green and silver mass that swells The dripping nets of those who find fate good. I saw the awful war of hidden cells, The dim primaeval tissues seeking food; And all their armies, mouthing through the gloom, Called to their kinsmen in the fishers' blood. I saw all History and her pageant-doom, Mocking to-day with an, eternal mirth, While the old threads were twisted on your loom, The fraying threads of life and death and birth: Their woof a moment rough beneath my hand, As though I dared to test the weaver's worth; As though a moment in the fickle sand I saw the steps of Fate go up the beach, And some vague purpose in this plan unplanned Leapt into sight — yea almost into speech. Before the evil reek that brought it me Swept it again with laughter out of reach. 60 THE SUICIDE {August Bank Holiday.) THERE must be some wild comedy in Hell, For men will laugh because their souls have died And beauty is become a silly shell With old, decaying, sexual jests inside. They laugh aloud, although their eyes have seen The passionate beauty of the broken spray. The stealthy shadows creeping through the green, The footprints of the wind when he is gay. They look upon the sea with her desire — Like a green woman, hungry though she sleeps, While her swift dreams, on pinions of white fire. Call with the gulls above her slumbering deep . . . They laugh, they laugh, and throw things every- where — Stones at the sea, at bottles in the sand ("You see that bloody gull, Bill, over there? Well, watch me hit him, here from where I stand.") God! what ugly fools we are! 1 will stand up and strip these clothes away — One real white body shining like a star Out of the coloured dark of their array — Give myself fiercely to the sea's embrace, Sink on her bed nor let my life arise; Feel her salt lips upon my drowned face. 6i Her eyes . . . the growing greenness of her eyes! Then when the empty white shell that was I Shall float again within their affrighted reach The laughter in their thousand throats will die And they will hear the waves along the beach, Hear the curv'd waves in broken song unroU'd, And look a moment at the eternal sea In wonder at the triumph my eyes have told. For wisdom will be whispered unto me, The wisdom that may not be said with words, Which little fishes know who swim the deep. And rabbits in the hedge, and little birds, And little children smiling in their sleep. 62 ST. JOHN viii, 6 THE troubled dust, Torn from the stolid world; Sleepless as lust, Rain-sodden, tempest-hurled; Hating its lowly birth, And beating ghost wings to arise From its scornful mother, the Earth, To the laughter of watching skies . . . He wrote in it — God who knew The dreary sickness of things. The straining to reach the blue With broken and bloody wings. . . . Did He (even He) grope in a sudden dark, And scrawl in the dust — a question mark? 63 KNIGHT-ERRANT WHEN I put on my morning tie The souls of ladies come to me; Their faces through a mist I spy Like silver drown'd in a green sea. And all about their necks I find (Their necks, like children's, sweet and white) Dim colours that they take and bind About my arm before the fight. But never while the daylight runs Does shadowy armour break the grey. Only a gleam of foreign suns Strikes a veiled sword, and dies away. Only behind the walls of sense Some magic laughter breaks its chain And like a bird, with pinions tense, Hovers . . . then falls to flight again. 64 DEAR, IF YOUR BLINDED EYES DEAR, if your blinded eyes could see The paths my thoughts have worn to you. The trodden roads from you to me, I wonder, would some sweet surprise. Or scorn, make dim those sunlit eyes. As winds, beneath a tent of blue, Make dusk the gold with passing feet Silently over the laughing wheat. 6s THE DEAD MARCH IN ''SAUL" A MELODY of birth, A cry of little life, Torn from the sons of Earth, And faint with weariness of unfulfilling strife Beats its frail hands against the wings of Death. Vast and invisible are they, throbbing the troubled air With storm-pulsed waves of thundered ecstasy. And yet a breath, Fainter than laughter of dead jests is there. As when in Spring beneath a rainy soil The dead things stir and move toward the sun. So from the deeps of unproductive toil Moves the faint breath of something that was done. So faint, so little, that to those that sweat To wrench achievement from the iron of thought. There comes a knowledge (and their eyes are wet) Of eagle-wings by trailing cobwebs caught. And then. Riving the heart of things, Crashes tfie laughter of Death, Poising on thunderous wings, "Little my fools," he saith, "Ye that have given me hate. And loathing and bitter fear. He whom ye mourn at the gate Laughs with me here." 66 CAPTAIN GATES WE lifted up our eyes, Up from the multitudinous trouble of the sands That fringe the quieter trouble of Time's sea, And saw, behind the centuries, old calm gods arise To whom our fathers raised undoubting hands — Saw them arise, yet could not bow the knee. Ours was a wisdom which was somehow sad. Sad with the knowledge that divinity was dead, Or that our sight was grown too clear to mark God's builded wall between the good and bad. With shattered certainties our temple steps are red: We wait, to hear His laughter through the dark. Yet here the old divinity broke through, The old dumb heroism strove, Towering in mountainous silence over pain, The old proud scorn of death's dramatic due, The fear of such eternal words as love. — We nod him greeting. Then to work again. 67 THE FEAR OF GOD THEY worshipped God, and all about them flung A beauty of blue smoke, and down far aisles The fainting gold of lamps was hung. They worshipped God with heart and tongue. As little rabbits run when men pass by, And crouch wide-eyed beneath the scented sod, So all that dim world turned to fly When past the pillars rang a cry. God's friendly right hand to the roof he reared. His laugh shot all the smoky dusk with sun: They ran when God Himself appeared, For God was naked, and they feared. 6g FARMHOUSE THE white wall, the cob wall, about my Devon farm. The oak door, the black door, that opens to the wold. Down the grey flagstones, and out in the gloaming, (And all across my shoulder her milk-splashed arm.) Out in the cool dusk to watch the rooks homing. (And all across the grey floor a slant of gold.) The oak door, the black door, that opens to the skies. The dim hall, the grey hall, when all the work is done. Where the great bolt is our hands make a meeting; (And all across my laughter her love-lit eyes.) There at the closed door we hear our hearts beating. (And all across the red west a fiery sun.) The dim hall, the grey hall, wherein our soul is guest. The black door, the dread door, that opens to the night. Down the worn flagstones our two lives together. (And all across our wonder, whispers of rest.) 3ut from the firelight to face windy weather. (And all across the rain-clouds a dawning light.) 69 PISKIES {Writ in Devon.) THERE'S piskies up to Dartymoor, An' tidden gude yew zay there hain't. I've felt 'em grawpin' at my heart, I've heard their voices callin' faint, I've knawed a man be cruec down — His soul fair stogged an' heavy-like — Climb up to brawken Zaddle Tor An' bare his head vor winds to strike. An' all the gert black mawky griefs, An' all the pain an' vog an' grime, Have blawed away and left en clear Like vuzz-bush vires in swalin' time. An' what med do so brave a thing As thic' white spells to tak an' weave, But li'l piskies' vitty hands. Or God Himself as give 'em leave? But tidden Him would stop an' spy From Widdicombe to Cranmer Pule, To maze the schemin' li'l heart Of every Jacky-Lantern fulel For mebbe 'tis a lonesome rod Or heather blooth, or peaty ling. Or nobbut just a rainy combe — The spell that meks 'ee tek an' sing. An' this I knaw, the li'l tods Be ever callin' silver faint. There's piskies up to Dartymoor, An' tidden gude yew zay there hain't. 70 FRANCE, 1917 INTO the meadows of heaven one of the great dead came As a man comes home to the old boy-haunted hills. The little hills of heaven climb From the green sea, and smell of mint and thyme. And he found the whole land gay with the blue that fills Evening and cups of harebells and young eyes And the glooms and hollows of Autumn where woodsmoke lies. The great dead greeted him with a schoolboy shout, *'You have been long from the hills of heaven," they said, "And you reek of Space, and the things that may never be small. The vast, cold fields that reach in vain for a wall, The plains where never a cloud gets overhead, And the hills without horizon . . . Get you clean In the little brooks of heaven, that run through friendly green." He said, "I have passed through the fringe of space, Where the lit worlds lie like fallen fruit in the grass; And, passing, I saw in the dusk a world apart. 71 Like a remembered friend it tuagfit my heart, Held me, and would not let me pass. Saying, *I am the Earth. You must remember me: The clouds are mine, and woods, and the restive sea.' " Like starlight came a wonder to their eyes. "Of all worlds I have loved it best," said one. "I know a holy city. . . ." "There were towns . . ." "There was a dog that loved me . . ." "Do the downs Still, with their lazy roads and hawthorns, sleep in the sun?" "I made a garden. . . . After Summer showers Moths swam like ghosts above the drenched flowers." He said, "I saw the cloud-shadow of the land Lie on the green sea, ragged with cape and bay. And I saw the dark of woods that were spilled like wine; Spires and white roads and a river's silver line. And beaten leaves of gold where the cornfields lay. There were two sails like linnets — swift and brown, Making the harbour of a little town. The port was sprinkled dark with moving men, Whose thoughts above their toil flashed in the blue, Swift and more beautiful than dragon-flies . . . Up from a lonely church I saw arise The prayers of women — fiercer than they knew, Full of the fear which great love makes too strong; Half-threatening God to save their men from wrong. 72 The quays were heaped with all the stuff of war; Not the gay colours that laugh to Eastern suns, No spices and spill'd cloths of purple and milk, No blue and cinnamon bales of scented silk, But the grim iron and the great beast-snouted guns, And oil-engines passing with their loads Of white unpainted wood that smelled of forest roads. And round them slept the cornfields in the sun. I passed great roads straight as a strong man's prayer, Villages drowning in the blue of trees, Gardens whose colour seemed to sing with bees. Courage and hope and bitter love were there, And I saw proud sorrow lie like a mist of the soil About the women of France at their stubborn toil. Very lonely they seemed — the women of France; And the children, holding in leash the giant Earth, Like insects on the vast, indifferent lands. Yet changing the face of the soil with their careful hands. Nature might watch them with a contemptuous mirth. But the fields were rich with food as I went by. And the gathered shocks stood shaggy against the sky. On every road War spilled her hurried men. And I saw their courage, young and eagle strong. They were sick for home — for far-off valley or moor. For the little fields and lanes, and the lamp-red door; For the lit town and the traffic's husky song. Great love I saw, though these men feared the name And hid their greatness as a kind of shame. 73 Man makes a town as God makes man himself, Not suddenly, but adding cell to cell, Till through the never-finished clay upsprings The reluctant beauty of familiar things. A dead town and the body's broken shell Are for the night to cover and earth to hide . . . There were wooden crosses there, by a town's pierced side. Nothing was in the graves but the stuff of flowers. I saw gay daffodils there, awaiting birth. And over them, like a cloak on children asleep, The love of all the women who hope or weep. There were wounds here in the green flesh of the earth; The hungry weeds had come to their own in the corn, And even the beauty of trees was raped and torn. The guns were there in the green and wounded wild, Hurling death as a boy may throw a stone. And the man who served them, with unquickened breath, Dealt, like a grocer, with their pounds of death. Thunderous over the fields their iron was thrown. And beyond the horizon men who could laugh and feel Lay in the wet dust, red from brow to heel. The bodies of men lay down in the dark of the earth : Young flesh, through which life shines a friendly flame, Was crumbled green in the fingers of decay. . . . 74 Among the last year's oats and thistles lay A forgotten boy, who hid as though in shame A face that the rats had eaten. . . . Thistle seeds Danced daintily above the rebel weeds. Old wire crept through the grass there like a snake, Orange-red in the sunlight, cruel as lust. And a dead hand groped up blindly from the mould . . . A dandelion flamed through ribs — like a heart of gold, And a stink of rotten flesh came up from the dust . . . With a twinkle of little wings against the sun A lark praised God for all that he had done. There was nothing here that moved but a lonely bird, And the wind over the grass. Men lived in mud; Slept as their dead must sleep, walled in with clay, Yet staring out across the unpitying day, Staring hard-eyed like hawks that hope for blood. The still land was a witch who held her breath, And with a lidless eye kept watch for death. I found honour here at last on the Earth, where man faced man; It reached up like a lily from the filth and flies. It grew from war as a lily from manure. Out of the dark it burst — undaunted, sure, As the crocus, insolent under slaty skies. Strikes a green sword-blade through the stubborn mould, And throws in the teeth of Winter its challenge of gold." 75 LIGHT A BIRD flew low across the golden West Its sweeping pinions black as starless night, But when the full sun beat upon its breast, Above the flaming tapestry of light, It lay one moment sunlit, and at rest, And lo! the gleaming wings were silver white. And once a sorrow flung against the glare Of one wide canopy of cloudless hours, Was blacker than the silent frozen stare Of waters under ice, till Time's strong powers Beat sunlit on it, and it flashed more fair Than God's own robe-embroidered with His flowers. 76 BATTLEFIELD I MAY not tell to anyone The huge indifference of the sun, There is no man can read aright The awful cruelty of light. Like a great eye that cannot see The sky looks on man's misery On dung that once could laugh and love It goggles blindly from above, And not a star goes in at night To hide its eyes from such a sight. So little are we? Yet you know That God was man some years ago. Found among his papers from the trenches and unpublished. 71 THE WIND-BLAWN DOWN US be bidin' here in Devon In green fields an' ail Where the land's so gude as Heaven When the gold leaves fall. Where the land's so gude as Heaven Wi' its shade-strown lanes An' the brave red soil o' Devon Scentin' sweet o' the rains. An' far out 'pon the heather Where the wind roared strong, There was God and man together, An' I writ this song. For the wind from th' East blawed free, An' he shouted fine, "I ha' corned from the girt salt sea All drippin' wi' brine. I creept from my home on th' down Afore the world woke An' I stormed to the girt black town All reekin' wi' smoke." 78 "An' the folk" quoth I, "i' the town Be they witless fules? Do they love this wind-blawn down Wi' its sun-kissed pools? They be mazed to bide i' th' reek O' the girt black town, Where there's life an' love so sweet On the wind-blawn down I" "Nay, the world be a whist like place An' its fashioned queer For 'tis truth that the girt town's face Sees God wi' a sneer. An' 'tis truth that the breath o' ling Which the gude down gives Do lift a man's heart to his King For joy that he lives. But the blest blooth ofttimes bursts From the blackest soil. An' the town man dearly thirsts When he tires o' toil. He thirsts for God an' the green An' the peacefu' moon. For the wheedlin' voice o' the stream An' the sleepfu' moon; But there's devils ill for to right r the wars o' Life An' the bravest man will fight I' the thickest strife. 79 So the man i' the girt black town Wi' its smoke an' reek Is braver than thee on the down Wi' its life so sweet!" And the strong wind stormed an' blawed Far over the Ian', *'I ha' teached a lesson," he roared, "To a witless man!'* 80 LONDON OH I London town, you are grim and grey, Like a sad old monk in his sober gown, Yet you touch — in your solemn surly way The hearts of your children, London townl You take them into your gaunt old hand, And your stern eyes look with a darkening frown At the cleanly air they bring from the land, For it stirs up memories, London town! You fling them into your squalid deeps And whiten the faces that suns made brown, You listen unmoved to the heart that weeps For the quaint old homestead, London town! You crush them into your moulds like clay And you plaster and thump and knead them down, Till they grow too weary with toil to pray For the hand of death, oh! London town! Your cold old heart is as hard as steel While your pale lips smile — like a painted clown, Yet deep beneath is a love that can feel For your toiling children, London town! 8i Ah! London town, in your soiled old glove Like a jewel set in an iron crown, You hold the heart of a girl that I love — Oh! keep it unharmed, dear London town! Written for and sent to his sister (now Mrs. Arthur Thorne) when she was in London. 82 THE CITY TRAMP YOU call to the boundless wild, You sing of the windy heath, The ripple of shadows on sunlit hills And the winding road beneath; The lonely heart o' the moor And the strong wind's boisterous ire, The crimson of heath and flaming fern, And gorse with its sprinkled fire. You long for the salt wave's shock. For deep skies over your head, And under the beeches a carpet of gold And a lonely path to tread. But I could sing you a song, Of the soul of a great town, Whispers and dreams in her shadowy streets When the red sun sinketh down. Give me the murmur of men — Grimed with the woof of their task. Who have moulded the pliant heart of things Under the town's grey mask. Give me the glamour of lights. The tangle of browns and greys, 83 The thunder and dazzle of things alive And the magic of misty ways. The shout of a thousand throats, The roar of a thousand feet Aye! even the swirl of the yellow fog And glint of the rainy street. Give me a laughing face Caught as it were from the brink Of the ragged tideway of passive masks, Smeared on a canvas of ink. The slow black folds of the smoke The secret river asleep, With a mystic trouble of golden lights Quivering out of the deep. Give me the puzzle of things, The great dim drama of Man The deafening clank of the wheels of life Threading through chaos a plan. You may call to the boundless wild, You may sing of the windy heath, The ripple of shadow on sunlit hills And the winding road beneath. But I could match you a song, Of the soul of a great grey town — Whispers and dreams in her shadowy streets When the red sun sinketh down. 84 LIFE WHAT is life? Is it a faded rose and a kiss And a starlit past? Is it a sob and a laugh of bliss, with a grave at last? Is it good-bye and a turn of the road To worlds beyond sight? Is it dragging uphill a weary load In a scorching light? It is magic of morning when mist is afield, And the drowsy sea croons to the beach, It is bracing of muscles and breasting of waves With the strong hand of God within reach. It is splendour of noonday when hills are at rest. And calm valleys sleep in the sun, It is silence unbroken that sings with a lilt "There are strenuous wars to be won." It is glamour of evening when hedges grow dim And the angel's hands colour the West It is sadness of dreaming and glory of love And a tired child's longing for rest. 85 It is wonder of night-time when stars are awake, And the misty world mutters in fear, It is silently closing the door of the soul That none other but God may be near. It is morning^ and evening^ and noonday and night With their shadowy paths to be trod. It is climbing up from the valleys of man To the wind-swept mountains of God. 86 THE SILENT CITY THERE is a city where the still green streets Teem with no hurrying passers-by, Drowsily, drowsily. The pulse of its traffic beats. Wild was the brain of the builder that planned Its low dim roads, and its quiet ways, Patiently, patiently Turned he the stubborn land. Strange are the dwellers therein — calm and wise, Holding no trade in the marts of men, Silently, silently. Each in his dark house lies. Black is the night that is close round each form. Opens no casement to the sun, Wearily, wearily, Waits the great city for dawn. 87 VIOLIN You played, And the wall paper rushed back To become dawn. You ceased, And we were vulgar again. Found among his papers from the trenches and unpublished. 88 VALUES (To R. G. H., since killed in actiony \\T HAT if death were the goal, after all, and the ^ * grave a throne? What if Hell were the prize? If fear and filth endured for a cause that is not your own, And pain and hate — if these were God in disguise? • ••••••• Here there are pigeons, drowned in the green all day. And crooning drowsily, half-asleep in the heat. . . . And the woods are blue with Summer, a mile away; And flames of butterflies go dancing over the wheat. There are books on the table, blessed under the blue; And the bees go by with peace in their singing wings. The grasshoppers fiddle a secret tune or two. And are still, in the hush that a sunlit noonday brings. And there, over the earth's edge, are flies, and the smell of the dead, Where you, who love the colours of life, are walled with the clay you hate, 89 Where the whine of death goes wearily overhead, And God asks nothing of man but to stiffen his heart and wait. The great men went before us with laughter on their lips. They loved earth's careless loveliness — swift shadows on a hill, And rain, and birds, and apples, and dogs and great white ships. . . . But they taught themselves to kill. The waves of dreadful sound crashed on their heads unbowed; Like gods, the dusty shambles saw them bright. Through blood and guts and lice they kept them proud. Staring across the dark with eyes that saw the light. 90 THE ENGLISH REVIEW THEY laughed. ... Oh I suddenly the mask here falls, And idiot pigeons croon in the warm trees. There is empty madness in every bird that calls, And a song of slow decay in the wings of the bees. The books are suddenly mad and white, and scrabbled with frantic print, And a female fool stares out from the magazine cover — All teeth and imbecile smile, and sexual hint — Most damnably sure that the whole world is her lover. There are dreadful signs in the woods and the Summer haze Of a God who is vast and vegetable and still. Whose law is, "Sleep for the greater part of thy days," And "Thou shalt not clean the rust from thy scab- barded will." We have known a joy that the heart could scarce endure, So drenched with beauty was the earth we trod. But there are hours when War stands up secure, Naked and bloody, as the only God. 91 They meet in the troubled heart. Beauty and anger meet, And the filth of war is food for many a flower. Up through the beaten earth — stamped hard to an army's feet — The green swords of Springtime shall strike with their ancient power. But what, meanwhile, if pain is the only end? What if Hell is the prize? If alone the lover of peace who fights, shall find as a friend God, in a foul disguise? 92 THE THRUSH OF all the birds in tree and field The thrush is earliest with his call While yet my window is a shield Of dullest silver on the wall. Three arrows tipped with poet's gold Twice hurled the misty dark along Wake all the sleeping birds and hold The morning with their net of song. Last echo of the laugh of God Before the world with dusk is drowned Lightly above the scented sod Blow down his petal-wings of sound. O little fool, to dare to see the dawn Before the tips of its ghost-wings can shine And even while the mist across the lawn Are red with evening, little fool divine! Found among his papers sent home from the trenches, and unpublished. 93 THE SILVER FAIRY LISTEN to me, my son, Yesterday night when work was done, And the earth was smelling of mould, And the sun was coppery-gold, And mists came over the wold — The wold is a sort of a kind of a land Where little low hills on tiptoe stand. Or cover theirselfs with a quilt of field Like you in bed, as a sort of shield From the dark and the — I dunno what — (Well the worst of me is that I talk such a lot!) Well, yesterday night when work was done, And I was smoking a pipe in the sun, I saw you breasting the bank at a run, I mean the bank where the turf goes down. Goes down and up till it ends in a crown Of yellow chrysanthemums nodding their heads Over the last of the garden beds, I say the last because just beyond Is weeds and snails and the duckety pond. (Well the worst of me is that I talk such a lot!) Just as you came to the very same spot Where the biggest chrysanthemum — tousled and bold— 94 Shook in their qiiiVer his arrows of gold, I saw a fairy astride your neck Like a man on a war-horse held in check, His silver hands were tugging your hair His slim little arms were all silver and bare And his silver legs were a-kicking the air, His wings were exactly like dragon-flies And what do you think were his shining eyes? Why bits of laughter cut from the skies With the scissors used for trimming the stars! And just as the clouds like nursery bars (I mean the nursery window bars) Were stretching purple and low and long Over a sun too tired to be strong Your silver fairy started a song, And just at this minute he caught sight of me — (Now I'm as grown up as grown up can be) And fairies are things I seldom see, Yet he made a face, yes a face at me And floated away in misty blue Just where the night begins to be true, And left me alone, my son, with you. I felt like you when you feel a clutch And somebody shouts "you mustn't touch." (The worst of me is that I talk so much!) 95 LYING AWAKE IN THE NIGHT YOU who lie in the night awake now, It is England that you hear. The cattle under your window, — strangely near, Are tearing the wet grass. There will break nbw From the farmyard over the wall. The cock's first insolent call. On Hindhead they hear now the pines singing. And a late car go up the Portsmouth Road. Deep laughter from the little owl's abode Across the moor at Manaton comes ringing. And over Becky Falls, the whole night long. White water goes in a great shouted song. Under the stars at Exeter the great towers glisten, And the voice of ancient bells is always there. In Combe Hay now, the ghost creaks up the stair; And the sea at Paignton laughs to those who listen. While swift past Little Eaton, — gay with light The Scotch Express goes roaring up the night. It is England that you hear in the night now. But the child of France may not hear France when he wakes. For through the song of her nightingales there breaks 96 The stutter of death from the long unbroken fight now; And over the earth's rim like a fire there runs The sullen thunder of Man with his hungry guns. Oh! keep the quiet of England yet unbroken, God of the birds that nest in Collaton wood! Let men who wake in the night find all things good — The dog that shouts to the stars his love unspoken; The mouse in the wall ; the board that moves on the stair. . . . God whom they badged with Battles, let never a battle be there! 97 DULCE ET DECORUM O YOUNG and brave, it is not sweet to die, To fall and leave no record of the race, A little dust trod by the passers-by, Swift feet that press your lonely resting-place; Your dreams unfinished, and your song unheard — Who wronged your youth by such a careless word? All life was sweet — veiled mystery in its smile; High in your hands you held the brimming cup ; Love waited at your bidding for a while, Not yet the time to take its challenge up ; Across the sunshine came no faintest breath To whisper of the tragedy of death. And then, beneath the soft and shining blue. Faintly you heard the drum's insistent beat; The echo of its urgent note you knew. The shaken earth that told of marching feet; With quickened breath you heard your country's call, And from your hands you let the goblet fall. You snatched the sword, and answered as you went, For fear your eager feet should be outrun. And with the flame of your bright youth unspent Went shouting up the pathway to the sun. O valiant dead, take comfort where you lie. So sweet to live? Magnificent to die! 98 THE SENTIMENTAL SCHOOL- MASTER TO AN EXCEEDINGLY SMALL NEW BOY O LITTLE and untutored, we have won! In shadow-glamoured deeps you caught our words, In silent spaces freckled with the sun And sweet with love, and hushed with wings of birds. You raised bright eyes and, like all little things That play about the feet of laughing gods. You dressed our speech with swift imaginings Of giant engines moving giant rods. And like all little things that sleep and wake Held close with starry silences, as with an arm. You shrank from ice-brained fools who reached to take Your frightened mind from haunts all mother- warm. What bait of ours has won them from your side To play the traitor and forget your due? The Swimming-bath? Our Colours in their pride? Our titled Parent? Or our Soccer Blue? For lo, O little cub, you are dragged forth! And all your hushed retreats are far away, lOI And fairies wring their silver hands in wrath, And bow their heads and weep for you to-day. They know that in a month you will unlearn The thousand laughing melodies of Pan, And unto such as me for guidance turn. And I — my God! — what am I but a man? 102 TO THE SCHOOL RADICAL THEY moved in that unhallowed corridor (Whence to my study come far sounds of war) ; And through a broken net of sound there beat The song of your defeat. Olympian scorn to which your name gave birth Had touched you with its little stings of mirth, And though (I learned) your heart is brave to fight, You sob, sometimes, at night. Could not the great blunt fingers of the Day Push back the guards that held your tears in sway. And yet Night kiss them from their stubborn line, O little friend of mine? From whose rough-welded faith have you unslipp'd A badge of such small honour that it stripp'd Your soul of careless friendships, and the joys That are belov'd of boys? Does he, to-night — the sire whose creed you own — Think of the splendid sorrow he has sown? Are any (save the fool that teaches you) Praying as fathers do? 103 THE MATHEMATICAL MASTER TO HIS DULLEST PUPIL I CAME to you and caught your eagle wings And gloomed your soul with Algebra and things, And cast a net of pale Geometry Wherein your laughter struggled to be free. They say that mental discipline is grand For teaching little striplings how to stand. They say I cannot fit your soul for life Without continual pruning with a knife. And they are clever men, who come from schools Where they were made successful by these rules, And where they gained that weight of flesh and bone, Which I would give my oldest pipe to own. And so they must be right and I be wrong, Yet when I see sweet thoughts around you throng Like honey-bees above the tousled gorge In smoke-blue valleys under Devon tors, And when, O little son! within your eyes The light that lives on wings of dragon-flies (More delicate than laughter of dead jests) Is drowned beneath your pedagogue's requests, I go and swear and smoke and drink And dream of vested interests, and think Of all the poets' fire we might have won Had you and I been pals, O little son! 104 TO HIS BLACKBOARD OYOU whose eyes inscrutable have known The tortured sons of learning in this room, And noted blandly from your tripod-throne Their grapplings with a hydra-headed gloom : Give me some tithe of your tranquillity, Of that calm scorn wherewith your soul is filled. That, even as you, I may but coldly see Bleak wisdom taught and understanding killed. And, even as you, stare Sphinx-like into space, Nor march the chalky floor all tousle-haired, When bright boys mention with a cheerful face That {a -f a) is written down a^. Nor turn my face fierce-eyed towards the stars, And bite my reeking pipe-stem till it snaps. To think of all the hopes a pedant mars, — The winged dreams that die within his traps. 105 TO A BOY WHO READ POETRY FOR HIS PLEASURE WHAT would your courtly father say? — That sun-burned man whose gods are twain, Who kneels to Bridge from dark till day, And worships Golf till dusk again; Who finds the Devil kind enough, And knows no Hell but Social Scorn; Who likes a boy of pliant stuff, With all his instincts gently born. And all his soul a shallow pool (Reflecting manufactured creeds) Wherein the dreams that tempt a fool Are caught and drowned by kindly weeds; What would he turn and say to me, If looking in your serious eyes — He saw strange ships across a sea Set sail for dim infinities? 1 06 TO THE FOOTBALL CAPTAIN YOUR eyes have told me that your mind is clean, For through their sapphire casements I have seen A great god prefect (such as Heaven hath) Watching that no small thought forget its bath. And not a man on all the grimy earth But envies you your god's complacent girth, His Sandow biceps, and his sporting soul. His swift and tricky dribbling into goal. And yet when you have grown and come to years Of ripened indiscretion, I have fears Lest Mammon teach your thoughts to go untubbed, And cast away the god who saw them scrubbed; Yet leave your emptied life to dribble round From goal to goal across a footer ground, Whereon the ghosts of strenuous hacks go by, Kicking at nothing for eternity. 107 TO A BOY WHO LAUGHED AT HIM YOU found the uplands of my thought so flat That always when speech wandered from my mind Your friendliness stood up and took its hat, And sauntered forth, and left a smile behind. And first my self-sufficiency could float Above a light contempt so lightly born. Until one day there caught me by the throat The sudden godhead of that very scorn. For Poetry with her bare white feet, And laughing eyes by tears alit. Walks sometimes in a miry street. But lives a million miles from it. And while I searched her passing sign, And spoke of her as vulgars do. She mourned the days when she was mine. And watched me through the eyes of — you. You know her not. She will move slow Along your sleeping staircase soon, And lift a silent latch, and go Her way beneath the watching moon. io8 And you shall wake, nor find her gone, But work your work with eagerness, And only when your toil is done Find it a moment somehow less. And now when you have marked my style Within these lines of little worth, Will dawn that faint, contemptuous smile Which bumps my music back to earth 1 109 HEAVEN {Found in his pocket after death.) i SUDDENLY one day The last ill shall fall away; The last little beastliness that is in our blood Shall drop from us as the sheath drops from the bud, And the great spirit of man shall struggle through, And spread huge branches underneath the blue. In any mirror, be it bright or dim, Man will see God staring back at him. no L'ENVOI To Tony — Aged Three In Memory (T.P.C.W.) GEMMED with white daisies was the great green world Your restless feet have pressed this long day through — Come now and let me whisper to your dreams A little song grown from my love for you. There was a man once loved green fields like you, He drew his knowledge from the wild birds' songs, And he had praise for every beauteous thing, And he had pity for all piteous wrongs. . . . A lover of earth's forests — of her hills. And brother to her sunlight — to her rain — Man with a boy's fresh wonder. He was great With greatness all too simple to explain. He was a dreamer, and a poet, and brave To face and hold what he alone found true. He was a comrade of the old — a friend To every little laughing child like you. 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